WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.840 --> 00:00:03.480 Since I've spoke to you. I mean, it's one of 2 00:00:03.480 --> 00:00:05.240 those things because you know, you follow each other on 3 00:00:05.280 --> 00:00:07.679 social media, but even that, when it gets deleted, you're like, 4 00:00:07.679 --> 00:00:10.279 where'd you go? I know you're on social media, but 5 00:00:10.320 --> 00:00:10.839 where is it? 6 00:00:11.039 --> 00:00:13.080 Or the shadow band thing, so it's like you're still there, 7 00:00:13.119 --> 00:00:14.000 but you're not there. 8 00:00:14.119 --> 00:00:16.719 That's true, very true. So I'm excited to get to 9 00:00:16.719 --> 00:00:19.600 see what you've been up to. You like very sexy 10 00:00:19.640 --> 00:00:21.640 things for dressing up for after dark. 11 00:00:21.839 --> 00:00:23.960 You know, I just wanted to look nice for you because, 12 00:00:24.000 --> 00:00:25.239 like you said, I hadn't seen you. 13 00:00:25.160 --> 00:00:27.760 In so long. Yes, I thought I had to wear 14 00:00:27.800 --> 00:00:29.800 something really tight and fitting so you could see my 15 00:00:29.839 --> 00:00:31.719 whole you know, all the curves. You know you like 16 00:00:31.800 --> 00:00:35.000 to tease me perfect curves. I think I've teached you 17 00:00:35.000 --> 00:00:37.840 since i've known you. I feel like, yes, not intentionally, 18 00:00:38.399 --> 00:00:43.399 but intentionally. But you know what I'm saying. So tell 19 00:00:43.479 --> 00:00:44.320 us what have you been up to? 20 00:00:44.560 --> 00:00:47.679 Oh my goodness, besides becoming a complete recluse like everyone 21 00:00:47.759 --> 00:00:51.600 el Yes, I mean I started actually my only fans 22 00:00:51.679 --> 00:00:54.880 the day the pandemic shut down. Oh wow, okay, so 23 00:00:54.960 --> 00:00:56.880 I kept very busy. 24 00:00:56.920 --> 00:00:59.560 Was that because of the shutdown announcement or was it 25 00:00:59.600 --> 00:01:01.960 because it was just timing just kind of happened because 26 00:01:01.960 --> 00:01:04.159 it was around for a long time myself, you know, 27 00:01:04.159 --> 00:01:08.280 I had one probably for two years almost, but I 28 00:01:08.319 --> 00:01:11.439 never really did much with it because I was so 29 00:01:11.480 --> 00:01:14.519 busy doing exoticas and dancing and stuff like. You know, 30 00:01:14.599 --> 00:01:17.000 you have the content, but you don't really know what 31 00:01:17.079 --> 00:01:19.519 kind of power you have with that at the time, 32 00:01:19.560 --> 00:01:22.799 you know what I mean. So once the shutdown happened, 33 00:01:22.799 --> 00:01:25.120 I don't think it was the immediate day, but it was. 34 00:01:25.159 --> 00:01:27.879 It was actually the day we all went into quarantine. 35 00:01:29.000 --> 00:01:30.560 It could have possibly. I mean, at that time, it 36 00:01:30.599 --> 00:01:32.840 was like, how was that feeling for you? Were you panicked? 37 00:01:33.359 --> 00:01:36.079 You know, I wasn't that panicked because I back in 38 00:01:36.079 --> 00:01:38.840 twenty fifteen, was in a horrible car accident and I 39 00:01:38.879 --> 00:01:40.159 was bedridden for a year. 40 00:01:40.560 --> 00:01:42.640 So in my mind, I was like, Okay, this sucks. 41 00:01:42.640 --> 00:01:43.840 We all do have to stay home. 42 00:01:44.159 --> 00:01:45.519 But there was a part of me that was like, 43 00:01:45.840 --> 00:01:48.319 you couldn't get out of bed for almost a year. 44 00:01:49.079 --> 00:01:51.280 This is gonna be easy. You can go to the kitchen, 45 00:01:51.480 --> 00:01:54.400 you can do stuff. Yeah, that's a great mindset, you know, 46 00:01:54.400 --> 00:01:56.159 And that's one of the reasons why I feel like 47 00:01:56.159 --> 00:01:59.120 I've always been a fan of you before because of 48 00:01:59.159 --> 00:02:02.920 all the adversities that you've overcome and achieved and done 49 00:02:03.000 --> 00:02:06.840 so much and not in such note that a public way, 50 00:02:06.879 --> 00:02:09.520 but a very quiet and tasteful way within yourself, and 51 00:02:09.560 --> 00:02:11.560 like you came back a whole