Speaker 1: Yeah, come on, you said you'd be willing to come
Speaker 1: to the beach with me today. Yeah, I'm not in beats.
Speaker 1: Did you think in the middle of February you're gonna
Speaker 1: see me prance around in a bikini? Honey, we can
Speaker 1: save that for the hotel room, can't. We just think
Speaker 1: of this as like a big old sandbox. And you
Speaker 1: know how much Kitty loves it when you play in
Speaker 1: her box. What, I'm sure do love scratching at things
Speaker 1: and uncovering stuff. And come on, I dug this big hole.
Speaker 1: And I know you're particularly good at filling holes. And Lord,
Speaker 1: have mercy. Did you show me last night you're good
Speaker 1: at crawling into a good tight space and yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: all right, so there we go. Lord, oh, you you
Speaker 1: are insatiable. You last night kept me so on my
Speaker 1: toes they were curling. What, I'm just gonna cover you
Speaker 1: up to your waist. Look, you said you never experienced this,
Speaker 1: and I want to have some fun, especially after you
Speaker 1: we had a different type of fun last night. Let's
Speaker 1: just cut loose and relax. You, of all people, know
Speaker 1: how relaxing it is to be completely encased, dud. Don't
Speaker 1: you remember your ex? What was her name. You know,
Speaker 1: she has a YouTube channel, Nightmare Dreamgirl Nightmare Libby. That's right,
Speaker 1: that lay me a girl. She would just coil you
Speaker 1: up and hold you tightly. And you have to tell
Speaker 1: me how fondly you guys are. Yeah, you guys would
Speaker 1: cuddle disgusting. All right, there we go, now that you're
Speaker 1: in there. Well, yeah, I did say you're gonna go
Speaker 1: to your net. I did, I said when we were
Speaker 1: coming out here. But well, yeah I did say you're waist.
Speaker 1: But then I got a little carried away, forgot where
Speaker 1: I was, just like you forgot that you are mine.
Speaker 1: Oh come on, I heard you talking to your friends
Speaker 1: about your ex and how you guys used to snoodle
Speaker 1: together and you loved your time with her. What do
Speaker 1: you mean she's a friend now, Well, I don't have
Speaker 1: fond memories of cuddling with my friends. Yes, I am
Speaker 1: friends with all of my exes, But baby, I only
Speaker 1: have eyes for you. Okay, Well, I know how great
Speaker 1: you are, how fabulous you are, how any girl who
Speaker 1: would spend the time to get to know you would
Speaker 1: want you? Lord knows I did. You're so handsome, sweet
Speaker 1: smart baby? You made me laugh. We have a similar interests,
Speaker 1: and out of everyone in this world, you're one of
Speaker 1: the only people that managed to capture my attention. And
Speaker 1: I just know how magnificent you are, how my heart
Speaker 1: beats when I wake up the morning and I remember
Speaker 1: that everything that we've gone through is real. My feelings
Speaker 1: for you are so real, and how anyone could recognize
Speaker 1: your greatness, and how other girls they like to get
Speaker 1: close to things like this. It is a turn on
Speaker 1: for girls to see guys with another girl. It just is,
Speaker 1: it really is. It's easier to find a job when
Speaker 1: you have a job, and it's easier to get a
Speaker 1: relationship with them when else when you're in a relationship.
Speaker 1: These girls see how happy you and how happy we've
Speaker 1: been in there throwing themselves at you, and that X
Speaker 1: of yours. Listen, she's hot, her voice absolutely velvety, delicious, really,
Speaker 1: but she can't have you. Baby, This feeling that you're
Speaker 1: feeling now, well, I can't grab it and caress and
Speaker 1: squeeze every part of you. But let me tell you
Speaker 1: what I can. And you're very deep inside of me
Speaker 1: with that not what that might be the only thing
Speaker 1: that I can completely encase in, squeeze and give that
Speaker 1: love into But let me tell you, I can absolutely
Speaker 1: keep my paws wrapped around you. Take my tail and
Speaker 1: just m make sure that it is always always tucked
Speaker 1: inside of your pocket, ready to who doesn't rocket to
Speaker 1: such a Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, babe, you don't
Speaker 1: need to freak out. I get it you're feeling a
Speaker 1: little claustrophobic. It's a tight squeeze in there. But baby,
Speaker 1: let me just tell you I love you, and if
Speaker 1: that girl contacts you again, I will absolutely and her.
