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<v Speaker 1>So being in the industry for you know that many

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<v Speaker 1>years and having you know, the evolution of like where

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<v Speaker 1>everything from VHS and now you know the DVD. Then

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<v Speaker 1>it was Blu ray and like now the world stopped

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<v Speaker 1>and then now there's platforms like OnlyFans. How do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel about platforms like that? Was it easy to kind

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<v Speaker 1>of maneuver your way and because you just knew the

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<v Speaker 1>business or did you feel kind of cheated?

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<v Speaker 2>I always I like that, I thought, I tell everybody.

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<v Speaker 2>It monetized the relationship between the performer and the fan. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it put money in that in that space.

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<v Speaker 2>It took to and then you know, it took the

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<v Speaker 2>power away from the brands like the Marquee companies.

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<v Speaker 3>Like the back Powerhouse companies, and it.

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<v Speaker 4>Put the power in the hands of the performer.

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<v Speaker 1>But weren't you also a director at one point too?

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<v Speaker 1>So how does I mean being on that standpoint? Isn't

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<v Speaker 1>it harder to get people to work for you now

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<v Speaker 1>because of those things?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you know, the trade off was content, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, trades people would want to shoot and share

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<v Speaker 2>the content and you know, and we were kind of

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<v Speaker 2>doing that before OnlyFans came around.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>But I think that gave people an opportunity to make

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<v Speaker 2>money and share content, create content and share it and

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<v Speaker 2>monetize it and generate revenue for it. So I don't

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<v Speaker 2>think I was hampered. What I saw was social media

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<v Speaker 2>kind of open up the door for a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of creative people.

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<v Speaker 4>To get in, yeah, you know, and really show what

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<v Speaker 4>they can do. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like, because like I know myself, sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>like times and things evolved, so we're talking about social

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<v Speaker 1>media now and all these other things, like do you

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<v Speaker 1>find yourself kind of being maybe left behind or like

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<v Speaker 1>being like, okay, but what is TikTok? Like how do

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<v Speaker 1>I fit in that network? Because you have such a

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<v Speaker 1>big reach, you know, but it's like sometimes it's like

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<v Speaker 1>how do we how do we get into it? Because myself,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like at first when TikTok came around, that's like

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<v Speaker 1>one of the biggest platforms that you know, has the

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<v Speaker 1>much reach. Right now, it's like, but I'm not used

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<v Speaker 1>to making videos and dancings and I used to work

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<v Speaker 1>my ass, but I'm not like it can't you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's also so many different elements to just that too.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, like, you know, things like The Only Fans

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<v Speaker 1>kind of brought that open to the creator side of

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<v Speaker 1>like you can really do anything creative if you like

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<v Speaker 1>have people a buzz about you that you're like, you know, infectious,

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<v Speaker 1>Like okay, well what is he doing now or is

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<v Speaker 1>he eating something that people like, you know, people are

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<v Speaker 1>from like muck bang videos too.

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<v Speaker 2>I had somebody came up to me, you know, and said,

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<v Speaker 2>you do social media really well. And I think I've

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<v Speaker 2>maintained a presence because you know, I was around when

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<v Speaker 2>it when it first like the internet was like around

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<v Speaker 2>ninety seven ninety eight.

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<v Speaker 4>My website is dated that old, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was still I don't think I was in

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<v Speaker 3>high school. Yeah, yeah, you know I started. I graduated

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<v Speaker 3>two thousand and three, you know, so just you know,

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<v Speaker 3>just put through in that out there.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'll be fifty two in September. So you look

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<v Speaker 4>good things. You know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like fine wine, you get better with time, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I like to say.

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<v Speaker 4>It's you know, you got to it's peace of mind.

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<v Speaker 4>It's just knowing things.

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<v Speaker 2>You see people, younger people and what they struggle with,

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<v Speaker 2>and you're like, wow, I remember.

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<v Speaker 4>We're struggling with those things.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and then you realize how how to get past

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<v Speaker 2>those things. So for me, that's where I'm at. Like people,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it's like ants, you know, you you break

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<v Speaker 2>the line and they're like freaking out. You're like, come

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<v Speaker 2>this way, come this way. And so when I come

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<v Speaker 2>across younger cats trying to do things, I just try

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<v Speaker 2>to offer guidance, you.

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<v Speaker 4>Know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>Do they accept it?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Yeah, I get a lot of people coming up to.

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<v Speaker 1>Me because I feel like people ask sometimes, but then

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<v Speaker 1>they also like then they like give their own advice

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<v Speaker 1>to themselves, but they're like just want a sounding board

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<v Speaker 1>to say something, especially like sometimes well when I was

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't shot in five or six years, but back

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<v Speaker 1>when I was around the young gerls.

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<v Speaker 3>They're like, oh, but they knew it all. And I'm like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>well I'm not going to tell you anything.

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<v Speaker 1>Then right know it all and then find me whenever

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<v Speaker 1>you want to talk to about you know. So it's

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<v Speaker 1>like but for like the male performer aspect, it's like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know that you know connecteds, Like do they

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<v Speaker 1>really do listen to your what you're saying or do

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<v Speaker 1>they come in with the kind of ego mentality because

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<v Speaker 1>you're kind of trying to fit in the game too.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, some some cats are ego driven, and you obviously,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, like this industry ego heavy. So when I

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<v Speaker 2>see that, I can recognize it and identify And I

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<v Speaker 2>just said that just that just comes with young ages

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<v Speaker 2>and see and being fearless. And but I've had enough

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<v Speaker 2>things happened in my life in my career that people

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<v Speaker 2>can can see that have you know, my peaks and

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<v Speaker 2>my valleys, And so when I'm telling them shit, it's

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<v Speaker 2>usually because it's been hard earned experiences, you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I mean. So I'm not trying to steer you wrong.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just trying to steer you.

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<v Speaker 3>Strong for sure. I mean I think that it's important.

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<v Speaker 1>I think, you know, earlier on in my career, and

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<v Speaker 1>I've talked about it before, It's like I've definitely become

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<v Speaker 1>more vulnerable in my last couple of years just with

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<v Speaker 1>life and just learning things myself and working on myself

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<v Speaker 1>of things. It's like in the beginning for me, it

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<v Speaker 1>was like no one helped me, So why should I

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<v Speaker 1>help somebody else? And they're gonna come at me a

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<v Speaker 1>different way. Like, oh, well, you just know what everyone

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<v Speaker 1>and you know it all and I'm like, I don't,

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<v Speaker 1>but I want to share, and then it just the

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<v Speaker 1>information wasn't related that. So I'm it's like I'll keep

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<v Speaker 1>it all to myself, like you know, it's not so

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<v Speaker 1>now I feel like that doesn't get you anywhere, because

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<v Speaker 1>you know, with anything and to excel and to you know,

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<v Speaker 1>elevate yourself, you need people. You need a team, you

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<v Speaker 1>need people, you know what I mean, all these things

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<v Speaker 1>and these components to make it more, to make you

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<v Speaker 1>know your career, the longevity of it, how it runs,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and just to be present in our industry,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, especially in our industry it's so small.

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<v Speaker 3>People talk.

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<v Speaker 1>People know your business. People know the good, the bad,

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<v Speaker 1>the ugly, the divorces.

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<v Speaker 3>You know. You know, you've known my ex husband.

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<v Speaker 1>I've met your you know, I don't know if you're

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<v Speaker 1>still married, but you know I we hung out.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, outside the industry, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>So things like that, So it's like a close family

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<v Speaker 1>where it's like where do you draw the line from

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<v Speaker 1>like telling you, I mean, I will.

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<v Speaker 4>Go back through what you're saying. How do you how

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<v Speaker 4>do you reach people.

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<v Speaker 2>I think I like this. I've been using this word

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<v Speaker 2>a lot. It's in the conversation. You know a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of people don't. You don't have the conversation. How do

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<v Speaker 2>you get to understanding? And sometimes the conversation can a

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<v Speaker 2>little rough in the beginning because you're trying to you know,

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<v Speaker 2>stand your ground, state your opinion. You know, you filter

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<v Speaker 2>what you hear and how you listen. But over the

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<v Speaker 2>course of the conversation, understanding starts to happen, and more

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<v Speaker 2>people involved in that conversation, the more enlightening it could be. Sure,

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<v Speaker 2>And so podcasts have been have opened that up. Social media, TikTok,

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<v Speaker 2>platforms like YouTube. You know, it's even in the even

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<v Speaker 2>in the comments, there's conversation, even in the commentary.

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<v Speaker 4>Do you engage, Yeah, I mean I've always engaged.

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<v Speaker 3>I've never Do you engage in the positive and negative

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<v Speaker 3>comments or do.

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<v Speaker 2>You only negatives? I kind of skip over. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>get into politics. I don't get anything that people have

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<v Speaker 2>a really strong opinion about.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, like I just kind of like you're Switzerland.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you know, I don't think it's I don't I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think they solve things. I think they just kind

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<v Speaker 2>of inflame it, and you kind of missed the point.

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<v Speaker 2>You kind of missed the point of what, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the purpose of you even seen what you saw was about,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean, you kind of like you

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<v Speaker 2>get into this argument with someone and it just totally

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<v Speaker 2>distorted shit, and so that I don't do.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I don't do that engaging for sure to do that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you've had we're you have to talk about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you've had the highs, the lows and everything. You had

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<v Speaker 1>a big scandal come out in the industry with about faking

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<v Speaker 1>a test and even this whole a syphilis thing. What

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<v Speaker 1>has the repercussions and what have you learned from those outcomes?

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<v Speaker 1>And it being so heavily in the media, and like

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<v Speaker 1>you said, you were you were one of the most

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<v Speaker 1>recognizable porn stars and you know, besides you know, Aron

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<v Speaker 1>Jeremy and Jenna Jamison, you know, you're definitely up there.

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<v Speaker 1>How did that kind of like pressure feel to really

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like a admit it and put it out

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<v Speaker 1>there and kind of like basically tell your truth.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I think I didn't know I was on

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<v Speaker 2>that level. I didn't realize how big a thing it

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<v Speaker 2>was going to be. I mean, it's just you know,

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<v Speaker 2>because in our industry, a lot of things like that

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<v Speaker 2>happened on STDs and people trying to keep their medical

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<v Speaker 2>you know, history private or personal.

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<v Speaker 4>You know, what do you share? What do you do?

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<v Speaker 4>What do you don't share? You know?

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<v Speaker 2>Because even though I was handling things on a personal level,

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<v Speaker 2>on a professional level, it's just we there were there

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<v Speaker 2>were protocols and things in place that just weren't acting

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<v Speaker 2>on you know what I mean, and I what I learned.

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<v Speaker 2>You know now you know now the testing is a

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<v Speaker 2>full panel. But before when I started, and I tell

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<v Speaker 2>people this all the time, it's like when I started,

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<v Speaker 2>we were doing HIV tests and they were every three months,

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<v Speaker 2>so you had three months to go out there and

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<v Speaker 2>just wreck havoc and fuck who you want. And then

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<v Speaker 2>you weren't even doing STDs. So everything's been an evolution,

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<v Speaker 2>everything's evolved, everything's gotten better as we gotten better knowledge,

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<v Speaker 2>better testing, a better.

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<v Speaker 4>Sharing system. Yeah, all those things have come over time.

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<v Speaker 1>But at that time, but don't you think as far

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<v Speaker 1>as like I mean, we say, we're like, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I make the joke like we're sexual athletes.

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<v Speaker 3>That's our job.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, we'd our responsibility in our personal life and

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<v Speaker 1>on set to make that kind of a safe space

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<v Speaker 1>because we're all fucking each other and we like to fuck,

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<v Speaker 1>but it needs to be like a respect thing. So

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone makes mistakes. We get into, you know, certain situations,

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<v Speaker 1>it's like who knows what, who would make these decisions?

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<v Speaker 3>Bringing it home from being an adult.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't listen.

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<v Speaker 1>But maybe people got offended if it would have hit

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<v Speaker 4>For clarification and trying to understand that, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>And as far as the medical aspect, like what do

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<v Speaker 2>Because I was trying to tell them personally, yeah, I've

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<v Speaker 4>What else can I do?

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<v Speaker 2>had a whole set of different protocols because they.

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<v Speaker 4>Weren't even testing for that.

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<v Speaker 2>They were doing it twice a year and ttts, it

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<v Speaker 2>That it was like yeah, certain I just tested and

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<v Speaker 2>It was a lot of it could have been handled

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<v Speaker 4>It just wasn't.

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<v Speaker 2>And so what what I had to do was, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>take the brunt of it and just really kind of like,

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<v Speaker 4>But it's kind of hard because.

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<v Speaker 3>What is your full side of the story.

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<v Speaker 2>Full side of the story is, you know, we catch

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<v Speaker 2>STDs in our industry. Whoever gave it to me never

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<v Speaker 2>came up and said, hey, I got something I needed

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<v Speaker 2>to you know, I need to let you know, even

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<v Speaker 2>even with our protocols, would gonorrhea, chlamydia. You know, you

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<v Speaker 2>take a you take a seven day to ten day but.

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<v Speaker 1>It's hard to see if you working all the time,

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<v Speaker 1>like who works with who and who got it from

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<v Speaker 4>But I get that, you know we can do it.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, you know, somebody know they had it and

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<v Speaker 2>somebody know they gave it, so uh, you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>tried my best to Once I was treated, I took

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<v Speaker 2>the time off and I didn't work, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>and then when I try to go back to work,

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<v Speaker 2>the tests, you know, you get and you know, the

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<v Speaker 2>funny thing is when you test for simphleist, you have

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<v Speaker 2>non reactive and reactive and they're testing for your annibodies.

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<v Speaker 2>So what so what I had, what I was up

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<v Speaker 2>against was the test that they gave me was coming

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<v Speaker 2>up as positive, but it was a it was a

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<v Speaker 2>false positive because that.

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<v Speaker 4>Was nothing but the annibout anybody.

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<v Speaker 2>But if they know that ahead of time, which they

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<v Speaker 2>knew they would, they administer a different test. And remember

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<v Speaker 2>back in the days, they used to give you this

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<v Speaker 2>for comedian gonnorrhea. Once you were treated, they'd have, hey,

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<v Speaker 2>he had it, but he's been treated.

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<v Speaker 4>I didn't get that.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and so that's where, you know, I took matters

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<v Speaker 2>my own hand, and that's where it got all fucked up.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I get it, and I understand.

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<v Speaker 2>Whether the backlash came, and you know, I expected somebody

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<v Speaker 2>to come up and kind of bath for me, but

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<v Speaker 2>it never happened.

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<v Speaker 3>Yea.

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<v Speaker 2>And so going forward, it was like, what can I do?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I reached out to everybody I worked with.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I even took myself out of the out

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<v Speaker 2>of the out of the out of the working environment

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<v Speaker 2>because there was people made these threats against performers, like

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<v Speaker 2>if you work with him, we're going to black volume.

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<v Speaker 3>And so are you blackballed from the industry?

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<v Speaker 4>Nah?

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<v Speaker 2>No, yacause girls, you know it's a whole different industry now.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like you can go, you can perform and do

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<v Speaker 2>whatever you want. Yeah, only fans has opened that up.

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<v Speaker 4>Content You just.

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<v Speaker 1>Not work for companies like big company just having shot

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<v Speaker 1>there was Is that something that you would be willing

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<v Speaker 1>to want to do again? Or do you feel more

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<v Speaker 1>comfortable just keeping it the way that?

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<v Speaker 4>Nah?

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<v Speaker 2>You know, when I started in the business, I started,

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<v Speaker 2>I went immediately into directing. I was, you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a writer. I like to write. I like to I'm

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<v Speaker 2>a reader. I'm a reader first and then I love

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<v Speaker 2>to write.

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<v Speaker 4>So I read everything.

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<v Speaker 2>And I'm absorbed with that, and then I write all

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<v Speaker 2>these thoughts. Because I've been around a long time, I

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<v Speaker 2>hear all these opinions and ideas and and I have

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<v Speaker 2>my own, you know, But I'm much better when i'm

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<v Speaker 2>just writing it out. And so for me, I was

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<v Speaker 2>writing scripts, I was writing synopsis, and then I picked

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<v Speaker 2>up equipment and start filming things.

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<v Speaker 4>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>I go around and I do you know, my social

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<v Speaker 2>media is a lot of filming, a lot of photos.

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<v Speaker 3>You know, and you're doing it all yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>I do it all myself. Yeah, I do everything myself.

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<v Speaker 2>But I've always been that guy, you know, sex. I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't get into the industry for the for the money.

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<v Speaker 2>I enjoyed the sex, you know, and I still enjoy

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<v Speaker 2>the sex, you know, and I but the dynamics had

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<v Speaker 2>changed in a way where it was.

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<v Speaker 4>Like I didn't want to.

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<v Speaker 2>Put people through scrutiny because the industry, you know, people

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<v Speaker 2>fans can I just saw.

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<v Speaker 4>A lot of that.

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<v Speaker 3>Would you say that you lost friends because of it?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>I had people like literally, uh, you said, I can't

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<v Speaker 2>be a friend anymore.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know, And it was just kind of like,

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<v Speaker 3>For me, I mean me, like I said before being

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<v Speaker 3>a friend as well.

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<v Speaker 1>It definitely was a gray area of like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>condone what you did.

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't like.

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<v Speaker 1>Like like it or appreciate it, because if I could

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<v Speaker 1>have been you know, in the same industry affected by it.

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<v Speaker 1>If you know, God forbid, something would have happened those things,

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<v Speaker 1>but years later evolving of things like that again, like

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<v Speaker 1>I you know, I'm not anybody to judge anybody, and

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<v Speaker 1>everybody is a human and we make mistakes. And again,

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<v Speaker 1>as long as you again have ownership, which you have,

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<v Speaker 1>you did the right thing that you thought you had

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<v Speaker 1>to do as far as the people you connected.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, I'm told and whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>And at that point, there's really not much more you

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<v Speaker 1>can do other than get on through the other side

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<v Speaker 1>of it. You know, it's unfortunate there's been there were

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<v Speaker 1>so many, no different rumors. I feel like that once

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<v Speaker 1>it's out there, you don't really know the truth. And

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<v Speaker 1>that's why for here, it's like I wanted to have

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<v Speaker 1>a like we called private talk with like Texas's because

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<v Speaker 1>it's an intimate, more conversation where you get to say

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<v Speaker 1>your truth, you say your things. It's like, because there

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<v Speaker 1>was things about saying that you did jail time for it,

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<v Speaker 1>that you did, you know that he were was fines

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<v Speaker 1>for it for all those other things. But it's like

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of things are false and you know out

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<v Speaker 1>in the media, you don't know what is true not Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And that.

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<v Speaker 2>Was the other thing is like when I would try

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<v Speaker 2>to talk people with headlined mister Marcus admits to this,

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<v Speaker 2>mister Marcus that, and I was like, it's not what happened,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know, for people to grab the attention, to.

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<v Speaker 4>Grab the clicks, yeah bait, it was.

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<v Speaker 2>I you know, this is twenty twelve, ten years ago,

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<v Speaker 2>and you know it now looking at social media.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean clickbait is all over it everywhere else.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I wasn't mad at Trump when you were

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<v Speaker 2>saying false news and shit because I knew that.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, there's a shipload of it out there. Yeah you know,

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<v Speaker 4>I don't. I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>But I'm not that guy. I'm not you can I'm

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<v Speaker 2>the same guy. My numbers never changed. Yeah, you had

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<v Speaker 2>a problem with me, you can call me if you

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<v Speaker 2>want to see test. I kept all all of my

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<v Speaker 2>tests for sure, you know, from my early performing days

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<v Speaker 2>in ninety six, ninety.

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<v Speaker 4>Seven to all the way up into all that shit. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>I had everything.

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<v Speaker 1>But even like also like so going the fact of

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<v Speaker 1>like how just on the the ignorance of what to

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<v Speaker 1>do after that happens, because it's not something that happens

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<v Speaker 1>all the time, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 3>And then it's like what do you like? What would

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<v Speaker 3>you you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 4>Like it became like a teaching moment.

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<v Speaker 1>Because that's my Furthermore, it's like now for you, it's

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<v Speaker 1>like the advocacy of like, okay, well you should. And

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<v Speaker 1>my biggest thing is like it's so ironic and even

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<v Speaker 1>personal lives to like sexual things, and like the industry

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<v Speaker 1>is a little different because we have more of a

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<v Speaker 1>voice of like a no list or this whatever. But

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<v Speaker 1>sex is such taboo type situations. But we want what

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<v Speaker 1>or hey I can't do this, or hey because it's embarrassing,

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<v Speaker 1>it's this whatever. But it's because it's lack of conversations,

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<v Speaker 1>because it's the hard questions people don't want to know.

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<v Speaker 1>But it's like, but you're willing to, like we'll have

427
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<v Speaker 1>somebody's bodily fluid inside of you, touch you, spit on you,

428
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<v Speaker 1>do whatever, but you don't want to tell them, oh, hey,

429
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<v Speaker 1>what's what's that?

430
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<v Speaker 3>Or this the you know what I mean?

431
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<v Speaker 1>Like, So for me is why it's about the education.

432
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<v Speaker 1>It's about bringing light to things, and yeah, sometimes things

433
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<v Speaker 1>have to get dark before we get to the light

434
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<v Speaker 1>to see the other things, and like really bring awareness

435
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<v Speaker 1>of why now testing is a little bit more evasive,

436
00:18:21.480 --> 00:18:22.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, as it should have been. We you know,

437
00:18:22.799 --> 00:18:25.279
<v Speaker 1>we were working with multiple partners back then. We were

438
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<v Speaker 1>shooting way more nowadays, I mean then than now. Like

439
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<v Speaker 1>I would work every single day, you know what I mean,

440
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<v Speaker 1>You're shooting seven days a week, you're doing multiple partners.

441
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<v Speaker 3>Scenes sometimes you don't, but of course, you know, I mean,

442
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<v Speaker 3>it's business business, you.

443
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<v Speaker 2>Know, there's just like you know who's next, you know

444
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<v Speaker 2>who's coming, you know, and they're not teaching you, you know, ownership,

445
00:18:45.279 --> 00:18:48.279
<v Speaker 2>they're not teaching you business. They're not you know, there's

446
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<v Speaker 2>a lot of business savvy people now. But that came

447
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<v Speaker 2>over time with the money. It came with the interaction

448
00:18:53.799 --> 00:18:57.039
<v Speaker 2>with the fans. It came with the brand building, the management,

449
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<v Speaker 2>I mean, all these things that people you know, the

450
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<v Speaker 2>content creation. It came because the money was there, you

451
00:19:03.640 --> 00:19:05.279
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean, and you tapped into it, and

452
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<v Speaker 2>there's people willing to pay for it.

