Speaker 1: From workhouse connect in aj Benze fame. Uh, he'd liked
Speaker 1: to be walked on a leash and play really dirty
Speaker 1: kinky sex games. Is h the guy put the cock
Speaker 1: in the peacock network. Okay, bitch, Hey, everybody aj Benzi
Speaker 1: here with fame? Is it? Bitch? This is your daily
Speaker 1: Unfiltered podcast for December twelfth. Right, why do I always
Speaker 1: get the goddamn date? I know this date? Yeah, it's
Speaker 1: for December twelfth. All right, we're you know, we're twelve twelve,
Speaker 1: two oh two four. It's a great date. I know.
Speaker 1: I know why I got thrown off because today, as
Speaker 1: I'm recording, this is the eleventh of December, and uh
Speaker 1: tomorrow meeting. Today is you know, Frank Sinatra's birthday. Where
Speaker 1: I used to take Rocco to a restaurant in Beverly
Speaker 1: Hills called adolce Vita where Frank used to eat, and
Speaker 1: there's a booth with a plaque with his name on it.
Speaker 1: Across from his booth there's a Ronald Reagan booth and
Speaker 1: several years ago I took Rocko there to eat and
Speaker 1: have the sandabs. Oh sanddabs is so good, and of
Speaker 1: course I had to have Jack dangels on the rocks,
Speaker 1: just like Frank used to love. But those days are
Speaker 1: behind me anyhow. It's also like I said, the day
Speaker 1: that my nephew died, Jackie two years ago today, that's hard.
Speaker 1: It's hard, you know. I think about him so many
Speaker 1: times a day, and I try to say his name
Speaker 1: every day. You know. I don't know if you guys
Speaker 1: do that when you're missing a loved one, but especially
Speaker 1: a loved one you just never fucking thought would be gone.
Speaker 1: Like you know, I'm used to seeing people like my
Speaker 1: mother and father sick for a long time and then dying,
Speaker 1: my sister Lorraine sick for a while with cancer dying.
Speaker 1: I don't do well with my loved ones just disappearing
Speaker 1: in a day. That's hard. And I remember when it happened.
Speaker 1: You guys were there, many of you when I was
Speaker 1: at Rosalie's in Chicago and it was obviously Christmas time,
Speaker 1: and Jackie, even though he was fifty years old, still
Speaker 1: called his mother once or twice a day. That's the
Speaker 1: relationship we have with our Rosalie, and that was his mom,
Speaker 1: so of course he always did it. She's has always
Speaker 1: been great at giving us guidance and support and honesty,
Speaker 1: and he didn't call. I wonder why Jackie didn't call.
Speaker 1: I don't know. Ro It could be maybe he's working
Speaker 1: extra time to make money, you know, yeah, it could
Speaker 1: be the night time comes, no call again, and she's
Speaker 1: calling him, he's not picking up. He j what do
Speaker 1: I do? What do I do? This is row. We
Speaker 1: got to do a welfare check. I mean, this is
Speaker 1: this is a whole day and night. Now he hasn't
Speaker 1: called you, hasn't answered your calls or text. This is
Speaker 1: not good. The hardest thing was to do that welfare
Speaker 1: check man, because you know once you'd do that, you know,
Speaker 1: even though what's already happened has happened, but you're more
Speaker 1: or less leaving it up to the gods, like we
Speaker 1: give up. We need someone to go check. And you
Speaker 1: feel so helpless when you give that information to people
Speaker 1: who can go do the checking. And of course it
Speaker 1: came back. You know, he was dead and sitting on
Speaker 1: the floor with his back against the couch, which he
Speaker 1: always did when he watched TV when I stayed with him,
Speaker 1: when I lived with him, I laid down on the
Speaker 1: couch to the left and he sat on the floor
Speaker 1: and kept kissing and playing with his two Yorkies, I
Speaker 1: Con and Jake. That's just the relationship they had. He
Speaker 1: let them crawl all over him and kiss him and
Speaker 1: lick him, and you know, and to know that he
Speaker 1: was there in that spot, I could only imagine what
Speaker 1: those little dog hees felt, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I'll sad. Oh God, I'm sorry to start to show
Speaker 1: off like this, but you know when Rosalie. I woke
Speaker 1: up to a text this morning with Rosie reminding us
Speaker 1: us being me, Joey and Joey's wife Julia, that today's
Speaker 1: two years since Jackie left us and I can't stand it.
