Speaker 1: Weird thing happened.
Speaker 2: Weird, weird, weird.
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Speaker 1: So let's give forward a little bit too. I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm at this point, I'm stealing a lot. I'm just
Speaker 1: going around and I'm boosting out of the stores. I'm
Speaker 1: boosting crazy. It's almost like something's letting me. And I'm
Speaker 1: walking in some stores and it's like every person in
Speaker 1: the store is turning their head away from me as
Speaker 1: I walk by, and it's like I got some kind
Speaker 1: of magic power helping me steal. I don't know if
Speaker 1: that's a good thing or a bad thing, but it
Speaker 1: was there with me because like it was crazy. I
Speaker 1: walk into a store and everyone would turn around and
Speaker 1: I would just walk through the people and like they
Speaker 1: would part ways. I would walk right to the electronic
Speaker 1: department and target take laptops out. The thing would be unlocked.
Speaker 1: I okay, I go to grab them out. See a
Speaker 1: worker walking by, They'll like if they purposely look away,
Speaker 1: putting the laptop in a suitcase. They're walking by and
Speaker 1: not even saying nothing. Looking see if the suitcase up
Speaker 1: to walk right out, and security guards start talking to
Speaker 1: a lady right before I walk out, like like clockwork.
Speaker 1: It was weird. It was too weird. And then I
Speaker 1: go to jail. I go to jail sometimes I'll just
Speaker 1: slip up. This was another story I don't we're not
Speaker 1: gonna talk about. But I went to jail for something
Speaker 1: else and pulling a fire alarm. But we don't have
Speaker 1: time for that story. So when I get out of jail, downtown,
Speaker 1: jail get you out, let you out right downtown. This time,
Speaker 1: jail let me out downtown. Usually let you out of
Speaker 1: TGK some reason. They let me out right downtown. What
Speaker 1: they're not even supposed to do. But they'd let me
Speaker 1: out downtown. And so i'd get out right next to
Speaker 1: the tent city, and I walked to the tent city.
Speaker 1: I'd get in a girl tent that I know I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I tell the story. Bob been getting followed and everyone
Speaker 1: looked like they're following me and all the crazy shit.
Speaker 1: And she pull up this thing on her phone from
Speaker 1: Reddit about targeted individuals, and she showed me, oh, maybe
Speaker 1: you're being targeted. And then she showed me they got
Speaker 1: a thing called the Havana syndrome. They follow you with
Speaker 1: a drone and they send Michael waves through you. It's
Speaker 1: all on the targeted individual thing for the CIA, right,
Speaker 1: And I'm like, that's crazy. They're not gonna be that
Speaker 1: serious with me, you know. So I keep doing my
Speaker 1: dam I started going to store, stealing everything, and people
Speaker 1: still follow me around all that, and I started looking
Speaker 1: up for because because you put that in my head,
Speaker 1: you know, the drone with the thing following people around.
Speaker 1: So I started just looking up see if I notice anything,
Speaker 1: And sure enough, I see what I call the drone.
Speaker 1: It looks like Venus, but a little brighter, like even
Speaker 1: brighter than Venus. But it basically looked like a bright
Speaker 1: ass star, and it's just right above me, and it's
Speaker 1: if I walked over here, it's going over here. If
Speaker 1: I go around the building, it come around the building.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, oh, following you, it's following me. And
Speaker 1: I'm thinking it's a high tech ass drone because it
Speaker 1: looks like a star, you know, it's way up there
Speaker 1: and it's bright and it's bright, and it's it looks
Speaker 1: it's a drone that's so high tech it's meant to
Speaker 1: blending with the stars. You know, I think it damn
Speaker 1: that might be the Havana syndrome drone that they're talking about,
Speaker 1: because that's a high tech drone. I am being targeted
Speaker 1: and I see. I started noticing it everywhere I go.
Speaker 1: Don't leave me alone, and I'm just like, I'm putting
Speaker 1: my middle finger up to this thing. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I think it's a drone following me. I
Speaker 1: don't know that it's an angel, and I'm a demon.
Speaker 1: I got a demon in me. I'm going to fuck
Speaker 1: you to an angel, you know what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: think I'm saying fuck you to whoever was targeting me.
Speaker 1: And I'm just a normal person. But so that goes on,
Speaker 1: and I go one night out and everyone in the
Speaker 1: city following me, recording me. I feel like the whole
Speaker 1: city wanted to kill me, the whole ninety nine Jams thing.
Speaker 1: That night, I felt like it was real. The whole
Speaker 1: city know everything by me off everyone that go. Everyone's
Speaker 1: doing this for their phones across the whole town every
Speaker 1: day everywhere. I don't even care anymore. I'm shooting up
Speaker 1: in front of people on the bus that are recording me,
Speaker 1: I don't care. I don't care in my neck right
Speaker 1: in front, blood scorting out on the cameras like watching
Speaker 1: this like I don't care. But I do get paranoid
Speaker 1: at night and someone's gonna hurt me sometimes when I'm
Speaker 1: walking through them streets. So at night I start like
Speaker 1: getting away from the city and going out to the
Speaker 1: beach or you know, the ways is a little peaceful
Speaker 1: moment amidst all this targeting that I'm getting the drone
Speaker 1: all that, I don't care. The drone out here on
Speaker 1: the beach is peaceful. I'm sitting out there one night
Speaker 1: on the beach, I I don't know, eleven twelve one,
Speaker 1: and first I see what I think is police, and
Speaker 1: they got a little sand four wheelers and they got
Speaker 1: like a pole with the police lights on the top
Speaker 1: that sticks up and way down the beach, I see
Speaker 1: like twelve thirteen, fourteen fifteen blue lights coming like in
Speaker 1: a group, and I think it's a group of police
Speaker 1: riding because they check the beach at night because it's closed,
Speaker 1: to make sure no one's on it. I'm thinking I've
Speaker 1: been on the beach even where the police woke me
Speaker 1: up and said get off the beach. They walk through,
Speaker 1: or you know, or drive through and look for people.
Speaker 1: Usually it's one or two four wheelers. It's not fifteen
Speaker 1: of them though, you know. I'm thinking maybe it's a
Speaker 1: new class their training on the beach. And I'm watching
Speaker 1: these fifteen blue lights come down six feet off the
Speaker 1: ground down the shore of Miami Beach. It's a popular beach.
Speaker 1: Even though it's dead at night on the sand, there's
Speaker 1: still a couple of people scattered here and there out there.
Speaker 1: You know, these blue les get closer. I don't hear
Speaker 1: no engines. I was saying, oh shit, those are fucking drones, right,
Speaker 1: Obviously they're drones because there's no engines and they flying
Speaker 1: down the beach. They fly in front of me, and dude,
Speaker 1: I don't see no fucking drones, bro, I just see lights.
Speaker 1: They're just fucking lights flying in a little group right
Speaker 1: down the fucking beach forere anyone can see them, and
Speaker 1: they just fly. I'm just thinking, what the fuck kind
Speaker 1: of drones are those? Quiet? No, no sound that sound.
Speaker 1: They don't have an engine. But they're saying that light
Speaker 1: just hit the drone. I like to see what light
Speaker 1: I mean, Okay, you know where like when you walk
Speaker 1: out to the beaches out here, when you first get
Speaker 1: to the sand, that's where I'm standing, and these are
Speaker 1: going down the water shore.
Speaker 3: It's pretty clear, pretty close close enough to be like.
Speaker 1: Miami Beach where the water, like where the grasses from there.
Speaker 1: I was standing where the grasses. I didn't walk out
Speaker 1: standing by the grass.
Speaker 4: Okay, it's about the same distance as Yeah, so they
Speaker 4: were not far at all. You if they were drones,
Speaker 4: you definitely would have heard. You would hear if it
Speaker 4: was one drone, you would have heard it.
Speaker 3: You would hear them, and you'd see the blinking lights
Speaker 3: and all.
Speaker 1: It would be blinking likes there was only blue lights,
Speaker 1: solid blue lights flying. And I even like started looking
Speaker 1: around and like, I don't know, it looked like there
Speaker 1: was a guy hiding in the bushes with a remote control.
Speaker 1: I'm like, the fuck, but I don't know if there's
Speaker 1: playing tricks on me, just throw me off or whatever,
Speaker 1: kind of like a shadow person. I didn't want to
Speaker 1: go over there because it's like in the bushes, you know,
Speaker 1: I didn't know who the fuck. I couldn't tough if
Speaker 1: it was even a real person or not. What the
Speaker 1: fuck was going on like it looked like someone's in
Speaker 1: there with with a remote control. But I don't know, bro.
Speaker 1: So then I'm just I'm sitting out there looking at
Speaker 1: just at the lights. Those fifteen lights go by, they're gone,
Speaker 1: completely gone, about another half hour go by. Maybe I
Speaker 1: see the little drone that followed me around. It's just there.
Speaker 1: It's always there, like when time telling you the story.
Speaker 1: Now it's there. It's always about my head and I
Speaker 1: don't even pay attention to it unless i'm giving it
Speaker 1: the middle finger because I'm about to do some drugs
Speaker 1: in front of it or something. I know it's watching me.
Speaker 1: And then so I'm looking out into the coast, just
Speaker 1: looking out into the water, and I see seven maybe eight,
Speaker 1: but I think it was seven lights, regular like orange
Speaker 1: yellowish lights, but they're pretty fucking bright, and they're all
Speaker 1: perfectly spaced out across the horizon. Boom boom boom boom boom.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, that's weird looking that all those boats
Speaker 1: have the same light and they're all perfectly spaced out
Speaker 1: across the whole horizon, Right, that's a pretty odd looking thing.
Speaker 1: They're all just sitting still. So I was like whatever,
Speaker 1: and then all of a sudden, all the lights start
Speaker 1: moving sideways left and right. They don't cross paths, they
Speaker 1: don't go far enough to touch each other. They're just
Speaker 1: all going left and right, all of them back and forth,
Speaker 1: you know, like pong like that thing. They're just going
Speaker 1: back and forth, and I'm going first. They're going slow
Speaker 1: and I'm going, oh shit. And the way they turn,
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh, those gotta be jet skis because they're
Speaker 1: turning too fast. The boat's not gonna do that, you know,
Speaker 1: They're turning around too fast. And then they start going
Speaker 1: faster and I'm like, oh, whoa, that's not a jet
Speaker 1: ski because it's doing this way too fast for even
Speaker 1: a jet ski. That's a drone. Those are all drones
Speaker 1: because they're all going faster. Now, I'm like, they have
Speaker 1: to be drones. And I don't know. Drones don't last
Speaker 1: that long. I don't know about drunes have been on
Speaker 1: the street since drones came out, right, Yeah, So I'm
Speaker 1: thinking that people's drones or something, or good drones. I
Speaker 1: don't really know drones like that. And the one that
Speaker 1: there's like a cuple on this side, couple on the side,
Speaker 1: and there's one right in the middle of me, iming
Speaker 1: back and forth. All of a sudden, that one stopped
Speaker 1: moving and it starts looks like you're getting bigger, and
Speaker 1: I'm looking at it. It do look like it's coming
Speaker 1: at me. And you know, you know those three D
Speaker 1: posters that you look at when you cross your eyes
Speaker 1: and you can see something. Yes, I can never get
Speaker 1: those to work. Okay, yes I'm a master at those.
Speaker 1: But so like my eyes kind of felt like they
Speaker 1: were doing that, because this thing looks like it's coming
Speaker 1: at me. This light, I'm like my eyes crossing, yeah,
Speaker 1: making it look like it's coming at me, going on
Speaker 1: for about a second, and then I kind of move
Speaker 1: my head a little bit like and then I can
Speaker 1: see it as it's reaching about from the horizon to
Speaker 1: the halfway mark across the water from where I'm at
Speaker 1: to the horizon. Once it gets about halfway across the water,
Speaker 1: I can see a comet coming out the back of
Speaker 1: this light, and it's the comet is about this long
Speaker 1: behind it, like a tail off and a tail like
Speaker 1: a tail flying off. The tail never loses its size.
Speaker 1: It stays behind it this long the whole way, and
Speaker 1: it's coming full speed at my face, like when I
Speaker 1: can see the tail, what the fuck this light is
Speaker 1: coming for me? And I guess I was having a
Speaker 1: telepathic conversation without knowing it with it, because I just
Speaker 1: I don't know what came over me. All of a sudden,
Speaker 1: I square up and I look at this light and
Speaker 1: I grill it and I said, the fuck you're gonna
Speaker 1: hit me. And it was like, I bet you move,
Speaker 1: I bet you won't stand there. And I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck. Me ain't gonna do shit. You're
Speaker 1: just a fucking light. And it's come right to your head.
Speaker 1: And it comes across the water as it breaks the
Speaker 1: surface of the sand, you know, that last little gap,
Speaker 1: and the thing's coming at the speed of a bullet
Speaker 1: right when it breaks the water with this water and
Speaker 1: the sand start, you know, one hundred yards fifty yards.
Speaker 1: I feel my body getting scared, and I'm like, nah,
Speaker 1: I'm not moving fuck this light, you know. And I
Speaker 1: feel my body start getting a little bit scared, like wait,
Speaker 1: what if something happens when it hits me? What if
Speaker 1: it's not just a light. And then I'm like nah, nah, nah,
Speaker 1: I'm standing there. I'm trying to stand there to see,
Speaker 1: and right when it gets to my head, my body
Speaker 1: just throws itself back like I couldn't control it. It
Speaker 1: got out the way matrix just barely move my head
Speaker 1: back to watch it go over my head and just
Speaker 1: flash out of existence. I land on my back boom,
Speaker 1: looking up like what the fuck was that? I look
Speaker 1: back out the other lights and there's things still and
Speaker 1: I'm looking at one still there. The other lights are
Speaker 1: still out there, and I look at one and I
Speaker 1: start crossing my eyes and say, come on, come on,
Speaker 1: come on, And I'm like, what the fuck am I doing?
Speaker 1: They're not responding to me now, and I only just
Speaker 1: look like regular boat lights again, you know, and they're
Speaker 1: not moving. I'm like, what the fuck am I doing? Bro,
Speaker 1: I'm crazy. I'm going crazy, you know. I thought I
Speaker 1: was going crazy. I thought I was going crazy. So
Speaker 1: then soon after that, I go to jail, like real,
Speaker 1: soon after that, I go to jail for staff grand
Speaker 1: theft or something like that. Still in some computers or
Speaker 1: some speakers out of best Buy, I think. And I
Speaker 1: go to jail and the dude hands me a book.
Speaker 1: This is where the shit gets weird, this dude, I go,
Speaker 1: I'm in jail board. I come back to my bunk
Speaker 1: and there's a book on it. It's called Behind the
Speaker 1: Red Door. Good author means Megan Collins means, because there's
Speaker 1: a couple different behind the Red Door things that we
Speaker 1: want to Megan calling behind the Red Door. Never heard
Speaker 1: of her, never heard of the lady, never heard the
Speaker 1: book nothing. And it's like a small book you would
Speaker 1: read in middle school, you know, like one hundred and
Speaker 1: fifty page book, you know. And you could tell the
Speaker 1: writing is like it's like it's it's it's not very
Speaker 1: it's like a seventh grade book, maybe high school book.
Speaker 1: You know. It's an easy read, simple words, you know.
Speaker 1: And I started reading it. This, dude, tell me you
Speaker 1: should read I read It's good. I started reading it,
Speaker 1: and it's about this. I don't want to get to
Speaker 1: into the story. It's about uh, a girl that suppresses
Speaker 1: memories that she has suppressed memories basically, and she was
Speaker 1: kidnapped as a kid and didn't remember. And another lady
Speaker 1: got kidnapped and said there was another girl with her
Speaker 1: on the news and started ringing bells and then she
Speaker 1: started investigating it and she see like tattoo reminder of
Speaker 1: this and new things started reminding her and she remembers,
Speaker 1: and I'm reading the book and I'm thinking, like she
Speaker 1: was ten years old, how could you ever forget something
Speaker 1: like that and have a suppressed memory? Like to me,
Speaker 1: the book was fake because you can't get kidnapped and
Speaker 1: forget about it, right, That's what I'm thinking. So but
Speaker 1: I finished reading it whatever, and that's what a take
Speaker 1: I took out of it, like that was crazy. It
Speaker 1: was good, it was crazy, but it can never be real.
Speaker 5: That's why I was asking Junior earlier if he remembered
Speaker 5: seeing you like in that state, because I was thinking, like,
Speaker 5: that's so traumatic. He could have repressed it and not even.
Speaker 1: There has been a couple of things that I asked
Speaker 1: him if he remembers that. He says, I do. It's real,
Speaker 1: it's real. That has been a couple of things. What
Speaker 1: we were talking about bred the red door, behind the red door.
Speaker 3: You finished them.
Speaker 1: So I finished that book. Then the other dude give
Speaker 1: me a book I'm about. Look, this is the thing
Speaker 1: I'm about to go to court and get out. My
Speaker 1: charge is a thirty day charge, like thirty day felay
Speaker 1: to let you out if you don't bond out. It's
Speaker 1: like the normal thing. So I'm like, i've been in there.
Speaker 1: It's like getting towards the end of like a week,
Speaker 1: maybe two weeks. And this dude hand me this book
Speaker 1: origin right hand me. This book origin from Dan Brown,
Speaker 1: I tell me. And he told me, he said, it's
Speaker 1: a good book. You should read this. It's the same
Speaker 1: guy that made the Vinci Code. Because I think it.
Speaker 1: Matter of fact, I think he had the book the
Speaker 1: Vinci Code. And I said, oh, I read that book before,
Speaker 1: because I had read it in jail last time I
Speaker 1: was in there. I was a good book. Oh no,
Speaker 1: Angels and Demons that's what it was. I read Angels
Speaker 1: and Demons in jail. I said, oh, that that's the
Speaker 1: Angels and Demons. He said, yeah, you could read it.
Speaker 1: He said, here, you could read his book. Same guy whatever.
Speaker 1: And he telled me, he said, bunch, you got your
Speaker 1: court day coming up. I'm like yeah. He's like, don't
Speaker 1: start reading it unless you're going to finish it. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, what are you talking about. He's like, you know,
Speaker 1: once you start reading a book in jail, they don't
Speaker 1: let you out till you finish it. You never heard that.
Speaker 1: I never heard that it don't make no sense. So
Speaker 1: I take the book and I started reading it, and
Speaker 1: the book blows my mind about how AI control. You
Speaker 1: read the book origin like.
Speaker 5: I've read Angels or No Lost Symbol and Da Vinci Code.
Speaker 5: Those are the only two, Dan Brown I've read.
Speaker 1: Basically what blew my mind out of the book, and
Speaker 1: I guess the reason I was meant to read it.
Speaker 1: But what I read was how the AI, this guy,
Speaker 1: one of the dude Robert Langdon's friends, made an AI
Speaker 1: that was gonna like solve the mystery of life, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. The book and it was like
Speaker 1: this big show he was going to put on how
Speaker 1: his AI solved life's mysteries for the world. And the
Speaker 1: AI actually set up this whole murder, how this good murder,
Speaker 1: send an email, sending fake calls, send all this thing,
Speaker 1: and the AI did it because the dude that built
Speaker 1: the AI has said, make this the biggest deal in
Speaker 1: the world. So I figured out all the murder and
Speaker 1: all this shit will make it a bigger deal, some
Speaker 1: kind of crazy story like that. I remember thinking, Damn
Speaker 1: AI is crazy, like and he talking with an earpiece
Speaker 1: in his head and it's talking to him like a
Speaker 1: normal person, like how chat GBT four or whatever it
Speaker 1: does now. But this was a couple of years ago.
Speaker 1: They know about that, you know, but I guess know
Speaker 1: it was coming because Dan Brown wrote about it. But
Speaker 1: so I take that take out of the book basically,
Speaker 1: and I don't finish the book. I don't finish the book.
Speaker 1: My court day comes up. They pushed my court day
Speaker 1: back a week. I keep reading the book. I don't
Speaker 1: finish the book because only the beginning was pretty good.
