WEBVTT 1 00:00:03.640 --> 00:00:06.519 And I just turned around and I call ass out 2 00:00:06.519 --> 00:00:06.799 of there. 3 00:00:06.919 --> 00:00:08.119 I was done. 4 00:00:08.359 --> 00:00:14.119 I wasn't dealing with them. The hypocrisy of the cult 5 00:00:14.320 --> 00:00:17.920 is one of the things that turned me away the quickest. 6 00:00:21.359 --> 00:00:23.839 When I turned my head lights on, it turned and 7 00:00:23.920 --> 00:00:24.600 looked at us. 8 00:00:25.399 --> 00:00:27.559 And one of the things I remember the most where 9 00:00:27.559 --> 00:00:33.399 the eyes were glowing red. I see an orb of light. 10 00:00:34.039 --> 00:00:37.039 It is just circling these steps. 11 00:00:36.640 --> 00:00:37.960 Like it is waiting for me. 12 00:00:41.079 --> 00:00:45.159 And he begins to tell them that he saw UFO. 13 00:00:45.600 --> 00:00:47.359 They're basically like, what are you talking about. 14 00:00:51.000 --> 00:00:53.920 That's seven foot up on a tree, peeking around it 15 00:00:54.240 --> 00:00:55.359 and that's where I saw. 16 00:00:55.240 --> 00:00:58.000 The top of the muzzle, noose and the eyes. 17 00:00:58.320 --> 00:01:00.520 As soon as I made eye contact with this thing, 18 00:01:00.600 --> 00:01:02.399 I don't like death. 19 00:01:08.359 --> 00:01:11.400 Welcome back listeners, Just Brandon from Tenfoil Tells bringing you 20 00:01:11.439 --> 00:01:14.799 another new episode that you might find interesting. 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Thanks for 39 00:02:08.039 --> 00:02:09.120 coming on here and talking with me. 40 00:02:10.319 --> 00:02:11.240 Thank you for having me. 41 00:02:11.879 --> 00:02:13.879 Would you like to let the audience know a little 42 00:02:13.919 --> 00:02:16.039 bit about yourself before we dive into it. 43 00:02:17.919 --> 00:02:21.919 Well, uh, you know, my story is longer than the 44 00:02:21.919 --> 00:02:24.240 subject we're going to talk about, but right now we're 45 00:02:24.240 --> 00:02:28.240 gonna we're going to talk about I've been a lucid 46 00:02:28.439 --> 00:02:34.080 and vivid, actual dreamer ever since I can remember, and 47 00:02:35.360 --> 00:02:38.159 you know, I just uh I've come to know that 48 00:02:38.199 --> 00:02:43.039 those experiences that I've had and still have are very 49 00:02:43.039 --> 00:02:48.000 spiritual in nature and eerily similar to that of abductees. 50 00:02:50.159 --> 00:02:50.280 Uh. 51 00:02:50.360 --> 00:02:52.759 And I'll get into that in a minute, but I 52 00:02:52.919 --> 00:02:56.879 just uh, I feel very uh. Ever since I came 53 00:02:56.919 --> 00:03:02.280 to the Lord out of Witchcraft, I've gotten more answers 54 00:03:02.639 --> 00:03:05.599 than ever of what really is going on. And it's 55 00:03:05.680 --> 00:03:09.039 quite a phenomenon. I've come across a few people who 56 00:03:09.240 --> 00:03:12.680 have had similar experiences. I love the work of Vicky 57 00:03:12.759 --> 00:03:17.599 Joy Anderson. She's really helped with figuring out, you know, 58 00:03:17.639 --> 00:03:21.159 giving some language and some context of what is going on. 59 00:03:21.400 --> 00:03:27.280 And these experiences can be very terrifying, and you know, 60 00:03:27.280 --> 00:03:28.759 you can feel like there's nothing that you can do, 61 00:03:28.840 --> 00:03:31.879 but there is a lot that you can do. And 62 00:03:32.960 --> 00:03:35.360 so I hope to be able to share that to people. So, 63 00:03:35.719 --> 00:03:38.080 you know, if I could reach someone who was me 64 00:03:38.199 --> 00:03:42.039 five years ago, I could help them find uh, you know, 65 00:03:42.400 --> 00:03:44.560 some answers to that, to some of their questions and 66 00:03:44.840 --> 00:03:48.800 get some some offense to this, because you can seem 67 00:03:48.800 --> 00:03:51.360 really out of out of control with it, you know, 68 00:03:51.400 --> 00:03:53.719 like it's there's nothing you can do. Right. 