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<v Speaker 1>Can you I think fixed her mic a little bit.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it's something I can't hear it

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<v Speaker 1>as well. Sorry, I just don't want to be.

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<v Speaker 2>The whole Okay, oh boom, there we go.

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<v Speaker 3>Gotcha? All right?

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<v Speaker 4>So you were dating a married couple.

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<v Speaker 1>I love how you openly just say that and then

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<v Speaker 1>skip over it like yeah, like you know, I was

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<v Speaker 1>having a play day and then I just dating this thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Was like I had just I had joined Tinder. I

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<v Speaker 2>was like ready to get back out there. I'd been

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<v Speaker 2>in a relationship for seven years and I wanted to

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<v Speaker 2>try something new. This beautiful.

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<v Speaker 1>So how do you fall into that? Because that's something Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>we all want to try something new, but these are

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<v Speaker 1>are something like an app you want on, like Tinder

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<v Speaker 1>says I'm a couple and I'm willing to Like Tinder.

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<v Speaker 2>I was swiping and then there was a beautiful There

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<v Speaker 2>was a handsome man, and then I kept swiping on

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<v Speaker 2>pictures and then there was a woman, and then there

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<v Speaker 2>was them together, and then I.

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<v Speaker 4>Was like, oh god, I packaged.

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<v Speaker 2>Deal and then I swiped right and then it was

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<v Speaker 2>a match and then we started hanging out.

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<v Speaker 4>Had you ever done something like that?

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<v Speaker 2>Prior to your seven year relationship.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just something You're like, Hey, I'm freshly new

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<v Speaker 1>into something that I'm just diving in.

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<v Speaker 2>I had slept with women before, I'd never been with

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<v Speaker 2>a couple. So were you nervous going in or absolutely?

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<v Speaker 2>Did it just happen like organically once y'all met together? Well,

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<v Speaker 2>we met, well, we went to we had a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of text exchange, exchanges, lots of flirting, lots of videos, pictures,

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<v Speaker 2>and then eventually we went to dinner. That was super

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<v Speaker 2>nervous and.

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<v Speaker 1>You're dating not one, but two people, right, But they

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<v Speaker 1>made me feel really comfortable and they kind of tsation.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, there's two of them.

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<v Speaker 2>They took the lead and were really they were really

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<v Speaker 2>great and we started hanging out and had an amazing

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<v Speaker 2>time together. And somewhere along the line, I reconnected with Mila,

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<v Speaker 2>because even though we had met in that bar, like

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<v Speaker 2>maybe a year and a half or two years before,

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<v Speaker 2>we hadn't really it wasn't like consistent hangouts.

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<v Speaker 1>So it wasn't just from Instagram. You met in person

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<v Speaker 1>and then you saw her Instagram.

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<v Speaker 2>Now we met on I saw her on Instagram. I

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<v Speaker 2>was still with my partner at the time she had

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<v Speaker 2>just had her baby.

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<v Speaker 1>I had my baby, you guys in the same area,

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<v Speaker 1>because that's kind of like is that something like that's

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<v Speaker 1>just weird to me, Like, hey, let's go out now,

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<v Speaker 1>not after you like make the connection.

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<v Speaker 2>Obviously, we had a my friend posted her so like

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<v Speaker 2>so we were.

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<v Speaker 3>Pregnant at the time where we were both pregnant around

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<v Speaker 3>the same time. There's a lot of synergy. There's synergy.

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<v Speaker 3>We have one mutual friend and we're both the first

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<v Speaker 3>pregnant bitches in our crew. You know. It was new

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<v Speaker 3>and I had seen her because we have mutual friends,

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<v Speaker 3>and she had seen me, and we both made like

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<v Speaker 3>you know, Instagram assumptions about each other. I saw she

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<v Speaker 3>got like proposed to at her baby shower. I was

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<v Speaker 3>helig I love this, and I made all these assumptions

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<v Speaker 3>about her. I'm like, look at this beautiful woman, but

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<v Speaker 3>that's what a lot of people do. I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>she got a big ass rock. He looks like an

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<v Speaker 3>African prince, Like where's mine? Yeah, Basically I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>what the fuck, Like I'm not getting engaged to, like

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<v Speaker 3>kind of like on some sad, jealous shit. And then

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<v Speaker 3>I talked to my friend who knew her, and.

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<v Speaker 2>She's like, yeah, she's a beautiful actress.

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like really, and I love the hair flip.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, serious serious in here.

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<v Speaker 3>And then you know, little did I know on the

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<v Speaker 3>other side of not very far away, because we're both

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<v Speaker 3>from the valley, we grew up very very close proximity,

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<v Speaker 3>but never had met each other. She was also, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>seeing me on Instagram making assumptions about me.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, I guess. You know.

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<v Speaker 3>A couple of months later, we had these babies and

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, in her opinion, skinny, I was at

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<v Speaker 3>the Roosevelt with the baby and champagne.

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<v Speaker 2>She just looked like a supermodel just popped out a baby.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, this bitch, Also, where is she?

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<v Speaker 3>And you know, raw, raw, I love it. I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>have that many black friends in the valley. I had

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<v Speaker 3>just moved back from Atlanta, and I was like, who

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<v Speaker 3>the fuck is this? But honestly, in my mind, I

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<v Speaker 3>was like, she's so friend. No, I was like, she's

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<v Speaker 3>so cool, Like it was cool enough to hang out

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<v Speaker 3>with her, and then we went I went out one night.

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<v Speaker 3>At the time, I was still with my baby daddy

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<v Speaker 3>and this beautiful woman like approached me in the line

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<v Speaker 3>at the bar, and I am a very friendly bitch.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm usually the friendly bitch at the bar making the friends,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was just like minding my business and.

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<v Speaker 2>She was like, hello, you have a baby, right, and

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<v Speaker 2>I was like I do, I do? Who are you?

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<v Speaker 2>And then I was like, oh my god, this is

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<v Speaker 2>the bitch from Instagram.

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<v Speaker 3>She's like, I do too, take my number down, let's

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<v Speaker 3>get the girls together on Monday.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you feel like, uh, taken back or you're like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>off for it.

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<v Speaker 2>I was taken back, but I was a little.

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<v Speaker 1>Aggressive, but I also like that you know what you

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<v Speaker 1>want and you're like, you've already again made your assumptions

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<v Speaker 1>enough to be like we're already friends, bitch, like you already.

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<v Speaker 3>Were already know you. I was really happy and I

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<v Speaker 3>was shocked because, like I said, I'm usually the friendly

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<v Speaker 3>bitch making the friends at the bar. And I was like, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>My god, this beautiful woman wants to be a friend

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<v Speaker 2>with me.

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<v Speaker 3>And I made it a really huge point to make

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<v Speaker 3>it to this play day on Monday, even though to

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<v Speaker 3>be completely honest, it wasn't a playdate. Our kids were

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<v Speaker 3>like six and nine months. They couldn't even fucking hold

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<v Speaker 3>their heads up really, and we're like bouncing them around

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<v Speaker 3>like be friends, but really we needed to be friends,

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<v Speaker 3>you know. And it was light and it was surface,

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<v Speaker 3>and we kind of talked. We were in very different situations,

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<v Speaker 3>but kind of just like.

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<v Speaker 4>Are you okay over there?

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<v Speaker 3>And we're like, yeah, you know, not really but not

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<v Speaker 3>really and yeah, year's late. The ego and the ego

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<v Speaker 3>we're all fine. Nice, Oh yeah, everything's great, and yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>A couple of years later, I broke up with my

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<v Speaker 3>then we rekindled kind of at this birthday party, and

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<v Speaker 3>of course I'd heard from a grape vine that they

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<v Speaker 3>had broken up, and then she told me herself, and

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<v Speaker 3>then she told me about this couple. And actually, this

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<v Speaker 3>is the first time I'm hearing that that was your

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<v Speaker 3>like first threesome or your first not my first three,

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<v Speaker 3>but your first couple, your first couple. I didn't know

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<v Speaker 3>that at the time, but I had had a life

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<v Speaker 3>previous to having a baby in a relationship.

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<v Speaker 4>That I were you with the couple too.

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<v Speaker 3>I am a couple, Like a lot of couples asked

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<v Speaker 3>for me A lot of couples.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what about me. A lot of couples

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<v Speaker 2>requested me.

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<v Speaker 3>So when she told me this story, I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>oh my god, like maybe you too. Yeah, I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>oh my god, maybe this bitch is actually like my

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<v Speaker 3>people more than I even thought, Like not only you're

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<v Speaker 3>a mom, you're single now too, And now I know

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<v Speaker 3>you're a spicy bitch just like me, and that really

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<v Speaker 2>And I think.

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<v Speaker 3>Shortly after that birthday party, if it wasn't the same day,

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<v Speaker 3>she was like, listen, I've been listening to a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of podcasts and they're very white, they're very married, and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I didn't listen to podcasts, but I was

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<v Speaker 3>on the internet seeing a lot of very perfect looking,

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<v Speaker 3>white married moms.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, this is not my life. And

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<v Speaker 2>she was like, you want to start a podcast?

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<v Speaker 3>And I was like, oh my god, I feel like like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like we feel like someone chooses you on

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<v Speaker 3>the baseball team at school, like me, it's me me,

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<v Speaker 3>And so I was just like yeah, And then I

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<v Speaker 3>told her, I said, are you going to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>Are you going to be honest? How honest? Are you

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<v Speaker 2>going to be and she was.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, well, I can't get fired. And I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>got me there, and she's like okay, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>sign me up. And because you know, I only have

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<v Speaker 3>like one I have on and off switch, that's really

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<v Speaker 3>what it is.

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<v Speaker 4>So we agreed here there are a hundred. There are

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<v Speaker 4>a hundred.

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<v Speaker 2>That's all I got.

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<v Speaker 3>And so we agreed, and honestly, like that was the beginning,

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<v Speaker 3>and I was so excited. I had told like my

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<v Speaker 3>Erica asked me to do a podcast. She's like, what

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<v Speaker 3>is that. I was like, I don't know, but I

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<v Speaker 3>don't care. I'm sitting to ask you. I'm doing something

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<v Speaker 3>new and fun. And like we didn't really think it

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<v Speaker 3>through very deeply. We didn't think, like, we're starting a

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<v Speaker 3>business together with this bitch, I don't know that much.

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<v Speaker 3>I was just like, we're gonna talk and it's gonna

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<v Speaker 3>be great.

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<v Speaker 2>And then we did.

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<v Speaker 4>We started.

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<v Speaker 3>We had a fucking photo shoot and we started. We

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<v Speaker 3>pushed record one day as a test and that was

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<v Speaker 3>the first episode, and we've kind of really gotten to

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<v Speaker 3>know each other on the mic and we've become best

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<v Speaker 3>friends really on the mic. And it's been like a

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<v Speaker 3>really beautiful journey.

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<v Speaker 4>I love that story. I think it's funny and unique.

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<v Speaker 1>It's because when you think about it in the full

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<v Speaker 1>spectrum of things, is most people, when you get triggered

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<v Speaker 1>by people, or you get attracted to people, whatever, it's

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<v Speaker 1>because it's something inside yourself that's what you're wanting.

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<v Speaker 4>So it's like you both, like you said.

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<v Speaker 1>You were judging her, you were judging her in a

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<v Speaker 1>not in like a bad way, but of like you're

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<v Speaker 1>this life, this whatever, but you were also intrigued and

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<v Speaker 1>made it like gravitated you even more that you both

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<v Speaker 1>didn't really know synergetically of what that meant because y'all

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<v Speaker 1>are both going through the same thing.

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<v Speaker 4>And until you both were the.

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<v Speaker 1>Right place to really receive each other, did it come

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<v Speaker 1>back into full circle to what you beautifully have like

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<v Speaker 1>right now, which is really cool to see it kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like manifests into what it is. Is because there's

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<v Speaker 1>something in both of you that you both needed or

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<v Speaker 1>saw like relatively that made your podcast and your friendship

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<v Speaker 1>work and why it will continue to work is because

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<v Speaker 3>Is because it's who you are and that's authentically beautiful.

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<v Speaker 2>And when I saw her on Instagram, I was jealous

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<v Speaker 2>she almost took weed from a homeless person on the street.

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<v Speaker 1>But that's cool because it's like again, it's the way

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<v Speaker 1>so you you're triggered off of those things. So it

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<v Speaker 1>came into this obviously it worked. How long have you

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<v Speaker 1>guys kind of been going study with like the whole

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<v Speaker 1>Like did you right away start in the podcast like

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<v Speaker 1>boomed or were you doing it kind of testing it before.

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<v Speaker 3>and we said, oh, let's just put this one out

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<v Speaker 3>and we I think the leverage we had is that

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<v Speaker 4>We were just like, no one's listening. Yeah, I guess.

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<v Speaker 2>So we just said everything, said all the things.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you think now because you know people are listening,

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<v Speaker 1>that you're it's shifted the way that you kind of

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<v Speaker 2>Uh not really, not really. I mean there's certain like

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<v Speaker 2>little things every now and then, but we I would

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe, yeah, because that's how I feel like with my podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like the one reason why I love it is

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<v Speaker 1>because it's me being uncensored and I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, it's my opinion. It

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<v Speaker 1>may be taken away to whatever, but it's like, at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of the day, it's still my opinion, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's not to be offensive by any means.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just a conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it seems so freedom in it, you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>I think people appreciate that, Like they the people have

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<v Speaker 2>gravitated towards our show because because we don't say the

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<v Speaker 2>perfect shit, like, we say a lot of shit that

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<v Speaker 2>maybe in ten years I might be like, God, damn,

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<v Speaker 2>what the I mean there's shit we said four years ago.

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<v Speaker 2>Should I said on like last week? Okay, then I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh God, should I have said that? You know, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I don't, I'd be lying if I if I said

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have anxiety sometimes about the things that I.

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<v Speaker 1>Say, because now, you know, people get the lights wrong,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, in the sense where it's like it's hard

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<v Speaker 1>not to kind of say. That's because even people that

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<v Speaker 1>said the craziest thing now is like the next week,

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<v Speaker 1>people are like, no, we can't listen to them, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But I think that it's cool that you guys stick

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<v Speaker 1>with that thing is because that's what's gonna work.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, you know, it's it's authentic to what you guys

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<v Speaker 3>are doing. It's not like a stigma.

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<v Speaker 4>It's who you guys are.

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<v Speaker 2>And nobody's perfect, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, if I even attempted to do that, it would

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<v Speaker 3>be I think that we would have a lot less

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<v Speaker 3>of an audience in a community because the truth of

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<v Speaker 3>the matter is is I'm not a fucking expert. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not a perfect person, and I'm growing all the time

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<v Speaker 3>and I don't claim to be. So you can come back,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, fucking five years from now. And so you

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<v Speaker 3>said this, and I'm like, yeah, I did, it wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>you know. Maybe I changed my mind, maybe I didn't.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, nobody's perfect, and I think people have

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<v Speaker 3>to get used to that.

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<v Speaker 2>And even I've had to get used to it.

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<v Speaker 3>Like there are times where I was just like, oh fuck,

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<v Speaker 3>I said this, But it's obviously been my superpower. You

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<v Speaker 3>know that this is me, this is who I am,

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<v Speaker 3>And I hope that whoever listens understands that, Like you

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<v Speaker 3>can fuck up too good. Mom's bad choices. You know,

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<v Speaker 3>some of the choices are not great, some of them are,

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<v Speaker 3>but all of them are a learning experience, if you're

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<v Speaker 3>consciously trying to grow and being intentional about you know,

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<v Speaker 3>life in general. We're not going to be.

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<v Speaker 2>Perfect, but hopefully we'll get better.

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<v Speaker 1>For sure, you think would be your worst bad choice?

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<v Speaker 4>Don't you made a whole podcast on bad choices? Is

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<v Speaker 4>there one bad choice that stands out more than the other?

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<v Speaker 3>Well? You know, at my in my yearbook, my high

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<v Speaker 3>school twelfth grade quote was no regrets, So I lived

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<v Speaker 3>by that still twenty years. Wad no bad choices.

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<v Speaker 4>There's been bad.

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<v Speaker 3>Choices, but I don't believe in bad choices only because

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<v Speaker 3>even in the bad choices I've grown. You know, if

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<v Speaker 3>had I not made bad choices, I would not have

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<v Speaker 3>be who I wouldn't be who I am.

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<v Speaker 2>As bad as there's growth, there's growth, as long as

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just obitually making habitually making bad choices with no

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<v Speaker 3>you know, with no care, and they don't not harming people.

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<v Speaker 2>I think also, bad choices is relative.

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<v Speaker 4>So then if you've never made a bad choice, and

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<v Speaker 4>why name your bad your podcast?

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<v Speaker 3>Because I think it's to let everyone know that the

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<v Speaker 3>bad choices are relative. What's a bad choice to You

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<v Speaker 3>may not be a bad choice to me, But what

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<v Speaker 3>you think is a bad choice. If you know, I

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<v Speaker 3>went out and went to a sex club and hung

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<v Speaker 3>out all night, and whatever the fuck I did, that

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<v Speaker 3>brung me peace. You may say judge me and think

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<v Speaker 3>it's a bad choice, but for me, it's a good choice.

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<v Speaker 3>And I think people need to sit on that more

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<v Speaker 3>and people need to recognize, like, you know, there's really

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<v Speaker 2>There's light in finding peace with the dark side.

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<v Speaker 3>I think you have to feed your beast, and people

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<v Speaker 3>forget that, like we're all of balance. There's this z

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<v Speaker 3>in this yang of all things. And you know, even

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<v Speaker 3>if I was super perfect, whatever the fuck that means,

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<v Speaker 3>would I be or would I.

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<v Speaker 2>Be craving something?

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<v Speaker 3>You know, like me smoking weed, me drinking tequila, me

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<v Speaker 3>shaking ass, whatever it is I have to do. You

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<v Speaker 3>may think it's bad, but that's what I need to

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<v Speaker 3>do to feed my beast so that on Monday, I

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<v Speaker 3>could show up as an entrepreneur, as a mom, and

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not feeling starved in certain places. If I need

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<v Speaker 3>to fuck, if I need to have a one night stand,

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<v Speaker 3>if I need to do some weird shit, some kinky shit,

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<v Speaker 3>whatever that is, that's what I need to do and

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<v Speaker 3>to me, it's not bad. To you it may be,

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<v Speaker 3>but maybe this podcast and these conversations will really make

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<v Speaker 3>you sit and think, damn, is it a bad choices?

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<v Speaker 1>That's some shit I need to do for sure, And

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<v Speaker 1>always be tied to that and even myself at a

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<v Speaker 1>certain level of like when you know what's next, and

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<v Speaker 1>even doing the podcast whatever, it was like what I

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<v Speaker 1>started to feel in some ways shame in some ways

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<v Speaker 1>things that I was like, But then why And it

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<v Speaker 1>my life that it was other people's shames and judgment

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<v Speaker 1>that was casted on me because of what I was

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<v Speaker 1>because in business, certain doors weren't being open because of

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<v Speaker 1>what I did that and the other that I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day, I'm always going to

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<v Speaker 1>be judged. But if I can't truly authentic, authentically be myself.

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<v Speaker 3>Then what do I have?

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<v Speaker 1>And there is a happy medium to figure out what

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<v Speaker 1>I also know that there is parallels to knowing that

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<v Speaker 1>really liies in what is my truth and knowing that

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<v Speaker 1>it is. And so it's like again but being not judged,

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<v Speaker 1>you didn't do porn. But it's not about a tit

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<v Speaker 1>day like each other. Or I should deserve respect for sure,

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<v Speaker 1>but we all are human. Or it shouldn't be about

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<v Speaker 3>It's about everything.

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<v Speaker 1>You show up as people and who you are as

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<v Speaker 2>You know people will try to make you feel that

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<v Speaker 2>you can attest to this too, just like talking out

425
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<v Speaker 2>loud is so powerful and I'm sure you found a

426
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<v Speaker 2>lot of empowerment too, and talking on the mic and

427
00:17:03.600 --> 00:17:05.680
<v Speaker 2>saying how you feel over and over and over again,

428
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<v Speaker 2>where you're like, no, this is who the fuck I am.

429
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<v Speaker 2>I stand in my truth, like this is it, this

430
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<v Speaker 2>is I intentionally did this. I feel good about it,

431
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<v Speaker 2>you know. And I think that once you start to

432
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<v Speaker 2>kind of really walk in that space, like you're fucking unstoppable.

433
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<v Speaker 2>And that's truly how I feel as a woman at

434
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<v Speaker 2>this point in my life, because because we get to

435
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<v Speaker 2>show up as ourselves every day, that is my fucking job.

436
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<v Speaker 2>I have to sit on the mic and say how

437
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<v Speaker 2>the fuck I feel and you don't have to agree.

438
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<v Speaker 4>Whatever, you don't have to agree, and.

439
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<v Speaker 2>That's cool, and that's the whole point is to have

440
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<v Speaker 2>conversations and so that I can grow and I can

441
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<v Speaker 2>question my ideas and be like do I actually think

442
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<v Speaker 2>that or was something someone tell me that? Is that

443
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<v Speaker 2>really my identity? Or is that what someone told me?

444
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<v Speaker 3>You know?

445
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and a lot of our beliefs are put on us.

446
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<v Speaker 1>But because I think that, and only because of me

447
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<v Speaker 1>doing work myself, is like it's programs that we're conditioned

448
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<v Speaker 1>to believe that work for us and whatever, you know,

449
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<v Speaker 1>society thing is because of how you raised, what you

450
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<v Speaker 1>saw growing up and like you know, your household, and

451
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<v Speaker 1>so it's like programs you think of how you express

452
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<v Speaker 1>or need love and.

453
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<v Speaker 4>Sometimes are toxic and sometimes it's not.

454
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<v Speaker 3>It just needs work.

