WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.480 --> 00:00:06.679 You created everything, what put a powerful being you are? 2 00:00:07.960 --> 00:00:11.439 You did these things, but now you're in a human body, 3 00:00:11.480 --> 00:00:13.080 you forget the power you have. 4 00:00:14.839 --> 00:00:19.000 What you do is what the whole universe is doing 5 00:00:19.559 --> 00:00:23.480 at the place you call here, and now you are 6 00:00:23.839 --> 00:00:26.839 something the whole universe is doing in the same way 7 00:00:26.879 --> 00:00:30.079 that a way is something that the whole ocean is doing, 8 00:00:32.439 --> 00:00:34.560 doing doing what. 9 00:00:38.640 --> 00:00:42.399 Welcome to meta mysteries where you don't know what you 10 00:00:42.520 --> 00:00:46.719 don't know. My name's Jonathan, I'm Sean, And in case 11 00:00:47.039 --> 00:00:51.320 you didn't notice, we have made a name change. We 12 00:00:51.439 --> 00:00:57.079 are now metamistics. This is something that I think it was, Uh, 13 00:00:57.479 --> 00:01:00.840 it was inevitable just with our own own kind of 14 00:01:01.280 --> 00:01:05.640 evolution of understanding as we've done, you know, a lot 15 00:01:05.640 --> 00:01:09.200 of episodes over the past two plus years and just 16 00:01:10.040 --> 00:01:12.879 kind of seeing ourselves and the rest of the one 17 00:01:12.920 --> 00:01:16.359 out there for who we truly are. And I do 18 00:01:16.439 --> 00:01:19.599 believe that it was actually kind of like our destiny 19 00:01:19.640 --> 00:01:21.480 to get to this point. And I'm not even just 20 00:01:21.519 --> 00:01:24.280 saying that to sauce it up, like I legit believe 21 00:01:25.000 --> 00:01:30.799 that we are doing what like was predestined almost kind 22 00:01:30.799 --> 00:01:31.480 of like you know. 23 00:01:32.000 --> 00:01:35.319 Oh absolutely, and I think we have gotten our confirmation 24 00:01:35.400 --> 00:01:37.599 on that. You know, we were having that conversation, we 25 00:01:37.599 --> 00:01:39.359 were going over some of this stuff, and just the 26 00:01:39.719 --> 00:01:42.319 way that that all played out, dude, it was almost 27 00:01:42.359 --> 00:01:45.000 like you can't even question that, you know, it was 28 00:01:45.040 --> 00:01:46.640 such a cool experience. 29 00:01:46.719 --> 00:01:49.319 We don't believe in coincidences. So the other night, Sean 30 00:01:49.400 --> 00:01:52.200 and I we were talking on the phone, and it was. 31 00:01:52.359 --> 00:01:54.920 The episode that will never air really. 32 00:01:54.879 --> 00:01:56.560 Yeah, yeah, because we were talking for a good hour 33 00:01:56.599 --> 00:01:59.400 and a half or so at least, and just kind 34 00:01:59.400 --> 00:02:02.000 of shooting the shit, you know, not necessarily talking about 35 00:02:02.000 --> 00:02:05.079 the podcast or anything, just like catching up with each 36 00:02:05.079 --> 00:02:08.280 other more on a personal level and thinking about, you know, 37 00:02:08.360 --> 00:02:11.360 where what we want to do kind of in the future. 38 00:02:11.879 --> 00:02:16.919 And and dude, we got this idea of changing the 39 00:02:17.039 --> 00:02:20.120 name of the podcast to instead of it being The 40 00:02:20.159 --> 00:02:25.520 Mysteries and just calling it The Metamistics, right, And I 41 00:02:25.599 --> 00:02:29.479 brought it up to Sean, and Sean was like, oh, yeah, 42 00:02:29.560 --> 00:02:31.400 I like that, and and I was. 43 00:02:31.360 --> 00:02:34.400 Actuate actually before you even dropped it on me, I 44 00:02:34.439 --> 00:02:36.000 was like, oh, I don't know, man, I'm getting a 45 00:02:36.039 --> 00:02:39.159 little scared because like you're always willing to make those 46 00:02:39.240 --> 00:02:42.039 leaps and jump off that cliff, you know, and really 47 00:02:42.080 --> 00:02:44.400 make a change for the better. And I'm like, you're 48 00:02:44.400 --> 00:02:46.759 scaring me, man, And then you you hit me with that, 49 00:02:46.840 --> 00:02:48.599 and I was like, oh no, I love that. 50 00:02:49.599 --> 00:02:52.719 Yes, yes, and so it you know, it's a it's 51 00:02:52.759 --> 00:02:55.080 a sketchy move to make. I'm not gonna lie, you know, 52 00:02:55.280 --> 00:02:58.280 changing the name of your show that you've kind of 53 00:02:58.319 --> 00:03:00.639 been working to build up for the past couple of years. 54 00:03:00.840 --> 00:03:04.400 But I think for us, we're I'm not gonna We're 55 00:03:04.479 --> 00:03:08.280 nowhere near understanding all of it, not even close. And 56 00:03:08.319 --> 00:03:10.000 as a matter of fact, we'll probably live for the 57 00:03:10.000 --> 00:03:12.960 next one hundred years because I'm I'm gonna live until 58 00:03:13.000 --> 00:03:14.599 like one thirty five. I don't know about you, but. 59 00:03:14.599 --> 00:03:16.639 Oh, I see that. I see that. Yeah, I've got 60 00:03:16.759 --> 00:03:19.199 I don't know. I'm hoping I got another fifty, but 61 00:03:19.240 --> 00:03:20.759 I don't. I don't think it's so good. 62 00:03:20.800 --> 00:03:25.759 I don't feel good about my honest right. Yeah. But yeah, 63 00:03:25.919 --> 00:03:28.240 And so we kind of were thinking, like, dude, I 64 00:03:28.280 --> 00:03:32.479 feel like that this is more of a mystical show. 65 00:03:32.599 --> 00:03:35.280 It's not so much like you don't know what you 66 00:03:35.360 --> 00:03:37.919 don't know as much anymore, because we feel like we 67 00:03:38.000 --> 00:03:41.520 have a pretty good understanding about what's really going on 68 00:03:42.360 --> 00:03:46.759 and I don't know, metamistics just felt right, you. 69 00:03:46.719 --> 00:03:49.840 Know, oh absolutely. And you know, it's interesting because when 70 00:03:49.879 --> 00:03:52.879 we first started, I was in a totally different place 71 00:03:52.919 --> 00:03:56.439 as far as what I thought I understood. And sure 72 00:03:56.479 --> 00:03:59.240 there's things that I've gone back on as far as like, well, yeah, 73 00:03:59.240 --> 00:04:01.879 I still believe that, But I feel like sometimes you 74 00:04:02.000 --> 00:04:04.360 have to go through these things and go through the 75 00:04:04.360 --> 00:04:08.840 trenches and really look at everything in order to say, Okay, now, 76 00:04:08.879 --> 00:04:12.280 at least I have a better understanding of where I am. 77 00:04:12.599 --> 00:04:14.120 And dude, it's taking us two years. 78 00:04:14.199 --> 00:04:17.040 Oh dude. I mean we've done I think close to 79 00:04:17.319 --> 00:04:19.360 two hundred episodes or maybe a little bit more than 80 00:04:19.360 --> 00:04:23.439 two hundred episodes, and we've talked about so many different 81 00:04:24.000 --> 00:04:27.680 realms of thought. We've gotten into, you know, a bunch 82 00:04:27.720 --> 00:04:31.519 of different philosophy and witchcraft and magic, and you know, 83 00:04:32.519 --> 00:04:37.800 it's crazy how much information has gone through the filter 84 00:04:37.920 --> 00:04:40.240 of our own minds nonetheless all the one out there. 85 00:04:40.720 --> 00:04:43.199 And so I feel like we have a and that's 86 00:04:43.199 --> 00:04:45.279 something that we were always really trying to do. We 87 00:04:45.279 --> 00:04:47.720 were always trying to get to the bare bones what's 88 00:04:47.959 --> 00:04:51.480 actually happening, you know, And and I think that and 89 00:04:51.519 --> 00:04:53.920 we always give it a shout out, but The Magickian 90 00:04:53.959 --> 00:04:57.079 by Philip Cooper really set the tone on that. That 91 00:04:57.240 --> 00:04:59.600 was something to where, all right, you know, we're going 92 00:04:59.680 --> 00:05:02.839 to take away the glitz and the glam of magic 93 00:05:02.920 --> 00:05:05.399 and just see it for what it is, what is 94 00:05:05.560 --> 00:05:08.439 actually going on at the bare minimum and breaking it 95 00:05:08.480 --> 00:05:11.879 all the way down to its absolute bare bones. And 96 00:05:12.720 --> 00:05:16.759 it's just like been a full on downhill effect from 97 00:05:16.800 --> 00:05:17.680 there in a good way. 98 00:05:18.319 --> 00:05:20.519 Yeah, And there's a lot of aspects of that, you know, 99 00:05:20.600 --> 00:05:22.480 I think we went into it that night. As far 100 00:05:22.560 --> 00:05:26.519 as you know, whenever you are trying to create a 101 00:05:26.639 --> 00:05:29.439 reality for yourself, let's say you're trying to manifest something, 102 00:05:29.480 --> 00:05:33.519 you know, I mean, sure, there could be a multitude 103 00:05:33.560 --> 00:05:35.680 of things that are happening at the same time. But also, 104 00:05:35.839 --> 00:05:38.560 you know, we don't really know the exact truth of 105 00:05:38.600 --> 00:05:41.560 how it's actually happening in that regard, as far as 106 00:05:41.600 --> 00:05:44.040 you know, are you jumping to another timeline where in 107 00:05:44.079 --> 00:05:47.319 fact that thing does happen? You know, because I think 108 00:05:47.319 --> 00:05:51.360 it's harder to think that you're changing everything around you 109 00:05:51.519 --> 00:05:53.439 in the world that you were already in. And so 110 00:05:53.480 --> 00:05:55.240 we were trying to we were kind of talking about 111 00:05:55.279 --> 00:05:58.240 that and you know, we don't fully know, dude, but 112 00:05:58.279 --> 00:05:59.480 I feel like we're. 113 00:05:59.160 --> 00:06:04.160 A bit closer was understanding why it's happening. Yeah, yeah, 114 00:06:04.160 --> 00:06:06.839 and it's so much fun really. You know, whenever you 115 00:06:06.920 --> 00:06:10.240 hear something and you hear it to be like truth, 116 00:06:11.120 --> 00:06:13.759 you don't need to go and check a history book 117 00:06:13.839 --> 00:06:16.800 to see if so and so believe this very statement. 118 00:06:17.040 --> 00:06:19.879 As a matter of fact, most of the quotes that 119 00:06:19.920 --> 00:06:23.160 we hear are, at least initially were of people that 120 00:06:23.240 --> 00:06:26.120 we never heard of, Like you know, you talk about 121 00:06:26.639 --> 00:06:29.920 Roomy had no idea who the alley was, right, and 122 00:06:29.959 --> 00:06:31.639 now all of a sudden we mentioned him almost every 123 00:06:31.639 --> 00:06:35.120 single episode. But at that time, there was a message 124 00:06:35.160 --> 00:06:39.920 that resonated, and that's really the core behind every single thing. 125 00:06:40.199 --> 00:06:42.879 Who cares? Who said it? Who cares when it was said? 126 00:06:43.120 --> 00:06:46.120 Who cares? What? Even the context of the conversation was 127 00:06:46.959 --> 00:06:50.040 what you just heard? Did it resonate with you? And 128 00:06:50.800 --> 00:06:55.800 why why does information resonate in the first place? What's 129 00:06:55.839 --> 00:07:00.240 the science or whatever behind that? You know, like, why 130 00:07:00.360 --> 00:07:04.240 is it that that certain things just they feel right 131 00:07:04.519 --> 00:07:05.160 going through? 132 00:07:05.720 --> 00:07:09.079 Well, you know, I've actually thought about this, and you know, 133 00:07:09.399 --> 00:07:12.199 there was something that we have said numerous times as 134 00:07:12.240 --> 00:07:15.399 far as you know, when it comes to children, how 135 00:07:15.439 --> 00:07:18.600 they are closer to that other side. And I feel 136 00:07:18.639 --> 00:07:22.040 like I kind of had this thing, just like an epiphany, 137 00:07:22.079 --> 00:07:23.920 and it's so simple, you know what I mean. But 138 00:07:24.000 --> 00:07:28.399 it's like they haven't had the experiences and the dogmas 139 00:07:28.480 --> 00:07:31.040 and the people telling them that they're small or they 140 00:07:31.079 --> 00:07:33.399 shouldn't do this or don't do that, and so in 141 00:07:33.439 --> 00:07:36.800 a sense, they are closer to where we are trying 142 00:07:36.879 --> 00:07:39.319 to get back to. If that makes sense, you know, 143 00:07:39.319 --> 00:07:42.319 we're trying to remove all of the things that we 144 00:07:42.399 --> 00:07:45.160 are not and children just don't have to do that. 145 00:07:46.079 --> 00:07:47.959 Removing the filter, dude, that's. 146 00:07:47.800 --> 00:07:50.959 It, because they are already the truth. They are already 147 00:07:51.720 --> 00:07:53.560 that If that makes sense. 148 00:07:53.879 --> 00:07:56.839 Yeah, there's there's no kind of filter for it to 149 00:07:56.920 --> 00:08:00.000 go through. They're taking it as it is, and that's sense. 150 00:08:00.240 --> 00:08:03.800 And it's like, man, it's you know, there's really something 151 00:08:03.800 --> 00:08:06.560 we could learn from kids in that sense, which and 152 00:08:06.600 --> 00:08:10.040 that's the thing is that almost every single spiritual book 153 00:08:10.120 --> 00:08:13.759 out there will tell you to develop the mind or 154 00:08:13.800 --> 00:08:17.199 at least bring it down to the mind of a child. 155 00:08:17.639 --> 00:08:20.079 And why would they say that. Why does almost every 156 00:08:20.120 --> 00:08:22.759 single book say that? You know, it just makes you 157 00:08:22.800 --> 00:08:26.680 think and that's essentially we are. I don't know, maybe 158 00:08:26.720 --> 00:08:29.519 we're somewhat kind of like modern day philosophers, but I 159 00:08:29.560 --> 00:08:31.680 think that just the fact that we we kind of 160 00:08:32.799 --> 00:08:37.360 envelop every single philosophy in every single form of spirituality 161 00:08:37.399 --> 00:08:40.480 and get a little eclectic at you know, I don't 162 00:08:40.519 --> 00:08:44.480 even say at times pretty much every episode, that's really 163 00:08:44.519 --> 00:08:47.919 where the magic lies. And so instead of philosopher, we're 164 00:08:47.919 --> 00:08:48.799 going with the mystics. 165 00:08:48.799 --> 00:08:51.720 Baby. That's it, dude, That is the eclectic. The mystic 166 00:08:51.960 --> 00:08:56.559 is the one that sees the the at least, you know, 167 00:08:56.639 --> 00:08:59.240 the truth that resonates the most. And and you know, 168 00:08:59.360 --> 00:09:00.879 I don't know when it comes to the mystic, it 169 00:09:00.919 --> 00:09:06.639 does it. It is all encompassing. Yeah, it doesn't limit what. 170 00:09:06.519 --> 00:09:09.840 We are not. I'm happy you said that, because you know, 171 00:09:09.919 --> 00:09:13.480 there there can be a mystic in any any part 172 00:09:13.519 --> 00:09:16.480 of the world. You know, I mean there are Christian mystics, 173 00:09:16.480 --> 00:09:21.039 there's Jewish mystics, there's you know, uh Islamic mystics, there's 174 00:09:21.120 --> 00:09:25.039 Buddhist mystics, you know, Hindu mystics, all these things, everybody's 175 00:09:25.200 --> 00:09:28.600 you know, it's just a it's a form of spirituality 176 00:09:28.639 --> 00:09:30.960 that is looking at the world through a different lens, 177 00:09:31.120 --> 00:09:35.399 and I just love it because who were we to 178 00:09:35.440 --> 00:09:38.120 believe that our original lens that we looked out at 179 00:09:38.159 --> 00:09:39.559 the world was correct? 180 00:09:39.960 --> 00:09:41.879 You know what I'm saying, like, And you know what's 181 00:09:41.879 --> 00:09:48.039 funny about that is that at the time, it was. 182 00:09:47.000 --> 00:09:50.279 Yeah, that's the paradox that that's the paradox that Optimistic 183 00:09:50.320 --> 00:09:51.200 always talks about. 184 00:09:51.519 --> 00:09:51.720 You know. 185 00:09:53.399 --> 00:09:57.879 So anyway, this all kind of really started the other night. 186 00:09:58.320 --> 00:10:01.440 I go to sleep and I I shared the message 187 00:10:01.440 --> 00:10:02.960 with Sean. I just want to share a little bit 188 00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:06.080 of it right now as to what we're going to 189 00:10:06.080 --> 00:10:08.799 be talking about in this episode. That was then followed 190 00:10:08.799 --> 00:10:13.960 by a video of Wayne Dyer speaking great philosopher. 191 00:10:14.799 --> 00:10:17.879 That out to Nick for bringing that to our attention. 192 00:10:18.039 --> 00:10:20.200 Shout out to Electro Nick, Dude, it was like an 193 00:10:20.279 --> 00:10:24.600 hour and ten minutes long of just statement after statement 194 00:10:24.639 --> 00:10:28.519 after statement, affirmation after affirmation, and you're like, oh my god, 195 00:10:28.879 --> 00:10:32.320 there's no way I cannot understand this now, right, you 196 00:10:32.360 --> 00:10:35.519 know exactly, And so definitely shout out to Electro Nick 197 00:10:35.600 --> 00:10:39.039 for that one. But it did start with I want 198 00:10:39.039 --> 00:10:41.559 to say four or five nights ago. I was laying 199 00:10:41.559 --> 00:10:44.360 in bed and it was, you know, pretty late. We 200 00:10:44.519 --> 00:10:47.679 tend to shoot pretty late. And I was laying in 201 00:10:47.720 --> 00:10:50.200 bed and I was really, really really tired, like I 202 00:10:50.240 --> 00:10:52.360 was getting ready to knock out, and then I just 203 00:10:52.399 --> 00:10:54.879 got this message in my mind. Could have been just 204 00:10:54.919 --> 00:10:59.799 a deep thought or some kind of internal contemplation that 205 00:10:59.879 --> 00:11:02.399 was happening in that moment, but I felt that it 206 00:11:02.519 --> 00:11:06.200 was so vital that I write this down or that I, 207 00:11:06.600 --> 00:11:09.720 you know, voice memo it, that I just had to 208 00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:11.960 roll over and get that phone and record it. So 209 00:11:13.320 --> 00:11:14.960 and we're not gonna play that. We're not gonna play it. 210 00:11:14.960 --> 00:11:17.320 I'm just gonna read it because whenever I was playing it, 211 00:11:17.559 --> 00:11:21.279 like I'm in deep, deep, deep meditative thought. I'm getting 212 00:11:21.279 --> 00:11:23.519 ready to fall asleep at this point. So it's like 213 00:11:23.600 --> 00:11:26.080 the words are coming a mile a minute. It's just 214 00:11:26.159 --> 00:11:28.720 so damn slow. You know, you're in between worlds. 215 00:11:28.759 --> 00:11:28.879 Man. 216 00:11:28.879 --> 00:11:29.879 I'm glad you did it, though. 217 00:11:29.919 --> 00:11:33.120 I'm glad you had that forethought to at least you know, 218 00:11:33.279 --> 00:11:34.480 have it transcribed. 219 00:11:34.879 --> 00:11:37.879 Yeah. Well, and the and that's the that's really the 220 00:11:37.919 --> 00:11:40.200 magic behind it. We always talk about like you know, 221 00:11:40.240 --> 00:11:43.840 past life aggressions and hypnosis and just you know, all 222 00:11:43.919 --> 00:11:47.320 the different the four or five some would say five 223 00:11:47.480 --> 00:11:51.600 stages of consciousness. And you know, especially right before bed, 224 00:11:51.679 --> 00:11:53.840 you're in that data state of mind. You're in the 225 00:11:54.159 --> 00:11:56.679 one of the deepest hypnosis is that you can be 226 00:11:56.799 --> 00:11:59.559 in before you go to sleep, so you're more likely 227 00:11:59.720 --> 00:12:03.200 to be able to channel or most likely to be 228 00:12:03.320 --> 00:12:06.519 able to tap into your higher self or whatever you 229 00:12:06.679 --> 00:12:10.879 call that. And I was just there, so I'm gonna 230 00:12:10.919 --> 00:12:13.919 read it out. I prefer the genius, you know, I 231 00:12:13.960 --> 00:12:17.279 think it is. I think that's really where we're going here. 232 00:12:17.440 --> 00:12:19.720 Call it the genius, call it the demon whatever. 233 00:12:20.120 --> 00:12:21.960 Right, Yeah, same thing. 234 00:12:22.720 --> 00:12:24.759 So this is what I said. And at the time, 235 00:12:24.799 --> 00:12:27.399 I'm thinking, oh my god, did I just like spitbar 236 00:12:27.559 --> 00:12:29.399 and save the world with this right now or what? 237 00:12:30.200 --> 00:12:30.320 Right? 238 00:12:31.080 --> 00:12:34.840 But I said, we, dude, I almost like it. Super 239 00:12:34.840 --> 00:12:39.200 excited even reading it. I said, we are the spirit 240 00:12:39.279 --> 00:12:43.440 guides to our humans. When our human has to go 241 00:12:43.519 --> 00:12:46.679 through something bad, we're the ones that are there for them. 242 00:12:47.000 --> 00:12:51.000 It's our duty as the spirit guide to pick up 243 00:12:51.440 --> 00:12:54.440 the human. It's our duty to have empathy for them, 244 00:12:54.759 --> 00:12:58.519 but also be that shining light. Whenever our human dies. 245 00:12:58.919 --> 00:13:01.200 We would be a little up said about it because 246 00:13:01.200 --> 00:13:03.519 he was our human and we were his guide. And 247 00:13:03.600 --> 00:13:06.440 while the human dies we go on. We are unseen. 248 00:13:07.200 --> 00:13:10.080 We are unseen in this world. We are only realized 249 00:13:10.120 --> 00:13:13.879 as the human, with the human as the lower form 250 00:13:14.120 --> 00:13:17.399 of us. So it almost got a little neo plate 251 00:13:17.799 --> 00:13:21.720 neo platonic right there, right, almost as if the one 252 00:13:21.840 --> 00:13:24.720 or the Source or whatever, that that big shining light, 253 00:13:25.320 --> 00:13:28.120 it's not out there, it's internal and that baby is 254 00:13:28.159 --> 00:13:34.519 shining outward, right, Yes, And I said, we're not separate 255 00:13:34.559 --> 00:13:38.919 from the human. The humans not separate from us. We 256 00:13:39.000 --> 00:13:43.279 are interconnected for the time being. What we're This is 257 00:13:43.279 --> 00:13:45.279 hard to read because I'm sure I was stumbling over 258 00:13:45.320 --> 00:13:50.639 my words and it's written down a transcript in that way, 259 00:13:50.679 --> 00:13:55.120 what we're what we are. I'm not even gonna read 260 00:13:55.120 --> 00:13:56.679 the rest of it because it didn't really make sense 261 00:13:56.720 --> 00:14:00.000 towards the end right there. But but yeah, just basically, 262 00:14:00.159 --> 00:14:03.559 I had the crazy epiphany that we are the spirit 263 00:14:03.600 --> 00:14:06.440 guides to our human in that sense. And I don't 264 00:14:06.840 --> 00:14:09.240 maybe it's been talked about before. I've never heard it 265 00:14:09.279 --> 00:14:10.600 put that way, though. 266 00:14:10.559 --> 00:14:13.879 I don't disagree with that. Man, you know, like, and 267 00:14:14.000 --> 00:14:16.919 this is kind of obvious when you go into meditation. 268 00:14:17.159 --> 00:14:18.919 You know, we've talked about this before you go into 269 00:14:18.919 --> 00:14:21.559 meditation and all of a sudden, you are just the observer. 270 00:14:22.159 --> 00:14:25.279 You know. It's almost like this this switch happens where 271 00:14:25.360 --> 00:14:29.360 everything externally just goes away, you know. And of course 272 00:14:29.399 --> 00:14:31.600 you you kind of agree to that because you're doing 273 00:14:31.639 --> 00:14:35.039 a meditation, so it's almost like you are already agreeing 274 00:14:35.080 --> 00:14:37.960 to that kind of situation. But when you get there, 275 00:14:38.320 --> 00:14:41.039 it's very obvious that you are that observer. And I 276 00:14:41.039 --> 00:14:44.720 think that observer is the guy you're talking about. I 277 00:14:44.759 --> 00:14:48.639 think so actually, like I know so, I mean, you know, 278 00:14:48.720 --> 00:14:51.720 we talk about Deryl Anka, you know, going and channeling 279 00:14:51.720 --> 00:14:53.399 and this and that, and you can say he's channeling 280 00:14:53.480 --> 00:14:53.879 in alien. 281 00:14:53.960 --> 00:14:57.120 Maybe I don't know. He even admitted that he wasn't 282 00:14:57.159 --> 00:14:59.200 actually channeling an alien. Oh did he admit that? 283 00:14:59.240 --> 00:15:01.559 Okay, well then we know that he's not actually and 284 00:15:01.600 --> 00:15:06.240 so he's merely accessing his genius. And really, I mean, 285 00:15:06.279 --> 00:15:08.559 that's how he can go for hours because he's not 286 00:15:09.039 --> 00:15:13.039 holding on or he's not he's it's almost like he's 287 00:15:13.080 --> 00:15:16.600 not what's the word, like attached so much to whatever 288 00:15:16.639 --> 00:15:19.039 it is that comes out, because it's just kind of 289 00:15:19.080 --> 00:15:23.080 flowing out because this is what it is. That's so yeah, 290 00:15:23.120 --> 00:15:25.960 I think that that's the level of consciousness, the state 291 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:28.879 of consciousness that you can access. And that's actually kind 292 00:15:28.919 --> 00:15:32.440 of weird when you think about that. A state of consciousness, right, 293 00:15:32.480 --> 00:15:36.639 And so when we are just awake, right, that's what 294 00:15:36.720 --> 00:15:39.240 is that is that delta? Or which one is it? 295 00:15:39.279 --> 00:15:42.519 When we're just aware, when we're like the most aware 296 00:15:42.600 --> 00:15:45.440 would be beta, trance is alpha. 297 00:15:45.759 --> 00:15:48.840 Okay, So when you're in beta, that is a state 298 00:15:48.919 --> 00:15:51.600 of consciousness. And so everything that happens within that state 299 00:15:51.639 --> 00:15:54.919 of consciousness we call reality, right, And so why is 300 00:15:54.960 --> 00:15:57.879 it different when we go into a different state of consciousness, 301 00:15:58.279 --> 00:15:59.960 you know, when we go into a theta, when we 302 00:16:00.120 --> 00:16:03.919 go into a you know, those deeper states of call it. 303 00:16:04.000 --> 00:16:05.639 Maybe you're having a dream, you know what I mean, 304 00:16:05.720 --> 00:16:09.759 in that state of consciousness, that still is your reality 305 00:16:09.799 --> 00:16:12.320 at that point. You know, I just don't understand why 306 00:16:12.399 --> 00:16:16.879 we make that distinction from when we are awake and 307 00:16:16.960 --> 00:16:20.000 alert to you know, in the dream realm, and why 308 00:16:20.039 --> 00:16:22.919 we just completely separate those things and just call the 309 00:16:23.000 --> 00:16:25.879 dream world and all of that just something else. 310 00:16:26.200 --> 00:16:29.360 Right, You're just tripping, right, yeah, you know. 311 00:16:29.399 --> 00:16:32.720 It's it's it's a reality within that state of consciousness. 312 00:16:32.759 --> 00:16:35.480 That's all it is, dude. That's the crazy thing, dude. 313 00:16:35.480 --> 00:16:41.759 I was actually listening to a debate earlier between sad 314 00:16:41.799 --> 00:16:47.320 Guru and the and Harvard's cognitive scientist professor. His name 315 00:16:47.360 --> 00:16:51.240 is Stephen Pinker, and I was listening to the debate 316 00:16:51.279 --> 00:16:56.759 between the two of them, trying to date debating on consciousness. Okay, 317 00:16:57.159 --> 00:17:00.480 and now, so you got a Harvard scientist saying, look, 318 00:17:01.000 --> 00:17:04.519 you know, the hard problem of consciousness is that you 319 00:17:04.559 --> 00:17:08.039 can't prove it or disprove it, right, And he's like, 320 00:17:09.079 --> 00:17:11.880 we have all these different things going on in our brain. 321 00:17:12.000 --> 00:17:15.559 We know exactly where consciousness is. We know that it's 322 00:17:15.599 --> 00:17:18.599 in the brain, and that it can't be anywhere else, right, 323 00:17:19.000 --> 00:17:22.720 And sad Guru was like, I get that science is 324 00:17:22.759 --> 00:17:27.000 doing really good work. I really do. But you guys 325 00:17:27.000 --> 00:17:29.400 thought you had it figured out about five hundred years ago, 326 00:17:29.680 --> 00:17:33.839 and every single year it changes and so it would 327 00:17:33.880 --> 00:17:37.119 be almost delusional. I'm putting kind of words in his mouth, 328 00:17:37.240 --> 00:17:39.759 but he goes basically, it would be almost delusional to 329 00:17:39.799 --> 00:17:43.279 think that you have it figured out now. And then 330 00:17:43.319 --> 00:17:45.440 he goes on to say that, like, what you don't 331 00:17:45.519 --> 00:17:49.720 understand what consciousness actually is is that whenever you get 332 00:17:49.759 --> 00:17:53.400 into a deep enough meditative state, you will find that 333 00:17:53.440 --> 00:17:57.039 there is some kind of divine intelligence that is there 334 00:17:57.079 --> 00:18:00.519 to meet you. And if you can't get into that 335 00:18:00.599 --> 00:18:04.359 meditative state, you're not gonna know it's there. And you know, 336 00:18:04.559 --> 00:18:07.759 and to just bring it all the way back, how 337 00:18:07.799 --> 00:18:12.319 about we pull up Carl Jung. Until you make the 338 00:18:12.519 --> 00:18:15.960 unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will 339 00:18:15.960 --> 00:18:19.160 call it fate. That is what he's referring to right there. 340 00:18:19.519 --> 00:18:22.400 He's talking about that there is some kind of subtle, 341 00:18:22.920 --> 00:18:27.319 extremely the most subtle like intelligence. Call it consciousness, call 342 00:18:27.359 --> 00:18:30.200 it God, call it the universe. Whatever. There is something 343 00:18:30.319 --> 00:18:34.400 so extremely subtle that is so very alive within you 344 00:18:35.200 --> 00:18:39.240 that if you don't, you know, buy into meditation, and 345 00:18:39.279 --> 00:18:42.319 you never get yourself into a meditative state, you're going 346 00:18:42.440 --> 00:18:45.039 to miss the force for the trees. Mm hmm. 347 00:18:45.279 --> 00:18:47.359 Yeah, I mean, how can you meet up with whatever 348 00:18:47.440 --> 00:18:49.880 that is? If you're not still enough, if you're not 349 00:18:49.960 --> 00:18:52.599 quiet enough, if you're not listening, you know. 350 00:18:53.000 --> 00:18:56.960 That's it. Yeah, So that was a great conversation. And 351 00:18:57.039 --> 00:19:01.920 I gotta say that scientist was a like he was dude. 352 00:19:01.960 --> 00:19:05.519 He was so belittling and demeaning to everything that sad 353 00:19:05.559 --> 00:19:07.960 Guru thought. I was like and sag Guru is just 354 00:19:08.000 --> 00:19:11.319 over there sitting like a thug, just like, look, nothing 355 00:19:11.359 --> 00:19:12.799 that you say can affect me. 356 00:19:13.000 --> 00:19:15.480 I am control my emotions. 357 00:19:15.519 --> 00:19:19.359 I do that. I'm already in a bliss state. Look 358 00:19:19.359 --> 00:19:20.319 at me. I'm high right now. 359 00:19:20.319 --> 00:19:22.000 I'm high. Look at me, Look at me. 360 00:19:23.720 --> 00:19:25.720 So yeah, shout out to Saguru for that one. But 361 00:19:26.079 --> 00:19:27.920 and that was from like two years ago or something 362 00:19:27.920 --> 00:19:28.160 like that. 363 00:19:28.240 --> 00:19:30.720 But hm, I mean you got to be to be fair, 364 00:19:30.799 --> 00:19:33.599 you know. For the scientists, all that he has is 365 00:19:33.720 --> 00:19:34.920 the tangible evidence. 