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Speaker 1: Hey, guys, So as Mercury Retrograde would have it, I

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tried to record this podcast twice and the audio didn't

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work either time, So the audio is screwed up on

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this episode. I'm so sorry. It'll be back to normal

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next week. But the good news is the Patreon is

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extra long this week. It's basically like a whole second episode.

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So if you're not subscribed to the Patreon run over there,

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go subscribe. We have an extra long one this week.

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The audio is screwed up on both of them, but

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the content is just as good as always. So I'm

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so sorry, besties. I hope you enjoy I love you lots,

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and everything will be back to normal next week, I promise.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 3: Well, well, welcome back, besties, Welcome to your Monday.

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Speaker 2: I'm so happy we made it through another weekend.

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Speaker 4: If you were with me and Phoenix this weekend, I

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love you so much. We have the best time. I

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and you guys have created a bit.

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Speaker 2: Of an issue with this bird feeder. The pigeons.

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Speaker 3: The pigeons, I've started knocking on my window when they're

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out of food with their little beaks.

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Speaker 2: They look think, think, and then you look at me

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with their orange eyes, and they're like leeries our food.

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So we're.

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Speaker 4: This is why we can't have nice things, you know,

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This is why we can't have nice things because of

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fucking pigeons.

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Speaker 2: Because you give an engine, they take a mile. You

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give an inchine, they take your sleep from you. I'm

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also up worn with these flies in my apartment and

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just the general adversity of living in New York City

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has been wearing me down. But you guys, I brought

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a guest back that you guys loved a lot.

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Speaker 3: The first time we had around, and I hope you

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guys loved this episode just as much as the first.

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Speaker 2: Please enjoy my episode with Dicey back by popular demand. Visit.

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Speaker 3: Oh hey everybody, Oh she's bad. She walked into me

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having a complete.

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Speaker 5: White girl milk over a marble ass table downstairs.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Well, to be fair, first of all, this Mercury

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retrograde is not normal.

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Speaker 2: It's not it's not normal.

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Speaker 3: It has a gun, bitch, and it's fucking binge like

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it's coming for us, this retrograde. The block is hotpage block,

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the block is like it's hot on this mercury retrograde.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, So I hired this guy especially come in.

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I hired this guy. I am working with it. Okay,

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I don't even want.

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Speaker 3: To say the company because I don't want to like

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dog them out like this. But I hired this guy

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to move this table from Brooklyn to here.

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Speaker 2: It's a little.

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Speaker 3: Marble coffee table. It's fucking heavy. It's like three hundred pounds.

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I live in a walk up. He got here with

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his buddy. They rolled the table in. The table has

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wheels on the bottom, so they rolled it in and

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they got to the stairs. They looked at the stairs

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and they were like, I don't think so, And I

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was like, what do you mean you don't think so?

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They didn't even try to lift it. They didn't even attempt.

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It's a table. Look at this big hivy.

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Speaker 5: Y's big, like all the stuff that have come up

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those little stairs, right, you know, not just this, not

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just you.

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Speaker 2: It is a coffee table.

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Speaker 3: It's a coffee and they understand that that it's made

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of marble, and I know it's heavy, but these guys

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just looked at it, looked at me, looked at it,

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and then they looked at me and they said, do

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you have any ideas?

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Speaker 2: They asked like you worked there like you work here.

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I was like, this is not my task. This is

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your task that you accepted. So you got to pay

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them and come.

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Speaker 5: Up with the right ideas on how they like sh

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up the stairs, crazy insanity.

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Speaker 3: I was like, I thought it was simple, and then

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I even offered to help. I was like, how about this,

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you guys, Let's put it on this moving pad. You

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guys push from the bottom, two grown men push from

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the bottom. I'll guide it and I'll pull from the top.

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They didn't even want to try.

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Speaker 2: They're like, we're gonna leave. What will come back tomorrow?

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Is what they told me.

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Speaker 3: They said, we'll come back tomorrow. And it's like, okay, great.

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They said, we think it's gonna take four guys for

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three hundred pounds, right. I was like, are y'all okay? No,

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aren't y'all good? So they say it's gonna take four guys.

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Speaker 2: They'll come back tomorrow, which is today.

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Speaker 3: So I text them, I'm like, hey, when are you

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guys coming back? Because my building just let me know

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that if this table stays down there another night, I

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incur a five hundred dollars fee. I don't have a

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loose five hundred dollars. I've never had a loose five

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hundred dollars.

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Speaker 2: And this is the part where I walked in and

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then dicey well, I said, smoke's blowing.

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Speaker 3: Out of my fucking ears and I'm like, oh, it's

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cute here, and you're just looking at me.

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Speaker 5: Look, and I don't know you pretty well, I don't

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know when it just okay, let me just retreat. You

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just made a coffee, you sat down, and then I.

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Speaker 2: Think you screamed the tell your pillows.

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Speaker 3: Well, no, that was when I couldn't find the extension

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court to sell the podcast.

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Speaker 2: Then we really fell apart.

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Speaker 3: Was an extraordinary, extraordinary way. I was like, hang on,

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let me just scream it to my pillows real quick,

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and said, well, worst things have happened, you know, well

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they have and they have the worst things will continue

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to happen. But the thing that bugged me the most

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is the guy's like, I'm gonna cancel the task, but pay.

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Speaker 2: Me for half because I got it from Brooklyn to

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hear and I was.

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Speaker 3: Like, you know, I want to, but can you go

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finish the task and I'll just pay you for the

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whole task And he's like, no, just pay me for

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the work that's already done. And I just was like,

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first of all, I'm doing a promo with the company

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that he was, and so they.

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Speaker 2: Gave me a voucher.

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Speaker 3: So the money I was using was like free money,

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like fun want you get what you pay for it?

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Speaker 2: Well no, no no no no no, because like it's

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real money to him, but it's like fun Bucks and

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to me.

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Speaker 3: But now he's asking me for my real money for

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a job he didn't finish. And I just was like,

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can you just please come finish it? And he's like, no,

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I spent this much on gas, I spent this much

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much on tolls. And you know, he's like, I'll just

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explain to my partner the character of the people in

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this world, the character. Yeah, because I wouldn't pay him

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for a task he didn't complete.

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Speaker 5: Oh he has sexual character. He attacked my character. I

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will lever review if you're not going to blast them here,

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but at.

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Speaker 3: Least I think I'm just going to talk to the

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company because I'm working with them and I just want

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to be like, this guy did this.

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Speaker 2: He put me in a horrible position, and then he

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attacked my character.

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Speaker 3: And then I had to screen my scrumped because really,

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if he moved it from Brooklyn, then they already knew how.

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Speaker 2: Heavy it was. They were right, you know, it's kind

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of like finish the job.

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Speaker 6: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I think they saw the stairs and they're like, no,

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I mean they are some narrow stairs.

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Speaker 2: You have to be pretty fatigue good thing alpatite. Yeah,

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I know they are. They are any tuline stairs.

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Speaker 3: But I will say I had the Russian men that

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moved all this furniture into this place. I mean they

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dogged heavier ship up those stairs. They were Russian, there

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were something. They were Eastern European of some sort. Brittany

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doesn't believe I speak Russian. Tast does not do speak.

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Speaker 2: It was my minor in college. Literally, so what I

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took seven years of German. That doesn't mean I speak German.

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I speak Russian. And I was speaking.

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Speaker 5: Speaking, I was speaking yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 2: I speak that ship. Yeah. It's like the weirdest lie.

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But it's not. It's not the weirdest lie. If you

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heard of all, nobody wants to speak Russian. It's the

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ugliest language.

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Speaker 5: Well they're gonna, I believe, first of all, do you

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these Russian but just have their.

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Speaker 2: Own babies on YouTube. Okay, have you seen this or

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what do you mean? Their own babies? They deliver their

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own babies.

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Speaker 5: Like and that inspired, you know, but that that didn't

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let me back. What inspired me was that I'm scared

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of them and that they're going to they're gonna be

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the downfall of America and I'm gonna be here.

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Speaker 2: You're gonna start learning Nanda. Yeah, I'm not scared enough. Chinese,

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you Russian? That's crazy.

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Speaker 5: One day, one day, I'm gonna one day it's gonna

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be some Russians around us, and you're gonna.

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Speaker 2: Right now and say what see, I don't, I don't.

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That's true. This is this is the true statement. If

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that sounds better than English, I don't.

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Speaker 7: Even know you don't.

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Speaker 2: Don't say I don't know pussy and Russia, anything in Russia.

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Speaker 5: Any of you are Russian out there, Please get in

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touch and we're gonna have a whole conversation on the

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next the next time I'm here.

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Speaker 2: Girl, Just the weird lie that you really I promise

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you do not speak Russian.

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Speaker 3: I can say, I can say, yeah, can say.

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Speaker 2: That doesn't mean I can say I don't even need

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in Russian. Yeah, yeah, yeah, needs no, that is that's

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that's I don't. That is watch some of you.

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Speaker 5: You have some Russian people that follow you, and they're

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going to tell you that that means they are watched.

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Speaker 2: They're gonna stay in the comments. She speaks and did

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I spa to you? That's hello saying yeah, look that's apple.

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You do not speak Russian. That's you don't.

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Speaker 3: I just because you do dual lingo and you remember

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three words, does that you speak Russian?

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Speaker 2: This is like, this is such a weird lie that

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you like, way over a year and a half ago

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when I told you you don't speak phone Russian.

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Speaker 3: M h.

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Speaker 2: God, that's weird, such a weird lie.

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Speaker 3: Okay, anyway, more back to this mercury retrograde. I want

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to tell you about my day yesterday. Okay, you ready, sure?

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Speaker 2: So I don't have a phone case on. That's the

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way I live.

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Speaker 3: I rod on the darkness and I rode on the

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world with my phone, and I was walking deep uneven sidewalks.

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Speaker 2: Got to get used to those.

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Speaker 3: They're all over in New York City. Trip that phone

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you feel well, I didn't fall, but I did a

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body jolt and then the screen on my phone cracked,

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So I took it to the Apple store yesterday, right

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to the Apple store, a little appointment. I didn't know

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it was supposed to rain yesterday. I don't think anyone knew. No, definitely,

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just all of a sudden. This New York will test

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you in the strangest ways. So it's an hour and

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a half where you get your phone back, and it's dumb.

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Speaker 2: Thing working out. So I walk home in the rain

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completely so I.

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Speaker 3: Had my Apple down for dinner already, had to change whatever.

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I go back to the Apple store after I tanged

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into a dry outfit. It stopped here and you get

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my phone walking to dinner, you drop anything, bitch.

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Speaker 2: Four cracks in that phone?

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Speaker 7: Mm hmmm.

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Speaker 2: What do you think that means?

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Speaker 5: I think that means you're not as sleek as you

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think you are, Like, you know what I mean. That's

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what that means, You're not You are not that far

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removed from cracking your phone.

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Speaker 2: Right, And I think we made the case. No, you're

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still not gonna get a case. No, I'm not gonna

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get a case. I don't like that case, like it

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makes it so much.

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Speaker 3: Bigger and chunkier. I feel like this, Why don't you

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at least get the screen protector. Well, I have the

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screen protector and I meant to put one on and

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then I cracked it. And then I was like after

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I after I got it fixed, I was like, I'm

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gonna put my last.

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Speaker 2: One on, and then I went to dinner and then

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I cracked it before.

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Speaker 5: I even get my last screen. You know what, Well,

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this is just what I do, because I know myself.

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Before I even take my new phone.

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Speaker 2: Out of the box, I have a kick. I have

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a spring protector on it.

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Speaker 5: And T Mobile has ay they have the screen protectors

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you can buy and you can go get them replaced

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every day if you want to.

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Speaker 2: It's sixty dollars and you can crack the screen as

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much as possible. Oh what do you have?

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Speaker 3: But what what do you want to get? Mint next

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midwires speak your Russia midwater less, I get yourself?

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Speaker 2: What is wrong with T Mobile? They are so reliable.

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Speaker 7: They have every.

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Speaker 5: Tuesday they have these great deal you get free ice, coffee,

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all kind of shit there you go with. Yeah, I

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go get I use the parts that come up on

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the app. Anyway, what I'm saying is my phone is fine.

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Speaker 2: That's the moral less story. That Russian. Yeah, I really

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rely on that coffee to keet you on this Russian.

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You don't speak the Pentagon won't appreciate me telling you

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that I speak Russian. The Pentagon would like, did I

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tell you that? When my mom was in her.

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Speaker 3: Her like psychosis, she would always say, I'm calling the

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Pentagon on you. Really, you can call the Pentagon. Also,

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she was sucking a guy from the Pentagon. So when

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her and my dad broke up, she was hooking up

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with this guy at the Pentagon, which I think we

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really overlooked what an international home my mom was because

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from big then Wistoons into.

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Speaker 2: The Pentagon is a pretty good reach for that pulsing.

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I didn't know this was a room. Yeah, So anyway,

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she hung on to that for a long time. His

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name was pitched. His name was Pitchford. I met him.

