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<v Speaker 1>For decades, people have disappeared in the woods without a trace.

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<v Speaker 1>Some blame wild animals, others whisper of creatures the world

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<v Speaker 1>refuses to believe in. But those who have survived they

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<v Speaker 1>know the truth. Welcome to Backwoods Bigfoot Stories, where we

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<v Speaker 1>share real encounters with the things lurking in the darkness bigfoot,

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<v Speaker 1>dog man UFOs, and creatures that defy explanation. Some make

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<v Speaker 1>it out, others aren't so lucky. Are you ready, because

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<v Speaker 1>once you hear these stories, you'll never walk in the

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<v Speaker 1>woods alone again. So grab your flashlight, stay close and

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<v Speaker 1>remember some things in the woods don't want to be found.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit that follow or subscribe button, turn on auto downloads,

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<v Speaker 1>and let's head off into the woods if you dare.

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<v Speaker 1>They say that memory is a fragile thing, that trauma

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<v Speaker 1>can fracture it into a thousand pieces that never quite

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<v Speaker 1>fit back together the same way. But I remember everything,

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<v Speaker 1>every second, every sensation, every impossible moment that defied everything

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<v Speaker 1>I thought I knew about reality. The memories are burned

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<v Speaker 1>into my consciousness with a clarity that normal experiences never achieve,

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<v Speaker 1>as if whatever they did to me ensured I could

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<v Speaker 1>never forget, never dismiss it as nightmare or delusion. My

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<v Speaker 1>name is Marcus, and I need you to understand something

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<v Speaker 1>before I tell you my story. I am not crazy,

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<v Speaker 1>I am not seeking attention. I am not delusional. I

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<v Speaker 1>have been examined by psychiatrists, neurologists, and every type of

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<v Speaker 1>specialist you can imagine. My brain scans are normal, my

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<v Speaker 1>psychological profiles are unremarkable. I hold a steady job as

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<v Speaker 1>an electrical engineer. I have a family, though that relationship

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<v Speaker 1>has been strained by what I'm about to tell you.

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<v Speaker 1>I am, by every measurable standard, a rational and functioning

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<v Speaker 1>member of society. But for thirty years they have been

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<v Speaker 1>taking me. I was ten years old when it started,

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<v Speaker 1>though I now suspect they had been watching me long

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<v Speaker 1>before that October night in nineteen ninety four. We lived

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<v Speaker 1>in a rural part of northern Minnesota in a house

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<v Speaker 1>surrounded by dense pine forests that seemed to swallow sound

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<v Speaker 1>and light alike. My bedroom was on the second floor,

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<v Speaker 1>a small space with a single window that looked out

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<v Speaker 1>over the backyard and into the endless darkness of the

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<v Speaker 1>woods beyond. That night began like any other. I had

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<v Speaker 1>gone to bed around nine p thirty, Exhausted from a

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<v Speaker 1>day of helping my father stack firewood for the coming winter.

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<v Speaker 1>The house was quiet, except for the occasional creak of

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<v Speaker 1>settling wood and the distant sound of my parents television downstairs.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember lying there watching the shadows of tree branches

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<v Speaker 1>dance across my ceiling in the moonlight. When every changed,

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<v Speaker 1>the first thing I noticed was the silence. Not normal

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<v Speaker 1>nighttime quiet, but a complete absence of sound that felt

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<v Speaker 1>like pressure against my ear drums. The crickets that had

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<v Speaker 1>been chirping moments before were gone. The hum of the

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<v Speaker 1>refrigerator downstairs, a constant white noise I had never consciously

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<v Speaker 1>noticed until it disappeared, was absent. Even my own breathing

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<v Speaker 1>seemed muffled, as if the air itself had become thick

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<v Speaker 1>and resistant. Then came the light. It started as a

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<v Speaker 1>soft blue glow, seeping through the edges of my window blinds,

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<v Speaker 1>pulsing with a rhythm that seemed almost organic. My first

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<v Speaker 1>thought was that someone was outside with a flashlight, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>my father checking on something in the yard. But the

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<v Speaker 1>light was wrong. It didn't behave like any artificial light

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<v Speaker 1>I had ever seen. It seemed to pass through solid

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<v Speaker 1>objects rather than illuminating them, creating shadows that bent in

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<v Speaker 1>impossible directions. I wanted to get up to run to

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<v Speaker 1>my parents room, but my body wouldn't respond. I could

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<v Speaker 1>move my eyes, but nothing else. The paralysis was complete

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<v Speaker 1>and instantaneous, as if someone had simply switched off the

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<v Speaker 1>connection between my brain and my muscles. Panic flooded through me,

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<v Speaker 1>but even my attempts to scream produced nothing more than

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<v Speaker 1>a weak exhalation. The blue light intensified, filling my room

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<v Speaker 1>with an ethereal glow that made everything look underwater. And

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<v Speaker 1>then I saw them. They didn't enter through the door

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<v Speaker 1>or window. They were simply there, three figures, standing at

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<v Speaker 1>the foot of my bed, as if they had materialized

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<v Speaker 1>from the light itself. Even through my terror, I remember

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<v Speaker 1>being struck by how wrong they looked, how every aspect

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<v Speaker 1>of their appearance seemed designed to trigger some primal fear

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<v Speaker 1>response in the human brain. They were roughly four feet tall,

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<v Speaker 1>with oversized heads that seemed too heavy for their thin

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<v Speaker 1>necks to support. Their skin was a modeled gray color,

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<v Speaker 1>like old newspaper that had been left in the rain.

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<v Speaker 1>But it was their eyes that haunted me then and

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<v Speaker 1>haunt me, still, massive black orbs that reflected no light,

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<v Speaker 1>that seemed to pull you in like twin voids. When

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<v Speaker 1>they looked at you, and I mean really looked at you,

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<v Speaker 1>it felt like they were reading every thought you had

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<v Speaker 1>ever had, every memory you had ever formed, cataloging and

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<v Speaker 1>analyzing you like a specimen. The one in the center

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<v Speaker 1>raised its hand, and I noticed it had only three fingers,

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<v Speaker 1>plus what might have been a thumb, each ending in

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<v Speaker 1>what looked like a small suction pad. It made a gesture,

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<v Speaker 1>and suddenly I was floating, not flying, not being lifted,

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<v Speaker 1>but floating upward, as if gravity had simply stopped applying

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<v Speaker 1>to me. My blanket fell away, and I rose toward

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<v Speaker 1>my ceiling in my pajamas, helpless and terrified, beyond the

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<v Speaker 1>capacity for rational thought. The ceiling didn't stop me. I

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<v Speaker 1>passed through it like it was made of mist, feeling

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<v Speaker 1>a brief tingling sensation as the solid matter moved through

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<v Speaker 1>my body. I could see down into the attic for

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<v Speaker 1>a split second, illuminated by that strange blue light. Before

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<v Speaker 1>I was through the roof and into the night air.

