Speaker 1: Been doing music for a long time. As of recently,
Speaker 1: I was reposted by Lebron James and it brought me
Speaker 1: a new found glory of fans.
Speaker 2: Okay, nice, what did he repost?
Speaker 1: I did a freestyle which was actually the it was
Speaker 1: the lead off to my rollout for my project. So
Speaker 1: we went to the La leakers and I did a
Speaker 1: freestyle over the nas Uchi Wally beat, and just the
Speaker 1: minute I posted it, shit just went viral, like literally,
Speaker 1: like it was like the first time I had. Two
Speaker 1: weeks ago, I had forty seven thousand followers.
Speaker 2: That's awesome.
Speaker 1: I posted that video within I want to say, forty
Speaker 1: five minutes, I had fifty thousand followers, just a double out.
Speaker 1: Now I'm at one forty Okay, Okay, So.
Speaker 2: It's just bosting on the private talk.
Speaker 1: Nah, shout out to Lebron. But it just shows the
Speaker 1: power of someone's influence. You know.
Speaker 2: I've been posted itself.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've been posted by a lot of people this year.
Speaker 1: Shout out the fabulous, Fabulous gave me a report, oh
Speaker 1: Snoop Dogg, Gilly Wallow.
Speaker 2: So all based off of freestyle, all.
Speaker 1: Based off freestyle. So for the longest I've been trying
Speaker 1: to figure out how do I live on the internet
Speaker 1: with what's going on today. So today you get a
Speaker 1: lot of these artists. They die, they fucking hear all
Speaker 1: these different colors. They jump off a fucking building the scream.
Speaker 2: I don't get that vibe from you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, they're just fucking chopped. They dick off of platinum
Speaker 1: record right pause. But I just couldn't get into that.
Speaker 1: I couldn't be someone that just like does these antique
Speaker 1: things that's not about the music. So I was like,
Speaker 1: how can I make this about the music? So I
Speaker 1: was like, let me just try to like get on
Speaker 1: here and rap. So I started getting on my Instagram
Speaker 1: and I'm freestyling, and one day Fabulous does a Cold
Speaker 1: Summer challenge back in April when the Corona thing finally hit,
Speaker 1: when it first hit and he reposted it, and it
Speaker 1: just people starts tapping in, bro, I'm fucking with You'm
Speaker 1: fucking with you over here in New York. So I
Speaker 1: started realizing around May, like, oh shit, everybody's at home
Speaker 1: with nothing to du that. They can't show the money.
Speaker 1: They can't they can't flex the fake four hundred thousand
Speaker 1: up the arm. They can't sell the RAF right now.
Speaker 1: They can't be in the club right So all the
Speaker 1: things people have to hide behind because their music actually
Speaker 1: fucking sucks, you can't hide behind it right now because
Speaker 1: everybody's in the fucking house. So I'm like, I'm about
Speaker 1: to just rap every day. I'm about to just get
Speaker 1: on the fucking internet and rap every day. So I
Speaker 1: just start freestyling, freestyling, freestyle. Next thing you know, Snoopery posts,
Speaker 1: Gilly and Wallow called me. I'll link up with them.
Speaker 1: We do some LA Leakers hit me like, yo, we've
Speaker 1: been seeing you kill these freestyles. I go up to
Speaker 1: the LA Leakers, kill it. The shit goes viral. Two
Speaker 1: hours later, Lebron posts, So now everybody's like, who's this kid?
Speaker 1: Who's this kid? Oh, I've been seeing them, I've been
Speaker 1: knowing much he's been doing this thing. So with all
Speaker 1: that happened, and it was like I kind of already
Speaker 1: have my project ready to go, but we just didn't
Speaker 1: know kind of when to release it. With the COVID
Speaker 1: thing and you know, how to play everything. We can't
Speaker 1: tour right now, work the road and as hard as
Speaker 1: a new artist, because you need to be in front
Speaker 1: of people people can't just hear a song and be like,
Speaker 1: I'm a fan. They need to get to know you.
Speaker 1: So it's only so many interviews you could do in
Speaker 1: so many podcasts. It's only so many alexisists that will
Speaker 1: let a young player like me come up here and talk.
Speaker 2: Oh thank you.
Speaker 1: Right, so you need the road. So the fact that
Speaker 1: we couldn't hit the road, we was kind of skeptical
Speaker 1: when to drop it, but when the lebron thing happened,
Speaker 1: it was like, Yo, we got to drop this shit. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we gotta let it go. So we literally got the
Speaker 1: project out last Friday, which was December fourth, and we
Speaker 1: did a million streams in a week. That's amazing, my
Speaker 1: first time ever getting a million anything.
Speaker 2: How did that make you feel inside? Like the first
Speaker 2: to go from people, you know, reposting people that you've
Speaker 2: were fans of and really like, you know, the culture
Speaker 2: of all that, and how did that make you feel
Speaker 2: to have a first million?
Speaker 1: It was a moment of validation. I feel like, you know,
Speaker 1: when a rapper gets his first million views or million
Speaker 1: streams or first million records, So it's kind of like
Speaker 1: when the NBA player makes or gets drafted. Right, So
Speaker 1: you get drafted to the NBA or the NFL. But
Speaker 1: that doesn't necessarily mean you're going to be a superstar.
Speaker 1: That just validated the fact that you're good enough to
Speaker 1: play in the league. Right, So I got a million streams,
Speaker 1: which validated the fact I'm good enough to make music
Speaker 1: and put it out. Now it's a whole nother level
Speaker 1: you got to take.
Speaker 2: And I got to keep up that consistency of like
Speaker 2: that what your hustle and drive got you to where
Speaker 2: you were to have lebron and Fabulous and all these
Speaker 2: you know, great people repost your things and get your recognition.
Speaker 1: Exactly, hard work, exactly, That's what it's about the process.
Speaker 2: But I think that's cool, you know it with social
Speaker 2: media in general, and everybody's to have to kind of
Speaker 2: change their business motto of things is because first you
Speaker 2: you know, you held back on not knowing when to
Speaker 2: release something because of you didn't think that it would
Speaker 2: give the right amount of presence and the you know,
Speaker 2: notoriety as it was. But I think everything happens for
Speaker 2: a reason and organically, and the internet kind of pushed
Speaker 2: it itself even more and you made it, you know, successful,
Speaker 2: because I feel like social media and you know, advertisements
Speaker 2: in a sense is what kind of sets us apart
Speaker 2: from the bar and then just kind of keep on
Speaker 2: going to the top of that facts.
Speaker 1: And that's what like I tell people all the time,
Speaker 1: like I'm sure you get it. How do I start
Speaker 1: a podcast? How do I wrap? How do I get
Speaker 1: in the studio? Just start?
Speaker 2: Yeah, And it's also though too, it's like people, I
Speaker 2: feel like it's also because it's time that we've had
Speaker 2: so much time at home. It's like people want to
Speaker 2: do those things, but it's not cut out for everybody,
Speaker 2: and you have to, like you said, if people were
Speaker 2: hiding behind their music because of the fake this, that
Speaker 2: and whatever, it's I can't fake anything I'm talking to somebody.
Speaker 2: It's it's the organic, you know, chemistry and energy that
Speaker 2: I have with my guests and things like that that
Speaker 2: you can't really fake any of that. So it's like
Speaker 2: it kind of separates the tone of who should have
Speaker 2: a podcast or even in the career or any of those.
Speaker 1: Ability like us just being in here it shows your
Speaker 1: love for what you do, right, so it shows the
Speaker 1: fact that like you're not going to let people you
Speaker 1: invite come into something that doesn't represent you the right way.
Speaker 1: So for the minute I walked in, I already knew
Speaker 1: this building, right. I've shot videos here, I've had.
Speaker 2: You have memories in this building.
Speaker 1: Walls could talk like she's over here, like dope, and
Speaker 1: then we come in and it's like you got your
Speaker 1: cameras going, your light's going. So it takes most people
Speaker 1: just a year to go buy a light, for sure,
Speaker 1: a year to go.
Speaker 2: Buy for me anything I do. I want to be
Speaker 2: the best at what I do, and I'm really you know,
Speaker 2: into my crafts of each you know, I was in
Speaker 2: the adult industry for a long time and I feel like,
Speaker 2: you know, I made my mark into that and I,
Speaker 2: you know, don't have any qualms of that at all.
Speaker 2: I feel like that's what kind of put into the industry.
Speaker 1: I didn't know that. I would love to talk about it.
Speaker 2: I mean, we're going to talk about that because these
Speaker 2: walls could talk. You said that you have all these stories,
Speaker 2: you have music videos, You've had friends that lived here,
Speaker 2: you have all these things, and private talk is about
Speaker 2: getting to know the private, intimate things about you, Simba,
Speaker 2: So tell us some of those stories. I feel like
Speaker 2: you you kind of got shocked because you said porn star.
