WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.080 --> 00:00:13.599 Oh my god, is that Nico blitza. 2 00:00:11.359 --> 00:00:12.400 And on the Bible. 3 00:00:13.320 --> 00:00:16.199 I think you're the love of my life. Don't explain 4 00:00:16.239 --> 00:00:18.719 because a half on a flight to fire me. I 5 00:00:18.760 --> 00:00:20.800 feel like I need to a night beside me. 6 00:00:20.879 --> 00:00:29.199 Don't fuck meant friend, I'm not shot a love. I 7 00:00:29.239 --> 00:00:32.359 mean no, we pulled every stuff from the skirt. I 8 00:00:32.439 --> 00:00:35.359 was quite off with the nick the eye. I won't 9 00:00:35.439 --> 00:00:40.600 walk in the way you treat tomorrow because the show 10 00:00:40.679 --> 00:00:41.560 who has anyway? 11 00:00:41.600 --> 00:00:47.240 Don't by guy, I'm crying. 12 00:00:48.280 --> 00:00:49.479 You just ant. 13 00:00:51.359 --> 00:00:54.399 Lets you out cheap as long as you come home 14 00:00:55.159 --> 00:00:56.640 certain in the streets for. 15 00:00:56.880 --> 00:00:59.520 Someone like the world sal. 16 00:01:05.719 --> 00:01:08.640 Come on ye crazy right now, that's Nico Blitz right there. 17 00:01:08.640 --> 00:01:11.319 He did that for you. 18 00:01:11.480 --> 00:01:13.719 I saw you. I saw your face pop up right 19 00:01:13.760 --> 00:01:14.439 off the rip. 20 00:01:15.480 --> 00:01:17.480 More than I should in the transition into gold. 21 00:01:18.200 --> 00:01:20.519 Yeah see, I was thinking about them, like yo, you 22 00:01:20.560 --> 00:01:22.319 know Jess is gonna listen to the intro and like 23 00:01:22.400 --> 00:01:24.959 she's gonna listen to the transitions and all that, because 24 00:01:24.959 --> 00:01:27.519 that's what you do, right. This is this is part 25 00:01:27.560 --> 00:01:29.680 of what you do right. You listen to how your 26 00:01:29.799 --> 00:01:33.280 music is played and how it sounds together, and you 27 00:01:33.280 --> 00:01:35.159 know you can put together a set list it's very 28 00:01:35.159 --> 00:01:38.239 important that all songs kind of go together and creates 29 00:01:38.239 --> 00:01:43.920 a story while you're on stage. Yeah yeah yeah. She's like, 30 00:01:43.959 --> 00:01:48.280 yeah you said everything then, but that was a fire intro. Nico, 31 00:01:48.319 --> 00:01:52.040 good ship, man man, thank you all day, locking Ship, 32 00:01:52.719 --> 00:01:56.480 Payden Memories, congratulations, Payden Memories. I'm like, oh, she must 33 00:01:56.519 --> 00:02:04.519 work in radio. It's like working in radio. Dog, that's crazy, bro, 34 00:02:07.760 --> 00:02:11.199 pay your memories. Bro. I love the artwork, right, this 35 00:02:11.280 --> 00:02:13.080 is this is dope. I love this is that you 36 00:02:13.120 --> 00:02:15.280 in the eighth grade grade? Wow? 37 00:02:15.439 --> 00:02:16.479 Yeah, thirteen year old? 38 00:02:16.560 --> 00:02:19.360 Ye wow. What do you say to her? 39 00:02:19.840 --> 00:02:23.159 We are here, We are here, baby, yeah, nice little hug. 40 00:02:23.319 --> 00:02:25.719 I wouldn't say much to change the course of what happened, 41 00:02:25.719 --> 00:02:27.599 because I really believe in the butterfly effect and I 42 00:02:27.800 --> 00:02:29.000 like where I am, so. 43 00:02:28.919 --> 00:02:29.879 I don't want to switch it up. 44 00:02:29.919 --> 00:02:32.199 So if anything, I would just like telepathically send love 45 00:02:32.680 --> 00:02:34.680 and a little of this and then that's it. 46 00:02:34.719 --> 00:02:36.800 And that's it, right, what's what's blacked out? 47 00:02:38.159 --> 00:02:43.599 I forgot I don't recall your litigation. When he's in 48 00:02:43.639 --> 00:02:44.800 there and he's like, I do not recall. 