WEBVTT 1 00:00:04.000 --> 00:00:07.440 Welcome to the Wine and Wine Podcast. I'm Kelsey and 2 00:00:07.480 --> 00:00:10.519 I'm Ellie. This is your dose of friendship, fun and 3 00:00:10.560 --> 00:00:14.720 figuring life out together. Let's be besties because life is messy. 4 00:00:15.039 --> 00:00:17.519 Wine hopes and whiny is optional. 5 00:00:19.679 --> 00:00:24.879 Hi e besties. Hello, Hello, Welcome back Kelsey and her 6 00:00:24.879 --> 00:00:30.960 wooos and her I love your wooos. So we had 7 00:00:31.280 --> 00:00:33.679 Crystal on. Oh it was so fun. 8 00:00:33.799 --> 00:00:35.719 That was so fun. How did you feel about it 9 00:00:35.799 --> 00:00:37.359 because that was your first time, right. 10 00:00:37.280 --> 00:00:40.119 Yes, like I've done. I've gone like everyone saw something 11 00:00:40.119 --> 00:00:41.640 will pop up on YouTube, but it's you know, a 12 00:00:41.719 --> 00:00:45.320 general reading, it's not specific to just me. So that 13 00:00:45.399 --> 00:00:48.280 was a really cool experience that I love. How Like 14 00:00:48.359 --> 00:00:52.200 she also like saged your house afterwards. It was so cute, 15 00:00:52.240 --> 00:00:53.520 bless we love her. 16 00:00:53.840 --> 00:00:55.560 I'm like, yeah, can you like take away. 17 00:00:55.399 --> 00:00:58.359 All the bad vibes please for real? But I usually 18 00:00:58.679 --> 00:01:01.000 do sage my house too and pulse onto it. Yeah, 19 00:01:01.039 --> 00:01:03.479 you have a smuetick right there. Something I do. 20 00:01:03.640 --> 00:01:05.480 It's a thing. So I'm like, hey, let me open 21 00:01:05.519 --> 00:01:07.200 the windows for you so you can, yeah do it. 22 00:01:07.480 --> 00:01:09.359 I love it. That was really cool for her to 23 00:01:09.400 --> 00:01:11.920 do that, and like, I don't know, I. 24 00:01:11.879 --> 00:01:14.879 Just feel like when I have those readings with her, 25 00:01:15.000 --> 00:01:17.799 it's just like I'm like, hey, I'm here for it, 26 00:01:17.840 --> 00:01:20.079 like I'm here for the message. And then when she 27 00:01:20.200 --> 00:01:23.799 explains a bit more because it's not and obviously at 28 00:01:23.799 --> 00:01:26.920 this point, I'm hopefully y'all listen to the episode. But 29 00:01:27.000 --> 00:01:29.680 it's not always like a definite like yes, and then 30 00:01:29.719 --> 00:01:34.079 it's not a definite no. It's always like like yes 31 00:01:34.239 --> 00:01:38.480 and for you yes but no and. 32 00:01:38.439 --> 00:01:40.920 Or no no but like whatever, right. Yeah. 33 00:01:40.959 --> 00:01:43.400 So, as she was pulling more cards and she was 34 00:01:43.480 --> 00:01:46.120 kind of explaining that, I think it all made sense, 35 00:01:46.400 --> 00:01:48.760 like yeah, I agree, like what she would pull, and 36 00:01:48.799 --> 00:01:51.319 then kind of the explanation behind it, I'm like, yep, 37 00:01:51.879 --> 00:01:53.359 makes sense, makes sense, Like. 38 00:01:53.359 --> 00:01:58.000 It really resonated, like the life path one, like that's 39 00:01:58.079 --> 00:02:00.959 like literally exactly how I've been feeling, like I haven't 40 00:02:00.959 --> 00:02:02.599 been sure if I've been on the right life path. 41 00:02:02.719 --> 00:02:05.439 And then when she kept pulling cards and explaining about it, 42 00:02:05.480 --> 00:02:10.120 she's like, well like this and that, and I'm like yeah, yeah, yeah, 43 00:02:10.280 --> 00:02:12.159 no absolutely, well even. 44 00:02:13.439 --> 00:02:17.240 Mine with like health, I'm like, just like losing weight. 45 00:02:17.319 --> 00:02:20.479 I'm like, okay, yeah, I get it. I need a plan, 46 00:02:21.039 --> 00:02:24.599 like but she said yes, just yes, but yeah. Yeah, 47 00:02:24.680 --> 00:02:27.599 so I'm like, all right, here I go, here, I go. 48 00:02:27.919 --> 00:02:30.919 You got this girl, I bought it. So anyhow, that 49 00:02:31.039 --> 00:02:34.560 was really fun and we're still at the. 50 00:02:34.520 --> 00:02:37.159 Pod, even though you know that might have been a 51 00:02:37.159 --> 00:02:39.000 little bit of a questionable answer. 