1 00:00:00,480 --> 00:00:09,599 Speaker 1: In your name, lie nation, twill rival races from their birth, 2 00:00:12,320 --> 00:00:20,199 one the mastery to gain the younger over the elder rage. 3 00:00:23,000 --> 00:00:27,039 This is taken from the twenty fifth chapter of Jonas. 4 00:00:28,719 --> 00:00:33,399 It's the story of the tomb he saw and Jacob. 5 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:37,679 And you might sing as you read it that here 6 00:00:37,799 --> 00:00:41,799 is a woman who drove birth to two boys. And 7 00:00:41,960 --> 00:00:46,520 one came first covered in hair, and then one came 8 00:00:46,560 --> 00:00:50,320 out so smooth he had no fair. One was called 9 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:53,679 Esau and one was called Jacob. That's how it stole. 10 00:00:55,200 --> 00:01:00,240 But that is not the story. We are told. The 11 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:09,280 first man Adam, and then the second man Adam. The 12 00:01:09,359 --> 00:01:17,719 first man Adam became a living being. The second Adam 13 00:01:18,359 --> 00:01:27,640 became a light giving spirit. It was not the spiritual 14 00:01:28,359 --> 00:01:34,519 that was first, but the physical and then the spiritual. 15 00:01:37,319 --> 00:01:44,480 This tween is separated in time between two distinct birds, 16 00:01:44,680 --> 00:01:52,760 stretching over centuries thousands of years. Has nothing to do 17 00:01:52,879 --> 00:01:55,359 with two little boys who came out within a matter 18 00:01:55,519 --> 00:02:01,560 of minutes of each other. This is he though, this 19 00:02:01,799 --> 00:02:04,799 outer garma that I am wearing, and it's covered with 20 00:02:05,120 --> 00:02:09,080 here all over, may not be obvious to the eye. 21 00:02:10,080 --> 00:02:13,039 But put it under the microscope, and it's covered with 22 00:02:13,240 --> 00:02:18,560 here all over the other is true. You cannot see him, 23 00:02:18,759 --> 00:02:24,840 his spirits, he is with hidden. He comes second, but 24 00:02:25,000 --> 00:02:29,080 he is destined to be the ruler over the first 25 00:02:29,719 --> 00:02:36,840 or the other. This is called the first man Adam. 26 00:02:36,960 --> 00:02:41,680 And what you cannot see, which must be born of everyone, 27 00:02:42,479 --> 00:02:46,159 is the second man, who is the lord from heaven, 28 00:02:47,400 --> 00:02:51,360 and he is destined to be the ruler. And this 29 00:02:51,560 --> 00:02:55,639 which thou seemingly is the ruler, will move under compulsion 30 00:02:55,719 --> 00:03:00,159 to fulfill athy wish and the command of the in 31 00:03:00,199 --> 00:03:06,199 a man. These are the two. So in your limbs 32 00:03:07,240 --> 00:03:15,240 lie nation trains rival races from their birth, one the 33 00:03:15,439 --> 00:03:24,680 masteriss of games, the younger over the elderly. In a 34 00:03:24,759 --> 00:03:30,599 practical sense, here I stand before you and reason because 35 00:03:31,240 --> 00:03:35,240 what is right or what is real to me? And 36 00:03:35,319 --> 00:03:41,360 my sense is confirming there is something within that is 37 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:46,240 not born, that must be born, that will take over 38 00:03:46,479 --> 00:03:52,000 and not allow reasons and senses to think. What is 39 00:03:52,159 --> 00:03:56,360 petual and therefore real and the only reality in my world. 40 00:03:57,319 --> 00:04:01,680 I find myself behind the eight ball, and I would 41 00:04:01,800 --> 00:04:04,120 like to be and I link it. But here the 42 00:04:04,199 --> 00:04:10,520 outer man tells me it's impossible. It transis there's something 43 00:04:10,599 --> 00:04:14,159 in me that is cleaning for recognition, cleaning to be born, 44 00:04:14,560 --> 00:04:17,800 that it could take over and rule this outer man. 45 00:04:18,600 --> 00:04:24,000 And actually they point that is the second atom. The 46 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:29,480 second atom is called Christ in the Bible. The first 47 00:04:29,560 --> 00:04:34,240 atom is whatever your name is that you refund you 48 00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:37,720 when it's called that outer person. That is the first atom. 49 00:04:39,319 --> 00:04:42,920 Now I am here to tell you of both albums. 50 00:04:42,959 --> 00:04:46,800 You're quite familiar with. The first atom, the one that 51 00:04:46,839 --> 00:04:49,360 you clean in the morning, the one that you feed, 52 00:04:49,720 --> 00:04:53,279 the one that well you'll cling with you. That is 53 00:04:53,319 --> 00:05:01,000 the first atom. Eventually the second atom will be born. 54 00:05:02,279 --> 00:05:06,959 He cannot be seen by mortal eyes. He cannot be 55 00:05:07,000 --> 00:05:12,959 seen even by the mid level of your being. He 56 00:05:13,040 --> 00:05:16,680 is seen only in the death of being, his spirits, 57 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:24,800 pure spirit. That being is your own wonderful human imagination. 58 00:05:27,240 --> 00:05:34,319 The eternal body of man is the imagination that is 59 00:05:34,519 --> 00:05:44,879 God himself, the divine body Jesus. We are his members, 60 00:05:44,879 --> 00:05:49,360 because we are His members, one body. You can say, 61 00:05:49,399 --> 00:05:56,199 the whole vast world is the solidity of God, God 62 00:05:57,000 --> 00:06:02,720 talking to God. The whole bath world is your selfful style. 63 00:06:03,439 --> 00:06:09,439 There is nothing but you in the world. Here is 64 00:06:09,480 --> 00:06:19,759 this divine unity that rebuilds itself in multiplicity. In well, 65 00:06:19,759 --> 00:06:24,319 call it divisions in fragmentation, but they're only members of 66 00:06:24,399 --> 00:06:29,480 the one body. And that one body you are. Or 67 00:06:29,480 --> 00:06:32,040 when you say you don't say you are, you say 68 00:06:32,399 --> 00:06:38,120 I am. Be still and know that I am God 69 00:06:38,439 --> 00:06:42,959 as the being. Now, before the second Man is born 70 00:06:43,319 --> 00:06:48,000 in you, you can become aware of him and begin 71 00:06:48,199 --> 00:06:53,399 to exercise his power, the power that one day you 72 00:06:53,439 --> 00:07:00,360 will completely exercise and huntedly exercise the outer Man, muster 73 00:07:00,600 --> 00:07:07,759 him in your body. There are two beings, two races, 74 00:07:07,959 --> 00:07:12,120 and they are rival races from their birth. Yet I 75 00:07:12,240 --> 00:07:18,759 tell you one will prevail, one will become the reigning power, 76 00:07:19,120 --> 00:07:23,240 and that one comes second is the second Man, who 77 00:07:23,319 --> 00:07:28,519 is the Lord from heaven. He doesn't come first, he 78 00:07:28,680 --> 00:07:33,439 comes second, and he's completely unknown by the world. When 79 00:07:33,439 --> 00:07:37,759 he comes, you recognize he is your own true identity. 80 00:07:38,519 --> 00:07:41,240 You thought yourself prior to this to be the thing 81 00:07:41,319 --> 00:07:46,600 that you are wearing, the outer God covered in hair. Well, 82 00:07:46,800 --> 00:07:50,360 really you are the one hung the seat within that being. 