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I remember I met him and he got me a

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Bonnie Balloon and I was like eleven. I was like,

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fucking good because you already had to period. But I know, right, well,

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not not me.

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Speaker 3: I don't do anything my careiod until I was I

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got my period after I started before, right Yeah, but no,

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So anyway, she was looking up with this guy from

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the Pentagon.

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Speaker 2: And I'm like, you guys, really think about that, because

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that's like the dawn of email.

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Speaker 3: There's no there's barely cell phones, there's no texting, there's

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not instant messaging.

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Speaker 2: She's snail mail having an affair with the guy from

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the Pentagon. That's pretty good on your cute dad, on

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my cute dad. I know, my poor dad, my poor dad.

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He found it.

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Speaker 5: Oh he intercepted one of the letters and it was

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like a smart letter from the dude.

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Speaker 2: And then there was a common minute and I was like,

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you're just really disappointed that using protection. This is a

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conversation you have with your dad. That's crazy. My dad

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and I have I mean whatever, It's not like I

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had a yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, I have thing. Yeah wow.

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And I forgot he was married. It who the other

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woman he was married?

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Speaker 3: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: That was your favorite. She was my favorite. When you

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used to send me videos of her, Oh my god,

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and you, Brittany, you go go to hell.

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Speaker 3: She my ext mom was a raging drunk still is

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and she would get drunk and pop the fuck off

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at us. And she had one who blare melt down, which.

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Speaker 2: Was Thanksgiving and I had I had called takes the Britney,

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Oh happy Thanksgiving? What you're doing? And then she sent

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me this video.

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Speaker 5: Of her step mom. It started in the garage, ended up.

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I mean she it was I've never seen this ship

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like that, especially on a holiday.

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Speaker 3: Well it was not only was it Thanksgiving, it was

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also my grandmother's funeral, which was on the one year

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anniversary of my mom's funeral.

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Speaker 2: So she really lit it the fuck up for us.

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She's like, oh, you guys want to mourn?

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Speaker 3: Uh uh.

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Speaker 2: Not in this house. Not in this house. Does your

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guy still communicay with her at all? I think she

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takes him pretty frequently still, because she's like, you know,

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that's obviously the best she's never gonna have. Yeah. I

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was gonna say, like, yeah, no she I She.

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Speaker 3: Started dating a guy that was like a very similar

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prototype of my dad after they broke out, an electrician

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with two daughters. And the electrician this guy had a stroke.

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And this is actual story, but like I just want

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to I want to get around to how manipulative she

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is and how horrible she is. This guy had a stroke.

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He's an electrician, right, has a stroke. He can't return

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to work because he never regains function. And I think,

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you know, when you're like, oh, is this what the

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rest of my life is gonna be like? And you

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can't do anything.

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Speaker 2: He went in the woods. He showed himself and that's

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very sad. But what old girl used it as was

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a way to get back in with my dad and

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be like, look, we both have aces to kill themselves.

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I think this is God saying we should get that together.

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My dad said no, no, literally, the body was not

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even cold before, you know. And she here's the thing.

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She's like this awful generation of like what are they

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gan alpha? What is that gen? She's passed the baby

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boomer but like whatever that one is.

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Speaker 3: She's like thattween that's like on Facebook, Yeah, and like

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she like made her you know, if she made her

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Facebook banner like this man floating to heaven like literally

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it's like him, but it's like AI and there's like

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angel dusts and stars around him.

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Speaker 2: And as she's making that her thing, she's calling her

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excessive being like.

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Speaker 3: She's somebody who's like here she said, hey, I'm pretty

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sure this seems worse said together, and.

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Speaker 5: I'm just like well known, hm hmm. There's only two

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ways out with her. I mean that is similar your

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dad like an electrician with two kids? Yeah crazy, yeah,

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two daughters.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Anyway, I'm doing a new segment and I need to

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do it with you. Why and something's wrong with you?

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Which I don't know. What do you think it's wrong?

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I want to know what's wrong with What do you

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think is wrong with you? What would your friends say

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is wrong with you? And what would your therapist say?

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You don't have a therapist. You're like a Crystal deeler.

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I have a therapist. She's a therapist and a Crystal

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Hailor thing. Get it right? That is life? What you're

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a bitch? Anyway, that wasn't even that funan I shouldn't

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Speaker 5: I think part of my problem is that I don't

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give one hundred percent, so a lot of things I'm

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really good at, and it gets in my way a

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I think that if I did just like hone

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in stand up is probably the nearest thing that I've

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given a lot too. But yeah.

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Speaker 3: Maybe have you ever thought of taking a year off

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like partying and just doing sanda, you know, a party

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but like drinking and smoking, just doing Sanda.

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Speaker 2: No, I never thought about not smoking. But I haven't

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been drinking a lot. I haven't. I probably haven't had

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a drinking like since I went out with the dude

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on the fourth of July. Ohnt know, that's the last

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time I.

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Speaker 5: Really drink. But I don't know that that's the problem.

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When you think that's my problem, do you think weed.

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Speaker 2: Is my problem? I think, well, I think here's the thing.

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Speaker 3: And I'm coming from experience as somebody who smokes and

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it slows me down. When I'm like clear, I get

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a lot more done. And I just think you were

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such an unfuck withable force and stand up that if

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you stopped with the distractions, you could like really step

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into who you're supposed to be.

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Speaker 2: Thanks.

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Speaker 3: What would what would your therapist in Crystal here say

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is wrong with you? She would probably say I give

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people too many chances.

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Speaker 2: I'm too nice. She always tells me that. I'm yeah,

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she has the requient. I know, right, I'm just not

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nice to you. That's just the nature of our friendship now.

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We're a really nice we really are in you know,

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behind closed doors.

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Speaker 5: M But yeah, I don't know what she would She

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probably would say that I just give people too many chances,

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and I think about other people too.

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Speaker 2: Much before I think about myself. Yeah, I know, that's

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that's definitely a thing. Yeah, you'll like pour yourself one

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hundred percent into someone else. Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, what

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about you? Well, I can't do this. I can't do

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this every podcast. We all know what's wrong with Yeah,

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we all know. I was just screaming with them everything, right,

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I was just screaming in a pillow.

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Speaker 3: Although I will say I tight trained down on my

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lexiprob back down to five milligrams, and I'm feeling so

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much better. I had a horrible I know you've never

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done any anti depressants or SSRIs, but I had a

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horrible titration experience. My anxiety was so high and my

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insalomnia was horrible. And I think when you don't sleep,

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you become just a fucking monster. This is something that

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I was talking to about on the other podcast.

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Speaker 2: Remember then we lost our train of thought. Oh and

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we never found it again.

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Speaker 3: Right, This is like the difference of who I am

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when I sleep and I don't, it's crazy Like when

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I get a good night's sleep I wake up, you know,

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like the thoughts you have before you open your eyes.

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The thoughts I have before I open my eyes when

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I get a good night's sleep is like, I'm blessed,

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God is good. Life was wonderful, something amazing, It's gonna happen.

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Those are the thoughts I legitimately have if I don't

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get a good night's sleep.

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Speaker 2: I those thoughts are.

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Speaker 3: Like, I'm gonna fucking get up, fucking little holes, little

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teddy holes.

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Speaker 2: And all the shirts of the throws rolexes.

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Speaker 7: Into the bay.

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna get up. Or I just have the most

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demon thoughts. I'm like, why does my brain work like that?

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But it's really the difference between sleeper no sleep. So

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I titrated down off lexapro and I had a really rough,

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like two weeks.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if it's the titration.

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00:24:25,519 --> 00:24:28,680
Speaker 3: Down off the Lexico, the Mercury retrograde, the move to

474
00:24:28,799 --> 00:24:32,119
New York that, I mean, just like the million different things.

475
00:24:32,200 --> 00:24:33,599
But my god, it's been like that some of the

476
00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:36,680
hardest weeks of my adult life. You've been through a

477
00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:41,160
whole lot. These last like just three months specifically. Yeah,

478
00:24:41,799 --> 00:24:43,480
you know, yeah, but I'm getting to the other side

479
00:24:43,559 --> 00:24:45,759
and I'm starting to feel like that bit out.

480
00:24:49,480 --> 00:24:55,519
Speaker 2: A scared. All right, let's let's pull some cards. You

481
00:24:55,559 --> 00:25:05,160
picked some cards for us, Okay, m m hm m mmm.

482
00:25:06,400 --> 00:25:10,079
Oh we got a level one, level one? Whatever. What

483
00:25:10,319 --> 00:25:17,359
about my style is undeniably me? I'm deniably you. It's

484
00:25:17,519 --> 00:25:22,440
just like being a bitch. Yeah, being a bitch for sure,

485
00:25:24,440 --> 00:25:27,720
care free, like coming off as that, but but it's

486
00:25:27,839 --> 00:25:30,240
deeply not at all.

487
00:25:30,359 --> 00:25:33,039
Speaker 3: But you look like like I don't don't care free.

488
00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,440
I look like I don't give a fuck. Yeah, And

489
00:25:35,559 --> 00:25:37,319
if anyone looks like they don't give a fuck, just

490
00:25:37,400 --> 00:25:40,440
know that they give the most amount of bucks. They

491
00:25:40,559 --> 00:25:41,880
truly give so many fucks.

492
00:25:42,480 --> 00:25:44,440
Speaker 2: I had to develop that I don't give a fuck

493
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:47,240
attitude because I gave so many bucks, and that just

494
00:25:47,319 --> 00:25:48,200
really didn't work for me.

495
00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:50,799
Speaker 3: You ever were like, oh, she cares a lot of

496
00:25:50,799 --> 00:25:56,839
that's gross, but I don't care dead behind, then what

497
00:25:57,240 --> 00:26:00,240
about my style is unima for you? That's the exactly

498
00:26:00,279 --> 00:26:03,160
what you're wearing right now at off the shoulder sweatshirt.

499
00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:06,720
Speaker 2: I hate mix on the step. That's why all my shirts.

500
00:26:06,839 --> 00:26:09,319
Never you'll never really see me in a turtle neck.

501
00:26:10,559 --> 00:26:11,960
Who do you see at the time? I mean, I

502
00:26:12,000 --> 00:26:16,759
don't know, there's not me, not me.

503
00:26:17,799 --> 00:26:20,119
Speaker 3: I think that is that autism or is that just preference?

504
00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:23,920
It's you know Steve Jobs just to wear the same

505
00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:27,359
thing over and over and over. Well, yeah, that's autism.

506
00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:29,960
Speaker 2: Maybe he just didn't he would have this.

507
00:26:30,319 --> 00:26:32,279
Speaker 3: Maybe he just take it a fun But but I'm

508
00:26:32,279 --> 00:26:34,400
saying auto see people sometimes one of the things that

509
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:37,880
they don't like certain textures and their skins, or like

510
00:26:37,960 --> 00:26:39,200
they don't like certain.

511
00:26:39,559 --> 00:26:42,279
Speaker 2: Maybe I probably am on the spectrum. I mean, aren't

512
00:26:42,279 --> 00:26:45,000
we all, Yeah, we're all a little Are you a

513
00:26:45,039 --> 00:26:50,480
little gay? I don't think so. I've been exploring that again.

514
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:53,400
There's this girl I have a crush on. Really, I

515
00:26:53,519 --> 00:26:57,440
have a girl crush. And it's not it's never gonna

516
00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:57,880
go anywhere.

517
00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:03,640
Speaker 3: She wann't what my girl, big titties, beautiful, like she's

518
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:05,839
like I met her actually when I was in my

519
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:06,839
last relationship.

520
00:27:06,960 --> 00:27:10,200
Speaker 2: And I've ever been nervous around the girl before, but

521
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:12,240
I was nervous around her. I was like stuttering. I

522
00:27:12,279 --> 00:27:16,359
was like trying, yes, yes, I was trying, Yes, I

523
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:18,839
was trying to get words out. It was like book, book, book, Like,

524
00:27:20,480 --> 00:27:25,680
what girl? Is she a little good? She's yeah? Oh

525
00:27:25,759 --> 00:27:28,039
is she real gay? She's not real gay. She's gay enough.

526
00:27:28,559 --> 00:27:31,799
And she went into you. No she isn't me. I

527
00:27:31,920 --> 00:27:34,480
just don't. Y'all have already talked about this. No, I

528
00:27:34,720 --> 00:27:36,680
just know because we like flirt with each other, and

529
00:27:36,839 --> 00:27:39,160
because you're such a whore, you just know when people

530
00:27:39,359 --> 00:27:42,359
just want to fuck you hunt and you were me,

531
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:46,720
you can go to heat. I'm just so shocked right now.

532
00:27:46,880 --> 00:27:52,480
Speaker 3: I need to see this bitch off camera. She's gorgeous, blonde, blonde,

533
00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:54,559
so that's the type.

534
00:27:54,319 --> 00:27:58,599
Speaker 2: Of bit she is just what I wish I looked like.

