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<v Speaker 1>This is Gary and Shannon, and you're listening to kf

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<v Speaker 1>I AM six forty, the Gary and Shannon Show on

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<v Speaker 1>demand on the iHeartRadio app. All right, Vice President Kamala

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<v Speaker 1>Harris former President Donald Trump shook hands again this morning

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<v Speaker 1>as they both arrived at a nine to eleven anniversary

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<v Speaker 1>ceremony in downtown Manhattan.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll tell you how that went down coming.

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<v Speaker 1>Up, But first we go back to the debate and

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<v Speaker 1>the after effects of that, where we kick off Swamp Watch.

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<v Speaker 3>Swamp is horrible.

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<v Speaker 4>The government doesn't work. Man, make this like a reality

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<v Speaker 4>TV show. Bad noos.

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<v Speaker 2>Always a pleasure to be anywhere from Washington, d C.

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<v Speaker 5>Hey, Joe, he's a town hall too, clearly built on

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<v Speaker 5>a swamp and in so many ways still a swamp.

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<v Speaker 6>I have a watch of Mawarkey, he said, drain the swamp.

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<v Speaker 4>I said, Oh, that's so hope.

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<v Speaker 1>You know the thing, Well, the debate doesn't make an

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<v Speaker 1>election happen for you. It doesn't win you the election,

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<v Speaker 1>but it may win you money, and that is what

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<v Speaker 1>moves the needle. Come November, Steven Newcom is a reporter

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<v Speaker 1>with Axios and joins us now to talk about the

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<v Speaker 1>potential gold mine in Trump's debate debacle.

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<v Speaker 4>Steven, Yeah, that's right.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, one, I want to thank you for giving me

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<v Speaker 5>pointers on how to get out of work later this

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<v Speaker 5>week if I really want to. Second of all, yeah,

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<v Speaker 5>I think that look the fundraising boon that the Harris

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<v Speaker 5>campaign has seen, not just after the debate, but since

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<v Speaker 5>she's been in the candidate she has sort of Democrats

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<v Speaker 5>across the board have washed Republicans, and I think that

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<v Speaker 5>with her debate performance last night, the energy at least

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<v Speaker 5>on the Democratic side is only going to build. So

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<v Speaker 5>I think that's one of the major takeaways. I think

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<v Speaker 5>you're right, you only learn so much from these debates.

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<v Speaker 5>But in terms of grassroots donors and sort of convincing

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<v Speaker 5>the mega donors that she's the right candidate, I think

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<v Speaker 5>she did a good job of that last night.

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<v Speaker 7>So what does that translate into, like individual smaller donations,

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<v Speaker 7>So you mentioned mega donors or both.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I think the biggest impact is the small donations.

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<v Speaker 5>I know that Act Blue last night said in the

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<v Speaker 5>first hour of the debate, seventy seven percent of their

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<v Speaker 5>grassroots donors donations were coming from women. So I think

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<v Speaker 5>that that's a demographic that the campaign is obviously happy

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<v Speaker 5>to hit and former President Trump has had an issue

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<v Speaker 5>with women in the past in terms of getting them

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<v Speaker 5>to vote for him. It's one of the reasons why

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<v Speaker 5>he lost in twenty twenty. So it is the grassroots

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<v Speaker 5>energy that the campaign really wants to see continue to

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<v Speaker 5>build as they get closer to November.

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<v Speaker 2>We're talking to Stephen Newcombe.

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<v Speaker 1>He's a reporter with Axios covering Congress in Washington, and

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<v Speaker 1>do you anticipate them weaponizing some of Trump's not so

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<v Speaker 1>great moments?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I think I think that that moment where he

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<v Speaker 5>talked about the Haitian immigrants sort of eating dogs and cats,

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<v Speaker 5>And to be honest, I'm not even fully caught up

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<v Speaker 5>on that conspiracy because I'm not entirely sure of the background,

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<v Speaker 5>but Democrats that we talked to sort of pointed to

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<v Speaker 5>that instantly as a moment that will be pretty useful

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<v Speaker 5>in attack ads going forward. And I think we'll probably

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<v Speaker 5>see some of that stuff on the airwaves here soon.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, Just to catch you up, Stephen, the eating

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<v Speaker 1>the animals thing, it was not on my radar at

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<v Speaker 1>all either earlier in the week and the night before

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<v Speaker 1>the debate, So Tuesday or Monday I guess I had

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<v Speaker 1>heard about this, and I'm like, what's.

