WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.800 --> 00:00:04.200 What's good y'all. Hey, Hey, hey, welcome back to the 2 00:00:04.240 --> 00:00:07.240 Heartest Soft Show. Before we get started, I just wanna 3 00:00:07.240 --> 00:00:08.800 tell y'all a few things, or at least let y'all 4 00:00:08.800 --> 00:00:12.240 know what's going on in here today. Right. It is 5 00:00:12.320 --> 00:00:16.320 the day after the play party. It was an amazing night. 6 00:00:16.440 --> 00:00:20.039 It was a great night. Vibes everywhere. Kingston Drinks was crazy, 7 00:00:20.879 --> 00:00:24.079 and Eli, who was actually one of our dom tops 8 00:00:24.199 --> 00:00:27.519 at Kingston Drinks, decided to stop one buy and do 9 00:00:27.559 --> 00:00:30.039 an episode with me right to prepare us for Sex 10 00:00:30.120 --> 00:00:34.079 down South, a convention that's going on in Atlanta September 11 00:00:34.119 --> 00:00:37.560 fourth to September sixth, where Loun and I will be 12 00:00:37.679 --> 00:00:40.200 a part of. Right. So we came in and we 13 00:00:40.240 --> 00:00:43.000 spoke about a lot of things. There's gonna be some 14 00:00:43.000 --> 00:00:45.039 surprises in there. Oh, they were surprising to me. I 15 00:00:45.079 --> 00:00:47.079 don't know about y'all. Y'all have the whole king community. 16 00:00:47.119 --> 00:00:49.079 I'm not sure if y'all gonna be surprised, but it 17 00:00:49.200 --> 00:00:53.840 was uh yo, Eli's okay, he's he's that guy for real. 18 00:00:54.399 --> 00:00:57.359 But yeah, we spoke about it. But the episode only 19 00:00:57.399 --> 00:01:00.399 went by the a a hour and instead of giving 20 00:01:00.479 --> 00:01:04.079 y'all just an hour episode, I decided that it might 21 00:01:04.120 --> 00:01:07.439 be a good idea for you guys to get a snippet, 22 00:01:07.799 --> 00:01:10.760 maybe about twenty minutes of the For the Love of 23 00:01:10.799 --> 00:01:14.439 the Episode Yesterday episode that we did last week. So 24 00:01:14.480 --> 00:01:18.439 I'm putting in after the Hour with Eli, I'm giving 25 00:01:18.519 --> 00:01:22.519 y'all a twenty minute snippet of episode two of For 26 00:01:22.799 --> 00:01:24.879 the Love of Yesterday. Maybe I'll give y'all half hour. 27 00:01:24.920 --> 00:01:26.519 I don't know, y'all be good. I don't know if 28 00:01:26.560 --> 00:01:30.000 y'all good girls, good guys, But yeah, I'm gonna give 29 00:01:30.040 --> 00:01:33.079 y'all a half hour, you know what I'm saying. So 30 00:01:33.239 --> 00:01:34.840 enjoy that and if you really want to hear the 31 00:01:34.920 --> 00:01:38.879 full episode, because that episode was nuts, Okay nuts, It 32 00:01:38.920 --> 00:01:41.680 was actually really good. It was such a good sequel 33 00:01:41.719 --> 00:01:44.519 to the first episode. I'm hoping y'all enjoy that. But 34 00:01:44.599 --> 00:01:46.519 y'all can go listen to the full episode. It's out 35 00:01:46.640 --> 00:01:50.040 right now on Patreon. Y'all know Patreon dot com. Backslash 36 00:01:50.120 --> 00:01:52.760 the Heart or Soft Show For the Love of Episode 37 00:01:52.879 --> 00:01:58.400 Yesterday Episode two is up. Hm, what else do I 38 00:01:58.439 --> 00:02:03.480 have to say? Oh, we just released the date of 39 00:02:03.640 --> 00:02:10.319 our Halloween party. The Halloween party will be November first, Saturday, 40 00:02:10.719 --> 00:02:15.680 November first. All right, it's already paid for, it's booked, 41 00:02:16.120 --> 00:02:20.000 so get your flights going, get your Airbnb's. You know, 42 00:02:20.039 --> 00:02:21.719 we're still thinking of the theme. We don't know what 43 00:02:21.719 --> 00:02:23.439 the theme is yet. We came up with some ideas. 44 00:02:23.439 --> 00:02:26.280 We're gonna, you know, finalize that, so you know, stay 45 00:02:26.319 --> 00:02:29.800 tuned for that. But the play party date is Saturday, 46 00:02:29.919 --> 00:02:33.840 November first, here in New York City. Pull on up 47 00:02:34.039 --> 00:02:37.879 to the biggest party of the year. I think it's 48 00:02:37.879 --> 00:02:40.280 the biggest party night of the year. I think Halloween. 