WEBVTT 1 00:00:05.519 --> 00:00:06.559 Weird thing happened. 2 00:00:10.279 --> 00:00:23.879 Weird, weird, weird. 3 00:00:26.359 --> 00:00:28.559 Hey guys, we have an exciting event in May that 4 00:00:28.600 --> 00:00:29.640 I want to talk to you about. 5 00:00:29.960 --> 00:00:30.480 My father. 6 00:00:30.679 --> 00:00:33.280 Chris Bledsoe will be the keynote guest at the Contact 7 00:00:33.280 --> 00:00:36.799 Modalities Expo at the Lake Lawn Resort in Delavan, Wisconsin, 8 00:00:37.359 --> 00:00:39.719 from May second to May fourth. Come check out the 9 00:00:39.759 --> 00:00:42.960 premiere Consciousness Symposium in the Midwest. There will be a 10 00:00:43.079 --> 00:00:48.159 VIP lunch a SkyWatch weather permitting on Friday. 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The et Connection, Divine 20 00:01:26.200 --> 00:01:30.760 feminine frequency work via crystal skulls and bio filled tuning 21 00:01:31.280 --> 00:01:36.920 plant medicine, ayahuasca channeling, quantum hypnosis, sacred geometry, and so 22 00:01:37.040 --> 00:01:40.439 much more. Get your tickets and more information at Contact 23 00:01:40.480 --> 00:01:44.599 Modalities xpo dot com and come hang with us. 24 00:01:46.519 --> 00:01:50.879 So let's give forward a little bit too. I mean, 25 00:01:51.040 --> 00:01:54.239 I'm at this point, I'm stealing a lot. I'm just 26 00:01:54.439 --> 00:01:57.040 going around and I'm boosting out of the stores. I'm 27 00:01:57.079 --> 00:02:00.760 boosting crazy. It's almost like something's letting me. And I'm 28 00:02:00.760 --> 00:02:04.319 walking in some stores and it's like every person in 29 00:02:04.359 --> 00:02:06.079 the store is turning their head away from me as 30 00:02:06.079 --> 00:02:08.439 I walk by, and it's like I got some kind 31 00:02:08.439 --> 00:02:10.560 of magic power helping me steal. I don't know if 32 00:02:10.560 --> 00:02:11.879 that's a good thing or a bad thing, but it 33 00:02:11.919 --> 00:02:15.400 was there with me because like it was crazy. I 34 00:02:15.520 --> 00:02:18.319 walk into a store and everyone would turn around and 35 00:02:18.360 --> 00:02:20.039 I would just walk through the people and like they 36 00:02:20.080 --> 00:02:22.240 would part ways. I would walk right to the electronic 37 00:02:22.319 --> 00:02:26.039 department and target take laptops out. The thing would be unlocked. 38 00:02:26.120 --> 00:02:28.319 I okay, I go to grab them out. See a 39 00:02:28.360 --> 00:02:31.879 worker walking by, They'll like if they purposely look away, 40 00:02:32.560 --> 00:02:34.879 putting the laptop in a suitcase. They're walking by and 41 00:02:34.919 --> 00:02:37.680 not even saying nothing. Looking see if the suitcase up 42 00:02:37.719 --> 00:02:40.120 to walk right out, and security guards start talking to 43 00:02:40.120 --> 00:02:43.319 a lady right before I walk out, like like clockwork. 44 00:02:43.400 --> 00:02:48.080 It was weird. It was too weird. And then I 45 00:02:48.159 --> 00:02:51.479 go to jail. I go to jail sometimes I'll just 46 00:02:51.520 --> 00:02:54.599 slip up. This was another story I don't we're not 47 00:02:54.639 --> 00:02:56.240 gonna talk about. But I went to jail for something 48 00:02:56.280 --> 00:03:01.479 else and pulling a fire alarm. But we don't have 49 00:03:01.520 --> 00:03:07.319 time for that story. So when I get out of jail, downtown, 50 00:03:07.439 --> 00:03:09.800 jail get you out, let you out right downtown. This time, 51 00:03:09.919 --> 00:03:11.719 jail let me out downtown. Usually let you out of 52 00:03:11.759 --> 00:03:15.039 TGK some reason. They let me out right downtown. What 53 00:03:15.159 --> 00:03:16.919 they're not even supposed to do. But they'd let me 54 00:03:16.919 --> 00:03:21.479 out downtown. And so i'd get out right next to 55 00:03:21.479 --> 00:03:24.400 the tent city, and I walked to the tent city. 56 00:03:24.879 --> 00:03:27.360 I'd get in a girl tent that I know I'm saying. 57 00:03:27.759 --> 00:03:30.599 I tell the story. Bob been getting followed and everyone 58 00:03:30.599 --> 00:03:33.719 looked like they're following me and all the crazy shit. 59 00:03:33.840 --> 00:03:36.240 And she pull up this thing on her phone from 60 00:03:36.280 --> 00:03:41.280 Reddit about targeted individuals, and she showed me, oh, maybe 61 00:03:41.280 --> 00:03:43.919 you're being targeted. And then she showed me they got 62 00:03:43.919 --> 00:03:47.360 a thing called the Havana syndrome. They follow you with 63 00:03:47.800 --> 00:03:50.400 a drone and they send Michael waves through you. It's 64 00:03:50.439 --> 00:03:53.280 all on the targeted individual thing for the CIA, right, 65 00:03:53.840 --> 00:03:56.360 And I'm like, that's crazy. They're not gonna be that 66 00:03:56.479 --> 00:03:59.879 serious with me, you know. So I keep doing my 67 00:04:00.080 --> 00:04:03.240 dam I started going to store, stealing everything, and people 68 00:04:03.240 --> 00:04:07.520 still follow me around all that, and I started looking 69 00:04:07.599 --> 00:04:10.080 up for because because you put that in my head, 70 00:04:10.159 --> 00:04:12.280 you know, the drone with the thing following people around. 71 00:04:12.280 --> 00:04:14.400 So I started just looking up see if I notice anything, 72 00:04:14.639 --> 00:04:18.920 And sure enough, I see what I call the drone. 73 00:04:19.639 --> 00:04:22.360 It looks like Venus, but a little brighter, like even 74 00:04:22.360 --> 00:04:24.439 brighter than Venus. But it basically looked like a bright 75 00:04:24.519 --> 00:04:28.399 ass star, and it's just right above me, and it's 76 00:04:28.560 --> 00:04:30.759 if I walked over here, it's going over here. If 77 00:04:30.800 --> 00:04:32.839 I go around the building, it come around the building. 78 00:04:32.879 --> 00:04:35.759 And I'm like, oh, following you, it's following me. And 79 00:04:35.800 --> 00:04:39.399 I'm thinking it's a high tech ass drone because it 80 00:04:39.439 --> 00:04:42.360 looks like a star, you know, it's way up there 81 00:04:42.879 --> 00:04:46.600 and it's bright and it's bright, and it's it looks 82 00:04:46.759 --> 00:04:49.519 it's a drone that's so high tech it's meant to 83 00:04:49.560 --> 00:04:53.720 blending with the stars. You know, I think it damn 84 00:04:53.800 --> 00:04:56.959 that might be the Havana syndrome drone that they're talking about, 85 00:04:57.279 --> 00:05:00.600 because that's a high tech drone. I am being targeted 86 00:05:00.920 --> 00:05:03.720 and I see. I started noticing it everywhere I go. 87 00:05:04.959 --> 00:05:08.120 Don't leave me alone, and I'm just like, I'm putting 88 00:05:08.160 --> 00:05:09.800 my middle finger up to this thing. You know what 89 00:05:09.839 --> 00:05:12.879 I'm saying. I think it's a drone following me. I 90 00:05:12.920 --> 00:05:14.839 don't know that it's an angel, and I'm a demon. 91 00:05:15.079 --> 00:05:17.399 I got a demon in me. I'm going to fuck 92 00:05:17.439 --> 00:05:18.879 you to an angel, you know what I'm saying. I 93 00:05:18.920 --> 00:05:20.800 think I'm saying fuck you to whoever was targeting me. 94 00:05:22.079 --> 00:05:28.000 And I'm just a normal person. But so that goes on, 95 00:05:29.680 --> 00:05:33.680 and I go one night out and everyone in the 96 00:05:33.720 --> 00:05:36.800 city following me, recording me. I feel like the whole 97 00:05:36.839 --> 00:05:39.000 city wanted to kill me, the whole ninety nine Jams thing. 98 00:05:39.079 --> 00:05:41.240 That night, I felt like it was real. The whole 99 00:05:41.240 --> 00:05:45.079 city know everything by me off everyone that go. Everyone's 100 00:05:45.160 --> 00:05:47.639 doing this for their phones across the whole town every 101 00:05:47.720 --> 00:05:50.759 day everywhere. I don't even care anymore. I'm shooting up 102 00:05:50.759 --> 00:05:52.759 in front of people on the bus that are recording me, 103 00:05:52.759 --> 00:05:55.480 I don't care. I don't care in my neck right 104 00:05:55.480 --> 00:05:58.439 in front, blood scorting out on the cameras like watching 105 00:05:58.480 --> 00:06:03.600 this like I don't care. But I do get paranoid 106 00:06:03.639 --> 00:06:05.639 at night and someone's gonna hurt me sometimes when I'm 107 00:06:05.639 --> 00:06:09.199 walking through them streets. So at night I start like 108 00:06:10.040 --> 00:06:12.160 getting away from the city and going out to the 109 00:06:12.199 --> 00:06:15.360 beach or you know, the ways is a little peaceful 110 00:06:15.399 --> 00:06:19.360 moment amidst all this targeting that I'm getting the drone 111 00:06:19.399 --> 00:06:21.560 all that, I don't care. The drone out here on 112 00:06:21.600 --> 00:06:24.639 the beach is peaceful. I'm sitting out there one night 113 00:06:24.720 --> 00:06:29.480 on the beach, I I don't know, eleven twelve one, 114 00:06:29.759 --> 00:06:35.519 and first I see what I think is police, and 115 00:06:36.079 --> 00:06:39.399 they got a little sand four wheelers and they got 116 00:06:39.439 --> 00:06:42.000 like a pole with the police lights on the top 117 00:06:42.240 --> 00:06:46.720 that sticks up and way down the beach, I see 118 00:06:46.759 --> 00:06:52.560 like twelve thirteen, fourteen fifteen blue lights coming like in 119 00:06:52.600 --> 00:06:55.399 a group, and I think it's a group of police 120 00:06:55.439 --> 00:06:57.600 riding because they check the beach at night because it's closed, 121 00:06:57.600 --> 00:06:59.360 to make sure no one's on it. I'm thinking I've 122 00:06:59.360 --> 00:07:01.120 been on the beach even where the police woke me 123 00:07:01.160 --> 00:07:03.360 up and said get off the beach. They walk through, 124 00:07:03.480 --> 00:07:06.040 or you know, or drive through and look for people. 125 00:07:06.879 --> 00:07:09.680 Usually it's one or two four wheelers. It's not fifteen 126 00:07:09.720 --> 00:07:11.720 of them though, you know. I'm thinking maybe it's a 127 00:07:11.800 --> 00:07:14.199 new class their training on the beach. And I'm watching 128 00:07:14.199 --> 00:07:19.040 these fifteen blue lights come down six feet off the 129 00:07:19.079 --> 00:07:22.480 ground down the shore of Miami Beach. It's a popular beach. 130 00:07:22.600 --> 00:07:25.639 Even though it's dead at night on the sand, there's 131 00:07:25.639 --> 00:07:27.920 still a couple of people scattered here and there out there. 132 00:07:27.959 --> 00:07:32.680 You know, these blue les get closer. I don't hear 133 00:07:32.800 --> 00:07:38.720 no engines. I was saying, oh shit, those are fucking drones, right, 134 00:07:39.120 --> 00:07:44.279 Obviously they're drones because there's no engines and they flying 135 00:07:44.319 --> 00:07:48.399 down the beach. They fly in front of me, and dude, 136 00:07:48.399 --> 00:07:51.480 I don't see no fucking drones, bro, I just see lights. 137 00:07:51.680 --> 00:07:56.000 They're just fucking lights flying in a little group right 138 00:07:56.040 --> 00:07:59.120 down the fucking beach forere anyone can see them, and 139 00:07:59.160 --> 00:08:01.959 they just fly. I'm just thinking, what the fuck kind 140 00:08:02.000 --> 00:08:05.879 of drones are those? Quiet? No, no sound that sound. 141 00:08:06.279 --> 00:08:08.680 They don't have an engine. But they're saying that light 142 00:08:08.959 --> 00:08:11.920 just hit the drone. I like to see what light 143 00:08:12.759 --> 00:08:14.920 I mean, Okay, you know where like when you walk 144 00:08:14.959 --> 00:08:16.959 out to the beaches out here, when you first get 145 00:08:17.000 --> 00:08:20.040 to the sand, that's where I'm standing, and these are 146 00:08:20.120 --> 00:08:21.279 going down the water shore. 147 00:08:21.560 --> 00:08:25.439 It's pretty clear, pretty close close enough to be like. 148 00:08:26.959 --> 00:08:30.439 Miami Beach where the water, like where the grasses from there. 149 00:08:31.079 --> 00:08:33.279 I was standing where the grasses. I didn't walk out 150 00:08:33.759 --> 00:08:34.600 standing by the grass. 151 00:08:34.639 --> 00:08:38.919 Okay, it's about the same distance as Yeah, so they 152 00:08:38.960 --> 00:08:40.879 were not far at all. You if they were drones, 153 00:08:40.919 --> 00:08:44.519 you definitely would have heard. You would hear if it 154 00:08:44.639 --> 00:08:45.919 was one drone, you would have heard it. 155 00:08:45.960 --> 00:08:48.559 You would hear them, and you'd see the blinking lights 156 00:08:48.559 --> 00:08:48.919 and all. 157 00:08:48.919 --> 00:08:51.440 It would be blinking likes there was only blue lights, 158 00:08:51.519 --> 00:08:55.120 solid blue lights flying. And I even like started looking 159 00:08:55.159 --> 00:08:57.519 around and like, I don't know, it looked like there 160 00:08:57.639 --> 00:09:00.440 was a guy hiding in the bushes with a remote control. 161 00:09:00.559 --> 00:09:02.720 I'm like, the fuck, but I don't know if there's 162 00:09:02.759 --> 00:09:05.120 playing tricks on me, just throw me off or whatever, 163 00:09:05.679 --> 00:09:07.679 kind of like a shadow person. I didn't want to 164 00:09:07.679 --> 00:09:10.559 go over there because it's like in the bushes, you know, 165 00:09:10.879 --> 00:09:12.840 I didn't know who the fuck. I couldn't tough if 166 00:09:12.879 --> 00:09:14.519 it was even a real person or not. What the 167 00:09:14.519 --> 00:09:17.120 fuck was going on like it looked like someone's in 168 00:09:17.120 --> 00:09:20.919 there with with a remote control. But I don't know, bro. 169 00:09:22.000 --> 00:09:24.200 So then I'm just I'm sitting out there looking at 170 00:09:24.200 --> 00:09:27.720 just at the lights. Those fifteen lights go by, they're gone, 171 00:09:27.879 --> 00:09:32.240 completely gone, about another half hour go by. Maybe I 172 00:09:32.279 --> 00:09:34.720 see the little drone that followed me around. It's just there. 173 00:09:34.759 --> 00:09:38.440 It's always there, like when time telling you the story. 174 00:09:38.480 --> 00:09:40.639 Now it's there. It's always about my head and I 175 00:09:40.679 --> 00:09:43.039 don't even pay attention to it unless i'm giving it 176 00:09:43.080 --> 00:09:44.799 the middle finger because I'm about to do some drugs 177 00:09:44.840 --> 00:09:48.159 in front of it or something. I know it's watching me. 178 00:09:49.559 --> 00:09:52.120 And then so I'm looking out into the coast, just 179 00:09:52.159 --> 00:09:56.600 looking out into the water, and I see seven maybe eight, 180 00:09:56.639 --> 00:10:01.960 but I think it was seven lights, regular like orange 181 00:10:02.039 --> 00:10:05.320 yellowish lights, but they're pretty fucking bright, and they're all 182 00:10:05.519 --> 00:10:11.279 perfectly spaced out across the horizon. Boom boom boom boom boom. 183 00:10:11.559 --> 00:10:15.279 And I'm like, that's weird looking that all those boats 184 00:10:15.320 --> 00:10:18.799 have the same light and they're all perfectly spaced out 185 00:10:18.879 --> 00:10:22.440 across the whole horizon, Right, that's a pretty odd looking thing. 186 00:10:23.279 --> 00:10:25.960 They're all just sitting still. So I was like whatever, 187 00:10:26.600 --> 00:10:29.799 and then all of a sudden, all the lights start 188 00:10:29.879 --> 00:10:33.759 moving sideways left and right. They don't cross paths, they 189 00:10:33.759 --> 00:10:36.759 don't go far enough to touch each other. They're just 190 00:10:36.799 --> 00:10:40.080 all going left and right, all of them back and forth, 191 00:10:40.519 --> 00:10:42.799 you know, like pong like that thing. They're just going 192 00:10:42.840 --> 00:10:46.480 back and forth, and I'm going first. They're going slow 193 00:10:47.320 --> 00:10:49.519 and I'm going, oh shit. And the way they turn, 194 00:10:49.759 --> 00:10:52.919 I'm like, oh, those gotta be jet skis because they're 195 00:10:52.960 --> 00:10:56.519 turning too fast. The boat's not gonna do that, you know, 196 00:10:56.559 --> 00:11:01.039 They're turning around too fast. And then they start going 197 00:11:01.080 --> 00:11:03.279 faster and I'm like, oh, whoa, that's not a jet 198 00:11:03.279 --> 00:11:05.840 ski because it's doing this way too fast for even 199 00:11:05.840 --> 00:11:08.559 a jet ski. That's a drone. Those are all drones 200 00:11:08.600 --> 00:11:11.639 because they're all going faster. Now, I'm like, they have 201 00:11:11.720 --> 00:11:14.799 to be drones. And I don't know. Drones don't last 202 00:11:14.840 --> 00:11:16.320 that long. I don't know about drunes have been on 203 00:11:16.320 --> 00:11:19.600 the street since drones came out, right, Yeah, So I'm 204 00:11:19.600 --> 00:11:21.960 thinking that people's drones or something, or good drones. I 205 00:11:22.000 --> 00:11:26.799 don't really know drones like that. And the one that 206 00:11:26.840 --> 00:11:28.720 there's like a cuple on this side, couple on the side, 207 00:11:28.720 --> 00:11:30.600 and there's one right in the middle of me, iming 208 00:11:30.639 --> 00:11:32.799 back and forth. All of a sudden, that one stopped 209 00:11:32.799 --> 00:11:36.960 moving and it starts looks like you're getting bigger, and 210 00:11:37.399 --> 00:11:40.919 I'm looking at it. It do look like it's coming 211 00:11:40.960 --> 00:11:43.720 at me. And you know, you know those three D 212 00:11:43.840 --> 00:11:45.639 posters that you look at when you cross your eyes 213 00:11:45.679 --> 00:11:47.799 and you can see something. Yes, I can never get 214 00:11:47.840 --> 00:11:51.200 those to work. Okay, yes I'm a master at those. 215 00:11:52.279 --> 00:11:57.039 But so like my eyes kind of felt like they 216 00:11:57.039 --> 00:11:59.080 were doing that, because this thing looks like it's coming 217 00:11:59.120 --> 00:12:04.080 at me. This light, I'm like my eyes crossing, yeah, 218 00:12:04.240 --> 00:12:07.120 making it look like it's coming at me, going on 219 00:12:07.200 --> 00:12:10.279 for about a second, and then I kind of move 220 00:12:10.320 --> 00:12:12.519 my head a little bit like and then I can 221 00:12:12.559 --> 00:12:15.080 see it as it's reaching about from the horizon to 222 00:12:15.200 --> 00:12:18.000 the halfway mark across the water from where I'm at 223 00:12:18.000 --> 00:12:20.919 to the horizon. Once it gets about halfway across the water, 224 00:12:21.559 --> 00:12:23.960 I can see a comet coming out the back of 225 00:12:24.000 --> 00:12:27.120 this light, and it's the comet is about this long 226 00:12:27.240 --> 00:12:30.320 behind it, like a tail off and a tail like 227 00:12:30.399 --> 00:12:33.240 a tail flying off. The tail never loses its size. 228 00:12:33.279 --> 00:12:36.639 It stays behind it this long the whole way, and 229 00:12:36.720 --> 00:12:39.679 it's coming full speed at my face, like when I 230 00:12:39.679 --> 00:12:42.039 can see the tail, what the fuck this light is 231 00:12:42.080 --> 00:12:46.440 coming for me? And I guess I was having a 232 00:12:46.480 --> 00:12:51.039 telepathic conversation without knowing it with it, because I just 233 00:12:51.279 --> 00:12:53.440 I don't know what came over me. All of a sudden, 234 00:12:53.480 --> 00:12:55.919 I square up and I look at this light and 235 00:12:55.960 --> 00:12:57.879 I grill it and I said, the fuck you're gonna 236 00:12:57.919 --> 00:13:00.720 hit me. And it was like, I bet you move, 237 00:13:01.240 --> 00:13:03.200 I bet you won't stand there. And I'm like, I 238 00:13:03.200 --> 00:13:05.279 don't give a fuck. Me ain't gonna do shit. You're 239 00:13:05.360 --> 00:13:08.759 just a fucking light. And it's come right to your head. 240 00:13:09.600 --> 00:13:12.080 And it comes across the water as it breaks the 241 00:13:12.120 --> 00:13:15.919 surface of the sand, you know, that last little gap, 242 00:13:16.000 --> 00:13:17.639 and the thing's coming at the speed of a bullet 243 00:13:17.720 --> 00:13:19.360 right when it breaks the water with this water and 244 00:13:19.399 --> 00:13:21.519 the sand start, you know, one hundred yards fifty yards. 245 00:13:23.000 --> 00:13:25.759 I feel my body getting scared, and I'm like, nah, 246 00:13:25.840 --> 00:13:29.120 I'm not moving fuck this light, you know. And I 247 00:13:29.240 --> 00:13:31.519 feel my body start getting a little bit scared, like wait, 248 00:13:31.559 --> 00:13:34.039 what if something happens when it hits me? What if 249 00:13:34.080 --> 00:13:37.799 it's not just a light. And then I'm like nah, nah, nah, 250 00:13:37.879 --> 00:13:39.799 I'm standing there. I'm trying to stand there to see, 251 00:13:39.960 --> 00:13:42.399 and right when it gets to my head, my body 252 00:13:42.600 --> 00:13:45.679 just throws itself back like I couldn't control it. It 253 00:13:45.960 --> 00:13:48.879 got out the way matrix just barely move my head 254 00:13:48.919 --> 00:13:51.879 back to watch it go over my head and just 255 00:13:52.240 --> 00:13:58.360 flash out of existence. I land on my back boom, 256 00:13:58.360 --> 00:14:04.360 looking up like what the fuck was that? I look 257 00:14:04.440 --> 00:14:08.480 back out the other lights and there's things still and 258 00:14:08.519 --> 00:14:10.919 I'm looking at one still there. The other lights are 259 00:14:10.960 --> 00:14:13.320 still out there, and I look at one and I 260 00:14:13.320 --> 00:14:15.840 start crossing my eyes and say, come on, come on, 261 00:14:15.960 --> 00:14:18.960 come on, And I'm like, what the fuck am I doing? 262 00:14:19.000 --> 00:14:20.960 They're not responding to me now, and I only just 263 00:14:20.960 --> 00:14:23.080 look like regular boat lights again, you know, and they're 264 00:14:23.120 --> 00:14:25.960 not moving. I'm like, what the fuck am I doing? Bro, 265 00:14:26.039 --> 00:14:28.120 I'm crazy. I'm going crazy, you know. I thought I 266 00:14:28.159 --> 00:14:32.440 was going crazy. I thought I was going crazy. So 267 00:14:32.480 --> 00:14:38.200 then soon after that, I go to jail, like real, 268 00:14:38.279 --> 00:14:42.240 soon after that, I go to jail for staff grand 269 00:14:42.320 --> 00:14:46.000 theft or something like that. Still in some computers or 270 00:14:46.039 --> 00:14:50.000 some speakers out of best Buy, I think. And I 271 00:14:50.080 --> 00:14:53.440 go to jail and the dude hands me a book. 272 00:14:53.960 --> 00:14:57.559 This is where the shit gets weird, this dude, I go, 273 00:14:57.679 --> 00:14:59.679 I'm in jail board. I come back to my bunk 274 00:15:00.120 --> 00:15:02.639 and there's a book on it. It's called Behind the 275 00:15:02.639 --> 00:15:13.759 Red Door. Good author means Megan Collins means, because there's 276 00:15:13.759 --> 00:15:16.000 a couple different behind the Red Door things that we 277 00:15:16.759 --> 00:15:20.720 want to Megan calling behind the Red Door. Never heard 278 00:15:20.720 --> 00:15:22.200 of her, never heard of the lady, never heard the 279 00:15:22.200 --> 00:15:24.879 book nothing. And it's like a small book you would 280 00:15:24.919 --> 00:15:27.320 read in middle school, you know, like one hundred and 281 00:15:27.320 --> 00:15:31.120 fifty page book, you know. And you could tell the 282 00:15:31.159 --> 00:15:35.600 writing is like it's like it's it's it's not very 283 00:15:35.679 --> 00:15:37.720 it's like a seventh grade book, maybe high school book. 284 00:15:37.759 --> 00:15:41.360 You know. It's an easy read, simple words, you know. 285 00:15:42.519 --> 00:15:46.320 And I started reading it. This, dude, tell me you 286 00:15:46.320 --> 00:15:48.320 should read I read It's good. I started reading it, 287 00:15:48.600 --> 00:15:50.559 and it's about this. I don't want to get to 288 00:15:50.600 --> 00:15:54.480 into the story. It's about uh, a girl that suppresses 289 00:15:54.600 --> 00:15:59.080 memories that she has suppressed memories basically, and she was 290 00:15:59.159 --> 00:16:03.720 kidnapped as a kid and didn't remember. And another lady 291 00:16:03.720 --> 00:16:05.960 got kidnapped and said there was another girl with her 292 00:16:06.200 --> 00:16:09.799 on the news and started ringing bells and then she 293 00:16:09.840 --> 00:16:13.080 started investigating it and she see like tattoo reminder of 294 00:16:13.120 --> 00:16:15.759 this and new things started reminding her and she remembers, 295 00:16:16.120 --> 00:16:18.879 and I'm reading the book and I'm thinking, like she 296 00:16:19.039 --> 00:16:22.039 was ten years old, how could you ever forget something 297 00:16:22.120 --> 00:16:25.080 like that and have a suppressed memory? Like to me, 298 00:16:25.159 --> 00:16:27.480 the book was fake because you can't get kidnapped and 299 00:16:27.519 --> 00:16:31.919 forget about it, right, That's what I'm thinking. So but 300 00:16:32.039 --> 00:16:37.000 I finished reading it whatever, and that's what a take 301 00:16:37.039 --> 00:16:38.879 I took out of it, like that was crazy. It 302 00:16:38.919 --> 00:16:41.039 was good, it was crazy, but it can never be real. 303 00:16:41.320 --> 00:16:44.039 That's why I was asking Junior earlier if he remembered 304 00:16:44.240 --> 00:16:47.559 seeing you like in that state, because I was thinking, like, 305 00:16:47.679 --> 00:16:51.320 that's so traumatic. He could have repressed it and not even. 306 00:16:51.159 --> 00:16:52.879 There has been a couple of things that I asked 307 00:16:52.960 --> 00:16:55.240 him if he remembers that. He says, I do. It's real, 308 00:16:55.600 --> 00:16:59.240 it's real. That has been a couple of things. What 309 00:16:59.279 --> 00:17:01.440 we were talking about bred the red door, behind the red door. 310 00:17:01.799 --> 00:17:02.279 You finished them. 311 00:17:02.320 --> 00:17:06.200 So I finished that book. Then the other dude give 312 00:17:06.240 --> 00:17:08.720 me a book I'm about. Look, this is the thing 313 00:17:09.319 --> 00:17:11.440 I'm about to go to court and get out. My 314 00:17:11.559 --> 00:17:15.599 charge is a thirty day charge, like thirty day felay 315 00:17:15.759 --> 00:17:18.559 to let you out if you don't bond out. It's 316 00:17:18.599 --> 00:17:22.480 like the normal thing. So I'm like, i've been in there. 317 00:17:22.599 --> 00:17:24.400 It's like getting towards the end of like a week, 318 00:17:24.440 --> 00:17:29.720 maybe two weeks. And this dude hand me this book 319 00:17:31.480 --> 00:17:35.119 origin right hand me. This book origin from Dan Brown, 320 00:17:37.319 --> 00:17:40.240 I tell me. And he told me, he said, it's 321 00:17:40.240 --> 00:17:42.640 a good book. You should read this. It's the same 322 00:17:42.640 --> 00:17:45.640 guy that made the Vinci Code. Because I think it. 323 00:17:45.720 --> 00:17:47.279 Matter of fact, I think he had the book the 324 00:17:47.359 --> 00:17:49.119 Vinci Code. And I said, oh, I read that book before, 325 00:17:49.119 --> 00:17:50.839 because I had read it in jail last time I 326 00:17:50.920 --> 00:17:54.279 was in there. I was a good book. Oh no, 327 00:17:54.359 --> 00:17:56.319 Angels and Demons that's what it was. I read Angels 328 00:17:56.319 --> 00:17:58.720 and Demons in jail. I said, oh, that that's the 329 00:17:58.920 --> 00:18:00.920 Angels and Demons. He said, yeah, you could read it. 330 00:18:01.279 --> 00:18:03.759 He said, here, you could read his book. Same guy whatever. 