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<v Speaker 7>Zupanski, Good evening. Have you ever been locked in a

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<v Speaker 7>cooler with piles of decomposing humans for so long that

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<v Speaker 7>you had to shave all the hair off your boss

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<v Speaker 7>in order to get rid of the smell? Joseph Scott Morgan?

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<v Speaker 2>Did?

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<v Speaker 7>Have you ever lit a Marlborough from the ignited gas

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<v Speaker 7>of a bloated dead man's belly? Joseph Scott Morgan?

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<v Speaker 2>Has?

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<v Speaker 7>Have you ever wept over a dead dog while not

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<v Speaker 7>giving a shit about the dead owner laying next to him? Morgan?

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<v Speaker 2>Did?

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<v Speaker 7>Were you named after a murder victim? Joseph Scott Morgan was?

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<v Speaker 7>This isn't Hollywood fantasy. It's the true story of a

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<v Speaker 7>boy born into the deprivations of a white trash trailer park, who,

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<v Speaker 7>as an adult, gets further involved in the desperate back

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<v Speaker 7>door sagas of the New South. No hot blondes here,

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<v Speaker 7>just maggots, grief, and the truth about forensics and death investigation.

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<v Speaker 7>Joseph Scott Morgan became a death investigator with the Jefferson

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<v Speaker 7>Parish Corner's Office in suburban New Orleans in nineteen eighty seven,

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<v Speaker 7>the youngest medical legal death investigator in the country. During

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<v Speaker 7>the day, Morgan worked in the morgue and at night

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<v Speaker 7>investigtion for the coroner. In nineteen ninety two, Morgan became

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<v Speaker 7>senior investigator with the Fulton County Medical Examiner's Office in Atlanta.

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<v Speaker 7>Morgan is now the professor at Jacksonville State University in Alabama,

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<v Speaker 7>where he teaches a death investigation course based on the

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<v Speaker 7>National Standards, which he helped develop. The book that we're

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<v Speaker 7>featuring this evening is Blood Beneath My Feet, The Journey

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<v Speaker 7>of a Southern Death Investigator, with my special guest, journalist

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<v Speaker 7>and author, Joseph Scott Morgan. Welcome to the program and

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<v Speaker 7>thank you very much for a Greenness interview. Joseph Scott Morgan.

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<v Speaker 2>Good evening, Dan, thanks for having me. It's a real honor.

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<v Speaker 7>Thank you very much. I hope that I made that

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<v Speaker 7>correction in the where you are now working as a

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<v Speaker 7>college professor at the University of Jacksonville. Yeah, at State

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<v Speaker 7>University Jacksonville.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, Jacksonville State University in eastern Alabama, where about ninety

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<v Speaker 2>minutes from west of downtown Atlanta, So just across the

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<v Speaker 2>border into the Central Central time zone, which I prefer

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<v Speaker 2>over the Eastern. So there you go.

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<v Speaker 7>You are all over Facebook and the Internet. I just

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<v Speaker 7>saw recently, and this is part of a series I believe,

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<v Speaker 7>but some appearances on HLN as a guest commentator talking

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<v Speaker 7>about the Jeffrey Epstein episode. In this episode tell us

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<v Speaker 7>what else that you are all over the place commenting

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<v Speaker 7>about tell us where else they can see you?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I do. I do quite a bit of work

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<v Speaker 2>with hile. I've got a lot of friends there. I

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<v Speaker 2>been working there for since, I guess, appearing since about

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<v Speaker 2>twenty thirteen, I think on the twentieth of October. New

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<v Speaker 2>series is premiering called The Dead Wives Club, and it's

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<v Speaker 2>a platform form for Lorraine broco viewer. I mean listeners

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<v Speaker 2>are might remember her from The Sopranos and of course

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<v Speaker 2>from Goodfellows, and she's the host of the show and

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<v Speaker 2>in the first episode, I'll actually be discussing the death

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<v Speaker 2>death of Natalie Wood and I'm the medical legal expert

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<v Speaker 2>on that. And then I appear on Dan Abrams Law

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<v Speaker 2>and Crime Network out of Manhattan. I'm a commentator forends,

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<v Speaker 2>It's commentator there. I do that two to three days

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<v Speaker 2>a week, I guess, for about three hours at a time.

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<v Speaker 2>We do live court coverage there occasionally Court TV, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>and then a variety of other you know, podcasts and

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<v Speaker 2>this sort of thing. And then of course that's in

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<v Speaker 2>addition to my teaching duties and my research into the

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<v Speaker 2>corner system in America.

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<v Speaker 7>So luckily you're retired, that's what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's uh, but you know it's a you know, Dan,

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<v Speaker 2>it's a healthy busy for me. It truly is. It's

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<v Speaker 2>almost purgative in a way. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, certainly, as you do write in this incredible book.

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<v Speaker 7>Let's talk about your great uncle Joe and your background,

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<v Speaker 7>where you come from, and the things in your life

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<v Speaker 7>that shaped you. Before we talk about how you became

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<v Speaker 7>this death investigator by your own choice.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, Uh, Blood Beneath my Feet was, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>was a therapeutic work and when I started started the

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<v Speaker 2>story out, uh, you know, started telling my tale. My

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<v Speaker 2>uncle Joe had always been a presence in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>And interestingly enough, he was a homicide victim that had

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<v Speaker 2>actually died I think just over a decade before I

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<v Speaker 2>was born. But when I was born, he held such

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<v Speaker 2>a place of honor in my family. I was named

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<v Speaker 2>after him, and so he was. He was a one

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<v Speaker 2>of one of six children on my paternal grandmother's side

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<v Speaker 2>of the family, and her brother the oldest, the eldest,

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<v Speaker 2>and she dearly loved him. And he was a union

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<v Speaker 2>rep in Louisiana, and uh he was in charge of painting, uh,

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<v Speaker 2>giving contracts for painting. And there was a bridge in

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<v Speaker 2>Louisiana that was had a large amount of money that

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<v Speaker 2>was attached to it, and actually it linked Faraday, Louisiana,

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<v Speaker 2>the home of Jerry Lee Lewis to to Mississippi. And

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<v Speaker 2>this one fellow put in for the bid didn't get it.

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<v Speaker 2>And so my uncle was in West Monroe, Louisiana. People

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<v Speaker 2>might know that from Doug Dynasty at the I've ever

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<v Speaker 2>watched that program years ago. He was back in the

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<v Speaker 2>fifties getting his haircut on a I think it was

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<v Speaker 2>a Saturday morning and he stepped out into the street.

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<v Speaker 2>Fellow that felt he had been wronged by my uncle

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<v Speaker 2>was waiting in a barroom across the street. Walked in,

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<v Speaker 2>walked out into the street, called his name, and proceeded

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<v Speaker 2>to gunning down in the middle of the street with

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<v Speaker 2>a thirty eight caliber revolver. My uncle crawling beneath a car,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, freshly cut hair, nicely closed. And he died,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, on that dirty street, beneath that old car

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<v Speaker 2>he was trying to get into to escape his own death.

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<v Speaker 2>And and you know I was named after this man,

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<v Speaker 2>and so it was. It was an interesting linkage for me,

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<v Speaker 2>I think, and early on I thought about him, even

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<v Speaker 2>as a small child. I remember thinking of him almost

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<v Speaker 2>in heroic terms. You know that that he you know,

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<v Speaker 2>that he died. It was striking to me as as

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<v Speaker 2>a young child.

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<v Speaker 7>You write the arrest and the sanity hearing in the

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<v Speaker 7>trial was front page news for months, What happened to

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<v Speaker 7>the killer of your grandfather? And uh, well, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>to the people, I've got this, I've traveled very crooked road.

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<v Speaker 2>I think even before I was born that the this

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<v Speaker 2>fellow was was uh uh acquitted essentially, well he was

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<v Speaker 2>his prison term was uh. He was exonerated essentially and

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<v Speaker 2>released by the governor. And the governor is famous, uh

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<v Speaker 2>famously known in Louisiana as the brother of Huey Pelong.

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<v Speaker 2>He this particular governor was portrayed in a movie called

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<v Speaker 2>Blaze by by uh Paul Newman many years ago. And

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<v Speaker 2>he was just that crazy uh. And you know, my

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<v Speaker 2>my family felt like they didn't get justice in this trial. Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>This fellow was plugged in politically, and as all people

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<v Speaker 2>are one way or another in Louisiana. And h interestingly enough,

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<v Speaker 2>my my grandmother in her uh and her sisters would

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<v Speaker 2>send a black wreath to this man's home every single

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<v Speaker 2>year on the anniversary of my uncle Joseph's murder. And

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<v Speaker 2>so that you know, that thread kind of runs through

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<v Speaker 2>I think my family there was always a you know,

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<v Speaker 2>a weeping, if you will. I think that silently went

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<v Speaker 2>on and even to the day that all those sisters

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<v Speaker 2>died and they're all dead now that generation's gone. Uh,

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<v Speaker 2>there was a cloud that kind of you know, hung

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<v Speaker 2>over them because of this homicide. You know that they

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<v Speaker 2>felt like he was never uh, he never avenged essentially,

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<v Speaker 2>and and so that that travels down through time. My

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<v Speaker 2>father was my grandmother's only only child, and he was

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<v Speaker 2>born later in life to my to my grandmother, and

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<v Speaker 2>he he had this kind of interesting background. He was

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<v Speaker 2>doted on by his mother and abused by his father

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<v Speaker 2>there in North Louisiana. They had a horse ranch and farm,

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<v Speaker 2>and he was beaten regularly. Well, he grew up mean,

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<v Speaker 2>grew up, grew ups, you know, spoiled and mean, and

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<v Speaker 2>that translated into his adult life. He's a very violent,

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<v Speaker 2>very violent fellow. And he and my mother wed when

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<v Speaker 2>they were very young. I think he was eighteen, My

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<v Speaker 2>mother was seventeen. She by the time she was eighteen,

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<v Speaker 2>she was given birth to me. And there was always

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<v Speaker 2>a residue of violence that existed with him. He was

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<v Speaker 2>a scary you know, gary man, particularly back in his

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<v Speaker 2>younger days, and until that that you know, that culminated.

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<v Speaker 2>I think uh in uh uh. When I was about

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<v Speaker 2>six five or six, he you know, he came came

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<v Speaker 2>to my grandmother's house, you know, with a belly full

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<v Speaker 2>of bourbon, and he had a sought off Ivor Johnson

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<v Speaker 2>double barrel shotgun and he was proclaiming he was going

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<v Speaker 2>to kill the whole family. And I was in the house,

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<v Speaker 2>actually in the backyard, playing in a sand that my

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<v Speaker 2>grandpa had had acquired for me, a big pile of sand.

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<v Speaker 2>What kid doesn't love that, you know, And they heard

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<v Speaker 2>him scream into the driveway. My grandmother ran out and

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<v Speaker 2>he was shouting, you know, calling down the thunder from God,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess, and you know, and I have vivid memories

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<v Speaker 2>of her pulling me in the house and locking the door,

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<v Speaker 2>and my grandfather was already in the house. Uh. And

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<v Speaker 2>she thrust me under the bed, and you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>can still have a memory and I write about it,

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<v Speaker 2>and blood beneath my feet of looking out from beneath

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<v Speaker 2>the bed, and you could see her knees as she

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<v Speaker 2>was beside the bed, praying, you know, asking God to

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<v Speaker 2>save her from her own son. And it was that

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<v Speaker 2>imprinted in my memory, you know, long after that. It

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<v Speaker 2>stayed with me for years and years. Then and he,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, he was throwing heavy metal furniture, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>against against the back of the house. He's screaming out

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<v Speaker 2>for his father's blood, that he was going to come

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<v Speaker 2>in and kill us, and kill his father in particular,

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<v Speaker 2>the man that had treated him so roughly as a child,

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<v Speaker 2>and he blasted off the shotgun a couple of times

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<v Speaker 2>and it, you know, in the interim they had called.

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<v Speaker 2>the deputy sheriffs and washingtof pair showed up. And I

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<v Speaker 2>remember them, really, you know, taking my father to school.

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<v Speaker 2>I have an image of him with blood, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>he was handcuffed, and uh, I think I talked about

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<v Speaker 2>stalwart men in khaki uniforms and straw cowboy hats, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and they became my heroes, you know. I saw what

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<v Speaker 2>off to the to the parish that we don't have

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<v Speaker 2>the rest of his life was set in motion. Back then,

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<v Speaker 7>Now, what happens with your mother? You introduced a character

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<v Speaker 7>and your life with Bruce. And after your dad was

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, when when my father got home from from Vietnam,

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<v Speaker 2>he promptly moved us to Georgia from Louisianna. And you

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<v Speaker 2>and you know, on my grandparents' property. And he being

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<v Speaker 2>going to move us to Australia. He was going to

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<v Speaker 2>then finally, for whatever reason, he settled on Georgia. And

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<v Speaker 2>I had cousins that were already living in Georgia. Georgia

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<v Speaker 2>this was you know, the early seventies. It took us there,

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, we had nothing. We were living in a

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<v Speaker 2>And my mother very still, very young, very beautiful, and

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<v Speaker 2>appeared to be successful, but he had this kind of

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<v Speaker 2>my feet. There's this, you know, this kind of worrying

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<v Speaker 2>then you're fighting for your own survival. I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, this sort of thing. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>he uh, you know, he he entered my world, Bruce did,

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<v Speaker 2>and uh it was all you know, uh all fine

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<v Speaker 2>and dandy at first. He was wound my mother, uh

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<v Speaker 3>Comillberg's Necessary where I lost the terms conditions eighteen plus.

