Speaker 1: And we are live. Hey everybody, this is Daniel with Ballbusters.
Speaker 1: We're broadcasting today on rumble ftj Media and YouTube. I'm
Speaker 1: here today with Chili J. You can find him at
Speaker 1: Chili Jay Wisdom on Instagram. We're gonna get to know
Speaker 1: him a little bit, let him introduce himself, and then
Speaker 1: we're gonna get into the topics we all are very
Speaker 1: familiar with. If you've watched this show in the past.
Speaker 1: What's up, Chili? How you doing, sir?
Speaker 2: Oh man? I'm blessed. So, I mean, I just want
Speaker 2: to start off by saying the whole thing that I
Speaker 2: do is eradication of big manch and I've came up
Speaker 2: with so much. I mean, my life has been a
Speaker 2: struggle from the beginning. I mean, I don't really want
Speaker 2: to get too much into it, but from homelessness and
Speaker 2: from having my child taken from me, straight stolen from me,
Speaker 2: disappear off the face of the planet, like, I've had
Speaker 2: so much that I have to overcome. And now I'm
Speaker 2: just in a position in my life after overcoming everything,
Speaker 2: to where I want to preach on the mentalities because
Speaker 2: I've seen it all, I've done it all, I've experienced
Speaker 2: pretty much everything there is to offer out of life.
Speaker 2: Most of the stuff most people actually don't. How old
Speaker 2: are you don't believe? So I actually don't tell anybody
Speaker 2: at that, but I'll tell you guys on twenty six.
Speaker 2: I just turned twenty six last month, actually, And there's
Speaker 2: a reason I don't talk about my age. And if
Speaker 2: you want me to delve into that later, I can,
Speaker 2: because it's actually a pretty philosophical thing. I like mentioning
Speaker 2: too well.
Speaker 1: I mean, you're past the whatever the clinical mental maturity
Speaker 1: age of twenty five is, so, I mean, and a
Speaker 1: lot of people, a lot of people get there a
Speaker 1: whole lot sooner. I mean, we're always developing, but some
Speaker 1: people just seem to have a harder time figuring out
Speaker 1: their shit.
Speaker 2: I mean, the way I look at it, wisdom is
Speaker 2: based on experiences, and sure, when you have longer to
Speaker 2: live in life, you're going to have more experiences. But
Speaker 2: I know plenty of forty five year old who still
Speaker 2: act like twenty five year old. So I never judge
Speaker 2: anybody based off of age. I always judge them based
Speaker 2: off of experience, because that's truly what defines somebody's character.
Speaker 1: Right, Yeah, Well, you can live, you can live in
Speaker 1: isolation for forty years and not have any people skills.
Speaker 1: So I think they call them in cells these days.
Speaker 2: Yeah, self appointed in cells.
Speaker 1: I hate them right right, all right, So I didn't
Speaker 1: mean to derail you. So you've gone through some things
Speaker 1: right now. What you're doing is eradicating ignorance. I think
Speaker 1: that's kind of what we do here too, with a
Speaker 1: focus on historical accuracy and historical restoration, especially about the
Speaker 1: lies of World War two, lies of everything about our
Speaker 1: ancestry and our history and whose hand is on the
Speaker 1: handle that's sticking the rod up our asses and all that.
Speaker 2: Yeah, if you have any no, you go ahead. What
Speaker 2: was the question?
Speaker 1: If you have any if there's anything that you would
Speaker 1: like to add to that, or you know, you can
Speaker 1: tinue on with your backstory, what you're working on, what
Speaker 1: you're focused on. Like from watching some a lot of
Speaker 1: your videos, I kind of like binge wash them for
Speaker 1: a little bit just to get an idea of who
Speaker 1: I'm talking to. And I was enjoying them. I was
Speaker 1: on the elliptical, you know, and a lot of times
Speaker 1: I'm either reading a book, like electronic book on the
Speaker 1: elliptical because I do like four miles a day, or
Speaker 1: I'm looking for something that keeps my interest well, or
Speaker 1: like a podcast or something like that. You know. So
Speaker 1: I found I was like, yeah, kindred spirit here. This
Speaker 1: guy's pretty cool, you know. And I'm forty six, you're
Speaker 1: twenty six. But there's always connect you know, there's parallels
Speaker 1: that everybody can relate to, especially if they're open and
Speaker 1: honest with themselves. I think a lot of problems we
Speaker 1: have is that people are not honest with themselves, and
Speaker 1: when you bring truth to them, they they attack that
Speaker 1: truth because it pulls them out of their delusion.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: They want to larp their life. They'd rather mold the life,
Speaker 1: the world, and their reality to conform to what makes
Speaker 1: them happen, and when anybody shines a light into that,
Speaker 1: it's a threat to them.
Speaker 2: Yeah, most definitely. I mean it's just rejection of truth.
Speaker 2: If anything. You can call it grieving, right, because you
Speaker 2: can't believe that what your your memory just died, your thoughts,
Speaker 2: your ideologies, everything you believed is gone. So you want
Speaker 2: to hold onto that a grasp that because if you don't,
Speaker 2: then the past twenty years of your life was meaningless.
Speaker 2: And that's a hard reality. For a lot of people
Speaker 2: to come to. But at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: you have to be truthful with yourself. You have to
Speaker 2: be honest in the reality of the world that we
Speaker 2: have if you ever want your life to become better.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you know that's a good point too. It's
Speaker 1: not always just about their personal like things that they're
Speaker 1: guarding for themselves. But a lot of times people identify
Speaker 1: with their own conditioning and programming that you know, religion
Speaker 1: or school has given them, the state has given them.
Speaker 1: So if a threat to that is a threat to
Speaker 1: them because they that's how they've learned to identify themselves.
Speaker 1: So if you if you challenge something an aspect of
Speaker 1: the well, I don't know, if the Old Testament God
Speaker 1: was seemed a little seemed a little unstable there, and
Speaker 1: they'll they'll freak out on you or whatever the heck
Speaker 1: you you know, whatever the case may be. If you
Speaker 1: if you challenge some sort of political thing that they
Speaker 1: learned in school, then obviously you know, or historical element,
Speaker 1: they're gonna usually strike back hard or you just never
Speaker 1: hear from them again.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I mean, hey, I honestly like when I never
Speaker 2: hear from them again, because that means the seed's at
Speaker 2: least been planted. When they get to a point where
Speaker 2: they refuse to keep talking, they realize that they're wrong,
Speaker 2: but refuse to admit it. So as long as I
Speaker 2: plant the seed, I'm fine with that. At the end
Speaker 2: of the day, you can't expect everybody to just flip
Speaker 2: sides immediately, you know, you can't expect everybody to just
Speaker 2: even if they understand your perspective, it's still going to
Speaker 2: take a little bit of time to set in for
Speaker 2: them to really realize it, and not just realize it,
Speaker 2: but start implementing it into their life, start moving differently
Speaker 2: with the information that they were given. So I honestly
Speaker 2: like when they don't reply. I like that.
Speaker 1: So kind of the back here a little bit. When
Speaker 1: you were saying that, you know you've you've had a
Speaker 1: struggle with homelessness before, let me just show you something
Speaker 1: real quick, just so you're that's me on this. And
Speaker 1: I dropped everything around two thousand and eight, two thousand
Speaker 1: and nine, when with that stupid you know, economic and
Speaker 1: real estate mortgage crisis was going on, I was working
Speaker 1: as a mortgage consultant for about five years, and I
Speaker 1: just walked away through everything I could. I could fit
Speaker 1: into that big sea bag from that I used to
Speaker 1: have from the Coastguard, and found out quickly that it
Speaker 1: was way too heavy and had to dump a bunch
Speaker 1: of shit because you can't hear that. But I just
Speaker 1: started walking. I went from southern Florida up through the
Speaker 1: Panhandle and made it as far as Texas before I
Speaker 1: I just uh, I was going to try to go
Speaker 1: all the way to California. But the experience being outside
Speaker 1: of society made me understand and realize and see things.
Speaker 1: I felt like castaway, you know. But we got other
Speaker 1: weird aspects of Tom Hanks. But I honestly said I
Speaker 1: sensed a struggle for good and evil and a very
Speaker 1: I still wasn't I didn't have it all together yet
Speaker 1: to understand where it was coming from or what it was.
Speaker 1: But it was a sense that I had. I had
Speaker 1: a sense that I was being guided. When I needed something,
Speaker 1: I found it. It would be on the ground or
Speaker 1: something like that. If I needed a walking stick, if
Speaker 1: I needed a piece of rope, like when I needed it,
Speaker 1: something was watching out. I needed to do laundry, I'd
Speaker 1: find two bucks on the ground, like it was just
Speaker 1: weird how that kept on happening over and over again.
Speaker 1: So I just just to just let you know that
Speaker 1: I've actually there was kind of self induced. But you know,
Speaker 1: I always say that you're not homeless if you're going someplace. Yeah,
Speaker 1: if if you're hanging out in the same spot, okay,
Speaker 1: maybe you are. But if you if you're.
Speaker 2: Going somewhere, that's a good perspective. If you're stagging it,
Speaker 2: yeah you've probably stuck. Now, I hear that. For me,
Speaker 2: it was more so. I mean I can kind of
Speaker 2: delve a little bit into that. I don't like talking
Speaker 2: too much about myself. I guess it's time to start
Speaker 2: exposing the world, you know, just what's possible. So I
Speaker 2: had actually moved from Michigan to Arizona and right now, yeah,
Speaker 2: and a friend of mine actually convinced me it's like,
Speaker 2: oh yeah, just calm, everything will be kosher, it'll be cool.
Speaker 2: And I went and it wasn't kosher. It wasn't cool.
Speaker 2: Everything was pretty much a lie. His girlfriend ended up
Speaker 2: not liking me, and I could delve deeper into that
Speaker 2: and why. But anyways, he kicked me out of the
Speaker 2: house like two months after I got to Arizona, and
Speaker 2: now I'm one thousand miles away from anybody that I know.
Speaker 2: I don't have any friends and family, and I just
Speaker 2: immediately get a job. I'm grinding it out. I remember
Speaker 2: working three jobs and I'm the manager of my boost
Speaker 2: mobile that I was managing, well working at at the time.
Speaker 2: I became a manager. In the first month after he left,
Speaker 2: I was like, hey, yo, let me buy your car
Speaker 2: off you. And he's like, all right, bet So I
Speaker 2: bought the car. I started living in that for like
Speaker 2: six months. And this is actually a very big point too.
Speaker 2: When you're doing stuff like that, you have a lot
Speaker 2: of fear. You have a lot of like it's really
Speaker 2: hard to sleep at night, and you have no safe
Speaker 2: split place to be. There's cops all around, and the
Speaker 2: last thing you want to do is hear that knock
Speaker 2: on the window.
Speaker 1: Yeah, moving some at least, you know, keep yourself moving
Speaker 1: around the street, or park a different place where if
Speaker 1: you can find a Walmart parking lot where you can
Speaker 1: maybe chill for a few hours with anybody messing with you.
Speaker 1: I know about that. I had a car issue too
Speaker 1: when I was living in Florida at a different time
Speaker 1: where I was a girlfriend. We broke up and we
Speaker 1: were living together with her father at the time, and
Speaker 1: she can convinced me to go there, and next thing
Speaker 1: you know, I'm living in a fucking mercury cougar.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but it's like, yeah, so you were late, and
Speaker 2: you understand. But it kind of brings it back to
Speaker 2: what we were addressing earlier a little bit. With I
Speaker 2: forget exactly how it brings it to the point, but
Speaker 2: I'll just say what I did. I basically went into
Speaker 2: a what's it called, like a waffle house? And I
Speaker 2: being true to yourself, being honest, being open, and not
Speaker 2: caring what the people, what people think, is essentially what
Speaker 2: it is. Because I asked to see the ma and
Speaker 2: I explained my situation. Now, most people might be like, Oh,
Speaker 2: I'm a man, I'm down on my luck. I don't
Speaker 2: want to be seen in this light. I'm just going
Speaker 2: to struggle and suffer and do what I gotta do.
Speaker 2: But I was just true to myself. Look, this is
Speaker 2: my situation. All I need to do is have a
Speaker 2: safe place to park in the parking lot at night.
Speaker 2: Can I stay here for a week, don't call the
Speaker 2: cops on me? And we worked out an arrangement and
Speaker 2: everything worked out well, and I ended up getting two
Speaker 2: more jobs, supervising a subway and working at a high
Speaker 2: maintenance And I did that for six months, grinding my
Speaker 2: ass off, eating five dollars in food a day from
Speaker 2: the fucking Circle k, eating hot dogs and nachos.
Speaker 3: That was it.
Speaker 2: That was my budget. And I got to a place
Speaker 2: where I got my shit together and I got a
Speaker 2: spot right and nice ass spot. It was up in
Speaker 2: the penthouse studio type vibes eighteen hundred dollars a month.
Speaker 2: But then I started falling back into old habits. I
Speaker 2: started getting lonely. That wound up to me inviting homeless
Speaker 2: people to come stay with me, and I was trying
Speaker 2: to wean them off of drugs. At first, I had
Speaker 2: like three or four homeless people staying in my house
Speaker 2: for free, and I was letting them eat and do whatever,
Speaker 2: and I was buying their drugs their perks. And I
Speaker 2: was like, Hey, you can stay here for free, you
Speaker 2: can eat what you want, but the only thing is
Speaker 2: you cannot do perks that I don't give you. Like,
Speaker 2: we're going to get you together, we're going to get
Speaker 2: you situated, we're going to fix what's going on with.
Speaker 1: You and with people.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean they were older than I mean, two
Speaker 2: of them were my age. Two of them were older
Speaker 2: when was, I believe forty at the time, and so
Speaker 2: I'm just trying to help them out, but you know,
Speaker 2: it's just not going well at all. They don't want
Speaker 2: to they can't deal with only having one pill an hour.
Speaker 2: So they literally chose to leave, to go be homeless again,
Speaker 2: just to be able to do the blues. And shortly
Speaker 2: after that, I fell back into the habit of drug
Speaker 2: dealing and I started serving again, and then I found somebody.
Speaker 2: He took advantage of me being lonely and he saw
Speaker 2: that I was lonely, so he had me move in
Speaker 2: with him. He's like, hey, bro, just come come move
Speaker 2: in with me. Everything will be kosher. Well, I didn't
Speaker 2: know until after I got an eviction on my record
Speaker 2: that it was a trap house and it was just
Speaker 2: downhill from there. I just started acting a full messing
Speaker 2: up and I ended up getting a perk addiction. And
Speaker 2: this is the craziest part too, So I ended up
Speaker 2: an addict and a recovering addict and addiction free within
Speaker 2: six months. But that whole situation is one of its own. Eventually,
Speaker 2: I got kicked out of his home because of everything
Speaker 2: transpiring there, and I ended up homeless again, but this
Speaker 2: time with a drug addiction and no job. I lost
Speaker 2: all my jobs and now I'm really out. I don't
Speaker 2: have a car, no job, and a drug addiction.
Speaker 1: So was this, Yeah, basically opioates because you're talking about perkccept.
Speaker 1: But I mean that's pretty that's a pretty mild drugs.
Speaker 1: I'm sure you were doing.
Speaker 2: Yes, it was fent. It was fent, So really I
Speaker 2: was smoking. I was smoking. I was smoking blues straight
Speaker 2: off the tinfoil, and you know, they were gold trails.
Speaker 2: You don't know any of that, but anybody who knows knows,
Speaker 2: and he's one of the most.
Speaker 1: Roxies that these are called blueberries. But they were like
Speaker 1: thirty miligram. The roxies were like the actually codone without
Speaker 1: the time release, so it was all at once and
Speaker 1: you could crush me do that, you know.
Speaker 2: Oh that's pretty sick. Hell yeah, no, we would fucking
Speaker 2: smoke him. And it's like really dangerous, worst way to
Speaker 2: possibly do it. That's how you die immediately. And I
Speaker 2: got really addicted on that, started bought at thirty eight,
Speaker 2: sold to thirty eight just to have my drugs.
Speaker 1: And you know, when you got to a point, you're
Speaker 1: talking about like a thirty eight special, or you're talking
Speaker 1: about some of them.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, thirty eight Cobra. Yeah. But I sold everything
Speaker 2: for the drugs, and I got to the point where
Speaker 2: I sold my PlayStation and that was my last straw,
Speaker 2: because that was the last thing that I had from Michigan.
Speaker 2: And God talked to me and like he told me,
Speaker 2: and I don't think he cursed, but this is what
Speaker 2: it sounded like. He told me, you know, you're fucking
Speaker 2: up right, And I was like, yeah, yeah, I'm fucking
Speaker 2: up bad, aren't I? And right then and there I
Speaker 2: went and I got on methadone. I stopped blues cold Turkey,
Speaker 2: I was done with it. Boom went to the methadone clinic,
Speaker 2: started getting on methodone and I just started dropping rapidly
Speaker 2: like they actually have. The therapist asked me if I
Speaker 2: was trying to self sabotage or if I was trying
Speaker 2: to kill myself, because I went from I believe eighty
Speaker 2: or one hundred milligrams and I just started dropping by
Speaker 2: five at first, and then I started dropping by ten
Speaker 2: and that's unheard of. Most people on methodone you'll drop
Speaker 2: by one or two milligrams a week, and I'm dropping
Speaker 2: by five to ten a week. So they called me
Speaker 2: in and they're like, hey, what's going on, like you
Speaker 2: talk to us? Are you still using? Are you self sabotaging?