Speaker 1: The end kind of got weird and I wasn't really
Speaker 1: into it. So I kept putting to the side and
Speaker 1: doing other shit, you know, and leaving it. And court
Speaker 1: they pushed back. Court. They pushed back, brother dude, telling me,
Speaker 1: I'm telling you you ain't getting out till you finish it.
Speaker 6: Bro.
Speaker 1: My court they got pushed back like four or five
Speaker 1: times one day, one day, two days, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? I finished reading the book same day.
Speaker 1: I finished reading the book. Finally, I guess impost to
Speaker 1: get out anyway. But I finished reading the book the
Speaker 1: jail to come. You got a phone call. Is my lawyer,
Speaker 1: my public defender. He's telling me, Hey, you get You're
Speaker 1: getting out in the morning, guaranteed. Right when I finished
Speaker 1: the book, I get a call say I'm getting out
Speaker 1: in the morning. The dude look at me like, who's
Speaker 1: that said? My lawyer said, getting out? He said, I
Speaker 1: know you're just handing me back the book. I know.
Speaker 1: So that was crazy. So I get out of jail,
Speaker 1: and I'm sobered up. In jail. They didn't give me
Speaker 1: no sub boxing, nothing, So I'm completely sober for the
Speaker 1: first time. Every time I go to jail to keep
Speaker 1: you on some boxing, they let you out. He's still
Speaker 1: doped up. Because it's dangerous to go called turkey. You
Speaker 1: could die. You could just you could just die. That's
Speaker 1: what they say. That what they tell themselves, so they
Speaker 1: don't stop. But so I get out of jail, and
Speaker 1: I've been thinking, like I never been sober for a
Speaker 1: while now, completely sober. Maybe when I get out of jail,
Speaker 1: I should go to my mom's house. You know, I
Speaker 1: had that thought. So they let me out of jail.
Speaker 1: I said, let me see where the world take me. First,
Speaker 1: lady in jail, I get out released with the old lady.
Speaker 1: She looks at me, she goes, can you tell me
Speaker 1: how to get to the it's the name of Tho No,
Speaker 1: the homeless shelder. Yeah, can you tell me how to
Speaker 1: get to Camilla's house. They got all my paperwork and
Speaker 1: all my IDs and stuff over there in Camilla's house
Speaker 1: is right next to ten City in the hood. So
Speaker 1: I'm like, it's the world telling me just go back
Speaker 1: to the hood and get drove, you know. So I said,
Speaker 1: I'll walk you over there, because it's a bad road
Speaker 1: to walk there. I walked the old lady over there.
Speaker 1: I act like I'm doing something nice, and really I'm
Speaker 1: just walking myself back to the hood to get dope,
Speaker 1: you know. So I walk her back over there. I
Speaker 1: go to the tent, the same girl with a tent
Speaker 1: with the thing. I go to her tent every time
Speaker 1: I get out of jail. I go to that girl tent.
Speaker 1: What's up? She would give me a little free shot,
Speaker 1: like a small one. She give me a little free shot,
Speaker 1: get high, chilling the tent with her for a couple
Speaker 1: of hours. Ship wears off, and now I'm back on drugs,
Speaker 1: you know. But I didn't do fating off. But I
Speaker 1: did a little bit of a mally shot. So I
Speaker 1: got a little on it and then a war off,
Speaker 1: and I said to myself, I'm gonna go to the
Speaker 1: store and I'm gonna steal a bunch of shit. I
Speaker 1: tell the girl, I'm gonna go steal a bunch of
Speaker 1: shit a target. They don't know me anymore. My face
Speaker 1: is cleaned up. They're not gonna recognize me. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: go walk in this target and I'm gonna kill them.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna come back. You get high for blessing me.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna bless you back to the girl, you know.
Speaker 1: So I take the bus, go way out to a
Speaker 1: far ass target where they don't know me. They kind
Speaker 1: of know me, but they don't know me looking clean
Speaker 1: for sure. They don't know me that good. And I
Speaker 1: go out there and second I walk into the target,
Speaker 1: voices in my head, he's back. He's doing it again.
Speaker 1: He ain't learned. He think we don't know. He think
Speaker 1: we think he's someone else. It's like everyone in the
Speaker 1: target's talking about me, and I can hear their voices
Speaker 1: in my head, and it's like, oh shit, I can't
Speaker 1: steal right now. They're gonna catch me. I just got
Speaker 1: out of jaw. I don't want to go right back.
Speaker 1: They know who I am. I didn't even realize that.
Speaker 1: It's like voices in my head. I just felt like
Speaker 1: it was everyone whispering around me that I was hearing.
Speaker 1: But I just keep hearing there is there is there
Speaker 1: gore shit, everyone looking at me. I was like, fuck,
Speaker 1: the second I walked in, How the fuck? You know?
Speaker 1: Just walked in nonchalant. How could everybody to be like
Speaker 1: there is the second I walked in? How could they
Speaker 1: have noticed me that fast? Just thinking messing with my head,
Speaker 1: you know, So I couldn't steal nothing. I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: I can't stee I can't even walk to the shelf.
Speaker 1: So I turn around and leave. I can't do this,
Speaker 1: turn around, I leave, I take the bus. Look, this
Speaker 1: is another I entered back into the Truman show. When
Speaker 1: I walk into that place and I started hearing the
Speaker 1: voice in my head. Truman showed moment started again. I
Speaker 1: wasn't really sure though, so I jumped back on the bus.
Speaker 1: I head him back out there. I'm thinking of another plan,
Speaker 1: and everyone on the bus cameras on me. This is
Speaker 1: my first day out of jail, you know, I start.
Speaker 1: Give me a day or two without all the targeting
Speaker 1: shit in my head again, you know. Back on the bus,
Speaker 1: everybody back texting that, texting each other looking at me.
Speaker 1: I'm like, fuck, the same shit, right back to it,
Speaker 1: no matter what I look like. And so I get
Speaker 1: off the bus downtown and no. I get off the
Speaker 1: bus by Dayland, by the metro where the metrorail starts,
Speaker 1: and I don't know what the fuck is going on.
Speaker 1: I'm thirsty, right, So I go to one of the
Speaker 1: store while I usually come to the side and I
Speaker 1: hit the hose nozzle and drink. I go to the
Speaker 1: side of the store by the metroil there and the
Speaker 1: ship's welded shut. And I'm like, ah, damn it. I
Speaker 1: go to the next I know, every single hose nozzle
Speaker 1: in the fucking shopping mall in Miami at this point,
Speaker 1: you know, I go to the next one, welded shut.
Speaker 1: Go the next one, well, di and shut every fucking building.
Speaker 1: WIB was in jail for two months. They welded every
Speaker 1: single one of these things shut. I can't get no water.
Speaker 1: I start going into the store. I asked, can I
Speaker 1: get a couple of water? Now? I can't have a
Speaker 1: couple of water around A couple of water? What can't
Speaker 1: give me a cup of water. Now you got to
Speaker 1: buy something. Now, every store I'm going into asking people
Speaker 1: can you buy me water? No can give me water.
Speaker 1: I'm start thinking what the fuck is going on? I
Speaker 1: can't get water, thinking, oh shit, this thing, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: die out here, you know. I start getting my head paranoid,
Speaker 1: like I need to drink water. Now, this is just getting serious,
Speaker 1: Like I just make sure that I can get water.
Speaker 1: I see a water bottle on the floor by the dumpster.
Speaker 1: It looks like it's full and brand new. So I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: my own water. I don't have to ask nobody. I
Speaker 1: walk over. I pick up the bottle. It's light, it's empty,
Speaker 1: and when I look at it, I read the label
Speaker 1: and it says aqua fina. But what I read is
Speaker 1: Spanish water finished. The universe telling me you ain't getting
Speaker 1: no more water, aqua fena. And now started like what
Speaker 1: the fuck water finished? I'm already thinking I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: be able to get water. I picked up the thing
Speaker 1: and it says aqua fena. It's like another everything. I
Speaker 1: throw the water down. I go on the back of
Speaker 1: CVS for the unloading the docks. I start begging the
Speaker 1: people can just give me a bottle of water from there, please.
Speaker 1: The guy goes, I can't give you one of those,
Speaker 1: and he walks inside. He closes the door. I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? Throw opens back up, hands me a
Speaker 1: bottle of water, and he's looking at me. And now
Speaker 1: I'm like, the fuck did he do to this bottle?
Speaker 1: I throw a bottle back at him. I don't want
Speaker 1: this shit. I think he poisoned it or something. Then
Speaker 1: you know, I take off. I started looking like yo,
Speaker 1: looking around for signs. What's going on here? Every single
Speaker 1: letter license plate, company car. Let me give you a
Speaker 1: couple of examples. I see a car pass by that
Speaker 1: says the first thing I look, I'm looking for words.
Speaker 1: I'm like, what's what's going on universe? Right? I look,
Speaker 1: the first thing pat by says, Steve's Steve's the Lawnman.
Speaker 1: Steve is one of my friends I used to grow
Speaker 1: wee with. Lawnman is one of the Plug from Latin
Speaker 1: King plug that we used to call the lawnman because
Speaker 1: he front like he had a long service business. They
Speaker 1: used to sell his cocaine. I'm thinking, who the fuck
Speaker 1: doing this? Timmy right, and then Steve Linman fell out
Speaker 1: with both of them. I'm like, damn Steven the lawnman.
Speaker 1: I turned my head. I see something that say RMT construction.
Speaker 1: My best friend, my old roommate with Tony, Rusty Michael
Speaker 1: Tappan is say Rusty. The next license plate drives by.
Speaker 1: It's like it just say like ten thirty one, and
Speaker 1: I say that my friend's little brother's birthday, my friend's
Speaker 1: cousin's birthday, Russey cousin's birthday. Everything start connecting to somebody
Speaker 1: that I know that fell out with throughout the years,
Speaker 1: that could be possibly hating me for right now and
Speaker 1: every single thing. And I'm just like, yo, what is
Speaker 1: going on? Who is doing this to me? How is
Speaker 1: every single thing I'm looking at talking to me in
Speaker 1: a bad way. I get on the bus, I look
Speaker 1: up at the bus sign on the bus, say are you?
Speaker 1: Are you having problems? Say are you? Are you having problems?
Speaker 1: What's it call? And you can't sleepy? Are you having insomnia?
Speaker 1: Are you here? What's it call your voice? Are you schizophrenic?
Speaker 1: Are you ah? Are you a drug addict? All these things?
Speaker 1: I have all these symptoms. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: And I'm like every single line I read is me.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh this, I'm like, damn, whatever's fucking with me?
Speaker 1: Is making me look like I have all these crazy symptoms.
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh my god, I'm reading. I'm like, that
Speaker 1: sign is there to make even drive me crazy? Just
Speaker 1: to show me that's what it's doing to me. You're
Speaker 1: going insomnia, You're going crazy, all these things, all these problems,
Speaker 1: you know, I qualify for all of them at this point.
Speaker 1: And I just a girl sitting on the bus. I say,
Speaker 1: I tell her. The girl turn around looking and I go,
Speaker 1: who's doing this to me? The girl? I don't know
Speaker 1: this girl. She goes, You'll find out soon. And then
Speaker 1: she's just turned back around, and I'm like, well, thank god,
Speaker 1: because I can't stand it. I can't take this shit anymore.
Speaker 1: Whoever doing this to me, We're gonna find out today, right,
Speaker 1: I'm glad We're gonna find out today. So the bus goes.
Speaker 1: That bus left from that bus left from downtown to
Speaker 1: the beach to the metro bout downtown on the bus.
Speaker 1: That bus left from downtown to the beach. So bus
Speaker 1: stops when it gets from downtown to the beach. The
Speaker 1: very first stop usually everyone gets off. It's like the
Speaker 1: major spot where everyone take the bus to the beach
Speaker 1: on Fish Street. So the bus stop there, everyone gets off.
Speaker 1: I stay on the bus because I don't know what
Speaker 1: the fuck to do. I just want to take the
Speaker 1: bus all the way up north because it goes to Aventur.
Speaker 1: I wanna go back to Avaning. I wanna go Aventura
Speaker 1: is a rich area. Just figure out what's going on.
Speaker 1: So I'm on the bus. Was gonna take it up there.
Speaker 1: Everyone file off the bus. Everybody piles off the bus
Speaker 1: at that first stop, right except for me. Bus driver
Speaker 1: starts moving. Busch drivers starts picking up speed. Bus drive.
Speaker 1: We're driving down Alton Road on Miami Beach is a
Speaker 1: busy ass place. There's a light every fucking twenty feet.
Speaker 1: There's people crossing scooters everywhere, you know, the beach. And
Speaker 1: I'm in the very last seat of the bus. I'm
Speaker 1: in the very back, very back seat. This bus is
Speaker 1: going all of a sudden, forty fifty sixty seventy miles
Speaker 1: an hour, and he's going through all the lights. He's
Speaker 1: passing bus stops. There's people waiting at the bus stops
Speaker 1: and he's flying by them. And I s ring the bell.
Speaker 1: I say stop, stop, stop. He floors it even more.
Speaker 1: We hit a fucking bump in the road, Dude, I
Speaker 1: fucking hit the almost hit the roof. I'm after it
Speaker 1: a little bit, but I off my chair. Boom, hit
Speaker 1: the floor hard pain, Boom. I'm just screaming, Yo, I'm
Speaker 1: not even screaming. I'm just scared. Bro. I look in
Speaker 1: the mirror at this guy and he just looks like
Speaker 1: a demon. Bro. I see a fucking smile on his
Speaker 1: face like that, and he's not even looking at the road.
Speaker 1: He's looking at the mirror at me flying through all this,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh, he's not real. This is hell.
Speaker 1: He's gonna crash this into a wall. I'm gonna die
Speaker 1: and he's not even real. So he doesn't care. That
Speaker 1: has to be what's happening right now. That's what I'm
Speaker 1: flying boom all saying. He slams on the brakes. Doors
Speaker 1: open up on a bus and he's telling me this
Speaker 1: is your stop. We're on thirty sixth Street. Now I'm
Speaker 1: glad to get off the bus at this point, but
Speaker 1: he teld me this is your stop. The bus going
Speaker 1: back to the garage I'm closed. This bus is supposed
Speaker 1: to go to Aventur. I got on the Aventur bus,
Speaker 1: so it's not even supposed to stop there. So that's
Speaker 1: another thing, like what the fuck? So I get out
Speaker 1: right there. I get out of the bus and I'm
Speaker 1: just like, Okay, maybe this is where I'm supposed to
Speaker 1: find out who's doing what to me? Right? I feel
Speaker 1: like this is where it's going down, right. I get
Speaker 1: out of the bus. I'm walking down the street. It's
Speaker 1: a very busy place, thirty six in Callings. I walk
Speaker 1: up to the CVS on thirty six and Callings and
Speaker 1: I'm looking around nothing. I'm looking give me a sign,
Speaker 1: universe something. And then all of a sudden, all the
Speaker 1: people walking by is a girl standing still smiling at me.
Speaker 1: I've never seen it before, the young Spanish girl. I say,
Speaker 1: is it you? Is it you? She's saying yeah, said
Speaker 1: all right. I walk up to her. I was saying,
Speaker 1: who the fuck doing this to me? What's the fuck
Speaker 1: going on? And she's like, you don't know, you don't know.
Speaker 1: Look around. It's like I don't know what she's really saying.
Speaker 1: She's saying shit to me, and she's like, I say,
Speaker 1: who is it. She's like, the girl like, what girl?
Speaker 1: What could? I start looking around. I see a name
Speaker 1: on the restaurant, say Paula restaurant. I remember a girl
Speaker 1: back when I was right after, when I was like nineteen,
Speaker 1: when I was bad, A girl I linked up with
Speaker 1: named Pala. That wasn't a good deal. Say Paula, that
Speaker 1: girl from there? The girl no. I look around. H
Speaker 1: cab comes by and it's like Tiffany something. I'm like, Tiffany,
Speaker 1: Oh shit, Tiffany to the girl. I start remembering all
Speaker 1: the bad things with Tiffany. She had I won Tiffany.
Speaker 1: She said no, she said no, And you know, I
Speaker 1: don't want to continue on for this, but there must
Speaker 1: have been seven different girls' names that I saw at
Speaker 1: this moment that went through my mind of bad things.
Speaker 1: And I asked the girls it hers it hers her,
Speaker 1: and the girl keep saying no. The girl keeps saying no.
Speaker 1: I don't if the girl knows what I'm talking about,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. She just I don't know.
Speaker 1: She's kind of going with it, though maybe she's fucking me.
Speaker 1: I don't know, you know, I don't know how this
Speaker 1: all happens. Like this sometimes. But so then I started
Speaker 1: telling her. She started telling me words. She started saying.
Speaker 1: She starts saying, she says a couple of words, and
Speaker 1: then she says, Nietta, and I go, Nietta, and I
Speaker 1: think that Tony the gang. Nietta Nta, I go Tony
Speaker 1: and she shake said, hey, yeah, I go. And then okay,
Speaker 1: I didn't tell you this story, but it didn't come back. Now.
Speaker 1: Right after we did that robbery thing I told you
Speaker 1: about with Tony, next week we had a party over
Speaker 1: there and Tony comes today. That day he said he
Speaker 1: met a girl at his job. At this point, Tony
Speaker 1: had a new job and he worked in at a mall,
Speaker 1: and by the time Tony moved in with us, he
Speaker 1: wasn't even working anymore. We were friends for a while,
Speaker 1: and he said this girl apposer at the mall and
Speaker 1: was asking him a lot of personal questions and hitting
Speaker 1: on him and saying she wanted to chill with him.
Speaker 1: And he said it was really weird because Tony's not
Speaker 1: a good looking person. You know, well he didn't, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying this and this girl he's saying
Speaker 1: it was like a model. He's like, it was really weird.
Speaker 1: He like, it almost felt like she was like trying
Speaker 1: to spy for somebody and try to find out who
Speaker 1: I was, maybe for somebody for the robbery or something,
Speaker 1: you know, trying to ask me questions. And shit, I'm
Speaker 1: thinking he's crazy, you know, because I was young at
Speaker 1: that time. When he first told me this, I was
Speaker 1: thinking he was crazy. He just happened a week ago.
Speaker 1: You just got lucky in the mall. So then this
Speaker 1: girl come over. Oh so, and then he tell me
Speaker 1: this girl come over and he put a bar. It
Speaker 1: was annex and a battle of liquor. The girl tell
Speaker 1: him what kind of liquor to have. She's gonna come
Speaker 1: over and drink with him. So he tells me, the
Speaker 1: girl gonna come over and drink with me. I think
Speaker 1: she's gonna try to get me drunk and ask me questions.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna flip the script. I'm gonna get her
Speaker 1: barred out and find out who she is. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't know if if all that, if it's all that,
Speaker 1: but Tony ran shit, you know, it was up to him.
Speaker 1: I couldn't tell him nothing. He's I was little, he
Speaker 1: was big, so I just I didn't think it was
Speaker 1: a good did But at the same time, we popped
Speaker 1: bars and drink all the time. It's just like, not
Speaker 1: a big deal, eespec. If you just put a bar
Speaker 1: and took one drink out of a bottle, I don't
Speaker 1: even think person would feel it at that point. But
Speaker 1: so I didn't think it was even a big deal.
Speaker 1: I didn't even think she would feel it. She'd just
Speaker 1: drink a drink and just put one bar out of
Speaker 1: a whole bottle of liquor. But I don't know, maybe
Speaker 1: put more than one ball. I don't know what he did,
Speaker 1: but that's what he said. So then she come over.
Speaker 1: She he introduced her to everybody. We're having a party there,
Speaker 1: like twenty, not like twelve people over and he introduced her.