52 00:02:39.599 --> 00:02:44.159 Oh we're gonna prove that shit wrong girl, Yes, yes, yes, yes, no. 53 00:02:44.439 --> 00:02:47.120 And I think I mean we definitely, like even just 54 00:02:47.159 --> 00:02:51.400 having that conversation earlier beforehand, you know about like the 55 00:02:51.439 --> 00:02:53.919 things that we can do different and all the things 56 00:02:54.080 --> 00:02:57.360 like I think we were all like in alignment with 57 00:02:57.960 --> 00:03:01.639 knowing yes exactly, just kind of the tweaks and stuff 58 00:03:01.680 --> 00:03:02.000 like that. 59 00:03:02.080 --> 00:03:04.560 And yeah, and we like, you know, we want our 60 00:03:04.599 --> 00:03:06.759 listeners to love what they're listening to. So if you 61 00:03:06.759 --> 00:03:09.039 guys have any feedback for us, we're still early on 62 00:03:09.560 --> 00:03:12.759 so any feedback is honestly great feedback and we need 63 00:03:12.800 --> 00:03:13.759 it help. 64 00:03:13.680 --> 00:03:15.479 Us grow wearing mobies. 65 00:03:15.879 --> 00:03:20.400 Yes, yeah, and it's obviously been so fun, and it's 66 00:03:20.479 --> 00:03:21.039 been so fun. 67 00:03:21.240 --> 00:03:24.560 I don't care. It's fun. Yeah, it's fun. It's fun. 68 00:03:24.719 --> 00:03:27.240 So I'm here for it here for a while, I think. 69 00:03:27.319 --> 00:03:32.599 Yeah, it's we're like sixty five and we're like, as. 70 00:03:31.919 --> 00:03:34.639 With our eighty followers, we're still here. At sixty. 71 00:03:36.479 --> 00:03:39.080 They're like, why are you still doing this and they're like, oh, 72 00:03:39.120 --> 00:03:40.000 because we have fun? 73 00:03:40.240 --> 00:03:43.759 Yeah, like wine, Yeah, it's not fun. 74 00:03:44.800 --> 00:03:49.199 Is there any other reason having fun? So that was 75 00:03:49.240 --> 00:03:52.120 really cool though. So I'm glad that Crystal came with 76 00:03:52.120 --> 00:03:55.360 her fun little tarots and we'll have her on again 77 00:03:56.240 --> 00:04:00.240 in the future once uh, once your girl like has 78 00:04:00.240 --> 00:04:01.199 a BF or something. 79 00:04:01.199 --> 00:04:02.439 I don't know, Yes, I know. 80 00:04:02.680 --> 00:04:05.639 I was like, Sophia has a brothers a brother. 81 00:04:06.919 --> 00:04:10.240 I told Will. He has rolled his eyes. Oh my gosh, hilarious. 82 00:04:10.240 --> 00:04:14.479 One day she will have a brother this year. Maybe yeah, 83 00:04:14.479 --> 00:04:16.040 I'm just kidding. I don't know. I don't know how 84 00:04:16.560 --> 00:04:17.439 our years calming. 85 00:04:17.279 --> 00:04:20.040 Down with travel and stuff, so who knows. Maybe I 86 00:04:20.079 --> 00:04:22.319 think the biggest concern was we were gone a lot, 87 00:04:22.800 --> 00:04:26.079 and now that makes both calming. Well, he's working work traveling, 88 00:04:26.120 --> 00:04:28.600 but like every weekend coming up, like one of us 89 00:04:28.639 --> 00:04:29.160 is going to be. 90 00:04:29.120 --> 00:04:32.040 Home or she can come with us, so that helps 91 00:04:32.040 --> 00:04:32.360 a lot. 92 00:04:32.399 --> 00:04:35.319 We're not doing two week long international travels and that's 93 00:04:35.360 --> 00:04:37.680 not in our plan for a little while, right, Yeah, yeah, 94 00:04:37.680 --> 00:04:40.000 so I think that was part of his hesitancy. But 95 00:04:40.079 --> 00:04:41.319 now that no, that's happening. 