69 00:03:55.240 --> 00:03:57.840 Well, if you are ready to begin, I will turn 70 00:03:57.840 --> 00:04:02.560 it over to you and I will just let you talk, okay. 71 00:04:04.039 --> 00:04:11.000 Yeah. So as a child I had a number of experiences. 72 00:04:11.199 --> 00:04:13.680 I used to see these things I just called the 73 00:04:13.719 --> 00:04:19.839 little little shadow people, and upon occasion, a very tall one, 74 00:04:21.439 --> 00:04:25.720 and for the most part I would just you know, 75 00:04:25.759 --> 00:04:27.160 I try to go to my parents about it, and 76 00:04:27.199 --> 00:04:29.800 it'd be a lot of it's just a dream, or 77 00:04:30.800 --> 00:04:33.480 you know, oh, there's nothing there, which I never do 78 00:04:33.560 --> 00:04:35.120 to my kids because, let me tell you, if you've 79 00:04:35.120 --> 00:04:39.600 gone through it, it's it can be very frustrating. And 80 00:04:40.720 --> 00:04:48.639 but AnyWho, So I my first real intense experience was 81 00:04:49.759 --> 00:04:56.240 my first what I think was the attempt for something 82 00:04:56.360 --> 00:04:59.480 very spiritual. As a child, I didn't quite have any 83 00:04:59.519 --> 00:05:01.319 context it. And in fact, there's quite a bit that 84 00:05:01.319 --> 00:05:06.879 I've blocked out that have slowly been resurfacing. But I'm 85 00:05:06.920 --> 00:05:08.680 going to talk about some that I found to be 86 00:05:08.839 --> 00:05:13.000 a little bit more prevalent and probably the most intense. 87 00:05:13.680 --> 00:05:17.439 The first one that was the most intense was actually 88 00:05:17.480 --> 00:05:22.920 when I was pregnant with my son, who is on 89 00:05:22.959 --> 00:05:26.680 the spectrum, and that was somewhere at the tail end 90 00:05:26.680 --> 00:05:33.160 of twenty thirteen and twenty fourteen. My now husband had 91 00:05:33.199 --> 00:05:36.800 to wake me up and I just was. I guess 92 00:05:36.800 --> 00:05:39.040 I was like hysterically crying, you know, the standard kind 93 00:05:39.040 --> 00:05:43.759 of sleep paralysis spouse experience of what was happening to me. 94 00:05:43.839 --> 00:05:46.519 But in what I had seen and what I was 95 00:05:46.600 --> 00:05:52.160 experiencing in there, I almost didn't have any words to express. 96 00:05:52.360 --> 00:05:56.240 It was like I had been in shock, you know. 97 00:05:56.319 --> 00:05:59.639 I couldn't even express it to him. But what I 98 00:05:59.639 --> 00:06:04.439 had seen was I was in a room with all 99 00:06:04.600 --> 00:06:09.040 of these huge shadow creatures. There was about eight of 100 00:06:09.079 --> 00:06:12.000 them that I could see, you know, facing me. I 101 00:06:12.199 --> 00:06:16.720 was on a like table, like a like a I 102 00:06:16.720 --> 00:06:20.279 don't know table slash altar or something, just laying on it, 103 00:06:20.319 --> 00:06:23.839 but I was without the ability to move my appendages. 104 00:06:24.600 --> 00:06:29.360 And a very tall man came and he was quite handsome. 105 00:06:30.040 --> 00:06:32.920 He actually looked like Mark Wahlberg, which ruined Mark Wahlberg 106 00:06:32.920 --> 00:06:35.839 movies for me. And then all of a sudden he 107 00:06:37.759 --> 00:06:43.879 got on top of me and he was his face changed. 108 00:06:44.319 --> 00:06:49.160 He was making this very sinister smile that morphed his face, 109 00:06:49.720 --> 00:06:53.040 and then he was faceless. And then all I saw 110 00:06:53.480 --> 00:06:58.639 was like this strange like back and forth of no 111 00:06:58.759 --> 00:07:04.360 face and then just this incredible, incredibly sinister face looking 112 00:07:04.399 --> 00:07:06.920 at me and all of them were cheering, as you know, 113 00:07:07.079 --> 00:07:10.120 unfortunately he but the kids would say great to me. 114 00:07:12.160 --> 00:07:17.639 And and at some point, I uh, I was like 115 00:07:17.759 --> 00:07:20.439 kind of shaken, awakened by my husband or now husband, 116 00:07:20.680 --> 00:07:27.439 and those kinds of things I do remember. I hate 117 00:07:27.439 --> 00:07:31.279 to backtrack, but there are a couple of those resurfaced. 