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Speaker 1: The mirror showed my body on the floor. The clock

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reflected in its glass red eleven fifty two. Fear pushed

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cold air into my throat and made my hands drop

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the flashlight to a thudding pulls. I stepped closer, and

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the light carved the mirrors frame into a hard, gilded edge,

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while the glass kept the same an blinking image. Me

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face upon the attic boards, blood duck against the dust.

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I tested the room first. My foot hit the warped

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floorboard and the sound brickshet. I grabbed the trunk lad

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pulled it open, and the smell of mop poles and

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old linen rose like a smell that belonged to another decade.

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Background facts. I had been sorting my grandmother's house for

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two weeks, clearing things to sell, living in the topmost

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guest room for short stretches. The attic was the place

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had avoided before to night, I went up to check

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a leak and found the mirror already shown the scene.

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Fear was the engine of my choices that night. That

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fear pushed my hands into quick motions. I crouched and

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read the reflected clock again. Its hands were frozen at

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eleven point fifty two, even though the att o' clock

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on the wall showed eleven point forty seven. I said

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a sentence a loud because I needed some one to

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answer Grandmother, what is this? My voice came out small,

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and then I heard the low rustle of the shore

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she had always kept in the trunk. When I opened it,

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I lifted the shawl. There was a small clock shaped

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brooch to the fabricas fold it. Metal had dulled it

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all gold and a hail and crackscored one edge tot.

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Beneath the brooch was a folded scrap of paper with

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two lines written in a height precise hand one scene

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only look once, do not become the image. The paper

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smelled of cammeele and old ink. I slid the scrap

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into my palm like a blade and read the words aloud.

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One scene only look once, do not become the image.

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I said the words the way people read warnings on signs.

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Saying them did not make them truer. I felt a

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for a shift in my thinking. Doubt listened into a

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hard curiosity. If this came from grandmother, she had known,

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If she had known, she had chosen to hide it.

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I forced my fingers to move I moved the out

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o clock two feet to the left and set the

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hands forward. I expected the reflection to valla. It did not.

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The image stayed the same. The reflected clock remained at

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eleven point fifty two. I yanked at the mirror's frame

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as varnish flaked under my nails. The glass did not wobble.

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A second emotion change arrived. Doubt hardened into alarm. My

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pulse went tight. I tested the mirror's edges with a

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flashlight and found a tiny black fleck at the lower

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right corner. It looked like a burn mark. But when

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I pressed a glove fingered it to the glass, condensation

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formed from the inside, as if the temperature just behind

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the surface dropped. Grandmother, I said again, because the scrap

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of paper meant she had left instructions for someone. I

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put the brooch on my palm and tapped it under

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the attic light. I remembered her hands pinning the brooch

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to her dress. In photographs, memory came in discreet images

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Grandmother at the kitchen table, her fingers working the brooch,

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humming while she sued the brooch, catching the lates unlike

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a small broken clockfish. Those images made the warning concrete.

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That memory changed how I felt about the mirror in

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whold responsibility on to the family. I spoke aloud the

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question I couldn't hold on to silently. Did you do this, Grandma?

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Did you let it show us? My voice fractured. The

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attic answered with a low whine of the house settling.

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I anpeered the brooch from the fabric and found a

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second scrap taped behind it. The tape had browned the

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hand for rating. THO was shorter. Do not move the hands,

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do not touch the glass from outside. If you tried

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to change the scene, it will change you back m

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I read the line three times. My next movement was deliberate.

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I put the brooch on the floor, away from the glass,

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and walked three steps back. The reflected image remained absolute.

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The cobs in the mirror had a small pale patch,

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and the left eyebrow or a scar matched a one

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air carried. The sight made me flench. I rubbed the

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scar with a thumbotelle stung. That physical action grounded me.

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My thoughts shifted from curiosity to calculation. I tried experiments,

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because panic is useless unless it becomes testing. I stopped

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the analog wristwatch on my wrist and checked the other

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clock again. The attic clock still announced eleven point forty nine.

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I dragged a chair in front of the mirror and

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angled it left then right. I switched the flashlight beam

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to the under edge of the glass and watched a

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reflection of light bend. The image in the mirror never splendid.

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The reflected me remained folded on the floor with a fixed,

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open mouth and a stiff arm. Another small change appeared

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in me, then resolve. The resolve wasn't heroic. It was

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a narrow, practical focus determine what the mirror did and

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prevent it. I knelt and whispered to the glass. If

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that's me, what happens next? Nor answer? The mirror communicated

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through permanence and tiny shifts the way the reflected body

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turned its head of fraction. When they added clock ticked

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forward to eleven fifty one in my real room, the

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reflected islets fluttered once, then closed. I felt a new pressure,

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an urgent time line. The mirror had shown only one

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scene that night. I have little time. I grabbed the

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envelope with the old photograph from the trunk and set

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it on the floor beside me. In the photograph, grandmother

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wore the brooch at her collar and stood on a

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porch with two young women. She smiled with the tightness

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at the mouth that always meant she was holding back something.

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I pressed the photo to my chest like a paper

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talisman and said, Grandmother, tell me what you wanted me

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to do. The attic offered only air. I set up

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simple traps. I spread a sheet of butcher paper on

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the floor in front of the mirror and placed the

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stop wristwatch on it. I pinned a brooch in the

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middle of the paper and left that a dull slightly

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jost so the wholely clock could be seen from the doorway.

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I tried to force fury ability into the reflected scene.

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Nothing on the other side changed. The reflected wrist watch

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date stopped at eleven point fifty one, even when mine

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was motionless a foot away. I felt like a technician

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watching a machine with one subn failure at eleven point fifty.

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When I sat on the chair face in the mirror,

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I kept my back straight and my hands loft on

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my knees. My breathing came shallow. I told myself the

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actions I took matter. I whispered instructions, as if to

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a patient. If you are watching me, do not take

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my hand. If you are showing me, stop now. Saying

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it a lot altered my internal rhythm. My heart rates

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deadd a measure. The emotion in me shifted yet again,

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fear and to concentrate brittle control. A noise or from

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the trunk behind me, a rustle, and a soft metallic clink.

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I turned my head. The brooch was gone from the

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paper where I had left it. The brooch lay on

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the attic floor, behind a chair, closer to the stairle

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than where I had positioned it. I reached for it,

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and my hand trembled. A voice, my voice, small and

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imitating memory, said you always forget the brooch, dear. It

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was the way I remember grandmother speaking when she pretended

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I was careless. The line landed like a fact. I

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spoke back, in a voice that tried to be reasonable. Grandmother,

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did you write the note? I asked? The attic offered

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no answer other than the low house settling. I pipped

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up the brooch and found the backing pin bent. The

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brooch tiny clock face was stopped at eleven point fifty

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two by a smear of something like risp but darker.

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I pressed a brooch to my palm to examine it,

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and a pinch of dust moved from the hairline crack

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on the mirror on to my fingers, an impossibility that

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I saw but still touched. That's all. A visible transfer

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changed everything. I had proof that contact between glass and

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skin could cross the threshold. The black flight from the

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lower right glass now sat in the hollow of my palm.

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It wasn't powdery, it had weight. I bowled my hand reflexibly.

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The fleck left a trace of cold metal scent on

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my skin. I tasted dust in my mouth. I felt

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nolsa in a sharp, precise panic that made my shoulders

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pull up. I called out loud, trying to make the

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articant a place where people answered, Grandmother, if you left

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these notes, who else knew? Who else watched? My voice cracked.

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The only reply came from the mirror itself. The reflected

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corpse's hand lifted slowly and pressed against the inside of

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the glass. The movement matched no motion I made. The

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reflected fingers left a faint condensation on the inner surface,

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and then the glass rippled, as if something moved behind it.

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I reached toward the glass, not to touch, but to

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test distance. The mirror's reflection changed in a microscopic way,

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dared Me's wristworts glinted, and the light caught a hair

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line on the inside of the frame. I flinched back.

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The attic's air felt colder near the mirror. My breath fog.

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The third emotions shift arrived. Alarm melted into an edge.

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Determination to act before the image completed itself. I pulled

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the flashlight strap over my wrist, rose and moved to

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the attic. Stairs. Anuvent forced itself into the sequence. The

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house phone and the downstairs table started ringing. The sun

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came muffled up the stairs, tinny and urgent. I froze.

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The ringing continued. Then some one shouted from below, are

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you up there? Are you okay? It was miss Esparlow

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from next door. I answered, yes, I'm fine. My voice

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sounded too loud. I did not go down. The call

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was an external intrusion that demanded choice leave the attic

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and risk whatever the mirror showed happening, or stay and

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face it. I stayed. The minutes until eleven point fifty

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two churned like an engine warming. I made small actions

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to keep in control. I pulled my old key from

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the cord around my neck and set it on the stairs.

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I tested my stopping the watch again. I whispered a

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loud fragments of instruction. Did not step through, do not

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trade places. When the attic clock take eleven fifty two

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in the room, the reflected clock held still. The attic's

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reel clock chined once a dull, thin sound, and the

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mirrors clock rippled outward, like the surface of a pul

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hit by a pebble. The reflection moved first. The corpselike

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figure opened its mouth and let an airless sund out

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that I could not place his speech. It hand slid

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under the inside surface of the glass and pressed to

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the mirror from the other side. The pressing left a

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wet mark that beat it and then ran slowly down

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the inside face. I lunched forward and slammed the heel

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of my hand into the glass. Flash shattered. It sounded

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like a collapse set of piano strings. Slavers flew and

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stunned my forearms. The sound cut the attic in a clean,

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violent line. I reached them with gloved hands and felt

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the cold of the inner surface under shouds. My fingers

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closed around something that was not glass, but warm and

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oddly textured. I hauled, and the mirror assisted, like a

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heavy thing that had weigh from both sides. A second

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later I had the edge of the frame in my hands,

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and the reflected floor beneath the glass was not mine.

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It looked like floorboards, but with a different grain, as

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if the reflection had a depth beyond simple reflection. I

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pulled until my shoulder burned. Then the frame gave. A

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chunk of glass fell, and a small black object slid

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on to the attic floor with a soft thud. It

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mashed the fleck now in the hollow of my hand,

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I threw myself backward. I lay among shods, and the

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room smelt of copper and wet stone. My wristwatch, which

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I had stopped earlier, read eleven fifty one. The brooch

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was gone from where I had left it. My palm

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blood where I had gritted the frame, and the skin

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around the small scar alarm. My left eye bretingled, as

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if some one had traced it. Grandmother's voice came into

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my head, not as a phantom, but as a memory

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of a specific scentence. She had said when I was

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twelve and broke a teacup. She you must do something

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with what you inherit, hide what can hurt, Name it

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when you can, and never looked twice without leaving once.

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I repeated the line aloud and fel to anchor my actions.

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I wrapped my bleeding hand in a scrap of curtain

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and forced myself to stand. The mere lay cracked butnot inert.

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The largest shod still reflected the attic, yet with the

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crack web across the glass, the reflected corpse's features had

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been rubbed away into a smudge. The small black fleck

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I had found in my palm now looked embedded under

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the skin between my thumb and index finger. I probed

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it with my other hand and felt a sliver of

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cold metal. It did not come out. I forced myself

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to move. I covered the mirror with the shawl and

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hurt the trunk late over frame. I took the key

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I had left on the stair and locked the attic door.

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The act was simple and practical, it was also an

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offered containment. I left the house light on in the

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hallway and set the stair gate so no one would

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enter the attic inadvertently. I sat on the top stair

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and let my head rest against the door. I tasted

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metal and dust, and my breath came in shallow poles.