49 00:02:40.520 --> 00:02:43.280 But whatever, it's going to be the biggest Navy party 50 00:02:43.319 --> 00:02:46.280 of the year. So pull your ass on up and 51 00:02:46.439 --> 00:02:50.800 let's get it cracking, all right, I mean so now, yeah, 52 00:02:50.840 --> 00:02:57.599 without any further ado, here's me and Eli talking about 53 00:02:57.599 --> 00:02:59.520 sex down South and a bunch of other stuff. That's 54 00:02:59.560 --> 00:03:01.479 not what we're talking about. Bunch of other stuff. But 55 00:03:01.520 --> 00:03:03.080 if you come in to six outside, I'll see you that. 56 00:03:03.120 --> 00:03:05.840 That's September fourth through the sixth. I hope to see 57 00:03:05.879 --> 00:03:12.840 y'all there peace. Can I ask you a question why 58 00:03:12.840 --> 00:03:15.159 you don't never play with my nipples? I got nipples too. 59 00:03:15.800 --> 00:03:18.520 It's my turn to get tied up knocking the headcuts though, 60 00:03:18.639 --> 00:03:23.120 I got PTSD. Welcome the Heardest Soft where men speak. 61 00:03:23.879 --> 00:03:27.919 So hopefully somebody will understand when you say freaky? What's 62 00:03:27.960 --> 00:03:30.680 what's freaky? What what do you mean by freaky? If 63 00:03:30.680 --> 00:03:32.800 I do this, you're not gonna tell your friends? Right 64 00:03:59.400 --> 00:04:12.520 all right, everybody, after a very eventful game day play party, 65 00:04:13.520 --> 00:04:20.000 very very eventful. Indeed, Eli the Naked Trumpet has come 66 00:04:20.120 --> 00:04:26.959 to bless the Hardest Soft show as he blessed several 67 00:04:27.040 --> 00:04:34.680 of our seamen or see women in the Nut Navy. 68 00:04:35.720 --> 00:04:38.199 As we were saying, behind the scenes, if you are 69 00:04:38.279 --> 00:04:41.639 not part of the Hardest Soft patreon, you miss a 70 00:04:41.680 --> 00:04:45.639 lot of behind the scenes action that goes on. But 71 00:04:45.800 --> 00:04:48.879 if you were at the game they play party, you 72 00:04:48.920 --> 00:04:52.319 were able to see some of the behind the city. 73 00:04:53.319 --> 00:04:55.759 I was about to say, somebody's name, my bad behind 74 00:04:55.759 --> 00:04:59.839 the scenes, my bad action that we. 75 00:04:59.839 --> 00:05:03.120 Have either oh man, I'm laughing at because I know 76 00:05:03.160 --> 00:05:06.319 exactly what you're talking about, and the people that's not 77 00:05:06.800 --> 00:05:09.240 part of the patreon, they can't see the feed, so 78 00:05:09.279 --> 00:05:11.839 they have no idea what we're laughing at. But this 79 00:05:11.920 --> 00:05:15.399 weekend was really good. It was a time of community 80 00:05:15.920 --> 00:05:19.879 to hold space. I liked that there was a fembody 81 00:05:19.959 --> 00:05:23.240 person given the consent speech and leading us into the play. 82 00:05:24.079 --> 00:05:28.040 The Kingston Drinks was dope. I feel a little perturbed though. Man, 83 00:05:28.079 --> 00:05:29.600 it was a whole. It was like seven or eight 84 00:05:29.639 --> 00:05:32.040 people showed up with an inn NBA jersey. 85 00:05:32.199 --> 00:05:32.319 Yo. 86 00:05:32.600 --> 00:05:34.560 They all had numbers that on the back. 87 00:05:34.680 --> 00:05:34.879 Yo. 88 00:05:35.079 --> 00:05:37.759 These niggas had a coach yo. And so I was like, Yo, 89 00:05:37.800 --> 00:05:39.959 where's my shirt? I was like, taholdn get one? And 90 00:05:39.959 --> 00:05:41.959 they was like nah. I'm like, what fuck you mean? 91 00:05:42.759 --> 00:05:45.399 They had a nut Navy basketball and we're gonna talk 92 00:05:45.399 --> 00:05:47.839 about this in the Mad episode this week, right. They 93 00:05:47.839 --> 00:05:52.560 had a Nut Navy Basketball Association group. They had a mascot, 94 00:05:52.800 --> 00:05:56.199 they had a cheerleader, they had their players, and they 95 00:05:56.240 --> 00:06:01.120 had a coach. Shout out to their coach. But if 96 00:06:01.160 --> 00:06:05.600 he coached, what am I? Because I had a Lakers 97 00:06:05.680 --> 00:06:11.680 jersey on you know what I'm saying. We had main 98 00:06:11.839 --> 00:06:15.759 players there. Eli was a matter of fact talk about playing. 