Speaker 1: Since I've spoke to you. I mean, it's one of
Speaker 1: those things because you know, you follow each other on
Speaker 1: social media, but even that, when it gets deleted, you're like,
Speaker 1: where'd you go? I know you're on social media, but
Speaker 1: where is it?
Speaker 2: Or the shadow band thing, so it's like you're still there,
Speaker 2: but you're not there.
Speaker 1: That's true, very true. So I'm excited to get to
Speaker 1: see what you've been up to. You like very sexy
Speaker 1: things for dressing up for after dark.
Speaker 2: You know, I just wanted to look nice for you because,
Speaker 2: like you said, I hadn't seen you.
Speaker 1: In so long. Yes, I thought I had to wear
Speaker 1: something really tight and fitting so you could see my
Speaker 1: whole you know, all the curves. You know you like
Speaker 1: to tease me perfect curves. I think I've teached you
Speaker 1: since i've known you. I feel like, yes, not intentionally,
Speaker 1: but intentionally. But you know what I'm saying. So tell
Speaker 1: us what have you been up to?
Speaker 2: Oh my goodness, besides becoming a complete recluse like everyone
Speaker 2: el Yes, I mean I started actually my only fans
Speaker 2: the day the pandemic shut down. Oh wow, okay, so
Speaker 2: I kept very busy.
Speaker 1: Was that because of the shutdown announcement or was it
Speaker 1: because it was just timing just kind of happened because
Speaker 1: it was around for a long time myself, you know,
Speaker 1: I had one probably for two years almost, but I
Speaker 1: never really did much with it because I was so
Speaker 1: busy doing exoticas and dancing and stuff like. You know,
Speaker 1: you have the content, but you don't really know what
Speaker 1: kind of power you have with that at the time,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So once the shutdown happened,
Speaker 1: I don't think it was the immediate day, but it was.
Speaker 1: It was actually the day we all went into quarantine.
Speaker 1: It could have possibly. I mean, at that time, it
Speaker 1: was like, how was that feeling for you? Were you panicked?
Speaker 2: You know, I wasn't that panicked because I back in
Speaker 2: twenty fifteen, was in a horrible car accident and I
Speaker 2: was bedridden for a year.
Speaker 1: So in my mind, I was like, Okay, this sucks.
Speaker 1: We all do have to stay home.
Speaker 2: But there was a part of me that was like,
Speaker 2: you couldn't get out of bed for almost a year.
Speaker 1: This is gonna be easy. You can go to the kitchen,
Speaker 1: you can do stuff. Yeah, that's a great mindset, you know,
Speaker 1: And that's one of the reasons why I feel like
Speaker 1: I've always been a fan of you before because of
Speaker 1: all the adversities that you've overcome and achieved and done
Speaker 1: so much and not in such note that a public way,
Speaker 1: but a very quiet and tasteful way within yourself, and
Speaker 1: like you came back a whole new person, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. And so I feel like it probably
Speaker 1: only made you stronger as a female and empowered you
Speaker 1: more because of those adversities of being better at in
Speaker 1: you know, having you know, not knowing the outcome of
Speaker 1: what it was, and it was a really scary time.
Speaker 1: You know, even rest in the industry it is because
Speaker 1: you know, we all feel like we're family and we're like, ah,
Speaker 1: but there's nothing really you can do, and it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, so it's one of those things. So I
Speaker 1: definitely am happy that you are still you know, here
Speaker 1: at this and thank you for doing all those things
Speaker 1: and you know, empowering women, you know, and in your fans.
Speaker 1: Just to say that you could come back. Thank you
Speaker 1: so much.
Speaker 2: Honestly, that means so much, because you know, when you're
Speaker 2: the person going through it, you're just you're just working
Speaker 2: on surviving and just being better every single day. But
Speaker 2: when other people kind of like see your struggle and
Speaker 2: are like, wow, it's great to see you doing so well.
Speaker 1: That really means so.
Speaker 2: Much because that's all I want to do in life,
Speaker 2: is just live, exist and help inspire people that might
Speaker 2: be having a little the hard time themselves.
Speaker 1: For sure. Do you still struggle with anything from your
Speaker 1: accident or you're completely recovered?
Speaker 2: You know, I'm still going through surgeries. Actually, I just
Speaker 2: had an emergency testinal surgery back in November wo that
Speaker 2: was because of my accident.
Speaker 1: They just decided was it something that happened immediate or
Speaker 1: is over time? You kind of like felt that it
Speaker 1: was something that you were going to have to do. Well.
Speaker 2: I had heard that this was something that could be
Speaker 2: a possibility, this could happen to you at any time,
Speaker 2: and then boom, just one day it happened and it's like, okay,
Speaker 2: well now we're having surgery again. Yeah, but it was
Speaker 2: like otherwise perfectly fine before that. Besides, I have some
Speaker 2: metal in my spine holding it together, but just pinches
Speaker 2: me a little.
Speaker 1: Does it hold you back anything from sexually? You know,
Speaker 1: you are obviously a porn star and you know perform
Speaker 1: a little bit a little bit a little bit in
Speaker 1: wet ways in like the arching.
Speaker 2: It's really hard because it's in my lower back area,
Speaker 2: so I can't get that like perfect.
Speaker 1: It's like you can't scratch that itch, but you're almost
Speaker 1: stack there, honestly, And I'm sure it's one of those
Speaker 1: things too, is because you can't do it, you want
Speaker 1: to do it more so quick. I'm just like, because
Speaker 1: that's what it feels good. So does that mean certain
Speaker 1: positions you can't do or just the arch of like
Speaker 1: do them? Actually?
Speaker 2: But it's like with the adrenaline of when you're actually
Speaker 2: having sex, it blocks out that like sensation that weird.
Speaker 1: Pulling sure on beta blocker, yeah.
Speaker 2: But when you're doing just like photos or something, you
Speaker 2: really feel that pull, that strain against the.
Speaker 1: Hardware for sure. So do you are you working for
Speaker 1: other companies or only your only fans?
Speaker 2: We know I was working for I mean, I've been
Speaker 2: working for browsers for forever for sure.
Speaker 1: I love them so much.
Speaker 2: But I have been just taking it so easy. I
Speaker 2: feel like after the accident, I came back super quickly
Speaker 2: because I was just I really wanted to get back
Speaker 2: to everyone.
Speaker 1: The beauties, the booties, all the deliciousness.
Speaker 2: But but I just now just taking a break for
Speaker 2: the last like two and a half almost three.
Speaker 1: Years, So because of you, like knowing like you said,
Speaker 1: you you literally couldn't get out of bed and having
Speaker 1: you your mindset kind of having to change and reworking
Speaker 1: into the industry. Do you feel like that kind of
Speaker 1: helped you with the pandemic or made it even worse?
Speaker 2: I definitely think it helped in so many different ways.
Speaker 2: The I mean, you know how it is when you're
Speaker 2: constantly traveling. There's probably some people who were like, you
Speaker 2: know what, it's kind of nice to have that forced.
Speaker 1: Moment, but you also feel like you can't, like you
Speaker 1: can't not be doing something. Yes, I was like the
Speaker 1: fomo right.
Speaker 2: I was just thinking about this this morning where I
Speaker 2: was like, wow, before the pandemic, if I didn't hit
Speaker 2: up one country and three states in every month, I
Speaker 2: was unhappy for sure, like I'm not doing anything, not
Speaker 2: doing enough.
Speaker 1: Yes, it's like I want more for sure, sir. It's
Speaker 1: funny though, but but it's true. It's I think it's
Speaker 1: you know, everyone's perspective of it's a little bit different.
Speaker 1: I feel like, because when you're go go, you don't
Speaker 1: realize that. You're like, how go go, go, go go
Speaker 1: you are you know what I mean, until you got
Speaker 1: that setback of like, oh, I have to sit here,
Speaker 1: but I can also sit here and still make the
Speaker 1: same money. You just got to think differently, honestly, thinking
Speaker 1: differently and so putting in all the efforts.
Speaker 2: Before I was putting an effort, but now it's like
Speaker 2: I'm doing the jobs with like ten people. I do
Speaker 2: all my own editing, posting, hair, makeup. I make all
Speaker 2: of my own outfits.
Speaker 1: Amazing. Oh I made this for you the presence. I
Speaker 1: love it. I always see you're so creative, like you
Speaker 1: do all your little like jewels and outfits. I'm like,
Speaker 1: she sucks. I couldn't help but make you something fun.
Speaker 1: I'm such a pretty kitty. I love this. I can't this.
Speaker 1: You know it's so funny. Is I was going out
Speaker 1: the other night and I don't go out that often,
Speaker 1: but I was, you know, stuffing outside and I had
Speaker 1: a crown and I was like, should I wear this?
Speaker 1: And my birthday is coming up at the end of
Speaker 1: the month. And I was like, and she was like,
Speaker 1: my girlfriend's like, maybe not this time, because it's not
Speaker 1: your birthday. But these are very great day. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: like them. Can you put them on me? Because I
Speaker 1: can't see what this looks like? I want to wear them.
Speaker 1: Let's talk about this. I just love making little accessories
Speaker 1: and things. How does that feel? It feels good? But
Speaker 1: does it? Yeah, it's gonna go sitting perfectly. It's over.
Speaker 1: It's in the front of my ears. How's that push
Speaker 1: a little fun? Ay? Good? Yeah? Yay? I love it?
Speaker 1: Thank you. So let's talk about you making your own outfits?
Speaker 1: Is this something that you just because you were bored?
Speaker 1: You always have this talent. It's like because you've always
Speaker 1: been like doing your own stuff. I can't help it.
Speaker 2: It's like the crafty little devil within me. But it's
Speaker 2: also because queen.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Also, I'm four feet eleven for anyone who doesn't know
Speaker 2: one hundred and forty nine centimeters for the metric system people.
Speaker 1: But trying to find clothes the fun side it.
Speaker 2: I mean just now, within the last like three or
Speaker 2: four years, they're starting to make sizes for like really
Speaker 2: short people who are also a little bit curvaceous. Okay,
Speaker 2: and before that was not a thing that almost you
Speaker 2: could find anywhere. I had to have everything tailored, So
Speaker 2: it's like, I'm just RESTRAIGHTAK.
Speaker 1: So do you do not only just for your you know,
Speaker 1: you're saying you're doing your costumes for your only fans
Speaker 1: when you do your scenes, but do you do like
Speaker 1: maybe have your own side business doing clothing as well?
Speaker 2: You know, I actually am going to start doing that
Speaker 2: in some capacity. I was thinking about it really heavily
Speaker 2: before the pandemic, and I was gonna do like high
Speaker 2: end accessories. Yeah on like really kind of like the
Speaker 2: Honeybirdette feel actually but with a little bit more gems.
Speaker 1: I love that for you, You're always, like, you know,
Speaker 1: your energy is always very happy. I feel like you're
Speaker 1: very easily like you're a fun time. So I feel
Speaker 1: like you could bring that out in your clothes and
Speaker 1: your accessories to make people feel good about what you're wearing,
Speaker 1: you know, because it's like I feel like you have
Speaker 1: a good way of advertising.