Speaker 1: I can't stand it, you know, I'm sorry. Christmas time
Speaker 1: tomorrow is my sister Lorraine's birthday, who's gone. And of
Speaker 1: course my mother is a December twenty fifth when she died,
Speaker 1: you know, on Christmas morning. Either way, you know, we
Speaker 1: get through it, we get tough, we get through it.
Speaker 1: But when you lose people during the holidays, man, and
Speaker 1: there's some of you out there right now that are
Speaker 1: going through the same shit, it is tough. And I
Speaker 1: said it once and I don't think I can do
Speaker 1: it again. But she could go with Rosalie and jack
Speaker 1: to the Morgue and having to get on a plane
Speaker 1: and make arrangements at the last minute to go to
Speaker 1: Los Angeles from Chicago within ours because we got the
Speaker 1: message at like midnight. Now we gotta find a fucking
Speaker 1: plane to go. And we found something in five, six
Speaker 1: am whatever it was. We're tired, no one slept. You're
Speaker 1: sitting on an airplane and the thought of hey, we're
Speaker 1: gonna come down the aisle. There's coffee, water, alcohol, beverages,
Speaker 1: and it's like, oh, I guess the world just goes on.
Speaker 1: Of course it does. I know that, and you find
Speaker 1: yourself partaking in what the world goes on with And
Speaker 1: I look at Rosalie and Jackie. Yeah, I need to
Speaker 1: fucking drink. I don't care if it's nine am. I
Speaker 1: need to fucking drink. We gotta go, id Jackie. If ever,
Speaker 1: I didn't want to be straight, it's right now, and
Speaker 1: you know, we all did. I remember saying we got
Speaker 1: to the mortuary, I said, ROI cankle in, Okay, I said, bro,
Speaker 1: I just I can't walk in there. And then I
Speaker 1: saw her and jack just like getting ready to do it,
Speaker 1: you know, And I said, well, fuck, they can't be alone,
Speaker 1: I'll be with them, and it is the worst experience ever. Okay,
Speaker 1: I gotta stop this. I'm sorry. My glasses were fogging up.
Speaker 1: I'm crying. The headsets pissing me off, fucking work. Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I just can't take this shit. So many
Speaker 1: assholes in this world are still breathing and walking fucking
Speaker 1: hot all right, anyhow, Oh, I'm sorry, Gang. I just
Speaker 1: saw President Biden like an asshole trying to convince people
Speaker 1: because he said that he handed over the best economy
Speaker 1: in the history of America to Donald Trump. He I mean,
Speaker 1: how could anybody number one believe it? Number two deliver
Speaker 1: that line while keeping a straight face. I hope he
Speaker 1: shited his pants while he said that he's done it
Speaker 1: before he did it in the Vatican. I hope he
Speaker 1: shit his pants when he said I'm handing h Donald
Speaker 1: Trump the best economy the America's ever had. Really, Okay, Bernie,
Speaker 1: go back to the beach, you clown. Listen. I don't
Speaker 1: want to jump on a very old and infirmed man,
Speaker 1: but if he's gonna say shit like this and lie
Speaker 1: through his ugly capped teeth, then I gotta talk. The
Speaker 1: price of food is up twenty three percent, housing twenty
Speaker 1: three percent, energy twenty nine percent higher electricity, same thing,
Speaker 1: car insurance. You ready, it's up fifty seven percent. Overall,
Speaker 1: just living your life is twenty five percent more difficult,
Speaker 1: fucking idiots. Anyway, Look, I'm not gonna. I will say
Speaker 1: something fun about Christmas time and Jackie and oh my god,
Speaker 1: stop crying, fucking plussy. I'm nine years old when Jackie
Speaker 1: was born, right, and as the years went on, obviously
Speaker 1: we bathed together, played together. But during the Christmas time
Speaker 1: so fun. You know, we had so many gifts. It
Speaker 1: was like it was rude. It was rude. How many
Speaker 1: gifts were around my mother's tree. I mean, it was
Speaker 1: just crazy. Rosalie would bring over her presence from next door.
Speaker 1: Lorraine and Frankie would would bring theirs over and that
Speaker 1: would match my mother's total. And I mean the fucking
Speaker 1: presence were not only around the tree, but they went
Speaker 1: down the fucking hallway on cursing Lie apologize. They went
Speaker 1: down the hallway and I would stay home from school.