366 00:19:35.039 --> 00:19:35.359 That's it. 367 00:19:35.480 --> 00:19:38.759 So when it comes to things that can't be seen, 368 00:19:39.000 --> 00:19:41.839 such as the subconscious, I mean we can agree there's 369 00:19:41.880 --> 00:19:45.000 a subconscious mind, right, I feel like that shouldn't be 370 00:19:45.039 --> 00:19:48.640 too far of a leap for the scientists to recognize. Yeah. 371 00:19:48.839 --> 00:19:52.440 Yeah, they just they look at it as almost like 372 00:19:52.559 --> 00:19:55.559 lower levels of the mind that your brain is operating 373 00:19:55.599 --> 00:19:59.559 in the background. That's it. Okay, So no, no real use. 374 00:19:59.599 --> 00:20:03.920 Then we just kind of didn't evolve to not need 375 00:20:03.960 --> 00:20:04.640 that anymore. 376 00:20:04.839 --> 00:20:10.200 Yeah, yeah, I mean I don't need that. Yeah, that's 377 00:20:10.880 --> 00:20:15.119 on you, that's on me. I'll take that one. So yeah, 378 00:20:15.119 --> 00:20:16.920 that was actually a really good interview. I really like 379 00:20:17.000 --> 00:20:22.279 that one. So I want to start this episode by 380 00:20:23.720 --> 00:20:26.480 saying a riddle, a cosmic riddle, if you will, sir, 381 00:20:26.799 --> 00:20:29.920 all right, and I'm not going to give the answer 382 00:20:30.559 --> 00:20:36.160 until the end of the episode, if it's not already evident. Okay, 383 00:20:36.279 --> 00:20:40.839 all right, okay. What walks with you yet leaves no shadow? 384 00:20:41.480 --> 00:20:44.920 What dines at your table yet eats no bread? What 385 00:20:45.119 --> 00:20:50.039 breathes your breath? Size your size, and keeps the count 386 00:20:50.160 --> 00:20:54.000 of every heartbeat. It watches your laughter and weeps with 387 00:20:54.079 --> 00:20:57.640 your grief. It trembles in passion and sinks in your sleep. 388 00:20:58.039 --> 00:21:01.079 It listens when no one else is knee. And here's 389 00:21:01.119 --> 00:21:03.759 the words you never speak out loud. 390 00:21:05.559 --> 00:21:08.160 All right, just ponder that. Let's not spoil it, all right, 391 00:21:08.240 --> 00:21:09.359 We'll wait till the end. 392 00:21:09.440 --> 00:21:12.039 But I think I got a good idea, yeah, buddy, 393 00:21:12.400 --> 00:21:15.440 all right. So nextly we're gonna get into a couple 394 00:21:15.480 --> 00:21:20.200 of This episode is actually going to be kind of 395 00:21:20.480 --> 00:21:25.920 some of the messages of Wayne Dyer, and not all 396 00:21:25.920 --> 00:21:27.559 of them are going to be from Wayne Dyer. Some 397 00:21:27.599 --> 00:21:32.119 of them are kind of interwoven, and we're kind of 398 00:21:32.160 --> 00:21:35.240 be We're going to be pulling from all the different 399 00:21:35.720 --> 00:21:40.640 synonyms to try and build a realm of thought. So 400 00:21:40.680 --> 00:21:43.559 that we can really try and hammer it home. Love 401 00:21:43.599 --> 00:21:47.440 it okay, But it was inspired at least this portion 402 00:21:47.519 --> 00:21:50.960 of the show was inspired by Wayne Dwyer or Dier rather. 403 00:21:51.240 --> 00:21:53.400 He actually died in twenty fifteen. He was a modern 404 00:21:53.440 --> 00:21:58.519 day philosopher and he was actually a very interesting individual. 405 00:21:59.799 --> 00:22:02.400 He wrote a couple of books. He I mean, he 406 00:22:02.440 --> 00:22:03.960 was born in nineteen forty, so it was a bit 407 00:22:04.000 --> 00:22:06.799 of an order gentleman. But he was hanging out with 408 00:22:07.480 --> 00:22:10.519 Depak Chopra, which we read a book on. He was 409 00:22:11.160 --> 00:22:16.039 He was inspired by this dude named Swami muk Tananda 410 00:22:17.480 --> 00:22:21.559 and the New Thought, and his early work focused on 411 00:22:21.599 --> 00:22:28.920 psychological themes such as motivation, self actualization, and assertiveness. Yeah, 412 00:22:28.960 --> 00:22:34.279 he collaborated with Deepak on alternative medicine as well. He 413 00:22:34.480 --> 00:22:39.039 was always on the Oprah Winfrey Show as well. But yeah, 414 00:22:39.079 --> 00:22:41.119 he wrote I think he wrote forty books. Is that 415 00:22:41.200 --> 00:22:45.039 what it was? Some crazy number of books. Yeah, and uh, 416 00:22:45.799 --> 00:22:47.720 he wrote like some crazy number of books and I 417 00:22:47.720 --> 00:22:51.880 think twenty of them made New York Times bestsellers, which 418 00:22:51.960 --> 00:22:55.079 is quite an accomplishment. Oh yeah, so this was his 419 00:22:55.200 --> 00:22:58.240 life and so just want to give a little shout 420 00:22:58.279 --> 00:23:01.000 out to him. We got a couple of quotes by him. 421 00:23:01.039 --> 00:23:04.079 He goes, the state of your life is nothing more 422 00:23:04.160 --> 00:23:07.240 than a reflection of the state of your mind. M 423 00:23:08.079 --> 00:23:09.400 I mean, that's perfect. 424 00:23:09.960 --> 00:23:12.680 So, and this is it's interesting because I feel like 425 00:23:13.359 --> 00:23:16.359 within the last I don't know, six months, that has 426 00:23:16.480 --> 00:23:20.720 just been becoming so much more true and obvious, you know, 427 00:23:20.759 --> 00:23:22.240 at least to me. I can't speak for you, but 428 00:23:22.279 --> 00:23:25.000 I feel like you're you're vibeing on the same understanding. 429 00:23:26.200 --> 00:23:31.440 Yes. Another one is you will see it when you 430 00:23:31.559 --> 00:23:35.920 believe it, not the other way around. M M. Some 431 00:23:35.960 --> 00:23:37.799 people are like, I gotta believe it in order for 432 00:23:37.799 --> 00:23:39.920 me to see it. I'm like, hm, hmmm, I think 433 00:23:39.960 --> 00:23:41.680 that it's actually supposed to be the opposite way. 434 00:23:41.720 --> 00:23:44.559 Well, well, you said you will see it when oh, 435 00:23:44.759 --> 00:23:46.720 you will see it, then you will believe it. You 436 00:23:46.759 --> 00:23:50.240 said you will see it when you believe it. Okay, 437 00:23:50.240 --> 00:23:52.880 So when you believe it, you will see it. Yeah, Okay, 438 00:23:52.920 --> 00:23:56.759 you gotta believe it first, right of course. Another one 439 00:23:57.000 --> 00:24:00.799 is when you argue for your limitations, all you get 440 00:24:01.119 --> 00:24:02.319 are your limitations. 441 00:24:02.640 --> 00:24:06.799 Yep. Perfect. Another one is yeah, dude, he's on one. 442 00:24:07.119 --> 00:24:11.000 Another one is I cannot always control what goes on outside, 443 00:24:11.200 --> 00:24:16.039 but I can always control what goes on inside. Yes, yes, 444 00:24:16.480 --> 00:24:16.960 he's on. 445 00:24:17.000 --> 00:24:17.599 It, dude. 446 00:24:18.160 --> 00:24:21.640 Another one goes, you're the creator of your thoughts, which 447 00:24:21.720 --> 00:24:25.160 means that in some metaphysical way, you're the creator of 448 00:24:25.200 --> 00:24:29.839 your life. Yeah, dude, banger and the final one that 449 00:24:29.839 --> 00:24:34.039 will read by him. You cannot be lonely if you 450 00:24:34.279 --> 00:24:35.799 like the person you are alone with. 451 00:24:38.599 --> 00:24:40.039 You speak on that quite a bit. 452 00:24:40.359 --> 00:24:41.200 I do, I do. 453 00:24:41.279 --> 00:24:46.640 You never feel alone very rarely. I mean, that's why 454 00:24:46.640 --> 00:24:49.160 it's so important, you know, to work on that shadow dude. 455 00:24:49.279 --> 00:24:51.519 You know, I feel like that has been the just 456 00:24:51.680 --> 00:24:55.079 the theme for me lately, you know, trying to understand 457 00:24:55.119 --> 00:24:57.319 what that is and at least shed some light on it, 458 00:24:57.400 --> 00:24:58.599 or at least say okay, that's. 459 00:24:58.440 --> 00:25:02.000 There, you know, and then work with exactly. Yeah, shadow 460 00:25:02.000 --> 00:25:07.319 work is of utter importance. So before we get into 461 00:25:07.519 --> 00:25:10.559 some more quotes here, this is going to be a 462 00:25:10.680 --> 00:25:14.039 hammering home so that by the end of this episode 463 00:25:14.400 --> 00:25:17.839 you will leave without a shadow of a doubt knowing 464 00:25:18.160 --> 00:25:22.000 that you are far more important than you ever thought 465 00:25:22.000 --> 00:25:24.720 in your entire life. And it's not just like trying 466 00:25:24.720 --> 00:25:26.759 to amp you up. It's not just trying to make 467 00:25:26.799 --> 00:25:29.240 you feel good, not just trying to give you affirmation 468 00:25:29.359 --> 00:25:31.400 so that you can sleep better at night. No, we're 469 00:25:31.440 --> 00:25:34.480 talking about on a daily, not even a daily, a 470 00:25:34.640 --> 00:25:38.480 moment to moment basis. If you can remember, if you 471 00:25:38.519 --> 00:25:43.960 can remember these things, your life will significantly change, as 472 00:25:44.039 --> 00:25:46.680 if you are walking in wonderland. And that is not 473 00:25:46.759 --> 00:25:47.480 an understatement. 474 00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:52.079 Eventually the reflection needs to reflect that. Your inner world 475 00:25:52.160 --> 00:25:56.839 will definitely eventually start reflecting that and showing you, Oh, 476 00:25:56.880 --> 00:25:58.960 this is the life you want, this is what you're 477 00:25:59.039 --> 00:26:01.880 choosing to see, you know exactly. 478 00:26:02.240 --> 00:26:06.839 So I'll start with this beyond. Wayne Dyer was just 479 00:26:06.880 --> 00:26:09.200 a man with a message. So I don't want to 480 00:26:09.599 --> 00:26:11.839 and this is something that we've been trying to hammer hone. 481 00:26:12.200 --> 00:26:16.039 It does not matter who said it, what was the message, 482 00:26:16.079 --> 00:26:17.519 and did it resonate? That's all. 483 00:26:17.599 --> 00:26:18.599 It's it, that's it. 484 00:26:18.799 --> 00:26:21.559 So Wayne Dyer was just a man with a message, 485 00:26:21.599 --> 00:26:25.319 a man or a message that he found inside. He 486 00:26:25.359 --> 00:26:27.640 didn't read it in any books. He didn't receive it 487 00:26:27.680 --> 00:26:30.799 from a church, a mosque, a temple, a priest, a bishop, 488 00:26:30.839 --> 00:26:34.200 a pastor, a teacher, a Bible, a Torah, a Koran, 489 00:26:34.359 --> 00:26:37.880 a grimoire, any mythological tale or anything of the kind. 490 00:26:38.279 --> 00:26:42.200 He realized it inside, when the mind stops its chatter, 491 00:26:42.359 --> 00:26:45.799 when the past stops being present, when the future hasn't 492 00:26:45.839 --> 00:26:49.640 happened yet he realized it in the now, the subtle now, 493 00:26:50.000 --> 00:26:53.359 the eternal now that is right in front of your face, 494 00:26:53.519 --> 00:26:55.880 yet elude you like a kid when you tell them 495 00:26:55.880 --> 00:27:00.640 it's bedtime. Except it's not really the one who it's 496 00:27:00.640 --> 00:27:03.039 not really the one who's elusive. It's the lens of 497 00:27:03.079 --> 00:27:06.759 which you view the world. The worry, the anxiety, the bills, 498 00:27:06.839 --> 00:27:10.279 the kids, the spouse, the taxes, the football game, the 499 00:27:10.319 --> 00:27:13.160 person cutting you off in traffic, the in laws, the 500 00:27:13.200 --> 00:27:16.720 dirty house, the weight that you're self conscious about. It's 501 00:27:16.759 --> 00:27:19.880 the very veil that you put up, the shroud that 502 00:27:19.960 --> 00:27:22.920 you have to squint to maybe kind of sort of 503 00:27:23.000 --> 00:27:26.519 see through on mystical nights. But what's on that other 504 00:27:26.599 --> 00:27:30.400 side of that veil isn't hiding from you. You unknowingly 505 00:27:30.599 --> 00:27:33.519 or subconsciously put that veil there in the first place. 506 00:27:33.799 --> 00:27:35.559 And if you're the one that put it up there, 507 00:27:35.759 --> 00:27:37.839 don't you think it's about time we take it down. 508 00:27:38.240 --> 00:27:41.920 But here's the trick. Here's the trick. Nobody can do 509 00:27:42.000 --> 00:27:44.759 it for you. Your parents can help you, your teacher, 510 00:27:44.960 --> 00:27:48.640 your shaman, guru, priest, or friendly neighborhood. Mystic can't do 511 00:27:48.680 --> 00:27:51.799 it for you, only you. So today we're going to 512 00:27:51.880 --> 00:27:55.759 blueshift our mystical asses and get into who you are. 513 00:27:56.240 --> 00:27:58.680 Who you really are, not your job title, not what 514 00:27:58.799 --> 00:28:00.680 you like, not if you're a mother or a father, 515 00:28:00.799 --> 00:28:04.000 a husband or a wife, forever, single or in a relationship, 516 00:28:04.279 --> 00:28:08.799 the real you, the one and and once you hear this, 517 00:28:09.079 --> 00:28:12.680 you won't be able to go back. So are you ready, Sean. 518 00:28:13.559 --> 00:28:18.119 I've been ready. We're gonna get I've been searching, you know, 519 00:28:19.759 --> 00:28:22.920 and now we know that the search happens within you know, 520 00:28:23.759 --> 00:28:25.799 which is something that we've been saying for a minute, dude, 521 00:28:25.799 --> 00:28:27.440 but like it's true. 522 00:28:29.200 --> 00:28:31.640 So I want to get into some of the messages 523 00:28:31.839 --> 00:28:34.440 of the video that Shawn and I were talking about, 524 00:28:34.759 --> 00:28:38.599 and that these are not ours, it's just from the 525 00:28:38.680 --> 00:28:42.079 video that Shawn and I received from Electro Nick. But 526 00:28:42.119 --> 00:28:44.559 I wanted to bring some of them up so that 527 00:28:45.200 --> 00:28:47.079 so that you can kind of get a decent understanding 528 00:28:47.160 --> 00:28:51.079 as to why did we go from mystery to mystic? 529 00:28:51.440 --> 00:28:54.799 Okay, oh dude, I'm ready on real quick. If we can, 530 00:28:55.000 --> 00:28:57.839 maybe we can share that link just so everybody can 531 00:28:58.000 --> 00:28:59.559 can give that a listen, because I feel like it's 532 00:28:59.559 --> 00:29:01.079 so feel like it's that powerful. 533 00:29:01.640 --> 00:29:04.440 Yes it is, yeah, really good, and we're actually going 534 00:29:04.480 --> 00:29:06.480 to read a lot of it right now, all right. 535 00:29:07.440 --> 00:29:09.839 There is a sacred illusion that has governed the human 536 00:29:09.880 --> 00:29:13.119 mind for thousands of years, an illusion that God is 537 00:29:13.119 --> 00:29:16.920 somewhere else, out there above the clouds, hidden in holy books, 538 00:29:17.039 --> 00:29:19.920 locked behind rituals, are found only in the presence of 539 00:29:19.960 --> 00:29:22.759 saints and prophets. We were taught to look up, to 540 00:29:22.839 --> 00:29:26.359 kneel down, to chase something grand and far away. But 541 00:29:26.440 --> 00:29:29.279 what if the greatest secret of all, the secret whispered 542 00:29:29.319 --> 00:29:32.920 in every ancient text, the truth behind every miracle, is 543 00:29:32.960 --> 00:29:35.799 that God has never been outside of you, not for 544 00:29:35.880 --> 00:29:39.039 a single breath, not for a single heartbeat. God is 545 00:29:39.079 --> 00:29:41.519 not above you. God is not around you. God is 546 00:29:41.559 --> 00:29:43.880 not hiding at a temple or buried in the sand. 547 00:29:44.200 --> 00:29:47.000 God is not an entity floating in the heavens, counting 548 00:29:47.000 --> 00:29:50.400 your sins or judging your failures. God is not a being. 549 00:29:50.599 --> 00:29:54.079 God is a presence, a vibration, a frequency, an energy, 550 00:29:54.359 --> 00:29:57.400 and that energy lives inside of you. It pulses in 551 00:29:57.440 --> 00:29:59.799 your chest, not just as a heartbeat, but as a 552 00:30:00.119 --> 00:30:05.119 of cosmic intelligence. It rises with the sun through your thoughts. 553 00:30:05.319 --> 00:30:09.240 It flows through It flows with your breath as inspiration. 554 00:30:09.720 --> 00:30:12.559 It sings in your silence and whispers and your intuition. 555 00:30:13.039 --> 00:30:15.960 It is the light behind your eyes, the warmth behind 556 00:30:16.000 --> 00:30:19.160 your love, the stillness behind your peace. You don't have 557 00:30:19.240 --> 00:30:21.480 to go anywhere to find it. You only have to 558 00:30:21.559 --> 00:30:25.480 remember you have never been separate. You've only believed that 559 00:30:25.559 --> 00:30:28.359 you were. You were born into a world that confused 560 00:30:28.400 --> 00:30:31.400 form with truth. You were told that we were bodies. 561 00:30:31.559 --> 00:30:36.559 We were told we were names, histories, roles, genders, religions, nationalities. 562 00:30:36.839 --> 00:30:40.680 We were given identities to wear like masks in a theater. 563 00:30:41.119 --> 00:30:44.119 But behind every mask is the same light, the same essence, 564 00:30:44.160 --> 00:30:47.319 the same eternal current of being that has no label, 565 00:30:47.519 --> 00:30:51.160 no boundary, and no limitation. You're not a body with 566 00:30:51.240 --> 00:30:55.440 a soul. You're a soul having a brief, sacred passing 567 00:30:55.599 --> 00:30:59.480 experience in a body. And that soul, your soul, is 568 00:30:59.559 --> 00:31:03.759 not connected from God. It is God, not the entirety, 569 00:31:03.920 --> 00:31:07.079 but the expression, the drop that contains the whole ocean, 570 00:31:07.359 --> 00:31:10.559 the flame that reveals the nature of fire. You are 571 00:31:10.640 --> 00:31:14.920 the divine individualized And if that is true, and it is, 572 00:31:15.279 --> 00:31:18.279 then everything about your life begins to change, because no 573 00:31:18.359 --> 00:31:21.319 longer do you search for peace outside yourself. You no 574 00:31:21.440 --> 00:31:24.359 longer chase love from others like a beggar. You no 575 00:31:24.440 --> 00:31:27.960 longer strive to be good enough, holy enough, worthy enough. 576 00:31:28.319 --> 00:31:31.480 You realize that you already are, because how can that 577 00:31:31.640 --> 00:31:35.599 which is divine be unworthy? Your worth is not negotiable. 578 00:31:35.759 --> 00:31:38.079 It is not determined by your past. It is not 579 00:31:38.160 --> 00:31:43.440 reduced by your mistakes. You're You're not here to earn divinity. 580 00:31:43.759 --> 00:31:47.319 You're here to express it, to remember it, to embody it. 581 00:31:47.640 --> 00:31:50.000 When Jesus said the Kingdom of Heaven is within you, 582 00:31:50.119 --> 00:31:54.000 he wasn't being poetic. He was describing a metaphysical reality. 583 00:31:54.200 --> 00:31:58.279 That the infinite lives, the infinite lives in the finite, 584 00:31:58.720 --> 00:32:01.440 that the source is not out of reach, that the 585 00:32:01.519 --> 00:32:06.000 door to heaven swings open inward. The great mystics of 586 00:32:06.039 --> 00:32:09.279 every age have known this. Rumy said, I have searched 587 00:32:09.319 --> 00:32:12.920 for God and found only myself. I search for myself 588 00:32:13.240 --> 00:32:17.640 and found only God. Laozou said, Knowing others is wisdom, 589 00:32:17.960 --> 00:32:21.960 knowing yourself is enlightenment. The Upanishads tell us that you 590 00:32:22.119 --> 00:32:25.880 are that the Bagava Gida echoes that the self is 591 00:32:25.920 --> 00:32:29.599 the friend of the self. Even science, if you look closely, 592 00:32:30.039 --> 00:32:33.160 is beginning to whisper this truth, that consciousness is not 593 00:32:33.400 --> 00:32:36.359 an accident, but the ground of all being. And so 594 00:32:36.519 --> 00:32:39.200 the invitation of your life is not to find God, 595 00:32:39.519 --> 00:32:42.200 it is to remove everything that blocks your awareness of 596 00:32:42.279 --> 00:32:45.720 God within you. The ego is the veil, The past 597 00:32:45.839 --> 00:32:48.759 is the noise, the story is the distraction. But the 598 00:32:48.799 --> 00:32:53.119 truth has always been there, still silent, waiting, like the 599 00:32:53.119 --> 00:32:56.599 sun behind the clouds. It doesn't argue, it doesn't force, 600 00:32:56.960 --> 00:33:00.440 it doesn't punish. It simply awaits for your will willingness 601 00:33:00.440 --> 00:33:03.960 to remember who you really are. Who are you? You're 602 00:33:03.960 --> 00:33:07.160 not your name. You're not your job. You're not your resume. 603 00:33:07.559 --> 00:33:10.480 You're not your trauma. You're not your bank account. You're 604 00:33:10.480 --> 00:33:13.880 not your followers, your likes, your clothes, your failures, or 605 00:33:13.920 --> 00:33:17.359 your successes. You're not the story others wrote for you. 606 00:33:17.359 --> 00:33:20.400 You're not the story you wrote to survive. You are 607 00:33:20.480 --> 00:33:24.160 the awareness behind the story, the still presence watching the 608 00:33:24.200 --> 00:33:27.680 movie of your life unfold. You're not the storm. You 609 00:33:27.720 --> 00:33:30.160 are the sky that holds it. You're not the pain, 610 00:33:30.359 --> 00:33:33.480 You're the presence it passes through. You're not the fear. 611 00:33:33.759 --> 00:33:36.319 You are the faith it tries to hide. You're not 612 00:33:36.400 --> 00:33:39.160 the ego, You're not the wound, You're not the past. 613 00:33:39.640 --> 00:33:43.920 You are the divine energy expressing itself through this temporary 614 00:33:44.079 --> 00:33:48.079 costume of form. And once you remember this, not just 615 00:33:48.200 --> 00:33:54.519 intellectually but spiritually cellularly, everything shifts. You stop looking for validation, 616 00:33:54.880 --> 00:33:58.319 you stop playing roles, you stop performing for love. You 617 00:33:58.319 --> 00:34:01.400 stop carrying guilt like a cross on your back. You 618 00:34:01.720 --> 00:34:04.319 stop needing to be fixed because you realize you are 619 00:34:04.359 --> 00:34:08.199 never broken. Your healing does not begin when the world changes. 620 00:34:09.039 --> 00:34:12.760 It begins when your perception changes. When you stop seeing 621 00:34:12.760 --> 00:34:15.760 yourself as separate from the source, the source of life, 622 00:34:16.000 --> 00:34:18.239 and begin to live as if you are one with it. 623 00:34:18.559 --> 00:34:21.320 Because you are are. Because you are, There is no 624 00:34:21.480 --> 00:34:24.440 place you can go where God is not, not because 625 00:34:24.480 --> 00:34:28.800 God is everywhere, but because everywhere is in God, because 626 00:34:28.880 --> 00:34:33.440 existence itself is God in motion, love, in form, Spirit 627 00:34:33.639 --> 00:34:36.800 in rhythm, and your soul is a thread in that vast, 628 00:34:36.920 --> 00:34:40.320 endless tapestry of being. And this means that your life 629 00:34:40.360 --> 00:34:43.519 is not random, your pain is not pointless, your existence 630 00:34:43.559 --> 00:34:46.039 is not small. It means that the breath you are 631 00:34:46.119 --> 00:34:49.639 taking right now is holy. The moment you are in 632 00:34:49.840 --> 00:34:53.360 right now is sacred. The body you inhabit is a 633 00:34:53.400 --> 00:34:58.079 temple of energy, vibrating with ancient intelligence. You don't need 634 00:34:58.119 --> 00:35:00.800 to wait to die to return to God God. You 635 00:35:00.840 --> 00:35:03.480 only need to awaken to the fact that you never left. 636 00:35:03.840 --> 00:35:07.360 Heaven is not a location. Heaven is a level of awareness, 637 00:35:07.639 --> 00:35:11.360 and hell is not a punishment. Hell is the illusion 638 00:35:11.400 --> 00:35:15.639 of separation. Is It is living as if hell when 639 00:35:15.639 --> 00:35:19.639 we're talking about hell, is living as if you are alone, 640 00:35:19.840 --> 00:35:22.679 as if you are unloved, as if you are lost. 641 00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:25.400 But you are none of those things. You are found. 642 00:35:25.519 --> 00:35:29.320 You are helld You are guided. You are love behind comprehension, 643 00:35:29.599 --> 00:35:31.719 not because of what you do, but because of what 644 00:35:31.880 --> 00:35:35.639 you are. You are light wrapped in skin. You are 645 00:35:35.760 --> 00:35:39.719 Infinity in motion. You are God dreaming of being human 646 00:35:39.800 --> 00:35:42.559 for a little while. And when you awaken to this truth, 647 00:35:42.800 --> 00:35:46.880 forgiveness becomes easy because you recognize that the only you 648 00:35:46.960 --> 00:35:50.559 recognize that the one you're forgiving is also the divine 649 00:35:50.679 --> 00:35:57.159 in disguise. Compassion becomes natural because every person you meet 650 00:35:57.400 --> 00:36:01.639 is you in another form. Love because unconditional, because it's 651 00:36:01.719 --> 00:36:06.039 no longer a transaction, it's a transmission. And peace, well, 652 00:36:06.159 --> 00:36:10.159 peace becomes your default because nothing can disturb the stillness, 653 00:36:10.519 --> 00:36:13.119 the stillness of the soul that knows it is one 654 00:36:13.199 --> 00:36:15.440 with the all. So the next time you look in 655 00:36:15.480 --> 00:36:18.519 a mirror, don't just see a face, see the infinite 656 00:36:18.639 --> 00:36:22.119 gazing back at itself. The next time you feel alone, 657 00:36:22.400 --> 00:36:25.119 place your hand on your heart and feel the presence 658 00:36:25.159 --> 00:36:28.239 that is never left. The next time you pray, don't 659 00:36:28.280 --> 00:36:31.480 send your words into the sky. Listen for the answer 660 00:36:31.639 --> 00:36:35.519 rising from within. You're not trying to become divine. You 661 00:36:35.559 --> 00:36:40.000 are remembering that you already are, and this remembrance, this return, 662 00:36:40.320 --> 00:36:43.079 is the beginning of true freedom. You don't need to 663 00:36:43.119 --> 00:36:45.519 fight for what already belongs to you, you don't need 664 00:36:45.559 --> 00:36:47.800 to beg for what you already are, and you don't 665 00:36:47.880 --> 00:36:51.559 need to wait for someone else to awaken first. You 666 00:36:51.880 --> 00:36:55.360 are the awakening. You are the permission slip. You are 667 00:36:55.440 --> 00:36:58.440 the spark that lights the fire of remembrance in others 668 00:36:58.480 --> 00:37:01.079 just by being who you truly are. When you walk 669 00:37:01.119 --> 00:37:04.000 into a room fully grounded in your divine essence, you 670 00:37:04.039 --> 00:37:07.760 don't need to say a word. Your presence becomes the sermon, 671 00:37:08.679 --> 00:37:12.920 your peace becomes the teaching, Your authenticity becomes the miracle. 672 00:37:13.239 --> 00:37:15.880 Because when you remember that God is not outside of you. 673 00:37:15.880 --> 00:37:19.920 You stop chasing and start radiating. You stop searching and 674 00:37:20.000 --> 00:37:23.400 start serving. You stop trying to become, and you begin 675 00:37:23.519 --> 00:37:27.199 to be. You begin to live like the lotus, rooted 676 00:37:27.239 --> 00:37:29.960 in the mud but blooming in the light. You begin 677 00:37:30.039 --> 00:37:32.519 to live like the sun, not asking the world for 678 00:37:32.599 --> 00:37:36.239 permission to shine. You begin to live like the ocean, deep, 679 00:37:36.440 --> 00:37:40.239 powerful and undisturbed by the surface waves. This is not 680 00:37:40.280 --> 00:37:45.199 about religion. This is about revelation. This is not about dogma. 681 00:37:45.480 --> 00:37:49.039 This is about direct experience. You don't need a middleman 682 00:37:49.119 --> 00:37:52.440 to access the divine. You only need stillness, You only 683 00:37:52.519 --> 00:37:55.360 need silence, You only need the courage to sit with 684 00:37:55.440 --> 00:37:59.119 yourself until the noise fades and the truth rises. And 685 00:37:59.199 --> 00:38:02.199 what is that truth? That you're not alone, you never were, 686 00:38:02.639 --> 00:38:06.800 That everything you've been searching for, love, peace, worth, wholeness 687 00:38:07.119 --> 00:38:09.840 is already within you. That God is not a being 688 00:38:09.920 --> 00:38:13.199 in the sky. God is the being within all beings, 689 00:38:13.519 --> 00:38:17.000 The eternal i Am that speaks through your breath, moves 690 00:38:17.039 --> 00:38:20.280 through your hands, sees through your eyes. When you hold 691 00:38:20.280 --> 00:38:23.000 a newborn child and you feel your heart crack open 692 00:38:23.119 --> 00:38:26.400 with wonder, that's God. When you stand in nature and 693 00:38:26.440 --> 00:38:29.679 feel all wash over you like a baptism. That's God. 694 00:38:30.559 --> 00:38:33.719 When you forgive someone who never said sorry and feel 695 00:38:33.760 --> 00:38:37.519 the change breaking in your chest, that's God. When you 696 00:38:37.559 --> 00:38:40.199 sit in silence of your own soul and feel the 697 00:38:40.239 --> 00:38:43.400 warmth of presence, that is God. God is not something 698 00:38:43.480 --> 00:38:47.320 you understand. God is something you remember, and every moment 699 00:38:47.360 --> 00:38:50.679 of your life has been guiding you back to that remembrance, 700 00:38:50.920 --> 00:38:54.519 even the painful ones, especially the painful ones, because pain 701 00:38:54.679 --> 00:38:57.480 is often the chisel that cracks the shell of illusion. 702 00:38:57.960 --> 00:39:01.199 Suffering is the wake up call. Rock bottom is often 703 00:39:01.480 --> 00:39:04.559 the beginning of real clarity. We don't wake up because 704 00:39:04.679 --> 00:39:07.960 life is perfect. We wake up because we realize perfection 705 00:39:08.159 --> 00:39:12.119 was never the goal. Presence is, peace is, truth is, 706 00:39:12.559 --> 00:39:15.679 and truth is this. You are not separate. You were 707 00:39:15.719 --> 00:39:18.760 never cast out, You were never abandoned. You only forgot 708 00:39:18.800 --> 00:39:22.000 who you are, and now you're remembering. The spiritual path 709 00:39:22.079 --> 00:39:25.239 is not a journey to someplace new. It is the 710 00:39:25.320 --> 00:39:28.960 return to where you've always been, Beneath the noise, beneath 711 00:39:29.000 --> 00:39:32.079 the story, beneath the rules. It is the peeling back 712 00:39:32.639 --> 00:39:36.599 of the layers of identity until only presence remains, until 713 00:39:36.599 --> 00:39:41.719 only love remains, until only God remains. And when you 714 00:39:41.800 --> 00:39:44.639 touch that space, when you live from that space, you 715 00:39:44.719 --> 00:39:48.239 become a vessel, a living temple. Not a preacher of truth, 716 00:39:48.360 --> 00:39:51.079 but a presence of truth. And the world does not 717 00:39:51.280 --> 00:39:54.760 need more preachers, It needs more presence. It needs more 718 00:39:54.800 --> 00:39:58.360 people who have remembered who they are and live accordingly, 719 00:39:58.719 --> 00:40:02.440 with gentleness, with power, with purpose, and with peace. You 720 00:40:02.480 --> 00:40:05.000 are not put here to suffer through life hoping for 721 00:40:05.039 --> 00:40:07.960 a reward in the afterlife. You are not sent here 722 00:40:08.119 --> 00:40:11.440 to prove your worth or earn your salvation. You were 723 00:40:11.440 --> 00:40:15.440 born to express divinity and form, to create, to heal, 724 00:40:15.639 --> 00:40:18.800 to love, to serve, to awaken. You are the eyes 725 00:40:18.840 --> 00:40:21.760 through which the universe sees itself. You are the hands 726 00:40:21.760 --> 00:40:24.639 through which love touches the world. You are the voice 727 00:40:24.679 --> 00:40:27.519 through which truth sings. And the more you align with 728 00:40:27.559 --> 00:40:30.400 that awareness, the more your life begins to reflect it. 729 00:40:30.760 --> 00:40:34.480 Not because you manipulate circumstances, but because you change your 730 00:40:34.599 --> 00:40:38.519 vibrational point of origin. You stop operating from fear and 731 00:40:38.559 --> 00:40:42.199 start operating from faith. You stop reacting from ego and 732 00:40:42.239 --> 00:40:46.360 start responding from essence. You stop surviving and begin thriving. 