99 00:06:16.839 --> 00:06:18.879 What were you doing at Kingston Drinks? What were you 100 00:06:19.079 --> 00:06:20.600 what was your experience at Kings and Drinks? 101 00:06:20.600 --> 00:06:23.160 So at Kingston Drinks, I was doing two things. Some 102 00:06:23.199 --> 00:06:24.839 people asked me to play a song for them, so 103 00:06:24.920 --> 00:06:27.639 I played, But I was doing electro play a sensation play. 104 00:06:28.079 --> 00:06:31.079 So I turned myself into the conductor while I was 105 00:06:31.079 --> 00:06:33.600 shocking people with my body and then using the wand 106 00:06:33.800 --> 00:06:35.759 and some people did it allow people to shock me 107 00:06:35.800 --> 00:06:39.000 with the wand and stuff. It was fun, but everybody 108 00:06:39.120 --> 00:06:41.480 was really warm, welcome, in a lot of good conversations. 109 00:06:41.480 --> 00:06:42.199 It was really good. 110 00:06:42.560 --> 00:06:45.040 Bartender was nice and fun. She did not hold back 111 00:06:45.040 --> 00:06:46.399 on the drinks. They were really stuffed. 112 00:06:46.480 --> 00:06:50.800 Nice. So nice, good environment. When you said you played, 113 00:06:51.319 --> 00:06:52.000 what does that mean? 114 00:06:52.399 --> 00:06:54.560 I played my trumpet. So I played on trumpet on 115 00:06:54.800 --> 00:06:56.839 a couple of people's volva and some people just wanted 116 00:06:56.920 --> 00:07:00.399 just to hear me place. I played for them. But 117 00:07:00.519 --> 00:07:03.079 that night at the actual party, because it was a conjunction, 118 00:07:03.680 --> 00:07:06.120 it was a continuation, they was like, well, how does 119 00:07:06.120 --> 00:07:07.600 it feel if I have no clothes on? So then 120 00:07:07.600 --> 00:07:11.160 I did it for two or three people and they 121 00:07:11.240 --> 00:07:12.920 left the bench white, so we had to clean it off. 122 00:07:13.040 --> 00:07:14.759 Yeah that's why I'm getting it. 123 00:07:15.079 --> 00:07:16.399 Yeah, that's what I mean when I say played, it 124 00:07:16.439 --> 00:07:19.480 actually played the trumpet and because they were laying against 125 00:07:19.480 --> 00:07:25.120 the metal bench, the vibrations were magnified that she said, yeah, 126 00:07:25.160 --> 00:07:26.959 you know, yeah, it was you and a couple of 127 00:07:27.000 --> 00:07:30.439 other people. Yeah, thank you for my birthday song, You're Welcome. 128 00:07:32.079 --> 00:07:33.680 So yeah, they asked me to really, so. 129 00:07:33.639 --> 00:07:36.079 You actually put the trumpet on the vulva area. 130 00:07:36.199 --> 00:07:39.199 Yeah, some they were laying doggy styles, so some people 131 00:07:39.199 --> 00:07:41.199 got it on the ass crack. Some people got it, 132 00:07:41.279 --> 00:07:43.040 you know, wherever they asked for. It was the ass crack, 133 00:07:43.120 --> 00:07:46.000 the volva where specifically they wanted it, but they had 134 00:07:46.000 --> 00:07:46.480 a good time. 135 00:07:47.680 --> 00:07:50.439 Have you ever been drowned off off off the playing 136 00:07:51.319 --> 00:07:55.199 anybody ever like flooded your trumpet? Because when you when 137 00:07:55.199 --> 00:07:59.240 you hear about it, right, you don't you just think, okay, 138 00:07:59.279 --> 00:08:02.319 he's playing the a trumpet on somebody's ship, But. 139 00:08:02.920 --> 00:08:06.040 It really works vibrates, so it's just like a vibrator 140 00:08:07.120 --> 00:08:11.720 and each person is different. So my last show in 141 00:08:11.759 --> 00:08:15.439 Baltimore was July THIRTI July eleventh, a young lady got 142 00:08:15.519 --> 00:08:18.279 on stage and she almost busted my lip. She grabbed 143 00:08:18.319 --> 00:08:20.360 my trumpet and then she's like started to close her legs. 144 00:08:20.399 --> 00:08:21.920 I had to keep her legs open, so it was 145 00:08:21.959 --> 00:08:24.040 a lot. And then when she got up, her chair 146 00:08:24.120 --> 00:08:27.240 was messed up, but we were on stage performing. So yeah, 147 00:08:27.480 --> 00:08:30.120 it has happened before, not directly like in my face 148 00:08:30.199 --> 00:08:32.039 or anything but the trumpet, the bell of the trumpet 149 00:08:32.039 --> 00:08:34.879 to be wet, or a lot of times they start 150 00:08:34.919 --> 00:08:36.600 shaking and they have to back up so I don't 151 00:08:36.639 --> 00:08:37.200 bust my lips. 152 00:08:37.200 --> 00:08:39.679 But yeah, it's wow. It's intense. 