Speaker 1: So being in the industry for you know that many
Speaker 1: years and having you know, the evolution of like where
Speaker 1: everything from VHS and now you know the DVD. Then
Speaker 1: it was Blu ray and like now the world stopped
Speaker 1: and then now there's platforms like OnlyFans. How do you
Speaker 1: feel about platforms like that? Was it easy to kind
Speaker 1: of maneuver your way and because you just knew the
Speaker 1: business or did you feel kind of cheated?
Speaker 2: I always I like that, I thought, I tell everybody.
Speaker 2: It monetized the relationship between the performer and the fan. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you know, it put money in that in that space.
Speaker 2: It took to and then you know, it took the
Speaker 2: power away from the brands like the Marquee companies.
Speaker 3: Like the back Powerhouse companies, and it.
Speaker 4: Put the power in the hands of the performer.
Speaker 1: But weren't you also a director at one point too?
Speaker 1: So how does I mean being on that standpoint? Isn't
Speaker 1: it harder to get people to work for you now
Speaker 1: because of those things?
Speaker 2: I mean, you know, the trade off was content, Yeah,
Speaker 2: you know, trades people would want to shoot and share
Speaker 2: the content and you know, and we were kind of
Speaker 2: doing that before OnlyFans came around.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: But I think that gave people an opportunity to make
Speaker 2: money and share content, create content and share it and
Speaker 2: monetize it and generate revenue for it. So I don't
Speaker 2: think I was hampered. What I saw was social media
Speaker 2: kind of open up the door for a lot of
Speaker 2: a lot of creative people.
Speaker 4: To get in, yeah, you know, and really show what
Speaker 4: they can do. You know.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like, because like I know myself, sometimes
Speaker 1: like times and things evolved, so we're talking about social
Speaker 1: media now and all these other things, like do you
Speaker 1: find yourself kind of being maybe left behind or like
Speaker 1: being like, okay, but what is TikTok? Like how do
Speaker 1: I fit in that network? Because you have such a
Speaker 1: big reach, you know, but it's like sometimes it's like
Speaker 1: how do we how do we get into it? Because myself,
Speaker 1: it's like at first when TikTok came around, that's like
Speaker 1: one of the biggest platforms that you know, has the
Speaker 1: much reach. Right now, it's like, but I'm not used
Speaker 1: to making videos and dancings and I used to work
Speaker 1: my ass, but I'm not like it can't you know.
Speaker 1: But it's also so many different elements to just that too.
Speaker 1: I think, like, you know, things like The Only Fans
Speaker 1: kind of brought that open to the creator side of
Speaker 1: like you can really do anything creative if you like
Speaker 1: have people a buzz about you that you're like, you know, infectious,
Speaker 1: Like okay, well what is he doing now or is
Speaker 1: he eating something that people like, you know, people are
Speaker 1: from like muck bang videos too.
Speaker 2: I had somebody came up to me, you know, and said,
Speaker 2: you do social media really well. And I think I've
Speaker 2: maintained a presence because you know, I was around when
Speaker 2: it when it first like the internet was like around
Speaker 2: ninety seven ninety eight.
Speaker 4: My website is dated that old, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: So I was still I don't think I was in
Speaker 3: high school. Yeah, yeah, you know I started. I graduated
Speaker 3: two thousand and three, you know, so just you know,
Speaker 3: just put through in that out there.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'll be fifty two in September. So you look
Speaker 4: good things. You know.
Speaker 1: It's like fine wine, you get better with time, you know.
Speaker 1: That's what I like to say.
Speaker 4: It's you know, you got to it's peace of mind.
Speaker 4: It's just knowing things.
Speaker 2: You see people, younger people and what they struggle with,
Speaker 2: and you're like, wow, I remember.
Speaker 4: We're struggling with those things.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and then you realize how how to get past
Speaker 2: those things. So for me, that's where I'm at. Like people,
Speaker 2: you know, it's like ants, you know, you you break
Speaker 2: the line and they're like freaking out. You're like, come
Speaker 2: this way, come this way. And so when I come
Speaker 2: across younger cats trying to do things, I just try
Speaker 2: to offer guidance, you.
Speaker 4: Know what I mean.
Speaker 3: Do they accept it?
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, I get a lot of people coming up to.
Speaker 1: Me because I feel like people ask sometimes, but then
Speaker 1: they also like then they like give their own advice
Speaker 1: to themselves, but they're like just want a sounding board
Speaker 1: to say something, especially like sometimes well when I was
Speaker 1: I haven't shot in five or six years, but back
Speaker 1: when I was around the young gerls.
Speaker 3: They're like, oh, but they knew it all. And I'm like, okay,
Speaker 3: well I'm not going to tell you anything.
Speaker 1: Then right know it all and then find me whenever
Speaker 1: you want to talk to about you know. So it's
Speaker 1: like but for like the male performer aspect, it's like
Speaker 1: I don't know that you know connecteds, Like do they
Speaker 1: really do listen to your what you're saying or do
Speaker 1: they come in with the kind of ego mentality because
Speaker 1: you're kind of trying to fit in the game too.
Speaker 2: You know, some some cats are ego driven, and you obviously,
Speaker 2: you know, like this industry ego heavy. So when I
Speaker 2: see that, I can recognize it and identify And I
Speaker 2: just said that just that just comes with young ages
Speaker 2: and see and being fearless. And but I've had enough
Speaker 2: things happened in my life in my career that people
Speaker 2: can can see that have you know, my peaks and
Speaker 2: my valleys, And so when I'm telling them shit, it's
Speaker 2: usually because it's been hard earned experiences, you know what
Speaker 2: I mean. So I'm not trying to steer you wrong.
Speaker 2: I'm just trying to steer you.
Speaker 3: Strong for sure. I mean I think that it's important.
Speaker 1: I think, you know, earlier on in my career, and
Speaker 1: I've talked about it before, It's like I've definitely become
Speaker 1: more vulnerable in my last couple of years just with
Speaker 1: life and just learning things myself and working on myself
Speaker 1: of things. It's like in the beginning for me, it
Speaker 1: was like no one helped me, So why should I
Speaker 1: help somebody else? And they're gonna come at me a
Speaker 1: different way. Like, oh, well, you just know what everyone
Speaker 1: and you know it all and I'm like, I don't,
Speaker 1: but I want to share, and then it just the
Speaker 1: information wasn't related that. So I'm it's like I'll keep
Speaker 1: it all to myself, like you know, it's not so
Speaker 1: now I feel like that doesn't get you anywhere, because
Speaker 1: you know, with anything and to excel and to you know,
Speaker 1: elevate yourself, you need people. You need a team, you
Speaker 1: need people, you know what I mean, all these things
Speaker 1: and these components to make it more, to make you
Speaker 1: know your career, the longevity of it, how it runs,
Speaker 1: you know, and just to be present in our industry,
Speaker 1: you know, especially in our industry it's so small.
Speaker 3: People talk.
Speaker 1: People know your business. People know the good, the bad,
Speaker 1: the ugly, the divorces.
Speaker 3: You know. You know, you've known my ex husband.
Speaker 1: I've met your you know, I don't know if you're
Speaker 1: still married, but you know I we hung out.
Speaker 3: But you know, outside the industry, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So things like that, So it's like a close family
Speaker 1: where it's like where do you draw the line from
Speaker 1: like telling you, I mean, I will.
Speaker 4: Go back through what you're saying. How do you how
Speaker 4: do you reach people.
Speaker 2: I think I like this. I've been using this word
Speaker 2: a lot. It's in the conversation. You know a lot
Speaker 2: of people don't. You don't have the conversation. How do
Speaker 2: you get to understanding? And sometimes the conversation can a
Speaker 2: little rough in the beginning because you're trying to you know,
Speaker 2: stand your ground, state your opinion. You know, you filter
Speaker 2: what you hear and how you listen. But over the
Speaker 2: course of the conversation, understanding starts to happen, and more
Speaker 2: people involved in that conversation, the more enlightening it could be. Sure,
Speaker 2: And so podcasts have been have opened that up. Social media, TikTok,
Speaker 2: platforms like YouTube. You know, it's even in the even
Speaker 2: in the comments, there's conversation, even in the commentary.
Speaker 4: Do you engage, Yeah, I mean I've always engaged.
Speaker 3: I've never Do you engage in the positive and negative
Speaker 3: comments or do.
Speaker 2: You only negatives? I kind of skip over. I don't
Speaker 2: get into politics. I don't get anything that people have
Speaker 2: a really strong opinion about.
Speaker 3: You know, like I just kind of like you're Switzerland.
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I don't think it's I don't I
Speaker 2: don't think they solve things. I think they just kind
Speaker 2: of inflame it, and you kind of missed the point.
Speaker 2: You kind of missed the point of what, you know,
Speaker 2: the purpose of you even seen what you saw was about,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, you kind of like you
Speaker 2: get into this argument with someone and it just totally
Speaker 2: distorted shit, and so that I don't do.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't do that engaging for sure to do that.
Speaker 1: So you've had we're you have to talk about you know,
Speaker 1: you've had the highs, the lows and everything. You had
Speaker 1: a big scandal come out in the industry with about faking
Speaker 1: a test and even this whole a syphilis thing. What
Speaker 1: has the repercussions and what have you learned from those outcomes?
Speaker 1: And it being so heavily in the media, and like
Speaker 1: you said, you were you were one of the most
Speaker 1: recognizable porn stars and you know, besides you know, Aron
Speaker 1: Jeremy and Jenna Jamison, you know, you're definitely up there.
Speaker 1: How did that kind of like pressure feel to really
Speaker 1: kind of like a admit it and put it out
Speaker 1: there and kind of like basically tell your truth.
Speaker 2: I mean, I think I didn't know I was on
Speaker 2: that level. I didn't realize how big a thing it
Speaker 2: was going to be. I mean, it's just you know,
Speaker 2: because in our industry, a lot of things like that
Speaker 2: happened on STDs and people trying to keep their medical
Speaker 2: you know, history private or personal.
Speaker 4: You know, what do you share? What do you do?
Speaker 4: What do you don't share? You know?
Speaker 2: Because even though I was handling things on a personal level,
Speaker 2: on a professional level, it's just we there were there
Speaker 2: were protocols and things in place that just weren't acting
Speaker 2: on you know what I mean, and I what I learned.
Speaker 2: You know now you know now the testing is a
Speaker 2: full panel. But before when I started, and I tell
Speaker 2: people this all the time, it's like when I started,
Speaker 2: we were doing HIV tests and they were every three months,
Speaker 2: so you had three months to go out there and
Speaker 2: just wreck havoc and fuck who you want. And then
Speaker 2: you weren't even doing STDs. So everything's been an evolution,
Speaker 2: everything's evolved, everything's gotten better as we gotten better knowledge,
Speaker 2: better testing, a better.
Speaker 4: Sharing system. Yeah, all those things have come over time.
Speaker 1: But at that time, but don't you think as far
Speaker 1: as like I mean, we say, we're like, you know,
Speaker 1: I make the joke like we're sexual athletes.
Speaker 3: That's our job.
Speaker 1: You know, we'd our responsibility in our personal life and
Speaker 1: on set to make that kind of a safe space
Speaker 1: because we're all fucking each other and we like to fuck,
Speaker 1: but it needs to be like a respect thing. So
Speaker 1: I feel like for me, the biggest thing was everyone's human.
Speaker 1: Everyone makes mistakes. We get into, you know, certain situations,
Speaker 1: if it's money, if it's morals, if it's whatever the
Speaker 1: case be going at the time, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: it's like who knows what, who would make these decisions?
Speaker 1: But it's like at the end of the day, for me,
Speaker 1: it's how you show up and you're accountable for it
Speaker 1: and how you what you move from there, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, and how you move forward, and if
Speaker 1: it's if you advocate for more information, more testing, more
Speaker 1: this whatever you know, and taking the accountability that route
Speaker 1: of not just being like, oh well we didn't test
Speaker 1: and it wasn't you know whatever, because we are. We
Speaker 1: still accountable for me even when we start with fuck
Speaker 1: our sexual partners, you know, in their personal life.
Speaker 3: Bringing it home from being an adult.
Speaker 2: Entertainer, Yeah, I mean, and obviously I was like I
Speaker 2: was under this spotlight and under for still I mean,
Speaker 2: I still I still people still discuss things with me, Yeah, dessinately.
Speaker 1: So do you get into arguments or are they willing
Speaker 1: to hear your side of the story.
Speaker 4: I don't listen.
Speaker 3: I'm not an argument from you, mercee.
