Speaker 1: So I'm reflecting my birthday. It happened last Saturday. I
Speaker 1: returned fifty six, and this is called fifty plus. And
Speaker 1: the education, you know, never ends, it shouldn't. I learned
Speaker 1: stuff all the time, and I wanna talk about you
Speaker 1: at home, so you are I'm one of those folks
Speaker 1: who doesn't forget nothing.
Speaker 2: I remember everything.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna treat you, and I learned some lessons this
Speaker 1: birthday that I would share with you. And it is
Speaker 1: almost like a h audio diary for myself that later
Speaker 1: we'll see if it gets better or worse as I
Speaker 1: get older. So I went into my birthday depressed and
Speaker 1: not happy. I went into my birthday with nobody do
Speaker 1: anything for me.
Speaker 2: That was a trip.
Speaker 1: I went into my birthday kind of being invited to
Speaker 1: someone else's birthday same day as mine. I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: say names right then we can think all the names
Speaker 1: protect the innercent is that the names are important. I'm
Speaker 1: just trying to get them. These are the points are
Speaker 1: more important. So I'm going into this birthday party situation
Speaker 1: that someone who normally takes me out for my birthday
Speaker 1: to celebrate did not offer some of my birthday this year,
Speaker 1: just kind of. I still don't understand why, but I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna say anything to that person because it won't.
Speaker 2: Well do anything was done is done.
Speaker 1: But as you onto another birthday for a person who
Speaker 1: didn't want to celebrate, this almost falls into what's going
Speaker 1: on these days with people.
Speaker 2: I'm noticing.
Speaker 1: This person was so adamant about throwing a party for
Speaker 1: this other person, She picked the restaurant, all this, every
Speaker 1: thing was, everything was clear to her and this person
Speaker 1: who I love also which her birthday, was just not
Speaker 1: not excited. She really didn't wan't do anything, but because
Speaker 1: they made it a family affair, she was gonna come
Speaker 1: out to do it, to get to do it. And
Speaker 1: so I thought it was really funny going back to me,
Speaker 1: M this, these people know I'm going through a lot
Speaker 1: right now, and when they were going through something similar,
Speaker 1: I made sure I was there for them and you know,
Speaker 1: what do you need and how can I make things
Speaker 1: easier for you? And I don't get that always back. No,
Speaker 1: I don't think it's anything deliberate to hurt me. I
Speaker 1: don't think so it's not. I don't think it's that
Speaker 1: think it's at the place into the whole worldview.
Speaker 2: Right now too.
Speaker 1: If everybody's in their own orbits, right, it's the Payan Olympics.
Speaker 1: Everybody has their What I'm going through is way more
Speaker 1: point of what about's going through. And I you know
Speaker 1: what's funny is I'm so into my situation that I
Speaker 1: kind of get it. Cause you're caught up in your
Speaker 1: situation bringing a way to how serious or whatever it
Speaker 1: is are or intensive it is.
Speaker 2: The rest of the outside world kind of dissolves.
Speaker 1: And it's easy to do. But I know for me,
Speaker 1: I'm always still trying. It's not that overpowered my life
Speaker 1: and my friendships and family ships. I still try to
Speaker 1: be there for my friends and family if they're going
Speaker 1: through something. I'm not always it's not always equal. I
Speaker 1: don't always get all I'm time, but I try my best.
Speaker 1: That's always something I'm always trying to do. So I
Speaker 1: can understand you're going through something, you're in the middle
Speaker 1: of it, you just like but it just it's fighting.
Speaker 1: But so it falls into that. So you're trying to
Speaker 1: plan this birthday and think or somebody who doesn't even
Speaker 1: really want it, it's begrudgingly doing it. Meanwhile, this personal
Speaker 1: over here who really wants something done for them and
Speaker 1: got doing any of them. They're you know, social media,
Speaker 1: big big deal. So I did get a million messages.