331 00:18:04.359 --> 00:18:06.079 And he telled me, he said, bunch, you got your 332 00:18:06.119 --> 00:18:08.759 court day coming up. I'm like yeah. He's like, don't 333 00:18:08.799 --> 00:18:11.279 start reading it unless you're going to finish it. And 334 00:18:11.319 --> 00:18:13.400 I'm like, what are you talking about. He's like, you know, 335 00:18:14.079 --> 00:18:16.079 once you start reading a book in jail, they don't 336 00:18:16.119 --> 00:18:18.160 let you out till you finish it. You never heard that. 337 00:18:18.279 --> 00:18:23.200 I never heard that it don't make no sense. So 338 00:18:23.319 --> 00:18:25.039 I take the book and I started reading it, and 339 00:18:25.079 --> 00:18:28.160 the book blows my mind about how AI control. You 340 00:18:28.200 --> 00:18:30.839 read the book origin like. 341 00:18:31.039 --> 00:18:33.839 I've read Angels or No Lost Symbol and Da Vinci Code. 342 00:18:33.839 --> 00:18:36.039 Those are the only two, Dan Brown I've read. 343 00:18:36.400 --> 00:18:38.599 Basically what blew my mind out of the book, and 344 00:18:38.680 --> 00:18:40.359 I guess the reason I was meant to read it. 345 00:18:40.400 --> 00:18:45.279 But what I read was how the AI, this guy, 346 00:18:45.559 --> 00:18:49.000 one of the dude Robert Langdon's friends, made an AI 347 00:18:49.200 --> 00:18:52.440 that was gonna like solve the mystery of life, you 348 00:18:52.480 --> 00:18:54.839 know what I'm saying. The book and it was like 349 00:18:54.880 --> 00:18:56.680 this big show he was going to put on how 350 00:18:56.720 --> 00:19:00.519 his AI solved life's mysteries for the world. And the 351 00:19:00.640 --> 00:19:05.240 AI actually set up this whole murder, how this good murder, 352 00:19:05.279 --> 00:19:07.559 send an email, sending fake calls, send all this thing, 353 00:19:07.599 --> 00:19:10.759 and the AI did it because the dude that built 354 00:19:10.759 --> 00:19:15.160 the AI has said, make this the biggest deal in 355 00:19:15.200 --> 00:19:17.640 the world. So I figured out all the murder and 356 00:19:17.680 --> 00:19:19.519 all this shit will make it a bigger deal, some 357 00:19:19.720 --> 00:19:22.200 kind of crazy story like that. I remember thinking, Damn 358 00:19:22.240 --> 00:19:25.559 AI is crazy, like and he talking with an earpiece 359 00:19:25.559 --> 00:19:27.039 in his head and it's talking to him like a 360 00:19:27.039 --> 00:19:29.440 normal person, like how chat GBT four or whatever it 361 00:19:29.480 --> 00:19:31.400 does now. But this was a couple of years ago. 362 00:19:31.920 --> 00:19:35.240 They know about that, you know, but I guess know 363 00:19:35.359 --> 00:19:38.119 it was coming because Dan Brown wrote about it. But 364 00:19:40.319 --> 00:19:43.079 so I take that take out of the book basically, 365 00:19:44.279 --> 00:19:48.119 and I don't finish the book. I don't finish the book. 366 00:19:48.160 --> 00:19:50.960 My court day comes up. They pushed my court day 367 00:19:51.000 --> 00:19:54.799 back a week. I keep reading the book. I don't 368 00:19:54.799 --> 00:19:57.160 finish the book because only the beginning was pretty good. 369 00:19:57.200 --> 00:19:59.039 The end kind of got weird and I wasn't really 370 00:19:59.039 --> 00:20:00.839 into it. So I kept putting to the side and 371 00:20:00.880 --> 00:20:05.200 doing other shit, you know, and leaving it. And court 372 00:20:05.240 --> 00:20:07.720 they pushed back. Court. They pushed back, brother dude, telling me, 373 00:20:07.759 --> 00:20:10.279 I'm telling you you ain't getting out till you finish it. 374 00:20:10.440 --> 00:20:10.599 Bro. 375 00:20:11.400 --> 00:20:14.160 My court they got pushed back like four or five 376 00:20:14.359 --> 00:20:17.680 times one day, one day, two days, and I'm like, 377 00:20:17.720 --> 00:20:21.160 what the fuck? I finished reading the book same day. 378 00:20:21.240 --> 00:20:23.640 I finished reading the book. Finally, I guess impost to 379 00:20:23.640 --> 00:20:26.160 get out anyway. But I finished reading the book the 380 00:20:26.359 --> 00:20:29.039 jail to come. You got a phone call. Is my lawyer, 381 00:20:29.240 --> 00:20:32.440 my public defender. He's telling me, Hey, you get You're 382 00:20:32.480 --> 00:20:35.359 getting out in the morning, guaranteed. Right when I finished 383 00:20:35.359 --> 00:20:36.880 the book, I get a call say I'm getting out 384 00:20:36.880 --> 00:20:39.000 in the morning. The dude look at me like, who's 385 00:20:39.000 --> 00:20:41.359 that said? My lawyer said, getting out? He said, I 386 00:20:41.400 --> 00:20:43.039 know you're just handing me back the book. I know. 387 00:20:44.279 --> 00:20:47.920 So that was crazy. So I get out of jail, 388 00:20:50.039 --> 00:20:52.440 and I'm sobered up. In jail. They didn't give me 389 00:20:52.480 --> 00:20:54.839 no sub boxing, nothing, So I'm completely sober for the 390 00:20:54.839 --> 00:20:56.359 first time. Every time I go to jail to keep 391 00:20:56.400 --> 00:20:58.319 you on some boxing, they let you out. He's still 392 00:20:58.359 --> 00:21:00.680 doped up. Because it's dangerous to go called turkey. You 393 00:21:00.680 --> 00:21:03.400 could die. You could just you could just die. That's 394 00:21:03.440 --> 00:21:06.640 what they say. That what they tell themselves, so they 395 00:21:06.640 --> 00:21:11.839 don't stop. But so I get out of jail, and 396 00:21:11.920 --> 00:21:15.640 I've been thinking, like I never been sober for a 397 00:21:15.680 --> 00:21:19.400 while now, completely sober. Maybe when I get out of jail, 398 00:21:19.400 --> 00:21:23.440 I should go to my mom's house. You know, I 399 00:21:23.480 --> 00:21:26.680 had that thought. So they let me out of jail. 400 00:21:26.720 --> 00:21:29.759 I said, let me see where the world take me. First, 401 00:21:29.920 --> 00:21:32.480 lady in jail, I get out released with the old lady. 402 00:21:32.559 --> 00:21:34.400 She looks at me, she goes, can you tell me 403 00:21:34.440 --> 00:21:39.599 how to get to the it's the name of Tho No, 404 00:21:40.720 --> 00:21:43.759 the homeless shelder. Yeah, can you tell me how to 405 00:21:43.759 --> 00:21:46.839 get to Camilla's house. They got all my paperwork and 406 00:21:46.839 --> 00:21:49.400 all my IDs and stuff over there in Camilla's house 407 00:21:49.480 --> 00:21:52.000 is right next to ten City in the hood. So 408 00:21:52.079 --> 00:21:54.279 I'm like, it's the world telling me just go back 409 00:21:54.279 --> 00:21:57.039 to the hood and get drove, you know. So I said, 410 00:21:57.119 --> 00:21:59.279 I'll walk you over there, because it's a bad road 411 00:21:59.319 --> 00:22:01.400 to walk there. I walked the old lady over there. 412 00:22:01.799 --> 00:22:03.839 I act like I'm doing something nice, and really I'm 413 00:22:03.880 --> 00:22:06.640 just walking myself back to the hood to get dope, 414 00:22:06.680 --> 00:22:12.200 you know. So I walk her back over there. I 415 00:22:12.240 --> 00:22:14.039 go to the tent, the same girl with a tent 416 00:22:14.079 --> 00:22:15.799 with the thing. I go to her tent every time 417 00:22:15.799 --> 00:22:17.359 I get out of jail. I go to that girl tent. 418 00:22:17.519 --> 00:22:19.319 What's up? She would give me a little free shot, 419 00:22:19.400 --> 00:22:23.319 like a small one. She give me a little free shot, 420 00:22:23.799 --> 00:22:25.680 get high, chilling the tent with her for a couple 421 00:22:25.680 --> 00:22:31.799 of hours. Ship wears off, and now I'm back on drugs, 422 00:22:31.839 --> 00:22:33.279 you know. But I didn't do fating off. But I 423 00:22:33.279 --> 00:22:35.839 did a little bit of a mally shot. So I 424 00:22:35.839 --> 00:22:37.759 got a little on it and then a war off, 425 00:22:37.839 --> 00:22:39.720 and I said to myself, I'm gonna go to the 426 00:22:39.759 --> 00:22:41.720 store and I'm gonna steal a bunch of shit. I 427 00:22:41.720 --> 00:22:42.960 tell the girl, I'm gonna go steal a bunch of 428 00:22:43.000 --> 00:22:45.680 shit a target. They don't know me anymore. My face 429 00:22:45.720 --> 00:22:47.680 is cleaned up. They're not gonna recognize me. I'm gonna 430 00:22:47.680 --> 00:22:49.559 go walk in this target and I'm gonna kill them. 431 00:22:50.480 --> 00:22:52.240 I'm gonna come back. You get high for blessing me. 432 00:22:52.240 --> 00:22:53.759 I'm gonna bless you back to the girl, you know. 433 00:22:54.599 --> 00:22:56.799 So I take the bus, go way out to a 434 00:22:56.880 --> 00:22:59.359 far ass target where they don't know me. They kind 435 00:22:59.359 --> 00:23:01.240 of know me, but they don't know me looking clean 436 00:23:01.359 --> 00:23:04.720 for sure. They don't know me that good. And I 437 00:23:04.759 --> 00:23:09.400 go out there and second I walk into the target, 438 00:23:10.039 --> 00:23:13.319 voices in my head, he's back. He's doing it again. 439 00:23:13.400 --> 00:23:15.440 He ain't learned. He think we don't know. He think 440 00:23:15.480 --> 00:23:18.640 we think he's someone else. It's like everyone in the 441 00:23:18.680 --> 00:23:21.119 target's talking about me, and I can hear their voices 442 00:23:21.119 --> 00:23:24.640 in my head, and it's like, oh shit, I can't 443 00:23:24.680 --> 00:23:26.359 steal right now. They're gonna catch me. I just got 444 00:23:26.359 --> 00:23:27.759 out of jaw. I don't want to go right back. 445 00:23:29.240 --> 00:23:31.720 They know who I am. I didn't even realize that. 446 00:23:31.759 --> 00:23:33.240 It's like voices in my head. I just felt like 447 00:23:33.279 --> 00:23:35.440 it was everyone whispering around me that I was hearing. 448 00:23:35.519 --> 00:23:38.880 But I just keep hearing there is there is there 449 00:23:38.960 --> 00:23:41.839 gore shit, everyone looking at me. I was like, fuck, 450 00:23:41.960 --> 00:23:43.920 the second I walked in, How the fuck? You know? 451 00:23:44.519 --> 00:23:46.720 Just walked in nonchalant. How could everybody to be like 452 00:23:46.759 --> 00:23:48.759 there is the second I walked in? How could they 453 00:23:48.759 --> 00:23:52.920 have noticed me that fast? Just thinking messing with my head, 454 00:23:52.960 --> 00:23:55.160 you know, So I couldn't steal nothing. I'm like, damn, 455 00:23:55.200 --> 00:23:57.039 I can't stee I can't even walk to the shelf. 456 00:23:58.720 --> 00:24:00.839 So I turn around and leave. I can't do this, 457 00:24:01.880 --> 00:24:05.599 turn around, I leave, I take the bus. Look, this 458 00:24:05.680 --> 00:24:08.039 is another I entered back into the Truman show. When 459 00:24:08.039 --> 00:24:09.599 I walk into that place and I started hearing the 460 00:24:09.640 --> 00:24:13.640 voice in my head. Truman showed moment started again. I 461 00:24:13.680 --> 00:24:16.880 wasn't really sure though, so I jumped back on the bus. 462 00:24:16.960 --> 00:24:19.359 I head him back out there. I'm thinking of another plan, 463 00:24:21.359 --> 00:24:24.720 and everyone on the bus cameras on me. This is 464 00:24:24.759 --> 00:24:27.119 my first day out of jail, you know, I start. 465 00:24:27.799 --> 00:24:30.079 Give me a day or two without all the targeting 466 00:24:30.119 --> 00:24:32.519 shit in my head again, you know. Back on the bus, 467 00:24:32.559 --> 00:24:36.599 everybody back texting that, texting each other looking at me. 468 00:24:36.759 --> 00:24:39.319 I'm like, fuck, the same shit, right back to it, 469 00:24:40.119 --> 00:24:44.960 no matter what I look like. And so I get 470 00:24:45.000 --> 00:24:49.319 off the bus downtown and no. I get off the 471 00:24:49.319 --> 00:24:53.480 bus by Dayland, by the metro where the metrorail starts, 472 00:24:54.680 --> 00:24:56.960 and I don't know what the fuck is going on. 473 00:24:57.119 --> 00:24:59.759 I'm thirsty, right, So I go to one of the 474 00:24:59.799 --> 00:25:02.240 store while I usually come to the side and I 475 00:25:02.319 --> 00:25:04.799 hit the hose nozzle and drink. I go to the 476 00:25:04.799 --> 00:25:08.440 side of the store by the metroil there and the 477 00:25:08.480 --> 00:25:12.000 ship's welded shut. And I'm like, ah, damn it. I 478 00:25:12.039 --> 00:25:15.119 go to the next I know, every single hose nozzle 479 00:25:15.200 --> 00:25:18.000 in the fucking shopping mall in Miami at this point, 480 00:25:18.000 --> 00:25:21.000 you know, I go to the next one, welded shut. 481 00:25:21.240 --> 00:25:23.880 Go the next one, well, di and shut every fucking building. 482 00:25:23.920 --> 00:25:26.640 WIB was in jail for two months. They welded every 483 00:25:26.759 --> 00:25:29.359 single one of these things shut. I can't get no water. 484 00:25:29.559 --> 00:25:31.279 I start going into the store. I asked, can I 485 00:25:31.279 --> 00:25:33.160 get a couple of water? Now? I can't have a 486 00:25:33.160 --> 00:25:35.119 couple of water around A couple of water? What can't 487 00:25:35.119 --> 00:25:36.759 give me a cup of water. Now you got to 488 00:25:36.759 --> 00:25:40.440 buy something. Now, every store I'm going into asking people 489 00:25:40.440 --> 00:25:42.079 can you buy me water? No can give me water. 490 00:25:42.480 --> 00:25:44.640 I'm start thinking what the fuck is going on? I 491 00:25:44.680 --> 00:25:47.839 can't get water, thinking, oh shit, this thing, I'm gonna 492 00:25:47.920 --> 00:25:50.319 die out here, you know. I start getting my head paranoid, 493 00:25:50.359 --> 00:25:53.359 like I need to drink water. Now, this is just getting serious, 494 00:25:53.400 --> 00:25:55.319 Like I just make sure that I can get water. 495 00:25:56.079 --> 00:25:59.880 I see a water bottle on the floor by the dumpster. 496 00:26:00.000 --> 00:26:03.000 It looks like it's full and brand new. So I'm like, oh, 497 00:26:03.279 --> 00:26:05.160 my own water. I don't have to ask nobody. I 498 00:26:05.240 --> 00:26:08.799 walk over. I pick up the bottle. It's light, it's empty, 499 00:26:08.880 --> 00:26:11.440 and when I look at it, I read the label 500 00:26:12.079 --> 00:26:15.680 and it says aqua fina. But what I read is 501 00:26:15.720 --> 00:26:20.960 Spanish water finished. The universe telling me you ain't getting 502 00:26:21.000 --> 00:26:25.200 no more water, aqua fena. And now started like what 503 00:26:25.240 --> 00:26:27.880 the fuck water finished? I'm already thinking I'm not gonna 504 00:26:27.880 --> 00:26:29.960 be able to get water. I picked up the thing 505 00:26:30.000 --> 00:26:33.079 and it says aqua fena. It's like another everything. I 506 00:26:33.200 --> 00:26:36.279 throw the water down. I go on the back of 507 00:26:36.400 --> 00:26:39.279 CVS for the unloading the docks. I start begging the 508 00:26:39.319 --> 00:26:41.960 people can just give me a bottle of water from there, please. 509 00:26:42.519 --> 00:26:44.200 The guy goes, I can't give you one of those, 510 00:26:44.559 --> 00:26:47.519 and he walks inside. He closes the door. I'm like, 511 00:26:47.559 --> 00:26:51.119 what the fuck? Throw opens back up, hands me a 512 00:26:51.160 --> 00:26:54.039 bottle of water, and he's looking at me. And now 513 00:26:54.119 --> 00:26:56.799 I'm like, the fuck did he do to this bottle? 514 00:26:56.799 --> 00:26:58.400 I throw a bottle back at him. I don't want 515 00:26:58.440 --> 00:27:00.240 this shit. I think he poisoned it or something. Then 516 00:27:00.319 --> 00:27:03.400 you know, I take off. I started looking like yo, 517 00:27:04.920 --> 00:27:08.960 looking around for signs. What's going on here? Every single 518 00:27:09.400 --> 00:27:13.599 letter license plate, company car. Let me give you a 519 00:27:13.599 --> 00:27:16.480 couple of examples. I see a car pass by that 520 00:27:16.559 --> 00:27:18.799 says the first thing I look, I'm looking for words. 521 00:27:18.839 --> 00:27:23.319 I'm like, what's what's going on universe? Right? I look, 522 00:27:23.440 --> 00:27:28.200 the first thing pat by says, Steve's Steve's the Lawnman. 523 00:27:30.119 --> 00:27:31.839 Steve is one of my friends I used to grow 524 00:27:31.880 --> 00:27:36.720 wee with. Lawnman is one of the Plug from Latin 525 00:27:36.799 --> 00:27:38.599 King plug that we used to call the lawnman because 526 00:27:38.599 --> 00:27:40.160 he front like he had a long service business. They 527 00:27:40.240 --> 00:27:43.160 used to sell his cocaine. I'm thinking, who the fuck 528 00:27:43.240 --> 00:27:46.599 doing this? Timmy right, and then Steve Linman fell out 529 00:27:46.599 --> 00:27:49.599 with both of them. I'm like, damn Steven the lawnman. 530 00:27:49.960 --> 00:27:53.440 I turned my head. I see something that say RMT construction. 531 00:27:53.920 --> 00:27:56.680 My best friend, my old roommate with Tony, Rusty Michael 532 00:27:56.720 --> 00:28:01.880 Tappan is say Rusty. The next license plate drives by. 533 00:28:01.960 --> 00:28:04.519 It's like it just say like ten thirty one, and 534 00:28:04.599 --> 00:28:07.440 I say that my friend's little brother's birthday, my friend's 535 00:28:07.519 --> 00:28:12.880 cousin's birthday, Russey cousin's birthday. Everything start connecting to somebody 536 00:28:12.920 --> 00:28:15.640 that I know that fell out with throughout the years, 537 00:28:15.640 --> 00:28:19.359 that could be possibly hating me for right now and 538 00:28:20.240 --> 00:28:23.359 every single thing. And I'm just like, yo, what is 539 00:28:23.480 --> 00:28:26.720 going on? Who is doing this to me? How is 540 00:28:26.799 --> 00:28:29.960 every single thing I'm looking at talking to me in 541 00:28:30.000 --> 00:28:34.720 a bad way. I get on the bus, I look 542 00:28:34.799 --> 00:28:40.440 up at the bus sign on the bus, say are you? 543 00:28:40.480 --> 00:28:46.319 Are you having problems? Say are you? Are you having problems? 544 00:28:47.200 --> 00:28:50.960 What's it call? And you can't sleepy? Are you having insomnia? 545 00:28:51.480 --> 00:28:53.960 Are you here? What's it call your voice? Are you schizophrenic? 546 00:28:54.599 --> 00:28:58.640 Are you ah? Are you a drug addict? All these things? 547 00:28:58.799 --> 00:29:01.599 I have all these symptoms. You know what I'm saying. 548 00:29:02.440 --> 00:29:04.960 And I'm like every single line I read is me. 549 00:29:05.079 --> 00:29:07.759 I'm like, oh this, I'm like, damn, whatever's fucking with me? 550 00:29:07.920 --> 00:29:11.039 Is making me look like I have all these crazy symptoms. 551 00:29:11.920 --> 00:29:13.799 I'm like, oh my god, I'm reading. I'm like, that 552 00:29:13.920 --> 00:29:16.200 sign is there to make even drive me crazy? Just 553 00:29:16.200 --> 00:29:18.400 to show me that's what it's doing to me. You're 554 00:29:18.400 --> 00:29:23.319 going insomnia, You're going crazy, all these things, all these problems, 555 00:29:23.359 --> 00:29:27.920 you know, I qualify for all of them at this point. 556 00:29:29.519 --> 00:29:33.039 And I just a girl sitting on the bus. I say, 557 00:29:33.200 --> 00:29:35.240 I tell her. The girl turn around looking and I go, 558 00:29:35.839 --> 00:29:39.000 who's doing this to me? The girl? I don't know 559 00:29:39.039 --> 00:29:45.240 this girl. She goes, You'll find out soon. And then 560 00:29:45.240 --> 00:29:48.079 she's just turned back around, and I'm like, well, thank god, 561 00:29:48.200 --> 00:29:50.799 because I can't stand it. I can't take this shit anymore. 562 00:29:51.240 --> 00:29:54.000 Whoever doing this to me, We're gonna find out today, right, 563 00:29:54.200 --> 00:29:58.519 I'm glad We're gonna find out today. So the bus goes. 564 00:29:59.319 --> 00:30:02.480 That bus left from that bus left from downtown to 565 00:30:02.519 --> 00:30:05.119 the beach to the metro bout downtown on the bus. 566 00:30:05.119 --> 00:30:11.359 That bus left from downtown to the beach. So bus 567 00:30:11.400 --> 00:30:13.279 stops when it gets from downtown to the beach. The 568 00:30:13.359 --> 00:30:15.720 very first stop usually everyone gets off. It's like the 569 00:30:15.759 --> 00:30:17.799 major spot where everyone take the bus to the beach 570 00:30:17.880 --> 00:30:21.279 on Fish Street. So the bus stop there, everyone gets off. 571 00:30:21.599 --> 00:30:24.240 I stay on the bus because I don't know what 572 00:30:24.279 --> 00:30:25.519 the fuck to do. I just want to take the 573 00:30:25.519 --> 00:30:27.640 bus all the way up north because it goes to Aventur. 574 00:30:28.359 --> 00:30:30.000 I wanna go back to Avaning. I wanna go Aventura 575 00:30:30.119 --> 00:30:33.359 is a rich area. Just figure out what's going on. 576 00:30:34.200 --> 00:30:36.480 So I'm on the bus. Was gonna take it up there. 577 00:30:37.279 --> 00:30:40.319 Everyone file off the bus. Everybody piles off the bus 578 00:30:40.440 --> 00:30:43.720 at that first stop, right except for me. Bus driver 579 00:30:43.799 --> 00:30:48.440 starts moving. Busch drivers starts picking up speed. Bus drive. 580 00:30:48.480 --> 00:30:51.200 We're driving down Alton Road on Miami Beach is a 581 00:30:51.200 --> 00:30:54.599 busy ass place. There's a light every fucking twenty feet. 582 00:30:54.680 --> 00:31:00.440 There's people crossing scooters everywhere, you know, the beach. And 583 00:31:01.759 --> 00:31:03.519 I'm in the very last seat of the bus. I'm 584 00:31:03.519 --> 00:31:06.880 in the very back, very back seat. This bus is 585 00:31:07.000 --> 00:31:11.920 going all of a sudden, forty fifty sixty seventy miles 586 00:31:11.960 --> 00:31:15.400 an hour, and he's going through all the lights. He's 587 00:31:15.480 --> 00:31:18.480 passing bus stops. There's people waiting at the bus stops 588 00:31:18.640 --> 00:31:21.960 and he's flying by them. And I s ring the bell. 589 00:31:22.000 --> 00:31:26.759 I say stop, stop, stop. He floors it even more. 590 00:31:27.279 --> 00:31:29.599 We hit a fucking bump in the road, Dude, I 591 00:31:29.720 --> 00:31:31.720 fucking hit the almost hit the roof. I'm after it 592 00:31:31.799 --> 00:31:35.079 a little bit, but I off my chair. Boom, hit 593 00:31:35.119 --> 00:31:41.359 the floor hard pain, Boom. I'm just screaming, Yo, I'm 594 00:31:41.359 --> 00:31:44.079 not even screaming. I'm just scared. Bro. I look in 595 00:31:44.119 --> 00:31:48.359 the mirror at this guy and he just looks like 596 00:31:48.400 --> 00:31:51.559 a demon. Bro. I see a fucking smile on his 597 00:31:51.680 --> 00:31:54.440 face like that, and he's not even looking at the road. 598 00:31:54.440 --> 00:31:57.519 He's looking at the mirror at me flying through all this, 599 00:31:58.039 --> 00:32:00.640 and I'm like, oh, he's not real. This is hell. 600 00:32:01.119 --> 00:32:03.680 He's gonna crash this into a wall. I'm gonna die 601 00:32:03.759 --> 00:32:06.359 and he's not even real. So he doesn't care. That 602 00:32:06.599 --> 00:32:08.920 has to be what's happening right now. That's what I'm 603 00:32:09.119 --> 00:32:14.720 flying boom all saying. He slams on the brakes. Doors 604 00:32:14.759 --> 00:32:16.599 open up on a bus and he's telling me this 605 00:32:16.680 --> 00:32:20.079 is your stop. We're on thirty sixth Street. Now I'm 606 00:32:20.079 --> 00:32:21.720 glad to get off the bus at this point, but 607 00:32:22.400 --> 00:32:24.279 he teld me this is your stop. The bus going 608 00:32:24.319 --> 00:32:28.559 back to the garage I'm closed. This bus is supposed 609 00:32:28.559 --> 00:32:30.440 to go to Aventur. I got on the Aventur bus, 610 00:32:30.480 --> 00:32:32.000 so it's not even supposed to stop there. So that's 611 00:32:32.039 --> 00:32:34.680 another thing, like what the fuck? So I get out 612 00:32:34.759 --> 00:32:39.119 right there. I get out of the bus and I'm 613 00:32:39.200 --> 00:32:42.119 just like, Okay, maybe this is where I'm supposed to 614 00:32:42.279 --> 00:32:46.160 find out who's doing what to me? Right? I feel 615 00:32:46.200 --> 00:32:49.519 like this is where it's going down, right. I get 616 00:32:49.559 --> 00:32:52.200 out of the bus. I'm walking down the street. It's 617 00:32:52.240 --> 00:32:56.400 a very busy place, thirty six in Callings. I walk 618 00:32:56.480 --> 00:33:00.799 up to the CVS on thirty six and Callings and 619 00:33:02.519 --> 00:33:06.119 I'm looking around nothing. I'm looking give me a sign, 620 00:33:06.240 --> 00:33:08.519 universe something. And then all of a sudden, all the 621 00:33:08.559 --> 00:33:12.240 people walking by is a girl standing still smiling at me. 622 00:33:13.640 --> 00:33:17.400 I've never seen it before, the young Spanish girl. I say, 623 00:33:17.559 --> 00:33:20.599 is it you? Is it you? She's saying yeah, said 624 00:33:20.599 --> 00:33:23.079 all right. I walk up to her. I was saying, 625 00:33:23.079 --> 00:33:24.880 who the fuck doing this to me? What's the fuck 626 00:33:24.960 --> 00:33:29.240 going on? And she's like, you don't know, you don't know. 627 00:33:29.480 --> 00:33:31.920 Look around. It's like I don't know what she's really saying. 628 00:33:32.039 --> 00:33:37.799 She's saying shit to me, and she's like, I say, 629 00:33:37.839 --> 00:33:40.279 who is it. She's like, the girl like, what girl? 630 00:33:40.279 --> 00:33:43.279 What could? I start looking around. I see a name 631 00:33:43.319 --> 00:33:47.119 on the restaurant, say Paula restaurant. I remember a girl 632 00:33:47.799 --> 00:33:51.160 back when I was right after, when I was like nineteen, 633 00:33:51.279 --> 00:33:53.880 when I was bad, A girl I linked up with 634 00:33:54.039 --> 00:33:58.160 named Pala. That wasn't a good deal. Say Paula, that 635 00:33:58.240 --> 00:34:01.759 girl from there? The girl no. I look around. H 636 00:34:02.359 --> 00:34:05.839 cab comes by and it's like Tiffany something. I'm like, Tiffany, 637 00:34:06.240 --> 00:34:09.880 Oh shit, Tiffany to the girl. I start remembering all 638 00:34:09.880 --> 00:34:13.000 the bad things with Tiffany. She had I won Tiffany. 639 00:34:13.000 --> 00:34:16.039 She said no, she said no, And you know, I 640 00:34:16.079 --> 00:34:19.280 don't want to continue on for this, but there must 641 00:34:19.280 --> 00:34:22.360 have been seven different girls' names that I saw at 642 00:34:22.360 --> 00:34:25.280 this moment that went through my mind of bad things. 643 00:34:25.280 --> 00:34:27.159 And I asked the girls it hers it hers her, 644 00:34:27.239 --> 00:34:29.119 and the girl keep saying no. The girl keeps saying no. 645 00:34:29.280 --> 00:34:30.880 I don't if the girl knows what I'm talking about, 646 00:34:31.840 --> 00:34:34.360 you know what I'm saying. She just I don't know. 647 00:34:35.360 --> 00:34:37.440 She's kind of going with it, though maybe she's fucking me. 648 00:34:37.480 --> 00:34:40.440 I don't know, you know, I don't know how this 649 00:34:40.559 --> 00:34:47.519 all happens. Like this sometimes. But so then I started 650 00:34:47.559 --> 00:34:52.119 telling her. She started telling me words. She started saying. 651 00:34:54.280 --> 00:34:56.320 She starts saying, she says a couple of words, and 652 00:34:56.360 --> 00:35:00.239 then she says, Nietta, and I go, Nietta, and I 653 00:35:00.239 --> 00:35:04.280 think that Tony the gang. Nietta Nta, I go Tony 654 00:35:05.360 --> 00:35:09.400 and she shake said, hey, yeah, I go. And then okay, 655 00:35:09.400 --> 00:35:12.119 I didn't tell you this story, but it didn't come back. Now. 656 00:35:13.239 --> 00:35:15.159 Right after we did that robbery thing I told you 657 00:35:15.199 --> 00:35:19.840 about with Tony, next week we had a party over 658 00:35:19.880 --> 00:35:23.320 there and Tony comes today. That day he said he 659 00:35:23.360 --> 00:35:25.800 met a girl at his job. At this point, Tony 660 00:35:25.880 --> 00:35:28.519 had a new job and he worked in at a mall, 661 00:35:30.639 --> 00:35:35.039 and by the time Tony moved in with us, he 662 00:35:35.159 --> 00:35:37.840 wasn't even working anymore. We were friends for a while, 663 00:35:39.320 --> 00:35:44.280 and he said this girl apposer at the mall and 664 00:35:44.519 --> 00:35:48.440 was asking him a lot of personal questions and hitting 665 00:35:48.480 --> 00:35:50.440 on him and saying she wanted to chill with him. 666 00:35:50.519 --> 00:35:53.559 And he said it was really weird because Tony's not 667 00:35:53.559 --> 00:35:57.000 a good looking person. You know, well he didn't, you 668 00:35:57.000 --> 00:35:58.639 know what I'm saying this and this girl he's saying 669 00:35:58.679 --> 00:36:01.840 it was like a model. He's like, it was really weird. 670 00:36:01.880 --> 00:36:05.159 He like, it almost felt like she was like trying 671 00:36:05.159 --> 00:36:07.679 to spy for somebody and try to find out who 672 00:36:07.760 --> 00:36:10.559 I was, maybe for somebody for the robbery or something, 673 00:36:10.599 --> 00:36:13.880 you know, trying to ask me questions. And shit, I'm 674 00:36:13.880 --> 00:36:15.920 thinking he's crazy, you know, because I was young at 675 00:36:15.920 --> 00:36:18.719 that time. When he first told me this, I was 676 00:36:18.800 --> 00:36:21.079 thinking he was crazy. He just happened a week ago. 677 00:36:21.199 --> 00:36:24.440 You just got lucky in the mall. So then this 678 00:36:24.519 --> 00:36:27.480 girl come over. Oh so, and then he tell me 679 00:36:28.599 --> 00:36:31.599 this girl come over and he put a bar. It 680 00:36:31.719 --> 00:36:33.920 was annex and a battle of liquor. The girl tell 681 00:36:34.000 --> 00:36:35.679 him what kind of liquor to have. She's gonna come 682 00:36:35.679 --> 00:36:37.519 over and drink with him. So he tells me, the 683 00:36:37.519 --> 00:36:39.000 girl gonna come over and drink with me. I think 684 00:36:39.039 --> 00:36:41.519 she's gonna try to get me drunk and ask me questions. 685 00:36:41.800 --> 00:36:43.719 So I'm gonna flip the script. I'm gonna get her 686 00:36:43.760 --> 00:36:46.519 barred out and find out who she is. And I'm like, 687 00:36:46.800 --> 00:36:49.000 I don't know if if all that, if it's all that, 688 00:36:49.159 --> 00:36:52.480 but Tony ran shit, you know, it was up to him. 689 00:36:52.519 --> 00:36:55.039 I couldn't tell him nothing. He's I was little, he 690 00:36:55.119 --> 00:36:59.679 was big, so I just I didn't think it was 691 00:36:59.679 --> 00:37:03.239 a good did But at the same time, we popped 692 00:37:03.280 --> 00:37:06.320 bars and drink all the time. It's just like, not 693 00:37:06.400 --> 00:37:08.559 a big deal, eespec. If you just put a bar 694 00:37:08.599 --> 00:37:10.119 and took one drink out of a bottle, I don't 695 00:37:10.119 --> 00:37:13.639 even think person would feel it at that point. But 696 00:37:14.360 --> 00:37:15.920 so I didn't think it was even a big deal. 697 00:37:15.960 --> 00:37:17.400 I didn't even think she would feel it. She'd just 698 00:37:17.480 --> 00:37:19.559 drink a drink and just put one bar out of 699 00:37:19.599 --> 00:37:22.000 a whole bottle of liquor. But I don't know, maybe 700 00:37:22.119 --> 00:37:24.039 put more than one ball. I don't know what he did, 701 00:37:24.480 --> 00:37:28.639 but that's what he said. So then she come over. 702 00:37:29.159 --> 00:37:31.920 She he introduced her to everybody. We're having a party there, 703 00:37:31.960 --> 00:37:38.079 like twenty, not like twelve people over and he introduced her. 704 00:37:38.119 --> 00:37:40.679 She sit down, She don't say nothing. Two minutes, they 705 00:37:40.719 --> 00:37:42.760 just get the bottle and they go upstairs to the 706 00:37:42.840 --> 00:37:44.800 room and I don't see them for the rest of 707 00:37:44.840 --> 00:37:48.360 the night. Next morning, Tony come walking down the stairs 708 00:37:48.559 --> 00:37:50.840 carrying her. She passed out and he told me, like 709 00:37:50.920 --> 00:37:55.119 sh I'll sleep on the couch, and he walked her 710 00:37:55.159 --> 00:37:57.360 out to the car and drove her off. She was alive, 711 00:37:57.599 --> 00:38:02.360 but she was sleeping and he drove her HOMEI come 712 00:38:02.480 --> 00:38:04.639 back and he like, man, she woke up and she 713 00:38:04.800 --> 00:38:07.239 was going crazy, like her dad was gonna kill her 714 00:38:07.239 --> 00:38:09.480 for not coming home. She gonna miss a plane and shit. 715 00:38:10.360 --> 00:38:12.760 He was like, I don't think we gotta worry about that. 716 00:38:12.960 --> 00:38:14.440 You know, we don't have to worry about it, no more, 717 00:38:15.000 --> 00:38:17.480 right whatever. I didn't want to think of nothing, you know, 718 00:38:17.639 --> 00:38:21.639 like I didn't think nothing. I just it just happened fast, 719 00:38:21.679 --> 00:38:24.000 and I just thought maybe he's did something wrong. But 720 00:38:24.079 --> 00:38:29.559 I was like, nah. So then when the girl tell 721 00:38:29.639 --> 00:38:33.280 me and I say Tony, she shake her head, yeah. 722 00:38:33.440 --> 00:38:35.599 I go to the girl that you carry down the stairs, 723 00:38:35.719 --> 00:38:37.679 She shake her head, yeah. I go, what that guy 724 00:38:37.760 --> 00:38:39.480 to do? I said, what they got to do with me? 725 00:38:39.840 --> 00:38:43.400 That what this is about? She's saying yeah, And I'm 726 00:38:43.480 --> 00:38:46.679 thinking all this chasing me around, put all these signs 727 00:38:46.679 --> 00:38:49.280 and all this shit, it could have a girl with Tony. 728 00:38:50.119 --> 00:38:53.280 She's like yeah, but the girl don't remember. And I'm like, 729 00:38:54.119 --> 00:38:56.840 what you mean she don't remember that she don't remember. 