Speaker 1: My mother knew, like, okay, a j you can stay
Speaker 1: from school. Because I used to love to take my
Speaker 1: army men, right, my little army men. Rosalie would buy
Speaker 1: me packages of army men in the late sixties early seventies.
Speaker 1: She stopped at a five and ten cent store Row Road.
Speaker 1: By me army men, That's what I always said to her. RORO,
Speaker 1: by me army men. Okay, she's twenty one. I'm four
Speaker 1: or five years old. And I would take these army
Speaker 1: men and put them in all the boxes around the tree, right,
Speaker 1: and I would like it would be their mountain, you know,
Speaker 1: where they can shoot people and be snipers and get killed.
Speaker 1: And I would sit there and put these little army
Speaker 1: men around the boxes. And Mia Mary would always make
Speaker 1: fun of me because she would hear me go, go, oh, Age,
Speaker 1: are you killing everybody? Hey? Mary, stop stop talking. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, you're killing so many people all right. You know.
Speaker 1: She just wanted to get involved. And then Jackie would
Speaker 1: join me. When I saw Jackie was young enough and
Speaker 1: he started to like army men, there would I didn't
Speaker 1: want to go to school. I wanted to stay home
Speaker 1: with him and play with those army figurines on the
Speaker 1: boxes around the Christmas tree. Oh God, I'm sorry, guys,
Speaker 1: this is so stupid. I couldn't anticipate this anyhow, Let
Speaker 1: me try to laugh. You know, Rosalie, as we got
Speaker 1: older and became young men and men roll with, you know,
Speaker 1: buy the most presents for all of us. But she
Speaker 1: would always do this thing that we would always malign
Speaker 1: her for and give her a shit for. You know,
Speaker 1: she'd see a shirt at Macy's that she deemed this
Speaker 1: is a beautiful shirt my brother and my son's need
Speaker 1: for the next dinner party, for the next whatever the fuck,
Speaker 1: and she'd buy us all the same shirt. And then inevitably,
Speaker 1: on Christmas Eve, as we're opening our gifts, Me, Joey
Speaker 1: and Jackie would give us so much shit. Ma, bro,
Speaker 1: why do we have the same purple fucking shirts? I
Speaker 1: don't know. It's good, you look good in purple. It's
Speaker 1: light purple, it's not dark purple, I know, but why
Speaker 1: do we have the same shirts? A row? And Jackie
Speaker 1: and joy Ma just stop doing this. But it became
Speaker 1: a thing. And you know, Jackie's thing was to wrap
Speaker 1: gifts up for his family and just it could be
Speaker 1: like a little diff but he put it in a
Speaker 1: big ass box. Then they open it up and it's
Speaker 1: a smaller box like a Russian doll kind of thing,
Speaker 1: and it took ten to fifteen minutes to get to
Speaker 1: the present. We all did that shit anyhow. I know
Speaker 1: I'm emotional because you know it's two years to day,
Speaker 1: but also because what I mentioned gone, My birthdays tomorrow
Speaker 1: and Christmas time. We just we had a ball who
Speaker 1: didn't right? Okay, I gotta stop. I'm sorry, it's been
Speaker 1: fourteen minutes to be blubbering. I'm really sorry. But some
Speaker 1: of you listen because I'm real. I don't, you know,
Speaker 1: hide my emotions. So in the podcast game, that's good
Speaker 1: speaking the podcast. I was listening this morning to uh
Speaker 1: Joe Rogan had Quentin Tarantino and Roger Avery on. I'm
Speaker 1: not sure how many of you guys know Roger Avery,
Speaker 1: Quentin Tarantino's partner. He was a screenwriter, still is a screenwriter.
Speaker 1: I'm very, very talented, and they you know what a
Speaker 1: lot of people don't remember or don't care to know,
Speaker 1: is Roger Avery. After they got famous with pulp fiction
Speaker 1: and reservoir dogs, Roger Avery had a big old car
Speaker 1: crash up in Ojai, California, And you know he was
Speaker 1: driving in speeds excess an excess of one hundred miles
Speaker 1: an hour, wrap his car run a telephone pole. He
Speaker 1: was drinking and a guy in his car was a
Speaker 1: friend from Italy who just was a newlywed. He died
Speaker 1: and Roger Avery's wife was seriously injured. But this guy
Speaker 1: died and you know, that put Roger Avery in jail
Speaker 1: for a year and a five year you know, probationary
Speaker 1: kind of situation. But I mean, the guy was an
Speaker 1: Oscar winning screenwriter on pulp fiction and he got a
Speaker 1: jail sentence behind bars. But what he did, and I'm
Speaker 1: bringing this up because you know I've said this before.