new person, you know 52 00:02:11.599 --> 00:02:13.039 what I mean. And so I feel like it probably 53 00:02:13.039 --> 00:02:15.360 only made you stronger as a female and empowered you 54 00:02:15.439 --> 00:02:18.000 more because of those adversities of being better at in 55 00:02:18.080 --> 00:02:19.919 you know, having you know, not knowing the outcome of 56 00:02:19.960 --> 00:02:21.680 what it was, and it was a really scary time. 57 00:02:21.879 --> 00:02:23.360 You know, even rest in the industry it is because 58 00:02:23.360 --> 00:02:25.520 you know, we all feel like we're family and we're like, ah, 59 00:02:25.520 --> 00:02:27.319 but there's nothing really you can do, and it's like, 60 00:02:27.360 --> 00:02:28.479 you know, so it's one of those things. So I 61 00:02:28.520 --> 00:02:30.680 definitely am happy that you are still you know, here 62 00:02:30.719 --> 00:02:33.400 at this and thank you for doing all those things 63 00:02:33.400 --> 00:02:35.719 and you know, empowering women, you know, and in your fans. 64 00:02:35.840 --> 00:02:37.800 Just to say that you could come back. Thank you 65 00:02:37.919 --> 00:02:38.360 so much. 66 00:02:38.439 --> 00:02:42.479 Honestly, that means so much, because you know, when you're 67 00:02:42.479 --> 00:02:44.719 the person going through it, you're just you're just working 68 00:02:44.719 --> 00:02:47.479 on surviving and just being better every single day. But 69 00:02:47.520 --> 00:02:49.680 when other people kind of like see your struggle and 70 00:02:49.680 --> 00:02:52.719 are like, wow, it's great to see you doing so well. 71 00:02:52.719 --> 00:02:53.919 That really means so. 72 00:02:54.080 --> 00:02:56.199 Much because that's all I want to do in life, 73 00:02:56.280 --> 00:02:59.240 is just live, exist and help inspire people that might 74 00:02:59.280 --> 00:03:01.400 be having a little the hard time themselves. 75 00:03:01.439 --> 00:03:04.039 For sure. Do you still struggle with anything from your 76 00:03:04.080 --> 00:03:06.039 accident or you're completely recovered? 77 00:03:06.159 --> 00:03:09.000 You know, I'm still going through surgeries. Actually, I just 78 00:03:09.080 --> 00:03:13.159 had an emergency testinal surgery back in November wo that 79 00:03:13.319 --> 00:03:14.719 was because of my accident. 80 00:03:14.759 --> 00:03:17.360 They just decided was it something that happened immediate or 81 00:03:17.520 --> 00:03:19.199 is over time? You kind of like felt that it 82 00:03:19.240 --> 00:03:21.080 was something that you were going to have to do. Well. 83 00:03:21.159 --> 00:03:23.280 I had heard that this was something that could be 84 00:03:23.280 --> 00:03:25.719 a possibility, this could happen to you at any time, 85 00:03:26.080 --> 00:03:28.840 and then boom, just one day it happened and it's like, okay, 86 00:03:28.840 --> 00:03:30.960 well now we're having surgery again. Yeah, but it was 87 00:03:31.039 --> 00:03:34.120 like otherwise perfectly fine before that. Besides, I have some 88 00:03:34.199 --> 00:03:37.280 metal in my spine holding it together, but just pinches 89 00:03:37.360 --> 00:03:37.759 me a little. 90 00:03:37.800 --> 00:03:39.879 Does it hold you back anything from sexually? You know, 91 00:03:39.919 --> 00:03:42.400 you are obviously a porn star and you know perform 92 00:03:42.400 --> 00:03:44.159 a little bit a little bit a little bit in 93 00:03:44.159 --> 00:03:46.439 wet ways in like the arching. 94 00:03:46.639 --> 00:03:49.240 It's really hard because it's in my lower back area, 95 00:03:49.319 --> 00:03:51.639 so I can't get that like perfect. 96 00:03:51.919 --> 00:03:54.240 It's like you can't scratch that itch, but you're almost 97 00:03:54.439 --> 00:03:57.680 stack there, honestly, And I'm sure it's one of those 98 00:03:57.680 --> 00:03:59.639 things too, is because you can't do it, you want 99 00:03:59.639 --> 00:04:02.919 to do it more so quick. I'm just like, because 100 00:04:02.960 --> 00:04:05.240 that's what it feels good. So does that mean certain 101 00:04:05.280 --> 00:04:07.319 positions you can't do or just the arch of like 102 00:04:08.560 --> 00:04:09.639 do them? Actually? 