118 00:07:31.800 --> 00:07:35.720 That dream specifically resurfaced flashbacks of ones that apparently had 119 00:07:35.720 --> 00:07:41.759 happened when I was little, but something very I mean, 120 00:07:41.759 --> 00:07:44.800 it was just it was unbelievable. It was so unbelievably real. 121 00:07:44.839 --> 00:07:46.680 And most of my dreams are like that, but I 122 00:07:46.680 --> 00:07:50.519 remember it was just horrible. It was absolutely horrible. And 123 00:07:50.560 --> 00:07:53.879 the next one I had that was the most that 124 00:07:54.000 --> 00:08:04.720 was a super intense one involved a pseudo like how 125 00:08:04.759 --> 00:08:07.879 can I put this? It was kind of like your 126 00:08:07.879 --> 00:08:13.439 typical astral flight dream or your astral walking dream. And 127 00:08:14.319 --> 00:08:19.759 I started off walking outside my house and outside, and 128 00:08:19.800 --> 00:08:22.240 I remember thinking like, why am I outside? It's nighttime, 129 00:08:23.079 --> 00:08:25.120 because I'm very conscious and aware of what's going on. 130 00:08:25.879 --> 00:08:29.759 And as soon as I the moment, like the conscious 131 00:08:29.800 --> 00:08:35.159 thought of I'm outside, Why am I outside? As soon 132 00:08:35.200 --> 00:08:38.200 as I thought that, I was brutally attacked outside in 133 00:08:38.440 --> 00:08:42.759 you know, in the in this astral and right outside 134 00:08:42.799 --> 00:08:46.720 my house, no one could hear me screaming. And when 135 00:08:46.759 --> 00:08:49.240 it was another violent attack like that last one I 136 00:08:49.320 --> 00:08:57.159 just told you. Around two thousand and one, I started trying. 137 00:08:57.399 --> 00:08:59.720 I was still heavily in the New Age, but I 138 00:08:59.799 --> 00:09:03.840 was getting more curious as to I was looking into 139 00:09:04.200 --> 00:09:08.000 what these dreams were, what kind of spiritual components were 140 00:09:08.000 --> 00:09:11.559 in there. And I wasn't getting as much clarity as 141 00:09:11.919 --> 00:09:14.879 I would have liked. You know, I was still very 142 00:09:14.960 --> 00:09:17.600 much believing in things like my ancestors and spirit guides 143 00:09:17.639 --> 00:09:21.360 and higher self, and I was, in fact much of 144 00:09:21.360 --> 00:09:25.639 it was encouraged to be okay with this astral travel. 145 00:09:25.639 --> 00:09:27.720 And now, mind you, anytime it's happening at that point, 146 00:09:27.759 --> 00:09:32.200 to me, something horribly violent would happen. And I stumbled 147 00:09:32.279 --> 00:09:36.799 upon the work of Michael s. Heiser, and he spoke 148 00:09:36.840 --> 00:09:39.440 of we have an unseen realm, and he's very He's 149 00:09:39.480 --> 00:09:42.759 not sense now passed away, but he went on a 150 00:09:42.799 --> 00:09:47.159 lot of his works are apologetic, and I was familiar. 151 00:09:47.320 --> 00:09:51.320 I grew up in a Christian home, but so I 152 00:09:51.360 --> 00:09:53.600 was familiar with the concept of not just familiar with 153 00:09:53.639 --> 00:09:55.440 the concept of the Bible, was familiar with the Bible, 154 00:09:55.679 --> 00:09:59.320 but his ability to show me that this spiritual stuff 155 00:09:59.320 --> 00:10:02.840 that I'm experience and seeing existed in the Bible, and 156 00:10:03.480 --> 00:10:07.080 he had language and directions to point me in in 157 00:10:07.759 --> 00:10:11.080 ways that would help. I felt guided would help me 158 00:10:11.240 --> 00:10:15.120 to find answers and kind of understanding as well as 159 00:10:15.159 --> 00:10:22.360 perhaps relief from this. Shortly before I fully gave myself 160 00:10:22.399 --> 00:10:26.639 over to the ward, about a year later after this, 161 00:10:28.399 --> 00:10:32.039 I had a I was still doing some Shortly before 162 00:10:32.080 --> 00:10:35.240 I had surrendered, I was still doing meditations and I 163 00:10:35.360 --> 00:10:40.440 wasn't practicing in witchcraft I mentioned earlier, I was a 164 00:10:40.480 --> 00:10:47.559 divination