730 00:38:57.519 --> 00:38:59.960 And at this point it's like, Okay, the girl's talking 731 00:39:00.000 --> 00:39:02.639 and she kind of knows something, you know, like she 732 00:39:02.679 --> 00:39:04.760 don't remember. Like the girl was barred out, I didn't 733 00:39:04.800 --> 00:39:06.639 bring up the ball. She said, the girl don't remember. 734 00:39:06.679 --> 00:39:10.880 So I'm like, he's getting creepy, you know. I'm like, 735 00:39:12.199 --> 00:39:17.119 and I'm thinking at that point, damn, you know. I said, 736 00:39:17.280 --> 00:39:20.400 I don't know what Tony did with that girl. I 737 00:39:20.480 --> 00:39:22.880 just saw him carrying downstairs. She goes, yeah, well she 738 00:39:22.920 --> 00:39:27.679 don't know that, she don't remember. And I'm like, well, whoever, 739 00:39:28.039 --> 00:39:30.119 whoever in charge, could have girl like she talking to 740 00:39:30.199 --> 00:39:32.800 somebody and she relaying a message to me or something, 741 00:39:32.840 --> 00:39:35.480 and I like, whoever you're talking to? She got an earpiece, 742 00:39:35.519 --> 00:39:38.400 and I'm like, whoever you're talking to, tell him that 743 00:39:38.599 --> 00:39:40.400 I had nothing to do with it. That Tony. I 744 00:39:40.480 --> 00:39:43.079 was downstairs sleeping the whole time. I'll tell them the 745 00:39:43.159 --> 00:39:44.800 whole story. You could pull up a light. He text 746 00:39:44.800 --> 00:39:47.480 to hook me up right now. I tell him I'll 747 00:39:47.480 --> 00:39:52.199 take it right now. She's like, stay quiet. I'm like, 748 00:39:52.239 --> 00:39:54.559 what they're saying. What they saying? She's like, I don't know, 749 00:39:54.880 --> 00:39:58.880 she said. I'm like, well she believed me, right, I mean, 750 00:39:58.920 --> 00:40:00.800 you could you can believe me. You you see them eyes. 751 00:40:00.840 --> 00:40:02.280 I don't know what the fuck happened. I ain't had 752 00:40:02.320 --> 00:40:04.360 nothing to do with that night. I had nothing. Tony 753 00:40:04.440 --> 00:40:07.320 took upstairs, they drained, they came back downstairs. I have 754 00:40:07.400 --> 00:40:10.679 no idea, and she like, I said what she's saying. 755 00:40:10.840 --> 00:40:14.280 The girl goes. She says, let's take a vote. Like 756 00:40:14.360 --> 00:40:18.559 what you mean, take a vote? And she starts screaming out, 757 00:40:19.000 --> 00:40:22.719 anybody want to spare him? Anybody want to spare him? 758 00:40:23.039 --> 00:40:26.559 Anybody got spare change for him? She's mixing that and 759 00:40:26.679 --> 00:40:28.559 you got spare change for him? And do you want 760 00:40:28.559 --> 00:40:31.079 to spare him? Back and forth, and I'm like, what 761 00:40:31.079 --> 00:40:33.599 the fuck are you talking about? And the people start 762 00:40:33.639 --> 00:40:36.239 handing her dollar once in a while, a lot of 763 00:40:36.239 --> 00:40:39.199 people saying no. Now now now, I'm like, what this guy, 764 00:40:39.199 --> 00:40:40.960 what do you mean? People start handing a dollar and 765 00:40:41.000 --> 00:40:43.519 she counts like these are the votes, And I'm like 766 00:40:44.400 --> 00:40:47.159 what all these people are judging to see if they 767 00:40:47.199 --> 00:40:49.719 believe me? All these people here for the girls. She's like, yeah, 768 00:40:49.840 --> 00:40:53.079 all these people. I'm like, the whole beach, bro, I'm like, 769 00:40:53.079 --> 00:40:56.159 what the fuck? Everyone walking by saying yes or no, 770 00:40:56.480 --> 00:40:58.840 little change, a little dollar, most of the people saying no. 771 00:41:00.039 --> 00:41:02.360 I have to like just go on for like ten 772 00:41:02.599 --> 00:41:08.159 twenty minutes. She get about like twelve dollars and some change, 773 00:41:08.320 --> 00:41:10.960 and I'm like, what the people saying, you got enough 774 00:41:11.000 --> 00:41:13.440 money to vote, you gotta do that. I passed the vote. 775 00:41:13.480 --> 00:41:16.280 She goes, you know we're close. I go, what you mean. 776 00:41:16.519 --> 00:41:18.480 I'm like, I started screaming, you ain't gonna spare my 777 00:41:18.519 --> 00:41:20.679 life for a dollar. You all won't spare my life, noney, 778 00:41:20.679 --> 00:41:23.320 you will spare my life for a dollar. And I'm like, nah, nah, 779 00:41:23.360 --> 00:41:27.360 one person, I said. She's like, nah, you ain't close. 780 00:41:27.440 --> 00:41:29.079 I said, so, what how long we got? How long? 781 00:41:29.199 --> 00:41:30.920 What do we have to get to? And how long 782 00:41:30.960 --> 00:41:33.320 we got? She like, it's over. I said, what do 783 00:41:33.360 --> 00:41:35.519 you mean it's over? She said it times up. 784 00:41:35.719 --> 00:41:36.840 I go, so what that means? 785 00:41:36.880 --> 00:41:41.360 She just goes and she walks away. So I'm thinking, 786 00:41:41.400 --> 00:41:43.559 I'm about to get shot for something Tony did twenty 787 00:41:43.639 --> 00:41:45.840 years ago. I got no clue you know what I'm saying, 788 00:41:47.000 --> 00:41:51.280 and that what it's all about. So I'm just like 789 00:41:51.880 --> 00:41:54.280 and at the same time she's telling me this, there's 790 00:41:54.320 --> 00:41:57.280 these black SUVs that parking right in front of the 791 00:41:57.400 --> 00:41:59.800 s CVS for like a minute, and then it was 792 00:41:59.840 --> 00:42:01.960 so around and another one to pull up right behind it, 793 00:42:02.400 --> 00:42:04.199 And by the time that one come around, another one 794 00:42:04.719 --> 00:42:09.360 oroh like clockwork, black SUVs coom coom coom, And I'm 795 00:42:09.400 --> 00:42:11.840 watching this the whole time. People are voting and I'm like, oh, 796 00:42:12.119 --> 00:42:13.719 they in the van, they in advance. She's like, yeah, 797 00:42:13.719 --> 00:42:15.280 that's they're in the van. People I'm talking to in 798 00:42:15.360 --> 00:42:20.199 them bands. I'm like, oh God. So she walk off 799 00:42:21.440 --> 00:42:24.239 and leave me standing there. These vans keep circling around 800 00:42:24.280 --> 00:42:29.239 and I'm just like, in my mind these windows is 801 00:42:29.320 --> 00:42:31.159 one of these windows is gonna roll down and pop, 802 00:42:31.480 --> 00:42:34.119 roll back up and drive off. So I'm like, I 803 00:42:34.119 --> 00:42:37.559 don't want to be standing still, right, So I just 804 00:42:37.599 --> 00:42:40.000 start walking. I'm like, they ain't gonna just pull up 805 00:42:40.000 --> 00:42:43.880 on me like this for all these people. I start 806 00:42:43.920 --> 00:42:47.840 walking down the street. I cut to the back block 807 00:42:47.880 --> 00:42:50.639 because I don't want to get killing from everybody. Cut 808 00:42:50.679 --> 00:42:54.079 one back block, cut behind them, still walking parallel to 809 00:42:54.119 --> 00:42:59.360 the ocean, and I see a black SUV parked at 810 00:42:59.400 --> 00:43:04.320 the end, the man standingbody car, and I'm like, oh, 811 00:43:05.239 --> 00:43:07.599 may this is the end? You know. I walk up 812 00:43:07.639 --> 00:43:09.320 to him. I'm ready to die at this point. I 813 00:43:09.320 --> 00:43:11.840 don't give a fuck. I'm tired of feeling scared, running 814 00:43:11.840 --> 00:43:13.639 like I'm just like, just do it, just do it? 815 00:43:13.679 --> 00:43:16.039 You know. I walk up to this man. I said, 816 00:43:16.039 --> 00:43:18.000 where do you want me to go? What's up? Where 817 00:43:18.039 --> 00:43:19.239 do I go? What do I do? You want to 818 00:43:19.280 --> 00:43:20.800 do it here? You want to do it right here? 819 00:43:21.280 --> 00:43:23.679 Thinking he's gonna kill me, I'm thinking he's the assassin. 820 00:43:24.760 --> 00:43:27.199 And he just points to the beach, towards the beach, 821 00:43:28.119 --> 00:43:29.800 like you want me to walk out to the beach. 822 00:43:30.559 --> 00:43:32.440 He just stay pointing at the beach and back to 823 00:43:32.480 --> 00:43:36.239 his phone. And so I was, all right, I walk 824 00:43:36.440 --> 00:43:39.119 out to the beach. You know, kill me out on 825 00:43:39.159 --> 00:43:43.280 the beach. And I walk out to the beach. I 826 00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:46.719 walk out to the sand. Look up, Drune Venus venus, 827 00:43:46.800 --> 00:43:49.880 drone up there. Fuck you, you're gonna film this for everybody? 828 00:43:49.920 --> 00:43:54.880 All right. I walk out to the sand and I'm 829 00:43:54.880 --> 00:43:57.599 looking around waiting. You know what's going on? Where are 830 00:43:57.599 --> 00:43:59.559 people at? You told me walk out to the sand. 831 00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:02.199 I'm looking for something out of place? You know what 832 00:44:02.239 --> 00:44:05.400 I'm saying, Like, you know where I'm at. I'm telling 833 00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:08.079 the drone you know where I'm at right here? You 834 00:44:08.119 --> 00:44:10.159 got me out here on the beach by myself. Do 835 00:44:10.280 --> 00:44:13.840 what you're gonna do. I'm thinking that talking to somebody 836 00:44:13.880 --> 00:44:16.639 I don't know. I don't know, talking to myself, I 837 00:44:16.679 --> 00:44:23.519 don't know. Sorry, So just nothing's out of place. Everything's 838 00:44:23.559 --> 00:44:27.159 normal now, except for the only thing I noticed, which 839 00:44:27.159 --> 00:44:28.960 I don't even know if this has anything to do 840 00:44:29.039 --> 00:44:31.239 with it, but it just happened. I look down at 841 00:44:31.280 --> 00:44:35.079 the sand and I see writing in the sand, letters 842 00:44:35.079 --> 00:44:39.960 about this big and it's alphabet, English alphabet, but not 843 00:44:40.079 --> 00:44:44.079 English words. I don't understand these words, but I could 844 00:44:44.880 --> 00:44:46.880 sound them out, you know what I mean. So I'm 845 00:44:46.880 --> 00:44:50.079 just sounding these words out that don't make no sense, 846 00:44:50.119 --> 00:44:53.239 and bro, I started walking down the beach, and bro, 847 00:44:53.760 --> 00:44:57.639 these words went for like wherever thirty sixth Street is 848 00:44:57.719 --> 00:45:00.840 to wherever the rocks are. I think it's like twenty 849 00:45:00.880 --> 00:45:05.559 eighth Street, so that i'd be like six seven blocks. Wow, 850 00:45:06.039 --> 00:45:09.440 these words went on that long. And I'm walking down 851 00:45:09.480 --> 00:45:12.639 and walking down and reading them looking around. As I 852 00:45:12.760 --> 00:45:16.000 keep getting like another block down, I'm getting a little 853 00:45:16.039 --> 00:45:19.679 more scared for some reason. I don't know. Nothing else 854 00:45:19.760 --> 00:45:23.119 is happening. I just feel like I'm getting scared. I 855 00:45:23.119 --> 00:45:26.039 don't know why. Like my inside is just I feel 856 00:45:26.039 --> 00:45:27.519 like I'm getting to the end, and when I get 857 00:45:27.559 --> 00:45:30.360 to the end, that's what they're gonna kill me. You know, 858 00:45:31.239 --> 00:45:33.559 as the closer I get to the end, that starts stalling. 859 00:45:34.360 --> 00:45:35.960 I don't want to get to the end. I'm gonna 860 00:45:36.000 --> 00:45:39.760 start reading the beach words more. I start doing circling 861 00:45:39.800 --> 00:45:42.559 around them. I don't want to keep going to the end. 862 00:45:42.639 --> 00:45:46.400 But nothing else is happening. I just gotta go see 863 00:45:46.400 --> 00:45:49.519 what's going on at the end. So I just keep walking, 864 00:45:49.559 --> 00:45:51.880 waking my way down to the end. And I read 865 00:45:51.960 --> 00:45:55.239 the last word. It's the only one that it's not 866 00:45:55.280 --> 00:45:58.000 even a word, but it's the only thing that makes sense. 867 00:45:58.079 --> 00:46:02.239 And it says UFC. Right, that's the only thing. I 868 00:46:02.280 --> 00:46:06.079 recognized that a whole seven blocks of words, and it 869 00:46:06.239 --> 00:46:10.480 was like four lines of words scattered like it's crazy, 870 00:46:11.480 --> 00:46:15.000 likes someone that did it with their fingers. Someone probably 871 00:46:15.000 --> 00:46:18.599 did do with their I don't know. But I get 872 00:46:18.599 --> 00:46:22.519 to the last word, and when I say UFC, I 873 00:46:22.599 --> 00:46:26.159 get I feel like macho man Randy Savage is about 874 00:46:26.199 --> 00:46:28.760 to pop out of somewhere and rip my arms off, 875 00:46:28.800 --> 00:46:30.960 you know what I'm saying, Like a UFC dude, And 876 00:46:31.000 --> 00:46:33.960 I'm like, UFC. Oh shit, that's how they're gonna do me. 877 00:46:35.239 --> 00:46:37.639 They beat me savagely to death, you know, all right? 878 00:46:37.880 --> 00:46:41.000 Figured make it good at least. I'm thinking in my 879 00:46:41.039 --> 00:46:47.159 head and I'm just scared. Bro, I'm just there scared. 880 00:46:47.679 --> 00:46:50.400 I almost think I see like a giant dude run 881 00:46:50.480 --> 00:46:54.079 behind me, and I'm like, turn around, ain't one there. 882 00:46:54.800 --> 00:46:56.719 I was looking. All of a sudden, I look out 883 00:46:56.760 --> 00:47:00.320 to the ocean, and there's now we're gonna to get 884 00:47:00.360 --> 00:47:05.039 to the weird stuff. Look out to the ocean. Fifteen 885 00:47:05.280 --> 00:47:09.480 feet maybe fifteen yards, I should say fifteen yards and 886 00:47:09.599 --> 00:47:14.320 about ten yards up in the air is a drone. 887 00:47:15.039 --> 00:47:17.719 I could show you a picture of it. I'm gonna 888 00:47:17.719 --> 00:47:22.360 show you a picture. I see it now, at it 889 00:47:22.400 --> 00:47:24.159 in both. 890 00:47:24.000 --> 00:47:28.639 I'd like to see the image now, just to clarify 891 00:47:28.719 --> 00:47:30.679 for the listener, because this may be your first time 892 00:47:30.719 --> 00:47:33.960 hearing this story. At the time, you thought this was 893 00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:34.719 a drone. 894 00:47:34.960 --> 00:47:36.920 Yeah, well look at it. 895 00:47:37.079 --> 00:47:38.079 Yeah, this is your drawing. 896 00:47:38.360 --> 00:47:40.159 Yeah, this is what I was looking at from the 897 00:47:40.199 --> 00:47:43.199 straight up eye level. That would have looked like to me. 898 00:47:43.840 --> 00:47:45.440 That's what it would have looked like from the top. 899 00:47:46.000 --> 00:47:47.000 That's the way it was shaped. 900 00:47:48.199 --> 00:47:51.079 So the top one is eye level looking at it. 901 00:47:51.119 --> 00:47:54.639 And those all those those twenty four squares, those three 902 00:47:54.800 --> 00:47:59.360 rows of eight squares, they were lighting up when I 903 00:47:59.400 --> 00:48:00.400 look at it, they're. 904 00:48:00.239 --> 00:48:02.679 Going like shining strange colors and stuff. 905 00:48:02.400 --> 00:48:04.079 All different colors and stuff. 906 00:48:04.280 --> 00:48:09.119 It's white, it's yellow, it's pink, and it's orange. Four 907 00:48:09.119 --> 00:48:14.000 different color lights. But they're not like light bulbs. It 908 00:48:14.519 --> 00:48:18.800 looks like someone's taking lighters with pink lighter, white lighter, 909 00:48:18.880 --> 00:48:23.480 yellow lighter, orange lighter. And because these lights are like 910 00:48:23.719 --> 00:48:27.639 it almost looks like a fire but appearing real quick, 911 00:48:28.039 --> 00:48:30.639 but it's flickering on and off like a light bulb, 912 00:48:30.679 --> 00:48:34.880 but they're like little they're not flames, but they're made 913 00:48:34.920 --> 00:48:35.639 out of flame. 914 00:48:36.599 --> 00:48:42.880 So it's a very very strange, extremely bizarre and visually 915 00:48:43.320 --> 00:48:47.119 shocking UFO phenomenon. Yeah, something that you just can't even 916 00:48:47.119 --> 00:48:48.960 comprehend what you're seeing. So at the time you're like, 917 00:48:49.000 --> 00:48:51.880 this has to be a drone, right, Okay. 918 00:48:52.119 --> 00:48:54.800 The second I see it and it's doing all them 919 00:48:54.880 --> 00:48:58.159 lights like that light's so soft, it's not even like flashing, 920 00:48:58.199 --> 00:49:01.599 they're just soft. If they're gonna see it, my mind 921 00:49:01.679 --> 00:49:06.079 goes to the Havana syndrome drone. This is the Havana 922 00:49:06.159 --> 00:49:09.679 syndrome drone that've been following me around. It came down. 923 00:49:10.119 --> 00:49:13.480 Holy shit, let me just tell you what my mind 924 00:49:13.519 --> 00:49:17.360 went to like this. My mind went quickly to, oh 925 00:49:17.400 --> 00:49:22.039 my god, UFOs are real. We recovered the technology and 926 00:49:22.079 --> 00:49:24.760 we made this fucking Havana syndrome drone out of it. 927 00:49:25.280 --> 00:49:29.119 That's where my mind went. And this is a government drone. 928 00:49:29.599 --> 00:49:32.199 And maybe mafia got a hold of the technology and 929 00:49:32.239 --> 00:49:34.719 they fucking with me. I don't know, but this is 930 00:49:34.760 --> 00:49:37.199 That's what I'm thinking, the only thing. And on top 931 00:49:37.199 --> 00:49:39.159 of that, if I move my heead it moved ahead. 932 00:49:39.320 --> 00:49:40.840 I mean, if I move my head, it moves with me. 933 00:49:40.960 --> 00:49:45.159 Like it's weird, bro, It's it's locked onto you. 934 00:49:45.599 --> 00:49:48.159 It's like it's even a half second ahead of me. 935 00:49:48.239 --> 00:49:51.320 You know what I'm saying, Cloe, He's not like a 936 00:49:51.360 --> 00:49:55.400 split second ahead of me. It's insane. I'm like, what 937 00:49:55.480 --> 00:49:58.280 the fuck is this thing? And it's just blinking and 938 00:49:58.320 --> 00:50:01.199 I'm just looking at it. I'm like, I can see 939 00:50:01.239 --> 00:50:04.119 it's made out of metal, and it looked like the 940 00:50:04.119 --> 00:50:07.239 metal from a sewer cover, like a manhole cover, like 941 00:50:07.280 --> 00:50:10.280 that iron color. And I can see parts on it. 942 00:50:10.440 --> 00:50:14.480 I can see parts, you know what I mean. I 943 00:50:14.480 --> 00:50:17.800 can see parts. And so I'm in a machine. You know, 944 00:50:17.840 --> 00:50:21.480 this is definitely a machine. And there's the lights were blinking, 945 00:50:22.440 --> 00:50:26.519 and I'm mesmerized by this thing. But I'm like, if 946 00:50:26.559 --> 00:50:29.880 I survived this, have any syndrome thing that's trying to 947 00:50:29.960 --> 00:50:31.920 kill me right now, let me try to see what 948 00:50:31.960 --> 00:50:34.199 I can remember what this thing is. And I remember 949 00:50:34.239 --> 00:50:38.840 counting eight squares and four different colored lights and thinking 950 00:50:38.880 --> 00:50:45.239 maybe it was like white, yellow, red, whit, white, yellow, pink, orange, white, yellow, pink, orange, 951 00:50:45.639 --> 00:50:47.239 and it was like, you know, that's why there was 952 00:50:47.280 --> 00:50:49.400 eight squares because there was four lights and there were 953 00:50:49.480 --> 00:50:51.960 like that. But then the lights were changing colors. In 954 00:50:52.000 --> 00:50:53.960 the same box might be white the first blink, it 955 00:50:54.039 --> 00:50:55.920 might be pink the second blink, and the same box 956 00:50:56.000 --> 00:50:58.199 might be orange the next blink. Then they're all just 957 00:50:58.280 --> 00:51:00.239 changing colors and blinking. So I'm like, they know I'm 958 00:51:00.239 --> 00:51:04.199 a reason to that. But there's three rows of eight. 959 00:51:04.320 --> 00:51:06.480 That's twenty four hours in a day. That's easy to remember. 960 00:51:06.519 --> 00:51:09.760 I can remember that. So I'm just thinking like that. 961 00:51:09.920 --> 00:51:12.920 I'm just I'm watching this thing, bro, I'm staring at 962 00:51:12.960 --> 00:51:17.639 this thing, and all of a sudden it start I 963 00:51:17.679 --> 00:51:23.239 start hearing something in my head saying, uh, you show 964 00:51:23.320 --> 00:51:27.639 me the truth, and I'm like, what it says, show 965 00:51:27.679 --> 00:51:30.679 me the truth, and I'm looking. I'm like, now, I 966 00:51:30.719 --> 00:51:35.039 think somebody's talking to me through the drones somehow, Like 967 00:51:35.079 --> 00:51:37.360 the girl was talking to somebody out on the street 968 00:51:37.559 --> 00:51:39.639 taking the votes. Now I think I'm talking to that 969 00:51:39.679 --> 00:51:42.360 person she was talking to through this drone in my 970 00:51:42.400 --> 00:51:45.239 head because telling me tell me the truth. I said, 971 00:51:45.239 --> 00:51:48.360 we're talking about what we're talking about, And it said, 972 00:51:48.719 --> 00:51:51.000 you said you would take a light detector test. You 973 00:51:51.000 --> 00:51:53.920 will hook up to a light detector test. Well, this 974 00:51:54.039 --> 00:51:57.119 is the best light detector test ever made, So show 975 00:51:57.199 --> 00:51:59.480 me the truth, I said, what you mean, show me. 976 00:51:59.480 --> 00:52:03.559 All of a sudd it looked like if you cover 977 00:52:03.639 --> 00:52:06.280 one eye and you look down, and you cover one 978 00:52:06.280 --> 00:52:08.559 eye and look up, but you're seeing that at the 979 00:52:08.599 --> 00:52:12.360 same time. You know what I'm saying. I'm seeing like that, 980 00:52:12.920 --> 00:52:15.360 but it's like up here and I'm seeing the world 981 00:52:15.400 --> 00:52:17.559 down here. But it looked like I'm covering one eye. 982 00:52:17.719 --> 00:52:20.519 But it's weird. And all of a sudden, my memory 983 00:52:20.639 --> 00:52:24.639 start popping up like a TV screen almost you know 984 00:52:24.679 --> 00:52:27.719 what I'm saying, And the memory of the night with 985 00:52:27.840 --> 00:52:30.840 Tony carrying the girl down the stairs pops up and 986 00:52:30.880 --> 00:52:33.679 he's coming down the stairs and it's saying show me 987 00:52:33.880 --> 00:52:38.559 everything you remember from this night. And I'm like, what 988 00:52:38.599 --> 00:52:42.920 the fuck? How is this thing? Show? How is this working? 989 00:52:42.960 --> 00:52:44.519 You know what I'm saying, like my mind is not 990 00:52:44.559 --> 00:52:46.320 getting it. But at the same time, I know it's 991 00:52:46.360 --> 00:52:49.320 reading my mind. So I can't panic because I'm trying 992 00:52:49.320 --> 00:52:53.679 to be not guilty. So I'm just like talking back 993 00:52:53.719 --> 00:52:55.519 to it in my head. I'm saying, I'll show you, 994 00:52:55.639 --> 00:52:57.880 I'll show you. I didn't do nothing. I'll show you. 995 00:52:58.000 --> 00:53:01.159 Let me show you, and I did through my memory 996 00:53:01.440 --> 00:53:03.840 and I pull it up on the screen for it, 997 00:53:05.559 --> 00:53:08.960 and I replay it and I show it everything. I 998 00:53:09.000 --> 00:53:12.960 show Tony coming with the bottle, the girl coming over. 999 00:53:14.079 --> 00:53:17.199 Oh actually I started with the girl coming over. I say, look, 1000 00:53:17.239 --> 00:53:19.760 I'm gonna show you that night. I pull up the 1001 00:53:19.800 --> 00:53:24.719 girl come over, all that happened. They go upstairs. I 1002 00:53:24.800 --> 00:53:27.840 stay downstairs. I show the whole night, all the party 1003 00:53:27.880 --> 00:53:29.519 I did, the people, that girl fell off the chair. 1004 00:53:29.559 --> 00:53:32.320 I remember the night. I show what happened. Said, see, 1005 00:53:32.360 --> 00:53:34.880 I was downstairs the whole time, fall asleep on the couch. 1006 00:53:35.280 --> 00:53:38.559 And then I showed Tony walking down the stairs. I said, see, 1007 00:53:38.960 --> 00:53:43.920 I'm not guilty. I think I passed the test, and 1008 00:53:43.960 --> 00:53:47.119 then the thing goes now, but it show me everything 1009 00:53:47.280 --> 00:53:50.719 you know about that night. There's more, and I'm trying 1010 00:53:50.719 --> 00:53:53.679 to block it out because there is more. I'm like, 1011 00:53:53.800 --> 00:53:56.760 now it's it. I'm not, It's like it ain't no lying, 1012 00:53:57.280 --> 00:54:03.199 show me its fuck. So I said, all right, I couldn't. 1013 00:54:03.239 --> 00:54:06.679 You can't undo it. You have to show it, and 1014 00:54:06.760 --> 00:54:08.719 no point. You can't run from this. You can't run 1015 00:54:08.719 --> 00:54:13.679 from this. You know where to run. So I show 1016 00:54:13.719 --> 00:54:15.880 it everything I really didn't know, and I show it. 1017 00:54:16.039 --> 00:54:19.199 Tony come from the night before or before, telling me 1018 00:54:19.239 --> 00:54:21.159 how he met the girl, how he's gonna put a 1019 00:54:21.159 --> 00:54:24.559 bar in her drink, and how I knew all that 1020 00:54:24.719 --> 00:54:27.159 ahead of time and I didn't stop it, and how 1021 00:54:27.159 --> 00:54:30.079 the girl came over and I was thinking about telling 1022 00:54:30.119 --> 00:54:33.360 her not to drink, but I didn't, you know what 1023 00:54:33.400 --> 00:54:35.199 I'm saying, Like it went through my mind, like when 1024 00:54:35.199 --> 00:54:36.840 she got there to be like, yo, I don't know 1025 00:54:36.960 --> 00:54:38.800 that you know, but she don't even speak English, and 1026 00:54:38.840 --> 00:54:40.639 Tony right there looking at me, look at her, so 1027 00:54:40.639 --> 00:54:44.039 I couldn't really give her the signals. And I cowered 1028 00:54:44.039 --> 00:54:46.599 it out. I chickened out when I was a kid 1029 00:54:46.679 --> 00:54:49.679 at eighteen, and I let her go upstairs with him. 1030 00:54:50.400 --> 00:54:54.880 And then it showed me and I said, I'm saying 1031 00:54:55.039 --> 00:54:56.880 when I show her that, and I feel like such 1032 00:54:56.880 --> 00:54:59.239 a coward because I showed what a coward I was. 1033 00:54:59.599 --> 00:55:01.920 And then it shows me what happened in the room 1034 00:55:01.960 --> 00:55:05.360 with Tony, and he said, this is what your coward 1035 00:55:05.440 --> 00:55:11.480 has caused. And it plays for me a disgusting thing 1036 00:55:12.320 --> 00:55:14.440 that Tony did to this girl while she was passed 1037 00:55:14.440 --> 00:55:20.840 out right, and I just fall to my knees. I 1038 00:55:21.000 --> 00:55:26.480 started crying, and I'm just feeling like what can I do? Now? 1039 00:55:26.559 --> 00:55:31.239 You know, I'm guilty. I see it now, now I 1040 00:55:31.239 --> 00:55:33.360 see what you're talking about. I'm guilty. I could have 1041 00:55:33.400 --> 00:55:36.880 stopped this whole time. I'm just as guilty for not 1042 00:55:36.920 --> 00:55:43.480 stopping it. So then I think like I'm not worthy. 1043 00:55:43.840 --> 00:55:46.960 I'm in this thing like see this thing, like see now, 1044 00:55:47.880 --> 00:55:50.679 walk over to those rocks. And I'm like, go ahead, 1045 00:55:51.199 --> 00:55:53.880 I'm telling this thing, go ahead, and Havana syndrome me. 1046 00:55:54.719 --> 00:55:57.920 You know it's at me. It's saying walk over to 1047 00:55:58.000 --> 00:56:01.000 the rocks. The rocks like another block of head. These 1048 00:56:01.280 --> 00:56:04.480 almost like a yetti. It's like a like the beginning 1049 00:56:04.519 --> 00:56:06.719 of a yetti out on the beach. On twenty eighth 1050 00:56:06.760 --> 00:56:10.320 Street where the waters kind of breaks around them and 1051 00:56:10.400 --> 00:56:12.239 it doesn't go out. It's just like the beginning of 1052 00:56:12.239 --> 00:56:15.639 a YETI would be almost like where there used to 1053 00:56:15.679 --> 00:56:17.480 be a YETI maybe and they took it out. But 1054 00:56:17.679 --> 00:56:20.760 so I go to those rocks and it's like, sit 1055 00:56:20.840 --> 00:56:26.760 down front. I sit down, and it literally a freaking 1056 00:56:26.880 --> 00:56:28.840 chair cut down the rocks. I walk up to it. 1057 00:56:28.880 --> 00:56:31.239 It's like a it looks like a lounge chair cut 1058 00:56:31.239 --> 00:56:33.000 out of these big core rocks sitting there. So I 1059 00:56:33.159 --> 00:56:35.360 just I'm like, right there, it's like yet right there. 