Speaker 2: Are you trying to die? And I broke it down
Speaker 2: like this, I'm like, I will not be these people
Speaker 2: that are stuck here for the next four to five years.
Speaker 2: All right. I suffer every day. I wake up screaming
Speaker 2: in pain. Trust me, I feel it. I'm a grown
Speaker 2: man and I'm crying tears every day I wake up.
Speaker 2: And when I come down here, I take this methadone
Speaker 2: and it's just enough to make me stop feeling like
Speaker 2: I'm dying inside. And I still suffer, but I go
Speaker 2: handle my business and do what I have to do,
Speaker 2: and I have to suffer if I'm going to overcome,
Speaker 2: And that's exactly what I did. Six months later, I'm
Speaker 2: off of the perks. I'm completely fine. I'm off the methadone.
Speaker 2: I go cold turkey on that too. In the last
Speaker 2: like ten milligrams, I'm like, fuck it, just stop. Taking it.
Speaker 2: And keep in mind, I'm still homeless and I'm still living.
Speaker 2: I'm going to work, but I'm living with people at
Speaker 2: my work in like hotels and shit, and they smoked blues,
Speaker 2: so I still have it right in front of my face.
Speaker 2: The smoke is still in front of me. And I
Speaker 2: never had any ambition to go back. I never had
Speaker 2: that itch. I never had that ooh oh, I should
Speaker 2: do it again. So that's why I say I'm addiction free,
Speaker 2: because I've never had the feeling to go back. And
Speaker 2: one way I can really explain it is I remember
Speaker 2: walking and I found a sack of some blow on
Speaker 2: the ground. It was like an eight ball, and at
Speaker 2: this time I was like, hell, yeah, yeah, it was
Speaker 2: just yeah. I was like, oh yeah, a dealer is
Speaker 2: definitely pissed about this one. But I found it on
Speaker 2: the ground and I take it back to the hotel,
Speaker 2: and at this time, like coke wasn't a problem for me,
Speaker 2: so I was doing blow just fine. And I snorted it.
Speaker 2: And when you've smoked perks for as long as I have,
Speaker 2: you immediately can taste fentanyl immediately, like you just know
Speaker 2: what it tastes like. So I felt it. It got
Speaker 2: in my system again, even though I already overcame the addiction,
Speaker 2: and I was like, yeah, fuck no, I twisted it
Speaker 2: up and I put it over in my Homeboys stuff
Speaker 2: because I know that he likes Vent, so.
Speaker 1: Like it was, it was, it was. It was cut
Speaker 1: up with Vent. Yeah that sucks. People like that. That's
Speaker 1: not cool. We're not talking about car fentan al because
Speaker 1: if it was that then you would have been fucking
Speaker 1: dead a long time ago.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, it was the real It was the
Speaker 2: real deal.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Just overcoming that, bro. And that's literally just a year
Speaker 2: and a half of my life. That's not the nine
Speaker 2: years I spent gangdanging. That's not you know, the four
Speaker 2: years I spent with my daughter. Like, there's just so much.
Speaker 2: And that's why I want to be an advocate for
Speaker 2: people because I know the pain. Pretty much anything somebody's
Speaker 2: been through, I know. But I also know how to overcome.
Speaker 2: I know what you have to do to get it
Speaker 2: out of it. And that's what I want to do.
Speaker 2: I want to eradicate ignorance and kind of motivate people
Speaker 2: into a new movement. That's what I'm trying to build
Speaker 2: here as a movement of people who are enlightened and
Speaker 2: just have the truth and you can't argue with them.
Speaker 2: And I want people to want people to respect that.
Speaker 1: So how long ago did you? Uh? Was that was
Speaker 1: that era? That last one in your life before you
Speaker 1: got cleaned up?
Speaker 2: Like five years ago, four or five?
Speaker 1: It was, you know, twenty one give or take.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, twenty one year old?
Speaker 1: And since then you what is your I think? I
Speaker 1: because I heard a lot of these details in the
Speaker 1: in the videos I had selected to listen to and watch.
Speaker 1: What did I also hear that you're you have an
Speaker 1: ambition for music?
Speaker 2: Or is that? Yeah? Yeah?
Speaker 1: What is it? Because I know you said that, I
Speaker 1: heard you. I heard your rundown, Like you do the
Speaker 1: day job for four or five years, but you're not
Speaker 1: supposed to stay there, supposed to you know, going for yourself?
Speaker 1: What is it that you're aiming yourself particular particularly at,
Speaker 1: Like what are you what is your dream job? If
Speaker 1: you will?
Speaker 2: So, honestly, my dream job is just passive income. I mean,
Speaker 2: I know for a fact that my music is eventually
Speaker 2: going to do something and I'm going to teach and
Speaker 2: enlighten with my music, and that is a passion of mine.
Speaker 2: But my goal is to be able to sit down
Speaker 2: and just so I've got a lot of goals. I
Speaker 2: want to do a lot of things for men's mental health,
Speaker 2: homeless men, children that don't have place to go, specifically
Speaker 2: little boys, because there's no there's no programs for boys
Speaker 2: out there. There's nothing for us, and I want to
Speaker 2: be able to start stuff up for them, and that,
Speaker 2: honestly is what I would rather. That is probably my goal.
Speaker 2: Getting to a point where I have passive income so
Speaker 2: I don't have to focus on working, so I can
Speaker 2: focus on building that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, the things that they do have for especially youth
Speaker 1: or you know, if you even want to call them
Speaker 1: more than the state, if they're young, all very predatorial,
Speaker 1: even though they have the mask of like some sort
Speaker 1: of Catholic organization or whatever, they're they're hellholes. They're dangerous,
Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, and they they prey upon the ones
Speaker 1: that no one's, no one's there to stand up for.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's very it's very.
Speaker 1: Sad situation that we have. And you know, when you
Speaker 1: understand like who runs this place and what they're into,
Speaker 1: you know, it just.
Speaker 2: Yea all of them, and I don't understand that. That's
Speaker 2: also something I preach independence because like if you if
Speaker 2: you don't understand that everybody's a pawn, then you're a
Speaker 2: part of it.
Speaker 1: Like yeah, like like you ever see the movie Rounders
Speaker 1: with uh Matt Damon and uh, what's his name? Uh?
Speaker 1: I forgot the other guy, the guy from a from
Speaker 1: American History X. I forgot his name? The guy from uh.
Speaker 2: While ago? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Yeah, So the Rounders is like, if you can't spot
Speaker 1: the mark within the first five minutes when you're at
Speaker 1: the poker table, then it's you. You're the market. So
Speaker 1: another thing, so fruity loops. Yeah, I recognize that because
Speaker 1: I've played with that a little bit. And where are
Speaker 1: you focusing your energy? And right now? Is it in
Speaker 1: life insurance still or yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah, so life insurance is the main focus right now.
Speaker 2: It's not something I want to talk about too much
Speaker 2: because I don't want anybody thinking I'm trying to advertise it,
Speaker 2: you know, But it is a career that I'm building
Speaker 2: for myself because of the passive income aspect, and that's
Speaker 2: really what I'm focusing on. I'm still doing music. I'm
Speaker 2: making music with a couple of my boys. When I
Speaker 2: get to the West, I'm going to be collabing with
Speaker 2: a couple of people, so I'm actively working on everything
Speaker 2: at once, but my main focus is getting this together
Speaker 2: so I can have my career set and kind of
Speaker 2: bringing it back to what you were even pertaining to
Speaker 2: in the first place, the ability to have a career.
Speaker 2: So like it's just like seven to eleven. I'm not
Speaker 2: treating life insurance as, oh, this is the I'm gonna
Speaker 2: have for the rest of my life. I only plan
Speaker 2: on doing life insurance for four to five years until
Speaker 2: I get what I need to situate it to focus
Speaker 2: solely on my crafts. I believe that any job that
Speaker 2: you have, any job, whether you're oh, no, you don't
Speaker 2: understand I'm a foreman or like, no, I don't want
Speaker 2: to be a foremant. I didn't broken the math.
Speaker 1: That's what they want. Though. Some people like to work
Speaker 1: for somebody else. They like someone else to take care
Speaker 1: of their stuff, and if that makes them happy, well,
Speaker 1: you need those people, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but they don't complain either.
Speaker 1: Those are things let them, you know, those people should
Speaker 1: be where they're at. You know, it's a few that
Speaker 1: are content though, you.
Speaker 2: Know, yeah, and hey, honestly, I admire them because they
Speaker 2: have the ability to not want more like I want.
Speaker 2: I wish I was happy with just enough. You know
Speaker 2: what I'm saying, Like, if you're happy where you're at,
Speaker 2: they've got the life set. People don't even realize it,
Speaker 2: like they they when the famous people try to say, oh, yeah,
Speaker 2: money doesn't fix problems, fames doesn't fix problems, like that
Speaker 2: is not true.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you know, Oh there's the problem. Every month,
Speaker 1: somebody wants more of that from you. And if you
Speaker 1: don't have it, you start losing things. You know, and
Speaker 1: I know you just as well as I understand the
Speaker 1: anxiety of that. Now add family to that, because this
Speaker 1: is what I do. Like, I have a hat sauce business.
Speaker 1: I've had it for the last ten years, no, since
Speaker 1: twenty thirteen. So I started off in farmers markets. I
Speaker 1: was working as an electrician in the union. Which is
Speaker 1: funny because when I was, you know, listening to what
Speaker 1: you were saying, You're like, you know, and you were
Speaker 1: talking about, you know, working a trade. I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: it was an electricians union. And I did it for
Speaker 1: about four or five years. Just before I was about
Speaker 1: to become a journeyman, I had started doing the hat
Speaker 1: sauce business at farmer's markets, so I had zero days
Speaker 1: off because I would work, you know, the five days
Speaker 1: a week, and then the weekends would be at the markets.
Speaker 1: And I got to a point where I didn't need
Speaker 1: to go back to work there. So when we had
Speaker 1: a layoff, I just worked and found more farmers marketers
Speaker 1: to go to and I was doing like six a week,
Speaker 1: and then I got called in for more work and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I don't, I'm not. I'm good because I
Speaker 1: can back, and you know, it's better than having because
Speaker 1: when I started, I was in upstate New York at
Speaker 1: Local two thirty six. These people were very helpful. I
Speaker 1: was doing very well in the classes, and the people
Speaker 1: on the job wanted to help you. They wanted to
Speaker 1: make people good at what they're doing so they could
Speaker 1: be of assistance to them. When I got to San
Speaker 1: Diego into the five sixty nine, they didn't want to
Speaker 1: teach you a goddamn thing. They wanted to yell at
Speaker 1: you and belittle you so that their inadequacies of being
Speaker 1: a shitty journeyman didn't look as bad so they had
Speaker 1: someone else to blame. They didn't want to teach you
Speaker 1: anything because they were fucking afraid of their own jobs.
Speaker 1: They didn't want me to get better than them, so
Speaker 1: they didn't want to teach you anything. It was a
Speaker 1: whole different metality. So I hated life after a while,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, Okay, so now we have liberal bullshit
Speaker 1: communist politics I have to deal with when I go
Speaker 1: to the union and when I'm on the job site,
Speaker 1: I have to deal with this. So when I started
Speaker 1: the business, it was out of like rebellion because I,
Speaker 1: you know, I've been making hot sauce and I've been
Speaker 1: a cook. I grew up in my parents' Italian restaurant,
Speaker 1: so this was a passion for me and I actually
Speaker 1: loved doing it. But after having I had a store
Speaker 1: for seven years in old town San Diego and then
Speaker 1: covidicked everything up, like my life was set, grossing three
Speaker 1: hundred KA a year, and then they locked us down.
Speaker 1: All the travel restrictions were in a tourist area. People
Speaker 1: just didn't have the disposable income anymore because of all
Speaker 1: the bullshit that's happened, and people are getting less and
Speaker 1: less of that as time goes on. The economy's crap,
Speaker 1: so in twenty twenty two, I handed the keys over
Speaker 1: to a friend of mine who was going to pick
Speaker 1: up the store, and because it was in a state park,
Speaker 1: they maintained it as a farm as a hot sauce store.
Speaker 1: So I still wholesale to him every month, and that's
Speaker 1: basically what pays the bills. And then I do things
Speaker 1: online and I also have the internet for the for
Speaker 1: the ha sauce business. But after all that work and
Speaker 1: all that time and getting to that level, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: say this right now, as much as I love doing
Speaker 1: when I do, I didn't have the drive anymore because
Speaker 1: I burned myself out going back and forth from Yuma
Speaker 1: to to California two three times a week to reach
Speaker 1: stock shelves and do all that. And the reason why
Speaker 1: with this so far away is because I had a
Speaker 1: daughter and I didn't want the pediatricians Hinea poker with needles,
Speaker 1: so I took her out of that state. And yeah,
Speaker 1: because they kind of made it pretty clear that they
Speaker 1: were going to continue to pressure us, so I said
Speaker 1: no thanks. And uh, you know, after seeing the law
Speaker 1: of diminishing returns and everything that happened and the and
Speaker 1: the slowdown after after the uh, the bullshit era that
Speaker 1: was COVID. I have had a hard time trying to
Speaker 1: put a lot of effort into certain aspects of it now,
Speaker 1: Like I don't I don't ever do marketing because it's
Speaker 1: just it's it's a place for people to waste their
Speaker 1: money and get zero in return or very little back.
Speaker 2: Right.
Speaker 1: You have all these lies that are told to you
Speaker 1: about how great this marketing campaign or this advertisement is
Speaker 1: going to be, and then you just end up giving
Speaker 1: them money. So I don't do all that, but you know,
Speaker 1: for me to find more wholesale buyers rather than just
Speaker 1: wait for in net orders and promote that, it's probably
Speaker 1: a better idea that I do that. And I was
Speaker 1: talking to my dad about it today and I'm gonna
Speaker 1: I'm getting my head back in the game. But after
Speaker 1: exhausting myself for so long and then just have the
Speaker 1: rug pulled out like that, it was oh yeah, as
Speaker 1: a mind fuck for sure, because like, how many times
Speaker 1: have you felt that you've restarted your whole entire life?
Speaker 1: Because I know about myself, and it's like, get you
Speaker 1: get to a certain point, you think you're set, and
Speaker 1: then oh back to zero, oh behind zero, Okay, we're
Speaker 1: in the negative now awesome. Yeah, I can't.
Speaker 2: Tell you how many times, man, Like literally, it seems
Speaker 2: like every three to four months, my entire life is
Speaker 2: changing its course. And it's been that way for the
Speaker 2: past ten years. I've just been going with emotions just
Speaker 2: I'm waiting for where God wants me to be, because
Speaker 2: I'm always thinking it somewhere, and then I'm in a
Speaker 2: different state. I mean, I just spent the last year
Speaker 2: and a half being in a different state every three weeks,
Speaker 2: so you know, I'm all over the place. I never
Speaker 2: know where my life's going, but I always love where
Speaker 2: God takes me because I'm right where I need to be.
Speaker 2: I'm always there to help somebody that I need to help,
Speaker 2: and that's abundantly a blessing to me.
Speaker 1: If you let's let's segue into what you find to
Speaker 1: be social issues, Like we we've lived, where we've lived,
Speaker 1: we've experienced with relationships, What errors in thinking, I guess
Speaker 1: and judgment. What do you think is plaguing male female
Speaker 1: relationships and the expectations and all like the atmosphere altogether,
Speaker 1: because I know this, this is a gen Z thing
Speaker 1: that they have thrown the fucking towel in or have
Speaker 1: become very aggressively angry towards females and calling them all hyper,
Speaker 1: a miss and all this other stuff. This is a
Speaker 1: whole thing. I think that that's probably one hundred percent
Speaker 1: true most of the time. Thanks to social media, there
Speaker 1: is there is that element. It's it's a very valid point,
Speaker 1: but I think to be like taking it to the
Speaker 1: level where the guy is not just confident, but now
Speaker 1: he's being insulting to females. I don't think that's the
Speaker 1: approach at all. On the other end, every female relationship
Speaker 1: that I've had, I want to say not all of them,
Speaker 1: because I had some fun with a lot of them,
Speaker 1: but were short terms. But there's a lot of girls
Speaker 1: out there, women out there who have stunted or arrested development.
Speaker 1: Their their mental maturity has been stunted to like the
Speaker 1: seven year old status fathers not being in the in
Speaker 1: the in the roles that they're supposed to be in
Speaker 1: have made them completely unrespectful of yours. There's so many
Speaker 1: things that have been going on, and it's just you
Speaker 1: see it as like a as a breaking down of society,
Speaker 1: and it's deliberate when you when you really realize it
Speaker 1: as deliberate. It's fucking scary as shit.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that was definitely. I mean, so both men and
Speaker 2: women have to take accountability. So what the real problem
Speaker 2: is Men no longer know how to be men. They
Speaker 2: don't know how to be confident, and they don't know
Speaker 2: how to take control over themselves in their lives. They
Speaker 2: will settle for anything they have to in order to
Speaker 2: get a piece of kitty cat, and that is what
Speaker 2: it is. But women have also destroyed everything with the
Speaker 2: sexual revolution. My body, my choice, the oh I should
Speaker 2: be allowed to dress like this, sexualize myself, but don't
Speaker 2: sexualize me like at the end of the day, that
Speaker 2: is degrading society. And that's one of the biggest hiccups
Speaker 2: and the biggest problem with it is that these men
Speaker 2: that don't know how to be men are being brainwashed
Speaker 2: into thinking that this is what it is, like, Oh, yeah,
Speaker 2: I should just accept a woman like this because this
Speaker 2: is what a woman is. You have no idea what
Speaker 2: a woman is supposed to be. And then we're just
Speaker 2: raising weak men. And it just comes back to the
Speaker 2: notion of you know, good times make weak men. Weak men,
Speaker 2: make hard times. Hard times make good men. And then
Speaker 2: it all repeats, and right now we're in a degradation
Speaker 2: of society. The good men made the wee or the
Speaker 2: good times made the weak men. And now, and that's
Speaker 2: actually something that I brought up.