Speaker 2: And then you're like, oh my god, because you stopped
Speaker 2: earlier with the story of two porn girls were trying
Speaker 2: to sexually assault you in this location, in this location,
Speaker 2: not my exact location.
Speaker 1: But not here. It wasn't it was. It wasn't met.
Speaker 1: We just met. It wasn't her. It was two other
Speaker 1: girls who named show remain anonymous.
Speaker 2: But do we have to can we get initials?
Speaker 1: Can get I'm not a guy.
Speaker 2: Can you describe them to me? I don't like the
Speaker 2: big booties, big titties.
Speaker 1: It was it was beautiful, like one of them was
Speaker 1: like more petite and the other one was more you know,
Speaker 1: big breast, big.
Speaker 2: Booty, curvy. Yeah, all right, so set the tone. Let's
Speaker 2: hear what happened? How did you feel like two poorn
Speaker 2: girls were trying to sectually assault you?
Speaker 1: And I was actually talking to this girl? Right?
Speaker 2: I just moved to l Was she one of the girls?
Speaker 1: Yes, okay, I just moved to LA. And I feel
Speaker 1: like anybody who just moves to LA, you immediately go
Speaker 1: to Hollywood to figure out what's going on. Right, So
Speaker 1: I'm in Hollywood. I just moved. I'm from the Bay Area, right,
Speaker 1: got a couple dollars on me, So I'm like, let
Speaker 1: me move around this what's going on? So for the
Speaker 1: first year in La, I'm just buying tables, right, and
Speaker 1: I'm not realizing that, like this ship is attracting the
Speaker 1: wrong type of woman, right, I'm trying to attract business
Speaker 1: and find people, and you're get Yeah. So you might
Speaker 1: see Tiger over here in penthouse and you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: let me get the table next to Tiger, because motherfucker's
Speaker 1: gonna know you know what I mean. I'm here working.
Speaker 1: But what happens is all the girls who can't get
Speaker 1: in Tiger section falls in your shit.
Speaker 2: So you're getting the c's and ds.
Speaker 1: You're getting the sea. No, I'm getting bad bs and
Speaker 1: b iida got all A pluses and A minuses. Over here,
Speaker 1: I'm getting the friends. That's B pluses and like that's
Speaker 1: pretty girls, like pretty beautiful girls, right, I'm getting them.
Speaker 1: Here's the thing. The problem becomes when you're dealing with
Speaker 1: a girl. And this is what I learned from moving
Speaker 1: around out here. Right. These girls in La, well I
Speaker 1: can't say La Hollywood, right, They find the angle, so
Speaker 1: they see, Okay, this guy goes out, he got the cars.
Speaker 1: He do this, he do this, we can latch onto him.
Speaker 1: And our instagrams is lit every.
Speaker 2: Night, right, that's what you think. It's about the followers
Speaker 2: and life.
Speaker 1: Our instagram is lit every night. My snapchat is lit
Speaker 1: every night. Everywhere I go, people are gonna know me
Speaker 1: because I'm in a section, right, I'm with the pope.
Speaker 1: You're seeing me, right. So what happens is I start
Speaker 1: realizing this shit, so I start like pulling away a
Speaker 1: little bit. I start like slowly texting girls back. I
Speaker 1: would text them like an hour before the party was over,
Speaker 1: like oh yeah, we pulling up right now, so I
Speaker 1: know by the time they get there in thirty minutes
Speaker 1: walking across.
Speaker 2: The other club and looking at you like you're lying.
Speaker 1: Ass, I'm peeping it right. So this girl, I think
Speaker 1: she realized I was realizing what they were doing, so
Speaker 1: she caused me one day and she's like, yo, you
Speaker 1: should come over right, like I got a friend over here.
Speaker 1: So she puts the FaceTime up and the friend it
Speaker 1: is like twerking, just big ass. I'm like, lord Jesus,
Speaker 1: I would love to hit this right. I would love
Speaker 1: to take this ship down. So I'm like, send me
Speaker 1: the address, right, I pull up, I go to the store,
Speaker 1: I get a bottle. Mistake, they was already fucked up.
Speaker 1: I shouldn't. I should have never got the bottle.
Speaker 2: Right, is your bottle of choice?
Speaker 1: It depends on the type of girl I'm dealing with
Speaker 1: or the type of knight. I think it's the type
Speaker 1: of girl.
Speaker 2: Okay, what type of girls situation was this?
Speaker 1: This was a costam Egos night.
Speaker 2: Okay, we'll give it to some girls.
Speaker 1: You have to get the forty two or the close
Speaker 1: of zoo. Okay, this was a forty two night? Okay, no, no,
Speaker 1: this right? So I get there, I get there, and
Speaker 1: they like, you know, they lingerade up all the ship.
Speaker 1: So my initial thought is, okay, I'm about to I'm
Speaker 1: about to get drunk, and I'm about to just like
Speaker 1: wow out on these.
Speaker 2: Have you ever been in a threesome situation at this point?
Speaker 1: Give me a lighter. I get a lighter, gotcha. Yes,
Speaker 1: I had an amazing threesome. And you know what I
Speaker 1: learned about threesomes.
Speaker 2: Sharing is caring.
Speaker 1: The less attractive girls give the best.
Speaker 2: Threesomes because they want to be the one that shows out.
Speaker 1: They got something to prove.
Speaker 2: That's why they want to be the one that shows
Speaker 2: out you got.
Speaker 1: Something to prove. The pretty girls sit there and act
Speaker 1: like the threesomes for them.
Speaker 2: I used to have portantines like that, would like be
Speaker 2: like the one girl in the corner just like rubbing
Speaker 2: herself and like not.
Speaker 1: Doing anything I could do. The girl rub it herself.
Speaker 2: The part you gotta be like a participation thing, like
Speaker 2: and then it's not a threesome. Then what's the point
Speaker 2: of that?
Speaker 1: But every girl is different, So every girl sex meter
Speaker 1: may be lowered in the next right, so it may
Speaker 1: take it may take different things to get her off,
Speaker 1: so she might need to see you too.
Speaker 2: Are you a sexual expert? Oh no, no, okay, well
Speaker 2: maybe my sexual expertise will help you throughout this interview
Speaker 2: and we'll put you up another class.
Speaker 1: What does it take to be a sexual expert?
Speaker 2: We're gonna figure it out at the end of this podcast.
Speaker 2: Figure it out together, all right. So they figured it
Speaker 2: you were, So.
Speaker 1: I get there right, boom, I come in, they dressed down.
Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, this is this is We're about to
Speaker 1: have some fun.
Speaker 2: Is it automatically? Like we're fucking They're walking trying.
Speaker 1: To rip they wasn't like ripping it off, but it
Speaker 1: was more of a we're horny, let's get to it, right.
Speaker 1: So I'm rolling up a blunt and it just gets
Speaker 1: very aggressive. It gets very aggressive and very sloppy. So
Speaker 1: it gets to the point where it's like they dancing
Speaker 1: on each other and like one's falling on the ground,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And then they like kissing
Speaker 1: each other. She's licking her cheek, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: Like she's trying to take a shot at the fridge
Speaker 1: and the pantry and all this ship. So at this point,
Speaker 1: I'm like, this can become a bad thing, right, because
Speaker 1: I feel like anytime you're dealing with women and alcohols involved,
Speaker 1: for me personally, I need to know for a fact
Speaker 1: that you're coherent and you know what you're doing, because
Speaker 1: I don't want to wake up in the morning and
Speaker 1: something happened and then you didn't remember and now we're
Speaker 1: doing this whole thing. So for me, it was uncomfortable,
Speaker 1: even though it was very it was hard to you know,
Speaker 1: develop that discipline in the moment, but it was just
Speaker 1: uncomfortable because they was very intoxicated. So I'm trying to leave,
Speaker 1: like may y'all a little turned up, like let's get
Speaker 1: up tomorrow.
Speaker 2: They're like no, now they're offended.
Speaker 1: No, Like I'm getting up. They pushing me back on
Speaker 1: the couch right, like to the point I had to
Speaker 1: grab one of their wrists, like yo, like chill out,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like chill she grabbing me.
Speaker 1: The girl, the thicker one, swings on me.
Speaker 2: Shit's getting crazy, like she gets mad.
Speaker 1: Like what type of nigga don't want to fuck it?
Speaker 1: Just swings on me. Right, So I'm like, yo, you
Speaker 1: feel me? I push them off, grab my ship. As
Speaker 1: I'm walking out, boom, I'm walking down the hallway. They're
Speaker 1: coming down the hallway calling me all pitch ass niggas,
Speaker 1: all these shit, right, So I get on the elevator.
Speaker 1: I lead the next day. Next day, the girl who
Speaker 1: initially called me over called me. She apologized, everything was cool,
Speaker 1: but it was just an uncomfortable thing. Now. I would
Speaker 1: have loved for it to work out.
