WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.360 --> 00:00:05.400 Stuck at home, bored and alone. You'd think I could 2 00:00:05.480 --> 00:00:15.000 have some fun on my own, but not all. I 3 00:00:15.160 --> 00:00:17.719 bought AF with Cecily and Stephanie. 4 00:00:18.160 --> 00:00:23.359 What's up, everybody, Welcome to board AF Patreon Patreon. I 5 00:00:23.480 --> 00:00:25.079 like French. 6 00:00:26.600 --> 00:00:29.280 I like that for you. I love that for you. 7 00:00:29.559 --> 00:00:32.960 Do you think that when they invented When Jack whatever 8 00:00:33.000 --> 00:00:35.560 his name is I forgot his last name, invented Patreon, 9 00:00:35.600 --> 00:00:37.560 do you think he meant it to be said in 10 00:00:37.560 --> 00:00:38.679 a French accent. 11 00:00:39.479 --> 00:00:43.079 Paulon, Yes, I do. Actually it was a Jack from Twitter. 12 00:00:44.079 --> 00:00:44.840 Yeah, I think so. 13 00:00:45.759 --> 00:00:49.079 He's hot. He's a good looking dude. But then he 14 00:00:49.119 --> 00:00:52.200 grew like a very long crazy beard. I'm not sure 15 00:00:52.200 --> 00:00:54.320 if that was AI or not. By the way, I'm 16 00:00:54.359 --> 00:00:56.679 having trouble with AI. This is not the Patreon, but 17 00:00:56.719 --> 00:00:59.240 I cannot tell what's real anymore. I get tricked all 18 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:01.679 the time, just all the time. 19 00:01:01.799 --> 00:01:03.960 And I feel like they're like, if you're looking at 20 00:01:04.079 --> 00:01:08.599 a tweet, not a tweet, like a TikTok a video 21 00:01:09.879 --> 00:01:12.640 that it usually says something that it alerted to that 22 00:01:12.680 --> 00:01:15.599 it's AI. But why do they have to? Maybe they're 23 00:01:15.640 --> 00:01:17.640 just like, well, they do they do have to, But 24 00:01:17.719 --> 00:01:18.840 I why do they have to. 25 00:01:19.599 --> 00:01:21.920 Have you seen the thing where it's like a woman 26 00:01:22.200 --> 00:01:24.599 they're on the subway tracks and a guy's kind of 27 00:01:24.640 --> 00:01:27.040 walking drunk drunk he's like something else? 28 00:01:27.159 --> 00:01:29.599 Yes, yes, yes, So I saw it and it didn't 29 00:01:29.599 --> 00:01:30.959 look real to me. So I don't know why. 30 00:01:31.079 --> 00:01:33.159 I don't even usually comment, but I was like, that's 31 00:01:33.159 --> 00:01:35.200 the most Ai thing that's ever AI, and a lot 32 00:01:35.200 --> 00:01:37.120 of people like that, and they agreed with me, and 33 00:01:37.120 --> 00:01:39.560 then this one person got mad. They're like, have you 34 00:01:39.599 --> 00:01:42.480 ever heard of the news? I was like, well, yeah, 35 00:01:42.480 --> 00:01:44.879 I've heard of the news. I don't understand. She's like 36 00:01:44.920 --> 00:01:46.920 it's it was all over the news. So I guess 37 00:01:46.920 --> 00:01:48.560 it was real, but I still don't. 38 00:01:48.480 --> 00:01:52.040 Was it because I thought it was fake. I think 39 00:01:52.040 --> 00:01:52.920 it was fake too. 40 00:01:53.000 --> 00:01:55.439 If my instinct said it was faked, probably it didn't 41 00:01:55.480 --> 00:01:59.000 look like a person really would walk like that, did you. 42 00:01:59.079 --> 00:02:01.719 Yeah, they were very exaggeratedly drunk. 43 00:02:02.239 --> 00:02:04.480 So somebody was like, that's not drunk, that's like they're 44 00:02:04.519 --> 00:02:06.680 having like a black They're having like a stroke or 45 00:02:06.680 --> 00:02:09.879 something like that. I don't think so, And they just 46 00:02:09.879 --> 00:02:11.919 happened to walk towards the tracks and then like boop. 47 00:02:12.159 --> 00:02:15.120 But then they're not gonna fake that so just I 48 00:02:15.199 --> 00:02:16.439 just figured it was Ai, but. 49 00:02:16.520 --> 00:02:17.280 Maybe I don't know. 50 00:02:17.400 --> 00:02:21.719 Why wouldn't they fall exactly. I believed all the deep 51 00:02:21.800 --> 00:02:23.039 fakes of Tom Cruise. 