Speaker 1: She sit down, She don't say nothing. Two minutes, they
Speaker 1: just get the bottle and they go upstairs to the
Speaker 1: room and I don't see them for the rest of
Speaker 1: the night. Next morning, Tony come walking down the stairs
Speaker 1: carrying her. She passed out and he told me, like
Speaker 1: sh I'll sleep on the couch, and he walked her
Speaker 1: out to the car and drove her off. She was alive,
Speaker 1: but she was sleeping and he drove her HOMEI come
Speaker 1: back and he like, man, she woke up and she
Speaker 1: was going crazy, like her dad was gonna kill her
Speaker 1: for not coming home. She gonna miss a plane and shit.
Speaker 1: He was like, I don't think we gotta worry about that.
Speaker 1: You know, we don't have to worry about it, no more,
Speaker 1: right whatever. I didn't want to think of nothing, you know,
Speaker 1: like I didn't think nothing. I just it just happened fast,
Speaker 1: and I just thought maybe he's did something wrong. But
Speaker 1: I was like, nah. So then when the girl tell
Speaker 1: me and I say Tony, she shake her head, yeah.
Speaker 1: I go to the girl that you carry down the stairs,
Speaker 1: She shake her head, yeah. I go, what that guy
Speaker 1: to do? I said, what they got to do with me?
Speaker 1: That what this is about? She's saying yeah, And I'm
Speaker 1: thinking all this chasing me around, put all these signs
Speaker 1: and all this shit, it could have a girl with Tony.
Speaker 1: She's like yeah, but the girl don't remember. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: what you mean she don't remember that she don't remember.
Speaker 1: And at this point it's like, Okay, the girl's talking
Speaker 1: and she kind of knows something, you know, like she
Speaker 1: don't remember. Like the girl was barred out, I didn't
Speaker 1: bring up the ball. She said, the girl don't remember.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, he's getting creepy, you know. I'm like,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking at that point, damn, you know. I said,
Speaker 1: I don't know what Tony did with that girl. I
Speaker 1: just saw him carrying downstairs. She goes, yeah, well she
Speaker 1: don't know that, she don't remember. And I'm like, well, whoever,
Speaker 1: whoever in charge, could have girl like she talking to
Speaker 1: somebody and she relaying a message to me or something,
Speaker 1: and I like, whoever you're talking to? She got an earpiece,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, whoever you're talking to, tell him that
Speaker 1: I had nothing to do with it. That Tony. I
Speaker 1: was downstairs sleeping the whole time. I'll tell them the
Speaker 1: whole story. You could pull up a light. He text
Speaker 1: to hook me up right now. I tell him I'll
Speaker 1: take it right now. She's like, stay quiet. I'm like,
Speaker 1: what they're saying. What they saying? She's like, I don't know,
Speaker 1: she said. I'm like, well she believed me, right, I mean,
Speaker 1: you could you can believe me. You you see them eyes.
Speaker 1: I don't know what the fuck happened. I ain't had
Speaker 1: nothing to do with that night. I had nothing. Tony
Speaker 1: took upstairs, they drained, they came back downstairs. I have
Speaker 1: no idea, and she like, I said what she's saying.
Speaker 1: The girl goes. She says, let's take a vote. Like
Speaker 1: what you mean, take a vote? And she starts screaming out,
Speaker 1: anybody want to spare him? Anybody want to spare him?
Speaker 1: Anybody got spare change for him? She's mixing that and
Speaker 1: you got spare change for him? And do you want
Speaker 1: to spare him? Back and forth, and I'm like, what
Speaker 1: the fuck are you talking about? And the people start
Speaker 1: handing her dollar once in a while, a lot of
Speaker 1: people saying no. Now now now, I'm like, what this guy,
Speaker 1: what do you mean? People start handing a dollar and
Speaker 1: she counts like these are the votes, And I'm like
Speaker 1: what all these people are judging to see if they
Speaker 1: believe me? All these people here for the girls. She's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: all these people. I'm like, the whole beach, bro, I'm like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck? Everyone walking by saying yes or no,
Speaker 1: little change, a little dollar, most of the people saying no.
Speaker 1: I have to like just go on for like ten
Speaker 1: twenty minutes. She get about like twelve dollars and some change,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, what the people saying, you got enough
Speaker 1: money to vote, you gotta do that. I passed the vote.
Speaker 1: She goes, you know we're close. I go, what you mean.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I started screaming, you ain't gonna spare my
Speaker 1: life for a dollar. You all won't spare my life, noney,
Speaker 1: you will spare my life for a dollar. And I'm like, nah, nah,
Speaker 1: one person, I said. She's like, nah, you ain't close.
Speaker 1: I said, so, what how long we got? How long?
Speaker 1: What do we have to get to? And how long
Speaker 1: we got? She like, it's over. I said, what do
Speaker 1: you mean it's over? She said it times up.
Speaker 3: I go, so what that means?
Speaker 1: She just goes and she walks away. So I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: I'm about to get shot for something Tony did twenty
Speaker 1: years ago. I got no clue you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: and that what it's all about. So I'm just like
Speaker 1: and at the same time she's telling me this, there's
Speaker 1: these black SUVs that parking right in front of the
Speaker 1: s CVS for like a minute, and then it was
Speaker 1: so around and another one to pull up right behind it,
Speaker 1: And by the time that one come around, another one
Speaker 1: oroh like clockwork, black SUVs coom coom coom, And I'm
Speaker 1: watching this the whole time. People are voting and I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: they in the van, they in advance. She's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's they're in the van. People I'm talking to in
Speaker 1: them bands. I'm like, oh God. So she walk off
Speaker 1: and leave me standing there. These vans keep circling around
Speaker 1: and I'm just like, in my mind these windows is
Speaker 1: one of these windows is gonna roll down and pop,
Speaker 1: roll back up and drive off. So I'm like, I
Speaker 1: don't want to be standing still, right, So I just
Speaker 1: start walking. I'm like, they ain't gonna just pull up
Speaker 1: on me like this for all these people. I start
Speaker 1: walking down the street. I cut to the back block
Speaker 1: because I don't want to get killing from everybody. Cut
Speaker 1: one back block, cut behind them, still walking parallel to
Speaker 1: the ocean, and I see a black SUV parked at
Speaker 1: the end, the man standingbody car, and I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: may this is the end? You know. I walk up
Speaker 1: to him. I'm ready to die at this point. I
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck. I'm tired of feeling scared, running
Speaker 1: like I'm just like, just do it, just do it?
Speaker 1: You know. I walk up to this man. I said,
Speaker 1: where do you want me to go? What's up? Where
Speaker 1: do I go? What do I do? You want to
Speaker 1: do it here? You want to do it right here?
Speaker 1: Thinking he's gonna kill me, I'm thinking he's the assassin.
Speaker 1: And he just points to the beach, towards the beach,
Speaker 1: like you want me to walk out to the beach.
Speaker 1: He just stay pointing at the beach and back to
Speaker 1: his phone. And so I was, all right, I walk
Speaker 1: out to the beach. You know, kill me out on
Speaker 1: the beach. And I walk out to the beach. I
Speaker 1: walk out to the sand. Look up, Drune Venus venus,
Speaker 1: drone up there. Fuck you, you're gonna film this for everybody?
Speaker 1: All right. I walk out to the sand and I'm
Speaker 1: looking around waiting. You know what's going on? Where are
Speaker 1: people at? You told me walk out to the sand.
Speaker 1: I'm looking for something out of place? You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, you know where I'm at. I'm telling
Speaker 1: the drone you know where I'm at right here? You
Speaker 1: got me out here on the beach by myself. Do
Speaker 1: what you're gonna do. I'm thinking that talking to somebody
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know, talking to myself, I
Speaker 1: don't know. Sorry, So just nothing's out of place. Everything's
Speaker 1: normal now, except for the only thing I noticed, which
Speaker 1: I don't even know if this has anything to do
Speaker 1: with it, but it just happened. I look down at
Speaker 1: the sand and I see writing in the sand, letters
Speaker 1: about this big and it's alphabet, English alphabet, but not
Speaker 1: English words. I don't understand these words, but I could
Speaker 1: sound them out, you know what I mean. So I'm
Speaker 1: just sounding these words out that don't make no sense,
Speaker 1: and bro, I started walking down the beach, and bro,
Speaker 1: these words went for like wherever thirty sixth Street is
Speaker 1: to wherever the rocks are. I think it's like twenty
Speaker 1: eighth Street, so that i'd be like six seven blocks. Wow,
Speaker 1: these words went on that long. And I'm walking down
Speaker 1: and walking down and reading them looking around. As I
Speaker 1: keep getting like another block down, I'm getting a little
Speaker 1: more scared for some reason. I don't know. Nothing else
Speaker 1: is happening. I just feel like I'm getting scared. I
Speaker 1: don't know why. Like my inside is just I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm getting to the end, and when I get
Speaker 1: to the end, that's what they're gonna kill me. You know,
Speaker 1: as the closer I get to the end, that starts stalling.
Speaker 1: I don't want to get to the end. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: start reading the beach words more. I start doing circling
Speaker 1: around them. I don't want to keep going to the end.
Speaker 1: But nothing else is happening. I just gotta go see
Speaker 1: what's going on at the end. So I just keep walking,
Speaker 1: waking my way down to the end. And I read
Speaker 1: the last word. It's the only one that it's not
Speaker 1: even a word, but it's the only thing that makes sense.
Speaker 1: And it says UFC. Right, that's the only thing. I
Speaker 1: recognized that a whole seven blocks of words, and it
Speaker 1: was like four lines of words scattered like it's crazy,
Speaker 1: likes someone that did it with their fingers. Someone probably
Speaker 1: did do with their I don't know. But I get
Speaker 1: to the last word, and when I say UFC, I
Speaker 1: get I feel like macho man Randy Savage is about
Speaker 1: to pop out of somewhere and rip my arms off,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like a UFC dude, And
Speaker 1: I'm like, UFC. Oh shit, that's how they're gonna do me.
Speaker 1: They beat me savagely to death, you know, all right?
Speaker 1: Figured make it good at least. I'm thinking in my
Speaker 1: head and I'm just scared. Bro, I'm just there scared.
Speaker 1: I almost think I see like a giant dude run
Speaker 1: behind me, and I'm like, turn around, ain't one there.
Speaker 1: I was looking. All of a sudden, I look out
Speaker 1: to the ocean, and there's now we're gonna to get
Speaker 1: to the weird stuff. Look out to the ocean. Fifteen
Speaker 1: feet maybe fifteen yards, I should say fifteen yards and
Speaker 1: about ten yards up in the air is a drone.
Speaker 1: I could show you a picture of it. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: show you a picture. I see it now, at it
Speaker 1: in both.
Speaker 3: I'd like to see the image now, just to clarify
Speaker 3: for the listener, because this may be your first time
Speaker 3: hearing this story. At the time, you thought this was
Speaker 3: a drone.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well look at it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, this is your drawing.
Speaker 1: Yeah, this is what I was looking at from the
Speaker 1: straight up eye level. That would have looked like to me.
Speaker 1: That's what it would have looked like from the top.
Speaker 1: That's the way it was shaped.
Speaker 3: So the top one is eye level looking at it.
Speaker 1: And those all those those twenty four squares, those three
Speaker 1: rows of eight squares, they were lighting up when I
Speaker 1: look at it, they're.
Speaker 3: Going like shining strange colors and stuff.
Speaker 5: All different colors and stuff.
Speaker 1: It's white, it's yellow, it's pink, and it's orange. Four
Speaker 1: different color lights. But they're not like light bulbs. It
Speaker 1: looks like someone's taking lighters with pink lighter, white lighter,
Speaker 1: yellow lighter, orange lighter. And because these lights are like
Speaker 1: it almost looks like a fire but appearing real quick,
Speaker 1: but it's flickering on and off like a light bulb,
Speaker 1: but they're like little they're not flames, but they're made
Speaker 1: out of flame.
Speaker 3: So it's a very very strange, extremely bizarre and visually
Speaker 3: shocking UFO phenomenon. Yeah, something that you just can't even
Speaker 3: comprehend what you're seeing. So at the time you're like,
Speaker 3: this has to be a drone, right, Okay.
Speaker 1: The second I see it and it's doing all them
Speaker 1: lights like that light's so soft, it's not even like flashing,
Speaker 1: they're just soft. If they're gonna see it, my mind
Speaker 1: goes to the Havana syndrome drone. This is the Havana
Speaker 1: syndrome drone that've been following me around. It came down.
Speaker 1: Holy shit, let me just tell you what my mind
Speaker 1: went to like this. My mind went quickly to, oh
Speaker 1: my god, UFOs are real. We recovered the technology and
Speaker 1: we made this fucking Havana syndrome drone out of it.
Speaker 1: That's where my mind went. And this is a government drone.
Speaker 1: And maybe mafia got a hold of the technology and
Speaker 1: they fucking with me. I don't know, but this is
Speaker 1: That's what I'm thinking, the only thing. And on top
Speaker 1: of that, if I move my heead it moved ahead.
Speaker 1: I mean, if I move my head, it moves with me.
Speaker 3: Like it's weird, bro, It's it's locked onto you.
Speaker 1: It's like it's even a half second ahead of me.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Cloe, He's not like a
Speaker 1: split second ahead of me. It's insane. I'm like, what
Speaker 1: the fuck is this thing? And it's just blinking and
Speaker 1: I'm just looking at it. I'm like, I can see
Speaker 1: it's made out of metal, and it looked like the
Speaker 1: metal from a sewer cover, like a manhole cover, like
Speaker 1: that iron color. And I can see parts on it.
Speaker 1: I can see parts, you know what I mean. I
Speaker 1: can see parts. And so I'm in a machine. You know,
Speaker 1: this is definitely a machine. And there's the lights were blinking,
Speaker 1: and I'm mesmerized by this thing. But I'm like, if
Speaker 1: I survived this, have any syndrome thing that's trying to
Speaker 1: kill me right now, let me try to see what
Speaker 1: I can remember what this thing is. And I remember
Speaker 1: counting eight squares and four different colored lights and thinking
Speaker 1: maybe it was like white, yellow, red, whit, white, yellow, pink, orange, white, yellow, pink, orange,
Speaker 1: and it was like, you know, that's why there was
Speaker 1: eight squares because there was four lights and there were
Speaker 1: like that. But then the lights were changing colors. In
Speaker 1: the same box might be white the first blink, it
Speaker 1: might be pink the second blink, and the same box
Speaker 1: might be orange the next blink. Then they're all just
Speaker 1: changing colors and blinking. So I'm like, they know I'm
Speaker 1: a reason to that. But there's three rows of eight.
Speaker 1: That's twenty four hours in a day. That's easy to remember.
Speaker 1: I can remember that. So I'm just thinking like that.
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm watching this thing, bro, I'm staring at
Speaker 1: this thing, and all of a sudden it start I
Speaker 1: start hearing something in my head saying, uh, you show
Speaker 1: me the truth, and I'm like, what it says, show
Speaker 1: me the truth, and I'm looking. I'm like, now, I
Speaker 1: think somebody's talking to me through the drones somehow, Like
Speaker 1: the girl was talking to somebody out on the street
Speaker 1: taking the votes. Now I think I'm talking to that
Speaker 1: person she was talking to through this drone in my
Speaker 1: head because telling me tell me the truth. I said,
Speaker 1: we're talking about what we're talking about, And it said,
Speaker 1: you said you would take a light detector test. You
Speaker 1: will hook up to a light detector test. Well, this
Speaker 1: is the best light detector test ever made, So show
Speaker 1: me the truth, I said, what you mean, show me.
Speaker 1: All of a sudd it looked like if you cover
Speaker 1: one eye and you look down, and you cover one
Speaker 1: eye and look up, but you're seeing that at the
Speaker 1: same time. You know what I'm saying. I'm seeing like that,
Speaker 1: but it's like up here and I'm seeing the world
Speaker 1: down here. But it looked like I'm covering one eye.
Speaker 1: But it's weird. And all of a sudden, my memory
Speaker 1: start popping up like a TV screen almost you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, And the memory of the night with
Speaker 1: Tony carrying the girl down the stairs pops up and
Speaker 1: he's coming down the stairs and it's saying show me
Speaker 1: everything you remember from this night. And I'm like, what
Speaker 1: the fuck? How is this thing? Show? How is this working?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, like my mind is not
Speaker 1: getting it. But at the same time, I know it's
Speaker 1: reading my mind. So I can't panic because I'm trying
Speaker 1: to be not guilty. So I'm just like talking back
Speaker 1: to it in my head. I'm saying, I'll show you,
Speaker 1: I'll show you. I didn't do nothing. I'll show you.
Speaker 1: Let me show you, and I did through my memory
Speaker 1: and I pull it up on the screen for it,
Speaker 1: and I replay it and I show it everything. I
Speaker 1: show Tony coming with the bottle, the girl coming over.
Speaker 1: Oh actually I started with the girl coming over. I say, look,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna show you that night. I pull up the
Speaker 1: girl come over, all that happened. They go upstairs. I
Speaker 1: stay downstairs. I show the whole night, all the party
Speaker 1: I did, the people, that girl fell off the chair.
Speaker 1: I remember the night. I show what happened. Said, see,
Speaker 1: I was downstairs the whole time, fall asleep on the couch.
Speaker 1: And then I showed Tony walking down the stairs. I said, see,
Speaker 1: I'm not guilty. I think I passed the test, and
Speaker 1: then the thing goes now, but it show me everything
Speaker 1: you know about that night. There's more, and I'm trying
Speaker 1: to block it out because there is more. I'm like,
Speaker 1: now it's it. I'm not, It's like it ain't no lying,
Speaker 1: show me its fuck. So I said, all right, I couldn't.
Speaker 1: You can't undo it. You have to show it, and
Speaker 1: no point. You can't run from this. You can't run
Speaker 1: from this. You know where to run. So I show
Speaker 1: it everything I really didn't know, and I show it.
Speaker 1: Tony come from the night before or before, telling me
Speaker 1: how he met the girl, how he's gonna put a
Speaker 1: bar in her drink, and how I knew all that
Speaker 1: ahead of time and I didn't stop it, and how
Speaker 1: the girl came over and I was thinking about telling
Speaker 1: her not to drink, but I didn't, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like it went through my mind, like when
Speaker 1: she got there to be like, yo, I don't know
Speaker 1: that you know, but she don't even speak English, and
Speaker 1: Tony right there looking at me, look at her, so
Speaker 1: I couldn't really give her the signals. And I cowered
Speaker 1: it out. I chickened out when I was a kid
Speaker 1: at eighteen, and I let her go upstairs with him.
Speaker 1: And then it showed me and I said, I'm saying
Speaker 1: when I show her that, and I feel like such
Speaker 1: a coward because I showed what a coward I was.
Speaker 1: And then it shows me what happened in the room
Speaker 1: with Tony, and he said, this is what your coward
Speaker 1: has caused. And it plays for me a disgusting thing
Speaker 1: that Tony did to this girl while she was passed
Speaker 1: out right, and I just fall to my knees. I
Speaker 1: started crying, and I'm just feeling like what can I do? Now?
Speaker 1: You know, I'm guilty. I see it now, now I
Speaker 1: see what you're talking about. I'm guilty. I could have
Speaker 1: stopped this whole time. I'm just as guilty for not
Speaker 1: stopping it. So then I think like I'm not worthy.
Speaker 1: I'm in this thing like see this thing, like see now,
Speaker 1: walk over to those rocks. And I'm like, go ahead,
Speaker 1: I'm telling this thing, go ahead, and Havana syndrome me.
Speaker 1: You know it's at me. It's saying walk over to
Speaker 1: the rocks. The rocks like another block of head. These
Speaker 1: almost like a yetti. It's like a like the beginning
Speaker 1: of a yetti out on the beach. On twenty eighth
Speaker 1: Street where the waters kind of breaks around them and
Speaker 1: it doesn't go out. It's just like the beginning of
Speaker 1: a YETI would be almost like where there used to
Speaker 1: be a YETI maybe and they took it out. But
Speaker 1: so I go to those rocks and it's like, sit
Speaker 1: down front. I sit down, and it literally a freaking
Speaker 1: chair cut down the rocks. I walk up to it.