Speaker 1: I want to assure you that that's one hundred percent all
Speaker 1: about all that's going on there. I don't mean to
Speaker 1: interrupt you, but there's another element that's actually a malicious
Speaker 1: element that's steering society down into an abyss and feminism
Speaker 1: on its own, like that whole liberation, the liberty, liberty torches.
Speaker 1: They were talking about women not supposed to be, not
Speaker 1: supposed to smoke, but they made it into like, oh,
Speaker 1: this is we're regaining our rights because we're being oppressed.
Speaker 1: All of that had the oivy Jewish hand to it,
Speaker 1: all of it, and I don't it is what it is,
Speaker 1: but I mean every liberal aspect of like putting into
Speaker 1: the minds of people that there's something that's suppressing you
Speaker 1: so that they could manipulate and maneuver you, like, oh,
Speaker 1: you need to go into the workforce. Now this now
Speaker 1: the family is without a parent at the household, the
Speaker 1: stage raising your child. Gee, that was convenient, you know.
Speaker 1: And then that apps or the absence of motherhood, because
Speaker 1: they've weaponized our own nature against us. So now that
Speaker 1: that void where women would be nurturing because that's what
Speaker 1: they're supposed to be for a child, they're feeling that void,
Speaker 1: which is like the goddamn Grand Canyon. With every stupid
Speaker 1: cause and protest and all this other nonsense, that just
Speaker 1: makes them feel more hollow and they just become more
Speaker 1: emotionally unhinged because nothing that they try to supplement it
Speaker 1: with is feeling that purpose that they once had and
Speaker 1: they don't know it because they've they've turned, they've been
Speaker 1: taught to reject their instincts. That's pretty sick.
Speaker 2: No, I agree, But the same thing I'll say about
Speaker 2: the Jews. I mean, at the end of the day,
Speaker 2: people can shove drugs in front of your face, doesn't
Speaker 2: mean that you have to take it, and you know
Speaker 2: you're you're not wrong in this. I mean, Jews own
Speaker 2: American that is their intent. But it's kind of like
Speaker 2: the same thing with Well, I'm not going to get
Speaker 2: into that because that's more of a my niche kind
Speaker 2: of thing, and I don't want to get into different
Speaker 2: communities and demographics. We'll stick to the women. But Jews
Speaker 2: definitely have a hand to play. But that the Jews
Speaker 2: made the feminist movement what it is, right, It's kind
Speaker 2: of like Jews in general. There's Zionists now even though
Speaker 2: eighty percent of them are you know, are not twenty
Speaker 2: percent of them are good? You know, is a hijacked mentality.
Speaker 2: I feel like real Jews know that they're in a
Speaker 2: curse for a thousand years. Personally, I feel like the
Speaker 2: Zionist are the ones that are runing around fucking everything
Speaker 2: up for everybody. But that's a whole other situation.
Speaker 1: That might be the that might be the head of
Speaker 1: the spear the Zionists, because prior to being called Zionists,
Speaker 1: they were the Sabotens and they were the Francist that
Speaker 1: actually evolved into the Zionists. And if you study what
Speaker 1: the Francists were about, then you start to understand what
Speaker 1: these people really do behind clues do and it's sick.
Speaker 1: They pass around their kids, they pass around their wives,
Speaker 1: they do all kinds of really sick blood rituals. This
Speaker 1: is what Frankas did and they this is known and
Speaker 1: then just think of this, they just rebranded themselves as Zionism.
Speaker 1: You know, and this all comes from the lliver in
Speaker 1: Kabbalah and not the Zohar is completely separate thing that
Speaker 1: might be the head of the spear. But when you're
Speaker 1: in a supremacy religion, when you're being told and promised
Speaker 1: that Hashem or your God is going to one day
Speaker 1: get rid of all the undesirables and that would be us,
Speaker 1: that's still not a healthy religion. That's a religion of supremacy.
Speaker 1: That's also what basically makes it a death cult because
Speaker 1: they want everyone else to be gone. Now there's the
Speaker 1: passive approach where they wait for God to do it
Speaker 1: themselves because they believe that's going to happen, and then
Speaker 1: there's the one that creates the conditions to where it
Speaker 1: can happen, so they take an active role in it.
Speaker 1: But either way they're either waiting around for your death
Speaker 1: or they want or they're actively pursuing it. I don't
Speaker 1: see how, like if you're if you're a religious Jew
Speaker 1: and not like an atheistic Jew who just happens to
Speaker 1: think that it's an ethnicity or whatever, I don't know
Speaker 1: how that can be compatible with other people that aren't you,
Speaker 1: you know, because it could you get close to somebody
Speaker 1: and you realize, oh, they were just using you to
Speaker 1: manipulate you, because when when the time comes and they're
Speaker 1: all together, they're waiting for your death.
Speaker 2: Look, man, I used to own a business that a
Speaker 2: Jew stole from me because he was he wanted it
Speaker 2: and he just fucking took it. You know, like I've
Speaker 2: done dealt with it. I've experienced it firsthand. But yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna have to actually do more research on You
Speaker 2: said it was Frankist Jews.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, so the the they were Jacob Frank was
Speaker 1: a it was was one figurehead in it. So prior
Speaker 1: to that, there was sabbatai Zeb. Now these are all
Speaker 1: people that were inspired by the Lurian Kabbala.
Speaker 2: Uh.
Speaker 1: You have Nathan Agaza who was kind of like the
Speaker 1: what do you want call him the don king promoter
Speaker 1: for sabatize Eb and he had a huge bile following.
Speaker 1: And they basically did the antithesis of everything that was
Speaker 1: in the Torah, right like, uh, inverting everything. And they
Speaker 1: also were they became crypto crypto Sabatan Francis or Sabatin
Speaker 1: and Jews, and that's what the donma is. So the
Speaker 1: Donma on the outside is Islamic because they could they
Speaker 1: uh converted to Islam, but they're still Sabatans and they
Speaker 1: still practice. They're just they're doing it under the this
Speaker 1: is what they do. They've they've done this when they.
Speaker 2: Were to the Marajas, just changed their title, right, keep
Speaker 2: going over In Spain, they were the Moranos or the
Speaker 2: crypto They were crypto Jews that they were pretending to
Speaker 2: be Christians.
Speaker 1: So it's just what some some things that they do,
Speaker 1: especially when there's expulsions happening. They'll just convert for the
Speaker 1: sake of not wanting to go anywhere. But the Donma
Speaker 1: actually were the ones responsible for the Armenian genocide. So
Speaker 1: everybody says, oh, the Muslims murdered a million Christians and
Speaker 1: hacked them to pieces. Well, the people that were responsible
Speaker 1: for the ones that led that were the Donma, which
Speaker 1: were crypto Jews basically, and they were what do you
Speaker 1: call it? They were called the young Turks, which I
Speaker 1: find disgusting that somebody would reuse that name for a
Speaker 1: political like commentary show, like why would you call yourself
Speaker 1: the young Turks? Like are you glorifying the fact that
Speaker 1: a million Christians were murdered by this group, Like why
Speaker 1: would you call yourself that? You know, it seems a
Speaker 1: little weird. So anyway, let's uh, let's segue over to
Speaker 1: what do you have you ever encountered this, because I
Speaker 1: mean I I've seen, I've seen at least they they
Speaker 1: present this like it's like it's an epidemic, and I've
Speaker 1: been out of this realm for a little while, So
Speaker 1: I guess I do have to ask do you think
Speaker 1: social media is making women more picky? And do you
Speaker 1: think that they have a false impression of what they deserve?
Speaker 1: And oh yeah, yeah, yeah, Okay.
Speaker 2: So first things, for I wouldn't say that social media
Speaker 2: makes women more picky. Social media allows women to compare
Speaker 2: way too much. Yeah, well, attention is one thing too,
Speaker 2: But I mean, at the end of the day, like
Speaker 2: attention is there, I think more so it is comparison.
Speaker 2: Like every time a woman gets online, they're looking at
Speaker 2: somebody else who has a better life, and they're wondering,
Speaker 2: why why doesn't my man have that? Why don't I
Speaker 2: live that life? And then they want to compare themselves
Speaker 2: to the men that hit them up. Oh, this man
Speaker 2: has money, this man's willing to do it for me,
Speaker 2: and you're not now realizing that man's just gonna do
Speaker 2: it one time to get the puss and he's gone,
Speaker 2: like your husband is there forever, provides for you forever,
Speaker 2: and you're sitting here just wanting, wanting, wanting. But I
Speaker 2: don't believe that social media is making women more picky
Speaker 2: per se. But it is making women compare themselves to
Speaker 2: what they have, which I guess inherently would kind of
Speaker 2: make them picky, But it's not even a pick because
Speaker 2: they don't even know what they want. They just know
Speaker 2: they want something more than what they have. So they're
Speaker 2: not really oh, like you said, they're seven year olds,
Speaker 2: like mentally, they're degraded. They just what do I want?
Speaker 2: I don't know, but I know that that might taste better?
Speaker 2: Can I try that ice cream? And I feel like
Speaker 2: that that's what social media does. But it also inflates
Speaker 2: their egos. So back in the day, you might have
Speaker 2: seen a ten out of ten one time, three four
Speaker 2: times in your life, never again. Now you get online
Speaker 2: and all the ten out of tens are there, just
Speaker 2: fucking sitting there showing you everything that they would never
Speaker 2: have shown you back in the day. They would have
Speaker 2: respected themselves. Back in the day been modest, and now
Speaker 2: there's just a plethora of women trying to outdo each
Speaker 2: other because that's what men are. They're creatures that compare
Speaker 2: with each other and compete with each other. So now
Speaker 2: it's just so to another level. Back in the day,
Speaker 2: they would compete with their neighbors' wives to be sexier
Speaker 2: than their neighbors so their husbands are happier. Now it's like, no,
Speaker 2: I need to be sexier than every woman in the world,
Speaker 2: and that means that I get a thousand people texting
Speaker 2: me a day. So I feel like that is one
Speaker 2: of the fundamental reasons why social media is degrading the
Speaker 2: mentality of women in general.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I think there's a potential delusion or false
Speaker 1: understanding of what their value is, like, you know, if
Speaker 1: you want to rate it on a five, you know,
Speaker 1: like a one to ten scale. I think they're shooting
Speaker 1: above their means sometimes because the guy will owe their standards,
Speaker 1: but they're not there forever like you're saying, like they
Speaker 1: hit at ones thing, but because you know, whatever they
Speaker 1: call the chads, you know, with the guys on the
Speaker 1: upper tier will do that and they've and so the
Speaker 1: women's gotten a few in her in her repertoire, she
Speaker 1: then thinks that she's of this this level. And what
Speaker 1: what I find interesting is that they don't. They have
Speaker 1: never in any in any of my lifetime. Like I've
Speaker 1: known people that have been driven. I know people who
Speaker 1: have had ambitions and goals, but when it comes to
Speaker 1: the actual relationship, I've never known any female not maybe
Speaker 1: I'm wrong, but it's you know, that has actually brought
Speaker 1: anything else to the table besides themselves. So it's not
Speaker 1: like they're what are you contributing? They want you to
Speaker 1: figure all that out and there then they'll just they'll
Speaker 1: just show up and and they think that there's a
Speaker 1: value there that's superior to yours, even though you're the
Speaker 1: one that makes their life possible.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so that brings back to.
Speaker 1: The exists they be in the fucking gutter, you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So that brings it back to the feminism movement
Speaker 2: in general. So back in the day, women deserve that
Speaker 2: over inflated ego because they were loyal and obedience and
Speaker 2: they listened to their man, and they dressed appropriately, and
Speaker 2: they didn't have guy friends and they didn't have to
Speaker 2: go out and club every single day, so they had
Speaker 2: the right and the authority to have expectations. My man's
Speaker 2: going to do these things for me because I do
Speaker 2: these things for them. And women have kind of gotten
Speaker 2: to a point because of the feminist movement where they
Speaker 2: expect men to act like they did back in the
Speaker 2: day while also not having to be the woman that
Speaker 2: that man deserve. Right, you don't deserve the treatment that
Speaker 2: you're getting. You don't deserve to ask them that, oh, well,
Speaker 2: he should still pay my bills, but my money's my money. No,
Speaker 2: if you've got a job and you need that job
Speaker 2: for your independence, and you should be paying half the bills.
Speaker 2: If not, then you shouldn't be working a job, or
Speaker 2: you shouldn't be with me, because at the end of
Speaker 2: the day, like I'm big, look man, I'm big on consistency.
Speaker 2: And as much as I like talking about how much
Speaker 2: a woman's supposed to do, I also know what a
Speaker 2: man's supposed to do and what a man should expect
Speaker 2: if a man is providing and protecting, and a man
Speaker 2: is the sole reason why a woman doesn't have to
Speaker 2: worry about anything. That is when he has the authority
Speaker 2: to take command and tell a woman what she has
Speaker 2: to do, but a lot of men. That brings it
Speaker 2: back to what I said earlier about weak men. Nowadays,
Speaker 2: weak men want to have and it's just reverse. It's
Speaker 2: on both sides. Weak men want to have women that
Speaker 2: were back in the day, but they don't want to
Speaker 2: provide what is necessary to have a woman like that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and so the constant state that women put most
Speaker 1: men in is the sense that they're not ever doing enough.
Speaker 1: So these are the guys that actually are doing all
Speaker 1: the providing, but they will never give them the satisfaction
Speaker 1: of gratitude or appreciation. So it makes them constantly chase
Speaker 1: the carrot on the stick, and they don't have respect
Speaker 1: for the man because in their mind they've gone so
Speaker 1: far out of whack that they think that this is
Speaker 1: all deserve. Sure, they deserve all this, and this is
Speaker 1: the bare minimum and it's therefore it's not so much
Speaker 1: that they're just making them feel like they're not doing
Speaker 1: enough because they wanted to continue, but they actually believe
Speaker 1: They end up believing that they're not doing enough because
Speaker 1: they always want more, and that's a sickness.
Speaker 2: And so what I say to that is, yeah, you
Speaker 2: got to break up with them. So what a lot
Speaker 2: of people don't understand, and this is just my philosophy
Speaker 2: on it, but you should not settle for less than
Speaker 2: you deserve. And everybody that brings it back to like
Speaker 2: men settling for less just so they can get the
Speaker 2: kitty cat. If your woman is not treating you appropriately
Speaker 2: and she is not giving you the energy that you
Speaker 2: know you deserve, then dropper, you should not be so
Speaker 2: focused on kittikat that that is more important than your
Speaker 2: own health, your own mental safety, and your own joy
Speaker 2: and happiness. Are you really telling me that pussy is
Speaker 2: more important than happiness? I would hate waking up. And then,
Speaker 2: on top of that, to have women nowadays who go
Speaker 2: I'll give it to you when I feel like, fuck no,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go find the person that'll give it to me. Look,
Speaker 2: I've been the chad that you referred to when your
Speaker 2: gang banging in the streets. Women are obsessed with you.
Speaker 2: And let me tell you, now I'm celibate and now
Speaker 2: I love rejecting women. Now, bro getting women is the
Speaker 2: easiest thing in the world once you have the confidence
Speaker 2: put together, and once you know even if you're a bomb,
Speaker 2: even if you bro I was pulling. I was pulling
Speaker 2: forty five year old women with kids my age as
Speaker 2: a homeless man with nothing in my pocket, and they
Speaker 2: were business women. So like, it's never really about anything
Speaker 2: other than how you present yourself and who you are
Speaker 2: as a man. Do not settle for less, because I
Speaker 2: promise you, if you drop a girl, she's gonna real quick.
Speaker 2: Get with the program. Oh shit, I just lost everything.
Speaker 2: I okay, daddy, I can listen. That woman I just
Speaker 2: referred to still text me to this day, even though
Speaker 2: I haven't talked to her in four years, because she
Speaker 2: is obsessed with the energy that I gave her. And
Speaker 2: it's because I never allowed myself to settle for less.
Speaker 2: I don't need you before you need.
Speaker 1: Me, and you didn't give too much. I think this
Speaker 1: is the other problem that men have, that they make
Speaker 1: the mistake even if they don't quote unquote simp, they oversaturate,
Speaker 1: they don't have time apart, they don't they don't like
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't know. Maybe it was even you
Speaker 1: that made this point. I know I've heard it recently
Speaker 1: that men grow attached when there's togetherness. Women have that
Speaker 1: sense of longing from being a part. So you can't
Speaker 1: be there constantly all the time. And here's the funny.
Speaker 1: I want to add another thing to that. A lot
Speaker 1: of times women come to come to a relationship and
Speaker 1: they tell you all of their problems. Being men are
Speaker 1: problem solvers. We figure stuff out. That's our nature. I
Speaker 1: think even when we have hard times, like you're like
Speaker 1: if we lose our home or whatever, I think there's
Speaker 1: a part of us that actually gets excited about the
Speaker 1: adventure of doing dads or doing guy stuff, like you're
Speaker 1: finding out a new way to do life. And I
Speaker 1: think that's actually kind of like gets keeps us going
Speaker 1: and gets us like, you know, excited. It's it's kind
Speaker 1: of a weird thing, like bad things are happening, but
Speaker 1: we can live off a fucking cold Ramen and hot
Speaker 1: dog water. So we're good.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we're good. No, that's that's an actual perfect point.
