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<v Speaker 1>You'll be away five seventeen. Do you want to report

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<v Speaker 1>a UFO hanging in We don't want.

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<v Speaker 2>To report every thirty one. Do you wish to report a.

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<v Speaker 1>UFO over hey, we want to one of those areas

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<v Speaker 1>thirty one.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you wish to find a report of any kind

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<v Speaker 2>of it?

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't know what kind of reports clouds time area

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<v Speaker 1>thirty one me neither there were self if it was

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<v Speaker 1>anybody else above us to pass us, Like thirty seconds ago,

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<v Speaker 1>we were sending one top of golf negative, okay, OFFI

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<v Speaker 1>the UFO. Yeah, it's murder ten nine o'clock.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, if you passed over.

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<v Speaker 1>God, I don't know what it was.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's from at least to three thousand feet above us. See,

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<v Speaker 2>I passed right over the top.

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<v Speaker 3>Of US ninety one one. You just called both to

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<v Speaker 3>be be fours.

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<v Speaker 1>They're after staying the airplanes.

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<v Speaker 2>He is.

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<v Speaker 1>I to God on an unidentify object every liberty or

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<v Speaker 1>call or calm on an unidentified flying.

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<v Speaker 3>Object on.

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<v Speaker 4>Welcome to UFO Chronicles a place where people share their

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<v Speaker 4>experiences of the strange and unexplained. If you've had an encounter,

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<v Speaker 4>I would like to be on the show. You can

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<v Speaker 4>email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello everyone, and welcome to the show and twenty twenty five.

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<v Speaker 2>I hope you're all doing well and in good spirits.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm Nick Hunter and this is the UFO Chronicles podcast

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<v Speaker 2>to start off the new year. We are blessed with

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<v Speaker 2>the company of Tim in Wisconsin and his life took

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<v Speaker 2>us through Real turn at three forty three am, Mark

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<v Speaker 2>in the beginning of a series of strange events that

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<v Speaker 2>challenged his understanding of reality. Despite his attempts to lead

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<v Speaker 2>a normal existence, he was constantly drawn into a world

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<v Speaker 2>filled with UFOs, nightmares, lucid dreams, possible aid in interactions,

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<v Speaker 2>and inexplicable synchronicities. Join us as he delves into these

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<v Speaker 2>bizarre experiences, recount in traumatic moments as guideposts for self discovery.

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<v Speaker 2>His account serves as a personal testament to the idea

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<v Speaker 2>that sometimes truth can be stranger than fiction. Tim is

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<v Speaker 2>up next, but first, if you enjoy the show and

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<v Speaker 2>in the description of this episode, any help is very

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<v Speaker 2>much of appreciate it. Now on the show. Hello, Tim,

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<v Speaker 2>Welcome to the podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Hi there, Thank you so much for having me. It's

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<v Speaker 1>really an honor to be here.

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<v Speaker 2>We are glad you've joined us today. And you're calling

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<v Speaker 2>from Wisconsin in the US.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, that's correct.

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<v Speaker 1>Well ten pm our time, and it's fridged out there,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's nice to be closing up doing this call

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<v Speaker 1>with you in our room.

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<v Speaker 2>That's the main thing. Keep nice and cozy. Okay, Now, Tim,

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<v Speaker 2>you've got some experiences to share with us. Would you

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<v Speaker 2>like to start at the beginning please.

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<v Speaker 1>Sir, Yes, absolutely, and again just thank you so much

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<v Speaker 1>for the opportunity to share. And I'll start a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit about myself, if that's all right. So my name

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<v Speaker 1>is Tim Kaye from the Midwest. Just turned forty this

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<v Speaker 1>year and I was born in Madison, Wisconsin, raised in Barboo, Wisconsin.

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<v Speaker 1>I live and work in the Forest, Wisconsin with my

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<v Speaker 1>family and three kids, my wife and two cats. Actually,

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<v Speaker 1>on my fortieth birthday, I celebrated by publishing a book

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<v Speaker 1>about my life and experiences. So that was really interesting

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<v Speaker 1>in a fun process. So my hobbies include modeling, many

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<v Speaker 1>painting modeling as in building models, rut down the runway,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, learning things outdoor life, hiking, camping, do a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of reading, video games, creative arts. I was a

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<v Speaker 1>B to B marketing professional for fifteen years, working in

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<v Speaker 1>different industries, and I've done most aspects of a full department,

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<v Speaker 1>including writing, editing, designing, lightweb developments, and more. Pretty regular person,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe even what you might call a dull dad other

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<v Speaker 1>than these things that have happened to me over the

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<v Speaker 1>time of my life. Some you know, a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>people I've talked to keep bringing up the concept of

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<v Speaker 1>a star seed and star trial or whatever and apply

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<v Speaker 1>that to my experiences. They and my experiences I've come

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<v Speaker 1>to believe and likely span my whole life. And they

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<v Speaker 1>began to peak in my mid twenties and then again

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<v Speaker 1>with what I would call information downloads, lucid dreams, and

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<v Speaker 1>even a random event of what probably was automatic writing

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<v Speaker 1>or drawing, and that was in my mid thirties. I've

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<v Speaker 1>always had an interest in the weird and unexplained or

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<v Speaker 1>it's too plausible, and quite a bit of you know,

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<v Speaker 1>strange things and synchronicities throughout my life that I always

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<v Speaker 1>try to just play off as coincidence, but lately it's

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<v Speaker 1>just been more of a well, you know, there might

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<v Speaker 1>be more to that than what I thought. Going on

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<v Speaker 1>to my mom and dad. Mom was born and raised

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<v Speaker 1>in South Dakota on the farm. You know, she did

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<v Speaker 1>say she had some experiences there, didn't go into much detail,

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<v Speaker 1>My dad was born at Elmendorf Air Force Base in Alaska, actually,

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<v Speaker 1>and they met and married. They lived in Rithsburg for

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<v Speaker 1>quite a while. My brother and I were born in

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<v Speaker 1>the late eighties, mid to late eighties, and for a

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<v Speaker 1>time we lived in Loganville, Wisconsin, and again my mom

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<v Speaker 1>sued that she had some boddy events there, and then

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<v Speaker 1>we moved to Watoma and didn't really remember much from there.

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<v Speaker 1>But kind of my earliest memories are from where we

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<v Speaker 1>live most of my young life, which was in Fairboo, Wisconsin.

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<v Speaker 1>So I'm going to try to get right to it.

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<v Speaker 1>And one of my earliest experiences, which at the time

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize was really related to anything, but I

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<v Speaker 1>always wondered I was a recurring nightmare and in the

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<v Speaker 1>nightmare there what I see in the scene or my

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<v Speaker 1>knee is kind of up in the air, and I'm

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<v Speaker 1>looking into this dark space, which is a room of

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<v Speaker 1>some sort of circular shape, and at the foot of

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm laying, and I see these two figures, one

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<v Speaker 1>a female, one a male, and they both have this

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<v Speaker 1>strikingly plain and pale skin that they look like they're

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<v Speaker 1>dressed in evening attire, one in a like black sequence

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<v Speaker 1>dress and that was the female had long black hair

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<v Speaker 1>curled out the bands, but again very light and features.

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<v Speaker 3>In the face couldn't make out eyes.

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<v Speaker 1>The male was taller with dark, short cropped hair what

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<v Speaker 1>looked like kind of a cheesy mustache. I just remember

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<v Speaker 1>feeling very scared in that dream, more than just scared,

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<v Speaker 1>And as it as the dream kind of progresses, I

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<v Speaker 1>will I come to the awareness of a fear to

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<v Speaker 1>my right leaning over me and kind of having this

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<v Speaker 1>just be looking colds and the ball kind of had

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<v Speaker 1>and a primacy grin and kind of hands coming towards me.

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<v Speaker 1>The scene changes again and I see this device overhead

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<v Speaker 1>that looks like a long needle with a wider base

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<v Speaker 1>and kind of this intricate workings of what looks like

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<v Speaker 1>golden at the base and again. You know, the fear

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<v Speaker 1>is pretty strong there as a kid, not knowing what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on, and the dream always ended with feeling some

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<v Speaker 1>kind of weird pressure and either my abdomen or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>my rear end basically, and then it would stop. So

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<v Speaker 1>that one always stuck with me, and I had it

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<v Speaker 1>over and over and over again. This would have been

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<v Speaker 1>probably elementary school. Do also remember during that time, This

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<v Speaker 1>is a conscious memory of a few times laying in bed,

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<v Speaker 1>I would be overcome with fear and I would take

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<v Speaker 1>my blankets and put them over my head. And what

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<v Speaker 1>I remember is seeing light, which I thought at the

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<v Speaker 1>time was probably moonlight or you know, dust light coming

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<v Speaker 1>in through my blanket. I would immediately start feeling white

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<v Speaker 1>pressure around my sides on a blanket coming down, kind

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<v Speaker 1>of poking feelings, and it just I was terrified. I

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<v Speaker 1>didn't know what it was. I couldn't hear anything. My

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<v Speaker 1>brother was asleep in the bunk bed below me. I

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<v Speaker 1>had the top bun And what was interesting is there

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<v Speaker 1>was this little hap above gray window that was shining

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<v Speaker 1>into our rooms, and I was that had something to

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<v Speaker 3>In that light.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember being an on color sometimes I remember and

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<v Speaker 1>it's kind of a weird green or kind of a

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<v Speaker 1>lighter blue or greenish blue. And every time that that

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<v Speaker 1>would happen, once you know, they started whatever it was

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<v Speaker 1>started getting to broaden, it felt like they were pushing

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<v Speaker 1>the blank down around me.

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<v Speaker 3>When I looked back at that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, in those elementary years, I try to remember

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<v Speaker 1>other things that may have gone on that those are

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<v Speaker 1>the main ones. I do remember experiencing deja vu very often,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was very startling, and it was just I

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<v Speaker 1>felt like I was suffering through deja vu because it

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<v Speaker 1>felt like I was doing something I'd already done. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, you know, kind of fruitless things going on,

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<v Speaker 1>like them doing it again.

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<v Speaker 3>Why am I do this? I already have done it,

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<v Speaker 3>that sort of thing.

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<v Speaker 1>There's some other synchronicities, and you know, elementary school and

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<v Speaker 1>growing up, but there wasn't much after those really early

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<v Speaker 1>years that I recalled I did, so, you know, kind

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<v Speaker 1>of forwarding fast, forwarding on to college, very busy and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, doing my own thing, becoming an independent person,

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<v Speaker 1>going to class, that sort of thing, finding new friends.

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<v Speaker 1>As an art graphic design major, I was very shocked

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<v Speaker 1>to find how much time I had to spend in

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<v Speaker 1>the studio rather than going out and going to parties

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<v Speaker 1>and drinking like a lot of classmates, which was interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>But anyways, I remember one particular nightmare I had during

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<v Speaker 1>college was very lucid, very vivid. There was an image

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<v Speaker 1>of this creature, a nit maarriish thing looking at me,

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<v Speaker 1>laying on its side and screaming like like a I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, it was like gurgling and screaming at the

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<v Speaker 1>same time. Had these catlike eyes with a slit. It

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<v Speaker 1>was all gray and has this really pronounced ridge bony

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<v Speaker 1>structure on its chest, and from what I could see,

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<v Speaker 1>it almost looked like it was being crushed or it

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<v Speaker 1>was in pain or something like that. So towards at

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<v Speaker 1>the at the end of the dream, I remember changing

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<v Speaker 1>from sheer terror and dread to like almost pity, And

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<v Speaker 1>of course the dream just stops abruptly and I wake

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<v Speaker 1>up and I'm left with, you know, wonders of what

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<v Speaker 1>the heck was that and what is going on there?