103 00:04:09.680 --> 00:04:13.039 But it's like with the adrenaline of when you're actually 104 00:04:13.039 --> 00:04:16.879 having sex, it blocks out that like sensation that weird. 105 00:04:16.600 --> 00:04:20.000 Pulling sure on beta blocker, yeah. 106 00:04:19.079 --> 00:04:21.519 But when you're doing just like photos or something, you 107 00:04:21.560 --> 00:04:24.160 really feel that pull, that strain against the. 108 00:04:24.120 --> 00:04:27.600 Hardware for sure. So do you are you working for 109 00:04:27.639 --> 00:04:29.279 other companies or only your only fans? 110 00:04:29.639 --> 00:04:31.920 We know I was working for I mean, I've been 111 00:04:32.000 --> 00:04:34.079 working for browsers for forever for sure. 112 00:04:34.120 --> 00:04:35.160 I love them so much. 113 00:04:35.560 --> 00:04:38.360 But I have been just taking it so easy. I 114 00:04:38.399 --> 00:04:41.639 feel like after the accident, I came back super quickly 115 00:04:41.680 --> 00:04:43.639 because I was just I really wanted to get back 116 00:04:43.680 --> 00:04:44.240 to everyone. 117 00:04:44.720 --> 00:04:47.360 The beauties, the booties, all the deliciousness. 118 00:04:47.920 --> 00:04:51.680 But but I just now just taking a break for 119 00:04:51.720 --> 00:04:53.800 the last like two and a half almost three. 120 00:04:53.720 --> 00:04:56.560 Years, So because of you, like knowing like you said, 121 00:04:56.600 --> 00:04:59.839 you you literally couldn't get out of bed and having 122 00:04:59.839 --> 00:05:02.079 you your mindset kind of having to change and reworking 123 00:05:02.079 --> 00:05:03.600 into the industry. Do you feel like that kind of 124 00:05:03.600 --> 00:05:06.399 helped you with the pandemic or made it even worse? 125 00:05:06.879 --> 00:05:10.560 I definitely think it helped in so many different ways. 126 00:05:10.680 --> 00:05:12.759 The I mean, you know how it is when you're 127 00:05:12.800 --> 00:05:15.680 constantly traveling. There's probably some people who were like, you 128 00:05:15.720 --> 00:05:18.279 know what, it's kind of nice to have that forced. 129 00:05:18.000 --> 00:05:20.000 Moment, but you also feel like you can't, like you 130 00:05:20.040 --> 00:05:22.839 can't not be doing something. Yes, I was like the 131 00:05:22.879 --> 00:05:24.120 fomo right. 132 00:05:24.639 --> 00:05:26.519 I was just thinking about this this morning where I 133 00:05:26.560 --> 00:05:28.600 was like, wow, before the pandemic, if I didn't hit 134 00:05:28.720 --> 00:05:32.399 up one country and three states in every month, I 135 00:05:32.439 --> 00:05:35.680 was unhappy for sure, like I'm not doing anything, not 136 00:05:35.720 --> 00:05:36.199 doing enough. 137 00:05:36.360 --> 00:05:39.720 Yes, it's like I want more for sure, sir. It's 138 00:05:39.720 --> 00:05:41.519 funny though, but but it's true. It's I think it's 139 00:05:41.519 --> 00:05:43.639 you know, everyone's perspective of it's a little bit different. 140 00:05:43.680 --> 00:05:46.360 I feel like, because when you're go go, you don't 141 00:05:46.399 --> 00:05:49.040 realize that. You're like, how go go, go, go go 142 00:05:49.240 --> 00:05:50.839 you are you know what I mean, until you got 143 00:05:50.839 --> 00:05:53.160 that setback of like, oh, I have to sit here, 144 00:05:54.079 --> 00:05:56.199 but I can also sit here and still make the 145 00:05:56.240 --> 00:05:59.439 same money. You just got to think differently, honestly, thinking 146 00:05:59.480 --> 00:06:02.439 differently and so putting in all the efforts. 147 00:06:02.480 --> 00:06:05.199 Before I was putting an effort, but now it's like 148 00:06:05.240 --> 00:06:07.360 I'm doing the jobs with like ten people. I do 149 00:06:07.399 --> 00:06:10.879 all my own editing, posting, hair, makeup. I make all 150 00:06:10.920 --> 00:06:11.879 of my own outfits. 