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<v Speaker 2>Going on with this?

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<v Speaker 1>And what happened is it's a Biden administration program that

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<v Speaker 1>led to an influx of Haitian immigrants in Springfield, Illinois

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<v Speaker 1>or I'm sorry, Springfield, Ohio. And the far right fringe

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<v Speaker 1>conspiracy theory was that these people were kidnapping dogs and

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<v Speaker 1>cats and ducks from neighborhood ponds and eating them.

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<v Speaker 2>Apparently it started with.

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<v Speaker 1>A mentally ill woman, not even in Springfield, Ohio, who

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<v Speaker 1>unfortunately was captured on video eating a cat at some point.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't know who she is, what the mental illness was,

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<v Speaker 1>or where it was taken, but it wasn't even in Ohio.

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<v Speaker 1>But the far right fringe kind of ran with this narrative,

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<v Speaker 1>and then Trump doubled down on that again last night

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<v Speaker 6>They're eating the dogs the people that came in, They're

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<v Speaker 6>eating the cats, they're eating they're eating the pets of

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<v Speaker 6>the people that live there. And this is what's happening

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<v Speaker 6>in our country.

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<v Speaker 4>And it's a shame and.

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<v Speaker 1>Really a missed moment to talk about how what's really

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<v Speaker 1>happening there is that the immigrant population has saturated the

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<v Speaker 1>services for the people who have lived there for decades,

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<v Speaker 1>and that's like the real issue, but kind of got

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<v Speaker 1>sidetracked with the whole eating of the animals. I just

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<v Speaker 1>don't know how much Harris is the campaign is going

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<v Speaker 1>to want to give oxygen to that, not at all.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, yeah, you know, it's interesting talking about money

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<v Speaker 7>because it's so easy to They make it so easy

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<v Speaker 7>for you to donate money. Now, you can sign you

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<v Speaker 7>can pay with your credit card, PayPal, you can donate weekly.

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<v Speaker 7>And then I'm just looking at the different sites to

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<v Speaker 7>donate money and on the on the Trump site which

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<v Speaker 7>is secure dot four more years pack dot org. We

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<v Speaker 7>must fight the big money pouring into elect lunatic liberals

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<v Speaker 7>like Harris and Waltz who want to turn our entire

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<v Speaker 7>country into San Francisco. This is kind of the theme

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<v Speaker 7>we were talking about with the debate last night, Sharon

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<v Speaker 7>and Stephen is you know, the criticism, the negativity versus

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<v Speaker 7>the optimism and turning the page and not going back.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, and here on Capitol Hill and conversations that we

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<v Speaker 5>have with Republicans, some of the most senior Republicans, and

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<v Speaker 5>you're talking about you know, Senate Minority Leader Mitch McConnell,

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<v Speaker 5>how Speaker Mike Johnson. They've been clear that they want

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<v Speaker 5>the former president to talk about the future, stop talking

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<v Speaker 5>about the twenty twenty elections, not talking about all the

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<v Speaker 5>grievances that he has over the last four years that

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<v Speaker 5>he hasn't been in office. But that is that is

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<v Speaker 5>the issue with Trump. It has been the issue with

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<v Speaker 5>Trump since she started running in twenty fifteen. Is the

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<v Speaker 5>stubbornness to stay on message. I think this time around

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<v Speaker 5>he's even more particularly unfocused. He looked angrier than I

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<v Speaker 5>had seen him in front of a camera in some times,

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<v Speaker 5>So I think, you know, Republicans are disappointed in the performance,

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<v Speaker 5>but they still think that he's right on the issues

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<v Speaker 5>and that's why they he's supporting.

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<v Speaker 2>Steven Nucomb appreciate it, great work, Thanks for having me.

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<v Speaker 3>Guys.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we mentioned this earlier, but the overnight TV ratings

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<v Speaker 1>have revealed that an estimated sixty five million viewers tuned

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<v Speaker 1>in to watch that debate. That is twenty eight percent

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<v Speaker 1>larger of an audience than the people who tuned in

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<v Speaker 1>to see what Biden brought to the table in the

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<v Speaker 1>last debate back in June.