453
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<v Speaker 4>So you have to educate yourself, you know what I mean.

454
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<v Speaker 2>And so I just said, you know, fucking people don't

455
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<v Speaker 2>think whatever the hell they're gonna think. And you have

456
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<v Speaker 2>to like what people say about you.

457
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<v Speaker 4>You have to say, is that who I am? Or

458
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<v Speaker 4>do I know who I am? Or do I define that?

459
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<v Speaker 4>And I said, fuck that, I.

460
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<v Speaker 2>Define it, you know what I mean. I know I'm

461
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<v Speaker 2>a good dude. I know I take care of a

462
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<v Speaker 2>lot of motherfuckers. I've looked out for casts.

463
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<v Speaker 4>I don't go around bad Malcolm cast. You know. I

464
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<v Speaker 4>try to enlighten and open doors and.

465
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<v Speaker 2>I and I do that to complete strangers as well

466
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<v Speaker 2>as people that are like blood.

467
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<v Speaker 4>So that's who I am, and that's what I think.

468
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<v Speaker 3>That to me is why I was such a struggle too.

469
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<v Speaker 3>Obviously it was out there to believe it, but because

470
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<v Speaker 3>I knew who you were as a dad, you know,

471
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<v Speaker 3>a husband, as somebody, you know what I mean.

472
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<v Speaker 1>So it was just that it didn't make sense. But

473
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<v Speaker 1>everybody makes mistakes, and you know, you know, when you're in.

474
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<v Speaker 2>This business, when you're like you know, the guy I

475
00:20:00.519 --> 00:20:03.119
<v Speaker 2>didn't realize, you know, they target you.

476
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<v Speaker 4>You know what I mean. You're seeing differently, you're treated differently.

477
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<v Speaker 3>Well, But I think it's because it's just like you know,

478
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<v Speaker 3>in the.

479
00:20:08.799 --> 00:20:12.319
<v Speaker 1>Whole mainstream media, like why like the Kardashians are popular,

480
00:20:12.400 --> 00:20:14.359
<v Speaker 1>people want to be a part of your life if

481
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<v Speaker 1>it's because they want to see the girls you're fucking,

482
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<v Speaker 1>who talks to you, what celebrities you're around, they want

483
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<v Speaker 1>to see it all. And again why you were the

484
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<v Speaker 1>most reconnite. You wear that fucking hat everywhere you go,

485
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<v Speaker 1>so not it's the way that one in particular, but

486
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<v Speaker 1>you know what I'm saying. Ever since, you know, we

487
00:20:26.559 --> 00:20:30.279
<v Speaker 1>used to do signings together, we toured together, and it

488
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<v Speaker 1>was intriguing to see because you don't really see the

489
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<v Speaker 1>feedback from fans as crazy with a lot of male

490
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<v Speaker 1>stars like you did yourself, like really other than you.

491
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<v Speaker 1>I think you were before I toured with you first,

492
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<v Speaker 1>before I was around round Jeremy. But it was that

493
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<v Speaker 1>like that star power that like we're like gawking at

494
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<v Speaker 1>you like women, you know what I mean, Like the

495
00:20:50.039 --> 00:20:54.119
<v Speaker 1>whole Chippendale's things where it's like it's crazy, Yeah.

496
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<v Speaker 2>People say, you know, how come you don't perform? I

497
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<v Speaker 2>mean I did almost three thousand movies and.

498
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<v Speaker 3>So you'd be fucking Marcus.

499
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<v Speaker 4>Right. It was like I feel like I didn't need that.

500
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<v Speaker 2>You know, if I would have continued on and you know,

501
00:21:08.559 --> 00:21:11.599
<v Speaker 2>the dynamics of my family were different. I was much

502
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<v Speaker 2>more visible, you know, highly visible.

503
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<v Speaker 4>I mean I go. I like to be able to

504
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<v Speaker 4>go places.

505
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, even now, I'm uncomfortable and cats are

506
00:21:19.680 --> 00:21:22.880
<v Speaker 2>like I'm in Costco and cats like, hey, I know

507
00:21:22.920 --> 00:21:26.680
<v Speaker 2>you know people know me, like I'm on camera, I'm

508
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<v Speaker 2>off camera.

509
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, this is my city. Yeah, you know what I mean.

510
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<v Speaker 4>Then I can go, you know, I take the bus

511
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<v Speaker 4>sometimes a subway.

512
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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I ride my bike all over the place. You know,

513
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<v Speaker 2>I'm chilling. I don't like you don't have to go. Yeah,

514
00:21:40.400 --> 00:21:41.319
<v Speaker 2>you can stay with something.

515
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<v Speaker 1>But I think that that's what attracts it more, you

516
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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, When when you don't, when you

517
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<v Speaker 1>don't need it or expect it, you're not looking for it.

518
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<v Speaker 1>It just happened, like you know, like you said from

519
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<v Speaker 1>the beginning, you got into the business not because of

520
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<v Speaker 1>the money.

521
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<v Speaker 3>You liked fucking you.

522
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<v Speaker 4>You know.

523
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<v Speaker 3>Obviously even twenty years.

524
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<v Speaker 1>You know, you know how to be doing something right,

525
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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean.

526
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<v Speaker 3>So it's like it's like what you take of it.

527
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<v Speaker 1>Obviously we're not supposed to be the same when we

528
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<v Speaker 1>first started in the industry to where we are now.

529
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<v Speaker 1>You know, it's we're supposed to evolve, We're supposed to

530
00:22:08.079 --> 00:22:12.119
<v Speaker 1>have learned lessons, we're supposed to have families. A life

531
00:22:12.160 --> 00:22:14.079
<v Speaker 1>like porn doesn't define us. It's just a part of

532
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<v Speaker 1>who we are. And I think that that's what people

533
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<v Speaker 1>really kind of forget that we are people. We have feelings,

534
00:22:19.240 --> 00:22:22.160
<v Speaker 1>we have emotions, we go through a low's highs, we

535
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<v Speaker 1>go you know, all kinds of things where people forget,

536
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<v Speaker 1>like I'm not just a whole or in your part

537
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<v Speaker 1>a deck.

538
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<v Speaker 4>You know what I mean? Right now, you know.

539
00:22:29.240 --> 00:22:31.519
<v Speaker 2>And on the side there's such you know, I remember

540
00:22:31.559 --> 00:22:34.160
<v Speaker 2>people talking about mental health, you know, and you don't

541
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<v Speaker 2>understand the dynamics of like the people coming at you

542
00:22:37.680 --> 00:22:40.039
<v Speaker 2>sexually all the time and expecting things and.

543
00:22:40.240 --> 00:22:42.440
<v Speaker 4>Because they feel like they know you because they watched

544
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<v Speaker 4>the movie.

545
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<v Speaker 2>It's just a movie, you know what I mean, And

546
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<v Speaker 2>so they proposition, you know, I get proposition.

547
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<v Speaker 4>All the damn time.

548
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<v Speaker 3>How does that make you feel?

549
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<v Speaker 4>I kind of just I'm polite. I used to just

550
00:22:53.839 --> 00:22:55.759
<v Speaker 4>be like, no, thanks, you know what I mean.

551
00:22:56.119 --> 00:22:58.640
<v Speaker 3>But does it make you feel like like a piece

552
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<v Speaker 3>of meat? Like object, like an object.

553
00:23:00.440 --> 00:23:02.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I know, I know better than that. Yeah, you

554
00:23:02.519 --> 00:23:04.759
<v Speaker 4>know what I mean. I don't feel like because.

555
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<v Speaker 1>Some women are I mean most women, I mean nowadays

556
00:23:06.799 --> 00:23:09.240
<v Speaker 1>especially are more aggressive than men. Yeah, Like I mean,

557
00:23:09.279 --> 00:23:11.359
<v Speaker 1>I just went to an industry party for the first time,

558
00:23:11.480 --> 00:23:13.599
<v Speaker 1>like in three years that I was talking to someone

559
00:23:13.599 --> 00:23:14.960
<v Speaker 1>I had to see a long time, and all these

560
00:23:14.960 --> 00:23:16.960
<v Speaker 1>young girls are just grabbing his dick to get his attention,

561
00:23:17.000 --> 00:23:19.359
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, Okay, I like that for me. I

562
00:23:19.359 --> 00:23:21.240
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't want someone try to be fingering me the whole

563
00:23:21.240 --> 00:23:24.039
<v Speaker 1>time when someone's know, it's the same equivalent. Why is that?

564
00:23:24.160 --> 00:23:26.279
<v Speaker 1>You know it's a teetering line, But it's just like

565
00:23:27.400 --> 00:23:29.119
<v Speaker 1>that to me. I don't like the object. I'll fuck

566
00:23:29.160 --> 00:23:32.039
<v Speaker 1>all day where we look together, cool down, But I

567
00:23:32.119 --> 00:23:36.319
<v Speaker 1>just don't like the whole feeling like an object because

568
00:23:36.400 --> 00:23:38.599
<v Speaker 1>you think that like alexis Texas, so oh, let me

569
00:23:38.680 --> 00:23:41.519
<v Speaker 1>touch dress like, I'll like you maybe if you ask nicely,

570
00:23:41.599 --> 00:23:42.079
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean.

571
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<v Speaker 3>It just depends on what the situation is, you.

572
00:23:44.920 --> 00:23:47.480
<v Speaker 2>Know, it's you know, when you've been around a while,

573
00:23:47.519 --> 00:23:49.440
<v Speaker 2>you kind of learn how to navigate, Like I can.

574
00:23:49.720 --> 00:23:52.079
<v Speaker 4>I can turn the fire up. Yeah, turn the fire down,

575
00:23:52.160 --> 00:23:53.400
<v Speaker 4>or I can just turn it off completely.

576
00:23:53.440 --> 00:23:55.279
<v Speaker 1>Well, you're an alpha male and I feel like you,

577
00:23:55.480 --> 00:23:57.359
<v Speaker 1>like you're very you observe you kind of and then

578
00:23:57.400 --> 00:24:00.119
<v Speaker 1>you kind of attack accordingly of what's you know what this?

579
00:24:00.240 --> 00:24:01.880
<v Speaker 1>And plus you've been around this industry for a very

580
00:24:01.880 --> 00:24:05.519
<v Speaker 1>long time, so you know who's really in across the line,

581
00:24:05.519 --> 00:24:06.240
<v Speaker 1>who's full of shit?

582
00:24:06.319 --> 00:24:07.319
<v Speaker 3>And like, what's you know?

583
00:24:07.480 --> 00:24:11.000
<v Speaker 2>Really I can handle like you know you have, yeah,

584
00:24:11.319 --> 00:24:13.960
<v Speaker 2>because I have to handle like either a really strong

585
00:24:14.119 --> 00:24:19.559
<v Speaker 2>gay personality or even a trans personality or very butch personality,

586
00:24:19.680 --> 00:24:24.319
<v Speaker 2>or or very bisexual or very you know straight, you

587
00:24:24.319 --> 00:24:28.319
<v Speaker 2>know you're dealing with and then you're a confused or

588
00:24:28.400 --> 00:24:32.079
<v Speaker 2>even a version or an extreme sexual person and those

589
00:24:32.200 --> 00:24:34.160
<v Speaker 2>those things jump out.

590
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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know some of those things. That's what they lead.

591
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<v Speaker 1>With, especially because they feel comfortable because you're just a

592
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<v Speaker 1>sexual person and they just want to tell you all

593
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<v Speaker 1>of their Hey, whoa, let me take a Sipar's cool?

594
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<v Speaker 3>What would you say would be your craziest fan interaction?

595
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<v Speaker 4>Man? Courageous man? There's a whole bunch of those.

596
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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you just I mean, with that whole lead up,

597
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<v Speaker 1>it's like, you know, it could go either way it

598
00:25:01.160 --> 00:25:01.480
<v Speaker 1>could be.

599
00:25:01.559 --> 00:25:04.839
<v Speaker 2>You know, I had a girl when I when I

600
00:25:04.880 --> 00:25:07.559
<v Speaker 2>met her, she came at me about something one thing

601
00:25:08.680 --> 00:25:10.880
<v Speaker 2>on the internet. So I was like, I was recepted

602
00:25:10.880 --> 00:25:12.640
<v Speaker 2>to it because it was actually where my mindset was

603
00:25:12.680 --> 00:25:14.640
<v Speaker 2>at the time. So I reached out to her and

604
00:25:14.680 --> 00:25:16.279
<v Speaker 2>we ended up meeting up. When I met him with her,

605
00:25:16.359 --> 00:25:18.440
<v Speaker 2>she was like, here she hands me a credit card

606
00:25:18.480 --> 00:25:22.160
<v Speaker 2>with my name on it. What She's like, you know,

607
00:25:22.279 --> 00:25:24.000
<v Speaker 2>this is for you know, in case you need to

608
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<v Speaker 2>go buy things.

609
00:25:24.799 --> 00:25:27.680
<v Speaker 3>And did you use the credit card?

610
00:25:27.680 --> 00:25:27.839
<v Speaker 4>Oh?

611
00:25:27.880 --> 00:25:32.079
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what was the biggest purchase on the credit card?

612
00:25:32.359 --> 00:25:34.599
<v Speaker 4>I mean I took it. I flew a couple of places.

613
00:25:34.680 --> 00:25:38.799
<v Speaker 3>Okay, okay. So she was just your sugar mama, what

614
00:25:38.880 --> 00:25:40.519
<v Speaker 3>did you have to do in return for this car?

615
00:25:40.839 --> 00:25:44.559
<v Speaker 2>And that's where she wanted. She wanted all these things

616
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<v Speaker 2>that I would.

617
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<v Speaker 1>Not like, what like fucking or was it like romantic

618
00:25:49.319 --> 00:25:50.559
<v Speaker 1>relationship things?

619
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<v Speaker 4>I ever said it. She never said it, but I

620
00:25:52.559 --> 00:25:53.880
<v Speaker 4>can I can feel that.

621
00:25:54.119 --> 00:25:56.519
<v Speaker 1>It was like, hey, you know, I mean, if you

622
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<v Speaker 1>want to, you know, if you want to give it

623
00:25:58.960 --> 00:26:00.880
<v Speaker 1>to me, like you.

624
00:26:00.759 --> 00:26:02.799
<v Speaker 2>Know, she made me feel bad because she was like,

625
00:26:02.799 --> 00:26:05.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry, I'm not You're not attracted to me or something.

626
00:26:05.559 --> 00:26:07.559
<v Speaker 1>And I was just like yeah, because she probably was like, man,

627
00:26:07.680 --> 00:26:09.079
<v Speaker 1>how many time you're gonna use my credit card?

628
00:26:09.200 --> 00:26:09.720
<v Speaker 4>Not hit it?

629
00:26:11.160 --> 00:26:12.200
<v Speaker 3>What is the rejection?

630
00:26:12.599 --> 00:26:16.200
<v Speaker 1>Women don't like to be rejected. Have you ever ghosted

631
00:26:16.200 --> 00:26:16.599
<v Speaker 1>a woman?

632
00:26:17.319 --> 00:26:18.599
<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

633
00:26:18.880 --> 00:26:20.079
<v Speaker 3>Why do you ghost people?

634
00:26:20.960 --> 00:26:24.480
<v Speaker 1>Was it because of sexual one night stand or was

635
00:26:24.480 --> 00:26:28.160
<v Speaker 1>it like somebody that you were engaging with more than

636
00:26:29.519 --> 00:26:32.319
<v Speaker 1>like multiple times and they like, then you just disappeared

637
00:26:32.400 --> 00:26:34.960
<v Speaker 1>like a ghost. Because for you it's hard to ghost too,

638
00:26:35.000 --> 00:26:37.319
<v Speaker 1>because you're so known and this is your city. Like

639
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<v Speaker 1>you said that, we find you on the bus throughout,

640
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<v Speaker 1>they'll find you on your bike. They'll think it yeah,

641
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<v Speaker 1>you know, on set being like what's going on?

642
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<v Speaker 4>Right? Right?

643
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<v Speaker 2>I mean I am reachable and I and I've been

644
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<v Speaker 2>accessible for my whole career, so let's change.

645
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<v Speaker 3>Why do you think men ghost women?

646
00:26:54.640 --> 00:26:55.880
<v Speaker 4>Why do you? I mean?

647
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<v Speaker 2>I think because usually they got somebody on the side,

648
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<v Speaker 2>they got a mate, so they can't they can't. Then

649
00:27:03.160 --> 00:27:05.200
<v Speaker 2>they can't. You know, if she starts to want to

650
00:27:05.559 --> 00:27:10.119
<v Speaker 2>she wants to move in on that position, okay, sometimes

651
00:27:10.119 --> 00:27:12.279
<v Speaker 2>the guy has to make a decision like is he

652
00:27:12.359 --> 00:27:14.240
<v Speaker 2>gonna let you know, open.

653
00:27:14.000 --> 00:27:15.440
<v Speaker 3>That like chess?

654
00:27:15.440 --> 00:27:19.240
<v Speaker 2>Okay, you know, no, you gotta you gotta protect the

655
00:27:19.319 --> 00:27:20.880
<v Speaker 2>queen or are you going to open her up.

656
00:27:21.079 --> 00:27:23.480
<v Speaker 4>Make it vulnerable. Okay, that's a decision that has to

657
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<v Speaker 4>be made.

658
00:27:24.240 --> 00:27:26.920
<v Speaker 3>All right, So that would be the only reason why

659
00:27:26.960 --> 00:27:27.839
<v Speaker 3>you're thinking. It goes to.

660
00:27:27.920 --> 00:27:31.359
<v Speaker 2>Situation and if you come across somebody who's destructive.

661
00:27:31.160 --> 00:27:32.319
<v Speaker 4>I don't like this toxic.

662
00:27:32.799 --> 00:27:35.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I don't like anybody who wants to destroy you know,

663
00:27:36.079 --> 00:27:36.559
<v Speaker 2>the peace?

664
00:27:36.960 --> 00:27:39.880
<v Speaker 1>Okay, you need peace within. So do you have like

665
00:27:39.920 --> 00:27:42.640
<v Speaker 1>a roster where it's like you keep the peace within?

666
00:27:42.759 --> 00:27:44.839
<v Speaker 1>So you know, because like this time, do you like

667
00:27:44.880 --> 00:27:47.359
<v Speaker 1>you know, you just know what you like. Sometimes there's

668
00:27:47.359 --> 00:27:49.559
<v Speaker 1>a lot of work. Like me, I'm single. Dating is

669
00:27:49.599 --> 00:27:52.039
<v Speaker 1>a lot of work. People think that I'm probably fucking everybody.

670
00:27:52.079 --> 00:27:54.799
<v Speaker 1>It's not really like that, you know. But when it's

671
00:27:54.839 --> 00:27:58.799
<v Speaker 1>like you know, when you find your people, sometimes you you.

672
00:27:58.720 --> 00:28:03.079
<v Speaker 2>Know, if you know, if it's if everything is cool,

673
00:28:03.200 --> 00:28:06.440
<v Speaker 2>if we got cool chemistry and the situation.

674
00:28:06.119 --> 00:28:08.440
<v Speaker 3>Is so you're open to it. But there's no one

675
00:28:08.440 --> 00:28:13.559
<v Speaker 3>on your roster right now, your content partners, what.

676
00:28:13.519 --> 00:28:14.440
<v Speaker 4>Do we want to call that?

677
00:28:15.960 --> 00:28:20.279
<v Speaker 2>You come you come across casts like you know, you

678
00:28:20.400 --> 00:28:24.359
<v Speaker 2>they intriguing, Yeah, they turned the fire on turn it up.

679
00:28:25.160 --> 00:28:27.799
<v Speaker 1>Describe something really exciting in your life right now.

680
00:28:31.319 --> 00:28:33.799
<v Speaker 2>It's funny because when I turned fifty and I was

681
00:28:33.880 --> 00:28:38.440
<v Speaker 2>like cool, I was chill, and I like that. I

682
00:28:38.519 --> 00:28:43.799
<v Speaker 2>just wanted to just coast. But life is dynamic, you know.

683
00:28:44.000 --> 00:28:46.680
<v Speaker 2>So there's some projects that I'm working on writing.

684
00:28:47.039 --> 00:28:47.359
<v Speaker 3>Okay.

685
00:28:48.319 --> 00:28:51.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, I've just like mainstream wise in the industry wise,

686
00:28:51.079 --> 00:28:52.359
<v Speaker 1>like as far as adult mainstream.

687
00:28:52.359 --> 00:28:54.079
<v Speaker 2>Okay, there's a there's a project that we want to

688
00:28:54.119 --> 00:28:56.680
<v Speaker 2>do in the industry, like as a for me, I

689
00:28:56.720 --> 00:28:59.160
<v Speaker 2>want to do it as a as a signature.

690
00:28:59.240 --> 00:29:05.079
<v Speaker 4>Piece, something artistically sexually focused.

691
00:29:05.359 --> 00:29:05.599
<v Speaker 3>Okay.

692
00:29:06.000 --> 00:29:08.799
<v Speaker 2>You know that we've kind of wrote the concept for

693
00:29:08.960 --> 00:29:10.640
<v Speaker 2>the ideas for the fun like.

694
00:29:10.599 --> 00:29:12.480
<v Speaker 3>An erotic novel of type thing.

695
00:29:12.680 --> 00:29:17.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's got strong sexual themes which work perfectly. It's

696
00:29:17.920 --> 00:29:20.839
<v Speaker 2>not explicit, it's not hardcore like that, and it's not

697
00:29:21.559 --> 00:29:24.599
<v Speaker 2>the bullshit. It's not like some ship that everybody else

698
00:29:24.680 --> 00:29:26.759
<v Speaker 2>is doing. It's really outside the box.

699
00:29:27.079 --> 00:29:29.599
<v Speaker 3>Nice. Now, is this something working on yourself or you

700
00:29:29.640 --> 00:29:31.240
<v Speaker 3>have a team of people that you're working on this.

701
00:29:32.160 --> 00:29:34.480
<v Speaker 2>Its start off as just a singular thing, but now

702
00:29:34.519 --> 00:29:37.160
<v Speaker 2>I've got some pretty strong people behind it.