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<v Speaker 2>Thereafter with him, I think I received probably I think

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<v Speaker 2>I was. They married when I was nine. He beat

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<v Speaker 2>me for the first time two months after they were married,

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<v Speaker 2>and then it continued on. You know, I guess until

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<v Speaker 7>So you've come from needless to say, a background of abuse.

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<v Speaker 7>How do you get to overcoming this to become and

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<v Speaker 7>first work for a coroner in New Orleans? How do

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<v Speaker 7>you get to a death investigator? How do you tell

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, you know. The thing about it is this,

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<v Speaker 2>I'd always been told by my views or Bruce that

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<v Speaker 2>I was I was never going to amount anything, that

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<v Speaker 2>I was worthless, And of course the old thing that

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<v Speaker 2>you know, God bless her. You know she tells me that,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know she has to still to this day,

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<v Speaker 2>has to tell me that I'm a success, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>because that it's amazing. What should kind of imprint on

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<v Speaker 2>And so that was always imprinted in my psyche, and

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<v Speaker 2>of where our ancestral home is, down in South Louisiana.

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<v Speaker 2>with nothing. Essentially. I tried college, didn't do too well.

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<v Speaker 2>kind of transferred to Guard membership was down there with them,

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<v Speaker 2>and I was really just seeking. I happened to be

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<v Speaker 2>maybe the parish was renovating their morgue and it was unsustainable,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it was just horrible. It was. The morgue

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<v Speaker 2>was actually built on the site of the old gallows

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<v Speaker 2>used to do at the parish level, you know, public

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<v Speaker 2>executions there back in the eighteen hundreds, and the morgue

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<v Speaker 2>itself was built into the prison and so you had

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<v Speaker 2>to go through actual security to get into the morgue. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>to maintain this thing until they could come up with

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<v Speaker 2>a better solution. So the Corner's office started doing autopsies

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<v Speaker 2>at the hospital that I happened to be working at,

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<v Speaker 2>He turns out to be one of the finest forensic

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<v Speaker 2>that I've ever known. He and I became fast friends,

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<v Speaker 2>and I found myself, of all things, showing up and

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<v Speaker 2>I wasn't getting paid, and I was in that morgue

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<v Speaker 2>day in and day out cleaning. I'd just mop up

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<v Speaker 2>blood and maggots and you know, clean the morgue. I

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<v Speaker 2>tell my college students, now you know, they said, Professor Morgan,

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<v Speaker 2>How'd you start? And said, I volunteered. And you can

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<v Speaker 2>And so I became a deaner, which is actually translates

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<v Speaker 2>from German to servant, and it's a term that you

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<v Speaker 2>about autopsies before. And then finally I graduated to opening bodies,

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<v Speaker 2>and there was a position that came open as a

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<v Speaker 2>dissecting in nineteen eighty five. And it turns out these

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<v Speaker 2>with all of these people around along your path and

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<v Speaker 2>was at the end of his careers named doctor William Eckert,

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<v Speaker 2>and he's one of them US renowned forensic pathologists in

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<v Speaker 2>the country. He's deceased now and I started actually working

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<v Speaker 2>all of the forensic pathologists that I work with worked with,

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<v Speaker 2>and I applied for a job as a corner investigator

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<v Speaker 2>I think three times, and the two people that got

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<v Speaker 2>And dude, I was still you know, I was still

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<v Speaker 2>going to the morgue to dissect bodies. And they said, well,

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<v Speaker 2>there every single day. He's not really we're not paying

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<v Speaker 2>him anything. And in the meantime, in addition to that,

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<v Speaker 2>at night I would go out on scenes with the

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<v Speaker 2>think I mentioned this in the in the chapter called

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<v Speaker 2>for Scythia in the book. You know, magn infested body,

419
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<v Speaker 2>it's not Bruce. Uh, you know, brain splattered on the wall,

420
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<v Speaker 2>it's not Bruce.

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<v Speaker 7>Uh.

422
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<v Speaker 2>You know, uh tortured female nipples cut off, you know, uh,

423
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<v Speaker 2>sexually abused with a whiskey bottle. I had a case

424
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<v Speaker 2>like that. It's still not Bruce. I can handle this,

425
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<v Speaker 2>and no one else wanted the job, and so I

426
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<v Speaker 2>found myself in an odd position as a very very

427
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<v Speaker 2>young man. I truly didn't have any business doing the

428
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<v Speaker 2>job I was doing at the age I was at

429
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<v Speaker 2>because I had these older investigators that soon would look

430
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<v Speaker 2>to me for advice as far as the medical legal

431
00:26:02.640 --> 00:26:07.000
<v Speaker 2>perspective went, and where I really gleaned my education. And

432
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<v Speaker 2>even though I have a graduate grewing forensic science, the

433
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<v Speaker 2>best education I ever got was the morgue. I mean

434
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<v Speaker 2>it was it's you know, there's an old adage that

435
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<v Speaker 2>says see one, do one, teach one, and after you've dissected,

436
00:26:20.079 --> 00:26:25.359
<v Speaker 2>prosected as many human cadavers as I participated in and dissected,

437
00:26:27.000 --> 00:26:30.319
<v Speaker 2>something's going to stick. And I read a lot on

438
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<v Speaker 2>my own. This is before, way before the internet, is

439
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<v Speaker 2>way before people even knew what the corner did, and

440
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<v Speaker 2>certainly didn't know what went on an autopsy room. I

441
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<v Speaker 2>just it was my classroom, and it just opened a

442
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<v Speaker 2>whole new world to me.

443
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<v Speaker 7>You talk about the jobs that you have to do,

444
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<v Speaker 7>and you talk and give examples in the book with

445
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<v Speaker 7>your first death scene, which was in New Orleans. Just

446
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<v Speaker 7>for example, again just to show the help of foundness,

447
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<v Speaker 7>is this is the first death sine that you attend

448
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<v Speaker 7>to in New Orleans. Tell us about this body that's

449
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<v Speaker 7>there there for over a month. What do you encounter

450
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<v Speaker 7>as you do and so graphically describing this book about

451
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<v Speaker 7>the man with the schizophrenia on the first death sine,

452
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<v Speaker 7>what do you find.

453
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<v Speaker 2>If if I'm remembering remembering the story correctly, it's it's

454
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<v Speaker 2>a it's kind of a it's a horrific scene in

455
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<v Speaker 2>the sense that there's a sense of of of this

456
00:27:39.119 --> 00:27:42.920
<v Speaker 2>absence absence of humanity is kind of the way you

457
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<v Speaker 2>describe it, because you know, you begin to look at

458
00:27:45.759 --> 00:27:53.400
<v Speaker 2>these bodies that are so decomposed and rotted and desiccated,

459
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<v Speaker 2>and an absence of anything that that might have have

460
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<v Speaker 2>given an indication of of of animals at any point

461
00:28:07.319 --> 00:28:10.440
<v Speaker 2>in time. You know that that there there was just

462
00:28:10.599 --> 00:28:16.960
<v Speaker 2>there's nothing nothing there for many people that that resembles

463
00:28:17.799 --> 00:28:21.160
<v Speaker 2>a living, breathing human being. And and after you've done

464
00:28:21.200 --> 00:28:27.119
<v Speaker 2>it for a while, and it shocks your system. You

465
00:28:27.200 --> 00:28:32.960
<v Speaker 2>begin to I think, see their world come into focus,

466
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<v Speaker 2>maybe more clearly than it's ever been in focus before.

467
00:28:37.640 --> 00:28:40.759
<v Speaker 2>It goes to a greater a greater idea. And something

468
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<v Speaker 2>that that I have still struggled with day in and

469
00:28:44.200 --> 00:28:46.440
<v Speaker 2>day out, because I've spent so much time with death,

470
00:28:47.200 --> 00:28:52.519
<v Speaker 2>is that death is stalking. Death is stalking us all

471
00:28:53.160 --> 00:28:56.720
<v Speaker 2>all the time, and you never know when it's going

472
00:28:56.759 --> 00:28:59.960
<v Speaker 2>to present itself. For me as a young man, uh

473
00:29:00.720 --> 00:29:06.880
<v Speaker 2>when I, you know, would encounter particularly decomps. I had

474
00:29:06.920 --> 00:29:10.480
<v Speaker 2>to get passed. I knew very early on. I had

475
00:29:10.480 --> 00:29:16.319
<v Speaker 2>to get past my revulsion to what was being presented

476
00:29:16.359 --> 00:29:21.599
<v Speaker 2>to me visually, what was being presented to me from

477
00:29:21.599 --> 00:29:25.000
<v Speaker 2>an all factory sense, and you know, just you're inhaling,

478
00:29:25.880 --> 00:29:28.119
<v Speaker 2>inhaling this, and at the end of the day, you're

479
00:29:28.119 --> 00:29:32.400
<v Speaker 2>inhaling part of what they are. And even from an

480
00:29:32.400 --> 00:29:38.799
<v Speaker 2>auditory sense, you if no one has ever heard a

481
00:29:38.839 --> 00:29:43.519
<v Speaker 2>maggot husk pop, you can literally hear this, and you

482
00:29:43.599 --> 00:29:46.960
<v Speaker 2>hear the buzzing of the flies that that light on you,

483
00:29:47.079 --> 00:29:51.039
<v Speaker 2>that have previously been feasting on a body, and you

484
00:29:51.160 --> 00:29:55.079
<v Speaker 2>become kind of one in this environment, and you better

485
00:29:55.079 --> 00:29:57.160
<v Speaker 2>show up with your a game or it will begin

486
00:29:57.279 --> 00:30:01.720
<v Speaker 2>to kind of to eat away you. You begin to

487
00:30:01.799 --> 00:30:05.599
<v Speaker 2>slowly decompose, uh, you know, along with the body. You

488
00:30:05.640 --> 00:30:08.640
<v Speaker 2>just do it at a slow rate because you still

489
00:30:08.680 --> 00:30:11.599
<v Speaker 2>have your metabolic process, that's your crab cycle is still

490
00:30:11.680 --> 00:30:14.960
<v Speaker 2>firing off in life. But there's there's kind of a

491
00:30:16.319 --> 00:30:19.160
<v Speaker 2>there's kind of a lot of parallels here and and

492
00:30:19.279 --> 00:30:24.559
<v Speaker 2>most most people in the workaday world have no appreciation

493
00:30:24.640 --> 00:30:28.279
<v Speaker 2>for this there. They just they don't They don't have

494
00:30:28.359 --> 00:30:31.799
<v Speaker 2>any concept of it that this this is happening day

495
00:30:31.799 --> 00:30:33.920
<v Speaker 2>in and day out, that somewhere out there right now,

496
00:30:33.960 --> 00:30:37.720
<v Speaker 2>there is some young medical legal death investigator that is

497
00:30:39.279 --> 00:30:43.279
<v Speaker 2>hovering over a decomposing human being and they're having to

498
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<v Speaker 2>make heads or tails of it, and you're very confused

499
00:30:46.400 --> 00:30:48.319
<v Speaker 2>at that age. You feel like you don't know. And

500
00:30:48.599 --> 00:30:51.599
<v Speaker 2>decomps are the worst because you always feel like the

501
00:30:51.599 --> 00:30:54.119
<v Speaker 2>body is hiding something for you or that evidence has

502
00:30:54.160 --> 00:30:58.480
<v Speaker 2>already you know, left the building if you will, because

503
00:30:58.480 --> 00:30:59.839
<v Speaker 2>they're so far gone at that point.

504
00:31:02.480 --> 00:31:09.839
<v Speaker 7>You include a story about assuming something when first encountering

505
00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:14.519
<v Speaker 7>a situation, but you are trained to investigate fully. But

506
00:31:14.640 --> 00:31:21.680
<v Speaker 7>you find a baby and then you have to obviously

507
00:31:21.799 --> 00:31:25.000
<v Speaker 7>questioned the mother at first, it looks like it just

508
00:31:25.079 --> 00:31:28.359
<v Speaker 7>might be a natural death. Tell us about what happens

509
00:31:28.359 --> 00:31:30.960
<v Speaker 7>there and the kind of feelings that you're supposed to

510
00:31:31.000 --> 00:31:34.920
<v Speaker 7>be impartial, not bring sympathy to the table as you

511
00:31:34.960 --> 00:31:41.000
<v Speaker 7>write what happens in this particular case, despite your training.

512
00:31:43.319 --> 00:31:48.839
<v Speaker 2>It is it's very it's very difficult, Dan, I think,

513
00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:56.079
<v Speaker 2>for for for anyone. That is, you know, when you're

514
00:31:56.920 --> 00:32:03.839
<v Speaker 2>when you're attempting to to try to make heads or

515
00:32:03.839 --> 00:32:08.400
<v Speaker 2>tails out of out of what what has taken place,

516
00:32:08.440 --> 00:32:13.599
<v Speaker 2>and you want to give you want to give give

517
00:32:14.359 --> 00:32:18.160
<v Speaker 2>parents and people kind of the the benefit of the doubt,

518
00:32:18.279 --> 00:32:24.880
<v Speaker 2>if you will, relative to to to you know what

519
00:32:24.920 --> 00:32:28.640
<v Speaker 2>you're viewing, you know in real time, what what is

520
00:32:28.680 --> 00:32:33.000
<v Speaker 2>it about about about the scene that you can draw

521
00:32:33.000 --> 00:32:38.920
<v Speaker 2>your own conclusions but yet still remain as objective as possible.