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<v Speaker 4>That's huge.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and overnight rating a seventy percent share of all viewers.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow, I mean you can't get that on anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean at the NFL.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean the super Bowl is the super Bowl.

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<v Speaker 4>We looked this up the last time.

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<v Speaker 7>Remember, I think the super Bowl has about one hundred

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<v Speaker 7>and twenty one hundred and thirty million viewers, so maybe

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<v Speaker 7>two to three times that. But yeah, but those numbers

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<v Speaker 7>are impressive, and that goes to show what that people

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<v Speaker 7>are paying attention, that people did want information that maybe

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<v Speaker 7>they hadn't made up their mind.

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<v Speaker 4>They wanted to learn more about Harris and it's a

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<v Speaker 4>good thing.

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<v Speaker 7>And then and then so many more will probably have

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<v Speaker 7>watched highlights or seen you know, news stories about it.

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<v Speaker 4>That number, I'm sure is going to realistically be much higher.

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<v Speaker 2>I wonder if advertisers were able to capitalize.

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<v Speaker 1>On that, like, oh, there are only two commercial breaks,

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<v Speaker 1>that's right, Yeah, what a missed opportunity. Well I needed

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<v Speaker 1>more commercial breaks to be honest. Really, yes, I was like, please,

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<v Speaker 1>a break here? I didn't want to pause it. I

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<v Speaker 4>No, I thought it was great.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, I would love to see without any commercials,

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<v Speaker 7>just keep going the whole time, although they need they

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<v Speaker 7>needed a break. And apparently if you read some of

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<v Speaker 7>there was no audience, but there was I think a

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<v Speaker 7>poola reporters in there during that that there was a

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<v Speaker 7>long break about an hour into it, maybe a four

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<v Speaker 7>minute break. So apparently Trump left the stage. We don't know,

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<v Speaker 7>you know what he did, took a break, never looked

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<v Speaker 7>at her, came back onto the stage, never looked at her.

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<v Speaker 7>She the entire time was on the stage taking notes,

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<v Speaker 4>They didn't acknowledge each other at all.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, and that's what made today's picture that so much interesting.

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<v Speaker 1>Kapling yesterday Tyreek Hill getting arrested on Sunday before the

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<v Speaker 1>we played it for you yesterday, and the bodycam footage

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<v Speaker 1>was not great for really anybody involved. He refuses to

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<v Speaker 1>roll down the window it's a tinted window. The officers

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<v Speaker 1>take that and they escalate the situation. He ends up

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<v Speaker 1>out with a statement. He was at a press availability

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<v Speaker 1>for the team today and here's his statement. I could

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<v Speaker 1>have been better. I could have let down my window.

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<v Speaker 1>At the end of the day, I'm a human. I

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<v Speaker 1>got to follow the rules. I got to do what

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<v Speaker 1>everyone else would do. Now, does that give them the

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<v Speaker 1>right to literally beat the dog out of me? Absolutely not.

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<v Speaker 4>I think most people would agree with that.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I was talking to one of my friends who is

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<v Speaker 1>a cop, retired cop, and he said, Tyreek set the

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<v Speaker 1>tone that the officers clearly have the right to stop

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<v Speaker 1>you for dry having seventy on a surface street, and

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<v Speaker 1>they have the right to be safe as they address you,

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to see you in your hands. Justified

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<v Speaker 1>entirely in demanding that he opened the tinted window. He said,

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<v Speaker 1>they were all good, and then the mouth breathing motor

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<v Speaker 1>cops egos got in the way exactly escalated to physical force,

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<v Speaker 1>he says, which was just not justified at that point right.

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<v Speaker 4>I agree with that analysis.

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<v Speaker 7>But then other police officials will look at that and

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<v Speaker 7>say the exact opposite, that they followed their training and protocol.

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<v Speaker 7>But it seems like the keyword you mentioned is escalation.

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<v Speaker 7>They're trained to de escalate, and instead they escalated.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, he said, a classic case of a whole meeting

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<v Speaker 4>So what's the takeaway from that?

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<v Speaker 7>Since we're talking about takeaways from the debate, the takeaway

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<v Speaker 7>is when you're pulled over, do what you're asked to

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<v Speaker 7>do and don't be belligerent.

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, yeah, seems obvious, but not to everyone.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well the debate.