Speaker 1: But maybe people got offended if it would have hit
Speaker 1: them internally, outside or just because business related.
Speaker 2: I think I think, you know, there's a lot of
Speaker 2: things that could have been said by other people that
Speaker 2: could have helped alleviate and help.
Speaker 4: With the understanding.
Speaker 2: I think, you know, as far as the testing place,
Speaker 2: who was very like aware of what was going on
Speaker 2: before it became a big deal, and you know, they
Speaker 2: kind of like they were discussing my situation with other
Speaker 2: people before that's illegal is I was just kind of
Speaker 2: like I even contacted the owner. I mean I was
Speaker 2: reaching out and talking with people and getting looking.
Speaker 4: For clarification and trying to understand that, you know.
Speaker 1: And as far as the medical aspect, like what do
Speaker 1: you do and like how do we move forward?
Speaker 2: Because I was trying to tell them personally, yeah, I've
Speaker 2: already been through this with the doctor treated.
Speaker 4: What else can I do?
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I've done everything, and in the industry
Speaker 2: had a whole set of different protocols because they.
Speaker 4: Weren't even testing for that.
Speaker 2: They were doing it twice a year and ttts, it
Speaker 2: just happened.
Speaker 3: It was like a certain month.
Speaker 2: That it was like yeah, certain I just tested and
Speaker 2: everything was fine.
Speaker 4: Yeah, so it was.
Speaker 2: It was a lot of it could have been handled
Speaker 2: a lot differently on a lot of fronts, and.
Speaker 4: It just wasn't.
Speaker 2: And so what what I had to do was, you know,
Speaker 2: take the brunt of it and just really kind of like,
Speaker 2: you know, tell that, tell my side of the story.
Speaker 4: But it's kind of hard because.
Speaker 3: What is your full side of the story.
Speaker 2: Full side of the story is, you know, we catch
Speaker 2: STDs in our industry. Whoever gave it to me never
Speaker 2: came up and said, hey, I got something I needed
Speaker 2: to you know, I need to let you know, even
Speaker 2: even with our protocols, would gonorrhea, chlamydia. You know, you
Speaker 2: take a you take a seven day to ten day but.
Speaker 1: It's hard to see if you working all the time,
Speaker 1: like who works with who and who got it from
Speaker 1: who to really track that.
Speaker 4: But I get that, you know we can do it.
Speaker 2: I mean, you know, somebody know they had it and
Speaker 2: somebody know they gave it, so uh, you know, I
Speaker 2: tried my best to Once I was treated, I took
Speaker 2: the time off and I didn't work, and you know,
Speaker 2: and then when I try to go back to work,
Speaker 2: the tests, you know, you get and you know, the
Speaker 2: funny thing is when you test for simphleist, you have
Speaker 2: non reactive and reactive and they're testing for your annibodies.
Speaker 2: So what so what I had, what I was up
Speaker 2: against was the test that they gave me was coming
Speaker 2: up as positive, but it was a it was a
Speaker 2: false positive because that.
Speaker 4: Was nothing but the annibout anybody.
Speaker 2: But if they know that ahead of time, which they
Speaker 2: knew they would, they administer a different test. And remember
Speaker 2: back in the days, they used to give you this
Speaker 2: for comedian gonnorrhea. Once you were treated, they'd have, hey,
Speaker 2: he had it, but he's been treated.
Speaker 4: I didn't get that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and so that's where, you know, I took matters
Speaker 2: my own hand, and that's where it got all fucked up.
Speaker 4: Yeah, and I get it, and I understand.
Speaker 2: Whether the backlash came, and you know, I expected somebody
Speaker 2: to come up and kind of bath for me, but
Speaker 2: it never happened.
Speaker 3: Yea.
Speaker 2: And so going forward, it was like, what can I do?
Speaker 2: You know, I reached out to everybody I worked with.
Speaker 2: You know, I even took myself out of the out
Speaker 2: of the out of the out of the working environment
Speaker 2: because there was people made these threats against performers, like
Speaker 2: if you work with him, we're going to black volume.
Speaker 3: And so are you blackballed from the industry?
Speaker 4: Nah?
Speaker 2: No, yacause girls, you know it's a whole different industry now.
Speaker 2: It's like you can go, you can perform and do
Speaker 2: whatever you want. Yeah, only fans has opened that up.
Speaker 4: Content You just.
Speaker 1: Not work for companies like big company just having shot
Speaker 1: there was Is that something that you would be willing
Speaker 1: to want to do again? Or do you feel more
Speaker 1: comfortable just keeping it the way that?
Speaker 4: Nah?
Speaker 2: You know, when I started in the business, I started,
Speaker 2: I went immediately into directing. I was, you know, I'm
Speaker 2: a writer. I like to write. I like to I'm
Speaker 2: a reader. I'm a reader first and then I love
Speaker 2: to write.
Speaker 4: So I read everything.
Speaker 2: And I'm absorbed with that, and then I write all
Speaker 2: these thoughts. Because I've been around a long time, I
Speaker 2: hear all these opinions and ideas and and I have
Speaker 2: my own, you know, But I'm much better when i'm
Speaker 2: just writing it out. And so for me, I was
Speaker 2: writing scripts, I was writing synopsis, and then I picked
Speaker 2: up equipment and start filming things.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 2: I go around and I do you know, my social
Speaker 2: media is a lot of filming, a lot of photos.
Speaker 3: You know, and you're doing it all yourself.
Speaker 2: I do it all myself. Yeah, I do everything myself.
Speaker 2: But I've always been that guy, you know, sex. I
Speaker 2: didn't get into the industry for the for the money.
Speaker 2: I enjoyed the sex, you know, and I still enjoy
Speaker 2: the sex, you know, and I but the dynamics had
Speaker 2: changed in a way where it was.
Speaker 4: Like I didn't want to.
Speaker 2: Put people through scrutiny because the industry, you know, people
Speaker 2: fans can I just saw.
Speaker 4: A lot of that.
Speaker 3: Would you say that you lost friends because of it?
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know. Yeah.
Speaker 2: I had people like literally, uh, you said, I can't
Speaker 2: be a friend anymore.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, And it was just kind of like,
Speaker 4: you know.
Speaker 3: For me, I mean me, like I said before being
Speaker 3: a friend as well.
Speaker 1: It definitely was a gray area of like, I don't
Speaker 1: condone what you did.
Speaker 3: I didn't like.
Speaker 1: Like like it or appreciate it, because if I could
Speaker 1: have been you know, in the same industry affected by it.
Speaker 1: If you know, God forbid, something would have happened those things,
Speaker 1: but years later evolving of things like that again, like
Speaker 1: I you know, I'm not anybody to judge anybody, and
Speaker 1: everybody is a human and we make mistakes. And again,
Speaker 1: as long as you again have ownership, which you have,
Speaker 1: you did the right thing that you thought you had
Speaker 1: to do as far as the people you connected.
Speaker 3: But you know, I'm told and whatever.
Speaker 1: And at that point, there's really not much more you
Speaker 1: can do other than get on through the other side
Speaker 1: of it. You know, it's unfortunate there's been there were
Speaker 1: so many, no different rumors. I feel like that once
Speaker 1: it's out there, you don't really know the truth. And
Speaker 1: that's why for here, it's like I wanted to have
Speaker 1: a like we called private talk with like Texas's because
Speaker 1: it's an intimate, more conversation where you get to say
Speaker 1: your truth, you say your things. It's like, because there
Speaker 1: was things about saying that you did jail time for it,
Speaker 1: that you did, you know that he were was fines
Speaker 1: for it for all those other things. But it's like
Speaker 1: a lot of things are false and you know out
Speaker 1: in the media, you don't know what is true not Yeah,
Speaker 1: And that.
Speaker 2: Was the other thing is like when I would try
Speaker 2: to talk people with headlined mister Marcus admits to this,
Speaker 2: mister Marcus that, and I was like, it's not what happened,
Speaker 2: but you know, for people to grab the attention, to.
Speaker 4: Grab the clicks, yeah bait, it was.
Speaker 2: I you know, this is twenty twelve, ten years ago,
Speaker 2: and you know it now looking at social media.
Speaker 4: I mean clickbait is all over it everywhere else.
Speaker 2: You know, I wasn't mad at Trump when you were
Speaker 2: saying false news and shit because I knew that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, there's a shipload of it out there. Yeah you know,
Speaker 4: I don't. I don't.
Speaker 2: But I'm not that guy. I'm not you can I'm
Speaker 2: the same guy. My numbers never changed. Yeah, you had
Speaker 2: a problem with me, you can call me if you
Speaker 2: want to see test. I kept all all of my
Speaker 2: tests for sure, you know, from my early performing days
Speaker 2: in ninety six, ninety.
Speaker 4: Seven to all the way up into all that shit. Yeah,
Speaker 4: I had everything.
Speaker 1: But even like also like so going the fact of
Speaker 1: like how just on the the ignorance of what to
Speaker 1: do after that happens, because it's not something that happens
Speaker 1: all the time, you know what I mean?
Speaker 3: And then it's like what do you like? What would
Speaker 3: you you know what I mean?
Speaker 4: Like it became like a teaching moment.
Speaker 1: Because that's my Furthermore, it's like now for you, it's
Speaker 1: like the advocacy of like, okay, well you should. And
Speaker 1: my biggest thing is like it's so ironic and even
Speaker 1: personal lives to like sexual things, and like the industry
Speaker 1: is a little different because we have more of a
Speaker 1: voice of like a no list or this whatever. But
Speaker 1: sex is such taboo type situations. But we want what
Speaker 1: we're fucking people and it's the most intimate thing. But
Speaker 1: we can't say hey, I have something wrong with me,
Speaker 1: or hey I can't do this, or hey because it's embarrassing,
Speaker 1: it's this whatever. But it's because it's lack of conversations,
Speaker 1: because it's the hard questions people don't want to know.
Speaker 1: But it's like, but you're willing to, like we'll have
Speaker 1: somebody's bodily fluid inside of you, touch you, spit on you,
Speaker 1: do whatever, but you don't want to tell them, oh, hey,
Speaker 1: what's what's that?
Speaker 3: Or this the you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Like, So for me is why it's about the education.
Speaker 1: It's about bringing light to things, and yeah, sometimes things
Speaker 1: have to get dark before we get to the light
Speaker 1: to see the other things, and like really bring awareness
Speaker 1: of why now testing is a little bit more evasive,
Speaker 1: you know, as it should have been. We you know,
Speaker 1: we were working with multiple partners back then. We were
Speaker 1: shooting way more nowadays, I mean then than now. Like
Speaker 1: I would work every single day, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: You're shooting seven days a week, you're doing multiple partners.
Speaker 3: Scenes sometimes you don't, but of course, you know, I mean,
Speaker 3: it's business business, you.
Speaker 2: Know, there's just like you know who's next, you know
Speaker 2: who's coming, you know, and they're not teaching you, you know, ownership,
Speaker 2: they're not teaching you business. They're not you know, there's
Speaker 2: a lot of business savvy people now. But that came
Speaker 2: over time with the money. It came with the interaction
Speaker 2: with the fans. It came with the brand building, the management,
Speaker 2: I mean, all these things that people you know, the
Speaker 2: content creation. It came because the money was there, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, and you tapped into it, and
Speaker 2: there's people willing to pay for it.
Speaker 4: So you have to educate yourself, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: And so I just said, you know, fucking people don't
Speaker 2: think whatever the hell they're gonna think. And you have
Speaker 2: to like what people say about you.
Speaker 4: You have to say, is that who I am? Or
Speaker 4: do I know who I am? Or do I define that?
Speaker 4: And I said, fuck that, I.
Speaker 2: Define it, you know what I mean. I know I'm
Speaker 2: a good dude. I know I take care of a
Speaker 2: lot of motherfuckers. I've looked out for casts.
Speaker 4: I don't go around bad Malcolm cast. You know. I
Speaker 4: try to enlighten and open doors and.
Speaker 2: I and I do that to complete strangers as well
Speaker 2: as people that are like blood.
Speaker 4: So that's who I am, and that's what I think.
Speaker 3: That to me is why I was such a struggle too.
Speaker 3: Obviously it was out there to believe it, but because
Speaker 3: I knew who you were as a dad, you know,
Speaker 3: a husband, as somebody, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it was just that it didn't make sense. But
Speaker 1: everybody makes mistakes, and you know, you know, when you're in.
Speaker 2: This business, when you're like you know, the guy I
Speaker 2: didn't realize, you know, they target you.
Speaker 4: You know what I mean. You're seeing differently, you're treated differently.
Speaker 3: Well, But I think it's because it's just like you know,
Speaker 3: in the.
