WEBVTT 1 00:00:02.080 --> 00:00:07.639 And we are live. Hey everybody, this is Daniel with Ballbusters. 2 00:00:07.639 --> 00:00:13.759 We're broadcasting today on rumble ftj Media and YouTube. I'm 3 00:00:13.759 --> 00:00:16.359 here today with Chili J. You can find him at 4 00:00:16.440 --> 00:00:20.960 Chili Jay Wisdom on Instagram. We're gonna get to know 5 00:00:21.079 --> 00:00:23.839 him a little bit, let him introduce himself, and then 6 00:00:23.839 --> 00:00:27.719 we're gonna get into the topics we all are very 7 00:00:27.800 --> 00:00:29.800 familiar with. If you've watched this show in the past. 8 00:00:30.559 --> 00:00:32.240 What's up, Chili? How you doing, sir? 9 00:00:32.960 --> 00:00:36.119 Oh man? I'm blessed. So, I mean, I just want 10 00:00:36.119 --> 00:00:38.359 to start off by saying the whole thing that I 11 00:00:38.479 --> 00:00:41.359 do is eradication of big manch and I've came up 12 00:00:41.439 --> 00:00:44.799 with so much. I mean, my life has been a 13 00:00:44.840 --> 00:00:47.399 struggle from the beginning. I mean, I don't really want 14 00:00:47.399 --> 00:00:50.079 to get too much into it, but from homelessness and 15 00:00:50.359 --> 00:00:54.359 from having my child taken from me, straight stolen from me, 16 00:00:54.399 --> 00:00:56.399 disappear off the face of the planet, like, I've had 17 00:00:56.560 --> 00:00:59.799 so much that I have to overcome. And now I'm 18 00:00:59.880 --> 00:01:02.280 just in a position in my life after overcoming everything, 19 00:01:02.320 --> 00:01:05.280 to where I want to preach on the mentalities because 20 00:01:05.280 --> 00:01:07.439 I've seen it all, I've done it all, I've experienced 21 00:01:07.480 --> 00:01:10.319 pretty much everything there is to offer out of life. 22 00:01:10.400 --> 00:01:13.079 Most of the stuff most people actually don't. How old 23 00:01:13.079 --> 00:01:15.959 are you don't believe? So I actually don't tell anybody 24 00:01:16.000 --> 00:01:18.159 at that, but I'll tell you guys on twenty six. 25 00:01:18.200 --> 00:01:22.120 I just turned twenty six last month, actually, And there's 26 00:01:22.519 --> 00:01:24.920 a reason I don't talk about my age. And if 27 00:01:24.959 --> 00:01:27.120 you want me to delve into that later, I can, 28 00:01:27.280 --> 00:01:30.280 because it's actually a pretty philosophical thing. I like mentioning 29 00:01:30.319 --> 00:01:33.519 too well. 30 00:01:33.519 --> 00:01:38.079 I mean, you're past the whatever the clinical mental maturity 31 00:01:38.120 --> 00:01:40.519 age of twenty five is, so, I mean, and a 32 00:01:40.560 --> 00:01:42.480 lot of people, a lot of people get there a 33 00:01:42.480 --> 00:01:45.840 whole lot sooner. I mean, we're always developing, but some 34 00:01:45.879 --> 00:01:48.319 people just seem to have a harder time figuring out 35 00:01:48.359 --> 00:01:48.719 their shit. 36 00:01:50.079 --> 00:01:52.000 I mean, the way I look at it, wisdom is 37 00:01:52.000 --> 00:01:55.560 based on experiences, and sure, when you have longer to 38 00:01:55.680 --> 00:01:58.280 live in life, you're going to have more experiences. But 39 00:01:58.359 --> 00:02:00.400 I know plenty of forty five year old who still 40 00:02:00.439 --> 00:02:02.599 act like twenty five year old. So I never judge 41 00:02:02.640 --> 00:02:05.280 anybody based off of age. I always judge them based 42 00:02:05.280 --> 00:02:09.319 off of experience, because that's truly what defines somebody's character. 43 00:02:09.879 --> 00:02:11.479 Right, Yeah, Well, you can live, you can live in 44 00:02:11.479 --> 00:02:14.800 isolation for forty years and not have any people skills. 45 00:02:15.439 --> 00:02:17.560 So I think they call them in cells these days. 46 00:02:18.319 --> 00:02:22.479 Yeah, self appointed in cells. 47 00:02:22.520 --> 00:02:26.000 I hate them right right, all right, So I didn't 48 00:02:26.000 --> 00:02:29.159 mean to derail you. So you've gone through some things 49 00:02:29.319 --> 00:02:31.919 right now. What you're doing is eradicating ignorance. I think 50 00:02:31.960 --> 00:02:34.599 that's kind of what we do here too, with a 51 00:02:34.639 --> 00:02:39.560 focus on historical accuracy and historical restoration, especially about the 52 00:02:39.599 --> 00:02:42.439 lies of World War two, lies of everything about our 53 00:02:42.479 --> 00:02:46.439 ancestry and our history and whose hand is on the 54 00:02:46.479 --> 00:02:49.039 handle that's sticking the rod up our asses and all that. 55 00:02:49.280 --> 00:02:54.280 Yeah, if you have any no, you go ahead. What 56 00:02:54.360 --> 00:02:54.759 was the question? 57 00:02:55.520 --> 00:02:58.000 If you have any if there's anything that you would 58 00:02:58.000 --> 00:03:00.000 like to add to that, or you know, you can 59 00:03:00.039 --> 00:03:03.319 tinue on with your backstory, what you're working on, what 60 00:03:03.360 --> 00:03:06.680 you're focused on. Like from watching some a lot of 61 00:03:06.719 --> 00:03:08.800 your videos, I kind of like binge wash them for 62 00:03:08.800 --> 00:03:10.879 a little bit just to get an idea of who 63 00:03:10.879 --> 00:03:13.199 I'm talking to. And I was enjoying them. I was 64 00:03:13.199 --> 00:03:15.280 on the elliptical, you know, and a lot of times 65 00:03:15.280 --> 00:03:17.599 I'm either reading a book, like electronic book on the 66 00:03:17.639 --> 00:03:19.879 elliptical because I do like four miles a day, or 67 00:03:19.919 --> 00:03:22.360 I'm looking for something that keeps my interest well, or 68 00:03:22.439 --> 00:03:24.479 like a podcast or something like that. You know. So 69 00:03:25.199 --> 00:03:28.879 I found I was like, yeah, kindred spirit here. This 70 00:03:28.919 --> 00:03:31.840 guy's pretty cool, you know. And I'm forty six, you're 71 00:03:31.879 --> 00:03:36.560 twenty six. But there's always connect you know, there's parallels 72 00:03:36.560 --> 00:03:39.800 that everybody can relate to, especially if they're open and 73 00:03:39.840 --> 00:03:41.919 honest with themselves. I think a lot of problems we 74 00:03:42.039 --> 00:03:44.039 have is that people are not honest with themselves, and 75 00:03:44.080 --> 00:03:48.960 when you bring truth to them, they they attack that 76 00:03:49.159 --> 00:03:51.759 truth because it pulls them out of their delusion. 77 00:03:52.560 --> 00:03:52.759 You know. 78 00:03:53.280 --> 00:03:56.039 They want to larp their life. They'd rather mold the life, 79 00:03:56.159 --> 00:03:59.560 the world, and their reality to conform to what makes 80 00:03:59.599 --> 00:04:03.080 them happen, and when anybody shines a light into that, 81 00:04:03.680 --> 00:04:05.080 it's a threat to them. 82 00:04:05.599 --> 00:04:08.520 Yeah, most definitely. I mean it's just rejection of truth. 83 00:04:08.520 --> 00:04:12.240 If anything. You can call it grieving, right, because you 84 00:04:12.719 --> 00:04:16.360 can't believe that what your your memory just died, your thoughts, 85 00:04:16.360 --> 00:04:19.000 your ideologies, everything you believed is gone. So you want 86 00:04:19.000 --> 00:04:21.040 to hold onto that a grasp that because if you don't, 87 00:04:21.040 --> 00:04:24.120 then the past twenty years of your life was meaningless. 88 00:04:24.319 --> 00:04:26.040 And that's a hard reality. For a lot of people 89 00:04:26.120 --> 00:04:27.399 to come to. But at the end of the day, 90 00:04:27.439 --> 00:04:29.399 you have to be truthful with yourself. You have to 91 00:04:29.439 --> 00:04:31.279 be honest in the reality of the world that we 92 00:04:31.360 --> 00:04:33.560 have if you ever want your life to become better. 93 00:04:34.839 --> 00:04:36.399 Yeah, and you know that's a good point too. It's 94 00:04:36.399 --> 00:04:39.399 not always just about their personal like things that they're 95 00:04:39.439 --> 00:04:43.680 guarding for themselves. But a lot of times people identify 96 00:04:43.959 --> 00:04:48.000 with their own conditioning and programming that you know, religion 97 00:04:48.079 --> 00:04:50.680 or school has given them, the state has given them. 98 00:04:50.720 --> 00:04:54.720 So if a threat to that is a threat to 99 00:04:54.759 --> 00:04:57.560 them because they that's how they've learned to identify themselves. 100 00:04:57.839 --> 00:05:01.160 So if you if you challenge something an aspect of 101 00:05:01.279 --> 00:05:04.480 the well, I don't know, if the Old Testament God 102 00:05:04.680 --> 00:05:07.399 was seemed a little seemed a little unstable there, and 103 00:05:07.600 --> 00:05:09.600 they'll they'll freak out on you or whatever the heck 104 00:05:09.639 --> 00:05:11.279 you you know, whatever the case may be. If you 105 00:05:11.360 --> 00:05:13.439 if you challenge some sort of political thing that they 106 00:05:13.519 --> 00:05:17.160 learned in school, then obviously you know, or historical element, 107 00:05:17.680 --> 00:05:22.319 they're gonna usually strike back hard or you just never 108 00:05:22.360 --> 00:05:23.079 hear from them again. 109 00:05:24.000 --> 00:05:26.079 Yeah. I mean, hey, I honestly like when I never 110 00:05:26.079 --> 00:05:27.839 hear from them again, because that means the seed's at 111 00:05:27.920 --> 00:05:30.000 least been planted. When they get to a point where 112 00:05:30.000 --> 00:05:33.519 they refuse to keep talking, they realize that they're wrong, 113 00:05:33.600 --> 00:05:36.000 but refuse to admit it. So as long as I 114 00:05:36.040 --> 00:05:38.000 plant the seed, I'm fine with that. At the end 115 00:05:38.000 --> 00:05:40.600 of the day, you can't expect everybody to just flip 116 00:05:40.720 --> 00:05:43.959 sides immediately, you know, you can't expect everybody to just 117 00:05:44.000 --> 00:05:46.040 even if they understand your perspective, it's still going to 118 00:05:46.079 --> 00:05:47.720 take a little bit of time to set in for 119 00:05:47.800 --> 00:05:50.279 them to really realize it, and not just realize it, 120 00:05:50.319 --> 00:05:53.519 but start implementing it into their life, start moving differently 121 00:05:53.560 --> 00:05:56.639 with the information that they were given. So I honestly 122 00:05:56.680 --> 00:05:58.199 like when they don't reply. I like that. 123 00:05:59.160 --> 00:06:01.279 So kind of the back here a little bit. When 124 00:06:01.319 --> 00:06:04.360 you were saying that, you know you've you've had a 125 00:06:05.519 --> 00:06:08.399 struggle with homelessness before, let me just show you something 126 00:06:08.519 --> 00:06:12.879 real quick, just so you're that's me on this. And 127 00:06:13.639 --> 00:06:16.160 I dropped everything around two thousand and eight, two thousand 128 00:06:16.160 --> 00:06:19.959 and nine, when with that stupid you know, economic and 129 00:06:21.079 --> 00:06:24.600 real estate mortgage crisis was going on, I was working 130 00:06:24.600 --> 00:06:27.439 as a mortgage consultant for about five years, and I 131 00:06:27.519 --> 00:06:29.800 just walked away through everything I could. I could fit 132 00:06:29.839 --> 00:06:32.120 into that big sea bag from that I used to 133 00:06:32.160 --> 00:06:36.879 have from the Coastguard, and found out quickly that it 134 00:06:36.920 --> 00:06:38.399 was way too heavy and had to dump a bunch 135 00:06:38.439 --> 00:06:40.720 of shit because you can't hear that. But I just 136 00:06:40.720 --> 00:06:44.240 started walking. I went from southern Florida up through the 137 00:06:44.240 --> 00:06:46.560 Panhandle and made it as far as Texas before I 138 00:06:46.800 --> 00:06:48.639 I just uh, I was going to try to go 139 00:06:48.639 --> 00:06:51.920 all the way to California. But the experience being outside 140 00:06:51.920 --> 00:06:56.079 of society made me understand and realize and see things. 141 00:06:56.600 --> 00:06:59.879 I felt like castaway, you know. But we got other 142 00:07:00.040 --> 00:07:04.439 weird aspects of Tom Hanks. But I honestly said I 143 00:07:04.480 --> 00:07:08.680 sensed a struggle for good and evil and a very 144 00:07:08.759 --> 00:07:11.959 I still wasn't I didn't have it all together yet 145 00:07:12.000 --> 00:07:13.959 to understand where it was coming from or what it was. 146 00:07:13.959 --> 00:07:15.879 But it was a sense that I had. I had 147 00:07:15.879 --> 00:07:18.319 a sense that I was being guided. When I needed something, 148 00:07:19.360 --> 00:07:22.560 I found it. It would be on the ground or 149 00:07:22.560 --> 00:07:24.360 something like that. If I needed a walking stick, if 150 00:07:24.399 --> 00:07:26.879 I needed a piece of rope, like when I needed it, 151 00:07:27.560 --> 00:07:30.720 something was watching out. I needed to do laundry, I'd 152 00:07:30.720 --> 00:07:32.600 find two bucks on the ground, like it was just 153 00:07:32.720 --> 00:07:34.759 weird how that kept on happening over and over again. 154 00:07:35.959 --> 00:07:38.319 So I just just to just let you know that 155 00:07:38.399 --> 00:07:41.319 I've actually there was kind of self induced. But you know, 156 00:07:41.720 --> 00:07:45.000 I always say that you're not homeless if you're going someplace. Yeah, 157 00:07:45.399 --> 00:07:47.600 if if you're hanging out in the same spot, okay, 158 00:07:47.680 --> 00:07:48.959 maybe you are. But if you if you're. 159 00:07:48.879 --> 00:07:52.839 Going somewhere, that's a good perspective. If you're stagging it, 160 00:07:52.959 --> 00:07:55.560 yeah you've probably stuck. Now, I hear that. For me, 161 00:07:55.600 --> 00:07:57.600 it was more so. I mean I can kind of 162 00:07:57.680 --> 00:07:59.920 delve a little bit into that. I don't like talking 163 00:08:00.120 --> 00:08:02.000 too much about myself. I guess it's time to start 164 00:08:02.000 --> 00:08:05.319 exposing the world, you know, just what's possible. So I 165 00:08:05.360 --> 00:08:10.800 had actually moved from Michigan to Arizona and right now, yeah, 166 00:08:10.839 --> 00:08:12.920 and a friend of mine actually convinced me it's like, 167 00:08:12.959 --> 00:08:15.439 oh yeah, just calm, everything will be kosher, it'll be cool. 168 00:08:15.920 --> 00:08:18.759 And I went and it wasn't kosher. It wasn't cool. 169 00:08:18.800 --> 00:08:21.279 Everything was pretty much a lie. His girlfriend ended up 170 00:08:21.319 --> 00:08:23.639 not liking me, and I could delve deeper into that 171 00:08:23.680 --> 00:08:26.360 and why. But anyways, he kicked me out of the 172 00:08:26.399 --> 00:08:28.399 house like two months after I got to Arizona, and 173 00:08:28.439 --> 00:08:31.279 now I'm one thousand miles away from anybody that I know. 174 00:08:31.399 --> 00:08:33.559 I don't have any friends and family, and I just 175 00:08:33.600 --> 00:08:36.279 immediately get a job. I'm grinding it out. I remember 176 00:08:36.320 --> 00:08:39.840 working three jobs and I'm the manager of my boost 177 00:08:39.840 --> 00:08:42.240 mobile that I was managing, well working at at the time. 178 00:08:42.279 --> 00:08:45.039 I became a manager. In the first month after he left, 179 00:08:45.080 --> 00:08:46.480 I was like, hey, yo, let me buy your car 180 00:08:46.519 --> 00:08:48.080 off you. And he's like, all right, bet So I 181 00:08:48.120 --> 00:08:49.759 bought the car. I started living in that for like 182 00:08:49.799 --> 00:08:52.039 six months. And this is actually a very big point too. 183 00:08:53.360 --> 00:08:56.360 When you're doing stuff like that, you have a lot 184 00:08:56.399 --> 00:08:58.639 of fear. You have a lot of like it's really 185 00:08:58.679 --> 00:09:00.600 hard to sleep at night, and you have no safe 186 00:09:00.600 --> 00:09:03.600 split place to be. There's cops all around, and the 187 00:09:03.679 --> 00:09:05.279 last thing you want to do is hear that knock 188 00:09:05.480 --> 00:09:06.039 on the window. 189 00:09:06.519 --> 00:09:09.840 Yeah, moving some at least, you know, keep yourself moving 190 00:09:09.840 --> 00:09:12.279 around the street, or park a different place where if 191 00:09:12.279 --> 00:09:13.960 you can find a Walmart parking lot where you can 192 00:09:14.000 --> 00:09:16.159 maybe chill for a few hours with anybody messing with you. 193 00:09:16.240 --> 00:09:18.639 I know about that. I had a car issue too 194 00:09:18.639 --> 00:09:20.679 when I was living in Florida at a different time 195 00:09:21.120 --> 00:09:24.759 where I was a girlfriend. We broke up and we 196 00:09:24.759 --> 00:09:28.320 were living together with her father at the time, and 197 00:09:28.440 --> 00:09:30.919 she can convinced me to go there, and next thing 198 00:09:30.919 --> 00:09:33.039 you know, I'm living in a fucking mercury cougar. 199 00:09:37.559 --> 00:09:39.440 Yeah, but it's like, yeah, so you were late, and 200 00:09:39.480 --> 00:09:41.360 you understand. But it kind of brings it back to 201 00:09:41.480 --> 00:09:45.360 what we were addressing earlier a little bit. With I 202 00:09:45.399 --> 00:09:47.399 forget exactly how it brings it to the point, but 203 00:09:47.600 --> 00:09:50.240 I'll just say what I did. I basically went into 204 00:09:50.320 --> 00:09:53.519 a what's it called, like a waffle house? And I 205 00:09:53.919 --> 00:09:56.440 being true to yourself, being honest, being open, and not 206 00:09:56.519 --> 00:09:58.639 caring what the people, what people think, is essentially what 207 00:09:58.679 --> 00:10:00.519 it is. Because I asked to see the ma and 208 00:10:00.600 --> 00:10:03.360 I explained my situation. Now, most people might be like, Oh, 209 00:10:03.480 --> 00:10:05.919 I'm a man, I'm down on my luck. I don't 210 00:10:05.919 --> 00:10:07.399 want to be seen in this light. I'm just going 211 00:10:07.440 --> 00:10:09.200 to struggle and suffer and do what I gotta do. 212 00:10:09.279 --> 00:10:11.320 But I was just true to myself. Look, this is 213 00:10:11.360 --> 00:10:13.639 my situation. All I need to do is have a 214 00:10:13.639 --> 00:10:16.120 safe place to park in the parking lot at night. 215 00:10:16.519 --> 00:10:18.480 Can I stay here for a week, don't call the 216 00:10:18.519 --> 00:10:20.440 cops on me? And we worked out an arrangement and 217 00:10:20.440 --> 00:10:22.720 everything worked out well, and I ended up getting two 218 00:10:22.759 --> 00:10:25.919 more jobs, supervising a subway and working at a high 219 00:10:25.919 --> 00:10:28.360 maintenance And I did that for six months, grinding my 220 00:10:28.399 --> 00:10:30.639 ass off, eating five dollars in food a day from 221 00:10:30.639 --> 00:10:33.519 the fucking Circle k, eating hot dogs and nachos. 222 00:10:33.559 --> 00:10:33.919 That was it. 223 00:10:33.960 --> 00:10:36.039 That was my budget. And I got to a place 224 00:10:36.279 --> 00:10:38.200 where I got my shit together and I got a 225 00:10:38.200 --> 00:10:41.440 spot right and nice ass spot. It was up in 226 00:10:41.480 --> 00:10:44.519 the penthouse studio type vibes eighteen hundred dollars a month. 227 00:10:44.600 --> 00:10:47.639 But then I started falling back into old habits. I 228 00:10:47.639 --> 00:10:53.320 started getting lonely. That wound up to me inviting homeless 229 00:10:53.320 --> 00:10:56.080 people to come stay with me, and I was trying 230 00:10:56.080 --> 00:10:58.159 to wean them off of drugs. At first, I had 231 00:10:58.200 --> 00:11:00.320 like three or four homeless people staying in my house 232 00:11:00.360 --> 00:11:02.519 for free, and I was letting them eat and do whatever, 233 00:11:02.600 --> 00:11:04.759 and I was buying their drugs their perks. And I 234 00:11:04.799 --> 00:11:06.759 was like, Hey, you can stay here for free, you 235 00:11:06.799 --> 00:11:09.320 can eat what you want, but the only thing is 236 00:11:09.399 --> 00:11:11.559 you cannot do perks that I don't give you. Like, 237 00:11:11.600 --> 00:11:13.159 we're going to get you together, we're going to get 238 00:11:13.200 --> 00:11:16.039 you situated, we're going to fix what's going on with. 239 00:11:15.919 --> 00:11:18.440 You and with people. 240 00:11:18.519 --> 00:11:20.759 Yeah, I mean they were older than I mean, two 241 00:11:20.759 --> 00:11:22.600 of them were my age. Two of them were older 242 00:11:23.200 --> 00:11:25.840 when was, I believe forty at the time, and so 243 00:11:25.879 --> 00:11:27.600 I'm just trying to help them out, but you know, 244 00:11:27.639 --> 00:11:30.039 it's just not going well at all. They don't want 245 00:11:30.080 --> 00:11:33.000 to they can't deal with only having one pill an hour. 246 00:11:33.120 --> 00:11:35.919 So they literally chose to leave, to go be homeless again, 247 00:11:36.200 --> 00:11:38.759 just to be able to do the blues. And shortly 248 00:11:38.799 --> 00:11:41.360 after that, I fell back into the habit of drug 249 00:11:41.399 --> 00:11:47.840 dealing and I started serving again, and then I found somebody. 250 00:11:47.879 --> 00:11:50.399 He took advantage of me being lonely and he saw 251 00:11:50.480 --> 00:11:52.919 that I was lonely, so he had me move in 252 00:11:52.960 --> 00:11:54.639 with him. He's like, hey, bro, just come come move 253 00:11:54.679 --> 00:11:57.080 in with me. Everything will be kosher. Well, I didn't 254 00:11:57.080 --> 00:11:59.240 know until after I got an eviction on my record 255 00:11:59.279 --> 00:12:02.279 that it was a trap house and it was just 256 00:12:02.840 --> 00:12:05.919 downhill from there. I just started acting a full messing 257 00:12:06.039 --> 00:12:09.000 up and I ended up getting a perk addiction. And 258 00:12:09.039 --> 00:12:10.879 this is the craziest part too, So I ended up 259 00:12:11.039 --> 00:12:14.039 an addict and a recovering addict and addiction free within 260 00:12:14.120 --> 00:12:18.960 six months. But that whole situation is one of its own. Eventually, 261 00:12:18.960 --> 00:12:21.960 I got kicked out of his home because of everything 262 00:12:22.000 --> 00:12:25.480 transpiring there, and I ended up homeless again, but this 263 00:12:25.559 --> 00:12:28.519 time with a drug addiction and no job. I lost 264 00:12:28.559 --> 00:12:31.559 all my jobs and now I'm really out. I don't 265 00:12:31.600 --> 00:12:33.759 have a car, no job, and a drug addiction. 266 00:12:34.360 --> 00:12:37.360 So was this, Yeah, basically opioates because you're talking about perkccept. 267 00:12:37.360 --> 00:12:39.039 But I mean that's pretty that's a pretty mild drugs. 268 00:12:39.240 --> 00:12:40.360 I'm sure you were doing. 269 00:12:40.679 --> 00:12:45.759 Yes, it was fent. It was fent, So really I 270 00:12:45.840 --> 00:12:48.720 was smoking. I was smoking. I was smoking blues straight 271 00:12:48.759 --> 00:12:51.519 off the tinfoil, and you know, they were gold trails. 272 00:12:51.759 --> 00:12:54.240 You don't know any of that, but anybody who knows knows, 273 00:12:54.399 --> 00:12:55.879 and he's one of the most. 274 00:12:55.759 --> 00:12:58.480 Roxies that these are called blueberries. But they were like 275 00:12:58.519 --> 00:13:03.399 thirty miligram. The roxies were like the actually codone without 276 00:13:03.399 --> 00:13:05.159 the time release, so it was all at once and 277 00:13:05.519 --> 00:13:07.480 you could crush me do that, you know. 278 00:13:07.799 --> 00:13:10.159 Oh that's pretty sick. Hell yeah, no, we would fucking 279 00:13:10.320 --> 00:13:13.279 smoke him. And it's like really dangerous, worst way to 280 00:13:13.320 --> 00:13:16.240 possibly do it. That's how you die immediately. And I 281 00:13:16.279 --> 00:13:19.799 got really addicted on that, started bought at thirty eight, 282 00:13:19.879 --> 00:13:22.759 sold to thirty eight just to have my drugs. 283 00:13:22.799 --> 00:13:25.639 And you know, when you got to a point, you're 284 00:13:25.639 --> 00:13:27.320 talking about like a thirty eight special, or you're talking 285 00:13:27.320 --> 00:13:28.000 about some of them. 286 00:13:27.919 --> 00:13:32.039 Yeah, yeah, thirty eight Cobra. Yeah. But I sold everything 287 00:13:32.159 --> 00:13:33.799 for the drugs, and I got to the point where 288 00:13:33.840 --> 00:13:36.600 I sold my PlayStation and that was my last straw, 289 00:13:36.679 --> 00:13:39.120 because that was the last thing that I had from Michigan. 290 00:13:39.120 --> 00:13:41.639 And God talked to me and like he told me, 291 00:13:41.919 --> 00:13:43.960 and I don't think he cursed, but this is what 292 00:13:44.000 --> 00:13:45.919 it sounded like. He told me, you know, you're fucking 293 00:13:46.000 --> 00:13:48.840 up right, And I was like, yeah, yeah, I'm fucking 294 00:13:48.919 --> 00:13:52.720 up bad, aren't I? And right then and there I 295 00:13:52.799 --> 00:13:56.759 went and I got on methadone. I stopped blues cold Turkey, 296 00:13:56.960 --> 00:13:59.399 I was done with it. Boom went to the methadone clinic, 297 00:13:59.399 --> 00:14:03.759 started getting on methodone and I just started dropping rapidly 298 00:14:03.960 --> 00:14:06.519 like they actually have. The therapist asked me if I 299 00:14:06.559 --> 00:14:08.480 was trying to self sabotage or if I was trying 300 00:14:08.480 --> 00:14:10.960 to kill myself, because I went from I believe eighty 301 00:14:11.039 --> 00:14:13.960 or one hundred milligrams and I just started dropping by 302 00:14:14.519 --> 00:14:16.759 five at first, and then I started dropping by ten 303 00:14:17.279 --> 00:14:20.200 and that's unheard of. Most people on methodone you'll drop 304 00:14:20.200 --> 00:14:22.480 by one or two milligrams a week, and I'm dropping 305 00:14:22.519 --> 00:14:24.639 by five to ten a week. So they called me 306 00:14:24.679 --> 00:14:26.720 in and they're like, hey, what's going on, like you 307 00:14:26.840 --> 00:14:29.759 talk to us? Are you still using? Are you self sabotaging? 308 00:14:29.840 --> 00:14:31.639 Are you trying to die? And I broke it down 309 00:14:31.679 --> 00:14:35.240 like this, I'm like, I will not be these people 310 00:14:35.240 --> 00:14:37.960 that are stuck here for the next four to five years. 311 00:14:38.120 --> 00:14:41.200 All right. I suffer every day. I wake up screaming 312 00:14:41.200 --> 00:14:43.840 in pain. Trust me, I feel it. I'm a grown 313 00:14:43.919 --> 00:14:46.679 man and I'm crying tears every day I wake up. 314 00:14:46.879 --> 00:14:48.879 And when I come down here, I take this methadone 315 00:14:48.919 --> 00:14:52.000 and it's just enough to make me stop feeling like 316 00:14:52.080 --> 00:14:55.399 I'm dying inside. And I still suffer, but I go 317 00:14:55.480 --> 00:14:57.279 handle my business and do what I have to do, 318 00:14:57.320 --> 00:14:59.919 and I have to suffer if I'm going to overcome, 319 00:15:00.679 --> 00:15:03.519 And that's exactly what I did. Six months later, I'm 320 00:15:03.679 --> 00:15:07.039 off of the perks. I'm completely fine. I'm off the methadone. 321 00:15:07.039 --> 00:15:08.960 I go cold turkey on that too. In the last 322 00:15:09.000 --> 00:15:11.759 like ten milligrams, I'm like, fuck it, just stop. Taking it. 323 00:15:12.080 --> 00:15:15.240 And keep in mind, I'm still homeless and I'm still living. 