52 00:02:23.199 --> 00:02:23.639 I believe. 53 00:02:23.639 --> 00:02:26.879 I did not know about the deep fake, Like I 54 00:02:26.919 --> 00:02:29.120 didn't know like a year ago, and I'm like, oh 55 00:02:29.199 --> 00:02:32.159 my god, Tom Cruise sang this song at karaoke. 56 00:02:32.560 --> 00:02:36.840 Wouldn't have expected that. Nothing is real. 57 00:02:37.479 --> 00:02:40.599 What was the song? I don't remember. It was a 58 00:02:40.639 --> 00:02:43.159 deep fake. They had him singing it was just ridiculous. Oh, 59 00:02:43.159 --> 00:02:45.479 they had him like, oh, I remember what it was. 60 00:02:45.520 --> 00:02:48.280 They had him doing a ridiculously like kind of racist 61 00:02:48.319 --> 00:02:51.319 like Asian accent. Remember he was like saying he was 62 00:02:51.360 --> 00:02:53.919 in Japan and then he did like a weird accent. 63 00:02:54.000 --> 00:02:56.639 I'm like, that doesn't seem like Tom Cruise. That's so weird. 64 00:02:57.199 --> 00:02:59.800 And then everyone's like, no, it's not real. That's not real. 65 00:03:00.240 --> 00:03:03.759 Then everybody's like, oh my god, Tom Cruise is so racist, 66 00:03:03.879 --> 00:03:05.840 and it all right comes back to. 67 00:03:05.800 --> 00:03:09.479 That, right, and it's not that's not We can say. 68 00:03:09.319 --> 00:03:10.680 A lot of things about Tom Cruise, but I don't 69 00:03:10.680 --> 00:03:14.719 think that's one of them, right, right, I love him. 70 00:03:15.120 --> 00:03:18.039 It's kind of yeah, yeah, I don't know. 71 00:03:18.159 --> 00:03:21.080 I know, I believe me. I could argue the other side. 72 00:03:21.159 --> 00:03:25.520 He's I don't think he's great, but I would marry 73 00:03:25.560 --> 00:03:30.319 him for a contract. I would contractually marry him if 74 00:03:30.319 --> 00:03:31.759 he's wanting to do that again. 75 00:03:32.919 --> 00:03:34.719 I mean, I'm just saying, does he seem like he 76 00:03:34.759 --> 00:03:35.719 does want to do it again? 77 00:03:36.360 --> 00:03:38.879 He does date, but he does tend to date much much, 78 00:03:39.039 --> 00:03:41.400 much younger. I know that is a shock, and I'm 79 00:03:41.400 --> 00:03:43.680 going to save this. I'm not going to talk about 80 00:03:43.680 --> 00:03:45.599 all that because I'm going to save that for Hollywood 81 00:03:45.639 --> 00:03:49.759 cringe you guys should listen to. But yeah, there's a 82 00:03:49.759 --> 00:03:52.400 couple of there's a couple of new new couple, new 83 00:03:52.439 --> 00:03:53.639 couple alerts. 84 00:03:53.240 --> 00:03:56.719 That they Ageerence is like forty to fifty years. What evs? 85 00:03:57.360 --> 00:03:59.479 Who cares? If they could be your great great grandfather. 86 00:03:59.560 --> 00:04:00.680 I've given up. 87 00:04:01.400 --> 00:04:04.639 But speaking of grandparents, that's going to bring us to 88 00:04:04.680 --> 00:04:08.240 our topic today, which I hope you're I have two things, 89 00:04:08.879 --> 00:04:12.639 but it's all related. So I was digging through some 90 00:04:12.719 --> 00:04:14.840 of my mom's stuff, trying to help her go through stuff, 91 00:04:14.840 --> 00:04:20.079 and I found her mother's old diary and it's leather 92 00:04:20.199 --> 00:04:23.000 bound and all, you know, really lovely, and it's from 93 00:04:23.040 --> 00:04:25.480 nineteen thirty one, So it's a year in her life 94 00:04:25.480 --> 00:04:28.079 of nineteen thirty one. And the weirdest thing is it 95 00:04:28.120 --> 00:04:31.680 matches up so like today's date is also on a Saturday, 96 00:04:31.839 --> 00:04:32.000 do you. 97 00:04:32.000 --> 00:04:32.480 Know what I mean? 98 00:04:32.560 --> 00:04:35.279 So whatever year like somehow, Matt, Yeah, I was really 99 00:04:35.879 --> 00:04:38.319 and I've had it for a couple of years, and 100 00:04:38.399 --> 00:04:40.279 I feel really guilty because I looked at it a 101 00:04:40.319 --> 00:04:43.879 couple times and I was like, oh, like, she was beautiful. 