535
00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 3: She's got like a big app some big titties and

536
00:28:01,079 --> 00:28:03,559
no waist and a beautiful face and long blonde hair.

537
00:28:03,680 --> 00:28:08,519
Speaker 2: Like she's just like she's whatever everyone wants. Hm hmm.

538
00:28:10,079 --> 00:28:12,640
Speaker 3: But I don't think I can. I don't think you

539
00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:16,680
wouldn't make your move now she lives in l A

540
00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:19,640
second of all, what if we like she's also kind

541
00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:19,960
of down.

542
00:28:20,759 --> 00:28:21,079
Speaker 2: I'm like.

543
00:28:23,160 --> 00:28:27,240
Speaker 3: The word, I'm like, oh no, there's literally pebbles be

544
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:28,920
blown around by like a bucket.

545
00:28:29,200 --> 00:28:32,279
Speaker 2: So you're a fun boy, I'm a boy. I'm a

546
00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:36,240
fuck boy. It's just like rocks.

547
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:38,640
Speaker 3: Inside of her head, you know, if you put like

548
00:28:38,680 --> 00:28:40,519
pebbles in a can and shook it, Like that's what's

549
00:28:40,559 --> 00:28:41,400
going on in her head.

550
00:28:42,279 --> 00:28:42,559
Speaker 2: She is.

551
00:28:43,319 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 3: But I just have such a crush and I'm just

552
00:28:46,079 --> 00:28:50,680
in like men right now, give me such they like,

553
00:28:50,759 --> 00:28:52,920
I'm a repulseman. And I've seen some of the most

554
00:28:52,960 --> 00:28:55,640
objectively gorgeous people things like that into New York City

555
00:28:55,680 --> 00:28:59,240
and I'm like, they're all, well, a lot of them are.

556
00:28:59,359 --> 00:29:01,799
I mean they are to put women here, holy how,

557
00:29:02,279 --> 00:29:04,519
but there are also really gorgeous men here. There's just

558
00:29:04,599 --> 00:29:07,279
so many people you really have to sit through, you know,

559
00:29:07,359 --> 00:29:08,680
it's like sifting for gold.

560
00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:12,000
Speaker 2: But I'm just so uninterested.

561
00:29:12,079 --> 00:29:18,079
Speaker 3: Like I've seen really attractive, objectively attractive men, and like oh, and.

562
00:29:18,119 --> 00:29:20,720
Speaker 2: Then like when I see this girl, I'm like, I

563
00:29:20,759 --> 00:29:23,359
don't Maybe they have to I don't know where I'm at.

564
00:29:23,440 --> 00:29:27,839
Are they hurt? Are the no? No? Does she have

565
00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:28,640
a lot of work done?

566
00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:29,160
Speaker 3: Yeah?

567
00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:34,039
Speaker 2: I like to think that I'm into natural women, but

568
00:29:34,200 --> 00:29:37,160
like this, it's not even her work. So now you're

569
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:38,119
in women, and.

570
00:29:40,519 --> 00:29:42,079
Speaker 5: Do you hear this is.

571
00:29:44,000 --> 00:29:44,400
Speaker 3: I don't know.

572
00:29:45,119 --> 00:29:46,720
Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like this is so cliche.

573
00:29:46,799 --> 00:29:49,039
Speaker 3: Every time girls goes through like a bad breakup, she's like,

574
00:29:49,119 --> 00:29:51,400
now I'm dating girls because like that's just like the

575
00:29:51,599 --> 00:29:54,559
level of trauma is calculated by whether or not she

576
00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:55,880
turns by afterwards.

577
00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:58,240
Speaker 2: You know, it's like, how bad was it?

578
00:29:59,079 --> 00:29:59,119
Speaker 3: Is?

579
00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:02,119
Speaker 2: She eating pus over it? But you said, you you

580
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:06,480
you noticed this attraction to her before, right, So that's okay?

581
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:08,279
Uh huh.

582
00:30:08,559 --> 00:30:11,279
Speaker 6: I have like a like a little and smiling talking

583
00:30:11,279 --> 00:30:15,599
about it, a fucking girl crush, Like I couldn't even

584
00:30:15,640 --> 00:30:18,720
be in the same room with her, and what I'm saying,

585
00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:19,640
but what have done?

586
00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:24,480
Speaker 2: Bit? I know, but she just was so like mesmerizingly hot.

587
00:30:28,920 --> 00:30:33,160
So how do you know she's a little gay? Yeah, Okay,

588
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,480
I'm gonna I'm gonna tell you. Okay, I can't tell.

589
00:30:36,079 --> 00:30:51,000
I'm gonna tell what you are in completely insane? Yeah insane? Okay, Well,

590
00:30:51,039 --> 00:30:54,599
I'll there something else about you today that I didn't

591
00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:56,720
know for the cards. Time to move on to the

592
00:30:56,759 --> 00:30:57,160
next card.

593
00:30:57,240 --> 00:30:59,599
Speaker 5: No, I don't know. I don't know if I'm offended

594
00:30:59,680 --> 00:31:03,920
because you're such into black men, but your first crush

595
00:31:04,279 --> 00:31:06,079
on it wasn't a black woman.

596
00:31:06,279 --> 00:31:10,279
Speaker 3: Yeah, I've only ever had in my life too, like

597
00:31:10,960 --> 00:31:14,440
whoa girl crushes? And one one when I was like eighteen,

598
00:31:14,559 --> 00:31:16,960
I was going to ASU and I met this girl

599
00:31:17,039 --> 00:31:21,400
and she was maybe kind of panic or so it

600
00:31:21,559 --> 00:31:22,319
was a little something.

601
00:31:22,559 --> 00:31:25,799
Speaker 2: But it's not usually about the physicality. I become like.

602
00:31:27,319 --> 00:31:30,480
Speaker 3: Overcome by their presence, Like it almost has nothing to

603
00:31:30,599 --> 00:31:33,039
do with what they look like. What they look like helps,

604
00:31:33,079 --> 00:31:36,640
but like there's something that's like I become so attracted

605
00:31:36,680 --> 00:31:38,839
to their aura and their vibe. That other girl, I

606
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,160
became like obsessed with the way I love her. And

607
00:31:41,240 --> 00:31:42,759
I get to ask you were best friend and then

608
00:31:42,799 --> 00:31:44,200
my mom still like college time, and I can try

609
00:31:44,200 --> 00:31:49,160
to ask you, what's something I could do for hours

610
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:50,440
on end without getting bored?

611
00:31:51,680 --> 00:31:58,200
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, maybe like shocked for the right that.

612
00:32:00,759 --> 00:32:03,119
Speaker 5: You can read for hours on that getting board, Yes

613
00:32:03,559 --> 00:32:05,440
that's your thing, Like you could you always have a

614
00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:07,519
book with you somewhere on the beach, or like if

615
00:32:07,559 --> 00:32:10,440
we're read the pool, I know not to try to

616
00:32:10,480 --> 00:32:11,559
talk to you because.

617
00:32:11,279 --> 00:32:15,599
Speaker 2: You're reading your somebody's That's what you could do for hours.

618
00:32:15,839 --> 00:32:17,759
I couldn't it last time? Right?

619
00:32:18,640 --> 00:32:19,359
Speaker 7: Like ship.

620
00:32:22,039 --> 00:32:26,319
Speaker 2: You could guarden, I could guarden for hours and hours

621
00:32:26,400 --> 00:32:29,759
and hours. Yeah, I'm sadged to bring me any produces time.

622
00:32:29,960 --> 00:32:32,599
I know, I'll bring some. I'm gonna go. I gotta

623
00:32:32,640 --> 00:32:33,200
run back home.

624
00:32:33,599 --> 00:32:38,640
Speaker 9: Why just for like a week, just to Yeah, okay,

625
00:32:38,839 --> 00:32:44,319
next question, Next we need I need to shuffles level three.

626
00:32:45,559 --> 00:32:47,640
Speaker 2: Imagine I just woke up from a crazy night out.

627
00:32:48,079 --> 00:32:52,079
Where did I end up? What do I regret? Well,

628
00:32:52,160 --> 00:32:55,880
you were great, fucking everybody in the room. I'm just

629
00:32:56,039 --> 00:33:00,400
playing sex might not even be involved. I don't you

630
00:33:00,519 --> 00:33:02,519
know what I never had. I didn't get to know

631
00:33:02,599 --> 00:33:05,759
you was drunk. I know, such a shame. But that's

632
00:33:05,839 --> 00:33:07,759
like I still can have a crazy night. I don't

633
00:33:07,799 --> 00:33:08,559
know that I'm sober.

634
00:33:08,799 --> 00:33:14,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, well I don't usually regret things because I am sober. Yeah,

635
00:33:14,359 --> 00:33:16,680
so that's because that's kind of like the what do

636
00:33:16,799 --> 00:33:20,359
I regret? The flies after and it they come with batteries?

637
00:33:20,759 --> 00:33:22,759
Speaker 2: Flies? New York's trying to break me. I'll tell you what.

638
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:27,640
The flies and the mosquitoes have The mosquitos. I can't

639
00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:30,720
believe the mosquitos are here, Like, oh my gosh, are

640
00:33:30,759 --> 00:33:31,160
they here?

641
00:33:32,079 --> 00:33:34,079
Speaker 3: You open your window for two seconds they move in.

642
00:33:34,279 --> 00:33:41,240
Im I've left in this place. Sorry, that's not my computers.

643
00:33:43,640 --> 00:33:45,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, that's not I mean, unfortunately, I wish I

644
00:33:46,039 --> 00:33:47,279
was up to saving my life where I had a

645
00:33:47,359 --> 00:33:48,759
night out where I regretted things.

646
00:33:48,880 --> 00:33:52,720
Speaker 8: But like, I'll just regret staying up too late, because

647
00:33:52,720 --> 00:33:56,119
then if I stay up too late now, it honestly

648
00:33:56,359 --> 00:33:58,680
can feel like a hangover the next day, Like I'll

649
00:33:58,680 --> 00:33:59,400
feel like I drank.

650
00:34:00,279 --> 00:34:02,319
Speaker 2: Like I remember when we went to Oh no that

651
00:34:02,400 --> 00:34:06,160
you and I we did did were you there for us?

652
00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:11,320
And yeah? And we stayed up. We stayed in the morning.

653
00:34:11,880 --> 00:34:14,679
Speaker 10: Oh my god, I regretted. I mean, I didn't regret that,

654
00:34:14,880 --> 00:34:17,719
but I was in That was a long night. We

655
00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:20,400
have some really cute pictures. We have a really cute

656
00:34:20,400 --> 00:34:22,119
picture that maybe you could tag or something.

657
00:34:22,280 --> 00:34:24,679
Speaker 2: But that was a really long night. I stayed out

658
00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:26,239
till six in the morning, and I was like, I'm

659
00:34:26,280 --> 00:34:31,679
not made for this. This is not for this. We

660
00:34:32,440 --> 00:34:36,519
didn't have fun all right.

661
00:34:38,599 --> 00:34:38,840
Speaker 3: About.

662
00:34:40,039 --> 00:34:43,960
Speaker 2: Okay, what do you wish I could see in myself

663
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:44,719
that you see in me?

664
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:53,760
Speaker 5: I wish that you just saw I mean you you

665
00:34:54,039 --> 00:34:56,519
you know that you're like really an amazing person, Like

666
00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:59,559
you know, I wish you are you.

667
00:34:59,639 --> 00:35:02,159
Speaker 3: Are the I think I'm actually a pretty bad person.

668
00:35:02,199 --> 00:35:05,480
I've been having this this dialogue with myself recently, right,

669
00:35:05,480 --> 00:35:06,239
I actually don't.

670
00:35:06,079 --> 00:35:08,960
Speaker 2: Think I'm such a good person. Yeah, you said that

671
00:35:09,119 --> 00:35:13,000
last time we talked about that little bit. Yeah, but

672
00:35:13,119 --> 00:35:14,199
I really think that you are.

673
00:35:14,360 --> 00:35:16,079
Speaker 5: I think that some of the things you've been through

674
00:35:16,960 --> 00:35:21,800
that are I mean, just some of the getting married

675
00:35:21,880 --> 00:35:24,199
the same week your mom did what she did, like,

676
00:35:24,320 --> 00:35:26,079
just certain things that you've been through.

677
00:35:26,239 --> 00:35:31,880
Speaker 2: I mean, you know, I liked herself. God damn it

678
00:35:32,519 --> 00:35:34,880
every time about trying to be sentimental with this bitch,

679
00:35:36,079 --> 00:35:42,000
God damn it. Sorry. I think that you're an amazing person.

680
00:35:42,320 --> 00:35:42,920
I really do.

681
00:35:43,079 --> 00:35:45,599
Speaker 5: And I wish that you saw that more and saw

682
00:35:45,679 --> 00:35:47,519
more of that in yourself. You know, I think you

683
00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:51,440
you you're a recluse, and I think some of the

684
00:35:51,519 --> 00:35:53,719
things that have happened to you have made you that way.