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<v Speaker 1>So probably worth mentioning. I took a trip out to

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<v Speaker 1>Utah with my mom. She drove and we went through

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<v Speaker 1>the mountains in Colorado, through the snowstorm and into Utah.

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<v Speaker 1>I did remember that we saw what I thought was

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<v Speaker 1>an odd craft that was silently flying kind of over

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<v Speaker 1>the valley that we were in on the other side

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<v Speaker 1>of the mountains, and it was shiny and silvery. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>remember hearing any sound or seeing any other aircraft or

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<v Speaker 1>even jet trails behind it. Now I tend to just

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<v Speaker 1>still very odd, and I'll kind of always refer to

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<v Speaker 1>that as the possible.

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<v Speaker 3>Fighting I had.

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, to the listeners here and you you're

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<v Speaker 1>both signings, but there's some in there. So that's forward

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<v Speaker 1>We also were into, you know, looking at the stars.

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<v Speaker 1>hovering this light. It was night again and probably the

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<v Speaker 1>stayed very bright and then suddenly disappeared, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>at the time I was really unsure what that could

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<v Speaker 1>have been, and reported it to move on forward again,

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<v Speaker 1>and we're going to get to kind of where things

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<v Speaker 1>I would say heat up for my own experiences, and

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<v Speaker 1>and experiences I had kind of pushed aside, and I

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<v Speaker 1>or suddenly like, you know, something had just happened. But

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<v Speaker 1>anything happening. I'd wake up suddenly, sit up, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm breathing kind of fast in that state of anxiety

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<v Speaker 1>and high stress. I'd look over my wife's to sleeve

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<v Speaker 1>like nothing happened. And I'd say that probably went on

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<v Speaker 1>for months, months and months I've been It culminated in

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<v Speaker 3>Kind of ignoring me.

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<v Speaker 1>It's things for the rest of my life, are really

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<v Speaker 3>One night.

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<v Speaker 3>Body and my bones.

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<v Speaker 1>And the best way I could describe it is the

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<v Speaker 1>sound that the alien probe made in the Star Trek

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<v Speaker 1>film with the whales. You know, that's a pretty specific reference,

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<v Speaker 1>but it sounded so much like that it really stuck

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<v Speaker 3>Before long, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>That stopped. I could open my eyes and like all

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<v Speaker 1>at once, I sat up, just completely not knowing what

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<v Speaker 1>is going on. Look to my right, my wife is

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<v Speaker 1>akin a sleep, dead to the world. I tried to

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<v Speaker 1>whisper her, you know, to her, pushed her. She never

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<v Speaker 1>woke up. I look around and the room is just

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<v Speaker 1>kind of covered in this weird light. It's kind of blue,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe moonlight. I'm not really sure.

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<v Speaker 3>At the time a room.

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<v Speaker 1>Was painted light blue, baby blue, so I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>if that, you know, could have been part of it.

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<v Speaker 1>But the next part of this experience was probably really

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<v Speaker 1>even tipped the skill more to being so.

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<v Speaker 3>I guess terrifying.

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<v Speaker 1>At the time, I suddenly became aware of this presence

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<v Speaker 1>right next to me on my left side of our bed,

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<v Speaker 1>and as an instinctive reflex, I swipe out with my

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<v Speaker 1>I felt this deep, deep hold my hand entered, and

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<v Speaker 1>I noticed right as that happened, this shadow kind of

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<v Speaker 1>melts and flits out of our window right at the

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<v Speaker 1>foot of our bed, and that would have been facing

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<v Speaker 1>kind of the north west ish side. That was like,

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<v Speaker 1>if you kept going in the straight line, you hit

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<v Speaker 1>the Madison Airport. So after that happened, I sat there

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<v Speaker 1>for a while, just kind of trying to gather my

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<v Speaker 1>wits that was an insane thing that had just happened,

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<v Speaker 1>and went to the bathroom and came back to bed,

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<v Speaker 1>And those events started to taper off after that, the

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<v Speaker 1>waking at three forty three. But I remember having a

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<v Speaker 1>conversation a few times with my brother shortly afterwards and

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<v Speaker 1>started to think that and you know, this is where

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<v Speaker 1>the conspiracy side of this phenomenon kind of comes into plane,

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<v Speaker 1>Like you wonder if you were really losing it or not.

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<v Speaker 3>I could have.

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<v Speaker 1>Sworn I had a AT and T cellphone. This was

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<v Speaker 1>probably let's see about thirteen twelve years ago, so pretty

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<v Speaker 1>basic functioning at the time. I remember when we were

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<v Speaker 1>talking it would sound like a landline was picking up

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<v Speaker 1>and clicking off on my phone. So I always wondered

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<v Speaker 1>if you know, something was going on as far as

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<v Speaker 1>like being listened to, And I know how crazy that

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<v Speaker 1>can sound, but to the people who was experienced things

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<v Speaker 1>like this, nothing is really out as the realm of possibility,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, just a really life altering series of events there.

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<v Speaker 1>And that was something that I really tried to forget about, honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>in the series of life events, I was really unfulfilled

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<v Speaker 1>with my work and my job kind of left there

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<v Speaker 1>unsure of what to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Home for a little bit, and eventually got a great

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<v Speaker 1>role in another town in another state in Rochester, Minnesota.

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<v Speaker 1>So we're right the next stage of life. Soon after that,

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<v Speaker 1>we had another child, and there was some other odd

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<v Speaker 1>events that occurred. I had some again I've been played

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<v Speaker 1>by nightmares and Lucid James forever. One of the houses

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<v Speaker 1>the night. And at that house, I always felt like

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<v Speaker 1>somebody was watching me or were kind of messing with us.

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<v Speaker 3>I know that's a.

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<v Speaker 1>Little more on the paranormal ghost side of things, but

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<v Speaker 1>there was something with that house. And then I had

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<v Speaker 1>a nightmare of someone taking over my body, and another

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<v Speaker 1>one of a nightmare of my wife and I at

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<v Speaker 1>my dad's house, which was my grandma's health and I

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<v Speaker 1>that house or had died, and which if we fast

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<v Speaker 1>forward a little bit, the same room that my dad

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<v Speaker 1>later passed away in, which was very unnerving to me

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<v Speaker 1>the time. But again, like through all this, I've got

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<v Speaker 1>lives and a lot of all this other stuff. Kind

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<v Speaker 1>of I forget about push away brush aside. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like, nah, I don't really interesting things often, that's

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<v Speaker 1>nothing's going on there. Well, we're at a grocery store

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<v Speaker 1>towards our the end of our time living in Rochester.

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<v Speaker 1>The star is called highbe and for whatever reason, I

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<v Speaker 1>I stopped into my tracks. I was frozen. It triggered

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<v Speaker 1>something in me, and that always.

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<v Speaker 3>Stuck with me. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It took me a minute to feel myself away, but

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<v Speaker 1>that seeing that visual just struck something in me like

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<v Speaker 1>I had seen it before, or it just it wasn't good.

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<v Speaker 1>And again that happened. I didn't say much to anybody.

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<v Speaker 1>I kind of went on my way, but I'd always

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<v Speaker 1>unraveled something, and I think that slowly kind of kept coming.

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<v Speaker 3>To the surface over time.

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<v Speaker 1>Now we're going to fast forward again some more. Eventually

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<v Speaker 1>I got an even better opportunity back home in Madison.

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<v Speaker 1>My wife told me that we were expecting our third child.

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<v Speaker 1>And after everybody got back home, I moved first and worked,

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<v Speaker 1>and then I would go back and visit until we

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<v Speaker 1>were all moved there. I got this weird interest in

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<v Speaker 1>the topic that seemed to come from nowhere. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm trying to live a normal life again and new

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<v Speaker 1>big change. But I was always with one foot in

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<v Speaker 1>each world, you know, this side of things in the

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<v Speaker 1>the UFO and possible induction stuff. On the other I

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<v Speaker 1>just felt compelled to start reading more on the topic.

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<v Speaker 1>I read books and bogs other things, websites, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>watch some documentaries, but in particular, I think the first

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<v Speaker 1>or something like that. And again, we are in our house,

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<v Speaker 1>we're currently in now, and I came to a page

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<v Speaker 1>with an experience who's drawing of a gray with black eyes,

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<v Speaker 1>and it just completely got me triggered something deep up

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<v Speaker 1>here and you know, revulsion, like just I couldn't look

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<v Speaker 1>at it. Instinctively shut the book and put it down.

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<v Speaker 1>I was shaking after seeing that. That obviously didn't sit

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<v Speaker 1>well with me. And we were putting our kids to

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<v Speaker 1>bed during that time, and I tried to not say

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<v Speaker 1>anything to anybody, but I always knew that that meant

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<v Speaker 1>something that I couldn't ignore it anymore. I needed to

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<v Speaker 1>find out what was going on. Yeah, Shortly after that,

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<v Speaker 1>I reached out to move on ERT team, the group

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<v Speaker 1>that actually worked with people who might be contact these

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<v Speaker 1>or experiencers that way, not just those that have seen

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<v Speaker 1>you a boat. They had a questionnaire online and I

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<v Speaker 1>took it filled it out, and many I remember were

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<v Speaker 1>in the positive response from you know, like missing time,

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<v Speaker 1>different things like that, and eventually I got an email

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<v Speaker 1>from one of their consultives in their team. We schedled

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<v Speaker 1>a call, and I remember we talked for a bit

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<v Speaker 1>about my experiences and my families, and you know, their

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<v Speaker 1>in between our discussions, I had a very long string

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<v Speaker 1>of lists and dreams where it seemed like it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>just dreams, it was you know, memories coming back to

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<v Speaker 1>the surface or things like that, and I shared that

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<v Speaker 1>or I should say, a scene of me witnessing myself younger,

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<v Speaker 1>witnessing some sort of I guess the description nowadays would

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<v Speaker 1>of some sort of biological suit. And I swear like,

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<v Speaker 1>if I didn't know better, I would have just been

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<v Speaker 1>thinking I had a dream about the Independence Day Aliens,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was different, different enough where it wasn't the same,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was just so vivid that I thought I

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00:26:53.880 --> 00:26:56.440
<v Speaker 1>felt everything. I felt the emotions of scene as as

426
00:26:56.480 --> 00:27:02.720
<v Speaker 1>a kid, the visual and all that stuff, and I

427
00:27:02.799 --> 00:27:04.920
<v Speaker 1>drew it. I've thrown most of these fams and you

428
00:27:04.920 --> 00:27:07.319
<v Speaker 1>can find them on my media online and stuff in

429
00:27:07.599 --> 00:27:12.359
<v Speaker 1>the book that it was just incredibly moving to see

430
00:27:12.359 --> 00:27:16.720
<v Speaker 1>that and experience that in a dream. But shortly after that,

431
00:27:17.440 --> 00:27:21.519
<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm working, living like being a dad, and

432
00:27:21.599 --> 00:27:25.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm thinking like, man, you know, if other people are

433
00:27:25.960 --> 00:27:29.000
<v Speaker 1>going through this, going through these stages of doubt, you know,