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<v Speaker 1>was able, Kamala Harris was able to bait Donald Trump,

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<v Speaker 8>And I'm going to actually do something really unusual, and

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<v Speaker 8>exhaustion and boredom, and I will tell you the one

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<v Speaker 8>thing you will not hear him talk about is you.

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<v Speaker 8>You will not hear him talk about your needs, your dreams,

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<v Speaker 8>and your need and your desires. And I'll tell you,

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<v Speaker 8>I believe you deserve a president who actually puts you first,

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<v Speaker 3>That I will.

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<v Speaker 4>Vice President Harris, thank you President Trump on that point.

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<v Speaker 7>Let me just ask the why did you try to

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<v Speaker 7>kill that bill and successfully so? That would have put

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<v Speaker 7>thousands of additional agents and officers on the board.

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<v Speaker 9>Responders to the rallies, she said, people started leaving.

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<v Speaker 4>People don't go to her rallies.

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<v Speaker 4>And the people that do go, she's busting him in.

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<v Speaker 6>And paying them to be there and then showing them

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<v Speaker 4>So she can't talk about that. People don't leave my rallies.

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<v Speaker 6>We have the biggest rallies, the most incredible rallies in

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<v Speaker 6>the history of politics. That's because people want to take

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<v Speaker 4>Our country is being lost.

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<v Speaker 5>We're a failing nation.

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<v Speaker 1>So I mean, he had a chance to really go

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<v Speaker 1>after immigration and the border there as well, and well,

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<v Speaker 1>he never answered the questions to make it about himself, right, right.

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<v Speaker 4>Both of them are guilty of that.

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<v Speaker 7>I mean, every politician that's like well politics one on one,

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<v Speaker 7>right is making the statement that you'd like to make,

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<v Speaker 7>not necessarily answering the question. But you know, I've read

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<v Speaker 7>so many articles just since this morning, you know, looking online,

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<v Speaker 7>the Drudge Report, remember the Drudge Reports, kind of old

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<v Speaker 7>school almost these days, headline Trump's nine to eleven worst

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<v Speaker 7>performance of career, big bold letters. And then Michael Steele, who,

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<v Speaker 7>if I'm not mistaken, used to be ahead of the

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<v Speaker 7>he said there's nothing worse than a pissed bigot on

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<v Speaker 7>I think only people with the last name Trump have

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<v Speaker 1>I I mean, I was tapping into conservative media this

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<v Speaker 1>morning just to see if there was going to be

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<v Speaker 1>any spin on it, and I didn't hear any. It

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<v Speaker 1>was just a very subdued kind of Oh man, he

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<v Speaker 1>screwed up. He could have just stuck to inflation, grocery prices,

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<v Speaker 1>the economy, The fact that she could very well have

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<v Speaker 1>a socialist agenda, which is very on America, and that's

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<v Speaker 1>not what happened.

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<v Speaker 2>He was easily baited.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not a big fan of comparing things to nine

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<v Speaker 1>to eleven or someone's nine to eleven, especially especially on

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<v Speaker 1>the anniversary of nine to eleven. It's kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>that Hitler reference. It's just like it's too too much,

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<v Speaker 1>it's overkill, right. Well, speaking of nine to eleven, Kamala

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<v Speaker 1>Harris and Donald Trump shook hands today this morning as

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<v Speaker 2>The optics are odd.

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<v Speaker 1>There's Joe Biden in the middle, looking like weekend at Bernie's,

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<v Speaker 1>and then there's Kamala Harris reaching reaching over him to

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<v Speaker 1>constipated smile that I've seen in a while on his face.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, he is so pissed off.

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<v Speaker 2>I bet I'm surprised.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't monitor truth social but I'm surprised that we

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<v Speaker 7>Well, it's interesting too, because Michael Bloomberg, the former mayor

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<v Speaker 4>They're like a part.

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<v Speaker 7>They were on opposite sort of ends of the stage

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<v Speaker 7>but still close together. Apparently Bloomberg broker the handshake, if

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<v Speaker 4>But you know, it's just.

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<v Speaker 7>So many legitimate issues to discuss, right, and then we

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<v Speaker 7>were talking about Taylor Swift and the and her impact

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<v Speaker 7>on it, and to me, that's a very important development.