685
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:57,880
But but you're and you've been nothing but amazing to.

686
00:35:57,960 --> 00:35:58,719
Speaker 2: Me as a friend.

687
00:35:59,079 --> 00:36:02,760
Speaker 5: And yeah, I just wish that that you you saw

688
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:06,760
yourself more like that, Yeah, more as a good person.

689
00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:09,480
We're not and we're not bound by things that we've

690
00:36:09,559 --> 00:36:11,239
done in the past, you know what I mean, Like,

691
00:36:11,840 --> 00:36:15,840
you can't worry about stupid shit like that. Also, you

692
00:36:16,199 --> 00:36:18,760
are a Taurus and y'all just know how to get

693
00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:20,519
your licks back, you know what I mean, Like some

694
00:36:20,639 --> 00:36:23,719
of that is bad, and sometimes you do like you

695
00:36:23,960 --> 00:36:25,119
go a little too hard.

696
00:36:25,199 --> 00:36:27,559
Speaker 2: You don't have to go like that hard. But people

697
00:36:27,639 --> 00:36:30,000
do deserve some of the things you're You're a pretty

698
00:36:30,039 --> 00:36:33,840
fair person still, you know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, yeah,

699
00:36:33,880 --> 00:36:36,800
I think that that's you know, maybe I said this before.

700
00:36:36,880 --> 00:36:38,480
That's something I'm really struggling.

701
00:36:38,079 --> 00:36:40,719
Speaker 3: With this year's people don't like me repeating what they

702
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:43,800
did exactly, And it's like, I if you don't want

703
00:36:43,880 --> 00:36:46,440
me to talk shit about you, don't actually yeah, but

704
00:36:46,559 --> 00:36:48,159
I've been having a lot of people be like, you're

705
00:36:48,599 --> 00:36:51,480
fucking bully because you said this, And I'm like, when

706
00:36:51,519 --> 00:36:54,760
you did that for me, you didn't want I mean

707
00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:57,400
disrespect me, and you mean you did this, you did that,

708
00:36:57,519 --> 00:37:00,519
And people are like yours lambering you on the internet

709
00:37:00,519 --> 00:37:02,440
and like I'm telling you the truth and you don't

710
00:37:02,719 --> 00:37:02,880
like it.

711
00:37:03,000 --> 00:37:09,079
Speaker 2: And I just have followers. I WoT them. What do

712
00:37:09,159 --> 00:37:11,480
I wish that you could see in yourself that I

713
00:37:11,599 --> 00:37:16,840
see in you, how unbelievably fucking talented you are, like unbelieve,

714
00:37:16,960 --> 00:37:18,239
like I really believe.

715
00:37:18,280 --> 00:37:19,880
Speaker 3: And that's why I made the comment about like the

716
00:37:21,039 --> 00:37:24,239
week earlier. I really believe that if you went all in,

717
00:37:24,599 --> 00:37:29,360
you could be such a fucking huge, huge star. Like

718
00:37:29,480 --> 00:37:32,719
I've worked with you in every capacity. I've worked with

719
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:35,119
you in stand up, I've worked with you doing like

720
00:37:35,199 --> 00:37:39,480
short films and acting. There's nobody who can drop into

721
00:37:39,599 --> 00:37:43,880
a role like you like it is. That's like a

722
00:37:44,000 --> 00:37:48,679
gift from God. Like most people need weeks months of

723
00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:52,559
preparation to drop into and find the character and figure

724
00:37:52,559 --> 00:37:55,000
it out. It's something I still really struggle with. You

725
00:37:55,079 --> 00:37:57,360
can drop into it like that, Like I think you

726
00:37:57,480 --> 00:38:05,480
could be a huge, huge actress. Like I think, like, yes,

727
00:38:05,559 --> 00:38:07,360
you're great at stand up, you'll always be great at

728
00:38:07,400 --> 00:38:09,119
stand up, but I think if you really tried, you

729
00:38:09,199 --> 00:38:12,159
could be an unbelievable which is why I have like.

730
00:38:12,159 --> 00:38:15,599
Speaker 5: Written ship for you before. Yeah, you always write stuff

731
00:38:15,639 --> 00:38:17,000
with me and mine, which is great.

732
00:38:17,400 --> 00:38:19,679
Speaker 2: Thank you for saying you.

733
00:38:21,519 --> 00:38:26,800
Speaker 3: Just got to believe in yourself more agree. Yeah, Yeah, Okay,

734
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:29,400
let's do some of the what's going on in the

735
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:33,639
world stories you guys, If you didn't notice, we're trying

736
00:38:33,639 --> 00:38:34,800
to shake it up a little bit and not just

737
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:36,639
talk all about my personal one because.

738
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:43,880
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna have like one friend left. So.

739
00:38:44,079 --> 00:38:47,760
Speaker 5: A California woman driving her grandson to work was stunned

740
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:51,280
when she spotted a peculiar looking figure that she.

741
00:38:51,400 --> 00:39:05,719
Speaker 2: Believes was that's sash squash, that's her Russian anyway.

742
00:39:06,360 --> 00:39:09,599
Speaker 5: The fighting, recently reported to the Big Field Research Organization,

743
00:39:09,800 --> 00:39:12,960
occurred on June twenty eighth. As a witness, Linda Dixon Smith,

744
00:39:13,360 --> 00:39:18,519
was en route to Camp Chaka watch something in the

745
00:39:18,599 --> 00:39:22,519
Sierra National Forest near your road leading to the young

746
00:39:22,639 --> 00:39:26,119
man's summer job. She recalled, I looked over her my grandson.

747
00:39:26,719 --> 00:39:29,800
My eyes were cared further and I saw a figure

748
00:39:29,880 --> 00:39:32,840
standing in the field. Dixon Smith described the.

749
00:39:34,800 --> 00:39:40,119
Speaker 2: By bi pedial, by pedal creature. I've never heard that word. Yeah,

750
00:39:40,199 --> 00:39:43,639
have you know what we are to? Oh, that's what

751
00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:48,920
that means. You're smart, I guess. Oh I should have

752
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:54,719
put that. That must be great, right, Nolatin, That's.

753
00:39:54,599 --> 00:39:54,960
Speaker 1: What I mean.

754
00:39:55,159 --> 00:40:00,519
Speaker 2: Same thing. This is a she's rushing.

755
00:40:00,559 --> 00:40:03,159
Speaker 3: Ok So, anyway, the headline of this article should have

756
00:40:03,239 --> 00:40:06,239
just been California woman drops acid for.

757
00:40:06,320 --> 00:40:10,039
Speaker 2: The first time. Yes, because bitch, no, you didn't.

758
00:40:11,559 --> 00:40:13,599
Speaker 3: You saw one of the where would she part of

759
00:40:13,679 --> 00:40:17,639
California she'sn't this what is it safe to hear staring

760
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:19,639
about it? She just saw one of the Golden State

761
00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:23,760
Warriors on the high right. It was just clean Thompson

762
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:24,760
going for a walk.

763
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:27,960
Speaker 5: It's time for her to give up the keys where

764
00:40:28,000 --> 00:40:30,079
you do not need to be dropping nobody'll know.

765
00:40:30,440 --> 00:40:33,519
Speaker 2: Okay, when you go home and you put your keys

766
00:40:33,559 --> 00:40:39,599
in the fridge, you can't be calling it the bigfood spot. Yeah,

767
00:40:39,719 --> 00:40:42,679
she said, she it's time for she's done. She's she's

768
00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:47,960
she's cooked. Stick a fork in her. She's cooked.

769
00:40:48,480 --> 00:40:51,039
Speaker 5: You know, but people never believe you won't. You wouldn't

770
00:40:51,039 --> 00:40:54,400
believe this. If I've seen before, I do believe that

771
00:40:54,519 --> 00:40:54,679
you do.

772
00:40:55,159 --> 00:41:00,800
Speaker 2: I actually I haven't. In Houston actually on Highway six

773
00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:04,679
and we were really high, me and my cousin. No,

774
00:41:05,000 --> 00:41:07,679
we were. We weren't to say that, but we were

775
00:41:07,760 --> 00:41:09,800
not the only cars pulled over on the side of

776
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:14,559
the road. This is before. No, we just wanted we

777
00:41:14,679 --> 00:41:17,000
were just like when you see you pull over, that's

778
00:41:17,039 --> 00:41:19,199
not the blackest thing to do. Usually we run from ship.

779
00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:23,039
But we were we channeled our inner white girl and

780
00:41:23,199 --> 00:41:30,119
we got yeah, and you got what we were like.

781
00:41:31,400 --> 00:41:33,760
Speaker 5: And it was other cars. I probably wouldn't have believed

782
00:41:33,800 --> 00:41:36,559
it myself. The next morning, what I saw if it

783
00:41:36,679 --> 00:41:38,480
wasn't for the other cars that were pulled over with

784
00:41:38,559 --> 00:41:41,880
it was like three other one family, and then like

785
00:41:42,079 --> 00:41:44,079
two somebody on a date, and then it was like

786
00:41:44,159 --> 00:41:48,840
four of us in our car. Anyway, we saw a

787
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:52,960
saucer type situation and a beam of light that came

788
00:41:53,039 --> 00:41:55,199
down and then it just took off, but it was.

789
00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:57,239
Speaker 2: Hovering for a while, which is why we had a

790
00:41:57,440 --> 00:41:59,079
chance to do them.

791
00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:02,400
Speaker 5: Ya feel like that's an abduction moment. I feel like

792
00:42:02,559 --> 00:42:06,360
it could have been, but luckily they don't see they

793
00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:07,000
didn't make it.

794
00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:21,679
Speaker 2: We have lived in shut person. I don't think so.

795
00:42:21,719 --> 00:42:23,840
I don't think they want to. It's like a very

796
00:42:23,960 --> 00:42:27,239
specifically like you know what y'all want through enough on Earth.

797
00:42:28,079 --> 00:42:30,920
We don't need to put in the torture being abducted.

798
00:42:31,039 --> 00:42:31,199
Speaker 6: Now.

799
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:34,880
Speaker 5: That's why I know black people actually got picked to

800
00:42:34,920 --> 00:42:39,719
go to Mars. I mean, I don't know, Yeah, because

801
00:42:39,719 --> 00:42:43,480
we've been through life here. They I don't think they're

802
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:46,280
gonna make it. It's a nine month trick, you know it.

803
00:42:47,079 --> 00:42:49,760
I don't know who would want to make it. People

804
00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:52,920
that don't want to be Why would you not want

805
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:53,400
to be here.

806
00:42:53,559 --> 00:42:57,239
Speaker 2: It's gonna be worse there. I mean maybe not after

807
00:42:57,400 --> 00:42:58,639
the I don't know.

808
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:02,079
Speaker 5: They're they're learning right now to how to build oxygen,

809
00:43:02,119 --> 00:43:04,159
if that makes sense. They're learning how to do all

810
00:43:04,199 --> 00:43:06,519
this ship. And you know, it's a one way trip.

811
00:43:06,639 --> 00:43:11,079
That's it, Like, it's not a one trip. What they're

812
00:43:11,119 --> 00:43:12,000
gonna be just dead.

813
00:43:11,920 --> 00:43:15,239
Speaker 2: On the way. It's a one way trip. It's a

814
00:43:15,320 --> 00:43:17,760
one way trip. If you not, it's it's a round trip.

815
00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:21,320
What is this client, Yeah, to go to Mars. You

816
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:22,880
haven't You haven't heard of Mars one.

817
00:43:23,039 --> 00:43:26,159
Speaker 5: They interviewed hundreds of thousands of people, and they have

818
00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:28,480
to make sure that you're mentally okay.

819
00:43:28,320 --> 00:43:32,039
Speaker 2: And yeah, you're you would never They have to make

820
00:43:32,079 --> 00:43:34,039
sure that you're all right to like, never come back

821
00:43:34,079 --> 00:43:36,000
to Earth because you're never coming back. That's what you

822
00:43:36,079 --> 00:43:38,119
signed up for it and never come back. Are you sure?

823
00:43:38,239 --> 00:43:40,559
I promise, look it up. I'm looking for you. I

824
00:43:40,559 --> 00:43:49,559
don't think you're right. I promise. You see the Martians, Yeah, okay, you.

825
00:43:49,599 --> 00:43:52,039
Speaker 3: See, you meet some Martians, you see the amenities, You

826
00:43:52,119 --> 00:43:54,440
go to a hot spring or two, and then you.

827
00:43:54,599 --> 00:43:57,280
Speaker 2: Come on back for the Mars one trip.

828
00:43:57,440 --> 00:43:59,360
Speaker 5: Are they allowed to come back? Is it a one

829
00:43:59,400 --> 00:44:07,000
way trip? I didn't get that, that's what you mean?

830
00:44:09,400 --> 00:44:17,039
Speaker 2: What do you mean you didn't get that? Anyway, there's

831
00:44:17,119 --> 00:44:18,079
no man, Yes it is.