Speaker 2: That and dressing for like the things that are gonna
Speaker 2: make you feel your best self, because it's like there
Speaker 2: are some stuff we want to wear it, but it
Speaker 2: just doesn't make us feel our best self.
Speaker 1: What's the craziest thing that you've made that's like time
Speaker 1: consuming wise and like often.
Speaker 2: I mean I made an entire like pot leaf Poison
Speaker 2: Ivy replica costumes, so poison Ivy from the Tim Burton
Speaker 2: Batman's but with pot leafs and embroidering. These pot leaf
Speaker 2: individuals were just it was exhausting.
Speaker 1: It was exhausting. How many hours I've worked at this take?
Speaker 2: I mean I probably spent over like one hundred and
Speaker 2: twenty maybe one hundred and forty hours justication.
Speaker 1: So did you have the skills before? Did you teach yourself? Well?
Speaker 1: I was the weird homeschool kid? So why do you
Speaker 1: think that's weird? Though?
Speaker 2: Because I think anybody automatically assumes that someone who hasn't
Speaker 2: had like normal socialization.
Speaker 1: How old are you? I'm thirty one now, okay, so
Speaker 1: I mean I guess I'm thirty six. So for me,
Speaker 1: it's like there was some people homeschool, but not a lot. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so I could see, But I don't feel like I
Speaker 1: still I feel like sometimes we put these stigmas on
Speaker 1: ourselves because we think, like, of whatever, But I don't
Speaker 1: think that's weird. It was just different and that worked
Speaker 1: for you, just different. Usually though, I find that the
Speaker 1: homeschool kids and I was kind of one of those
Speaker 1: are usually the religious kids.
Speaker 2: Okay, so the not that religion is ever a bad thing.
Speaker 2: In my mind, I want people to believe what they
Speaker 2: want to believe and spread love and joy positivity, and
Speaker 2: I never want to shame anyone for that. But when
Speaker 2: you come from a religious family, who's so close, So
Speaker 2: that's like the main Yes, yeah, everything you do is wrong.
Speaker 2: It's definitely creates some very weird things within you that
Speaker 2: you have to unlearn when you get out into the
Speaker 2: real world and being like, oh no, that's that's you're
Speaker 2: wrong and stupid a little bit.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I like that you say unlearned because I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, I've done a lot of within the pandemic
Speaker 1: and just kind of having the time to sit down
Speaker 1: work on myself as well, and things that you don't realize, Like,
Speaker 1: you know, everybody has their own issues and their problems
Speaker 1: and things, but things that we don't realize that it's
Speaker 1: a patterns from our past that keeps being repeated that
Speaker 1: if we don't unlearn the patterns and do it the
Speaker 1: way that's giving for yourself and your situation, then you'll
Speaker 1: always be in that repetitive pattern constantly it's exhausting something.
Speaker 1: I get off that wheel, honestly, get off that wheel
Speaker 1: and onto my face. Yes, she's wanted to meet a
Speaker 1: sit in our face for a long time, her so long,
Speaker 1: and yet it's it's never happened. No, I know. I
Speaker 1: was thinking, and I was like, I feel like, were
Speaker 1: we in something that was like in a big scene
Speaker 1: and around each other. I feel like I've been in
Speaker 1: something with you, but not with you. Well, I remember
Speaker 1: the first time I actually ever saw you. Let's talk
Speaker 1: about it, private talk. It was for for real.
Speaker 2: It was her, her beautiful rear end walking around the
Speaker 2: corner and I was like, wooh.
Speaker 1: Who's that.
Speaker 2: And I'm sitting down in the makeup chair and I'm
Speaker 2: just trying to follow this beautiful booty follow and they're.
Speaker 1: Like, oh, that's Alexis Texas.
Speaker 2: And it was on set for Digital Playground and you
Speaker 2: were wearing this all white outfit with these white tight spandex.
Speaker 1: I trying to remember in my porno data, but I
Speaker 1: get that day. I love that mm I remember. You know,
Speaker 1: it's one of those things when you when you're new
Speaker 1: in the industry too. Yeah, of course you have a
Speaker 1: let Yeah, I you like again you see people, but
Speaker 1: you don't know them, and you don't want to be like, hey,
Speaker 1: who are you, even though that's like common to do
Speaker 1: when you don't know people, but you're also intimidate, you know,
Speaker 1: don't want to like mess up their things. I was
Speaker 1: like for me, I always feel like the first like
Speaker 1: the when you're the like new kid at school and
Speaker 1: it's like, uh hi, guys, like until you get that
Speaker 1: feeling where you've been working for the same crew and
Speaker 1: you know the same people, like you just kind of
Speaker 1: like don't really know where you like, where do I
Speaker 1: fit in? It's like hopscotch, like when are we gonna
Speaker 1: jump into this situation? Hey? And then when I'm naked,
Speaker 1: I'm the more like I'm the most like confident. I'm like, hey, guys,
Speaker 1: my ass cops want to hear it. Hey, I've got
Speaker 1: like really big lips and call them bat wings. I
Speaker 1: started chasing people around them, but like clothes on, definitely nervous.
Speaker 1: And then when I'm naked, I'm.
Speaker 2: Like, hey, I'm talking about there's something powerful about being naked.
Speaker 1: I agree with that brings the power. I feel like
Speaker 1: that's why, you know, being in the industry, And I
Speaker 1: was turning with twenty one. But I felt like it
Speaker 1: made me each year and each like even really scene
Speaker 1: made me more empowered as a woman and really knew
Speaker 1: got to know what my womanly body was, and like
Speaker 1: growing into my sexuality and you know, even like having
Speaker 1: new partners. But it was also in a safe way,
Speaker 1: and it was also in like everyone's like, oh, what's
Speaker 1: your greatest fantasy? I've fucked them all, Like I've done
Speaker 1: them all, Like you know what I mean. I never
Speaker 1: thought I wanted to be a nurse or a fucking
Speaker 1: teacher or a fucking whatever, but I did it, and
Speaker 1: you know, and maybe I didn't like all of them
Speaker 1: or the costumes or the offits, but I still like
Speaker 1: the sex exactly. So that's why I was like, I.
Speaker 2: Know, I feel that honestly, there's so many different fantasies
Speaker 2: that I've gotten to fulfilled. And everyone always asks that's
Speaker 2: like the number one like interview question that what's.
Speaker 1: Your favorite position? Yes, what is your fat?
Speaker 2: Also what is the perfect size? There is no perfect
Speaker 2: size out there. There's different sizes, there's different flavors, and
Speaker 2: there's different days.
Speaker 1: I think there's the perfect size for you. I think
Speaker 1: that there's personal preference. But I don't think that it
Speaker 1: makes it like your dick, like bad or good. Like
Speaker 1: people always think like they want to live up to
Speaker 1: something just fuck.
Speaker 2: Well, do you find that on like certain days that
Speaker 2: you're like, okay, today is a day that I want
Speaker 2: to be like just completely destroyed, like break me in
Speaker 2: half over you.
Speaker 1: And then there's some days it's like love me, cuddle me,
Speaker 1: and fuck me. And porn. I never wanted to be
Speaker 1: cuddled absolutely, Like That's why where I feel like for
Speaker 1: me like and important, weird and it's weird. How long
Speaker 1: have you been in the industry? Oh god, let me
Speaker 1: do the math. Thirteen years, okay, so I don't even
Speaker 1: know my math, but I know it's up there. I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm like when I was turning one, I'm thirty six.
Speaker 1: Now y'all near the math anyways. So I feel like,
Speaker 1: especially like in your you know, you you elevate as
Speaker 1: a woman, so it's like you like certain sexual things
Speaker 1: the beginning that you didn't know and then you kind
Speaker 1: of go through phases. I feel like I always was
Speaker 1: a very over sexual person. That's why I got into porn,
Speaker 1: and I loved expressing myself through my scenes and having
Speaker 1: a you know, fulfilling time. I feel like now as
Speaker 1: I get older and like not doing as many scenes,
Speaker 1: sex for me has changed, so it's like that's when
Speaker 1: I want the cuddles, that's when I next to want
Speaker 1: to be fucked appropriately. Yes, but it's like on set
Speaker 1: I never felt that desire to where now it's like
Speaker 1: I have to, like I say, I'm demisexual, I need
Speaker 1: to be minds to me first before I want to, like,
Speaker 1: before my pussy is getting web for you and im porn.
Speaker 1: I didn't care because I wasn't trying to date into
Speaker 1: these people, so most times I didn't care what they
Speaker 1: fucking look like. I just want them, you know, to
Speaker 1: do their.
Speaker 2: Job exactly, to do your job, And sometimes that is
Speaker 2: an insane level of thing to ask for. Asking someone
Speaker 2: to just show up and do their job sometimes feels
Speaker 2: like a very difficult task.
Speaker 1: And not only just important, yes.
Speaker 2: Not only just important, but in every aspect of life,
Speaker 2: getting someone.
Speaker 1: To show up and just do their job and do
Speaker 1: it well like they care. You know. I always felt,
Speaker 1: like I said, like we're like sexual athletes. It's like
Speaker 1: we're helping people one orgasm at a time, like you know,
Speaker 1: you just kind of keep on fucking. So I feel like,
Speaker 1: you know, I wanted to go in in every scene
Speaker 1: like I was gonna win that game. There was no
Speaker 1: game but to be able to get the come at
Speaker 1: the end of that shot. But that's what I was
Speaker 1: there for, and I was always trying to get it,
Speaker 1: and I get mad if I don't get it. Like
Speaker 1: I also like try to make people come like early earlier. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like it was a thing like I remember certain people
Speaker 1: who did it. I was like, gotcha, yeah, but then
Speaker 1: you could also ruin your whole fucking day, so you know,
Speaker 1: it's it's like, okay, do I want to could go?
Speaker 1: But wait win because that means technically for you guys
Speaker 1: out there after dark that if someone comes early and
Speaker 1: they don't get the cum shot, then you gotta do
Speaker 1: it again, yep. And most guys can't just really come
Speaker 1: and come again. They gotta like have a downtime, and
Speaker 1: some they get real embarrassed because that cumshot came out
Speaker 1: early or it goes straight in your ear for some reason.
Speaker 1: Where's the worst place you've ever got come shot?
Speaker 2: I mean I feel like in the eyes is like
Speaker 2: easily the worst spot.
Speaker 1: But it depends if you get it in both eyes, and.
Speaker 2: There's some reason they have aggressive sperm.
Speaker 1: Like I see. I thought, I was like the only person.
Speaker 1: I'm like, do I does it feel like there's sperm
Speaker 1: swimming in my eye? Like I feel and like it
Speaker 1: almost gave me like my whole eye was red. Like
Speaker 1: there's a difference between like yeah, okay comes into like
Speaker 1: burns killed, but there's remember this one time, distinctly, I
Speaker 1: wish I knew who it was. I probably if I thought
Speaker 1: about it long enough whatever, But I was like, what's
Speaker 1: why does it feel like someone's beating up my eyeball?