324 00:15:15.279 --> 00:15:17.480 I'm going to work, but I'm living with people at 325 00:15:17.519 --> 00:15:20.919 my work in like hotels and shit, and they smoked blues, 326 00:15:21.000 --> 00:15:22.679 so I still have it right in front of my face. 327 00:15:22.759 --> 00:15:25.480 The smoke is still in front of me. And I 328 00:15:25.559 --> 00:15:27.960 never had any ambition to go back. I never had 329 00:15:27.960 --> 00:15:29.879 that itch. I never had that ooh oh, I should 330 00:15:29.879 --> 00:15:32.440 do it again. So that's why I say I'm addiction free, 331 00:15:32.519 --> 00:15:36.960 because I've never had the feeling to go back. And 332 00:15:37.080 --> 00:15:39.320 one way I can really explain it is I remember 333 00:15:39.360 --> 00:15:41.759 walking and I found a sack of some blow on 334 00:15:41.799 --> 00:15:44.279 the ground. It was like an eight ball, and at 335 00:15:44.279 --> 00:15:46.480 this time I was like, hell, yeah, yeah, it was 336 00:15:46.519 --> 00:15:48.480 just yeah. I was like, oh yeah, a dealer is 337 00:15:48.559 --> 00:15:50.639 definitely pissed about this one. But I found it on 338 00:15:50.639 --> 00:15:52.759 the ground and I take it back to the hotel, 339 00:15:52.799 --> 00:15:54.879 and at this time, like coke wasn't a problem for me, 340 00:15:54.919 --> 00:15:58.480 so I was doing blow just fine. And I snorted it. 341 00:15:58.840 --> 00:16:01.159 And when you've smoked perks for as long as I have, 342 00:16:01.320 --> 00:16:04.480 you immediately can taste fentanyl immediately, like you just know 343 00:16:04.559 --> 00:16:07.480 what it tastes like. So I felt it. It got 344 00:16:07.519 --> 00:16:10.360 in my system again, even though I already overcame the addiction, 345 00:16:10.720 --> 00:16:12.600 and I was like, yeah, fuck no, I twisted it 346 00:16:12.679 --> 00:16:14.840 up and I put it over in my Homeboys stuff 347 00:16:14.840 --> 00:16:16.840 because I know that he likes Vent, so. 348 00:16:16.879 --> 00:16:19.399 Like it was, it was, it was. It was cut 349 00:16:19.480 --> 00:16:24.320 up with Vent. Yeah that sucks. People like that. That's 350 00:16:24.360 --> 00:16:28.639 not cool. We're not talking about car fentan al because 351 00:16:28.639 --> 00:16:30.279 if it was that then you would have been fucking 352 00:16:30.279 --> 00:16:31.480 dead a long time ago. 353 00:16:32.320 --> 00:16:34.039 Yeah, you know, it was the real It was the 354 00:16:34.080 --> 00:16:34.519 real deal. 355 00:16:34.919 --> 00:16:38.120 Yeah. 356 00:16:38.360 --> 00:16:40.639 Just overcoming that, bro. And that's literally just a year 357 00:16:40.679 --> 00:16:42.480 and a half of my life. That's not the nine 358 00:16:42.559 --> 00:16:45.360 years I spent gangdanging. That's not you know, the four 359 00:16:45.440 --> 00:16:49.360 years I spent with my daughter. Like, there's just so much. 360 00:16:49.399 --> 00:16:50.960 And that's why I want to be an advocate for 361 00:16:51.039 --> 00:16:54.519 people because I know the pain. Pretty much anything somebody's 362 00:16:54.559 --> 00:16:57.759 been through, I know. But I also know how to overcome. 363 00:16:58.159 --> 00:17:00.159 I know what you have to do to get it 364 00:17:00.200 --> 00:17:01.720 out of it. And that's what I want to do. 365 00:17:01.759 --> 00:17:04.680 I want to eradicate ignorance and kind of motivate people 366 00:17:05.200 --> 00:17:07.319 into a new movement. That's what I'm trying to build 367 00:17:07.359 --> 00:17:09.799 here as a movement of people who are enlightened and 368 00:17:10.039 --> 00:17:12.519 just have the truth and you can't argue with them. 369 00:17:12.839 --> 00:17:15.079 And I want people to want people to respect that. 370 00:17:15.319 --> 00:17:18.200 So how long ago did you? Uh? Was that was 371 00:17:18.319 --> 00:17:21.160 that era? That last one in your life before you 372 00:17:21.599 --> 00:17:22.319 got cleaned up? 373 00:17:23.359 --> 00:17:24.720 Like five years ago, four or five? 374 00:17:25.640 --> 00:17:28.079 It was, you know, twenty one give or take. 375 00:17:28.200 --> 00:17:31.240 Yeah, yeah, twenty one year old? 376 00:17:32.720 --> 00:17:36.720 And since then you what is your I think? I 377 00:17:36.799 --> 00:17:38.839 because I heard a lot of these details in the 378 00:17:38.960 --> 00:17:42.079 in the videos I had selected to listen to and watch. 379 00:17:43.079 --> 00:17:47.480 What did I also hear that you're you have an 380 00:17:47.519 --> 00:17:48.440 ambition for music? 381 00:17:49.720 --> 00:17:50.839 Or is that? Yeah? Yeah? 382 00:17:50.960 --> 00:17:53.119 What is it? Because I know you said that, I 383 00:17:53.119 --> 00:17:55.000 heard you. I heard your rundown, Like you do the 384 00:17:55.079 --> 00:17:57.279 day job for four or five years, but you're not 385 00:17:57.319 --> 00:17:59.599 supposed to stay there, supposed to you know, going for yourself? 386 00:18:00.000 --> 00:18:04.279 What is it that you're aiming yourself particular particularly at, 387 00:18:04.319 --> 00:18:06.559 Like what are you what is your dream job? If 388 00:18:06.559 --> 00:18:08.039 you will? 389 00:18:08.279 --> 00:18:11.440 So, honestly, my dream job is just passive income. I mean, 390 00:18:11.519 --> 00:18:13.599 I know for a fact that my music is eventually 391 00:18:13.599 --> 00:18:15.440 going to do something and I'm going to teach and 392 00:18:15.519 --> 00:18:17.799 enlighten with my music, and that is a passion of mine. 393 00:18:17.920 --> 00:18:21.920 But my goal is to be able to sit down 394 00:18:22.240 --> 00:18:25.279 and just so I've got a lot of goals. I 395 00:18:25.279 --> 00:18:27.440 want to do a lot of things for men's mental health, 396 00:18:27.640 --> 00:18:31.799 homeless men, children that don't have place to go, specifically 397 00:18:31.799 --> 00:18:35.319 little boys, because there's no there's no programs for boys 398 00:18:35.319 --> 00:18:37.720 out there. There's nothing for us, and I want to 399 00:18:37.759 --> 00:18:40.000 be able to start stuff up for them, and that, 400 00:18:40.200 --> 00:18:43.240 honestly is what I would rather. That is probably my goal. 401 00:18:43.319 --> 00:18:45.519 Getting to a point where I have passive income so 402 00:18:45.599 --> 00:18:48.079 I don't have to focus on working, so I can 403 00:18:48.119 --> 00:18:50.400 focus on building that. 404 00:18:51.599 --> 00:18:55.480 Yeah, the things that they do have for especially youth 405 00:18:55.799 --> 00:18:57.680 or you know, if you even want to call them 406 00:18:57.680 --> 00:19:01.160 more than the state, if they're young, all very predatorial, 407 00:19:01.359 --> 00:19:03.599 even though they have the mask of like some sort 408 00:19:03.640 --> 00:19:08.799 of Catholic organization or whatever, they're they're hellholes. They're dangerous, 409 00:19:09.200 --> 00:19:12.400 you know. Yeah, and they they prey upon the ones 410 00:19:12.400 --> 00:19:15.119 that no one's, no one's there to stand up for. 411 00:19:16.079 --> 00:19:17.960 Yeah, it's very it's very. 412 00:19:17.759 --> 00:19:20.480 Sad situation that we have. And you know, when you 413 00:19:20.519 --> 00:19:23.079 understand like who runs this place and what they're into, 414 00:19:23.680 --> 00:19:24.319 you know, it just. 415 00:19:24.720 --> 00:19:28.079 Yea all of them, and I don't understand that. That's 416 00:19:28.079 --> 00:19:31.400 also something I preach independence because like if you if 417 00:19:31.440 --> 00:19:35.079 you don't understand that everybody's a pawn, then you're a 418 00:19:35.119 --> 00:19:35.799 part of it. 419 00:19:35.880 --> 00:19:39.119 Like yeah, like like you ever see the movie Rounders 420 00:19:39.160 --> 00:19:44.319 with uh Matt Damon and uh, what's his name? Uh? 421 00:19:44.400 --> 00:19:46.319 I forgot the other guy, the guy from a from 422 00:19:46.359 --> 00:19:49.480 American History X. I forgot his name? The guy from uh. 423 00:19:52.079 --> 00:19:52.880 While ago? Yeah? 424 00:19:53.240 --> 00:19:55.799 Yeah, So the Rounders is like, if you can't spot 425 00:19:55.880 --> 00:19:58.440 the mark within the first five minutes when you're at 426 00:19:58.480 --> 00:20:06.480 the poker table, then it's you. You're the market. So 427 00:20:07.200 --> 00:20:10.440 another thing, so fruity loops. Yeah, I recognize that because 428 00:20:10.480 --> 00:20:15.640 I've played with that a little bit. And where are 429 00:20:15.640 --> 00:20:18.759 you focusing your energy? And right now? Is it in 430 00:20:19.039 --> 00:20:20.839 life insurance still or yeah? 431 00:20:20.960 --> 00:20:23.119 Yeah, so life insurance is the main focus right now. 432 00:20:23.119 --> 00:20:25.359 It's not something I want to talk about too much 433 00:20:25.359 --> 00:20:27.640 because I don't want anybody thinking I'm trying to advertise it, 434 00:20:27.680 --> 00:20:29.440 you know, But it is a career that I'm building 435 00:20:29.480 --> 00:20:33.119 for myself because of the passive income aspect, and that's 436 00:20:33.200 --> 00:20:35.440 really what I'm focusing on. I'm still doing music. I'm 437 00:20:35.480 --> 00:20:37.319 making music with a couple of my boys. When I 438 00:20:37.359 --> 00:20:40.359 get to the West, I'm going to be collabing with 439 00:20:40.400 --> 00:20:43.279 a couple of people, so I'm actively working on everything 440 00:20:43.319 --> 00:20:47.640 at once, but my main focus is getting this together 441 00:20:47.720 --> 00:20:50.000 so I can have my career set and kind of 442 00:20:50.000 --> 00:20:52.720 bringing it back to what you were even pertaining to 443 00:20:52.759 --> 00:20:56.079 in the first place, the ability to have a career. 444 00:20:56.119 --> 00:20:57.920 So like it's just like seven to eleven. I'm not 445 00:20:57.960 --> 00:21:00.480 treating life insurance as, oh, this is the I'm gonna 446 00:21:00.480 --> 00:21:01.799 have for the rest of my life. I only plan 447 00:21:01.839 --> 00:21:04.359 on doing life insurance for four to five years until 448 00:21:04.400 --> 00:21:07.640 I get what I need to situate it to focus 449 00:21:07.720 --> 00:21:10.920 solely on my crafts. I believe that any job that 450 00:21:11.039 --> 00:21:13.759 you have, any job, whether you're oh, no, you don't 451 00:21:13.799 --> 00:21:17.240 understand I'm a foreman or like, no, I don't want 452 00:21:17.240 --> 00:21:19.559 to be a foremant. I didn't broken the math. 453 00:21:19.880 --> 00:21:21.680 That's what they want. Though. Some people like to work 454 00:21:21.680 --> 00:21:23.279 for somebody else. They like someone else to take care 455 00:21:23.279 --> 00:21:25.240 of their stuff, and if that makes them happy, well, 456 00:21:25.319 --> 00:21:26.960 you need those people, you know what I mean. 457 00:21:27.200 --> 00:21:30.960 Yeah, but they don't complain either. 458 00:21:31.079 --> 00:21:35.160 Those are things let them, you know, those people should 459 00:21:35.160 --> 00:21:37.640 be where they're at. You know, it's a few that 460 00:21:37.680 --> 00:21:39.279 are content though, you. 461 00:21:39.240 --> 00:21:43.079 Know, yeah, and hey, honestly, I admire them because they 462 00:21:43.200 --> 00:21:46.200 have the ability to not want more like I want. 463 00:21:46.240 --> 00:21:48.720 I wish I was happy with just enough. You know 464 00:21:48.720 --> 00:21:50.920 what I'm saying, Like, if you're happy where you're at, 465 00:21:51.200 --> 00:21:54.200 they've got the life set. People don't even realize it, 466 00:21:54.240 --> 00:21:57.480 like they they when the famous people try to say, oh, yeah, 467 00:21:57.880 --> 00:22:00.920 money doesn't fix problems, fames doesn't fix problems, like that 468 00:22:01.119 --> 00:22:02.519 is not true. 469 00:22:02.960 --> 00:22:07.920 Yeah, yeah, you know, Oh there's the problem. Every month, 470 00:22:08.319 --> 00:22:10.400 somebody wants more of that from you. And if you 471 00:22:10.400 --> 00:22:13.079 don't have it, you start losing things. You know, and 472 00:22:13.359 --> 00:22:17.920 I know you just as well as I understand the 473 00:22:17.960 --> 00:22:23.119 anxiety of that. Now add family to that, because this 474 00:22:23.200 --> 00:22:25.640 is what I do. Like, I have a hat sauce business. 475 00:22:25.680 --> 00:22:30.079 I've had it for the last ten years, no, since 476 00:22:30.079 --> 00:22:32.400 twenty thirteen. So I started off in farmers markets. I 477 00:22:32.400 --> 00:22:34.440 was working as an electrician in the union. Which is 478 00:22:34.480 --> 00:22:36.680 funny because when I was, you know, listening to what 479 00:22:36.680 --> 00:22:39.319 you were saying, You're like, you know, and you were 480 00:22:39.319 --> 00:22:41.359 talking about, you know, working a trade. I'm like, yeah, 481 00:22:41.400 --> 00:22:43.119 it was an electricians union. And I did it for 482 00:22:43.160 --> 00:22:45.440 about four or five years. Just before I was about 483 00:22:45.480 --> 00:22:48.880 to become a journeyman, I had started doing the hat 484 00:22:48.920 --> 00:22:51.920 sauce business at farmer's markets, so I had zero days 485 00:22:51.920 --> 00:22:54.079 off because I would work, you know, the five days 486 00:22:54.079 --> 00:22:55.839 a week, and then the weekends would be at the markets. 487 00:22:56.359 --> 00:22:59.640 And I got to a point where I didn't need 488 00:22:59.680 --> 00:23:03.119 to go back to work there. So when we had 489 00:23:03.119 --> 00:23:05.880 a layoff, I just worked and found more farmers marketers 490 00:23:05.880 --> 00:23:07.480 to go to and I was doing like six a week, 491 00:23:08.319 --> 00:23:11.440 and then I got called in for more work and 492 00:23:11.480 --> 00:23:14.039 I'm like, I don't, I'm not. I'm good because I 493 00:23:14.039 --> 00:23:18.640 can back, and you know, it's better than having because 494 00:23:18.759 --> 00:23:20.759 when I started, I was in upstate New York at 495 00:23:20.799 --> 00:23:23.680 Local two thirty six. These people were very helpful. I 496 00:23:23.799 --> 00:23:27.480 was doing very well in the classes, and the people 497 00:23:27.599 --> 00:23:31.000 on the job wanted to help you. They wanted to 498 00:23:31.039 --> 00:23:33.160 make people good at what they're doing so they could 499 00:23:33.200 --> 00:23:36.559 be of assistance to them. When I got to San 500 00:23:36.559 --> 00:23:40.000 Diego into the five sixty nine, they didn't want to 501 00:23:40.000 --> 00:23:42.440 teach you a goddamn thing. They wanted to yell at 502 00:23:42.480 --> 00:23:45.799 you and belittle you so that their inadequacies of being 503 00:23:45.799 --> 00:23:48.359 a shitty journeyman didn't look as bad so they had 504 00:23:48.359 --> 00:23:50.279 someone else to blame. They didn't want to teach you 505 00:23:50.319 --> 00:23:52.440 anything because they were fucking afraid of their own jobs. 506 00:23:52.920 --> 00:23:54.559 They didn't want me to get better than them, so 507 00:23:54.559 --> 00:23:56.119 they didn't want to teach you anything. It was a 508 00:23:56.119 --> 00:23:59.839 whole different metality. So I hated life after a while, 509 00:23:59.839 --> 00:24:02.480 and I'm like, Okay, so now we have liberal bullshit 510 00:24:02.519 --> 00:24:04.400 communist politics I have to deal with when I go 511 00:24:04.480 --> 00:24:07.000 to the union and when I'm on the job site, 512 00:24:07.000 --> 00:24:09.640 I have to deal with this. So when I started 513 00:24:09.640 --> 00:24:12.680 the business, it was out of like rebellion because I, 514 00:24:13.160 --> 00:24:14.920 you know, I've been making hot sauce and I've been 515 00:24:15.000 --> 00:24:17.079 a cook. I grew up in my parents' Italian restaurant, 516 00:24:17.119 --> 00:24:19.519 so this was a passion for me and I actually 517 00:24:19.519 --> 00:24:23.200 loved doing it. But after having I had a store 518 00:24:23.240 --> 00:24:26.119 for seven years in old town San Diego and then 519 00:24:26.200 --> 00:24:30.000 covidicked everything up, like my life was set, grossing three 520 00:24:30.079 --> 00:24:32.240 hundred KA a year, and then they locked us down. 521 00:24:32.640 --> 00:24:35.720 All the travel restrictions were in a tourist area. People 522 00:24:35.880 --> 00:24:41.200 just didn't have the disposable income anymore because of all 523 00:24:41.240 --> 00:24:43.400 the bullshit that's happened, and people are getting less and 524 00:24:43.480 --> 00:24:46.680 less of that as time goes on. The economy's crap, 525 00:24:46.799 --> 00:24:49.119 so in twenty twenty two, I handed the keys over 526 00:24:49.160 --> 00:24:50.640 to a friend of mine who was going to pick 527 00:24:50.680 --> 00:24:54.160 up the store, and because it was in a state park, 528 00:24:54.319 --> 00:24:57.519 they maintained it as a farm as a hot sauce store. 529 00:24:57.559 --> 00:25:00.400 So I still wholesale to him every month, and that's 530 00:25:00.400 --> 00:25:04.519 basically what pays the bills. And then I do things 531 00:25:04.559 --> 00:25:07.039 online and I also have the internet for the for 532 00:25:07.079 --> 00:25:09.799 the ha sauce business. But after all that work and 533 00:25:09.839 --> 00:25:12.599 all that time and getting to that level, I'm gonna 534 00:25:12.599 --> 00:25:14.240 say this right now, as much as I love doing 535 00:25:14.279 --> 00:25:19.519 when I do, I didn't have the drive anymore because 536 00:25:19.519 --> 00:25:21.680 I burned myself out going back and forth from Yuma 537 00:25:21.759 --> 00:25:24.839 to to California two three times a week to reach 538 00:25:24.839 --> 00:25:26.880 stock shelves and do all that. And the reason why 539 00:25:26.960 --> 00:25:28.279 with this so far away is because I had a 540 00:25:28.359 --> 00:25:31.440 daughter and I didn't want the pediatricians Hinea poker with needles, 541 00:25:31.440 --> 00:25:35.079 so I took her out of that state. And yeah, 542 00:25:35.240 --> 00:25:37.440 because they kind of made it pretty clear that they 543 00:25:37.440 --> 00:25:39.240 were going to continue to pressure us, so I said 544 00:25:39.279 --> 00:25:42.519 no thanks. And uh, you know, after seeing the law 545 00:25:42.519 --> 00:25:44.839 of diminishing returns and everything that happened and the and 546 00:25:44.920 --> 00:25:49.079 the slowdown after after the uh, the bullshit era that 547 00:25:49.240 --> 00:25:53.720 was COVID. I have had a hard time trying to 548 00:25:53.720 --> 00:25:57.160 put a lot of effort into certain aspects of it now, 549 00:25:57.200 --> 00:25:59.000 Like I don't I don't ever do marketing because it's 550 00:25:59.000 --> 00:26:01.480 just it's it's a place for people to waste their 551 00:26:01.480 --> 00:26:03.799 money and get zero in return or very little back. 552 00:26:03.880 --> 00:26:04.079 Right. 553 00:26:04.480 --> 00:26:06.200 You have all these lies that are told to you 554 00:26:06.240 --> 00:26:09.039 about how great this marketing campaign or this advertisement is 555 00:26:09.039 --> 00:26:10.640 going to be, and then you just end up giving 556 00:26:10.680 --> 00:26:13.759 them money. So I don't do all that, but you know, 557 00:26:13.799 --> 00:26:16.920 for me to find more wholesale buyers rather than just 558 00:26:16.960 --> 00:26:18.920 wait for in net orders and promote that, it's probably 559 00:26:18.960 --> 00:26:20.799 a better idea that I do that. And I was 560 00:26:20.799 --> 00:26:22.839 talking to my dad about it today and I'm gonna 561 00:26:23.039 --> 00:26:25.480 I'm getting my head back in the game. But after 562 00:26:25.559 --> 00:26:27.960 exhausting myself for so long and then just have the 563 00:26:28.039 --> 00:26:31.279 rug pulled out like that, it was oh yeah, as 564 00:26:31.279 --> 00:26:33.160 a mind fuck for sure, because like, how many times 565 00:26:33.200 --> 00:26:35.880 have you felt that you've restarted your whole entire life? 566 00:26:35.880 --> 00:26:39.359 Because I know about myself, and it's like, get you 567 00:26:39.400 --> 00:26:41.559 get to a certain point, you think you're set, and 568 00:26:41.599 --> 00:26:45.279 then oh back to zero, oh behind zero, Okay, we're 569 00:26:45.319 --> 00:26:48.440 in the negative now awesome. Yeah, I can't. 570 00:26:48.279 --> 00:26:51.680 Tell you how many times, man, Like literally, it seems 571 00:26:51.720 --> 00:26:54.680 like every three to four months, my entire life is 572 00:26:55.279 --> 00:26:57.240 changing its course. And it's been that way for the 573 00:26:57.240 --> 00:27:00.359 past ten years. I've just been going with emotions just 574 00:27:00.759 --> 00:27:03.000 I'm waiting for where God wants me to be, because 575 00:27:03.039 --> 00:27:05.119 I'm always thinking it somewhere, and then I'm in a 576 00:27:05.119 --> 00:27:07.039 different state. I mean, I just spent the last year 577 00:27:07.079 --> 00:27:09.880 and a half being in a different state every three weeks, 578 00:27:10.079 --> 00:27:12.519 so you know, I'm all over the place. I never 579 00:27:12.599 --> 00:27:14.839 know where my life's going, but I always love where 580 00:27:14.880 --> 00:27:17.119 God takes me because I'm right where I need to be. 581 00:27:17.440 --> 00:27:19.839 I'm always there to help somebody that I need to help, 582 00:27:19.839 --> 00:27:21.759 and that's abundantly a blessing to me. 583 00:27:23.200 --> 00:27:29.039 If you let's let's segue into what you find to 584 00:27:29.160 --> 00:27:35.240 be social issues, Like we we've lived, where we've lived, 585 00:27:35.240 --> 00:27:40.480 we've experienced with relationships, What errors in thinking, I guess 586 00:27:40.480 --> 00:27:44.839 and judgment. What do you think is plaguing male female 587 00:27:44.880 --> 00:27:50.000 relationships and the expectations and all like the atmosphere altogether, 588 00:27:50.160 --> 00:27:52.839 because I know this, this is a gen Z thing 589 00:27:52.920 --> 00:27:55.480 that they have thrown the fucking towel in or have 590 00:27:55.599 --> 00:27:59.880 become very aggressively angry towards females and calling them all hyper, 591 00:28:00.039 --> 00:28:01.519 a miss and all this other stuff. This is a 592 00:28:01.519 --> 00:28:05.240 whole thing. I think that that's probably one hundred percent 593 00:28:05.279 --> 00:28:07.720 true most of the time. Thanks to social media, there 594 00:28:07.759 --> 00:28:10.839 is there is that element. It's it's a very valid point, 595 00:28:11.480 --> 00:28:14.000 but I think to be like taking it to the 596 00:28:14.079 --> 00:28:18.400 level where the guy is not just confident, but now 597 00:28:18.400 --> 00:28:22.160 he's being insulting to females. I don't think that's the 598 00:28:22.200 --> 00:28:26.559 approach at all. On the other end, every female relationship 599 00:28:26.640 --> 00:28:29.720 that I've had, I want to say not all of them, 600 00:28:29.759 --> 00:28:31.079 because I had some fun with a lot of them, 601 00:28:31.119 --> 00:28:36.039 but were short terms. But there's a lot of girls 602 00:28:36.119 --> 00:28:40.279 out there, women out there who have stunted or arrested development. 603 00:28:40.400 --> 00:28:43.119 Their their mental maturity has been stunted to like the 604 00:28:43.160 --> 00:28:46.119 seven year old status fathers not being in the in 605 00:28:46.160 --> 00:28:48.640 the in the roles that they're supposed to be in 606 00:28:48.680 --> 00:28:52.640 have made them completely unrespectful of yours. There's so many 607 00:28:52.680 --> 00:28:54.319 things that have been going on, and it's just you 608 00:28:54.359 --> 00:28:57.359 see it as like a as a breaking down of society, 609 00:28:57.440 --> 00:29:00.160 and it's deliberate when you when you really realize it 610 00:29:00.160 --> 00:29:02.160 as deliberate. It's fucking scary as shit. 611 00:29:02.920 --> 00:29:05.359 Yeah, that was definitely. I mean, so both men and 612 00:29:05.359 --> 00:29:07.640 women have to take accountability. So what the real problem 613 00:29:07.720 --> 00:29:09.599 is Men no longer know how to be men. They 614 00:29:09.599 --> 00:29:11.200 don't know how to be confident, and they don't know 615 00:29:11.200 --> 00:29:13.440 how to take control over themselves in their lives. They 616 00:29:13.480 --> 00:29:16.119 will settle for anything they have to in order to 617 00:29:16.119 --> 00:29:18.759 get a piece of kitty cat, and that is what 618 00:29:18.799 --> 00:29:22.880 it is. But women have also destroyed everything with the 619 00:29:22.920 --> 00:29:27.519 sexual revolution. My body, my choice, the oh I should 620 00:29:27.519 --> 00:29:30.279 be allowed to dress like this, sexualize myself, but don't 621 00:29:30.279 --> 00:29:33.119 sexualize me like at the end of the day, that 622 00:29:33.279 --> 00:29:35.920 is degrading society. And that's one of the biggest hiccups 623 00:29:35.960 --> 00:29:38.960 and the biggest problem with it is that these men 624 00:29:39.000 --> 00:29:42.119 that don't know how to be men are being brainwashed 625 00:29:42.160 --> 00:29:44.759 into thinking that this is what it is, like, Oh, yeah, 626 00:29:44.759 --> 00:29:46.519 I should just accept a woman like this because this 627 00:29:46.599 --> 00:29:48.599 is what a woman is. You have no idea what 628 00:29:48.680 --> 00:29:50.400 a woman is supposed to be. And then we're just 629 00:29:50.559 --> 00:29:52.880 raising weak men. And it just comes back to the 630 00:29:53.519 --> 00:29:56.880 notion of you know, good times make weak men. Weak men, 631 00:29:56.920 --> 00:29:59.319 make hard times. Hard times make good men. And then 632 00:29:59.359 --> 00:30:01.720 it all repeats, and right now we're in a degradation 633 00:30:01.759 --> 00:30:05.720 of society. The good men made the wee or the 634 00:30:05.720 --> 00:30:08.279 good times made the weak men. And now, and that's 635 00:30:08.279 --> 00:30:09.559 actually something that I brought up. 636 00:30:09.680 --> 00:30:12.319 I want to assure you that that's one hundred percent all 637 00:30:12.319 --> 00:30:14.000 about all that's going on there. I don't mean to 638 00:30:14.000 --> 00:30:16.799 interrupt you, but there's another element that's actually a malicious 639 00:30:16.839 --> 00:30:23.599 element that's steering society down into an abyss and feminism 640 00:30:23.720 --> 00:30:28.920 on its own, like that whole liberation, the liberty, liberty torches. 641 00:30:29.000 --> 00:30:31.039 They were talking about women not supposed to be, not 642 00:30:31.079 --> 00:30:33.680 supposed to smoke, but they made it into like, oh, 643 00:30:33.880 --> 00:30:37.000 this is we're regaining our rights because we're being oppressed. 