Speaker 1: Can you I think fixed her mic a little bit.
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's something I can't hear it
Speaker 1: as well. Sorry, I just don't want to be.
Speaker 2: The whole Okay, oh boom, there we go.
Speaker 3: Gotcha? All right?
Speaker 4: So you were dating a married couple.
Speaker 1: I love how you openly just say that and then
Speaker 1: skip over it like yeah, like you know, I was
Speaker 1: having a play day and then I just dating this thing.
Speaker 2: Was like I had just I had joined Tinder. I
Speaker 2: was like ready to get back out there. I'd been
Speaker 2: in a relationship for seven years and I wanted to
Speaker 2: try something new. This beautiful.
Speaker 1: So how do you fall into that? Because that's something Yes,
Speaker 1: we all want to try something new, but these are
Speaker 1: are something like an app you want on, like Tinder
Speaker 1: says I'm a couple and I'm willing to Like Tinder.
Speaker 2: I was swiping and then there was a beautiful There
Speaker 2: was a handsome man, and then I kept swiping on
Speaker 2: pictures and then there was a woman, and then there
Speaker 2: was them together, and then I.
Speaker 4: Was like, oh god, I packaged.
Speaker 2: Deal and then I swiped right and then it was
Speaker 2: a match and then we started hanging out.
Speaker 4: Had you ever done something like that?
Speaker 2: Prior to your seven year relationship.
Speaker 1: It was just something You're like, Hey, I'm freshly new
Speaker 1: into something that I'm just diving in.
Speaker 2: I had slept with women before, I'd never been with
Speaker 2: a couple. So were you nervous going in or absolutely?
Speaker 2: Did it just happen like organically once y'all met together? Well,
Speaker 2: we met, well, we went to we had a lot
Speaker 2: of text exchange, exchanges, lots of flirting, lots of videos, pictures,
Speaker 2: and then eventually we went to dinner. That was super
Speaker 2: nervous and.
Speaker 1: You're dating not one, but two people, right, But they
Speaker 1: made me feel really comfortable and they kind of tsation.
Speaker 4: Yeah, there's two of them.
Speaker 2: They took the lead and were really they were really
Speaker 2: great and we started hanging out and had an amazing
Speaker 2: time together. And somewhere along the line, I reconnected with Mila,
Speaker 2: because even though we had met in that bar, like
Speaker 2: maybe a year and a half or two years before,
Speaker 2: we hadn't really it wasn't like consistent hangouts.
Speaker 1: So it wasn't just from Instagram. You met in person
Speaker 1: and then you saw her Instagram.
Speaker 2: Now we met on I saw her on Instagram. I
Speaker 2: was still with my partner at the time she had
Speaker 2: just had her baby.
Speaker 1: I had my baby, you guys in the same area,
Speaker 1: because that's kind of like is that something like that's
Speaker 1: just weird to me, Like, hey, let's go out now,
Speaker 1: not after you like make the connection.
Speaker 2: Obviously, we had a my friend posted her so like
Speaker 2: so we were.
Speaker 3: Pregnant at the time where we were both pregnant around
Speaker 3: the same time. There's a lot of synergy. There's synergy.
Speaker 3: We have one mutual friend and we're both the first
Speaker 3: pregnant bitches in our crew. You know. It was new
Speaker 3: and I had seen her because we have mutual friends,
Speaker 3: and she had seen me, and we both made like
Speaker 3: you know, Instagram assumptions about each other. I saw she
Speaker 3: got like proposed to at her baby shower. I was
Speaker 3: helig I love this, and I made all these assumptions
Speaker 3: about her. I'm like, look at this beautiful woman, but
Speaker 3: that's what a lot of people do. I was like,
Speaker 3: she got a big ass rock. He looks like an
Speaker 3: African prince, Like where's mine? Yeah, Basically I was like,
Speaker 3: what the fuck, Like I'm not getting engaged to, like
Speaker 3: kind of like on some sad, jealous shit. And then
Speaker 3: I talked to my friend who knew her, and.
Speaker 2: She's like, yeah, she's a beautiful actress.
Speaker 3: And I was like really, and I love the hair flip.
Speaker 4: You know, serious serious in here.
Speaker 3: And then you know, little did I know on the
Speaker 3: other side of not very far away, because we're both
Speaker 3: from the valley, we grew up very very close proximity,
Speaker 3: but never had met each other. She was also, you know,
Speaker 3: seeing me on Instagram making assumptions about me.
Speaker 2: I was like, I guess. You know.
Speaker 3: A couple of months later, we had these babies and
Speaker 3: I was like, in her opinion, skinny, I was at
Speaker 3: the Roosevelt with the baby and champagne.
Speaker 2: She just looked like a supermodel just popped out a baby.
Speaker 2: I was like, this bitch, Also, where is she?
Speaker 3: And you know, raw, raw, I love it. I didn't
Speaker 3: have that many black friends in the valley. I had
Speaker 3: just moved back from Atlanta, and I was like, who
Speaker 3: the fuck is this? But honestly, in my mind, I
Speaker 3: was like, she's so friend. No, I was like, she's
Speaker 3: so cool, Like it was cool enough to hang out
Speaker 3: with her, and then we went I went out one night.
Speaker 3: At the time, I was still with my baby daddy
Speaker 3: and this beautiful woman like approached me in the line
Speaker 3: at the bar, and I am a very friendly bitch.
Speaker 3: I'm usually the friendly bitch at the bar making the friends,
Speaker 3: and I was just like minding my business and.
Speaker 2: She was like, hello, you have a baby, right, and
Speaker 2: I was like I do, I do? Who are you?
Speaker 2: And then I was like, oh my god, this is
Speaker 2: the bitch from Instagram.
Speaker 3: She's like, I do too, take my number down, let's
Speaker 3: get the girls together on Monday.
Speaker 1: Did you feel like, uh, taken back or you're like, yeah,
Speaker 1: off for it.
Speaker 2: I was taken back, but I was a little.
Speaker 1: Aggressive, but I also like that you know what you
Speaker 1: want and you're like, you've already again made your assumptions
Speaker 1: enough to be like we're already friends, bitch, like you already.
Speaker 3: Were already know you. I was really happy and I
Speaker 3: was shocked because, like I said, I'm usually the friendly
Speaker 3: bitch making the friends at the bar. And I was like, oh.
Speaker 2: My god, this beautiful woman wants to be a friend
Speaker 2: with me.
Speaker 3: And I made it a really huge point to make
Speaker 3: it to this play day on Monday, even though to
Speaker 3: be completely honest, it wasn't a playdate. Our kids were
Speaker 3: like six and nine months. They couldn't even fucking hold
Speaker 3: their heads up really, and we're like bouncing them around
Speaker 3: like be friends, but really we needed to be friends,
Speaker 3: you know. And it was light and it was surface,
Speaker 3: and we kind of talked. We were in very different situations,
Speaker 3: but kind of just like.
Speaker 4: Are you okay over there?
Speaker 3: And we're like, yeah, you know, not really but not
Speaker 3: really and yeah, year's late. The ego and the ego
Speaker 3: we're all fine. Nice, Oh yeah, everything's great, and yeah.
Speaker 3: A couple of years later, I broke up with my
Speaker 3: baby daddy, and then she broke up with hers, and
Speaker 3: then we rekindled kind of at this birthday party, and
Speaker 3: of course I'd heard from a grape vine that they
Speaker 3: had broken up, and then she told me herself, and
Speaker 3: then she told me about this couple. And actually, this
Speaker 3: is the first time I'm hearing that that was your
Speaker 3: like first threesome or your first not my first three,
Speaker 3: but your first couple, your first couple. I didn't know
Speaker 3: that at the time, but I had had a life
Speaker 3: previous to having a baby in a relationship.
Speaker 4: That I were you with the couple too.
Speaker 3: I am a couple, Like a lot of couples asked
Speaker 3: for me A lot of couples.
Speaker 2: I don't know what about me. A lot of couples
Speaker 2: requested me.
Speaker 3: So when she told me this story, I was like,
Speaker 3: oh my god, like maybe you too. Yeah, I was like,
Speaker 3: oh my god, maybe this bitch is actually like my
Speaker 3: people more than I even thought, Like not only you're
Speaker 3: a mom, you're single now too, And now I know
Speaker 3: you're a spicy bitch just like me, and that really
Speaker 3: intrigued me more.
Speaker 2: And I think.
Speaker 3: Shortly after that birthday party, if it wasn't the same day,
Speaker 3: she was like, listen, I've been listening to a lot
Speaker 3: of podcasts and they're very white, they're very married, and
Speaker 3: you know, I didn't listen to podcasts, but I was
Speaker 3: on the internet seeing a lot of very perfect looking,
Speaker 3: white married moms.
Speaker 2: And I was like, this is not my life. And
Speaker 2: she was like, you want to start a podcast?
Speaker 3: And I was like, oh my god, I feel like like,
Speaker 3: you know, like we feel like someone chooses you on
Speaker 3: the baseball team at school, like me, it's me me,
Speaker 3: And so I was just like yeah, And then I
Speaker 3: told her, I said, are you going to talk about
Speaker 3: your couple?
Speaker 2: Are you going to be honest? How honest? Are you
Speaker 2: going to be and she was.
Speaker 3: Like, well, I can't get fired. And I was like,
Speaker 3: got me there, and she's like okay, and I was like,
Speaker 3: sign me up. And because you know, I only have
Speaker 3: like one I have on and off switch, that's really
Speaker 3: what it is.
Speaker 4: So we agreed here there are a hundred. There are
Speaker 4: a hundred.
Speaker 2: That's all I got.
Speaker 3: And so we agreed, and honestly, like that was the beginning,
Speaker 3: and I was so excited. I had told like my
Speaker 3: other two friends who also knew her. I was like,
Speaker 3: Erica asked me to do a podcast. She's like, what
Speaker 3: is that. I was like, I don't know, but I
Speaker 3: don't care. I'm sitting to ask you. I'm doing something
Speaker 3: new and fun. And like we didn't really think it
Speaker 3: through very deeply. We didn't think, like, we're starting a
Speaker 3: business together with this bitch, I don't know that much.
Speaker 3: I was just like, we're gonna talk and it's gonna
Speaker 3: be great.
Speaker 2: And then we did.
Speaker 4: We started.
Speaker 3: We had a fucking photo shoot and we started. We
Speaker 3: pushed record one day as a test and that was
Speaker 3: the first episode, and we've kind of really gotten to
Speaker 3: know each other on the mic and we've become best
Speaker 3: friends really on the mic. And it's been like a
Speaker 3: really beautiful journey.
Speaker 4: I love that story. I think it's funny and unique.
Speaker 1: It's because when you think about it in the full
Speaker 1: spectrum of things, is most people, when you get triggered
Speaker 1: by people, or you get attracted to people, whatever, it's
Speaker 1: because it's something inside yourself that's what you're wanting.
Speaker 4: So it's like you both, like you said.
Speaker 1: You were judging her, you were judging her in a
Speaker 1: not in like a bad way, but of like you're
Speaker 1: this life, this whatever, but you were also intrigued and
Speaker 1: made it like gravitated you even more that you both
Speaker 1: didn't really know synergetically of what that meant because y'all
Speaker 1: are both going through the same thing.
Speaker 4: And until you both were the.
Speaker 1: Right place to really receive each other, did it come
Speaker 1: back into full circle to what you beautifully have like
Speaker 1: right now, which is really cool to see it kind
Speaker 1: of like manifests into what it is. Is because there's
Speaker 1: something in both of you that you both needed or
Speaker 1: saw like relatively that made your podcast and your friendship
Speaker 1: work and why it will continue to work is because
Speaker 1: it's raw and it's who you both are, and that's
Speaker 1: the only thing that it is is nothing.
Speaker 4: Nobody can take that away from you.
Speaker 3: Is because it's who you are and that's authentically beautiful.
Speaker 2: I saw a freedom in Mela that I felt like
Speaker 2: I had lost in motherhood.
Speaker 3: That's powerful.
Speaker 2: And when I saw her on Instagram, I was jealous
Speaker 2: because I felt like, oh my god, how is this
Speaker 2: bitch like still? Look, she's living her life like I'm here.
Speaker 2: I'm sad, I'm like fat. I feel like I feel
Speaker 2: like I'm supposed to not smoke weed anymore. I can't
Speaker 2: be like this, this girl that I was before. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I do, okay. I just felt like I can't drink.
Speaker 2: I gotta do something. A part of me had died, essentially,
Speaker 2: and I saw that in Mela, and so I was
Speaker 2: really attracted to that. And yeah, I thought the fact
Speaker 2: that you said that, that's exactly what it was. It
Speaker 2: was that I saw something.
Speaker 3: Gadget arms side.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sorry, please please get this girl some weed. Almost exception,
Speaker 2: she almost took weed from a homeless person on the street.