96 00:04:43.519 --> 00:04:44.959 We love a cute little dog. 97 00:04:45.040 --> 00:04:48.480 Uy. And you know what was so interesting is like 98 00:04:48.839 --> 00:04:51.959 I think she brought this up twice, but the family 99 00:04:52.079 --> 00:04:54.639 card kept getting pulled for you, so. 100 00:04:54.680 --> 00:04:58.879 Like what does this mean? What does it make? What 101 00:04:58.959 --> 00:05:01.680 does it make? Yeah? 102 00:05:01.680 --> 00:05:04.399 And anyway, I'm not I'm not here to speculate. I'm 103 00:05:04.399 --> 00:05:07.240 just I'm on my period. So it's obviously not that 104 00:05:07.319 --> 00:05:11.519 kind of family right now. But yeah, it was just no, 105 00:05:11.639 --> 00:05:14.319 it was just interesting in that way, you know, it 106 00:05:14.439 --> 00:05:18.560 was interesting. Well here's the thing though, too, Like this 107 00:05:18.720 --> 00:05:21.680 is what I think about with like tarots and like 108 00:05:22.040 --> 00:05:24.160 even just with like messages and stuff like that. It's 109 00:05:24.199 --> 00:05:28.160 not always just so literal, like what is your definition 110 00:05:28.199 --> 00:05:32.560 of a family? You know, like just like somebody's definition 111 00:05:32.639 --> 00:05:33.600 of a home can be so. 112 00:05:34.639 --> 00:05:37.160 Like it doesn't always mean kiddos, Yeah, it doesn't leg 113 00:05:37.399 --> 00:05:42.480 mean mean another dog yeah yeah, or just like or 114 00:05:44.720 --> 00:05:48.920 I just looked at my ring fingers very hint hint, Yeah, 115 00:05:48.959 --> 00:05:49.399 but it can. 116 00:05:50.279 --> 00:05:51.560 I think it's all. 117 00:05:53.240 --> 00:05:55.600 Like it's all about like the symbolism and kind of 118 00:05:55.680 --> 00:06:00.439 like what you define that to be. I feel like 119 00:06:00.560 --> 00:06:06.639 when you enter this like land of spiritual and things, 120 00:06:07.040 --> 00:06:09.560 I was going to say mysticism. 121 00:06:08.680 --> 00:06:12.720 But I don't know how to say that word mysticism, mysticism, 122 00:06:13.079 --> 00:06:14.879 I think, so okay, that's. 123 00:06:14.680 --> 00:06:15.839 What I was going to say. And then I was like, 124 00:06:15.959 --> 00:06:18.519 my tips are ism. 125 00:06:22.160 --> 00:06:23.120 I grab her. 126 00:06:23.160 --> 00:06:26.199 Tipsy, I grab them all the way down here because 127 00:06:26.199 --> 00:06:33.920 I don't have a brawl. She grabs her belly button. Listen. 128 00:06:35.199 --> 00:06:37.199 I feel like in my head I talk so well 129 00:06:37.279 --> 00:06:40.279 and like eloquently, and then when it comes out of my. 130 00:06:40.240 --> 00:06:41.519 Mouth, I think we're the same. 131 00:06:41.560 --> 00:06:43.839 We're like in our head it's worded out perfectly, but 132 00:06:43.879 --> 00:06:45.560 our mouths go faster than our brains. 133 00:06:45.959 --> 00:06:49.040 So then it's like, yes, I hate it, and like, 134 00:06:49.600 --> 00:06:52.160 oh okay, this is such a tangent and such a 135 00:06:52.199 --> 00:06:55.800 side note right now, but there's filler words like people 136 00:06:55.839 --> 00:06:58.959 say and like a lot you know what I say, 137 00:06:58.959 --> 00:07:00.000 A lot I say. 138 00:06:59.839 --> 00:07:02.879 You know, you know. So then I'm like lot, you know, 139 00:07:03.199 --> 00:07:05.839 And so I need to like drop that because that 140 00:07:06.040 --> 00:07:09.360 was yeah, oh it's yours. Yeah, it's like or yeah, 141 00:07:09.399 --> 00:07:12.199 and I hate the like so much, but I can't stop. 142 00:07:11.959 --> 00:07:19.560 It, and like, okay, that one start on the wide guys, 143 00:07:20.199 --> 00:07:20.600 that was. 144 00:07:20.680 --> 00:07:24.720 So annoying on my part. You know you're making fun 145 00:07:24.759 --> 00:07:28.519 of me? Is no, But what I was going to 146 00:07:28.600 --> 00:07:34.920 say is like, Okay, what do you say there? 147 00:07:35.360 --> 00:07:37.759 What I was going to say? And then you just 148 00:07:37.759 --> 00:07:40.160 don't say, like, you just say so what I was 149 00:07:40.199 --> 00:07:43.160 going to say I was at work? Well, that feels 150 00:07:43.160 --> 00:07:45.360 so weird. You need a filler work. 151 00:07:46.879 --> 00:07:56.839 We should just that was so demonic. I know a 152 00:07:56.920 --> 00:07:57.720 few references. 