83 00:07:51,279 --> 00:07:55,399 And that one is the Lord of the universe. Now 84 00:07:55,399 --> 00:07:59,879 how do I know it by testing him? I know 85 00:08:00,120 --> 00:08:05,040 it from experience. Here I stand in the world and say, 86 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:07,879 everything is against me, against what I would like to be, 87 00:08:09,480 --> 00:08:12,560 and reason tells me that I could not be what 88 00:08:12,639 --> 00:08:15,800 I want to be, or I could not I be 89 00:08:15,879 --> 00:08:18,600 very practical. A lady in the audience would like to 90 00:08:18,639 --> 00:08:22,120 dispose of a home that all hers. It's her home, 91 00:08:24,079 --> 00:08:27,720 but they tell her reason, tells her money is scarce, 92 00:08:29,519 --> 00:08:33,200 that you can't postify the money because well, it is 93 00:08:33,240 --> 00:08:39,080 expensive to raise money. I'm speaking to her, but to Paul, 94 00:08:39,759 --> 00:08:42,840 she has a home. Maybe you don't have a home. 95 00:08:43,440 --> 00:08:45,960 Maybe you have the need of a job, and they'll 96 00:08:45,960 --> 00:08:48,879 tell you jobs are scared. As they tell her money 97 00:08:48,919 --> 00:08:51,639 is scarce. It's a good home. I know the home. 98 00:08:53,559 --> 00:08:58,759 It's in the thousand dollars brackets. She could work seventy 99 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:01,440 five thousand dollars for it now if he would take it, 100 00:09:01,440 --> 00:09:04,600 but he knows it worth more. They'll rezone the neighborhood 101 00:09:05,519 --> 00:09:07,799 in that I live on the street, so I know 102 00:09:07,919 --> 00:09:12,840 it well. And the whole thing is now allowed to 103 00:09:12,919 --> 00:09:17,919 go up well nine ten stories and their only individual 104 00:09:17,960 --> 00:09:23,480 home style. She wants to unknoad it because she lives 105 00:09:23,519 --> 00:09:27,240 in one unit. She has two, and hears his eight 106 00:09:27,320 --> 00:09:29,879 loom and he lives alone. Her son, who has his 107 00:09:29,960 --> 00:09:33,320 own home, whole apartment for her sake, he will sleep 108 00:09:33,399 --> 00:09:36,679 there so plain weight where he is in his own place, 109 00:09:37,200 --> 00:09:39,360 but yet the comfort her he comes and steeps there. 110 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:42,080 He doesn't want to do there, and she doesn't want 111 00:09:42,120 --> 00:09:46,279 to do that. But he rambled in eight rooms, I 112 00:09:46,519 --> 00:09:49,360 told her, and I will tell her over and over 113 00:09:49,480 --> 00:09:53,720 and over. So that is how often, Lord, how often 114 00:09:53,799 --> 00:09:58,679 must I do it? Till seventy nine seven? You cannot 115 00:09:58,799 --> 00:10:04,519 sleep in your place printically and in your imagination, in 116 00:10:04,639 --> 00:10:08,960 that state until the souls of it. If I were 117 00:10:09,039 --> 00:10:13,159 dispose of that home tonight, I would see elsewhere, even 118 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:17,279 though I haven't found my permanent or seeming permanently, for 119 00:10:17,440 --> 00:10:21,799 nothing as permanent here, I will still seat elsewhere in 120 00:10:21,879 --> 00:10:24,480 my imagination, as though I still he took a vacation, 121 00:10:24,679 --> 00:10:28,440 having sold, and I thought all the home that my 122 00:10:28,600 --> 00:10:31,720 husband built for me. It was the home that he 123 00:10:31,759 --> 00:10:35,960 had built. Now that it is my home. But in 124 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:39,720 spite of all the memories I have unknoed it, and 125 00:10:39,799 --> 00:10:42,759 I think of it now. This is a sequet. When 126 00:10:42,759 --> 00:10:46,399 the beam within you begins to a whis, you realize 127 00:10:46,440 --> 00:10:50,960 things though you old as he thinks from a sax. 128 00:10:52,799 --> 00:10:57,519 Thinking of it doesn't make it real. Thinking from it 129 00:10:57,600 --> 00:11:02,600 makes it real. You have to actually think from the 130 00:11:02,679 --> 00:11:06,519 state desired, and think of the state that you don't want. 131 00:11:07,320 --> 00:11:09,639 You can think of it forever. What you must think 132 00:11:09,879 --> 00:11:13,080 from what you want in this world. She has to 133 00:11:13,159 --> 00:11:17,399 actually sleep this night in a state which allows her 134 00:11:17,440 --> 00:11:21,759 to think out the home that she formly occupied for 135 00:11:22,120 --> 00:11:26,559 almost well say, during on eighteen years where it was built. 136 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:30,360 It was their home, and now she doesn't own it. 137 00:11:30,759 --> 00:11:34,919 She had unloaded it, so he thinks of it. I'm 138 00:11:34,919 --> 00:11:37,360 not from it. It's all the difference in the world 139 00:11:37,399 --> 00:11:41,720 between thinking from what you want. I'm thinking of what 140 00:11:41,759 --> 00:11:45,279 you want. I can think of the state from now 141 00:11:45,320 --> 00:11:48,759 to the age of time and never realize it. Let 142 00:11:48,799 --> 00:11:52,759 it begin tonight to think from it. Don't ask yourself 143 00:11:53,039 --> 00:11:58,159 how it happened, through whom it happened. Just let me 144 00:11:58,320 --> 00:12:03,200 think from it. Because the being who was thinking from 145 00:12:03,240 --> 00:12:07,279 it is that second man. He has all the power 146 00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:09,600 in the world. He is defined in Scripture as the 147 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:14,240 power of God and the wisdom of God. He has 148 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:17,399 all that it takes to divide, all the means necessary 149 00:12:17,720 --> 00:12:21,440 to unload that place in the immediate presence. If you 150 00:12:21,639 --> 00:12:26,360 think from instead as all I am telling you this 151 00:12:26,519 --> 00:12:29,639 from my own person experience, I am telling you this 152 00:12:30,279 --> 00:12:34,240 from my family. The experience I will pose an audience, 153 00:12:34,279 --> 00:12:37,039 no matter how vast it is, I would defy anyone 154 00:12:37,120 --> 00:12:40,440 to rise in the audience and tell a story where 155 00:12:40,519 --> 00:12:45,200 they were more behind a financial out ball than my 156 00:12:45,600 --> 00:12:52,039 very very large, but perfectly wonderful family. We had no mind, 157 00:12:52,799 --> 00:12:55,960 We had no wonder who we could turn to borrow money. 158 00:12:57,120 --> 00:13:00,759 Not before the family. I did have a father, in 159 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:05,200 some wonderful way stumbled upon this wonderful thing. The only 160 00:13:05,279 --> 00:13:08,159 book in this world that you readly knew but reading 161 00:13:08,279 --> 00:13:12,159 you was the Bible. I've never point over any other 162 00:13:12,240 --> 00:13:15,639 books in our house. But he knew the Bible, and 163 00:13:15,720 --> 00:13:20,240 in some peculiar way, he actually stumbled upon this secret. 