153 00:08:39.759 --> 00:08:42.600 It's intense, and because you don't, you don't really expect it, 154 00:08:42.639 --> 00:08:45.000 and it has as more than one effect. The first 155 00:08:45.000 --> 00:08:47.480 effect is like when Usher sings somebody like it's that, 156 00:08:47.600 --> 00:08:49.840 oh my god, you're singing to me, and then it's like, 157 00:08:49.879 --> 00:08:51.480 oh shit, you put it down here and I can 158 00:08:51.480 --> 00:08:54.240 then feel something. Right, So it is and then if 159 00:08:54.240 --> 00:08:56.200 someone is a fan of yours, it magnifies that that 160 00:08:56.279 --> 00:08:56.919 feeling they have. 161 00:08:57.399 --> 00:08:59.000 But it's amazing to watch out tons. 162 00:08:58.840 --> 00:09:02.200 Of videos of people well literally orgasming from it, and 163 00:09:02.240 --> 00:09:04.480 it's it's a beautiful experience for them and for me. 164 00:09:05.080 --> 00:09:07.039 And so now even though I don't want to always 165 00:09:07.039 --> 00:09:09.279 do it, people like they're kind of pissed if I 166 00:09:09.320 --> 00:09:11.240 don't do it at a show, right, just give the 167 00:09:11.279 --> 00:09:12.919 people they want. But it's definitely a dope time. 168 00:09:13.120 --> 00:09:15.440 Give me a pull, the pull of the mic closer 169 00:09:15.440 --> 00:09:27.440 to you right there? You go, all right, speaking about poll. 170 00:09:23.000 --> 00:09:25.000 But it's a lot of that man giving out. 171 00:09:25.480 --> 00:09:29.360 No can you do this. I know you're paying sexual 172 00:09:29.679 --> 00:09:33.480 I know you don't. You don't what is it called? 173 00:09:33.720 --> 00:09:33.840 Uh? 174 00:09:35.519 --> 00:09:37.600 You deal with whoever you like, whoever you got to 175 00:09:37.679 --> 00:09:39.799 enerjury with. Have you ever done the trumpet on a guy? 176 00:09:39.919 --> 00:09:43.879 Oh listen all shit so at Folsom Street East last 177 00:09:43.960 --> 00:09:47.320 year and this year and it's sex down South. I've 178 00:09:47.320 --> 00:09:48.480 done it on male body people. 179 00:09:48.480 --> 00:09:49.000 They love it. 180 00:09:49.200 --> 00:09:51.879 So it's two ways you can do it. Well three 181 00:09:52.080 --> 00:09:56.000 it's the gooch your asshole, or it's the actual shaft. 182 00:09:56.120 --> 00:09:58.480 You can't play a trumpet into my ass bro'. 183 00:09:58.679 --> 00:09:59.879 I mean, I wasn't asking. 184 00:10:00.080 --> 00:10:04.200 I'm just not me. I'm this nigga, but I'm just like, 185 00:10:04.240 --> 00:10:07.679 you can't. What are you bent over and you just 186 00:10:07.879 --> 00:10:10.120 blowing like Lady sings the Blues. 187 00:10:10.559 --> 00:10:12.480 It can be It can be long enough, so it 188 00:10:12.519 --> 00:10:13.200 can be anything. 189 00:10:13.320 --> 00:10:16.320 What you have to remember is like, if you use 190 00:10:16.320 --> 00:10:18.360 a bidet that shit just feel good to say it. 191 00:10:18.399 --> 00:10:20.559 Don't And this is what dudes get real weird. I 192 00:10:20.559 --> 00:10:22.919 know you don't have this issue, but niggas get real weird. 