455
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<v Speaker 1>But it's like what you're trying to show up and

456
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<v Speaker 1>be present with. And I feel like a lot of

457
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<v Speaker 1>people are just wild and all over the place and

458
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<v Speaker 1>just either you know, they think recklessly. A lot of

459
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<v Speaker 1>people are doing things and then they like they get

460
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<v Speaker 1>together because we talked about earlier, like the scraps of

461
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<v Speaker 1>what you think that you deserve. But then you're like females,

462
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<v Speaker 1>we get more emotionally invested, and then we're like, oh fuck,

463
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<v Speaker 1>I like this person, but I really there's a million

464
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<v Speaker 1>red flags and I.

465
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<v Speaker 4>Don't even fucking like this person.

466
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<v Speaker 1>But I'm a female. I'm gonna take care of you

467
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<v Speaker 1>want to fucking Oh my gosh. So it's like it's

468
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<v Speaker 1>like you're cutting yourself to like save.

469
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<v Speaker 2>That's a whole other conversation, save a hope save.

470
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<v Speaker 1>So you said, Okay, from the beginning, you stated a

471
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<v Speaker 1>couple all this stuff. Obviously, time has passed, what is

472
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<v Speaker 1>your dating life currently?

473
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<v Speaker 2>I'm dating, I'm just, I'm just I'm at a point. Now,

474
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<v Speaker 2>there was a time, you know, right after it became single,

475
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<v Speaker 2>I was really like just trying to fuck Like I

476
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<v Speaker 2>was just like, I have had sex with one person

477
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<v Speaker 2>for a long time, So.

478
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<v Speaker 1>Did you use the tender thing for the fucking thing

479
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<v Speaker 1>Yecause that's why the only thing I can't use dating

480
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<v Speaker 1>sites because of who I am. They think it's a catfish,

481
00:19:14.680 --> 00:19:18.000
<v Speaker 1>they think whatever, like people whatever. But I've had girlfriends

482
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<v Speaker 1>I lived like curiously, I'm like, who are you doing?

483
00:19:19.519 --> 00:19:21.680
<v Speaker 1>But she's used it too, only for fucking well. But

484
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<v Speaker 1>some people test to a claim they've found.

485
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<v Speaker 2>I've done both. I've done both. But at that point

486
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<v Speaker 2>in my life, like I really, you know, as a

487
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<v Speaker 2>newly single mom who had been like like this, my

488
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<v Speaker 2>I guess my life kind of blew up a little bit.

489
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<v Speaker 2>And I had been so invested in my relationship I

490
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<v Speaker 2>almost didn't even know how to do it anymore, like.

491
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<v Speaker 3>And I, how do you ride a bike?

492
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<v Speaker 2>I don't know how to do it anymore that you know,

493
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<v Speaker 2>But even the dating app thing felt weird to me

494
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<v Speaker 2>because I'd been a relationship for so long. I was like,

495
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<v Speaker 2>this is like Christian Mingle, Like what the fuck is

496
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<v Speaker 2>this is for old people? Like what is Tinder? Oh

497
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<v Speaker 2>my god, what if someone sees me? But I needed

498
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<v Speaker 2>that you're willing to try. I needed the validation. I

499
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<v Speaker 2>needed the validation. I think a lot of single moms

500
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<v Speaker 2>can understand that feeling too, of like when you're getting

501
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<v Speaker 2>out of a relationship that maybe was toxic, that maybe

502
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<v Speaker 2>wasn't that maybe was abusive, that maybe was whatever it

503
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<v Speaker 2>was that made you feel less than and unfortunately, not unfortunately,

504
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<v Speaker 2>I feel totally actually empowered in it. I needed the validation,

505
00:20:16.279 --> 00:20:18.559
<v Speaker 2>and once I got it, I was like, Okay, yeah.

506
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<v Speaker 1>No shame about it. You needed something you were lacking

507
00:20:21.400 --> 00:20:23.960
<v Speaker 1>for years. You were in a relationship that probably didn't start,

508
00:20:24.079 --> 00:20:26.480
<v Speaker 1>like you know, with for women, it's a long time.

509
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<v Speaker 2>I was starved and I needed to feel full, and

510
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<v Speaker 2>part of that was feeling sexy again. Part of that

511
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<v Speaker 2>was just meeting people and having conversations. I've met a

512
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<v Speaker 2>lot of cool people on dating apps as well. Not granted,

513
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<v Speaker 2>I've also met some wordos. Okay, there's some weird as

514
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<v Speaker 2>niggas out here, okay, but in the world, not even

515
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<v Speaker 2>just locally especially, but generally, I've had pretty decent experiences.

516
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<v Speaker 2>I think maybe I'm a good read of person. I

517
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<v Speaker 2>guess even on the Internet, I don't know. I asked

518
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<v Speaker 2>the right questions.

519
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<v Speaker 4>Okay, you're intuitive. I feel like you're an impath.

520
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<v Speaker 2>I'm so.

521
00:21:00.720 --> 00:21:03.079
<v Speaker 4>I feel like you.

522
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<v Speaker 1>You read a lot of things, like you're very deep

523
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<v Speaker 1>into like feelings.

524
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<v Speaker 2>I am doing. I'm I definitely am. I feel like

525
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<v Speaker 2>i'm My intuition is high. But yeah, dating apps was

526
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<v Speaker 2>something that I feel was like really, people always ask because,

527
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<v Speaker 2>like as a single mom, like how do you get

528
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<v Speaker 2>back into dating? Dating apps? Get on a fucking dating app?

529
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<v Speaker 2>Just don't be embarrassed. Just do it. Go meet somebody,

530
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<v Speaker 2>talk to someone.

531
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<v Speaker 1>You ever see someone that's on there that you knew? Yeah,

532
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<v Speaker 1>did you swipe with them?

533
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<v Speaker 3>Sometimes when I wanted to be naughty, naughty or you're

534
00:21:34.240 --> 00:21:35.920
<v Speaker 3>drinking too much wine?

535
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<v Speaker 2>It was either naughty or I was just like, hey,

536
00:21:38.160 --> 00:21:40.960
<v Speaker 2>what's up? I found here to validate you here too?

537
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<v Speaker 3>Validation?

538
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<v Speaker 2>Well, it's that, but it's also like I see you,

539
00:21:43.880 --> 00:21:46.480
<v Speaker 2>we're both out here, how are you? Are you okay?

540
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<v Speaker 4>But it's also you see him, but you wanted him

541
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<v Speaker 4>to see you.

542
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<v Speaker 2>Too a little bit. Yeah, obviously, yeah for sure.

543
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<v Speaker 4>Did any of those go anywhere?

544
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<v Speaker 2>No, I know, I like to meet new people. Okay,

545
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<v Speaker 2>I'm very much like I don't really go I don't

546
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<v Speaker 2>really go backwards into this.

547
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<v Speaker 4>It's just the tease. It's a chase.

548
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm like that. I can flirt all day. I

549
00:22:08.200 --> 00:22:10.480
<v Speaker 1>have text boyfriends all day. I don't want to talk

550
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<v Speaker 1>to any of it really in person, Like.

551
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<v Speaker 3>I'm busy, I can't talk to you.

552
00:22:14.480 --> 00:22:16.160
<v Speaker 2>But now my dating life is different. I mean like

553
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<v Speaker 2>that was the beginning post pandemic. This is my.

554
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<v Speaker 3>Dark place that's just out there. So before that, that's

555
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<v Speaker 3>how that was. Now it's very it's very dark now

556
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<v Speaker 3>every day.

557
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<v Speaker 2>Every day is a dude for a different day. Okay,

558
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<v Speaker 2>Like some days I feel like I want to sometimes

559
00:22:30.279 --> 00:22:32.319
<v Speaker 2>I feel really sexual. Some days I don't, you know,

560
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<v Speaker 2>just like some seasons I feel like I want to

561
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<v Speaker 2>date a lot and like if I'm still single, and

562
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<v Speaker 2>other times I just want to be left the fuck

563
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<v Speaker 2>alone or I want to have a one night stand.

564
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<v Speaker 1>And it sound like a smooth tail c song like

565
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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying, Like you're gonna crush a.

566
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<v Speaker 2>Lot right now currently right now in my life, I

567
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<v Speaker 2>am focused.

568
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<v Speaker 3>I don't know how dated that made me, but I'm like,

569
00:22:50.960 --> 00:22:52.519
<v Speaker 3>you know, you're just talking to me.

570
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<v Speaker 2>I'm a smooth talker, like.

571
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<v Speaker 3>Like like the phone sex operating me about.

572
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<v Speaker 2>If I can talk alexis I'm winning in life?

573
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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

574
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<v Speaker 2>I mean yeah, I was talking.

575
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<v Speaker 3>Bit.

576
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you're one of my favorites.

577
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<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's pause on that, because you're the one after

578
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<v Speaker 1>obviously sitting on the couch and he said a year ago,

579
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<v Speaker 1>how big of a fan were you? Does that mean

580
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<v Speaker 1>that she like watched my poor obviously definitely didn't see

581
00:23:18.480 --> 00:23:20.039
<v Speaker 1>my podcast because you didn't watch.

582
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<v Speaker 2>Any No, I watched her porns. I watched my multiple porns.

583
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<v Speaker 2>She literally told me today.

584
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<v Speaker 3>She I was like, this is Confessions of Good Moms today.

585
00:23:30.920 --> 00:23:35.920
<v Speaker 3>I was like, good choice, Mom's my choices confessions at private.

586
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<v Speaker 2>I'm my confession.

587
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<v Speaker 3>I was like, are you going to tell her? She's like,

588
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<v Speaker 3>I'm a huge fan. I was like, I'm going to

589
00:23:42.119 --> 00:23:44.039
<v Speaker 3>tell her. She's like, she's like, I'm a huge fan

590
00:23:44.119 --> 00:23:45.880
<v Speaker 3>and I've come to her so many times.

591
00:23:46.160 --> 00:23:47.799
<v Speaker 2>I said, are you gonna tell her? She said, of course,

592
00:23:48.000 --> 00:23:50.440
<v Speaker 2>I can't wait. And I was like, okay, I was

593
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<v Speaker 2>just like okay, and then you know what I said,

594
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<v Speaker 2>I'm pissed. I'm not pissed, I'm kind of She's like,

595
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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what she looks like. I was like,

596
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<v Speaker 2>I was like should I? I was like, should I

597
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<v Speaker 2>masturbate her?

598
00:23:58.839 --> 00:24:02.519
<v Speaker 3>To her? That was I thought, Yeah, I said that.

599
00:24:02.559 --> 00:24:04.279
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I was like should I? Maybe I

600
00:24:04.319 --> 00:24:06.200
<v Speaker 2>should go see you. I'll send you something. I'll send

601
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<v Speaker 2>you my top five.

602
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<v Speaker 1>I'll do I'll do you even better before you leave.

603
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<v Speaker 1>I will send you home with Alexis Texas toys. You

604
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<v Speaker 1>can definitely have fun to me later. But I was

605
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<v Speaker 1>intrigued because sometimes a lot of females, obviously you guys

606
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<v Speaker 1>are open your choes a while being raw, they don't

607
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<v Speaker 1>really either have favorites or talk about it opening if

608
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<v Speaker 1>certain things or it's just like men or whatever, you

609
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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean.

610
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<v Speaker 3>So I've always.

611
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<v Speaker 1>Loved, like in a sociology part of like when I've

612
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<v Speaker 1>been signings, I love when women are honest about that

613
00:24:36.920 --> 00:24:39.759
<v Speaker 1>because we all want to get off, or we we

614
00:24:39.799 --> 00:24:42.839
<v Speaker 1>emilate because we're curvy, or we're because we see whatever.

615
00:24:43.039 --> 00:24:45.279
<v Speaker 1>You just get off because you're blood, whatever the fuck

616
00:24:45.279 --> 00:24:45.960
<v Speaker 1>your fetishes.

617
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<v Speaker 3>It's cool.

618
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<v Speaker 4>To see a woman only.

619
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<v Speaker 1>Being fascinated with and not just a man, because it's

620
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<v Speaker 1>about it's like being the sexual part of like sex

621
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<v Speaker 1>to me is art. Like it's not just like oh,

622
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<v Speaker 1>like you know, obviously it could be it is, but

623
00:24:58.920 --> 00:24:59.359
<v Speaker 1>but it's me.

624
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<v Speaker 2>That's the whole.

625
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<v Speaker 1>When I got into porn, until my parents, I was like,

626
00:25:02.640 --> 00:25:05.039
<v Speaker 1>some boy, it's like poorn to me, it's like it's like, oh,

627
00:25:05.200 --> 00:25:07.559
<v Speaker 1>it's how I expressed myself, Like I've always liked being naked,

628
00:25:07.599 --> 00:25:10.079
<v Speaker 1>Like I was always the one to like I showed

629
00:25:10.079 --> 00:25:12.240
<v Speaker 1>my tits. It wasn't something that I felt over sexualized.

630
00:25:12.240 --> 00:25:15.319
<v Speaker 1>I felt comfortable in my own skin from an early age.

631
00:25:15.359 --> 00:25:17.720
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know what that meant, but I always knew

632
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<v Speaker 1>that people were gonna know my name. I didn't know

633
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<v Speaker 1>I what level or what that meant. But when I

634
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<v Speaker 1>found my quote unquote niche of what I was good,

635
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<v Speaker 1>I found the lane and I just wrote with it.

636
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<v Speaker 1>Because I was always a sexual person and I didn't

637
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<v Speaker 1>see sex as a bad thing. It was liberating to me.

638
00:25:32.400 --> 00:25:34.319
<v Speaker 1>I found out how to be a woman. I learned

639
00:25:34.359 --> 00:25:35.799
<v Speaker 1>things about my body that I don't think I ever

640
00:25:35.839 --> 00:25:38.319
<v Speaker 1>would have if I wouldn't have been in porn, from

641
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<v Speaker 1>the partners to knowing how what they did, and just

642
00:25:41.559 --> 00:25:44.920
<v Speaker 1>being liberating of the fact that I could do whatever

643
00:25:44.920 --> 00:25:47.079
<v Speaker 1>I wanted because who was gonna tell me no? And

644
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<v Speaker 1>then directing my own stuff, and like seeing all those things.

645
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<v Speaker 1>So it just it was a good experience for me,

646
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<v Speaker 1>and I have no negative things.

647
00:25:52.960 --> 00:25:54.440
<v Speaker 4>It's only just made me empowered.

648
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<v Speaker 1>So when I see women like yourselves enjoying the same

649
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<v Speaker 1>types of things on a different levels is fascinating because

650
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<v Speaker 1>that's how it should be. It shouldn't be like I'm

651
00:26:04.160 --> 00:26:06.440
<v Speaker 1>not no different than either one of you. We drink

652
00:26:06.480 --> 00:26:09.119
<v Speaker 1>tequila together, we smoke whatever, Like I mean, like how

653
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<v Speaker 1>you live in life should be, how how you're chos

654
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<v Speaker 1>like how.

655
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<v Speaker 3>You are judged. I guess if anybody should be judged

656
00:26:15.440 --> 00:26:17.359
<v Speaker 3>and not because of the choices that you choose to

657
00:26:17.440 --> 00:26:21.200
<v Speaker 3>make every day. Absolutely, I think I can relate to

658
00:26:21.240 --> 00:26:23.480
<v Speaker 3>that in so many ways. Like even growing up, I

659
00:26:23.559 --> 00:26:26.319
<v Speaker 3>knew that I was sexual, you know, I knew I

660
00:26:26.440 --> 00:26:28.759
<v Speaker 3>enjoyed that, I enjoyed the gaze. I knew how to

661
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<v Speaker 3>get men to section.

662
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<v Speaker 4>Earlier I did.

663
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<v Speaker 3>I realized that I can almost remember, like that was

664
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<v Speaker 3>like eight I literally moments sad but I didn't know.

665
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<v Speaker 3>But you know what, that's crazy. They said that I'm

666
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<v Speaker 3>happy about it and like.

667
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<v Speaker 1>And like underwear that was like fucking princess fucking things

668
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<v Speaker 1>still and like and like fake training braws.

669
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<v Speaker 4>But that's how Yeah.

670
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<v Speaker 2>Both when you become aware of your body.

671
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<v Speaker 1>But that's what I'm saying, but also not because it's

672
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<v Speaker 1>also crazy for me, but that the fact that those

673
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<v Speaker 1>men in return like things like that, well, and that's

674
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<v Speaker 1>how you learn to over sexualize because things because you're

675
00:27:01.799 --> 00:27:02.720
<v Speaker 1>the reaction that you.

676
00:27:03.039 --> 00:27:06.039
<v Speaker 2>Even removing the man like and just like talking about

677
00:27:06.160 --> 00:27:08.559
<v Speaker 2>your like you're like, I know, at a very young age,

678
00:27:08.599 --> 00:27:11.519
<v Speaker 2>I felt sexual like even without the male gaze, Like

679
00:27:11.559 --> 00:27:14.519
<v Speaker 2>I knew that I was just feeling things and interested

680
00:27:14.559 --> 00:27:17.319
<v Speaker 2>in things and felt intuitively like oh I get that.

681
00:27:17.319 --> 00:27:18.920
<v Speaker 3>Or saw a certain type of women and are like,

682
00:27:19.000 --> 00:27:21.039
<v Speaker 3>oh I like, I like that. I want to be

683
00:27:21.119 --> 00:27:23.920
<v Speaker 3>like that, you know, And I think it's not spoken

684
00:27:23.960 --> 00:27:24.680
<v Speaker 3>about enough.

685
00:27:24.920 --> 00:27:27.240
<v Speaker 2>And sorry, I can't know. I was gonna agree with

686
00:27:27.279 --> 00:27:29.160
<v Speaker 2>you and say it's not spoken about enough because everyone

687
00:27:29.240 --> 00:27:32.400
<v Speaker 2>over sexualizes everything, but humans, we are sexual beings, we

688
00:27:32.480 --> 00:27:35.440
<v Speaker 2>are sex and I feel like it's such a sticky center. No,

689
00:27:35.799 --> 00:27:37.160
<v Speaker 2>like there's no time living.

690
00:27:37.240 --> 00:27:39.559
<v Speaker 1>But you guys also said earlier you were worn them

691
00:27:39.640 --> 00:27:41.599
<v Speaker 1>in the raised the Valley. I'm from Texas. I was

692
00:27:41.599 --> 00:27:43.400
<v Speaker 1>over sexual. I didn't see anything.

693
00:27:43.920 --> 00:27:44.640
<v Speaker 4>I was just I.

694
00:27:44.599 --> 00:27:49.119
<v Speaker 3>Don't know that why because but that's how it like

695
00:27:49.160 --> 00:27:51.119
<v Speaker 3>taking the whole that part out of it is that

696
00:27:51.400 --> 00:27:52.599
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know any better.

697
00:27:52.640 --> 00:27:54.000
<v Speaker 4>I didn't think I was doing anything wrong.

698
00:27:54.119 --> 00:27:56.119
<v Speaker 1>But when you see the reaction is when you're like, oh,

699
00:27:56.119 --> 00:27:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm doing something good because you don't understand the difference

700
00:27:59.400 --> 00:28:03.519
<v Speaker 1>of whatever, and that it was like something like in

701
00:28:02.799 --> 00:28:05.440
<v Speaker 1>a non sexual way. But it was just the attention

702
00:28:05.680 --> 00:28:09.400
<v Speaker 1>of of knowing that I can gravitate people's attention from

703
00:28:09.519 --> 00:28:12.279
<v Speaker 1>doing something of like dancing, singing. I know not to sing,

704
00:28:12.279 --> 00:28:14.480
<v Speaker 1>I still know to sing, but you'll do I will

705
00:28:14.519 --> 00:28:16.480
<v Speaker 1>live singing, and I will karaoke and I can put

706
00:28:16.519 --> 00:28:17.240
<v Speaker 1>on a performance.

707
00:28:17.279 --> 00:28:19.119
<v Speaker 4>But I was a dancer. I was on a stage thing.

708
00:28:19.160 --> 00:28:21.920
<v Speaker 1>So it was about drawing in that attention of what

709
00:28:21.960 --> 00:28:24.440
<v Speaker 1>the like for me. I always say like, I'm like Beyonce

710
00:28:24.519 --> 00:28:26.519
<v Speaker 1>and like Jaylo but I don't sing. I like the

711
00:28:26.559 --> 00:28:28.240
<v Speaker 1>performer of it, but I don't like I can put

712
00:28:28.240 --> 00:28:29.799
<v Speaker 1>on a show. I can you know, I can host

713
00:28:29.920 --> 00:28:32.599
<v Speaker 1>I can do. I can talk about anything.

714
00:28:33.039 --> 00:28:34.839
<v Speaker 3>I can talk. I can do a lot of things.

715
00:28:35.440 --> 00:28:38.119
<v Speaker 2>No, but you're talented as a period.

716
00:28:38.880 --> 00:28:40.480
<v Speaker 3>And it's true.

717
00:28:40.279 --> 00:28:41.759
<v Speaker 1>And you master rights to me and came to me

718
00:28:41.799 --> 00:28:43.319
<v Speaker 1>a lot. You were here a lot privately talk.

719
00:28:45.039 --> 00:28:47.480
<v Speaker 3>She's going to be a new fan. I am, I am.

720
00:28:47.599 --> 00:28:49.359
<v Speaker 2>I can't.

721
00:28:50.240 --> 00:28:52.519
<v Speaker 3>I meant to do it last night. I'm pissed that

722
00:28:52.599 --> 00:28:59.960
<v Speaker 3>I forgot to Friday Night Erica Avid. I got watching.

723
00:29:00.319 --> 00:29:06.559
<v Speaker 3>I got you, I got the roast. I've got to

724
00:29:06.599 --> 00:29:10.039
<v Speaker 3>give you the rose. I gotta give you both. I'm

725
00:29:10.039 --> 00:29:15.720
<v Speaker 3>sure the rose is good. I've heard great things. Bitch, bitch, boyfriend, bitch.