164 00:13:20,759 --> 00:13:24,720 My rather victor, who now runs all the ventures, he 165 00:13:25,039 --> 00:13:28,639 stumbled upon it at a very tender age. And they 166 00:13:28,720 --> 00:13:33,120 do lose it. And they applied it there sung before birth, 167 00:13:33,240 --> 00:13:36,639 because he was not born in them, but before he 168 00:13:36,759 --> 00:13:39,480 is born. The thing jumps in the mother's womb. You 169 00:13:39,559 --> 00:13:43,639 almost feel its presence. I know in my own case, 170 00:13:44,080 --> 00:13:49,840 when my daughter but conceives, and the joy the son 171 00:13:50,000 --> 00:13:55,440 of putting my hand upon my wife's summer and feals life. 172 00:13:55,480 --> 00:13:58,600 And something is not yet born, but it's a lion 173 00:13:59,440 --> 00:14:02,759 and knew something sick there, and it was put fun 174 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:05,799 just to put your head. It moves out over here, 175 00:14:06,320 --> 00:14:09,559 and moved oneself. And when she would say, he's over 176 00:14:09,559 --> 00:14:11,559 here and I forget it not and he hits shoot, 177 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:14,759 I'm telling you, it's the sea there and it's moving 178 00:14:14,879 --> 00:14:18,720 all over. Because he talked to me, and she gave 179 00:14:18,799 --> 00:14:21,559 me her name. She told me all about herself and 180 00:14:21,639 --> 00:14:24,879 the lovely little girls. It's about or maybe four or five, 181 00:14:26,039 --> 00:14:29,519 a sweet little thing, massive curl. When she was born, 182 00:14:29,639 --> 00:14:32,639 she looked like guaranty, not a hair on her head, 183 00:14:33,200 --> 00:14:37,320 fat aways, so unlike the child I saw or when 184 00:14:37,399 --> 00:14:40,200 he was poor. He would the enbottoment of what I 185 00:14:40,399 --> 00:14:43,679 saw to be. And I would put my hand and feel, 186 00:14:43,720 --> 00:14:46,759 there's something not yet born. But you can feel it 187 00:14:46,799 --> 00:14:49,559 now to you, you can feel the presence or get 188 00:14:49,679 --> 00:14:56,200 something in you for in your lying lie nacience. Twins 189 00:14:56,519 --> 00:15:02,559 rival races from their birth, the masterish of game, the 190 00:15:02,840 --> 00:15:08,519 younger or the error reigned. The something in you is 191 00:15:08,600 --> 00:15:12,200 being born. It will come out when it comes out. 192 00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:15,240 It is the Jesus Christ of scriptures, who is the 193 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:21,440 god of the universe. Now learn to exercise in before 194 00:15:21,600 --> 00:15:26,000 he is born. I tell you you are all imagination. 195 00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:32,519 Man is all imagination, and God is man and exist 196 00:15:32,759 --> 00:15:36,879 in us and we in him. The eternal body of 197 00:15:37,000 --> 00:15:42,919 man is the imagination, and that is God himself, the 198 00:15:42,919 --> 00:15:49,080 divine body that he called Jesus, and we are his members, 199 00:15:49,320 --> 00:15:56,240 because too is one body, diversified, a unity to men. 200 00:15:56,960 --> 00:15:59,240 So when you look out of the world, the whole 201 00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:03,080 back world is yourself pushed out. And this is only 202 00:16:03,200 --> 00:16:07,480 a solidoquy, it's a monologue. So the only thing is 203 00:16:07,519 --> 00:16:12,519 simply you and God is talking to God. We are 204 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:16,120 told in scripture the forty second Palm, and be called 205 00:16:16,399 --> 00:16:21,159 unto deep. It is all within us, though above a well, 206 00:16:21,240 --> 00:16:24,080 the strangest person in the world. And you'll think together 207 00:16:24,120 --> 00:16:27,639 a scenhim before. It's only an aspect of your own beings. 208 00:16:28,679 --> 00:16:31,240 And in the blood to that way you are, or 209 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:34,639 he couldn't even be alive. There's only one God. So 210 00:16:34,799 --> 00:16:40,639 the whole back world is man pushed out. Now in 211 00:16:40,679 --> 00:16:46,039 a simple practical way, you simply you know what you want. Well, 212 00:16:47,039 --> 00:16:49,039 as I said to the lady earlier the night, you 213 00:16:49,159 --> 00:16:52,039 don't have to know exactly where you want to live tomorrow. 214 00:16:52,399 --> 00:16:56,039 Having sold the house, there's the only place you're going 215 00:16:56,120 --> 00:17:00,480 to hotels, go to a play's home, go to any place, 216 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:03,960 but you will not be in your place having sold it. 217 00:17:05,279 --> 00:17:08,720 Then you think of your home when you speak tonight. 218 00:17:08,839 --> 00:17:11,799 If you haven't sold it, you're thinking from it, and 219 00:17:11,880 --> 00:17:14,640 you're thinking from it as someone who owns that house. 220 00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:18,759 You can't go on thinking from it and still desiring 221 00:17:18,920 --> 00:17:22,559 to unload it. You must think of it as something 222 00:17:22,599 --> 00:17:25,920 you formally own. The same thing is true of a 223 00:17:26,079 --> 00:17:29,960 job tonight, or your Well, I don't have a job, 224 00:17:30,640 --> 00:17:33,880 you don't have a job. Well, Now still that being 225 00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:36,480 who is not yet born in you, but he is 226 00:17:36,519 --> 00:17:39,359 coming to birth. But before it comes to birth, you 227 00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:42,640 can feel a present. Now, how would I do it? 228 00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:47,079 I've telln here, I see you, I see the room. 229 00:17:47,880 --> 00:17:50,960 Can I put myself on the street by certainly? I can't. 230 00:17:51,759 --> 00:17:55,319 I can tell here and assume that I am standing 231 00:17:55,440 --> 00:18:00,039 on the street and looking at this bloodcurse, and I 232 00:18:00,039 --> 00:18:02,799 don't observe this thing at all, Paul Neville, I have 233 00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:05,759 on the street. I can put myself there and think 234 00:18:05,839 --> 00:18:08,920 of this and see it empty, or see it with 235 00:18:09,079 --> 00:18:13,720 someone standing here. But I am putting myself elsewhere. Now 236 00:18:13,759 --> 00:18:16,000 you can actually put yourself where you want to be, 237 00:18:16,119 --> 00:18:20,839 which when you are there, implies something. Their power is 238 00:18:21,119 --> 00:18:24,720 in what the thing is implying. If I am keeping 239 00:18:24,839 --> 00:18:28,480 elsewhere and thinking of the whole I formerly owned, that 240 00:18:28,799 --> 00:18:32,680 implies that I have sold it. It is no longer mine. 241 00:18:33,680 --> 00:18:37,200 Now you don't have to compromise. I'm not telling her. 242 00:18:37,400 --> 00:18:39,960 Don't compromise. You feel the value of what you say 243 00:18:40,160 --> 00:18:43,920 is or I put yourself there and don't let anyone 244 00:18:44,119 --> 00:18:47,759 as thinks of hers are telling her, this is short. 245 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,960 This is sight that is own. So and then maybe 246 00:18:51,039 --> 00:18:54,279 your husband is holding onto it. He isn't holding on 247 00:18:54,359 --> 00:18:59,680 to it At the advant years in life, they divorced, 248 00:19:00,039 --> 00:19:03,880 So what just happens in this world? After forty odd 249 00:19:03,960 --> 00:19:07,880 years of marriage, he wanted out, and so he got out, 250 00:19:08,559 --> 00:19:14,039 leaving his child. They had two. The daughter died, leaving 251 00:19:14,519 --> 00:19:17,759 two lovely children. But they're taking care of There is 252 00:19:17,759 --> 00:19:21,680 a problem there, it's not a financial problem. And then 253 00:19:21,759 --> 00:19:24,480 someone told her what you see, he is holding onto 254 00:19:24,519 --> 00:19:27,680 it because he build it. Well, it isn't he. Don't 255 00:19:27,759 --> 00:19:33,079 let anyone tell you anything. Be still the forty six songs, 256 00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:40,400 the Takless, Be Still, I know that I am God. 257 00:19:40,920 --> 00:19:45,799 Take that literally, you say, I am that's God. But 258 00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:48,799 as long as the outer man is the reality that 259 00:19:48,839 --> 00:19:51,920 you're taking care of and taking to this one and 260 00:19:51,960 --> 00:19:55,839 this one only, don't be unaware of one who is 261 00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:59,559 coming in, who is second, and the second is going 262 00:19:59,640 --> 00:20:04,039 to raise over all. That second man will come first. 