Speaker 2: It's not confirmed if he was. He was homeless, They're
Speaker 2: all homeless. If I wasn't there, she would have taken it.
Speaker 3: Would There's always that friend, you know, watching someone's like
Speaker 3: I got weave for you. I was like, I hope
Speaker 3: they smeck weed and I'm sure you smelled someone you
Speaker 3: walked in maybe hopefully no.
Speaker 2: Erica was like there's weed here, Yes, smell this way,
Speaker 2: but no.
Speaker 1: But that's cool because it's like again, it's the way
Speaker 1: that you even approached her, and maybe like it was,
Speaker 1: is that really your natural way to go to someone,
Speaker 1: because I'm like, cause it kind of seemed like you
Speaker 1: were a little awkward even though you knew that that's
Speaker 1: what she wanted to be your friend, you know, because
Speaker 1: you're like hey, Like it was almost like a guy
Speaker 1: who doesn't know You're like, hey, I want you, like
Speaker 1: came in whatever, like you're gonna be my friend and
Speaker 1: we're gonna do a date and like whatever, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. But at the same time, too, is
Speaker 1: you're in a place where you don't know, but you
Speaker 1: know you need someone, you know what I mean. It's like,
Speaker 1: so you you're triggered off of those things. So it
Speaker 1: came into this obviously it worked. How long have you
Speaker 1: guys kind of been going study with like the whole
Speaker 1: not only with a podcast, but like with your business,
Speaker 1: Like did you right away start in the podcast like
Speaker 1: boomed or were you doing it kind of testing it before.
Speaker 2: And kind of no. We did no test.
Speaker 3: We did we did no test. We just pushed record
Speaker 3: and we said, oh, let's just put this one out
Speaker 3: and we I think the leverage we had is that
Speaker 3: we thought no one was listening and that we were like,
Speaker 3: we didn't know we were starting a business. We didn't
Speaker 3: overthink it.
Speaker 4: We were just like, no one's listening. Yeah, I guess.
Speaker 2: So we just said everything, said all the things.
Speaker 1: Do you think now because you know people are listening,
Speaker 1: that you're it's shifted the way that you kind of
Speaker 1: talk because you're either being politically correct or don't want
Speaker 1: to be like in this canceled culture.
Speaker 2: Uh not really, not really. I mean there's certain like
Speaker 2: little things every now and then, but we I would
Speaker 2: say we've maybe ever edited like two episodes.
Speaker 1: Maybe, yeah, because that's how I feel like with my podcast.
Speaker 1: It's like the one reason why I love it is
Speaker 1: because it's me being uncensored and I don't want to
Speaker 1: have to like even if certain things come out kind
Speaker 1: of like weird, like I can own up to what
Speaker 1: I'm saying or like, you know, because it's my it's
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, it's my opinion. It
Speaker 1: may be taken away to whatever, but it's like, at
Speaker 1: the end of the day, it's still my opinion, and
Speaker 1: it's not to be offensive by any means.
Speaker 3: It's just a conversation.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it seems so freedom in it, you know, and
Speaker 2: I think people appreciate that, Like they the people have
Speaker 2: gravitated towards our show because because we don't say the
Speaker 2: perfect shit, like, we say a lot of shit that
Speaker 2: maybe in ten years I might be like, God, damn,
Speaker 2: what the I mean there's shit we said four years ago.
Speaker 2: Should I said on like last week? Okay, then I'm like,
Speaker 2: oh God, should I have said that? You know, Like
Speaker 2: I don't, I'd be lying if I if I said
Speaker 2: I don't have anxiety sometimes about the things that I.
Speaker 1: Say, because now, you know, people get the lights wrong,
Speaker 1: you know, in the sense where it's like it's hard
Speaker 1: not to kind of say. That's because even people that
Speaker 1: said the craziest thing now is like the next week,
Speaker 1: people are like, no, we can't listen to them, you know.
Speaker 1: But I think that it's cool that you guys stick
Speaker 1: with that thing is because that's what's gonna work.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know, it's it's authentic to what you guys
Speaker 3: are doing. It's not like a stigma.
Speaker 4: It's who you guys are.
Speaker 2: And nobody's perfect, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Like, if I even attempted to do that, it would
Speaker 3: be I think that we would have a lot less
Speaker 3: of an audience in a community because the truth of
Speaker 3: the matter is is I'm not a fucking expert. I'm
Speaker 3: not a perfect person, and I'm growing all the time
Speaker 3: and I don't claim to be. So you can come back,
Speaker 3: you know, fucking five years from now. And so you
Speaker 3: said this, and I'm like, yeah, I did, it wasn't
Speaker 3: you know. Maybe I changed my mind, maybe I didn't.
Speaker 3: But you know, nobody's perfect, and I think people have
Speaker 3: to get used to that.
Speaker 2: And even I've had to get used to it.
Speaker 3: Like there are times where I was just like, oh fuck,
Speaker 3: I said this, But it's obviously been my superpower. You
Speaker 3: know that this is me, this is who I am,
Speaker 3: And I hope that whoever listens understands that, Like you
Speaker 3: can fuck up too good. Mom's bad choices. You know,
Speaker 3: some of the choices are not great, some of them are,
Speaker 3: but all of them are a learning experience, if you're
Speaker 3: consciously trying to grow and being intentional about you know,
Speaker 3: life in general. We're not going to be.
Speaker 2: Perfect, but hopefully we'll get better.
Speaker 1: For sure, you think would be your worst bad choice?
Speaker 4: Don't you made a whole podcast on bad choices? Is
Speaker 4: there one bad choice that stands out more than the other?
Speaker 3: Well? You know, at my in my yearbook, my high
Speaker 3: school twelfth grade quote was no regrets, So I lived
Speaker 3: by that still twenty years. Wad no bad choices.
Speaker 4: There's been bad.
Speaker 3: Choices, but I don't believe in bad choices only because
Speaker 3: even in the bad choices I've grown. You know, if
Speaker 3: had I not made bad choices, I would not have
Speaker 3: be who I wouldn't be who I am.
Speaker 2: As bad as there's growth, there's growth, as long as
Speaker 2: we're brother.
Speaker 3: I'm just obitually making habitually making bad choices with no
Speaker 3: you know, with no care, and they don't not harming people.
Speaker 2: I think also, bad choices is relative.
Speaker 4: So then if you've never made a bad choice, and
Speaker 4: why name your bad your podcast?
Speaker 3: Because I think it's to let everyone know that the
Speaker 3: bad choices are relative. What's a bad choice to You
Speaker 3: may not be a bad choice to me, But what
Speaker 3: you think is a bad choice. If you know, I
Speaker 3: went out and went to a sex club and hung
Speaker 3: out all night, and whatever the fuck I did, that
Speaker 3: brung me peace. You may say judge me and think
Speaker 3: it's a bad choice, but for me, it's a good choice.
Speaker 3: And I think people need to sit on that more
Speaker 3: and people need to recognize, like, you know, there's really
Speaker 3: light in.
Speaker 2: There's light in finding peace with the dark side.
Speaker 3: I think you have to feed your beast, and people
Speaker 3: forget that, like we're all of balance. There's this z
Speaker 3: in this yang of all things. And you know, even
Speaker 3: if I was super perfect, whatever the fuck that means,
Speaker 3: would I be or would I.
Speaker 2: Be craving something?
Speaker 3: You know, like me smoking weed, me drinking tequila, me
Speaker 3: shaking ass, whatever it is I have to do. You
Speaker 3: may think it's bad, but that's what I need to
Speaker 3: do to feed my beast so that on Monday, I
Speaker 3: could show up as an entrepreneur, as a mom, and
Speaker 3: I'm not feeling starved in certain places. If I need
Speaker 3: to fuck, if I need to have a one night stand,
Speaker 3: if I need to do some weird shit, some kinky shit,
Speaker 3: whatever that is, that's what I need to do and
Speaker 3: to me, it's not bad. To you it may be,
Speaker 3: but maybe this podcast and these conversations will really make
Speaker 3: you sit and think, damn, is it a bad choices?
Speaker 1: That's some shit I need to do for sure, And
Speaker 1: I feel like the way just the reason why I
Speaker 1: pushed that, The reason why I push that is because
Speaker 1: there is a lot of parallels to like myself. I've
Speaker 1: been in the adult entertainment industry, so even though I
Speaker 1: haven't shot scenes and porn for five years, I will
Speaker 1: always be tied to that and even myself at a
Speaker 1: certain level of like when you know what's next, and
Speaker 1: even doing the podcast whatever, it was like what I
Speaker 1: started to feel in some ways shame in some ways
Speaker 1: things that I was like, But then why And it
Speaker 1: was only because I was in a bad place in
Speaker 1: my life that it was other people's shames and judgment
Speaker 1: that was casted on me because of what I was
Speaker 1: because in business, certain doors weren't being open because of
Speaker 1: what I did that and the other that I was like,
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, I'm always going to
Speaker 1: be judged. But if I can't truly authentic, authentically be myself.
Speaker 3: Then what do I have?
Speaker 1: And there is a happy medium to figure out what
Speaker 1: that is for me, and I'm not completely there, but
Speaker 1: I also know that there is parallels to knowing that
Speaker 1: I can have it all and having it all only
Speaker 1: really liies in what is my truth and knowing that
Speaker 1: it is. And so it's like again but being not judged,
Speaker 1: not having like, oh, you know, if I'm not a
Speaker 1: single mom, but you're a single mom, I did porn,
Speaker 1: you didn't do porn. But it's not about a tit
Speaker 1: for tat. It's about being aware of like we all
Speaker 1: make choices, good, bad, are indifferent, but we all are
Speaker 1: still human. We all put our pants on every single
Speaker 1: day like each other. Or I should deserve respect for sure,
Speaker 1: but we all are human. Or it shouldn't be about
Speaker 1: any other choice you made.
Speaker 3: It's about everything.
Speaker 1: You show up as people and who you are as
Speaker 1: like you know, a soul and an entity and not
Speaker 1: like because you chose to do a NECD.
Speaker 3: You are not your one choice.
Speaker 2: You know people will try to make you feel that
Speaker 2: way all the time, but you're not. And I think
Speaker 2: that that's really I mean, there's podcast and I'm sure
Speaker 2: you can attest to this too, just like talking out
Speaker 2: loud is so powerful and I'm sure you found a
Speaker 2: lot of empowerment too, and talking on the mic and
Speaker 2: saying how you feel over and over and over again,
Speaker 2: where you're like, no, this is who the fuck I am.
Speaker 2: I stand in my truth, like this is it, this
Speaker 2: is I intentionally did this. I feel good about it,
Speaker 2: you know. And I think that once you start to
Speaker 2: kind of really walk in that space, like you're fucking unstoppable.
Speaker 2: And that's truly how I feel as a woman at
Speaker 2: this point in my life, because because we get to
Speaker 2: show up as ourselves every day, that is my fucking job.
Speaker 2: I have to sit on the mic and say how
Speaker 2: the fuck I feel and you don't have to agree.
Speaker 4: Whatever, you don't have to agree, and.
Speaker 2: That's cool, and that's the whole point is to have
Speaker 2: conversations and so that I can grow and I can
Speaker 2: question my ideas and be like do I actually think
Speaker 2: that or was something someone tell me that? Is that
Speaker 2: really my identity? Or is that what someone told me?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 2: Yeah, and a lot of our beliefs are put on us.
Speaker 1: But because I think that, and only because of me
Speaker 1: doing work myself, is like it's programs that we're conditioned
Speaker 1: to believe that work for us and whatever, you know,
Speaker 1: society thing is because of how you raised, what you
Speaker 1: saw growing up and like you know, your household, and
Speaker 1: so it's like programs you think of how you express
Speaker 1: or need love and.
Speaker 4: Sometimes are toxic and sometimes it's not.
Speaker 3: It just needs work.
Speaker 1: But it's like what you're trying to show up and
Speaker 1: be present with. And I feel like a lot of
Speaker 1: people are just wild and all over the place and
Speaker 1: just either you know, they think recklessly. A lot of
Speaker 1: people are doing things and then they like they get
Speaker 1: together because we talked about earlier, like the scraps of
Speaker 1: what you think that you deserve. But then you're like females,
Speaker 1: we get more emotionally invested, and then we're like, oh fuck,
Speaker 1: I like this person, but I really there's a million
Speaker 1: red flags and I.
Speaker 4: Don't even fucking like this person.
Speaker 1: But I'm a female. I'm gonna take care of you
Speaker 1: want to fucking Oh my gosh. So it's like it's
Speaker 1: like you're cutting yourself to like save.
Speaker 2: That's a whole other conversation, save a hope save.
Speaker 1: So you said, Okay, from the beginning, you stated a
Speaker 1: couple all this stuff. Obviously, time has passed, what is
Speaker 1: your dating life currently?