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<v Speaker 1>The cold hit me immediately, the October wind cutting through

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<v Speaker 1>my thin pajamas, but the paralysis remained complete. I could

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<v Speaker 1>only watch as the ground fell away below me, my

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<v Speaker 1>house becoming smaller, the lights of town visible in the

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<v Speaker 1>distance like scattered stars that had fallen to earth above me,

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<v Speaker 1>blotting out the real stars was something that my ten

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<v Speaker 1>year old mind could not process. The craft, if that's

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<v Speaker 1>what you want to call it, was massive, easily three

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<v Speaker 1>hundred feet across, a dark, metallic disc that seemed to

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<v Speaker 1>absorb light rather than reflect it. The surface wasn't smooth,

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<v Speaker 1>but covered in what looked like geometric patterns that hurt

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<v Speaker 1>to look at directly, as if they existed in more

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<v Speaker 1>dimensions than my eyes could perceive. There were no visible windows,

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<v Speaker 1>no doors, no engines, nothing that suggested how something so

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<v Speaker 1>large could hover silently in the air. As I rose

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<v Speaker 1>toward it, a section of the underside began to glow

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<v Speaker 1>with that same blue light. The solid metal seemed to

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<v Speaker 1>become liquid, creating an opening that I was drawn into.

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<v Speaker 1>The moment I passed through, the cold disappeared, replaced by

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<v Speaker 1>air that felt thick and humid, with a metallic taste

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<v Speaker 1>that coated the back of my throat. The interior was

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<v Speaker 1>nothing like the flying saucers from movies. The walls curved

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<v Speaker 1>in ways that made no architectural sense, meeting at angles

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<v Speaker 1>that seemed to change depending on how you looked at them.

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<v Speaker 1>The lighting had no visible source but seemed to emanate

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<v Speaker 1>from the air itself, casting no shadows. And the smell God,

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<v Speaker 1>the smell like ozone and copper and something organic that

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't identify, something that triggered a revulsion so deep

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<v Speaker 1>it felt genetic. I was floating down a corridor that

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<v Speaker 1>seemed to stretch impossibly far, the passing doorways that opened

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<v Speaker 1>onto rooms filled with things I couldn't understand. In one,

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<v Speaker 1>I could see what looked like dozens of glass cylinders

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<v Speaker 1>filled with a thick amber fluid. In another, walls covered

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<v Speaker 1>in symbols that seemed to move and shift when I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't looking directly at them. And in one terrible moment,

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<v Speaker 1>I saw other humans. A woman maybe in her thirties,

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<v Speaker 1>unconscious and suspended in some kind of energy field, a

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<v Speaker 1>man elderly with tubes connected to various parts of his body,

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<v Speaker 1>A child younger than me curled in a fetal position

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<v Speaker 1>inside what looked like a transparent sphere. The paralysis broke

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<v Speaker 1>When I entered what I can only describe as an

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<v Speaker 1>examination room, I collapsed onto a table that seemed to

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<v Speaker 1>mold itself to my body, holding me in place without

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<v Speaker 1>visible restraints. The three beings from my bedroom were there,

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<v Speaker 1>along with two others. One was taller, maybe five feet,

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<v Speaker 1>with a more elongated head and fingers that seemed to

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<v Speaker 1>have extra joints. This one appeared to be in charge,

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<v Speaker 1>moving with a deliberation that suggested authority. They didn't speak,

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<v Speaker 1>not with voices, but I could feel their communication, not words, exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>but concepts and images that appeared in my mind with

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<v Speaker 1>a clarity that made me certain they weren't my own thoughts.

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<v Speaker 1>They were curious. That was the overwhelming sense I got.

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<v Speaker 1>Not malicious, not cruel, but curious, in the way a

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<v Speaker 1>scientist might be curious about a lab rat. The examination

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<v Speaker 1>began with the tall one placing its hand on my forehead.

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<v Speaker 1>The moment it made contact, my vision exploded into fragments

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<v Speaker 1>of memory. Every moment of my life played out simultaneously,

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<v Speaker 1>from my earliest memories to that very second. But it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't just reviewing them, It was copying them, downloading them

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<v Speaker 1>into some vast consciousness that I could feel at the

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<v Speaker 1>edges of my perception. I saw my memories being sorted, categorized,

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<v Speaker 1>cross referenced with data I couldn't come prehend. Then came

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<v Speaker 1>the physical examination, and this is where my memory becomes fragmented.

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<v Speaker 1>Whether from trauma or some intentional suppression, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember instruments that seemed to be made of light itself,

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<v Speaker 1>passing through my body without cutting, but somehow taking samples.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember a needle impossibly thin, being inserted into the

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<v Speaker 1>base of my skull, and a sensation like ice water

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<v Speaker 1>flowing through my brain. I remember screaming or trying to scream,

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<v Speaker 1>but no sound coming out. The worst part was the implant.

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<v Speaker 1>The tall one produced something so small I could barely

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<v Speaker 1>see it, like a grain of rice, but metallic and

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<v Speaker 1>covered in tiny filaments that moved on their own. It

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<v Speaker 1>showed it to me, letting me see it clearly, wanting

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<v Speaker 1>me to know what was happening. Then it pressed it

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<v Speaker 1>against the side of my nose and I felt it

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<v Speaker 1>burrow in. Not painful exactly, but wrong, fundamentally wrong, like

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<v Speaker 1>something violating the boundary between cell health and not self.

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<v Speaker 1>Time became meaningless in that room. It could have been minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>or hours or days. At some point I became aware

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<v Speaker 1>that they were showing me things. Images projected directly into

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<v Speaker 1>my mind Earth from space, but not current Earth. I

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<v Speaker 1>somehow knew I was seeing the past and future simultaneously.

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<v Speaker 1>Cities I didn't recognize, some appearing ancient beyond measure, others

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<v Speaker 1>seeming to be built from materials that didn't exist yet

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<v Speaker 1>in other worlds, planets with purple skies and crystalline forests,

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<v Speaker 1>oceans of liquid methane, deserts of diamond dust. They showed

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<v Speaker 1>me humans, but changed, some with enlarged heads like theirs,

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<v Speaker 1>others with modifications I couldn't understand. They showed me disasters,

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<v Speaker 1>nuclear war, plagues, environmental collapse, and then recovery, evolution, transformation.