726
00:29:17.640 --> 00:29:19.480
<v Speaker 2>I'm not anymore. I can't give them anywhere.

727
00:29:19.640 --> 00:29:20.359
<v Speaker 3>I don't give a fuck.

728
00:29:20.400 --> 00:29:22.599
<v Speaker 2>I gotta pay. I don't. I don't even mask. Don't

729
00:29:22.720 --> 00:29:25.119
<v Speaker 2>under a fucking rose. Who who average? I bought it.

730
00:29:25.240 --> 00:29:26.720
<v Speaker 3>I bought it. I bought it.

731
00:29:26.799 --> 00:29:29.279
<v Speaker 4>You're gonna make it go dead quickly the way you're

732
00:29:29.279 --> 00:29:29.799
<v Speaker 4>talking about it.

733
00:29:29.839 --> 00:29:33.000
<v Speaker 3>I bought it from taste to beata, and I swear

734
00:29:33.039 --> 00:29:37.000
<v Speaker 3>to fucking god, I've never masturbated so much in my life.

735
00:29:37.000 --> 00:29:42.960
<v Speaker 3>I'm masturbated today on FaceTime. But okay, beautiful, okay, pots Sorry,

736
00:29:43.680 --> 00:29:46.559
<v Speaker 3>So the Rose is the only clatorial stimulated.

737
00:29:46.640 --> 00:29:49.440
<v Speaker 2>It's clatoral. It's a suction thing. It's a suction thing.

738
00:29:49.759 --> 00:29:50.319
<v Speaker 2>It vibrates.

739
00:29:50.359 --> 00:29:53.039
<v Speaker 4>And are you a Are you a hot tachi girl?

740
00:29:53.359 --> 00:29:54.400
<v Speaker 2>What does that mean? Oh?

741
00:29:54.480 --> 00:29:57.200
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, girl, I'm a humper. I like I like like platorials,

742
00:29:57.319 --> 00:29:58.079
<v Speaker 3>like I'm a humper.

743
00:29:58.160 --> 00:29:58.960
<v Speaker 4>And you don't know what I heard?

744
00:29:59.240 --> 00:30:03.519
<v Speaker 1>Chies, No, can you tell me? Well, Alexas texastay up.

745
00:30:03.519 --> 00:30:05.039
<v Speaker 1>There is kind of like an attach that's the one

746
00:30:05.079 --> 00:30:09.200
<v Speaker 1>you'll get. So basically, that's like my boyfriend. That's why

747
00:30:09.240 --> 00:30:12.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm okay with being single for the last two years

748
00:30:12.880 --> 00:30:17.400
<v Speaker 1>of my life. So you can have you know, old school,

749
00:30:17.440 --> 00:30:19.039
<v Speaker 1>you could. You had to plug it into a wall,

750
00:30:19.079 --> 00:30:21.759
<v Speaker 1>but now they have wireless. It used to be like

751
00:30:21.799 --> 00:30:24.720
<v Speaker 1>a back but it's basically.

752
00:30:24.400 --> 00:30:26.440
<v Speaker 2>All used to make fun of mine that.

753
00:30:26.640 --> 00:30:30.319
<v Speaker 3>She's like, I know I used them in my movies

754
00:30:30.559 --> 00:30:30.880
<v Speaker 3>a lot.

755
00:30:32.319 --> 00:30:34.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I saw those ones. I can't wait.

756
00:30:34.480 --> 00:30:36.920
<v Speaker 1>The women me and Gianna michaels I used a touch

757
00:30:37.039 --> 00:30:38.480
<v Speaker 1>and that it was a really hot scene. It wasn't

758
00:30:38.519 --> 00:30:41.480
<v Speaker 1>but women one of them I can't remember. I may

759
00:30:41.480 --> 00:30:42.480
<v Speaker 1>probably was theirs too.

760
00:30:42.519 --> 00:30:45.400
<v Speaker 3>That's how I need all the toys who even has

761
00:30:45.440 --> 00:30:47.440
<v Speaker 3>a DVD player anymore? Does those exist?

762
00:30:48.200 --> 00:30:48.240
<v Speaker 5>No?

763
00:30:48.519 --> 00:30:50.519
<v Speaker 2>No, I never bought DVD porn. I've always looked. I

764
00:30:50.599 --> 00:30:51.480
<v Speaker 2>actually I have one.

765
00:30:51.519 --> 00:30:52.920
<v Speaker 4>I stole a lot of porn?

766
00:30:53.240 --> 00:30:54.519
<v Speaker 3>Is that what I did? I don't know.

767
00:30:54.640 --> 00:30:56.319
<v Speaker 4>You looked on website? You didn't pay for ship?

768
00:30:56.559 --> 00:30:57.799
<v Speaker 3>I know exactly.

769
00:30:59.200 --> 00:30:59.799
<v Speaker 4>I'm sorry.

770
00:31:00.279 --> 00:31:01.839
<v Speaker 2>No, I just went to the places they told me

771
00:31:01.920 --> 00:31:02.079
<v Speaker 2>to go.

772
00:31:02.359 --> 00:31:04.119
<v Speaker 3>And who is that?

773
00:31:04.640 --> 00:31:04.839
<v Speaker 2>Men?

774
00:31:06.759 --> 00:31:06.960
<v Speaker 4>Wait?

775
00:31:07.039 --> 00:31:10.559
<v Speaker 2>Not as venturing of the sensuality of young woman god

776
00:31:11.240 --> 00:31:13.440
<v Speaker 2>core porn. I knew there are options to pay, but

777
00:31:13.519 --> 00:31:15.680
<v Speaker 2>I was a teenager. It was broke alexus.

778
00:31:16.240 --> 00:31:18.160
<v Speaker 4>Okay, do you have a subscription to my only event?

779
00:31:18.359 --> 00:31:19.920
<v Speaker 2>Now? I will?

780
00:31:20.200 --> 00:31:22.559
<v Speaker 4>Okay, you'll be my first and only the long hard work.

781
00:31:22.799 --> 00:31:25.319
<v Speaker 2>You will be my first only subscription.

782
00:31:25.599 --> 00:31:26.440
<v Speaker 3>You're right, I like it.

783
00:31:26.559 --> 00:31:28.240
<v Speaker 2>I might just you know, what are you doing over there?

784
00:31:28.279 --> 00:31:29.359
<v Speaker 2>What's happening on your only fan?

785
00:31:29.440 --> 00:31:30.160
<v Speaker 3>Don't you want to know?

786
00:31:30.279 --> 00:31:39.119
<v Speaker 2>I do? God damn right now? I need to download

787
00:31:39.160 --> 00:31:44.440
<v Speaker 2>it live right now? Where do I get it? Lapster only?

788
00:31:44.799 --> 00:31:47.400
<v Speaker 4>Do you remember who your first celebrity crush was?

789
00:31:48.400 --> 00:31:48.599
<v Speaker 2>I do.

790
00:31:49.119 --> 00:31:53.519
<v Speaker 3>I was five and it was Tevin Campbell. I remember

791
00:31:53.599 --> 00:31:54.279
<v Speaker 3>Vivid like Wow.

792
00:31:54.359 --> 00:31:58.400
<v Speaker 2>Mine was Jonathan Taylor Thomas. He was second. JTT did

793
00:31:58.480 --> 00:32:01.079
<v Speaker 2>you have it on your wall? Every fucking are you

794
00:32:01.200 --> 00:32:05.079
<v Speaker 2>kidding me? Tiger Heat whatever? Those other ones were called eyebop,

795
00:32:05.319 --> 00:32:07.759
<v Speaker 2>I pop, I had every I had a Bible, I

796
00:32:07.880 --> 00:32:10.240
<v Speaker 2>had literally, Oh my god, I forgot about this.

797
00:32:10.400 --> 00:32:11.599
<v Speaker 4>It was like you masturbated.

798
00:32:11.680 --> 00:32:13.839
<v Speaker 2>It was like a hundred pages. I would make my

799
00:32:13.920 --> 00:32:16.359
<v Speaker 2>mom buy me all the magazines. I cut his pictures

800
00:32:16.400 --> 00:32:16.799
<v Speaker 2>out and just.

801
00:32:16.839 --> 00:32:18.000
<v Speaker 4>Did masturbate to this.

802
00:32:19.440 --> 00:32:23.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, he was probably a little bit just like dream. Yeah,

803
00:32:24.200 --> 00:32:27.079
<v Speaker 2>the hump. There was a serious lusting happening. It was

804
00:32:27.160 --> 00:32:29.160
<v Speaker 2>under my bed because I knew, like it was crazy

805
00:32:33.039 --> 00:32:35.720
<v Speaker 2>under my bed because someone found it. Like a bitch,

806
00:32:35.960 --> 00:32:37.559
<v Speaker 2>what are you doing? You know what I'm doing?

807
00:32:39.720 --> 00:32:40.319
<v Speaker 3>Oh my god.

808
00:32:40.480 --> 00:32:42.359
<v Speaker 2>He came to like a bar I worked at.

809
00:32:44.599 --> 00:32:46.880
<v Speaker 4>Really was that he didn't age well. He did it

810
00:32:46.960 --> 00:32:48.519
<v Speaker 4>and I was like, I couldn't believe it.

811
00:32:48.640 --> 00:32:50.160
<v Speaker 2>He came in like three times and my friend was like,

812
00:32:50.200 --> 00:32:52.880
<v Speaker 2>you know that John Thomas. I was like what. I

813
00:32:53.039 --> 00:32:56.599
<v Speaker 2>was like, you're fucking lie the drugs. Drugs, don't age

814
00:32:56.640 --> 00:33:00.880
<v Speaker 2>them drugs. I was mean, allegedly know that. I was pissed.

815
00:33:00.920 --> 00:33:02.519
<v Speaker 4>He's a child, you know.

816
00:33:03.839 --> 00:33:06.480
<v Speaker 2>So fine. He look like a little lion lit.

817
00:33:09.359 --> 00:33:09.920
<v Speaker 3>Your nickname.

818
00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:14.960
<v Speaker 2>It was fine. He was like a little lion. Spin

819
00:33:15.039 --> 00:33:19.279
<v Speaker 2>to little eyes made you a little sharp jaw lime,

820
00:33:19.759 --> 00:33:21.200
<v Speaker 2>so cute, little lion.

821
00:33:21.319 --> 00:33:24.559
<v Speaker 1>He's still a little lion, a little what's your craziest

822
00:33:24.599 --> 00:33:25.720
<v Speaker 1>celebrity running?

823
00:33:30.039 --> 00:33:33.759
<v Speaker 3>He is celebrity running. You know you've been around celebrities.

824
00:33:33.839 --> 00:33:36.400
<v Speaker 3>You're from the valley, you know you've been here. Like

825
00:33:36.480 --> 00:33:37.680
<v Speaker 3>a good one though, Like what.

826
00:33:37.759 --> 00:33:41.400
<v Speaker 2>Does crazy means? I know, like like exciting or like crazy?

827
00:33:43.119 --> 00:33:43.759
<v Speaker 3>You have both?

828
00:33:44.039 --> 00:33:46.000
<v Speaker 2>And I mean I'm an Eric Abad.

829
00:33:45.960 --> 00:33:49.279
<v Speaker 3>Fan, so meeting her was like crazy, like really like

830
00:33:49.599 --> 00:33:50.240
<v Speaker 3>almost faint.

831
00:33:50.759 --> 00:33:53.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, the only person. I didn't know how to talk

832
00:33:53.000 --> 00:33:53.200
<v Speaker 2>to her.

833
00:33:54.160 --> 00:33:54.960
<v Speaker 4>No words came out.

834
00:33:55.480 --> 00:33:57.400
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I remember a few times. I was silent all

835
00:33:57.440 --> 00:33:57.960
<v Speaker 2>three times.

836
00:34:00.079 --> 00:34:06.200
<v Speaker 3>She's like she's she's the mute's back. Yeah.

837
00:34:08.360 --> 00:34:10.079
<v Speaker 2>That's the only one I can think of right now.

838
00:34:10.599 --> 00:34:11.880
<v Speaker 3>I can't really think of a good one. I could

839
00:34:11.920 --> 00:34:14.480
<v Speaker 3>just think of like one time, not that long ago. Again,

840
00:34:14.880 --> 00:34:16.960
<v Speaker 3>my memory is shit. This week is not Januelle. But

841
00:34:17.119 --> 00:34:19.880
<v Speaker 3>like I saw Mason Atlanta and I was totally starry, shocking,

842
00:34:19.880 --> 00:34:21.239
<v Speaker 3>and I was trying to convince him to drink and

843
00:34:21.280 --> 00:34:22.159
<v Speaker 3>he's like Christian, So.

844
00:34:23.840 --> 00:34:26.480
<v Speaker 2>Oh is reformed Mace. This is reform Mace. Was big,

845
00:34:26.679 --> 00:34:29.159
<v Speaker 2>like when we were in like fifth grade. So I

846
00:34:29.400 --> 00:34:31.639
<v Speaker 2>was like, come on, I don't know that's.

847
00:34:31.559 --> 00:34:35.480
<v Speaker 4>Really like you know you want to right, Hmmm?

848
00:34:36.599 --> 00:34:38.840
<v Speaker 2>Are we jaded? I think I was from Atlanta.

849
00:34:39.440 --> 00:34:41.599
<v Speaker 3>I don't think it's a celebrity. I think it's funny.

850
00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:43.079
<v Speaker 1>Because like so one of my really good friends, like

851
00:34:43.159 --> 00:34:45.559
<v Speaker 1>she's from the Valley to Roaring like raising, like she'll

852
00:34:45.599 --> 00:34:48.039
<v Speaker 1>say certain things and she's like like it's like nothing.

853
00:34:48.079 --> 00:34:50.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you realize that, like that's a big deal

854
00:34:50.800 --> 00:34:52.480
<v Speaker 1>to a lot of people, Like I too, have been

855
00:34:52.519 --> 00:34:54.679
<v Speaker 1>here since I'm twenty one. I'm thirty six now, but

856
00:34:54.840 --> 00:34:57.079
<v Speaker 1>like I get certain things, but I'm like, people don't

857
00:34:57.199 --> 00:34:59.519
<v Speaker 1>live like that, like even the amounts of certain things,

858
00:34:59.559 --> 00:35:01.599
<v Speaker 1>like you don't you just don't understand. And it's just

859
00:35:01.719 --> 00:35:03.519
<v Speaker 1>like in a sense, it sounds like you're jaded, but

860
00:35:03.599 --> 00:35:06.599
<v Speaker 1>it's just a different level of like what you compared

861
00:35:06.719 --> 00:35:09.840
<v Speaker 1>things to, Like you would have no idea what certain

862
00:35:09.880 --> 00:35:12.920
<v Speaker 1>things in Texas Like it was like I can remember

863
00:35:12.960 --> 00:35:15.239
<v Speaker 1>being an apartment for two hundred and fifteen dollars, like

864
00:35:16.239 --> 00:35:17.079
<v Speaker 1>exactly in call it.

865
00:35:17.239 --> 00:35:19.400
<v Speaker 2>Didn't I tell you we need to move to Texas?

866
00:35:20.000 --> 00:35:23.639
<v Speaker 3>How many times it's time time, like start the compound here.

867
00:35:24.000 --> 00:35:25.360
<v Speaker 4>Let me want to come out.

868
00:35:25.679 --> 00:35:27.880
<v Speaker 2>I do want to get big enough.

869
00:35:27.800 --> 00:35:31.920
<v Speaker 3>Like everything common in Texas. We'll go to Austin a garden.

870
00:35:32.360 --> 00:35:34.199
<v Speaker 3>This is exactly my plan. We could be naked.

871
00:35:34.719 --> 00:35:38.440
<v Speaker 2>I'm done. Raise the children like ship some guys. Let's

872
00:35:38.480 --> 00:35:40.679
<v Speaker 2>go in to Texas and go scouting. Okay, let's do it.

873
00:35:41.079 --> 00:35:45.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm done. I'm not kidding like I'm started myself. We're

874
00:35:45.760 --> 00:35:47.880
<v Speaker 2>also going to be We're getting land in Costa Rica.

875
00:35:47.920 --> 00:35:49.440
<v Speaker 2>We're about to be out. We have a couple, we

876
00:35:49.559 --> 00:35:51.400
<v Speaker 2>have a couple of like compounds. Okay, I have the

877
00:35:51.559 --> 00:35:52.159
<v Speaker 2>question about that.

878
00:35:52.280 --> 00:35:54.239
<v Speaker 1>So I saw on your site what is the whole

879
00:35:54.280 --> 00:35:57.599
<v Speaker 1>retreat thing about? So I've been to like Hedonism, I've

880
00:35:57.639 --> 00:35:59.360
<v Speaker 1>been to Jamaic like, but it wasn't like a whole

881
00:35:59.440 --> 00:36:02.840
<v Speaker 1>retreat like it seems like you guys have like workshops

882
00:36:02.920 --> 00:36:03.199
<v Speaker 1>like things.

883
00:36:03.519 --> 00:36:04.760
<v Speaker 2>Is this your first time?

884
00:36:04.880 --> 00:36:05.320
<v Speaker 3>Second time?

885
00:36:05.639 --> 00:36:06.679
<v Speaker 4>Tell us at our.

886
00:36:06.639 --> 00:36:10.119
<v Speaker 2>Third retreat in Costa Rica, And it's a women's retreat

887
00:36:10.519 --> 00:36:13.119
<v Speaker 2>and it's really centered around taking a break and just

888
00:36:13.480 --> 00:36:17.599
<v Speaker 2>living your fucking life. It's centered around sisterhood and meeting

889
00:36:17.679 --> 00:36:20.360
<v Speaker 2>other women because as adults, I think women we have

890
00:36:20.440 --> 00:36:23.880
<v Speaker 2>a hard time making friends, and I think making friends

891
00:36:23.960 --> 00:36:26.800
<v Speaker 2>that really understand one another and that judging and this

892
00:36:26.960 --> 00:36:29.159
<v Speaker 2>space really allows women to just come as they are.

893
00:36:29.599 --> 00:36:32.360
<v Speaker 2>We're out there, we're getting natal chart readings, our titties

894
00:36:32.360 --> 00:36:33.480
<v Speaker 2>are out, we're swimming naked.

895
00:36:33.519 --> 00:36:35.079
<v Speaker 3>You don't have to if you don't want to saw

896
00:36:35.159 --> 00:36:36.880
<v Speaker 3>you do your packaging, you know, with your tips top.

897
00:36:37.639 --> 00:36:40.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, And I was like, you know, titty' is not

898
00:36:40.920 --> 00:36:43.079
<v Speaker 2>not a requirement, but if that's what you want to do,

899
00:36:43.280 --> 00:36:46.159
<v Speaker 2>you do that. Like, we make sure that everyone just

900
00:36:46.239 --> 00:36:48.440
<v Speaker 2>feels taken care of because for us, it's not a

901
00:36:48.480 --> 00:36:51.199
<v Speaker 2>mom's retreat, although a lot of moms come because we

902
00:36:51.320 --> 00:36:53.480
<v Speaker 2>handle everything because we know as women like you just

903
00:36:53.559 --> 00:36:55.559
<v Speaker 2>want to go somewhere. Isn't it going to be nice

904
00:36:55.679 --> 00:36:58.039
<v Speaker 2>just go somewhere and not have to fucking think about

905
00:36:58.159 --> 00:37:01.719
<v Speaker 2>shit so and not make a decision and just unwind

906
00:37:01.880 --> 00:37:04.360
<v Speaker 2>and relax and fucking go to the beach and get

907
00:37:04.400 --> 00:37:07.360
<v Speaker 2>massages and have workshops or we are having we have

908
00:37:07.480 --> 00:37:10.119
<v Speaker 2>a we host a workshop and then we're actually having

909
00:37:10.760 --> 00:37:12.599
<v Speaker 2>two of our former guests. One her name is trap

910
00:37:12.639 --> 00:37:14.760
<v Speaker 2>Yoga Bay on Instagram, and then our second one is

911
00:37:15.000 --> 00:37:17.719
<v Speaker 2>Samaya of Sexual Essentials. Do you know Samaya I don't

912
00:37:17.760 --> 00:37:21.360
<v Speaker 2>you need to know Samaia you should. Yeah. Sexual Essentials

913
00:37:21.440 --> 00:37:24.320
<v Speaker 2>is coming week two, so yeah, it's just a place

914
00:37:24.400 --> 00:37:29.039
<v Speaker 2>where you kind of can just let it all go.

915
00:37:29.440 --> 00:37:30.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's cool.

916
00:37:30.800 --> 00:37:32.400
<v Speaker 1>I think it's really cool because I feel like there's

917
00:37:32.400 --> 00:37:35.679
<v Speaker 1>not enough things where people like I think in work

918
00:37:35.800 --> 00:37:38.199
<v Speaker 1>like that, people are very skeptical of certain things. That's

919
00:37:38.199 --> 00:37:39.559
<v Speaker 1>why it's cool, like that, you know, not only does

920
00:37:39.599 --> 00:37:41.719
<v Speaker 1>this like your third time doing it, but also being

921
00:37:41.800 --> 00:37:44.000
<v Speaker 1>like effective and like having more and more people want

922
00:37:44.000 --> 00:37:45.639
<v Speaker 1>to go and like be a part of it because

923
00:37:45.639 --> 00:37:48.079
<v Speaker 1>I feel like people do need release, people do need

924
00:37:48.119 --> 00:37:50.119
<v Speaker 1>a place. And then with the podcast and everything like that,

925
00:37:50.239 --> 00:37:53.000
<v Speaker 1>it's having like they almost kind of know you. There's

926
00:37:53.000 --> 00:37:55.440
<v Speaker 1>a relationship about it where they trust what you're speaking

927
00:37:55.440 --> 00:37:58.000
<v Speaker 1>about because there's a you know, a relationship kind of

928
00:37:58.039 --> 00:37:59.719
<v Speaker 1>built before you kind of know them, the same way

929
00:37:59.719 --> 00:38:01.880
<v Speaker 1>where you guys met with Instagram. It's like some kind

930
00:38:01.880 --> 00:38:04.719
<v Speaker 1>of connect where you're drawn to the material, the content

931
00:38:05.280 --> 00:38:06.719
<v Speaker 1>or what that is to like open you to the

932
00:38:06.760 --> 00:38:09.280
<v Speaker 1>space of like what that sisterhood could be.