practitioner, tear at cards, pendulums, intuitive reads, things like that. 165 00:10:48.200 --> 00:10:50.120 I wasn't something I made money off of, but it 166 00:10:50.159 --> 00:10:51.840 was something I was really good at. I was also 167 00:10:52.039 --> 00:10:56.759 really fixated on automatic writing and channeling, which I found 168 00:10:56.799 --> 00:11:02.799 out through Heiser's work were gates, doorways, ways for to 169 00:11:02.919 --> 00:11:07.440 amplify what was happening to me in my dream life, 170 00:11:08.279 --> 00:11:13.519 as well as amplifying these these gifts that I had, 171 00:11:14.840 --> 00:11:18.440 but but perverting them, you know, and leaving me quite 172 00:11:18.480 --> 00:11:23.480 open to something quite dangerous. It was really before I surrendered, 173 00:11:24.159 --> 00:11:28.600 I had I had stopped all of the witchcraft, but 174 00:11:28.639 --> 00:11:32.120 I was still practicing like breathing methods and meditations, and 175 00:11:32.159 --> 00:11:35.000 I had been feeling, for lack of a better term, 176 00:11:35.320 --> 00:11:39.200 like haunted by the constellation Orion. I know I sound 177 00:11:39.240 --> 00:11:43.639 like a lunatic, but I'm a very intelligent, smart person. 178 00:11:43.840 --> 00:11:46.759 But I can't tell you I couldn't. There was nowhere 179 00:11:46.799 --> 00:11:50.320 I could go where I didn't see the the the 180 00:11:50.399 --> 00:11:55.480 alignment of the Orion constellation. Everything from three dots would 181 00:11:55.519 --> 00:11:57.919 be exactly placed, like the Giza Pyramid, like the Belt 182 00:11:57.960 --> 00:12:01.159 of Orion. I would see it everywhere. And so I 183 00:12:01.240 --> 00:12:04.399 was still a meditative person, and I decided, and it 184 00:12:04.440 --> 00:12:07.120 was actually to the point of ponting to where in 185 00:12:07.200 --> 00:12:11.000 my backyard or in my patio. At this time, I 186 00:12:11.000 --> 00:12:13.759 was still a smoker. It was on my patio, smoking cigarette. 187 00:12:14.159 --> 00:12:16.639 And I would do this every evening, you know, before 188 00:12:16.840 --> 00:12:19.000 I would go to bed or just to relax. And 189 00:12:20.039 --> 00:12:24.360 for at least two weeks straight, the Orion Belt was 190 00:12:24.440 --> 00:12:28.320 literally if I turned around, it was exactly in view 191 00:12:28.320 --> 00:12:31.679 from my house. After the first week, I got curious 192 00:12:31.679 --> 00:12:34.799 because it seemed like these stars were not moving. So 193 00:12:35.000 --> 00:12:37.679 I went on and got an app those ones that 194 00:12:37.720 --> 00:12:40.559 allow you to see the constellations where they are in 195 00:12:40.600 --> 00:12:42.080 the day and the night. You just kind of hold 196 00:12:42.120 --> 00:12:45.159 your phone or your tablet around and it'll, you know, 197 00:12:45.240 --> 00:12:47.480 show you where wherever you're pointing at what's out there. 198 00:12:48.080 --> 00:12:50.879 And the Orion belt was not there. It was supposed 199 00:12:50.919 --> 00:12:54.639 to be a completely different place. But for another week 200 00:12:55.120 --> 00:12:58.320 I saw this, and I had a bunch of pictures 201 00:12:58.360 --> 00:13:03.000 of it, But my my phone got attacked and I 202 00:13:03.000 --> 00:13:05.080 got black spring to death, and so all of the 203 00:13:05.080 --> 00:13:08.120 stuff on there was inaccessible. Otherwise I would share those 204 00:13:08.120 --> 00:13:12.120 photos with you as well, of But so I decided 205 00:13:12.279 --> 00:13:15.879 instead of still meditating, I'm like, okay, I'm gonna meditate. 206 00:13:16.759 --> 00:13:24.039 I felt this guided information to meditate to whatever this 207 00:13:24.200 --> 00:13:27.240 who they want me to meditate to, these orion constellations. 