49 00:02:46.360 --> 00:02:51.080 This is not a deposition. Yeah yeah, oh man, that 50 00:02:51.159 --> 00:02:54.439 there so much has happened since then? Right, so much 51 00:02:54.479 --> 00:02:56.879 and you've done so much work. This new album is 52 00:02:56.919 --> 00:02:59.879 such a collection of sounds. Maybe your favorite sounds or 53 00:02:59.879 --> 00:03:01.919 your favorite vibes. Is that safe to say? 54 00:03:02.159 --> 00:03:02.520 Yeah? 55 00:03:02.560 --> 00:03:07.680 Definitely, definitely it was a part of it. And uh, 56 00:03:08.360 --> 00:03:10.759 there's definitely a lot to choose from because I make 57 00:03:10.960 --> 00:03:14.080 a lot more than the world sees. So yeah, definitely 58 00:03:14.120 --> 00:03:17.000 the top of the top of what I made. I've made. 59 00:03:17.759 --> 00:03:19.360 And you kill on the social media game too. 60 00:03:19.879 --> 00:03:21.240 Shout out to my squad. 61 00:03:20.919 --> 00:03:22.240 Man, squad figured it out. 62 00:03:22.479 --> 00:03:24.199 Yeah, yeah, we'll be at it now. 63 00:03:24.240 --> 00:03:26.120 You show up on those f yps. 64 00:03:25.719 --> 00:03:27.039 Man say it again. 65 00:03:29.159 --> 00:03:29.280 Up? 66 00:03:29.360 --> 00:03:30.360 Yeah, right I do. 67 00:03:32.159 --> 00:03:35.639 Yeah, yeah. When you got a voice like yours, how 68 00:03:35.680 --> 00:03:38.000 do you keep it healthy? What do you do? Is it? 69 00:03:38.199 --> 00:03:39.439 I'm picturing like I don't. 70 00:03:39.280 --> 00:03:46.680 Talk past six hilarious, No, now, like when I'm just civilian. 71 00:03:46.800 --> 00:03:49.319 It's toll on tours when I got to worry about it. 72 00:03:49.360 --> 00:03:52.879 On tour, I'm cognizant of like nothing fried day of show, 73 00:03:53.479 --> 00:03:56.680 no milk, no dairy day of show. I drink water 74 00:03:56.840 --> 00:04:01.120 like a fucking fish in the desert, and I do 75 00:04:01.599 --> 00:04:05.280 like like diligent, diligent, diligent with my warm ups and 76 00:04:05.280 --> 00:04:07.759 with my cool downs and no yelling, which is so 77 00:04:07.800 --> 00:04:09.560 funny because I love scaring the ship out of my 78 00:04:09.840 --> 00:04:12.439 out of my band, and I love. 79 00:04:12.319 --> 00:04:13.240 Scaring the ship out of them. 80 00:04:13.240 --> 00:04:15.080 But I get such a carb blanche about it because 81 00:04:15.080 --> 00:04:17.000 then no one can scare me because I can't scream. 82 00:04:17.079 --> 00:04:19.199 Damn shows. So I was scaring everybody and then they're 83 00:04:19.199 --> 00:04:24.560 like Darren, I'm like, oh no, you can't do full advantage. 84 00:04:25.399 --> 00:04:26.120 Full advantage. 85 00:04:26.160 --> 00:04:28.519 It's great, yeah, but on the regular days, I just 86 00:04:28.519 --> 00:04:31.680 be sounding like like like this, like my balls just dropped. 87 00:04:33.040 --> 00:04:36.519 Is there anybody on your squad who's like, like, swings 88 00:04:36.519 --> 00:04:37.519 when they get scared? 89 00:04:41.240 --> 00:04:41.519 Really? 90 00:04:41.600 --> 00:04:45.040 No, when you get scared, it's like there's there's more 91 00:04:45.079 --> 00:04:45.720 to that story. 92 00:04:46.000 --> 00:04:50.519 Yeah, man, I swing when I get scared. 93 00:04:50.519 --> 00:04:51.959 With that means what happened? Nico? 94 00:04:53.879 --> 00:04:56.680 I went to an all boys high school where people 95 00:04:56.680 --> 00:04:57.680 were just hitting you in the ball. 96 00:04:58.040 --> 00:05:01.319 You're ready? Was I called again? Gain in sacked? Yeah? 97 00:05:02.600 --> 00:05:06.160 Nut checked. Yeah that hurts. 98 00:05:05.920 --> 00:05:09.920 By the way, No, it's not good. 99 00:05:09.959 --> 00:05:12.120 It's not fun at all. Head and headaches for Yachty, 100 00:05:12.160 --> 00:05:15.800 I love that sound vibe. You. You have become my 101 00:05:15.879 --> 00:05:21.240 favorite rapper dog, But for real, bro, like yo bars right, 102 00:05:21.279 --> 00:05:24.120 and I know that's something that you've always wanted to do, right, rapping, singing. 