Speaker 1: Hey, sorry, sorry, sorry, I know I haven't been answering
Speaker 1: the phone. I get it. Yeah, no, I'm a little
Speaker 1: bit busy right now, my darling. Can I call you
Speaker 1: back and like, I don't know, a couple hours or something.
Speaker 1: I can text you here and there maybe. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: turned my GPS tracker off. No, no, I can absolutely
Speaker 1: see where you are. I can see you, but I've
Speaker 1: turned mine off well because I just sometimes girls just
Speaker 1: want to go out and do something. Baby, what are
Speaker 1: you honey? I know it's been about what a day
Speaker 1: and a half now, I just rip three days Jesus. No,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I'm sorry. You're right. I shouldn't have just
Speaker 1: gone off the rails like that, But I mean I
Speaker 1: left a note. I told you i'd be back in
Speaker 1: a couple of days, that I was just going to
Speaker 1: have some meet time. It happens, well, what did the
Speaker 1: police say? See, the police told you give me some time.
Speaker 1: I left note, the authenticated it. I told my manager, like,
Speaker 1: everything's copa sidic Okay, what? Oh? Interesting? Well, no, we
Speaker 1: heard about that two days before I left. Yeah, didn't
Speaker 1: she like decide And it's not like it's unheard of.
Speaker 1: After what happened, I mean, everybody found out that she was,
Speaker 1: you know, a dirty, dirty jeter, and then me and
Speaker 1: you had those couple of days of celebration, and well, AnyWho,
Speaker 1: I decided to go have some mean time after celebrating
Speaker 1: with you. I'm training for my next fat. No, I mean,
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know who I'm fat, and I
Speaker 1: don't have a fat booked. But I'm sure as soon
Speaker 1: as I come back, my manager will already have figured
Speaker 1: out the details. And baby, no, no, no, baby, baby
Speaker 1: baby Darling, sugar Sweetpete, No no, no, I'm not going
Speaker 1: to come back any time soon. I need a couple
Speaker 1: more days. Okay, fine, fine, you figured it out. You're
Speaker 1: freaking Sherlock homes. Yes, I'm with her. Yes, I am
Speaker 1: in a place I don't want you to come to.
Speaker 1: She's alive. What did you think I would do to her?
Speaker 1: I only kind of thought about, you know, doing that
Speaker 1: to her, and that well, no, I haven't roughed her up.
Speaker 1: I knew she had any more bruises or injuries to
Speaker 1: her than that was going to be a problem. So
Speaker 1: I did the thing that a lot of the spiders
Speaker 1: did when I shared a better place. I am knocked
Speaker 1: her out. No, we don't tend to knock each other up.
Speaker 1: Just listen, would you. I knocked her out, and then
Speaker 1: I took a bunch of pictures of her injuries. We
Speaker 1: do this so that we can monitor how they're healing
Speaker 1: up and if we get any additional injuries and whatnot.
Speaker 1: It's part of the insurance thing that we have to
Speaker 1: do too. So yeah, I took a bunch of pictures
Speaker 1: of her injuries, and she hadn't and I have given
Speaker 1: her absolutely no more. Well, yeah, no, I brought her
Speaker 1: out to the car and I drove her to a
Speaker 1: place that you know, it's just some property that I
Speaker 1: know of now. Of course I don't own it. Any
Speaker 1: would link back to me. Nobody comes out here. The
Speaker 1: family that owns is have more or less abandoned it
Speaker 1: for years and years and years and years and years.
Speaker 1: They still own it, but it is whatever. And she's alive. Yes,
Speaker 1: I've been making her sheets and drinks. Yes, she's hydrated.
Speaker 1: She texted you, She texted you. I saw I saw that.
Speaker 1: Not when we were going back to our place that
Speaker 1: she texted you and said that she needed to talk.
Speaker 1: What is there to talk about? So after we had
Speaker 1: a lot of fun that not. I woke up a
Speaker 1: couple hours later. I meant to stay up until you
Speaker 1: went to sleep, but honestly, like you just always get
Speaker 1: me probably tired out so good. AnyWho, I got tired
Speaker 1: and I went to sleep, and when I woke up,
Speaker 1: I went through your phone and I saw that she
Speaker 1: sent a couple more text messages. Yeah, well, I deleted them.
Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna exactly have you go in and freaking
Speaker 1: talk to her. She sent some more text messages apologizing
Speaker 1: for what she did, asking if you paid me to
Speaker 1: do that because she doesn't think that we're actually together,
Speaker 1: implying that I may possibly also be a cheater, which
Speaker 1: I am not. I have never and I wouldn't and
Speaker 1: then she that was a long time ago. I'm glad
Speaker 1: to see that you talked to her. It wasn't cheating.
Speaker 1: I honestly thought that he had broken up with me,
Speaker 1: and I got weak and I loved him so much
Speaker 1: that I went and just listen. It's not that friend's
Speaker 1: episode is completely based off of things people do. Sometimes
Speaker 1: we get really sad in those moments of loneliness, and
Speaker 1: I went out and found someone just for the next day,
Speaker 1: for them to be like, no, I don't want to
Speaker 1: be on a break, I want to be with you
Speaker 1: and I it was a miscommunication and even he understood.
Speaker 1: So no, that's the only thing she ever had on me,
Speaker 1: and I've been very public and very open about it.
Speaker 1: I even told you about it. If you want to
Speaker 1: talk to him, if you want to talk to the
Speaker 1: other guy too, all of us agree on the situations
Speaker 1: it is. I loved him. I loved him, but not
Speaker 1: the way I love you. You're the one that taught
Speaker 1: me true love, and the idea of losing you over
Speaker 1: her lies her wicked lives because she needs to get
Speaker 1: back at me for what I didn't even do to her.
Speaker 1: I didn't do anything to her. I set two men
Speaker 1: free that night. She could have just she didn't do
Speaker 1: any of that. I would have nothing on her except
Speaker 1: for my hands, and I had no problem just having
Speaker 1: that fight, being not square and fair. But she's the
Speaker 1: one that chose this. So now she's the one who's
Speaker 1: down here in this basement, clinging to life. So she
Speaker 1: is alive. I have her on all kinds of fun medications.
Speaker 1: Oh no, no, no, again, I told you, I am
Speaker 1: making sure she stays alive. But she's on all kinds
Speaker 1: of fun things, and I just have mannequins that I
Speaker 1: dressed up as a whole bunch of stuff, and I'm
Speaker 1: using a gee bogey voices and scary freaking language to
Speaker 1: keep her so petrified that when she walks out of here,
Speaker 1: everyone is gonna think, especially as they get her drug tested,
Speaker 1: then she just went on some drug bender, and everything
Speaker 1: that she claims happened, they're gonna say, oh, well, it
Speaker 1: must just be the drugs. So then everyone's not gonna
Speaker 1: trust a dirty, filthy word that comes out of her mouth.
Speaker 1: She'll be known as a cheater. She'll be known as
Speaker 1: a liar, she'll be known as a drug adduct and
Speaker 1: she'll be known as somebody who just shouldn't and couldn't
Speaker 1: be trusted. And she'll know better than to ever talk
Speaker 1: to you again. Maybe she's a special kind of miserable.
Speaker 1: She's a tap, a miserable where she self destructs. She
Speaker 1: had something good. You loved her, you wanted to be
Speaker 1: with her. You thought about marrying this woman, this vile,
Speaker 1: wretched wench of a woman, and she went and broke
Speaker 1: your heart. And then when she saw that you were happy,
Speaker 1: she tried to ruin that she didn't take her just desserts.
Speaker 1: I pummeled her in that ring and she wanted it
Speaker 1: around too. Why because she wanted to take a title
Speaker 1: from me and not because she wanted the title for herself. No,
Speaker 1: I haven't confirmed that she wanted to take it from
Speaker 1: me because she thought that I was some set up
Speaker 1: chick that you paid to go beat her up in
Speaker 1: the ring and she wanted to go get her prit back.
Speaker 1: Then when she caught in England that maybe, just maybe
Speaker 1: there was something between us. She tried to rip you
Speaker 1: from me. She took this from hurting you in the
Speaker 1: past and me getting revenge for you, to her trying
Speaker 1: to hurt us. And that is unacceptable. And if she
Speaker 1: would have yes, baby, I know you wouldn't have done anything.