Speaker 1: It's like a it looks like a lounge chair cut
Speaker 1: out of these big core rocks sitting there. So I
Speaker 1: just I'm like, right there, it's like yet right there.
Speaker 1: I sit down in the chair and I'm looking at
Speaker 1: this thing flashing the lights, and all of a sudden,
Speaker 1: these two little I call them antennas, I don't know.
Speaker 1: They pop out the sides. They're like little wires and
Speaker 1: they have these little like the you know the eyepiece
Speaker 1: of a telescope, A little small piece. Yeah. Yeah, Like
Speaker 1: two of those pop out the side and they're on
Speaker 1: these little wires of the drum of the drum, and
Speaker 1: the wires start moving like like this. They start moving
Speaker 1: like something I've never seen except for on a snail's
Speaker 1: antenna underwater. Like it literally looked like a snail's antenna underwater.
Speaker 1: The way they were moving, and I'm thinking these are guns.
Speaker 1: First thought is these are two guns, and it's gonna
Speaker 1: shoot me right now. And as they things are moving,
Speaker 1: they start moving a little bit. They kind of like
Speaker 1: line up and they kind of point at me, like
Speaker 1: focus on me. And this is where it gets really
Speaker 1: fucking weird. I say, do it, and I close my
Speaker 1: eyes and I squeeze and look up and still there,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh, you're gonna fuck with me. I'm like, bro,
Speaker 1: just you got me out here, Just fucking do it
Speaker 1: this time. And like and I don't know if it
Speaker 1: shot me in the head or what. But as I'm squeezing,
Speaker 1: waiting for a bullet to go through my head my
Speaker 1: eyes closed tight, all of a sudden I feel the sun.
Speaker 1: This is at two in the morning by now, it
Speaker 1: might be one in the morning, I don't know what
Speaker 1: time it is by now. And I feel the sun
Speaker 1: on my back beaming down like hot, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: it's fucking nighttime, you know what I'm saying. And all
Speaker 1: of a sudden, I feel myself walking. I opened my
Speaker 1: eyes and I am above my body and I'm in
Speaker 1: my body and it's and I remember it's five six
Speaker 1: years ago, right after those two future memories, when I
Speaker 1: first became homeless, and I'm walking down the beach and
Speaker 1: I got a tank top on because I never want
Speaker 1: a tank top in six years. I'm worrying. I'm walking,
Speaker 1: looking at myself, and I'm in myself. It's the weirdest feeling.
Speaker 1: I hit my back and I look, I see my
Speaker 1: tank top on. I'm like, what the fuck? And I
Speaker 1: can't control myself. I'm just walking. I can't stop myself
Speaker 1: from walking. I can just think whatever I want, but
Speaker 1: no control over the body. I don't even feel the body,
Speaker 1: just walking. I'm just like watching it. And I say
Speaker 1: to myself, Oh, I am in hell, and now I
Speaker 1: gotta do the last five years over and this is hell.
Speaker 1: I am in hell, and now it makes sense. The
Speaker 1: future memories made sense. Why you can't change him and
Speaker 1: all this because I'm in hell. I said, Oh, this
Speaker 1: is just gonna keep happening for eternity. And I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna keep going through these last five years of hell
Speaker 1: over and over, or maybe it's gonna get worse this
Speaker 1: time around, and I'm gonna keep going through it. And
Speaker 1: every time. It's gonna get worse. Who knows, but I'm
Speaker 1: definitely in hell because I'm above my body. I'm in
Speaker 1: my body, and I'm walking in the daytime and it's nighttime,
Speaker 1: so and I'm looking at the stores on the beach,
Speaker 1: people eating, and I'm just like, fuck, bro. I looked
Speaker 1: at at the grass and I'm like, damn, here we
Speaker 1: go another five years of this shit, I remember thinking,
Speaker 1: and then when I look back up, I'm no longer
Speaker 1: at the beach. I look up and I'm at the
Speaker 1: park and I'm in the middle of a memory, but
Speaker 1: like food three D, physically in the memory where I
Speaker 1: was at. What year were you? This thirteen birthday party?
Speaker 1: I took him and his friends up to the park
Speaker 1: because I had a four wheeler, and we went up
Speaker 1: to the park and I let him all ride the
Speaker 1: four wheeler. And I was drunk as fuck. I'm letting
Speaker 1: these kids know how to ride, bro and do whatever
Speaker 1: they want on a four wheeler. I'm so drunk. I
Speaker 1: go to the park and I pissed down the swirly
Speaker 1: slide and I tell his friends go look at the
Speaker 1: bottom of the slide. I don't let him see that
Speaker 1: I'm pissing and then water comes out. I'm like, ah,
Speaker 1: my bass, Like, that's how how fucked up in the
Speaker 1: head I was. And I thought that was funny back then,
Speaker 1: you know. But anyway, dude sees me doing this walking
Speaker 1: his dog in the park. He's green, Hey, I'm calling
Speaker 1: the police on you, and he says that to me,
Speaker 1: and I remember thinking, now, you shouldn't have said that
Speaker 1: back then, you know, this is back then. And when
Speaker 1: he said he called the police, I dropped down off
Speaker 1: the slide and I ran over to him and I
Speaker 1: just went wam. Slapped the phone out of his hand
Speaker 1: because I hear him on the phone and with the
Speaker 1: old phone, so the battery broke off the back of
Speaker 1: it back in the day, so the down one disconnected.
Speaker 1: I knew it instantly. Boom. You know. I looked at him.
Speaker 1: He didn't want to fight, but at the same time,
Speaker 1: my dog okay, okay, so this okay, let me tell you.
Speaker 1: So when I'm walking through the beach and I look up,
Speaker 1: I'm I'm in the mid fight with this guy and
Speaker 1: I'm slapping his phone. Boom. Actually I actually I'm punching
Speaker 1: him in the fight. I didn't finish the memory. After
Speaker 1: I slap his phone, he turned around and he punches
Speaker 1: my dog. When he punched my dog, I punched him
Speaker 1: now when I was going through the hell. When I
Speaker 1: look up, that's where my memory starts, right where I'm
Speaker 1: punching the man. So I look up, and I'm punching
Speaker 1: the man. But I am the man, and I'm the
Speaker 1: kids that are around watching, and I don't feel the pain,
Speaker 1: and I can't stop the things from happening. And all
Speaker 1: I can feel is that I'm terrifying everybody around me.
Speaker 1: And I can feel how scared this man is. And
Speaker 1: I can see myself beating myself. I could see I
Speaker 1: didn't know I was that scary, but I make a
Speaker 1: mean face and I start going like that. I could
Speaker 1: look kind of scary all of a sudden, and I'm
Speaker 1: watching myself beat myself, and I'm scaring myself. I can't
Speaker 1: stop it, and I'm just oh and everyone at the
Speaker 1: same time, and it's about to get deep.
Speaker 3: You ready, Yes, I'm ready. Let's finally get deep.
Speaker 1: Right, all right? So I mean, I don't know what's
Speaker 1: going on there, And then from that point it starts,
Speaker 1: my life starts going backwards. From that point, and it
Speaker 1: goes first, it goes the first thing I remember. I
Speaker 1: remember every second kind of but like real fast. And
Speaker 1: then it kind of like stopped and like played forward
Speaker 1: a memory. But I was I'm in the memory, and
Speaker 1: it starts remember where the doves story.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're like eighteen or no, you were like fifteen, right.
Speaker 1: I was fifteen young, I was fifteen, And it starts
Speaker 1: when I come home from the Doves. That's where like
Speaker 1: it rewinded and started playing back at that moment while
Speaker 1: knocking on the door, and I'm telling my mom, I
Speaker 1: don't want to do drugs no more. I'm telling I'm
Speaker 1: gonna try to stop. I'm promised, right after seeing the
Speaker 1: two doves, right telling her I don't want to do
Speaker 1: drugs no more. And I'm reliving all this again through
Speaker 1: in my little health segment here, and so I remember
Speaker 1: I'm trying not to do drugs, but I'm not feeling
Speaker 1: right in school and I can't eat. I'm just like
Speaker 1: I don't feel comfortable in my body, you know, I
Speaker 1: just look, I don't feel right, I don't feel healthy.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to stay sober, but I'm like I need
Speaker 1: to smoke. I needed to do shit. I need to
Speaker 1: get high. And my grandfather had just passed away, so
Speaker 1: my mom was going through it, and she has started
Speaker 1: taking Xanax, because she already was taking xanax, but she
Speaker 1: started taking stronger ones. And at this moment that I'm
Speaker 1: going through that, she is taking xantics and I'm come
Speaker 1: home every day from school and she's happy as can be.
Speaker 1: She got the music on, she partying. She like half drunk,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, dangn, what you doing. She's like, I'm
Speaker 1: on my happy pills. I love life, you know. I'm
Speaker 1: watching her, and I'm like, danmn, she get to get
Speaker 1: fucked up and I don't get to get fucked up
Speaker 1: her happy pills. She looked like she's worse than I
Speaker 1: am when I'm you know, because back this time, I'm
Speaker 1: just smoking weed a little bit in high school, little cocaine,
Speaker 1: but basically drinking and weed, you know. And so when
Speaker 1: she ain't looking, I'd go through her bottle. She leave
Speaker 1: her botle laying out on the table. I go through
Speaker 1: her bottle and I take a handful of them and
Speaker 1: I take them to school. I swallow all full. I
Speaker 1: swallow four of them. I get my friend two of them,
Speaker 1: and I don't remember anything that happened that day. I
Speaker 1: just remember waking up after school at five in the afternoon,
Speaker 1: someone going, Hey, your mom is here to pick you up.
Speaker 1: And I supposed to be a track practice, and I
Speaker 1: was in a track practice. I don't remember the whole day.
Speaker 1: I don't remember the whole day. That's the first thing
Speaker 1: I remember. I get in the car and we going
Speaker 1: too family therapy because I was doing drugs. She kicked
Speaker 1: me out, Remember she found drugs and all that. So
Speaker 1: I come back in, I come back into the house,
Speaker 1: but we had to do family therapy. It's part of
Speaker 1: the deal. So we're on our way to the new
Speaker 1: family therapy guy. And I'm in the back seat of
Speaker 1: the car. I'm barred out because I took her pills.
Speaker 1: But I'm trying not to let her know, but I can't.
Speaker 1: But she give me. She give me a bird king
Speaker 1: cup and I'm in the back seat. I keep dropping it.
Speaker 1: I just I can't hold on to it. I get
Speaker 1: falling asleep with it in my hand, and by the
Speaker 1: third time I just drop it. She go, what the
Speaker 1: fuck are you on? You're on drugs? I said, I'm not,
Speaker 1: no drugs. And I fall asleep. You know, Na, you
Speaker 1: keep falling asleep. You can't even finished the sayings, Yo,
Speaker 1: you're on dope. She started telling me, I'm on heroin.
Speaker 1: I'm in high school. I don't know nothing about heroin yet,
Speaker 1: but my dad heroin addict. So that's where her mind went.
Speaker 1: You know. So she's like screaming at my dad. He's
Speaker 1: on fucking heroine. Look at him. He's on dope. He's
Speaker 1: on dope. And I'm trying to say I'm not. But
Speaker 1: you're not helping my case. You know, I keep dropping
Speaker 1: the cup like not drop. No, I'm not dropped. And
Speaker 1: she said, pull the car over, Randy. My dad named Randy.
Speaker 1: She said, pull the car over, Randy. She pulled a
Speaker 1: car over, pulled me out of the car, and you know,
Speaker 1: it was just one day. She snapped on me, Bro,
Speaker 1: She just started wailing on me. Bomb bomb bomb, I'm bored,
Speaker 1: out standing outside the car, just boom boom, just eating punches,
Speaker 1: not feeling a damn thing, just completely numb. The thing is,
Speaker 1: the punches don't care. She can hit me all she wanted.
Speaker 1: If the thing she was saying while she was hitting
Speaker 1: me was like when we was in the car. She
Speaker 1: goes turn out. She goes, swear on your grandfather's life
Speaker 1: to me right now that you're not on dope. To me,
Speaker 1: dope's heroin. So I go, I swear to God on
Speaker 1: Pop Pop's life, I'm not on dope. And she goes,
Speaker 1: that's it. Pull over the car because she knew I
Speaker 1: was on doper in her mind. She knew I was
Speaker 1: on dope and that when she said pull over the car.
Speaker 1: But that just died, and I said, you know, and
Speaker 1: she borrowed out. So she pulled over the car and
Speaker 1: get out. She just start wailing on me, and she
Speaker 1: starts screaming things like you're the biggest piece of shit.
Speaker 1: You should have been the one that died. Your motherfucker
Speaker 1: he was at my my father was at singing you're
Speaker 1: a piece of shit, things like that. Damn wait and itgain.
Speaker 1: And every time she hit me, she's saying a new one,
Speaker 1: and she kicking me. At the same time, I'm looking
Speaker 1: I'm a little fucked up on the bars toio. This
Speaker 1: is going boom boom boom so fast. I'm hitting so
Speaker 1: many punches that I'm trying to concentrate on what she's
Speaker 1: saying and I'm leaning into it cause I don't want
Speaker 1: to knock me back, so I'm trying to lean into it.
Speaker 1: What's wrong with you? And thinking, well, how can you
Speaker 1: be saying this? And dude, I'm looking at her. She
Speaker 1: looked like she's levitating and she's just kicking me, Like
Speaker 1: looked like something out of a movie scene. And it
Speaker 1: looked like she had four arms and she was just
Speaker 1: hitting me with all of them. I couldn't understand what
Speaker 1: I was looking at. It looked like I was looking
Speaker 1: at some kind of weird creature that wasn't my mom.
Speaker 1: You know, face was blue and mad roight bro I
Speaker 1: was weird. And this kept going on and going on.
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, like, God, stopped this. Just can't tell her
Speaker 1: to stop this. I'm thinking in my head, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: When is she gonna stop and be like start hugging me?
Speaker 1: That is enough. Never stops. I'm telling you, this is
Speaker 1: how long this went on. My dad's sitting in the car.
Speaker 1: You on was even stop her. We were in front
Speaker 1: of a six lane highway. We pulled over the road.
Speaker 1: A police officer was in the store across the six
Speaker 1: lane highway. Come out the store, seize her. Punching me
Speaker 1: in the face, jump the fence, six lane highway, jump
Speaker 1: another fence, ran through the parking lot, and then dove
Speaker 1: and tackled her as she was still hitting me. How
Speaker 1: long she kept wronging And you know, it took me
Speaker 1: back to that memory, and everything up until that memory
Speaker 1: was like, why am I being like this? Why am
Speaker 1: I being like this? It took me back to that
Speaker 1: memory that day, that time when she did that changed
Speaker 1: the insides of me. The way that I vibrated or
Speaker 1: whatever they call it, the way you feel inside I
Speaker 1: see my whole life. After that, things kept changing it,
Speaker 1: but that was a major one. Right there after that,
Speaker 1: I started really fucking people up and try me out
Speaker 1: pomp on. I was you know what I'm saying. I
Speaker 1: used to be self defense fighter. After that, I turned
Speaker 1: into look at me the wrong way, I'm punching you.
Speaker 1: I don't care. I became I started fighting in school.
Speaker 1: I started and punch with my friends. My best friend
Speaker 1: lost my best friends. I spit on them, swung on them,
Speaker 1: drunk and all started being like that after that. So
Speaker 1: that's kind of taking me back to my memory. Then
Speaker 1: it takes me back even further, and I said oh shit,
Speaker 1: Now that makes sense. While I've been a fucking asshole, Okay,
Speaker 1: this starting to make sense. It takes me back a
Speaker 1: little further to when I was three years old and
Speaker 1: I'm in my room. My mom telling me, you got
Speaker 1: to be a big boy. Now you going to preschool
Speaker 1: in a month, So now you gotta sleep in your
Speaker 1: room by yourself. So she closed the door, and my
Speaker 1: closet doors closed. I closed my eyes, I opened them.
Speaker 1: My closet door is opened a little bit. I get
Speaker 1: out of the bed, and I run to my parents' room,
Speaker 1: jump into bed, and then, dude, that happened to me
Speaker 1: every single night I can remember of my life. I
Speaker 1: would wake up in the middle of the night and
Speaker 1: my closet door would be open. I would never see
Speaker 1: it open. I would go to bed every night and
Speaker 1: close it. I wake up and it would be open.
Speaker 1: I would just think the pressure of the room, just
Speaker 1: the wood, the doors would just crack or something, you know.
Speaker 1: When I was a little kid, I thought it was
Speaker 1: something in my closet looking out at me. Every time
Speaker 1: I would wake up and the door would be open,
Speaker 1: so I would have run to my mom's room. So
Speaker 1: she starts telling me you gotta be a big boy. Now.
Speaker 1: You can't come running into the room no more. You
Speaker 1: gotta be a big boy. I'm like, she's like, you
Speaker 1: got a preschool on one month. And I'm even telling her,
Speaker 1: like that's a month. We still got a month. Well,
Speaker 1: you gotta start this now, you know. So at night
Speaker 1: she locked me in. She she put me in the room.
Speaker 1: Close the door, wake up, close the doors open. I
Speaker 1: get up. My door's locked. Start banging on the door.
Speaker 1: She don't open the door. I'm banging. I'm screaming, screaming,
Speaker 1: scared as fuck. She don't open the door. She won't
Speaker 1: open the door. I gotta go to the bathroom. I'm
Speaker 1: peeing on the rug in the corner. I'm banging. And
Speaker 1: then this goes on for and she telling me, oh,
Speaker 1: my sister friend locked her kid in the room when
Speaker 1: they were three, and that would turn him into a boy.
Speaker 1: And it only took him a couple of weeks, and
Speaker 1: then they got the hang of it. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's not us. Why why'd that got to do with us?
Speaker 1: And she ended up turning my lock around and locking
Speaker 1: me in my room every night, you know, And then
Speaker 1: it took me back to that memory and how that
Speaker 1: broke my mind. When I'm banging on the fucking door
Speaker 1: trying to escape my room. That broke my fucking mind.
Speaker 5: So it showed you all the things throughout your life
Speaker 5: that traumatized you.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and each each one of those things showed me
Speaker 1: like I could feel the difference in how I was
Speaker 1: living after, you know, and how you could see it.
Speaker 1: I can see all that. And then I basically opened
Speaker 1: my eyes and I'm back on the rock at nighttime,
Speaker 1: not the hell I'm not in the present, in the
Speaker 1: present moment with the drone. Grown man Paul, Oh my eye,
Speaker 1: grown man Paul with a drone. And now there's a
Speaker 1: second drone. I'm showing the picture of the second drone.
Speaker 1: Now on open my eyes. There's the same one in
Speaker 1: front of me, and I just one off to the
Speaker 1: side a little bit like maybe thirty feet twenty yards,
Speaker 1: and it looked like this. That's what I see. But
Speaker 1: from the top it would have looked like that, So.
Speaker 3: It kind of looked like the original one, but with
Speaker 3: three of them connected sort of.
Speaker 1: It looked like this from the side. If you're looking
Speaker 1: at it from the top down, that's what it would
Speaker 1: have looked like I'm not a good artist, so the
Speaker 1: best I could do it I could do man, And
Speaker 1: these three here, did you see it? Yeah? Yeah? And
Speaker 1: this one was completely white and it was like laminated.
Speaker 1: It had like a like a lamination, like a clear
Speaker 1: like an acrylic, like an acrylic around it. And I'm
Speaker 1: when I opened my eyes, first thing, all this is
Speaker 1: so going on all in my head. I'm the first
Speaker 1: thing I'm thinking, is my whole life just flashed before
Speaker 1: my eyes? That would they say before you die. I'm
Speaker 1: thinking this thing was doing the Havanah syndrome on me
Speaker 1: and it almost killed me. That's why I did that
Speaker 1: life review. I said, my life just flashed before my eyes.