263 00:20:04,839 --> 00:20:08,400 He doesn't come first in apparently he comes at the last. 264 00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:14,000 So the first is physical and not spiritual. But when 265 00:20:14,039 --> 00:20:18,680 the spiritual come, he will rule over the physical. That's 266 00:20:18,680 --> 00:20:21,480 what you're told of the fifteenth chapters of the first 267 00:20:21,599 --> 00:20:26,160 Chapter or the first Letter of Corinthians. There's not two 268 00:20:26,359 --> 00:20:29,880 distinct means. And the first is only a living being. 269 00:20:30,640 --> 00:20:33,839 The other is a life giving First, it gives life 270 00:20:34,279 --> 00:20:36,839 to the thing that it occupies, It makes it become alive. 271 00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:42,599 This is only a breathing, living organism. That's all that 272 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:45,559 it is. And so I I don't know this body 273 00:20:45,559 --> 00:20:47,839 when I get up in the morning, but there's something 274 00:20:47,880 --> 00:20:50,279 in it that just came back from the depth of 275 00:20:50,279 --> 00:20:55,200 my own being, which was myself, my essential being. That 276 00:20:55,519 --> 00:20:58,319 is the being of whom I speak night after night. 277 00:20:58,359 --> 00:21:03,160 Here last night I said to myself, come let us go. 278 00:21:03,480 --> 00:21:07,279 I'm talking to myself. It's a soliloice. And now the 279 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:10,640 video where all of a sudden my head became the 280 00:21:10,720 --> 00:21:17,880 most fantastic vibrante, And did I travel through eternity but 281 00:21:18,119 --> 00:21:22,079 all in my head? Soon after scene after scene, and 282 00:21:22,119 --> 00:21:26,240 I'm talking to myself. I know it myself. But here 283 00:21:26,319 --> 00:21:30,519 is my death, the death of my being, and the 284 00:21:30,640 --> 00:21:35,400 surface being went for a rival under compulsion. I moved, 285 00:21:35,440 --> 00:21:38,119 knowing that I am the very bee who is taken over. 286 00:21:39,200 --> 00:21:43,759 And soon after scene all was impossible to describe the 287 00:21:43,920 --> 00:21:47,279 beauties that are in so for all when you actually 288 00:21:47,319 --> 00:21:50,720 know that you're one. This being within me is the 289 00:21:50,920 --> 00:21:54,720 very being called God, called Jehovah, called the Lord Jesus 290 00:21:54,839 --> 00:21:58,640 Christ in scriptures. The day he will come, he will 291 00:21:58,759 --> 00:22:03,200 actually literally be born, and the symbolism of his birth 292 00:22:03,240 --> 00:22:06,279 you on to it. You will be told in a 293 00:22:06,279 --> 00:22:08,559 month from now all the churches will tell it about 294 00:22:08,599 --> 00:22:12,359 a little child being born. That is not the true story. 295 00:22:12,680 --> 00:22:16,839 It is you, that second man, but a wig. It 296 00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:19,759 is already the reality within you. It's only a wig. 297 00:22:20,720 --> 00:22:27,599 And when he awakes, you are born from the boot loop, 298 00:22:28,000 --> 00:22:31,920 which is self involved. And although you come after the 299 00:22:31,960 --> 00:22:36,079 physical appearance of yourself, it was before that the world was. 300 00:22:37,599 --> 00:22:40,720 You're told it kill me after he comes in second 301 00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:43,640 moves kill the sos mood. You can't even see him 302 00:22:44,480 --> 00:22:49,000 called in the beginning Josop. Yes, you see the Esau. 303 00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:51,880 You don't see the Jacob. But I'm telling who that 304 00:22:52,000 --> 00:22:55,960 Joseph is, and that Jocoph is simply a Poeseraphy are 305 00:22:56,000 --> 00:22:57,920 the one who is coming and coming and coming and 306 00:22:57,960 --> 00:23:01,519 finding is born. Then he had called it means the 307 00:23:01,759 --> 00:23:06,200 Lord is salivation, and that Lord who is salivating is 308 00:23:06,240 --> 00:23:11,079 your own wonderful human imagination. But at that moment it's wrong, 309 00:23:11,720 --> 00:23:16,640 and you can trust it implicitly by saying, here, put 310 00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:21,119 myself in London, what's wrong with death? When if you 311 00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:23,200 have any money, you'll say, so, what does it matter? 312 00:23:23,400 --> 00:23:29,440 I'm in London, and suddenly things will rearing themselves, and 313 00:23:29,640 --> 00:23:32,759 I will be compelled, whether I can afford the time 314 00:23:33,759 --> 00:23:36,640 or the money, I'll be compelled to make the journey 315 00:23:36,920 --> 00:23:39,200 and it will be perfectly all right. You'll be done. 316 00:23:39,920 --> 00:23:44,480 I am speaking from experience. Don't treat it lightly, because 317 00:23:44,519 --> 00:23:47,440 you're going to make the journey and it may not 318 00:23:47,599 --> 00:23:51,079 be convenient for you, because you're tempting yourself. Who is 319 00:23:51,119 --> 00:23:53,880 the Lord? If you either trust it now or you 320 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:56,640 test it and your finally will happen at a moment 321 00:23:56,680 --> 00:24:00,000 when you least expect it, and it is not convenient, 322 00:24:00,559 --> 00:24:04,519 but to go anyway, you'll be under compulsion to make 323 00:24:04,559 --> 00:24:10,039 the trip. Do your financials. What's wrong with money? Is 324 00:24:10,039 --> 00:24:13,119 there anything wrong with having money? Having enough to pay 325 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:17,920 all your expenses with leftover seed the clouds? But check 326 00:24:18,000 --> 00:24:20,599 up all the things left over, and they're twelve back 327 00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:24,119 gets left. You didn't stop its film. You'd thought it 328 00:24:24,240 --> 00:24:29,079 was what two fish and five little body leaves, and 329 00:24:29,160 --> 00:24:33,880 you took up all these left over so number of things. 330 00:24:34,319 --> 00:24:42,240 After you've done it circles kind knight head, little pouring little. 