WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.160 --> 00:00:47.039 Oh bread of that sar. Hello, and welcome to the show. 2 00:00:47.159 --> 00:00:50.399 This is the Cult of Conspiracy and I'm the Cage 3 00:00:50.520 --> 00:00:53.759 Night and today we have one a very special guest. 4 00:00:53.799 --> 00:00:55.719 She once upon a time came on the show to. 5 00:00:55.640 --> 00:00:58.439 Bend our ear about good old Uncle Ted and the 6 00:00:58.520 --> 00:01:01.280 Oklahoma City bombing. And today she's coming on with some 7 00:01:01.320 --> 00:01:03.759 more fai ya for the good cult members. Everybody, welcome 8 00:01:03.799 --> 00:01:06.519 Danielle from the rabbit Hole Podcast. How are you today? 9 00:01:07.040 --> 00:01:08.120 I'm good? How are you guys? 10 00:01:08.400 --> 00:01:08.879 Doing good? 11 00:01:09.000 --> 00:01:09.480 Wonderful? 12 00:01:09.799 --> 00:01:11.519 So for anybody who may not have heard you on 13 00:01:11.599 --> 00:01:13.840 the show last time, can you give everybody a quick 14 00:01:13.920 --> 00:01:15.680 rundown of your background. 15 00:01:16.760 --> 00:01:18.519 It's been a year since I was on here, so 16 00:01:19.400 --> 00:01:22.920 I don't know. I've been podcasting for like four years now. 17 00:01:22.920 --> 00:01:26.239 I just hit my four year aniversary. So I typically 18 00:01:26.280 --> 00:01:28.799 do like deep dives on Wednesdays, and Deep Dive will 19 00:01:28.799 --> 00:01:31.079 come out and then now recently actually I've started doing 20 00:01:31.120 --> 00:01:33.400 like guest episodes, so it's come out on Mondays when 21 00:01:33.439 --> 00:01:36.280 I have a guest, But like, if I don't have 22 00:01:36.280 --> 00:01:38.400 a guest, you just get a Wednesday episode. That's about it. 23 00:01:38.480 --> 00:01:38.959 I heard that. 24 00:01:39.200 --> 00:01:39.799 I like it. 25 00:01:40.280 --> 00:01:41.200 That's what I got for you. 26 00:01:41.400 --> 00:01:44.159 And so before podcasting, what was what was your background? 27 00:01:44.200 --> 00:01:45.840 I know you're a veteran YEP. 28 00:01:45.879 --> 00:01:48.280 I was in the Navy for five years before well, okay, 29 00:01:48.280 --> 00:01:51.439 before podcasting, I was like floating because I got out 30 00:01:51.439 --> 00:01:53.120 of the Navy in twenty eighteen, and I didn't actually 31 00:01:53.120 --> 00:01:58.280 start this podcast until like twenty twenty one, Like the 32 00:01:58.359 --> 00:02:00.079 end of twenty one is when I started like in 33 00:02:00.120 --> 00:02:03.120 the research, although I didn't launch until twenty two. So I 34 00:02:03.200 --> 00:02:05.079 just kind of like was floating there for a minute, 35 00:02:05.120 --> 00:02:06.519 you know how, you know how it is like you 36 00:02:06.560 --> 00:02:08.639 get out and you're like, I have to do something 37 00:02:08.719 --> 00:02:11.719 with my life, but what that thing is I don't know. 38 00:02:11.919 --> 00:02:14.719 Yeah, yes, yeah, you have all this like you have 39 00:02:14.759 --> 00:02:16.639 all this motivation, but no directions. 40 00:02:16.719 --> 00:02:18.479 You're just kind of like how to do something with 41 00:02:18.520 --> 00:02:19.840 my hands? Like yeah, I feel that. 42 00:02:19.960 --> 00:02:21.919 And they're like everyone's like, we're gonna get out and 43 00:02:21.919 --> 00:02:23.639 go to school, and I was like me too. And 44 00:02:23.719 --> 00:02:25.879 then I got there. I was like ooh, this was 45 00:02:25.879 --> 00:02:28.159 a terrible idea big goof yeah. 46 00:02:27.879 --> 00:02:29.639 No doubt, no doubt, yeah too. 47 00:02:29.719 --> 00:02:32.439 You know school, Yeah I did. I went to like 48 00:02:32.479 --> 00:02:34.680 two semesters or three semesters maybe, and I was like 49 00:02:34.719 --> 00:02:35.960 this is not the place for me. 50 00:02:36.159 --> 00:02:38.240 I think I did like years of school. 51 00:02:38.919 --> 00:02:42.919 Yeah, I did four and a half, and I am, well, 52 00:02:43.000 --> 00:02:44.759 I almost got three degrees out of it. 53 00:02:44.960 --> 00:02:47.960 You got uh yeah, almost two? 54 00:02:48.639 --> 00:02:51.520 Well for the records associates, As I say that, don't 55 00:02:51.560 --> 00:02:52.479 think I got like too mad? 56 00:02:52.599 --> 00:02:54.719 I did half of my husband's degree. Does that count? 57 00:02:54.840 --> 00:02:55.319 There? You get that? 58 00:02:55.639 --> 00:02:57.199 I told him we could rip it in half and 59 00:02:57.280 --> 00:02:59.719 like under his name, right, our last name, and under 60 00:03:00.319 --> 00:03:02.400 like his last like the last name would write above 61 00:03:02.400 --> 00:03:03.520 it like my first name. 62 00:03:03.599 --> 00:03:07.360 Hell yeah, yeah, my ex husband with like half of 63 00:03:07.360 --> 00:03:09.080 his so far, so right. 64 00:03:09.479 --> 00:03:11.639 Like you get part of a degree there? 65 00:03:11.639 --> 00:03:14.960 Well, my whole thing was is I because I moved states? 66 00:03:14.960 --> 00:03:17.520 So there's That's an interesting thing though, when you move 67 00:03:17.599 --> 00:03:21.439 states across the country, you don't realize that different programs 68 00:03:21.479 --> 00:03:25.759 don't transfer. Because so in Oregon they have a really 69 00:03:25.879 --> 00:03:31.719 amazing mortuary program and in the South in Louisiana, they 70 00:03:31.759 --> 00:03:32.439 don't have that. 71 00:03:32.520 --> 00:03:33.560 It's completely different. 72 00:03:33.599 --> 00:03:36.680 It's the funeral home directors is what they have. But 73 00:03:36.719 --> 00:03:39.159 it's not the same, and they don't call, they don't transfer, 74 00:03:39.199 --> 00:03:40.680 and they don't have the same kind of schooling. 75 00:03:41.199 --> 00:03:44.000 So wait a second, you like willingly wanted to do 76 00:03:44.680 --> 00:03:45.439 this for a job. 77 00:03:45.599 --> 00:03:47.759 Oh yeah, she's like a full on emo queen to 78 00:03:47.800 --> 00:03:48.080 the end. 79 00:03:48.199 --> 00:03:50.280 I don't I don't mind dead people at all. Yeah, 80 00:03:50.319 --> 00:03:51.520 they're at least I don't good. 81 00:03:51.800 --> 00:03:54.960 We're both Mario. I should mention that we're both Marine 82 00:03:55.000 --> 00:03:55.680 Corps veterans. 83 00:03:55.759 --> 00:03:57.919 Oh so you enjoy you enjoy crans. 84 00:03:57.639 --> 00:03:59.479 All this stuff. Oh yeah, orange is the best color. 85 00:03:59.520 --> 00:04:01.759 I will fight people over it, sure. 86 00:04:03.039 --> 00:04:05.759 But I yeah, No, I wanted to be a mortician, 87 00:04:06.039 --> 00:04:08.039 so I was Actually I got done with my AMT 88 00:04:08.479 --> 00:04:12.120 degree and then I've always wanted to be in the 89 00:04:12.120 --> 00:04:14.680 medical field, a doctor or something like that. But I 90 00:04:14.759 --> 00:04:16.560 realized I was gonna have to be moving, and so 91 00:04:16.800 --> 00:04:19.399 I had already applied for the program and like found 92 00:04:19.399 --> 00:04:21.639 an internship and I was really all about it. But 93 00:04:21.680 --> 00:04:23.519 then I ended up having to move town to the 94 00:04:23.560 --> 00:04:26.040 south and it was the whole thing and that didn't transfer. 95 00:04:26.120 --> 00:04:28.079 So then I kind of sat in for a good bit, 96 00:04:28.680 --> 00:04:32.240 and then I found myself in the birth world, and 97 00:04:32.319 --> 00:04:34.560 so I started going to school for Midwiffrey and I 98 00:04:34.600 --> 00:04:39.839 did that for almost four years. Problem is the yeah, 99 00:04:39.920 --> 00:04:43.040 so very wide spectrum of what I'm into. It's it's 100 00:04:43.120 --> 00:04:45.680 very confusing when people listen to me, They're like, wait, 101 00:04:45.920 --> 00:04:47.920 I'm really confused at the person that you are. 102 00:04:48.199 --> 00:04:50.920 Like, Okay, you're a complex chick. I'll be very honest. 103 00:04:51.160 --> 00:04:52.360 So I really enjoy birth. 104 00:04:52.480 --> 00:04:55.480 It's beautiful. I think there is something very valuable at 105 00:04:55.480 --> 00:04:57.199 the beginning of life and at the end of life. 106 00:04:57.240 --> 00:05:00.319 I think there is a there's something very spirit to 107 00:05:00.319 --> 00:05:03.319 both of them. And for me wanting to be a mortician, 108 00:05:03.920 --> 00:05:05.959 my big thing is that I wanted to give people 109 00:05:06.160 --> 00:05:08.519 because a lot of people that do like make up 110 00:05:08.639 --> 00:05:11.920 for the deceased aren't very good at it, and yeah, 111 00:05:11.959 --> 00:05:14.600 that's the lasting impression you have of family, and that's 112 00:05:14.639 --> 00:05:18.319 really tough for me to see family members and friends 113 00:05:18.360 --> 00:05:22.040 and stuff see their loved one that's not very done 114 00:05:22.120 --> 00:05:25.480 very well. And so I wanted to get into that 115 00:05:25.519 --> 00:05:28.519 because the human body is super fascinating to me anyways, 116 00:05:28.560 --> 00:05:33.000 but being able to help people have a really lasting, 117 00:05:33.040 --> 00:05:35.600 beautiful moment as the last time they see their loved 118 00:05:35.639 --> 00:05:38.439 one was really important to me. Unfortunately, they don't have 119 00:05:38.480 --> 00:05:40.319 a lot of schools down They don't have any schools 120 00:05:40.360 --> 00:05:43.040 here that do that do this, and I can't travel 121 00:05:43.040 --> 00:05:45.920 because of my kids and my ex travels for work, 122 00:05:45.959 --> 00:05:48.680 so I couldn't go places to be able to do this, 123 00:05:48.800 --> 00:05:51.079 and so that didn't work. And then I found myself 124 00:05:51.120 --> 00:05:54.480 in the birth world because of my own birth trauma 125 00:05:54.519 --> 00:05:57.399 with my first child, and so then I was like, well, 126 00:05:57.439 --> 00:06:01.360 this is something I could do. And unfortunctually, my midwife 127 00:06:01.360 --> 00:06:03.040 actually was the one I was going to study under. 128 00:06:03.480 --> 00:06:06.600 And there's only so many midwives and there's a lot 129 00:06:06.600 --> 00:06:09.600 of students, and so it's a first come, first serve 130 00:06:09.720 --> 00:06:11.399 kind of a thing, and you need to have a 131 00:06:11.439 --> 00:06:13.959 lot of childcare and I don't have family down here, 132 00:06:14.279 --> 00:06:16.199 and so it was a lot of different things that 133 00:06:16.319 --> 00:06:19.319 I was unfortunately unable to finish my degree. I mean, 134 00:06:19.399 --> 00:06:22.439 I was in my third year, so I was I 135 00:06:22.480 --> 00:06:24.439 only needed a certain amount of bursts and then I 136 00:06:24.439 --> 00:06:26.920 would have been able to start taking my practicum to 137 00:06:26.920 --> 00:06:29.959 become a midwife. So it bothers me. I still really 138 00:06:30.000 --> 00:06:32.319 want to be one. But then I ended up in anthropology, 139 00:06:32.439 --> 00:06:36.079 so I'm actually an anthropologist and that's what I got 140 00:06:36.120 --> 00:06:39.959 my full degree in with a minor in environmental science. 141 00:06:40.000 --> 00:06:43.560 Because I am a weird collection of a human being. 142 00:06:43.839 --> 00:06:46.759 I said that, Yeah, it's very a midwife and I 143 00:06:46.800 --> 00:06:47.600 loved her, so. 144 00:06:47.600 --> 00:06:49.759 It's very I'm a very complicated person. 145 00:06:49.920 --> 00:06:52.360 So I mean where I met, you've worked in so 146 00:06:52.399 --> 00:06:53.439 many different regards. 147 00:06:53.480 --> 00:06:55.279 Your family had funeral homes up north. 148 00:06:55.319 --> 00:06:56.839 Correct, they had nursing home. 149 00:06:57.120 --> 00:06:57.720 Excuse me, nurse. 150 00:06:58.160 --> 00:07:06.360 I mean we're using interchangeable dialogue this point. 151 00:07:00.360 --> 00:07:03.240 I'm saying, up. 152 00:07:06.720 --> 00:07:09.680 With the elderly, and I have a deep, deep love 153 00:07:09.839 --> 00:07:10.600 for the elderly. 154 00:07:10.800 --> 00:07:13.199 And you could be a death doula. 155 00:07:13.279 --> 00:07:16.720 So I actually cannot. Nope, that is that is one 156 00:07:16.720 --> 00:07:18.560 thing that I cannot get into. 157 00:07:18.720 --> 00:07:22.879 That's a thing that is a thing. I know. 158 00:07:23.120 --> 00:07:24.319 I met a death I can't. 159 00:07:24.319 --> 00:07:25.759 I met a death doula one time. 160 00:07:25.959 --> 00:07:27.839 So I have a friend that's a death doula, and 161 00:07:29.199 --> 00:07:32.959 my midwife is actually trained in death and to be 162 00:07:33.000 --> 00:07:36.040 able to be death doula is when you have a 163 00:07:36.279 --> 00:07:43.360 stillborn or a late term abortion. Late term miscarriage. 164 00:07:42.879 --> 00:07:44.199 Is not what I thought we were talking about. 165 00:07:44.399 --> 00:07:46.040 That's not the kind of death doula I was talking 166 00:07:46.040 --> 00:07:46.519 about either. 167 00:07:47.160 --> 00:07:50.399 Oh no, so death so dulas themselves are primary with 168 00:07:50.639 --> 00:07:52.680 birth most of the time. So death doulas are there 169 00:07:52.720 --> 00:07:55.120 for when you have a still birth or when you 170 00:07:55.199 --> 00:07:57.920 have something like that and your baby is no longer 171 00:07:57.959 --> 00:08:00.800 living after birth, and so they come in and they 172 00:08:00.800 --> 00:08:03.720 do a lot of beautiful, amazing work with the families. 173 00:08:04.199 --> 00:08:07.160 They are there to help in every regard. 174 00:08:07.759 --> 00:08:09.720 I thought we were talking Yeah, so I thought we 175 00:08:09.720 --> 00:08:11.639 were talking about somebody that I met death. 176 00:08:12.000 --> 00:08:14.759 In style, right, No, so that's what I was talking about. 177 00:08:14.759 --> 00:08:16.439 So I met a death doula, Like I knew this 178 00:08:16.519 --> 00:08:19.399 lady and she would yeah, like so they had like. 179 00:08:19.319 --> 00:08:21.480 Anybody like old people that were in hospice. 180 00:08:21.560 --> 00:08:23.480 They had the hospice nurse, but she was the doula 181 00:08:23.560 --> 00:08:25.639 to like make the like yeah, kind of like make 182 00:08:25.680 --> 00:08:28.199 them feel comfortable and just like have them like kind 183 00:08:28.199 --> 00:08:30.000 of like what a birth doula would do is like 184 00:08:30.160 --> 00:08:33.320 have that comfortability as they pass because they know they're 185 00:08:33.320 --> 00:08:33.639 gonna die. 186 00:08:33.679 --> 00:08:35.440 They're on hospital, they're like in hospice care. 187 00:08:35.480 --> 00:08:38.879 Right, so it's just like that that extra person to 188 00:08:39.000 --> 00:08:40.240 come in to help them die. 189 00:08:40.320 --> 00:08:42.080 But they're old people. I would not be. 190 00:08:42.039 --> 00:08:46.000 Able to be like a Prairie death doulas do the babies. 191 00:08:46.159 --> 00:08:48.240 But there is some and I know one that's really 192 00:08:48.320 --> 00:08:51.320 famous on TikTok and Instagram that's a death doula that 193 00:08:51.399 --> 00:08:56.279 does later in life work as well for adults and 194 00:08:56.320 --> 00:09:01.440 things like that. But primary death doulas are for the stills. 195 00:09:00.799 --> 00:09:01.759 And yeah, I didn't know that. 196 00:09:01.919 --> 00:09:04.559 And it's really oh man, it's tough work. Even my 197 00:09:04.600 --> 00:09:08.320 midwife of like thirty eight years experience. She did an 198 00:09:08.519 --> 00:09:12.960 entire like three month course about death and all this stuff, 199 00:09:12.960 --> 00:09:15.799 and she's she said it was one of the hardest 200 00:09:15.799 --> 00:09:19.279 things for her personally, Like she she enjoyed it to 201 00:09:19.279 --> 00:09:21.399 be able to help people, but it was very difficult 202 00:09:21.399 --> 00:09:24.200 for her being the one to have brought in thousands 203 00:09:24.240 --> 00:09:27.639 of babies to bring him to help usher in a 204 00:09:27.679 --> 00:09:30.919 baby that's no longer here with us. So yeah, it's 205 00:09:30.960 --> 00:09:33.320 it's tough work. Personally, I can't do it. I could 206 00:09:33.360 --> 00:09:35.360 have if I didn't have kids. I was a lot. 207 00:09:36.320 --> 00:09:38.679 I was a lot more shut off to my emotions 208 00:09:39.080 --> 00:09:42.399 before children, and then with children has caused me to 209 00:09:42.440 --> 00:09:45.320 be more hyper emotional when it comes to children kids. 210 00:09:45.519 --> 00:09:47.799 And I thought we were having a death duel. Was 211 00:09:47.840 --> 00:09:50.440 like this old cat that used to be a deadhead 212 00:09:50.639 --> 00:09:52.519 and he's going out, so you just like load him 213 00:09:52.600 --> 00:09:53.799 up with acid and let him go. 214 00:09:53.720 --> 00:09:55.559 Out in piece. I thought that's what we were talking 215 00:09:55.600 --> 00:09:58.639 about here. Wow, that's okay, very thought. 216 00:09:58.759 --> 00:10:02.000 So there is different people do death death work for 217 00:10:02.080 --> 00:10:05.759 when you have in the life people that help, you know, 218 00:10:06.080 --> 00:10:08.679 elderly people pass and things like that. They probably a 219 00:10:08.720 --> 00:10:10.039 death consultant or something else. 220 00:10:10.080 --> 00:10:11.600 I know she told me that she was a So 221 00:10:11.679 --> 00:10:14.799 my husband was construction like handyman like work, so he 222 00:10:14.960 --> 00:10:16.440 worked with this lady and that's what she did for. 223 00:10:16.600 --> 00:10:19.480 Yeah, there's death dulos of different types. But when I 224 00:10:19.519 --> 00:10:22.320 think of the term dula itself, it's because I do. 225 00:10:22.679 --> 00:10:26.080 I am a dula, So that's you know, but yeah, 226 00:10:26.120 --> 00:10:28.039 it's it's a weird. It's a weird thing. But they 227 00:10:28.279 --> 00:10:31.759 a lot of uh interesting things have happening speaking of death, 228 00:10:31.840 --> 00:10:34.080 though I don't I know put I know people don't 229 00:10:34.120 --> 00:10:36.679 probably keep up with this, but I do because obviously 230 00:10:36.720 --> 00:10:39.639 I'm a weird person. But they have actually moved into 231 00:10:39.679 --> 00:10:42.519 having full clinics where you can go and sign your 232 00:10:42.559 --> 00:10:46.720 life away. So there's suicide clinics and you go in 233 00:10:46.799 --> 00:10:49.559 and you have to sign it five times, five separate times. 234 00:10:49.600 --> 00:10:52.000 You have to sign to confirm that you want to 235 00:10:52.000 --> 00:10:54.240 pass away. I watched the entire thing about this young 236 00:10:54.240 --> 00:10:57.320 person deciding to pass away. Their entire family was there, 237 00:10:57.399 --> 00:11:01.440 all of their friends, and they did this whole assisted 238 00:11:01.960 --> 00:11:05.600 suicide thing and they just peacefully passed in their sleep 239 00:11:05.639 --> 00:11:08.600 and stuff. They injected the boy and he went to sleep. 240 00:11:08.639 --> 00:11:10.360 But sounds very just sick. 241 00:11:11.559 --> 00:11:13.360 You know, I'm gonna be honest with you, I don't 242 00:11:13.399 --> 00:11:16.600 think he was. They didn't outright say that he was 243 00:11:16.639 --> 00:11:19.120 sick or not. But from from what. 244 00:11:19.759 --> 00:11:21.960 I in, his family was just cool with it. 245 00:11:22.759 --> 00:11:25.200 I don't really I'm assuming he was sick, but they 246 00:11:25.240 --> 00:11:27.919 didn't actually say the words that he was like terminally ill. 247 00:11:28.440 --> 00:11:29.200 But they no. 248 00:11:29.200 --> 00:11:30.960 Insurance claim because it's a suicide. 249 00:11:31.320 --> 00:11:33.559 So they have like these places though instead of like 250 00:11:33.679 --> 00:11:37.519 offering yourself at your home like they have like counselors 251 00:11:37.519 --> 00:11:40.000 they have they have to do like Psyche Valve counselors. 252 00:11:40.000 --> 00:11:41.320 They had to do all of these things to be 253 00:11:41.360 --> 00:11:45.279 approved and pretty much it's like the humane California thing. 254 00:11:45.639 --> 00:11:46.679 No, this is overseas. 255 00:11:46.720 --> 00:11:51.000 Actually it sounds very It's like it's like in one 256 00:11:51.039 --> 00:11:53.320 of like the Sweden, Finland, Norway. 257 00:11:53.399 --> 00:11:56.039 Are much of a population anyway, so. 258 00:11:56.039 --> 00:11:59.080 That's whatever people were flying over there, you know, And I. 259 00:11:59.240 --> 00:12:02.000 Mean it was honestly suicide tourism. 260 00:12:02.320 --> 00:12:05.679 It was honestly like a really interesting take though on 261 00:12:06.600 --> 00:12:07.519 you know, passing. 262 00:12:07.720 --> 00:12:09.080 I know he's over here, I what. 263 00:12:09.080 --> 00:12:10.879 A fucking wild time to be alive. 264 00:12:12.200 --> 00:12:14.120 He is like the most dramatic uman. 265 00:12:14.960 --> 00:12:18.600 No this everybody, just take it. Take the two steps back. 266 00:12:19.200 --> 00:12:22.240 Let's look at this outside looking in. So we got 267 00:12:22.279 --> 00:12:24.279 this kid, and I'm not saying a child. Let's say 268 00:12:24.320 --> 00:12:25.200 he was like he was. 269 00:12:25.159 --> 00:12:27.679 Like thirty something a kid, I will say he's like 270 00:12:27.679 --> 00:12:28.440 maybe twenty eight. 271 00:12:29.000 --> 00:12:32.639 So somebody going through an almost midlife crisis decides that 272 00:12:32.679 --> 00:12:34.200 they're done with this shit and they have made the 273 00:12:34.200 --> 00:12:37.039 resolute decision they're going to kill theirselves, and instead of 274 00:12:37.080 --> 00:12:39.159 just eating a bullet and being cheap about it and 275 00:12:39.200 --> 00:12:41.759 helping people, they're gonna get all of their family to 276 00:12:41.879 --> 00:12:45.519 fly to Finland or somewhere and meet with me weeks 277 00:12:45.519 --> 00:12:48.519 and weeks maybe yeah, Okay, So let's say he's a 278 00:12:48.519 --> 00:12:51.200 local guy. I was still costing unnecessary money to your 279 00:12:51.240 --> 00:12:53.240 family and they're not getting an extra. 280 00:12:53.080 --> 00:12:55.759 And traumatizing them. That's the thing. That's what it really 281 00:12:55.759 --> 00:12:58.000 comes down to. Like, there's there was a lot of 282 00:12:58.039 --> 00:13:02.279 interesting things about the the program that I watched Don't kill. 283 00:13:02.159 --> 00:13:05.200 Yourself and don't traumatize anybody. 284 00:13:05.240 --> 00:13:08.360 There's how many people die every second of the day, 285 00:13:08.559 --> 00:13:11.399 like be from suicide. So this was a way to 286 00:13:12.200 --> 00:13:14.440 it more or less was created for terminally ill people 287 00:13:14.480 --> 00:13:16.639 to be able to pass with the pass with dignity, 288 00:13:16.720 --> 00:13:19.519 which personally, for me, for having my father die with 289 00:13:19.559 --> 00:13:23.440 dementia and the way that everything transpired, I personally feel 290 00:13:23.519 --> 00:13:26.600 that it is something that should be allowed. I think 291 00:13:26.639 --> 00:13:28.720 that it is something that is a positive thing. 292 00:13:28.759 --> 00:13:29.679 I've always felt this. 293 00:13:29.639 --> 00:13:32.360 Way, especially one of my best friends passed and it 294 00:13:32.399 --> 00:13:34.919 was very undignified in the way that she did, and 295 00:13:35.000 --> 00:13:39.840 I've always felt very strongly towards these type of programs. 296 00:13:40.200 --> 00:13:42.879 I don't think that I think that people that are 297 00:13:43.399 --> 00:13:46.440 healthy should be able to get mental health as much 298 00:13:46.480 --> 00:13:48.679 as possible. Now, if they still choose that that is 299 00:13:48.759 --> 00:13:51.840 their right to choose this, and if they're doing this 300 00:13:51.879 --> 00:13:54.120 in a dignified way to where their family members aren't 301 00:13:54.120 --> 00:13:55.720 going to walk in their home and they see their 302 00:13:55.720 --> 00:13:59.480 body or their brains blown out, then personally, I think 303 00:13:59.480 --> 00:14:02.799 that it is a better way because I have witnessed 304 00:14:02.840 --> 00:14:05.000 people that have and I have actually been on cruise 305 00:14:05.120 --> 00:14:09.120 and seen the aftermath of suicide, and it's very traumatizing 306 00:14:09.200 --> 00:14:12.159 for everyone involved, for their family and friends, and so 307 00:14:12.720 --> 00:14:15.600 if this is a better way, I personally feel that 308 00:14:15.679 --> 00:14:18.480 it's I think it's a good thing, but that's just me. 309 00:14:18.679 --> 00:14:22.440 Yeah, I very much oppose that concept, but I mean 310 00:14:22.480 --> 00:14:29.799 I get it. Everybody's got their shit, and again termly. 311 00:14:27.840 --> 00:14:29.960 Like you're not gonna get better and you're just gonna suffer, 312 00:14:30.080 --> 00:14:31.639 Like yeah, absolutely, like. 313 00:14:31.840 --> 00:14:34.240 And that's the very case by case and like find cool, 314 00:14:34.279 --> 00:14:36.039 I understand that, but like to the person who just 315 00:14:36.080 --> 00:14:38.240 sees no hope and like they. 316 00:14:38.120 --> 00:14:39.600 Just see this as a better alternative. 317 00:14:40.480 --> 00:14:43.519 I mean, I feel like mental health is something that 318 00:14:43.639 --> 00:14:46.679 only in the past couple of years, I'll say, last 319 00:14:46.679 --> 00:14:48.960 twenty years, give or take, people are actually starting to 320 00:14:49.000 --> 00:14:53.320 take more seriously right, and people are starting to associate 321 00:14:53.919 --> 00:14:57.440 not just past traumas, but just chemical imbalances and all 322 00:14:57.519 --> 00:15:00.679 these different things as a real, clinical, diet noticable thing, 323 00:15:00.720 --> 00:15:02.120 and these people can get help. 324 00:15:02.159 --> 00:15:03.639 But the problem with that is also that that. 325 00:15:03.679 --> 00:15:07.440 System is so heavy laden with the pharmaceutical industry and 326 00:15:07.480 --> 00:15:09.559 a lot of these people getting misdiagnosed just to get 327 00:15:09.600 --> 00:15:11.480 pumped expensive pharmaceuticals. 328 00:15:11.480 --> 00:15:13.879 And that doesn't help me either. So like I'm I'm 329 00:15:14.440 --> 00:15:15.240 there's a lot of. 330 00:15:15.120 --> 00:15:16.879 Things that can be talked about as far as that's 331 00:15:16.919 --> 00:15:21.120 concerned terminally ill or somebody who clearly has dementia, and 332 00:15:21.159 --> 00:15:25.200 it's it's a it's not even more dignified way, it's. 333 00:15:25.039 --> 00:15:27.480 A it's a human way, right. 334 00:15:27.600 --> 00:15:30.360 Yeah, they're like that's different. But for the thirty two 335 00:15:30.440 --> 00:15:33.600 year old who I mean, like, bro, I fine, fuck 336 00:15:33.639 --> 00:15:36.000 the bullet, like swallow an entire bottle of aspirin. 337 00:15:36.080 --> 00:15:38.360 It's gonna happen, you know, I don't know. 338 00:15:38.440 --> 00:15:40.600 I don't know. I mean, to each their own. 339 00:15:40.679 --> 00:15:44.279 I understand the terminally ill ones because that makes at 340 00:15:44.360 --> 00:15:45.679 least for me, a lot more sense. 