Speaker 1: Like I feel like it's like I want to get
Speaker 1: it you? And then it was always I saw that
Speaker 1: movie What was Uh? I went with Cameron Diaz and
Speaker 1: she was like Chicago. She was like looking at she
Speaker 1: was at a truck like a truck stop and she's like, oh,
Speaker 1: the puppy and she's looking at the thing. Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: and it's like the puppy and she's looking at it
Speaker 1: and it's like like gloryhole. And the guy sticks his
Speaker 1: dick in her eye and I was like I didn't
Speaker 1: have a dick in my eye, but I want which
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. There was something strangely attractive to
Speaker 1: me about a glory whole. Have you ever been glory hole? No?
Speaker 1: Is that a thing anymore? I don't know.
Speaker 2: So I don't think we've no one has booked a
Speaker 2: glory whole scene because hey, you can do it on
Speaker 2: your only fans.
Speaker 1: I mean, as long as not against your guideline. The
Speaker 1: true I'm that disembodied dick is that against How do you? Okay?
Speaker 1: So what turns you on about the glory hole? Let's
Speaker 1: talk about this more. I think it's definitely like that,
Speaker 1: like because you don't know who the dick belongs to, a.
Speaker 2: Little bit that debotous nature, because I think one of
Speaker 2: my favorite fantasies, and I don't actually have many favorite fantasies.
Speaker 1: If you masturbate to this, I know you do, Yes,
Speaker 1: I do, Yes, I do. I could hear the voice.
Speaker 1: It is my favorite.
Speaker 2: But essentially I am like alone in the middle of
Speaker 2: a room, tied to a chair. Hmmm, because I'm a
Speaker 2: very bad girl and I need to be restrained.
Speaker 1: Now finish that. Yeah, let's go. I'mah, where is the
Speaker 1: good part?
Speaker 2: But I have to be blindfolded. You have to be
Speaker 2: blindfolded and tied up and tied up.
Speaker 1: That's a lot of trust. There's a lot of trust.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I am trusting these humans because this is why
Speaker 2: it's a fantasy, because there's no one I would barely
Speaker 2: trust to do this.
Speaker 1: To me, and it would have to be for a scene.
Speaker 1: But how many people? I mean how many? Oh? That
Speaker 1: doesn't stop? So is it like you never know and
Speaker 1: it's just like you're sitting there in this time. Wow,
Speaker 1: that's kind of really hot because if you think about
Speaker 1: it's each scenario or each person, it's different fantasy and realistically,
Speaker 1: it could be one person with an extreme amount of energy, yeah,
Speaker 1: or just fuck you different ways it doesn't talk different ways,
Speaker 1: or it could be ten people but you but do
Speaker 1: you think you well, you'd have to I'm like, you'd
Speaker 1: have to know it would be ten of her people
Speaker 1: because ten different dicks feel differently and you're pussy. Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: you're very right on that. You're like, wait, you can't
Speaker 1: grow that much, sir, But someone could trick you if
Speaker 1: they're really skillful with toys. And even though some toys
Speaker 1: they do.
Speaker 2: They're getting closer with the texture. I feel like some
Speaker 2: of these real dicks. I'm like, okay, that is nice.
Speaker 1: I've definitely collected some boyfriends, you know. Oh I call
Speaker 1: them my boyfriends, the to go boyfriends as well. You
Speaker 1: know they stick onto the wall. And actually I realized
Speaker 1: it took onto my wall the other day. I was like, wow,
Speaker 1: this is great. I love the multiple boyfriends stuff on
Speaker 1: the wall. I like it, so are you? Would you
Speaker 1: say what is your favorite kind of dick? Do you?
Speaker 1: Since you say that, it's like you're not a size that,
Speaker 1: but what is your preference if you had a preference
Speaker 1: in those things? Is it be a size thing? Would
Speaker 1: it be the stamina thing? I can cut?
Speaker 2: Well, I definitely am a little bit of a monster.
Speaker 2: I am a grimlin that will haunt your pants and.
Speaker 1: You will not be able to get rid of me.
Speaker 2: So prepare to be super dehydrated if you date me.
Speaker 2: And I think like certain dicks work best for certain positions.
Speaker 1: Okay, Like, so it depends on the guy, depends on
Speaker 1: the guy.
Speaker 2: But my favorite, I think, my favorite by far is
Speaker 2: like perfectly straight.
Speaker 1: Actually that's hard to find. It is hard to find.
Speaker 1: I found time. Is it currently in your are you
Speaker 1: with this person? Are you single? Or I am with
Speaker 1: this person.
Speaker 2: Actually, I had a secret boyfriend on my Only Fans,
Speaker 2: but because of the pandemic, he had to go back
Speaker 2: to his regular job and so we couldn't be friends anymore. Okay,
Speaker 2: So but then I met the person of my dreams.
Speaker 1: Nice, So he's your boyfriend at this time? Yes? Nice?
Speaker 1: Is he your only on your only fans doing naughty
Speaker 1: things with you?
Speaker 2: He is not on my only fans right now because
Speaker 2: he is is this new relationship, it's a little bit new.
Speaker 2: So it's definitely kind of like I don't ever want
Speaker 2: to pressure anyone. Yeah, and also I don't want to
Speaker 2: have a stress on like our personal sex because I
Speaker 2: do save certain things actually for my personal life that
Speaker 2: I don't do on film and people I think they
Speaker 2: think that I don't like these things, when in reality
Speaker 2: I love these things.
Speaker 1: Okay, So what are some of those things?
Speaker 2: Well, I don't do a lot of anal actually on camera,
Speaker 2: and I fucking love anal.
Speaker 1: All right, that's something that you need in your personal
Speaker 1: sex life, yes, okay.
Speaker 2: One hundred percent, whether it's like toys or with my
Speaker 2: person like I need that, okay, or if even they
Speaker 2: just watch me do it.
Speaker 1: So are you doing that type of stuff on your
Speaker 1: only fans by yourself. I am okay, just not with partners.
Speaker 2: Yeah, not really with partners, which I do love doing
Speaker 2: it with partners, but because of.
Speaker 1: My back issues, yeah, I'm taking it easy. So anal
Speaker 1: is something that you kind of like off limits and
Speaker 1: the you know scene why is what else is anything else?
Speaker 2: Well, I've never done a scene I guess in main
Speaker 2: stream in mainstream with a delicious chocolate man because all
Speaker 2: my boyfriends are chocolate and I save that from myself,
Speaker 2: love it nice.
Speaker 1: Anything else, let's see DP as well. So that's another
Speaker 1: one that I've only done in my personal life actually
Speaker 1: that how do you find two dicks in your personal
Speaker 1: life that want to DP a girl? You could be surprised.
Speaker 1: That's like I feel like a really close and be
Speaker 1: some guys are just like yeah, not really into like
Speaker 1: being in the same sexual setting with the dude. It's
Speaker 1: very much hard with the with the balls touched. That
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, because it's like you're already like it's
Speaker 1: one thing, like maybe you do a thing, but like
Speaker 1: it's really close, it's very close. Yeah, that is That
Speaker 1: is a big one.
Speaker 2: That communication barrier with like kind of getting there. And
Speaker 2: I think that is kind of like the discussion that
Speaker 2: comes out is like figuring out what bothers the other
Speaker 2: person really trying to work.
Speaker 1: Around those things. That's good. I mean, it's communications key
Speaker 1: in every relationship. I feel like, because you know, when
Speaker 1: I was in relationship, when I was in the industry,
Speaker 1: we both were performers, and it was like we both
Speaker 1: talked about what we liked and didn't like, so, you know,
Speaker 1: and where was never an issue. Our issues were never
Speaker 1: because of porn. It was outside of porn. It was like, oh,
Speaker 1: it was that kind of thing. So I feel like
Speaker 1: it should be in any case, even if they're not
Speaker 1: in the industry. I think that it's fair. I think
Speaker 1: you're doing the right thing as far as you know.
Speaker 1: Protecting your relationship too is because some people may may
Speaker 1: be okay with like what you're doing, but he may
Speaker 1: not be want to be a part of it or
Speaker 1: feel the pressure like that's what he you know, that
Speaker 1: he has to perform or some perform.
Speaker 2: And I think that's a big thing for a lot
Speaker 2: of people, is like if you date an adult film star,
Speaker 2: you have to perform kind of thing. It's like, yeah,
Speaker 2: some people they want a partner who's going to be
Speaker 2: able to film with them constantly. For me, that isn't
Speaker 2: such a thing. And also, I don't know if like
Speaker 2: this was part of your guys discussion. If someone for
Speaker 2: some reason, I don't care what it is, they don't
Speaker 2: even need to really tell me. If you don't want
Speaker 2: me working with someone particular, maybe you see a little
Speaker 2: bit too much enjoyment there.
Speaker 1: And fucks with your ego a little bit.
Speaker 2: I won't do that, because that's out of respect for
Speaker 2: the relationship.
Speaker 1: For sure. I think that if it's it's apparent enough
Speaker 1: for you to speak on it, then I think it's
Speaker 1: apparent enough to address it, even if it makes no
Speaker 1: sense at all. Yes, you know, for sure, we didn't
Speaker 1: really I feel like in my situation it wasn't really
Speaker 1: about people. I didn't really care about people. There wasn't
Speaker 1: really a lot of things I didn't like either, And
Speaker 1: for me, it was just like, if you have a
Speaker 1: great day, don't brag about it. I don't care what
Speaker 1: you want to do, Like, don't rub in my face
Speaker 1: kind of thing, if you want to talk about something cool.
Speaker 1: But like, work is work and it is what it
Speaker 1: is kind.
Speaker 2: Of exactly like we can enjoy stuff together, but don't
Speaker 2: go telling me about stuff like that I wasn't even
Speaker 2: a part of in a way that's like okay, now now, Foma,
Speaker 2: I'm not your homie. I mean, yes, I not your boy.
Speaker 1: There's you know, boundaries, but for sure, so that was
Speaker 1: never an issue. But I think that boundaries with relationships
Speaker 1: in general, you know, and sex things, especially like there's
Speaker 1: all kinds of different content out there, even Instagram, there's
Speaker 1: some boyfriends that don't even like their girls posting, like,
Speaker 1: you know, bikinis pictures. Have you had anybody that you've
Speaker 1: been with kind of try to filter you or censory you.
Speaker 1: I guess as far as because of who you are.
Speaker 2: I mean I feel like when I that person coming
Speaker 2: in trying to censor me, I just slowly started to
Speaker 2: gravitate away from them because I always knew, like I'm
Speaker 2: never I came from a family who's wonderful, but with
Speaker 2: very like you don't dress a certain way. Girls can't
Speaker 2: do that, boys are allowed to whatever. It is, like,
Speaker 2: there's so many stipulations.
Speaker 1: Do you think that that kind of made you be
Speaker 1: why you're like the more rebellious of people's in certain eyes,
Speaker 1: or do the opposite.
Speaker 2: Definitely, but also, like you said, very hyper sexual person.
Speaker 2: I always knew that I love sex. I love feeling sexy.
Speaker 2: I love making people feel sexy. I just even just
Speaker 2: like running my fingertips over someone is so erouded to
Speaker 2: me and I get such a buzz.