153 00:07:57.800 --> 00:08:01.120 I love it, but uh, okay, well, first of all, 154 00:08:01.160 --> 00:08:06.600 we need to we need to just say we need 155 00:08:06.600 --> 00:08:11.079 a normalized filler words in the workplace. Because I was 156 00:08:11.600 --> 00:08:14.160 talking the other day and I wanted to sound really professional. 157 00:08:14.720 --> 00:08:18.439 I was like, blah blah blah, are shareholders blah blah 158 00:08:18.480 --> 00:08:19.600 blah bandwidth? 159 00:08:20.120 --> 00:08:21.720 And then I was like, you know, and I'm like, 160 00:08:21.759 --> 00:08:23.839 oh my goodness, Oh my goodness. 161 00:08:24.000 --> 00:08:27.959 Yeah, So I think at work, mine is so I 162 00:08:28.079 --> 00:08:30.920 explain things and continue on with the words so in 163 00:08:31.000 --> 00:08:33.879 emails constantly, and then I'll be like, I'll have three 164 00:08:34.399 --> 00:08:36.320 three sentences in a row that start with so, and 165 00:08:36.360 --> 00:08:37.360 I'm like, fuck. 166 00:08:37.720 --> 00:08:40.360 Have to go rewrite it. And I'm like, how do 167 00:08:40.440 --> 00:08:43.159 I not use yea a filler starting word? 168 00:08:43.480 --> 00:08:46.600 Yes, but you know, but and so you like to 169 00:08:46.639 --> 00:08:49.559 start the sentence, like to start any thought that's like. 170 00:08:49.759 --> 00:08:54.080 So, comma, yes, as I was, so, then I'm like, however, 171 00:08:54.600 --> 00:08:56.159 because it sounds a little more profresh. 172 00:08:56.399 --> 00:08:57.000 Yeah, I do. 173 00:08:57.559 --> 00:08:59.879 Like. I think I do it because part of the 174 00:09:00.000 --> 00:09:02.440 people pleaser in me, because I don't want to start 175 00:09:02.440 --> 00:09:03.320 a sentence bluntly. 176 00:09:03.360 --> 00:09:05.039 To me, it seems like it makes it like more 177 00:09:05.440 --> 00:09:08.399 so like kind of conversational like lightheart. 178 00:09:09.000 --> 00:09:15.120 Yeahs, especially if it's more of like a bitch like 179 00:09:15.399 --> 00:09:19.440 per my last email emails. Oh that makes sense. Yeah, 180 00:09:19.519 --> 00:09:22.840 I don't know AnyWho. I don't know why we got 181 00:09:22.840 --> 00:09:26.240 onto this tangent about Philla words, but that that was it. 182 00:09:26.440 --> 00:09:28.000 Yeah, I think it was wow. 183 00:09:28.480 --> 00:09:32.600 All right, Well anyway, speaking of Philly words. 184 00:09:32.639 --> 00:09:35.720 Anyway, way, let's circle it back. 185 00:09:36.159 --> 00:09:39.960 Circling it back now, even though we sure sounded like it, 186 00:09:40.000 --> 00:09:41.639 we have not introduced the wine yet. 187 00:09:41.639 --> 00:09:43.879 We haven't even taken a sip, not at all. So 188 00:09:44.919 --> 00:09:46.840 let's get the one going. Let's do it. 189 00:09:47.320 --> 00:09:51.600 This one is brought to us by one of my besties, 190 00:09:51.639 --> 00:09:55.480 Haley shut Out. She gave it to me for my 191 00:09:55.519 --> 00:09:58.879 birthday with specific instructions we use it for our next episode. 192 00:09:59.279 --> 00:10:01.639 So I've been wanting to open it, but I didn't 193 00:10:01.799 --> 00:10:02.759 because I saved it for you. 194 00:10:02.840 --> 00:10:06.200 Ellie. Love it. Thank you, Hayley for saying that because 195 00:10:06.200 --> 00:10:08.360 in turn you have blessed. 196 00:10:07.960 --> 00:10:11.039 Me with this one as well well, and we know 197 00:10:11.120 --> 00:10:11.840 she's a listener. 198 00:10:12.039 --> 00:10:15.360 Yes, I mean I would hope better be listening. But yeah, 199 00:10:15.399 --> 00:10:17.600 I mean yeah, just kidding, yeah, just kids like I 200 00:10:17.639 --> 00:10:22.320 don't listen. But here's some whi Yeah. 201 00:10:22.360 --> 00:10:28.080 Anyway, So this one is nineteen Crimes red Blend, and 202 00:10:28.120 --> 00:10:30.000 we had talked about this before. We have both tried 203 00:10:30.039 --> 00:10:32.759 in nineteen crimes, but it was the Snoop dogg One, 204 00:10:33.080 --> 00:10:38.159 so we're trying a new one. Nineteen Crimes comes from Australia. 