151 00:06:12.040 --> 00:06:17.040 Amazing. Oh I made this for you the presence. I 152 00:06:17.079 --> 00:06:19.279 love it. I always see you're so creative, like you 153 00:06:19.399 --> 00:06:22.160 do all your little like jewels and outfits. I'm like, 154 00:06:22.360 --> 00:06:26.120 she sucks. I couldn't help but make you something fun. 155 00:06:26.759 --> 00:06:30.120 I'm such a pretty kitty. I love this. I can't this. 156 00:06:30.800 --> 00:06:33.120 You know it's so funny. Is I was going out 157 00:06:33.120 --> 00:06:35.399 the other night and I don't go out that often, 158 00:06:35.439 --> 00:06:37.879 but I was, you know, stuffing outside and I had 159 00:06:37.920 --> 00:06:39.639 a crown and I was like, should I wear this? 160 00:06:39.720 --> 00:06:40.959 And my birthday is coming up at the end of 161 00:06:41.000 --> 00:06:42.279 the month. And I was like, and she was like, 162 00:06:42.519 --> 00:06:44.120 my girlfriend's like, maybe not this time, because it's not 163 00:06:44.160 --> 00:06:47.920 your birthday. But these are very great day. Yeah, I 164 00:06:48.079 --> 00:06:49.600 like them. Can you put them on me? Because I 165 00:06:49.600 --> 00:06:52.240 can't see what this looks like? I want to wear them. 166 00:06:52.959 --> 00:06:58.480 Let's talk about this. I just love making little accessories 167 00:06:58.519 --> 00:07:00.680 and things. How does that feel? It feels good? But 168 00:07:00.720 --> 00:07:03.639 does it? Yeah, it's gonna go sitting perfectly. It's over. 169 00:07:03.720 --> 00:07:07.000 It's in the front of my ears. How's that push 170 00:07:07.160 --> 00:07:15.319 a little fun? Ay? Good? Yeah? Yay? I love it? 171 00:07:15.360 --> 00:07:19.240 Thank you. So let's talk about you making your own outfits? 172 00:07:19.319 --> 00:07:22.199 Is this something that you just because you were bored? 173 00:07:22.279 --> 00:07:24.600 You always have this talent. It's like because you've always 174 00:07:24.600 --> 00:07:28.079 been like doing your own stuff. I can't help it. 175 00:07:28.079 --> 00:07:30.399 It's like the crafty little devil within me. But it's 176 00:07:30.399 --> 00:07:31.720 also because queen. 177 00:07:32.199 --> 00:07:33.079 Yeah. 178 00:07:33.519 --> 00:07:36.639 Also, I'm four feet eleven for anyone who doesn't know 179 00:07:37.319 --> 00:07:40.040 one hundred and forty nine centimeters for the metric system people. 180 00:07:41.079 --> 00:07:43.560 But trying to find clothes the fun side it. 181 00:07:45.279 --> 00:07:47.519 I mean just now, within the last like three or 182 00:07:47.560 --> 00:07:50.240 four years, they're starting to make sizes for like really 183 00:07:50.240 --> 00:07:53.319 short people who are also a little bit curvaceous. Okay, 184 00:07:53.360 --> 00:07:55.240 and before that was not a thing that almost you 185 00:07:55.240 --> 00:07:58.560 could find anywhere. I had to have everything tailored, So 186 00:07:58.600 --> 00:07:59.879 it's like, I'm just RESTRAIGHTAK. 187 00:08:00.560 --> 00:08:02.639 So do you do not only just for your you know, 188 00:08:02.680 --> 00:08:04.720 you're saying you're doing your costumes for your only fans 189 00:08:04.879 --> 00:08:07.120 when you do your scenes, but do you do like 190 00:08:07.199 --> 00:08:09.959 maybe have your own side business doing clothing as well? 191 00:08:10.279 --> 00:08:12.560 You know, I actually am going to start doing that 192 00:08:12.639 --> 00:08:15.199 in some capacity. I was thinking about it really heavily 193 00:08:15.279 --> 00:08:17.720 before the pandemic, and I was gonna do like high 194 00:08:17.800 --> 00:08:20.600 end accessories. Yeah on like really kind of like the 195 00:08:20.639 --> 00:08:24.319 Honeybirdette feel actually but with a little bit more gems. 196 00:08:24.439 --> 00:08:26.040 I love that for you, You're always, like, you know, 197 00:08:26.079 --> 00:08:29.959 your energy is always very happy. I feel like you're 198 00:08:30.120 --> 00:08:33.440 very easily like you're a fun time. So I feel 199 00:08:33.440 --> 00:08:34.879 like you could bring that out in your clothes and 200 00:08:34.879 --> 00:08:37.320 your accessories to make people feel good about what you're wearing, 201 00:08:37.440 --> 00:08:39.320 you know, because it's like I feel like you have 202 00:08:39.399 --> 00:08:42.360 a good way of advertising. 