Speaker 2: I'm dating, I'm just, I'm just I'm at a point. Now,
Speaker 2: there was a time, you know, right after it became single,
Speaker 2: I was really like just trying to fuck Like I
Speaker 2: was just like, I have had sex with one person
Speaker 2: for a long time, So.
Speaker 1: Did you use the tender thing for the fucking thing
Speaker 1: Yecause that's why the only thing I can't use dating
Speaker 1: sites because of who I am. They think it's a catfish,
Speaker 1: they think whatever, like people whatever. But I've had girlfriends
Speaker 1: I lived like curiously, I'm like, who are you doing?
Speaker 1: But she's used it too, only for fucking well. But
Speaker 1: some people test to a claim they've found.
Speaker 2: I've done both. I've done both. But at that point
Speaker 2: in my life, like I really, you know, as a
Speaker 2: newly single mom who had been like like this, my
Speaker 2: I guess my life kind of blew up a little bit.
Speaker 2: And I had been so invested in my relationship I
Speaker 2: almost didn't even know how to do it anymore, like.
Speaker 3: And I, how do you ride a bike?
Speaker 2: I don't know how to do it anymore that you know,
Speaker 2: But even the dating app thing felt weird to me
Speaker 2: because I'd been a relationship for so long. I was like,
Speaker 2: this is like Christian Mingle, Like what the fuck is
Speaker 2: this is for old people? Like what is Tinder? Oh
Speaker 2: my god, what if someone sees me? But I needed
Speaker 2: that you're willing to try. I needed the validation. I
Speaker 2: needed the validation. I think a lot of single moms
Speaker 2: can understand that feeling too, of like when you're getting
Speaker 2: out of a relationship that maybe was toxic, that maybe
Speaker 2: wasn't that maybe was abusive, that maybe was whatever it
Speaker 2: was that made you feel less than and unfortunately, not unfortunately,
Speaker 2: I feel totally actually empowered in it. I needed the validation,
Speaker 2: and once I got it, I was like, Okay, yeah.
Speaker 1: No shame about it. You needed something you were lacking
Speaker 1: for years. You were in a relationship that probably didn't start,
Speaker 1: like you know, with for women, it's a long time.
Speaker 2: I was starved and I needed to feel full, and
Speaker 2: part of that was feeling sexy again. Part of that
Speaker 2: was just meeting people and having conversations. I've met a
Speaker 2: lot of cool people on dating apps as well. Not granted,
Speaker 2: I've also met some wordos. Okay, there's some weird as
Speaker 2: niggas out here, okay, but in the world, not even
Speaker 2: just locally especially, but generally, I've had pretty decent experiences.
Speaker 2: I think maybe I'm a good read of person. I
Speaker 2: guess even on the Internet, I don't know. I asked
Speaker 2: the right questions.
Speaker 4: Okay, you're intuitive. I feel like you're an impath.
Speaker 2: I'm so.
Speaker 4: I feel like you.
Speaker 1: You read a lot of things, like you're very deep
Speaker 1: into like feelings.
Speaker 2: I am doing. I'm I definitely am. I feel like
Speaker 2: i'm My intuition is high. But yeah, dating apps was
Speaker 2: something that I feel was like really, people always ask because,
Speaker 2: like as a single mom, like how do you get
Speaker 2: back into dating? Dating apps? Get on a fucking dating app?
Speaker 2: Just don't be embarrassed. Just do it. Go meet somebody,
Speaker 2: talk to someone.
Speaker 1: You ever see someone that's on there that you knew? Yeah,
Speaker 1: did you swipe with them?
Speaker 3: Sometimes when I wanted to be naughty, naughty or you're
Speaker 3: drinking too much wine?
Speaker 2: It was either naughty or I was just like, hey,
Speaker 2: what's up? I found here to validate you here too?
Speaker 3: Validation?
Speaker 2: Well, it's that, but it's also like I see you,
Speaker 2: we're both out here, how are you? Are you okay?
Speaker 4: But it's also you see him, but you wanted him
Speaker 4: to see you.
Speaker 2: Too a little bit. Yeah, obviously, yeah for sure.
Speaker 4: Did any of those go anywhere?
Speaker 2: No, I know, I like to meet new people. Okay,
Speaker 2: I'm very much like I don't really go I don't
Speaker 2: really go backwards into this.
Speaker 4: It's just the tease. It's a chase.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like that. I can flirt all day. I
Speaker 1: have text boyfriends all day. I don't want to talk
Speaker 1: to any of it really in person, Like.
Speaker 3: I'm busy, I can't talk to you.
Speaker 2: But now my dating life is different. I mean like
Speaker 2: that was the beginning post pandemic. This is my.
Speaker 3: Dark place that's just out there. So before that, that's
Speaker 3: how that was. Now it's very it's very dark now
Speaker 3: every day.
Speaker 2: Every day is a dude for a different day. Okay,
Speaker 2: Like some days I feel like I want to sometimes
Speaker 2: I feel really sexual. Some days I don't, you know,
Speaker 2: just like some seasons I feel like I want to
Speaker 2: date a lot and like if I'm still single, and
Speaker 2: other times I just want to be left the fuck
Speaker 2: alone or I want to have a one night stand.
Speaker 1: And it sound like a smooth tail c song like
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like you're gonna crush a.
Speaker 2: Lot right now currently right now in my life, I
Speaker 2: am focused.
Speaker 3: I don't know how dated that made me, but I'm like,
Speaker 3: you know, you're just talking to me.
Speaker 2: I'm a smooth talker, like.
Speaker 3: Like like the phone sex operating me about.
Speaker 2: If I can talk alexis I'm winning in life?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I mean yeah, I was talking.
Speaker 3: Bit.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're one of my favorites.
Speaker 1: Okay, let's pause on that, because you're the one after
Speaker 1: obviously sitting on the couch and he said a year ago,
Speaker 1: how big of a fan were you? Does that mean
Speaker 1: that she like watched my poor obviously definitely didn't see
Speaker 1: my podcast because you didn't watch.
Speaker 2: Any No, I watched her porns. I watched my multiple porns.
Speaker 2: She literally told me today.
Speaker 3: She I was like, this is Confessions of Good Moms today.
Speaker 3: I was like, good choice, Mom's my choices confessions at private.
Speaker 2: I'm my confession.
Speaker 3: I was like, are you going to tell her? She's like,
Speaker 3: I'm a huge fan. I was like, I'm going to
Speaker 3: tell her. She's like, she's like, I'm a huge fan
Speaker 3: and I've come to her so many times.
Speaker 2: I said, are you gonna tell her? She said, of course,
Speaker 2: I can't wait. And I was like, okay, I was
Speaker 2: just like okay, and then you know what I said,
Speaker 2: I'm pissed. I'm not pissed, I'm kind of She's like,
Speaker 2: I don't know what she looks like. I was like,
Speaker 2: I was like should I? I was like, should I
Speaker 2: masturbate her?
Speaker 3: To her? That was I thought, Yeah, I said that.
Speaker 2: I was like, I was like should I? Maybe I
Speaker 2: should go see you. I'll send you something. I'll send
Speaker 2: you my top five.
Speaker 1: I'll do I'll do you even better before you leave.
Speaker 1: I will send you home with Alexis Texas toys. You
Speaker 1: can definitely have fun to me later. But I was
Speaker 1: intrigued because sometimes a lot of females, obviously you guys
Speaker 1: are open your choes a while being raw, they don't
Speaker 1: really either have favorites or talk about it opening if
Speaker 1: certain things or it's just like men or whatever, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean.
Speaker 3: So I've always.
Speaker 1: Loved, like in a sociology part of like when I've
Speaker 1: been signings, I love when women are honest about that
Speaker 1: because we all want to get off, or we we
Speaker 1: emilate because we're curvy, or we're because we see whatever.
Speaker 1: You just get off because you're blood, whatever the fuck
Speaker 1: your fetishes.
Speaker 3: It's cool.
Speaker 4: To see a woman only.
Speaker 1: Being fascinated with and not just a man, because it's
Speaker 1: about it's like being the sexual part of like sex
Speaker 1: to me is art. Like it's not just like oh,
Speaker 1: like you know, obviously it could be it is, but
Speaker 1: but it's me.
Speaker 2: That's the whole.
Speaker 1: When I got into porn, until my parents, I was like,
Speaker 1: some boy, it's like poorn to me, it's like it's like, oh,
Speaker 1: it's how I expressed myself, Like I've always liked being naked,
Speaker 1: Like I was always the one to like I showed
Speaker 1: my tits. It wasn't something that I felt over sexualized.
Speaker 1: I felt comfortable in my own skin from an early age.
Speaker 1: I didn't know what that meant, but I always knew
Speaker 1: that people were gonna know my name. I didn't know
Speaker 1: I what level or what that meant. But when I
Speaker 1: found my quote unquote niche of what I was good,
Speaker 1: I found the lane and I just wrote with it.
Speaker 1: Because I was always a sexual person and I didn't
Speaker 1: see sex as a bad thing. It was liberating to me.
Speaker 1: I found out how to be a woman. I learned
Speaker 1: things about my body that I don't think I ever
Speaker 1: would have if I wouldn't have been in porn, from
Speaker 1: the partners to knowing how what they did, and just
Speaker 1: being liberating of the fact that I could do whatever
Speaker 1: I wanted because who was gonna tell me no? And
Speaker 1: then directing my own stuff, and like seeing all those things.
Speaker 1: So it just it was a good experience for me,
Speaker 1: and I have no negative things.
Speaker 4: It's only just made me empowered.
Speaker 1: So when I see women like yourselves enjoying the same
Speaker 1: types of things on a different levels is fascinating because
Speaker 1: that's how it should be. It shouldn't be like I'm
Speaker 1: not no different than either one of you. We drink
Speaker 1: tequila together, we smoke whatever, Like I mean, like how
Speaker 1: you live in life should be, how how you're chos
Speaker 1: like how.
Speaker 3: You are judged. I guess if anybody should be judged
Speaker 3: and not because of the choices that you choose to
Speaker 3: make every day. Absolutely, I think I can relate to
Speaker 3: that in so many ways. Like even growing up, I
Speaker 3: knew that I was sexual, you know, I knew I
Speaker 3: enjoyed that, I enjoyed the gaze. I knew how to
Speaker 3: get men to section.
Speaker 4: Earlier I did.
Speaker 3: I realized that I can almost remember, like that was
Speaker 3: like eight I literally moments sad but I didn't know.
Speaker 3: But you know what, that's crazy. They said that I'm
Speaker 3: happy about it and like.
Speaker 1: And like underwear that was like fucking princess fucking things
Speaker 1: still and like and like fake training braws.
Speaker 4: But that's how Yeah.
Speaker 2: Both when you become aware of your body.
Speaker 1: But that's what I'm saying, but also not because it's
Speaker 1: also crazy for me, but that the fact that those
Speaker 1: men in return like things like that, well, and that's
Speaker 1: how you learn to over sexualize because things because you're
Speaker 1: the reaction that you.
Speaker 2: Even removing the man like and just like talking about
Speaker 2: your like you're like, I know, at a very young age,
Speaker 2: I felt sexual like even without the male gaze, Like
Speaker 2: I knew that I was just feeling things and interested
Speaker 2: in things and felt intuitively like oh I get that.
Speaker 3: Or saw a certain type of women and are like,
Speaker 3: oh I like, I like that. I want to be
Speaker 3: like that, you know, And I think it's not spoken
Speaker 3: about enough.
Speaker 2: And sorry, I can't know. I was gonna agree with
Speaker 2: you and say it's not spoken about enough because everyone
Speaker 2: over sexualizes everything, but humans, we are sexual beings, we
Speaker 2: are sex and I feel like it's such a sticky center. No,
Speaker 2: like there's no time living.
Speaker 1: But you guys also said earlier you were worn them
Speaker 1: in the raised the Valley. I'm from Texas. I was
Speaker 1: over sexual. I didn't see anything.
Speaker 4: I was just I.
Speaker 3: Don't know that why because but that's how it like
Speaker 3: taking the whole that part out of it is that
Speaker 3: I didn't know any better.
Speaker 4: I didn't think I was doing anything wrong.
Speaker 1: But when you see the reaction is when you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm doing something good because you don't understand the difference
Speaker 1: of whatever, and that it was like something like in
Speaker 1: a non sexual way. But it was just the attention
Speaker 1: of of knowing that I can gravitate people's attention from
Speaker 1: doing something of like dancing, singing. I know not to sing,
Speaker 1: I still know to sing, but you'll do I will
Speaker 1: live singing, and I will karaoke and I can put
Speaker 1: on a performance.
Speaker 4: But I was a dancer. I was on a stage thing.
Speaker 1: So it was about drawing in that attention of what
Speaker 1: the like for me. I always say like, I'm like Beyonce
Speaker 1: and like Jaylo but I don't sing. I like the
Speaker 1: performer of it, but I don't like I can put
Speaker 1: on a show. I can you know, I can host
Speaker 1: I can do. I can talk about anything.