102 00:04:43.879 --> 00:04:45.639 She passed very young. 103 00:04:45.680 --> 00:04:48.759 She died when my mother was fifteen, and so she 104 00:04:48.879 --> 00:04:51.439 died like, so this is nineteen thirty one, and I 105 00:04:51.480 --> 00:04:54.040 want to say she passed, yeah, in the fifties, so 106 00:04:54.079 --> 00:04:56.040 she didn't live that much longer. 107 00:04:56.959 --> 00:04:58.759 But I obviously never got to meet her. 108 00:04:59.240 --> 00:05:01.560 It's named after her her, which is kind of kind 109 00:05:01.560 --> 00:05:04.480 of cool, right, her name was so it wasn't Cecily, 110 00:05:04.480 --> 00:05:06.920 it was Celia. But my mom was looking at the 111 00:05:06.959 --> 00:05:09.879 different like ways to say that, and she didn't like Cecilia. 112 00:05:10.000 --> 00:05:13.079 She didn't mind it, but she wanted something else. So 113 00:05:13.120 --> 00:05:16.800 that's how it happened. But so she I would look 114 00:05:16.839 --> 00:05:18.959 at this Nope, I would look at this diary and 115 00:05:19.000 --> 00:05:21.639 I was like, God, we were so different. I was 116 00:05:21.680 --> 00:05:23.439 really excited to sit down with it, and I don't 117 00:05:23.480 --> 00:05:26.680 know what I expected, but I was like, oh god, 118 00:05:27.000 --> 00:05:27.879 it's kind of basic. 119 00:05:28.279 --> 00:05:30.600 I feel really was like, I don't know if we 120 00:05:30.639 --> 00:05:31.439 would have been friends. 121 00:05:31.480 --> 00:05:35.000 I don't see the through line. Then today, out of nowhere, 122 00:05:35.040 --> 00:05:36.720 I just picked it up. I'm like, let me actually 123 00:05:36.759 --> 00:05:39.000 really read. It's hard to read because her handwriting is good, 124 00:05:39.000 --> 00:05:41.879 but it's just it's flowery. I'm having a hard time 125 00:05:41.920 --> 00:05:44.319 reading it. But when I was like, let me just 126 00:05:44.360 --> 00:05:47.360 work through it, let me read this, and I realized, 127 00:05:47.360 --> 00:05:51.600 like we're exactly the same, because there's so many times 128 00:05:51.920 --> 00:05:54.800 that it starts with she's much more refined than I am, 129 00:05:54.839 --> 00:05:57.680 because remember it's the thirties and she's sitting there probably 130 00:05:57.680 --> 00:06:00.279 with like a beautiful pen, you know, writing in this book. 131 00:06:00.639 --> 00:06:04.000 But like a lot of it will say like today blue, Like. 132 00:06:03.920 --> 00:06:06.040 One of them was a Monday, Monday whatever date, and 133 00:06:06.040 --> 00:06:09.399 she's like blue Monday, and then she says that a lot. 134 00:06:09.439 --> 00:06:12.480 She's like blue Wednesday. I'm really blue. I don't know why, 135 00:06:12.519 --> 00:06:13.279 and I don't know. 136 00:06:13.480 --> 00:06:15.800 It never occurred to me to ask my mother, who 137 00:06:15.800 --> 00:06:17.720 doesn't talk about things like that very much. 138 00:06:18.160 --> 00:06:19.240 Like what was your mom? 139 00:06:19.439 --> 00:06:22.040 Like what my mom describes her as always is just 140 00:06:22.079 --> 00:06:24.199 the sweetest woman in the world. My mom has very 141 00:06:24.240 --> 00:06:26.439 black and white thinking you're either all good or all bad. 142 00:06:26.879 --> 00:06:29.839 So the sweetest. She never did anything wrong, so I'm thinking, okay, 143 00:06:29.879 --> 00:06:33.360 she had no edge. She was absolutely perfect. She probably 144 00:06:33.399 --> 00:06:34.040 was very sweet. 145 00:06:34.360 --> 00:06:36.680 But reading her diary, like of course my mother, I 146 00:06:36.680 --> 00:06:38.959 don't know that she ever even read that, but almost 147 00:06:39.000 --> 00:06:41.759 every day was I'm very very blue. It's a lot 148 00:06:41.800 --> 00:06:44.079 of letters sending so waiting for a letter. 