832
00:44:19,360 --> 00:44:21,840
Speaker 5: And if they have to say by their families, they're

833
00:44:21,880 --> 00:44:24,719
never gonna Should anyone do that, then so many people

834
00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:26,480
want to go because people just.

835
00:44:26,480 --> 00:44:28,360
Speaker 2: Want to see it and come back and then be

836
00:44:28,519 --> 00:44:32,199
like never mind, the Earth is signed. Yes.

837
00:44:32,639 --> 00:44:35,480
Speaker 5: The proposed Mars one mission was planned as a permanent,

838
00:44:35,599 --> 00:44:38,519
one way trip to established human colony on the rear planet.

839
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:42,639
The Dutch nonprofit organization is envisioned that astronauts would live

840
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:47,440
on Mars indefinitely, without technology or capability to return to Earth.

841
00:44:47,519 --> 00:44:50,679
Speaker 2: Would anyone sign up that, I don't know, if you

842
00:44:50,719 --> 00:44:51,159
want to die?

843
00:44:52,119 --> 00:44:57,239
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, that's like a very elaborate performance art piece

844
00:44:57,360 --> 00:44:58,920
to just kill yourself.

845
00:44:58,920 --> 00:45:00,880
Speaker 2: Like that's like no technology.

846
00:45:00,960 --> 00:45:01,159
Speaker 3: Know that.

847
00:45:01,239 --> 00:45:04,840
Speaker 2: They're like, we'll get you to Mars figure it out

848
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:05,960
from there and as.

849
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:09,119
Speaker 5: Further that's however, the project was ultimately canceled in the

850
00:45:09,199 --> 00:45:17,760
company behind the Clay bank NT Yeah okay, so anyway,

851
00:45:17,840 --> 00:45:20,559
but that right, the fact that people would just sign up.

852
00:45:22,159 --> 00:45:25,960
Speaker 3: Because the company went bank, obviously, everyone thought that was

853
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:28,079
about idea like immediately.

854
00:45:27,760 --> 00:45:30,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, nine months trip just to get that, just to

855
00:45:30,800 --> 00:45:31,719
get there. Nine months.

856
00:45:31,719 --> 00:45:34,400
Speaker 3: You think it's getting the Europe, your niece getting ran,

857
00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:37,320
your niece get achy and fucking the seat you gotta

858
00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:37,880
walk around.

859
00:45:38,039 --> 00:45:43,519
Speaker 2: Imagine nine months the worst true ever, literally the worst,

860
00:45:43,639 --> 00:45:44,880
and you don't know those people.

861
00:45:45,320 --> 00:45:47,079
Speaker 3: You have to sit there and get to know these people,

862
00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:49,639
or if you even have the brain capacity, I bet not.

863
00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:50,719
Speaker 2: I think you don't make it.

864
00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:51,679
Speaker 3: Yeah.

865
00:45:51,679 --> 00:45:53,639
Speaker 2: I think they'll burn out before they get there. Yeah.

866
00:45:53,679 --> 00:45:55,880
I mean it's gonna be like going to see the Titanic. Yeah,

867
00:45:56,199 --> 00:46:01,400
it's gonna be like those guys, they're like like, never mind,

868
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:05,679
it's down there, and so are we now, m that's

869
00:46:05,760 --> 00:46:09,119
so stupid. That thing was so stupid. It was who cares?

870
00:46:09,400 --> 00:46:11,159
Just you said water camera.

871
00:46:11,880 --> 00:46:14,800
Speaker 11: Yeah, you don't need to send your whole body down there,

872
00:46:15,719 --> 00:46:18,360
don't You'll have pictures. Yeah, just look at the pictures

873
00:46:18,679 --> 00:46:20,920
like what it used to be. Why you want to

874
00:46:21,119 --> 00:46:22,159
see a ship wreck?

875
00:46:22,440 --> 00:46:22,639
Speaker 2: Yeah?

876
00:46:23,480 --> 00:46:25,800
Speaker 3: Also like my ears when I tried to scupa dive,

877
00:46:25,840 --> 00:46:28,320
I go like eight feet under and they start to ring.

878
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:30,239
Speaker 2: Why do you want to go to the bottom. On

879
00:46:30,320 --> 00:46:32,119
the other hand, I.

880
00:46:32,119 --> 00:46:33,800
Speaker 3: Would never want to go in the Summarine either but

881
00:46:34,159 --> 00:46:38,639
know me either, Yeah, no interest. Do you think the

882
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:41,000
Titanic was an insight job?

883
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:46,800
Speaker 2: Deep cuts the conspiracy here? I don't think so. You

884
00:46:46,960 --> 00:46:49,679
haven't heard anything. I haven't heard any of the conspiracies.

885
00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:52,039
But I just know that they didn't steer it right

886
00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:56,400
and they hit a rock. It was a conspiracy about that.

887
00:46:56,960 --> 00:46:58,559
Speaker 3: There was a conspiracy because it was like all the

888
00:46:58,639 --> 00:47:00,320
wealthiest people in the world. I think it's like the

889
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:02,679
wroth Child's or something. We're trying to take over the

890
00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:05,840
national Bank, and they were the only family, only wealthy family.

891
00:47:05,719 --> 00:47:07,719
Speaker 2: Not on the boat. I believe it's the conspiracy.

892
00:47:07,719 --> 00:47:09,079
Speaker 3: You guys are gonna have to fact checking on that,

893
00:47:09,159 --> 00:47:12,519
because I think saw TikTok and then never retained any.

894
00:47:12,440 --> 00:47:15,400
Speaker 2: Information and might be spreading this information right now, but

895
00:47:15,519 --> 00:47:15,719
they were.

896
00:47:15,800 --> 00:47:17,519
Speaker 3: It was something about the world banks and like all

897
00:47:17,519 --> 00:47:19,880
the wealthiest families with all the control around that boat,

898
00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:21,719
and then they sunk.

899
00:47:21,480 --> 00:47:25,599
Speaker 2: It so that they could take control that Now that

900
00:47:25,679 --> 00:47:29,360
sounds believable. And now we're in and now and now

901
00:47:29,559 --> 00:47:31,679
you know what. They steered it perfect, they should. They

902
00:47:31,760 --> 00:47:34,280
seared right on the rock. Yeah, right, like they were

903
00:47:34,320 --> 00:47:37,679
supposed to. Wow, I never heard that. Yeah, and I'm

904
00:47:37,719 --> 00:47:39,079
part of a lot of I mean, you know, I like,

905
00:47:39,159 --> 00:47:40,320
I like conspiracy theories.

906
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:43,880
Speaker 3: I'm surprised I never Yeah, we'll look into it because

907
00:47:43,880 --> 00:47:45,679
maybe I just spewed eventialized.

908
00:47:45,679 --> 00:47:49,400
Speaker 2: Who knows, Yeah, who really knows. What was the other

909
00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:53,760
story you pulled up? I thought this was interesting, Gus

910
00:47:54,159 --> 00:47:55,639
the fifty million.

911
00:47:55,400 --> 00:47:59,360
Speaker 5: Dollar t rix Rick's dinosaur fossils sale record at a.

912
00:47:59,400 --> 00:48:01,159
Speaker 2: New York I saw that.

913
00:48:01,480 --> 00:48:06,039
Speaker 3: Yeah, they started it at seventeen million, and then they

914
00:48:06,079 --> 00:48:07,440
went up to fifty million dollars.

915
00:48:07,840 --> 00:48:12,320
Speaker 2: And I'm like, I can't even order of Saks without flishing.

916
00:48:12,840 --> 00:48:16,519
How is someone buying a fifty million dollar dinosaur?

917
00:48:17,039 --> 00:48:21,440
Speaker 5: I gotta buy all my shit on corner. It's a dinosaur.

918
00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:24,039
What the fuck are they gonna do with these? Where

919
00:48:24,039 --> 00:48:26,599
are they gonna put it? Where are they gonna put

920
00:48:26,599 --> 00:48:32,199
it in their house? In their bunker? Are they gonna

921
00:48:32,199 --> 00:48:32,760
assemble it?

922
00:48:33,039 --> 00:48:33,079
Speaker 3: Like?

923
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:34,800
Speaker 2: Who's gonna disassemble it?

924
00:48:34,840 --> 00:48:34,960
Speaker 3: Right?

925
00:48:35,239 --> 00:48:37,920
Speaker 2: Gonna get it there? Well? I think I imagine I'm

926
00:48:37,960 --> 00:48:43,119
probably getting this table up there? What imagine getting guss

927
00:48:43,239 --> 00:48:43,559
up here?

928
00:48:45,000 --> 00:48:49,000
Speaker 3: I just don't understand how t rexes even survived for

929
00:48:49,119 --> 00:48:50,599
so long in those little front arms.

930
00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:55,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, the little baby arms like those a little front arms.

931
00:48:55,880 --> 00:48:58,280
So I guess they were buy pedals. But yeah, right right,

932
00:48:59,000 --> 00:49:02,159
they were by petals. And but like how did they

933
00:49:03,559 --> 00:49:07,880
get stuff because it seems like they would have fallen

934
00:49:07,960 --> 00:49:10,320
over a yeah, it feels like they must have had

935
00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:12,239
wings or something and we must have missed those when

936
00:49:12,239 --> 00:49:15,119
we dug shit up. Yeah, because it seems like they

937
00:49:15,159 --> 00:49:17,920
would just to the front because of that big ass tail. Yeah,

938
00:49:18,119 --> 00:49:20,360
you know at that tail probably canna be lifted by wings.

939
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:22,800
Barney's bags ever think about Barney was a.

940
00:49:24,639 --> 00:49:29,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, Barney wasn't he was a gay sorts. He was

941
00:49:29,360 --> 00:49:31,840
a yeah, he had a little sugar in his sad gap.

942
00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:39,039
Speaker 3: But fifty million dollars a dinosaur, and it's so many

943
00:49:39,119 --> 00:49:41,760
hungry people like, I mean, do you know it's not

944
00:49:41,920 --> 00:49:47,960
I think that's just just give me one million dollars

945
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:53,440
fifty million dollars dinosaur bones and said it said.

946
00:49:55,639 --> 00:49:59,880
Speaker 2: The twelve and a half foot dinosaur I was snapped up.

947
00:50:00,119 --> 00:50:03,599
Speaker 5: There's seven way bidding concepts lasting ten minutes is record

948
00:50:03,599 --> 00:50:04,480
breaking sale price.

949
00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:07,000
Speaker 2: The forty four point six million dollar.

950
00:50:06,840 --> 00:50:11,039
Speaker 5: Was paid by a billionaire Ken Griffin for a Stagosaurus

951
00:50:11,199 --> 00:50:13,960
skeleton named Apex and twenty twenty four Segasaurus.

952
00:50:14,000 --> 00:50:16,000
Speaker 2: I don't even know what that is either. He amended

953
00:50:16,039 --> 00:50:18,679
forty four million for a dumisam that haven't even fucking notes.

954
00:50:19,280 --> 00:50:20,440
At least we know the t Rex.

955
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:22,480
Speaker 3: At least we walk into your crib and be like, damn,

956
00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:26,119
sixty rex did you get that on t move?

957
00:50:27,079 --> 00:50:33,920
Speaker 12: T Rex rex move is nut. But so what made

958
00:50:34,039 --> 00:50:37,960
the I'm guessing it's the museum, Yeah, going out of

959
00:50:38,000 --> 00:50:38,519
business Ville.

960
00:50:38,519 --> 00:50:41,079
Speaker 2: And course why would they do that? Why would they

961
00:50:41,119 --> 00:50:43,480
get rid of and maybe they own it but it

962
00:50:43,559 --> 00:50:44,440
stays at the museum.

963
00:50:44,639 --> 00:50:48,639
Speaker 3: Well no, no, they probably needed some cash. I had

964
00:50:48,679 --> 00:50:51,119
a fifty million dollar I think I could sell it, yeah,

965
00:50:51,519 --> 00:50:54,320
for sure. Also they started at seventeen million. Imagine how

966
00:50:54,760 --> 00:50:56,840
exciting that would be. I had a friend recently who

967
00:50:56,880 --> 00:50:59,719
had a baseball card that he knew was like a

968
00:50:59,800 --> 00:51:02,599
really big deal and he, oh, Brian Ford, you.

969
00:51:02,639 --> 00:51:08,000
Speaker 2: Know right, Bryan. He had a guy offer him, like.

970
00:51:08,079 --> 00:51:11,000
Speaker 3: At the card shop, forty grand for the card, and

971
00:51:11,360 --> 00:51:15,119
he was like so tempted to take it, but he's like,

972
00:51:15,199 --> 00:51:17,079
I think I can get more by auction it. But

973
00:51:17,199 --> 00:51:19,760
it's obviously a big risk because it's like somebody's offering

974
00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:22,760
you forty grand for like, you just opened baseball cards

975
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:25,880
and you can now have forty grand bitch.