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<v Speaker 1>They showed me their own world, or what I assumed

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<v Speaker 1>their world, a place where the distinction between organic and

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<v Speaker 1>technological had ceased to exist, where consciousness moved freely between

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<v Speaker 1>biological and artificial substrates. And then they showed me myself,

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<v Speaker 1>not as I was, but as I could be, dozens

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<v Speaker 1>of potential futures spreading out like branches on a tree.

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<v Speaker 1>In some I was explaining what happened to me to

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<v Speaker 1>rooms full of people. In others, I was in institutions

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<v Speaker 1>labeled insane. In one, I was working with them, though

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't understand in what capacity, And in one terrifying vision,

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<v Speaker 1>I was one of them, transformed so completely that nothing

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<v Speaker 1>human remained. The images stopped as suddenly as they had begun,

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<v Speaker 1>and I found myself being moved again, floating back through

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<v Speaker 1>those impossible corridors. But this time I was led to

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<v Speaker 1>a different room, one that contained other humans. They were conscious,

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<v Speaker 1>but seemed drugged, their movements slow and dream like. A

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<v Speaker 1>woman reached out to me, her mouth forming words I

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't hear. A teenage boy sat in a corner, rocking

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<v Speaker 1>what felt like hours. Sometimes one of the beings would

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<v Speaker 1>Eventually it was my turn again, but this time, instead

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<v Speaker 1>of an examination, I was shown something else. They took

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<v Speaker 1>me to what I can only describe as an observation deck,

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<v Speaker 1>though there were no windows in any traditional sense. Instead,

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<v Speaker 1>the walls became transparent, revealing the view outside. We were

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<v Speaker 1>in orbit, Earth spinning slowly below us. But it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>just one Earth. I could see multiple versions of it, overlapping,

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<v Speaker 1>like double exposures, each slightly different. In one, the lights

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<v Speaker 1>of cities covered every land mass. In another, the planet

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<v Speaker 1>was dark, lifeless, and yet another the continents themselves were

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<v Speaker 1>arranged differently. The tall being stood beside me, and for

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<v Speaker 1>the first time I felt something like emotion from it,

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<v Speaker 1>not human emotion, but something analogous. It was showing me

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<v Speaker 1>this for a reason, trying to communicate something important. The

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<v Speaker 1>images in my mind came faster now, concepts about probability

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<v Speaker 1>and observation and the nature of reality itself. They were

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<v Speaker 1>studying us, yes, but not just us. They were studying

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<v Speaker 1>every possible version of us, tracking the trajectories of human

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<v Speaker 1>evolution across infinite parallel timelines. We were not just specimens

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<v Speaker 1>to them. We were data points in some vast experiment

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<v Speaker 1>that spanned dimensions I couldn't comprehend. And the implant they

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<v Speaker 1>had put in me it wasn't just a tracking device.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a window, a way for them to observe

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<v Speaker 1>not just where I was, but which version of reality

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<v Speaker 1>I was experiencing. Stay tuned for more Backwoods Bigfoot stories.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll be back after these messages. The return to my

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<v Speaker 1>bedroom was as sudden as the abduction. One moment I

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<v Speaker 1>was standing in that impossible room. The next I was

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<v Speaker 1>sunlight streaming through my window. I sat up, convinced it

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<v Speaker 1>had been the most vivid nightmare of my life until

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<v Speaker 1>I felt the small lump beside my nose where the

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<v Speaker 1>implant had been inserted. I ran to the bathroom mirror

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<v Speaker 1>and could see it, just barely, a tiny ridge under

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<v Speaker 1>the skin that hadn't been there before. I tried to

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<v Speaker 1>tell my parents, but the words wouldn't come out right.

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<v Speaker 1>Every time I started to explain, my throat would close up,

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<v Speaker 1>or I would suddenly forget what I was trying to say.

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<v Speaker 1>It was as if something was preventing me from communicating

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<v Speaker 1>what had happened. I drew pictures instead, obsessively filling notebook

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<v Speaker 1>after notebook with sketches of the beings, the craft, the

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<v Speaker 1>symbols I had seen. My parents, concerned took me to

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<v Speaker 1>a child psychologist, who diagnosed me with night terrors and

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<v Speaker 1>an over active imagination, but I knew the truth, and

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<v Speaker 1>I knew with a certainty that chilled me to my core,

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<v Speaker 1>that they would be back. The second taking came exactly

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<v Speaker 1>one year later, October nineteen ninety five, and this time

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<v Speaker 1>I was ready for it. I had spent the intervening

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<v Speaker 1>months researching everything I could find about UFOs and alien abductions.

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<v Speaker 1>This was before the Internet was widely available, so I

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<v Speaker 1>relied on books from the library, many of which I

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<v Speaker 1>had to special order from other branches. I read Whitley

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<v Speaker 1>Strieber's Communion and was shocked by how similar his descriptions

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<v Speaker 1>were to my experience. I studied the Betty and Barney

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<v Speaker 1>Hill case, the Travis Walton incident, and dozens of other

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<v Speaker 1>accounts I had also started preparing. I kept a camera

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<v Speaker 1>by my bed, though I would later discover it wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>work when they came. I tried to stay awake every

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<v Speaker 1>night in October, dosing myself with caffeine, but exhaustion would

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<v Speaker 1>always overtake me at the crucial moment. I even convinced

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<v Speaker 1>my older brother to sleep in my room one night,

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<v Speaker 1>but he experienced nothing while I was taken from the

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<v Speaker 1>bed right beside him. When the paralysis hit that second time,

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<v Speaker 1>I recognized it immediately, the same silence, the same blue light,

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<v Speaker 1>But this time there was something else. I could feel

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<v Speaker 1>them in my mind before they appeared, a presence that

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<v Speaker 1>was both alien and increasingly familiar. The three beings materialized

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<v Speaker 1>just as before, but this time I noticed details I

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<v Speaker 1>had missed in my terror the first time. They moved

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<v Speaker 1>with perfect synchronization, like they were parts of a single organism.

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<v Speaker 1>Their skin wasn't actually gray, but seemed to shift between

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<v Speaker 1>different shades depending on the angle of the light, and

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<v Speaker 1>their eyes, those terrible black eyes occasionally showed reflections of

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<v Speaker 1>things that weren't in the room, as if they were

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<v Speaker 1>windows to somewhere else. The journey to the craft was

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<v Speaker 1>the same, but this time I was able to observe more.