Speaker 1: I don't think that you would. It's not that I
Speaker 1: think that you would. It's that she trod it. She
Speaker 1: trod it. Now I get to watch her rods in
Speaker 1: that corner. I get to watch her. She big eyes
Speaker 1: bulge out of her head as I push some of
Speaker 1: these mannequins closer to her, as I fling water on her,
Speaker 1: and she thinks that it's blood as I make her
Speaker 1: worst nightmares and neck in front of her faces. I
Speaker 1: shove her into a teeny tiny little dog cage that
Speaker 1: she fits in but fairly. And I sit there with
Speaker 1: a chainsaw outside, just you know, having that engine. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna do any of I'm not gonna touch
Speaker 1: her with any of this. No, when I I make
Speaker 1: sure to remove anything that is harmful out of the house,
Speaker 1: very very far away before I let her out. I'm
Speaker 1: not stupid. I'm not gonna exactly just leave her down
Speaker 1: here with implements of you know, anything that would hurt me. No,
Speaker 1: not at all. No, I ask myself. I even use
Speaker 1: a voice changer whenever I talked to her. Hi, hi, darlin,
Speaker 1: Maybe you shouldn't what No, I don't say darling. I
Speaker 1: promise I'm really careful with what I say. I changed
Speaker 1: my voice around. I use all kinds of different tactics
Speaker 1: to make sure she won't know who I am. And again,
Speaker 1: even if she does, no one's going to buy it.
Speaker 1: I'm the girl that bade her up. She went missing
Speaker 1: before I well, like, yeah, I snuck out. I snuck out.
Speaker 1: No one saw me, No one knows where I went.
Speaker 1: I didn't take a phone. I took an old beat
Speaker 1: up car with no GPS tracking in it whatsoever. I
Speaker 1: left her cel phone. There was no way to track
Speaker 1: her here and again like she just got beat up
Speaker 1: and twice and humiliated. No one is looking for her,
Speaker 1: No one cares and makes sense that she's missing. I
Speaker 1: thought everything through, including how I'm going to ensure that
Speaker 1: she will never ever ever come for you again. I'm
Speaker 1: helping build a story in her head of stuff so
Speaker 1: that when she gets babbling to those coops down at
Speaker 1: the mental asylum, they're gonna give her lots of hugs.
Speaker 1: They're gonna give her tons of FuG They're gonna put
Speaker 1: her straight in a straight jacket. She ain't ever coming
Speaker 1: out of that place, and then you'll be on mom.
Speaker 1: I wanted to worry about her coming out the woodwork,
Speaker 1: trying to get her claws into you again. What do
Speaker 1: you mean I shouldn't be worried about this? What do
Speaker 1: you mean you just want it to be it is
Speaker 1: just us. Look, I get it, You've never had anyone
Speaker 1: in your life fight for you the way I'm willing
Speaker 1: to fight for you. But damn it, you're fucking worth it.
Speaker 1: So how about you just show some appreciation for the
Speaker 1: fact that I'm making sure that nothing, and I mean
Speaker 1: nothing is gonna become come in between us, your mine,
Speaker 1: and I would hate to have to make sure that
Speaker 1: you know that your mon Okay, No, I'm not saying
Speaker 1: I would do all of this to you. Why would
Speaker 1: I want to break your brain? Your brain is all
Speaker 1: the other things that I think makes you so amazing. No, baby, baby, baby, baby,
Speaker 1: remember I love you. I love you more than life.
Speaker 1: I'm lovely more than the sea, i love you more
Speaker 1: than the air. I love knowing that I get to
Speaker 1: come home to you every night. Well, no, I know
Speaker 1: I haven't come home to you these past few nights, baby,
Speaker 1: but I have been tying up the loose ends that
Speaker 1: you left behind when she left you. Had you kicked
Speaker 1: her properly to the curb instead of just let her
Speaker 1: tap dance all over your heart, let her hurt you
Speaker 1: so bad that I had to go make sure that
Speaker 1: she finally understood what you went through. You were tormented
Speaker 1: all of that time, feeling inadequate, feeling not sufficient, feeling
Speaker 1: like you weren't worth anything because of what she did
Speaker 1: to you. So how about AH restore a little bit
Speaker 1: of that dignity for you, and how that I make
Speaker 1: sure that she doesn't come weaseling her way back. She's cute.
Speaker 1: She knows way too much about you. She knows where
Speaker 1: your weak points are. She knows how to make you
Speaker 1: feel vulnerable, she knows how to weasel her way back in.
Speaker 1: It's not that I don't think that you're loyal, It's
Speaker 1: that I think that she has abilities. Mental abilities are feminine,
Speaker 1: fem fatal errors that I don't want to take the chance.