Speaker 2: But I respect you as a as a man like
Speaker 2: that to me, as if I was in your situation
Speaker 2: and with everything going on in the world and just
Speaker 2: just who human nature Like, that's not gonna turn me on.
Speaker 2: It's gonna unless I'm in that situation where we all
Speaker 2: got turned up together, then I could really make something,
Speaker 2: you know, a sense of it. But it's still like,
Speaker 2: you know, you know, it's accountability of knowing, like, Okay,
Speaker 2: maybe tonight, it's not the night you're not making my
Speaker 2: dick hard because you're fucking falling all over the place
Speaker 2: and I'm not trying to take out of the hospital.
Speaker 1: I wasn't even like they didn't make my dick card by.
Speaker 2: No, but that situation. But the situation doesn't make your
Speaker 2: dick card when you're having all these thoughts in your
Speaker 2: head that's in the morning, it's going to be this
Speaker 2: that or whatever, when you don't really know you know
Speaker 2: the situation, you know what I mean, Because that to
Speaker 2: me is it's a liability. Why put yourself in a
Speaker 2: situation you don't need to when you can fuck her tomorrow,
Speaker 2: fat So.
Speaker 1: That was my whole thing with it. If you're serious,
Speaker 1: we could do this tomorrow. Yeah, we could do this tomorrow.
Speaker 1: So it was just it was just kind of uncomfortable.
Speaker 1: But shout out to them, man, you know, hope, but
Speaker 1: you haven't.
Speaker 2: You shouldn't have to, like you can't, didn't tell us
Speaker 2: our name, so you know, you can't even give it
Speaker 2: an initial. He the Private Talk podcast. We can help you,
Speaker 2: like make this happen again. I'm sure you could just
Speaker 2: hit them and be like, hey, you know, I just
Speaker 2: remember this story I just talked about you, like, let's
Speaker 2: rubin this, let's take this.
Speaker 1: I think we should. You know, it's wherever they are.
Speaker 1: I hope they're doing good. But I'm trying to trying
Speaker 1: to elevate in life. And like like I said.
Speaker 2: But I don't think that makes you not elevate.
Speaker 1: That just makes you say those were B pluses and
Speaker 1: B minuses.
Speaker 2: Oh so now we're on another Now we're on another level.
Speaker 2: I needs after that million views. Now we need a's
Speaker 2: that goal, that goal energy.
Speaker 1: I just did the Private Talk podcast.
Speaker 2: I like that again. I like that. I like that
Speaker 2: energy a lot. So who were some of your inspirations
Speaker 2: getting into the game and you know, the industry like that.
Speaker 2: You know you said Lebron was as far as obviously
Speaker 2: basketball fabulous. Was he someone that you were a fan
Speaker 2: of prior to Definitely?
Speaker 1: It's crazy because I was actually signed to a previous
Speaker 1: label and they used to try to call me like
Speaker 1: the West Coast fabulous. I used to be mad because
Speaker 1: it was like, I never want someone I look up
Speaker 1: to like looking at me as someone calling them the
Speaker 1: next of them.
Speaker 2: You know, you're your own person.
Speaker 1: But definitely jay Z is my favorite rapper. Jay Z
Speaker 1: is my favorite rapper, Jadakiss, fab of course, Tupac, Biggie,
Speaker 1: you know, Ice Ce, d m x, Eminem, all the great.
Speaker 2: Who would you want to if you could right now
Speaker 2: work with anybody? What it be? The lover boy, the
Speaker 2: lover boy, my mad Drizzy Drake shout out to Drake.
Speaker 1: I really believe Drake is. People get mad at me
Speaker 1: because I say these so I'm gonna correct myself today
Speaker 1: on the Private Talk podcast.
Speaker 2: I like how you go low, like that tone of
Speaker 2: me because I do that too a Private Talk podcast.
Speaker 2: Tell us here, what does for you to me?
Speaker 1: He's one of the greatest artists ever ever, and not
Speaker 1: just from a musical standpoint. To be able to come
Speaker 1: in the game and to be signed to a Young
Speaker 1: Money Cash Money Universal, have Jay Prince involved a rap
Speaker 1: a lot, and you fulfill those contracts, and you consistently
Speaker 1: put out great music and consistently put out hits for
Speaker 1: eleven years of my life straight, like, that's that's something
Speaker 1: that I haven't seen since jay Z right. So for
Speaker 1: me as of two thousand and nine, when it comes
Speaker 1: to Drake, it's like I haven't haven't heard a Wax song,
Speaker 1: I haven't heard a Whack album. I haven't heard a
Speaker 1: Whack verse, you know. So it's just like I got
Speaker 1: a lot of respect for him because that's something that
Speaker 1: I try to model what I do after when I
Speaker 1: go in there and write verses. I think Kendrick wouldn't
Speaker 1: take this off. Drake wouldn't take this verse off. J
Speaker 1: Cole wouldn't take this verse off. So let me let
Speaker 1: me go hard like they would go hard.
Speaker 2: What is your would you say it would be your
Speaker 2: number one Drake song?
Speaker 1: That's hard.
Speaker 2: There's been so many great ones. Damn have one that
Speaker 2: sticks on in your mind that you play on repeat,
Speaker 2: maybe in the morning, your morning routine.
Speaker 1: Here's what I'll say. I won't say this is my
Speaker 1: favorite song, but I have a favorite moment in life
Speaker 1: because of this song, and it's take Care with him
Speaker 1: and Rihanna on the take Care album.
Speaker 2: Do You Do you want to tell? Private talk with us?
Speaker 1: I was just talking to a girl that I was
Speaker 1: really into at the time, and we actually went to
Speaker 1: Drake's concert and he performed that song and we was
Speaker 1: just vibing and we ended up having sex that night.
Speaker 2: It was a whole moment.
Speaker 1: Yeah. So it was just a great night, and I
Speaker 1: feel like because of that song, it kind of like.
Speaker 2: Made it not much better. Yeah, there's be songs like that.
Speaker 2: Were it either like puts you, takes you there, or
Speaker 2: like every single time after you're.
Speaker 1: Like oh yeah, Cause it was it was like our
Speaker 1: current situation. Like everything he was saying, I was there
Speaker 1: for you, I would care for you. I keep thinking
Speaker 1: you just don't know trying to run from that, say
Speaker 1: you're done with that on your face? Girl, it just
Speaker 1: don't show, Okay, you know what I'm saying. So it
Speaker 1: was like everything he was saying, it was like this
Speaker 1: me and her relationship right now, like currently in the
Speaker 1: moment at all. It clicked in that moment.
Speaker 2: And then you had secks to commemorate that moment.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was a great night.
Speaker 2: Is a beautiful thing.
Speaker 1: We actually had a great year together.
Speaker 2: Only a year.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it didn't last. But shut out.
Speaker 2: So are you single right now at this moment? Are
Speaker 2: you in a relationship.
Speaker 1: How is?
Speaker 2: How is not going for you?
Speaker 1: I got a life partner, a.
Speaker 2: Life partner, So does that mean that you're in an
Speaker 2: open relationship? Or explain to private talk what a life
Speaker 2: partner is, because I know what would mean to me,
Speaker 2: but everybody is. Life partnership is a little bit different
Speaker 2: these days.
Speaker 1: Life partner is someone that understands you and you understand them.
Speaker 1: I feel like sometimes you start off as friends, and
Speaker 1: relationships fuck up friendships, right, So you might start off
Speaker 1: as a friend, like let's say I meet a girl.
Speaker 1: We start off as a friend. We kicking and we
Speaker 1: hanging out, you know, we go eat, we do things
Speaker 1: that's fun, and then there comes this point in time
Speaker 1: where she wants to elevate you over most dudes she
Speaker 1: talked to, and you want to elevate her over most
Speaker 1: girls you talk to and everything like that. So y'all
Speaker 1: need some type of title, right to feel exclusive to
Speaker 1: each other, to feel like this is not the ordinary
Speaker 1: relationship by men. So you give that title, and what
Speaker 1: those titles comes to expectations. So now you don't call, right,
Speaker 1: You're not even calling less. You just not calling as
Speaker 1: much now, right, But you calling just how you would
Speaker 1: call when y'all was friends. But now it's a relationship thing,
Speaker 1: so you're supposed to call three four times a day, right,
Speaker 1: So now this thing becomes like a job, right, It
Speaker 1: becomes a job to like check in and like make
Speaker 1: sure she's secure, and that takes the fun and the
Speaker 1: friendship out of it. Right, So with me always like
Speaker 1: you know, look for someone or you know, a companion
Speaker 1: that I could be friends with and we could grow
Speaker 1: with each other. You could grow with your life. I
Speaker 1: could grow with mine, and we could come together and
Speaker 1: live in that moment when we need to. But I
Speaker 1: can't be with someone where I'm always growing, this person
Speaker 1: staying here or she's always growing and I'm standing here
Speaker 1: because you kind of always need that person from something.
Speaker 1: But if y'all kind of doing your own shit, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, y'all could always bring it back
Speaker 1: together when it's time to.