331 00:24:42,319 --> 00:24:47,680 To the degree you are all imagination tonight, you could 332 00:24:47,720 --> 00:24:51,559 close yourself in anything that you desire. I have done 333 00:24:51,599 --> 00:24:54,880 it with people who are whose profession were simply well 334 00:24:55,240 --> 00:24:59,400 the harlot. But I don't care what a person's profession is. 335 00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:03,880 So she's a so what a friend of mine, not 336 00:25:04,039 --> 00:25:06,440 a cust of mine, not a client of mine, I'll 337 00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:08,440 show you, But a friend of mine, I don't care 338 00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:11,559 what they are. I went one of the most amusing 339 00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:14,680 parties that were given by a very dear close friend 340 00:25:14,680 --> 00:25:17,880 of mine who was a lawyer and he gave it 341 00:25:17,960 --> 00:25:22,799 up all night Christmas Eve. I gave you a huge, 342 00:25:22,799 --> 00:25:27,240 big copper tray. And he had a huge hammer, an 343 00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:33,359 enormous hands, and who invited huge clients. He was a 344 00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:38,799 criminal lawyer. All the pick pockets in the world are there. 345 00:25:39,920 --> 00:25:44,680 And he said to me tonight everything is easier. You 346 00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,759 could put all the diamonds in the world never in 347 00:25:47,839 --> 00:25:51,880 your pocket. Where do anything not once? He'll be taken 348 00:25:52,000 --> 00:25:56,039 here tonight under my room. All these are my clients 349 00:25:56,319 --> 00:26:00,640 to served time in Paris, in London, in Germany, depending 350 00:26:00,680 --> 00:26:03,759 all the jails of the world, and I am their lawyer. 351 00:26:04,559 --> 00:26:09,079 I get them out. One fella says the moon, he says, 352 00:26:09,119 --> 00:26:14,880 and what is your racket? I said, I teach the 353 00:26:14,880 --> 00:26:19,160 word of God, and he began to smile. One introduced 354 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:22,160 himself to me as Benny the Brahm. He got about 355 00:26:22,160 --> 00:26:26,319 twelve aliases, but this one would Ny the Brahman at 356 00:26:26,319 --> 00:26:30,359 the moment, something else, five minutes, thirty something else, and 357 00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:33,839 one would call the doctor one of the most amusing evenings. 358 00:26:34,319 --> 00:26:38,359 But hey evening, I told me. One was a professional 359 00:26:38,359 --> 00:26:42,160 fief and not ashamed of it. That was the concept 360 00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:46,160 of life right went through his space. I could dream, 361 00:26:46,279 --> 00:26:49,279 and I wondered what answer did Gill do to bring 362 00:26:49,279 --> 00:26:52,839 me here? But Gill is a friend of mine, and 363 00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:56,160 he said, now this would read the amused never and 364 00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:58,240 so he invited me this night, And here I came 365 00:26:58,279 --> 00:27:01,880 to this party, and who wanted gone through all the jails, 366 00:27:01,920 --> 00:27:06,559 not only of our country but all over Europe. So 367 00:27:06,680 --> 00:27:10,519 I'm not criticizing anyone. That's their profession. So that's their profession. 368 00:27:10,839 --> 00:27:13,839 I am not yet to change anyone but the early 369 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:19,240 one how to use Jesus Christ within them, because the 370 00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:23,359 true bloom between them to Jesus Christ, and he forgives 371 00:27:23,400 --> 00:27:27,119 all the fugsus to being in the world. They're all 372 00:27:27,279 --> 00:27:30,519 parts payed by one being. Because this is a soliloquy, 373 00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:35,160 I'm telling you, the whole thing is a monologue. God 374 00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:38,640 is playing all the thought, every part in the world. 375 00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:43,519 So he is the accuser and the accused, the thief 376 00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:46,519 and the one who was robbed, and nobody is robbing 377 00:27:46,559 --> 00:27:51,599 anyone but himself, but they don't know it. So here, 378 00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:55,119 as I've told her, the being of whom I speak 379 00:27:55,440 --> 00:28:00,279 is my own wonderful human imagination, and they that I 380 00:28:00,319 --> 00:28:02,559 want it to be other than what I am, or 381 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:06,480 to be thought to possess other than what I do profess. 382 00:28:06,799 --> 00:28:11,039 I would not ask anyone's favor, anyone's permission, I would 383 00:28:11,079 --> 00:28:17,400 appropriate it. My mood attracts it's diffinity. It doesn't create 384 00:28:17,519 --> 00:28:20,400 what it attracts for all that's done, the whole thing 385 00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:25,880 is done, but affects what I assume. So my mood 386 00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:29,400 attract it's affinity. So what would a feeling you like this? 387 00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:31,920 But I named it? What with the feeding? You like? 388 00:28:32,039 --> 00:28:34,359 If I would now the man that I would like 389 00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:39,680 to be, I catch that mood and it attracts it's dibnity. 390 00:28:39,799 --> 00:28:43,119 Because everything in the world is I don't care what 391 00:28:43,200 --> 00:28:46,279 it is, a tear, it's already done. The last is 392 00:28:46,319 --> 00:28:49,240 already done. Everything is done. I am only drawing together 393 00:28:49,279 --> 00:28:52,200 like a magnet through my move. So I catch the move. 394 00:28:52,720 --> 00:28:54,680 That's all I'm going to catch. I'm going to catch 395 00:28:54,680 --> 00:28:57,279 a move that would imply that I am already the 396 00:28:57,319 --> 00:28:59,880 person that I would like to be. And I sustain 397 00:29:00,119 --> 00:29:02,720 that moved and then it grows it like a magnet 398 00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:07,519 and objectifies it on the screen of face. That is 399 00:29:07,559 --> 00:29:10,640 the thing who is coming into your world, and that 400 00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:14,720 being is God realizing the entire sect of his world 401 00:29:15,519 --> 00:29:19,759 to outpicture the mood, and you can assume any mood 402 00:29:19,880 --> 00:29:23,720 in the world. Now, only two things in scriptures I 403 00:29:23,759 --> 00:29:27,799 can search. Scripture displeases the being of whom I see, 404 00:29:28,559 --> 00:29:32,319 and one is that of faith in I am He, 405 00:29:33,119 --> 00:29:36,920 that the fundamental thing of the world is to lack 406 00:29:37,119 --> 00:29:42,599 faith in I am He. And the second is eating 407 00:29:42,640 --> 00:29:47,160 of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. This 408 00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:50,000 is good and that is evil. But all you have 409 00:29:50,079 --> 00:29:53,519 to do is to put yourself in the position of 410 00:29:53,599 --> 00:29:57,119 the opponents. And what you think is evil, he is 411 00:29:57,200 --> 00:30:01,640 thinking is good. What you think is good, His thinking 412 00:30:01,680 --> 00:30:04,480 is evil. You take a war if you want to 413 00:30:04,519 --> 00:30:09,839 dramatize it and take your life. Feel as Americans that 414 00:30:10,599 --> 00:30:15,640 it was an evil thing that any opponent would