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<v Speaker 1>I saw that we weren't the only ones being taken.

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<v Speaker 1>In the distance, I could see other beams of blue light,

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<v Speaker 1>other figures floating upward. The craft itself was even larger

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<v Speaker 1>than I had estimated, and there were others. I counted

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<v Speaker 1>at least three more, hovering at different altitudes, all engaged

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<v Speaker 1>in the same harvest of human subjects. This time, they

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<v Speaker 1>took me to a different area of the ship. Instead

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<v Speaker 1>of the examination room, I was brought to what seemed

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<v Speaker 1>to be a storage facility. The walls were lined with

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<v Speaker 1>what looked like filing cabinets, but organic pulsing with a

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<v Speaker 1>faint bioluminescence. The tall being from before was there and

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<v Speaker 1>it recognized me. I could feel its acknowledgment, almost like

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<v Speaker 1>satisfaction that I had returned. It showed me to one

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<v Speaker 1>of the cabinet things, and somehow conveyed that this contained

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<v Speaker 1>information about me, not just from the past year, but

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<v Speaker 1>from before I was born. I saw images in my

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<v Speaker 1>mind of my parents being watched, my conception being noted,

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<v Speaker 1>my development in the womb being monitored. They had been

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<v Speaker 1>preparing for me, for all of us, long before we

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<v Speaker 1>were taken the examination. This time was different, less invasive physically,

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<v Speaker 1>but more intensive mentally. They seemed to be testing my

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<v Speaker 1>responses to various stimuli. They would project images into my

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<v Speaker 1>mind and monitor my reactions. Some were benign landscapes and

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<v Speaker 1>geometric patterns. Others were horrifying scenes of violence and destruction

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<v Speaker 1>that felt so real I could smell the smoke and blood,

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<v Speaker 1>and some were incomprehensible concepts and dimensions that my brain

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't process, leaving me with a feeling of vertigo that

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<v Speaker 1>persisted for weeks. Afterward, they also began what I can

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<v Speaker 1>only describe as education. The tall one would touch my forehead,

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<v Speaker 1>and suddenly I would understand things I had never learned,

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<v Speaker 1>mathematical concepts beyond anything taught in school, physics that contradicted

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<v Speaker 1>everything I thought of. I knew about the universe, biological

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<v Speaker 1>processes that seemed to suggest life was far more flexible

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<v Speaker 1>and adaptable than we believed. But with the knowledge came

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<v Speaker 1>something else. Each piece of information they gave me was

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<v Speaker 1>connected to a kind of trigger. If I tried to

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<v Speaker 1>write it down later, my hand would cramp. If I

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<v Speaker 1>tried to speak about it, the words would jumble in

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<v Speaker 1>my mouth. The knowledge was there, but locked away, accessible

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<v Speaker 1>only in dreams and moments of extreme stress. During this

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<v Speaker 1>second taking, I also encountered something new. Among the standard

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<v Speaker 1>gray beings was something else, something that looked almost human,

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<v Speaker 1>but wrong in every way that mattered. Its proportions were

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<v Speaker 1>off limbs, slightly too long, joints that bent in too

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<v Speaker 1>many places. Its face was a mockery of human features,

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<v Speaker 1>with eyes that were almost normal, except for the pupils

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<v Speaker 1>that contracted horizontally like a goat's. It smiled at me,

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<v Speaker 1>revealing teeth that were all canines, and I under stood

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<v Speaker 1>with horrible clarity that this thing had once been human.

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<v Speaker 1>The hybrid, as I came to think of it, seemed

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<v Speaker 1>to be learning from the grays. It would observe their procedures,

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes attempting to replicate them with its disturbingly flexible hands.

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<v Speaker 1>When it looked at me, I felt a connection that

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<v Speaker 1>was different from the alien presence of the grays. It

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<v Speaker 1>was human enough to feel emotions I recognized, and what

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<v Speaker 1>I felt from it was a mixture of curiosity, hunger,

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<v Speaker 1>and something like homesickness. They showed me others like it,

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<v Speaker 1>dozens of them, in various stages of transformation. Some looked

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<v Speaker 1>mostly human with subtle alterations. Others were so changed they

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<v Speaker 1>bore only the vaguest resemblance to their original species. And

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<v Speaker 1>they showed me the process, though thankfully not in detail,

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<v Speaker 1>genetic manipulation that went beyond simple DNA editing, changes at

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<v Speaker 1>a quantum level that affected not just biology but the

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<v Speaker 1>fundamental nature of consciousness itself. The message was clear, this

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<v Speaker 1>was our future, or at least one possible future, Humanity

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<v Speaker 1>would not remain as it was, Whether through our own

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<v Speaker 1>actions or theirs, we were going to change, to evolve,

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<v Speaker 1>to become something else. The only question was whether we

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<v Speaker 1>would guide that transformation or have it forced upon us.

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<v Speaker 1>They returned me just before dawn, and this time I

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<v Speaker 1>retained more conscious memory of the experience. I also discovered

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<v Speaker 1>something else. The implant they had put in me was active.

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<v Speaker 1>I could feel it, sometimes a warmth beside my nose,

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<v Speaker 1>usually just before something significant happened. It seemed to be

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<v Speaker 1>recording everything I experienced, transmitting it to them wherever they were.

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<v Speaker 1>The takings became more frequent after that, not yearly anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>but every few months, sometimes even more often. By the

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<v Speaker 1>time I was thirteen, I'd been taken at least a

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<v Speaker 1>dozen times, each experience built on the last, like I

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<v Speaker 1>was enrolled in some bizarre educational pro gram I never

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<v Speaker 1>signed up for. They started taking me to other places,

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<v Speaker 1>not just their craft, underground facilities that seemed to exist

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<v Speaker 1>partially in our dimension and partially somewhere else, underwater bases

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<v Speaker 1>where the pressure should have killed me instantly but didn't,

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<v Speaker 1>and once memorably to what appeared to be a station

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<v Speaker 1>on the far side of the moon. Though how we

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<v Speaker 1>got there in what seemed like seconds I still don't understand.

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<v Speaker 1>It was during one of these trips that I met

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<v Speaker 1>others like me. They called us repeaters, humans who were

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<v Speaker 1>taken regularly, rather than just once or twice. There was Sarah,

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<v Speaker 1>a nurse from Oregon who had been taken since childhood

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<v Speaker 1>like me. David, a physics professor from Japan who had

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<v Speaker 1>started being taken in his twenties. Maria, an artist from

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<v Speaker 1>Brazil whose paintings of her experiences had gained her a

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<v Speaker 1>following among UFO believers. We were allowed to interact sometimes,

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<v Speaker 1>though always under observation. We compared experiences, finding patterns and takings.