Speaker 3: I can talk. I can do a lot of things.
Speaker 2: No, but you're talented as a period.
Speaker 3: And it's true.
Speaker 1: And you master rights to me and came to me
Speaker 1: a lot. You were here a lot privately talk.
Speaker 3: She's going to be a new fan. I am, I am.
Speaker 2: I can't.
Speaker 3: I meant to do it last night. I'm pissed that
Speaker 3: I forgot to Friday Night Erica Avid. I got watching.
Speaker 3: I got you, I got the roast. I've got to
Speaker 3: give you the rose. I gotta give you both. I'm
Speaker 3: sure the rose is good. I've heard great things. Bitch, bitch, boyfriend, bitch.
Speaker 2: I'm not anymore. I can't give them anywhere.
Speaker 3: I don't give a fuck.
Speaker 2: I gotta pay. I don't. I don't even mask. Don't
Speaker 2: under a fucking rose. Who who average? I bought it.
Speaker 3: I bought it. I bought it.
Speaker 4: You're gonna make it go dead quickly the way you're
Speaker 4: talking about it.
Speaker 3: I bought it from taste to beata, and I swear
Speaker 3: to fucking god, I've never masturbated so much in my life.
Speaker 3: I'm masturbated today on FaceTime. But okay, beautiful, okay, pots Sorry,
Speaker 3: So the Rose is the only clatorial stimulated.
Speaker 2: It's clatoral. It's a suction thing. It's a suction thing.
Speaker 2: It vibrates.
Speaker 4: And are you a Are you a hot tachi girl?
Speaker 2: What does that mean? Oh?
Speaker 3: Yeah, girl, I'm a humper. I like I like like platorials,
Speaker 3: like I'm a humper.
Speaker 4: And you don't know what I heard?
Speaker 1: Chies, No, can you tell me? Well, Alexas texastay up.
Speaker 1: There is kind of like an attach that's the one
Speaker 1: you'll get. So basically, that's like my boyfriend. That's why
Speaker 1: I'm okay with being single for the last two years
Speaker 1: of my life. So you can have you know, old school,
Speaker 1: you could. You had to plug it into a wall,
Speaker 1: but now they have wireless. It used to be like
Speaker 1: a back but it's basically.
Speaker 2: All used to make fun of mine that.
Speaker 3: She's like, I know I used them in my movies
Speaker 3: a lot.
Speaker 2: I don't know if I saw those ones. I can't wait.
Speaker 1: The women me and Gianna michaels I used a touch
Speaker 1: and that it was a really hot scene. It wasn't
Speaker 1: but women one of them I can't remember. I may
Speaker 1: probably was theirs too.
Speaker 3: That's how I need all the toys who even has
Speaker 3: a DVD player anymore? Does those exist?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 2: No, I never bought DVD porn. I've always looked. I
Speaker 2: actually I have one.
Speaker 4: I stole a lot of porn?
Speaker 3: Is that what I did? I don't know.
Speaker 4: You looked on website? You didn't pay for ship?
Speaker 3: I know exactly.
Speaker 4: I'm sorry.
Speaker 2: No, I just went to the places they told me
Speaker 2: to go.
Speaker 3: And who is that?
Speaker 2: Men?
Speaker 4: Wait?
Speaker 2: Not as venturing of the sensuality of young woman god
Speaker 2: core porn. I knew there are options to pay, but
Speaker 2: I was a teenager. It was broke alexus.
Speaker 4: Okay, do you have a subscription to my only event?
Speaker 2: Now? I will?
Speaker 4: Okay, you'll be my first and only the long hard work.
Speaker 2: You will be my first only subscription.
Speaker 3: You're right, I like it.
Speaker 2: I might just you know, what are you doing over there?
Speaker 2: What's happening on your only fan?
Speaker 3: Don't you want to know?
Speaker 2: I do? God damn right now? I need to download
Speaker 2: it live right now? Where do I get it? Lapster only?
Speaker 4: Do you remember who your first celebrity crush was?
Speaker 2: I do.
Speaker 3: I was five and it was Tevin Campbell. I remember
Speaker 3: Vivid like Wow.
Speaker 2: Mine was Jonathan Taylor Thomas. He was second. JTT did
Speaker 2: you have it on your wall? Every fucking are you
Speaker 2: kidding me? Tiger Heat whatever? Those other ones were called eyebop,
Speaker 2: I pop, I had every I had a Bible, I
Speaker 2: had literally, Oh my god, I forgot about this.
Speaker 4: It was like you masturbated.
Speaker 2: It was like a hundred pages. I would make my
Speaker 2: mom buy me all the magazines. I cut his pictures
Speaker 2: out and just.
Speaker 4: Did masturbate to this.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he was probably a little bit just like dream. Yeah,
Speaker 2: the hump. There was a serious lusting happening. It was
Speaker 2: under my bed because I knew, like it was crazy
Speaker 2: under my bed because someone found it. Like a bitch,
Speaker 2: what are you doing? You know what I'm doing?
Speaker 3: Oh my god.
Speaker 2: He came to like a bar I worked at.
Speaker 4: Really was that he didn't age well. He did it
Speaker 4: and I was like, I couldn't believe it.
Speaker 2: He came in like three times and my friend was like,
Speaker 2: you know that John Thomas. I was like what. I
Speaker 2: was like, you're fucking lie the drugs. Drugs, don't age
Speaker 2: them drugs. I was mean, allegedly know that. I was pissed.
Speaker 4: He's a child, you know.
Speaker 2: So fine. He look like a little lion lit.
Speaker 3: Your nickname.
Speaker 2: It was fine. He was like a little lion. Spin
Speaker 2: to little eyes made you a little sharp jaw lime,
Speaker 2: so cute, little lion.
Speaker 1: He's still a little lion, a little what's your craziest
Speaker 1: celebrity running?
Speaker 3: He is celebrity running. You know you've been around celebrities.
Speaker 3: You're from the valley, you know you've been here. Like
Speaker 3: a good one though, Like what.
Speaker 2: Does crazy means? I know, like like exciting or like crazy?
Speaker 3: You have both?
Speaker 2: And I mean I'm an Eric Abad.
Speaker 3: Fan, so meeting her was like crazy, like really like
Speaker 3: almost faint.
Speaker 2: Yeah, the only person. I didn't know how to talk
Speaker 2: to her.
Speaker 4: No words came out.
Speaker 2: Okay, I remember a few times. I was silent all
Speaker 2: three times.
Speaker 3: She's like she's she's the mute's back. Yeah.
Speaker 2: That's the only one I can think of right now.
Speaker 3: I can't really think of a good one. I could
Speaker 3: just think of like one time, not that long ago. Again,
Speaker 3: my memory is shit. This week is not Januelle. But
Speaker 3: like I saw Mason Atlanta and I was totally starry, shocking,
Speaker 3: and I was trying to convince him to drink and
Speaker 3: he's like Christian, So.
Speaker 2: Oh is reformed Mace. This is reform Mace. Was big,
Speaker 2: like when we were in like fifth grade. So I
Speaker 2: was like, come on, I don't know that's.
Speaker 4: Really like you know you want to right, Hmmm?
Speaker 2: Are we jaded? I think I was from Atlanta.
Speaker 3: I don't think it's a celebrity. I think it's funny.
Speaker 1: Because like so one of my really good friends, like
Speaker 1: she's from the Valley to Roaring like raising, like she'll
Speaker 1: say certain things and she's like like it's like nothing.
Speaker 1: I'm like, you realize that, like that's a big deal
Speaker 1: to a lot of people, Like I too, have been
Speaker 1: here since I'm twenty one. I'm thirty six now, but
Speaker 1: like I get certain things, but I'm like, people don't
Speaker 1: live like that, like even the amounts of certain things,
Speaker 1: like you don't you just don't understand. And it's just
Speaker 1: like in a sense, it sounds like you're jaded, but
Speaker 1: it's just a different level of like what you compared
Speaker 1: things to, Like you would have no idea what certain
Speaker 1: things in Texas Like it was like I can remember
Speaker 1: being an apartment for two hundred and fifteen dollars, like
Speaker 1: exactly in call it.
Speaker 2: Didn't I tell you we need to move to Texas?
Speaker 3: How many times it's time time, like start the compound here.
Speaker 4: Let me want to come out.
Speaker 2: I do want to get big enough.
Speaker 3: Like everything common in Texas. We'll go to Austin a garden.
Speaker 3: This is exactly my plan. We could be naked.
Speaker 2: I'm done. Raise the children like ship some guys. Let's
Speaker 2: go in to Texas and go scouting. Okay, let's do it.
Speaker 2: I'm done. I'm not kidding like I'm started myself. We're
Speaker 2: also going to be We're getting land in Costa Rica.
Speaker 2: We're about to be out. We have a couple, we
Speaker 2: have a couple of like compounds. Okay, I have the
Speaker 2: question about that.
Speaker 1: So I saw on your site what is the whole
Speaker 1: retreat thing about? So I've been to like Hedonism, I've
Speaker 1: been to Jamaic like, but it wasn't like a whole
Speaker 1: retreat like it seems like you guys have like workshops
Speaker 1: like things.
Speaker 2: Is this your first time?
Speaker 3: Second time?
Speaker 4: Tell us at our.
Speaker 2: Third retreat in Costa Rica, And it's a women's retreat
Speaker 2: and it's really centered around taking a break and just
Speaker 2: living your fucking life. It's centered around sisterhood and meeting
Speaker 2: other women because as adults, I think women we have
Speaker 2: a hard time making friends, and I think making friends
Speaker 2: that really understand one another and that judging and this
Speaker 2: space really allows women to just come as they are.
Speaker 2: We're out there, we're getting natal chart readings, our titties
Speaker 2: are out, we're swimming naked.
Speaker 3: You don't have to if you don't want to saw
Speaker 3: you do your packaging, you know, with your tips top.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I was like, you know, titty' is not
Speaker 2: not a requirement, but if that's what you want to do,
Speaker 2: you do that. Like, we make sure that everyone just
Speaker 2: feels taken care of because for us, it's not a
Speaker 2: mom's retreat, although a lot of moms come because we
Speaker 2: handle everything because we know as women like you just
Speaker 2: want to go somewhere. Isn't it going to be nice
Speaker 2: just go somewhere and not have to fucking think about
Speaker 2: shit so and not make a decision and just unwind
Speaker 2: and relax and fucking go to the beach and get
Speaker 2: massages and have workshops or we are having we have
Speaker 2: a we host a workshop and then we're actually having
Speaker 2: two of our former guests. One her name is trap
Speaker 2: Yoga Bay on Instagram, and then our second one is
Speaker 2: Samaya of Sexual Essentials. Do you know Samaya I don't
Speaker 2: you need to know Samaia you should. Yeah. Sexual Essentials
Speaker 2: is coming week two, so yeah, it's just a place
Speaker 2: where you kind of can just let it all go.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's cool.
Speaker 1: I think it's really cool because I feel like there's
Speaker 1: not enough things where people like I think in work
Speaker 1: like that, people are very skeptical of certain things. That's
Speaker 1: why it's cool, like that, you know, not only does
Speaker 1: this like your third time doing it, but also being
Speaker 1: like effective and like having more and more people want
Speaker 1: to go and like be a part of it because
Speaker 1: I feel like people do need release, people do need
Speaker 1: a place. And then with the podcast and everything like that,
Speaker 1: it's having like they almost kind of know you. There's
Speaker 1: a relationship about it where they trust what you're speaking
Speaker 1: about because there's a you know, a relationship kind of
Speaker 1: built before you kind of know them, the same way
Speaker 1: where you guys met with Instagram. It's like some kind
Speaker 1: of connect where you're drawn to the material, the content
Speaker 1: or what that is to like open you to the
Speaker 1: space of like what that sisterhood could be.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that's really cool. It really is. It's
Speaker 2: a manifestation of really I think me and Mila's relationship
Speaker 2: in ways and the ways that we the tools that
Speaker 2: we utilize for growth, and the things that we're interested
Speaker 2: in learning more about, and we bring our community in
Speaker 2: on the ride with us, like, Hey, I'm kind of
Speaker 2: interested in this. You want to try this shit with me?
Speaker 2: You know, Like that's what a lot of our doing,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: So it's it's a really special thing that me and
Speaker 2: Mila accidentally kind of fell upon, and it's like one
Speaker 2: of the most exciting parts of my business right now
Speaker 2: because I can't believe that healing and like relaxing and
Speaker 2: connecting is what I get to do, and also like
Speaker 2: how I get to encourage other women to do it.
Speaker 2: And I've seen the transformations that these women come one
Speaker 2: way and they leave in a whole other way.
Speaker 3: Eric and I I think because this.