976
00:51:26,159 --> 00:51:27,920
Speaker 2: He put it on an auction. It went for one

977
00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:33,679
hundred and five thousand dollars. Did he sell well? Yeah,

978
00:51:33,880 --> 00:51:37,400
one hundred five thousand dollars for a baseball card. Lunch

979
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:40,360
on him next time. Always lunch on you, Brian.

980
00:51:40,440 --> 00:51:45,559
Speaker 3: Yeah, he's he's super cool. Yeah what I'm not fucking sick?

981
00:51:46,320 --> 00:51:48,119
Like I guess I need to get into baseball cards,

982
00:51:48,280 --> 00:51:50,280
but you just have to get really like one hundred

983
00:51:50,320 --> 00:51:51,360
and five thousand.

984
00:51:51,760 --> 00:51:53,800
Speaker 2: Yeah. I was sitting next to this guy on playing

985
00:51:53,840 --> 00:51:57,119
one time that had like he was it was like,

986
00:51:57,360 --> 00:51:57,719
I mean.

987
00:51:57,719 --> 00:52:00,480
Speaker 5: Maybe three hundred thousand dollars worth of Pokemon cards and

988
00:52:00,599 --> 00:52:02,320
you should have seen how many was holding that.

989
00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:05,039
Speaker 2: Book like it was just THEOK. I was like, can

990
00:52:05,079 --> 00:52:06,559
I just ask you, like, what the fuck is that

991
00:52:06,679 --> 00:52:09,039
you hold him not to? It's like he showed me.

992
00:52:09,159 --> 00:52:12,960
I mean who cares? Literally somebody? Yeah, why are you

993
00:52:13,039 --> 00:52:15,119
playing in the Columny three hundred thousand ago?

994
00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:16,440
Speaker 3: Oh?

995
00:52:21,639 --> 00:52:24,480
Speaker 5: I mean sometimes I'm in thirty four ees, bitch, and

996
00:52:24,599 --> 00:52:27,480
sometimes I'm in first class. Just a fends on how

997
00:52:27,519 --> 00:52:31,639
many points I have to upgrade you and I always

998
00:52:31,840 --> 00:52:34,519
get to the airport to try to upgrade. Yeah, because

999
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:36,440
it's just always cheaper that way. Yeah.

1000
00:52:36,519 --> 00:52:36,679
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1001
00:52:37,639 --> 00:52:39,880
Speaker 2: Oh, it's a philosophy of man that you'd like to

1002
00:52:39,880 --> 00:52:44,559
do a job. Uh, go hard or go home? You

1003
00:52:44,639 --> 00:52:45,840
know that's you.

1004
00:52:46,159 --> 00:52:48,480
Speaker 5: Like I just remember I have been doing stand up

1005
00:52:48,559 --> 00:52:53,039
maybe like five or six years before you and you

1006
00:52:53,239 --> 00:52:54,840
have come in and you.

1007
00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:58,239
Speaker 2: Have you have this. You you have another side of

1008
00:52:58,239 --> 00:52:59,639
your brain that you can use that I can't. I

1009
00:52:59,679 --> 00:52:59,920
don't know.

1010
00:53:00,039 --> 00:53:02,440
Speaker 5: I'm not a corporate type bitch, you know, I like

1011
00:53:02,639 --> 00:53:05,960
corporate jobs. I'm never gonna I have a corporate job.

1012
00:53:06,559 --> 00:53:09,760
But you applied a lot of what you knew in

1013
00:53:09,840 --> 00:53:14,199
corporate to your to what you have now. And I mean,

1014
00:53:14,599 --> 00:53:17,760
you know, just from your stepdad gave you, you came

1015
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:20,360
into some money. You were like I'm going to Most

1016
00:53:20,400 --> 00:53:21,800
people would have just went and bought.

1017
00:53:22,159 --> 00:53:28,679
Speaker 3: Well fial, which is no money for special, but it

1018
00:53:28,800 --> 00:53:29,480
was still so good.

1019
00:53:29,639 --> 00:53:30,840
Speaker 2: Look what you got from it. You know.

1020
00:53:31,079 --> 00:53:32,840
Speaker 5: Even the psychic was like A had an off's go

1021
00:53:32,840 --> 00:53:35,400
in ToView that well it's happening, but you figured it out.

1022
00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:37,679
Speaker 2: You clicked that ship up, like you just figure it

1023
00:53:37,719 --> 00:53:38,559
out as you go along.

1024
00:53:38,599 --> 00:53:41,039
Speaker 5: You're very malleable like that, you know, And I think

1025
00:53:41,119 --> 00:53:43,320
that's definitely something I could take from you.

1026
00:53:43,840 --> 00:53:46,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think the philosophy of yours are like the

1027
00:53:47,079 --> 00:53:51,360
most very like you don't hold onto anything for very long.

1028
00:53:51,840 --> 00:53:53,119
Speaker 2: You're really good at letting go.

1029
00:53:53,920 --> 00:53:58,039
Speaker 3: And it doesn't almost even matter how profound the pain

1030
00:53:58,400 --> 00:53:59,800
is or how hurt you are.

1031
00:54:00,559 --> 00:54:02,599
Speaker 2: You're really good at moving on from it.

1032
00:54:02,840 --> 00:54:03,760
Speaker 3: And you don't.

1033
00:54:05,039 --> 00:54:07,639
Speaker 2: Dwell on it, and you don't talk about it a lot,

1034
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,239
and you don't obsess over it.

1035
00:54:09,320 --> 00:54:11,320
Speaker 3: And they think one of the reasons that you're able

1036
00:54:11,400 --> 00:54:13,920
to move on with like such dignity and grace is

1037
00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:16,559
because you don't talk about it and you don't obsess

1038
00:54:16,679 --> 00:54:20,079
like there's been like really profound things that.

1039
00:54:20,119 --> 00:54:22,360
Speaker 2: Have happened to you. Or I'm like, how are you, Like,

1040
00:54:22,519 --> 00:54:26,440
how is this? How are you doing with this? You like, yeah,

1041
00:54:26,760 --> 00:54:27,960
I'm good, Like I'm good.

1042
00:54:28,239 --> 00:54:30,880
Speaker 3: You know, their their life is their pharma, and like

1043
00:54:31,159 --> 00:54:33,199
that's kind of just the philosophy you have it as

1044
00:54:33,239 --> 00:54:35,119
much as I can say, like their life is their

1045
00:54:35,159 --> 00:54:36,760
passionate and I can say the things and I can

1046
00:54:36,840 --> 00:54:38,960
know the things, it's really hard for me to execute

1047
00:54:39,559 --> 00:54:42,000
the things. And I think you're really good at executing

1048
00:54:42,840 --> 00:54:45,679
the Thank God's got it.

1049
00:54:45,840 --> 00:54:49,000
Speaker 2: Make sure? Yes, yeah, because I mean, at the end

1050
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:50,480
of the day, what are you gonna do? I get

1051
00:54:50,519 --> 00:54:51,199
that from my dad?

1052
00:54:51,320 --> 00:54:53,480
Speaker 5: You think I'm some of the shit he's been through,

1053
00:54:53,639 --> 00:54:58,079
just what his upbringing, just professionally whatever, he's just like

1054
00:54:58,280 --> 00:55:00,840
you know, I mean, life is gonna happen while you're

1055
00:55:00,840 --> 00:55:01,599
making other plans.

1056
00:55:01,639 --> 00:55:05,440
Speaker 2: You just got to continue, just continue, just don't stop,

1057
00:55:05,840 --> 00:55:11,199
you know. So, Yeah, thank you. Yeah, why don't you

1058
00:55:11,280 --> 00:55:15,199
pick one? Okay? This is a level three as well.

1059
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:19,639
It says what's something you can always rely on me for? Ooh,

1060
00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:27,199
this is a good one. I can rely on you

1061
00:55:27,400 --> 00:55:30,440
if I have an idea or something I want to

1062
00:55:30,519 --> 00:55:32,599
do or meet with you. I can rely on you

1063
00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:37,800
to give to have equal level of excitement and be

1064
00:55:38,119 --> 00:55:40,599
to show up and like give it your all. Okay.

1065
00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:44,719
I can rely on you for a good laugh, like

1066
00:55:44,880 --> 00:55:46,760
a good or just.

1067
00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:50,840
Speaker 5: A sobering you give very sobering advice, or you know,

1068
00:55:51,199 --> 00:55:53,679
just I can rely on you for some dry ass

1069
00:55:53,800 --> 00:55:56,320
like if I'm if I'm sulking or feeling a type

1070
00:55:56,320 --> 00:55:57,280
of way, I could text you you.

1071
00:55:57,440 --> 00:56:02,079
Speaker 2: Like be and then it's all better, you know.

1072
00:56:02,480 --> 00:56:06,760
Speaker 5: So, Yeah, that's all out of snap out of it.

1073
00:56:06,880 --> 00:56:08,599
You're like, well, look, bitch, I don't have time hold

1074
00:56:08,639 --> 00:56:08,960
jump in.

1075
00:56:09,679 --> 00:56:12,840
Speaker 2: I'm over here streaming in my own pillow. So you

1076
00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:18,559
ask you find one to scream. Okay, you're going through

1077
00:56:18,639 --> 00:56:19,119
something years.

1078
00:56:19,159 --> 00:56:22,360
Speaker 3: What you do? You find your nearest pillow scream at

1079
00:56:22,400 --> 00:56:25,199
the top your one. Have you noticed my energy shifted

1080
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:25,559
after that?

1081
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:30,119
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm lighter you are. I'm not carrying the energy

1082
00:56:30,280 --> 00:56:33,840
or that table, yeah, or that table, but you might

1083
00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:36,599
carry that five hundred that war do if you don't

1084
00:56:36,679 --> 00:56:41,039
rebook heavy In my heart, what makes our friendship work?

1085
00:56:42,880 --> 00:56:46,199
Speaker 3: I think we're not the most like we don't have

1086
00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:49,480
to talk all of the time, but when we do talk,

1087
00:56:49,559 --> 00:56:52,480
it's really deep and really meaningful. And I think you know,

1088
00:56:52,760 --> 00:56:56,119
I always have your back and you know, like vice versa.

1089
00:56:56,960 --> 00:56:59,679
And it's just kind of I can describe it like

1090
00:57:00,280 --> 00:57:02,480
putting on an old like a pair of old shoes.

1091
00:57:02,199 --> 00:57:04,280
Speaker 2: Like it you's comfy, and like we just go like

1092
00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:05,360
no time has been lost.

1093
00:57:08,960 --> 00:57:13,320
Speaker 5: I think what makes our friendship work is we're complete opposite.

1094
00:57:14,159 --> 00:57:18,519
Speaker 2: In so in all the ways, Like I can sleep anywhere,

1095
00:57:19,599 --> 00:57:23,920
like I'm so yeah, I can thug it okay, and

1096
00:57:24,039 --> 00:57:26,920
this one right here is not thugging. I got damn

1097
00:57:27,039 --> 00:57:35,920
thing and together we have never thug. No. I like, look,

1098
00:57:36,039 --> 00:57:39,280
I'm a Taurus. I like the comfort you in my bed.

1099
00:57:39,360 --> 00:57:46,360
It's very comfortable and not sleeping on a couch. And me,

1100
00:57:46,599 --> 00:57:48,880
on the other hand, it doesn't matter. One is I

1101
00:57:48,920 --> 00:57:52,280
can close the door and it's a shower there. I'm good. Yeah,

1102
00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:54,679
I think that's I think you.

1103
00:57:55,639 --> 00:57:57,280
Speaker 5: I can bring you down a note and you can

1104
00:57:57,320 --> 00:58:00,000
bring me up, and I think that's a good parents

1105
00:58:00,280 --> 00:58:07,119
get better. Yeah, what inside joke of ours will never

1106
00:58:07,199 --> 00:58:11,960
stop being funny. You know, first, I think my fortieth

1107
00:58:12,039 --> 00:58:13,159
birthday party.

1108
00:58:19,719 --> 00:58:23,000
Speaker 7: This all right.

1109
00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:24,880
Speaker 3: I've got the pictures. Don't worry you guys are not

1110
00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:26,840
gonna be in the dark on this one. On her

1111
00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:30,599
fortieth birthday party, she sends me like I have rented

1112
00:58:31,320 --> 00:58:37,280
the sickest Airbnb and she sends me these pictures and

1113
00:58:37,440 --> 00:58:41,440
it is stolen. It's like it's in the Hollywood Hills.

1114
00:58:41,599 --> 00:58:44,239
It has an infinity pool with an infinity hot tub,

1115
00:58:45,239 --> 00:58:47,920
all this outdoor patio space. It looks like we're gonna

1116
00:58:47,920 --> 00:58:50,760
be on selling sunset. Like this is gonna be the

1117
00:58:51,039 --> 00:58:55,079
nicest shit the day of the guy who she rented

1118
00:58:55,119 --> 00:58:57,719
it from. Did a bait and switch throw her in

1119
00:58:58,119 --> 00:59:03,880
like some down the hill not she was down the hill,

1120
00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:06,840
up the hills all the way to like Torrents or something.