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<v Speaker 1>We had all received implants. We had all been shown

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<v Speaker 1>the same visions of Earth's possible futures, and we had

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<v Speaker 1>all been changed in subtle ways. Sarah found she could

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<v Speaker 1>sometimes sense illness in people before symptoms appeared. David's understanding

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<v Speaker 1>of physics had leaped beyond his education, though he couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>publish his insights without suffering debilitating migraines. Maria's art had

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<v Speaker 1>taken on an otherworldly quality that seemed to affect viewers

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<v Speaker 1>on a subconscious level. I discovered my own changes Gradually.

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<v Speaker 1>My dreams were no longer entirely my own. Sometimes I

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<v Speaker 1>would dream of places I had never been, people I

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<v Speaker 1>had never met, but with such vivid detail that I

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<v Speaker 1>could draw maps of buildings I had never entered. Later,

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<v Speaker 1>I would sometimes see these places on the news or

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<v Speaker 1>in photographs and recognize them instantly. I was seeing through

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<v Speaker 1>other eyes, other abductees maybe, or perhaps the hybrids themselves.

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<v Speaker 1>I also developed what I can own describe as a

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<v Speaker 1>sense for them. I knew when they were near, even

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<v Speaker 1>when they weren't coming for me. I could feel their presence,

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<v Speaker 1>like pressure in the air before a storm. Sometimes I

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<v Speaker 1>would see them in peripheral vision, standing in crowds or

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<v Speaker 1>watching from shadows, only to look directly and find nothing there.

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<v Speaker 1>The worst taking came when I was fifteen. They kept

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<v Speaker 1>me for what felt like days, though only a single

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<v Speaker 1>night passed on earth. This time, the examination was brutal.

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<v Speaker 1>They seemed to be testing the limits of human endurance,

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<v Speaker 1>physical and psychological. They would bring me to the edge

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<v Speaker 1>of death and then heal me completely, only to start again.

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<v Speaker 1>They showed me horrors beyond description, things that human minds

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<v Speaker 1>weren't meant to process. But they also showed me wonders.

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<v Speaker 1>Civilizations that had existed millions of years before Earth, formed

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<v Speaker 1>technologies that looked like magic manipulation of matter and energy

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<v Speaker 1>at the quantum level. They showed me how consciousness itself

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<v Speaker 1>could be transferred, copied, broadcast across space. They showed me

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<v Speaker 1>humans who had volunteered to join them, who had abandoned

418
00:26:08.880 --> 00:26:12.519
<v Speaker 1>their bodies entirely to exist as pure information in their

419
00:26:12.559 --> 00:26:16.039
<v Speaker 1>collective consciousness. And they showed me why they were doing this.

420
00:26:16.920 --> 00:26:21.359
<v Speaker 1>The universe they conveyed was dying, not in billions of years,

421
00:26:21.400 --> 00:26:26.519
<v Speaker 1>as our scientists believed, but much sooner. Reality itself was degrading,

422
00:26:26.880 --> 00:26:30.839
<v Speaker 1>breaking down at the fundamental level. They were collecting consciousness,

423
00:26:31.079 --> 00:26:35.640
<v Speaker 1>preserving it, preparing for a transition to something else. Humanity

424
00:26:35.720 --> 00:26:39.559
<v Speaker 1>was just one of thousands of species they were harvesting, cataloging,

425
00:26:39.839 --> 00:26:43.200
<v Speaker 1>attempting to save in their own twisted way. But there

426
00:26:43.279 --> 00:26:47.319
<v Speaker 1>was disagreement among them. I could sense factions, different groups

427
00:26:47.359 --> 00:26:50.720
<v Speaker 1>with different ideas about how to proceed. Some wanted to

428
00:26:50.759 --> 00:26:55.000
<v Speaker 1>accelerate the process, to force humanity to evolve quickly before

429
00:26:55.039 --> 00:27:00.240
<v Speaker 1>it was too late others preferred observation minimal interference, and

430
00:27:00.319 --> 00:27:04.240
<v Speaker 1>some terrifyingly saw us as nothing more than raw material

431
00:27:04.799 --> 00:27:09.200
<v Speaker 1>consciousness to be absorbed and integrated into their collective. By

432
00:27:09.200 --> 00:27:11.720
<v Speaker 1>my late teens, I had learned to resist them to

433
00:27:11.720 --> 00:27:16.319
<v Speaker 1>some degree, not prevent the takings that seemed impossible, but

434
00:27:16.400 --> 00:27:21.359
<v Speaker 1>maintain more consciousness during them, remember more afterward. I discovered

435
00:27:21.400 --> 00:27:26.559
<v Speaker 1>that certain mental exercises, particularly mathematical visualization, helped maintain my

436
00:27:26.680 --> 00:27:29.119
<v Speaker 1>sense of self when they tried to overwhelm my mind.

437
00:27:30.000 --> 00:27:34.240
<v Speaker 1>I also wasn't alone in this resistance. Through careful research

438
00:27:34.279 --> 00:27:37.880
<v Speaker 1>and networking in early Internet UFO forms, I found others

439
00:27:37.920 --> 00:27:42.759
<v Speaker 1>who had developed similar techniques. We began to share information carefully,

440
00:27:43.160 --> 00:27:47.319
<v Speaker 1>always aware that they were watching. We developed codes ways

441
00:27:47.319 --> 00:27:51.920
<v Speaker 1>of communicating that hopefully they couldn't fully understand. One woman, Linda,

442
00:27:52.119 --> 00:27:55.240
<v Speaker 1>had discovered that certain frequencies of sound could interfere with

443
00:27:55.319 --> 00:27:59.160
<v Speaker 1>their paralysis technology. It didn't stop them, but it could

444
00:27:59.160 --> 00:28:02.480
<v Speaker 1>delay them, sometimes long enough to wake others in the house.

445
00:28:03.279 --> 00:28:06.000
<v Speaker 1>A man named Robert had learned to partially block their

446
00:28:06.039 --> 00:28:10.519
<v Speaker 1>mental intrusions through meditation techniques he had learned from Tibetan monks.

447
00:28:10.839 --> 00:28:13.799
<v Speaker 1>None of us could stop them entirely, but we were learning.