434
00:27:29.000 --> 00:27:31.039
<v Speaker 1>I want to see if I can help. So I

435
00:27:31.119 --> 00:27:34.359
<v Speaker 1>reached out and I applied and I joined MUFON as

436
00:27:34.400 --> 00:27:38.839
<v Speaker 1>a field investigator, which is actually really interesting work. I

437
00:27:38.960 --> 00:27:42.640
<v Speaker 1>did many cases. Eventually, because our state only had like

438
00:27:42.680 --> 00:27:47.920
<v Speaker 1>two of us, I became their assistant state director. Ont

439
00:27:47.960 --> 00:27:50.720
<v Speaker 1>of the cases came to me was not enough information

440
00:27:50.759 --> 00:27:53.400
<v Speaker 1>to do much. And there are some even that I

441
00:27:53.440 --> 00:27:57.119
<v Speaker 1>thought were not real people, you know, these some like

442
00:27:57.200 --> 00:28:00.480
<v Speaker 1>Scoopers are you know, a little bit of my wild

443
00:28:00.519 --> 00:28:04.000
<v Speaker 1>imagination thought they might have been planted people trying to

444
00:28:04.000 --> 00:28:07.359
<v Speaker 1>discredit the organization. So I don't know, they just didn't

445
00:28:07.359 --> 00:28:10.440
<v Speaker 1>sound like real people. Only a couple really got me,

446
00:28:10.480 --> 00:28:13.720
<v Speaker 1>a couple of sidings of UFOs that seemed very genuine

447
00:28:13.799 --> 00:28:19.279
<v Speaker 1>and very unique in that typical and I will say this,

448
00:28:19.440 --> 00:28:23.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, as far as location. I did notice a

449
00:28:23.200 --> 00:28:26.920
<v Speaker 1>lot tended to be near the Great Lakeside in Wisconsin Lake, Michigan,

450
00:28:27.160 --> 00:28:29.440
<v Speaker 1>so take that as they will. And there were a

451
00:28:29.480 --> 00:28:32.240
<v Speaker 1>couple other ones that were a little more interesting to

452
00:28:32.319 --> 00:28:36.640
<v Speaker 1>me than involved entities or creatures. One end, I think

453
00:28:36.640 --> 00:28:39.759
<v Speaker 1>it was eau Claire or someone seeing that they were

454
00:28:40.440 --> 00:28:47.279
<v Speaker 1>seen or had seen reptilian type people or creatures. Then

455
00:28:47.319 --> 00:28:50.039
<v Speaker 1>another one was way of North, I think in Superior,

456
00:28:50.079 --> 00:28:53.519
<v Speaker 1>and I think it even had a correlating news story

457
00:28:53.960 --> 00:28:57.039
<v Speaker 1>that these two kids were camping out in the yard

458
00:28:58.039 --> 00:29:01.599
<v Speaker 1>they heard this preacher are outside with tent and they,

459
00:29:02.680 --> 00:29:05.599
<v Speaker 1>I guess if I remember correctly, they got out of

460
00:29:05.640 --> 00:29:07.519
<v Speaker 1>their tents to see what was going on, and they

461
00:29:07.519 --> 00:29:13.759
<v Speaker 1>saw this huge, very humanoid, very musthily big thing.

462
00:29:15.000 --> 00:29:16.279
<v Speaker 3>Of course, they're struck with beer.

463
00:29:16.279 --> 00:29:18.119
<v Speaker 1>They're just kids that kind of freeze there and they

464
00:29:18.160 --> 00:29:22.440
<v Speaker 1>watch it go run chear through the forests next to

465
00:29:22.519 --> 00:29:25.119
<v Speaker 1>them and just kind of like take out a bunch

466
00:29:25.160 --> 00:29:28.680
<v Speaker 1>of trees. And I tried to correspond with them more,

467
00:29:28.759 --> 00:29:33.039
<v Speaker 1>but they kind of petered off, and what we usually

468
00:29:33.079 --> 00:29:35.440
<v Speaker 1>would happen in these cases, so you're left with wiring

469
00:29:35.519 --> 00:29:38.440
<v Speaker 1>if it was true or not, but it was it

470
00:29:38.519 --> 00:29:39.359
<v Speaker 1>always stuck with me.

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<v Speaker 1>I eventually left move on for some personal health reism,

484
00:30:45.079 --> 00:30:48.559
<v Speaker 1>you know, with mental health and anxiety, so a lot

485
00:30:48.599 --> 00:30:52.079
<v Speaker 1>of that took priority, But I never lost interest in

486
00:30:52.079 --> 00:30:55.799
<v Speaker 1>these things, and I still wanted to learn more about

487
00:30:55.799 --> 00:30:59.200
<v Speaker 1>my own truth. When I got engaged with the er

488
00:30:59.279 --> 00:31:02.920
<v Speaker 1>team member and he pointed me to a community of

489
00:31:03.039 --> 00:31:09.119
<v Speaker 1>experiences and that was called opus Ope. That was probably

490
00:31:09.640 --> 00:31:14.799
<v Speaker 1>the biggest curve of learning and enlightenment of some of

491
00:31:14.839 --> 00:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>these things that people go through and how these these

492
00:31:18.039 --> 00:31:22.920
<v Speaker 1>memories can be altered or screened or whatever, and the truth.

493
00:31:22.640 --> 00:31:24.319
<v Speaker 3>Can be kind of hidden from us.

494
00:31:24.559 --> 00:31:29.640
<v Speaker 1>I also found quantum healing hypno therapist specialists near me,

495
00:31:29.960 --> 00:31:33.200
<v Speaker 1>but it's the one that Dolores Cannon does, and we

496
00:31:33.359 --> 00:31:36.440
<v Speaker 1>met and we did a few sessions. It was interesting

497
00:31:36.480 --> 00:31:39.359
<v Speaker 1>because my first session didn't go as we thought it

498
00:31:39.400 --> 00:31:42.279
<v Speaker 1>would based on want to share with us. We thought,

499
00:31:42.440 --> 00:31:45.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, we'd get right to abduction or et things,

500
00:31:45.359 --> 00:31:48.960
<v Speaker 1>but actually it went straight to what looked like a

501
00:31:49.160 --> 00:31:53.480
<v Speaker 1>past life sometime in the eighteen hundreds. As with what

502
00:31:54.240 --> 00:31:57.359
<v Speaker 1>we determined was my soulmates, I was living with some

503
00:31:57.720 --> 00:32:04.039
<v Speaker 1>form of indigenous Native American in we think California somewhere,

504
00:32:05.000 --> 00:32:07.440
<v Speaker 1>and it looked like I had several lives beyond that,

505
00:32:08.079 --> 00:32:11.319
<v Speaker 1>other ones and other sessions. Here's where it kind of

506
00:32:11.319 --> 00:32:15.119
<v Speaker 1>gets interesting. The first thing that I remember being revealed

507
00:32:15.279 --> 00:32:20.240
<v Speaker 1>was apart from those conscious memories where I'm blacked out

508
00:32:20.400 --> 00:32:23.400
<v Speaker 1>with it's or I'm feeling the poking around my blanket,

509
00:32:24.119 --> 00:32:26.400
<v Speaker 1>here it's tapping at my window. And what I see

510
00:32:26.440 --> 00:32:32.079
<v Speaker 1>in this session in my revealed memory is what I

511
00:32:32.079 --> 00:32:36.720
<v Speaker 1>would describe as a more whitish, tall gray with a

512
00:32:37.680 --> 00:32:42.559
<v Speaker 1>big head, but it's more rectangularly oval, if that makes sense,

513
00:32:42.680 --> 00:32:46.599
<v Speaker 1>very wrinkly, three long fingers tapping on my window in

514
00:32:46.640 --> 00:32:51.279
<v Speaker 1>those seep gay black, horrible looking eyes. Horrible. Just because

515
00:32:52.160 --> 00:32:56.559
<v Speaker 1>you know a lot of my previous recollections and memories

516
00:32:56.599 --> 00:33:00.839
<v Speaker 1>being retrieved, I remember that feeling. I don't think I

517
00:33:00.960 --> 00:33:04.359
<v Speaker 1>have that sort of reaction as much anymore. I remember

518
00:33:04.400 --> 00:33:07.880
<v Speaker 1>my vision goes blank after seeing the creature doing this,

519
00:33:08.799 --> 00:33:12.519
<v Speaker 1>and I remember seeing this image of a set of

520
00:33:12.599 --> 00:33:16.640
<v Speaker 1>interwoven rings starting to spin, and I hear.

521
00:33:16.440 --> 00:33:18.960
<v Speaker 3>A voice saying do you like that? Or how do

522
00:33:19.000 --> 00:33:19.480
<v Speaker 3>you like that?

523
00:33:20.319 --> 00:33:23.079
<v Speaker 1>And as a kid, I'm responding with an excited and like, yeah,

524
00:33:23.119 --> 00:33:25.640
<v Speaker 1>I like it. And then again I go blink in

525
00:33:25.720 --> 00:33:29.799
<v Speaker 1>the memory, and then it comes back where I'm looking.

526
00:33:29.559 --> 00:33:30.880
<v Speaker 3>At my feet now.

527
00:33:31.680 --> 00:33:34.279
<v Speaker 1>My feet are wrapped in my old dinosaur blank that

528
00:33:34.359 --> 00:33:38.559
<v Speaker 1>I had, and I'm seeing what spears to be there

529
00:33:38.720 --> 00:33:44.279
<v Speaker 1>craft right opening. And what's interesting is these entities now

530
00:33:44.319 --> 00:33:48.000
<v Speaker 1>are appearing as light schemes or energy or I'm seeing

531
00:33:48.039 --> 00:33:51.720
<v Speaker 1>there or or something like that. One is really tall,

532
00:33:52.079 --> 00:33:55.160
<v Speaker 1>seems to be the one in control. It's got device

533
00:33:55.240 --> 00:33:59.400
<v Speaker 1>in one hand, little like metallic remote sort of things,

534
00:34:00.480 --> 00:34:04.000
<v Speaker 1>and what I remember is looking over to my left,

535
00:34:04.039 --> 00:34:09.519
<v Speaker 1>I'm seeing one shorter being that's like off purple in film, right,

536
00:34:10.159 --> 00:34:12.000
<v Speaker 1>And of course I don't know what any of this means.

537
00:34:12.039 --> 00:34:13.119
<v Speaker 3>It's just what I'm saying.

538
00:34:14.239 --> 00:34:17.800
<v Speaker 1>And then those three figures are, you know, ushering me

539
00:34:18.280 --> 00:34:21.000
<v Speaker 1>kind of two or three feet off the ground. I

540
00:34:21.079 --> 00:34:24.079
<v Speaker 1>can't move into their craft. And that's kind of where

541
00:34:24.079 --> 00:34:27.840
<v Speaker 1>that that part of the memory stops. I don't know

542
00:34:27.880 --> 00:34:32.159
<v Speaker 1>what was done to me that was hidden. The next

543
00:34:32.159 --> 00:34:35.280
<v Speaker 1>part of the recall, I'm on my back staring up

544
00:34:35.320 --> 00:34:40.119
<v Speaker 1>into the sky on our driveway, and I remember seeing

545
00:34:40.159 --> 00:34:45.920
<v Speaker 1>the lights or the sky above me is completely multicolored

546
00:34:45.920 --> 00:34:49.440
<v Speaker 1>and shifting like a great big tin wheel in the sky,

547
00:34:49.880 --> 00:34:53.960
<v Speaker 1>and at the center is a black kind of star

548
00:34:54.199 --> 00:34:58.519
<v Speaker 1>like shape spoor ling along with it, which I always

549
00:34:58.519 --> 00:35:01.280
<v Speaker 1>thought was you know, that was bizarre.