Speaker 1: It's a medium. So think about Facebook, which is really funny. Facebook. Well,
Speaker 1: let's you know, somebody's birthday is coming up and they
Speaker 1: used to actually you prompts like you were just want
Speaker 1: to just press the prompt and just and then just
Speaker 1: post on their page and so like if you got
Speaker 1: a should a good friend of mine, I totally get it.
Speaker 2: It's just like heybody, James, heybody, James. Get it.
Speaker 1: But it's the ones that I that I were fractual
Speaker 1: friends and there's no extra. I got some that did extra,
Speaker 1: but like the rest of you're like some of them
Speaker 1: like there's no extra, but I got a few, but
Speaker 1: I did. So I'm breaking up to that. There's what
Speaker 1: else side? Now it's telling me the story later on
Speaker 1: my birthday. We know it's like get the claw and
Speaker 1: they put this coloss together. You know there's one for
Speaker 1: the other birthday person and one for me.
Speaker 2: How you chill?
Speaker 1: Well, I society, I decided could do hers first and
Speaker 1: then do yours and try I forget what And I'm
Speaker 1: sitting and I know that they're not trying to hurt
Speaker 1: my feelings.
Speaker 2: But I mean that's that they're just not. I mean,
Speaker 2: I really believe they're not.
Speaker 1: But to hear on your birthday, no matter who is
Speaker 1: from or why, that someone's choosing someone else over you
Speaker 1: first is it's still a bitter pill to swallow. Okay,
Speaker 1: But I was supposed to just take it and smile
Speaker 1: and go okay, and you have many more I understand,
Speaker 1: which I did. I didn't start nothing again, what's done
Speaker 1: is done. I can't change people's actions or feelings.
Speaker 2: If you that's how you feel, how you feel that conclusion,
Speaker 2: how are you getting that conclusion? So I know I
Speaker 2: do about that. I got a one now. One thing
Speaker 2: I did.
Speaker 1: I got a wonderful, wonderful video from my daughter and grandchildren,
Speaker 1: second daughter and grandchildren, two grand babies that warmed my heart.
Speaker 1: And I will give this daughter points because she is
Speaker 1: I'm a long distance grandparent, so she has stepped up
Speaker 1: in the department of try and make sure we have
Speaker 1: a relationship.
Speaker 2: She really have.
Speaker 1: So I don't want this to be all bad or sad,
Speaker 1: but like so, this is a good part. It's like
Speaker 1: it said, it wore my heart. I cried happy tears.
Speaker 1: It was very sweet moment that that was really sweet,
Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, so I'm wack it some juice.
Speaker 1: So that was very sweet. So we get to the
Speaker 1: destination now not really giving it away either. Again, it's
Speaker 1: just it was an area of town that was very
Speaker 1: ironic for them to bring me to, which almost made
Speaker 1: things worse.
Speaker 2: But it's like, but I was like, that's interesting.
Speaker 1: So we go. Everybody gets their food. Well, first of all, everybody,
Speaker 1: so everybody's we're ordering food, mean the birthday or other
Speaker 1: birthday person order one pancake each because we wanted we
Speaker 1: each wanted this this oat pancake. It just it sounded
Speaker 1: so good. I didn't want a whole set of pancakes.
Speaker 2: That's what I want.
Speaker 1: But apparently a lot of folks are our party.
Speaker 2: You want know we ordered first or a pancakes.
Speaker 1: Ally, I'm being tall, so I ordered it was one
Speaker 1: pancake or some tear tops. So I'm being told. We're
Speaker 1: both being told we can't mary pancakes. Like, okay, they're
Speaker 1: out there out of pancake batter or something. We're fine. Said, well,
Speaker 1: we'll give you French toast. I'm not a French toest person,
Speaker 1: I hate French toast, and I just I should have
Speaker 1: said fucking no, thank you, but I just but I
Speaker 1: was like, okay, I thought we'd a couple of slices. Fine,
Speaker 1: whenever it's a whole different thing, and they acknowledge them
Speaker 1: a whole of you know, we know it's not pancakes,
Speaker 1: it's not French are different things. So I see them
Speaker 1: start bringing food out. People have pancakes. I was like,
Speaker 1: we're the birthday people. Should we get first crack at
Speaker 1: the last of the batter.