Speaker 1: Whole mainstream media, like why like the Kardashians are popular,
Speaker 1: people want to be a part of your life if
Speaker 1: it's because they want to see the girls you're fucking,
Speaker 1: who talks to you, what celebrities you're around, they want
Speaker 1: to see it all. And again why you were the
Speaker 1: most reconnite. You wear that fucking hat everywhere you go,
Speaker 1: so not it's the way that one in particular, but
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. Ever since, you know, we
Speaker 1: used to do signings together, we toured together, and it
Speaker 1: was intriguing to see because you don't really see the
Speaker 1: feedback from fans as crazy with a lot of male
Speaker 1: stars like you did yourself, like really other than you.
Speaker 1: I think you were before I toured with you first,
Speaker 1: before I was around round Jeremy. But it was that
Speaker 1: like that star power that like we're like gawking at
Speaker 1: you like women, you know what I mean, Like the
Speaker 1: whole Chippendale's things where it's like it's crazy, Yeah.
Speaker 2: People say, you know, how come you don't perform? I
Speaker 2: mean I did almost three thousand movies and.
Speaker 3: So you'd be fucking Marcus.
Speaker 4: Right. It was like I feel like I didn't need that.
Speaker 2: You know, if I would have continued on and you know,
Speaker 2: the dynamics of my family were different. I was much
Speaker 2: more visible, you know, highly visible.
Speaker 4: I mean I go. I like to be able to
Speaker 4: go places.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, even now, I'm uncomfortable and cats are
Speaker 2: like I'm in Costco and cats like, hey, I know
Speaker 2: you know people know me, like I'm on camera, I'm
Speaker 2: off camera.
Speaker 4: Yeah, this is my city. Yeah, you know what I mean.
Speaker 4: Then I can go, you know, I take the bus
Speaker 4: sometimes a subway.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I ride my bike all over the place. You know,
Speaker 2: I'm chilling. I don't like you don't have to go. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you can stay with something.
Speaker 1: But I think that that's what attracts it more, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, When when you don't, when you
Speaker 1: don't need it or expect it, you're not looking for it.
Speaker 1: It just happened, like you know, like you said from
Speaker 1: the beginning, you got into the business not because of
Speaker 1: the money.
Speaker 3: You liked fucking you.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 3: Obviously even twenty years.
Speaker 1: You know, you know how to be doing something right,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: So it's like it's like what you take of it.
Speaker 1: Obviously we're not supposed to be the same when we
Speaker 1: first started in the industry to where we are now.
Speaker 1: You know, it's we're supposed to evolve, We're supposed to
Speaker 1: have learned lessons, we're supposed to have families. A life
Speaker 1: like porn doesn't define us. It's just a part of
Speaker 1: who we are. And I think that that's what people
Speaker 1: really kind of forget that we are people. We have feelings,
Speaker 1: we have emotions, we go through a low's highs, we
Speaker 1: go you know, all kinds of things where people forget,
Speaker 1: like I'm not just a whole or in your part
Speaker 1: a deck.
Speaker 4: You know what I mean? Right now, you know.
Speaker 2: And on the side there's such you know, I remember
Speaker 2: people talking about mental health, you know, and you don't
Speaker 2: understand the dynamics of like the people coming at you
Speaker 2: sexually all the time and expecting things and.
Speaker 4: Because they feel like they know you because they watched
Speaker 4: the movie.
Speaker 2: It's just a movie, you know what I mean, And
Speaker 2: so they proposition, you know, I get proposition.
Speaker 4: All the damn time.
Speaker 3: How does that make you feel?
Speaker 4: I kind of just I'm polite. I used to just
Speaker 4: be like, no, thanks, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: But does it make you feel like like a piece
Speaker 3: of meat? Like object, like an object.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I know, I know better than that. Yeah, you
Speaker 4: know what I mean. I don't feel like because.
Speaker 1: Some women are I mean most women, I mean nowadays
Speaker 1: especially are more aggressive than men. Yeah, Like I mean,
Speaker 1: I just went to an industry party for the first time,
Speaker 1: like in three years that I was talking to someone
Speaker 1: I had to see a long time, and all these
Speaker 1: young girls are just grabbing his dick to get his attention,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, Okay, I like that for me. I
Speaker 1: wouldn't want someone try to be fingering me the whole
Speaker 1: time when someone's know, it's the same equivalent. Why is that?
Speaker 1: You know it's a teetering line, But it's just like
Speaker 1: that to me. I don't like the object. I'll fuck
Speaker 1: all day where we look together, cool down, But I
Speaker 1: just don't like the whole feeling like an object because
Speaker 1: you think that like alexis Texas, so oh, let me
Speaker 1: touch dress like, I'll like you maybe if you ask nicely,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: It just depends on what the situation is, you.
Speaker 2: Know, it's you know, when you've been around a while,
Speaker 2: you kind of learn how to navigate, Like I can.
Speaker 4: I can turn the fire up. Yeah, turn the fire down,
Speaker 4: or I can just turn it off completely.
Speaker 1: Well, you're an alpha male and I feel like you,
Speaker 1: like you're very you observe you kind of and then
Speaker 1: you kind of attack accordingly of what's you know what this?
Speaker 1: And plus you've been around this industry for a very
Speaker 1: long time, so you know who's really in across the line,
Speaker 1: who's full of shit?
Speaker 3: And like, what's you know?
Speaker 2: Really I can handle like you know you have, yeah,
Speaker 2: because I have to handle like either a really strong
Speaker 2: gay personality or even a trans personality or very butch personality,
Speaker 2: or or very bisexual or very you know straight, you
Speaker 2: know you're dealing with and then you're a confused or
Speaker 2: even a version or an extreme sexual person and those
Speaker 2: those things jump out.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know some of those things. That's what they lead.
Speaker 1: With, especially because they feel comfortable because you're just a
Speaker 1: sexual person and they just want to tell you all
Speaker 1: of their Hey, whoa, let me take a Sipar's cool?
Speaker 3: What would you say would be your craziest fan interaction?
Speaker 4: Man? Courageous man? There's a whole bunch of those.
Speaker 1: I mean, you just I mean, with that whole lead up,
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, it could go either way it
Speaker 1: could be.
Speaker 2: You know, I had a girl when I when I
Speaker 2: met her, she came at me about something one thing
Speaker 2: on the internet. So I was like, I was recepted
Speaker 2: to it because it was actually where my mindset was
Speaker 2: at the time. So I reached out to her and
Speaker 2: we ended up meeting up. When I met him with her,
Speaker 2: she was like, here she hands me a credit card
Speaker 2: with my name on it. What She's like, you know,
Speaker 2: this is for you know, in case you need to
Speaker 2: go buy things.
Speaker 3: And did you use the credit card?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah, what was the biggest purchase on the credit card?
Speaker 4: I mean I took it. I flew a couple of places.
Speaker 3: Okay, okay. So she was just your sugar mama, what
Speaker 3: did you have to do in return for this car?
Speaker 2: And that's where she wanted. She wanted all these things
Speaker 2: that I would.
Speaker 1: Not like, what like fucking or was it like romantic
Speaker 1: relationship things?
Speaker 4: I ever said it. She never said it, but I
Speaker 4: can I can feel that.
Speaker 1: It was like, hey, you know, I mean, if you
Speaker 1: want to, you know, if you want to give it
Speaker 1: to me, like you.
Speaker 2: Know, she made me feel bad because she was like,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, I'm not You're not attracted to me or something.
Speaker 1: And I was just like yeah, because she probably was like, man,
Speaker 1: how many time you're gonna use my credit card?
Speaker 4: Not hit it?
Speaker 3: What is the rejection?
Speaker 1: Women don't like to be rejected. Have you ever ghosted
Speaker 1: a woman?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Why do you ghost people?
Speaker 1: Was it because of sexual one night stand or was
Speaker 1: it like somebody that you were engaging with more than
Speaker 1: like multiple times and they like, then you just disappeared
Speaker 1: like a ghost. Because for you it's hard to ghost too,
Speaker 1: because you're so known and this is your city. Like
Speaker 1: you said that, we find you on the bus throughout,
Speaker 1: they'll find you on your bike. They'll think it yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, on set being like what's going on?
Speaker 4: Right? Right?
Speaker 2: I mean I am reachable and I and I've been
Speaker 2: accessible for my whole career, so let's change.
Speaker 3: Why do you think men ghost women?
Speaker 4: Why do you? I mean?
Speaker 2: I think because usually they got somebody on the side,
Speaker 2: they got a mate, so they can't they can't. Then
Speaker 2: they can't. You know, if she starts to want to
Speaker 2: she wants to move in on that position, okay, sometimes
Speaker 2: the guy has to make a decision like is he
Speaker 2: gonna let you know, open.
Speaker 3: That like chess?
Speaker 2: Okay, you know, no, you gotta you gotta protect the
Speaker 2: queen or are you going to open her up.
Speaker 4: Make it vulnerable. Okay, that's a decision that has to
Speaker 4: be made.
Speaker 3: All right, So that would be the only reason why
Speaker 3: you're thinking. It goes to.
Speaker 2: Situation and if you come across somebody who's destructive.
Speaker 4: I don't like this toxic.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't like anybody who wants to destroy you know,
Speaker 2: the peace?
Speaker 1: Okay, you need peace within. So do you have like
Speaker 1: a roster where it's like you keep the peace within?
Speaker 1: So you know, because like this time, do you like
Speaker 1: you know, you just know what you like. Sometimes there's
Speaker 1: a lot of work. Like me, I'm single. Dating is
Speaker 1: a lot of work. People think that I'm probably fucking everybody.
Speaker 1: It's not really like that, you know. But when it's
Speaker 1: like you know, when you find your people, sometimes you you.
Speaker 2: Know, if you know, if it's if everything is cool,
Speaker 2: if we got cool chemistry and the situation.
Speaker 3: Is so you're open to it. But there's no one
Speaker 3: on your roster right now, your content partners, what.
Speaker 4: Do we want to call that?
Speaker 2: You come you come across casts like you know, you
Speaker 2: they intriguing, Yeah, they turned the fire on turn it up.
Speaker 1: Describe something really exciting in your life right now.
Speaker 2: It's funny because when I turned fifty and I was
Speaker 2: like cool, I was chill, and I like that. I
Speaker 2: just wanted to just coast. But life is dynamic, you know.
Speaker 2: So there's some projects that I'm working on writing.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 1: You know, I've just like mainstream wise in the industry wise,
Speaker 1: like as far as adult mainstream.
Speaker 2: Okay, there's a there's a project that we want to
Speaker 2: do in the industry, like as a for me, I
Speaker 2: want to do it as a as a signature.
Speaker 4: Piece, something artistically sexually focused.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 2: You know that we've kind of wrote the concept for
Speaker 2: the ideas for the fun like.
Speaker 3: An erotic novel of type thing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's got strong sexual themes which work perfectly. It's
Speaker 2: not explicit, it's not hardcore like that, and it's not
Speaker 2: the bullshit. It's not like some ship that everybody else
Speaker 2: is doing. It's really outside the box.
Speaker 3: Nice. Now, is this something working on yourself or you
Speaker 3: have a team of people that you're working on this.
Speaker 2: Its start off as just a singular thing, but now
Speaker 2: I've got some pretty strong people behind it.
Speaker 3: Very cool. That's exciting.
Speaker 1: If you could instantly attain three skills? What would they
Speaker 1: be if I can retain attain like right now, if
Speaker 1: you could have any you could get, I can give
Speaker 1: you a miss Texas could give you three wishes right now,
Speaker 1: and you could get any three skills you want.
Speaker 3: What would they be?
Speaker 4: Sometimes right right right? Uh? You know somebody who was
Speaker 4: I saw more guy had the power to particulate, Like.
Speaker 1: It's like you could teleport like bewitch, like it could
Speaker 1: be anywhere you want.
Speaker 3: Wiggle your nose and goes somebody.
Speaker 2: Baby, Yeah, yeah, be in three places at once probably.
Speaker 1: Okay, So you want to multiply the situation, not just
Speaker 1: being go there quick to like, hey, I need to
Speaker 1: go to West Hollywood.
Speaker 3: Let me go there now. Okay, that's a good go
Speaker 3: to have.
Speaker 4: Flying Okay, there's many times I look out. I just
Speaker 4: want to like, have.
Speaker 3: You ever done skydiving and you liked it?
Speaker 4: I loved it?
Speaker 3: Okay, bird in the sky and got it all right?
Speaker 4: Third one, Uh, I want to play an instrument?
Speaker 3: Have you tried attempted?