Speaker 5: Unity was like this brand, this business was kind of
Speaker 5: born accidentally, we've really honed in in our ability to
Speaker 5: manifest together, and I think we only realized how powerful
Speaker 5: it was when we would just speak things to each
Speaker 5: other and then like so easily it'd be like boom
Speaker 5: and to the.
Speaker 2: Point where we would like start testing it.
Speaker 3: It was kind of felt witchy, and I think we
Speaker 3: both knew we were witches separately, but when we started
Speaker 3: to realize like, oh, if we say things and agree
Speaker 3: on them and make the decision together, boom, they happen
Speaker 3: to the point where beerful for sure super powerful. And
Speaker 3: I think women kind of lose that power because of shame,
Speaker 3: because of judgment, because of projection, because of you know.
Speaker 2: Every woman has that power.
Speaker 3: Every woman has that power, and I think we only
Speaker 3: kind of honed in our own individual power when we
Speaker 3: saw the power it had together and it would be
Speaker 3: just like down to little tiny shit to huge shit
Speaker 3: and I'd be like, oh shit, it was like oh
Speaker 3: like it was like this this kind of conjuring and
Speaker 3: such where we kind of realized, like anything we speak,
Speaker 3: we can have. And so we started to be intentional
Speaker 3: with that energy. And when we kind of applied that
Speaker 3: to this retreat, which also the retreat manifested super like
Speaker 3: here you go, bitch, literally like here you go, and
Speaker 3: doing that in like groups of twenty four and like
Speaker 3: women being open and being in touch with like their
Speaker 3: feminine and being you know, dancing, being naked and being
Speaker 3: empowered and being fed. It's just like this really really
Speaker 3: powerful experience that we cultivated, and it's like It is
Speaker 3: a manifest manifestation of this chance we took and of
Speaker 3: this relationship because like on a higher scale, when women.
Speaker 2: Tap into that shit, it's so powerful. It's it's literally
Speaker 2: like a resurrection.
Speaker 3: For sure.
Speaker 1: I think it's you know, important to touch on those
Speaker 1: things and to see like, you know, not only are
Speaker 1: we you know, powerful individually, but as you know, unified
Speaker 1: together in the same path, it's you know, could be
Speaker 1: so much more. So I think it's really cool to
Speaker 1: have a space for you know, females, to be in
Speaker 1: that glorified state, to kind of be open to whatever,
Speaker 1: because I'm sure nobody really knows what you're going to
Speaker 1: come in and get, you know what I mean, And
Speaker 1: each time is a little bit different. So it's really
Speaker 1: cool to see that kind of come out. So I'm
Speaker 1: happy for you guys.
Speaker 3: Thank you you should come.
Speaker 1: Maybe yeah, really loves in the Jungle adds a little
Speaker 1: bit more about it, but yeah, I mean I'm always
Speaker 1: up for like new things.
Speaker 4: I feel like for me, I have this last year
Speaker 4: of my life has.
Speaker 1: Been more personal work because of what I've done, like
Speaker 1: traveling wise, I was so busy, you know, I've been divorced,
Speaker 1: I've done all these things, but you kind of like
Speaker 1: don't ever have time to process things. And so being
Speaker 1: in the pandemic kind of gave me a real slow
Speaker 1: down process to deal with things, not that I hadn't before,
Speaker 1: but little things that were kind of still lingering of
Speaker 1: things and really kind of like work those things out
Speaker 1: to where I'm at now. So I feel like those
Speaker 1: are all like open things of why I'm invited to
Speaker 1: new opportunities. So yeah, I think that's really cool.
Speaker 4: So I have a question. Have you ever taken home
Speaker 4: a souvenir from a one night stand?
Speaker 2: Like secretly? Yeah, no, no I should though that's like that,
Speaker 2: It's like it's like a serial killer. Why have I
Speaker 2: ever done this?
Speaker 5: Yes?
Speaker 3: But actually recently, I'm giving you a new ideas who recently,
Speaker 3: I was at the airport with my lover and I
Speaker 3: don't know why I had, like I have must have
Speaker 3: like stuff shipping different bags. There's like a pair of
Speaker 3: panties that I had worn and on top of a bag,
Speaker 3: and I was like, you take these with you?
Speaker 2: That's sweet? Yeah, smell, yeah, that's what I said.
Speaker 3: It.
Speaker 1: Next time when you're at like the rest in dinner,
Speaker 1: you know, you should do a take him off and
Speaker 1: put him in his pocket.
Speaker 2: I like that.
Speaker 3: I like that to take those home. Bad boy, m
Speaker 3: were all these trips.
Speaker 4: Have you ever gotten a tattoo that you regretted?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 3: Yes, what is that?
Speaker 2: I have my baby?
Speaker 3: I had my baby daddy's name tattooed on my butt
Speaker 3: in the race. The curse, the curse, and that's why husband,
Speaker 3: Oh good.
Speaker 4: Again, cover rappers, it's still back?
Speaker 3: Oh no, it's covered up?
Speaker 4: Was it still back?
Speaker 2: There was his cover for sure.
Speaker 3: Covered.
Speaker 2: Mine is not a legendary story. It's just this ugly
Speaker 2: ass when it says love, but everyone always thinks it
Speaker 2: says lover. And then my wait it all the time,
Speaker 2: and you're like so annoying.
Speaker 4: And then I went get Alexis Texas on it.
Speaker 2: I could, I could just put it there. I went
Speaker 2: and got this with an ex boyfriend. He didn't get it.
Speaker 2: I just went because I wanted to get a tattoo.
Speaker 2: And then the next day he went and got the
Speaker 2: same one and like surprised me, and I was, it's.
Speaker 4: Not really a surprise.
Speaker 2: It was a horrible surprise, not honey, And so every
Speaker 2: so it's not even my tattoo anymore. I've had it.
Speaker 2: It has like a bad and I it's not this,
Speaker 2: and so I feel like I need to like clear
Speaker 2: this so that I can do more. I want to sleep.
Speaker 4: I think, what about you?
Speaker 2: Do you have tattoos?
Speaker 3: I have none.
Speaker 2: I was looking at you.
Speaker 3: It was like sight, I don't atoos.
Speaker 1: And then I like, so, once upon a time, many
Speaker 1: moons ago, like when you were like me and my girlfriends,
Speaker 1: we were all gonna get when we were eighteen. But
Speaker 1: my birthday the last, and I was like, there's nothing
Speaker 1: I want to put on my body that whatever, and
Speaker 1: everyone like they had a horrible tattoos.
Speaker 2: So you're like, thanks for going just doing it.
Speaker 3: No, that didn't happen.
Speaker 4: And then I thought about getting my wedding date on
Speaker 4: my wrist.
Speaker 1: Thank god I never did because all have his well
Speaker 1: that sounds horrible, his ex wife, there was only one.
Speaker 4: I was going to say all of them on the
Speaker 4: second one.
Speaker 1: His other XIF had his name hurt his name on him,
Speaker 1: which was the curse when they say that whole thing.
Speaker 1: So I was like, I will never put your name
Speaker 1: on me ever. But I was like, I put my
Speaker 1: wedding date.
Speaker 2: That's a curse too, bitch. I didn't get it home.
Speaker 3: I'm tattooed free because I knew it was toxic.
Speaker 2: In your heart.
Speaker 1: Okay, right, bitch, I wrote that in my mind that
Speaker 1: said run. I had to plan my escape plan for
Speaker 1: a long time.
Speaker 2: But I made it. I'm so proud of you. I
Speaker 2: am proud of you.
Speaker 3: How often do you masturbate now with the rose? More
Speaker 3: often than you just got the rose?
Speaker 2: Well, I got like three months ago and it's still
Speaker 2: the most master it ever.
Speaker 4: You seem like you're in the relationship with the roses.
Speaker 2: That who you were talking about, your love, your love.
Speaker 3: It's true. I gave my rose my one hour is like,
Speaker 3: I have a what is it?
Speaker 2: Hanging on my bed side? He's like, now, guys, yell,
Speaker 2: are way past my bed my curview.
Speaker 4: The rose is calling.
Speaker 2: I gotta go. Did you get a rose tonight? Did
Speaker 2: I get a rose tonight? No? I got it. I
Speaker 2: got it about like two months ago.
Speaker 3: But I've been using it maybe twice a week, and
Speaker 3: that's more than I ever masturbate ever. So what was
Speaker 3: what was your number prior to the rose and you're
Speaker 3: entering your life maybe like once every two months. What
Speaker 3: did you use prior to having the rose? I'm behind pillows.
Speaker 3: It's still to this day. That's not a childhood thing
Speaker 3: you like got out of. This is your bad twice.
Speaker 2: I found your bad twice, said this.
Speaker 4: I found out what your.
Speaker 3: Bad choice is.
Speaker 2: Bitch.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna say, you've been haveing kill us. How old
Speaker 3: are you? I'm twenty three years old. That's a problem.
Speaker 3: That is a problem, you know, Miss Texas. Again, not
Speaker 3: a doctor by a degree, but I'm a doctor.
Speaker 1: And a lot of things, and I will Okay, so
Speaker 1: everyone has their kink celexis, Yeah, but I did that
Speaker 1: when I was like twelve.
Speaker 3: I haven't matured out of my childhood masturbation style. That's
Speaker 3: a problem, bitch.
Speaker 2: At third masturbation style, I got the rows and mast
Speaker 2: I was doing better. She has you know this, I
Speaker 2: don't even know.
Speaker 3: I got botox and I know you can still see
Speaker 3: what's actually it's pretty calm.
Speaker 2: It's doing well.
Speaker 3: My toxic traits that I think i'moking it is that
Speaker 3: I prefer to help people, and so I'll just call people, Okay,
Speaker 3: but are you fucking people of the whole time? Like
Speaker 3: you can't funck person every day? Like I need to,
Speaker 3: like I need to cut some people don't master it
Speaker 3: every day. Okay, okay, you master every day. Yeah, it's healthy.
Speaker 3: I don't agree.
Speaker 2: I agree.
Speaker 4: I are you angry every day?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 1: I smoke weed me too. But honestly, I don't need
Speaker 1: to mask for all the time. I more do it
Speaker 1: at the end of the day to go to sleep
Speaker 1: because I know it's a sure win.
Speaker 3: Knock you out with one punch.
Speaker 4: It Tachi great? What the fuck does it?
Speaker 2: Tachi mean? Humping? No, it's the actual tool.
Speaker 4: I'm concerned. But then you just said you have pillows like.
Speaker 2: I don't even judge, but I hope I'm not judging.
Speaker 4: I'm just trying to like state that this is just
Speaker 4: like dately. I'm stating in the facts. You know, I'm
Speaker 4: not proud of it.
Speaker 2: I've been working on it. She's working on it. I'm
Speaker 2: proud of you. I'm proud of you. Well, we're gonna
Speaker 2: get you out of this.
Speaker 3: It's just what I like.
Speaker 2: Pussy likes the hump. No, you're you know, or Pussy
Speaker 2: doesn't know what it likes yet.
Speaker 4: It hasn't been introduced to things that are the pillow her.
Speaker 3: Then that's a whole other episode. We're not after dark.
Speaker 3: That's a Patreon. I'm gonna have to get on that.
Speaker 2: Who's that Patreon?
Speaker 3: Who is that? It's like looking at me like I'm
Speaker 3: it's like the only fans.
Speaker 2: It's like it's like it's not it's like the thing
Speaker 2: I don't know, speaking of which I doubt I was
Speaker 2: in the middle. I was in the middle.
Speaker 4: I heard patre but I don't know for podcasts, I
Speaker 4: don't know anything like that. Well maybe did I not
Speaker 4: know what's going on?
Speaker 3: Fuck? Friendie?
Speaker 2: Trust me, it's not as exciting as only fans.
Speaker 4: But so do you have an only fans?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: What is your thoughts on only fans?
Speaker 4: My thoughts a lot.
Speaker 3: I like to have my titties out. We don't have
Speaker 3: only fans only because we already told a lot of
Speaker 3: our explicit business. Found it okay, I was looking for that.
Speaker 4: I wasn't really meaning to boo you.
Speaker 2: I was were No, I mean it did boo you
Speaker 2: when I was trying to look at the button I
Speaker 2: really needed, and it was that one. What was it
Speaker 2: that she wants the truth?
Speaker 3: What are your thoughts on only fans? Because you're very
Speaker 3: open minded?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I whole thing.
Speaker 3: I feel like I already tell a lot of explicit stories.
Speaker 3: They don't the people don't also need visuals. But also
Speaker 3: I liked I want I hate to center my pictures
Speaker 3: on on what Instagram? Also, my boyfriend's on OnlyFans and
Speaker 3: does porn. So it's it's just I.
Speaker 4: Feel like I could just set about.
Speaker 2: There's a lot of things there to be unloaded. Why
Speaker 2: can't I find you on Only Fans I'm working on
Speaker 2: only Lexus underscore texts. Oh, okay, I'm looking. I doubt you, guys.