149 00:06:44.199 --> 00:06:47.240 So Max was my grandfather and they had met but 150 00:06:47.319 --> 00:06:49.680 were not married yet, so a lot of the entries 151 00:06:49.680 --> 00:06:51.759 were like Max wrote me a letter today, I can't 152 00:06:51.759 --> 00:06:52.519 wait to read it. 153 00:06:53.040 --> 00:06:56.079 Matt, I wrote Max a letter, So I was like, god. 154 00:06:55.839 --> 00:06:59.120 She would have been floored by Facebook on Instagram and 155 00:06:59.199 --> 00:07:01.079 you know what I mean, Oh my god, yeah, all 156 00:07:01.120 --> 00:07:03.879 she's doing. So all it was was like feeling blue 157 00:07:03.920 --> 00:07:06.079 and writing that down, which I do in a different way. 158 00:07:06.319 --> 00:07:09.439 Mine's poems about you know, clowns or whatever however I 159 00:07:09.519 --> 00:07:14.560 express it. But being sad, boy crazy, constantly talking about 160 00:07:14.600 --> 00:07:17.319 boys or whoever her love interest is, which happened to 161 00:07:17.319 --> 00:07:20.120 me my grandpa, which is lovely, but there were probably 162 00:07:20.160 --> 00:07:22.120 other guys, you know, in her years past. 163 00:07:22.199 --> 00:07:23.959 You definitely had big crushes. 164 00:07:24.199 --> 00:07:29.639 And wanting to receive the message, not really being in 165 00:07:29.680 --> 00:07:32.959 the present, kind of constantly talking about letters and where 166 00:07:33.000 --> 00:07:34.959 people were and like did they get my letter? 167 00:07:35.839 --> 00:07:39.319 And I so me like I don't know, man like 168 00:07:39.519 --> 00:07:40.839 kind of a cool thing to have. 169 00:07:42.000 --> 00:07:44.720 Yeah, it kind of makes you feel less crazy when 170 00:07:44.759 --> 00:07:46.800 you're like, oh no, this is a thing that's gone 171 00:07:46.800 --> 00:07:50.319 with genetic Yeah that through the years people have felt 172 00:07:50.319 --> 00:07:50.879 this way. 173 00:07:51.279 --> 00:07:53.519 Or maybe it's a lot of women, like you know, 174 00:07:53.600 --> 00:07:56.519 we forget. I don't know how often you're more open. 175 00:07:56.560 --> 00:07:58.879 You're so open, But I wonder like do your kids, 176 00:07:58.920 --> 00:08:00.839 like does LB ever say like, what were you like 177 00:08:00.920 --> 00:08:02.879 at my age? Or do you just do you talk 178 00:08:02.920 --> 00:08:04.839 about that kind of stuff because we don't think about it. 179 00:08:04.839 --> 00:08:09.680 I don't really ask me totally honest. 180 00:08:09.319 --> 00:08:11.160 But I don't think we did either. I didn't ask, 181 00:08:11.480 --> 00:08:13.639 I didn't think about it. I was we're all in 182 00:08:13.680 --> 00:08:14.639 our own movie. 183 00:08:15.360 --> 00:08:18.800 Yeah. I mean, I've told Xander's like definitely of my 184 00:08:18.920 --> 00:08:21.680 kids the most interested and sort of the past, and 185 00:08:22.120 --> 00:08:23.839 he's asked me a lot of questions about what it 186 00:08:23.879 --> 00:08:26.160 was like to like do stand up and stuff like that. 187 00:08:26.319 --> 00:08:29.680 Oh yeah, is Xander going to do stand up, do 188 00:08:29.720 --> 00:08:31.920 we think I think he wants to. 189 00:08:32.639 --> 00:08:33.480 I would love that. 190 00:08:33.960 --> 00:08:36.639 Let's make that happen, okay, but then also like just 191 00:08:36.639 --> 00:08:38.840 be like also go more of the music route for life, 192 00:08:39.639 --> 00:08:40.840 go and be a comic. 193 00:08:40.759 --> 00:08:43.159 Right, I mean it's hard. I've talked to him about that, 194 00:08:43.360 --> 00:08:46.120 about how I've talked to him at length about how 195 00:08:46.200 --> 00:08:48.840 I wanted to be a comedian and I did become 196 00:08:48.879 --> 00:08:51.679 a comedian and how much that life kind of sucked 197 00:08:51.679 --> 00:08:54.200 and how I had to let that go and not 198 00:08:54.320 --> 00:08:55.279 be doing all things. 