341 00:15:45.799 --> 00:15:47.919 It's better than that dude shot up that hockey game. 342 00:15:48.600 --> 00:15:50.000 Oh yeah, did you see that? 343 00:15:50.279 --> 00:15:53.360 No, the training that shot his wife and child and 344 00:15:53.399 --> 00:15:56.720 then shot himself not her himself, but he also had 345 00:15:56.720 --> 00:15:59.759 like ss Nazi tattoos on him, and like, yeah, the 346 00:15:59.799 --> 00:16:01.879 dude you had a lot of mental issues. And people 347 00:16:01.960 --> 00:16:06.200 are trying to say that it's because nobody accepted him 348 00:16:06.200 --> 00:16:10.200 in the trans community, and it's like, oh, he's got tits. 349 00:16:10.840 --> 00:16:13.799 Well, I mean, I don't really know if that plays 350 00:16:13.799 --> 00:16:14.639 into shooting. 351 00:16:14.360 --> 00:16:16.200 But like, no, it plays into mental health issues. 352 00:16:16.360 --> 00:16:19.080 I don't really see why he needed to open fire 353 00:16:19.120 --> 00:16:22.559 on his ex wife and adult son. Yeah, in a 354 00:16:22.759 --> 00:16:26.080 hockey game. Like you could have hit anybody. You traumatize 355 00:16:26.080 --> 00:16:28.200 all these people, Like you killed two people that were 356 00:16:28.279 --> 00:16:31.159 unnecessary to kill. Like, if you're feel in some type 357 00:16:31.159 --> 00:16:33.720 of way, then you do it to yourself. I don't 358 00:16:33.759 --> 00:16:35.480 need to do anything else to anybody else. 359 00:16:35.559 --> 00:16:37.799 But well, a couple of years back, there was that 360 00:16:38.000 --> 00:16:40.840 the shooting in Tennessee that was like the Catholic school 361 00:16:40.879 --> 00:16:42.679 and it was like some trans guy. 362 00:16:42.679 --> 00:16:43.759 Or girl or whatever. 363 00:16:43.799 --> 00:16:46.000 I don't know, but they went into the Catholic school 364 00:16:46.000 --> 00:16:47.960 and shot up all these like ten year olds and 365 00:16:48.000 --> 00:16:51.000 I was like, they did not do anything to you. Yes, 366 00:16:51.039 --> 00:16:53.759 you were not accepted by the Catholic community. Why are 367 00:16:53.799 --> 00:16:57.279 you seeking acceptance by the Catholic community, a community that's 368 00:16:57.320 --> 00:17:00.200 never going to accept you as transgender? Move on, go 369 00:17:00.240 --> 00:17:01.120 find acceptance. 370 00:17:01.200 --> 00:17:04.200 Go find a community somewhere else, because people are not 371 00:17:05.319 --> 00:17:07.920 right like, and you're not gonna be accepted by everybody 372 00:17:08.000 --> 00:17:10.960 even if you're not trans. Like we do conspiracy theory 373 00:17:11.000 --> 00:17:13.920 podcasts and guess what, the whole world doesn't accept us. 374 00:17:14.039 --> 00:17:17.599 Oh yeah, Like you're looking for validation all the wrong places. 375 00:17:17.759 --> 00:17:21.400 Go somewhere where like your validation is going to be found. 376 00:17:21.880 --> 00:17:24.720 And that's the other thing. Kids for it. This isn't 377 00:17:25.200 --> 00:17:26.799 a dig at the trans community. 378 00:17:27.200 --> 00:17:29.359 But what I will say is a lot of the 379 00:17:29.400 --> 00:17:31.680 people within the trans community, a lot of them do 380 00:17:31.799 --> 00:17:35.240 find their community, and they do feel better after they 381 00:17:35.240 --> 00:17:37.599 go through these transitions and these surgeries and all this stuff. 382 00:17:37.599 --> 00:17:40.480 Look, as long as your community is so important. 383 00:17:40.000 --> 00:17:41.680 As long as you're a grown adult and you're not 384 00:17:41.759 --> 00:17:44.200 hurting anybody, and you're doing this for yourself out of 385 00:17:44.240 --> 00:17:46.000 your own paycheck, look, do what the fuck you want. 386 00:17:46.039 --> 00:17:46.440 I don't care. 387 00:17:46.480 --> 00:17:48.359 I might think you're ridiculous, but I think a lot 388 00:17:48.400 --> 00:17:50.559 of things are ridiculous. I'm entitled to my opinion whatever. 389 00:17:51.000 --> 00:17:53.039 But a lot of these people also are looking for 390 00:17:53.119 --> 00:17:56.880 acceptance from anywhere. And the problem is, if you're already 391 00:17:56.960 --> 00:18:02.480 unhappy with yourself at a very deep molecular level, change gender, 392 00:18:02.759 --> 00:18:05.480 more often than not, will not help you feel better 393 00:18:05.519 --> 00:18:08.119 about it afterwards because you didn't address the root problem, 394 00:18:08.400 --> 00:18:10.039 and that makes it even worse. So it's like, this 395 00:18:10.079 --> 00:18:13.960 isn't a dig at the LGBTQ ELEMENTO P plus minus 396 00:18:13.960 --> 00:18:18.279 hashtag community. But also there's a higher probability of that 397 00:18:18.319 --> 00:18:21.079 community going on shooting spreez now more than ever. I 398 00:18:21.119 --> 00:18:23.680 don't think it's a community problem as far as the 399 00:18:23.680 --> 00:18:26.319 alphabet people go. I think it is a mental health 400 00:18:26.359 --> 00:18:29.039 problem that no one is addressing, and they're acting like 401 00:18:29.119 --> 00:18:31.640 going through a transition is going to fix the mental problems. 402 00:18:32.319 --> 00:18:32.640 It's not. 403 00:18:32.799 --> 00:18:35.160 You're not fixing what the root cause of the problem was, 404 00:18:35.319 --> 00:18:37.000 regardless of what they identify as. 405 00:18:37.119 --> 00:18:39.680 But is I think that most no, I was gonna 406 00:18:39.680 --> 00:18:41.000 say that, I think that most of our mental health 407 00:18:41.000 --> 00:18:42.160 issues are are. 408 00:18:44.079 --> 00:18:45.599 What's the word like orchestrated? 409 00:18:45.960 --> 00:18:49.039 They're created? Oh sure, I don't think I because we're 410 00:18:49.039 --> 00:18:51.359 talking about mental health all the time now, right. I 411 00:18:51.359 --> 00:18:53.200 think it's even deeper than that. I think it goes 412 00:18:53.240 --> 00:18:55.720 like to the food, to the chemicals, to the things 413 00:18:55.759 --> 00:18:57.880 that we're like putting into our bodies, like we're literally 414 00:18:58.000 --> 00:19:02.519 changing our bodies to where like like we're creating these 415 00:19:02.559 --> 00:19:04.920 mental health issues because like what they say that the 416 00:19:04.960 --> 00:19:07.720 gut is your second brain, and your gut actually does 417 00:19:07.960 --> 00:19:09.839 like if you have a healthy gut, then you don't 418 00:19:09.880 --> 00:19:12.480 have as many like depression anxiety issues, but if you 419 00:19:12.519 --> 00:19:14.960 have like a really unhealthy, unbalanced gut, then you have 420 00:19:15.000 --> 00:19:17.000 all these issues. Well, I think that what we're doing 421 00:19:17.039 --> 00:19:19.400 is we're poisoning ourselves and in turn, we're poisoning our 422 00:19:19.440 --> 00:19:23.799 brains and that we're creating this monster, which is great. 423 00:19:23.920 --> 00:19:27.799 The government, the system, they love this. 424 00:19:27.720 --> 00:19:30.200 Because we get on, like everybody gets on medicine. 425 00:19:30.319 --> 00:19:32.400 They keep eating the junk food, so they continue to 426 00:19:32.400 --> 00:19:35.839 get sicker and then eventually, like potentially they'll transition and 427 00:19:35.880 --> 00:19:40.039 then that's all these more medicine, more surgeries, more things, 428 00:19:40.079 --> 00:19:42.200 and then potentially now they're not happy, so they want 429 00:19:42.200 --> 00:19:44.680 to transition back, which does happen sometimes. So now you 430 00:19:44.720 --> 00:19:48.160 have more medicine, more surgeries, you're just feeding the system 431 00:19:48.599 --> 00:19:52.759 and they are continuously putting like junk. Like we're doom scrolling. 432 00:19:52.880 --> 00:19:56.480 So our attention spans are are dogs right like we 433 00:19:56.599 --> 00:19:59.920 have they are. It's come out recently that we have 434 00:20:00.200 --> 00:20:03.839 more people in their thirties with dimension now than ever before. 435 00:20:03.880 --> 00:20:06.680 There's this whole epidemic of thirty year old dementia patients 436 00:20:06.880 --> 00:20:09.799 because of doom scrolling. Because our attention spans, our brains 437 00:20:09.799 --> 00:20:11.160 aren't actually exercising. 438 00:20:11.200 --> 00:20:13.640 We just talked about it on my last episode Occajun Nights. 439 00:20:13.720 --> 00:20:16.400 So there is an Australian well, it's an American team 440 00:20:16.440 --> 00:20:18.799 of doctors, but it's actually being report on in Australia 441 00:20:18.799 --> 00:20:22.759 and New Zealand. Right now, kids that are basically just 442 00:20:22.799 --> 00:20:25.240 glued to the screens. Right you take your iPad from 443 00:20:25.240 --> 00:20:27.440 the kid and you hear him screaming and all this stuff, and. 444 00:20:27.359 --> 00:20:29.599 Like, okay, find it. He is addicted. 445 00:20:29.640 --> 00:20:34.240 But actually it is drastically affecting white matter development in 446 00:20:34.240 --> 00:20:36.480 the brain, which for anybody who doesn't know, if you 447 00:20:36.519 --> 00:20:39.559 were to I'm being a little colloquial here, but bear 448 00:20:39.599 --> 00:20:42.000 with me. Let's say that your brain is a series 449 00:20:42.039 --> 00:20:45.119 of wires, right, the white matter would basically be the 450 00:20:45.799 --> 00:20:48.839 shielding or the insulation on the outside of the wires. 451 00:20:49.119 --> 00:20:52.079 There is a direct correlation if somebody who is a 452 00:20:52.160 --> 00:20:54.640 year old to five years old and has more than 453 00:20:54.799 --> 00:20:56.799 I think they said thirty minutes of screen time a 454 00:20:56.880 --> 00:20:59.559 day is fine, more than thirty minutes period, and that 455 00:20:59.599 --> 00:21:02.720 means computer screen, TV screen, cell phone screen, iPad screen, 456 00:21:02.759 --> 00:21:05.759 All of that connects into screen time. So if they 457 00:21:05.799 --> 00:21:09.079 get more than thirty minutes per day, then it actually 458 00:21:09.079 --> 00:21:13.160 start to deteriorate. And by the time these kids are five, six, seven, ten, fifteen, 459 00:21:13.680 --> 00:21:17.839 they have no zero attention span. That's even fucked worse because, 460 00:21:17.960 --> 00:21:20.920 for instance, my kids have laptops that they learn off 461 00:21:20.960 --> 00:21:23.079 of at school, they come home and their hard work 462 00:21:23.079 --> 00:21:25.640 off of it. They can't get away from the screen time. 463 00:21:25.680 --> 00:21:27.200 And again, I think it's all a part of the 464 00:21:27.200 --> 00:21:28.319 goddamn plan. 465 00:21:28.400 --> 00:21:30.599 Speak it is that I don't know. So I was 466 00:21:30.640 --> 00:21:33.000 listening to the radio, which I don't normally typically do, 467 00:21:33.480 --> 00:21:38.200 but apparently there is a huge petition happening not only 468 00:21:38.200 --> 00:21:41.039 in our state, but also in multiple states where parents 469 00:21:41.079 --> 00:21:42.960 are coming together and going to the school board and 470 00:21:43.039 --> 00:21:46.279 demanding that the computers get shut off, that they only 471 00:21:46.359 --> 00:21:49.440 are allowed to have one hour of computer lab a day, 472 00:21:49.920 --> 00:21:52.519 and that they are going to print everything back out, 473 00:21:52.559 --> 00:21:54.599 and they have to be taught how to read and 474 00:21:54.640 --> 00:21:56.559 write the old way good. 475 00:21:56.640 --> 00:21:57.759 And they imagine that I. 476 00:21:57.680 --> 00:21:59.480 Know and they have to learn. And I was like, okay, 477 00:21:59.519 --> 00:22:01.839 so where do we go to actually implement this, because 478 00:22:01.880 --> 00:22:03.880 I plan on going to the next school board meeting 479 00:22:04.200 --> 00:22:07.920 and demanding that they block YouTube off of every single 480 00:22:08.000 --> 00:22:11.359 computer because the kids have found way is to get 481 00:22:11.359 --> 00:22:13.839 to porn. They found way is to get to Fortnite. 482 00:22:14.000 --> 00:22:15.279 They've found wee kid. 483 00:22:15.160 --> 00:22:17.640 Brings his Xbox remote with him to school because he 484 00:22:17.680 --> 00:22:20.960 plays Fortnite off of his school computer and he's doing 485 00:22:21.000 --> 00:22:22.599 it in such a way to where they don't catch him. 486 00:22:22.599 --> 00:22:24.160 And I'm like, yo, I'm about to yank your whole 487 00:22:24.160 --> 00:22:25.440 fucking life away from your kids. 488 00:22:25.480 --> 00:22:26.400 But no, we're not doing this. 489 00:22:26.480 --> 00:22:28.640 And it's not just one kid, it's all of them. 490 00:22:28.759 --> 00:22:32.880 Like my son explained to me how they worked it 491 00:22:32.960 --> 00:22:35.839 around the system to get to this game called Five 492 00:22:35.920 --> 00:22:38.680 Nights at Epstein Island and they were playing all the 493 00:22:38.759 --> 00:22:39.920 kids were playing it. 494 00:22:39.920 --> 00:22:43.000 It's like Five Nights at Freddy but way way darker. 495 00:22:43.119 --> 00:22:44.759 But you had to Yeah, they were playing this on 496 00:22:44.799 --> 00:22:48.480 their school laptop that's supposed to be child proof, that's 497 00:22:48.480 --> 00:22:51.000 supposed to be locked down, and all of these things. 498 00:22:51.079 --> 00:22:53.920 He's like, hey, guess what these kids have shown me today. 499 00:22:54.319 --> 00:22:57.160 And thankfully I have a really strong relationship with my 500 00:22:57.240 --> 00:22:59.559 child that actually tells me and shows me all these things. 501 00:22:59.599 --> 00:23:03.200 And he's like, look, he's like, uh, I've heard about 502 00:23:03.200 --> 00:23:05.960 porn from other people. They've found ways to get around it. 503 00:23:05.960 --> 00:23:08.200 They're using their laptops to be able to watch it. 504 00:23:08.880 --> 00:23:12.319 At school, the teachers are locked into their computers, they 505 00:23:12.319 --> 00:23:14.559 can actually see what everyone's doing in the class. Yet 506 00:23:14.599 --> 00:23:17.359 somehow they're able to go about doing. 507 00:23:17.200 --> 00:23:19.960 This because the kids keep finding ways around the firewall 508 00:23:19.960 --> 00:23:22.039 and around the systems, and like, you even talk to 509 00:23:22.039 --> 00:23:23.000 that teacher, she said. 510 00:23:22.839 --> 00:23:23.799 Like what every weird? 511 00:23:24.000 --> 00:23:26.839 Yeah, three hundred and eighty things is thus far that 512 00:23:26.960 --> 00:23:29.440 she's had a band, websites that she's had a band, 513 00:23:29.519 --> 00:23:31.519 and she said every week I have to do anywhere 514 00:23:31.559 --> 00:23:34.440 between twenty five to one hundred of them. I'm like 515 00:23:34.559 --> 00:23:37.079 at this point trying to ban oh my everything. And 516 00:23:37.119 --> 00:23:40.400 I was like, here's the simple way. Take the computer's away, 517 00:23:40.480 --> 00:23:43.960 the computer away, and how about you do actual computer 518 00:23:44.119 --> 00:23:47.000 lab where they have to physically have it one hour 519 00:23:47.039 --> 00:23:49.839 a day. And that's what they do. But other than that, well, 520 00:23:49.920 --> 00:23:52.200 and the whole thing is is that they have a 521 00:23:52.200 --> 00:23:55.359 whole Google classroom right and in that they have all 522 00:23:55.359 --> 00:23:58.400 of these files. It is so confusing, even for me, 523 00:23:58.440 --> 00:24:01.319 and I've gone to multiple schools. I'm like, wait, where 524 00:24:01.400 --> 00:24:04.000 is all of their actual homework that's due? And so 525 00:24:04.039 --> 00:24:05.920 I started printing stuff off and I had it. I 526 00:24:05.960 --> 00:24:07.839 went and had a conference with them and I was like, look, 527 00:24:08.240 --> 00:24:11.359 I'm printing things off because my child is struggling to 528 00:24:11.359 --> 00:24:13.440 find all of these things that are due. And it's 529 00:24:13.480 --> 00:24:16.200 not just my kid, it's all the kids. Why are 530 00:24:16.240 --> 00:24:18.960 we not just printing these things, I get it. I 531 00:24:19.000 --> 00:24:21.240 am you will never find probably so many more that's 532 00:24:21.400 --> 00:24:22.799 more crunchy about saving trees. 533 00:24:22.920 --> 00:24:28.599 But I also like, you know what, bitch, Look. 534 00:24:28.440 --> 00:24:30.480 We need paper, We need hard paper. 535 00:24:31.440 --> 00:24:34.359 People don't know how to write anymore. People don't they 536 00:24:34.400 --> 00:24:35.039 don't know how to. 537 00:24:35.319 --> 00:24:37.960 Spelling, They don't correct spelling, they don't don't right. 538 00:24:37.960 --> 00:24:39.559 To spell check. You don't need to. 539 00:24:40.079 --> 00:24:40.720 You don't need to. 540 00:24:40.920 --> 00:24:44.400 They use AI now they're allowed to use AI to 541 00:24:44.599 --> 00:24:47.160 you to create everything for them. 542 00:24:48.039 --> 00:24:48.799 This is the problem. 543 00:24:48.960 --> 00:24:50.240 And this is where I go back and forth because 544 00:24:50.240 --> 00:24:53.480 like we homeschool our children because I don't I don't 545 00:24:53.599 --> 00:24:56.039 agree with what the schools are doing these days, and 546 00:24:56.039 --> 00:24:58.440 so we're very adamant, like we're going to homeschool them. 547 00:24:58.519 --> 00:25:00.720 And my oldest is four, so like we're just learning 548 00:25:00.759 --> 00:25:03.440 how to read. We're doing very basic things. But we 549 00:25:03.519 --> 00:25:05.480 go back and forth with like what do we allow 550 00:25:05.559 --> 00:25:07.160 him to do on the computer and like on a 551 00:25:07.160 --> 00:25:09.359 tablet and on different things, and versus like what do 552 00:25:09.400 --> 00:25:12.599 we make him do like handwritten? Because if we keep 553 00:25:12.640 --> 00:25:15.440 him completely handwritten, which we've had this conversation, he's gonna 554 00:25:15.480 --> 00:25:18.000 be behind his peers, like he has to be on 555 00:25:18.200 --> 00:25:21.519 my son right, he has to be on something a 556 00:25:21.559 --> 00:25:24.440 little bit. So we've kind of like we've compromised, and 557 00:25:24.480 --> 00:25:26.880 we found this reading app where he does the app. 558 00:25:26.880 --> 00:25:28.839 It's like fifteen minutes, but I sit there the whole 559 00:25:28.880 --> 00:25:31.039 time with him, and the app is really good, Like 560 00:25:31.039 --> 00:25:32.720 it forced his parents to sit there because it does 561 00:25:32.759 --> 00:25:35.000 like parent check ins every now and then, which is good. 562 00:25:35.240 --> 00:25:37.759 But I sit there with him on the app. We 563 00:25:37.839 --> 00:25:39.960 do all the reading and then he's done, like that's 564 00:25:40.000 --> 00:25:42.519 his fifteen minutes of tablet time the whole day. Yeah, 565 00:25:42.519 --> 00:25:44.400 and then like we're doing counting, we go outside, like 566 00:25:44.440 --> 00:25:46.480 these kids play outside more than any kids I've ever met. 567 00:25:46.799 --> 00:25:47.480 Like good. 568 00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:49.640 It was easy when they were little. It's when they 569 00:25:49.640 --> 00:25:51.880 get to the older ages is when it's really difficult. 570 00:25:51.920 --> 00:25:55.000 My son, I forced the school to make them print 571 00:25:55.039 --> 00:25:59.119 out everything until fifth grade, and then he was super 572 00:25:59.160 --> 00:26:02.359 behind the curve because he wasn't on the wasn't on 573 00:26:02.440 --> 00:26:04.319 the things. And I was like, yeah, but he was 574 00:26:04.359 --> 00:26:07.880 doing Longhand division up to eighth grade and because he 575 00:26:07.920 --> 00:26:10.720 went to a monastery school too, like I, which I 576 00:26:10.880 --> 00:26:16.319 firmly believe, and there was you know, he's caught up obviously, 577 00:26:16.400 --> 00:26:18.079 but at the same time, I'm like, none of these 578 00:26:18.160 --> 00:26:20.839 kids actually know how to do anything. They know and 579 00:26:20.880 --> 00:26:23.279 you're not even making it. They don't even test correct either. 580 00:26:23.400 --> 00:26:25.079 That's what kills me. This is this is where I 581 00:26:25.119 --> 00:26:27.559 have the biggest issue. When they take tests, they don't 582 00:26:27.559 --> 00:26:31.160 even give them the test back with corrections so that 583 00:26:31.200 --> 00:26:34.119 they could learn from it. They don't do any of it. 584 00:26:34.240 --> 00:26:35.759 So you get a D. You just get a D. 585 00:26:35.839 --> 00:26:37.599 All right, move on to the next thing. Screw it. 586 00:26:37.799 --> 00:26:39.400 Wait, is that how you did an organ That's how 587 00:26:39.400 --> 00:26:40.319 it's always been done here. 588 00:26:40.400 --> 00:26:42.160 That's not how we do it. In organ everything was 589 00:26:42.200 --> 00:26:46.400 test corrected, everything's everything's written with a red pencil is 590 00:26:46.599 --> 00:26:47.799 completely corrected. 591 00:26:47.799 --> 00:26:49.519 And then you could got it back. 592 00:26:49.640 --> 00:26:52.599 You could redo it, fixe fix the things that we're wrong. 593 00:26:52.720 --> 00:26:54.720 Oh no, And we would get it back with like 594 00:26:54.759 --> 00:26:56.759 the circle and the x'es and you would see what 595 00:26:56.799 --> 00:26:59.119 you got wrong with the correct one circle. But like 596 00:26:59.480 --> 00:27:00.920 you didn't get to turn it back in for more 597 00:27:00.960 --> 00:27:03.119 credit you got Like we didn't. 598 00:27:03.440 --> 00:27:05.119 Yeah, we didn't get to do it for every test. 599 00:27:05.119 --> 00:27:06.839 We got to do it for some tests, like and 600 00:27:06.880 --> 00:27:08.880 there were like certain tests like hey, this one you 601 00:27:08.920 --> 00:27:11.079 get to be cause if like more of the class 602 00:27:11.119 --> 00:27:12.720 failed it then they would get it back to be like, Okay, 603 00:27:12.799 --> 00:27:14.640 you get these are the questions that you can yeah, 604 00:27:14.759 --> 00:27:16.640 you can like fix and if you fix them, you 605 00:27:16.680 --> 00:27:17.960 get the credit back. 606 00:27:18.960 --> 00:27:21.319 Like point five, you get like point yeah, like half 607 00:27:21.440 --> 00:27:24.000 the half the credit point or whatever. But the thing 608 00:27:24.039 --> 00:27:26.839 about it is that there's not even a test correction 609 00:27:27.240 --> 00:27:29.880 thing to print out or to look at. You can 610 00:27:29.920 --> 00:27:32.640 see what you got wrong, but like you can't figure 611 00:27:32.640 --> 00:27:35.640 out what Okay, so I got it wrong. Could you 612 00:27:35.680 --> 00:27:38.039 at least let me know why I got this wrong? 613 00:27:38.440 --> 00:27:40.839 Or they're half answered wrong or things like that, And 614 00:27:40.880 --> 00:27:44.160 it's like, oh my god, the school isn't Sarah failing 615 00:27:44.319 --> 00:27:46.960 so hard? And it's just I don't know. I've been 616 00:27:47.000 --> 00:27:49.599 looking more and more into homeschooling, but I'm also like, 617 00:27:49.839 --> 00:27:53.000 might have one child that has goes to a dyslexia school, 618 00:27:53.079 --> 00:27:56.079 so she needs to be in school. But I just 619 00:27:56.119 --> 00:27:58.119 found out this morning that they aren't even teaching them 620 00:27:58.160 --> 00:28:01.599 or correcting them. They're spelling. You're talking about dyslexic kids 621 00:28:01.599 --> 00:28:05.839 that like physically don't hear them, Like can't they can't. 622 00:28:05.960 --> 00:28:07.799 You should read her writing and it's not just her, 623 00:28:07.880 --> 00:28:09.799 I've read everyone else is writing on the walls, and 624 00:28:09.799 --> 00:28:12.200 I was like, why are we not correcting this? Like 625 00:28:12.240 --> 00:28:14.160 we need to teach them how to actually. 626 00:28:13.920 --> 00:28:15.200 Spend about the point of the school. 627 00:28:15.720 --> 00:28:17.160 So the point of the school is to teach them 628 00:28:17.160 --> 00:28:20.200 to read and to give them so seventy percent of. 629 00:28:20.200 --> 00:28:22.079 But if they can't read, well they can't read. 630 00:28:22.839 --> 00:28:23.759 That's incorrect. 631 00:28:23.759 --> 00:28:26.160 Actually, so they can read it, but when they answer it, 632 00:28:26.200 --> 00:28:28.799 they will write it as it sounds rather than the 633 00:28:28.839 --> 00:28:32.039 actual word. They can read it, yeah, they're they're comprehending it, 634 00:28:32.119 --> 00:28:34.359 but whenever they write it out with their own hand, 635 00:28:34.359 --> 00:28:35.960 it's like, ah, fuck it. 636 00:28:36.119 --> 00:28:39.279 So discuss those flexic when you have So there's different 637 00:28:39.359 --> 00:28:41.720 variants of it and there's different degrees of it and stuff. 638 00:28:41.759 --> 00:28:45.119 So seventy percent of incarcerated people are dyslexic. Yeah, and 639 00:28:45.160 --> 00:28:47.640 a lot of it has to say that there is. 640 00:28:48.200 --> 00:28:50.799 They were just pushed through the systems and so they 641 00:28:50.880 --> 00:28:54.960 had to compromise and learn ways around not being able 642 00:28:55.000 --> 00:28:57.279 to read because nobody took the time to really help 643 00:28:57.319 --> 00:29:01.599 them understand stuff. And so this school, I'm assuming when 644 00:29:01.640 --> 00:29:03.720 she gets into the higher grades, they're going to focus 645 00:29:03.839 --> 00:29:08.279 more heavily. Right now, just really trying hard to implement 646 00:29:08.400 --> 00:29:10.920 the because confidence plays a huge role when you're reading, 647 00:29:11.000 --> 00:29:13.079 and especially when you've been a dissexy kid for a 648 00:29:13.119 --> 00:29:16.079 long time, like my because I'm des sex six, but 649 00:29:16.119 --> 00:29:20.079 not like my daughter. She is way uh way worse, 650 00:29:20.119 --> 00:29:23.000 I guess you could say. And so it's a it's 651 00:29:23.039 --> 00:29:26.279 a whole pattern of learning and a different type of learning. 652 00:29:26.319 --> 00:29:29.240 But it's interesting because if you sound out the words 653 00:29:29.279 --> 00:29:32.839 that she writes, you understand exactly what she's writing. But 654 00:29:33.039 --> 00:29:35.519 if you're waiting it, well, English just. 655 00:29:35.440 --> 00:29:36.000 So messed up. 656 00:29:36.720 --> 00:29:39.599 Yeah, it looks it looks like jargon. When you're reading it, 657 00:29:39.640 --> 00:29:42.599 you're like, what she's saying the but I'm hoping that 658 00:29:42.720 --> 00:29:44.960 you know. But I'm also going to start implementing all summer. 