Speaker 2: I guess not. And the grip panted person I both
Speaker 2: said it. We both kind of agreed.
Speaker 1: So the rest of people got there, You'll get their pancakes.
Speaker 1: So for us, wait, wait, so they bring out the
Speaker 1: other birthday person's French tous, just a huge French house, says.
Speaker 1: We thought it was just gonna be a little piece
Speaker 1: or something whatever. There's too much. We could have split
Speaker 1: with those plates ourselves through Jews. But I'm sitting here
Speaker 1: waiting for my paint to come out, waiting waiting my guy,
Speaker 1: my guy down the road, down the down the table
Speaker 1: was like, he noticed I had no food, Like, I
Speaker 1: don't know if I don't know where is, I don't
Speaker 1: know no food.
Speaker 2: I didn't get served. I know on my birthday, first
Speaker 2: I can't have what I want, and then I'm not
Speaker 2: getting served.
Speaker 1: It was like this is and I didn't go crazy.
Speaker 1: I didn't go wild. I didn't try to ruin the moment.
Speaker 1: Everybody's like Ginger being so calm. I'm like, I've come
Speaker 1: to a point these days when shit happens, because when
Speaker 1: as what happens so much, I mean, I don't do
Speaker 1: you ever feel this way? Just so you just feel
Speaker 1: like what the fuck you just you don't even know?
Speaker 1: And it push it was all so hot as it
Speaker 1: was like in the nineties. It was like I don't
Speaker 1: have the energy to fight people, but I do want now.
Speaker 1: I want those now. Not a principle to matter is
Speaker 1: I want them to serve me. The French toast. We're
Speaker 1: waiting and wait so that everybody's eating, and of course
Speaker 1: I know how.
Speaker 2: I want your food. I want my food. It's a say,
Speaker 2: it's principal to matter. I want my food.
Speaker 1: The apologize it didn't make it somehow, I need to
Speaker 1: make a second one, all right, so I get my
Speaker 1: food again. I don't like French toast. I ate like
Speaker 1: a couple pieces of it, and I basically threw it,
Speaker 1: but they probably like, what the fuck?
Speaker 2: I didn't want it. I ain't take it home.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna was gonna eat it later. I'm like,
Speaker 1: soggy brand that does nothing for me. I wanted a pancake. Oh,
Speaker 1: I was like whatever. I just had some tear toops,
Speaker 1: but I barely ate anything because I was like, why
Speaker 1: am I hungry? Later, I had a drink when I
Speaker 1: was there after the drink was good. So then we
Speaker 1: go up to the place for this place for veganized cream.
Speaker 1: I didn't want vegan ice cream. I don't want that either.
Speaker 2: H oh.
Speaker 1: The ham zucchini takes a really good cheers. That place
Speaker 1: eight those eight bunch of those. So anyway, that's it.
Speaker 1: I mean, we kind of hung out. Then we went
Speaker 1: to Denny's at dinner. I had a freebie of Denny's
Speaker 1: that was that was nice. The guy that gave me
Speaker 1: a hug. That was kind of funnel situation. Went to
Speaker 1: your record store. I got some records I want right well,
Speaker 1: I ordered pancakes. It was free with my grand slam
Speaker 1: left the pancakes in my friend's car, so I said,
Speaker 1: I still haven't had pancakes.
Speaker 2: Go to have pancakes my birthday there, I adam.
Speaker 1: I guess that was not meant to be apparently, so
Speaker 1: that day was okay. It was so hot, but just
Speaker 1: that it was like so hot, it's the hottest day
Speaker 1: of the week.
Speaker 2: That was weird too, And I got.