103 00:05:24.160 --> 00:05:26.399 I mean it's there, right, So like that's something that 104 00:05:26.439 --> 00:05:30.040 you can do. You're aware of this. Yeah, you can 105 00:05:30.120 --> 00:05:31.680 keep up with you know, you got Wayne on there. 106 00:05:31.720 --> 00:05:34.040 I love the goat note right and yeah, straight into 107 00:05:34.079 --> 00:05:36.920 his joint. But yeah, when you get like Yachty and Wayne, 108 00:05:36.920 --> 00:05:40.000 you got your friends right and Big Sean on there? Right? 109 00:05:40.279 --> 00:05:43.079 Is there are those sessions? Are those conversations? First? What 110 00:05:43.160 --> 00:05:46.120 are those? Are? They? Are they text messages? How do 111 00:05:46.199 --> 00:05:46.680 they begin? 112 00:05:49.240 --> 00:05:49.560 Crazy? 113 00:05:49.600 --> 00:05:53.120 Because none of those were sessions. None of those were sessions. Yeah, 114 00:05:53.120 --> 00:05:55.439 all those were done. We're done long distance, but they 115 00:05:55.480 --> 00:05:57.639 came by way of conversations like me reaching out to 116 00:05:57.720 --> 00:06:03.360 Yachty direct me reaching out to on the road. I mean, well, 117 00:06:03.360 --> 00:06:05.000 I am on the road a lot. You're not lying 118 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:07.600 when you say that, I'm I'll be touring a lot. 119 00:06:08.040 --> 00:06:08.920 But they also. 120 00:06:08.839 --> 00:06:10.920 Work a lot too, And I feel like trying to 121 00:06:10.959 --> 00:06:13.639 find people that are in their vocation and dedicated and 122 00:06:13.639 --> 00:06:16.319 give so much of their life to making this happen. 123 00:06:16.800 --> 00:06:18.959 So you don't have a lot of like time, like 124 00:06:19.040 --> 00:06:21.279 time is just something I don't have a lot I do, 125 00:06:21.639 --> 00:06:24.120 but I'm but I've given a lot of it to 126 00:06:24.639 --> 00:06:27.199 to this, you know, which is funny because then you 127 00:06:27.199 --> 00:06:29.160 think that that goes under the same umbrella because it's like, yes, 128 00:06:29.199 --> 00:06:30.959 studio time, but you also have to delegate because there's 129 00:06:30.959 --> 00:06:33.439 things that need me in person, and then technology allows 130 00:06:33.519 --> 00:06:35.120 for things that don't need me in person. 131 00:06:35.399 --> 00:06:37.439 But bro, why does it sound like y'all there? Like, Bro, 132 00:06:37.560 --> 00:06:40.120 that's man magic, shout out to you guys. 133 00:06:39.959 --> 00:06:42.839 Out to studio engineers, people that know how to fucking 134 00:06:42.839 --> 00:06:43.519 make shit right. 135 00:06:44.319 --> 00:06:47.519 Yeah, to get it right. Earlier you said, I said, 136 00:06:47.839 --> 00:06:49.160 where you coming from? You said bad? 137 00:06:49.360 --> 00:06:52.560 I said, can you hear it? Like the more the 138 00:06:52.560 --> 00:06:54.720 more hours I'll spend in the day, the more girlyer 139 00:06:54.800 --> 00:06:59.759 my voice will get. It'll just slowly come ye six pm, 140 00:06:59.920 --> 00:07:06.000 like yeah, yeah for Becky. But it also sounds like 141 00:07:06.040 --> 00:07:08.839 this O D because the last I've been fortunate enough 142 00:07:08.839 --> 00:07:11.439 to go to yoga like twice this week because usually 143 00:07:11.439 --> 00:07:13.759 I go every day when my schedule permits, and I 144 00:07:13.800 --> 00:07:16.240 have rhythm. I love being in rhythm when it's flow. 145 00:07:16.480 --> 00:07:19.040 But right now because everything yeah, yeah, which is crazy 146 00:07:19.079 --> 00:07:22.680 I never thought, but I like it. Yeah, But this 147 00:07:22.800 --> 00:07:25.319 week I actually I ended up going three times and 148 00:07:25.360 --> 00:07:27.519 two other times I went there's this there's this thing 149 00:07:27.560 --> 00:07:29.199 that they do have way through class where they go 150 00:07:30.319 --> 00:07:35.240 like a horse squad and your legs are liked open, 151 00:07:36.720 --> 00:07:39.000 your legs are open and you're squatting and you go 152 00:07:39.040 --> 00:07:40.360 all the way up and you take a deep breath 153 00:07:40.399 --> 00:07:41.920 and then they're like, Okay, we're gonna let it out 154 00:07:42.000 --> 00:07:43.720 and you go like this like a fucking warrior. 