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Then I noticed the brooch was missing from my pocket.

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I had the scrap of paper folded in my palm.

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When I opened it, the second line had changed. My

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eyes were not playing tricks. Where I have red, do

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not become the image. There were now two new words

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written in the same high hand. Find the ledger. I

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whispered the line and heard my own voice. Whoever had

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written the note had expected someone to follow the instruction

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turned the Knight's problem into a next step and offered

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a new concrete object to search for. I stood and

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felt the fleck under my skin, as if it moved

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when I breathed. The final image of the chapter is

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an action. I take the attic key from the lock,

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slide it into the pocket of my flannel, and clamped

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the trunkolid shut over the mere. Then walk down the

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wooden stairs and turn the lock once more. The house

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downstairs is quiet, the bathroom like clothes. The hallway clock

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reads midnight. I press my unto the small scarp of

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my eyebrown and feel a pulsey that was not mine.

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I know what I must do next. I will search

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Grandmother's papers for the ledger she hid. The mirror is covered,

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the door locked, but the fleck under my skin and

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the missing brooch tell me containment is temporary. I closed

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the attic door, and the house swallows the sound in

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motion root there the fear at the stark guide of

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my tests and my refusal to leave. The first shift

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was doubt into curiosity when I found the approach and

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the notes. The second shift was curiosity and alarm when

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the fleck transferred to my hand. The third shift was

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alarm into focused resolve as I smashed the glass and

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locked the attic. Each chain shows itself through my hands,

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my movement up and down the stairs, the act of

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covering the mirror, and the physical pulse under my skin.

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The chapter ends with a concrete decision. I will search

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for the ledge a hidden among Grandmother's papers. The attic

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is contained for now, and the mirror lies wrapped, but

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I carry something from it into the rest of the house.

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I slammed the kitchen door open with my palm and

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drew a stop first watch onto the former car al Hay,

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Look at this, I said to voice Tie. I shoved

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the photograph grandmother in her crochet shawl, smiling in front

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of the parlor clock, across the table, so the edges

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hit the salt shaker. Fier sat under my ribs like

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a stone. Fear made my hand shake while I barked

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the time at him. Ellie blinked at the watch, then

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at the photo. Eleven fifty one, he said, naming the

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number to buy time. He set his bier down and

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rubbed at his jaw. What are you doing here at

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this hour of Thomas? The mirror showed me, I said,

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It showed me on the attic floor dead, and the

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clock in the reflection was stuck at eleven point fifty two.

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The knife drawer click shut behind me, with a small

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domestic sound that felt wrong. The sentence left no room

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for small talk. The problem was concrete. If the mirror's

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image resolved into reality at that time, the clock became

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a dead lion. Ellie reached for the watch and turned

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it in his hand. He actually brought the watch, he asked,

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He left it stopped at eleven one hundred fifty one.

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He might name the way he always did when he

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wanted to pull me back from panic. Quick, familiar, impatient.

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I answered by dropping my voice and pointing at the

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photograph grandmother's picture. There's a note tape to the backing.

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I found it when I was cleaning the parlor. It says,

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do not trust the glass. Ellie's eyebrows climbed. Thomas slowed down.

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Tell me exactly what happened in the attic. He my name, again,

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steading me. His steadiness shifted something in me. Suspicion moved

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into focused action. I matched his steadiness with details. I

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told him the flashlight had slipped in my hand. I

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told him the glass had already shown a single scene,

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my body on the floor, eyes opened, my right hand

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cul towards a brooch on grandmother's shawl, and the reflections

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clock frozen at eleven point fifty two. I described the

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condensation culling on the inner surface before the image formed,

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and the small black fleck at the lower right of

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the glass. I talked fast, ever sentence, a small action,

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picking up the photograph, wiping dust from the frame, stepping closer,

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and hearing the hum under the attic's boards. Ellie listened

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in his mouth, thin he saw this before, Ellie. No,

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last night, it did Tea show anything but a dark pain.

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If this was to night, I said to word tonight

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like a fact that could be proven. Fear shifted under

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my skin into a low, practical panic. Do something now,

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or accept what the mirror predicts. At least stood and

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cross to the counter. Okay, okay, we check it. We

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go up there and see if the image changes. If

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it does, we decide. If it doesn't, Tea, we decide,

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But we re not standing around. He my name again, Thomas,

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Are you sure you want to bring mart into this?

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I had already called Marta once while I was holding

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the watch downstairs. I set the phone on speaker and

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tapped the green light. Martha answered on the second ring,

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voice steady, in business like Marta. It's Thomas Lane. The

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mirror Thomas Lane. She finished, you sound winded, speak fast.

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It showed my body. The cock read eleven point fifty two.

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I need to know what it is in whether it

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can be destroyed or contained. I kept the sentences clipped.

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Marta had handled odd antics for twenty years. She knew

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things owners didn't. Who want to know you should Tea

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stare at you shouldn't he name what you saw? But

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you called me so, I will say. This mirror is

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like that, Take an observer and make them part of

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the image of the haves overkeeps watching. They have rules.

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Breakage is not a guarantee. I will come. Marda's voice

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was flat as a metal edge. She promised to be

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there in twenty minutes. She won more thane find anything

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her pin to the backing of the portrait, she asked,

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I told her I had. I described the note, a

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single folded scrap of paper tip brown with the age

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handroid and crampton herd. The note had two words and

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a scratch time do not trust in a crossed out

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eleven point forty nine that have been overwritten to read

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eleven point fifty two. Marta made a small, almost invisible

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sand Don't he break the clock in this house? She said,

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It ties to the mirror. Ways I can tea say overphone.

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Then she clicked off. Allie walked the kitchen once boots

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softened the Linoleon then opened the back door and called,

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let's go now. He moved like someone clearing a workspace.

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His voice carried an uncurrent of commander followed. We shouldered

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the ladder and the flashlight in the photograph, and climbed

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the narrow stairs into the attic, where the air tasted

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of linen and old soap. Dad smiled like grandmother's shirts.

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Dust had settled into the weave of everything. A single

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bare bulbs wung on a pul chain and glowed weakly.

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I could see the mirror at the far wall before

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the light reached it, an ovalcout of darker shapes in

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the gloom. Up close, the frames fill of gree cuts,

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more poles of shadow, and the gold had the flaking

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texture of varness left appeel over decades. Elie set down

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his flask light and ran a hand across the frame.

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This condensation again, he said, right where you said he

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might name to check how I was breathing. Condensation bloomed

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on the inside of the glass, then, in strangely warm

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to the touch. These formed and then drained downward in

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slow lines. I stepped forward, and the watched photograph slid

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from my fingers to the attic boards. The image and

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a mirror resolved for a bead assured the attic empty.

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Then a condensation peered to reveal a single scene. The

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glass held Ellie's body on the floor first, his head

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turned under the bulb's light, his hand reaching for the brooch.

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Pinterer showl no one more. The reflected clock registered eleven

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point fifty one. Ellie made a sound that was half off,

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half swallowed. It just switched, he said, It just showed me.

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My reaction was fast. I lunged and grad at the frame,

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fingers wreaking paint and varnish. Eli shoved my shoulder. Don't

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tee do that, he hissed. Thomas stop. I said, we

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either break it before eleven point fifty two, or we

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find a way to change the reflection. The plan left

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my mouth with a brittal certainty. Pierre was still there,

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but it had hardened to resolve. Marda's warning about observers

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had changed the math. If we stared long enough, the

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image might pull its subject into the outcome. If we acted,

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maybe we could force a different endpoint. Ellie pissed two steps,

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three steps, then stopped and looked at me. Marta rules

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did she say any he asked. I told him what

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Marda had said on the phone, that mirror is like

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these us in observer's attention. That naming the image helped

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bind it that breaking the glass didn't he always endue

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the image because the frame could keep the pattern. I

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left out MARTA's more obscure adjectives. Martha had said observers

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became entangled. She had added that sometimes the artifact kept

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a small object as payment. The last detail lodged in

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the back of my throat. We set up the attic

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like a lab. Eli found altea towels and laid them

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on the boards. I propped the clock from the parlor

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against a crate and wounded so at hands moved again.

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We cleared the floor around the mirror and put a

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length of rope as a makeshift barrier. Conversation sharpened into directives. Ellie,

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you hold the brooch in your hand. Peep it off

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the shawl, I said, If the image shows you with

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the brooch, then you let go Dante clutch it. Ellie

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pulled the brooch from his pocket. He rolled it between

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them and Foefinger and said he were you not making

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me a target, Thomas, You want me to hold a

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thing that might get me killed? I answered, Ellie, I

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saw my hand by the brooch in the mirror. If

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the brooch is the trigger, we need to control it.

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The exchange was quick and practical. The argument had edges,

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but stayed focused on a narrow task. Grandmother's photograph lay

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face down on the boards now. At one point I

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turned it over to examine the note again. The hand

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ratting had more pressure toward the end of the incline.

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Some one had tried to correct the time on the

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back faintly. A partial fingerprint had left a smudge strage

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in a corner of the paper. I touched the smudge

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and it felt dry. Marta arrived and let herself up

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the ladder with a workman's gait. She carried a satchel

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and a canvas clove. Her face was the color of

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a faded photograph. She looked at the mirror and blink slowly.

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Ye too, move fast, Marda, dude, I prefer to arrive

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after hayst because haste will make you do the wrong thing.

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She kept her voice even her hands worked a small

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device from the satchel. The device was a padded clamp

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with a felt interior and a small lead strip. Martin explained,

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this is for containment more than destruction. I can see

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promise it will hold what that glass binds but it

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will buy you time. You must not all watch the

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same scene at once. One person watches, the others follow

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actions outside the field. Marty's rhythm speech carried the authority

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of someone who had practiced this choreography. Alice snorted, who

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watches one? Thomas always watches, he asks Marda. I said,

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you calm down and handle the brooch. I'll be the

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watcher if I must. Marty pushed a palm on the

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mirror's frame and ran her fingers across the lip. She

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smelled faintly of close and oil. Names matter. She said,

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I want to say the things. Call it the glass

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if you must. And Thomas, keep your hands off the

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gloss unless you have a reason beyond looking. She my

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named pin me. If the reflection changes when you are looking,

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step away and perform a physical action. Break a small object,

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drops something heavy that interrupts attention. Understand, I said, yes,

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and Eali, I understand. I can drop the bulb, I

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can swing the ladder. We arrange the timers and the

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physical distractions. Ellie would hold the brooch and candor aloud.

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Marta would set the clamp on the frame while I

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stood to the side, my back to the wall. The

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attic felt smaller now. Each piece of furniture mapped into

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roll time moved toward the mark in small clicks. The

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parlor clock's hands went forward under our fingers. Each minute,

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we worked with our hands tightening rope, testing the ball,

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setting the satellite clamp in the widest part of the

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frame so we could move if it pulled. The practical

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tasks kept fear and check. Five minutes before eleven point

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fifty to the glass fogged again. We arranged ourselves. Eli

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held the brooch. Marta had one gloved hand on the

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frame and one on the clamp. I breathe with my

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mouth open to keep from swallowing noise. The attic lights

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won a little on its chain, making a thin nock

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of shadow. At eleven forty five, the mirror shifted for

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a full second. It showed my body on the floor

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with a broch pin to or shoal crossed my chest.

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I heard Marda hiss my name, Thomas, look away, look away.

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Now do something physical. I moved as the sentence arrived.

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I kicked the wooden crate and knock the parlor clock

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to the floor. The sound fractured the attic's hushed into splinters.

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The glass steam broke, and the mirror went blank for

474
00:22:24,559 --> 00:22:27,640
a heartbeat. Alice wore, and the brooch jumped in his fingers.