193 00:10:22.919 --> 00:10:25.440 It's like, Yo, don't act like when you use a bidet, 194 00:10:25.519 --> 00:10:27.320 don't feel good if your girl if you if she 195 00:10:27.600 --> 00:10:29.320 if you're taking a shower with a woman, she washes 196 00:10:29.320 --> 00:10:31.279 your ass, the shit feels good. So it's the same 197 00:10:31.360 --> 00:10:33.919 principle of the vibration of the trumpet. So like you 198 00:10:33.919 --> 00:10:36.960 can blow on a woman and that shit feels good. 199 00:10:37.279 --> 00:10:39.360 So you can feel the air coming out of the trumpet, 200 00:10:39.360 --> 00:10:41.559 you can feel the vibration when the sound is coming out, 201 00:10:41.559 --> 00:10:43.879 and you can feel the vibration of the actual horn, 202 00:10:44.679 --> 00:10:47.440 so it feels good. Like for dudes, when we rub 203 00:10:47.440 --> 00:10:49.360 our gooch, that shit feels good. When a woman looks 204 00:10:49.399 --> 00:10:52.120 your taint, you know, that shit feels good. So it's 205 00:10:52.120 --> 00:10:54.240 the same thing. If she put a vibrator there or trumpet, 206 00:10:54.279 --> 00:10:56.600 it's the same. So one dude he actually put the 207 00:10:56.720 --> 00:10:59.440 put the head on the bell of the trumpet and 208 00:10:59.519 --> 00:11:01.399 I play, and this nigga was like, oh my god. 209 00:11:01.519 --> 00:11:03.440 Now I was just like just don't come and come 210 00:11:03.679 --> 00:11:04.639 ye horn. 211 00:11:04.519 --> 00:11:06.759 And nobody ever tried to like start stroking the trumpet. 212 00:11:12.440 --> 00:11:15.039 You know, I've never been in that position. That's the 213 00:11:15.200 --> 00:11:16.720 one thing I can say. No one is ever. 214 00:11:17.000 --> 00:11:19.120 I mean ladies, but no one with the filus is 215 00:11:19.200 --> 00:11:21.879 like tried to stroke because the women will grind against 216 00:11:21.919 --> 00:11:25.120 the but no one with the penises trying, right that 217 00:11:25.159 --> 00:11:25.919 would be crazy. 218 00:11:26.919 --> 00:11:29.840 That would be fucking nuts. And your list is right there. 219 00:11:29.840 --> 00:11:32.080 That's that's nuts because you got to keep the notes going. 220 00:11:32.600 --> 00:11:36.240 So if I can find somebody has the perfect size 221 00:11:36.279 --> 00:11:37.600 to fit, I will do that ship for it. 222 00:11:37.720 --> 00:11:37.960 Trying. 223 00:11:38.240 --> 00:11:40.759 Yeah, I'll use my flui horn because it's a bigger 224 00:11:40.759 --> 00:11:42.200 bet and let them the horn. That might be dope, 225 00:11:42.679 --> 00:11:45.720 that might be something that fire. Have you ever had 226 00:11:45.720 --> 00:11:47.080 it done to you the trumpet? 227 00:11:47.480 --> 00:11:47.759 No? 228 00:11:48.120 --> 00:11:50.639 Actually I have not. I can play it on myself, 229 00:11:50.679 --> 00:11:52.360 but it's not the same. So I've done it to myself. 230 00:11:52.679 --> 00:11:53.879 I haven't had someone do it to me. 231 00:11:54.360 --> 00:11:56.279 How you played on your I don't. 232 00:11:58.799 --> 00:12:02.720 Look you just I saw you just put you know, 233 00:12:02.840 --> 00:12:04.279 hold it up like this, Yo? 234 00:12:04.480 --> 00:12:06.240 How did you? First of all, did you leave that 235 00:12:06.279 --> 00:12:08.200 ship downstairs? Thin? You can bring that weapon into my house? 236 00:12:08.279 --> 00:12:09.159 No, the trump is in there. 237 00:12:09.200 --> 00:12:11.159 I'm not talking about that. I'm talking about that dick, 238 00:12:11.759 --> 00:12:20.399 this nigga nigga ship. Bro. I'm chilling on the couch 239 00:12:21.360 --> 00:12:25.840 minding my damn business. He's over here. I want to say, 240 00:12:25.840 --> 00:12:28.480 three women giving him neck at the same time. 241 00:12:29.240 --> 00:12:32.519 It was four and the other one was sitting in 242 00:12:32.559 --> 00:12:34.320 my face. She was she was like in my nipples, 243 00:12:34.360 --> 00:12:36.919 So it was technically five. It was the whole basketball team. 244 00:12:37.399 --> 00:12:39.440 That's why they said they had to reorganize their play. 245 00:12:39.480 --> 00:12:43.240 That's that's why they were in the zoom comments talking ship. Yeah, 246 00:12:43.759 --> 00:12:45.080 that's what they're talking about. 