659 00:29:44.960 --> 00:29:47.720 She's going to be doing a Montsory at home program 660 00:29:47.759 --> 00:29:50.160 and things like that. So, I mean, it's it's one 661 00:29:50.200 --> 00:29:51.319 of those things. I know, we got off on a 662 00:29:51.319 --> 00:29:54.559 whole tangent about education, but it's a it's a big 663 00:29:54.559 --> 00:29:58.599 thing though the many people parents are dealing with, uh 664 00:29:59.000 --> 00:30:02.119 you know, especially you're in the United States, because it 665 00:30:02.240 --> 00:30:03.519 is a hot fucking rack right now. 666 00:30:03.599 --> 00:30:06.799 I have a niece and she went into first grade 667 00:30:06.839 --> 00:30:09.000 reading out a third grade level, and she came out 668 00:30:09.039 --> 00:30:11.640 of first grade reading at a kindergarten level, Yeah, like 669 00:30:11.680 --> 00:30:14.119 how did you get? Like how do you go backwards? 670 00:30:14.440 --> 00:30:16.559 And then they weren't teaching. They decided, we don't need 671 00:30:16.599 --> 00:30:19.039 to teach you multiplication. You just don't need that. 672 00:30:19.319 --> 00:30:22.039 In one of her classes, they literally just played. 673 00:30:21.759 --> 00:30:23.240 Netflix movies the entire year. 674 00:30:23.480 --> 00:30:23.759 Hmm. 675 00:30:24.200 --> 00:30:27.920 What I was like, Yeah, this is in Atlanta, Like wow, 676 00:30:28.960 --> 00:30:31.519 you're like, okay. School is a public school, no public school, 677 00:30:31.759 --> 00:30:32.480 public school. 678 00:30:32.960 --> 00:30:34.200 And her parents. 679 00:30:33.960 --> 00:30:36.920 Went in and they like complained, They're like this is 680 00:30:37.079 --> 00:30:40.400 completely unacceptable, Like you need to be actually teaching our children. 681 00:30:40.400 --> 00:30:43.279 And they're like, this is what we have. These are 682 00:30:43.559 --> 00:30:45.000 the teachers we have at our disposal. 683 00:30:45.200 --> 00:30:46.000 I'll be honest with you. 684 00:30:46.039 --> 00:30:48.119 I feel like most teachers, at least in the public 685 00:30:48.119 --> 00:30:50.720 school system, have no business being in a room with children, 686 00:30:50.920 --> 00:30:52.319 let alone being an educator. 687 00:30:53.319 --> 00:30:54.319 I'm just throwing that out. 688 00:30:54.640 --> 00:30:56.240 A lot of them just got a bachelor's degree in 689 00:30:56.319 --> 00:30:58.400 something that they couldn't find work in, so then they 690 00:30:58.440 --> 00:31:00.640 just went and took the state practice test and now 691 00:31:00.680 --> 00:31:04.359 they're teaching, and they really really shouldn't be left alone 692 00:31:04.359 --> 00:31:08.839 with thirty children period in any context, let alone shape. 693 00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:13.279 The young minds children and children. I taught for a 694 00:31:13.319 --> 00:31:15.920 brief stint at a monastery school and there was three 695 00:31:15.920 --> 00:31:19.119 of us teaching and three of us in the same house, 696 00:31:19.160 --> 00:31:21.799 and so we all taught different areas. And even that, 697 00:31:21.880 --> 00:31:24.240 with our I think we had like twenty four kids 698 00:31:24.240 --> 00:31:27.720 between the three of us. Even that, to show the 699 00:31:27.759 --> 00:31:30.359 amount of attention for each one to be able to 700 00:31:31.119 --> 00:31:34.279 actually understand the knowledge that you're teaching them was still 701 00:31:34.599 --> 00:31:38.960 a lot of work. And it's I think that at teachers. 702 00:31:39.039 --> 00:31:41.839 I think there are some really amazing teachers that have 703 00:31:41.920 --> 00:31:44.920 been struggling for a long time to try to make 704 00:31:44.920 --> 00:31:48.599 a difference. And then especially here, so we've raised technically 705 00:31:48.680 --> 00:31:54.160 in the national standards, we have raised for being really 706 00:31:54.200 --> 00:31:57.440 good schools. Well, here's the thing. All they do is 707 00:31:57.480 --> 00:32:01.079 grill all year long about taking the stupid ass tests. 708 00:32:01.319 --> 00:32:03.279 Yeah, that way they look better. That is it. 709 00:32:03.319 --> 00:32:05.039 That's all they care about. They don't care if you 710 00:32:05.039 --> 00:32:07.160 can actually read. They don't care if you can actually write, 711 00:32:07.200 --> 00:32:09.720 They don't care if you actually can do multiplication, none 712 00:32:09.720 --> 00:32:11.319 of it. As long as you can pass their little 713 00:32:11.359 --> 00:32:13.039 precious test, that's it. 714 00:32:13.119 --> 00:32:14.119 They don't they don't care. 715 00:32:14.359 --> 00:32:18.480 Yeah, Louisiana, Mississippi and Alabama right now are apparently like 716 00:32:18.559 --> 00:32:21.839 the last hope for American education and BOP. 717 00:32:21.880 --> 00:32:24.119 And it's like, first of all, that is a really weird, 718 00:32:24.720 --> 00:32:26.839 weird sentence to say out loud. But then you look 719 00:32:26.839 --> 00:32:28.720 at the numbers and it's like, Okay, this state is 720 00:32:29.039 --> 00:32:30.319 it was ranked third from the bottom. 721 00:32:30.319 --> 00:32:31.240 Now it's number. 722 00:32:30.960 --> 00:32:33.079 Four in this and this one is now number two 723 00:32:33.079 --> 00:32:35.000 in this, and it's like there was a drastic jump 724 00:32:35.279 --> 00:32:38.640 last year or two in a couple of really key demographics. 725 00:32:38.640 --> 00:32:44.240 And it's like, okay, listen, I put the money there, well, well. 726 00:32:44.279 --> 00:32:46.599 Interestingly enough, right, So, Like I have kids that go 727 00:32:46.640 --> 00:32:48.799 to the public schools in Louisiana, and for the record, 728 00:32:48.839 --> 00:32:51.160 the school that they go to is not bad. 729 00:32:51.240 --> 00:32:51.960 It's not good. 730 00:32:52.279 --> 00:32:55.559 I would say it's above average. It's it's not mid tier. 731 00:32:55.559 --> 00:32:57.319 It's a little bitter than mid tier as far as 732 00:32:57.319 --> 00:32:59.640 the state is concerned. And I don't mean by the 733 00:33:00.400 --> 00:33:04.079 standardized test. I mean like, actually in the education they're receiving. Okay, fine, 734 00:33:04.079 --> 00:33:07.720 fair enough, right, And that being the case, if Louisiana 735 00:33:07.880 --> 00:33:09.920 is now that high up in the charts and I 736 00:33:10.000 --> 00:33:12.559 know the education these kids are getting, that gives me 737 00:33:13.079 --> 00:33:17.279 no hope for anywhere else. Like Alabama ranked higher for 738 00:33:18.279 --> 00:33:22.200 I think it was kids under ten Black kids under 739 00:33:22.240 --> 00:33:26.400 ten that can read. Alabama is ranked now higher than Massachusetts. 740 00:33:26.440 --> 00:33:28.680 And I'm like, but. 741 00:33:28.640 --> 00:33:31.480 What, like what is the like how many black kids 742 00:33:31.480 --> 00:33:33.160 are in Massachusetts? 743 00:33:33.279 --> 00:33:33.559 Right? 744 00:33:34.480 --> 00:33:36.839 Clearly like okay, is these these peoples aren't there a 745 00:33:36.880 --> 00:33:37.880 bit skewed, aren't they? 746 00:33:38.960 --> 00:33:39.079 Right? 747 00:33:39.920 --> 00:33:43.599 I don't know the whole system, though, is they're definitely 748 00:33:43.680 --> 00:33:47.200 keeping people really dumb in America on purpose. And that's 749 00:33:47.440 --> 00:33:51.240 that goes into the food conversation and summer. Oh, I 750 00:33:51.279 --> 00:33:53.240 mean for sure they want to make a stummer because 751 00:33:53.599 --> 00:33:55.960 when you're dumb, you're not going to ask questions, You're 752 00:33:55.960 --> 00:33:58.000 not gonna have critical thinking, You're not going to have 753 00:33:58.000 --> 00:34:01.359 an imagination. You're going to fall in line, especially with 754 00:34:01.680 --> 00:34:04.839 good old Elon talking about you know, yeah, we just 755 00:34:04.880 --> 00:34:08.800 need to be implemented with one with AI and all 756 00:34:08.840 --> 00:34:11.960 of these things, and it's like neural okay, yeah, not 757 00:34:12.039 --> 00:34:15.239 just neurallink. Oh no, no, no, his goes way beyond neurallink. 758 00:34:15.320 --> 00:34:18.000 Transhumanism is a huge thing, and how they want to 759 00:34:18.119 --> 00:34:21.480 integrate us completely with AI to where AI, if you 760 00:34:21.480 --> 00:34:24.000 even have a thought, AI will know it and already 761 00:34:24.039 --> 00:34:26.440 start on doing it like you're going to pretty much 762 00:34:26.480 --> 00:34:27.360 become a vegetable. 763 00:34:28.199 --> 00:34:29.239 Realistically, It's like. 764 00:34:29.199 --> 00:34:33.639 Wally, I've said this so many times, and seriously, we're getting. 765 00:34:33.480 --> 00:34:37.880 Fatter, right, but we're getting fatter. We're watching our screens, 766 00:34:37.880 --> 00:34:41.199 we're doing nothing. Let the robots or AI or whoever 767 00:34:41.280 --> 00:34:42.599 take care of all of it. We don't need to 768 00:34:42.599 --> 00:34:45.079 worry about that. Then, what like what is the point then? 769 00:34:45.880 --> 00:34:47.840 And they keep saying that is going to help them 770 00:34:47.840 --> 00:34:48.880 be more creative, so. 771 00:34:48.840 --> 00:34:51.639 They want to. So Elon's thing, I watched it, and 772 00:34:51.800 --> 00:34:55.360 his whole thing was about human consciousness. So he wants 773 00:34:55.400 --> 00:34:59.079 to preserve human consciousness at all levels. Like that is 774 00:34:59.400 --> 00:35:04.039 his is to preserve this and to expand it into 775 00:35:04.320 --> 00:35:07.719 every universe possible pretty much every planet, every universe whatever. 776 00:35:08.280 --> 00:35:10.920 But then when I'm listening to him, I'm like, human consciousness, 777 00:35:10.920 --> 00:35:14.559 you're not talking about humans that are actually like functioning humans. 778 00:35:14.880 --> 00:35:18.280 We're talking about like just human consciousness as in like 779 00:35:18.400 --> 00:35:23.119 our brain power moving. Yeah, pretty much. So creating an 780 00:35:23.159 --> 00:35:25.440 actual matrix is what we're discussing. 781 00:35:26.000 --> 00:35:27.960 And he doesn't surprise me. 782 00:35:28.119 --> 00:35:30.360 Him and good old Larry Fink were up there just 783 00:35:30.480 --> 00:35:34.159 chatting all about it, and it's like, oh, we're just 784 00:35:34.199 --> 00:35:35.920 you know, having a good old talk, and I'm like, you, 785 00:35:36.199 --> 00:35:39.360 everyone should really be listening to not just Elon, but 786 00:35:39.519 --> 00:35:41.920 to Bill to Zuckerberg. 787 00:35:42.159 --> 00:35:44.039 They all need to get their shit together off those 788 00:35:44.239 --> 00:35:46.320 Epstein files before they be trying to tell the human 789 00:35:46.400 --> 00:35:47.039 race how to live. 790 00:35:47.119 --> 00:35:50.880 I'm sorry everyone is so pacified though that like the 791 00:35:51.000 --> 00:35:54.719 general population is not listening, like nobody's paying attention, and 792 00:35:54.719 --> 00:35:56.360 then they're not thinking for themselves, which goes back to 793 00:35:56.400 --> 00:35:58.880 the education thing. Like people and we just I just 794 00:35:58.920 --> 00:36:01.280 had this conversation. I had a raw Milk episode way 795 00:36:01.280 --> 00:36:02.960 back at the very beginning of the year, so I 796 00:36:03.079 --> 00:36:06.239 just recorded my Opinions episode for the month of January 797 00:36:06.360 --> 00:36:09.719 to Post and Patreon, and we were talking about raw milk, 798 00:36:09.800 --> 00:36:12.960 and we were having this conversation like why why, like 799 00:36:13.280 --> 00:36:15.679 why raw milk isn't right, Like it's not really like 800 00:36:15.679 --> 00:36:17.159 that big of a deal anymore because I did the 801 00:36:17.159 --> 00:36:17.880 whole episode on it. 802 00:36:17.920 --> 00:36:20.280 But like, the whole reason that it's still. 803 00:36:22.840 --> 00:36:26.599 Marketed the way that it's marketed is because you don't 804 00:36:26.639 --> 00:36:28.480 have to think about it now. You are just going 805 00:36:28.519 --> 00:36:30.400 to buy into what the government is giving you. And 806 00:36:30.400 --> 00:36:32.159 if you're gonna buy into something as small as milk, 807 00:36:32.400 --> 00:36:33.880 you're just gonna go to the store and buy the milk. 808 00:36:34.000 --> 00:36:36.079 Then you're gonna buy into the bread, and then you're 809 00:36:36.079 --> 00:36:38.440 gonna buy into the vegetables, and then you're gonna buy 810 00:36:38.480 --> 00:36:40.880 into the school system, and then you're gonna buy into 811 00:36:41.079 --> 00:36:42.559 the food that they're feeding your kids in the school 812 00:36:42.559 --> 00:36:44.639 system because they know best and they created the food pyramids. 813 00:36:44.719 --> 00:36:45.159 They know that. 814 00:36:45.280 --> 00:36:47.880 And then you're gonna buy into the vaccines because the 815 00:36:47.920 --> 00:36:49.280 government told you that. That's okay. 816 00:36:49.400 --> 00:36:50.840 Well, now you're buying into everything. 817 00:36:50.559 --> 00:36:53.360 The government's telling you. The government told you. Don't worry 818 00:36:53.360 --> 00:36:55.519 about don't worry about Epstein. Don't wory about the Epstein files. 819 00:36:55.559 --> 00:36:58.400 It was just him by himself, no weird stand against 820 00:36:58.480 --> 00:37:01.199 You're like, oh, well, perfect, and he's dead, so we 821 00:37:01.280 --> 00:37:03.519 can just wash our hands of that. It's not happening 822 00:37:03.559 --> 00:37:07.079 anywhere else, and nobody else is being bad and everything's fine. 823 00:37:07.400 --> 00:37:08.280 Wake up. 824 00:37:08.679 --> 00:37:11.000 Yeah, I am happy that there was one arrest made 825 00:37:11.159 --> 00:37:12.760 as far as the Epstein files are concerned. 826 00:37:12.800 --> 00:37:16.800 A couple more about Old Andy former Prince Andrew. 827 00:37:16.519 --> 00:37:20.559 At least a couple more apparently that have been trickling down, and. 828 00:37:20.480 --> 00:37:22.800 It's just gonna slaps on the wrists nobody's gonna get 829 00:37:22.800 --> 00:37:24.039 like brought to justice for this. 830 00:37:24.079 --> 00:37:25.119 That's not how this works. 831 00:37:25.480 --> 00:37:29.159 Nope, they're doing it for aliens though, happening as of 832 00:37:29.239 --> 00:37:31.559 last night, which the thing, the same thing. 833 00:37:31.599 --> 00:37:32.639 It's twenty nineteen. 834 00:37:32.960 --> 00:37:35.400 Everybody's like, we want to see the flight logs, but hey, y'all, 835 00:37:35.880 --> 00:37:39.199 alien aliens might be real, and like nobody cared. 836 00:37:39.280 --> 00:37:44.280 Apparently Trump is like, we're full sending aliens. So like 837 00:37:44.400 --> 00:37:47.960 he apparently is releasing everything there is to that they 838 00:37:48.000 --> 00:37:52.800 can about aliens and he's like and I'm like, dude, 839 00:37:52.920 --> 00:37:54.800 we all know that you're doing this to get the 840 00:37:54.800 --> 00:37:55.519 heat off you. 841 00:37:55.920 --> 00:37:57.159 For Epstein, he's the. 842 00:37:57.079 --> 00:37:59.239 One that did it in twenty nineteen. It was it's 843 00:37:59.280 --> 00:38:00.559 literally a rinse and repeat. 844 00:38:00.639 --> 00:38:05.119 Oh yeah, well Obamba fucked up quote unquote. 845 00:38:05.199 --> 00:38:07.719 Gave classified information, which did you see the interview? 846 00:38:07.760 --> 00:38:08.119 He didn't. 847 00:38:08.280 --> 00:38:09.159 Yeah, he said they're. 848 00:38:09.000 --> 00:38:12.000 Real, but I haven't actually seen them, that's what he said. 849 00:38:12.119 --> 00:38:16.239 And so but that triggered a whole log of crap. 850 00:38:16.360 --> 00:38:19.400 And so then that he've I'm like, so what you 851 00:38:19.480 --> 00:38:22.239 did it was is Trump probably went to Obama and 852 00:38:22.320 --> 00:38:26.199 was like, bro do something because we're hanging the Clintons 853 00:38:26.199 --> 00:38:28.280 out to dry. So you're on the chopping block next 854 00:38:28.280 --> 00:38:30.400 if you don't do something. So he went and did 855 00:38:30.400 --> 00:38:33.119 this interview and let it slip just enough to cause 856 00:38:33.159 --> 00:38:36.119 a frenzy so that Trump can step in and be like, 857 00:38:36.159 --> 00:38:40.000 you know what, let's tell everybody about these aliens. It's like, okay, 858 00:38:40.000 --> 00:38:43.159 it's so funny, cool, Glad we had that talk. Let's 859 00:38:43.199 --> 00:38:46.239 get back to Epstein and let's talk about actually the 860 00:38:46.280 --> 00:38:49.559 programs that he was funding. Let's not even talk about 861 00:38:49.639 --> 00:38:52.559 what he all the people involved. At this point, it's 862 00:38:52.599 --> 00:38:54.639 gonna be what it is because no one's actually gonna 863 00:38:54.639 --> 00:38:58.199 get arrested. Let's talk about the programs and what he's 864 00:38:58.239 --> 00:39:00.880 been doing for the last three decades. That's what we 865 00:39:00.920 --> 00:39:03.920 should all be focusing on, because obviously we all know 866 00:39:03.960 --> 00:39:06.280 these people are involved. We can all read with our 867 00:39:06.280 --> 00:39:09.679 eyeballs who's involved. Nothing is going to be pretty much 868 00:39:09.679 --> 00:39:12.360 happen to them as of right now in less society, 869 00:39:12.400 --> 00:39:14.639 and that means globally stands. 870 00:39:14.360 --> 00:39:16.480 Up, they're untouchable. 871 00:39:16.679 --> 00:39:19.119 But the programs are what we need to be worrying about, 872 00:39:19.440 --> 00:39:23.800 and the amount of eugenics and what they've discovered and 873 00:39:23.840 --> 00:39:24.840 how they've been doing well. 874 00:39:24.920 --> 00:39:27.639 I've been literally trying to like yell at people. I'm like, 875 00:39:27.679 --> 00:39:29.960 it's so much deeper than sex trafficking. You know that 876 00:39:30.000 --> 00:39:32.719 they're giving you sex trafficking. That like that's the happy 877 00:39:32.800 --> 00:39:35.480 go lucky story that they want you to believe. That's 878 00:39:35.519 --> 00:39:38.519 like they're like, here, take this. It's like a little 879 00:39:38.559 --> 00:39:41.000 like package was a little like bo on top and 880 00:39:41.000 --> 00:39:42.800 they're like, here go sex trafficking. 881 00:39:42.880 --> 00:39:44.719 Oh sorry, guys. 882 00:39:44.559 --> 00:39:47.159 No, they're doing so much worse than sex and trafficking. 883 00:39:47.239 --> 00:39:50.079 So the sex trafficking was just like was like the 884 00:39:50.159 --> 00:39:53.119 candy was like the sugar on top. What they needed 885 00:39:53.159 --> 00:39:56.760 those people, what they needed the children for was their genes. 886 00:39:57.119 --> 00:39:59.719 That's what they needed them for. And I'm like, that's 887 00:39:59.760 --> 00:40:01.719 what when we were talking earlier before we got on 888 00:40:01.800 --> 00:40:03.440 and I said, I've been working on something for like 889 00:40:03.559 --> 00:40:05.960 over a week. That is what I've been working on. 890 00:40:06.119 --> 00:40:08.159 And it's insane how deep it goes. 891 00:40:08.280 --> 00:40:10.159 I've been trying to have this conversation with people for 892 00:40:10.280 --> 00:40:13.159 years that like Epstein Island first of all, was not 893 00:40:13.280 --> 00:40:15.119 the worst place these kids could have ended up. No, 894 00:40:15.280 --> 00:40:19.760 Epstein himself wasn't the top tier monster. Granted he was 895 00:40:19.760 --> 00:40:22.400 one of the ones. He was one of for sure, 896 00:40:22.480 --> 00:40:27.159 one of the most horrific. Yeah, he was expendable exactly. 897 00:40:27.239 --> 00:40:30.159 He was somebody's bitch. That's the only reason why we 898 00:40:30.239 --> 00:40:33.199 know anything about him. There's islands in Asia, there's islands 899 00:40:33.199 --> 00:40:36.280 in Africa, There's all these spots that we're doing the 900 00:40:36.320 --> 00:40:38.079 worst things that you Your brain. 901 00:40:37.960 --> 00:40:41.719 Can't facility underneath Harvard. Probably I believe there's an entire 902 00:40:41.800 --> 00:40:43.719 underground facility under high I agree with that. 903 00:40:43.599 --> 00:40:47.599 The human brain can actually conceptualize the shit that's going 904 00:40:47.599 --> 00:40:50.039 on right now. And it's not because of the sex trafficking, 905 00:40:50.039 --> 00:40:52.280 although that is a faction. It is not just because 906 00:40:52.320 --> 00:40:55.239 of the adrenochrome, although that is also a faction. It 907 00:40:55.320 --> 00:40:59.039 is not just the Satanic sacrificial rituals these people are doing, 908 00:40:59.039 --> 00:41:00.679 which that is all so a faction. 909 00:41:01.320 --> 00:41:03.280 There is so many levels to this. 910 00:41:03.360 --> 00:41:05.119 And I was having this conversation with my dad and 911 00:41:05.119 --> 00:41:08.159 my brother in law and my brother at my parents' 912 00:41:08.159 --> 00:41:11.639 house is past weekend. I'm like, y'all understand that just 913 00:41:11.719 --> 00:41:15.159 this last Epstein drop, all that did was confirm the 914 00:41:15.199 --> 00:41:18.079 shit that we've been talking about for years. But please 915 00:41:18.159 --> 00:41:20.199 understand that is not the end of the rabbit hole. 916 00:41:20.360 --> 00:41:23.320 We're not even to the mid section. This is still 917 00:41:23.400 --> 00:41:25.440 surface level shit and they're like, so, wait, what do 918 00:41:25.440 --> 00:41:27.400 you mean. I'm like, do you remember ten years ago 919 00:41:27.960 --> 00:41:32.400 when I told you every Satanic temple realistically needs to 920 00:41:32.400 --> 00:41:34.159 be burned to the ground because they are raping and 921 00:41:34.199 --> 00:41:36.840 murdering children inside of it. Well, yeah, I was like, 922 00:41:36.880 --> 00:41:39.400 so do you believe me now? Oh, whenever I said 923 00:41:39.400 --> 00:41:43.079 that every Masonic lodge has their ties to some very deep, 924 00:41:43.199 --> 00:41:45.400 dark inner workings. And even if the guys that attend 925 00:41:45.639 --> 00:41:48.519 the meetings aren't a part of it, somebody in that 926 00:41:48.559 --> 00:41:51.519 group knows somebody who knows somebody who is in that group. 927 00:41:51.880 --> 00:41:54.840 Are you listening now, Well, what are we supposed to do? 928 00:41:55.079 --> 00:41:57.159 Dad's the million dollar question right now? 929 00:41:57.280 --> 00:41:58.000 Question, right now? 930 00:41:58.159 --> 00:42:00.679 Right? But like, what do we do? I was like, 931 00:42:00.719 --> 00:42:03.519 we need to burn it down, all of it. Like, 932 00:42:04.199 --> 00:42:08.960 but you sound crazy and not you like I get it, 933 00:42:09.000 --> 00:42:11.800 But like, right, we're over here screaming this at the 934 00:42:11.840 --> 00:42:15.039 top of along. Somebody listens, somebody like like, guys, like, 935 00:42:15.199 --> 00:42:18.480 wake up, Like we have to band together because we're 936 00:42:18.559 --> 00:42:21.840 only as good as each other. We can't do this law. 937 00:42:22.639 --> 00:42:25.679 But who's gonna listen? They're like, you sound crazy. 938 00:42:25.840 --> 00:42:29.159 You you mean to tell me that the government is 939 00:42:29.320 --> 00:42:34.639 sexually abusing, satanically rich, uh, ritually killing children. You want 940 00:42:34.639 --> 00:42:36.800 me to believe that? And I'm like, yeah, I do. 941 00:42:37.079 --> 00:42:40.840 And here's the group, like that's the problem, and they don't. 942 00:42:40.960 --> 00:42:43.599 They don't even Yeah, so that's school. 943 00:42:43.679 --> 00:42:45.360 I am so fucking deep. 944 00:42:45.400 --> 00:42:47.880 Harvard, Harvard in and of itself, a lot of those 945 00:42:47.880 --> 00:42:48.760 Ivy League schools. 946 00:42:48.760 --> 00:42:50.800 Harvard is the talking point right now. But y'all just 947 00:42:50.880 --> 00:42:56.280 wear the Yale and m I tucking Waldorf. 948 00:42:57.760 --> 00:43:03.119 By the way, I Rockefeller and oh with But Epstein 949 00:43:03.239 --> 00:43:05.400 had them all at his island. 950 00:43:06.079 --> 00:43:07.880 Yep So, yeah, like the whole thing. 951 00:43:08.239 --> 00:43:10.960 Oh yeah, No, So the Harvard in and of itself, 952 00:43:11.000 --> 00:43:13.480 We're just gonna touch on that. I'm convinced that there 953 00:43:13.519 --> 00:43:18.079 is an entire facility underneath that is conducting absolutely horrific 954 00:43:19.800 --> 00:43:25.320 experiments on humans, and I will I have actual reason. 955 00:43:25.079 --> 00:43:25.840 Why I believe this. 956 00:43:25.960 --> 00:43:30.760 But Epstein, like he didn't just fund this school, like 957 00:43:30.840 --> 00:43:33.760 he pretty much made this school in the sense of 958 00:43:33.880 --> 00:43:36.320 all of the money that he contributed, all the people 959 00:43:36.320 --> 00:43:38.719 that he brought together, all the people that he had 960 00:43:38.760 --> 00:43:43.280 on his island. He would host summits, literal scientific summits 961 00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:44.559 on Little Saint James. 962 00:43:44.639 --> 00:43:46.719 There's a Big AI summit in twenty or two thousand 963 00:43:46.760 --> 00:43:47.000 and two. 964 00:43:47.679 --> 00:43:50.320 He would do AI, he would do scientific ones. He 965 00:43:50.360 --> 00:43:53.000 would go there. He had an actual office there. He 966 00:43:53.039 --> 00:43:56.440 had a swipe key to every single building period, every 967 00:43:56.480 --> 00:43:59.360 office he had a swipe key too. And I actually 968 00:43:59.400 --> 00:44:01.559 confirmed that with four different sources, because at first I 969 00:44:01.599 --> 00:44:03.960 didn't believe it. But no, he actually did have a 970 00:44:03.960 --> 00:44:07.400 swipe key for everything. Oh boy, the president was his homie. 971 00:44:06.960 --> 00:44:08.840 Who has now been removed from his position. 972 00:44:09.119 --> 00:44:11.840 But all the other scientists that are still there, all 973 00:44:11.880 --> 00:44:14.400 the funding that he gave still being used, all the 974 00:44:14.400 --> 00:44:17.159 programs that he had a huge hand in, are still 975 00:44:17.199 --> 00:44:19.719 moving forward and have not led up one bit. 976 00:44:20.159 --> 00:44:23.159 So because they weren't reporting to Epstein. The money was 977 00:44:23.199 --> 00:44:26.239 flowing through Epstein to Harvard, but they weren't not reporting 978 00:44:26.239 --> 00:44:28.400 to Epstein. Epstein was simply a middleman. 979 00:44:28.719 --> 00:44:32.719 Well it was actually involved in multiple of these programs. 980 00:44:32.719 --> 00:44:36.760 Physically himself, his cellular and makeup was involved in these 981 00:44:36.880 --> 00:44:37.960 actual programs. 982 00:44:38.159 --> 00:44:40.519 But now it's like, Okay, was this scientist and there's 983 00:44:40.519 --> 00:44:42.840 a group of them that absolutely were. They were very 984 00:44:42.840 --> 00:44:45.039 well aware of who they were working for. They knew 985 00:44:45.039 --> 00:44:47.000 that this was dark shit that they were doing, and 986 00:44:47.039 --> 00:44:48.840 they said fuck it for the good of science. 