Speaker 2: I would downloaded Only Fans Live so that I could
Speaker 2: look at Alexis.
Speaker 1: Okay, let's see where we start. Okay, so you're very
Speaker 1: open minded. So obviously you're with the man who does porn?
Speaker 1: Does he do porn?
Speaker 2: By like?
Speaker 3: Is he doing so?
Speaker 4: Is he doing stuff with other performers? Is doing everything?
Speaker 3: Both? But are you in an open relationship or are
Speaker 3: you just monogamous monogamous? No, we're not monoga with him.
Speaker 3: We're not monogamous. So, but is he your boyfriend? Y'all
Speaker 3: are exclusive? We're not.
Speaker 2: We're not monogamous exclusive.
Speaker 4: Well, then how is he your boyfriend?
Speaker 3: I don't know Alexis, So here's your entanglement?
Speaker 2: No, well, this is her boyfriend.
Speaker 4: Well, that's the thing is, so we're entangled.
Speaker 1: So that means that if that's your boyfriend, y'all are
Speaker 1: in an open relationship because you you both can do
Speaker 1: whatever you want to do and whatever your rules are
Speaker 1: in between.
Speaker 3: Yeah, okay, So.
Speaker 1: In return, not saying that you have to go full
Speaker 1: out and do sex stuff with anybody, but are you
Speaker 1: already on your current Instagram page doing sexy pictures or
Speaker 1: doing things that people wouldn't be able to have access
Speaker 1: to if you did do because you already now are
Speaker 1: personality to want to pay whatever it is you said
Speaker 1: to do. Because that's the thing is, most people, like
Speaker 1: people all think that OnlyFans is porn.
Speaker 3: It's not.
Speaker 1: Some people go from maybe they just saw that there
Speaker 1: were sexy pictures and if you're doing bikini picks or
Speaker 1: whatever it is whatever.
Speaker 3: And.
Speaker 2: Did tell me though, and why are you you're grown
Speaker 2: as woman?
Speaker 3: But did you did tell me?
Speaker 2: I said I wouldn't. I would prefer not to.
Speaker 4: And that's again choices.
Speaker 1: So again, and it's not the only thing that's for
Speaker 1: only fans, because there's a lot of other platforms as
Speaker 1: well as that you can use. For me, it's this
Speaker 1: fact that You don't have to use any certain thing
Speaker 1: to be over sexualized, but you use your niche of something, right.
Speaker 1: So if it's hey, not even for your pictures, maybe
Speaker 1: you're doing a thing or a segment on you where
Speaker 1: you can only do your podcasts certain exclusive that you
Speaker 1: only talk about there. There's other platforms to do it
Speaker 1: where you, as a content creator can capitalize where it
Speaker 1: doesn't have to be sexualized. People think only fans, Oh,
Speaker 1: it's only whatever. It's not like that all the time.
Speaker 1: So I think, yeah, I know that the bad idea
Speaker 1: that I.
Speaker 2: Think that the only fans that me and Mieli were
Speaker 2: talking about was not that it was sex also it
Speaker 2: was sexual.
Speaker 3: Also.
Speaker 2: The thing is like the platform is used for a
Speaker 2: lot of different things. I use it something start with that.
Speaker 2: It didn't start that way.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I only fans originated from them, and I had
Speaker 3: only fans from But y'all's idea you're saying, Yeah, Yeah,
Speaker 3: I'm saying.
Speaker 2: I mean I know there's like there's like course course
Speaker 2: scope readers aren't only fans. There's all types of different.
Speaker 3: Creators, all the chooses of the matter.
Speaker 2: Alexis is nobody.
Speaker 3: I'm just saying, nobody has we have literally no energy
Speaker 3: to go on one more fucking platform.
Speaker 2: I can't say one more.
Speaker 1: Fat as entrepreneur women that there are certain things that
Speaker 1: you're already doing and using the content to put on
Speaker 1: another platform that's doing the same amount of thing.
Speaker 3: It's something to think about.
Speaker 1: I definitely could not saying whatever, And there's maybe not
Speaker 1: even that only Fans isn't the one to do that,
Speaker 1: but there's other platforms that could do something that you're
Speaker 1: using the same type of things that will satisfy what
Speaker 1: you're doing, that could fund whatever your.
Speaker 3: Else is doing, you know what I mean. It's just
Speaker 3: the food for thought. Do you need to be or
Speaker 3: can you be your only Fans manager?
Speaker 2: I think I feel like you have a vision and
Speaker 2: we need to talk about this.
Speaker 1: I definitely have lots of visions be definitely. I mean,
Speaker 1: for me, I feel like I'm all about women empowerment.
Speaker 1: I love people and women growing off what you're comfortable
Speaker 1: doing that. So I'm saying, if it's some things just
Speaker 1: don't work, it doesn't work, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But if there's an inn for something which you ladies
Speaker 1: are not judgmental and whatever, and it's not saying you're
Speaker 1: going full fledged to doing porn. I think people there's
Speaker 1: a bad perception of what people think that it is
Speaker 1: as soon as they say, oh, you have an only fans,
Speaker 1: Oh you're on about No, there's so many different things.
Speaker 1: Just because one does something doesn't mean it has to
Speaker 1: be the other.
Speaker 5: No.
Speaker 2: Absolutely I agree with that, and I know it's good
Speaker 2: for thought.
Speaker 1: But you know, I will We definitely can have a
Speaker 1: business conversation about all those things and run ideas.
Speaker 3: We love collaboration.
Speaker 2: We love to collaborate.
Speaker 3: If we can collaborate with another woman, and only fans
Speaker 3: will do it, especially if it makes sense and it's
Speaker 3: curated beautifully, because we're some curated as bitches. We love
Speaker 3: beautiful images. I was just thinking today, like we need
Speaker 3: to have another sexy shoot and then maybe we can
Speaker 3: debut it directed by Alexis Texas on Only Fans exclusively.
Speaker 1: I have a lot of you know, things and tools
Speaker 1: under my belt. Today maybe just got reject I have
Speaker 1: lots you know.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I see that in our future.
Speaker 1: I think we should take a shot, and I think
Speaker 1: then we should start the trees with Texas.
Speaker 4: Let's do it all right, Let's do all right.
Speaker 1: We are back and ready for my favorite part, Truth
Speaker 1: with Texas. We are going to play a little game
Speaker 1: that I love to play with my guests. There's four
Speaker 1: aces here. Each ace suit is a different type of question.
Speaker 1: We will go through each of the cards.
Speaker 2: And get to know you a little bit more intimately.
Speaker 2: I feel a little nervous. Don't be nervous.
Speaker 3: I think that you know you're an open book.
Speaker 2: You'll give it.
Speaker 1: You'll give me what we need. Ace of spades. So
Speaker 1: it's a naughty question, which is one of our favorites here.
Speaker 2: I'm a naughty girl. Do you like dirty talk?
Speaker 3: I fucking love a filthy, fucking I love what's gonna
Speaker 3: say mouth. I am the fucking if there was a
Speaker 3: mascot for give me a dirty, filthy fucking mouth.
Speaker 2: Do you also have a dirty mouth?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 2: So are you?
Speaker 1: Are you silent when the dirty mouth talk? I can
Speaker 1: I can do a little jargon. Can you give us
Speaker 1: a little role play?
Speaker 3: Oh wow? Okay, like yes, daddy, fuck me, yes, daddy,
Speaker 3: I'll be your little slut, you know, just like I
Speaker 3: like to be like submissive and dirty talk. But there's
Speaker 3: you know, there's some things that if I get really
Speaker 3: open and really turned on, then I can get like so.
Speaker 4: It's like you need me the partner of other person,
Speaker 4: to like, you know, go back and forth.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I really need you to bring it out of me.
Speaker 2: But I like that the start from that. You like that, Yeah, your.
Speaker 1: Daddy submissive because some people could either daddy or they don't.
Speaker 4: It just depends. But like when you really are submissive,
Speaker 4: it usually goes there.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I like, I like to really be submissive and
Speaker 3: the like, I would really like for you to put
Speaker 3: me in that submissive place and then I can I
Speaker 3: can return. But I do like a dirty not too much,
Speaker 3: don't go, don't do too much, relaxed. You know, what's
Speaker 3: your safe word? I don't have one?
Speaker 2: Should suck up?
Speaker 1: What would it be if you had a fun safe
Speaker 1: word to use, like for you know, partner purple?
Speaker 4: What if they don't know purple?
Speaker 2: What?
Speaker 5: Well?
Speaker 3: I feel like the only way to have a safe
Speaker 3: word is if the only the person knows it. But
Speaker 3: that reminds me, I forgot to tell you. In Atlanta,
Speaker 3: I passed out where in sex during.
Speaker 2: Sex pasta Yeah, mid stroke or show.
Speaker 3: He was choking me and fucking me and I was
Speaker 3: drunk and it was like probably like five o'clock in
Speaker 3: the morning.
Speaker 4: And then I was like, for how long were you out?
Speaker 2: I don't know, not long?
Speaker 3: Did he tell you?
Speaker 2: I was like, he was like, did you just pass out?
Speaker 3: Like I don't know, keep going.
Speaker 4: I was like, yeah, I did.
Speaker 3: I didn't.
Speaker 4: I wasn't sure, but didn't make your pussy wetter a little?
Speaker 2: Yeah I did.
Speaker 3: I was like, what's happening? Oh no, and then he
Speaker 3: was like, did just pass out? And I was like yeah,
Speaker 3: And then he kept going, so choked your spink choked
Speaker 3: all the way both no one or the other. We're
Speaker 3: not being greedy bitch. I'm a greedy bitch, but choked.
Speaker 2: Yeah, choked.
Speaker 3: So that wasn't your first time being choked out? No, No,
Speaker 3: have you came to being choked out? I don't know,
Speaker 3: probably close, Like, but you get off to it? I do,
Speaker 3: and you absolutely like I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't love. She's like, I actually hate that you
Speaker 2: told that story because I don't have one.
Speaker 5: No.
Speaker 2: So, I'm not typically a dirty talk person, but I
Speaker 2: recently started sleeping with some that someone that's really good
Speaker 2: at it, and I was like, oh, I get it.
Speaker 2: I even told her. I was like, bitch, I get it.
Speaker 4: What the fuck is so didn't make you want to,
Speaker 4: like Inhighten your dirty talk.
Speaker 2: Oh my god. Well I'm not a big dirty talker,
Speaker 2: but some ship.
Speaker 3: But why because like you feel like it's not going
Speaker 3: to be sexy, or because I think that hard?
Speaker 2: I don't want to think that hard.
Speaker 4: But sometimes it's not about thinking.
Speaker 1: It's about in the moment, like she said, like in
Speaker 1: certain things, it's going to bring out certain stuff.
Speaker 2: I don't know it because you're doing it. If it comes,
Speaker 2: then it comes, and it will come.
Speaker 3: But the next time, maybe it's may simulate your brain
Speaker 3: to maybe you may say saying shit, you.
Speaker 2: Should just let come out. Yeah I've been put on
Speaker 2: the spot and I don't like that. Yeah, yeah, I've
Speaker 2: been like fuck. But you know what's funny with.
Speaker 1: Me is that because of like what my profession was,
Speaker 1: I typically before in my personal life would be intimidate,
Speaker 1: not intimidated.
Speaker 3: But when you want to say things is I don't
Speaker 3: want to be too poor? No, So then people are like,
Speaker 3: h do you even like me?
Speaker 1: And I'm like, because I'm like, I'm not trying to
Speaker 1: send you a new and I do that on ely
Speaker 1: fans like buy my ship, But I also too have
Speaker 1: to be like I have to send personal pics to
Speaker 1: people because or I should say a person, I should
Speaker 1: say people whatever, and not with anybody, but saying it
Speaker 1: at the time, it's like so they're just like, well,
Speaker 1: just don't send me stuff you send to other people,
Speaker 1: and like, hard, that's how much content do you think
Speaker 1: I'm making over here with the fun I'm busy, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. But for the people that I've
Speaker 1: wanted to I'm not in a place where I'm like that,
Speaker 1: but like, I will do special content for those people.
Speaker 1: But yeah, it's difficult here, which I know. Have you
Speaker 1: ever had a threesome? Yeah, you're worth a couple. That's
Speaker 1: I'm a okay.
Speaker 3: What about role play? Is that something that you're totally
Speaker 3: off limits or.
Speaker 2: You will have to do?
Speaker 3: I love?
Speaker 4: What were you role playing as real estate agent?
Speaker 2: What did you sell the house a student?
Speaker 3: What was your broker pace?
Speaker 2: Huh?
Speaker 3: What was your broker fee?
Speaker 2: My brother?
Speaker 3: Did you get calmed on how many times?
Speaker 4: Percent of what?
Speaker 3: Of everything? For life?
Speaker 2: Baby? But recently actually recently I was kind of it
Speaker 2: was he was I could tell he wanted to role play, and.