933
00:38:09.599 --> 00:38:11.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think that's really cool. It really is. It's

934
00:38:11.280 --> 00:38:14.480
<v Speaker 2>a manifestation of really I think me and Mila's relationship

935
00:38:14.559 --> 00:38:17.079
<v Speaker 2>in ways and the ways that we the tools that

936
00:38:17.159 --> 00:38:19.440
<v Speaker 2>we utilize for growth, and the things that we're interested

937
00:38:19.480 --> 00:38:21.519
<v Speaker 2>in learning more about, and we bring our community in

938
00:38:21.599 --> 00:38:23.159
<v Speaker 2>on the ride with us, like, Hey, I'm kind of

939
00:38:23.199 --> 00:38:25.159
<v Speaker 2>interested in this. You want to try this shit with me?

940
00:38:25.760 --> 00:38:27.880
<v Speaker 2>You know, Like that's what a lot of our doing,

941
00:38:28.360 --> 00:38:28.519
<v Speaker 2>you know.

942
00:38:30.960 --> 00:38:31.159
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

943
00:38:32.079 --> 00:38:36.400
<v Speaker 2>So it's it's a really special thing that me and

944
00:38:36.480 --> 00:38:40.039
<v Speaker 2>Mila accidentally kind of fell upon, and it's like one

945
00:38:40.039 --> 00:38:41.880
<v Speaker 2>of the most exciting parts of my business right now

946
00:38:42.079 --> 00:38:47.079
<v Speaker 2>because I can't believe that healing and like relaxing and

947
00:38:47.360 --> 00:38:50.840
<v Speaker 2>connecting is what I get to do, and also like

948
00:38:51.159 --> 00:38:53.079
<v Speaker 2>how I get to encourage other women to do it.

949
00:38:53.159 --> 00:38:56.880
<v Speaker 2>And I've seen the transformations that these women come one

950
00:38:56.960 --> 00:38:58.719
<v Speaker 2>way and they leave in a whole other way.

951
00:38:59.280 --> 00:39:01.000
<v Speaker 3>Eric and I I think because this.

952
00:39:01.280 --> 00:39:05.639
<v Speaker 5>Unity was like this brand, this business was kind of

953
00:39:05.719 --> 00:39:09.840
<v Speaker 5>born accidentally, we've really honed in in our ability to

954
00:39:09.920 --> 00:39:13.199
<v Speaker 5>manifest together, and I think we only realized how powerful

955
00:39:13.239 --> 00:39:15.239
<v Speaker 5>it was when we would just speak things to each

956
00:39:15.280 --> 00:39:17.840
<v Speaker 5>other and then like so easily it'd be like boom

957
00:39:18.320 --> 00:39:18.679
<v Speaker 5>and to the.

958
00:39:18.679 --> 00:39:20.119
<v Speaker 2>Point where we would like start testing it.

959
00:39:20.280 --> 00:39:22.519
<v Speaker 3>It was kind of felt witchy, and I think we

960
00:39:22.559 --> 00:39:24.679
<v Speaker 3>both knew we were witches separately, but when we started

961
00:39:24.719 --> 00:39:27.280
<v Speaker 3>to realize like, oh, if we say things and agree

962
00:39:27.320 --> 00:39:30.320
<v Speaker 3>on them and make the decision together, boom, they happen

963
00:39:30.519 --> 00:39:32.920
<v Speaker 3>to the point where beerful for sure super powerful. And

964
00:39:33.000 --> 00:39:37.159
<v Speaker 3>I think women kind of lose that power because of shame,

965
00:39:37.199 --> 00:39:39.880
<v Speaker 3>because of judgment, because of projection, because of you know.

966
00:39:40.199 --> 00:39:41.360
<v Speaker 2>Every woman has that power.

967
00:39:41.519 --> 00:39:44.119
<v Speaker 3>Every woman has that power, and I think we only

968
00:39:44.199 --> 00:39:46.360
<v Speaker 3>kind of honed in our own individual power when we

969
00:39:46.599 --> 00:39:49.039
<v Speaker 3>saw the power it had together and it would be

970
00:39:49.159 --> 00:39:51.920
<v Speaker 3>just like down to little tiny shit to huge shit

971
00:39:52.400 --> 00:39:54.559
<v Speaker 3>and I'd be like, oh shit, it was like oh

972
00:39:54.760 --> 00:39:57.960
<v Speaker 3>like it was like this this kind of conjuring and

973
00:39:58.079 --> 00:40:00.320
<v Speaker 3>such where we kind of realized, like anything we speak,

974
00:40:00.360 --> 00:40:02.440
<v Speaker 3>we can have. And so we started to be intentional

975
00:40:02.519 --> 00:40:05.360
<v Speaker 3>with that energy. And when we kind of applied that

976
00:40:05.639 --> 00:40:10.679
<v Speaker 3>to this retreat, which also the retreat manifested super like

977
00:40:10.800 --> 00:40:13.880
<v Speaker 3>here you go, bitch, literally like here you go, and

978
00:40:15.519 --> 00:40:18.639
<v Speaker 3>doing that in like groups of twenty four and like

979
00:40:18.760 --> 00:40:21.639
<v Speaker 3>women being open and being in touch with like their

980
00:40:21.679 --> 00:40:25.400
<v Speaker 3>feminine and being you know, dancing, being naked and being

981
00:40:25.440 --> 00:40:29.199
<v Speaker 3>empowered and being fed. It's just like this really really

982
00:40:29.400 --> 00:40:32.639
<v Speaker 3>powerful experience that we cultivated, and it's like It is

983
00:40:32.679 --> 00:40:35.639
<v Speaker 3>a manifest manifestation of this chance we took and of

984
00:40:35.719 --> 00:40:39.039
<v Speaker 3>this relationship because like on a higher scale, when women.

985
00:40:38.920 --> 00:40:42.320
<v Speaker 2>Tap into that shit, it's so powerful. It's it's literally

986
00:40:42.440 --> 00:40:43.360
<v Speaker 2>like a resurrection.

987
00:40:44.440 --> 00:40:44.800
<v Speaker 3>For sure.

988
00:40:44.880 --> 00:40:46.639
<v Speaker 1>I think it's you know, important to touch on those

989
00:40:46.719 --> 00:40:49.239
<v Speaker 1>things and to see like, you know, not only are

990
00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:53.280
<v Speaker 1>we you know, powerful individually, but as you know, unified

991
00:40:53.360 --> 00:40:56.079
<v Speaker 1>together in the same path, it's you know, could be

992
00:40:56.199 --> 00:40:57.920
<v Speaker 1>so much more. So I think it's really cool to

993
00:40:58.000 --> 00:41:00.760
<v Speaker 1>have a space for you know, females, to be in

994
00:41:00.920 --> 00:41:04.480
<v Speaker 1>that glorified state, to kind of be open to whatever,

995
00:41:04.599 --> 00:41:06.880
<v Speaker 1>because I'm sure nobody really knows what you're going to

996
00:41:07.000 --> 00:41:08.880
<v Speaker 1>come in and get, you know what I mean, And

997
00:41:09.039 --> 00:41:11.000
<v Speaker 1>each time is a little bit different. So it's really

998
00:41:11.039 --> 00:41:13.639
<v Speaker 1>cool to see that kind of come out. So I'm

999
00:41:13.719 --> 00:41:14.440
<v Speaker 1>happy for you guys.

1000
00:41:14.519 --> 00:41:15.760
<v Speaker 3>Thank you you should come.

1001
00:41:16.480 --> 00:41:19.199
<v Speaker 1>Maybe yeah, really loves in the Jungle adds a little

1002
00:41:19.199 --> 00:41:21.320
<v Speaker 1>bit more about it, but yeah, I mean I'm always

1003
00:41:21.400 --> 00:41:22.639
<v Speaker 1>up for like new things.

1004
00:41:22.760 --> 00:41:25.519
<v Speaker 4>I feel like for me, I have this last year

1005
00:41:25.599 --> 00:41:26.639
<v Speaker 4>of my life has.

1006
00:41:26.559 --> 00:41:31.519
<v Speaker 1>Been more personal work because of what I've done, like

1007
00:41:31.719 --> 00:41:34.239
<v Speaker 1>traveling wise, I was so busy, you know, I've been divorced,

1008
00:41:34.239 --> 00:41:35.599
<v Speaker 1>I've done all these things, but you kind of like

1009
00:41:35.719 --> 00:41:38.800
<v Speaker 1>don't ever have time to process things. And so being

1010
00:41:38.840 --> 00:41:40.480
<v Speaker 1>in the pandemic kind of gave me a real slow

1011
00:41:40.559 --> 00:41:43.320
<v Speaker 1>down process to deal with things, not that I hadn't before,

1012
00:41:43.400 --> 00:41:45.599
<v Speaker 1>but little things that were kind of still lingering of

1013
00:41:45.719 --> 00:41:47.880
<v Speaker 1>things and really kind of like work those things out

1014
00:41:47.960 --> 00:41:51.639
<v Speaker 1>to where I'm at now. So I feel like those

1015
00:41:51.679 --> 00:41:55.119
<v Speaker 1>are all like open things of why I'm invited to

1016
00:41:55.679 --> 00:41:58.960
<v Speaker 1>new opportunities. So yeah, I think that's really cool.

1017
00:41:59.639 --> 00:42:02.719
<v Speaker 4>So I have a question. Have you ever taken home

1018
00:42:02.760 --> 00:42:05.840
<v Speaker 4>a souvenir from a one night stand?

1019
00:42:06.960 --> 00:42:11.599
<v Speaker 2>Like secretly? Yeah, no, no I should though that's like that,

1020
00:42:11.679 --> 00:42:14.480
<v Speaker 2>It's like it's like a serial killer. Why have I

1021
00:42:14.639 --> 00:42:15.199
<v Speaker 2>ever done this?

1022
00:42:15.599 --> 00:42:15.800
<v Speaker 5>Yes?

1023
00:42:16.920 --> 00:42:20.639
<v Speaker 3>But actually recently, I'm giving you a new ideas who recently,

1024
00:42:20.760 --> 00:42:23.079
<v Speaker 3>I was at the airport with my lover and I

1025
00:42:23.119 --> 00:42:25.320
<v Speaker 3>don't know why I had, like I have must have

1026
00:42:25.440 --> 00:42:27.440
<v Speaker 3>like stuff shipping different bags. There's like a pair of

1027
00:42:27.639 --> 00:42:29.800
<v Speaker 3>panties that I had worn and on top of a bag,

1028
00:42:30.199 --> 00:42:31.559
<v Speaker 3>and I was like, you take these with you?

1029
00:42:33.199 --> 00:42:35.519
<v Speaker 2>That's sweet? Yeah, smell, yeah, that's what I said.

1030
00:42:36.199 --> 00:42:36.239
<v Speaker 3>It.

1031
00:42:36.760 --> 00:42:38.639
<v Speaker 1>Next time when you're at like the rest in dinner,

1032
00:42:38.800 --> 00:42:40.119
<v Speaker 1>you know, you should do a take him off and

1033
00:42:40.159 --> 00:42:41.079
<v Speaker 1>put him in his pocket.

1034
00:42:42.000 --> 00:42:42.480
<v Speaker 2>I like that.

1035
00:42:42.719 --> 00:42:45.039
<v Speaker 3>I like that to take those home. Bad boy, m

1036
00:42:45.639 --> 00:42:46.960
<v Speaker 3>were all these trips.

1037
00:42:47.960 --> 00:42:49.880
<v Speaker 4>Have you ever gotten a tattoo that you regretted?

1038
00:42:50.119 --> 00:42:50.320
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

1039
00:42:50.480 --> 00:42:51.440
<v Speaker 3>Yes, what is that?

1040
00:42:51.920 --> 00:42:52.440
<v Speaker 2>I have my baby?

1041
00:42:52.440 --> 00:42:54.559
<v Speaker 3>I had my baby daddy's name tattooed on my butt

1042
00:42:54.679 --> 00:42:59.760
<v Speaker 3>in the race. The curse, the curse, and that's why husband,

1043
00:43:00.039 --> 00:43:00.719
<v Speaker 3>Oh good.

1044
00:43:02.760 --> 00:43:04.079
<v Speaker 4>Again, cover rappers, it's still back?

1045
00:43:04.119 --> 00:43:04.920
<v Speaker 3>Oh no, it's covered up?

1046
00:43:05.280 --> 00:43:05.920
<v Speaker 4>Was it still back?

1047
00:43:05.960 --> 00:43:07.840
<v Speaker 2>There was his cover for sure.

1048
00:43:07.880 --> 00:43:08.199
<v Speaker 3>Covered.

1049
00:43:08.960 --> 00:43:12.320
<v Speaker 2>Mine is not a legendary story. It's just this ugly

1050
00:43:12.360 --> 00:43:15.800
<v Speaker 2>ass when it says love, but everyone always thinks it

1051
00:43:15.800 --> 00:43:18.679
<v Speaker 2>says lover. And then my wait it all the time,

1052
00:43:18.760 --> 00:43:20.239
<v Speaker 2>and you're like so annoying.

1053
00:43:20.800 --> 00:43:22.880
<v Speaker 4>And then I went get Alexis Texas on it.

1054
00:43:23.199 --> 00:43:26.239
<v Speaker 2>I could, I could just put it there. I went

1055
00:43:26.480 --> 00:43:28.360
<v Speaker 2>and got this with an ex boyfriend. He didn't get it.

1056
00:43:28.400 --> 00:43:29.920
<v Speaker 2>I just went because I wanted to get a tattoo.

1057
00:43:29.920 --> 00:43:31.320
<v Speaker 2>And then the next day he went and got the

1058
00:43:31.400 --> 00:43:34.119
<v Speaker 2>same one and like surprised me, and I was, it's.

1059
00:43:34.000 --> 00:43:34.920
<v Speaker 4>Not really a surprise.

1060
00:43:35.039 --> 00:43:38.400
<v Speaker 2>It was a horrible surprise, not honey, And so every

1061
00:43:38.639 --> 00:43:40.920
<v Speaker 2>so it's not even my tattoo anymore. I've had it.

1062
00:43:41.199 --> 00:43:42.519
<v Speaker 2>It has like a bad and I it's not this,

1063
00:43:42.679 --> 00:43:44.000
<v Speaker 2>and so I feel like I need to like clear

1064
00:43:44.079 --> 00:43:46.159
<v Speaker 2>this so that I can do more. I want to sleep.

1065
00:43:46.199 --> 00:43:47.000
<v Speaker 4>I think, what about you?

1066
00:43:47.079 --> 00:43:47.800
<v Speaker 2>Do you have tattoos?

1067
00:43:47.880 --> 00:43:48.400
<v Speaker 3>I have none.

1068
00:43:48.800 --> 00:43:49.400
<v Speaker 2>I was looking at you.

1069
00:43:49.440 --> 00:43:51.039
<v Speaker 3>It was like sight, I don't atoos.

1070
00:43:51.039 --> 00:43:55.280
<v Speaker 1>And then I like, so, once upon a time, many

1071
00:43:55.360 --> 00:43:57.840
<v Speaker 1>moons ago, like when you were like me and my girlfriends,

1072
00:43:58.239 --> 00:43:59.559
<v Speaker 1>we were all gonna get when we were eighteen. But

1073
00:43:59.599 --> 00:44:01.800
<v Speaker 1>my birthday the last, and I was like, there's nothing

1074
00:44:01.800 --> 00:44:03.199
<v Speaker 1>I want to put on my body that whatever, and

1075
00:44:03.239 --> 00:44:04.960
<v Speaker 1>everyone like they had a horrible tattoos.

1076
00:44:05.159 --> 00:44:07.199
<v Speaker 2>So you're like, thanks for going just doing it.

1077
00:44:07.480 --> 00:44:08.719
<v Speaker 3>No, that didn't happen.

1078
00:44:08.880 --> 00:44:13.639
<v Speaker 4>And then I thought about getting my wedding date on

1079
00:44:13.840 --> 00:44:14.440
<v Speaker 4>my wrist.

1080
00:44:14.559 --> 00:44:16.960
<v Speaker 1>Thank god I never did because all have his well

1081
00:44:17.119 --> 00:44:22.000
<v Speaker 1>that sounds horrible, his ex wife, there was only one.

1082
00:44:22.159 --> 00:44:23.320
<v Speaker 4>I was going to say all of them on the

1083
00:44:23.400 --> 00:44:23.800
<v Speaker 4>second one.

1084
00:44:24.039 --> 00:44:26.159
<v Speaker 1>His other XIF had his name hurt his name on him,

1085
00:44:26.199 --> 00:44:28.159
<v Speaker 1>which was the curse when they say that whole thing.

1086
00:44:28.199 --> 00:44:29.599
<v Speaker 1>So I was like, I will never put your name

1087
00:44:29.639 --> 00:44:31.039
<v Speaker 1>on me ever. But I was like, I put my

1088
00:44:31.159 --> 00:44:31.760
<v Speaker 1>wedding date.

1089
00:44:32.400 --> 00:44:35.320
<v Speaker 2>That's a curse too, bitch. I didn't get it home.

1090
00:44:37.159 --> 00:44:39.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm tattooed free because I knew it was toxic.

1091
00:44:40.239 --> 00:44:40.719
<v Speaker 2>In your heart.

1092
00:44:40.760 --> 00:44:43.400
<v Speaker 1>Okay, right, bitch, I wrote that in my mind that

1093
00:44:43.480 --> 00:44:46.800
<v Speaker 1>said run. I had to plan my escape plan for

1094
00:44:46.880 --> 00:44:47.639
<v Speaker 1>a long time.

1095
00:44:47.599 --> 00:44:49.400
<v Speaker 2>But I made it. I'm so proud of you. I

1096
00:44:49.480 --> 00:44:50.039
<v Speaker 2>am proud of you.

1097
00:44:51.039 --> 00:44:54.639
<v Speaker 3>How often do you masturbate now with the rose? More

1098
00:44:54.679 --> 00:44:57.360
<v Speaker 3>often than you just got the rose?

1099
00:44:57.920 --> 00:44:59.239
<v Speaker 2>Well, I got like three months ago and it's still

1100
00:44:59.239 --> 00:45:00.360
<v Speaker 2>the most master it ever.

1101
00:45:01.440 --> 00:45:03.079
<v Speaker 4>You seem like you're in the relationship with the roses.

1102
00:45:03.159 --> 00:45:05.800
<v Speaker 2>That who you were talking about, your love, your love.

1103
00:45:08.440 --> 00:45:11.119
<v Speaker 3>It's true. I gave my rose my one hour is like,

1104
00:45:11.199 --> 00:45:12.239
<v Speaker 3>I have a what is it?

1105
00:45:12.400 --> 00:45:16.760
<v Speaker 2>Hanging on my bed side? He's like, now, guys, yell,

1106
00:45:16.800 --> 00:45:18.840
<v Speaker 2>are way past my bed my curview.

1107
00:45:19.159 --> 00:45:20.000
<v Speaker 4>The rose is calling.

1108
00:45:20.719 --> 00:45:24.440
<v Speaker 2>I gotta go. Did you get a rose tonight? Did

1109
00:45:24.639 --> 00:45:26.320
<v Speaker 2>I get a rose tonight? No? I got it. I

1110
00:45:26.360 --> 00:45:27.840
<v Speaker 2>got it about like two months ago.

1111
00:45:27.960 --> 00:45:30.519
<v Speaker 3>But I've been using it maybe twice a week, and

1112
00:45:30.599 --> 00:45:33.559
<v Speaker 3>that's more than I ever masturbate ever. So what was

1113
00:45:34.039 --> 00:45:36.320
<v Speaker 3>what was your number prior to the rose and you're

1114
00:45:36.559 --> 00:45:41.000
<v Speaker 3>entering your life maybe like once every two months. What

1115
00:45:41.119 --> 00:45:45.000
<v Speaker 3>did you use prior to having the rose? I'm behind pillows.

1116
00:45:45.760 --> 00:45:48.320
<v Speaker 3>It's still to this day. That's not a childhood thing

1117
00:45:48.360 --> 00:45:57.039
<v Speaker 3>you like got out of. This is your bad twice.

1118
00:45:57.159 --> 00:46:00.559
<v Speaker 2>I found your bad twice, said this.

1119
00:46:01.400 --> 00:46:02.320
<v Speaker 4>I found out what your.

1120
00:46:02.239 --> 00:46:03.039
<v Speaker 3>Bad choice is.

1121
00:46:03.199 --> 00:46:03.440
<v Speaker 2>Bitch.

1122
00:46:04.119 --> 00:46:09.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna say, you've been haveing kill us. How old

1123
00:46:09.079 --> 00:46:12.920
<v Speaker 3>are you? I'm twenty three years old. That's a problem.

1124
00:46:13.400 --> 00:46:16.199
<v Speaker 3>That is a problem, you know, Miss Texas. Again, not

1125
00:46:16.320 --> 00:46:19.079
<v Speaker 3>a doctor by a degree, but I'm a doctor.

1126
00:46:18.840 --> 00:46:21.800
<v Speaker 1>And a lot of things, and I will Okay, so

1127
00:46:21.920 --> 00:46:25.639
<v Speaker 1>everyone has their kink celexis, Yeah, but I did that

1128
00:46:25.719 --> 00:46:27.239
<v Speaker 1>when I was like twelve.