Speaker 1: Hold on, yeah, I'm sorry, I've been crying for fifteen minutes.
Speaker 1: I've said this before. But you know, people who need
Speaker 1: to write, people who live to write, doesn't matter where
Speaker 1: they are. They got to get their words down on paper.
Speaker 1: And Roger Avery is I'm not gonna say languishing, but
Speaker 1: he's in a prison. It's kind of a country club
Speaker 1: kind of place. But still the door shut, you don't
Speaker 1: have freedom. There's still a hole that he was in
Speaker 1: that you have to deal with. Where you sit next
Speaker 1: to the bucket you shit in and piss in. It's awful,
Speaker 1: but you know, he was the main reason why that
Speaker 1: person died. So that's the punishment. But the fact that
Speaker 1: Roger Avery would go to Twitter somehow while he was
Speaker 1: in jail, and he would go through these, you know,
Speaker 1: one hundred and forty character takes, and he began to
Speaker 1: build up a really a vivid portrait of what it
Speaker 1: was like to be in Ventura County jail. And he
Speaker 1: would he would tweet things out like sickness spreads throughout
Speaker 1: the facility, like brush fires, and number thirty four, which
Speaker 1: was him, Number thirty four is helpless to avoid the
Speaker 1: outbreak and inevitable infection. And you know, God, I've only
Speaker 1: been in jail three different times for twelve hours. It's
Speaker 1: it's the worst feeling when the door shuts behind you,
Speaker 1: when the fucking blogoney sandwich comes out, when the lights
Speaker 1: are still on and you're in a fucking you're in
Speaker 1: a cell with ten guys man and they got to
Speaker 1: take a shit in front of you, and the lights
Speaker 1: are on. The lights don't get dim when it's nighttime.
Speaker 1: The lights are on and there's a guy across and
Speaker 1: you're taking a dump and it's diarrhea and it's four
Speaker 1: point thirty in the morning and there's a light on
Speaker 1: and we all see him and smell him and hear it.
Speaker 1: And there's another guy in the corner pissing in the
Speaker 1: corner because the toilet's not available. It's horrible. And that's
Speaker 1: only twelve hours in. So Roger Avery went through this
Speaker 1: awful shit, and he admits he deserved it. But he
Speaker 1: got a year in jail, five years probation and for
Speaker 1: that man's thought to charge. But what he did while
Speaker 1: he was in there, I mean, everybody thought that's the
Speaker 1: end of his writing career. Right in nineteen ninety five,
Speaker 1: this guy won an Oscar with Tarantino for the script
Speaker 1: they wrote for Pulp Fiction. Okay. He also directed Killing
Speaker 1: Zoe I love that movie and The Rules of Attraction.
Speaker 1: He co wrote and produced the Robert Sameekas film Bey Wolf. So,
Speaker 1: I mean he was doing big things and his time
Speaker 1: inside was hard, and he sent out tweets to tell
Speaker 1: people how fraid he was, how every few hours, like clockwork,
Speaker 1: the guards flashed there. They're flashed light in your face
Speaker 1: just to make sure you don't sleep and you stay exhausted.
Speaker 1: They did that when I was in there, just overnight.
Speaker 1: They do it and you sit there. You get a pillow,
Speaker 1: well not really a pillow. You got a blanket you
Speaker 1: can put under your head, and one blanket you put
Speaker 1: over your body, and you lay down on a piece
Speaker 1: of concrete. And like Avery said, as he tweeted, the sheets,
Speaker 1: the clean sheets reeked a sweat of a thousand men.
Speaker 1: That's a good rider, man. Breakfast porridge is made with
Speaker 1: oats from sat with a picture of a horse on them,
Speaker 1: labeled not intended for human consumption. The windows let in
Speaker 1: a little light, and I'm subjected to random stripped down
Speaker 1: and cavity searchers by a leering, rotund officer. This is great.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's great to have people on the inside
Speaker 1: tell you exactly what the hell's going on right. Oh
Speaker 1: my god, it scares me. It chills me to my bone,
Speaker 1: he said. Night is the worst night falls, and the
Speaker 1: only real activity is an endless recounting of the terrible
Speaker 1: and pointless events that brought us all to this sad place.