199 00:08:55.679 --> 00:08:58.360 Yeah, oh I love him. 200 00:08:58.600 --> 00:09:00.600 Well, it got me, so I know we're going to 201 00:09:00.679 --> 00:09:02.279 I'm not going to pull out all the journals, but 202 00:09:02.320 --> 00:09:05.679 I found one that we I haven't pulled from. I 203 00:09:05.759 --> 00:09:08.159 put a lot of my my diaries, which I kept 204 00:09:08.360 --> 00:09:11.360 very extensively myself most of my life until I started 205 00:09:11.360 --> 00:09:12.200 writing on the computer. 206 00:09:13.240 --> 00:09:13.960 But I found my. 207 00:09:14.720 --> 00:09:18.519 Junior high diary, so this would have been she was older. 208 00:09:18.960 --> 00:09:20.440 I don't think how old she would have been. I'm 209 00:09:20.480 --> 00:09:22.080 not good at the math stuff, but she would have 210 00:09:22.200 --> 00:09:23.440 been probably in her early. 211 00:09:23.240 --> 00:09:24.320 Twenties, late teens. 212 00:09:24.919 --> 00:09:27.159 So I found mine from a little bit younger of 213 00:09:27.200 --> 00:09:31.519 my probably most angsy time, like angsty time. 214 00:09:31.799 --> 00:09:33.679 Oh, you were most in middle school. 215 00:09:33.759 --> 00:09:38.639 My oh fuck, yeah, weren't you you were older than me? 216 00:09:38.840 --> 00:09:42.000 No, I was, no, I was bullied. No, middle school 217 00:09:42.080 --> 00:09:42.799 was terrible for me. 218 00:09:43.080 --> 00:09:45.000 Middle school is a oh. 219 00:09:45.039 --> 00:09:46.799 I was out of my mind. So I think, let 220 00:09:46.799 --> 00:09:48.360 me just make sure I think this is middle school. 221 00:09:48.679 --> 00:09:50.519 So I wasn't. So I love that. 222 00:09:50.559 --> 00:09:54.639 I got my beautiful and she was beautiful grandmother's diary 223 00:09:54.679 --> 00:09:55.080 and was like. 224 00:09:55.159 --> 00:09:58.120 Basic and it was nothing. It was not basic at all. 225 00:09:58.440 --> 00:10:01.440 Then I opened my little notebook which Garfield on the cover, 226 00:10:02.080 --> 00:10:02.600 and I'm. 227 00:10:02.399 --> 00:10:03.480 Calling her basic. 228 00:10:04.399 --> 00:10:08.519 Now I'm checking myself because hers like beautiful handwriting and 229 00:10:08.600 --> 00:10:11.799 really honest and like just lovely. So let me just 230 00:10:11.799 --> 00:10:14.159 read you some of mine from a little younger than 231 00:10:14.279 --> 00:10:17.200 this age than a courage. But it's a Garfield holding 232 00:10:17.200 --> 00:10:19.000 a Teddy Bear, says mini notebooks. 233 00:10:19.039 --> 00:10:21.799 I'm going to open first page is I heard Duran, Duran? 234 00:10:21.919 --> 00:10:23.039 I don't care. Who cares? 235 00:10:23.600 --> 00:10:23.799 Now? 236 00:10:23.919 --> 00:10:27.559 That's not now which one of us between my grandmother 237 00:10:27.600 --> 00:10:30.320 who is named after and who's incredible, which one of 238 00:10:30.399 --> 00:10:33.679 us like deserves the word basic? That's fun. 239 00:10:33.960 --> 00:10:37.720 Me concert was great, I said, okay, so then we none. 240 00:10:37.879 --> 00:10:39.879 This is so you were going to concert. That's pretty 241 00:10:39.879 --> 00:10:40.840 young to be going to comment. 242 00:10:41.039 --> 00:10:43.120 My dad was a DJ. He was a DJ. 243 00:10:43.240 --> 00:10:47.399 I started going to concerts when I was like five. Wow, yes, 244 00:10:47.440 --> 00:10:49.360 I went to all the anything I wanted to see. 245 00:10:49.440 --> 00:10:51.159 We could get tickets and it was and my parents 246 00:10:51.200 --> 00:10:54.240 started letting me go alone. By twelve, I went to 247 00:10:54.279 --> 00:10:57.639 Duran Duran by myself with a friend Elayne. We had 248 00:10:57.639 --> 00:11:01.120 a blast. I tried to climb on stage. Nobody cared. 249 00:11:01.320 --> 00:11:05.679 It was gen x Man eighties drop off a reunion arena, 250 00:11:06.039 --> 00:11:06.759 pick back up. 251 00:11:07.279 --> 00:11:10.600 We're I mean, I feel like like parents are fairly 252 00:11:10.639 --> 00:11:12.919 strict these days. You would think it's the other way around. 