Speaker 1: I love that from it. See. For me, it's why
Speaker 1: I feel like I've always gravitated why I liked you,
Speaker 1: and because there's a lot of girls in the industry
Speaker 1: who can say that, but I don't believe it, Like
Speaker 1: you can really sense it, and you like you live
Speaker 1: and breathe it, and so it seems it's authentic. And
Speaker 1: so for me, if anyone's being authentic, then I can't
Speaker 1: thing but respect that and like own to who you are,
Speaker 1: because I think that that's what with the industry and
Speaker 1: even you know, with everything, I think that that's who
Speaker 1: sets you a part of who you are and why
Speaker 1: we're different but also similar and can respect each other
Speaker 1: for the same things.
Speaker 2: And I feel like there's such a big part of
Speaker 2: the industry where it's like, don't do something just.
Speaker 1: For the money kind of thing.
Speaker 2: I that is the worst to me when I get
Speaker 2: a girl who is like a pussy avoid like someone
Speaker 2: who's licking the side of your leg, or like one
Speaker 2: girl I'm not gonna name names, but I sat on
Speaker 2: her face and instead of licking, she just wentoo like
Speaker 2: no tongue, no, nothing like.
Speaker 1: She just but did you say anything? No, because I'm
Speaker 1: just like, oh god, you're one of those and I
Speaker 1: should have stopped. I should have said something. But in
Speaker 1: that situation, I'm like, how do I approach town? You know,
Speaker 1: I'm trying it to think about how what I would
Speaker 1: do in myself, Like it's one of those things because
Speaker 1: sometimes you just it's like sometimes no response is a
Speaker 1: response kind of thing, but not a different scenario obviously,
Speaker 1: but it's like you could clearly tell you don't like this.
Speaker 1: This is also why with me and with which is
Speaker 1: weird when I say it out loud, but like, I
Speaker 1: was more picky with female performers that I worked with
Speaker 1: than with male performers, mainly because of this issue. My
Speaker 1: thing was is I never was with a girl until
Speaker 1: I was in the industry, and me and Brionna Love
Speaker 1: used to work side by side with each other, and
Speaker 1: then they approached us and was like, would you mind
Speaker 1: doing a scene with her? And because I was so
Speaker 1: comfortable with her, I was like absolutely so with that.
Speaker 1: I really loved girls, and she was a true lesbian
Speaker 1: as well, and so she liked girls. So for me,
Speaker 1: I got kind of spoiled. And then after that I
Speaker 1: worked with Bella Donna. We did Discovering Alexis Texas Love
Speaker 1: of Belladonna, and then I was definitely spoiled. So I
Speaker 1: was like, I want to be selective with the women
Speaker 1: I work with, because when I went into a scene
Speaker 1: after that, it was the same thing. She's like, I'm like,
Speaker 1: I eat good pussy and I'm not trying to eat
Speaker 1: your pussy and you're gonna be not doing anything to me,
Speaker 1: and it's like like I'm not here to face it.
Speaker 1: Like like even with male scenes, like I said, I
Speaker 1: didn't need them to be whoever I would date, but
Speaker 1: your dick better work and I'm gonna get off and
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have a great time. But if you can't
Speaker 1: do your part, then we had a problem.
Speaker 2: Or if you're cy set like with the just like
Speaker 2: you've been up all night whatever you've been doing, drinking, smoking,
Speaker 2: I don't care, Like come with the energy, do not
Speaker 2: come with that lazy mindset.
Speaker 1: Have you ever had to tell a girl or walk
Speaker 1: away from a scene and tell a girl something uncomfortable.
Speaker 1: I've definitely had to.
Speaker 2: Like Luckily, in the situations where I've had to do this,
Speaker 2: I've had a female director, and I've been able to
Speaker 2: kind of like approach the director and not have to
Speaker 2: be the bad guy so much. And also sometimes it's
Speaker 2: really hard, I guess to hear it from like the
Speaker 2: person who's just about to like lick you. Yeah, so
Speaker 2: it's like, Okay, this person is just about to do
Speaker 2: it down on me. That's all they're gonna be thinking about.
Speaker 2: So I let someone else kind of quarterback into them.
Speaker 1: For sure. I respect that. I think though it's like
Speaker 1: it's funny and there's certain things when we talk about
Speaker 1: it out loud, like because and on set that happens
Speaker 1: all the time. It's not like, you know, something that
Speaker 1: would never have happened. But at the same time, like
Speaker 1: when I think about like going in the outside world,
Speaker 1: it's like we should be vocal and it shouldn't be
Speaker 1: embarrassing to us, and that it's embarrassing to anybody, but
Speaker 1: they should, you know what I mean, Like we are
Speaker 1: sex workers and you should know your body and come
Speaker 1: to set correctly, even if it's embarrassing me, like I
Speaker 1: have to stay home now. Back then too, it was
Speaker 1: a little becun times because agents would be like you
Speaker 1: have to go to set or like, you know, to
Speaker 1: or they don't know how to talk about it. And
Speaker 1: I think that when we shut away from the hard
Speaker 1: conversations is why in our personal lives sex can sometimes
Speaker 1: not be enjoyable for certain people. Either, Like when I started,
Speaker 1: you know, having sex not in the industry, I found
Speaker 1: my heart. I can't talk. I found it really hard
Speaker 1: for me to tell my male partner what I wanted
Speaker 1: and when he wasn't doing something well and I was like,
Speaker 1: but wait, hold on, like I was a porn star.
Speaker 1: I used to be a porn star, but I couldn't
Speaker 1: because I didn't want to like necessarily hurt his feelings.
Speaker 1: But I didn't know how to approach it. Yes, where
Speaker 1: it's like sometimes we have to like just say it
Speaker 1: when it's uncomfortable for whoever and just be like, you
Speaker 1: know what, girl, like maybe this isn't our day, or
Speaker 1: you know what, maybe you should eat pussy. Like my
Speaker 1: situation is like I couldn't get this guy to tell
Speaker 1: him I want him to eat my pussy. It wasn't
Speaker 1: something he'd not that he didn't enjoy. But I don't
Speaker 1: think that he even maybe knew how or I don't
Speaker 1: really like to know how to do it. So then
Speaker 1: it was just like weird because I was like, naturally,
Speaker 1: I thought everyone just does it. So then the second
Speaker 1: time I had to say it, but it was hard
Speaker 1: for me to like say it it is hot. But
Speaker 1: then I was just like but then thinking, I'm like, why,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna let him fuck my pussy and I don't
Speaker 1: have a problem with that, but I can't talk to
Speaker 1: him and tell him, hey, move your time to the left,
Speaker 1: Like that's a little directing, but you know what I
Speaker 1: mean as far as context.
Speaker 2: But also I think it's very important too because everyone
Speaker 2: has their spot.
Speaker 1: Everyone has.
Speaker 2: Some people need more pressure than others, like me, I
Speaker 2: kind of like to be smacked around a little bit.
Speaker 1: I need a lot of pressure for sure, for a
Speaker 1: little person I love, and that's something for me. I
Speaker 1: would say, I would feel like needs kind of direction
Speaker 1: and to be vocal because you know someone who they
Speaker 1: don't either maybe have never done the aggressive part or
Speaker 1: want to enjoy it with you, but don't know exactly
Speaker 1: what to do, you know what I mean. So I
Speaker 1: feel like why, you know, I kind of brought it
Speaker 1: up was because I was imporn, But I can only
Speaker 1: imagine for other people who what we call like civilians,
Speaker 1: it is because people are just fucking they're not talking
Speaker 1: about it, you know what I mean, And they're not
Speaker 1: you know. For me, people gives porn such a stigma
Speaker 1: all the tide. Like it's kind of educational if you
Speaker 1: take what you want out of it, obviously, you know,
Speaker 1: but it's like you should be able to talk about
Speaker 1: it or know that those are things scenarios that could
Speaker 1: happen and maybe it won't happen, or what turns you on.
Speaker 1: That's what I think from me is like the variety
Speaker 1: of what it is and see what you really like
Speaker 1: out of it. But I feel like people should, you know,
Speaker 1: in general, just talk more about what we like sexually
Speaker 1: or what turns us on and it not be like
Speaker 1: such a taboo question, you know. That's why with Private
Speaker 1: Talk was more about like us having a private conversation
Speaker 1: and talking about some of the sexual questions that people
Speaker 1: don't really ask everybody and why it's so like shy and.
Speaker 2: I'm like, but wow, majority of people like are getting
Speaker 2: their sexual education from porn. So it's like when you
Speaker 2: get these scenes where people are being fisted, it's not
Speaker 2: exactly accurate to life.
Speaker 1: Well at that part, I don't feel like as far
Speaker 1: as that for using educational I think that that, but
Speaker 1: I feel like as far as opening up what taboo
Speaker 1: things or non taboo things that you like, and obviously
Speaker 1: you gotta do your research. You know, the first time
Speaker 1: I ever fisted somebody, her boyfriend was telling me what
Speaker 1: to do. On the side. There's a lot of that
Speaker 1: and people also too, I poorn. Think that it's all
Speaker 1: the way through. You know, there's cuts, there's like takes
Speaker 1: a long time, there's like starting to stop, you know,
Speaker 1: kind of things where it's like, yes, yeah, we are
Speaker 1: sexual athletes, but you know we need a little help sometimes.
Speaker 1: Hazy spitter spitter loop ooh, I prefer spit.
Speaker 2: But because I smoke so much fucking weed, I'm so
Speaker 2: dehydrated all the time, and I feel like sometimes I
Speaker 2: won't be like ready to go right away. I'm not
Speaker 2: like just dripping wet sometimes because I smoked reblunts that day.
Speaker 1: I feel that I've had that happen to me, and
Speaker 1: then I just like gaged myself with a dick and
Speaker 1: like make things work when you're just like when anyone
Speaker 1: you're spitting and nothing's coming out, I'm like, yeah, that's pathetic.
Speaker 1: So put on a minute and let me get in there.
Speaker 2: But some people I've found recently are very put off
Speaker 2: by the gagging sound. And I've always found the gagging
Speaker 2: sound to be very hot actually, because it's like it did.
Speaker 1: Somebody tell you that? They're like they're like, yes, they
Speaker 1: were like stop that, Oh, but how do you stop gagging?
Speaker 1: I mean, to be fair, I was feeding into it
Speaker 1: a little bit. To give us an example. This was
Speaker 1: a couple of years ago. This is before the pandast
Speaker 1: example of how wild you were in I'm like, do
Speaker 1: you want to have something? Is there a banana? I
Speaker 1: wish I had a banana, damn it, I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: carrying bananas right or cucumber? Something we need to have?
Speaker 2: Was it?
Speaker 1: Okay? So let's let's describe this visually. Is it? Because
Speaker 1: it was just like you were over vocalizing the gagging, like,
Speaker 1: you know, because sometimes you do it gags, you can
Speaker 1: you know, tears and you be like yes really, like
Speaker 1: you're a porno. Yes.
Speaker 2: Sometimes I'm like, I want to cry with the dick
Speaker 2: because it cries for me, so we should shed equal
Speaker 2: tears like I love you.
Speaker 1: You know, equality everyone it cries for you, cry together. Oh,
Speaker 1: tears of joy, tears of joy.
Speaker 2: I do love when someone fires off some knuckle children
Speaker 2: right into my face.