703
00:29:37.319 --> 00:29:38.440
<v Speaker 3>Very cool. That's exciting.

704
00:29:39.720 --> 00:29:43.680
<v Speaker 1>If you could instantly attain three skills? What would they

705
00:29:43.720 --> 00:29:47.440
<v Speaker 1>be if I can retain attain like right now, if

706
00:29:47.480 --> 00:29:49.440
<v Speaker 1>you could have any you could get, I can give

707
00:29:49.480 --> 00:29:51.880
<v Speaker 1>you a miss Texas could give you three wishes right now,

708
00:29:52.240 --> 00:29:53.880
<v Speaker 1>and you could get any three skills you want.

709
00:29:53.920 --> 00:29:54.480
<v Speaker 3>What would they be?

710
00:29:57.559 --> 00:30:04.720
<v Speaker 4>Sometimes right right right? Uh? You know somebody who was

711
00:30:04.839 --> 00:30:07.119
<v Speaker 4>I saw more guy had the power to particulate, Like.

712
00:30:07.519 --> 00:30:10.680
<v Speaker 1>It's like you could teleport like bewitch, like it could

713
00:30:10.720 --> 00:30:11.480
<v Speaker 1>be anywhere you want.

714
00:30:11.799 --> 00:30:13.160
<v Speaker 3>Wiggle your nose and goes somebody.

715
00:30:13.160 --> 00:30:16.480
<v Speaker 2>Baby, Yeah, yeah, be in three places at once probably.

716
00:30:16.799 --> 00:30:19.680
<v Speaker 1>Okay, So you want to multiply the situation, not just

717
00:30:19.720 --> 00:30:21.839
<v Speaker 1>being go there quick to like, hey, I need to

718
00:30:21.880 --> 00:30:23.960
<v Speaker 1>go to West Hollywood.

719
00:30:24.079 --> 00:30:28.559
<v Speaker 3>Let me go there now. Okay, that's a good go

720
00:30:28.640 --> 00:30:28.839
<v Speaker 3>to have.

721
00:30:30.319 --> 00:30:33.240
<v Speaker 4>Flying Okay, there's many times I look out. I just

722
00:30:33.240 --> 00:30:34.960
<v Speaker 4>want to like, have.

723
00:30:34.960 --> 00:30:37.599
<v Speaker 3>You ever done skydiving and you liked it?

724
00:30:37.720 --> 00:30:38.200
<v Speaker 4>I loved it?

725
00:30:38.359 --> 00:30:40.880
<v Speaker 3>Okay, bird in the sky and got it all right?

726
00:30:40.920 --> 00:30:45.240
<v Speaker 4>Third one, Uh, I want to play an instrument?

727
00:30:46.000 --> 00:30:47.160
<v Speaker 3>Have you tried attempted?

728
00:30:47.279 --> 00:30:49.039
<v Speaker 4>I have a keyboard at the house. I've had a

729
00:30:49.039 --> 00:30:49.799
<v Speaker 4>few lessons.

730
00:30:49.960 --> 00:30:53.759
<v Speaker 3>Okay, do you like it? Are you love it?

731
00:30:53.799 --> 00:30:57.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm not great, I'm not good. I want to just

732
00:30:57.480 --> 00:30:59.720
<v Speaker 2>be around music. Let me add one.

733
00:30:59.599 --> 00:31:01.640
<v Speaker 4>More d J. Okay, I want to I want to

734
00:31:01.720 --> 00:31:02.359
<v Speaker 4>learn how to DJ.

735
00:31:02.519 --> 00:31:03.599
<v Speaker 3>So you like the music stuff?

736
00:31:03.640 --> 00:31:07.720
<v Speaker 4>I love music? Okay? Probably what keeps you young your heart?

737
00:31:07.799 --> 00:31:08.480
<v Speaker 3>You know for sure?

738
00:31:08.680 --> 00:31:12.200
<v Speaker 1>Definitely it's the feel goods for all levels, you know

739
00:31:12.200 --> 00:31:12.519
<v Speaker 1>what I mean.

740
00:31:12.920 --> 00:31:15.279
<v Speaker 3>Listen to some stuff you know you like. It's like nostalgica,

741
00:31:15.359 --> 00:31:17.079
<v Speaker 3>much like, oh, I can remember when the end of

742
00:31:17.119 --> 00:31:19.200
<v Speaker 3>this came out, or I remember when this person broke

743
00:31:19.279 --> 00:31:21.119
<v Speaker 3>up to me this song or this thing whatever.

744
00:31:21.759 --> 00:31:26.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, there's a there's it, you know, bad or good memories.

745
00:31:27.240 --> 00:31:29.000
<v Speaker 4>But even discovering new ship.

746
00:31:29.319 --> 00:31:29.559
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

747
00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:34.519
<v Speaker 2>I love finding new artists, new sounds, a new vocal,

748
00:31:34.759 --> 00:31:36.160
<v Speaker 2>new new message.

749
00:31:36.519 --> 00:31:37.240
<v Speaker 4>I love all that.

750
00:31:37.440 --> 00:31:40.440
<v Speaker 3>Who would you say is your first celebrity crush.

751
00:31:40.799 --> 00:31:42.640
<v Speaker 4>Strong still to this day's probably.

752
00:31:42.400 --> 00:31:44.200
<v Speaker 3>Janet Janet jan Jackson.

753
00:31:44.480 --> 00:31:46.839
<v Speaker 1>So you being so as recognizable as you are, what

754
00:31:47.079 --> 00:31:50.319
<v Speaker 1>celebrities have come out, you know, either in your DM

755
00:31:50.359 --> 00:31:53.960
<v Speaker 1>parties be like, hey, you know I've seen your movie,

756
00:31:54.039 --> 00:31:54.839
<v Speaker 1>mister Marcus.

757
00:31:54.920 --> 00:31:56.119
<v Speaker 3>I know how you put it down.

758
00:31:56.720 --> 00:32:01.359
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well female female uh. Jenny Jackson recognized me when

759
00:32:01.359 --> 00:32:03.440
<v Speaker 2>I met her. She said, you know, oh, I know

760
00:32:03.519 --> 00:32:06.599
<v Speaker 2>you and I threw me off because I didn't expect that.

761
00:32:06.799 --> 00:32:09.119
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you know, so I was like kind of fumbling

762
00:32:09.160 --> 00:32:12.839
<v Speaker 4>words after that. Uh, Tupac, Tupac reached out. I hung

763
00:32:12.880 --> 00:32:13.640
<v Speaker 4>out with him for a while.

764
00:32:13.720 --> 00:32:15.079
<v Speaker 3>Okay, my fellow Gemini.

765
00:32:15.319 --> 00:32:19.079
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, Snoop, Me and Snoop we're working on the project.

766
00:32:19.119 --> 00:32:23.240
<v Speaker 4>So me and him have been super cool. Uh. Claudia

767
00:32:23.759 --> 00:32:27.920
<v Speaker 4>Jordan's a good friend of mine. Portia Coleman. I mean,

768
00:32:27.960 --> 00:32:28.359
<v Speaker 4>I meet a.

769
00:32:28.359 --> 00:32:30.640
<v Speaker 1>Lot of people, you know, but these are I'm saying

770
00:32:30.680 --> 00:32:34.440
<v Speaker 1>as far as like who wanted to like, you know, nah,

771
00:32:34.480 --> 00:32:34.839
<v Speaker 1>did you.

772
00:32:34.799 --> 00:32:37.799
<v Speaker 3>Ever did anybody like make a sexual advance? You're just like,

773
00:32:37.799 --> 00:32:38.680
<v Speaker 3>I just can't.

774
00:32:41.240 --> 00:32:41.359
<v Speaker 4>Na.

775
00:32:41.839 --> 00:32:42.759
<v Speaker 3>You always delivered?

776
00:32:47.240 --> 00:32:59.519
<v Speaker 4>What is it? Please? No? No.

777
00:33:00.200 --> 00:33:03.240
<v Speaker 2>There was a girl that was on BT. I can't

778
00:33:03.279 --> 00:33:05.319
<v Speaker 2>remember her namn name because now she's married and kids

779
00:33:05.359 --> 00:33:09.440
<v Speaker 2>and everything, And that was like the first she was like,

780
00:33:09.519 --> 00:33:10.640
<v Speaker 2>she's the host.

781
00:33:11.240 --> 00:33:13.799
<v Speaker 4>It was a talk show. She was fine.

782
00:33:13.839 --> 00:33:16.400
<v Speaker 3>Wendy Williams love Wendy.

783
00:33:16.480 --> 00:33:20.400
<v Speaker 4>I love Wendy though. Wendy's coolie damn it.

784
00:33:20.519 --> 00:33:22.799
<v Speaker 2>She was. I can't remember her name, but me and

785
00:33:22.839 --> 00:33:25.039
<v Speaker 2>her we hung out a few times, and I thought

786
00:33:25.079 --> 00:33:26.880
<v Speaker 2>there was a possibility that could.

787
00:33:26.720 --> 00:33:28.920
<v Speaker 3>Be a thing. But it was s fizzled out. No, no,

788
00:33:28.960 --> 00:33:32.279
<v Speaker 3>we just kind of let it, let it happen. What

789
00:33:32.440 --> 00:33:33.799
<v Speaker 3>is your biggest pet peeve?

790
00:33:37.200 --> 00:33:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Like people who don't pick up ship?

791
00:33:42.200 --> 00:33:44.119
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, they see it and they walk right over it.

792
00:33:44.119 --> 00:33:45.079
<v Speaker 4>It drives me crazy.

793
00:33:46.799 --> 00:33:48.079
<v Speaker 3>What makes you smile?

794
00:33:49.720 --> 00:33:53.319
<v Speaker 4>Everything? A lot of things, even bad ship.

795
00:33:53.920 --> 00:33:57.599
<v Speaker 2>Uh not not tragic ship though, but just funny ship

796
00:33:57.640 --> 00:33:58.440
<v Speaker 2>that happens to people.

797
00:33:58.519 --> 00:34:00.000
<v Speaker 4>And then if I can see.

798
00:34:00.039 --> 00:34:02.359
<v Speaker 3>So if someone falls, you're definitely laughing in front of him.

799
00:34:03.279 --> 00:34:05.079
<v Speaker 4>I won't laugh my first instance.

800
00:34:05.279 --> 00:34:08.639
<v Speaker 2>See if they're okay, and then laugh Okay, then but

801
00:34:08.719 --> 00:34:09.800
<v Speaker 2>I laughed usually with them.

802
00:34:09.840 --> 00:34:11.239
<v Speaker 4>I try to get them to see the humor.

803
00:34:11.599 --> 00:34:13.679
<v Speaker 3>Okay, got me all right? I like that.

804
00:34:13.800 --> 00:34:14.199
<v Speaker 4>I like that.

805
00:34:15.320 --> 00:34:20.320
<v Speaker 1>What luxury items do you treat yourself with? Is there

806
00:34:20.320 --> 00:34:22.400
<v Speaker 1>something that you kind of splurge on? You know, you've

807
00:34:22.400 --> 00:34:25.239
<v Speaker 1>worked really hard, you've done well for yourself. Is there

808
00:34:25.239 --> 00:34:27.039
<v Speaker 1>something that you kind of like indulge in.

809
00:34:28.079 --> 00:34:30.360
<v Speaker 2>I like video games on a gamer. I'm not a

810
00:34:30.360 --> 00:34:31.800
<v Speaker 2>hardcore gamer where I got my.

811
00:34:31.719 --> 00:34:34.360
<v Speaker 1>Own chair and you're not like on Twitch doing the

812
00:34:34.400 --> 00:34:35.400
<v Speaker 1>whole things.

813
00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:37.000
<v Speaker 3>That's a big thing. Maybe it's marketing.

814
00:34:37.480 --> 00:34:39.679
<v Speaker 4>No, they actually sent me an email this morning and say.

815
00:34:39.559 --> 00:34:42.239
<v Speaker 1>Hey, see like I'm about it manifesting, you know what

816
00:34:42.280 --> 00:34:43.559
<v Speaker 1>I mean, we talk about it.

817
00:34:43.599 --> 00:34:46.639
<v Speaker 3>Things happen for a reason. You witness, you believe in it, right,

818
00:34:46.880 --> 00:34:47.840
<v Speaker 3>we achieve it.

819
00:34:47.920 --> 00:34:50.360
<v Speaker 2>The way they the way they phrase it, got my

820
00:34:50.800 --> 00:34:54.480
<v Speaker 2>is like, hey, we miss you, we need you, we need.

821
00:34:54.320 --> 00:34:58.199
<v Speaker 3>You back, mister Marcus, come play with us that far

822
00:34:59.039 --> 00:35:02.440
<v Speaker 3>that part? Do you have a social media weakness?

823
00:35:07.159 --> 00:35:10.960
<v Speaker 2>I look at my feet and it's mainly girls, cars,

824
00:35:11.000 --> 00:35:11.599
<v Speaker 2>and food.

825
00:35:11.800 --> 00:35:13.719
<v Speaker 1>But is there one that you kind of like? Are

826
00:35:13.760 --> 00:35:16.320
<v Speaker 1>you more of a Twitter person, more of an Instagram I'm.

827
00:35:16.199 --> 00:35:18.639
<v Speaker 4>An Instagram I'm an Instagram.

828
00:35:18.239 --> 00:35:21.400
<v Speaker 1>Who an Instagram horm? So you're like saying your whole

829
00:35:21.480 --> 00:35:22.800
<v Speaker 1>day from start to finish?

830
00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:25.400
<v Speaker 4>I know, I just it goes to it comes and goes.

831
00:35:25.440 --> 00:35:28.239
<v Speaker 2>Some days it's just retweet other people's ship or repost

832
00:35:28.280 --> 00:35:33.000
<v Speaker 2>other people's stuff, and then you know, you know, if

833
00:35:33.039 --> 00:35:34.039
<v Speaker 2>I posted half the.

834
00:35:34.000 --> 00:35:38.840
<v Speaker 1>Ship, I think you're crazy, Like what kind of humor

835
00:35:38.920 --> 00:35:39.280
<v Speaker 1>is this?

836
00:35:39.880 --> 00:35:41.000
<v Speaker 4>My ship will be banned?

837
00:35:41.039 --> 00:35:43.400
<v Speaker 2>And you know I don't post anything hardcore on none

838
00:35:43.440 --> 00:35:45.800
<v Speaker 2>of my feeds because got haters.

839
00:35:45.599 --> 00:35:47.559
<v Speaker 3>Your target on your back already.

840
00:35:47.880 --> 00:35:49.440
<v Speaker 2>So that I know that, man, and I post anything,

841
00:35:49.480 --> 00:35:52.519
<v Speaker 2>there's gonna like, you know, I'm getting flagged. Yeah, and

842
00:35:52.599 --> 00:35:56.400
<v Speaker 2>so I don't post anything hardcore. I post all that

843
00:35:56.440 --> 00:35:59.360
<v Speaker 2>stuff on OnlyFans. That's that's where it all goes.

844
00:36:00.159 --> 00:36:03.880
<v Speaker 4>You could, you know you could, and that can ruffle feathers.

845
00:36:03.960 --> 00:36:04.960
<v Speaker 4>THIRDI fire a little bit.

846
00:36:06.480 --> 00:36:09.639
<v Speaker 3>It's not worth it. What is advice that you would

847
00:36:09.679 --> 00:36:10.960
<v Speaker 3>give your younger self?

848
00:36:14.280 --> 00:36:15.559
<v Speaker 4>Uh uh?

849
00:36:16.199 --> 00:36:22.119
<v Speaker 2>Just learn business, you know, apply the business, don't you know,

850
00:36:22.360 --> 00:36:25.199
<v Speaker 2>check your ego and focus on the business.

851
00:36:25.519 --> 00:36:27.760
<v Speaker 4>You know, there's no you know.

852
00:36:28.039 --> 00:36:30.760
<v Speaker 2>People when it gets personal and all this other crap

853
00:36:30.920 --> 00:36:34.039
<v Speaker 2>fucks with your emotions, fucks with your vibe, your energy,

854
00:36:34.119 --> 00:36:39.280
<v Speaker 2>and actually can actually you know, impeedge your flow the business.

855
00:36:39.679 --> 00:36:40.320
<v Speaker 4>It applies.

856
00:36:40.400 --> 00:36:44.800
<v Speaker 2>It's a universal thing, you know, it just it provides,

857
00:36:45.000 --> 00:36:47.400
<v Speaker 2>if you you know, in this industry, it's such a

858
00:36:47.440 --> 00:36:50.679
<v Speaker 2>big industry, it's huge, and you're just giving it away.

859
00:36:50.760 --> 00:36:54.920
<v Speaker 2>You're giving that piece of yourself away for pennies.

860
00:36:54.960 --> 00:36:55.519
<v Speaker 3>Your entity.

861
00:36:55.880 --> 00:36:59.639
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, we get the notoriety, you know, the

862
00:36:59.639 --> 00:37:03.320
<v Speaker 2>fame and all that shit, but the business. No one's

863
00:37:03.360 --> 00:37:05.639
<v Speaker 2>teaching you that. No one's taking the time. And people

864
00:37:05.719 --> 00:37:11.119
<v Speaker 2>kept offering giving me big platforms. Hustler vivid Playboy. I

865
00:37:11.119 --> 00:37:14.000
<v Speaker 2>mean I was fucking with the big dogs, but I

866
00:37:14.039 --> 00:37:18.639
<v Speaker 2>wasn't learning how to apply that to my own So who.

867
00:37:18.559 --> 00:37:20.480
<v Speaker 1>Would you say, are some of your mentors that kind

868
00:37:20.480 --> 00:37:22.239
<v Speaker 1>of got you to a space that you did start

869
00:37:22.280 --> 00:37:22.840
<v Speaker 1>to learn them?

870
00:37:23.559 --> 00:37:23.840
<v Speaker 3>Uh?

871
00:37:23.960 --> 00:37:28.559
<v Speaker 2>You know, James Alexandro Overt West Coast Productions is a

872
00:37:28.639 --> 00:37:32.679
<v Speaker 2>huge influence Sean Michaels because he carried himself as such

873
00:37:32.679 --> 00:37:35.719
<v Speaker 2>a you know, you know, and he's still to this

874
00:37:35.800 --> 00:37:40.480
<v Speaker 2>day guy dresses and suits, yeah, NonStop, and he's just real,

875
00:37:40.800 --> 00:37:43.599
<v Speaker 2>you know, and he's a he's a trailblazer. He does

876
00:37:43.639 --> 00:37:46.159
<v Speaker 2>what he wants to do in the career. He's opening.

877
00:37:46.199 --> 00:37:52.280
<v Speaker 2>He's so as far as an icon him.

878
00:37:51.280 --> 00:37:51.480
<v Speaker 4>You know.

879
00:37:51.760 --> 00:37:54.239
<v Speaker 2>Uh, Marcy Hurst, you know, it's a good friend of

880
00:37:54.280 --> 00:37:57.400
<v Speaker 2>mine's a Vivid. Just watching her manage, you know, handle

881
00:37:57.559 --> 00:37:59.960
<v Speaker 2>Vivid and the girls and the brand.

882
00:38:00.760 --> 00:38:04.840
<v Speaker 4>I learned a lot from her. Adam and Eve even you.

883
00:38:04.960 --> 00:38:06.920
<v Speaker 2>I've watched you, you know, go through a lot of

884
00:38:06.960 --> 00:38:10.679
<v Speaker 2>different changes and really make a brand for yourself. See

885
00:38:10.719 --> 00:38:14.000
<v Speaker 2>you at Exotica and you'd have this booth and you

886
00:38:14.199 --> 00:38:16.599
<v Speaker 2>and you and you and your brand was front and center.

887
00:38:17.119 --> 00:38:20.639
<v Speaker 2>You had the models and you know that's I know,

888
00:38:20.840 --> 00:38:23.679
<v Speaker 2>you know, to bring those people, get them there, feed them,

889
00:38:23.840 --> 00:38:27.239
<v Speaker 2>pay them, house them, you know, make sure they're mentally

890
00:38:27.360 --> 00:38:28.760
<v Speaker 2>you know, stable and happy.

891
00:38:28.840 --> 00:38:29.440
<v Speaker 3>It's hard to.

892
00:38:31.320 --> 00:38:36.320
<v Speaker 4>Right for sure, so you know, respect right and so.

893
00:38:36.519 --> 00:38:38.719
<v Speaker 2>But you're also one of those pioneers because other women

894
00:38:38.760 --> 00:38:40.519
<v Speaker 2>see you doing it and then they turn around and say,

895
00:38:40.519 --> 00:38:41.880
<v Speaker 2>I can do it too, for sure.

896
00:38:42.239 --> 00:38:43.119
<v Speaker 3>And that's kind of with me.

897
00:38:43.239 --> 00:38:45.880
<v Speaker 1>Is I've always gravitated to people that are very kind

898
00:38:45.920 --> 00:38:48.000
<v Speaker 1>of like that have been pioneers in your own ways.

899
00:38:48.079 --> 00:38:50.679
<v Speaker 1>Is because it's like, I'm about breaking barriers and like

900
00:38:51.039 --> 00:38:53.679
<v Speaker 1>I'm not you know, the what the porn typical girl

901
00:38:53.719 --> 00:38:55.679
<v Speaker 1>look like back in the day. I didn't have big

902
00:38:55.719 --> 00:38:57.800
<v Speaker 1>fake tits, you know, I have a kirby body, like

903
00:38:57.800 --> 00:38:59.760
<v Speaker 1>I have those things that it was really no, it

904
00:39:00.079 --> 00:39:02.719
<v Speaker 1>was really important for me. And I was always comfortable

905
00:39:02.719 --> 00:39:05.000
<v Speaker 1>in my skin that I was like really showing what

906
00:39:05.199 --> 00:39:07.920
<v Speaker 1>like real women look like and being okay in your

907
00:39:07.960 --> 00:39:10.360
<v Speaker 1>body and if I you know, have my ass is

908
00:39:10.400 --> 00:39:12.280
<v Speaker 1>too fat, Like it wasn't a thing like I was

909
00:39:12.280 --> 00:39:14.599
<v Speaker 1>like I was always the girl that ate a cheeseburger

910
00:39:14.639 --> 00:39:15.079
<v Speaker 1>after set.

911
00:39:15.119 --> 00:39:16.599
<v Speaker 3>You know, I didn't care about those things.

