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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, come on, you said you'd be willing to come

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<v Speaker 1>to the beach with me today. Yeah, I'm not in beats.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you think in the middle of February you're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>see me prance around in a bikini? Honey, we can

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<v Speaker 1>save that for the hotel room, can't. We just think

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<v Speaker 1>of this as like a big old sandbox. And you

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<v Speaker 1>know how much Kitty loves it when you play in

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<v Speaker 1>her box. What, I'm sure do love scratching at things

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<v Speaker 1>and uncovering stuff. And come on, I dug this big hole.

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<v Speaker 1>And I know you're particularly good at filling holes. And Lord,

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<v Speaker 1>have mercy. Did you show me last night you're good

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<v Speaker 1>at crawling into a good tight space and yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, so there we go. Lord, oh, you you

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<v Speaker 1>are insatiable. You last night kept me so on my

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<v Speaker 1>toes they were curling. What, I'm just gonna cover you

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<v Speaker 1>up to your waist. Look, you said you never experienced this,

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<v Speaker 1>and I want to have some fun, especially after you

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<v Speaker 1>we had a different type of fun last night. Let's

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<v Speaker 1>just cut loose and relax. You, of all people, know

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<v Speaker 1>how relaxing it is to be completely encased, dud. Don't

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<v Speaker 1>you remember your ex? What was her name. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>she has a YouTube channel, Nightmare Dreamgirl Nightmare Libby. That's right,

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<v Speaker 1>that lay me a girl. She would just coil you

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<v Speaker 1>up and hold you tightly. And you have to tell

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<v Speaker 1>me how fondly you guys are. Yeah, you guys would

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<v Speaker 1>cuddle disgusting. All right, there we go, now that you're

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<v Speaker 1>in there. Well, yeah, I did say you're gonna go

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<v Speaker 1>to your net. I did, I said when we were

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<v Speaker 1>coming out here. But well, yeah I did say you're waist.

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<v Speaker 1>But then I got a little carried away, forgot where

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<v Speaker 1>I was, just like you forgot that you are mine.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh come on, I heard you talking to your friends

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<v Speaker 1>about your ex and how you guys used to snoodle

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<v Speaker 1>together and you loved your time with her. What do

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<v Speaker 1>you mean she's a friend now, Well, I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>fond memories of cuddling with my friends. Yes, I am

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<v Speaker 1>friends with all of my exes, But baby, I only

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<v Speaker 1>have eyes for you. Okay, Well, I know how great

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<v Speaker 1>you are, how fabulous you are, how any girl who

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<v Speaker 1>would spend the time to get to know you would

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<v Speaker 1>want you? Lord knows I did. You're so handsome, sweet

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<v Speaker 1>smart baby? You made me laugh. We have a similar interests,

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<v Speaker 1>and out of everyone in this world, you're one of

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<v Speaker 1>the only people that managed to capture my attention. And

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<v Speaker 1>I just know how magnificent you are, how my heart

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<v Speaker 1>beats when I wake up the morning and I remember

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<v Speaker 1>that everything that we've gone through is real. My feelings

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<v Speaker 1>for you are so real, and how anyone could recognize

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<v Speaker 1>your greatness, and how other girls they like to get

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<v Speaker 1>close to things like this. It is a turn on

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<v Speaker 1>for girls to see guys with another girl. It just is,

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<v Speaker 1>it really is. It's easier to find a job when

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<v Speaker 1>you have a job, and it's easier to get a

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<v Speaker 1>relationship with them when else when you're in a relationship.

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<v Speaker 1>These girls see how happy you and how happy we've

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<v Speaker 1>been in there throwing themselves at you, and that X

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<v Speaker 1>of yours. Listen, she's hot, her voice absolutely velvety, delicious, really,

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<v Speaker 1>but she can't have you. Baby, This feeling that you're

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<v Speaker 1>feeling now, well, I can't grab it and caress and

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<v Speaker 1>squeeze every part of you. But let me tell you

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<v Speaker 1>what I can. And you're very deep inside of me

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<v Speaker 1>with that not what that might be the only thing

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<v Speaker 1>that I can completely encase in, squeeze and give that

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<v Speaker 1>love into But let me tell you, I can absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>keep my paws wrapped around you. Take my tail and

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<v Speaker 1>just m make sure that it is always always tucked

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<v Speaker 1>inside of your pocket, ready to who doesn't rocket to

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<v Speaker 1>such a Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, babe, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>need to freak out. I get it you're feeling a

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<v Speaker 1>little claustrophobic. It's a tight squeeze in there. But baby,

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<v Speaker 1>let me just tell you I love you, and if

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<v Speaker 1>that girl contacts you again, I will absolutely and her.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you mean we were once friends, We're still friends.