Speaker 1: And when they come to us with problems, we make
Speaker 1: the mistake that when we were younger, that that means
Speaker 1: we're supposed to fix them. Come to find out, as
Speaker 1: you mature, they never wanted solutions. They just wanted to
Speaker 1: bitch about it so that they could it could be said,
Speaker 1: and none resolved because so that's not that's that's the
Speaker 1: breaking point with men who are logical, who think, if
Speaker 1: there's a problem, we go from one end to the
Speaker 1: other and we fix it. And when you try to
Speaker 1: do that, they get resentful. They don't want you to
Speaker 1: meddle with them, you know what I mean. They don't
Speaker 1: want you to even to interfere. You're interfering with their
Speaker 1: with their thing.
Speaker 2: It's so funny, and I feel, I feel that's the
Speaker 2: type of woman that kind of grew up without the
Speaker 2: father that you were mentioning, because I mean, at the
Speaker 2: end of the day, that's just gross behavior. But you
Speaker 2: make a valid point on neglecting them. I can't tell
Speaker 2: you how many, how often me myself, but just in
Speaker 2: my own situation I've seen physically with my own eyes recently,
Speaker 2: like there are so many women in relationships with men
Speaker 2: that they do nothing but complain about all the time,
Speaker 2: and they're still in there. They're still in the relationship. Oh,
Speaker 2: my man doesn't do anything. He ignores me all day
Speaker 2: and plays video games all day and he doesn't do anything.
Speaker 2: But they love it. They're obsessed with it. They love
Speaker 2: being neglected. They love feeling like you have something else
Speaker 2: going on. They love feeling like they're not the only
Speaker 2: thing that's on your mind. They like feeling like an accessory.
Speaker 2: Women like feeling like an accessory.
Speaker 1: It's like a cat, right, the cat that catches the mouse.
Speaker 1: The mouse is not as interesting anymore because he knows
Speaker 1: he's got it caught. If you're constantly doing everything and
Speaker 1: then some you are being a good person, but you're
Speaker 1: also oversaturating the relationship and you're not giving that time apart.
Speaker 1: And I think I think if they're on the chase
Speaker 1: or they don't always feels secure enough in the relationship
Speaker 1: to whether they're not sure if you're gonna go someplace,
Speaker 1: that's what keeps it going. And it's like, I mean,
Speaker 1: it's you have to come to that realization with a
Speaker 1: lot of the wopmen. And what's funny about the dad
Speaker 1: part is that we actually become and this is why
Speaker 1: they have they dump their their their male hatred on
Speaker 1: whomever happens to be the one closest to them is
Speaker 1: because if the if you think about it, if the
Speaker 1: dad was present, he probably never corrected them very often.
Speaker 1: He was very kind and sweet to them because he's
Speaker 1: a dad. Dads have a harder time trying to relate
Speaker 1: to their daughters most of the time, and so there's
Speaker 1: a there's a there's a gentle hand there, but also
Speaker 1: what's the dad do. He's paying all the bills. So
Speaker 1: if you're gonna be, if you're gonna be with the guy,
Speaker 1: you're gonna expect him to take on that role of
Speaker 1: dad in a way when it comes to all your
Speaker 1: needs are met.
Speaker 2: Now.
Speaker 1: The difference here is that when it's a father and
Speaker 1: a daughter, there's no expectation of anything else from that.
Speaker 1: So what's happening now is that women who are now
Speaker 1: no longer understanding the traditional that means you give and
Speaker 1: provide with the male needs, which isn't a lot, just
Speaker 1: he just needs you, you know, when he needs it,
Speaker 1: and when you withhold that or you don't you know,
Speaker 1: I don't know, clean the house that you're given, or
Speaker 1: you know, take care of the kids that you've had,
Speaker 1: then there's a problem. There's a big problem, because you're
Speaker 1: not even attempting to earn your place in the world
Speaker 1: under God, in God's own eyes, let alone with him,
Speaker 1: with your man.
Speaker 2: And the way that I feel about that, well you
Speaker 2: might not like the answer, but again that I feel
Speaker 2: it comes back to weak men. Weak men accepting less
Speaker 2: to be able to have the women that they have,
Speaker 2: because yeah, back in the day, and I'm going to
Speaker 2: keep saying back in the day, because like, yes, you
Speaker 2: treat your daughter like a princess. But back in the day,
Speaker 2: there was still an understanding of what a woman's supposed
Speaker 2: to be because there was still a mother there showing
Speaker 2: her that role. But now we live in a society
Speaker 2: where there is weak men who will accept their woman
Speaker 2: not having womanly duties because they want to be able
Speaker 2: to get the kiddi cat. Then they have kids with
Speaker 2: these people, they have a woman that controls the situation.
Speaker 2: She is not teaching the daughter how to be a woman,
Speaker 2: and the man is not teaching anything because well, he's
Speaker 2: just this is my baby. I gotta spoil her. And
Speaker 2: on top of that, I'm falling into all of these
Speaker 2: societal norms that I have to accept now or else
Speaker 2: my wife's might divorce me or not get me pussy
Speaker 2: this week. And now we just have these women who
Speaker 2: grow up without those understandings. Because again, I mean, it
Speaker 2: all starts with the men. Like, yes, the Jews can
Speaker 2: make movements, just like the CIA can put crack in
Speaker 2: certain communities. But at the end of the day, like
Speaker 2: you can't blame the system, Like we can look at
Speaker 2: that and understand he motherfucker, we know it's you. But
Speaker 2: at the end of the day, we still have to
Speaker 2: understand that we are responsible for making it not happen.
Speaker 2: We have to understand we should be doing better. And
Speaker 2: I actually made a video on this exact topic a
Speaker 2: few days ago, talking about how men need to step
Speaker 2: up and actually teach their daughters how to be how
Speaker 2: to be women. You teach your son how to be
Speaker 2: a man. You still tell your son, Yeah, you still
Speaker 2: tell your son that you have to be a provider,
Speaker 2: you have to be a protector, you have to treat
Speaker 2: a woman right. Yet you're no longer having anything for
Speaker 2: a woman to understand how to be a woman. And
Speaker 2: now they're growing up masculine. Now they're talking back. Now
Speaker 2: they think that they have a place, not realizing that
Speaker 2: place was allowed by a man.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you know, when's so, there's a lot of
Speaker 1: different things that can happen with this father daughter dynamic.
Speaker 1: It could be and I've known this to happen where
Speaker 1: the father was never even told because the mother kept
Speaker 1: it a secret when she is pregnant, and then he
Speaker 1: finds out later and he's just as pissed because he
Speaker 1: wanted he would have wanted it to have been apart.
Speaker 1: So there's that aspect. There's also the you know, hit
Speaker 1: and runs, so you just never know anyway, but when
Speaker 1: you are in a relationship with already a corrupted female
Speaker 1: figure a lot of times, and I've actually seen this
Speaker 1: in my own family. We have a big Italian family.
Speaker 1: You know, my grandmother was amazing to me, amazing to
Speaker 1: all of us, but she put my grandfather through hell
Speaker 1: and it was super super sensitive and very I want
Speaker 1: to say violent, but it's more like hostile reaction to
Speaker 1: any time my grandfather would discipline their youngest, the son.
Speaker 1: She had two daughters and one son. So and I
Speaker 1: saw this pattern with all the women in in my
Speaker 1: family that it was the son that the mother protects
Speaker 1: like hostile, very hostile, like jump out in front. And
Speaker 1: what what that does is it it destroys the the
Speaker 1: the the opportunity to teach and to guide because if
Speaker 1: the if another parent is opposing you and they jump
Speaker 1: out in front, that destroys that bond that you could
Speaker 1: have had with your son. It destroys the message that
Speaker 1: you were going to try to relay, and the and
Speaker 1: the and the lesson that could have been learned from
Speaker 1: that experience. They're actually robbing their son of mature maturity
Speaker 1: and growth because they're intervening, because they're constantly swooping down
Speaker 1: like a freaking vulture or whatever. And you know, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean.
Speaker 2: So and I find that, fortunately, I feel like that
Speaker 2: is something that should be addressed before even having kids.
Speaker 2: So a lot of these problems derive again from men
Speaker 2: accepting more or than they should be from any type
Speaker 2: of situation, right like putting up with it the way
Speaker 2: I feel about it, stop dealing with them. They'll either
Speaker 2: get with the program or they'll die alone.
Speaker 1: If it's hard to be able to forecast what the
Speaker 1: what the dynamic is going to be once the once
Speaker 1: you have a child ahead of time, you know, because
Speaker 1: that does actually change a lot. I remember when my
Speaker 1: my situation, we were fucking like rabbits and then we
Speaker 1: had a donor and things change, they slowly. But now
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, it's not even a leverage tool anymore,
Speaker 1: because I could care less. You know, It's like, but
Speaker 1: but there is this thing that's actually happening here where
Speaker 1: you know, there's like a narcissism. And this is why
Speaker 1: I wanted to get into this a little bit where
Speaker 1: their their own trauma is their own damage. And this
Speaker 1: is why I I just wish I wasn't so I
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm a good person. I'm a good guy.
Speaker 1: But that's not a a good thing to be because
Speaker 1: when somebody says that their life has been like this, this, that,
Speaker 1: and you say to yourself, well, I'm stable enough, I
Speaker 1: can make sure that that doesn't that your life is
Speaker 1: better after this, So that should fix everything, right, No,
Speaker 1: it doesn't fix everything just because things are better, because
Speaker 1: these people will self sabotage. They will they will sabotage
Speaker 1: the family life. They will constantly challenge it to see
Speaker 1: how strong it is and see where the breaking points are,
Speaker 1: and they will do everything that they can to prove
Speaker 1: to you that they probably some of the things that
Speaker 1: they talked about in their past, they probably brought that
Speaker 1: on themselves, you know. And it sucks because when I
Speaker 1: talk about the narcissism, like people that talk about traumas
Speaker 1: or abuse or something like that, run away, run away,
Speaker 1: don't try to be the chivalrous one, because you don't
Speaker 1: know how many layers of like damage there's going to
Speaker 1: be to where they can't be rational thinkers anymore. And
Speaker 1: if that's the case, if they're in that situation, if
Speaker 1: they're in that mental state, sometimes you won't even know
Speaker 1: until because the one thing about narcissist is they can
Speaker 1: act all a long time and be very convincing right
Speaker 1: up until they have another thing to leverage. And in
Speaker 1: the case of having a child, that's the leverage because
Speaker 1: if you want to be part of their lives, you're
Speaker 1: not going to kick them out because then the mom
Speaker 1: will take the child too. Pretty fucked up. What happened,
Speaker 1: I'll we lost them. We'll see if he comes back.
Speaker 1: Let's tape pass back in. I will see what happens. Well, anyway,
Speaker 1: I was gonna get let them talk to morning, get
Speaker 1: done to this. We're gonna just gonna wrap it up anyway.
Speaker 1: But uh, let's hope that uh it was just a
Speaker 1: phone thing because I didn't see him press a button.
Speaker 1: That's where they just faded away right at that point,
Speaker 1: because I was done at that might. I just wanted
Speaker 1: to get that part off my chest. And then we
Speaker 1: wanted to get it. I wanted to talk about Nick Fuentes.
Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about this whole looks Maxing thing.
Speaker 1: That's where we were headed next. But uh, I don't know.
Speaker 1: Let's see where it comes from. Let's see if we
Speaker 1: get him back or maybe not. Oh there he is, awesome,
Speaker 1: he's back. All right, awesome, cool.
Speaker 2: But you were talking about narcissism. Sorry about that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I was done pretty much. I would just
Speaker 1: kind of bring up that point like that. There's there's
Speaker 1: manipulations that are had. So Macoma gave you a wave
Speaker 1: to say hello back.
Speaker 2: Thank I appreciate it, Thank you for that. Uh so
Speaker 2: pretty much. I mean, people really don't like my opinion
Speaker 2: on this man, But I say, we're the men. We're
Speaker 2: the ones that are in control. We're the ones that
Speaker 2: have always had the power, and we're the ones that
Speaker 2: continue to have the power. So it's really up to us.
Speaker 2: We have the responsibility of telling women what shit is
Speaker 2: and what shit ain't. At the end of the day,
Speaker 2: you're the ones that have the money, and if they're
Speaker 2: going to be narcissistic, then they can get the fuck out.
Speaker 2: All right. Look, I'm not going to deal with this.
Speaker 2: I these are what I expect from you, and this
Speaker 2: is exactly what you do. I've sat down many of
Speaker 2: women and told them this, this is what you this
Speaker 2: is what I expect out of you. You're either going
Speaker 2: to do it or you're not. But I know that
Speaker 2: my wife is going to So if you can't handle it,
Speaker 2: I'm going to find the person that well and they'll
Speaker 2: get their shit together. Go ahead.
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, I've I've dropped things in days
Speaker 1: and weeks most of the time throughout my life and
Speaker 1: never was really even interested. But when I when I
Speaker 1: was getting at with like the daughter dynamic, here is
Speaker 1: I grew up with one parent mom because miche had
Speaker 1: a divorce when I was three, and my first memories
Speaker 1: are them fighting in front of me. So regardless of
Speaker 1: if you know that memory has been warped through time
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, that is still the memory that
Speaker 1: I have. So I always I always said, you know,
Speaker 1: and I said it to her. I was like, you know,
Speaker 1: if ever we're going to argue and you have a problem,
Speaker 1: take it off to the side, don't do it in
Speaker 1: front of her. But this narcissist in her knows that
Speaker 1: that will even if it traumatizes our daughter, it's going
Speaker 1: to let Ridge because now she can drive that wedge
Speaker 1: between us. Now here's the issue. Because I grew up
Speaker 1: without both parents. I don't want to do that to
Speaker 1: her because I don't want. First of all, I know
Speaker 1: that I could win custody, but that would destroy her,
Speaker 1: my daughter, and that makes more. That means more to me.
Speaker 1: So we basically live, we occupy the same house, but
Speaker 1: we're not like you know what I mean. But that
Speaker 1: also means I'm still paying the fucking bills because I'm
Speaker 1: paying it for my daughter, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: So there's there's a couple of different things that Trust me, dude,
Speaker 1: I'm I've been mentally checked out for probably eight of
Speaker 1: the ten years have been together, and I've done my
Speaker 1: own thing, you know. Just I haven't gone to like,
Speaker 1: you know, an extreme and like found another whole person
Speaker 1: I don't have. I'd rather focus on myself, you know.
Speaker 1: But it's yeah, just the thing that there is, like
Speaker 1: the selfishness. I could have this fixed in like a day, honestly,
Speaker 1: but that do to my daughter. And because I know
Speaker 1: how hard it was with me to wonder, you know,
Speaker 1: if our's if I was uh something with my What
Speaker 1: did I do to make it happen? You know, when
Speaker 1: you're a little kid, you think like that, even though
Speaker 1: it's irrational thinking. And then you're trying to figure out
Speaker 1: if you know, if it's even worth bothering dad to
Speaker 1: talk to him, because did I do anything impressive today
Speaker 1: to talk to tell him about? Is there something I
Speaker 1: you know, did I did I do him proud by
Speaker 1: the things I did today? Did I do anything that
Speaker 1: was worth mentioning? And then you know, it's like there's
Speaker 1: all these things that go through your head. I don't
Speaker 1: want her to have any of that. So I don't
Speaker 1: want her to ever feel that she has to choose,
Speaker 1: And I sure sell don't want to pull it because
Speaker 1: she's so attached to the other one. I don't want to.
Speaker 1: I don't. I would never want to do something that
Speaker 1: would break that up for the sake of winning, even
Speaker 1: though it would make me happy to be have her.
Speaker 1: So I just hear, I'm just here, and we're here,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. That's just the way it is.
Speaker 1: But the narcissistic part of it means that it's like
Speaker 1: she knows, damn will and I think there's actually a
Speaker 1: personality disorder thing going on here because of the trauma
Speaker 1: where any rational person would be able to take a
Speaker 1: second and say I need to talk to you instead
Speaker 1: of contradicting you in front of the daughter enshowing that
Speaker 1: there's there's there's a battle there. So the again, the
Speaker 1: lesson is lost, the teaching moment was lost, the chance
Speaker 1: to bond is lost in those times, and then dad's
Speaker 1: the bad guy because why is mom yelling?
Speaker 2: Yeah, So that kind of brings back to the point
Speaker 2: that I was trying to address, is like, if it's
Speaker 2: going to be that way anyways, then she's going to
Speaker 2: slowly manipulate the situation either way. So it's either let
Speaker 2: her manipulate, and then she still ends up having a
Speaker 2: preconceived notion based off of the manipulation, and you're unhappy
Speaker 2: and wasted all of your time during the process or
Speaker 2: doing what you know is good. Like I'm gonna use
Speaker 2: myself as a perfect example, I don't my baby mama
Speaker 2: is definitely brainwashing my daughter. My baby's mother was the
Speaker 2: type of person who would literally tell me to my face,
Speaker 2: your daughter doesn't even know who you are, she doesn't
Speaker 2: love you. And then when I pull up to grab
Speaker 2: her daddy and comes and gives me a hug. So
Speaker 2: I personally don't believe that, like you should deal or
Speaker 2: accept with less and put yourself into a point where
Speaker 2: you will Like, bro, I was just on a live
Speaker 2: stream a couple days ago, and we just helped save
Speaker 2: a forty five year old man's life because he just
Speaker 2: got divorced. Like called on the phone a couple days
Speaker 2: ago at the hotel that I'm in and he was
Speaker 2: just passing me while I was live and he was like,
Speaker 2: can I go to the store, Like can you take
Speaker 2: me to the store. I'll give you one hundred dollars,
Speaker 2: and like, we literally saved his life. But he's got
Speaker 2: five kids. He gave his entire life to this woman.