203 00:08:41.639 --> 00:08:44.279 That and dressing for like the things that are gonna 204 00:08:44.279 --> 00:08:46.480 make you feel your best self, because it's like there 205 00:08:46.480 --> 00:08:47.960 are some stuff we want to wear it, but it 206 00:08:48.039 --> 00:08:49.639 just doesn't make us feel our best self. 207 00:08:49.720 --> 00:08:51.919 What's the craziest thing that you've made that's like time 208 00:08:51.960 --> 00:08:53.399 consuming wise and like often. 209 00:08:53.720 --> 00:08:57.080 I mean I made an entire like pot leaf Poison 210 00:08:57.120 --> 00:09:00.799 Ivy replica costumes, so poison Ivy from the Tim Burton 211 00:09:00.840 --> 00:09:05.279 Batman's but with pot leafs and embroidering. These pot leaf 212 00:09:05.440 --> 00:09:07.879 individuals were just it was exhausting. 213 00:09:07.919 --> 00:09:10.279 It was exhausting. How many hours I've worked at this take? 214 00:09:10.519 --> 00:09:12.440 I mean I probably spent over like one hundred and 215 00:09:12.480 --> 00:09:15.080 twenty maybe one hundred and forty hours justication. 216 00:09:15.519 --> 00:09:18.559 So did you have the skills before? Did you teach yourself? Well? 217 00:09:18.639 --> 00:09:21.759 I was the weird homeschool kid? So why do you 218 00:09:21.759 --> 00:09:22.799 think that's weird? Though? 219 00:09:23.080 --> 00:09:26.159 Because I think anybody automatically assumes that someone who hasn't 220 00:09:26.159 --> 00:09:28.080 had like normal socialization. 221 00:09:28.360 --> 00:09:31.279 How old are you? I'm thirty one now, okay, so 222 00:09:31.320 --> 00:09:33.240 I mean I guess I'm thirty six. So for me, 223 00:09:33.279 --> 00:09:36.639 it's like there was some people homeschool, but not a lot. Yeah, 224 00:09:36.639 --> 00:09:38.759 so I could see, But I don't feel like I 225 00:09:38.799 --> 00:09:40.720 still I feel like sometimes we put these stigmas on 226 00:09:40.759 --> 00:09:43.200 ourselves because we think, like, of whatever, But I don't 227 00:09:43.240 --> 00:09:45.279 think that's weird. It was just different and that worked 228 00:09:45.279 --> 00:09:48.200 for you, just different. Usually though, I find that the 229 00:09:48.799 --> 00:09:50.759 homeschool kids and I was kind of one of those 230 00:09:50.919 --> 00:09:52.440 are usually the religious kids. 231 00:09:52.519 --> 00:09:55.679 Okay, so the not that religion is ever a bad thing. 232 00:09:55.720 --> 00:09:57.799 In my mind, I want people to believe what they 233 00:09:57.840 --> 00:10:00.919 want to believe and spread love and joy positivity, and 234 00:10:00.919 --> 00:10:03.480 I never want to shame anyone for that. But when 235 00:10:03.519 --> 00:10:07.240 you come from a religious family, who's so close, So 236 00:10:07.360 --> 00:10:10.360 that's like the main Yes, yeah, everything you do is wrong. 237 00:10:11.120 --> 00:10:14.919 It's definitely creates some very weird things within you that 238 00:10:14.960 --> 00:10:17.000 you have to unlearn when you get out into the 239 00:10:17.039 --> 00:10:19.720 real world and being like, oh no, that's that's you're 240 00:10:19.759 --> 00:10:21.320 wrong and stupid a little bit. 241 00:10:21.440 --> 00:10:24.039 Yeah, I like that you say unlearned because I feel like, 242 00:10:24.120 --> 00:10:26.279 you know, I've done a lot of within the pandemic 243 00:10:26.320 --> 00:10:27.879 and just kind of having the time to sit down 244 00:10:28.200 --> 00:10:31.480 work on myself as well, and things that you don't realize, Like, 245 00:10:31.720 --> 00:10:33.559 you know, everybody has their own issues and their problems 246 00:10:33.559 --> 00:10:35.960 and things, but things that we don't realize that it's 247 00:10:35.960 --> 00:10:38.759 a patterns from our past that keeps being repeated that 248 00:10:38.840 --> 00:10:41.320 if we don't unlearn the patterns and do it the 249 00:10:41.320 --> 00:10:44.200 way that's giving for yourself and your situation, then you'll 250 00:10:44.240 --> 00:10:49.519 always be in that repetitive pattern constantly it's exhausting something. 