Speaker 1: Kind of a I got a gift, but it was
Speaker 1: like they didn't know me very well. I was it
Speaker 1: was very nice on to give me something, cause I
Speaker 1: got that some chocolates, and then.
Speaker 2: That's it.
Speaker 1: I mean, I didn't get like been had no gifts
Speaker 1: for anybody else. I got one card to mail. That's it.
Speaker 1: No cars or anybody else. Now I usually get us
Speaker 1: just get a lot of you get a lot of cars.
Speaker 1: That's gone. And I realized how the fuckers getting cards
Speaker 1: are dead, So I guess that's it.
Speaker 2: They're not here anymore.
Speaker 1: My friend Ue comes out of town, didn't come out
Speaker 1: of town because he's having issues money issues.
Speaker 2: Uh, so that that didn't happen.
Speaker 1: But my other friend, like I said, name, who said,
Speaker 1: I went to you out for your birthday.
Speaker 2: It's on some mother's day.
Speaker 1: So we went and the food was good, so we
Speaker 1: went so he was his presence were very thoughtful to me.
Speaker 1: They were very very thoughtful. I was like he put
Speaker 1: we always he always puts work into my presence, and
Speaker 1: so I appreciate him completely, like he treated me the
Speaker 1: way I should be treated. And we had good laughs.
Speaker 1: Break up by sprinkles cupcakes. I came home and talked
Speaker 1: to my brother, fell out. I really getting some presents
Speaker 1: to you. They were nice, he went. He went on
Speaker 1: my wish that'ds, which is so smart. One of my
Speaker 1: wish that's got a couple of things that I wanted.
Speaker 1: I'm happy. So I said, it was a mixed bag.
Speaker 1: Not made very phone calls, not that may texts. There
Speaker 1: are people who actually left. I've not heard from at all.
Speaker 1: I have a friend, you have my say names. I
Speaker 1: hope he's okay. I'm gonna do a message for him tomorrow.
Speaker 1: But I got heard from him in a couple of months,
Speaker 1: like okay, normally get back. You can ask me at
Speaker 1: some point. You don't talk every day, but I'm calling
Speaker 1: you tell you. I want to tell you some stuff.
Speaker 1: You know, I'm going through some things and I want
Speaker 1: to talk to you because we talked to each other
Speaker 1: about going through something and I have not heard from him,
Speaker 1: so I gotta check on him. But yeah, some folks,
Speaker 1: I'm saying, I'm sad they didn't. They didn't check any
Speaker 1: check on me or sady birthday or anything. Now I'm
Speaker 1: learning some stuff. So I think part of it is
Speaker 1: society's changing, and the pandemic was part of that. People
Speaker 1: are just I just I just did a blog post
Speaker 1: that's coming out about self cares are always it. I
Speaker 1: think people will say, what you should do for yourself,
Speaker 1: Go check yourself somewhere, go get a massage, go do this.
Speaker 1: It's like, but I want you. I want to I
Speaker 1: want to hang out with you, and I would love
Speaker 1: for you to make me feel better in that moment.
Speaker 2: And I guess you can.
Speaker 1: Look for that anymore because I have friends who look
Speaker 1: to me for me to make them feel better. So
Speaker 1: I do my best to do that. So okay, I mean,
Speaker 1: I feel like that's part of my friendship, right. You know,
Speaker 1: when you're down, I help pick you up and there's
Speaker 1: a good time. But apparently it's not the same for me.
Speaker 1: I have a couple of friends who said who are
Speaker 1: like that, They're like that, But for a majority of
Speaker 1: I'm like you know, it's I don't. I don't have that.
Speaker 1: I don't have this support system like I used to.
Speaker 1: It's it's really it's total as window like. It's really
Speaker 1: it's there are folks who care about me, of course,
Speaker 1: but they just want to they only want to join
Speaker 1: in when it's fine. I'm okay, nothing really majors going
Speaker 1: on from afar. They'll happily message me on social media
Speaker 1: for on a DM or whatever, but then nothing after that.