644 00:30:37.319 --> 00:30:40.920 All of that had the oivy Jewish hand to it, 645 00:30:41.279 --> 00:30:43.839 all of it, and I don't it is what it is, 646 00:30:43.920 --> 00:30:49.079 but I mean every liberal aspect of like putting into 647 00:30:49.079 --> 00:30:51.759 the minds of people that there's something that's suppressing you 648 00:30:52.319 --> 00:30:55.480 so that they could manipulate and maneuver you, like, oh, 649 00:30:55.640 --> 00:30:58.519 you need to go into the workforce. Now this now 650 00:30:58.559 --> 00:31:02.519 the family is without a parent at the household, the 651 00:31:02.599 --> 00:31:06.039 stage raising your child. Gee, that was convenient, you know. 652 00:31:06.240 --> 00:31:09.880 And then that apps or the absence of motherhood, because 653 00:31:09.920 --> 00:31:14.400 they've weaponized our own nature against us. So now that 654 00:31:14.839 --> 00:31:18.279 that void where women would be nurturing because that's what 655 00:31:18.279 --> 00:31:21.799 they're supposed to be for a child, they're feeling that void, 656 00:31:21.920 --> 00:31:26.279 which is like the goddamn Grand Canyon. With every stupid 657 00:31:26.839 --> 00:31:29.880 cause and protest and all this other nonsense, that just 658 00:31:29.920 --> 00:31:32.559 makes them feel more hollow and they just become more 659 00:31:32.599 --> 00:31:37.359 emotionally unhinged because nothing that they try to supplement it 660 00:31:37.400 --> 00:31:41.880 with is feeling that purpose that they once had and 661 00:31:41.920 --> 00:31:43.839 they don't know it because they've they've turned, they've been 662 00:31:43.960 --> 00:31:47.839 taught to reject their instincts. That's pretty sick. 663 00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:51.160 No, I agree, But the same thing I'll say about 664 00:31:51.160 --> 00:31:53.000 the Jews. I mean, at the end of the day, 665 00:31:53.480 --> 00:31:56.160 people can shove drugs in front of your face, doesn't 666 00:31:56.200 --> 00:31:57.759 mean that you have to take it, and you know 667 00:31:58.519 --> 00:32:01.160 you're you're not wrong in this. I mean, Jews own 668 00:32:01.200 --> 00:32:03.640 American that is their intent. But it's kind of like 669 00:32:03.920 --> 00:32:06.319 the same thing with Well, I'm not going to get 670 00:32:06.319 --> 00:32:08.680 into that because that's more of a my niche kind 671 00:32:08.720 --> 00:32:10.240 of thing, and I don't want to get into different 672 00:32:10.240 --> 00:32:14.839 communities and demographics. We'll stick to the women. But Jews 673 00:32:15.200 --> 00:32:19.160 definitely have a hand to play. But that the Jews 674 00:32:19.200 --> 00:32:21.599 made the feminist movement what it is, right, It's kind 675 00:32:21.599 --> 00:32:25.160 of like Jews in general. There's Zionists now even though 676 00:32:25.200 --> 00:32:28.279 eighty percent of them are you know, are not twenty 677 00:32:28.319 --> 00:32:31.160 percent of them are good? You know, is a hijacked mentality. 678 00:32:32.720 --> 00:32:35.119 I feel like real Jews know that they're in a 679 00:32:35.160 --> 00:32:37.440 curse for a thousand years. Personally, I feel like the 680 00:32:37.480 --> 00:32:39.400 Zionist are the ones that are runing around fucking everything 681 00:32:39.480 --> 00:32:43.519 up for everybody. But that's a whole other situation. 682 00:32:43.519 --> 00:32:45.920 That might be the that might be the head of 683 00:32:45.920 --> 00:32:50.559 the spear the Zionists, because prior to being called Zionists, 684 00:32:51.000 --> 00:32:53.000 they were the Sabotens and they were the Francist that 685 00:32:53.079 --> 00:32:55.799 actually evolved into the Zionists. And if you study what 686 00:32:55.839 --> 00:32:58.599 the Francists were about, then you start to understand what 687 00:32:58.640 --> 00:33:00.960 these people really do behind clues do and it's sick. 688 00:33:01.039 --> 00:33:03.400 They pass around their kids, they pass around their wives, 689 00:33:03.400 --> 00:33:05.519 they do all kinds of really sick blood rituals. This 690 00:33:05.599 --> 00:33:08.359 is what Frankas did and they this is known and 691 00:33:08.440 --> 00:33:11.799 then just think of this, they just rebranded themselves as Zionism. 692 00:33:12.079 --> 00:33:13.480 You know, and this all comes from the lliver in 693 00:33:13.519 --> 00:33:16.599 Kabbalah and not the Zohar is completely separate thing that 694 00:33:16.680 --> 00:33:19.799 might be the head of the spear. But when you're 695 00:33:19.799 --> 00:33:24.319 in a supremacy religion, when you're being told and promised 696 00:33:24.400 --> 00:33:27.359 that Hashem or your God is going to one day 697 00:33:27.599 --> 00:33:30.880 get rid of all the undesirables and that would be us, 698 00:33:32.519 --> 00:33:35.480 that's still not a healthy religion. That's a religion of supremacy. 699 00:33:35.519 --> 00:33:38.359 That's also what basically makes it a death cult because 700 00:33:38.400 --> 00:33:41.000 they want everyone else to be gone. Now there's the 701 00:33:41.079 --> 00:33:43.480 passive approach where they wait for God to do it 702 00:33:43.519 --> 00:33:46.920 themselves because they believe that's going to happen, and then 703 00:33:46.960 --> 00:33:50.039 there's the one that creates the conditions to where it 704 00:33:50.079 --> 00:33:52.519 can happen, so they take an active role in it. 705 00:33:53.039 --> 00:33:55.680 But either way they're either waiting around for your death 706 00:33:56.119 --> 00:33:59.440 or they want or they're actively pursuing it. I don't 707 00:33:59.480 --> 00:34:01.599 see how, like if you're if you're a religious Jew 708 00:34:01.720 --> 00:34:03.519 and not like an atheistic Jew who just happens to 709 00:34:03.559 --> 00:34:06.079 think that it's an ethnicity or whatever, I don't know 710 00:34:06.119 --> 00:34:10.079 how that can be compatible with other people that aren't you, 711 00:34:10.079 --> 00:34:13.880 you know, because it could you get close to somebody 712 00:34:13.920 --> 00:34:15.679 and you realize, oh, they were just using you to 713 00:34:15.760 --> 00:34:18.199 manipulate you, because when when the time comes and they're 714 00:34:18.199 --> 00:34:19.880 all together, they're waiting for your death. 715 00:34:21.880 --> 00:34:24.519 Look, man, I used to own a business that a 716 00:34:24.639 --> 00:34:27.039 Jew stole from me because he was he wanted it 717 00:34:27.079 --> 00:34:29.440 and he just fucking took it. You know, like I've 718 00:34:29.440 --> 00:34:35.599 done dealt with it. I've experienced it firsthand. But yeah, 719 00:34:35.599 --> 00:34:37.679 I'm gonna have to actually do more research on You 720 00:34:37.679 --> 00:34:40.199 said it was Frankist Jews. 721 00:34:40.400 --> 00:34:44.000 Yeah, yeah, so the the they were Jacob Frank was 722 00:34:44.199 --> 00:34:49.960 a it was was one figurehead in it. So prior 723 00:34:50.000 --> 00:34:53.159 to that, there was sabbatai Zeb. Now these are all 724 00:34:53.199 --> 00:34:55.519 people that were inspired by the Lurian Kabbala. 725 00:34:55.880 --> 00:34:56.519 Uh. 726 00:34:56.679 --> 00:34:58.840 You have Nathan Agaza who was kind of like the 727 00:34:59.559 --> 00:35:02.320 what do you want call him the don king promoter 728 00:35:02.519 --> 00:35:05.599 for sabatize Eb and he had a huge bile following. 729 00:35:06.039 --> 00:35:08.679 And they basically did the antithesis of everything that was 730 00:35:08.679 --> 00:35:15.599 in the Torah, right like, uh, inverting everything. And they 731 00:35:15.719 --> 00:35:23.599 also were they became crypto crypto Sabatan Francis or Sabatin 732 00:35:23.679 --> 00:35:26.639 and Jews, and that's what the donma is. So the 733 00:35:26.679 --> 00:35:30.039 Donma on the outside is Islamic because they could they 734 00:35:30.599 --> 00:35:35.679 uh converted to Islam, but they're still Sabatans and they 735 00:35:35.719 --> 00:35:38.239 still practice. They're just they're doing it under the this 736 00:35:38.400 --> 00:35:40.239 is what they do. They've they've done this when they. 737 00:35:40.119 --> 00:35:43.079 Were to the Marajas, just changed their title, right, keep 738 00:35:43.199 --> 00:35:46.679 going over In Spain, they were the Moranos or the 739 00:35:46.679 --> 00:35:48.679 crypto They were crypto Jews that they were pretending to 740 00:35:48.719 --> 00:35:49.280 be Christians. 741 00:35:49.800 --> 00:35:51.760 So it's just what some some things that they do, 742 00:35:51.840 --> 00:35:55.239 especially when there's expulsions happening. They'll just convert for the 743 00:35:55.280 --> 00:35:58.920 sake of not wanting to go anywhere. But the Donma 744 00:35:59.239 --> 00:36:04.679 actually were the ones responsible for the Armenian genocide. So 745 00:36:04.719 --> 00:36:09.320 everybody says, oh, the Muslims murdered a million Christians and 746 00:36:09.360 --> 00:36:13.199 hacked them to pieces. Well, the people that were responsible 747 00:36:13.239 --> 00:36:16.480 for the ones that led that were the Donma, which 748 00:36:16.519 --> 00:36:21.840 were crypto Jews basically, and they were what do you 749 00:36:21.880 --> 00:36:24.079 call it? They were called the young Turks, which I 750 00:36:24.119 --> 00:36:27.760 find disgusting that somebody would reuse that name for a 751 00:36:27.800 --> 00:36:31.159 political like commentary show, like why would you call yourself 752 00:36:31.159 --> 00:36:33.440 the young Turks? Like are you glorifying the fact that 753 00:36:33.880 --> 00:36:36.719 a million Christians were murdered by this group, Like why 754 00:36:36.719 --> 00:36:39.800 would you call yourself that? You know, it seems a 755 00:36:39.800 --> 00:36:44.199 little weird. So anyway, let's uh, let's segue over to 756 00:36:45.000 --> 00:36:47.280 what do you have you ever encountered this, because I 757 00:36:47.320 --> 00:36:56.280 mean I I've seen, I've seen at least they they 758 00:36:56.320 --> 00:37:00.800 present this like it's like it's an epidemic, and I've 759 00:37:01.159 --> 00:37:03.280 been out of this realm for a little while, So 760 00:37:03.280 --> 00:37:07.119 I guess I do have to ask do you think 761 00:37:07.159 --> 00:37:10.840 social media is making women more picky? And do you 762 00:37:10.880 --> 00:37:15.239 think that they have a false impression of what they deserve? 763 00:37:15.920 --> 00:37:18.440 And oh yeah, yeah, yeah, Okay. 764 00:37:19.320 --> 00:37:21.440 So first things, for I wouldn't say that social media 765 00:37:21.519 --> 00:37:26.840 makes women more picky. Social media allows women to compare 766 00:37:27.559 --> 00:37:31.239 way too much. Yeah, well, attention is one thing too, 767 00:37:31.320 --> 00:37:32.519 But I mean, at the end of the day, like 768 00:37:32.599 --> 00:37:37.239 attention is there, I think more so it is comparison. 769 00:37:37.280 --> 00:37:39.239 Like every time a woman gets online, they're looking at 770 00:37:39.280 --> 00:37:41.679 somebody else who has a better life, and they're wondering, 771 00:37:41.719 --> 00:37:43.840 why why doesn't my man have that? Why don't I 772 00:37:43.920 --> 00:37:45.840 live that life? And then they want to compare themselves 773 00:37:45.880 --> 00:37:48.199 to the men that hit them up. Oh, this man 774 00:37:48.280 --> 00:37:50.440 has money, this man's willing to do it for me, 775 00:37:50.519 --> 00:37:54.360 and you're not now realizing that man's just gonna do 776 00:37:54.400 --> 00:37:57.559 it one time to get the puss and he's gone, 777 00:37:58.159 --> 00:38:01.480 like your husband is there forever, provides for you forever, 778 00:38:01.519 --> 00:38:04.239 and you're sitting here just wanting, wanting, wanting. But I 779 00:38:04.239 --> 00:38:06.559 don't believe that social media is making women more picky 780 00:38:06.559 --> 00:38:10.039 per se. But it is making women compare themselves to 781 00:38:10.039 --> 00:38:12.480 what they have, which I guess inherently would kind of 782 00:38:12.480 --> 00:38:14.679 make them picky, But it's not even a pick because 783 00:38:14.719 --> 00:38:17.400 they don't even know what they want. They just know 784 00:38:17.440 --> 00:38:20.119 they want something more than what they have. So they're 785 00:38:20.119 --> 00:38:23.599 not really oh, like you said, they're seven year olds, 786 00:38:23.639 --> 00:38:27.920 like mentally, they're degraded. They just what do I want? 787 00:38:28.000 --> 00:38:30.679 I don't know, but I know that that might taste better? 788 00:38:30.760 --> 00:38:33.039 Can I try that ice cream? And I feel like 789 00:38:33.039 --> 00:38:35.519 that that's what social media does. But it also inflates 790 00:38:35.519 --> 00:38:38.360 their egos. So back in the day, you might have 791 00:38:38.440 --> 00:38:42.199 seen a ten out of ten one time, three four 792 00:38:42.280 --> 00:38:44.719 times in your life, never again. Now you get online 793 00:38:44.760 --> 00:38:46.280 and all the ten out of tens are there, just 794 00:38:46.320 --> 00:38:49.519 fucking sitting there showing you everything that they would never 795 00:38:49.559 --> 00:38:51.239 have shown you back in the day. They would have 796 00:38:51.239 --> 00:38:53.760 respected themselves. Back in the day been modest, and now 797 00:38:53.760 --> 00:38:59.079 there's just a plethora of women trying to outdo each 798 00:38:59.119 --> 00:39:02.320 other because that's what men are. They're creatures that compare 799 00:39:02.360 --> 00:39:04.679 with each other and compete with each other. So now 800 00:39:04.719 --> 00:39:08.280 it's just so to another level. Back in the day, 801 00:39:08.320 --> 00:39:11.880 they would compete with their neighbors' wives to be sexier 802 00:39:11.920 --> 00:39:15.480 than their neighbors so their husbands are happier. Now it's like, no, 803 00:39:15.559 --> 00:39:18.199 I need to be sexier than every woman in the world, 804 00:39:18.400 --> 00:39:20.800 and that means that I get a thousand people texting 805 00:39:20.840 --> 00:39:23.440 me a day. So I feel like that is one 806 00:39:23.480 --> 00:39:26.559 of the fundamental reasons why social media is degrading the 807 00:39:26.599 --> 00:39:28.199 mentality of women in general. 808 00:39:29.400 --> 00:39:36.400 Yeah, and I think there's a potential delusion or false 809 00:39:36.679 --> 00:39:39.360 understanding of what their value is, like, you know, if 810 00:39:39.400 --> 00:39:41.039 you want to rate it on a five, you know, 811 00:39:41.280 --> 00:39:44.280 like a one to ten scale. I think they're shooting 812 00:39:44.280 --> 00:39:48.239 above their means sometimes because the guy will owe their standards, 813 00:39:48.280 --> 00:39:50.679 but they're not there forever like you're saying, like they 814 00:39:50.760 --> 00:39:55.000 hit at ones thing, but because you know, whatever they 815 00:39:55.000 --> 00:39:57.519 call the chads, you know, with the guys on the 816 00:39:57.599 --> 00:40:03.199 upper tier will do that and they've and so the 817 00:40:03.239 --> 00:40:06.679 women's gotten a few in her in her repertoire, she 818 00:40:06.840 --> 00:40:10.239 then thinks that she's of this this level. And what 819 00:40:10.239 --> 00:40:12.719 what I find interesting is that they don't. They have 820 00:40:12.920 --> 00:40:16.920 never in any in any of my lifetime. Like I've 821 00:40:16.960 --> 00:40:19.079 known people that have been driven. I know people who 822 00:40:19.119 --> 00:40:22.559 have had ambitions and goals, but when it comes to 823 00:40:22.760 --> 00:40:27.760 the actual relationship, I've never known any female not maybe 824 00:40:27.800 --> 00:40:30.320 I'm wrong, but it's you know, that has actually brought 825 00:40:30.320 --> 00:40:34.519 anything else to the table besides themselves. So it's not 826 00:40:34.559 --> 00:40:37.079 like they're what are you contributing? They want you to 827 00:40:37.440 --> 00:40:41.199 figure all that out and there then they'll just they'll 828 00:40:41.239 --> 00:40:43.880 just show up and and they think that there's a 829 00:40:44.000 --> 00:40:46.880 value there that's superior to yours, even though you're the 830 00:40:46.880 --> 00:40:48.679 one that makes their life possible. 831 00:40:49.400 --> 00:40:50.800 Yeah, so that brings back to. 832 00:40:50.800 --> 00:40:53.159 The exists they be in the fucking gutter, you know. 833 00:40:54.079 --> 00:40:56.239 Yeah, So that brings it back to the feminism movement 834 00:40:56.360 --> 00:40:59.679 in general. So back in the day, women deserve that 835 00:40:59.719 --> 00:41:04.000 over inflated ego because they were loyal and obedience and 836 00:41:04.039 --> 00:41:06.559 they listened to their man, and they dressed appropriately, and 837 00:41:06.599 --> 00:41:08.840 they didn't have guy friends and they didn't have to 838 00:41:08.880 --> 00:41:13.159 go out and club every single day, so they had 839 00:41:13.199 --> 00:41:16.719 the right and the authority to have expectations. My man's 840 00:41:16.760 --> 00:41:19.360 going to do these things for me because I do 841 00:41:19.400 --> 00:41:21.920 these things for them. And women have kind of gotten 842 00:41:21.960 --> 00:41:24.039 to a point because of the feminist movement where they 843 00:41:24.079 --> 00:41:26.440 expect men to act like they did back in the 844 00:41:26.559 --> 00:41:30.800 day while also not having to be the woman that 845 00:41:30.800 --> 00:41:35.960 that man deserve. Right, you don't deserve the treatment that 846 00:41:36.000 --> 00:41:38.480 you're getting. You don't deserve to ask them that, oh, well, 847 00:41:38.480 --> 00:41:41.159 he should still pay my bills, but my money's my money. No, 848 00:41:41.320 --> 00:41:43.599 if you've got a job and you need that job 849 00:41:43.719 --> 00:41:46.079 for your independence, and you should be paying half the bills. 850 00:41:46.360 --> 00:41:49.800 If not, then you shouldn't be working a job, or 851 00:41:50.480 --> 00:41:52.000 you shouldn't be with me, because at the end of 852 00:41:52.039 --> 00:41:55.280 the day, like I'm big, look man, I'm big on consistency. 853 00:41:55.599 --> 00:41:57.519 And as much as I like talking about how much 854 00:41:57.519 --> 00:41:59.679 a woman's supposed to do, I also know what a 855 00:41:59.679 --> 00:42:01.760 man's supposed to do and what a man should expect 856 00:42:01.960 --> 00:42:04.320 if a man is providing and protecting, and a man 857 00:42:04.440 --> 00:42:06.639 is the sole reason why a woman doesn't have to 858 00:42:06.639 --> 00:42:09.079 worry about anything. That is when he has the authority 859 00:42:09.119 --> 00:42:11.119 to take command and tell a woman what she has 860 00:42:11.159 --> 00:42:12.920 to do, but a lot of men. That brings it 861 00:42:12.960 --> 00:42:15.360 back to what I said earlier about weak men. Nowadays, 862 00:42:15.440 --> 00:42:19.119 weak men want to have and it's just reverse. It's 863 00:42:19.199 --> 00:42:22.039 on both sides. Weak men want to have women that 864 00:42:22.079 --> 00:42:24.000 were back in the day, but they don't want to 865 00:42:24.079 --> 00:42:27.440 provide what is necessary to have a woman like that. 866 00:42:29.199 --> 00:42:33.519 Yeah, and so the constant state that women put most 867 00:42:33.559 --> 00:42:37.719 men in is the sense that they're not ever doing enough. 868 00:42:37.800 --> 00:42:40.239 So these are the guys that actually are doing all 869 00:42:40.280 --> 00:42:43.960 the providing, but they will never give them the satisfaction 870 00:42:44.039 --> 00:42:48.960 of gratitude or appreciation. So it makes them constantly chase 871 00:42:49.000 --> 00:42:53.440 the carrot on the stick, and they don't have respect 872 00:42:53.480 --> 00:42:56.039 for the man because in their mind they've gone so 873 00:42:56.159 --> 00:42:59.159 far out of whack that they think that this is 874 00:42:59.280 --> 00:43:02.320 all deserve. Sure, they deserve all this, and this is 875 00:43:02.360 --> 00:43:05.360 the bare minimum and it's therefore it's not so much 876 00:43:05.360 --> 00:43:08.159 that they're just making them feel like they're not doing 877 00:43:08.239 --> 00:43:13.039 enough because they wanted to continue, but they actually believe 878 00:43:13.159 --> 00:43:16.440 They end up believing that they're not doing enough because 879 00:43:16.440 --> 00:43:19.559 they always want more, and that's a sickness. 880 00:43:20.400 --> 00:43:23.760 And so what I say to that is, yeah, you 881 00:43:23.840 --> 00:43:25.880 got to break up with them. So what a lot 882 00:43:25.920 --> 00:43:28.159 of people don't understand, and this is just my philosophy 883 00:43:28.199 --> 00:43:30.599 on it, but you should not settle for less than 884 00:43:30.639 --> 00:43:33.800 you deserve. And everybody that brings it back to like 885 00:43:33.920 --> 00:43:35.920 men settling for less just so they can get the 886 00:43:35.960 --> 00:43:38.719 kitty cat. If your woman is not treating you appropriately 887 00:43:38.760 --> 00:43:40.719 and she is not giving you the energy that you 888 00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:44.320 know you deserve, then dropper, you should not be so 889 00:43:44.480 --> 00:43:47.320 focused on kittikat that that is more important than your 890 00:43:47.440 --> 00:43:51.119 own health, your own mental safety, and your own joy 891 00:43:51.199 --> 00:43:54.239 and happiness. Are you really telling me that pussy is 892 00:43:54.280 --> 00:43:57.440 more important than happiness? I would hate waking up. And then, 893 00:43:57.480 --> 00:43:59.840 on top of that, to have women nowadays who go 894 00:44:00.320 --> 00:44:02.960 I'll give it to you when I feel like, fuck no, 895 00:44:03.360 --> 00:44:06.559 I'm gonna go find the person that'll give it to me. Look, 896 00:44:06.599 --> 00:44:08.960 I've been the chad that you referred to when your 897 00:44:09.000 --> 00:44:11.320 gang banging in the streets. Women are obsessed with you. 898 00:44:11.360 --> 00:44:13.760 And let me tell you, now I'm celibate and now 899 00:44:13.800 --> 00:44:18.440 I love rejecting women. Now, bro getting women is the 900 00:44:18.519 --> 00:44:21.079 easiest thing in the world once you have the confidence 901 00:44:21.079 --> 00:44:23.519 put together, and once you know even if you're a bomb, 902 00:44:24.000 --> 00:44:26.360 even if you bro I was pulling. I was pulling 903 00:44:26.360 --> 00:44:29.079 forty five year old women with kids my age as 904 00:44:29.280 --> 00:44:32.119 a homeless man with nothing in my pocket, and they 905 00:44:32.119 --> 00:44:35.800 were business women. So like, it's never really about anything 906 00:44:35.840 --> 00:44:38.000 other than how you present yourself and who you are 907 00:44:38.000 --> 00:44:40.639 as a man. Do not settle for less, because I 908 00:44:40.679 --> 00:44:43.559 promise you, if you drop a girl, she's gonna real quick. 909 00:44:43.639 --> 00:44:46.199 Get with the program. Oh shit, I just lost everything. 910 00:44:46.840 --> 00:44:49.960 I okay, daddy, I can listen. That woman I just 911 00:44:50.039 --> 00:44:52.320 referred to still text me to this day, even though 912 00:44:52.360 --> 00:44:54.960 I haven't talked to her in four years, because she 913 00:44:55.079 --> 00:44:57.280 is obsessed with the energy that I gave her. And 914 00:44:57.320 --> 00:45:00.000 it's because I never allowed myself to settle for less. 915 00:45:00.400 --> 00:45:02.039 I don't need you before you need. 916 00:45:01.920 --> 00:45:04.119 Me, and you didn't give too much. I think this 917 00:45:04.199 --> 00:45:06.239 is the other problem that men have, that they make 918 00:45:06.280 --> 00:45:10.639 the mistake even if they don't quote unquote simp, they oversaturate, 919 00:45:11.119 --> 00:45:14.480 they don't have time apart, they don't they don't like 920 00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:16.559 I don't. I don't know. Maybe it was even you 921 00:45:16.639 --> 00:45:19.480 that made this point. I know I've heard it recently 922 00:45:20.079 --> 00:45:28.440 that men grow attached when there's togetherness. Women have that 923 00:45:28.559 --> 00:45:32.760 sense of longing from being a part. So you can't 924 00:45:32.840 --> 00:45:35.719 be there constantly all the time. And here's the funny. 925 00:45:35.880 --> 00:45:38.320 I want to add another thing to that. A lot 926 00:45:38.320 --> 00:45:41.039 of times women come to come to a relationship and 927 00:45:41.159 --> 00:45:46.360 they tell you all of their problems. Being men are 928 00:45:46.440 --> 00:45:50.239 problem solvers. We figure stuff out. That's our nature. I 929 00:45:50.239 --> 00:45:52.679 think even when we have hard times, like you're like 930 00:45:52.719 --> 00:45:55.239 if we lose our home or whatever, I think there's 931 00:45:55.239 --> 00:45:57.840 a part of us that actually gets excited about the 932 00:45:57.880 --> 00:46:01.719 adventure of doing dads or doing guy stuff, like you're 933 00:46:01.760 --> 00:46:03.840 finding out a new way to do life. And I 934 00:46:03.880 --> 00:46:06.119 think that's actually kind of like gets keeps us going 935 00:46:06.159 --> 00:46:08.599 and gets us like, you know, excited. It's it's kind 936 00:46:08.599 --> 00:46:10.760 of a weird thing, like bad things are happening, but 937 00:46:10.800 --> 00:46:13.239 we can live off a fucking cold Ramen and hot 938 00:46:13.239 --> 00:46:14.360 dog water. So we're good. 939 00:46:15.320 --> 00:46:20.239 Yeah, we're good. No, that's that's an actual perfect point. 940 00:46:20.440 --> 00:46:23.840 And when they come to us with problems, we make 941 00:46:23.880 --> 00:46:26.639 the mistake that when we were younger, that that means 942 00:46:26.639 --> 00:46:29.760 we're supposed to fix them. Come to find out, as 943 00:46:29.800 --> 00:46:33.639 you mature, they never wanted solutions. They just wanted to 944 00:46:33.679 --> 00:46:36.360 bitch about it so that they could it could be said, 945 00:46:36.400 --> 00:46:39.440 and none resolved because so that's not that's that's the 946 00:46:39.519 --> 00:46:42.679 breaking point with men who are logical, who think, if 947 00:46:42.719 --> 00:46:44.360 there's a problem, we go from one end to the 948 00:46:44.360 --> 00:46:46.559 other and we fix it. And when you try to 949 00:46:46.559 --> 00:46:49.239 do that, they get resentful. They don't want you to 950 00:46:49.280 --> 00:46:51.239 meddle with them, you know what I mean. They don't 951 00:46:51.280 --> 00:46:53.599 want you to even to interfere. You're interfering with their 952 00:46:53.840 --> 00:46:54.400 with their thing. 953 00:46:54.760 --> 00:46:56.800 It's so funny, and I feel, I feel that's the 954 00:46:56.840 --> 00:46:59.360 type of woman that kind of grew up without the 955 00:46:59.360 --> 00:47:01.920 father that you were mentioning, because I mean, at the 956 00:47:02.000 --> 00:47:04.119 end of the day, that's just gross behavior. But you 957 00:47:04.199 --> 00:47:06.639 make a valid point on neglecting them. I can't tell 958 00:47:06.679 --> 00:47:11.159 you how many, how often me myself, but just in 959 00:47:11.199 --> 00:47:14.440 my own situation I've seen physically with my own eyes recently, 960 00:47:14.840 --> 00:47:18.559 like there are so many women in relationships with men 961 00:47:18.840 --> 00:47:21.559 that they do nothing but complain about all the time, 962 00:47:21.800 --> 00:47:25.000 and they're still in there. They're still in the relationship. Oh, 963 00:47:25.039 --> 00:47:27.800 my man doesn't do anything. He ignores me all day 964 00:47:27.840 --> 00:47:30.519 and plays video games all day and he doesn't do anything. 