247 00:12:45.519 --> 00:12:52.440 The man stands up. Yo, stay away from my girl, 248 00:12:53.759 --> 00:12:58.879 that's all. I stay away from my fiance. That's nuts, bro. 249 00:12:59.279 --> 00:13:02.360 Do you get a lot of fetishizing when it comes 250 00:13:02.399 --> 00:13:04.600 to you? You know? 251 00:13:05.120 --> 00:13:07.120 So I want to go back to so I did 252 00:13:07.159 --> 00:13:09.679 talk to you, and let me tell you you what. No, listen, 253 00:13:09.720 --> 00:13:11.639 we have the best conversations about you because she'd be 254 00:13:11.639 --> 00:13:13.279 wanting to shock to shoot out you, so that we 255 00:13:13.480 --> 00:13:14.799 were talking about electro. 256 00:13:14.600 --> 00:13:16.639 Play and so she's like, did you bring your kid? 257 00:13:16.960 --> 00:13:19.120 And every time I say yes, I end up getting 258 00:13:19.159 --> 00:13:20.919 busy and she we never have a chance because like 259 00:13:20.960 --> 00:13:22.879 she wants to shock you in a way that I 260 00:13:22.919 --> 00:13:24.559 don't think y'all have the attachment. So I have the 261 00:13:24.559 --> 00:13:26.600 one where I can turn her into the conductor and 262 00:13:26.639 --> 00:13:28.000 she can touch you and shock you. 263 00:13:28.080 --> 00:13:30.440 Yeah yeah, the one that you put the plate on 264 00:13:30.480 --> 00:13:33.200 your skin. Yeah yeah, the only thing about that Okay. 265 00:13:33.360 --> 00:13:34.840 Yeah, so we were talking about that, but we just 266 00:13:34.879 --> 00:13:36.639 didn't get a chance but yeah, she wants to like 267 00:13:36.759 --> 00:13:39.639 she enjoys. But she was like, I want to shock that. 268 00:13:39.960 --> 00:13:42.240 I was like, you actually smiling. So I was laughing 269 00:13:42.240 --> 00:13:44.600 at it. At the party. She was talking about that, say, 270 00:13:44.639 --> 00:13:47.279 this's the thing. 271 00:13:47.039 --> 00:13:50.440 Is about the electro play. When I put the plate 272 00:13:50.480 --> 00:13:53.159 on my skin, right and I try to touch somebody, 273 00:13:53.240 --> 00:13:54.840 I get shocked too. Am I doing? 274 00:13:54.879 --> 00:13:54.960 What? 275 00:13:55.039 --> 00:13:57.960 Am I doing wrong? Am I not? Because I kind 276 00:13:57.960 --> 00:14:00.240 of graized the skin? Should I actually know it needs 277 00:14:00.240 --> 00:14:00.440 to be? 278 00:14:00.960 --> 00:14:03.559 I can, well, yeah, it has to be fully flush 279 00:14:03.600 --> 00:14:05.720 to your skin because if it comes up and down, 280 00:14:06.120 --> 00:14:07.840 that's not what you want. You shouldn't be able to 281 00:14:07.879 --> 00:14:10.440 shock yourself when you're the conductor, so it has to 282 00:14:10.440 --> 00:14:14.799 be grounded to your skin. Everybody that touches you should 283 00:14:14.840 --> 00:14:16.399 receive a shock, but you should not be able to 284 00:14:16.399 --> 00:14:17.200 shock yourself, right. 285 00:14:17.440 --> 00:14:19.320 That's yeah, that's what's going on with me. Bro. When 286 00:14:19.320 --> 00:14:21.519 I put the plate on my skin and then I 287 00:14:21.559 --> 00:14:23.399 go touch somebody, it's a wap and I feel it. 288 00:14:23.440 --> 00:14:26.120 I'm like, oh shit, Yeah, you can feel some residual 289 00:14:26.200 --> 00:14:28.960 of the contact, but you shouldn't be like you can 290 00:14:29.000 --> 00:14:32.519 feel it going through you, but you shouldn't be like getting. 291 00:14:32.320 --> 00:14:36.039 Zapped like I'm getting zapped. Okay, super zap third rail? 292 00:14:36.600 --> 00:14:38.240 Do you have it turned up too high? Probably? 293 00:14:38.480 --> 00:14:41.039 So start always at the lowest and the front of 294 00:14:41.080 --> 00:14:43.000 your hand is not as conductive. You touch somebody with 295 00:14:43.039 --> 00:14:45.720 the back and you can feel the vibrations. As you 296 00:14:45.879 --> 00:14:48.120 turn the intensity up, it feels more like a shock. 297 00:14:48.519 --> 00:14:50.600 So as long as it's under a certain threshold, it 298 00:14:50.600 --> 00:14:52.879 feels like a vibration. Once you hit it past a 299 00:14:52.879 --> 00:14:54.440 certain threshold, then it starts to feel. 300 00:14:54.200 --> 00:14:56.399 Like an actual shock. Yeah, yeah, you know, you gotta 301 00:14:56.440 --> 00:14:58.200 fuck it. Yeah, you jump off. 302 00:14:59.360 --> 00:15:04.279 You definitely talking about fetishizing you and your body. It's 303 00:15:04.799 --> 00:15:09.320 or whatever about you. So it's interesting in this space. 