987 00:44:49.320 --> 00:44:52.840 There's others that is it possible. They were just working 988 00:44:52.880 --> 00:44:53.440 on their. 989 00:44:53.280 --> 00:44:55.079 Field of science and they just needed the funding, and 990 00:44:55.079 --> 00:44:57.400 they didn't really ask questions where the money came from. 991 00:44:57.440 --> 00:45:00.480 There's a few of them that I'm struggling to side 992 00:45:00.519 --> 00:45:05.920 when I'm looking into them. They needed backing for these programs, 993 00:45:06.119 --> 00:45:09.360 and on the surface level of reading their actual websites 994 00:45:09.400 --> 00:45:11.719 and what they've been doing, there is a lot of 995 00:45:11.960 --> 00:45:13.880 positive things that they've done. 996 00:45:14.000 --> 00:45:16.199 So, for example, is e Genesis. 997 00:45:16.480 --> 00:45:19.519 E Genesis is a program that they are using animal 998 00:45:20.000 --> 00:45:24.679 DNA to create extra organs for people because every day 999 00:45:24.719 --> 00:45:27.039 so many people die waiting on the organ donor list. 1000 00:45:27.079 --> 00:45:29.400 We don't have enough organs to donate two people. 1001 00:45:29.880 --> 00:45:34.559 So to alleviate this, they are splicing doing different things. 1002 00:45:34.360 --> 00:45:36.199 Like that, making chimeras and shit. 1003 00:45:36.519 --> 00:45:40.039 He funded a large portion of this, which was co 1004 00:45:40.159 --> 00:45:43.079 founded by George Church, which is a whole nother talking point, 1005 00:45:43.480 --> 00:45:47.199 but lu Han Yang is the other co founder of 1006 00:45:47.239 --> 00:45:49.920 that specific thing. As far as I can tell, she 1007 00:45:49.960 --> 00:45:53.039 did have one hundred and ten references to Epstein in 1008 00:45:53.079 --> 00:45:56.800 the emails, all of them I've read, every single one. 1009 00:45:56.960 --> 00:46:01.559 All of them was very polite, very basic, very about money, 1010 00:46:01.599 --> 00:46:05.239 about the percentages. So Jeffrey owns fifteen percent of the company. 1011 00:46:05.480 --> 00:46:08.280 He also had a fifteen percent discount on all organ 1012 00:46:08.320 --> 00:46:12.320 trans transplants moving forward once they were able to secure it. 1013 00:46:12.800 --> 00:46:17.800 So she doesn't Honestly, she herself doesn't seem like a 1014 00:46:17.880 --> 00:46:21.679 terrible person. That being said, she had direct, actual connection 1015 00:46:22.159 --> 00:46:26.559 contact with Epstein, met with him and several other scientists 1016 00:46:26.599 --> 00:46:30.440 multiple times, which are confirmed in the emails. So it's 1017 00:46:30.719 --> 00:46:34.039 one of those things of like this was after you 1018 00:46:34.079 --> 00:46:36.960 were already arrested, so you yeah, unless this is a 1019 00:46:37.000 --> 00:46:39.360 thing of like you just didn't give a fucking your 1020 00:46:39.480 --> 00:46:43.639 meeting with whatever investor because your colleague above you told 1021 00:46:43.679 --> 00:46:45.840 you this is what we're doing, this is how we'll 1022 00:46:45.880 --> 00:46:50.000 get the funding. Okay, maybe we could have that conversation, 1023 00:46:50.199 --> 00:46:53.039 but on the surface, it's really difficult to judge each 1024 00:46:53.039 --> 00:46:56.280 one of these scientists because they're getting funding from all 1025 00:46:56.320 --> 00:47:00.119 over the place. But some of these scientists have had 1026 00:47:00.159 --> 00:47:02.000 actual interactions multiple times. 1027 00:47:02.000 --> 00:47:03.400 Because it was interesting. 1028 00:47:03.480 --> 00:47:05.599 George Church actually went on in one of the interviews 1029 00:47:05.599 --> 00:47:09.360 and was like he's like collecting us, He's collecting scientists, 1030 00:47:09.800 --> 00:47:12.440 and like that's like a known fact within the science 1031 00:47:12.440 --> 00:47:17.239 community that Epstein was collecting them and was like grouping 1032 00:47:17.239 --> 00:47:19.920 them all together in pairs, which leads to that email 1033 00:47:19.920 --> 00:47:24.280 that we saw yep that literally is talking about grouping 1034 00:47:24.320 --> 00:47:26.440 them in their sections of what they were good at, 1035 00:47:26.480 --> 00:47:29.239 and then goes down into break breaks them down into 1036 00:47:29.280 --> 00:47:32.199 eye color, height and all sorts of stuff, And it 1037 00:47:32.280 --> 00:47:34.639 looked like they were going to utilize their they were 1038 00:47:34.639 --> 00:47:38.280 going to request their DNA to utilize their DNA because 1039 00:47:38.320 --> 00:47:40.960 they were the top elites of each one of their classes, 1040 00:47:41.400 --> 00:47:43.760 and so at least from the emails that we've seen, 1041 00:47:43.840 --> 00:47:46.239 it looks like that. But then it all supposes a question. 1042 00:47:46.360 --> 00:47:49.440 Were you actually involved in Epstein in the sense of 1043 00:47:49.679 --> 00:47:52.159 you knew how dirty this was and you said fuck 1044 00:47:52.159 --> 00:47:53.880 it for the name of science and you wanted to 1045 00:47:53.920 --> 00:47:58.800 create these things. Or were you unaware of how nefarious 1046 00:47:58.840 --> 00:48:01.760 he was and you were taking funding because this was 1047 00:48:01.800 --> 00:48:04.719 backing your pet project that you really wanted to push forward. 1048 00:48:05.239 --> 00:48:07.639 I don't know the answer to this. So when we 1049 00:48:07.679 --> 00:48:09.960 do the episode about all the scientists and stuff, which 1050 00:48:10.000 --> 00:48:12.199 is coming up in the next few days, it's gonna 1051 00:48:12.199 --> 00:48:13.679 be one of those things. And like, that's why I 1052 00:48:13.719 --> 00:48:16.480 want to get George Church on the actual cult. I 1053 00:48:16.519 --> 00:48:19.800 want to talk to him about realistically what he's been doing, 1054 00:48:19.800 --> 00:48:23.119 because man, oh man, he's done a lot, but I 1055 00:48:23.199 --> 00:48:25.800 want to ask at the very end. You know, I've 1056 00:48:25.800 --> 00:48:27.760 seen your I've seen all the interviews where he talked 1057 00:48:27.760 --> 00:48:30.320 about his ties to Epstein, and he realistically was like, 1058 00:48:30.960 --> 00:48:34.320 I honestly was just so concerned with my being able 1059 00:48:34.400 --> 00:48:38.000 to do this research and to move forward with these 1060 00:48:38.000 --> 00:48:40.920 projects that like, I didn't care where the funding was 1061 00:48:40.920 --> 00:48:41.320 coming from. 1062 00:48:42.000 --> 00:48:43.079 Don't sorry, innocence. 1063 00:48:43.400 --> 00:48:45.440 I was like, I'm sorry, I don't believe you because 1064 00:48:45.480 --> 00:48:50.000 you yourself were His emails are not as straightforward. 1065 00:48:49.360 --> 00:48:54.360 As lu Han's. So this is one of the things of. 1066 00:48:54.360 --> 00:48:57.960 Like he for sure probably, I mean, he has fifty 1067 00:48:58.079 --> 00:49:03.320 companies right now to date, fifty companies in all different 1068 00:49:03.360 --> 00:49:09.280 sectors of biology, genetics, genome research, you, I mean, you 1069 00:49:09.360 --> 00:49:12.760 name it, pretty much anything that we're moving forward as 1070 00:49:12.760 --> 00:49:16.400 a species of humans. He is the one that created them. 1071 00:49:16.639 --> 00:49:19.679 He is actually more He is more advanced than Elon 1072 00:49:19.920 --> 00:49:23.280 ever could wish in the genome race. Like that's how 1073 00:49:23.320 --> 00:49:24.360 advanced this guy is. 1074 00:49:24.920 --> 00:49:27.360 So they were doing all these experiments, all those experiments 1075 00:49:27.400 --> 00:49:30.440 for like all the different like the crazy science stuff 1076 00:49:30.440 --> 00:49:32.280 they're doing. That's what they're doing on these kids. 1077 00:49:32.559 --> 00:49:35.800 Yeah, way, how the kids were They needed peer sequencings. 1078 00:49:36.360 --> 00:49:39.360 So and each sequencing costs around one hundred and ninety 1079 00:49:39.360 --> 00:49:42.480 thousand dollars, by the way, to get your DNA sequencing 1080 00:49:42.559 --> 00:49:44.159 the way that they needed it is about one hundred 1081 00:49:44.159 --> 00:49:47.239 and ninety grand. STEM paid it not once, but four times, 1082 00:49:47.239 --> 00:49:49.159 by the way, with four separate scientists. 1083 00:49:50.880 --> 00:49:52.920 And I mean like we're talking about like, for instance, 1084 00:49:52.960 --> 00:49:55.960 you went on an archaeological dig site, right, did you 1085 00:49:56.199 --> 00:49:59.239 know for sure where the funding was coming from. 1086 00:49:59.320 --> 00:50:01.360 I had no idea where the funding one was coming from. 1087 00:50:01.639 --> 00:50:04.360 So I couldn't even ask because I asked about like 1088 00:50:04.400 --> 00:50:06.960 where stuff was coming from atop so they they would 1089 00:50:06.960 --> 00:50:11.880 call it the barn. That's where all of the human 1090 00:50:11.960 --> 00:50:14.920 remains and things like that would go. Would be go 1091 00:50:14.960 --> 00:50:19.599 to the barn. Now what Likenessee that place in Tennessee. No, no, 1092 00:50:19.719 --> 00:50:20.320 so this is. 1093 00:50:20.559 --> 00:50:23.320 Not the death farm where they like live bodies and 1094 00:50:23.360 --> 00:50:25.079 like take pictures for No. 1095 00:50:24.920 --> 00:50:27.199 No, so, I oh that is a really cool facility. 1096 00:50:27.239 --> 00:50:29.840 I should say that I did a dig in Miami, Florida, 1097 00:50:30.079 --> 00:50:34.679 and they would we would categorize every single thing. I mean, 1098 00:50:34.719 --> 00:50:36.760 I'm talking down to like a bead that does this 1099 00:50:36.920 --> 00:50:39.519 small we would sift it out and it would be categorized, 1100 00:50:39.559 --> 00:50:42.599 and everything is. We would have specific people that had 1101 00:50:42.599 --> 00:50:47.519 different backgrounds that could utilize their at least estimating when 1102 00:50:47.599 --> 00:50:50.760 things were created what they might be. And then we 1103 00:50:50.800 --> 00:50:53.159 had also people that studied bones and were able to 1104 00:50:53.239 --> 00:50:56.599 find human remains, and that stuff was handled completely different, 1105 00:50:57.119 --> 00:51:00.440 and that would be shipped off to the barn, to 1106 00:51:00.519 --> 00:51:02.679 the police, to the next place of where it would 1107 00:51:02.679 --> 00:51:05.639 ever go. And that's where the big scientists were in 1108 00:51:05.679 --> 00:51:08.559 the anthropologists or archaeologists, and all of the different people 1109 00:51:08.599 --> 00:51:12.840 were and then they would do other things. I up 1110 00:51:12.840 --> 00:51:15.719 with people in that area and they still like one 1111 00:51:15.719 --> 00:51:17.400 person had been there one But. 1112 00:51:17.360 --> 00:51:20.039 That's my point though, So like that dig site had 1113 00:51:20.039 --> 00:51:22.519 to be funded by somebody. Now, some of these are 1114 00:51:22.519 --> 00:51:26.360 funded by universities, right, and certain universities might pull money 1115 00:51:26.360 --> 00:51:29.960 together from this anthropologies section, this archaeology section, whatever, and 1116 00:51:30.000 --> 00:51:31.480 that will fund the dig site. 1117 00:51:31.519 --> 00:51:31.760 Cool. 1118 00:51:32.239 --> 00:51:35.119 But let's say there is some wealthy benefactor or group 1119 00:51:35.119 --> 00:51:37.519 of benefactors that is throwing all the money into it. 1120 00:51:37.559 --> 00:51:39.239 That's how you got paid, That's how all your people 1121 00:51:39.280 --> 00:51:43.119 got paid. The equipment, all this and the lead scientist 1122 00:51:43.440 --> 00:51:46.400 isn't really concerned with who's paying for it, even if 1123 00:51:46.400 --> 00:51:49.800 it is literal blood money from African blood diamonds, like 1124 00:51:49.800 --> 00:51:50.559 it could be anything. 1125 00:51:51.599 --> 00:51:54.400 I know that that I met some of them. So 1126 00:51:54.840 --> 00:51:58.400 the one funding group was Arabic, which is really interesting 1127 00:51:58.400 --> 00:52:01.239 because this has had nothing to do with Arabics, but 1128 00:52:01.440 --> 00:52:04.679 interesting they had other silent investors, So I get what 1129 00:52:04.719 --> 00:52:07.400 you're saying. So like it's it's one of those difficult 1130 00:52:07.400 --> 00:52:10.119 things of when like you're on the ground verse like 1131 00:52:10.159 --> 00:52:12.159 when you're high up in it. I mean I had 1132 00:52:12.159 --> 00:52:15.119 the I actually got to like spend a lot more time. 1133 00:52:15.440 --> 00:52:17.599 I got my way like kind of upper you know, 1134 00:52:17.719 --> 00:52:20.280 learning different things and asking a lot of different questions. 1135 00:52:20.360 --> 00:52:23.000 But even that I worked there for months and I 1136 00:52:23.159 --> 00:52:26.440 still didn't even know what was done at the facility 1137 00:52:26.920 --> 00:52:29.960 or you know, what actually came back of the real 1138 00:52:30.000 --> 00:52:32.840 carbon dating of things. Because you have to understand some 1139 00:52:32.960 --> 00:52:36.280 of the information from my understanding from other people that 1140 00:52:36.360 --> 00:52:39.079 had been doing this a lot longer than me. There 1141 00:52:39.199 --> 00:52:41.760 is dig sites where you find things that don't fall 1142 00:52:41.800 --> 00:52:46.440 in line with the historical timeline that is discussed in America, 1143 00:52:46.599 --> 00:52:49.079 or they've done stuff overseas and they also said that 1144 00:52:49.079 --> 00:52:52.599 that's the thing too, and so everything is taken and 1145 00:52:52.679 --> 00:52:55.039 taken to a place where it's going to be carbondated, 1146 00:52:55.039 --> 00:52:56.280 and all of these things are going to be done 1147 00:52:56.280 --> 00:52:59.480 to it. Those people I've never met, I met one, 1148 00:52:59.519 --> 00:53:03.960 I met the doctor, and they are the ones that 1149 00:53:04.000 --> 00:53:07.400 decide what's going to be actually released and where it 1150 00:53:07.480 --> 00:53:10.360 goes and what happens to it. I cannot honestly tell you. 1151 00:53:11.199 --> 00:53:14.079 But that means that if the narrative, though, is different 1152 00:53:14.079 --> 00:53:17.000 from what we're learning in the history books and it 1153 00:53:17.079 --> 00:53:20.039 goes against what we previously learned, it depends on who's 1154 00:53:20.079 --> 00:53:22.719 going to allow that information to happen, so like, because 1155 00:53:22.760 --> 00:53:24.719 they have to all talk to each other, like they 1156 00:53:24.760 --> 00:53:27.039 have to. From my understanding is they all have to 1157 00:53:27.079 --> 00:53:30.039 like pretty much, there's like a a group of them 1158 00:53:30.400 --> 00:53:33.679 that are like higher up, and like they decide who 1159 00:53:33.880 --> 00:53:36.119 is going to be the ones to release what type 1160 00:53:36.159 --> 00:53:39.719 of information. Because depending on what you find, which nothing 1161 00:53:39.840 --> 00:53:42.000 there would I you know, there are some things that 1162 00:53:42.159 --> 00:53:45.199 change that would change the narrative, but nothing, you know, crazy, 1163 00:53:46.639 --> 00:53:49.519 I mean, it depends on what you find, though it 1164 00:53:49.559 --> 00:53:52.599 could be something that would absolutely shake the foundation of 1165 00:53:52.679 --> 00:53:53.480 what we thought. 1166 00:53:54.239 --> 00:53:55.599 Now, will it get released or not. 1167 00:53:56.039 --> 00:53:57.519 I don't know, I have no idea. 1168 00:53:57.639 --> 00:54:00.599 Well, it's like when we're in the military, right, military, 1169 00:54:00.880 --> 00:54:02.960 And I mean, I'm sure you guys come across all 1170 00:54:03.000 --> 00:54:04.679 the time like, oh the military was doing this, so 1171 00:54:04.719 --> 00:54:05.639 the military was doing that. 1172 00:54:05.639 --> 00:54:07.880 Blah blah blah, and I'm reporting all these things. 1173 00:54:07.920 --> 00:54:09.559 And then people are like, weren't like you were in 1174 00:54:09.719 --> 00:54:12.719 the military, didn't you know any of this? And I'm like, no, 1175 00:54:13.000 --> 00:54:16.199 it's all so compartmentalized. Like we would go out and 1176 00:54:16.239 --> 00:54:18.440 we would do surveillance and reconnaissance. That was my job, 1177 00:54:18.639 --> 00:54:21.519 and so we'd fly around, we'd do what we do, 1178 00:54:21.840 --> 00:54:24.559 and then whatever we collect, we would then send it 1179 00:54:24.599 --> 00:54:30.159 off and that stuff could potentially go to another squadron 1180 00:54:30.199 --> 00:54:32.960 that maybe needed to collect even more information, or maybe 1181 00:54:32.960 --> 00:54:34.559 it was enough information. It goes to boots on the 1182 00:54:34.559 --> 00:54:36.239 ground to give them what they need, or it goes 1183 00:54:36.280 --> 00:54:38.599 to another squadron which now can like bomb them. Like 1184 00:54:38.800 --> 00:54:41.679 I don't know what we were doing, but like you know, 1185 00:54:41.760 --> 00:54:44.880 like as an example, they could do anything with that 1186 00:54:44.960 --> 00:54:47.440 information and I don't know what it is, right, yeah, 1187 00:54:47.480 --> 00:54:50.760 And so like and I don't even know why why 1188 00:54:50.800 --> 00:54:52.840 were you even sent there in first place? Why were 1189 00:54:52.840 --> 00:54:55.719 we even collecting the surveillance and the reconnaissance that we 1190 00:54:55.719 --> 00:54:58.880 were collecting, and like, we don't know any of that information, right, 1191 00:54:58.920 --> 00:55:01.079 we just know this is the We go, we do it, 1192 00:55:01.159 --> 00:55:02.679 and we come back, we give it to whoever we 1193 00:55:02.719 --> 00:55:03.000 give it to. 1194 00:55:03.039 --> 00:55:04.480 We don't even know who that is, and then we 1195 00:55:04.519 --> 00:55:04.800 move on. 1196 00:55:05.360 --> 00:55:08.559 Yeah, like it's all so compartmentalized that like that's how 1197 00:55:08.960 --> 00:55:09.719 everything is. 1198 00:55:10.719 --> 00:55:13.440 I mean to say that, Oh, you were in the military, 1199 00:55:13.440 --> 00:55:15.480 didn't you see this? Didn't you hear murmurs of this? 1200 00:55:15.840 --> 00:55:20.000 Y'all gotta understand the rumor mill within the lower enlisted 1201 00:55:20.119 --> 00:55:22.920 of the United States military. Oh my god, everybody has 1202 00:55:22.960 --> 00:55:27.159 heard something from somebody who's got a friend somewhere at 1203 00:55:27.159 --> 00:55:29.480 the top, and it's like it doesn't it doesn't matter, 1204 00:55:29.840 --> 00:55:31.440 it doesn't actually hear anything. 1205 00:55:31.559 --> 00:55:34.320 I'll say, when I was in I didn't hear anything 1206 00:55:34.679 --> 00:55:38.960 conspiratorial at the places that I was around and seeing shit. 1207 00:55:39.039 --> 00:55:41.079 I was in d C. That's all we talked about. 1208 00:55:41.119 --> 00:55:42.960 Well, I mean, you were into C d C. I 1209 00:55:43.039 --> 00:55:46.920 was in Afghanistan pretty much like over half my enlistment, 1210 00:55:47.119 --> 00:55:50.119 so I just you know, I don't I didn't really 1211 00:55:50.159 --> 00:55:51.880 hear much of it. The only thing I heard of 1212 00:55:52.079 --> 00:55:53.400 was opium fields. 1213 00:55:53.880 --> 00:55:55.599 Oh, that was one hundred percent why we were there. 1214 00:55:55.639 --> 00:55:57.320 That was so that I heard. 1215 00:55:57.239 --> 00:55:59.199 I tried to say, but I didn't want to know. 1216 00:55:59.400 --> 00:56:03.039 I didn't hear anything. I wouldn't say I heard anything 1217 00:56:03.239 --> 00:56:06.000 of the sort. The biggest conversation that was happening while 1218 00:56:06.039 --> 00:56:08.480 I was in while I was getting out was don't ask, 1219 00:56:08.559 --> 00:56:11.679 don't tell policy being repealed and like or going to 1220 00:56:11.679 --> 00:56:14.880 be repealed, and in conversation that was a mess. Yeah, 1221 00:56:14.920 --> 00:56:16.400 like it was going to be repealed. I think you 1222 00:56:16.440 --> 00:56:18.039 got repealed right before I got. 1223 00:56:17.840 --> 00:56:19.119 Out twelve I was. 1224 00:56:19.239 --> 00:56:21.199 Yeah, so it was right before. 1225 00:56:20.920 --> 00:56:23.480 I got out, and so people were had That was 1226 00:56:23.519 --> 00:56:25.960 a heavy topic. But other than that, there was not 1227 00:56:26.039 --> 00:56:29.880 a lot of conversations happening around me. At least that 1228 00:56:30.119 --> 00:56:31.000 was something I'd be. 1229 00:56:30.960 --> 00:56:32.719 Like, you know that really stuck out. 1230 00:56:33.280 --> 00:56:35.920 I'm trying to survive my every day. Yeah, So, like 1231 00:56:36.000 --> 00:56:38.840 us lower enlisted are not privy to a lot of 1232 00:56:38.840 --> 00:56:41.960 this stuff at all. So I mean, I don't I 1233 00:56:42.000 --> 00:56:44.679 wouldn't trust a you know, eighteen to twenty two year 1234 00:56:44.679 --> 00:56:47.400 old with some heavy information when it comes. 1235 00:56:47.199 --> 00:56:49.440 To well, I went through I went through seer school, 1236 00:56:49.639 --> 00:56:52.840 which was crazy. So after going through that, they're like, 1237 00:56:52.880 --> 00:56:54.280 you know, if you ever go down this like you're 1238 00:56:54.280 --> 00:56:55.599 gonna get interrogated all these things. 1239 00:56:55.599 --> 00:56:57.840 So I like go to the school and then I'm like, Okay, 1240 00:56:58.440 --> 00:56:59.440 I don't want to know. 1241 00:56:59.760 --> 00:57:03.039 Like we had, we flew on a top secret plane, 1242 00:57:03.119 --> 00:57:05.119 so like everything that's on the plane, everything we're doing, 1243 00:57:05.239 --> 00:57:05.960 is top secret. 1244 00:57:06.360 --> 00:57:07.920 I tried my hardest not. 1245 00:57:07.960 --> 00:57:10.599 To learn anything that we were doing. I could fix 1246 00:57:10.639 --> 00:57:12.400 the equipment because that was my job. My job was 1247 00:57:12.400 --> 00:57:14.119 to fix it. You break it, I can fix it, 1248 00:57:14.159 --> 00:57:17.199 no problem. I don't want to know what you're actually 1249 00:57:17.280 --> 00:57:20.199 doing because if we do go down and we do 1250 00:57:20.239 --> 00:57:23.400 get interrogated, I'm not very good at keeping secrets. So 1251 00:57:23.480 --> 00:57:25.599 I just don't want to know what the secrets are 1252 00:57:25.960 --> 00:57:28.920 because then I can just like I'm not playing ignorant, 1253 00:57:28.960 --> 00:57:30.400 I actually ignorant. I have no idea. 1254 00:57:30.519 --> 00:57:33.760 Look to protect me from myself, Homie, the less information 1255 00:57:33.960 --> 00:57:34.599 I know, the better. 1256 00:57:34.679 --> 00:57:35.400 No, I don't want to know. 1257 00:57:35.440 --> 00:57:37.320 I don't want to know. I mean I single thing. 1258 00:57:37.360 --> 00:57:38.880 I was like, that's who my husband is. 1259 00:57:38.920 --> 00:57:41.360 I need to know everything I learned. I went and 1260 00:57:41.440 --> 00:57:45.079 learned from the civilian contractors. I went and learned on 1261 00:57:45.119 --> 00:57:48.679 my own time everything I could about everything. Because I 1262 00:57:48.719 --> 00:57:51.280 was like, what's happening, what are we doing? What's actually 1263 00:57:51.360 --> 00:57:53.760 going on? I was I'm too nosy for my own goods. 1264 00:57:53.760 --> 00:57:55.159 So yeah, I. 1265 00:57:55.079 --> 00:57:56.679 Was supposed to know more things than I did. 1266 00:57:56.679 --> 00:57:59.440 And honestly, I just had the operator there and I 1267 00:57:59.519 --> 00:58:01.440 was like, does look like what it's supposed to look like? 1268 00:58:01.480 --> 00:58:03.000 And they're like, no, it's supposed to be doing like 1269 00:58:03.239 --> 00:58:03.679 this thing. 1270 00:58:03.840 --> 00:58:04.880 And I'm like okay. 1271 00:58:05.000 --> 00:58:06.760 And then I'd hit the computer and they're like, now 1272 00:58:06.760 --> 00:58:08.360 does it look like what it's supposed to be doing? 1273 00:58:08.360 --> 00:58:10.760 And they're like, is this how you fix things? I'm like, 1274 00:58:10.760 --> 00:58:12.320 hold on, let me just pull that thing out. I 1275 00:58:12.400 --> 00:58:14.159 drop it on the floor. I'm like, ah, it looks good. 1276 00:58:14.360 --> 00:58:18.239 And they're like, yeah, you should use some tools or 1277 00:58:18.320 --> 00:58:21.440 something like oh no, Like I use a lot. 1278 00:58:21.320 --> 00:58:24.239 Of spit to connect to connect a. 1279 00:58:24.199 --> 00:58:25.119 Little bit of bubble gum. 1280 00:58:25.280 --> 00:58:27.360 We had these little radio so we had little things. 1281 00:58:27.840 --> 00:58:28.000 Yeah. 1282 00:58:28.039 --> 00:58:29.760 I was calm, so like we have like a little 1283 00:58:29.760 --> 00:58:32.199 thing that connects to each one and like you had 1284 00:58:32.239 --> 00:58:34.639 to like get it just right and sometimes you have 1285 00:58:34.760 --> 00:58:36.880 to lick it to get it to work, and you 1286 00:58:36.920 --> 00:58:37.719 know whatever, but. 1287 00:58:37.960 --> 00:58:39.599 You gotta do what you gotta do. I yeah, no, 1288 00:58:39.679 --> 00:58:42.360 I did hit a monitor in front of our skipper 1289 00:58:42.360 --> 00:58:45.000 one time. Like the pilots called me up because they're 1290 00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:48.440 navigation computer or like monitor was acting up. So I 1291 00:58:48.480 --> 00:58:49.920 go up there and I look at it, and I 1292 00:58:49.960 --> 00:58:52.480 look at it and I was like, excuse me, sir, 1293 00:58:52.519 --> 00:58:54.599 because our skipper was flying with us that day. And 1294 00:58:54.679 --> 00:58:56.239 I get up there and I just like start banging 1295 00:58:56.320 --> 00:58:59.920 on it, and my pilot was pissed. He's like, mercy stop. 1296 00:59:00.400 --> 00:59:02.119 I was like, what, Like, I'm gonna fix it. You 1297 00:59:02.119 --> 00:59:02.840 told me to fix it. 1298 00:59:02.840 --> 00:59:05.480 He's like, dude, like the skippers right here. 1299 00:59:05.599 --> 00:59:08.320 I was like, and he can see that I'm fixing it. 1300 00:59:09.480 --> 00:59:10.559 I'm doing my job, bro. 1301 00:59:11.360 --> 00:59:12.400 He was screaming at me. 1302 00:59:12.440 --> 00:59:15.840 He's like stopt had the opportunity to like actually get 1303 00:59:15.880 --> 00:59:18.159 some serious intel and you're just like no, no, no, 1304 00:59:18.840 --> 00:59:19.400 I love it. 1305 00:59:19.440 --> 00:59:20.280 That's so fun. 1306 00:59:21.599 --> 00:59:21.800 Yeah. 1307 00:59:21.800 --> 00:59:23.079 I didn't want to know, And now I hear a 1308 00:59:23.119 --> 00:59:25.800 professional conspiracy theorists and it's like, damn not me. 1309 00:59:25.880 --> 00:59:28.679 I would well, okay, so I have some channels. If 1310 00:59:28.719 --> 00:59:31.400 I want to know some things, I can find things out. Sure, 1311 00:59:31.519 --> 00:59:32.800 I call people when I'm ready. 