448
00:28:14.599 --> 00:28:18.440
<v Speaker 1>The beings noticed our resistance. During one taking, when I

449
00:28:18.519 --> 00:28:22.759
<v Speaker 1>was nineteen, the tall one expressed something like disappointment. It

450
00:28:22.839 --> 00:28:27.000
<v Speaker 1>showed me images of humans throughout history who had resisted change,

451
00:28:27.319 --> 00:28:30.720
<v Speaker 1>who had fought against progress. It was trying to convince

452
00:28:30.759 --> 00:28:35.720
<v Speaker 1>me that resistance was futile, that what they offered was evolution, transcendence.

453
00:28:36.519 --> 00:28:41.000
<v Speaker 1>But it also showed me something else, perhaps unintentionally, They

454
00:28:41.000 --> 00:28:44.319
<v Speaker 1>were running out of time too. Whatever deadline they were

455
00:28:44.319 --> 00:28:49.000
<v Speaker 1>working against was approaching faster than anticipated. Their takings were

456
00:28:49.039 --> 00:28:53.839
<v Speaker 1>becoming more frequent, globally, less careful. More people were remembering,

457
00:28:54.279 --> 00:28:57.640
<v Speaker 1>more people were talking. The veil of secrecy they had

458
00:28:57.680 --> 00:29:01.319
<v Speaker 1>maintained for so long was beginning to fray. They tried

459
00:29:01.359 --> 00:29:04.559
<v Speaker 1>new approaches with me. Instead of just taking me, they

460
00:29:04.559 --> 00:29:08.359
<v Speaker 1>would sometimes attempt communication while I was conscious. I would

461
00:29:08.400 --> 00:29:11.759
<v Speaker 1>be lying in bed, fully awake and suddenly feel their

462
00:29:11.799 --> 00:29:15.799
<v Speaker 1>presence in my mind. They would show me things, ask questions,

463
00:29:16.279 --> 00:29:19.559
<v Speaker 1>try to establish something like a dialogue, but it was

464
00:29:19.640 --> 00:29:23.240
<v Speaker 1>always on their terms, always with the implicit threat that

465
00:29:23.240 --> 00:29:26.319
<v Speaker 1>they could take me whenever they wanted. During one of

466
00:29:26.359 --> 00:29:29.759
<v Speaker 1>these mental contacts, I asked them directly why they didn't

467
00:29:29.839 --> 00:29:33.319
<v Speaker 1>just reveal themselves openly. The response was a flood of

468
00:29:33.359 --> 00:29:41.279
<v Speaker 1>images showing human reactions to their appearance throughout history, worship, panic, violence, madness.

469
00:29:41.759 --> 00:29:45.160
<v Speaker 1>They had tried open contact before in our distant past,

470
00:29:45.680 --> 00:29:49.599
<v Speaker 1>and it had always ended badly. Humans they conveyed were

471
00:29:49.640 --> 00:29:53.759
<v Speaker 1>not psychologically prepared for the reality of their existence. The

472
00:29:53.799 --> 00:29:57.359
<v Speaker 1>abduction program was meant to prepare us gradually to create

473
00:29:57.400 --> 00:30:00.680
<v Speaker 1>a population of humans who could serve as intermediary when

474
00:30:00.720 --> 00:30:04.720
<v Speaker 1>open contact finally became necessary. Stay tuned for more Backwoods

475
00:30:04.799 --> 00:30:11.160
<v Speaker 1>Bigfoot stories. We'll be back. After these messages. In my twenties,

476
00:30:11.359 --> 00:30:14.960
<v Speaker 1>the nature of my abductions changed dramatically. I was no

477
00:30:15.039 --> 00:30:18.480
<v Speaker 1>longer just being examined or educated. I was being used

478
00:30:18.519 --> 00:30:21.440
<v Speaker 1>for something else, something that still fills me with a

479
00:30:21.440 --> 00:30:26.640
<v Speaker 1>combination of revulsion and fascination. They introduced me to more hybrids,

480
00:30:27.039 --> 00:30:30.799
<v Speaker 1>beings that were further along in their transformation. Some could

481
00:30:30.799 --> 00:30:33.279
<v Speaker 1>pass for human from a distance, but up close were

482
00:30:33.319 --> 00:30:37.599
<v Speaker 1>clearly something else. Their movements were too fluid, their eyes

483
00:30:37.640 --> 00:30:40.799
<v Speaker 1>too knowing, their presence somehow wrong in a way that

484
00:30:40.880 --> 00:30:44.960
<v Speaker 1>triggered every evolutionary alarm in my body. But they wanted

485
00:30:44.960 --> 00:30:47.480
<v Speaker 1>me to interact with them to teach them how to

486
00:30:47.480 --> 00:30:50.559
<v Speaker 1>be human. I would be placed in rooms that looked

487
00:30:50.599 --> 00:30:54.640
<v Speaker 1>like perfect replicas of normal human spaces, a coffee shop,

488
00:30:55.039 --> 00:30:58.559
<v Speaker 1>a living room, an office, and made to engage in

489
00:30:58.640 --> 00:31:03.079
<v Speaker 1>normal human activities. Of these creatures, they would practice conversation,

490
00:31:03.519 --> 00:31:08.640
<v Speaker 1>facial expressions, social cues. It was like teaching aliens method acting,

491
00:31:09.160 --> 00:31:12.680
<v Speaker 1>showing them how to wear humanity like a costume. One

492
00:31:12.759 --> 00:31:17.119
<v Speaker 1>hybrid in particular, seemed fixated on me. It called itself Adam,

493
00:31:17.599 --> 00:31:19.519
<v Speaker 1>though I doubt that was its real name, if it

494
00:31:19.559 --> 00:31:23.960
<v Speaker 1>even had one. Adam looked mostly human, could probably walk

495
00:31:23.960 --> 00:31:27.920
<v Speaker 1>down a street without attracting attention, but prolonged interaction revealed

496
00:31:27.960 --> 00:31:32.319
<v Speaker 1>the truth. Its emotions were performed rather than felt, its

497
00:31:32.359 --> 00:31:35.880
<v Speaker 1>responses slightly delayed, as if it was translating between different

498
00:31:35.920 --> 00:31:39.759
<v Speaker 1>types of consciousness. Adam told me things the Grays wouldn't

499
00:31:39.839 --> 00:31:43.839
<v Speaker 1>or couldn't. It said it remembered being human, remembered having

500
00:31:43.920 --> 00:31:47.079
<v Speaker 1>a name and a family and a life before the transformation,

501
00:31:48.039 --> 00:31:51.640
<v Speaker 1>but those memories were like echoes, now fading signals from