522
00:32:39.000 --> 00:32:43.240
<v Speaker 2>And sometimes that is you you have hell to pay

523
00:32:44.039 --> 00:32:48.599
<v Speaker 2>with that because you're you can't you can't just simply

524
00:32:49.160 --> 00:32:53.839
<v Speaker 2>you know, check check your uh, you know, check your

525
00:32:54.200 --> 00:32:57.880
<v Speaker 2>your feelings at the door, your your humanity. I think

526
00:32:57.920 --> 00:33:01.920
<v Speaker 2>if you will uh and and you know and and

527
00:33:01.920 --> 00:33:06.279
<v Speaker 2>and it's it's very very difficult because of of the

528
00:33:06.279 --> 00:33:13.359
<v Speaker 2>the the you you want to try to maintain an

529
00:33:13.359 --> 00:33:17.599
<v Speaker 2>Arab objectivity. But there are just those moments in time

530
00:33:17.680 --> 00:33:21.839
<v Speaker 2>where you, you know, you essentially want to rid the world.

531
00:33:22.559 --> 00:33:27.680
<v Speaker 2>I think of of of certain people, you know, you,

532
00:33:28.079 --> 00:33:30.519
<v Speaker 2>I think from Jump Street you you want to try

533
00:33:30.640 --> 00:33:33.039
<v Speaker 2>to be able to you wish that your past had

534
00:33:33.079 --> 00:33:35.880
<v Speaker 2>never crossed. Essentially, I think is is what it is.

535
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<v Speaker 2>And when you're a child, a child of abuse, uh,

536
00:33:41.960 --> 00:33:46.559
<v Speaker 2>it's it's particularly difficult in that uh in that uh

537
00:33:47.359 --> 00:33:51.160
<v Speaker 2>you you have this uh you have this thing that

538
00:33:51.400 --> 00:33:55.039
<v Speaker 2>you know, that kind of uh where you you see

539
00:33:55.079 --> 00:33:58.599
<v Speaker 2>yourself as some kind of protector if you will, for

540
00:33:58.599 --> 00:34:03.240
<v Speaker 2>for all all children, and uh, you know, to recover

541
00:34:03.359 --> 00:34:09.840
<v Speaker 2>those things. And if I'm remembering this, this this story correctly, uh,

542
00:34:10.000 --> 00:34:15.599
<v Speaker 2>you know, I I roll it back to, uh, the

543
00:34:15.599 --> 00:34:23.400
<v Speaker 2>the moment that that uh uh that my that my

544
00:34:23.440 --> 00:34:26.960
<v Speaker 2>grandmother actually protected me by placing me beneath a bed,

545
00:34:28.199 --> 00:34:31.239
<v Speaker 2>you know, in the face of what was happening with

546
00:34:31.239 --> 00:34:36.400
<v Speaker 2>with my uh with my my own situation with my father,

547
00:34:36.559 --> 00:34:40.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, protected me. But there's sometimes there's just there's

548
00:34:41.119 --> 00:34:44.280
<v Speaker 2>there's not enough people out there too to protect them.

549
00:34:44.280 --> 00:34:47.920
<v Speaker 2>When I was little, you know, my mother would and

550
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<v Speaker 2>you know, I had terrible uh, terrible earaches. And she

551
00:34:51.960 --> 00:34:54.679
<v Speaker 2>would rock me, and she would sing the whole song

552
00:34:54.800 --> 00:34:57.199
<v Speaker 2>called Down in the Valley, and it would bring a

553
00:34:57.199 --> 00:35:01.519
<v Speaker 2>lot of peace to me and soothing. And you have

554
00:35:01.679 --> 00:35:05.800
<v Speaker 2>children out there that as bad as my childhood was,

555
00:35:07.079 --> 00:35:10.480
<v Speaker 2>you still come across what what remains of these children

556
00:35:10.519 --> 00:35:14.239
<v Speaker 2>that are abused and abandoned and and people move on

557
00:35:14.360 --> 00:35:20.079
<v Speaker 2>from them, and they they're never remembered. And and but

558
00:35:20.239 --> 00:35:23.000
<v Speaker 2>for me as a medical legal death investigator, I do

559
00:35:23.079 --> 00:35:26.280
<v Speaker 2>remember them, you know, I do remember. I do remember.

560
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<v Speaker 2>Uh you know what what the parents failed to do

561
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<v Speaker 2>or what what they did do by uh, you know,

562
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<v Speaker 2>just their their sins of uh of comission. You know

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<v Speaker 2>but yet they go on about their life. But that

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<v Speaker 2>little life is snuffed out, and it's it's very hard

566
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<v Speaker 2>to kind of reconcile in your own brain, I think

567
00:35:54.440 --> 00:35:57.440
<v Speaker 2>many times. And it leaves scars. It certainly leaves scars.

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<v Speaker 7>is to the notification of next of kin. A particular

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<v Speaker 7>might have tell us about this.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, yeah it. Bill, the fellow I mentioned earlier,

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<v Speaker 2>was my mentor. And as in many things in life,

627
00:39:35.360 --> 00:39:39.840
<v Speaker 2>you when you become friends with people, you inherit their

628
00:39:39.880 --> 00:39:44.199
<v Speaker 2>friends essentially, or you you struck up relationships peripheral to

629
00:39:44.239 --> 00:39:48.920
<v Speaker 2>that individual. And that's what happened with Bills friend, Lance

630
00:39:48.960 --> 00:39:53.679
<v Speaker 2>and I write about this particular case and we were

631
00:39:54.079 --> 00:39:58.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, I'm from Louisiana, so that you know by

632
00:39:58.239 --> 00:40:00.960
<v Speaker 2>default that automatically makes me an al shoe fan. Uh

633
00:40:01.199 --> 00:40:07.280
<v Speaker 2>Louisiana State University and his father. Lance's father and who

634
00:40:07.639 --> 00:40:11.320
<v Speaker 2>was also a big influence in Bill's life, was federal

635
00:40:11.440 --> 00:40:15.039
<v Speaker 2>judge and had was a part of a lot of

636
00:40:15.079 --> 00:40:20.559
<v Speaker 2>the early civil rights decisions in the South of UH

637
00:40:20.960 --> 00:40:25.760
<v Speaker 2>safeguarding uh the rights of African Americans. He'd been threatened

638
00:40:25.840 --> 00:40:29.440
<v Speaker 2>on numerous occasions by the Klan over the years, back

639
00:40:29.440 --> 00:40:32.480
<v Speaker 2>in the sixties, and was very stalwart. And he was

640
00:40:32.559 --> 00:40:35.559
<v Speaker 2>just this, you know. He would his dad, the federal judge,

641
00:40:35.679 --> 00:40:36.960
<v Speaker 2>you know, and I write about in the book. He

642
00:40:37.000 --> 00:40:39.480
<v Speaker 2>would he would arrive at the campus at l s U.

643
00:40:39.599 --> 00:40:41.880
<v Speaker 2>And he was like this kind of demi god, you know,

644
00:40:41.880 --> 00:40:44.719
<v Speaker 2>when you show up, everybody pull up a uh, pull

645
00:40:44.760 --> 00:40:47.239
<v Speaker 2>up a chair for him and poured him a a

646
00:40:47.280 --> 00:40:49.519
<v Speaker 2>couple of fingers of bourbon, you know, and uh the

647
00:40:50.119 --> 00:40:52.880
<v Speaker 2>tales would start to be told. And that's kind of

648
00:40:52.920 --> 00:40:57.639
<v Speaker 2>the part of you know, being a Southern storyteller. Uh

649
00:40:57.679 --> 00:41:01.000
<v Speaker 2>and uh, you know, wo would like ants. I became

650
00:41:01.079 --> 00:41:04.840
<v Speaker 2>friends with him, and Lance was somewhat of an interesting character.

651
00:41:04.920 --> 00:41:09.440
<v Speaker 2>He was kind of playboy judge's son, you know, and

652
00:41:09.559 --> 00:41:13.199
<v Speaker 2>he he he he never got into you know, big

653
00:41:13.239 --> 00:41:15.440
<v Speaker 2>trouble or anything. He was just he was one of

654
00:41:15.199 --> 00:41:18.440
<v Speaker 2>the cool kids, you know that, but he was. He

655
00:41:18.599 --> 00:41:23.400
<v Speaker 2>was affable, you know, and a real Southern gentleman. And

656
00:41:23.519 --> 00:41:26.079
<v Speaker 2>uh he had finally, after all this time, had settled

657
00:41:26.559 --> 00:41:30.760
<v Speaker 2>settled on a on a young lady, and uh we

658
00:41:30.800 --> 00:41:33.199
<v Speaker 2>felt as though they were, you know, going to be

659
00:41:33.440 --> 00:41:37.719
<v Speaker 2>a great match. And Bill had tiny little house that

660
00:41:37.800 --> 00:41:39.559
<v Speaker 2>he was renting at the time, he and his wife.

661
00:41:39.559 --> 00:41:42.239
<v Speaker 2>But what was really great about it, particularly in South

662
00:41:42.280 --> 00:41:46.280
<v Speaker 2>Louisiana was it so bloody hot is the fact that

663
00:41:46.360 --> 00:41:48.880
<v Speaker 2>he had a swimming pool. And so any party that

664
00:41:49.000 --> 00:41:51.159
<v Speaker 2>was to be had, it would be had at Bill's house.

665
00:41:51.199 --> 00:41:55.159
<v Speaker 2>And it was a Memorial Day and we had we

666
00:41:55.199 --> 00:42:01.119
<v Speaker 2>had gathered together and uh, Bill and I obviously were

667
00:42:01.159 --> 00:42:05.039
<v Speaker 2>both off duty, and Lance had come. We had hot

668
00:42:05.079 --> 00:42:08.840
<v Speaker 2>dogs and beers and sat around and you know, just

669
00:42:09.199 --> 00:42:13.280
<v Speaker 2>on a Memorial Day and just really enjoyed the fellowship

670
00:42:13.360 --> 00:42:16.639
<v Speaker 2>with one another and laughing and carrying on like we

671
00:42:16.719 --> 00:42:23.199
<v Speaker 2>always did. And it's one of those moments in time

672
00:42:23.280 --> 00:42:27.079
<v Speaker 2>for me. I can't you know, obviously, everybody's journey is different.

673
00:42:27.159 --> 00:42:29.719
<v Speaker 2>I can't speak for anybody else, but when I look

674
00:42:29.840 --> 00:42:35.039
<v Speaker 2>back on it, you you know, it sounds rather Pollyanna,

675
00:42:35.079 --> 00:42:37.880
<v Speaker 2>you know, to talk about. You see how fleeting life

676
00:42:38.000 --> 00:42:40.639
<v Speaker 2>is and you don't understand all these intersections and this

677
00:42:40.679 --> 00:42:42.360
<v Speaker 2>sort of thing. And you really don't though, I mean,

678
00:42:42.400 --> 00:42:44.760
<v Speaker 2>that's that's about as real as it gets. You don't

679
00:42:44.840 --> 00:42:46.360
<v Speaker 2>You don't know when the last time you're going to

680
00:42:46.400 --> 00:42:50.760
<v Speaker 2>see somebody is that that is, at least in the

681
00:42:50.800 --> 00:42:55.480
<v Speaker 2>state of living. And so you for me, with Lance,

682
00:42:57.960 --> 00:43:02.480
<v Speaker 2>he and Bill were like brothers, and there was a general,

683
00:43:02.760 --> 00:43:06.000
<v Speaker 2>a general love that these two had for them. And

684
00:43:09.280 --> 00:43:11.039
<v Speaker 2>I happened to be on duty. I guess it was.

685
00:43:11.559 --> 00:43:14.159
<v Speaker 2>I can't remember now, my mind fails me at this point,

686
00:43:14.199 --> 00:43:17.360
<v Speaker 2>but it was a week later maybe, I think, And

687
00:43:17.400 --> 00:43:19.199
<v Speaker 2>I got a call from the local hospital when I

688
00:43:19.239 --> 00:43:24.639
<v Speaker 2>was on duty. It was in the evening and Lance

689
00:43:25.360 --> 00:43:29.039
<v Speaker 2>had a car that had t tops in it and

690
00:43:29.599 --> 00:43:32.480
<v Speaker 2>he straightened out a curve coming off of it in

691
00:43:32.599 --> 00:43:37.719
<v Speaker 2>New Orleans and both he and his girlfriend were ejected

692
00:43:37.840 --> 00:43:41.840
<v Speaker 2>from a vehicle. And what normally happens with a Corners

693
00:43:41.880 --> 00:43:46.440
<v Speaker 2>call in a violent death is anybody that dies of violence,

694
00:43:46.719 --> 00:43:49.159
<v Speaker 2>you know, whether it's homicide or accident or whatever. The

695
00:43:49.199 --> 00:43:53.960
<v Speaker 2>case of suicide, it doesn't matter that the emergency room

696
00:43:53.960 --> 00:43:56.920
<v Speaker 2>staff has to call Corner's office and the corner investigator

697
00:43:56.920 --> 00:43:59.519
<v Speaker 2>on duty, you know, will answer the phone and most

698
00:43:59.559 --> 00:44:02.320
<v Speaker 2>of the time respond even to the er, not just

699
00:44:02.360 --> 00:44:04.599
<v Speaker 2>to the scene, because we like to gather as much information.