912
00:39:16.639 --> 00:39:19.719
<v Speaker 1>But it was really for the message message of that

913
00:39:19.800 --> 00:39:21.239
<v Speaker 1>you could do it too, like you know what I mean,

914
00:39:21.280 --> 00:39:23.199
<v Speaker 1>if you really wanted to in the mindset of like

915
00:39:23.280 --> 00:39:26.079
<v Speaker 1>doing that, and so it was important to give women

916
00:39:26.280 --> 00:39:28.639
<v Speaker 1>an opportunity to kind of do their own brands as

917
00:39:28.679 --> 00:39:30.639
<v Speaker 1>well within my brand. So I feel like it was

918
00:39:30.639 --> 00:39:32.679
<v Speaker 1>important to kind of like break those things down to

919
00:39:33.159 --> 00:39:35.159
<v Speaker 1>give the opportunities that are out there now. And now

920
00:39:35.199 --> 00:39:39.119
<v Speaker 1>when you look at Exotica, like it's I mean, I

921
00:39:39.159 --> 00:39:41.840
<v Speaker 1>mean I could pat myself on the back. I mean

922
00:39:42.000 --> 00:39:43.719
<v Speaker 1>why things have changed and like kind of like the

923
00:39:43.760 --> 00:39:46.119
<v Speaker 1>mold of what I did is everybody's doing it, you know,

924
00:39:46.239 --> 00:39:48.960
<v Speaker 1>like that way. You know, so it's like, yeah, it's

925
00:39:49.000 --> 00:39:51.360
<v Speaker 1>it's interesting to see it kind of fold out of

926
00:39:51.360 --> 00:39:53.159
<v Speaker 1>how everything has kind of panned out well, you.

927
00:39:53.079 --> 00:39:58.000
<v Speaker 2>Know, and women, you guys have a different energy synergy

928
00:39:58.079 --> 00:40:00.920
<v Speaker 2>with each other. You know, you just strength in numbers,

929
00:40:01.079 --> 00:40:03.079
<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean. Even you know, you look

930
00:40:03.119 --> 00:40:06.159
<v Speaker 2>at like Brassers and Phoenix Marie and who you know,

931
00:40:06.199 --> 00:40:08.119
<v Speaker 2>I love and she you know, she's all.

932
00:40:08.039 --> 00:40:09.599
<v Speaker 4>About like, hey, give me a girl, you know.

933
00:40:09.800 --> 00:40:13.119
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's all about promoting and propping about the people's support.

934
00:40:13.159 --> 00:40:15.559
<v Speaker 2>And you know, we've lost a lot of people in

935
00:40:15.599 --> 00:40:18.360
<v Speaker 2>this industry. A lot of people have either come and gone.

936
00:40:18.119 --> 00:40:20.599
<v Speaker 4>Or yeah, suicide, drugs so there's.

937
00:40:20.440 --> 00:40:24.199
<v Speaker 2>A darkness in the within the business if people don't

938
00:40:24.239 --> 00:40:27.320
<v Speaker 2>get that support, they don't get that mental check in

939
00:40:27.679 --> 00:40:30.400
<v Speaker 2>that you know, or that you know that that or

940
00:40:30.440 --> 00:40:33.039
<v Speaker 2>shown you know that they're worth Yeah, you know.

941
00:40:33.119 --> 00:40:34.679
<v Speaker 1>I think it's one of those things too where it

942
00:40:34.679 --> 00:40:37.000
<v Speaker 1>goes back again all to like the communication where it's

943
00:40:37.039 --> 00:40:38.960
<v Speaker 1>like some of those people going through problems, you know,

944
00:40:39.039 --> 00:40:41.480
<v Speaker 1>we didn't know those things or know how to ask

945
00:40:41.599 --> 00:40:43.840
<v Speaker 1>or now you know, it's more we talked about it

946
00:40:43.840 --> 00:40:45.519
<v Speaker 1>more than now you're like, oh, maybe I should check

947
00:40:45.519 --> 00:40:47.079
<v Speaker 1>in on those things where it's like not that you

948
00:40:47.079 --> 00:40:49.239
<v Speaker 1>didn't have the intentions to do it, but sometimes you just.

949
00:40:49.159 --> 00:40:50.239
<v Speaker 3>Don't know better, you know.

950
00:40:50.360 --> 00:40:53.199
<v Speaker 1>So it's like I enjoy now that there is more

951
00:40:53.199 --> 00:40:55.159
<v Speaker 1>of a camaraderie in the business, where before I feel

952
00:40:55.159 --> 00:40:58.360
<v Speaker 1>like it was very very everybody was like out for

953
00:40:58.400 --> 00:41:00.360
<v Speaker 1>themselves and like there's room for everybody to grow, you

954
00:41:00.400 --> 00:41:01.840
<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, Like there's enough money for all

955
00:41:01.880 --> 00:41:04.000
<v Speaker 1>of us to make There's no you have a fat ass,

956
00:41:04.000 --> 00:41:06.360
<v Speaker 1>I have a fat ass, doesn't matter, like you know

957
00:41:06.400 --> 00:41:06.719
<v Speaker 1>what I mean.

958
00:41:06.800 --> 00:41:11.360
<v Speaker 3>It's like it's it's just interesting fat as love that

959
00:41:11.400 --> 00:41:13.760
<v Speaker 3>fat ass, I know I do. I hope private talk

960
00:41:13.960 --> 00:41:16.400
<v Speaker 3>that's because it's probably when they're here.

961
00:41:17.800 --> 00:41:20.239
<v Speaker 4>I always like, think, what were you thinking? God?

962
00:41:20.400 --> 00:41:24.239
<v Speaker 2>You know this like he said, I need y'all to fuck,

963
00:41:24.559 --> 00:41:27.280
<v Speaker 2>I need y'all to reproduce, and a fat ass.

964
00:41:27.119 --> 00:41:30.840
<v Speaker 3>Is going on kryptonite and somebody is kryptonite. So you

965
00:41:30.920 --> 00:41:32.599
<v Speaker 3>said that. You you know, you've been in the business

966
00:41:32.599 --> 00:41:33.320
<v Speaker 3>for a long time.

967
00:41:33.760 --> 00:41:35.519
<v Speaker 1>But what would do you think you would be doing

968
00:41:35.559 --> 00:41:38.079
<v Speaker 1>if you were not in the adult entertainment business, if

969
00:41:38.079 --> 00:41:42.239
<v Speaker 1>you went like the whole corporate route or went to

970
00:41:42.280 --> 00:41:44.920
<v Speaker 1>school route, or feel like whatever, what do you what

971
00:41:44.960 --> 00:41:46.840
<v Speaker 1>do you think or that you would have kind of done?

972
00:41:47.199 --> 00:41:50.400
<v Speaker 2>I like I like being on camera. I like the camera.

973
00:41:50.480 --> 00:41:52.280
<v Speaker 2>I love taking pictures. I love being in front of

974
00:41:52.320 --> 00:41:56.920
<v Speaker 2>it or behind it. I would somehow, I know I I.

975
00:41:58.559 --> 00:42:02.480
<v Speaker 4>Would have been acting, Okay, you know I like all

976
00:42:02.519 --> 00:42:02.760
<v Speaker 4>of that.

977
00:42:02.880 --> 00:42:06.519
<v Speaker 2>And my friends are all actors and comedians and musicians.

978
00:42:06.559 --> 00:42:08.559
<v Speaker 2>Some I'm around these motherfuckers and this is like and

979
00:42:08.760 --> 00:42:11.599
<v Speaker 2>you know, it's like I want to act. I want

980
00:42:11.639 --> 00:42:14.960
<v Speaker 2>to be you know, with the porn kind of tainted

981
00:42:15.039 --> 00:42:18.840
<v Speaker 2>that you know, it taints it in a way where

982
00:42:19.159 --> 00:42:20.920
<v Speaker 2>if you get these straight laced people who are like

983
00:42:21.000 --> 00:42:23.519
<v Speaker 2>you know, you know, hey, we want you for this part,

984
00:42:23.639 --> 00:42:24.719
<v Speaker 2>oh you got.

985
00:42:24.559 --> 00:42:27.840
<v Speaker 1>This name, And following of yeah, they usually like, oh

986
00:42:27.920 --> 00:42:30.519
<v Speaker 1>can you play mister Marcus or yeah, yeah, yeah.

987
00:42:30.519 --> 00:42:33.840
<v Speaker 2>It kind of I don't know if it's that way now.

988
00:42:34.079 --> 00:42:37.079
<v Speaker 2>I remember early on, but even then people were given opportunities.

989
00:42:37.159 --> 00:42:39.559
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you know, I think, I mean, if you

990
00:42:39.639 --> 00:42:41.639
<v Speaker 1>really love to do it, you I feel like it's

991
00:42:41.639 --> 00:42:43.840
<v Speaker 1>something you should revisit. I think, if anything, it's a

992
00:42:43.920 --> 00:42:46.239
<v Speaker 1>learning tool to you could put in your belts or whatever.

993
00:42:46.280 --> 00:42:48.440
<v Speaker 1>I started, I did a I never thought I wanted

994
00:42:48.480 --> 00:42:50.239
<v Speaker 1>to do acting stuff at all. I had gotten approached

995
00:42:50.239 --> 00:42:53.480
<v Speaker 1>by something that wasn't an Alexis Texas type thing. It

996
00:42:53.480 --> 00:42:55.800
<v Speaker 1>never kind of came to like fruition. But I got

997
00:42:55.800 --> 00:42:58.800
<v Speaker 1>an acting coach, and just the time that I spent

998
00:42:58.880 --> 00:43:00.960
<v Speaker 1>with them was just learning to different things for the

999
00:43:01.000 --> 00:43:02.679
<v Speaker 1>craft or what you do and other stuff. Was cool

1000
00:43:02.719 --> 00:43:05.159
<v Speaker 1>to see how the breakdown was. So it's like, even

1001
00:43:05.159 --> 00:43:06.519
<v Speaker 1>maybe you do it and you love it or you

1002
00:43:06.559 --> 00:43:08.039
<v Speaker 1>hate it, but you know, I feel like for what

1003
00:43:08.079 --> 00:43:10.719
<v Speaker 1>you're already doing, for the production value and all the

1004
00:43:10.760 --> 00:43:12.360
<v Speaker 1>other things like that, I feel like it brings more

1005
00:43:12.400 --> 00:43:15.360
<v Speaker 1>of an asset to you than making it a hindrance.

1006
00:43:15.360 --> 00:43:17.159
<v Speaker 3>Because it's I mean, it's fun, it's not like it's not.

1007
00:43:18.039 --> 00:43:21.920
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, maybe you're absolutely correct, because if I looked at

1008
00:43:21.920 --> 00:43:26.039
<v Speaker 2>it that way, be you know everything there's opportunity, you

1009
00:43:26.079 --> 00:43:27.440
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean, you're not.

1010
00:43:27.760 --> 00:43:29.280
<v Speaker 1>But it goes back to like the whole business thing

1011
00:43:29.360 --> 00:43:31.719
<v Speaker 1>is you've made such a name for yourself that regardless

1012
00:43:31.719 --> 00:43:33.440
<v Speaker 1>if that's mister Marcus gets you seeing the door for

1013
00:43:33.480 --> 00:43:35.840
<v Speaker 1>the opportunity, but you're still having, you know, things that

1014
00:43:35.880 --> 00:43:38.440
<v Speaker 1>you would like to do, if it's acting behind the camera,

1015
00:43:38.559 --> 00:43:40.760
<v Speaker 1>the exposure of being like because nowadays it's kind of

1016
00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:44.000
<v Speaker 1>changed where yes, like tip porn is taboo, but a

1017
00:43:44.039 --> 00:43:46.760
<v Speaker 1>lot more people because it's new money fuck with us.

1018
00:43:46.880 --> 00:43:47.079
<v Speaker 3>You know.

1019
00:43:47.119 --> 00:43:48.920
<v Speaker 1>Before it's like hard to get branding, it's hard to

1020
00:43:48.920 --> 00:43:51.039
<v Speaker 1>get sponsorships, it's hard to do whatever, which it's still

1021
00:43:51.079 --> 00:43:53.239
<v Speaker 1>a little tainted, which I'm trying to change that too,

1022
00:43:53.639 --> 00:43:56.559
<v Speaker 1>but it's like, you know, it's agatting. We're just people.

1023
00:43:56.599 --> 00:43:58.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm not fucking on your movie. You're using my name

1024
00:43:58.840 --> 00:44:00.440
<v Speaker 1>in my in my following, you know what I mean.

1025
00:44:00.480 --> 00:44:04.280
<v Speaker 1>So I think it's a scale that you should probably like,

1026
00:44:04.280 --> 00:44:05.440
<v Speaker 1>you know, see if it bounces.

1027
00:44:05.159 --> 00:44:08.079
<v Speaker 2>Off there, Yeah, you're absolutely correct. Then there's two things.

1028
00:44:08.320 --> 00:44:12.000
<v Speaker 2>There's new businesses. There's new entities, new brands that are

1029
00:44:12.039 --> 00:44:16.039
<v Speaker 2>like embracing adult stars, you know, like looking for There's

1030
00:44:16.079 --> 00:44:17.480
<v Speaker 2>cannabis companies there, but those.

1031
00:44:17.360 --> 00:44:19.159
<v Speaker 1>Are also going to be careful though, too is because

1032
00:44:19.159 --> 00:44:20.639
<v Speaker 1>again what we talked about is they.

1033
00:44:20.519 --> 00:44:22.000
<v Speaker 3>Want more from you than you if you don't know

1034
00:44:22.079 --> 00:44:22.480
<v Speaker 3>you're worth.

1035
00:44:22.559 --> 00:44:24.960
<v Speaker 1>So it's like the you know what what we bring

1036
00:44:25.000 --> 00:44:29.760
<v Speaker 1>to the table as business partners, not partners licensing?

1037
00:44:29.880 --> 00:44:31.599
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, right, you can work together.

1038
00:44:31.920 --> 00:44:33.840
<v Speaker 2>I can bring you know, if I need to bring

1039
00:44:34.079 --> 00:44:35.679
<v Speaker 2>the legal if I need to bring a lawyer to

1040
00:44:35.719 --> 00:44:37.239
<v Speaker 2>the to the meeting, then okay.

1041
00:44:37.280 --> 00:44:38.800
<v Speaker 3>So do you have a cannabis thing kind of that

1042
00:44:38.880 --> 00:44:39.440
<v Speaker 3>you're working on.

1043
00:44:39.599 --> 00:44:42.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I've been working with these cats Roots and Buds

1044
00:44:43.079 --> 00:44:43.800
<v Speaker 2>and I love them.

1045
00:44:44.079 --> 00:44:44.639
<v Speaker 4>I love them.

1046
00:44:44.800 --> 00:44:50.840
<v Speaker 2>They're family oriented, they've been growing for over twelve to

1047
00:44:50.960 --> 00:44:51.719
<v Speaker 2>fifteen years.

1048
00:44:51.719 --> 00:44:53.679
<v Speaker 3>This guy's been involved based in La.

1049
00:44:53.920 --> 00:44:58.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, based in LA. And you know, the smoke

1050
00:44:58.400 --> 00:44:58.760
<v Speaker 2>is good.

1051
00:44:59.320 --> 00:45:00.000
<v Speaker 4>Smoke is good.

1052
00:45:00.079 --> 00:45:03.719
<v Speaker 3>That's important. It's always it's always good to test your product,

1053
00:45:03.800 --> 00:45:05.440
<v Speaker 3>make sure you have the good stuff out there, and

1054
00:45:05.519 --> 00:45:07.639
<v Speaker 3>put your name behind something that you enjoy doing.

1055
00:45:07.840 --> 00:45:10.760
<v Speaker 4>Right. Yeah, I like you know, a good smoke. I

1056
00:45:10.800 --> 00:45:12.800
<v Speaker 4>like a good smoke. I don't. I don't just smoke

1057
00:45:12.840 --> 00:45:15.000
<v Speaker 4>everybody's ship. I don't need. I don't smoke every.

1058
00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:18.679
<v Speaker 2>Day wake up and and and toke. But if I'm

1059
00:45:18.719 --> 00:45:21.480
<v Speaker 2>around good people and they got something and they's like, you.

1060
00:45:21.480 --> 00:45:24.159
<v Speaker 3>Know, vibe it out. Yeah, that's what I think.

1061
00:45:24.159 --> 00:45:25.960
<v Speaker 1>It's like, it's a vibe. It definitely like I'm a

1062
00:45:26.039 --> 00:45:28.280
<v Speaker 1>vibe all time. So I definitely smoke more than the

1063
00:45:28.320 --> 00:45:31.320
<v Speaker 1>average person. Probably, yes, But uh, you know.

1064
00:45:31.519 --> 00:45:34.039
<v Speaker 2>I got a guy, this guy uh uh my boy

1065
00:45:34.280 --> 00:45:39.079
<v Speaker 2>uh b B is with roots and butts.

1066
00:45:39.480 --> 00:45:40.280
<v Speaker 4>This motherfucker.

1067
00:45:40.519 --> 00:45:42.920
<v Speaker 2>The first time ever hung out with him, We're all

1068
00:45:42.960 --> 00:45:47.360
<v Speaker 2>like hanging out the loft and he just starts rolling joints.

1069
00:45:47.440 --> 00:45:49.440
<v Speaker 4>And I like joints. I'm not a big blunt guy.

1070
00:45:49.760 --> 00:45:52.320
<v Speaker 4>I don't want the tobacco. And so he's just rolling

1071
00:45:52.320 --> 00:45:53.480
<v Speaker 4>these joints, man, and.

1072
00:45:53.440 --> 00:45:55.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm just and I'm just talking to him and that thing,

1073
00:45:56.079 --> 00:45:59.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm smoking it, and you know, and I'm sitting there smoking,

1074
00:45:59.519 --> 00:46:02.559
<v Speaker 2>which he's rolling up another one and you know I

1075
00:46:03.519 --> 00:46:04.000
<v Speaker 2>finished that.

1076
00:46:04.119 --> 00:46:06.440
<v Speaker 4>Next time I'm picking up another one. I'm like, dude,

1077
00:46:06.440 --> 00:46:07.320
<v Speaker 4>you do own person.

1078
00:46:07.760 --> 00:46:09.880
<v Speaker 3>The rotation. That's why he keeps rolling up because you

1079
00:46:09.960 --> 00:46:12.039
<v Speaker 3>just keep on going, but there's.

1080
00:46:11.840 --> 00:46:15.800
<v Speaker 4>Something that he's doing to the weed, to the joint,

1081
00:46:16.119 --> 00:46:16.440
<v Speaker 4>to the.

1082
00:46:16.679 --> 00:46:18.599
<v Speaker 3>So it's his technique, is what you think, not.

1083
00:46:18.719 --> 00:46:21.320
<v Speaker 4>You because I think I don't think it's so much.

1084
00:46:21.559 --> 00:46:24.000
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes it's the weed, but it's who you're smoking with,

1085
00:46:24.119 --> 00:46:24.880
<v Speaker 2>who you get it from.

1086
00:46:24.880 --> 00:46:26.440
<v Speaker 3>Too true.

1087
00:46:26.519 --> 00:46:28.239
<v Speaker 1>But I think that if you're someone something like that,

1088
00:46:28.280 --> 00:46:30.360
<v Speaker 1>you're not getting shitty stuff. It's always going to be

1089
00:46:30.480 --> 00:46:32.800
<v Speaker 1>premium things, you know what I mean? And then like

1090
00:46:32.920 --> 00:46:35.599
<v Speaker 1>and then again it's the extra TLC what you said,

1091
00:46:35.960 --> 00:46:37.880
<v Speaker 1>the environment, the good feeling of it.

1092
00:46:37.880 --> 00:46:39.039
<v Speaker 3>It's like I can remember back.

1093
00:46:38.880 --> 00:46:40.119
<v Speaker 1>When I first I was like, there was this one

1094
00:46:40.119 --> 00:46:41.599
<v Speaker 1>we called eight when E and I was like, I

1095
00:46:41.599 --> 00:46:43.320
<v Speaker 1>can remember the day I got high with all my friends.

1096
00:46:43.360 --> 00:46:45.800
<v Speaker 1>It was like the most funnest high I've ever had,

1097
00:46:45.840 --> 00:46:47.920
<v Speaker 1>like the giggles, And I would always like to my

1098
00:46:47.920 --> 00:46:48.639
<v Speaker 1>old weag guy.

1099
00:46:48.480 --> 00:46:49.519
<v Speaker 4>Where is that you get?

1100
00:46:49.559 --> 00:46:52.480
<v Speaker 1>Like replicate the eight And there's like a cross breeding

1101
00:46:52.480 --> 00:46:54.039
<v Speaker 1>now that hangout, but it's not as great.

1102
00:46:54.079 --> 00:46:57.239
<v Speaker 4>But do you get like a horny? Do you get sexual?

1103
00:46:57.360 --> 00:46:59.159
<v Speaker 3>But you know I don't.

1104
00:47:00.199 --> 00:47:03.519
<v Speaker 1>I think I'm just overly sexual person. So I had

1105
00:47:03.559 --> 00:47:06.440
<v Speaker 1>my corny all the time generally, but weed for me

1106
00:47:06.599 --> 00:47:10.480
<v Speaker 1>was more of anxiety that I had souper like just

1107
00:47:10.599 --> 00:47:13.559
<v Speaker 1>anxiety in general, a social anxiety sometimes whatever so is.

1108
00:47:13.639 --> 00:47:18.400
<v Speaker 1>Smoking made me feel normal and balanced me out because

1109
00:47:18.440 --> 00:47:21.239
<v Speaker 1>most times, like, yeah, am I high, but I don't

1110
00:47:21.239 --> 00:47:23.760
<v Speaker 1>feel like fucked up high, like I feel like it

1111
00:47:23.760 --> 00:47:25.800
<v Speaker 1>it makes me function well, which I'm not sure a

1112
00:47:25.840 --> 00:47:28.400
<v Speaker 1>lot of smokers think that, you know what I mean,

1113
00:47:28.559 --> 00:47:31.280
<v Speaker 1>But I don't do it for those purposes.

1114
00:47:30.679 --> 00:47:31.239
<v Speaker 4>Like I don't know.

1115
00:47:33.320 --> 00:47:35.480
<v Speaker 1>I have yes, especially because I've been working on my

1116
00:47:35.519 --> 00:47:38.000
<v Speaker 1>own cannabis stuff, so I've been testing out something like

1117
00:47:38.039 --> 00:47:40.519
<v Speaker 1>certain things, but it's not generally mainly to go to sleep,

1118
00:47:41.039 --> 00:47:42.679
<v Speaker 1>like because if I like to smoke my weed and

1119
00:47:42.760 --> 00:47:46.239
<v Speaker 1>my flower like that and control it that way, I

1120
00:47:46.280 --> 00:47:46.960
<v Speaker 1>do cones.