251 00:10:49.519 --> 00:10:52.360 I get off that wheel, honestly, get off that wheel 252 00:10:52.399 --> 00:10:55.840 and onto my face. Yes, she's wanted to meet a 253 00:10:55.840 --> 00:10:57.799 sit in our face for a long time, her so long, 254 00:10:58.679 --> 00:11:02.440 and yet it's it's never happened. No, I know. I 255 00:11:02.480 --> 00:11:04.120 was thinking, and I was like, I feel like, were 256 00:11:04.120 --> 00:11:06.240 we in something that was like in a big scene 257 00:11:06.240 --> 00:11:08.159 and around each other. I feel like I've been in 258 00:11:08.240 --> 00:11:11.279 something with you, but not with you. Well, I remember 259 00:11:11.279 --> 00:11:14.360 the first time I actually ever saw you. Let's talk 260 00:11:14.360 --> 00:11:17.679 about it, private talk. It was for for real. 261 00:11:17.919 --> 00:11:20.360 It was her, her beautiful rear end walking around the 262 00:11:20.360 --> 00:11:21.559 corner and I was like, wooh. 263 00:11:21.440 --> 00:11:21.919 Who's that. 264 00:11:21.960 --> 00:11:24.320 And I'm sitting down in the makeup chair and I'm 265 00:11:24.360 --> 00:11:27.240 just trying to follow this beautiful booty follow and they're. 266 00:11:27.080 --> 00:11:29.080 Like, oh, that's Alexis Texas. 267 00:11:29.279 --> 00:11:31.440 And it was on set for Digital Playground and you 268 00:11:31.440 --> 00:11:35.320 were wearing this all white outfit with these white tight spandex. 269 00:11:35.799 --> 00:11:37.639 I trying to remember in my porno data, but I 270 00:11:37.679 --> 00:11:41.360 get that day. I love that mm I remember. You know, 271 00:11:41.399 --> 00:11:43.399 it's one of those things when you when you're new 272 00:11:43.480 --> 00:11:46.240 in the industry too. Yeah, of course you have a 273 00:11:46.279 --> 00:11:50.840 let Yeah, I you like again you see people, but 274 00:11:50.919 --> 00:11:52.639 you don't know them, and you don't want to be like, hey, 275 00:11:52.759 --> 00:11:55.799 who are you, even though that's like common to do 276 00:11:55.840 --> 00:11:58.200 when you don't know people, but you're also intimidate, you know, 277 00:11:58.200 --> 00:12:00.600 don't want to like mess up their things. I was 278 00:12:00.639 --> 00:12:02.919 like for me, I always feel like the first like 279 00:12:03.000 --> 00:12:05.200 the when you're the like new kid at school and 280 00:12:05.240 --> 00:12:07.799 it's like, uh hi, guys, like until you get that 281 00:12:07.799 --> 00:12:09.519 feeling where you've been working for the same crew and 282 00:12:09.600 --> 00:12:11.200 you know the same people, like you just kind of 283 00:12:11.200 --> 00:12:13.039 like don't really know where you like, where do I 284 00:12:13.039 --> 00:12:15.360 fit in? It's like hopscotch, like when are we gonna 285 00:12:15.440 --> 00:12:19.120 jump into this situation? Hey? And then when I'm naked, 286 00:12:19.200 --> 00:12:23.480 I'm the more like I'm the most like confident. I'm like, hey, guys, 287 00:12:23.480 --> 00:12:25.639 my ass cops want to hear it. Hey, I've got 288 00:12:25.679 --> 00:12:27.600 like really big lips and call them bat wings. I 289 00:12:27.600 --> 00:12:30.559 started chasing people around them, but like clothes on, definitely nervous. 290 00:12:30.559 --> 00:12:31.639 And then when I'm naked, I'm. 291 00:12:31.480 --> 00:12:36.159 Like, hey, I'm talking about there's something powerful about being naked. 292 00:12:36.480 --> 00:12:38.440 I agree with that brings the power. I feel like 293 00:12:38.480 --> 00:12:41.240 that's why, you know, being in the industry, And I 294 00:12:41.519 --> 00:12:43.080 was turning with twenty one. But I felt like it 295 00:12:43.159 --> 00:12:46.399 made me each year and each like even really scene 296 00:12:46.600 --> 00:12:49.279 made me more empowered as a woman and really knew 297 00:12:49.360 --> 00:12:52.840 got to know what my womanly body was, and like 298 00:12:52.879 --> 00:12:55.559 growing into my sexuality and you know, even like having 299 00:12:55.639 --> 00:12:57.879 new partners. But it was also in a safe way, 300 00:12:57.960 --> 00:13:00.279 and it was also in like everyone's