208 00:13:27.320 --> 00:13:31.559 So after everyone was asleep, I got up and I 209 00:13:31.639 --> 00:13:33.440 went in my living room and I opened the curtain 210 00:13:33.480 --> 00:13:36.200 to the patio sliding glass door which faced stay around 211 00:13:36.279 --> 00:13:41.159 or I could clearly see it, and I I for 212 00:13:41.200 --> 00:13:43.639 whatever reason, was guided to lay down on the floor 213 00:13:43.759 --> 00:13:47.360 instead of in a meditative position but facing it. So 214 00:13:47.440 --> 00:13:50.600 I did and I laid there, and you know, I'm 215 00:13:51.080 --> 00:13:53.679 very quick into meditation. I could go very deeply, very 216 00:13:53.799 --> 00:13:57.039 I was very practiced in this, and so I was 217 00:13:57.120 --> 00:14:00.279 just emptying myself like that you're supposed to do, which, 218 00:14:00.360 --> 00:14:05.279 by the way, very dangerous. I'll tell you why. So 219 00:14:05.440 --> 00:14:12.320 I'm laying there, breathing, relaxing, emptying, opening up to tell 220 00:14:12.360 --> 00:14:13.879 me what you guys want from me? What do you 221 00:14:13.879 --> 00:14:18.080 want me to know? The moment I get to, which 222 00:14:18.120 --> 00:14:22.679 is very quickly a that perfect state, with my eyes closed, 223 00:14:24.480 --> 00:14:29.000 I could see completely as if they with now my 224 00:14:29.080 --> 00:14:31.320 eyes are closed. I know this sounds very tricky. My 225 00:14:31.360 --> 00:14:35.799 eyes are closed, and I can see these shadow these 226 00:14:35.840 --> 00:14:39.639 shadow beings no taller than perhaps the height of what 227 00:14:39.679 --> 00:14:44.159 we consider a gray. There are seven of them, and 228 00:14:44.480 --> 00:14:49.679 they are slowly walking toward my body, toward my left leg, 229 00:14:50.200 --> 00:14:54.840 and they all reach down and touch like a hand 230 00:14:56.039 --> 00:14:58.039 up the length of my left leg. And as soon 231 00:14:58.080 --> 00:15:00.000 as they touch me, I feel like I'm being pred 232 00:15:00.240 --> 00:15:03.600 into mud. But I'm just in my living room on 233 00:15:03.639 --> 00:15:07.879 the floor, but I can the sensation is intense. At 234 00:15:07.879 --> 00:15:09.879 this point, I didn't I just kept going with it. 235 00:15:10.399 --> 00:15:12.279 I thought they're going to tell me whatever this is, 236 00:15:12.320 --> 00:15:16.440 and then they'll leave me alone. They slowly progress, touching 237 00:15:16.480 --> 00:15:20.320 my body all the way up to the left side, 238 00:15:20.559 --> 00:15:24.519 walking and touching, and then they all stand around my head. 239 00:15:25.279 --> 00:15:28.679 They're all like behind the top of my head, and 240 00:15:29.120 --> 00:15:36.240 they start poking tapping what is not my skull because 241 00:15:36.240 --> 00:15:39.399 it doesn't make that sound like it's tapping your skull. 242 00:15:39.720 --> 00:15:43.399 I felt like it was tapping my brain. And then 243 00:15:43.519 --> 00:15:47.240 one came up, one lifted my head like I felt 244 00:15:47.240 --> 00:15:50.320 the sensation, but I'm pretty sure I didn't move. I mean, 245 00:15:50.399 --> 00:15:53.720 I don't know, I wasn't watching and put its thumb 246 00:15:53.879 --> 00:15:59.200 like cradled my head in its hands from behind, and 247 00:15:59.639 --> 00:16:03.399 then put its thumbs on where your occipital lobe is, 248 00:16:03.720 --> 00:16:08.200 and that's the bottom like where the nape of the 249 00:16:08.240 --> 00:16:14.360 skull is. It's actually where our delta the delta waves 250 00:16:14.360 --> 00:16:20.080 are and where your dreams and how we process that 251 00:16:20.279 --> 00:16:23.799 area of uh you know, dream realm, spirit realm, where 252 00:16:23.840 --> 00:16:27.759 all of that is processed, and just touches it with 253 00:16:27.799 --> 00:16:31.919 both of the thumbs. And then I went as if 254 00:16:31.960 --> 00:16:39.720 I hadn't been breathing and sat up and I didn't know. 255 00:16:39.799 --> 00:16:41.639 I didn't obviously, I didn't get any answers of what 256 00:16:41.720 --> 00:16:48.200 that was. Then whatever they wanted me to do, I'm 257 00:16:48.200 --> 00:16:52.759 gonna tell you what happened there, because I had a 258 00:16:53.639 --> 00:16:58.399 I took a nap one day, just late two thousand 259 00:16:58.399 --> 00:17:02.600 and three, a nap. My son was at school on 260 00:17:02.720 --> 00:17:04.400 school now, but he was at school at the time, 261 00:17:04.880 --> 00:17:07.839 and I thought, I'll just sitness recliner chair and take 262 00:17:07.839 --> 00:17:14.559 a little nap. Now, this is the I fall asleep. 