Speaker 4: I was like, how do you tell you wants to
Speaker 4: role play like he was like, he was, like, what
Speaker 4: did he say to me?
Speaker 2: He was like, she's basically saying like I was about
Speaker 2: to come back in the room, and like, was he was?
Speaker 2: Was I prepared? When when I cut back, iron Man
Speaker 2: is out and he's like, my girlfriend's going to be
Speaker 2: back soon. She's not gonna be happy.
Speaker 3: So you didn't you didn't go along with it? Why?
Speaker 2: Whatever, he was really serious? I couldn't tell if he
Speaker 2: was serious.
Speaker 4: Why didn't you play along?
Speaker 2: I'm so disappointed? Wait what if he was?
Speaker 1: He was trying to be serious and you're like, witch,
Speaker 1: I'm not role playing with you. He's like, this is
Speaker 1: my real life. But she's really coming, She's about to go.
Speaker 2: Actually, get this is not a joke. This is not
Speaker 2: like how would you feel about that he's on her way? Yeah,
Speaker 2: this is l a you never I don't know. I
Speaker 2: just I just I didn't. I didn't feel like.
Speaker 3: I feel like from now on, you have to like
Speaker 3: the secret code of texts me and be like, hey,
Speaker 3: what should I say?
Speaker 4: What am I supposed to do?
Speaker 2: Go to the bath hole? One second we be he said,
Speaker 2: what do I say next?
Speaker 3: Abort? Run out the if you don't chase you hate
Speaker 3: the one? Okay, have you ever faked an orgasm? Come on?
Speaker 2: Are you a woman? Right?
Speaker 3: Can I hear your faked orgasm?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 3: It's believable.
Speaker 2: I'm an actress.
Speaker 4: Where can we book you?
Speaker 2: I'm the only fan that you heard it?
Speaker 3: That's right. I'm not pimoting this. He's been on pimp
Speaker 3: these ladies.
Speaker 4: I'm gonna get pimped by anybody.
Speaker 3: It's gonna be you.
Speaker 4: But after the toy, you're gonna like it. I'm promising
Speaker 4: as a clubs. It's a kinky question of corn. We're
Speaker 4: a little kinky, okay, bonded yes or no?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 3: You answer real quick.
Speaker 2: So, mister Gray, he had a dungeon? Do you say
Speaker 2: which toy?
Speaker 3: I said, so, if mister Gray had a dungeon, would
Speaker 3: you be like which toy? You know it can?
Speaker 2: I'm down.
Speaker 3: I've been to a dungeon. I'm down.
Speaker 1: I'm going to show you're down with like being spinked
Speaker 1: like all the is there? What is your absolutely?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 2: Sexually maybe like electrocution, like electricity. I'm not interested in electricity.
Speaker 2: You're going far, bitch is not far. It was just
Speaker 2: on love Honey dot Com and they were. I was
Speaker 2: looking at their electricity toys. I was like, what the
Speaker 2: fuck they were like people, I'm like, hey, I'm in
Speaker 2: a Tinder.
Speaker 4: Date and I got electricues.
Speaker 2: You never are fucking they're on it out here. Okay,
Speaker 2: I would say that, or I'm not really I don't
Speaker 2: really want to be gagged per se, but tie me
Speaker 2: up all the way. Huh did you peg a man?
Speaker 2: I'm open to it. I have never done it, but
Speaker 2: I'm open to it.
Speaker 3: What could you still be with him romantically?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Say thoughts the same got him.
Speaker 4: Sex skill?
Speaker 3: You're most proud of all of them.
Speaker 4: You can pick one.
Speaker 2: I would say, I just know how to control my pussy,
Speaker 2: like so queen, I can, Yeah, I can squirt. I
Speaker 2: can like I can.
Speaker 4: Just do you make yourself them in?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm really wet and I can take a lot
Speaker 3: of dick. I'm like, you're a size queen. Yeah, I'm
Speaker 3: a size queen.
Speaker 2: Got it?
Speaker 3: Any fetishes? I just like nasty shit. I just want
Speaker 3: to be like kind of like a little bit sledded
Speaker 3: out in a loving way.
Speaker 2: I don't want to not be loving. I don't want
Speaker 2: to be loving. I like, do I like them to
Speaker 2: go on.
Speaker 1: But is that only for the sexual purpose or do
Speaker 1: you want your partner to be like that? Because for me,
Speaker 1: it's like, like there are certain sexual things that I
Speaker 1: fantasize about being a slutty whore, and then there's things
Speaker 1: that I like, I don't necessarily fantasize with my.
Speaker 4: Partner doing that.
Speaker 1: I wanted to fuck me different ways, but I don't
Speaker 1: fantasize about that. So it's like, is it a fantasy
Speaker 1: thing or do you want to be like that experimental
Speaker 1: with your partner as well?
Speaker 2: Because that's a thing.
Speaker 3: That's an interesting thing because I recently wondered, like do
Speaker 3: I want to have that male male female with my
Speaker 3: partners people?
Speaker 2: I don't know exactly because then I'm not gonna be like,
Speaker 2: why'd you like that? I want that with my partner?
Speaker 1: See, and I used to be before it was with
Speaker 1: my partner because my one of my ex husband was
Speaker 1: in the industry, so it was very we were open
Speaker 1: to those ideas and it wasn't necessarily every time with
Speaker 1: someone that was in the.
Speaker 4: Industry as well.
Speaker 1: But now dating people in the like the real world, yeah,
Speaker 1: in real life, my last you know guess because we
Speaker 1: have after dark too. Is like she's in the adult
Speaker 1: entertainments but also segregating in a sense, to quote Unko,
Speaker 1: the world.
Speaker 4: I was like, I hate that.
Speaker 1: It's almost like they say the real world, because it's
Speaker 1: like it was like we weren't in us, like we
Speaker 1: really paid taxes, we really paid whatever, like we were
Speaker 1: in the real world, but in a new world, whatever
Speaker 1: you want to say. But when you integrate into those things,
Speaker 1: it's like, do you really think about the other side
Speaker 1: of that, Like it's like before it was very not
Speaker 1: sexualized in those ways, So it's just different.
Speaker 2: What do you mean are you saying now you would
Speaker 2: you wouldn't participate in those type of things with your partner.
Speaker 1: Well at a certain time because where I wasn't in
Speaker 1: like in my space of life the last like two years,
Speaker 1: I would say, not that I wasn't open up to
Speaker 1: because I was obviously in the adult industry and like
Speaker 1: like sexual wise, sexualized wise, I don't feel like an
Speaker 1: inferiorness in that whole like spectrum of a threesome or whatever.
Speaker 1: But I don't think I was in the mind space
Speaker 1: of where I felt comfortable enough to want to share
Speaker 1: my partner in that way.
Speaker 4: So for me now, it's like dating now. It's like
Speaker 4: I'm not not opposed.
Speaker 1: I had to really think because I had it somebody
Speaker 1: that was like questioning those things that I'm like, are
Speaker 1: you just trying to make me be like alexis Texas
Speaker 1: or is it this? But for me, I think that
Speaker 1: it's just like some people are just sexualized like yourselves
Speaker 1: as you guys were never important, but y'all are very open.
Speaker 4: Sexually, which I think is beautiful.
Speaker 1: The same way with that is like I just have
Speaker 1: to accept that that's what it is and it's okay,
Speaker 1: And I'm in a in a society where I can
Speaker 1: be accepted in that realm where it's not like taboo where.
Speaker 4: I was only because I had to be imporant.
Speaker 3: I had to be this way.
Speaker 4: So it's like I am open if it's the right situation,
Speaker 4: if you feel.
Speaker 3: S I don't know, I don't know. Yeah, necessarily if
Speaker 3: we've planned it out and then it will happen whatever,
Speaker 3: But I'm not not open. It turns me on one percent,
Speaker 3: So I'm open to it. But it's just like I like,
Speaker 3: for a long time I was not safe with that.
Speaker 2: No and that's the keyword right there, And I say
Speaker 2: is like, I think a lot of the kinks that
Speaker 2: I'm willing to explore which I can go, I can
Speaker 2: go deep. That safety has to be I'm not gonna
Speaker 2: do certain shit like if I want to be someone's
Speaker 2: little slut and be like, you know, choked and talked
Speaker 2: shitty to, like by a guy that I just met
Speaker 2: on Tinder, maybe, but probably not.
Speaker 4: If that's what you who that is, I'm.
Speaker 2: Going to enjoy it so much more with someone that
Speaker 2: I know really cares for me. And then after this
Speaker 2: we're gonna fucking eat dinner together and make out and
Speaker 2: fucking look at the stars or some shit. You know.
Speaker 4: That's what I think is way more beautiful.
Speaker 1: And why I was attracted to what your podcast stands
Speaker 1: about is that there needs to be more talked about
Speaker 1: things that in Like again, I hate using the word
Speaker 1: yeller normal people because we're all normal, but in the
Speaker 1: society and whatever is you guys weren't stigmatized to like,
Speaker 1: oh you did poor and you're not this. You can
Speaker 1: be stigmatized because you're single.
Speaker 4: Mom, or you can whatever.
Speaker 3: We all have stigmas, but at the end of the
Speaker 3: day is we're all just people, but we all like sexy.
Speaker 4: So for me, it's like why I think.
Speaker 1: It's great that people like yourselves are on a platform
Speaker 1: where it doesn't matter of whatever.
Speaker 4: I'm not shying away from.
Speaker 1: I'm not glorifying, but I'm also not not talking about it,
Speaker 1: and that's what I think is the great thing with
Speaker 1: like this show is like with me, is I'm not
Speaker 1: afraid to answer or ask the hard questions. So it's
Speaker 1: about integrating what that means for each guest. So I
Speaker 1: think it's cool to see that we should still like
Speaker 1: normalize the society of accepting that even if I'm with
Speaker 1: a partner myself that has never been im porn, that
Speaker 1: I could still.
Speaker 3: Be one of threesome.
Speaker 1: I can still want whatever and not feel like you
Speaker 1: just want me because I'm alexed to Texas. No, they
Speaker 1: just want sex and we all want sex, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. The same thing with you guys is
Speaker 1: you shouldn't have to feel like, oh, I have to
Speaker 1: be Alexis Texas because we watch this porn together and
Speaker 1: do this as you could be who you are that
Speaker 1: wants to get your fucking back blown out.
Speaker 4: And fucking have a great time.
Speaker 3: YEA pass out, pass out pass out for a little
Speaker 3: you know here we all need our own the kinks.
Speaker 4: So do you have a fetish that you could say
Speaker 4: that you've.
Speaker 3: Never really talked about.
Speaker 1: Is there something that you kind of gravitate more or
Speaker 1: is it fee is it just is it being choked
Speaker 1: out or being dominated?
Speaker 4: Is it being like role playing?
Speaker 3: Mine is a combination of things. Definitely dominated, Definitely. I
Speaker 3: have a like I kind of like, I like ASS.
Speaker 3: I would like to eat it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I like ASS.
Speaker 3: I like do a lot of men because a lot
Speaker 3: of men that I've had on the show too, I
Speaker 3: talked about and they're like, hey, I know who does it.
Speaker 3: I'm like a lot of some people like it or
Speaker 3: they don't like to admit that they like it.
Speaker 2: Do you do it?
Speaker 3: Just and just do it? Do you ask?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 3: I don't ask.
Speaker 1: He just died down deep and he was gonna have
Speaker 1: you ever had a negative reaction? No, so you knew,
Speaker 1: you know, the little inching? You know you took c's
Speaker 1: you have?
Speaker 3: How many you ate something like if it's someone I
Speaker 3: feel safe and then like they're clean and it's like
Speaker 3: someone Now now we're overthinking ship. I like submission. I
Speaker 3: like to submit, and I also like a man. Have
Speaker 3: you ever had a man sit on your face?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: No, I haven't, but I to write that down. I
Speaker 3: have a small face. You like, do froggy saw over
Speaker 3: your face?
Speaker 2: I don't. I mean I guess I've done that, so
Speaker 2: why can't he.
Speaker 4: Have you ever had a manka?
Speaker 2: No? No, no, my friend is just an ass eating.
Speaker 2: Although I'll do it, but not just any ass. No,
Speaker 2: I'm not saying that you will. I'm just saying it's
Speaker 2: not like my come over here. I'm just saying it's
Speaker 2: not my I usually like ease into that. I like
Speaker 2: to be I like like a third date, not a Yeah.
Speaker 2: I like intense biting.
Speaker 4: So are you a lip? Oh you like to be
Speaker 4: a bit?
Speaker 2: See?
Speaker 4: I hate it. I had a girlfriend that when she'd
Speaker 4: get drunk, she would bite.
Speaker 2: It has to be the right type. I like, bitch.
Speaker 4: If you don't stop biting.