550
00:35:01.880 --> 00:35:03.840
<v Speaker 3>Later on, I'll have met a.

551
00:35:03.800 --> 00:35:07.760
<v Speaker 1>Few other experiences through Opus who shared the same sort

552
00:35:07.760 --> 00:35:11.840
<v Speaker 1>of experience with the multi colored sky. So that was

553
00:35:12.000 --> 00:35:15.639
<v Speaker 1>very very interesting to me that many of us shared that.

554
00:35:16.000 --> 00:35:17.480
<v Speaker 3>I've heard it from others as well.

555
00:35:18.119 --> 00:35:18.239
<v Speaker 5>Well.

556
00:35:18.519 --> 00:35:21.880
<v Speaker 1>Another piece to that memory is I remember seeing while

557
00:35:21.880 --> 00:35:24.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm on my back, I look to my right and

558
00:35:24.039 --> 00:35:28.639
<v Speaker 1>I see my neighbor a young young girl. She's in

559
00:35:28.719 --> 00:35:32.840
<v Speaker 1>this nightgown and carrying out like a brown long mirrored

560
00:35:33.320 --> 00:35:37.679
<v Speaker 1>stuff funny, which is peculiar detail that I recall, and

561
00:35:37.760 --> 00:35:40.679
<v Speaker 1>she gets up and runs her house. Well, not till

562
00:35:40.800 --> 00:35:45.159
<v Speaker 1>this particular session was probably two or three years ago. Now,

563
00:35:46.159 --> 00:35:48.519
<v Speaker 1>I didn't ever follow up with that neighbor until this

564
00:35:48.599 --> 00:35:50.920
<v Speaker 1>summer when I was writing my book. I wanted to

565
00:35:50.960 --> 00:35:54.480
<v Speaker 1>see if she had any recollection of it. We're pretty close,

566
00:35:54.639 --> 00:35:58.400
<v Speaker 1>that neighbor and I good friends, so I figured, you know,

567
00:35:58.480 --> 00:36:02.000
<v Speaker 1>she would be open to talking. What just blew me

568
00:36:02.079 --> 00:36:06.039
<v Speaker 1>out of my box. There was such a shock, was well,

569
00:36:06.199 --> 00:36:09.280
<v Speaker 1>she didn't remember anything like that happening, but she did

570
00:36:09.320 --> 00:36:12.280
<v Speaker 1>say that she knew she was a star seed as well,

571
00:36:12.519 --> 00:36:15.719
<v Speaker 1>some kind. But even more so was that she confirmed

572
00:36:15.960 --> 00:36:19.480
<v Speaker 1>that she had that sort of stuffy and carried it

573
00:36:19.519 --> 00:36:23.719
<v Speaker 1>with her all the time. So that to me confirmed

574
00:36:23.719 --> 00:36:28.639
<v Speaker 1>that that memory was very very likely a true event,

575
00:36:29.159 --> 00:36:33.480
<v Speaker 1>and that we may have been together when taken and

576
00:36:33.599 --> 00:36:37.719
<v Speaker 1>brought back together. Just you know, just a crazy thing

577
00:36:38.119 --> 00:36:41.519
<v Speaker 1>that this stuff can reveal about your life if you

578
00:36:41.599 --> 00:36:48.880
<v Speaker 1>look into it. Other sessions that kind of came out

579
00:36:48.920 --> 00:36:52.719
<v Speaker 1>of that, we tried to get to the bottom of

580
00:36:52.760 --> 00:36:55.199
<v Speaker 1>what happened at three forty three am, But it kept

581
00:36:56.360 --> 00:37:00.199
<v Speaker 1>not producing much. Even my subconscious would say no, if

582
00:37:00.199 --> 00:37:06.960
<v Speaker 1>it's blocked or it was very well hidden. There was

583
00:37:07.000 --> 00:37:10.599
<v Speaker 1>a time where we might have gotten some feedback that

584
00:37:10.639 --> 00:37:13.199
<v Speaker 1>it might have been a mistake, and they kind of

585
00:37:13.199 --> 00:37:15.760
<v Speaker 1>screwed up and bring me back, and that's why I

586
00:37:15.800 --> 00:37:21.920
<v Speaker 1>woke up early. Another part revealed that the Plenities was

587
00:37:22.159 --> 00:37:29.360
<v Speaker 1>likely involved in the visitors that I've been experiencing in

588
00:37:29.400 --> 00:37:34.320
<v Speaker 1>my life, and that there are other times in my

589
00:37:34.400 --> 00:37:38.320
<v Speaker 1>life that I'm probably were near or saw different types

590
00:37:38.360 --> 00:37:43.760
<v Speaker 1>of craft from who elsewhere. One looked like an egg

591
00:37:43.880 --> 00:37:48.559
<v Speaker 1>on three legs with the Christmas tree lights inside. Another

592
00:37:48.559 --> 00:37:52.000
<v Speaker 1>one looked like a weird fidgetoy with three or four

593
00:37:52.639 --> 00:37:55.599
<v Speaker 1>The first one was much smaller, about the size of

594
00:37:55.639 --> 00:37:58.519
<v Speaker 1>a person, and the next one that I remember seeing

595
00:37:58.599 --> 00:38:02.320
<v Speaker 1>in this other stud and was massive and it was

596
00:38:02.599 --> 00:38:09.320
<v Speaker 1>over trees and hills and like three arms with circles

597
00:38:09.719 --> 00:38:13.639
<v Speaker 1>cut out in each end, slowly passing over the countryside.

598
00:38:14.079 --> 00:38:14.840
<v Speaker 3>A two years.

599
00:38:14.639 --> 00:38:18.599
<v Speaker 1>Ago, my dad passed away. And now this isn't necessarily

600
00:38:18.800 --> 00:38:22.800
<v Speaker 1>UFO related, but I think it is related in who

601
00:38:22.840 --> 00:38:26.159
<v Speaker 1>I am and just kind of coming to terms with

602
00:38:26.239 --> 00:38:31.440
<v Speaker 1>that I might attract some other paranormal things. He passed away.

603
00:38:31.559 --> 00:38:34.000
<v Speaker 1>We were cleaning out his house, and you know, you

604
00:38:34.000 --> 00:38:36.559
<v Speaker 1>hear about the hitchhiker effect these days. I think it

605
00:38:36.639 --> 00:38:40.639
<v Speaker 1>was brought up in a few books about Skinwalker Ranch

606
00:38:40.679 --> 00:38:45.000
<v Speaker 1>and that sort of thing. Well, after we clean out

607
00:38:45.000 --> 00:38:48.679
<v Speaker 1>the house, I noticed that I felt like I was

608
00:38:48.719 --> 00:38:52.800
<v Speaker 1>fighting something at home and in my dream that was

609
00:38:53.679 --> 00:38:56.800
<v Speaker 1>not of this world. A lot of knights I would

610
00:38:56.800 --> 00:39:00.559
<v Speaker 1>haven't tell yet. I feel like something was in our room,

611
00:39:00.599 --> 00:39:02.519
<v Speaker 1>being afraid to go to bed, and then I would

612
00:39:02.559 --> 00:39:08.400
<v Speaker 1>have these bizarre nightmarees of different things. One night I

613
00:39:08.440 --> 00:39:11.519
<v Speaker 1>woke up choking in I had march on my filt.

614
00:39:12.039 --> 00:39:15.280
<v Speaker 1>I had dreams of being lifted and paralyzed many times,

615
00:39:15.320 --> 00:39:18.039
<v Speaker 1>like I was unable to move, like something to have

616
00:39:18.159 --> 00:39:18.800
<v Speaker 1>control of me.

617
00:39:18.920 --> 00:39:19.880
<v Speaker 3>And then wake up.

618
00:39:21.880 --> 00:39:25.280
<v Speaker 1>And I started having like thoughts of harm and visions

619
00:39:25.280 --> 00:39:28.840
<v Speaker 1>and dark events to come. And another night I heard

620
00:39:28.920 --> 00:39:32.199
<v Speaker 1>Latin prayer evolving in a dream and a gush of wind,

621
00:39:32.519 --> 00:39:33.880
<v Speaker 1>and then those thoughts were gotten.

622
00:39:33.920 --> 00:39:35.239
<v Speaker 3>The next day, just.

623
00:39:35.280 --> 00:39:40.440
<v Speaker 1>This incredible journey of a lot of unexplainable things. And

624
00:39:40.519 --> 00:39:43.360
<v Speaker 1>during that time, as I was falling asleep, I'd see

625
00:39:44.960 --> 00:39:49.400
<v Speaker 1>flashes of green lights and triangles and I'm falling asleep.

626
00:39:49.880 --> 00:39:53.519
<v Speaker 1>Now more recently, in the last couple of years, a

627
00:39:53.559 --> 00:39:58.119
<v Speaker 1>lot of the overtly kind of visitation and strange things

628
00:39:58.159 --> 00:40:01.840
<v Speaker 1>have kind of stopped. But I did have a year

629
00:40:01.880 --> 00:40:05.000
<v Speaker 1>where I was walking most nights and I would see owls,

630
00:40:05.519 --> 00:40:09.079
<v Speaker 1>owls every night, different owls, owls in different areas. I

631
00:40:09.119 --> 00:40:12.440
<v Speaker 1>remember another night I was walking and I saw what

632
00:40:12.480 --> 00:40:17.239
<v Speaker 1>I think was a UFO in the era constellation. It

633
00:40:17.320 --> 00:40:19.280
<v Speaker 1>could have been a firefly, but I don't think so.

634
00:40:20.039 --> 00:40:21.920
<v Speaker 1>There was a bunch out, but this was way up

635
00:40:22.000 --> 00:40:25.760
<v Speaker 1>high above me. It's about the size of a star,

636
00:40:26.159 --> 00:40:30.519
<v Speaker 1>the same color, of same brightness, and it just suddenly

637
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<v Speaker 1>was moving and did a u turn very fast and

638
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<v Speaker 1>very sharply, and then disappeared. It was probably you know,

639
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<v Speaker 1>the span of two fingers outstretched that this happened up

640
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<v Speaker 1>in the sky. And what was really weird it is

641
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<v Speaker 1>I something got this like because I'm walking, Oh you

642
00:40:49.239 --> 00:40:52.280
<v Speaker 1>should look up, you know thought It was like my

643
00:40:52.320 --> 00:40:54.000
<v Speaker 1>own thought, oh you should look up, like someone was

644
00:40:54.039 --> 00:40:57.199
<v Speaker 1>getting my attention. That's why it always kind of stuck

645
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<v Speaker 1>out with me.

646
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<v Speaker 3>Is very unique.