Speaker 4: I have a keyboard at the house. I've had a
Speaker 4: few lessons.
Speaker 3: Okay, do you like it? Are you love it?
Speaker 2: I'm not great, I'm not good. I want to just
Speaker 2: be around music. Let me add one.
Speaker 4: More d J. Okay, I want to I want to
Speaker 4: learn how to DJ.
Speaker 3: So you like the music stuff?
Speaker 4: I love music? Okay? Probably what keeps you young your heart?
Speaker 3: You know for sure?
Speaker 1: Definitely it's the feel goods for all levels, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean.
Speaker 3: Listen to some stuff you know you like. It's like nostalgica,
Speaker 3: much like, oh, I can remember when the end of
Speaker 3: this came out, or I remember when this person broke
Speaker 3: up to me this song or this thing whatever.
Speaker 2: Yeah, there's a there's it, you know, bad or good memories.
Speaker 4: But even discovering new ship.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I love finding new artists, new sounds, a new vocal,
Speaker 2: new new message.
Speaker 4: I love all that.
Speaker 3: Who would you say is your first celebrity crush.
Speaker 4: Strong still to this day's probably.
Speaker 3: Janet Janet jan Jackson.
Speaker 1: So you being so as recognizable as you are, what
Speaker 1: celebrities have come out, you know, either in your DM
Speaker 1: parties be like, hey, you know I've seen your movie,
Speaker 1: mister Marcus.
Speaker 3: I know how you put it down.
Speaker 2: Yeah, well female female uh. Jenny Jackson recognized me when
Speaker 2: I met her. She said, you know, oh, I know
Speaker 2: you and I threw me off because I didn't expect that.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, so I was like kind of fumbling
Speaker 4: words after that. Uh, Tupac, Tupac reached out. I hung
Speaker 4: out with him for a while.
Speaker 3: Okay, my fellow Gemini.
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, Snoop, Me and Snoop we're working on the project.
Speaker 4: So me and him have been super cool. Uh. Claudia
Speaker 4: Jordan's a good friend of mine. Portia Coleman. I mean,
Speaker 4: I meet a.
Speaker 1: Lot of people, you know, but these are I'm saying
Speaker 1: as far as like who wanted to like, you know, nah,
Speaker 1: did you.
Speaker 3: Ever did anybody like make a sexual advance? You're just like,
Speaker 3: I just can't.
Speaker 4: Na.
Speaker 3: You always delivered?
Speaker 4: What is it? Please? No? No.
Speaker 2: There was a girl that was on BT. I can't
Speaker 2: remember her namn name because now she's married and kids
Speaker 2: and everything, And that was like the first she was like,
Speaker 2: she's the host.
Speaker 4: It was a talk show. She was fine.
Speaker 3: Wendy Williams love Wendy.
Speaker 4: I love Wendy though. Wendy's coolie damn it.
Speaker 2: She was. I can't remember her name, but me and
Speaker 2: her we hung out a few times, and I thought
Speaker 2: there was a possibility that could.
Speaker 3: Be a thing. But it was s fizzled out. No, no,
Speaker 3: we just kind of let it, let it happen. What
Speaker 3: is your biggest pet peeve?
Speaker 2: Like people who don't pick up ship?
Speaker 4: Yeah, they see it and they walk right over it.
Speaker 4: It drives me crazy.
Speaker 3: What makes you smile?
Speaker 4: Everything? A lot of things, even bad ship.
Speaker 2: Uh not not tragic ship though, but just funny ship
Speaker 2: that happens to people.
Speaker 4: And then if I can see.
Speaker 3: So if someone falls, you're definitely laughing in front of him.
Speaker 4: I won't laugh my first instance.
Speaker 2: See if they're okay, and then laugh Okay, then but
Speaker 2: I laughed usually with them.
Speaker 4: I try to get them to see the humor.
Speaker 3: Okay, got me all right? I like that.
Speaker 4: I like that.
Speaker 1: What luxury items do you treat yourself with? Is there
Speaker 1: something that you kind of splurge on? You know, you've
Speaker 1: worked really hard, you've done well for yourself. Is there
Speaker 1: something that you kind of like indulge in.
Speaker 2: I like video games on a gamer. I'm not a
Speaker 2: hardcore gamer where I got my.
Speaker 1: Own chair and you're not like on Twitch doing the
Speaker 1: whole things.
Speaker 3: That's a big thing. Maybe it's marketing.
Speaker 4: No, they actually sent me an email this morning and say.
Speaker 1: Hey, see like I'm about it manifesting, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, we talk about it.
Speaker 3: Things happen for a reason. You witness, you believe in it, right,
Speaker 3: we achieve it.
Speaker 2: The way they the way they phrase it, got my
Speaker 2: is like, hey, we miss you, we need you, we need.
Speaker 3: You back, mister Marcus, come play with us that far
Speaker 3: that part? Do you have a social media weakness?
Speaker 2: I look at my feet and it's mainly girls, cars,
Speaker 2: and food.
Speaker 1: But is there one that you kind of like? Are
Speaker 1: you more of a Twitter person, more of an Instagram I'm.
Speaker 4: An Instagram I'm an Instagram.
Speaker 1: Who an Instagram horm? So you're like saying your whole
Speaker 1: day from start to finish?
Speaker 4: I know, I just it goes to it comes and goes.
Speaker 2: Some days it's just retweet other people's ship or repost
Speaker 2: other people's stuff, and then you know, you know, if
Speaker 2: I posted half the.
Speaker 1: Ship, I think you're crazy, Like what kind of humor
Speaker 1: is this?
Speaker 4: My ship will be banned?
Speaker 2: And you know I don't post anything hardcore on none
Speaker 2: of my feeds because got haters.
Speaker 3: Your target on your back already.
Speaker 2: So that I know that, man, and I post anything,
Speaker 2: there's gonna like, you know, I'm getting flagged. Yeah, and
Speaker 2: so I don't post anything hardcore. I post all that
Speaker 2: stuff on OnlyFans. That's that's where it all goes.
Speaker 4: You could, you know you could, and that can ruffle feathers.
Speaker 4: THIRDI fire a little bit.
Speaker 3: It's not worth it. What is advice that you would
Speaker 3: give your younger self?
Speaker 4: Uh uh?
Speaker 2: Just learn business, you know, apply the business, don't you know,
Speaker 2: check your ego and focus on the business.
Speaker 4: You know, there's no you know.
Speaker 2: People when it gets personal and all this other crap
Speaker 2: fucks with your emotions, fucks with your vibe, your energy,
Speaker 2: and actually can actually you know, impeedge your flow the business.
Speaker 4: It applies.
Speaker 2: It's a universal thing, you know, it just it provides,
Speaker 2: if you you know, in this industry, it's such a
Speaker 2: big industry, it's huge, and you're just giving it away.
Speaker 2: You're giving that piece of yourself away for pennies.
Speaker 3: Your entity.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, we get the notoriety, you know, the
Speaker 2: fame and all that shit, but the business. No one's
Speaker 2: teaching you that. No one's taking the time. And people
Speaker 2: kept offering giving me big platforms. Hustler vivid Playboy. I
Speaker 2: mean I was fucking with the big dogs, but I
Speaker 2: wasn't learning how to apply that to my own So who.
Speaker 1: Would you say, are some of your mentors that kind
Speaker 1: of got you to a space that you did start
Speaker 1: to learn them?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 2: You know, James Alexandro Overt West Coast Productions is a
Speaker 2: huge influence Sean Michaels because he carried himself as such
Speaker 2: a you know, you know, and he's still to this
Speaker 2: day guy dresses and suits, yeah, NonStop, and he's just real,
Speaker 2: you know, and he's a he's a trailblazer. He does
Speaker 2: what he wants to do in the career. He's opening.
Speaker 2: He's so as far as an icon him.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 2: Uh, Marcy Hurst, you know, it's a good friend of
Speaker 2: mine's a Vivid. Just watching her manage, you know, handle
Speaker 2: Vivid and the girls and the brand.
Speaker 4: I learned a lot from her. Adam and Eve even you.
Speaker 2: I've watched you, you know, go through a lot of
Speaker 2: different changes and really make a brand for yourself. See
Speaker 2: you at Exotica and you'd have this booth and you
Speaker 2: and you and you and your brand was front and center.
Speaker 2: You had the models and you know that's I know,
Speaker 2: you know, to bring those people, get them there, feed them,
Speaker 2: pay them, house them, you know, make sure they're mentally
Speaker 2: you know, stable and happy.
Speaker 3: It's hard to.
Speaker 4: Right for sure, so you know, respect right and so.
Speaker 2: But you're also one of those pioneers because other women
Speaker 2: see you doing it and then they turn around and say,
Speaker 2: I can do it too, for sure.
Speaker 3: And that's kind of with me.
Speaker 1: Is I've always gravitated to people that are very kind
Speaker 1: of like that have been pioneers in your own ways.
Speaker 1: Is because it's like, I'm about breaking barriers and like
Speaker 1: I'm not you know, the what the porn typical girl
Speaker 1: look like back in the day. I didn't have big
Speaker 1: fake tits, you know, I have a kirby body, like
Speaker 1: I have those things that it was really no, it
Speaker 1: was really important for me. And I was always comfortable
Speaker 1: in my skin that I was like really showing what
Speaker 1: like real women look like and being okay in your
Speaker 1: body and if I you know, have my ass is
Speaker 1: too fat, Like it wasn't a thing like I was
Speaker 1: like I was always the girl that ate a cheeseburger
Speaker 1: after set.
Speaker 3: You know, I didn't care about those things.
Speaker 1: But it was really for the message message of that
Speaker 1: you could do it too, like you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: if you really wanted to in the mindset of like
Speaker 1: doing that, and so it was important to give women
Speaker 1: an opportunity to kind of do their own brands as
Speaker 1: well within my brand. So I feel like it was
Speaker 1: important to kind of like break those things down to
Speaker 1: give the opportunities that are out there now. And now
Speaker 1: when you look at Exotica, like it's I mean, I
Speaker 1: mean I could pat myself on the back. I mean
Speaker 1: why things have changed and like kind of like the
Speaker 1: mold of what I did is everybody's doing it, you know,
Speaker 1: like that way. You know, so it's like, yeah, it's
Speaker 1: it's interesting to see it kind of fold out of
Speaker 1: how everything has kind of panned out well, you.
Speaker 2: Know, and women, you guys have a different energy synergy
Speaker 2: with each other. You know, you just strength in numbers,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean. Even you know, you look
Speaker 2: at like Brassers and Phoenix Marie and who you know,
Speaker 2: I love and she you know, she's all.
Speaker 4: About like, hey, give me a girl, you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's all about promoting and propping about the people's support.
Speaker 2: And you know, we've lost a lot of people in
Speaker 2: this industry. A lot of people have either come and gone.
Speaker 4: Or yeah, suicide, drugs so there's.
Speaker 2: A darkness in the within the business if people don't
Speaker 2: get that support, they don't get that mental check in
Speaker 2: that you know, or that you know that that or
Speaker 2: shown you know that they're worth Yeah, you know.
Speaker 1: I think it's one of those things too where it
Speaker 1: goes back again all to like the communication where it's
Speaker 1: like some of those people going through problems, you know,
Speaker 1: we didn't know those things or know how to ask
Speaker 1: or now you know, it's more we talked about it
Speaker 1: more than now you're like, oh, maybe I should check
Speaker 1: in on those things where it's like not that you
Speaker 1: didn't have the intentions to do it, but sometimes you just.
Speaker 3: Don't know better, you know.
Speaker 1: So it's like I enjoy now that there is more
Speaker 1: of a camaraderie in the business, where before I feel
Speaker 1: like it was very very everybody was like out for
Speaker 1: themselves and like there's room for everybody to grow, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like there's enough money for all
Speaker 1: of us to make There's no you have a fat ass,
Speaker 1: I have a fat ass, doesn't matter, like you know
Speaker 1: what I mean.
Speaker 3: It's like it's it's just interesting fat as love that
Speaker 3: fat ass, I know I do. I hope private talk
Speaker 3: that's because it's probably when they're here.
Speaker 4: I always like, think, what were you thinking? God?
Speaker 2: You know this like he said, I need y'all to fuck,
Speaker 2: I need y'all to reproduce, and a fat ass.
Speaker 3: Is going on kryptonite and somebody is kryptonite. So you
Speaker 3: said that. You you know, you've been in the business
Speaker 3: for a long time.