1121
00:59:09,400 --> 00:59:12,480
Speaker 2: He's like, no, it's not bad, it's fine, it's gonna be.

1122
00:59:12,559 --> 00:59:19,400
It's just not in the hills anymore. And so we walked.

1123
00:59:21,159 --> 00:59:23,880
It was a little above a trap house. It was.

1124
00:59:24,039 --> 00:59:28,480
It was barely okay, and Brittany's white ass got there first,

1125
00:59:28,519 --> 00:59:31,719
her and Chris. They were on time, okay. So there,

1126
00:59:31,920 --> 00:59:35,440
so she has time to walk around and she is

1127
00:59:36,199 --> 00:59:38,920
laughing so hard. There's a picture of us sitting on

1128
00:59:38,960 --> 00:59:42,840
the patio. She is laughing. She's like, wait, so I

1129
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:44,840
thought that there was not even a hot sub there.

1130
00:59:46,679 --> 00:59:50,360
I'm like, there's no, there's no there was stuff that

1131
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:55,440
I was like, something in the backyard covered up it was.

1132
00:59:56,360 --> 00:59:59,880
I think you were on the ground. You were like

1133
01:00:00,039 --> 01:00:00,239
and you.

1134
01:00:00,599 --> 01:00:02,519
Speaker 5: I don't think I've ever seen you laugh this hard.

1135
01:00:05,079 --> 01:00:07,079
So every year for my birthday, she sends me this

1136
01:00:07,159 --> 01:00:13,960
picture of the actual first it was inflated. It hadn't

1137
01:00:14,000 --> 01:00:17,400
been used in weeks, once years. There was alja in

1138
01:00:17,519 --> 01:00:18,400
it everywhere.

1139
01:00:18,800 --> 01:00:22,559
Speaker 2: It was worse than Trump cool. Literally, it looked like

1140
01:00:22,639 --> 01:00:31,199
a warse draw and I wouldn't put my stup back

1141
01:00:31,280 --> 01:00:32,760
in the car, and I was like, we won't be

1142
01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:36,840
meeting this. You laughed so hard.

1143
01:00:37,360 --> 01:00:40,679
Speaker 5: And I get that picture every birthday and sometimes it's

1144
01:00:40,719 --> 01:00:42,440
not even my birthday, just when you want to laugh

1145
01:00:42,559 --> 01:00:44,679
and just the picture.

1146
01:00:46,480 --> 01:00:50,280
Speaker 2: It was just the most like this is gonna be amazing.

1147
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:53,599
Speaker 3: This house isn't like the most hype, the coolest pictures,

1148
01:00:53,639 --> 01:00:55,920
and then you just got fucking bamboozled, and it was

1149
01:00:56,119 --> 01:00:57,639
so it was so funny.

1150
01:00:57,880 --> 01:01:01,559
Speaker 2: It was so funny. I was like, but we had

1151
01:01:01,880 --> 01:01:04,400
so much fun. It was so many people there. Oh

1152
01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:05,599
my god, it was Yeah.

1153
01:01:05,960 --> 01:01:08,880
Speaker 3: I left early because like it was real drop. But

1154
01:01:09,000 --> 01:01:11,880
I remember Chris did not like Christi and Shane, christ

1155
01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:15,079
and Shanky they like the first one's there in the Yeah,

1156
01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:17,840
they definitely did. We had a good They were like,

1157
01:01:18,320 --> 01:01:19,320
we're not going anywhere.

1158
01:01:19,599 --> 01:01:26,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, sure, Yeah, she's birthday's coming up. Said, oh

1159
01:01:26,599 --> 01:01:27,039
you didn't.

1160
01:01:27,280 --> 01:01:28,760
Speaker 5: Oh that's w.

1161
01:01:30,880 --> 01:01:34,199
Speaker 3: What would you say on the inside joke That one's

1162
01:01:34,280 --> 01:01:38,480
pretty fucking good. I would say it's gotta be. Also,

1163
01:01:38,800 --> 01:01:42,599
the the video of my stepmom, Oh yeah, where.

1164
01:01:42,519 --> 01:01:44,639
Speaker 2: You just every once in a while say and you Brittany,

1165
01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:47,559
you can go to hell, because she does.

1166
01:01:47,639 --> 01:01:50,480
Speaker 3: She really she yelled at everyone, but then she like

1167
01:01:50,639 --> 01:01:52,559
pulls it back and she's like, no, I love Heather,

1168
01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:56,119
I love mad I love you know. Charlie's pissed me

1169
01:01:56,199 --> 01:01:59,119
off right now. But then me, she was just hyper

1170
01:01:59,199 --> 01:02:01,880
fixated on me and she hated she thought she wanted

1171
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:02,559
to fuck your dad.

1172
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Speaker 2: Did she said, husband? And at one point she said,

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and you, Brittany, you can go to hell. And every

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once in a while, Dice, you will just look at

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it and say, I think every time we're together, I

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say that. Also one more, The Block is Hot. Oh,

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the block is hot. The Block is hot. We started

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the episode of The Block is Hot, and you guys

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didn't even know. It's an inside joke.

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Speaker 3: But we were in DC doing shows, some of the

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most fun shows ever, and we were we had a

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wonderful lunch and then we were leaving lunch when we

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were right.

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Speaker 2: Down by the White House.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, so it was all kinds of stuff going on

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down there during the Biden of administration.

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Speaker 2: Though I think it was a little more joke.

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Speaker 5: But you what you said, I said, Well, because we

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01:02:46,679 --> 01:02:49,840
saw some some police running down I'm like, witch the

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block is hot.

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Speaker 2: We got it, and you just fell out. I'm like,

1192
01:02:52,840 --> 01:02:54,840
get up. You cannot be laughing right now.

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Speaker 3: Well yeah, because cops like winds passes on foot and

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01:02:57,960 --> 01:02:59,639
she's like, pitch the block hot.

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Speaker 2: I was like, the block will never be holl Man.

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Speaker 5: We we we have some really fun and probably more

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we could think of them, but yeah, yeah, those are

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the ones that stand out the most.

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Speaker 2: That's a good note to end on.

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna put the picture of the hot you guys

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01:03:19,280 --> 01:03:22,320
can see what sort of tragedy Dicey entered her fortieth

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here and my god, just slush splash and taking a

1203
01:03:25,880 --> 01:03:27,400
bath bitch so funny.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god. All right, I love you. Thank you

1205
01:03:29,280 --> 01:03:32,559
for coming back le me, thanks for having tele follow

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01:03:32,639 --> 01:03:35,239
me at Dicey Approved. Yeah, thanks for the new followers

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I got. I got like over one hundred followers from there.

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The last podcast, Let's Bestie, Let's show Bestie. Let's go Bessies, Bessie,

1209
01:03:43,119 --> 01:03:45,360
Bessie go, best bestI Go.

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Speaker 3: Okay, you guys, The Artist Way, we're back, like I promised,

1211
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threat threat threat, We're back.

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Speaker 2: We're back like we never left.

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Speaker 3: Okay, So this week and The Artist Way we are

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talking well, recovering a sense of self protection.

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Speaker 2: We are on week ten.

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Speaker 3: We are in.

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01:04:06,800 --> 01:04:09,480
Speaker 2: We see the finish line. Now bestieds. We got to

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01:04:09,599 --> 01:04:11,480
keep going. I'm sorry we took two weeks off.

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Speaker 3: If I completely lost you in all the momentum, I understand,

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that's my fault.

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Speaker 2: Recovering sense of self protection.

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01:04:18,840 --> 01:04:20,679
Speaker 3: When we are clear about who we are and what

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01:04:20,800 --> 01:04:23,480
we are doing, the energy flows freely and we experience

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no strength.

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Speaker 13: Every creative person has a myriad of ways to block creativity.

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Each of us favors one or two ways particularly toxic

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to us because they block us so effectively.

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Speaker 2: For some people, food is a creativity issue. These are

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the obvious ones.

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Speaker 3: Guys right, it's food, sect, drugs, booze.

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01:04:44,800 --> 01:04:47,239
Speaker 2: Those are the big four that are going to keep

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us from being creative.

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Speaker 3: The more minor ones are social media media of any sort,

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so television, movies, etc.

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Speaker 2: It's the general taking away and numbing out that we

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01:04:59,119 --> 01:05:00,599
all do, and we all.

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Speaker 3: Seek to do quite frequently, that keeps us from being

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01:05:03,960 --> 01:05:05,360
as creative as possible.

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Speaker 2: Sometimes this can be an obsession with painful love. Reaching

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for a painful.

1241
01:05:11,519 --> 01:05:15,880
Speaker 3: Thought makes you become an instant victim, rather than feeling

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01:05:15,960 --> 01:05:19,199
your own considerable power. So this is why a lot

1243
01:05:19,280 --> 01:05:21,679
of us creatives are sex and love addicts being being

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01:05:22,119 --> 01:05:25,119
right here, because if we get into toxic.

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Speaker 2: Painful loops about why is he not calling me back?

1246
01:05:28,000 --> 01:05:29,679
Why is he not texting me? Does he not like me?

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01:05:29,800 --> 01:05:30,400
Is he not into me?

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01:05:30,440 --> 01:05:33,079
Speaker 14: Blah blah blah blah blah, then we don't have to

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01:05:33,119 --> 01:05:35,199
write a fucking book doing We don't have to write

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01:05:35,199 --> 01:05:37,480
a book if we are just spinning ourselves out every

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01:05:37,559 --> 01:05:41,079
day about a man or a woman or whatever, whoever

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01:05:41,159 --> 01:05:43,199
the flavor of the week is. If we just spin

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01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:45,599
ourselves the fuck out, then we get to make ourselves

1254
01:05:45,679 --> 01:05:48,199
a victim of a horrible situation, and then we don't

1255
01:05:48,239 --> 01:05:49,639
have to be creative, and we don't have to do

1256
01:05:49,719 --> 01:05:51,840
what God put us here to do. Because sometimes, somehow

1257
01:05:52,079 --> 01:05:55,280
it seems easier to distract ourselves and to never show

1258
01:05:55,360 --> 01:05:58,599
up for ourselves than it is to just show up

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and do the work.

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Speaker 2: And so if that's been your experience, it's also been mine.

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01:06:02,320 --> 01:06:06,400
You're not alone. Sex is a great block. Sex is

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01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:08,719
sex for me.

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Speaker 3: And this is why I'm attempting this this celicacy, which guys,

1264
01:06:12,880 --> 01:06:14,360
I don't think it's gonna go well, I'm talking to

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like the hottest soccer player in the world. There's no

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world where I don't have sex with this person. Sex

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01:06:22,079 --> 01:06:25,800
for me is so delicious because it's like you get

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01:06:25,880 --> 01:06:31,480
to like feel empowered, and you get to feel sexy,

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and you get to orgasm, which is one of the

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01:06:33,920 --> 01:06:35,360
most powerful experiences ever.

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Speaker 2: But I'm gonna say this, if you're using sex as

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01:06:37,199 --> 01:06:40,079
a distraction, at least do this one thing when you come.

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01:06:40,719 --> 01:06:44,079
If you come, when you come, manifest do the sex

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magic right.

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Speaker 3: Sex magic means when you're having an orgasm, you're also

1276
01:06:48,239 --> 01:06:51,400
manifesting like your craziest, wildest dreams. So if you're going

1277
01:06:51,559 --> 01:06:53,679
to be using sex as a distraction, at least when

1278
01:06:53,719 --> 01:06:58,159
you you know, when you come, manifest like you're big.

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Speaker 2: You're big that way.

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Speaker 3: Because when we're doing these things to distract us, we're

1281
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shutting down our flow, and we're doing that on purpose.

1282
01:07:06,519 --> 01:07:08,800
We begin to sense our real potential and the wide

1283
01:07:08,840 --> 01:07:11,480
range of possibilities open to us, and that scares the.

1284
01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:13,920
Speaker 2: Shit out of us, so we would rather do anything else.

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01:07:14,320 --> 01:07:16,920
Speaker 3: That's such a weird thing because we're also powerful and wonderful,

1286
01:07:16,960 --> 01:07:18,280
and if we weren't all held down.

1287
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Speaker 2: By our own vices. It would be interesting to see

1288
01:07:20,960 --> 01:07:21,880
what the world would look like.

1289
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Speaker 3: But so many of us just operate down this like

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low vibe, dopamine, hit to dopamine, hit to.

1291
01:07:28,719 --> 01:07:29,800
Speaker 2: Acid, hit to whatever.

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01:07:29,880 --> 01:07:32,000
Speaker 3: It is like we just want hits rather than making

1293
01:07:32,480 --> 01:07:36,199
Rather than making hits, rather than like showing everyone what

1294
01:07:36,320 --> 01:07:40,880
we're made of, we would rather just not And and

1295
01:07:41,039 --> 01:07:46,599
so if you do that, you're not alone. So the

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object of all of this blocking is to relyviate fear.