700
00:44:04.679 --> 00:44:06.800
<v Speaker 2>And it was one of those kind of moments that

701
00:44:07.239 --> 00:44:09.920
<v Speaker 2>stands still in time, and you know, I probably had

702
00:44:10.000 --> 00:44:13.880
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, I've probably already taken maybe ten other

703
00:44:14.000 --> 00:44:17.239
<v Speaker 2>deaks that night, you know, over the course of just

704
00:44:17.480 --> 00:44:19.760
<v Speaker 2>doing what I did as a corner investigator. Some I

705
00:44:19.760 --> 00:44:21.599
<v Speaker 2>had to go out on scenes. On others I did,

706
00:44:21.639 --> 00:44:25.440
<v Speaker 2>and some I had to go to the hospitals. And

707
00:44:25.800 --> 00:44:30.519
<v Speaker 2>for that moment time she said, yeah, we've got two

708
00:44:30.559 --> 00:44:37.760
<v Speaker 2>victims here, both in MBA's ejections. The male's name is Lance,

709
00:44:37.800 --> 00:44:41.000
<v Speaker 2>and I remember writing that down and then she said Mitchell.

710
00:44:42.039 --> 00:44:46.159
<v Speaker 2>And it was one of those moments literally where I said,

711
00:44:46.239 --> 00:44:50.880
<v Speaker 2>can you repeat that name? And I said, he's a

712
00:44:50.880 --> 00:44:53.119
<v Speaker 2>white male, and then she gave his state of birth

713
00:44:53.199 --> 00:44:58.400
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, I'm I'm head of the hospital now,

714
00:44:58.519 --> 00:45:01.360
<v Speaker 2>and I got in my vehicle and grab my thin kit,

715
00:45:01.639 --> 00:45:03.400
<v Speaker 2>you know, just like I was going to homicide. And

716
00:45:03.440 --> 00:45:07.280
<v Speaker 2>I remember driving over there and and uh, you know,

717
00:45:07.360 --> 00:45:11.760
<v Speaker 2>you walk in to these emergency room trauma rooms and

718
00:45:11.800 --> 00:45:14.079
<v Speaker 2>then if you've never been in one, they're they're like

719
00:45:14.119 --> 00:45:17.639
<v Speaker 2>a surgical suite. The suite almost because and this is

720
00:45:17.679 --> 00:45:20.480
<v Speaker 2>the only reason it begins and here ends here they

721
00:45:20.519 --> 00:45:23.159
<v Speaker 2>have these very bright surgical lights. It almost gives us

722
00:45:23.239 --> 00:45:28.800
<v Speaker 2>artificial luminescence. So it's kind of eerie and uh uh

723
00:45:29.920 --> 00:45:33.480
<v Speaker 2>uh in a weird kind of way, the lighting in there,

724
00:45:33.519 --> 00:45:37.039
<v Speaker 2>and it shows things that you don't It super enhances

725
00:45:37.159 --> 00:45:41.000
<v Speaker 2>your vision, I think. Uh. And there he was head

726
00:45:41.360 --> 00:45:44.599
<v Speaker 2>was bandaged, but his head was misshapen, and I knew

727
00:45:44.639 --> 00:45:47.400
<v Speaker 2>it was Lynce. Uh. You know when I eyevollwed him

728
00:45:47.679 --> 00:45:51.920
<v Speaker 2>uh and his his fiancee lay on a gurney in

729
00:45:51.960 --> 00:45:54.840
<v Speaker 2>the adjacent room, and again she had severe head trauma.

730
00:45:54.840 --> 00:45:58.440
<v Speaker 2>And I remember having to go tell Bill what had happened.

731
00:46:00.039 --> 00:46:01.920
<v Speaker 2>And I didn't want to have to go to the

732
00:46:02.000 --> 00:46:04.079
<v Speaker 2>judge's home to do this because I'd been to the

733
00:46:04.159 --> 00:46:07.239
<v Speaker 2>judges home many times and Bill was almost like family

734
00:46:07.280 --> 00:46:10.599
<v Speaker 2>with them. But over the course of my career, as

735
00:46:10.760 --> 00:46:13.960
<v Speaker 2>kind of an aside part of the whole process of

736
00:46:14.480 --> 00:46:17.280
<v Speaker 2>notification of x skin, like you mentioned, it actually falls

737
00:46:17.320 --> 00:46:19.920
<v Speaker 2>to the medical legal death investigator. I've done I think

738
00:46:20.039 --> 00:46:23.079
<v Speaker 2>close to two thousand by the end of my career

739
00:46:24.679 --> 00:46:27.159
<v Speaker 2>where you physically either go to the emergency room or

740
00:46:27.320 --> 00:46:30.079
<v Speaker 2>you go in person to a home and notify people.

741
00:46:30.079 --> 00:46:31.840
<v Speaker 2>And these are on all kinds of deaths. It's not,

742
00:46:31.880 --> 00:46:34.480
<v Speaker 2>you know, corners don't just simply what commid. Homicides are

743
00:46:34.519 --> 00:46:37.760
<v Speaker 2>very small portion of what we do when people die

744
00:46:37.800 --> 00:46:43.159
<v Speaker 2>of other reasons, and it never gets easy. The last

745
00:46:43.159 --> 00:46:44.559
<v Speaker 2>one I ever did was just as hard as the

746
00:46:44.599 --> 00:46:46.719
<v Speaker 2>first one. It's not one of these things that you know,

747
00:46:46.960 --> 00:46:54.719
<v Speaker 2>you developed special muscles for h And Bill I called him,

748
00:46:54.880 --> 00:46:56.800
<v Speaker 2>woke him up out of a dead sleep, and I

749
00:46:56.880 --> 00:47:01.000
<v Speaker 2>remember just telling you, man Land is dead. You know

750
00:47:01.039 --> 00:47:04.920
<v Speaker 2>he's dead. And we had the ability to talk very

751
00:47:04.920 --> 00:47:08.840
<v Speaker 2>frankly with one another as fellow medical legal death investigators.

752
00:47:09.079 --> 00:47:11.880
<v Speaker 2>And immediately said I'm going to Judge's house right now.

753
00:47:12.039 --> 00:47:15.480
<v Speaker 2>And he left, no weeping, nothing. And then the next

754
00:47:15.480 --> 00:47:17.559
<v Speaker 2>time I heard from Bill was probably three hours later,

755
00:47:18.199 --> 00:47:23.440
<v Speaker 2>and he was roaring drunk. And Bill had duty, He

756
00:47:23.480 --> 00:47:26.239
<v Speaker 2>had duty that day that means that he was going

757
00:47:26.280 --> 00:47:28.800
<v Speaker 2>to be working as a dealer. And he called me

758
00:47:28.880 --> 00:47:33.480
<v Speaker 2>up and through his slurred speech, he, you know, he

759
00:47:33.519 --> 00:47:36.079
<v Speaker 2>told me at that moment time that he would not

760
00:47:36.239 --> 00:47:41.360
<v Speaker 2>be capable of doing these autopsies, and it was that

761
00:47:42.320 --> 00:47:45.320
<v Speaker 2>it was a crossroads in my life, both in my

762
00:47:45.400 --> 00:47:48.639
<v Speaker 2>physical and mental health. At this point time, I made

763
00:47:48.679 --> 00:47:50.559
<v Speaker 2>a decision. This is one of the moments you can

764
00:47:50.639 --> 00:47:53.920
<v Speaker 2>look back in time and say you should have chosen

765
00:47:54.559 --> 00:47:59.840
<v Speaker 2>B instead of A. And being a stalwart, you know,

766
00:48:00.119 --> 00:48:02.480
<v Speaker 2>flinty faced Southern mail that I was, that I could

767
00:48:02.480 --> 00:48:05.599
<v Speaker 2>stand up anything. I said, don't worry, I'll rush in

768
00:48:05.639 --> 00:48:11.320
<v Speaker 2>and do it. And I wound up dissecting these two

769
00:48:11.400 --> 00:48:14.280
<v Speaker 2>people that I'd been eating hot dogs with the week before,

770
00:48:15.760 --> 00:48:22.360
<v Speaker 2>and it affected me down to my soul more so

771
00:48:22.480 --> 00:48:25.679
<v Speaker 2>than anything else that I ever did as a medical

772
00:48:25.719 --> 00:48:28.760
<v Speaker 2>legal death investigator. And I'm talking about thousands and thousands

773
00:48:28.800 --> 00:48:32.320
<v Speaker 2>of bodies that I've stood over, either on the street

774
00:48:32.400 --> 00:48:35.800
<v Speaker 2>as a death investigator or in a morgue as a

775
00:48:35.800 --> 00:48:40.960
<v Speaker 2>as an autopsy assistant pathology assistant. Nothing else ever affected

776
00:48:40.960 --> 00:48:44.039
<v Speaker 2>me like that. And I you know, when I wrote

777
00:48:44.079 --> 00:48:48.960
<v Speaker 2>Blood Beneath My Feet, I remember reflecting back because when

778
00:48:49.000 --> 00:48:51.000
<v Speaker 2>you use you know that you hear it in Hollywood

779
00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:52.920
<v Speaker 2>a lot. You'll hear those high speed saws that we

780
00:48:53.039 --> 00:48:55.880
<v Speaker 2>use in the morgue. They're agitating saws. People have ever

781
00:48:55.880 --> 00:48:59.960
<v Speaker 2>had a cast removed because Striker Saws, that's the brand.

782
00:49:00.039 --> 00:49:03.880
<v Speaker 2>I like saying Scotch tape, but Striker is the most

783
00:49:03.880 --> 00:49:07.159
<v Speaker 2>well known. And when I fired up that Striker saw

784
00:49:07.239 --> 00:49:13.079
<v Speaker 2>to open both of their skulls or what remained, because

785
00:49:13.360 --> 00:49:17.519
<v Speaker 2>their heads were pretty traumatized. The Striker saw creates a

786
00:49:17.599 --> 00:49:20.320
<v Speaker 2>histamin it's a bone histe maman. It's very fine, and

787
00:49:20.400 --> 00:49:23.760
<v Speaker 2>even if you're wearing a mask, you're still going to

788
00:49:23.840 --> 00:49:26.559
<v Speaker 2>inhalate it. And I remember as I was writing blood

789
00:49:26.559 --> 00:49:29.239
<v Speaker 2>beneath my feet and kind of weeping over the keys,

790
00:49:29.280 --> 00:49:34.000
<v Speaker 2>if you will, I remember thinking back to kind of

791
00:49:34.079 --> 00:49:37.079
<v Speaker 2>at that moment time I was literally inhalating my friend

792
00:49:37.400 --> 00:49:41.400
<v Speaker 2>or you know, what was left of his mortal shell.

793
00:49:41.880 --> 00:49:45.000
<v Speaker 2>And it was very powerful for me, I think reflectively,

794
00:49:46.639 --> 00:49:48.800
<v Speaker 2>and you know, Dan, at the time that I was

795
00:49:48.840 --> 00:49:54.000
<v Speaker 2>doing this, it was really hard. It was harder reflectively

796
00:49:54.559 --> 00:49:57.840
<v Speaker 2>for me. I wept. I wept for a couple of days.

797
00:49:58.559 --> 00:50:01.960
<v Speaker 2>I went into a really deep spot after I wrote

798
00:50:02.000 --> 00:50:08.760
<v Speaker 2>that chapter. It was very, very difficult, very difficult. But there,

799
00:50:08.840 --> 00:50:11.920
<v Speaker 2>you know, there's no one else. We're a very small community.

800
00:50:12.000 --> 00:50:14.719
<v Speaker 2>Then within the medical legal community, you know, you got cops.

801
00:50:14.760 --> 00:50:17.239
<v Speaker 2>There's a lot of homicide investigators that are out there,

802
00:50:17.960 --> 00:50:19.800
<v Speaker 2>and God bless them, a lot of them my friends.

803
00:50:19.920 --> 00:50:24.559
<v Speaker 2>But you know, for people like me, I think when

804
00:50:24.800 --> 00:50:28.840
<v Speaker 2>I left the field in two thousand and five, there

805
00:50:28.840 --> 00:50:32.960
<v Speaker 2>were collectively, and this is counting elected corners, deputy corners,

806
00:50:33.440 --> 00:50:37.199
<v Speaker 2>medical examiner investigators from all over the country, there's totally

807
00:50:37.239 --> 00:50:40.000
<v Speaker 2>about six hundred of us. And we handle all of

808
00:50:40.039 --> 00:50:43.719
<v Speaker 2>the deaths nationwide. We're the point of contact relative to

809
00:50:43.760 --> 00:50:46.960
<v Speaker 2>any death that occurs, not just homicides, but all the suicides,

810
00:50:47.559 --> 00:50:52.880
<v Speaker 2>tons of suicides, tons of accidents, unexplained deaths, all these

811
00:50:52.920 --> 00:50:55.880
<v Speaker 2>things you know, that we have to view and try

812
00:50:55.880 --> 00:50:58.159
<v Speaker 2>to make judgments over. We're the eyes and the ears

813
00:50:58.159 --> 00:51:00.360
<v Speaker 2>of the forensic pathologists, and there's no one else to

814
00:51:00.440 --> 00:51:01.719
<v Speaker 2>kind of step in the gap, you know. And I

815
00:51:01.760 --> 00:51:05.480
<v Speaker 2>know people it might be listening to this and say, well,

816
00:51:05.519 --> 00:51:07.199
<v Speaker 2>you're an idiot. Why in the hell didn't you go

817
00:51:07.280 --> 00:51:11.559
<v Speaker 2>and and have someone else do this. Bill and I

818
00:51:11.599 --> 00:51:13.880
<v Speaker 2>were the only two in that office. We were the

819
00:51:13.920 --> 00:51:20.079
<v Speaker 2>only two autopsy assistants, and there were probably five or

820
00:51:20.119 --> 00:51:25.239
<v Speaker 2>six other bodies that I dissected that same day. So

821
00:51:25.920 --> 00:51:32.360
<v Speaker 2>there's just some times there's sometimes you know, when you

822
00:51:32.079 --> 00:51:35.199
<v Speaker 2>you're forced into these positions where you have to do it,

823
00:51:36.800 --> 00:51:40.280
<v Speaker 2>and it was it was hard. It was probably professionally

824
00:51:40.440 --> 00:51:44.199
<v Speaker 2>one of the most difficult things I ever had to do.