try 415 00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:18,720 to do to us. And he is thinking that it's 416 00:30:18,799 --> 00:30:21,160 evil what we are trying to do to him. Allow 417 00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:25,799 good and evil the tree of knowledge. Only two things 418 00:30:25,839 --> 00:30:31,039 in the entire blobs we are told of things the Lord, 419 00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:35,279 and one is the lack of faith that I am heed. 420 00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:37,960 And the second one is the eating of the tree 421 00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:42,880 of knowledge of good and evil. Now you will have 422 00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:46,480 an ethical code. Certainly I have an ethical code. And 423 00:30:46,599 --> 00:30:49,960 the more I know that the world is myself pushed out. 424 00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:55,839 The more I become incapable of hurting myself, I now 425 00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:59,880 find the golden rules so easy to abide by, because 426 00:30:59,920 --> 00:31:02,240 I wouldn't want it done to me, and here is 427 00:31:02,279 --> 00:31:04,440 my very self, So I can't do it to him, 428 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:08,359 because you really isn't another He's myself. You thought off, 429 00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:10,000 I think that would I like it done to me? 430 00:31:10,119 --> 00:31:13,240 Mean is this little thing? And then suddenly you realize 431 00:31:13,279 --> 00:31:16,200 that little thing here isn't confined. Here is the whole 432 00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:20,039 beast world. Do not unto others what you would not 433 00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:23,119 want them to do unto you. But then the whole 434 00:31:23,200 --> 00:31:28,079 vast world becomes yourself, and you don't hurt anyone as 435 00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:31,119 he is born in you. You find the whole bast 436 00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:35,880 world is one being, and everyone is simply in communication 437 00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:40,680 with you. Because if you're talking to yourself calls upon 438 00:31:40,799 --> 00:31:46,400 deed and God. Inner silty is talking to God. So 439 00:31:46,519 --> 00:31:50,400 all things, by a law divine in one another's beam ingle. 440 00:31:51,119 --> 00:31:54,519 Therefore I celtrate you, and therefore all I have to 441 00:31:54,559 --> 00:31:57,440 do is the becerns concern only with what I want 442 00:31:58,160 --> 00:32:01,079 in this world, without hurting only, and it can of 443 00:32:01,119 --> 00:32:04,759 trates opening because of all myself pushed out, and all 444 00:32:04,799 --> 00:32:06,640 that can be used to aid the birth of what 445 00:32:06,759 --> 00:32:09,720 I am assuming will be used without their knowledge, without 446 00:32:09,759 --> 00:32:14,039 their consent. I don't need their consent. It will all 447 00:32:14,119 --> 00:32:18,400 happen me. I get you. You are the being spoken 448 00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:22,799 of in scripture as the Lord Jesus Christ, you other 449 00:32:22,839 --> 00:32:27,880 being spoken of as God. Begin to be losing, but 450 00:32:28,079 --> 00:32:32,000 long before it is born. May I tell you you 451 00:32:32,039 --> 00:32:34,880 can feel it, just as I felt the little body 452 00:32:35,119 --> 00:32:39,960 something in my wife's room. I could put my hand. 453 00:32:39,960 --> 00:32:43,119 And if you're marriage and you've had the joy of 454 00:32:43,519 --> 00:32:46,160 being a father or being the joy of a mother, 455 00:32:46,319 --> 00:32:49,319 you know what I'm talking about. When that first is 456 00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:52,720 a sign of life affairs. And then she tells you 457 00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:58,279 I'm breagnant. I think she feels like and she has 458 00:32:58,359 --> 00:33:01,720 kipping me up, and you're become curious and put the hand. 459 00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:05,680 All of a sudden, there is it's a kick, and it's 460 00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:08,319 kicking over here, and you go from place to face 461 00:33:08,359 --> 00:33:12,599 feeling their little body kicking. It isn't born yet, but 462 00:33:12,720 --> 00:33:16,519 there's something in you. May I tell you, Before this 463 00:33:16,559 --> 00:33:19,119 thing happened to me, I used to feel it in 464 00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:23,400 my head. Oh I couldn't tell you something actually moving 465 00:33:23,519 --> 00:33:28,400 in my head, something alive but moving in my skar. 466 00:33:29,480 --> 00:33:32,599 I could feel it. And then night after night these 467 00:33:32,599 --> 00:33:34,640 things would happen, but I would sit down in my silence, 468 00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:37,319 and then all of a sudden, something is kicking. It's 469 00:33:37,359 --> 00:33:42,039 in my head. It was my very self. And then 470 00:33:42,119 --> 00:33:45,160 the night that it happened, when I awoke within my 471 00:33:45,200 --> 00:33:49,359 own scar to find myself in tomb. But the two 472 00:33:49,440 --> 00:33:53,559 which is a tomb, was we the womb out of 473 00:33:53,599 --> 00:33:56,559 which I would come. So the second man is the 474 00:33:56,680 --> 00:34:01,039 lord from heaven. And you're told inscription Heaven is within 475 00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:05,160 you with me and above all the same inscripture, and 476 00:34:05,279 --> 00:34:08,880 without and below are the same inscriptures. So the first 477 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:12,519 man is from below, from the womb. A woman comes 478 00:34:12,519 --> 00:34:16,039 out with her all over, and the second man is within. 479 00:34:16,199 --> 00:34:20,840 And it's great. You can't see him, not on this level, 480 00:34:21,400 --> 00:34:24,239 not on all the other levels, only in the depth 481 00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:28,679 of your being. When you see him, he's got same supure. 482 00:34:29,519 --> 00:34:33,440 That's so bean. And then humanity gathered together a single 483 00:34:33,519 --> 00:34:38,360 bean standing before you. And you know who's standing there. 484 00:34:39,440 --> 00:34:44,320 It is your son, humanity symbolized as dating and it 485 00:34:44,440 --> 00:34:49,320 calls your father. So this is what I try to 486 00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:52,960 get over night after night after night to tell you 487 00:34:53,039 --> 00:34:56,679 before the birth takes place, the act for birth, you 488 00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,239 can see that his presence, and you can prove the 489 00:35:00,320 --> 00:35:04,119 power and the wisdom of this being by exercising it. 490 00:35:04,920 --> 00:35:07,360 What would the feeling be like? Would it truth that 491 00:35:07,480 --> 00:35:09,400 I am now the man that I would like to be? 492 00:35:10,000 --> 00:35:13,360 What would it be like? For? Then, dare to assume 493 00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:16,800 the feeling that it is so, and trust this presence 494 00:35:16,920 --> 00:35:21,840 impasily to make itself, and it does it. No power 495 00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:25,280 in the world can stop it. If you have all 496 00:35:25,320 --> 00:35:28,000 the opposition in the world, it makes no difference whatsoever. 