1312 00:59:33.119 --> 00:59:34.280 Heard that heard that. 1313 00:59:35.199 --> 00:59:36.480 I was just a grunt and I was in d 1314 00:59:36.639 --> 00:59:38.920 C so I had I have friends that are now 1315 00:59:39.039 --> 00:59:42.880 in upper echelon units and three letter agencies and things 1316 00:59:42.920 --> 00:59:45.119 like that, because to be station where I was, even 1317 00:59:45.159 --> 00:59:47.960 doing what I was, it is a really good segue 1318 00:59:48.320 --> 00:59:50.519 to get in, even if it's at the lower levels. 1319 00:59:50.559 --> 00:59:54.119 I mean, if you leave exactly so, they already got 1320 00:59:54.159 --> 00:59:57.239 you with a TS and so they're already the expensive 1321 00:59:57.280 --> 01:00:00.280 part of your background check is done and be because 1322 01:00:00.280 --> 01:00:02.679 you're here, they know that at least you've got some 1323 01:00:02.719 --> 01:00:05.400 sort of a brain stem that works, and you're trainable 1324 01:00:05.480 --> 01:00:08.079 and you look the part, and you understand time and 1325 01:00:08.159 --> 01:00:09.159 place in this and this. 1326 01:00:09.480 --> 01:00:11.960 So like, all right, if you wanted to start working 1327 01:00:12.000 --> 01:00:15.320 at a lower level to the CIA or the ATF 1328 01:00:15.559 --> 01:00:18.000 or Secret Service. Hell, three of my homies work Secret 1329 01:00:18.000 --> 01:00:19.360 Service now, and so. 1330 01:00:19.280 --> 01:00:21.280 It's that's funny. My husband was just like, hey, I 1331 01:00:21.320 --> 01:00:23.400 should join the Secret Service. They're hiring, and I was. 1332 01:00:23.360 --> 01:00:27.039 Like they are that. Yeah, He's like, I'm joining. 1333 01:00:26.840 --> 01:00:29.039 The Secret Service. I was like, I like where we live, Like. 1334 01:00:29.000 --> 01:00:29.840 I'm not already move. 1335 01:00:30.519 --> 01:00:32.960 You probably wouldn't even get on though, with your ties though. 1336 01:00:32.880 --> 01:00:34.679 That's what I was like. I'm onto any lists. 1337 01:00:34.679 --> 01:00:37.079 I wish I wouldn't have let my uh, my top 1338 01:00:37.119 --> 01:00:39.599 secret clearance go to the wayside. Though I was dumb, 1339 01:00:39.639 --> 01:00:40.679 I should have just kept it up. 1340 01:00:41.079 --> 01:00:42.119 But I mean, for what purpose? 1341 01:00:42.679 --> 01:00:43.440 Because I want it? 1342 01:00:43.480 --> 01:00:44.079 And how does that? 1343 01:00:44.320 --> 01:00:47.880 How do you as an individual keep that up? You 1344 01:00:47.880 --> 01:00:50.440 can actually read renew it when you have it. Yeah, 1345 01:00:50.480 --> 01:00:52.199 so you can renew it once you have it. Once 1346 01:00:52.199 --> 01:00:54.039 you have it, you can renew it every ten years. 1347 01:00:54.119 --> 01:00:56.079 But once it lapses, then you're screwed. 1348 01:00:56.199 --> 01:00:57.440 I had no idea. 1349 01:00:57.199 --> 01:00:58.880 Every ten years. We had to do every five years. 1350 01:00:59.079 --> 01:01:01.199 Yeah, well it was every ten, so I don't know 1351 01:01:01.440 --> 01:01:01.960 the change. 1352 01:01:02.360 --> 01:01:04.199 They might have made you redo it every five but 1353 01:01:04.239 --> 01:01:06.440 it actually runs for ten So like mine, I got. 1354 01:01:06.920 --> 01:01:08.559 Like mine, I'm out in twenty twenty. 1355 01:01:09.119 --> 01:01:10.920 Mine dropped in five years. 1356 01:01:11.320 --> 01:01:16.360 Maybe because you were in When did you join thirteen? Yeah, 1357 01:01:16.400 --> 01:01:16.800 so you were? 1358 01:01:16.960 --> 01:01:17.280 I was. 1359 01:01:17.400 --> 01:01:18.320 I was in four years. 1360 01:01:18.360 --> 01:01:20.239 So maybe they didn't get. 1361 01:01:20.039 --> 01:01:23.719 My clearance until twenty fourteen. 1362 01:01:24.280 --> 01:01:26.960 I got out in twenty fourteen. Maybe they changed the parameters. 1363 01:01:27.000 --> 01:01:28.960 I remember TS used to run for ten years. 1364 01:01:29.079 --> 01:01:32.480 I wanted to know TSSCI is it different for just 1365 01:01:32.639 --> 01:01:33.880 regular TS SCI? 1366 01:01:34.000 --> 01:01:35.280 Okay, so maybe that was it. 1367 01:01:35.360 --> 01:01:36.559 You had TSSECI, didn't you? 1368 01:01:37.239 --> 01:01:37.559 I think? 1369 01:01:37.599 --> 01:01:37.679 So? 1370 01:01:38.079 --> 01:01:40.360 Yeah, I got it at the very end. Yeah, and 1371 01:01:40.400 --> 01:01:42.559 then I was going to just let my regular one 1372 01:01:42.760 --> 01:01:45.079 just be the ten year one and just you know whatever. 1373 01:01:45.159 --> 01:01:47.480 But I did not because I wanted to work for 1374 01:01:47.519 --> 01:01:50.639 Harrish Radio. So that's where I've always wanted to work 1375 01:01:50.719 --> 01:01:53.119 was for Harrish Radio. So that's the biggest contractor. 1376 01:01:53.880 --> 01:01:58.039 Taylor got in in two thousand and eight and his 1377 01:01:58.360 --> 01:02:01.559 clearance he got out in twenty fifteen, and his clearance 1378 01:02:01.599 --> 01:02:05.000 had just dropped as he was getting out, and they, 1379 01:02:05.079 --> 01:02:07.880 because he was getting out because he tried, they wouldn't 1380 01:02:07.920 --> 01:02:08.400 re up it. 1381 01:02:08.880 --> 01:02:10.440 Well yeah, yeah, it makes sense. 1382 01:02:10.480 --> 01:02:12.960 So because he didn't get it until like twenty ten 1383 01:02:13.920 --> 01:02:16.239 because of like his delays and training and all that. 1384 01:02:16.320 --> 01:02:18.400 So yeah, he only had a five year clearance. 1385 01:02:18.880 --> 01:02:20.760 I didn't know that you could just reup it a 1386 01:02:20.920 --> 01:02:22.320 secret clearance civilian. 1387 01:02:22.599 --> 01:02:24.199 You have to pay for it, but yeah, pay once 1388 01:02:24.239 --> 01:02:27.320 you have it, so yeah, it's pretty expense. 1389 01:02:27.400 --> 01:02:28.760 I wanted it because I wanted to work in the 1390 01:02:28.880 --> 01:02:30.920 upper echelon things. But I have friends that and you'll 1391 01:02:30.960 --> 01:02:33.599 get hired easier if you have it. Yeah, I have 1392 01:02:33.679 --> 01:02:36.760 friends that still are doing high up things and stuff 1393 01:02:36.800 --> 01:02:40.679 like that. Like two of my friends just made master 1394 01:02:40.760 --> 01:02:41.840 sergeant Master guns. 1395 01:02:41.880 --> 01:02:42.840 So good for them. 1396 01:02:42.960 --> 01:02:44.960 Yeah, like they've you know a lot of people have 1397 01:02:45.039 --> 01:02:47.880 made have stuck around and done some cool things, but 1398 01:02:48.360 --> 01:02:50.280 it just didn't work out. Like I wanted to work 1399 01:02:50.320 --> 01:02:51.320 for top secret. 1400 01:02:51.559 --> 01:02:53.440 Most of my boys I heard, but they're just now 1401 01:02:53.480 --> 01:02:56.159 getting to gunny because they're still grunts and it's like, yeah, 1402 01:02:56.480 --> 01:02:57.039 you'll have that. 1403 01:02:57.440 --> 01:02:58.679 Yeah, Calm's a different world. 1404 01:02:58.719 --> 01:02:59.320 What is gunny? 1405 01:02:59.639 --> 01:02:59.760 Uh? 1406 01:03:00.119 --> 01:03:01.480 For you? You're in the navy? Correct? 1407 01:03:02.000 --> 01:03:05.360 Yeah, so this would be a master chief. 1408 01:03:06.800 --> 01:03:07.039 Nine. 1409 01:03:08.679 --> 01:03:10.880 I'm trying to think, hold on, sergeant is y'all's PO 1410 01:03:11.000 --> 01:03:14.440 two staff starring y'all's PO one, So chief, this would 1411 01:03:14.440 --> 01:03:15.039 be 'alls chief. 1412 01:03:15.239 --> 01:03:17.519 I have never been good at seven seven. Yeah, they 1413 01:03:17.599 --> 01:03:18.519 cross between the two. 1414 01:03:18.559 --> 01:03:19.840 I'm always like no. 1415 01:03:20.159 --> 01:03:22.400 So in the Navy, like E seven and above, those 1416 01:03:22.480 --> 01:03:25.639 chiefs man the chief, senior chief, master chief, they run 1417 01:03:25.719 --> 01:03:27.039 the navy. Oh that is a fact. 1418 01:03:27.280 --> 01:03:28.920 When the chiefs go to the war room and they 1419 01:03:28.960 --> 01:03:31.159 make a decision, even if they were divided before they 1420 01:03:31.199 --> 01:03:33.719 went into the war room, when they come out, there's. 1421 01:03:33.239 --> 01:03:36.079 Something about the chiefs. And I've learned about this with 1422 01:03:36.119 --> 01:03:38.800 other branches. E seven and above does not have the 1423 01:03:38.840 --> 01:03:41.079 pool and other branches the way EAT seven and above 1424 01:03:41.159 --> 01:03:44.159 has a pool in the Navy, and they are aggressive 1425 01:03:44.159 --> 01:03:46.599 about it. That's why they do this whole like initiation thing, 1426 01:03:46.800 --> 01:03:49.360 this whole it's not hazing because it's chief training, right, 1427 01:03:49.360 --> 01:03:53.079 and it's wild and they run the They run the navy. 1428 01:03:52.840 --> 01:03:55.800 That is an absolute fact. Senior chief, Master chief and 1429 01:03:55.920 --> 01:03:58.239 chief that yeah, absolutely runs the Navy. 1430 01:03:58.320 --> 01:04:01.159 And like I have watched ad rules capitulate to a 1431 01:04:01.199 --> 01:04:03.880 senior chief before and it's like if the chief. 1432 01:04:03.719 --> 01:04:05.679 Walks in, and if chief walks in and they got 1433 01:04:05.719 --> 01:04:07.679 two more chiefs with them, you're like, whatever you want. 1434 01:04:07.920 --> 01:04:09.960 Yeah, I'm just I don't want this fight homing. I 1435 01:04:09.960 --> 01:04:12.480 don't know what smoke you're bringing, but I don't want it. 1436 01:04:12.800 --> 01:04:15.679 The minute they call it, it doesn't matter. Hey, man, 1437 01:04:15.880 --> 01:04:18.360 Like this is Chief so and so from wherever. I've 1438 01:04:18.400 --> 01:04:20.239 never met you before, But what do you need? I 1439 01:04:20.280 --> 01:04:23.079 got it for you. Because there's there's something weird about 1440 01:04:23.079 --> 01:04:23.599 the chiefs. 1441 01:04:23.840 --> 01:04:25.800 So in the Marine Corps we have. 1442 01:04:26.280 --> 01:04:28.320 Like the chief os man, the chiefos are where it's 1443 01:04:28.320 --> 01:04:29.840 at warrant officers. 1444 01:04:31.280 --> 01:04:35.159 Yeah, yeah, y'all do, but it's very we do. Yeah, 1445 01:04:35.920 --> 01:04:38.239 fields that actually even have them. Mostly it's just that 1446 01:04:38.280 --> 01:04:40.320 there's no need because if you're going to go officer rout, 1447 01:04:40.360 --> 01:04:42.039 you would have started officer route or you'd be a 1448 01:04:42.119 --> 01:04:45.079 Mustang if you're already an eight Mustang. 1449 01:04:45.360 --> 01:04:47.760 A Mustang is those that go from enlisted to crossover. 1450 01:04:47.840 --> 01:04:50.320 Those are really cool ones. Those are bad ass. Most 1451 01:04:50.320 --> 01:04:52.679 of them are man. Most of them are bad ass. 1452 01:04:52.760 --> 01:04:59.039 I've only had one like I always liked. So yeah. 1453 01:04:59.079 --> 01:05:01.760 But so for the Marine Corps, we have when you 1454 01:05:01.800 --> 01:05:04.159 get to eh, you got first sargant and master sergeant, 1455 01:05:04.320 --> 01:05:06.920 and then you have sergeant major and master guns. Those 1456 01:05:06.960 --> 01:05:09.920 two kind of running weird clicks in and of themselves 1457 01:05:09.920 --> 01:05:12.880 because one handles the administrative side of things and one 1458 01:05:12.920 --> 01:05:14.679 handles the job scope side of things. 1459 01:05:14.719 --> 01:05:17.079 So like when you get to or right, so you'll 1460 01:05:17.119 --> 01:05:17.559 have chiefs. 1461 01:05:17.559 --> 01:05:19.039 So basically, when you get to the rank of senior 1462 01:05:19.119 --> 01:05:21.480 chief or master chief, you'll have these guys that will 1463 01:05:21.519 --> 01:05:24.320 be like, uh, the first sergeant of an entire company 1464 01:05:24.719 --> 01:05:28.239 or the battalion sergeant major. And these guys who, regardless 1465 01:05:28.280 --> 01:05:30.440 of what job field they were in that led up 1466 01:05:30.480 --> 01:05:33.800 to that point, now they only handle the administrative section 1467 01:05:34.079 --> 01:05:36.239 for a large group of Marines. 1468 01:05:35.920 --> 01:05:39.159 Which you solid how would suck. There's pros and cons. 1469 01:05:39.400 --> 01:05:41.760 So with that when you joined, like be boots on 1470 01:05:41.800 --> 01:05:43.199 the ground like in the fight. 1471 01:05:43.719 --> 01:05:45.039 But you also get cross trained. 1472 01:05:45.079 --> 01:05:47.199 So like let's say that you were hypothetically a grunt 1473 01:05:47.280 --> 01:05:50.719 for your entire career, you get to first sardant status. 1474 01:05:50.840 --> 01:05:52.960 Now you might be the first start of some like 1475 01:05:53.079 --> 01:05:55.239 logistics hub in the middle of nowhere. You get to 1476 01:05:55.360 --> 01:05:58.000 chill for a couple of years, you know. Or because 1477 01:05:58.039 --> 01:06:00.320 there's more avenues of approach. Let's say that there's a 1478 01:06:00.360 --> 01:06:02.800 Marine Corps installation that has no grunts, but they need 1479 01:06:02.800 --> 01:06:04.880 a first sergeant over here. Now you're able to like 1480 01:06:05.320 --> 01:06:07.639 it makes you more adaptable, which is cool. 1481 01:06:07.679 --> 01:06:09.119 Yeah, But on the other side, if you. 1482 01:06:09.039 --> 01:06:12.119 Go master sergeant rank, you still hold all of your 1483 01:06:12.239 --> 01:06:14.679 job scope and you're still you're scene as more of 1484 01:06:14.719 --> 01:06:17.599 an expert of whatever your job field has within it. 1485 01:06:17.880 --> 01:06:19.239 That's a very small field. 1486 01:06:19.480 --> 01:06:22.199 And those guys the first urns a running their own 1487 01:06:22.199 --> 01:06:26.119 click and whatever. Master sergeants and master guns those that's 1488 01:06:26.159 --> 01:06:27.599 kind of like the chiefs of the Marine Corps. 1489 01:06:27.599 --> 01:06:29.480 I'm not saying macbones of the Marine Corps. 1490 01:06:29.559 --> 01:06:31.079 I'm not saying that the movers and shakers. 1491 01:06:31.119 --> 01:06:33.440 I'm saying that if you try to go up against 1492 01:06:33.519 --> 01:06:35.679 one of them, you're gonna have a bad time. 1493 01:06:35.760 --> 01:06:36.480 There's like zero. 1494 01:06:36.719 --> 01:06:39.360 Just stayed away from the Marines. You guys are crazy, thank. 1495 01:06:39.199 --> 01:06:42.719 You, weird like a happy jolly bunch, thank you. 1496 01:06:42.840 --> 01:06:47.679 I don't like them. They're weird. We are, but you 1497 01:06:47.679 --> 01:06:49.400 know it's cool, like an aircrew school weird. 1498 01:06:49.480 --> 01:06:52.880 We have some marines come through, happy. We have marines 1499 01:06:52.920 --> 01:06:54.480 come through all the time. So they always made them 1500 01:06:54.480 --> 01:06:56.679 call Cadence because you guys are just better than we are. 1501 01:06:56.920 --> 01:06:58.679 I think that comes with the truth, way better than 1502 01:06:58.719 --> 01:06:59.360 I am. 1503 01:07:00.159 --> 01:07:00.519 Really. 1504 01:07:00.679 --> 01:07:03.519 That's in aircrew school. They're like, oh, where's marines. You're 1505 01:07:03.559 --> 01:07:04.119 a marine. 1506 01:07:04.280 --> 01:07:05.159 You're doing Cadence. 1507 01:07:05.519 --> 01:07:07.360 Yeah, he's fantastic at it. 1508 01:07:07.960 --> 01:07:09.559 And then we'd always have a run everywhere. 1509 01:07:10.519 --> 01:07:13.480 I'm an adequate person when it comes to that. But 1510 01:07:13.519 --> 01:07:16.320 to be honest, though, I really didn't drill hardly ever 1511 01:07:16.440 --> 01:07:20.280 period ever because I was doing things. So I was 1512 01:07:20.320 --> 01:07:20.519 in the. 1513 01:07:20.559 --> 01:07:22.199 Ice boot camp only. 1514 01:07:22.679 --> 01:07:25.719 Yeah, and that was my goal. I was trying to 1515 01:07:25.760 --> 01:07:27.239 go and be a deployable grunt. 1516 01:07:27.400 --> 01:07:28.440 She was a fancy Marine. 1517 01:07:28.440 --> 01:07:30.719 Instead I got sent to DC to do ceremonial shit. 1518 01:07:30.760 --> 01:07:32.519 I worked at the Navy a lot. As a matter of. 1519 01:07:32.360 --> 01:07:34.920 Fact, he's a fancy one I'm the I'm the nasty, 1520 01:07:34.920 --> 01:07:37.920 dirty one that's in the which is so crazy because. 1521 01:07:37.719 --> 01:07:39.679 You're calm and you're a female and I'm a grunt 1522 01:07:39.679 --> 01:07:41.639 and I'm a dude, and somehow it's like Wow. 1523 01:07:41.920 --> 01:07:45.400 As far as the military experiences, everybody experiences may vary. 1524 01:07:45.679 --> 01:07:47.800 Yes, well, and that's how like Taylor and I we 1525 01:07:48.159 --> 01:07:51.000 flow on the exact same plane. There's like twenty four 1526 01:07:51.039 --> 01:07:54.480 people on our plane, a bunch of more operators, and 1527 01:07:54.559 --> 01:07:56.719 there's one person that hangs out in the back of 1528 01:07:56.719 --> 01:07:58.400 the plane and they fix the equipment when it breaks. 1529 01:07:58.440 --> 01:08:00.480 When you say operator, I feel like we might be 1530 01:08:00.559 --> 01:08:02.159 using this term in different scope. 1531 01:08:02.199 --> 01:08:04.719 We are using this term differently because I think when 1532 01:08:04.760 --> 01:08:07.360 you think operator, you think somebody that's like shooting guns. 1533 01:08:07.519 --> 01:08:09.519 When I think operator, I think of a Tier one 1534 01:08:09.559 --> 01:08:11.960 guy who's got blacked out name tapes that's doing some 1535 01:08:12.039 --> 01:08:14.119 gangster shit nobody can talk about. 1536 01:08:14.480 --> 01:08:16.399 They were literally operating equipment. 1537 01:08:16.840 --> 01:08:20.159 Okay, so like a computer or a radio operator correct, 1538 01:08:20.239 --> 01:08:22.239 got you okay, continue your camera? 1539 01:08:22.720 --> 01:08:27.479 Yeah, or other things. So yeah, so they would do 1540 01:08:28.079 --> 01:08:32.079 they would operate the equipment, and I would sit in 1541 01:08:32.079 --> 01:08:34.000 the back of the plane and I just wait. My 1542 01:08:34.039 --> 01:08:36.000 whole job in flight technician. I just sit in the 1543 01:08:36.039 --> 01:08:39.960 back and I wait and wait sleep. I made food 1544 01:08:39.960 --> 01:08:41.119 for people, and. 1545 01:08:41.479 --> 01:08:42.880 You weren't nosy, man, I would be. 1546 01:08:43.359 --> 01:08:45.159 I was bored out of my mind. 1547 01:08:45.199 --> 01:08:46.279 I took a lot of naps, but. 1548 01:08:46.239 --> 01:08:49.319 I would justly were enlisted, yes, everything. 1549 01:08:49.279 --> 01:08:52.319 Because I would just like wait until somebody broke something, 1550 01:08:52.680 --> 01:08:54.199 and then I would get up and I would go 1551 01:08:54.279 --> 01:08:57.279 fix it, and I there what they were doing was 1552 01:08:57.319 --> 01:08:59.039 really boring. So it wasn't like they were doing really 1553 01:08:59.119 --> 01:09:02.960 anything that excit. And then if we were intercepted, then 1554 01:09:03.920 --> 01:09:04.960 like I would take a picture. 1555 01:09:05.159 --> 01:09:06.479 Did y'all get intercepted? 1556 01:09:07.119 --> 01:09:07.359 Yeah. 1557 01:09:07.399 --> 01:09:09.199 We also had a lot of a lot of fires 1558 01:09:09.279 --> 01:09:11.319 on our flights, and so like my job was like 1559 01:09:11.359 --> 01:09:13.760 a firefighter, so like I literally put out a fire, 1560 01:09:13.920 --> 01:09:15.039 like a literal fire. 1561 01:09:15.159 --> 01:09:19.760 Wait, who intercepted y'all? What country? 1562 01:09:20.000 --> 01:09:22.039 She's like? I cannot talk about it, can you not? 1563 01:09:22.560 --> 01:09:23.479 It's been long enough. 1564 01:09:24.600 --> 01:09:27.199 Oh I have a ninety nine year d NDA. Hold on, 1565 01:09:27.279 --> 01:09:27.720 let me see. 1566 01:09:27.800 --> 01:09:29.840 Oh shit, okay, never mind, let me just see. 1567 01:09:29.920 --> 01:09:30.800 Well, let me see if I can. 1568 01:09:30.800 --> 01:09:33.560 If it's on the news, then I can tell you. 1569 01:09:33.840 --> 01:09:36.239 Okay, see by s because we're talking about you in 1570 01:09:36.279 --> 01:09:37.720 country or we're talking stateside. 1571 01:09:39.680 --> 01:09:42.960 No, we were in country. 1572 01:09:43.239 --> 01:09:46.279 Wait a fucking minute, Like there was no air assets 1573 01:09:46.279 --> 01:09:47.479 that we're trying to intercept us. 1574 01:09:47.520 --> 01:09:48.800 That would be a death sentence. 1575 01:09:49.720 --> 01:09:51.840 There was a lot of hotel stuff going on in country, 1576 01:09:52.920 --> 01:09:56.439 and I can say. 1577 01:09:55.880 --> 01:10:01.520 Yes, okay, we were intercepted by China. No all the time, constantly. 1578 01:10:01.800 --> 01:10:02.479 A lot of the times. 1579 01:10:02.479 --> 01:10:03.600 It made the news a lot of the times, it 1580 01:10:03.600 --> 01:10:06.359 didn't most of the time. Actually most of the time 1581 01:10:06.359 --> 01:10:10.279 it didn't. So our plane did go down in two 1582 01:10:10.279 --> 01:10:12.840 thousand and one, like they we had a really unsafe 1583 01:10:12.880 --> 01:10:16.479 interception where unsafe interception, they literally ran into our plane 1584 01:10:16.720 --> 01:10:18.960 right and so we went down. 1585 01:10:19.680 --> 01:10:21.800 They come a cazi too, usually turned shooting. 1586 01:10:22.840 --> 01:10:23.039 No. 1587 01:10:23.199 --> 01:10:25.760 So they they basically like we were flying and they 1588 01:10:25.760 --> 01:10:27.680 would come up like right next to us and just 1589 01:10:27.720 --> 01:10:30.800 like watch us and like see what we were doing. Yeah, 1590 01:10:30.880 --> 01:10:32.880 And we can literally like look out the window and 1591 01:10:33.000 --> 01:10:34.159 just be like yeah. 1592 01:10:34.199 --> 01:10:36.439 And so we in two thousand and. 1593 01:10:36.399 --> 01:10:39.920 One, our plane got hit by a Chinese plane and 1594 01:10:39.960 --> 01:10:42.560 so we had we were forced to land in China 1595 01:10:42.680 --> 01:10:46.199 like on uh like on an island. I think it 1596 01:10:46.239 --> 01:10:48.720 was in the south of China Sea. And so they 1597 01:10:48.800 --> 01:10:53.319 kept our people for eleven days and then eventually like 1598 01:10:53.359 --> 01:10:56.319 send them back. But you know who came to get 1599 01:10:56.319 --> 01:11:01.000 our plane, Russia because we didn't trust China to do it, 1600 01:11:01.039 --> 01:11:03.600 so they trusted Russia to come get the plane. Well, 1601 01:11:04.119 --> 01:11:07.199 because everything's top secret, they were supposed to destroy everything, 1602 01:11:07.239 --> 01:11:09.479 but they didn't destroy it properly. 1603 01:11:09.239 --> 01:11:11.920 Right, So I give me my next question about destruction. 1604 01:11:12.640 --> 01:11:15.840 Yeah, so we actually after that, we they created this 1605 01:11:15.880 --> 01:11:18.560 whole like process and we did like drills of like 1606 01:11:18.640 --> 01:11:22.840 how to destroy things properly in case this happens again. 1607 01:11:23.079 --> 01:11:25.800 But we would often get intercepted. There's one actually that 1608 01:11:25.880 --> 01:11:27.520 I was on the plane. I pulled it up. 1609 01:11:28.399 --> 01:11:32.680 What kind of platform were you on? EP three's okay, 1610 01:11:32.760 --> 01:11:34.159 so that's a reconnaissance plank. 1611 01:11:33.920 --> 01:11:36.600 Correct, Yeah, so I can show you this. I'm pretty 1612 01:11:36.600 --> 01:11:38.960 sure I was on the flight. No, this is twenty seventeen, 1613 01:11:39.000 --> 01:11:41.279 so I was. Yeah, I think I was on this plane. 1614 01:11:42.199 --> 01:11:42.840 Holy shit. 1615 01:11:43.520 --> 01:11:45.960 So when it comes to the destruction of things like 1616 01:11:46.000 --> 01:11:48.560 I had this, So being a calm person, we have 1617 01:11:49.199 --> 01:11:51.680 we have stuff that we have to destroy too. Yeah, sure, screen, 1618 01:11:51.680 --> 01:11:53.439 please go for it, Go ahead and share the screen. 1619 01:11:54.439 --> 01:11:55.720 Hold on, let me pull it back up. 1620 01:11:56.279 --> 01:11:59.880 So we carried in scenerariyoga needs. 1621 01:11:59.039 --> 01:12:00.920 We did not because we were in the flight. 1622 01:12:01.199 --> 01:12:03.439 Yeah, well, we had like axes that would stay with 1623 01:12:03.479 --> 01:12:04.439 me at all times. 1624 01:12:04.760 --> 01:12:08.000 You had axes that they told to destroy everything, just 1625 01:12:08.039 --> 01:12:09.840 fucking hack at it literally. 1626 01:12:10.000 --> 01:12:10.520 Yeah. 1627 01:12:10.600 --> 01:12:13.119 Yeah. So like if if we came to a point 1628 01:12:13.159 --> 01:12:15.279 where and I only know one person that did this, 1629 01:12:15.600 --> 01:12:17.119 but if we came to the point where we were 1630 01:12:17.159 --> 01:12:20.239 completely surrounded and we were going to end up needing 1631 01:12:20.319 --> 01:12:25.079 to destroy all the cryptic the keys, then we had 1632 01:12:25.119 --> 01:12:28.560 to use the SANERU needs to destroy them. And I 1633 01:12:28.600 --> 01:12:32.359 only know one person that actually did this, and it 1634 01:12:32.439 --> 01:12:36.159 was a situation that he shouldn't have destroyed everything. I 1635 01:12:36.159 --> 01:12:40.239 will say that judgment. I will understand. I do understand 1636 01:12:40.239 --> 01:12:43.760 why he did this. I was actually aiding and trying 1637 01:12:43.800 --> 01:12:47.000 to get him aid to him. But I understand why 1638 01:12:47.039 --> 01:12:48.600 he did this. It wasn't with my unit. It was 1639 01:12:48.600 --> 01:12:53.640 with a grunt unit. And this sounds very so I understand, 1640 01:12:53.720 --> 01:12:56.479 like why and the whole thing, and like because you 1641 01:12:56.479 --> 01:12:57.960 don't want them to get a hold of any of 1642 01:12:57.960 --> 01:12:58.439 this stuff. 1643 01:12:58.439 --> 01:13:01.199 And so as of your job, you carry a. 1644 01:13:01.119 --> 01:13:02.880 Couple grenades with you, and what you're supposed to do 1645 01:13:03.000 --> 01:13:06.039 is you're supposed to pile it all together while everyone 1646 01:13:06.119 --> 01:13:08.800 else is defending the last bit of whatever, you know, 1647 01:13:08.960 --> 01:13:12.159 whoever's still standing, and your job is to blow that 1648 01:13:12.199 --> 01:13:15.479 shit sky high as fast as possible. If you understand that, 1649 01:13:15.520 --> 01:13:17.880 you're like, no one's going to come out of this alive. 1650 01:13:18.359 --> 01:13:21.399 So that is that is the goal in keeping you. 1651 01:13:21.359 --> 01:13:22.399 Know, all of that stuff. 