Speaker 1: And I think I asked a question about this and
Speaker 1: another show where I was like, where is the compassion?
Speaker 2: I I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't know where it is.
Speaker 1: And I'm learning and being an adult. One of the
Speaker 1: lessons I'm learning as I get older. I see why
Speaker 1: older people feel left alone. I remember, I remember, I
Speaker 1: there's a couple of times I went to I'll die
Speaker 1: digress for a second. But I have been to family
Speaker 1: get together as in the past where granny or grandpa
Speaker 1: or a great uncle are just sitting in a corner,
Speaker 1: sitting there. No one's talking to them. Everybody's talking around them,
Speaker 1: all the younger people. And I'm like, I see what
Speaker 1: I feel. Invisible just wither away cause it's like there's
Speaker 1: nobody talking to them, and I don't talk to older
Speaker 1: I don't talk to older people. I'm like, what you
Speaker 1: guys talking about, let's laugh, talk about it. I've always
Speaker 1: been that way. I love talking to hearing stories. But
Speaker 1: I'm noticing that that really does happen. And it was
Speaker 1: one point, yes say, well, I'm guess because I did this.
Speaker 1: I'm recording this where everybody was talking and I was
Speaker 1: just saying about myself, just sitting there. I was like,
Speaker 1: I am not that important. That's that, And that's actually
Speaker 1: a good lesson to learn. I'm not that important, and
Speaker 1: I always talk honesty and stuff on here, and that's
Speaker 1: what that's That's a that's a bitter pill to swallow,
Speaker 1: but it's a very humbling thing to realize that there
Speaker 1: are people who like you, and there are people who
Speaker 1: love you on some level, and the levels are all
Speaker 1: various levels, but you're just not that important. Of course,
Speaker 1: when you die or say major it happens to you,
Speaker 1: then they're the ones crying the most.
Speaker 2: I've learned that story.
Speaker 1: But I'm like, but it's just that you are important
Speaker 1: enough that you're part of this, you're part of something
Speaker 1: of theirs, but it's that extra They just don't They
Speaker 1: just don't have it in them for you, and you
Speaker 1: have to like be an adult and put your pants
Speaker 1: on and smile and go, Okay, I guess that's it.
Speaker 1: But you can't. I mean, I I know some folks.
Speaker 1: They will go and talk to people and like, why
Speaker 1: don't you demand Like why aren't you being this wady
Speaker 1: against big fights. I don't like drama, so I'm like,
Speaker 1: I don't want that either, So I know for me,
Speaker 1: but for me as I'm just not not wanting dramas.
Speaker 1: It's kind of like, but I don't want to force
Speaker 1: someone to think a certain way. You should want to
Speaker 1: think that way, and if you don't, then it just
Speaker 1: tells me. In the collection we have, not everybody loves
Speaker 1: you the same intensities you love them. Not everybody is
Speaker 1: into you. It's the same way you're into them, they're not.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of lopsided relationships.
Speaker 2: They just are.
Speaker 1: And whether it's good or bad or whatever. I'm learning
Speaker 1: that more and once I get older it's like, oh, Okay,
Speaker 1: they like me for this or we're good on this,
Speaker 1: but not on everything. I wouldn't go to them for nothing.
Speaker 1: I would go to them for a lunch or dinner,
Speaker 1: have some laughs. We both like this particular group or movie.
Speaker 1: So I have a friend who who is like, they
Speaker 1: don't know what's going on my life. Really we don't.
Speaker 1: We don't have a chance to really talk. So they're
Speaker 1: actually just regular and they're like, well, we should go
Speaker 1: through it. And then they're suggesting all these concerts and
Speaker 1: things in the future like this year, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I did tell you. I just have a sixty six
Speaker 1: thousand dollars credit bill bill for this roof. And I
Speaker 1: thought I told you at some point, I still got
Speaker 1: to fix the inside of my house. It's almost every
Speaker 1: penny I'm making is just going back into this house.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: I'm in that season that happens sometimes were just like
Speaker 1: you're in You're either you're in a health season or
Speaker 1: a house season or a car like you just you
Speaker 1: going through stuff. But I ask some younger people that
Speaker 1: I with, who I don't know if they get it.