263 00:17:14.920 --> 00:17:20.039 And one experience that happens with people who have astral. 264 00:17:20.119 --> 00:17:23.799 They can have these two different two things will go 265 00:17:23.839 --> 00:17:27.279 along with this vivid, lucid and astral dreaming, you'll get 266 00:17:27.319 --> 00:17:34.319 what's called pulled astral or voluntary astral, and that's where 267 00:17:34.359 --> 00:17:37.839 you willingly walk out of the body or you get 268 00:17:38.240 --> 00:17:43.559 pulled out, and along with that some this isn't less common, 269 00:17:43.599 --> 00:17:45.799 but you may get what I get, which is called 270 00:17:45.839 --> 00:17:48.880 false awakenings. And that's where you'll be in the dream 271 00:17:49.559 --> 00:17:53.920 and you will I think you're awake, and it's very 272 00:17:53.920 --> 00:17:59.200 different than astral, but you'll get up and like in 273 00:17:59.240 --> 00:18:03.759 this instance, I got up about five times out of 274 00:18:03.839 --> 00:18:07.519 the chair, walked into the kitchen or more coffee, microwaved 275 00:18:07.519 --> 00:18:09.359 one at one point because I could feel the temperature 276 00:18:09.480 --> 00:18:14.039 was not warm enough, and then got like suck back 277 00:18:14.039 --> 00:18:16.480 into my body. I'm back in the chair. Okay, whatever 278 00:18:16.519 --> 00:18:19.480 I'm gonna get up. Got This is ridiculous. I'm gonna 279 00:18:19.480 --> 00:18:24.359 wake up now. And I also experienced, along with the 280 00:18:24.839 --> 00:18:29.000 pull back into the body, this other thing, which uh 281 00:18:29.160 --> 00:18:33.039 I should have brought up earlier that it's called I 282 00:18:33.079 --> 00:18:35.519 don't know if it has a name. Vicky Joey Anderson 283 00:18:35.559 --> 00:18:38.359 calls it something, but it's this. It's a it's like 284 00:18:38.400 --> 00:18:40.319 this thing that will block your vision where it literally 285 00:18:40.319 --> 00:18:43.119 feels like a like a black screen is coming down 286 00:18:43.160 --> 00:18:45.279 and you keep having to kind of go down to 287 00:18:45.279 --> 00:18:48.880 try to look under the screen and try to get out. 288 00:18:49.680 --> 00:18:52.599 If I don't get that, I'll get the pulled back 289 00:18:52.599 --> 00:18:55.559 into your body thing. So it's so what my research 290 00:18:55.559 --> 00:19:00.319 shows it has something to do with whatever time spending 291 00:19:00.359 --> 00:19:03.319 through the veil that you're in the astral it's not 292 00:19:03.359 --> 00:19:08.400 wanting you to see and for whatever reason, they want 293 00:19:08.400 --> 00:19:10.519 to rewind you when they suck you back. But so anyways, 294 00:19:10.519 --> 00:19:12.799 the sucking back and the nap, and the nap happens 295 00:19:12.839 --> 00:19:15.119 at least I lost count how many times it happens. 296 00:19:15.519 --> 00:19:18.720 And by this point I'm super frustrated. But remember something 297 00:19:18.720 --> 00:19:21.160 that Vicky always stuck with me, and that was to 298 00:19:22.799 --> 00:19:25.799 look for the glitches. Okay, look for the glitches. Look 299 00:19:25.799 --> 00:19:27.960 for the thing that's off. Is there a door that 300 00:19:28.000 --> 00:19:31.799 shouldn't be there, furniture that you don't own, or isn't there, 301 00:19:32.079 --> 00:19:35.920 you know, look for because they can't fully mimic everything. 