Speaker 2: I believe in that to a point. And obviously that's
Speaker 2: your only you know, your opinion, and it's a beautiful thing.
Speaker 2: But it's like balance, you know, I need. I need
Speaker 2: all of these things and not togetherness, because it's like
Speaker 2: when do you compromise just being no accountability for any actions?
Speaker 2: Or not, and some people don't need that, and it's
Speaker 2: perception and it's all on what you That's why say,
Speaker 2: everybody's rules are a little bit different what your bond is,
Speaker 2: nobody could take that away or whatever. And you kind
Speaker 2: of probably monitor the way that you handle certain other
Speaker 2: women in different situations, sure, based off of that, for sure,
Speaker 2: which is nothing wrong with that. It's just like at
Speaker 2: a certain time when it's all watered and said and done,
Speaker 2: certain people need certain things and some people can can
Speaker 2: remain to stay on the same path, and it just
Speaker 2: never needs.
Speaker 1: To be I agree with I agree with that. I'm
Speaker 1: more so saying like like when you when you kind
Speaker 1: of like how could I say this, like when you're
Speaker 1: talking or dealing with someone not more so like you
Speaker 1: can't just be an asshole, Like you can't just say
Speaker 1: because we have a title of we talk now, I'm
Speaker 1: still gonna fuck other girls in life.
Speaker 2: Well, I think it's at this point in our lives too.
Speaker 2: It's about respect, and it's not respecting you know, poor regard. Listen,
Speaker 2: if it's a woman of friendship, you know.
Speaker 1: So you were speaking of accountability. That's why I brought
Speaker 1: that up because it's like you can't just be moving
Speaker 1: as a dirt bag and expecting her.
Speaker 2: But some people want but some people that in their relationship.
Speaker 2: That's okay. If that's what you choose to do and
Speaker 2: your other partner's being understanding, then that sometimes.
Speaker 1: They understand it and that's fine.
Speaker 2: But that's again where the if you were to go
Speaker 2: right now, it's find another female and you clicked with
Speaker 2: this person, that person would have an issue with that
Speaker 2: or would you could be a relationship that's opening you
Speaker 2: all together.
Speaker 1: Mesh, Yeah, I think so.
Speaker 2: You give me in a polyfly relationship.
Speaker 1: I don't know about that, but you know, as.
Speaker 2: You handle two girls at one time in a relationship.
Speaker 1: I think so. You think so maybe even four?
Speaker 2: Even four, that's a lot.
Speaker 1: I don't even think.
Speaker 2: I don't even think I can handle one other one
Speaker 2: beside myself. I feel like, you know, females, we can
Speaker 2: be difficult sometimes.
Speaker 1: Now, handling four females is a lot. I'm really right
Speaker 1: now just talking shit.
Speaker 2: And talking shit. Well we talked shit here at Private Tox.
Speaker 1: It's okay.
Speaker 2: Well, there's a little bit of truth in between all
Speaker 2: of them.
Speaker 1: Definitely, definitely, but it's definitely hard to deal with two women,
Speaker 1: like even like you know, being younger and like cheating
Speaker 1: that shit is hard to like balance. So when you
Speaker 1: start being honest about it, like oh, I'm talking to
Speaker 1: this girl, I'm talking to this girl. Now, you're giving
Speaker 1: them a choice. Now if they accept the choice, they
Speaker 1: accept the choice, right, But at the same time, you
Speaker 1: have to respect the fact that they accepted the choice.
Speaker 1: You can't just be a dirtbag fucking this girl, fucking
Speaker 1: this girl because you know she'll say that.
Speaker 2: But there's a lot of dirt bogs in the world
Speaker 2: because for women's shoes, they do a lot of skinnless things.
Speaker 2: When if you would just be honest, and that's my thing,
Speaker 2: it's like, just be honest if people it's about people's feelings,
Speaker 2: you know, things like that, and it kinds accountability. Nobody
Speaker 2: wants to get their feelings hurt.
Speaker 1: Yeah, if you're honest about it, Like, I don't see
Speaker 1: nothing wrong with I know plenty of people that's in
Speaker 1: open relationships and it works for them. It works, but
Speaker 1: it might not work for other people. Whatever works for
Speaker 1: you is right. It's no such thing to me as
Speaker 1: right as right or wrong. It's like whatever works for
Speaker 1: you in your situation. If that's what works for you,
Speaker 1: that's what.
Speaker 2: That's what my motto is to each it doesn't bother
Speaker 2: me in my lifestyle, then more power to you.
Speaker 1: Just keep like this was going on. If you don't
Speaker 1: funk with it, you don't fuck with it. If you
Speaker 1: with it?
Speaker 2: Have you ever what's your craziest sex story?
Speaker 1: Oh you say crazy.
Speaker 2: Like crazy sexy?
Speaker 1: Cool? Are you saying crazy like craziest location, craziest thing
Speaker 1: that happened.
Speaker 2: We'll get to you know a little bit. We're gonna
Speaker 2: do a game called Truth with Texas and and I'll
Speaker 2: get to that the specifics wise, but I want to
Speaker 2: know the craziest like sexual encounter not placed just acting
Speaker 2: and whatever you're you're sexual.
Speaker 1: I had a three someome on a balcony, three some
Speaker 1: on a balcony?
Speaker 2: Was it in this building too? I feel like this
Speaker 2: building is doing.
Speaker 1: For It was in Vegas Cosmo?
Speaker 2: Uh Aria, Aria? Okay?
Speaker 1: Did you it was? Wasn't the Aria? It was?
Speaker 2: I'm like, there's not any many balconies that are open
Speaker 2: these days.
Speaker 1: It was it might have been the Cosmo Cosmo.
Speaker 2: I mean it's got a nice view.
Speaker 1: This was like a year. This is years ago. Like
Speaker 1: years ago, I really remember it, But yeah, I had
Speaker 1: threesome on the balcony.
Speaker 2: Wasn't how crazy? Why was it crazy? Was it because
Speaker 2: people were watching? Was it because it was just outside
Speaker 2: like public sex wife?
Speaker 1: I think it was because it was outside and it
Speaker 1: was just like the scenery, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It was just like you just like like really having
Speaker 1: like I'm a moment with two women.
Speaker 2: It's not even like how can you be real intimate
Speaker 2: in a threesome? Easy intimate? Maybe intimate to me, I guess.
Speaker 2: So you could be in a three way relationship equal
Speaker 2: parts of you symbol can be like distributed through all
Speaker 2: the family took me every woman satisfied in a different way.
Speaker 1: Can satisfy every woman, but you can satisfy the ones
Speaker 1: you like.
Speaker 2: So if you sound like a particular type of person,
Speaker 2: like you're not just like doing a one night stand situation,
Speaker 2: like you really like have to like this person to
Speaker 2: like get down.
Speaker 1: Like most girls I've dealt with, it's never been a
Speaker 1: first night.
Speaker 2: So you're definitely not someone who eats pussy like on
Speaker 2: the first time, like the first sexual account, Like you're
Speaker 2: not just going down and eat pussy.
Speaker 1: It depends on.
Speaker 2: How much time is it. You need a six month
Speaker 2: period to like date this problems.
Speaker 1: It's not a time limit on infatuation. It's like if
Speaker 1: you infactuated by something, you like something and you know.
Speaker 2: So each situation is a little bit different basically what
Speaker 2: you're saying. It could be one could be like, oh,
Speaker 2: two days from now, we're all gonna be there.
Speaker 1: If you like someone and if you in the moment
Speaker 1: and this is what you feel like doing in the
Speaker 1: moment and this person is making you feel like doing it,
Speaker 1: you're not.
Speaker 2: Gonna think off the table.
Speaker 1: I gotta wait six months.
Speaker 2: So then nothing's off the table. Then you'll eat pussy,
Speaker 2: you'll eat ass, you'll eat it all. Its eating acids
Speaker 2: as a pause.
Speaker 1: I'm not against nothing no one wants to do.
Speaker 2: See so you're you're an equal opportunist.
Speaker 1: I'm not. It's nothing no one likes to do.
Speaker 2: So you like to eat us.
Speaker 1: I didn't say I did. I didn't say I didn't.
Speaker 2: You do? Got it? I just feel like you're from
Speaker 2: your comment or your answers and comments. It's more it's
Speaker 2: about like you're in a pleasing situation. It's more about loving.
Speaker 2: You have to have like I gotta like you for sure,
Speaker 2: and that's with me. So after being important as long
Speaker 2: as I you know, I was imporant, I did a
Speaker 2: lot of scenes. I did a lot that I was
Speaker 2: married in the industry. I stopped doing scenes about three
Speaker 2: to four years ago. So now for me, like like
Speaker 2: in my personal life, I can't just like, I'm not
Speaker 2: a one night stand person, Like I can't just go
Speaker 2: to a club and see someone like like, I have
Speaker 2: to like someone to get off to it. So, like
Speaker 2: they call it demi.