Speaker 1: Plus doesn't she deserve this? Think about it? Think about it,
Speaker 1: her just sitting here feeling locked away and lonely, hopeless,
Speaker 1: the way that you did me, playing voicemails of all
Speaker 1: the people that don't care about her. They're just checking
Speaker 1: in on her because they make money off of her,
Speaker 1: proving to her that no one's looking for her or
Speaker 1: worried about her. Do you know the entire time she's
Speaker 1: been down here her cell phone, not a single text message,
Speaker 1: not a single call of someone saying, hey, are you okay?
Speaker 1: It's just a when are you coming back to work?
Speaker 1: She's out so toxic that if someone's not getting something
Speaker 1: from her, then they have nothing to do with her. Meanwhile,
Speaker 1: you have me, you have a couple of your friends,
Speaker 1: your family again. You you have it all. Baby. Now I've
Speaker 1: got to get back to work. What oh yeah, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Speaker 1: I uh I went and got myself a whole chicken.
Speaker 1: We're not mixed up with some ketchup. Send it down
Speaker 1: with some water, and uh, I just want to have
Speaker 1: her seem carving up a nice, big, old little chicken.
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about telling her it's something else and scaring
Speaker 1: the every loving crap out of her. No, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: cook it up real nice. I'll clean off all the
Speaker 1: all the ketchup, and I don't know, maybe I'll turn
Speaker 1: it into some retisserie something and I'll feed it to
Speaker 1: her bit by bit. She's gonna have a rotten, nice
Speaker 1: little dinner. I'm gonna make some mashed potatoes by crushing
Speaker 1: him with my feet. I'm gonna clean my feet first.
Speaker 1: It's fine. How is it different than my hands? Oh no, no, no,
Speaker 1: she's not gonna get seasoned in this buy only season,
Speaker 1: and she's gonna get his ketchup and that's too much
Speaker 1: for her. I'll be home for sure tomorrow. Babby. You
Speaker 1: are right I've been here for a while, and honestly,
Speaker 1: I think she's very close to break and I'm gonna
Speaker 1: dump her on the side of the road, make sure
Speaker 1: that the mental institution gets a phone call, and we'll
Speaker 1: be off to the races from there. I love you, baby,
Speaker 1: tell teasing. Hey, guys, is Zena Alexander here? So hm hmmm.
Speaker 1: Inspiration for this audio it's dark. It's dark. If you
Speaker 1: don't want to hear something dark, click off. Now you
Speaker 1: have been or skipped to. I don't know about two minutes.
Speaker 1: I'll try to do it in under two minutes. I
Speaker 1: during a breakup went to a really dark place. I
Speaker 1: felt so alone and I I got nothing but messages
Speaker 1: of people asking me for stuff, like there was no
Speaker 1: really checking in on me and making sure. And it's
Speaker 1: not because like I'd screwed over so many people. It's
Speaker 1: because I had made myself so much of a recluse
Speaker 1: during that relationship. I was not fostering the relationships that
Speaker 1: I had with my friendships because I became so invested
Speaker 1: in that relationship. So I remember this like impending dread
Speaker 1: feeling when I was just completely left on my own
Speaker 1: and didn't know how I was going to pick myself up.
Speaker 1: I didn't feel like I really had anyone there that
Speaker 1: really cared, and it was a really dark period. So
Speaker 1: that was kind of the info of what was going
Speaker 1: to happen to the ex. But I also have been
Speaker 1: there whenever a former ex tried to get back with
Speaker 1: my partner at the time, and seeing the text messages
Speaker 1: and getting that fear and wanting to do whatever I
Speaker 1: could to make it to where they stopped talking. Now
Speaker 1: this was after I mean, it's happened a couple of
Speaker 1: different times, and sometimes it led to arguments, but I
Speaker 1: never did anything to the ex's at least in those moments.