1121
00:47:47.239 --> 00:47:48.119
<v Speaker 3>I used to do blunts.

1122
00:47:48.159 --> 00:47:50.719
<v Speaker 1>I was heavy only on blunts, but then like probably

1123
00:47:50.760 --> 00:47:52.679
<v Speaker 1>like three years ago, I switched to cones just because

1124
00:47:52.679 --> 00:47:54.960
<v Speaker 1>it was cleaner and I didn't like the tobacco as well.

1125
00:47:55.599 --> 00:47:59.960
<v Speaker 1>But I've been on the whole Jeter's thing at the moment.

1126
00:48:01.280 --> 00:48:03.119
<v Speaker 1>It's a type of way, but they have like its

1127
00:48:03.199 --> 00:48:05.440
<v Speaker 1>resin on it and so they dip it and it's

1128
00:48:05.440 --> 00:48:09.000
<v Speaker 1>flavors and it's all up my alleys. So I'm right, right,

1129
00:48:09.119 --> 00:48:12.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I love those those. I mean, we can

1130
00:48:12.159 --> 00:48:13.559
<v Speaker 1>lighten up before we play our game.

1131
00:48:14.119 --> 00:48:16.280
<v Speaker 4>Okay, okay, you can.

1132
00:48:16.159 --> 00:48:18.199
<v Speaker 1>Have your little baby, what your fun is because their baby,

1133
00:48:18.199 --> 00:48:19.000
<v Speaker 1>they're not too much.

1134
00:48:19.519 --> 00:48:30.199
<v Speaker 4>Okay. Yeah. So yeah, so you know you come across cats,

1135
00:48:30.920 --> 00:48:32.559
<v Speaker 4>the porn people.

1136
00:48:32.599 --> 00:48:34.800
<v Speaker 2>People always want to bring up the porn shit, like

1137
00:48:35.280 --> 00:48:37.280
<v Speaker 2>you just be mind your own business.

1138
00:48:36.880 --> 00:48:40.440
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, but it's interesting though to other people. You've

1139
00:48:40.480 --> 00:48:42.559
<v Speaker 1>just lived it for twenty years. My seven club, like

1140
00:48:42.599 --> 00:48:44.400
<v Speaker 1>I always like this, I don't about you. So with

1141
00:48:44.639 --> 00:48:47.679
<v Speaker 1>like friends, like how we call them quote unquote civilians, right,

1142
00:48:48.039 --> 00:48:49.719
<v Speaker 1>so like we'll be people and they'll be like, oh

1143
00:48:49.760 --> 00:48:52.079
<v Speaker 1>my god, you know Lexus Texas And then they're like yeah,

1144
00:48:52.239 --> 00:48:55.239
<v Speaker 1>they're like I'm like, okay, you get two questions. I'll

1145
00:48:55.239 --> 00:48:57.639
<v Speaker 1>see whatever you want to ask those two questions. And

1146
00:48:57.639 --> 00:48:58.719
<v Speaker 1>other than that, I don't want to hear it all

1147
00:48:58.800 --> 00:49:00.440
<v Speaker 1>night long because it's like, I'm like, you don't want

1148
00:49:00.440 --> 00:49:02.000
<v Speaker 1>to go to work, like when you're not working, you

1149
00:49:02.000 --> 00:49:03.800
<v Speaker 1>don't want to talk about work, you know what I'm saying.

1150
00:49:03.840 --> 00:49:05.440
<v Speaker 1>So it's like you give them that too, and then

1151
00:49:05.440 --> 00:49:07.320
<v Speaker 1>it's usually is good for you.

1152
00:49:07.519 --> 00:49:07.840
<v Speaker 4>Again.

1153
00:49:08.159 --> 00:49:10.760
<v Speaker 3>It's always fascinating with the men. Is because.

1154
00:49:12.800 --> 00:49:16.079
<v Speaker 1>Like, yeah, we like run the business, but they envy

1155
00:49:16.159 --> 00:49:18.360
<v Speaker 1>you guys more. I feel like, cause you're fucking us,

1156
00:49:18.559 --> 00:49:20.679
<v Speaker 1>and so it's a different like you're like God to them,

1157
00:49:20.679 --> 00:49:21.960
<v Speaker 1>They're like, but how do I do this?

1158
00:49:22.079 --> 00:49:23.039
<v Speaker 3>Or how do you know what I mean? So that's

1159
00:49:23.079 --> 00:49:23.440
<v Speaker 3>why I like.

1160
00:49:23.559 --> 00:49:25.519
<v Speaker 1>For me, I'm minored in sociology in college, so I'm

1161
00:49:25.519 --> 00:49:28.039
<v Speaker 1>fascinated about like why people are the way they are

1162
00:49:28.039 --> 00:49:30.440
<v Speaker 1>in their environment and what you're like what stimulates you

1163
00:49:30.599 --> 00:49:32.599
<v Speaker 1>or like why are you watching this kind of porn?

1164
00:49:32.679 --> 00:49:35.679
<v Speaker 3>Makes you ABC or D? So that's what.

1165
00:49:35.639 --> 00:49:38.039
<v Speaker 1>That aspect kind of fascinating because and then for me,

1166
00:49:38.639 --> 00:49:41.039
<v Speaker 1>when people are comfortable and even like having guests here,

1167
00:49:41.119 --> 00:49:43.280
<v Speaker 1>like once we have a conversation, people be asking me

1168
00:49:43.320 --> 00:49:45.840
<v Speaker 1>all kinds of crazy things, which I like because again communication,

1169
00:49:46.159 --> 00:49:48.199
<v Speaker 1>they may not know things, and I'm like, oh, well,

1170
00:49:48.280 --> 00:49:50.440
<v Speaker 1>I'd rather teach you. So I say, I'm doctor Texas

1171
00:49:50.480 --> 00:49:52.880
<v Speaker 1>without the PhD. And then we find out things here

1172
00:49:52.880 --> 00:49:57.639
<v Speaker 1>at Truth with Texas. Yeah, so we're gonna play my

1173
00:49:57.719 --> 00:49:59.719
<v Speaker 1>favorite part, this is truth.

1174
00:49:59.760 --> 00:50:02.199
<v Speaker 3>What's Texis? We've got four cards.

1175
00:50:02.239 --> 00:50:04.280
<v Speaker 1>We're gonna go through each card and each card is

1176
00:50:04.320 --> 00:50:08.320
<v Speaker 1>a different type of question, and we're gonna get to

1177
00:50:08.320 --> 00:50:18.480
<v Speaker 1>know your naughtier side of mister Marcus. Hmm, al right,

1178
00:50:18.559 --> 00:50:22.400
<v Speaker 1>first card, I'm falling over.

1179
00:50:23.880 --> 00:50:29.159
<v Speaker 3>Sorry, private talk. Well, what is it? Ace of diamonds?

1180
00:50:29.159 --> 00:50:34.079
<v Speaker 3>All right, it's a spicy question. Let's see what we

1181
00:50:34.159 --> 00:50:34.599
<v Speaker 3>have here.

1182
00:50:37.480 --> 00:50:43.599
<v Speaker 1>Okay, most embarrassing thing that ever happened to sexually?

1183
00:50:47.679 --> 00:50:48.480
<v Speaker 4>Where do I start?

1184
00:50:55.519 --> 00:50:57.360
<v Speaker 2>This is bad, man, because this is so bad. I

1185
00:50:57.400 --> 00:50:59.559
<v Speaker 2>met this girl. She was in the club and I

1186
00:50:59.599 --> 00:51:01.320
<v Speaker 2>was like, end of the night. She comes walking up

1187
00:51:01.320 --> 00:51:04.559
<v Speaker 2>and she's just wearing She's bold, wearing, like just like

1188
00:51:04.760 --> 00:51:10.119
<v Speaker 2>remember that Jennifer Lopez dress with opening. She had something

1189
00:51:10.159 --> 00:51:14.079
<v Speaker 2>like that around that time. And I got her right.

1190
00:51:14.159 --> 00:51:17.079
<v Speaker 2>She was just like you and me, let's go. I

1191
00:51:17.119 --> 00:51:17.800
<v Speaker 2>was like, yeah, let's go.

1192
00:51:17.920 --> 00:51:19.880
<v Speaker 4>So my boy had a swimming pool up up in

1193
00:51:19.880 --> 00:51:21.400
<v Speaker 4>this house in the valley.

1194
00:51:21.440 --> 00:51:24.400
<v Speaker 2>We were down at the Beverly Center. To me and her,

1195
00:51:24.480 --> 00:51:27.719
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, cool, follow me to the valley and I

1196
00:51:27.760 --> 00:51:29.440
<v Speaker 2>call up west Ya, I need you. I need your

1197
00:51:29.519 --> 00:51:32.320
<v Speaker 2>pool right now because it's an indoor pool, and there

1198
00:51:32.360 --> 00:51:32.960
<v Speaker 2>by himself.

1199
00:51:33.800 --> 00:51:36.199
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I was looking for the vibe. So I get

1200
00:51:36.280 --> 00:51:37.079
<v Speaker 4>up there with her.

1201
00:51:38.440 --> 00:51:41.840
<v Speaker 2>And we're making out and everything's going great. We're swimming

1202
00:51:41.840 --> 00:51:42.119
<v Speaker 2>in the.

1203
00:51:42.039 --> 00:51:43.800
<v Speaker 4>Pool, I'm rock hard.

1204
00:51:43.920 --> 00:51:46.400
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm like, I'm just floating in the pool

1205
00:51:49.599 --> 00:51:57.119
<v Speaker 2>market bobbing, you know, bobbing a dig up and down

1206
00:51:57.159 --> 00:51:57.599
<v Speaker 2>in the water.

1207
00:51:57.679 --> 00:51:58.960
<v Speaker 4>So she knows what's up.

1208
00:51:59.599 --> 00:52:04.800
<v Speaker 3>And so she knows what's up. This is not playing time, honey, And.

1209
00:52:04.639 --> 00:52:08.360
<v Speaker 4>She's so bad. She comes over to give me a hit.

1210
00:52:09.320 --> 00:52:10.159
<v Speaker 4>I got out of the pors.

1211
00:52:10.239 --> 00:52:11.440
<v Speaker 2>She comes over to give me a head, and I

1212
00:52:11.559 --> 00:52:14.559
<v Speaker 2>just she didn't even get close to it, and I just.

1213
00:52:14.480 --> 00:52:17.079
<v Speaker 3>Started coming everywhere.

1214
00:52:17.800 --> 00:52:21.480
<v Speaker 4>And it wasn't like no little it was just didn't.

1215
00:52:21.199 --> 00:52:25.400
<v Speaker 3>Go into her face and her hair was.

1216
00:52:22.719 --> 00:52:25.760
<v Speaker 4>Sh was like what the fuck? I was like, I

1217
00:52:25.760 --> 00:52:26.519
<v Speaker 4>don't know.

1218
00:52:26.800 --> 00:52:29.119
<v Speaker 3>Was she that bad or was like you know what

1219
00:52:29.159 --> 00:52:29.440
<v Speaker 3>I mean?

1220
00:52:29.639 --> 00:52:29.760
<v Speaker 4>Like?

1221
00:52:30.039 --> 00:52:32.239
<v Speaker 3>And so you just came on her before.

1222
00:52:32.039 --> 00:52:35.920
<v Speaker 4>You came in, you know, whatever it was. She had such.

1223
00:52:35.880 --> 00:52:39.079
<v Speaker 3>Strong but she said she didn't even suck it yet.

1224
00:52:39.159 --> 00:52:41.400
<v Speaker 4>No, I know, she didn't even get I've only.

1225
00:52:41.239 --> 00:52:44.119
<v Speaker 1>Heard one other person happened this too, which is funny.

1226
00:52:44.159 --> 00:52:46.360
<v Speaker 1>One of my friends is not in the industry at all,

1227
00:52:46.400 --> 00:52:48.719
<v Speaker 1>but like familiar with the industry.

1228
00:52:49.039 --> 00:52:53.519
<v Speaker 3>But it's funny that that happened to you. How early

1229
00:52:53.559 --> 00:52:55.039
<v Speaker 3>on was it in your porn career?

1230
00:52:56.000 --> 00:52:58.119
<v Speaker 4>In my porn career. It's probably know.

1231
00:52:58.159 --> 00:52:59.719
<v Speaker 1>What I mean, like at this time? Were you imporn

1232
00:52:59.760 --> 00:53:01.719
<v Speaker 1>at the time? Okay, so how long had you been

1233
00:53:01.760 --> 00:53:02.960
<v Speaker 1>doing scenes at that time?

1234
00:53:03.039 --> 00:53:03.400
<v Speaker 4>Like a lot?

1235
00:53:05.000 --> 00:53:05.960
<v Speaker 3>So there was no reason for you.

1236
00:53:05.920 --> 00:53:10.000
<v Speaker 1>To prematurely being ejaculating on this lady before there was nothing?

1237
00:53:10.079 --> 00:53:13.079
<v Speaker 3>Did you at least get to fuck her after? Was

1238
00:53:13.119 --> 00:53:14.800
<v Speaker 3>she not impressed because you came?

1239
00:53:15.000 --> 00:53:17.559
<v Speaker 4>You know? You know the funny thing was, you know,

1240
00:53:17.679 --> 00:53:19.320
<v Speaker 4>she ended up being a lawyer.

1241
00:53:19.360 --> 00:53:21.599
<v Speaker 2>She was going to law school and now she was

1242
00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:24.199
<v Speaker 2>practicing business law and we hung.

1243
00:53:24.000 --> 00:53:24.719
<v Speaker 3>Out your lawyer.

1244
00:53:25.519 --> 00:53:29.360
<v Speaker 2>I know, I got to track her down, pulled her

1245
00:53:29.440 --> 00:53:31.719
<v Speaker 2>back up, but I kind of like that was humbling.

1246
00:53:32.840 --> 00:53:35.960
<v Speaker 3>So how did you recover? Because that's a big that's

1247
00:53:35.960 --> 00:53:36.760
<v Speaker 3>a big eco.

1248
00:53:37.639 --> 00:53:39.639
<v Speaker 4>I know, I know, this just popped the hole in

1249
00:53:39.719 --> 00:53:40.360
<v Speaker 4>that motherfucker.

1250
00:53:40.960 --> 00:53:45.280
<v Speaker 2>Uh, you know the next time around, when you you

1251
00:53:45.400 --> 00:53:46.679
<v Speaker 2>just make up for it.

1252
00:53:46.679 --> 00:53:49.480
<v Speaker 1>It's funny because like now, like because I always think

1253
00:53:49.480 --> 00:53:51.199
<v Speaker 1>the flip side, right, this is a Gemini and me

1254
00:53:51.280 --> 00:53:53.760
<v Speaker 1>thinking I'm like, you know, like she's like that, she's

1255
00:53:53.760 --> 00:53:55.199
<v Speaker 1>out there and being like, you know, I had mister

1256
00:53:55.280 --> 00:53:57.360
<v Speaker 1>Marcus naked in the swimming pool and he just came

1257
00:53:57.400 --> 00:53:59.800
<v Speaker 1>before he even touched me. Girl, like he ain't even

1258
00:54:00.079 --> 00:54:03.079
<v Speaker 1>thing like so it's like there's one grab there I

1259
00:54:03.119 --> 00:54:04.239
<v Speaker 1>can talk about that.

1260
00:54:05.760 --> 00:54:06.199
<v Speaker 4>She knows.

1261
00:54:07.320 --> 00:54:13.840
<v Speaker 3>She's like, again, oh that's funny, Okay, something you would

1262
00:54:14.280 --> 00:54:17.519
<v Speaker 3>not do sexually, something that's like completely on your never

1263
00:54:17.599 --> 00:54:19.559
<v Speaker 3>gonna try not happening.

1264
00:54:23.280 --> 00:54:26.760
<v Speaker 4>I mean, I don't know. I'm pretty basic. Basic. Yeah,

1265
00:54:26.800 --> 00:54:27.559
<v Speaker 4>I'm pretty basic.

1266
00:54:27.920 --> 00:54:29.400
<v Speaker 1>But does that mean a lot of things are off

1267
00:54:29.400 --> 00:54:35.519
<v Speaker 1>the table. Yeah, so you're like, I more have them

1268
00:54:35.599 --> 00:54:36.599
<v Speaker 1>only doing this list?

1269
00:54:37.400 --> 00:54:38.159
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I don't ever.

1270
00:54:38.199 --> 00:54:44.000
<v Speaker 2>I just try to make the sexual energy, you know, okay,

1271
00:54:44.280 --> 00:54:46.039
<v Speaker 2>count concentrate it.

1272
00:54:46.440 --> 00:54:52.400
<v Speaker 1>What's the longest you've gone without sex? Maybe a month,

1273
00:54:53.679 --> 00:54:55.239
<v Speaker 1>the longest you've ever not jerked off?

1274
00:54:55.280 --> 00:54:57.559
<v Speaker 4>August has always been that month For some reason.

1275
00:54:57.320 --> 00:55:00.880
<v Speaker 3>Too, August hard times. I don't know what it is,

1276
00:55:01.000 --> 00:55:02.519
<v Speaker 3>something about the weather, it's something.

1277
00:55:02.639 --> 00:55:04.039
<v Speaker 4>Maybe August is.

1278
00:55:04.039 --> 00:55:07.199
<v Speaker 1>A bad month for me too. Yeah, I mean, I

1279
00:55:07.719 --> 00:55:09.239
<v Speaker 1>mean it is a bad month for me. I got

1280
00:55:09.239 --> 00:55:11.840
<v Speaker 1>married in this month, somewhere around this date. Somewhere I

1281
00:55:11.960 --> 00:55:14.480
<v Speaker 1>blocked that out of my head, but somewhere in August

1282
00:55:14.480 --> 00:55:17.320
<v Speaker 1>it's usually it's heard the ndwhere somewhere I don't even exactly,

1283
00:55:17.400 --> 00:55:19.400
<v Speaker 1>but around that time, I'm always like, what's wrong?

1284
00:55:19.440 --> 00:55:22.480
<v Speaker 3>I'm like, oh this fun it's again, right right.

1285
00:55:22.360 --> 00:55:25.480
<v Speaker 4>So yeah, maybe that's I'm closing through it. I'll get

1286
00:55:25.480 --> 00:55:25.800
<v Speaker 4>through it.

1287
00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:30.480
<v Speaker 3>I'll be fine, all right, all right. Example of your

1288
00:55:30.559 --> 00:55:31.280
<v Speaker 3>dirty talk.

1289
00:55:32.920 --> 00:55:35.039
<v Speaker 1>What's something that you do like you have like a

1290
00:55:35.079 --> 00:55:37.280
<v Speaker 1>go to phrase, like you've been me, mister Marcus for

1291
00:55:37.280 --> 00:55:39.760
<v Speaker 1>a long time. You'd be smoothing girls ears, you be

1292
00:55:39.840 --> 00:55:41.440
<v Speaker 1>telling what you'd be telling them Marcus.

1293
00:55:42.239 --> 00:55:44.760
<v Speaker 4>Right. Always it's always about that ass. I don't know

1294
00:55:44.760 --> 00:55:46.440
<v Speaker 4>what it is like, let me see that ass.

1295
00:55:46.519 --> 00:55:47.599
<v Speaker 3>Let me see that ass, bro.

1296
00:55:48.320 --> 00:55:52.760
<v Speaker 4>Then okay, shit, okay, you know I will out of you.

1297
00:55:52.800 --> 00:55:55.599
<v Speaker 3>Oh you hear that? Patreon, you better listen up. This

1298
00:55:55.679 --> 00:56:04.800
<v Speaker 3>is dirty. I love it dated somebody older? M hm,

1299
00:56:05.639 --> 00:56:06.559
<v Speaker 3>how much older?

1300
00:56:09.199 --> 00:56:14.280
<v Speaker 2>I think that I was attracting older women. Okay for

1301
00:56:14.320 --> 00:56:16.920
<v Speaker 2>some fucking reason. My mother used to have She had

1302
00:56:16.920 --> 00:56:17.440
<v Speaker 2>a problem with.

1303
00:56:17.480 --> 00:56:21.480
<v Speaker 4>It because because it'd be like grown women they.

1304
00:56:21.519 --> 00:56:22.159
<v Speaker 3>Like her friends.

1305
00:56:22.480 --> 00:56:25.159
<v Speaker 1>It'd be like the same age you're sucking all your

1306
00:56:25.159 --> 00:56:27.320
<v Speaker 1>mom's friends.

1307
00:56:29.079 --> 00:56:30.960
<v Speaker 3>Have you ever sucked one of your friends moms?

1308
00:56:31.679 --> 00:56:32.760
<v Speaker 4>One of my mom's friends.

1309
00:56:32.920 --> 00:56:34.800
<v Speaker 3>No, well one of your friend's moms.

1310
00:56:35.960 --> 00:56:37.079
<v Speaker 4>Uh oh.

1311
00:56:38.440 --> 00:56:44.239
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, why can't you say it's so like dumb it?

1312
00:56:44.639 --> 00:56:49.840
<v Speaker 3>Do you know who I am okay, So having multiple occasions,

1313
00:56:49.920 --> 00:56:58.239
<v Speaker 3>it sounds like, okay, have you ever fallen asleep during sex?

1314
00:57:00.440 --> 00:57:01.199
<v Speaker 4>Easually after?

1315
00:57:01.679 --> 00:57:04.199
<v Speaker 3>After? You never give fall asleep during a blowjob?

1316
00:57:06.920 --> 00:57:07.119
<v Speaker 4>Why?

1317
00:57:08.320 --> 00:57:11.440
<v Speaker 3>Al right, next category, let's see if find out fall

1318
00:57:11.519 --> 00:57:12.239
<v Speaker 3>over this time.

1319
00:57:12.639 --> 00:57:22.519
<v Speaker 1>There we go, Face of spades. It's a naughty question. No,

1320
00:57:22.599 --> 00:57:26.800
<v Speaker 1>this is uh clubs, I'm old kinky. There we go,

1321
00:57:28.519 --> 00:57:32.360
<v Speaker 1>all right, Ace of clubs, the kinky question, quickest stop.