Speaker 1: What do you mean we were once friends, We're still friends.
Speaker 1: I love Libby, She's such a good girl. Where do
Speaker 1: you think that I got the idea of being so
Speaker 1: happy with you from? I saw happy you made her,
Speaker 1: but then it didn't work out, and I saw my
Speaker 1: opportunity and I knew what it catch you were, and
Speaker 1: I knew I would never let you go, and I
Speaker 1: mean it. I will never let you go. And if
Speaker 1: you think for a minute that I'm going to let
Speaker 1: you just walk out on me, you should know that
Speaker 1: I will burn the freaking world down. I will appear
Speaker 1: on your doorstep and I will sleep there, and I
Speaker 1: don't care about a restreating order, and I don't care
Speaker 1: what you I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, baby. I
Speaker 1: I know I should trust you, but it's it's not
Speaker 1: that I don't trust you. It said, I just I
Speaker 1: don't trust biology. I don't trust these girls. I know
Speaker 1: the wicked games that they can play. I know the
Speaker 1: things that they can do to boys. I've seen it.
Speaker 1: I've seen them convince the sweetest of hearts to be untrue.
Speaker 1: And when you get in that moment, you are absolutely
Speaker 1: just at full mast and you've got someone who is
Speaker 1: throwing themselves at you, and you feel those pheromones and
Speaker 1: those needs to absolutely grab someone and turn them into
Speaker 1: your mix. It's a lot, it's a lot, and you're
Speaker 1: so manly you, I know you. You would absolutely give
Speaker 1: in to those urges because it's just in your nature
Speaker 1: to make sure that you satisfy every readable woman within
Speaker 1: your purview if they're asking for it's a gentlemanly thing
Speaker 1: to do. It's no, I'm not saying you would be
Speaker 1: a cheater. I'm just saying biology can be such a
Speaker 1: little tricky thing. I could never blame you, but then
Speaker 1: emotions come with those things, and just I'm just saying, baby,
Speaker 1: It'll be better if we just stay out here, you know,
Speaker 1: move out to this area, far far away from her,
Speaker 1: far far away from anyone who could possibly want to
Speaker 1: take you from me. I can I can work down
Speaker 1: at the diner. You can take care of the house,
Speaker 1: and every night when I come home, I'll make sure
Speaker 1: to take care of you, you know, like a good kiddie,
Speaker 1: like a good sweet you know. Have you scratched my ears? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Have you take that laser pointer and show me exactly
Speaker 1: where you want me in a gum? I have a
Speaker 1: wonderful idea of exactly what to do with you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I love you so much. I love you more than
Speaker 1: life itself, and the idea of one of these girls.
Speaker 1: Just what do you mean? You want to be free
Speaker 1: and some independence into Why would you ever want to
Speaker 1: be away from me? We can cuddle each other twenty
Speaker 1: four seven when I'm not working. You know, it'll be fine.
Speaker 1: What do you mean? This is what your family was
Speaker 1: worried about. Don't worry. I've already contacted them or sent
Speaker 1: them a message and said that we're looking ut potential
Speaker 1: houses in this area, that we were looking to move
Speaker 1: by the beach, you know, away from that nice tribe
Speaker 1: of snake ladies. No, it'll just be me you. And
Speaker 1: there's a whole group of different cats out here. There's
Speaker 1: a bobcat tribe. There's some wear panthers kind of concerned
Speaker 1: about them. Their queen is a little and there's some
Speaker 1: lines out here. There's all kinds of little felons. Well, yeah,
Speaker 1: but we have a better code than you know, the reptiles.
Speaker 1: We Yeah, we tend to be, you know, a little
Speaker 1: bit more loyal. You'll lined this is a lot of
Speaker 1: semantics that you're talking, baby, baby. I also I also
Speaker 1: have some of my well maybe we'll shall leave those
Speaker 1: as secrets, but I have some ways to ensure that
Speaker 1: will be completely left alone while we're out here, and
Speaker 1: if we're not, I have some ways of utting down
Speaker 1: anything that would happen. Doesn't that sound delicious, wonderful darling.