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<v Speaker 1>I love Libby, She's such a good girl. Where do

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<v Speaker 1>you think that I got the idea of being so

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<v Speaker 1>happy with you from? I saw happy you made her,

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<v Speaker 1>but then it didn't work out, and I saw my

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<v Speaker 1>opportunity and I knew what it catch you were, and

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<v Speaker 1>I knew I would never let you go, and I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it. I will never let you go. And if

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<v Speaker 1>you think for a minute that I'm going to let

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<v Speaker 1>you just walk out on me, you should know that

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<v Speaker 1>I will burn the freaking world down. I will appear

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<v Speaker 1>on your doorstep and I will sleep there, and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't care about a restreating order, and I don't care

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<v Speaker 1>what you I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, baby. I

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<v Speaker 1>I know I should trust you, but it's it's not

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<v Speaker 1>that I don't trust you. It said, I just I

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<v Speaker 1>don't trust biology. I don't trust these girls. I know

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<v Speaker 1>the wicked games that they can play. I know the

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<v Speaker 1>things that they can do to boys. I've seen it.

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<v Speaker 1>I've seen them convince the sweetest of hearts to be untrue.

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<v Speaker 1>And when you get in that moment, you are absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>just at full mast and you've got someone who is

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<v Speaker 1>throwing themselves at you, and you feel those pheromones and

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<v Speaker 1>those needs to absolutely grab someone and turn them into

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<v Speaker 1>your mix. It's a lot, it's a lot, and you're

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<v Speaker 1>so manly you, I know you. You would absolutely give

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<v Speaker 1>in to those urges because it's just in your nature

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<v Speaker 1>to make sure that you satisfy every readable woman within

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<v Speaker 1>your purview if they're asking for it's a gentlemanly thing

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<v Speaker 1>to do. It's no, I'm not saying you would be

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<v Speaker 1>a cheater. I'm just saying biology can be such a

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<v Speaker 1>little tricky thing. I could never blame you, but then

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<v Speaker 1>emotions come with those things, and just I'm just saying, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>It'll be better if we just stay out here, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>move out to this area, far far away from her,

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<v Speaker 1>far far away from anyone who could possibly want to

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<v Speaker 1>take you from me. I can I can work down

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<v Speaker 1>at the diner. You can take care of the house,

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<v Speaker 1>and every night when I come home, I'll make sure

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<v Speaker 1>to take care of you, you know, like a good kiddie,

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<v Speaker 1>like a good sweet you know. Have you scratched my ears? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Have you take that laser pointer and show me exactly

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<v Speaker 1>where you want me in a gum? I have a

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<v Speaker 1>wonderful idea of exactly what to do with you. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I love you so much. I love you more than

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<v Speaker 1>life itself, and the idea of one of these girls.

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<v Speaker 1>Just what do you mean? You want to be free

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<v Speaker 1>and some independence into Why would you ever want to

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<v Speaker 1>be away from me? We can cuddle each other twenty

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<v Speaker 1>four seven when I'm not working. You know, it'll be fine.

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<v Speaker 1>What do you mean? This is what your family was

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<v Speaker 1>worried about. Don't worry. I've already contacted them or sent

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<v Speaker 1>them a message and said that we're looking ut potential

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<v Speaker 1>houses in this area, that we were looking to move

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<v Speaker 1>by the beach, you know, away from that nice tribe

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<v Speaker 1>of snake ladies. No, it'll just be me you. And

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<v Speaker 1>there's a whole group of different cats out here. There's

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<v Speaker 1>a bobcat tribe. There's some wear panthers kind of concerned

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<v Speaker 1>about them. Their queen is a little and there's some

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<v Speaker 1>lines out here. There's all kinds of little felons. Well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>but we have a better code than you know, the reptiles.