Speaker 1: But what would do you think you would be doing
Speaker 1: if you were not in the adult entertainment business, if
Speaker 1: you went like the whole corporate route or went to
Speaker 1: school route, or feel like whatever, what do you what
Speaker 1: do you think or that you would have kind of done?
Speaker 2: I like I like being on camera. I like the camera.
Speaker 2: I love taking pictures. I love being in front of
Speaker 2: it or behind it. I would somehow, I know I I.
Speaker 4: Would have been acting, Okay, you know I like all
Speaker 4: of that.
Speaker 2: And my friends are all actors and comedians and musicians.
Speaker 2: Some I'm around these motherfuckers and this is like and
Speaker 2: you know, it's like I want to act. I want
Speaker 2: to be you know, with the porn kind of tainted
Speaker 2: that you know, it taints it in a way where
Speaker 2: if you get these straight laced people who are like
Speaker 2: you know, you know, hey, we want you for this part,
Speaker 2: oh you got.
Speaker 1: This name, And following of yeah, they usually like, oh
Speaker 1: can you play mister Marcus or yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: It kind of I don't know if it's that way now.
Speaker 2: I remember early on, but even then people were given opportunities.
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, I think, I mean, if you
Speaker 1: really love to do it, you I feel like it's
Speaker 1: something you should revisit. I think, if anything, it's a
Speaker 1: learning tool to you could put in your belts or whatever.
Speaker 1: I started, I did a I never thought I wanted
Speaker 1: to do acting stuff at all. I had gotten approached
Speaker 1: by something that wasn't an Alexis Texas type thing. It
Speaker 1: never kind of came to like fruition. But I got
Speaker 1: an acting coach, and just the time that I spent
Speaker 1: with them was just learning to different things for the
Speaker 1: craft or what you do and other stuff. Was cool
Speaker 1: to see how the breakdown was. So it's like, even
Speaker 1: maybe you do it and you love it or you
Speaker 1: hate it, but you know, I feel like for what
Speaker 1: you're already doing, for the production value and all the
Speaker 1: other things like that, I feel like it brings more
Speaker 1: of an asset to you than making it a hindrance.
Speaker 3: Because it's I mean, it's fun, it's not like it's not.
Speaker 2: Yeah, maybe you're absolutely correct, because if I looked at
Speaker 2: it that way, be you know everything there's opportunity, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, you're not.
Speaker 1: But it goes back to like the whole business thing
Speaker 1: is you've made such a name for yourself that regardless
Speaker 1: if that's mister Marcus gets you seeing the door for
Speaker 1: the opportunity, but you're still having, you know, things that
Speaker 1: you would like to do, if it's acting behind the camera,
Speaker 1: the exposure of being like because nowadays it's kind of
Speaker 1: changed where yes, like tip porn is taboo, but a
Speaker 1: lot more people because it's new money fuck with us.
Speaker 3: You know.
Speaker 1: Before it's like hard to get branding, it's hard to
Speaker 1: get sponsorships, it's hard to do whatever, which it's still
Speaker 1: a little tainted, which I'm trying to change that too,
Speaker 1: but it's like, you know, it's agatting. We're just people.
Speaker 1: I'm not fucking on your movie. You're using my name
Speaker 1: in my in my following, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So I think it's a scale that you should probably like,
Speaker 1: you know, see if it bounces.
Speaker 2: Off there, Yeah, you're absolutely correct. Then there's two things.
Speaker 2: There's new businesses. There's new entities, new brands that are
Speaker 2: like embracing adult stars, you know, like looking for There's
Speaker 2: cannabis companies there, but those.
Speaker 1: Are also going to be careful though, too is because
Speaker 1: again what we talked about is they.
Speaker 3: Want more from you than you if you don't know
Speaker 3: you're worth.
Speaker 1: So it's like the you know what what we bring
Speaker 1: to the table as business partners, not partners licensing?
Speaker 4: Yeah, right, you can work together.
Speaker 2: I can bring you know, if I need to bring
Speaker 2: the legal if I need to bring a lawyer to
Speaker 2: the to the meeting, then okay.
Speaker 3: So do you have a cannabis thing kind of that
Speaker 3: you're working on.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I've been working with these cats Roots and Buds
Speaker 2: and I love them.
Speaker 4: I love them.
Speaker 2: They're family oriented, they've been growing for over twelve to
Speaker 2: fifteen years.
Speaker 3: This guy's been involved based in La.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, based in LA. And you know, the smoke
Speaker 2: is good.
Speaker 4: Smoke is good.
Speaker 3: That's important. It's always it's always good to test your product,
Speaker 3: make sure you have the good stuff out there, and
Speaker 3: put your name behind something that you enjoy doing.
Speaker 4: Right. Yeah, I like you know, a good smoke. I
Speaker 4: like a good smoke. I don't. I don't just smoke
Speaker 4: everybody's ship. I don't need. I don't smoke every.
Speaker 2: Day wake up and and and toke. But if I'm
Speaker 2: around good people and they got something and they's like, you.
Speaker 3: Know, vibe it out. Yeah, that's what I think.
Speaker 1: It's like, it's a vibe. It definitely like I'm a
Speaker 1: vibe all time. So I definitely smoke more than the
Speaker 1: average person. Probably, yes, But uh, you know.
Speaker 2: I got a guy, this guy uh uh my boy
Speaker 2: uh b B is with roots and butts.
Speaker 4: This motherfucker.
Speaker 2: The first time ever hung out with him, We're all
Speaker 2: like hanging out the loft and he just starts rolling joints.
Speaker 4: And I like joints. I'm not a big blunt guy.
Speaker 4: I don't want the tobacco. And so he's just rolling
Speaker 4: these joints, man, and.
Speaker 2: I'm just and I'm just talking to him and that thing,
Speaker 2: I'm smoking it, and you know, and I'm sitting there smoking,
Speaker 2: which he's rolling up another one and you know I
Speaker 2: finished that.
Speaker 4: Next time I'm picking up another one. I'm like, dude,
Speaker 4: you do own person.
Speaker 3: The rotation. That's why he keeps rolling up because you
Speaker 3: just keep on going, but there's.
Speaker 4: Something that he's doing to the weed, to the joint,
Speaker 4: to the.
Speaker 3: So it's his technique, is what you think, not.
Speaker 4: You because I think I don't think it's so much.
Speaker 2: Sometimes it's the weed, but it's who you're smoking with,
Speaker 2: who you get it from.
Speaker 3: Too true.
Speaker 1: But I think that if you're someone something like that,
Speaker 1: you're not getting shitty stuff. It's always going to be
Speaker 1: premium things, you know what I mean? And then like
Speaker 1: and then again it's the extra TLC what you said,
Speaker 1: the environment, the good feeling of it.
Speaker 3: It's like I can remember back.
Speaker 1: When I first I was like, there was this one
Speaker 1: we called eight when E and I was like, I
Speaker 1: can remember the day I got high with all my friends.
Speaker 1: It was like the most funnest high I've ever had,
Speaker 1: like the giggles, And I would always like to my
Speaker 1: old weag guy.
Speaker 4: Where is that you get?
Speaker 1: Like replicate the eight And there's like a cross breeding
Speaker 1: now that hangout, but it's not as great.
Speaker 4: But do you get like a horny? Do you get sexual?
Speaker 3: But you know I don't.
Speaker 1: I think I'm just overly sexual person. So I had
Speaker 1: my corny all the time generally, but weed for me
Speaker 1: was more of anxiety that I had souper like just
Speaker 1: anxiety in general, a social anxiety sometimes whatever so is.
Speaker 1: Smoking made me feel normal and balanced me out because
Speaker 1: most times, like, yeah, am I high, but I don't
Speaker 1: feel like fucked up high, like I feel like it
Speaker 1: it makes me function well, which I'm not sure a
Speaker 1: lot of smokers think that, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: But I don't do it for those purposes.
Speaker 4: Like I don't know.
Speaker 1: I have yes, especially because I've been working on my
Speaker 1: own cannabis stuff, so I've been testing out something like
Speaker 1: certain things, but it's not generally mainly to go to sleep,
Speaker 1: like because if I like to smoke my weed and
Speaker 1: my flower like that and control it that way, I
Speaker 1: do cones.
Speaker 3: I used to do blunts.
Speaker 1: I was heavy only on blunts, but then like probably
Speaker 1: like three years ago, I switched to cones just because
Speaker 1: it was cleaner and I didn't like the tobacco as well.
Speaker 1: But I've been on the whole Jeter's thing at the moment.
Speaker 1: It's a type of way, but they have like its
Speaker 1: resin on it and so they dip it and it's
Speaker 1: flavors and it's all up my alleys. So I'm right, right,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I love those those. I mean, we can
Speaker 1: lighten up before we play our game.
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, you can.
Speaker 1: Have your little baby, what your fun is because their baby,
Speaker 1: they're not too much.
Speaker 4: Okay. Yeah. So yeah, so you know you come across cats,
Speaker 4: the porn people.
Speaker 2: People always want to bring up the porn shit, like
Speaker 2: you just be mind your own business.
Speaker 1: And yeah, but it's interesting though to other people. You've
Speaker 1: just lived it for twenty years. My seven club, like
Speaker 1: I always like this, I don't about you. So with
Speaker 1: like friends, like how we call them quote unquote civilians, right,
Speaker 1: so like we'll be people and they'll be like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, you know Lexus Texas And then they're like yeah,
Speaker 1: they're like I'm like, okay, you get two questions. I'll
Speaker 1: see whatever you want to ask those two questions. And
Speaker 1: other than that, I don't want to hear it all
Speaker 1: night long because it's like, I'm like, you don't want
Speaker 1: to go to work, like when you're not working, you
Speaker 1: don't want to talk about work, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So it's like you give them that too, and then
Speaker 1: it's usually is good for you.
Speaker 4: Again.
Speaker 3: It's always fascinating with the men. Is because.
Speaker 1: Like, yeah, we like run the business, but they envy
Speaker 1: you guys more. I feel like, cause you're fucking us,
Speaker 1: and so it's a different like you're like God to them,
Speaker 1: They're like, but how do I do this?
Speaker 3: Or how do you know what I mean? So that's
Speaker 3: why I like.
Speaker 1: For me, I'm minored in sociology in college, so I'm
Speaker 1: fascinated about like why people are the way they are
Speaker 1: in their environment and what you're like what stimulates you
Speaker 1: or like why are you watching this kind of porn?
Speaker 3: Makes you ABC or D? So that's what.
Speaker 1: That aspect kind of fascinating because and then for me,
Speaker 1: when people are comfortable and even like having guests here,
Speaker 1: like once we have a conversation, people be asking me
Speaker 1: all kinds of crazy things, which I like because again communication,
Speaker 1: they may not know things, and I'm like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: I'd rather teach you. So I say, I'm doctor Texas
Speaker 1: without the PhD. And then we find out things here
Speaker 1: at Truth with Texas. Yeah, so we're gonna play my
Speaker 1: favorite part, this is truth.
Speaker 3: What's Texis? We've got four cards.
Speaker 1: We're gonna go through each card and each card is
Speaker 1: a different type of question, and we're gonna get to
Speaker 1: know your naughtier side of mister Marcus. Hmm, al right,
Speaker 1: first card, I'm falling over.
Speaker 3: Sorry, private talk. Well, what is it? Ace of diamonds?
Speaker 3: All right, it's a spicy question. Let's see what we
Speaker 3: have here.
Speaker 1: Okay, most embarrassing thing that ever happened to sexually?
Speaker 4: Where do I start?
Speaker 2: This is bad, man, because this is so bad. I
Speaker 2: met this girl. She was in the club and I
Speaker 2: was like, end of the night. She comes walking up
Speaker 2: and she's just wearing She's bold, wearing, like just like
Speaker 2: remember that Jennifer Lopez dress with opening. She had something
Speaker 2: like that around that time. And I got her right.
Speaker 2: She was just like you and me, let's go. I
Speaker 2: was like, yeah, let's go.
Speaker 4: So my boy had a swimming pool up up in
Speaker 4: this house in the valley.
Speaker 2: We were down at the Beverly Center. To me and her,
Speaker 2: I'm like, cool, follow me to the valley and I
Speaker 2: call up west Ya, I need you. I need your
Speaker 2: pool right now because it's an indoor pool, and there
Speaker 2: by himself.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I was looking for the vibe. So I get
Speaker 4: up there with her.
Speaker 2: And we're making out and everything's going great. We're swimming
Speaker 2: in the.
Speaker 4: Pool, I'm rock hard.
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm like, I'm just floating in the pool
Speaker 2: market bobbing, you know, bobbing a dig up and down
Speaker 2: in the water.
Speaker 4: So she knows what's up.