253 00:11:13.200 --> 00:11:16.279 But for any of my parent friends, you know, a 254 00:11:16.279 --> 00:11:19.120 lot of my kids were not allowed to go. Well, 255 00:11:19.120 --> 00:11:20.879 they were allowed to go do stuff. My kids were, 256 00:11:20.919 --> 00:11:23.200 but like other parents wouldn't let their kids go. So 257 00:11:23.240 --> 00:11:25.080 it was really hard for my kids to go have 258 00:11:25.159 --> 00:11:28.080 fun because they'd write a friend to go with. And 259 00:11:28.159 --> 00:11:30.279 I was always like, god, wow, am I that lenient? 260 00:11:30.360 --> 00:11:32.759 But I also feel like I remember in those days 261 00:11:33.639 --> 00:11:35.519 parents were kind of the same, Like a lot of 262 00:11:35.559 --> 00:11:38.120 parents were very strict, so you must have found something friends. 263 00:11:38.120 --> 00:11:40.759 I had pretty lenient parents and we were all. It 264 00:11:40.799 --> 00:11:42.919 was just it was a time, but here's my next one. 265 00:11:42.960 --> 00:11:45.440 So hers was like, oh I felt so sad today 266 00:11:45.480 --> 00:11:49.639 and waiting for my beloved and here's mine. That's hers. Okay, 267 00:11:50.080 --> 00:11:53.320 here's mine today. Here's what you're wearing. White and brown 268 00:11:53.360 --> 00:11:58.480 polo sweater, white shirt underneath, playing guest jeans, jewelry, gold bracelet, 269 00:11:58.759 --> 00:12:02.360 swatch hair, nothing, shoes, pray. 270 00:12:03.120 --> 00:12:06.440 Now that's what I wrote in my journal. Huh huh. 271 00:12:06.440 --> 00:12:08.240 And I did that every day because I didn't want 272 00:12:08.279 --> 00:12:12.279 to repeat outfits because I was really deep. I was 273 00:12:12.480 --> 00:12:15.200 really really like God, I was so in touch with 274 00:12:15.279 --> 00:12:16.240 like feelings. 275 00:12:16.279 --> 00:12:19.200 And I mean, you know next does that? 276 00:12:19.320 --> 00:12:23.600 You know who does that? Kids on TikTok and on Instagram. 277 00:12:23.879 --> 00:12:26.039 Haven't you ever seen these seen or heard these accounts? 278 00:12:26.159 --> 00:12:27.919 Or maybe I just do because of the kids, but 279 00:12:28.480 --> 00:12:31.799 a lot of kids have these outfit of the day accounts. 280 00:12:32.240 --> 00:12:34.000 God, I kind of want to do it again. Now 281 00:12:34.039 --> 00:12:35.480 I just wear the same thing. Ever, I've been wearing 282 00:12:35.519 --> 00:12:38.000 the same Wicked sweatshirt every day for two months. 283 00:12:38.399 --> 00:12:40.559 I love I write that in a journal. I didn't 284 00:12:40.559 --> 00:12:42.639 even like Wicked that much. It was just it was 285 00:12:42.720 --> 00:12:45.000 just swag from the studio. You know, they just send 286 00:12:45.039 --> 00:12:46.480 it to you. So I'm like, it's soft. 287 00:12:46.600 --> 00:12:48.960 That could be funny to do, like a parody account 288 00:12:49.000 --> 00:12:50.799 of outfit of the day, but it's just like the 289 00:12:50.879 --> 00:12:53.919 same three days in a row. It's the same sweatshirt 290 00:12:53.919 --> 00:12:54.639 and sweatpants. 291 00:12:56.000 --> 00:12:57.960 I mean, I had a lot of I do want 292 00:12:57.960 --> 00:12:58.639 to say in the eighties. 293 00:12:58.679 --> 00:13:01.000 This was like Junior High eighty five whatever, eighties, Like 294 00:13:01.159 --> 00:13:04.320 I had some good Oh this one Saturday. I think 295 00:13:04.320 --> 00:13:06.320 I read this one to you before, but I just 296 00:13:06.360 --> 00:13:12.039 wrote please no drama gag out. Now, like I said, 297 00:13:12.279 --> 00:13:14.799 my grandmother had different. She didn't say please no drama, 298 00:13:14.840 --> 00:13:15.360 gag out. 299 00:13:15.480 --> 00:13:16.159 She's like, I'm. 300 00:13:15.960 --> 00:13:17.799 Feeling I don't know why I'm feeling so sad, and 301 00:13:17.799 --> 00:13:21.039 I miss Max. No drama gag out. And then I 302 00:13:21.039 --> 00:13:24.240 wrote Sunday Sunday school, no way. 303 00:13:25.320 --> 00:13:27.159 And that's it. That's it. 