Speaker 1: This thing shooting radiation and it's gonna kill me or something.
Speaker 1: It's gonna Havana syndrome me. And then the second one
Speaker 1: show up and opened my eyes and I see that
Speaker 1: one and it don't look like a machine. This one
Speaker 1: looks like a real UFO, like there's there's nothing, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, And it's if I move, it
Speaker 1: stays the same thing like that, like they stay, and
Speaker 1: they both got this little soft glow around them. It's
Speaker 1: not like an orber or anything out of the ordinary.
Speaker 1: It just looks like a flashlight running out of batteries,
Speaker 1: an old school flashlight running out of batteries, glowing right
Speaker 1: around them. It's just a weird little glow. And they
Speaker 1: both have the same little weird glow. And then I
Speaker 1: see that one and I start thinking like, Okay, now
Speaker 1: they're just trying to cover up for this thing and
Speaker 1: make me look crazy, and say, there's UFOs so they
Speaker 1: can cover up for this technology that they're trying to
Speaker 1: kill me with, and it make me look insane. Say
Speaker 1: I saw UFOs, two of them, you know, on the beach.
Speaker 1: So I'm just like, I'm thinking this thing is gonna
Speaker 1: kill me for sure. I'm thinking someone playing a trick
Speaker 1: on me with a second one, or they're playing a
Speaker 1: trick on me. There's nothing spending, nothing keeping it up.
Speaker 1: Not really sure what to makes sense out of it.
Speaker 1: I also think in my head, maybe that's a UFO.
Speaker 1: I think maybe that's a UFO. I thought for a second,
Speaker 1: I thought maybe that one's a UFO and this one's government.
Speaker 1: So I'm walking down, I get up. I don't want
Speaker 1: to sit there anymore because I'm thinking maybe I got lucky,
Speaker 1: and the UFO came and stopped it from killing me.
Speaker 1: I don't know, you know what I'm saying. Everything was
Speaker 1: killing me for the technology. The UFO recognized matching technology
Speaker 1: and came here, saw what it was doing to me
Speaker 1: and just reprogrammed it or something. I'm not sure yet,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm just looking at them. These things stayed
Speaker 1: there for like, I don't know how long this goes on.
Speaker 1: I get up. They never left there. I get up
Speaker 1: and I start walking and said, I'm not going to
Speaker 1: sit still and let this things do this to me.
Speaker 1: I get up and I start walking, and I'm figuring
Speaker 1: it's two or three in the morning, but I really
Speaker 1: don't know, you know, I don't know. It's dark, and
Speaker 1: this is.
Speaker 3: When it really gets crazy, Izy, This is part.
Speaker 1: I'm standing on the beach looking at these two drones
Speaker 1: or this UFO and this drone or what are these things?
Speaker 1: And then I remember three flashes and it's daylight. The
Speaker 1: first flash I remember, I'm standing, not even standing, I
Speaker 1: would say floating. It don't feel like what you would
Speaker 1: like when you put on VR goggles and you look
Speaker 1: down and you don't see your legs, You know what
Speaker 1: I'm talking about. It was almost like that, like I
Speaker 1: look down and see my legs, but I'm there, and
Speaker 1: I'm just in a big ass black room, probably the
Speaker 1: size of like like half a basketball gym, A giant laboratory,
Speaker 1: like a college laboratory, science laboratory, big gass room, and
Speaker 1: it's all black. I don't see nothing. I just see
Speaker 1: off to my left, I see a table. I don't
Speaker 1: see no legs. I could just see the top of
Speaker 1: the table because at the top of the table there's
Speaker 1: a light and it's just moving around doing this little
Speaker 1: fucking weird squares circle thing. It's moving around real fast,
Speaker 1: and I'm what the fuck am I? What is this?
Speaker 1: What is this? And I can feel somebody behind me,
Speaker 1: but I don't really know, but I don't feel like
Speaker 1: I'm alone. I feel like there's someone behind me, and
Speaker 1: it's telling me to focus on the light. And I
Speaker 1: started looking at the light like really hard, and all
Speaker 1: of a sudden, I don't know how to explain this,
Speaker 1: but I can see time in front of me, and
Speaker 1: I can see it. I can see how it works,
Speaker 1: and I'm not in it anymore. I'm outside of it,
Speaker 1: and they're just showing me like this. I mean, I
Speaker 1: could explain to you. I could explain to you what
Speaker 1: I can say. It's gonna take a minute, and it
Speaker 1: might sound crazy, but I'll come back to that. But
Speaker 1: basically it's just like that, like I know how it works.
Speaker 1: I can explain it to you. Might not sound right.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to figure out a way how to explain
Speaker 1: it lately, but I know how it works. I can
Speaker 1: see it with my own eyes. I can see it.
Speaker 1: It's the same thing, no matter what it's the past, present,
Speaker 1: of the future. It's the same substance. It doesn't matter
Speaker 1: where it is. It's all one same thing. If you
Speaker 1: put a piece of bread in the oven and it grew,
Speaker 1: let's say the piece of bread was now, when you
Speaker 1: turn on the oven, it started growing. One side is
Speaker 1: the past or the other side is the future. But
Speaker 1: it don't keep growing. It kind of folds back in
Speaker 1: on itself as it keeps growing, and you're the now always.
Speaker 1: You don't really move through it. It kind of moves
Speaker 1: around you always, so you can never get too far
Speaker 1: ahead too far back, and you're not really going anywhere.
Speaker 1: It's moving around you, and once you're in it, you
Speaker 1: can't stop it's just moving around you. It's and it's
Speaker 1: like a piece of bread. If you take the first
Speaker 1: slice of the last slice, it's the same ingredients, past present, future,
Speaker 1: past present, future times the same no matter where you
Speaker 1: take it from. And I can see that. I don't
Speaker 1: know how it didn't. That's not what I saw. That's
Speaker 1: just how I'm trying to explain what I can understand.
Speaker 1: And then right after I started seeing time, you know,
Speaker 1: I start I see time, and then I start I
Speaker 1: don't know how, but like I don't know if you
Speaker 1: want to say, remembering or connecting to something bigger. But
Speaker 1: I start feeling like I am everything everywhere all that once,
Speaker 1: and not the movie. Like literally, I feel like I'm
Speaker 1: a fucking planned. I feel like I'm a tree. I
Speaker 1: feel like i'm people. I feel like I'm everything. I
Speaker 1: feel like I'm a little microscopic piece of dust. I'm everything,
Speaker 1: and it's all happening at the same time everywhere. So
Speaker 1: it's just I am everything. It's just everything everywhere, all
Speaker 1: at once, just everything. And I start feeling spinning. I
Speaker 1: start feeling everything spinning. And as you start spinning, I
Speaker 1: start kind of coming out of everything all at once,
Speaker 1: and I start like like it spins me out of it,
Speaker 1: almost back into myself. And as I'm coming out, I
Speaker 1: remembering like being less and less things, what it's like
Speaker 1: being less and less things all the way till I'm
Speaker 1: just me again, like other people lives, other things, I'm
Speaker 1: just I'm just me again. And now I know that
Speaker 1: I'm back to my consciousness. I'm just me. I'm not
Speaker 1: everything everywhere all at once. And now I'm realizing like
Speaker 1: being me is the out of body experience. Myself is everything.
Speaker 1: This is the out of body experience. We don't go
Speaker 1: out of body, we go back into our bodies. This
Speaker 1: is the out of body experience is life. And I'm
Speaker 1: realizing that, holy shit, this is the out of body experience.
Speaker 1: And I'm not nowhere, I'm just in. I'm just feeling
Speaker 1: everything spinning, and it's like I'm just knowing this. When
Speaker 1: I can look up and if I can see something again,
Speaker 1: I see the entire world spinning around me. I can
Speaker 1: see I don't know how to explain this. It looked
Speaker 1: like if you took a pencil and drew circles like
Speaker 1: a tornado from one end of the sky to the
Speaker 1: other end of the sky. Just wrapped around everywhere. But
Speaker 1: instead of pencils, it was made out of light, you know.
Speaker 1: So I'm seeing these swirls. They keep swirling around, these
Speaker 1: light swirls, just around the whole universe. Every moment they're
Speaker 1: right in front of me. It's going around the whole universe.
Speaker 1: And I'm seeing every time they come back, the lights
Speaker 1: combining with more lights, and it's just this braid that
Speaker 1: keeps coming in my face is getting bigger and bigger,
Speaker 1: you know, like a saw that's drilling around real fast,
Speaker 1: like it's always drilling right there. It's kind of like that,
Speaker 1: you know, like and as it's spinning, I'm seeing these
Speaker 1: dark spots in the sky, and these dark spots are
Speaker 1: getting hit by this light strings that are spinning around,
Speaker 1: and these spots are they're huge dark spots, but compared
Speaker 1: to the light going on the universe, there are just
Speaker 1: little specs, you know. But in my head there I say,
Speaker 1: oh shit, that's a dark spot. That's scary. I don't
Speaker 1: know why, I just see dark I know it's scary,
Speaker 1: and I see the light coming around. It's looks like
Speaker 1: it's you know the you know those Disney portals like
Speaker 1: that make like the sh they make like the fire.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah dark oh oh yeah, yeah yeah.
Speaker 1: Bro. Where these light strings were hitting this dark spots
Speaker 1: look like that, like flaring off the sides of it.
Speaker 1: And every time it's wrapped around the universe, it got
Speaker 1: stronger and stronger until the darkness was gone. Wow, and
Speaker 1: then it would be another dark spot, even bigger. Oh shit,
Speaker 1: that's a lot of darkness. And it was just grind
Speaker 1: and grind and grind on it and grind on it. Basically,
Speaker 1: he's showing me that the light is coming. The light
Speaker 1: is gonna win. The light is battling the dark. Dark
Speaker 1: has no chance. I'm like figuring all this out as
Speaker 1: I'm seeing the dark. The dark doesn't have no chance.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't know what the dark is. I'm
Speaker 1: just seeing it. That's what I can explain. The dark
Speaker 1: has no chance. The light coming around the light strings combined,
Speaker 1: and they get stronger every time, and there's nothing the
Speaker 1: dark can do about it. You can stay there for
Speaker 1: a minute, a big spy. It might take a second,
Speaker 1: but the light strings were gonna grind on it and
Speaker 1: go away. And once the dark's gone, it's gone forever.
Speaker 1: The light takes its space. It occupies that space, and
Speaker 1: that's it. Dark is gone. I'm like, holy shit, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm seeing this and I'm understanding it, not just seeing it.
Speaker 1: I'm understanding this, and that's right. When I understand that
Speaker 1: the light dark, the last dark spot gets erased. I
Speaker 1: look down and I can see myself standing on the beach,
Speaker 1: and I'm spinning on top of my body, coming down
Speaker 1: and fall into my body. And as I fall into
Speaker 1: my body, now the world starts spinning, like if I'm
Speaker 1: dizzy as fuck, like you spin on a baseball bat.
Speaker 1: Now the world starts spinning around me. Now, this is
Speaker 1: probably the weirdest thing to happen thus far. And a
Speaker 1: world spinning around me, I'm trying to catch my balance.
Speaker 1: I look down. I see the sand start making a
Speaker 1: circle the opposite direction. Let's say the world's spinning this way.
Speaker 1: All of a sudden, the sands start making a circle,
Speaker 1: and it's coming up like this, the opposite way that
Speaker 1: the world is spinning. And every time the world spins,
Speaker 1: it spins the opposite direction. The spins get a little less.
Speaker 1: And this thing keeps coming up bro like a snake turning,
Speaker 1: And every time it turns, the world turns the opposite way.
Speaker 1: This dizziness gets a little less, and it keep going
Speaker 1: and get to the point where the world stops spinning,
Speaker 1: and it comes to the point where it's in the middle,
Speaker 1: like every time the soul gets smaller. Stop. What the fuck?
Speaker 1: I'm looking out of sand just floating in the space,
Speaker 1: floating in the air. And the second that it stops,
Speaker 1: I see the wind catch it and like maybe ten
Speaker 1: percent of the sand blows away and the rest of
Speaker 1: it falls. And when I look down, I see the lands,
Speaker 1: the sand lands in the spiral right. And when I
Speaker 1: see the sand land and the spiral, now I know
Speaker 1: what I just saw was real, because I'm thinking, what
Speaker 1: the fuck is sand just levitating like that? And when
Speaker 1: it lands, I'm thinking, that really just happened. And my
Speaker 1: first thing flashed. I don't remember what just happened, but
Speaker 1: I think I got magic powers from a UFO, like
Speaker 1: because I remember the three flashes, you know. And then
Speaker 1: I saw the sand move up, so I started trying
Speaker 1: to spin my head around and lift the sand back
Speaker 1: up because I thought maybe my dizziness or something. I
Speaker 1: start doing that and that's when I get the zoom in.
Speaker 1: I'm looking at the sand trying to go like this,
Speaker 1: and all of a sudden, I just get a zoom
Speaker 1: in into the sand that I'm looking at the one
Speaker 1: sand grain, and inside that sand grain I can just
Speaker 1: see or little organic it's just little organic strings. Just
Speaker 1: they're like three D spider webs, but there's no right
Speaker 1: angles on them. It's just all attached. And inside these
Speaker 1: in the strings are actually tiny little tubes, and inside
Speaker 1: the little tubes are lights lined up like millimeters on
Speaker 1: a roller, and all the little things they're lined up
Speaker 1: perfectly in order like that, and they're just flowing right
Speaker 1: along smoothly. And wherever two strings combined in the one,
Speaker 1: the lights will like combine like a zipper and then
Speaker 1: turn into one, and then they'll combined with another one,
Speaker 1: just perfectly flowing. And that's just one piece of fucking sand.
Speaker 1: And this was all over the place. And then it
Speaker 1: zoomed back out and I was like, holy shit, it's
Speaker 1: all light. I look. I look up. Drone number one
Speaker 1: with the lights is still there. The second one is gone.
Speaker 1: And I look up and the drone is still there
Speaker 1: and it starts talking to me and it just starts boo.
Speaker 1: I don't know what it was saying, but I know
Speaker 1: that it was the most beautiful thing I ever heard.
Speaker 1: And as it's saying these words, it was like real fast,
Speaker 1: saying these words like preaching almost or saying something. I
Speaker 1: start seeing the world come alive as it's saying it.
Speaker 1: And I started realizing these words are powerful. Whatever they
Speaker 1: I'm trying to remember them. But it's so fast. I
Speaker 1: have no pen, and I start saying to the voice
Speaker 1: that's talking and saying these words. I started saying, stop,
Speaker 1: let me get a pen, let me write this down.
Speaker 1: This could change the world for everybody. And it's telling
Speaker 1: me relax, relax. I took two steps running, and it
Speaker 1: said relax. I stopped running, said relax, just pay attention.
Speaker 1: I keep paying attention to the words. It stops. I
Speaker 1: look around. Everything's alive, bro, I can see light moving
Speaker 1: in everything. Sh It looks like I'm in the Wizard
Speaker 1: of Ah, shiny everything. Just I can see everything live,
Speaker 1: the chair, everything, everything's alive, moving around. I see the
Speaker 1: light moving through it. And then the voice started telling me.
Speaker 1: The voice started telling me this is heaven. This, this
Speaker 1: is heaven. The same place you were just standing in
Speaker 1: a couple hours ago that you thought was hell. Now
Speaker 1: you see, this is heaven. And I'm thinking like it
Speaker 1: started telling look, this conversation went on so fast and
Speaker 1: so long that it probably like it's probably like an
Speaker 1: hour conversation that we had.
Speaker 3: In ten minutes.
Speaker 1: I don't know how to say that so so much,
Speaker 1: so it sucked so much. The order of the things
Speaker 1: that we said is hard to figure out sometimes. But
Speaker 1: it starts telling me that it was John the Baptist,
Speaker 1: This drone that I'm looking at, telling me that it's
Speaker 1: John the Baptist. It's not johnna Battle. It tells me
Speaker 1: it's the true spirit and power of John the Baptist.
Speaker 1: And I had just been delivered from evil and I
Speaker 1: had just been reborn, and I'm thinking. I'm thinking like, oh,
Speaker 1: I told you you had just been eternally baptized. And
Speaker 1: I'm like, I gotta jump into the water. And it
Speaker 1: tells me, no, no, no, no, no, eternal baptism is held
Speaker 1: in the light in the water like the one in
Speaker 1: the Bible. You got eternal baptism. I can dig that. Now,
Speaker 1: start talking to this thing like it's my friend. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I'm having it. It's not like God,
Speaker 1: it's kind of like God, but it's more like a
Speaker 1: conversation with an old friend I ain't talked to in
Speaker 1: a while. And it started telling me like, I'm sorry
Speaker 1: that this night was so traumatic and you had to
Speaker 1: go through all this at once, but the time had
Speaker 1: to be right now that you had to wake up.
Speaker 1: And it's telling me what to do. It's telling me
Speaker 1: all kinds of things. It's telling me, let me start here.
Speaker 1: Tell me you're gonna go home and wake up your son.
Speaker 1: You're gonna teach them the true teachings of Jesus that
Speaker 1: are not in the Bible, and it's gonna say they were.
Speaker 1: It tells me they were purposely left out of the Bible.
Speaker 1: I don't know this, drone. I don't even read the Bible,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know this stuff telling me this,
Speaker 1: and Bro, it starts letting me like, it starts giving
Speaker 1: me different future possibilities. It starts showing me like endless
Speaker 1: possibilities of everything that I've ever known, everything that I
Speaker 1: can remember, how I can organize, what I can do. Boom,
Speaker 1: and it gives me the story, says your story, you
Speaker 1: have the best story, bro, And it's telling me, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna tell my story. That's when it's telling me. It's
Speaker 1: telling me you have a good story to tell the world.
Speaker 1: And it tells me, in a year and a half,
Speaker 1: you're gonna make telepathic friends. In two years, they're gonna
Speaker 1: help you remember your entire story and tell it to
Speaker 1: the world, and you're gonna help wake the world up,
Speaker 1: and you're gonna be part of a great awakening. And
Speaker 1: I'm on the beach like I'm a homeless bomb on
Speaker 1: the beach, like okay, you know, like I'm happy. I'm thinking,
Speaker 1: this is great, this is awesome. Of course I do
Speaker 1: it for you, you know. Of course, it's showing me
Speaker 1: everything that is showing me what I'm gonna do, and
Speaker 1: it's awesome. And I'm like, hell yeah. So it's like
Speaker 1: at the end, I have a long conversation with but
Speaker 1: I basically was like, you know, at the end, I'm walking.
Speaker 1: It starts, it starts trailing off, and it's telling me, look,
Speaker 1: just make the right choices. Everything you experience is real.
Speaker 1: Just make the right choices. And it's telling me, I'm like,
Speaker 1: don't go, don't go. Don't I don't say you got
Speaker 1: to do this on your own, but don't worry. If
Speaker 1: you ever need me, all you got to do is
Speaker 1: really really think for me, and I'll be there. But
Speaker 1: you have to do this on your own. And it said,
Speaker 1: don't worry. There's already millions of telepathic people out there.
Speaker 1: There's already people awake. And when it said that, I
Speaker 1: started thinking, like millions, there's a lot of people. I
Speaker 1: don't think about billions, you know what, I'm thinking, millions
Speaker 1: as everybody. I don't really put in two to two
Speaker 1: together like that yet, you know, tell you millions of
Speaker 1: people already awake, You'll find friends. Don't worry about the past,
Speaker 1: all this stuff. You still got to deal with your
Speaker 1: past stuff. But I'm you could be okay, like you're
Speaker 1: gonna be to know how to do it now. You're
Speaker 1: gonna be You're gonna know how to get through it now,
Speaker 1: how to maneuver through all this now. And I'm excited.
Speaker 1: You know. It sounded like a great future I got
Speaker 1: set for me. So I start walking out the beach
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, oh, another thing to tell me that.
Speaker 1: It told me it's going around the world waking people up.
Speaker 1: You know, this drone told me that's what it's doing.