1652 01:13:22.439 --> 01:13:26.880 And so he made a decision, and that decision got 1653 01:13:26.920 --> 01:13:29.199 really heavily frowned upon. But to be honest with you, 1654 01:13:29.279 --> 01:13:32.560 the way that he what was happening, I understand why 1655 01:13:32.600 --> 01:13:35.680 he did this. He put everybody's lives at risk, but 1656 01:13:36.000 --> 01:13:38.359 you know, it was a little bit preemptive. So that 1657 01:13:38.479 --> 01:13:40.720 was always a thing that I thought about because I 1658 01:13:40.800 --> 01:13:43.640 knew other people that had been in serious firefights that 1659 01:13:43.760 --> 01:13:46.159 like my ex for example, was one of them. And 1660 01:13:46.600 --> 01:13:48.439 he had to decide if they were going to destroy 1661 01:13:48.560 --> 01:13:51.159 the this or not, because that's the lifeline. Your palm 1662 01:13:51.199 --> 01:13:54.319 is your lifeline. And he's like, I guess I'll just 1663 01:13:54.359 --> 01:13:57.359 hold the grenade to me if if it really comes 1664 01:13:57.359 --> 01:13:59.279 to it, I'll have to have He put everything in 1665 01:13:59.319 --> 01:14:01.239 his pockets, and he was pretty much like if this 1666 01:14:01.279 --> 01:14:03.600 goes down, and like, this is what I'm gonna make 1667 01:14:03.640 --> 01:14:07.199 the decision. So it's a weird thing to have that much, 1668 01:14:08.000 --> 01:14:09.880 to like, have that much entrusted. 1669 01:14:09.600 --> 01:14:11.760 In you to make sure that no one else gets 1670 01:14:12.239 --> 01:14:12.479 you know. 1671 01:14:12.680 --> 01:14:15.439 Meanwhile, Biden made us pull out of Afghanistan. We left 1672 01:14:15.520 --> 01:14:16.960 everything for the Talban. 1673 01:14:16.720 --> 01:14:19.079 In China after everything all of us went through. 1674 01:14:19.359 --> 01:14:21.239 Yes, that tells you how much. 1675 01:14:21.760 --> 01:14:25.079 So this is Chinese ja tins intercept the US EP 1676 01:14:25.239 --> 01:14:26.520 three and unsafe maneuver. 1677 01:14:26.600 --> 01:14:30.079 So this was you, So this is your plane you're chillin'. 1678 01:14:29.760 --> 01:14:31.720 On an't hit y'all? 1679 01:14:32.560 --> 01:14:34.800 Well, in this case, they didn't actually hit us, and 1680 01:14:34.800 --> 01:14:35.479 they didn't get that close. 1681 01:14:35.520 --> 01:14:36.119 I don't know why they. 1682 01:14:36.239 --> 01:14:37.079 Even reported on this. 1683 01:14:37.199 --> 01:14:39.279 Okay, what the fuck? 1684 01:14:39.840 --> 01:14:41.600 But we got intercepted almost every day. 1685 01:14:42.239 --> 01:14:44.720 Wow, I know, I don't know. 1686 01:14:44.880 --> 01:14:47.479 And tell people that were what it says triggered the 1687 01:14:47.520 --> 01:14:49.239 plane to take evasive maneuvers. 1688 01:14:49.439 --> 01:14:52.119 Oh, I feel like that prop plane can't do much 1689 01:14:52.119 --> 01:15:00.000 evasive maneuvers like the dramatic. Okay, y were trying to 1690 01:15:00.079 --> 01:15:01.960 a corkscrew, bro, what are we talking about here? 1691 01:15:02.239 --> 01:15:03.840 No, they were being they. 1692 01:15:04.439 --> 01:15:09.439 I think they don't understand. I understand what this plane 1693 01:15:09.439 --> 01:15:09.800 can do. 1694 01:15:10.319 --> 01:15:12.359 So yeah, a fat plane to a really cool maneuver. 1695 01:15:12.399 --> 01:15:13.880 That was with the Blue Angels. So they got a 1696 01:15:13.880 --> 01:15:15.039 big bertha, which. 1697 01:15:14.840 --> 01:15:15.079 Is like. 1698 01:15:16.840 --> 01:15:19.319 That bitch can actually do a barrel roll and actually 1699 01:15:19.319 --> 01:15:21.960 cut a back flip, but they've also got it rigged 1700 01:15:22.000 --> 01:15:23.760 up a certain way to do that. That's that air 1701 01:15:23.800 --> 01:15:25.479 flame is not supposed to be able to do that. 1702 01:15:25.920 --> 01:15:28.880 So then we're looking at this like base of maneuvers. 1703 01:15:28.880 --> 01:15:31.960 That so you're supposed to just hackshit apart if you 1704 01:15:32.079 --> 01:15:33.640 got intercepted. 1705 01:15:33.600 --> 01:15:35.640 No, no, no, no no, So we got intercepted all the time. 1706 01:15:35.760 --> 01:15:38.520 Okay, so we're not like up there just destroying top 1707 01:15:38.560 --> 01:15:39.920 secret drives every day. 1708 01:15:39.840 --> 01:15:42.479 Because I mean, if you got downed, I guess. 1709 01:15:42.600 --> 01:15:45.239 Yeah, yeah, so if we went down, Yeah, if we 1710 01:15:45.279 --> 01:15:49.319 went down, then we would start destroying things. 1711 01:15:49.319 --> 01:15:51.359 And they're all so different and we all serve right 1712 01:15:51.359 --> 01:15:53.279 around the same time from each other. That's incredible. 1713 01:15:53.760 --> 01:15:56.560 Yeah. So I I I actually don't think I was 1714 01:15:56.560 --> 01:15:57.640 in Japan at this point. 1715 01:15:59.479 --> 01:16:02.079 I was your husband was on that plane with you. 1716 01:16:02.119 --> 01:16:05.439 No, I was in Japan. I'm trying to think. I 1717 01:16:05.520 --> 01:16:08.239 was in Bahrain in twenty fifteen, and then I was 1718 01:16:08.359 --> 01:16:13.800 in Greece in twenty sixteen to twenty seventeen. 1719 01:16:14.079 --> 01:16:16.199 I've heard wild shit about Bahrain. 1720 01:16:16.119 --> 01:16:17.640 And I was back in Bahrain. So I must have 1721 01:16:17.680 --> 01:16:19.960 been in Japan in twenty sixteen, not twenty seventeen. 1722 01:16:20.560 --> 01:16:26.199 Damn, that's crazy. Anyway, it's an interesting experience. I would 1723 01:16:26.199 --> 01:16:29.279 be the nosiest human on that plane. I need I 1724 01:16:29.279 --> 01:16:31.159 think that's happening and why we're doing all of this, 1725 01:16:31.239 --> 01:16:33.439 and I needed to know, like I would be like, so, 1726 01:16:33.479 --> 01:16:34.800 who do I talk to next? 1727 01:16:34.960 --> 01:16:36.920 That's what I So. The problem is like I know, 1728 01:16:37.760 --> 01:16:41.600 I know things I know, like like surface level things. 1729 01:16:41.439 --> 01:16:42.399 Because like I had to know. 1730 01:16:42.640 --> 01:16:44.880 Yeah, but you have an very you have an NDA 1731 01:16:45.039 --> 01:16:45.279 on you. 1732 01:16:45.439 --> 01:16:49.800 So yeah, so in ninety nine years, you can call 1733 01:16:49.840 --> 01:16:51.119 me up and I can talk about it. 1734 01:16:51.279 --> 01:16:52.119 Hell yeah, No. 1735 01:16:52.239 --> 01:16:55.199 They actually just sunned down to the EP three in 1736 01:16:55.399 --> 01:16:58.560 the Navy. They replaced them with drones. All the drones 1737 01:16:58.600 --> 01:17:01.399 can't do with the EP three, but the airframes were 1738 01:17:01.399 --> 01:17:03.159 so old they're like we have to like we have 1739 01:17:03.279 --> 01:17:05.479 to be done with these airframes. 1740 01:17:06.720 --> 01:17:10.039 So as far as in Diegoes though, my brother in 1741 01:17:10.119 --> 01:17:11.920 law was a seal and he only went on one 1742 01:17:11.960 --> 01:17:14.359 mission and he came back with a really garmly throat 1743 01:17:14.359 --> 01:17:16.520 score and he's told me like three different bullshit stories 1744 01:17:16.560 --> 01:17:18.319 as far as how he got and I'm like, listen, brother, 1745 01:17:18.359 --> 01:17:21.560 I know you can't tell me for another thirty seven years, 1746 01:17:21.600 --> 01:17:24.239 but don't worry when that time comes me and you 1747 01:17:24.239 --> 01:17:25.640 were going to have some beers and we're going to 1748 01:17:25.680 --> 01:17:28.439 have a story telling thirty seven years, I am counting down. 1749 01:17:28.479 --> 01:17:29.960 Maybe possibly, I don't know. Anyway. 1750 01:17:29.960 --> 01:17:32.800 What I did find about interesting though, as the military 1751 01:17:32.840 --> 01:17:35.800 contractors that were there, that were a lot of them 1752 01:17:35.880 --> 01:17:39.920 were retired military or like veterans and stuff, and they 1753 01:17:39.960 --> 01:17:42.399 would come in and I got to know quite a 1754 01:17:42.479 --> 01:17:47.319 few of them in different sectors, and especially like the 1755 01:17:47.359 --> 01:17:51.720 mercenary groups that were there too. They were interesting humans. 1756 01:17:51.880 --> 01:17:54.039 And I will say, though, my life was saved by 1757 01:17:54.079 --> 01:17:56.960 one of them, so grateful should I. 1758 01:17:56.960 --> 01:17:59.680 Knew a diesel mechanic who was an army diesel mechanic. Yeah, 1759 01:17:59.760 --> 01:18:02.399 he served out his term, went back as a contractor 1760 01:18:02.439 --> 01:18:04.960 for Haliburt and doing the exact same diesel work on 1761 01:18:05.000 --> 01:18:07.640 the exact same base, making. 1762 01:18:07.159 --> 01:18:09.199 Triple the money, and he got to grow a beard 1763 01:18:09.239 --> 01:18:10.800 and smoke weed. And I'm just like God, damn. 1764 01:18:11.159 --> 01:18:13.800 So I was supposed to go back to Afghanistan after 1765 01:18:13.840 --> 01:18:16.840 I got out as a contractor because I spent literally 1766 01:18:16.880 --> 01:18:21.680 my one entire deployment learning everything I could. When it 1767 01:18:21.680 --> 01:18:23.840 came to Blue Force Trackers, which is the little computer 1768 01:18:23.880 --> 01:18:25.520 screens that we have in all of our. 1769 01:18:25.920 --> 01:18:26.880 Vehicles and stuff. 1770 01:18:27.239 --> 01:18:31.960 And I realistically spent every waking extra moment I was 1771 01:18:32.039 --> 01:18:34.680 and I wasn't working at the CEC or I wasn't 1772 01:18:34.760 --> 01:18:36.640 doing anything like that because I really didn't go on 1773 01:18:36.680 --> 01:18:40.159 a bunch of deployment like out of the wire a bunch. 1774 01:18:40.199 --> 01:18:41.680 In my first term. 1775 01:18:42.159 --> 01:18:45.079 I was more or less in the cuc A lot 1776 01:18:45.119 --> 01:18:48.199 and then was helping aid different groups and we did 1777 01:18:48.359 --> 01:18:50.920 like a lot of stuff with like the Army and 1778 01:18:50.920 --> 01:18:53.960 the Navy and things like that, and working with Watch 1779 01:18:53.960 --> 01:18:56.239 you might call it. They just went out my head. 1780 01:18:56.279 --> 01:18:57.800 But we worked with We worked with a lot of 1781 01:18:57.800 --> 01:19:01.560 different overseas groups too, like about communications and stuff like that, 1782 01:19:02.319 --> 01:19:05.279 trading equipment and doing different stuff and repairing things. So 1783 01:19:06.119 --> 01:19:08.359 I spent all my time really trying to learn from 1784 01:19:08.439 --> 01:19:11.279 the contractors, because the contractors knew everything. 1785 01:19:11.720 --> 01:19:12.560 They knew how. 1786 01:19:12.399 --> 01:19:16.159 To do every freaking thing, and no one knew really 1787 01:19:16.159 --> 01:19:18.800 in our in our unit or a battalion, how to 1788 01:19:18.840 --> 01:19:21.279 do this. And so yeah, I spent a lot of 1789 01:19:21.319 --> 01:19:23.319 time doing that. Well, what I didn't realize is how 1790 01:19:23.399 --> 01:19:25.840 valuable I made myself for the next deployment, because then 1791 01:19:25.880 --> 01:19:28.039 everyone's like, now you got to teach us. So then 1792 01:19:28.079 --> 01:19:30.479 I had to like really try to teach everybody as 1793 01:19:30.560 --> 01:19:32.239 much as I could, because it, I mean, it was 1794 01:19:32.279 --> 01:19:35.119 a fantastic tool. You could show where you could pinpoint 1795 01:19:35.119 --> 01:19:37.399 where IDs were. It's so pretty much like think of 1796 01:19:37.439 --> 01:19:40.680 it as a GPS with like extra fun stuff to 1797 01:19:40.680 --> 01:19:44.119 put down. So like you could put pinpoint where IED's 1798 01:19:44.159 --> 01:19:45.479 where somebody had just blown up. 1799 01:19:45.640 --> 01:19:49.920 How accurate was it though, we're talking about very accurate twelve. 1800 01:19:49.680 --> 01:19:52.279 Digit It was very accurate, so ours so the satellite, 1801 01:19:52.439 --> 01:19:54.880 So we had different GPS things that are that were tracking, 1802 01:19:54.880 --> 01:19:57.239 and they got more, they got better advanced, so they 1803 01:19:57.239 --> 01:19:59.079 were able to connect and actually give. 1804 01:19:59.039 --> 01:20:00.840 Really pretty accurate grids. 1805 01:20:01.199 --> 01:20:03.359 And so while it tracked your vehicles, you could see 1806 01:20:03.359 --> 01:20:05.920 a little vehicle path and cool and. 1807 01:20:05.920 --> 01:20:08.319 Yeah, and so you could lay different stuff down. 1808 01:20:08.399 --> 01:20:10.840 You could see where other people were in firefights, you 1809 01:20:10.840 --> 01:20:13.079 could see where other people were taking fire, you could 1810 01:20:13.079 --> 01:20:16.520 see where other people were had just blown up. You 1811 01:20:16.520 --> 01:20:19.439 could see nine lines happening, which is metavacs people coming 1812 01:20:19.439 --> 01:20:21.720 in and rescuing other people. If people were able to 1813 01:20:21.800 --> 01:20:23.720 drop those things. So that's a big thing too. Is 1814 01:20:23.720 --> 01:20:26.199 a lot of people had to actually input the data 1815 01:20:26.479 --> 01:20:28.560 to be able to see the data, so. 1816 01:20:28.800 --> 01:20:30.840 When a lot of people didn't understand how to use them. 1817 01:20:30.880 --> 01:20:33.800 They're using this as a strategic tool to communicate with 1818 01:20:33.800 --> 01:20:36.359 the COC and to be able to communicate with other 1819 01:20:36.399 --> 01:20:38.479 people in the AO. So that way we're not, you know, 1820 01:20:39.000 --> 01:20:42.279 taking friendly fire, we're not. We're aiding each other in 1821 01:20:42.359 --> 01:20:45.560 need and things like that, and so the whole concept 1822 01:20:45.560 --> 01:20:48.279 behind Blue Force Tracker is actually pretty cool. It would 1823 01:20:48.279 --> 01:20:50.920 have been nice if it was faster moving. Sometimes they 1824 01:20:50.920 --> 01:20:53.479 would move really good, sometimes they would move slower. But 1825 01:20:54.359 --> 01:20:56.760 I was supposed to go back. I had actually secured 1826 01:20:56.760 --> 01:20:59.359 my spot and everything. Me being dumb, got out of 1827 01:20:59.359 --> 01:21:01.880 the Marine Corps, fell in love all those stupid things, 1828 01:21:02.279 --> 01:21:02.720 so I. 1829 01:21:02.840 --> 01:21:04.079 Love to get it every time. 1830 01:21:04.439 --> 01:21:05.319 So I didn't. 1831 01:21:05.359 --> 01:21:06.960 So I didn't go back because I was gonna do 1832 01:21:07.119 --> 01:21:08.720 I was gonna do a one year there, and I 1833 01:21:08.760 --> 01:21:11.600 was gonna walk away with like five hundred K. And like, 1834 01:21:12.000 --> 01:21:14.560 because I had I had made myself really valuable, because 1835 01:21:14.560 --> 01:21:16.880 I had learned they were retiring some of the people 1836 01:21:16.920 --> 01:21:19.760 they couldn't keep coming back, and so I learned how 1837 01:21:19.760 --> 01:21:22.520 to like input them. I learned all the systems I learned, 1838 01:21:22.680 --> 01:21:25.520 like how to do all the upgrades all that stuff, 1839 01:21:25.600 --> 01:21:28.680 so I don't know, I know they don't use them now, 1840 01:21:28.760 --> 01:21:30.760 but it's one of those things I was. But I've 1841 01:21:30.800 --> 01:21:32.840 always been one of those people that have obsessed with 1842 01:21:32.960 --> 01:21:36.119 learning everything and like knowledge, and so I wanted to 1843 01:21:36.159 --> 01:21:38.239 learn as much as possible to have. 1844 01:21:38.319 --> 01:21:41.199 Some pretty so gnarly thing happened to me like at 1845 01:21:41.239 --> 01:21:44.439 the beginning of my time in and so like it 1846 01:21:44.520 --> 01:21:47.079 kind of cast a shadow over the rest of my 1847 01:21:47.119 --> 01:21:50.800 time in. And then eventually they were like, m you're pretty broken, 1848 01:21:50.960 --> 01:21:52.760 and I was like I'm fine, and they're like, we're 1849 01:21:52.760 --> 01:21:57.880 gonna medically retire you. Oh though they're like you just 1850 01:21:58.119 --> 01:21:58.560 I want. 1851 01:21:58.439 --> 01:21:59.359 To be medically retired. 1852 01:21:59.359 --> 01:22:01.880 Fuck you, pack your sh up and get out of here. 1853 01:22:02.520 --> 01:22:04.359 I would have been pumped medically retired. 1854 01:22:04.560 --> 01:22:07.079 No, I was pissed. I was so angry because, like 1855 01:22:07.119 --> 01:22:08.920 in my mind, I was like, you guys broke me, 1856 01:22:09.039 --> 01:22:12.600 or you allowed this to happen, you did nothing about it, 1857 01:22:13.000 --> 01:22:16.560 you kind have fixed it, like I don't know at 1858 01:22:16.600 --> 01:22:19.319 any point you chose not to. So now you're telling 1859 01:22:19.359 --> 01:22:22.079 me that I'm broken and I'm not worth anything when 1860 01:22:22.159 --> 01:22:25.520 really like you did this, so I was really really 1861 01:22:25.520 --> 01:22:26.039 angry about it. 1862 01:22:26.119 --> 01:22:28.640 That's a military though, I was, as we're talking about 1863 01:22:28.640 --> 01:22:31.479 how different or experiences that is not. 1864 01:22:31.680 --> 01:22:36.039 Yeah, well I'm happy about it now, right, Like obviously 1865 01:22:36.079 --> 01:22:37.680 I have like health care for my kids and we're 1866 01:22:37.680 --> 01:22:40.439 about space a over Italy and like we're gonna do 1867 01:22:40.479 --> 01:22:41.159 some things. But like. 1868 01:22:42.600 --> 01:22:43.920 At the time, I was pretty angry. 1869 01:22:44.199 --> 01:22:47.880 Yeah, there's there is a lot of interesting experiences. A 1870 01:22:47.880 --> 01:22:50.199 lot of people have experienced different things in the military, 1871 01:22:50.359 --> 01:22:53.800 and especially being females in the military, we experienced different 1872 01:22:53.800 --> 01:22:56.079 things in males, but I've had males that I know 1873 01:22:56.119 --> 01:22:58.159 that have experienced all sorts of things too. 1874 01:22:58.279 --> 01:23:02.399 So it is an interest seeing a social experiment. 1875 01:23:02.760 --> 01:23:04.079 That is a good way to say it. 1876 01:23:04.079 --> 01:23:07.279 It is a wild, wild social experiment. 1877 01:23:08.399 --> 01:23:10.600 Well, we learned, you know what we learned something? 1878 01:23:11.119 --> 01:23:13.199 What it was, I learned a lot of interesting things, 1879 01:23:13.199 --> 01:23:13.920 I will I don't know. 1880 01:23:14.119 --> 01:23:15.680 I'm not sure what I learned. 1881 01:23:15.560 --> 01:23:16.399 But something. 1882 01:23:16.840 --> 01:23:20.479 I learned a lot of things for sure, mostly about 1883 01:23:20.520 --> 01:23:24.680 myself and how I'm I'm fucking weird and that's okay. 1884 01:23:24.840 --> 01:23:25.840 I'm good with that. You know. 1885 01:23:26.319 --> 01:23:31.880 I can suffer immensely, Yeah, especially if I have one 1886 01:23:31.880 --> 01:23:34.479 other person with me. That's suffering. Yeah, I can pretty 1887 01:23:34.560 --> 01:23:37.000 much endure almost anything. I'm realistic. 1888 01:23:37.039 --> 01:23:39.279 That's what we're like, Oh, we can do anything for 1889 01:23:39.399 --> 01:23:41.640 this amount of time, but the amount of time changes too. 1890 01:23:41.880 --> 01:23:43.439 Like at first we're like, oh, we can do anything 1891 01:23:43.439 --> 01:23:45.000 for an hour, right, Like you can do anything for 1892 01:23:45.039 --> 01:23:46.960 an hour, and then like sometimes we're like, ah, we 1893 01:23:47.000 --> 01:23:49.520 could do anything for like a year, right, do anything 1894 01:23:49.520 --> 01:23:50.159 for a year. 1895 01:23:50.079 --> 01:23:52.720 That's it, and then like the very yeah, I know, 1896 01:23:52.760 --> 01:23:55.399 everyone's like I guess, but then I mean you learn though. 1897 01:23:55.439 --> 01:23:56.279 It depends on the thing. 1898 01:23:56.479 --> 01:23:58.119 Yeah, it depends on the thing. I mean like that's 1899 01:23:58.159 --> 01:24:00.520 actually like, so that's a common thing, and is you 1900 01:24:00.560 --> 01:24:02.399 can do this for one minute. When you're talking about 1901 01:24:02.479 --> 01:24:04.439 natural birth and stuff, you can do this for a 1902 01:24:04.479 --> 01:24:06.239 one minute. You just tell yourself, I can do this 1903 01:24:06.279 --> 01:24:09.640 for one minute, and it's just one minute at a time. 1904 01:24:09.760 --> 01:24:12.560 That's so there was a common thing. I met somebody 1905 01:24:12.560 --> 01:24:16.720 that had experienced a lot of unfortunate things that happened 1906 01:24:16.760 --> 01:24:19.279 to this person, and the big thing that they told 1907 01:24:19.359 --> 01:24:22.119 me was just if you're when you find yourself in 1908 01:24:22.159 --> 01:24:25.159 times were like it's unbearable, you just think chow to chow. 1909 01:24:25.640 --> 01:24:28.239 And that's literally what I did at times when I 1910 01:24:28.319 --> 01:24:32.359 was having unfortunate experiences, was I would just do chow 1911 01:24:32.439 --> 01:24:35.760 to chow, breakfast, chow, lunch, chow jenn chow, go to bed, 1912 01:24:36.079 --> 01:24:39.159 and then like repeat it. And that's literally what I 1913 01:24:39.199 --> 01:24:43.279 did sometimes just to I guess, check out of what 1914 01:24:43.399 --> 01:24:44.319 was going on around me. 1915 01:24:44.439 --> 01:24:46.560 So I learned a lot about what my body could 1916 01:24:46.600 --> 01:24:49.800 endure as far as like heat and like what mental 1917 01:24:49.840 --> 01:24:53.680 exhaustion versus what physical exhaustion feels like versus like Okay, 1918 01:24:53.800 --> 01:24:59.399 I'm I'm hot, I'm sweaty, I'm miserable, Okay, I am now. 1919 01:24:58.640 --> 01:25:02.239 A little bit more than regular thirsty. Okay, I've stopped sweating. Okay, 1920 01:25:02.319 --> 01:25:04.479 So like now we need to do this, Like these 1921 01:25:04.520 --> 01:25:07.159 are things that a person doesn't learn about themselves because 1922 01:25:07.159 --> 01:25:09.319 every person is different as far as it goes, very 1923 01:25:09.399 --> 01:25:12.560 very case by case. But unless you've ever learned and 1924 01:25:12.680 --> 01:25:15.279 experienced these things and been pushed to that point, you 1925 01:25:15.279 --> 01:25:18.039 have no idea what that feels like. And these are 1926 01:25:18.079 --> 01:25:20.039 also experience as far as how cold I could get 1927 01:25:20.199 --> 01:25:22.880 before I like, actually, now I am the world's biggest 1928 01:25:22.880 --> 01:25:24.600 bitch in the world when it comes to being cold, 1929 01:25:24.880 --> 01:25:27.199 Like if it's oh no, if it's under sixty degrees. 1930 01:25:27.239 --> 01:25:29.039 I'm fucking pissed. Why are we even living here? Like 1931 01:25:29.079 --> 01:25:29.680 that's how I feel. 1932 01:25:29.880 --> 01:25:32.359 The most baby I've ever met in my life. But 1933 01:25:32.399 --> 01:25:34.119 I will say the desert is like one of the 1934 01:25:34.119 --> 01:25:35.840 coldest places I've ever been in my life. 1935 01:25:36.199 --> 01:25:40.279 So sucks, but I have learned I can endure it. 1936 01:25:40.319 --> 01:25:43.119 If I have to, I will bitch the entire time, Like, 1937 01:25:43.199 --> 01:25:45.199 oh yes, I'll be the loudest. 1938 01:25:45.239 --> 01:25:48.319 You get an associate's degree in bitching though, from the military, 1939 01:25:48.399 --> 01:25:50.960 you do. Every single one of us are expert bitchers. 1940 01:25:51.279 --> 01:25:53.479 They always said if Marines aren't bitching, then something's wrong. 1941 01:25:53.520 --> 01:25:56.800 And it's like, that's a good thing, dude, Yeah, that's true. 1942 01:25:57.279 --> 01:25:58.079 This morning we were out. 1943 01:25:58.119 --> 01:25:59.960 I was at this workout class and she's like, yeah, 1944 01:26:00.119 --> 01:26:01.439 it's only two minutes. 1945 01:26:01.479 --> 01:26:02.399 You just don't have to quit. 1946 01:26:02.439 --> 01:26:04.319 It's just two minutes. I was like, well, if there's 1947 01:26:04.319 --> 01:26:06.640 anything I'm good at, it's not quitting. Let's fucking go. 1948 01:26:07.000 --> 01:26:07.159 Yeah. 1949 01:26:07.239 --> 01:26:09.880 Yeah, And I was like, that's the only thing I 1950 01:26:09.920 --> 01:26:12.560 got going for me, is like I just I'll keep 1951 01:26:12.560 --> 01:26:14.600 doing it. Yeah, Like I'll bang my head against the 1952 01:26:14.640 --> 01:26:17.079 wall until there's a hole in it. I don't. 1953 01:26:17.279 --> 01:26:19.920 It's no gitude though, that you don't realize that, you 1954 01:26:19.960 --> 01:26:22.760 don't realize how well you can suffer. Right, let me 1955 01:26:22.800 --> 01:26:25.079 say that, you know, you don't get that until you 1956 01:26:25.119 --> 01:26:27.399 get and put in positions. And I will say though, 1957 01:26:27.840 --> 01:26:31.439 that when you are suffering with somebody else, that is 1958 01:26:31.479 --> 01:26:34.640 the key component. When you're isolated, it's much harder to 1959 01:26:34.680 --> 01:26:36.880 withstand a lot of things. And I think that's a 1960 01:26:36.960 --> 01:26:39.720 really there's a lot of social experiment things that I 1961 01:26:39.800 --> 01:26:42.760 learned from the military. When I'm looking back being an anthropologist, 1962 01:26:42.800 --> 01:26:45.399 and I'm like, man, it's really true though, Like if 1963 01:26:45.399 --> 01:26:48.880 I have just one single person next to me and 1964 01:26:48.920 --> 01:26:53.399 we're enduring it together, it's your different characteristics happen. So 1965 01:26:53.520 --> 01:26:55.359 for me personally, I'm one of those people that I 1966 01:26:55.439 --> 01:26:57.960 was like, I'm gonna make light of the situation. I'm 1967 01:26:57.960 --> 01:27:00.000 gonna bitch, but I'm gonna joke about the whole time, 1968 01:27:00.159 --> 01:27:02.880 laugh like I'm gonna keep laughing, Like I'm just gonna 1969 01:27:03.159 --> 01:27:06.279 let's just keep on trucking on. And then there's other 1970 01:27:06.279 --> 01:27:08.920 people that get really quiet, are the people that get angry, 1971 01:27:09.119 --> 01:27:12.720 and all these different personalities, though somehow meld together and 1972 01:27:12.800 --> 01:27:16.479 are able to accomplish a goal when needed. And it's 1973 01:27:16.560 --> 01:27:19.560 it's a really I miss parts of the military. I 1974 01:27:19.680 --> 01:27:23.720 miss the camaraderie with certain people. I miss certain things 1975 01:27:23.760 --> 01:27:26.359 about like being able to you know, you have people 1976 01:27:26.439 --> 01:27:29.159 around you all the time. You have friends. You develop 1977 01:27:29.319 --> 01:27:31.720 friendships that are really strong. Like I'm friends with some 1978 01:27:31.760 --> 01:27:33.800 of my friends still to this day. I have a 1979 01:27:33.920 --> 01:27:36.479 group of them. We're all comrines. I have even other 1980 01:27:36.479 --> 01:27:39.079 people that were in my battalion. We're all still friends. 1981 01:27:39.439 --> 01:27:42.000 I don't think we're I think we'll probably die as friends. 1982 01:27:42.039 --> 01:27:46.199 Like that's not gonna go away. And it's it's an 1983 01:27:46.239 --> 01:27:49.640 interesting trauma. Bonding is a very strong thing that happens. 1984 01:27:50.000 --> 01:27:50.600 I'll say that. 1985 01:27:50.840 --> 01:27:54.319 So unlike veterans, like we're quick to be like, oh 1986 01:27:54.439 --> 01:27:56.680 you were a vet. Cool, Let's like we got this, 1987 01:27:57.239 --> 01:28:00.880 Like we had three different experiences, but you put us 1988 01:28:00.880 --> 01:28:02.479 in a shitty situation right now, we're going to figure 1989 01:28:02.479 --> 01:28:05.279 it out. Oh yeah yeah, and like so we got it. 1990 01:28:05.520 --> 01:28:07.279 You're just talking about this on the Cage to Night. 