Speaker 1: I know, you know what, you know what you meet
Speaker 1: when you're in a jail cell. You meet remorse and regret,
Speaker 1: and they come at you fucking hard, and you have
Speaker 1: to accept them because they're right. But I listened to
Speaker 1: him on the Joe Rogan Show today with Clinton Tarantino,
Speaker 1: and I give him a lot of credit for knowing
Speaker 1: he needed to write to stay sane, to stay alive,
Speaker 1: and that impressed me. The dedication to write, the hunger
Speaker 1: to get words down on paper. And he was writing
Speaker 1: with like put puck golf pencils, ten weedy three inch
Speaker 1: pencils man on paper. And he wrote a movie script
Speaker 1: while he was incarcerated. But because prison officials always confiscate
Speaker 1: letters that inmates send, Avery had to make believe he
Speaker 1: was writing to his lawyer, right. And you know officials,
Speaker 1: prison officials can't mess with anything that you send to
Speaker 1: your lawyer because it's attorney attorney client privilege. So any
Speaker 1: time there were there coming around the cells to look
Speaker 1: for shives or weapons, whatever drugs, he would take his
Speaker 1: pages and shove them in an envelope that already had
Speaker 1: his lawyer's name and address it right, so they can't
Speaker 1: touch that shit. And then when they were gone and
Speaker 1: the papers were, you know, written the way he wanted,
Speaker 1: he would lick the envelope close and send it off right,
Speaker 1: And then his attorney would take those pages and give
Speaker 1: them to his to Roger Avery's daughter and she would
Speaker 1: then type them in to a screenplay format at home.
Speaker 1: So he was, you know, writing a screenplay or two
Speaker 1: while he was in car. I love that. I love
Speaker 1: that this guy had to write the commitment not for nothing.
Speaker 1: Maybe that commitment keeps you alive, right, But it reminded
Speaker 1: me of what I saw in the film Quills, right
Speaker 1: DeRemer Quills. Jeffrey Rush played the Marquis de Sade, a
Speaker 1: seventeen hundreds writer, which just happened to share my birthday
Speaker 1: of June second. The Marquis Decide went to prison because
Speaker 1: of all his crazy ideas and writing about you know,
Speaker 1: fucking and this is a very puritanical world. And along
Speaker 1: comes the Marquis Decided is talking about all sorts of
Speaker 1: crazy shit, you know, and he he lived his words.
Speaker 1: He had sex with young people, young boys, young girls.
Speaker 1: He did. It's awful. So when he went to prison,
Speaker 1: he eventually got moved to different prisons here and there,
Speaker 1: and the final place he was sent to was an
Speaker 1: infamous prison and bess Steel and that was the like
Speaker 1: the late seventeen eighties. And then he got freed finally,
Speaker 1: but he had a crazy time in there, and he
Speaker 1: actually admitted that the one thing that didn't change while
Speaker 1: he was in while he was in prison was his
Speaker 1: libido and his sexual imagination. And during his period of
Speaker 1: being in prison, he had secretly written a number of
Speaker 1: pornographic stories that were published. If you saw the movie,
Speaker 1: you know how he sneaked the words out and the
Speaker 1: manuscripts out. It was brilliant, and he eventually got widely
Speaker 1: published under a different name. But people began to know,
Speaker 1: this has to be the Marquis de Sade, right, this
Speaker 1: guy went to jail from seventeen seventy seven to seventeen
Speaker 1: ninety and he wrote a bunch of novels and other
Speaker 1: things and they were all smalled out of prison, and
Speaker 1: once he got released, was storing the French Revolution. He
Speaker 1: began to pursue the career of writing, and he became
Speaker 1: politically active as well. But now he got too sexual,
Speaker 1: got in prison again, almost got the guillotine. He was
Speaker 1: arrested in eighteen oh one because he wrote too many
Speaker 1: pornographic novels and got put in jail again, and then
Speaker 1: got sent to an insane asylum, and he finally died
Speaker 1: in eighteen fourteen. But you gotta read some of his works.