1129
00:46:27.320 --> 00:46:31.920
<v Speaker 3>I haven't matured out of my childhood masturbation style. That's

1130
00:46:31.960 --> 00:46:33.039
<v Speaker 3>a problem, bitch.

1131
00:46:33.119 --> 00:46:37.880
<v Speaker 2>At third masturbation style, I got the rows and mast

1132
00:46:38.159 --> 00:46:42.000
<v Speaker 2>I was doing better. She has you know this, I

1133
00:46:42.079 --> 00:46:42.679
<v Speaker 2>don't even know.

1134
00:46:43.599 --> 00:46:45.880
<v Speaker 3>I got botox and I know you can still see

1135
00:46:46.039 --> 00:46:48.719
<v Speaker 3>what's actually it's pretty calm.

1136
00:46:48.760 --> 00:46:49.400
<v Speaker 2>It's doing well.

1137
00:46:50.199 --> 00:46:54.840
<v Speaker 3>My toxic traits that I think i'moking it is that

1138
00:46:54.920 --> 00:46:58.119
<v Speaker 3>I prefer to help people, and so I'll just call people, Okay,

1139
00:46:58.159 --> 00:47:01.079
<v Speaker 3>but are you fucking people of the whole time? Like

1140
00:47:01.199 --> 00:47:03.360
<v Speaker 3>you can't funck person every day? Like I need to,

1141
00:47:03.679 --> 00:47:05.079
<v Speaker 3>like I need to cut some people don't master it

1142
00:47:05.159 --> 00:47:11.639
<v Speaker 3>every day. Okay, okay, you master every day. Yeah, it's healthy.

1143
00:47:12.159 --> 00:47:12.880
<v Speaker 3>I don't agree.

1144
00:47:13.119 --> 00:47:13.559
<v Speaker 2>I agree.

1145
00:47:13.679 --> 00:47:15.119
<v Speaker 4>I are you angry every day?

1146
00:47:15.599 --> 00:47:15.639
<v Speaker 5>No?

1147
00:47:16.360 --> 00:47:19.840
<v Speaker 1>I smoke weed me too. But honestly, I don't need

1148
00:47:19.920 --> 00:47:21.360
<v Speaker 1>to mask for all the time. I more do it

1149
00:47:21.440 --> 00:47:22.880
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day to go to sleep

1150
00:47:22.880 --> 00:47:23.960
<v Speaker 1>because I know it's a sure win.

1151
00:47:24.719 --> 00:47:26.280
<v Speaker 3>Knock you out with one punch.

1152
00:47:26.559 --> 00:47:28.960
<v Speaker 4>It Tachi great? What the fuck does it?

1153
00:47:29.079 --> 00:47:32.280
<v Speaker 2>Tachi mean? Humping? No, it's the actual tool.

1154
00:47:33.000 --> 00:47:35.679
<v Speaker 4>I'm concerned. But then you just said you have pillows like.

1155
00:47:37.480 --> 00:47:41.440
<v Speaker 2>I don't even judge, but I hope I'm not judging.

1156
00:47:41.519 --> 00:47:43.039
<v Speaker 4>I'm just trying to like state that this is just

1157
00:47:43.079 --> 00:47:45.480
<v Speaker 4>like dately. I'm stating in the facts. You know, I'm

1158
00:47:45.519 --> 00:47:46.159
<v Speaker 4>not proud of it.

1159
00:47:46.239 --> 00:47:48.119
<v Speaker 2>I've been working on it. She's working on it. I'm

1160
00:47:48.119 --> 00:47:50.320
<v Speaker 2>proud of you. I'm proud of you. Well, we're gonna

1161
00:47:50.360 --> 00:47:51.119
<v Speaker 2>get you out of this.

1162
00:47:51.920 --> 00:47:52.639
<v Speaker 3>It's just what I like.

1163
00:47:53.079 --> 00:47:55.480
<v Speaker 2>Pussy likes the hump. No, you're you know, or Pussy

1164
00:47:55.480 --> 00:47:56.599
<v Speaker 2>doesn't know what it likes yet.

1165
00:47:57.000 --> 00:48:00.320
<v Speaker 4>It hasn't been introduced to things that are the pillow her.

1166
00:48:00.440 --> 00:48:05.760
<v Speaker 3>Then that's a whole other episode. We're not after dark.

1167
00:48:05.920 --> 00:48:07.719
<v Speaker 3>That's a Patreon. I'm gonna have to get on that.

1168
00:48:08.119 --> 00:48:09.760
<v Speaker 2>Who's that Patreon?

1169
00:48:10.000 --> 00:48:13.920
<v Speaker 3>Who is that? It's like looking at me like I'm

1170
00:48:14.400 --> 00:48:15.360
<v Speaker 3>it's like the only fans.

1171
00:48:15.559 --> 00:48:19.400
<v Speaker 2>It's like it's like it's not it's like the thing

1172
00:48:19.679 --> 00:48:22.159
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, speaking of which I doubt I was

1173
00:48:22.199 --> 00:48:24.039
<v Speaker 2>in the middle. I was in the middle.

1174
00:48:24.119 --> 00:48:26.599
<v Speaker 4>I heard patre but I don't know for podcasts, I

1175
00:48:26.599 --> 00:48:28.840
<v Speaker 4>don't know anything like that. Well maybe did I not

1176
00:48:28.960 --> 00:48:29.679
<v Speaker 4>know what's going on?

1177
00:48:30.000 --> 00:48:30.920
<v Speaker 3>Fuck? Friendie?

1178
00:48:31.880 --> 00:48:34.119
<v Speaker 2>Trust me, it's not as exciting as only fans.

1179
00:48:34.239 --> 00:48:36.800
<v Speaker 4>But so do you have an only fans?

1180
00:48:37.559 --> 00:48:37.599
<v Speaker 2>No?

1181
00:48:38.159 --> 00:48:39.599
<v Speaker 3>What is your thoughts on only fans?

1182
00:48:41.360 --> 00:48:42.239
<v Speaker 4>My thoughts a lot.

1183
00:48:45.079 --> 00:48:53.519
<v Speaker 3>I like to have my titties out. We don't have

1184
00:48:53.760 --> 00:48:56.519
<v Speaker 3>only fans only because we already told a lot of

1185
00:48:56.559 --> 00:48:59.880
<v Speaker 3>our explicit business. Found it okay, I was looking for that.

1186
00:49:01.519 --> 00:49:02.880
<v Speaker 4>I wasn't really meaning to boo you.

1187
00:49:03.039 --> 00:49:06.079
<v Speaker 2>I was were No, I mean it did boo you

1188
00:49:06.239 --> 00:49:07.599
<v Speaker 2>when I was trying to look at the button I

1189
00:49:07.719 --> 00:49:09.800
<v Speaker 2>really needed, and it was that one. What was it

1190
00:49:11.679 --> 00:49:13.239
<v Speaker 2>that she wants the truth?

1191
00:49:14.840 --> 00:49:18.199
<v Speaker 3>What are your thoughts on only fans? Because you're very

1192
00:49:18.400 --> 00:49:19.159
<v Speaker 3>open minded?

1193
00:49:19.440 --> 00:49:20.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I whole thing.

1194
00:49:20.760 --> 00:49:24.679
<v Speaker 3>I feel like I already tell a lot of explicit stories.

1195
00:49:24.840 --> 00:49:27.760
<v Speaker 3>They don't the people don't also need visuals. But also

1196
00:49:27.840 --> 00:49:30.519
<v Speaker 3>I liked I want I hate to center my pictures

1197
00:49:30.559 --> 00:49:34.599
<v Speaker 3>on on what Instagram? Also, my boyfriend's on OnlyFans and

1198
00:49:34.679 --> 00:49:36.719
<v Speaker 3>does porn. So it's it's just I.

1199
00:49:36.920 --> 00:49:38.239
<v Speaker 4>Feel like I could just set about.

1200
00:49:38.400 --> 00:49:41.320
<v Speaker 2>There's a lot of things there to be unloaded. Why

1201
00:49:41.360 --> 00:49:44.360
<v Speaker 2>can't I find you on Only Fans I'm working on

1202
00:49:44.440 --> 00:49:47.440
<v Speaker 2>only Lexus underscore texts. Oh, okay, I'm looking. I doubt you, guys.

1203
00:49:47.440 --> 00:49:50.199
<v Speaker 2>I would downloaded Only Fans Live so that I could

1204
00:49:50.199 --> 00:49:50.960
<v Speaker 2>look at Alexis.

1205
00:49:52.480 --> 00:49:56.239
<v Speaker 1>Okay, let's see where we start. Okay, so you're very

1206
00:49:56.360 --> 00:49:59.039
<v Speaker 1>open minded. So obviously you're with the man who does porn?

1207
00:49:59.440 --> 00:50:00.360
<v Speaker 1>Does he do porn?

1208
00:50:00.440 --> 00:50:00.760
<v Speaker 2>By like?

1209
00:50:00.920 --> 00:50:01.519
<v Speaker 3>Is he doing so?

1210
00:50:01.760 --> 00:50:04.119
<v Speaker 4>Is he doing stuff with other performers? Is doing everything?

1211
00:50:04.320 --> 00:50:06.599
<v Speaker 3>Both? But are you in an open relationship or are

1212
00:50:06.639 --> 00:50:09.599
<v Speaker 3>you just monogamous monogamous? No, we're not monoga with him.

1213
00:50:09.639 --> 00:50:13.079
<v Speaker 3>We're not monogamous. So, but is he your boyfriend? Y'all

1214
00:50:13.119 --> 00:50:14.519
<v Speaker 3>are exclusive? We're not.

1215
00:50:14.920 --> 00:50:16.800
<v Speaker 2>We're not monogamous exclusive.

1216
00:50:17.039 --> 00:50:18.480
<v Speaker 4>Well, then how is he your boyfriend?

1217
00:50:19.119 --> 00:50:21.559
<v Speaker 3>I don't know Alexis, So here's your entanglement?

1218
00:50:22.320 --> 00:50:23.559
<v Speaker 2>No, well, this is her boyfriend.

1219
00:50:23.960 --> 00:50:26.119
<v Speaker 4>Well, that's the thing is, so we're entangled.

1220
00:50:26.159 --> 00:50:28.440
<v Speaker 1>So that means that if that's your boyfriend, y'all are

1221
00:50:28.440 --> 00:50:31.519
<v Speaker 1>in an open relationship because you you both can do

1222
00:50:31.599 --> 00:50:34.199
<v Speaker 1>whatever you want to do and whatever your rules are

1223
00:50:34.440 --> 00:50:34.920
<v Speaker 1>in between.

1224
00:50:35.679 --> 00:50:38.079
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, okay, So.

1225
00:50:39.719 --> 00:50:43.360
<v Speaker 1>In return, not saying that you have to go full

1226
00:50:43.440 --> 00:50:47.079
<v Speaker 1>out and do sex stuff with anybody, but are you

1227
00:50:47.159 --> 00:50:50.679
<v Speaker 1>already on your current Instagram page doing sexy pictures or

1228
00:50:50.719 --> 00:50:53.719
<v Speaker 1>doing things that people wouldn't be able to have access

1229
00:50:53.760 --> 00:50:56.239
<v Speaker 1>to if you did do because you already now are

1230
00:50:56.400 --> 00:51:00.559
<v Speaker 1>personality to want to pay whatever it is you said

1231
00:51:00.679 --> 00:51:03.840
<v Speaker 1>to do. Because that's the thing is, most people, like

1232
00:51:03.920 --> 00:51:05.679
<v Speaker 1>people all think that OnlyFans is porn.

1233
00:51:05.800 --> 00:51:06.079
<v Speaker 3>It's not.

1234
00:51:06.719 --> 00:51:09.000
<v Speaker 1>Some people go from maybe they just saw that there

1235
00:51:09.039 --> 00:51:11.239
<v Speaker 1>were sexy pictures and if you're doing bikini picks or

1236
00:51:11.280 --> 00:51:12.519
<v Speaker 1>whatever it is whatever.

1237
00:51:17.239 --> 00:51:17.320
<v Speaker 3>And.

1238
00:51:18.880 --> 00:51:22.000
<v Speaker 2>Did tell me though, and why are you you're grown

1239
00:51:22.000 --> 00:51:22.400
<v Speaker 2>as woman?

1240
00:51:22.480 --> 00:51:23.920
<v Speaker 3>But did you did tell me?

1241
00:51:24.159 --> 00:51:26.000
<v Speaker 2>I said I wouldn't. I would prefer not to.

1242
00:51:26.719 --> 00:51:28.000
<v Speaker 4>And that's again choices.

1243
00:51:28.119 --> 00:51:29.920
<v Speaker 1>So again, and it's not the only thing that's for

1244
00:51:30.119 --> 00:51:32.199
<v Speaker 1>only fans, because there's a lot of other platforms as

1245
00:51:32.239 --> 00:51:33.760
<v Speaker 1>well as that you can use. For me, it's this

1246
00:51:33.840 --> 00:51:36.679
<v Speaker 1>fact that You don't have to use any certain thing

1247
00:51:36.800 --> 00:51:39.559
<v Speaker 1>to be over sexualized, but you use your niche of something, right.

1248
00:51:39.679 --> 00:51:42.760
<v Speaker 1>So if it's hey, not even for your pictures, maybe

1249
00:51:42.840 --> 00:51:44.760
<v Speaker 1>you're doing a thing or a segment on you where

1250
00:51:44.760 --> 00:51:47.440
<v Speaker 1>you can only do your podcasts certain exclusive that you

1251
00:51:47.599 --> 00:51:50.360
<v Speaker 1>only talk about there. There's other platforms to do it

1252
00:51:50.400 --> 00:51:53.119
<v Speaker 1>where you, as a content creator can capitalize where it

1253
00:51:53.239 --> 00:51:56.440
<v Speaker 1>doesn't have to be sexualized. People think only fans, Oh,

1254
00:51:56.719 --> 00:51:58.800
<v Speaker 1>it's only whatever. It's not like that all the time.

1255
00:51:58.840 --> 00:52:00.920
<v Speaker 1>So I think, yeah, I know that the bad idea

1256
00:52:01.199 --> 00:52:02.000
<v Speaker 1>that I.

1257
00:52:02.039 --> 00:52:04.199
<v Speaker 2>Think that the only fans that me and Mieli were

1258
00:52:04.239 --> 00:52:07.000
<v Speaker 2>talking about was not that it was sex also it

1259
00:52:07.079 --> 00:52:07.559
<v Speaker 2>was sexual.

1260
00:52:07.639 --> 00:52:07.840
<v Speaker 3>Also.

1261
00:52:07.920 --> 00:52:09.519
<v Speaker 2>The thing is like the platform is used for a

1262
00:52:09.639 --> 00:52:12.639
<v Speaker 2>lot of different things. I use it something start with that.

1263
00:52:12.800 --> 00:52:13.679
<v Speaker 2>It didn't start that way.

1264
00:52:13.960 --> 00:52:17.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I only fans originated from them, and I had

1265
00:52:17.840 --> 00:52:20.679
<v Speaker 3>only fans from But y'all's idea you're saying, Yeah, Yeah,

1266
00:52:20.719 --> 00:52:21.159
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying.

1267
00:52:21.039 --> 00:52:24.360
<v Speaker 2>I mean I know there's like there's like course course

1268
00:52:24.360 --> 00:52:27.079
<v Speaker 2>scope readers aren't only fans. There's all types of different.

1269
00:52:27.159 --> 00:52:29.639
<v Speaker 3>Creators, all the chooses of the matter.

1270
00:52:29.719 --> 00:52:31.079
<v Speaker 2>Alexis is nobody.

1271
00:52:31.079 --> 00:52:33.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm just saying, nobody has we have literally no energy

1272
00:52:33.440 --> 00:52:35.000
<v Speaker 3>to go on one more fucking platform.

1273
00:52:36.239 --> 00:52:37.440
<v Speaker 2>I can't say one more.

1274
00:52:37.400 --> 00:52:40.039
<v Speaker 1>Fat as entrepreneur women that there are certain things that

1275
00:52:40.119 --> 00:52:42.159
<v Speaker 1>you're already doing and using the content to put on

1276
00:52:42.199 --> 00:52:44.199
<v Speaker 1>another platform that's doing the same amount of thing.

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<v Speaker 3>It's something to think about.

1278
00:52:45.599 --> 00:52:47.920
<v Speaker 1>I definitely could not saying whatever, And there's maybe not

1279
00:52:48.039 --> 00:52:49.800
<v Speaker 1>even that only Fans isn't the one to do that,

1280
00:52:49.880 --> 00:52:51.840
<v Speaker 1>but there's other platforms that could do something that you're

1281
00:52:51.920 --> 00:52:54.800
<v Speaker 1>using the same type of things that will satisfy what

1282
00:52:54.920 --> 00:52:57.360
<v Speaker 1>you're doing, that could fund whatever your.

1283
00:52:57.360 --> 00:52:58.559
<v Speaker 3>Else is doing, you know what I mean. It's just

1284
00:52:58.599 --> 00:53:00.679
<v Speaker 3>the food for thought. Do you need to be or

1285
00:53:00.719 --> 00:53:01.960
<v Speaker 3>can you be your only Fans manager?

1286
00:53:03.239 --> 00:53:08.639
<v Speaker 2>I think I feel like you have a vision and

1287
00:53:08.719 --> 00:53:09.639
<v Speaker 2>we need to talk about this.

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00:53:09.960 --> 00:53:12.119
<v Speaker 1>I definitely have lots of visions be definitely. I mean,

1289
00:53:12.199 --> 00:53:14.960
<v Speaker 1>for me, I feel like I'm all about women empowerment.

1290
00:53:15.039 --> 00:53:18.119
<v Speaker 1>I love people and women growing off what you're comfortable

1291
00:53:18.199 --> 00:53:19.440
<v Speaker 1>doing that. So I'm saying, if it's some things just

1292
00:53:19.559 --> 00:53:21.039
<v Speaker 1>don't work, it doesn't work, you know what I mean.

1293
00:53:21.119 --> 00:53:25.039
<v Speaker 1>But if there's an inn for something which you ladies

1294
00:53:25.079 --> 00:53:27.360
<v Speaker 1>are not judgmental and whatever, and it's not saying you're

1295
00:53:27.400 --> 00:53:29.480
<v Speaker 1>going full fledged to doing porn. I think people there's

1296
00:53:29.519 --> 00:53:31.880
<v Speaker 1>a bad perception of what people think that it is

1297
00:53:31.960 --> 00:53:33.440
<v Speaker 1>as soon as they say, oh, you have an only fans,

1298
00:53:33.679 --> 00:53:36.159
<v Speaker 1>Oh you're on about No, there's so many different things.

1299
00:53:36.280 --> 00:53:38.440
<v Speaker 1>Just because one does something doesn't mean it has to

1300
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<v Speaker 1>be the other.

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<v Speaker 5>No.

1302
00:53:40.000 --> 00:53:42.159
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely I agree with that, and I know it's good

1303
00:53:42.199 --> 00:53:42.519
<v Speaker 2>for thought.

1304
00:53:42.559 --> 00:53:44.199
<v Speaker 1>But you know, I will We definitely can have a

1305
00:53:44.239 --> 00:53:47.280
<v Speaker 1>business conversation about all those things and run ideas.

1306
00:53:47.360 --> 00:53:48.320
<v Speaker 3>We love collaboration.

1307
00:53:48.760 --> 00:53:49.719
<v Speaker 2>We love to collaborate.

1308
00:53:49.760 --> 00:53:52.519
<v Speaker 3>If we can collaborate with another woman, and only fans

1309
00:53:52.639 --> 00:53:54.559
<v Speaker 3>will do it, especially if it makes sense and it's

1310
00:53:54.639 --> 00:53:57.519
<v Speaker 3>curated beautifully, because we're some curated as bitches. We love

1311
00:53:57.559 --> 00:53:59.599
<v Speaker 3>beautiful images. I was just thinking today, like we need

1312
00:53:59.599 --> 00:54:02.639
<v Speaker 3>to have another sexy shoot and then maybe we can

1313
00:54:02.719 --> 00:54:07.079
<v Speaker 3>debut it directed by Alexis Texas on Only Fans exclusively.

1314
00:54:08.239 --> 00:54:10.639
<v Speaker 1>I have a lot of you know, things and tools

1315
00:54:10.679 --> 00:54:14.400
<v Speaker 1>under my belt. Today maybe just got reject I have

1316
00:54:14.599 --> 00:54:15.159
<v Speaker 1>lots you know.

1317
00:54:16.239 --> 00:54:18.400
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I see that in our future.

1318
00:54:18.880 --> 00:54:20.639
<v Speaker 1>I think we should take a shot, and I think

1319
00:54:20.679 --> 00:54:22.199
<v Speaker 1>then we should start the trees with Texas.

1320
00:54:22.320 --> 00:54:25.000
<v Speaker 4>Let's do it all right, Let's do all right.

1321
00:54:25.119 --> 00:54:28.159
<v Speaker 1>We are back and ready for my favorite part, Truth

1322
00:54:28.239 --> 00:54:30.440
<v Speaker 1>with Texas. We are going to play a little game

1323
00:54:30.519 --> 00:54:33.280
<v Speaker 1>that I love to play with my guests. There's four

1324
00:54:33.360 --> 00:54:36.000
<v Speaker 1>aces here. Each ace suit is a different type of question.

1325
00:54:36.199 --> 00:54:38.079
<v Speaker 1>We will go through each of the cards.

1326
00:54:37.800 --> 00:54:40.760
<v Speaker 2>And get to know you a little bit more intimately.

1327
00:54:42.360 --> 00:54:44.360
<v Speaker 2>I feel a little nervous. Don't be nervous.