304 00:13:27.879 --> 00:13:30.159 That was my Uh, that's what I want you to 305 00:13:30.200 --> 00:13:32.679 know from that year. That's what was happening. But I 306 00:13:32.720 --> 00:13:36.799 had great taste and clothes. I really did. Uh, this 307 00:13:37.000 --> 00:13:38.879 is fucked up. I'm going to redo something that I 308 00:13:38.919 --> 00:13:42.840 haven't seen since this year. This might be a different 309 00:13:42.840 --> 00:13:44.759 Patreon you know what. We might release this as a 310 00:13:44.840 --> 00:13:47.240 regular show. We might put this up as Patreon first 311 00:13:47.279 --> 00:13:48.639 because I'm going to be interested in. 312 00:13:48.600 --> 00:13:50.519 This special Notes of the Week. 313 00:13:50.559 --> 00:13:54.519 I write yet Alfred's Birthday, get Alfred's birthday present? 314 00:13:54.639 --> 00:13:56.480 So do you want to know who Alfred is? Yes? 315 00:13:56.559 --> 00:13:57.919 Would you like to know who that is? Right? 316 00:13:57.960 --> 00:14:02.559 There's also I also said, where mada of gloves? We're 317 00:14:03.159 --> 00:14:06.480 fusion are right? Fluorescent pink shirt and Madonna gloves. So 318 00:14:06.519 --> 00:14:11.200 that's what I was wearing that day. But Alfred, I 319 00:14:11.240 --> 00:14:12.440 feel like this is for another show. 320 00:14:12.440 --> 00:14:14.840 Do I keep going? Yes? Keep it going? 321 00:14:14.879 --> 00:14:18.440 Okay, I had to have told this, but in junior high, 322 00:14:18.919 --> 00:14:21.840 my bestie and I were, as you can see from 323 00:14:21.840 --> 00:14:26.240 the Garfield notebook, very obsessed with Duran Duran. So I 324 00:14:26.279 --> 00:14:28.080 took one of the albums and I found the phone 325 00:14:28.159 --> 00:14:29.679 number for EMI Studios. 326 00:14:29.720 --> 00:14:31.559 I think I told you this, and it was. 327 00:14:31.480 --> 00:14:34.720 Like an England number like four four seventh, you know, 328 00:14:34.919 --> 00:14:37.200 seven whatever, And I was like, let's call it, and 329 00:14:37.240 --> 00:14:39.120 we figured we had to call the operator. I definitely 330 00:14:39.200 --> 00:14:40.600 told you this, but I may not have told you 331 00:14:40.639 --> 00:14:43.279 the second part. So we had to call an international operator, 332 00:14:43.320 --> 00:14:45.799 which was like not just zero, it was like zero 333 00:14:45.840 --> 00:14:48.039 one to one or something. We figured it out and 334 00:14:48.080 --> 00:14:50.879 they're like I remember them saying We're like, please connect 335 00:14:50.960 --> 00:14:53.759 us to this number, but we were obviously children, and 336 00:14:53.799 --> 00:14:57.080 one time the operators like, are you sure, yes, so 337 00:14:57.120 --> 00:15:00.000 they put us through to this phone number at Emi Studio. 338 00:15:00.559 --> 00:15:03.720 The person who answers the phone is this much older man, okay, 339 00:15:04.000 --> 00:15:08.000 very English, and he's like hello, he'll do and we 340 00:15:08.000 --> 00:15:09.960 were like laughing and whatever. 341 00:15:09.840 --> 00:15:13.600 Like we love Duran Duran. He's like, oh, so he 342 00:15:13.720 --> 00:15:14.879 would talk to us. 343 00:15:15.080 --> 00:15:16.960 Now, I'm not saying in any way, I'm not I 344 00:15:17.000 --> 00:15:18.879 don't want to put anything on this guy because he 345 00:15:19.000 --> 00:15:22.600 never said anything inappropriate to us, But in retrospect, it 346 00:15:22.759 --> 00:15:25.039 was strange that he I think we might have said 347 00:15:25.039 --> 00:15:28.159 we were seventeen, but we were twelve, and. 348 00:15:28.559 --> 00:15:30.000 He he did. Like. 349 00:15:30.480 --> 00:15:33.080 So we began a friendship with this man named Alfred. 350 00:15:33.120 --> 00:15:35.720 I feel okay talking about this because there's absolutely no 351 00:15:35.759 --> 00:15:38.080 way he's still alive, right, absolutely no way. He was 352 00:15:38.360 --> 00:15:41.679 very old, and so we started like penpaling. We got 353 00:15:41.679 --> 00:15:45.360 his address at Emi Studios and we gave him our address. 