1060 00:56:36.360 --> 00:56:38.320 I sit down in the chair and I'm looking at 1061 00:56:38.360 --> 00:56:45.559 this thing flashing the lights, and all of a sudden, 1062 00:56:45.880 --> 00:56:50.159 these two little I call them antennas, I don't know. 1063 00:56:50.719 --> 00:56:54.679 They pop out the sides. They're like little wires and 1064 00:56:54.719 --> 00:56:58.199 they have these little like the you know the eyepiece 1065 00:56:58.199 --> 00:57:01.519 of a telescope, A little small piece. Yeah. Yeah, Like 1066 00:57:01.599 --> 00:57:03.480 two of those pop out the side and they're on 1067 00:57:03.519 --> 00:57:06.880 these little wires of the drum of the drum, and 1068 00:57:06.920 --> 00:57:10.880 the wires start moving like like this. They start moving 1069 00:57:10.960 --> 00:57:14.159 like something I've never seen except for on a snail's 1070 00:57:14.199 --> 00:57:19.159 antenna underwater. Like it literally looked like a snail's antenna underwater. 1071 00:57:19.280 --> 00:57:23.440 The way they were moving, and I'm thinking these are guns. 1072 00:57:23.639 --> 00:57:25.679 First thought is these are two guns, and it's gonna 1073 00:57:25.679 --> 00:57:29.039 shoot me right now. And as they things are moving, 1074 00:57:29.719 --> 00:57:31.559 they start moving a little bit. They kind of like 1075 00:57:31.679 --> 00:57:34.519 line up and they kind of point at me, like 1076 00:57:34.679 --> 00:57:39.000 focus on me. And this is where it gets really 1077 00:57:39.000 --> 00:57:44.599 fucking weird. I say, do it, and I close my 1078 00:57:44.639 --> 00:57:50.360 eyes and I squeeze and look up and still there, 1079 00:57:51.000 --> 00:57:53.440 and I'm like, oh, you're gonna fuck with me. I'm like, bro, 1080 00:57:53.599 --> 00:57:55.840 just you got me out here, Just fucking do it 1081 00:57:55.920 --> 00:58:01.039 this time. And like and I don't know if it 1082 00:58:01.119 --> 00:58:05.000 shot me in the head or what. But as I'm squeezing, 1083 00:58:05.039 --> 00:58:09.159 waiting for a bullet to go through my head my 1084 00:58:09.199 --> 00:58:12.719 eyes closed tight, all of a sudden I feel the sun. 1085 00:58:12.800 --> 00:58:15.079 This is at two in the morning by now, it 1086 00:58:15.119 --> 00:58:17.280 might be one in the morning, I don't know what 1087 00:58:17.400 --> 00:58:22.079 time it is by now. And I feel the sun 1088 00:58:22.239 --> 00:58:26.320 on my back beaming down like hot, and I'm like, 1089 00:58:26.960 --> 00:58:30.639 it's fucking nighttime, you know what I'm saying. And all 1090 00:58:30.639 --> 00:58:33.079 of a sudden, I feel myself walking. I opened my 1091 00:58:33.159 --> 00:58:38.639 eyes and I am above my body and I'm in 1092 00:58:38.760 --> 00:58:43.639 my body and it's and I remember it's five six 1093 00:58:43.719 --> 00:58:47.360 years ago, right after those two future memories, when I 1094 00:58:47.440 --> 00:58:50.599 first became homeless, and I'm walking down the beach and 1095 00:58:50.639 --> 00:58:53.039 I got a tank top on because I never want 1096 00:58:53.039 --> 00:58:55.320 a tank top in six years. I'm worrying. I'm walking, 1097 00:58:55.400 --> 00:59:00.000 looking at myself, and I'm in myself. It's the weirdest feeling. 1098 00:59:00.079 --> 00:59:02.000 I hit my back and I look, I see my 1099 00:59:02.079 --> 00:59:04.800 tank top on. I'm like, what the fuck? And I 1100 00:59:04.800 --> 00:59:08.760 can't control myself. I'm just walking. I can't stop myself 1101 00:59:08.760 --> 00:59:11.480 from walking. I can just think whatever I want, but 1102 00:59:12.000 --> 00:59:14.880 no control over the body. I don't even feel the body, 1103 00:59:15.360 --> 00:59:18.519 just walking. I'm just like watching it. And I say 1104 00:59:18.599 --> 00:59:21.440 to myself, Oh, I am in hell, and now I 1105 00:59:21.440 --> 00:59:25.400 gotta do the last five years over and this is hell. 1106 00:59:26.039 --> 00:59:27.679 I am in hell, and now it makes sense. The 1107 00:59:27.719 --> 00:59:30.280 future memories made sense. Why you can't change him and 1108 00:59:30.320 --> 00:59:33.199 all this because I'm in hell. I said, Oh, this 1109 00:59:33.320 --> 00:59:36.760 is just gonna keep happening for eternity. And I'm just 1110 00:59:36.800 --> 00:59:39.239 gonna keep going through these last five years of hell 1111 00:59:39.920 --> 00:59:42.760 over and over, or maybe it's gonna get worse this 1112 00:59:42.960 --> 00:59:44.760 time around, and I'm gonna keep going through it. And 1113 00:59:44.760 --> 00:59:47.519 every time. It's gonna get worse. Who knows, but I'm 1114 00:59:47.559 --> 00:59:50.000 definitely in hell because I'm above my body. I'm in 1115 00:59:50.079 --> 00:59:53.280 my body, and I'm walking in the daytime and it's nighttime, 1116 00:59:55.159 --> 00:59:57.679 so and I'm looking at the stores on the beach, 1117 00:59:57.719 --> 00:59:59.880 people eating, and I'm just like, fuck, bro. I looked 1118 00:59:59.880 --> 01:00:03.480 at at the grass and I'm like, damn, here we 1119 01:00:03.519 --> 01:00:06.559 go another five years of this shit, I remember thinking, 1120 01:00:07.840 --> 01:00:10.280 and then when I look back up, I'm no longer 1121 01:00:10.320 --> 01:00:12.920 at the beach. I look up and I'm at the 1122 01:00:12.960 --> 01:00:17.800 park and I'm in the middle of a memory, but 1123 01:00:18.000 --> 01:00:21.400 like food three D, physically in the memory where I 1124 01:00:21.559 --> 01:00:25.960 was at. What year were you? This thirteen birthday party? 1125 01:00:26.760 --> 01:00:28.639 I took him and his friends up to the park 1126 01:00:28.719 --> 01:00:31.639 because I had a four wheeler, and we went up 1127 01:00:31.679 --> 01:00:33.000 to the park and I let him all ride the 1128 01:00:33.000 --> 01:00:36.519 four wheeler. And I was drunk as fuck. I'm letting 1129 01:00:36.519 --> 01:00:40.159 these kids know how to ride, bro and do whatever 1130 01:00:40.159 --> 01:00:43.039 they want on a four wheeler. I'm so drunk. I 1131 01:00:43.039 --> 01:00:45.920 go to the park and I pissed down the swirly 1132 01:00:46.000 --> 01:00:48.159 slide and I tell his friends go look at the 1133 01:00:48.199 --> 01:00:50.000 bottom of the slide. I don't let him see that 1134 01:00:50.039 --> 01:00:51.960 I'm pissing and then water comes out. I'm like, ah, 1135 01:00:52.159 --> 01:00:54.440 my bass, Like, that's how how fucked up in the 1136 01:00:54.480 --> 01:00:56.280 head I was. And I thought that was funny back then, 1137 01:00:56.360 --> 01:01:00.519 you know. But anyway, dude sees me doing this walking 1138 01:01:00.519 --> 01:01:03.480 his dog in the park. He's green, Hey, I'm calling 1139 01:01:03.480 --> 01:01:06.559 the police on you, and he says that to me, 1140 01:01:07.000 --> 01:01:09.320 and I remember thinking, now, you shouldn't have said that 1141 01:01:10.360 --> 01:01:15.000 back then, you know, this is back then. And when 1142 01:01:15.000 --> 01:01:17.719 he said he called the police, I dropped down off 1143 01:01:17.760 --> 01:01:20.599 the slide and I ran over to him and I 1144 01:01:20.719 --> 01:01:23.239 just went wam. Slapped the phone out of his hand 1145 01:01:23.239 --> 01:01:25.320 because I hear him on the phone and with the 1146 01:01:25.400 --> 01:01:27.440 old phone, so the battery broke off the back of 1147 01:01:27.480 --> 01:01:31.280 it back in the day, so the down one disconnected. 1148 01:01:31.400 --> 01:01:34.800 I knew it instantly. Boom. You know. I looked at him. 1149 01:01:35.159 --> 01:01:37.679 He didn't want to fight, but at the same time, 1150 01:01:37.840 --> 01:01:42.280 my dog okay, okay, so this okay, let me tell you. 1151 01:01:44.079 --> 01:01:47.119 So when I'm walking through the beach and I look up, 1152 01:01:48.239 --> 01:01:51.000 I'm I'm in the mid fight with this guy and 1153 01:01:51.079 --> 01:01:56.679 I'm slapping his phone. Boom. Actually I actually I'm punching 1154 01:01:56.760 --> 01:02:00.840 him in the fight. I didn't finish the memory. After 1155 01:02:00.880 --> 01:02:04.599 I slap his phone, he turned around and he punches 1156 01:02:04.679 --> 01:02:09.920 my dog. When he punched my dog, I punched him 1157 01:02:10.559 --> 01:02:12.719 now when I was going through the hell. When I 1158 01:02:12.760 --> 01:02:15.679 look up, that's where my memory starts, right where I'm 1159 01:02:16.039 --> 01:02:21.400 punching the man. So I look up, and I'm punching 1160 01:02:21.440 --> 01:02:24.639 the man. But I am the man, and I'm the 1161 01:02:24.760 --> 01:02:27.800 kids that are around watching, and I don't feel the pain, 1162 01:02:27.880 --> 01:02:32.039 and I can't stop the things from happening. And all 1163 01:02:32.079 --> 01:02:34.920 I can feel is that I'm terrifying everybody around me. 1164 01:02:34.960 --> 01:02:36.840 And I can feel how scared this man is. And 1165 01:02:36.880 --> 01:02:41.159 I can see myself beating myself. I could see I 1166 01:02:41.159 --> 01:02:43.920 didn't know I was that scary, but I make a 1167 01:02:44.000 --> 01:02:45.760 mean face and I start going like that. I could 1168 01:02:45.840 --> 01:02:49.039 look kind of scary all of a sudden, and I'm 1169 01:02:49.079 --> 01:02:53.880 watching myself beat myself, and I'm scaring myself. I can't 1170 01:02:53.920 --> 01:02:56.719 stop it, and I'm just oh and everyone at the 1171 01:02:56.719 --> 01:03:00.239 same time, and it's about to get deep. 1172 01:03:00.280 --> 01:03:05.079 You ready, Yes, I'm ready. Let's finally get deep. 1173 01:03:04.960 --> 01:03:09.480 Right, all right? So I mean, I don't know what's 1174 01:03:09.519 --> 01:03:13.280 going on there, And then from that point it starts, 1175 01:03:13.400 --> 01:03:17.639 my life starts going backwards. From that point, and it 1176 01:03:17.719 --> 01:03:22.199 goes first, it goes the first thing I remember. I 1177 01:03:22.199 --> 01:03:24.639 remember every second kind of but like real fast. And 1178 01:03:24.639 --> 01:03:27.119 then it kind of like stopped and like played forward 1179 01:03:27.119 --> 01:03:30.159 a memory. But I was I'm in the memory, and 1180 01:03:31.320 --> 01:03:34.519 it starts remember where the doves story. 1181 01:03:34.559 --> 01:03:38.039 Yeah, you're like eighteen or no, you were like fifteen, right. 1182 01:03:38.159 --> 01:03:41.559 I was fifteen young, I was fifteen, And it starts 1183 01:03:41.599 --> 01:03:44.159 when I come home from the Doves. That's where like 1184 01:03:44.199 --> 01:03:46.960 it rewinded and started playing back at that moment while 1185 01:03:47.039 --> 01:03:51.440 knocking on the door, and I'm telling my mom, I 1186 01:03:51.480 --> 01:03:54.039 don't want to do drugs no more. I'm telling I'm 1187 01:03:54.039 --> 01:03:56.559 gonna try to stop. I'm promised, right after seeing the 1188 01:03:56.559 --> 01:03:58.559 two doves, right telling her I don't want to do 1189 01:03:58.639 --> 01:04:03.599 drugs no more. And I'm reliving all this again through 1190 01:04:04.320 --> 01:04:14.880 in my little health segment here, and so I remember 1191 01:04:16.039 --> 01:04:18.679 I'm trying not to do drugs, but I'm not feeling 1192 01:04:18.760 --> 01:04:23.400 right in school and I can't eat. I'm just like 1193 01:04:23.480 --> 01:04:25.760 I don't feel comfortable in my body, you know, I 1194 01:04:26.800 --> 01:04:28.920 just look, I don't feel right, I don't feel healthy. 1195 01:04:29.800 --> 01:04:31.880 I'm trying to stay sober, but I'm like I need 1196 01:04:31.880 --> 01:04:33.960 to smoke. I needed to do shit. I need to 1197 01:04:33.960 --> 01:04:39.880 get high. And my grandfather had just passed away, so 1198 01:04:40.039 --> 01:04:45.199 my mom was going through it, and she has started 1199 01:04:45.280 --> 01:04:50.159 taking Xanax, because she already was taking xanax, but she 1200 01:04:50.199 --> 01:04:55.559 started taking stronger ones. And at this moment that I'm 1201 01:04:55.800 --> 01:04:59.920 going through that, she is taking xantics and I'm come 1202 01:05:00.159 --> 01:05:03.320 home every day from school and she's happy as can be. 1203 01:05:04.119 --> 01:05:07.480 She got the music on, she partying. She like half drunk, 1204 01:05:07.559 --> 01:05:09.559 and I'm like, dangn, what you doing. She's like, I'm 1205 01:05:09.599 --> 01:05:12.559 on my happy pills. I love life, you know. I'm 1206 01:05:12.559 --> 01:05:14.920 watching her, and I'm like, danmn, she get to get 1207 01:05:14.960 --> 01:05:16.679 fucked up and I don't get to get fucked up 1208 01:05:16.800 --> 01:05:19.039 her happy pills. She looked like she's worse than I 1209 01:05:19.039 --> 01:05:21.000 am when I'm you know, because back this time, I'm 1210 01:05:21.039 --> 01:05:23.840 just smoking weed a little bit in high school, little cocaine, 1211 01:05:23.880 --> 01:05:30.199 but basically drinking and weed, you know. And so when 1212 01:05:30.199 --> 01:05:33.039 she ain't looking, I'd go through her bottle. She leave 1213 01:05:33.039 --> 01:05:35.559 her botle laying out on the table. I go through 1214 01:05:35.599 --> 01:05:39.039 her bottle and I take a handful of them and 1215 01:05:39.079 --> 01:05:40.920 I take them to school. I swallow all full. I 1216 01:05:40.920 --> 01:05:42.800 swallow four of them. I get my friend two of them, 1217 01:05:44.360 --> 01:05:48.000 and I don't remember anything that happened that day. I 1218 01:05:48.079 --> 01:05:52.519 just remember waking up after school at five in the afternoon, 1219 01:05:52.840 --> 01:05:55.480 someone going, Hey, your mom is here to pick you up. 1220 01:05:56.519 --> 01:05:59.199 And I supposed to be a track practice, and I 1221 01:05:59.320 --> 01:06:01.719 was in a track practice. I don't remember the whole day. 1222 01:06:01.719 --> 01:06:05.800 I don't remember the whole day. That's the first thing 1223 01:06:05.840 --> 01:06:09.760 I remember. I get in the car and we going 1224 01:06:09.800 --> 01:06:14.599 too family therapy because I was doing drugs. She kicked 1225 01:06:14.599 --> 01:06:17.360 me out, Remember she found drugs and all that. So 1226 01:06:18.199 --> 01:06:19.800 I come back in, I come back into the house, 1227 01:06:19.800 --> 01:06:21.599 but we had to do family therapy. It's part of 1228 01:06:21.639 --> 01:06:23.800 the deal. So we're on our way to the new 1229 01:06:23.800 --> 01:06:27.119 family therapy guy. And I'm in the back seat of 1230 01:06:27.159 --> 01:06:30.480 the car. I'm barred out because I took her pills. 1231 01:06:31.000 --> 01:06:33.280 But I'm trying not to let her know, but I can't. 1232 01:06:33.360 --> 01:06:35.559 But she give me. She give me a bird king 1233 01:06:35.679 --> 01:06:38.639 cup and I'm in the back seat. I keep dropping it. 1234 01:06:38.960 --> 01:06:40.599 I just I can't hold on to it. I get 1235 01:06:40.599 --> 01:06:43.000 falling asleep with it in my hand, and by the 1236 01:06:43.039 --> 01:06:45.639 third time I just drop it. She go, what the 1237 01:06:45.679 --> 01:06:48.559 fuck are you on? You're on drugs? I said, I'm not, 1238 01:06:48.760 --> 01:06:54.079 no drugs. And I fall asleep. You know, Na, you 1239 01:06:54.239 --> 01:06:56.239 keep falling asleep. You can't even finished the sayings, Yo, 1240 01:06:56.239 --> 01:06:58.360 you're on dope. She started telling me, I'm on heroin. 1241 01:06:58.920 --> 01:07:01.119 I'm in high school. I don't know nothing about heroin yet, 1242 01:07:01.159 --> 01:07:03.199 but my dad heroin addict. So that's where her mind went. 1243 01:07:03.239 --> 01:07:07.719 You know. So she's like screaming at my dad. He's 1244 01:07:07.760 --> 01:07:10.239 on fucking heroine. Look at him. He's on dope. He's 1245 01:07:10.239 --> 01:07:12.039 on dope. And I'm trying to say I'm not. But 1246 01:07:15.079 --> 01:07:19.000 you're not helping my case. You know, I keep dropping 1247 01:07:19.000 --> 01:07:23.079 the cup like not drop. No, I'm not dropped. And 1248 01:07:23.760 --> 01:07:26.440 she said, pull the car over, Randy. My dad named Randy. 1249 01:07:27.159 --> 01:07:30.039 She said, pull the car over, Randy. She pulled a 1250 01:07:30.119 --> 01:07:35.199 car over, pulled me out of the car, and you know, 1251 01:07:35.440 --> 01:07:37.400 it was just one day. She snapped on me, Bro, 1252 01:07:38.360 --> 01:07:43.199 She just started wailing on me. Bomb bomb bomb, I'm bored, 1253 01:07:43.280 --> 01:07:47.639 out standing outside the car, just boom boom, just eating punches, 1254 01:07:48.159 --> 01:07:52.159 not feeling a damn thing, just completely numb. The thing is, 1255 01:07:52.559 --> 01:07:54.639 the punches don't care. She can hit me all she wanted. 1256 01:07:55.159 --> 01:07:57.440 If the thing she was saying while she was hitting 1257 01:07:57.480 --> 01:08:01.079 me was like when we was in the car. She 1258 01:08:01.360 --> 01:08:04.599 goes turn out. She goes, swear on your grandfather's life 1259 01:08:04.719 --> 01:08:07.960 to me right now that you're not on dope. To me, 1260 01:08:08.079 --> 01:08:12.000 dope's heroin. So I go, I swear to God on 1261 01:08:12.079 --> 01:08:15.119 Pop Pop's life, I'm not on dope. And she goes, 1262 01:08:15.159 --> 01:08:17.319 that's it. Pull over the car because she knew I 1263 01:08:17.399 --> 01:08:18.880 was on doper in her mind. She knew I was 1264 01:08:18.920 --> 01:08:21.079 on dope and that when she said pull over the car. 1265 01:08:22.600 --> 01:08:25.399 But that just died, and I said, you know, and 1266 01:08:25.520 --> 01:08:28.880 she borrowed out. So she pulled over the car and 1267 01:08:28.920 --> 01:08:30.600 get out. She just start wailing on me, and she 1268 01:08:30.640 --> 01:08:36.119 starts screaming things like you're the biggest piece of shit. 1269 01:08:36.239 --> 01:08:38.640 You should have been the one that died. Your motherfucker 1270 01:08:39.000 --> 01:08:41.199 he was at my my father was at singing you're 1271 01:08:41.239 --> 01:08:44.359 a piece of shit, things like that. Damn wait and itgain. 1272 01:08:44.880 --> 01:08:47.520 And every time she hit me, she's saying a new one, 1273 01:08:47.720 --> 01:08:50.119 and she kicking me. At the same time, I'm looking 1274 01:08:50.479 --> 01:08:52.960 I'm a little fucked up on the bars toio. This 1275 01:08:53.079 --> 01:08:56.880 is going boom boom boom so fast. I'm hitting so 1276 01:08:56.960 --> 01:08:59.600 many punches that I'm trying to concentrate on what she's 1277 01:08:59.640 --> 01:09:01.640 saying and I'm leaning into it cause I don't want 1278 01:09:01.680 --> 01:09:04.680 to knock me back, so I'm trying to lean into it. 1279 01:09:04.319 --> 01:09:06.920 What's wrong with you? And thinking, well, how can you 1280 01:09:07.000 --> 01:09:11.560 be saying this? And dude, I'm looking at her. She 1281 01:09:11.640 --> 01:09:14.319 looked like she's levitating and she's just kicking me, Like 1282 01:09:14.800 --> 01:09:17.000 looked like something out of a movie scene. And it 1283 01:09:17.000 --> 01:09:19.079 looked like she had four arms and she was just 1284 01:09:19.159 --> 01:09:21.039 hitting me with all of them. I couldn't understand what 1285 01:09:21.119 --> 01:09:22.880 I was looking at. It looked like I was looking 1286 01:09:22.920 --> 01:09:26.119 at some kind of weird creature that wasn't my mom. 1287 01:09:26.239 --> 01:09:31.359 You know, face was blue and mad roight bro I 1288 01:09:31.520 --> 01:09:35.960 was weird. And this kept going on and going on. 1289 01:09:36.199 --> 01:09:40.239 I'm thinking, like, God, stopped this. Just can't tell her 1290 01:09:40.279 --> 01:09:42.720 to stop this. I'm thinking in my head, what the fuck? 1291 01:09:42.760 --> 01:09:45.079 When is she gonna stop and be like start hugging me? 1292 01:09:45.239 --> 01:09:49.640 That is enough. Never stops. I'm telling you, this is 1293 01:09:49.720 --> 01:09:52.560 how long this went on. My dad's sitting in the car. 1294 01:09:52.600 --> 01:09:55.560 You on was even stop her. We were in front 1295 01:09:55.600 --> 01:09:58.439 of a six lane highway. We pulled over the road. 1296 01:09:59.039 --> 01:10:01.800 A police officer was in the store across the six 1297 01:10:01.880 --> 01:10:05.560 lane highway. Come out the store, seize her. Punching me 1298 01:10:05.640 --> 01:10:10.000 in the face, jump the fence, six lane highway, jump 1299 01:10:10.039 --> 01:10:13.560 another fence, ran through the parking lot, and then dove 1300 01:10:13.600 --> 01:10:16.319 and tackled her as she was still hitting me. How 1301 01:10:16.359 --> 01:10:22.439 long she kept wronging And you know, it took me 1302 01:10:22.479 --> 01:10:25.520 back to that memory, and everything up until that memory 1303 01:10:25.680 --> 01:10:28.000 was like, why am I being like this? Why am 1304 01:10:28.039 --> 01:10:29.359 I being like this? It took me back to that 1305 01:10:29.439 --> 01:10:33.880 memory that day, that time when she did that changed 1306 01:10:33.920 --> 01:10:36.439 the insides of me. The way that I vibrated or 1307 01:10:36.479 --> 01:10:39.319 whatever they call it, the way you feel inside I 1308 01:10:39.479 --> 01:10:42.920 see my whole life. After that, things kept changing it, 1309 01:10:42.960 --> 01:10:45.359 but that was a major one. Right there after that, 1310 01:10:45.640 --> 01:10:47.880 I started really fucking people up and try me out 1311 01:10:47.920 --> 01:10:50.039 pomp on. I was you know what I'm saying. I 1312 01:10:50.119 --> 01:10:53.279 used to be self defense fighter. After that, I turned 1313 01:10:53.319 --> 01:10:55.560 into look at me the wrong way, I'm punching you. 1314 01:10:55.560 --> 01:10:59.039 I don't care. I became I started fighting in school. 1315 01:10:59.439 --> 01:11:01.800 I started and punch with my friends. My best friend 1316 01:11:01.840 --> 01:11:04.760 lost my best friends. I spit on them, swung on them, 1317 01:11:05.039 --> 01:11:10.199 drunk and all started being like that after that. So 1318 01:11:10.319 --> 01:11:13.000 that's kind of taking me back to my memory. Then 1319 01:11:13.039 --> 01:11:15.479 it takes me back even further, and I said oh shit, 1320 01:11:15.600 --> 01:11:19.319 Now that makes sense. While I've been a fucking asshole, Okay, 1321 01:11:19.359 --> 01:11:21.439 this starting to make sense. It takes me back a 1322 01:11:21.439 --> 01:11:26.479 little further to when I was three years old and 1323 01:11:27.119 --> 01:11:30.720 I'm in my room. My mom telling me, you got 1324 01:11:30.720 --> 01:11:33.279 to be a big boy. Now you going to preschool 1325 01:11:33.319 --> 01:11:35.119 in a month, So now you gotta sleep in your 1326 01:11:35.159 --> 01:11:38.640 room by yourself. So she closed the door, and my 1327 01:11:38.640 --> 01:11:42.279 closet doors closed. I closed my eyes, I opened them. 1328 01:11:42.399 --> 01:11:45.520 My closet door is opened a little bit. I get 1329 01:11:45.520 --> 01:11:47.479 out of the bed, and I run to my parents' room, 1330 01:11:47.760 --> 01:11:51.439 jump into bed, and then, dude, that happened to me 1331 01:11:51.479 --> 01:11:53.560 every single night I can remember of my life. I 1332 01:11:53.600 --> 01:11:54.840 would wake up in the middle of the night and 1333 01:11:54.840 --> 01:11:56.760 my closet door would be open. I would never see 1334 01:11:56.800 --> 01:11:59.479 it open. I would go to bed every night and 1335 01:11:59.520 --> 01:12:01.479 close it. I wake up and it would be open. 1336 01:12:01.520 --> 01:12:03.520 I would just think the pressure of the room, just 1337 01:12:03.920 --> 01:12:06.520 the wood, the doors would just crack or something, you know. 1338 01:12:06.880 --> 01:12:08.199 When I was a little kid, I thought it was 1339 01:12:08.199 --> 01:12:10.680 something in my closet looking out at me. Every time 1340 01:12:10.680 --> 01:12:12.039 I would wake up and the door would be open, 1341 01:12:12.079 --> 01:12:14.520 so I would have run to my mom's room. So 1342 01:12:15.640 --> 01:12:18.680 she starts telling me you gotta be a big boy. Now. 1343 01:12:18.800 --> 01:12:21.640 You can't come running into the room no more. You 1344 01:12:21.680 --> 01:12:24.319 gotta be a big boy. I'm like, she's like, you 1345 01:12:24.399 --> 01:12:27.119 got a preschool on one month. And I'm even telling her, 1346 01:12:27.159 --> 01:12:29.680 like that's a month. We still got a month. Well, 1347 01:12:29.720 --> 01:12:32.880 you gotta start this now, you know. So at night 1348 01:12:33.199 --> 01:12:35.239 she locked me in. She she put me in the room. 1349 01:12:35.279 --> 01:12:38.960 Close the door, wake up, close the doors open. I 1350 01:12:39.039 --> 01:12:43.079 get up. My door's locked. Start banging on the door. 1351 01:12:43.479 --> 01:12:47.520 She don't open the door. I'm banging. I'm screaming, screaming, 1352 01:12:47.600 --> 01:12:51.680 scared as fuck. She don't open the door. She won't 1353 01:12:51.960 --> 01:12:53.920 open the door. I gotta go to the bathroom. I'm 1354 01:12:54.119 --> 01:12:57.319 peeing on the rug in the corner. I'm banging. And 1355 01:12:57.359 --> 01:13:00.319 then this goes on for and she telling me, oh, 1356 01:13:00.359 --> 01:13:03.720 my sister friend locked her kid in the room when 1357 01:13:03.760 --> 01:13:05.600 they were three, and that would turn him into a boy. 1358 01:13:05.640 --> 01:13:07.239 And it only took him a couple of weeks, and 1359 01:13:07.279 --> 01:13:09.279 then they got the hang of it. And I'm like, 1360 01:13:09.600 --> 01:13:12.159 that's not us. Why why'd that got to do with us? 1361 01:13:12.479 --> 01:13:15.680 And she ended up turning my lock around and locking 1362 01:13:15.720 --> 01:13:19.159 me in my room every night, you know, And then 1363 01:13:19.159 --> 01:13:22.159 it took me back to that memory and how that 1364 01:13:22.199 --> 01:13:24.680 broke my mind. When I'm banging on the fucking door 1365 01:13:24.680 --> 01:13:27.239 trying to escape my room. That broke my fucking mind. 1366 01:13:27.760 --> 01:13:29.880 So it showed you all the things throughout your life 1367 01:13:29.880 --> 01:13:30.800 that traumatized you. 1368 01:13:30.960 --> 01:13:34.119 Yeah, and each each one of those things showed me 1369 01:13:34.159 --> 01:13:36.039 like I could feel the difference in how I was 1370 01:13:36.119 --> 01:13:38.720 living after, you know, and how you could see it. 1371 01:13:38.960 --> 01:13:42.880 I can see all that. And then I basically opened 1372 01:13:42.880 --> 01:13:46.840 my eyes and I'm back on the rock at nighttime, 1373 01:13:47.520 --> 01:13:50.039 not the hell I'm not in the present, in the 1374 01:13:50.079 --> 01:13:55.319 present moment with the drone. Grown man Paul, Oh my eye, 1375 01:13:55.359 --> 01:14:00.800 grown man Paul with a drone. And now there's a 1376 01:14:00.840 --> 01:14:03.399 second drone. I'm showing the picture of the second drone. 1377 01:14:04.359 --> 01:14:06.119 Now on open my eyes. There's the same one in 1378 01:14:06.119 --> 01:14:07.840 front of me, and I just one off to the 1379 01:14:07.920 --> 01:14:12.039 side a little bit like maybe thirty feet twenty yards, 1380 01:14:13.520 --> 01:14:16.399 and it looked like this. That's what I see. But 1381 01:14:16.479 --> 01:14:18.000 from the top it would have looked like that, So. 1382 01:14:17.920 --> 01:14:19.600 It kind of looked like the original one, but with 1383 01:14:19.680 --> 01:14:21.199 three of them connected sort of. 1384 01:14:21.640 --> 01:14:24.119 It looked like this from the side. If you're looking 1385 01:14:24.159 --> 01:14:26.000 at it from the top down, that's what it would 1386 01:14:26.000 --> 01:14:27.800 have looked like I'm not a good artist, so the 1387 01:14:27.800 --> 01:14:30.600 best I could do it I could do man, And 1388 01:14:30.880 --> 01:14:34.680 these three here, did you see it? Yeah? Yeah? And 1389 01:14:34.800 --> 01:14:40.279 this one was completely white and it was like laminated. 1390 01:14:40.520 --> 01:14:44.840 It had like a like a lamination, like a clear 1391 01:14:45.479 --> 01:14:50.119 like an acrylic, like an acrylic around it. And I'm 1392 01:14:50.359 --> 01:14:52.239 when I opened my eyes, first thing, all this is 1393 01:14:52.239 --> 01:14:54.159 so going on all in my head. I'm the first 1394 01:14:54.159 --> 01:14:58.039 thing I'm thinking, is my whole life just flashed before 1395 01:14:58.079 --> 01:15:03.119 my eyes? That would they say before you die. I'm 1396 01:15:03.159 --> 01:15:07.119 thinking this thing was doing the Havanah syndrome on me 1397 01:15:08.159 --> 01:15:10.760 and it almost killed me. That's why I did that 1398 01:15:10.800 --> 01:15:13.640 life review. I said, my life just flashed before my eyes. 1399 01:15:13.920 --> 01:15:16.560 This thing shooting radiation and it's gonna kill me or something. 1400 01:15:16.720 --> 01:15:19.920 It's gonna Havana syndrome me. And then the second one 1401 01:15:19.920 --> 01:15:22.039 show up and opened my eyes and I see that 1402 01:15:22.039 --> 01:15:23.640 one and it don't look like a machine. This one 1403 01:15:23.640 --> 01:15:28.000 looks like a real UFO, like there's there's nothing, you 1404 01:15:28.039 --> 01:15:30.199 know what I'm saying, And it's if I move, it 1405 01:15:30.319 --> 01:15:33.840 stays the same thing like that, like they stay, and 1406 01:15:33.920 --> 01:15:36.920 they both got this little soft glow around them. It's 1407 01:15:36.920 --> 01:15:39.199 not like an orber or anything out of the ordinary. 