1328
00:54:45.079 --> 00:54:46.599
<v Speaker 3>I think that you know you're an open book.

1329
00:54:46.760 --> 00:54:47.159
<v Speaker 2>You'll give it.

1330
00:54:47.320 --> 00:54:52.280
<v Speaker 1>You'll give me what we need. Ace of spades. So

1331
00:54:52.400 --> 00:54:55.519
<v Speaker 1>it's a naughty question, which is one of our favorites here.

1332
00:54:57.000 --> 00:54:59.159
<v Speaker 2>I'm a naughty girl. Do you like dirty talk?

1333
00:55:00.119 --> 00:55:06.840
<v Speaker 3>I fucking love a filthy, fucking I love what's gonna

1334
00:55:06.880 --> 00:55:11.159
<v Speaker 3>say mouth. I am the fucking if there was a

1335
00:55:11.320 --> 00:55:14.360
<v Speaker 3>mascot for give me a dirty, filthy fucking mouth.

1336
00:55:14.599 --> 00:55:15.719
<v Speaker 2>Do you also have a dirty mouth?

1337
00:55:16.000 --> 00:55:16.039
<v Speaker 5>No?

1338
00:55:17.440 --> 00:55:17.800
<v Speaker 2>So are you?

1339
00:55:18.440 --> 00:55:20.800
<v Speaker 1>Are you silent when the dirty mouth talk? I can

1340
00:55:21.119 --> 00:55:23.400
<v Speaker 1>I can do a little jargon. Can you give us

1341
00:55:23.400 --> 00:55:24.159
<v Speaker 1>a little role play?

1342
00:55:24.280 --> 00:55:32.440
<v Speaker 3>Oh wow? Okay, like yes, daddy, fuck me, yes, daddy,

1343
00:55:32.880 --> 00:55:35.320
<v Speaker 3>I'll be your little slut, you know, just like I

1344
00:55:35.480 --> 00:55:38.280
<v Speaker 3>like to be like submissive and dirty talk. But there's

1345
00:55:38.400 --> 00:55:40.800
<v Speaker 3>you know, there's some things that if I get really

1346
00:55:40.920 --> 00:55:43.679
<v Speaker 3>open and really turned on, then I can get like so.

1347
00:55:43.760 --> 00:55:45.519
<v Speaker 4>It's like you need me the partner of other person,

1348
00:55:45.559 --> 00:55:46.719
<v Speaker 4>to like, you know, go back and forth.

1349
00:55:46.840 --> 00:55:48.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I really need you to bring it out of me.

1350
00:55:48.599 --> 00:55:51.599
<v Speaker 2>But I like that the start from that. You like that, Yeah, your.

1351
00:55:51.519 --> 00:55:54.480
<v Speaker 1>Daddy submissive because some people could either daddy or they don't.

1352
00:55:54.519 --> 00:55:57.440
<v Speaker 4>It just depends. But like when you really are submissive,

1353
00:55:57.679 --> 00:55:58.840
<v Speaker 4>it usually goes there.

1354
00:55:59.000 --> 00:56:00.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I like, I like to really be submissive and

1355
00:56:00.880 --> 00:56:02.800
<v Speaker 3>the like, I would really like for you to put

1356
00:56:02.880 --> 00:56:05.440
<v Speaker 3>me in that submissive place and then I can I

1357
00:56:05.519 --> 00:56:09.039
<v Speaker 3>can return. But I do like a dirty not too much,

1358
00:56:09.119 --> 00:56:12.280
<v Speaker 3>don't go, don't do too much, relaxed. You know, what's

1359
00:56:12.320 --> 00:56:14.480
<v Speaker 3>your safe word? I don't have one?

1360
00:56:14.800 --> 00:56:15.599
<v Speaker 2>Should suck up?

1361
00:56:16.000 --> 00:56:18.519
<v Speaker 1>What would it be if you had a fun safe

1362
00:56:18.599 --> 00:56:21.400
<v Speaker 1>word to use, like for you know, partner purple?

1363
00:56:24.199 --> 00:56:26.039
<v Speaker 4>What if they don't know purple?

1364
00:56:26.079 --> 00:56:26.119
<v Speaker 2>What?

1365
00:56:26.519 --> 00:56:26.679
<v Speaker 5>Well?

1366
00:56:26.719 --> 00:56:29.079
<v Speaker 3>I feel like the only way to have a safe

1367
00:56:29.079 --> 00:56:31.119
<v Speaker 3>word is if the only the person knows it. But

1368
00:56:31.440 --> 00:56:33.599
<v Speaker 3>that reminds me, I forgot to tell you. In Atlanta,

1369
00:56:33.800 --> 00:56:37.480
<v Speaker 3>I passed out where in sex during.

1370
00:56:37.360 --> 00:56:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Sex pasta Yeah, mid stroke or show.

1371
00:56:42.519 --> 00:56:44.480
<v Speaker 3>He was choking me and fucking me and I was

1372
00:56:44.559 --> 00:56:46.440
<v Speaker 3>drunk and it was like probably like five o'clock in

1373
00:56:46.440 --> 00:56:46.800
<v Speaker 3>the morning.

1374
00:56:47.280 --> 00:56:51.000
<v Speaker 4>And then I was like, for how long were you out?

1375
00:56:51.199 --> 00:56:52.199
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, not long?

1376
00:56:52.280 --> 00:56:52.960
<v Speaker 3>Did he tell you?

1377
00:56:54.239 --> 00:56:58.320
<v Speaker 2>I was like, he was like, did you just pass out?

1378
00:56:59.480 --> 00:57:00.440
<v Speaker 3>Like I don't know, keep going.

1379
00:57:00.480 --> 00:57:01.320
<v Speaker 4>I was like, yeah, I did.

1380
00:57:01.559 --> 00:57:02.039
<v Speaker 3>I didn't.

1381
00:57:02.079 --> 00:57:04.800
<v Speaker 4>I wasn't sure, but didn't make your pussy wetter a little?

1382
00:57:04.880 --> 00:57:05.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah I did.

1383
00:57:05.559 --> 00:57:11.400
<v Speaker 3>I was like, what's happening? Oh no, and then he

1384
00:57:11.519 --> 00:57:13.079
<v Speaker 3>was like, did just pass out? And I was like yeah,

1385
00:57:13.199 --> 00:57:15.480
<v Speaker 3>And then he kept going, so choked your spink choked

1386
00:57:15.519 --> 00:57:19.559
<v Speaker 3>all the way both no one or the other. We're

1387
00:57:19.599 --> 00:57:22.239
<v Speaker 3>not being greedy bitch. I'm a greedy bitch, but choked.

1388
00:57:22.760 --> 00:57:23.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, choked.

1389
00:57:23.440 --> 00:57:26.079
<v Speaker 3>So that wasn't your first time being choked out? No, No,

1390
00:57:27.320 --> 00:57:31.440
<v Speaker 3>have you came to being choked out? I don't know,

1391
00:57:31.559 --> 00:57:33.639
<v Speaker 3>probably close, Like, but you get off to it? I do,

1392
00:57:34.639 --> 00:57:37.480
<v Speaker 3>and you absolutely like I don't.

1393
00:57:37.519 --> 00:57:39.280
<v Speaker 2>I don't love. She's like, I actually hate that you

1394
00:57:39.360 --> 00:57:40.800
<v Speaker 2>told that story because I don't have one.

1395
00:57:41.360 --> 00:57:41.400
<v Speaker 5>No.

1396
00:57:41.960 --> 00:57:44.880
<v Speaker 2>So, I'm not typically a dirty talk person, but I

1397
00:57:44.960 --> 00:57:47.679
<v Speaker 2>recently started sleeping with some that someone that's really good

1398
00:57:47.719 --> 00:57:49.199
<v Speaker 2>at it, and I was like, oh, I get it.

1399
00:57:49.239 --> 00:57:51.159
<v Speaker 2>I even told her. I was like, bitch, I get it.

1400
00:57:51.280 --> 00:57:53.960
<v Speaker 4>What the fuck is so didn't make you want to,

1401
00:57:54.039 --> 00:57:55.480
<v Speaker 4>like Inhighten your dirty talk.

1402
00:57:55.480 --> 00:57:58.920
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god. Well I'm not a big dirty talker,

1403
00:57:59.039 --> 00:58:00.480
<v Speaker 2>but some ship.

1404
00:58:00.719 --> 00:58:03.280
<v Speaker 3>But why because like you feel like it's not going

1405
00:58:03.360 --> 00:58:05.599
<v Speaker 3>to be sexy, or because I think that hard?

1406
00:58:05.679 --> 00:58:06.679
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to think that hard.

1407
00:58:06.719 --> 00:58:08.039
<v Speaker 4>But sometimes it's not about thinking.

1408
00:58:08.159 --> 00:58:09.880
<v Speaker 1>It's about in the moment, like she said, like in

1409
00:58:09.960 --> 00:58:11.800
<v Speaker 1>certain things, it's going to bring out certain stuff.

1410
00:58:11.840 --> 00:58:16.760
<v Speaker 2>I don't know it because you're doing it. If it comes,

1411
00:58:16.800 --> 00:58:18.119
<v Speaker 2>then it comes, and it will come.

1412
00:58:18.320 --> 00:58:20.559
<v Speaker 3>But the next time, maybe it's may simulate your brain

1413
00:58:20.639 --> 00:58:22.159
<v Speaker 3>to maybe you may say saying shit, you.

1414
00:58:22.159 --> 00:58:24.360
<v Speaker 2>Should just let come out. Yeah I've been put on

1415
00:58:24.440 --> 00:58:29.519
<v Speaker 2>the spot and I don't like that. Yeah, yeah, I've

1416
00:58:29.559 --> 00:58:32.079
<v Speaker 2>been like fuck. But you know what's funny with.

1417
00:58:32.159 --> 00:58:35.719
<v Speaker 1>Me is that because of like what my profession was,

1418
00:58:36.119 --> 00:58:39.519
<v Speaker 1>I typically before in my personal life would be intimidate,

1419
00:58:39.639 --> 00:58:40.519
<v Speaker 1>not intimidated.

1420
00:58:40.599 --> 00:58:41.960
<v Speaker 3>But when you want to say things is I don't

1421
00:58:41.960 --> 00:58:44.480
<v Speaker 3>want to be too poor? No, So then people are like,

1422
00:58:44.679 --> 00:58:45.519
<v Speaker 3>h do you even like me?

1423
00:58:45.599 --> 00:58:46.920
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, because I'm like, I'm not trying to

1424
00:58:46.960 --> 00:58:48.519
<v Speaker 1>send you a new and I do that on ely

1425
00:58:48.599 --> 00:58:51.519
<v Speaker 1>fans like buy my ship, But I also too have

1426
00:58:51.679 --> 00:58:54.159
<v Speaker 1>to be like I have to send personal pics to

1427
00:58:54.280 --> 00:58:56.960
<v Speaker 1>people because or I should say a person, I should

1428
00:58:57.039 --> 00:59:00.320
<v Speaker 1>say people whatever, and not with anybody, but saying it

1429
00:59:00.360 --> 00:59:01.679
<v Speaker 1>at the time, it's like so they're just like, well,

1430
00:59:01.760 --> 00:59:03.840
<v Speaker 1>just don't send me stuff you send to other people,

1431
00:59:03.960 --> 00:59:07.239
<v Speaker 1>and like, hard, that's how much content do you think

1432
00:59:07.239 --> 00:59:09.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm making over here with the fun I'm busy, you

1433
00:59:09.199 --> 00:59:11.480
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean. But for the people that I've

1434
00:59:11.559 --> 00:59:13.480
<v Speaker 1>wanted to I'm not in a place where I'm like that,

1435
00:59:13.639 --> 00:59:16.519
<v Speaker 1>but like, I will do special content for those people.

1436
00:59:17.679 --> 00:59:23.559
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, it's difficult here, which I know. Have you

1437
00:59:23.599 --> 00:59:26.960
<v Speaker 1>ever had a threesome? Yeah, you're worth a couple. That's

1438
00:59:28.639 --> 00:59:30.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm a okay.

1439
00:59:30.119 --> 00:59:32.840
<v Speaker 3>What about role play? Is that something that you're totally

1440
00:59:32.920 --> 00:59:33.679
<v Speaker 3>off limits or.

1441
00:59:33.719 --> 00:59:34.320
<v Speaker 2>You will have to do?

1442
00:59:35.079 --> 00:59:35.360
<v Speaker 3>I love?

1443
00:59:35.440 --> 00:59:38.000
<v Speaker 4>What were you role playing as real estate agent?

1444
00:59:38.960 --> 00:59:42.519
<v Speaker 2>What did you sell the house a student?

1445
00:59:43.239 --> 00:59:44.360
<v Speaker 3>What was your broker pace?

1446
00:59:44.800 --> 00:59:45.000
<v Speaker 2>Huh?

1447
00:59:45.079 --> 00:59:46.079
<v Speaker 3>What was your broker fee?

1448
00:59:46.519 --> 00:59:46.960
<v Speaker 2>My brother?

1449
00:59:47.719 --> 00:59:49.320
<v Speaker 3>Did you get calmed on how many times?

1450
00:59:52.440 --> 00:59:53.239
<v Speaker 4>Percent of what?

1451
00:59:54.360 --> 00:59:56.079
<v Speaker 3>Of everything? For life?

1452
00:59:56.199 --> 01:00:02.159
<v Speaker 2>Baby? But recently actually recently I was kind of it

1453
01:00:02.280 --> 01:00:04.480
<v Speaker 2>was he was I could tell he wanted to role play, and.

1454
01:00:04.519 --> 01:00:07.559
<v Speaker 4>I was like, how do you tell you wants to

1455
01:00:07.639 --> 01:00:10.400
<v Speaker 4>role play like he was like, he was, like, what

1456
01:00:10.519 --> 01:00:11.119
<v Speaker 4>did he say to me?

1457
01:00:13.400 --> 01:00:16.559
<v Speaker 2>He was like, she's basically saying like I was about

1458
01:00:16.559 --> 01:00:19.159
<v Speaker 2>to come back in the room, and like, was he was?

1459
01:00:19.360 --> 01:00:22.159
<v Speaker 2>Was I prepared? When when I cut back, iron Man

1460
01:00:22.320 --> 01:00:25.599
<v Speaker 2>is out and he's like, my girlfriend's going to be

1461
01:00:25.719 --> 01:00:27.000
<v Speaker 2>back soon. She's not gonna be happy.

1462
01:00:27.039 --> 01:00:29.079
<v Speaker 3>So you didn't you didn't go along with it? Why?

1463
01:00:29.199 --> 01:00:34.000
<v Speaker 2>Whatever, he was really serious? I couldn't tell if he

1464
01:00:34.119 --> 01:00:34.519
<v Speaker 2>was serious.

1465
01:00:35.000 --> 01:00:36.400
<v Speaker 4>Why didn't you play along?

1466
01:00:36.840 --> 01:00:40.159
<v Speaker 2>I'm so disappointed? Wait what if he was?

1467
01:00:40.320 --> 01:00:42.079
<v Speaker 1>He was trying to be serious and you're like, witch,

1468
01:00:42.119 --> 01:00:43.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm not role playing with you. He's like, this is

1469
01:00:43.559 --> 01:00:49.559
<v Speaker 1>my real life. But she's really coming, She's about to go.

1470
01:00:51.719 --> 01:00:57.280
<v Speaker 2>Actually, get this is not a joke. This is not

1471
01:00:58.760 --> 01:01:02.960
<v Speaker 2>like how would you feel about that he's on her way? Yeah,

1472
01:01:03.159 --> 01:01:08.119
<v Speaker 2>this is l a you never I don't know. I

1473
01:01:08.239 --> 01:01:10.159
<v Speaker 2>just I just I didn't. I didn't feel like.

1474
01:01:10.719 --> 01:01:12.480
<v Speaker 3>I feel like from now on, you have to like

1475
01:01:12.599 --> 01:01:15.119
<v Speaker 3>the secret code of texts me and be like, hey,

1476
01:01:15.280 --> 01:01:15.920
<v Speaker 3>what should I say?

1477
01:01:16.679 --> 01:01:17.480
<v Speaker 4>What am I supposed to do?

1478
01:01:17.719 --> 01:01:21.039
<v Speaker 2>Go to the bath hole? One second we be he said,

1479
01:01:21.199 --> 01:01:21.840
<v Speaker 2>what do I say next?

1480
01:01:22.599 --> 01:01:27.719
<v Speaker 3>Abort? Run out the if you don't chase you hate

1481
01:01:27.800 --> 01:01:35.800
<v Speaker 3>the one? Okay, have you ever faked an orgasm? Come on?

1482
01:01:35.920 --> 01:01:36.960
<v Speaker 2>Are you a woman? Right?

1483
01:01:37.559 --> 01:01:38.920
<v Speaker 3>Can I hear your faked orgasm?

1484
01:01:40.320 --> 01:01:43.320
<v Speaker 2>Oh?

1485
01:01:47.880 --> 01:01:48.679
<v Speaker 3>It's believable.

1486
01:01:49.039 --> 01:01:49.679
<v Speaker 2>I'm an actress.

1487
01:01:52.000 --> 01:01:52.920
<v Speaker 4>Where can we book you?

1488
01:01:54.000 --> 01:01:57.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm the only fan that you heard it?

1489
01:01:58.559 --> 01:02:00.639
<v Speaker 3>That's right. I'm not pimoting this. He's been on pimp

1490
01:02:00.760 --> 01:02:01.280
<v Speaker 3>these ladies.

1491
01:02:01.840 --> 01:02:03.159
<v Speaker 4>I'm gonna get pimped by anybody.

1492
01:02:03.280 --> 01:02:03.880
<v Speaker 3>It's gonna be you.

1493
01:02:04.000 --> 01:02:06.719
<v Speaker 4>But after the toy, you're gonna like it. I'm promising

1494
01:02:08.119 --> 01:02:12.360
<v Speaker 4>as a clubs. It's a kinky question of corn. We're

1495
01:02:12.440 --> 01:02:14.840
<v Speaker 4>a little kinky, okay, bonded yes or no?

1496
01:02:15.199 --> 01:02:15.440
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

1497
01:02:16.239 --> 01:02:17.159
<v Speaker 3>You answer real quick.

1498
01:02:17.280 --> 01:02:19.280
<v Speaker 2>So, mister Gray, he had a dungeon? Do you say

1499
01:02:19.480 --> 01:02:20.000
<v Speaker 2>which toy?

1500
01:02:22.199 --> 01:02:25.000
<v Speaker 3>I said, so, if mister Gray had a dungeon, would

1501
01:02:25.039 --> 01:02:26.920
<v Speaker 3>you be like which toy? You know it can?

1502
01:02:27.239 --> 01:02:27.599
<v Speaker 2>I'm down.

1503
01:02:27.639 --> 01:02:28.760
<v Speaker 3>I've been to a dungeon. I'm down.

1504
01:02:28.880 --> 01:02:31.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm going to show you're down with like being spinked

1505
01:02:31.800 --> 01:02:35.519
<v Speaker 1>like all the is there? What is your absolutely?

1506
01:02:35.800 --> 01:02:35.840
<v Speaker 5>No?

1507
01:02:38.840 --> 01:02:46.679
<v Speaker 2>Sexually maybe like electrocution, like electricity. I'm not interested in electricity.

1508
01:02:46.840 --> 01:02:49.519
<v Speaker 2>You're going far, bitch is not far. It was just

1509
01:02:49.599 --> 01:02:51.280
<v Speaker 2>on love Honey dot Com and they were. I was

1510
01:02:51.320 --> 01:02:53.320
<v Speaker 2>looking at their electricity toys. I was like, what the

1511
01:02:53.480 --> 01:02:56.280
<v Speaker 2>fuck they were like people, I'm like, hey, I'm in

1512
01:02:56.320 --> 01:02:56.920
<v Speaker 2>a Tinder.

1513
01:02:56.760 --> 01:02:57.920
<v Speaker 4>Date and I got electricues.

1514
01:02:59.360 --> 01:03:02.400
<v Speaker 2>You never are fucking they're on it out here. Okay,

1515
01:03:03.119 --> 01:03:05.639
<v Speaker 2>I would say that, or I'm not really I don't

1516
01:03:05.639 --> 01:03:09.000
<v Speaker 2>really want to be gagged per se, but tie me

1517
01:03:09.119 --> 01:03:12.559
<v Speaker 2>up all the way. Huh did you peg a man?

1518
01:03:13.119 --> 01:03:14.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm open to it. I have never done it, but

1519
01:03:14.719 --> 01:03:15.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm open to it.

1520
01:03:15.719 --> 01:03:18.480
<v Speaker 3>What could you still be with him romantically?

1521
01:03:19.039 --> 01:03:19.239
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

1522
01:03:21.199 --> 01:03:23.000
<v Speaker 3>Say thoughts the same got him.

1523
01:03:25.400 --> 01:03:25.920
<v Speaker 4>Sex skill?

1524
01:03:25.960 --> 01:03:28.440
<v Speaker 3>You're most proud of all of them.

1525
01:03:29.559 --> 01:03:30.280
<v Speaker 4>You can pick one.

1526
01:03:31.400 --> 01:03:35.199
<v Speaker 2>I would say, I just know how to control my pussy,

1527
01:03:36.119 --> 01:03:38.840
<v Speaker 2>like so queen, I can, Yeah, I can squirt. I

1528
01:03:38.920 --> 01:03:40.000
<v Speaker 2>can like I can.

1529
01:03:40.239 --> 01:03:42.079
<v Speaker 4>Just do you make yourself them in?

1530
01:03:42.760 --> 01:03:42.960
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

1531
01:03:43.440 --> 01:03:45.920
<v Speaker 3>Okay, I'm really wet and I can take a lot

1532
01:03:45.960 --> 01:03:49.079
<v Speaker 3>of dick. I'm like, you're a size queen. Yeah, I'm

1533
01:03:49.079 --> 01:03:49.719
<v Speaker 3>a size queen.