Speaker 1: You gotta read Justine, and you gotta read Juliet. This guy,
Speaker 1: I mean, don't forget the word sadism derives from his name,
Speaker 1: Marquis de Sade sad say say it isn't that's him.
Speaker 1: This guy was seducing young people in prison, and he
Speaker 1: was finally declared insane. They said he had libertine dementia,
Speaker 1: was put in an asylum. But I know most of
Speaker 1: you don't know and don't care. It's too much work
Speaker 1: age a it's such an old thing, you know, how
Speaker 1: many hundreds of years ago. I'm not gonna want this
Speaker 1: day and the language. No, no, no, you have to.
Speaker 1: If you're just starting out and have a little bit
Speaker 1: of interest in the Marquis Decide, you should look at
Speaker 1: the at the story Justine. It's a little shorter than
Speaker 1: the story Juliet, but they're kind of similar. All right,
Speaker 1: Read Justine and Juliet. Ninety five percent of you won't.
Speaker 1: But if you don't read it, then see the movie Quills,
Speaker 1: which came out, Oh my God twenty five years ago,
Speaker 1: and the Marquis Decide was portrayed by Jeffrey Rush, who
Speaker 1: I can't stand as a human being because I had
Speaker 1: an argument with him at the restaurant I go because
Speaker 1: I moved my seat back and I hit him and
Speaker 1: he was like, excuse me. I said, oh, I'm very sorry.
Speaker 1: Well I expect you wouldn't be. And I said, oh,
Speaker 1: fuck yourself, Marquis de Sade, this ain't the movies. I'll
Speaker 1: fucking knock you out. I did say that it's so bad.
Speaker 1: Of course I was high, but you know, I gave
Speaker 1: him the what for. But see the movie Quills, because
Speaker 1: Jeffrey Rush does an amazing job, and you got to
Speaker 1: see what this guy did, what he eventually had to
Speaker 1: do to get his words out there. He eventually when
Speaker 1: they took away the paper and pen, what else could
Speaker 1: he do? How about I write with my own shit?
Speaker 1: And that's what he did. He penned words with his
Speaker 1: own excrement as ink while he spent thirty two years
Speaker 1: of his life in jail. Thirty two That sounded like
Speaker 1: Barbara Walters thirty two years in the clink. I don't
Speaker 1: know what the equivalent of that is. You know, like,
Speaker 1: you may like him, maybe it's not for your taste,
Speaker 1: but it's hard to ignore what this guy did while
Speaker 1: he was alive. And I don't know, Like I said,
Speaker 1: I don't know the equivalent of what it might be
Speaker 1: for a podcaster. I mean, would it be me taping
Speaker 1: a show while I'm on the toilet? I don't know.
Speaker 1: But don't hold your breath. Well, actually, if I'm taping
Speaker 1: a show on the shit, then please do hold your breath.
Speaker 1: But really, you got to see what the Marquis Decide
Speaker 1: went through and how he had a hunger like Roger
Speaker 1: Avery to get his words out so that they can
Speaker 1: mean something. That is just awesome to me. That's a
Speaker 1: superpower to me. And you know, I read a lot
Speaker 1: of the situation with what happened to the Marquis Decide.
Speaker 1: I was on a website, you know, The Guardian. The
Speaker 1: Guardian is a website. It's a you know, well, I
Speaker 1: mean it is. It is a lefty website. But get this,
Speaker 1: here's the letter I get from the Guardian at the
Speaker 1: end of the story about what Marquis Decide did. Hey,
Speaker 1: throughout the tumultuous years of the first Trump presidency, we
Speaker 1: never minimize what they feld wrong or normally lies the
Speaker 1: threat of his authoritarianism, and we treated as lies as
Speaker 1: genuine danger to democracy, a threat that found this expression
Speaker 1: on January sixth, twenty twenty one. How fuck yourself, there
Speaker 1: was no insurrection. Listen, Americans have guns, machine guns, rifles, cannons.
Speaker 1: No one brought guns to this insurrect I'm so sick
Speaker 1: of hearing this bullshit. But this The Guardian is asking
Speaker 1: for money and making no bones about it. With Trump
Speaker 1: weeks away from taking office again, with dramatic implications for
Speaker 1: Ukraine and the Middle East and US democracy and we're
Speaker 1: reproductive rights and inequality and our collective environmental future, it's
Speaker 1: time for us to redouble our efforts to hold the
Speaker 1: president elect and those who surround him to account. It's
Speaker 1: going to be an enormous challenge and we need your help.