825
00:51:44.239 --> 00:51:47.239
<v Speaker 7>You talk about your job that you had to do,

826
00:51:47.320 --> 00:51:50.199
<v Speaker 7>you were forced to do, and you felt that responsibility.

827
00:51:51.239 --> 00:51:55.320
<v Speaker 7>You talk about that earlier on, earlier than this event

828
00:51:55.360 --> 00:52:01.639
<v Speaker 7>that you start compensating by drinking alcohol. What is it

829
00:52:01.920 --> 00:52:05.840
<v Speaker 7>that happens and what are the characteristics, What are the

830
00:52:05.880 --> 00:52:10.119
<v Speaker 7>symptoms of your ailment that are evident? You say that

831
00:52:10.360 --> 00:52:13.800
<v Speaker 7>you talk about you cry at this, and you say,

832
00:52:13.840 --> 00:52:16.400
<v Speaker 7>that's not a good idea because people will think, what

833
00:52:16.639 --> 00:52:20.079
<v Speaker 7>of you tell us about that perception of somebody crying,

834
00:52:20.519 --> 00:52:26.840
<v Speaker 7>and what was your incremental dissent? What did it characterize itself?

835
00:52:26.880 --> 00:52:31.679
<v Speaker 2>Buy I think the issue that I make with showing

836
00:52:31.719 --> 00:52:33.960
<v Speaker 2>emotion in the face of this, it's even at a

837
00:52:35.440 --> 00:52:37.719
<v Speaker 2>it's even at a higher level than you see with cops,

838
00:52:37.800 --> 00:52:39.559
<v Speaker 2>you know, because you hear about cops not wanting to

839
00:52:39.599 --> 00:52:47.519
<v Speaker 2>show emotion all this thing. Most police officers their job

840
00:52:47.599 --> 00:52:50.039
<v Speaker 2>is completely different than ours. You know. Keep in mind,

841
00:52:50.159 --> 00:52:53.159
<v Speaker 2>we don't go out in as medical legal death investigators

842
00:52:53.199 --> 00:52:58.760
<v Speaker 2>and fine lost kids. There's no silent burglar, alarm burglar

843
00:52:58.920 --> 00:53:03.039
<v Speaker 2>alarms going off. There's no drunken husbands to pull off

844
00:53:03.079 --> 00:53:06.440
<v Speaker 2>of wives and save the wives and the kids. That

845
00:53:06.559 --> 00:53:10.719
<v Speaker 2>doesn't happen y us. Every thing we do day in

846
00:53:10.719 --> 00:53:13.400
<v Speaker 2>and day out is death, I mean, and that's it.

847
00:53:13.480 --> 00:53:16.400
<v Speaker 2>I mean, we're either notifying a family, or we're trying

848
00:53:16.440 --> 00:53:19.440
<v Speaker 2>to determine what the manner cause is, or we're trying

849
00:53:19.440 --> 00:53:23.079
<v Speaker 2>to get a body identified. And so what makes matters

850
00:53:23.360 --> 00:53:32.239
<v Speaker 2>even worse is the fact that your boss, your boss,

851
00:53:33.480 --> 00:53:38.440
<v Speaker 2>your boss is a physician. And for those that have

852
00:53:38.519 --> 00:53:41.840
<v Speaker 2>never worked for physicians, there are several different types. But

853
00:53:41.920 --> 00:53:46.880
<v Speaker 2>when you begin when your boss is actually not just

854
00:53:46.920 --> 00:53:51.159
<v Speaker 2>a physician, but they're a pathologist, and not only a pathologist,

855
00:53:51.159 --> 00:53:54.480
<v Speaker 2>but a forensic pathologist. There's a reason physicians go into

856
00:53:54.519 --> 00:53:57.760
<v Speaker 2>forensic pathology. Now they'll say, I'm a curious person, I

857
00:53:57.880 --> 00:54:00.000
<v Speaker 2>like the science of it and all that sort of thing. Yeah,

858
00:54:00.039 --> 00:54:02.800
<v Speaker 2>and they're not dealing with patients, you know, they're not

859
00:54:02.880 --> 00:54:06.000
<v Speaker 2>dealing with a living So that gives you I think,

860
00:54:06.079 --> 00:54:08.480
<v Speaker 2>I know, I'm paining with very broad brush, but I'm

861
00:54:08.519 --> 00:54:11.119
<v Speaker 2>qualified to do that. I've come across too many of them.

862
00:54:11.679 --> 00:54:16.679
<v Speaker 2>They don't make the best, the best managers of people.

863
00:54:16.760 --> 00:54:20.000
<v Speaker 2>If you will. I when I was in Atlanta, for instance,

864
00:54:20.039 --> 00:54:23.800
<v Speaker 2>I had I had a boss that told me, because

865
00:54:23.840 --> 00:54:26.519
<v Speaker 2>I was a senior investigator, says, I know you're having trouble,

866
00:54:26.679 --> 00:54:28.920
<v Speaker 2>but you need to suck it up. There's a lot

867
00:54:28.960 --> 00:54:33.159
<v Speaker 2>of people around here that look up to you, and

868
00:54:33.199 --> 00:54:35.840
<v Speaker 2>you know, and I look back on that now and

869
00:54:35.920 --> 00:54:38.639
<v Speaker 2>I think about, you know, the price that I paid,

870
00:54:38.960 --> 00:54:45.320
<v Speaker 2>you know, for being manly, you know, of perception of

871
00:54:45.559 --> 00:54:49.679
<v Speaker 2>because look, we're talking about death, then no one beats

872
00:54:50.000 --> 00:54:52.320
<v Speaker 2>Death is the house and you never beat the house.

873
00:54:52.519 --> 00:54:55.480
<v Speaker 2>If you want to put it in in terms of casino,

874
00:54:55.800 --> 00:54:59.840
<v Speaker 2>death is always going to win. And you my you know,

875
00:55:00.119 --> 00:55:02.079
<v Speaker 2>my issue was that I always felt as I could

876
00:55:02.079 --> 00:55:05.480
<v Speaker 2>go toe to toe with death and and beat it

877
00:55:05.840 --> 00:55:08.280
<v Speaker 2>in the end, and you never do. You never do.

878
00:55:08.840 --> 00:55:10.760
<v Speaker 2>It's a cool thing, you know. I think that when

879
00:55:10.760 --> 00:55:14.880
<v Speaker 2>you're a young man, it's a siren song because you know,

880
00:55:15.000 --> 00:55:17.599
<v Speaker 2>you you talk about it's your on arrogance. You know,

881
00:55:17.679 --> 00:55:21.280
<v Speaker 2>you talk about, Hey man, it's like, hey, what do

882
00:55:21.320 --> 00:55:23.880
<v Speaker 2>you do for a living? When I'm a stockbroker or

883
00:55:23.920 --> 00:55:25.960
<v Speaker 2>I sell insurance, or a drive a bus or whatever

884
00:55:25.960 --> 00:55:28.519
<v Speaker 2>it is, what do you do? Well, I'm a medical

885
00:55:28.599 --> 00:55:32.079
<v Speaker 2>legal death investigator, Well, what is that, Well, you know,

886
00:55:32.159 --> 00:55:35.360
<v Speaker 2>I investigate deaths. I work for the corner, and everybody's oh,

887
00:55:35.800 --> 00:55:38.679
<v Speaker 2>you know that's that's really cool, and they want to

888
00:55:38.719 --> 00:55:42.039
<v Speaker 2>hear all of your stories. And when you're young, you

889
00:55:42.079 --> 00:55:44.800
<v Speaker 2>want to give them all of your stories. But then

890
00:55:45.199 --> 00:55:48.559
<v Speaker 2>at the end of the day you suddenly realize that

891
00:55:49.239 --> 00:55:53.800
<v Speaker 2>your stories are just vicarious entertainment for those that are

892
00:55:53.840 --> 00:55:55.239
<v Speaker 2>listening to you. At the end of the day, you're

893
00:55:55.280 --> 00:55:58.440
<v Speaker 2>still left with all of the screams, You're still left

894
00:55:58.480 --> 00:56:01.039
<v Speaker 2>with all of the emptiness. You're still with the reality

895
00:56:01.079 --> 00:56:03.679
<v Speaker 2>that they don't know. And what they're not aware of

896
00:56:03.840 --> 00:56:06.960
<v Speaker 2>that they go through life numb with many times, is

897
00:56:07.000 --> 00:56:10.360
<v Speaker 2>the fact that death is creeping up on them. And

898
00:56:10.400 --> 00:56:14.199
<v Speaker 2>as you delve deeper into these things like alcohol or

899
00:56:14.280 --> 00:56:16.920
<v Speaker 2>sex or whatever it is that you're using to numb

900
00:56:16.960 --> 00:56:21.400
<v Speaker 2>yourself with throughout your life or overeating. As a medical

901
00:56:21.480 --> 00:56:28.360
<v Speaker 2>legal death investigator, you try to numb yourself as much

902
00:56:28.360 --> 00:56:31.440
<v Speaker 2>as you can because death is waiting around the corner.

903
00:56:31.519 --> 00:56:35.599
<v Speaker 2>You don't feel like that you have anything to lose,

904
00:56:35.840 --> 00:56:38.079
<v Speaker 2>you know, because you truly know the reality of what's

905
00:56:38.119 --> 00:56:40.480
<v Speaker 2>out there, what kind of waits in the darkness for you.

906
00:56:41.280 --> 00:56:44.559
<v Speaker 2>I think that, you know, public in general, they kid

907
00:56:44.599 --> 00:56:49.000
<v Speaker 2>themselves in thinking that it's not going to come their way,

908
00:56:49.039 --> 00:56:53.679
<v Speaker 2>but it really does. And I stopped a long time ago.

909
00:56:54.000 --> 00:56:58.039
<v Speaker 2>I hate the question why, and a lot of the

910
00:56:58.079 --> 00:57:01.639
<v Speaker 2>stuff you see on television and you know, through whatever

911
00:57:01.719 --> 00:57:05.960
<v Speaker 2>channel you happen to look at on a daily basis

912
00:57:05.960 --> 00:57:08.119
<v Speaker 2>for your entertainment, or these things that you hear us

913
00:57:08.159 --> 00:57:11.400
<v Speaker 2>talk about on air or even in podcasts, people say, well,

914
00:57:11.400 --> 00:57:14.760
<v Speaker 2>why did they do this? Why? Is a fool's err

915
00:57:15.440 --> 00:57:21.599
<v Speaker 2>in death investigation. You might can answer it. Sometimes I

916
00:57:21.679 --> 00:57:26.679
<v Speaker 2>prefer science. I like to know what, you know, when, where, how,

917
00:57:27.320 --> 00:57:29.920
<v Speaker 2>those sorts of things. But why is so nebulous and

918
00:57:30.000 --> 00:57:35.239
<v Speaker 2>kind of squishy, and it's it's a lawyer's word many times,

919
00:57:35.440 --> 00:57:39.440
<v Speaker 2>and you know you it's it's kind of almost a whiny,

920
00:57:39.840 --> 00:57:43.679
<v Speaker 2>whiny childlike term. You know why why? Sometimes you're not

921
00:57:43.719 --> 00:57:46.719
<v Speaker 2>going to get the answer to that question. I have

922
00:57:46.800 --> 00:57:51.320
<v Speaker 2>to try to ground myself scientifically as a death investigator

923
00:57:51.480 --> 00:57:56.400
<v Speaker 2>and as an educator. You know, I can look to motivations,

924
00:57:56.440 --> 00:57:59.960
<v Speaker 2>I guess to a certain degree, but does anyone ever

925
00:58:00.159 --> 00:58:02.519
<v Speaker 2>really know why? And then you start to get off

926
00:58:02.519 --> 00:58:07.039
<v Speaker 2>into the you know, the more metaphysical issues with that too,

927
00:58:07.280 --> 00:58:09.480
<v Speaker 2>and you can drive yourself to madness. And a lot

928
00:58:09.519 --> 00:58:12.880
<v Speaker 2>of people have the question of why is as you know,

929
00:58:12.920 --> 00:58:17.719
<v Speaker 2>we've got mental health facilities, we've got people roam in

930
00:58:17.760 --> 00:58:21.639
<v Speaker 2>the streets day to day, we've got people suffering from depression.