Speaker 3: And so she knows what's up. This is not playing time, honey, And.
Speaker 4: She's so bad. She comes over to give me a hit.
Speaker 4: I got out of the pors.
Speaker 2: She comes over to give me a head, and I
Speaker 2: just she didn't even get close to it, and I just.
Speaker 3: Started coming everywhere.
Speaker 4: And it wasn't like no little it was just didn't.
Speaker 3: Go into her face and her hair was.
Speaker 4: Sh was like what the fuck? I was like, I
Speaker 4: don't know.
Speaker 3: Was she that bad or was like you know what
Speaker 3: I mean?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 3: And so you just came on her before.
Speaker 4: You came in, you know, whatever it was. She had such.
Speaker 3: Strong but she said she didn't even suck it yet.
Speaker 4: No, I know, she didn't even get I've only.
Speaker 1: Heard one other person happened this too, which is funny.
Speaker 1: One of my friends is not in the industry at all,
Speaker 1: but like familiar with the industry.
Speaker 3: But it's funny that that happened to you. How early
Speaker 3: on was it in your porn career?
Speaker 4: In my porn career. It's probably know.
Speaker 1: What I mean, like at this time? Were you imporn
Speaker 1: at the time? Okay, so how long had you been
Speaker 1: doing scenes at that time?
Speaker 4: Like a lot?
Speaker 3: So there was no reason for you.
Speaker 1: To prematurely being ejaculating on this lady before there was nothing?
Speaker 3: Did you at least get to fuck her after? Was
Speaker 3: she not impressed because you came?
Speaker 4: You know? You know the funny thing was, you know,
Speaker 4: she ended up being a lawyer.
Speaker 2: She was going to law school and now she was
Speaker 2: practicing business law and we hung.
Speaker 3: Out your lawyer.
Speaker 2: I know, I got to track her down, pulled her
Speaker 2: back up, but I kind of like that was humbling.
Speaker 3: So how did you recover? Because that's a big that's
Speaker 3: a big eco.
Speaker 4: I know, I know, this just popped the hole in
Speaker 4: that motherfucker.
Speaker 2: Uh, you know the next time around, when you you
Speaker 2: just make up for it.
Speaker 1: It's funny because like now, like because I always think
Speaker 1: the flip side, right, this is a Gemini and me
Speaker 1: thinking I'm like, you know, like she's like that, she's
Speaker 1: out there and being like, you know, I had mister
Speaker 1: Marcus naked in the swimming pool and he just came
Speaker 1: before he even touched me. Girl, like he ain't even
Speaker 1: thing like so it's like there's one grab there I
Speaker 1: can talk about that.
Speaker 4: She knows.
Speaker 3: She's like, again, oh that's funny, Okay, something you would
Speaker 3: not do sexually, something that's like completely on your never
Speaker 3: gonna try not happening.
Speaker 4: I mean, I don't know. I'm pretty basic. Basic. Yeah,
Speaker 4: I'm pretty basic.
Speaker 1: But does that mean a lot of things are off
Speaker 1: the table. Yeah, so you're like, I more have them
Speaker 1: only doing this list?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't ever.
Speaker 2: I just try to make the sexual energy, you know, okay,
Speaker 2: count concentrate it.
Speaker 1: What's the longest you've gone without sex? Maybe a month,
Speaker 1: the longest you've ever not jerked off?
Speaker 4: August has always been that month For some reason.
Speaker 3: Too, August hard times. I don't know what it is,
Speaker 3: something about the weather, it's something.
Speaker 4: Maybe August is.
Speaker 1: A bad month for me too. Yeah, I mean, I
Speaker 1: mean it is a bad month for me. I got
Speaker 1: married in this month, somewhere around this date. Somewhere I
Speaker 1: blocked that out of my head, but somewhere in August
Speaker 1: it's usually it's heard the ndwhere somewhere I don't even exactly,
Speaker 1: but around that time, I'm always like, what's wrong?
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh this fun it's again, right right.
Speaker 4: So yeah, maybe that's I'm closing through it. I'll get
Speaker 4: through it.
Speaker 3: I'll be fine, all right, all right. Example of your
Speaker 3: dirty talk.
Speaker 1: What's something that you do like you have like a
Speaker 1: go to phrase, like you've been me, mister Marcus for
Speaker 1: a long time. You'd be smoothing girls ears, you be
Speaker 1: telling what you'd be telling them Marcus.
Speaker 4: Right. Always it's always about that ass. I don't know
Speaker 4: what it is like, let me see that ass.
Speaker 3: Let me see that ass, bro.
Speaker 4: Then okay, shit, okay, you know I will out of you.
Speaker 3: Oh you hear that? Patreon, you better listen up. This
Speaker 3: is dirty. I love it dated somebody older? M hm,
Speaker 3: how much older?
Speaker 2: I think that I was attracting older women. Okay for
Speaker 2: some fucking reason. My mother used to have She had
Speaker 2: a problem with.
Speaker 4: It because because it'd be like grown women they.
Speaker 3: Like her friends.
Speaker 1: It'd be like the same age you're sucking all your
Speaker 1: mom's friends.
Speaker 3: Have you ever sucked one of your friends moms?
Speaker 4: One of my mom's friends.
Speaker 3: No, well one of your friend's moms.
Speaker 4: Uh oh.
Speaker 3: Yeah, why can't you say it's so like dumb it?
Speaker 3: Do you know who I am okay, So having multiple occasions,
Speaker 3: it sounds like, okay, have you ever fallen asleep during sex?
Speaker 4: Easually after?
Speaker 3: After? You never give fall asleep during a blowjob?
Speaker 4: Why?
Speaker 3: Al right, next category, let's see if find out fall
Speaker 3: over this time.
Speaker 1: There we go, Face of spades. It's a naughty question. No,
Speaker 1: this is uh clubs, I'm old kinky. There we go,
Speaker 1: all right, Ace of clubs, the kinky question, quickest stop.
Speaker 3: I already know that one. As gonna say quickest work,
Speaker 3: but we already figured that one out. Guys shower sex
Speaker 3: or car sex, uh car sex.
Speaker 4: For some reason, I'm really good.
Speaker 3: At that song. Or booty shorts.
Speaker 4: Booty shorts.
Speaker 3: Called somebody the wrong name during sex.
Speaker 4: I couldn't remember their name, so I didn't say anything.
Speaker 3: Did you say, baby, honey? He said?
Speaker 1: I said, do you have any fetishes besides big booties?
Speaker 4: Nice lips, nice lips, but.
Speaker 3: Nothing like.
Speaker 1: You're to bondage? Are you into like four play? I
Speaker 1: mean not for play, like dressing up like anything like,
Speaker 1: I mean like freaky fetish stuff, not like simple act
Speaker 1: like a portsar marcus. I know, don't like you're not
Speaker 1: mist You're great training bitches up over there.
Speaker 3: What's what are you like?
Speaker 2: You know, I do like a little restraint okay, rope
Speaker 2: rope play you know.
Speaker 4: That was that was I was on it.
Speaker 3: Did you ever work for kink?
Speaker 4: That whole?
Speaker 3: Like bond? That was kind of BONDI like gostuff scares me.
Speaker 2: You know, it's funny because when someone else comes up
Speaker 2: with these scenarios, you gotta you got.
Speaker 3: It and it's not a second.
Speaker 4: I think if you come up with it, then it's
Speaker 4: more control. Yeah, then you you can feel that.
Speaker 1: For me, it was more I had to figure out
Speaker 1: why because I don't know have so see it like
Speaker 1: why that was sexy to people? But it was like
Speaker 1: I don't necessoiate pain and pleasure, but I can see
Speaker 1: why people do.
Speaker 3: It's just not my thing per se, right, No, I mean.
Speaker 4: The pain, I don't know. I don't know. You try to,
Speaker 4: you try to. There's a fine line. You know.
Speaker 2: You want to, Yeah, you want to get where it
Speaker 2: is a pleasure with them, like when yeah, smack ass.
Speaker 2: I like to think of myself as a good as
Speaker 2: a really good assmacer.
Speaker 1: You don't leave Marx because I'm having some people they
Speaker 1: get too fucking and I'm like, oh, listen, I have
Speaker 1: to shoot things.
Speaker 3: And he really fucked my shut up. We're never fucking
Speaker 3: me again.
Speaker 1: So because people be like they smack you down, I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: let me give you a titorial before we do this,
Speaker 1: like we need to go up.
Speaker 3: We can't. You know that sounds better, it looks better.
Speaker 3: It's great for everybody. You have to do a certain
Speaker 3: there's a finesse.
Speaker 1: Yeah, there's a booty smacking editorium from We had King
Speaker 1: Half on our show and he does the whole test
Speaker 1: or seminar about the booty smacking thing. He went viral
Speaker 1: just recently about it. I was like, se, it's all
Speaker 1: in art.
Speaker 4: Women.
Speaker 1: Sex is art, I think, and that's why when you
Speaker 1: do it the right way, women just want to feel safe.
Speaker 1: They want to feel like you know what you're doing,
Speaker 1: you're in control. Like some people are trying to choke you.
Speaker 1: You're like, you're gonna make me die. Like this doesn't
Speaker 1: feel good, you know, I mean like it has to
Speaker 1: be like know what you're doing, and I think you
Speaker 1: have to.
Speaker 4: Yeah, you have to.
Speaker 2: There's a you know, the word chemistry comes up, but
Speaker 2: there's something, there's a you know, there's a thing, there's.
Speaker 1: An energy, there's it's like a flow of like feeling
Speaker 1: like you don't have to have like a whole, Like
Speaker 1: it's a connection of like even the eyes or like
Speaker 1: if somebody's body moves like because that to me again
Speaker 1: is the safety of knowing that you know what makes
Speaker 1: me is a good feeling and what's a turning off
Speaker 1: and like a bad feeling. To know your limits of
Speaker 1: what that is and that's why that kind of stuff bond.
Speaker 3: It is more like really trusting.
Speaker 4: Are you like a boundary you like your boundaries crossed.
Speaker 3: Or you open to absolutely not? I don't know.
Speaker 1: Like for me, I don't like I don't have a
Speaker 1: partner that i'm like currently like sexual with, like in
Speaker 1: that aspect where it's like repetitive where I would feel comfortable.
Speaker 1: But for me, I feel like once I have a
Speaker 1: partner that I am like sexually active with on like
Speaker 1: a normal basis, I would be willing to if it
Speaker 1: was brought up the right way. Like I'm not like
Speaker 1: I don't like to be like, hey, I don't want
Speaker 1: you to do this and then for you to do
Speaker 1: it no, but I like to know that my limit,
Speaker 1: Like I don't really have limits. I'll try something unless
Speaker 1: I don't like it, and I'll tell you I don't
Speaker 1: like it kind of thing like there's you.
Speaker 3: Know what I mean.
Speaker 1: Like for me, it's like because some things I don't
Speaker 1: know and I used to be very like, oh I
Speaker 1: don't like it, but I never tried it.
Speaker 3: But I'm like, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So I feel like that with the right person, if
Speaker 1: you could make me do those things or open to
Speaker 1: what that is, I'm open to suggestion.
Speaker 3: I'll try anything once.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, look, listen, we tried that one time
Speaker 1: and it just didn't work out for me, Like it's no,
Speaker 1: never go there again. We tried it, right, most number
Speaker 1: of times just had sex during.
Speaker 4: A day, the most shit, well what off camera and
Speaker 4: on camera? On camera? It was like thirty.
Speaker 3: Three people or times? What does that mean?
Speaker 4: Hold on people?
Speaker 1: Okay, all right, yeah, okay, okay, okay, three people We
Speaker 1: like that, okay.
Speaker 2: But thirty three times was I remember it was like
Speaker 2: we was watching the Super Bowl game, me and this girl,
Speaker 2: and we must have sucked like five four to five times.
Speaker 3: But within the game.
Speaker 4: Good like every time it was like, oh it wasn't
Speaker 4: like you.
Speaker 1: Know, it wasn't like a five time, and like it
Speaker 1: was like it was like you were fucking it.
Speaker 2: Was And I remember because she used to send me
Speaker 2: messages every Super Bowl like hey, remember.
Speaker 3: Do you remember who won the Super Bowl that year?
Speaker 4: The Great Game?
Speaker 3: Say so, favorite time of day to have sex?
Speaker 4: I'm a morning morning?
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, you know if I can. But you know,
Speaker 2: I think you get more creative at night.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 2: I think you got because your days went, you've had,
Speaker 2: Maybe you're looking forward to it, maybe you're like trying
Speaker 2: to relax, maybe you're coming at tail end situational.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, to me at night, it's like now it's
Speaker 4: but a morning.