733 00:40:46.760 --> 00:40:50.239 This is the alchemy of awakening. When you stop seeking 734 00:40:50.280 --> 00:40:54.039 God as something external, and begin realizing that every breath 735 00:40:54.119 --> 00:40:57.119 is a prayer, every moment is sacred, and every being 736 00:40:57.320 --> 00:41:01.679 is divine. Your life becomes a living meditation. You find 737 00:41:01.719 --> 00:41:04.719 the sacred in the ordinary. You hear the infinite in 738 00:41:04.800 --> 00:41:07.519 the silence. You see the face of God in the mirror, 739 00:41:07.639 --> 00:41:11.440 not out of arrogance, but out of awe. And this 740 00:41:11.639 --> 00:41:14.159 is what the world needs right now. Not more beliefs, 741 00:41:14.320 --> 00:41:19.039 not more beings, not more ideas, but more embodiment, Not 742 00:41:19.119 --> 00:41:23.000 more preaching, but more presence, a planet full of awakened 743 00:41:23.000 --> 00:41:26.960 souls who no longer search for light outside, but choose 744 00:41:27.000 --> 00:41:30.320 to choose to become the light inside. Because when you 745 00:41:30.440 --> 00:41:35.079 light up from within, give you give others permission to 746 00:41:35.159 --> 00:41:41.280 remember their own flame. When you walk as Divinity embodied, 747 00:41:42.360 --> 00:41:45.400 you heal without speaking. When you love from your center, 748 00:41:45.480 --> 00:41:50.440 you transform the atmosphere around you. And that love, that God, 749 00:41:51.239 --> 00:41:54.480 that God. Energy has no limits. It is not reserved 750 00:41:54.480 --> 00:41:57.840 for saints and sages. It is the birthright of every soul. 751 00:41:58.079 --> 00:42:00.760 It is the essence of every child, of every stranger, 752 00:42:00.920 --> 00:42:04.559 every enemy. There is no one who is not divine. 753 00:42:04.960 --> 00:42:08.559 There is only one consciousness that has forgotten itself. And 754 00:42:08.599 --> 00:42:11.480 when you meet someone who has forgotten. Your role is 755 00:42:11.519 --> 00:42:15.239 not to judge. Your role is to remind, To remind 756 00:42:15.360 --> 00:42:19.320 them by your presence, to remind by your compassion, to 757 00:42:19.400 --> 00:42:22.679 remind by your peace. Because the moment you see God 758 00:42:22.760 --> 00:42:26.639 in another, you activate the God in them. The moment 759 00:42:26.679 --> 00:42:30.760 you forgive, you invite another into their own freedom. The 760 00:42:30.800 --> 00:42:34.239 moment you speak truth without fear, you become a lighthouse 761 00:42:34.280 --> 00:42:37.679 in the fog. And the fog is thick. Right now, 762 00:42:38.760 --> 00:42:41.599 the world is noisy, the world is afraid. The world 763 00:42:41.639 --> 00:42:44.360 has built a shrine to the ego and forgotten the 764 00:42:44.400 --> 00:42:47.440 altar of the soul. But even in the darkness, the 765 00:42:47.599 --> 00:42:51.559 light within was has not dimmed. It only waits for 766 00:42:51.760 --> 00:42:55.840 your awareness to return. So come home, Come home to yourself, 767 00:42:56.039 --> 00:42:58.239 Come home to the truth that has always been waiting 768 00:42:58.280 --> 00:43:01.519 beneath your breath. You are not missing, you are not flawed, 769 00:43:01.639 --> 00:43:05.480 you're not behind, you're not unworthy. You are divine, You 770 00:43:05.519 --> 00:43:08.880 are radiant. You are the energy of God dancing in 771 00:43:08.960 --> 00:43:12.400 human form. You don't need to chase enlightenment. You need 772 00:43:12.440 --> 00:43:16.039 to embody what you already are. So breathe, not just 773 00:43:16.119 --> 00:43:20.679 to survive, but to remember. Breathe in your wholeness. Breathe 774 00:43:20.760 --> 00:43:24.400 in your innocence, breathe in your connection to all that is, 775 00:43:24.880 --> 00:43:27.559 And when the world tries to distract you, return to 776 00:43:27.639 --> 00:43:30.960 this breath, Return to this moment, Return to the energy 777 00:43:30.960 --> 00:43:33.840 that beats your heart in births the stars. Because that 778 00:43:34.039 --> 00:43:37.440 energy is you. You are the temple and the flame. 779 00:43:37.559 --> 00:43:40.039 You are the question and the answer. You are the 780 00:43:40.119 --> 00:43:44.480 seeker and the source. And when you live from this knowing, 781 00:43:44.760 --> 00:43:49.440 life becomes a sacred flow. Challenges become opportunities to deepen 782 00:43:49.480 --> 00:43:53.760 your truth. Loss becomes a portal into love. Conflict becomes 783 00:43:53.760 --> 00:43:58.519 a classroom for compassion. Every experience becomes a step in 784 00:43:58.599 --> 00:44:01.559 your return to the truth, the truth that God is 785 00:44:01.599 --> 00:44:03.719 not outside of you. God is not in the sky 786 00:44:03.840 --> 00:44:06.000 waiting for you to be perfect. God is not a 787 00:44:06.079 --> 00:44:09.079 judge watching you through a lens of sin. God is 788 00:44:09.119 --> 00:44:12.880 the breath inside your breath, the stillness behind your thoughts, 789 00:44:13.159 --> 00:44:16.119 the love that you feel when all the noise fades. 790 00:44:16.480 --> 00:44:19.679 You're not separate. You never were. You just forgot and 791 00:44:19.719 --> 00:44:22.760 now you're remembering, and in that remembering, you are reborn. 792 00:44:23.159 --> 00:44:25.960 There comes a moment in every soul's journey when the 793 00:44:26.000 --> 00:44:29.519 search loses its meaning, not because the search failed, but 794 00:44:29.639 --> 00:44:34.599 because the search was always a mirror leading inward. The 795 00:44:34.639 --> 00:44:38.159 maps you followed, the teachings you clung to, the gurus 796 00:44:38.199 --> 00:44:41.440 you revered, the rituals you performed. All of them were 797 00:44:41.480 --> 00:44:45.800 stepping stones, sacred yes, but not destinations. They were never 798 00:44:45.880 --> 00:44:49.039 meant to lead you to something outside of you, but 799 00:44:49.119 --> 00:44:52.079 to bring you back to the holy stillness within the 800 00:44:52.159 --> 00:44:55.800 silence sanctuary, where nothing is missing and no part of 801 00:44:55.840 --> 00:45:00.719 you is exiled. This moment, this breath, is your not 802 00:45:00.760 --> 00:45:04.079 in time, but in truth. When you release, when you 803 00:45:04.159 --> 00:45:07.360 release the idea that you must become something more to 804 00:45:07.440 --> 00:45:11.159 be worthy of the divine, you enter the dimension of being. 805 00:45:11.519 --> 00:45:15.639 And being is not passive. Being is not empty. Being 806 00:45:15.840 --> 00:45:19.599 is a cosmic radiance. It is a living alignment. It 807 00:45:19.679 --> 00:45:22.840 is the holy reverence that comes when you stand in 808 00:45:22.880 --> 00:45:26.559 your center, without effort, without masks, without needing to prove 809 00:45:26.599 --> 00:45:29.320 your light to a world that's forgotten its own. You 810 00:45:29.360 --> 00:45:33.199 don't become divined by reaching upward. You become divine by 811 00:45:33.199 --> 00:45:37.079 sinking inward. And as you do, you realize that stillness 812 00:45:37.159 --> 00:45:39.960 is not the absence of noise, It is the presence 813 00:45:40.039 --> 00:45:43.519 of God. It is the space from which all miracles arise, 814 00:45:43.920 --> 00:45:48.679 the field from the field where form and formless meet. 815 00:45:49.239 --> 00:45:52.079 In that space, you remember that you are not here 816 00:45:52.159 --> 00:45:55.079 to master life like a test. You are here to 817 00:45:55.199 --> 00:45:58.000 merge with it like a dance, to move in rhythm 818 00:45:58.079 --> 00:46:01.679 with the intelligence that breathes star into existence and still 819 00:46:01.719 --> 00:46:05.320 takes time to open a flower. There is no arrogance 820 00:46:05.400 --> 00:46:09.920 in knowing. In this knowing, only awe, only humility, only 821 00:46:09.960 --> 00:46:12.400 the peace that comes when you stop trying to contain 822 00:46:12.480 --> 00:46:16.559 the infinite within your mind and instead allow your heart 823 00:46:16.599 --> 00:46:19.920 to become its home. For the ego seeks to grasp, 824 00:46:20.159 --> 00:46:23.639 the soul seeks to surrender. The ego builds identity out 825 00:46:23.679 --> 00:46:26.760 of pain, out of story, out of past. The soul 826 00:46:26.880 --> 00:46:31.039 simply is unburdened, eternal whole. And every time you choose 827 00:46:31.079 --> 00:46:36.119 presence over performance, truth over illusion, love over defense, you 828 00:46:36.199 --> 00:46:40.079 dissolve another layer of separation and step more fully into 829 00:46:40.159 --> 00:46:42.880 the light that has always been waiting. You don't need 830 00:46:42.920 --> 00:46:46.519 to heal yourself into worthiness. You only need to remember 831 00:46:46.599 --> 00:46:49.840 that the light you long for is not something to earn, 832 00:46:50.000 --> 00:46:52.679 It is something to uncover. And as you uncover it, 833 00:46:52.880 --> 00:46:56.440 something begins to shift, not just within you, but around you. 834 00:46:57.280 --> 00:47:01.280 The world starts responding differently, not because the outer world changed, 835 00:47:01.480 --> 00:47:04.679 but because your inner signal did. Like a radio that 836 00:47:04.760 --> 00:47:07.360 finally tunes to the frequency, you begin to hear a 837 00:47:07.400 --> 00:47:11.280 different song, a quieter song, a truer one. You begin 838 00:47:11.360 --> 00:47:15.559 to recognize guidance in what once felt random. You begin 839 00:47:15.599 --> 00:47:18.880 to feel supported in ways that defy logic. You begin 840 00:47:18.960 --> 00:47:21.960 to trust life, not because it always makes sense, but 841 00:47:22.039 --> 00:47:25.639 because you no longer needed to. You begin to understand 842 00:47:25.679 --> 00:47:29.000 that the energy that created this universe, the energy that 843 00:47:29.079 --> 00:47:33.079 shaped galaxies, compose the laws of nature, painted the skies 844 00:47:33.119 --> 00:47:37.079 with sunsets, and orchestrated the tides, is not distant from you. 845 00:47:37.440 --> 00:47:41.519 It flows through you. It animates you, It breathes you. 846 00:47:42.079 --> 00:47:45.079 And when you live from this awareness, your actions become 847 00:47:45.159 --> 00:47:49.480 expressions of love instead of fear. Your relationships become alters 848 00:47:49.480 --> 00:47:53.360 of growth instead of battlegrounds of control. Your words become 849 00:47:53.440 --> 00:47:56.760 vessels of truth instead of weapons of validation. This is 850 00:47:56.760 --> 00:47:59.320 what it means to live as the soul and not 851 00:47:59.559 --> 00:48:01.480 as the man ask. This is what it means to 852 00:48:01.559 --> 00:48:05.360 walk the earth as Divinity incarnate. You no longer see 853 00:48:05.559 --> 00:48:11.000 others as threats or strangers, but as reflections, sacred echoes, 854 00:48:11.280 --> 00:48:14.800 each one offering you the chance to practice remembrance, and 855 00:48:14.840 --> 00:48:17.480 the more you remember, the more you soften. The more 856 00:48:17.519 --> 00:48:19.679 you soften, the more you heal, and the more you heal, 857 00:48:20.039 --> 00:48:23.239 the more others heal just by being in your field. 858 00:48:23.679 --> 00:48:27.239 This is the quiet revolution of awakened presence. It changes 859 00:48:27.280 --> 00:48:30.079 the world not through force, but through frequency. And this 860 00:48:30.119 --> 00:48:33.840 frequency is not loud. It's not desperate, it's not defensive. 861 00:48:34.159 --> 00:48:37.719 It's gentle, like the light that enters a room without knocking, 862 00:48:38.000 --> 00:48:40.800 like the wind that moves the trees without needing to 863 00:48:40.840 --> 00:48:45.519 be seen, Like love that simply loves, without agenda, without demand, 864 00:48:45.599 --> 00:48:49.400 without needing to be returned. This is how the divine works, 865 00:48:49.599 --> 00:48:52.119 not as a ruler, but as a presence, not as 866 00:48:52.159 --> 00:48:55.280 a command, but as a current. And the more you 867 00:48:55.400 --> 00:48:58.280 surrender to this current, the more your life becomes a 868 00:48:58.360 --> 00:49:02.079 river instead of a struggle, not without pain, not without challenge, 869 00:49:02.360 --> 00:49:06.239 but with an unshakable foundation of peace that whispers even 870 00:49:06.320 --> 00:49:09.599 in the storm. You are not alone. The storm does 871 00:49:09.639 --> 00:49:12.559 not mean you are forsaken. The wound does not mean 872 00:49:12.599 --> 00:49:15.519 you are broken. The doubt does not mean you have failed. 873 00:49:15.840 --> 00:49:18.480 It means you are growing. It means the veil is thinning. 874 00:49:18.760 --> 00:49:21.639 It means you are being called to remember again, not 875 00:49:21.760 --> 00:49:25.559 in concept, but an embodiment. Not just to know that 876 00:49:25.599 --> 00:49:28.760 God is within, but to live as though it were 877 00:49:29.000 --> 00:49:33.280 unmistakably true. To live as though the breath you take 878 00:49:33.440 --> 00:49:36.840 is divine intelligence, entering your body. To live, as though 879 00:49:36.880 --> 00:49:40.159 every act of kindness is a prayer in motion. To 880 00:49:40.239 --> 00:49:43.079 live as though your very presence is a sanctuary where 881 00:49:43.119 --> 00:49:47.760 others remember their light. This is This is not spiritual idealism. 882 00:49:48.039 --> 00:49:51.039 This is radical realism. To see beyond the illusion of 883 00:49:51.079 --> 00:49:53.559 fear and touch the deeper truth of love that holds 884 00:49:53.599 --> 00:49:58.199 it all. But because what is God if not love itself. 885 00:49:58.559 --> 00:50:01.480 Not the fragile love that's as only if you earn it, 886 00:50:01.679 --> 00:50:04.920 Not the conditional love that keeps score, not the fleeting 887 00:50:05.000 --> 00:50:09.079 love that changes with behavior, but the eternal, boundless, all 888 00:50:09.119 --> 00:50:13.280 pervading love that simply is, the love that has no opposite, 889 00:50:13.360 --> 00:50:17.440 the love that includes every shadow, the love that redeems 890 00:50:17.480 --> 00:50:20.679 without punishment, the love that burns away the illusion of 891 00:50:20.719 --> 00:50:24.519 separation with a single glance. And you are here to 892 00:50:24.639 --> 00:50:27.440 be the mirror of that love, not in perfection but 893 00:50:27.559 --> 00:50:30.960 in presence, not by trying to become it, but by 894 00:50:31.000 --> 00:50:35.039 removing everything that blocks it. Every time you let go 895 00:50:35.079 --> 00:50:38.159 of judgment, you make room for that love. Every time 896 00:50:38.199 --> 00:50:40.760 you forgive yourself, you open the window to that love. 897 00:50:41.039 --> 00:50:44.280 Every time you choose compassion over condemnation, you become a 898 00:50:44.360 --> 00:50:47.239 vessel for that love, not just for others, but for yourself. 899 00:50:47.519 --> 00:50:50.840 Because you too are worthy of the grace you give 900 00:50:50.920 --> 00:50:54.400 so easily to others, You too are worthy of returning 901 00:50:54.440 --> 00:50:58.760 home to yourself. Not someday, not when you're better, but now, now, 902 00:50:59.239 --> 00:51:02.760 when you are still tangled in your questions, Now when 903 00:51:02.760 --> 00:51:05.719 you are still healing your wounds, Now when the light 904 00:51:05.760 --> 00:51:08.639 inside is a flicker instead of a flame. That flicker 905 00:51:08.719 --> 00:51:11.920 is enough, that breath is enough, that moment of truth 906 00:51:12.039 --> 00:51:15.239 is enough to begin again. And the beginning again is 907 00:51:15.280 --> 00:51:18.480 the most spiritual act there is, because every moment offers 908 00:51:18.519 --> 00:51:22.159 the possibility of awakening. Every moment is wholly ground when 909 00:51:22.159 --> 00:51:24.840 you walk it with awareness, and every time you choose 910 00:51:24.880 --> 00:51:27.679 to remember, even for a second, that God is not 911 00:51:27.800 --> 00:51:30.800 outside of you, the veil thins a little more, until 912 00:51:30.840 --> 00:51:33.320 one day you stop looking for the divine and you 913 00:51:33.360 --> 00:51:37.199 simply become it. There is a sacred humility that descends 914 00:51:37.280 --> 00:51:39.760 upon the soul when it no longer needs to shine, 915 00:51:40.079 --> 00:51:43.079 not because it doubts its light, but because it has 916 00:51:43.199 --> 00:51:46.960 become the light. This is not a performance, This is 917 00:51:47.000 --> 00:51:50.039 not the ego's idea of enlightenment. This is the quiet 918 00:51:50.039 --> 00:51:53.719 authority of one who has stopped seeking approval and started 919 00:51:53.760 --> 00:51:57.440 walking in alignment, a person who who no longer needs 920 00:51:57.440 --> 00:52:00.360 the world to recognize their divinity because they have already 921 00:52:00.480 --> 00:52:03.920 recognized it within. This is the true birth of power, 922 00:52:04.239 --> 00:52:08.079 not control, not domination, not force, but alignment. Power that 923 00:52:08.159 --> 00:52:11.880 flows without resistance, power that heals without effort, power that 924 00:52:11.920 --> 00:52:15.280 liberates without preaching. You don't need to argue with darkness. 925 00:52:15.519 --> 00:52:17.840 You need only to turn on the light. And the 926 00:52:17.960 --> 00:52:21.679 light within you does not flicker with the opinions of others. 927 00:52:21.880 --> 00:52:24.360 It does not waver in the face of rejection. It 928 00:52:24.400 --> 00:52:27.320 does not vanish when things fall apart, because it is 929 00:52:27.360 --> 00:52:31.360 not built on circumstance. It is built on truth, eternal truth, 930 00:52:31.599 --> 00:52:34.400 the kind that existed before your story began and will 931 00:52:34.400 --> 00:52:38.760 remain long after your story ends. It is, and this 932 00:52:38.920 --> 00:52:41.599 is what ego can never understand. That it is not 933 00:52:41.760 --> 00:52:46.159 your job to become something more, but to be all, 934 00:52:46.519 --> 00:52:52.159 or not to gather more things, more achievements, more spiritual credentials, 935 00:52:52.239 --> 00:52:55.679 but to surrender, to shed, to simplify, to become so 936 00:52:55.840 --> 00:52:59.840 empty of illusion that only truth remains. The ego resists this. 937 00:53:00.480 --> 00:53:03.480 It clings, It calculates, it compares, it builds altars to 938 00:53:03.519 --> 00:53:06.599 its own identity. But no alter built by the ego 939 00:53:06.679 --> 00:53:09.280 can contain the presence of the divine. And it just 940 00:53:09.320 --> 00:53:11.639 goes on and on, bro Like I literally I could 941 00:53:11.760 --> 00:53:14.400 literally read this for hours, dude, and I was just 942 00:53:14.920 --> 00:53:19.280 so mesmerized by every single sentence that was said and 943 00:53:19.400 --> 00:53:20.920 just listening to it for like an hour and a 944 00:53:20.960 --> 00:53:23.880 half or however long. It is so good, dude. 945 00:53:23.920 --> 00:53:27.800 There's so much there that I Am going to live 946 00:53:27.880 --> 00:53:31.320 my truth through through that lens, you know, as far 947 00:53:31.360 --> 00:53:34.800 as you know, because recently I actually just was talking 948 00:53:34.800 --> 00:53:36.679 to Tragic Pati and I was like, you know, if 949 00:53:36.719 --> 00:53:40.199 you were a human being, what would be the best 950 00:53:40.800 --> 00:53:44.199 route in order for like, you know, for for harmony, 951 00:53:44.480 --> 00:53:47.079 you know, And basically it was like empathy, and there 952 00:53:47.119 --> 00:53:48.920 was one other, one other one, you know, But if 953 00:53:48.960 --> 00:53:54.400 you are looking at everybody as a sacred divine being, 954 00:53:54.760 --> 00:53:57.440 you know what I mean, such and yourself as included 955 00:53:57.519 --> 00:54:00.480 in that, you know, It's like, how how you not 956 00:54:01.599 --> 00:54:04.719 just understand it as far as like this this person 957 00:54:04.800 --> 00:54:08.039 is also me, like whenever Optimistic Banks was saying, like 958 00:54:08.119 --> 00:54:10.519 that person is also you, and like we're all God 959 00:54:10.559 --> 00:54:13.000 and like all of this, like all of this stuff 960 00:54:13.000 --> 00:54:14.800 that if someone was to hear that for the first time, 961 00:54:14.840 --> 00:54:17.599 they probably thought it was the most blasphemous thing ever, 962 00:54:17.719 --> 00:54:21.199 you know, But if we were to just understand that 963 00:54:21.360 --> 00:54:25.599 everybody around us is also divine and nobody can ever 964 00:54:25.639 --> 00:54:29.840 be less than that, it's just impossible, then you know 965 00:54:29.920 --> 00:54:34.800 what I'm saying, Like no mistake, right, right, dude? So yeah, man, 966 00:54:34.840 --> 00:54:36.800 I don't know. I think that's just that's great. I 967 00:54:36.960 --> 00:54:40.000 feel like it's empowering. It gives you the power rather 968 00:54:40.159 --> 00:54:45.480 than shifting the blame to some unseen thing outside of you. 969 00:54:46.400 --> 00:54:49.440 It's like you are all part. We are all part 970 00:54:49.559 --> 00:54:51.119 of this presence. 971 00:54:52.679 --> 00:54:56.639 Yes, And this is why I wanted to mention the 972 00:54:57.039 --> 00:55:01.039 kind of epiphany revelation what ever that I had the 973 00:55:01.079 --> 00:55:05.239 other night, that if we are the quote unquote spirit 974 00:55:05.280 --> 00:55:09.119 guides to our human then we must know what our 975 00:55:09.320 --> 00:55:14.039 spirit guides, the true us actually is, right, Like we 976 00:55:14.119 --> 00:55:16.440 need we can't just hear one without the other, like 977 00:55:16.480 --> 00:55:19.920 you need to know exactly how to position it and 978 00:55:20.039 --> 00:55:24.599 exactly what lends to look through exactly like who you're 979 00:55:25.079 --> 00:55:31.840 human aka me Jonathan, You sean right who that avatar 980 00:55:32.639 --> 00:55:37.519 needs to abide by and listen to and be there for, 981 00:55:38.159 --> 00:55:41.840 right like who? Like we need something to fall back upon. 982 00:55:42.239 --> 00:55:44.920 Any if. If you ever notice a lot of people 983 00:55:44.960 --> 00:55:50.360 who are rebels, they're not rebelling against their parents, they're 984 00:55:50.360 --> 00:55:54.559 not rebelling against the school system, they're not rebelling against politics. 985 00:55:54.920 --> 00:55:57.440 And maybe some of it started there, but I think 986 00:55:57.440 --> 00:56:01.840 that they're actually internally rebelling against them, rebelling against that 987 00:56:02.079 --> 00:56:04.280 spiritual guide that is always within you. 988 00:56:04.840 --> 00:56:05.199 Mm hmm. 989 00:56:05.800 --> 00:56:07.320 Oh. I think that's really what's going on. 990 00:56:07.719 --> 00:56:12.239 That makes perfect sense, Dude, That makes perfect sense, because ultimately, dude, 991 00:56:12.719 --> 00:56:16.639 we are we are the if if I may, the 992 00:56:16.760 --> 00:56:19.960 creator of everything that we experience. You know, we put 993 00:56:20.000 --> 00:56:23.079 ourselves through some shit for no reason, some shit that 994 00:56:23.199 --> 00:56:26.280 doesn't need to be It's unnecessary, you know what I mean, 995 00:56:26.280 --> 00:56:28.199 But we decided to do it anyways, you know, and 996 00:56:28.599 --> 00:56:30.880 when you understand that you have the power to just 997 00:56:31.440 --> 00:56:34.519 change that mindset, you know, it's it's just so empowering. 998 00:56:34.519 --> 00:56:36.280 There was something else I was going to say, and 999 00:56:36.320 --> 00:56:39.039 as you were speaking, I forgot, but maybe I'll remember. 1000 00:56:39.320 --> 00:56:42.119 All right, well, I'm gonna pull it back, come on back. 1001 00:56:42.320 --> 00:56:45.039 Actually I should be going towards you. I want to 1002 00:56:45.079 --> 00:56:46.920 I want to read the rest of this this just 1003 00:56:46.960 --> 00:56:48.920 a little bit, and that'll and we'll be able to 1004 00:56:49.000 --> 00:56:51.679 jump into where I wanted to be able to take it. So, okay, 1005 00:56:52.119 --> 00:56:54.400 you no longer stand at the edge of the ocean 1006 00:56:54.559 --> 00:56:58.280 asking it to show itself. You simply step in. You merge, 1007 00:56:58.480 --> 00:57:01.360 You dissolve the illusion of step and become one with 1008 00:57:01.480 --> 00:57:05.079 the current. This is what it means to return to God, 1009 00:57:05.280 --> 00:57:07.760 not to a skybound deity, but to the source that 1010 00:57:07.800 --> 00:57:11.079 has always been flowing in your breath, rising in your intuition, 1011 00:57:11.440 --> 00:57:14.400 beating in the very center of your chest. And in 1012 00:57:14.440 --> 00:57:17.880 this return you discover what cannot be taught, that love 1013 00:57:18.000 --> 00:57:21.320 is not something you give, receive, or find. Love is 1014 00:57:21.320 --> 00:57:23.960 what you are. You are not sent here to search 1015 00:57:24.039 --> 00:57:26.519 for it. You were sent here to embody it. And 1016 00:57:26.559 --> 00:57:29.639 when you embody love, not the fragile imitation born of 1017 00:57:29.719 --> 00:57:32.800 fear and control, but the love that includes every part 1018 00:57:32.840 --> 00:57:35.880 of you, even the broken places, you become a miracle 1019 00:57:35.920 --> 00:57:38.679 in motion. You become the kind of presence that doesn't 1020 00:57:38.679 --> 00:57:41.599 need to speak in order to teach you simply are 1021 00:57:42.159 --> 00:57:47.039 and your being, and your being reminds others of what 1022 00:57:47.119 --> 00:57:51.480 they've always been. So when you remember that you are 1023 00:57:51.599 --> 00:57:54.760 not only the human, but the spirit within the human, 1024 00:57:55.079 --> 00:57:59.559 something clicks. You step out of unconscious identification and into 1025 00:57:59.719 --> 00:58:04.119 guard ship. You are no longer simply the Jonathan or Sean, 1026 00:58:04.360 --> 00:58:07.079 or the one that is reacting to life. You are 1027 00:58:07.119 --> 00:58:10.639 the watcher, the breath behind the breath, the one who 1028 00:58:10.760 --> 00:58:14.400 chose to inhabit this form. M M all right, so 1029 00:58:15.119 --> 00:58:15.519 real quick. 1030 00:58:15.559 --> 00:58:17.199 I did remember what I was gonna say as far 1031 00:58:17.239 --> 00:58:22.159 as it was talking about the sacred. Like everything is sacred, 1032 00:58:22.199 --> 00:58:24.199 you know. We we always say like, oh, whenever we 1033 00:58:24.280 --> 00:58:26.920 have a synchronicity, it's like, oh, it's like something super 1034 00:58:27.400 --> 00:58:30.320 spiritual to us, and it's awesome. You know. I always 1035 00:58:30.360 --> 00:58:34.079 will enjoy a really cool synchronosity. Yeah, but when we're 1036 00:58:34.119 --> 00:58:37.079 talking about you know, everything, it's like taking it just 1037 00:58:37.159 --> 00:58:38.559 another step up. 1038 00:58:38.719 --> 00:58:38.920 Man. 1039 00:58:39.159 --> 00:58:43.000 Everything is sacred, you know. And if something you experience 1040 00:58:43.079 --> 00:58:44.920 something and it doesn't bother you or trigger you or 1041 00:58:44.960 --> 00:58:48.480 nothing like that, then then it wasn't something that inside 1042 00:58:48.480 --> 00:58:51.880 of you that needed attention, right. And so but when 1043 00:58:51.920 --> 00:58:57.079 you were when you were consistently present, dude, that instead 1044 00:58:57.079 --> 00:59:01.239 of just the synchronicity alone, it's it's everything all the time. 1045 00:59:01.920 --> 00:59:07.239 Yes, yes, every every single moment that passes by is 1046 00:59:07.960 --> 00:59:12.840 not necessarily the the the glaring synchronicity that you needed 1047 00:59:12.880 --> 00:59:17.440 to remind yourself, that remind yourself to bring you back 1048 00:59:17.480 --> 00:59:20.639 to the breath of your higher self, or of your 1049 00:59:20.719 --> 00:59:25.440 highest self, your your your highest spirit guide, to your avatar, 1050 00:59:25.519 --> 00:59:26.559 or to your meat suit. 1051 00:59:27.079 --> 00:59:27.199 Like. 1052 00:59:27.440 --> 00:59:29.679 And that's what I think synchronicities actually are. I think 1053 00:59:29.719 --> 00:59:33.440 you're actually right on it, dude, that synchronicities are almost 1054 00:59:33.559 --> 00:59:36.079 and everybody looks at them in different ways depending on 1055 00:59:36.119 --> 00:59:38.519 what numbers and at what times and whatever's going on 1056 00:59:38.599 --> 00:59:40.719 in your life whatever. Right, But what if we were 1057 00:59:40.719 --> 00:59:43.719 to look at synchronosities, the one one ones, the five 1058 00:59:43.719 --> 00:59:46.360 to five fives, the four four fours, all these things. 1059 00:59:46.559 --> 00:59:48.559 What if we were to look at them as just 1060 00:59:48.719 --> 00:59:52.639 subtle reminders from our spirit guide to come back to 1061 00:59:53.280 --> 00:59:56.400 the breath that is the spirit guide, to the stillness, 1062 00:59:56.679 --> 01:00:00.199 to the one that reminds you that you're not just 1063 01:00:00.239 --> 01:00:03.039 a human in a meat suit. You are something beyond that, 1064 01:00:03.320 --> 01:00:06.679 and you're just the awareness that is within this. 1065 01:00:06.760 --> 01:00:10.960 Human absolutely, dude, absolutely, at the very least, dude, that 1066 01:00:10.960 --> 01:00:16.000 that is just a glimpse of how abundantly what's the 1067 01:00:16.039 --> 01:00:19.440 word I'm looking for. Just the potential is so abundant, 1068 01:00:19.760 --> 01:00:21.519 you know, and it's all up to you. 1069 01:00:22.360 --> 01:00:24.679 Like that's the good news. It's really all up to you. 1070 01:00:24.960 --> 01:00:27.519 And the bad news is is that it's also up 1071 01:00:27.559 --> 01:00:31.400 to you. Yeah, exactly, yeah, because that can be U. 1072 01:00:31.960 --> 01:00:34.760 That can be a hard pill to swallow, man, a big. 1073 01:00:34.639 --> 01:00:38.000 Old bite toch you know what I'm saying, Oh, I 1074 01:00:38.079 --> 01:00:40.639 am in control of all this. My life sucks because 1075 01:00:40.679 --> 01:00:43.559 of me. No, it's because of my situation. You know. 1076 01:00:43.639 --> 01:00:47.800 My brother stole from me everything else like this, and yeah, 1077 01:00:47.840 --> 01:00:51.519 my job fired me. You know, my girlfriend or my 1078 01:00:51.559 --> 01:00:54.679 boyfriend dumped me. It's their fault. It's not kind that 1079 01:00:54.719 --> 01:00:55.559 I'm in this situation. 