155 00:07:43.720 --> 00:07:46.199 You're like a and you fucking let it out. 156 00:07:46.360 --> 00:07:49.439 And it's so it's so nice, and I think I 157 00:07:49.480 --> 00:07:51.079 just had a lot in there, so I let it 158 00:07:51.120 --> 00:07:52.600 fucking free and it's three deep breaths. 159 00:07:52.600 --> 00:07:54.519 And at the end of class, I was like, thank 160 00:07:54.560 --> 00:07:55.079 you so much. 161 00:07:56.800 --> 00:07:57.439 It's gone. 162 00:07:57.560 --> 00:08:00.480 It was gone. 163 00:08:00.720 --> 00:08:02.600 And you know what's funny is that, like, you're the 164 00:08:02.639 --> 00:08:04.600 second artist that we've had that's gone to yoga. We 165 00:08:04.639 --> 00:08:05.959 had Whiskalifa just. 166 00:08:06.160 --> 00:08:08.879 After I saw him in the class once, Oh you did? Yeah, 167 00:08:09.120 --> 00:08:11.800 what the heck? I got ready to go to hot yoga. 168 00:08:11.879 --> 00:08:12.759 That was city. 169 00:08:13.240 --> 00:08:15.360 I saw him at U, I saw him at the 170 00:08:15.399 --> 00:08:16.680 studio go do in shriming and oaks. 171 00:08:16.800 --> 00:08:18.959 Nah. Yeah. Yeah. He was like, y'all should do hot yoga. 172 00:08:19.040 --> 00:08:26.079 You should, he should. Yeah, yeah, everybody should I recommend it? 173 00:08:26.120 --> 00:08:26.800 How do you recommend it? 174 00:08:27.240 --> 00:08:30.160 A lot? You can melt and hot yoga, right, Yeah. 175 00:08:29.639 --> 00:08:30.720 It works for so much. 176 00:08:30.720 --> 00:08:32.840 It works for your body, for your toxins, for your soul, 177 00:08:32.919 --> 00:08:35.240 for your spirit, for your mental for your discipline. There's 178 00:08:35.279 --> 00:08:38.080 just so many benefits. And never like not I've I've 179 00:08:38.080 --> 00:08:40.080 been doing it for ten years plus. Not once in 180 00:08:40.120 --> 00:08:44.440 my life have I ever felt a regret of going. 181 00:08:44.799 --> 00:08:46.240 You know what I mean? Like, there's things in life, 182 00:08:46.279 --> 00:08:47.039 decisions that you make. 183 00:08:47.080 --> 00:08:48.919 But every time I'm a little reluctant to go, I 184 00:08:48.960 --> 00:08:50.759 have to remind myself that I'm like, have you ever 185 00:08:50.840 --> 00:08:51.480 been let down? 186 00:08:51.639 --> 00:08:54.120 And I've never been. I've never left the class feeling 187 00:08:55.240 --> 00:08:56.240 worse than how I walked in. 188 00:08:56.360 --> 00:08:57.799 Sure, it's like working out right, you don't want to 189 00:08:57.840 --> 00:08:59.519 do it, but then when you're done, you're like, all right, yo, 190 00:08:59.600 --> 00:08:59.960 I needed it. 191 00:09:00.320 --> 00:09:02.600 Yeah, well there's a big high that you get as 192 00:09:02.639 --> 00:09:04.080 soon as you exit the room too. 193 00:09:04.200 --> 00:09:06.879 Oh d yeah, oh I did it once. 194 00:09:07.279 --> 00:09:08.279 It was the best. 195 00:09:08.720 --> 00:09:10.679 How come just once? If it was the best because it. 196 00:09:10.600 --> 00:09:20.759 Was free, it's very frugal, He's very yeah, yeah, but 197 00:09:20.840 --> 00:09:23.759 I guess I created like growing up, I grew up 198 00:09:23.799 --> 00:09:25.039 in a hot ass house, right. 199 00:09:25.120 --> 00:09:29.279 I was that was nothing but frustrated. Like hot yoga 200 00:09:29.440 --> 00:09:30.360 sounds frustrating. 