1322
00:57:32.400 --> 00:57:34.480
<v Speaker 3>I already know that one. As gonna say quickest work,

1323
00:57:34.920 --> 00:57:38.280
<v Speaker 3>but we already figured that one out. Guys shower sex

1324
00:57:38.360 --> 00:57:41.079
<v Speaker 3>or car sex, uh car sex.

1325
00:57:41.159 --> 00:57:42.199
<v Speaker 4>For some reason, I'm really good.

1326
00:57:42.119 --> 00:57:44.639
<v Speaker 3>At that song. Or booty shorts.

1327
00:57:45.159 --> 00:57:46.320
<v Speaker 4>Booty shorts.

1328
00:57:47.519 --> 00:57:49.840
<v Speaker 3>Called somebody the wrong name during sex.

1329
00:57:50.400 --> 00:57:52.519
<v Speaker 4>I couldn't remember their name, so I didn't say anything.

1330
00:57:52.639 --> 00:57:57.679
<v Speaker 3>Did you say, baby, honey? He said?

1331
00:57:57.719 --> 00:58:05.719
<v Speaker 1>I said, do you have any fetishes besides big booties?

1332
00:58:07.519 --> 00:58:09.719
<v Speaker 4>Nice lips, nice lips, but.

1333
00:58:09.599 --> 00:58:10.199
<v Speaker 3>Nothing like.

1334
00:58:12.559 --> 00:58:16.320
<v Speaker 1>You're to bondage? Are you into like four play? I

1335
00:58:16.320 --> 00:58:19.039
<v Speaker 1>mean not for play, like dressing up like anything like,

1336
00:58:19.760 --> 00:58:23.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean like freaky fetish stuff, not like simple act

1337
00:58:23.960 --> 00:58:28.239
<v Speaker 1>like a portsar marcus. I know, don't like you're not

1338
00:58:28.400 --> 00:58:31.000
<v Speaker 1>mist You're great training bitches up over there.

1339
00:58:31.039 --> 00:58:32.199
<v Speaker 3>What's what are you like?

1340
00:58:32.280 --> 00:58:35.599
<v Speaker 2>You know, I do like a little restraint okay, rope

1341
00:58:36.679 --> 00:58:37.599
<v Speaker 2>rope play you know.

1342
00:58:37.599 --> 00:58:38.840
<v Speaker 4>That was that was I was on it.

1343
00:58:39.599 --> 00:58:40.960
<v Speaker 3>Did you ever work for kink?

1344
00:58:41.199 --> 00:58:41.639
<v Speaker 4>That whole?

1345
00:58:41.679 --> 00:58:44.800
<v Speaker 3>Like bond? That was kind of BONDI like gostuff scares me.

1346
00:58:45.079 --> 00:58:47.639
<v Speaker 2>You know, it's funny because when someone else comes up

1347
00:58:47.639 --> 00:58:50.119
<v Speaker 2>with these scenarios, you gotta you got.

1348
00:58:49.920 --> 00:58:51.039
<v Speaker 3>It and it's not a second.

1349
00:58:51.760 --> 00:58:54.159
<v Speaker 4>I think if you come up with it, then it's

1350
00:58:54.239 --> 00:58:56.880
<v Speaker 4>more control. Yeah, then you you can feel that.

1351
00:58:57.559 --> 00:58:59.000
<v Speaker 1>For me, it was more I had to figure out

1352
00:58:59.039 --> 00:59:00.480
<v Speaker 1>why because I don't know have so see it like

1353
00:59:00.519 --> 00:59:02.039
<v Speaker 1>why that was sexy to people? But it was like

1354
00:59:02.079 --> 00:59:04.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't necessoiate pain and pleasure, but I can see

1355
00:59:04.800 --> 00:59:05.360
<v Speaker 1>why people do.

1356
00:59:05.599 --> 00:59:10.119
<v Speaker 3>It's just not my thing per se, right, No, I mean.

1357
00:59:10.079 --> 00:59:12.400
<v Speaker 4>The pain, I don't know. I don't know. You try to,

1358
00:59:12.599 --> 00:59:14.880
<v Speaker 4>you try to. There's a fine line. You know.

1359
00:59:14.960 --> 00:59:17.280
<v Speaker 2>You want to, Yeah, you want to get where it

1360
00:59:17.400 --> 00:59:19.679
<v Speaker 2>is a pleasure with them, like when yeah, smack ass.

1361
00:59:19.880 --> 00:59:21.960
<v Speaker 2>I like to think of myself as a good as

1362
00:59:22.000 --> 00:59:23.480
<v Speaker 2>a really good assmacer.

1363
00:59:23.719 --> 00:59:26.320
<v Speaker 1>You don't leave Marx because I'm having some people they

1364
00:59:26.360 --> 00:59:28.519
<v Speaker 1>get too fucking and I'm like, oh, listen, I have

1365
00:59:28.559 --> 00:59:29.199
<v Speaker 1>to shoot things.

1366
00:59:29.199 --> 00:59:31.079
<v Speaker 3>And he really fucked my shut up. We're never fucking

1367
00:59:31.119 --> 00:59:31.440
<v Speaker 3>me again.

1368
00:59:31.559 --> 00:59:34.559
<v Speaker 1>So because people be like they smack you down, I'm like, no,

1369
00:59:34.639 --> 00:59:36.559
<v Speaker 1>let me give you a titorial before we do this,

1370
00:59:36.719 --> 00:59:37.840
<v Speaker 1>like we need to go up.

1371
00:59:37.920 --> 00:59:40.000
<v Speaker 3>We can't. You know that sounds better, it looks better.

1372
00:59:40.039 --> 00:59:44.039
<v Speaker 3>It's great for everybody. You have to do a certain

1373
00:59:44.159 --> 00:59:44.920
<v Speaker 3>there's a finesse.

1374
00:59:45.119 --> 00:59:50.639
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, there's a booty smacking editorium from We had King

1375
00:59:50.679 --> 00:59:54.440
<v Speaker 1>Half on our show and he does the whole test

1376
00:59:54.880 --> 00:59:57.760
<v Speaker 1>or seminar about the booty smacking thing. He went viral

1377
00:59:57.920 --> 01:00:01.119
<v Speaker 1>just recently about it. I was like, se, it's all

1378
01:00:01.119 --> 01:00:01.480
<v Speaker 1>in art.

1379
01:00:02.519 --> 01:00:02.760
<v Speaker 4>Women.

1380
01:00:03.519 --> 01:00:05.360
<v Speaker 1>Sex is art, I think, and that's why when you

1381
01:00:05.440 --> 01:00:07.440
<v Speaker 1>do it the right way, women just want to feel safe.

1382
01:00:07.440 --> 01:00:08.920
<v Speaker 1>They want to feel like you know what you're doing,

1383
01:00:09.000 --> 01:00:11.000
<v Speaker 1>you're in control. Like some people are trying to choke you.

1384
01:00:11.000 --> 01:00:13.000
<v Speaker 1>You're like, you're gonna make me die. Like this doesn't

1385
01:00:13.000 --> 01:00:14.280
<v Speaker 1>feel good, you know, I mean like it has to

1386
01:00:14.320 --> 01:00:16.519
<v Speaker 1>be like know what you're doing, and I think you

1387
01:00:16.559 --> 01:00:16.800
<v Speaker 1>have to.

1388
01:00:17.000 --> 01:00:18.119
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you have to.

1389
01:00:18.639 --> 01:00:22.079
<v Speaker 2>There's a you know, the word chemistry comes up, but

1390
01:00:22.280 --> 01:00:26.320
<v Speaker 2>there's something, there's a you know, there's a thing, there's.

1391
01:00:26.079 --> 01:00:28.760
<v Speaker 1>An energy, there's it's like a flow of like feeling

1392
01:00:28.880 --> 01:00:30.559
<v Speaker 1>like you don't have to have like a whole, Like

1393
01:00:30.679 --> 01:00:32.639
<v Speaker 1>it's a connection of like even the eyes or like

1394
01:00:32.800 --> 01:00:35.119
<v Speaker 1>if somebody's body moves like because that to me again

1395
01:00:35.239 --> 01:00:38.039
<v Speaker 1>is the safety of knowing that you know what makes

1396
01:00:38.079 --> 01:00:40.119
<v Speaker 1>me is a good feeling and what's a turning off

1397
01:00:40.159 --> 01:00:42.159
<v Speaker 1>and like a bad feeling. To know your limits of

1398
01:00:42.159 --> 01:00:44.079
<v Speaker 1>what that is and that's why that kind of stuff bond.

1399
01:00:44.079 --> 01:00:46.679
<v Speaker 3>It is more like really trusting.

1400
01:00:46.480 --> 01:00:50.159
<v Speaker 4>Are you like a boundary you like your boundaries crossed.

1401
01:00:49.840 --> 01:00:52.079
<v Speaker 3>Or you open to absolutely not? I don't know.

1402
01:00:52.199 --> 01:00:54.360
<v Speaker 1>Like for me, I don't like I don't have a

1403
01:00:54.400 --> 01:00:57.639
<v Speaker 1>partner that i'm like currently like sexual with, like in

1404
01:00:57.639 --> 01:01:00.360
<v Speaker 1>that aspect where it's like repetitive where I would feel comfortable.

1405
01:01:00.480 --> 01:01:01.880
<v Speaker 1>But for me, I feel like once I have a

1406
01:01:01.920 --> 01:01:04.519
<v Speaker 1>partner that I am like sexually active with on like

1407
01:01:04.559 --> 01:01:07.840
<v Speaker 1>a normal basis, I would be willing to if it

1408
01:01:07.960 --> 01:01:10.239
<v Speaker 1>was brought up the right way. Like I'm not like

1409
01:01:10.519 --> 01:01:12.039
<v Speaker 1>I don't like to be like, hey, I don't want

1410
01:01:12.039 --> 01:01:13.159
<v Speaker 1>you to do this and then for you to do

1411
01:01:13.239 --> 01:01:15.159
<v Speaker 1>it no, but I like to know that my limit,

1412
01:01:15.239 --> 01:01:17.400
<v Speaker 1>Like I don't really have limits. I'll try something unless

1413
01:01:17.400 --> 01:01:18.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't like it, and I'll tell you I don't

1414
01:01:18.840 --> 01:01:21.440
<v Speaker 1>like it kind of thing like there's you.

1415
01:01:21.440 --> 01:01:21.800
<v Speaker 3>Know what I mean.

1416
01:01:21.800 --> 01:01:23.800
<v Speaker 1>Like for me, it's like because some things I don't

1417
01:01:23.840 --> 01:01:25.239
<v Speaker 1>know and I used to be very like, oh I

1418
01:01:25.239 --> 01:01:26.639
<v Speaker 1>don't like it, but I never tried it.

1419
01:01:26.719 --> 01:01:27.440
<v Speaker 3>But I'm like, you know what I mean.

1420
01:01:27.480 --> 01:01:28.840
<v Speaker 1>So I feel like that with the right person, if

1421
01:01:28.880 --> 01:01:31.000
<v Speaker 1>you could make me do those things or open to

1422
01:01:31.039 --> 01:01:33.360
<v Speaker 1>what that is, I'm open to suggestion.

1423
01:01:33.679 --> 01:01:34.559
<v Speaker 3>I'll try anything once.

1424
01:01:34.559 --> 01:01:36.519
<v Speaker 1>And I'm like, look, listen, we tried that one time

1425
01:01:36.559 --> 01:01:38.480
<v Speaker 1>and it just didn't work out for me, Like it's no,

1426
01:01:38.599 --> 01:01:42.880
<v Speaker 1>never go there again. We tried it, right, most number

1427
01:01:42.880 --> 01:01:44.360
<v Speaker 1>of times just had sex during.

1428
01:01:44.159 --> 01:01:49.719
<v Speaker 4>A day, the most shit, well what off camera and

1429
01:01:49.760 --> 01:01:54.519
<v Speaker 4>on camera? On camera? It was like thirty.

1430
01:01:54.159 --> 01:01:57.480
<v Speaker 3>Three people or times? What does that mean?

1431
01:01:57.480 --> 01:01:58.360
<v Speaker 4>Hold on people?

1432
01:01:58.519 --> 01:02:02.559
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, yeah, okay, okay, okay, three people We

1433
01:02:02.679 --> 01:02:03.920
<v Speaker 1>like that, okay.

1434
01:02:03.639 --> 01:02:06.199
<v Speaker 2>But thirty three times was I remember it was like

1435
01:02:06.320 --> 01:02:08.360
<v Speaker 2>we was watching the Super Bowl game, me and this girl,

1436
01:02:08.360 --> 01:02:13.159
<v Speaker 2>and we must have sucked like five four to five times.

1437
01:02:13.039 --> 01:02:14.079
<v Speaker 3>But within the game.

1438
01:02:14.880 --> 01:02:19.920
<v Speaker 4>Good like every time it was like, oh it wasn't

1439
01:02:20.000 --> 01:02:20.239
<v Speaker 4>like you.

1440
01:02:20.239 --> 01:02:22.599
<v Speaker 1>Know, it wasn't like a five time, and like it

1441
01:02:22.639 --> 01:02:24.679
<v Speaker 1>was like it was like you were fucking it.

1442
01:02:24.639 --> 01:02:27.760
<v Speaker 2>Was And I remember because she used to send me

1443
01:02:27.760 --> 01:02:29.800
<v Speaker 2>messages every Super Bowl like hey, remember.

1444
01:02:30.039 --> 01:02:31.800
<v Speaker 3>Do you remember who won the Super Bowl that year?

1445
01:02:37.079 --> 01:02:37.800
<v Speaker 4>The Great Game?

1446
01:02:39.239 --> 01:02:41.599
<v Speaker 3>Say so, favorite time of day to have sex?

1447
01:02:43.440 --> 01:02:45.039
<v Speaker 4>I'm a morning morning?

1448
01:02:45.400 --> 01:02:49.880
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, okay, you know if I can. But you know,

1449
01:02:50.840 --> 01:02:52.239
<v Speaker 2>I think you get more creative at night.

1450
01:02:53.000 --> 01:02:53.400
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

1451
01:02:53.519 --> 01:02:56.679
<v Speaker 2>I think you got because your days went, you've had,

1452
01:02:57.239 --> 01:02:59.559
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you're looking forward to it, maybe you're like trying

1453
01:02:59.559 --> 01:03:02.800
<v Speaker 2>to relax, maybe you're coming at tail end situational.

1454
01:03:03.000 --> 01:03:07.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Yeah, to me at night, it's like now it's

1455
01:03:07.679 --> 01:03:08.400
<v Speaker 4>but a morning.

1456
01:03:08.440 --> 01:03:11.400
<v Speaker 2>It's just like it's like I don't drink coffee, but

1457
01:03:11.400 --> 01:03:13.000
<v Speaker 2>if I did, that's your coffee.

1458
01:03:13.079 --> 01:03:16.960
<v Speaker 3>Ye waking up to pussy every morning by mister Marcus.

1459
01:03:18.639 --> 01:03:26.079
<v Speaker 3>All right, next card, I can't see the microphone. Oh hearts.

1460
01:03:26.119 --> 01:03:31.360
<v Speaker 3>He's got an ace of Heart's romantic. Have you ever

1461
01:03:31.400 --> 01:03:35.719
<v Speaker 3>slid into somebody's d m's a celebrity or even a fan.

1462
01:03:35.760 --> 01:03:39.880
<v Speaker 4>Or like you know, you know, you know, she probably

1463
01:03:39.960 --> 01:03:40.760
<v Speaker 4>killed me if I say this.

1464
01:03:40.800 --> 01:03:45.119
<v Speaker 2>But Melissa Ford did a little podcasts and we clicked

1465
01:03:45.400 --> 01:03:47.400
<v Speaker 2>like I thought we were cool, but I.

1466
01:03:47.400 --> 01:03:48.800
<v Speaker 4>Felt like she's.

1467
01:03:50.039 --> 01:03:52.239
<v Speaker 2>Well, I think she was kind of like I can't

1468
01:03:53.440 --> 01:03:56.519
<v Speaker 2>she's like here too much. Yeah, yeah, yeah, because we talked.

1469
01:03:56.559 --> 01:03:58.960
<v Speaker 2>We talked, we'd sit on the phone and talk about shit,

1470
01:03:59.039 --> 01:03:59.760
<v Speaker 2>talk about music.

1471
01:04:00.519 --> 01:04:02.599
<v Speaker 3>But so you slid in her dms.

1472
01:04:02.960 --> 01:04:05.360
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Well we ended up doing a podcast together and

1473
01:04:05.360 --> 01:04:06.159
<v Speaker 4>then it was kind of.

1474
01:04:06.440 --> 01:04:08.760
<v Speaker 3>Just from there I grew and yeah.

1475
01:04:08.480 --> 01:04:13.519
<v Speaker 2>She's a very strong, created black woman who kind of

1476
01:04:14.239 --> 01:04:17.000
<v Speaker 2>knows what she wants she don't want.

1477
01:04:18.440 --> 01:04:18.760
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

1478
01:04:18.840 --> 01:04:24.039
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I was respected, respected respectively.

1479
01:04:23.719 --> 01:04:24.599
<v Speaker 4>Ghosted.

1480
01:04:26.679 --> 01:04:27.800
<v Speaker 3>Dinner date or movie date.

1481
01:04:29.320 --> 01:04:31.679
<v Speaker 4>I'm a movie guy, A movie guy.

1482
01:04:32.079 --> 01:04:33.079
<v Speaker 3>Making out her cuddling.

1483
01:04:35.760 --> 01:04:38.440
<v Speaker 4>I like making out, like real good making out.

1484
01:04:38.360 --> 01:04:41.920
<v Speaker 3>Making out mmmmm, giving or receiving.

1485
01:04:44.360 --> 01:04:45.239
<v Speaker 4>I love receiving.

1486
01:04:46.119 --> 01:04:48.519
<v Speaker 1>The smile on his face says it all private talk,

1487
01:04:49.400 --> 01:04:50.760
<v Speaker 1>naked or lingerie.

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01:04:52.079 --> 01:05:01.480
<v Speaker 4>Uh, that's tougher. I actually like that's tough. I like

1489
01:05:01.519 --> 01:05:01.880
<v Speaker 4>them both.

1490
01:05:02.000 --> 01:05:04.760
<v Speaker 3>You like them both. Favorite place to be kissed.

1491
01:05:06.159 --> 01:05:11.119
<v Speaker 4>M mmm. I like my I like my neck.

1492
01:05:11.679 --> 01:05:13.719
<v Speaker 3>I wanted to say. I was like, are you.

1493
01:05:14.159 --> 01:05:17.760
<v Speaker 4>I was like, I like that sucks. I don't like

1494
01:05:17.800 --> 01:05:19.119
<v Speaker 4>the kiss. I like that sucks.

1495
01:05:19.320 --> 01:05:23.639
<v Speaker 3>No, no little kiss for you. You want the whole mounting. Okay,

1496
01:05:23.800 --> 01:05:27.519
<v Speaker 3>go ahead, so your neck, yeah, okay.

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01:05:28.440 --> 01:05:31.159
<v Speaker 1>If you needed to have a safe word, what would

1498
01:05:31.199 --> 01:05:32.159
<v Speaker 1>your safe word be?

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01:05:43.159 --> 01:05:44.039
<v Speaker 4>So I got.

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01:05:45.679 --> 01:05:46.000
<v Speaker 3>Okay.

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01:05:46.360 --> 01:05:51.519
<v Speaker 1>Last question deal breakers. What are deal breakers in a

1502
01:05:51.519 --> 01:05:52.320
<v Speaker 1>relationship for you?

1503
01:05:54.559 --> 01:06:01.079
<v Speaker 4>Mm hmmm, I don't know, or like nothing like it?

1504
01:06:01.599 --> 01:06:04.599
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, have some kind of boundaries what a deal right?

1505
01:06:04.719 --> 01:06:08.920
<v Speaker 4>Right? You know? I like positive energy, like positive like

1506
01:06:09.000 --> 01:06:11.719
<v Speaker 4>funny people. So if you ain't funny.

1507
01:06:11.800 --> 01:06:14.119
<v Speaker 3>You know, you gotta be at least entertaining to you

1508
01:06:14.280 --> 01:06:14.679
<v Speaker 3>to like.

1509
01:06:14.679 --> 01:06:17.840
<v Speaker 4>You gotta crack you gotta crack jokes.

1510
01:06:17.559 --> 01:06:20.119
<v Speaker 3>Even if they're not good sense of humor.

1511
01:06:21.119 --> 01:06:23.800
<v Speaker 4>So the deal breaker would be the opposite.

1512
01:06:25.199 --> 01:06:27.840
<v Speaker 3>So if they're really lame, have no personality? Not for you.

1513
01:06:28.400 --> 01:06:33.360
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, most people have a sense of humor. It just matters.

1514
01:06:33.360 --> 01:06:37.360
<v Speaker 1>If you do, you always feel like you're the funniest one.

1515
01:06:38.000 --> 01:06:38.760
<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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01:06:44.239 --> 01:06:44.960
<v Speaker 3>That's funny, all right.

1517
01:06:45.039 --> 01:06:48.480
<v Speaker 1>Last card Ace of Spade is knotty questions, which is

1518
01:06:48.480 --> 01:06:51.079
<v Speaker 1>our favorite here at Private Talk after Dark.

1519
01:06:52.159 --> 01:06:54.320
<v Speaker 3>Have you ever faked an orgasm?

1520
01:06:54.880 --> 01:06:55.239
<v Speaker 4>Mmm?

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01:06:58.119 --> 01:07:00.519
<v Speaker 3>Why do you say it like that? Like, okay, why

1522
01:07:00.519 --> 01:07:01.679
<v Speaker 3>did you fake an orgasm?

1523
01:07:02.039 --> 01:07:04.639
<v Speaker 1>Because you know, I really just I knew this was

1524
01:07:04.679 --> 01:07:07.039
<v Speaker 1>a thing of like I asked this probably the last

1525
01:07:07.400 --> 01:07:09.239
<v Speaker 1>this season. I didn't know this was a thing until

1526
01:07:09.239 --> 01:07:13.320
<v Speaker 1>like six months ago that men fake orgasm, right, so

1527
01:07:13.360 --> 01:07:15.239
<v Speaker 1>why is he Why were you fake orgasm?