647
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<v Speaker 1>More recently, like in the last you know, six months,

648
00:41:04.400 --> 00:41:09.119
<v Speaker 1>weird dreams of I'm always at these meeting places where

649
00:41:09.119 --> 00:41:11.599
<v Speaker 1>like a lot of people would meet, you know, weird

650
00:41:11.639 --> 00:41:16.199
<v Speaker 1>type of airport, hotels or schools or shopping areas. It's

651
00:41:16.360 --> 00:41:20.360
<v Speaker 1>very weird. I've also had a bunch of people reach

652
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:24.199
<v Speaker 1>out to me on social media after seeing the documentary

653
00:41:24.239 --> 00:41:27.159
<v Speaker 1>that I was part of. They were very moved by

654
00:41:27.239 --> 00:41:31.199
<v Speaker 1>it felt like very connected, and one lady even felt

655
00:41:31.239 --> 00:41:34.280
<v Speaker 1>like she knew me from somewhere, like deeply. I mean,

656
00:41:34.280 --> 00:41:38.079
<v Speaker 1>it's just this phenomenon is so multifaceted and layered. It's

657
00:41:38.239 --> 00:41:42.320
<v Speaker 1>very hard to just put it into one nice, neat package.

658
00:41:43.079 --> 00:41:46.880
<v Speaker 1>That's something I've been kind of working through and I

659
00:41:46.880 --> 00:41:50.679
<v Speaker 1>guess trying to understand better, and you know, I guess

660
00:41:50.760 --> 00:41:54.719
<v Speaker 1>kind of ultimately, I've tried to live all my life

661
00:41:55.360 --> 00:41:58.960
<v Speaker 1>in the normal world, always knowing that I really probably

662
00:41:59.000 --> 00:42:03.039
<v Speaker 1>didn't fit. I'm no longer a maybe person. I'm pretty sure,

663
00:42:03.400 --> 00:42:06.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, after all these things occurred, that there is

664
00:42:06.920 --> 00:42:10.719
<v Speaker 1>more going on out there, the consciousness of the universe.

665
00:42:11.360 --> 00:42:15.480
<v Speaker 1>Things that go bump in the night are real, and

666
00:42:15.639 --> 00:42:20.599
<v Speaker 1>I encourage everyone who may have these sort of things

667
00:42:20.639 --> 00:42:23.480
<v Speaker 1>to try to find the courage to go on their

668
00:42:23.519 --> 00:42:26.719
<v Speaker 1>own journey of discovery, you know. I just I hope

669
00:42:26.719 --> 00:42:29.599
<v Speaker 1>that's what everybody can get out of this, and if

670
00:42:29.639 --> 00:42:31.880
<v Speaker 1>they'd like, you know, they can read more in my

671
00:42:31.960 --> 00:42:35.079
<v Speaker 1>book which is sale on Amazon. It is three forty

672
00:42:35.079 --> 00:42:37.800
<v Speaker 1>three Am Awakenings.

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<v Speaker 3>Of an Experience or so.

674
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<v Speaker 1>I just wanted to say thanks for everybody and for

675
00:42:42.159 --> 00:42:45.440
<v Speaker 1>you posting and allow me to share my story. I

676
00:42:45.480 --> 00:42:49.920
<v Speaker 1>hope it encourages others to come forward, to share the

677
00:42:50.000 --> 00:42:52.079
<v Speaker 1>stories and bring the truth out there.

678
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<v Speaker 2>That's great, interesting, Tim, thank you. When you would have

679
00:42:55.800 --> 00:43:01.000
<v Speaker 2>these dreams, these experiences, did you ever notice any physical

680
00:43:01.119 --> 00:43:04.159
<v Speaker 2>changes or marks on your body as these occurrences?

681
00:43:04.519 --> 00:43:08.760
<v Speaker 1>Not many, No, No, I just remember that I almost

682
00:43:08.800 --> 00:43:13.039
<v Speaker 1>always would wake up afterwards and it would be you know,

683
00:43:13.559 --> 00:43:16.440
<v Speaker 1>later on after the three forty three am stuff. There

684
00:43:16.559 --> 00:43:20.800
<v Speaker 1>was different times night, but no no markings that I

685
00:43:20.800 --> 00:43:21.440
<v Speaker 1>can remember.

686
00:43:21.840 --> 00:43:23.599
<v Speaker 2>What about anything health wise?

687
00:43:23.840 --> 00:43:24.039
<v Speaker 1>Ever?

688
00:43:24.360 --> 00:43:27.199
<v Speaker 2>Have any problems or do you see improvements or any

689
00:43:27.199 --> 00:43:28.119
<v Speaker 2>decline in health?

690
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's interesting you say that, definitely. I guess you

691
00:43:31.920 --> 00:43:35.000
<v Speaker 1>would say decline in health. I mean, they're more weird

692
00:43:35.119 --> 00:43:39.880
<v Speaker 1>things than actual bad health. And I guess some of

693
00:43:39.880 --> 00:43:43.239
<v Speaker 1>them have led to some problems, some issues, some good

694
00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:47.079
<v Speaker 1>challenges and every time I've gone to a doctor. I've

695
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:50.199
<v Speaker 1>been seeing a lot many for a while, They've not

696
00:43:50.320 --> 00:43:53.199
<v Speaker 1>been able to come up with an explanation. There's no

697
00:43:53.360 --> 00:43:58.480
<v Speaker 1>clear indicator of what's going on. For example, just this year,

698
00:44:00.079 --> 00:44:02.719
<v Speaker 1>what was I mean? I can give you the scientific

699
00:44:02.800 --> 00:44:08.920
<v Speaker 1>name of pleomorphic adenoma removed from my left salivary, which

700
00:44:08.960 --> 00:44:12.960
<v Speaker 1>is your space land. And what I found interesting was that,

701
00:44:13.760 --> 00:44:17.760
<v Speaker 1>you know, only really people who smoke or you know,

702
00:44:17.880 --> 00:44:22.239
<v Speaker 1>been in other chemical, highly potent chemical areas get those.

703
00:44:22.360 --> 00:44:25.119
<v Speaker 1>I'm not a smoker. I've never been in you know,

704
00:44:25.280 --> 00:44:29.320
<v Speaker 1>chemical area like that or worked in that field. When

705
00:44:29.320 --> 00:44:31.639
<v Speaker 1>I did my own research. Okay, of course I asked

706
00:44:31.679 --> 00:44:36.119
<v Speaker 1>the doctors in directly face to face. They just kind

707
00:44:36.159 --> 00:44:38.960
<v Speaker 1>of shake their head and we don't really know what's

708
00:44:39.000 --> 00:44:42.320
<v Speaker 1>going on at But if you look defind cases that

709
00:44:43.280 --> 00:44:48.079
<v Speaker 1>people have received radiation treatment to their neck, can't often

710
00:44:48.519 --> 00:44:51.679
<v Speaker 1>get those. But I've never had radiation therapy. So the

711
00:44:51.760 --> 00:44:54.400
<v Speaker 1>only thing I can think of is well, process of

712
00:44:54.440 --> 00:44:58.719
<v Speaker 1>elimination is the fringe science. Those things that have happened

713
00:44:58.719 --> 00:45:00.960
<v Speaker 1>to me couldn't be part of that, you know, I

714
00:45:00.960 --> 00:45:05.320
<v Speaker 1>can briefly list other things. Got anxiety, Clearly, I had

715
00:45:05.840 --> 00:45:10.280
<v Speaker 1>some PTSD from the experiences. As far as waking up,

716
00:45:10.519 --> 00:45:15.039
<v Speaker 1>I have had vision changes of visual snow long ago

717
00:45:15.360 --> 00:45:19.280
<v Speaker 1>I started having those these sensations of like spider winds,

718
00:45:19.360 --> 00:45:22.519
<v Speaker 1>cotton touching my face all the time, which you know

719
00:45:22.599 --> 00:45:25.199
<v Speaker 1>isn't bad help, but man, it was freaking annoying because

720
00:45:25.239 --> 00:45:27.679
<v Speaker 1>nothing was there, and I kept feeling like something was

721
00:45:28.079 --> 00:45:32.760
<v Speaker 1>sleep problems, gaps roun testinal issues that they can't figure out.

722
00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:36.679
<v Speaker 1>And now I've got this partial. I just saw my

723
00:45:36.760 --> 00:45:43.480
<v Speaker 1>neurologists and was having issues with sensation, burning mouth, couldn't

724
00:45:43.480 --> 00:45:45.920
<v Speaker 1>feel things in my mouth, taste, I couldn't feel things

725
00:45:45.960 --> 00:45:50.559
<v Speaker 1>on my head, and you know, did MRIs. They really

726
00:45:50.599 --> 00:45:55.559
<v Speaker 1>couldn't find anything that they thought would be responsible for it. Now,

727
00:45:55.760 --> 00:45:57.800
<v Speaker 1>I was in a car accident two years ago, but

728
00:45:57.880 --> 00:46:00.960
<v Speaker 1>they tell me that I didn't have any brain damage,

729
00:46:01.039 --> 00:46:05.960
<v Speaker 1>nothing lasting, just a concussion that I'm supposedly healed from.

730
00:46:07.320 --> 00:46:10.679
<v Speaker 1>But it was like probably since the time of three

731
00:46:10.719 --> 00:46:15.440
<v Speaker 1>or forty three am awakening that there was a slow

732
00:46:16.559 --> 00:46:19.920
<v Speaker 1>decline in just overall good health.

733
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<v Speaker 2>I would say, Okay, yeah, it is something which does

734
00:46:23.360 --> 00:46:26.760
<v Speaker 2>come up during these experiences. If you do, you don't

735
00:46:26.800 --> 00:46:28.239
<v Speaker 2>have to go into too much detail. If you don't

736
00:46:28.239 --> 00:46:32.039
<v Speaker 2>want to, but do you recall any procedures or experiments

737
00:46:32.079 --> 00:46:33.840
<v Speaker 2>that may have been done on you at that time?

738
00:46:34.199 --> 00:46:37.800
<v Speaker 1>I would say not, not consciously. I don't remember anything

739
00:46:37.920 --> 00:46:41.199
<v Speaker 1>like that. The only thing that I could say is

740
00:46:41.519 --> 00:46:48.239
<v Speaker 1>the early recurring nightmares probably were you know, procedures taking

741
00:46:48.719 --> 00:46:52.639
<v Speaker 1>I guess we all have heard this now semen or

742
00:46:52.679 --> 00:46:56.880
<v Speaker 1>something from when I was younger with that device. I

743
00:46:56.960 --> 00:47:01.159
<v Speaker 1>remember just how awful that felt so and it wasn't

744
00:47:01.199 --> 00:47:03.400
<v Speaker 1>like it was just a dream. I mean, I really

745
00:47:04.119 --> 00:47:07.320
<v Speaker 1>remember feeling it each of those times I had that

746
00:47:07.440 --> 00:47:12.360
<v Speaker 1>recurring nightmare. Beyond that, like I said, whatever happened at

747
00:47:12.400 --> 00:47:16.719
<v Speaker 1>three forty three am is completely blocked from me. Don't

748
00:47:16.719 --> 00:47:21.559
<v Speaker 1>know what happened there. So I would probably only say

749
00:47:21.599 --> 00:47:24.920
<v Speaker 1>that one one thing, but I'm sure that there has

750
00:47:24.960 --> 00:47:30.079
<v Speaker 1>been many others. I forgot to mention that as a kid,

751
00:47:30.559 --> 00:47:33.320
<v Speaker 1>I noticed that my steps them in. My nose was

752
00:47:33.440 --> 00:47:37.920
<v Speaker 1>always goofy. It was pushed to one side, the left side.