302 00:19:36.759 --> 00:19:41.559 And so I do, and I look, and I see, oh, okay, 303 00:19:41.599 --> 00:19:45.200 that door doesn't open that way, and and then I realized, 304 00:19:45.279 --> 00:19:50.119 oh my gosh, like that chair is not that color. Okay, okay, fine, 305 00:19:50.559 --> 00:19:55.400 So I immediately am no longer. I just tell myself, okay, 306 00:19:55.559 --> 00:19:58.000 I'm not going to like God is with me, I'm 307 00:19:58.039 --> 00:20:00.359 not going to be afraid. And I I had already 308 00:20:00.400 --> 00:20:06.519 surrendered by this point to the Lord. And as soon 309 00:20:06.559 --> 00:20:09.559 as I say in my mind, the thought goes through 310 00:20:09.599 --> 00:20:13.160 where I say, okay, all right, I'm onto you, you know, 311 00:20:13.200 --> 00:20:15.559 like I'm onto it. I know what's up. Someone's gonna 312 00:20:15.559 --> 00:20:17.559 try to come and do something crazy or mess with me, 313 00:20:18.480 --> 00:20:20.319 but I'm not gonna be afraid because God's with me. 314 00:20:20.799 --> 00:20:25.359 The moment that happens, I am, I have of the 315 00:20:25.440 --> 00:20:30.160 sensation of my arms and my legs are in strengths, 316 00:20:31.319 --> 00:20:35.480 and I can't get up, and and then I feel 317 00:20:36.039 --> 00:20:38.960 hand like what feels like hands on my head, like 318 00:20:39.079 --> 00:20:43.480 holding my head back, and I'm just sitting and I'm like, 319 00:20:43.599 --> 00:20:46.200 oh my gosh, oh my gosh, okay, all right, what's 320 00:20:46.240 --> 00:20:50.799 going on? And and then I hear in my left 321 00:20:50.799 --> 00:20:54.319 ear and it says, you know, you asked for us 322 00:20:54.359 --> 00:20:59.160 to come. We're not leaving, but it was more like 323 00:21:00.079 --> 00:21:06.400 first to come. And immediately I just said, I know 324 00:21:06.440 --> 00:21:10.079 that you're with me. I pray, I pray that you'll 325 00:21:10.119 --> 00:21:13.559 be with me right and lordly help me. And then 326 00:21:13.599 --> 00:21:17.200 I had a false awakening and then immediately the straps 327 00:21:17.200 --> 00:21:21.920 are back again, and this time I hear the Lord. 328 00:21:22.359 --> 00:21:24.359 The Lord tell me in my ear. He says, I'm here. 329 00:21:24.559 --> 00:21:30.000 It's okay, I'm here, it's all right, I'm here. And 330 00:21:31.039 --> 00:21:35.400 as soon as that happens, I get this sensation that 331 00:21:36.880 --> 00:21:39.240 two hands like like light, as if someone was behind me, 332 00:21:39.279 --> 00:21:41.319 and they put both with their hands over my mouth. 333 00:21:42.119 --> 00:21:46.440 And then I hear in my ear pray, now they've 334 00:21:46.440 --> 00:21:49.559 covered my mouth. And as soon as that happens, I 335 00:21:49.880 --> 00:21:53.359 feel the Lord tell me I'm still here. I'm still here. 336 00:21:53.519 --> 00:21:55.920 And then I feel my left arm or my right 337 00:21:56.039 --> 00:21:58.640 arm will release like there's no strap on it, and 338 00:21:58.680 --> 00:22:00.960 he says, the Lord tells me, I pull them out. 339 00:22:01.920 --> 00:22:04.640 I don't know what that means. But immediately went to 340 00:22:04.759 --> 00:22:09.359 reach to my left knee and I start pulling this 341 00:22:10.079 --> 00:22:13.400 like it's not smoke, it's not liquid, but it's black 342 00:22:13.519 --> 00:22:17.480 and it's gooey and stretchy. And I pull it out 343 00:22:17.480 --> 00:22:19.720 of my knee like the all the sensations of it, 344 00:22:19.720 --> 00:22:22.079 as if something's coming out of me. And then I 345 00:22:22.160 --> 00:22:23.839 as soon as I it's out, and you hear like 346 00:22:23.839 --> 00:22:28.400 this little kind of snappy sound. It goes like go on. 347 00:22:29.079 --> 00:22:31.400 And then the Lord says again, and I go and 348 00:22:31.519 --> 00:22:34.319 pull at my I put my hand in a fist 349 00:22:34.319 --> 00:22:37.839 and I'm able to grab something out of the front 350 00:22:38.039 --> 00:22:41.880 of my left hip and I pull the same thing 351 00:22:41.960 --> 00:22:45.759 I can literally feel like the stretchy grossness, same looking stuff, 352 00:22:46.240 --> 00:22:50.039 and goes away. And then I pull another one out 353 00:22:50.039 --> 00:22:53.000 of my shoulder. This went on, from what I could