1528
01:07:16.280 --> 01:07:20.199
<v Speaker 2>Why would you act like because you know, if you come,

1529
01:07:21.039 --> 01:07:24.280
<v Speaker 2>if you're like, you know, if you're fucking and maybe

1530
01:07:24.280 --> 01:07:29.719
<v Speaker 2>you come too soon, okay, and you're like whoa, you know,

1531
01:07:30.239 --> 01:07:35.920
<v Speaker 2>countdown until you know she realizes it's yeah, so.

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01:07:35.880 --> 01:07:38.880
<v Speaker 4>You kind of like you have got to work up.

1533
01:07:38.960 --> 01:07:41.960
<v Speaker 3>But why did you fake come? Did you just not?

1534
01:07:42.079 --> 01:07:43.360
<v Speaker 3>Were you not into it?

1535
01:07:43.480 --> 01:07:45.000
<v Speaker 1>But you just not you were too fuck to me,

1536
01:07:45.000 --> 01:07:47.199
<v Speaker 1>We're not going to be able to come. Like these

1537
01:07:47.199 --> 01:07:49.039
<v Speaker 1>are the excuses I've heard from the men that I've

1538
01:07:49.079 --> 01:07:52.960
<v Speaker 1>been on this couch. I know for all the excuses

1539
01:07:53.039 --> 01:07:54.559
<v Speaker 1>of men of that I've asked on the couch because

1540
01:07:54.559 --> 01:07:56.079
<v Speaker 1>I asked this question to a lot of my guests

1541
01:07:56.119 --> 01:07:59.639
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't know that men do this. But they're like, oh, yeah,

1542
01:07:59.639 --> 01:08:01.679
<v Speaker 1>it was these are so these were some of the excuses.

1543
01:08:02.159 --> 01:08:04.599
<v Speaker 1>But and then there were someone's it was like they

1544
01:08:05.039 --> 01:08:06.440
<v Speaker 1>they weren't into it anymore.

1545
01:08:06.960 --> 01:08:11.599
<v Speaker 3>One girl smelled one girl I was always something like it.

1546
01:08:11.679 --> 01:08:14.119
<v Speaker 3>I was just like, why would you keep going? Just

1547
01:08:14.159 --> 01:08:16.319
<v Speaker 3>why did you have to say that you that you came?

1548
01:08:16.359 --> 01:08:16.439
<v Speaker 4>Then?

1549
01:08:16.600 --> 01:08:19.840
<v Speaker 1>Because I didn't want to hurt her feelings, but that

1550
01:08:20.199 --> 01:08:23.600
<v Speaker 1>but you'd rather let her leave whatever dishoveled way she

1551
01:08:23.760 --> 01:08:30.640
<v Speaker 1>wants for right communication, Right, you're gonna fuck somebody, But

1552
01:08:30.720 --> 01:08:32.800
<v Speaker 1>you can't say like, you can't be like, hey, could

1553
01:08:32.840 --> 01:08:34.239
<v Speaker 1>you just feeling so.

1554
01:08:34.560 --> 01:08:37.680
<v Speaker 4>Because she's she's feeling like she's opening up, she's giving you.

1555
01:08:37.880 --> 01:08:40.439
<v Speaker 3>You say hey, yeah, but don't you want to be honest?

1556
01:08:40.880 --> 01:08:42.880
<v Speaker 1>Like and no one's And again for me, it's about

1557
01:08:42.920 --> 01:08:45.000
<v Speaker 1>the It's not what, It's not what you say, it's

1558
01:08:45.000 --> 01:08:45.640
<v Speaker 1>how you say it.

1559
01:08:45.800 --> 01:08:48.159
<v Speaker 3>No one's telling me like, hey, bitch, like what's going on?

1560
01:08:48.279 --> 01:08:48.840
<v Speaker 3>You know what I mean?

1561
01:08:49.159 --> 01:08:51.399
<v Speaker 1>But if something was to a situation where you had

1562
01:08:51.399 --> 01:08:56.479
<v Speaker 1>to fake come, didn't like, but you're fucking why are

1563
01:08:56.520 --> 01:08:57.279
<v Speaker 1>we fucking?

1564
01:08:59.119 --> 01:09:00.720
<v Speaker 3>Why are you in that? But China, sir?

1565
01:09:03.880 --> 01:09:04.880
<v Speaker 4>So how do you take it?

1566
01:09:05.680 --> 01:09:07.239
<v Speaker 3>If I've never had it happen to me?

1567
01:09:07.359 --> 01:09:10.000
<v Speaker 1>Well, afterwards, it was because my friend who told me this,

1568
01:09:10.119 --> 01:09:11.960
<v Speaker 1>he was like, I bet you're thinking about all the

1569
01:09:11.960 --> 01:09:14.199
<v Speaker 1>people if they fake came out. I'm like, yeah, because

1570
01:09:14.239 --> 01:09:16.319
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I'm like, because I didn't think this

1571
01:09:16.520 --> 01:09:18.560
<v Speaker 1>was a thing, So who knows?

1572
01:09:18.880 --> 01:09:21.960
<v Speaker 4>Why do you fake? Have you Okay, first of let's

1573
01:09:22.359 --> 01:09:23.159
<v Speaker 4>have you faked it before.

1574
01:09:23.479 --> 01:09:27.479
<v Speaker 3>Have I faked it? Of course? You know what, because

1575
01:09:27.520 --> 01:09:29.560
<v Speaker 3>I wanted to get it over with. I was tired.

1576
01:09:29.760 --> 01:09:31.680
<v Speaker 1>I was like, you know, I wanted it, but then

1577
01:09:31.720 --> 01:09:33.159
<v Speaker 1>I came already and I was over it.

1578
01:09:33.199 --> 01:09:35.279
<v Speaker 3>I was just like get you know, it sucks, you

1579
01:09:35.359 --> 01:09:36.119
<v Speaker 3>know because.

1580
01:09:35.880 --> 01:09:37.840
<v Speaker 4>If you're aware that it changes everything.

1581
01:09:37.920 --> 01:09:39.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but that doesn't mean that I didn't come. At

1582
01:09:39.800 --> 01:09:42.760
<v Speaker 1>one point in each session, I'm gonna come. I mean,

1583
01:09:42.760 --> 01:09:44.960
<v Speaker 1>it's times that I haven't, but I know my body

1584
01:09:44.960 --> 01:09:46.600
<v Speaker 1>well enough that I'm gonna use.

1585
01:09:46.439 --> 01:09:47.159
<v Speaker 3>Your dick to come.

1586
01:09:47.239 --> 01:09:49.680
<v Speaker 1>Like it's just happening, Like sorry if you don't know

1587
01:09:49.680 --> 01:09:51.359
<v Speaker 1>what's happening, but I'm gonna make it.

1588
01:09:51.319 --> 01:09:54.560
<v Speaker 4>Up today because you don't know. Sometimes sometimes a girl

1589
01:09:54.600 --> 01:09:55.199
<v Speaker 4>don't say sh.

1590
01:09:55.640 --> 01:09:58.800
<v Speaker 1>But being but being well, but you can feel if

1591
01:09:58.800 --> 01:10:02.640
<v Speaker 1>she's wet. I mean, but I guess every vagina is different,

1592
01:10:02.760 --> 01:10:07.800
<v Speaker 1>just like I mean, yeah, but being vocal sometimes could

1593
01:10:07.840 --> 01:10:09.920
<v Speaker 1>be where the lie because like then how do you know,

1594
01:10:10.119 --> 01:10:13.680
<v Speaker 1>Like I'm vocal as fucked, but I've also really wet

1595
01:10:13.800 --> 01:10:14.840
<v Speaker 1>that so it's like.

1596
01:10:18.640 --> 01:10:23.520
<v Speaker 3>Chemistry.

1597
01:10:24.960 --> 01:10:27.600
<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't say like immediately, It depends on how long

1598
01:10:27.680 --> 01:10:30.520
<v Speaker 1>I haven't had sex or how long I've been mastmating

1599
01:10:30.600 --> 01:10:31.640
<v Speaker 1>how long a lot of these.

1600
01:10:36.920 --> 01:10:38.760
<v Speaker 3>My Hatachi sleeps next to my.

1601
01:10:38.720 --> 01:10:41.079
<v Speaker 1>Red and he knows exactly what position I like, and

1602
01:10:41.239 --> 01:10:45.880
<v Speaker 1>he fall asleep with the day. No, it's situational. I

1603
01:10:45.880 --> 01:10:47.359
<v Speaker 1>think it's every position.

1604
01:10:47.439 --> 01:10:47.760
<v Speaker 4>I know.

1605
01:10:47.840 --> 01:10:50.239
<v Speaker 1>What would it takes to make me get off? I

1606
01:10:50.279 --> 01:10:54.159
<v Speaker 1>think I can come the easiest and missionary because I'm

1607
01:10:54.279 --> 01:10:57.000
<v Speaker 1>very quatorial stimulated, so I like to play with myself

1608
01:10:57.039 --> 01:10:59.840
<v Speaker 1>and being stimulated or like fucked at the same time

1609
01:11:00.119 --> 01:11:04.279
<v Speaker 1>that that double at an early age, and nobody ever

1610
01:11:04.279 --> 01:11:06.640
<v Speaker 1>taught us like hey girls, let's go on the playground

1611
01:11:06.680 --> 01:11:07.399
<v Speaker 1>and talk about it.

1612
01:11:07.520 --> 01:11:08.800
<v Speaker 3>No, that never happened to me.

1613
01:11:09.039 --> 01:11:11.279
<v Speaker 1>I it was that was also a thing like I

1614
01:11:11.319 --> 01:11:14.399
<v Speaker 1>was always I was a late bloomer, so I didn't

1615
01:11:14.439 --> 01:11:16.920
<v Speaker 1>get like, I didn't get boobs, I didn't get my

1616
01:11:16.960 --> 01:11:18.560
<v Speaker 1>period and do any of those things to like become

1617
01:11:18.640 --> 01:11:22.079
<v Speaker 1>quote unquote like a woman, to like those are until

1618
01:11:22.159 --> 01:11:28.359
<v Speaker 1>like sixteen or like something like seventeen sixteen probably okay.

1619
01:11:29.000 --> 01:11:32.159
<v Speaker 1>So but at that time, like an like like my friend,

1620
01:11:32.199 --> 01:11:34.960
<v Speaker 1>like nobody was talking about any of that stuff, especially

1621
01:11:35.039 --> 01:11:38.039
<v Speaker 1>like sex, like what that was like no one was

1622
01:11:38.159 --> 01:11:40.640
<v Speaker 1>doing and we were pretty sheltered.

1623
01:11:40.319 --> 01:11:42.800
<v Speaker 3>Out in time. I don't I wasn't.

1624
01:11:42.920 --> 01:11:45.479
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I wasn't one of those people like I

1625
01:11:45.520 --> 01:11:47.640
<v Speaker 1>don't think I even hooked up with the guy until

1626
01:11:47.680 --> 01:11:51.520
<v Speaker 1>I was, like I was, i'd be my junior year.

1627
01:11:53.039 --> 01:11:54.159
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, junior you.

1628
01:11:54.119 --> 01:11:55.880
<v Speaker 4>Would get hit on people flirting with you.

1629
01:11:56.560 --> 01:11:57.479
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but it's different.

1630
01:11:57.479 --> 01:11:59.479
<v Speaker 1>It's like juvenile, like you know, like I always had

1631
01:11:59.479 --> 01:12:01.960
<v Speaker 1>a boyfriend, and I always was like chasing boys.

1632
01:12:01.960 --> 01:12:03.439
<v Speaker 3>I was always boy crazy.

1633
01:12:03.680 --> 01:12:06.800
<v Speaker 1>I mean I think I've yeah, always been boy crazy.

1634
01:12:08.399 --> 01:12:08.920
<v Speaker 4>I am.

1635
01:12:09.000 --> 01:12:10.920
<v Speaker 3>I am mad crazy.

1636
01:12:11.239 --> 01:12:14.439
<v Speaker 1>No, I'm not for me is I'm in a space

1637
01:12:14.479 --> 01:12:17.199
<v Speaker 1>in my life where I'm dating and I've done a

1638
01:12:17.199 --> 01:12:19.159
<v Speaker 1>lot of like work myself, so I'm like kind of

1639
01:12:19.199 --> 01:12:21.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm practice dating when I say so, I'm practice dating

1640
01:12:21.760 --> 01:12:24.600
<v Speaker 1>until I find someone, until I don't need to practice

1641
01:12:24.680 --> 01:12:27.479
<v Speaker 1>date anymore. But so I'm just but you know, dating

1642
01:12:27.520 --> 01:12:32.720
<v Speaker 1>is very difficult for being people like ourselves in the industry.

1643
01:12:32.760 --> 01:12:34.880
<v Speaker 1>You can't really go on dating apps. You can't really

1644
01:12:35.159 --> 01:12:35.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, do.

1645
01:12:35.640 --> 01:12:38.520
<v Speaker 3>It the the noon conventional way.

1646
01:12:38.560 --> 01:12:40.399
<v Speaker 1>And I'm very kind of old school anyways, like the

1647
01:12:40.520 --> 01:12:43.920
<v Speaker 1>like meeting people you know in person, which now the

1648
01:12:43.960 --> 01:12:45.880
<v Speaker 1>world's opening up, so it's kind of back in a

1649
01:12:45.920 --> 01:12:49.840
<v Speaker 1>little bit like that. But yeah, I've I'm enjoying it.

1650
01:12:49.880 --> 01:12:53.880
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's not scarce South early days. My future

1651
01:12:53.960 --> 01:12:56.640
<v Speaker 1>husband will come around the corner someday, very soon.

1652
01:12:57.840 --> 01:12:59.319
<v Speaker 4>You'll be fine for sure.

1653
01:12:59.359 --> 01:13:01.079
<v Speaker 1>For me, I'm not in a Russia was married before.

1654
01:13:01.199 --> 01:13:04.359
<v Speaker 1>For me, I know what I want and don't want.

1655
01:13:04.439 --> 01:13:06.640
<v Speaker 1>I think the last year of my life is really

1656
01:13:06.680 --> 01:13:10.079
<v Speaker 1>again like the personal growth of really listening or knowing

1657
01:13:10.159 --> 01:13:13.319
<v Speaker 1>what like the boundaries of what I want from a

1658
01:13:13.359 --> 01:13:16.039
<v Speaker 1>partner moving forward, and like what that means for me

1659
01:13:16.079 --> 01:13:17.359
<v Speaker 1>in this space in my life.

1660
01:13:18.359 --> 01:13:21.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean, that's that's you know, especially after.

1661
01:13:21.359 --> 01:13:25.960
<v Speaker 2>Everything you've kind of been around, seeing experience you just

1662
01:13:26.840 --> 01:13:28.880
<v Speaker 2>it's different. You know sometimes, like you said, you know,

1663
01:13:28.960 --> 01:13:32.600
<v Speaker 2>a porn star, I don't ever if I get into

1664
01:13:32.640 --> 01:13:34.359
<v Speaker 2>a sexual mindset.

1665
01:13:33.960 --> 01:13:36.000
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it goes pretty deep.

1666
01:13:36.159 --> 01:13:38.479
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, and it kind of I want to

1667
01:13:38.520 --> 01:13:43.399
<v Speaker 2>experience that that can I can attract, But then are

1668
01:13:43.399 --> 01:13:45.119
<v Speaker 2>there there is a relationship in there?

1669
01:13:45.279 --> 01:13:48.840
<v Speaker 4>Is it at this time? Do I want to explore?

1670
01:13:49.000 --> 01:13:51.239
<v Speaker 4>Or am I? Am I trying to like just focus

1671
01:13:51.279 --> 01:13:52.399
<v Speaker 4>on one. You know.

1672
01:13:52.439 --> 01:13:56.359
<v Speaker 1>It's just I don't think necessarily you should have to

1673
01:13:56.399 --> 01:13:58.960
<v Speaker 1>focus on just one and not the other. I think

1674
01:13:58.960 --> 01:14:00.680
<v Speaker 1>you've got to find the center and that being you

1675
01:14:00.760 --> 01:14:02.600
<v Speaker 1>and what works for you and what you know, what

1676
01:14:02.640 --> 01:14:05.319
<v Speaker 1>that free flowing state is and what makes you happy

1677
01:14:05.319 --> 01:14:07.399
<v Speaker 1>at the end of the day. It's like what like

1678
01:14:07.560 --> 01:14:09.880
<v Speaker 1>you knowing who you are, you're worth, what you bring

1679
01:14:09.920 --> 01:14:12.520
<v Speaker 1>to the table, and all those things. And like for me,

1680
01:14:12.720 --> 01:14:15.720
<v Speaker 1>like I like meditation helped a lot about getting like

1681
01:14:15.760 --> 01:14:18.079
<v Speaker 1>really centered and like you know, kind of like clearing

1682
01:14:18.079 --> 01:14:20.239
<v Speaker 1>out the bullshit in my mind being a business person,

1683
01:14:20.319 --> 01:14:20.560
<v Speaker 1>you know.

1684
01:14:20.560 --> 01:14:22.960
<v Speaker 3>Minded, there's always go go, go, go go, but.

1685
01:14:22.960 --> 01:14:24.880
<v Speaker 1>Really kind of having a calming state and like a

1686
01:14:24.920 --> 01:14:28.000
<v Speaker 1>safe space to like experience that I learned a lot

1687
01:14:28.600 --> 01:14:30.199
<v Speaker 1>to just kind of be at peace.

1688
01:14:31.520 --> 01:14:31.800
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

1689
01:14:33.720 --> 01:14:36.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, as you were talking, I was thinking, you know,

1690
01:14:36.520 --> 01:14:39.680
<v Speaker 2>because when you when you to add, you find somebody

1691
01:14:40.119 --> 01:14:41.600
<v Speaker 2>not like just you and them.

1692
01:14:41.640 --> 01:14:44.560
<v Speaker 4>It's you and your family, you and your friends.

1693
01:14:44.920 --> 01:14:45.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah you know what I.

1694
01:14:45.600 --> 01:14:48.840
<v Speaker 2>Mean, And you want someone who comes in there and

1695
01:14:49.520 --> 01:14:52.079
<v Speaker 2>is accepted by them as well for sure. I mean,

1696
01:14:52.119 --> 01:14:55.319
<v Speaker 2>because that's you know, and that's you know, and that's

1697
01:14:55.319 --> 01:14:57.960
<v Speaker 2>what I realized, Like that's for you, that investment that

1698
01:14:58.119 --> 01:15:02.199
<v Speaker 2>time is spent developing these relationships there.

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01:15:02.239 --> 01:15:05.439
<v Speaker 1>Like for sure, I think probably you because of like

1700
01:15:05.479 --> 01:15:07.479
<v Speaker 1>how who you are, and like a lot of it

1701
01:15:07.520 --> 01:15:09.359
<v Speaker 1>was just being selfish in before and now it's like

1702
01:15:09.399 --> 01:15:12.479
<v Speaker 1>a different like you see a different perspective and you're like, oh,

1703
01:15:12.600 --> 01:15:14.960
<v Speaker 1>there is somebody else in the relationship too, and it

1704
01:15:15.000 --> 01:15:16.960
<v Speaker 1>has to work both sides, you know what I mean,

1705
01:15:17.000 --> 01:15:18.640
<v Speaker 1>and not just for one and not the other.

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01:15:18.840 --> 01:15:20.960
<v Speaker 4>It's not just a you know, it just works for me.

1707
01:15:21.039 --> 01:15:23.199
<v Speaker 1>All relationships are work, you know what I mean. I

1708
01:15:23.199 --> 01:15:24.840
<v Speaker 1>feel like as long as people are trying to put

1709
01:15:24.880 --> 01:15:26.920
<v Speaker 1>in the time to really hold the space for each

1710
01:15:26.960 --> 01:15:29.520
<v Speaker 1>other and themselves and their relationship, I mean I think

1711
01:15:29.520 --> 01:15:31.239
<v Speaker 1>they could, you could really go a lot further. But

1712
01:15:31.520 --> 01:15:33.520
<v Speaker 1>some people aren't there yet, and some people may never

1713
01:15:33.560 --> 01:15:33.920
<v Speaker 1>be there.

1714
01:15:33.960 --> 01:15:35.960
<v Speaker 4>But I mean, well, you know, everybody gets there in

1715
01:15:35.960 --> 01:15:36.479
<v Speaker 4>their own time.

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01:15:36.560 --> 01:15:39.039
<v Speaker 2>Friend, you know for sure, you know we do have

1717
01:15:39.119 --> 01:15:41.800
<v Speaker 2>this kind of conversation because cats can probably be tripping

1718
01:15:42.159 --> 01:15:43.720
<v Speaker 2>trying to figure that out. And then you come along

1719
01:15:43.760 --> 01:15:45.600
<v Speaker 2>and you say, everybody gets there at their own time.

1720
01:15:45.640 --> 01:15:48.479
<v Speaker 2>You don't feel the pressure, you know, and then you don't.

1721
01:15:48.560 --> 01:15:50.239
<v Speaker 2>I told somebody the other day, this guy's taught me

1722
01:15:50.239 --> 01:15:52.439
<v Speaker 2>a costo. He's like, are you single? And I was like,

1723
01:15:52.640 --> 01:15:54.800
<v Speaker 2>I got this, I got somebody, you know, mm hmm.

1724
01:15:55.079 --> 01:15:56.960
<v Speaker 2>But he was like, be cause I've been single for

1725
01:15:57.000 --> 01:15:59.039
<v Speaker 2>like eight months. I've been on the dating now. He

1726
01:15:59.119 --> 01:16:01.000
<v Speaker 2>was there with his son. He says, I don't know,

1727
01:16:01.000 --> 01:16:02.479
<v Speaker 2>I just don't want to view with anybody. And I'm

1728
01:16:02.479 --> 01:16:04.920
<v Speaker 2>sitting there like, well, don't you know what I mean,

1729
01:16:05.199 --> 01:16:08.119
<v Speaker 2>Like he's coming to me for that advice.

1730
01:16:08.199 --> 01:16:08.399
<v Speaker 4>Yeah.

1731
01:16:08.520 --> 01:16:11.000
<v Speaker 2>The only thing I could tell him was, you know,

1732
01:16:11.319 --> 01:16:14.680
<v Speaker 2>don't look, because when you you look and you never

1733
01:16:14.800 --> 01:16:17.319
<v Speaker 2>really find it, especially when somebody too.

1734
01:16:17.920 --> 01:16:21.319
<v Speaker 4>But when you just kind of just live, it'll come

1735
01:16:21.359 --> 01:16:21.680
<v Speaker 4>to you.