Speaker 2: They just they just like, I want to do this
Speaker 2: with you. We should do it.
Speaker 1: And I have to find and I have to find
Speaker 1: way to politely say.
Speaker 2: No and have time.
Speaker 1: I just been learning. I'm to say nothing. I just
Speaker 1: don't respond anymore. There may times I literally just ignore it.
Speaker 1: I don't know if that's right or wrong.
Speaker 2: But this I don't. I don't have a bandwad anymore.
Speaker 1: But why am I I feel like I'm thinkingbou anybody else's.
Speaker 2: Feelings or about mine.
Speaker 1: I was like, I just go and I know two
Speaker 1: wrongs make a right, But sometimes I'm just like, I
Speaker 1: don't have the energy trying to figure out how do
Speaker 1: I say this? You know that I can't plan anything
Speaker 1: in the future right now because of these ten things.
Speaker 2: I feel like I figured I'm repeating myself over again.
Speaker 1: And then you know, this person does like I said,
Speaker 1: there's a couple of them get to knitty great details,
Speaker 1: but they know these couple of things because we met
Speaker 1: up a few weeks ago, and I'm like, I told.
Speaker 2: You what's going on.
Speaker 1: I was like, right now, I can't do this, and
Speaker 1: I just it's right now, my life isn't my own,
Speaker 1: and that's it, and we gotta find tiny car up.
Speaker 1: It's I am fine, tiny, I am fine time here
Speaker 1: and there for things, but like it's not really my own.
Speaker 1: I'm in the middle of something that's very serious. And
Speaker 1: then I take care of that. No one just gonna
Speaker 1: take care for me. I gotta do it involved with
Speaker 1: the people and so it's not just about me.
Speaker 2: And I.
Speaker 1: But as I said, I don't go off on people
Speaker 1: and try to. But I did have this one incident
Speaker 1: that it was kind of funny.
Speaker 2: Today. I mean, it's the day after my birthday.
Speaker 1: Is I'm recording this, I'm so kind of celebrating my
Speaker 1: birthday to day and one of my people in my circle,
Speaker 1: you were just you were just think I didn't hear
Speaker 1: from at all, and I didn't hear from on social media.
Speaker 2: I didn't hear anywhere. So and I know this.
Speaker 1: Person's in their own world right now, but it was
Speaker 1: kind of funny. It was like I hear and they
Speaker 1: actually in our group text was like tell your mom
Speaker 1: howny Mother's Day. And the other person in the text
Speaker 1: are like telling them how he Mother's Day?
Speaker 2: This. I'm like, did you forget something? Like what? Who? What?
Speaker 1: I'm like my birthday. It's and it's just like, you know,
Speaker 1: I love you. I supposed to forget, you know, I
Speaker 1: love him Like it was just I was just dismissed.
Speaker 1: It felt so dismissed, and I heard through the grave
Speaker 1: front they went to somebody else. I was like, I'm
Speaker 1: miss saying his birthday. He's mady. It's like, well, if
Speaker 1: you think that, then apologize or say something nicer than
Speaker 1: just how your birthday?
Speaker 2: You know, I love you?
Speaker 1: Like that's it's just so like it's like James, your
Speaker 1: feelings mean nothing. So I so I'm not gonna fight
Speaker 1: with this person. And when I talked to them again,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna bring it up, unless if they bring
Speaker 1: it up, we'll talk about it. But I'm not gonna bring
Speaker 1: it up. I just I mean, it's just like it
Speaker 1: doesn't matter. You didn't you forget, you didn't think about me.