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<v Speaker 1>We Yeah, we tend to be, you know, a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit more loyal. You'll lined this is a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>semantics that you're talking, baby, baby. I also I also

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<v Speaker 1>have some of my well maybe we'll shall leave those

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<v Speaker 1>as secrets, but I have some ways to ensure that

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<v Speaker 1>will be completely left alone while we're out here, and

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<v Speaker 1>if we're not, I have some ways of utting down

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<v Speaker 1>anything that would happen. Doesn't that sound delicious, wonderful darling.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey guys, Xena Alexander here. Thank you everybody who is

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<v Speaker 1>a part of the Last Dream Yesterday Crazy. Our average

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<v Speaker 1>according YouTube was seventy two viewers eighty eight at its peak.

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<v Speaker 1>That is insane, That is absolutely in sin. Thank you

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<v Speaker 1>everybody who was their inspiration for this audio. If you

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<v Speaker 1>guys do not know Dreamgirl Nightmares. She is an amazing

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<v Speaker 1>ASM artist and a real life friend of mine. Love

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<v Speaker 1>you Libby so much. Not hinting out a collab though

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<v Speaker 1>potentially I could kick her some lines and see if

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<v Speaker 1>she wants to be a part of a series for this,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, I would say please, I want to tell

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<v Speaker 1>Veil this. But I have always had a natural affinity

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<v Speaker 1>more towards like when it came to monster girls like Cat,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm pretty catlike. I hate admitting this, but and I

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely kind of liked the power of putting people on

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<v Speaker 1>beaches in burying them in the sand. And I got

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<v Speaker 1>this idea one time with a partner that I was

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<v Speaker 1>with of using it as a method to and it

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<v Speaker 1>did turn out he was cheating on me sadly, so

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<v Speaker 1>like the story goes completely different in real life, but

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<v Speaker 1>he cheated on me and I was suspicious, so I

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<v Speaker 1>took him out to the beach, buried him, and I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of used it as a way of truth serum.

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<v Speaker 1>I was absolutely gonna let him out. I was not

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<v Speaker 1>going to leave him there, but yeah, that vulnerable state

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<v Speaker 1>got him to admit and I unlocked his phone partially

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<v Speaker 1>because he couldn't move his head was right there, so

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<v Speaker 1>I was able to unlock it using face screen and

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<v Speaker 1>saw the text message, and I thought maybe I could

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<v Speaker 1>use that pain and channeling into a more fun story.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I was pretty obsessive at the time, and

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I'm a very obsessive partner and very needy

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<v Speaker 1>partner in general, like, oh, my person is my person?

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<v Speaker 1>Definitely working on different therapy on it, but yeah, so

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<v Speaker 1>I thought it could make for an interesting series if

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<v Speaker 1>I decided to take a series out of it where

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<v Speaker 1>it's just this obsessive partner who goes through different things

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<v Speaker 1>that I've done in order to keep their partner in check,

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<v Speaker 1>and you can kind of watch the relationship devolve. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm kind of working backwards from the moment that I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, Okay, this is probably just not going to

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<v Speaker 1>work and he realized it wasn't gonna work either, and

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<v Speaker 1>then go back through all the other stuff that I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of did that was toxic as hell in order

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<v Speaker 1>to maintain control. And that's always been It's like a theme,

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<v Speaker 1>and again working on it through therapy that I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>have a lot of control as a child, a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of traumatic things happen, so as an adult, like I

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<v Speaker 1>always are true ways to control back if I can,

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<v Speaker 1>and I've really got to learn to let it go

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<v Speaker 1>and just accept things for how they are and just

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<v Speaker 1>learn to be happy with the way that things are.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm actually getting really close to that. I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>proud the progress that I've made. Anyways, guys, will be

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<v Speaker 1>live streaming again tomorrow. Thank you guys. It was really

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<v Speaker 1>fun doing I think that's what I'm gonna do. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna start doing more art streams where I have to

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<v Speaker 1>get these thumbnails done anyways, and it's actually kind of

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<v Speaker 1>fun to talk to you about the upcoming stories and

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<v Speaker 1>get my thumbnails done and be able to chit chat

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<v Speaker 1>with everybody. So that is definitely a lot of fun,

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<v Speaker 1>not saying that the gaming streams aren't fun. And I

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<v Speaker 1>learned with stream labs, I can even create a queue

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<v Speaker 1>so we can do two or three rounds with someone

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<v Speaker 1>and then cycle people in and out, and if there's

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<v Speaker 1>a couple of different games that actually work really well

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<v Speaker 1>with stream laves when it comes to that, so superly excited.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you guys, and I'll see the next video. Bye.