Speaker 1: Sexual person, you can like someone very fast.
Speaker 2: Fact, it's about for me, it's about chemistry, energy and
Speaker 2: all these things like that go along with those things.
Speaker 1: Now, what if you develop those things in the day.
Speaker 2: Well, I wasn't the oney who said I don't fuck
Speaker 2: on the first date. You're the one who says that
Speaker 2: it's more than something takes time.
Speaker 1: Now, so it takes time depending on the girl.
Speaker 2: Okay, my bad, I'll retract that, because yes you did.
Speaker 2: Now you're walking me down this line. But no, I
Speaker 2: get that. But for me, it's just I don't know,
Speaker 2: for I don't feel like I've never been I guess
Speaker 2: in my situation where I've met someone in that short
Speaker 2: amount of time where I just want to fuck them
Speaker 2: and be like, oh whatever. Like I don't know. I
Speaker 2: think I'm more in my head about it, and I'm
Speaker 2: more like conscious about.
Speaker 1: I feel like most.
Speaker 2: I guess. I mean, at this point in my life,
Speaker 2: I feel like.
Speaker 1: You girls is like some girls is just fucking the
Speaker 1: fuck to get in a certain position. But girls who
Speaker 1: already got their position in life, I feel like they're
Speaker 1: like that, like they kind of want to know who
Speaker 1: it is that they're fucking with.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think everybody should know who they are, Like.
Speaker 1: I think aarone should know that too, But you know, some.
Speaker 2: People you're saying as far as like a little bit
Speaker 2: more than just like oh your name is.
Speaker 1: Some people don't know who they are, but they know
Speaker 1: who someone else is, so they might look to someone
Speaker 1: else to help them find out who they are.
Speaker 2: I think it's a sacred place. You shouldn't just be
Speaker 2: there if I don't know any of those things. I
Speaker 2: agree Fox on Facts. All Right, we're gonna take a
Speaker 2: little bit of a break and then we're gonna get
Speaker 2: back to my favorite part. It's called truth with Texas
Speaker 2: Private Talk. I hope that you're liking this episode make
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Speaker 2: And I will say I was listening to on the
Speaker 2: way here to the podcast, and I'm quite a fan.
Speaker 2: I've only gotten to halfway through it, but the first
Speaker 2: three songs I downloaded it. I'm ready for it all
Speaker 2: the way on the way home. And then I'll tell
Speaker 2: you how the rest of it goes.
Speaker 1: But I'm promise you look like a number six girl.
Speaker 2: A number six girl. I gotta tell you. I look
Speaker 2: at the when I get off and let you know
Speaker 2: which one. But I feel like there was one that
Speaker 2: like stuck out already in my head that I was like.
Speaker 1: If you only heard number three, but.
Speaker 2: Maybe it was not. Hold on, let me see I
Speaker 2: could tell you right now.
Speaker 1: I could tell you a number six girl.
Speaker 2: I'm a number six girl. Oh, I know number three.
Speaker 1: Reality is number three.
Speaker 2: I did listen to six too that got in love
Speaker 2: with with Ty dollar Sign, I did. But reality is
Speaker 2: is I think the one that stood out the most.
Speaker 2: And Big Homie I fucked with that too. Just the lyrics,
Speaker 2: I feel like lyrically it's pretty fuck with it. Hopefully
Speaker 2: you can get private talk, you know, maybe a little
Speaker 2: something about Miss Texas after we're done with your Truth
Speaker 2: with Texas. But you still fuck with it all right?
Speaker 2: Are you ready for Truth with Texas? I feel like
Speaker 2: you know we've been warming you up to this, this
Speaker 2: part of the episode where we're gonna do Truth with Texas.
Speaker 2: Are you not shy, not scared yet?
Speaker 1: Let's go, all right, she said, warming.
Speaker 2: You up, warming you up. When we warming you up.
Speaker 1: It means we're about to get some crazy questions.
Speaker 2: You're about to get a crack in.
Speaker 1: Are you ready?
Speaker 2: So all right, pick a card, any card, but you're
Speaker 2: going to pick all of them at the end of this.
Speaker 1: Ace of Hearts.
Speaker 2: Of Hearts is a romantic question, Okay, I feel like
Speaker 2: you know your question or your answers have been kind
Speaker 2: of somewhat romantic early, kind of a little smoothness of
Speaker 2: it all. Do you have a playlist when you're getting
Speaker 2: down and freaky in the moment? Do you have like
Speaker 2: something that you put on every time that gets you
Speaker 2: in the mood.
Speaker 1: It's the same, I'm gonna say the same thing. It
Speaker 1: depends on the girl.
Speaker 2: Okay, let's write this down now. Earlier you said in
Speaker 2: your story that it depends on the girl. When it
Speaker 2: came to like what kind of bottle you were getting,
Speaker 2: what does a Costa Migos type of girl mean? And
Speaker 2: what kind of girl is that?
Speaker 1: A Casso Migos type of girl is like a girl
Speaker 1: that's like classy but ratchet.
Speaker 2: No bougie, just classy, not.
Speaker 1: Boogie at all. She's like classy ratchet. Okay, okay, the
Speaker 1: forty two and Casa Migos is like, she's boogie.
Speaker 2: She's bougie. I'm like in the classy ratchet. It's like
Speaker 2: for I generally really didn't like to kim before, but.
Speaker 1: Yeah, sos reposado.
Speaker 2: Okay, let's take me out of the equation. I just
Speaker 2: had to add that part of there. But nineteen forty
Speaker 2: two and as well that means it's the same type
Speaker 2: of girl.
Speaker 1: Or a different type of girl, but they're both boosie.
Speaker 1: So the nineteen forty two girl is like new booty bougie,
Speaker 1: I want a Chanel bag. Okay, she's a casse amigo.
Speaker 1: Clase girl is like take me to the Louis store. Okay,
Speaker 1: that makes sense.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and no, but like very very similar, but slightly different,
Speaker 2: like exactly, that's say a reference for one.
Speaker 1: It's just like you gotta go to Extra gra because
Speaker 1: she's more so worried about the name. Yeah, she's more
Speaker 1: so worried about the label. The nineteen forty two girl
Speaker 1: is the girl on Instagram with only pictures of her.
Speaker 1: She has no pictures of her dog, no pictures at work.
Speaker 1: It's just her on vacation in her bags and all
Speaker 1: you see is her on her Instagram. That's the nineteen
Speaker 1: forty two girl, the closet girl. She might post a
Speaker 1: picture of moms occasionally. She posts the Thanksgiving pictures on
Speaker 1: the story, maybe not on the feed. I love you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying on the story, Like that's the difference.
Speaker 2: Okay, So is those the only three? Is there not
Speaker 2: another tequila?
Speaker 1: Or you got the patron girls. About the Don Juli
Speaker 1: or the Patron Cross.
Speaker 2: I do want to know about the Patron cross.
Speaker 1: Go to the Inland Empire.
Speaker 2: What's there? How private talk for those private talk listeners
Speaker 2: out there who have him into the shout out.
Speaker 1: Maybe trapping they got.
Speaker 2: The trap.
Speaker 1: Trap shout out, told my niggas get money in Nia.
Speaker 2: Man, all right, is that the last classification?
Speaker 1: Uh? You got? Uh? Yeah, you know the patron and
Speaker 1: Don Julio.
Speaker 2: Wait what Jose Cuervo. I don't really rock with the Jose.
Speaker 1: They like the fighting ship. Patron girls like to fight too,
Speaker 1: but it's like they like to fight for a purpose.
Speaker 1: It's like they fighting a girl that they found out
Speaker 1: was fucking you that like a few days.
Speaker 2: Ago, and she wasn't down with it and it was
Speaker 2: her best friend. And then it just got way more escalated.
Speaker 1: And because she's the cause, the the Cosmos girl, the
Speaker 1: Patron girl know she could whoop her ass.
Speaker 2: Ohstund like that. I like this little ratchet world in
Speaker 2: the tequila.
Speaker 1: World today helped describe it a little bit. It does.
Speaker 2: I'm a very visual person, so I'm like putting all
Speaker 2: these pieces together, and I hope out there Private Talk
Speaker 2: you are too, because I am visually stimulated right now.
Speaker 1: For sure? For sure, for sure?
Speaker 2: What was your first sexual experience? Like do you remember?
Speaker 2: Can you tell us?
Speaker 1: Man?
Speaker 2: Do you wanna give me a little time? Was it
Speaker 2: that long ago? When was your first sexual grand?
Speaker 1: I think I was like nine.
Speaker 2: That was a long time ago.
Speaker 1: And oh man, I never told this story. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell it. So it was this girl that lived by
Speaker 1: the church that I used to go to with my mom. Right,
Speaker 1: so my mom was like heavy in the church or whatever.