497 00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:31,760 Don't look at opposition, don't look at anything. They're simply 498 00:35:31,880 --> 00:35:34,400 the end and the aim of what you want. He 499 00:35:34,559 --> 00:35:36,840 has the wisdom to do it and the power to 500 00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:39,840 do it. If it takes all the thing into the 501 00:35:39,840 --> 00:35:43,239 world to pull them together, they will, because the whole 502 00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:46,519 bad world is intermingled. You take everyone and put it 503 00:35:46,559 --> 00:35:50,920 together and make it conform to what is necessary for 504 00:35:51,159 --> 00:35:54,000 that which you've assumed that you are to be born 505 00:35:54,199 --> 00:35:59,880 in this world. And when you see it, what sildom? 506 00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:07,000 What release from this bondage into which we deliberately defend 507 00:36:07,039 --> 00:36:11,559 it to curse our power to exticize our power that 508 00:36:11,639 --> 00:36:15,280 we could actually unto the world of death. I've overcome it, 509 00:36:16,760 --> 00:36:23,639 overcome then, and I tell you the things I could, 510 00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:27,679 And you're sometimes so embarrassing even to talk about them 511 00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:34,360 because of fighting people who have certain ethical codes, certain 512 00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:38,079 moral codes, and they no think I am encouraging them 513 00:36:38,119 --> 00:36:40,360 to go out and violate their own moral code. And 514 00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:43,960 I wouldn't want that ever. But what is right and 515 00:36:44,039 --> 00:36:46,320 wrong here isn't right and wrong in the depth of 516 00:36:46,320 --> 00:36:50,920 your being at all? It one being. What is right 517 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:53,719 here wrong here? When you go into the depth of 518 00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:57,639 your beings and it's all one grandly wonderful, cree ative acts, 519 00:36:58,400 --> 00:37:02,800 it isn't wrong at all. Is sheer ecstasy in the 520 00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:07,039 depth of your being. And after he is born within you, 521 00:37:07,039 --> 00:37:12,679 your Knight become joy, just joy, and you can completely 522 00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:17,679 abandon yourself. May I tell you no pay whatsoever, as 523 00:37:17,679 --> 00:37:21,559 the consequence is you ask within yourself to take me now, 524 00:37:23,239 --> 00:37:25,480 and then all of a sudden starts in your head, 525 00:37:26,480 --> 00:37:29,960 And what afraid of what a joy is in store 526 00:37:30,039 --> 00:37:35,599 for you? Surprise after surprise after surprise, the reason the time, 527 00:37:36,719 --> 00:37:40,239 and if all you for you are talking to yourself, 528 00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:45,679 we still upon your own base and communicate yourself is 529 00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:51,639 called heart inscriptive best self. And I sure you don't 530 00:37:51,639 --> 00:37:56,760 be afraid you will not depart in some violent manner. 531 00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:01,480 How would I tell you you'll go, man, you're go insane 532 00:38:01,800 --> 00:38:04,800 or you might burst a blood. That's so don't believe it. 533 00:38:05,679 --> 00:38:07,280 Not a thing it's going to have happened to you. 534 00:38:07,360 --> 00:38:11,320 Just let yourself go. If you feel it coming on, 535 00:38:11,440 --> 00:38:14,480 don't be afraid. Be not afraid that you tell who 536 00:38:14,519 --> 00:38:17,679 else chriptions. Don't be afraid why because the being who 537 00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:23,239 is going to do it is yourself. I got to 538 00:38:23,280 --> 00:38:28,320 build enjoy, looking forward to the experience of the night, 539 00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:34,719 night after night after night. And some things would make 540 00:38:34,840 --> 00:38:38,079 no sense whatsoever on this plane. So you don't discuss it. 541 00:38:38,199 --> 00:38:42,199 Why talk about it? Because there aren't words even to 542 00:38:42,199 --> 00:38:45,039 touch him? How can you clothe it? It doesn't make sense, 543 00:38:45,880 --> 00:38:48,800 and you're only going to disturb if you do bring 544 00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:52,760 it back. So Paul says he heard things in that 545 00:38:52,880 --> 00:38:57,159 third heaven of his own deeds that were unlawful to Otter. 546 00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:02,639 It isn't that they're unlawful to but how would you 547 00:39:02,719 --> 00:39:05,639 find words to close? And how could you in some 548 00:39:05,760 --> 00:39:09,599 way describe them that would make sense to the rational line. 549 00:39:09,639 --> 00:39:13,400 So just don't talk about it. You simply leave it, 550 00:39:13,559 --> 00:39:18,039 just until someone arise at that point and together, even 551 00:39:18,079 --> 00:39:27,199 though par on this level theirs mind, you are now 552 00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:31,320 in the presence of two seeming to and one is 553 00:39:31,360 --> 00:39:35,239 taken over some birth. He was the first Adam, that's 554 00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:38,599 the outer man, that's rational, and we go to school 555 00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:44,239 to become more and more rational, and then comes something 556 00:39:44,440 --> 00:39:47,880 turning with endom. He comes last of all, he's the 557 00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:52,360 last Adam. And when he comes, he's called the second. 558 00:39:52,880 --> 00:39:56,519 But the second will ring over the elder or the first. 