Speaker 2: And he was just showing me his kids and talking
Speaker 2: about them and talking about his mental state and what
Speaker 2: he's gonna do and what he plans I'm doing, And
Speaker 2: I talked him out of it, and I talked him down.
Speaker 2: But the point is why, like he said the same
Speaker 2: thing I didn't. I've been trying to do better. I've
Speaker 2: been doing everything that I have to. I've been staying
Speaker 2: with it for the kids. But like now you're at
Speaker 2: a point where it all meant nothing. Now you're at
Speaker 2: a point where you did everything you were supposed to
Speaker 2: and it's still fixed nothing.
Speaker 1: Well, I don't know what resolution here. I just want
Speaker 1: to be here long enough so that my daughter doesn't
Speaker 1: get I don't get cut out of her life, and
Speaker 1: that I this, this is my choice for the moment,
Speaker 1: and something else comes along, Like if I find a
Speaker 1: nice cougar who wants to be wants to be a cool,
Speaker 1: cool mother figure to her and you know, and she
Speaker 1: can handle her own assets on her own, and then
Speaker 1: we're good. But you know, there's other there's other elements
Speaker 1: when you when you deal with people that are you know,
Speaker 1: up and down all the time. There's good times and
Speaker 1: there's bad and it's just a mental manipulation to do
Speaker 1: the seesaw thing. But also there's the the business and
Speaker 1: she helps out with that, like you know, internet orders
Speaker 1: and labeling and all that stuff and getting of out
Speaker 1: packaging and stuff like that. So there's there's there's a
Speaker 1: purpose there. And then all the things he does for
Speaker 1: my daughter, you know that that comes with a there's
Speaker 1: a value to that too, you know. So I can
Speaker 1: do this in a very like transactional way, you know,
Speaker 1: or or a you know, like a co worker type
Speaker 1: of type of mindset, you know what I mean, like
Speaker 1: we're both working on the same project type of deal.
Speaker 2: Have you ever tried, because I mean, the first thing
Speaker 2: I always recommend, even though I'm saying what I'm saying,
Speaker 2: I am. I'm a big communicator at heart. That's how
Speaker 2: I end up having stalkers is because I do treat
Speaker 2: people amazingly, but I'm a big communicator. So I've you
Speaker 2: ever tried talking about counseling, because I do always recommend
Speaker 2: counseling about anything else. But if you've tried counseling and
Speaker 2: the behavior still doesn't get better, then at that point,
Speaker 2: I'm like, wash my hands.
Speaker 1: No, I don't need I don't mean to. This is
Speaker 1: an exaggeration. I am literally dealing with somebody who has
Speaker 1: a like an actual demon inside them, and that demon
Speaker 1: changes her personality multiple times. So this is something thing
Speaker 1: like the narcissist park allows the rest of the world
Speaker 1: to see one side and it's like the perfect perfect
Speaker 1: picture and you're the one that knows better. And the
Speaker 1: way she displays herself to others means that who knows
Speaker 1: what she's saying about you. But if she ever wants
Speaker 1: to play that card, they already all think she's the perfect,
Speaker 1: you know person. So of course if there's a problem,
Speaker 1: people are naturally because they don't know who I am,
Speaker 1: gonna think that it's money that it's coming from. It's
Speaker 1: it's a you know what I mean. So the friend base,
Speaker 1: like we have a lot of like homeschool mom friends
Speaker 1: and stuff like that. Then you know all the cool,
Speaker 1: you know, involved types of people who are very well
Speaker 1: involved with their families. She's got a lot of friends
Speaker 1: in that area. So that's it would be very strange
Speaker 1: if oh, there's a problem, Well, what did he do?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 1: That would be the that would be the attitude.
Speaker 2: What did he do?
Speaker 1: But I don't even I'm not even considered about any
Speaker 1: of that. But as far as like, you know, the
Speaker 1: counseling thing, she manipulates that situation too. That isn't truthful
Speaker 1: to that, and everybody has a different perception of it
Speaker 1: because you know, she's gonna the manipulation of that to
Speaker 1: know what people want to hear, to make the her
Speaker 1: projection of who they are, you know, to be to
Speaker 1: look a certain way, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: So yeah, I understand that. Man. My baby mama was
Speaker 2: the same way. And and I ended up having to
Speaker 2: get into about five or six different street fights because
Speaker 2: random men were coming up to me on the streets,
Speaker 2: Hey are you chili? And well they would call me
Speaker 2: by my Facebook name, which anytime somebody calls me by
Speaker 2: my Facebook name, I know they don't know me because
Speaker 2: it's not my real name. So they called me by
Speaker 2: my Facebook name every single time. I'd be like, who
Speaker 2: is you? And it always just be straight, all right,
Speaker 2: now we're getting down, but like I get it, I
Speaker 2: get it, but I'm still I'm six foot one.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, my stepson's five eleven. My dad's six foot two,
Speaker 1: and my dad's six foot two, and my mother was
Speaker 1: five foot one, and I'm happy as a joe. Pashi,
Speaker 1: I'm five to five. I'm good. You know, I've never
Speaker 1: had any issues. I like, I'm always told that the
Speaker 1: smaller people live longer, so that might be a positive too.
Speaker 1: My great grandfather was one hundred years old. It's whatever,
Speaker 1: you know. But my is like Lithuanian and German, like
Speaker 1: they have a little bit of Lithuinian but German Irish
Speaker 1: in them, and they're all like my great graand my
Speaker 1: great grandfather when he was younger, I think was at
Speaker 1: least six foot, but his sons were six five sixty six,
Speaker 1: all in that area. But it's just funny because it's
Speaker 1: like the generational thing. As soon as they hit that
Speaker 1: the Italian jeans of a five foot one person, I
Speaker 1: became five to five.
Speaker 2: Okay, man, honestly, you aren't missing much. My back hurts,
Speaker 2: I got scoliosis. I'm crooked. Being tall ain't woded, it
Speaker 2: seems to be. I'd rather be shorter, honestly. Shit.
Speaker 1: Well yeah, and when I me at the gym, know,
Speaker 1: because it's it's on a smaller frame. It's not a
Speaker 1: stretched out they muscles look bigger. I might not be stronger,
Speaker 1: but I look bigger.
Speaker 2: I have a set of twins that were really close
Speaker 2: friends of mine, and they're like literally four foot six,
Speaker 2: four foot seven, but they are the stockiest, most built
Speaker 2: motherfuckers you'll ever see. They just be walking with or
Speaker 2: they don't. God, I'm like, crazy, bro crazy. I love
Speaker 2: them the death though.
Speaker 1: Four six What are they like the jockeys?
Speaker 2: They do?
Speaker 1: They ride horses for a living or what?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Pretty much? Yeah, like maybe maybe five, No, definitely like
Speaker 2: four six. They wouldn't even be able to see over
Speaker 2: a car like their sedan they'd have. They're like half
Speaker 2: the sedan.
Speaker 1: So meaning bike to them is just a bike.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, they love the pocket, they love the pocket rockets.
Speaker 1: That's lunny, that's funny. So what do you think of
Speaker 1: Let's see, I wanted to throw a couple of ideas
Speaker 1: out here, like this idea of look max looks bax
Speaker 1: and where you think it comes from in the psychological aspect,
Speaker 1: and what do you like? There's like people like Clavicular
Speaker 1: who's made it popular.
Speaker 2: Look smack sing Have you heard of it? It's term
Speaker 2: refer to the process of maximizing one on physical attractive
Speaker 2: That is corny as hell.
Speaker 1: R it is feminine as hell. But this from the manisphere.
Speaker 1: And then these guys have been instead of saying skincare
Speaker 1: because that sounds feminine, they'll call it skin matching. When
Speaker 1: they're doing putting cream on their face or they'll put
Speaker 1: needles in their eyes to make them puffy. They'll did
Speaker 1: they do this and look up bone smashing, Look up
Speaker 1: bone smashing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I've seen that. I've seen bone smashing. I didn't
Speaker 2: know that's what it was pertaining to look. So I
Speaker 2: believe that you should be able to enhance your features.
Speaker 2: But just like a woman, if you have to do
Speaker 2: anything outside of just working out or like doing stuff,
Speaker 2: then then you know, yeah, like what are you doing
Speaker 2: like that, that's not a part of your DNA ructure.
Speaker 2: Your kid's gonna come out looking fugly as ship and
Speaker 2: they're gonna be like I thought, I thought he was attractive, Like, no,
Speaker 2: he's a fucking genetically modified himself, Like you're not a
Speaker 2: fucking no.
Speaker 1: No, I don't believe exactly. It's Falts advertising, but women
Speaker 1: have been doing it forever with the makeup and stuffing.
Speaker 1: But you find that stuff out before you go too far.
Speaker 1: If you're a dude and you've had jaw surgery, this
Speaker 1: is what these guys are gonna do. They've had limb
Speaker 1: lengthening surgery. Some of them, they've had jaw surgeries to
Speaker 1: get a certain look so they look more like, Uh,
Speaker 1: I guess, like what's his name? Uh, what's what was
Speaker 1: his name? Goddamn it? Uh? One of the he's a
Speaker 1: bodybuilder that died. I forgot No, it's it's skipping. But
Speaker 1: like like the chad the chad face right, uh, just
Speaker 1: to get that, or they mew this thing called mewing
Speaker 1: sounds gay as hell, but they like try to make
Speaker 1: their job muscles stronger. But all these things are like
Speaker 1: augmentations that they were gonna like when you have the child,
Speaker 1: the woman's gonna feel like she got, you know, sold
Speaker 1: the bad sale of goods because the child is not
Speaker 1: going to have all those masculine features at all. It's
Speaker 1: you can't just augment yourself like that and be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's like you wouldn't expect a I don't know. I
Speaker 1: don't even know how to I don't even know how
Speaker 1: to categorize that. But if anyone thinks that's not feminine,
Speaker 1: I don't know how they don't think that's feminine. Like
Speaker 1: these guys are like taking steroids at like fifteen, sixteen
Speaker 1: years old. Uh cli at fourteen, like you tank. Your
Speaker 1: people don't realize this when you start screwing with that shit.
Speaker 1: When you start injecting, you have to do replacement therapy
Speaker 1: for life because it doesn't come back, it doesn't start
Speaker 1: working and producing itself like it used to. And you
Speaker 1: could have all kinds of imbounces. You could grow tts.
Speaker 2: You know, man, I know an eighteen year old. I
Speaker 2: know an eighteen year old that literally does that. He'll
Speaker 2: take the gas station pills too, the fucking worst ones.
Speaker 2: He'll go buy rhinos to boost his testosterone and shit
Speaker 2: like that, like not even using it to fuck, but
Speaker 2: he'll buy like blue shoes. He's eighteen, nineteen years old,
Speaker 2: buy blue shoes to have sex with people. It's like,
Speaker 2: I tried telling them, bro, that stuff is meant for
Speaker 2: when you're older. You're filling your body with testosterone and
Speaker 2: all these different things, and you're overwhelming your body. So
Speaker 2: when you get to the age where you're gonna need
Speaker 2: those things, they're not even gonna work. Yeah, you're gonna
Speaker 2: be sitting. Yeah, absolutely fucking But at least you had
Speaker 2: your twenties where you look like a fucking chad. Like
Speaker 2: now you look like a like a thirty eight year
Speaker 2: old baby, Like what the fuck?
Speaker 1: And then, oh my god, dude, every time I see
Speaker 1: a like a transit what do you call it? Before
Speaker 1: and after pictures? Transitioning means something different these days, so
Speaker 1: it's hard to use that word when you see like, okay,
Speaker 1: they started at seventeen sixteens taking steroids, which is all awful.
Speaker 1: They haven't even gone through their they haven't even hit
Speaker 1: their genetic potential yet, they haven't even seen what's gonna
Speaker 1: happen during puberty. They just freaking hijacked the whole goddamn experience.
Speaker 1: Like when I was in my early twenties, I could
Speaker 1: put on muscle like crazy, and I still kind of
Speaker 1: came like, it's I'm a hyper responder. Why would I
Speaker 1: want to fuck all that up if I was getting
Speaker 1: it naturally to the point where then I would have
Speaker 1: to inject it if I wanted it to stay on me.
Speaker 1: It's so stupid. But okay, sixteen year old. Two years
Speaker 1: later you see them, they look like they're thirty five
Speaker 1: because the shit ages you. The stuff makes you look older.
Speaker 1: It's like taking years off your life. But it's not
Speaker 1: just you're gonna die sooner. It's like, no, you're gonna
Speaker 1: look like you're older because it's literally like rotting you
Speaker 1: on the vine.
Speaker 2: Yeah completely, I agree.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I couldn't like. The potential for you having
Speaker 1: to do home one replacement therapy or test TRT for
Speaker 1: the rest of your life is so high. I didn't
Speaker 1: realize that it was almost a one to one really,
Speaker 1: like pretty much everybody who gets who hops on gear
Speaker 1: for you know, a decent amount of time, will end
Speaker 1: up having to do that in order to maintain And
Speaker 1: that's just not cool. You're gonna beat that the rest
Speaker 1: of your life.
Speaker 2: So I'm looks Max and yeah, fuck no, I don't
Speaker 2: agree with it. Like, if you do that shit, that's
Speaker 2: corny as fuck. Like I again, working out making, if
Speaker 2: it's natural, do it, get yourself together. But if it's
Speaker 2: fucking smashing your face with a hammer or getting surgery,
Speaker 2: then like you should probably just find somebody who likes
Speaker 2: you for you instead of what you want to be,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I think it all is based off of, you know,
Speaker 1: manipulating people with insecurities too. I don't know if all
Speaker 1: of these people are really believing in what they do.
Speaker 1: I think they just know that there's an insecurity level
Speaker 1: here and that there's certain there's a certain uh what
Speaker 1: do you call it, generation or age group that before
Speaker 1: they even tried, they decided that they quit when it
Speaker 1: came to women, and they didn't want to be putting
Speaker 1: forth the efforts. So they want to just look so
Speaker 1: good that they don't have to talk. They want to
Speaker 1: look so good that they don't need a personality. They
Speaker 1: want to look so good that they don't need to
Speaker 1: cultivate themselves, you know. And that's like, it's like it's
Speaker 1: not a cheat code, especially when you think consider all
Speaker 1: the stuff that's involved. Like this clavicular guy, he said
Speaker 1: he wanted sunk in cheeks, so he started taking meth
Speaker 1: nineteen right now, and he's hanging out with like the
Speaker 1: tapes and freaking Nick Fuentez. There's another name for you.
Speaker 1: What do you What do you think of that guy,
Speaker 1: Nick Fuentes.
Speaker 2: Yeah, let's see make sure I'm talking about the right one,
Speaker 2: because it's like Nick Nick Shirley, like all these people.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Nick Suirley is a freaking plant. I hope everybody
Speaker 1: knows that that dude is a He's not a fed,
Speaker 1: but he's he's working for bad people. So he's always
Speaker 1: right in the right place for the story. And people
Speaker 1: talk to him who are hostile, violent towards everybody. So
Speaker 1: he's only talking to other actors in these crowds, Like
Speaker 1: this guy is pretending to be a He's all like
Speaker 1: I'm gonna kill, I'm gonna stab, I'm gonna stab but
Speaker 1: he's talking to the white guy with the camera like
Speaker 1: he's like their old buds. I'm like, come on, dude,
Speaker 1: that doesn't make any sense.
Speaker 2: So with Nick Fuentes, I mean, I haven't really seen
Speaker 2: anything about him other than him being off the walls bonkers.
Speaker 2: I'll see clips of him saying some arbitrary, random rage
Speaker 2: bait stuff, so I can't really make a judgment. I
Speaker 2: know that he's a Christian. Supposedly, he recently came out
Speaker 2: with something without the context. I don't want to speak
Speaker 2: on it, but about pedophilia and like fourteen year olds
Speaker 2: and seventeen year olds. Play that clip for you if
Speaker 2: you want to.
Speaker 1: There's more. I mean, he's also said that it was
Speaker 1: most certainly Tyler Robinson, which is completely ridiculous. Like every
Speaker 1: other every let's call it the is reelly in shadow
Speaker 1: government talking point. He's supposed to be this like white
Speaker 1: nationalist is what they bill him as.
Speaker 2: Orere.
Speaker 1: He's like this Christian nationalist or whatever. But every talk
Speaker 1: point that would be in support of the very thing
Speaker 1: that's destroying our country he agrees with. He agrees with
Speaker 1: all those things, and it's just it's just I think
Speaker 1: people are getting a they're getting they're getting screwed over
Speaker 1: a lot. They're putting their faith in the wrong things.
Speaker 1: All right, let's see, I gotta put it up here.
Speaker 1: This is a guy watching it. But I mean there's
Speaker 1: there's other ones in here that I could show you.
Speaker 1: Pedo thing. It's like a really kind of feeling.
Speaker 3: I don't want to be the one that has to
Speaker 3: say it, but I guess I'm being forced to say it.