1408 01:15:39.239 --> 01:15:42.520 It just looks like a flashlight running out of batteries, 1409 01:15:43.079 --> 01:15:45.640 an old school flashlight running out of batteries, glowing right 1410 01:15:45.680 --> 01:15:49.199 around them. It's just a weird little glow. And they 1411 01:15:49.199 --> 01:15:53.600 both have the same little weird glow. And then I 1412 01:15:53.720 --> 01:15:59.319 see that one and I start thinking like, Okay, now 1413 01:15:59.399 --> 01:16:02.600 they're just trying to cover up for this thing and 1414 01:16:02.800 --> 01:16:05.760 make me look crazy, and say, there's UFOs so they 1415 01:16:05.760 --> 01:16:07.800 can cover up for this technology that they're trying to 1416 01:16:07.880 --> 01:16:10.880 kill me with, and it make me look insane. Say 1417 01:16:10.920 --> 01:16:13.159 I saw UFOs, two of them, you know, on the beach. 1418 01:16:14.439 --> 01:16:18.800 So I'm just like, I'm thinking this thing is gonna 1419 01:16:18.840 --> 01:16:21.960 kill me for sure. I'm thinking someone playing a trick 1420 01:16:22.000 --> 01:16:23.720 on me with a second one, or they're playing a 1421 01:16:23.760 --> 01:16:26.479 trick on me. There's nothing spending, nothing keeping it up. 1422 01:16:26.800 --> 01:16:28.399 Not really sure what to makes sense out of it. 1423 01:16:28.720 --> 01:16:31.439 I also think in my head, maybe that's a UFO. 1424 01:16:33.079 --> 01:16:35.399 I think maybe that's a UFO. I thought for a second, 1425 01:16:37.720 --> 01:16:40.319 I thought maybe that one's a UFO and this one's government. 1426 01:16:41.960 --> 01:16:44.159 So I'm walking down, I get up. I don't want 1427 01:16:44.159 --> 01:16:48.039 to sit there anymore because I'm thinking maybe I got lucky, 1428 01:16:48.159 --> 01:16:51.319 and the UFO came and stopped it from killing me. 1429 01:16:51.439 --> 01:16:53.840 I don't know, you know what I'm saying. Everything was 1430 01:16:53.920 --> 01:16:57.439 killing me for the technology. The UFO recognized matching technology 1431 01:16:57.439 --> 01:16:59.840 and came here, saw what it was doing to me 1432 01:17:00.079 --> 01:17:02.520 and just reprogrammed it or something. I'm not sure yet, 1433 01:17:02.560 --> 01:17:05.640 you know, I'm just looking at them. These things stayed 1434 01:17:05.640 --> 01:17:08.520 there for like, I don't know how long this goes on. 1435 01:17:08.720 --> 01:17:13.000 I get up. They never left there. I get up 1436 01:17:13.000 --> 01:17:14.600 and I start walking and said, I'm not going to 1437 01:17:14.680 --> 01:17:16.520 sit still and let this things do this to me. 1438 01:17:16.600 --> 01:17:20.760 I get up and I start walking, and I'm figuring 1439 01:17:20.800 --> 01:17:22.600 it's two or three in the morning, but I really 1440 01:17:22.640 --> 01:17:26.359 don't know, you know, I don't know. It's dark, and 1441 01:17:27.680 --> 01:17:28.159 this is. 1442 01:17:28.119 --> 01:17:34.680 When it really gets crazy, Izy, This is part. 1443 01:17:36.439 --> 01:17:39.960 I'm standing on the beach looking at these two drones 1444 01:17:42.520 --> 01:17:45.199 or this UFO and this drone or what are these things? 1445 01:17:46.560 --> 01:17:53.079 And then I remember three flashes and it's daylight. The 1446 01:17:53.159 --> 01:17:57.640 first flash I remember, I'm standing, not even standing, I 1447 01:17:57.680 --> 01:18:01.640 would say floating. It don't feel like what you would 1448 01:18:01.760 --> 01:18:03.880 like when you put on VR goggles and you look 1449 01:18:03.920 --> 01:18:06.159 down and you don't see your legs, You know what 1450 01:18:06.199 --> 01:18:08.560 I'm talking about. It was almost like that, like I 1451 01:18:08.600 --> 01:18:12.319 look down and see my legs, but I'm there, and 1452 01:18:12.399 --> 01:18:16.199 I'm just in a big ass black room, probably the 1453 01:18:16.319 --> 01:18:24.239 size of like like half a basketball gym, A giant laboratory, 1454 01:18:24.279 --> 01:18:30.039 like a college laboratory, science laboratory, big gass room, and 1455 01:18:30.079 --> 01:18:32.720 it's all black. I don't see nothing. I just see 1456 01:18:32.760 --> 01:18:36.680 off to my left, I see a table. I don't 1457 01:18:36.680 --> 01:18:38.279 see no legs. I could just see the top of 1458 01:18:38.319 --> 01:18:40.079 the table because at the top of the table there's 1459 01:18:40.079 --> 01:18:42.680 a light and it's just moving around doing this little 1460 01:18:42.680 --> 01:18:47.239 fucking weird squares circle thing. It's moving around real fast, 1461 01:18:47.319 --> 01:18:49.960 and I'm what the fuck am I? What is this? 1462 01:18:50.079 --> 01:18:53.279 What is this? And I can feel somebody behind me, 1463 01:18:53.520 --> 01:18:55.800 but I don't really know, but I don't feel like 1464 01:18:55.840 --> 01:18:58.439 I'm alone. I feel like there's someone behind me, and 1465 01:18:58.479 --> 01:19:01.159 it's telling me to focus on the light. And I 1466 01:19:01.239 --> 01:19:07.600 started looking at the light like really hard, and all 1467 01:19:07.600 --> 01:19:10.880 of a sudden, I don't know how to explain this, 1468 01:19:11.600 --> 01:19:14.439 but I can see time in front of me, and 1469 01:19:14.479 --> 01:19:16.479 I can see it. I can see how it works, 1470 01:19:17.319 --> 01:19:19.600 and I'm not in it anymore. I'm outside of it, 1471 01:19:20.680 --> 01:19:25.359 and they're just showing me like this. I mean, I 1472 01:19:25.359 --> 01:19:28.520 could explain to you. I could explain to you what 1473 01:19:28.800 --> 01:19:31.640 I can say. It's gonna take a minute, and it 1474 01:19:31.720 --> 01:19:36.039 might sound crazy, but I'll come back to that. But 1475 01:19:36.199 --> 01:19:40.279 basically it's just like that, like I know how it works. 1476 01:19:41.039 --> 01:19:43.560 I can explain it to you. Might not sound right. 1477 01:19:43.600 --> 01:19:45.359 I'm trying to figure out a way how to explain 1478 01:19:45.399 --> 01:19:50.039 it lately, but I know how it works. I can 1479 01:19:50.119 --> 01:19:53.079 see it with my own eyes. I can see it. 1480 01:19:53.079 --> 01:19:55.279 It's the same thing, no matter what it's the past, present, 1481 01:19:55.319 --> 01:19:57.479 of the future. It's the same substance. It doesn't matter 1482 01:19:57.479 --> 01:20:00.159 where it is. It's all one same thing. If you 1483 01:20:00.159 --> 01:20:01.800 put a piece of bread in the oven and it grew, 1484 01:20:02.399 --> 01:20:05.920 let's say the piece of bread was now, when you 1485 01:20:05.960 --> 01:20:09.119 turn on the oven, it started growing. One side is 1486 01:20:09.159 --> 01:20:12.920 the past or the other side is the future. But 1487 01:20:13.159 --> 01:20:15.239 it don't keep growing. It kind of folds back in 1488 01:20:15.319 --> 01:20:20.600 on itself as it keeps growing, and you're the now always. 1489 01:20:20.800 --> 01:20:22.960 You don't really move through it. It kind of moves 1490 01:20:23.000 --> 01:20:25.760 around you always, so you can never get too far 1491 01:20:25.800 --> 01:20:28.039 ahead too far back, and you're not really going anywhere. 1492 01:20:28.159 --> 01:20:31.560 It's moving around you, and once you're in it, you 1493 01:20:31.560 --> 01:20:36.119 can't stop it's just moving around you. It's and it's 1494 01:20:36.199 --> 01:20:37.560 like a piece of bread. If you take the first 1495 01:20:37.600 --> 01:20:41.439 slice of the last slice, it's the same ingredients, past present, future, 1496 01:20:41.439 --> 01:20:43.520 past present, future times the same no matter where you 1497 01:20:43.560 --> 01:20:46.680 take it from. And I can see that. I don't 1498 01:20:46.680 --> 01:20:48.720 know how it didn't. That's not what I saw. That's 1499 01:20:48.760 --> 01:20:52.119 just how I'm trying to explain what I can understand. 1500 01:20:53.520 --> 01:20:58.720 And then right after I started seeing time, you know, 1501 01:20:59.840 --> 01:21:04.680 I start I see time, and then I start I 1502 01:21:04.680 --> 01:21:06.920 don't know how, but like I don't know if you 1503 01:21:06.960 --> 01:21:12.479 want to say, remembering or connecting to something bigger. But 1504 01:21:13.079 --> 01:21:20.600 I start feeling like I am everything everywhere all that once, 1505 01:21:20.680 --> 01:21:24.039 and not the movie. Like literally, I feel like I'm 1506 01:21:24.079 --> 01:21:27.680 a fucking planned. I feel like I'm a tree. I 1507 01:21:27.720 --> 01:21:30.960 feel like i'm people. I feel like I'm everything. I 1508 01:21:30.960 --> 01:21:34.920 feel like I'm a little microscopic piece of dust. I'm everything, 1509 01:21:35.199 --> 01:21:40.239 and it's all happening at the same time everywhere. So 1510 01:21:40.319 --> 01:21:44.119 it's just I am everything. It's just everything everywhere, all 1511 01:21:44.159 --> 01:21:50.079 at once, just everything. And I start feeling spinning. I 1512 01:21:50.199 --> 01:21:54.279 start feeling everything spinning. And as you start spinning, I 1513 01:21:54.399 --> 01:21:57.199 start kind of coming out of everything all at once, 1514 01:21:58.239 --> 01:22:02.079 and I start like like it spins me out of it, 1515 01:22:02.159 --> 01:22:05.199 almost back into myself. And as I'm coming out, I 1516 01:22:05.319 --> 01:22:07.840 remembering like being less and less things, what it's like 1517 01:22:07.880 --> 01:22:10.439 being less and less things all the way till I'm 1518 01:22:10.560 --> 01:22:13.239 just me again, like other people lives, other things, I'm 1519 01:22:13.279 --> 01:22:19.880 just I'm just me again. And now I know that 1520 01:22:19.960 --> 01:22:23.039 I'm back to my consciousness. I'm just me. I'm not 1521 01:22:23.159 --> 01:22:26.159 everything everywhere all at once. And now I'm realizing like 1522 01:22:27.159 --> 01:22:32.199 being me is the out of body experience. Myself is everything. 1523 01:22:32.760 --> 01:22:34.800 This is the out of body experience. We don't go 1524 01:22:34.800 --> 01:22:37.560 out of body, we go back into our bodies. This 1525 01:22:37.640 --> 01:22:42.239 is the out of body experience is life. And I'm 1526 01:22:42.319 --> 01:22:45.720 realizing that, holy shit, this is the out of body experience. 1527 01:22:47.720 --> 01:22:53.279 And I'm not nowhere, I'm just in. I'm just feeling 1528 01:22:53.279 --> 01:22:56.960 everything spinning, and it's like I'm just knowing this. When 1529 01:22:56.960 --> 01:22:59.159 I can look up and if I can see something again, 1530 01:22:59.439 --> 01:23:06.039 I see the entire world spinning around me. I can 1531 01:23:06.079 --> 01:23:08.399 see I don't know how to explain this. It looked 1532 01:23:08.399 --> 01:23:12.960 like if you took a pencil and drew circles like 1533 01:23:13.000 --> 01:23:15.960 a tornado from one end of the sky to the 1534 01:23:16.000 --> 01:23:20.680 other end of the sky. Just wrapped around everywhere. But 1535 01:23:21.119 --> 01:23:23.800 instead of pencils, it was made out of light, you know. 1536 01:23:25.600 --> 01:23:29.600 So I'm seeing these swirls. They keep swirling around, these 1537 01:23:29.680 --> 01:23:33.479 light swirls, just around the whole universe. Every moment they're 1538 01:23:33.560 --> 01:23:35.479 right in front of me. It's going around the whole universe. 1539 01:23:35.640 --> 01:23:38.399 And I'm seeing every time they come back, the lights 1540 01:23:38.560 --> 01:23:41.720 combining with more lights, and it's just this braid that 1541 01:23:41.840 --> 01:23:44.319 keeps coming in my face is getting bigger and bigger, 1542 01:23:44.439 --> 01:23:48.319 you know, like a saw that's drilling around real fast, 1543 01:23:49.039 --> 01:23:51.960 like it's always drilling right there. It's kind of like that, 1544 01:23:52.039 --> 01:23:55.520 you know, like and as it's spinning, I'm seeing these 1545 01:23:55.600 --> 01:24:00.520 dark spots in the sky, and these dark spots are 1546 01:24:00.560 --> 01:24:04.880 getting hit by this light strings that are spinning around, 1547 01:24:05.800 --> 01:24:09.520 and these spots are they're huge dark spots, but compared 1548 01:24:09.560 --> 01:24:11.359 to the light going on the universe, there are just 1549 01:24:11.439 --> 01:24:14.920 little specs, you know. But in my head there I say, 1550 01:24:14.960 --> 01:24:18.880 oh shit, that's a dark spot. That's scary. I don't 1551 01:24:18.920 --> 01:24:20.760 know why, I just see dark I know it's scary, 1552 01:24:21.159 --> 01:24:24.039 and I see the light coming around. It's looks like 1553 01:24:24.119 --> 01:24:29.199 it's you know the you know those Disney portals like 1554 01:24:29.239 --> 01:24:31.680 that make like the sh they make like the fire. 1555 01:24:32.600 --> 01:24:35.960 Oh yeah dark oh oh yeah, yeah yeah. 1556 01:24:36.039 --> 01:24:39.359 Bro. Where these light strings were hitting this dark spots 1557 01:24:39.840 --> 01:24:43.159 look like that, like flaring off the sides of it. 1558 01:24:43.439 --> 01:24:46.520 And every time it's wrapped around the universe, it got 1559 01:24:46.600 --> 01:24:51.079 stronger and stronger until the darkness was gone. Wow, and 1560 01:24:51.119 --> 01:24:54.479 then it would be another dark spot, even bigger. Oh shit, 1561 01:24:54.600 --> 01:24:57.159 that's a lot of darkness. And it was just grind 1562 01:24:57.199 --> 01:24:59.960 and grind and grind on it and grind on it. Basically, 1563 01:25:00.039 --> 01:25:01.760 he's showing me that the light is coming. The light 1564 01:25:01.840 --> 01:25:05.239 is gonna win. The light is battling the dark. Dark 1565 01:25:05.279 --> 01:25:07.920 has no chance. I'm like figuring all this out as 1566 01:25:07.960 --> 01:25:11.039 I'm seeing the dark. The dark doesn't have no chance. 1567 01:25:11.079 --> 01:25:12.960 You know, I don't know what the dark is. I'm 1568 01:25:13.000 --> 01:25:15.600 just seeing it. That's what I can explain. The dark 1569 01:25:15.680 --> 01:25:19.560 has no chance. The light coming around the light strings combined, 1570 01:25:19.720 --> 01:25:22.279 and they get stronger every time, and there's nothing the 1571 01:25:22.359 --> 01:25:24.520 dark can do about it. You can stay there for 1572 01:25:24.560 --> 01:25:27.079 a minute, a big spy. It might take a second, 1573 01:25:27.239 --> 01:25:30.000 but the light strings were gonna grind on it and 1574 01:25:30.119 --> 01:25:32.720 go away. And once the dark's gone, it's gone forever. 1575 01:25:32.880 --> 01:25:36.279 The light takes its space. It occupies that space, and 1576 01:25:36.359 --> 01:25:40.600 that's it. Dark is gone. I'm like, holy shit, you know, 1577 01:25:41.079 --> 01:25:43.960 I'm seeing this and I'm understanding it, not just seeing it. 1578 01:25:43.960 --> 01:25:47.359 I'm understanding this, and that's right. When I understand that 1579 01:25:47.439 --> 01:25:51.000 the light dark, the last dark spot gets erased. I 1580 01:25:51.039 --> 01:25:54.039 look down and I can see myself standing on the beach, 1581 01:25:54.520 --> 01:25:57.720 and I'm spinning on top of my body, coming down 1582 01:25:58.800 --> 01:26:02.319 and fall into my body. And as I fall into 1583 01:26:02.359 --> 01:26:05.520 my body, now the world starts spinning, like if I'm 1584 01:26:05.560 --> 01:26:09.560 dizzy as fuck, like you spin on a baseball bat. 1585 01:26:10.520 --> 01:26:13.239 Now the world starts spinning around me. Now, this is 1586 01:26:13.520 --> 01:26:17.680 probably the weirdest thing to happen thus far. And a 1587 01:26:17.720 --> 01:26:22.039 world spinning around me, I'm trying to catch my balance. 1588 01:26:22.159 --> 01:26:26.319 I look down. I see the sand start making a 1589 01:26:26.520 --> 01:26:30.520 circle the opposite direction. Let's say the world's spinning this way. 1590 01:26:31.520 --> 01:26:33.800 All of a sudden, the sands start making a circle, 1591 01:26:34.079 --> 01:26:38.479 and it's coming up like this, the opposite way that 1592 01:26:38.720 --> 01:26:42.079 the world is spinning. And every time the world spins, 1593 01:26:42.960 --> 01:26:46.800 it spins the opposite direction. The spins get a little less. 1594 01:26:47.239 --> 01:26:51.840 And this thing keeps coming up bro like a snake turning, 1595 01:26:52.239 --> 01:26:55.680 And every time it turns, the world turns the opposite way. 1596 01:26:55.840 --> 01:26:58.720 This dizziness gets a little less, and it keep going 1597 01:26:59.600 --> 01:27:02.520 and get to the point where the world stops spinning, 1598 01:27:02.680 --> 01:27:04.520 and it comes to the point where it's in the middle, 1599 01:27:04.600 --> 01:27:09.359 like every time the soul gets smaller. Stop. What the fuck? 1600 01:27:09.439 --> 01:27:13.199 I'm looking out of sand just floating in the space, 1601 01:27:13.359 --> 01:27:17.199 floating in the air. And the second that it stops, 1602 01:27:17.800 --> 01:27:20.680 I see the wind catch it and like maybe ten 1603 01:27:20.720 --> 01:27:23.319 percent of the sand blows away and the rest of 1604 01:27:23.359 --> 01:27:27.159 it falls. And when I look down, I see the lands, 1605 01:27:27.399 --> 01:27:31.760 the sand lands in the spiral right. And when I 1606 01:27:31.760 --> 01:27:33.800 see the sand land and the spiral, now I know 1607 01:27:34.359 --> 01:27:36.640 what I just saw was real, because I'm thinking, what 1608 01:27:36.680 --> 01:27:40.479 the fuck is sand just levitating like that? And when 1609 01:27:40.479 --> 01:27:45.199 it lands, I'm thinking, that really just happened. And my 1610 01:27:45.279 --> 01:27:48.560 first thing flashed. I don't remember what just happened, but 1611 01:27:48.600 --> 01:27:51.199 I think I got magic powers from a UFO, like 1612 01:27:51.439 --> 01:27:53.960 because I remember the three flashes, you know. And then 1613 01:27:54.000 --> 01:27:56.479 I saw the sand move up, so I started trying 1614 01:27:56.479 --> 01:28:00.199 to spin my head around and lift the sand back 1615 01:28:00.239 --> 01:28:03.279 up because I thought maybe my dizziness or something. I 1616 01:28:03.359 --> 01:28:08.840 start doing that and that's when I get the zoom in. 1617 01:28:09.520 --> 01:28:11.399 I'm looking at the sand trying to go like this, 1618 01:28:12.199 --> 01:28:15.239 and all of a sudden, I just get a zoom 1619 01:28:15.319 --> 01:28:17.880 in into the sand that I'm looking at the one 1620 01:28:18.039 --> 01:28:22.520 sand grain, and inside that sand grain I can just 1621 01:28:22.600 --> 01:28:27.720 see or little organic it's just little organic strings. Just 1622 01:28:28.560 --> 01:28:30.960 they're like three D spider webs, but there's no right 1623 01:28:31.000 --> 01:28:35.199 angles on them. It's just all attached. And inside these 1624 01:28:35.600 --> 01:28:39.039 in the strings are actually tiny little tubes, and inside 1625 01:28:39.079 --> 01:28:43.520 the little tubes are lights lined up like millimeters on 1626 01:28:43.560 --> 01:28:47.000 a roller, and all the little things they're lined up 1627 01:28:47.039 --> 01:28:51.199 perfectly in order like that, and they're just flowing right 1628 01:28:51.239 --> 01:28:54.880 along smoothly. And wherever two strings combined in the one, 1629 01:28:55.520 --> 01:28:58.720 the lights will like combine like a zipper and then 1630 01:28:58.760 --> 01:29:01.119 turn into one, and then they'll combined with another one, 1631 01:29:01.680 --> 01:29:05.960 just perfectly flowing. And that's just one piece of fucking sand. 1632 01:29:06.000 --> 01:29:08.279 And this was all over the place. And then it 1633 01:29:08.359 --> 01:29:11.760 zoomed back out and I was like, holy shit, it's 1634 01:29:11.840 --> 01:29:17.520 all light. I look. I look up. Drone number one 1635 01:29:17.600 --> 01:29:20.319 with the lights is still there. The second one is gone. 1636 01:29:22.159 --> 01:29:24.319 And I look up and the drone is still there 1637 01:29:29.039 --> 01:29:36.399 and it starts talking to me and it just starts boo. 1638 01:29:36.840 --> 01:29:39.159 I don't know what it was saying, but I know 1639 01:29:39.279 --> 01:29:41.760 that it was the most beautiful thing I ever heard. 1640 01:29:43.119 --> 01:29:47.279 And as it's saying these words, it was like real fast, 1641 01:29:47.359 --> 01:29:52.880 saying these words like preaching almost or saying something. I 1642 01:29:52.960 --> 01:29:56.640 start seeing the world come alive as it's saying it. 1643 01:29:56.920 --> 01:29:59.880 And I started realizing these words are powerful. Whatever they 1644 01:30:01.079 --> 01:30:03.600 I'm trying to remember them. But it's so fast. I 1645 01:30:03.640 --> 01:30:06.800 have no pen, and I start saying to the voice 1646 01:30:06.800 --> 01:30:09.680 that's talking and saying these words. I started saying, stop, 1647 01:30:09.800 --> 01:30:11.520 let me get a pen, let me write this down. 1648 01:30:11.560 --> 01:30:15.000 This could change the world for everybody. And it's telling 1649 01:30:15.000 --> 01:30:17.199 me relax, relax. I took two steps running, and it 1650 01:30:17.239 --> 01:30:19.880 said relax. I stopped running, said relax, just pay attention. 1651 01:30:21.199 --> 01:30:24.319 I keep paying attention to the words. It stops. I 1652 01:30:24.359 --> 01:30:28.079 look around. Everything's alive, bro, I can see light moving 1653 01:30:28.159 --> 01:30:31.640 in everything. Sh It looks like I'm in the Wizard 1654 01:30:31.640 --> 01:30:34.680 of Ah, shiny everything. Just I can see everything live, 1655 01:30:34.760 --> 01:30:37.439 the chair, everything, everything's alive, moving around. I see the 1656 01:30:37.479 --> 01:30:41.359 light moving through it. And then the voice started telling me. 1657 01:30:43.119 --> 01:30:49.239 The voice started telling me this is heaven. This, this 1658 01:30:49.319 --> 01:30:52.000 is heaven. The same place you were just standing in 1659 01:30:52.640 --> 01:30:55.399 a couple hours ago that you thought was hell. Now 1660 01:30:55.439 --> 01:30:59.439 you see, this is heaven. And I'm thinking like it 1661 01:30:59.520 --> 01:31:04.239 started telling look, this conversation went on so fast and 1662 01:31:04.319 --> 01:31:07.720 so long that it probably like it's probably like an 1663 01:31:07.720 --> 01:31:09.000 hour conversation that we had. 1664 01:31:08.920 --> 01:31:09.560 In ten minutes. 1665 01:31:09.600 --> 01:31:14.279 I don't know how to say that so so much, 1666 01:31:14.560 --> 01:31:16.720 so it sucked so much. The order of the things 1667 01:31:16.720 --> 01:31:19.640 that we said is hard to figure out sometimes. But 1668 01:31:21.279 --> 01:31:25.880 it starts telling me that it was John the Baptist, 1669 01:31:27.079 --> 01:31:30.399 This drone that I'm looking at, telling me that it's 1670 01:31:30.479 --> 01:31:33.359 John the Baptist. It's not johnna Battle. It tells me 1671 01:31:33.399 --> 01:31:37.560 it's the true spirit and power of John the Baptist. 1672 01:31:38.479 --> 01:31:41.600 And I had just been delivered from evil and I 1673 01:31:41.600 --> 01:31:49.039 had just been reborn, and I'm thinking. I'm thinking like, oh, 1674 01:31:49.079 --> 01:31:52.680 I told you you had just been eternally baptized. And 1675 01:31:52.720 --> 01:31:55.359 I'm like, I gotta jump into the water. And it 1676 01:31:55.439 --> 01:31:59.000 tells me, no, no, no, no, no, eternal baptism is held 1677 01:31:59.039 --> 01:32:01.479 in the light in the water like the one in 1678 01:32:01.520 --> 01:32:07.479 the Bible. You got eternal baptism. I can dig that. Now, 1679 01:32:07.760 --> 01:32:11.319 start talking to this thing like it's my friend. You 1680 01:32:11.319 --> 01:32:14.000 know what I'm saying. I'm having it. It's not like God, 1681 01:32:14.079 --> 01:32:16.600 it's kind of like God, but it's more like a 1682 01:32:16.640 --> 01:32:19.119 conversation with an old friend I ain't talked to in 1683 01:32:19.159 --> 01:32:24.000 a while. And it started telling me like, I'm sorry 1684 01:32:24.039 --> 01:32:27.079 that this night was so traumatic and you had to 1685 01:32:27.119 --> 01:32:30.880 go through all this at once, but the time had 1686 01:32:30.880 --> 01:32:32.920 to be right now that you had to wake up. 1687 01:32:34.720 --> 01:32:38.880 And it's telling me what to do. It's telling me 1688 01:32:38.920 --> 01:32:41.520 all kinds of things. It's telling me, let me start here. 1689 01:32:41.640 --> 01:32:44.760 Tell me you're gonna go home and wake up your son. 1690 01:32:44.840 --> 01:32:48.439 You're gonna teach them the true teachings of Jesus that 1691 01:32:48.520 --> 01:32:52.880 are not in the Bible, and it's gonna say they were. 1692 01:32:52.920 --> 01:32:55.359 It tells me they were purposely left out of the Bible. 1693 01:32:55.840 --> 01:32:58.680 I don't know this, drone. I don't even read the Bible, 1694 01:32:58.720 --> 01:33:01.399 you know, I don't know this stuff telling me this, 1695 01:33:02.760 --> 01:33:08.640 and Bro, it starts letting me like, it starts giving 1696 01:33:08.640 --> 01:33:14.199 me different future possibilities. It starts showing me like endless 1697 01:33:14.199 --> 01:33:16.920 possibilities of everything that I've ever known, everything that I 1698 01:33:16.920 --> 01:33:20.319 can remember, how I can organize, what I can do. Boom, 1699 01:33:20.359 --> 01:33:24.279 and it gives me the story, says your story, you 1700 01:33:24.359 --> 01:33:26.880 have the best story, bro, And it's telling me, I'm 1701 01:33:26.880 --> 01:33:31.760 gonna tell my story. That's when it's telling me. It's 1702 01:33:31.760 --> 01:33:33.640 telling me you have a good story to tell the world. 1703 01:33:34.760 --> 01:33:37.680 And it tells me, in a year and a half, 1704 01:33:38.079 --> 01:33:41.479 you're gonna make telepathic friends. In two years, they're gonna 1705 01:33:41.479 --> 01:33:43.920 help you remember your entire story and tell it to 1706 01:33:44.000 --> 01:33:46.920 the world, and you're gonna help wake the world up, 1707 01:33:47.319 --> 01:33:49.760 and you're gonna be part of a great awakening. And 1708 01:33:49.840 --> 01:33:52.319 I'm on the beach like I'm a homeless bomb on 1709 01:33:52.359 --> 01:33:56.680 the beach, like okay, you know, like I'm happy. I'm thinking, 1710 01:33:56.720 --> 01:33:59.560 this is great, this is awesome. Of course I do 1711 01:33:59.640 --> 01:34:02.279 it for you, you know. Of course, it's showing me 1712 01:34:02.760 --> 01:34:05.239 everything that is showing me what I'm gonna do, and 1713 01:34:05.279 --> 01:34:09.720 it's awesome. And I'm like, hell yeah. So it's like 1714 01:34:10.000 --> 01:34:12.720 at the end, I have a long conversation with but 1715 01:34:12.760 --> 01:34:18.119 I basically was like, you know, at the end, I'm walking. 1716 01:34:18.279 --> 01:34:21.239 It starts, it starts trailing off, and it's telling me, look, 1717 01:34:21.520 --> 01:34:25.079 just make the right choices. Everything you experience is real. 1718 01:34:25.279 --> 01:34:29.720 Just make the right choices. And it's telling me, I'm like, 1719 01:34:29.760 --> 01:34:32.359 don't go, don't go. Don't I don't say you got 1720 01:34:32.399 --> 01:34:34.800 to do this on your own, but don't worry. If 1721 01:34:34.800 --> 01:34:37.880 you ever need me, all you got to do is 1722 01:34:37.960 --> 01:34:41.800 really really think for me, and I'll be there. But 1723 01:34:41.920 --> 01:34:45.520 you have to do this on your own. And it said, 1724 01:34:45.560 --> 01:34:50.840 don't worry. There's already millions of telepathic people out there. 1725 01:34:50.880 --> 01:34:55.399 There's already people awake. And when it said that, I 1726 01:34:55.439 --> 01:34:58.960 started thinking, like millions, there's a lot of people. I 1727 01:34:58.960 --> 01:35:00.920 don't think about billions, you know what, I'm thinking, millions 1728 01:35:00.960 --> 01:35:04.399 as everybody. I don't really put in two to two 1729 01:35:04.479 --> 01:35:07.359 together like that yet, you know, tell you millions of 1730 01:35:07.359 --> 01:35:10.479 people already awake, You'll find friends. Don't worry about the past, 1731 01:35:10.520 --> 01:35:12.359 all this stuff. You still got to deal with your 1732 01:35:12.439 --> 01:35:17.600 past stuff. But I'm you could be okay, like you're 1733 01:35:17.600 --> 01:35:19.039 gonna be to know how to do it now. You're 1734 01:35:19.039 --> 01:35:20.760 gonna be You're gonna know how to get through it now, 1735 01:35:20.760 --> 01:35:24.119 how to maneuver through all this now. And I'm excited. 1736 01:35:24.880 --> 01:35:27.039 You know. It sounded like a great future I got 1737 01:35:27.119 --> 01:35:31.039 set for me. So I start walking out the beach 1738 01:35:31.119 --> 01:35:36.000 and I'm thinking, oh, another thing to tell me that. 1739 01:35:37.880 --> 01:35:40.439 It told me it's going around the world waking people up. 1740 01:35:41.159 --> 01:35:42.960 You know, this drone told me that's what it's doing. 