like, oh, what's 301 00:13:00.279 --> 00:13:02.639 your greatest fantasy? I've fucked them all, Like I've done 302 00:13:02.679 --> 00:13:04.159 them all, Like you know what I mean. I never 303 00:13:04.200 --> 00:13:06.120 thought I wanted to be a nurse or a fucking 304 00:13:06.200 --> 00:13:09.320 teacher or a fucking whatever, but I did it, and 305 00:13:09.600 --> 00:13:11.159 you know, and maybe I didn't like all of them 306 00:13:11.200 --> 00:13:13.440 or the costumes or the offits, but I still like 307 00:13:13.559 --> 00:13:15.679 the sex exactly. So that's why I was like, I. 308 00:13:16.639 --> 00:13:20.279 Know, I feel that honestly, there's so many different fantasies 309 00:13:20.320 --> 00:13:22.840 that I've gotten to fulfilled. And everyone always asks that's 310 00:13:22.840 --> 00:13:25.600 like the number one like interview question that what's. 311 00:13:25.440 --> 00:13:27.960 Your favorite position? Yes, what is your fat? 312 00:13:28.360 --> 00:13:32.320 Also what is the perfect size? There is no perfect 313 00:13:32.440 --> 00:13:35.639 size out there. There's different sizes, there's different flavors, and 314 00:13:35.679 --> 00:13:36.480 there's different days. 315 00:13:36.519 --> 00:13:39.120 I think there's the perfect size for you. I think 316 00:13:39.120 --> 00:13:41.200 that there's personal preference. But I don't think that it 317 00:13:41.200 --> 00:13:43.200 makes it like your dick, like bad or good. Like 318 00:13:43.240 --> 00:13:44.639 people always think like they want to live up to 319 00:13:44.679 --> 00:13:45.600 something just fuck. 320 00:13:45.840 --> 00:13:47.480 Well, do you find that on like certain days that 321 00:13:47.519 --> 00:13:49.440 you're like, okay, today is a day that I want 322 00:13:49.480 --> 00:13:52.480 to be like just completely destroyed, like break me in 323 00:13:52.600 --> 00:13:53.279 half over you. 324 00:13:53.360 --> 00:13:55.960 And then there's some days it's like love me, cuddle me, 325 00:13:56.039 --> 00:13:59.080 and fuck me. And porn. I never wanted to be 326 00:13:59.080 --> 00:14:03.240 cuddled absolutely, Like That's why where I feel like for 327 00:14:03.320 --> 00:14:07.000 me like and important, weird and it's weird. How long 328 00:14:07.000 --> 00:14:09.840 have you been in the industry? Oh god, let me 329 00:14:09.879 --> 00:14:14.039 do the math. Thirteen years, okay, so I don't even 330 00:14:14.039 --> 00:14:15.720 know my math, but I know it's up there. I'm like, 331 00:14:17.039 --> 00:14:18.879 I'm like when I was turning one, I'm thirty six. 332 00:14:18.919 --> 00:14:22.519 Now y'all near the math anyways. So I feel like, 333 00:14:22.799 --> 00:14:25.840 especially like in your you know, you you elevate as 334 00:14:25.840 --> 00:14:28.000 a woman, so it's like you like certain sexual things 335 00:14:28.039 --> 00:14:30.360 the beginning that you didn't know and then you kind 336 00:14:30.360 --> 00:14:33.360 of go through phases. I feel like I always was 337 00:14:33.360 --> 00:14:36.200 a very over sexual person. That's why I got into porn, 338 00:14:36.240 --> 00:14:39.600 and I loved expressing myself through my scenes and having 339 00:14:39.639 --> 00:14:42.559 a you know, fulfilling time. I feel like now as 340 00:14:42.559 --> 00:14:45.519 I get older and like not doing as many scenes, 341 00:14:46.000 --> 00:14:49.120 sex for me has changed, so it's like that's when 342 00:14:49.159 --> 00:14:50.879 I want the cuddles, that's when I next to want 343 00:14:50.919 --> 00:14:54.600 to be fucked appropriately. Yes, but it's like on set 344 00:14:54.639 --> 00:14:57.360 I never felt that desire to where now it's like 345 00:14:57.399 --> 00:14:59.279 I have to, like I say, I'm demisexual, I need 346 00:14:59.320 --> 00:15:01.440 to be minds to me first before I want to, like, 347 00:15:01.440 --> 00:15:04.080 before my pussy is getting web for you and im porn. 348 00:15:04.120 --> 00:15:06.360 I didn't care because I wasn't trying to date into 349 00:15:06.399 --> 00:15:08.360 these people, so most times I didn't care what they 350 00:15:08.360 --> 00:15:10.679 fucking look like. I just want them, you know, to 351 00:15:10.720 --> 00:15:11.120 do their. 