Speaker 1: So it was this girl. He used to live up
Speaker 1: the street. So sometimes we would leave from church while
Speaker 1: my mom would be a choir rehearsal or whatever and
Speaker 1: just no play outside or whatever. So one day we
Speaker 1: went to her house while like her parents and my
Speaker 1: parents was acchoir her so and it was the first
Speaker 1: time I got hit?
Speaker 2: How was that feeling? Was it?
Speaker 1: Like? Describe it? I think as a nine year old, But.
Speaker 2: Now that you've like obviously experienced it, like whatever, was
Speaker 2: it like out of body experience?
Speaker 1: Now it was more so like or was it like
Speaker 1: believable as a nine year old because it's like it's
Speaker 1: like you see the ship on TV?
Speaker 2: Was this another nine year old girl.
Speaker 1: Yeah, she was the same age.
Speaker 2: So how did this continue to happen for a while
Speaker 2: or is it like did you escalate into crazy?
Speaker 1: Like that was the only time it happened. She ended
Speaker 1: up moving like a month later, like to her whole
Speaker 1: another Yeah, I was mad as shit because I ain't
Speaker 1: getting no head again till.
Speaker 2: You had no one else to play this game. There
Speaker 2: was a dropt from nine to fourteen.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was mad as fuck. Man. I was trying
Speaker 1: to find her for about three years straight Facebook they
Speaker 1: didn't have Facebook. Then then I found this one girl
Speaker 1: who was like, uh, do you know how they used
Speaker 1: to have a party line back in the day. I
Speaker 1: had this one girl I met on the party line.
Speaker 2: That's a party line?
Speaker 1: Remember the party line? No?
Speaker 2: I mean I'm from Texas. I don't know if we
Speaker 2: had a.
Speaker 1: Party line clubhouse from the past.
Speaker 2: Okay, explain it to us.
Speaker 1: I know how you know what club, but how do
Speaker 1: you do it? The party line was like a phone
Speaker 1: number that you dial into, right, and it'd be different
Speaker 1: rooms or whatever, and you could like down this extension
Speaker 1: and be in this room with different people.
Speaker 2: So would you have to know that people's extension to
Speaker 2: go in that room.
Speaker 1: Oh so I used to know this one girl when
Speaker 1: I was like thirteen, and she was like a freak.
Speaker 1: She used to be in a party line like fingering
Speaker 1: herself just like moaning on the phone and ship and
Speaker 1: you on as thirteen, you're.
Speaker 2: On the phone like, oh my god.
Speaker 1: Yeah hyped up. But uh yeah, I was a little
Speaker 1: horny ass bastard.
Speaker 2: So you watched a lot of porn.
Speaker 1: Not a lot. I actually got a like a lot
Speaker 1: of girls like who used to want to like do ship.
Speaker 1: I just didn't know at the time because I was
Speaker 1: so young. I wasn't like experienced with sex, so I
Speaker 1: didn't know how to go about it. So I used
Speaker 1: to like finger girls too rough or something like that?
Speaker 2: Or is that what they told you? How do you
Speaker 2: know you're like they said it was.
Speaker 1: Well, they never said nothing me knowing now, I'm pretty
Speaker 1: sure they was just.
Speaker 2: Like especially little boys that I'm sure it's dirty.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you don't really know what you're doing, and like
Speaker 1: you new to it.
Speaker 2: It's all about you know, experiencing for sure.
Speaker 1: It's an experience, like you gotta go through it. It's
Speaker 1: like anything in life. The more you do it, you
Speaker 1: get better at it. So I had I have a
Speaker 1: question about that before we go to the next question.
Speaker 1: You did porn and you said you was married, So
Speaker 1: I always wonder what is it like being married doing poor?
Speaker 2: Well, Normally I let you have your question at the end,
Speaker 2: but for you, I will let you do it right now.
Speaker 2: It's married and doing porn. Well. For me personally, it
Speaker 2: was a little different in a couple of things that
Speaker 2: I'll answer it always. But so the person I married
Speaker 2: was in porn different, so question, well, it still does.
Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying to a point where it's like
Speaker 2: you we openly, like we knew what we were doing
Speaker 2: getting into it. Obviously we're build doing he was doing
Speaker 2: it before me. But then when you progress your relationship,
Speaker 2: and I think sometimes people could still have an okay
Speaker 2: with that and some people don't. It's just to me,
Speaker 2: it so hard.
Speaker 1: So did you guys meet doing a poor.
Speaker 2: We didn't meet doing a porn We met like on
Speaker 2: a porn set. It was like a party kind of atmosphere.
Speaker 2: That's how I first met him. But yeah, I mean
Speaker 2: the industry itself is like it's really small. It's like
Speaker 2: a small little group of people, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: That you see than all the time from parties, so
Speaker 2: even things that go on. So but yeah, we met
Speaker 2: at something like that first.
Speaker 1: I always wondered that because somebody asked me that one time.
Speaker 2: It's just different. I just think that for me, for
Speaker 2: my personal in my relationship, it was about communication. We
Speaker 2: both were in it, but we also told each other
Speaker 2: what we liked, what we didn't like, and what we
Speaker 2: were okay with in our boundary levels. So the business
Speaker 2: was never an issue for us in that level. Some people,
Speaker 2: you like I said, with their one person's in it
Speaker 2: and one person's not. Sometimes people tend to change their
Speaker 2: views when feelings starting to heighten, and sometimes it just
Speaker 2: doesn't work.
Speaker 1: One more question, how do you separate your feelings from work?
Speaker 1: And how do you not let work become your.
Speaker 2: Feelings because work is work? You know the same thing
Speaker 2: is like for me when I was doing.
Speaker 1: Poor what if it's just somebody that's just like giving it.
Speaker 2: But I mean they do for me, I'm a sexual
Speaker 2: or at the time, you know, I haven't done port
Speaker 2: in forever. But the way that my views have not changed,
Speaker 2: it's I was I'm a sexual athlete. How I decide
Speaker 2: to do my job and do my job. I'm gonna
Speaker 2: do it the best I can because I want to.
Speaker 2: If I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna go all the way.
Speaker 2: What's the point of doing something mediocre and just not
Speaker 2: being good at what you do the same way you
Speaker 2: are with your craft. So it's, you know, even though
Speaker 2: it's different industries, it's still relatively all the same, you know,
Speaker 2: theory of how you think of it in your mindset,
Speaker 2: it's it's the same animalistic trait. I'm a sexual athlete.
Speaker 2: That's what my job is is to have sex and
Speaker 2: do good scenes for people to have orgasms, have relationships
Speaker 2: with other.
Speaker 1: Ever developed feelings for someone through a film.
Speaker 2: Well, I got married in the industry, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean, party I did, but we did do scenes
Speaker 2: we didn't like. At that point when we met, we
Speaker 2: didn't really get together a right away I started doing
Speaker 2: scenes we did. I mean, obviously, it's kind of like
Speaker 2: the easy route where you fucking first to see if
Speaker 2: it's good, and then if not, then the relationship comes
Speaker 2: out afterwards. So it's kind of like, I don't know
Speaker 2: if that's At the time, I thought I was the
Speaker 2: best of both worlds, but it's not really always a
Speaker 2: case because I am divorced. But you know, things happened
Speaker 2: and it wasn't definitely wasn't the industry. What was the
Speaker 2: force of what made us not be together at the end.
Speaker 2: But it's manageable if you have the mindset of knowing
Speaker 2: that it's just it's not emotional, it's just physical. And
Speaker 2: if until emotion gets involved in it is when it
Speaker 2: becomes a level of something that I can tolerate.
Speaker 1: That's dope. That's dope to know. Always wanted to just
Speaker 1: taught me something today?
Speaker 2: Are welcome you learned something to every day day?
Speaker 1: So uh, Ace of Spades.
Speaker 2: Spades is a naughty question. Watch we're all a little
Speaker 2: natty my favorite. Okay, let's see how naughty you can get.
Speaker 2: M mmmm weirdest sexual experience.
Speaker 1: In the backseat of a car while her friend was driving.
Speaker 1: Was her friend watching from the rear view? Mirrea?
Speaker 2: Did that turn you on now?
Speaker 1: Because the friend wasn't that cute?
Speaker 2: So if she was a cute friend, but you probably
Speaker 2: would have invited her to be a part.
Speaker 1: Of it if she was cuter, But I don't know
Speaker 1: if she would have allowed that.
Speaker 2: Have you ever used a toy on a girl while
Speaker 2: during sex. Yeah, what kind.
Speaker 1: A fucking vibrator?
Speaker 2: A vibrator? I don't know. I don't use sex toys
Speaker 2: in myself actual experience. I don't. For me, I feel
Speaker 2: like I don't know. It's because I've done a lot
Speaker 2: of things that you are.
Speaker 1: I like.
Speaker 2: You know, but even in porn, we didn't really implement
Speaker 2: toys and fucking.
Speaker 1: So you can make yourself horny, yeah.