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We're afraid, we're afraid to succeed. That's a boring old tale.

1298
01:07:55,280 --> 01:07:57,559
And the choice of a block is like a creative

1299
01:07:57,679 --> 01:08:00,880
u turn. We turn on ourselves, like waterfour to a standstill.

1300
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We turn stagnant. And stagnance is like where the mold

1301
01:08:03,960 --> 01:08:05,800
starts to set in. It's where the dust starts to

1302
01:08:05,840 --> 01:08:07,280
set in. It's where the doubt and the fear and

1303
01:08:07,400 --> 01:08:07,960
everything else.

1304
01:08:08,039 --> 01:08:09,599
Speaker 2: Like the fear is beneath it.

1305
01:08:09,719 --> 01:08:12,280
Speaker 3: But the stagnance and the not moving forward and staying

1306
01:08:12,360 --> 01:08:15,760
in the obsessions and staying in that, the addictions.

1307
01:08:16,479 --> 01:08:18,880
Speaker 2: That creates the stagnant in your soul and in your

1308
01:08:18,960 --> 01:08:19,640
creative flow.

1309
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Speaker 3: And so this chapter is about moving through it and blocking.

1310
01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:25,199
Speaker 2: At its core, is an issue of faith.

1311
01:08:25,399 --> 01:08:28,399
Speaker 3: Rather than trust our intuition, our talent, our skill, our desire,

1312
01:08:28,479 --> 01:08:31,640
we fear our creator. Where our creator is taking us,

1313
01:08:32,000 --> 01:08:35,680
with his creativity unblocked, we may be something much more threatening.

1314
01:08:35,880 --> 01:08:36,199
Speaker 2: Happy.

1315
01:08:36,520 --> 01:08:40,239
Speaker 3: For most of us, happy is terrifying, unfamiliar, out of control,

1316
01:08:40,479 --> 01:08:41,079
too risky.

1317
01:08:42,439 --> 01:08:44,840
Speaker 2: Anxiety. By the way, you guys, it's fuel. We can

1318
01:08:44,960 --> 01:08:51,199
use it. So if you feel anxious, use the anxiety. Sorry.

1319
01:08:53,399 --> 01:08:54,920
Speaker 3: And then there's a big chunk in here about how

1320
01:08:55,039 --> 01:08:57,239
worcoholism it is an addiction. There's a lot of people

1321
01:08:57,279 --> 01:08:58,760
that throw themselves into work.

1322
01:08:59,039 --> 01:09:00,840
Speaker 2: And not like the creator of work. It's like the

1323
01:09:00,920 --> 01:09:03,760
work work, the nine to five work, the pay the

1324
01:09:03,840 --> 01:09:06,000
bills for the work that we don't.

1325
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Speaker 3: Want to do. We'll throw ourselves into that because at

1326
01:09:08,279 --> 01:09:11,239
the core, it's a bit of virtue signaling, right, It's

1327
01:09:11,279 --> 01:09:15,039
like you think you're good, there's something innately good. As

1328
01:09:15,079 --> 01:09:18,640
a society, we have deemed workoholism innately good because it

1329
01:09:18,760 --> 01:09:21,680
makes money, it's distracting, it's for the greater good of society,

1330
01:09:22,079 --> 01:09:24,800
and we've deemed addictions as innately bad. But they can

1331
01:09:25,000 --> 01:09:27,800
be the same exact thing if they're just a distraction

1332
01:09:28,039 --> 01:09:30,279
from like your truest creative self.

1333
01:09:30,640 --> 01:09:31,640
Speaker 2: So just keep an eye on that.

1334
01:09:31,720 --> 01:09:36,079
Speaker 3: There's a quiz in there about workoholism, and you know

1335
01:09:36,239 --> 01:09:37,880
what it looks like and how it shows up.

1336
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Speaker 15: So in any creative field, we're going to talk about droughts. Now,

1337
01:09:41,600 --> 01:09:44,279
there's always dry seasons, right, Flowers are not meant to

1338
01:09:44,319 --> 01:09:46,600
bloom three hundred and sixty five days a year. There

1339
01:09:46,680 --> 01:09:49,119
are times when the morning pages are the most difficult,

1340
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and those times are the most valuable.

1341
01:09:51,920 --> 01:09:55,159
Speaker 2: Okay. Droughts tell us that they will, that they will

1342
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last forever, and.

1343
01:09:56,000 --> 01:09:58,479
Speaker 3: They will not a haunting anticipation of our own death

1344
01:09:58,520 --> 01:10:01,560
approaching long before we're writing, long before we've done anything

1345
01:10:01,640 --> 01:10:04,600
of value, shimmers ahead of us like a ghastly mirage.

1346
01:10:06,079 --> 01:10:10,720
Speaker 2: During the day, during the drought, we're fighting with God.

1347
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We have lost faith and the great Creator and our

1348
01:10:12,840 --> 01:10:16,159
creative selves. And yet we write the morning pages because

1349
01:10:16,199 --> 01:10:18,039
we must. So these are the most.

1350
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Speaker 3: Important times when you're not feeling like this is what

1351
01:10:19,840 --> 01:10:21,359
I'm going through right now, I'm going through a drought.

1352
01:10:21,359 --> 01:10:23,439
Speaker 2: I don't feel anything. I haven't had a creative thought

1353
01:10:23,439 --> 01:10:26,000
in a long time. I've had actually very demonic thoughts.

1354
01:10:26,000 --> 01:10:29,239
Speaker 3: I've had thoughts about quitting the podcast, about whether or

1355
01:10:29,279 --> 01:10:31,199
not I want to do comedy anymore, about how I'm

1356
01:10:31,199 --> 01:10:32,800
going to fucking ma get in New York City. I've

1357
01:10:32,800 --> 01:10:35,039
had a lot of big, spooky, scary thoughts. Rather than

1358
01:10:35,159 --> 01:10:38,359
just like leaning into faith and knowing I'm exactly where

1359
01:10:38,359 --> 01:10:40,560
I'm supposed to be in everything's going exactly the way

1360
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it's supposed to go, I've been going into scarier thoughts,

1361
01:10:45,199 --> 01:10:48,079
and I think those scary thoughts get addictive also, and

1362
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those scary.

1363
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Speaker 2: Thoughts can then yield a drought because you don't.

1364
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Speaker 3: Create when you're too busy obsessing over what you might

1365
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never create. And then it talks talks about fame, which

1366
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I think is interesting. I don't know that any of

1367
01:11:04,560 --> 01:11:09,600
us are after fame. It's addictive and it always leaves

1368
01:11:09,640 --> 01:11:11,479
as hungry. I've seen a lot of people that are

1369
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really I've been close enough to fame to see people

1370
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that love fame and that are addicted to it and

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that want more of it, and it is something that's

1372
01:11:19,039 --> 01:11:21,239
just empty. It's always going to leave you empty because

1373
01:11:21,319 --> 01:11:23,800
people will clap for you with one hand and throw

1374
01:11:23,840 --> 01:11:25,560
a rock with another. So it's like, even if you

1375
01:11:25,640 --> 01:11:28,760
have the adoration of the public at some point, it's

1376
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just as easily lost.

1377
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Speaker 2: It's hard to gain and really easy to lose.

1378
01:11:33,800 --> 01:11:35,760
Speaker 3: And I think it's just a slippery thing that people

1379
01:11:35,840 --> 01:11:39,399
have a very complicated relationship with. But it's like, we

1380
01:11:39,439 --> 01:11:41,079
want to credit work what it's doe, and so when

1381
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we're doing work at the highest level, we think the

1382
01:11:43,880 --> 01:11:45,239
accolades and the fame and all that.

1383
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Speaker 2: Stuff, you know, should coup with it.

1384
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Speaker 3: But at the end of the day, that's not what

1385
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a fulfilled creative life looks like. It's not the fame,

1386
01:11:53,279 --> 01:11:57,039
you know, it's it's the creation. In the long run,

1387
01:11:57,199 --> 01:11:59,680
fan letters from ourselves and our creative self are what

1388
01:11:59,760 --> 01:12:02,600
we are really after. Fame is really a shortcut for

1389
01:12:02,640 --> 01:12:06,840
self approval, trying to try approving of yourself just as

1390
01:12:06,880 --> 01:12:09,800
you are and spoiling yourself rotten with the small kids pleasures.

1391
01:12:10,119 --> 01:12:12,680
What we're really scared of is that without fame, who

1392
01:12:12,720 --> 01:12:15,800
won't be loved as artists or as people. And I

1393
01:12:15,880 --> 01:12:19,199
think this need for fame comes from, you know, people

1394
01:12:19,279 --> 01:12:22,039
that have grew up in homes where they didn't feel

1395
01:12:22,119 --> 01:12:29,960
loved or supported, and the adoration of strangers fills that void,

1396
01:12:30,000 --> 01:12:32,239
but only to a certain extent, And then it's never

1397
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going to be enough.

1398
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Speaker 2: So it's like you do have to just.

1399
01:12:34,560 --> 01:12:37,000
Speaker 3: Love yourself, important to yourself, and give yourself kind of

1400
01:12:37,359 --> 01:12:39,279
that hug that you wish you got from your parents,

1401
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because fame is not Fame's not going to do it.

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Speaker 2: And then competition. It's talked about competition too. I think

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we look at other people's.

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Speaker 3: Successes and we sometimes think like, oh, they got the

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thing I wanted. I'm never going to get that, And

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then I've seen that happen, and then i'd seem to

1407
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take play forward and how it all turns out enough

1408
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to know about Like, A, it's not always what it's

1409
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cracked up to be. B. We have no idea if

1410
01:13:05,720 --> 01:13:07,640
something can look one way on the outside and feel

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01:13:07,640 --> 01:13:10,039
completely differently on the inside, we have no idea what

1412
01:13:10,119 --> 01:13:12,840
that person is experiencing, whether they got the thing and

1413
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they're even grateful.

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Speaker 2: Or it even feels good, We have no idea.

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Speaker 3: I had a friend once who was a masterful manifestor,

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and she manifested that she wanted to play a superhero

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in her next role. She's an actress, and then she

1418
01:13:26,520 --> 01:13:31,079
got it, and that's crazy, like there's so few superhero

1419
01:13:31,279 --> 01:13:33,800
rules available. She wanted to play it, she got it,

1420
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and then the set was just the most destructive. They like,

1421
01:13:39,359 --> 01:13:45,439
ran her ragged, worked her around the clock, and it

1422
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was just a really, really bad experience for her. Even

1423
01:13:49,119 --> 01:13:51,079
though she had exactly what she wanted, it was a

1424
01:13:51,159 --> 01:13:53,239
bad experience for her. And that I always keep in

1425
01:13:53,319 --> 01:13:56,560
mind because I know that things can look really good

1426
01:13:56,600 --> 01:13:58,720
on the outside and not feel so good. So it's

1427
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like when we're manifesting, we have be sure that we

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01:14:00,720 --> 01:14:04,439
manifest both the objective and the feeling behind it right.

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And all this time back to competition. When you see

1430
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someone get something, you never know how it feels. So

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just keep your eyes on your own paper, do your

1432
01:14:11,720 --> 01:14:15,399
own work, and let you know God take.

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Speaker 2: Care of the rest of it.

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Speaker 3: Competition lies at the root of much creative blockage. As artists,

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we must go within the desire to be better. Then

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can choke off the simple as desire to be so

1437
01:14:25,680 --> 01:14:28,119
it's important for us to just be right looking for

1438
01:14:28,239 --> 01:14:30,800
the short term win, ignoring long term game. We short

1439
01:14:30,840 --> 01:14:33,600
circuit the possibility of a creative life led by our

1440
01:14:33,640 --> 01:14:36,439
own lights, not by the clean lights of fashion. Whenever

1441
01:14:36,479 --> 01:14:39,359
you're angried about someone else beating you out, remember this

1442
01:14:39,880 --> 01:14:43,039
the foot race mentality is always the egos demand not

1443
01:14:43,359 --> 01:14:47,159
just to be good, but also to be first and best.

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01:14:47,720 --> 01:14:50,079
Be willing to paint or write badly. While your ego

1445
01:14:50,159 --> 01:14:54,880
helps resistance, your bad writing may be as this syntactical

1446
01:14:54,920 --> 01:14:56,680
breakdown necessary for the shift.

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Speaker 2: In your style.

1448
01:14:58,119 --> 01:15:00,520
Speaker 3: The need to win now is need to win approval

1449
01:15:00,560 --> 01:15:03,119
from others. As an antidote, we must learn to approve

1450
01:15:03,199 --> 01:15:05,319
of ourselves. Showing up for the work is the learn

1451
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that matters.

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Speaker 2: So that's you know what we're going through this week.

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Speaker 3: Next week is week eleven, recovering a sense of autani.

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If you're still with me, I'm proud of you. I

1455
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hope you enjoyed your break. But we're back at it

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Bessie's I will see you next week