201 00:09:30.480 --> 00:09:33.679 It could be frustrating, but it's a practice of like 202 00:09:34.039 --> 00:09:36.960 you know, like exposure therapy for the ship that frustrates 203 00:09:37.000 --> 00:09:39.480 you and the ship like, oh my god. I went 204 00:09:39.480 --> 00:09:41.679 to a class once where the guy was so like, 205 00:09:41.720 --> 00:09:44.960 I prefer I like I like flow, I like rhythm, 206 00:09:45.039 --> 00:09:46.799 I like flow. And every now and then there'll be 207 00:09:46.840 --> 00:09:50.240 a teacher that like lingers too long imposes, and ten 208 00:09:50.279 --> 00:09:52.240 minutes in the guy was like, Okay, this is what 209 00:09:52.279 --> 00:09:55.679 he would do with piss me though, because they're supposed 210 00:09:55.720 --> 00:09:57.960 to be like directing me, like, okay, we're here for 211 00:09:58.000 --> 00:10:01.320 three breasts, right for examp and the poses asked. The 212 00:10:01.360 --> 00:10:04.320 pose is strenuous, the pose is violent, and you're there 213 00:10:04.399 --> 00:10:12.360 and it's like okay, three breaths and he'd be like one, two, two. 214 00:10:12.240 --> 00:10:13.399 And a half and that. 215 00:10:14.879 --> 00:10:17.639 I'd be like I'm here, I'm here, and then and 216 00:10:17.679 --> 00:10:19.759 then like the third time you did it, and I 217 00:10:19.799 --> 00:10:23.519 was getting vexed, and then I and this is what's 218 00:10:23.519 --> 00:10:26.559 so cool about like about this practice and about also 219 00:10:26.600 --> 00:10:30.159 like I don't know if I've talked about this book 220 00:10:30.159 --> 00:10:31.519 all the time with The Power of Now, by Ekar 221 00:10:31.600 --> 00:10:34.879 told teaches you about consciousness and about what you are 222 00:10:34.919 --> 00:10:36.759 and your awareness, and how you're not your thoughts, You're 223 00:10:36.840 --> 00:10:38.159 the awareness watching your thoughts. 224 00:10:38.200 --> 00:10:38.879 You're not your feelings. 225 00:10:38.919 --> 00:10:41.080 You're the awareness that feels your feelings. So when I 226 00:10:41.120 --> 00:10:42.960 was fucking feeling that, I was like, oh, wait a minute, 227 00:10:42.960 --> 00:10:44.879 and I did the little pullback perspective thing, and I 228 00:10:44.919 --> 00:10:48.360 was like, oh, this is this is an opportunity for 229 00:10:48.399 --> 00:10:50.799 you to practice your patients, you're holding it against him. Meanwhile, 230 00:10:50.919 --> 00:10:52.799 he's in here trying to give you a service, something 231 00:10:52.799 --> 00:10:55.919 that's gonna benefit you because by default, because it's irking you, 232 00:10:56.200 --> 00:10:58.720 it's if something irks you, it's an indication that it's 233 00:10:58.759 --> 00:10:59.679 somewhere you have to grow. 234 00:11:00.159 --> 00:11:01.480 Why am I getting so mad at this? 235 00:11:01.960 --> 00:11:02.159 Yeah? 236 00:11:02.279 --> 00:11:04.720 You know what I mean? And now here, just accept it? Yeah, 237 00:11:04.879 --> 00:11:05.600 just accept it. 238 00:11:05.639 --> 00:11:07.399 So then I accepted it, and then I ended up 239 00:11:07.720 --> 00:11:11.240 feeling love, which is so weird to like go from 240 00:11:11.240 --> 00:11:13.519 that like circle within a span of ten minutes. And 241 00:11:13.559 --> 00:11:15.559 then after those ten minutes, come back to your breath 242 00:11:15.559 --> 00:11:17.519 because the objective of the classes to just be focused 243 00:11:17.519 --> 00:11:17.960 on your breath. 244 00:11:17.960 --> 00:11:19.320 Well, it takes pain to feel joy. 245 00:11:20.519 --> 00:11:23.440 Well, come on, bars bars right, takes pain to feel joy. 246 00:11:23.519 --> 00:11:26.159 Yeah, that's where good music comes from, and a good 247 00:11:26.200 --> 00:11:29.080 album comes from. I agree, right, And there's some pain 248 00:11:29.159 --> 00:11:30.960 in there. I know there's some pain. Thef's and therapy 249 00:11:31.039 --> 00:11:34.840 talking there. You know, there's talk about an X and 250 00:11:34.879 --> 00:11:37.360 you run into his mom at the mall. She wants 251 00:11:37.399 --> 00:11:39.840 to know why you guys broke up? Right, like yo, 252 00:11:39.960 --> 00:11:42.320 Like there's there's there's there's a collection of thoughts and 253 00:11:42.320 --> 00:11:45.360 feelings and you know, collection of pain in there. But again, 254 00:11:45.399 --> 00:11:50.200 which makes for great music and solid lyrics. Right. Where 255 00:11:50.200 --> 00:11:52.399 are those hearings from? Are their gift? Gift? 256 00:11:52.559 --> 00:11:52.639 No? 257 00:11:52.799 --> 00:11:53.840 Stay Gold Collective. 