965 00:47:30.559 --> 00:47:33.280 But they love it. They're obsessed with it. They love 966 00:47:33.360 --> 00:47:36.880 being neglected. They love feeling like you have something else 967 00:47:36.960 --> 00:47:39.920 going on. They love feeling like they're not the only 968 00:47:40.039 --> 00:47:43.440 thing that's on your mind. They like feeling like an accessory. 969 00:47:43.920 --> 00:47:46.239 Women like feeling like an accessory. 970 00:47:46.760 --> 00:47:49.519 It's like a cat, right, the cat that catches the mouse. 971 00:47:49.559 --> 00:47:53.599 The mouse is not as interesting anymore because he knows 972 00:47:53.639 --> 00:47:57.119 he's got it caught. If you're constantly doing everything and 973 00:47:57.199 --> 00:48:00.920 then some you are being a good person, but you're 974 00:48:00.960 --> 00:48:04.519 also oversaturating the relationship and you're not giving that time apart. 975 00:48:04.719 --> 00:48:07.159 And I think I think if they're on the chase 976 00:48:07.239 --> 00:48:09.599 or they don't always feels secure enough in the relationship 977 00:48:09.599 --> 00:48:11.400 to whether they're not sure if you're gonna go someplace, 978 00:48:11.920 --> 00:48:14.599 that's what keeps it going. And it's like, I mean, 979 00:48:14.639 --> 00:48:17.039 it's you have to come to that realization with a 980 00:48:17.039 --> 00:48:20.039 lot of the wopmen. And what's funny about the dad 981 00:48:20.079 --> 00:48:24.599 part is that we actually become and this is why 982 00:48:24.639 --> 00:48:29.280 they have they dump their their their male hatred on 983 00:48:29.559 --> 00:48:32.239 whomever happens to be the one closest to them is 984 00:48:32.280 --> 00:48:34.719 because if the if you think about it, if the 985 00:48:34.800 --> 00:48:38.639 dad was present, he probably never corrected them very often. 986 00:48:39.320 --> 00:48:41.320 He was very kind and sweet to them because he's 987 00:48:41.360 --> 00:48:43.519 a dad. Dads have a harder time trying to relate 988 00:48:43.559 --> 00:48:47.039 to their daughters most of the time, and so there's 989 00:48:47.039 --> 00:48:49.480 a there's a there's a gentle hand there, but also 990 00:48:49.639 --> 00:48:52.880 what's the dad do. He's paying all the bills. So 991 00:48:53.360 --> 00:48:56.280 if you're gonna be, if you're gonna be with the guy, 992 00:48:56.400 --> 00:48:58.400 you're gonna expect him to take on that role of 993 00:48:58.480 --> 00:49:01.239 dad in a way when it comes to all your 994 00:49:01.280 --> 00:49:01.960 needs are met. 995 00:49:03.000 --> 00:49:03.360 Now. 996 00:49:03.559 --> 00:49:06.679 The difference here is that when it's a father and 997 00:49:06.679 --> 00:49:10.199 a daughter, there's no expectation of anything else from that. 998 00:49:11.239 --> 00:49:15.280 So what's happening now is that women who are now 999 00:49:15.440 --> 00:49:20.000 no longer understanding the traditional that means you give and 1000 00:49:20.039 --> 00:49:22.559 provide with the male needs, which isn't a lot, just 1001 00:49:22.760 --> 00:49:25.800 he just needs you, you know, when he needs it, 1002 00:49:26.519 --> 00:49:28.719 and when you withhold that or you don't you know, 1003 00:49:28.719 --> 00:49:31.320 I don't know, clean the house that you're given, or 1004 00:49:31.679 --> 00:49:33.599 you know, take care of the kids that you've had, 1005 00:49:34.039 --> 00:49:36.079 then there's a problem. There's a big problem, because you're 1006 00:49:36.119 --> 00:49:40.360 not even attempting to earn your place in the world 1007 00:49:40.719 --> 00:49:44.079 under God, in God's own eyes, let alone with him, 1008 00:49:44.719 --> 00:49:45.679 with your man. 1009 00:49:47.760 --> 00:49:51.880 And the way that I feel about that, well you 1010 00:49:51.960 --> 00:49:54.199 might not like the answer, but again that I feel 1011 00:49:54.199 --> 00:49:56.719 it comes back to weak men. Weak men accepting less 1012 00:49:56.760 --> 00:49:58.480 to be able to have the women that they have, 1013 00:49:58.639 --> 00:50:01.960 because yeah, back in the day, and I'm going to 1014 00:50:02.119 --> 00:50:03.920 keep saying back in the day, because like, yes, you 1015 00:50:03.960 --> 00:50:06.519 treat your daughter like a princess. But back in the day, 1016 00:50:06.519 --> 00:50:09.880 there was still an understanding of what a woman's supposed 1017 00:50:09.880 --> 00:50:12.480 to be because there was still a mother there showing 1018 00:50:12.559 --> 00:50:15.360 her that role. But now we live in a society 1019 00:50:15.400 --> 00:50:18.400 where there is weak men who will accept their woman 1020 00:50:18.679 --> 00:50:21.679 not having womanly duties because they want to be able 1021 00:50:21.679 --> 00:50:23.840 to get the kiddi cat. Then they have kids with 1022 00:50:23.880 --> 00:50:27.199 these people, they have a woman that controls the situation. 1023 00:50:27.519 --> 00:50:29.760 She is not teaching the daughter how to be a woman, 1024 00:50:29.840 --> 00:50:33.000 and the man is not teaching anything because well, he's 1025 00:50:33.079 --> 00:50:35.199 just this is my baby. I gotta spoil her. And 1026 00:50:35.239 --> 00:50:37.000 on top of that, I'm falling into all of these 1027 00:50:37.000 --> 00:50:39.599 societal norms that I have to accept now or else 1028 00:50:39.679 --> 00:50:42.079 my wife's might divorce me or not get me pussy 1029 00:50:42.119 --> 00:50:44.400 this week. And now we just have these women who 1030 00:50:44.440 --> 00:50:47.760 grow up without those understandings. Because again, I mean, it 1031 00:50:47.800 --> 00:50:50.559 all starts with the men. Like, yes, the Jews can 1032 00:50:50.599 --> 00:50:53.719 make movements, just like the CIA can put crack in 1033 00:50:53.880 --> 00:50:55.800 certain communities. But at the end of the day, like 1034 00:50:55.840 --> 00:50:58.960 you can't blame the system, Like we can look at 1035 00:50:58.960 --> 00:51:02.079 that and understand he motherfucker, we know it's you. But 1036 00:51:02.079 --> 00:51:03.280 at the end of the day, we still have to 1037 00:51:03.360 --> 00:51:07.119 understand that we are responsible for making it not happen. 1038 00:51:07.480 --> 00:51:10.039 We have to understand we should be doing better. And 1039 00:51:10.119 --> 00:51:12.760 I actually made a video on this exact topic a 1040 00:51:12.760 --> 00:51:15.440 few days ago, talking about how men need to step 1041 00:51:15.559 --> 00:51:19.199 up and actually teach their daughters how to be how 1042 00:51:19.199 --> 00:51:21.719 to be women. You teach your son how to be 1043 00:51:21.760 --> 00:51:25.639 a man. You still tell your son, Yeah, you still 1044 00:51:25.679 --> 00:51:27.679 tell your son that you have to be a provider, 1045 00:51:27.719 --> 00:51:29.159 you have to be a protector, you have to treat 1046 00:51:29.159 --> 00:51:33.480 a woman right. Yet you're no longer having anything for 1047 00:51:33.599 --> 00:51:35.880 a woman to understand how to be a woman. And 1048 00:51:35.920 --> 00:51:39.679 now they're growing up masculine. Now they're talking back. Now 1049 00:51:39.719 --> 00:51:42.440 they think that they have a place, not realizing that 1050 00:51:42.480 --> 00:51:44.679 place was allowed by a man. 1051 00:51:46.679 --> 00:51:48.800 Yeah, and you know, when's so, there's a lot of 1052 00:51:48.880 --> 00:51:51.719 different things that can happen with this father daughter dynamic. 1053 00:51:51.800 --> 00:51:55.079 It could be and I've known this to happen where 1054 00:51:55.840 --> 00:51:59.159 the father was never even told because the mother kept 1055 00:51:59.199 --> 00:52:01.159 it a secret when she is pregnant, and then he 1056 00:52:01.239 --> 00:52:03.920 finds out later and he's just as pissed because he 1057 00:52:03.960 --> 00:52:05.760 wanted he would have wanted it to have been apart. 1058 00:52:05.960 --> 00:52:09.599 So there's that aspect. There's also the you know, hit 1059 00:52:09.719 --> 00:52:14.039 and runs, so you just never know anyway, but when 1060 00:52:14.599 --> 00:52:18.360 you are in a relationship with already a corrupted female 1061 00:52:18.400 --> 00:52:21.159 figure a lot of times, and I've actually seen this 1062 00:52:21.320 --> 00:52:24.039 in my own family. We have a big Italian family. 1063 00:52:24.840 --> 00:52:29.679 You know, my grandmother was amazing to me, amazing to 1064 00:52:29.800 --> 00:52:33.679 all of us, but she put my grandfather through hell 1065 00:52:33.760 --> 00:52:40.519 and it was super super sensitive and very I want 1066 00:52:40.519 --> 00:52:44.000 to say violent, but it's more like hostile reaction to 1067 00:52:44.239 --> 00:52:49.679 any time my grandfather would discipline their youngest, the son. 1068 00:52:50.199 --> 00:52:53.039 She had two daughters and one son. So and I 1069 00:52:53.119 --> 00:52:56.519 saw this pattern with all the women in in my 1070 00:52:56.559 --> 00:52:59.960 family that it was the son that the mother protects 1071 00:53:00.239 --> 00:53:04.519 like hostile, very hostile, like jump out in front. And 1072 00:53:04.559 --> 00:53:08.519 what what that does is it it destroys the the 1073 00:53:08.519 --> 00:53:12.039 the the opportunity to teach and to guide because if 1074 00:53:12.079 --> 00:53:15.639 the if another parent is opposing you and they jump 1075 00:53:15.679 --> 00:53:20.679 out in front, that destroys that bond that you could 1076 00:53:20.719 --> 00:53:23.519 have had with your son. It destroys the message that 1077 00:53:23.559 --> 00:53:25.599 you were going to try to relay, and the and 1078 00:53:25.719 --> 00:53:28.079 the and the lesson that could have been learned from 1079 00:53:28.119 --> 00:53:33.559 that experience. They're actually robbing their son of mature maturity 1080 00:53:33.599 --> 00:53:37.360 and growth because they're intervening, because they're constantly swooping down 1081 00:53:37.440 --> 00:53:41.320 like a freaking vulture or whatever. And you know, you 1082 00:53:41.360 --> 00:53:41.800 know what I mean. 1083 00:53:42.320 --> 00:53:46.800 So and I find that, fortunately, I feel like that 1084 00:53:47.280 --> 00:53:50.760 is something that should be addressed before even having kids. 1085 00:53:50.920 --> 00:53:54.559 So a lot of these problems derive again from men 1086 00:53:54.960 --> 00:53:59.519 accepting more or than they should be from any type 1087 00:53:59.519 --> 00:54:03.800 of situation, right like putting up with it the way 1088 00:54:03.840 --> 00:54:07.400 I feel about it, stop dealing with them. They'll either 1089 00:54:07.519 --> 00:54:10.079 get with the program or they'll die alone. 1090 00:54:10.679 --> 00:54:15.440 If it's hard to be able to forecast what the 1091 00:54:15.559 --> 00:54:17.559 what the dynamic is going to be once the once 1092 00:54:17.599 --> 00:54:19.719 you have a child ahead of time, you know, because 1093 00:54:19.760 --> 00:54:22.719 that does actually change a lot. I remember when my 1094 00:54:23.000 --> 00:54:26.920 my situation, we were fucking like rabbits and then we 1095 00:54:27.000 --> 00:54:31.719 had a donor and things change, they slowly. But now 1096 00:54:31.760 --> 00:54:35.559 it's like, you know, it's not even a leverage tool anymore, 1097 00:54:35.639 --> 00:54:39.480 because I could care less. You know, It's like, but 1098 00:54:39.480 --> 00:54:41.800 but there is this thing that's actually happening here where 1099 00:54:42.199 --> 00:54:45.280 you know, there's like a narcissism. And this is why 1100 00:54:45.280 --> 00:54:47.000 I wanted to get into this a little bit where 1101 00:54:48.840 --> 00:54:52.079 their their own trauma is their own damage. And this 1102 00:54:52.199 --> 00:54:57.199 is why I I just wish I wasn't so I 1103 00:54:57.239 --> 00:54:59.360 don't know. I'm a good person. I'm a good guy. 1104 00:54:59.360 --> 00:55:01.679 But that's not a a good thing to be because 1105 00:55:01.800 --> 00:55:05.079 when somebody says that their life has been like this, this, that, 1106 00:55:05.480 --> 00:55:08.559 and you say to yourself, well, I'm stable enough, I 1107 00:55:08.599 --> 00:55:11.480 can make sure that that doesn't that your life is 1108 00:55:11.519 --> 00:55:14.360 better after this, So that should fix everything, right, No, 1109 00:55:15.079 --> 00:55:17.320 it doesn't fix everything just because things are better, because 1110 00:55:17.360 --> 00:55:20.639 these people will self sabotage. They will they will sabotage 1111 00:55:20.639 --> 00:55:23.920 the family life. They will constantly challenge it to see 1112 00:55:23.960 --> 00:55:26.800 how strong it is and see where the breaking points are, 1113 00:55:27.119 --> 00:55:30.760 and they will do everything that they can to prove 1114 00:55:30.840 --> 00:55:33.079 to you that they probably some of the things that 1115 00:55:33.079 --> 00:55:35.840 they talked about in their past, they probably brought that 1116 00:55:36.000 --> 00:55:42.079 on themselves, you know. And it sucks because when I 1117 00:55:42.079 --> 00:55:44.719 talk about the narcissism, like people that talk about traumas 1118 00:55:44.760 --> 00:55:47.559 or abuse or something like that, run away, run away, 1119 00:55:47.599 --> 00:55:49.519 don't try to be the chivalrous one, because you don't 1120 00:55:49.559 --> 00:55:53.119 know how many layers of like damage there's going to 1121 00:55:53.199 --> 00:55:56.639 be to where they can't be rational thinkers anymore. And 1122 00:55:56.719 --> 00:55:59.400 if that's the case, if they're in that situation, if 1123 00:55:59.400 --> 00:56:02.159 they're in that mental state, sometimes you won't even know 1124 00:56:03.239 --> 00:56:06.239 until because the one thing about narcissist is they can 1125 00:56:06.280 --> 00:56:09.719 act all a long time and be very convincing right 1126 00:56:09.800 --> 00:56:14.440 up until they have another thing to leverage. And in 1127 00:56:14.440 --> 00:56:17.679 the case of having a child, that's the leverage because 1128 00:56:17.679 --> 00:56:20.199 if you want to be part of their lives, you're 1129 00:56:20.239 --> 00:56:23.519 not going to kick them out because then the mom 1130 00:56:23.599 --> 00:56:29.079 will take the child too. Pretty fucked up. What happened, 1131 00:56:30.719 --> 00:56:37.880 I'll we lost them. We'll see if he comes back. 1132 00:56:45.280 --> 00:57:11.519 Let's tape pass back in. I will see what happens. Well, anyway, 1133 00:57:11.760 --> 00:57:13.400 I was gonna get let them talk to morning, get 1134 00:57:13.440 --> 00:57:15.320 done to this. We're gonna just gonna wrap it up anyway. 1135 00:57:15.320 --> 00:57:18.599 But uh, let's hope that uh it was just a 1136 00:57:18.599 --> 00:57:20.719 phone thing because I didn't see him press a button. 1137 00:57:21.280 --> 00:57:24.119 That's where they just faded away right at that point, 1138 00:57:24.159 --> 00:57:26.400 because I was done at that might. I just wanted 1139 00:57:26.400 --> 00:57:27.679 to get that part off my chest. And then we 1140 00:57:27.719 --> 00:57:29.719 wanted to get it. I wanted to talk about Nick Fuentes. 1141 00:57:29.760 --> 00:57:31.880 I wanted to talk about this whole looks Maxing thing. 1142 00:57:32.239 --> 00:57:35.800 That's where we were headed next. But uh, I don't know. 1143 00:57:36.039 --> 00:57:38.400 Let's see where it comes from. Let's see if we 1144 00:57:38.400 --> 00:58:03.639 get him back or maybe not. Oh there he is, awesome, 1145 00:58:03.840 --> 00:58:07.920 he's back. All right, awesome, cool. 1146 00:58:08.880 --> 00:58:10.840 But you were talking about narcissism. Sorry about that. 1147 00:58:11.239 --> 00:58:16.320 Yeah, so I was done pretty much. I would just 1148 00:58:16.400 --> 00:58:18.519 kind of bring up that point like that. There's there's 1149 00:58:18.519 --> 00:58:21.280 manipulations that are had. So Macoma gave you a wave 1150 00:58:21.360 --> 00:58:22.559 to say hello back. 1151 00:58:22.360 --> 00:58:25.760 Thank I appreciate it, Thank you for that. Uh so 1152 00:58:25.920 --> 00:58:30.519 pretty much. I mean, people really don't like my opinion 1153 00:58:30.559 --> 00:58:33.519 on this man, But I say, we're the men. We're 1154 00:58:33.519 --> 00:58:35.280 the ones that are in control. We're the ones that 1155 00:58:35.320 --> 00:58:36.960 have always had the power, and we're the ones that 1156 00:58:37.000 --> 00:58:40.000 continue to have the power. So it's really up to us. 1157 00:58:40.079 --> 00:58:42.519 We have the responsibility of telling women what shit is 1158 00:58:42.559 --> 00:58:43.960 and what shit ain't. At the end of the day, 1159 00:58:44.119 --> 00:58:46.400 you're the ones that have the money, and if they're 1160 00:58:46.400 --> 00:58:48.559 going to be narcissistic, then they can get the fuck out. 1161 00:58:48.599 --> 00:58:50.320 All right. Look, I'm not going to deal with this. 1162 00:58:50.760 --> 00:58:53.039 I these are what I expect from you, and this 1163 00:58:53.119 --> 00:58:55.000 is exactly what you do. I've sat down many of 1164 00:58:55.079 --> 00:58:58.400 women and told them this, this is what you this 1165 00:58:58.480 --> 00:59:00.599 is what I expect out of you. You're either going 1166 00:59:00.679 --> 00:59:03.880 to do it or you're not. But I know that 1167 00:59:04.039 --> 00:59:06.880 my wife is going to So if you can't handle it, 1168 00:59:06.960 --> 00:59:09.480 I'm going to find the person that well and they'll 1169 00:59:09.480 --> 00:59:12.039 get their shit together. Go ahead. 1170 00:59:12.039 --> 00:59:16.000 I was gonna say, I've I've dropped things in days 1171 00:59:16.000 --> 00:59:18.639 and weeks most of the time throughout my life and 1172 00:59:19.480 --> 00:59:22.400 never was really even interested. But when I when I 1173 00:59:22.440 --> 00:59:25.039 was getting at with like the daughter dynamic, here is 1174 00:59:25.960 --> 00:59:31.119 I grew up with one parent mom because miche had 1175 00:59:31.159 --> 00:59:34.679 a divorce when I was three, and my first memories 1176 00:59:34.920 --> 00:59:39.400 are them fighting in front of me. So regardless of 1177 00:59:39.679 --> 00:59:41.760 if you know that memory has been warped through time 1178 00:59:41.800 --> 00:59:43.639 and stuff like that, that is still the memory that 1179 00:59:43.679 --> 00:59:46.880 I have. So I always I always said, you know, 1180 00:59:47.400 --> 00:59:48.840 and I said it to her. I was like, you know, 1181 00:59:49.039 --> 00:59:51.280 if ever we're going to argue and you have a problem, 1182 00:59:51.599 --> 00:59:53.320 take it off to the side, don't do it in 1183 00:59:53.400 --> 00:59:56.679 front of her. But this narcissist in her knows that 1184 00:59:56.679 --> 00:59:59.480 that will even if it traumatizes our daughter, it's going 1185 00:59:59.519 --> 01:00:02.519 to let Ridge because now she can drive that wedge 1186 01:00:02.559 --> 01:00:05.760 between us. Now here's the issue. Because I grew up 1187 01:00:05.760 --> 01:00:10.920 without both parents. I don't want to do that to 1188 01:00:11.159 --> 01:00:14.079 her because I don't want. First of all, I know 1189 01:00:14.159 --> 01:00:16.519 that I could win custody, but that would destroy her, 1190 01:00:17.320 --> 01:00:20.119 my daughter, and that makes more. That means more to me. 1191 01:00:20.199 --> 01:00:23.440 So we basically live, we occupy the same house, but 1192 01:00:23.440 --> 01:00:25.320 we're not like you know what I mean. But that 1193 01:00:25.360 --> 01:00:27.280 also means I'm still paying the fucking bills because I'm 1194 01:00:27.280 --> 01:00:29.320 paying it for my daughter, you know what I mean. 1195 01:00:29.599 --> 01:00:32.760 So there's there's a couple of different things that Trust me, dude, 1196 01:00:32.760 --> 01:00:37.639 I'm I've been mentally checked out for probably eight of 1197 01:00:37.679 --> 01:00:40.960 the ten years have been together, and I've done my 1198 01:00:41.039 --> 01:00:43.719 own thing, you know. Just I haven't gone to like, 1199 01:00:43.760 --> 01:00:45.800 you know, an extreme and like found another whole person 1200 01:00:46.400 --> 01:00:48.440 I don't have. I'd rather focus on myself, you know. 1201 01:00:49.400 --> 01:00:54.239 But it's yeah, just the thing that there is, like 1202 01:00:55.199 --> 01:00:58.440 the selfishness. I could have this fixed in like a day, honestly, 1203 01:00:59.159 --> 01:01:02.360 but that do to my daughter. And because I know 1204 01:01:02.440 --> 01:01:06.000 how hard it was with me to wonder, you know, 1205 01:01:06.480 --> 01:01:09.840 if our's if I was uh something with my What 1206 01:01:09.920 --> 01:01:11.480 did I do to make it happen? You know, when 1207 01:01:11.480 --> 01:01:12.840 you're a little kid, you think like that, even though 1208 01:01:12.840 --> 01:01:15.079 it's irrational thinking. And then you're trying to figure out 1209 01:01:15.320 --> 01:01:18.639 if you know, if it's even worth bothering dad to 1210 01:01:19.119 --> 01:01:22.360 talk to him, because did I do anything impressive today 1211 01:01:22.880 --> 01:01:26.480 to talk to tell him about? Is there something I 1212 01:01:26.519 --> 01:01:28.159 you know, did I did I do him proud by 1213 01:01:28.320 --> 01:01:29.920 the things I did today? Did I do anything that 1214 01:01:30.039 --> 01:01:32.400 was worth mentioning? And then you know, it's like there's 1215 01:01:32.400 --> 01:01:34.000 all these things that go through your head. I don't 1216 01:01:34.000 --> 01:01:36.039 want her to have any of that. So I don't 1217 01:01:36.079 --> 01:01:38.639 want her to ever feel that she has to choose, 1218 01:01:39.480 --> 01:01:41.639 And I sure sell don't want to pull it because 1219 01:01:41.679 --> 01:01:44.800 she's so attached to the other one. I don't want to. 1220 01:01:44.840 --> 01:01:46.280 I don't. I would never want to do something that 1221 01:01:46.320 --> 01:01:49.599 would break that up for the sake of winning, even 1222 01:01:49.639 --> 01:01:51.239 though it would make me happy to be have her. 1223 01:01:52.079 --> 01:01:54.039 So I just hear, I'm just here, and we're here, 1224 01:01:54.199 --> 01:01:55.599 you know what I mean. That's just the way it is. 1225 01:01:55.800 --> 01:01:58.679 But the narcissistic part of it means that it's like 1226 01:01:59.519 --> 01:02:02.679 she knows, damn will and I think there's actually a 1227 01:02:02.719 --> 01:02:05.159 personality disorder thing going on here because of the trauma 1228 01:02:06.000 --> 01:02:09.519 where any rational person would be able to take a 1229 01:02:09.559 --> 01:02:12.960 second and say I need to talk to you instead 1230 01:02:12.960 --> 01:02:16.559 of contradicting you in front of the daughter enshowing that 1231 01:02:16.559 --> 01:02:20.440 there's there's there's a battle there. So the again, the 1232 01:02:20.519 --> 01:02:24.480 lesson is lost, the teaching moment was lost, the chance 1233 01:02:24.559 --> 01:02:28.039 to bond is lost in those times, and then dad's 1234 01:02:28.039 --> 01:02:29.599 the bad guy because why is mom yelling? 1235 01:02:30.679 --> 01:02:32.960 Yeah, So that kind of brings back to the point 1236 01:02:32.960 --> 01:02:35.360 that I was trying to address, is like, if it's 1237 01:02:35.360 --> 01:02:38.760 going to be that way anyways, then she's going to 1238 01:02:38.880 --> 01:02:43.480 slowly manipulate the situation either way. So it's either let 1239 01:02:43.480 --> 01:02:46.639 her manipulate, and then she still ends up having a 1240 01:02:46.679 --> 01:02:50.679 preconceived notion based off of the manipulation, and you're unhappy 1241 01:02:50.679 --> 01:02:54.239 and wasted all of your time during the process or 1242 01:02:54.400 --> 01:02:56.599 doing what you know is good. Like I'm gonna use 1243 01:02:56.639 --> 01:03:00.360 myself as a perfect example, I don't my baby mama 1244 01:03:00.679 --> 01:03:03.800 is definitely brainwashing my daughter. My baby's mother was the 1245 01:03:03.840 --> 01:03:06.000 type of person who would literally tell me to my face, 1246 01:03:06.079 --> 01:03:08.280 your daughter doesn't even know who you are, she doesn't 1247 01:03:08.320 --> 01:03:10.159 love you. And then when I pull up to grab 1248 01:03:10.199 --> 01:03:13.199 her daddy and comes and gives me a hug. So 1249 01:03:13.480 --> 01:03:19.000 I personally don't believe that, like you should deal or 1250 01:03:19.039 --> 01:03:22.440 accept with less and put yourself into a point where 1251 01:03:22.719 --> 01:03:24.800 you will Like, bro, I was just on a live 1252 01:03:24.800 --> 01:03:27.480 stream a couple days ago, and we just helped save 1253 01:03:27.559 --> 01:03:30.840 a forty five year old man's life because he just 1254 01:03:30.960 --> 01:03:34.039 got divorced. Like called on the phone a couple days 1255 01:03:34.079 --> 01:03:35.880 ago at the hotel that I'm in and he was 1256 01:03:35.960 --> 01:03:38.000 just passing me while I was live and he was like, 1257 01:03:38.079 --> 01:03:39.960 can I go to the store, Like can you take 1258 01:03:40.000 --> 01:03:41.480 me to the store. I'll give you one hundred dollars, 1259 01:03:41.519 --> 01:03:43.880 and like, we literally saved his life. But he's got 1260 01:03:43.960 --> 01:03:47.960 five kids. He gave his entire life to this woman. 1261 01:03:48.480 --> 01:03:51.119 And he was just showing me his kids and talking 1262 01:03:51.119 --> 01:03:53.039 about them and talking about his mental state and what 1263 01:03:53.079 --> 01:03:54.880 he's gonna do and what he plans I'm doing, And 1264 01:03:54.920 --> 01:03:56.559 I talked him out of it, and I talked him down. 1265 01:03:56.599 --> 01:03:59.800 But the point is why, like he said the same 1266 01:03:59.800 --> 01:04:02.639 thing I didn't. I've been trying to do better. I've 1267 01:04:02.679 --> 01:04:04.719 been doing everything that I have to. I've been staying 1268 01:04:04.719 --> 01:04:06.360 with it for the kids. But like now you're at 1269 01:04:06.360 --> 01:04:09.440 a point where it all meant nothing. Now you're at 1270 01:04:09.440 --> 01:04:12.199 a point where you did everything you were supposed to 1271 01:04:12.679 --> 01:04:14.800 and it's still fixed nothing. 