1991 01:28:07.399 --> 01:28:08.640 So the Space. 1992 01:28:08.319 --> 01:28:10.439 Force, right, I want to join the Space Force. 1993 01:28:10.520 --> 01:28:13.359 Same seven but hold on now. 1994 01:28:14.079 --> 01:28:16.960 The first recruits were taken in like the first actual 1995 01:28:17.000 --> 01:28:19.039 boot class was in twenty twenty. It was found in 1996 01:28:19.079 --> 01:28:21.840 twenty nineteen a lot of the Air Force's Space Force crossovers. 1997 01:28:22.039 --> 01:28:25.159 Twenty twenty was the first actual boot camp class of graduates. 1998 01:28:25.159 --> 01:28:28.640 Can you imagine real shit here twenty forty there is 1999 01:28:28.680 --> 01:28:31.760 going to be some American Legion Hall somewhere where this 2000 01:28:31.880 --> 01:28:35.000 dude is a retired Space Force guardian can't and they're 2001 01:28:35.039 --> 01:28:37.159 going to be having these conversations. There's all these other 2002 01:28:37.159 --> 01:28:40.920 pody and which is so fucking badass, but whatever. 2003 01:28:40.680 --> 01:28:43.560 He is Space Force guardian, Like I could do you come, like, 2004 01:28:43.680 --> 01:28:44.520 let me chat with. 2005 01:28:44.399 --> 01:28:47.199 Some of But so does everybody because they've already met 2006 01:28:47.199 --> 01:28:50.800 their recruitment numbers for the year. It's February and they've 2007 01:28:50.800 --> 01:28:52.960 already hit one hundred and twenty five percent of what 2008 01:28:52.960 --> 01:28:54.159 they were allotted for for the year. 2009 01:28:54.159 --> 01:28:55.159 And it's like, you know what, I'm not. 2010 01:28:55.520 --> 01:28:57.479 The Air Force is like, dang it, now, not everybody 2011 01:28:57.479 --> 01:28:58.520 wants to be a part of us. 2012 01:28:58.359 --> 01:29:00.479 Anymore, you know what would apply? 2013 01:29:00.560 --> 01:29:04.239 And the Army is like, welcome to the club, come 2014 01:29:04.319 --> 01:29:05.399 on just doing it. 2015 01:29:05.520 --> 01:29:07.800 I would never but like, can you imagine what that 2016 01:29:07.960 --> 01:29:10.359 vf W Hall or with that American Legion Hall or 2017 01:29:10.399 --> 01:29:12.560 even that Veterans Day that that I would love? 2018 01:29:14.000 --> 01:29:18.199 So there I was fucking this UFO just chatting me up, 2019 01:29:18.479 --> 01:29:20.640 like we. 2020 01:29:20.600 --> 01:29:24.279 Already have coast guardies that are like, look, my uncle 2021 01:29:24.359 --> 01:29:24.920 is a coast guard. 2022 01:29:25.159 --> 01:29:31.239 Yeah, but like, oh, come on, Navy, you can't do that, yo. 2023 01:29:32.760 --> 01:29:36.199 We are coast are not coasy swim like, motherfucker they 2024 01:29:36.199 --> 01:29:36.560 gotta have. 2025 01:29:37.479 --> 01:29:38.840 I not gonna okay, I don't want. 2026 01:29:38.680 --> 01:29:40.359 To brag, but like I had to swim a mile 2027 01:29:40.520 --> 01:29:42.439 just to pass Air Crew Candidate school to become an 2028 01:29:42.479 --> 01:29:44.800 air crewman. And that was only one of the multiple 2029 01:29:44.800 --> 01:29:45.880 things that I had to do. 2030 01:29:45.960 --> 01:29:47.359 The helo dunker I had to do. 2031 01:29:48.159 --> 01:29:51.600 Nope, that's why it. 2032 01:29:51.520 --> 01:29:52.039 Was not that bad. 2033 01:29:52.159 --> 01:29:54.159 I got boys that do it to do off George Rills. 2034 01:29:55.359 --> 01:29:58.840 They tried to get me to do it four separate times. 2035 01:29:58.840 --> 01:30:01.079 They put me on the list, and I somehow shwindled 2036 01:30:01.079 --> 01:30:02.079 my way out of doing this. 2037 01:30:02.199 --> 01:30:02.960 You didn't even try. 2038 01:30:03.199 --> 01:30:04.239 You know how slow it is. 2039 01:30:04.319 --> 01:30:06.199 Now you're getting there, you strap up, and you're like, 2040 01:30:06.359 --> 01:30:06.760 here we go. 2041 01:30:07.399 --> 01:30:11.079 I'm terrified of water, though, like I I almost drowned 2042 01:30:11.119 --> 01:30:13.920 as a kid, and like, well I pretty much did drown. 2043 01:30:14.079 --> 01:30:15.920 I guess, how did you do boot camp with the 2044 01:30:15.960 --> 01:30:18.640 swim call? Did you get the very bare minimum? 2045 01:30:19.319 --> 01:30:23.079 So I'm actually really good at swimming. The high dive though, 2046 01:30:23.680 --> 01:30:26.359 I'm let me, let me just I'm gonna admit some 2047 01:30:26.479 --> 01:30:27.000 truce here. 2048 01:30:27.600 --> 01:30:32.720 So this person here, it's. 2049 01:30:31.279 --> 01:30:33.279 Ten feet she spartan kicked me off of it, like 2050 01:30:33.840 --> 01:30:34.800 good threw me off. 2051 01:30:35.039 --> 01:30:36.239 She cared about you. 2052 01:30:36.359 --> 01:30:38.439 Yeah, no she did. She's like, you're passing today. 2053 01:30:38.840 --> 01:30:40.920 Well, they knew I knew I could swim, so they 2054 01:30:40.960 --> 01:30:42.600 knew I could swim because I helped some of the 2055 01:30:42.640 --> 01:30:44.680 other people that actually didn't know how to swim. I 2056 01:30:44.800 --> 01:30:46.319 was showing them how to swim, so they knew I 2057 01:30:46.399 --> 01:30:49.000 could swim. But I was like, there's no way I quit. 2058 01:30:49.079 --> 01:30:50.560 I'm not doing the high dive. And she's like, they 2059 01:30:50.600 --> 01:30:52.039 put me up there, and I was like, nope, I'm 2060 01:30:52.039 --> 01:30:56.760 not doing the high dive, like I'm terrified, terrified of water. 2061 01:30:56.960 --> 01:30:59.840 And so when it came to the helicopter the helo, 2062 01:31:00.159 --> 01:31:02.760 I was like, no, nope, I don't I don't need it. 2063 01:31:02.880 --> 01:31:05.319 I'm good, and they're like, everyone wants to do this. 2064 01:31:05.399 --> 01:31:07.720 I was like, everyone else can have my spot. I'm 2065 01:31:07.800 --> 01:31:11.680 really great, Like I'm super good. You can do anybody else, 2066 01:31:11.760 --> 01:31:14.880 So like literally everybody but me, and I was so 2067 01:31:15.560 --> 01:31:17.880 I'm so against it. But I also I was supposed 2068 01:31:17.880 --> 01:31:20.640 to be able to jump out of planes and we 2069 01:31:20.720 --> 01:31:23.279 had like two people that got selected, and I was 2070 01:31:23.399 --> 01:31:25.359 trying so hard to be one of the selected ones. 2071 01:31:26.680 --> 01:31:28.800 You hate like heights though. 2072 01:31:29.279 --> 01:31:31.279 I'm okay with it, but I really wanted them wings 2073 01:31:31.319 --> 01:31:34.000 on my uniform. Like I was determined. 2074 01:31:34.079 --> 01:31:35.439 I was like, I want gold wings. 2075 01:31:35.960 --> 01:31:39.880 Gold wings. Oh yeah you got did you get to 2076 01:31:40.039 --> 01:31:41.600 jump something like that? Was it? Or you actually did 2077 01:31:41.680 --> 01:31:43.239 more than twenty Oh? 2078 01:31:43.319 --> 01:31:45.279 I didn't have to jump out an airplane? Wait? 2079 01:31:45.359 --> 01:31:45.920 What? Oh? 2080 01:31:45.960 --> 01:31:49.680 You got crew wings? We're talking about the little wings 2081 01:31:49.760 --> 01:31:50.520 with a little with. 2082 01:31:50.600 --> 01:31:52.800 A little No I have. I have golden wings that 2083 01:31:52.920 --> 01:31:56.159 I wear every single uniform because they're golden and I 2084 01:31:56.239 --> 01:31:56.640 earned them. 2085 01:31:56.840 --> 01:31:59.119 Okay, you know what, do they have a parachute or 2086 01:31:59.159 --> 01:32:02.079 does say they say ac okay yeah aircrew. 2087 01:32:02.840 --> 01:32:06.960 I'm not yeah, She's like, no, no, no, I have wings. 2088 01:32:07.199 --> 01:32:10.159 You did not specify because I really want wings. 2089 01:32:10.520 --> 01:32:13.720 I did not. I did not spetisfy. Sorry. I wanted 2090 01:32:13.760 --> 01:32:15.199 the little parachute with the little. 2091 01:32:15.199 --> 01:32:16.039 Yea on side. 2092 01:32:16.159 --> 01:32:18.640 Which in the Marines, I had a buddy who he 2093 01:32:18.920 --> 01:32:21.680 was a wing side who went grunt and we were 2094 01:32:21.720 --> 01:32:23.399 at SI with him. He got there as like a 2095 01:32:23.520 --> 01:32:26.239 sergeant and he had wings and all of our our 2096 01:32:26.319 --> 01:32:28.760 instructors are like, wait, do you already know like where 2097 01:32:28.760 --> 01:32:30.359 you're going. He's like, yeah, no, I've already met my 2098 01:32:30.399 --> 01:32:32.479 squad leader, I've already met my platoon sergeant ship. I'm 2099 01:32:32.479 --> 01:32:33.479 just here to get this out of the way. And 2100 01:32:33.479 --> 01:32:36.960 they're like, oh, all right, nobody fucked with him. First off, 2101 01:32:37.000 --> 01:32:37.680 he solid guys. 2102 01:32:37.760 --> 01:32:38.640 It's like the higherarchy. 2103 01:32:38.760 --> 01:32:38.880 Man. 2104 01:32:39.079 --> 01:32:41.079 When you see that, either're like special. 2105 01:32:42.760 --> 01:32:45.319 It was basically sergeants helping a buddy of theirs learn 2106 01:32:45.439 --> 01:32:47.319 how to break apart the two forty. It wasn't like 2107 01:32:47.439 --> 01:32:49.880 them drilling us to be able to like disinass the 2108 01:32:49.920 --> 01:32:52.079 two forty and under forty five seconds or you're getting 2109 01:32:52.079 --> 01:32:53.119 your ship wrecked tonight. 2110 01:32:53.199 --> 01:32:53.359 Kid. 2111 01:32:53.439 --> 01:32:55.000 It was like him, It's like, oh, look, here's how 2112 01:32:55.039 --> 01:32:56.800 you do this. About by, it's like, se y'all can 2113 01:32:56.920 --> 01:32:59.600 be decent guys. Y'all just choosing to be dickheads to us, 2114 01:32:59.600 --> 01:33:01.560 And they're like, yeah, boot, because that's our job. 2115 01:33:01.640 --> 01:33:03.119 And it's like all right, gotcha. 2116 01:33:03.239 --> 01:33:08.720 So Taylor has recently rejoined the the UH reserves. Wow, 2117 01:33:08.720 --> 01:33:11.039 I was gonna say retired, No, he reserves. So then 2118 01:33:11.079 --> 01:33:12.920 he went to a C one thirty squadron, which he 2119 01:33:12.960 --> 01:33:15.079 already has his wings because he did seven years, right, 2120 01:33:15.079 --> 01:33:17.279 and so he goes and they're like you have your 2121 01:33:17.319 --> 01:33:20.000 wings and he's like yeah, but most people are not. 2122 01:33:20.960 --> 01:33:21.359 They're not. 2123 01:33:22.840 --> 01:33:26.039 Like active reserves, they're just reserve. Just most of them 2124 01:33:26.039 --> 01:33:27.880 are just reserves. So most of them don't even have 2125 01:33:28.039 --> 01:33:29.960 like they don't even have any hours. And Tailor's like, yeah, 2126 01:33:29.960 --> 01:33:32.840 I have almost three thousand hours and they're like what yeah, 2127 01:33:32.880 --> 01:33:37.680 so they just like uh yeah, and they gun decked 2128 01:33:37.720 --> 01:33:39.960 his PQUS and Taylor's like, I actually don't know how 2129 01:33:40.000 --> 01:33:41.720 to do any of this stuff because I've never been 2130 01:33:41.760 --> 01:33:43.239 on a C one thirty before. Like, I'm not a 2131 01:33:43.319 --> 01:33:45.760 load master. I'm an operator an EP three. He's like, 2132 01:33:45.840 --> 01:33:49.239 these aren't even like compatible jobs. He's like, I have 2133 01:33:49.319 --> 01:33:51.439 no idea what I'm doing. The gun decked my PQUS. 2134 01:33:51.520 --> 01:33:52.600 He's like, I don't even know what to do. 2135 01:33:53.319 --> 01:33:55.800 Oh yeah, that's what they do, like gave me the balls. 2136 01:33:56.439 --> 01:33:58.159 If I went back, well, I can't go back now 2137 01:33:58.199 --> 01:34:01.319 because I'm too old technically, but if I was younger 2138 01:34:01.479 --> 01:34:03.119 and I went back, I actually talked to my buddy 2139 01:34:03.159 --> 01:34:05.359 that's the master guns and I was like, hey, so 2140 01:34:05.520 --> 01:34:07.920 like what are they using now, like what kind of stuff? 2141 01:34:08.159 --> 01:34:09.720 And he like gave me the rundown and I was like, 2142 01:34:10.359 --> 01:34:13.039 So I went to Harry's radio website and I was like, 2143 01:34:13.319 --> 01:34:16.199 I'm like googling it all and like watching videos. 2144 01:34:15.800 --> 01:34:18.359 And I was like, who, all your shit's obsolete now? 2145 01:34:18.439 --> 01:34:20.520 Oh, it's completely obsolete. So then I was like watching 2146 01:34:20.640 --> 01:34:22.439 videos and I was like, I don't know why I'm 2147 01:34:22.479 --> 01:34:24.960 feeling this desperate need to learn all of these things 2148 01:34:24.960 --> 01:34:26.800 while I'm not in the military, but I'm also one 2149 01:34:26.800 --> 01:34:29.319 of those people that like want to keep learning so 2150 01:34:29.600 --> 01:34:30.319 it's done. 2151 01:34:30.720 --> 01:34:32.159 I would try to you know what, I'm going to 2152 01:34:32.199 --> 01:34:33.159 apply to the Space Force. 2153 01:34:33.199 --> 01:34:35.319 I probably see you all of it's obsolete. 2154 01:34:36.319 --> 01:34:38.079 Care I still want to see if I I probably 2155 01:34:38.119 --> 01:34:38.520 won't get it. 2156 01:34:39.600 --> 01:34:41.479 You know, the reserves has it still, you know what, 2157 01:34:41.720 --> 01:34:44.279 fuck it. I'll try because the reserves is like twenty 2158 01:34:44.359 --> 01:34:45.479 years now you have to run. 2159 01:34:45.359 --> 01:34:49.520 Though, yeah, yeah, you have to and past your time. 2160 01:34:49.880 --> 01:34:51.640 Oh but in the Navy they don't kick you out 2161 01:34:51.680 --> 01:34:53.000 for pete failing anymore. 2162 01:34:53.199 --> 01:34:55.079 Oh wait, wait, no, no hold on. They just had 2163 01:34:55.119 --> 01:34:57.399 those six we just talked about this, those six fat 2164 01:34:57.479 --> 01:35:03.239 body nuclear people who they the chief they're getting their 2165 01:35:03.239 --> 01:35:05.760 ship wrecked right now because grants to listen, they're new 2166 01:35:05.920 --> 01:35:08.479 clear chiefs and there's a very select feel and it 2167 01:35:08.520 --> 01:35:10.039 really doesn't matter what you look like as long as 2168 01:35:10.079 --> 01:35:11.880 you could do the job. But the fact that the 2169 01:35:12.000 --> 01:35:19.279 Navy blasted their pictures barely stem. 2170 01:35:17.039 --> 01:35:18.319 Yeah, it was I know, but it was the big 2171 01:35:18.359 --> 01:35:20.640 girl and the big dude they were, Yeah, okay, they. 2172 01:35:20.600 --> 01:35:22.680 Were the morbidly obese of the morbidly obese. 2173 01:35:22.760 --> 01:35:25.760 Yeah, granted, but it's like, if you're gonna put pictures 2174 01:35:25.760 --> 01:35:28.279 of these people, is like, yay, congrats on making chief 2175 01:35:28.359 --> 01:35:30.880 Maybe just do like the mug shot thing, not show 2176 01:35:30.920 --> 01:35:33.600 that they could barely button their fucking blouse that day. 2177 01:35:33.600 --> 01:35:37.199 And it's like, you know, all right, especially nukes, they 2178 01:35:37.199 --> 01:35:38.920 won't kick out a nuke. I mean, even before they 2179 01:35:39.000 --> 01:35:41.000 change the PFA standards, they're not kicking out a nuke. 2180 01:35:41.319 --> 01:35:44.600 I mean, grant me, the Department of War a headset 2181 01:35:44.720 --> 01:35:46.720 said that we are kicking out the fat bodies and 2182 01:35:46.800 --> 01:35:48.399 all these things, and it's like, I like where your 2183 01:35:48.439 --> 01:35:48.840 heads at. 2184 01:35:49.239 --> 01:35:51.159 I feel like it's not gonna happen, But I really like. 2185 01:35:51.199 --> 01:35:53.439 The start as a chiefs, you start kicking out chiefs 2186 01:35:53.439 --> 01:35:53.960 and we'll talk. 2187 01:35:56.279 --> 01:35:57.840 I don't think I could do the run. The run 2188 01:35:58.000 --> 01:35:59.039 is where they would get me. 2189 01:36:00.079 --> 01:36:00.680 That's the thing. 2190 01:36:01.079 --> 01:36:01.560 That's the thing. 2191 01:36:01.800 --> 01:36:04.039 Yeah, that's always been my thing too. I could do 2192 01:36:04.119 --> 01:36:05.840 the push ups and the sit ups and the menu. 2193 01:36:05.960 --> 01:36:07.960 You although they don't do sit ups anymore now they 2194 01:36:08.000 --> 01:36:10.920 do a plank. You guys had to do you guys 2195 01:36:11.000 --> 01:36:12.159 had to do hull ups. 2196 01:36:12.239 --> 01:36:13.319 Yeah, we didn't do push ups. 2197 01:36:13.319 --> 01:36:15.640 It was crunches, pull ups, and a three mile run 2198 01:36:15.760 --> 01:36:17.920 and then for the combat finishtright. 2199 01:36:17.960 --> 01:36:19.680 That's the other thing too. When head said this, you 2200 01:36:19.720 --> 01:36:20.520 have CFT. 2201 01:36:20.760 --> 01:36:23.239 I got this. I had to do a mile and 2202 01:36:23.279 --> 01:36:26.920 a half. Yeah, and I had to do seventeen push 2203 01:36:27.000 --> 01:36:28.520 ups and fifty sit ups. 2204 01:36:28.880 --> 01:36:31.680 Yeah. So I did Navy are Minimum school and that 2205 01:36:31.840 --> 01:36:33.199 was bare minimum. Yeah. 2206 01:36:33.319 --> 01:36:35.520 I ran the Navy PT test for all of high 2207 01:36:35.520 --> 01:36:37.720 school and it was I'm thinking, like, it's only a 2208 01:36:37.760 --> 01:36:38.399 mile and a half. 2209 01:36:39.119 --> 01:36:42.439 And then I watched the Marines and I was like, suckers, No, 2210 01:36:42.640 --> 01:36:43.399 But see, that's the thing. 2211 01:36:43.600 --> 01:36:46.039 The PFT is one. We also do the CFT, which 2212 01:36:46.199 --> 01:36:46.880 is way better. 2213 01:36:47.079 --> 01:36:50.199 It's a mile sprint and it's in boots and utes though, right, 2214 01:36:50.279 --> 01:36:54.000 so a half mile sprint maneuver under fire and AMMO 2215 01:36:54.119 --> 01:36:54.880 can lifts. 2216 01:36:54.720 --> 01:36:57.800 Fire carry you throw your grenade. You have to do that. 2217 01:36:57.960 --> 01:37:01.560 AMMO can lifts. So like I excel when it comes 2218 01:37:01.680 --> 01:37:04.359 to CFTs, I am, and I am. I will admit 2219 01:37:04.439 --> 01:37:06.000 this anyone that serves, which I know a lot of 2220 01:37:06.039 --> 01:37:08.079 my buddies are listening, so they already know this. I 2221 01:37:08.199 --> 01:37:10.880 am not good at the PFT. I have never been 2222 01:37:10.920 --> 01:37:11.520 good at the PFT. 2223 01:37:11.760 --> 01:37:13.920 They're built for two different body styles. One is more 2224 01:37:13.960 --> 01:37:16.600 for like endurance, and one is for like the short, 2225 01:37:16.680 --> 01:37:17.479 fast kind of thing. 2226 01:37:17.920 --> 01:37:19.680 Right, So like, let me tell you, you get a 2227 01:37:19.680 --> 01:37:21.760 fire to carry somebody though, and that's a tough one. 2228 01:37:21.800 --> 01:37:23.640 But I hate that shit. I got a long lives, 2229 01:37:23.680 --> 01:37:26.039 but they're not thick. Fireman carrying is the bane of 2230 01:37:26.079 --> 01:37:28.840 my existence. But like a three mile row, how far 2231 01:37:28.920 --> 01:37:29.800 do you have to carry this person? 2232 01:37:29.840 --> 01:37:31.439 A good bit one hundred yards. 2233 01:37:31.640 --> 01:37:33.199 It's a good but you have to do it as 2234 01:37:33.239 --> 01:37:33.960 fast as possible. 2235 01:37:34.039 --> 01:37:35.239 You're sprinting, Yeah. 2236 01:37:35.079 --> 01:37:38.359 You're sprinting while carrying somebody. They have to be They 2237 01:37:38.399 --> 01:37:40.760 had to be at least proportional to you as. 2238 01:37:40.760 --> 01:37:41.479 Much as possible. 2239 01:37:41.720 --> 01:37:44.640 So I always had dudes because I'm five ten, five eleven. Well, 2240 01:37:44.680 --> 01:37:46.800 I was almost five. I was five eleven, but now 2241 01:37:46.840 --> 01:37:48.159 I shrunk a little bit, so I'm like five. 2242 01:37:48.439 --> 01:37:50.279 Oh no, it was never by size. I waited a 2243 01:37:50.399 --> 01:37:52.720 buck sixty, So guess who else is a buck sixty? 2244 01:37:53.000 --> 01:37:55.000 Short stocky homies, So I would throw them on my 2245 01:37:55.119 --> 01:37:56.079 back like a fucking. 2246 01:37:55.920 --> 01:37:57.800 Lamb lot to be bastard. I always had to do 2247 01:37:57.880 --> 01:37:58.520 all the boys. 2248 01:37:58.640 --> 01:38:00.880 So like the other girls, they were a lot smaller 2249 01:38:00.920 --> 01:38:02.760 than me, they always did the girls paired up. I 2250 01:38:02.800 --> 01:38:04.840 would always end up with a boy which was whatever 2251 01:38:05.359 --> 01:38:08.159 and so like, But I excel because I have leg 2252 01:38:08.279 --> 01:38:11.800 strength for days, and so I could do this great. 2253 01:38:11.920 --> 01:38:14.439 I could do one hundred ammocan lifts. Sure you're burning 2254 01:38:14.520 --> 01:38:15.359 your shit out, but like. 2255 01:38:15.479 --> 01:38:19.239 Whatever thirty pound ammo can Yeah, like okay, cool I 2256 01:38:19.359 --> 01:38:19.680 gotta do. 2257 01:38:20.159 --> 01:38:20.359 Yeah. 2258 01:38:20.359 --> 01:38:22.680 You gotta throw a grenade, get it where it needs 2259 01:38:22.720 --> 01:38:25.920 to go. Cool, cool, cool, awesome. Man, you throw me 2260 01:38:26.039 --> 01:38:27.199 though on a three mile run? 2261 01:38:27.359 --> 01:38:30.359 Like, why that sounds miserable? 2262 01:38:30.399 --> 01:38:32.560 It is because the marine thing is miserable. But the 2263 01:38:32.640 --> 01:38:34.600 Marine Corps goes out of their way to make things 2264 01:38:34.640 --> 01:38:37.239 as miserable as humanly because it must be. 2265 01:38:37.800 --> 01:38:41.239 We we simply must and marines, well, it's it's the 2266 01:38:41.279 --> 01:38:43.359 way we're built though, like we we are. 2267 01:38:43.680 --> 01:38:45.680 Are you a built like that? Were you like I'm 2268 01:38:45.680 --> 01:38:48.319 gonna join the Marines because I'm built like a fucking truck. 2269 01:38:48.720 --> 01:38:51.000 No, like how I joined the Marine Corps. No, No, 2270 01:38:51.159 --> 01:38:52.079 he knew what he wanted. 2271 01:38:52.239 --> 01:38:54.239 I told my dad, I said I'm gonna join. I'm 2272 01:38:54.239 --> 01:38:55.640 gonna join the Air Force. And he's like, that's fine. 2273 01:38:55.640 --> 01:38:57.359 You can join the Air Force, you can join the Navy. 2274 01:38:57.520 --> 01:38:59.720 You will not join the Army or the Marines. And 2275 01:38:59.720 --> 01:39:01.399 I said Roger that, Dad, I don't even want to. 2276 01:39:01.880 --> 01:39:03.960 Yeah, I want that for my children to if you 2277 01:39:04.039 --> 01:39:07.039 do join, we're going space force or none of it. 2278 01:39:08.199 --> 01:39:08.800 I couldn't make it. 2279 01:39:08.880 --> 01:39:12.800 And I was like, but I mean literally, the Marine 2280 01:39:12.800 --> 01:39:15.439 Corps is chosen to get shipped on NonStop. 2281 01:39:15.479 --> 01:39:18.359 And there's a reason. It's like that fighting pit bull, right. 2282 01:39:18.479 --> 01:39:20.399 You keep them chained up, you keep them cold and 2283 01:39:20.520 --> 01:39:23.039 barely fed and miserable, just so that whenever you do 2284 01:39:23.159 --> 01:39:25.880 have to let him off the chain, he does despicable 2285 01:39:25.960 --> 01:39:28.359 things and then you bring him back home and give 2286 01:39:28.399 --> 01:39:28.800 him a boat. 2287 01:39:28.880 --> 01:39:31.159 I think we're fantastic. I don't know what you're talking about. 2288 01:39:31.439 --> 01:39:35.279 I think sure, But like the Army gets treated different 2289 01:39:35.319 --> 01:39:39.119 the Air Force gets treated like they're human beings, you know, 2290 01:39:39.760 --> 01:39:40.239 Is it true? 2291 01:39:40.279 --> 01:39:42.119 Okay, I guess you would know better than me. Is 2292 01:39:42.159 --> 01:39:43.720 it true they get hazard pay for being on the 2293 01:39:43.760 --> 01:39:44.680 same base as marines. 2294 01:39:44.800 --> 01:39:48.840 Yes, yes, it's not hazard pay. It is unlivable conditions, 2295 01:39:49.560 --> 01:39:51.000 unlivable conditions. 2296 01:39:53.640 --> 01:39:56.720 Like the most bougie barracks. 2297 01:39:57.439 --> 01:39:59.000 Yes, if they ever have to go to a Marine 2298 01:39:59.039 --> 01:40:01.600 Corps bas in state like a school or something. Last 2299 01:40:01.640 --> 01:40:04.279 I heard they still did. And it's because it's like 2300 01:40:04.359 --> 01:40:05.439 sub living in. 2301 01:40:07.039 --> 01:40:07.720 Pensacola. 2302 01:40:07.840 --> 01:40:11.159 Right, So you have mostly Navy because it's a Navy 2303 01:40:11.199 --> 01:40:15.119 a Navy air station, but then you also have Air 2304 01:40:15.199 --> 01:40:16.880 Force and you have Marines on the same base. 2305 01:40:17.760 --> 01:40:20.560 I don't know, and the Air Force, the Air Force 2306 01:40:20.680 --> 01:40:21.880 was getting hazard pay. 2307 01:40:22.199 --> 01:40:24.319 They wouldn't talk to any of us. Of course, they're 2308 01:40:25.079 --> 01:40:27.199 getting hazard pay on that base even though it was 2309 01:40:27.199 --> 01:40:29.520 a Navy base, because they're Marines also living on the base. 2310 01:40:30.840 --> 01:40:33.000 That is violent, vile creatures. 2311 01:40:33.760 --> 01:40:37.079 And you guys actually had to wear uniforms everywhere. You 2312 01:40:37.119 --> 01:40:39.159 could not wear cities out in town because you guys 2313 01:40:39.199 --> 01:40:41.399 had taken over the toys r US and held it 2314 01:40:41.479 --> 01:40:42.720 hostage using NERF guns. 2315 01:40:43.399 --> 01:40:44.920 There was that situation. 2316 01:40:45.479 --> 01:40:47.119 What a wonderful time to be alive. 2317 01:40:47.239 --> 01:40:48.520 I want to forget about. 2318 01:40:49.039 --> 01:40:50.880 I was like, the Marines did what? 2319 01:40:52.000 --> 01:40:55.479 Yeah, it was right before I got there. The Marines 2320 01:40:55.520 --> 01:40:57.479 they went in, they opened all the NERF guns and 2321 01:40:57.520 --> 01:41:01.079 they held the like they held the toys. Are us hostage? 2322 01:41:01.119 --> 01:41:04.680 And I was like, they were so drunk they probably 2323 01:41:04.680 --> 01:41:05.319 don't remember it. 2324 01:41:05.439 --> 01:41:06.039 I promise it. 2325 01:41:07.840 --> 01:41:10.720 I was like baffled because I was like, how come 2326 01:41:10.760 --> 01:41:11.840 the Marines never get to like. 2327 01:41:15.399 --> 01:41:15.800 Downtown. 2328 01:41:16.079 --> 01:41:17.960 When I was stationed in d C, we couldn't wear 2329 01:41:17.960 --> 01:41:20.800 our uniforms in town. We had to wear khakium polo everywhere. Right, 2330 01:41:20.960 --> 01:41:25.119 But every other branch has representation in and around Washington, 2331 01:41:25.239 --> 01:41:27.199 d C. Right, They all have their little bases and 2332 01:41:27.199 --> 01:41:29.880 their little ceremonial groups whatever. The Marines were the only 2333 01:41:30.000 --> 01:41:32.640 fucking ones that were kicked off of every college in DC, 2334 01:41:32.840 --> 01:41:33.680 of which there's eight. 2335 01:41:33.640 --> 01:41:37.479 By the way, I was there. 2336 01:41:37.720 --> 01:41:40.920 I don't know, I have no idea, but as there 2337 01:41:41.079 --> 01:41:43.760 was there was a few bars throughout the city. Also, 2338 01:41:43.840 --> 01:41:47.680 that's specifically Marines, which you look at at E three 2339 01:41:47.760 --> 01:41:49.840 in the Army coming from Fort Meyer, and you look 2340 01:41:49.880 --> 01:41:52.680 at it from the Marine Corps. The haircuts are the scene. 