205 00:10:38.639 --> 00:10:42.679 This one says, our red blend bears the same traits 206 00:10:42.919 --> 00:10:47.440 as those banished to Australia. Defiant by nature, bold in character, 207 00:10:48.120 --> 00:10:52.919 always uncompromising. It's a taste you'll never forget. And the 208 00:10:52.960 --> 00:10:59.559 blend is Chira Merlo and Cabernet Eoo. So if you 209 00:10:59.559 --> 00:11:01.480 want to know more about the actual person that is 210 00:11:01.559 --> 00:11:04.399 on the bottle, you'll have to go and google that 211 00:11:04.559 --> 00:11:08.320 because he's got a whole as story. But each there 212 00:11:08.399 --> 00:11:11.639 is a mugshot of someone on each bottle and then 213 00:11:11.679 --> 00:11:12.600 they have their stories. 214 00:11:13.080 --> 00:11:17.679 Okay, so yeah, all right, lits do is clean clink clink. 215 00:11:17.679 --> 00:11:19.200 We're a little too far with actually can think this 216 00:11:19.279 --> 00:11:22.679 time clinking is hard. Well, I just don't want to 217 00:11:22.679 --> 00:11:25.080 bump the mic. There we go, Yeah, we just pretended 218 00:11:25.120 --> 00:11:25.759 to clink clank. 219 00:11:28.440 --> 00:11:29.759 The leggy's legging the. 220 00:11:29.759 --> 00:11:43.000 Legs, the legs be leging. Okay, yeah, yes, yeah, yeah. 221 00:11:43.120 --> 00:11:46.240 It's a bit on the sweeter side. But I like it. 222 00:11:46.240 --> 00:11:48.039 It's sweet, but like it's not it's not wrong with 223 00:11:48.080 --> 00:11:52.000 the bold. Yes, it's not like juice sweet. Oh you 224 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:53.679 know what ends off dry. 225 00:11:53.840 --> 00:11:57.440 It's like sweet when you're tasting it, but dry ending, 226 00:11:58.399 --> 00:11:59.559 which is fun, isn't it. 227 00:11:59.799 --> 00:12:02.279 So it is a full bodied bowl wine like you said. 228 00:12:03.080 --> 00:12:05.679 But yeah, no, that's good. That's really fun. I really 229 00:12:05.720 --> 00:12:11.840 like this one. I'm gonna give it a four. Yeah, yeah, 230 00:12:11.840 --> 00:12:14.159 that's good. Same, love it. 231 00:12:14.159 --> 00:12:17.320 It's also a stunning color. I love it. 232 00:12:17.399 --> 00:12:19.120 And maybe also because the light is shining through the 233 00:12:19.159 --> 00:12:21.080 window right now, it looks so pretty. 234 00:12:21.240 --> 00:12:23.120 Yeah, it's such a vibe like vibe. 235 00:12:23.559 --> 00:12:30.960 Cure all my cure, all your ailments, ailments, thank you, amen, it's. 236 00:12:30.840 --> 00:12:34.039 Done anyway, my goodness. 237 00:12:34.600 --> 00:12:37.320 It was on Google is said anywhere from ten ninety 238 00:12:37.399 --> 00:12:38.559 nine to fifteen ninety nine. 239 00:12:38.639 --> 00:12:43.240 Oh nice. I mean, these budget wines are just hitting. 240 00:12:43.360 --> 00:12:43.919 They are hitting. 241 00:12:44.080 --> 00:12:46.919 Could you imagine one day once we start cracking into 242 00:12:46.960 --> 00:12:50.200 like the thirties, I know that's our next step and 243 00:12:50.240 --> 00:12:51.559 the fifty dollars wines. 244 00:12:51.600 --> 00:12:54.279 Man, our world is gonna be like our minds are 245 00:12:54.440 --> 00:12:57.440 blown blown. It's gonna watch them be like worse, like 246 00:12:57.480 --> 00:13:02.120 we're like actually ninety nine bottle. Ye, yeah, I know that. Yeah, 247 00:13:02.159 --> 00:13:05.320 I could see that happening. Actually, but yeah that. 248 00:13:05.360 --> 00:13:09.120 I've actually heard that that price doesn't determine the quality. Really, 249 00:13:10.159 --> 00:13:12.600 I have heard people say that, So what. 250 00:13:12.519 --> 00:13:16.279 Do you think it is? Then there's what I think. 251 00:13:16.200 --> 00:13:17.960 There's just a lot of factors in general. 