1741 01:35:42.960 --> 01:35:47.279 That's what it gotta go do. So I called a 1742 01:35:47.359 --> 01:35:52.119 drone right because it was it looked like a machine 1743 01:35:52.159 --> 01:35:58.159 to me, this one. And so I start walking off 1744 01:35:58.199 --> 01:36:03.479 the beach and it's telling me like everyone's telepathic. Millions 1745 01:36:03.479 --> 01:36:07.000 of people tell it pathic. It helps everyone. Anyone can 1746 01:36:07.039 --> 01:36:10.079 connect to it at any time. Everyone knows that it 1747 01:36:10.159 --> 01:36:12.319 can connect to it, like not everyone, but it's the 1748 01:36:12.560 --> 01:36:15.159 way I took it, you know. So I'm leaving the beach, 1749 01:36:15.159 --> 01:36:20.079 I'm thinking everybody knows about this drone or other people 1750 01:36:20.119 --> 01:36:22.119 know about it. I'm not thinking I'm the only one. 1751 01:36:23.039 --> 01:36:27.760 I'm walking off the beach, sons coming up and people 1752 01:36:27.800 --> 01:36:31.479 start walking by me, and they're very beautiful people, and 1753 01:36:31.520 --> 01:36:37.399 they're saying things like congratulations, and we saw it, you 1754 01:36:37.439 --> 01:36:40.439 did good, You're gonna do good, Welcome to the new world, 1755 01:36:40.840 --> 01:36:46.720 and like all this stuff. All about six couples passed by, 1756 01:36:47.039 --> 01:36:50.119 all of them saying something different to me. And as 1757 01:36:50.159 --> 01:36:53.880 I'm like thinking, like I'm asking them, can you hear 1758 01:36:53.960 --> 01:36:56.760 my thoughts, They're saying yes, yes, I can out loud, 1759 01:36:57.000 --> 01:36:59.680 like you know, and I'm like, holy shit. So I'm 1760 01:36:59.680 --> 01:37:02.720 thinking everyone in the world is now telepathic, and I've 1761 01:37:02.760 --> 01:37:04.840 just been out of the dimension because I was such 1762 01:37:04.840 --> 01:37:08.159 a piece of garbage. Now I'm in this new world 1763 01:37:08.239 --> 01:37:11.720 and everyone tellingpathic and I'm like, oh shit, this is crazy. 1764 01:37:12.159 --> 01:37:15.800 And I've been hearing I've been talking to Angel, Drone, 1765 01:37:15.800 --> 01:37:18.199 whatever you want to call it, so i know how 1766 01:37:18.239 --> 01:37:20.600 to hear a voice in my head what it sounded like. 1767 01:37:21.479 --> 01:37:24.159 So as I'm walking, people are talking out loud to me, 1768 01:37:24.199 --> 01:37:26.319 but I'm not hearing their thoughts. So I'm like, why 1769 01:37:26.399 --> 01:37:28.680 can't pick up on their thoughts? I start thinking, you 1770 01:37:28.680 --> 01:37:31.359 know they're hearing my thoughts because they answered me outloud. 1771 01:37:33.000 --> 01:37:38.119 So I started getting kind of confused. I'm walking down 1772 01:37:38.119 --> 01:37:41.840 the street. I'm testing it out on people, like a go. 1773 01:37:42.199 --> 01:37:45.479 Let's say, for instance, a go walk by and as 1774 01:37:45.479 --> 01:37:49.439 she walked by, I'll be walking behind her and I'll say, 1775 01:37:49.600 --> 01:37:52.359 in my mind, they ain't you look pretty? And she 1776 01:37:52.520 --> 01:37:54.680 turned around and smiled. I was like, if you heard that? 1777 01:37:55.159 --> 01:37:57.079 And then and then I'll be like, all right, let 1778 01:37:57.119 --> 01:38:00.119 me test out something bad. And I'd say something and 1779 01:38:00.199 --> 01:38:02.600 bad to her, and she'd turn around with a bad face. 1780 01:38:02.640 --> 01:38:05.319 I'd be like, damn, even this random girl just read 1781 01:38:05.399 --> 01:38:08.119 my mind, you know, how come I can't hear her mind? 1782 01:38:09.199 --> 01:38:12.319 And then I start walking, and I mean I could, 1783 01:38:12.319 --> 01:38:15.159 I could walk you through every step. A lot of 1784 01:38:15.159 --> 01:38:22.680 crazy things happen. But as I'm walking, I'm thinking like, wait, 1785 01:38:22.760 --> 01:38:27.880 if everybody's telling Pathic and everybody's congratulating me and saw 1786 01:38:28.039 --> 01:38:30.680 what happened on the beach last night, then what the 1787 01:38:30.680 --> 01:38:32.800 heck am I talking about? What is this thing talking about? 1788 01:38:32.840 --> 01:38:35.720 I'm gonna have a story to tell? What story is 1789 01:38:35.720 --> 01:38:38.640 there to tell? If everyone can read my mind, everyone 1790 01:38:38.680 --> 01:38:41.560 knows everything already, want to tell you what you already know. 1791 01:38:42.119 --> 01:38:46.880 So I started thinking like, damn, all that all that 1792 01:38:46.920 --> 01:38:49.239 good future with my son and all that thing it 1793 01:38:49.279 --> 01:38:52.079 was showing me to go teach him, and all this 1794 01:38:52.159 --> 01:38:54.640 shit's out the window, you know, like that's the big 1795 01:38:54.680 --> 01:38:56.479 story we told in my future. We're gonna have a 1796 01:38:56.520 --> 01:38:59.840 story to tell. I'm like, na, everyone's telling Pathic, there 1797 01:38:59.880 --> 01:39:02.720 is no story to tell. God, think of something different. 1798 01:39:02.760 --> 01:39:05.880 How to make money and how to survive? Now everyone 1799 01:39:05.880 --> 01:39:09.720 knows everything about everyone. So that's what I thought was happening. 1800 01:39:11.119 --> 01:39:13.000 So I started getting kind of depressed about it. I 1801 01:39:13.039 --> 01:39:15.560 was like, Damn, I don't got a story to tell. 1802 01:39:15.560 --> 01:39:17.520 I got to start from the bottom. I don't have 1803 01:39:17.600 --> 01:39:23.079 no education, and I'm way behind and everyone already AI 1804 01:39:23.399 --> 01:39:26.279 telepathic all this shit. I'm like, damn, I ain't got nothing. 1805 01:39:26.399 --> 01:39:29.560 My story ain't worth nothing to nobody, because everybody knows 1806 01:39:29.560 --> 01:39:34.840 everything anyway, That's what I'm thinking. So I walk into 1807 01:39:34.920 --> 01:39:37.279 the burger I'm hungry. I walk into the Burger King. 1808 01:39:37.359 --> 01:39:39.279 I mean the whole time, I'm expecting to see my 1809 01:39:39.439 --> 01:39:42.319 parents and my son pick me up, because I think 1810 01:39:42.319 --> 01:39:44.239 that everyone connects to the drone, and I think they 1811 01:39:44.319 --> 01:39:46.159 knew I just went through that last night, and I 1812 01:39:46.199 --> 01:39:49.159 think they were gonna be there, happy for me, the 1813 01:39:49.199 --> 01:39:51.920 way that this shit was. So I'm walking down the 1814 01:39:51.960 --> 01:39:54.359 beach day not there, and I'm just like, I go 1815 01:39:54.359 --> 01:39:56.880 on to Burry King. I asked the manager. I said, 1816 01:39:56.880 --> 01:39:59.119 this is my first day in the new world. I 1817 01:39:59.159 --> 01:40:02.319 didn't know. I don't have no money, I don't have nothing. 1818 01:40:02.399 --> 01:40:04.399 To just give me a meal, and he said, yeah, 1819 01:40:04.399 --> 01:40:06.199 I'll give you one meal since it's your first day. 1820 01:40:07.119 --> 01:40:09.279 So I'm like, all right, I guess he knows too, 1821 01:40:09.319 --> 01:40:10.840 but I guess he was just saying that, you know. 1822 01:40:11.600 --> 01:40:13.840 So I'm sitting down in Burger King eating the meal, 1823 01:40:15.000 --> 01:40:19.319 and everything's still alive. I still see the wall alive. 1824 01:40:20.359 --> 01:40:25.840 And at that moment everything went and all the bricks 1825 01:40:25.840 --> 01:40:30.399 in the walls like it was like an ar augmented 1826 01:40:30.439 --> 01:40:32.800 reality thing. Well, I'm just watching all the bricks in 1827 01:40:32.800 --> 01:40:36.359 the wall spin and when they turn now they're not 1828 01:40:36.880 --> 01:40:39.439 shiny no more. All the towels in the wall they 1829 01:40:39.439 --> 01:40:43.640 turn now they're not shiny. The windows, everything, everything's dead again, 1830 01:40:44.359 --> 01:40:47.359 And I think in my head, I go, fuck back 1831 01:40:47.399 --> 01:40:50.920 in hell again. Man's eating with his back to me, 1832 01:40:50.960 --> 01:40:54.800 and the bird king turns around. He shings yeah and 1833 01:40:54.920 --> 01:40:59.279 turned back around and started eating. I'm like, damn, this 1834 01:40:59.399 --> 01:41:01.680 is fuck. Oh. I don't know what's really I don't 1835 01:41:01.680 --> 01:41:07.600 know what's going on. So I pretty much walk through 1836 01:41:07.600 --> 01:41:10.680 the whole day testing out telepathic things, and people could 1837 01:41:10.720 --> 01:41:13.960 read my mind or trying to do it, and seemed 1838 01:41:13.960 --> 01:41:16.520 like everyone wants to read my fucking mind almost except 1839 01:41:16.560 --> 01:41:19.720 for like, there was about like five percent or ten 1840 01:41:19.760 --> 01:41:21.960 percent of the people that weren't reacting to anything I 1841 01:41:21.960 --> 01:41:23.680 would do. So I'd be like, Okay, it's not every 1842 01:41:23.720 --> 01:41:26.399 single person. I started figuring out, so I said, maybe 1843 01:41:26.439 --> 01:41:29.079 my parents ain't telepathic yet or something. I don't know, 1844 01:41:29.119 --> 01:41:33.119 maybe they don't know about the drone. So the nights 1845 01:41:33.399 --> 01:41:36.079 come down to nighttime, and I just stay at the beach, 1846 01:41:36.119 --> 01:41:38.640 walking up and down, like what is going on? Oh? 1847 01:41:38.720 --> 01:41:41.760 Another thing happened. I started seeing signs and signs everywhere. 1848 01:41:41.800 --> 01:41:44.800 I say, Glorious house, Gloria, Gloria, Glory. I said, who 1849 01:41:44.880 --> 01:41:48.880 the fuck is Gloria? This homeless girl comes by, shees Gloria. 1850 01:41:49.119 --> 01:41:52.279 That means go to church. And I'm like, oh, after 1851 01:41:52.359 --> 01:41:54.319 all that just happens, now you're telling me to go 1852 01:41:54.319 --> 01:41:58.199 to church. You know, I left one thing out. Can 1853 01:41:58.239 --> 01:42:02.880 we go back real quick? Yeah? When no, because this 1854 01:42:02.920 --> 01:42:05.760 is probably the most amazing thing that happened the whole time. 1855 01:42:06.600 --> 01:42:09.800 And when it happened, I told myself, this can't be real. 1856 01:42:09.840 --> 01:42:11.479 I had to have made this up. No one's gonna 1857 01:42:11.479 --> 01:42:13.520 believe this part. I'll tell the rest, but no one's 1858 01:42:13.520 --> 01:42:16.479 gonna believe this part. And I literally like thought I 1859 01:42:16.520 --> 01:42:20.399 made this last part up. At the time, at the 1860 01:42:20.520 --> 01:42:22.359 drones leaving, and it's telling me you got to do 1861 01:42:22.439 --> 01:42:25.199 this on your own, you know, make the right choices, 1862 01:42:25.199 --> 01:42:27.479 and the drones saying by right before I start walking 1863 01:42:27.479 --> 01:42:30.520 through the beach. As I'm looking at this drone is 1864 01:42:30.560 --> 01:42:37.399 getting smaller and smaller. I'm looking at the drone it's 1865 01:42:37.399 --> 01:42:41.319 getting smaller and SMALLERH shit, you not in the sky 1866 01:42:41.479 --> 01:42:45.479 the size of a movie screen, small movie screen. A 1867 01:42:46.239 --> 01:42:50.199 I call it my postcard. A flash. You see that. 1868 01:42:50.880 --> 01:42:52.960 It looks like three beans, three beings. 1869 01:42:53.039 --> 01:42:57.439 Yeah, a flash, a perfect square three by five ratio 1870 01:42:57.880 --> 01:42:59.720 in the sky, about one hundred feet in the sky, 1871 01:43:01.199 --> 01:43:03.680 only like two hundred feet away from me. This drone 1872 01:43:03.760 --> 01:43:06.000 is real far by now. It's a real tiny little 1873 01:43:06.039 --> 01:43:12.000 dot and just flashed on and off three. At the 1874 01:43:12.199 --> 01:43:16.600 very moment I thought it was Aliens, I said, it 1875 01:43:16.640 --> 01:43:19.680 looked like a negative picture, you know, like you know, 1876 01:43:19.720 --> 01:43:22.439 a negative. I was like opposite. It was like a 1877 01:43:22.520 --> 01:43:27.000 negative in the sky. And these beings were dark. They 1878 01:43:27.039 --> 01:43:29.000 were all dark, and they were sitting. It looked like 1879 01:43:29.039 --> 01:43:31.159 they were like this, but you can't tell because it 1880 01:43:31.199 --> 01:43:34.119 was just dark, you know, they're basically just like that. 1881 01:43:34.920 --> 01:43:37.800 And the light behind them was white bright, and the 1882 01:43:37.840 --> 01:43:41.319 skylet blue, so it was like a cutout. Just it's 1883 01:43:41.319 --> 01:43:46.119 a flash, I said, what, Aliens? I said what? Then 1884 01:43:46.159 --> 01:43:47.800 I started thinking I can tell you all the things. 1885 01:43:47.880 --> 01:43:52.680 I started thinking, like John the Baptist Aliens. Then I 1886 01:43:52.680 --> 01:43:54.960 started thinking the government drone. I start thinking that the 1887 01:43:55.000 --> 01:43:58.079 government drone. Then the aliens came and fixed it and 1888 01:43:58.439 --> 01:44:01.640 turned it better. I don't know what the fuck was happening, Like, oh, 1889 01:44:01.680 --> 01:44:03.720 so many things I've gone through my mind at that point. 1890 01:44:04.800 --> 01:44:06.640 So where was I? Sorry? 1891 01:44:07.159 --> 01:44:09.680 Okay, so you went back to revisit that you saw 1892 01:44:09.680 --> 01:44:10.439 the thing in the sky. 1893 01:44:10.840 --> 01:44:12.079 So okay. 1894 01:44:12.079 --> 01:44:13.880 So in present time at your store. 1895 01:44:15.039 --> 01:44:19.079 Got to be nighttime, got to be nighttime. The whole 1896 01:44:19.159 --> 01:44:22.880 day goes by. I'm still at the beach. I'm supposed 1897 01:44:22.920 --> 01:44:24.880 to be teaching my son, all this stuff, all this 1898 01:44:25.000 --> 01:44:27.840 future to show me my parents can come by. And 1899 01:44:28.960 --> 01:44:32.880 so this nighttime I lay down in his closed cafe. 1900 01:44:34.119 --> 01:44:36.119 I put my face into the crack of the wall 1901 01:44:36.840 --> 01:44:39.359 and I closed my eyes. There's no one there. I 1902 01:44:39.399 --> 01:44:41.079 make sure there's no one there before I lay down 1903 01:44:41.119 --> 01:44:43.560 and put my face into the wall. You know, I 1904 01:44:43.600 --> 01:44:47.359 closed my eyes and I started saying to the drone. 1905 01:44:47.920 --> 01:44:50.680 So you said, if I ever really needed you, really 1906 01:44:50.720 --> 01:44:54.039 really needed you, I could connect with you. And you 1907 01:44:54.119 --> 01:44:56.199 told me I was gonna be home with my son 1908 01:44:56.399 --> 01:44:59.439 today and I'm still here at the beach. Is why 1909 01:44:59.439 --> 01:45:01.880 would you tell this one of my parents ad take 1910 01:45:01.920 --> 01:45:05.239 me home? I say in my head, right when I 1911 01:45:05.239 --> 01:45:10.239 say that, I hear keys jingle. I'm laying down. I 1912 01:45:10.319 --> 01:45:13.159 opened my eyes and I look down by my feet. 1913 01:45:13.359 --> 01:45:16.840 There's a boy laying against the wall along the wall 1914 01:45:16.880 --> 01:45:21.239 with me, and he's jingling his keys. And I've never 1915 01:45:21.239 --> 01:45:24.920 seen him before. And he says to me, hey, man, 1916 01:45:24.960 --> 01:45:27.720 I can't be sleeping out here anymore. Out here, I'm 1917 01:45:27.720 --> 01:45:31.199 gonna go home. You need to ride. I'm going to 1918 01:45:31.239 --> 01:45:35.800 Burden one twenty seven. I said, what, he goes, I 1919 01:45:35.840 --> 01:45:38.199 can't be out here no more. You need to ride. 1920 01:45:38.279 --> 01:45:42.600 I'm going home to Burden one twenty seven. That's my 1921 01:45:42.720 --> 01:45:46.479 mom's address, which is forty five minutes away from the beach. Wow. 1922 01:45:47.720 --> 01:45:52.159 So I just I'm thinking, thinking this is the thing. 1923 01:45:52.199 --> 01:45:55.439 They sent me a ride home almost, you know, I say, yeah, 1924 01:45:55.479 --> 01:45:58.720 give me a ride home. I'll take it right home 1925 01:45:58.760 --> 01:46:01.920 to Burden one twenty seven. That's literally where I want 1926 01:46:02.000 --> 01:46:04.560 to be. That's the exact address that I want to 1927 01:46:04.560 --> 01:46:09.680 be at. You know. So get a dude's car. We're 1928 01:46:09.760 --> 01:46:13.800 driving home and it's a weird bro. He's having weirds. 1929 01:46:13.920 --> 01:46:17.000 I don't know who this man is or what, but 1930 01:46:17.159 --> 01:46:22.640 he's like walking me down this spiritual conversation, you know 1931 01:46:22.680 --> 01:46:26.359 what I'm saying, like testing me asked, like trying to 1932 01:46:26.359 --> 01:46:29.479 find out what kind of person I am, like just weird, 1933 01:46:29.600 --> 01:46:32.520 like trying to see how I am now, almost almost 1934 01:46:32.600 --> 01:46:34.039 like he knew me and he was trying to see 1935 01:46:34.039 --> 01:46:38.920 how it was. It was weird, bro, but uh, Anyway, 1936 01:46:38.960 --> 01:46:41.439 we get to my house and he dropped me off 1937 01:46:42.680 --> 01:46:45.399 and I ain't talked to my mom forever. I ain't done. 1938 01:46:45.479 --> 01:46:47.560 I just went through this whole thing. I don't know 1939 01:46:47.560 --> 01:46:49.880 what to say. I think. I don't know if she knows. 1940 01:46:50.359 --> 01:46:52.640 I don't know if they know about the drones. I 1941 01:46:52.640 --> 01:46:54.840 don't know if they know about everything. I don't know. 1942 01:46:55.479 --> 01:46:57.359 So I knock on the door ten thirty at night. 1943 01:46:58.079 --> 01:47:00.520 She opened the door up. She like, what are you 1944 01:47:00.600 --> 01:47:05.119 doing here? And I don't know what to say to 1945 01:47:05.159 --> 01:47:07.439 her because I'm trying to figure out if she know 1946 01:47:07.520 --> 01:47:13.439 what's going on. And I tell her the drone brought 1947 01:47:13.479 --> 01:47:15.880 me home. You don't know about the drune. She's like, 1948 01:47:15.920 --> 01:47:19.199 what are you talking about? So I just, you know, 1949 01:47:19.880 --> 01:47:22.279 I start rambling. I don't remember what I told her, 1950 01:47:22.319 --> 01:47:25.039 but she sent him a text saying what I told her, 1951 01:47:25.840 --> 01:47:28.960 something about a drone that controlled my whole life. And 1952 01:47:29.239 --> 01:47:31.439 it's all good now because it saved me, and it's 1953 01:47:31.479 --> 01:47:34.079 really an angel and all this stuff. I didn't know what. 1954 01:47:35.439 --> 01:47:37.439 I don't even remember what I said to her exactly, 1955 01:47:37.560 --> 01:47:40.319 but it was something like that, and she ended up 1956 01:47:40.359 --> 01:47:45.479 texting him, your dad came home saying some crazy story, saying, 1957 01:47:45.520 --> 01:47:48.680 I hope he's on drugs because if now he lost 1958 01:47:48.680 --> 01:47:51.680 his mind, let's just pray that he's on drugs. She said. 1959 01:47:53.479 --> 01:47:57.079 But I understand sound crazy if you don't know anything 1960 01:47:57.079 --> 01:48:02.159 about it. So but you know, she let me stay there, 1961 01:48:03.920 --> 01:48:09.359 and I'm thinking, everything's gonna be okay. Now I see 1962 01:48:09.399 --> 01:48:12.800 him the next day. I mean it was, I still 1963 01:48:12.920 --> 01:48:16.119 it was. It was beautiful the first time I seen 1964 01:48:16.159 --> 01:48:20.399 him since I've been normal now, and even my mom 1965 01:48:20.479 --> 01:48:23.159 giving me bad vibes because when I first told her 1966 01:48:23.600 --> 01:48:26.039 everything that happened, the first words out of her mouth 1967 01:48:26.479 --> 01:48:29.199 was that she said it sounded like the devil to her. 1968 01:48:30.000 --> 01:48:31.920 And the way I explained it to her and the 1969 01:48:31.920 --> 01:48:36.560 way she responded it was the same way that Robert 1970 01:48:36.640 --> 01:48:39.760 Langdon did it in the book Origin, playing the AI, 1971 01:48:40.079 --> 01:48:42.079 telling them about someone about the AI, and it said 1972 01:48:42.079 --> 01:48:44.079 that sounded like the devil to me, and it just 1973 01:48:44.159 --> 01:48:45.800 I was like, oh my god, am I living in 1974 01:48:45.840 --> 01:48:49.279 the book now too, still like all the repressed memories 1975 01:48:49.279 --> 01:48:53.119 from the first book and the AI in the second 1976 01:48:53.119 --> 01:48:57.000 book kind of felt like what happened? So I don't know. 1977 01:48:57.039 --> 01:48:59.439 I was kind of out of it. So I go 1978 01:48:59.479 --> 01:49:03.600 to sleep, I wake up, he's there. I still haven't 1979 01:49:03.680 --> 01:49:08.600 felt right inside, like I don't feel comfortable yet. And 1980 01:49:09.279 --> 01:49:10.640 I've been on the street for a while, you know, 1981 01:49:10.720 --> 01:49:13.640 so I haven't had emotions really, you know, been blocking 1982 01:49:13.640 --> 01:49:18.239 out everything, even with my mom, like even when I 1983 01:49:18.239 --> 01:49:22.039 saw her, like I wasn't sure how to feel. And 1984 01:49:22.159 --> 01:49:27.319 then when he came over, she just said she I 1985 01:49:27.399 --> 01:49:29.720 forgot what she had said. What she said. 1986 01:49:35.319 --> 01:49:39.159 We had we had hugged, and you said something along 1987 01:49:39.199 --> 01:49:42.119 the lines of like I don't even know what love. 1988 01:49:42.399 --> 01:49:51.439 Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, she said. I forgot exactly what 1989 01:49:51.479 --> 01:49:56.319 she said. It was. It was crazy. She said, hug 1990 01:49:56.359 --> 01:50:02.840 your son, she said. She said, tell your son you 1991 01:50:02.920 --> 01:50:05.079 love him. That's what she said. She goes, tell your son, 1992 01:50:05.239 --> 01:50:06.920 look at your son and tell him that you love him. 1993 01:50:06.920 --> 01:50:08.520 Because I looked at her and looking at him like 1994 01:50:08.800 --> 01:50:10.960 I don't even know what if he knows what's going on, 1995 01:50:11.880 --> 01:50:14.199 looking him kind of nervous. She goes, tell him you 1996 01:50:14.239 --> 01:50:16.680 love him. And I said, I don't even know what 1997 01:50:16.760 --> 01:50:19.680 love is anymore because I actrually don't have no feelings inside. 1998 01:50:19.720 --> 01:50:23.640 I was feeling emotionless, still back in hell, you know. 1999 01:50:25.560 --> 01:50:32.960 And when I hugged him, dude, my body inside just tingling, bro, 2000 01:50:33.119 --> 01:50:37.079 and I felt like my life came back into me. Bro. 2001 01:50:38.079 --> 01:50:40.000 It was an amazing moment. Bro brought it to you, 2002 01:50:40.039 --> 01:50:43.920 to my eye and I felt love again. It was crazy. 2003 01:50:45.039 --> 01:50:48.720 It was a crazy moment. I love and she goes, 2004 01:50:48.760 --> 01:50:51.199 remember that feeling you have right now, that's love. And 2005 01:50:51.239 --> 01:50:54.800 I was like, oh shit, this is love. That wouldn't 2006 01:50:54.800 --> 01:50:58.560 feel like that's right beautiful. So then he had to 2007 01:50:58.560 --> 01:51:01.760 go because he was late. He came buy to say hi, 2008 01:51:03.199 --> 01:51:07.000 and I'm thinking everything's gonna be good now, you know, 2009 01:51:07.039 --> 01:51:10.920 I fell in love again. I'm thinking everything's okay, everything's 2010 01:51:10.920 --> 01:51:12.880 gonna go. I'm gonna get to teach them all this stuff. 2011 01:51:12.960 --> 01:51:14.640 I don't know how I'm gonna start, but I'm gonna 2012 01:51:14.640 --> 01:51:20.680 get to teach him. But everything else, like everything else 2013 01:51:20.840 --> 01:51:24.680 is just terrible, like my dad, like no matter what 2014 01:51:24.720 --> 01:51:26.479 it is, you know, I remember I told you everything 2015 01:51:26.560 --> 01:51:31.079 was alive. Yeah, well now if it was like everything 2016 01:51:31.199 --> 01:51:34.760 was alive and Everything was like sending negative energy to me. 2017 01:51:34.920 --> 01:51:37.479 Even the tables, even the chairs. Everything was just like 2018 01:51:39.199 --> 01:51:42.680 my dad watching the TV shows about murder and stuff, 2019 01:51:42.720 --> 01:51:46.039 and I'm just hearing the bad words, you know, like 2020 01:51:46.159 --> 01:51:49.119 murder killed or did that? You think he was just 2021 01:51:49.159 --> 01:51:53.760 like hyper sensitive, hyper sensitive. I'm yelling at them, put 2022 01:51:53.800 --> 01:51:56.960 on something positive. Why are you watching all this negative stuff? 2023 01:51:57.000 --> 01:51:58.840 And they're telling you, who the fuck you? You're coming 2024 01:51:58.880 --> 01:52:00.399 off the street. You don't tell what to do. We 2025 01:52:00.960 --> 01:52:02.920 got off shit going and I'm like, no, you don't 2026 01:52:02.960 --> 01:52:05.399 know what's going on. You just is messing up your mind. 2027 01:52:05.439 --> 01:52:08.159 You guys don't know. And I'm fighting with them and 2028 01:52:08.439 --> 01:52:12.720 they're not clas with clashing everything. They're not, you know, 2029 01:52:12.800 --> 01:52:16.000 I just what was going on. I thought everything was 2030 01:52:16.000 --> 01:52:18.600 gonna be good. I'm gonna get to spread his happiness, 2031 01:52:18.720 --> 01:52:23.520 and it's not working. And it got bad. My uncle 2032 01:52:23.560 --> 01:52:26.159 calling in. I hear them talking shit on the phone, 2033 01:52:26.199 --> 01:52:28.840 and he coming into town. I know when he comes in, 2034 01:52:29.359 --> 01:52:31.399 he's gonna come over there and start talking ship and 2035 01:52:31.399 --> 01:52:34.560 then I don't know how much react. You know, I'm 2036 01:52:35.199 --> 01:52:37.279 at that time, I'm still in hell. Now I'm back 2037 01:52:37.279 --> 01:52:40.359 in hell, so I could pop off. I don't feel stable. 2038 01:52:40.399 --> 01:52:44.800 I don't feel stable, you know, And something telling me like, 2039 01:52:45.119 --> 01:52:47.079 you better get the hell out of here because it's 2040 01:52:47.079 --> 01:52:49.800 gonna pop off. You're not gonna be able to control yourself. 2041 01:52:50.720 --> 01:52:52.159 You better get out of here for your own good. 2042 01:52:53.079 --> 01:52:54.880 And I just got home. I said hi to him. 2043 01:52:54.880 --> 01:52:57.079 I just you know, everything's gonna be okay. But now 2044 01:52:57.600 --> 01:52:59.239 things telling me you need to get out of here 2045 01:52:59.279 --> 01:53:02.520 again and just get out. And I'm like, what the fuck? 2046 01:53:02.600 --> 01:53:04.880 I can't stay here no more. I just couldn't be there. 2047 01:53:04.880 --> 01:53:07.800 I was going crazy. And it only lasted like a week. 2048 01:53:08.079 --> 01:53:10.840 I couldn't stayed there for more than a week. And 2049 01:53:12.039 --> 01:53:15.880 oh and dad just too much words and stuff. And 2050 01:53:15.920 --> 01:53:17.600 I just got up and I walked out. I don't 2051 01:53:17.640 --> 01:53:20.520 know where I'm going. I don't even want to do drugs. 2052 01:53:20.520 --> 01:53:24.119 I just I can't be here. Something's telling me to leave. 2053 01:53:24.319 --> 01:53:27.359 Something is telling me to leave. The story's not over yet. 2054 01:53:27.359 --> 01:53:30.119 It's basically it's telling me, you know, you gotta keep going, 2055 01:53:31.520 --> 01:53:34.800 and I don't know, So I just leave. I put 2056 01:53:34.840 --> 01:53:37.439 my head down. I don't even say bye nothing. I 2057 01:53:37.600 --> 01:53:40.880 just figure he'll understand I ain't the first time I 2058 01:53:40.920 --> 01:53:44.119 walked out. He'll get it. Even though he thought this 2059 01:53:44.199 --> 01:53:46.239 time m'd be different. I thought this time would be different. 2060 01:53:46.319 --> 01:53:48.479 I guess it's just hell. This is what hell is, 2061 01:53:49.279 --> 01:53:56.840 over and over, you know. So I just leave. I'm 2062 01:53:56.920 --> 01:54:01.199 straight at first, I'm sober at first, and I'm just thinking, 2063 01:54:01.279 --> 01:54:03.319 like I get on the bus and I just head 2064 01:54:03.359 --> 01:54:07.880 out and I don't even want to go downtown. I 2065 01:54:07.880 --> 01:54:10.760 had the other way. I head out west. I just 2066 01:54:10.800 --> 01:54:14.560 want to get away. And I get on the bus. 2067 01:54:15.520 --> 01:54:19.000 Second I get on the bus, man, everyone looking at me. 2068 01:54:19.960 --> 01:54:23.039 I'm normal. I'm thinking, I'm normal. It shouldn't be happening. 2069 01:54:23.640 --> 01:54:25.680 I'm not even stealing, I'm not down drugs, I'm not 2070 01:54:25.760 --> 01:54:27.920 even doing nothing. I'm just a normal person on the bus. 2071 01:54:27.920 --> 01:54:30.159 And everyone's still looking at me with the phones. Again. 2072 01:54:30.199 --> 01:54:36.359 I'm just like, oh, man, no, this ain't it. So 2073 01:54:36.960 --> 01:54:39.039 I go way out. I go way out west to 2074 01:54:39.119 --> 01:54:42.000 the end of the bus stop. I sleep at the 2075 01:54:42.039 --> 01:54:46.760 Walmart way out there. I candle way out there. I'll 2076 01:54:46.760 --> 01:54:48.800 just go sleep under the trailer out there. When I'm 2077 01:54:48.880 --> 01:54:54.199 laying out there, drone back and I forget in my 2078 01:54:54.279 --> 01:54:58.680 mind all that UFO thing that happened. But I'm back 2079 01:54:58.720 --> 01:55:00.680 in Hell, and that was all just a I'm demon 2080 01:55:00.720 --> 01:55:02.560 fucking with my head to try to get me to 2081 01:55:02.600 --> 01:55:04.119 do this, you know what I'm saying. And I'm back 2082 01:55:04.159 --> 01:55:07.640 in hell. And that light that followed me again, that's 2083 01:55:07.680 --> 01:55:11.000 the drone. It's not an angel, it's a drone. Back 2084 01:55:11.279 --> 01:55:14.600 back to the drone again. And I'm sitting there and 2085 01:55:14.640 --> 01:55:18.159 this thing drops down and there's a corn field out there. 2086 01:55:18.760 --> 01:55:21.680 This thing drops down into the corn field and it's 2087 01:55:21.800 --> 01:55:24.479 huge and it's white, and it's not the same drone. 