Speaker 2: I can't. You anybody can. It's an emotion.
Speaker 1: Women can't.
Speaker 2: No, I don't know. I feel like most women hold back.
Speaker 1: Because they let me make you that like most women,
Speaker 1: I don't.
Speaker 2: Okay, well, I feel like a lot of women who
Speaker 2: say that or sometimes don't really experience it until like
Speaker 2: later on in life. Is they hold back. They don't
Speaker 2: want to let you have that part of them because
Speaker 2: they give you all of them, which makes no sense me.
Speaker 2: If I'm fucking, then I'm gonna I'm gonna come. Jesus,
Speaker 2: I'm not a robot. It's why it's there. It's supposed
Speaker 2: to make you feel good. That's also why now I
Speaker 2: can't just have sex to have sex. I think of
Speaker 2: it differently now because of me being in porn not
Speaker 2: doing it and being in a different like space and
Speaker 2: where my life is and where a direction I want
Speaker 2: it to be.
Speaker 1: That's dope. That's dope. Yeah, I have a backseat of
Speaker 1: a car.
Speaker 2: Have you ever made a woman's squirt? Are you the
Speaker 2: squirt king? I've made some girls squirre myself, and I've
Speaker 2: made some mental.
Speaker 1: Say squirt faral.
Speaker 2: Feral. I never heard that one before, but I think.
Speaker 1: That I wouldn't say the king, not the king?
Speaker 2: You get it done?
Speaker 1: What makes someone the squirt king? I would have to
Speaker 1: know what that means.
Speaker 2: To say, you know, I was just throwing it out
Speaker 2: there the title. I don't really know what it makes
Speaker 2: or not.
Speaker 1: Every time you have sex, you just make someone squirt. Yes, No,
Speaker 1: I'm not a squirt king.
Speaker 2: Okay, Feral it is.
Speaker 1: I'm probably the come king, the come king every time.
Speaker 2: Do you think a girl's ever faked it with you?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 2: How would you know?
Speaker 1: Because I felt it?
Speaker 2: You felt it. There's some good bakers in the world.
Speaker 1: No, I don't think. Non think.
Speaker 2: Like, are you reminiscing and all like that?
Speaker 1: You know, I'm saying like, I don't think you can
Speaker 1: fake something when you feel it. When I'm saying feel
Speaker 1: it I'm talking about like you can physically feel it
Speaker 1: on you.
Speaker 2: But girls can squeeze their public muscles and they're basically
Speaker 2: called key.
Speaker 1: I never felt nobody squeeze a kegel.
Speaker 2: Never, But you're messing with the wrong girls.
Speaker 1: Like I'm saying to to to come.
Speaker 2: Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened
Speaker 2: to it is the way to be.
Speaker 1: I know, I know what you're saying. I'm saying like, yes,
Speaker 1: it's been girls who like been riding me and I
Speaker 1: can feel them squeezing.
Speaker 2: It when a girl comes. Explain the private talk how
Speaker 2: it feels when a girl.
Speaker 1: Comes to you, honestly everything.
Speaker 2: We want to know. How feel.
Speaker 1: Shit hurt? It hurt?
Speaker 2: Why does it hurt?
Speaker 1: Grabbing your back gave me fucking like fucking like trying
Speaker 1: to hug.
Speaker 2: You hell like, So that's squeezing you.
Speaker 1: Fucking like pushing itself up on you, hella hard like
Speaker 1: that should be kind of hurting.
Speaker 2: Do you feel like you're hearing the life squeeze out
Speaker 2: of you?
Speaker 1: Sometimes?
Speaker 2: I feel sorry, I mean, I feel like I feel
Speaker 2: like you need to.
Speaker 1: Hug some I had a girl like just look me
Speaker 1: in the face and.
Speaker 2: Just scream, scream scream, just scream. What are you doing
Speaker 2: to these girls?
Speaker 1: Nothing?
Speaker 2: Digmatizing them screaming.
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, every everybody's different.
Speaker 2: Everybody's different. All right, private talk, let's get to this.
Speaker 1: Give me all these aces.
Speaker 2: They're all aces. I told you from the beginning. The
Speaker 2: suits are just different. So that's gonna be clubs. That's
Speaker 2: going to be a kinky question. Has anybody used fruit
Speaker 2: or have you used fruit or any food on a woman?
Speaker 1: Yeah? What is it? Uh? Strawberries? What are you doing grapes?
Speaker 2: What do they do with the grapes? Like the whole
Speaker 2: like whipped cream and like that type of situation. Nobody's grapefruit?
Speaker 1: Did you me? Personally, I've never done nothing with the fruit.
Speaker 1: I've had things done in me that they said they
Speaker 1: liked to do with the fruit.
Speaker 2: What did they do to you? And what fruit did
Speaker 2: they use?
Speaker 1: Just like like I said, strawberries and just chocolate and
Speaker 1: whipped cream?
Speaker 2: Did they do the whole grapefruit experience?
Speaker 1: I never had the grapefruit experience.
Speaker 2: You know what the grapefruit is.
Speaker 1: I've seen it. I've seen it, and I've heard it's
Speaker 1: a great thing.
Speaker 2: Your tone load, I've never seen it.
Speaker 1: Had something never experienced.
Speaker 2: Hey, there's still time for you. I feel like you
Speaker 2: should tell your life partner that it's time to grapefruit
Speaker 2: it up. Hey man, sometimes you got to spice up
Speaker 2: things in there, you know, the relationship. Not that even
Speaker 2: needs to be spicing up of, but it's just good
Speaker 2: to be if you feel that comfortable enough with somebody
Speaker 2: to elevate your sexual experiences with doing stuff that you
Speaker 2: feel comfortable with. Yeah, sometimes, you know, is there anything
Speaker 2: that you would like say, like if a girl, a
Speaker 2: female like your partner or sexual partner asks you to
Speaker 2: do that, you would be completely like, hell, no.
Speaker 1: See you see she's tricky. I figured her out. I
Speaker 1: figured her out. You ask these broad courtions. That's very
Speaker 1: difficult to answer because I'm going to say the same thing.
Speaker 1: It depends on what she's asking. I don't know how
Speaker 1: to say yes or no.
Speaker 2: We're generalizing it. You know. It's a hypothetical situation.
Speaker 1: Like if someone asks me to stick my feet and.
Speaker 2: They ask, is that something that's been requested?
Speaker 1: I'm not doing that.
Speaker 2: But has somebody asked you something in your sexual experiences
Speaker 2: like that You've been like, Nah, I'm not doing it.
Speaker 1: I've never been asked nothing that I wouldn't do nothing,
Speaker 1: But if someone there's things people could ask, That's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Like, so when you.
Speaker 2: Ask that you put if if someone's asking you, hey,
Speaker 2: put your foot in my ass, you're not doing it.
Speaker 1: I can't do that.
Speaker 2: What about if they asked you to fist them.
Speaker 1: I don't think I could do that. No, se hold
Speaker 1: on depends on where they're asking me to fish them.
Speaker 2: What do you mean, like which hoole or like what environments?
Speaker 2: There's a thought of its being.
Speaker 1: Broad, which I'm not putting my fist in nobody's ass.
Speaker 2: But I mean, that's what I'm saying. But you'd fist
Speaker 2: a pussy maybe have you no mouth? You fisted a mouth? No,
Speaker 2: but you're open to it. You wouldn't say no, it's
Speaker 2: not off the table.
Speaker 1: Maybe you're so like I'm not, you know, I'm just
Speaker 1: the person like we gotta get there to see because
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: That's why I say you're open.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I don't know. I know what I won't do,
Speaker 1: Like I'm not going to put a I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: put a strap on on, and I'm not doing it.
Speaker 1: It's I'm not letting nobody put no strap on on me.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm not doing none of that.
Speaker 2: Doesn't know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But as far as putting a fist in someone's mouth
Speaker 1: like that don't sound like that too crazy, But.
Speaker 2: That to me doesn't sound fun. That's why it don't.
Speaker 1: Sound fun at all. Like you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: but it don't sound like putting my fisting ass.
Speaker 2: I'm not saying I want you to. I'm just saying
Speaker 2: there's people that are into.
Speaker 1: I'm not saying you. I'm just saying in general, it
Speaker 1: doesn't sound like if you having sex with somebody and
Speaker 1: they like, imagine if you just having sex, right, it's
Speaker 1: just like just going great, She's like, put your fist
Speaker 1: in my mouth. That don't sound that bad. But you're
Speaker 1: fisting my ass.
Speaker 2: What if you're fucking her in the ass and you're
Speaker 2: fucking her in the ass and she's like, just put
Speaker 2: your fist in fist To me, I'm not saying this
Speaker 2: even happens, but it's the same as you. I don't
Speaker 2: know how we got so far down this fisting hole,
Speaker 2: but you're trying to prove a point.
Speaker 1: I don't know. My point was.
Speaker 2: It's very vague. You don't know what you don't know.