252 00:13:18.039 --> 00:13:19.159 But I don't know. 253 00:13:19.559 --> 00:13:21.360 I've just had people say that they've had like those 254 00:13:21.399 --> 00:13:26.000 fifty dollars bottles, they're still happy with their budget wine. 255 00:13:26.159 --> 00:13:26.600 Yeah. 256 00:13:26.840 --> 00:13:30.759 Yeah, so I mean obviously, like you know, boxed wines 257 00:13:30.919 --> 00:13:33.039 significantly different than this wine. 258 00:13:33.200 --> 00:13:36.600 Right, Yeah, that makes sense. I don't know. We'll see yeah, 259 00:13:36.639 --> 00:13:38.799 one day, yeah, one. 260 00:13:38.720 --> 00:13:41.559 Day, one hopefully, maybe let's make this a goal for 261 00:13:41.639 --> 00:13:43.000 a one year anniversary. 262 00:13:43.480 --> 00:13:44.840 We're gonna try a nice ass bottle. 263 00:13:44.879 --> 00:13:46.919 I know, I keep saying that they maybe won't be 264 00:13:46.919 --> 00:13:49.000 the dom because three hundred dollars is a lot. That 265 00:13:49.120 --> 00:13:51.000 is a little sp Maybe let's get up into the 266 00:13:51.960 --> 00:13:54.399 pushing fifty. 267 00:13:56.240 --> 00:13:58.679 I was about to say one hundred anywhere like pushing fifteen, 268 00:13:58.679 --> 00:14:01.039 And I'm like, well, you know what, I'm here for anything. 269 00:14:01.240 --> 00:14:02.039 I feel like anything. 270 00:14:02.200 --> 00:14:03.840 It would be kind of fun if we could go 271 00:14:03.840 --> 00:14:05.279 and get one of those hundred dollars bottles out of 272 00:14:05.279 --> 00:14:06.879 the case just to celebrate. 273 00:14:07.120 --> 00:14:10.080 Yeah, well, I feel like anything, like because we're so 274 00:14:10.480 --> 00:14:14.200 budget girlies, I honestly feel like anything past thirty dollars 275 00:14:14.360 --> 00:14:16.759 is like we're fucking bougie. I know. 276 00:14:17.440 --> 00:14:20.000 So I'm here for it. Whatever you want to do, yeah, 277 00:14:20.440 --> 00:14:24.720 I agree it, Okay, any users, Okay, I just use 278 00:14:24.759 --> 00:14:27.440 one of your words. Wait, do I do that? Do 279 00:14:27.519 --> 00:14:30.759 I say that a lot like any losersosers? 280 00:14:31.279 --> 00:14:31.360 No? 281 00:14:31.720 --> 00:14:33.879 I feel like I say any whom. 282 00:14:33.679 --> 00:14:38.759 He Sometimes you say any uosersance wor No. 283 00:14:40.600 --> 00:14:42.600 That's the thing about me is I feel like I 284 00:14:42.639 --> 00:14:44.799 try to be so self aware of like who I 285 00:14:44.840 --> 00:14:47.200 am as a person, and so when somebody tells me 286 00:14:47.320 --> 00:14:49.200 who I am and I don't realize that that's who 287 00:14:49.279 --> 00:14:49.919 I am, I'm like. 288 00:14:49.960 --> 00:14:54.440 Bug, I'm like, okay, well I know who you are. Elie, 289 00:14:55.600 --> 00:14:58.120 don't change a thing. I'm like, why don't I know that. 290 00:14:58.240 --> 00:14:59.039 Why don't I know that? 291 00:14:59.120 --> 00:15:07.679 I say that, It's fine, any hums, what are we 292 00:15:07.919 --> 00:15:08.840 talking about today? 293 00:15:08.919 --> 00:15:13.000 We're so unhinged today we are and we literally emany 294 00:15:13.080 --> 00:15:16.039 this is our first sip of wine. Yeah, I think 295 00:15:16.120 --> 00:15:19.399 it's just it's it's our chaotic week. We're both singing 296 00:15:19.519 --> 00:15:22.559 we're sinked apparently, so I think that's what it is. Yeah, 297 00:15:22.679 --> 00:15:25.080 it's just it brings out the fucking chaos. 298 00:15:26.039 --> 00:15:31.960 Like we're fifteen and we're not even started our Okay, 299 00:15:32.080 --> 00:15:39.000 all right, anyway, AnyWho, we're not even drunk. Dude, I 300 00:15:39.080 --> 00:15:43.159 literally have not drink, like I've literally just had a sip. 301 00:15:43.519 --> 00:15:48.120 Okay, anyway, I just stayed quiet. I just stayed quiet. 