Speaker 1: Knuckle children. We're learning a whole lot here. Private talk
Speaker 1: after dark. I hope you are enjoying this episode, and
Speaker 1: I hope that you've fired off some knuckle Please donate
Speaker 1: those knuckle children to the both of us. She can
Speaker 1: have it all my share, she can have them. I
Speaker 1: don't think I want Why are they called knuckle children
Speaker 1: because they're jerking themselves off? I just got that as
Speaker 1: I said it, I'm like why, Oh yeah, it does stupid.
Speaker 1: But it's one of those ones that at first when
Speaker 1: you hear you're just like, wait what, and then you
Speaker 1: did you hear this talk? This was many many moons ago,
Speaker 1: and that is like definitely deep within roll of dicks
Speaker 1: of my mind? How many dicks do you think you
Speaker 1: have fucked? I feel like you should be happy, not sad.
Speaker 1: Why are you saying there because that's a lot of math,
Speaker 1: but it's not.
Speaker 2: Actually, it's not a lot of when I actually think
Speaker 2: about it, because I've actually worked with the same, like
Speaker 2: a handful of people almost my entire career. So when
Speaker 2: I think about the reality of how many guys I've
Speaker 2: slept with versus girls, Oh my god, I've something with
Speaker 2: so many women, But the amount of guys that I've
Speaker 2: slept with is surprisingly small.
Speaker 1: Okay, so more than a hundred guys women women? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, guys.
Speaker 1: Guys way less than one hundred, way less than way
Speaker 1: less than one hundred. So when fifty to two hundred
Speaker 1: for the females, what are we looking at her? Medical?
Speaker 2: I mean, does everybody count all the bricks when they
Speaker 2: build a brick house?
Speaker 1: Sometimes when you're real through throw I forgot to count
Speaker 1: my bricks. So we're gonna go back to it, gonna
Speaker 1: have to start all over again. So your numbers starts
Speaker 1: at zero from this point forward. After you leave after dark,
Speaker 1: I like that, Yeah, it's all wiped away. Describe something
Speaker 1: that's exciting in your life right now. Oh, exciting my
Speaker 1: life right now?
Speaker 2: You know, I have finally, I guess devoted a lot
Speaker 2: of time to working on painting. And I've always loved
Speaker 2: art and drawing. It goes with all my little crafty thingies.
Speaker 2: But right now I feel like I've crossed over into
Speaker 2: like a much more great plateau of that.
Speaker 1: Nice. Are you like doing like portraits or like scenery
Speaker 1: or a lot of portraits? Actually?
Speaker 2: So I do like mostly trippy stuff. Okay, so it's
Speaker 2: a lot of geometric work. That's my bread and butter.
Speaker 2: I love math. That is definitely my thing.
Speaker 1: Have you ever sold a painting to a fan or
Speaker 1: just a sent.
Speaker 2: Things out for free to people because the art is
Speaker 2: something that I just did for myself.
Speaker 1: Yeah, for so long, for sure. I like that. I
Speaker 1: feel like you definitely with everything that embodies what you know,
Speaker 1: what you've been talking about, from like the accessories to
Speaker 1: the clothings, even like directing more so on your own OnlyFans,
Speaker 1: It kind of like brings out all those artistic things.
Speaker 1: And I think that eventually you'll find out what really
Speaker 1: navigates to your soul because I feel like there's more
Speaker 1: to your painting. I feel like there's more that you
Speaker 1: know monetary wise that I think that you could do
Speaker 1: a lot more with them. I would love to share
Speaker 1: it more with people.
Speaker 2: And honestly, I was actually trying to think of like
Speaker 2: a painting that I wanted to do with you before
Speaker 2: I came here, and I was like, okay, now I
Speaker 2: need reference photos, and I.
Speaker 1: Was like, how long? How long does that process really take?
Speaker 1: Does it depend on what kind of thing you're doing?
Speaker 1: It depends, And because that seems like a lot to
Speaker 1: think of, like yesterday, I'm like, but sure, having your well,
Speaker 1: I've been excited about this for like since you hit
Speaker 1: me up, yah, and I'm so sorry I missed your messages.
Speaker 2: I'm the worst with my dms. I think people think
Speaker 2: that I hate them.
Speaker 1: I don't hate you, know, I will say that I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't take any offense to that because you know, recently,
Speaker 1: even getting like guests to come on here like is
Speaker 1: where we hit them up on my dms and some
Speaker 1: I didn't really look at my dms before because I
Speaker 1: was just posting on my socials and so there's a
Speaker 1: lot of things going on there and I hit it people.
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, they hit me up a long time ago.
Speaker 1: They probably not going to answer this, but everybody did
Speaker 1: with me. Yes, But I also think that they changed
Speaker 1: to the app where it made it a little bit
Speaker 1: easier to kind of find people at least if you
Speaker 1: follow it kind of like makes them out like separates
Speaker 1: them because before you know, even random. But yesterday this
Speaker 1: I met this guy on the street random. I was
Speaker 1: walking my dogs and he was like, hey, you wanted
Speaker 1: to try to like hit on me, blah blah blah.
Speaker 1: So I was like, here's my Instagram. But then he
Speaker 1: was like, all right, I'm gonna follow you. And then
Speaker 1: he's like i'll DM you. Because I was like, if
Speaker 1: you can get to me that way, then you have
Speaker 1: a step too. Yes. Then I was like, there's no way.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I look at it. There's a five point
Speaker 1: nine million people, and even on the direct list, I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: he's unless he sees me on a street. Again, you
Speaker 1: waste there every day until he sees me. Sorry if
Speaker 1: you're watching out there. But that's the thing. Do you
Speaker 1: check your DMS? Like? I mean ever? I do now
Speaker 1: because I use it a lot for networking as far
Speaker 1: as like you know what the show same, But I
Speaker 1: never did before, like I and honestly, I just didn't
Speaker 1: have time. That's exactly. It's not that you don't want to.
Speaker 1: I didn't have any forget I think that maybe I
Speaker 1: had time. I'm learning my time management different now because
Speaker 1: again it's like, you know, we use it for certain
Speaker 1: things like social media. Now it's just like I would
Speaker 1: promote my dance kids or like Exotica, so I didn't
Speaker 1: need as much feedback when the girls I would be
Speaker 1: talking to them like. So now it's more like because
Speaker 1: it's business more. I feel like that's why I'm more
Speaker 1: to look at it more. Because I had the time
Speaker 1: to scroll and look at everybody else's stuff. I just
Speaker 1: didn't look at that part.
Speaker 2: I just became a scroller this year actually, but it's
Speaker 2: because I'm obviously pulled into crafting things. But now that
Speaker 2: I started scrolling and I'm seeing what everyone's doing, I'm like, Oh,
Speaker 2: you're all so beautiful.
Speaker 1: You're so cute. What or do you remember who your
Speaker 1: first celebrity crush was?
Speaker 2: Ooh, that is a funny one, because like, I am
Speaker 2: the worst when it comes to celebrity crushes because I
Speaker 2: feel like I don't have any like real celebrity crushes.
Speaker 2: I've always been like, if you're not in a vicinity
Speaker 2: where I can get to you, I have no interest
Speaker 2: in you.
Speaker 1: Interesting.
Speaker 2: Yeah, my brain was always logical, even from the time
Speaker 2: of like when you're really young and you hit hormones,
Speaker 2: they're coming in hot and you're like, you're attractive, but
Speaker 2: I have no interest in you because you're not You're
Speaker 2: not near me interesting.
Speaker 1: Does that work well with dating? I think it does
Speaker 1: because I was like, for me, I always have not Again,
Speaker 1: maybe it's the fomo because I'm a Gemini and I
Speaker 1: always like, there's a Gemini like kind of thing. When's
Speaker 1: your birthday? June fourteenth? Oh fun, I'm May twenty fifth,
Speaker 1: May twenty fifth. Okay, yes, we love geminis here. We
Speaker 1: have a lot of geminis on them.
Speaker 2: There's so many geminis in the industry too, Like I'll win.
Speaker 1: Flesh sexual abeating their poster. I'm like, oh that birthday
Speaker 1: month thing, it's covered, like there's not one space that's empty.
Speaker 1: I you know, geminis are very sexual creatures. I think that,
Speaker 1: you know, we just know what we're like. Yeah, what
Speaker 1: is your craziest fan interaction?
Speaker 2: Oh goodness, okay, I was actually just talking about this
Speaker 2: one the other day. Oddly enough, And you know what
Speaker 2: expos people bring you, like the funnest things. Well, this
Speaker 2: guy walks up to the booth carrying a stack of
Speaker 2: Lubaton shoes, all my size stack. I was like, hi, friend,
Speaker 2: what does this And he's like, okay, well, these are
Speaker 2: all for you, but two of them actually I need
Speaker 2: you to put on so I can take a picture
Speaker 2: of them, and I'm going to take them home with
Speaker 2: me and they're to save. They're identical shoes. Two for me,
Speaker 2: two for him to take home.
Speaker 1: And I was like, okay, that's very generous. That's very generous.
Speaker 1: But I found out later that.
Speaker 2: He would take the very thin heel of the high
Speaker 2: heel and he would stick that down his urethra.
Speaker 1: Ah, he jerks off that way. Ah, what do you mean?
Speaker 1: He starves the heel and he keeps it in there
Speaker 1: and jerks off, puts it in and he jerks off
Speaker 1: with it in there. And that's the first time I
Speaker 1: found out that that is a thing that people do.
Speaker 1: I feel about that. I was reluctant at first.
Speaker 2: The shoes were very beautiful and sir, if you see this,
Speaker 2: thank you, I still have them.
Speaker 1: Is that thing that is a thing.
Speaker 2: There's actually a company that makes toys please eat or
Speaker 2: like something's wrong with that picture. To me, I need
Speaker 2: to do more research, but that might be a part
Speaker 2: of the appeal.
Speaker 1: Oh, I guess some people do like the pain sensory
Speaker 1: of like you know, yes, that's you guys got a
Speaker 1: lot of time on your hands? Or how do you
Speaker 1: even know that that happens?
Speaker 2: Like that's an interesting one that you kind of like
Speaker 2: do you trip and fall into a shoe like something
Speaker 2: and one day you're like, oh, I like that.
Speaker 1: Do you drop a pencil? That's hilarious? Yeah, no, I
Speaker 1: still I'm trying to get the mental thing out of
Speaker 1: my pet face, but it's really still there, and I'm
Speaker 1: like it just it'll be like I used to always
Speaker 1: like the weirdest one that I had, not weird, but
Speaker 1: like that I thought was just like how do you
Speaker 1: know that? That like was like kicking the balls kind
Speaker 1: of thing, like stepping on them like that stamping like
Speaker 1: stomping or whatever. I just like, how does that feel good?