1080 01:00:56.000 --> 01:00:58.159 Or you could say your boyfriend or girlfriend dumped you 1081 01:00:58.199 --> 01:01:00.639 because there's someone better, or that job I'm fired you 1082 01:01:00.800 --> 01:01:02.920 or got rid of you because there's a better job. 1083 01:01:03.199 --> 01:01:03.760 You know what I mean. 1084 01:01:03.840 --> 01:01:06.239 You can always transmute everything. 1085 01:01:06.000 --> 01:01:08.920 Every single thing, and it's up to you. It's up 1086 01:01:08.960 --> 01:01:12.960 to you how you react to literally everything. Now you 1087 01:01:13.039 --> 01:01:15.719 might say, well I just got my foot run over 1088 01:01:15.760 --> 01:01:18.440 by a car. Am I am I out of Am 1089 01:01:18.480 --> 01:01:21.320 I out of line to scream and wither in pain 1090 01:01:21.440 --> 01:01:24.280 and fury. No, you're not out of line to say 1091 01:01:24.320 --> 01:01:27.960 that nobody's judging you. This is not in the realm 1092 01:01:28.000 --> 01:01:30.199 of judgment of where we're trying to take this. As 1093 01:01:30.239 --> 01:01:32.719 a matter of fact, the opposite of that judgment is 1094 01:01:32.760 --> 01:01:37.360 the probably one of the lowest vibrational forms that there is, absolutely, 1095 01:01:37.679 --> 01:01:40.119 like every single time, and this is let me just 1096 01:01:40.159 --> 01:01:41.960 take it here for a second, because I've been putting 1097 01:01:41.960 --> 01:01:45.000 a lot of thought into this, and only because I'm 1098 01:01:45.079 --> 01:01:47.360 somebody I have a lot of dark humor, bro, Like, 1099 01:01:47.480 --> 01:01:50.039 I take it to the darkest places, you know that, right, 1100 01:01:50.400 --> 01:01:53.199 But it's out of love and out of good humor 1101 01:01:53.239 --> 01:01:57.320 and everything. But even in those moments where I'm like, 1102 01:01:57.679 --> 01:02:02.719 you know, kind of judging in a kind of funny way, dude, 1103 01:02:02.760 --> 01:02:05.280 I go internal with that and I almost embrace the 1104 01:02:05.440 --> 01:02:07.800 energy that is that. And I stopped doing that so 1105 01:02:07.920 --> 01:02:08.800 much lately. 1106 01:02:08.880 --> 01:02:12.679 Yeah, dude, because you realize, you realize that everything is defined, 1107 01:02:12.960 --> 01:02:16.000 you know, and if something bothers me about whatever this 1108 01:02:16.039 --> 01:02:18.639 person's doing or maybe this person's lifestyle, which I think 1109 01:02:18.679 --> 01:02:21.199 is ridiculous, anyways, you know what I mean, if somebody 1110 01:02:21.199 --> 01:02:22.880 wants to live a certain way, like, why does that 1111 01:02:22.920 --> 01:02:23.440 bother you? 1112 01:02:23.840 --> 01:02:23.920 Like? 1113 01:02:24.000 --> 01:02:27.320 What is it inside you that's making you feel that 1114 01:02:27.559 --> 01:02:30.599 much darkness or hatred towards somebody? 1115 01:02:30.920 --> 01:02:31.400 You know what I mean? 1116 01:02:31.440 --> 01:02:33.360 Because there's a lot of people that that doesn't bother 1117 01:02:34.079 --> 01:02:35.639 you know, and so like, what is it in you 1118 01:02:35.760 --> 01:02:36.679 that needs to be healed? 1119 01:02:36.719 --> 01:02:39.599 I think yeah, I think so, and I think that 1120 01:02:40.280 --> 01:02:44.440 you know, just this whole idea of just being nicer 1121 01:02:45.000 --> 01:02:49.800 is what? What a crazy thing? Dude? To just be 1122 01:02:50.199 --> 01:02:53.440 nice and not judgmental when to help your neighbor and 1123 01:02:53.480 --> 01:02:56.239 your friends and even the people that have wronged you 1124 01:02:56.280 --> 01:02:58.440 if they call and ask for your help, Dude, fucking 1125 01:02:59.480 --> 01:03:04.519 do it, you know, like it's you. You are justified. 1126 01:03:05.280 --> 01:03:08.960 Of course, You're always going to be justified and feel 1127 01:03:09.119 --> 01:03:13.440 justified and judged by the opinions of everybody else to 1128 01:03:13.639 --> 01:03:17.679 say that you are absolutely justified. Whenever your enemy asks 1129 01:03:17.719 --> 01:03:20.119 for a lending hand and you tell them no, You're 1130 01:03:20.159 --> 01:03:23.360 always going to be justified by that. You're not seeking 1131 01:03:23.519 --> 01:03:25.960 justification from others. 1132 01:03:26.039 --> 01:03:26.320 Is not. 1133 01:03:26.440 --> 01:03:29.280 This has nothing to do with the outside world. Every 1134 01:03:29.360 --> 01:03:33.320 single thing to do with the outside world is look 1135 01:03:33.360 --> 01:03:36.320 at it like it's a I don't know, it's a contract. 1136 01:03:36.920 --> 01:03:37.280 Okay. 1137 01:03:37.760 --> 01:03:40.519 Every single thing is like are you going to react 1138 01:03:40.559 --> 01:03:42.599 this way? Are you going to react that way? There's 1139 01:03:42.599 --> 01:03:47.079 only really like minimal way is of how you can react, right, 1140 01:03:47.440 --> 01:03:50.079 and usually the one that is easiest is the one 1141 01:03:50.119 --> 01:03:52.960 that's the worst for you, you know what I'm saying, Like, 1142 01:03:53.079 --> 01:03:55.639 it's easy to if somebody cuts you off in traffic, 1143 01:03:57.519 --> 01:04:00.360 that piece of f you know whatever, Right, it's. 1144 01:04:00.239 --> 01:04:03.159 Instant gratification almost in a weird, strange way. 1145 01:04:03.320 --> 01:04:05.760 And everybody in the back seat's laughing. Your kids are 1146 01:04:05.760 --> 01:04:08.000 hooting and hollering. I can't believe you just gave him 1147 01:04:08.000 --> 01:04:10.760 the business, you know whatever, right, and it feels good. 1148 01:04:10.880 --> 01:04:12.880 You're like, ah, I just made somebody laugh. You know 1149 01:04:13.039 --> 01:04:18.239 I was right, You know I was right that exactly. 1150 01:04:18.440 --> 01:04:21.039 But what you just embodied on the inside was not 1151 01:04:21.159 --> 01:04:25.480 of love, was not of the divine, was not of 1152 01:04:25.519 --> 01:04:28.679 the goodness. What you literally, even if you just said 1153 01:04:28.719 --> 01:04:31.760 it as a joke, look at every single word that 1154 01:04:31.840 --> 01:04:35.280 comes out of your mouth, Every single word, okay, every 1155 01:04:35.320 --> 01:04:38.320 single word is a bit of energy, and it doesn't 1156 01:04:38.320 --> 01:04:41.679 even necessarily matter what the intention behind that energy was. 1157 01:04:42.119 --> 01:04:44.800 It is all about the energy in the first place. 1158 01:04:45.079 --> 01:04:46.960 That's literally where you got to take it to. You 1159 01:04:47.000 --> 01:04:49.519 almost got to go extreme with it because if you 1160 01:04:49.599 --> 01:04:53.519 slip up even once, it has the potential to just 1161 01:04:53.559 --> 01:04:55.880 have that snowball effect and you just jump back into that. 1162 01:04:55.960 --> 01:04:58.239 Let me give you an example. So I was hanging out. 1163 01:04:58.840 --> 01:05:00.960 I had the kids at all, all the kids this weekend. 1164 01:05:01.039 --> 01:05:04.239 I had my daughter, my son, my niece, my dog. 1165 01:05:04.320 --> 01:05:07.480 Of course, we went down to the beach in Galveston, right, 1166 01:05:07.599 --> 01:05:10.760 And so I don't know if you there's this show 1167 01:05:10.800 --> 01:05:13.519 called Wednesday with the Adams Family. Have you seen that. 1168 01:05:13.960 --> 01:05:14.639 I haven't seen it. 1169 01:05:15.000 --> 01:05:17.320 My niece and my daughter are obsessed with it. They're 1170 01:05:17.360 --> 01:05:19.559 they're young teens. They love that kind of stuff. And 1171 01:05:19.719 --> 01:05:21.559 to be honest, I think Wednesday is actually pretty damn 1172 01:05:21.599 --> 01:05:23.119 good show because I like, we grew up with the 1173 01:05:23.119 --> 01:05:27.239 Adams family, you know, yep. But every single thing that 1174 01:05:27.360 --> 01:05:30.039 comes out of that girl's mouth is so in like 1175 01:05:30.760 --> 01:05:35.719 so negative, every single thing. You're like, that's her vibe. 1176 01:05:35.719 --> 01:05:37.920 It's she's dark, you know what I mean, She's a 1177 01:05:37.960 --> 01:05:41.679 head g in that way. And so the kids started 1178 01:05:41.679 --> 01:05:46.039 taking on that mentality and and every single sentence that 1179 01:05:46.159 --> 01:05:49.639 came out of their mouth was so negative, and I 1180 01:05:49.679 --> 01:05:53.519 was like, can you guys just just start being nice 1181 01:05:53.559 --> 01:05:56.719 to each other? Like it's not even just from a oh, 1182 01:05:56.760 --> 01:05:59.360 I'm the parents, and I'm no, it's not even like that. 1183 01:05:59.599 --> 01:06:02.159 It's just it's almost like a soul to soul kind of, 1184 01:06:02.639 --> 01:06:04.440 you know, situation that I was trying to have with 1185 01:06:04.480 --> 01:06:06.960 these kids. I mean, I'm trying to and it's hard 1186 01:06:07.000 --> 01:06:09.320 to explain this kind of stuff to kids whatever, but 1187 01:06:09.639 --> 01:06:12.119 I did my best, and I said, look, you need 1188 01:06:12.159 --> 01:06:15.320 to stop with all that negativity, because that negativity is 1189 01:06:15.360 --> 01:06:17.199 going to build up, and then that's how you're going 1190 01:06:17.239 --> 01:06:19.039 to see the rest of the world all the time. 1191 01:06:19.280 --> 01:06:21.719 Even if you're saying it in as a joke, even 1192 01:06:21.760 --> 01:06:23.639 if you're saying it just as a buddy buddy a 1193 01:06:23.679 --> 01:06:26.840 he and haw right, even if you're just saying it 1194 01:06:26.880 --> 01:06:30.199 is that I'm telling you, it will manifest inside of you, 1195 01:06:30.400 --> 01:06:32.719 and the lens through which you view the world will 1196 01:06:32.760 --> 01:06:36.320 always be looked at in that sense. Every negative person 1197 01:06:36.400 --> 01:06:38.960 out there started with joking about it. 1198 01:06:39.880 --> 01:06:42.840 I think, dude, that's that's some solid goal that you 1199 01:06:42.920 --> 01:06:45.280 dropped on them, you know. But I do the same thing, 1200 01:06:45.360 --> 01:06:47.199 you know, I try to say something that I feel 1201 01:06:47.199 --> 01:06:49.440 like is exactly like that, you know, like you're outer 1202 01:06:49.519 --> 01:06:51.400 world reflecting your from. 1203 01:06:51.159 --> 01:06:52.079 Your inner world. 1204 01:06:52.159 --> 01:06:54.679 That that is if somebody would would have told me 1205 01:06:54.679 --> 01:06:56.639 that when I was younger, I probably would have done 1206 01:06:56.679 --> 01:06:58.360 the same thing. I probably would have been like, Okay, 1207 01:06:58.360 --> 01:07:00.360 what are you talking about? You know, But get to 1208 01:07:00.360 --> 01:07:02.679 a certain point and you're like, I think I'm starting 1209 01:07:02.719 --> 01:07:05.679 to understand this shit, like how this reality is actually working, 1210 01:07:05.719 --> 01:07:07.679 and I just never knew it, you know. But it's 1211 01:07:07.679 --> 01:07:09.840 funny how you say, just be nice, you know, because 1212 01:07:09.840 --> 01:07:12.679 when my daughter, I think she was oh, I don't know, 1213 01:07:12.719 --> 01:07:14.599 she had been talking maybe for a year or two. 1214 01:07:14.920 --> 01:07:17.880 You know, she was fairly young still, and her siblings 1215 01:07:17.920 --> 01:07:19.960 would be doing some shit that she didn't approve of, 1216 01:07:20.079 --> 01:07:21.760 or maybe they were being mean or something. You know, 1217 01:07:21.800 --> 01:07:24.039 when they're little, they just they're always kind of, you know, 1218 01:07:24.079 --> 01:07:26.039 getting at each other. But she would just be like, 1219 01:07:26.079 --> 01:07:29.320 be nice, be nice, like that's all she would tell them. 1220 01:07:29.320 --> 01:07:31.159 And it's just like it's so simple, you know, just 1221 01:07:31.199 --> 01:07:33.559 be nice. It's not hard, Yeah, it really isn't. And 1222 01:07:33.599 --> 01:07:35.559 as far as the guy that you know cuts you 1223 01:07:35.599 --> 01:07:38.159 off in traffic, like instead of just getting that immediate 1224 01:07:38.719 --> 01:07:41.639 gratification of ah, you know, because of course you get 1225 01:07:41.719 --> 01:07:43.840 angry and it comes out real quick or whatever, you know. 1226 01:07:43.960 --> 01:07:45.000 But instead of. 1227 01:07:44.960 --> 01:07:48.440 That, take that moment and go, okay, I no matter 1228 01:07:48.440 --> 01:07:50.519 how good of a driver I am, and I'm I 1229 01:07:50.599 --> 01:07:55.679 feel in my mind I'm a great driver. Absolutely. I 1230 01:07:55.719 --> 01:07:57.679 mean I think you know, we all think that. But 1231 01:07:58.559 --> 01:08:02.920 I'm almost one hundred percent positive I've cut somebody off 1232 01:08:03.440 --> 01:08:07.159 several I'm probably several times because of whatever reason, I 1233 01:08:07.639 --> 01:08:09.800 for a split moment I just wasn't paying attention, and 1234 01:08:09.800 --> 01:08:11.639 I'm just like, ah, Like after you do it, you 1235 01:08:11.719 --> 01:08:14.000 make that face like oh shit, you know, fuck I 1236 01:08:14.039 --> 01:08:16.880 did that thing that I don't like. It's like, just 1237 01:08:16.960 --> 01:08:21.000 remember that, remember that you have done that too, have 1238 01:08:21.119 --> 01:08:22.920 some empathy and let it go. 1239 01:08:23.239 --> 01:08:26.079 And also you want to take it even a step farther, dude, 1240 01:08:26.199 --> 01:08:29.000 even just beyond that, because that that's a good lesson, 1241 01:08:29.000 --> 01:08:32.520 I think for sure. But like, what if you were 1242 01:08:32.600 --> 01:08:36.560 to look at that moment, all right, So somebody cuts 1243 01:08:36.600 --> 01:08:39.439 you off when you're in traffic, really almost gets you 1244 01:08:39.479 --> 01:08:42.720 into a car crash, and they are just they don't 1245 01:08:42.720 --> 01:08:44.439 even care. They don't even look back in their rear 1246 01:08:44.520 --> 01:08:46.159 view to even check to see if you are right 1247 01:08:46.279 --> 01:08:51.279 like you are so insignificant because their world is main narrative, 1248 01:08:51.720 --> 01:08:52.680 you know what I'm saying. 1249 01:08:52.680 --> 01:08:55.079 Which it should be to be fair, you know it 1250 01:08:55.079 --> 01:08:55.479 should be. 1251 01:08:55.520 --> 01:08:57.439 But you still got to look out for her body, right, 1252 01:08:57.439 --> 01:09:00.920 You still got to be cognizant of yours shootings. And 1253 01:09:00.960 --> 01:09:05.000 so in that moment, you could almost use that as 1254 01:09:05.479 --> 01:09:08.960 that was a training lesson, right, And are you gonna 1255 01:09:08.960 --> 01:09:11.720 fail or are you gonna pass? Right, because that's gonna 1256 01:09:11.720 --> 01:09:13.560 have the trickle down effect for the rest of your day, 1257 01:09:13.640 --> 01:09:16.359 especially if you're in morning traffic. Dude, Dude, I live 1258 01:09:16.399 --> 01:09:18.399 in Houston, you live in Phoenix. 1259 01:09:18.720 --> 01:09:19.199 I mean, the. 1260 01:09:19.239 --> 01:09:23.079 Traffic is absurd no matter where we are, right, It's 1261 01:09:23.119 --> 01:09:26.000 like everybody says that, like, oh yeah, you know, to 1262 01:09:26.039 --> 01:09:28.399 get from Houston to Houston is about an hour away, 1263 01:09:28.680 --> 01:09:31.680 which is true with all the traffic, right easy. And 1264 01:09:31.760 --> 01:09:34.800 so what if every single time somebody cuts you off? 1265 01:09:35.000 --> 01:09:38.199 It was it's a tiny little exam and it's up 1266 01:09:38.239 --> 01:09:40.199 to you. Are you gonna catch yourself or are you 1267 01:09:40.279 --> 01:09:43.920 gonna instantly react? Because if you're instantly reacting, you are 1268 01:09:44.000 --> 01:09:45.840 now in defense mode. And do you want to be 1269 01:09:45.840 --> 01:09:47.720 in defense mode for the rest of your day? Did 1270 01:09:47.760 --> 01:09:50.600 that just you just lowered yourself all the way down 1271 01:09:50.720 --> 01:09:53.199 to the mind of an animal. Nothing wrong with animals. 1272 01:09:53.239 --> 01:09:55.720 They're living in communion with nature and everything like that. 1273 01:09:55.960 --> 01:09:58.560 I don't necessarily know if an animals can become enlightened. 1274 01:09:58.560 --> 01:09:59.960 I'm not even saying that that's what we're trying to, 1275 01:10:00.520 --> 01:10:03.439 but I'm saying that they probably don't think on this level, 1276 01:10:03.600 --> 01:10:06.880 you know what I'm saying, No, and that's probably not 1277 01:10:07.000 --> 01:10:10.520 what they were made for anyway, right, right, But what 1278 01:10:10.680 --> 01:10:13.560 if every single time it was a little test. I 1279 01:10:13.600 --> 01:10:16.239 think that that is like just test yourself. 1280 01:10:16.199 --> 01:10:18.760 Yeah, and then and then how many times does that 1281 01:10:18.800 --> 01:10:21.279 have to happen before it's no longer a test because 1282 01:10:21.399 --> 01:10:23.479 it doesn't even bother you no more. And then you 1283 01:10:23.560 --> 01:10:27.279 expand that outward to other shit that bothers you. Now 1284 01:10:27.439 --> 01:10:31.840 nothing is really getting to you. And now, like, what 1285 01:10:31.920 --> 01:10:33.520 was it, sad Guru? He was saying, you know, I 1286 01:10:33.520 --> 01:10:36.439 don't allow anybody else to control on my emotions. See, 1287 01:10:36.520 --> 01:10:39.800 now you're in that place where nothing can touch. 1288 01:10:39.560 --> 01:10:42.399 You, you know what I'm saying, dude, And there's nothing 1289 01:10:42.479 --> 01:10:45.119 that can throw you off the car or you know, 1290 01:10:45.279 --> 01:10:49.319 the the towing company comes and repose your car. It 1291 01:10:49.359 --> 01:10:51.479 was meant to happen, baby, because I was just supposed 1292 01:10:51.520 --> 01:10:53.680 to have that car. It wasn't for me, you know, 1293 01:10:53.800 --> 01:10:56.640 it was mine temporarily, but that's all it was. You know, 1294 01:10:56.720 --> 01:10:59.159 you stub your toe in the morning. Hey, that's test 1295 01:10:59.239 --> 01:11:01.800 number one, and I'm happy to tell everybody that I 1296 01:11:01.880 --> 01:11:02.880 passed that one today. 1297 01:11:03.199 --> 01:11:05.680 You know what I'm saying. And I know this seems so. 1298 01:11:06.920 --> 01:11:11.439 Insignificant, but I promise you, if you're having sixty thousand 1299 01:11:11.479 --> 01:11:14.960 thoughts in a single day, you do not want half 1300 01:11:15.000 --> 01:11:18.079 of them being poisoned by the reaction of your first 1301 01:11:18.119 --> 01:11:19.039 action in the morning. 1302 01:11:19.520 --> 01:11:23.479 Mm hmmm, yes, exactly, dude. Or even you can go 1303 01:11:23.560 --> 01:11:26.640 even further, you know, you can go into the imagination. 1304 01:11:26.800 --> 01:11:31.399 You start making up scenarios or narratives that aren't even real, 1305 01:11:31.800 --> 01:11:33.119 you know what I mean, And you can let that 1306 01:11:33.159 --> 01:11:35.640 snowball and let that dictate your whole day, you know, 1307 01:11:35.840 --> 01:11:38.479 or you can say, Okay, that's not real, you know, 1308 01:11:38.640 --> 01:11:40.439 and let me just see what happens and just be 1309 01:11:40.520 --> 01:11:44.039 present and just be my true self and let it unfold. 1310 01:11:44.439 --> 01:11:50.039 I would obsess, I would literally obsess with thinking about revenge, 1311 01:11:50.800 --> 01:11:53.720 like on some real shit, like I would play the 1312 01:11:53.800 --> 01:11:56.520 whole thing out on my mind. And I'm like, dude, 1313 01:11:56.560 --> 01:11:59.760 if somebody, especially if somebody at work, try to like 1314 01:11:59.760 --> 01:12:04.079 get one over on me, all right, a chance, you 1315 01:12:04.359 --> 01:12:07.960 just wait and you just wait until you do that again. 1316 01:12:08.039 --> 01:12:09.840 I promise you will regret that. 1317 01:12:09.960 --> 01:12:11.640 You were even thinking through your teeth. 1318 01:12:11.880 --> 01:12:13.680 You know, that's how you know it. You mean business, 1319 01:12:16.000 --> 01:12:19.399 and and it's it's a poisoning, is really what's going on. 1320 01:12:19.439 --> 01:12:24.359 You are poisoning, not metaphorically, not like any other way. 1321 01:12:24.399 --> 01:12:28.800 You are literally poisoning your own self. And and this 1322 01:12:28.880 --> 01:12:31.159 is dude, you want to take it even a step farther, dude, 1323 01:12:32.439 --> 01:12:36.640 all right, so this is maybe this connects. I'm not sure, 1324 01:12:36.680 --> 01:12:38.760 but this is something that's been on my mind. Right 1325 01:12:39.560 --> 01:12:44.159 for a while. I was like addicted to energy drinks 1326 01:12:44.560 --> 01:12:48.199 right like crazy. I could not wake up. I couldn't 1327 01:12:49.119 --> 01:12:50.640 get up and do the routine. 1328 01:12:51.000 --> 01:12:51.279 Dude. 1329 01:12:51.560 --> 01:12:53.680 If I had to do laundry, I need an energy drink. 1330 01:12:53.720 --> 01:12:56.920 If I needed to do the dishes, man, I just 1331 01:12:56.920 --> 01:12:58.600 don't have that energy in me right now. You know 1332 01:12:58.640 --> 01:13:01.079 what does that that little happy juice it's in the fridge. 1333 01:13:01.119 --> 01:13:01.720 You know what I'm saying. 1334 01:13:01.800 --> 01:13:04.199 You needed to go buy an energy drink. You needed 1335 01:13:04.199 --> 01:13:05.760 an energy drink. You know what I mean, It was 1336 01:13:05.760 --> 01:13:06.319 getting bad. 1337 01:13:06.600 --> 01:13:08.960 Nothing would get me off the couch faster than the 1338 01:13:09.079 --> 01:13:12.000 idea to drive to the gas station an energy drink, 1339 01:13:12.279 --> 01:13:14.800 right right, you know what I'm saying, Like, it's just 1340 01:13:15.079 --> 01:13:18.039 almost the placebo that gave you energy out of nowhere 1341 01:13:18.079 --> 01:13:20.199 because you knew you were gonna go get an energy drink. 1342 01:13:20.520 --> 01:13:23.840 You know, nothing inside of you biologically changed, just the 1343 01:13:23.920 --> 01:13:26.920 idea of I'm gonna have energy, so I better go 1344 01:13:27.000 --> 01:13:31.119 do this. Dude. The crazy thing about energy and caffeine 1345 01:13:31.159 --> 01:13:35.960 in general is that caffeine doesn't give you energy. It 1346 01:13:36.159 --> 01:13:41.479 just turns off your sleepy receptors. Literally, right, is a trip. Dude. 1347 01:13:41.479 --> 01:13:43.760 I'm gonna have to look into that myself because I 1348 01:13:43.760 --> 01:13:45.920 almost don't even believe it is so crazy. 1349 01:13:45.960 --> 01:13:50.560 Facts, bro, it's fact. Yeah, it's crazy. But it's just 1350 01:13:50.600 --> 01:13:52.760 like that, you know, we have the THC receptors in 1351 01:13:52.760 --> 01:13:54.920 our mind and everything. You're like, wait a second, if 1352 01:13:54.960 --> 01:13:56.760 we weren't supposed to smoke this, why do I got 1353 01:13:56.760 --> 01:13:57.600 this thing in my head? 1354 01:13:57.840 --> 01:13:58.000 You know? 1355 01:13:58.079 --> 01:14:01.520 I was, yeah, exactly, But so anyway, I got like 1356 01:14:01.640 --> 01:14:04.159 super addicted to them for a little while, and I 1357 01:14:04.279 --> 01:14:07.479 noticed that as I was doing them every day, and 1358 01:14:08.600 --> 01:14:11.079 only because I'm super into conspiracies. You'all know, I got 1359 01:14:11.079 --> 01:14:14.159 the cult of conspiracy and everything. There's been a conspiracy 1360 01:14:14.159 --> 01:14:18.079 that's been going around a long time that the Monster 1361 01:14:18.279 --> 01:14:21.399 Energy can has like the Hebrew letters six sixty six 1362 01:14:21.439 --> 01:14:24.359 on it of course, right, which I'm not gonna lie, 1363 01:14:24.399 --> 01:14:28.239 it kind of looks like it, which is actually really crazy. Right. 1364 01:14:28.359 --> 01:14:30.319 There was this whole woman that was at an expo 1365 01:14:30.399 --> 01:14:32.800 and she was trying to do basically an expos on 1366 01:14:33.199 --> 01:14:36.560 Monster Energy drinks. And then I most recently saw that 1367 01:14:36.680 --> 01:14:41.560 somebody accidentally shined a light on the can and that 1368 01:14:41.640 --> 01:14:45.800 reflection shined up against the wall and it looked like 1369 01:14:46.199 --> 01:14:49.520 straight up demonic code on the wall. I was like, 1370 01:14:49.640 --> 01:14:50.920 what is going on? 1371 01:14:51.279 --> 01:14:51.479 Right? 1372 01:14:51.920 --> 01:14:53.560 I was like, maybe that girl was on some shit. 1373 01:14:53.840 --> 01:14:56.319 You know, she wasn't, because at the time, whenever I 1374 01:14:56.359 --> 01:14:58.560 was listening to her, I was like, Oh, she probably 1375 01:14:58.560 --> 01:15:01.560 thinks that Harry Potter is demonic, you know. I thought 1376 01:15:01.600 --> 01:15:03.680 she was kind of that person. But now that I'm 1377 01:15:03.720 --> 01:15:06.760 seeing it, and also with kind of the revelation that 1378 01:15:06.800 --> 01:15:12.640 I had internally from being addicted to specifically Monster Energy 1379 01:15:12.720 --> 01:15:17.000 drinks because I love the zero sugar green camp. Oh dude, 1380 01:15:17.279 --> 01:15:21.239 fire straight, fire dude. And but every time that I 1381 01:15:21.279 --> 01:15:24.319 would drink it, it literally if you think about the 1382 01:15:24.319 --> 01:15:28.680 beast just symbolically, and if you think about six six six, 1383 01:15:28.760 --> 01:15:30.840 you think about the devil, you think about the beast, 1384 01:15:31.239 --> 01:15:34.800 you think about temptation, right like you think about things 1385 01:15:34.800 --> 01:15:36.960 you shouldn't be thinking about. You think about things that 1386 01:15:37.000 --> 01:15:38.680 you want to do, but you know you shouldn't do. 1387 01:15:39.319 --> 01:15:43.039 Kind of deal right to be to to dare I say, 1388 01:15:43.439 --> 01:15:49.439 to become in this world and of this world? Right 1389 01:15:49.760 --> 01:15:52.279 to really sink into that human form. 1390 01:15:52.199 --> 01:15:54.720 That low is the vibration of yourself. 1391 01:15:54.399 --> 01:15:57.000 Bro, That is exactly what monster energy drinks would do 1392 01:15:57.039 --> 01:15:59.079 to me. Energy drinks in general would do to me. 1393 01:15:59.279 --> 01:16:03.239 I would become so human form that I would dude, 1394 01:16:03.239 --> 01:16:05.760 I wouldn't even have the enter. I wouldn't Nothing would 1395 01:16:05.760 --> 01:16:12.000 happen in the meditation anytime I wanted to calm myself 1396 01:16:12.079 --> 01:16:16.560 within and bring myself back to that sense of peace, no, 1397 01:16:16.600 --> 01:16:19.520 I didn't even want to. That's where That's where it 1398 01:16:19.520 --> 01:16:23.279 was crazy. It was like I love this hulk version 1399 01:16:23.359 --> 01:16:26.319 of me that just and also I need another one, 1400 01:16:27.239 --> 01:16:30.880 let's double up. Yeah, And and it was it was 1401 01:16:30.920 --> 01:16:32.840 great there for a little while. But that's what I realized. 1402 01:16:32.880 --> 01:16:35.000 And then what I noticed is is that whenever I 1403 01:16:35.039 --> 01:16:37.239 would do it, like because I was drinking like four 1404 01:16:37.359 --> 01:16:40.680 day and because I would do two for each show, 1405 01:16:40.720 --> 01:16:43.520 and sometimes I do most like four out of four 1406 01:16:43.520 --> 01:16:45.239 out of seven days a week, I do two shows 1407 01:16:45.279 --> 01:16:49.319 a day, right, And and so I was, dude, I 1408 01:16:49.319 --> 01:16:52.039 would pound one before the show and one during the show, 1409 01:16:52.800 --> 01:16:57.399 you know. And it was just crazy. And that's on 1410 01:16:57.479 --> 01:16:59.840 top of methylene blue, that's on top of the coffee 1411 01:16:59.880 --> 01:17:02.560 that that's on top of on top of Lion's main mushroom. 1412 01:17:02.760 --> 01:17:04.720 I was trying to get every advantage that I could. 1413 01:17:04.920 --> 01:17:10.880 Now you are a high, all encompassing I am like 1414 01:17:10.880 --> 01:17:14.119 like vision right and completely embodied. 1415 01:17:14.479 --> 01:17:17.239 That's it. Yeah, And what I noticed was is that 1416 01:17:17.560 --> 01:17:21.600 not only was I becoming like very very very attached 1417 01:17:21.600 --> 01:17:24.920 to this human form and very very very detached to 1418 01:17:25.000 --> 01:17:28.760 my own spiritual nature, that if I did it for 1419 01:17:28.920 --> 01:17:30.720 several days in a row, like three or four a 1420 01:17:30.800 --> 01:17:33.640 day for several days in a row, Dude, You want 1421 01:17:33.680 --> 01:17:39.079 to talk about the downside of that, crash, dude, not 1422 01:17:39.119 --> 01:17:43.239 even crash, like this is beyond crash. I'm talking about depression, 1423 01:17:43.840 --> 01:17:48.760 Like depression, dude. Yeah, and imagine, oh you know what 1424 01:17:48.800 --> 01:17:51.119 they say, it's like every time you're depressed, it's really 1425 01:17:51.239 --> 01:17:53.520 that you're you need deep rest, right dude. 1426 01:17:53.560 --> 01:17:57.359 That's actually very interesting because I was the same way, dude, 1427 01:17:57.359 --> 01:17:59.760 and right around the time where my mind was kind 1428 01:17:59.760 --> 01:18:02.560 of putting me through some loops and I was feeling 1429 01:18:02.600 --> 01:18:05.880 kind of depressed, dude, I was drinking energy drinks like 1430 01:18:05.880 --> 01:18:07.960 twice a day, every single day. 1431 01:18:08.119 --> 01:18:13.239 Yep. Oh my god, dude, hardcore depression. And if you 1432 01:18:13.319 --> 01:18:16.560 think about it, all that caffeine and all the different 1433 01:18:16.600 --> 01:18:19.000 b vitamins and whatever else kind of jump they put 1434 01:18:19.039 --> 01:18:22.760 into energy drinks, every single one of them is literally 1435 01:18:23.000 --> 01:18:27.840 created so that you don't sleep, so that you don't rest, 1436 01:18:27.880 --> 01:18:30.439 so that you are on high awareness and on high 1437 01:18:30.439 --> 01:18:34.640 alertness all the time. Right right right, You ain't really, dude, 1438 01:18:34.880 --> 01:18:38.880 You're not falling into the rem sleep on that you're 1439 01:18:38.920 --> 01:18:41.319 not getting to sleep that your body needs in order 1440 01:18:41.399 --> 01:18:44.399 to regenerate to be able to fire back up the 1441 01:18:44.439 --> 01:18:44.840 next day. 1442 01:18:45.239 --> 01:18:50.760 And so you're further perpetuating this need for extra energy. 