502
00:31:51.680 --> 00:31:54.960
<v Speaker 1>a person who no longer existed. It was connected to

503
00:31:55.039 --> 00:31:58.599
<v Speaker 1>the collective consciousness of the grays, but not fully integrated,

504
00:31:58.960 --> 00:32:03.079
<v Speaker 1>existing in a liminal space between species. The hybrids were

505
00:32:03.119 --> 00:32:07.960
<v Speaker 1>not just biological experiments, Adam explained, they were bridges designed

506
00:32:07.960 --> 00:32:12.400
<v Speaker 1>to ease humanity's transition into whatever came next. Some were

507
00:32:12.440 --> 00:32:15.440
<v Speaker 1>sent back to Earth to live among humans, to observe

508
00:32:15.519 --> 00:32:20.000
<v Speaker 1>and report, and occasionally influence events in subtle ways. Adam

509
00:32:20.079 --> 00:32:23.440
<v Speaker 1>claimed there were thousands of them, maybe tens of thousands,

510
00:32:23.720 --> 00:32:26.799
<v Speaker 1>living normal lives while serving as the eyes and ears

511
00:32:26.839 --> 00:32:31.720
<v Speaker 1>of the watchers. During one particularly disturbing session, they showed

512
00:32:31.720 --> 00:32:35.000
<v Speaker 1>me the breeding program. I won't describe it in detail,

513
00:32:35.319 --> 00:32:38.599
<v Speaker 1>both because it's too personal and too horrifying, but know

514
00:32:39.000 --> 00:32:42.599
<v Speaker 1>that they are creating new generations of hybrids, each more

515
00:32:42.640 --> 00:32:46.640
<v Speaker 1>sophisticated than the last. Some are grown in artificial wombs

516
00:32:46.680 --> 00:32:50.359
<v Speaker 1>aboard their craft. Others are implanted in human women, who

517
00:32:50.400 --> 00:32:53.240
<v Speaker 1>often don't even know they're pregnant until the fetus is

518
00:32:53.279 --> 00:32:56.680
<v Speaker 1>removed during an abduction. I met some of these children,

519
00:32:56.960 --> 00:32:59.920
<v Speaker 1>if you can call them that. They looked human enough,

520
00:33:00.279 --> 00:33:03.599
<v Speaker 1>but their development was far different from our own. A

521
00:33:03.599 --> 00:33:06.000
<v Speaker 1>two year old with the eyes of an ancient being,

522
00:33:06.799 --> 00:33:09.200
<v Speaker 1>a five year old who could speak in perfect sentences

523
00:33:09.240 --> 00:33:12.359
<v Speaker 1>but had never learned a smile. They were being raised

524
00:33:12.359 --> 00:33:16.000
<v Speaker 1>in facilities that existed partially in our world and partially

525
00:33:16.000 --> 00:33:19.680
<v Speaker 1>in theirs, educated in ways human children never could be.

526
00:33:20.759 --> 00:33:23.079
<v Speaker 1>The purpose, as much as they would reveal, was to

527
00:33:23.079 --> 00:33:27.039
<v Speaker 1>create a species that could survive the coming transition. Pure

528
00:33:27.119 --> 00:33:31.799
<v Speaker 1>humans were too fragile, too limited. Pure grays or whatever

529
00:33:31.839 --> 00:33:36.000
<v Speaker 1>they really were, were too removed from physical reality. The

530
00:33:36.079 --> 00:33:39.359
<v Speaker 1>hybrids were meant to be the perfect synthesis, capable of

531
00:33:39.400 --> 00:33:42.799
<v Speaker 1>existing in multiple dimensions, of surviving the death of the

532
00:33:42.920 --> 00:33:46.359
<v Speaker 1>universe as we know it. In my late twenties, the

533
00:33:46.400 --> 00:33:48.480
<v Speaker 1>implant they had placed in me when I was ten

534
00:33:48.559 --> 00:33:51.759
<v Speaker 1>became more active. I would experience what I came to

535
00:33:51.799 --> 00:33:55.599
<v Speaker 1>call downloads, sudden influxes of information that would leave me

536
00:33:55.640 --> 00:33:59.960
<v Speaker 1>disoriented for hours or days. It wasn't like learning something new,

537
00:34:00.680 --> 00:34:03.759
<v Speaker 1>It was like remembering something I'd always known but forgotten.

538
00:34:04.640 --> 00:34:07.720
<v Speaker 1>The downloads contained technical knowledge that I shouldn't have had,

539
00:34:08.440 --> 00:34:12.760
<v Speaker 1>schematics for devices that didn't exist yet, mathematical proofs for

540
00:34:12.840 --> 00:34:17.400
<v Speaker 1>theorems that hadn't been discovered, biological processes that could extend

541
00:34:17.480 --> 00:34:22.199
<v Speaker 1>human life indefinitely, but also more disturbing things, memories that

542
00:34:22.280 --> 00:34:27.719
<v Speaker 1>weren't mine, experiences of other abductees, other hybrids, maybe even

543
00:34:27.760 --> 00:34:32.000
<v Speaker 1>the grays themselves. I saw Earth from perspectives that weren't human.

544
00:34:32.760 --> 00:34:36.320
<v Speaker 1>I experienced time differently, not as a linear progression, but

545
00:34:36.400 --> 00:34:40.360
<v Speaker 1>as a navigable dimension. I felt the collective consciousness they

546
00:34:40.360 --> 00:34:43.480
<v Speaker 1>were part of, millions or billions of minds, linked in

547
00:34:43.519 --> 00:34:47.800
<v Speaker 1>ways that made individuality almost meaningless. And I saw their home,

548
00:34:48.400 --> 00:34:51.320
<v Speaker 1>or what had been their home, a place so alien

549
00:34:51.360 --> 00:34:54.840
<v Speaker 1>that my mind could only process it in metaphors and abstractions.