Speaker 1: But I myself don't associate pain and sex like a
Speaker 1: pleasure like I need extreme levels. Yeah, I mean I
Speaker 1: like to be for sure, like I like to you know,
Speaker 1: I can be choked, I could be spanked, like my
Speaker 1: hair pulled, but not like to an excessive amount of
Speaker 1: level until let you know, in the moment too and
Speaker 1: not every time, yes, not repeating like just doing the
Speaker 1: same motion. But for like when I think of like
Speaker 1: really things of like I don't know, I definitely don't
Speaker 1: know if I could be tied up for sure not Oh okay,
Speaker 1: I can't really louish. I don't like losing control. Well, yeah,
Speaker 1: no I don't. I hate it, Like, let me think
Speaker 1: about it up. I hate it. But I guess because
Speaker 1: I was trying to think, like maybe with the right partner,
Speaker 1: maybe in that setting, you know what I mean, Because
Speaker 1: I have done certain things like because before someone had
Speaker 1: told me, like, oh, you've never been handcuffed, I'm like no,
Speaker 1: and I'm not going to. But they tied me up
Speaker 1: with the shirt so I could still get out if
Speaker 1: I wanted to. So it was like, I guess levels
Speaker 1: to getting to that point so I could see. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just like I like to be
Speaker 1: in control. I could be dominated for sure. I just
Speaker 1: don't like not be.
Speaker 2: And the thing, I've actually never been tied up in
Speaker 2: my personal life because it is a thing that you
Speaker 2: truly have to release that control, and now in my life,
Speaker 2: I finally feel like I've met someone who I could
Speaker 2: trust with that level of control.
Speaker 1: Maybe it's a Gemini thing.
Speaker 2: Hmmm, I think it's a Gemini thing. I think it's
Speaker 2: very hard to let go of that.
Speaker 1: Hmmm. We're having you know, I'm finding all kinds of
Speaker 1: things out here. What is advice that you would give
Speaker 1: yourself your younger.
Speaker 2: Self, Oh, don't hold on to stuff for so long, Like,
Speaker 2: just let go of whatever is bothering you, because realistically
Speaker 2: that is not important big picture, like, there's always gonna
Speaker 2: be something that bothers you. There's always gonna be something
Speaker 2: that is like not quite the way you want it
Speaker 2: to be. I feel like, for so long, if something
Speaker 2: like happened or wasn't it wasn't perfect. I just held
Speaker 2: on to that and it ruined my day sometimes.
Speaker 1: M m. Yeah. Yeah, that's a good way. No ruining
Speaker 1: the days, ruining the days, No, because only you can
Speaker 1: control you how you were young.
Speaker 2: Yes, I feel like walking around angry is just like
Speaker 2: being mean to yourself because no one else can really
Speaker 2: see your anger.
Speaker 1: It's just existing within you. Stop being mean to yourself.
Speaker 1: Stopping mean to yourself. We're not mean here. I probably
Speaker 1: would talk. We are lovely, we are sexy old ladies
Speaker 1: talking about all the fun things. What's the best pickup
Speaker 1: line ever used on you? Ooh?
Speaker 2: When I was I think seventeen, I worked at a
Speaker 2: water park as a lifeguard and just you know, the basic,
Speaker 2: standing there every day watching kids do their thing. This
Speaker 2: little ass boy runs past me, like not even big
Speaker 2: enough to know what he's saying. I feel like he
Speaker 2: falls flat on his face in front of me, and
Speaker 2: I walk over, I'm okay, and he looks at me
Speaker 2: and he goes, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I fell for you. Oh oh. His daddy was a charmer.
Speaker 1: His daddy was a charm His daddy definitely used that one.
Speaker 1: You should have said, Hey, you guys, your dad can
Speaker 1: I see don't I see your father? Please? Have you
Speaker 1: ever taken home a souvenir from any someone who had
Speaker 1: sex with ooh? Or someone as someone has someone taken
Speaker 1: something of yours that you noticed? I was gone as
Speaker 1: a souan, you know, I feel like a lot of
Speaker 1: people have of mine, especially some certain people on set.
Speaker 1: Oh no, definitely had my suitcase emptied out once before
Speaker 1: on a set. Oh no, I'm I.
Speaker 2: Don't know what they think they're gonna do with extra
Speaker 2: small panties that have been tailored.
Speaker 1: To someone my size. Yeah, I yeah, Stealing is one
Speaker 1: of my biggest like no, nos, I'm just like why,
Speaker 1: Like what's the purpose? I always kind of figure.
Speaker 2: I'm like, Okay, if someone took that you needed and
Speaker 2: I needed it, yes, for some reason they needed it.
Speaker 1: Have you ever gone through a partner's phone?
Speaker 2: Ooh, you know, I so funny, so many topics that
Speaker 2: I've just been thinking about recently. Uh, I have not
Speaker 2: gone through a partners phone in over a decade because
Speaker 2: when I did that, I definitely realize that if you
Speaker 2: have to do that, then there's obviously something wrong there
Speaker 2: and you're probably gonna find something.
Speaker 1: Whether it's big or small, you're probably gonna find something.
Speaker 2: So I always err on the side of trust, and
Speaker 2: if I don't trust you, then we either got to
Speaker 2: end or we got to work on it.
Speaker 1: I like its how many times you say you're a
Speaker 1: very sexual person with sex wise, but you know that
Speaker 1: just means not only just with other people, with yourself.
Speaker 1: How many times do you think you masturbate in a day?
Speaker 1: How many times? How many times do I resist like,
Speaker 1: how many times do you actually do it? How many
Speaker 1: times do well? I'm actually taking a masturbation cleanse right
Speaker 1: now as we speak, which is very difficult. Is it
Speaker 1: you've done before?
Speaker 2: This is something that I've done before. Actually walk us
Speaker 2: through this orgasm?
Speaker 1: But yes, because I get very aggressive and out of
Speaker 1: control with my masturbation. And I mean I will.
Speaker 2: Have amazing, wonderful sex with my person and then I
Speaker 2: will go home still turned on from how amazing that was,
Speaker 2: and then I'll masturbate five six times and I'm like,
Speaker 2: I can't do.
Speaker 1: This every day. I have things to do. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: I make myself stop. So how long is your cleanse for?
Speaker 1: Usually like a month? A month? Yes, that's a long time.
Speaker 1: It can do you feel reset after the month? I do? Actually,
Speaker 1: what day are you on? You seem a little frustrated.
Speaker 1: I'm on like day two. That's probably the worst because
Speaker 1: you're jonesing. Yes, especially if you masturbate five or six
Speaker 1: times in a session. When you get past the first
Speaker 1: week or even two, I feel like you get into
Speaker 1: a groove of like, Okay, I'm going to distract myself
Speaker 1: with are you not having sex with your person either? Oh?
Speaker 2: No, we're definitely having sex, but I'm like trying to
Speaker 2: resist coming when we're having sex, so I know, not coming.
Speaker 2: I mean, that's the thing. I haven't seen him in
Speaker 2: two days, so when I see him next.
Speaker 1: That does probably not productive. It's I can see doing
Speaker 1: it for yourselves, but time why you're like fighting yourself,
Speaker 1: don't come. I'm like, it's so much, but don't do it.
Speaker 1: That's a Gemini in you that if you're challenging yourself
Speaker 1: for no fucking reason. But honestly, he always gets me.
Speaker 1: If you really wanted to do it, then sex with
Speaker 1: him would be off the table too, yes, because no
Speaker 1: one like that's like a guy thing like I'm gonna
Speaker 1: fuck you, but I'm not gonna come, Like no, bitch.
Speaker 1: I mean I have seen some people that have done that,
Speaker 1: but you know, but.
Speaker 2: Girl, why But he is very busy as well, so
Speaker 2: sometimes we don't get to see each other for like
Speaker 2: a good like two weeks. So I'll get to go
Speaker 2: this like two weeks of just like starving myself of
Speaker 2: the perfect.
Speaker 1: Deck, the perfect dick. Baby, you go to perfect deck.
Speaker 1: You tell him that every day. Did you name the
Speaker 1: dick or is it just perfect? It's just perfect, the
Speaker 1: perfect dick.
Speaker 2: I tell him that someone who names everything I want
Speaker 2: to live on my knees in front of him.
Speaker 1: I would pay rent to live there. I'd clean up
Speaker 1: after myself of course. Nice. That's how charming of you.
Speaker 1: All right, I think it's time for Truth with Texas.
Speaker 1: This is one of my favorite parts of the schedule,
Speaker 1: you know, falling out a little bit. All right, So
Speaker 1: how Truth of Texas is going to work is We've
Speaker 1: got four cards. Each ace is a different type of question.
Speaker 1: We've got spicy, naughty, romantic, and kinky, which I think
Speaker 1: you're all of those in one a little bit. Alright,
Speaker 1: here we go, ooh, Ace of Spades, which is a
Speaker 1: naughty question? Naughty? Handcuffs are blindfold? No? You know you
Speaker 1: like both, but that's a hard one. You gotta pick one.
Speaker 1: I gotta pick one. M I would say, I would
Speaker 1: say blindfold, blindfold, yes, wild this place you've ever had sex? Mmm?
Speaker 2: I feel like I'm like really boring actually in that
Speaker 2: regard in my bad and.
Speaker 1: Definitely like ever in your life. I feel like you're a.
Speaker 2: Sp I have a lot of sex with myself in
Speaker 2: crazy places.
Speaker 1: Where is the craziest.
Speaker 2: Place with mean sitting in my seat on an airplane
Speaker 2: next to an old lady while she sleeps.
Speaker 1: Oh did that turn you on? Or were like trying
Speaker 1: to accomplish something. I was trying to accomplish something. He
Speaker 1: was a convention where this was a toy or your.
Speaker 2: Fingers with my fingers and a lollipop I had in
Speaker 2: my purpose.
Speaker 1: Just thinks of these things sometimes all you know, did
Speaker 1: you eat the lollipop after? Got a snap afterwards? That's
Speaker 1: what you have? The long you worked up of abbestite?
Speaker 1: How long was this flight? And this poor lady ala,
Speaker 1: This was all my way back from New York a
Speaker 1: lot of my last times. Yes, that's funny. I've definitely
Speaker 1: had people say that they've used a vibrator next to somebody,
Speaker 1: but never an old sleeping. I've had sex on a
Speaker 1: plane at night people were sleeping, but.
Speaker 2: I feel like that's the perfect time to do that thing.
Speaker 2: I'm always traveling alone and I'm telling my partner constantly.
Speaker 2: I'm just like, I want to travel with you so
Speaker 2: we can do terrible things places.
Speaker 1: That's sexy, though. I feel like the long flights, for sure,
Speaker 1: it gets hard not to like want to touch yourself
Speaker 1: because I'm my sexual person myself. Then you get bored.
Speaker 1: I get bored. I'm like, why not like that are drinking?
Speaker 1: There's not much to do on a.
Speaker 2: Plane, honestly, And once I empty out their alcohol, which
Speaker 2: I have done before on the Virgin Airlines first class,
Speaker 2: I drank all of their champagne and they were like,
Speaker 2: you have to go to.
Speaker 1: Bed now, they cut you off and said, no, ma'am, yes,
Speaker 1: I'm probably sure definitely been cut off before, I think,
Speaker 1: but not because I well, I mean, in my own defense,
Speaker 1: I would say I wasn't drunk, but they I think
Speaker 1: at the time they said I can have more than
Speaker 1: two drinks on the plane, like that kind of thing,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, no, I'm like, but I'm in first class.