Speaker 1: The question you asked is very broad because it's depending on.
Speaker 2: But that's how we get to know you. Which route
Speaker 2: are you going to take?
Speaker 1: It depends on who you're dealing.
Speaker 2: Which hole are you taking in this route?
Speaker 1: I'm not putting my fist in.
Speaker 2: Nobody asked you heard it here? Private talk? No fisting,
Speaker 2: We're not doing it ever. That's all right, Ace of Diamonds.
Speaker 2: It's a spicy question. You're like, fuck, how many of
Speaker 2: these fucking questions?
Speaker 1: We went from dirty to kinky to spicy.
Speaker 2: It's romantic, kinky, spicy, Naddy, and you picked them so
Speaker 2: it was your order. I'm just here for you, private talk.
Speaker 2: I hope you're liking this episode. Simba is giving us
Speaker 2: all the details, all the you know, all the things
Speaker 2: that no one's ever heard. And that's why I think
Speaker 2: this is going to be the best, because sometimes we
Speaker 2: just got to let our fans know for sure, all
Speaker 2: sides of you. Are you having fun doing truth with Texas?
Speaker 1: I love it? Is it too crazy for you you show?
Speaker 2: Have I made you a speechless yet again?
Speaker 1: Or not? It made me comfortable?
Speaker 2: Okay? I like that see at the end, we're supposed
Speaker 2: to be friends, and I appreciate you liking the show, and.
Speaker 1: This is how shit's supposed to be. I feel like
Speaker 1: we've lived in the era of like cliche shit, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. People want to know what's up.
Speaker 1: I'm with it.
Speaker 2: I'm with it too. So we talked earlier about you
Speaker 2: said the craziest place you had sex, and I had
Speaker 2: to pause you. But now it's that time. We want
Speaker 2: to know the craziest place you've ever had sex? Here
Speaker 2: in private talk? No, because I saw we talked about
Speaker 2: the experience, but not the craziest place, the weirdest place
Speaker 2: you said it was with the.
Speaker 1: Back of the car. Craziest place.
Speaker 2: Are you like a public type of person where you
Speaker 2: have that of getting caught.
Speaker 1: Like I've had sex like on the hood of my
Speaker 1: car before, but I got a part at a party
Speaker 1: like Okay, I don't think that's the.
Speaker 2: That's not like a whole like adrenaline thing, Like you're
Speaker 2: not a part of the Mile High club. You never
Speaker 2: did like anything crazy like that.
Speaker 1: No, I never had sex on a plane or nothing,
Speaker 1: or like a train.
Speaker 2: Trains, planes and video shoot out in the open wasn't
Speaker 2: in the open gang bang situation. Have you ever been
Speaker 2: in one?
Speaker 1: I'm not with that ship. I don't like.
Speaker 2: I don't see that for you. I feel like you're
Speaker 2: either one to two. You know you.
Speaker 1: I could do the three similar two girls. I can't.
Speaker 1: I can't do the one girl like two dudes, just like.
Speaker 2: No, Like, what if it's like you and five girls,
Speaker 2: that's a gang bang?
Speaker 1: Now what are we doing? Fucking How do you fuck
Speaker 1: five girls at once? You can't.
Speaker 2: They gotta do stuff too. That's Why'm saying, Like, you know,
Speaker 2: it's like a it's a participation.
Speaker 1: That's cool. That's cool.
Speaker 2: It's not like you know, you're playing twister and like
Speaker 2: everyone that's cool.
Speaker 1: I'm not with the whole like run a train on
Speaker 1: a girl thing. I don't like that ship. Like that ship.
Speaker 2: Have you ever done that with your friends?
Speaker 1: I don't like that ship. I've never been that way.
Speaker 1: I've had like two girls in a room and I've
Speaker 1: been like fucking with one, my homie walk in and
Speaker 1: start fucking with the other one, but they go off
Speaker 1: and do their own thing. I've never been on no like.
Speaker 2: I feel like it's I find it rather degrading. Myself,
Speaker 2: like I'm not really into I feel like I'm one too,
Speaker 2: like I don't know and the times, but like respect
Speaker 2: and like being into each other thing, but like twitches
Speaker 2: on it. Some people like that.
Speaker 1: It's just that ship is like some weird perverted ship.
Speaker 1: I don't like that ship.
Speaker 2: So if you had a choice between blow jobs or
Speaker 2: sex for the rest of your life, you can only
Speaker 2: have one.
Speaker 1: He was going to ask this question.
Speaker 2: You prepared, you did your homework.
Speaker 1: Sees, that's that's a tough answer. That's a very tough answer.
Speaker 2: Private talk. What do you think it's gonna be?
Speaker 1: That's a very tough answer. Here, I feel.
Speaker 2: Like this season, what's it gonna be? Is it gonna
Speaker 2: be blowjobs for the rest of your life? Or is
Speaker 2: it gonna be sex for the rest of your life?
Speaker 2: You have to pick one and your time is now,
Speaker 2: symbol what's it gonna be?
Speaker 1: Sex?
Speaker 2: Sex?
Speaker 1: I mean I because.
Speaker 2: Tell us tell us more.
Speaker 1: Here's why I say that. I feel like I would
Speaker 1: be selfish to say a blowjob, because at least with
Speaker 1: sex we both get in somebody this.
Speaker 2: I feel like, this is this is such like you're
Speaker 2: a safe answer. It's always your on this like neutral,
Speaker 2: like you're Switzerland with your sex life.
Speaker 1: Like I'm just saying, like, if you're getting blown because
Speaker 1: how many times, my nigga right here, how many times
Speaker 1: you didn't got a blow job? And it turn that
Speaker 1: ship around? Come here? You know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: a good blow job would make you be like, man,
Speaker 1: I want to fuck you know what I mean. So
Speaker 1: it's like you can't just say, but some good vagina
Speaker 1: might not make you say I want a blow job.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, You might just stay in it.
Speaker 1: So I would rather just go with.
Speaker 2: Fucking for the wind. See it happened. Sometimes even though
Speaker 2: we have to make hard choices.
Speaker 1: I gave you those details so you wouldn't feel I
Speaker 1: was being neutral.
Speaker 2: Okay, thank you, because it was very Switzerland with all
Speaker 2: of your.
Speaker 1: As I I was just trying to like, if we all.
Speaker 2: Can't have an orgasm, we can't do this together.
Speaker 1: No, sometimes I'm just saying, for the rest of your life.
Speaker 2: That's why it was a big question. You need to
Speaker 2: answer your truthfully.
Speaker 1: Like imagine if you just got just like the thickest
Speaker 1: just just some bad ship in front of your face,
Speaker 1: and she's just going to work and you.
Speaker 2: Could never fuck her.
Speaker 1: You could just have the corny freezing the core and
Speaker 1: you just looking at the ass from back there.
Speaker 2: Like damn, mm hmmm.
Speaker 1: I gotta try this out. I don't want to just
Speaker 1: fill your mouth.
Speaker 2: Hey, but I like that you answered respectfully, gave it
Speaker 2: to me. You you reputed the Switzerland. We're back in action.
Speaker 2: I hope you've had on Private Talk. Is there anything
Speaker 2: that you would like to tell Private Talk out there,
Speaker 2: or any projects you have coming up, anything that you
Speaker 2: loved hated the show that you're going to come back.
Speaker 2: You're gonna give us a freestyle here at Private Talk?
Speaker 1: What can you do for us? I like what you
Speaker 1: just said. I like what you just said, so I
Speaker 1: think what we should do is, how about first off,
Speaker 1: I love Private Talk, so I will be back. I
Speaker 1: like it. We'll be back. I think when I come back,
Speaker 1: how about we bring some female porn stars that want
Speaker 1: to rap.
Speaker 2: There are there female porn stars that want to rap.
Speaker 2: I don't know that, but but what do we want
Speaker 2: them to rap with you? Or rap about sex? Why
Speaker 2: can't you rap about the Private.
Speaker 1: Talk pro You need women in here to rap about it.
Speaker 2: I'm a woman, though.
Speaker 1: They can't just be me and you. We need guess
Speaker 1: so you need.
Speaker 2: To do it to be like in a situational situation. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I just don't know those those those porn star rappers,
Speaker 2: but I will get something together. I want to figure
Speaker 2: it out. You can do. All of that will happen.
Speaker 1: They don't even have to be porn stars that want
Speaker 1: to rap. How about porn stars that's interested in rap?
Speaker 2: Okay, I feel like we should just make it even
Speaker 2: like Instagram girls. I feel like I'm not someone that
Speaker 2: we put a pigeonholed and in a situation, I no
Speaker 2: longer do pourn That's why I feel like I don't
Speaker 2: know the ones that want to rap currently, but I'm
Speaker 2: still with the culture of it all. I know what
Speaker 2: it is, but it could be we're all.
Speaker 1: They have to be open to the show. We can't
Speaker 1: have this