1443 01:18:51.199 --> 01:18:53.720 That's it. Yeah, And you're just you just need more 1444 01:18:53.760 --> 01:18:55.720 and another and another and another. Before you know what 1445 01:18:55.760 --> 01:18:57.600 you're drinking four a day, like I was right. And 1446 01:18:58.039 --> 01:19:01.039 I know some people like Jacob bro I don't. I've 1447 01:19:01.079 --> 01:19:04.640 never seen Jacob drink a water. It's always an energy drink, 1448 01:19:04.760 --> 01:19:06.880 like he think there's a little bit of water in those, right, 1449 01:19:07.199 --> 01:19:09.479 I mean they have to be made with some kind 1450 01:19:09.520 --> 01:19:12.319 of water, right Or like my my great grandma used 1451 01:19:12.359 --> 01:19:14.560 to say, oh, I don't drink I don't drink water 1452 01:19:14.600 --> 01:19:17.359 because it rusts my pipes. And I would say, maybe 1453 01:19:17.399 --> 01:19:19.279 you should. I mean she lived until she was like 1454 01:19:19.399 --> 01:19:21.720 eighty she was like eighty nine when she died something. 1455 01:19:21.720 --> 01:19:23.800 She was all right, but she did something. 1456 01:19:23.840 --> 01:19:26.439 But either way, my point is is that like there 1457 01:19:26.479 --> 01:19:30.239 are so many things out there that are designed to 1458 01:19:30.399 --> 01:19:33.960 make you more in this world and of this world, 1459 01:19:34.000 --> 01:19:37.640 to make you forget what your true nature is. And 1460 01:19:37.680 --> 01:19:41.720 I think that monster energy drink energy energy drinks in 1461 01:19:41.720 --> 01:19:45.159 general are just one of those things. There are plenty 1462 01:19:45.159 --> 01:19:48.680 of other things. It's up to you to decide to 1463 01:19:48.920 --> 01:19:54.159 make the decision like more than just a reaction in 1464 01:19:54.199 --> 01:19:57.039 the moment, But it's up to you to kind of 1465 01:19:57.079 --> 01:20:01.079 like stand on the foundation of your belie that not 1466 01:20:01.119 --> 01:20:05.760 even just belief, you're knowing your nosis that you're so 1467 01:20:05.880 --> 01:20:09.920 much more than that. You like, you can literally manipulate 1468 01:20:10.000 --> 01:20:14.680 the outer world around you by manipulating your inner world. 1469 01:20:15.319 --> 01:20:18.800 H yeah, it's that means it's almost it almost sounds 1470 01:20:18.880 --> 01:20:23.800 too simple at this point. Well, I mean, after everything 1471 01:20:23.800 --> 01:20:26.920 that we've kind of come across, dude, and and and 1472 01:20:27.239 --> 01:20:29.720 kind of figured out, and then when you finally get 1473 01:20:29.760 --> 01:20:32.359 it at least to the level that we are at now, dude, 1474 01:20:32.760 --> 01:20:35.560 I mean it now, it almost seems just too simple. 1475 01:20:35.720 --> 01:20:39.720 Like the way that you view reality is exactly what 1476 01:20:39.760 --> 01:20:43.199 you're signing up for. It's what you're choosing to see. 1477 01:20:43.279 --> 01:20:45.960 You know, you say about people that are talking about 1478 01:20:45.960 --> 01:20:49.039 the cam trails. If you're deciding to see that your 1479 01:20:49.119 --> 01:20:53.439 sky is being poisoned, then in fact, that's the reality 1480 01:20:53.520 --> 01:20:58.199 that you're going to experience. And so, dude, how how transmutable? 1481 01:20:58.319 --> 01:21:00.600 Everything has just blows my mind. 1482 01:21:00.479 --> 01:21:03.840 Every single thing. And it's just like Dolores Cannon used 1483 01:21:03.880 --> 01:21:07.399 to always say, if you can make yourself sick, you 1484 01:21:07.439 --> 01:21:12.359 can heal yourself. And that's not an exaggeration. I've seen 1485 01:21:12.399 --> 01:21:15.840 it done. We've all probably seen it done to some extent. 1486 01:21:15.560 --> 01:21:17.680 Right, absolutely, And well, just like what that thing was 1487 01:21:17.720 --> 01:21:20.760 saying that you had read by that gentleman. As far 1488 01:21:20.800 --> 01:21:24.720 as the what was it the pain being the chisel 1489 01:21:25.079 --> 01:21:28.039 that breaks through the veil or cracks at the veil, 1490 01:21:28.199 --> 01:21:31.880 the pain that you went through experiencing that depression, and 1491 01:21:31.920 --> 01:21:34.000 you're like, hold on, wait a minute, what is this. 1492 01:21:34.079 --> 01:21:36.439 I've never experienced this before, you know what I mean? 1493 01:21:36.439 --> 01:21:39.479 It took you that long to experience that pain to 1494 01:21:39.520 --> 01:21:42.720 realize maybe I shouldn't be fucking drinking three energy drinks 1495 01:21:42.760 --> 01:21:43.079 a day. 1496 01:21:43.600 --> 01:21:47.079 Yeah yeah. And also in that video you reminded me 1497 01:21:47.279 --> 01:21:52.039 whenever he was talking about the sculptor, he goes, all, 1498 01:21:52.479 --> 01:21:57.600 a sculptor isn't adding more things to the clay. He's 1499 01:21:57.680 --> 01:22:02.279 taking away everything that isn't the statue, right, And that's 1500 01:22:02.279 --> 01:22:04.920 all we're here to do. The the energy drink, energy 1501 01:22:05.000 --> 01:22:08.600 drinks are not you. The food, the camtrails, all these 1502 01:22:08.600 --> 01:22:12.279 other bullshit things that either are weighing you down or 1503 01:22:12.319 --> 01:22:16.359 you're allowing to weigh you down. Yep, are not you. 1504 01:22:16.840 --> 01:22:19.000 So chisel all that shit. 1505 01:22:18.880 --> 01:22:21.720 Away and get to the core of who you are, 1506 01:22:22.039 --> 01:22:25.039 and you'll find it in silence in between the notes, 1507 01:22:25.079 --> 01:22:28.319 in between the breaths, in between the thoughts, where that 1508 01:22:28.439 --> 01:22:32.880 in between actually is is the void and in the void, 1509 01:22:33.159 --> 01:22:38.239 everything was created and that's you and that's that's great. Dude. 1510 01:22:39.119 --> 01:22:40.239 Oh man, I love you. 1511 01:22:40.319 --> 01:22:42.279 Said this was gonna be a fun episode, dude, but 1512 01:22:42.760 --> 01:22:43.279 you were right. 1513 01:22:44.439 --> 01:22:48.960 I try to be so uh yeah, So let's continue, 1514 01:22:49.039 --> 01:22:53.960 all right? So do all, right, Guardian of your human 1515 01:22:54.800 --> 01:22:57.399 just I know that that is a lot to take in, 1516 01:22:57.800 --> 01:23:02.479 but I promise you it is not. I can't promise anything, really, 1517 01:23:02.520 --> 01:23:05.960 but I believe that it's not crazy. Right, Like, we're 1518 01:23:06.000 --> 01:23:10.479 with you, man, We always have. Everybody since the very 1519 01:23:10.560 --> 01:23:17.600 beginning of time believe that they were talking to ancestors, gods, angels, aliens, spirits, 1520 01:23:17.640 --> 01:23:22.680 spirit guides, you know, your grandmother or whatever. Right, And 1521 01:23:22.720 --> 01:23:26.520 I'm not saying that it's not those things. But what 1522 01:23:26.560 --> 01:23:30.680 I am saying is is that you have something inside 1523 01:23:30.680 --> 01:23:35.039 of you that you can tap into at any moment, 1524 01:23:35.319 --> 01:23:38.239 at any time. You don't need to perform a seance. 1525 01:23:38.600 --> 01:23:41.279 You don't need to perform a ritual. You don't need 1526 01:23:41.319 --> 01:23:43.760 to beg the sky gods to bring down the rain. 1527 01:23:43.880 --> 01:23:46.279 You don't need any of these things. Not saying that 1528 01:23:46.359 --> 01:23:48.720 you can't, not even saying that you shouldn't. What I 1529 01:23:48.800 --> 01:23:52.600 am saying is is that if if you're the guardian 1530 01:23:52.840 --> 01:23:54.880 to your human, then that's all you are, and you 1531 01:23:55.039 --> 01:23:57.319 just got to bring yourself all the way down, slow 1532 01:23:57.520 --> 01:24:00.720 it down, baby like, slow, and all the way down 1533 01:24:00.840 --> 01:24:05.640 into the utter silence, and you will find that is 1534 01:24:05.680 --> 01:24:07.840 where God is, That's where the One is, that's where 1535 01:24:07.880 --> 01:24:10.079 the source is. That's where the source of all creation, 1536 01:24:10.159 --> 01:24:12.880 if there ever was such a thing, that's where it is. 1537 01:24:13.279 --> 01:24:18.600 Right And so being guardian means that you don't abandon 1538 01:24:18.680 --> 01:24:21.439 the human to chaos, nor do you let it run 1539 01:24:21.520 --> 01:24:27.680 wild without guidance. Instead, you govern through alignment, always inviting 1540 01:24:27.720 --> 01:24:31.319 your human back into harmony with the higher self. You 1541 01:24:31.399 --> 01:24:34.960 become the compass pointing toward truth and love and wisdom 1542 01:24:35.079 --> 01:24:39.079 even when the human stumbles. This guardianship is not about perfection, 1543 01:24:39.439 --> 01:24:43.319 it's about partnership. Your human provides the body, the emotions, 1544 01:24:43.359 --> 01:24:47.479 and the earthly perspective. You the spirit, provide the awareness, 1545 01:24:47.720 --> 01:24:51.880 vision and eternal perspective. Together, when aligned, you become a 1546 01:24:51.960 --> 01:24:57.079 living bridge between the finite and the infinite. So this 1547 01:24:57.199 --> 01:25:00.119 reminds me, I have this body and been from to 1548 01:25:00.159 --> 01:25:03.760 them for a long time. He's one of those people 1549 01:25:03.840 --> 01:25:06.520 that you know, just loves to talk shit and for 1550 01:25:06.600 --> 01:25:09.880 the longest time I love talking shit. I still to 1551 01:25:09.880 --> 01:25:12.560 this day. I get I get a good little you know, 1552 01:25:13.239 --> 01:25:18.479 excitement about it, just in good fun. But he was somebody. 1553 01:25:18.680 --> 01:25:20.720 He would always talk shit. Anytime he beats you in 1554 01:25:20.760 --> 01:25:23.600 a video game, he beat you in fantasy football, beat 1555 01:25:23.640 --> 01:25:26.159 you in a game of chess, whatever I mean, you 1556 01:25:26.199 --> 01:25:28.239 want to talk about a show boat and show off 1557 01:25:29.239 --> 01:25:32.800 and so or in disc golf for basketball, with literally 1558 01:25:32.840 --> 01:25:36.279 anything that we played. Right, if he won, he let 1559 01:25:36.359 --> 01:25:38.800 the world know it. You know what I'm saying that 1560 01:25:39.119 --> 01:25:43.359 not only did he win, but you lost, which probably 1561 01:25:43.399 --> 01:25:45.680 is the worst part, but but he honed in on 1562 01:25:45.720 --> 01:25:49.760 that part, right, really took it to that level. And 1563 01:25:49.800 --> 01:25:54.039 so whenever you won, whenever I won, oh my god, 1564 01:25:54.079 --> 01:25:57.159 I wanted to dish it back at him every single 1565 01:25:57.239 --> 01:25:59.479 which way. But the problem was, and I don't know 1566 01:25:59.520 --> 01:26:01.279 if this was part of his scheme or if this 1567 01:26:01.359 --> 01:26:03.279 is actually who he was. I actually believe that this 1568 01:26:03.319 --> 01:26:05.640 is actually who he was or who he is. He's 1569 01:26:05.680 --> 01:26:10.760 not dead or anything. But every single time I beat him, 1570 01:26:10.920 --> 01:26:15.479 he would go so internal, like a clam like like 1571 01:26:15.840 --> 01:26:18.359 go so internal like the hermit in the middle of 1572 01:26:18.399 --> 01:26:22.119 the woods in a cabin without a light on acres 1573 01:26:22.159 --> 01:26:25.680 and acres and acres of land, and you couldn't find him, right, 1574 01:26:26.079 --> 01:26:30.479 so internal he judged himself so damn hard, and it 1575 01:26:30.640 --> 01:26:34.359 was you felt bad to even talk shit because you knew, 1576 01:26:34.399 --> 01:26:37.720 damn well he was already talking that much shit to himself. 1577 01:26:37.920 --> 01:26:41.319 How could I lose to this guy? How dare I? 1578 01:26:41.319 --> 01:26:43.960 I can't believe I made that move. I can't believe 1579 01:26:43.960 --> 01:26:46.079 I made that decision. I just got caught up in 1580 01:26:46.640 --> 01:26:50.920 the moment, right, So internal, he would beat himself to 1581 01:26:51.239 --> 01:26:57.439 death internally, right, judge himself to hell. Right, it's where 1582 01:26:57.560 --> 01:26:59.720 you know, you never even wanted to talk shit because 1583 01:26:59.720 --> 01:27:01.960 you're like, man, he's really being hard on him. 1584 01:27:01.960 --> 01:27:03.800 Sorry, he's already doing the work, dude. 1585 01:27:04.159 --> 01:27:08.600 Right, And and I don't know, it just made me think, like, 1586 01:27:09.039 --> 01:27:12.279 it's crazy how people can let themselves get to that level, 1587 01:27:12.319 --> 01:27:17.600 but they never let themselves do the reverse. M yeah, right, yeah, 1588 01:27:18.319 --> 01:27:20.039 And so I don't know. I just wanted to bring 1589 01:27:20.039 --> 01:27:24.239 that up. But anyway, don't get like that. You know, 1590 01:27:24.439 --> 01:27:27.319 it's okay to lose, it's okay to suck at something. 1591 01:27:27.359 --> 01:27:30.760 It's okay to like mess up or misstep or you know, 1592 01:27:31.560 --> 01:27:33.760 misguide or whatever. That's what this is saying. Is that 1593 01:27:34.359 --> 01:27:38.880 it's not a it's not a journey to perfection. It's 1594 01:27:39.039 --> 01:27:45.119 it's nowhere, dude. Perfection is. Perfection is a place, you 1595 01:27:45.159 --> 01:27:47.880 know what I'm saying, Like, it's a place in the mind. 1596 01:27:48.479 --> 01:27:53.359 It's not necessarily like you aced your test in that sense. 1597 01:27:54.159 --> 01:27:57.600 And I think that as long as you can learn 1598 01:27:57.720 --> 01:28:00.800 from you know, your mistakes and your miss steps and 1599 01:28:01.319 --> 01:28:04.239 you know all that kind of stuff, then that's perfection 1600 01:28:04.520 --> 01:28:06.199 right there. That's it. That's it, dude. 1601 01:28:06.439 --> 01:28:07.840 I mean, every once in a while, we're gonna miss 1602 01:28:07.880 --> 01:28:09.199 the mark, you know what I mean? 1603 01:28:10.359 --> 01:28:15.039 Yeah, yeah, center, a divine center, sir. So I wanted 1604 01:28:15.039 --> 01:28:18.479 to say this, this last part right here. So you 1605 01:28:18.520 --> 01:28:22.600 are the spirit made into form, the soul made into flesh, 1606 01:28:22.760 --> 01:28:26.239 not as a punishment, but to be used as an instrument. 1607 01:28:26.680 --> 01:28:29.960 Before you were made into the physical, you were with 1608 01:28:30.039 --> 01:28:33.720 the rest of the divine oneness, God, the Universe, the Source, 1609 01:28:33.800 --> 01:28:35.960 the One. Doesn't matter what you call it, because it 1610 01:28:35.960 --> 01:28:39.600 doesn't care, because you're not separate from it. You are it. 1611 01:28:40.199 --> 01:28:42.840 You've always been it. You just forgot, And what a 1612 01:28:42.880 --> 01:28:46.000 beautiful thing it is to forget and then remember. So 1613 01:28:46.159 --> 01:28:48.439 poetic of you to play hide and seek with your 1614 01:28:48.520 --> 01:28:51.399 own true nature. This is who you are, This is 1615 01:28:51.399 --> 01:28:53.840 who we all are. You want to know who loves 1616 01:28:53.880 --> 01:28:57.079 you more than anyone in the entire world. It's you. 1617 01:28:57.079 --> 01:29:00.720 You give yourself motivational speeches every day, you comb your hair, 1618 01:29:00.800 --> 01:29:04.520 you bathe yourself, You feed yourself, you take yourself on trips, 1619 01:29:04.560 --> 01:29:07.880 you tell yourself stories. You spend literally every single moment 1620 01:29:07.960 --> 01:29:10.800 with yourself. Can you name any other person who does 1621 01:29:10.880 --> 01:29:13.359 that for you? Who is it that goes to the 1622 01:29:13.399 --> 01:29:15.760 bathroom with you? Who is it that walks to the 1623 01:29:15.800 --> 01:29:18.319 mailbox with you? Who is it that listens to your 1624 01:29:18.399 --> 01:29:21.960 every single word, uttered or unspoken. Who is it that 1625 01:29:22.039 --> 01:29:26.039 feels every single emotion with it with you? It's you. 1626 01:29:26.640 --> 01:29:29.119 There is never a moment you are alone because you 1627 01:29:29.279 --> 01:29:32.399 have you, the divine you, the whole you. You are 1628 01:29:32.439 --> 01:29:34.840 loved more than you could ever know. You are cared 1629 01:29:34.880 --> 01:29:38.880 more than anyone who has ever cared for any other person. Literally, 1630 01:29:39.439 --> 01:29:42.960 it's been in you all along, So stop hiding from it, 1631 01:29:43.039 --> 01:29:45.399 be one with it, and see how much your life 1632 01:29:45.399 --> 01:29:47.960 can change. You want to rip that veil right off 1633 01:29:47.960 --> 01:29:51.319 your fucking face, As Lord Byron would say, you are 1634 01:29:51.479 --> 01:29:54.479 the savior, You are the divine, You're the one who's 1635 01:29:54.520 --> 01:29:58.239 coming to save you. You are the place, Oh man, this 1636 01:29:59.119 --> 01:30:01.800 is a good one, do it. You are the place 1637 01:30:01.880 --> 01:30:03.039 you go when you die. 1638 01:30:04.199 --> 01:30:08.600 Oh yeah, I might to contemplate that for a good minute. 1639 01:30:08.640 --> 01:30:10.439 I think that's tonight. 1640 01:30:10.960 --> 01:30:14.960 You You are the place you were before you were born. 1641 01:30:15.479 --> 01:30:18.520 Why are near death experiences different to everyone? Why are 1642 01:30:18.600 --> 01:30:23.439 DMT trips different to everyone? Why does everyone have have 1643 01:30:23.520 --> 01:30:27.760 different dreams similar? Sure, we're all living human existence? Is 1644 01:30:28.039 --> 01:30:31.039 it's because you go back to you when you die. 1645 01:30:31.439 --> 01:30:34.640 This is uh not this human version of you, the 1646 01:30:34.760 --> 01:30:37.600 higher you, the you that is the guide, the you 1647 01:30:37.800 --> 01:30:41.560 that's been you, and countless different versions. You've lived many, 1648 01:30:41.560 --> 01:30:45.319 many lives to get to this point right here, right now. 1649 01:30:46.079 --> 01:30:47.000 Do you remember? 1650 01:30:47.800 --> 01:30:50.720 Damn dude. That's why when you go to tick out 1651 01:30:50.720 --> 01:30:52.920 the trash, you know what I mean, and you're by yourself, 1652 01:30:52.960 --> 01:30:56.439 that's like the most mythical time in any day, you 1653 01:30:56.439 --> 01:30:58.079 know what I mean. You leave the house and everything's 1654 01:30:58.159 --> 01:31:00.600 loud in the house. You go outside, it's quiet. You 1655 01:31:00.600 --> 01:31:02.359 go to take the trash, you throw it in there, 1656 01:31:02.359 --> 01:31:04.439 and you look at the stars. You know what I mean. 1657 01:31:04.600 --> 01:31:05.760 That's you with. 1658 01:31:05.680 --> 01:31:09.239 You, That's it, that's it. I do want to take 1659 01:31:09.239 --> 01:31:10.880 a little bit of credit. I wrote that last part 1660 01:31:10.920 --> 01:31:15.479 by myself. I had a feeling. So I do have 1661 01:31:15.520 --> 01:31:20.960 one question, Sean m the cosmic riddle where I said, 1662 01:31:21.439 --> 01:31:24.279 what walks with you let yet leaves no shadow? What 1663 01:31:24.439 --> 01:31:27.359 dines at your table yet eats no bread? What breathes 1664 01:31:27.399 --> 01:31:30.640 your breath? Size your size, and keeps the count of 1665 01:31:30.680 --> 01:31:34.039 every heartbeat? It watches your laughter and weeps with your grief. 1666 01:31:34.279 --> 01:31:37.439 It trembles in passion and sinks into your sleep. It 1667 01:31:37.520 --> 01:31:40.079 listens when no one else is near. And here's the 1668 01:31:40.119 --> 01:31:46.920 word that you never speak out loud. So who is it? 1669 01:31:48.159 --> 01:31:51.600 Who is who is the what's the answer to this 1670 01:31:51.680 --> 01:31:52.319 cosmic riddle? 1671 01:31:52.359 --> 01:31:52.520 Sir? 1672 01:31:53.479 --> 01:31:58.199 I would say that that's your true self, your higher self, that's. 1673 01:31:58.239 --> 01:32:04.920 You, you you, That is the the all divine I am, sir. 1674 01:32:05.960 --> 01:32:09.279 Love it so some call it God, and they're not wrong. 1675 01:32:09.880 --> 01:32:13.439 But the answer is closer, more intimate. Still, The answer 1676 01:32:13.720 --> 01:32:15.680 is you, ah, dude. 1677 01:32:15.760 --> 01:32:17.880 Which reminds me that one time, you know, when I 1678 01:32:17.960 --> 01:32:22.199 was like asking for some divine message or some maybe 1679 01:32:22.279 --> 01:32:24.279 show me something in the sky, you know, and then 1680 01:32:24.319 --> 01:32:26.239 I and then or what was it? No, no, no, 1681 01:32:26.279 --> 01:32:29.720 I was actually asking for something more tangible, something that 1682 01:32:30.159 --> 01:32:32.239 a message that was so clear. And then I saw 1683 01:32:32.279 --> 01:32:35.159 something something in the sky, and then my wife brings 1684 01:32:35.199 --> 01:32:38.319 me the phone and says the word only words she 1685 01:32:38.560 --> 01:32:42.720 said was that was you. And I went, whoa, you know. 1686 01:32:42.720 --> 01:32:44.199 What I mean? Like what like? 1687 01:32:44.279 --> 01:32:48.319 I literally asked for a tangible message that I could 1688 01:32:48.479 --> 01:32:51.199 actually hear, you know, because I feel like there are 1689 01:32:51.239 --> 01:32:54.920 times when you get some call it a download, whatever 1690 01:32:54.960 --> 01:32:57.000 you want to call it, you know, but I wanted 1691 01:32:57.039 --> 01:33:01.760 to actually audibly hear something tangible in that way. And 1692 01:33:01.760 --> 01:33:04.000 then I see something in the sky and then my 1693 01:33:04.000 --> 01:33:06.359 wife says, oh, that was you, because she was showing 1694 01:33:06.359 --> 01:33:10.079 me something in reference to maybe something I had done before, 1695 01:33:10.359 --> 01:33:13.119 something stupid, I'm sure, something that made her laugh. I 1696 01:33:13.119 --> 01:33:15.840 don't know, I forget now what it was, but she said, 1697 01:33:15.920 --> 01:33:16.359 that was you. 1698 01:33:17.319 --> 01:33:23.439 Oh my god, let's go, dude, I have I So 1699 01:33:23.560 --> 01:33:26.560 I did record something. I was on the every time 1700 01:33:26.640 --> 01:33:28.439 I get on the road, because I got to drive 1701 01:33:28.439 --> 01:33:30.399 out to Louisiana. It's like a five five and a 1702 01:33:30.439 --> 01:33:33.680 half hour drive depending on traffic, to Louisiana there and 1703 01:33:33.760 --> 01:33:36.680 back every other weekend, right, and so I go into 1704 01:33:36.920 --> 01:33:41.479 deep contemplative thought bro the entire time, even if I'm listening. 1705 01:33:41.520 --> 01:33:43.359 I could be listening to a podcast, I can be 1706 01:33:43.399 --> 01:33:45.680 listening to music. I could be you know, listening to 1707 01:33:45.760 --> 01:33:49.640 a YouTube video or something whatever. Right, But like, even 1708 01:33:49.800 --> 01:33:53.720 with all that going on in the background, my mind is like, dude, 1709 01:33:53.800 --> 01:33:57.319 this is this is the this is the zone where 1710 01:33:57.399 --> 01:34:01.800 like shit happens, you know. And so I wanted to 1711 01:34:01.800 --> 01:34:04.479 play this part. Dude, check this out. I'm just playing 1712 01:34:04.479 --> 01:34:05.800 this off my phone. Let me know if you can 1713 01:34:05.840 --> 01:34:10.359 hear it. But all right, my ears started ringing as 1714 01:34:10.399 --> 01:34:14.920 soon as I heard this. You are the remembering that 1715 01:34:15.079 --> 01:34:21.640 saves the world. Ah, let's go, dude. You are the 1716 01:34:21.680 --> 01:34:24.800 remembering that saves the world. And you know, I know 1717 01:34:24.880 --> 01:34:26.479 that there are some people out there that are like 1718 01:34:26.520 --> 01:34:28.399 they kind of take it to like a weird place 1719 01:34:28.439 --> 01:34:30.560 where they're like, my ears are ringing. You know what 1720 01:34:30.560 --> 01:34:34.039 that means, dude. I'm starting to get down with it. 1721 01:34:35.960 --> 01:34:39.079 Dude. I feel like, and just me personally, whenever that happens, 1722 01:34:39.479 --> 01:34:44.119 it really is just a reminder for me to be like, Okay, 1723 01:34:44.279 --> 01:34:46.319 let me think about what's going on. How am I 1724 01:34:46.359 --> 01:34:49.039 doing inside? Like it's just a reminder. And I'm not 1725 01:34:49.039 --> 01:34:51.640 saying I do it every time, but that's how I 1726 01:34:51.680 --> 01:34:54.439 look at it. It's just a like the synchronousities, you know, 1727 01:34:54.520 --> 01:34:57.359 it's just a little reminder. Okay, that's something that is 1728 01:34:57.399 --> 01:35:00.920 definitely different. There's a con trust and what I was 1729 01:35:00.960 --> 01:35:03.239 experiencing and what I'm doing now as far as this 1730 01:35:03.439 --> 01:35:06.800 ringing that just popped off, right, And so I just 1731 01:35:06.840 --> 01:35:08.760 look at it like that. It's just a reminder for 1732 01:35:08.800 --> 01:35:11.479 me to just be aware, what am I, what am 1733 01:35:11.479 --> 01:35:13.680 I thinking about? What's going on? Like, and it's just 1734 01:35:13.720 --> 01:35:17.199 a little bit of self reflection. I like, it's just. 1735 01:35:17.159 --> 01:35:19.560 For a moment. Yeah, I mean the way that I 1736 01:35:19.600 --> 01:35:22.319 was looking at it earlier, especially if it's like if 1737 01:35:22.319 --> 01:35:24.920 I'm in the middle of reading something that profound, that 1738 01:35:25.039 --> 01:35:28.359 is profound or something that like really resonates and then 1739 01:35:28.479 --> 01:35:31.520 my ears start to ring. I'm like that to me, 1740 01:35:31.720 --> 01:35:34.000 and and whatever anybody wants to think about that, we're 1741 01:35:34.000 --> 01:35:36.880 talking about our own inner worlds of what we choose 1742 01:35:36.960 --> 01:35:41.920 to kind of attach definitions to or whatever. But yeah, 1743 01:35:42.000 --> 01:35:44.880 like that to me, whenever that happens, I'm like confirmation, 1744 01:35:45.079 --> 01:35:47.520 that's all I need. And I've and I've only recently 1745 01:35:47.560 --> 01:35:50.920 started to get there, you know, but I'm I almost 1746 01:35:50.960 --> 01:35:54.600 feel like it's it's like a frequency that you know, 1747 01:35:54.840 --> 01:35:57.520 your higher self, your guide, the God within you, or 1748 01:35:57.560 --> 01:36:00.800 whatever is sending out so that like it's just the 1749 01:36:00.960 --> 01:36:05.039 highest pitch of a ringing that almost feels like it's 1750 01:36:05.079 --> 01:36:06.920 coming from another fucking dimension. 1751 01:36:07.239 --> 01:36:10.079 Yeah, you know, it's almost like radio frequency or something 1752 01:36:10.279 --> 01:36:11.920 just so bizarre when it's like. 1753 01:36:11.840 --> 01:36:15.000 A whistle, dude. Well you know what I'm saying, Like, yep, 1754 01:36:15.159 --> 01:36:18.880 the craziest thing. So I have one video that I 1755 01:36:18.920 --> 01:36:21.079 did want to show. It's just a YouTube short, but 1756 01:36:21.119 --> 01:36:24.479 it's it's Wayne Dyer. And since this show was kind 1757 01:36:24.520 --> 01:36:27.840 of inspired by him, I figured, let's listen to the 1758 01:36:27.880 --> 01:36:32.079 man's voice, right because it is so damn good, dude, 1759 01:36:32.319 --> 01:36:35.079 And so let's see what he has to say right here. 1760 01:36:35.800 --> 01:36:38.000 The name I am is the name of God. When 1761 01:36:38.039 --> 01:36:40.800 Moses was speaking to God, he said, you tell them 1762 01:36:40.960 --> 01:36:43.760 my name is I am, That I am, and that 1763 01:36:43.840 --> 01:36:46.720 will be my name for all future generations. Every time 1764 01:36:46.720 --> 01:36:48.720 you use the word I am and you say I 1765 01:36:48.760 --> 01:36:51.000 am weak, i am poor, I'm so that's blasphemy. 1766 01:36:51.159 --> 01:36:52.119 That's really a. 1767 01:36:52.079 --> 01:36:54.680 Desecration of the name of God. Because the highest place 1768 01:36:54.720 --> 01:36:56.800 within you is called I am, and so I just 1769 01:36:56.840 --> 01:36:59.479 say I am, well, I am content, I am peaceful. 1770 01:36:59.560 --> 01:37:01.840 That's why I tell people, if the last five minutes 1771 01:37:01.840 --> 01:37:03.760 of the day before you go to sleep at night, 1772 01:37:03.800 --> 01:37:05.720 by the most important five minutes of your day, you 1773 01:37:05.800 --> 01:37:08.479 are now going to go into your subconscious mind for 1774 01:37:08.479 --> 01:37:11.560 the next eight hours. As you enter into your subconscious mind, 1775 01:37:11.720 --> 01:37:14.520 begin to reprogram the subconscious mind. If you use those 1776 01:37:14.560 --> 01:37:17.600 last five minutes to program into I am well, I 1777 01:37:17.640 --> 01:37:20.800 am healthy, I am content, I am peaceful, I am unattached, 1778 01:37:20.880 --> 01:37:23.359 I am in love, I am you know, I am God. 1779 01:37:24.600 --> 01:37:25.199 Let's go. 1780 01:37:25.560 --> 01:37:30.600 Damn, dude. He basically you're designing the reality you want 1781 01:37:30.640 --> 01:37:30.920 to see. 1782 01:37:31.000 --> 01:37:35.319 Dude, you're set in the blueprint. Oh my god, that's it. Yeah. 1783 01:37:35.399 --> 01:37:37.680 I mean I think about Danny Goler and he's like 1784 01:37:37.760 --> 01:37:42.640 seeing like the matrix code through the laser. It's like, dude, 1785 01:37:42.680 --> 01:37:48.479 you are already doing that internally, and your expression outwardly 1786 01:37:48.960 --> 01:37:53.399 is going to mimic whatever's going on in the inner world, right, 1787 01:37:53.439 --> 01:37:53.600 you know. 1788 01:37:53.840 --> 01:37:55.199 And I was going to say something as far as 1789 01:37:55.239 --> 01:37:57.800 because he was saying, like the the I am is 1790 01:37:57.920 --> 01:38:01.960 you know, for even further future generations. You know, it's 1791 01:38:02.000 --> 01:38:04.560 like for people that would and he was he was 1792 01:38:04.600 --> 01:38:07.159 speaking on it being like blasphemous to even say that 1793 01:38:07.319 --> 01:38:11.520 you are less than or I am not worthy, or 1794 01:38:11.560 --> 01:38:15.159 I am like how in a way follow me? It's 1795 01:38:15.199 --> 01:38:18.840 somewhat egotistical to even suggest that you were capable of 1796 01:38:18.880 --> 01:38:19.800 becoming separate. 