258 00:11:53.960 --> 00:11:56.480 She's a really, really dope creative who is a supporter 259 00:11:56.600 --> 00:11:58.799 of my music for years and she always sends gifts. 260 00:11:58.879 --> 00:11:59.960 Stay Gold Collective women. 261 00:12:00.440 --> 00:12:02.519 That's right, quick commercial. 262 00:12:06.240 --> 00:12:09.519 What's when I guess I missed you? You talk about, 263 00:12:09.600 --> 00:12:13.840 you know, still wearing someone's shirt post breakup? How do 264 00:12:13.879 --> 00:12:16.840 you still do you believe that you should give someone's 265 00:12:16.960 --> 00:12:18.639 clothes back after a breakup. 266 00:12:18.399 --> 00:12:20.840 Or do you just keep it like all their hoodies. 267 00:12:20.559 --> 00:12:23.559 Like all their hoodies, jackets shots Damn. 268 00:12:27.440 --> 00:12:28.399 I think it depends. 269 00:12:28.440 --> 00:12:31.840 First off, I think a gift is a gift, period okay, 270 00:12:32.440 --> 00:12:34.360 And if ever you're going to give it back or 271 00:12:34.399 --> 00:12:36.559 give it away, it should be to service yourself, which 272 00:12:36.639 --> 00:12:38.960 might sound selfish, but I think that's the truth. Like, 273 00:12:39.080 --> 00:12:41.559 if it hurts you to see it, it shouldn't be 274 00:12:41.559 --> 00:12:42.080 in your house. 275 00:12:43.159 --> 00:12:44.960 It's almost like keeping that bad energy. 276 00:12:45.120 --> 00:12:47.720 Like yeah, not to say they're bad energy, because maybe 277 00:12:47.759 --> 00:12:51.559 you both held culpability and why it failed. But if 278 00:12:51.559 --> 00:12:54.360 you're trying to move forward, a relic of the past 279 00:12:54.440 --> 00:12:58.960 is going to serve you dust. So I give it 280 00:12:58.960 --> 00:13:02.279 away if it hurts. However, if it's really comfute. However, 281 00:13:03.600 --> 00:13:06.000 I'm so happy I did this because when I, oh 282 00:13:06.039 --> 00:13:11.600 my god, one of my breakups hurt like a motherfucker. 283 00:13:11.720 --> 00:13:16.039 And I and I I had a lot of his 284 00:13:16.080 --> 00:13:19.399 stuff and I loved dressing like in XLS, and so 285 00:13:19.519 --> 00:13:22.240 I had a lot of stuff and I was like 286 00:13:22.559 --> 00:13:25.039 finally at the point where I was like, there's no salvagingness. 287 00:13:25.039 --> 00:13:26.879 I gotta get rid of it. And he had this 288 00:13:26.919 --> 00:13:30.720 one jersey that I fucking love. It's just perfect. It's perfect, 289 00:13:30.960 --> 00:13:34.200 the real like really perfect tone, perfect fit, perfect, like 290 00:13:34.519 --> 00:13:39.480 best pjs like, and I was throwing everything out and 291 00:13:39.519 --> 00:13:41.559 I looked at this and I was like one day, 292 00:13:41.600 --> 00:13:44.600 I'm gonna be healed and I'm gonna wish I kept it. 293 00:13:45.080 --> 00:13:46.440 So I just folded that ship. 294 00:13:46.320 --> 00:13:49.080 Up and put that shit like deep deep in the 295 00:13:49.440 --> 00:13:50.919 like as deep as my voice. 296 00:13:50.679 --> 00:13:53.399 At six in the morning in the closet. 297 00:13:53.679 --> 00:13:55.440 And then and then it was nice because then like 298 00:13:55.480 --> 00:13:57.240 a year after or so, I was cleaning all my 299 00:13:57.279 --> 00:13:59.080 ship found it. And then I was like, and I 300 00:13:59.200 --> 00:14:01.519 kind of waited to see if if touching the wound 301 00:14:01.759 --> 00:14:03.360 would hurt, but the wound was closed. 