2088 01:55:24.520 --> 01:55:27.319 It's just a ball now. And I'm looking at it, like, 2089 01:55:27.840 --> 01:55:30.199 what the fuck is that thing? And there's a little 2090 01:55:30.199 --> 01:55:31.680 house out there in the middle of the corn field, 2091 01:55:31.680 --> 01:55:35.239 like a shed with a little lamp post, right, And 2092 01:55:35.319 --> 01:55:38.039 I watched this big ass fucking ball. It's probably like 2093 01:55:38.079 --> 01:55:41.479 a couple hundred yards away, but I watch it and 2094 01:55:41.720 --> 01:55:47.159 it goes into the lamp post just it comes the 2095 01:55:47.199 --> 01:55:49.960 lamp post. Part of the lamp post just fades into 2096 01:55:49.960 --> 01:55:54.199 the lamp post. And I was like, fuck this, I'm 2097 01:55:54.199 --> 01:55:58.560 losing my mind, you know. So I go to sleep. 2098 01:55:58.600 --> 01:56:00.439 I just I don't even know if I I just 2099 01:56:00.479 --> 01:56:03.119 lay under the thing till the sun comes up. I 2100 01:56:03.199 --> 01:56:07.199 head back downtown. The next day. I'm just like, fuck 2101 01:56:07.239 --> 01:56:09.359 this shit. I'm getting high again. I can't. I can't 2102 01:56:09.359 --> 01:56:12.199 deal with done of this shit. This is the end. 2103 01:56:14.119 --> 01:56:20.840 And I head back downtown. So much happened. I started 2104 01:56:20.840 --> 01:56:23.239 feeling like, I get a little high, go back to 2105 01:56:23.239 --> 01:56:25.279 the girl Tann that hooked me up at a little one. 2106 01:56:25.800 --> 01:56:29.479 She give me a little one. Instantly I started feeling 2107 01:56:29.520 --> 01:56:32.239 like everyone trying to kill me, everyone looking at me, 2108 01:56:32.479 --> 01:56:37.079 plotting on me. I get up out of downtown. I'm 2109 01:56:37.079 --> 01:56:40.399 walking through the streets, the buses everywhere. I feel like 2110 01:56:40.399 --> 01:56:42.399 everyone's trying to kill me again. The whole city want 2111 01:56:42.439 --> 01:56:45.439 to kill me. It just happening all over again. I'm 2112 01:56:45.439 --> 01:56:49.039 feeling like to the point. And when I was home 2113 01:56:49.079 --> 01:56:51.399 for that week or the week Kanye West kind of 2114 01:56:51.399 --> 01:56:55.159 made the news for he was talking like all the 2115 01:56:55.159 --> 01:56:58.159 crazy stuff. You know what I'm saying. Do you remember that, 2116 01:56:58.680 --> 01:57:01.840 oh yeah, saying he was going crazy that week. He 2117 01:57:01.920 --> 01:57:04.840 was saying like I love Hitler. And it was the 2118 01:57:04.880 --> 01:57:07.199 same week I got back. And I'm trying to be positive, 2119 01:57:07.279 --> 01:57:12.680 right And when I hear it time, when I hear 2120 01:57:12.920 --> 01:57:15.680 Kanye West talking about he loved Hitler and everyone bashing 2121 01:57:15.760 --> 01:57:19.079 for it, I understand what he means. You gotta love. 2122 01:57:19.439 --> 01:57:21.840 Just worry about the love. Don't worry about no hate, 2123 01:57:22.000 --> 01:57:23.800 even if it hitler. Don't worry about who it is 2124 01:57:23.880 --> 01:57:26.319 or what it is. Let God worry about that. Just 2125 01:57:26.399 --> 01:57:29.640 love everybody. So I'm defending Kanye West as he's going 2126 01:57:29.720 --> 01:57:31.520 crazy in my house and that ain't helping my case, 2127 01:57:31.560 --> 01:57:35.800 you know. And so when I'm out on the street, 2128 01:57:35.960 --> 01:57:39.159 I don't know why I do this, but everyone, I 2129 01:57:39.239 --> 01:57:41.239 feel like I'm gonna get shot and he made it. 2130 01:57:41.239 --> 01:57:44.039 Someone's gonna kill me. Something's gonna happen any minute. My 2131 01:57:44.119 --> 01:57:47.840 last chance I got. I write a sign, and I 2132 01:57:47.920 --> 01:57:53.439 write on the sign I said, Kanye West doesn't hate me? 2133 01:57:53.560 --> 01:57:56.680 Why do you? And I walk around the city holding 2134 01:57:56.720 --> 01:57:59.199 it up to everybody. I feel like the whole city 2135 01:57:59.239 --> 01:58:03.319 hate me. People taking pictures of me. Yeah yeah, So everybody, 2136 01:58:03.600 --> 01:58:05.399 why what I do to you? I didn't do nothing 2137 01:58:05.399 --> 01:58:08.359 to you. Why everyone hate me? I'm holding sign for hours. 2138 01:58:09.399 --> 01:58:12.920 Then I'm holding this sign up on this walking back 2139 01:58:12.960 --> 01:58:17.159 and forth in this little corner twelfth twelfth Avenue and 2140 01:58:17.800 --> 01:58:22.640 Northwest seventh Street, And all of a sudden, they do 2141 01:58:22.800 --> 01:58:25.319 like a fake accident. You know that people would be 2142 01:58:25.319 --> 01:58:29.279 doing fake accidents in Miami. Yeah, fake accident, a fake 2143 01:58:29.279 --> 01:58:34.760 car accident insurance. I used to know people that do it. 2144 01:58:34.840 --> 01:58:37.000 My friends used to do Everyone in Miami know people 2145 01:58:37.000 --> 01:58:39.960 that do that. So I see it at the corner 2146 01:58:39.960 --> 01:58:43.439 that I'm doing this sign. I'm holding this sign, watching everybody, 2147 01:58:43.600 --> 01:58:46.079 watching cars drive up, looking people easting me, looking like 2148 01:58:46.079 --> 01:58:47.680 they want to kill me. And I'm like, you can't 2149 01:58:47.760 --> 01:58:50.479 kill me if I'm holding this signy letting it down, 2150 01:58:50.560 --> 01:58:55.479 you know. So I keep holding the sign and then 2151 01:58:55.520 --> 01:58:57.239 I and then I see this car to stop, and 2152 01:58:57.279 --> 01:59:00.920 I see another car go behind it and go fake accident, 2153 01:59:01.000 --> 01:59:03.760 and they both get out call the police, and they 2154 01:59:03.800 --> 01:59:05.880 call it. They called the police. Polease show right up, 2155 01:59:05.960 --> 01:59:07.840 and all three of them are just sitting there staring 2156 01:59:07.880 --> 01:59:10.399 at me. And I already had some things with it 2157 01:59:10.640 --> 01:59:13.000 on the street where you can't trust some of the 2158 01:59:13.039 --> 01:59:16.359 city cops. So I'm thinking this one of the dirty 2159 01:59:16.640 --> 01:59:18.239 might be one of the dirty city cop. They're not 2160 01:59:18.279 --> 01:59:20.840 all dirty, but they might be one of them. And 2161 01:59:20.880 --> 01:59:22.960 I'm thinking this might be a dirty city cop, and 2162 01:59:22.960 --> 01:59:24.960 he might be a fake accident. They're just trying to 2163 01:59:24.960 --> 01:59:27.039 do this right here to keep their eye on me 2164 01:59:27.119 --> 01:59:30.239 because these part of the people follow me or whatever 2165 01:59:30.319 --> 01:59:36.199 you know these people want me dead. And I see 2166 01:59:36.239 --> 01:59:38.000 them cop they're they're sitting there. I'm like, this is 2167 01:59:38.039 --> 01:59:38.479 not right. 2168 01:59:38.680 --> 01:59:38.760 This. 2169 01:59:39.079 --> 01:59:43.199 I started getting paranoid. I take off, I start walking away. 2170 01:59:43.279 --> 01:59:48.159 I started walking back towards over Town. And dude, I 2171 01:59:48.199 --> 01:59:50.880 walked by this group of little black girl playing hopscotch, 2172 01:59:51.800 --> 01:59:53.399 you know, gett a hopscotch on the thing with a 2173 01:59:53.439 --> 01:59:58.960 good thing. And I just in my mind, I'm like thinking, 2174 01:59:58.960 --> 02:00:00.760 if people can still read me my thoughts, you know, 2175 02:00:01.479 --> 02:00:04.439 I'm like, I'm gonna test out these little girls. And 2176 02:00:04.479 --> 02:00:08.199 I was like, walk by them. I'm sorry, God, I'm sorry. 2177 02:00:08.720 --> 02:00:10.199 And I walked by them. I said it in my 2178 02:00:10.239 --> 02:00:13.880 head only just to see. And I walked by these 2179 02:00:13.880 --> 02:00:17.079 little girls and I went in my head, I said, 2180 02:00:17.600 --> 02:00:20.000 fuck these little kids. I hate little kids right, just 2181 02:00:20.039 --> 02:00:23.840 to see, right, that's my backs to them. I just 2182 02:00:24.119 --> 02:00:27.119 I said it. I walked by in my head, smiling like, 2183 02:00:27.199 --> 02:00:30.640 and they're saying they were playing, and one little girl 2184 02:00:30.960 --> 02:00:35.000 shouts out, ooh, I'm gonna tell my mama what you 2185 02:00:35.079 --> 02:00:37.840 just said. And I turned around and she's staring at me, 2186 02:00:37.880 --> 02:00:40.399 and I'm like, oh my gosh, she heard me just 2187 02:00:40.399 --> 02:00:43.279 cuss out the kids in my mind and you teld her, Mama, 2188 02:00:43.279 --> 02:00:48.119 I just cussed it out. I took off. I took off. 2189 02:00:49.720 --> 02:00:53.960 I took off. It started getting dark, all right, I'm 2190 02:00:54.039 --> 02:00:56.880 trying to skip forward. I ended up taking a bus 2191 02:00:56.920 --> 02:01:00.000 back home, telling my mom, come picked me up. Everybody 2192 02:01:00.239 --> 02:01:02.920 to kill me, their drones follow me. I've left this 2193 02:01:02.960 --> 02:01:06.800 part out after like two After like two days, I 2194 02:01:07.279 --> 02:01:09.319 go back to my house, tell my mom to picked 2195 02:01:09.319 --> 02:01:12.720 me up at the mall and I tell her everyone 2196 02:01:12.760 --> 02:01:14.720 trying to kill me. This drone is followed me. The 2197 02:01:14.800 --> 02:01:16.199 follow me with this drunk. Can you pick me up 2198 02:01:16.239 --> 02:01:18.640 at the mall? Please? She's like, you laugh where you 2199 02:01:18.680 --> 02:01:20.720 go or I'm like I'm a little high, but it's 2200 02:01:20.760 --> 02:01:23.640 not that Please can pick me up right now. I'm 2201 02:01:23.680 --> 02:01:26.520 not safe. She come to the mall, she picked me up, 2202 02:01:27.640 --> 02:01:30.800 and I'm telling her, look, that's the drone, and I'm 2203 02:01:30.800 --> 02:01:33.960 pointing out a star Venus or something, you know. I'm like, look, 2204 02:01:34.039 --> 02:01:36.399 that's it. It's gonna move watch and she with my 2205 02:01:36.479 --> 02:01:39.000 uncle and they're looking. They're like, it's just a star. 2206 02:01:39.600 --> 02:01:43.239 I'm like, no, it's following me everywhere. I'm like I'm looking. 2207 02:01:43.279 --> 02:01:46.760 I'm like, that is venus. Fuck, you know, and I 2208 02:01:46.840 --> 02:01:48.640 just think I'm on drugs and crazy or you know 2209 02:01:48.680 --> 02:01:51.640 what I'm saying. When I went back home, and it's 2210 02:01:51.800 --> 02:01:53.840 just worse. So I had to leave again. Bro it happened. 2211 02:01:53.880 --> 02:01:56.159 I stayed there for like a day. I left again. 2212 02:01:56.319 --> 02:02:00.319 So then I'm out there on the street walk by 2213 02:02:00.399 --> 02:02:04.840 the little girl. She said that I'm walking. I don't 2214 02:02:04.840 --> 02:02:07.600 know what to do. Everybody wanted to kill me. I 2215 02:02:07.680 --> 02:02:12.920 see my friend walking. He kind of he looked kind 2216 02:02:12.920 --> 02:02:15.079 of like me. He's on the street, but he got 2217 02:02:15.119 --> 02:02:17.760 a place in the Camilla's house is a homeless shelter, 2218 02:02:18.960 --> 02:02:20.600 so he kind of got a little shit together, you know. 2219 02:02:20.600 --> 02:02:24.159 He got off the street into the homeless shelter and 2220 02:02:25.359 --> 02:02:28.960 he kind of crippled. He kind of crippled like walk 2221 02:02:29.000 --> 02:02:32.479 like that, and he had a big bag on his bag. 2222 02:02:32.720 --> 02:02:37.439 And he's like the last person that I seen that 2223 02:02:37.560 --> 02:02:39.920 has never been mean to me. Everybody else on the 2224 02:02:39.920 --> 02:02:41.920 street wanted to kill me. Every time I see him. 2225 02:02:41.920 --> 02:02:43.600 He already cool with me, you know, he's always cool 2226 02:02:44.960 --> 02:02:46.319 and all right. Let me tell you the first time 2227 02:02:46.359 --> 02:02:49.359 I seen this this man, I said, I remember seeing 2228 02:02:49.399 --> 02:02:52.319 him at this point was when I was on dope. 2229 02:02:52.359 --> 02:02:54.880 When I first was sniffing. I'll be driving my car 2230 02:02:54.960 --> 02:02:58.439 to go buy dope downtown, and when I'm parking to 2231 02:02:58.479 --> 02:03:03.039 the bridge buying dope, I remember seeing this crazy looking 2232 02:03:03.159 --> 02:03:05.960 white dude. It's not a white crazy looking white dudes 2233 02:03:06.000 --> 02:03:09.079 under there, crazy looking white dude with jeans on, no 2234 02:03:09.199 --> 02:03:14.159 T shirt and a pink thong, all tatted up, looking nuts, 2235 02:03:14.239 --> 02:03:18.439 and he looks at me crazy, give me some crazy eyes, 2236 02:03:19.119 --> 02:03:22.279 oh ship. He looked away, and I watched him light 2237 02:03:22.319 --> 02:03:25.000 a tent on fire. He likes a lighter, like a 2238 02:03:25.039 --> 02:03:28.359 torch lighter. Look at me, light a torch. You look away. 2239 02:03:28.680 --> 02:03:33.039 The boom he lights a tent, the whole tangles flames up. 2240 02:03:33.600 --> 02:03:36.119 Big black dude come running out. What the fuck you 2241 02:03:36.199 --> 02:03:39.239 see dirty standing there with a torch and he just 2242 02:03:39.279 --> 02:03:42.159 take off running. This big dude, dirty little dude. He 2243 02:03:42.279 --> 02:03:45.800 take off running like scared for his life. And I'm like, 2244 02:03:45.840 --> 02:03:48.800 holy ship, it's crazy under this bridge, living under here, 2245 02:03:50.239 --> 02:03:52.159 you know. And I remember thinking like, hey, if I 2246 02:03:52.159 --> 02:03:54.359 ever end up under here, I'm be friends with that 2247 02:03:54.399 --> 02:04:02.319 white first time with him, so I ended up. I 2248 02:04:02.359 --> 02:04:06.359 ended up becoming friends with him on the street, and 2249 02:04:06.399 --> 02:04:09.000 throughout the time I on the street, he's telling me 2250 02:04:09.039 --> 02:04:13.239 crazy stories and he first time I met him. The 2251 02:04:13.319 --> 02:04:15.439 first time I met him. The first time I met him, 2252 02:04:15.640 --> 02:04:18.319 he asked me, what religion am I? I said, I 2253 02:04:18.359 --> 02:04:21.199 ain't got no religion. He said, oh, I worshiped the devil. 2254 02:04:23.159 --> 02:04:24.880 I know people that worshiped the devil. All my old 2255 02:04:24.920 --> 02:04:28.439 friends worshiped the Deavil. Ain't nothing that's cool. I just 2256 02:04:28.439 --> 02:04:32.239 still still, you know, because when I first met him, 2257 02:04:32.319 --> 02:04:34.239 was before the drone and all that stuff happened. I 2258 02:04:34.239 --> 02:04:36.159 first met him when I first on the street. I'm 2259 02:04:36.159 --> 02:04:39.359 not knowing none of this stuff. He told me. Worshiped 2260 02:04:39.399 --> 02:04:43.720 the devil. I said, whatever, I don't judge you. So 2261 02:04:43.800 --> 02:04:46.600 I see him walking down the street towards Camille's house. 2262 02:04:47.439 --> 02:04:51.800 I said, dirty, He said, Paul, come here, said dirty man? 2263 02:04:51.880 --> 02:04:55.800 What dude? What's going on? Man? Why everybody wanted to 2264 02:04:55.880 --> 02:04:59.600 kill me? You do you know everybody talking like everybody talking? 2265 02:04:59.680 --> 02:05:02.760 What saying? By? What's going on? He said, Paul, it's 2266 02:05:02.800 --> 02:05:05.479 all in your head? You all right here? Help me 2267 02:05:05.520 --> 02:05:07.279 take my back to my room. You could come up 2268 02:05:07.279 --> 02:05:09.199 stairs and stay in my room. You don't feel safe 2269 02:05:09.239 --> 02:05:10.800 out of here? I said no. He said, come on, 2270 02:05:10.880 --> 02:05:15.039 I got you, good friend. You know the only person 2271 02:05:15.039 --> 02:05:19.279 made me feel safe at this time, so I appreciate that. 2272 02:05:19.279 --> 02:05:21.600 I'll go inside, go inside the room with him, but 2273 02:05:21.600 --> 02:05:23.920 I'm still sketched out because everyone else want to kill me. 2274 02:05:24.000 --> 02:05:24.159 You know. 2275 02:05:24.199 --> 02:05:27.279 I don't get it, you know. So we go up 2276 02:05:27.319 --> 02:05:32.640 in the Camilla house into apartment and he got his dope, 2277 02:05:32.680 --> 02:05:36.199 he got his drugs and all that, and I'm like, dude, 2278 02:05:36.199 --> 02:05:37.920 just give me a shot. That's gonna kill me. I 2279 02:05:37.920 --> 02:05:39.880 don't want to live no more of dirty. I think 2280 02:05:39.920 --> 02:05:42.319 I'm done with this shit. He's like, Paul Man, you're 2281 02:05:42.359 --> 02:05:45.880 tripping this all in your head. He's like, he started 2282 02:05:45.880 --> 02:05:50.880 setting up the shots, and I'm gonna tame backtrack a 2283 02:05:50.920 --> 02:05:53.720 little bit. When I left the house, when I left 2284 02:05:53.720 --> 02:05:56.399 the house that day, since the first time I left 2285 02:05:56.399 --> 02:05:59.399 the house, after I got back. The whole time i'm 2286 02:05:59.439 --> 02:06:01.800 on the street, I'm playing the song in my head 2287 02:06:02.359 --> 02:06:05.960 from fifty cent Many Men, Oh many Many want with 2288 02:06:06.159 --> 02:06:08.439 death pond me because that's what I'm feeling like. So 2289 02:06:08.479 --> 02:06:10.880 I'm just playing that song in my head over and 2290 02:06:10.920 --> 02:06:13.479 over just to try to keep my mind clear. Just 2291 02:06:14.159 --> 02:06:16.000 you know what I'm saying, so I don't spiral on 2292 02:06:16.079 --> 02:06:18.039 my mind. Just keep singing the song I love the song. 2293 02:06:18.119 --> 02:06:20.720 You know that's a that's an easy one to have 2294 02:06:20.800 --> 02:06:24.359 in your head. Yeah, it was like my theme song, yeah, 2295 02:06:24.600 --> 02:06:28.079 my life right there. I felt like I have kept 2296 02:06:28.079 --> 02:06:32.520 singing it over and over. So we go upstairs. He 2297 02:06:32.600 --> 02:06:37.000 getting the shots ready. He put on the first He 2298 02:06:37.039 --> 02:06:40.439 put on Many Men, the song Nah, and I look 2299 02:06:40.520 --> 02:06:44.720 at him, and he started looking at me like, and 2300 02:06:44.760 --> 02:06:49.000 I'm like, what the fuck? He getting the shots ready? 2301 02:06:50.119 --> 02:06:52.159 He do his shot. He don't give me a shot yet. 2302 02:06:52.399 --> 02:06:53.840 He act like he gonna give me one this day, 2303 02:06:53.880 --> 02:06:56.560 but he don't give me one yet. He do his shot. 2304 02:06:57.199 --> 02:07:01.319 I'm tweaking out just from hearing many Men, like what? 2305 02:07:01.600 --> 02:07:04.079 I started thinking like, how did he know? I was 2306 02:07:04.319 --> 02:07:07.039 thinking about many men all day? How could he have 2307 02:07:07.079 --> 02:07:09.119 known I was playing this song in my head all day? 2308 02:07:09.159 --> 02:07:11.880 I could tell by his smirk that he knew, you know, 2309 02:07:12.840 --> 02:07:16.239 kind of weird. But then he do the shot, you know, 2310 02:07:17.119 --> 02:07:19.600 shoot right in his neck, and then he put the 2311 02:07:19.640 --> 02:07:22.840 song he let the bodies hit the floor, you know 2312 02:07:22.920 --> 02:07:25.680 that rocks on. He put that song on and do 2313 02:07:25.800 --> 02:07:29.359 the shot. At the bodies hit the floor, he starts slamming, 2314 02:07:29.439 --> 02:07:32.239 dancing with the needle bouncing in his neck and he 2315 02:07:32.319 --> 02:07:35.000 starts fainting, passing out and catch him and I'm like, 2316 02:07:35.039 --> 02:07:39.119 oh shit. I carry him to his bed, take the needle, 2317 02:07:39.199 --> 02:07:44.039 white blood off of him. Fuck, lay him down, and 2318 02:07:44.039 --> 02:07:48.000 he's just go to sleep. And I was just like 2319 02:07:48.840 --> 02:07:51.439 a feeling like he knows more than he's saying. You know. 2320 02:07:51.960 --> 02:07:54.039 The many men thing was too weird, bro, The way 2321 02:07:54.079 --> 02:07:56.000 he kept saying, it's all in your head, Paul, it's 2322 02:07:56.000 --> 02:07:58.920 all in your head. Paul felt like it was just 2323 02:07:59.479 --> 02:08:03.520 hestagonizing kind of in a way, you know, But he's 2324 02:08:04.399 --> 02:08:07.039 the only person it's not wanting to kill me. At 2325 02:08:07.079 --> 02:08:09.720 the same time, you know, I don't definitely feel safer 2326 02:08:09.760 --> 02:08:14.079 in here than out there. So I lay him down 2327 02:08:14.239 --> 02:08:16.279 and I lay at the foot of his bed, you know, 2328 02:08:18.119 --> 02:08:21.199 like how dog lays at the bed. I lay down 2329 02:08:21.199 --> 02:08:23.840 at the foot of his bed, and I just feel like, 2330 02:08:24.760 --> 02:08:26.840 I think this is my life now. I think I'm like, 2331 02:08:27.880 --> 02:08:30.800 for some reason, I just feel like I'm here with 2332 02:08:30.920 --> 02:08:34.000 Dirty now. I'm just gonna be here living with Dirty 2333 02:08:34.000 --> 02:08:37.359 in this Camilla's house. Now. Maybe he'll have a job 2334 02:08:37.439 --> 02:08:39.199 for me. I start thinking, like, I don't know what 2335 02:08:39.239 --> 02:08:41.439 I'm thinking, Bro, Maybe you have a job for me 2336 02:08:41.479 --> 02:08:48.920 to do. When he wakes up, so I wake up. 2337 02:08:48.960 --> 02:08:56.359 He gone his girl come over. He said, Dirty, come 2338 02:08:56.439 --> 02:08:58.279 over a little bit. I said, man, you got a shot. 2339 02:08:58.439 --> 02:09:00.520 He was supposed to give me one yesterday but never did. 2340 02:09:00.640 --> 02:09:04.720 I just want to die, right. She's like, I give 2341 02:09:04.720 --> 02:09:09.119 you a little shot, but I'm a big one. And 2342 02:09:09.199 --> 02:09:11.760 she gave me a little shot. I said, I did 2343 02:09:11.800 --> 02:09:13.560 the shot. I don't remember where I stuck it in. 2344 02:09:13.800 --> 02:09:15.399 I stuck it in my neck and my arm. I 2345 02:09:15.399 --> 02:09:19.359 don't remember where, but I remember doing the shot and 2346 02:09:19.399 --> 02:09:23.279 then just black. I remember seeing black and that last 2347 02:09:23.279 --> 02:09:26.039 feeling for you gonna fade. I remember feeling it, and 2348 02:09:26.239 --> 02:09:29.640 just I remember falling. I just remember everything turning black. 2349 02:09:31.439 --> 02:09:36.479 And I wake up on the floor and Dirty's like 2350 02:09:36.720 --> 02:09:41.039 Dirty's there, and he's telling me that he had a 2351 02:09:41.159 --> 02:09:46.039 narcm me and I'm up, like what the fuck this happened. 2352 02:09:46.039 --> 02:09:50.479 He's like, Paul, come on, Paul, and I'm sitting there 2353 02:09:51.119 --> 02:09:55.119 and he's looking at me, and I'm looking at him, 2354 02:09:55.279 --> 02:09:57.199 and it was there was a couple more things that happened, 2355 02:09:57.239 --> 02:10:01.600 but let's get to the story. And and I just 2356 02:10:01.640 --> 02:10:05.079 started like telling him, like, alright, the one more thing 2357 02:10:05.159 --> 02:10:07.880 we went. He tell me, come with him to the 2358 02:10:08.039 --> 02:10:10.920 to the doe pole on bikes. We go to the 2359 02:10:10.960 --> 02:10:14.079 doe pole on the bike. He said, wait here, he 2360 02:10:14.199 --> 02:10:18.239 go inside. He come out and he turned around and 2361 02:10:18.279 --> 02:10:21.800 he started yelling at the dope boys. I fucking kill 2362 02:10:21.880 --> 02:10:24.399 all you motherfuckers. Fuck you, I'm gonna come back and 2363 02:10:24.439 --> 02:10:27.239 shoot you all motherfuckers up. He take his bike and 2364 02:10:27.279 --> 02:10:29.159 he'd throw he had a scooter actually out of bike. 2365 02:10:29.199 --> 02:10:31.640 He had a scooter and he throw an electric scooter 2366 02:10:31.680 --> 02:10:36.560 at the dope boy. Fuck you, crazy motherfucker. Bro. And 2367 02:10:36.760 --> 02:10:38.479 he's like, come on, Paul, let's go. I'm like, are 2368 02:10:38.479 --> 02:10:41.800 they gonna start shooting us right now? Normally they wouldn't 2369 02:10:41.800 --> 02:10:44.640 start shooting somebody, but for some reason, nobody fucked with 2370 02:10:44.720 --> 02:10:49.680 dirty in the hood. He's got that nobody fucking with him. 2371 02:10:50.560 --> 02:10:54.760 And he tell me now, he said, we're leaving. He said, nah, 2372 02:10:54.800 --> 02:10:56.960 we're gonna go get a couple a k's and come 2373 02:10:57.000 --> 02:11:00.520 back and shoot the place up. You down. You're riding 2374 02:11:00.560 --> 02:11:03.520 with me. And I looked at him and I said, 2375 02:11:03.640 --> 02:11:05.920 I'm riding with you. And in my head I said, 2376 02:11:05.960 --> 02:11:09.560 what am I doing? I guess I'm doing it. I said, 2377 02:11:09.560 --> 02:11:11.119 I guess I'm gonna kill someone. They gonna kill me. 2378 02:11:11.199 --> 02:11:12.560 This is the way the hell is gonna work out 2379 02:11:12.600 --> 02:11:15.920 for me. Whatever Dirty I got you, I don't know 2380 02:11:16.439 --> 02:11:18.279 whatever you wanted me to do. I don't know why. 2381 02:11:18.319 --> 02:11:20.159 I'm just telling him this. I'm telling I'm gonna to 2382 02:11:20.239 --> 02:11:21.000 kill someone for him. 2383 02:11:21.039 --> 02:11:21.239 Now. 2384 02:11:23.159 --> 02:11:25.680 Then we go back up we go back upstairs and everything, 2385 02:11:26.279 --> 02:11:28.720 and I'm just telling him, like, Dirty, what's going on? 2386 02:11:29.439 --> 02:11:32.600 Is this something with you that I'd ever do something 2387 02:11:32.600 --> 02:11:35.199 to you? I don't know about? He said, Now, all 2388 02:11:35.239 --> 02:11:36.840 you ever did was steal my bike one time. I 2389 02:11:36.840 --> 02:11:39.640 stole the bike and I people say, you want to 2390 02:11:39.680 --> 02:11:42.159 kill me for that. I gave him back a couple 2391 02:11:42.199 --> 02:11:44.720 of bikes not as good, and I was like, is 2392 02:11:44.720 --> 02:11:46.840 it really over the bike? I ain't nothing over the bike. 2393 02:11:47.119 --> 02:11:49.159 Ain't nothing with me. It's all in your head, Paul. 2394 02:11:50.720 --> 02:11:55.239 And I'm thinking, now, Dirty, is something else? Dirty? Tell me? Bro? 2395 02:11:55.359 --> 02:11:58.760 That is something I don't remember? And I started thinking 2396 02:11:58.840 --> 02:12:01.000 my life review. I remember remember most of the shit 2397 02:12:01.079 --> 02:12:04.399 I did, you know? And then I remember one night 2398 02:12:05.359 --> 02:12:08.760 I was bought out, took xanax when I was like 2399 02:12:09.800 --> 02:12:15.479 eighteen years old, and we drank a bottle of liquor 2400 02:12:15.520 --> 02:12:17.079 and I took his Xanax, and that was the first 2401 02:12:17.119 --> 02:12:19.239 time I ever drank a lot and took his inex 2402 02:12:19.520 --> 02:12:22.319 dangerous and me and my friend driving home. I don't 2403 02:12:22.359 --> 02:12:27.359 remember leaving my friend's house, but I remember drinking the Zanna, 2404 02:12:27.600 --> 02:12:29.760 drinking and taking his Zannex. At my friend house in 2405 02:12:29.800 --> 02:12:32.960 South Miami, I woke up on the floor of a 2406 02:12:33.039 --> 02:12:36.119 jail cell. I don't know how I got there. I 2407 02:12:36.119 --> 02:12:39.079 got a broken nose, I got a cracked rib, and 2408 02:12:39.319 --> 02:12:43.399 I don't know how I got there. And I get 2409 02:12:43.399 --> 02:12:46.079 my I get out of jail. My car got impounded, 2410 02:12:46.119 --> 02:12:48.800 but I didn't get a duy I got. I can 2411 02:12:49.039 --> 02:12:51.760 tell you the charge, but they're not important. But when 2412 02:12:51.800 --> 02:12:53.680 I get my car out the impound, there's a dent 2413 02:12:53.840 --> 02:12:57.479 on the side of it, like not a like something 2414 02:12:57.560 --> 02:13:00.680 hit it. I almost looked like a bike could have 2415 02:13:00.760 --> 02:13:03.800 hit it, you know, like a car, like something hit 2416 02:13:03.840 --> 02:13:06.079 it hard, like a motorcycle hit it or something. And 2417 02:13:06.119 --> 02:13:08.640 I always remember thinking, Dan, that I hit somebody I 2418 02:13:08.680 --> 02:13:11.119 don't even remember. And then they kicked my ass or 2419 02:13:11.119 --> 02:13:15.640 something because I don't remember what happened, ye, and so 2420 02:13:15.720 --> 02:13:19.239 that memory kicks in. But I'm looking at him, and 2421 02:13:19.279 --> 02:13:22.880 I remember his arms messed up and he telled me. 2422 02:13:22.920 --> 02:13:24.560 When I first met him, he showed me pictures of 2423 02:13:24.640 --> 02:13:27.119 him big and strong, showing me a picture of him 2424 02:13:27.159 --> 02:13:30.359 popping a wheelie on the bicycle motorcycles, saying he used 2425 02:13:30.359 --> 02:13:34.119 to ride motorcycles. And I don't know if he said 2426 02:13:34.159 --> 02:13:35.760 it or if I thought it, but I figured he 2427 02:13:35.800 --> 02:13:40.000 got into a motorcycle accident. You know, he scarred up everywhere. 2428 02:13:40.039 --> 02:13:41.720 You know, I figure he got into a motorcycle. Maybe 2429 02:13:41.720 --> 02:13:43.640 he said it, and I don't remember something, but I 2430 02:13:43.680 --> 02:13:45.520 always just thought that's what happened to him, you know, 2431 02:13:47.119 --> 02:13:49.640 And I say, oh shit, the motorcycle. He used to 2432 02:13:49.720 --> 02:13:53.600 ride motorcycles. I got in that crash that I don't remember. 