Speaker 1: They're asking for money to hold truck to account. This
Speaker 1: is a How can a website, slash magazine, slash newspaper
Speaker 1: act this way and have anybody think, Well, they're really
Speaker 1: gonna go down the middle. They're gonna be very objective.
Speaker 1: It's obvious. No, they want you to pay them to
Speaker 1: keep operating them so they can tell you how bad
Speaker 1: Donald Trump is. This is the kind of shit we're
Speaker 1: living through. Unbelievable I'm gonna say this next story, and
Speaker 1: I'm gonna leave it so you can examine it until tomorrow,
Speaker 1: because I think we as men need to address this
Speaker 1: issue to Megan Fox, who's hot as hell. Let's just
Speaker 1: I watched a movie the other night on Netflix whatever,
Speaker 1: what's called Submissive or Subservient where she plays like a
Speaker 1: robot that a family takes in a husband and a
Speaker 1: wife and a daughter, and of course she's hot as hell.
Speaker 1: It starts fucking the husband. It's so ridiculous. But there's
Speaker 1: Megan Fox acting like she's a robot, but there's no
Speaker 1: denying she's sexy as all hell. So she's now done
Speaker 1: with Machine Gun Kelly because she found he was talking
Speaker 1: to other women behind her back on his cell phone,
Speaker 1: a lot of text messages, and Megan said, when you
Speaker 1: know we were away for the Thanksgiving holiday, I got
Speaker 1: suspicious and she went through his phone and she found
Speaker 1: text messages from other women and said, you know what,
Speaker 1: I'm out. She always had trust issues with Machine Gun Kelly,
Speaker 1: who the hell wouldn't because he has a pass that's
Speaker 1: pissed her off, and they've had their ups and downs, okay,
Speaker 1: but she was willing to look past a bunch of shit.
Speaker 1: He's a younger knucklehead. She's an older woman, gorgeous and
Speaker 1: a mom of three kids. You gotta know what you're
Speaker 1: dealing with, machine Gun Kelly. She wanted to make everything
Speaker 1: fun again, rebuild their trust. She was working toward that.
Speaker 1: It can't be easy when when your boyfriend is so
Speaker 1: young and so famous with regard to how he is
Speaker 1: the Again. Maybe you don't agree, but many girls find
Speaker 1: him sexy and crazy and fun, and he's dynamic as
Speaker 1: a performer. He is a bona fide star. But she
Speaker 1: found these text messages and she decided I'm out because
Speaker 1: she's very strong, she's independent and nowadays, guys mainly i'm
Speaker 1: speaking to you need to notice in case you have it,
Speaker 1: most of our women are very focused on the fact
Speaker 1: that they're strong and may I say strong error in
Speaker 1: our relationship. They will not put up with little bits
Speaker 1: of bullshit like this and that. Of course, women are saying, age,
Speaker 1: it's not little bits of bullshit. He was flirting with
Speaker 1: other girls. You're right. If he was flirting, that's bad.
Speaker 1: If he was linding him up to have sex with them,
Speaker 1: then that's a that's a game change. That's a game ender.
Speaker 1: So we don't know what Megan Fox found. But these
Speaker 1: two have been on again, off again. They're expecting their
Speaker 1: first baby together. They broke up over Thanksgiving. It's sad, man,
Speaker 1: it's not good. But guys, I want to bring this up.
Speaker 1: Let's talk about the bullshit. Some of us have been
Speaker 1: guilty of shit that we've done before or were caught
Speaker 1: in the act of doing, you know, sending messages to
Speaker 1: a pretty girl on Instagram or an ex girlfriend or
Speaker 1: somebody unfaced book. Even liking a sexy picture will get
Speaker 1: you in trouble. We all know. We've all been down
Speaker 1: that road, some of us more than others. Right, It's true.
Speaker 1: You know the shit that we've done in the past,
Speaker 1: years ago, that just cannot stand anymore. It sucks. And
Speaker 1: you know what women believe. If you like a picture
Speaker 1: of a pretty sexy girl, what have you or God
Speaker 1: forbid say something back to her, make a comment. It's bad,
Speaker 1: it's bad. They think that we're having sex with that person.