931
00:58:21.719 --> 00:58:23.840
<v Speaker 2>A lot of it begins with that core question of why.

932
00:58:24.400 --> 00:58:27.480
<v Speaker 2>And I'm chief among sinners, man. I mean, I've I've

933
00:58:27.519 --> 00:58:31.000
<v Speaker 2>asked that question for many years, and I have made

934
00:58:31.239 --> 00:58:35.920
<v Speaker 2>I've tried to make h you know, some kind of

935
00:58:37.079 --> 00:58:39.960
<v Speaker 2>mission on my part that to extricate that word out

936
00:58:40.000 --> 00:58:43.639
<v Speaker 2>of my vernacular. You know, you sit around, I've covered

937
00:58:44.239 --> 00:58:48.199
<v Speaker 2>you know, I've covered everything everything from the Vegas shooting.

938
00:58:48.239 --> 00:58:50.440
<v Speaker 2>I was on the air the night of Vegas shooting occurred,

939
00:58:51.880 --> 00:58:54.519
<v Speaker 2>the Olympic Park bombing, I worked at, you know, the

940
00:58:57.119 --> 00:59:00.639
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, the Buckhead mass shooting, the day Trader

941
00:59:00.679 --> 00:59:03.559
<v Speaker 2>shooting back in the late nineties, I worked at you know,

942
00:59:03.599 --> 00:59:09.440
<v Speaker 2>we had sixteen people killed. I've covered you know, the

943
00:59:09.480 --> 00:59:13.079
<v Speaker 2>mass shooting down in Orlando. And you know, if you

944
00:59:13.119 --> 00:59:17.199
<v Speaker 2>sit there and you ask why why did these things happen?

945
00:59:18.239 --> 00:59:21.519
<v Speaker 2>You'll never get a clear answer to it. You never

946
00:59:21.559 --> 00:59:25.800
<v Speaker 2>really will, nothing that'll actually satisfy because once you think

947
00:59:25.800 --> 00:59:28.239
<v Speaker 2>you have an answer to that, the next why question

948
00:59:28.320 --> 00:59:31.960
<v Speaker 2>shows up at your door, and so it can be

949
00:59:32.079 --> 00:59:34.559
<v Speaker 2>very very difficult. It's a slippery slope, is what it is.

950
00:59:36.360 --> 00:59:40.559
<v Speaker 7>You provide an incredible example of a lot of things

951
00:59:40.559 --> 00:59:44.320
<v Speaker 7>that you're talking about here, the gallows humor that the

952
00:59:44.360 --> 00:59:48.239
<v Speaker 7>cops employ to survive. Sometimes you guys have a sense

953
00:59:48.280 --> 00:59:52.039
<v Speaker 7>of humor about these things, nicknaming certain things. Then again

954
00:59:52.039 --> 00:59:56.320
<v Speaker 7>there's certain levels of even your outraged at the behavior.

955
00:59:56.360 --> 00:59:58.960
<v Speaker 7>You reading a book of somebody at a crime scene,

956
00:59:59.079 --> 01:00:05.000
<v Speaker 7>cracking jokes, treating the scene very very lightly. But you

957
01:00:05.079 --> 01:00:08.800
<v Speaker 7>talk about going to a scene and a young man

958
01:00:08.920 --> 01:00:12.360
<v Speaker 7>or a man is dressed in women's clothing. He's a

959
01:00:12.440 --> 01:00:17.760
<v Speaker 7>victim of autoerotic affixiation. And then the hardest thing that

960
01:00:17.840 --> 01:00:20.280
<v Speaker 7>you have to do is well, of course there's a humor,

961
01:00:20.880 --> 01:00:24.199
<v Speaker 7>the cops cracking some jokes about this guy, and you say,

962
01:00:24.280 --> 01:00:26.920
<v Speaker 7>you know, I'd hate to be the butt of the

963
01:00:27.039 --> 01:00:30.199
<v Speaker 7>jokes like this person. But then you have to call

964
01:00:30.960 --> 01:00:38.360
<v Speaker 7>this person's mother, and this southern lady, the Southern bell says,

965
01:00:38.920 --> 01:00:40.800
<v Speaker 7>how did my you know, how did my son die?

966
01:00:40.920 --> 01:00:43.079
<v Speaker 7>And then you how can you put it? You tell

967
01:00:43.079 --> 01:00:47.880
<v Speaker 7>her this is how he died erotic affixiation, and she

968
01:00:47.920 --> 01:00:49.280
<v Speaker 7>doesn't even know what you're talking about.

969
01:00:50.519 --> 01:00:55.480
<v Speaker 2>And when you explain it further, yeah, it's my That

970
01:00:55.639 --> 01:01:01.880
<v Speaker 2>was my own intellectual arrogance on my part, and forever

971
01:01:01.920 --> 01:01:04.280
<v Speaker 2>to my shame for that, because you know, here this

972
01:01:04.320 --> 01:01:10.800
<v Speaker 2>woman is, she's located up in Virginia Sidewater area, and

973
01:01:10.840 --> 01:01:16.039
<v Speaker 2>her son, you know, chose participate in this activity. And

974
01:01:16.239 --> 01:01:20.400
<v Speaker 2>of course he was found many days later. Decomposing devices

975
01:01:20.440 --> 01:01:23.559
<v Speaker 2>were still hooked up to this body, and it was

976
01:01:23.679 --> 01:01:27.039
<v Speaker 2>it was a scary kind of scene. You know, when

977
01:01:27.079 --> 01:01:30.280
<v Speaker 2>you go into this thing, there's an electronic device that's

978
01:01:30.280 --> 01:01:32.239
<v Speaker 2>still hooked up where you know, I'm looking at this

979
01:01:32.360 --> 01:01:34.800
<v Speaker 2>and I'm thinking I'm looking at him split out on

980
01:01:34.840 --> 01:01:37.960
<v Speaker 2>the floor and the condition that he's in, and you know,

981
01:01:37.960 --> 01:01:39.960
<v Speaker 2>and I'm thinking, you know, they're looking to me to

982
01:01:40.199 --> 01:01:43.880
<v Speaker 2>literally unplug this thing. I'm thinking, well, it's it's As

983
01:01:43.960 --> 01:01:47.880
<v Speaker 2>a scientist, I understand that probably if this thing had

984
01:01:47.880 --> 01:01:51.639
<v Speaker 2>actually caused his death, it would have shorted out, it

985
01:01:51.639 --> 01:01:54.360
<v Speaker 2>would have boned. But still there's that thing in your mind,

986
01:01:54.400 --> 01:01:55.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to touch this thing, and this is the

987
01:01:55.800 --> 01:01:58.320
<v Speaker 2>last thing I'm going to see before I die, And

988
01:01:58.880 --> 01:02:01.079
<v Speaker 2>you know, I remember thinking that, and of course I

989
01:02:01.119 --> 01:02:06.159
<v Speaker 2>unplugged it and I began to examine his body, and

990
01:02:06.159 --> 01:02:08.280
<v Speaker 2>and then you have to think about, well, what do

991
01:02:08.360 --> 01:02:11.679
<v Speaker 2>I tell his mom? You know, how do I say this? Well,

992
01:02:13.199 --> 01:02:15.599
<v Speaker 2>my intellectual arrogance at the time, I thought that I

993
01:02:15.639 --> 01:02:19.639
<v Speaker 2>would impress her with this fancy term that's now very

994
01:02:19.639 --> 01:02:23.119
<v Speaker 2>commident vernacular. Back when this occurred, I guess this was

995
01:02:23.239 --> 01:02:28.199
<v Speaker 2>probably in the mid eighties, you know, there was there

996
01:02:28.239 --> 01:02:30.079
<v Speaker 2>was not a lot of knowledge of it, you know,

997
01:02:30.159 --> 01:02:34.840
<v Speaker 2>unless you watched I don't know Heraldo or something like that, maybe,

998
01:02:35.840 --> 01:02:38.679
<v Speaker 2>but you know, it wasn't People weren't as educated back then.

999
01:02:38.760 --> 01:02:42.199
<v Speaker 2>And I remember having the police up in this area

1000
01:02:42.239 --> 01:02:45.920
<v Speaker 2>in Virginia go and go to her home and tell

1001
01:02:45.960 --> 01:02:49.519
<v Speaker 2>her to call me as they stood by, and I

1002
01:02:49.559 --> 01:02:52.119
<v Speaker 2>remember telling her with the phone. She asked me, well, sir,

1003
01:02:52.320 --> 01:02:56.199
<v Speaker 2>you know, how exactly did my son die? And I

1004
01:02:56.239 --> 01:03:00.960
<v Speaker 2>remember telling her, well, yeah, ma'am, it was autoeroticas you know.

1005
01:03:01.159 --> 01:03:04.239
<v Speaker 2>And of course the question that follows immediately after that

1006
01:03:05.000 --> 01:03:12.960
<v Speaker 2>is what in the world is that? And you know,

1007
01:03:13.239 --> 01:03:16.679
<v Speaker 2>how do you explain that to a boy's mom, you know,

1008
01:03:16.920 --> 01:03:18.960
<v Speaker 2>how do you explain that to him? You know, to

1009
01:03:19.039 --> 01:03:21.719
<v Speaker 2>her you know how. You know, it's really easy to

1010
01:03:21.800 --> 01:03:24.320
<v Speaker 2>be at the scene and you're trying to cope with

1011
01:03:24.360 --> 01:03:27.360
<v Speaker 2>what you're seeing and then to have to shift gears

1012
01:03:28.320 --> 01:03:31.800
<v Speaker 2>immediately while you're going, you know, sixty miles per hour

1013
01:03:31.880 --> 01:03:35.000
<v Speaker 2>down the road and you kind of throw it into reverse,

1014
01:03:35.039 --> 01:03:37.199
<v Speaker 2>and all of a sudden you're dealing with a child's mother,

1015
01:03:37.719 --> 01:03:41.400
<v Speaker 2>and I say, you know, make him sound like he's

1016
01:03:41.440 --> 01:03:43.880
<v Speaker 2>young man. Everybody, if you're a parent, everybody's you know,

1017
01:03:44.079 --> 01:03:47.360
<v Speaker 2>all your children will always be a baby's Now he's

1018
01:03:47.360 --> 01:03:50.039
<v Speaker 2>a thirty year old man and he's engaging in this behavior,

1019
01:03:50.480 --> 01:03:53.280
<v Speaker 2>but it's still a baby. You know, how how do

1020
01:03:53.320 --> 01:03:55.840
<v Speaker 2>you back off on that? And lots of times you're

1021
01:03:57.719 --> 01:04:00.320
<v Speaker 2>it's it's a hell of a job to have to

1022
01:04:00.360 --> 01:04:08.719
<v Speaker 2>do to try to grasp onto durability, to to still

1023
01:04:09.239 --> 01:04:15.440
<v Speaker 2>have enough humanity within you to walk a mile in

1024
01:04:15.480 --> 01:04:18.039
<v Speaker 2>their shoes and keep in mind, and going back to

1025
01:04:18.079 --> 01:04:24.239
<v Speaker 2>our earlier conversations, this woman didn't ask why. She just

1026
01:04:24.280 --> 01:04:28.360
<v Speaker 2>want to know how. And you know that that's thing

1027
01:04:28.360 --> 01:04:29.880
<v Speaker 2>with a lot of families. They want to know how,

1028
01:04:30.039 --> 01:04:31.920
<v Speaker 2>they want to know where. And it's amazing how many

1029
01:04:31.920 --> 01:04:33.519
<v Speaker 2>times you get to wear a question because when you

1030
01:04:33.559 --> 01:04:35.760
<v Speaker 2>tell them their child is dead or any loved one.

1031
01:04:35.960 --> 01:04:38.039
<v Speaker 2>They'll the first thing out of their mouth is where

1032
01:04:38.239 --> 01:04:40.039
<v Speaker 2>where are they? Where are they? They just want to

1033
01:04:40.039 --> 01:04:44.320
<v Speaker 2>flee to them, hoping, hoping, against hope, that there's something

1034
01:04:44.440 --> 01:04:47.199
<v Speaker 2>left there that they can grab hold of and and

1035
01:04:47.320 --> 01:04:49.239
<v Speaker 2>love on one more time. Of course, by the time

1036
01:04:49.280 --> 01:04:49.840
<v Speaker 2>it's too late.

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<v Speaker 7>You right about your breakdown, your tremors at the did

1038
01:05:03.280 --> 01:05:08.079
<v Speaker 7>you have was there any call or need or had

1039
01:05:08.119 --> 01:05:14.719
<v Speaker 7>you ever attended any counseling psychology, psychologists or psychiatrists at

1040
01:05:14.719 --> 01:05:18.280
<v Speaker 7>before this time? Tell us what is you're forced to

1041
01:05:18.320 --> 01:05:19.480
<v Speaker 7>do and why?