Speaker 1: I'm not that important. You didn't think about me. That's
Speaker 1: just a fact. I just kind of got caught. You
Speaker 1: put your foot in both, and you kind of got
Speaker 1: caught because you're not paying attention. That's why I was
Speaker 1: you don't pay attention, you know, or really have thoughts
Speaker 1: about it, because I'm like, what's so funny is that's
Speaker 1: how you get caught. Somebody else too, was sitting how
Speaker 1: you Mother's day? And I went, oh, you know, it's
Speaker 1: also it was awso my birthday and I hear nothing
Speaker 1: for a long time, then I hear ay birthday. It's like,
Speaker 1: I mean, it's just kind of like I do. I mean,
Speaker 1: it's like I am am, I just invisible. And that's
Speaker 1: why I'm seeing my free will sit wh they're older.
Speaker 1: I feel in visible.
Speaker 2: I totally totally totally see it and feel it. I
Speaker 2: get it. So I you know, I don't know.
Speaker 1: And I do a show called Extra Connections, and I'm
Speaker 1: connecting with people in other ways for things. But I'm like,
Speaker 1: are we cuting? Are we just done connected with each other?
Speaker 1: Or is it one of those things where.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: It's just like everybody get everybody's so tired, everybody's so busy,
Speaker 1: everybody so this that third that we just like being
Speaker 1: desensitized and just like we just just say and do
Speaker 1: whatever we want. And oh well, if you feel a
Speaker 1: certain way, I.
Speaker 2: Mean I don't. I don't.
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm trying to work through this, and I've
Speaker 1: been trying to work that. I'm working through this with
Speaker 1: you guys at home, because I'm sure so of you
Speaker 1: guys are going through the same thing. I know, I
Speaker 1: know I'm the only person going through this, so and
Speaker 1: I just know for me, I'm not trying. I don't
Speaker 1: think these people even listen saying my shit. So that's
Speaker 1: why I why I talk about it. If they hear this,
Speaker 1: if somebody's involved, they know it's them. I love people,
Speaker 1: come talk to me about it. You want to talk
Speaker 1: to me about it. That's why I have no problem
Speaker 1: talking about it. I'm not a friend. I don't not
Speaker 1: a friend of confrontation or anything. I have no problem
Speaker 1: with that. So because I know I do anything wrong.
Speaker 1: And again I say nobody's names. Nothing I say relationship
Speaker 1: with exactly are to be or anything. They just pieces
Speaker 1: of and people. So online no one would know it's
Speaker 1: you unless you told them. But if you know what
Speaker 1: you did, tosten to this podcast any way to confront you,
Speaker 1: please confront you about it. I live, I have, I'd
Speaker 1: love that. That's why I don't problem with them. I
Speaker 1: always wonted that, so I don't problem with that. I'm
Speaker 1: not afraid of that. So, but I mean nobody does.
Speaker 1: It's like because I post stuff on my main page
Speaker 1: on Facebook, nobody nobody cares.
Speaker 2: People don't even do courtesy likes anymore. Now I do
Speaker 2: you know my fan page is different because they they're
Speaker 2: there for my work.
Speaker 1: But just like it's yeah, that's the I won't get
Speaker 1: into a whole that. That's that whole stuff. Also, either
Speaker 1: I'm James Junior. I got blathered on long enough. This
Speaker 1: is fifty plus, we're this show. We're we're gonna continue
Speaker 1: to work through issues that happened in our fifties and sixties.
Speaker 1: And plus I'm also gonna WORKU I haven't, I haven't,
Speaker 1: but I think I'm gonna start working on getting some
Speaker 1: guests on the show of folks in their fifties and
Speaker 1: sixties and seventies. And let's talk. I just haven't done it.
Speaker 1: It was not It's not that I couldn't. I just
Speaker 1: haven't got anything to do that. So I think I'm
Speaker 1: gonna work on that. Also, uh, to you for this
Speaker 1: for this season of the show. Well, I am James
Speaker 1: On Junior, and we do this show on too, at
Speaker 1: least on Tuesdays, so every Tuesday, it's not to you
Speaker 1: next time.