475
00:22:28,279 --> 00:22:30,559
Marty's gloved hand tightened, and the clown made a small

476
00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:34,440
metal sound. The mirror returned, This time it held Ellie

477
00:22:34,480 --> 00:22:36,720
on the four instead of me. His head lay at

478
00:22:36,759 --> 00:22:39,559
an angle under the bulb's light, his hand out stretched

479
00:22:39,559 --> 00:22:43,559
toward the brooch. The reflected clock read eleven point fifty one.

480
00:22:43,640 --> 00:22:45,880
The air between us felt like a thin waiting line.

481
00:22:46,279 --> 00:22:49,920
It shifted again. Elie keats choosing. Why is it choosing me?

482
00:22:50,559 --> 00:22:52,480
He the question aloud, and the attic answered with a

483
00:22:52,519 --> 00:22:56,200
hum in the glass. His voice rattled a little. Marta

484
00:22:56,240 --> 00:22:59,400
crouch fingers working the clamp tighter. It finds the path

485
00:22:59,400 --> 00:23:02,839
of attention, she said, whoever's attention is steady will be

486
00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:06,039
offered a subject. Stop staring. She used my name in

487
00:23:06,119 --> 00:23:08,960
then said, Thomas, you need to step out and do

488
00:23:09,039 --> 00:23:12,119
something that forces every one's eyes away. Break the bulb,

489
00:23:12,759 --> 00:23:15,839
throw the brooch down the stairs, anything to break focus.

490
00:23:15,839 --> 00:23:18,480
I thought fast. The bulb was on the long chain.

491
00:23:19,039 --> 00:23:21,079
If Ellie dropped the brooch down the stairs, it might

492
00:23:21,200 --> 00:23:23,480
roll into the parlor and be unreachable by eleven point

493
00:23:23,519 --> 00:23:26,480
fifty two. But MARTA's earlier warning that the mirror sun

494
00:23:26,519 --> 00:23:28,920
times who can object his payments sat between the choices.

495
00:23:29,559 --> 00:23:31,920
If we sacrifice the brooch, would that untether what the

496
00:23:31,960 --> 00:23:35,440
mirror claimed? Ali's voice rose, I'm not throwing it down

497
00:23:35,440 --> 00:23:38,240
the stairs. I'm not letting you make that call for me, Thomas,

498
00:23:38,279 --> 00:23:41,319
Elly I started, No, you saw yourself in the glass.

499
00:23:41,839 --> 00:23:44,039
You think you get to desire what happens to my body? Now?

500
00:23:44,640 --> 00:23:47,599
His words hit quick. There were six short shop exchanges

501
00:23:47,640 --> 00:23:50,440
in a row as the argument tightened. Thomas Dante teld

502
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:54,039
me how to protect myself. Thomas, your panickin that is,

503
00:23:54,160 --> 00:23:57,359
you keep looking at the glass, Martha, do something. All

504
00:23:57,400 --> 00:24:00,799
of them in one breath. I stepped in. Allie, listen,

505
00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:04,000
you are right to be angry, but the glass shows

506
00:24:04,000 --> 00:24:06,480
a time and an image. I'm saying we trade the

507
00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:10,319
brooch for a chance. Mardl What then if the brooch

508
00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:13,839
is removed, can we break the frame? MARTA's fingers paused.

509
00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:16,119
She looked at the brooch in Elly's hand for the

510
00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:19,440
first time with an expression that rude us calculation, not shock.

511
00:24:19,519 --> 00:24:22,200
The brooch belonged she said finally, and used grandmother's name

512
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:24,519
with an edge. Items tied to the original owner changed

513
00:24:24,559 --> 00:24:27,599
the terms. It could be a tether. If you give

514
00:24:27,599 --> 00:24:29,839
that tether to the glass willingly, you might free the image,

515
00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:31,920
or the glass might take it and still claim a person.

516
00:24:32,440 --> 00:24:35,440
There are no guarantees. Ellie tightened his grip on the

517
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:38,400
brooch until his knuckles whitened. He saw, now it's about

518
00:24:38,400 --> 00:24:40,640
whether I trust you, Thomas, or whether I trust my

519
00:24:40,640 --> 00:24:43,119
own hands. He tossed the brooch up and caught it,

520
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,000
standing himself with a short breath. I am not letting

521
00:24:46,039 --> 00:24:48,119
the glass make my body upon while he stand here

522
00:24:48,119 --> 00:24:50,759
with your hands clean. Ellie, if it's going to take

523
00:24:50,759 --> 00:24:52,720
some one, it will take both of us rather than

524
00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:55,359
one stupid choice. He dropped the brooch to the floor,

525
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:57,799
bitter on us, and said, make a cut, break the

526
00:24:57,839 --> 00:25:00,000
glass if you dare. I want to be the only

527
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:02,480
only one left wondering. His voice had a cracked age

528
00:25:02,519 --> 00:25:06,640
of defiance. Marta reacted faster than I did. She lunged

529
00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:08,400
and scooped the brooch with the gloved hand before it

530
00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:10,160
could hit the boards. The glove made a muffled sound

531
00:25:10,160 --> 00:25:11,920
as it closed. She slid the brooch into a padded

532
00:25:11,920 --> 00:25:14,319
case in her satchel and locked in no throse. She said,

533
00:25:14,559 --> 00:25:16,839
no sacrifices handed to the glass. We contain, we do

534
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,480
not offer a decision, redirected the conflict ellis war, and

535
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:21,599
then sat down hard on the floor head Bowdy began

536
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:23,920
to breathe, like someone counting a rhythm. Fine, he said,

537
00:25:24,039 --> 00:25:26,720
contain it. I will not hand it to the thing, Thomas,

538
00:25:26,799 --> 00:25:29,279
I will not be at bate. He repeated his name,

539
00:25:29,319 --> 00:25:32,119
and then breathed my name like an accusation. The minutes

540
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:35,000
to eleven point fifty two fell away. Each minute we

541
00:25:35,039 --> 00:25:39,160
performed small tasks. Marty titan bolts and the clamp. Elie

542
00:25:39,240 --> 00:25:42,559
checked the rope, I set wages under the crate. Every

543
00:25:42,599 --> 00:25:45,160
action was an attempt to convert panic into measurable risk.

544
00:25:45,839 --> 00:25:48,440
At eleven point fifty to the glass hum under our feet,

545
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:52,200
the condensation pealed and the mirror tried to resolve its image.

546
00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:54,640
The humm rose from low to pressure in the bones.

547
00:25:55,279 --> 00:25:57,519
The clock in the reflection showed the hands aligning with

548
00:25:57,519 --> 00:25:59,920
our parlor clock. In real time. We were at the

549
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:03,920
edge of the apparatus. The reflection resolved on eally. The

550
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:06,559
glass showed Ellie on the floor, his eyes open. One

551
00:26:06,559 --> 00:26:08,960
hand curl towards the brooch inside marta satchel, the other

552
00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:12,079
hand putting up toward where we stood. The reflected ceiling

553
00:26:12,079 --> 00:26:15,000
bulb in the glass was cracked. The reflected board beneath

554
00:26:15,039 --> 00:26:17,480
Ellie's head had a splintered line, much into crit's edge

555
00:26:17,480 --> 00:26:20,720
in our attic. The mirror made a precise, marchable copy

556
00:26:20,759 --> 00:26:23,279
of the room. Ali's breath left him in a single,

557
00:26:23,319 --> 00:26:27,440
sharp sound. He whispered, Marta, Thummers, do something, Marta says,

558
00:26:27,519 --> 00:26:29,599
gloved hand tighten in the clamp, and she pulled a

559
00:26:29,680 --> 00:26:32,759
length of cord free from her satchel. Her hand was steady.

560
00:26:33,319 --> 00:26:36,000
Should thumbers break the glass, if you must, do not

561
00:26:36,079 --> 00:26:39,119
touch the brooch. If the glass attempts to make him real,

562
00:26:39,200 --> 00:26:41,519
you must force reality to disagree. She the last part

563
00:26:41,519 --> 00:26:44,119
in a voice that was close to Anna. Everything went

564
00:26:44,160 --> 00:26:47,000
fast after that, I kicked the crate with both feet,

565
00:26:47,119 --> 00:26:50,359
sending it sliding into the mirror's base. The crate struck

566
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:52,759
the frame, and the clamps metal gave a chime. The

567
00:26:52,799 --> 00:26:55,000
bub cracked with the sharp, dry sound that spilled light

568
00:26:55,039 --> 00:26:58,680
in different directions. The mirrors Humming collapsed into a terring note,

569
00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:02,000
thus gave it tea shatter outward. It separated inward like

570
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:04,799
a skin pull free for a second. The reflected Ellie

571
00:27:04,799 --> 00:27:07,319
in the floor and the real alley standing were both visible,

572
00:27:07,400 --> 00:27:10,519
like two frames on the split filmstrip. The reflected Ellie

573
00:27:10,519 --> 00:27:14,079
reached up with perfect slowness. I lunged and pushed Elly backward.

574
00:27:14,759 --> 00:27:16,920
My shoulder hit him, and he stumbled against the ladder.

575
00:27:17,440 --> 00:27:20,400
We collided in a tangle of limbs. Marty yanked the

576
00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:22,240
clamp hard, and a mirror tore away from the wall

577
00:27:22,279 --> 00:27:25,240
with a long, brittle sound. The glass curved inward and

578
00:27:25,279 --> 00:27:27,960
then gave it broke with a noise like ice breaking

579
00:27:27,960 --> 00:27:32,000
along a river. Precise jagged final shawls spread along the boards.

580
00:27:32,079 --> 00:27:35,240
The air filled with a dry, biting smell. Ellie sat

581
00:27:35,279 --> 00:27:37,839
back in the floor and panted. Blood had split at

582
00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:39,920
the corner of his lip, where my elbow had grazed him.

583
00:27:40,359 --> 00:27:42,160
He touched it with a pale hand and spat out

584
00:27:42,160 --> 00:27:44,960
his fingers in the foe. Marta held the broch case

585
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:46,720
to her chest and looked at the broken frame as

586
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:49,319
if it had been a living thing. The mirror's image

587
00:27:49,319 --> 00:27:51,839
was gone. Where the glass had been, dark hole and

588
00:27:51,880 --> 00:27:54,319
the frame showed the attic wall behind it exposed insolation

589
00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:58,359
in old wallpaper. The hummet stopped the parlor clock, which

590
00:27:58,359 --> 00:28:00,559
had been knot by my earlier kick, on its face,

591
00:28:00,599 --> 00:28:03,480
with the hands spinning wildly. The real clock read eleven

592
00:28:03,519 --> 00:28:06,920
fifty four. Ellie laughed, a short sound that trembled between

593
00:28:06,920 --> 00:28:10,000
relief and shock. We did it, he asked, looking at Marda,

594
00:28:10,079 --> 00:28:12,720
then at me. He named us both, and then smiled

595
00:28:12,720 --> 00:28:16,640
in a small rollway. Thomas, you idiot. You kicked the grate.

596
00:28:17,200 --> 00:28:18,799
I sank to my knees and picked up a show

597
00:28:18,880 --> 00:28:21,759
too large to hold without cutting. The shard reflected my

598
00:28:21,799 --> 00:28:24,599
face and slices. I dropped it back into the pile.