Speaker 1: Hey guys, Xena Alexander here. Thank you everybody who is
Speaker 1: a part of the Last Dream Yesterday Crazy. Our average
Speaker 1: according YouTube was seventy two viewers eighty eight at its peak.
Speaker 1: That is insane, That is absolutely in sin. Thank you
Speaker 1: everybody who was their inspiration for this audio. If you
Speaker 1: guys do not know Dreamgirl Nightmares. She is an amazing
Speaker 1: ASM artist and a real life friend of mine. Love
Speaker 1: you Libby so much. Not hinting out a collab though
Speaker 1: potentially I could kick her some lines and see if
Speaker 1: she wants to be a part of a series for this,
Speaker 1: but yeah, I would say please, I want to tell
Speaker 1: Veil this. But I have always had a natural affinity
Speaker 1: more towards like when it came to monster girls like Cat,
Speaker 1: I'm pretty catlike. I hate admitting this, but and I
Speaker 1: absolutely kind of liked the power of putting people on
Speaker 1: beaches in burying them in the sand. And I got
Speaker 1: this idea one time with a partner that I was
Speaker 1: with of using it as a method to and it
Speaker 1: did turn out he was cheating on me sadly, so
Speaker 1: like the story goes completely different in real life, but
Speaker 1: he cheated on me and I was suspicious, so I
Speaker 1: took him out to the beach, buried him, and I
Speaker 1: kind of used it as a way of truth serum.
Speaker 1: I was absolutely gonna let him out. I was not
Speaker 1: going to leave him there, but yeah, that vulnerable state
Speaker 1: got him to admit and I unlocked his phone partially
Speaker 1: because he couldn't move his head was right there, so
Speaker 1: I was able to unlock it using face screen and
Speaker 1: saw the text message, and I thought maybe I could
Speaker 1: use that pain and channeling into a more fun story.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I was pretty obsessive at the time, and
Speaker 1: I mean I'm a very obsessive partner and very needy
Speaker 1: partner in general, like, oh, my person is my person?
Speaker 1: Definitely working on different therapy on it, but yeah, so
Speaker 1: I thought it could make for an interesting series if
Speaker 1: I decided to take a series out of it where
Speaker 1: it's just this obsessive partner who goes through different things
Speaker 1: that I've done in order to keep their partner in check,
Speaker 1: and you can kind of watch the relationship devolve. And
Speaker 1: I'm kind of working backwards from the moment that I
Speaker 1: was like, Okay, this is probably just not going to
Speaker 1: work and he realized it wasn't gonna work either, and
Speaker 1: then go back through all the other stuff that I
Speaker 1: kind of did that was toxic as hell in order
Speaker 1: to maintain control. And that's always been It's like a theme,
Speaker 1: and again working on it through therapy that I didn't
Speaker 1: have a lot of control as a child, a lot
Speaker 1: of traumatic things happen, so as an adult, like I
Speaker 1: always are true ways to control back if I can,
Speaker 1: and I've really got to learn to let it go
Speaker 1: and just accept things for how they are and just
Speaker 1: learn to be happy with the way that things are.
Speaker 1: And I'm actually getting really close to that. I'm very
Speaker 1: proud the progress that I've made. Anyways, guys, will be
Speaker 1: live streaming again tomorrow. Thank you guys. It was really
Speaker 1: fun doing I think that's what I'm gonna do. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna start doing more art streams where I have to
Speaker 1: get these thumbnails done anyways, and it's actually kind of
Speaker 1: fun to talk to you about the upcoming stories and
Speaker 1: get my thumbnails done and be able to chit chat
Speaker 1: with everybody. So that is definitely a lot of fun,
Speaker 1: not saying that the gaming streams aren't fun. And I
Speaker 1: learned with stream labs, I can even create a queue
Speaker 1: so we can do two or three rounds with someone
Speaker 1: and then cycle people in and out, and if there's
Speaker 1: a couple of different games that actually work really well
Speaker 1: with stream laves when it comes to that, so superly excited.
Speaker 1: I love you guys, and I'll see the next video. Bye.