Speaker 1: What does it matter? Some people care, se don't.
Speaker 2: And some people do. I think it's about who wants
Speaker 2: to be like power trip that day.
Speaker 1: For sure, internationally they don't care. Like, so I'm just like,
Speaker 1: drink the whole fucking thing. Do you want to do?
Speaker 1: Ever hooked up with a friends sip?
Speaker 2: Oh no, actually, because I was homeschooled, so I have
Speaker 2: very few friends growing up, so there was never a possibility.
Speaker 1: No adult friends. Oh, I mean not really. Actually, surprisingly,
Speaker 1: I like to keep my like hooking up with people.
Speaker 1: If I do, keep it way.
Speaker 2: Away from all of my friends and things, because I
Speaker 2: don't like messy situations.
Speaker 1: Fair all right, next car, I feel like I need
Speaker 1: like an extended arm thing right, a little grabber diamonds.
Speaker 1: It's a spicy question. Something you would not do sexually? Ooh?
Speaker 1: Is there anything off limits for miss Madison ivy? I
Speaker 1: mean I would not put any live creatures inside myself.
Speaker 1: That's a big one. That could be a big one.
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Speaker 1: on OnlyFans. There's a lot of very interesting questions. What
Speaker 1: are they asking it put inside of you? And how
Speaker 1: do you even know that there's inside of you?
Speaker 2: Apparently like putting snakes inside of you is a thing.
Speaker 2: That's another fetish that I was completely unaware of before OnlyFans,
Speaker 2: So thank you only fans.
Speaker 1: How do you know how these weird new things? I
Speaker 1: know nothing. My fans don't need to step it up, y'all.
Speaker 1: Y'all fetishes are not I gotta ask you about one more.
Speaker 1: And if this gentleman is watching, I just want to
Speaker 1: know that, like this is a first, but how do
Speaker 1: you where do you put this? How do you put
Speaker 1: it inside of you?
Speaker 3: Where?
Speaker 1: What hold does it go in?
Speaker 2: From what my understanding is, you use the tail end
Speaker 2: keep the face out of there.
Speaker 1: So so I'm but I'm not gonna bite you. Is
Speaker 1: that the point? I guess it's my voice just got
Speaker 1: like it's sake that he sends to people, or like
Speaker 1: as a Brazilian vagina snake, you know, see the pussy
Speaker 1: the pussy snake trainer over here. Okay, so there's another fetish, yes,
Speaker 1: now this one? Is this from the same person, this
Speaker 1: from different persons? Oh? God, different people.
Speaker 2: This guy likes just photos of just your head and
Speaker 2: your feet, and he likes to photoshop them so they
Speaker 2: are like your head is maybe sitting on a table,
Speaker 2: and your feet by your head, and there's no legs,
Speaker 2: there's no arms, there's no nothing. But he wants your
Speaker 2: head tilted up and he wants your nostrils expanded so
Speaker 2: you can photoshop dix in your nostril.
Speaker 1: I'm dub any, is this yours?
Speaker 3: I'm trying to understand all facis Okay, you had me
Speaker 3: until you said shoving your nostrils spread open with dicks inside,
Speaker 3: because I know at one time in life, there used
Speaker 3: to be a thing where they would do like they
Speaker 3: would put different heads on different things, like people's bodies
Speaker 3: or like whatever.
Speaker 1: Like I think there was like even like a game
Speaker 1: type thing like where people would like guess who's whatever
Speaker 1: thing but stretching your nostrils to prediction inside and like
Speaker 1: that's a little I mean, no offense, but I mean
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna be right. I don't have too many comments.
Speaker 1: But how do you respond to that? Because he's as
Speaker 1: obviously asking you if you'll do this? Well, I'm very
Speaker 1: do you even respond?
Speaker 2: I honestly, I respond to everyone unless you are even
Speaker 2: if you're like horribly mean, I'll be like no, and
Speaker 2: then you get blocked.
Speaker 1: But there's so many stuff, so many people are actually
Speaker 1: not that they're really they're great.
Speaker 2: Actually I get a lot of awesome fans, but people
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I respect most all kinks.
Speaker 2: Some of them I cannot condone because of like I
Speaker 2: cannot condone like snuff films or like you know that
Speaker 2: sort of like faux snuff films. No, like we cannot
Speaker 2: promote that sort of thing, like that sort of lifestyle.
Speaker 1: It's just a lot it's a lot of lots of
Speaker 1: but I.
Speaker 2: Will, you know, for someone like that, I'm like, you know,
Speaker 2: I hear you. That's interesting. I like some things that
Speaker 2: other people don't, but out of like personality, that's not
Speaker 2: my particular taste, so I'm not going to go into.
Speaker 1: It with you. Yeah, that's a little lot for me.
Speaker 1: I think the weirdest you know, request I ever got that.
Speaker 1: I was like, are you kidding me? It asked me
Speaker 1: to fill up a bathtub and act like I was
Speaker 1: drowning and then masturbate and like some other way while
Speaker 1: you're drowning. Yeah, And I was like aggressively drowning. Du No,
Speaker 1: I was like, this is not happening, Like nah, there's
Speaker 1: just no because at that point for me is like
Speaker 1: what I do like about OnlyFans is I love the
Speaker 1: fan interaction. I love that YO can be as personable
Speaker 1: and like get the things where people do have fetish
Speaker 1: sheets whatever. But there's also a limitation and boundaries of
Speaker 1: a certain things. It's like it's not a dog and
Speaker 1: pony show and seeing at that point it's like you're
Speaker 1: just there's something else that you need, something to be
Speaker 1: so specific and detailed about something that I'm not the one. Yeah,
Speaker 1: there's a lot of other people, you know whatever, respectfully
Speaker 1: see you.
Speaker 2: Yes, And it's just like, realistically, you don't have the
Speaker 2: time to message everyone the length I have. One person particularly,
Speaker 2: they're like, you didn't answer part four a message five
Speaker 2: that I just sent.
Speaker 1: You part fours and my asshole don't know what you're saying.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I try to answer all your questions, but
Speaker 1: I can like, no, no, thank you. What's the most
Speaker 1: embarrassing thing that's happened to you sexually? Ooh, most embarrassing thing,
Speaker 1: we'll say on set and off ooh.
Speaker 2: On set, I would say, me and this girl were
Speaker 2: doing the scene for Evil Angel Forever Ago, and we're
Speaker 2: supposed to be making a butt Martini, and so you know,
Speaker 2: you put the one Love's the butt martin.
Speaker 1: We love those butt martinis.
Speaker 2: We got the big martini glass, we got both our booties,
Speaker 2: and then you know, we gotta put the garnishes in there,
Speaker 2: so you gotta put the cherry tomatoes in your butt,
Speaker 2: and then you got to try to quit them in
Speaker 2: the glass.
Speaker 1: We could not get them in the glass.
Speaker 2: So me and her spent the entire day trying to
Speaker 2: get eight cherry tomatoes out of each of us.
Speaker 1: Oh, how many did you get out? Leaning in a loss?
Speaker 1: We need to go inside right now, bent over search parties.
Speaker 1: So they just got lost? Did that happen a lot?
Speaker 1: You know? I have many other things? Have you lost inside?
Speaker 1: I lost a ring and a girl once. Definitely no purpose. Oh,
Speaker 1: that was definitely an accident. I mean, I guess on
Speaker 1: a purpose. But in your finger.
Speaker 2: It was on my finger and I was definitely getting
Speaker 2: way too aggressive, like when you go second knuckle deep past.
Speaker 1: That ring or was it my ring? Oh? No, I
Speaker 1: had to ask for my ring back because we didn't
Speaker 1: realize it until like the scene was over. Did you
Speaker 1: find it? We found it?
Speaker 2: I would be like, man, Plussy is much more forgiving
Speaker 2: than the ass like as is, just like this is mine, now.
Speaker 1: You're coming with me? All right? So off set offset embarrassing?
Speaker 2: Ooh, not too many embarrassing things that I can think of,
Speaker 2: I guess off the top of my head.
Speaker 1: Actually, okay, well, let's what about the worst hookup story?
Speaker 1: Worst hookup story?
Speaker 2: You know, I actually don't have too many of those
Speaker 2: because I don't hook up with people like I've only
Speaker 2: had I think one one night stand in my entire
Speaker 2: life because I am so weird about going home with people,
Speaker 2: and I feel because I'm a very small person, I
Speaker 2: feel very unsafe all the time. So I'm constantly like, Okay,
Speaker 2: I can't hook up with you until I get to.
Speaker 1: Know you really well. Yeah, or I can know like
Speaker 1: a relationship type girl. Then I am a relationship type girl.
Speaker 2: I was with the same person for about seven years,
Speaker 2: and then I dated like one, maybe two other people
Speaker 2: before the person who I'm actually currently with a little
Speaker 2: handful of dates maybe here, but like actually go out
Speaker 2: more than one little Oh, you're obnoxious.
Speaker 1: I can't do this nice. Yeah, I mean there's nothing
Speaker 1: wrong with that. I feel like, you know, it's one
Speaker 1: of those things like when you like that person, then
Speaker 1: you're just gonna fuck the show to them multiple times.
Speaker 1: You're gonna do lots of things. Yes, have you ever
Speaker 1: had a partner tell you you were too much? Like
Speaker 1: they turned down sex from you because you say you're
Speaker 1: so sexually you're always chasing the dick.
Speaker 2: Actually, my first relationship and we met when I was
Speaker 2: really really young, And I feel like this is why
Speaker 2: a lot of people's relationships go. You meet when you're
Speaker 2: really young, and then you kind of just get stuck
Speaker 2: with each other. And he was always telling me like,
Speaker 2: you're too much, like your personality even is just like
Speaker 2: so much, and you would do the meanest things, and
Speaker 2: I'm like.
Speaker 1: Why don't you just leave me? And then I found
Speaker 1: out like later.
Speaker 2: On, you know, all those things you suspect that someone's
Speaker 2: doing what they could be doing, found out like a
Speaker 2: million horrible things about this person, and I was like,
Speaker 2: how did I spend and waste so much time with you?
Speaker 2: So to anyone out there in a terrible relationship where
Speaker 2: you're putting in effort and you don't feel like this
Speaker 2: person is ever gonna do you right, they're not, and
Speaker 2: you need to take charge and you need to leave
Speaker 2: because sometimes just sticking it out is not the way
Speaker 2: to go.
Speaker 1: Listen to miss Madison, I agree with you. I think
Speaker 1: it's another thing people think that, you know, we settle
Speaker 1: for things. Sometimes it's not about like giving a try
Speaker 1: and stuff. But you shouldn't have a feel like your
Speaker 1: partner's being mean to you to a point where it's like,
Speaker 1: you know, and also like the too much thing, it's
Speaker 1: you're never too much for somebody, you know, it's maybe
Speaker 1: that person, but that you know, you're never too much
Speaker 1: for any you know, who's the right persons supposed to
Speaker 1: be in your life, because girl, you're just too much
Speaker 1: and your fly you're supposed to be too much supposed
Speaker 1: to be. You're supposed to live your life, and you
Speaker 1: are doing just that. Do you like sex toys in
Speaker 1: the bedroom?