Speaker 1: It's not really pedophilia. Okay, they weren't trafficking five year olds, no,
Speaker 1: but they were as young as eleven, and who knows
Speaker 1: what they were doing. That's not on the books. But
Speaker 1: what are you making What is he making a case
Speaker 1: for fourteen year old?
Speaker 2: So what what is that even referring to?
Speaker 3: Though?
Speaker 2: So what's that.
Speaker 1: Like? Like Jeffrey Epstein list and you know all the
Speaker 1: people that are on this list. It's like, did they
Speaker 1: really do anything bad? Because they're like in their forties
Speaker 1: and fifties and sixties having sex with teenagers. I'm like, yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: that's that's bad. But he's like, well, they weren't like that,
Speaker 1: it's not like they were five. I was like, you know,
Speaker 1: they probably disposed of some bodies too, but that's not
Speaker 1: going to be talked about. They they didn't just rape
Speaker 1: or have sex with these girls or boys anyway. Let's
Speaker 1: favorite was similar was like they were technically not legal.
Speaker 1: Big difference in my opinion.
Speaker 3: I know that's a controversial take, but that's not really
Speaker 3: the issue there.
Speaker 2: Right. So Yeah, obviously Nick Fuint is a bearded Nick
Speaker 2: foint ass fallen.
Speaker 1: He obviously is getting paid now, So I don't agree
Speaker 1: with that. I think he's always been He's been manufactured
Speaker 1: to play that role forever. And this is what because
Speaker 1: he you know, you establish trust, you get people to
Speaker 1: think that I saw picked up your video. You get
Speaker 1: you get this persona that you that you cultivate, and
Speaker 1: then after that you just drop your your your pills
Speaker 1: and there your poison pills or whatever you want to
Speaker 1: call them, to steer the people that respect you into
Speaker 1: your thinking or into the thinking that they want the
Speaker 1: people to have. So it's it's more like they it's
Speaker 1: a it's a whole thing. It's like a whole psychological operation.
Speaker 1: It's more like a cult of personality. Like once you
Speaker 1: trust the guy, you start accepting all the things that
Speaker 1: go along with that person. Even the things that don't
Speaker 1: make sense to you when when you hear them, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean. And it's like he's softening the
Speaker 1: blow of when, when and if they actually ever release
Speaker 1: any of the information. And to me, that's a that's
Speaker 1: a sick place to uh to be.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean most that's the ironic part. That's why
Speaker 2: I'm not right or left, because the left is just
Speaker 2: brain dead in general, and the right doesn't realize most
Speaker 2: of their the people they suck off or plants.
Speaker 1: Right, exactly, that's the exactly exactly. This guy's kind of funny.
Speaker 1: Sometimes it's say, I figure out if there's anything else
Speaker 1: up here? I had I had Nick on here a
Speaker 1: few times. But there's other things that he said recent
Speaker 1: have you? Do you know this guy that common explains
Speaker 1: there's some there's some good stuff that comes out of
Speaker 1: that guy. Oh, here we go.
Speaker 3: I know you said this show is for men, but
Speaker 3: I'm a thirty year old wman and no many girls
Speaker 3: they love the show from myself.
Speaker 1: So here he is giving him, you know, gassing himself
Speaker 1: because you know, this is all bullshit. People think that
Speaker 1: these are all organic things. And this is after a
Speaker 1: female fan sends a huge donation. Nick gets brutally honest
Speaker 1: about what he thinks women really feel about him. All bullshit,
Speaker 1: it's all false modesty. It's all just dumb shit. But
Speaker 1: I mean there's there's there's better, there's better examples of
Speaker 1: what a jackassd this kid is.
Speaker 3: I see a lot of people saying, huh, you want
Speaker 3: to annex Gri, this, Venezuela and Mexico.
Speaker 1: So let me get this straight.
Speaker 3: You want to deport all these Hispanics and then take
Speaker 3: their countries. I didn't say we're gonna let them vote.
Speaker 1: So he wants he's gonna not only are gonna take
Speaker 1: up the countries, but then not let them vote into
Speaker 1: their for their you know, their own future. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: have to, yeah, do it like this. Let's see.
Speaker 3: I see a lot of people saying, huh, you want
Speaker 3: to annex Gri, Venezuela and Mexico.
Speaker 1: So let me get this straight.
Speaker 3: You want to deport all these Hispanics and then take
Speaker 3: their countries. I didn't say we're gonna let them vote.
Speaker 1: Who said anything about that?
Speaker 3: Because I've legitimately seen that I'm going full imperialist.
Speaker 1: On the show. Do you know that they want certain
Speaker 1: especially the Oi vays they want certain minerals and certain
Speaker 1: uh other things in that terror in these territories. Greenland's
Speaker 1: got some other things that they want or and and
Speaker 1: so all these things that they're saying just seem to
Speaker 1: fall right into place as to what these Zionis bankers
Speaker 1: want and these and the corporatocracies want. And again he's
Speaker 1: putting his face on it and making it like, oh, yeah,
Speaker 1: America is just going to take everything. But America isn't
Speaker 1: a free country. It's not a nationalist place. It's not
Speaker 1: where freedom is expressed. It's we've been given that lie.
Speaker 1: But the first time you try to, you know, claim
Speaker 1: your rights, you find out just how much of a
Speaker 1: slave you are. And that's we don't want to impose
Speaker 1: that upon other people.
Speaker 3: Saying, take the oil, take Venezuela, take Mexico. And I
Speaker 3: see all these heritage Americans, They're like, now, boy, so
Speaker 3: Nick wants to deport all these Venezuelans and then take
Speaker 3: their country. It's like, bro, we don't got to let
Speaker 3: them vote. I didn't say we got to make them
Speaker 3: the fifty first state. They're a colony. What about colonialism?
Speaker 3: Don't you understand we're not going to give him the
Speaker 3: right to vote. We're just going to take their stuff.
Speaker 1: Jesus Christ.
Speaker 3: People say, oh boy, we're going to plan our flag
Speaker 3: and then what they're going to come and live over here? No, no,
Speaker 3: we'll have internal borders. They're not going to be a state.
Speaker 2: So what is he talking about? It? Because I stay
Speaker 2: out of politics. I'm more of a spiritual and mindset
Speaker 2: kind of guy. So what the is even talking about?
Speaker 1: He's literally talking about what you know that they took
Speaker 1: Maduro right like, they took a president out of his
Speaker 1: own country because he give up the mineral rights of
Speaker 1: all their oil and he was selling it to Iran
Speaker 1: and Russia, and so our country had a problem with
Speaker 1: that because because Israel had a problem with it because
Speaker 1: those are their quote unquote natural enemies or whatnot. So
Speaker 1: that's why they just freaking abducted a president and put
Speaker 1: one of their people is a Zionist friendly woman in
Speaker 1: large of Venezuela who's basically a puppet so that they
Speaker 1: can privatize their oil reserves and turn that country into
Speaker 1: shit while they siphon out all the wealth. So that's
Speaker 1: what they're doing in Venezuela. And he's like we just
Speaker 1: take their land. And he's like the same thing about Mexico.
Speaker 1: And then you know Greenland and Denmark, are you know
Speaker 1: Greenland in some other place where they were talking about
Speaker 1: also annexing for the for the United States, which in
Speaker 1: these terms don't mean the United States, they mean those
Speaker 1: who control the banks, because that's this is their plan
Speaker 1: for their expansionism. Venezuela doesn't currently have a central bank
Speaker 1: from the Rothschilds, but they will shortly, and that's kind
Speaker 1: of how it goes. We fight wars for that. Sometimes
Speaker 1: we do these things just take the guy and put
Speaker 1: in a puppet regime. He's playing his role. Karen says,
Speaker 1: he's playing his role. He's saying exactly what he's and
Speaker 1: hired to say and would make you want to smack
Speaker 1: him in the god in your life.
Speaker 2: Though.
Speaker 1: Yeah, hey man, I wanted to thank you for coming on.
Speaker 1: If you have any is there anything else you want
Speaker 1: to discuss? You want me to show any of your
Speaker 1: videos here? I got some of them in the list
Speaker 1: here too. They're good.
Speaker 2: If you If you want to show you said that
Speaker 2: real quick? Do you got to go something?
Speaker 1: No, no, no, no, I just I saw you stretching
Speaker 1: I thought, maybe you're just like, what else, what are
Speaker 1: we talking about now?
Speaker 2: Like?
Speaker 1: So I just was I was trying.
Speaker 2: To no, no, no, no. My phone is on seventeen, but
Speaker 2: I was gonna write it out until it died because
Speaker 2: I like the conversations that we're having.
Speaker 1: All right, man, cool, So we talked to you said
Speaker 1: something about the spiritual, So let's let's go that direction.
Speaker 1: Does that mean when you say spiritual, are you referring
Speaker 1: to a specific religion, a state of mind, a connection
Speaker 1: that you feel one on one with a higher purpose
Speaker 1: or is it very specifically through the book and what
Speaker 1: it says. Because to me, I'm not a I'm not
Speaker 1: the book guy, but I do have that one personal
Speaker 1: relationship with the benevolent Creator.
Speaker 2: So I recently actually got into the word. I've been
Speaker 2: reading the Word. But I don't believe in the Bible
Speaker 2: in the fullest sense, so I don't believe in organized
Speaker 2: religion in general, organized religion. I mean the church has
Speaker 2: never owned the Church has always owned the throne when
Speaker 2: it never should have, and you shouldn't be it's a
Speaker 2: whole thing.
Speaker 1: But basically, Jesus, if you want to if you really
Speaker 1: want to get technical, like the whole idea and concept
Speaker 1: of the organized religion was set up in the direct
Speaker 1: defiance of what Jesus thought.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was a hijacking, but so essentially God is real,
Speaker 2: the devil is real. Jesus did walk this earth, and
Speaker 2: that is what I know to be true. I have
Speaker 2: a personal connection with God, and you know, I don't
Speaker 2: want to speak too much on on what my purpose
Speaker 2: is or what I'm here for, but just know me
Speaker 2: and God have a very tight connection. And I don't
Speaker 2: I just don't believe in Christianity. I guess I don't
Speaker 2: bel in baptisms. I don't believe in saying Hail Mary's
Speaker 2: to somebody and then your sins are fucking forgiven. Like
Speaker 2: I don't believe in church. The only church I really
Speaker 2: vibe with our Methodist churches because they kind of mix
Speaker 2: spirituality and religion. And the last church I was at
Speaker 2: was a it's called Black Rock Formation. It's in Ohio,
Speaker 2: and that's a church I like because they embody Jesus.
Speaker 2: We never had a church we went to. We would
Speaker 2: always be out in the open, we'd be at parks,
Speaker 2: we'd be in public, and we'd just be preaching and
Speaker 2: the main focus is being like Jesus and walking like Jesus,
Speaker 2: and that is what I'm into. I'm into worshiping God
Speaker 2: for who they are. But I also believe that everything's connected,
Speaker 2: So I believe everybody's correct. If you want me to
Speaker 2: be honest, every religion is correct. They all just have
Speaker 2: a piece of the truth and they focus on that
Speaker 2: piece of the truth instead of focusing on the whole. Right,
Speaker 2: like Christianities have the Bible and they were there with Jesus,
Speaker 2: So Jesus, this means everything that's in here is true,
Speaker 2: and I mean no, a lot of it's true, but
Speaker 2: the best way to tell a lie is to sprinkle
Speaker 2: some truth. Then, And you got fucking Muslims and like, yeah, Muhammad,
Speaker 2: all this shit, like you got Indians and in the chakras,
Speaker 2: which do exist, You've got spiritual people are like it's
Speaker 2: all vibrations and energies, which it also isn't wrong, but
Speaker 2: it's only that way because God makes it in frequencies.
Speaker 2: Is I mean, you praying to God as a frequency
Speaker 2: and an energy. So it's like every religion is connected,
Speaker 2: but they all focus on the one piece of their
Speaker 2: religion that's correct and go no you're wrong because I'm correct.
Speaker 1: And that's the funny part too, because a lot of
Speaker 1: times they're saying the same thing, but it's there there.
Speaker 1: They've only been taught to be able to think about
Speaker 1: it in a certain way, so they're a comprehension level
Speaker 1: the layers of how things mean, you know this, And
Speaker 1: also that they can't do that because they feel like
Speaker 1: they're going I think it's their own ignorance that makes
Speaker 1: them think that by not saying it exactly the way
Speaker 1: of something on a piece the paper that's allegedly the
Speaker 1: word of God said it means that it's not true
Speaker 1: or that it's against God and it's blasphemous. But in reality, no,
Speaker 1: it's just man wrote that shit, and rewrote it and
Speaker 1: wrote a bunch of bullshit in it over the last
Speaker 1: two thousand years. I wouldn't focus too much on that.
Speaker 1: Focus on this, what makes it? How does it feel?
Speaker 1: Does it feel right?
Speaker 3: You know?
Speaker 1: And if you can't trust that, then I don't know
Speaker 1: how you can do anything else. Because your your your
Speaker 1: empathy and your ability that your compass is compassion. Right,
Speaker 1: So when when you can feel empathy for others, when
Speaker 1: you know the difference between right and wrong. That is
Speaker 1: your tether to the higher the higher purpose, or the
Speaker 1: or the benevolent creator, so and to my and to
Speaker 1: my In my opinion, all the other stuff is just
Speaker 1: over complicating a very simple thing, you know it, because
Speaker 1: it all gets in the way and it wants to
Speaker 1: steer you one direction until you have to jump through
Speaker 1: this hoop. You have to do a backflip over here,
Speaker 1: You got to do a cartwheel there. It's like, I
Speaker 1: don't have to do any of that stuff. You know.
Speaker 1: It's I've already got it. I'm doing good, I'm in
Speaker 1: can contact. My love for others and my kindness to
Speaker 1: others is the way I expressed what I have in
Speaker 1: me already, which is the same thing that if if
Speaker 1: you like, go back to. But Jesus said, greater things
Speaker 1: than I shall you do, And the Kingdom of Heaven
Speaker 1: is within You can say it's within a church. Nope,
Speaker 1: he said it was within you. So he's basically saying
Speaker 1: you got the same thing I got in me. I
Speaker 1: cultivated mind, So it's you can see it more. But
Speaker 1: if you did the same, you would have it as strongly.
Speaker 2: It's crazy because people actually don't realize that God made
Speaker 2: us God small g obviously, but we are literally made
Speaker 2: in his image. God instilled powers and gifts into us
Speaker 2: that we can unlock. Jesus being able to do the
Speaker 2: miracles he did wasn't a coincidence. It wasn't just because
Speaker 2: he was God's son. It's because he did what God
Speaker 2: told humanity to do. But humanity never did. Humanity always
Speaker 2: went against God and Jesus didn't. And that's why Jesus
Speaker 2: had the ability to do everything that he did. That's
Speaker 2: what I personally feel.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so we're uh word, no mad said Chili wisdom. Indeed,
Speaker 1: great guest.
Speaker 2: I appreciate that much, brother.
Speaker 1: Yeah. And what I will say to that too, is so, what,
Speaker 1: just out of curiousity, what's your ethnic background? It's like,
Speaker 1: what's your what's your a makeup?
Speaker 2: I'm Mexican Native and white Mexican Native?
Speaker 1: And would you say it?
Speaker 2: Was like, is it white?
Speaker 1: British? Is it Irish?
Speaker 2: Is it German?
Speaker 1: German? Okay? Cool?
Speaker 2: All right, so technically Jewish ironically enough, But I don't
Speaker 2: know my grandma. Apparently my grandma was a Jew, but
Speaker 2: I don't really associate with my mom or talk to her,
Speaker 2: and I have no ties to my family, and I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't believe in it, but I know.
Speaker 1: You're living in Germany basically not German as in like
Speaker 1: Indo European, but actually like Chew that lived in Germany.
Speaker 1: Is that what you're saying?
Speaker 2: Maybe maybe I don't know.
Speaker 1: So here's so, here's what's cool, all right, baptism. I
Speaker 1: understand when it's put through because you said you had
Speaker 1: mentioned this, and I thought, I thought maybe you'd find
Speaker 1: this piece of information at least interesting when it's when
Speaker 1: it's utilized and co opted by religions that are institutionalized,
Speaker 1: meaning there's a church and the pope and all this
Speaker 1: other nonsense. I don't agree with that, but I think
Speaker 1: there's a there's always this thing of call, like a tent.
Speaker 1: And then where did things come from? What was their
Speaker 1: origin before they hijacked that that particular thing. And when
Speaker 1: you go into some of the things that from ancient
Speaker 1: Sumer there were European type people. They called them the
Speaker 1: gossip or sometimes they call them the Ariyans, but Indo European.
Speaker 1: They brought with them the concept of monogamy, which means
Speaker 1: mary bridge, the concept of a benevolent creator like a
Speaker 1: like a single a single God, and baptism. So this
Speaker 1: stuff was co opted from there to make all three
Speaker 1: Abrahamic religions, so which is interesting because it didn't come
Speaker 1: from them, but they did utilize them and sometimes screwed
Speaker 1: up ways, right, Like they turn marriage into a thing
Speaker 1: where they it's another way to nail you with more
Speaker 1: taxes and make somebody the breadwinner and somebody the big
Speaker 1: loser if you ever divorce. So, I mean they've done
Speaker 1: bad things with every with everything, because as they seem
Speaker 1: to weaponize whatever they can that the system is like
Speaker 1: any other thing, it's it's out for what can it
Speaker 1: get from you, you.