304 00:15:09.360 --> 00:15:11.840 I will use black and white, and I will use 305 00:15:11.919 --> 00:15:14.440 like men and women because it is very important to 306 00:15:14.440 --> 00:15:17.720 have the dichotomy between the two. So with white people, 307 00:15:18.320 --> 00:15:20.519 because of the history of it, it feels differently like, 308 00:15:20.559 --> 00:15:24.600 it feels heavier, it feels more consumptive. You can tell 309 00:15:24.639 --> 00:15:26.519 they want to consume your body, your mind, your heart, 310 00:15:26.559 --> 00:15:30.600 all of that. So with white men and white women, 311 00:15:30.639 --> 00:15:32.320 it's very much that a lot of cucking like white 312 00:15:32.360 --> 00:15:34.159 men will like, you know, have sex with my partner 313 00:15:34.200 --> 00:15:36.039 while watch and the white women are like I'd rather 314 00:15:36.039 --> 00:15:38.759 fuck you than him, and they enjoy that degradation between 315 00:15:38.799 --> 00:15:41.120 the two. So that feels a little different because it's 316 00:15:41.159 --> 00:15:44.120 more like you know, the slavery slave of in America. 317 00:15:44.519 --> 00:15:47.320 With black men and women, they're just more like a 318 00:15:47.320 --> 00:15:49.879 size king or a size queen. So it even though 319 00:15:49.879 --> 00:15:52.960 it's about the same body parts and it's about my complexion, 320 00:15:53.559 --> 00:15:55.519 it's not the same because we still have the same 321 00:15:55.600 --> 00:15:58.600 lived and shared experience of being under the you know, 322 00:15:58.720 --> 00:16:02.360 living under colonization. So one when it's deal with white people, 323 00:16:02.480 --> 00:16:04.840 especially white men, it's more about their power and their money. 324 00:16:05.080 --> 00:16:07.639 They want to own and control you in that way. Well, 325 00:16:07.679 --> 00:16:10.200 white women, even though they say it in a way 326 00:16:10.200 --> 00:16:12.879 where it's like they're praising and worshiping our essence, it's 327 00:16:12.879 --> 00:16:15.240 still very consumptive. Like if you listen to or read 328 00:16:15.279 --> 00:16:18.120 the book That Delectable Negro, it gives a very clear 329 00:16:18.159 --> 00:16:18.799 picture of what. 330 00:16:18.679 --> 00:16:20.120 That is and how they do it. 331 00:16:20.159 --> 00:16:23.440 So it feels more of a weight for a delectable Negro. 332 00:16:23.639 --> 00:16:26.120 Yeah, that's an interesting title. 333 00:16:25.919 --> 00:16:28.360 Well because it talks about cannibalism, and even though the 334 00:16:28.360 --> 00:16:30.559 white European said we were the cannibals, they were they 335 00:16:30.600 --> 00:16:34.159 were literally eating and boiling Black Americans like physically wow, 336 00:16:34.200 --> 00:16:36.240 and you know, consuming there so other things, so it 337 00:16:36.279 --> 00:16:36.960 wasn't just. 338 00:16:37.039 --> 00:16:38.559 Like in America. 339 00:16:38.639 --> 00:16:41.159 Yeah, they would boil the ears and eat them like 340 00:16:41.240 --> 00:16:44.200 it's it's so many accounts from the actual slave owners 341 00:16:44.519 --> 00:16:46.559 and then different slaves, and that's what that book covers. 342 00:16:47.039 --> 00:16:50.039 So it when it's from them, it can feel that way, 343 00:16:50.519 --> 00:16:52.320 even though they can say it in love. But when 344 00:16:52.360 --> 00:16:54.720 it's from black and brown people or tossing this people, 345 00:16:55.200 --> 00:16:58.600 that's when it feels like love. Because we generally don't 346 00:16:58.639 --> 00:17:01.039 call ourselves big black cops. Like black people may say 347 00:17:01.120 --> 00:17:03.519 kiss my black ass, like that's that's the most black 348 00:17:03.600 --> 00:17:05.640 times we say we're black. Other than that, we just 349 00:17:05.920 --> 00:17:07.680 they don't move through the world like saying I'm black 350 00:17:07.680 --> 00:17:10.079 because we fucking can see that. So it doesn't feel 351 00:17:10.119 --> 00:17:12.920 the same. So I actually enjoy it more when it's 352 00:17:12.960 --> 00:17:14.119 from our people. 