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<v Speaker 7>But then our old friend Elon Musk has to jump in, right,

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<v Speaker 7>did you see this headline I did? Elon Musk needles

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<v Speaker 7>Taylor Swift after Harris endorsement, I will give you a

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<v Speaker 7>child and guard your cats. So Elon Musk apparently, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>he hosted Saturday Night Live. I think he thinks that

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<v Speaker 7>he's funny. I'm not sure anyone else does.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you know it's not funny.

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<v Speaker 1>Is I'll give you a kid because I've got enough

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<v Speaker 1>to spare twelve children with three women.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, it's unbelievable.

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<v Speaker 2>It's like, how is that to your kids?

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<v Speaker 5>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>What what message is that to your kids?

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<v Speaker 5>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>If I'm one of his kids and he's like making

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<v Speaker 2>Of us, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 7>It's I don't know is he giving her, is he

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<v Speaker 7>giving one of his? Or is he offering to perhaps

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<v Speaker 7>help her get pressed. Oh God, that's even worse. It's

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<v Speaker 1>Well, September is suicide Prevention Month, and one of our

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<v Speaker 1>KFI family members, Deborah Mark, has really put herself and

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<v Speaker 1>her story out there to help. Along with this effort,

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<v Speaker 1>Deborah and Jacob and Steve put together a report on

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<v Speaker 1>Suicide Prevention Month and what it means and when you

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<v Speaker 1>have a personal story, it always means that much more.

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<v Speaker 1>And so we heard this yesterday. Amy King has played

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<v Speaker 1>as well. It's very moving, it is very powerful. And

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<v Speaker 1>so this is Deborah's report on Suicide Prevention Month.

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<v Speaker 10>And experts say suicide remains one of the leading causes

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<v Speaker 9>We've seen a continual increase in the number of people

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<v Speaker 9>dying by suicide, with approximately fifty thousand people dying by suicide,

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<v Speaker 9>and here in California we have about four thousand people

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<v Speaker 9>dying by suicide each year.

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<v Speaker 10>Sherry Sinwelski is with dd HER Mental Health Services. In

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<v Speaker 10>twenty twenty, there were eight hundred twenty nine suicides in

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<v Speaker 10>and officials say more than thirty three hundred people tried

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<v Speaker 9>It's a combination of stressors. It can be mental illness

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<v Speaker 9>that they're struggling with particular things that are happening in

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<v Speaker 9>their life. You know, we're still coming off of the

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<v Speaker 9>pandemic where there was a lot of isolation. People of course,

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<v Speaker 9>are facing financial constraints sometimes and all different types of

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<v Speaker 11>Well, a younger brother died by suicide twenty one years ago.

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<v Speaker 10>That's Rick Mogel. The death of his brother would be

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<v Speaker 10>the start of his journey as a bereavement counselor at

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<v Speaker 10>DDE hirsh Did you ever feel embarrassed or did you

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<v Speaker 11>No, I was very forthcoming, shouting from the rooftops because

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<v Speaker 11>that had suicide to find him, nor did it defind me.

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<v Speaker 10>But Rick says, if you're not comfortable talking about the

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<v Speaker 10>details of a loved one's suicide, then don't we have.

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<v Speaker 11>Every right to say to somebody who wants to all

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<v Speaker 11>the details that you have every right to say to somebody.

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<v Speaker 11>It's too painful and I don't want to talk about it.

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<v Speaker 4>So how are you doing? First of all, this is

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<v Speaker 4>Joey going good.

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<v Speaker 12>So I fell into.

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<v Speaker 3>Massive, deep depression in twenty thirteen after my marriage fell

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<v Speaker 10>I met up with him at Northridge Park, a place

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<v Speaker 10>from people. This is actually the first time he's been

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<v Speaker 10>back here since you. I tried to kill himself in

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<v Speaker 10>twenty sixteen. He had moved into his parents' home after

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<v Speaker 3>So I tried to hang myself and I was out.

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<v Speaker 2>Who found you?

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<v Speaker 3>I woke up and I heard my dad knock on

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<v Speaker 3>the door, and I don't know why there's no locks

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<v Speaker 3>come in, and I was on the ground and he said,

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<v Speaker 3>Joey okay, and I didn't wanted to see me, And

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<v Speaker 3>I said, Dad, I'm.

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<v Speaker 12>Fine, I'm fine.

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<v Speaker 3>And that was that. I never told anybody for four years, nobody.

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<v Speaker 4>My thought was I was a burden.