1534
01:03:50.639 --> 01:03:50.960
<v Speaker 2>Got it?

1535
01:03:51.320 --> 01:03:58.280
<v Speaker 3>Any fetishes? I just like nasty shit. I just want

1536
01:03:58.320 --> 01:04:00.840
<v Speaker 3>to be like kind of like a little bit sledded

1537
01:04:00.880 --> 01:04:01.800
<v Speaker 3>out in a loving way.

1538
01:04:02.159 --> 01:04:04.480
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to not be loving. I don't want

1539
01:04:04.559 --> 01:04:06.400
<v Speaker 2>to be loving. I like, do I like them to

1540
01:04:06.480 --> 01:04:06.679
<v Speaker 2>go on.

1541
01:04:06.840 --> 01:04:09.360
<v Speaker 1>But is that only for the sexual purpose or do

1542
01:04:09.400 --> 01:04:12.599
<v Speaker 1>you want your partner to be like that? Because for me,

1543
01:04:12.719 --> 01:04:15.760
<v Speaker 1>it's like, like there are certain sexual things that I

1544
01:04:16.519 --> 01:04:20.400
<v Speaker 1>fantasize about being a slutty whore, and then there's things

1545
01:04:20.440 --> 01:04:23.480
<v Speaker 1>that I like, I don't necessarily fantasize with my.

1546
01:04:23.559 --> 01:04:24.320
<v Speaker 4>Partner doing that.

1547
01:04:24.840 --> 01:04:27.199
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to fuck me different ways, but I don't

1548
01:04:27.280 --> 01:04:29.440
<v Speaker 1>fantasize about that. So it's like, is it a fantasy

1549
01:04:29.480 --> 01:04:31.599
<v Speaker 1>thing or do you want to be like that experimental

1550
01:04:31.639 --> 01:04:32.480
<v Speaker 1>with your partner as well?

1551
01:04:32.519 --> 01:04:33.199
<v Speaker 2>Because that's a thing.

1552
01:04:33.320 --> 01:04:35.480
<v Speaker 3>That's an interesting thing because I recently wondered, like do

1553
01:04:35.559 --> 01:04:37.880
<v Speaker 3>I want to have that male male female with my

1554
01:04:38.159 --> 01:04:39.599
<v Speaker 3>partners people?

1555
01:04:39.599 --> 01:04:41.639
<v Speaker 2>I don't know exactly because then I'm not gonna be like,

1556
01:04:41.679 --> 01:04:43.440
<v Speaker 2>why'd you like that? I want that with my partner?

1557
01:04:43.880 --> 01:04:46.000
<v Speaker 1>See, and I used to be before it was with

1558
01:04:46.159 --> 01:04:48.960
<v Speaker 1>my partner because my one of my ex husband was

1559
01:04:49.039 --> 01:04:51.440
<v Speaker 1>in the industry, so it was very we were open

1560
01:04:51.519 --> 01:04:54.159
<v Speaker 1>to those ideas and it wasn't necessarily every time with

1561
01:04:54.360 --> 01:04:55.199
<v Speaker 1>someone that was in the.

1562
01:04:55.320 --> 01:04:56.119
<v Speaker 4>Industry as well.

1563
01:04:57.119 --> 01:05:02.280
<v Speaker 1>But now dating people in the like the real world, yeah,

1564
01:05:02.599 --> 01:05:05.159
<v Speaker 1>in real life, my last you know guess because we

1565
01:05:05.239 --> 01:05:07.800
<v Speaker 1>have after dark too. Is like she's in the adult

1566
01:05:07.920 --> 01:05:11.000
<v Speaker 1>entertainments but also segregating in a sense, to quote Unko,

1567
01:05:11.039 --> 01:05:11.320
<v Speaker 1>the world.

1568
01:05:11.400 --> 01:05:12.039
<v Speaker 4>I was like, I hate that.

1569
01:05:12.119 --> 01:05:13.880
<v Speaker 1>It's almost like they say the real world, because it's

1570
01:05:13.920 --> 01:05:15.440
<v Speaker 1>like it was like we weren't in us, like we

1571
01:05:15.559 --> 01:05:17.800
<v Speaker 1>really paid taxes, we really paid whatever, like we were

1572
01:05:17.960 --> 01:05:22.840
<v Speaker 1>in the real world, but in a new world, whatever

1573
01:05:22.920 --> 01:05:25.400
<v Speaker 1>you want to say. But when you integrate into those things,

1574
01:05:25.480 --> 01:05:29.400
<v Speaker 1>it's like, do you really think about the other side

1575
01:05:29.440 --> 01:05:32.199
<v Speaker 1>of that, Like it's like before it was very not

1576
01:05:32.440 --> 01:05:35.360
<v Speaker 1>sexualized in those ways, So it's just different.

1577
01:05:35.639 --> 01:05:37.079
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean are you saying now you would

1578
01:05:37.079 --> 01:05:39.599
<v Speaker 2>you wouldn't participate in those type of things with your partner.

1579
01:05:39.639 --> 01:05:42.119
<v Speaker 1>Well at a certain time because where I wasn't in

1580
01:05:42.360 --> 01:05:45.280
<v Speaker 1>like in my space of life the last like two years,

1581
01:05:45.320 --> 01:05:47.920
<v Speaker 1>I would say, not that I wasn't open up to

1582
01:05:48.000 --> 01:05:49.880
<v Speaker 1>because I was obviously in the adult industry and like

1583
01:05:50.440 --> 01:05:54.280
<v Speaker 1>like sexual wise, sexualized wise, I don't feel like an

1584
01:05:54.360 --> 01:05:58.760
<v Speaker 1>inferiorness in that whole like spectrum of a threesome or whatever.

1585
01:05:59.599 --> 01:06:01.599
<v Speaker 1>But I don't think I was in the mind space

1586
01:06:01.800 --> 01:06:04.679
<v Speaker 1>of where I felt comfortable enough to want to share

1587
01:06:04.760 --> 01:06:05.840
<v Speaker 1>my partner in that way.

1588
01:06:06.360 --> 01:06:09.519
<v Speaker 4>So for me now, it's like dating now. It's like

1589
01:06:09.840 --> 01:06:11.280
<v Speaker 4>I'm not not opposed.

1590
01:06:11.719 --> 01:06:13.400
<v Speaker 1>I had to really think because I had it somebody

1591
01:06:13.480 --> 01:06:16.000
<v Speaker 1>that was like questioning those things that I'm like, are

1592
01:06:16.039 --> 01:06:18.440
<v Speaker 1>you just trying to make me be like alexis Texas

1593
01:06:18.639 --> 01:06:20.639
<v Speaker 1>or is it this? But for me, I think that

1594
01:06:20.719 --> 01:06:23.280
<v Speaker 1>it's just like some people are just sexualized like yourselves

1595
01:06:23.320 --> 01:06:25.519
<v Speaker 1>as you guys were never important, but y'all are very open.

1596
01:06:25.360 --> 01:06:26.960
<v Speaker 4>Sexually, which I think is beautiful.

1597
01:06:27.280 --> 01:06:29.159
<v Speaker 1>The same way with that is like I just have

1598
01:06:29.320 --> 01:06:31.079
<v Speaker 1>to accept that that's what it is and it's okay,

1599
01:06:31.280 --> 01:06:33.920
<v Speaker 1>And I'm in a in a society where I can

1600
01:06:34.000 --> 01:06:37.760
<v Speaker 1>be accepted in that realm where it's not like taboo where.

1601
01:06:37.679 --> 01:06:39.119
<v Speaker 4>I was only because I had to be imporant.

1602
01:06:39.159 --> 01:06:40.320
<v Speaker 3>I had to be this way.

1603
01:06:40.440 --> 01:06:43.679
<v Speaker 4>So it's like I am open if it's the right situation,

1604
01:06:43.760 --> 01:06:44.360
<v Speaker 4>if you feel.

1605
01:06:44.159 --> 01:06:46.800
<v Speaker 3>S I don't know, I don't know. Yeah, necessarily if

1606
01:06:46.840 --> 01:06:49.159
<v Speaker 3>we've planned it out and then it will happen whatever,

1607
01:06:49.280 --> 01:06:53.800
<v Speaker 3>But I'm not not open. It turns me on one percent,

1608
01:06:53.960 --> 01:06:56.000
<v Speaker 3>So I'm open to it. But it's just like I like,

1609
01:06:56.079 --> 01:06:57.719
<v Speaker 3>for a long time I was not safe with that.

1610
01:06:57.960 --> 01:06:59.679
<v Speaker 2>No and that's the keyword right there, And I say

1611
01:07:00.280 --> 01:07:01.960
<v Speaker 2>is like, I think a lot of the kinks that

1612
01:07:02.000 --> 01:07:04.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm willing to explore which I can go, I can

1613
01:07:04.480 --> 01:07:07.760
<v Speaker 2>go deep. That safety has to be I'm not gonna

1614
01:07:07.760 --> 01:07:09.400
<v Speaker 2>do certain shit like if I want to be someone's

1615
01:07:09.400 --> 01:07:11.960
<v Speaker 2>little slut and be like, you know, choked and talked

1616
01:07:12.320 --> 01:07:14.719
<v Speaker 2>shitty to, like by a guy that I just met

1617
01:07:14.760 --> 01:07:16.800
<v Speaker 2>on Tinder, maybe, but probably not.

1618
01:07:16.960 --> 01:07:20.280
<v Speaker 4>If that's what you who that is, I'm.

1619
01:07:20.119 --> 01:07:23.079
<v Speaker 2>Going to enjoy it so much more with someone that

1620
01:07:23.159 --> 01:07:25.440
<v Speaker 2>I know really cares for me. And then after this

1621
01:07:25.639 --> 01:07:28.280
<v Speaker 2>we're gonna fucking eat dinner together and make out and

1622
01:07:28.440 --> 01:07:29.960
<v Speaker 2>fucking look at the stars or some shit. You know.

1623
01:07:30.159 --> 01:07:32.079
<v Speaker 4>That's what I think is way more beautiful.

1624
01:07:32.079 --> 01:07:34.239
<v Speaker 1>And why I was attracted to what your podcast stands

1625
01:07:34.239 --> 01:07:37.159
<v Speaker 1>about is that there needs to be more talked about

1626
01:07:37.239 --> 01:07:40.559
<v Speaker 1>things that in Like again, I hate using the word

1627
01:07:40.679 --> 01:07:43.719
<v Speaker 1>yeller normal people because we're all normal, but in the

1628
01:07:43.840 --> 01:07:47.199
<v Speaker 1>society and whatever is you guys weren't stigmatized to like,

1629
01:07:47.239 --> 01:07:48.679
<v Speaker 1>oh you did poor and you're not this. You can

1630
01:07:48.719 --> 01:07:50.079
<v Speaker 1>be stigmatized because you're single.

1631
01:07:49.920 --> 01:07:50.639
<v Speaker 4>Mom, or you can whatever.

1632
01:07:50.679 --> 01:07:52.559
<v Speaker 3>We all have stigmas, but at the end of the

1633
01:07:52.639 --> 01:07:55.760
<v Speaker 3>day is we're all just people, but we all like sexy.

1634
01:07:56.079 --> 01:07:57.639
<v Speaker 4>So for me, it's like why I think.

1635
01:07:57.480 --> 01:08:00.880
<v Speaker 1>It's great that people like yourselves are on a platform

1636
01:08:00.960 --> 01:08:02.760
<v Speaker 1>where it doesn't matter of whatever.

1637
01:08:02.880 --> 01:08:04.519
<v Speaker 4>I'm not shying away from.

1638
01:08:04.639 --> 01:08:07.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not glorifying, but I'm also not not talking about it,

1639
01:08:08.239 --> 01:08:09.559
<v Speaker 1>and that's what I think is the great thing with

1640
01:08:09.679 --> 01:08:12.320
<v Speaker 1>like this show is like with me, is I'm not

1641
01:08:12.440 --> 01:08:14.920
<v Speaker 1>afraid to answer or ask the hard questions. So it's

1642
01:08:14.920 --> 01:08:18.239
<v Speaker 1>about integrating what that means for each guest. So I

1643
01:08:18.279 --> 01:08:20.439
<v Speaker 1>think it's cool to see that we should still like

1644
01:08:21.079 --> 01:08:25.439
<v Speaker 1>normalize the society of accepting that even if I'm with

1645
01:08:25.640 --> 01:08:28.039
<v Speaker 1>a partner myself that has never been im porn, that

1646
01:08:28.199 --> 01:08:29.079
<v Speaker 1>I could still.

1647
01:08:28.920 --> 01:08:29.960
<v Speaker 3>Be one of threesome.

1648
01:08:30.000 --> 01:08:32.039
<v Speaker 1>I can still want whatever and not feel like you

1649
01:08:32.159 --> 01:08:33.760
<v Speaker 1>just want me because I'm alexed to Texas. No, they

1650
01:08:33.840 --> 01:08:35.640
<v Speaker 1>just want sex and we all want sex, you know

1651
01:08:35.680 --> 01:08:37.000
<v Speaker 1>what I mean. The same thing with you guys is

1652
01:08:37.199 --> 01:08:38.640
<v Speaker 1>you shouldn't have to feel like, oh, I have to

1653
01:08:38.680 --> 01:08:41.439
<v Speaker 1>be Alexis Texas because we watch this porn together and

1654
01:08:41.560 --> 01:08:43.479
<v Speaker 1>do this as you could be who you are that

1655
01:08:43.560 --> 01:08:45.359
<v Speaker 1>wants to get your fucking back blown out.

1656
01:08:45.239 --> 01:08:46.239
<v Speaker 4>And fucking have a great time.

1657
01:08:47.399 --> 01:08:49.680
<v Speaker 3>YEA pass out, pass out pass out for a little

1658
01:08:49.720 --> 01:08:52.439
<v Speaker 3>you know here we all need our own the kinks.

1659
01:08:53.520 --> 01:08:56.960
<v Speaker 4>So do you have a fetish that you could say

1660
01:08:57.000 --> 01:08:57.479
<v Speaker 4>that you've.

1661
01:08:57.359 --> 01:08:58.399
<v Speaker 3>Never really talked about.

1662
01:08:58.520 --> 01:09:00.119
<v Speaker 1>Is there something that you kind of gravitate more or

1663
01:09:00.239 --> 01:09:02.359
<v Speaker 1>is it fee is it just is it being choked

1664
01:09:02.399 --> 01:09:03.560
<v Speaker 1>out or being dominated?

1665
01:09:03.800 --> 01:09:06.439
<v Speaker 4>Is it being like role playing?

1666
01:09:07.199 --> 01:09:10.600
<v Speaker 3>Mine is a combination of things. Definitely dominated, Definitely. I

1667
01:09:10.720 --> 01:09:13.840
<v Speaker 3>have a like I kind of like, I like ASS.

1668
01:09:14.720 --> 01:09:15.600
<v Speaker 3>I would like to eat it.

1669
01:09:15.840 --> 01:09:16.680
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I like ASS.

1670
01:09:16.840 --> 01:09:18.199
<v Speaker 3>I like do a lot of men because a lot

1671
01:09:18.199 --> 01:09:19.520
<v Speaker 3>of men that I've had on the show too, I

1672
01:09:19.560 --> 01:09:21.119
<v Speaker 3>talked about and they're like, hey, I know who does it.

1673
01:09:21.159 --> 01:09:22.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm like a lot of some people like it or

1674
01:09:22.920 --> 01:09:24.279
<v Speaker 3>they don't like to admit that they like it.

1675
01:09:24.680 --> 01:09:25.479
<v Speaker 2>Do you do it?

1676
01:09:25.720 --> 01:09:27.359
<v Speaker 3>Just and just do it? Do you ask?

1677
01:09:28.239 --> 01:09:28.279
<v Speaker 5>No?

1678
01:09:28.439 --> 01:09:29.000
<v Speaker 3>I don't ask.

1679
01:09:29.880 --> 01:09:32.279
<v Speaker 1>He just died down deep and he was gonna have

1680
01:09:32.399 --> 01:09:36.359
<v Speaker 1>you ever had a negative reaction? No, so you knew,

1681
01:09:36.680 --> 01:09:39.479
<v Speaker 1>you know, the little inching? You know you took c's

1682
01:09:39.720 --> 01:09:39.840
<v Speaker 1>you have?

1683
01:09:44.680 --> 01:09:49.840
<v Speaker 3>How many you ate something like if it's someone I

1684
01:09:49.840 --> 01:09:51.720
<v Speaker 3>feel safe and then like they're clean and it's like

1685
01:09:51.800 --> 01:09:56.159
<v Speaker 3>someone Now now we're overthinking ship. I like submission. I

1686
01:09:56.319 --> 01:09:57.840
<v Speaker 3>like to submit, and I also like a man. Have

1687
01:09:57.920 --> 01:09:59.359
<v Speaker 3>you ever had a man sit on your face?

1688
01:10:00.199 --> 01:10:00.239
<v Speaker 2>No?

1689
01:10:01.760 --> 01:10:06.239
<v Speaker 3>No, I haven't, but I to write that down. I

1690
01:10:06.279 --> 01:10:10.560
<v Speaker 3>have a small face. You like, do froggy saw over

1691
01:10:10.600 --> 01:10:11.039
<v Speaker 3>your face?

1692
01:10:11.439 --> 01:10:14.279
<v Speaker 2>I don't. I mean I guess I've done that, so

1693
01:10:14.439 --> 01:10:15.000
<v Speaker 2>why can't he.

1694
01:10:15.560 --> 01:10:16.720
<v Speaker 4>Have you ever had a manka?

1695
01:10:17.920 --> 01:10:21.000
<v Speaker 2>No? No, no, my friend is just an ass eating.

1696
01:10:21.119 --> 01:10:23.359
<v Speaker 2>Although I'll do it, but not just any ass. No,

1697
01:10:23.520 --> 01:10:24.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm not saying that you will. I'm just saying it's

1698
01:10:25.000 --> 01:10:29.760
<v Speaker 2>not like my come over here. I'm just saying it's

1699
01:10:29.800 --> 01:10:33.479
<v Speaker 2>not my I usually like ease into that. I like

1700
01:10:33.600 --> 01:10:37.199
<v Speaker 2>to be I like like a third date, not a Yeah.

1701
01:10:38.000 --> 01:10:39.199
<v Speaker 2>I like intense biting.

1702
01:10:39.840 --> 01:10:42.199
<v Speaker 4>So are you a lip? Oh you like to be

1703
01:10:42.239 --> 01:10:42.479
<v Speaker 4>a bit?

1704
01:10:43.159 --> 01:10:43.359
<v Speaker 2>See?

1705
01:10:43.439 --> 01:10:45.560
<v Speaker 4>I hate it. I had a girlfriend that when she'd

1706
01:10:45.600 --> 01:10:46.800
<v Speaker 4>get drunk, she would bite.

1707
01:10:46.840 --> 01:10:49.439
<v Speaker 2>It has to be the right type. I like, bitch.

1708
01:10:49.560 --> 01:10:50.800
<v Speaker 4>If you don't stop biting.

1709
01:10:53.159 --> 01:10:55.079
<v Speaker 2>There's an art to biting. You have to do it

1710
01:10:55.119 --> 01:10:55.600
<v Speaker 2>the right way.

1711
01:10:55.720 --> 01:10:57.319
<v Speaker 3>But I don't even like it being killed.

1712
01:10:58.840 --> 01:11:01.479
<v Speaker 2>No, No, I like ath.

1713
01:11:01.560 --> 01:11:04.840
<v Speaker 1>I like to bite, maybe because I like I'm also like,

1714
01:11:05.880 --> 01:11:07.800
<v Speaker 1>I mean that was important. So like you can't have

1715
01:11:07.920 --> 01:11:09.800
<v Speaker 1>marks on you, so I don't want something that's gonna

1716
01:11:09.840 --> 01:11:11.880
<v Speaker 1>leave mark. I don't know, and I'm fair skinned. You're

1717
01:11:11.920 --> 01:11:14.319
<v Speaker 1>biting me. I'm having a fucking mark grab my arm

1718
01:11:14.359 --> 01:11:16.960
<v Speaker 1>like this, I'm fucking bruisy, Like it's not because you

1719
01:11:17.119 --> 01:11:19.319
<v Speaker 1>want to, but I know, I'm like, you know, gonna

1720
01:11:19.359 --> 01:11:22.039
<v Speaker 1>work tomorrow and I'm mad at somebody. Even with being spanked,

1721
01:11:22.279 --> 01:11:25.359
<v Speaker 1>there's only been like two people that I recently like,

1722
01:11:25.680 --> 01:11:28.159
<v Speaker 1>well that sounds horrible too, but then I recently went

1723
01:11:28.279 --> 01:11:29.520
<v Speaker 1>that spake me that I'm like, I don't even care,

1724
01:11:29.640 --> 01:11:30.720
<v Speaker 1>bruis me if you want, like.

1725
01:11:31.880 --> 01:11:35.159
<v Speaker 3>I actually like can't say a little bit, like for

1726
01:11:35.279 --> 01:11:35.520
<v Speaker 3>me and.

1727
01:11:35.560 --> 01:11:39.439
<v Speaker 1>My professor, I strategically send you home in my line

1728
01:11:39.479 --> 01:11:41.760
<v Speaker 1>of work, like I consciously thought of that.

1729
01:11:42.000 --> 01:11:43.720
<v Speaker 2>Now it doesn't matter. No one's sending me home on

1730
01:11:43.840 --> 01:11:45.600
<v Speaker 2>my own. Yeah, Like I had a guy like bite

1731
01:11:45.680 --> 01:11:47.119
<v Speaker 2>like basically chew my whole ass.

1732
01:11:47.560 --> 01:11:49.439
<v Speaker 4>I know it's very I didn't look good and.