753
00:47:38.559 --> 00:47:43.440
<v Speaker 1>I'd have bloody noses all the time, and just recently

754
00:47:43.639 --> 00:47:46.199
<v Speaker 1>the last couple of years, having imaging done on it there,

755
00:47:46.719 --> 00:47:50.119
<v Speaker 1>the doctors like, dude, did you ever break your nose

756
00:47:50.239 --> 00:47:53.199
<v Speaker 1>or have an injury to your face and I'm like no,

757
00:47:54.320 --> 00:47:57.719
<v Speaker 1>and they showed me it's pretty messed up in there,

758
00:47:58.800 --> 00:48:02.559
<v Speaker 1>and you know, they never happened to me. The only

759
00:48:02.679 --> 00:48:05.760
<v Speaker 1>theory I have is, of course we hear about people

760
00:48:05.760 --> 00:48:09.800
<v Speaker 1>who have had things done in their nasal passageways, and

761
00:48:10.639 --> 00:48:12.960
<v Speaker 1>like I said, there wasn't a conscious memory. But in

762
00:48:13.000 --> 00:48:18.159
<v Speaker 1>one of the hypnosis sessions, I do remember a procedure

763
00:48:18.239 --> 00:48:23.119
<v Speaker 1>being done where I'm laying down and I'm seeing this

764
00:48:24.039 --> 00:48:27.199
<v Speaker 1>rod that's in a rectangular shape coming towards my face

765
00:48:27.840 --> 00:48:30.840
<v Speaker 1>and it's got this blue energy in it, and I

766
00:48:30.840 --> 00:48:34.880
<v Speaker 1>remember it pop in my nose and then that part

767
00:48:34.920 --> 00:48:40.039
<v Speaker 1>of that hypnosis memory goes away. So you know, if

768
00:48:40.079 --> 00:48:42.239
<v Speaker 1>you put everything together, I guess the answer.

769
00:48:42.079 --> 00:48:43.199
<v Speaker 3>Of the yes.

770
00:48:43.800 --> 00:48:47.239
<v Speaker 1>And we call another scene from one of the sessions

771
00:48:47.239 --> 00:48:52.199
<v Speaker 1>where I'm outside my body looking at what looks to

772
00:48:52.239 --> 00:48:56.719
<v Speaker 1>be a kind of a weird creature with a scalpel

773
00:48:56.800 --> 00:49:00.960
<v Speaker 1>like device instrument in their handout to do something to

774
00:49:01.039 --> 00:49:05.039
<v Speaker 1>my right hip, and it has these weird inscriptions on it.

775
00:49:05.960 --> 00:49:08.920
<v Speaker 1>But at the time when I'm noticing him, he looks

776
00:49:08.960 --> 00:49:12.440
<v Speaker 1>at me in the session and then it all stops. Now,

777
00:49:12.880 --> 00:49:17.239
<v Speaker 1>what's interesting about that is just this year of recovery

778
00:49:17.280 --> 00:49:20.440
<v Speaker 1>from the car actent. They did imaging of my abdomen

779
00:49:20.559 --> 00:49:23.559
<v Speaker 1>and hips and stuff, my lower spine. They saw that

780
00:49:23.639 --> 00:49:27.360
<v Speaker 1>I had a bone island in the right hip.

781
00:49:28.199 --> 00:49:28.400
<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

782
00:49:28.440 --> 00:49:32.000
<v Speaker 1>I don't know that that's a coincidence or what, but

783
00:49:32.239 --> 00:49:35.119
<v Speaker 1>those are the facts there, and you know, you can

784
00:49:35.159 --> 00:49:36.159
<v Speaker 1>interpret as you will.

785
00:49:36.559 --> 00:49:40.159
<v Speaker 2>When you were younger, was there any things that seemed

786
00:49:40.199 --> 00:49:42.360
<v Speaker 2>to have stood out? I mean, I'm talking on the

787
00:49:42.400 --> 00:49:47.920
<v Speaker 2>lines of teleprophy and synchronicities and feelings. Is there anything

788
00:49:47.920 --> 00:49:50.760
<v Speaker 2>that stands out from when you were a child when

789
00:49:50.800 --> 00:49:52.360
<v Speaker 2>some of these things started to happen.

790
00:49:53.079 --> 00:49:56.599
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, Well, it wasn't even when these things would happen,

791
00:49:56.679 --> 00:50:00.920
<v Speaker 1>but I always felt and I couldn't explaining this and

792
00:50:01.000 --> 00:50:03.280
<v Speaker 1>when I was really young, but as I got older

793
00:50:03.280 --> 00:50:07.000
<v Speaker 1>and I found a word for it, impact empathy. I

794
00:50:07.079 --> 00:50:11.039
<v Speaker 1>always felt the energy and moods of other people around.

795
00:50:10.719 --> 00:50:11.559
<v Speaker 3>Me all the time.

796
00:50:12.599 --> 00:50:15.480
<v Speaker 1>I felt very connected to animals, like I knew what

797
00:50:15.519 --> 00:50:18.440
<v Speaker 1>they were feeling and they knew what I was feeling,

798
00:50:18.480 --> 00:50:21.639
<v Speaker 1>and I was always drawn to them quite a bit.

799
00:50:21.840 --> 00:50:26.719
<v Speaker 1>As far as the events as they would happen, there's

800
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<v Speaker 1>not conscious memories of like hey am talking to you,

801
00:50:31.079 --> 00:50:34.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm you know, telling me to go do this. You know,

802
00:50:34.639 --> 00:50:36.960
<v Speaker 1>I've heard a lot of accounts of people hearing a

803
00:50:37.039 --> 00:50:39.880
<v Speaker 1>voice like, can't go outside, and I didn't know why

804
00:50:40.280 --> 00:50:42.079
<v Speaker 1>or who it was, and I went outside and then

805
00:50:42.480 --> 00:50:47.400
<v Speaker 1>the event starts. No, that didn't happen until probably my

806
00:50:47.559 --> 00:50:52.800
<v Speaker 1>mid thirties, when I was having these really profoundly lucid

807
00:50:52.880 --> 00:50:56.079
<v Speaker 1>dreams where I wasn't I knew I was dreaming, but

808
00:50:56.159 --> 00:50:58.800
<v Speaker 1>I was not just dreaming, and I was having these

809
00:50:58.800 --> 00:51:04.719
<v Speaker 1>information exchanges from somebody. The first one being I was like,

810
00:51:04.800 --> 00:51:08.760
<v Speaker 1>in this room, it was all round, I'm standing, and

811
00:51:08.800 --> 00:51:13.480
<v Speaker 1>I hear this louge booming voice just say like three

812
00:51:13.519 --> 00:51:15.800
<v Speaker 1>words to me. And it was something I looked up later,

813
00:51:16.639 --> 00:51:20.400
<v Speaker 1>trillium taco ferao glycosaatees. Like, what the hell? How why

814
00:51:20.400 --> 00:51:22.079
<v Speaker 1>would I think that in my dream?

815
00:51:22.159 --> 00:51:22.360
<v Speaker 3>Right?

816
00:51:23.159 --> 00:51:25.199
<v Speaker 1>I looked it up later and it had it's some

817
00:51:25.280 --> 00:51:30.760
<v Speaker 1>sort of experimental cancer treatment chemical made from the trillium roots,

818
00:51:31.320 --> 00:51:35.159
<v Speaker 1>trillium being a plant. I had a couple of pre

819
00:51:35.360 --> 00:51:39.400
<v Speaker 1>cognitive dreams and during this time of a blizzard and

820
00:51:39.480 --> 00:51:44.000
<v Speaker 1>the next day a blizzard was, you know, totally blanking

821
00:51:44.280 --> 00:51:51.039
<v Speaker 1>our entire city. There was also some I think, some

822
00:51:51.079 --> 00:51:54.920
<v Speaker 1>sort of message about people that might have passed somewhere,

823
00:51:55.840 --> 00:51:58.800
<v Speaker 1>and I was given some information and looked it up,

824
00:51:58.840 --> 00:52:02.519
<v Speaker 1>and it was kind of close to being actress. And

825
00:52:02.559 --> 00:52:06.320
<v Speaker 1>again it was very limited, like during the day doing

826
00:52:06.320 --> 00:52:11.000
<v Speaker 1>my every day stuff, not really so much that you know,

827
00:52:11.119 --> 00:52:14.440
<v Speaker 1>not a lot of like telepathy or kind of things

828
00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:17.559
<v Speaker 1>going on in that nature. I do talk about a

829
00:52:17.679 --> 00:52:21.559
<v Speaker 1>very kind of a darker synchronous city. When we were

830
00:52:21.559 --> 00:52:26.639
<v Speaker 1>a kid, my friend and I, it's a really silly one.

831
00:52:27.239 --> 00:52:30.119
<v Speaker 1>We were listening to some music in his basement.

832
00:52:30.280 --> 00:52:31.880
<v Speaker 3>He had a pet cat, and.

833
00:52:31.880 --> 00:52:34.639
<v Speaker 1>All of a sudden, we hear the cat kind of

834
00:52:35.400 --> 00:52:38.639
<v Speaker 1>rustling against his laundry room door, and we look over

835
00:52:38.719 --> 00:52:41.960
<v Speaker 1>and it's laying upside down, kind of pushing on it.

836
00:52:42.119 --> 00:52:44.280
<v Speaker 1>We didn't think anything of it at the time, and

837
00:52:44.320 --> 00:52:49.400
<v Speaker 1>then it did even more and then stopped, and one

838
00:52:49.400 --> 00:52:51.639
<v Speaker 1>of us, I think I think I did first, went

839
00:52:51.679 --> 00:52:54.239
<v Speaker 1>over to check on the cat, and it stopped moving,

840
00:52:54.320 --> 00:52:57.320
<v Speaker 1>but I put my ear to its chest and I

841
00:52:57.360 --> 00:53:00.880
<v Speaker 1>could hear its heart beating, but it got flower with

842
00:53:00.920 --> 00:53:05.559
<v Speaker 1>every beat, and it eventually stopped, and we think the

843
00:53:05.639 --> 00:53:09.760
<v Speaker 1>cat cata seizure and passed away, which is really awful

844
00:53:09.800 --> 00:53:13.840
<v Speaker 1>and sad. It was always always stuck with my friend

845
00:53:13.880 --> 00:53:16.639
<v Speaker 1>and I is that the song that was playing with

846
00:53:16.719 --> 00:53:21.559
<v Speaker 1>Metallica's Die I Die, My Darling, And it's just that's

847
00:53:21.599 --> 00:53:25.639
<v Speaker 1>sort of synchronicity you just can't make up. It was

848
00:53:25.960 --> 00:53:27.679
<v Speaker 1>just the weirdest thing in My friend and I have

849
00:53:27.800 --> 00:53:32.840
<v Speaker 1>always from that day paid attention to the little weird

850
00:53:32.880 --> 00:53:37.960
<v Speaker 1>things in life. Like people now it's memes about the

851
00:53:38.000 --> 00:53:41.719
<v Speaker 1>glitches and the matrix, but we've always noticed little things

852
00:53:41.800 --> 00:53:42.159
<v Speaker 1>like that.

853
00:53:42.760 --> 00:53:46.000
<v Speaker 2>Absolutely, Yeah, that's exactly it. You mentioned that your mother

854
00:53:46.119 --> 00:53:49.760
<v Speaker 2>had had a UFO sit in. Is there anything that

855
00:53:49.840 --> 00:53:53.239
<v Speaker 2>your mother is ever mentioned to you? Maybe she had

856
00:53:53.519 --> 00:53:55.679
<v Speaker 2>possibly empathic abilities as well.