599
00:28:25,279 --> 00:28:27,480
My hand shook, but the shaking came from adrenaline more

600
00:28:27,480 --> 00:28:30,440
than fear and air. Fear had shifted again into exhaustion

601
00:28:30,519 --> 00:28:32,880
and a grim sort of clarity. We had stopped the

602
00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:35,079
immediate image, but the mirror had not been contained in

603
00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:37,839
ways Marta had feared. Marta moved through the attic with

604
00:28:37,839 --> 00:28:40,799
efficient motions. She pocketed the brooch and put a soft

605
00:28:40,839 --> 00:28:43,799
cloth over the largest group of shads. This isn't over,

606
00:28:43,920 --> 00:28:47,240
she said. The frame may still contain a pattern. We'll

607
00:28:47,279 --> 00:28:49,599
take the frame, but the glass might hold and imprint

608
00:28:49,599 --> 00:28:52,240
at migrates. You both need to tell no one but

609
00:28:52,319 --> 00:28:54,880
me and the archive. You must never say aloud the

610
00:28:54,960 --> 00:28:58,240
exact image the glass showed. Name's bind. She spoke like

611
00:28:58,279 --> 00:29:01,279
someone delivering a verdict. Eilly's hand went to his mouth

612
00:29:01,319 --> 00:29:02,960
and wiped the blood with the back of his wrist.

613
00:29:03,559 --> 00:29:06,519
He Grandmo, though, would have hated this. She pinned up

614
00:29:06,519 --> 00:29:09,200
brooch and winter sow her showl wouldn't tea slip. She

615
00:29:09,319 --> 00:29:11,200
used to hum in the kitchen and tuck the ends in.

616
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:14,400
Who would do this to her things? His voice cracked

617
00:29:14,400 --> 00:29:17,720
on the last syllable and turned inward. Memory arrived as

618
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:21,119
a set of concrete pictures, Grandmother humming, the shawl wrapped

619
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:24,440
round one shoulder, the brooch glinting under lampley. I folded

620
00:29:24,440 --> 00:29:26,720
the photograph and put it back in my pocket. The

621
00:29:26,759 --> 00:29:29,200
note on the backing remained in my mind, a scratched time,

622
00:29:29,319 --> 00:29:32,319
a hurried hand. The earlier memory from the parlor, the

623
00:29:32,319 --> 00:29:34,519
one I had pulled from the framess backing, now looked

624
00:29:34,559 --> 00:29:36,519
less like a warning and more like a lost attempt

625
00:29:36,559 --> 00:29:39,839
at control. We carried the frame down the ladder in shifts.

626
00:29:40,279 --> 00:29:42,240
Marta wrapped it in canvas and bound it with a clamp,

627
00:29:42,319 --> 00:29:44,440
making it slow. Ritual azsed deaffort to make the frame

628
00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:47,319
in it. Ellie held the brooch case close and refused

629
00:29:47,319 --> 00:29:49,880
to hand it back to me. When we reached the kitchen,

630
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:51,799
the house fell quieter, as if it had been holding

631
00:29:51,839 --> 00:29:54,279
its breath while we fought with an object in its bones.

632
00:29:54,880 --> 00:29:56,960
The last concrete event of the night came when we

633
00:29:57,000 --> 00:30:00,240
reached the threshold. I knock at the front door. It

634
00:30:00,319 --> 00:30:03,359
sounded once, twice, a hard measured tap. All three of

635
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:06,160
us furs Elly looked at the clock on the wall

636
00:30:06,799 --> 00:30:09,640
eleven point fifty eight. Marta looked at the door, and

637
00:30:09,680 --> 00:30:12,119
then at me. She set the frame down, took a

638
00:30:12,119 --> 00:30:14,400
deep breath, and said, do not answer unless it's me

639
00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:17,000
on the other side. If the house tries to reclaim

640
00:30:17,039 --> 00:30:19,079
what it lost, it will come as a neighbor, a

641
00:30:19,079 --> 00:30:22,119
city worker, or some one you expect. Do not open

642
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:23,759
the door. She spoke the line in such a way

643
00:30:23,799 --> 00:30:26,559
that it became an instruction with teeth. Ali moved toward

644
00:30:26,599 --> 00:30:29,480
the door and then stopped. He Thomas checked the people.

645
00:30:30,079 --> 00:30:33,440
I'll stand back. He spoke my name, and the old muscle, friendship, rose,

646
00:30:34,079 --> 00:30:36,400
trust tangled with fear. I stepped forward and looked through

647
00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:38,880
the people. A dog shape stood in the porch, a

648
00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:40,839
silhouette of some one, small and round, with a should

649
00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:43,440
draped over the shoulder. The shape hunched and rocked a

650
00:30:43,440 --> 00:30:46,960
little under the porch light. I felt my mouth go dry.

651
00:30:47,599 --> 00:30:49,319
I reached for the knob on my fingers, paused, and

652
00:30:49,359 --> 00:30:53,200
the cool metal. MARTA's hand settled on my shoulder. She whispered,

653
00:30:53,240 --> 00:30:55,720
dun tee, it could be a minic, it could be

654
00:30:55,799 --> 00:30:59,039
the house testing you do not open. Her voice was

655
00:30:59,079 --> 00:31:02,599
close and steady. I let my fingers drop. Ellie's ham

656
00:31:02,599 --> 00:31:04,720
moved from the door, and he stepped back into the kitchen.

657
00:31:05,079 --> 00:31:07,720
The knot came again shop at this time, and then silence.

658
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,160
The house stayed silent with us inside. We left the

659
00:31:11,200 --> 00:31:13,039
wrap frame on the kitchen table and the brooch in

660
00:31:13,079 --> 00:31:16,559
MARTA's case. We agreed in quick business like sentences on

661
00:31:16,640 --> 00:31:19,119
what to do nexts Marta would take the frame to

662
00:31:19,160 --> 00:31:21,599
her shop. Ali would sleep in the living room with

663
00:31:21,640 --> 00:31:23,680
the parlor clock wound and set in the table under

664
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,559
a cup. I would stay awake and watch the stairwell.

665
00:31:27,119 --> 00:31:30,720
None of the choices felt RESTful, but they were choices outside.

666
00:31:30,759 --> 00:31:33,920
The port light blinked inside, chair scraped the floor as

667
00:31:33,960 --> 00:31:37,039
we moved. The knight had shifted from the immediate possibility

668
00:31:37,079 --> 00:31:41,400
of death to anew grinding reality. Containment, secrecy, and slow wark.

669
00:31:42,039 --> 00:31:45,480
Fear had become a planning instrument. Suspicion had turned to action,

670
00:31:45,559 --> 00:31:48,319
and then to a wary patience. We did not speak

671
00:31:48,319 --> 00:31:51,960
grandmother's name again that night, except in fragments, Ellie humming

672
00:31:51,960 --> 00:31:53,440
a line she used to hum as he sat in

673
00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:56,440
the mound, marked muttering inventory notes, me repeating the scratch

674
00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:59,000
correction on the note like a litany. The house held

675
00:31:59,039 --> 00:32:00,960
the photograph on the table, and the clock ticked with

676
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:03,839
a soldier's precision. When I finally went to stand watch

677
00:32:03,839 --> 00:32:05,759
beside the stairwell, I touched the old key on my

678
00:32:05,799 --> 00:32:08,680
cord and felt its ridges. I set the stop wristwatch

679
00:32:08,759 --> 00:32:11,079
on anakin and wounded to keep the sound of time present.

680
00:32:11,799 --> 00:32:14,200
The hands clicked to eleven point fifty nine and kept moving.

681
00:32:14,799 --> 00:32:17,839
At midnight plus one, there was no second knock. At

682
00:32:17,839 --> 00:32:20,440
one in the morning, the street outside was bare. The

683
00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:22,920
attic's broken frame sat, and Marda's van with camps and

684
00:32:22,960 --> 00:32:25,839
padding Ellie slept on the sofa with a sweatshirt pulled

685
00:32:25,880 --> 00:32:28,640
over his forehead and one boot and tied. I watched

686
00:32:28,640 --> 00:32:30,319
the stairwell and the tip of my breath fogged in

687
00:32:30,319 --> 00:32:33,920
a kitchen light. We had resolved the immediate conflict. The

688
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:35,960
mirror's image did not become my body in the attic

689
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,000
floor at eleven point fifty two. But the ending of

690
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:41,000
that moment did not feel like closure. It felt measured

691
00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:43,720
and conditional. The brooch was gone from the house, the

692
00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:46,119
frame was being moved, and Marda had the brooch locked away.

693
00:32:46,720 --> 00:32:48,720
The house still kept the memory of how Brandola had

694
00:32:48,759 --> 00:32:50,720
once pinned a scholl in winter, and the note from

695
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:52,720
its backing, still at a scratch time that would not

696
00:32:52,759 --> 00:32:56,240
fully make sense. We had answers, and we had new questions.

697
00:32:56,880 --> 00:32:58,640
The last scene of the night was the slow sound

698
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:00,839
of glass settling into a padded case in Marty's van,

699
00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:02,720
and the small sound of someone close in a glove.

700
00:33:03,359 --> 00:33:05,079
I stood in the kitchen and felt my hands go

701
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:09,319
numb from holding the watch. The house made no more noises, then,

702
00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:11,640
very plainly, the brooch case click shot in the back

703
00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:15,079
of Marty's van. The sound was close and final. It

704
00:33:15,160 --> 00:33:17,599
was a situational beat that ended our immediate fight and

705
00:33:17,640 --> 00:33:20,519
set the next step. I put the photograph back into

706
00:33:20,519 --> 00:33:22,960
my pocket and walked to the stairwell. The bubb abo

707
00:33:22,960 --> 00:33:25,720
of the attic's weighed the slightest amount, then sopped. The

708
00:33:25,839 --> 00:33:29,039
night kept its schedule. The watch on the napkin ticked forward.

709
00:33:29,640 --> 00:33:31,640
The hot iron of fear cooled into something we could

710
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:35,079
work with. We had changed the immediate outcome. We had

711
00:33:35,119 --> 00:33:38,039
not undone what the glass had shown. The brooch was gone,

712
00:33:38,079 --> 00:33:39,720
the frame was leading, and the knock on the door

713
00:33:39,759 --> 00:33:42,519
had not yet been explained. The night still held one

714
00:33:42,519 --> 00:33:45,519
measured sound, Marta locking the van, and the soft shuffle

715
00:33:45,519 --> 00:33:47,039
of her boots on the porch as she walked away,

716
00:33:47,119 --> 00:33:50,559
leaving the house and our decisions behind. Alice won the sledge.

717
00:33:50,559 --> 00:33:53,319
Shimmer in the back door split we tore, A dry

718
00:33:53,359 --> 00:33:55,559
scream of nails and cold air pushed into my face.

719
00:33:56,240 --> 00:33:59,000
My hands drought the flashlight and it scattered along the threshold,

720
00:33:59,039 --> 00:34:02,160
the beam bouncing across the splinters. Fear tightened my rote

721
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,119
and made my voice small when I said it shows

722
00:34:04,119 --> 00:34:06,400
me dead. At eleven point fifty two, the words landed

723
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:09,079
between us like a thrown brick. Ellie did not look

724
00:34:09,079 --> 00:34:11,360
at me right away. He set his jaw, checked the hammerhead,

725
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:14,000
and stepped past the broken frame. We had the hammer

726
00:34:14,039 --> 00:34:16,239
because the mirror had shown one clear thing the night before,

727
00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:18,239
my body on the attic floor, a clock in the

728
00:34:18,280 --> 00:34:21,119
glass frozen at eleven point fifty two. That image had

729
00:34:21,159 --> 00:34:23,400
made me stop breeding. I had left the wrist, which

730
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:25,960
stopped at eleven point fifty one, on the kitchen counter,

731
00:34:26,119 --> 00:34:28,039
and told Elli about the watch and the photograph of

732
00:34:28,039 --> 00:34:30,719
my grandmother with a crochete shawl. He had come because

733
00:34:30,719 --> 00:34:32,880
he had once seen how the house swallowed light, and

734
00:34:32,920 --> 00:34:34,960
because he knew my hands before they shook this badly.