302 00:14:03.480 --> 00:14:08.240 I was like, I'm nice and good. 303 00:14:09.679 --> 00:14:11.960 Soccer good questions. 304 00:14:13.000 --> 00:14:15.639 I don't know, I forgot, stop it. 305 00:14:16.639 --> 00:14:20.080 What was the number on the jersey? This is the sports, dude, 306 00:14:20.320 --> 00:14:20.799 these are. 307 00:14:20.639 --> 00:14:24.559 Things I forgot. I forgot. 308 00:14:24.840 --> 00:14:29.279 I will say soccer sports sports soccer jerseys and like 309 00:14:29.360 --> 00:14:33.200 football jerseys are the better jerseys to wear for sure 310 00:14:34.240 --> 00:14:34.639 to steal? 311 00:14:35.080 --> 00:14:39.840 Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, for sure. Yo. Couldn't be me 312 00:14:40.080 --> 00:14:42.720 caught on crazy right with a lot of dudes, A 313 00:14:42.720 --> 00:14:45.879 lot of dudes understanding and a lot of people can relate. Right, 314 00:14:46.240 --> 00:14:49.279 How does a song like that come about life? Yeah? 315 00:14:50.639 --> 00:14:50.960 Life? 316 00:14:51.320 --> 00:14:55.440 All my songs are just about experience and life and 317 00:14:55.519 --> 00:14:57.159 hurting and emotional vomit. 318 00:14:57.759 --> 00:15:01.159 As you're creating a song like that, or you're like, yeah, like, 319 00:15:01.360 --> 00:15:02.440 do you feel free? 320 00:15:02.919 --> 00:15:08.000 I'm uh, do I feel free when. 321 00:15:07.919 --> 00:15:09.320 I hit flow? 322 00:15:09.799 --> 00:15:11.720 Like of when I say fl I just be like 323 00:15:11.759 --> 00:15:14.519 the energy of just being liquid in the room. And yeah, 324 00:15:14.559 --> 00:15:16.399 I'm not thinking about what I'm doing. I'm just like 325 00:15:17.159 --> 00:15:24.399 that feels like liquid. But I don't I'm not cognizant. 326 00:15:24.399 --> 00:15:25.919 I think what you're asking if I'm like, yes, if 327 00:15:25.919 --> 00:15:28.200 I'm cognizant of whatever I'm making at the time, whether 328 00:15:28.240 --> 00:15:31.039 it's good, whether it's bad, whether it's no, I don't 329 00:15:31.039 --> 00:15:33.080 really know that un till after. But I like it 330 00:15:33.080 --> 00:15:34.840 that way because I feel like if I'm cognizant of it, 331 00:15:34.879 --> 00:15:36.679 then you're trying to aim, and when you aim, like 332 00:15:36.840 --> 00:15:38.759 you can't miss if you don't aim, and then they 333 00:15:38.879 --> 00:15:41.399 lose is purity in the room. For me, some artists 334 00:15:41.480 --> 00:15:43.320 like to walk in and say, let's make a song 335 00:15:43.320 --> 00:15:45.559 about this today. No one's talked about this in a while. 336 00:15:45.759 --> 00:15:47.639 This happened to me, this inspired me, let's make a 337 00:15:47.639 --> 00:15:50.519 song about this. But that for me, it feels way 338 00:15:50.559 --> 00:15:54.639 too mechanical. I need to be unencumbered by expectations and 339 00:15:54.720 --> 00:15:57.360 just open and then after shit is done, then I 340 00:15:57.399 --> 00:15:59.440 could be like, oh, this is good, let's spend time 341 00:15:59.480 --> 00:16:01.360 on this and then and then do layers and then 342 00:16:01.360 --> 00:16:03.080 do harmonies and then do edits and then do. 343 00:16:03.360 --> 00:16:04.960 But have you ever been in that state where like 344 00:16:04.960 --> 00:16:07.600 today I'm writing a hit fuck that you know, I 345 00:16:07.720 --> 00:16:09.600 learned from that right once? 346 00:16:09.879 --> 00:16:11.639 Oh wait, like I learned from it that I didn't 347 00:16:11.679 --> 00:16:14.960 like it. That's totally yeah. 348 00:16:15.039 --> 00:16:17.080 I've been in well yeah, because especially as a writer, 349 00:16:17.399 --> 00:16:19.759 like when I when I am, when I'm working on 350 00:16:19.759 --> 00:16:21.240 my own shit, I know what I like, so I'll 351 00:16:21.399 --> 00:16:23.399 drive the room how I want it to be driven. 