857
00:53:55.960 --> 00:53:58.400
<v Speaker 1>I think she's very similar along those lines. In fact,

858
00:53:58.480 --> 00:54:00.840
<v Speaker 1>I think that's probably where I got it from, because

859
00:54:01.039 --> 00:54:04.599
<v Speaker 1>we can often have conversations and we don't have to

860
00:54:04.599 --> 00:54:06.159
<v Speaker 1>say too much with each other, and we know what

861
00:54:06.199 --> 00:54:09.679
<v Speaker 1>we're talking about. As far as like those those sightings

862
00:54:09.679 --> 00:54:12.119
<v Speaker 1>and things, she doesn't like to talk about them a lot,

863
00:54:13.000 --> 00:54:16.239
<v Speaker 1>so I don't really know all the details, just that

864
00:54:16.840 --> 00:54:20.719
<v Speaker 1>she probably did. They were very startling, and she was younger,

865
00:54:20.880 --> 00:54:24.840
<v Speaker 1>and you know that she was changed by them. But

866
00:54:25.400 --> 00:54:27.920
<v Speaker 1>it's like a part of her that kind of she

867
00:54:28.079 --> 00:54:31.360
<v Speaker 1>keeps hidden. Away from a lot of people, but shared

868
00:54:31.400 --> 00:54:34.440
<v Speaker 1>with me and my family. So it's just very interesting.

869
00:54:34.760 --> 00:54:38.280
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I think she has some definite abilities that

870
00:54:38.880 --> 00:54:44.280
<v Speaker 1>she's probably less aware of or less willing to put

871
00:54:44.320 --> 00:54:46.800
<v Speaker 1>out there, but I know she capable of that, and

872
00:54:46.880 --> 00:54:48.960
<v Speaker 1>she does kind of wonder sometimes.

873
00:54:49.079 --> 00:54:53.039
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So these type of subjects, it wasn't stuff wasn't

874
00:54:53.079 --> 00:54:56.239
<v Speaker 2>really discussed in the house, your childhood home.

875
00:54:56.480 --> 00:54:58.639
<v Speaker 1>Not when we were young, not at all. No. No,

876
00:54:59.760 --> 00:55:01.639
<v Speaker 1>as as I got older and I started going through

877
00:55:01.639 --> 00:55:04.920
<v Speaker 1>these things and started wondering, and she shared with me

878
00:55:05.039 --> 00:55:08.400
<v Speaker 1>some of that stuff. We did talk as adults about

879
00:55:08.440 --> 00:55:12.320
<v Speaker 1>this stuff, and it was much more. She's very open

880
00:55:12.360 --> 00:55:15.360
<v Speaker 1>to this stuff and it finds it very interesting, all

881
00:55:15.400 --> 00:55:18.679
<v Speaker 1>that kind of thing. So yeah, I mean we had

882
00:55:18.880 --> 00:55:21.679
<v Speaker 1>things that happened that were just generally weird that we

883
00:55:21.719 --> 00:55:24.519
<v Speaker 1>talked about when you're kids, but nothing like that that

884
00:55:24.599 --> 00:55:26.440
<v Speaker 1>wasn'tuntil we were later much older.

885
00:55:26.719 --> 00:55:31.960
<v Speaker 2>Would you say that your experiences have they been positive, negative,

886
00:55:32.079 --> 00:55:32.880
<v Speaker 2>or even neutral?

887
00:55:33.239 --> 00:55:37.440
<v Speaker 1>I would say I'll until this point, just from the

888
00:55:37.480 --> 00:55:40.920
<v Speaker 1>things that I can remember. I try to balance this

889
00:55:41.159 --> 00:55:44.679
<v Speaker 1>with how everything was at the time. If you just

890
00:55:44.719 --> 00:55:47.639
<v Speaker 1>go by back when I was waking up, it was

891
00:55:47.719 --> 00:55:51.719
<v Speaker 1>terror sheer terror when I would see the two pictures,

892
00:55:51.760 --> 00:55:56.559
<v Speaker 1>as I mentioned, terror, So probably right now where I'm standing,

893
00:55:57.079 --> 00:56:02.159
<v Speaker 1>probably neutral. I would like to shift the balance to positive,

894
00:56:02.320 --> 00:56:06.119
<v Speaker 1>just because of all the community and great people and

895
00:56:06.480 --> 00:56:10.840
<v Speaker 1>support and understanding I've met. But back in the early

896
00:56:10.880 --> 00:56:15.199
<v Speaker 1>days when these were happening, I mean, they're nightmarish things

897
00:56:15.239 --> 00:56:21.320
<v Speaker 1>going on, feeling terror and dread and ivan PTSD like symptoms,

898
00:56:21.360 --> 00:56:25.639
<v Speaker 1>not knowing what's going on seeing those pictures, that's of

899
00:56:25.679 --> 00:56:30.119
<v Speaker 1>course the negative, you know. But if I have, which

900
00:56:30.199 --> 00:56:33.960
<v Speaker 1>is my goal, more understanding of what is going on

901
00:56:34.079 --> 00:56:37.239
<v Speaker 1>and the why, and more enlightenment. My goal is to

902
00:56:37.400 --> 00:56:42.079
<v Speaker 1>hopefully see this from a broader perspective and develop a

903
00:56:42.079 --> 00:56:45.159
<v Speaker 1>more neutral, positive understanding of it.

904
00:56:45.840 --> 00:56:49.880
<v Speaker 2>So would you say these experiences over time have changed

905
00:56:49.960 --> 00:56:51.760
<v Speaker 2>your life and your perspective?

906
00:56:52.119 --> 00:56:56.199
<v Speaker 1>Absolutely, But I always that's the funny thing. I always

907
00:56:56.239 --> 00:56:59.960
<v Speaker 1>had a suspicion that stuff that we don't play under

908
00:57:00.159 --> 00:57:03.199
<v Speaker 1>stand have always been going on.

909
00:57:03.480 --> 00:57:04.519
<v Speaker 5>But it did. It did.

910
00:57:04.639 --> 00:57:08.199
<v Speaker 1>It's once I had those experiences in my mid twenties

911
00:57:08.440 --> 00:57:14.719
<v Speaker 1>and then had the drive and passion to figure it out. Absolutely,

912
00:57:14.760 --> 00:57:18.760
<v Speaker 1>it changed everything about me. It changed life forever. I mean,

913
00:57:19.199 --> 00:57:22.440
<v Speaker 1>knowing that it might have been alive in another life,

914
00:57:22.960 --> 00:57:27.559
<v Speaker 1>have maybe an eternal soul like what a lot of

915
00:57:27.559 --> 00:57:31.320
<v Speaker 1>people talk about, and having another soulmate. I mean, it's like,

916
00:57:31.599 --> 00:57:33.760
<v Speaker 1>how do you balance all this stuff? You know, you're

917
00:57:33.760 --> 00:57:37.360
<v Speaker 1>always wondering, You're always going, well, what is going on? There?

918
00:57:38.400 --> 00:57:42.199
<v Speaker 1>Is this really real Sometimes, like the dreams can get

919
00:57:42.320 --> 00:57:45.440
<v Speaker 1>so vivid that when you wake up you're like, okay,

920
00:57:45.480 --> 00:57:49.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm awake. Right, It's just changed so much. Meeting different people,

921
00:57:49.760 --> 00:57:52.840
<v Speaker 1>some really wonderful people I never would have met if

922
00:57:52.840 --> 00:57:56.719
<v Speaker 1>I didn't have these experiences trying to find answers. I

923
00:57:56.760 --> 00:57:59.199
<v Speaker 1>think I really grew up as a person as well,

924
00:57:59.599 --> 00:58:01.400
<v Speaker 1>really matured in some ways.

925
00:58:01.760 --> 00:58:03.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's good. This is a good thing about the

926
00:58:04.039 --> 00:58:06.559
<v Speaker 2>show is people come on and share, and you know

927
00:58:06.599 --> 00:58:10.280
<v Speaker 2>you're actually reaching people which aren't involved in the community.

928
00:58:10.320 --> 00:58:13.199
<v Speaker 2>You know, they don't really have other people to talk

929
00:58:13.239 --> 00:58:16.840
<v Speaker 2>to and share with. It's important to find a community,

930
00:58:16.920 --> 00:58:19.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, network with other people which have had these experiences.

931
00:58:19.880 --> 00:58:22.079
<v Speaker 2>You'll find some common ground. You won't always necessarily get

932
00:58:22.119 --> 00:58:27.280
<v Speaker 2>the answers, but you'll certainly find connections and friendships. Possibly

933
00:58:27.400 --> 00:58:29.199
<v Speaker 2>can meet some wonderful people.

934
00:58:29.599 --> 00:58:32.719
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that's probably one of the biggest things is even

935
00:58:32.760 --> 00:58:35.920
<v Speaker 1>your closest family members, you know your wife or you

936
00:58:35.920 --> 00:58:40.039
<v Speaker 1>know significant other kids. You can share so much for them,

937
00:58:40.039 --> 00:58:43.079
<v Speaker 1>but they truly don't have the understanding if they haven't

938
00:58:43.119 --> 00:58:46.840
<v Speaker 1>gone through it. And finding those people out there who

939
00:58:47.000 --> 00:58:50.960
<v Speaker 1>have and are in the same position and are just

940
00:58:52.159 --> 00:58:55.760
<v Speaker 1>really yearning to understand what has happened, and you can

941
00:58:55.800 --> 00:58:58.519
<v Speaker 1>bounce ideas off of them. You can like the wildest

942
00:58:58.559 --> 00:59:02.079
<v Speaker 1>thing like, well, this to me what you guys all think,

943
00:59:02.119 --> 00:59:04.360
<v Speaker 1>and some of them might come back and say, you know what,

944
00:59:04.519 --> 00:59:07.760
<v Speaker 1>that exact thing happened to me. I did this. I

945
00:59:07.840 --> 00:59:11.320
<v Speaker 1>found out about this with regards to it. And then

946
00:59:11.360 --> 00:59:15.239
<v Speaker 1>while you have an understanding of something that has been

947
00:59:15.320 --> 00:59:18.400
<v Speaker 1>aching at you forever, and you can let that piece

948
00:59:18.480 --> 00:59:20.880
<v Speaker 1>be I guess resolved.

949
00:59:21.039 --> 00:59:24.840
<v Speaker 3>You know you have a peace about it.

950
00:59:25.039 --> 00:59:27.400
<v Speaker 1>That part that is unsettled can then rest and you

951
00:59:27.440 --> 00:59:33.119
<v Speaker 1>can move on. It's really about like processing, understanding and

952
00:59:34.320 --> 00:59:38.760
<v Speaker 1>awareness and moving on and like taking all that as

953
00:59:38.840 --> 00:59:43.760
<v Speaker 1>a whole person and just living in a much different,

954
00:59:44.400 --> 00:59:48.519
<v Speaker 1>hopefully better way for everybody. And that's a lot due

955
00:59:48.559 --> 00:59:49.760
<v Speaker 1>to these communities.