Speaker 2: It's just like it's like I don't drink coffee, but
Speaker 2: if I did, that's your coffee.
Speaker 3: Ye waking up to pussy every morning by mister Marcus.
Speaker 3: All right, next card, I can't see the microphone. Oh hearts.
Speaker 3: He's got an ace of Heart's romantic. Have you ever
Speaker 3: slid into somebody's d m's a celebrity or even a fan.
Speaker 4: Or like you know, you know, you know, she probably
Speaker 4: killed me if I say this.
Speaker 2: But Melissa Ford did a little podcasts and we clicked
Speaker 2: like I thought we were cool, but I.
Speaker 4: Felt like she's.
Speaker 2: Well, I think she was kind of like I can't
Speaker 2: she's like here too much. Yeah, yeah, yeah, because we talked.
Speaker 2: We talked, we'd sit on the phone and talk about shit,
Speaker 2: talk about music.
Speaker 3: But so you slid in her dms.
Speaker 4: Yeah. Well we ended up doing a podcast together and
Speaker 4: then it was kind of.
Speaker 3: Just from there I grew and yeah.
Speaker 2: She's a very strong, created black woman who kind of
Speaker 2: knows what she wants she don't want.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I was respected, respected respectively.
Speaker 4: Ghosted.
Speaker 3: Dinner date or movie date.
Speaker 4: I'm a movie guy, A movie guy.
Speaker 3: Making out her cuddling.
Speaker 4: I like making out, like real good making out.
Speaker 3: Making out mmmmm, giving or receiving.
Speaker 4: I love receiving.
Speaker 1: The smile on his face says it all private talk,
Speaker 1: naked or lingerie.
Speaker 4: Uh, that's tougher. I actually like that's tough. I like
Speaker 4: them both.
Speaker 3: You like them both. Favorite place to be kissed.
Speaker 4: M mmm. I like my I like my neck.
Speaker 3: I wanted to say. I was like, are you.
Speaker 4: I was like, I like that sucks. I don't like
Speaker 4: the kiss. I like that sucks.
Speaker 3: No, no little kiss for you. You want the whole mounting. Okay,
Speaker 3: go ahead, so your neck, yeah, okay.
Speaker 1: If you needed to have a safe word, what would
Speaker 1: your safe word be?
Speaker 4: So I got.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 1: Last question deal breakers. What are deal breakers in a
Speaker 1: relationship for you?
Speaker 4: Mm hmmm, I don't know, or like nothing like it?
Speaker 3: Yeah, have some kind of boundaries what a deal right?
Speaker 4: Right? You know? I like positive energy, like positive like
Speaker 4: funny people. So if you ain't funny.
Speaker 3: You know, you gotta be at least entertaining to you
Speaker 3: to like.
Speaker 4: You gotta crack you gotta crack jokes.
Speaker 3: Even if they're not good sense of humor.
Speaker 4: So the deal breaker would be the opposite.
Speaker 3: So if they're really lame, have no personality? Not for you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, most people have a sense of humor. It just matters.
Speaker 1: If you do, you always feel like you're the funniest one.
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 3: That's funny, all right.
Speaker 1: Last card Ace of Spade is knotty questions, which is
Speaker 1: our favorite here at Private Talk after Dark.
Speaker 3: Have you ever faked an orgasm?
Speaker 4: Mmm?
Speaker 3: Why do you say it like that? Like, okay, why
Speaker 3: did you fake an orgasm?
Speaker 1: Because you know, I really just I knew this was
Speaker 1: a thing of like I asked this probably the last
Speaker 1: this season. I didn't know this was a thing until
Speaker 1: like six months ago that men fake orgasm, right, so
Speaker 1: why is he Why were you fake orgasm?
Speaker 2: Why would you act like because you know, if you come,
Speaker 2: if you're like, you know, if you're fucking and maybe
Speaker 2: you come too soon, okay, and you're like whoa, you know,
Speaker 2: countdown until you know she realizes it's yeah, so.
Speaker 4: You kind of like you have got to work up.
Speaker 3: But why did you fake come? Did you just not?
Speaker 3: Were you not into it?
Speaker 1: But you just not you were too fuck to me,
Speaker 1: We're not going to be able to come. Like these
Speaker 1: are the excuses I've heard from the men that I've
Speaker 1: been on this couch. I know for all the excuses
Speaker 1: of men of that I've asked on the couch because
Speaker 1: I asked this question to a lot of my guests
Speaker 1: because I didn't know that men do this. But they're like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: it was these are so these were some of the excuses.
Speaker 1: But and then there were someone's it was like they
Speaker 1: they weren't into it anymore.
Speaker 3: One girl smelled one girl I was always something like it.
Speaker 3: I was just like, why would you keep going? Just
Speaker 3: why did you have to say that you that you came?
Speaker 4: Then?
Speaker 1: Because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, but that
Speaker 1: but you'd rather let her leave whatever dishoveled way she
Speaker 1: wants for right communication, Right, you're gonna fuck somebody, But
Speaker 1: you can't say like, you can't be like, hey, could
Speaker 1: you just feeling so.
Speaker 4: Because she's she's feeling like she's opening up, she's giving you.
Speaker 3: You say hey, yeah, but don't you want to be honest?
Speaker 1: Like and no one's And again for me, it's about
Speaker 1: the It's not what, It's not what you say, it's
Speaker 1: how you say it.
Speaker 3: No one's telling me like, hey, bitch, like what's going on?
Speaker 3: You know what I mean?
Speaker 1: But if something was to a situation where you had
Speaker 1: to fake come, didn't like, but you're fucking why are
Speaker 1: we fucking?
Speaker 3: Why are you in that? But China, sir?
Speaker 4: So how do you take it?
Speaker 3: If I've never had it happen to me?
Speaker 1: Well, afterwards, it was because my friend who told me this,
Speaker 1: he was like, I bet you're thinking about all the
Speaker 1: people if they fake came out. I'm like, yeah, because
Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm like, because I didn't think this
Speaker 1: was a thing, So who knows?
Speaker 4: Why do you fake? Have you Okay, first of let's
Speaker 4: have you faked it before.
Speaker 3: Have I faked it? Of course? You know what, because
Speaker 3: I wanted to get it over with. I was tired.
Speaker 1: I was like, you know, I wanted it, but then
Speaker 1: I came already and I was over it.
Speaker 3: I was just like get you know, it sucks, you
Speaker 3: know because.
Speaker 4: If you're aware that it changes everything.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but that doesn't mean that I didn't come. At
Speaker 1: one point in each session, I'm gonna come. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's times that I haven't, but I know my body
Speaker 1: well enough that I'm gonna use.
Speaker 3: Your dick to come.
Speaker 1: Like it's just happening, Like sorry if you don't know
Speaker 1: what's happening, but I'm gonna make it.
Speaker 4: Up today because you don't know. Sometimes sometimes a girl
Speaker 4: don't say sh.
Speaker 1: But being but being well, but you can feel if
Speaker 1: she's wet. I mean, but I guess every vagina is different,
Speaker 1: just like I mean, yeah, but being vocal sometimes could
Speaker 1: be where the lie because like then how do you know,
Speaker 1: Like I'm vocal as fucked, but I've also really wet
Speaker 1: that so it's like.
Speaker 3: Chemistry.
Speaker 1: I wouldn't say like immediately, It depends on how long
Speaker 1: I haven't had sex or how long I've been mastmating
Speaker 1: how long a lot of these.
Speaker 3: My Hatachi sleeps next to my.
Speaker 1: Red and he knows exactly what position I like, and
Speaker 1: he fall asleep with the day. No, it's situational. I
Speaker 1: think it's every position.
Speaker 4: I know.
Speaker 1: What would it takes to make me get off? I
Speaker 1: think I can come the easiest and missionary because I'm
Speaker 1: very quatorial stimulated, so I like to play with myself
Speaker 1: and being stimulated or like fucked at the same time
Speaker 1: that that double at an early age, and nobody ever
Speaker 1: taught us like hey girls, let's go on the playground
Speaker 1: and talk about it.
Speaker 3: No, that never happened to me.
Speaker 1: I it was that was also a thing like I
Speaker 1: was always I was a late bloomer, so I didn't
Speaker 1: get like, I didn't get boobs, I didn't get my
Speaker 1: period and do any of those things to like become
Speaker 1: quote unquote like a woman, to like those are until
Speaker 1: like sixteen or like something like seventeen sixteen probably okay.
Speaker 1: So but at that time, like an like like my friend,
Speaker 1: like nobody was talking about any of that stuff, especially
Speaker 1: like sex, like what that was like no one was
Speaker 1: doing and we were pretty sheltered.
Speaker 3: Out in time. I don't I wasn't.
Speaker 1: I mean, I wasn't one of those people like I
Speaker 1: don't think I even hooked up with the guy until
Speaker 1: I was, like I was, i'd be my junior year.
Speaker 3: Yeah, junior you.
Speaker 4: Would get hit on people flirting with you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, but it's different.
Speaker 1: It's like juvenile, like you know, like I always had
Speaker 1: a boyfriend, and I always was like chasing boys.
Speaker 3: I was always boy crazy.
Speaker 1: I mean I think I've yeah, always been boy crazy.
Speaker 4: I am.
Speaker 3: I am mad crazy.
Speaker 1: No, I'm not for me is I'm in a space
Speaker 1: in my life where I'm dating and I've done a
Speaker 1: lot of like work myself, so I'm like kind of
Speaker 1: I'm practice dating when I say so, I'm practice dating
Speaker 1: until I find someone, until I don't need to practice
Speaker 1: date anymore. But so I'm just but you know, dating
Speaker 1: is very difficult for being people like ourselves in the industry.
Speaker 1: You can't really go on dating apps. You can't really
Speaker 1: you know, do.
Speaker 3: It the the noon conventional way.
Speaker 1: And I'm very kind of old school anyways, like the
Speaker 1: like meeting people you know in person, which now the
Speaker 1: world's opening up, so it's kind of back in a
Speaker 1: little bit like that. But yeah, I've I'm enjoying it.
Speaker 1: I mean, it's not scarce South early days. My future
Speaker 1: husband will come around the corner someday, very soon.
Speaker 4: You'll be fine for sure.
Speaker 1: For me, I'm not in a Russia was married before.
Speaker 1: For me, I know what I want and don't want.
Speaker 1: I think the last year of my life is really
Speaker 1: again like the personal growth of really listening or knowing
Speaker 1: what like the boundaries of what I want from a
Speaker 1: partner moving forward, and like what that means for me
Speaker 1: in this space in my life.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, that's that's you know, especially after.
Speaker 2: Everything you've kind of been around, seeing experience you just
Speaker 2: it's different. You know sometimes, like you said, you know,
Speaker 2: a porn star, I don't ever if I get into
Speaker 2: a sexual mindset.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it goes pretty deep.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, and it kind of I want to
Speaker 2: experience that that can I can attract, But then are
Speaker 2: there there is a relationship in there?
Speaker 4: Is it at this time? Do I want to explore?
Speaker 4: Or am I? Am I trying to like just focus
Speaker 4: on one. You know.
Speaker 1: It's just I don't think necessarily you should have to
Speaker 1: focus on just one and not the other. I think
Speaker 1: you've got to find the center and that being you
Speaker 1: and what works for you and what you know, what
Speaker 1: that free flowing state is and what makes you happy
Speaker 1: at the end of the day. It's like what like
Speaker 1: you knowing who you are, you're worth, what you bring
Speaker 1: to the table, and all those things. And like for me,
Speaker 1: like I like meditation helped a lot about getting like
Speaker 1: really centered and like you know, kind of like clearing
Speaker 1: out the bullshit in my mind being a business person,
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 3: Minded, there's always go go, go, go go, but.
Speaker 1: Really kind of having a calming state and like a
Speaker 1: safe space to like experience that I learned a lot
Speaker 1: to just kind of be at peace.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, as you were talking, I was thinking, you know,
Speaker 2: because when you when you to add, you find somebody
Speaker 2: not like just you and them.
Speaker 4: It's you and your family, you and your friends.
Speaker 3: Yeah you know what I.
Speaker 2: Mean, And you want someone who comes in there and
Speaker 2: is accepted by them as well for sure. I mean,
Speaker 2: because that's you know, and that's you know, and that's
Speaker 2: what I realized, Like that's for you, that investment that
Speaker 2: time is spent developing these relationships there.