352 00:16:23.799 --> 00:16:25.480 But when I'm called into a room as a writer, 353 00:16:25.559 --> 00:16:28.639 I'm no longer the leader. I'm supportive in that room, 354 00:16:28.679 --> 00:16:30.679 and so then I I've had to learn to bend 355 00:16:32.159 --> 00:16:34.720 to cater when I'm coming in there as a support 356 00:16:35.000 --> 00:16:37.240 as opposed to the lead. And in those rooms sometimes 357 00:16:37.279 --> 00:16:38.840 people want to do that. So I learned to do it, 358 00:16:38.879 --> 00:16:40.720 and I can do it. It's just not my preference. 359 00:16:41.159 --> 00:16:43.279 But I've definitely walked into the room sometimes being like 360 00:16:44.320 --> 00:16:46.360 a few and far in between, but it's happened where 361 00:16:46.399 --> 00:16:47.799 I would chip on my shoulder and then I'm like, 362 00:16:47.799 --> 00:16:49.080 I'm making something fucking great. 363 00:16:49.519 --> 00:16:51.360 Yeah, but it doesn't work. 364 00:16:51.879 --> 00:16:52.759 It doesn't work, not. 365 00:16:54.440 --> 00:16:59.559 Not for me, not not not as not as often 366 00:16:59.639 --> 00:17:05.240 as just being as just being works intentional intention doesn't 367 00:17:05.359 --> 00:17:08.799 doesn't move the needle for me in terms of when 368 00:17:08.839 --> 00:17:11.960 I look at it retro retrospectively and think, this was good. 369 00:17:11.960 --> 00:17:13.480 This was ship. This was good. This was ship. 370 00:17:13.880 --> 00:17:17.799 The ship that's often good is ship that was not intentional. 371 00:17:18.079 --> 00:17:18.880 It was just being. 372 00:17:20.119 --> 00:17:22.559 That's the best. How do you feel about or what 373 00:17:22.640 --> 00:17:24.200 how does Toronto shorty make you feel? 374 00:17:26.640 --> 00:17:31.039 I should call it like I should go crazy. 375 00:17:31.759 --> 00:17:42.720 No, don't do it. 376 00:17:43.799 --> 00:17:45.240 I was just thinking about it. I was just thinking 377 00:17:45.240 --> 00:17:45.960 about it. 378 00:17:49.200 --> 00:17:49.799 Don't do it. 379 00:17:49.920 --> 00:17:52.880 I was just thinking, we haven't gone there yet. 380 00:17:53.119 --> 00:17:55.880 That's right. No, No, I know you listen, you know 381 00:17:55.880 --> 00:18:00.079 I listened to it was like feeling away. 382 00:18:00.200 --> 00:18:01.480 Yeah, I'm good, I got disciplined. 383 00:18:01.880 --> 00:18:04.680 Yeah right. You got to care for yourself. 384 00:18:05.240 --> 00:18:06.640 Because no one's gonna do it if you don't. 385 00:18:06.759 --> 00:18:09.319 Amen so true, and people will people do, but like 386 00:18:09.319 --> 00:18:10.440 no one's gonna take care of you. 387 00:18:10.400 --> 00:18:12.720 The way you're gonna take yeah, or monitor you because 388 00:18:12.759 --> 00:18:14.839 you could be alone and then funk off with your 389 00:18:15.000 --> 00:18:18.640 with your UH standards or your integrity, you know, but 390 00:18:18.759 --> 00:18:20.519 your integrity is how you act to no one's watching. 391 00:18:21.640 --> 00:18:25.519 Amen, because you know you get a drink or too, 392 00:18:25.680 --> 00:18:26.920 that pick up that phone. 393 00:18:26.960 --> 00:18:28.920 Ain't that a bitch? That's what I love the most. 394 00:18:29.119 --> 00:18:32.279 It's not what I love the most, but it's one 395 00:18:32.279 --> 00:18:34.920 of the things I really love about not drinking anymore 396 00:18:35.000 --> 00:18:38.200 is that I'm not I'm driving. My emotions aren't driving anymore. 397 00:18:38.240 --> 00:18:40.720 And before my emotions were driving. Then you hit a 398 00:18:40.720 --> 00:18:43.400 couple of pylons, and I. 399 00:18:43.400 --> 00:18:47.799 Hit a couple of people. Sorry, that's the fuck up analogy. 400 00:18:47.799 --> 00:18:49.480 I'm sorry. I didn't mean that analogy like that. 401 00:18:49.519 --> 00:18:51.799