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01:05:23.039 --> 01:05:27.599
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it was a very very dark time in my life,

1043
01:05:27.639 --> 01:05:32.400
<v Speaker 2>and I think that my job, even though I was

1044
01:05:32.440 --> 01:05:34.440
<v Speaker 2>highly regarded by this time, at the end of my

1045
01:05:34.480 --> 01:05:39.719
<v Speaker 2>career in my profession, I was, you know, one of

1046
01:05:39.719 --> 01:05:42.679
<v Speaker 2>the twelve people that helped establish the national standards for

1047
01:05:42.840 --> 01:05:45.519
<v Speaker 2>medical legal death Investigation. I was actually on what was

1048
01:05:45.559 --> 01:05:50.679
<v Speaker 2>called the the Milwaukee Task Force, which was established by

1049
01:05:50.679 --> 01:05:54.559
<v Speaker 2>doctor Jeff Jensen, who if your listeners are familiar with him,

1050
01:05:54.599 --> 01:05:57.400
<v Speaker 2>he's actually a guy that did all the autopsies on

1051
01:05:57.519 --> 01:06:02.320
<v Speaker 2>the on the damer victims. He was the chief medical

1052
01:06:02.320 --> 01:06:06.599
<v Speaker 2>examiner from Milwaukee County. Very bright man, and he saw

1053
01:06:06.639 --> 01:06:11.360
<v Speaker 2>a need for kind of standardization for death investigators, medical

1054
01:06:11.440 --> 01:06:14.880
<v Speaker 2>legal death investigators nationwide, those working for corners and medical examiners,

1055
01:06:14.920 --> 01:06:16.920
<v Speaker 2>and I was chosen to be among that group, and

1056
01:06:16.960 --> 01:06:21.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm very honored, and so I attained these heights. And

1057
01:06:21.480 --> 01:06:24.280
<v Speaker 2>I had, again going back to this narrative that you

1058
01:06:24.400 --> 01:06:27.079
<v Speaker 2>can't escape death. I was right in the middle of

1059
01:06:27.719 --> 01:06:33.440
<v Speaker 2>of death and didn't realize that he was breathing down

1060
01:06:33.480 --> 01:06:41.840
<v Speaker 2>my neck. And all the while, as highly regarded as

1061
01:06:41.920 --> 01:06:45.800
<v Speaker 2>I regarded myself, you know, which is the ultimate and arrogance,

1062
01:06:48.840 --> 01:06:53.760
<v Speaker 2>I began to develop tremors. And I think a lot

1063
01:06:53.800 --> 01:06:55.719
<v Speaker 2>of this goes back also to the things that had

1064
01:06:55.840 --> 01:06:59.480
<v Speaker 2>enco that I encountered early on in my life, you know,

1065
01:07:00.159 --> 01:07:02.400
<v Speaker 2>childhood abuse and that sort of thing. And again I'm

1066
01:07:02.519 --> 01:07:05.480
<v Speaker 2>kind of layering this thing to prove that I am

1067
01:07:05.519 --> 01:07:08.079
<v Speaker 2>the man that I can be. I'm tougher than anything else.

1068
01:07:08.119 --> 01:07:11.280
<v Speaker 2>And at the end of the day, I wasn't tremor started.

1069
01:07:11.480 --> 01:07:15.559
<v Speaker 2>I guess tremors had probably started two to three years beforehand,

1070
01:07:15.719 --> 01:07:21.320
<v Speaker 2>and I just I continue to kind of bull rush

1071
01:07:21.440 --> 01:07:25.119
<v Speaker 2>my way through, you know, every single day. But as

1072
01:07:25.199 --> 01:07:28.920
<v Speaker 2>time went by, then I would and this is a

1073
01:07:29.119 --> 01:07:32.239
<v Speaker 2>horrible way to kind of spend your life. That we

1074
01:07:32.320 --> 01:07:35.960
<v Speaker 2>would work ten hour shifts, and when I would get

1075
01:07:36.000 --> 01:07:39.760
<v Speaker 2>off on my final I would clock out at the

1076
01:07:39.800 --> 01:07:42.840
<v Speaker 2>Medical Examiner's office in Atlanta. I was not celebrating the

1077
01:07:42.840 --> 01:07:47.400
<v Speaker 2>fact that I was off for three days. I would

1078
01:07:48.079 --> 01:07:50.679
<v Speaker 2>be suffering from major depression, sitting in my car, knowing

1079
01:07:50.719 --> 01:07:52.920
<v Speaker 2>that I would have to come back in three days.

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01:07:53.280 --> 01:07:55.159
<v Speaker 2>And that's the way I lived my life. I would

1081
01:07:55.159 --> 01:07:58.639
<v Speaker 2>spend my days off, dreading the fact that I would

1082
01:07:58.639 --> 01:08:02.039
<v Speaker 2>have to come back to work. And it's an unsustainable position.

1083
01:08:02.159 --> 01:08:05.599
<v Speaker 2>And as time went by, I was gaining a lot

1084
01:08:05.639 --> 01:08:10.079
<v Speaker 2>of weight. I was eating just to, you know, just

1085
01:08:10.119 --> 01:08:13.679
<v Speaker 2>to kind of self soothe myself. Drinking wasn't as bad

1086
01:08:13.719 --> 01:08:18.119
<v Speaker 2>as it had been previously in my life. My health

1087
01:08:18.199 --> 01:08:20.159
<v Speaker 2>was not good. I was not exercising. I worked a

1088
01:08:20.199 --> 01:08:25.079
<v Speaker 2>lot of nights, slept during the day, and I began

1089
01:08:25.119 --> 01:08:28.520
<v Speaker 2>feeling myself becoming shorter breath on a regular basis. And

1090
01:08:28.520 --> 01:08:32.079
<v Speaker 2>I wouldn't tell anybody, because you know, I'd taken out

1091
01:08:32.479 --> 01:08:34.880
<v Speaker 2>hearts out of bodies that were size of canned hands.

1092
01:08:35.359 --> 01:08:38.359
<v Speaker 2>You know, I knew what athroscriad at cardiovascular disease was.

1093
01:08:39.000 --> 01:08:41.920
<v Speaker 2>You know, I knew what I knew what strokes were.

1094
01:08:42.119 --> 01:08:47.439
<v Speaker 2>You know, I dissected enough brains, and I knew that

1095
01:08:47.520 --> 01:08:49.239
<v Speaker 2>this was creeping up on me. And I knew that

1096
01:08:49.239 --> 01:08:51.479
<v Speaker 2>this was it was there, but I was going to

1097
01:08:51.520 --> 01:08:54.680
<v Speaker 2>continue to fight it until I guess it was probably

1098
01:08:55.520 --> 01:08:58.479
<v Speaker 2>started about six months out from my final day work.

1099
01:08:59.239 --> 01:09:03.039
<v Speaker 2>I was I had chest paints so bad going into

1100
01:09:03.039 --> 01:09:07.359
<v Speaker 2>work that I had to literally stop at an emergency

1101
01:09:07.399 --> 01:09:11.119
<v Speaker 2>room and they checked me in and they said, no,

1102
01:09:11.720 --> 01:09:15.880
<v Speaker 2>your heart is perfectly healthier, nothing's happening here. Take these

1103
01:09:15.960 --> 01:09:19.039
<v Speaker 2>and they gave me some tranquilizers and sent me on

1104
01:09:19.079 --> 01:09:21.319
<v Speaker 2>my way. You know, after being overnight, I had to

1105
01:09:21.359 --> 01:09:23.640
<v Speaker 2>go back home, and then I was back on duty.

1106
01:09:23.640 --> 01:09:26.720
<v Speaker 2>Two days later. It happened again, I guess a month later,

1107
01:09:28.720 --> 01:09:32.000
<v Speaker 2>and again the same thing. They put me on the EKG.

1108
01:09:32.159 --> 01:09:37.279
<v Speaker 2>I did distress test. Everything was clear, and then finally

1109
01:09:39.800 --> 01:09:42.520
<v Speaker 2>I was sitting at my desk. I'd just been out

1110
01:09:42.520 --> 01:09:45.479
<v Speaker 2>to eat with one of my closest friends from childhood

1111
01:09:45.600 --> 01:09:49.840
<v Speaker 2>who was actually an Atlanta police detective, and I sat

1112
01:09:49.880 --> 01:09:54.680
<v Speaker 2>down in my chair in the room literally began to spin.

1113
01:09:56.520 --> 01:09:58.439
<v Speaker 2>And it was the oddest thing. I'm sitting there in

1114
01:09:58.439 --> 01:10:01.039
<v Speaker 2>the medical Examiner's office. I not looking at a dead body.

1115
01:10:01.039 --> 01:10:02.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm not standing over a dead body. I'm just in

1116
01:10:02.840 --> 01:10:06.560
<v Speaker 2>the investigators area. And I remember as if I was

1117
01:10:06.600 --> 01:10:10.439
<v Speaker 2>a drowning man. I remember gasping for breath, asking somebody

1118
01:10:10.479 --> 01:10:12.520
<v Speaker 2>to help me. And I was laying on the floor,

1119
01:10:12.520 --> 01:10:17.600
<v Speaker 2>crawling out of my cubicle. And I was on day

1120
01:10:17.600 --> 01:10:22.680
<v Speaker 2>shift at the time, and my colleague that was down

1121
01:10:23.520 --> 01:10:26.399
<v Speaker 2>down the road from me, he said, call the doctors,

1122
01:10:26.399 --> 01:10:30.159
<v Speaker 2>Call the doctors. Well, the unfortunate part of that a

1123
01:10:30.439 --> 01:10:34.359
<v Speaker 2>medical examiner's office, when you say called the doctors, you're

1124
01:10:34.399 --> 01:10:37.600
<v Speaker 2>surrounded by forensic pathologists. And this was my worst nightmare

1125
01:10:37.680 --> 01:10:41.359
<v Speaker 2>come to come to pass. They they picked me up,

1126
01:10:41.479 --> 01:10:43.199
<v Speaker 2>a bunch of the investigators do They put me on

1127
01:10:43.239 --> 01:10:44.960
<v Speaker 2>sofa in our day room, which is kind of our

1128
01:10:45.000 --> 01:10:47.760
<v Speaker 2>ready room where there's a TV there. And it's the

1129
01:10:47.760 --> 01:10:50.119
<v Speaker 2>same room we've watched the you know, the planes fly

1130
01:10:50.199 --> 01:10:52.600
<v Speaker 2>into the buildings, you know, at nine to eleven, and

1131
01:10:53.000 --> 01:10:58.239
<v Speaker 2>you know, we keep it on for news. And I

1132
01:10:58.319 --> 01:11:00.920
<v Speaker 2>remember every doctor in the building showed up and here

1133
01:11:00.960 --> 01:11:03.720
<v Speaker 2>I am laying on the sofa, gasping for breath like

1134
01:11:03.760 --> 01:11:06.960
<v Speaker 2>a fish on a dock outside of the water, and

1135
01:11:07.159 --> 01:11:09.479
<v Speaker 2>looking up and there are nothing but these faces of

1136
01:11:09.520 --> 01:11:14.359
<v Speaker 2>these forensic pathologists staring down at me, and I'm I'm

1137
01:11:14.720 --> 01:11:17.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm feel as though I'm on the I'm at the

1138
01:11:17.279 --> 01:11:21.680
<v Speaker 2>portal of Hell at this moment time. And then the

1139
01:11:21.800 --> 01:11:27.239
<v Speaker 2>coolest thing happened. I remembered distinkly hearing the sound our

1140
01:11:27.720 --> 01:11:30.079
<v Speaker 2>rear gate at the Medical Examiner's office made this huge

1141
01:11:30.119 --> 01:11:33.279
<v Speaker 2>clanking noise, and I remember hearing the sound of a

1142
01:11:33.359 --> 01:11:37.720
<v Speaker 2>Grady Hospital ambulance coming down the road running Code three,

1143
01:11:38.359 --> 01:11:42.840
<v Speaker 2>I would assume to me. And the last day, literally

1144
01:11:42.880 --> 01:11:45.680
<v Speaker 2>the last time I ever left the Medical Examiner's office

1145
01:11:45.720 --> 01:11:48.119
<v Speaker 2>was in the back of an ambulance. I've never been

1146
01:11:48.159 --> 01:11:50.800
<v Speaker 2>so happy to see EMTs in my life. And you know,

1147
01:11:51.079 --> 01:11:58.159
<v Speaker 2>it was it was a hard process. We I you know,

1148
01:11:58.279 --> 01:12:02.840
<v Speaker 2>the they wound up taking me the hospital. The young

1149
01:12:03.119 --> 01:12:07.880
<v Speaker 2>physician was there, he was a cardiologist. He said, have

1150
01:12:07.960 --> 01:12:11.399
<v Speaker 2>you ever you ever been seen by a psychiatrist? And

1151
01:12:11.600 --> 01:12:15.640
<v Speaker 2>was like, what you kidded me? No, yeah, you need

1152
01:12:15.680 --> 01:12:18.640
<v Speaker 2>to see a psychiatrist. And of course they sent me

1153
01:12:18.680 --> 01:12:25.600
<v Speaker 2>to a psychiatrist. And she said, it's a lady that

1154
01:12:25.800 --> 01:12:28.439
<v Speaker 2>had immigrated from India many years ago and done her

1155
01:12:29.479 --> 01:12:34.479
<v Speaker 2>done her internship up in the Northeast at a veterans hospital,

1156
01:12:34.760 --> 01:12:37.159
<v Speaker 2>and she said, you're the worst case of PTSD we've

1157
01:12:37.159 --> 01:12:40.319
<v Speaker 2>seen that I've seen since my residency during the Vietnam era.