352 00:15:11.080 --> 00:15:14.080 Job exactly, to do your job, And sometimes that is 353 00:15:14.399 --> 00:15:17.159 an insane level of thing to ask for. Asking someone 354 00:15:17.159 --> 00:15:19.440 to just show up and do their job sometimes feels 355 00:15:19.559 --> 00:15:21.919 like a very difficult task. 356 00:15:22.279 --> 00:15:24.200 And not only just important, yes. 357 00:15:24.080 --> 00:15:26.840 Not only just important, but in every aspect of life, 358 00:15:26.879 --> 00:15:27.679 getting someone. 359 00:15:27.440 --> 00:15:28.960 To show up and just do their job and do 360 00:15:29.039 --> 00:15:33.120 it well like they care. You know. I always felt, 361 00:15:33.120 --> 00:15:35.360 like I said, like we're like sexual athletes. It's like 362 00:15:35.399 --> 00:15:38.120 we're helping people one orgasm at a time, like you know, 363 00:15:38.159 --> 00:15:40.279 you just kind of keep on fucking. So I feel like, 364 00:15:40.320 --> 00:15:42.399 you know, I wanted to go in in every scene 365 00:15:42.759 --> 00:15:44.919 like I was gonna win that game. There was no 366 00:15:45.000 --> 00:15:46.519 game but to be able to get the come at 367 00:15:46.559 --> 00:15:48.600 the end of that shot. But that's what I was 368 00:15:48.639 --> 00:15:50.360 there for, and I was always trying to get it, 369 00:15:50.399 --> 00:15:55.240 and I get mad if I don't get it. Like 370 00:15:55.360 --> 00:15:58.559 I also like try to make people come like early earlier. Yeah, 371 00:15:58.639 --> 00:16:00.600 like it was a thing like I remember certain people 372 00:16:00.639 --> 00:16:02.919 who did it. I was like, gotcha, yeah, but then 373 00:16:02.919 --> 00:16:04.960 you could also ruin your whole fucking day, so you know, 374 00:16:05.039 --> 00:16:07.639 it's it's like, okay, do I want to could go? 375 00:16:07.799 --> 00:16:10.720 But wait win because that means technically for you guys 376 00:16:10.720 --> 00:16:13.039 out there after dark that if someone comes early and 377 00:16:13.080 --> 00:16:16.519 they don't get the cum shot, then you gotta do 378 00:16:16.559 --> 00:16:19.120 it again, yep. And most guys can't just really come 379 00:16:19.159 --> 00:16:21.960 and come again. They gotta like have a downtime, and 380 00:16:22.080 --> 00:16:25.519 some they get real embarrassed because that cumshot came out 381 00:16:25.519 --> 00:16:29.200 early or it goes straight in your ear for some reason. 382 00:16:29.480 --> 00:16:32.320 Where's the worst place you've ever got come shot? 383 00:16:32.919 --> 00:16:35.320 I mean I feel like in the eyes is like 384 00:16:35.639 --> 00:16:37.320 easily the worst spot. 385 00:16:37.480 --> 00:16:40.399 But it depends if you get it in both eyes, and. 386 00:16:40.480 --> 00:16:44.879 There's some reason they have aggressive sperm. 387 00:16:44.159 --> 00:16:47.919 Like I see. I thought, I was like the only person. 388 00:16:47.960 --> 00:16:49.919 I'm like, do I does it feel like there's sperm 389 00:16:49.960 --> 00:16:52.039 swimming in my eye? Like I feel and like it 390 00:16:52.080 --> 00:16:57.039 almost gave me like my whole eye was red. Like 391 00:16:57.080 --> 00:17:00.679 there's a difference between like yeah, okay comes into like 392 00:17:00.720 --> 00:17:03.519 burns killed, but there's remember this one time, distinctly, I 393 00:17:03.600 --> 00:17:05.200 wish I knew who it was. I probably if I thought 394 00:17:05.200 --> 00:17:07.759 about it long enough whatever, But I was like, what's 395 00:17:07.799 --> 00:17:09.759 why does it feel like someone's beating up my eyeball? 396 00:17:09.880 --> 00:17:13.519 Like I feel like it's like I want to get 397 00:17:13.519 --> 00:17:15.680 it you? And then it was always I saw that 398 00:17:15.759 --> 00:17:19.880 movie What was Uh? I went with Cameron Diaz and 399 00:17:21.519 --> 00:17:23.119 she was like Chicago. She was like looking at she 400 00:17:23.160 --> 00:17:25.160 was at a truck like a truck stop and she's like, oh, 401 00:17:25.200 --> 00:17:28.880