353 00:17:14.880 --> 00:17:19.119 Have you ever had a scene where something was said 354 00:17:19.279 --> 00:17:24.880 or done in relation to fetishizing you or something that 355 00:17:25.000 --> 00:17:27.240 turned you off? This is what I want to ask you. 356 00:17:29.119 --> 00:17:32.880 The answer is yes. So recently I started working with 357 00:17:33.240 --> 00:17:38.119 all people and I was on we were on I 358 00:17:38.160 --> 00:17:40.400 have the video. I watched it back, and we were 359 00:17:40.440 --> 00:17:42.200 having sex. And I'm not going to say their name 360 00:17:42.480 --> 00:17:45.319 because whether they meant anything about it is neither he 361 00:17:45.440 --> 00:17:45.799 nor there. 362 00:17:45.839 --> 00:17:46.680 But I felt the way. 363 00:17:47.079 --> 00:17:49.240 I was like, oh my god, I'm enjoying your big dick. 364 00:17:49.279 --> 00:17:50.680 And I was like, okay, it's like, oh my god, 365 00:17:50.680 --> 00:17:51.400 it feels so good. 366 00:17:51.440 --> 00:17:52.519 All your dick is so big. 367 00:17:52.960 --> 00:17:54.359 I was like, they're not going to say it's like, 368 00:17:54.359 --> 00:17:55.799 oh man, you're big dick. And I was like, okay, 369 00:17:55.839 --> 00:17:56.480 the he's big. 370 00:17:59.039 --> 00:18:00.599 It's like okay, it's like, oh your big cock. 371 00:18:00.599 --> 00:18:02.559 I was like, okay, he's the last one they didn't 372 00:18:02.599 --> 00:18:04.599 throw black. And they's like, oh my god, I'm just 373 00:18:04.720 --> 00:18:07.240 enjoying your big black cock. And I was like, there 374 00:18:07.279 --> 00:18:10.839 we go. Oh fucke. I was like, you know what, 375 00:18:12.640 --> 00:18:14.720 I know, this is what it is like to be mad. 376 00:18:15.680 --> 00:18:17.119 I had to deal with it. I was upset and 377 00:18:17.440 --> 00:18:18.880 I talked to my therapist about it, and I was like, 378 00:18:18.920 --> 00:18:20.759 you know what, to be mad at what someone's attracted 379 00:18:20.759 --> 00:18:23.599 to me about is what is I just have to 380 00:18:23.640 --> 00:18:25.960 own that. It's like if you're if you're a human, 381 00:18:26.039 --> 00:18:28.240 you have certain body parts, people are going to be 382 00:18:28.279 --> 00:18:30.440 attracted to those. I'm like, it is what it is. 383 00:18:30.960 --> 00:18:33.200 But yeah, it turn me off. I was like, fuck, 384 00:18:33.640 --> 00:18:34.400 did you keep going? 385 00:18:34.839 --> 00:18:35.039 Yeah? 386 00:18:35.119 --> 00:18:37.119 Man, it was work. 387 00:18:37.400 --> 00:18:39.680 Yeah, Like we was on set shooting the scene. I 388 00:18:39.759 --> 00:18:42.880 was just like, wow, but here we are. And you know, 389 00:18:43.039 --> 00:18:45.400 to that point, it's always a sensitive very and I 390 00:18:45.440 --> 00:18:47.119 recognized that the only people in the world that will 391 00:18:47.119 --> 00:18:49.119 always be protected and can cry wolf at any point 392 00:18:49.160 --> 00:18:52.599 in time are, though that particular, white women. So it's 393 00:18:52.599 --> 00:18:56.319 a it's a space that I, you know, somatically am 394 00:18:56.319 --> 00:18:58.160 like am I safer? Which is just real, like imant 395 00:18:58.160 --> 00:19:00.440 telling all the black men that that died from the 396 00:19:00.480 --> 00:19:02.839 South are a real thing. And even though we're past 397 00:19:02.920 --> 00:19:05.279 that point, technically, that's still a real thing. 398 00:19:09.000 --> 00:19:11.640 What is the after kid for you after something like that? Like, 399 00:19:11.680 --> 00:19:17.519 what do you do for yourself? You know, you do scenes, 400 00:19:17.799 --> 00:19:20.880 you fetishize, you service a lot of people. I'm gonna 401 00:19:20.880 --> 00:19:26.160