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<v Speaker 6>And that.

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<v Speaker 3>I had nothing to give, that I had no hope

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<v Speaker 3>that I had no purpose and that every would be

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't doing anything. So my thought process was.

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<v Speaker 12>Will be better for everyone?

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<v Speaker 10>I asked Joey if he ever thought about the people

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<v Speaker 12>I'm telling you that I thought I was committing an

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<v Speaker 3>I thought I was doing something that would relieve everybody

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<v Speaker 3>of pain. That's what I thought, And you can tell

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<v Speaker 3>me it was selfish of me to do it, but

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<v Speaker 3>I will tell you I didn't look at it that way.

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<v Speaker 3>So when I hear people say this was such a

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<v Speaker 3>I hear that from somebody who's never been suffered mentally deeply.

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<v Speaker 12>To that point, you know, I felt like I was

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<v Speaker 12>relieving everybody's pain, And honestly, I don't.

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<v Speaker 3>Know that I thought about my kids at that time,

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<v Speaker 3>was such a painful time, and wasn't seeing them and

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<v Speaker 10>Joey says he's much better now. He's been in therapy,

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<v Speaker 10>receive treatment, and even volunteered for the new nine to

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<v Speaker 10>down the hallway to her bedroom and there is my mom.

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<v Speaker 10>The morning I found my mother's suicide.

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<v Speaker 1>Note incredible Deborah Mark's part one report on September being

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<v Speaker 1>Suicide Prevention Month. And I think that that man made

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<v Speaker 1>I do always think of it as a selfless act,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'd never have like put myself in the shoes

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<v Speaker 1>of they're not even thinking about themselves, and in fact,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes they're thinking that the world is just better without them.

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<v Speaker 10>Absolutely. And I can't tell you how many people have

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<v Speaker 10>what he had to say, that it really taught them

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<v Speaker 10>something because so many people do think it's it's so

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<v Speaker 10>selfish and how can somebody do that? And it is,

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<v Speaker 10>it's so confusing. But when you're that upset and you're

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<v Speaker 10>in that state of mind, you're not thinking about anybody

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<v Speaker 10>else and you're just thinking you want to put yourself

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<v Speaker 10>out of that pain. And then as you heard him say, Shannon,

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<v Speaker 10>he thought he was doing people a fight.

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<v Speaker 1>That was the moment where it was just an aha, like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh okay, that's what that all right?

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<v Speaker 3>You know?

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<v Speaker 1>I was just it'd never heard that perspective before. So, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that was very moving. I'll get right to it. And

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<v Speaker 1>part two of Deborah Mark's special report for Suicide Prevention Month,

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<v Speaker 1>Deborah tells us how suicide impacted her life, her family's life,

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<v Speaker 1>something that she doesn't talk about publicly, not for more

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<v Speaker 1>than two decades.

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<v Speaker 12>A secret.

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<v Speaker 10>It's been a secret that I've held on to for

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<v Speaker 10>twenty two years. So the longer you hold on to

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<v Speaker 10>a secret, right, the harder it is to.

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<v Speaker 5>Share.

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<v Speaker 10>August twentieth, two thousand and two. I got up early,

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<v Speaker 10>as I normally do. I think it was about six o'clock,

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<v Speaker 10>and the first thing I always did was check my email,

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<v Speaker 10>and I saw there was an email from my mom

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<v Speaker 10>and it was a it's so crazy to say this,

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<v Speaker 10>but it was a suicide note. And I'm reading this

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<v Speaker 10>and I remember it said, please forgive me. You're better

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<v Speaker 10>off without me. So I remember driving like a crazy

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<v Speaker 10>person to my mom's house and I'm banging on the

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<v Speaker 10>door and my stepfather opens the door and he's say, what.

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<v Speaker 5>Are you doing.

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<v Speaker 10>It's six fifteen in the morning, and I said, my mom,

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<v Speaker 10>My mom, she wrote me a note and I think

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<v Speaker 10>she killed herself and he said, what are you talking about.

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<v Speaker 10>Your mom is sleeping and I said, oh, I remember.

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<v Speaker 10>I remember this sense of relief when he said that.

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<v Speaker 10>I thought, okay, I knew this was just too crazy.

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<v Speaker 10>And then I said, okay, you've seen her. And then

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<v Speaker 10>he said, well, we did get into an argument last night.