302 00:15:48.679 --> 00:15:54.559 I let you be the professional one, like I say, 303 00:15:54.600 --> 00:15:55.039 you did. 304 00:15:55.240 --> 00:15:57.759 You did, but I just sat there after you said it, 305 00:15:57.759 --> 00:16:00.960 and I was like, I'll just let her keep going. Okay, 306 00:16:01.080 --> 00:16:02.799 I try my best without laughing. 307 00:16:03.600 --> 00:16:07.039 So today we wanted to start another kind it's not 308 00:16:07.080 --> 00:16:09.720 really a new segment, but we kind of wanted to 309 00:16:09.720 --> 00:16:11.879 start giving you guys life updates so you can get 310 00:16:11.919 --> 00:16:14.559 a little bit, you can learn a little bit more 311 00:16:14.559 --> 00:16:16.960 about like us personally. But we also just want to 312 00:16:16.960 --> 00:16:20.000 become eat closer to our e besties. So we figured 313 00:16:20.120 --> 00:16:23.440 that we'll just do like a monthly life update. This 314 00:16:23.480 --> 00:16:25.200 one might go back a couple months because it's a 315 00:16:25.279 --> 00:16:28.840 very first But so, Ellie. 316 00:16:28.960 --> 00:16:32.320 Would you like to wait? Are you starting to honors? 317 00:16:33.279 --> 00:16:35.960 Go for it? Okay, okay, whoa, whoa. 318 00:16:37.120 --> 00:16:40.440 Well, as she's got some life updates, I'm a yapper 319 00:16:41.399 --> 00:16:44.279 the girl girl, I'll just cut you off. Yeah, please 320 00:16:44.320 --> 00:16:47.080 do please actually do like. 321 00:16:47.080 --> 00:16:50.399 Set me a time or y'all and go go. 322 00:16:51.919 --> 00:16:54.240 Well, okay, so we're doing like life updates as far 323 00:16:54.279 --> 00:16:57.039 as to like our past month or whatever. Yeah, I 324 00:16:57.120 --> 00:17:00.039 feel like I feel like April is such like a 325 00:17:00.080 --> 00:17:03.399 weird month for me. But also it starts getting busy 326 00:17:03.440 --> 00:17:07.880 because the weather's warm, and it's been a lovely April. 327 00:17:07.920 --> 00:17:09.400 Oh it really has, hasn't it. 328 00:17:09.480 --> 00:17:12.680 Yeah, Like everything's like starting to get green again and 329 00:17:12.720 --> 00:17:13.640 it's just so nice. 330 00:17:13.759 --> 00:17:16.240 That's pretty. It lifts your spirits up, you know. 331 00:17:17.920 --> 00:17:21.039 But yeah, when I say weird, I mean that, like, 332 00:17:21.759 --> 00:17:25.200 so your birthday is on the tenth, April tenth, and 333 00:17:25.240 --> 00:17:28.319 then my sister's birthday is actually the next day, April eleventh, 334 00:17:28.480 --> 00:17:31.880 And it was so nice because actually my friend came 335 00:17:31.920 --> 00:17:35.799 over Berkeley came over with her daughter, Chloe, and she 336 00:17:35.880 --> 00:17:41.440 brought me like a flower, like a potted flower and 337 00:17:41.519 --> 00:17:43.799 like a treat, and she was really cute because I 338 00:17:43.839 --> 00:17:46.039 was actually talking to some of my girlfriends about this, 339 00:17:46.839 --> 00:17:49.640 and I'm like, this is like the best analogy that 340 00:17:49.720 --> 00:17:52.200 I can give, because even just today, I can talk 341 00:17:52.240 --> 00:17:55.880 about it like super normal. I was gonna say casual, 342 00:17:55.880 --> 00:17:57.720 but I feel like there's nothing casual about it, but 343 00:17:57.759 --> 00:18:00.599 I can just be normal, if that makes sense. But 344 00:18:00.640 --> 00:18:02.880 I have this analogy where. 345 00:18:04.400 --> 00:18:05.960 It's like my. 346 00:18:07.799 --> 00:18:11.200 Heart is the ocean, and then if I were to 347 00:18:11.240 --> 00:18:13.000 go all the way to the bottom of the ocean, 348 00:18:13.039 --> 00:18:15.720 there's like this treasure box and if I open it, 349 00:18:15.759 --> 00:18:18.559 that's her, and so like all the memories and like 350 00:18:18.599 --> 00:18:21.920 the pictures and everything spill out. And I literally only 351 00:18:21.960 --> 00:18:24.759 open that once a year. And I was talking to 352 00:18:24.759 --> 00:18:26.599 Berkeley about it too, and she's like, oh yeah, like 353 00:18:26.640 --> 00:18:29.839 in therapy they call that like grabbing from the shelf, 354 00:18:29.920 --> 00:18:31.400 like you just pulled that down from the shelf. 