1733
01:11:51.680 --> 01:11:52.199
<v Speaker 2>You like it.

1734
01:11:52.479 --> 01:11:56.640
<v Speaker 4>I loved it, but okay at the time, like, but

1735
01:11:56.880 --> 01:11:59.800
<v Speaker 4>why do you like about that? It's like it makes

1736
01:11:59.840 --> 01:12:01.479
<v Speaker 4>you what or does it make you like?

1737
01:12:01.640 --> 01:12:04.000
<v Speaker 2>It makes me? Do you like they're like they're devouring

1738
01:12:04.119 --> 01:12:06.399
<v Speaker 2>me almost it feels like they're like.

1739
01:12:06.960 --> 01:12:09.079
<v Speaker 4>But you know that you really like you should eat this,

1740
01:12:09.319 --> 01:12:09.880
<v Speaker 4>but not this.

1741
01:12:10.079 --> 01:12:11.439
<v Speaker 2>That's getting eaten too girls.

1742
01:12:11.560 --> 01:12:13.359
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, but you don't need no.

1743
01:12:14.399 --> 01:12:17.520
<v Speaker 2>And also like you don't you know, like people massage

1744
01:12:17.600 --> 01:12:19.800
<v Speaker 2>certain parts of your ass, it feels like you feel

1745
01:12:20.000 --> 01:12:23.039
<v Speaker 2>like it tickles a little bit, so there's that sensation.

1746
01:12:23.239 --> 01:12:25.199
<v Speaker 2>And even in my neck when someone bites it in

1747
01:12:25.239 --> 01:12:27.119
<v Speaker 2>a certain way, it almost feels.

1748
01:12:26.920 --> 01:12:28.439
<v Speaker 4>Like a tick nibble me, don't bit me.

1749
01:12:28.840 --> 01:12:30.000
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to be nibbled. I want you to

1750
01:12:30.079 --> 01:12:31.920
<v Speaker 2>bite hard like a vampire. Yeah, I like I like

1751
01:12:31.960 --> 01:12:34.880
<v Speaker 2>to be bit on my neck pretty hard. I don't know.

1752
01:12:34.960 --> 01:12:37.680
<v Speaker 4>I think also too though I'm not like, I don't

1753
01:12:37.760 --> 01:12:39.359
<v Speaker 4>like pain like I can.

1754
01:12:39.439 --> 01:12:40.279
<v Speaker 2>I like pain a little bit.

1755
01:12:40.359 --> 01:12:42.319
<v Speaker 1>I can take pain, don't get me wrong, but I

1756
01:12:42.399 --> 01:12:45.680
<v Speaker 1>don't like like what. I don't associate sex and pain.

1757
01:12:46.479 --> 01:12:48.880
<v Speaker 1>So like my ex husband, he did a lot of

1758
01:12:48.960 --> 01:12:52.159
<v Speaker 1>like like bdias sem type things whatever. I could never watch,

1759
01:12:52.279 --> 01:12:53.960
<v Speaker 1>not that I watched porn like that anyways, but I

1760
01:12:54.000 --> 01:12:56.159
<v Speaker 1>could never like get down with that porn is because

1761
01:12:57.159 --> 01:12:58.720
<v Speaker 1>I just didn't want to see that side.

1762
01:12:58.760 --> 01:13:00.479
<v Speaker 3>Like I just don't see that and these people like it.

1763
01:13:00.760 --> 01:13:02.680
<v Speaker 3>It wasn't like it was on whatever, but for me,

1764
01:13:03.199 --> 01:13:05.039
<v Speaker 3>I didn't get turned on by it. So I just

1765
01:13:05.079 --> 01:13:07.199
<v Speaker 3>did never thay thing. It's like, I don't know, I

1766
01:13:07.319 --> 01:13:08.479
<v Speaker 3>just don't associate it.

1767
01:13:08.680 --> 01:13:10.159
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I like pussy is dry.

1768
01:13:10.319 --> 01:13:12.520
<v Speaker 3>When I like, I'm like, what wrong?

1769
01:13:13.119 --> 01:13:14.880
<v Speaker 4>Give you a cheeseburger, don't bite.

1770
01:13:15.000 --> 01:13:17.920
<v Speaker 2>Certain sensations of pain like, for example, like slapping my ass.

1771
01:13:18.079 --> 01:13:20.199
<v Speaker 2>Although sometimes I like it, I don't love it all

1772
01:13:20.239 --> 01:13:21.680
<v Speaker 2>the time, and I only like it.

1773
01:13:21.680 --> 01:13:22.800
<v Speaker 4>When the dick is inside of me.

1774
01:13:23.600 --> 01:13:25.720
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, if I thought always say, I'm like, don't spank me,

1775
01:13:25.840 --> 01:13:28.680
<v Speaker 1>just bespank me, because there's also an art of spanking.

1776
01:13:29.199 --> 01:13:31.079
<v Speaker 1>And I've also got to teach people like if you're

1777
01:13:31.119 --> 01:13:34.119
<v Speaker 1>spinking to you're leaving in markets to cut more like

1778
01:13:34.239 --> 01:13:36.560
<v Speaker 1>you need to go up if you're not, And if

1779
01:13:36.560 --> 01:13:38.840
<v Speaker 1>your dick is inside me, please stop it because again

1780
01:13:38.920 --> 01:13:40.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna bruise.

1781
01:13:40.439 --> 01:13:42.479
<v Speaker 4>And then if I'm losing work, it's a problem.

1782
01:13:43.000 --> 01:13:43.279
<v Speaker 3>Mind you.

1783
01:13:43.399 --> 01:13:45.479
<v Speaker 4>Now, I don't have that mindset, but that's.

1784
01:13:45.359 --> 01:13:46.119
<v Speaker 3>Where it was going.

1785
01:13:46.399 --> 01:13:50.560
<v Speaker 4>No make up, No it doesn't work, they'll send you home.

1786
01:13:51.319 --> 01:13:51.680
<v Speaker 2>Really.

1787
01:13:51.960 --> 01:13:54.319
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, of course if you have rub off on shit,

1788
01:13:54.359 --> 01:13:56.119
<v Speaker 1>because the thing is you think of at that time

1789
01:13:56.199 --> 01:13:59.159
<v Speaker 1>when I'm doing porno scenes and the main focus is

1790
01:13:59.199 --> 01:14:01.640
<v Speaker 1>my ass, there's bruises on my ass. And they're paying

1791
01:14:01.840 --> 01:14:03.920
<v Speaker 1>X amount of money. They do not want to see

1792
01:14:04.479 --> 01:14:06.920
<v Speaker 1>it because they're saying, that's, oh, I'm defected. Not really,

1793
01:14:07.000 --> 01:14:09.279
<v Speaker 1>but it's gonna mess up your fucking cum shot. Probably not,

1794
01:14:09.439 --> 01:14:11.399
<v Speaker 1>but to the person who's paying for it, they're like,

1795
01:14:12.680 --> 01:14:14.960
<v Speaker 1>you know what, Alexis, you probably should have fucking not

1796
01:14:15.119 --> 01:14:15.399
<v Speaker 1>done that.

1797
01:14:17.079 --> 01:14:19.359
<v Speaker 2>Don't love your life, Alexis, don't do it all right,

1798
01:14:19.640 --> 01:14:22.960
<v Speaker 2>next time, go go gadget.

1799
01:14:22.800 --> 01:14:31.159
<v Speaker 3>Arm Asa diamonds. Spicy. Something you would not do sexually.

1800
01:14:34.479 --> 01:14:37.039
<v Speaker 3>I don't want I really, I mean, it's happened, but

1801
01:14:37.079 --> 01:14:39.319
<v Speaker 3>I would prefer not for anyone not to come on

1802
01:14:39.439 --> 01:14:43.680
<v Speaker 3>my face. Really. How many times does it happen? One time? Yeah,

1803
01:14:44.960 --> 01:14:47.239
<v Speaker 3>and all the times you've ever had sex? Yeah?

1804
01:14:49.000 --> 01:14:49.239
<v Speaker 2>Wow?

1805
01:14:50.199 --> 01:14:53.319
<v Speaker 3>Interesting mouth red.

1806
01:14:53.359 --> 01:14:56.399
<v Speaker 2>Alexis like, wow, it's our favorite thing. We I mean

1807
01:14:56.479 --> 01:14:58.119
<v Speaker 2>my mouth it.

1808
01:14:58.159 --> 01:15:00.560
<v Speaker 4>I think my skin looks so great, you know.

1809
01:15:00.640 --> 01:15:03.199
<v Speaker 3>I think I was traumatized once because I saw a

1810
01:15:03.319 --> 01:15:05.039
<v Speaker 3>porn and it got in her eye and it was

1811
01:15:05.159 --> 01:15:07.560
<v Speaker 3>that happened. It was really traumatic and I just in

1812
01:15:07.640 --> 01:15:08.920
<v Speaker 3>the porn, Yeah, got high.

1813
01:15:09.039 --> 01:15:09.560
<v Speaker 2>It happened.

1814
01:15:09.800 --> 01:15:12.159
<v Speaker 3>They showed me it was I don't know. I saw

1815
01:15:12.279 --> 01:15:17.079
<v Speaker 3>something in childhood. In high school, she was burning and

1816
01:15:17.199 --> 01:15:20.119
<v Speaker 3>I after that she said I was burning on the tape,

1817
01:15:20.319 --> 01:15:21.880
<v Speaker 3>she would have gotten fired. I don't know if I

1818
01:15:21.960 --> 01:15:23.640
<v Speaker 3>heard it or I saw it, I don't remember. But

1819
01:15:23.800 --> 01:15:25.760
<v Speaker 3>after that I was like, someone asked me. I was

1820
01:15:25.840 --> 01:15:27.840
<v Speaker 3>just so irritated, like, why the fuck would you There's

1821
01:15:27.960 --> 01:15:30.680
<v Speaker 3>a whole body, like all these things have you so well,

1822
01:15:30.720 --> 01:15:32.359
<v Speaker 3>You've only had someone come on your face once, so

1823
01:15:32.399 --> 01:15:34.840
<v Speaker 3>you've never had someone come in your eye, my eye.

1824
01:15:35.760 --> 01:15:37.680
<v Speaker 3>He didn't get my eyes, It was fine. Did you

1825
01:15:37.720 --> 01:15:39.800
<v Speaker 3>close your eyes really tightly, hoping like if this is

1826
01:15:39.840 --> 01:15:40.520
<v Speaker 3>the fucking.

1827
01:15:40.359 --> 01:15:41.520
<v Speaker 2>Time she did?

1828
01:15:42.399 --> 01:15:48.079
<v Speaker 3>I was frightened. I'll swallow it before that happens. Did

1829
01:15:48.159 --> 01:15:49.199
<v Speaker 3>you ever get caman that?

1830
01:15:51.119 --> 01:15:51.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't think so.

1831
01:15:53.359 --> 01:15:57.920
<v Speaker 4>I definitely. I was in pormage for ten years.

1832
01:15:58.119 --> 01:15:58.319
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

1833
01:15:58.479 --> 01:15:59.039
<v Speaker 2>Did it burn?

1834
01:15:59.760 --> 01:16:01.439
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? I told you.

1835
01:16:02.000 --> 01:16:05.199
<v Speaker 2>Luckily a lot of times the eyelash saved it. Close

1836
01:16:05.239 --> 01:16:06.880
<v Speaker 2>your eyes, What the fuck is happening?

1837
01:16:07.119 --> 01:16:10.560
<v Speaker 3>You know some guys don't have proper aim. Oh well,

1838
01:16:10.600 --> 01:16:12.359
<v Speaker 3>you know you know it's coming. It does turn me

1839
01:16:12.399 --> 01:16:12.920
<v Speaker 3>on when it likes.

1840
01:16:13.000 --> 01:16:15.039
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but you're also doing a scene. I'm not talking

1841
01:16:15.039 --> 01:16:18.479
<v Speaker 1>about a real life. I'm not in my real life.

1842
01:16:18.680 --> 01:16:20.920
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't like come on my face everywhere.

1843
01:16:20.600 --> 01:16:22.439
<v Speaker 4>In my eye. I'm fucking sucking all of it, and

1844
01:16:22.520 --> 01:16:24.399
<v Speaker 4>that's not going anywhere in my right right.

1845
01:16:24.560 --> 01:16:26.159
<v Speaker 3>I'll let you come on face a little bit here,

1846
01:16:26.399 --> 01:16:29.000
<v Speaker 3>but you know, all my tit's great, but I'm not

1847
01:16:29.079 --> 01:16:31.000
<v Speaker 3>giving you free range to stand over me and come

1848
01:16:31.039 --> 01:16:31.840
<v Speaker 3>all over my face.

1849
01:16:31.960 --> 01:16:34.840
<v Speaker 4>Yes, because they don't have aim, especially.

1850
01:16:34.520 --> 01:16:38.439
<v Speaker 2>Amateurs, they'll get it in your eye, said amateurs.

1851
01:16:39.640 --> 01:16:41.640
<v Speaker 3>They are, I mean amateur comers.

1852
01:16:43.520 --> 01:16:44.840
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to. I don't want to get peed on.

1853
01:16:45.000 --> 01:16:47.439
<v Speaker 3>Have you ever thrown up on somebody during sex? I

1854
01:16:47.520 --> 01:16:48.760
<v Speaker 3>swallowed it back down really quick.

1855
01:16:49.880 --> 01:16:52.319
<v Speaker 2>I threw up from I threw up getting gagged with

1856
01:16:52.359 --> 01:16:53.760
<v Speaker 2>the like when I was giving head, I.

1857
01:16:53.800 --> 01:16:54.319
<v Speaker 3>Did they know?

1858
01:16:54.640 --> 01:16:54.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

1859
01:16:55.439 --> 01:16:58.239
<v Speaker 3>Did you just let it all come out? Did you

1860
01:16:58.319 --> 01:16:59.039
<v Speaker 3>keep going? Yep?

1861
01:17:01.359 --> 01:17:10.880
<v Speaker 2>Then he kissed me after. He's from Texas, actually people,

1862
01:17:11.520 --> 01:17:12.199
<v Speaker 2>not my people.

1863
01:17:13.520 --> 01:17:17.279
<v Speaker 3>It was everything. Everything's bigger in Texis it was in Texing.

1864
01:17:17.359 --> 01:17:18.720
<v Speaker 3>You know what you said, you never want to get

1865
01:17:18.720 --> 01:17:20.479
<v Speaker 3>peed on, and I said the same thing. But recently

1866
01:17:20.680 --> 01:17:22.920
<v Speaker 3>Orlando peede on me in the shower. I was so mad,

1867
01:17:23.720 --> 01:17:28.119
<v Speaker 3>so so you like like he just like tested me

1868
01:17:28.199 --> 01:17:29.600
<v Speaker 3>and he's I was like, why do you get the

1869
01:17:29.640 --> 01:17:31.239
<v Speaker 3>pee on me in the shower He's like, I was like,

1870
01:17:31.279 --> 01:17:32.520
<v Speaker 3>you've done that to other people. He's like, yeah, I

1871
01:17:32.760 --> 01:17:34.039
<v Speaker 3>definitely don't do it, and then he just did it.

1872
01:17:34.920 --> 01:17:35.960
<v Speaker 3>Did you try to pee back?

1873
01:17:36.600 --> 01:17:38.279
<v Speaker 4>I did, but I didn't have to pete.

1874
01:17:39.199 --> 01:17:39.920
<v Speaker 3>It's a mixture.

1875
01:17:40.079 --> 01:17:41.319
<v Speaker 2>It is mixture.

1876
01:17:41.399 --> 01:17:42.960
<v Speaker 4>Have you ever fallen asleep during sex?

1877
01:17:43.159 --> 01:17:47.319
<v Speaker 3>Yeah? Not chucked out? No, I fall asleep. I fall

1878
01:17:47.319 --> 01:17:48.119
<v Speaker 3>a sleep during head.

1879
01:17:49.640 --> 01:17:53.399
<v Speaker 2>Which I could. I wish I could do that. I've

1880
01:17:53.439 --> 01:17:54.720
<v Speaker 2>done it multiple times.

1881
01:17:55.560 --> 01:18:01.159
<v Speaker 1>All right, last questions romantic making out, her cuddling, making out,

1882
01:18:02.279 --> 01:18:03.199
<v Speaker 1>perfect date night.

1883
01:18:05.880 --> 01:18:11.560
<v Speaker 2>It's like dinner, dancing. Are you going by the water?

1884
01:18:12.000 --> 01:18:14.880
<v Speaker 2>Are you like really nice hotel? We're going out to dinner.

1885
01:18:15.439 --> 01:18:18.720
<v Speaker 2>We're gonna go dance. We're gonna go to a hotel

1886
01:18:18.760 --> 01:18:20.399
<v Speaker 2>by the water and the beach. We're probably gonna have

1887
01:18:20.439 --> 01:18:22.880
<v Speaker 2>sex on the beach. We're gonna go skinny dipping. They're

1888
01:18:22.920 --> 01:18:25.079
<v Speaker 2>gonna come back, take a really hot shower. Fuck again,

1889
01:18:25.479 --> 01:18:30.199
<v Speaker 2>maybe videotape it. They're gonna come on my face, not

1890
01:18:30.319 --> 01:18:33.720
<v Speaker 2>in my eye, the tips, choking, Maybe pass out, that'd

1891
01:18:33.720 --> 01:18:36.800
<v Speaker 2>be great, and then we'll cuddle. I like it.

1892
01:18:37.359 --> 01:18:40.359
<v Speaker 1>I ever slid into a dam, absolutely again. I ever

1893
01:18:40.439 --> 01:18:43.239
<v Speaker 1>slid into a dam, of course, we slid into your

1894
01:18:43.359 --> 01:18:44.680
<v Speaker 1>DM yours.

1895
01:18:44.840 --> 01:18:46.479
<v Speaker 2>Hey, we're.

1896
01:18:48.439 --> 01:18:49.960
<v Speaker 4>Taking a call during sex?

1897
01:18:51.159 --> 01:18:57.039
<v Speaker 2>Yes, she took a call. Did Yeah, this is not

1898
01:18:57.119 --> 01:18:58.760
<v Speaker 2>too long ago. She's like, you know, and you called

1899
01:18:58.800 --> 01:19:01.039
<v Speaker 2>me other day. You're fucking I know you can tell.

1900
01:19:01.560 --> 01:19:02.079
<v Speaker 4>That's how cool.

1901
01:19:02.119 --> 01:19:04.800
<v Speaker 3>She's like, yeah.

1902
01:19:05.399 --> 01:19:08.000
<v Speaker 2>I was like, bitch, that is not true.

1903
01:19:08.159 --> 01:19:11.880
<v Speaker 3>The podcast was this is your coming your mid stroke,

1904
01:19:12.039 --> 01:19:12.800
<v Speaker 3>even though it's very.

1905
01:19:12.720 --> 01:19:14.960
<v Speaker 2>Similar in my podcast, it is very similar. Sometimes when

1906
01:19:15.000 --> 01:19:16.720
<v Speaker 2>she's tired, she sounds like that. But I was like,

1907
01:19:16.800 --> 01:19:17.640
<v Speaker 2>this is some other shit.

1908
01:19:18.000 --> 01:19:18.760
<v Speaker 3>It was the daytime.

1909
01:19:19.479 --> 01:19:20.039
<v Speaker 2>I like it.

1910
01:19:20.560 --> 01:19:23.159
<v Speaker 3>Thank you ladies so much for coming on private Talk.

1911
01:19:23.319 --> 01:19:24.119
<v Speaker 4>I appreciate you.

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<v Speaker 2>Is there anything that you would like to ask Miss

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<v Speaker 2>Texas before you leave the cat?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>What's your sign?

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<v Speaker 3>My sign? I am a Gemini.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your birthday?

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<v Speaker 3>May twenty fifth? Okay, Well, your birthday's coming up. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>a Gemini cancer. I'm June and twenty second. Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I was wondering wondering that while I'm drunk, wondering at

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<v Speaker 1>the Geminis, we have a lot of Gemini senergy in

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<v Speaker 1>this room.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I know, I do feel the s energy.

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<v Speaker 3>I do. Any other questions, what's your type? What's my type?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, it's funny. I don't really like any person

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<v Speaker 4>I've ever dated has been.

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<v Speaker 3>Very you meiquely different.

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<v Speaker 4>I think overall, I think that it's about certain.

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<v Speaker 1>Qualities that are all similar, but not like like you

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<v Speaker 1>would never think I dated any of the people I did.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, what are your five? What are your five non negotiables?

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<v Speaker 4>That's a lot?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, top three?

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<v Speaker 3>Hmmm.

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<v Speaker 1>You know it's funny because why that's difficult for me

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<v Speaker 1>to answer in certain things and not that you don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>but like perspective wise, I've done a lot of like

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<v Speaker 1>self work that before I realized that I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>not that I didn't know what I didn't want in

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<v Speaker 1>certain things, but I lacked boundaries. So with that being said,

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<v Speaker 1>it was hard to distinguish what some deal breakers were.

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<v Speaker 1>So I've gone through like a practice dating phase of

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<v Speaker 1>certain things that I do and don't like. For me,

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<v Speaker 1>it's about I need someone who communicates with me. So

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<v Speaker 1>if you can't communicate with me, then I can't see

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<v Speaker 1>a future for me. If you can't be consistent, it's

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<v Speaker 1>a deal breaker. And then I would probably say the

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<v Speaker 1>third would be I'm really like old school in a

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<v Speaker 1>sense where it's like I need someone to I need

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<v Speaker 1>someone to plan some stuff from, like plan dates. I

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<v Speaker 1>guess in a sense like not that I can't be like.

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<v Speaker 2>Receptive, but yeah, like I need like that with this

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<v Speaker 2>whole R and

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<v Speaker 1>B type love courting type of situation where it's like

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<v Speaker 1>putting in the work and effort