559 00:39:57,360 --> 00:40:02,480 Their first is political and a second is skirted, and 560 00:40:02,599 --> 00:40:05,039 the spirit will be bored in you and he will 561 00:40:05,079 --> 00:40:08,280 take over completely. And when people tell you it's impossible, 562 00:40:08,440 --> 00:40:12,119 you don't even listen to it. Well, you're concern. Nothing 563 00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:16,840 is impossible, and you are must stop using the word God, 564 00:40:17,760 --> 00:40:28,039 because his name is I Am. Nothing is impossible the whole. Well, 565 00:40:28,079 --> 00:40:32,239 then don't take any balance. You know what you want, 566 00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:34,599 and the world will say to you, well, I saw 567 00:40:34,679 --> 00:40:37,400 him grow when he didn't have anything, and I saw 568 00:40:37,480 --> 00:40:40,360 him grow. But if you took his history you would 569 00:40:40,400 --> 00:40:44,880 find a most normal, natural unfolding of that picture. And 570 00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:48,239 they will say the means and give all said it 571 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:51,960 to the means employed, not knowing that you were dreaming 572 00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:55,639 all along, and the means simply were drawn by a 573 00:40:55,719 --> 00:41:00,239 Timothy they'll moves, and therefore when it outfitured itself, they 574 00:41:00,440 --> 00:41:05,400 with all credits to the means employ. This one came 575 00:41:05,440 --> 00:41:08,880 into your life at the appropriate moment in time and 576 00:41:09,000 --> 00:41:12,599 made possible just that in the other. Therefore, without then 577 00:41:12,920 --> 00:41:15,599 you wouldn't have this, that, and the other. They don't 578 00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:19,360 know what you were doing in the time, but you 579 00:41:19,559 --> 00:41:25,320 know it's all your solilotin your monologue. And because you 580 00:41:25,519 --> 00:41:27,559 in interpenet go wof you doing in the world, they 581 00:41:27,559 --> 00:41:29,960 had to come when they came to play the part 582 00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:33,400 that they played, because you were faithful to a mood, 583 00:41:33,880 --> 00:41:39,960 and the mood simply attracted its affinity. Now this is 584 00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:43,280 the imagery. I'm quite sure that all of you've had 585 00:41:43,320 --> 00:41:46,639 the feeling of this inner person, and you can get it. 586 00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:51,079 You will get it before he's born, but you must 587 00:41:51,079 --> 00:41:54,280 have had it. Your head begins to feel like a 588 00:41:54,440 --> 00:41:57,079 pulsing something, and you see the radiance of that beam, 589 00:41:57,599 --> 00:42:01,320 You see the golden liquid light as your golden vapa. 590 00:42:01,960 --> 00:42:06,239 The whole thing becomes liquid light, and that's you a 591 00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:09,280 center of awareness, and everything is gold, and everything is 592 00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:13,000 liquid and its pulsing, and you can feel it long 593 00:42:13,079 --> 00:42:16,400 before you have the actual expreence of being born from 594 00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:20,480 about So don't think you've got to be born in 595 00:42:20,519 --> 00:42:22,719 the way that I've described it in my book in 596 00:42:22,920 --> 00:42:26,400 order to exercise his power. Now you'll feel his presence, 597 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:30,800 and his power is there long before the actual consciousness. 598 00:42:31,159 --> 00:42:38,719 Birds of that being with English now trieth tonight. Try 599 00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:43,840 it every night, try to live by it, for eventually 600 00:42:43,880 --> 00:42:46,519 you want to live by it anyway, because not a 601 00:42:46,639 --> 00:42:49,559 thing in the world will be impossible to you, because 602 00:42:49,599 --> 00:42:53,079 you'll know who you are. But on this level, everything 603 00:42:53,159 --> 00:42:56,599 seems to be impossable. Here. But in this morning's paper, 604 00:42:56,639 --> 00:42:59,119 you wouldn't think a due part could go broke with you. 605 00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:04,760 Who would think a DuPont whose estate runs into buson, 606 00:43:05,559 --> 00:43:11,320 a member of that family could actually go broke? Well, 607 00:43:11,400 --> 00:43:14,480 because of his name and his power. He was trusted 608 00:43:15,039 --> 00:43:19,800 to the cube of something like thirty or forty million dollars, 609 00:43:20,360 --> 00:43:26,440 and then he just declared himself bankrupt a DuPont, So 610 00:43:26,719 --> 00:43:29,480 everything is possible as well. Yes, the rich can go 611 00:43:29,559 --> 00:43:33,800 broke too, and the poor behind the eight balls can 612 00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:37,679 become rich to you. Don't think that's only one or 613 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:41,840 anything is impossible. Not a three is impossible. Those who 614 00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:44,400 have it to day can lose to obey, and those 615 00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:47,079 who have none can get it to day. If you 616 00:43:47,199 --> 00:43:50,400 know who you are now, with all of his minting, 617 00:43:51,679 --> 00:43:56,599 he hasn't found Christ. He hasn't found him. He was 618 00:43:56,679 --> 00:44:01,159 living on the outer man's possession. And that is what 619 00:44:01,639 --> 00:44:04,719 reality was. I tell you, let them take the whole 620 00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:07,480 vast world from you, but don't let them take the 621 00:44:07,639 --> 00:44:11,719 being that is forever their own. Wonderful human imagination can't 622 00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:14,880 take that fromthing. And that thing rebuild if anything in 623 00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:18,039 the world, no matter what it is, take it if 624 00:44:18,079 --> 00:44:22,920 you will, and I'll rebuild it. You want one, could 625 00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:26,760 take the other one too, and I'll rebuild it. Oh 626 00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:29,360 by simply assuming that I am the man that I 627 00:44:29,400 --> 00:44:33,079 want to be. And friends of yours have lost, but 628 00:44:33,199 --> 00:44:36,039 you love them, or rather assume that they have, but 629 00:44:36,280 --> 00:44:39,039 you know that they would like to have, and then 630 00:44:39,079 --> 00:44:43,760 just let the thing go, let them take it. And 631 00:44:43,920 --> 00:44:46,639 this is the being of whom I speak. It's a 632 00:44:46,719 --> 00:44:50,360 divided being in the early stages, but it takes a 633 00:44:50,440 --> 00:44:53,880 long spend between Esau and Jacob. They didn't come the 634 00:44:53,920 --> 00:44:57,440 same night, although you see it in scripture as two 635 00:44:57,519 --> 00:45:00,719 little boys who came out, one holding the feel of 636 00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:05,800 the other. And then the little dialogue between the two boys, 637 00:45:05,840 --> 00:45:11,199 where the one who came first showed his birthright and 638 00:45:11,360 --> 00:45:14,159 sold his blessing to the second one, And you will 639 00:45:14,199 --> 00:45:18,159 think he sus. The boys grew together. The only symbols. 640 00:45:18,280 --> 00:45:20,800 These are symbols of the eternal struggle in the heart 641 00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:23,880 of man. And the one that comes out first as physical, 642 00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:27,519 he knows nothing but the garment that he's wearing. Then 643 00:45:27,559 --> 00:45:30,599 comes the second one and comes at the very things 644 00:45:30,639 --> 00:45:35,440 of the journey. He's called a second man, the Lord 645 00:45:35,519 --> 00:45:40,719 from heaven. But you take a span between Jenesis and 646 00:45:40,840 --> 00:45:44,599 the Gospel will find the entire journey. The journey comes 647 00:45:44,599 --> 00:45:45,239 to its club.