1797 01:38:20.600 --> 01:38:22.960 You know what I mean, Dude, I'm so happy you 1798 01:38:23.000 --> 01:38:24.800 brought that up because I wanted to touch on that too. 1799 01:38:24.920 --> 01:38:29.000 The idea that every time you say I am something 1800 01:38:29.079 --> 01:38:33.319 that is less than what you are, it absolutely would 1801 01:38:33.359 --> 01:38:37.720 be blasphemous. If you're looking through this lens, you're telling you, 1802 01:38:39.319 --> 01:38:44.079 you're telling your guardian self, your your spirit self, your 1803 01:38:44.119 --> 01:38:48.960 God's self, your your everything that is self, what it's 1804 01:38:49.119 --> 01:38:52.560 not or what it's lacking. You want to talk about blasphemy, 1805 01:38:52.880 --> 01:38:56.760 it's I mean, you not eating the cracker during your 1806 01:38:56.800 --> 01:39:02.520 ceremony at Sunday Service is nothing compared to the blasphemy 1807 01:39:02.640 --> 01:39:05.680 that it is. Saying that you're something that you're not 1808 01:39:06.439 --> 01:39:09.840 like That is the level of blasphemy. And so this 1809 01:39:09.920 --> 01:39:13.239 is the this is the idea, the idea. And Dude, 1810 01:39:13.319 --> 01:39:19.439 I have been doing so much insane research on around 1811 01:39:19.520 --> 01:39:22.039 the time that the Bible was put together in the 1812 01:39:22.039 --> 01:39:25.560 three hundreds, okay, and I have become obsessed with it, 1813 01:39:25.960 --> 01:39:29.720 like it is almost a sickness. It's like it's crazy. 1814 01:39:32.359 --> 01:39:37.439 Well I found that that Emperor Constantine. Dude, you want 1815 01:39:37.439 --> 01:39:39.640 to get real crazy, all right. I wasn't really trying 1816 01:39:39.640 --> 01:39:43.119 to go here, but fuck it, we'll go it. Emperor 1817 01:39:43.159 --> 01:39:49.439 Constantine was worshiping his entire life a another deity called 1818 01:39:49.520 --> 01:39:53.720 sol Invictis. Right. Sole Invictis was like a solar god 1819 01:39:53.840 --> 01:39:57.359 who was helping people through battle, right, just like a 1820 01:39:57.520 --> 01:40:01.039 like a badass solar god that was like all about 1821 01:40:01.039 --> 01:40:01.520 that war. 1822 01:40:01.920 --> 01:40:02.640 You know what I'm saying. 1823 01:40:02.880 --> 01:40:05.239 I almost want to say that it was probably Mars 1824 01:40:05.640 --> 01:40:07.439 and not even the same you know what I'm saying. 1825 01:40:08.640 --> 01:40:11.119 I mean it's soul Invictus, which is supposed to be 1826 01:40:11.159 --> 01:40:15.319 the Sun. But anyway, so and then you see that 1827 01:40:15.840 --> 01:40:19.600 through the time that he was the Emperor is whenever 1828 01:40:19.640 --> 01:40:25.239 they started lifting up the restrictions on people being able 1829 01:40:25.319 --> 01:40:29.880 to outwardly express their belief as far as Jesus right, 1830 01:40:30.359 --> 01:40:35.399 because before this time, before Constantine, Christians Jews didn't matter, 1831 01:40:35.399 --> 01:40:38.920 were getting slaughtered for their beliefs because it went against 1832 01:40:39.000 --> 01:40:42.239 the system of government that Rome was running at that time. 1833 01:40:42.520 --> 01:40:46.039 Rome wasn't only just like Rome, dude, It stretched throughout 1834 01:40:46.239 --> 01:40:49.319 many different parts of the world. Right. It wasn't just 1835 01:40:49.479 --> 01:40:51.920 in that area like over in Italy, like it's dude, 1836 01:40:52.000 --> 01:40:55.039 I mean, what's talking about. It was a fucking empire, dude, 1837 01:40:55.800 --> 01:40:59.359 and so like was it stretched into Mesopotamia like crazy, right, 1838 01:40:59.760 --> 01:41:04.960 And so every time somebody uttered a belief that was 1839 01:41:06.119 --> 01:41:12.119 contradictory to Rome's belief, you were put to death because 1840 01:41:12.479 --> 01:41:15.239 your belief almost like like over in China right now, 1841 01:41:15.279 --> 01:41:18.039 you're not allowed to have any beliefs because it's communistic, right, 1842 01:41:18.479 --> 01:41:20.800 so your only belief can be that of the government. 1843 01:41:20.920 --> 01:41:21.479 That's Rome. 1844 01:41:22.119 --> 01:41:25.039 Okay, that's Rome. And I don't know if they were 1845 01:41:25.079 --> 01:41:27.560 necessarily communistic in Rome. I don't really know a whole 1846 01:41:27.600 --> 01:41:29.880 lot about Rome other than just kind of what I'm 1847 01:41:29.920 --> 01:41:36.199 learning now, Okay. But in that time, Constantine he goes 1848 01:41:36.239 --> 01:41:40.359 into battle, this is crazy, goes into battle and allegedly 1849 01:41:40.960 --> 01:41:44.760 sees like a like a cross that's upside down, like 1850 01:41:44.800 --> 01:41:48.439 a sword. I think it was like a sword that 1851 01:41:48.640 --> 01:41:50.640 was shaped like a cross, you know what swords look like, 1852 01:41:51.119 --> 01:41:55.239 and basically saying that like in that moment, he believed 1853 01:41:55.239 --> 01:41:57.319 it was like a vision that he had. Nobody else had, 1854 01:41:57.680 --> 01:41:59.680 but he had this vision. And while he was in battle. 1855 01:41:59.760 --> 01:42:02.800 He all across and said that like, use this and 1856 01:42:02.840 --> 01:42:05.920 you'll win your battle or some shit, right, And so 1857 01:42:06.000 --> 01:42:08.199 he sees that vision and he's like, oh, my god, 1858 01:42:08.800 --> 01:42:11.760 the Christian God, it is the real God. Allegedly, that's 1859 01:42:11.800 --> 01:42:14.800 the story, right. And after that, all the strict the 1860 01:42:15.000 --> 01:42:19.560 restrictions were kind of lifted. And I'm like, wait a second, 1861 01:42:20.279 --> 01:42:24.520 So the guy who believed in soul and Victus is 1862 01:42:24.560 --> 01:42:27.680 now a Christian believer, and now he wants to be 1863 01:42:27.720 --> 01:42:29.800 able to put together all these different councils. I think 1864 01:42:29.840 --> 01:42:32.199 there was like four or five councils over the over 1865 01:42:32.199 --> 01:42:34.880 the course of like like eighty years or something like 1866 01:42:34.920 --> 01:42:39.039 that that essentially like put together all the different books 1867 01:42:39.039 --> 01:42:42.399 of the Bible together to become eventually what we know 1868 01:42:42.479 --> 01:42:45.000 as the Bible with the Old Testament and the New right. 1869 01:42:45.800 --> 01:42:47.640 Just I mean, they were working on the New Testament 1870 01:42:47.680 --> 01:42:50.279 because the Old Testament was the Torah with the original 1871 01:42:50.279 --> 01:42:51.920 books and all that other shit that we're talking about. 1872 01:42:51.920 --> 01:42:55.279 The New Testament that became the full Bible now, right, 1873 01:42:55.520 --> 01:43:00.920 And they were determining what books, what books were meant 1874 01:43:00.960 --> 01:43:03.239 to be canonized, and which books were meant to be 1875 01:43:03.319 --> 01:43:06.279 not canonized, right, And they got rid of it real. 1876 01:43:06.239 --> 01:43:08.800 Quick because I hear people say the whole canonized, I 1877 01:43:08.840 --> 01:43:11.840 am I am ignorant. What is the what does that 1878 01:43:11.880 --> 01:43:13.119 mean to be canonized? 1879 01:43:13.439 --> 01:43:19.880 Like what's true that belongs in this book is canonized? Yeah? 1880 01:43:20.039 --> 01:43:23.720 Oh yeah yeah, So the official quote unquote books that 1881 01:43:23.720 --> 01:43:26.159 were meant to be going in the Bible, right, and 1882 01:43:26.199 --> 01:43:28.560 they had to sift through like a lot of different books. 1883 01:43:28.560 --> 01:43:32.119 And dude, if you look into fucking Apostle Paul, and 1884 01:43:32.199 --> 01:43:35.199 you if you were to look at the Bible without 1885 01:43:35.279 --> 01:43:38.720 Apostle Paul's writings, because he wrote like a lot while 1886 01:43:38.720 --> 01:43:42.000 he was in jail and shit, you would understand that 1887 01:43:42.159 --> 01:43:45.279 most Christians are not even followers of Christ, their followers 1888 01:43:45.279 --> 01:43:47.960 of Paul. And it's actually really crazy. That's a whole 1889 01:43:48.039 --> 01:43:53.119 nother story, bro So anyway, because most of most of 1890 01:43:52.880 --> 01:43:57.399 the things that people believe nowadays are not even Jesus's sayings, 1891 01:43:57.479 --> 01:44:00.880 they're from Paul, who never met g Jesus, by the way, 1892 01:44:01.399 --> 01:44:05.479 That's what I've heard. Okay, So anyway, what I found, 1893 01:44:05.520 --> 01:44:07.199 and this is just a fun little bit of information, 1894 01:44:07.279 --> 01:44:10.039 but what I found was is that isn't it interesting 1895 01:44:10.159 --> 01:44:13.239 that Constantine, who believed in soln Victis who now wanted 1896 01:44:13.239 --> 01:44:17.319 to usher in the believability and basically allow you to 1897 01:44:17.439 --> 01:44:21.359 believe in Christian Christianity without being slaughtered. He's the one 1898 01:44:21.359 --> 01:44:24.439 that set that ball rolling, He's the one that allegedly 1899 01:44:24.520 --> 01:44:27.920 had the vision. And then you go back to almost 1900 01:44:28.000 --> 01:44:31.800 every single picture of Jesus, almost every single one. I 1901 01:44:32.279 --> 01:44:34.680 think that you would actually be pretty damn hard pressed 1902 01:44:35.279 --> 01:44:38.000 not to find a picture of Jesus without a son 1903 01:44:38.119 --> 01:44:42.680 behind his head. Okay, and you might ask, wait a second, 1904 01:44:43.279 --> 01:44:47.159 that's interesting. He was worshiping solid Victus. Now he's worshiping 1905 01:44:47.239 --> 01:44:50.359 Jesus allegedly, but why is there a son behind his head? 1906 01:44:50.520 --> 01:44:53.039 And that's because he wanted to fucking merge the two, 1907 01:44:53.720 --> 01:44:57.640 all right. He was trying to take old, old, quote 1908 01:44:57.720 --> 01:45:01.319 unquote pagan beliefs because now they're believes in Christianity, so 1909 01:45:01.359 --> 01:45:04.720 now all their old beliefs are all pagan, right, even 1910 01:45:04.760 --> 01:45:07.359 though you know whatever. And so I thought it was 1911 01:45:07.399 --> 01:45:12.520 really interesting, just the symbolism behind all of it, And 1912 01:45:12.560 --> 01:45:14.319 it just goes to show that I don't think that 1913 01:45:14.359 --> 01:45:17.199 any of these people were actually believers, any of the people. 1914 01:45:17.359 --> 01:45:19.439 I'm not talking about the regular people. I'm talking about 1915 01:45:19.439 --> 01:45:21.920 the people of power in government in Rome at the 1916 01:45:21.960 --> 01:45:24.880 time that were having all the counsels. I don't believe 1917 01:45:25.199 --> 01:45:29.479 that they were actually true and honest believers of the 1918 01:45:29.520 --> 01:45:32.359 Book of the Man or anything like that, because Rome 1919 01:45:32.439 --> 01:45:35.039 was the same people that had Jesus crucified in the 1920 01:45:35.039 --> 01:45:37.560 first place. Okay, let's just not remember that, or let's 1921 01:45:37.680 --> 01:45:41.079 not forget that, right, and now all of a sudden 1922 01:45:41.119 --> 01:45:44.239 they want to turn him into a martyr to build 1923 01:45:44.439 --> 01:45:45.640 their government around. 1924 01:45:46.239 --> 01:45:46.520 Yep. 1925 01:45:46.880 --> 01:45:47.560 I don't buy. 1926 01:45:47.359 --> 01:45:48.720 Interesting by interesting. 1927 01:45:48.800 --> 01:45:51.720 So it is interesting just saying everybody should be doing 1928 01:45:51.720 --> 01:45:54.720 their own research and seeing how it was all put together, 1929 01:45:54.960 --> 01:45:58.079 what intentions were behind putting it together. And do you 1930 01:45:58.159 --> 01:46:00.640 believe that somebody just had a vision and all this 1931 01:46:00.800 --> 01:46:02.680 sudden they believe in Christianity. 1932 01:46:02.760 --> 01:46:07.159 Now, come on, right, right, So talking about a government 1933 01:46:07.239 --> 01:46:09.279 and power, you know what I mean, you're gonna do 1934 01:46:09.359 --> 01:46:12.479 whatever it takes. I think. You know, you're a human being. 1935 01:46:12.560 --> 01:46:15.760 You're going to try to do what it takes to 1936 01:46:15.800 --> 01:46:19.720 get whatever narrative or whatever goal you're trying to accomplish, 1937 01:46:19.880 --> 01:46:20.079 you know. 1938 01:46:20.399 --> 01:46:24.079 And also during that time, all the emperors leading up 1939 01:46:24.119 --> 01:46:29.520 to Constantine, including Constantine, were worshiped as gods. Just everybody 1940 01:46:29.600 --> 01:46:29.880 knows that. 1941 01:46:30.239 --> 01:46:33.279 So they didn't you say that their their their currency, 1942 01:46:33.399 --> 01:46:35.600 because you were speaking on this before, didn't you say 1943 01:46:35.600 --> 01:46:38.239 that in their currency. There was also a son behind 1944 01:46:38.279 --> 01:46:41.640 them on the on a coin or something like that. Yep, 1945 01:46:42.319 --> 01:46:45.880 And that was it was that Constantine. 1946 01:46:45.560 --> 01:46:49.720 Every emperor before Constantine leading up to this had a 1947 01:46:49.760 --> 01:46:52.000 son behind them, had a sun behind them to show 1948 01:46:52.359 --> 01:46:56.479 and to show their divinity so that they weren't just human, 1949 01:46:56.560 --> 01:46:59.720 that they were gods in the flesh, you know what 1950 01:46:59.760 --> 01:47:00.600 I'm saying. 1951 01:47:00.840 --> 01:47:03.000 And to deify themselves. 1952 01:47:03.199 --> 01:47:06.079 They were deifying themselves, yes, And they did that to 1953 01:47:06.199 --> 01:47:11.640 keep order of the realm, because anybody can just you know, 1954 01:47:11.880 --> 01:47:16.199 believe a man, but this guy is. He's basically a demigod. 1955 01:47:17.239 --> 01:47:20.239 It's obvious. And so that was to keep the law 1956 01:47:20.279 --> 01:47:24.199 and order essentially. So and then also you look into 1957 01:47:24.239 --> 01:47:27.760 like government and like, see what it means in Hebrew 1958 01:47:27.960 --> 01:47:29.560 I think it was Hebrew or Greek or some shit, 1959 01:47:30.079 --> 01:47:34.319 and where it literally means govern mente, which means to uh, 1960 01:47:34.840 --> 01:47:37.680 the mind mente is the mind governess control. So it's 1961 01:47:37.720 --> 01:47:40.840 mind control, is really what it is. So anyway, just 1962 01:47:40.840 --> 01:47:42.640 want to throw that out there. It really has nothing 1963 01:47:42.680 --> 01:47:43.840 to do with what we're talking about. 1964 01:47:43.880 --> 01:47:46.960 But it's just fascinating anyways. You know, it's still it's 1965 01:47:46.960 --> 01:47:50.520 still human behavior and just the psyche, you know, the 1966 01:47:51.199 --> 01:47:53.680 mind of humans and what we're capable of and what 1967 01:47:53.720 --> 01:47:57.039 we're capable of believing should we choose to or not. 1968 01:47:57.640 --> 01:47:59.399 You know, it's very fascinating. 1969 01:47:59.479 --> 01:48:02.079 And dude, just to add a little a little extra 1970 01:48:02.119 --> 01:48:05.000 spice to that, I was doing a little bit of 1971 01:48:05.000 --> 01:48:09.000 research and I was trying to find if because Paul 1972 01:48:09.560 --> 01:48:13.520 never met Jesus, he was kind of just like repeating 1973 01:48:13.520 --> 01:48:16.600 a lot of Jesus's words and showing people like this 1974 01:48:16.680 --> 01:48:20.399 is what he actually meant, right, and all at the 1975 01:48:20.399 --> 01:48:23.520 same time adding on top right now he was not 1976 01:48:23.760 --> 01:48:28.119 divinely instructed. There was allegedly, you know, a vision that 1977 01:48:28.159 --> 01:48:30.720 he had on the roam to Damascus. All these different visions. 1978 01:48:30.760 --> 01:48:34.840 Everybody's having a vision nowadays. And that's what became because 1979 01:48:34.840 --> 01:48:37.199 he used to like slaughter Christians and shit like that, 1980 01:48:37.960 --> 01:48:41.520 and he was like super Paul was like super anti 1981 01:48:41.600 --> 01:48:44.680 Christian back whenever his name was Saul, and then whenever 1982 01:48:44.680 --> 01:48:46.760 he became Christian, that was his Christian name was Paul. 1983 01:48:46.840 --> 01:48:52.079 Same guy. So he was like super anti that and 1984 01:48:52.199 --> 01:48:55.199 he was literally the one going into people's houses and 1985 01:48:55.279 --> 01:48:55.800 killing them. 1986 01:48:55.880 --> 01:48:59.000 He's like one of the main authors within the Bible. 1987 01:48:59.640 --> 01:49:05.760 Dude. He has more turnaround either. There are more Paul. 1988 01:49:06.079 --> 01:49:10.600 There are more Paul quotes and the Bible than Jesus's quotes. Whoa, 1989 01:49:10.720 --> 01:49:13.199 I'm not even exaggerating, and I'm talking about New Testament 1990 01:49:13.239 --> 01:49:16.479 of course, but there are more. There is more Paul 1991 01:49:16.520 --> 01:49:18.199 than there is Jesus. 1992 01:49:18.239 --> 01:49:21.439 Holy shit? Is that and is that a well understood 1993 01:49:21.479 --> 01:49:24.399 thing as far as Paul not even being around during 1994 01:49:24.439 --> 01:49:27.079 that time or because I you know, in my mind, 1995 01:49:27.119 --> 01:49:29.359 because I just don't know shit, I haven't read the Bible. 1996 01:49:29.439 --> 01:49:31.640 I'm I'm completely ignorant when it comes to a lot 1997 01:49:31.640 --> 01:49:34.479 of the historical things and all of this. I just 1998 01:49:34.560 --> 01:49:37.479 assumed that they were all around at the same time, 1999 01:49:38.039 --> 01:49:41.520 and that's how everything was written about because it was like, uh, 2000 01:49:41.920 --> 01:49:44.039 like first witness testimony, you know what I mean, Like 2001 01:49:44.039 --> 01:49:46.560 they were they were witnessing this, dude, so then they 2002 01:49:46.560 --> 01:49:49.399 were right jotting it down like that was what I 2003 01:49:49.439 --> 01:49:50.720 assumed was going on. 2004 01:49:51.239 --> 01:49:56.159 The four main Gospels, which is Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, 2005 01:49:56.880 --> 01:50:02.039 the first of which wasn't even a led written until 2006 01:50:02.119 --> 01:50:05.600 the year seventy a d. Jesus died in thirty three, 2007 01:50:05.680 --> 01:50:09.000 ad Bro, you're talking about damn near forty years later. 2008 01:50:09.319 --> 01:50:12.760 They're trying to remember and job down what he said 2009 01:50:13.079 --> 01:50:17.439 forty years after the fact, right, So, and Paul was 2010 01:50:17.479 --> 01:50:20.760 around during that time, whenever all the shit was being constructed, 2011 01:50:20.840 --> 01:50:22.920 right of course he was. He was the one that 2012 01:50:23.000 --> 01:50:26.319 was going around prostlytizing. He was the one going around saying, like, 2013 01:50:26.880 --> 01:50:29.479 you know, we should believe in Christianity and also let 2014 01:50:29.560 --> 01:50:31.439 me add a little peace to it, because I was 2015 01:50:31.479 --> 01:50:35.479 divinely inspired. I saw Jesus. Jesus gave me a message, right, 2016 01:50:36.000 --> 01:50:39.039 And so it's just it's it's crazy, and I don't 2017 01:50:39.039 --> 01:50:40.720 know if enough people know about that kind of stuff. 2018 01:50:40.720 --> 01:50:43.359 So I really just wanted to kind of just tell 2019 01:50:43.399 --> 01:50:46.159 the story of my findings. I'm not trying to dissuade 2020 01:50:46.159 --> 01:50:48.560 anybody from their beliefs by any means. I'm just saying, 2021 01:50:49.039 --> 01:50:51.079 maybe the story is a little bit different than what 2022 01:50:51.159 --> 01:50:51.800 you were taught. 2023 01:50:53.000 --> 01:50:55.199 I mean, I wasn't even taught that. I just kind 2024 01:50:55.239 --> 01:50:57.359 of assumed certain things, you know what I mean. I 2025 01:50:57.399 --> 01:50:59.239 think that's what we do. You kind of hear something 2026 01:50:59.239 --> 01:51:02.680 and you're kind of you try to put the pieces together. 2027 01:51:02.720 --> 01:51:05.039 And so in my mind, it was just logical to 2028 01:51:05.239 --> 01:51:09.880 assume that these apostles or whoever you know, Paul like 2029 01:51:09.960 --> 01:51:13.840 they were all just kind of around in like jotting 2030 01:51:14.000 --> 01:51:16.359 history right in front of their eyes, you know. The dude. 2031 01:51:16.800 --> 01:51:18.800 Let me tell you another thing too. So I was like, 2032 01:51:19.399 --> 01:51:22.079 I wonder if we were to take out all of 2033 01:51:22.159 --> 01:51:25.239 Paul's writings, because it all comes from his letters of 2034 01:51:25.279 --> 01:51:27.319 what he was writing while he was in jail. But 2035 01:51:27.920 --> 01:51:30.199 if we were to take also he was the one 2036 01:51:30.239 --> 01:51:34.880 that kind of like, what's the word. He was the 2037 01:51:34.920 --> 01:51:37.399 one that was going from city to city opening up churches. 2038 01:51:38.199 --> 01:51:39.920 Okay, So I think I think the. 2039 01:51:39.920 --> 01:51:42.039 Church went from like a mom and pop kind of 2040 01:51:42.079 --> 01:51:46.159 thing to now it's a chain. Okay. Paul turned it 2041 01:51:46.199 --> 01:51:50.119 into a chain. So, Paul, if you take out all 2042 01:51:50.119 --> 01:51:55.960 of Paul's writings, I believe that Christianity would have just 2043 01:51:56.039 --> 01:52:00.000 remained a small Jewish sector of a cult, a cult 2044 01:52:00.000 --> 01:52:03.239 Boltish sector of Judaism. Oh wow. And it would it 2045 01:52:03.279 --> 01:52:05.359 would have never gotten to the level that it is 2046 01:52:05.399 --> 01:52:05.960 without Paul. 2047 01:52:06.720 --> 01:52:07.000 Wow. 2048 01:52:07.039 --> 01:52:09.079 So just want to throw that out there, just want 2049 01:52:09.119 --> 01:52:11.800 to say, you know, if you ever decide and and 2050 01:52:11.840 --> 01:52:14.359 feel free to, you know, battle up against me on this. 2051 01:52:14.640 --> 01:52:16.880 I'm not like the most well versed on it, but 2052 01:52:16.920 --> 01:52:18.960 I feel like I have a pretty decent understanding of it. 2053 01:52:20.720 --> 01:52:23.079 But yeah, I just feel like not enough people really 2054 01:52:23.319 --> 01:52:26.159 dive deep enough. It's just more of a blind faith. 2055 01:52:26.199 --> 01:52:29.039 And this is I'm telling you, dude. And look, I'm 2056 01:52:29.039 --> 01:52:31.680 not trying to say that Jesus ain't real. If you 2057 01:52:31.760 --> 01:52:35.319 believe in him, he is. Yep, that's I mean that. 2058 01:52:35.720 --> 01:52:38.319 I don't mean that in a negative way, No, not 2059 01:52:38.399 --> 01:52:38.720 at all. 2060 01:52:38.920 --> 01:52:40.800 No, I mean I'm glad you brought it up though, 2061 01:52:40.800 --> 01:52:43.520 because I have myself been looking into certain things just 2062 01:52:43.560 --> 01:52:45.680 because you know, we do talk about it, and so 2063 01:52:45.760 --> 01:52:46.399 I do want to. 2064 01:52:46.319 --> 01:52:47.800 Be a little more informed, you know. 2065 01:52:47.920 --> 01:52:50.159 But like, I'm glad you brought that up because you know, 2066 01:52:50.399 --> 01:52:52.399 I feel like you're right. I feel like a lot 2067 01:52:52.399 --> 01:52:55.760 of people probably don't know certain things like that, you know, 2068 01:52:55.760 --> 01:52:58.479 they go over they cover the you know, Genesis, or 2069 01:52:58.520 --> 01:53:00.720 they go over certain things maybe when they go to church, 2070 01:53:00.960 --> 01:53:03.760 like particular items that they like to really hit on, 2071 01:53:04.399 --> 01:53:07.439 you know, and there's a lot of things that just 2072 01:53:07.720 --> 01:53:11.760 it's just not common knowledge. Don't ask that, don't be 2073 01:53:11.800 --> 01:53:13.840 asking questions. Do what I tell you about that. 2074 01:53:14.039 --> 01:53:17.159 You know, if you remember that old YouTube video asking 2075 01:53:17.239 --> 01:53:21.399 all them questions and making statements. 2076 01:53:21.960 --> 01:53:22.720 Help be doing. 2077 01:53:24.880 --> 01:53:27.760 So anyhow, Yeah, I think that's pretty much what we 2078 01:53:27.880 --> 01:53:32.920 got as far as Wayne Dyer, your spirit guardian and 2079 01:53:33.359 --> 01:53:36.520 kind of just remembering who the fuck you are. Dude. 2080 01:53:36.640 --> 01:53:39.359 I love it, and I would still like to if 2081 01:53:39.399 --> 01:53:41.520 we could share that link so people can listen to 2082 01:53:41.520 --> 01:53:43.640 that whenever they want, because, like I said before we 2083 01:53:43.640 --> 01:53:45.600 started recording, I feel like it's something that you can 2084 01:53:45.640 --> 01:53:49.239 listen to many times over whenever you feel like you 2085 01:53:49.359 --> 01:53:52.439 need to, whenever you need to remember. You know, some 2086 01:53:52.560 --> 01:53:54.479 of these things. You know, there's a lot in there, 2087 01:53:54.520 --> 01:53:57.079 and maybe one day something hits you a little more 2088 01:53:57.119 --> 01:53:59.720 and you want to vibe on that one particular saying 2089 01:53:59.760 --> 01:54:01.640 you know, but I feel like we can listen to 2090 01:54:01.640 --> 01:54:03.880 this over and over it and just get something else 2091 01:54:03.920 --> 01:54:06.159 out of it, depending on where you are in the journey. 2092 01:54:06.720 --> 01:54:09.560 That's it, dude. Yeah, And so okay, I just love 2093 01:54:09.640 --> 01:54:11.880 this kind of stuff and just coming into the realization, 2094 01:54:12.439 --> 01:54:16.039 you know, coming into like you don't need to be 2095 01:54:16.199 --> 01:54:19.520 a believer in anything. There's nothing you need to believe. 2096 01:54:20.399 --> 01:54:23.800 It's just something to embrace. It's something to embody. It's 2097 01:54:23.800 --> 01:54:26.960 an essence that is always there. It's an essence that 2098 01:54:27.359 --> 01:54:30.359 isn't judging. It's an essence that is always there for 2099 01:54:30.439 --> 01:54:33.479 every single thing that you're going through, every single every 2100 01:54:33.560 --> 01:54:37.560 single MILLI thought that goes through your mind, it is there. 2101 01:54:37.840 --> 01:54:41.600 So just so everybody knows you are never alone. And uh, 2102 01:54:41.760 --> 01:54:45.760 let's try and embrace that that higher aspect. I love it, dude. 2103 01:54:45.920 --> 01:54:48.880 And that being said, we got a tarot card. My 2104 01:54:48.960 --> 01:54:52.359 good dude. It's the two of Wands. 2105 01:54:52.600 --> 01:54:58.800 Oh Wandhi, Yeah, the two of wands. Let's go to 2106 01:54:58.840 --> 01:55:05.760 our handy dandy. Oh wow, this is great, Okay. The 2107 01:55:05.800 --> 01:55:10.319 two of wands a choice to expand your world. Awaits 2108 01:55:10.760 --> 01:55:13.319 do you stay with what you know or choose the 2109 01:55:13.479 --> 01:55:17.079 unknown adventure? The Two of Wand's card is an invitation 2110 01:55:17.239 --> 01:55:19.880 to ponder the future. A man looks out onto the 2111 01:55:20.000 --> 01:55:23.039 vast expanse of land from a position high up in 2112 01:55:23.119 --> 01:55:27.279 his luxurious castle. Is that where the guide is the 2113 01:55:27.399 --> 01:55:27.960 higher self? 2114 01:55:27.960 --> 01:55:30.640 There? Soetive? 2115 01:55:30.960 --> 01:55:34.640 Yeah, he has already established his position of stability, and 2116 01:55:34.680 --> 01:55:38.079 now he craves adventure. One wand is securely anchored to 2117 01:55:38.119 --> 01:55:41.039 the castle walls, showing his efforts to build his fortune, 2118 01:55:41.079 --> 01:55:44.199 while the other wand is held above his head. In 2119 01:55:44.239 --> 01:55:47.600 his other hand, he holds a globe as if to say, 2120 01:55:47.640 --> 01:55:50.760 the world is in his hands. Where will he go next? 2121 01:55:51.000 --> 01:55:53.840 The two of wand signals an opportunity to plan for 2122 01:55:53.920 --> 01:55:57.560 the next exciting phase in an already rich and full life. 2123 01:55:58.279 --> 01:56:02.359 The spiritual message says, weigh your options before making a 2124 01:56:02.399 --> 01:56:06.880 big decision and heed intuitive guidance in your decision making process. 2125 01:56:07.359 --> 01:56:10.159 You're making plans and taking your goals to the next 2126 01:56:10.239 --> 01:56:13.000 level and phase of life, which is exciting. Your life 2127 01:56:13.039 --> 01:56:16.039 continues to be enriched when you follow a spiritual path 2128 01:56:16.079 --> 01:56:20.279 and explore new directions. The upright key meetings are choice 2129 01:56:20.560 --> 01:56:25.680 and future plans. Oh, and it's also the two. So 2130 01:56:25.760 --> 01:56:26.640 it's the two of ones. 2131 01:56:26.720 --> 01:56:26.880 Right. 2132 01:56:27.520 --> 01:56:32.000 The numerology of two means choice and partnership. 2133 01:56:33.119 --> 01:56:37.079 M So is that not spot on from that conversation 2134 01:56:37.199 --> 01:56:40.520 we had and everything leading up to this very episode? 2135 01:56:40.640 --> 01:56:43.600 Dude in hish, what hand does he holding the globe? 2136 01:56:43.600 --> 01:56:49.479 And the right all in his right hand is the 2137 01:56:49.600 --> 01:56:52.600 hand that he is holding the globe as if to say, 2138 01:56:52.640 --> 01:56:55.279 the world is in his hands, where will he go next? 2139 01:56:55.960 --> 01:56:58.640 The right often associated with the right brain, which is 2140 01:56:58.680 --> 01:57:02.760 often associated with the logic no not no, no, that's 2141 01:57:02.800 --> 01:57:03.239 just logic. 2142 01:57:03.399 --> 01:57:09.479 Yeah, my bad, the yeah on you, but it's it's 2143 01:57:09.600 --> 01:57:13.159 uh yeah, the opposite of logic, the imaginative, the wondrous, 2144 01:57:13.720 --> 01:57:17.520 the wondrous one, right, And so, dude, that was the 2145 01:57:17.560 --> 01:57:18.199 perfect card. 2146 01:57:18.319 --> 01:57:19.439 I love it absolutely. 2147 01:57:19.720 --> 01:57:22.079 That one actually popped out in kind of a strange 2148 01:57:22.079 --> 01:57:25.079 way because it was like, you know, you're shuffling, you're shuffling, 2149 01:57:25.119 --> 01:57:27.560 you get to the last, like the last little chunk 2150 01:57:27.600 --> 01:57:30.159 of cards that you're gonna throw, and all the cards 2151 01:57:30.159 --> 01:57:32.359 fell out, but that one like stuck in my hand, 2152 01:57:32.680 --> 01:57:34.520 and so I was like, oh, okay, well, and I 2153 01:57:34.520 --> 01:57:38.079 almost like second guessed it. I was like, Okay, that's 2154 01:57:38.079 --> 01:57:41.520 the one. It's so perfect, dude. I don't Yeah, I 2155 01:57:41.520 --> 01:57:43.039 think you're right. I don't think there's another card that 2156 01:57:43.039 --> 01:57:45.640 would have lined up with that, dude. And I think 2157 01:57:46.279 --> 01:57:49.479 this this episode was It was so fun. I'm gonna 2158 01:57:49.479 --> 01:57:51.079 be honest with you, and I'm not even just trying 2159 01:57:51.079 --> 01:57:52.840 to pat you or myself on the back. I feel 2160 01:57:52.880 --> 01:57:55.399 like that was just I I thoroughly enjoyed that. 2161 01:57:56.159 --> 01:57:59.000 Yeah, it was a great episode, especially stepping into our 2162 01:57:59.119 --> 01:58:04.000 mystic roles. And I know that that I know that 2163 01:58:04.000 --> 01:58:08.640 that may be a self appointed term, and maybe it is, 2164 01:58:08.680 --> 01:58:12.720 maybe it isn't. Some people would say that we're into 2165 01:58:12.920 --> 01:58:17.039 the craft, we're wizards, we're sages, we're witches, or we're 2166 01:58:17.479 --> 01:58:20.880 practices of the underworld and the dark realms. There are 2167 01:58:20.960 --> 01:58:24.079 minions of the dark Lord, right Like, everybody wants to 2168 01:58:24.119 --> 01:58:28.359 apply their own definition to what we are, and so 2169 01:58:28.479 --> 01:58:31.840 we say, nay, we will give ourselves our own definition 2170 01:58:32.000 --> 01:58:34.159 as to what we aim to be and what we 2171 01:58:34.199 --> 01:58:39.079 aim to embody what we are already embodying, I believe. So, yeah, 2172 01:58:39.119 --> 01:58:41.439 it is the menimistics, baby, and. 2173 01:58:41.359 --> 01:58:43.600 We're sticking to me fair to be fair, dude, I 2174 01:58:43.640 --> 01:58:47.159 think everything is self appointed, you know what I mean. 2175 01:58:47.319 --> 01:58:50.000 I mean, if you think you're not worthy, well you're 2176 01:58:50.039 --> 01:58:53.840 just telling you you're affirming that and becoming that label 2177 01:58:53.960 --> 01:58:57.319 as someone that is not worthy, and so everything is 2178 01:58:57.319 --> 01:58:58.319 self appointed anyway. 