Speaker 1: There was a couple of times that we saw them
Speaker 1: out and about and they said some shit to me
Speaker 1: and some stuff went down, but allegedly so because I
Speaker 1: can't still talk about some of that stuff. I mean
Speaker 1: I can allegedly, but anyho, I know that that place
Speaker 1: where it's like, Okay, I trust my partner, but it's
Speaker 1: not it's not that I don't trust my partner, it's that,
Speaker 1: I mean, someone who knows you on an intimate level
Speaker 1: can do things to you. They can convince you and stuff,
Speaker 1: They can talk to you into stuff, they can test
Speaker 1: that loyalty, and it's easy to become confused. It's not
Speaker 1: saying that someone's not loyal, it's that confusion sparks easily
Speaker 1: from someone who knows you, someone who you've had those
Speaker 1: intimate bonds with on some degree, some level, and it's
Speaker 1: actually pretty easy to reignite some fires. And even if
Speaker 1: someone's like, no, I'm completely done, I'm completely done, there
Speaker 1: was something at some point that brought you to together,
Speaker 1: be it altruistic or not. And so it's scary. It's
Speaker 1: a very very scary place to be. Okay, so we
Speaker 1: have officially I got the achievement from Vidiq that we
Speaker 1: have hit three hundred thousand watch hours. That is crazy.
Speaker 1: That means thirty four years worth of time has been
Speaker 1: viewed on this channel alone. That's crazy. That is absolutely insane.
Speaker 1: That is nuts to me. And we're closing in on
Speaker 1: a record number of likes as well. I want to
Speaker 1: say it's like one hundred fifty thousand. I can check
Speaker 1: that right now that you come here. I just I
Speaker 1: can't believe that you guys are helping me YouTube. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we are. Sorry, We've already achieved one hundred and fifty
Speaker 1: thousand likes. We're on track to hit in the next
Speaker 1: couple of days one hundred and seventy five thousand likes.
Speaker 1: I don't I don't think I've owned one hundred and
Speaker 1: seventy five thousand of anything in my life. That is
Speaker 1: a huge number. That is absolutely insane to me. I
Speaker 1: can't thank you guys for everything that you've done. And
Speaker 1: I did a poll over on Patreon and I put
Speaker 1: it for everyone, so even if you are just a
Speaker 1: free like, you can actually follow me on Patreon without
Speaker 1: subscribing or paying the time. And I put a pull
Speaker 1: up saying with you guys like longer formed content on
Speaker 1: Patreon and I am overwhelmingly you guys said yes, And
Speaker 1: I know that seems like nonsensical, like of course you would,
Speaker 1: but sometimes content's just at a perfect level. I did
Speaker 1: ten minutes other versions of my stuff and you guys
Speaker 1: were liking that, and then people said, okay, but I
Speaker 1: want the one that's on YouTube as well, so I
Speaker 1: started adding that so it became extended cuts. But I
Speaker 1: also really like doing longer form content. I like having
Speaker 1: more time to tell character develop so and this is
Speaker 1: easy for me, this is not hard. I love doing
Speaker 1: this telling stories is something I've always wanted to do.
Speaker 1: It's something I've always done. I literally, in fourth grade
Speaker 1: got the An Brandon Award for writing, which is a
Speaker 1: Texas thing like all of Texas kids from every school
Speaker 1: district and only one child is picked per grade gets
Speaker 1: an An Brandon Award. I got the n brand and Award
Speaker 1: that is for writing and it was great, and I
Speaker 1: It's just something I've always been into. So yeah, AnyWho,
Speaker 1: this is not a problem for me, like telling my
Speaker 1: little crazy stories is. It's actually cathartic. This has actually
Speaker 1: become a form of therapy that even my therapist is
Speaker 1: recognizing for me, so that's a great thing. Anyways, I
Speaker 1: love you guys. I'm just blathering and babbling, but all
Speaker 1: of that to say, I love you guys. And if
Speaker 1: you want more content or content in different formats, feel
Speaker 1: free to ask the worst. The worst dance I'll say
Speaker 1: is no, and I'll say it politely, but yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't mind doing it, so thank you. And I do
Speaker 1: plan to post more stuff on Patreon for those who
Speaker 1: are not subscribed, so even if you're not paying, stuff
Speaker 1: that I'm pretty sure that is not too spicy, like
Speaker 1: it's fine, it's just too spicy for YouTube. I might
Speaker 1: also be posting over there because there's some stuff that
Speaker 1: like YouTube will flag me for and I'm like, why
Speaker 1: did you flag and it's like that was an adult sound.
Speaker 1: I'm like, that was just be kissing something. What the
Speaker 1: hell did you think I was doing. I've had some wholesome,
Speaker 1: truly wholesome stuff get flagged, so I might start posting
Speaker 1: it over there and just making it free as a
Speaker 1: thank you for you guys, maybe especially as we hit
Speaker 1: different milestones. We'll see. Anyways, I love you guys more
Speaker 1: than bacon, and I will see you in the next video. Bye.