Speaker 2: There's an art to biting. You have to do it
Speaker 2: the right way.
Speaker 3: But I don't even like it being killed.
Speaker 2: No, No, I like ath.
Speaker 1: I like to bite, maybe because I like I'm also like,
Speaker 1: I mean that was important. So like you can't have
Speaker 1: marks on you, so I don't want something that's gonna
Speaker 1: leave mark. I don't know, and I'm fair skinned. You're
Speaker 1: biting me. I'm having a fucking mark grab my arm
Speaker 1: like this, I'm fucking bruisy, Like it's not because you
Speaker 1: want to, but I know, I'm like, you know, gonna
Speaker 1: work tomorrow and I'm mad at somebody. Even with being spanked,
Speaker 1: there's only been like two people that I recently like,
Speaker 1: well that sounds horrible too, but then I recently went
Speaker 1: that spake me that I'm like, I don't even care,
Speaker 1: bruis me if you want, like.
Speaker 3: I actually like can't say a little bit, like for
Speaker 3: me and.
Speaker 1: My professor, I strategically send you home in my line
Speaker 1: of work, like I consciously thought of that.
Speaker 2: Now it doesn't matter. No one's sending me home on
Speaker 2: my own. Yeah, Like I had a guy like bite
Speaker 2: like basically chew my whole ass.
Speaker 4: I know it's very I didn't look good and.
Speaker 2: You like it.
Speaker 4: I loved it, but okay at the time, like, but
Speaker 4: why do you like about that? It's like it makes
Speaker 4: you what or does it make you like?
Speaker 2: It makes me? Do you like they're like they're devouring
Speaker 2: me almost it feels like they're like.
Speaker 4: But you know that you really like you should eat this,
Speaker 4: but not this.
Speaker 2: That's getting eaten too girls.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but you don't need no.
Speaker 2: And also like you don't you know, like people massage
Speaker 2: certain parts of your ass, it feels like you feel
Speaker 2: like it tickles a little bit, so there's that sensation.
Speaker 2: And even in my neck when someone bites it in
Speaker 2: a certain way, it almost feels.
Speaker 4: Like a tick nibble me, don't bit me.
Speaker 2: I don't want to be nibbled. I want you to
Speaker 2: bite hard like a vampire. Yeah, I like I like
Speaker 2: to be bit on my neck pretty hard. I don't know.
Speaker 4: I think also too though I'm not like, I don't
Speaker 4: like pain like I can.
Speaker 2: I like pain a little bit.
Speaker 1: I can take pain, don't get me wrong, but I
Speaker 1: don't like like what. I don't associate sex and pain.
Speaker 1: So like my ex husband, he did a lot of
Speaker 1: like like bdias sem type things whatever. I could never watch,
Speaker 1: not that I watched porn like that anyways, but I
Speaker 1: could never like get down with that porn is because
Speaker 1: I just didn't want to see that side.
Speaker 3: Like I just don't see that and these people like it.
Speaker 3: It wasn't like it was on whatever, but for me,
Speaker 3: I didn't get turned on by it. So I just
Speaker 3: did never thay thing. It's like, I don't know, I
Speaker 3: just don't associate it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I like pussy is dry.
Speaker 3: When I like, I'm like, what wrong?
Speaker 4: Give you a cheeseburger, don't bite.
Speaker 2: Certain sensations of pain like, for example, like slapping my ass.
Speaker 2: Although sometimes I like it, I don't love it all
Speaker 2: the time, and I only like it.
Speaker 4: When the dick is inside of me.
Speaker 1: Yeah, if I thought always say, I'm like, don't spank me,
Speaker 1: just bespank me, because there's also an art of spanking.
Speaker 1: And I've also got to teach people like if you're
Speaker 1: spinking to you're leaving in markets to cut more like
Speaker 1: you need to go up if you're not, And if
Speaker 1: your dick is inside me, please stop it because again
Speaker 1: I'm gonna bruise.
Speaker 4: And then if I'm losing work, it's a problem.
Speaker 3: Mind you.
Speaker 4: Now, I don't have that mindset, but that's.
Speaker 3: Where it was going.
Speaker 4: No make up, No it doesn't work, they'll send you home.
Speaker 2: Really.
Speaker 1: Yeah, of course if you have rub off on shit,
Speaker 1: because the thing is you think of at that time
Speaker 1: when I'm doing porno scenes and the main focus is
Speaker 1: my ass, there's bruises on my ass. And they're paying
Speaker 1: X amount of money. They do not want to see
Speaker 1: it because they're saying, that's, oh, I'm defected. Not really,
Speaker 1: but it's gonna mess up your fucking cum shot. Probably not,
Speaker 1: but to the person who's paying for it, they're like,
Speaker 1: you know what, Alexis, you probably should have fucking not
Speaker 1: done that.
Speaker 2: Don't love your life, Alexis, don't do it all right,
Speaker 2: next time, go go gadget.
Speaker 3: Arm Asa diamonds. Spicy. Something you would not do sexually.
Speaker 3: I don't want I really, I mean, it's happened, but
Speaker 3: I would prefer not for anyone not to come on
Speaker 3: my face. Really. How many times does it happen? One time? Yeah,
Speaker 3: and all the times you've ever had sex? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Wow?
Speaker 3: Interesting mouth red.
Speaker 2: Alexis like, wow, it's our favorite thing. We I mean
Speaker 2: my mouth it.
Speaker 4: I think my skin looks so great, you know.
Speaker 3: I think I was traumatized once because I saw a
Speaker 3: porn and it got in her eye and it was
Speaker 3: that happened. It was really traumatic and I just in
Speaker 3: the porn, Yeah, got high.
Speaker 2: It happened.
Speaker 3: They showed me it was I don't know. I saw
Speaker 3: something in childhood. In high school, she was burning and
Speaker 3: I after that she said I was burning on the tape,
Speaker 3: she would have gotten fired. I don't know if I
Speaker 3: heard it or I saw it, I don't remember. But
Speaker 3: after that I was like, someone asked me. I was
Speaker 3: just so irritated, like, why the fuck would you There's
Speaker 3: a whole body, like all these things have you so well,
Speaker 3: You've only had someone come on your face once, so
Speaker 3: you've never had someone come in your eye, my eye.
Speaker 3: He didn't get my eyes, It was fine. Did you
Speaker 3: close your eyes really tightly, hoping like if this is
Speaker 3: the fucking.
Speaker 2: Time she did?
Speaker 3: I was frightened. I'll swallow it before that happens. Did
Speaker 3: you ever get caman that?
Speaker 2: I don't think so.
Speaker 4: I definitely. I was in pormage for ten years.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Did it burn?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I told you.
Speaker 2: Luckily a lot of times the eyelash saved it. Close
Speaker 2: your eyes, What the fuck is happening?
Speaker 3: You know some guys don't have proper aim. Oh well,
Speaker 3: you know you know it's coming. It does turn me
Speaker 3: on when it likes.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but you're also doing a scene. I'm not talking
Speaker 1: about a real life. I'm not in my real life.
Speaker 1: I wasn't like come on my face everywhere.
Speaker 4: In my eye. I'm fucking sucking all of it, and
Speaker 4: that's not going anywhere in my right right.
Speaker 3: I'll let you come on face a little bit here,
Speaker 3: but you know, all my tit's great, but I'm not
Speaker 3: giving you free range to stand over me and come
Speaker 3: all over my face.
Speaker 4: Yes, because they don't have aim, especially.
Speaker 2: Amateurs, they'll get it in your eye, said amateurs.
Speaker 3: They are, I mean amateur comers.
Speaker 2: I don't want to. I don't want to get peed on.
Speaker 3: Have you ever thrown up on somebody during sex? I
Speaker 3: swallowed it back down really quick.
Speaker 2: I threw up from I threw up getting gagged with
Speaker 2: the like when I was giving head, I.
Speaker 3: Did they know?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Did you just let it all come out? Did you
Speaker 3: keep going? Yep?
Speaker 2: Then he kissed me after. He's from Texas, actually people,
Speaker 2: not my people.
Speaker 3: It was everything. Everything's bigger in Texis it was in Texing.
Speaker 3: You know what you said, you never want to get
Speaker 3: peed on, and I said the same thing. But recently
Speaker 3: Orlando peede on me in the shower. I was so mad,
Speaker 3: so so you like like he just like tested me
Speaker 3: and he's I was like, why do you get the
Speaker 3: pee on me in the shower He's like, I was like,
Speaker 3: you've done that to other people. He's like, yeah, I
Speaker 3: definitely don't do it, and then he just did it.
Speaker 3: Did you try to pee back?
Speaker 4: I did, but I didn't have to pete.
Speaker 3: It's a mixture.
Speaker 2: It is mixture.
Speaker 4: Have you ever fallen asleep during sex?
Speaker 3: Yeah? Not chucked out? No, I fall asleep. I fall
Speaker 3: a sleep during head.
Speaker 2: Which I could. I wish I could do that. I've
Speaker 2: done it multiple times.
Speaker 1: All right, last questions romantic making out, her cuddling, making out,
Speaker 1: perfect date night.
Speaker 2: It's like dinner, dancing. Are you going by the water?
Speaker 2: Are you like really nice hotel? We're going out to dinner.
Speaker 2: We're gonna go dance. We're gonna go to a hotel
Speaker 2: by the water and the beach. We're probably gonna have
Speaker 2: sex on the beach. We're gonna go skinny dipping. They're
Speaker 2: gonna come back, take a really hot shower. Fuck again,
Speaker 2: maybe videotape it. They're gonna come on my face, not
Speaker 2: in my eye, the tips, choking, Maybe pass out, that'd
Speaker 2: be great, and then we'll cuddle. I like it.
Speaker 1: I ever slid into a dam, absolutely again. I ever
Speaker 1: slid into a dam, of course, we slid into your
Speaker 1: DM yours.
Speaker 2: Hey, we're.
Speaker 4: Taking a call during sex?
Speaker 2: Yes, she took a call. Did Yeah, this is not
Speaker 2: too long ago. She's like, you know, and you called
Speaker 2: me other day. You're fucking I know you can tell.
Speaker 4: That's how cool.
Speaker 3: She's like, yeah.
Speaker 2: I was like, bitch, that is not true.
Speaker 3: The podcast was this is your coming your mid stroke,
Speaker 3: even though it's very.
Speaker 2: Similar in my podcast, it is very similar. Sometimes when
Speaker 2: she's tired, she sounds like that. But I was like,
Speaker 2: this is some other shit.
Speaker 3: It was the daytime.
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 3: Thank you ladies so much for coming on private Talk.
Speaker 4: I appreciate you.
Speaker 2: Is there anything that you would like to ask Miss
Speaker 2: Texas before you leave the cat?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 2: What's your sign?
Speaker 3: My sign? I am a Gemini.
Speaker 2: What's your birthday?
Speaker 3: May twenty fifth? Okay, Well, your birthday's coming up. I'm
Speaker 3: a Gemini cancer. I'm June and twenty second. Okay.
Speaker 1: I was wondering wondering that while I'm drunk, wondering at
Speaker 1: the Geminis, we have a lot of Gemini senergy in
Speaker 1: this room.
Speaker 2: Yes, I know, I do feel the s energy.
Speaker 3: I do. Any other questions, what's your type? What's my type?
Speaker 4: You know, it's funny. I don't really like any person
Speaker 4: I've ever dated has been.
Speaker 3: Very you meiquely different.
Speaker 4: I think overall, I think that it's about certain.
Speaker 1: Qualities that are all similar, but not like like you
Speaker 1: would never think I dated any of the people I did.
Speaker 2: Okay, what are your five? What are your five non negotiables?
Speaker 4: That's a lot?
Speaker 2: Okay, top three?
Speaker 3: Hmmm.
Speaker 1: You know it's funny because why that's difficult for me
Speaker 1: to answer in certain things and not that you don't know,
Speaker 1: but like perspective wise, I've done a lot of like
Speaker 1: self work that before I realized that I don't have
Speaker 1: not that I didn't know what I didn't want in
Speaker 1: certain things, but I lacked boundaries. So with that being said,
Speaker 1: it was hard to distinguish what some deal breakers were.
Speaker 1: So I've gone through like a practice dating phase of
Speaker 1: certain things that I do and don't like. For me,
Speaker 1: it's about I need someone who communicates with me. So
Speaker 1: if you can't communicate with me, then I can't see
Speaker 1: a future for me. If you can't be consistent, it's
Speaker 1: a deal breaker. And then I would probably say the
Speaker 1: third would be I'm really like old school in a
Speaker 1: sense where it's like I need someone to I need
Speaker 1: someone to plan some stuff from, like plan dates. I
Speaker 1: guess in a sense like not that I can't be like.
Speaker 2: Receptive, but yeah, like I need like that with this
Speaker 2: whole R and
Speaker 1: B type love courting type of situation where it's like
Speaker 1: putting in the work and effort