Speaker 2: Know, So with that, I feel like maybe that's how
Speaker 2: it was back in the day. But they also burnt
Speaker 2: offerings for God back in the day and that was
Speaker 2: something that was like there. So maybe like baptism back
Speaker 2: then was something that was cool. But I personally just
Speaker 2: don't believe. I wouldn't say I don't believe in it.
Speaker 2: I feel like you can bless water and you can
Speaker 2: be blessed and you know, being washed away of your sins,
Speaker 2: but I just don't I don't particularly believe you need
Speaker 2: to do that.
Speaker 1: Well, it's symbolic. It's definitely symbolic. You're not actually doing
Speaker 1: a death and resurrection ritual or anything like that. But
Speaker 1: how are you familiar with doctor Rimoto? The Okay, so
Speaker 1: he did this ice crystal experiment where he put positive thoughts,
Speaker 1: positive words.
Speaker 2: I heard about this. I did do this research, yeut.
Speaker 1: And you know when you when you did, when you
Speaker 1: gave it negativity, it was like the cymatics type of
Speaker 1: experience where the frequency made it kind of look the
Speaker 1: deformed and ugly. When you gave it love and compassion
Speaker 1: and send nice things to it and it had nice
Speaker 1: it would it would make the beautiful like ice crystals
Speaker 1: that you think see of like a unique snowflake. I
Speaker 1: think if you had real, true people that weren't ritual
Speaker 1: weirdo wizards, but actual people who had compassion and love
Speaker 1: for the baby or whomever that the baptizing, I think
Speaker 1: you could just as easily energize that water so that
Speaker 1: that would give you a good feeling because you're being
Speaker 1: bathed in something that has been positively charged by the
Speaker 1: actual true love and intent of other people.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, No, I'm not disputing that aspect about it
Speaker 2: at all. I'm just saying that I don't believe that
Speaker 2: it's a necessity. Like I feel like the same thing
Speaker 2: can be done with somebody just having that same love
Speaker 2: and intent, but touching on you or even just pressing
Speaker 2: it into your aura. So like that is a great
Speaker 2: way to do it. And if that's the symbolic way
Speaker 2: that some people like doing it, I'm not downplaying that
Speaker 2: at all. I'm just saying I don't believe that it's
Speaker 2: like you have to do this or else you won't
Speaker 2: be safe.
Speaker 1: No, No, that's messed up.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 1: And if I had the choice, I would have I
Speaker 1: would not have done it myself. But you know, I
Speaker 1: was little. I went through the first Communion, the Confirmation,
Speaker 1: all that stuff, you know. And so Karen said, if
Speaker 1: I wanted to do backflips and cartwheel's, i'd be a
Speaker 1: gymnast talking about.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no hate organized religion. But yeah no, glad, glad
Speaker 2: we cleared that up there.
Speaker 1: Yeah, alrighty. And so when it comes to spirituality, do
Speaker 1: you find that like I have, I have what I
Speaker 1: would consider silent conversations sometimes you know, or or it's
Speaker 1: a lack of it, but it's a sense of a
Speaker 1: you know, a presence and it's not like a creepy thing.
Speaker 1: It's obviously like it's a it's almost like me thinking
Speaker 1: about like having my dad, but he's in the back
Speaker 1: of my head all the time, you know, Like I
Speaker 1: talked to my dad today. Actually it's been a while,
Speaker 1: but it was. It was a good talk. And so
Speaker 1: I I sense that. And you know, if you're getting
Speaker 1: this idea that or something's trying to guide you away
Speaker 1: from something like away from you're getting close to the rails,
Speaker 1: you're about to touch the rails, you need to get
Speaker 1: back in the lane type of thing. Like I sensed
Speaker 1: that a lot, and you know, I listened to it
Speaker 1: because there's been times when I didn't and bad things happen.
Speaker 1: But this is also the same thing that's made me
Speaker 1: like they call it nosis, right, This has also been
Speaker 1: that same thing that when other people told me to
Speaker 1: be cautious of things, I took the risk because I
Speaker 1: knew that it was going to be okay, you know.
Speaker 1: And it's like when they said, don't leave the Electricians Union,
Speaker 1: are you nuts? No, everybody wants to be in the
Speaker 1: Electricians Union. Don't leave it. And then I end up
Speaker 1: with a store and I'm grossing three hundred K a
Speaker 1: year for five or six years of the seven and
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, it's like because I said, ah,
Speaker 1: I'm good, I'm gonna make this work, you know. And
Speaker 1: it was like part of it was like my dad's
Speaker 1: recipe for the hot sauce, so it kind of meant something.
Speaker 1: It was like it was a it was a personal
Speaker 1: thing that I got to blow up and make big
Speaker 1: and everybody loved it and I was like really happy
Speaker 1: about it. So it's a it's a good feeling to
Speaker 1: be able to know when to do things. A lot
Speaker 1: of times you don't, or a lot of times doing
Speaker 1: other things like drinking and smoking, those messages don't come
Speaker 1: through as clearly and you might be thinking something you
Speaker 1: should do is not something you should do at all.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's actually a thing that I'm dealing with right
Speaker 2: now because I've I'm quitting once I go to the
Speaker 2: West Coast again, but I started smoking again, and I've
Speaker 2: realized just how easy these demons get to you when
Speaker 2: you're drinking and smoking, how easy it is to become
Speaker 2: lazy and not do what you're supposed to do, even
Speaker 2: if you I used to be the main person I
Speaker 2: smoked twelve blnths a day, I got three jobs. Nobody's
Speaker 2: gonna tell me smoking weed makes you lazy. And then
Speaker 2: like I grew up and I realized, like, yeah, I've
Speaker 2: been working my ass off whilst being a pie heead.
Speaker 2: But like, imagine if I wasn't smoking. Imagine how much
Speaker 2: more I could have done if I didn't limit myself
Speaker 2: spending all of this money and time and things like that.
Speaker 1: And that goes back to your point of you know,
Speaker 1: give it the honest everything you got, no matter what
Speaker 1: it is, if you're working at Walmart, if you're working
Speaker 1: at Taco Bell or whatever the hell it is, that
Speaker 1: you can can hold on to and just save the
Speaker 1: fucking money, then you have something you can do something
Speaker 1: else with for for you, right, And that makes perfect sense,
Speaker 1: you know, And that's that's good advice. However many years
Speaker 1: it takes if you get if you need to accelerate
Speaker 1: your job position, like if you if you don't have
Speaker 1: to do Taco Bell for four years, if you can
Speaker 1: find a better job in that time. But still, the
Speaker 1: whole point is to save, save for you and invest
Speaker 1: in you. And I think that's a great I that's
Speaker 1: a that's a that's great advice. I don't sure people
Speaker 1: understand that because they have been taught to give everything
Speaker 1: to other people. And this is the thing about it
Speaker 1: about religion that it bothers me. Every time you do
Speaker 1: something that is good, that you put forth, the effort,
Speaker 1: you took, the chance, you took the risk, everybody is
Speaker 1: always like it's like the thing to do, like the
Speaker 1: cliche thing to do, like you know, on TV and
Speaker 1: in movies and and you know social media, praise God
Speaker 1: for if it wasn't for it's like he he made
Speaker 1: you and then you did the thing. You know, so yes,
Speaker 1: because he made you. But in this but it's like
Speaker 1: you're never giving yourself credit for any of your efforts sometimes,
Speaker 1: and I find that to like, that's not the right
Speaker 1: way to look at that, you know, that's not the
Speaker 1: way to approach that.
Speaker 2: So I just made a video on that actually as well,
Speaker 2: which is hilarious, and I break that down because what
Speaker 2: people don't realize, and it's something that I just myself
Speaker 2: learned recently as well while talking to God, is you're
Speaker 2: supposed to so you are supposed to do what you
Speaker 2: want to do. A lot of people stay stagnant and
Speaker 2: stuck sitting there praying God, what am I supposed to do? Please? God,
Speaker 2: just put me in the right direction. Like, no, you're
Speaker 2: You're supposed to be the one to do it, and
Speaker 2: God will just use you through whatever the fuck you
Speaker 2: feel like doing. So if you want to, you want
Speaker 2: to do whatever it is right, just go do that.
Speaker 2: Don't ask God? Oh God, can I do that? Is
Speaker 2: that the best decision for me? No? Just do it
Speaker 2: and then give it to God once you have it,
Speaker 2: Like that's the point. God gives you the power to manifest.
Speaker 2: God gives you the gifts that you have. You're not
Speaker 2: supposed to sit there. God, please please, can I have
Speaker 2: a car? You're supposed to sit there? God, please give
Speaker 2: me the opportunity to make the money to get a car.
Speaker 2: Open up pathways and doors for me to be able
Speaker 2: to get what I'm supposed to. I manifest this for me,
Speaker 2: Like people don't get you. Don't just wait. You do
Speaker 2: it and God will use you however it is you
Speaker 2: felt like doing it.
Speaker 1: It's all about Joyce making the decision because you know
Speaker 1: how you like you said, you have a bunch of
Speaker 1: different things that you want to do. I was like that,
Speaker 1: but I had to make a decision on one thing
Speaker 1: and get do that first before moving on to the
Speaker 1: next thing. Because if you disperse your energy into a
Speaker 1: bunch of little projects, you're gonna get a bunch of little,
Speaker 1: tiny progress, which gives you No. It's almost like not
Speaker 1: having progress because you just get a little taste, you
Speaker 1: get barely even moved the needle. But if you put it,
Speaker 1: if you say no, I'm going to do this, like
Speaker 1: this power of decision, it's almost like a signal to
Speaker 1: your your connection with God that now the universe is
Speaker 1: going to move obstacles out of your way because you've
Speaker 1: highly decided what your path is and now that they're
Speaker 1: going to move the barriers other way. I could not
Speaker 1: have ever imagined how hard it would be to get
Speaker 1: permits in San Diego for my business. It was nearly
Speaker 1: impossible Catch twenty two all kinds of like bullshit, And
Speaker 1: somehow it happened because I made and I and I
Speaker 1: firmly believe it's because I made the choice that I
Speaker 1: was going to do this thing, and I went with that.
Speaker 1: I didn't, you know, I said. I set the bass
Speaker 1: guitar aside, I set the book I was writing aside no,
Speaker 1: I'm going to do the hot sauce thing right now,
Speaker 1: you know. And that's that's how it went. And like
Speaker 1: when I made that decision, things got out of my way,
Speaker 1: things working for me. I found a place to do it.
Speaker 1: I found, you know, a person that would let me,
Speaker 1: you know, without without even have the pay to be
Speaker 1: in the in the commercial kitchen, to actually do this stuff.
Speaker 1: It's like all these things that I never would have imagined.
Speaker 1: I didn't know that these were all options that I
Speaker 1: would come across. It was just simply I made the
Speaker 1: choice and then all these things happened.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's actually a good segue into discipline and why
Speaker 2: it's so important not to wait in general, Like for
Speaker 2: anything that you want to do, stop waiting. You Every
Speaker 2: successful person knows that no time is a good time.
Speaker 2: There is never a perfect time. You can always give
Speaker 2: yourself oh I'll wait until I have this, or I'll
Speaker 2: wait until I have that. Bro, Just go do it.
Speaker 2: Figure it out as you go. Just just do it,
Speaker 2: because you sit in there stagnant, you are never going
Speaker 2: to leap, and then you're gonna be sitting there wondering
Speaker 2: why everybody else is making it and everybody else is Oh,
Speaker 2: my friends and my family they're all doing stuff their life.
Speaker 2: Why am I not? And it's because you're not making
Speaker 2: the move, you're not taking the step. You're you're just
Speaker 2: sitting there waiting for something to happen when you can't.
Speaker 1: Yeah. And you know, the more you look, the less
Speaker 1: you see too. You know. It's like if you're looking
Speaker 1: for something and you're expecting it to look a certain way,
Speaker 1: like there's gonna be, you're you're missing the small subtle things.
Speaker 1: God doesn't come in story your freaking fireworks in your face.
Speaker 1: It's the kindness of somebody who's just said, hey, do
Speaker 1: you want to go try this thing? And it's an opportunity,
Speaker 1: but you're looking, Oh, I'm waiting for my big thing.
Speaker 1: That was your big thing. You just didn't understand it
Speaker 1: at the time, you know. And slim dread, slim dread, drizzy, drizzy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's my boy right there, that's my boy right there.
Speaker 2: Have I with them heavy?
Speaker 1: Yes, that's how God works. Sorry, I'm kind of late
Speaker 1: in the boxing gym. Nice, we also have something in
Speaker 1: common there, bro very cool, very nice. All right, let's
Speaker 1: see what I'll see the comments are. Karen said, hello,
Speaker 1: and he said hello back, perfect, very nice. So what
Speaker 1: is your main I think I may ask this before,
Speaker 1: but what is your main objective? Once you've hit that
Speaker 1: that markly, what do you what are you planning on
Speaker 1: investing in? Is it going to be to uh?
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I don't want to put words in your mouth.
Speaker 2: So first things first, I'm going to get my baby
Speaker 2: back in my life. That's my main objective. Daughter.
Speaker 1: I'm glad I didn't lead with that question because then
Speaker 1: if you just said yes, it could have been because
Speaker 1: you thought that's what I wanted to hear. I'm glad
Speaker 1: I didn't ask that. I actually was about to say it,
Speaker 1: like frame it that way, and then I didn't and
Speaker 1: you said it, so I know it's honest and that's awesome.
Speaker 2: Yeah. I didn't mention it at first because it's always
Speaker 2: a soft topic for me to discuss. But that is
Speaker 2: my main sole objective. By the end of this year,
Speaker 2: I want to have a house to be able to,
Speaker 2: you know, have for visitation. I want to find her.
Speaker 2: I need to get a private investigator and then I
Speaker 2: want to I got I'll probably spend at least thirty
Speaker 2: to forty thousand dollars lawyers just to be able to
Speaker 2: fight for her. But that is the main goal is
Speaker 2: to get my baby back in my life, and then
Speaker 2: my bigger ambitions to help the world will come after that.
Speaker 2: But the main goal is for me to get my
Speaker 2: baby back in her life. She's nine now, and I've
Speaker 2: already missed the past five years of her life, and
Speaker 2: I don't want to miss anymore. So hopefully, hopefully praying.
Speaker 2: Because I used to be I used to be a horrible,
Speaker 2: evil person, and my baby mama does have evidence of
Speaker 2: things that I did back then. And one of the
Speaker 2: main reasons I hadn't fought up until this point, not
Speaker 2: only just because I don't have money, is because if
Speaker 2: I do fight for my daughter at the Statue of Women,
Speaker 2: yeah she could, she could pretty much just throw me
Speaker 2: in prison. So I'm just patiently waiting. But I'm hoping that,
Speaker 2: you know, everything doesn't fuck up and that that is
Speaker 2: what happens. That's that's the goal.
Speaker 1: The main We don't have to go back to Michigan
Speaker 1: for that or that's.
Speaker 2: Either I I have no idea. I had assume it
Speaker 2: be in Michigan, but she left this and so a
Speaker 2: whole other topic of discussion. I chose yeah. But yeah,
Speaker 2: so she's gone and the courts didn't really want to
Speaker 2: help me, and I don't really have anybody, so I'm
Speaker 2: getting it together, but I'm shit. Even when I was
Speaker 2: almost God has already told me. And this is why
Speaker 2: I don't really it's a soft subject, but I know
Speaker 2: I'm going to have my daughter back in my life.
Speaker 2: But my daughter is just as smart as me, the
Speaker 2: most intelligent, most beautiful, and I know for a fact
Speaker 2: that my baby mama can't manipulate her because my mom
Speaker 2: couldn't manipulate me, like my dad was a piece of shit.
Speaker 2: But I also knew my mom was a piece of shit.
Speaker 2: So I was like, you know, if my baby's half
Speaker 2: as smart as me, which she's twenty times smarter, she'll
Speaker 2: be all right. So I'm going to have her back
Speaker 2: in my life. And she knows that I love her
Speaker 2: and I'm going to have her back.
Speaker 1: So that's awesome. I'm glad to hear it. You know,
Speaker 1: have you considered have you thought about there's different ways
Speaker 1: to do it, there's different websites, but have you considered
Speaker 1: doing a like a coaching like online coaching that might
Speaker 1: be a stream of income. Well, I mean in life experience, guidance, advice,
Speaker 1: what you do even on Instagram and on your lives.
Speaker 1: You could make that into like a tier on Patreon
Speaker 1: or this thing called schools. I think with a Z
Speaker 1: they have this way that you can format it into
Speaker 1: making them like like you do things for the people
Speaker 1: that are the members, and you do live streams and
Speaker 1: you do Q and a's with them and you talk
Speaker 1: about they kind of like the same thing we're doing here,
Speaker 1: but you're giving you're giving positive advice, the same thing
Speaker 1: you want to do. Because you said you want to
Speaker 1: help people. Ultimately, I don't. You don't have to wait
Speaker 1: for that. You can do that. You can do that
Speaker 1: virtually and help coach people that way.
Speaker 2: So I've never considered it. I've been kind of trying
Speaker 2: to find a way to, you know, do what I
Speaker 2: do and get paid to do it. But I don't
Speaker 2: think i'd want it to be a paid service. At
Speaker 2: the same time, unless I made it where it's like
Speaker 2: something I have to put out of my day to
Speaker 2: make make it happen been four people, then I could
Speaker 2: consider making payment. But the things that I do, I don't.