735
00:34:35,480 --> 00:34:38,480
We moved like two people who had rehearsed violence. The

736
00:34:38,519 --> 00:34:41,039
porch light was a dead bulb. We could see only

737
00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:43,519
the gutter teeth and the mildew in the siding. I

738
00:34:43,599 --> 00:34:46,679
went first and climbed through the jagged opening. Ellie followed,

739
00:34:46,719 --> 00:34:49,280
carrying the sledge hammer over his shoulder. Face set the

740
00:34:49,280 --> 00:34:51,159
way it goes when someone decides to do a thing

741
00:34:51,159 --> 00:34:53,960
they think is dumb but necessary. Doubt sat heavy at

742
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:55,559
the base of my skull as we crossed. The doubt

743
00:34:55,599 --> 00:34:58,599
that this would change anything, that doubt shifted into cold

744
00:34:58,639 --> 00:35:00,599
focus as I pushed a kitchen doll with my palm

745
00:35:00,599 --> 00:35:03,519
and a creaked open on its old hinges. Ellie, look

746
00:35:03,559 --> 00:35:06,280
at this, I said. Once we were inside, I dropped

747
00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:08,239
the stop pristwatching the for micer, and shoff the faded

748
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:11,679
photograph of my grandmother across the table. The photograph slid

749
00:35:11,679 --> 00:35:13,880
to the salt shaker and stopped with the brooch pinter collar,

750
00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:17,000
catching a dull reflection. Ellie Crouch picked up the watch,

751
00:35:17,119 --> 00:35:19,519
turned it over. It then met my eyes. He had

752
00:35:19,519 --> 00:35:22,519
showed you on the forward eleven point fifty to Ellie,

753
00:35:23,119 --> 00:35:25,000
you want to break a mirror because of a reflection,

754
00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:29,400
not break? I said, stop it. My voice was low.

755
00:35:30,039 --> 00:35:32,440
It shows one thing at night that night, it showed

756
00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:36,679
me Dad, I can tea, I can tea. Just wait.

757
00:35:37,440 --> 00:35:40,159
My hands were flat on the table. I could feel

758
00:35:40,159 --> 00:35:43,239
the old wood grain through my palms. Ali's mouth tightened.

759
00:35:43,880 --> 00:35:46,280
You could be seeing the wrong thing. He had showed

760
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:49,559
a clock. Was it the eight o'clock? Maybe it was

761
00:35:49,559 --> 00:35:52,719
a trick of light. Maybe it wasn't tea light. I

762
00:35:52,760 --> 00:35:56,239
cut in The glass had condensation inside before the image.

763
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:59,960
A hand printed on the other side. This is not normal, Elli,

764
00:36:00,639 --> 00:36:03,679
This was grandmother's mirror. She kept it covered three years

765
00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:07,480
for a reason. Remember the brooch, Remember the brooch missing

766
00:36:07,480 --> 00:36:10,800
her portrait. My voice rose too quick, because the memory

767
00:36:10,800 --> 00:36:12,960
of my grandmother adjusting her shawl and the small clock

768
00:36:13,000 --> 00:36:15,239
brooch under her collar lived in the corner of my skull.

769
00:36:15,800 --> 00:36:17,840
Ellie looked down at the photograph, at the brooch in

770
00:36:17,880 --> 00:36:20,800
the picture. He she always had that brooch. You think

771
00:36:20,840 --> 00:36:24,320
she what set some trap? I don't know. I pushed

772
00:36:24,320 --> 00:36:26,239
the photograph back, but I know the mirror shows a

773
00:36:26,239 --> 00:36:29,559
single scene. It showed me dead. I can tea. Let

774
00:36:29,599 --> 00:36:31,440
it be right. The words changed the air. I could

775
00:36:31,440 --> 00:36:34,000
feel my hands steady with the new decision, resolve hardening

776
00:36:34,039 --> 00:36:36,760
into movement. We hauled the ladder and the till books

777
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:39,599
up the narrow back stairs. The banister carried a smear

778
00:36:39,639 --> 00:36:42,719
of something dark. Ellie paused and ran his thumb along it,

779
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,119
then touched the worn skin of the stair rail where

780
00:36:45,159 --> 00:36:48,239
the varnish had been murved away. He frowned. That's as fresh,

781
00:36:48,320 --> 00:36:51,159
he said, Who else has been here? No one I check.

782
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:53,440
I should have said more, but my mouth went dry.

783
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:55,599
We crossed the dim kitchen and the parlor, where my

784
00:36:55,639 --> 00:36:58,239
grandmother's portrait tongue, and the clock stopped at some minute

785
00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:00,920
long before midnight. I rememb but slum in the kitchen

786
00:37:00,960 --> 00:37:02,719
door and anger in the aisle a night. The memory

787
00:37:02,719 --> 00:37:05,079
from chapter two and how the stop wristwat should hit

788
00:37:05,079 --> 00:37:07,440
the from mica with a sharp sound. The memory of

789
00:37:07,480 --> 00:37:10,159
that sound lived under my ribs now and the attic

790
00:37:10,199 --> 00:37:14,639
fresholdaily hesitated. The ladder's rungs groaned under our weight. He

791
00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:16,920
reached out and touched the small pocket watch tied around

792
00:37:16,920 --> 00:37:18,800
my neck with its thin cord, the one my grandmother

793
00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:21,880
had given me. It hung cold and still against my chest.

794
00:37:22,599 --> 00:37:25,159
You don't have to do this alone, Ellie. I want

795
00:37:25,199 --> 00:37:27,920
to be alone, I said. My mouth held the defiant

796
00:37:27,920 --> 00:37:30,679
steadiness that I was trying to feel. If the mirror

797
00:37:30,679 --> 00:37:32,519
shows a thing, I need to force the outcome of

798
00:37:32,559 --> 00:37:35,119
stop it. I can't wait to see if it chooses me.

799
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:37,920
That sentence felt foolish when I said it, but I

800
00:37:37,920 --> 00:37:39,559
said it because it was the only way to move.

801
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:42,920
We climbed into the attic. The ladder scraped against the hatch.

802
00:37:43,599 --> 00:37:46,119
The attic smell hit me first, linen and muff balls,

803
00:37:46,159 --> 00:37:48,400
the faint camel that used to be grandmoda s then

804
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:51,480
a cold metal time. The mirror always carried the single

805
00:37:51,480 --> 00:37:54,159
beard bulbs swung on a frayed cord, and for long shadows,

806
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:57,239
the mirror stood against the far wall skilled it frame

807
00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:59,800
a darker ring in the dust. The outer burl up

808
00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:02,679
cut had been split and folded back. The glass was exposed.

809
00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:05,679
The mirror was larger than I remembered, the filigree at

810
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:08,440
thirds appealing barnish, and tiny black specks in the silver ring.

811
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,079
The lower right corner of the glass held that almost

812
00:38:11,079 --> 00:38:14,519
imperceptible black fleck had noticed before as more marked the

813
00:38:14,559 --> 00:38:17,639
center of the glass. Ware finger tip had rested. Condensation

814
00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:20,880
dotted the inner surface like stray fingerprints. Ellie sat the

815
00:38:20,880 --> 00:38:22,760
sledge hummer down and ran the side of his hand

816
00:38:22,840 --> 00:38:25,679
through his hair. This looks wrong, he said, take its lew.

817
00:38:26,360 --> 00:38:28,119
I walked to the mirror and the bulbs like the

818
00:38:28,119 --> 00:38:30,960
gilded edge into a hard outline. I held the flashlight

819
00:38:31,000 --> 00:38:33,239
at my hip. The last did what it always did

820
00:38:33,239 --> 00:38:36,519
for me. It held a single impossible scene to night.

821
00:38:36,519 --> 00:38:38,760
It did not show my body on the floor. For

822
00:38:38,800 --> 00:38:41,039
a second I felt something like relief. Then the image

823
00:38:41,079 --> 00:38:43,840
folded into a new frame in the glass. The attic

824
00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:45,960
was full of morning light, and my grandmother sat on

825
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:47,880
the She had just out of frame, holding the photograph

826
00:38:47,960 --> 00:38:49,960
and pointing not at me, but down at the fleck

827
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:53,519
on the lower right glass. I stepped back. She I started,

828
00:38:54,079 --> 00:38:57,519
Ellie laughed aloud, a short, harsh sum figures. What so

829
00:38:57,639 --> 00:39:00,880
your grandmother arranged this? She used to tinker with things,

830
00:39:00,920 --> 00:39:04,679
I said, My voice shook. She left the brooch behind

831
00:39:04,679 --> 00:39:08,119
a portrait. She knew where the clock stopped. She knew

832
00:39:08,119 --> 00:39:10,320
how to hide a key. Ali bent to pick up

833
00:39:10,320 --> 00:39:12,800
a small tin and rummaged through it. He found the

834
00:39:12,800 --> 00:39:15,599
brooch and held it between two fingers. The metal was

835
00:39:15,679 --> 00:39:18,119
colder than it should be. He if she wanted to

836
00:39:18,119 --> 00:39:20,960
warn you, why keep it like a test. I reached

837
00:39:20,960 --> 00:39:23,000
for the brooch, and my fingers brushed the melted edge

838
00:39:23,000 --> 00:39:25,360
of someone else's print on the glass, and something clicked

839
00:39:25,360 --> 00:39:27,920
in my head. Clardy arriving like a thin knife. The

840
00:39:27,960 --> 00:39:31,239
mirror did not merely predict it Cook's attention. It showed

841
00:39:31,239 --> 00:39:33,840
a thing, and then people acted toward that thing. The

842
00:39:33,880 --> 00:39:35,880
image in the mirror had shifted as soon as I

843
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,719
entered the ground. Moother in the glass had pointed toward

844
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:42,199
the flack not toward the floor. That change felt deliberate.

845
00:39:42,800 --> 00:39:46,760
It undercut the planeid airyhurst break the glass and the image.

846
00:39:46,800 --> 00:39:48,719
The mirror had set its own derrums dry the hammer,

847
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:51,280
I said, break it if it resists, stop. Eli handed

848
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:53,079
me the sligh hummer. It gripped the handle. The wood

849
00:39:53,079 --> 00:39:55,400
felt familiar in my hands. I drew back and swung.

850
00:39:55,519 --> 00:39:57,559
The head made contact with glass, and the sand was

851
00:39:57,599 --> 00:39:59,840
not a shattering but a dull, scurrying ring. Hail and

852
00:40:00,039 --> 00:40:02,960
jack spidered across the surface like veins. Condensation bled from

853
00:40:02,960 --> 00:40:05,119
the inner pane and pulled along the lower edge, revealing

854
00:40:05,119 --> 00:40:06,760
behind a glass that had not been in the image

855
00:40:06,800 --> 00:40:11,119
a moment before. Something reaching a saw pushed against the inside.

856
00:40:11,679 --> 00:40:16,440
Illy lunged to stop me dunte He barked stop. The

857
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:18,679
hammer glanced off, and the blow did not carry through.

858
00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:22,000
The crack spread the mirror hum to low rise in

859
00:40:22,039 --> 00:40:24,440
frequency that plugged my ears, and the attic seemed to lean.