Speaker 1: That's what it gotta go do. So I called a
Speaker 1: drone right because it was it looked like a machine
Speaker 1: to me, this one. And so I start walking off
Speaker 1: the beach and it's telling me like everyone's telepathic. Millions
Speaker 1: of people tell it pathic. It helps everyone. Anyone can
Speaker 1: connect to it at any time. Everyone knows that it
Speaker 1: can connect to it, like not everyone, but it's the
Speaker 1: way I took it, you know. So I'm leaving the beach,
Speaker 1: I'm thinking everybody knows about this drone or other people
Speaker 1: know about it. I'm not thinking I'm the only one.
Speaker 1: I'm walking off the beach, sons coming up and people
Speaker 1: start walking by me, and they're very beautiful people, and
Speaker 1: they're saying things like congratulations, and we saw it, you
Speaker 1: did good, You're gonna do good, Welcome to the new world,
Speaker 1: and like all this stuff. All about six couples passed by,
Speaker 1: all of them saying something different to me. And as
Speaker 1: I'm like thinking, like I'm asking them, can you hear
Speaker 1: my thoughts, They're saying yes, yes, I can out loud,
Speaker 1: like you know, and I'm like, holy shit. So I'm
Speaker 1: thinking everyone in the world is now telepathic, and I've
Speaker 1: just been out of the dimension because I was such
Speaker 1: a piece of garbage. Now I'm in this new world
Speaker 1: and everyone tellingpathic and I'm like, oh shit, this is crazy.
Speaker 1: And I've been hearing I've been talking to Angel, Drone,
Speaker 1: whatever you want to call it, so i know how
Speaker 1: to hear a voice in my head what it sounded like.
Speaker 1: So as I'm walking, people are talking out loud to me,
Speaker 1: but I'm not hearing their thoughts. So I'm like, why
Speaker 1: can't pick up on their thoughts? I start thinking, you
Speaker 1: know they're hearing my thoughts because they answered me outloud.
Speaker 1: So I started getting kind of confused. I'm walking down
Speaker 1: the street. I'm testing it out on people, like a go.
Speaker 1: Let's say, for instance, a go walk by and as
Speaker 1: she walked by, I'll be walking behind her and I'll say,
Speaker 1: in my mind, they ain't you look pretty? And she
Speaker 1: turned around and smiled. I was like, if you heard that?
Speaker 1: And then and then I'll be like, all right, let
Speaker 1: me test out something bad. And I'd say something and
Speaker 1: bad to her, and she'd turn around with a bad face.
Speaker 1: I'd be like, damn, even this random girl just read
Speaker 1: my mind, you know, how come I can't hear her mind?
Speaker 1: And then I start walking, and I mean I could,
Speaker 1: I could walk you through every step. A lot of
Speaker 1: crazy things happen. But as I'm walking, I'm thinking like, wait,
Speaker 1: if everybody's telling Pathic and everybody's congratulating me and saw
Speaker 1: what happened on the beach last night, then what the
Speaker 1: heck am I talking about? What is this thing talking about?
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have a story to tell? What story is
Speaker 1: there to tell? If everyone can read my mind, everyone
Speaker 1: knows everything already, want to tell you what you already know.
Speaker 1: So I started thinking like, damn, all that all that
Speaker 1: good future with my son and all that thing it
Speaker 1: was showing me to go teach him, and all this
Speaker 1: shit's out the window, you know, like that's the big
Speaker 1: story we told in my future. We're gonna have a
Speaker 1: story to tell. I'm like, na, everyone's telling Pathic, there
Speaker 1: is no story to tell. God, think of something different.
Speaker 1: How to make money and how to survive? Now everyone
Speaker 1: knows everything about everyone. So that's what I thought was happening.
Speaker 1: So I started getting kind of depressed about it. I
Speaker 1: was like, Damn, I don't got a story to tell.
Speaker 1: I got to start from the bottom. I don't have
Speaker 1: no education, and I'm way behind and everyone already AI
Speaker 1: telepathic all this shit. I'm like, damn, I ain't got nothing.
Speaker 1: My story ain't worth nothing to nobody, because everybody knows
Speaker 1: everything anyway, That's what I'm thinking. So I walk into
Speaker 1: the burger I'm hungry. I walk into the Burger King.
Speaker 1: I mean the whole time, I'm expecting to see my
Speaker 1: parents and my son pick me up, because I think
Speaker 1: that everyone connects to the drone, and I think they
Speaker 1: knew I just went through that last night, and I
Speaker 1: think they were gonna be there, happy for me, the
Speaker 1: way that this shit was. So I'm walking down the
Speaker 1: beach day not there, and I'm just like, I go
Speaker 1: on to Burry King. I asked the manager. I said,
Speaker 1: this is my first day in the new world. I
Speaker 1: didn't know. I don't have no money, I don't have nothing.
Speaker 1: To just give me a meal, and he said, yeah,
Speaker 1: I'll give you one meal since it's your first day.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, all right, I guess he knows too,
Speaker 1: but I guess he was just saying that, you know.
Speaker 1: So I'm sitting down in Burger King eating the meal,
Speaker 1: and everything's still alive. I still see the wall alive.
Speaker 1: And at that moment everything went and all the bricks
Speaker 1: in the walls like it was like an ar augmented
Speaker 1: reality thing. Well, I'm just watching all the bricks in
Speaker 1: the wall spin and when they turn now they're not
Speaker 1: shiny no more. All the towels in the wall they
Speaker 1: turn now they're not shiny. The windows, everything, everything's dead again,
Speaker 1: And I think in my head, I go, fuck back
Speaker 1: in hell again. Man's eating with his back to me,
Speaker 1: and the bird king turns around. He shings yeah and
Speaker 1: turned back around and started eating. I'm like, damn, this
Speaker 1: is fuck. Oh. I don't know what's really I don't
Speaker 1: know what's going on. So I pretty much walk through
Speaker 1: the whole day testing out telepathic things, and people could
Speaker 1: read my mind or trying to do it, and seemed
Speaker 1: like everyone wants to read my fucking mind almost except
Speaker 1: for like, there was about like five percent or ten
Speaker 1: percent of the people that weren't reacting to anything I
Speaker 1: would do. So I'd be like, Okay, it's not every
Speaker 1: single person. I started figuring out, so I said, maybe
Speaker 1: my parents ain't telepathic yet or something. I don't know,
Speaker 1: maybe they don't know about the drone. So the nights
Speaker 1: come down to nighttime, and I just stay at the beach,
Speaker 1: walking up and down, like what is going on? Oh?
Speaker 1: Another thing happened. I started seeing signs and signs everywhere.
Speaker 1: I say, Glorious house, Gloria, Gloria, Glory. I said, who
Speaker 1: the fuck is Gloria? This homeless girl comes by, shees Gloria.
Speaker 1: That means go to church. And I'm like, oh, after
Speaker 1: all that just happens, now you're telling me to go
Speaker 1: to church. You know, I left one thing out. Can
Speaker 1: we go back real quick? Yeah? When no, because this
Speaker 1: is probably the most amazing thing that happened the whole time.
Speaker 1: And when it happened, I told myself, this can't be real.
Speaker 1: I had to have made this up. No one's gonna
Speaker 1: believe this part. I'll tell the rest, but no one's
Speaker 1: gonna believe this part. And I literally like thought I
Speaker 1: made this last part up. At the time, at the
Speaker 1: drones leaving, and it's telling me you got to do
Speaker 1: this on your own, you know, make the right choices,
Speaker 1: and the drones saying by right before I start walking
Speaker 1: through the beach. As I'm looking at this drone is
Speaker 1: getting smaller and smaller. I'm looking at the drone it's
Speaker 1: getting smaller and SMALLERH shit, you not in the sky
Speaker 1: the size of a movie screen, small movie screen. A
Speaker 1: I call it my postcard. A flash. You see that.
Speaker 3: It looks like three beans, three beings.
Speaker 1: Yeah, a flash, a perfect square three by five ratio
Speaker 1: in the sky, about one hundred feet in the sky,
Speaker 1: only like two hundred feet away from me. This drone
Speaker 1: is real far by now. It's a real tiny little
Speaker 1: dot and just flashed on and off three. At the
Speaker 1: very moment I thought it was Aliens, I said, it
Speaker 1: looked like a negative picture, you know, like you know,
Speaker 1: a negative. I was like opposite. It was like a
Speaker 1: negative in the sky. And these beings were dark. They
Speaker 1: were all dark, and they were sitting. It looked like
Speaker 1: they were like this, but you can't tell because it
Speaker 1: was just dark, you know, they're basically just like that.
Speaker 1: And the light behind them was white bright, and the
Speaker 1: skylet blue, so it was like a cutout. Just it's
Speaker 1: a flash, I said, what, Aliens? I said what? Then
Speaker 1: I started thinking I can tell you all the things.
Speaker 1: I started thinking, like John the Baptist Aliens. Then I
Speaker 1: started thinking the government drone. I start thinking that the
Speaker 1: government drone. Then the aliens came and fixed it and
Speaker 1: turned it better. I don't know what the fuck was happening, Like, oh,
Speaker 1: so many things I've gone through my mind at that point.
Speaker 1: So where was I? Sorry?
Speaker 3: Okay, so you went back to revisit that you saw
Speaker 3: the thing in the sky.
Speaker 1: So okay.
Speaker 3: So in present time at your store.
Speaker 1: Got to be nighttime, got to be nighttime. The whole
Speaker 1: day goes by. I'm still at the beach. I'm supposed
Speaker 1: to be teaching my son, all this stuff, all this
Speaker 1: future to show me my parents can come by. And
Speaker 1: so this nighttime I lay down in his closed cafe.
Speaker 1: I put my face into the crack of the wall
Speaker 1: and I closed my eyes. There's no one there. I
Speaker 1: make sure there's no one there before I lay down
Speaker 1: and put my face into the wall. You know, I
Speaker 1: closed my eyes and I started saying to the drone.
Speaker 1: So you said, if I ever really needed you, really
Speaker 1: really needed you, I could connect with you. And you
Speaker 1: told me I was gonna be home with my son
Speaker 1: today and I'm still here at the beach. Is why
Speaker 1: would you tell this one of my parents ad take
Speaker 1: me home? I say in my head, right when I
Speaker 1: say that, I hear keys jingle. I'm laying down. I
Speaker 1: opened my eyes and I look down by my feet.
Speaker 1: There's a boy laying against the wall along the wall
Speaker 1: with me, and he's jingling his keys. And I've never
Speaker 1: seen him before. And he says to me, hey, man,
Speaker 1: I can't be sleeping out here anymore. Out here, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go home. You need to ride. I'm going to
Speaker 1: Burden one twenty seven. I said, what, he goes, I
Speaker 1: can't be out here no more. You need to ride.
Speaker 1: I'm going home to Burden one twenty seven. That's my
Speaker 1: mom's address, which is forty five minutes away from the beach. Wow.
Speaker 1: So I just I'm thinking, thinking this is the thing.
Speaker 1: They sent me a ride home almost, you know, I say, yeah,
Speaker 1: give me a ride home. I'll take it right home
Speaker 1: to Burden one twenty seven. That's literally where I want
Speaker 1: to be. That's the exact address that I want to
Speaker 1: be at. You know. So get a dude's car. We're
Speaker 1: driving home and it's a weird bro. He's having weirds.
Speaker 1: I don't know who this man is or what, but
Speaker 1: he's like walking me down this spiritual conversation, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like testing me asked, like trying to
Speaker 1: find out what kind of person I am, like just weird,
Speaker 1: like trying to see how I am now, almost almost
Speaker 1: like he knew me and he was trying to see
Speaker 1: how it was. It was weird, bro, but uh, Anyway,
Speaker 1: we get to my house and he dropped me off
Speaker 1: and I ain't talked to my mom forever. I ain't done.
Speaker 1: I just went through this whole thing. I don't know
Speaker 1: what to say. I think. I don't know if she knows.
Speaker 1: I don't know if they know about the drones. I
Speaker 1: don't know if they know about everything. I don't know.
Speaker 1: So I knock on the door ten thirty at night.
Speaker 1: She opened the door up. She like, what are you
Speaker 1: doing here? And I don't know what to say to
Speaker 1: her because I'm trying to figure out if she know
Speaker 1: what's going on. And I tell her the drone brought
Speaker 1: me home. You don't know about the drune. She's like,
Speaker 1: what are you talking about? So I just, you know,
Speaker 1: I start rambling. I don't remember what I told her,
Speaker 1: but she sent him a text saying what I told her,
Speaker 1: something about a drone that controlled my whole life. And
Speaker 1: it's all good now because it saved me, and it's
Speaker 1: really an angel and all this stuff. I didn't know what.
Speaker 1: I don't even remember what I said to her exactly,
Speaker 1: but it was something like that, and she ended up
Speaker 1: texting him, your dad came home saying some crazy story, saying,
Speaker 1: I hope he's on drugs because if now he lost
Speaker 1: his mind, let's just pray that he's on drugs. She said.
Speaker 1: But I understand sound crazy if you don't know anything
Speaker 1: about it. So but you know, she let me stay there,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, everything's gonna be okay. Now I see
Speaker 1: him the next day. I mean it was, I still
Speaker 1: it was. It was beautiful the first time I seen
Speaker 1: him since I've been normal now, and even my mom
Speaker 1: giving me bad vibes because when I first told her
Speaker 1: everything that happened, the first words out of her mouth
Speaker 1: was that she said it sounded like the devil to her.
Speaker 1: And the way I explained it to her and the
Speaker 1: way she responded it was the same way that Robert
Speaker 1: Langdon did it in the book Origin, playing the AI,
Speaker 1: telling them about someone about the AI, and it said
Speaker 1: that sounded like the devil to me, and it just
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god, am I living in
Speaker 1: the book now too, still like all the repressed memories
Speaker 1: from the first book and the AI in the second
Speaker 1: book kind of felt like what happened? So I don't know.
Speaker 1: I was kind of out of it. So I go
Speaker 1: to sleep, I wake up, he's there. I still haven't
Speaker 1: felt right inside, like I don't feel comfortable yet. And
Speaker 1: I've been on the street for a while, you know,
Speaker 1: so I haven't had emotions really, you know, been blocking
Speaker 1: out everything, even with my mom, like even when I
Speaker 1: saw her, like I wasn't sure how to feel. And
Speaker 1: then when he came over, she just said she I
Speaker 1: forgot what she had said. What she said.
Speaker 6: We had we had hugged, and you said something along
Speaker 6: the lines of like I don't even know what love.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, she said. I forgot exactly what
Speaker 1: she said. It was. It was crazy. She said, hug
Speaker 1: your son, she said. She said, tell your son you
Speaker 1: love him. That's what she said. She goes, tell your son,
Speaker 1: look at your son and tell him that you love him.
Speaker 1: Because I looked at her and looking at him like
Speaker 1: I don't even know what if he knows what's going on,
Speaker 1: looking him kind of nervous. She goes, tell him you
Speaker 1: love him. And I said, I don't even know what
Speaker 1: love is anymore because I actrually don't have no feelings inside.
Speaker 1: I was feeling emotionless, still back in hell, you know.
Speaker 1: And when I hugged him, dude, my body inside just tingling, bro,
Speaker 1: and I felt like my life came back into me. Bro.
Speaker 1: It was an amazing moment. Bro brought it to you,
Speaker 1: to my eye and I felt love again. It was crazy.
Speaker 1: It was a crazy moment. I love and she goes,
Speaker 1: remember that feeling you have right now, that's love. And
Speaker 1: I was like, oh shit, this is love. That wouldn't
Speaker 1: feel like that's right beautiful. So then he had to
Speaker 1: go because he was late. He came buy to say hi,
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking everything's gonna be good now, you know,
Speaker 1: I fell in love again. I'm thinking everything's okay, everything's
Speaker 1: gonna go. I'm gonna get to teach them all this stuff.
Speaker 1: I don't know how I'm gonna start, but I'm gonna
Speaker 1: get to teach him. But everything else, like everything else
Speaker 1: is just terrible, like my dad, like no matter what
Speaker 1: it is, you know, I remember I told you everything
Speaker 1: was alive. Yeah, well now if it was like everything
Speaker 1: was alive and Everything was like sending negative energy to me.
Speaker 1: Even the tables, even the chairs. Everything was just like
Speaker 1: my dad watching the TV shows about murder and stuff,
Speaker 1: and I'm just hearing the bad words, you know, like
Speaker 1: murder killed or did that? You think he was just
Speaker 1: like hyper sensitive, hyper sensitive. I'm yelling at them, put
Speaker 1: on something positive. Why are you watching all this negative stuff?
Speaker 1: And they're telling you, who the fuck you? You're coming
Speaker 1: off the street. You don't tell what to do. We
Speaker 1: got off shit going and I'm like, no, you don't
Speaker 1: know what's going on. You just is messing up your mind.
Speaker 1: You guys don't know. And I'm fighting with them and
Speaker 1: they're not clas with clashing everything. They're not, you know,
Speaker 1: I just what was going on. I thought everything was
Speaker 1: gonna be good. I'm gonna get to spread his happiness,
Speaker 1: and it's not working. And it got bad. My uncle
Speaker 1: calling in. I hear them talking shit on the phone,
Speaker 1: and he coming into town. I know when he comes in,
Speaker 1: he's gonna come over there and start talking ship and
Speaker 1: then I don't know how much react. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: at that time, I'm still in hell. Now I'm back
Speaker 1: in hell, so I could pop off. I don't feel stable.
Speaker 1: I don't feel stable, you know, And something telling me like,
Speaker 1: you better get the hell out of here because it's
Speaker 1: gonna pop off. You're not gonna be able to control yourself.
Speaker 1: You better get out of here for your own good.
Speaker 1: And I just got home. I said hi to him.
Speaker 1: I just you know, everything's gonna be okay. But now
Speaker 1: things telling me you need to get out of here
Speaker 1: again and just get out. And I'm like, what the fuck?
Speaker 1: I can't stay here no more. I just couldn't be there.
Speaker 1: I was going crazy. And it only lasted like a week.
Speaker 1: I couldn't stayed there for more than a week. And
Speaker 1: oh and dad just too much words and stuff. And
Speaker 1: I just got up and I walked out. I don't
Speaker 1: know where I'm going. I don't even want to do drugs.
Speaker 1: I just I can't be here. Something's telling me to leave.
Speaker 1: Something is telling me to leave. The story's not over yet.
Speaker 1: It's basically it's telling me, you know, you gotta keep going,
Speaker 1: and I don't know, So I just leave. I put
Speaker 1: my head down. I don't even say bye nothing. I
Speaker 1: just figure he'll understand I ain't the first time I
Speaker 1: walked out. He'll get it. Even though he thought this
Speaker 1: time m'd be different. I thought this time would be different.
Speaker 1: I guess it's just hell. This is what hell is,
Speaker 1: over and over, you know. So I just leave. I'm
Speaker 1: straight at first, I'm sober at first, and I'm just thinking,
Speaker 1: like I get on the bus and I just head
Speaker 1: out and I don't even want to go downtown. I
Speaker 1: had the other way. I head out west. I just
Speaker 1: want to get away. And I get on the bus.
Speaker 1: Second I get on the bus, man, everyone looking at me.
Speaker 1: I'm normal. I'm thinking, I'm normal. It shouldn't be happening.
Speaker 1: I'm not even stealing, I'm not down drugs, I'm not
Speaker 1: even doing nothing. I'm just a normal person on the bus.
Speaker 1: And everyone's still looking at me with the phones. Again.
Speaker 1: I'm just like, oh, man, no, this ain't it. So
Speaker 1: I go way out. I go way out west to
Speaker 1: the end of the bus stop. I sleep at the
Speaker 1: Walmart way out there. I candle way out there. I'll
Speaker 1: just go sleep under the trailer out there. When I'm
Speaker 1: laying out there, drone back and I forget in my
Speaker 1: mind all that UFO thing that happened. But I'm back
Speaker 1: in Hell, and that was all just a I'm demon
Speaker 1: fucking with my head to try to get me to
Speaker 1: do this, you know what I'm saying. And I'm back
Speaker 1: in hell. And that light that followed me again, that's
Speaker 1: the drone. It's not an angel, it's a drone. Back
Speaker 1: back to the drone again. And I'm sitting there and
Speaker 1: this thing drops down and there's a corn field out there.