2179 01:58:58.640 --> 01:59:03.880 Yes, Yes, it's uh, yeah, it's it's great whenever you 2180 01:59:03.920 --> 01:59:07.640 actually step into being instead of wishing that you were, 2181 01:59:08.359 --> 01:59:10.960 that's it. Yes, you know, that's kind of the idea 2182 01:59:10.960 --> 01:59:13.920 that we're trying to embrace over here. So yeah, Sean, 2183 01:59:14.039 --> 01:59:17.520 any any final words before we get into the meditation 2184 01:59:17.680 --> 01:59:18.119 good sir. 2185 01:59:19.119 --> 01:59:23.520 I'm just excited for this next level or or whatever 2186 01:59:23.560 --> 01:59:25.880 you want to call this, this fork in the road 2187 01:59:25.880 --> 01:59:28.159 that we've come to and we've we've chosen you know, 2188 01:59:28.199 --> 01:59:29.960 where we're, where we're going, and where we're heading, and 2189 01:59:30.560 --> 01:59:32.840 you know, I just I'm just looking forward to the 2190 01:59:32.920 --> 01:59:35.239 journey man, you know, just continuing this thing. 2191 01:59:35.880 --> 01:59:38.640 Life's a garden. You gotta dig it, you know, That's it. 2192 01:59:39.680 --> 01:59:42.079 So anyhow, look, I wanted to say if any if 2193 01:59:42.119 --> 01:59:46.640 everybody enjoyed this episode you found yourself sitting in contemplation 2194 01:59:46.880 --> 01:59:50.640 and wonder and wondering what if this is true? If 2195 01:59:50.680 --> 01:59:53.600 you enjoyed this kind of conversation or these details that 2196 01:59:53.640 --> 01:59:56.039 we decided to bring up and research and study and 2197 01:59:56.079 --> 02:00:02.479 try and fully understand and embrace the essence of said message, 2198 02:00:02.840 --> 02:00:05.399 then then please, it would really be a big help 2199 02:00:05.439 --> 02:00:08.159 if you would go and leave us a review and 2200 02:00:08.239 --> 02:00:10.520 leave us five stars if you're on Apple, leave us 2201 02:00:10.560 --> 02:00:14.880 a message on the individual episode on Spotify or wherever. 2202 02:00:15.000 --> 02:00:16.760 You can share this with all your family and all 2203 02:00:16.760 --> 02:00:18.960 your friends. We also have a YouTube channel if you 2204 02:00:18.960 --> 02:00:21.000 want to be able to see that. Our YouTube is 2205 02:00:22.159 --> 02:00:26.199 YouTube dot com slash Meta Mystics. Now that link is 2206 02:00:26.199 --> 02:00:30.039 down in the show notes below, and if you could 2207 02:00:30.119 --> 02:00:32.479 just go over there and subscribe and hit the bell 2208 02:00:32.600 --> 02:00:34.720 and hit likes on all the videos, that really helps 2209 02:00:34.720 --> 02:00:37.000 with the algorithm like crazy. If you want to be 2210 02:00:37.000 --> 02:00:39.079 able to support us in the best possible way, then 2211 02:00:39.079 --> 02:00:42.520 you go to patreon dot com slash metamistics. That link 2212 02:00:42.600 --> 02:00:44.479 is also down the show notes below. We have several 2213 02:00:44.479 --> 02:00:46.880 tiers over there. We have a super cheap tier at 2214 02:00:46.880 --> 02:00:50.159 three dollars and thirty three cents a month. Dude, that 2215 02:00:50.359 --> 02:00:55.600 is I don't even what are we doing? Sixteen, No, 2216 02:00:55.800 --> 02:00:59.560 I'm trippin' so two, four, six, eight, eight or nine 2217 02:00:59.640 --> 02:01:03.560 episodisodes a month. You're talking about literally forty cents an 2218 02:01:03.560 --> 02:01:06.560 episode is what you're paying, or my math could be off. 2219 02:01:06.600 --> 02:01:08.680 It's somewhere in there if you're only paying three thirty three. 2220 02:01:09.000 --> 02:01:10.760 Either way, it is a great way to be able 2221 02:01:10.800 --> 02:01:13.359 to help support the show. 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So come on down to Funkytown over 2232 02:01:43.000 --> 02:01:46.399 a Patreon dot com slash metamistics, and we appreciate all 2233 02:01:46.439 --> 02:01:48.840 the love and support that we got from the one already. 2234 02:01:50.000 --> 02:01:52.239 It's kind of weird, actually, when not weird, like weird 2235 02:01:52.279 --> 02:01:54.920 in a good way. You know, when you said menimistics, 2236 02:01:55.079 --> 02:01:57.439 it's like, it's almost like, and this is where my 2237 02:01:57.520 --> 02:02:01.079 mind went because I'm a little weirdo that this has 2238 02:02:01.119 --> 02:02:04.159 always existed. We kind of just made it jump to 2239 02:02:04.359 --> 02:02:06.560 the universe in which it has. 2240 02:02:09.560 --> 02:02:12.439 It's not even that you have to imagine it. It's 2241 02:02:12.479 --> 02:02:14.840 that you should just know it, you know what I mean. 2242 02:02:14.880 --> 02:02:17.239 It just is, you know, we live in the world. 2243 02:02:17.479 --> 02:02:20.720 We live in a wizarding world in which we are 2244 02:02:20.760 --> 02:02:25.279 trying to manifest our every moment. So yeah, come check 2245 02:02:25.319 --> 02:02:27.680 us out and over at all those places. Help support 2246 02:02:27.720 --> 02:02:30.640 us in any way that you possibly can. We're actually 2247 02:02:30.680 --> 02:02:32.640 going to be getting into the meditation here in just 2248 02:02:32.680 --> 02:02:34.760 a moment. You will only be able to see that 2249 02:02:34.960 --> 02:02:36.720 at Patreon. You won't be able to see it at 2250 02:02:36.760 --> 02:02:39.039 you on YouTube or on the podcast or anything. We 2251 02:02:39.039 --> 02:02:41.680 don't want any commercial interruption during any of the meditation. 2252 02:02:42.159 --> 02:02:46.039 We want it to be completely deep in these meditations. 2253 02:02:46.039 --> 02:02:49.920 We're trying to get to theta or deeper within these meditations. 2254 02:02:49.960 --> 02:02:53.920 And then there's also, of course the messages that we 2255 02:02:53.960 --> 02:02:57.119 feel like we may have received during said meditation, which 2256 02:02:57.119 --> 02:03:01.720 are always great and very insightful. So yeah, you can 2257 02:03:01.760 --> 02:03:04.319 come join us in the meditation over there, but yeah, 2258 02:03:04.319 --> 02:03:08.880 that's where we're gonna go. And so, yeah, this was 2259 02:03:08.920 --> 02:03:12.079 a freaking awesome show, dude, very insightful, I thought. And 2260 02:03:12.159 --> 02:03:15.960 I just want to say, if you, as the spirit guide, 2261 02:03:16.039 --> 02:03:19.960 came here and you taught yourself anything, it's that you 2262 02:03:20.119 --> 02:03:24.560 don't know what you don't know, but I'll just get weird, 2263 02:03:25.479 --> 02:03:26.319 stay weird. 2264 02:03:35.319 --> 02:03:37.800 I feel like that was a fucking That was a 2265 02:03:37.800 --> 02:03:41.079 motherfucker of an episode, you know. 2266 02:03:41.359 --> 02:03:43.079 It felt like it. Yeah, I tried to bring as 2267 02:03:43.119 --> 02:03:45.199 much energy as I could to that bad boy because 2268 02:03:45.520 --> 02:03:49.000 it excited me so much. Learning and listening to that 2269 02:03:49.399 --> 02:03:52.439 and doing even deeper research and deeper coneplation, trying to 2270 02:03:52.479 --> 02:03:57.359 tie it all together and just fully embracing what we are, 2271 02:03:57.520 --> 02:04:01.520 who we are, where we're like, what we're trying to be, 2272 02:04:02.000 --> 02:04:05.000 you know, in that sense, And yeah, I love that shit. 2273 02:04:05.479 --> 02:04:07.920 Oh dude, there was so much in there that I 2274 02:04:07.960 --> 02:04:09.720 was just trying to follow along and make sure, like 2275 02:04:10.119 --> 02:04:12.000 just to pick one thing that out of what you 2276 02:04:12.079 --> 02:04:14.319 said and remember it so I can bring that up later, 2277 02:04:14.359 --> 02:04:16.560 because there was so much of you know what I mean, 2278 02:04:16.600 --> 02:04:19.840 what he was saying in that, but it was it's 2279 02:04:19.920 --> 02:04:20.640 just empowering. 2280 02:04:20.720 --> 02:04:20.920 Dude. 2281 02:04:20.960 --> 02:04:22.600 I feel like when I was listening to it, I 2282 02:04:22.640 --> 02:04:25.079 was like, oh my god, this is what we've been 2283 02:04:25.119 --> 02:04:28.079 looking for. Yeah, you know, and I'm not even just 2284 02:04:28.079 --> 02:04:30.399 saying that, you know, like I know that we when 2285 02:04:30.439 --> 02:04:33.039 we came across like neoplatonism, not to say that that's 2286 02:04:33.159 --> 02:04:36.680 not also kind of what's what's happening if you were 2287 02:04:36.720 --> 02:04:39.000 to visualize that, you know, if we're all one and 2288 02:04:39.039 --> 02:04:42.399 everything kind of expoom exploded into the universe, you know, 2289 02:04:42.560 --> 02:04:46.920 like ultimately I feel like that's what it is. But dude, 2290 02:04:47.000 --> 02:04:50.399 that it's just I don't know, I this is it, dude. 2291 02:04:51.159 --> 02:04:57.319 You know, Yeah, you're creating, you're creating your your existence, 2292 02:04:57.319 --> 02:05:00.319 your reality, your everything you choose to see and choose 2293 02:05:00.319 --> 02:05:02.840 not to see, and how you feel about it, and 2294 02:05:03.920 --> 02:05:06.600 you know, and that's what makes you move a certain 2295 02:05:06.640 --> 02:05:11.520 way and everything just fucking snowballs and become like it's 2296 02:05:11.560 --> 02:05:16.439 almost every little thing is so not noticeable, but those 2297 02:05:16.640 --> 02:05:19.680 add up and it becomes what you are and how 2298 02:05:19.720 --> 02:05:23.560 you are relating to everything else. And you know, it's 2299 02:05:23.560 --> 02:05:25.640 hard to explain, dude, I'm trying to. 2300 02:05:25.479 --> 02:05:27.600 No, I know, it's it's hard to put it into words. 2301 02:05:27.640 --> 02:05:29.159 And this was something that I had a hard time 2302 02:05:29.239 --> 02:05:32.119 even getting together because I was like, I know it, 2303 02:05:32.439 --> 02:05:33.479 but how do I say it? 2304 02:05:33.920 --> 02:05:36.079 You know, and if you want to say it in 2305 02:05:36.119 --> 02:05:39.399 a way that people understand, because ultimately that's the you know, 2306 02:05:39.399 --> 02:05:41.119 but people are going to have to put in the work. 2307 02:05:41.159 --> 02:05:45.119 They're going to have to actually contemplate and really, you know, 2308 02:05:45.159 --> 02:05:47.039 because I have a feeling that probably are people that 2309 02:05:47.159 --> 02:05:49.359 listen because they enjoy it and it's you know, it's fun, 2310 02:05:49.399 --> 02:05:52.760 but they're not taking that time after to contemplate and 2311 02:05:52.800 --> 02:05:56.159 to meditate and too, because that's where that's where it 2312 02:05:56.159 --> 02:05:58.960 happens to you. I don't I don't lay in bed 2313 02:05:59.079 --> 02:06:03.119 like a normal person anymore. No, my life is different. 2314 02:06:03.920 --> 02:06:07.680 You know, that's some real ship like this, that's a 2315 02:06:07.720 --> 02:06:08.560 different world. Man. 2316 02:06:08.800 --> 02:06:12.039 I'm gonna be going forward with every single episode with 2317 02:06:12.199 --> 02:06:16.560 this as the foundational like truth a lens, yes, and 2318 02:06:17.760 --> 02:06:19.600 that's how this evolves. 2319 02:06:20.079 --> 02:06:24.359 Mm hmm that's where we go. I'm with you on that, dude, 2320 02:06:24.560 --> 02:06:25.159 you know what I mean? 2321 02:06:26.880 --> 02:06:31.479 A fuck? What a fucking banger, dude. I can't believe. 2322 02:06:31.199 --> 02:06:35.840 We I it only took us two years, you know 2323 02:06:35.960 --> 02:06:39.159 of kind of just you know, stumbling along, and you know, 2324 02:06:39.319 --> 02:06:41.239 in a good way because we're we're trying to look 2325 02:06:41.239 --> 02:06:43.960 at everything. But like now it initiated. 2326 02:06:44.039 --> 02:06:45.319 You know when when you. 2327 02:06:45.359 --> 02:06:49.119 Know, everything works depending on how you're looking at it 2328 02:06:49.159 --> 02:06:52.279 and what you believe. You know, like those people that 2329 02:06:52.359 --> 02:06:55.760 have near death experiences or or I'm sorry, there was 2330 02:06:55.760 --> 02:06:57.319 a there was a video that I watched and it 2331 02:06:57.399 --> 02:06:59.720 was like, a where's that? I can't think of the 2332 02:06:59.720 --> 02:07:02.000 place that you go when you're about to die? What's 2333 02:07:02.079 --> 02:07:05.960 that you go to? A It's a hospital for people 2334 02:07:05.960 --> 02:07:09.359 that are basically their hospice, right. I don't know why 2335 02:07:09.359 --> 02:07:11.960 I couldn't think of that, but this this nurse was 2336 02:07:11.960 --> 02:07:14.960 saying that this person or a few people that she's 2337 02:07:15.000 --> 02:07:19.199 experienced were like, oh, my feet are getting hot, you know, 2338 02:07:19.279 --> 02:07:20.880 and then you can think of like what where are 2339 02:07:20.920 --> 02:07:23.479 they going when when you know what I mean, they're 2340 02:07:23.520 --> 02:07:26.960 experiencing like a hot place. It's like their mind and 2341 02:07:26.960 --> 02:07:30.319 their beliefs, like you believed in it so hard and 2342 02:07:30.479 --> 02:07:34.520 also believed that you weren't worthy still of. 2343 02:07:34.479 --> 02:07:37.079 Not going there. Yeah, you know what I. 2344 02:07:37.000 --> 02:07:41.359 Mean, And that dictates the experience you have leaving this 2345 02:07:41.479 --> 02:07:42.439 physical body. 2346 02:07:43.000 --> 02:07:46.279 Yes, interesting, and that's you know, that's why I was. 2347 02:07:46.439 --> 02:07:48.800 I tried to tie it all in together there at 2348 02:07:48.800 --> 02:07:51.359 the end with you know, the near death experiences and 2349 02:07:51.399 --> 02:07:54.319 the d MT and the dreams and all these things 2350 02:07:54.359 --> 02:07:58.119 that everybody experiences just slightly different from one another, yet 2351 02:07:59.439 --> 02:08:02.600 none of it is reality. What is your real? 2352 02:08:02.720 --> 02:08:04.479 Quick? Just because I was curious, because I think you 2353 02:08:04.479 --> 02:08:06.720 did mention like the void, or at least that guy's 2354 02:08:06.760 --> 02:08:13.359 writings mentioned the void? What just through this lens? What 2355 02:08:13.479 --> 02:08:16.119 was that void? Well? How do you how are you 2356 02:08:16.159 --> 02:08:19.439 looking at it now? If you could put that into words? 2357 02:08:19.479 --> 02:08:21.520 As far as just because I'm curious. 2358 02:08:22.119 --> 02:08:26.159 The void and this is my understanding of the void 2359 02:08:26.239 --> 02:08:31.399 is constantly evolving. But through this lens, I believe as 2360 02:08:31.439 --> 02:08:35.039 it said that the void is you. 2361 02:08:36.680 --> 02:08:39.079 Is that what it said? I mean, it's you. 2362 02:08:40.119 --> 02:08:46.000 It's the place where nothing exists and limitless potential is 2363 02:08:46.640 --> 02:08:50.239 so nothing has been created yet from that void, right, right, 2364 02:08:50.319 --> 02:08:54.960 So it's you essentially going into the void and like 2365 02:08:55.159 --> 02:08:59.119 Minecraft building in there, and that is where everything is 2366 02:08:59.159 --> 02:09:01.319 created from, is from the void. 2367 02:09:01.760 --> 02:09:03.680 So if you look at it in that sense, it 2368 02:09:03.760 --> 02:09:11.279 was definitely the major ego death. Let's remove everything, and 2369 02:09:11.319 --> 02:09:15.079 now you can add to that, you know as you 2370 02:09:15.119 --> 02:09:18.359 go along. It's kind of the reverse of removing everything 2371 02:09:18.399 --> 02:09:20.560 that is not you. This was okay, let me show 2372 02:09:20.600 --> 02:09:24.399 you everything, everything that's not you, and that's nothing at all, 2373 02:09:24.800 --> 02:09:25.439 you know what I mean? 2374 02:09:25.560 --> 02:09:30.239 Like literally, like how I looked at everything ceased to exist, 2375 02:09:30.399 --> 02:09:33.760 and now I was able to be in that voided 2376 02:09:33.800 --> 02:09:37.279 space where it was completely devoid of everything that I 2377 02:09:37.279 --> 02:09:42.960 had ever known except a remnant of me, right, and 2378 02:09:43.359 --> 02:09:47.000 that remnant of me had to build its way out 2379 02:09:47.279 --> 02:09:49.239 to this life that I experience now. 2380 02:09:49.720 --> 02:09:51.920 And I'm just trying to think about this, like the 2381 02:09:52.920 --> 02:09:56.880 true self that was you in that moment, just observing 2382 02:09:56.920 --> 02:09:59.960 because you were there, obviously you were there, you were experiencing, 2383 02:10:00.359 --> 02:10:02.840 and so what what is it that you were most 2384 02:10:03.039 --> 02:10:06.920 concerned with in that moment when everything was gone, what 2385 02:10:07.000 --> 02:10:09.239 was the because I think that was your true self 2386 02:10:09.640 --> 02:10:12.199 in that in that you know what I mean, in 2387 02:10:12.279 --> 02:10:13.119 that moment. 2388 02:10:13.560 --> 02:10:18.000 What were you? What I was most concerned with was 2389 02:10:18.079 --> 02:10:23.880 that I had destroyed everything, Like I was concerned that 2390 02:10:25.399 --> 02:10:28.439 it was my fault that everything ceased to exist, and 2391 02:10:28.720 --> 02:10:32.920 that I was powerless in that moment to ever even 2392 02:10:33.079 --> 02:10:36.359 come up with the idea to even think to bring 2393 02:10:36.399 --> 02:10:40.279 it back. And so whenever I was able to come 2394 02:10:40.319 --> 02:10:45.079 out of that void, Now, every single day that went on, 2395 02:10:45.439 --> 02:10:48.239 it was nothing but contemplation. You know that I went 2396 02:10:48.319 --> 02:10:53.439 to fucking deep depression. Yeah, every single moment was trying 2397 02:10:53.479 --> 02:10:58.279 to build up a fucking ladder up out of that void, right, 2398 02:10:58.439 --> 02:11:01.119 And so I was able to see at the very 2399 02:11:01.199 --> 02:11:04.760 pit of existence, which where nothing existed, which I actually 2400 02:11:04.800 --> 02:11:08.439 really looking back, I look back on it fondly now, 2401 02:11:09.239 --> 02:11:11.039 Like I don't look back on it I'm fucking sad 2402 02:11:11.159 --> 02:11:12.880 or anything like that. Like I look back on it. 2403 02:11:13.520 --> 02:11:15.239 I mean I look back and I almost have a 2404 02:11:15.279 --> 02:11:18.760 little empathy for myself from who I was then. 2405 02:11:19.399 --> 02:11:22.359 Okay, but now I'm. 2406 02:11:22.000 --> 02:11:26.199 Thankful for the experience because it was that experience alone. 2407 02:11:26.279 --> 02:11:31.039 That helped me understand that this fucking place can blink 2408 02:11:31.119 --> 02:11:36.039 out of existence, and even when it does, I don't right. 2409 02:11:36.479 --> 02:11:41.520 Oh, that's fascinating. Okay, that's very interesting, man, cause I 2410 02:11:41.880 --> 02:11:44.279 try to imagine what that would even be like, because 2411 02:11:44.319 --> 02:11:47.560 it's it's just the scariest thing I can imagine, you know, 2412 02:11:47.600 --> 02:11:49.399 in the way that you describe it, and like you 2413 02:11:49.439 --> 02:11:52.199 had your emotion going into like just telling the story, 2414 02:11:52.279 --> 02:11:54.680 and I'm like putting myself there and I'm trying to 2415 02:11:54.720 --> 02:11:58.680 imagine like nothingness, you know, you know when you close 2416 02:11:58.720 --> 02:12:00.680 your eyes and you can't see even that night when 2417 02:12:00.680 --> 02:12:02.880 you close your eyes. At least for me, it's not 2418 02:12:03.119 --> 02:12:08.000 completely pitch black. It seems like there's you know, I 2419 02:12:08.039 --> 02:12:11.560 don't know, dude, in some sense of not just complete 2420 02:12:11.720 --> 02:12:15.199 blackness in the fucking uh. 2421 02:12:15.920 --> 02:12:20.840 I'll give you an example. Whenever I was in fifth 2422 02:12:21.159 --> 02:12:23.720 or sixth grade, I don't know. I was in middle school. 2423 02:12:23.920 --> 02:12:25.760 Middle school was only fifth and sixth grade for me. 2424 02:12:26.880 --> 02:12:29.399 But in middle school there was this science class and 2425 02:12:29.399 --> 02:12:31.079 I can't remember what the fuck his name was, but 2426 02:12:31.439 --> 02:12:34.279 mister Morgan. Holy shit, where did I pull that out from? Okay, 2427 02:12:34.359 --> 02:12:38.039 so mister Morgan, and he almost looked like a taller 2428 02:12:38.119 --> 02:12:40.880 version of doctor Phil just reminded me of him. Okay, 2429 02:12:42.039 --> 02:12:46.600 but he had a fucking planetarium literally inside of his classroom. 2430 02:12:46.640 --> 02:12:48.439 You walk through a door. He had a whole planetarium. 2431 02:12:48.479 --> 02:12:52.000 It's crazy, crazy for like such a little po dunk 2432 02:12:52.279 --> 02:12:56.279 middle school in Pennsylvania, you know. But I remember going 2433 02:12:56.279 --> 02:12:59.880 in there and there's no windows, like you're in a room. 2434 02:13:00.079 --> 02:13:04.359 It's inside of another room. So it's completely dark. It's 2435 02:13:04.399 --> 02:13:07.920 completely silent. I mean, if you stayed in there long enough, 2436 02:13:07.920 --> 02:13:09.000 you'd go crazy. 2437 02:13:08.960 --> 02:13:09.720 Uh huh. 2438 02:13:09.800 --> 02:13:12.119 And and then he would, you know, turn on the 2439 02:13:12.159 --> 02:13:15.960 projector and then show the stars and all the constellations 2440 02:13:16.039 --> 02:13:17.880 and all that shit. But there was he would let 2441 02:13:17.960 --> 02:13:20.279 us sit in that darkness for like a minute. Oh 2442 02:13:20.760 --> 02:13:25.920 just say just don't say anything, just listen, And we 2443 02:13:25.960 --> 02:13:28.600 would have to sit there not fucking say anything. We 2444 02:13:28.640 --> 02:13:31.479 would just listen for a whole minute, which is an eternity. 2445 02:13:31.880 --> 02:13:35.640 Oh yeah, for a little kid in that moment, dude, eternity, 2446 02:13:37.399 --> 02:13:42.720 you know. And dude, that's the closest thing that I 2447 02:13:42.720 --> 02:13:45.159 can even compare to what the void was. It was 2448 02:13:45.239 --> 02:13:48.600 completely devoid of sound, it was completely devoid of light, 2449 02:13:49.039 --> 02:13:52.079 it was completely devoid of life. You couldn't, dude, in 2450 02:13:52.079 --> 02:13:55.159 that fucking planetarium. You couldn't see your hand if you 2451 02:13:55.239 --> 02:13:58.560 were That's how dark it was, right, That's what it 2452 02:13:58.600 --> 02:14:01.760 felt like in the void. But in that moment I 2453 02:14:01.840 --> 02:14:06.479 was I was really just like fucking sad, you know, 2454 02:14:06.560 --> 02:14:07.840 in that fucking in that void. 2455 02:14:08.119 --> 02:14:11.119 So when you came out of it, you were you 2456 02:14:11.159 --> 02:14:13.720 were sad still, right, because it took you a minute 2457 02:14:13.800 --> 02:14:17.159 to come out of that completely to where you were 2458 02:14:17.199 --> 02:14:19.720 able to like, all right, it's already been transmuted. I'm 2459 02:14:19.720 --> 02:14:22.640 already like, I'm glad now that I had that experience, Like, 2460 02:14:22.760 --> 02:14:26.680 but before that, you were still very sad, Like what 2461 02:14:26.800 --> 02:14:27.239 was that? 2462 02:14:28.000 --> 02:14:29.279 What do you think that was? 2463 02:14:30.039 --> 02:14:31.600 You know, because you made it, you made it to 2464 02:14:31.640 --> 02:14:34.119 the other side, you can see things, you're alive, you're back. 2465 02:14:34.880 --> 02:14:38.199 What is it that was making you still feel like 2466 02:14:38.319 --> 02:14:39.119 remorse or. 2467 02:14:40.199 --> 02:14:43.560 Just fucking it weighed on me, dude. It just it's 2468 02:14:43.640 --> 02:14:49.520 like because that is something that it's possible, or that 2469 02:14:49.880 --> 02:14:53.159 I didn't know what I just witnessed. But all right, 2470 02:14:53.159 --> 02:14:57.159 I'll give you another example. Whenever. So I've had dreams 2471 02:14:57.520 --> 02:15:02.000 of like my mom dying, dude, and I'm like boohoo, 2472 02:15:02.039 --> 02:15:04.760 crying in the dream and I waked hello soaked and 2473 02:15:04.800 --> 02:15:07.880 I'm running my toes and like, it is the worst 2474 02:15:07.960 --> 02:15:10.079 thing that I ever just saw was my mom dying. 2475 02:15:11.399 --> 02:15:14.119 And it's you can't just shake that off, you know, 2476 02:15:14.560 --> 02:15:15.800 like you can be like, oh my god, what a 2477 02:15:15.880 --> 02:15:18.119 dream and then just be like, go on the rest 2478 02:15:18.159 --> 02:15:19.640 of your day. No, you want to call your mom, 2479 02:15:20.119 --> 02:15:22.760 you know what I'm saying. It was like that. 2480 02:15:23.399 --> 02:15:28.000 So you were just living in that just dread and sadness, 2481 02:15:28.039 --> 02:15:31.039 because that is something that you've experienced now. 2482 02:15:31.319 --> 02:15:34.680 And immediately after. But here's the here's the more fucked 2483 02:15:34.720 --> 02:15:38.319 up part is that it wasn't just my mom that died, 2484 02:15:38.960 --> 02:15:42.039 you know it was, but it was also my kids. 2485 02:15:42.119 --> 02:15:45.560 It was you, it was Jacob, it was my job, 2486 02:15:45.880 --> 02:15:47.640 you know what I'm saying. It was my call, it 2487 02:15:47.760 --> 02:15:52.279 was my apartment, it was every every person that I dated, 2488 02:15:52.319 --> 02:15:55.520 every person that I ever met, all my teachers, and 2489 02:15:55.640 --> 02:16:03.199 every experience that I ever had. Everything was everything. 2490 02:16:03.720 --> 02:16:08.720 Wow. So that's that's intense. Man. I hope that I 2491 02:16:08.960 --> 02:16:12.600 was I don't know, empathetic and ship like that during 2492 02:16:12.640 --> 02:16:15.159 that time for you, because I I obviously you know 2493 02:16:15.279 --> 02:16:18.039 how serious that fucking was and how hard and how 2494 02:16:18.079 --> 02:16:20.840 emotional it made you, and how negatively at least in 2495 02:16:20.960 --> 02:16:23.199 that month, in that time when you were depressed, you 2496 02:16:23.199 --> 02:16:25.159 know what I mean, like how hard that was for you. 2497 02:16:25.880 --> 02:16:29.520 But everyone else doesn't fully you know, people around you 2498 02:16:29.600 --> 02:16:31.279 were just like, oh, yeah, you had a bad trip, 2499 02:16:31.359 --> 02:16:32.600 you know, like you no big deal, but like you 2500 02:16:32.639 --> 02:16:34.280 were going through it, you know, And so I don't 2501 02:16:34.319 --> 02:16:37.000 even know, like hopefully I was, you know, I don't. 2502 02:16:36.799 --> 02:16:40.159 Know you were, and you know Nick was, and even 2503 02:16:40.280 --> 02:16:43.719 Jacob was. Okay, So everybody was like really cool, Matt 2504 02:16:43.799 --> 02:16:48.799 Rife friend were yeah, nuf said Staph cool. Everybody was 2505 02:16:48.840 --> 02:16:54.319 cool about it because it's it's it's there's a polarization 2506 02:16:54.479 --> 02:16:57.799 to it is that it can be the most awesome 2507 02:16:57.840 --> 02:17:00.559 thing that you ever experience in your life, and nothing 2508 02:17:00.600 --> 02:17:04.200 can ever, ever, ever ever come close. 2509 02:17:05.239 --> 02:17:07.680 Worst thing and nothing, every. 2510 02:17:07.559 --> 02:17:10.879 Worst thing could ever happen to you times a thousand 2511 02:17:11.079 --> 02:17:16.040 times infinity times infinity again a quarter of that. 2512 02:17:17.159 --> 02:17:19.879 Fuck, dude, that's some ship man. 2513 02:17:20.280 --> 02:17:23.799 Yeah, it's extreme. There, I mean, there is no middle ground, 2514 02:17:24.200 --> 02:17:26.639 you know what I'm saying. Yeah, it is extreme or 2515 02:17:26.680 --> 02:17:30.399 the other you are rolling the dice brother, Yeah, yeah, 2516 02:17:29.799 --> 02:17:32.440 and that all happened in your mind. 2517 02:17:33.639 --> 02:17:38.200 Yeah, you know, like it didn't happen anywhere else. You 2518 02:17:38.280 --> 02:17:41.600 were still there physically. Everybody else was still watching you 2519 02:17:42.399 --> 02:17:44.639 have a trip. They you know, they didn't know what 2520 02:17:44.719 --> 02:17:45.680 kind of trip you were having. 2521 02:17:45.719 --> 02:17:48.680 They were just vi you know, I got video evidence. 2522 02:17:48.719 --> 02:17:50.840 I mean, we're still physically here. 2523 02:17:51.120 --> 02:17:51.959 You know what I mean. 2524 02:17:52.000 --> 02:17:55.479 But in your mind everything was gone. 2525 02:17:55.840 --> 02:17:58.639 Yeah. Yeah, And that's why I have a different understanding 2526 02:17:58.680 --> 02:18:01.520 of the world. You know what I'm say, I'm not 2527 02:18:01.559 --> 02:18:03.120 I'm not even trying to put myself on any kind 2528 02:18:03.120 --> 02:18:04.239 of pedestal whenever I say that. 2529 02:18:04.159 --> 02:18:05.719 It's this is just us. 2530 02:18:05.920 --> 02:18:09.319 You know, like I look at the world very differently 2531 02:18:09.600 --> 02:18:12.479 because I realized that in a moment, it could blink 2532 02:18:12.479 --> 02:18:16.680 out like that. Again, that horrifies me. Yeah, but and 2533 02:18:17.000 --> 02:18:20.600 but it's inevitable. That's the thing. It's inevitable that it 2534 02:18:20.639 --> 02:18:23.479 blinks out. Yeah, you know. And it's not just like 2535 02:18:23.520 --> 02:18:26.440 a gradual like oh, there goes my body, or there's 2536 02:18:26.479 --> 02:18:31.159 Aunt Susan, or can't believe you know, Grandpa's waited on me. 2537 02:18:31.479 --> 02:18:34.280 No, it's like lights out. 2538 02:18:35.040 --> 02:18:41.920 Your your remembering, your memory of everybody is starting to 2539 02:18:42.040 --> 02:18:42.639 fade away. 2540 02:18:43.399 --> 02:18:45.920 Ah. So not only were they gone, but you were 2541 02:18:45.959 --> 02:18:48.600 starting to not even remember that they existed in the 2542 02:18:48.639 --> 02:18:49.280 first place. 