1736
01:16:21.840 --> 01:16:22.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

1737
01:16:22.600 --> 01:16:25.039
<v Speaker 1>But I think that's also I agree with that. I

1738
01:16:25.039 --> 01:16:27.439
<v Speaker 1>think in a I don't think it's fairy tale. I

1739
01:16:27.479 --> 01:16:31.079
<v Speaker 1>think it's it's realistic and it's it's based off perspective.

1740
01:16:31.119 --> 01:16:32.880
<v Speaker 1>But it's it's fine line of like for myself of

1741
01:16:32.920 --> 01:16:36.000
<v Speaker 1>like putting yourself out there without putting your you know,

1742
01:16:36.119 --> 01:16:38.560
<v Speaker 1>like in a sense putting yourself like I'm not searching

1743
01:16:38.680 --> 01:16:40.119
<v Speaker 1>like oh my god, I need to, but I also

1744
01:16:40.199 --> 01:16:41.720
<v Speaker 1>knew I need to no one's coming in my door,

1745
01:16:41.800 --> 01:16:43.720
<v Speaker 1>Like I got to put myself out there in places

1746
01:16:44.119 --> 01:16:45.720
<v Speaker 1>not that I'm like certain, you know, never, but being

1747
01:16:45.760 --> 01:16:48.399
<v Speaker 1>open to finding that where it's like that's that great

1748
01:16:48.439 --> 01:16:51.000
<v Speaker 1>area of like having both you know, you have to

1749
01:16:51.079 --> 01:16:53.640
<v Speaker 1>really like being open to it, where before I thought

1750
01:16:53.640 --> 01:16:55.640
<v Speaker 1>I was, but I really didn't know what I wanted

1751
01:16:55.640 --> 01:16:57.640
<v Speaker 1>and needed from a relationship because I needed to know

1752
01:16:57.680 --> 01:17:01.560
<v Speaker 1>what I needed for myself first, right. Yes, that's why

1753
01:17:01.600 --> 01:17:03.039
<v Speaker 1>I have a signing in front of the door. It says,

1754
01:17:03.039 --> 01:17:04.960
<v Speaker 1>love yourself first. We can't love yourself first, and you

1755
01:17:04.960 --> 01:17:10.119
<v Speaker 1>can't love anybody else really correctly. Yeah, it's on my

1756
01:17:10.199 --> 01:17:11.760
<v Speaker 1>door when you walk in and out on the door.

1757
01:17:13.720 --> 01:17:16.319
<v Speaker 1>So thank you so much for coming. I appreciate you

1758
01:17:16.359 --> 01:17:18.000
<v Speaker 1>so much. What do you Where can we find you?

1759
01:17:18.000 --> 01:17:19.399
<v Speaker 1>Where can we support you?

1760
01:17:19.399 --> 01:17:20.079
<v Speaker 3>We can do all.

1761
01:17:20.000 --> 01:17:22.159
<v Speaker 1>Those things you know you say you have your only fans.

1762
01:17:22.279 --> 01:17:25.600
<v Speaker 1>You you do your own content because there you know,

1763
01:17:25.600 --> 01:17:26.680
<v Speaker 1>we've been around a long time.

1764
01:17:26.560 --> 01:17:28.479
<v Speaker 2>Because there are times, you know, we've been around so

1765
01:17:28.560 --> 01:17:31.039
<v Speaker 2>long that these things never happen like this, you know

1766
01:17:31.039 --> 01:17:31.479
<v Speaker 2>what I mean.

1767
01:17:31.800 --> 01:17:33.680
<v Speaker 4>Some people say, you know, how can we find you?

1768
01:17:34.039 --> 01:17:36.359
<v Speaker 2>And you're like, okay, you can catch me own, you

1769
01:17:36.399 --> 01:17:39.760
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean, Like I remember, motherfuckers didn't do that.

1770
01:17:39.800 --> 01:17:43.159
<v Speaker 4>They were like, you can get my number after you know, I'm.

1771
01:17:43.079 --> 01:17:45.239
<v Speaker 1>Giving these people your number, Marcus, you can have a

1772
01:17:45.279 --> 01:17:46.960
<v Speaker 1>lot of late night calls. You got to charge those

1773
01:17:47.000 --> 01:17:48.800
<v Speaker 1>people on your only but only fans called.

1774
01:17:51.800 --> 01:17:53.399
<v Speaker 4>You know, I do get a lot of weird ship,

1775
01:17:53.520 --> 01:17:56.000
<v Speaker 4>but I can't I hand I handled all of it.

1776
01:17:56.079 --> 01:17:58.359
<v Speaker 4>I handle it. I love it. Actually I don't mind it.

1777
01:17:59.000 --> 01:18:00.520
<v Speaker 3>So what is your social media?

1778
01:18:00.600 --> 01:18:03.079
<v Speaker 4>Is it just mister Marcus?

1779
01:18:03.119 --> 01:18:05.880
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so that's where we can find you, that's where

1780
01:18:05.920 --> 01:18:08.119
<v Speaker 1>we can support you. Okay, but you're more of an

1781
01:18:08.119 --> 01:18:10.880
<v Speaker 1>Instagram man, So is it still the same handle or.

1782
01:18:11.199 --> 01:18:12.560
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's aka mister Marcus.

1783
01:18:12.560 --> 01:18:14.319
<v Speaker 2>You can go to miss markets dot com okay, and

1784
01:18:14.359 --> 01:18:17.119
<v Speaker 2>all those things just lead back to the social media. Okay,

1785
01:18:17.640 --> 01:18:19.680
<v Speaker 2>only fans is aka mister Marcus.

1786
01:18:20.319 --> 01:18:20.600
<v Speaker 4>Uh.

1787
01:18:20.800 --> 01:18:22.319
<v Speaker 2>You know, I try to get mister Marcus and know

1788
01:18:22.399 --> 01:18:25.000
<v Speaker 2>the motherfuckers had mister marks and they just squat on

1789
01:18:25.039 --> 01:18:25.399
<v Speaker 2>that ship.

1790
01:18:25.479 --> 01:18:26.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, they don't even post it.

1791
01:18:27.039 --> 01:18:29.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah yeah. So if your trademark, you can give

1792
01:18:30.000 --> 01:18:31.600
<v Speaker 3>them a thing and they can thought they should be

1793
01:18:31.600 --> 01:18:33.039
<v Speaker 3>able to take it down if they are just squatting

1794
01:18:33.039 --> 01:18:35.560
<v Speaker 3>on it. Okay, if you like, contact them about that.

1795
01:18:35.680 --> 01:18:37.960
<v Speaker 1>But yeah, because you you've obviously been mister Marcus for

1796
01:18:38.000 --> 01:18:42.000
<v Speaker 1>twenty years and but yeah, you look to them, it's happening.

1797
01:18:42.159 --> 01:18:44.159
<v Speaker 1>Is there anything that you want to ask Miss Texas

1798
01:18:44.159 --> 01:18:45.760
<v Speaker 1>before you get off the private talk couch.

1799
01:18:47.439 --> 01:18:50.640
<v Speaker 4>Oh what do you? I mean, what do you get

1800
01:18:50.680 --> 01:18:51.600
<v Speaker 4>asked the most?

1801
01:18:51.920 --> 01:18:54.279
<v Speaker 3>What do I get asked the most?

1802
01:18:54.600 --> 01:18:54.760
<v Speaker 2>Mm?

1803
01:18:56.319 --> 01:18:58.439
<v Speaker 4>People always they always say did you ever work with it?

1804
01:18:58.520 --> 01:19:01.520
<v Speaker 3>And I say no, you know, yeah, now it did

1805
01:19:01.640 --> 01:19:03.600
<v Speaker 3>not work together, but.

1806
01:19:03.520 --> 01:19:05.119
<v Speaker 4>You didn't And then it would always be.

1807
01:19:06.720 --> 01:19:08.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, no I never did. In racial it was

1808
01:19:08.800 --> 01:19:11.239
<v Speaker 3>a big topic of like, oh, is she racist?

1809
01:19:11.479 --> 01:19:12.800
<v Speaker 4>Is she? This? Is she? That?

1810
01:19:13.119 --> 01:19:14.600
<v Speaker 3>Is she this? Why didn't I do it in a

1811
01:19:14.680 --> 01:19:16.560
<v Speaker 3>racial or what?

1812
01:19:17.199 --> 01:19:19.960
<v Speaker 4>Well too, why do you think it's such a big deal?

1813
01:19:20.079 --> 01:19:22.399
<v Speaker 1>Why do I think it's such a big deal. I

1814
01:19:22.439 --> 01:19:24.880
<v Speaker 1>think for everyone else it's a big deal, you know

1815
01:19:24.920 --> 01:19:26.439
<v Speaker 1>what I mean? Like that's why for me it was

1816
01:19:26.640 --> 01:19:29.239
<v Speaker 1>very like I don't know why I make people or

1817
01:19:29.560 --> 01:19:32.359
<v Speaker 1>why does it matter what my vagina does? I don't

1818
01:19:32.359 --> 01:19:36.000
<v Speaker 1>think that's based on like what who I like and

1819
01:19:36.039 --> 01:19:37.880
<v Speaker 1>what that means. Like I feel like people took it

1820
01:19:37.880 --> 01:19:40.159
<v Speaker 1>and ran with it. I think that it's just because

1821
01:19:40.640 --> 01:19:42.560
<v Speaker 1>I didn't do it. People want to have up there.

1822
01:19:42.680 --> 01:19:46.720
<v Speaker 1>There's platforms or like what is it called those forums

1823
01:19:46.720 --> 01:19:48.760
<v Speaker 1>that are dedicated to like why I meant to do

1824
01:19:48.800 --> 01:19:50.279
<v Speaker 1>it and when I do this? And that that It

1825
01:19:50.319 --> 01:19:52.279
<v Speaker 1>was just the yeah, like and that's for me, is

1826
01:19:52.319 --> 01:19:54.600
<v Speaker 1>I never really like looked into the negative because it

1827
01:19:54.640 --> 01:19:56.359
<v Speaker 1>was always negative that. I was like, let me just

1828
01:19:56.479 --> 01:19:58.520
<v Speaker 1>be when I want to do it, I'll do it.

1829
01:19:58.560 --> 01:20:00.720
<v Speaker 1>There's no racist or anything about that, you know what

1830
01:20:00.760 --> 01:20:03.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean. And the business became very different, you know,

1831
01:20:03.920 --> 01:20:06.279
<v Speaker 1>so it was very pinned against things and that has

1832
01:20:06.319 --> 01:20:07.760
<v Speaker 1>nothing to do with me, you know what I mean.

1833
01:20:07.800 --> 01:20:09.800
<v Speaker 1>So it's for me, it was like, I love everybody.

1834
01:20:09.880 --> 01:20:12.319
<v Speaker 1>It's not about a race thing. It's never about in

1835
01:20:12.399 --> 01:20:14.760
<v Speaker 1>any of those things. And people who know me, like

1836
01:20:14.800 --> 01:20:16.720
<v Speaker 1>we've been friends, you know, obviously clearly you know that

1837
01:20:16.760 --> 01:20:19.640
<v Speaker 1>about me. But people it's always the first thing people ask,

1838
01:20:19.800 --> 01:20:21.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, everybody, like my friends. But for me, it's

1839
01:20:21.920 --> 01:20:24.880
<v Speaker 1>like I have nothing, you know, to hide about anything.

1840
01:20:24.880 --> 01:20:27.279
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't about that. It's just how the game was

1841
01:20:27.279 --> 01:20:29.000
<v Speaker 1>was different back then, you know. And then when I

1842
01:20:29.079 --> 01:20:32.560
<v Speaker 1>got contracted, you know, I didn't have to do anything

1843
01:20:32.600 --> 01:20:32.760
<v Speaker 1>like that.

1844
01:20:32.800 --> 01:20:34.479
<v Speaker 3>I got out of the business. After that, I was

1845
01:20:34.479 --> 01:20:35.239
<v Speaker 3>in a relationship.

1846
01:20:35.279 --> 01:20:37.119
<v Speaker 1>Someone didn't want me to be in the business anymore,

1847
01:20:37.159 --> 01:20:38.800
<v Speaker 1>and I kind of just did my own thing.

1848
01:20:38.960 --> 01:20:40.600
<v Speaker 3>And then you know, you.

1849
01:20:40.560 --> 01:20:44.640
<v Speaker 2>Know, this business, you know, obviously race is a huge

1850
01:20:44.680 --> 01:20:45.079
<v Speaker 2>part of it.

1851
01:20:45.159 --> 01:20:47.319
<v Speaker 4>Sexually. It's a taboo things.

1852
01:20:47.000 --> 01:20:50.800
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, fetish well, I think because again the Texas thing.

1853
01:20:50.880 --> 01:20:53.800
<v Speaker 1>You know, people think my parents are like racist people,

1854
01:20:53.840 --> 01:20:56.439
<v Speaker 1>which is not the truth. My dad's Puerto Rican, my

1855
01:20:56.479 --> 01:20:59.720
<v Speaker 1>mom was German Norwegian, like you know, so many things

1856
01:20:59.720 --> 01:21:02.680
<v Speaker 1>again a cliche of what people think and assume and

1857
01:21:02.760 --> 01:21:04.840
<v Speaker 1>take something and run with it, which I've never said.

1858
01:21:04.880 --> 01:21:07.720
<v Speaker 1>I've never been. I've never acted in that character. That's

1859
01:21:07.760 --> 01:21:09.720
<v Speaker 1>not who my character is, you know.

1860
01:21:09.880 --> 01:21:12.399
<v Speaker 2>Because people would ask me and I never you know,

1861
01:21:12.760 --> 01:21:14.760
<v Speaker 2>like I've seen, you know, being a black dude in

1862
01:21:14.840 --> 01:21:19.680
<v Speaker 2>his business. Yeah, you know, especially in that era, you know,

1863
01:21:20.560 --> 01:21:23.239
<v Speaker 2>you know, people would they would just set things up

1864
01:21:23.279 --> 01:21:27.479
<v Speaker 2>in such a racial way exactly, you know, and it just.

1865
01:21:27.359 --> 01:21:29.560
<v Speaker 1>Felt wrong, you know what I mean. I felt like

1866
01:21:29.600 --> 01:21:32.359
<v Speaker 1>everything was just separate. Things were very just different. I

1867
01:21:32.359 --> 01:21:34.279
<v Speaker 1>think that it was just like it made it like

1868
01:21:34.359 --> 01:21:35.720
<v Speaker 1>why does it have to be that way?

1869
01:21:36.000 --> 01:21:37.520
<v Speaker 3>You know what I mean? Anything from the business side

1870
01:21:37.600 --> 01:21:38.520
<v Speaker 3>is why they made it so.

1871
01:21:40.159 --> 01:21:42.119
<v Speaker 4>Like segregated or they were trying to get you to

1872
01:21:42.560 --> 01:21:43.680
<v Speaker 4>do it. The more you were like.

1873
01:21:44.199 --> 01:21:46.840
<v Speaker 1>No one ever got I would ask me really to

1874
01:21:46.840 --> 01:21:49.159
<v Speaker 1>do it was only one conversation ever, and then like

1875
01:21:49.239 --> 01:21:51.199
<v Speaker 1>literally I got out of the business after that, and

1876
01:21:51.479 --> 01:21:55.560
<v Speaker 1>in the beginning, my agent we just that was in

1877
01:21:55.600 --> 01:21:58.399
<v Speaker 1>the beginning, it was like you wait to do that,

1878
01:21:58.479 --> 01:22:00.920
<v Speaker 1>you wait to you know, like the levels of like

1879
01:22:01.119 --> 01:22:02.439
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. And then it's like by

1880
01:22:02.439 --> 01:22:04.119
<v Speaker 1>that time I had been in the business for a

1881
01:22:04.119 --> 01:22:05.960
<v Speaker 1>long time, like you don't know better.

1882
01:22:06.159 --> 01:22:07.520
<v Speaker 3>That's who I got in the business with.

1883
01:22:07.560 --> 01:22:11.199
<v Speaker 1>I think that's who my business in a sense partner is,

1884
01:22:11.239 --> 01:22:12.960
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, because he works for me,

1885
01:22:13.119 --> 01:22:15.760
<v Speaker 1>let you know, And I don't know. I was twenty

1886
01:22:15.760 --> 01:22:17.720
<v Speaker 1>one years old in the business, so I didn't see

1887
01:22:17.760 --> 01:22:20.319
<v Speaker 1>an issue with it. I think as the years progressed

1888
01:22:20.319 --> 01:22:22.520
<v Speaker 1>and how the world evolved outside, it became more of

1889
01:22:22.560 --> 01:22:24.800
<v Speaker 1>a thing and you know, for everybody else, but we

1890
01:22:24.800 --> 01:22:27.199
<v Speaker 1>were on our own little bubble here. So it's like,

1891
01:22:27.319 --> 01:22:29.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, really you think that about me, like just

1892
01:22:29.239 --> 01:22:30.920
<v Speaker 1>because I didn't do a seat like I don't know.

1893
01:22:30.920 --> 01:22:34.439
<v Speaker 3>I sometimes it's upsetting because.

1894
01:22:34.159 --> 01:22:39.000
<v Speaker 4>I know you are like loved, you know what I mean.

1895
01:22:39.039 --> 01:22:43.720
<v Speaker 4>And men, you're not discriminive to you like black men.

1896
01:22:44.119 --> 01:22:44.399
<v Speaker 3>For sure.

1897
01:22:44.439 --> 01:22:46.720
<v Speaker 1>I've dated several, you know, But again, like I don't

1898
01:22:46.840 --> 01:22:49.479
<v Speaker 1>I don't advertise my personal business, you know, because I'm

1899
01:22:49.520 --> 01:22:52.600
<v Speaker 1>a private person. I give so much of myself in

1900
01:22:53.000 --> 01:22:55.439
<v Speaker 1>sex scenes that I'm like, I need some personal time

1901
01:22:55.479 --> 01:22:57.960
<v Speaker 1>for you know, just for myself, so you know, you

1902
01:22:58.039 --> 01:22:59.800
<v Speaker 1>keep those thing myself, but I don't hide it. I'm

1903
01:22:59.800 --> 01:23:03.079
<v Speaker 1>out and doing things whatever. But sometimes again it's why

1904
01:23:03.199 --> 01:23:05.800
<v Speaker 1>like I asked people to ask me conversations questions too,

1905
01:23:05.840 --> 01:23:07.600
<v Speaker 1>is because it's like some people want to know things

1906
01:23:07.600 --> 01:23:09.359
<v Speaker 1>that some people want to ask me, and some people don't.

1907
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<v Speaker 2>So I tell people, you know, it's their preference, you know,

1908
01:23:13.319 --> 01:23:15.600
<v Speaker 2>and and it's their body.

1909
01:23:15.680 --> 01:23:17.840
<v Speaker 4>And I always tell girls when they came into business.

1910
01:23:17.600 --> 01:23:21.239
<v Speaker 2>Don't nobody, you don't don't do anything you don't want

1911
01:23:21.279 --> 01:23:22.359
<v Speaker 2>to do.

1912
01:23:22.039 --> 01:23:24.079
<v Speaker 4>You don't have to do anything they tell you to

1913
01:23:24.119 --> 01:23:29.359
<v Speaker 4>do exactly for sure. So I'd always just reiterate that.

1914
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<v Speaker 2>So I totally understood, you know, your body shouldn't do

1915
01:23:33.000 --> 01:23:34.039
<v Speaker 2>whatever you want to do.

1916
01:23:34.000 --> 01:23:35.279
<v Speaker 3>For sure. And that's I think too.

1917
01:23:35.319 --> 01:23:37.399
<v Speaker 1>Back in the day, it was very like they'd be like, oh, well,

1918
01:23:37.439 --> 01:23:39.720
<v Speaker 1>you're going to do everything anyways, you're going to sell out,

1919
01:23:39.760 --> 01:23:41.520
<v Speaker 1>you're going to do this, and like just the words

1920
01:23:42.119 --> 01:23:44.079
<v Speaker 1>and the time too were triggering that. I'm like, why

1921
01:23:44.119 --> 01:23:46.279
<v Speaker 1>does I have to mean any of those things? I'm

1922
01:23:46.279 --> 01:23:47.680
<v Speaker 1>like that's like the whole thing where it's like I'm

1923
01:23:47.760 --> 01:23:49.199
<v Speaker 1>human too. I'm like, you know what i mean, I'm like,

1924
01:23:49.199 --> 01:23:50.319
<v Speaker 1>that's nothing to do.

1925
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<v Speaker 4>You know, like motherfuckers will suck it up because like

1926
01:23:53.039 --> 01:23:55.479
<v Speaker 4>you might be wanting down and then somebody comes along.

1927
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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, you just don't you know again the communication,

1928
01:23:59.560 --> 01:24:01.079
<v Speaker 1>you know, then it's like who do you go to,

1929
01:24:01.159 --> 01:24:01.800
<v Speaker 1>who do you ask?

1930
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<v Speaker 3>You know, we're all being told really the same type

1931
01:24:04.159 --> 01:24:04.560
<v Speaker 3>of things.

1932
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<v Speaker 4>So yeah, yeah, real quick, funny story.

1933
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<v Speaker 2>Shooting the World's Luckiest. They wanted me to work with

1934
01:24:11.720 --> 01:24:15.680
<v Speaker 2>one hundred and one girls. So they were like, black, dude,

1935
01:24:16.079 --> 01:24:17.960
<v Speaker 2>you're going to find one hundred and one black girls.

1936
01:24:18.600 --> 01:24:20.920
<v Speaker 2>That that was the mentality I went into that shit,

1937
01:24:21.640 --> 01:24:23.000
<v Speaker 2>and it's not.

1938
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<v Speaker 4>There was never one hundred and one black yeah at

1939
01:24:25.880 --> 01:24:28.119
<v Speaker 4>that time. So we did thirty three.

1940
01:24:28.600 --> 01:24:33.000
<v Speaker 2>First day was all black girls, and so they're like, well,

1941
01:24:33.199 --> 01:24:34.760
<v Speaker 2>how are we going to get for the other sixty

1942
01:24:35.640 --> 01:24:38.439
<v Speaker 2>sixty seven? Uh, sixty four?

1943
01:24:39.399 --> 01:24:42.960
<v Speaker 4>What is it? Sixty seven? You know, sixty eight?

1944
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<v Speaker 3>I use a calculator on one hundred and one.

1945
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<v Speaker 4>Sorry,