1158
01:12:41.159 --> 01:12:42.640
<v Speaker 2>And I was at a point where I was just

1159
01:12:42.680 --> 01:12:49.439
<v Speaker 2>shaking uncontrollably, almost twitching uncontrollably. She said, we've got to

1160
01:12:49.439 --> 01:12:53.159
<v Speaker 2>slow your mind down. And the only thing that could

1161
01:12:53.159 --> 01:12:57.520
<v Speaker 2>come out of my mouth was like work, work. And

1162
01:12:57.600 --> 01:13:01.079
<v Speaker 2>she said, mister Morgan, you will never go. And she said,

1163
01:13:01.199 --> 01:13:03.640
<v Speaker 2>and if you do, I will have you judicially commit it.

1164
01:13:04.520 --> 01:13:09.079
<v Speaker 2>And when that, when she hit me with that, I

1165
01:13:09.159 --> 01:13:12.239
<v Speaker 2>knew that at the end, I thought that it was

1166
01:13:12.279 --> 01:13:15.640
<v Speaker 2>the end of my life. I really did, you know.

1167
01:13:15.720 --> 01:13:18.159
<v Speaker 2>She stocked me right in the nose with that reality,

1168
01:13:18.359 --> 01:13:22.079
<v Speaker 2>and they put me in a put me on these

1169
01:13:22.239 --> 01:13:26.479
<v Speaker 2>very very strong medications. She says, we have got to

1170
01:13:26.560 --> 01:13:30.680
<v Speaker 2>let your brain rest. She says, nobody needs to be

1171
01:13:30.720 --> 01:13:38.039
<v Speaker 2>around death as long. And no, there were no programs

1172
01:13:38.039 --> 01:13:44.279
<v Speaker 2>in place for any kind of help for someone like

1173
01:13:44.319 --> 01:13:48.560
<v Speaker 2>myself at that time. As a matter of fact, my

1174
01:13:48.680 --> 01:13:53.479
<v Speaker 2>wife was pregnant. She was a school teacher. I think

1175
01:13:53.760 --> 01:13:56.000
<v Speaker 2>probably when I was at my worst, I was out

1176
01:13:56.000 --> 01:13:58.359
<v Speaker 2>of work. I was on short term disability, and she

1177
01:13:58.520 --> 01:14:05.159
<v Speaker 2>had contacted the county, Fulton County, and you know, through tears,

1178
01:14:05.159 --> 01:14:06.960
<v Speaker 2>she's like, what are we supposed to do? And the

1179
01:14:07.880 --> 01:14:10.880
<v Speaker 2>person that she was speaking with that with the county

1180
01:14:10.920 --> 01:14:13.960
<v Speaker 2>at the time actually said, and this is back in

1181
01:14:14.119 --> 01:14:16.760
<v Speaker 2>two thousand and five, they actually told my wife or

1182
01:14:16.840 --> 01:14:20.399
<v Speaker 2>the phone, she says, your husband's not going to qualify

1183
01:14:20.439 --> 01:14:25.600
<v Speaker 2>for disability. PTSD is too easy to fake. And I

1184
01:14:25.680 --> 01:14:27.520
<v Speaker 2>knew at that point in time that I was either

1185
01:14:27.560 --> 01:14:33.239
<v Speaker 2>going to have to get better and pull myself up

1186
01:14:34.199 --> 01:14:37.319
<v Speaker 2>and help my family survive, or it was going to

1187
01:14:37.359 --> 01:14:39.560
<v Speaker 2>be I was going to have hell to pay. And

1188
01:14:39.600 --> 01:14:43.199
<v Speaker 2>I was still coming through therapy. My wife was pregnant

1189
01:14:43.199 --> 01:14:54.039
<v Speaker 2>with our son, Isaac, and Isaac died. He died on

1190
01:14:54.079 --> 01:15:00.039
<v Speaker 2>September September the twentieth, while I was still recovering. And

1191
01:15:00.199 --> 01:15:06.000
<v Speaker 2>I tell you, he died in my arms. And I

1192
01:15:06.119 --> 01:15:08.239
<v Speaker 2>used to think back then, all those years ago, I

1193
01:15:08.359 --> 01:15:10.960
<v Speaker 2>used to think, when I go to make a notification

1194
01:15:11.079 --> 01:15:15.359
<v Speaker 2>to a family, I hope that I am compassionate enough

1195
01:15:15.359 --> 01:15:18.680
<v Speaker 2>with families when I'm talking to them that at some

1196
01:15:18.760 --> 01:15:24.680
<v Speaker 2>point in time, at some juncture along the way, somebody

1197
01:15:24.720 --> 01:15:28.920
<v Speaker 2>will be kind to my family when I've notified. When

1198
01:15:28.920 --> 01:15:32.199
<v Speaker 2>they're notified of my death, maybe that'll happen. Maybe that's

1199
01:15:32.399 --> 01:15:36.760
<v Speaker 2>you never know what the future holds. And when Isaac

1200
01:15:37.840 --> 01:15:43.039
<v Speaker 2>breathed his last breath in my arms, he had a

1201
01:15:43.079 --> 01:15:50.000
<v Speaker 2>congenital defect. I literally notified myself with my own son's death.

1202
01:15:51.520 --> 01:15:59.960
<v Speaker 2>And Isaac was a real turning point for our family

1203
01:16:00.079 --> 01:16:04.720
<v Speaker 2>at that moment time. And it was hard. I mean

1204
01:16:04.760 --> 01:16:07.800
<v Speaker 2>it was really really hard. It was hard finding a

1205
01:16:07.880 --> 01:16:14.760
<v Speaker 2>therapist I think sustainable for me, because it's not like

1206
01:16:14.800 --> 01:16:17.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm something special. It's just that not too many people

1207
01:16:17.920 --> 01:16:24.119
<v Speaker 2>have encountered, have encountered kind of the volume of things

1208
01:16:24.159 --> 01:16:28.840
<v Speaker 2>that I've seen and that I had done and in

1209
01:16:28.880 --> 01:16:32.760
<v Speaker 2>my instance, and keep in mind, not everybody's the same way.

1210
01:16:32.800 --> 01:16:34.920
<v Speaker 2>I was damaged when I showed up, you know, all

1211
01:16:34.960 --> 01:16:38.079
<v Speaker 2>those years ago as the quote unquote youngest medical legal

1212
01:16:38.119 --> 01:16:41.560
<v Speaker 2>death investigator in the world or in the US or

1213
01:16:41.560 --> 01:16:43.439
<v Speaker 2>whatever it was that the doctor had called me at

1214
01:16:43.439 --> 01:16:46.399
<v Speaker 2>that particular time. I was young, but I was damaged

1215
01:16:46.439 --> 01:16:48.880
<v Speaker 2>when I showed up at the door, and so I

1216
01:16:48.920 --> 01:16:52.159
<v Speaker 2>was bringing baggage in with me. But still, you know,

1217
01:16:52.359 --> 01:16:56.000
<v Speaker 2>I finally found a guy that was a Vietnam vet

1218
01:16:56.560 --> 01:16:59.840
<v Speaker 2>who was a PhD actually the University of Georgia and

1219
01:17:00.079 --> 01:17:03.760
<v Speaker 2>began to see him and you know, through a lot

1220
01:17:03.800 --> 01:17:06.840
<v Speaker 2>of meditation, tried to stay away from as many meds

1221
01:17:06.880 --> 01:17:11.600
<v Speaker 2>as I could and just to kind of have a

1222
01:17:11.680 --> 01:17:15.760
<v Speaker 2>clear mind moving forward with my life. I would I

1223
01:17:15.800 --> 01:17:20.239
<v Speaker 2>would have long discussions with him about death, and he

1224
01:17:20.479 --> 01:17:26.439
<v Speaker 2>had experienced death traumatically, you know. And he would even say, look,

1225
01:17:26.479 --> 01:17:30.039
<v Speaker 2>I did two tours in Vietnam and I had people

1226
01:17:30.079 --> 01:17:32.880
<v Speaker 2>that died all around me. He says, Still I didn't

1227
01:17:33.359 --> 01:17:35.000
<v Speaker 2>deal with the way you had to deal with it.

1228
01:17:36.439 --> 01:17:40.920
<v Speaker 2>He's right, but everybody's experiences are different. They are you

1229
01:17:41.039 --> 01:17:46.520
<v Speaker 2>just never But if it wasn't for him, I would

1230
01:17:46.560 --> 01:17:51.720
<v Speaker 2>not have been able to kind of pull my way

1231
01:17:51.760 --> 01:17:53.479
<v Speaker 2>out of it. And that's really the only way you

1232
01:17:53.479 --> 01:17:56.800
<v Speaker 2>can do it. You can go to all the self

1233
01:17:56.800 --> 01:17:59.920
<v Speaker 2>help you want to, you can take as many men

1234
01:18:00.000 --> 01:18:01.560
<v Speaker 2>as as you want to, but at the end of

1235
01:18:01.600 --> 01:18:05.079
<v Speaker 2>the day, you have to literally will yourself to good health.

1236
01:18:05.119 --> 01:18:08.760
<v Speaker 2>And I'm still not perfectly there. There's still things that

1237
01:18:08.880 --> 01:18:14.039
<v Speaker 2>upset me. I h. We went and saw a Joker

1238
01:18:14.239 --> 01:18:22.279
<v Speaker 2>yesterday actually, and uh, the the trailer for Richard Jewel

1239
01:18:22.359 --> 01:18:26.680
<v Speaker 2>came on and and it set me back on my

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<v Speaker 2>heels as I'm sitting there in the previews, because it

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<v Speaker 2>took me back to that moment in time, very real time,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, and I remember standing over the body of

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<v Speaker 2>Alice Hawthorne, you know, at that scene, you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>she's kind of woodscrew in her eye and it lodged

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<v Speaker 2>in her Sarah Bella, I'll never forget that as long

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<v Speaker 2>as I live, Dan, you know, and that we could

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<v Speaker 2>have had four hundred people die that night. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>those those types of things stay with you, my wife

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<v Speaker 2>was saying, after which she says, Now, I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if we're going to be seeing the movie or not,

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<v Speaker 2>but it might be a test of how healthy I

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<v Speaker 2>am if I can go go and watch that movie,

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<v Speaker 2>I think. But yeah, it is an ongoing journey for me,

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<v Speaker 2>an ongoing journey.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, this book, certainly you talk about, stays with you.

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<v Speaker 7>This book and the examples that you have from everything

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<v Speaker 7>from you say, this's a slashing around in human excreatment

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<v Speaker 7>and maggots that make a body look like it's come

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<v Speaker 7>to life. When you look at a crack addicted woman

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<v Speaker 7>and then realize that she got frustrated with her baby

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<v Speaker 7>and hit his head on a bench, on a bedpost,

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<v Speaker 7>all these things that you had to live, to endure,

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<v Speaker 7>to handle, the nightmares, the dreams, the reoccurring dreams. That's

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<v Speaker 7>a fascinating, fascinating account this journey. I want to thank

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<v Speaker 7>you very much for coming on and talking about Blood

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<v Speaker 7>Beneath My Feet. Joseph Scott Morgan. For those people that

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<v Speaker 7>might want to take a look at other work, what

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<v Speaker 7>else you're doing. I know that I just looked on YouTube.

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<v Speaker 7>Can you tell us a little bit where they might

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<v Speaker 7>be able to look at other work or about this

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<v Speaker 7>book itself, and also tell us again about Dead Wife's

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<v Speaker 7>Club please?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, certainly. Yeah. I've got my own YouTube channel they

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<v Speaker 2>can just plug into, Joseph Scott Morgan. It's generally updated

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<v Speaker 2>weekly and it's clips from law and crime. We cover

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<v Speaker 2>the biggest trials in the country. I do that as

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<v Speaker 2>representative of Jacksonville State University. I'm their forensics guy, pretty

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<v Speaker 2>much go to guy that we cover all of the

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<v Speaker 2>cases that are currently going on out there. You can

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<v Speaker 2>see some of my clips from hl N. I talk

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<v Speaker 2>about the Epstein case, I think extensively, also the trouble

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<v Speaker 2>that was had down in done the Caribbean this past summer.

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<v Speaker 2>Isn't that interesting how that kind of dropped off the

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<v Speaker 2>news where everybody was dying? Yea, and yeah, it just

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<v Speaker 2>kind of vanished. But yeah, all of the cases, Jody Arius,

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<v Speaker 2>Trayvon Martin, everything that I've been involved in now since

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<v Speaker 2>twenty thirteen. Relative to that. I think there's even a

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<v Speaker 2>book trailer on there for Blood Beneath my Feet, believe

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<v Speaker 2>it or not, from those number of years back when

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<v Speaker 2>the book dropped. And you know, Blood Beneath My Feet

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<v Speaker 2>can be found on Amazon. It's in print, in print

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<v Speaker 2>edition and also an ebook Kendall that sort of thing,

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<v Speaker 2>so it's out there to be had. You can find

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<v Speaker 2>it worldwide, you know, whether you're you know, listening here

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<v Speaker 2>in America or if you're in you know, Canada or

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<v Speaker 2>Great Britain. It's available through Amazon.

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<v Speaker 7>It's a powerful account. And I want to thank you

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<v Speaker 7>very much, Joseph Scott Morgan a coming on and talking

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<v Speaker 7>about Blood Beneath my Feet. It's been an absolute pleasure.

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<v Speaker 7>Thank you, Joseph Scott Morgan.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have a great evening, good night, Thank you, Dan,

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<v Speaker 2>Bye bye,