2543 02:18:50.040 --> 02:18:52.040 Yeah, And I almost I almost got to a point. 2544 02:18:52.040 --> 02:18:55.319 And this was in the final seconds of getting ready 2545 02:18:55.319 --> 02:18:57.280 to come out of the void and wake up and everything. 2546 02:18:57.959 --> 02:19:00.399 I got to a point to where I was almost. 2547 02:19:00.159 --> 02:19:03.159 Like giving into the experience. 2548 02:19:04.000 --> 02:19:09.280 I was almost accepting that this is how it was now. Yeah, 2549 02:19:09.319 --> 02:19:10.840 and that's that was fucked up. 2550 02:19:11.319 --> 02:19:14.120 Well, even then you still had to let go, like 2551 02:19:14.159 --> 02:19:16.799 you had to like, well, I guess this is you 2552 02:19:16.840 --> 02:19:18.360 know what I mean, this is what it is now, 2553 02:19:18.399 --> 02:19:20.600 and I have to just kind of be here for 2554 02:19:20.639 --> 02:19:21.079 this too. 2555 02:19:22.200 --> 02:19:22.639 Yeah. 2556 02:19:22.799 --> 02:19:26.559 Yeah. It's almost like you know, people you ever hear 2557 02:19:26.680 --> 02:19:30.399 like stories or you see movies of like somebody who 2558 02:19:31.319 --> 02:19:35.159 kills somebody, Yeah, right, Like you don't go back from that. 2559 02:19:35.520 --> 02:19:38.920 You're now somebody who has killed somebody, right, you know, 2560 02:19:39.200 --> 02:19:41.920 like you're looking at the world through the lens of 2561 02:19:42.000 --> 02:19:45.799 a murderer, right right, That doesn't you can't just wake up, 2562 02:19:45.840 --> 02:19:49.239 there's no option, right, Yeah, And so not even compared 2563 02:19:49.280 --> 02:19:52.559 to that, but like you are now streams, Yeah. 2564 02:19:52.799 --> 02:19:56.559 You are now somebody that looks at things from being 2565 02:19:56.600 --> 02:19:58.559 in the void and made it back. 2566 02:19:59.040 --> 02:20:03.760 I'm looking at it from everything that I live right now. 2567 02:20:03.600 --> 02:20:06.559 Is just extra, just bony. You're in the bonus round, 2568 02:20:06.600 --> 02:20:07.040 baby girl. 2569 02:20:07.079 --> 02:20:08.000 I'm in the bonus round. 2570 02:20:08.319 --> 02:20:10.520 All right. Well that's it. Let's make the most of it. 2571 02:20:10.559 --> 02:20:14.840 Ben, you know, okay, all right? The one we are 2572 02:20:14.840 --> 02:20:18.639 going to be getting into this meditation for you to 2573 02:20:19.159 --> 02:20:25.920 remember that is the key piece. The key is you. 2574 02:20:27.479 --> 02:20:30.520 The whole is also you. That's the crazy thing about 2575 02:20:30.520 --> 02:20:32.719 this whole thing is that it's all within you. You 2576 02:20:32.760 --> 02:20:35.600 don't need to seek anywhere else. It's just all within. 2577 02:20:35.799 --> 02:20:38.559 This is what both was talking about with the anc 2578 02:20:39.000 --> 02:20:41.959 this is what Jesus was talking about, you know, with 2579 02:20:42.319 --> 02:20:45.040 the I'm not going to go christ consciousness, but you 2580 02:20:45.079 --> 02:20:48.040 get what I'm trying to say. Um, let's just try 2581 02:20:48.040 --> 02:20:50.079 and find out. Maybe we'll go ten minutes, maybe we'll 2582 02:20:50.079 --> 02:20:53.319 go fifteen minutes. We'll see where it goes. So we're 2583 02:20:53.360 --> 02:20:55.360 gonna start it here. Oh by the way, this is 2584 02:20:55.360 --> 02:20:59.000 from Deep Calm Melodies from and it's called Mystical Serenity, 2585 02:20:59.120 --> 02:21:03.920 Spiritual Healing Man Meditation, Background Relaxing ambiyonce and it does 2586 02:21:03.959 --> 02:21:06.280 sound like a nice am Beyonce. So we're gonna get there. 2587 02:21:06.559 --> 02:21:11.399 We're gonna started here in three two one, let go. 2588 02:21:13.200 --> 02:21:13.920 Yeah, that was. 2589 02:21:13.920 --> 02:21:23.399 A good meditation. Unfortunately, YouTube has commercial interruption during some 2590 02:21:23.520 --> 02:21:27.360 of the meditations, and I will never understand. 2591 02:21:26.879 --> 02:21:29.879 That we have to listen to commercials. 2592 02:21:30.399 --> 02:21:33.159 Yeah, it's the very reason why we don't post on 2593 02:21:33.760 --> 02:21:37.760 YouTube or or any of the podcasts, because we don't 2594 02:21:37.760 --> 02:21:40.319 want them to be commercially interrupted. And even we have 2595 02:21:40.440 --> 02:21:42.239 to experience that. 2596 02:21:44.799 --> 02:21:48.200 Like one of them was like boom, like whatever music 2597 02:21:48.200 --> 02:21:49.600 they were playing. I was like, oh my god, like 2598 02:21:49.680 --> 02:21:52.600 my whole inner world was just like what's going on? 2599 02:21:53.000 --> 02:21:57.239 Like lightning? Yeah, man, yeah, yeah, no, it was. It 2600 02:21:57.280 --> 02:21:57.879 was fascinating. 2601 02:21:57.920 --> 02:21:59.520 I think it's interesting. Not to cut you off. I 2602 02:21:59.559 --> 02:22:01.319 hope you can remember what you were about to say, 2603 02:22:01.520 --> 02:22:05.719 but I think it's very fascinating. You know, the things 2604 02:22:05.719 --> 02:22:08.120 that I used to look forward to when it came 2605 02:22:08.200 --> 02:22:11.520 to starting a meditation, you know, like I used to, 2606 02:22:12.360 --> 02:22:13.840 And it's still cool if it happens. 2607 02:22:14.000 --> 02:22:15.040 I'm always down for. 2608 02:22:15.120 --> 02:22:18.639 Some visual or some something cool like that, you know, 2609 02:22:18.840 --> 02:22:22.840 But nowadays, dude, I don't even I don't expect anything 2610 02:22:22.879 --> 02:22:26.479 like that. I'm not even I'm almost not even rooting 2611 02:22:26.520 --> 02:22:31.000 for it now. Now nowadays, I'm really just trying to 2612 02:22:31.040 --> 02:22:34.520 garner just information or just the thoughts that I'm having 2613 02:22:34.760 --> 02:22:38.559 and then I expound on that thought or depending on 2614 02:22:38.600 --> 02:22:42.840 which thought I picked to examine or really try to contemplate. 2615 02:22:42.840 --> 02:22:46.479 But that's like, that's where I'm going now. You know, 2616 02:22:46.639 --> 02:22:50.719 I'm really trying to get to the bottom of just 2617 02:22:51.559 --> 02:22:54.079 myself really, you know, I'm really trying to get to 2618 02:22:54.680 --> 02:22:58.200 that true essence or whatever you want to call it, 2619 02:22:58.399 --> 02:23:00.920 you know, which is so I don't know. I think 2620 02:23:00.920 --> 02:23:04.000 it's weird, you know, because you are you right, and 2621 02:23:04.040 --> 02:23:06.680 so you would think you would just know who who 2622 02:23:06.799 --> 02:23:09.920 that is, right, you know, you're with yourself all the time. 2623 02:23:09.959 --> 02:23:13.479 But there's just so much, you know, like the guy 2624 02:23:13.600 --> 02:23:16.479 was saying, as far as the noise and the story 2625 02:23:16.639 --> 02:23:19.680 and the ego and the distraction and all just everything 2626 02:23:19.719 --> 02:23:23.319 that's always kind of buzzing all at once that you 2627 02:23:23.319 --> 02:23:25.639 don't even if you sit there and someone's like who 2628 02:23:25.639 --> 02:23:29.200 are you, You're like, well, you know, I'm you know, 2629 02:23:29.200 --> 02:23:31.639 I'm married to my wife, I got three kids, I 2630 02:23:31.719 --> 02:23:35.360 got you start saying things that you've done, you know, 2631 02:23:35.760 --> 02:23:39.120 like but like who are you? You know, what is 2632 02:23:39.159 --> 02:23:43.000 it about you that you want me to know or 2633 02:23:43.079 --> 02:23:46.159 understand about you? What do you bring into the table? 2634 02:23:46.559 --> 02:23:48.399 You know what I mean, I don't know. Yeah, just 2635 02:23:48.520 --> 02:23:51.040 very fascinating when you start to really think about that stuff. 2636 02:23:51.079 --> 02:23:53.200 And then, like we said before, as far as getting 2637 02:23:53.239 --> 02:23:56.559 to that shadow and really trying to merge the two. 2638 02:23:56.760 --> 02:24:00.000 And so yeah, whenever I go into a meditation, now 2639 02:24:00.319 --> 02:24:03.079 that's where I'm going. I'm really trying to see where 2640 02:24:03.120 --> 02:24:06.079 the thoughts go. Sometimes I'll even go into the future 2641 02:24:06.559 --> 02:24:09.760 of like this conversation that we're having right now, like, oh, 2642 02:24:09.799 --> 02:24:11.520 maybe I can bring this up because that was kind 2643 02:24:11.520 --> 02:24:13.760 of interesting, you know, and like and I'm like, wait, wait, wait, 2644 02:24:13.799 --> 02:24:17.280 what am I doing? Like I'm already in meditation going 2645 02:24:17.399 --> 02:24:20.239 to the future, which is like the opposite of what 2646 02:24:20.280 --> 02:24:23.120 you're trying to do, right, you know, And so I 2647 02:24:23.159 --> 02:24:26.319 don't know, that's kind of what I was contemplating. 2648 02:24:26.360 --> 02:24:30.879 You know. Well that's interesting, dude. Yeah, it's it's good 2649 02:24:31.040 --> 02:24:34.959 not to expect anything. That's that's the beauty of meditation 2650 02:24:35.159 --> 02:24:40.639 is to release all expectation, release all connection to any 2651 02:24:40.719 --> 02:24:44.760 specific thought or emotion, and just swim in the pool 2652 02:24:45.000 --> 02:24:48.479 of you and that's it. And you know what's crazy 2653 02:24:48.559 --> 02:24:51.639 is is that the deep, you know, and everybody has 2654 02:24:51.680 --> 02:24:55.120 their different levels of deep, and I it's like, I 2655 02:24:55.120 --> 02:24:58.200 don't know, how do we know that the same color 2656 02:24:58.280 --> 02:25:00.520 red that I'm looking at is the same that color 2657 02:25:00.559 --> 02:25:02.360 red that you're looking at, and we're just calling it 2658 02:25:02.399 --> 02:25:05.360 the same thing. It's like, how do we compare these things, 2659 02:25:05.440 --> 02:25:09.319 you know, as to what our experiences are. But I 2660 02:25:09.399 --> 02:25:13.319 was thinking, you know, like the uh, like the deepest 2661 02:25:13.440 --> 02:25:16.239 level that I got in that meditation, which I love, 2662 02:25:16.959 --> 02:25:22.680 it feels like so effort effortless, you know, Like at 2663 02:25:22.680 --> 02:25:25.280 the beginning of the meditation, I was, you know, still 2664 02:25:25.319 --> 02:25:27.440 in my thoughts and and and that kind of stuff, 2665 02:25:27.440 --> 02:25:29.280 and I was thinking, oh man, tomorrow I got to 2666 02:25:29.280 --> 02:25:32.399 shoot two shows and I got I got the kids, 2667 02:25:32.440 --> 02:25:34.920 and it's like, I'm it's gonna be a busy day tomorrow. 2668 02:25:34.959 --> 02:25:38.000 We did a little time traveling too, huh yeah. 2669 02:25:38.840 --> 02:25:40.879 And and then I was like, you know what, let 2670 02:25:40.959 --> 02:25:44.799 me get out of that headspace, like it's not that 2671 02:25:44.879 --> 02:25:46.639 I have to, it's that I get to. And I'm 2672 02:25:46.680 --> 02:25:49.799 trying to just become you know, more appreciative and looking 2673 02:25:49.799 --> 02:25:53.920 at life in that way. And whenever I got super deep, 2674 02:25:54.799 --> 02:25:58.239 I was able to then bounce back to that thought 2675 02:25:58.719 --> 02:26:02.079 of like, let's see if now that I'm super deep 2676 02:26:02.120 --> 02:26:05.799 in this meditation, that I'm able to look at that 2677 02:26:06.000 --> 02:26:08.399 through a different lens now that I'm in this deep lens, 2678 02:26:08.479 --> 02:26:12.760 you know, and dude, it seemed like, oh, that's all 2679 02:26:12.799 --> 02:26:16.120 I gotta do, you know, Like like it was so 2680 02:26:17.440 --> 02:26:20.360 easy that I just all I gotta do is just 2681 02:26:20.520 --> 02:26:25.920 experience tomorrow, that's all. And it was just it's and 2682 02:26:26.360 --> 02:26:29.799 what I also like about being so super deep in meditation, 2683 02:26:30.360 --> 02:26:32.639 at least in that moment, was that I was like, 2684 02:26:34.600 --> 02:26:38.600 it just seems so easy to be there. And it 2685 02:26:38.639 --> 02:26:44.159 also seemed like like I'm trying to put it into words, 2686 02:26:44.559 --> 02:26:49.879 like that place doesn't seem unfamiliar, you know what I'm saying. 2687 02:26:50.120 --> 02:26:51.719 And it's like I got to a point where I 2688 02:26:51.799 --> 02:26:57.040 was like I was trying to like tell myself, like 2689 02:26:57.040 --> 02:26:59.040 like I love you, you know what I mean in 2690 02:26:59.120 --> 02:27:02.600 that moment, and I just said I love you and 2691 02:27:02.639 --> 02:27:04.120 you know I care about you, and you know I'm 2692 02:27:04.120 --> 02:27:06.000 always here for you and that kind of thing, right, 2693 02:27:06.360 --> 02:27:10.079 And even in that moment, it was like it felt 2694 02:27:10.079 --> 02:27:15.479 weird saying it, because it's not that I'm coming necessarily 2695 02:27:15.520 --> 02:27:21.159 from a completely polar opposite advantage from that point is 2696 02:27:21.159 --> 02:27:25.120 that it still feels like you, but it just feels 2697 02:27:25.200 --> 02:27:28.479 And so that's how it's like things like that that 2698 02:27:28.959 --> 02:27:33.440 I personally, you know, experienced to where I'm like, oh, yeah, 2699 02:27:33.479 --> 02:27:36.600 that's what we are. You know that it's not something 2700 02:27:36.680 --> 02:27:39.879 that is that is hidden and forbidden and you're not 2701 02:27:39.879 --> 02:27:42.079 supposed to talk about it, and you know what I mean, 2702 02:27:42.280 --> 02:27:45.879 like it's something that you're always with. It's just subtle, 2703 02:27:45.879 --> 02:27:48.360 but it doesn't mean that it's always far away at all. 2704 02:27:49.000 --> 02:27:51.079 And so that's you know, just looking at it from 2705 02:27:51.120 --> 02:27:54.079 that advantage. But then I started to think, like, you know, 2706 02:27:55.399 --> 02:27:59.840 I thought it was silly about how like in religion 2707 02:28:00.200 --> 02:28:03.319 they'll talk about God as if it's a hymn, and 2708 02:28:03.719 --> 02:28:06.840 if you look back at it, it was all created, 2709 02:28:07.239 --> 02:28:10.040 like all the books were at least compiled within you know, 2710 02:28:10.120 --> 02:28:13.200 Christianity and whatnot, all by men. So of course it's 2711 02:28:13.239 --> 02:28:15.840 going to be they're referring to God as a hymn, 2712 02:28:16.000 --> 02:28:18.559 and they'll come up with six ways to Sunday as 2713 02:28:18.559 --> 02:28:22.520 to how that God is absolutely a he, right, And 2714 02:28:22.559 --> 02:28:24.680 I was thinking, like, man, I feel bad for all 2715 02:28:24.719 --> 02:28:27.319 the women that are talking to their higher selves calling 2716 02:28:27.399 --> 02:28:29.520 it a hymn, you know what I'm saying. Like, I 2717 02:28:29.600 --> 02:28:32.600 was just thinking, like, you think God is a hymn? 2718 02:28:33.040 --> 02:28:36.280 It's not it's like inside of you it's a her, right, 2719 02:28:36.399 --> 02:28:40.280 or at least it's androgynists, right, But you wouldn't say 2720 02:28:40.399 --> 02:28:42.360 all my higher self as a man. I mean maybe 2721 02:28:42.440 --> 02:28:45.120 you would, maybe you identify is that whatever. I'm not judging. 2722 02:28:45.159 --> 02:28:48.040 I'm just saying that, like, you know, it's like, how 2723 02:28:48.319 --> 02:28:51.479 crazy is it? And then even like within the Bible too, 2724 02:28:51.559 --> 02:28:54.719 not the judge, but they'll say that, like the man 2725 02:28:54.799 --> 02:28:58.719 is supposed to be like the closest connection to God 2726 02:28:58.799 --> 02:29:02.399 in the household, right, and that the way that the 2727 02:29:02.440 --> 02:29:07.440 man is supposed to worship God is too the way 2728 02:29:07.520 --> 02:29:10.639 that the woman is supposed to worship her husband. Yeah, 2729 02:29:10.719 --> 02:29:16.079 that's I'm like, dude, there's no you in there buying it, 2730 02:29:16.520 --> 02:29:18.000 you know, buy it. 2731 02:29:18.000 --> 02:29:22.200 It's crazy. Yeah, dude, I know, I know. But you 2732 02:29:22.239 --> 02:29:24.239 know what, like you said, when I'm here to judge, 2733 02:29:24.239 --> 02:29:26.000 you know, I mean, if that's how you want to do, 2734 02:29:26.200 --> 02:29:31.559 that's fine, you know, I mean, yeah, sure, But the 2735 02:29:32.200 --> 02:29:33.920 real quick there was another thing I was thinking about 2736 02:29:33.959 --> 02:29:36.920 as far as and I know that it's I think 2737 02:29:36.920 --> 02:29:38.719 we've said it before, you know, as far as like 2738 02:29:38.879 --> 02:29:41.680 changing instead of trying to change because I think we 2739 02:29:41.719 --> 02:29:44.680 said it before. Man, like we're trying to help everyone 2740 02:29:44.879 --> 02:29:47.680 like awaken, and like it seems like this big thing 2741 02:29:47.799 --> 02:29:50.120 that's like so impossible, you know. But it's like you 2742 02:29:50.159 --> 02:29:55.000 don't change everybody, you change yourself, you know. It's like 2743 02:29:55.040 --> 02:29:57.440 that whole that whole thing, Like you can't change the 2744 02:29:57.440 --> 02:29:59.639 people around you, but you can change the people around 2745 02:29:59.680 --> 02:30:02.600 you to type of mentality. It's like you're just you're 2746 02:30:02.639 --> 02:30:05.280 just changing instead of like changing the people, but like 2747 02:30:05.319 --> 02:30:09.959 you're changing how you experience everything around you. And I 2748 02:30:10.000 --> 02:30:12.280 think that I don't know for me, that that is 2749 02:30:12.360 --> 02:30:14.520 just so huge, man, And I want people to really 2750 02:30:15.319 --> 02:30:17.680 really try to understand that, you know, not that it's 2751 02:30:17.680 --> 02:30:19.319 that hard to understand. I'm not saying that, but I'm 2752 02:30:19.360 --> 02:30:22.040 just saying, like that's I think that that's huge. 2753 02:30:22.200 --> 02:30:25.399 Oh dude, you change there, You change your inner world 2754 02:30:25.799 --> 02:30:29.280 to change your outer world. That like, if you got 2755 02:30:29.319 --> 02:30:33.399 a bunch of shadow work that needs worked on, good 2756 02:30:33.559 --> 02:30:35.680 luck changing on the outside. 2757 02:30:35.280 --> 02:30:38.239 For the Like, there's no amount of change on the 2758 02:30:38.280 --> 02:30:39.200 outside that you can. 2759 02:30:39.079 --> 02:30:42.760 Do, right because it's the outside world is only going 2760 02:30:42.799 --> 02:30:45.360 to manifest as a result of what's coming from your 2761 02:30:45.360 --> 02:30:49.120 own inner life, right, you know. And so if you're 2762 02:30:49.159 --> 02:30:52.799 having a terrible day and every single thing, and that 2763 02:30:53.120 --> 02:30:57.239 is just happening to you all the time. Well, I mean, 2764 02:30:57.920 --> 02:30:59.680 it's got to be a reflection of what's going on 2765 02:30:59.719 --> 02:31:01.360 in there in the world. And I don't mean to 2766 02:31:01.440 --> 02:31:04.280 even say that as a judgment at all. I'm just saying, 2767 02:31:04.479 --> 02:31:07.280 think about it, what if that is the case? 2768 02:31:08.000 --> 02:31:10.239 You know, like not everybody's out there having a bad 2769 02:31:10.319 --> 02:31:13.879 day every day, No everybody. 2770 02:31:12.920 --> 02:31:15.319 You know, Yeah, and well, and they say that, like, 2771 02:31:16.360 --> 02:31:18.520 you know, good things happen to bad people, and I 2772 02:31:18.559 --> 02:31:23.239 believe that. I mean, good things happen to bad people, 2773 02:31:22.120 --> 02:31:26.159 and bad things happen to good people of course, right, 2774 02:31:26.840 --> 02:31:29.680 And you're like, oh, man, well that's just not fair. Well, 2775 02:31:30.440 --> 02:31:33.239 I mean, if you're the one in charge of that, 2776 02:31:33.440 --> 02:31:38.719 even unconsciously, subconsciously, right, you know, if you're the one 2777 02:31:38.760 --> 02:31:42.079 in charge of that, it's like, I mean, that's I'm 2778 02:31:42.079 --> 02:31:44.520 not trying to point any fingers as to who's fault 2779 02:31:44.559 --> 02:31:46.280 it is, but to say that you have no hand 2780 02:31:46.360 --> 02:31:50.280 in it is almost blast price at that point, exactly exactly. 2781 02:31:50.440 --> 02:31:52.239 And you know what's interesting about this too is that, 2782 02:31:52.360 --> 02:31:55.440 you know, knowing us, we like to try to understand, 2783 02:31:55.479 --> 02:31:58.040 you know, what's on the other side. You know, like 2784 02:31:58.520 --> 02:32:01.639 we covered the near death exp speriences and you know, 2785 02:32:01.959 --> 02:32:03.680 obviously none of us are going to know what that 2786 02:32:03.799 --> 02:32:06.319 is until that time comes, you know. But this, all 2787 02:32:06.360 --> 02:32:09.440 of this information, I feel like mostly is for the 2788 02:32:09.559 --> 02:32:13.600 time right now, you know, not not well do this 2789 02:32:13.799 --> 02:32:16.479 and so that way, when that time comes, you're in 2790 02:32:16.559 --> 02:32:19.200 a better place. It's like, put yourself in a better 2791 02:32:19.239 --> 02:32:24.120 place here now. Yeah, it's practical, it's it's right here. 2792 02:32:24.719 --> 02:32:26.280 It's well, it's inside, you. 2793 02:32:26.239 --> 02:32:29.799 Know, dude. And that that's why it's so important to 2794 02:32:29.840 --> 02:32:35.200 meditate so often, dude, because that that that version of 2795 02:32:35.280 --> 02:32:38.040 you that is in touch with your highest self you 2796 02:32:38.040 --> 02:32:39.879 want to call it your highest self or your higher 2797 02:32:39.920 --> 02:32:44.559 self or your inner guardian or the god within or 2798 02:32:44.559 --> 02:32:52.479 whatever like that is easily access through meditation easily every time. 2799 02:32:52.680 --> 02:32:56.200 There's never not a time. It's always accessible. Now, it 2800 02:32:56.280 --> 02:32:59.120 might take somebody ten minutes, maybe it takes somebody fifteen minutes, 2801 02:32:59.120 --> 02:33:02.719 maybe it takes somebody in everybody's different. But you know, 2802 02:33:02.799 --> 02:33:06.079 we've been meditating pretty regularly at least twice a week 2803 02:33:06.159 --> 02:33:09.040 for the last two years. And that's you know, some 2804 02:33:09.079 --> 02:33:11.719 would look at that as like it's peanuts, but compared 2805 02:33:11.760 --> 02:33:13.559 to the majority, I think we're doing pretty damn good. 2806 02:33:13.680 --> 02:33:17.079 Well that's the least amount, you know. I mean, obviously 2807 02:33:17.159 --> 02:33:19.920 we're doing meditation in our own time here and there, 2808 02:33:20.000 --> 02:33:22.399 you know. Me. For me, mostly it's like right before bed, 2809 02:33:22.600 --> 02:33:25.200 like that's the sweet spot, dude. That's when I'm I'm 2810 02:33:25.319 --> 02:33:28.120 one foot in that other world, you know, and it's 2811 02:33:28.159 --> 02:33:30.360 just like but I'm still aware, and I'm just like, 2812 02:33:30.920 --> 02:33:33.319 what's going on? Who am I in between? 2813 02:33:33.920 --> 02:33:38.000 Yeah? Yeah, so yeah, it's man, there was something else 2814 02:33:38.000 --> 02:33:41.639 I wanted to bring it up to. Oh yeah, yeah. So, 2815 02:33:43.639 --> 02:33:45.879 as many of you know, I will be moving out 2816 02:33:45.879 --> 02:33:47.879 to Arizona here in a couple of weeks, just for 2817 02:33:48.239 --> 02:33:50.479 a wee little while to be able to save up 2818 02:33:50.520 --> 02:33:53.959 to buy a house because God forbidden anything you know, 2819 02:33:54.680 --> 02:34:00.159 cheap nowadays. Yeah, and you know, I mean it's dific 2820 02:34:00.280 --> 02:34:01.920 off everybody. I'm not trying to say that. It's just 2821 02:34:02.079 --> 02:34:05.600 hard on me by any means. It just sucks. But 2822 02:34:06.079 --> 02:34:07.680 I'm going to be going out there and whenever I 2823 02:34:07.680 --> 02:34:09.159 come back, I plan on buying a house. And I 2824 02:34:09.200 --> 02:34:13.479 was trying to like think about what my house is 2825 02:34:13.520 --> 02:34:15.239 going to look like? What do I want it to 2826 02:34:15.280 --> 02:34:18.639 look like? I'm trying to envision it because if you remember, 2827 02:34:19.200 --> 02:34:23.040 whenever I moved from Louisiana to Texas, I didn't know 2828 02:34:23.120 --> 02:34:25.239 exactly where I was going to be staying. Yet I 2829 02:34:25.280 --> 02:34:26.799 had a place that I was going to be staying 2830 02:34:26.840 --> 02:34:30.440 temporarily if I needed it, but I didn't want to 2831 02:34:30.520 --> 02:34:33.120 have to do that. And so I was trying to 2832 02:34:33.159 --> 02:34:36.600 think and just put myself in the position of in 2833 02:34:36.920 --> 02:34:40.159 imagining what my apartment was going to look like. I 2834 02:34:40.200 --> 02:34:42.319 knew it was going to be an apartment, but I 2835 02:34:42.360 --> 02:34:43.799 had no idea what it was going to look like. 2836 02:34:43.879 --> 02:34:47.399 I had never been to any apartment in Texas, and 2837 02:34:47.959 --> 02:34:52.120 apartments are different everywhere you go, right, So I was 2838 02:34:52.159 --> 02:34:54.200 just trying to envision it. And I was able to 2839 02:34:54.319 --> 02:34:59.799 almost exactly describe in that meditation before I ever even 2840 02:34:59.840 --> 02:35:02.920 moved of the Texas I was almost able to exactly 2841 02:35:03.000 --> 02:35:06.600 describe what my apartment was like, what it is like 2842 02:35:06.840 --> 02:35:10.440 to a tee almost like so close. I'm talking about 2843 02:35:10.760 --> 02:35:15.360 the window placement, the fireplace, I mean, the layout of 2844 02:35:15.399 --> 02:35:18.600 the living room that's exactly like. That's where I was was. 2845 02:35:18.719 --> 02:35:20.440 I was envisioning what the living room was going to 2846 02:35:20.520 --> 02:35:23.159 look like, right, Yeah, And and so I tried to 2847 02:35:23.200 --> 02:35:25.520 do that, you know, as for like my house whenever 2848 02:35:25.600 --> 02:35:29.479 I moved back to Texas, and so I was trying 2849 02:35:29.479 --> 02:35:31.639 to imagine, like what do I really want? And because 2850 02:35:31.639 --> 02:35:34.319 I've been trying to bounce back and forth between ideas about, 2851 02:35:34.600 --> 02:35:36.600 you know, do I want to live in a neighborhood 2852 02:35:36.760 --> 02:35:39.360 or do I want a cabin. I've always wanted a cabin, 2853 02:35:39.440 --> 02:35:43.360 but then I started looking into those those barn dominiums, 2854 02:35:43.360 --> 02:35:45.600 which are sick and they're like pretty cheap to build 2855 02:35:46.479 --> 02:35:50.360 in comparison. I was like trying to imagine what it 2856 02:35:50.520 --> 02:35:53.799 what it would look like, and dude, I I'm back 2857 02:35:53.840 --> 02:35:55.000 on the cabin chain. Baby. 2858 02:35:56.000 --> 02:35:58.520 I was gonna say, you know, you don't need to 2859 02:35:58.559 --> 02:36:00.760 be like deep in the woods and shit where like 2860 02:36:00.799 --> 02:36:03.200 you're so secluded. I mean, unless you want to do that, 2861 02:36:03.200 --> 02:36:04.159 that's that's fine too. 2862 02:36:04.200 --> 02:36:05.319 I wouldn't be opposed to it. 2863 02:36:05.680 --> 02:36:09.000 I imagine, you know, having some land would be really cool. 2864 02:36:09.559 --> 02:36:12.760 Yeah, yeah and out yeah. And I was trying to 2865 02:36:12.840 --> 02:36:15.239 just think about even like the shape of the cabin, 2866 02:36:15.399 --> 02:36:18.399 and like, dude, I love those a frame cabins. They're 2867 02:36:18.440 --> 02:36:23.040 so sick. If you ever seen those, it's like so mystical, 2868 02:36:23.639 --> 02:36:26.559 and like that's just what I want. 2869 02:36:26.920 --> 02:36:27.120 You know. 2870 02:36:27.440 --> 02:36:29.239 And I don't need nothing crazy. I mean, I got 2871 02:36:29.280 --> 02:36:31.840 two kids, so I need three bedrooms. But they don't 2872 02:36:31.840 --> 02:36:34.120 need to be huge or anything like that. Like hm, 2873 02:36:34.879 --> 02:36:38.120 I just want some I want a place of peace. 2874 02:36:38.799 --> 02:36:41.159 And whenever I think about a place of peace, I 2875 02:36:41.159 --> 02:36:43.520 think about a cabin in the woods. For some reason, 2876 02:36:43.559 --> 02:36:44.319 it just goes there. 2877 02:36:44.600 --> 02:36:46.760 Well, that's your place of peace, man, So you might 2878 02:36:46.799 --> 02:36:48.760 as well just imagine that and keep your mind on 2879 02:36:48.799 --> 02:36:50.680 it and think about it all the time and start 2880 02:36:50.760 --> 02:36:53.559 looking at things like that. And you know, I know that, 2881 02:36:53.840 --> 02:36:56.000 you know, you think of manifestation and it's like, oh, 2882 02:36:56.040 --> 02:36:57.479 I don't know, you know what I mean. But if 2883 02:36:57.520 --> 02:37:01.799 you just focus that time and energy and attention on 2884 02:37:01.840 --> 02:37:04.959 that one thing, dude, for some reason, you know, it 2885 02:37:05.079 --> 02:37:05.559 just works. 2886 02:37:05.799 --> 02:37:08.559 I'm just tuning into that. I'm just tuning into that, 2887 02:37:09.280 --> 02:37:14.159 you know, life, that life, lifetime or something, you know. Ye. So, 2888 02:37:14.239 --> 02:37:17.159 and I was even thinking about like the the moss 2889 02:37:17.719 --> 02:37:20.479 growing up the sides of the roof and everything, and of. 2890 02:37:20.479 --> 02:37:24.280 Course has some moss growing somewhere. 2891 02:37:24.479 --> 02:37:26.440 Yeah, and of course there's like a big oak tree 2892 02:37:26.680 --> 02:37:29.000 with a tire swing or something like that. 2893 02:37:29.239 --> 02:37:31.920 No one knows who put it there. It's just been there, 2894 02:37:32.520 --> 02:37:32.879 you know. 2895 02:37:33.040 --> 02:37:34.760 Maybe the Fay folk put it there, who knows at 2896 02:37:34.760 --> 02:37:40.600 this point towards really yeah, so anyway, all right, well 2897 02:37:40.600 --> 02:37:42.559 we're gonna wrap this bad boy up. This was a 2898 02:37:42.639 --> 02:37:45.639 fun one, dude, and hopefully we were able to set 2899 02:37:45.680 --> 02:37:47.520 the tone for the rest of the episodes that are 2900 02:37:47.520 --> 02:37:52.639 going to be moving forward and just looking at you know, reality, 2901 02:37:52.959 --> 02:37:57.440 both outer and inner in this in this sense. And 2902 02:37:57.520 --> 02:38:00.520 so hopefully you guys enjoyed that, befull you got a 2903 02:38:00.559 --> 02:38:04.120 little something from it, and uh, we love you and 2904 02:38:04.159 --> 02:38:06.360 we'll see you on the flip side. Bye, guys.