Speaker 1: Like for sure, I think probably you because of like
Speaker 1: how who you are, and like a lot of it
Speaker 1: was just being selfish in before and now it's like
Speaker 1: a different like you see a different perspective and you're like, oh,
Speaker 1: there is somebody else in the relationship too, and it
Speaker 1: has to work both sides, you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: and not just for one and not the other.
Speaker 4: It's not just a you know, it just works for me.
Speaker 1: All relationships are work, you know what I mean. I
Speaker 1: feel like as long as people are trying to put
Speaker 1: in the time to really hold the space for each
Speaker 1: other and themselves and their relationship, I mean I think
Speaker 1: they could, you could really go a lot further. But
Speaker 1: some people aren't there yet, and some people may never
Speaker 1: be there.
Speaker 4: But I mean, well, you know, everybody gets there in
Speaker 4: their own time.
Speaker 2: Friend, you know for sure, you know we do have
Speaker 2: this kind of conversation because cats can probably be tripping
Speaker 2: trying to figure that out. And then you come along
Speaker 2: and you say, everybody gets there at their own time.
Speaker 2: You don't feel the pressure, you know, and then you don't.
Speaker 2: I told somebody the other day, this guy's taught me
Speaker 2: a costo. He's like, are you single? And I was like,
Speaker 2: I got this, I got somebody, you know, mm hmm.
Speaker 2: But he was like, be cause I've been single for
Speaker 2: like eight months. I've been on the dating now. He
Speaker 2: was there with his son. He says, I don't know,
Speaker 2: I just don't want to view with anybody. And I'm
Speaker 2: sitting there like, well, don't you know what I mean,
Speaker 2: Like he's coming to me for that advice.
Speaker 4: Yeah.
Speaker 2: The only thing I could tell him was, you know,
Speaker 2: don't look, because when you you look and you never
Speaker 2: really find it, especially when somebody too.
Speaker 4: But when you just kind of just live, it'll come
Speaker 4: to you.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: But I think that's also I agree with that. I
Speaker 1: think in a I don't think it's fairy tale. I
Speaker 1: think it's it's realistic and it's it's based off perspective.
Speaker 1: But it's it's fine line of like for myself of
Speaker 1: like putting yourself out there without putting your you know,
Speaker 1: like in a sense putting yourself like I'm not searching
Speaker 1: like oh my god, I need to, but I also
Speaker 1: knew I need to no one's coming in my door,
Speaker 1: Like I got to put myself out there in places
Speaker 1: not that I'm like certain, you know, never, but being
Speaker 1: open to finding that where it's like that's that great
Speaker 1: area of like having both you know, you have to
Speaker 1: really like being open to it, where before I thought
Speaker 1: I was, but I really didn't know what I wanted
Speaker 1: and needed from a relationship because I needed to know
Speaker 1: what I needed for myself first, right. Yes, that's why
Speaker 1: I have a signing in front of the door. It says,
Speaker 1: love yourself first. We can't love yourself first, and you
Speaker 1: can't love anybody else really correctly. Yeah, it's on my
Speaker 1: door when you walk in and out on the door.
Speaker 1: So thank you so much for coming. I appreciate you
Speaker 1: so much. What do you Where can we find you?
Speaker 1: Where can we support you?
Speaker 3: We can do all.
Speaker 1: Those things you know you say you have your only fans.
Speaker 1: You you do your own content because there you know,
Speaker 1: we've been around a long time.
Speaker 2: Because there are times, you know, we've been around so
Speaker 2: long that these things never happen like this, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean.
Speaker 4: Some people say, you know, how can we find you?
Speaker 2: And you're like, okay, you can catch me own, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, Like I remember, motherfuckers didn't do that.
Speaker 4: They were like, you can get my number after you know, I'm.
Speaker 1: Giving these people your number, Marcus, you can have a
Speaker 1: lot of late night calls. You got to charge those
Speaker 1: people on your only but only fans called.
Speaker 4: You know, I do get a lot of weird ship,
Speaker 4: but I can't I hand I handled all of it.
Speaker 4: I handle it. I love it. Actually I don't mind it.
Speaker 3: So what is your social media?
Speaker 4: Is it just mister Marcus?
Speaker 1: Okay, so that's where we can find you, that's where
Speaker 1: we can support you. Okay, but you're more of an
Speaker 1: Instagram man, So is it still the same handle or.
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's aka mister Marcus.
Speaker 2: You can go to miss markets dot com okay, and
Speaker 2: all those things just lead back to the social media. Okay,
Speaker 2: only fans is aka mister Marcus.
Speaker 4: Uh.
Speaker 2: You know, I try to get mister Marcus and know
Speaker 2: the motherfuckers had mister marks and they just squat on
Speaker 2: that ship.
Speaker 4: Yeah, they don't even post it.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah yeah. So if your trademark, you can give
Speaker 3: them a thing and they can thought they should be
Speaker 3: able to take it down if they are just squatting
Speaker 3: on it. Okay, if you like, contact them about that.
Speaker 1: But yeah, because you you've obviously been mister Marcus for
Speaker 1: twenty years and but yeah, you look to them, it's happening.
Speaker 1: Is there anything that you want to ask Miss Texas
Speaker 1: before you get off the private talk couch.
Speaker 4: Oh what do you? I mean, what do you get
Speaker 4: asked the most?
Speaker 3: What do I get asked the most?
Speaker 2: Mm?
Speaker 4: People always they always say did you ever work with it?
Speaker 3: And I say no, you know, yeah, now it did
Speaker 3: not work together, but.
Speaker 4: You didn't And then it would always be.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, no I never did. In racial it was
Speaker 3: a big topic of like, oh, is she racist?
Speaker 4: Is she? This? Is she? That?
Speaker 3: Is she this? Why didn't I do it in a
Speaker 3: racial or what?
Speaker 4: Well too, why do you think it's such a big deal?
Speaker 1: Why do I think it's such a big deal. I
Speaker 1: think for everyone else it's a big deal, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? Like that's why for me it was
Speaker 1: very like I don't know why I make people or
Speaker 1: why does it matter what my vagina does? I don't
Speaker 1: think that's based on like what who I like and
Speaker 1: what that means. Like I feel like people took it
Speaker 1: and ran with it. I think that it's just because
Speaker 1: I didn't do it. People want to have up there.
Speaker 1: There's platforms or like what is it called those forums
Speaker 1: that are dedicated to like why I meant to do
Speaker 1: it and when I do this? And that that It
Speaker 1: was just the yeah, like and that's for me, is
Speaker 1: I never really like looked into the negative because it
Speaker 1: was always negative that. I was like, let me just
Speaker 1: be when I want to do it, I'll do it.
Speaker 1: There's no racist or anything about that, you know what
Speaker 1: I mean. And the business became very different, you know,
Speaker 1: so it was very pinned against things and that has
Speaker 1: nothing to do with me, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So it's for me, it was like, I love everybody.
Speaker 1: It's not about a race thing. It's never about in
Speaker 1: any of those things. And people who know me, like
Speaker 1: we've been friends, you know, obviously clearly you know that
Speaker 1: about me. But people it's always the first thing people ask,
Speaker 1: you know, everybody, like my friends. But for me, it's
Speaker 1: like I have nothing, you know, to hide about anything.
Speaker 1: It wasn't about that. It's just how the game was
Speaker 1: was different back then, you know. And then when I
Speaker 1: got contracted, you know, I didn't have to do anything
Speaker 1: like that.
Speaker 3: I got out of the business. After that, I was
Speaker 3: in a relationship.
Speaker 1: Someone didn't want me to be in the business anymore,
Speaker 1: and I kind of just did my own thing.
Speaker 3: And then you know, you.
Speaker 2: Know, this business, you know, obviously race is a huge
Speaker 2: part of it.
Speaker 4: Sexually. It's a taboo things.
Speaker 1: Yeah, fetish well, I think because again the Texas thing.
Speaker 1: You know, people think my parents are like racist people,
Speaker 1: which is not the truth. My dad's Puerto Rican, my
Speaker 1: mom was German Norwegian, like you know, so many things
Speaker 1: again a cliche of what people think and assume and
Speaker 1: take something and run with it, which I've never said.
Speaker 1: I've never been. I've never acted in that character. That's
Speaker 1: not who my character is, you know.
Speaker 2: Because people would ask me and I never you know,
Speaker 2: like I've seen, you know, being a black dude in
Speaker 2: his business. Yeah, you know, especially in that era, you know,
Speaker 2: you know, people would they would just set things up
Speaker 2: in such a racial way exactly, you know, and it just.
Speaker 1: Felt wrong, you know what I mean. I felt like
Speaker 1: everything was just separate. Things were very just different. I
Speaker 1: think that it was just like it made it like
Speaker 1: why does it have to be that way?
Speaker 3: You know what I mean? Anything from the business side
Speaker 3: is why they made it so.
Speaker 4: Like segregated or they were trying to get you to
Speaker 4: do it. The more you were like.
Speaker 1: No one ever got I would ask me really to
Speaker 1: do it was only one conversation ever, and then like
Speaker 1: literally I got out of the business after that, and
Speaker 1: in the beginning, my agent we just that was in
Speaker 1: the beginning, it was like you wait to do that,
Speaker 1: you wait to you know, like the levels of like
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. And then it's like by
Speaker 1: that time I had been in the business for a
Speaker 1: long time, like you don't know better.
Speaker 3: That's who I got in the business with.
Speaker 1: I think that's who my business in a sense partner is,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, because he works for me,
Speaker 1: let you know, And I don't know. I was twenty
Speaker 1: one years old in the business, so I didn't see
Speaker 1: an issue with it. I think as the years progressed
Speaker 1: and how the world evolved outside, it became more of
Speaker 1: a thing and you know, for everybody else, but we
Speaker 1: were on our own little bubble here. So it's like,
Speaker 1: I'm like, really you think that about me, like just
Speaker 1: because I didn't do a seat like I don't know.
Speaker 3: I sometimes it's upsetting because.
Speaker 4: I know you are like loved, you know what I mean.
Speaker 4: And men, you're not discriminive to you like black men.
Speaker 3: For sure.
Speaker 1: I've dated several, you know, But again, like I don't
Speaker 1: I don't advertise my personal business, you know, because I'm
Speaker 1: a private person. I give so much of myself in
Speaker 1: sex scenes that I'm like, I need some personal time
Speaker 1: for you know, just for myself, so you know, you
Speaker 1: keep those thing myself, but I don't hide it. I'm
Speaker 1: out and doing things whatever. But sometimes again it's why
Speaker 1: like I asked people to ask me conversations questions too,
Speaker 1: is because it's like some people want to know things
Speaker 1: that some people want to ask me, and some people don't.
Speaker 2: So I tell people, you know, it's their preference, you know,
Speaker 2: and and it's their body.
Speaker 4: And I always tell girls when they came into business.
Speaker 2: Don't nobody, you don't don't do anything you don't want
Speaker 2: to do.
Speaker 4: You don't have to do anything they tell you to
Speaker 4: do exactly for sure. So I'd always just reiterate that.
Speaker 2: So I totally understood, you know, your body shouldn't do
Speaker 2: whatever you want to do.
Speaker 3: For sure. And that's I think too.
Speaker 1: Back in the day, it was very like they'd be like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: you're going to do everything anyways, you're going to sell out,
Speaker 1: you're going to do this, and like just the words
Speaker 1: and the time too were triggering that. I'm like, why
Speaker 1: does I have to mean any of those things? I'm
Speaker 1: like that's like the whole thing where it's like I'm
Speaker 1: human too. I'm like, you know what i mean, I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's nothing to do.
Speaker 4: You know, like motherfuckers will suck it up because like
Speaker 4: you might be wanting down and then somebody comes along.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, you just don't you know again the communication,
Speaker 1: you know, then it's like who do you go to,
Speaker 1: who do you ask?
Speaker 3: You know, we're all being told really the same type
Speaker 3: of things.
Speaker 4: So yeah, yeah, real quick, funny story.
Speaker 2: Shooting the World's Luckiest. They wanted me to work with
Speaker 2: one hundred and one girls. So they were like, black, dude,
Speaker 2: you're going to find one hundred and one black girls.
Speaker 2: That that was the mentality I went into that shit,
Speaker 2: and it's not.
Speaker 4: There was never one hundred and one black yeah at
Speaker 4: that time. So we did thirty three.
Speaker 2: First day was all black girls, and so they're like, well,
Speaker 2: how are we going to get for the other sixty
Speaker 2: sixty seven? Uh, sixty four?
Speaker 4: What is it? Sixty seven? You know, sixty eight?
Speaker 3: I use a calculator on one hundred and one.
Speaker 4: Sorry,