Speaker 2: I love sex toys in the bedroom with someone who
Speaker 2: will take the time to learn how to use them properly,
Speaker 2: because obviously, like you don't have those particular parts, you
Speaker 2: don't know maybe exactly how far you need to go
Speaker 2: the direction. Even I know a lot of people who
Speaker 2: will stick a toy in and I'll do this back
Speaker 2: and forth sort of thing, like I am not a windshield?
Speaker 1: What are you doing to me? What are you searching for?
Speaker 1: This is not TSA, yes, it is not security.
Speaker 2: In and out like maybe a little like up and down,
Speaker 2: but none of this back and forth.
Speaker 1: But do you with your partner, like at home, do
Speaker 1: you guys kind of go through what you're sex toys
Speaker 1: and like that sexually together?
Speaker 2: Like so much so I've never actually, and I just
Speaker 2: told him this, actually I've never had a partner where
Speaker 2: or anyone actually even just someone I like dated where
Speaker 2: we were able to talk about anything and everything that
Speaker 2: we liked, like Ooh I like this, Oh do more
Speaker 2: of that?
Speaker 1: Oh? I got you this?
Speaker 2: Like for my birthday, my first birthday that we spent together,
Speaker 2: he got me a Jason Love Replica toy and I
Speaker 2: was just like.
Speaker 1: I love This's like, oh my god, you know me
Speaker 1: so well. And I ever had a person buying me
Speaker 1: a toy actually before that. Yeah, little things. It's like
Speaker 1: the thoughtful things that it's you know, it's what it
Speaker 1: means they listen. Yeah, it means they care so much. Oo.
Speaker 1: Give me an example of your dirty talk, miss Madison Ivy.
Speaker 2: It's so funny because, like you said, when you're naked,
Speaker 2: you can like feel be.
Speaker 1: Dirty the dirty. Oh wait, I'm a punster, I have
Speaker 1: Oh no, I snap myself into if miss sexist was
Speaker 1: here in the room with you, My big ass is
Speaker 1: shaking for you to stand up for you, like, can
Speaker 1: I get a visual aid?
Speaker 2: God damn, I want to bury my face between your ass.
Speaker 2: I want to lick that pussy all the way to
Speaker 2: that ass a tongue, fuck you. I want to suck
Speaker 2: every delicious ounce of your pussy juice out and savor it. Well,
Speaker 2: I singer you and then just finger myself with your juices.
Speaker 1: She's so naughty and I love it. I hope you
Speaker 1: liked that dirty talk. I have a talk after dark.
Speaker 1: It gets real naughty hair, Miss Madison ivy. I love
Speaker 1: all the naughty things coming out of your mouth. And
Speaker 1: you know, maybe one day I'll suffocate you last. God's
Speaker 1: bless me. All right, we've got clubs. It's a kinky question.
Speaker 1: Bondage yes or no? I think we know that we
Speaker 1: know this. Yeah, bondage always, but yeah with velvet ropes
Speaker 1: for sure. Do you have your own personal velvet room?
Speaker 1: I do have some on the bedside if that day
Speaker 1: ever happens. Shower sex, car sex Ooh, which one is
Speaker 1: better or preferred one of the other?
Speaker 2: Oh, there's likes ups and downs to either of them,
Speaker 2: because if you're in the shower you have to have
Speaker 2: a water based lube, and then if you're in the car,
Speaker 2: you gotta watch out.
Speaker 1: Luckily, do you have loub handy in your flower? Yes,
Speaker 1: the under the sink. So it's tasteful. Tasteful is it?
Speaker 1: I know I have to make that extra lean over steps.
Speaker 1: You're like wait a minute, what is a sex skill
Speaker 1: that you are most proud of?
Speaker 2: I think that double handed glog glog action is pretty
Speaker 2: chef's kiss.
Speaker 1: Favorite time of day to have sex.
Speaker 2: Ms every time a day, A time.
Speaker 1: I could not choose to be perfectly honest sex all
Speaker 1: the time. You're ready to go? Yes? Have you ever
Speaker 1: had a partner be too kinky for you? No?
Speaker 2: Because I'm usually the aggressor, and I'm usually like people
Speaker 2: are having to read almost like position themselves in their minds,
Speaker 2: like okay, I have to become almost like.
Speaker 1: This sexual being. Yes. How many positions do would you
Speaker 1: say that you do in your personal life? Or is
Speaker 1: it just like one and two are in a multiple
Speaker 1: things or is it just you.
Speaker 2: Know, it's definitely a multiple thing. It's I like to
Speaker 2: change it up. I like to roll it around, like,
Speaker 2: especially if you're in like to just kind of like
Speaker 2: fall over on your hip a little bit and kind
Speaker 2: of do that the lazy dog. I suppose lazy dog,
Speaker 2: and then to flip around into that missionary. But I
Speaker 2: like that missionary with my legs like you're trying to
Speaker 2: break me in a half like a kit cat.
Speaker 1: I love how tiny you are you''ll just break me.
Speaker 1: Do it? Do it to me? Hmmm, what is the
Speaker 1: most number of times you had sex in one day? Oh?
Speaker 2: I feel like it's my partner now your number of times.
Speaker 2: But it's literally like a length of time, like I think.
Speaker 1: For the longest session is what you're trying to say, Yes, okay,
Speaker 1: what's your longest session?
Speaker 2: I think I sucked my man's dick for about like
Speaker 2: ten hours last week.
Speaker 1: Ten hours? How do you you have any breaks? I
Speaker 1: actually just found out I have arthritis in my jaw.
Speaker 1: Is after the ten hours? Is cycing? Or were you
Speaker 1: trying to challenge yourself and this is what happened to you.
Speaker 2: I found out that I had arthritis in my jaw,
Speaker 2: and I said challenge accepted.
Speaker 1: So so then he sucked for ten hours. Yeah, but
Speaker 1: that was like months ago that.
Speaker 2: I found out about the arthritis. And I'm just like,
Speaker 2: we'll deal with this as it comes. But that's my
Speaker 2: one of my greatest enjoyments is sucking on him.
Speaker 1: But how do you do this for ten hours? Like?
Speaker 1: I like sucking dick too, girl, But ten hours and
Speaker 1: you're you're like, you got stuff to do. I take
Speaker 1: specific days made just for sucking his dick. Hm, I'm
Speaker 1: sure he loves that. He said it was like laying
Speaker 1: on a cloud for an entire day while getting your
Speaker 1: dick sucked. Interesting, do you have to like go everywhere
Speaker 1: together to be continuously sucking because we moved throughout the
Speaker 1: house so and sometimes in the backyard and then sometimes
Speaker 1: the car spontaneous. I like this dick sucking all day
Speaker 1: ten hours? Is that a record for you? I feel
Speaker 1: like that is definitely like? Or is this something that
Speaker 1: you'd like you like to do for your partners.
Speaker 2: I I've always liked I honestly prefer to give head
Speaker 2: then receive head. And I actually just now in my
Speaker 2: life have found someone who does it the way that
Speaker 2: I like it.
Speaker 1: But like you said, it's so hard to ask for
Speaker 1: like do this.
Speaker 2: And almost you don't even know sometimes what you need
Speaker 2: them to do.
Speaker 1: Yeah, because I feel like also too, everybody's because their
Speaker 1: bodies like their way, their tongue feels this is whatever
Speaker 1: like And also it's just chemistry, yes, you know, and
Speaker 1: even though you can have chemistry, if someone still doesn't
Speaker 1: know that they exactly know your body. Because I always
Speaker 1: feel like it's like the more times you have sex
Speaker 1: with someone you like, they kind of figure it out.
Speaker 1: They do because it's like, well, if they're in tune
Speaker 1: with you, they get it because it's like caring about
Speaker 1: if that if like you could tell by either noises.
Speaker 1: That's again why you can't fake it, because then they
Speaker 1: think they're doing something right. They're gonna go back to
Speaker 1: that bad thing. That's a big one. It's like you're
Speaker 1: giving people bad data, bad data, bad data. There is
Speaker 1: an Ace of Heart heart card around here somewhere about
Speaker 1: it is I lost it. I think my ass when
Speaker 1: I got up, you know, just went somewhere. I could
Speaker 1: see it my booty. It eats things. Ay, here we go.
Speaker 1: The magical card is Ace of Heart, which is a
Speaker 1: romantic question, which I feel like you're a very romantic lady,
Speaker 1: I am. What is the most romantic thing you've done
Speaker 1: for a partner? Oh, I think bestide's a ten hour
Speaker 1: blowdrops and that's kind of fucking romantic.
Speaker 2: I've well for my person's birthday because they were kind
Speaker 2: of always like, oh, you know, birthdays is just are
Speaker 2: but they're not a big deal to me. So the
Speaker 2: four seasons down here in I think like the Beverly
Speaker 2: Hills area you can rent out the rooftop and they'll
Speaker 2: scent set up like a campsite for you. So they
Speaker 2: put like a queen bed out there with like a
Speaker 2: big canopy tent. And like I had a private chef
Speaker 2: come out and cook us dinner and we roasted marshmallows.
Speaker 2: That all these presents and stuff.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna be my girlfriend. Yeah, you're winning. My
Speaker 1: heart doesn't spoil you a my ass will spoiling you,
Speaker 1: that's for sure.
Speaker 2: See that's what I want to be spoiled with. Like
Speaker 2: I can buy my own presents.
Speaker 1: I want that. I'll give you a presents with my
Speaker 1: booty turn on. So what are yours? Ooh, I would say.
Speaker 2: On the lighter side and the nicer side of things, kissing,
Speaker 2: I love someone with nice lips and like m that
Speaker 2: passionate grinding on each other that gets me so turned on, and.
Speaker 1: Like gets you making out or cuddling then making out
Speaker 1: definitely dinner date or movie date. M I love food,
Speaker 1: so I would have to go with dinner. But if
Speaker 1: the movie theater is empty, then movie theater. Favorite part
Speaker 1: of body on the opposite sex besides the dick, we
Speaker 1: know that that's where you're going girl, you know we
Speaker 1: so will.
Speaker 2: It would have to be honestly a good personality, someone
Speaker 2: who can make me laugh. Like there is not a
Speaker 2: perfect type of person, perfect body style to me, whatever
Speaker 2: it is, but oh my god, if you make me
Speaker 2: laugh for some reason, that makes my pussy wet.
Speaker 1: I mean that's like you know you're intellectual, like you
Speaker 1: know you're stimulated in other ways and they know it's. Yeah,
Speaker 1: sometimes that pussy just need to get wet and laugh.
Speaker 1: Nothing wrong with that, honestly naked or lingerie.
Speaker 2: Oh, I feel like I only wear lingerie when I'm
Speaker 2: having sex or when I want to have sex. Like
Speaker 2: this is like this is my mating dance, Like this
Speaker 2: is your mating Come on, favorite place to be kissed?
Speaker 2: M I'd say, like my neck right in here, like
Speaker 2: bite me, suck on me a little bit, kiss me
Speaker 2: right there.
Speaker 1: Get it going. Let's see last question deal breakers. Mmm,
Speaker 1: what are the deal breakers for you in a relationship