Speaker 1: This thing drops down into the corn field and it's
Speaker 1: huge and it's white, and it's not the same drone.
Speaker 1: It's just a ball now. And I'm looking at it, like,
Speaker 1: what the fuck is that thing? And there's a little
Speaker 1: house out there in the middle of the corn field,
Speaker 1: like a shed with a little lamp post, right, And
Speaker 1: I watched this big ass fucking ball. It's probably like
Speaker 1: a couple hundred yards away, but I watch it and
Speaker 1: it goes into the lamp post just it comes the
Speaker 1: lamp post. Part of the lamp post just fades into
Speaker 1: the lamp post. And I was like, fuck this, I'm
Speaker 1: losing my mind, you know. So I go to sleep.
Speaker 1: I just I don't even know if I I just
Speaker 1: lay under the thing till the sun comes up. I
Speaker 1: head back downtown. The next day. I'm just like, fuck
Speaker 1: this shit. I'm getting high again. I can't. I can't
Speaker 1: deal with done of this shit. This is the end.
Speaker 1: And I head back downtown. So much happened. I started
Speaker 1: feeling like, I get a little high, go back to
Speaker 1: the girl Tann that hooked me up at a little one.
Speaker 1: She give me a little one. Instantly I started feeling
Speaker 1: like everyone trying to kill me, everyone looking at me,
Speaker 1: plotting on me. I get up out of downtown. I'm
Speaker 1: walking through the streets, the buses everywhere. I feel like
Speaker 1: everyone's trying to kill me again. The whole city want
Speaker 1: to kill me. It just happening all over again. I'm
Speaker 1: feeling like to the point. And when I was home
Speaker 1: for that week or the week Kanye West kind of
Speaker 1: made the news for he was talking like all the
Speaker 1: crazy stuff. You know what I'm saying. Do you remember that,
Speaker 1: oh yeah, saying he was going crazy that week. He
Speaker 1: was saying like I love Hitler. And it was the
Speaker 1: same week I got back. And I'm trying to be positive,
Speaker 1: right And when I hear it time, when I hear
Speaker 1: Kanye West talking about he loved Hitler and everyone bashing
Speaker 1: for it, I understand what he means. You gotta love.
Speaker 1: Just worry about the love. Don't worry about no hate,
Speaker 1: even if it hitler. Don't worry about who it is
Speaker 1: or what it is. Let God worry about that. Just
Speaker 1: love everybody. So I'm defending Kanye West as he's going
Speaker 1: crazy in my house and that ain't helping my case,
Speaker 1: you know. And so when I'm out on the street,
Speaker 1: I don't know why I do this, but everyone, I
Speaker 1: feel like I'm gonna get shot and he made it.
Speaker 1: Someone's gonna kill me. Something's gonna happen any minute. My
Speaker 1: last chance I got. I write a sign, and I
Speaker 1: write on the sign I said, Kanye West doesn't hate me?
Speaker 1: Why do you? And I walk around the city holding
Speaker 1: it up to everybody. I feel like the whole city
Speaker 1: hate me. People taking pictures of me. Yeah yeah, So everybody,
Speaker 1: why what I do to you? I didn't do nothing
Speaker 1: to you. Why everyone hate me? I'm holding sign for hours.
Speaker 1: Then I'm holding this sign up on this walking back
Speaker 1: and forth in this little corner twelfth twelfth Avenue and
Speaker 1: Northwest seventh Street, And all of a sudden, they do
Speaker 1: like a fake accident. You know that people would be
Speaker 1: doing fake accidents in Miami. Yeah, fake accident, a fake
Speaker 1: car accident insurance. I used to know people that do it.
Speaker 1: My friends used to do Everyone in Miami know people
Speaker 1: that do that. So I see it at the corner
Speaker 1: that I'm doing this sign. I'm holding this sign, watching everybody,
Speaker 1: watching cars drive up, looking people easting me, looking like
Speaker 1: they want to kill me. And I'm like, you can't
Speaker 1: kill me if I'm holding this signy letting it down,
Speaker 1: you know. So I keep holding the sign and then
Speaker 1: I and then I see this car to stop, and
Speaker 1: I see another car go behind it and go fake accident,
Speaker 1: and they both get out call the police, and they
Speaker 1: call it. They called the police. Polease show right up,
Speaker 1: and all three of them are just sitting there staring
Speaker 1: at me. And I already had some things with it
Speaker 1: on the street where you can't trust some of the
Speaker 1: city cops. So I'm thinking this one of the dirty
Speaker 1: might be one of the dirty city cop. They're not
Speaker 1: all dirty, but they might be one of them. And
Speaker 1: I'm thinking this might be a dirty city cop, and
Speaker 1: he might be a fake accident. They're just trying to
Speaker 1: do this right here to keep their eye on me
Speaker 1: because these part of the people follow me or whatever
Speaker 1: you know these people want me dead. And I see
Speaker 1: them cop they're they're sitting there. I'm like, this is
Speaker 1: not right.
Speaker 2: This.
Speaker 1: I started getting paranoid. I take off, I start walking away.
Speaker 1: I started walking back towards over Town. And dude, I
Speaker 1: walked by this group of little black girl playing hopscotch,
Speaker 1: you know, gett a hopscotch on the thing with a
Speaker 1: good thing. And I just in my mind, I'm like thinking,
Speaker 1: if people can still read me my thoughts, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm gonna test out these little girls. And
Speaker 1: I was like, walk by them. I'm sorry, God, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: And I walked by them. I said it in my
Speaker 1: head only just to see. And I walked by these
Speaker 1: little girls and I went in my head, I said,
Speaker 1: fuck these little kids. I hate little kids right, just
Speaker 1: to see, right, that's my backs to them. I just
Speaker 1: I said it. I walked by in my head, smiling like,
Speaker 1: and they're saying they were playing, and one little girl
Speaker 1: shouts out, ooh, I'm gonna tell my mama what you
Speaker 1: just said. And I turned around and she's staring at me,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, oh my gosh, she heard me just
Speaker 1: cuss out the kids in my mind and you teld her, Mama,
Speaker 1: I just cussed it out. I took off. I took off.
Speaker 1: I took off. It started getting dark, all right, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to skip forward. I ended up taking a bus
Speaker 1: back home, telling my mom, come picked me up. Everybody
Speaker 1: to kill me, their drones follow me. I've left this
Speaker 1: part out after like two After like two days, I
Speaker 1: go back to my house, tell my mom to picked
Speaker 1: me up at the mall and I tell her everyone
Speaker 1: trying to kill me. This drone is followed me. The
Speaker 1: follow me with this drunk. Can you pick me up
Speaker 1: at the mall? Please? She's like, you laugh where you
Speaker 1: go or I'm like I'm a little high, but it's
Speaker 1: not that Please can pick me up right now. I'm
Speaker 1: not safe. She come to the mall, she picked me up,
Speaker 1: and I'm telling her, look, that's the drone, and I'm
Speaker 1: pointing out a star Venus or something, you know. I'm like, look,
Speaker 1: that's it. It's gonna move watch and she with my
Speaker 1: uncle and they're looking. They're like, it's just a star.
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, it's following me everywhere. I'm like I'm looking.
Speaker 1: I'm like, that is venus. Fuck, you know, and I
Speaker 1: just think I'm on drugs and crazy or you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. When I went back home, and it's
Speaker 1: just worse. So I had to leave again. Bro it happened.
Speaker 1: I stayed there for like a day. I left again.
Speaker 1: So then I'm out there on the street walk by
Speaker 1: the little girl. She said that I'm walking. I don't
Speaker 1: know what to do. Everybody wanted to kill me. I
Speaker 1: see my friend walking. He kind of he looked kind
Speaker 1: of like me. He's on the street, but he got
Speaker 1: a place in the Camilla's house is a homeless shelter,
Speaker 1: so he kind of got a little shit together, you know.
Speaker 1: He got off the street into the homeless shelter and
Speaker 1: he kind of crippled. He kind of crippled like walk
Speaker 1: like that, and he had a big bag on his bag.
Speaker 1: And he's like the last person that I seen that
Speaker 1: has never been mean to me. Everybody else on the
Speaker 1: street wanted to kill me. Every time I see him.
Speaker 1: He already cool with me, you know, he's always cool
Speaker 1: and all right. Let me tell you the first time
Speaker 1: I seen this this man, I said, I remember seeing
Speaker 1: him at this point was when I was on dope.
Speaker 1: When I first was sniffing. I'll be driving my car
Speaker 1: to go buy dope downtown, and when I'm parking to
Speaker 1: the bridge buying dope, I remember seeing this crazy looking
Speaker 1: white dude. It's not a white crazy looking white dudes
Speaker 1: under there, crazy looking white dude with jeans on, no
Speaker 1: T shirt and a pink thong, all tatted up, looking nuts,
Speaker 1: and he looks at me crazy, give me some crazy eyes,
Speaker 1: oh ship. He looked away, and I watched him light
Speaker 1: a tent on fire. He likes a lighter, like a
Speaker 1: torch lighter. Look at me, light a torch. You look away.
Speaker 1: The boom he lights a tent, the whole tangles flames up.
Speaker 1: Big black dude come running out. What the fuck you
Speaker 1: see dirty standing there with a torch and he just
Speaker 1: take off running. This big dude, dirty little dude. He
Speaker 1: take off running like scared for his life. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: holy ship, it's crazy under this bridge, living under here,
Speaker 1: you know. And I remember thinking like, hey, if I
Speaker 1: ever end up under here, I'm be friends with that
Speaker 1: white first time with him, so I ended up. I
Speaker 1: ended up becoming friends with him on the street, and
Speaker 1: throughout the time I on the street, he's telling me
Speaker 1: crazy stories and he first time I met him. The
Speaker 1: first time I met him. The first time I met him,
Speaker 1: he asked me, what religion am I? I said, I
Speaker 1: ain't got no religion. He said, oh, I worshiped the devil.
Speaker 1: I know people that worshiped the devil. All my old
Speaker 1: friends worshiped the Deavil. Ain't nothing that's cool. I just
Speaker 1: still still, you know, because when I first met him,
Speaker 1: was before the drone and all that stuff happened. I
Speaker 1: first met him when I first on the street. I'm
Speaker 1: not knowing none of this stuff. He told me. Worshiped
Speaker 1: the devil. I said, whatever, I don't judge you. So
Speaker 1: I see him walking down the street towards Camille's house.
Speaker 1: I said, dirty, He said, Paul, come here, said dirty man?
Speaker 1: What dude? What's going on? Man? Why everybody wanted to
Speaker 1: kill me? You do you know everybody talking like everybody talking?
Speaker 1: What saying? By? What's going on? He said, Paul, it's
Speaker 1: all in your head? You all right here? Help me
Speaker 1: take my back to my room. You could come up
Speaker 1: stairs and stay in my room. You don't feel safe
Speaker 1: out of here? I said no. He said, come on,
Speaker 1: I got you, good friend. You know the only person
Speaker 1: made me feel safe at this time, so I appreciate that.
Speaker 1: I'll go inside, go inside the room with him, but
Speaker 1: I'm still sketched out because everyone else want to kill me.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: I don't get it, you know. So we go up
Speaker 1: in the Camilla house into apartment and he got his dope,
Speaker 1: he got his drugs and all that, and I'm like, dude,
Speaker 1: just give me a shot. That's gonna kill me. I
Speaker 1: don't want to live no more of dirty. I think
Speaker 1: I'm done with this shit. He's like, Paul Man, you're
Speaker 1: tripping this all in your head. He's like, he started
Speaker 1: setting up the shots, and I'm gonna tame backtrack a
Speaker 1: little bit. When I left the house, when I left
Speaker 1: the house that day, since the first time I left
Speaker 1: the house, after I got back. The whole time i'm
Speaker 1: on the street, I'm playing the song in my head
Speaker 1: from fifty cent Many Men, Oh many Many want with
Speaker 1: death pond me because that's what I'm feeling like. So
Speaker 1: I'm just playing that song in my head over and
Speaker 1: over just to try to keep my mind clear. Just
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, so I don't spiral on
Speaker 1: my mind. Just keep singing the song I love the song.
Speaker 1: You know that's a that's an easy one to have
Speaker 1: in your head. Yeah, it was like my theme song, yeah,
Speaker 1: my life right there. I felt like I have kept
Speaker 1: singing it over and over. So we go upstairs. He
Speaker 1: getting the shots ready. He put on the first He
Speaker 1: put on Many Men, the song Nah, and I look
Speaker 1: at him, and he started looking at me like, and
Speaker 1: I'm like, what the fuck? He getting the shots ready?
Speaker 1: He do his shot. He don't give me a shot yet.
Speaker 1: He act like he gonna give me one this day,
Speaker 1: but he don't give me one yet. He do his shot.
Speaker 1: I'm tweaking out just from hearing many Men, like what?
Speaker 1: I started thinking like, how did he know? I was
Speaker 1: thinking about many men all day? How could he have
Speaker 1: known I was playing this song in my head all day?
Speaker 1: I could tell by his smirk that he knew, you know,
Speaker 1: kind of weird. But then he do the shot, you know,
Speaker 1: shoot right in his neck, and then he put the
Speaker 1: song he let the bodies hit the floor, you know
Speaker 1: that rocks on. He put that song on and do
Speaker 1: the shot. At the bodies hit the floor, he starts slamming,
Speaker 1: dancing with the needle bouncing in his neck and he
Speaker 1: starts fainting, passing out and catch him and I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh shit. I carry him to his bed, take the needle,
Speaker 1: white blood off of him. Fuck, lay him down, and
Speaker 1: he's just go to sleep. And I was just like
Speaker 1: a feeling like he knows more than he's saying. You know.
Speaker 1: The many men thing was too weird, bro, The way
Speaker 1: he kept saying, it's all in your head, Paul, it's
Speaker 1: all in your head. Paul felt like it was just
Speaker 1: hestagonizing kind of in a way, you know, But he's
Speaker 1: the only person it's not wanting to kill me. At
Speaker 1: the same time, you know, I don't definitely feel safer
Speaker 1: in here than out there. So I lay him down
Speaker 1: and I lay at the foot of his bed, you know,
Speaker 1: like how dog lays at the bed. I lay down
Speaker 1: at the foot of his bed, and I just feel like,
Speaker 1: I think this is my life now. I think I'm like,
Speaker 1: for some reason, I just feel like I'm here with
Speaker 1: Dirty now. I'm just gonna be here living with Dirty
Speaker 1: in this Camilla's house. Now. Maybe he'll have a job
Speaker 1: for me. I start thinking, like, I don't know what
Speaker 1: I'm thinking, Bro, Maybe you have a job for me
Speaker 1: to do. When he wakes up, so I wake up.
Speaker 1: He gone his girl come over. He said, Dirty, come
Speaker 1: over a little bit. I said, man, you got a shot.
Speaker 1: He was supposed to give me one yesterday but never did.
Speaker 1: I just want to die, right. She's like, I give
Speaker 1: you a little shot, but I'm a big one. And
Speaker 1: she gave me a little shot. I said, I did
Speaker 1: the shot. I don't remember where I stuck it in.
Speaker 1: I stuck it in my neck and my arm. I
Speaker 1: don't remember where, but I remember doing the shot and
Speaker 1: then just black. I remember seeing black and that last
Speaker 1: feeling for you gonna fade. I remember feeling it, and
Speaker 1: just I remember falling. I just remember everything turning black.
Speaker 1: And I wake up on the floor and Dirty's like
Speaker 1: Dirty's there, and he's telling me that he had a
Speaker 1: narcm me and I'm up, like what the fuck this happened.
Speaker 1: He's like, Paul, come on, Paul, and I'm sitting there
Speaker 1: and he's looking at me, and I'm looking at him,
Speaker 1: and it was there was a couple more things that happened,
Speaker 1: but let's get to the story. And and I just
Speaker 1: started like telling him, like, alright, the one more thing
Speaker 1: we went. He tell me, come with him to the
Speaker 1: to the doe pole on bikes. We go to the
Speaker 1: doe pole on the bike. He said, wait here, he
Speaker 1: go inside. He come out and he turned around and
Speaker 1: he started yelling at the dope boys. I fucking kill
Speaker 1: all you motherfuckers. Fuck you, I'm gonna come back and
Speaker 1: shoot you all motherfuckers up. He take his bike and
Speaker 1: he'd throw he had a scooter actually out of bike.
Speaker 1: He had a scooter and he throw an electric scooter
Speaker 1: at the dope boy. Fuck you, crazy motherfucker. Bro. And
Speaker 1: he's like, come on, Paul, let's go. I'm like, are
Speaker 1: they gonna start shooting us right now? Normally they wouldn't
Speaker 1: start shooting somebody, but for some reason, nobody fucked with
Speaker 1: dirty in the hood. He's got that nobody fucking with him.
Speaker 1: And he tell me now, he said, we're leaving. He said, nah,
Speaker 1: we're gonna go get a couple a k's and come
Speaker 1: back and shoot the place up. You down. You're riding
Speaker 1: with me. And I looked at him and I said,
Speaker 1: I'm riding with you. And in my head I said,
Speaker 1: what am I doing? I guess I'm doing it. I said,
Speaker 1: I guess I'm gonna kill someone. They gonna kill me.
Speaker 1: This is the way the hell is gonna work out
Speaker 1: for me. Whatever Dirty I got you, I don't know
Speaker 1: whatever you wanted me to do. I don't know why.
Speaker 1: I'm just telling him this. I'm telling I'm gonna to
Speaker 1: kill someone for him.
Speaker 3: Now.
Speaker 1: Then we go back up we go back upstairs and everything,
Speaker 1: and I'm just telling him, like, Dirty, what's going on?
Speaker 1: Is this something with you that I'd ever do something
Speaker 1: to you? I don't know about? He said, Now, all
Speaker 1: you ever did was steal my bike one time. I
Speaker 1: stole the bike and I people say, you want to
Speaker 1: kill me for that. I gave him back a couple
Speaker 1: of bikes not as good, and I was like, is
Speaker 1: it really over the bike? I ain't nothing over the bike.
Speaker 1: Ain't nothing with me. It's all in your head, Paul.
Speaker 1: And I'm thinking, now, Dirty, is something else? Dirty? Tell me? Bro?
Speaker 1: That is something I don't remember? And I started thinking
Speaker 1: my life review. I remember remember most of the shit
Speaker 1: I did, you know? And then I remember one night
Speaker 1: I was bought out, took xanax when I was like
Speaker 1: eighteen years old, and we drank a bottle of liquor
Speaker 1: and I took his Xanax, and that was the first
Speaker 1: time I ever drank a lot and took his inex
Speaker 1: dangerous and me and my friend driving home. I don't
Speaker 1: remember leaving my friend's house, but I remember drinking the Zanna,
Speaker 1: drinking and taking his Zannex. At my friend house in
Speaker 1: South Miami, I woke up on the floor of a
Speaker 1: jail cell. I don't know how I got there. I
Speaker 1: got a broken nose, I got a cracked rib, and
Speaker 1: I don't know how I got there. And I get
Speaker 1: my I get out of jail. My car got impounded,
Speaker 1: but I didn't get a duy I got. I can
Speaker 1: tell you the charge, but they're not important. But when
Speaker 1: I get my car out the impound, there's a dent
Speaker 1: on the side of it, like not a like something
Speaker 1: hit it. I almost looked like a bike could have
Speaker 1: hit it, you know, like a car, like something hit
Speaker 1: it hard, like a motorcycle hit it or something. And
Speaker 1: I always remember thinking, Dan, that I hit somebody I
Speaker 1: don't even remember. And then they kicked my ass or
Speaker 1: something because I don't remember what happened, ye, and so
Speaker 1: that memory kicks in. But I'm looking at him, and
Speaker 1: I remember his arms messed up and he telled me.