Speaker 1: We know that's not true, but we do know. Let's
Speaker 1: be honest, it definitely definitely satisfy something in our sick,
Speaker 1: fucking brain. I shouldn't even say sick. It is a
Speaker 1: very biological thing. You know. When I was in my
Speaker 1: marriage and we were not together for ten fucking years, yeah,
Speaker 1: I did look for other women on Instagram to say
Speaker 1: things about me looking good or what have you, or
Speaker 1: a few moments of flirtation that kept the oxygen in
Speaker 1: my lungs. It really did. Otherwise you sit there miserable, going,
Speaker 1: I haven't had sex the next many days, weeks, months,
Speaker 1: you fucking name it. And now there's a girl who
Speaker 1: I think is so pretty and she's gonna tell me
Speaker 1: I look good. Well, yeah, I want to keep talking
Speaker 1: to her. It's just inevitable. Instagram flirting is considered by
Speaker 1: a ton of women a form of cheating because it
Speaker 1: violates the boundaries agreed upon when you, guys, get your
Speaker 1: relationship off the ground. And if you're sending flirtabacious messages
Speaker 1: or making comments about a woman's breast, dress, walk, what
Speaker 1: have you, that's a sign of betrayal. That's the sign
Speaker 1: of a woman not being able to trust you. But
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know what you want to do.
Speaker 1: I mean, we have to address this. We can't just
Speaker 1: be the cavemen that many of us know where from
Speaker 1: I mean women are from cave people do, so. I
Speaker 1: think a lot of us have grown up with this
Speaker 1: ridiculous notion of I'm a caveman. I got a wife
Speaker 1: in the cave with a kid. We're chewing on the
Speaker 1: brontosaurus ribs. But there's a girl I like, I'm in
Speaker 1: a cracker over the head of my club, drag her
Speaker 1: in a cave and have sex with her. I know
Speaker 1: it's ridiculous, but I swear I can tell you that
Speaker 1: a lot of men believe that. Well, all I did
Speaker 1: is like her picture, I just you look good. You
Speaker 1: can't do that. You can't you can't do it, or
Speaker 1: you're gonna have nothing but trouble. But Machine Gun Kelly
Speaker 1: Man a guy like him who's famous and young and
Speaker 1: handsome and and you know, exciting to see in person.
Speaker 1: The world is his oyster. And as gorgeous as Megan
Speaker 1: Fox is, she doesn't have that same oyster in front
Speaker 1: of her like Machine Gun Kelly does. So yeah, he's
Speaker 1: gonna have more things to titillate him and make him,
Speaker 1: you know, kind of walk off the reservation, which is
Speaker 1: bet because a guy like him will never get a
Speaker 1: girl like Megan Fox. Well, I shouldn't say that. I
Speaker 1: shouldn't say that girls love fucking you know, rock and
Speaker 1: roll dudes and machine gun. Kelly could have ten more beauties,
Speaker 1: but right now you got Megan Fox and you're gonna
Speaker 1: be a daddy man. So I think we'll talk about
Speaker 1: this morning tomorrow. I think a lot of guys out there,
Speaker 1: because I've talked to at least five of you, and
Speaker 1: we talk regularly. You've been caught flirting, chasing, saying something nice,
Speaker 1: and I talked to four or five of you. Pour
Speaker 1: in the doghouse facing divorce, go into therapy. This is
Speaker 1: something that's going on constantly around the country. We gotta
Speaker 1: get it right, guys. We gotta figure out what the
Speaker 1: fuck is wrong with us. Okay, we have to. But
Speaker 1: you can't lose a good woman because some mutana and
Speaker 1: god knows where has a nice alpha with a nipple
Speaker 1: sticking out. If you can't dump everything to go you
Speaker 1: look great or whatever the hell it is, you can't
Speaker 1: do it. But yet so many of us do, and
Speaker 1: we know it's dumb. We need to talk Tomorrow. We'll
Speaker 1: have a deeper conversation about ladies. I'm trying to do
Speaker 1: what I can to help you because men are fucking dumb.
Speaker 1: I get it, we are, so I'm trying. I'm aj Benson.
Speaker 1: That was your daily Unfiltered podcast for December twelfth, twenty
Speaker 1: twenty four. Jackie, I miss you. We all miss you.
Speaker 1: I'll talk to you guys tomorrow