860
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:27,079
I staggered back, and the floorboard under my bue gave

861
00:40:27,079 --> 00:40:30,199
a fing protest. Something cold and hard pressed against my

862
00:40:30,239 --> 00:40:32,800
palm where the hammer had struck. The air tasted of

863
00:40:32,840 --> 00:40:35,960
all pennies at eleven fifty one and some change by

864
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:37,760
my stop for a stortch, the glass showed the floor

865
00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:40,440
in the reflection, and then exactly at eleven fifty two,

866
00:40:40,559 --> 00:40:43,559
the reflected four helped me collapsed in still. I felt

867
00:40:43,559 --> 00:40:46,239
the reflected week before I hit the floor, A hank

868
00:40:46,239 --> 00:40:49,159
came out of the glass, sick with condensation, and shoved me.

869
00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:51,800
The shove did not feel like an image. It felt

870
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:54,639
like bone on bone. Elli was thrown across the attic

871
00:40:54,719 --> 00:40:57,119
till skittering and hit the rafters before he rolled and

872
00:40:57,159 --> 00:41:00,800
came up on his knees. No no Eli Elly, breathless.

873
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:03,840
He was bleeding from a cut on his temple. He

874
00:41:03,880 --> 00:41:05,840
looked at me like a man who realized his moral

875
00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:08,800
calculus had failed him. What the hell was that? My

876
00:41:08,880 --> 00:41:10,280
head hit an ail in the floor, and a white

877
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:13,840
star exploded in my vision. I tasted metal my right

878
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:15,719
wrists on and when I looked down there was a

879
00:41:15,760 --> 00:41:17,840
new nick across the skin, a nee crescent where something

880
00:41:17,880 --> 00:41:20,000
had scraped me. I could feel the impact in my ribs.

881
00:41:20,039 --> 00:41:22,239
The attic smelt like warm iron and dust. I tried

882
00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:25,559
to speak, my foot closed. The mirror's reflection still held

883
00:41:25,559 --> 00:41:27,440
me on the floor, and inside the glass of small

884
00:41:27,440 --> 00:41:29,360
figure moved my head tilt him the wrong way. My

885
00:41:29,400 --> 00:41:31,920
eyes still opened in a blank stair. The hand that

886
00:41:32,000 --> 00:41:33,920
had pushed me receded back into the pane as if

887
00:41:33,960 --> 00:41:36,880
it had never been. The hairline cracks were brighter against

888
00:41:36,880 --> 00:41:39,360
the white of the reflection. Eli crawled to me, or

889
00:41:39,400 --> 00:41:42,119
you with me, talk to me. I took shallow breasts

890
00:41:42,119 --> 00:41:44,519
and focused on the sound of his voice. Grandmother, I said,

891
00:41:45,119 --> 00:41:47,400
the word was an anchor. She'd a broach. My fingers

892
00:41:47,400 --> 00:41:49,400
closed around the bridge at my chest. The metal was

893
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:52,119
warm from the outer air. She pointed at the fleck.

894
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:55,559
She wanted some one to see it. Ali stared at

895
00:41:55,599 --> 00:41:59,320
the mirror. You mean she she set this up. I

896
00:41:59,360 --> 00:42:03,320
did not know what to say. Everything felt rearranged. The

897
00:42:03,360 --> 00:42:05,880
imagery scene in the glass. Grandmother pointing at the fleck

898
00:42:06,119 --> 00:42:09,400
no longer felt like evidence of care. It felt like instruction.

899
00:42:10,119 --> 00:42:11,920
She had known how the mirror worked well enough to

900
00:42:11,960 --> 00:42:13,719
place a brooch in a stop watch, and then to

901
00:42:13,760 --> 00:42:15,880
point a living person toward a floor in the glass.

902
00:42:16,599 --> 00:42:19,679
If she had done that, why toward me to bind me.

903
00:42:20,400 --> 00:42:23,119
Ellie's hands trembled as he helped me to sit. He

904
00:42:23,440 --> 00:42:25,719
we can still cover it, We can rab it, Nella,

905
00:42:25,880 --> 00:42:28,599
We can it moves, I whisper it shows one thing.

906
00:42:29,559 --> 00:42:31,719
If it chooses a different thing because someone looks at

907
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:34,119
it breaking, it might be doing exactly what it needs.

908
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:38,360
Fear returned, but it had changed, fear ripening into suspicion.

909
00:42:38,840 --> 00:42:41,199
I forced the next emotion into being through my actions.

910
00:42:41,840 --> 00:42:43,320
I moved to the tool box and pulled out a

911
00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:45,679
length of burl up and some twine. I had to

912
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:48,480
choose a thing to do. We crawled forward together and

913
00:42:48,480 --> 00:42:51,159
wrapped the mirror as best we could. The velop soaked

914
00:42:51,199 --> 00:42:53,360
up with the closer condensation, and the cracks cut faint

915
00:42:53,360 --> 00:42:56,000
patterns into the fabric. Ellie tied the twine in a

916
00:42:56,039 --> 00:42:58,280
clumsy knot, and I pressed the brooch into my palm

917
00:42:58,280 --> 00:43:00,000
and then into the hollow at the back of the frame.

918
00:43:00,159 --> 00:43:02,679
With a varnish it flaked away. The brooch fit the

919
00:43:02,719 --> 00:43:05,320
hollow like a key into an old lock. At first

920
00:43:05,360 --> 00:43:07,800
I thought the placement was superstition. But when a brooch

921
00:43:07,800 --> 00:43:09,639
sat in that notch, the humming in a glass quieted

922
00:43:09,639 --> 00:43:13,480
for a half breath. The reflected DiMAGE shifted in a glass.

923
00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:15,280
The attic showed us seated in front of the mirror

924
00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:18,199
with our hands and the bellap. Grandmother in the reflection,

925
00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:20,719
smiled without moving, and then turned the photograph face down

926
00:43:20,760 --> 00:43:23,599
on her knee. I felt that smile like pressure behind

927
00:43:23,599 --> 00:43:26,639
my eyes. I said, she didn't want the mirror destroyed.

928
00:43:27,239 --> 00:43:29,719
She wanted it contained. The sentence was small and tasted

929
00:43:29,719 --> 00:43:32,760
of defeat. Ellie wiped his hands on his jeans and said,

930
00:43:32,880 --> 00:43:34,960
so we lock it up, seal it, hide it. His

931
00:43:35,039 --> 00:43:37,119
tone had something like steel. Now we burn the brooch,

932
00:43:37,199 --> 00:43:40,079
for bury it. We put the watch away, We keep

933
00:43:40,119 --> 00:43:42,719
anyone from looking at it. We argued in short bursts,

934
00:43:43,360 --> 00:43:46,079
three quick exchanges, where our voices cut and relented as

935
00:43:46,119 --> 00:43:50,159
decisions collapsed into one another. We burn it, Elie, No,

936
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:53,280
we bury it. No, we keep it sealed in the

937
00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:55,719
attic and pose a sign no one will see it.

938
00:43:55,800 --> 00:43:58,480
The words were half plans, each failing the next logic.

939
00:43:59,159 --> 00:44:01,559
The disagreement held weight because each of our choices could

940
00:44:01,559 --> 00:44:04,840
either end or entangle us. Further, I asked, grandmother, did

941
00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:07,280
she bind something to it? My mouth moved, but the

942
00:44:07,320 --> 00:44:10,119
question felt clumsy. I hoped Ellie would give me a

943
00:44:10,119 --> 00:44:12,519
clean answer. I don't know, Elly, but whatever she did,

944
00:44:12,559 --> 00:44:15,440
it responds to being watched. He sounded like a man

945
00:44:15,519 --> 00:44:18,639
repeating a lesson he'd learn too late. We made a plan.

946
00:44:19,320 --> 00:44:21,920
Cover the mirror fully, nail planks crossed the frame, and

947
00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:23,519
then take the brooch and bury it where no one

948
00:44:23,559 --> 00:44:26,360
would dig under the old apple tree and back. If

949
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:28,679
the brooch was part of the mirror's attraction, removing it

950
00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:32,119
might server the pattern. We worked quickly. The attic was

951
00:44:32,119 --> 00:44:35,159
full of small noises, the scrape of nil onwood, Elley's breath,

952
00:44:35,440 --> 00:44:37,639
my watch ticking, though it was stopped at eleven fifty one.

953
00:44:38,199 --> 00:44:41,159
Tools cladded. In the middle of nailing a plank across

954
00:44:41,159 --> 00:44:43,280
the frame. A sudden sound made both of us freeze.

955
00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:46,519
A soft, unmistakable humming from the glass, higher than before

956
00:44:46,559 --> 00:44:48,639
and laid with a thin, clear note. There could have

957
00:44:48,639 --> 00:44:50,920
been hum or voice. It was the sound of my

958
00:44:50,960 --> 00:44:52,960
grandmother humming a tune she used to hum when she

959
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:56,159
mended socks. I felt panic spike, but I acted. I

960
00:44:56,239 --> 00:44:59,159
hammered the plank hard eely, shoved the bowl up deeper

961
00:44:59,159 --> 00:45:02,119
against the cracks. The humming faded to a single thread,

962
00:45:02,119 --> 00:45:04,800
and then to nothing. We held our breath until the attics.

963
00:45:04,800 --> 00:45:06,800
As the sounds returned, the distant drip of a gutter

964
00:45:06,800 --> 00:45:09,199
and the small scuff of our shoes when the mirror

965
00:45:09,280 --> 00:45:11,199
was bound with blanks and rope. When the brooch was

966
00:45:11,239 --> 00:45:13,119
wedged in and the nails bent into the wood, we

967
00:45:13,199 --> 00:45:15,760
climbed down. The adder catch closed with a thud that

968
00:45:15,760 --> 00:45:18,440
echoed like a verdict. I carried the brooch in my

969
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:21,360
palm like contraband the stare rail had a new mirror

970
00:45:21,360 --> 00:45:24,159
where someone had gripped it. Eli rubbed a hand across

971
00:45:24,159 --> 00:45:26,719
his jeans and said, get it out of here. Now.

972
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:28,519
We walked under the old apple tree. With the soil

973
00:45:28,599 --> 00:45:31,199
turns off from last week's rain. The ground took the

974
00:45:31,239 --> 00:45:33,800
brooch quickly. I shoved it down and packed outh over

975
00:45:33,840 --> 00:45:36,599
it until my palms axed from pulling at dirt. Ellie

976
00:45:36,639 --> 00:45:38,320
pressed the heel of his hand flat on the soil

977
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:40,880
and said, there. Stunned, he sounded certain in a way

978
00:45:40,920 --> 00:45:43,559
I wanted to believe. Back at the house, I took

979
00:45:43,599 --> 00:45:44,880
the stop for a swartch and put it in a

980
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:47,519
small tin with the photograph of grandmother, then slid both

981
00:45:47,519 --> 00:45:49,360
into the floor board in the parlor where she used

982
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:52,199
to keep receipts. I hammered the board down and replaced

983
00:45:52,199 --> 00:45:56,159
a rug. It felt ritualized, It felt like sealing a wound.

984
00:45:56,719 --> 00:45:59,000
We cleaned the kitchen and stacked the tools in a shed.

985
00:45:59,559 --> 00:46:02,559
Iliav I wanted him to stay the night. I hesitated,

986
00:46:02,719 --> 00:46:05,519
fear and fatigue braided together, and then said, no, you

987
00:46:05,599 --> 00:46:08,559
should go. Tell your sister. I might call. He paused,

988
00:46:08,559 --> 00:46:10,960
then nodded at the door. He stopped and looked back

989
00:46:11,000 --> 00:46:15,039
at me. If anything changes, call dawn t come back alone.