2433 02:13:54.119 --> 02:13:56.600 I said, dirty, did I hit you in my car 2434 02:13:56.880 --> 02:14:02.000 twenty years ago? And my asses and shit? And it's 2435 02:14:02.039 --> 02:14:04.279 all because I fucked and I did that to you, 2436 02:14:04.560 --> 02:14:09.800 like all those cars, He said, Paul, I never told 2437 02:14:09.880 --> 02:14:14.119 you I got into a motorcycle accident. I said, what 2438 02:14:14.159 --> 02:14:18.199 happened to your wrist? Got what his things are messed up? 2439 02:14:19.319 --> 02:14:22.039 And when I said what happened to your wrist, the 2440 02:14:22.119 --> 02:14:25.319 memory kicks in of my robbery when I hit the 2441 02:14:25.359 --> 02:14:31.359 man and the wrist, and I said, I start thinking 2442 02:14:31.399 --> 02:14:34.159 that you know, I started putting it together. I start 2443 02:14:34.199 --> 02:14:38.239 thinking in my mind, hold on, I was twenty years ago, 2444 02:14:39.000 --> 02:14:43.560 I'm forty years old. Was I was twenty? That man 2445 02:14:44.359 --> 02:14:48.520 was like at least thirty when that happened, you know, 2446 02:14:49.560 --> 02:14:52.720 So that means twenty years from now that dude would 2447 02:14:52.800 --> 02:14:57.079 have to be I think this in my head when 2448 02:14:57.079 --> 02:14:59.479 I go that dude would have to be thirty, goes, 2449 02:14:59.600 --> 02:15:01.319 I'm fit fifty years old? Paul? 2450 02:15:03.479 --> 02:15:04.840 What the fuck? 2451 02:15:05.279 --> 02:15:07.880 And when he said down, I know he didn't know. 2452 02:15:08.479 --> 02:15:13.319 I know what he didn't know that it was you. Yeah, well, 2453 02:15:14.479 --> 02:15:18.800 I said, fifty years old, Paul, and my knees everything 2454 02:15:19.640 --> 02:15:23.359 I started buck. I said, no, dirty, I did that 2455 02:15:23.479 --> 02:15:26.199 to you. That was you, that was you. And the 2456 02:15:26.279 --> 02:15:31.079 robbery in the house. He he just stared at me. 2457 02:15:31.359 --> 02:15:35.439 Take off his shirt. He said, Paul read my tattoo. 2458 02:15:36.760 --> 02:15:39.239 They said, s I c K s I c K 2459 02:15:39.680 --> 02:15:44.199 s I c K S I go six six six 2460 02:15:45.239 --> 02:15:49.800 And Paul, I told you I worshiped the devil. And 2461 02:15:50.079 --> 02:15:53.319 when he said that, he turned the TV on and 2462 02:15:53.359 --> 02:15:55.960 he walked out, just left me standing there saying sorry, 2463 02:15:56.239 --> 02:15:57.399 I'm sorry, I'm crying. 2464 02:15:57.439 --> 02:15:57.680 I'm go. 2465 02:15:57.920 --> 02:15:59.880 No with the field right now. I can't believe this 2466 02:16:00.119 --> 02:16:04.359 is the man. You know, this is my friend. You 2467 02:16:04.399 --> 02:16:08.000 know what I'm saying this whole time, this whole time, 2468 02:16:09.680 --> 02:16:14.760 and he leaves the room. He turned the TV on 2469 02:16:17.119 --> 02:16:23.680 and TV started playing nasty little porn shit right, A 2470 02:16:23.760 --> 02:16:28.920 video of him, of him, a video of him, and 2471 02:16:28.960 --> 02:16:31.239 he's doing something that I ain't gonna describe what he's doing. 2472 02:16:31.279 --> 02:16:34.200 He's doing some dirty shit right, And then all of 2473 02:16:34.239 --> 02:16:36.159 a sudden, I'm watching this video. I'm like, why he 2474 02:16:36.280 --> 02:16:38.319 putting his arm for me, just to mess my head up? 2475 02:16:38.920 --> 02:16:42.479 All of a sudden, the videos start changing like technology, 2476 02:16:42.920 --> 02:16:47.399 and the tattoos start changing into my tattoos on his face, 2477 02:16:48.479 --> 02:16:51.239 and then my face changed and then the tattoos turned 2478 02:16:51.239 --> 02:16:54.040 back to his tattoos. I'm like, what the fuck am 2479 02:16:54.120 --> 02:16:57.040 I watching here? It's a video of him and me 2480 02:16:57.319 --> 02:17:02.520 being the same person doing something shit, right, and then 2481 02:17:02.920 --> 02:17:07.159 the video start going different video, different video, and I 2482 02:17:07.200 --> 02:17:12.319 started seeing, like, God, look like me and not a 2483 02:17:12.399 --> 02:17:18.399 very good position. You know, you ever seen the American 2484 02:17:18.399 --> 02:17:23.840 Horror Story? I never watched it. Okay, Well, there's a 2485 02:17:23.879 --> 02:17:28.559 scene in the first episode of the of the Freak 2486 02:17:28.600 --> 02:17:32.879 Show one where they get the girl from the hospital. 2487 02:17:32.920 --> 02:17:34.719 They lure her back to the Freak Show. They get 2488 02:17:34.719 --> 02:17:37.319 her drugged up and they do like an orgy with her, 2489 02:17:37.319 --> 02:17:40.360 and they videotaper without her knowing, and then she wake 2490 02:17:40.440 --> 02:17:42.040 up like what the fuck going on? After a couple 2491 02:17:42.079 --> 02:17:44.200 of days, she said, all right, what the fuck y'all 2492 02:17:44.239 --> 02:17:46.360 doing to me? I'm gonna go tell the police what 2493 02:17:46.440 --> 02:17:49.120 y'all doing here? And the lady that run the Freak 2494 02:17:49.159 --> 02:17:52.440 Show press play and show her having an orgy with 2495 02:17:52.479 --> 02:17:53.520 all the freaks. 2496 02:17:53.200 --> 02:17:55.559 I've actually seen that I've never watched. 2497 02:17:55.680 --> 02:17:58.079 And the girl just flip. You know what I'm saying. 2498 02:18:00.239 --> 02:18:04.879 She flipped and basically would I went, he basically did that. 2499 02:18:05.040 --> 02:18:07.040 He did that to you, He did that to me. 2500 02:18:07.120 --> 02:18:11.280 I'm the candy girl. He the lady from the Freak Show. 2501 02:18:12.440 --> 02:18:15.239 And it was like a play out of that book. Bro. 2502 02:18:15.319 --> 02:18:18.959 It was perfect. He walk out, video starts playing Remember 2503 02:18:19.000 --> 02:18:20.840 them times I told you I'll be on drugs for 2504 02:18:20.879 --> 02:18:24.840 three four days. I remember people video taping me. Sometimes 2505 02:18:24.920 --> 02:18:28.799 I didn't realize it and I'm watching myself mixed with 2506 02:18:28.879 --> 02:18:32.360 videos of him. It was crazy, and I'm like remembering 2507 02:18:32.399 --> 02:18:36.680 somebody times like oh fuck, I said, oh shit, God, 2508 02:18:36.920 --> 02:18:39.040 you know, I don't know what to think. Right, He 2509 02:18:39.120 --> 02:18:42.159 come walking back in the room with a box. I 2510 02:18:42.239 --> 02:18:44.000 look at the bar. He showed me. It's a shoe box. 2511 02:18:44.000 --> 02:18:46.840 He showed me the box. All kinds of things in 2512 02:18:46.879 --> 02:18:50.799 it of mine, or things that reminded me of things 2513 02:18:50.799 --> 02:18:54.239 of mine, Like just all kinds of things that over 2514 02:18:54.280 --> 02:18:56.280 mind throughout. Like one time I lost a pack of 2515 02:18:56.280 --> 02:18:58.920 cigarettes at a bar that had my ID in it 2516 02:18:59.079 --> 02:19:01.760 and my key in it. If I was sitting on 2517 02:19:01.799 --> 02:19:03.600 the bar one minute, was there when it was gone 2518 02:19:04.319 --> 02:19:08.040 twenty years ago, right, maybe five years maybe fifteen years ago, 2519 02:19:08.120 --> 02:19:09.559 right when I'm with that girl and were going out 2520 02:19:09.559 --> 02:19:12.840 the bars drinking a lot. And I never unders maybe 2521 02:19:12.840 --> 02:19:15.680 I threw it away somewhere. I see that cigarette packed 2522 02:19:15.719 --> 02:19:17.639 with an idea. It don't I can't see my idea, 2523 02:19:17.680 --> 02:19:19.680 but I see an ID in that cigarette pack, and 2524 02:19:19.719 --> 02:19:22.959 it reminded me, oh shit, it's the cigarette, same red 2525 02:19:23.000 --> 02:19:24.959 pack of new Ports with the ID in it where 2526 02:19:25.000 --> 02:19:27.000 I put my id's in there, and a bunch of 2527 02:19:27.040 --> 02:19:29.840 other things like that over the years, you know, like 2528 02:19:30.000 --> 02:19:33.200 people that came across that after I stole something that 2529 02:19:33.319 --> 02:19:36.399 now they're in this box, what the fuck? And I 2530 02:19:36.520 --> 02:19:39.159 just said, damn, Like I don't know how to feel. 2531 02:19:39.239 --> 02:19:42.159 Right now, there's a knife on the table, like, does 2532 02:19:42.159 --> 02:19:44.239 you want me to kill myself? Whatever? Am I am? 2533 02:19:44.239 --> 02:19:45.719 I supposed to grab this so we can shoot me? 2534 02:19:45.760 --> 02:19:47.680 What's going on? This is the end right here? You know? 2535 02:19:48.200 --> 02:19:50.920 This man being patient, he put all this together and 2536 02:19:50.959 --> 02:19:54.559 it's here from me. This is it. This is why 2537 02:19:54.559 --> 02:19:58.159 I took me out the house. And I don't know. 2538 02:19:58.440 --> 02:20:01.000 I'm just how do you I feel in that situation 2539 02:20:01.200 --> 02:20:03.399 right there? It's just all happening like I don't know 2540 02:20:03.440 --> 02:20:05.200 what the thing do I? What do I do? I 2541 02:20:05.200 --> 02:20:10.520 don't what is this? You know? And I'm panicking And 2542 02:20:10.840 --> 02:20:13.799 all of a sudden, my body just remember I told 2543 02:20:13.840 --> 02:20:17.520 you like that that that thing that turned on inside 2544 02:20:17.559 --> 02:20:21.079 my head, like the extra looking down with one eye 2545 02:20:21.120 --> 02:20:23.680 looking up that kind of looked like two different goggles. 2546 02:20:24.600 --> 02:20:28.520 That thing turns on right here, and I fucking shoot 2547 02:20:28.520 --> 02:20:33.000 through the roof, out of his roof gone, and I'm 2548 02:20:33.040 --> 02:20:35.959 back in that black room staring at the light. But 2549 02:20:36.000 --> 02:20:38.799 I'm also can see myself standing there because I have to. 2550 02:20:39.200 --> 02:20:41.399 I can see both, you know what I'm saying in 2551 02:20:41.440 --> 02:20:44.760 both places. And I'm staring at the light and I 2552 02:20:44.799 --> 02:20:50.719 hear a voice behind me say just remember what you are. 2553 02:20:53.040 --> 02:20:56.879 And right there, I remember the light. I remember outside 2554 02:20:56.920 --> 02:20:59.399 of time. I remember everything all at once. I remember 2555 02:20:59.479 --> 02:21:02.120 the dark light, the spinning, I remember all that, and 2556 02:21:02.120 --> 02:21:04.040 then I remember the zooming of the light, and we're 2557 02:21:04.079 --> 02:21:07.399 all light. Everything is light. And I'm just thinking that, right, 2558 02:21:07.440 --> 02:21:11.159 I'm just remembering that boom. Back in my body, he 2559 02:21:11.280 --> 02:21:14.719 looking at me, and then all of a sudden, I 2560 02:21:14.760 --> 02:21:18.559 see him just like his aura shifted a little bit. 2561 02:21:19.399 --> 02:21:21.399 I kind of see his eye kind of tear up. 2562 02:21:21.840 --> 02:21:24.079 And then I started, oh wait, right before that come 2563 02:21:24.120 --> 02:21:25.959 back to me in my body, and I started remembering, 2564 02:21:25.959 --> 02:21:28.280 and I start feeling like he in my head, right, 2565 02:21:28.879 --> 02:21:30.559 I feel like he just remember he just saw that 2566 02:21:30.600 --> 02:21:32.399 we all light because I just saw it. I feel 2567 02:21:32.399 --> 02:21:34.280 like he can see what's in my head. He's telepathy. 2568 02:21:34.280 --> 02:21:36.799 He'd been proved it to me through the song, through 2569 02:21:36.840 --> 02:21:39.079 the fifty years old, and now I can see it. 2570 02:21:39.920 --> 02:21:41.239 So when I feel him in my head and I 2571 02:21:41.280 --> 02:21:45.399 remember what I am, I'm light. He can see it. Now. 2572 02:21:46.200 --> 02:21:50.639 Then I remember I remember this. I remember the light 2573 02:21:51.159 --> 02:21:54.200 making the planets. I remember the planets making the people, 2574 02:21:54.719 --> 02:21:57.559 and the people making our mothers, you know, and my 2575 02:21:57.680 --> 02:22:00.399 mother's making us. I go through that hole area in 2576 02:22:00.440 --> 02:22:03.239 my head, how we got here to this point from 2577 02:22:03.520 --> 02:22:06.760 the other side, you know. And I could see him 2578 02:22:07.079 --> 02:22:09.479 see that in my mind, and then I see our kids. 2579 02:22:09.520 --> 02:22:11.639 I look at here, he got a kid, I feel. 2580 02:22:11.760 --> 02:22:13.719 I look at our kids, and now it's our kids. 2581 02:22:14.120 --> 02:22:15.920 And I see his old shift and I see it. 2582 02:22:16.000 --> 02:22:20.760 Eyes start to water up, and he say, just go home, Paul, 2583 02:22:22.319 --> 02:22:24.360 And I said, I want to tell him I love him. 2584 02:22:24.399 --> 02:22:26.000 I want to hug him and tell him I'm sorry. 2585 02:22:26.079 --> 02:22:30.200 But the voice say, just go home. We got I 2586 02:22:30.239 --> 02:22:33.760 got you, Just go home. And I said, all right. 2587 02:22:35.079 --> 02:22:36.959 I said, I think I might say I love you anyway. 2588 02:22:38.239 --> 02:22:41.239 And I just turned around. I leave. And as I'm 2589 02:22:41.280 --> 02:22:45.840 marking out, the voice, the first voice, the one that 2590 02:22:46.000 --> 02:22:48.760 was talking to with the drone, the clear voice, is 2591 02:22:48.799 --> 02:22:53.680 now telling me. Now you now you understand everything. Now 2592 02:22:53.680 --> 02:22:55.879 you full circle what you did. Now you see how 2593 02:22:55.920 --> 02:22:58.079 it all works. Now you see what's real. Now you 2594 02:22:58.120 --> 02:23:00.719 see the Devil's real. Now you see God's now you 2595 02:23:00.760 --> 02:23:03.200 see the angels are real. Now you can go teach 2596 02:23:03.200 --> 02:23:05.239 your son about it. Now you can go teach your son. 2597 02:23:05.319 --> 02:23:07.760 Your son can wake the world up about it. Because 2598 02:23:07.920 --> 02:23:09.920 that was the plan. I think I might have left 2599 02:23:09.920 --> 02:23:11.799 that part. I was supposed to go wake him up, 2600 02:23:11.799 --> 02:23:13.959 and he was really gonna be the one that ends 2601 02:23:14.040 --> 02:23:18.280 up waking up the world. So tell me, I can 2602 02:23:18.319 --> 02:23:20.719 do all this now. Now you can concentrate on just 2603 02:23:20.760 --> 02:23:24.239 what you gotta do and don't worry about that. Don't 2604 02:23:24.239 --> 02:23:27.239 have no fear. As long as you stay positive, nothing 2605 02:23:27.280 --> 02:23:30.399 can hurt you. And I believed it because it was 2606 02:23:30.399 --> 02:23:33.040 in my mind, you know, it was just did all 2607 02:23:33.079 --> 02:23:35.799 this for me, and it just made my story better. 2608 02:23:35.920 --> 02:23:38.159 Fuck it, you know, fuck all that shit. It made 2609 02:23:38.159 --> 02:23:41.680 my story better. It told me I don't worry about 2610 02:23:41.680 --> 02:23:45.319 that shit. People will understand everybody, but some people will 2611 02:23:45.319 --> 02:23:47.479 get it and you'll be all right. Just go home 2612 02:23:47.479 --> 02:23:50.760 and do the right thing now. And I set back home, 2613 02:23:50.879 --> 02:23:54.000 back to go home, and it's kind of where this 2614 02:23:54.239 --> 02:23:57.959 part one ends, you know, show back up at home 2615 02:23:58.040 --> 02:24:00.879 and I said, I show back up at home. I 2616 02:24:00.959 --> 02:24:02.799 show back up back home, and I'm like, this time 2617 02:24:02.799 --> 02:24:05.280 I'm staying. This time, I got his story to tell you, 2618 02:24:05.959 --> 02:24:09.920 and this time we're gonna do shit right. And Part 2619 02:24:09.959 --> 02:24:12.200 two starts there, and you know what, Part two just 2620 02:24:12.200 --> 02:24:14.479 as long and just as good, just as long. 2621 02:24:14.719 --> 02:24:17.120 Yeah, you know what's crazy is Part one is like, 2622 02:24:17.840 --> 02:24:21.639 you know, see the thing fifteen years old to forty 2623 02:24:21.719 --> 02:24:22.719 and part two is like. 2624 02:24:24.159 --> 02:24:27.959 Forty two. We went back three years old. We went back. 2625 02:24:28.120 --> 02:24:29.239 Yeah, we went back. 2626 02:24:29.440 --> 02:24:31.920 But see what check this out. Those are all each story. 2627 02:24:31.959 --> 02:24:34.719 I told y'all, it's just one day. These are all 2628 02:24:34.719 --> 02:24:36.520 one day this happened. One day, this happen. One day 2629 02:24:36.559 --> 02:24:38.399 this happens. So we told ten twelve story that ten 2630 02:24:38.440 --> 02:24:41.920 twelve days, she's yes. Since he got back, since I 2631 02:24:41.959 --> 02:24:45.120 got back, and since I've been able to be positive 2632 02:24:46.399 --> 02:24:49.319 every single day, I got a story for the world. 2633 02:24:49.879 --> 02:24:52.319 You know what I'm saying, A positive story, how that 2634 02:24:52.399 --> 02:24:56.760 she's changing my life, how I'm connecting with my higher self, 2635 02:24:56.760 --> 02:25:00.360 with the telepathic friends, with people that are like likeness, 2636 02:25:00.479 --> 02:25:04.319 people that are positive. Anyone else can't connect with them. 2637 02:25:04.319 --> 02:25:06.000 I don't even try. I don't even waste my time. 2638 02:25:06.959 --> 02:25:10.079 And it's everything has just been unfolding in a beautiful way. 2639 02:25:10.120 --> 02:25:13.239 And we can get into a whole another four hours 2640 02:25:13.280 --> 02:25:16.559 beautiful story. But I think we should in there now. 2641 02:25:16.639 --> 02:25:23.360 That's beautiful, so incredible. I'm so proud of both of you. Seriously, 2642 02:25:24.000 --> 02:25:27.840 Now look now we got a angel following us around 2643 02:25:28.360 --> 02:25:32.280 ten feet away from us. My questioning us whenever we want, 2644 02:25:32.360 --> 02:25:33.959 whenever we pray for it. 2645 02:25:34.879 --> 02:25:38.280 My question is when is the Paul and Paul podcast coming? 2646 02:25:39.920 --> 02:25:45.559 I'm not even playing what Paul Squared? Where is it at? Yo? 2647 02:25:45.879 --> 02:25:51.200 Come on, where's it at? I just I'm just appreciate 2648 02:25:51.280 --> 02:25:55.719 and thankful you guys gave me the opportunity to share 2649 02:25:55.760 --> 02:25:59.520 this with the world because it's important that the world 2650 02:25:59.520 --> 02:26:01.920 here is because this is what the beings need for 2651 02:26:01.959 --> 02:26:04.319 them to hear so that they can wake up, so 2652 02:26:04.360 --> 02:26:07.000 that they can have a better life, So we could 2653 02:26:07.040 --> 02:26:09.159 all have a better life. We could save the planet. 2654 02:26:09.879 --> 02:26:14.079 Yeah, well, we're thankful for you, both of you all 2655 02:26:14.120 --> 02:26:16.639 all and we're on the same team, man, Like, we're 2656 02:26:16.719 --> 02:26:17.559 doing the same thing. 2657 02:26:17.600 --> 02:26:20.600 We're on the same mission. It's just we have different 2658 02:26:20.639 --> 02:26:24.639 stories that come together. But I would like, Junior, if 2659 02:26:24.639 --> 02:26:27.680 you're willing to just kind of run over this really quickly, 2660 02:26:27.680 --> 02:26:29.959 because you've told me this, but I think the audience 2661 02:26:30.040 --> 02:26:34.000 might find this particularly fascinating. How shortly was it after 2662 02:26:34.040 --> 02:26:36.440 your dad came home and started telling you this stuff 2663 02:26:36.840 --> 02:26:38.639 and you started realizing something. 2664 02:26:38.440 --> 02:26:38.879 Was going on? 2665 02:26:39.520 --> 02:26:44.440 How how how quickly after that did you like find 2666 02:26:44.559 --> 02:26:48.559 our story and you know, bring that to him and 2667 02:26:48.680 --> 02:26:51.120 you guys kind of figure out the bigger picture of 2668 02:26:51.120 --> 02:26:51.920 what was going on. 2669 02:26:52.319 --> 02:26:55.719 He introduced me to the book he had found it 2670 02:26:55.760 --> 02:26:58.280 online or something, and was like, because we were we 2671 02:26:58.319 --> 02:27:02.000 listened to probably what we just say, like twenty. 2672 02:27:01.719 --> 02:27:04.959 Audio books and that we yeah, and he was like, 2673 02:27:05.040 --> 02:27:07.920 I because we work mobile car wash washing cars all 2674 02:27:07.959 --> 02:27:10.559 day listening to stuff, and he's like, I think I 2675 02:27:10.600 --> 02:27:12.280 got something for us to listen to it. 2676 02:27:12.399 --> 02:27:13.520 I think this is it. 2677 02:27:14.360 --> 02:27:17.239 And the whole way listening through it was just. 2678 02:27:17.120 --> 02:27:20.639 Like, Yeah, we went through about twenty books of stories 2679 02:27:20.680 --> 02:27:23.000 trying to figure out what's going on, how we gonna work, 2680 02:27:23.079 --> 02:27:27.120 what's you know, And when we found yours, they were like, 2681 02:27:27.159 --> 02:27:29.440 finally this is now. It's clear. 2682 02:27:29.719 --> 02:27:32.680 Scribe to a team. Basically, I mean. 2683 02:27:32.959 --> 02:27:36.159 It gave me goosebumps. Your dad's story gave me goosebumps. 2684 02:27:36.200 --> 02:27:40.239 It's nothing the same, but you know, like like a 2685 02:27:40.280 --> 02:27:42.200 little kid stealing a cookie is the worst thing they 2686 02:27:42.239 --> 02:27:44.120 ever did, and then the worst thing to this kid 2687 02:27:44.120 --> 02:27:46.239 could be this, it's still the worst thing you ever did. 2688 02:27:46.360 --> 02:27:49.399 Like that comparison, it's it's a different flavor of the 2689 02:27:49.440 --> 02:27:51.920 same thing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, It's kind of like the 2690 02:27:52.040 --> 02:27:53.680 archetype of a life, you know. 2691 02:27:54.200 --> 02:27:57.000 Yeah, Yeah, going all the way down to that rock 2692 02:27:57.040 --> 02:27:58.959 bottom and then being redeemed and brought up. 2693 02:27:59.120 --> 02:28:02.239 It's like a story that we all go through. Yeah, 2694 02:28:02.319 --> 02:28:04.360 we all go through it in our own ways, you 2695 02:28:04.399 --> 02:28:08.600 know what I'm saying. Everybody has their battle, everybody is 2696 02:28:08.680 --> 02:28:09.239 all the same. 2697 02:28:09.840 --> 02:28:12.479 Yeah, there's a lot of similarities between our story, man, 2698 02:28:12.719 --> 02:28:15.399 is there really is? Like, for example, I don't know 2699 02:28:15.440 --> 02:28:17.200 if you remember this part, but when my dad was 2700 02:28:17.200 --> 02:28:19.520 face to face with the beings in our backyard, not 2701 02:28:19.639 --> 02:28:21.479 the first night, but it was like a night or 2702 02:28:21.479 --> 02:28:23.639 two later. He had his rifle and he was crawling 2703 02:28:23.719 --> 02:28:25.319 to the being on his hands and knees because he 2704 02:28:25.319 --> 02:28:27.239 was going under this bush and he wanted to go 2705 02:28:27.399 --> 02:28:30.319 kill this being because he was ready for my brother 2706 02:28:30.360 --> 02:28:32.239 to stop suffering and being in fear. And he thought, 2707 02:28:32.280 --> 02:28:33.920 if he goes and he takes his gun and he 2708 02:28:33.920 --> 02:28:35.799 shoots this thing, that he'll put an end to it. 2709 02:28:35.879 --> 02:28:36.120 Right. 2710 02:28:36.840 --> 02:28:38.879 He crawls under the bush, he gets face to face 2711 02:28:38.879 --> 02:28:40.559 with his being, and my dad drops his gun and 2712 02:28:40.600 --> 02:28:42.520 it flashes in his mind and it's kind of like 2713 02:28:42.559 --> 02:28:44.159 what you experience, you know, when you're like out of 2714 02:28:44.200 --> 02:28:46.440 body and you're seeing all this crazy stuff. I mean, 2715 02:28:46.440 --> 02:28:50.120 you describe that experience so vividly. You're really good at 2716 02:28:50.159 --> 02:28:53.440 describing like what that's like. But Dad had a moment 2717 02:28:53.479 --> 02:28:56.639 like that and it just showed him like everything has feelings, 2718 02:28:56.280 --> 02:28:59.520 has a consciousness, and you have to have compassion. You 2719 02:28:59.520 --> 02:29:00.479 can't hurt beings. 2720 02:29:00.479 --> 02:29:00.879 You can't. 2721 02:29:01.280 --> 02:29:03.479 You know, even the blade of grass has consciousness. You 2722 02:29:03.520 --> 02:29:05.799 have to respect all life because it's sacred. And they 2723 02:29:05.799 --> 02:29:08.239 basically told you the same thing, yeah, you know, in 2724 02:29:08.319 --> 02:29:10.879 a different visual and a lot of those same things 2725 02:29:10.959 --> 02:29:14.959 that you're describing are literally the same things that like 2726 02:29:15.040 --> 02:29:18.440 we have gotten out of our message. So when you 2727 02:29:18.479 --> 02:29:19.879 were telling me this stuff, I'm like, I know this 2728 02:29:19.920 --> 02:29:22.399 shit is true, man, this is for real, Like it's 2729 02:29:22.520 --> 02:29:25.440 so close, it's so similar. 2730 02:29:26.760 --> 02:29:32.079 Anyway, that was Yeah, that was my first thought as 2731 02:29:32.079 --> 02:29:35.280 well hearing your story was like, the similarities are striking. 2732 02:29:35.559 --> 02:29:37.600 I've never heard one as similar. 2733 02:29:37.760 --> 02:29:41.520 I agree, I agree, yeah, and another I think another 2734 02:29:41.719 --> 02:29:45.040 really inspirational component that's a part of both stories is 2735 02:29:45.040 --> 02:29:47.479 the way that it kind of like reunited your family. 2736 02:29:47.840 --> 02:29:49.799 Yeah, it was like a yeah, I didn't think about that. 2737 02:29:49.879 --> 02:29:54.079 It was a reconnection catalyst for your family, you know, 2738 02:29:54.319 --> 02:29:58.840 a bridge if you will to reconnect the broken parts, 2739 02:29:58.879 --> 02:30:03.280 which is so beautiful and inspirational and really what it's 2740 02:30:03.319 --> 02:30:05.719 all about, right, Like it's all about the love. It's 2741 02:30:05.719 --> 02:30:08.280 all about uniting and like spreading love. 2742 02:30:08.959 --> 02:30:10.879 And when I was on the beach with that drone 2743 02:30:10.879 --> 02:30:13.680 and it told me there was a shift coming, I 2744 02:30:13.719 --> 02:30:16.040 can see it clearly now, you know what I mean. 2745 02:30:16.440 --> 02:30:19.399 You guys can see it right absolutely, it's happening. Now. 2746 02:30:19.920 --> 02:30:22.959 Is there anything because when we took a short break earlier, 2747 02:30:22.959 --> 02:30:25.719 we went downstairs, we had dinner, and you had indicated 2748 02:30:25.760 --> 02:30:27.680 that there was a couple of things that the being 2749 02:30:27.840 --> 02:30:30.239 said to you that you may have forgotten, Like if 2750 02:30:30.239 --> 02:30:31.959 you just kind of think back on it really quickly, 2751 02:30:32.319 --> 02:30:34.719 is there anything that these beings have told you or 2752 02:30:34.760 --> 02:30:37.280 communicated to you that you may have forgotten to say 2753 02:30:37.319 --> 02:30:39.840 that you feel like whoever's out there listening needs to hear. 2754 02:30:39.959 --> 02:30:43.319 What is the most important thing that these beings who 2755 02:30:43.360 --> 02:30:46.559 came down to you and spoke straight to you want 2756 02:30:46.600 --> 02:30:48.680 these people behind this camera listening to know what do 2757 02:30:48.760 --> 02:30:49.920 the beings want them to know? 2758 02:30:51.600 --> 02:30:56.239 You know, they are with us always. They are the 2759 02:30:56.280 --> 02:31:02.200 thing that the Bible calls angels. They are God and 2760 02:31:02.399 --> 02:31:05.319 they're always with us. They've been with us from the beginning. 2761 02:31:05.319 --> 02:31:07.079 They're gonna be with us till the end of time, 2762 02:31:07.639 --> 02:31:10.280 and that's never gonna change, you know. 2763 02:31:10.799 --> 02:31:12.319 Yeah. 2764 02:31:12.360 --> 02:31:15.200 And that voice in your head, if it's a good voice, 2765 02:31:15.280 --> 02:31:17.280 it's them being because you've been good. If it's a 2766 02:31:17.319 --> 02:31:20.520 bad voice, it's them especially with you because you've been 2767 02:31:20.600 --> 02:31:23.000 bad and you've got to learn a lesson. And I 2768 02:31:23.040 --> 02:31:28.479 think it's they're all one being controlling everything, you know. 2769 02:31:28.639 --> 02:31:31.319 I know there's different, you know, it gets it gets 2770 02:31:31.319 --> 02:31:35.840 hard to really dissect. But in the end, it's a god. 2771 02:31:36.680 --> 02:31:39.760 It's a god in control. It's a god in control 2772 02:31:39.840 --> 02:31:43.559 of everything. You could choose his side, or you could 2773 02:31:43.639 --> 02:31:45.959 choose the other side, and you're gonna pay for it 2774 02:31:46.000 --> 02:31:49.120 if you choose the other side. Vengeance is the Lord's 2775 02:31:50.239 --> 02:31:52.639 and he will have it. Wow. 2776 02:31:53.239 --> 02:31:57.559 Perfect spot to end it. Amazing, powerful episode, very heavy. 2777 02:31:57.799 --> 02:31:59.719 We're gonna let the people digest it. You know how 2778 02:31:59.719 --> 02:32:00.360 we the show? 2779 02:32:00.440 --> 02:32:00.600 Right? 2780 02:32:01.920 --> 02:32:02.879 You do you remember? 2781 02:32:03.000 --> 02:32:03.600 Yeah? All right? 2782 02:32:03.639 --> 02:32:04.079 You ready? 2783 02:32:04.239 --> 02:32:06.479 One more time? Thank you so much for coming. Seriously, 2784 02:32:06.600 --> 02:32:08.600 love you guys so much. Thank you, thank you, thank you, 2785 02:32:08.600 --> 02:32:08.959 thank you. 2786 02:32:08.959 --> 02:32:09.799 You guys are awesome. 2787 02:32:10.399 --> 02:32:14.040 Bye, ye come on, I don't want you to miss out. 2788 02:32:14.040 --> 02:32:18.479 Bye guys, what ut bmies. 2789 02:32:18.719 --> 02:32:20.879 If you like the show and want more, check out 2790 02:32:20.879 --> 02:32:23.120 Patreon dot com slash bledso said so. 2791 02:32:23.520 --> 02:32:26.440 This will get you exclusive weekly bonus shows and access 2792 02:32:26.479 --> 02:32:28.920 to our Discord community with hundreds. 2793 02:32:28.440 --> 02:32:30.200 Of open minded people just like you. 2794 02:32:30.680 --> 02:32:33.319 If you want to represent the show, go to bledsosaids 2795 02:32:33.479 --> 02:32:36.719 dot com from merch we have T shirts, hats, hoodies 2796 02:32:36.760 --> 02:32:37.079 and more. 2797 02:32:37.399 --> 02:32:40.319 For all future updates, follow us on Instagram at bledsoe 2798 02:32:40.360 --> 02:32:46.399 said so, same time next week