tell, 354 00:22:53.039 --> 00:22:57.400 at least seven or eight times, seven times and then 355 00:22:58.319 --> 00:23:02.759 then the Lord. Then I feel the sensation of a 356 00:23:02.960 --> 00:23:06.519 mask being put over my face and a strap around 357 00:23:06.559 --> 00:23:10.359 my throat and my arm is stuck again. And then 358 00:23:10.480 --> 00:23:12.880 and uh, and I just I hear like this this 359 00:23:13.000 --> 00:23:16.920 odd noise. I cannot I cannot the life of me. 360 00:23:17.160 --> 00:23:19.319 I can hear it in my head, but I cannot 361 00:23:19.400 --> 00:23:23.440 like repeat it. It's like a It almost sounds like 362 00:23:23.839 --> 00:23:27.160 if you were tightening straps, you know, not not a 363 00:23:27.160 --> 00:23:31.920 clinky metal like on a truck strap for like a semi, 364 00:23:32.000 --> 00:23:34.640 but like like if you were like leather straps, you know. 365 00:23:34.759 --> 00:23:38.319 I hear that sound and everything is getting tired on 366 00:23:38.440 --> 00:23:40.119 my body and now it's on my throat, and I like, 367 00:23:40.279 --> 00:23:43.039 I can't. I feel like I can't breathe. And then 368 00:23:44.920 --> 00:23:47.480 I hear the Lord and he says, I got this one. 369 00:23:48.279 --> 00:23:52.240 And then all of a sudden, in my lower like 370 00:23:52.319 --> 00:23:55.839 where my tailbone is, I feel that stretching and pulling 371 00:23:55.839 --> 00:23:58.519 and stretching and pulling, but this one is huge, and 372 00:23:58.559 --> 00:24:02.079 it's pulling through out of my back through the chair 373 00:24:02.200 --> 00:24:04.119 to where I can feel myself being pulled into the 374 00:24:04.200 --> 00:24:07.839 chair and pulling pulling, and you can almost it almost 375 00:24:07.880 --> 00:24:10.400 feels like the pulling is now two hands having to 376 00:24:10.440 --> 00:24:14.200 pull it pulls it out. And then that one made this. 377 00:24:14.559 --> 00:24:21.880 Preey creepy like slow draggy sound after it was pulled out, 378 00:24:21.880 --> 00:24:25.880 but it almost hurt when I almost like felt pain 379 00:24:25.920 --> 00:24:32.160 when it finally stretchingly pulled out, and then. 380 00:24:33.640 --> 00:24:35.759 I all of a sudden, Okay, then I have oh 381 00:24:35.920 --> 00:24:39.680 that comes out, and then as I'm laying there, the 382 00:24:39.839 --> 00:24:43.200 throat sensation was subsided. I still couldn't move my body, 383 00:24:43.400 --> 00:24:48.720 but then I started going up, like flat up into 384 00:24:48.759 --> 00:24:52.960 the ceiling, and then everything turned light and I woke 385 00:24:53.039 --> 00:24:56.200 up as my poor husband walks into the living room 386 00:24:56.559 --> 00:24:58.319 right at that as that happened, and I just have 387 00:24:58.440 --> 00:25:03.880 this like shocked look my face. And mind you, he's supportive, 388 00:25:03.920 --> 00:25:07.240 but like he's never experienced anything like this. Though it 389 00:25:07.279 --> 00:25:12.079 took me a minute to even realize I wasn't there anymore. 390 00:25:12.240 --> 00:25:15.640 I mean, it was that it was that intense. I 391 00:25:16.920 --> 00:25:20.920 later on I had a dream and I felt the 392 00:25:20.960 --> 00:25:26.279 Lord was explaining to me that this was those things 393 00:25:26.319 --> 00:25:29.079 being pulled out of me whatever I had invited in. 394 00:25:29.119 --> 00:25:31.519 You know, the whole concept of like Hitchhiker, why I 395 00:25:31.599 --> 00:25:34.160 definitely reward against. You know, people need to think about 396 00:25:34.160 --> 00:25:36.480 what they're doing and the actual gravitas of what they're 397 00:25:36.519 --> 00:25:39.079 doing when they're doing this like ce five psionic stuff. 398 00:25:40.240 --> 00:25:46.039 And I'm saying this because of what happened. That the 399 00:25:46.079 --> 00:25:49.599 Lord really showed me about what happened to me is 400 00:25:50.000 --> 00:25:53.000 these things, Yes, they came, and the eye openly opened 401 00:25:53.039 --> 00:25:55.079