990
00:46:15,079 --> 00:46:18,199
His voice had a strained kindness. I locked the back door.

991
00:46:18,719 --> 00:46:21,400
The broken frame hung crooked, and the porchmelt of wet wood.

992
00:46:22,000 --> 00:46:24,639
Ellie walked down the path and into the black. The

993
00:46:24,679 --> 00:46:27,760
house absorbed him inside. I sat at the parlor table

994
00:46:27,760 --> 00:46:30,519
and listened to the house saddle. My heart hammered against

995
00:46:30,559 --> 00:46:32,320
the inside of my roots in a way that sounded

996
00:46:32,360 --> 00:46:35,039
like a mechronym to someone keeping time. The watch still

997
00:46:35,079 --> 00:46:37,760
read eleven point fifty one in the tin. I felt

998
00:46:37,800 --> 00:46:41,199
both hollowed and relieved. The mixture of those concrete, physical

999
00:46:41,199 --> 00:46:44,280
feelings kept me moving the eyeld Doubt had turned into action,

1000
00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:46,480
action into set back, and set back into a plan.

1001
00:46:47,000 --> 00:46:49,880
Those shifts had been visible through what I did. I

1002
00:46:49,880 --> 00:46:52,679
was passed. I dusted in a chair with a blanket

1003
00:46:52,719 --> 00:46:55,360
across my legs. And worked. When the house creaked, I

1004
00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:58,000
checked the clock. It was a quarter past three in

1005
00:46:58,039 --> 00:47:00,400
the morning. I walked to the stowell and ran my

1006
00:47:00,440 --> 00:47:03,320
fingers over the banister. With this mere still dried, they

1007
00:47:03,320 --> 00:47:04,920
att a catch held to seem a shadow, and I

1008
00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:07,679
could not bring myself to open it. I remembered the

1009
00:47:07,719 --> 00:47:09,360
small keck I had felt in the attic floor, the

1010
00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:11,920
nick on my wrists where something had scratched me. It

1011
00:47:11,960 --> 00:47:14,639
had hurt enough to draw blood. The pain reminded me

1012
00:47:14,719 --> 00:47:17,639
I was present. I folded this into a quiet decision.

1013
00:47:18,119 --> 00:47:20,840
I would not remove the planks again. If the mirror

1014
00:47:20,880 --> 00:47:23,280
wanted an audience, it would have to find none. I

1015
00:47:23,320 --> 00:47:25,039
put a strip of tape across the hatch and row,

1016
00:47:25,159 --> 00:47:27,760
with my hand shaking, do not open. I pinned the

1017
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:29,519
note with the nail, and the clock sounded sharp. In

1018
00:47:29,519 --> 00:47:33,400
the parlor morning came slow. Light arrived through the curtains,

1019
00:47:33,400 --> 00:47:36,039
thin and gray. I filled a Thermas, checked a garden

1020
00:47:36,039 --> 00:47:38,360
where I had buried the brooch, no sign, and swept

1021
00:47:38,400 --> 00:47:41,400
the porch. The house felt smaller with the mirror contained.

1022
00:47:42,039 --> 00:47:44,800
When I reached the parlor and brushed dust from grandmother's portrait,

1023
00:47:44,880 --> 00:47:47,159
my fingers paused at the edge of the frame. The

1024
00:47:47,199 --> 00:47:49,239
brooch in her lap was gone in a painting surface,

1025
00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:51,519
as if a painter had simply never applied. At fleck

1026
00:47:51,519 --> 00:47:54,079
of metal, A clean slice of canvas showed where the

1027
00:47:54,079 --> 00:47:56,840
metal had been. That specific hard absence was a new

1028
00:47:56,840 --> 00:48:00,079
concrete crew. Grandmother had kept the brooch hidden, or she

1029
00:48:00,119 --> 00:48:02,079
had removed it from how she wanted to be remembered.

1030
00:48:02,679 --> 00:48:06,840
Ellie called mid morning. He sounded small and raw. You're okay,

1031
00:48:07,639 --> 00:48:12,280
he asked, it wrapped and nailed, I said, ivy, buried

1032
00:48:12,320 --> 00:48:14,960
the brooch and stashed a watch. I put a note

1033
00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:17,760
on the hatch, could, he said, dawnte go up there, dawn?

1034
00:48:17,800 --> 00:48:20,840
Te daante touch anything else? I won tea, I promised.

1035
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:23,679
The promise felt like a stitch. Days passed on the

1036
00:48:23,719 --> 00:48:27,599
exact calendar. Nothing extraordinary happened on the street. I stayed

1037
00:48:27,599 --> 00:48:30,559
with simple tasks, laundry, clearing the parlor of dust, making

1038
00:48:30,599 --> 00:48:33,079
the bed. Each time my hand brushed a mirror in

1039
00:48:33,079 --> 00:48:34,920
the house at court and I returned my face away.

1040
00:48:35,400 --> 00:48:37,599
The wound on my wrist healed into a pale arc.

1041
00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:39,840
The stop burst watch her turned to his tin under

1042
00:48:39,840 --> 00:48:42,519
the floorboard, like a sleeping thing. When I sat with

1043
00:48:42,559 --> 00:48:44,880
the photograph of grandmother. I could almost hear the small

1044
00:48:44,920 --> 00:48:46,760
hum she used to make the thread of a psalm.

1045
00:48:47,320 --> 00:48:49,199
The photograph had a faint mirror of dust at the

1046
00:48:49,199 --> 00:48:51,760
corner where the brooch had once glinted. I took a

1047
00:48:51,800 --> 00:48:53,840
pencil and wrote a note one Lion, and slid it

1048
00:48:53,840 --> 00:48:56,880
behind the photograph. If anyone asks, tell them it's locked

1049
00:48:56,920 --> 00:48:59,159
up and not to be opened. I tucked the note

1050
00:48:59,159 --> 00:49:02,039
into the hollow and replace photo. Weeks later I found

1051
00:49:02,039 --> 00:49:04,239
the small, folded scrap of paper under the door map.

1052
00:49:04,840 --> 00:49:07,360
It was not from Ellah. The handwriting was narrow and careful.

1053
00:49:07,440 --> 00:49:10,039
It read do not trust the clock when it points

1054
00:49:10,039 --> 00:49:13,280
at you. There was no signature. The scrap made some

1055
00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:15,960
old feeling balloom in my chest, uneasy es, but also

1056
00:49:16,079 --> 00:49:19,079
wary clarity. If my grandmother had arranged this, she had

1057
00:49:19,119 --> 00:49:22,360
also left others clues in others watchers. I took the

1058
00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:25,280
scrap and burned it in the sink. Ash sifted down

1059
00:49:25,280 --> 00:49:27,840
the drain. I burned the idea that the mirror had

1060
00:49:27,840 --> 00:49:30,360
to be answered by me alone. I told myself that

1061
00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:33,159
containing it was containment enough that I had done the

1062
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:37,239
right sequence of actions. Wrap nail removed the brooch. Berrie

1063
00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:40,920
hid the watch mark the hatch. Those actions concluded what

1064
00:49:40,960 --> 00:49:43,960
we needed to do at night. Sometimes I woke as

1065
00:49:43,960 --> 00:49:46,280
if some weight had brushed the bed. Once I went

1066
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:49,440
down stairs and stood beneath the parlor clock. It ticked

1067
00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:51,800
on the wall in the quiet. I touched the face

1068
00:49:51,840 --> 00:49:53,719
and turned it so the hands read a random minute,

1069
00:49:53,760 --> 00:49:56,519
and then left it moving. I did this small sabotage

1070
00:49:56,559 --> 00:49:58,800
because I wanted control over an instrument that had shown

1071
00:49:58,840 --> 00:50:02,519
me a single minute of dread. Control fell concrete. Ellie

1072
00:50:02,599 --> 00:50:04,840
came back once, two months after the night in the attic.

1073
00:50:05,360 --> 00:50:07,199
He found me at the parlor table working on the

1074
00:50:07,199 --> 00:50:10,880
garden tolls. He did not press the subject. We both

1075
00:50:10,920 --> 00:50:13,480
knew the list of measures taken. He had a bandage

1076
00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:16,519
on his temple where he'd hit her. After we drank coffee,

1077
00:50:16,519 --> 00:50:18,199
and did not speak of the image in the glass.

1078
00:50:18,880 --> 00:50:21,559
The silence was a kind of truce. On the day

1079
00:50:21,559 --> 00:50:24,480
Ellie left, he hugged me tight and said he saved

1080
00:50:24,519 --> 00:50:26,960
yourself in the way you could. You kept others from

1081
00:50:27,000 --> 00:50:29,800
seeing it. You did the right thing. His voice broken

1082
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:32,239
the last words, and he stepped back, quick to hide it.

1083
00:50:32,320 --> 00:50:34,280
If any one asks me, I say the attic is

1084
00:50:34,320 --> 00:50:37,199
rodden and dangerous. No one goes up there. I watched

1085
00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:39,480
him go and fell. The slow fatigue settle into my bones.

1086
00:50:40,119 --> 00:50:42,239
The mirror was still in the attic, blanked and nodded

1087
00:50:42,280 --> 00:50:45,679
and marked. The brooch lay under the apple tree. The

1088
00:50:45,719 --> 00:50:48,400
watch lay under the floor board. The note was pinned

1089
00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:51,079
to the hatch. The house had accepted these things as

1090
00:50:51,119 --> 00:50:54,760
items of its inventory. A year passed. I did not

1091
00:50:54,840 --> 00:50:57,679
open the attic. I replaced the bulb in the porch light.

1092
00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:01,440
I met people, kept routines and answered where. Neighbors asked

1093
00:51:01,440 --> 00:51:05,760
how grandmother's place was. I said, closed up, need work,

1094
00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:08,960
and that answered them. The fear that had driven me

1095
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,920
into action turned into a careful watchfulness, a redness born

1096
00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:15,960
of muscle memory. That was one emotional shift. Another came

1097
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:18,480
the day I received a small, unsigned packet in the mail.

1098
00:51:19,119 --> 00:51:21,519
Inside was a single polaroid of the mirror, wrapped in

1099
00:51:21,559 --> 00:51:25,400
bellap planks nailed across the brooch nowhere inside. Some one

1100
00:51:25,440 --> 00:51:27,480
had taken a picture before I nailed the planks tight.

1101
00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:30,639
On the back a single sentence, She wanted you to

1102
00:51:30,679 --> 00:51:33,239
know how to lock it. I folded the polaroid into

1103
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:35,920
the tin with the photograph and the watch. Then I

1104
00:51:36,039 --> 00:51:37,840
drove to the apple tree and scraped the earth where

1105
00:51:37,840 --> 00:51:40,559
I had buried the brooch. The slaughter soil showed only

1106
00:51:40,599 --> 00:51:42,400
a thin line where my fingers had pressed it down.

1107
00:51:42,880 --> 00:51:45,760
The brooch was gone. The ground had settled, as if

1108
00:51:45,800 --> 00:51:49,519
nothing had ever been buried there. My hands trembled. I

1109
00:51:49,559 --> 00:51:51,480
could find the place where I had broken the earth,

1110
00:51:51,519 --> 00:51:54,119
but the brooch was not there. My stomach dropped, and

1111
00:51:54,159 --> 00:51:57,400
a new, colder awareness moved through me. Some one else

1112
00:51:57,440 --> 00:51:59,440
had come after us and exumed the brooch while the

1113
00:51:59,480 --> 00:52:02,679
brooch had I took the polaroid home and placed it

1114
00:52:02,679 --> 00:52:04,920
in the tin. I sat down and wrote a note

1115
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:06,719
longer than the first. This one meant to go in

1116
00:52:06,760 --> 00:52:08,800
an envelope and be handed carefully to any one who

1117
00:52:08,880 --> 00:52:11,920
might inherit the house. I enlisted the measures taken and

1118
00:52:12,000 --> 00:52:14,280
the things that must not be done. Do not break

1119
00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:18,039
the glass, do not look for entertainment, do not show

1120
00:52:18,039 --> 00:52:20,880
a clock to the room, Do not tell curious people.