1272 01:04:15.440 --> 01:04:18.079 Well, I don't know what resolution here. I just want 1273 01:04:18.159 --> 01:04:20.960 to be here long enough so that my daughter doesn't 1274 01:04:21.079 --> 01:04:23.280 get I don't get cut out of her life, and 1275 01:04:23.320 --> 01:04:25.800 that I this, this is my choice for the moment, 1276 01:04:26.320 --> 01:04:29.159 and something else comes along, Like if I find a 1277 01:04:29.239 --> 01:04:33.199 nice cougar who wants to be wants to be a cool, 1278 01:04:33.599 --> 01:04:36.760 cool mother figure to her and you know, and she 1279 01:04:36.840 --> 01:04:39.039 can handle her own assets on her own, and then 1280 01:04:39.079 --> 01:04:41.440 we're good. But you know, there's other there's other elements 1281 01:04:42.400 --> 01:04:44.880 when you when you deal with people that are you know, 1282 01:04:45.079 --> 01:04:46.760 up and down all the time. There's good times and 1283 01:04:46.800 --> 01:04:49.519 there's bad and it's just a mental manipulation to do 1284 01:04:49.639 --> 01:04:55.079 the seesaw thing. But also there's the the business and 1285 01:04:55.119 --> 01:04:57.880 she helps out with that, like you know, internet orders 1286 01:04:57.880 --> 01:05:00.400 and labeling and all that stuff and getting of out 1287 01:05:00.920 --> 01:05:02.920 packaging and stuff like that. So there's there's there's a 1288 01:05:02.960 --> 01:05:04.599 purpose there. And then all the things he does for 1289 01:05:05.079 --> 01:05:09.639 my daughter, you know that that comes with a there's 1290 01:05:10.039 --> 01:05:12.639 a value to that too, you know. So I can 1291 01:05:12.679 --> 01:05:15.639 do this in a very like transactional way, you know, 1292 01:05:15.960 --> 01:05:20.599 or or a you know, like a co worker type 1293 01:05:20.599 --> 01:05:22.800 of type of mindset, you know what I mean, like 1294 01:05:22.840 --> 01:05:25.199 we're both working on the same project type of deal. 1295 01:05:25.679 --> 01:05:28.079 Have you ever tried, because I mean, the first thing 1296 01:05:28.119 --> 01:05:30.679 I always recommend, even though I'm saying what I'm saying, 1297 01:05:31.239 --> 01:05:33.440 I am. I'm a big communicator at heart. That's how 1298 01:05:33.480 --> 01:05:35.519 I end up having stalkers is because I do treat 1299 01:05:35.519 --> 01:05:38.760 people amazingly, but I'm a big communicator. So I've you 1300 01:05:38.800 --> 01:05:42.599 ever tried talking about counseling, because I do always recommend 1301 01:05:42.599 --> 01:05:45.559 counseling about anything else. But if you've tried counseling and 1302 01:05:45.559 --> 01:05:47.800 the behavior still doesn't get better, then at that point, 1303 01:05:47.880 --> 01:05:49.840 I'm like, wash my hands. 1304 01:05:50.079 --> 01:05:53.119 No, I don't need I don't mean to. This is 1305 01:05:53.239 --> 01:05:58.360 an exaggeration. I am literally dealing with somebody who has 1306 01:05:58.400 --> 01:06:01.400 a like an actual demon inside them, and that demon 1307 01:06:01.480 --> 01:06:05.480 changes her personality multiple times. So this is something thing 1308 01:06:05.679 --> 01:06:09.199 like the narcissist park allows the rest of the world 1309 01:06:09.199 --> 01:06:12.559 to see one side and it's like the perfect perfect 1310 01:06:12.599 --> 01:06:16.239 picture and you're the one that knows better. And the 1311 01:06:17.000 --> 01:06:20.079 way she displays herself to others means that who knows 1312 01:06:20.119 --> 01:06:22.559 what she's saying about you. But if she ever wants 1313 01:06:22.599 --> 01:06:26.079 to play that card, they already all think she's the perfect, 1314 01:06:26.360 --> 01:06:29.480 you know person. So of course if there's a problem, 1315 01:06:30.119 --> 01:06:32.440 people are naturally because they don't know who I am, 1316 01:06:32.480 --> 01:06:35.320 gonna think that it's money that it's coming from. It's 1317 01:06:35.440 --> 01:06:37.760 it's a you know what I mean. So the friend base, 1318 01:06:37.880 --> 01:06:40.199 like we have a lot of like homeschool mom friends 1319 01:06:40.199 --> 01:06:43.320 and stuff like that. Then you know all the cool, 1320 01:06:44.360 --> 01:06:47.199 you know, involved types of people who are very well 1321 01:06:47.239 --> 01:06:49.559 involved with their families. She's got a lot of friends 1322 01:06:49.599 --> 01:06:52.119 in that area. So that's it would be very strange 1323 01:06:52.360 --> 01:06:54.920 if oh, there's a problem, Well, what did he do? 1324 01:06:55.239 --> 01:06:55.440 You know? 1325 01:06:55.480 --> 01:06:56.920 That would be the that would be the attitude. 1326 01:06:56.960 --> 01:06:57.480 What did he do? 1327 01:06:58.159 --> 01:07:00.440 But I don't even I'm not even considered about any 1328 01:07:00.480 --> 01:07:01.760 of that. But as far as like, you know, the 1329 01:07:01.800 --> 01:07:06.519 counseling thing, she manipulates that situation too. That isn't truthful 1330 01:07:06.960 --> 01:07:10.320 to that, and everybody has a different perception of it 1331 01:07:10.400 --> 01:07:12.920 because you know, she's gonna the manipulation of that to 1332 01:07:13.360 --> 01:07:17.079 know what people want to hear, to make the her 1333 01:07:17.440 --> 01:07:21.199 projection of who they are, you know, to be to 1334 01:07:21.480 --> 01:07:23.760 look a certain way, you know what I mean. 1335 01:07:23.760 --> 01:07:28.559 So yeah, I understand that. Man. My baby mama was 1336 01:07:28.599 --> 01:07:30.360 the same way. And and I ended up having to 1337 01:07:30.360 --> 01:07:35.079 get into about five or six different street fights because 1338 01:07:35.199 --> 01:07:37.519 random men were coming up to me on the streets, 1339 01:07:37.559 --> 01:07:40.719 Hey are you chili? And well they would call me 1340 01:07:40.760 --> 01:07:44.079 by my Facebook name, which anytime somebody calls me by 1341 01:07:44.079 --> 01:07:45.760 my Facebook name, I know they don't know me because 1342 01:07:45.760 --> 01:07:47.440 it's not my real name. So they called me by 1343 01:07:47.440 --> 01:07:50.559 my Facebook name every single time. I'd be like, who 1344 01:07:50.639 --> 01:07:53.079 is you? And it always just be straight, all right, 1345 01:07:53.119 --> 01:07:54.960 now we're getting down, but like I get it, I 1346 01:07:55.039 --> 01:07:59.159 get it, but I'm still I'm six foot one. 1347 01:07:59.280 --> 01:08:03.480 Yeah, okay, my stepson's five eleven. My dad's six foot two, 1348 01:08:03.880 --> 01:08:06.440 and my dad's six foot two, and my mother was 1349 01:08:06.480 --> 01:08:09.559 five foot one, and I'm happy as a joe. Pashi, 1350 01:08:09.599 --> 01:08:11.800 I'm five to five. I'm good. You know, I've never 1351 01:08:11.840 --> 01:08:14.559 had any issues. I like, I'm always told that the 1352 01:08:14.920 --> 01:08:17.199 smaller people live longer, so that might be a positive too. 1353 01:08:17.279 --> 01:08:19.399 My great grandfather was one hundred years old. It's whatever, 1354 01:08:19.439 --> 01:08:24.199 you know. But my is like Lithuanian and German, like 1355 01:08:24.239 --> 01:08:26.279 they have a little bit of Lithuinian but German Irish 1356 01:08:26.279 --> 01:08:29.159 in them, and they're all like my great graand my 1357 01:08:29.720 --> 01:08:31.840 great grandfather when he was younger, I think was at 1358 01:08:31.920 --> 01:08:36.399 least six foot, but his sons were six five sixty six, 1359 01:08:36.960 --> 01:08:39.159 all in that area. But it's just funny because it's 1360 01:08:39.199 --> 01:08:41.000 like the generational thing. As soon as they hit that 1361 01:08:41.439 --> 01:08:43.920 the Italian jeans of a five foot one person, I 1362 01:08:44.039 --> 01:08:44.840 became five to five. 1363 01:08:45.720 --> 01:08:49.600 Okay, man, honestly, you aren't missing much. My back hurts, 1364 01:08:49.640 --> 01:08:53.560 I got scoliosis. I'm crooked. Being tall ain't woded, it 1365 01:08:53.640 --> 01:08:56.520 seems to be. I'd rather be shorter, honestly. Shit. 1366 01:08:58.399 --> 01:09:00.159 Well yeah, and when I me at the gym, know, 1367 01:09:00.399 --> 01:09:02.560 because it's it's on a smaller frame. It's not a 1368 01:09:02.640 --> 01:09:05.600 stretched out they muscles look bigger. I might not be stronger, 1369 01:09:05.800 --> 01:09:06.720 but I look bigger. 1370 01:09:08.039 --> 01:09:10.520 I have a set of twins that were really close 1371 01:09:10.560 --> 01:09:14.439 friends of mine, and they're like literally four foot six, 1372 01:09:14.479 --> 01:09:17.800 four foot seven, but they are the stockiest, most built 1373 01:09:17.840 --> 01:09:20.560 motherfuckers you'll ever see. They just be walking with or 1374 01:09:20.760 --> 01:09:24.239 they don't. God, I'm like, crazy, bro crazy. I love 1375 01:09:24.239 --> 01:09:24.840 them the death though. 1376 01:09:25.479 --> 01:09:28.479 Four six What are they like the jockeys? 1377 01:09:28.760 --> 01:09:29.279 They do? 1378 01:09:29.319 --> 01:09:30.680 They ride horses for a living or what? 1379 01:09:31.239 --> 01:09:31.439 Yeah? 1380 01:09:31.560 --> 01:09:35.640 Pretty much? Yeah, like maybe maybe five, No, definitely like 1381 01:09:35.680 --> 01:09:38.439 four six. They wouldn't even be able to see over 1382 01:09:38.439 --> 01:09:41.399 a car like their sedan they'd have. They're like half 1383 01:09:41.439 --> 01:09:43.239 the sedan. 1384 01:09:42.479 --> 01:09:44.279 So meaning bike to them is just a bike. 1385 01:09:44.760 --> 01:09:47.920 Oh yeah, they love the pocket, they love the pocket rockets. 1386 01:09:49.520 --> 01:09:53.199 That's lunny, that's funny. So what do you think of 1387 01:09:53.960 --> 01:09:56.079 Let's see, I wanted to throw a couple of ideas 1388 01:09:56.079 --> 01:09:59.840 out here, like this idea of look max looks bax 1389 01:10:00.560 --> 01:10:03.960 and where you think it comes from in the psychological aspect, 1390 01:10:04.479 --> 01:10:07.359 and what do you like? There's like people like Clavicular 1391 01:10:07.399 --> 01:10:08.560 who's made it popular. 1392 01:10:09.840 --> 01:10:13.800 Look smack sing Have you heard of it? It's term 1393 01:10:13.840 --> 01:10:16.560 refer to the process of maximizing one on physical attractive 1394 01:10:16.880 --> 01:10:18.279 That is corny as hell. 1395 01:10:18.479 --> 01:10:22.720 R it is feminine as hell. But this from the manisphere. 1396 01:10:23.079 --> 01:10:27.359 And then these guys have been instead of saying skincare 1397 01:10:27.439 --> 01:10:30.159 because that sounds feminine, they'll call it skin matching. When 1398 01:10:30.199 --> 01:10:33.079 they're doing putting cream on their face or they'll put 1399 01:10:33.119 --> 01:10:36.000 needles in their eyes to make them puffy. They'll did 1400 01:10:36.079 --> 01:10:38.960 they do this and look up bone smashing, Look up 1401 01:10:38.960 --> 01:10:39.560 bone smashing. 1402 01:10:39.600 --> 01:10:42.239 Yeah, I've seen that. I've seen bone smashing. I didn't 1403 01:10:42.239 --> 01:10:44.399 know that's what it was pertaining to look. So I 1404 01:10:45.079 --> 01:10:47.520 believe that you should be able to enhance your features. 1405 01:10:47.520 --> 01:10:49.680 But just like a woman, if you have to do 1406 01:10:49.840 --> 01:10:55.000 anything outside of just working out or like doing stuff, 1407 01:10:55.239 --> 01:10:57.800 then then you know, yeah, like what are you doing 1408 01:10:57.960 --> 01:11:00.319 like that, that's not a part of your DNA ructure. 1409 01:11:00.319 --> 01:11:02.680 Your kid's gonna come out looking fugly as ship and 1410 01:11:02.680 --> 01:11:07.880 they're gonna be like I thought, I thought he was attractive, Like, no, 1411 01:11:08.079 --> 01:11:11.560 he's a fucking genetically modified himself, Like you're not a 1412 01:11:11.600 --> 01:11:13.159 fucking no. 1413 01:11:13.159 --> 01:11:16.399 No, I don't believe exactly. It's Falts advertising, but women 1414 01:11:16.439 --> 01:11:18.319 have been doing it forever with the makeup and stuffing. 1415 01:11:18.399 --> 01:11:20.840 But you find that stuff out before you go too far. 1416 01:11:21.279 --> 01:11:24.159 If you're a dude and you've had jaw surgery, this 1417 01:11:24.520 --> 01:11:26.479 is what these guys are gonna do. They've had limb 1418 01:11:26.560 --> 01:11:29.079 lengthening surgery. Some of them, they've had jaw surgeries to 1419 01:11:29.119 --> 01:11:31.399 get a certain look so they look more like, Uh, 1420 01:11:31.600 --> 01:11:34.960 I guess, like what's his name? Uh, what's what was 1421 01:11:35.000 --> 01:11:37.920 his name? Goddamn it? Uh? One of the he's a 1422 01:11:37.920 --> 01:11:40.680 bodybuilder that died. I forgot No, it's it's skipping. But 1423 01:11:40.800 --> 01:11:44.399 like like the chad the chad face right, uh, just 1424 01:11:44.439 --> 01:11:47.720 to get that, or they mew this thing called mewing 1425 01:11:47.760 --> 01:11:49.600 sounds gay as hell, but they like try to make 1426 01:11:49.600 --> 01:11:51.840 their job muscles stronger. But all these things are like 1427 01:11:51.880 --> 01:11:55.520 augmentations that they were gonna like when you have the child, 1428 01:11:55.920 --> 01:11:58.640 the woman's gonna feel like she got, you know, sold 1429 01:11:58.640 --> 01:12:01.880 the bad sale of goods because the child is not 1430 01:12:01.920 --> 01:12:06.000 going to have all those masculine features at all. It's 1431 01:12:06.319 --> 01:12:08.560 you can't just augment yourself like that and be like, yeah, 1432 01:12:08.600 --> 01:12:11.640 that's like you wouldn't expect a I don't know. I 1433 01:12:11.680 --> 01:12:13.560 don't even know how to I don't even know how 1434 01:12:13.560 --> 01:12:16.800 to categorize that. But if anyone thinks that's not feminine, 1435 01:12:17.159 --> 01:12:19.079 I don't know how they don't think that's feminine. Like 1436 01:12:19.119 --> 01:12:21.960 these guys are like taking steroids at like fifteen, sixteen 1437 01:12:22.000 --> 01:12:25.680 years old. Uh cli at fourteen, like you tank. Your 1438 01:12:26.039 --> 01:12:28.319 people don't realize this when you start screwing with that shit. 1439 01:12:28.359 --> 01:12:33.319 When you start injecting, you have to do replacement therapy 1440 01:12:33.359 --> 01:12:36.319 for life because it doesn't come back, it doesn't start 1441 01:12:36.359 --> 01:12:40.159 working and producing itself like it used to. And you 1442 01:12:40.199 --> 01:12:42.159 could have all kinds of imbounces. You could grow tts. 1443 01:12:42.439 --> 01:12:46.319 You know, man, I know an eighteen year old. I 1444 01:12:46.359 --> 01:12:48.399 know an eighteen year old that literally does that. He'll 1445 01:12:48.439 --> 01:12:51.000 take the gas station pills too, the fucking worst ones. 1446 01:12:51.000 --> 01:12:54.439 He'll go buy rhinos to boost his testosterone and shit 1447 01:12:54.560 --> 01:12:56.279 like that, like not even using it to fuck, but 1448 01:12:56.560 --> 01:12:59.760 he'll buy like blue shoes. He's eighteen, nineteen years old, 1449 01:12:59.760 --> 01:13:02.520 buy blue shoes to have sex with people. It's like, 1450 01:13:02.600 --> 01:13:05.039 I tried telling them, bro, that stuff is meant for 1451 01:13:05.079 --> 01:13:08.279 when you're older. You're filling your body with testosterone and 1452 01:13:08.319 --> 01:13:10.680 all these different things, and you're overwhelming your body. So 1453 01:13:10.720 --> 01:13:12.439 when you get to the age where you're gonna need 1454 01:13:12.479 --> 01:13:14.920 those things, they're not even gonna work. Yeah, you're gonna 1455 01:13:14.920 --> 01:13:18.880 be sitting. Yeah, absolutely fucking But at least you had 1456 01:13:18.920 --> 01:13:21.119 your twenties where you look like a fucking chad. Like 1457 01:13:21.159 --> 01:13:23.840 now you look like a like a thirty eight year 1458 01:13:23.880 --> 01:13:25.319 old baby, Like what the fuck? 1459 01:13:26.359 --> 01:13:29.159 And then, oh my god, dude, every time I see 1460 01:13:29.159 --> 01:13:31.640 a like a transit what do you call it? Before 1461 01:13:31.640 --> 01:13:34.479 and after pictures? Transitioning means something different these days, so 1462 01:13:34.520 --> 01:13:38.159 it's hard to use that word when you see like, okay, 1463 01:13:38.159 --> 01:13:42.399 they started at seventeen sixteens taking steroids, which is all awful. 1464 01:13:42.680 --> 01:13:45.000 They haven't even gone through their they haven't even hit 1465 01:13:45.039 --> 01:13:48.239 their genetic potential yet, they haven't even seen what's gonna 1466 01:13:48.239 --> 01:13:53.319 happen during puberty. They just freaking hijacked the whole goddamn experience. 1467 01:13:54.000 --> 01:13:56.520 Like when I was in my early twenties, I could 1468 01:13:56.600 --> 01:13:59.760 put on muscle like crazy, and I still kind of 1469 01:13:59.800 --> 01:14:03.399 came like, it's I'm a hyper responder. Why would I 1470 01:14:03.479 --> 01:14:07.279 want to fuck all that up if I was getting 1471 01:14:07.279 --> 01:14:09.239 it naturally to the point where then I would have 1472 01:14:09.239 --> 01:14:12.279 to inject it if I wanted it to stay on me. 1473 01:14:12.800 --> 01:14:17.039 It's so stupid. But okay, sixteen year old. Two years 1474 01:14:17.119 --> 01:14:19.039 later you see them, they look like they're thirty five 1475 01:14:19.720 --> 01:14:23.159 because the shit ages you. The stuff makes you look older. 1476 01:14:23.239 --> 01:14:25.760 It's like taking years off your life. But it's not 1477 01:14:25.880 --> 01:14:28.000 just you're gonna die sooner. It's like, no, you're gonna 1478 01:14:28.039 --> 01:14:31.520 look like you're older because it's literally like rotting you 1479 01:14:31.560 --> 01:14:32.119 on the vine. 1480 01:14:32.840 --> 01:14:34.960 Yeah completely, I agree. 1481 01:14:36.960 --> 01:14:42.199 Yeah, and I couldn't like. The potential for you having 1482 01:14:42.239 --> 01:14:47.039 to do home one replacement therapy or test TRT for 1483 01:14:47.079 --> 01:14:49.039 the rest of your life is so high. I didn't 1484 01:14:49.079 --> 01:14:51.199 realize that it was almost a one to one really, 1485 01:14:51.319 --> 01:14:54.279 like pretty much everybody who gets who hops on gear 1486 01:14:54.359 --> 01:14:57.399 for you know, a decent amount of time, will end 1487 01:14:57.479 --> 01:15:00.640 up having to do that in order to maintain And 1488 01:15:00.680 --> 01:15:03.119 that's just not cool. You're gonna beat that the rest 1489 01:15:03.119 --> 01:15:05.479 of your life. 1490 01:15:05.640 --> 01:15:08.560 So I'm looks Max and yeah, fuck no, I don't 1491 01:15:08.600 --> 01:15:10.560 agree with it. Like, if you do that shit, that's 1492 01:15:10.560 --> 01:15:14.319 corny as fuck. Like I again, working out making, if 1493 01:15:14.359 --> 01:15:17.399 it's natural, do it, get yourself together. But if it's 1494 01:15:17.399 --> 01:15:20.920 fucking smashing your face with a hammer or getting surgery, 1495 01:15:21.000 --> 01:15:25.640 then like you should probably just find somebody who likes 1496 01:15:25.680 --> 01:15:28.159 you for you instead of what you want to be, 1497 01:15:28.239 --> 01:15:28.880 you know what I mean. 1498 01:15:29.560 --> 01:15:31.920 I think it all is based off of, you know, 1499 01:15:32.079 --> 01:15:35.199 manipulating people with insecurities too. I don't know if all 1500 01:15:35.239 --> 01:15:37.640 of these people are really believing in what they do. 1501 01:15:38.159 --> 01:15:40.319 I think they just know that there's an insecurity level 1502 01:15:40.319 --> 01:15:43.199 here and that there's certain there's a certain uh what 1503 01:15:43.239 --> 01:15:46.760 do you call it, generation or age group that before 1504 01:15:46.800 --> 01:15:49.880 they even tried, they decided that they quit when it 1505 01:15:49.920 --> 01:15:53.079 came to women, and they didn't want to be putting 1506 01:15:53.119 --> 01:15:55.039 forth the efforts. So they want to just look so 1507 01:15:55.079 --> 01:15:57.000 good that they don't have to talk. They want to 1508 01:15:57.000 --> 01:15:59.319 look so good that they don't need a personality. They 1509 01:15:59.319 --> 01:16:00.680 want to look so good that they don't need to 1510 01:16:00.720 --> 01:16:04.560 cultivate themselves, you know. And that's like, it's like it's 1511 01:16:04.600 --> 01:16:07.560 not a cheat code, especially when you think consider all 1512 01:16:07.600 --> 01:16:11.039 the stuff that's involved. Like this clavicular guy, he said 1513 01:16:11.039 --> 01:16:13.640 he wanted sunk in cheeks, so he started taking meth 1514 01:16:21.079 --> 01:16:22.880 nineteen right now, and he's hanging out with like the 1515 01:16:22.960 --> 01:16:26.760 tapes and freaking Nick Fuentez. There's another name for you. 1516 01:16:26.840 --> 01:16:28.159 What do you What do you think of that guy, 1517 01:16:29.680 --> 01:16:30.560 Nick Fuentes. 1518 01:16:31.279 --> 01:16:36.039 Yeah, let's see make sure I'm talking about the right one, 1519 01:16:36.039 --> 01:16:38.920 because it's like Nick Nick Shirley, like all these people. 1520 01:16:38.960 --> 01:16:41.399 Yeah, Nick Suirley is a freaking plant. I hope everybody 1521 01:16:41.600 --> 01:16:44.319 knows that that dude is a He's not a fed, 1522 01:16:44.399 --> 01:16:48.880 but he's he's working for bad people. So he's always 1523 01:16:49.199 --> 01:16:51.439 right in the right place for the story. And people 1524 01:16:51.520 --> 01:16:54.520 talk to him who are hostile, violent towards everybody. So 1525 01:16:54.880 --> 01:16:58.560 he's only talking to other actors in these crowds, Like 1526 01:16:58.800 --> 01:17:00.800 this guy is pretending to be a He's all like 1527 01:17:01.039 --> 01:17:03.239 I'm gonna kill, I'm gonna stab, I'm gonna stab but 1528 01:17:03.319 --> 01:17:06.000 he's talking to the white guy with the camera like 1529 01:17:06.039 --> 01:17:08.640 he's like their old buds. I'm like, come on, dude, 1530 01:17:08.840 --> 01:17:09.960 that doesn't make any sense. 1531 01:17:11.079 --> 01:17:15.479 So with Nick Fuentes, I mean, I haven't really seen 1532 01:17:15.520 --> 01:17:19.319 anything about him other than him being off the walls bonkers. 1533 01:17:19.319 --> 01:17:22.680 I'll see clips of him saying some arbitrary, random rage 1534 01:17:22.720 --> 01:17:26.880 bait stuff, so I can't really make a judgment. I 1535 01:17:26.920 --> 01:17:30.039 know that he's a Christian. Supposedly, he recently came out 1536 01:17:30.039 --> 01:17:32.359 with something without the context. I don't want to speak 1537 01:17:32.399 --> 01:17:34.880 on it, but about pedophilia and like fourteen year olds 1538 01:17:34.880 --> 01:17:38.359 and seventeen year olds. Play that clip for you if 1539 01:17:38.359 --> 01:17:38.880 you want to. 1540 01:17:40.640 --> 01:17:43.159 There's more. I mean, he's also said that it was 1541 01:17:43.199 --> 01:17:46.840 most certainly Tyler Robinson, which is completely ridiculous. Like every 1542 01:17:46.880 --> 01:17:51.520 other every let's call it the is reelly in shadow 1543 01:17:51.640 --> 01:17:54.680 government talking point. He's supposed to be this like white 1544 01:17:54.760 --> 01:17:56.439 nationalist is what they bill him as. 1545 01:17:56.560 --> 01:17:56.720 Orere. 1546 01:17:56.720 --> 01:18:00.119 He's like this Christian nationalist or whatever. But every talk 1547 01:18:00.239 --> 01:18:05.479 point that would be in support of the very thing 1548 01:18:05.560 --> 01:18:09.800 that's destroying our country he agrees with. He agrees with 1549 01:18:09.840 --> 01:18:13.239 all those things, and it's just it's just I think 1550 01:18:13.279 --> 01:18:17.479 people are getting a they're getting they're getting screwed over 1551 01:18:17.840 --> 01:18:21.520 a lot. They're putting their faith in the wrong things. 1552 01:18:22.000 --> 01:18:24.000 All right, let's see, I gotta put it up here. 1553 01:18:25.720 --> 01:18:27.840 This is a guy watching it. But I mean there's 1554 01:18:28.039 --> 01:18:29.560 there's other ones in here that I could show you. 1555 01:18:29.880 --> 01:18:32.880 Pedo thing. It's like a really kind of feeling. 1556 01:18:33.159 --> 01:18:34.880 I don't want to be the one that has to 1557 01:18:34.920 --> 01:18:38.880 say it, but I guess I'm being forced to say it. 1558 01:18:38.880 --> 01:18:45.119 It's not really pedophilia. Okay, they weren't trafficking five year olds, no, 1559 01:18:45.159 --> 01:18:47.960 but they were as young as eleven, and who knows 1560 01:18:47.960 --> 01:18:50.359 what they were doing. That's not on the books. But 1561 01:18:50.960 --> 01:18:52.880 what are you making What is he making a case 1562 01:18:52.920 --> 01:18:53.920 for fourteen year old? 1563 01:18:54.039 --> 01:18:55.840 So what what is that even referring to? 1564 01:18:56.000 --> 01:18:56.199 Though? 1565 01:18:56.239 --> 01:18:56.920 So what's that. 1566 01:18:58.479 --> 01:19:01.439 Like? Like Jeffrey Epstein list and you know all the 1567 01:19:01.479 --> 01:19:03.239 people that are on this list. It's like, did they 1568 01:19:03.279 --> 01:19:05.720 really do anything bad? Because they're like in their forties 1569 01:19:05.720 --> 01:19:10.720 and fifties and sixties having sex with teenagers. I'm like, yeah, yeah, 1570 01:19:10.760 --> 01:19:12.600 that's that's bad. But he's like, well, they weren't like that, 1571 01:19:12.680 --> 01:19:14.680 it's not like they were five. I was like, you know, 1572 01:19:14.680 --> 01:19:17.560 they probably disposed of some bodies too, but that's not 1573 01:19:17.560 --> 01:19:21.079 going to be talked about. They they didn't just rape 1574 01:19:21.159 --> 01:19:25.399 or have sex with these girls or boys anyway. Let's 1575 01:19:25.399 --> 01:19:28.800 favorite was similar was like they were technically not legal. 1576 01:19:29.720 --> 01:19:31.720 Big difference in my opinion. 1577 01:19:31.840 --> 01:19:35.399 I know that's a controversial take, but that's not really 1578 01:19:35.439 --> 01:19:36.199 the issue there. 1579 01:19:37.960 --> 01:19:41.960 Right. So Yeah, obviously Nick Fuint is a bearded Nick 1580 01:19:42.000 --> 01:19:42.960 foint ass fallen. 1581 01:19:44.159 --> 01:19:47.560 He obviously is getting paid now, So I don't agree 1582 01:19:47.600 --> 01:19:51.079 with that. I think he's always been He's been manufactured 1583 01:19:51.079 --> 01:19:54.119 to play that role forever. And this is what because 1584 01:19:54.159 --> 01:19:56.760 he you know, you establish trust, you get people to 1585 01:19:56.800 --> 01:19:59.600 think that I saw picked up your video. You get 1586 01:20:01.800 --> 01:20:06.199 you get this persona that you that you cultivate, and 1587 01:20:06.239 --> 01:20:08.920 then after that you just drop your your your pills 1588 01:20:08.920 --> 01:20:10.920 and there your poison pills or whatever you want to 1589 01:20:10.920 --> 01:20:14.880 call them, to steer the people that respect you into 1590 01:20:14.920 --> 01:20:17.760 your thinking or into the thinking that they want the 1591 01:20:17.800 --> 01:20:22.760 people to have. So it's it's more like they it's 1592 01:20:22.800 --> 01:20:25.279 a it's a whole thing. It's like a whole psychological operation. 1593 01:20:25.319 --> 01:20:28.279 It's more like a cult of personality. Like once you 1594 01:20:28.279 --> 01:20:31.560 trust the guy, you start accepting all the things that 1595 01:20:31.600 --> 01:20:34.000 go along with that person. Even the things that don't 1596 01:20:34.039 --> 01:20:36.800 make sense to you when when you hear them, you 1597 01:20:36.880 --> 01:20:40.800 know what I mean. And it's like he's softening the 1598 01:20:40.840 --> 01:20:43.560 blow of when, when and if they actually ever release 1599 01:20:43.600 --> 01:20:46.680 any of the information. And to me, that's a that's 1600 01:20:46.720 --> 01:20:48.520 a sick place to uh to be. 1601 01:20:49.920 --> 01:20:52.199 Yeah, I mean most that's the ironic part. That's why 1602 01:20:52.239 --> 01:20:54.439 I'm not right or left, because the left is just 1603 01:20:54.520 --> 01:20:57.279 brain dead in general, and the right doesn't realize most 1604 01:20:57.319 --> 01:21:00.640 of their the people they suck off or plants. 