Speaker 2: I don't really do it for the money. I do
Speaker 2: it because it needs to be done. I have a
Speaker 2: calling and like my wisdom, I feel I've always been
Speaker 2: the type to just give the blueprint out. I've never
Speaker 2: understood why people are always stingy or selfish with the blueprint, like,
Speaker 2: here have it. It's up to you if you want
Speaker 2: to do anything with it. Like, I'm not going to
Speaker 2: force you to pay me so I can teach you
Speaker 2: to do something you're not going to do anyways, here's
Speaker 2: the fucking info.
Speaker 1: Well yeah, but listen, let's look at it from this
Speaker 1: perspective though, and this is think about the time and
Speaker 1: effort and the care and the compassion that you have
Speaker 1: to have to want to one on one coach people
Speaker 1: or and also in like a group setting, what's ten
Speaker 1: dollars a month from somebody for the time that you
Speaker 1: spent to do that. That's not you're not asking for anything.
Speaker 1: But but what happens is it's the it's the crowdfunding
Speaker 1: aspect of that that allows you to continue to do
Speaker 1: that and focus more time on the thing that you'd
Speaker 1: like to do, which is to help people, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean. So it's it's recip it's a law
Speaker 1: of reciprocation. You know, you're giving them something. It's not
Speaker 1: you're not just taking something, so you don't have to
Speaker 1: feel bad about that part. And you're you're taking something
Speaker 1: very minor, like's if it's ten or fifteen dollars a month,
Speaker 1: like that's that's somebody's Netflix, and that's less than a
Speaker 1: Netflix bill. You're you're You're gonna be okay. And people
Speaker 1: should appreciate your content enough to where they would want
Speaker 1: to do that for you, to give you that much
Speaker 1: for the time and the and the and the value
Speaker 1: that you give them.
Speaker 2: That's true. I guess I never thought of it from
Speaker 2: that perspective. I guess I wouldn't know where to start,
Speaker 2: but that is something that I should probably start looking into.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean you can you can set up a
Speaker 1: Patreon for that. There's other places that because you can.
Speaker 1: You can live stream to Patreon, uh for your for
Speaker 1: your members and stuff like that. And then you could
Speaker 1: actually promote that from your Instagram to let people know
Speaker 1: that it's there and then you know, you have your
Speaker 1: exclue content that way. And then just to be funny
Speaker 1: clavicular like the looks Maxing dude, he's got he charges.
Speaker 1: This is how crazy this is. This dude charges fifty
Speaker 1: dollars a month. Most of the people that he's teaching
Speaker 1: this shit to are fourteen to seventeen. He's got like
Speaker 1: five hundred people paying him fifty dollars a month. He's
Speaker 1: got an from that tier, and then he has a
Speaker 1: total of like a I think maybe fifteen hundred people
Speaker 1: paying that fifty dollars a month, which is a huge
Speaker 1: chunk of change. But what is he teaching these people?
Speaker 1: Do steroids at fourteen meth and adderall and punch yourself
Speaker 1: in the face. I mean, think about the value that
Speaker 1: you'll be giving. That's not going to be self destructive.
Speaker 1: It's going to be supportive, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: It's a bit of a difference here. I think I
Speaker 1: think you would be providing the world something positive, and
Speaker 1: I don't think you should feel bad about, you know,
Speaker 1: the people helping you to do that more because they'll
Speaker 1: they'll be giving you the financial freedom to be able
Speaker 1: to do that more.
Speaker 2: I appreciate that. I think God sent you to talk
Speaker 2: to me about that.
Speaker 1: Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised. He and I are pretty close,
Speaker 1: so I'm I'm sure.
Speaker 2: I appreciate that I should probably consider that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean that's that's that's the one thing like
Speaker 1: information and uh guidance and and I mean you got
Speaker 1: to if you want to start like you can't even
Speaker 1: consider that. It's like starting somewhere until you grew it
Speaker 1: into a natural facility where you took people in and
Speaker 1: helped them. But doing this first from a distance, it
Speaker 1: gets you get you get in touch with people quicker
Speaker 1: because of the convenience of internet and stuff like that.
Speaker 1: And you're you're still building it under the same the
Speaker 1: spirit of the fairy thing that you want to do,
Speaker 1: which is to help people. And you know, think about
Speaker 1: this also too, because you're not sending it out to everybody.
Speaker 1: So in the moments you want to be candid and
Speaker 1: the moments you want to reveal a little bit more
Speaker 1: of a sensitive topic. You know that only the people
Speaker 1: that you have that have put forth the effort in
Speaker 1: time to care about you because they're because they're giving
Speaker 1: you something back, are the ones hearing it. It's not
Speaker 1: a bunch of you know, bros from bengaladash you know,
Speaker 1: it's not It's not a bunch of trolls. You know,
Speaker 1: they're not gonna they're not gonna shoot on you for
Speaker 1: for exposing a little bit of yourself to them, you know.
Speaker 1: And I didn't mean that in a weird way. I
Speaker 1: just meant like, yeah, man, thanks so Chillie. I had
Speaker 1: a good time. I appreciate it. I'm going to go
Speaker 1: pick up my daughter from gymnastics here in a bit,
Speaker 1: so I'm gonna let you head out for now.
Speaker 2: But I was about to say the same thing. It
Speaker 2: is perfect timing.
Speaker 1: And if you if you, if you want to do
Speaker 1: this again, just keep in touch with me on Instagram.
Speaker 1: I'd like to, you know, get at uh you know,
Speaker 1: an update with from you, and I'll see how everything's doing.
Speaker 1: And uh, you know, we're we're we're thinking about you
Speaker 1: on this end and hoping that works out for you.
Speaker 1: And you know, it touches it touches a string with
Speaker 1: me too, knowing that you've got a daughter out there
Speaker 1: and I would love to know that whatever we can
Speaker 1: do to help you get to that goal. Uh, I
Speaker 1: want to be a part of it.
Speaker 2: I appreciate that, bro. Well. Definitely keep in touch though,
Speaker 2: I always keep in touch with everybody, So stay talking
Speaker 2: to me. I'm gonna stay talking to you, but you
Speaker 2: stay blessed. All right. You have a lovely day, you.
Speaker 1: Too, Sir Evan Glenn, Thank you. It's good to beating you.
Speaker 2: All right.
Speaker 1: So everybody that was cool, that was Chilly, everybody should
Speaker 1: go give him a follow on Instagram. It's in the
Speaker 1: it's in the description. You can do that there. I
Speaker 1: didn't see anything on YouTube for him yet, so I
Speaker 1: don't know. I don't think there's anything there. But he's
Speaker 1: got like good advice. I don't know. Look, everybody comes
Speaker 1: from a different perspective of politics. When I was twenty six,
Speaker 1: I probably thought differently than I do now at forty six.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna say there's some certain things that I
Speaker 1: would be like, yeah, uh, but it's you know, if
Speaker 1: you have the conversation before you jump to the conclusion
Speaker 1: that everybody's out with the malicious intent, because that's not
Speaker 1: usually the case, then you'll be able to get along
Speaker 1: with more people, you know what I mean. So even
Speaker 1: if you come across something like oh, wow, I agree
Speaker 1: with that, agree with that, that's great, Wow, that's that's
Speaker 1: good vibe, and then you say, but wait a minute,
Speaker 1: it's the but wait a minute moment that you need
Speaker 1: to kind of like put the brakes on and be like,
Speaker 1: just let I mean, everything up to here was wonderful.
Speaker 1: Just figure out what that's about. And you know, maybe
Speaker 1: it's okay to agree to disagree sometimes on certain things.
Speaker 1: And then you know, again, there's a big difference between
Speaker 1: everybody's path. People have encountered different information on their eyes
Speaker 1: as they're going through on their path, you know, and
Speaker 1: maybe the nugget that you that you picked up, it
Speaker 1: got to you, it was on your path sooner than
Speaker 1: it was on theirs. But eventually they you might actually
Speaker 1: agree on that thing too, you know. So never never
Speaker 1: shout anybody out just for simple things like that, unless
Speaker 1: they're Nick Flint does and fuck that guy. Let me
Speaker 1: go ahead and share the screen real quick, and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna remind you all of the wonderful things that we
Speaker 1: are trying to do here. The first thing, let's see
Speaker 1: if I ftj's rocket. Oh, Thomas Dwyer is in the house.
Speaker 1: Bush Master is in the house. Bush Master, Hello, how
Speaker 1: is everybody doing? Awesome? So we are still raging against
Speaker 1: this machine right here. We are trying to hit the
Speaker 1: nine to fifty markt A SAP and I'm not going
Speaker 1: to be too upset if we go above that. But
Speaker 1: right now we're fovering right around three thirty eight, I think.
Speaker 1: So if I have that correct, I don't think anything.
Speaker 1: I don't think anything new to discuss there. But if
Speaker 1: you look in the description of the Rumble or the FTJ,
Speaker 1: are you guys seeing what I'm seeing? I think so, yes,
Speaker 1: I think you are. Anything that's in blue is is
Speaker 1: a link. So right here you see Chili J Wisdom,
Speaker 1: which is our friend that we were just talking to.
Speaker 1: Go ahead and give him a follow. Check out some
Speaker 1: of his videos while you're there too. I mean you'll
Speaker 1: you'll understand why I thought this guy was a you know,
Speaker 1: a good soul and worth worth talking to today. So
Speaker 1: sometimes this happens. I don't know why. But instead of
Speaker 1: just putting spaces, they have my Twitter. Then they had
Speaker 1: to buy me a coffee. Paul Buszers, PayPal and Gibson
Speaker 1: go like all on the list and they're supposed to
Speaker 1: be on their own line. Why that happens It doesn't
Speaker 1: make any sense because then the next time it won't
Speaker 1: happen that way. So it's just really weird. But if
Speaker 1: you click on them you'll see individually that they pop up, right,
Speaker 1: so you can go in here. So mccomall, Uh, why,
Speaker 1: thank you so, ma comba. When did that happen? Thank
Speaker 1: you so, ma comba. I appreciate that because the last
Speaker 1: one was Edward Snowman nicely, so ma coma, I did that,
Speaker 1: Thank you very much, all right. And then there's the
Speaker 1: PayPal dot M me here, and then there's the gifts
Speaker 1: and go here and when you click on that, you'll see, uh,
Speaker 1: don't makes don't worry about this thing like that was
Speaker 1: my my my in a dream of dreams. Like if
Speaker 1: I was, you know, doing crap material that people seem
Speaker 1: to promote more because it doesn't have substance, then like
Speaker 1: having a goal of three k a month would have
Speaker 1: been wonderful if that was actually the thing, because that
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Speaker 1: I could you know, do the hot sauce thing and
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Speaker 1: that's not the goal. The goal is nine fifty right now,
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Speaker 1: times we will go over it again because this is
Speaker 1: so super important that you guys have the ninety essential
Speaker 1: nutrients that your bodies need. I had this conversation with
Speaker 1: my dad today he said, what I do for high
Speaker 1: blood pressure? I said, well, I sent you the the
Speaker 1: beyond Osteo effects. I said, you should have been taken
Speaker 1: that about a cap or two a day. And if
Speaker 1: I need to send you more, I will. And because
Speaker 1: that's magnesium and calcium and a bunch of trace minerals,
Speaker 1: which is something that he definitely needs for heart, for
Speaker 1: blood pressure and stuff like that. Right, and he said,
Speaker 1: we'll ask ask doctor lit In there's anything else he
Speaker 1: can do. So he doesn't understand that it's not just
Speaker 1: blood pressure separate from everything else. It's the whole litany
Speaker 1: of whatever your symptoms and what you're going through are.
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Speaker 1: ninety es centrals is what's super important. And my dad
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Speaker 1: daughter is my daughter, and I make sure that we
Speaker 1: have this. Okay, the whole food multi vitamins right here,
Speaker 1: and there is more. There is more copper than it
Speaker 1: says on the label. I confirmed that again with doctor Manzo,
Speaker 1: so I know for a fact that there's about four milligrams.
Speaker 1: So until the until the copper complex comes back, the
Speaker 1: core copper, this is going to suffice that. So the
Speaker 1: whole food multi vitamin we always have to have, but
Speaker 1: usually we'd also supplement the core copper. We don't need
Speaker 1: that right now because this particular batch ended up having
Speaker 1: when they tested it, more copper in it activated be complex.
Speaker 1: I'm a fan of because I like B vitamins per personally.
Speaker 1: But let's get through just the ninety central nutrients first.
Speaker 1: The whole food multi vitamin. That's so check this down
Speaker 1: if you're doing it. One the Alaskan Cayle liver oil,
Speaker 1: and I scrolled past this one because this is the
Speaker 1: smaller ones. That's the four hundred and fifteen miligram, so
Speaker 1: you'd end up taking probably like three of those, or
Speaker 1: you can do this right. And these are twelve hundred
Speaker 1: milligram capsules, so they're bigger. They're gonna be more like
Speaker 1: THEFA plus is this the size of these ones. And
Speaker 1: then you scroll down to those two things Alaskan cale
Speaker 1: liver oil if you're essential fatty, as is the whole
Speaker 1: food multivitamin. Now we scroll down a little bit more
Speaker 1: and things have moved around a little bit, so kind
Speaker 1: of makes it fun. You get to travel for so
Speaker 1: pulbochemic blend. This is all your minerals in a form
Speaker 1: that your body can actually absorb and use them. It
Speaker 1: can recognize them. It's already gone through a plant, and
Speaker 1: the plant makes it so that it's bioavailable for humans
Speaker 1: and animals to make use of. A it's a earth powder.
Speaker 1: They call it the energy energy earth powder. It's it's
Speaker 1: a blacks powder. And you take a sixteenth of a
Speaker 1: tea spoon or an eighth of a t spoon if
Speaker 1: your child probably start with a sixteenth or less, maybe
Speaker 1: you as well, and then bring it up to an eighth.
Speaker 1: But once you get those minerals in, you good to go, right,
Speaker 1: and this could last one person ninety days or six
Speaker 1: months if you're only doing a sixteenth of a teaspoon.
Speaker 1: So you don't always hit to buy this every month,
Speaker 1: but you should be getting it most certainly. And then
Speaker 1: the last thing is going to be the IP six
Speaker 1: Right now, you gotta hit that again. So there it
Speaker 1: is right there, This is the IP six miles still. Yes,
Speaker 1: I took it today. I took it today. I took
Speaker 1: my creat team on a hydrate, my creatine hydrochloride, which
Speaker 1: I also offer on my website. I take the the
Speaker 1: the hydro chloride region hydrochlide or HCl every single day.
Speaker 1: Look at look at these? Do you see them? Do
Speaker 1: you you see the vease pupping out?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 1: There you go. Uh IP six is magnesium, calcium and
Speaker 1: phosphorus and uh inocetole for getting rid of the what
Speaker 1: do you call it, the oxidative stress and your joints
Speaker 1: and muscle tissue so that you're not getting chronic fatigue
Speaker 1: and you're not having fatigue, not having lethargy, you're not
Speaker 1: getting because this is also the reason why it's not
Speaker 1: just because of where're settling and the oxidative stress of that,
Speaker 1: which is basically like rust in the body, but also
Speaker 1: because if you're accumulating a bunch of iron in your tissues,
Speaker 1: it's offsetting the balance of the copper in your body,
Speaker 1: which there's a there's a relationship between the two. And
Speaker 1: when when you're overdone on the iron, you actually sapping
Speaker 1: energy away from your your mitochondria in the production of
Speaker 1: ATP energy that your copper is necessary for. So when
Speaker 1: you let's off balance, it takes it knocks down your
Speaker 1: energy at the cellular level. You fix that by taking this,
Speaker 1: and you're also good doing good for your bonus and
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Speaker 1: these things are fucked up, Tom, I'm just gonna say
Speaker 1: it right now. There's I've found a bunch of typos,
Speaker 1: not typos, but mis directed misguided shit. And I don't
Speaker 1: know what happened, but I still I have to do
Speaker 1: all new labels anyway. That's part of the thing I
Speaker 1: need to do. I need ten K fast. We're trying
Speaker 1: to work for nine to fifty so that we can
Speaker 1: get the stuff that we need for the computer. I
Speaker 1: need ten K fast so I can get new labels
Speaker 1: and get myself into more stores and find more wholesale buyers.
Speaker 1: That part defining the wholesale buyers won't be hard. It's
Speaker 1: getting all the requirements that they want in order to
Speaker 1: put them in their store. So the GS one labels
Speaker 1: and proper labeling with the proper corrections, like my avocado
Speaker 1: sauce says it has cholesterol in it. They made mistakes
Speaker 1: at the printer. I approved one label, and they still
Speaker 1: made mistakes when they sent me the actual labels, and
Speaker 1: I didn't catch it until much later. Anyhow, love you guys,
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Speaker 1: And if I stepped on anybody else's toes on the
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Speaker 2: I had.
Speaker 1: I had this plan for a particular time and that's
Speaker 1: just the way I go. I'm never trying to step
Speaker 1: on anybody's toes. But you'll see me or hear me
Speaker 1: on with Davis tomorrow, so that should be fun. And
Speaker 1: if you're not already doing so, may I recommend, because
Speaker 1: I have already in the past, that you go on
Speaker 1: to Spotify and you do some two people did, because
Speaker 1: right now it says there's three five star reviews, one
Speaker 1: of them's mine. That one doesn't count. But I've asked
Speaker 1: this whole audience, and I know a thousand people watch
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Speaker 1: and then follow it. This is Christo's cast. It's the
Speaker 1: same stuff that you're you're catching here. I'm putting on
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Speaker 1: another way of getting I want to become a a
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Speaker 1: follow and then give it a five star. Ready alrighty, alrighty,
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Speaker 1: We'll do this again sometime. What do you think all right?
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