Speaker 1: When I first met him, he showed me pictures of
Speaker 1: him big and strong, showing me a picture of him
Speaker 1: popping a wheelie on the bicycle motorcycles, saying he used
Speaker 1: to ride motorcycles. And I don't know if he said
Speaker 1: it or if I thought it, but I figured he
Speaker 1: got into a motorcycle accident. You know, he scarred up everywhere.
Speaker 1: You know, I figure he got into a motorcycle. Maybe
Speaker 1: he said it, and I don't remember something, but I
Speaker 1: always just thought that's what happened to him, you know,
Speaker 1: And I say, oh shit, the motorcycle. He used to
Speaker 1: ride motorcycles. I got in that crash that I don't remember.
Speaker 1: I said, dirty, did I hit you in my car
Speaker 1: twenty years ago? And my asses and shit? And it's
Speaker 1: all because I fucked and I did that to you,
Speaker 1: like all those cars, He said, Paul, I never told
Speaker 1: you I got into a motorcycle accident. I said, what
Speaker 1: happened to your wrist? Got what his things are messed up?
Speaker 1: And when I said what happened to your wrist, the
Speaker 1: memory kicks in of my robbery when I hit the
Speaker 1: man and the wrist, and I said, I start thinking
Speaker 1: that you know, I started putting it together. I start
Speaker 1: thinking in my mind, hold on, I was twenty years ago,
Speaker 1: I'm forty years old. Was I was twenty? That man
Speaker 1: was like at least thirty when that happened, you know,
Speaker 1: So that means twenty years from now that dude would
Speaker 1: have to be I think this in my head when
Speaker 1: I go that dude would have to be thirty, goes,
Speaker 1: I'm fit fifty years old? Paul?
Speaker 6: What the fuck?
Speaker 1: And when he said down, I know he didn't know.
Speaker 1: I know what he didn't know that it was you. Yeah, well,
Speaker 1: I said, fifty years old, Paul, and my knees everything
Speaker 1: I started buck. I said, no, dirty, I did that
Speaker 1: to you. That was you, that was you. And the
Speaker 1: robbery in the house. He he just stared at me.
Speaker 1: Take off his shirt. He said, Paul read my tattoo.
Speaker 1: They said, s I c K s I c K
Speaker 1: s I c K S I go six six six
Speaker 1: And Paul, I told you I worshiped the devil. And
Speaker 1: when he said that, he turned the TV on and
Speaker 1: he walked out, just left me standing there saying sorry,
Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I'm crying.
Speaker 6: I'm go.
Speaker 1: No with the field right now. I can't believe this
Speaker 1: is the man. You know, this is my friend. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying this whole time, this whole time,
Speaker 1: and he leaves the room. He turned the TV on
Speaker 1: and TV started playing nasty little porn shit right, A
Speaker 1: video of him, of him, a video of him, and
Speaker 1: he's doing something that I ain't gonna describe what he's doing.
Speaker 1: He's doing some dirty shit right, And then all of
Speaker 1: a sudden, I'm watching this video. I'm like, why he
Speaker 1: putting his arm for me, just to mess my head up?
Speaker 1: All of a sudden, the videos start changing like technology,
Speaker 1: and the tattoos start changing into my tattoos on his face,
Speaker 1: and then my face changed and then the tattoos turned
Speaker 1: back to his tattoos. I'm like, what the fuck am
Speaker 1: I watching here? It's a video of him and me
Speaker 1: being the same person doing something shit, right, and then
Speaker 1: the video start going different video, different video, and I
Speaker 1: started seeing, like, God, look like me and not a
Speaker 1: very good position. You know, you ever seen the American
Speaker 1: Horror Story? I never watched it. Okay, Well, there's a
Speaker 1: scene in the first episode of the of the Freak
Speaker 1: Show one where they get the girl from the hospital.
Speaker 1: They lure her back to the Freak Show. They get
Speaker 1: her drugged up and they do like an orgy with her,
Speaker 1: and they videotaper without her knowing, and then she wake
Speaker 1: up like what the fuck going on? After a couple
Speaker 1: of days, she said, all right, what the fuck y'all
Speaker 1: doing to me? I'm gonna go tell the police what
Speaker 1: y'all doing here? And the lady that run the Freak
Speaker 1: Show press play and show her having an orgy with
Speaker 1: all the freaks.
Speaker 3: I've actually seen that I've never watched.
Speaker 1: And the girl just flip. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: She flipped and basically would I went, he basically did that.
Speaker 1: He did that to you, He did that to me.
Speaker 1: I'm the candy girl. He the lady from the Freak Show.
Speaker 1: And it was like a play out of that book. Bro.
Speaker 1: It was perfect. He walk out, video starts playing Remember
Speaker 1: them times I told you I'll be on drugs for
Speaker 1: three four days. I remember people video taping me. Sometimes
Speaker 1: I didn't realize it and I'm watching myself mixed with
Speaker 1: videos of him. It was crazy, and I'm like remembering
Speaker 1: somebody times like oh fuck, I said, oh shit, God,
Speaker 1: you know, I don't know what to think. Right, He
Speaker 1: come walking back in the room with a box. I
Speaker 1: look at the bar. He showed me. It's a shoe box.
Speaker 1: He showed me the box. All kinds of things in
Speaker 1: it of mine, or things that reminded me of things
Speaker 1: of mine, Like just all kinds of things that over
Speaker 1: mind throughout. Like one time I lost a pack of
Speaker 1: cigarettes at a bar that had my ID in it
Speaker 1: and my key in it. If I was sitting on
Speaker 1: the bar one minute, was there when it was gone
Speaker 1: twenty years ago, right, maybe five years maybe fifteen years ago,
Speaker 1: right when I'm with that girl and were going out
Speaker 1: the bars drinking a lot. And I never unders maybe
Speaker 1: I threw it away somewhere. I see that cigarette packed
Speaker 1: with an idea. It don't I can't see my idea,
Speaker 1: but I see an ID in that cigarette pack, and
Speaker 1: it reminded me, oh shit, it's the cigarette, same red
Speaker 1: pack of new Ports with the ID in it where
Speaker 1: I put my id's in there, and a bunch of
Speaker 1: other things like that over the years, you know, like
Speaker 1: people that came across that after I stole something that
Speaker 1: now they're in this box, what the fuck? And I
Speaker 1: just said, damn, Like I don't know how to feel.
Speaker 1: Right now, there's a knife on the table, like, does
Speaker 1: you want me to kill myself? Whatever? Am I am?
Speaker 1: I supposed to grab this so we can shoot me?
Speaker 1: What's going on? This is the end right here? You know?
Speaker 1: This man being patient, he put all this together and
Speaker 1: it's here from me. This is it. This is why
Speaker 1: I took me out the house. And I don't know.
Speaker 1: I'm just how do you I feel in that situation
Speaker 1: right there? It's just all happening like I don't know
Speaker 1: what the thing do I? What do I do? I
Speaker 1: don't what is this? You know? And I'm panicking And
Speaker 1: all of a sudden, my body just remember I told
Speaker 1: you like that that that thing that turned on inside
Speaker 1: my head, like the extra looking down with one eye
Speaker 1: looking up that kind of looked like two different goggles.
Speaker 1: That thing turns on right here, and I fucking shoot
Speaker 1: through the roof, out of his roof gone, and I'm
Speaker 1: back in that black room staring at the light. But
Speaker 1: I'm also can see myself standing there because I have to.
Speaker 1: I can see both, you know what I'm saying in
Speaker 1: both places. And I'm staring at the light and I
Speaker 1: hear a voice behind me say just remember what you are.
Speaker 1: And right there, I remember the light. I remember outside
Speaker 1: of time. I remember everything all at once. I remember
Speaker 1: the dark light, the spinning, I remember all that, and
Speaker 1: then I remember the zooming of the light, and we're
Speaker 1: all light. Everything is light. And I'm just thinking that, right,
Speaker 1: I'm just remembering that boom. Back in my body, he
Speaker 1: looking at me, and then all of a sudden, I
Speaker 1: see him just like his aura shifted a little bit.
Speaker 1: I kind of see his eye kind of tear up.
Speaker 1: And then I started, oh wait, right before that come
Speaker 1: back to me in my body, and I started remembering,
Speaker 1: and I start feeling like he in my head, right,
Speaker 1: I feel like he just remember he just saw that
Speaker 1: we all light because I just saw it. I feel
Speaker 1: like he can see what's in my head. He's telepathy.
Speaker 1: He'd been proved it to me through the song, through
Speaker 1: the fifty years old, and now I can see it.
Speaker 1: So when I feel him in my head and I
Speaker 1: remember what I am, I'm light. He can see it. Now.
Speaker 1: Then I remember I remember this. I remember the light
Speaker 1: making the planets. I remember the planets making the people,
Speaker 1: and the people making our mothers, you know, and my
Speaker 1: mother's making us. I go through that hole area in
Speaker 1: my head, how we got here to this point from
Speaker 1: the other side, you know. And I could see him
Speaker 1: see that in my mind, and then I see our kids.
Speaker 1: I look at here, he got a kid, I feel.
Speaker 1: I look at our kids, and now it's our kids.
Speaker 1: And I see his old shift and I see it.
Speaker 1: Eyes start to water up, and he say, just go home, Paul,
Speaker 1: And I said, I want to tell him I love him.
Speaker 1: I want to hug him and tell him I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: But the voice say, just go home. We got I
Speaker 1: got you, Just go home. And I said, all right.
Speaker 1: I said, I think I might say I love you anyway.
Speaker 1: And I just turned around. I leave. And as I'm
Speaker 1: marking out, the voice, the first voice, the one that
Speaker 1: was talking to with the drone, the clear voice, is
Speaker 1: now telling me. Now you now you understand everything. Now
Speaker 1: you full circle what you did. Now you see how
Speaker 1: it all works. Now you see what's real. Now you
Speaker 1: see the Devil's real. Now you see God's now you
Speaker 1: see the angels are real. Now you can go teach
Speaker 1: your son about it. Now you can go teach your son.
Speaker 1: Your son can wake the world up about it. Because
Speaker 1: that was the plan. I think I might have left
Speaker 1: that part. I was supposed to go wake him up,
Speaker 1: and he was really gonna be the one that ends
Speaker 1: up waking up the world. So tell me, I can
Speaker 1: do all this now. Now you can concentrate on just
Speaker 1: what you gotta do and don't worry about that. Don't
Speaker 1: have no fear. As long as you stay positive, nothing
Speaker 1: can hurt you. And I believed it because it was
Speaker 1: in my mind, you know, it was just did all
Speaker 1: this for me, and it just made my story better.
Speaker 1: Fuck it, you know, fuck all that shit. It made
Speaker 1: my story better. It told me I don't worry about
Speaker 1: that shit. People will understand everybody, but some people will
Speaker 1: get it and you'll be all right. Just go home
Speaker 1: and do the right thing now. And I set back home,
Speaker 1: back to go home, and it's kind of where this
Speaker 1: part one ends, you know, show back up at home
Speaker 1: and I said, I show back up at home. I
Speaker 1: show back up back home, and I'm like, this time
Speaker 1: I'm staying. This time, I got his story to tell you,
Speaker 1: and this time we're gonna do shit right. And Part
Speaker 1: two starts there, and you know what, Part two just
Speaker 1: as long and just as good, just as long.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know what's crazy is Part one is like,
Speaker 3: you know, see the thing fifteen years old to forty
Speaker 3: and part two is like.
Speaker 1: Forty two. We went back three years old. We went back.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we went back.
Speaker 1: But see what check this out. Those are all each story.
Speaker 1: I told y'all, it's just one day. These are all
Speaker 1: one day this happened. One day, this happen. One day
Speaker 1: this happens. So we told ten twelve story that ten
Speaker 1: twelve days, she's yes. Since he got back, since I
Speaker 1: got back, and since I've been able to be positive
Speaker 1: every single day, I got a story for the world.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, A positive story, how that
Speaker 1: she's changing my life, how I'm connecting with my higher self,
Speaker 1: with the telepathic friends, with people that are like likeness,
Speaker 1: people that are positive. Anyone else can't connect with them.
Speaker 1: I don't even try. I don't even waste my time.
Speaker 1: And it's everything has just been unfolding in a beautiful way.
Speaker 1: And we can get into a whole another four hours
Speaker 1: beautiful story. But I think we should in there now.
Speaker 1: That's beautiful, so incredible. I'm so proud of both of you. Seriously,
Speaker 1: Now look now we got a angel following us around
Speaker 1: ten feet away from us. My questioning us whenever we want,
Speaker 1: whenever we pray for it.
Speaker 5: My question is when is the Paul and Paul podcast coming?
Speaker 1: I'm not even playing what Paul Squared? Where is it at? Yo?
Speaker 1: Come on, where's it at? I just I'm just appreciate
Speaker 1: and thankful you guys gave me the opportunity to share
Speaker 1: this with the world because it's important that the world
Speaker 1: here is because this is what the beings need for
Speaker 1: them to hear so that they can wake up, so
Speaker 1: that they can have a better life, So we could
Speaker 1: all have a better life. We could save the planet.
Speaker 5: Yeah, well, we're thankful for you, both of you all
Speaker 5: all and we're on the same team, man, Like, we're
Speaker 5: doing the same thing.
Speaker 3: We're on the same mission. It's just we have different
Speaker 3: stories that come together. But I would like, Junior, if
Speaker 3: you're willing to just kind of run over this really quickly,
Speaker 3: because you've told me this, but I think the audience
Speaker 3: might find this particularly fascinating. How shortly was it after
Speaker 3: your dad came home and started telling you this stuff
Speaker 3: and you started realizing something.
Speaker 1: Was going on?
Speaker 3: How how how quickly after that did you like find
Speaker 3: our story and you know, bring that to him and
Speaker 3: you guys kind of figure out the bigger picture of
Speaker 3: what was going on.
Speaker 6: He introduced me to the book he had found it
Speaker 6: online or something, and was like, because we were we
Speaker 6: listened to probably what we just say, like twenty.
Speaker 7: Audio books and that we yeah, and he was like,
Speaker 7: I because we work mobile car wash washing cars all
Speaker 7: day listening to stuff, and he's like, I think I
Speaker 7: got something for us to listen to it.
Speaker 1: I think this is it.
Speaker 6: And the whole way listening through it was just.
Speaker 1: Like, Yeah, we went through about twenty books of stories
Speaker 1: trying to figure out what's going on, how we gonna work,
Speaker 1: what's you know, And when we found yours, they were like,
Speaker 1: finally this is now. It's clear.
Speaker 3: Scribe to a team. Basically, I mean.
Speaker 1: It gave me goosebumps. Your dad's story gave me goosebumps.
Speaker 1: It's nothing the same, but you know, like like a
Speaker 1: little kid stealing a cookie is the worst thing they
Speaker 1: ever did, and then the worst thing to this kid
Speaker 1: could be this, it's still the worst thing you ever did.
Speaker 1: Like that comparison, it's it's a different flavor of the
Speaker 1: same thing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, It's kind of like the
Speaker 1: archetype of a life, you know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Yeah, going all the way down to that rock
Speaker 3: bottom and then being redeemed and brought up.
Speaker 1: It's like a story that we all go through. Yeah,
Speaker 1: we all go through it in our own ways, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Everybody has their battle, everybody is
Speaker 1: all the same.
Speaker 3: Yeah, there's a lot of similarities between our story, man,
Speaker 3: is there really is? Like, for example, I don't know
Speaker 3: if you remember this part, but when my dad was
Speaker 3: face to face with the beings in our backyard, not
Speaker 3: the first night, but it was like a night or
Speaker 3: two later. He had his rifle and he was crawling
Speaker 3: to the being on his hands and knees because he
Speaker 3: was going under this bush and he wanted to go
Speaker 3: kill this being because he was ready for my brother
Speaker 3: to stop suffering and being in fear. And he thought,
Speaker 3: if he goes and he takes his gun and he
Speaker 3: shoots this thing, that he'll put an end to it.
Speaker 1: Right.
Speaker 3: He crawls under the bush, he gets face to face
Speaker 3: with his being, and my dad drops his gun and
Speaker 3: it flashes in his mind and it's kind of like
Speaker 3: what you experience, you know, when you're like out of
Speaker 3: body and you're seeing all this crazy stuff. I mean,
Speaker 3: you describe that experience so vividly. You're really good at
Speaker 3: describing like what that's like. But Dad had a moment
Speaker 3: like that and it just showed him like everything has feelings,
Speaker 3: has a consciousness, and you have to have compassion. You
Speaker 3: can't hurt beings.
Speaker 1: You can't.
Speaker 3: You know, even the blade of grass has consciousness. You
Speaker 3: have to respect all life because it's sacred. And they
Speaker 3: basically told you the same thing, yeah, you know, in
Speaker 3: a different visual and a lot of those same things
Speaker 3: that you're describing are literally the same things that like
Speaker 3: we have gotten out of our message. So when you
Speaker 3: were telling me this stuff, I'm like, I know this
Speaker 3: shit is true, man, this is for real, Like it's
Speaker 3: so close, it's so similar.
Speaker 8: Anyway, that was Yeah, that was my first thought as
Speaker 8: well hearing your story was like, the similarities are striking.
Speaker 3: I've never heard one as similar.
Speaker 8: I agree, I agree, yeah, and another I think another
Speaker 8: really inspirational component that's a part of both stories is
Speaker 8: the way that it kind of like reunited your family.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like a yeah, I didn't think about that.
Speaker 5: It was a reconnection catalyst for your family, you know,
Speaker 5: a bridge if you will to reconnect the broken parts,
Speaker 5: which is so beautiful and inspirational and really what it's
Speaker 5: all about, right, Like it's all about the love. It's
Speaker 5: all about uniting and like spreading love.
Speaker 1: And when I was on the beach with that drone
Speaker 1: and it told me there was a shift coming, I
Speaker 1: can see it clearly now, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: You guys can see it right absolutely, it's happening. Now.
Speaker 3: Is there anything because when we took a short break earlier,
Speaker 3: we went downstairs, we had dinner, and you had indicated
Speaker 3: that there was a couple of things that the being
Speaker 3: said to you that you may have forgotten, Like if
Speaker 3: you just kind of think back on it really quickly,
Speaker 3: is there anything that these beings have told you or
Speaker 3: communicated to you that you may have forgotten to say
Speaker 3: that you feel like whoever's out there listening needs to hear.
Speaker 3: What is the most important thing that these beings who
Speaker 3: came down to you and spoke straight to you want
Speaker 3: these people behind this camera listening to know what do
Speaker 3: the beings want them to know?
Speaker 1: You know, they are with us always. They are the
Speaker 1: thing that the Bible calls angels. They are God and
Speaker 1: they're always with us. They've been with us from the beginning.
Speaker 1: They're gonna be with us till the end of time,
Speaker 1: and that's never gonna change, you know.
Speaker 3: Yeah.
Speaker 1: And that voice in your head, if it's a good voice,
Speaker 1: it's them being because you've been good. If it's a
Speaker 1: bad voice, it's them especially with you because you've been
Speaker 1: bad and you've got to learn a lesson. And I
Speaker 1: think it's they're all one being controlling everything, you know.
Speaker 1: I know there's different, you know, it gets it gets
Speaker 1: hard to really dissect. But in the end, it's a god.
Speaker 1: It's a god in control. It's a god in control
Speaker 1: of everything. You could choose his side, or you could
Speaker 1: choose the other side, and you're gonna pay for it
Speaker 1: if you choose the other side. Vengeance is the Lord's
Speaker 1: and he will have it. Wow.
Speaker 3: Perfect spot to end it. Amazing, powerful episode, very heavy.
Speaker 3: We're gonna let the people digest it. You know how
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Speaker 1: Right?
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Speaker 1: Yeah? All right?
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