1605 01:21:02.079 --> 01:21:08.279 Right, exactly, that's the exactly exactly. This guy's kind of funny. 1606 01:21:08.319 --> 01:21:13.720 Sometimes it's say, I figure out if there's anything else 1607 01:21:13.800 --> 01:21:16.600 up here? I had I had Nick on here a 1608 01:21:16.640 --> 01:21:19.840 few times. But there's other things that he said recent 1609 01:21:19.880 --> 01:21:22.000 have you? Do you know this guy that common explains 1610 01:21:22.239 --> 01:21:23.960 there's some there's some good stuff that comes out of 1611 01:21:24.039 --> 01:21:26.239 that guy. Oh, here we go. 1612 01:21:27.079 --> 01:21:28.159 I know you said this show is for men, but 1613 01:21:28.159 --> 01:21:29.439 I'm a thirty year old wman and no many girls 1614 01:21:29.479 --> 01:21:30.439 they love the show from myself. 1615 01:21:30.600 --> 01:21:33.920 So here he is giving him, you know, gassing himself 1616 01:21:33.920 --> 01:21:35.840 because you know, this is all bullshit. People think that 1617 01:21:35.880 --> 01:21:38.680 these are all organic things. And this is after a 1618 01:21:38.720 --> 01:21:41.720 female fan sends a huge donation. Nick gets brutally honest 1619 01:21:41.760 --> 01:21:45.319 about what he thinks women really feel about him. All bullshit, 1620 01:21:45.479 --> 01:21:48.159 it's all false modesty. It's all just dumb shit. But 1621 01:21:48.199 --> 01:21:52.560 I mean there's there's there's better, there's better examples of 1622 01:21:52.640 --> 01:21:54.159 what a jackassd this kid is. 1623 01:21:54.760 --> 01:21:58.159 I see a lot of people saying, huh, you want 1624 01:21:58.199 --> 01:22:01.359 to annex Gri, this, Venezuela and Mexico. 1625 01:22:01.880 --> 01:22:03.039 So let me get this straight. 1626 01:22:03.359 --> 01:22:06.000 You want to deport all these Hispanics and then take 1627 01:22:06.039 --> 01:22:09.279 their countries. I didn't say we're gonna let them vote. 1628 01:22:09.520 --> 01:22:11.079 So he wants he's gonna not only are gonna take 1629 01:22:11.119 --> 01:22:14.960 up the countries, but then not let them vote into 1630 01:22:15.000 --> 01:22:19.319 their for their you know, their own future. Yeah, I 1631 01:22:19.359 --> 01:22:22.119 have to, yeah, do it like this. Let's see. 1632 01:22:23.319 --> 01:22:26.720 I see a lot of people saying, huh, you want 1633 01:22:26.720 --> 01:22:29.880 to annex Gri, Venezuela and Mexico. 1634 01:22:30.399 --> 01:22:31.560 So let me get this straight. 1635 01:22:31.880 --> 01:22:34.520 You want to deport all these Hispanics and then take 1636 01:22:34.560 --> 01:22:37.760 their countries. I didn't say we're gonna let them vote. 1637 01:22:38.960 --> 01:22:40.359 Who said anything about that? 1638 01:22:41.920 --> 01:22:46.880 Because I've legitimately seen that I'm going full imperialist. 1639 01:22:46.159 --> 01:22:49.159 On the show. Do you know that they want certain 1640 01:22:49.439 --> 01:22:53.840 especially the Oi vays they want certain minerals and certain 1641 01:22:54.560 --> 01:22:59.760 uh other things in that terror in these territories. Greenland's 1642 01:22:59.760 --> 01:23:04.800 got some other things that they want or and and 1643 01:23:04.880 --> 01:23:07.359 so all these things that they're saying just seem to 1644 01:23:07.399 --> 01:23:10.840 fall right into place as to what these Zionis bankers 1645 01:23:10.920 --> 01:23:15.439 want and these and the corporatocracies want. And again he's 1646 01:23:15.479 --> 01:23:18.239 putting his face on it and making it like, oh, yeah, 1647 01:23:18.239 --> 01:23:21.760 America is just going to take everything. But America isn't 1648 01:23:22.039 --> 01:23:24.640 a free country. It's not a nationalist place. It's not 1649 01:23:25.039 --> 01:23:28.520 where freedom is expressed. It's we've been given that lie. 1650 01:23:28.600 --> 01:23:31.720 But the first time you try to, you know, claim 1651 01:23:31.760 --> 01:23:34.159 your rights, you find out just how much of a 1652 01:23:34.199 --> 01:23:37.079 slave you are. And that's we don't want to impose 1653 01:23:37.119 --> 01:23:38.119 that upon other people. 1654 01:23:39.000 --> 01:23:43.319 Saying, take the oil, take Venezuela, take Mexico. And I 1655 01:23:43.359 --> 01:23:48.119 see all these heritage Americans, They're like, now, boy, so 1656 01:23:48.319 --> 01:23:51.199 Nick wants to deport all these Venezuelans and then take 1657 01:23:51.239 --> 01:23:54.399 their country. It's like, bro, we don't got to let 1658 01:23:54.479 --> 01:23:56.399 them vote. I didn't say we got to make them 1659 01:23:56.439 --> 01:24:01.560 the fifty first state. They're a colony. What about colonialism? 1660 01:24:01.640 --> 01:24:03.560 Don't you understand we're not going to give him the 1661 01:24:03.640 --> 01:24:06.479 right to vote. We're just going to take their stuff. 1662 01:24:06.960 --> 01:24:07.760 Jesus Christ. 1663 01:24:08.880 --> 01:24:11.239 People say, oh boy, we're going to plan our flag 1664 01:24:11.279 --> 01:24:14.439 and then what they're going to come and live over here? No, no, 1665 01:24:14.560 --> 01:24:19.119 we'll have internal borders. They're not going to be a state. 1666 01:24:19.279 --> 01:24:21.840 So what is he talking about? It? Because I stay 1667 01:24:21.840 --> 01:24:24.520 out of politics. I'm more of a spiritual and mindset 1668 01:24:24.600 --> 01:24:26.640 kind of guy. So what the is even talking about? 1669 01:24:26.720 --> 01:24:30.600 He's literally talking about what you know that they took 1670 01:24:30.680 --> 01:24:33.800 Maduro right like, they took a president out of his 1671 01:24:33.840 --> 01:24:37.520 own country because he give up the mineral rights of 1672 01:24:37.800 --> 01:24:40.199 all their oil and he was selling it to Iran 1673 01:24:40.239 --> 01:24:43.920 and Russia, and so our country had a problem with 1674 01:24:43.960 --> 01:24:47.680 that because because Israel had a problem with it because 1675 01:24:47.720 --> 01:24:50.279 those are their quote unquote natural enemies or whatnot. So 1676 01:24:51.479 --> 01:24:55.439 that's why they just freaking abducted a president and put 1677 01:24:56.239 --> 01:24:59.199 one of their people is a Zionist friendly woman in 1678 01:25:00.039 --> 01:25:03.800 large of Venezuela who's basically a puppet so that they 1679 01:25:03.840 --> 01:25:08.439 can privatize their oil reserves and turn that country into 1680 01:25:08.479 --> 01:25:12.239 shit while they siphon out all the wealth. So that's 1681 01:25:12.239 --> 01:25:14.560 what they're doing in Venezuela. And he's like we just 1682 01:25:14.600 --> 01:25:17.199 take their land. And he's like the same thing about Mexico. 1683 01:25:17.880 --> 01:25:20.439 And then you know Greenland and Denmark, are you know 1684 01:25:20.760 --> 01:25:23.359 Greenland in some other place where they were talking about 1685 01:25:23.399 --> 01:25:27.520 also annexing for the for the United States, which in 1686 01:25:28.760 --> 01:25:31.960 these terms don't mean the United States, they mean those 1687 01:25:31.960 --> 01:25:35.960 who control the banks, because that's this is their plan 1688 01:25:36.279 --> 01:25:41.720 for their expansionism. Venezuela doesn't currently have a central bank 1689 01:25:41.920 --> 01:25:46.720 from the Rothschilds, but they will shortly, and that's kind 1690 01:25:46.760 --> 01:25:49.439 of how it goes. We fight wars for that. Sometimes 1691 01:25:49.479 --> 01:25:53.039 we do these things just take the guy and put 1692 01:25:53.079 --> 01:25:57.880 in a puppet regime. He's playing his role. Karen says, 1693 01:25:57.880 --> 01:26:00.159 he's playing his role. He's saying exactly what he's and 1694 01:26:00.239 --> 01:26:04.319 hired to say and would make you want to smack 1695 01:26:04.399 --> 01:26:06.359 him in the god in your life. 1696 01:26:06.399 --> 01:26:06.600 Though. 1697 01:26:06.720 --> 01:26:11.159 Yeah, hey man, I wanted to thank you for coming on. 1698 01:26:11.319 --> 01:26:13.119 If you have any is there anything else you want 1699 01:26:13.119 --> 01:26:14.520 to discuss? You want me to show any of your 1700 01:26:14.600 --> 01:26:16.239 videos here? I got some of them in the list 1701 01:26:16.279 --> 01:26:17.800 here too. They're good. 1702 01:26:19.439 --> 01:26:21.520 If you If you want to show you said that 1703 01:26:21.560 --> 01:26:22.960 real quick? Do you got to go something? 1704 01:26:23.560 --> 01:26:25.640 No, no, no, no, I just I saw you stretching 1705 01:26:25.680 --> 01:26:27.439 I thought, maybe you're just like, what else, what are 1706 01:26:27.439 --> 01:26:28.119 we talking about now? 1707 01:26:28.199 --> 01:26:28.279 Like? 1708 01:26:28.359 --> 01:26:29.800 So I just was I was trying. 1709 01:26:29.520 --> 01:26:32.319 To no, no, no, no. My phone is on seventeen, but 1710 01:26:32.359 --> 01:26:34.279 I was gonna write it out until it died because 1711 01:26:34.319 --> 01:26:36.039 I like the conversations that we're having. 1712 01:26:36.319 --> 01:26:40.760 All right, man, cool, So we talked to you said 1713 01:26:40.800 --> 01:26:43.800 something about the spiritual, So let's let's go that direction. 1714 01:26:45.359 --> 01:26:48.039 Does that mean when you say spiritual, are you referring 1715 01:26:48.039 --> 01:26:51.279 to a specific religion, a state of mind, a connection 1716 01:26:51.359 --> 01:26:54.199 that you feel one on one with a higher purpose 1717 01:26:54.439 --> 01:26:58.039 or is it very specifically through the book and what 1718 01:26:58.119 --> 01:27:00.479 it says. Because to me, I'm not a I'm not 1719 01:27:00.520 --> 01:27:04.159 the book guy, but I do have that one personal 1720 01:27:04.199 --> 01:27:07.319 relationship with the benevolent Creator. 1721 01:27:08.039 --> 01:27:10.159 So I recently actually got into the word. I've been 1722 01:27:10.199 --> 01:27:12.359 reading the Word. But I don't believe in the Bible 1723 01:27:12.520 --> 01:27:16.039 in the fullest sense, so I don't believe in organized 1724 01:27:16.079 --> 01:27:19.840 religion in general, organized religion. I mean the church has 1725 01:27:19.840 --> 01:27:22.319 never owned the Church has always owned the throne when 1726 01:27:22.359 --> 01:27:24.800 it never should have, and you shouldn't be it's a 1727 01:27:24.800 --> 01:27:25.239 whole thing. 1728 01:27:25.439 --> 01:27:29.199 But basically, Jesus, if you want to if you really 1729 01:27:29.199 --> 01:27:31.319 want to get technical, like the whole idea and concept 1730 01:27:31.319 --> 01:27:33.960 of the organized religion was set up in the direct 1731 01:27:34.000 --> 01:27:35.319 defiance of what Jesus thought. 1732 01:27:35.479 --> 01:27:39.560 Yeah, it was a hijacking, but so essentially God is real, 1733 01:27:39.640 --> 01:27:42.319 the devil is real. Jesus did walk this earth, and 1734 01:27:42.319 --> 01:27:44.039 that is what I know to be true. I have 1735 01:27:44.079 --> 01:27:47.960 a personal connection with God, and you know, I don't 1736 01:27:47.960 --> 01:27:50.439 want to speak too much on on what my purpose 1737 01:27:50.560 --> 01:27:52.199 is or what I'm here for, but just know me 1738 01:27:52.279 --> 01:27:56.800 and God have a very tight connection. And I don't 1739 01:27:57.159 --> 01:27:59.840 I just don't believe in Christianity. I guess I don't 1740 01:27:59.840 --> 01:28:04.399 bel in baptisms. I don't believe in saying Hail Mary's 1741 01:28:04.439 --> 01:28:08.319 to somebody and then your sins are fucking forgiven. Like 1742 01:28:08.560 --> 01:28:11.680 I don't believe in church. The only church I really 1743 01:28:11.800 --> 01:28:14.000 vibe with our Methodist churches because they kind of mix 1744 01:28:14.039 --> 01:28:17.279 spirituality and religion. And the last church I was at 1745 01:28:17.720 --> 01:28:20.279 was a it's called Black Rock Formation. It's in Ohio, 1746 01:28:20.520 --> 01:28:23.760 and that's a church I like because they embody Jesus. 1747 01:28:23.840 --> 01:28:25.720 We never had a church we went to. We would 1748 01:28:25.760 --> 01:28:27.840 always be out in the open, we'd be at parks, 1749 01:28:27.880 --> 01:28:30.520 we'd be in public, and we'd just be preaching and 1750 01:28:30.640 --> 01:28:35.479 the main focus is being like Jesus and walking like Jesus, 1751 01:28:35.560 --> 01:28:39.479 and that is what I'm into. I'm into worshiping God 1752 01:28:40.000 --> 01:28:42.800 for who they are. But I also believe that everything's connected, 1753 01:28:42.880 --> 01:28:46.680 So I believe everybody's correct. If you want me to 1754 01:28:46.720 --> 01:28:50.319 be honest, every religion is correct. They all just have 1755 01:28:50.479 --> 01:28:53.000 a piece of the truth and they focus on that 1756 01:28:53.159 --> 01:28:56.680 piece of the truth instead of focusing on the whole. Right, 1757 01:28:57.039 --> 01:29:01.119 like Christianities have the Bible and they were there with Jesus, 1758 01:29:01.159 --> 01:29:03.720 So Jesus, this means everything that's in here is true, 1759 01:29:03.760 --> 01:29:06.319 and I mean no, a lot of it's true, but 1760 01:29:06.359 --> 01:29:08.199 the best way to tell a lie is to sprinkle 1761 01:29:08.239 --> 01:29:12.239 some truth. Then, And you got fucking Muslims and like, yeah, Muhammad, 1762 01:29:12.319 --> 01:29:16.000 all this shit, like you got Indians and in the chakras, 1763 01:29:16.039 --> 01:29:18.600 which do exist, You've got spiritual people are like it's 1764 01:29:18.640 --> 01:29:22.000 all vibrations and energies, which it also isn't wrong, but 1765 01:29:22.039 --> 01:29:24.560 it's only that way because God makes it in frequencies. 1766 01:29:24.640 --> 01:29:26.960 Is I mean, you praying to God as a frequency 1767 01:29:27.000 --> 01:29:30.520 and an energy. So it's like every religion is connected, 1768 01:29:30.520 --> 01:29:32.560 but they all focus on the one piece of their 1769 01:29:32.560 --> 01:29:35.720 religion that's correct and go no you're wrong because I'm correct. 1770 01:29:36.119 --> 01:29:38.319 And that's the funny part too, because a lot of 1771 01:29:38.359 --> 01:29:41.079 times they're saying the same thing, but it's there there. 1772 01:29:41.720 --> 01:29:43.520 They've only been taught to be able to think about 1773 01:29:43.520 --> 01:29:45.520 it in a certain way, so they're a comprehension level 1774 01:29:45.760 --> 01:29:49.199 the layers of how things mean, you know this, And 1775 01:29:49.359 --> 01:29:51.880 also that they can't do that because they feel like 1776 01:29:51.880 --> 01:29:55.520 they're going I think it's their own ignorance that makes 1777 01:29:55.520 --> 01:29:58.920 them think that by not saying it exactly the way 1778 01:29:58.920 --> 01:30:01.920 of something on a piece the paper that's allegedly the 1779 01:30:02.239 --> 01:30:05.119 word of God said it means that it's not true 1780 01:30:05.319 --> 01:30:08.399 or that it's against God and it's blasphemous. But in reality, no, 1781 01:30:08.520 --> 01:30:11.600 it's just man wrote that shit, and rewrote it and 1782 01:30:11.760 --> 01:30:13.800 wrote a bunch of bullshit in it over the last 1783 01:30:13.960 --> 01:30:16.920 two thousand years. I wouldn't focus too much on that. 1784 01:30:17.119 --> 01:30:20.000 Focus on this, what makes it? How does it feel? 1785 01:30:20.199 --> 01:30:21.039 Does it feel right? 1786 01:30:21.399 --> 01:30:21.600 You know? 1787 01:30:22.279 --> 01:30:24.600 And if you can't trust that, then I don't know 1788 01:30:24.640 --> 01:30:27.439 how you can do anything else. Because your your your 1789 01:30:27.439 --> 01:30:32.000 empathy and your ability that your compass is compassion. Right, 1790 01:30:32.079 --> 01:30:35.640 So when when you can feel empathy for others, when 1791 01:30:35.680 --> 01:30:38.239 you know the difference between right and wrong. That is 1792 01:30:38.279 --> 01:30:41.119 your tether to the higher the higher purpose, or the 1793 01:30:41.199 --> 01:30:44.279 or the benevolent creator, so and to my and to 1794 01:30:44.319 --> 01:30:47.920 my In my opinion, all the other stuff is just 1795 01:30:48.079 --> 01:30:53.159 over complicating a very simple thing, you know it, because 1796 01:30:53.159 --> 01:30:54.720 it all gets in the way and it wants to 1797 01:30:54.760 --> 01:30:56.800 steer you one direction until you have to jump through 1798 01:30:56.800 --> 01:30:58.560 this hoop. You have to do a backflip over here, 1799 01:30:58.600 --> 01:31:00.319 You got to do a cartwheel there. It's like, I 1800 01:31:00.319 --> 01:31:02.640 don't have to do any of that stuff. You know. 1801 01:31:02.920 --> 01:31:05.880 It's I've already got it. I'm doing good, I'm in 1802 01:31:05.960 --> 01:31:09.399 can contact. My love for others and my kindness to 1803 01:31:09.439 --> 01:31:11.760 others is the way I expressed what I have in 1804 01:31:11.800 --> 01:31:14.439 me already, which is the same thing that if if 1805 01:31:14.439 --> 01:31:17.239 you like, go back to. But Jesus said, greater things 1806 01:31:17.279 --> 01:31:21.359 than I shall you do, And the Kingdom of Heaven 1807 01:31:21.479 --> 01:31:25.199 is within You can say it's within a church. Nope, 1808 01:31:25.520 --> 01:31:28.279 he said it was within you. So he's basically saying 1809 01:31:28.319 --> 01:31:29.920 you got the same thing I got in me. I 1810 01:31:30.000 --> 01:31:33.039 cultivated mind, So it's you can see it more. But 1811 01:31:33.680 --> 01:31:36.600 if you did the same, you would have it as strongly. 1812 01:31:37.239 --> 01:31:40.960 It's crazy because people actually don't realize that God made 1813 01:31:41.039 --> 01:31:45.399 us God small g obviously, but we are literally made 1814 01:31:45.479 --> 01:31:49.399 in his image. God instilled powers and gifts into us 1815 01:31:49.439 --> 01:31:51.920 that we can unlock. Jesus being able to do the 1816 01:31:51.960 --> 01:31:54.840 miracles he did wasn't a coincidence. It wasn't just because 1817 01:31:54.840 --> 01:31:58.600 he was God's son. It's because he did what God 1818 01:31:58.880 --> 01:32:04.199 told humanity to do. But humanity never did. Humanity always 1819 01:32:04.279 --> 01:32:08.239 went against God and Jesus didn't. And that's why Jesus 1820 01:32:08.279 --> 01:32:10.800 had the ability to do everything that he did. That's 1821 01:32:10.800 --> 01:32:11.880 what I personally feel. 1822 01:32:12.359 --> 01:32:19.399 Yeah, so we're uh word, no mad said Chili wisdom. Indeed, 1823 01:32:19.680 --> 01:32:20.640 great guest. 1824 01:32:20.920 --> 01:32:22.159 I appreciate that much, brother. 1825 01:32:22.560 --> 01:32:27.039 Yeah. And what I will say to that too, is so, what, 1826 01:32:27.640 --> 01:32:29.880 just out of curiousity, what's your ethnic background? It's like, 1827 01:32:29.880 --> 01:32:31.000 what's your what's your a makeup? 1828 01:32:31.600 --> 01:32:34.439 I'm Mexican Native and white Mexican Native? 1829 01:32:34.439 --> 01:32:35.359 And would you say it? 1830 01:32:35.399 --> 01:32:36.199 Was like, is it white? 1831 01:32:36.359 --> 01:32:37.760 British? Is it Irish? 1832 01:32:37.840 --> 01:32:39.520 Is it German? 1833 01:32:39.880 --> 01:32:40.920 German? Okay? Cool? 1834 01:32:41.199 --> 01:32:48.079 All right, so technically Jewish ironically enough, But I don't 1835 01:32:48.079 --> 01:32:51.119 know my grandma. Apparently my grandma was a Jew, but 1836 01:32:51.159 --> 01:32:53.319 I don't really associate with my mom or talk to her, 1837 01:32:53.399 --> 01:32:56.800 and I have no ties to my family, and I don't. 1838 01:32:56.840 --> 01:32:58.439 I don't believe in it, but I know. 1839 01:32:58.439 --> 01:33:01.399 You're living in Germany basically not German as in like 1840 01:33:01.520 --> 01:33:04.600 Indo European, but actually like Chew that lived in Germany. 1841 01:33:04.680 --> 01:33:05.359 Is that what you're saying? 1842 01:33:05.920 --> 01:33:08.600 Maybe maybe I don't know. 1843 01:33:09.680 --> 01:33:13.640 So here's so, here's what's cool, all right, baptism. I 1844 01:33:13.720 --> 01:33:15.840 understand when it's put through because you said you had 1845 01:33:15.880 --> 01:33:18.039 mentioned this, and I thought, I thought maybe you'd find 1846 01:33:18.039 --> 01:33:23.199 this piece of information at least interesting when it's when 1847 01:33:23.239 --> 01:33:28.079 it's utilized and co opted by religions that are institutionalized, 1848 01:33:28.119 --> 01:33:29.680 meaning there's a church and the pope and all this 1849 01:33:29.800 --> 01:33:32.680 other nonsense. I don't agree with that, but I think 1850 01:33:32.680 --> 01:33:35.039 there's a there's always this thing of call, like a tent. 1851 01:33:35.600 --> 01:33:38.399 And then where did things come from? What was their 1852 01:33:38.479 --> 01:33:42.319 origin before they hijacked that that particular thing. And when 1853 01:33:42.359 --> 01:33:45.560 you go into some of the things that from ancient 1854 01:33:45.600 --> 01:33:50.279 Sumer there were European type people. They called them the 1855 01:33:50.319 --> 01:33:53.880 gossip or sometimes they call them the Ariyans, but Indo European. 1856 01:33:54.720 --> 01:33:59.479 They brought with them the concept of monogamy, which means 1857 01:33:59.680 --> 01:34:03.239 mary bridge, the concept of a benevolent creator like a 1858 01:34:03.399 --> 01:34:11.000 like a single a single God, and baptism. So this 1859 01:34:11.039 --> 01:34:13.880 stuff was co opted from there to make all three 1860 01:34:13.920 --> 01:34:17.840 Abrahamic religions, so which is interesting because it didn't come 1861 01:34:17.880 --> 01:34:21.359 from them, but they did utilize them and sometimes screwed 1862 01:34:21.399 --> 01:34:24.039 up ways, right, Like they turn marriage into a thing 1863 01:34:24.079 --> 01:34:26.479 where they it's another way to nail you with more 1864 01:34:26.520 --> 01:34:30.680 taxes and make somebody the breadwinner and somebody the big 1865 01:34:30.720 --> 01:34:33.640 loser if you ever divorce. So, I mean they've done 1866 01:34:33.680 --> 01:34:35.880 bad things with every with everything, because as they seem 1867 01:34:35.920 --> 01:34:39.079 to weaponize whatever they can that the system is like 1868 01:34:39.159 --> 01:34:41.520 any other thing, it's it's out for what can it 1869 01:34:41.560 --> 01:34:42.439 get from you, you. 1870 01:34:42.399 --> 01:34:45.680 Know, So with that, I feel like maybe that's how 1871 01:34:45.720 --> 01:34:47.439 it was back in the day. But they also burnt 1872 01:34:47.479 --> 01:34:49.439 offerings for God back in the day and that was 1873 01:34:49.479 --> 01:34:52.840 something that was like there. So maybe like baptism back 1874 01:34:52.880 --> 01:34:56.720 then was something that was cool. But I personally just 1875 01:34:56.760 --> 01:34:58.920 don't believe. I wouldn't say I don't believe in it. 1876 01:34:58.960 --> 01:35:00.800 I feel like you can bless water and you can 1877 01:35:00.880 --> 01:35:04.239 be blessed and you know, being washed away of your sins, 1878 01:35:04.239 --> 01:35:07.439 but I just don't I don't particularly believe you need 1879 01:35:07.479 --> 01:35:08.079 to do that. 1880 01:35:08.520 --> 01:35:11.960 Well, it's symbolic. It's definitely symbolic. You're not actually doing 1881 01:35:11.960 --> 01:35:14.760 a death and resurrection ritual or anything like that. But 1882 01:35:15.239 --> 01:35:19.199 how are you familiar with doctor Rimoto? The Okay, so 1883 01:35:19.239 --> 01:35:25.239 he did this ice crystal experiment where he put positive thoughts, 1884 01:35:25.319 --> 01:35:26.279 positive words. 1885 01:35:27.640 --> 01:35:29.880 I heard about this. I did do this research, yeut. 1886 01:35:29.960 --> 01:35:31.800 And you know when you when you did, when you 1887 01:35:31.840 --> 01:35:35.680 gave it negativity, it was like the cymatics type of 1888 01:35:36.000 --> 01:35:39.199 experience where the frequency made it kind of look the 1889 01:35:39.279 --> 01:35:41.840 deformed and ugly. When you gave it love and compassion 1890 01:35:41.880 --> 01:35:44.000 and send nice things to it and it had nice 1891 01:35:44.159 --> 01:35:46.399 it would it would make the beautiful like ice crystals 1892 01:35:46.399 --> 01:35:49.760 that you think see of like a unique snowflake. I 1893 01:35:49.800 --> 01:35:53.720 think if you had real, true people that weren't ritual 1894 01:35:54.239 --> 01:35:57.880 weirdo wizards, but actual people who had compassion and love 1895 01:35:57.920 --> 01:36:01.880 for the baby or whomever that the baptizing, I think 1896 01:36:01.920 --> 01:36:04.800 you could just as easily energize that water so that 1897 01:36:04.800 --> 01:36:07.000 that would give you a good feeling because you're being 1898 01:36:07.079 --> 01:36:11.000 bathed in something that has been positively charged by the 1899 01:36:11.039 --> 01:36:13.159 actual true love and intent of other people. 1900 01:36:13.760 --> 01:36:16.159 Oh yeah, No, I'm not disputing that aspect about it 1901 01:36:16.199 --> 01:36:18.760 at all. I'm just saying that I don't believe that 1902 01:36:18.840 --> 01:36:22.039 it's a necessity. Like I feel like the same thing 1903 01:36:22.119 --> 01:36:25.079 can be done with somebody just having that same love 1904 01:36:25.119 --> 01:36:29.199 and intent, but touching on you or even just pressing 1905 01:36:29.239 --> 01:36:31.640 it into your aura. So like that is a great 1906 01:36:31.680 --> 01:36:33.760 way to do it. And if that's the symbolic way 1907 01:36:33.800 --> 01:36:35.840 that some people like doing it, I'm not downplaying that 1908 01:36:35.920 --> 01:36:38.000 at all. I'm just saying I don't believe that it's 1909 01:36:38.039 --> 01:36:40.800 like you have to do this or else you won't 1910 01:36:40.840 --> 01:36:41.279 be safe. 1911 01:36:41.319 --> 01:36:42.479 No, No, that's messed up. 1912 01:36:42.520 --> 01:36:42.560 No. 1913 01:36:42.640 --> 01:36:44.520 And if I had the choice, I would have I 1914 01:36:44.560 --> 01:36:46.520 would not have done it myself. But you know, I 1915 01:36:46.560 --> 01:36:50.319 was little. I went through the first Communion, the Confirmation, 1916 01:36:50.880 --> 01:36:54.039 all that stuff, you know. And so Karen said, if 1917 01:36:54.039 --> 01:36:55.920 I wanted to do backflips and cartwheel's, i'd be a 1918 01:36:55.960 --> 01:36:57.079 gymnast talking about. 1919 01:36:58.680 --> 01:37:02.840 Yeah, no hate organized religion. But yeah no, glad, glad 1920 01:37:02.840 --> 01:37:03.800 we cleared that up there. 1921 01:37:04.159 --> 01:37:09.880 Yeah, alrighty. And so when it comes to spirituality, do 1922 01:37:09.960 --> 01:37:15.199 you find that like I have, I have what I 1923 01:37:15.239 --> 01:37:19.880 would consider silent conversations sometimes you know, or or it's 1924 01:37:19.920 --> 01:37:21.479 a lack of it, but it's a sense of a 1925 01:37:21.560 --> 01:37:24.760 you know, a presence and it's not like a creepy thing. 