956
00:59:50.360 --> 00:59:52.719
<v Speaker 2>It is important because you know, I've had guests on

957
00:59:52.800 --> 00:59:56.159
<v Speaker 2>it which have never shared these experiences, and sometimes it

958
00:59:56.199 --> 00:59:59.039
<v Speaker 2>can be forty odd years from the time about the

959
00:59:59.119 --> 01:00:00.840
<v Speaker 2>experience of the time, and they're sharing it. You know,

960
01:00:01.079 --> 01:00:04.960
<v Speaker 2>I've never told anyone, including family members in some cases,

961
01:00:05.119 --> 01:00:07.840
<v Speaker 2>and of course it can be difficult telling your friends

962
01:00:07.880 --> 01:00:10.079
<v Speaker 2>that can be very fifty to fifty. The hard thing

963
01:00:10.239 --> 01:00:13.159
<v Speaker 2>is he's shared these experiences with your own family members.

964
01:00:13.159 --> 01:00:16.440
<v Speaker 2>You need the closest people to you, and they don't

965
01:00:16.480 --> 01:00:19.360
<v Speaker 2>believe you. You know, that can be very difficult to have

966
01:00:19.519 --> 01:00:22.480
<v Speaker 2>someone not believe you. It's one thing to listen, it's

967
01:00:22.519 --> 01:00:24.639
<v Speaker 2>a very different thing to believe.

968
01:00:25.000 --> 01:00:28.760
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, absolutely, I was fortunate. I think in my family

969
01:00:29.079 --> 01:00:35.000
<v Speaker 1>nobody really outright disbelieve me, and we're very most of

970
01:00:35.039 --> 01:00:38.559
<v Speaker 1>the time, very supportive. But again, you know, most didn't

971
01:00:38.599 --> 01:00:41.079
<v Speaker 1>have a way to truly relate to it or understand.

972
01:00:41.119 --> 01:00:44.719
<v Speaker 1>And you know, I was very careful in who I

973
01:00:44.920 --> 01:00:50.519
<v Speaker 1>was more vocal about it too, and how much I

974
01:00:50.719 --> 01:00:54.519
<v Speaker 1>was like, you know, some relatives that might have a

975
01:00:54.519 --> 01:00:56.960
<v Speaker 1>harder time. I might just hear like, yeah, you know,

976
01:00:57.039 --> 01:01:00.719
<v Speaker 1>I had some experiences and they're really in my life.

977
01:01:00.840 --> 01:01:03.360
<v Speaker 1>Or like with my mom, I can probably be the

978
01:01:03.400 --> 01:01:06.280
<v Speaker 1>most open about it because of her own experiences and

979
01:01:07.039 --> 01:01:10.400
<v Speaker 1>she's just more of an open understanding person with this,

980
01:01:11.280 --> 01:01:14.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, respect to the stuff. But at the same time,

981
01:01:15.960 --> 01:01:20.639
<v Speaker 1>I'm not quite comfortable like some people might be going

982
01:01:20.679 --> 01:01:24.880
<v Speaker 1>out there in a lot of mainstream realm and me

983
01:01:25.000 --> 01:01:27.480
<v Speaker 1>and like, hey, you know, this happened to me. But

984
01:01:28.239 --> 01:01:34.000
<v Speaker 1>this book and speaking and sharing has been really part

985
01:01:34.000 --> 01:01:37.599
<v Speaker 1>of this process of kind of healing and growth and

986
01:01:38.239 --> 01:01:40.039
<v Speaker 1>trying to get through all.

987
01:01:39.880 --> 01:01:45.639
<v Speaker 2>This stuff, educating and healing. Three forty three am Awakening

988
01:01:45.760 --> 01:01:49.000
<v Speaker 2>of an experiencer. Where can people get you booked? Tim?

989
01:01:49.480 --> 01:01:49.840
<v Speaker 4>Right now?

990
01:01:49.880 --> 01:01:52.880
<v Speaker 1>They can get it on Amazon. It's an e book

991
01:01:53.119 --> 01:01:58.119
<v Speaker 1>on Kindle and unlimited Kindle Unlimited. It's in paperback in

992
01:01:58.119 --> 01:01:59.679
<v Speaker 1>a hardcover version.

993
01:01:59.719 --> 01:02:02.519
<v Speaker 2>Many different options. I've used kind or and I don't

994
01:02:02.559 --> 01:02:04.719
<v Speaker 2>mind it, but I love the smell of a book.

995
01:02:05.000 --> 01:02:08.320
<v Speaker 1>Absolutely. If I can get a paperback of books, I

996
01:02:08.400 --> 01:02:10.760
<v Speaker 1>am all over it. So that's why I wanted to

997
01:02:10.760 --> 01:02:12.480
<v Speaker 1>make sure a paperback was available.

998
01:02:12.800 --> 01:02:16.159
<v Speaker 2>Okay, I'll put Tim's links below to the Amazon and

999
01:02:16.320 --> 01:02:19.679
<v Speaker 2>his website, and you have images as well that people

1000
01:02:19.679 --> 01:02:20.119
<v Speaker 2>can view.

1001
01:02:20.480 --> 01:02:22.920
<v Speaker 1>Yep, absolutely wonderful stuff.

1002
01:02:22.960 --> 01:02:25.079
<v Speaker 2>You did. Great, Tim. You said you were nervous, but

1003
01:02:25.280 --> 01:02:26.880
<v Speaker 2>you know we didn't pick up on any of that.

1004
01:02:27.760 --> 01:02:30.599
<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much. I appreciate it. Well, that usually

1005
01:02:31.239 --> 01:02:34.480
<v Speaker 1>is the result of having a very friendly and gracious

1006
01:02:34.639 --> 01:02:37.000
<v Speaker 1>and awesome host. So I really appreciate that.

1007
01:02:37.159 --> 01:02:37.559
<v Speaker 3>Thank you.

1008
01:02:37.920 --> 01:02:39.840
<v Speaker 2>We never judge people. I never get people on here

1009
01:02:39.880 --> 01:02:42.320
<v Speaker 2>to say that didn't happen to you, or you're mistaken,

1010
01:02:42.400 --> 01:02:44.559
<v Speaker 2>this is what happened to you. We don't do that.

1011
01:02:44.639 --> 01:02:47.599
<v Speaker 2>There's shows that do, sure enough, but you know we don't.

1012
01:02:47.639 --> 01:02:49.440
<v Speaker 2>This is like I said, this is more of a

1013
01:02:49.519 --> 01:02:52.599
<v Speaker 2>digital campfire, you know, where we can just hear people's

1014
01:02:52.639 --> 01:02:55.440
<v Speaker 2>accounts and people can take from it as they will

1015
01:02:56.079 --> 01:02:59.320
<v Speaker 2>some friendentertainment, yeah, others because they're you know, they are

1016
01:02:59.320 --> 01:03:02.480
<v Speaker 2>going through their own experiences and they're looking for they're

1017
01:03:02.519 --> 01:03:05.000
<v Speaker 2>looking for a lighthouse, you know, they're looking for direction.

1018
01:03:05.320 --> 01:03:09.039
<v Speaker 2>So it really helps. So yeah, and every episode I release,

1019
01:03:09.239 --> 01:03:11.559
<v Speaker 2>I get a ton more emails from people which you

1020
01:03:11.559 --> 01:03:14.239
<v Speaker 2>have either had the same experience or seen the same thing,

1021
01:03:14.400 --> 01:03:17.119
<v Speaker 2>going through the same problems. So it does help. So

1022
01:03:17.360 --> 01:03:19.599
<v Speaker 2>you know there's people listening out there which will get

1023
01:03:19.599 --> 01:03:20.599
<v Speaker 2>a lot from you. Tim.

1024
01:03:20.719 --> 01:03:22.599
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, I hope. So, you know, I think that's

1025
01:03:22.599 --> 01:03:26.000
<v Speaker 1>a wonderful just a great way to approach it, just

1026
01:03:26.199 --> 01:03:29.360
<v Speaker 1>letting people share and they can take what they will

1027
01:03:29.400 --> 01:03:32.480
<v Speaker 1>from it, and that was really what I wanted to

1028
01:03:32.519 --> 01:03:34.880
<v Speaker 1>do with my book too, Like, hey, this is what

1029
01:03:34.960 --> 01:03:37.920
<v Speaker 1>happened to me. Some of it I don't even want

1030
01:03:37.920 --> 01:03:40.119
<v Speaker 1>to believe, and you take from it what you will.

1031
01:03:40.599 --> 01:03:43.400
<v Speaker 1>And I hope it helps other people because I didn't

1032
01:03:43.400 --> 01:03:46.119
<v Speaker 1>know where to go when I was struggling through all this,

1033
01:03:46.360 --> 01:03:49.800
<v Speaker 1>and I've made a lot of mistakes and went down

1034
01:03:49.840 --> 01:03:52.920
<v Speaker 1>some rabbit holes I should know, and I'm just hoping

1035
01:03:52.920 --> 01:03:55.519
<v Speaker 1>that this will help others come to their own truth

1036
01:03:55.559 --> 01:03:58.360
<v Speaker 1>and be at peace with it a little bit faster

1037
01:03:58.559 --> 01:03:59.360
<v Speaker 1>maybe than I did.

1038
01:03:59.599 --> 01:04:03.360
<v Speaker 2>That is unfortunately a process, and a lot include myself,

1039
01:04:03.440 --> 01:04:05.079
<v Speaker 2>have all gone down that that way.

1040
01:04:05.320 --> 01:04:07.639
<v Speaker 1>Well, thank you so much. I mean it was it

1041
01:04:07.679 --> 01:04:10.840
<v Speaker 1>was really great being here with you. It's a great

1042
01:04:11.119 --> 01:04:13.480
<v Speaker 1>show and a great format, and I just love you

1043
01:04:13.559 --> 01:04:14.840
<v Speaker 1>for it, so thank you again.

1044
01:04:15.119 --> 01:04:17.280
<v Speaker 2>You're more than welcome, Tim. Like I said, this show

1045
01:04:17.280 --> 01:04:19.679
<v Speaker 2>wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the guests like yourself

1046
01:04:19.760 --> 01:04:22.639
<v Speaker 2>and the listeners. Tim, I really appreciate you coming on

1047
01:04:22.679 --> 01:04:23.920
<v Speaker 2>and sharing that for our listeners.

1048
01:04:24.320 --> 01:04:26.320
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, of course, thank you so much for having me.

1049
01:04:26.559 --> 01:04:28.559
<v Speaker 1>Great to meet you and get to know you a

1050
01:04:28.599 --> 01:04:29.000
<v Speaker 1>little bit.

1051
01:04:29.079 --> 01:04:31.960
<v Speaker 2>It's always good to make a new friend. Tim. Okay,

1052
01:04:32.079 --> 01:04:35.480
<v Speaker 2>keep in contact all right and we will speak soon.

1053
01:04:36.079 --> 01:04:37.679
<v Speaker 2>And you enjoy the rest of your evening.

1054
01:04:37.400 --> 01:04:39.079
<v Speaker 1>All right, Pak soon you Toobe.

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<v Speaker 2>Take care, take care bye and now Tim Brighte, Well

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<v Speaker 2>that's it for this episode. Keep updated and connected with

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<v Speaker 2>the show on x, Facebook and Instagram. And if you

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<v Speaker 2>haven't encounter that you'd like to share on the podcast,

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<v Speaker 2>you can email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com,

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<v Speaker 2>or you can reach out to me via the contact

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<v Speaker 2>page on my website UFO Chronicles podcast dot com. A

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<v Speaker 2>big thank you to Tim for sharing tonight, and as always,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you all for listening. I will be back next week.

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<v Speaker 2>Till then, stay safe and keep watching the skies. Goodbye

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<v Speaker 2>and