1121
00:52:21,480 --> 00:52:23,079
I folded the note and put it in the tin

1122
00:52:23,119 --> 00:52:25,880
with the photograph and the polaroid. I sealed the tin

1123
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:27,920
and slaid it into the hollow beneath the foreboard and

1124
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:31,519
hammered the board back. I took the key, grandmother's old key,

1125
00:52:31,599 --> 00:52:33,239
and hid it inside the base of the porch step,

1126
00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:35,719
where the wood had a knot. I hammered the spot

1127
00:52:35,760 --> 00:52:38,159
clothes so the key could not be reached without deliberate work.

1128
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:40,840
That final act felt like a decision that could be

1129
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:43,480
checked by any one who would cry. It was physical

1130
00:52:43,519 --> 00:52:45,440
and find I would un not a hammer nail a

1131
00:52:45,519 --> 00:52:48,480
key on to a hollow place. When night came. That evening,

1132
00:52:48,480 --> 00:52:50,280
I checked the stair rail and found a faint, clean

1133
00:52:50,320 --> 00:52:51,760
so much at the same height as the smear that

1134
00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:53,920
had been that a night early, and I forced the attic.

1135
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:56,800
This mudge was small and did not match my hands.

1136
00:52:57,239 --> 00:52:59,639
I ran my fingers over it and found no residue.

1137
00:53:00,079 --> 00:53:02,719
The house held its secrets tightly. I have kept to

1138
00:53:02,719 --> 00:53:05,760
the plan. I have not opened the yac again. I

1139
00:53:05,800 --> 00:53:07,960
have not told the police because I cannot explain, and

1140
00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:11,039
because explanations and bite tests. I leave a list of

1141
00:53:11,079 --> 00:53:13,960
instructions for any future occupant in the tin. I locked

1142
00:53:13,960 --> 00:53:16,639
the house each night. I avoid mirrors in the home.

1143
00:53:17,280 --> 00:53:18,800
I lived with the memory of being and with the

1144
00:53:18,840 --> 00:53:20,960
nick across my wrist as a small physical proof of

1145
00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:23,639
what happened once late in the year. I climbed the

1146
00:53:23,639 --> 00:53:25,679
attic stairs with a flask light and set my palm

1147
00:53:25,679 --> 00:53:28,039
on the hatch. I could feel the warmth of the

1148
00:53:28,079 --> 00:53:30,559
room below and a distant tappin in the boards. I

1149
00:53:30,639 --> 00:53:32,159
pressed the nail of my thumb into the wood where

1150
00:53:32,199 --> 00:53:34,239
I had left the tape and the note. I thought

1151
00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:36,400
about the photograph where grandmother pointed to the fleck in

1152
00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:39,760
what it meant care, complicity or both. I thought about

1153
00:53:39,800 --> 00:53:42,280
the way the mirror had changed when we acted. I

1154
00:53:42,360 --> 00:53:45,079
understood then at the finality I wanted would not be perfect.

1155
00:53:45,719 --> 00:53:50,440
But the concrete actions we took, wrapping, nailing, removing the brooch, burying,

1156
00:53:50,480 --> 00:53:52,800
and then replacing it under the floor board created a

1157
00:53:52,840 --> 00:53:55,880
chain of physical barriers that for now hold my wrist,

1158
00:53:55,880 --> 00:53:57,920
which still reads eleven fifty one when I went it

1159
00:53:57,960 --> 00:54:00,000
to check that out. To catch bear is the name

1160
00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:03,480
and the note. The tin under the floorboard holds the photograph,

1161
00:54:03,559 --> 00:54:06,440
the polar and a folded warning. I sleep with the

1162
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:08,079
coat and shut in the parlor clock set to a

1163
00:54:08,119 --> 00:54:12,039
random minute. I live cleanly and quietly. A final twist came,

1164
00:54:12,079 --> 00:54:14,320
not as violence, but as a small order of fact.

1165
00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:17,599
The morning I finally stopped feeling jolts when a clock chimed.

1166
00:54:17,639 --> 00:54:20,199
I found in the parlor table a single kneat envelope.

1167
00:54:20,760 --> 00:54:23,280
Inside was a line written in my grandmother's careful hand,

1168
00:54:23,320 --> 00:54:25,199
for those who would bind, bind well. The ink had

1169
00:54:25,199 --> 00:54:28,400
faded at the edges. There was no signature beyond her name,

1170
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:31,679
but the cadence of the handwriting was unmistakable. That single

1171
00:54:31,679 --> 00:54:34,840
lion altered the story I detold myself. It suggested she

1172
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,559
had not set a trap to feed the mirror, but

1173
00:54:36,599 --> 00:54:39,400
had left instructions to contain it. She had known more

1174
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:41,000
than she could say aloud, and had given me the

1175
00:54:41,039 --> 00:54:43,639
tools to act. I folded the note and put it

1176
00:54:43,639 --> 00:54:46,920
in the tin. I hammered the floorboard down again. I

1177
00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:48,960
locked the added catch with a new bolt, and drove

1178
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:51,440
the bolt home. Then I sat on the bottom step

1179
00:54:51,480 --> 00:54:53,480
and pressed the key hidden in the porch into my

1180
00:54:53,559 --> 00:54:56,119
palm until the metal warm for my skin. I set

1181
00:54:56,119 --> 00:54:57,800
the key back into its hollow and covered it with

1182
00:54:57,800 --> 00:55:00,199
the naughty scrap of wood and a final nail. I

1183
00:55:00,199 --> 00:55:02,519
do not pretend the house is safe in any absolute way.

1184
00:55:03,159 --> 00:55:04,679
I only know what I have done and how I

1185
00:55:04,719 --> 00:55:07,760
did it. I have left warnings physical seals and a

1186
00:55:07,840 --> 00:55:10,840
record under the floor. The mirror remains planked and bound,

1187
00:55:10,840 --> 00:55:13,519
the brooch hidden, the watch dowed. If some one later

1188
00:55:13,639 --> 00:55:15,599
finds what we left, they will read the note, find

1189
00:55:15,599 --> 00:55:18,320
the tin, and have instructions to follow. I have given

1190
00:55:18,360 --> 00:55:20,679
the next person a set of actions they can perform.

1191
00:55:21,000 --> 00:55:22,840
When I close the parlor door at night, I take

1192
00:55:22,880 --> 00:55:25,239
one last deliberate breath and check the stair rail with

1193
00:55:25,239 --> 00:55:27,400
the pat of my thumb. The small nick on my

1194
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:29,280
wrist has faded into a pale lot that catches the

1195
00:55:29,360 --> 00:55:31,679
light like a scar that will not speak. I feel

1196
00:55:31,679 --> 00:55:34,800
the h there Sometimes when clocks take another rooms, I

1197
00:55:34,840 --> 00:55:37,159
fill also slow and steady resolve. Each time I run

1198
00:55:37,199 --> 00:55:40,159
my fingers over the taped hatch. The sequence from doubt

1199
00:55:40,199 --> 00:55:42,840
to feart action, from terror to planning to containment has

1200
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:45,199
changed how I moved through the house to night. I

1201
00:55:45,239 --> 00:55:48,320
hammered another nail into the parlor foreboard, hard, finishing the

1202
00:55:48,320 --> 00:55:50,719
ceiling of the tin below. The nail left a clean

1203
00:55:50,760 --> 00:55:53,440
dimple in the wood. Then I close the hatch, push

1204
00:55:53,480 --> 00:55:55,440
the ladder up and lays the tape across the seam.

1205
00:55:56,039 --> 00:55:57,880
I pined the final note on top with the nail,

1206
00:55:57,880 --> 00:56:00,679
and the sound was a small, finite report. I set

1207
00:56:00,679 --> 00:56:03,559
the final bolt and turned it twice. I did not

1208
00:56:03,639 --> 00:56:07,119
feel absolved. I felt tired in a precise way. I

1209
00:56:07,159 --> 00:56:10,159
had answered what I could answer with concrete steps. I

1210
00:56:10,199 --> 00:56:12,679
had sealed the mirrors best I could, removed the brooch,

1211
00:56:12,840 --> 00:56:15,440
hid in the watch, and left records. I had made

1212
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:17,239
the house a place where someone could follow a list

1213
00:56:17,280 --> 00:56:19,599
and not be tricked. Then I left the house and

1214
00:56:19,639 --> 00:56:22,320
walked down the path. I paused at the porch and

1215
00:56:22,320 --> 00:56:24,639
put my hand against the step where the key lay concealed.

1216
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:27,639
I did not take it. I tapped the knot with

1217
00:56:27,639 --> 00:56:29,679
my thumb and heard the small, dry sound of wood

1218
00:56:29,679 --> 00:56:32,800
against wood. I turned and walked away, without looking back.

1219
00:56:33,559 --> 00:56:35,320
The last thing that happened in the house that night

1220
00:56:35,400 --> 00:56:37,800
was the closing of the door. The final act was

1221
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:39,360
not a flourish, but a lock and a nail and

1222
00:56:39,400 --> 00:56:41,719
a note. I stepped into the dark and let the

1223
00:56:41,719 --> 00:56:44,079
house hold its quire. The mirror is still there in

1224
00:56:44,119 --> 00:56:46,679
the attic, bound and battered, contained by our hands and

1225
00:56:46,719 --> 00:56:49,320
our choices. The thing that pushed me is gone for

1226
00:56:49,400 --> 00:56:52,320
my body, but not from my memory. The brooch absence

1227
00:56:52,320 --> 00:56:54,119
and the polaroid in the tin are prooved people came

1228
00:56:54,159 --> 00:56:56,840
and left things in motion. I have done what I can.

1229
00:56:57,440 --> 00:57:00,480
I documented, I sealed, and I distributed clear and ructions.

1230
00:57:01,079 --> 00:57:03,039
If this file is found, use it for the same

1231
00:57:03,039 --> 00:57:06,599
simple aim. Do the work, follow the nails, bury the talismans,

1232
00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:09,559
and leave clear warnings. If you are reading this, then

1233
00:57:09,599 --> 00:57:11,440
you find a bat of varnish frame and a fleck

1234
00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,920
in the lower write glass. Do not assume the image

1235
00:57:13,920 --> 00:57:18,519
is simple. Follow concrete steps, cover nail, remove anything that

1236
00:57:18,559 --> 00:57:22,039
attracts attention, hide the keys, and write the record. When

1237
00:57:22,079 --> 00:57:23,639
I finally turned the bolt in the attic for the

1238
00:57:23,719 --> 00:57:26,960
last time, I did not expect applause. I expected the small,

1239
00:57:27,000 --> 00:57:29,559
continuing knowledge that one cannot erase what has been seen,

1240
00:57:29,679 --> 00:57:32,199
only arrange the world so fewer people will see it. Next,

1241
00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:34,960
that is what I did. That is the end of

1242
00:57:34,960 --> 00:57:37,960
the chapter. The atta catch its nailt and the notice pinned.

1243
00:57:38,559 --> 00:57:40,360
I walked away and left the keyp barret under the

1244
00:57:40,360 --> 00:57:42,880
porch step metal warm and hidden, and the house closed

1245
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:49,480
over its mirror.