354 00:15:45.399 --> 00:15:47.279 He did not show up, he didn't live here. 355 00:15:47.879 --> 00:15:50.080 And he would send us pictures of the band of 356 00:15:50.159 --> 00:15:53.120 Duran durand he would send us pictures of. 357 00:15:53.000 --> 00:15:57.559 His penis and it just was totally like a normal thing. 358 00:15:57.799 --> 00:16:00.600 It didn't mean it in like any kind of weird way. 359 00:16:02.200 --> 00:16:04.279 But he didn't do anything like that. It was always 360 00:16:04.279 --> 00:16:05.919 pictures of the band. So then one day we're like, 361 00:16:05.960 --> 00:16:08.840 send us a picture of you, and so he did, 362 00:16:08.960 --> 00:16:11.480 and what he sent was a picture of George Michael. 363 00:16:11.559 --> 00:16:14.399 But George Michael hadn't become super famous yet, so it 364 00:16:14.519 --> 00:16:15.200 just looked. 365 00:16:14.919 --> 00:16:15.879 Like a really hot guy. 366 00:16:16.159 --> 00:16:18.200 Oh, he did not know who it was yet, so 367 00:16:18.279 --> 00:16:20.759 this may have been a little before whatever. So then 368 00:16:21.320 --> 00:16:24.039 maybe we're in like sixth grade. So then he we 369 00:16:24.080 --> 00:16:26.559 gave him our phone number two, and he would call 370 00:16:26.600 --> 00:16:29.320 the house and my mom it'd be like what my 371 00:16:29.360 --> 00:16:30.600 mom would answer, and he'd be. 372 00:16:30.519 --> 00:16:34.200 Like, hello, tel fridge, is Cecily home? 373 00:16:34.720 --> 00:16:36.960 And my mom would just be like mm hmmm, because 374 00:16:36.960 --> 00:16:40.559 again gen X eighties. She thought it was a little odd, 375 00:16:40.600 --> 00:16:43.200 but she wasn't scared because he didn't live here and 376 00:16:43.240 --> 00:16:47.879 he planning on coming, she knew. But I mean it 377 00:16:48.080 --> 00:16:50.200 was weird, but we would have these like I guess 378 00:16:50.240 --> 00:16:53.200 when I think back, it's kind of Michael jacksony. But 379 00:16:53.279 --> 00:16:55.480 he wasn't in any way grooming us. He didn't say 380 00:16:55.519 --> 00:16:58.080 anything like anything. One day really might want you. 381 00:16:58.200 --> 00:17:01.519 Let me just remind you that on our coverage on 382 00:17:01.639 --> 00:17:04.240 Rose Pricks, which hopefully is where you're listening. Well, no, 383 00:17:04.319 --> 00:17:07.799 you're listening to Patreon. On our cover Corey Feldman, who 384 00:17:07.799 --> 00:17:10.359 has claimed for years and years and years that the 385 00:17:11.440 --> 00:17:14.839 case against Michael Jackson is ridiculous. He's a great guy, 386 00:17:15.039 --> 00:17:18.920 super super nice. He meant no harm. I can't believe it. 387 00:17:19.200 --> 00:17:22.960 But also, yes, Michael Jackson did show him pornography, but 388 00:17:24.079 --> 00:17:25.480 he wasn't grooming him. 389 00:17:25.960 --> 00:17:28.599 I know, but he didn't show his pornography or anything like, 390 00:17:28.680 --> 00:17:30.279 he really didn't. I don't want to speak ill of 391 00:17:30.319 --> 00:17:32.880 his I know it's odd, but maybe it was just 392 00:17:32.920 --> 00:17:34.599 I mean, look at Harold and Maud, it was like 393 00:17:34.680 --> 00:17:37.440 maybe just a friendship. Maybe he missed his grandkids or 394 00:17:37.480 --> 00:17:39.599 maybe he just you know, it was never it was 395 00:17:39.640 --> 00:17:41.400 never weird. I can check back it. 396 00:17:41.400 --> 00:17:44.039 It was weird that he that we did that, and 397 00:17:44.319 --> 00:17:46.200 we ran up a seven hundred dollars FuMB bill which 398 00:17:46.240 --> 00:17:47.559 we had to pay off in chores. 399 00:17:48.400 --> 00:17:51.400 Oh oh, how are we going to do that? But yeah, 400 00:17:51.440 --> 00:17:53.759 and that's not like me. I lost my mind. A 401 00:17:53.759 --> 00:17:57.119