2341 01:41:52.720 --> 01:41:54.479 But somehow they knew that who we were. 2342 01:41:54.800 --> 01:41:58.279 Okay, it was a whole thing, I feel like because discrimination, 2343 01:41:58.520 --> 01:41:58.800 thank you. 2344 01:41:59.000 --> 01:42:00.920 Yeah, but we also cast some. 2345 01:42:02.600 --> 01:42:05.720 Yeah I bet. But the Marines, you're smarter and you're strong. 2346 01:42:05.960 --> 01:42:09.199 The Army they're dumb. But they're strong, but they're dumb. 2347 01:42:10.119 --> 01:42:13.159 Yeah, the Marines that I served with, I will say this, 2348 01:42:13.359 --> 01:42:15.640 I met some of the most retarded human beings on 2349 01:42:15.680 --> 01:42:16.039 the planet. 2350 01:42:16.039 --> 01:42:17.920 Which I'm convinced you could say that about the military 2351 01:42:17.960 --> 01:42:20.039 in general. Right, I'm convinced their mom and dad were 2352 01:42:20.079 --> 01:42:23.159 brother and sister. But also I met some of the 2353 01:42:23.359 --> 01:42:27.239 most intelligent, genius level human beings. All this in the infantry, 2354 01:42:27.279 --> 01:42:29.920 I my add, it's very that's a very strange litmus test. 2355 01:42:30.560 --> 01:42:32.920 But yeah, yeah, some people. 2356 01:42:32.760 --> 01:42:34.760 Joined they're like I'm going to infantry, though, Like some 2357 01:42:34.800 --> 01:42:37.000 people are like die hard, like this is what I'm doing. 2358 01:42:37.079 --> 01:42:39.079 One of our boys was a teacher, Like he actually 2359 01:42:39.079 --> 01:42:41.279 had a bachelor's degree. He was a teacher in high school. 2360 01:42:41.319 --> 01:42:43.079 And then he joins the Marine Corps and ends up 2361 01:42:43.079 --> 01:42:45.640 in the infantry as an enlisted guy, and it's like, how. 2362 01:42:45.560 --> 01:42:50.560 The fuck is Yeah, screw well. He started with the 2363 01:42:50.600 --> 01:42:52.800 story that his like recruiter lied to him as they 2364 01:42:52.880 --> 01:42:54.680 all do. But then he was like, look, i'ma be honest. 2365 01:42:55.000 --> 01:42:57.720 I plan on going Mustang. I plan on going officer. 2366 01:42:57.800 --> 01:43:00.840 But I believe that if you're going to lead people, 2367 01:43:01.199 --> 01:43:03.159 you need to serve at the lower levels that you 2368 01:43:03.199 --> 01:43:05.600 can understand what you're getting into and all. 2369 01:43:05.720 --> 01:43:07.479 Yeah, he only served one term. He got in. 2370 01:43:07.680 --> 01:43:10.520 Was like, you know what, actually this is bullshit and 2371 01:43:10.760 --> 01:43:12.800 I could go be a teacher and just make money 2372 01:43:12.840 --> 01:43:13.439 and do my thing. 2373 01:43:13.600 --> 01:43:15.600 So yeah, when I joined the Navy, I was like, 2374 01:43:15.840 --> 01:43:17.319 I will join the Navy. 2375 01:43:17.399 --> 01:43:17.840 That's fine. 2376 01:43:18.159 --> 01:43:21.359 I don't ever want to go on a ship ever, 2377 01:43:21.760 --> 01:43:22.319 and they were like. 2378 01:43:22.680 --> 01:43:25.439 Okay, yeah, that was my big thing too. I never 2379 01:43:25.479 --> 01:43:28.039 never saw it beyond a mew ooh, never to beyond 2380 01:43:28.079 --> 01:43:28.319 a mew. 2381 01:43:28.880 --> 01:43:32.479 We flew five hundred feet off of a ship one time, 2382 01:43:32.640 --> 01:43:35.239 just to like look at it, like look through the windows. 2383 01:43:35.279 --> 01:43:36.800 We're like, oh, there they are, and we waved and 2384 01:43:36.840 --> 01:43:38.760 nobody cared and it was fine. But I did meet 2385 01:43:38.760 --> 01:43:40.279 a marine who did eighteen months on a ship, and 2386 01:43:40.319 --> 01:43:41.479 I was like, that sucks. 2387 01:43:41.720 --> 01:43:43.680 So I have a So the Mews came in to 2388 01:43:43.800 --> 01:43:46.560 Port in Oki a lot, and so like the news 2389 01:43:46.600 --> 01:43:49.199 would come and man, you want to talk about chaos 2390 01:43:50.079 --> 01:43:51.840 up in the island when the Mews came. 2391 01:43:51.960 --> 01:43:54.399 Yeah, it's because they get off. They're like, we're free. 2392 01:43:55.560 --> 01:43:59.560 Yeah. Well, so like we had a so they would 2393 01:43:59.600 --> 01:44:01.760 lock the BA down and that means that we would 2394 01:44:01.800 --> 01:44:03.600 be stuck on I think the longest time was like 2395 01:44:03.640 --> 01:44:06.920 one hundred and two days they locked us in so 2396 01:44:07.039 --> 01:44:09.960 we could go base the base via the transport. 2397 01:44:09.760 --> 01:44:12.720 And that was it and Kanawa mm hmm. 2398 01:44:13.119 --> 01:44:14.960 Yeah, you guys are super locked down then, and so 2399 01:44:15.079 --> 01:44:15.720 that's because. 2400 01:44:15.520 --> 01:44:16.840 You guys kept raping the locals. 2401 01:44:17.600 --> 01:44:18.279 We did not. 2402 01:44:18.560 --> 01:44:22.359 The upper enlisted rape the locals, and then we suffered. Well, 2403 01:44:22.359 --> 01:44:23.680 they got to live out in town and got to 2404 01:44:23.720 --> 01:44:26.199 do whatever the fuck they still wanted. So like let's 2405 01:44:26.199 --> 01:44:29.640 be really clear about who was actually raping locals was staff, 2406 01:44:29.680 --> 01:44:32.880 sergeants and above. So they would fuck the rest of 2407 01:44:33.000 --> 01:44:35.159 us and then we would suffer. And we had a 2408 01:44:35.239 --> 01:44:37.359 liquor store on base, and we had an e club 2409 01:44:37.479 --> 01:44:40.520 and like those man you want to talk about go 2410 01:44:40.760 --> 01:44:43.720 through money, Like we did have like any rape cases. 2411 01:44:43.800 --> 01:44:46.359 We had a lot of like hitting cops and shit 2412 01:44:46.479 --> 01:44:48.199 and like you getting drunk and passed now in the 2413 01:44:48.239 --> 01:44:49.279 Capitol building bushes. 2414 01:44:49.439 --> 01:44:52.000 I did that once, So we had a situation where 2415 01:44:52.079 --> 01:44:55.560 we had a staff sergeant like rape like three girls 2416 01:44:55.720 --> 01:44:58.720 in a night raping spree and he. 2417 01:44:58.960 --> 01:44:59.560 They kill him. 2418 01:44:59.560 --> 01:45:00.800 Did they cut to dick Off? 2419 01:45:00.920 --> 01:45:02.039 No, he probably got promoted. 2420 01:45:02.439 --> 01:45:04.680 No, he got put in jail. So we had we 2421 01:45:04.760 --> 01:45:06.640 had to break on our on our base in the 2422 01:45:06.680 --> 01:45:10.159 back and stuff. But like they they locked a sin 2423 01:45:10.319 --> 01:45:13.479 though to appease the Okinawan people. They locked a sin 2424 01:45:13.640 --> 01:45:15.239 and that's why we were locked in for over one 2425 01:45:15.319 --> 01:45:17.439 hundred days. And let me tell you, you went like 2426 01:45:17.680 --> 01:45:20.640 insane because you could only go certain places and our 2427 01:45:20.680 --> 01:45:23.399 bases are really small and like the people, I guess 2428 01:45:23.479 --> 01:45:25.800 now Schwab. Somebody told me that Schwab, now one of 2429 01:45:25.800 --> 01:45:29.079 the cult members has allows females. But Schwab is like 2430 01:45:29.119 --> 01:45:31.760 a dectitude place, like this place is not where you 2431 01:45:31.880 --> 01:45:33.920 want to go, and that's where they put only the 2432 01:45:34.000 --> 01:45:34.840 males up top. 2433 01:45:35.000 --> 01:45:37.560 Don't send their females. They're good God, you're asking for 2434 01:45:37.640 --> 01:45:38.560 horrible shit to happen. 2435 01:45:38.600 --> 01:45:42.039 Next, you know what was whatever? They have really good beaches, 2436 01:45:42.800 --> 01:45:45.079 so then they would not worth it, so like they 2437 01:45:45.119 --> 01:45:47.119 would be able to come down and stuff. But like 2438 01:45:47.279 --> 01:45:49.439 it was a whole thing when it when I was 2439 01:45:49.479 --> 01:45:50.960 in I know, it's changed a lot. A lot of 2440 01:45:51.000 --> 01:45:53.600 my buddies have actually gone back or like even. 2441 01:45:53.479 --> 01:45:55.680 In twenty sixteen when I was in Japan, I was 2442 01:45:55.720 --> 01:45:58.079 in Okinawa and they were like, yeah, so the our 2443 01:45:58.159 --> 01:45:59.760 base is open. I was on the Air Force base, 2444 01:46:00.479 --> 01:46:04.720 like are yeah, They're like we're open. The other bases 2445 01:46:04.840 --> 01:46:06.640 are open. 2446 01:46:07.239 --> 01:46:11.600 Yeah, so something but there non open right, so like they. 2447 01:46:11.520 --> 01:46:13.880 Had just gotten they just reopened, but they were like, 2448 01:46:14.039 --> 01:46:16.159 we're open on restriction basically. Yeah. 2449 01:46:16.239 --> 01:46:18.439 So then so like card, the gold cards were the 2450 01:46:18.479 --> 01:46:21.319 golden tickets. They were allowed to go off. The red cards. 2451 01:46:21.439 --> 01:46:24.840 We were we were fucking stuck and we had curfews 2452 01:46:24.920 --> 01:46:25.479 and all this other. 2453 01:46:25.640 --> 01:46:27.600 But the whole time I was on Kadina, I was 2454 01:46:27.640 --> 01:46:29.079 good to go. I could go back and forth. 2455 01:46:29.159 --> 01:46:29.840 Oh Yeahadina. 2456 01:46:29.840 --> 01:46:31.920 I could go wherever I wanted to m hmm. And 2457 01:46:32.000 --> 01:46:33.039 it was nice because it's huge. 2458 01:46:33.079 --> 01:46:34.880 So like even if we were locked down, which we weren't, 2459 01:46:34.880 --> 01:46:36.720 but like the crew before us had been locked down 2460 01:46:36.720 --> 01:46:37.159 on Kadina. 2461 01:46:37.359 --> 01:46:39.319 It's also Air Force base, so it was probably like 2462 01:46:39.439 --> 01:46:43.239 really way nicer. It was way nice, and it's huge. 2463 01:46:44.680 --> 01:46:44.840 Yeah. 2464 01:46:44.880 --> 01:46:46.319 The chili, Yeah, they have the chili's. 2465 01:46:46.359 --> 01:46:48.600 I used to go there and get Snoopy Scooby snacks 2466 01:46:48.640 --> 01:46:50.159 all the time, which is a shot. It's a type 2467 01:46:50.199 --> 01:46:52.800 of shot. And oh yeah, no I miss I miss 2468 01:46:52.880 --> 01:46:55.720 oak Chilis more than anything in the world. 2469 01:46:56.439 --> 01:46:58.880 It was like there was something about there was something 2470 01:46:58.880 --> 01:46:59.239 about that. 2471 01:47:01.600 --> 01:47:03.720 Did you ever experience talk of rice and cheese? Did 2472 01:47:03.760 --> 01:47:07.840 you ever go to Kintown outside of Camp Hansen? 2473 01:47:08.520 --> 01:47:10.720 So the problem is I had to have a liberty 2474 01:47:10.720 --> 01:47:15.000 buddy to go anywhere we all do, right, I could 2475 01:47:15.119 --> 01:47:18.079 not procure myself a liberty buddy to go anywhere with me? 2476 01:47:18.840 --> 01:47:20.199 What were you not? 2477 01:47:21.720 --> 01:47:25.439 Were you not likable? A fantastic person? 2478 01:47:25.880 --> 01:47:26.239 Thank you. 2479 01:47:28.119 --> 01:47:30.000 Met so I everybody. 2480 01:47:31.399 --> 01:47:34.479 Because I had claimed what I had claimed earlier and 2481 01:47:34.520 --> 01:47:37.439 because I had done an unrestricted report, they basically they 2482 01:47:37.479 --> 01:47:42.359 were like you cry. They're like, you're not You're not 2483 01:47:42.520 --> 01:47:44.880 going to say that I did this. And I was like, well, 2484 01:47:44.920 --> 01:47:46.199 I didn't want to say that it happened in the 2485 01:47:46.239 --> 01:47:46.720 first place. 2486 01:47:46.880 --> 01:47:48.079 You think I want to get to this again. 2487 01:47:48.760 --> 01:47:50.520 But basically they're like, we're not gonna get caught dead 2488 01:47:50.560 --> 01:47:55.000 with you. I understand, friends out when you try to 2489 01:47:55.000 --> 01:47:55.479 do the right thing. 2490 01:47:55.600 --> 01:47:59.840 They actually, so that's okay. My headmate tried to accuse 2491 01:47:59.880 --> 01:48:02.640 me of orchestrating a gang rape when no one touched her. 2492 01:48:02.920 --> 01:48:05.399 And if you're listening to this and you know who 2493 01:48:05.439 --> 01:48:10.319 you are, I fucking hate your soul. But nothing happened. 2494 01:48:10.359 --> 01:48:12.520 We had we got locked in for a typhoon. I 2495 01:48:12.640 --> 01:48:16.239 threw a typhoon party, which was naturally Okay, let me 2496 01:48:16.359 --> 01:48:19.079 just say this. Typhoon parties had been around for decades. 2497 01:48:19.199 --> 01:48:21.479 It was something when I first got to island in 2498 01:48:22.159 --> 01:48:25.000 two thousand and eight that was like a big thing 2499 01:48:25.159 --> 01:48:27.359 that would happen. And I got ushered into the older 2500 01:48:27.399 --> 01:48:29.680 groups that had already been there. They showed me, like 2501 01:48:30.119 --> 01:48:33.239 the ropes, pretty much of what the traditions were. So 2502 01:48:33.359 --> 01:48:35.159 I had been there for a long time at this 2503 01:48:35.319 --> 01:48:38.439 point and not one person had thrown a toga party. 2504 01:48:39.560 --> 01:48:40.199 Typhoon party. 2505 01:48:40.359 --> 01:48:43.000 It's a tokea party, actually, but typhoon party. But it's 2506 01:48:43.199 --> 01:48:45.520 it's a togus we all make we all make bed 2507 01:48:45.560 --> 01:48:47.920 sheet togas and we make them out of whatever, and 2508 01:48:48.000 --> 01:48:48.960 we all get drunk like. 2509 01:48:48.960 --> 01:48:49.680 A frat house. 2510 01:48:49.920 --> 01:48:53.119 Yes, it's a typhoon empty and all the decks are 2511 01:48:53.159 --> 01:48:56.039 allowed to participate. And like so I always cooked breakfast 2512 01:48:56.760 --> 01:48:59.479 for all the decks on like Sunday, most of the time, 2513 01:48:59.720 --> 01:49:01.560 I'd wake up and I would cook a massive amount 2514 01:49:01.560 --> 01:49:03.000 of food for a lot of the people and we 2515 01:49:03.000 --> 01:49:04.199 would all just kind of share in this. 2516 01:49:04.640 --> 01:49:07.600 It was just something to keep us all together. And 2517 01:49:07.760 --> 01:49:09.479 so I threw this party and. 2518 01:49:11.000 --> 01:49:12.439 We had a lot of us. We were all just 2519 01:49:12.640 --> 01:49:14.960 we're hanging out. I mean, we were playing board games. 2520 01:49:15.000 --> 01:49:17.600 We're not doing anything crazy, I guess, not music whatever. 2521 01:49:18.439 --> 01:49:21.920 My headmate had been known to say a lot of 2522 01:49:22.319 --> 01:49:27.840 interesting things about people, and apparently I got drug into 2523 01:49:28.680 --> 01:49:31.640 the first Sargeant's office the following week and they. 2524 01:49:31.600 --> 01:49:33.680 Were like, did you do this? And I was like, yes, 2525 01:49:34.279 --> 01:49:36.039 I threw this party. 2526 01:49:36.159 --> 01:49:39.439 Yes I did these things, and thankfully I didn't get 2527 01:49:39.439 --> 01:49:41.359 in trouble. And he's like, well did you did anyone 2528 01:49:41.439 --> 01:49:42.800 go over? And I was like no. I was like, 2529 01:49:42.920 --> 01:49:47.279 in fact, I made sure that my head door, because 2530 01:49:47.279 --> 01:49:49.920 we had two doors, Yeah, I made sure it was 2531 01:49:49.960 --> 01:49:52.000 back in Jill. Yeah, I made sure it was locked 2532 01:49:52.039 --> 01:49:55.199 the entire time, and like they had a knock to 2533 01:49:55.279 --> 01:49:56.880 be able to come in, because I wanted to be 2534 01:49:57.279 --> 01:50:00.520 ensured that I was the one to open it just 2535 01:50:00.680 --> 01:50:01.840 in case anything. 2536 01:50:01.960 --> 01:50:02.279 Period. 2537 01:50:02.600 --> 01:50:05.159 Mine stayed locked the entire time. All the males knew 2538 01:50:05.199 --> 01:50:08.479 just like we were very careful just in case, you know, 2539 01:50:08.800 --> 01:50:10.640 of anything. And so I had to go in front 2540 01:50:10.680 --> 01:50:12.079 of the first sergeant and I had to talk to 2541 01:50:12.159 --> 01:50:14.760 all these people and they were like, you, we're gonna 2542 01:50:14.760 --> 01:50:16.159 throw you in the brig, blah blah. And I was like, 2543 01:50:16.159 --> 01:50:18.399 I'm gonna be really honest with you. I've been here 2544 01:50:18.439 --> 01:50:21.159 almost four years and I threw this party because this 2545 01:50:21.319 --> 01:50:23.600 is a tradition and this has been a tradition that 2546 01:50:23.720 --> 01:50:25.600 was passed down to me and to other people. And 2547 01:50:25.680 --> 01:50:28.359 though a lot of my friends already eas or like 2548 01:50:28.479 --> 01:50:30.159 you know, or at least got off island or whatever, 2549 01:50:30.600 --> 01:50:32.279 I was like, I felt like it was something like 2550 01:50:32.439 --> 01:50:35.000 we didn't do anything. Nobody was harmed, there was no fistfights, 2551 01:50:35.279 --> 01:50:38.640 nothing was broken, no property damage, like nothing happened. No 2552 01:50:38.680 --> 01:50:41.279 one was called even do they didn't report a since 2553 01:50:41.359 --> 01:50:43.279 so like were just like hanging out. Yeah, I was like, 2554 01:50:43.399 --> 01:50:46.920 so party not yet, So that was that's the whole thing. 2555 01:50:47.079 --> 01:50:50.560 So like it was there's interesting times when like people 2556 01:50:51.319 --> 01:50:53.840 do things that cause others to not be able to 2557 01:50:53.920 --> 01:50:57.319 be taken seriously, and she in particular was one of those. 2558 01:50:57.399 --> 01:50:59.760 And so I almost got in trouble for this quote. 2559 01:50:59.840 --> 01:51:02.319 Un quote gang rape that didn't actually occur. No one 2560 01:51:02.399 --> 01:51:06.239 touched her period and nothing happened, and her her roommate 2561 01:51:06.399 --> 01:51:09.199 was there the entire time. And so it's an interesting 2562 01:51:09.319 --> 01:51:12.439 situation when you have people in any setting, but especially 2563 01:51:12.479 --> 01:51:15.479 the military, that say things that cause to discredit other 2564 01:51:15.560 --> 01:51:17.560 people that have actually experienced trauma. 2565 01:51:17.760 --> 01:51:20.199 So, yeah, that is a hot button trigger for myself 2566 01:51:20.439 --> 01:51:21.239 in and of itself. 2567 01:51:22.079 --> 01:51:25.319 Yeah, we didn't have anything like that. We had we 2568 01:51:25.439 --> 01:51:26.159 had a captain. 2569 01:51:26.600 --> 01:51:27.760 Uh, it's different for us. 2570 01:51:28.000 --> 01:51:31.720 So we had a captain, she whose husband was a 2571 01:51:31.800 --> 01:51:35.399 major and she was stationed at the Pentagon. He was stationed, 2572 01:51:35.439 --> 01:51:37.880 i want to say, in North Carolina. Every time he 2573 01:51:37.920 --> 01:51:40.359 would go in deployment, she would go on a fuck 2574 01:51:40.399 --> 01:51:43.600 anything that moves spree. Her husband would get back from deployment, 2575 01:51:43.720 --> 01:51:45.479 she would hand over the list of names of who 2576 01:51:45.560 --> 01:51:47.800 she had betted, and then he would go out of 2577 01:51:47.840 --> 01:51:51.000 his way to ruin their lives. This happened, Yeah, this 2578 01:51:51.119 --> 01:51:54.600 happened like three times. She's on repeat to like multiple 2579 01:51:54.640 --> 01:51:55.279 different marines. 2580 01:51:55.720 --> 01:51:56.439 One of my buddies. 2581 01:51:56.520 --> 01:51:59.159 Finally, because he was somebody who knew how to fight 2582 01:51:59.239 --> 01:52:03.079 the good fight got it brought up good and long 2583 01:52:03.119 --> 01:52:07.159 story short, the colonel at the time who we didn't 2584 01:52:07.199 --> 01:52:08.479 have like a base general. 2585 01:52:08.560 --> 01:52:09.560 We had a base colonel. 2586 01:52:10.000 --> 01:52:12.880 And he was also one of the founding members of 2587 01:52:12.960 --> 01:52:16.800 MARSK and he had no no see he I thought 2588 01:52:16.840 --> 01:52:19.199 he was a solid guy. He knew what the score 2589 01:52:19.399 --> 01:52:21.960 was and still tried to fuck my buddy over until 2590 01:52:22.079 --> 01:52:24.600 he threatened to go public and publish this paper, which 2591 01:52:24.600 --> 01:52:28.840 he ended up doing, and although it would have exonerated himself, 2592 01:52:28.960 --> 01:52:33.119 it would have saved the colonel's career and he because 2593 01:52:33.119 --> 01:52:34.920 of the way it all shook out, if he went down, 2594 01:52:35.079 --> 01:52:36.720 the colonel was also going to go down because he 2595 01:52:36.760 --> 01:52:38.600 knew what was happening and he turned a blind eye 2596 01:52:38.640 --> 01:52:41.079 to it, or he could exonerate himself and also save 2597 01:52:41.119 --> 01:52:44.880 the colonel's career. So he ended up keeping his mouth shut. 2598 01:52:45.000 --> 01:52:46.960 Once he got out, he published the paper and now 2599 01:52:47.000 --> 01:52:50.159 that colonel is not in anymore. So, like it was 2600 01:52:50.760 --> 01:52:52.359 very very discussing situation. 2601 01:52:52.520 --> 01:52:53.920 But that's a horrible thing to do. 2602 01:52:54.279 --> 01:53:00.079 Yeah, kick everybody out, put them all out. So you 2603 01:53:00.159 --> 01:53:02.359 know I say that, But like I married somebody, like 2604 01:53:02.880 --> 01:53:03.920 I met my husband and Navy. 2605 01:53:04.159 --> 01:53:06.720 So Timmy Fair, my ex husband of like twelve years, 2606 01:53:06.800 --> 01:53:09.319 was a Marine Corps. Yeah, in the Marine Corps two 2607 01:53:09.359 --> 01:53:12.159 for a long time. So it's okay, it is what 2608 01:53:12.279 --> 01:53:12.479 it is. 2609 01:53:13.359 --> 01:53:15.319 So, Danielle, I don't know what you had planned on 2610 01:53:15.439 --> 01:53:18.640 talking about this episode. I'm sure you had like a 2611 01:53:18.760 --> 01:53:20.960 thing that you wanted to go on about, but here 2612 01:53:21.039 --> 01:53:22.640 we are. We just we just made this a whole 2613 01:53:22.800 --> 01:53:24.680 veteran you know what title. 2614 01:53:24.720 --> 01:53:25.479 It just kind of fun. 2615 01:53:25.600 --> 01:53:28.119 We're just gonna title it like vet. 2616 01:53:28.000 --> 01:53:29.720 Bs veterans talking shit. 2617 01:53:29.920 --> 01:53:31.560 Yeah, indeed, that's what we did. 2618 01:53:32.199 --> 01:53:34.319 But uh, I mean we talked about Epstein a little bit. 2619 01:53:34.560 --> 01:53:35.840 We did for like five seconds. 2620 01:53:35.880 --> 01:53:36.159 We did. 2621 01:53:36.600 --> 01:53:37.520 We talked about other things. 2622 01:53:37.640 --> 01:53:39.359 We hit on some conspiracy. 2623 01:53:40.279 --> 01:53:42.680 Yeah, it was conspiratory. You know. 2624 01:53:42.960 --> 01:53:46.079 I guess people will want to listen to our veteran. 2625 01:53:45.840 --> 01:53:49.359 Bullshit, but like, you know, maybe although like those guys, 2626 01:53:49.600 --> 01:53:50.880 I have been wanting to have you back on the 2627 01:53:50.880 --> 01:53:52.680 show for a while, especially now that Raven Lee is 2628 01:53:52.720 --> 01:53:53.159 the co host. 2629 01:53:53.199 --> 01:53:55.000 I was like, oh God, these two are gonna fucking 2630 01:53:55.079 --> 01:53:55.760 hit it off. 2631 01:53:56.159 --> 01:53:58.439 So I've got some crazy things I'm about to come 2632 01:53:58.479 --> 01:53:59.920 out with, So I'll have to come back. 2633 01:54:00.279 --> 01:54:02.439 Yeah, yeah, we'll have to schedule again for like another 2634 01:54:02.760 --> 01:54:04.239 like in like two weeks. We'll have you back on. 2635 01:54:04.399 --> 01:54:05.920 So we can actually talk conspiracies. 2636 01:54:06.159 --> 01:54:07.720 Yeah, I don't know if you don't want to listen 2637 01:54:07.720 --> 01:54:09.960 to this episode because we're just talking bullshit about it, I. 2638 01:54:09.960 --> 01:54:12.079 Feel like you'd be surprised. I feel like you'd be surprised. 2639 01:54:12.439 --> 01:54:15.079 Actually, I think people are curious about our lives, Like 2640 01:54:15.079 --> 01:54:17.039 we don't talk about our lives that often, so like 2641 01:54:17.159 --> 01:54:18.520 this might be fun, no doubt. 2642 01:54:18.880 --> 01:54:20.640 So for anybody who would like to see all of 2643 01:54:20.680 --> 01:54:22.640 your content, hit you up on the socials or whatever, 2644 01:54:22.680 --> 01:54:24.479 please give yourself all the shameless plugs. 2645 01:54:24.600 --> 01:54:25.560 Where can people find you? 2646 01:54:26.119 --> 01:54:27.560 I hate this part because I'm like, I don't even 2647 01:54:27.600 --> 01:54:28.159 know where to find me. 2648 01:54:29.399 --> 01:54:32.479 Just please, Yeah, I'm uh. So you can listen to 2649 01:54:33.000 --> 01:54:35.000 my podcast anywhere you get podcasts, or if you want 2650 01:54:35.039 --> 01:54:35.479 to watch. 2651 01:54:35.319 --> 01:54:37.239 It, which is more boring, but some people like it. 2652 01:54:37.560 --> 01:54:39.800 I don't. But you could do that on YouTube and 2653 01:54:39.880 --> 01:54:44.199 rumble And I'm on Instagram and TikTok. Maybe not for long, 2654 01:54:44.279 --> 01:54:46.840 but I'm on Instagram for sure at Rabbit dot Hole 2655 01:54:46.920 --> 01:54:49.000 podcast and I will answer you if you send me 2656 01:54:49.000 --> 01:54:50.319 a message, I'll do it. 2657 01:54:50.560 --> 01:54:54.159 There we go, So thank you for coming on this episode. Danielle. 2658 01:54:54.319 --> 01:54:55.800 We really are gonna have to have you back on 2659 01:54:56.039 --> 01:54:57.760 I'm hoping like in the next month or two so 2660 01:54:57.880 --> 01:54:59.600 we can like get into whatever the hell we were 2661 01:54:59.640 --> 01:55:00.399 sp again. 2662 01:55:00.760 --> 01:55:01.560 We'll do it in March. 2663 01:55:02.239 --> 01:55:02.760 We'll try again. 2664 01:55:02.880 --> 01:55:04.720 Yeah, I'll reach out to you, like this time. We're 2665 01:55:04.720 --> 01:55:06.079 gonna be very serious. 2666 01:55:05.800 --> 01:55:08.359 And like not talk about veter and shit, We're not 2667 01:55:08.359 --> 01:55:10.039 gonna be very serious, but we'll talk about something. 2668 01:55:10.119 --> 01:55:12.840 There we go for ane of the good cult members listening. 2669 01:55:12.840 --> 01:55:13.880 If you would like to get your start in the 2670 01:55:13.920 --> 01:55:15.560 buying and selling and trading of gold and silver, bully 2671 01:55:15.600 --> 01:55:17.000 and then go to link of the description below to 2672 01:55:17.079 --> 01:55:19.680 cocsilver dot com. When you fill out your informational homeboy 2673 01:55:19.720 --> 01:55:21.000 Wayne Clark will be the one to reach out to 2674 01:55:21.039 --> 01:55:23.359 you and get you squared away. 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And we 2744 01:57:49.560 --> 01:57:51.079 thank you for everybody's already gone and done so. 2745 01:57:51.640 --> 01:57:54.479 And with all of this being said, this was another 2746 01:57:54.560 --> 01:57:57.920 beautiful episode of the Cult of the Conspiracy and I 2747 01:57:58.000 --> 01:57:58.720 am the Cajun Night. 2748 01:57:58.800 --> 01:58:01.439 I'm ravingly and one very import extreaming by 2749 01:58:01.479 --> 01:58:03.279 The piece of Information needs you to learn just as 2750 01:58:03.359 --> 01:58:06.640 soon as humely possible, light that