1926 01:37:24.800 --> 01:37:28.439 It's obviously like it's a it's almost like me thinking 1927 01:37:28.479 --> 01:37:31.399 about like having my dad, but he's in the back 1928 01:37:31.399 --> 01:37:33.880 of my head all the time, you know, Like I 1929 01:37:33.880 --> 01:37:35.880 talked to my dad today. Actually it's been a while, 1930 01:37:35.920 --> 01:37:40.119 but it was. It was a good talk. And so 1931 01:37:40.319 --> 01:37:42.760 I I sense that. And you know, if you're getting 1932 01:37:42.800 --> 01:37:46.319 this idea that or something's trying to guide you away 1933 01:37:46.359 --> 01:37:49.279 from something like away from you're getting close to the rails, 1934 01:37:49.439 --> 01:37:51.239 you're about to touch the rails, you need to get 1935 01:37:51.239 --> 01:37:53.840 back in the lane type of thing. Like I sensed 1936 01:37:53.840 --> 01:37:57.399 that a lot, and you know, I listened to it 1937 01:37:57.960 --> 01:38:01.560 because there's been times when I didn't and bad things happen. 1938 01:38:01.640 --> 01:38:03.600 But this is also the same thing that's made me 1939 01:38:03.800 --> 01:38:06.720 like they call it nosis, right, This has also been 1940 01:38:06.760 --> 01:38:09.039 that same thing that when other people told me to 1941 01:38:09.079 --> 01:38:11.840 be cautious of things, I took the risk because I 1942 01:38:11.920 --> 01:38:14.640 knew that it was going to be okay, you know. 1943 01:38:14.840 --> 01:38:18.199 And it's like when they said, don't leave the Electricians Union, 1944 01:38:18.800 --> 01:38:21.520 are you nuts? No, everybody wants to be in the 1945 01:38:21.560 --> 01:38:24.479 Electricians Union. Don't leave it. And then I end up 1946 01:38:24.520 --> 01:38:26.439 with a store and I'm grossing three hundred K a 1947 01:38:26.520 --> 01:38:29.640 year for five or six years of the seven and 1948 01:38:29.760 --> 01:38:33.239 it's like, you know, it's like because I said, ah, 1949 01:38:33.239 --> 01:38:35.199 I'm good, I'm gonna make this work, you know. And 1950 01:38:35.239 --> 01:38:37.399 it was like part of it was like my dad's 1951 01:38:37.439 --> 01:38:39.720 recipe for the hot sauce, so it kind of meant something. 1952 01:38:39.760 --> 01:38:41.439 It was like it was a it was a personal 1953 01:38:41.479 --> 01:38:43.239 thing that I got to blow up and make big 1954 01:38:43.279 --> 01:38:45.119 and everybody loved it and I was like really happy 1955 01:38:45.119 --> 01:38:48.680 about it. So it's a it's a good feeling to 1956 01:38:48.680 --> 01:38:51.199 be able to know when to do things. A lot 1957 01:38:51.239 --> 01:38:54.319 of times you don't, or a lot of times doing 1958 01:38:54.359 --> 01:38:58.079 other things like drinking and smoking, those messages don't come 1959 01:38:58.119 --> 01:39:02.720 through as clearly and you might be thinking something you 1960 01:39:02.720 --> 01:39:05.199 should do is not something you should do at all. 1961 01:39:05.520 --> 01:39:07.880 Yeah, that's actually a thing that I'm dealing with right 1962 01:39:07.920 --> 01:39:11.560 now because I've I'm quitting once I go to the 1963 01:39:11.600 --> 01:39:15.199 West Coast again, but I started smoking again, and I've 1964 01:39:15.279 --> 01:39:20.600 realized just how easy these demons get to you when 1965 01:39:20.680 --> 01:39:23.159 you're drinking and smoking, how easy it is to become 1966 01:39:23.279 --> 01:39:25.720 lazy and not do what you're supposed to do, even 1967 01:39:25.720 --> 01:39:27.920 if you I used to be the main person I 1968 01:39:28.000 --> 01:39:30.640 smoked twelve blnths a day, I got three jobs. Nobody's 1969 01:39:30.640 --> 01:39:33.119 gonna tell me smoking weed makes you lazy. And then 1970 01:39:33.199 --> 01:39:36.079 like I grew up and I realized, like, yeah, I've 1971 01:39:36.119 --> 01:39:38.960 been working my ass off whilst being a pie heead. 1972 01:39:38.960 --> 01:39:42.399 But like, imagine if I wasn't smoking. Imagine how much 1973 01:39:42.520 --> 01:39:45.600 more I could have done if I didn't limit myself 1974 01:39:46.159 --> 01:39:48.880 spending all of this money and time and things like that. 1975 01:39:49.319 --> 01:39:51.840 And that goes back to your point of you know, 1976 01:39:51.960 --> 01:39:54.720 give it the honest everything you got, no matter what 1977 01:39:54.760 --> 01:39:57.760 it is, if you're working at Walmart, if you're working 1978 01:39:57.800 --> 01:39:59.680 at Taco Bell or whatever the hell it is, that 1979 01:39:59.720 --> 01:40:02.800 you can can hold on to and just save the 1980 01:40:02.840 --> 01:40:05.239 fucking money, then you have something you can do something 1981 01:40:05.239 --> 01:40:09.159 else with for for you, right, And that makes perfect sense, 1982 01:40:09.279 --> 01:40:13.039 you know, And that's that's good advice. However many years 1983 01:40:13.079 --> 01:40:15.279 it takes if you get if you need to accelerate 1984 01:40:15.319 --> 01:40:18.760 your job position, like if you if you don't have 1985 01:40:18.800 --> 01:40:20.840 to do Taco Bell for four years, if you can 1986 01:40:20.880 --> 01:40:22.840 find a better job in that time. But still, the 1987 01:40:22.880 --> 01:40:25.880 whole point is to save, save for you and invest 1988 01:40:25.880 --> 01:40:28.079 in you. And I think that's a great I that's 1989 01:40:28.119 --> 01:40:31.279 a that's a that's great advice. I don't sure people 1990 01:40:31.399 --> 01:40:35.720 understand that because they have been taught to give everything 1991 01:40:35.800 --> 01:40:37.640 to other people. And this is the thing about it 1992 01:40:37.720 --> 01:40:40.760 about religion that it bothers me. Every time you do 1993 01:40:40.880 --> 01:40:43.960 something that is good, that you put forth, the effort, 1994 01:40:44.000 --> 01:40:46.199 you took, the chance, you took the risk, everybody is 1995 01:40:46.239 --> 01:40:49.479 always like it's like the thing to do, like the 1996 01:40:49.479 --> 01:40:51.960 cliche thing to do, like you know, on TV and 1997 01:40:52.000 --> 01:40:55.359 in movies and and you know social media, praise God 1998 01:40:55.479 --> 01:40:58.119 for if it wasn't for it's like he he made 1999 01:40:58.159 --> 01:41:02.079 you and then you did the thing. You know, so yes, 2000 01:41:02.439 --> 01:41:05.720 because he made you. But in this but it's like 2001 01:41:05.800 --> 01:41:09.520 you're never giving yourself credit for any of your efforts sometimes, 2002 01:41:09.520 --> 01:41:11.199 and I find that to like, that's not the right 2003 01:41:11.279 --> 01:41:12.800 way to look at that, you know, that's not the 2004 01:41:12.800 --> 01:41:13.600 way to approach that. 2005 01:41:14.079 --> 01:41:16.840 So I just made a video on that actually as well, 2006 01:41:16.880 --> 01:41:20.640 which is hilarious, and I break that down because what 2007 01:41:20.720 --> 01:41:23.119 people don't realize, and it's something that I just myself 2008 01:41:23.239 --> 01:41:27.760 learned recently as well while talking to God, is you're 2009 01:41:27.800 --> 01:41:31.880 supposed to so you are supposed to do what you 2010 01:41:32.000 --> 01:41:34.359 want to do. A lot of people stay stagnant and 2011 01:41:34.359 --> 01:41:37.479 stuck sitting there praying God, what am I supposed to do? Please? God, 2012 01:41:37.560 --> 01:41:39.479 just put me in the right direction. Like, no, you're 2013 01:41:39.680 --> 01:41:41.760 You're supposed to be the one to do it, and 2014 01:41:41.920 --> 01:41:45.520 God will just use you through whatever the fuck you 2015 01:41:45.520 --> 01:41:47.319 feel like doing. So if you want to, you want 2016 01:41:47.359 --> 01:41:50.720 to do whatever it is right, just go do that. 2017 01:41:50.800 --> 01:41:53.119 Don't ask God? Oh God, can I do that? Is 2018 01:41:53.119 --> 01:41:55.880 that the best decision for me? No? Just do it 2019 01:41:56.640 --> 01:41:59.039 and then give it to God once you have it, 2020 01:41:59.119 --> 01:42:02.079 Like that's the point. God gives you the power to manifest. 2021 01:42:02.199 --> 01:42:05.960 God gives you the gifts that you have. You're not 2022 01:42:05.960 --> 01:42:08.760 supposed to sit there. God, please please, can I have 2023 01:42:08.840 --> 01:42:11.079 a car? You're supposed to sit there? God, please give 2024 01:42:11.119 --> 01:42:13.479 me the opportunity to make the money to get a car. 2025 01:42:13.800 --> 01:42:16.520 Open up pathways and doors for me to be able 2026 01:42:16.520 --> 01:42:19.720 to get what I'm supposed to. I manifest this for me, 2027 01:42:19.880 --> 01:42:23.680 Like people don't get you. Don't just wait. You do 2028 01:42:23.760 --> 01:42:27.279 it and God will use you however it is you 2029 01:42:27.359 --> 01:42:30.039 felt like doing it. 2030 01:42:30.039 --> 01:42:32.640 It's all about Joyce making the decision because you know 2031 01:42:32.680 --> 01:42:34.479 how you like you said, you have a bunch of 2032 01:42:34.560 --> 01:42:37.439 different things that you want to do. I was like that, 2033 01:42:38.199 --> 01:42:41.399 but I had to make a decision on one thing 2034 01:42:41.560 --> 01:42:43.920 and get do that first before moving on to the 2035 01:42:43.960 --> 01:42:47.720 next thing. Because if you disperse your energy into a 2036 01:42:47.720 --> 01:42:50.800 bunch of little projects, you're gonna get a bunch of little, 2037 01:42:50.840 --> 01:42:55.319 tiny progress, which gives you No. It's almost like not 2038 01:42:55.359 --> 01:42:58.159 having progress because you just get a little taste, you 2039 01:42:58.239 --> 01:43:00.720 get barely even moved the needle. But if you put it, 2040 01:43:00.720 --> 01:43:03.239 if you say no, I'm going to do this, like 2041 01:43:03.279 --> 01:43:09.000 this power of decision, it's almost like a signal to 2042 01:43:09.479 --> 01:43:12.840 your your connection with God that now the universe is 2043 01:43:12.880 --> 01:43:15.520 going to move obstacles out of your way because you've 2044 01:43:15.640 --> 01:43:18.159 highly decided what your path is and now that they're 2045 01:43:18.159 --> 01:43:20.840 going to move the barriers other way. I could not 2046 01:43:21.039 --> 01:43:24.880 have ever imagined how hard it would be to get 2047 01:43:24.920 --> 01:43:29.239 permits in San Diego for my business. It was nearly 2048 01:43:29.279 --> 01:43:33.359 impossible Catch twenty two all kinds of like bullshit, And 2049 01:43:33.960 --> 01:43:38.199 somehow it happened because I made and I and I 2050 01:43:38.239 --> 01:43:40.840 firmly believe it's because I made the choice that I 2051 01:43:40.920 --> 01:43:44.079 was going to do this thing, and I went with that. 2052 01:43:44.800 --> 01:43:46.960 I didn't, you know, I said. I set the bass 2053 01:43:47.000 --> 01:43:50.199 guitar aside, I set the book I was writing aside no, 2054 01:43:50.279 --> 01:43:52.000 I'm going to do the hot sauce thing right now, 2055 01:43:52.840 --> 01:43:56.199 you know. And that's that's how it went. And like 2056 01:43:56.239 --> 01:43:58.920 when I made that decision, things got out of my way, 2057 01:43:59.439 --> 01:44:02.359 things working for me. I found a place to do it. 2058 01:44:02.439 --> 01:44:04.119 I found, you know, a person that would let me, 2059 01:44:04.399 --> 01:44:07.039 you know, without without even have the pay to be 2060 01:44:07.119 --> 01:44:10.880 in the in the commercial kitchen, to actually do this stuff. 2061 01:44:11.600 --> 01:44:14.039 It's like all these things that I never would have imagined. 2062 01:44:14.079 --> 01:44:16.880 I didn't know that these were all options that I 2063 01:44:16.880 --> 01:44:19.319 would come across. It was just simply I made the 2064 01:44:19.439 --> 01:44:21.079 choice and then all these things happened. 2065 01:44:21.680 --> 01:44:25.840 Yeah, that's actually a good segue into discipline and why 2066 01:44:25.840 --> 01:44:28.840 it's so important not to wait in general, Like for 2067 01:44:28.960 --> 01:44:32.640 anything that you want to do, stop waiting. You Every 2068 01:44:32.680 --> 01:44:35.920 successful person knows that no time is a good time. 2069 01:44:36.119 --> 01:44:38.039 There is never a perfect time. You can always give 2070 01:44:38.039 --> 01:44:39.800 yourself oh I'll wait until I have this, or I'll 2071 01:44:39.840 --> 01:44:41.760 wait until I have that. Bro, Just go do it. 2072 01:44:42.239 --> 01:44:45.960 Figure it out as you go. Just just do it, 2073 01:44:46.000 --> 01:44:48.640 because you sit in there stagnant, you are never going 2074 01:44:48.680 --> 01:44:50.399 to leap, and then you're gonna be sitting there wondering 2075 01:44:50.439 --> 01:44:53.239 why everybody else is making it and everybody else is Oh, 2076 01:44:53.319 --> 01:44:55.800 my friends and my family they're all doing stuff their life. 2077 01:44:55.840 --> 01:44:58.000 Why am I not? And it's because you're not making 2078 01:44:58.039 --> 01:45:01.039 the move, you're not taking the step. You're you're just 2079 01:45:01.119 --> 01:45:04.199 sitting there waiting for something to happen when you can't. 2080 01:45:05.199 --> 01:45:07.800 Yeah. And you know, the more you look, the less 2081 01:45:07.800 --> 01:45:11.199 you see too. You know. It's like if you're looking 2082 01:45:11.239 --> 01:45:13.479 for something and you're expecting it to look a certain way, 2083 01:45:13.560 --> 01:45:17.399 like there's gonna be, you're you're missing the small subtle things. 2084 01:45:17.399 --> 01:45:19.800 God doesn't come in story your freaking fireworks in your face. 2085 01:45:20.399 --> 01:45:22.479 It's the kindness of somebody who's just said, hey, do 2086 01:45:22.520 --> 01:45:24.680 you want to go try this thing? And it's an opportunity, 2087 01:45:24.720 --> 01:45:26.760 but you're looking, Oh, I'm waiting for my big thing. 2088 01:45:27.359 --> 01:45:30.279 That was your big thing. You just didn't understand it 2089 01:45:30.319 --> 01:45:35.399 at the time, you know. And slim dread, slim dread, drizzy, drizzy. 2090 01:45:35.680 --> 01:45:39.359 Yeah, that's my boy right there, that's my boy right there. 2091 01:45:39.479 --> 01:45:40.560 Have I with them heavy? 2092 01:45:41.159 --> 01:45:44.720 Yes, that's how God works. Sorry, I'm kind of late 2093 01:45:44.800 --> 01:45:47.119 in the boxing gym. Nice, we also have something in 2094 01:45:47.159 --> 01:45:52.520 common there, bro very cool, very nice. All right, let's 2095 01:45:52.520 --> 01:45:55.720 see what I'll see the comments are. Karen said, hello, 2096 01:45:56.119 --> 01:46:02.000 and he said hello back, perfect, very nice. So what 2097 01:46:02.159 --> 01:46:04.560 is your main I think I may ask this before, 2098 01:46:04.640 --> 01:46:07.520 but what is your main objective? Once you've hit that 2099 01:46:08.279 --> 01:46:09.840 that markly, what do you what are you planning on 2100 01:46:09.920 --> 01:46:12.159 investing in? Is it going to be to uh? 2101 01:46:12.920 --> 01:46:13.239 I don't know. 2102 01:46:13.239 --> 01:46:14.359 I don't want to put words in your mouth. 2103 01:46:14.399 --> 01:46:18.119 So first things first, I'm going to get my baby 2104 01:46:18.119 --> 01:46:21.520 back in my life. That's my main objective. Daughter. 2105 01:46:22.119 --> 01:46:24.880 I'm glad I didn't lead with that question because then 2106 01:46:24.920 --> 01:46:27.119 if you just said yes, it could have been because 2107 01:46:27.119 --> 01:46:29.880 you thought that's what I wanted to hear. I'm glad 2108 01:46:29.920 --> 01:46:32.560 I didn't ask that. I actually was about to say it, 2109 01:46:32.640 --> 01:46:35.239 like frame it that way, and then I didn't and 2110 01:46:35.279 --> 01:46:38.399 you said it, so I know it's honest and that's awesome. 2111 01:46:39.640 --> 01:46:42.239 Yeah. I didn't mention it at first because it's always 2112 01:46:42.239 --> 01:46:45.199 a soft topic for me to discuss. But that is 2113 01:46:45.239 --> 01:46:47.760 my main sole objective. By the end of this year, 2114 01:46:47.840 --> 01:46:51.199 I want to have a house to be able to, 2115 01:46:51.800 --> 01:46:54.279 you know, have for visitation. I want to find her. 2116 01:46:54.319 --> 01:46:56.479 I need to get a private investigator and then I 2117 01:46:56.560 --> 01:46:58.960 want to I got I'll probably spend at least thirty 2118 01:46:58.960 --> 01:47:01.399 to forty thousand dollars lawyers just to be able to 2119 01:47:01.560 --> 01:47:03.800 fight for her. But that is the main goal is 2120 01:47:03.840 --> 01:47:05.560 to get my baby back in my life, and then 2121 01:47:05.640 --> 01:47:09.199 my bigger ambitions to help the world will come after that. 2122 01:47:09.279 --> 01:47:11.720 But the main goal is for me to get my 2123 01:47:11.800 --> 01:47:14.199 baby back in her life. She's nine now, and I've 2124 01:47:14.199 --> 01:47:16.720 already missed the past five years of her life, and 2125 01:47:16.800 --> 01:47:20.880 I don't want to miss anymore. So hopefully, hopefully praying. 2126 01:47:20.920 --> 01:47:23.000 Because I used to be I used to be a horrible, 2127 01:47:23.039 --> 01:47:25.960 evil person, and my baby mama does have evidence of 2128 01:47:26.039 --> 01:47:29.039 things that I did back then. And one of the 2129 01:47:29.079 --> 01:47:31.680 main reasons I hadn't fought up until this point, not 2130 01:47:31.720 --> 01:47:33.720 only just because I don't have money, is because if 2131 01:47:33.760 --> 01:47:36.239 I do fight for my daughter at the Statue of Women, 2132 01:47:36.640 --> 01:47:38.840 yeah she could, she could pretty much just throw me 2133 01:47:38.880 --> 01:47:44.279 in prison. So I'm just patiently waiting. But I'm hoping that, 2134 01:47:44.399 --> 01:47:48.199 you know, everything doesn't fuck up and that that is 2135 01:47:48.239 --> 01:47:49.840 what happens. That's that's the goal. 2136 01:47:49.960 --> 01:47:51.600 The main We don't have to go back to Michigan 2137 01:47:51.760 --> 01:47:53.479 for that or that's. 2138 01:47:53.000 --> 01:47:58.399 Either I I have no idea. I had assume it 2139 01:47:58.520 --> 01:48:01.039 be in Michigan, but she left this and so a 2140 01:48:01.039 --> 01:48:05.720 whole other topic of discussion. I chose yeah. But yeah, 2141 01:48:05.720 --> 01:48:08.039 so she's gone and the courts didn't really want to 2142 01:48:08.079 --> 01:48:11.640 help me, and I don't really have anybody, so I'm 2143 01:48:12.279 --> 01:48:15.319 getting it together, but I'm shit. Even when I was 2144 01:48:15.359 --> 01:48:17.159 almost God has already told me. And this is why 2145 01:48:17.159 --> 01:48:20.039 I don't really it's a soft subject, but I know 2146 01:48:20.119 --> 01:48:21.840 I'm going to have my daughter back in my life. 2147 01:48:21.880 --> 01:48:24.279 But my daughter is just as smart as me, the 2148 01:48:24.359 --> 01:48:28.119 most intelligent, most beautiful, and I know for a fact 2149 01:48:28.159 --> 01:48:30.439 that my baby mama can't manipulate her because my mom 2150 01:48:30.520 --> 01:48:33.000 couldn't manipulate me, like my dad was a piece of shit. 2151 01:48:33.119 --> 01:48:35.000 But I also knew my mom was a piece of shit. 2152 01:48:35.079 --> 01:48:37.439 So I was like, you know, if my baby's half 2153 01:48:37.439 --> 01:48:40.880 as smart as me, which she's twenty times smarter, she'll 2154 01:48:40.920 --> 01:48:42.319 be all right. So I'm going to have her back 2155 01:48:42.359 --> 01:48:43.960 in my life. And she knows that I love her 2156 01:48:43.960 --> 01:48:44.960 and I'm going to have her back. 2157 01:48:45.039 --> 01:48:48.439 So that's awesome. I'm glad to hear it. You know, 2158 01:48:48.960 --> 01:48:54.000 have you considered have you thought about there's different ways 2159 01:48:54.000 --> 01:48:56.840 to do it, there's different websites, but have you considered 2160 01:48:56.880 --> 01:49:00.800 doing a like a coaching like online coaching that might 2161 01:49:00.840 --> 01:49:06.000 be a stream of income. Well, I mean in life experience, guidance, advice, 2162 01:49:06.479 --> 01:49:10.199 what you do even on Instagram and on your lives. 2163 01:49:10.239 --> 01:49:13.840 You could make that into like a tier on Patreon 2164 01:49:14.000 --> 01:49:16.359 or this thing called schools. I think with a Z 2165 01:49:17.000 --> 01:49:19.800 they have this way that you can format it into 2166 01:49:19.800 --> 01:49:22.640 making them like like you do things for the people 2167 01:49:22.680 --> 01:49:26.359 that are the members, and you do live streams and 2168 01:49:26.359 --> 01:49:27.920 you do Q and a's with them and you talk 2169 01:49:27.960 --> 01:49:30.359 about they kind of like the same thing we're doing here, 2170 01:49:30.359 --> 01:49:33.920 but you're giving you're giving positive advice, the same thing 2171 01:49:33.920 --> 01:49:35.520 you want to do. Because you said you want to 2172 01:49:35.520 --> 01:49:38.079 help people. Ultimately, I don't. You don't have to wait 2173 01:49:38.119 --> 01:49:39.800 for that. You can do that. You can do that 2174 01:49:39.880 --> 01:49:42.840 virtually and help coach people that way. 2175 01:49:43.920 --> 01:49:46.680 So I've never considered it. I've been kind of trying 2176 01:49:46.720 --> 01:49:49.439 to find a way to, you know, do what I 2177 01:49:49.520 --> 01:49:50.920 do and get paid to do it. But I don't 2178 01:49:50.960 --> 01:49:53.199 think i'd want it to be a paid service. At 2179 01:49:53.239 --> 01:49:55.560 the same time, unless I made it where it's like 2180 01:49:56.039 --> 01:49:58.640 something I have to put out of my day to 2181 01:49:58.680 --> 01:50:01.680 make make it happen been four people, then I could 2182 01:50:01.720 --> 01:50:05.239 consider making payment. But the things that I do, I don't. 2183 01:50:05.680 --> 01:50:07.640 I don't really do it for the money. I do 2184 01:50:07.680 --> 01:50:09.520 it because it needs to be done. I have a 2185 01:50:09.560 --> 01:50:13.479 calling and like my wisdom, I feel I've always been 2186 01:50:13.520 --> 01:50:15.640 the type to just give the blueprint out. I've never 2187 01:50:15.720 --> 01:50:19.079 understood why people are always stingy or selfish with the blueprint, like, 2188 01:50:19.119 --> 01:50:20.840 here have it. It's up to you if you want 2189 01:50:20.880 --> 01:50:23.159 to do anything with it. Like, I'm not going to 2190 01:50:23.239 --> 01:50:25.239 force you to pay me so I can teach you 2191 01:50:25.319 --> 01:50:27.439 to do something you're not going to do anyways, here's 2192 01:50:27.479 --> 01:50:28.359 the fucking info. 2193 01:50:28.600 --> 01:50:31.199 Well yeah, but listen, let's look at it from this 2194 01:50:31.319 --> 01:50:34.560 perspective though, and this is think about the time and 2195 01:50:34.760 --> 01:50:36.960 effort and the care and the compassion that you have 2196 01:50:37.039 --> 01:50:40.079 to have to want to one on one coach people 2197 01:50:40.319 --> 01:50:45.359 or and also in like a group setting, what's ten 2198 01:50:45.520 --> 01:50:47.800 dollars a month from somebody for the time that you 2199 01:50:47.840 --> 01:50:51.439 spent to do that. That's not you're not asking for anything. 2200 01:50:51.479 --> 01:50:54.920 But but what happens is it's the it's the crowdfunding 2201 01:50:54.960 --> 01:50:57.000 aspect of that that allows you to continue to do 2202 01:50:57.079 --> 01:50:59.039 that and focus more time on the thing that you'd 2203 01:50:59.079 --> 01:51:01.800 like to do, which is to help people, you know 2204 01:51:01.800 --> 01:51:04.399 what I mean. So it's it's recip it's a law 2205 01:51:04.439 --> 01:51:07.600 of reciprocation. You know, you're giving them something. It's not 2206 01:51:07.640 --> 01:51:09.279 you're not just taking something, so you don't have to 2207 01:51:09.319 --> 01:51:12.520 feel bad about that part. And you're you're taking something 2208 01:51:12.600 --> 01:51:15.239 very minor, like's if it's ten or fifteen dollars a month, 2209 01:51:15.319 --> 01:51:20.680 like that's that's somebody's Netflix, and that's less than a 2210 01:51:20.720 --> 01:51:23.760 Netflix bill. You're you're You're gonna be okay. And people 2211 01:51:23.840 --> 01:51:27.159 should appreciate your content enough to where they would want 2212 01:51:27.199 --> 01:51:29.560 to do that for you, to give you that much 2213 01:51:29.560 --> 01:51:31.399 for the time and the and the and the value 2214 01:51:31.399 --> 01:51:33.119 that you give them. 2215 01:51:33.479 --> 01:51:35.079 That's true. I guess I never thought of it from 2216 01:51:35.119 --> 01:51:38.119 that perspective. I guess I wouldn't know where to start, 2217 01:51:38.119 --> 01:51:40.840 but that is something that I should probably start looking into. 2218 01:51:41.319 --> 01:51:43.039 Yeah, I mean you can you can set up a 2219 01:51:43.119 --> 01:51:48.840 Patreon for that. There's other places that because you can. 2220 01:51:48.880 --> 01:51:52.840 You can live stream to Patreon, uh for your for 2221 01:51:52.880 --> 01:51:54.800 your members and stuff like that. And then you could 2222 01:51:54.800 --> 01:51:57.520 actually promote that from your Instagram to let people know 2223 01:51:57.560 --> 01:51:59.640 that it's there and then you know, you have your 2224 01:51:59.680 --> 01:52:03.880 exclue content that way. And then just to be funny 2225 01:52:04.039 --> 01:52:09.359 clavicular like the looks Maxing dude, he's got he charges. 2226 01:52:09.840 --> 01:52:12.119 This is how crazy this is. This dude charges fifty 2227 01:52:12.159 --> 01:52:15.359 dollars a month. Most of the people that he's teaching 2228 01:52:15.399 --> 01:52:20.399 this shit to are fourteen to seventeen. He's got like 2229 01:52:20.520 --> 01:52:24.560 five hundred people paying him fifty dollars a month. He's 2230 01:52:24.600 --> 01:52:26.800 got an from that tier, and then he has a 2231 01:52:26.840 --> 01:52:30.640 total of like a I think maybe fifteen hundred people 2232 01:52:31.239 --> 01:52:35.079 paying that fifty dollars a month, which is a huge 2233 01:52:35.159 --> 01:52:37.720 chunk of change. But what is he teaching these people? 2234 01:52:38.239 --> 01:52:43.039 Do steroids at fourteen meth and adderall and punch yourself 2235 01:52:43.039 --> 01:52:46.159 in the face. I mean, think about the value that 2236 01:52:46.199 --> 01:52:50.159 you'll be giving. That's not going to be self destructive. 