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<v Speaker 10>We slept in separate bedrooms. And I remember just barreling

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<v Speaker 10>past him, running down the hallway to her bedroom.

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<v Speaker 2>And there was my mom in her bed.

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<v Speaker 10>I've never seen somebody dead before. And I looked at

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<v Speaker 10>her and I just knew, and I was shaking her.

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<v Speaker 10>And I remember calling nine to one one and they're

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<v Speaker 10>telling me to do compressions and mouth to mouth and

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<v Speaker 10>I did all that. My stepfather and I they said,

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<v Speaker 10>you need to get her off the bed and get

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<v Speaker 10>her on to the ground. I was pretty devastated for

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<v Speaker 10>lots of reasons. I was angry. I couldn't believe that

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<v Speaker 10>my mom would leave me a suicide note in an email.

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<v Speaker 10>I mean even now, I still can't believe that. And

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<v Speaker 10>I thought, Wow, the rest of my life, I'm going

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<v Speaker 10>to have to say that my mom killed herself. I

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<v Speaker 10>was on this mission to figure out why my mom

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<v Speaker 10>would do that, and I think that literally was driving

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<v Speaker 10>me crazy. So I did go to a suicide support group.

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<v Speaker 10>I think maybe I've told one or two people since then.

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<v Speaker 10>You know, when you fill out those questionnaires and they

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<v Speaker 10>ask you are your parents alive? And you say yes

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<v Speaker 10>or no anyway, so I said, my dad's alive, my

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<v Speaker 10>mom's deceased. How old was your mom? Fifty seven? How

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<v Speaker 10>did your mom die? And I remember writing complications of

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<v Speaker 10>diabetes and the doctor questioned me about that. I couldn't

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<v Speaker 10>the words that my mom killed herself, died by suicide.

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<v Speaker 10>Those words could not come out of my mouth. I

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<v Speaker 10>have felt embarrassed to talk about it. I have felt

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<v Speaker 10>that there's this stigma. I have felt this shame. I

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<v Speaker 10>have felt that I would be judged. I have worried

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<v Speaker 10>that people would think, wow, if her mom did it, well,

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<v Speaker 10>would she do that if something went wrong in her life.

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<v Speaker 10>I don't think people really understand that those that are

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<v Speaker 10>left behind are left with a really big burden. I

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<v Speaker 10>hope that people that are listening are able to talk

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<v Speaker 10>about it. And whether you go do a support group

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<v Speaker 10>where you talk to family and friends or even a therapist,

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<v Speaker 10>that you'll know that you're not alone, and that just

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<v Speaker 10>because somebody in your family killed themselves, it has nothing

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<v Speaker 10>to do with you. As I've started talking about this,

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<v Speaker 10>I've kind of felt this sense of relief. I feel

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<v Speaker 10>more at peace, and I think I'll be able to

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<v Speaker 10>I'll be able to share more. This is the first

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<v Speaker 10>time I've ever talked about my mom's suicide outside of

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<v Speaker 10>my close circle of friends and family. So you might

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<v Speaker 10>be asking yourself, why now, why, after all these years,

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<v Speaker 10>did I finally decide to tell the most personal, traumatic

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<v Speaker 10>story of my life. Well, it did hit me one

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<v Speaker 10>day that my mother was fifty seven when she took

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<v Speaker 10>her own life, and this November I turned fifty seven.

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<v Speaker 10>It's a reminder of just how precious life really is

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<v Speaker 10>if you are someone you know has suicidal thoughts or

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<v Speaker 10>a mental health crisis. Dial nine eight.

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<v Speaker 2>Eight, Debra, thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>I know that people are, you know, having that reaction

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<v Speaker 1>everywhere that's that's listening to this, and how how you

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<v Speaker 1>know much people appreciate you sharing that and just being

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<v Speaker 1>allowing yourself to be so raw and and because I

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<v Speaker 1>know you're very private about it for so long, and

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<v Speaker 1>I just think it's going to do so much wonderful

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<v Speaker 1>work for people.

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<v Speaker 10>Thank you, and thank you for sharing it with the

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<v Speaker 10>listeners of your show. I really appreciate it.

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<v Speaker 4>Of course you've been listening to the Gary and Shannon Show.

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<v Speaker 7>You can always hear us live on KFI AM six

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