355 00:18:31.400 --> 00:18:32.759 And I'm like, oh my gosh, that makes sense. 356 00:18:32.799 --> 00:18:34.720 So like it's one of those things where it's like 357 00:18:34.759 --> 00:18:40.039 always shelfed, but that one day is always just like 358 00:18:40.079 --> 00:18:41.720 I pull it down from the shelf where I open 359 00:18:41.799 --> 00:18:44.640 up that treasure box, and it's like it's just the 360 00:18:44.720 --> 00:18:48.880 craziest thing. Like I'm so emotional, like I cry all day. 361 00:18:48.920 --> 00:18:51.720 It's just so like it's just such a sensitive day 362 00:18:51.759 --> 00:18:55.920 for me. So anyway, I make sure to like block 363 00:18:56.000 --> 00:18:59.920 out that day and like not do anything. So that day, 364 00:19:00.000 --> 00:19:03.559 it was a Friday, and so I took off pickleball, 365 00:19:03.680 --> 00:19:05.440 like I had somebody sub for me because I have 366 00:19:05.480 --> 00:19:06.720 a league on Friday nights. 367 00:19:07.079 --> 00:19:10.400 And then I went to go get Chinese food. Yeah, 368 00:19:10.559 --> 00:19:12.599 and then I just watched some TV like it was 369 00:19:12.680 --> 00:19:16.400 just cool, just do like a solo thing, you know. 370 00:19:16.839 --> 00:19:21.559 So but yeah, a little backstory to that actually though, 371 00:19:21.799 --> 00:19:24.640 Like if some people don't know, I know a lot 372 00:19:24.640 --> 00:19:27.000 of my close friends and just people I know in 373 00:19:27.039 --> 00:19:32.000 general know the story. But I have a sister who passed. 374 00:19:32.039 --> 00:19:35.000 Oh my gosh, I just I just hit the microphone 375 00:19:35.000 --> 00:19:37.359 on the cord. So you probably heard some like bung 376 00:19:37.680 --> 00:19:42.559 and I'm sorry. But anyway, I had a sister who 377 00:19:42.640 --> 00:19:46.759 passed back in twenty ten, and so she was a year. 378 00:19:46.599 --> 00:19:47.279 Older than me. 379 00:19:48.960 --> 00:19:56.000 So she was she was seven, she was eighteen. I 380 00:19:56.039 --> 00:20:00.759 was seventeen, and then she was so she had brain tumor, 381 00:20:01.279 --> 00:20:05.799 and then she went into surgery and she didn't wake up, 382 00:20:05.880 --> 00:20:08.160 so she was in a coma. And then she actually 383 00:20:08.200 --> 00:20:13.079 turned nineteen like in the coma. And then a month later, 384 00:20:13.160 --> 00:20:17.400 like legit, a month later, on May eleventh, she passed. 385 00:20:17.440 --> 00:20:20.839 She got inn ammonia after that, and it was just 386 00:20:20.839 --> 00:20:23.839 one of those things where it's just like just didn't 387 00:20:23.880 --> 00:20:26.480 look good, and you know, you have that conversation with 388 00:20:26.519 --> 00:20:30.119 the doctor in the room and they like explain everything 389 00:20:30.160 --> 00:20:31.720 to you. I feel like I was super young, and 390 00:20:31.720 --> 00:20:34.039 I feel like I still blocked a lot of that out, 391 00:20:34.680 --> 00:20:40.160 you know. But in the end, my family, like our family, 392 00:20:40.200 --> 00:20:42.920 decided that we should just you know, let her move on, 393 00:20:43.640 --> 00:20:47.559 and so that happened, and then she has she has 394 00:20:47.599 --> 00:20:49.319 a son, So he was like two years old when 395 00:20:50.519 --> 00:20:53.960 she passed, but now he's eighteen and he's living his 396 00:20:54.000 --> 00:20:54.599 best life. 397 00:20:54.640 --> 00:20:56.079 So I love that for him. 398 00:20:56.160 --> 00:20:58.640 Yeah, and so anyway, that was just a little backstory 399 00:20:58.680 --> 00:21:00.759 because I feel like a lot of people, maybe new 400 00:21:00.960 --> 00:21:04.559 listeners or whomever, wouldn't know that, And so I know 401 00:21:05.319 --> 00:21:10.440