2237 01:52:50.880 --> 01:52:53.720 It's going to be supportive, you know what I mean. 2238 01:52:53.760 --> 01:52:55.840 It's a bit of a difference here. I think I 2239 01:52:55.880 --> 01:53:00.239 think you would be providing the world something positive, and 2240 01:53:00.560 --> 01:53:02.520 I don't think you should feel bad about, you know, 2241 01:53:03.039 --> 01:53:07.159 the people helping you to do that more because they'll 2242 01:53:07.279 --> 01:53:09.359 they'll be giving you the financial freedom to be able 2243 01:53:09.399 --> 01:53:10.119 to do that more. 2244 01:53:11.600 --> 01:53:14.800 I appreciate that. I think God sent you to talk 2245 01:53:14.800 --> 01:53:15.479 to me about that. 2246 01:53:15.600 --> 01:53:22.479 Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised. He and I are pretty close, 2247 01:53:22.520 --> 01:53:23.520 so I'm I'm sure. 2248 01:53:27.079 --> 01:53:29.760 I appreciate that I should probably consider that. 2249 01:53:30.840 --> 01:53:33.560 Yeah, I mean that's that's that's the one thing like 2250 01:53:33.640 --> 01:53:38.119 information and uh guidance and and I mean you got 2251 01:53:38.119 --> 01:53:39.520 to if you want to start like you can't even 2252 01:53:39.560 --> 01:53:43.399 consider that. It's like starting somewhere until you grew it 2253 01:53:43.439 --> 01:53:46.479 into a natural facility where you took people in and 2254 01:53:46.520 --> 01:53:52.000 helped them. But doing this first from a distance, it 2255 01:53:52.039 --> 01:53:54.960 gets you get you get in touch with people quicker 2256 01:53:55.000 --> 01:53:57.600 because of the convenience of internet and stuff like that. 2257 01:53:58.399 --> 01:54:01.479 And you're you're still building it under the same the 2258 01:54:01.520 --> 01:54:03.359 spirit of the fairy thing that you want to do, 2259 01:54:03.479 --> 01:54:06.920 which is to help people. And you know, think about 2260 01:54:06.920 --> 01:54:10.760 this also too, because you're not sending it out to everybody. 2261 01:54:10.960 --> 01:54:13.119 So in the moments you want to be candid and 2262 01:54:13.159 --> 01:54:15.039 the moments you want to reveal a little bit more 2263 01:54:15.359 --> 01:54:18.359 of a sensitive topic. You know that only the people 2264 01:54:18.359 --> 01:54:22.000 that you have that have put forth the effort in 2265 01:54:22.039 --> 01:54:25.479 time to care about you because they're because they're giving 2266 01:54:25.520 --> 01:54:28.039 you something back, are the ones hearing it. It's not 2267 01:54:28.359 --> 01:54:33.520 a bunch of you know, bros from bengaladash you know, 2268 01:54:35.159 --> 01:54:37.039 it's not It's not a bunch of trolls. You know, 2269 01:54:37.159 --> 01:54:38.960 they're not gonna they're not gonna shoot on you for 2270 01:54:38.960 --> 01:54:41.239 for exposing a little bit of yourself to them, you know. 2271 01:54:41.439 --> 01:54:42.640 And I didn't mean that in a weird way. I 2272 01:54:42.680 --> 01:54:50.399 just meant like, yeah, man, thanks so Chillie. I had 2273 01:54:50.399 --> 01:54:53.079 a good time. I appreciate it. I'm going to go 2274 01:54:53.119 --> 01:54:54.960 pick up my daughter from gymnastics here in a bit, 2275 01:54:55.039 --> 01:54:57.079 so I'm gonna let you head out for now. 2276 01:54:57.520 --> 01:55:00.319 But I was about to say the same thing. It 2277 01:55:00.439 --> 01:55:01.319 is perfect timing. 2278 01:55:01.960 --> 01:55:03.920 And if you if you, if you want to do 2279 01:55:03.960 --> 01:55:06.119 this again, just keep in touch with me on Instagram. 2280 01:55:06.319 --> 01:55:08.920 I'd like to, you know, get at uh you know, 2281 01:55:08.920 --> 01:55:10.960 an update with from you, and I'll see how everything's doing. 2282 01:55:11.039 --> 01:55:14.079 And uh, you know, we're we're we're thinking about you 2283 01:55:14.159 --> 01:55:16.880 on this end and hoping that works out for you. 2284 01:55:17.399 --> 01:55:20.359 And you know, it touches it touches a string with 2285 01:55:20.439 --> 01:55:22.319 me too, knowing that you've got a daughter out there 2286 01:55:22.359 --> 01:55:25.600 and I would love to know that whatever we can 2287 01:55:25.640 --> 01:55:28.600 do to help you get to that goal. Uh, I 2288 01:55:28.640 --> 01:55:29.560 want to be a part of it. 2289 01:55:30.840 --> 01:55:33.439 I appreciate that, bro. Well. Definitely keep in touch though, 2290 01:55:34.319 --> 01:55:37.359 I always keep in touch with everybody, So stay talking 2291 01:55:37.359 --> 01:55:39.119 to me. I'm gonna stay talking to you, but you 2292 01:55:39.199 --> 01:55:41.439 stay blessed. All right. You have a lovely day, you. 2293 01:55:41.439 --> 01:55:43.600 Too, Sir Evan Glenn, Thank you. It's good to beating you. 2294 01:55:44.399 --> 01:55:44.720 All right. 2295 01:55:44.760 --> 01:55:48.279 So everybody that was cool, that was Chilly, everybody should 2296 01:55:48.279 --> 01:55:52.079 go give him a follow on Instagram. It's in the 2297 01:55:52.239 --> 01:55:55.359 it's in the description. You can do that there. I 2298 01:55:55.399 --> 01:55:57.840 didn't see anything on YouTube for him yet, so I 2299 01:55:57.880 --> 01:56:00.399 don't know. I don't think there's anything there. But he's 2300 01:56:00.439 --> 01:56:03.720 got like good advice. I don't know. Look, everybody comes 2301 01:56:03.720 --> 01:56:06.479 from a different perspective of politics. When I was twenty six, 2302 01:56:06.520 --> 01:56:08.640 I probably thought differently than I do now at forty six. 2303 01:56:08.960 --> 01:56:10.560 So I'm gonna say there's some certain things that I 2304 01:56:10.560 --> 01:56:13.800 would be like, yeah, uh, but it's you know, if 2305 01:56:13.800 --> 01:56:16.640 you have the conversation before you jump to the conclusion 2306 01:56:16.640 --> 01:56:20.119 that everybody's out with the malicious intent, because that's not 2307 01:56:20.279 --> 01:56:24.319 usually the case, then you'll be able to get along 2308 01:56:24.319 --> 01:56:26.560 with more people, you know what I mean. So even 2309 01:56:26.600 --> 01:56:28.560 if you come across something like oh, wow, I agree 2310 01:56:28.600 --> 01:56:30.479 with that, agree with that, that's great, Wow, that's that's 2311 01:56:30.560 --> 01:56:34.159 good vibe, and then you say, but wait a minute, 2312 01:56:34.560 --> 01:56:36.199 it's the but wait a minute moment that you need 2313 01:56:36.239 --> 01:56:38.399 to kind of like put the brakes on and be like, 2314 01:56:39.600 --> 01:56:42.039 just let I mean, everything up to here was wonderful. 2315 01:56:42.159 --> 01:56:45.119 Just figure out what that's about. And you know, maybe 2316 01:56:45.159 --> 01:56:48.159 it's okay to agree to disagree sometimes on certain things. 2317 01:56:48.159 --> 01:56:52.520 And then you know, again, there's a big difference between 2318 01:56:52.600 --> 01:56:56.239 everybody's path. People have encountered different information on their eyes 2319 01:56:56.439 --> 01:56:58.840 as they're going through on their path, you know, and 2320 01:56:58.880 --> 01:57:04.039 maybe the nugget that you that you picked up, it 2321 01:57:04.079 --> 01:57:06.079 got to you, it was on your path sooner than 2322 01:57:06.119 --> 01:57:08.479 it was on theirs. But eventually they you might actually 2323 01:57:08.520 --> 01:57:13.119 agree on that thing too, you know. So never never 2324 01:57:13.119 --> 01:57:15.800 shout anybody out just for simple things like that, unless 2325 01:57:15.800 --> 01:57:21.039 they're Nick Flint does and fuck that guy. Let me 2326 01:57:21.079 --> 01:57:23.159 go ahead and share the screen real quick, and I'm 2327 01:57:23.159 --> 01:57:26.760 gonna remind you all of the wonderful things that we 2328 01:57:26.800 --> 01:57:30.079 are trying to do here. The first thing, let's see 2329 01:57:30.079 --> 01:57:32.960 if I ftj's rocket. Oh, Thomas Dwyer is in the house. 2330 01:57:33.279 --> 01:57:36.640 Bush Master is in the house. Bush Master, Hello, how 2331 01:57:36.680 --> 01:57:41.159 is everybody doing? Awesome? So we are still raging against 2332 01:57:41.199 --> 01:57:44.960 this machine right here. We are trying to hit the 2333 01:57:45.039 --> 01:57:49.520 nine to fifty markt A SAP and I'm not going 2334 01:57:49.600 --> 01:57:51.199 to be too upset if we go above that. But 2335 01:57:51.279 --> 01:57:55.319 right now we're fovering right around three thirty eight, I think. 2336 01:57:56.079 --> 01:57:58.560 So if I have that correct, I don't think anything. 2337 01:57:58.640 --> 01:58:03.840 I don't think anything new to discuss there. But if 2338 01:58:03.880 --> 01:58:07.479 you look in the description of the Rumble or the FTJ, 2339 01:58:07.960 --> 01:58:11.439 are you guys seeing what I'm seeing? I think so, yes, 2340 01:58:11.520 --> 01:58:14.399 I think you are. Anything that's in blue is is 2341 01:58:14.399 --> 01:58:18.079 a link. So right here you see Chili J Wisdom, 2342 01:58:18.199 --> 01:58:20.119 which is our friend that we were just talking to. 2343 01:58:20.560 --> 01:58:23.760 Go ahead and give him a follow. Check out some 2344 01:58:23.800 --> 01:58:26.119 of his videos while you're there too. I mean you'll 2345 01:58:26.159 --> 01:58:29.239 you'll understand why I thought this guy was a you know, 2346 01:58:29.279 --> 01:58:32.760 a good soul and worth worth talking to today. So 2347 01:58:33.079 --> 01:58:36.119 sometimes this happens. I don't know why. But instead of 2348 01:58:36.159 --> 01:58:40.279 just putting spaces, they have my Twitter. Then they had 2349 01:58:40.279 --> 01:58:44.039 to buy me a coffee. Paul Buszers, PayPal and Gibson 2350 01:58:44.119 --> 01:58:45.760 go like all on the list and they're supposed to 2351 01:58:45.800 --> 01:58:50.479 be on their own line. Why that happens It doesn't 2352 01:58:50.520 --> 01:58:52.479 make any sense because then the next time it won't 2353 01:58:52.479 --> 01:58:54.840 happen that way. So it's just really weird. But if 2354 01:58:54.920 --> 01:58:57.640 you click on them you'll see individually that they pop up, right, 2355 01:58:58.399 --> 01:59:00.760 so you can go in here. So mccomall, Uh, why, 2356 01:59:00.800 --> 01:59:03.560 thank you so, ma comba. When did that happen? Thank 2357 01:59:03.600 --> 01:59:05.640 you so, ma comba. I appreciate that because the last 2358 01:59:05.640 --> 01:59:08.039 one was Edward Snowman nicely, so ma coma, I did that, 2359 01:59:08.079 --> 01:59:10.800 Thank you very much, all right. And then there's the 2360 01:59:10.800 --> 01:59:12.760 PayPal dot M me here, and then there's the gifts 2361 01:59:12.800 --> 01:59:17.680 and go here and when you click on that, you'll see, uh, 2362 01:59:17.720 --> 01:59:20.119 don't makes don't worry about this thing like that was 2363 01:59:20.199 --> 01:59:23.159 my my my in a dream of dreams. Like if 2364 01:59:23.199 --> 01:59:27.560 I was, you know, doing crap material that people seem 2365 01:59:27.640 --> 01:59:30.960 to promote more because it doesn't have substance, then like 2366 01:59:31.119 --> 01:59:33.119 having a goal of three k a month would have 2367 01:59:33.159 --> 01:59:35.079 been wonderful if that was actually the thing, because that 2368 01:59:35.079 --> 01:59:36.760 would just they would pay off the bills and then 2369 01:59:36.800 --> 01:59:40.000 I could you know, do the hot sauce thing and 2370 01:59:40.079 --> 01:59:42.920 without any kind of pressure. But that's not what we're 2371 01:59:43.000 --> 01:59:44.880 that's not the goal. The goal is nine fifty right now, 2372 01:59:45.479 --> 01:59:47.239 and uh, you can I can make that. I can. 2373 01:59:47.319 --> 01:59:50.600 I can adjust my goals to where they're easier to accomplish, 2374 01:59:50.720 --> 01:59:54.640 right all right. And then of course, as we're going 2375 01:59:54.680 --> 01:59:59.760 to go to rumble here. Uh see it's different on 2376 01:59:59.840 --> 02:00:03.119 this one. See how they're all stacked. It all came 2377 02:00:03.119 --> 02:00:05.640 from the same source. But yet this one's worth correcting. 2378 02:00:05.680 --> 02:00:06.119 There was not. 2379 02:00:09.079 --> 02:00:13.880 Become a follower of over at my patreon. You should 2380 02:00:13.920 --> 02:00:18.880 totally do that four, three, five, and ten dollars tiers 2381 02:00:19.319 --> 02:00:20.920 and if I and if you don't do it, then 2382 02:00:20.960 --> 02:00:25.840 I'll actually be in literal tiers. Aha, different word. Anyway. 2383 02:00:27.720 --> 02:00:30.920 Go to banned by Amazon dot com if you want 2384 02:00:30.920 --> 02:00:32.720 to get some of the cool books. But my website 2385 02:00:32.880 --> 02:00:35.600 is what we should have been talking about. Doctor Glynn's 2386 02:00:35.600 --> 02:00:38.680 membership this year. You'll see him again this Wednesday at 2387 02:00:38.680 --> 02:00:43.960 eleven am my time, which is one pm somebody's time 2388 02:00:44.199 --> 02:00:47.399 East Coast. I think, yeah, no, twelve pm my time, 2389 02:00:47.760 --> 02:00:53.039 so it's one pm Central, two pm Eastern. There you go. 2390 02:00:54.960 --> 02:00:58.479 Doctor Monzo is right here BB five for five percent 2391 02:00:58.520 --> 02:01:00.279 off of life on the cupone going. So if you 2392 02:01:00.319 --> 02:01:04.520 click this, We've gone over this many times, but many 2393 02:01:04.520 --> 02:01:06.199 times we will go over it again because this is 2394 02:01:06.239 --> 02:01:08.680 so super important that you guys have the ninety essential 2395 02:01:08.760 --> 02:01:12.000 nutrients that your bodies need. I had this conversation with 2396 02:01:12.000 --> 02:01:14.239 my dad today he said, what I do for high 2397 02:01:14.279 --> 02:01:18.399 blood pressure? I said, well, I sent you the the 2398 02:01:18.439 --> 02:01:22.439 beyond Osteo effects. I said, you should have been taken 2399 02:01:22.479 --> 02:01:25.199 that about a cap or two a day. And if 2400 02:01:25.720 --> 02:01:29.439 I need to send you more, I will. And because 2401 02:01:29.479 --> 02:01:33.000 that's magnesium and calcium and a bunch of trace minerals, 2402 02:01:33.000 --> 02:01:37.239 which is something that he definitely needs for heart, for 2403 02:01:37.319 --> 02:01:40.079 blood pressure and stuff like that. Right, and he said, 2404 02:01:40.119 --> 02:01:42.640 we'll ask ask doctor lit In there's anything else he 2405 02:01:42.680 --> 02:01:44.880 can do. So he doesn't understand that it's not just 2406 02:01:44.960 --> 02:01:49.479 blood pressure separate from everything else. It's the whole litany 2407 02:01:49.520 --> 02:01:51.760 of whatever your symptoms and what you're going through are. 2408 02:01:51.920 --> 02:01:53.920 But I kind of have an understanding of what those 2409 02:01:53.920 --> 02:01:57.199 things are already, sleep app you know, all these other things. 2410 02:01:57.199 --> 02:01:59.560 So I'm going to put that together and see what 2411 02:01:59.600 --> 02:02:03.720 doctor Glidden can do for him. Hopefully doctor Gliddon would 2412 02:02:03.760 --> 02:02:06.239 be Hopefully, don't I can get my dad. They'll pay 2413 02:02:06.239 --> 02:02:10.680 attention to that particular video, so maybe he can call 2414 02:02:10.680 --> 02:02:13.439 in or something. I don't know, but you know, the 2415 02:02:13.560 --> 02:02:16.680 ninety es centrals is what's super important. And my dad 2416 02:02:16.800 --> 02:02:19.600 is my dad, so trust me. If I and my 2417 02:02:19.680 --> 02:02:22.520 daughter is my daughter, and I make sure that we 2418 02:02:22.600 --> 02:02:25.279 have this. Okay, the whole food multi vitamins right here, 2419 02:02:25.880 --> 02:02:28.880 and there is more. There is more copper than it 2420 02:02:29.239 --> 02:02:32.960 says on the label. I confirmed that again with doctor Manzo, 2421 02:02:33.079 --> 02:02:35.600 so I know for a fact that there's about four milligrams. 2422 02:02:35.600 --> 02:02:39.359 So until the until the copper complex comes back, the 2423 02:02:39.359 --> 02:02:43.119 core copper, this is going to suffice that. So the 2424 02:02:43.119 --> 02:02:45.159 whole food multi vitamin we always have to have, but 2425 02:02:45.239 --> 02:02:47.680 usually we'd also supplement the core copper. We don't need 2426 02:02:47.880 --> 02:02:51.119 that right now because this particular batch ended up having 2427 02:02:51.119 --> 02:02:55.319 when they tested it, more copper in it activated be complex. 2428 02:02:55.520 --> 02:02:59.840 I'm a fan of because I like B vitamins per personally. 2429 02:02:59.840 --> 02:03:02.960 But let's get through just the ninety central nutrients first. 2430 02:03:03.000 --> 02:03:06.039 The whole food multi vitamin. That's so check this down 2431 02:03:06.079 --> 02:03:10.239 if you're doing it. One the Alaskan Cayle liver oil, 2432 02:03:10.359 --> 02:03:12.119 and I scrolled past this one because this is the 2433 02:03:12.159 --> 02:03:15.000 smaller ones. That's the four hundred and fifteen miligram, so 2434 02:03:15.000 --> 02:03:17.359 you'd end up taking probably like three of those, or 2435 02:03:17.760 --> 02:03:20.680 you can do this right. And these are twelve hundred 2436 02:03:20.680 --> 02:03:23.039 milligram capsules, so they're bigger. They're gonna be more like 2437 02:03:23.039 --> 02:03:27.159 THEFA plus is this the size of these ones. And 2438 02:03:27.199 --> 02:03:29.159 then you scroll down to those two things Alaskan cale 2439 02:03:29.199 --> 02:03:31.399 liver oil if you're essential fatty, as is the whole 2440 02:03:31.399 --> 02:03:34.800 food multivitamin. Now we scroll down a little bit more 2441 02:03:35.560 --> 02:03:38.159 and things have moved around a little bit, so kind 2442 02:03:38.159 --> 02:03:40.079 of makes it fun. You get to travel for so 2443 02:03:40.239 --> 02:03:45.439 pulbochemic blend. This is all your minerals in a form 2444 02:03:45.479 --> 02:03:47.760 that your body can actually absorb and use them. It 2445 02:03:47.760 --> 02:03:52.239 can recognize them. It's already gone through a plant, and 2446 02:03:52.279 --> 02:03:55.359 the plant makes it so that it's bioavailable for humans 2447 02:03:55.479 --> 02:04:01.159 and animals to make use of. A it's a earth powder. 2448 02:04:01.239 --> 02:04:03.840 They call it the energy energy earth powder. It's it's 2449 02:04:03.840 --> 02:04:07.920 a blacks powder. And you take a sixteenth of a 2450 02:04:07.920 --> 02:04:09.720 tea spoon or an eighth of a t spoon if 2451 02:04:09.760 --> 02:04:13.039 your child probably start with a sixteenth or less, maybe 2452 02:04:13.039 --> 02:04:15.119 you as well, and then bring it up to an eighth. 2453 02:04:15.199 --> 02:04:18.119 But once you get those minerals in, you good to go, right, 2454 02:04:18.359 --> 02:04:23.199 and this could last one person ninety days or six 2455 02:04:23.239 --> 02:04:25.319 months if you're only doing a sixteenth of a teaspoon. 2456 02:04:25.680 --> 02:04:27.399 So you don't always hit to buy this every month, 2457 02:04:28.039 --> 02:04:30.760 but you should be getting it most certainly. And then 2458 02:04:30.800 --> 02:04:33.600 the last thing is going to be the IP six 2459 02:04:36.520 --> 02:04:38.039 Right now, you gotta hit that again. So there it 2460 02:04:38.079 --> 02:04:41.000 is right there, This is the IP six miles still. Yes, 2461 02:04:41.039 --> 02:04:43.319 I took it today. I took it today. I took 2462 02:04:43.399 --> 02:04:46.600 my creat team on a hydrate, my creatine hydrochloride, which 2463 02:04:46.600 --> 02:04:51.079 I also offer on my website. I take the the 2464 02:04:51.079 --> 02:04:57.399 the hydro chloride region hydrochlide or HCl every single day. 2465 02:04:57.680 --> 02:04:59.720 Look at look at these? Do you see them? Do 2466 02:04:59.800 --> 02:05:01.199 you you see the vease pupping out? 2467 02:05:01.279 --> 02:05:01.439 Yeah? 2468 02:05:01.439 --> 02:05:07.039 There you go. Uh IP six is magnesium, calcium and 2469 02:05:07.079 --> 02:05:14.319 phosphorus and uh inocetole for getting rid of the what 2470 02:05:14.359 --> 02:05:18.119 do you call it, the oxidative stress and your joints 2471 02:05:18.119 --> 02:05:21.159 and muscle tissue so that you're not getting chronic fatigue 2472 02:05:21.159 --> 02:05:23.119 and you're not having fatigue, not having lethargy, you're not 2473 02:05:23.159 --> 02:05:26.119 getting because this is also the reason why it's not 2474 02:05:26.199 --> 02:05:29.079 just because of where're settling and the oxidative stress of that, 2475 02:05:29.439 --> 02:05:32.000 which is basically like rust in the body, but also 2476 02:05:32.039 --> 02:05:35.640 because if you're accumulating a bunch of iron in your tissues, 2477 02:05:35.920 --> 02:05:39.239 it's offsetting the balance of the copper in your body, 2478 02:05:39.279 --> 02:05:42.720 which there's a there's a relationship between the two. And 2479 02:05:42.760 --> 02:05:46.239 when when you're overdone on the iron, you actually sapping 2480 02:05:46.399 --> 02:05:50.560 energy away from your your mitochondria in the production of 2481 02:05:50.600 --> 02:05:54.479 ATP energy that your copper is necessary for. So when 2482 02:05:54.479 --> 02:05:58.319 you let's off balance, it takes it knocks down your 2483 02:05:58.399 --> 02:06:03.000 energy at the cellular level. You fix that by taking this, 2484 02:06:03.079 --> 02:06:05.000 and you're also good doing good for your bonus and 2485 02:06:05.439 --> 02:06:08.720 in your heart and DNA integrity and all the other 2486 02:06:08.760 --> 02:06:10.319 things that says here. You can read all this if 2487 02:06:10.319 --> 02:06:13.640 you want. All right, we've done that in the past, 2488 02:06:14.159 --> 02:06:17.880 So there you have it. Okay, get them and use 2489 02:06:17.920 --> 02:06:20.680 code BB five. The link that I provide for you 2490 02:06:22.039 --> 02:06:24.800 on my website is already going to a site that's 2491 02:06:24.840 --> 02:06:27.520 ten percent off their maiden their main site is ten 2492 02:06:27.560 --> 02:06:32.960 percent more or more for each item. When I provide 2493 02:06:32.960 --> 02:06:36.079 you this link and I asked you to click it, 2494 02:06:36.079 --> 02:06:38.760 it's already ten percent off. And then sometimes they actually 2495 02:06:38.840 --> 02:06:40.920 run their own sales on here to make it even cheaper. 2496 02:06:41.359 --> 02:06:45.479 And then you also use code BB five Bravo Bravo 2497 02:06:45.600 --> 02:06:48.680 five and you get the additional five percent off. Make 2498 02:06:48.720 --> 02:06:50.800 sure you do that though, because otherwise they don't know 2499 02:06:50.840 --> 02:06:53.319 where it came from. They don't know who referred you 2500 02:06:53.960 --> 02:06:56.840 and Doctor Manzo and I both get kicked in the butt, 2501 02:06:58.560 --> 02:07:00.439 So you don't want to kick outs in the butt. 2502 02:07:01.600 --> 02:07:04.640 We'll walk all lopsided and stuff. Anyway, Createen had to 2503 02:07:04.680 --> 02:07:08.359 call a right right there, bam, my book, bam, all 2504 02:07:08.439 --> 02:07:12.279 kinds of hot sauce, all right, all right. If you 2505 02:07:12.279 --> 02:07:14.000 don't want to if you have any questions about what 2506 02:07:14.039 --> 02:07:16.960 hot sauces do, what I mean, you can always click 2507 02:07:17.000 --> 02:07:22.760 the buttons and look like so lacas uh. Some of 2508 02:07:22.760 --> 02:07:25.560 these things are fucked up, Tom, I'm just gonna say 2509 02:07:25.600 --> 02:07:29.359 it right now. There's I've found a bunch of typos, 2510 02:07:30.039 --> 02:07:34.199 not typos, but mis directed misguided shit. And I don't 2511 02:07:34.279 --> 02:07:37.000 know what happened, but I still I have to do 2512 02:07:37.039 --> 02:07:38.760 all new labels anyway. That's part of the thing I 2513 02:07:38.800 --> 02:07:41.680 need to do. I need ten K fast. We're trying 2514 02:07:41.720 --> 02:07:43.359 to work for nine to fifty so that we can 2515 02:07:43.359 --> 02:07:45.039 get the stuff that we need for the computer. I 2516 02:07:45.079 --> 02:07:47.600 need ten K fast so I can get new labels 2517 02:07:47.640 --> 02:07:52.039 and get myself into more stores and find more wholesale buyers. 2518 02:07:52.680 --> 02:07:56.960 That part defining the wholesale buyers won't be hard. It's 2519 02:07:57.000 --> 02:07:59.640 getting all the requirements that they want in order to 2520 02:07:59.640 --> 02:08:04.199 put them in their store. So the GS one labels 2521 02:08:04.279 --> 02:08:09.279 and proper labeling with the proper corrections, like my avocado 2522 02:08:09.359 --> 02:08:12.680 sauce says it has cholesterol in it. They made mistakes 2523 02:08:12.680 --> 02:08:16.520 at the printer. I approved one label, and they still 2524 02:08:16.520 --> 02:08:19.279 made mistakes when they sent me the actual labels, and 2525 02:08:19.319 --> 02:08:24.439 I didn't catch it until much later. Anyhow, love you guys, 2526 02:08:24.760 --> 02:08:27.000 hope you have a wonderful day. Please support the show 2527 02:08:27.000 --> 02:08:34.840 in one way or another. And I greatly appreciate everyone. 2528 02:08:35.000 --> 02:08:37.119 And if I stepped on anybody else's toes on the 2529 02:08:37.359 --> 02:08:39.239 FTJ today was totally not intentional. 2530 02:08:39.680 --> 02:08:39.960 I had. 2531 02:08:40.199 --> 02:08:42.039 I had this plan for a particular time and that's 2532 02:08:42.079 --> 02:08:43.439 just the way I go. I'm never trying to step 2533 02:08:43.439 --> 02:08:46.039 on anybody's toes. But you'll see me or hear me 2534 02:08:46.119 --> 02:08:49.640 on with Davis tomorrow, so that should be fun. And 2535 02:08:49.720 --> 02:08:54.600 if you're not already doing so, may I recommend, because 2536 02:08:54.640 --> 02:08:57.760 I have already in the past, that you go on 2537 02:08:57.880 --> 02:09:03.439 to Spotify and you do some two people did, because 2538 02:09:03.520 --> 02:09:06.560 right now it says there's three five star reviews, one 2539 02:09:06.560 --> 02:09:10.560 of them's mine. That one doesn't count. But I've asked 2540 02:09:10.880 --> 02:09:13.319 this whole audience, and I know a thousand people watch 2541 02:09:13.399 --> 02:09:20.079 yesterday's video. Go on to Spotify give this a rating please, 2542 02:09:20.239 --> 02:09:23.479 and then follow it. This is Christo's cast. It's the 2543 02:09:23.520 --> 02:09:26.359 same stuff that you're you're catching here. I'm putting on 2544 02:09:26.479 --> 02:09:29.920 there to try to build a Spotify presidence channel and 2545 02:09:29.960 --> 02:09:32.640 another way of getting I want to become a a 2546 02:09:32.880 --> 02:09:34.920 what do you call it? What they call those things, 2547 02:09:36.399 --> 02:09:40.960 a partner partner thing. So yeah, and I needed to 2548 02:09:40.960 --> 02:09:42.359 build it. I need to. I need to get the 2549 02:09:42.680 --> 02:09:44.520 views and the things and the supports and all the 2550 02:09:44.520 --> 02:09:47.239 other stuff. So the more the more reviews it gets, 2551 02:09:47.319 --> 02:09:50.359 the better off all that will be. So please do that, 2552 02:09:50.960 --> 02:09:56.920 all right? Then dropped this in the right, So that's 2553 02:09:56.960 --> 02:10:01.159 in that one they put on this one. Oops, I 2554 02:10:01.239 --> 02:10:05.600 gotta go ah here for it. Let's go. What's up. 2555 02:10:06.720 --> 02:10:11.279 It's good to see you, word nomad. I don't know 2556 02:10:11.279 --> 02:10:13.319 why I was having a hard time reading that earlier. 2557 02:10:13.439 --> 02:10:16.399 I was just messed up my eyes or whatever on 2558 02:10:16.800 --> 02:10:22.239 and then, uh, that's TJ. So please go on Spotify 2559 02:10:23.479 --> 02:10:28.640 follow and then give it a five star. Ready alrighty, alrighty, 2560 02:10:29.840 --> 02:10:32.479 that's greatly appreciated, and you guys have one flee evening. 2561 02:10:33.279 --> 02:10:37.000 We'll do this again sometime. What do you think all right? 2562 02:10:37.239 --> 02:10:39.319 And you'll see me on with Davis tomorrow