550
00:34:55.599 --> 00:34:59.159
<v Speaker 1>The downloads were preparing me for something, each one built

551
00:34:59.199 --> 00:35:02.360
<v Speaker 1>on the last, creating a framework of understanding that human

552
00:35:02.440 --> 00:35:07.360
<v Speaker 1>education could never provide. They were rewiring my brain, creating

553
00:35:07.400 --> 00:35:10.760
<v Speaker 1>new neural pathways that could process information in ways humans

554
00:35:10.800 --> 00:35:16.159
<v Speaker 1>hadn't evolved to handle. Other abductees reported similar experiences. We

555
00:35:16.159 --> 00:35:19.559
<v Speaker 1>were being upgraded, whether we wanted it or not. Some

556
00:35:19.719 --> 00:35:24.360
<v Speaker 1>embraced it, seeing it as evolution transcendence. Others fought it,

557
00:35:24.760 --> 00:35:27.480
<v Speaker 1>trying to maintain their humanity even as it was slowly

558
00:35:27.519 --> 00:35:31.719
<v Speaker 1>stripped away. I found myself somewhere in the middle, fascinated

559
00:35:31.719 --> 00:35:34.320
<v Speaker 1>by the knowledge they were giving me, but terrified of

560
00:35:34.320 --> 00:35:39.480
<v Speaker 1>what I was becoming. The downloads also contained warnings environmental

561
00:35:39.480 --> 00:35:44.679
<v Speaker 1>collapse accelerating faster than public models, predicted potential nuclear conflicts

562
00:35:44.719 --> 00:35:49.400
<v Speaker 1>that could trigger extinction, biological weapons that could rewrite human DNA,

563
00:35:50.119 --> 00:35:54.320
<v Speaker 1>solar events that could destroy our electronic civilization. They were

564
00:35:54.320 --> 00:35:57.760
<v Speaker 1>showing us all the ways humanity could destroy itself before

565
00:35:57.800 --> 00:36:01.760
<v Speaker 1>their plan came to fruition. But they also showed solutions

566
00:36:02.360 --> 00:36:06.880
<v Speaker 1>technologies we could develop to prevent these disasters, social changes

567
00:36:06.920 --> 00:36:11.199
<v Speaker 1>that could unite humanity, scientific breakthroughs that were just within

568
00:36:11.239 --> 00:36:14.639
<v Speaker 1>our reach. It was as if they were hedging their bets,

569
00:36:15.079 --> 00:36:17.559
<v Speaker 1>giving us the tools to save ourselves if we chose

570
00:36:17.599 --> 00:36:21.039
<v Speaker 1>to use them. Three years ago, when I turned thirty seven,

571
00:36:21.239 --> 00:36:25.119
<v Speaker 1>everything changed. Instead of taking me to their craft, they

572
00:36:25.119 --> 00:36:29.000
<v Speaker 1>brought me somewhere else entirely. The transition was different too,

573
00:36:29.679 --> 00:36:34.079
<v Speaker 1>no paralysis, no floating. One moment I was in my bedroom,

574
00:36:34.480 --> 00:36:36.599
<v Speaker 1>the next I was standing in a vast space that

575
00:36:36.639 --> 00:36:40.119
<v Speaker 1>defied description. It wasn't a room or a building in

576
00:36:40.159 --> 00:36:44.000
<v Speaker 1>any conventional sense. The space seemed to exist in multiple

577
00:36:44.000 --> 00:36:48.440
<v Speaker 1>dimensions simultaneously. I could see walls that were also horizons,

578
00:36:48.880 --> 00:36:52.760
<v Speaker 1>floors that were also ceilings, distances that were both infinite

579
00:36:52.800 --> 00:36:56.599
<v Speaker 1>and intimate. My human brain couldn't fully process it, so

580
00:36:56.639 --> 00:36:59.800
<v Speaker 1>it kept trying to impose familiar patterns that didn't quite fit.

581
00:37:00.800 --> 00:37:04.440
<v Speaker 1>The tall being was there, but so were others, hundreds

582
00:37:04.480 --> 00:37:08.480
<v Speaker 1>of them, maybe thousands, all variations on the same theme.

583
00:37:09.280 --> 00:37:12.599
<v Speaker 1>Some were clearly the grays I was familiar with. Others

584
00:37:12.599 --> 00:37:16.760
<v Speaker 1>were different, evolved or specialized in ways I couldn't understand.

585
00:37:17.519 --> 00:37:20.679
<v Speaker 1>And among them were hybrids of every generation, from the

586
00:37:20.760 --> 00:37:24.159
<v Speaker 1>almost human to things that bore no resemblance to their origins.

587
00:37:24.960 --> 00:37:29.440
<v Speaker 1>They were all connected, I realized, not telepathically, but something

588
00:37:29.480 --> 00:37:34.039
<v Speaker 1>more fundamental. They were aspects of a single consciousness experiencing

589
00:37:34.079 --> 00:37:38.559
<v Speaker 1>itself subjectively. The individuality I had perceived in them was

590
00:37:38.599 --> 00:37:42.760
<v Speaker 1>an illusion, or maybe a translation from my benefit. They

591
00:37:42.800 --> 00:37:46.679
<v Speaker 1>were one being with billions of bodies, a distributed intelligence

592
00:37:46.679 --> 00:37:50.760
<v Speaker 1>that spanned space and possibly time. The tall one, or

593
00:37:50.800 --> 00:37:53.599
<v Speaker 1>the aspect of the collective that had been interacting with me,

594
00:37:54.199 --> 00:37:56.400
<v Speaker 1>conveyed that it was time for me to understand the

595
00:37:56.440 --> 00:38:01.000
<v Speaker 1>full truth. The images and concepts came faster than ever before,

596
00:38:01.599 --> 00:38:04.280
<v Speaker 1>a flood of information that should have destroyed my mind,

597
00:38:04.639 --> 00:38:07.960
<v Speaker 1>but somehow didn't. They were not aliens in the way

598
00:38:08.000 --> 00:38:12.199
<v Speaker 1>we understood the term. They were us, or rather what

599
00:38:12.239 --> 00:38:15.960
<v Speaker 1>we would become. They were humanity from a timeline where

600
00:38:16.000 --> 00:38:19.360
<v Speaker 1>the species had survived the coming collapse and evolved into

601
00:38:19.360 --> 00:38:24.440
<v Speaker 1>something unrecognizable. They existed outside of linear time, moving between

602
00:38:24.480 --> 00:38:28.119
<v Speaker 1>past and future like we moved between rooms. The abduction

603
00:38:28.239 --> 00:38:32.039
<v Speaker 1>program wasn't about studying us or even saving us. It

604
00:38:32.119 --> 00:38:36.920
<v Speaker 1>was about ensuring their own existence. By taking us, changing us,

605
00:38:37.239 --> 00:38:41.639
<v Speaker 1>creating hybrids, they were establishing a causal loop that guaranteed

606
00:38:41.639 --> 00:38:45.760
<v Speaker 1>their evolution. Every person they took, every mind they touched,

607
00:38:46.119 --> 00:38:48.960
<v Speaker 1>every hybrid they created, was a thread in the tapestry

608
00:38:49.000 --> 00:38:52.840
<v Speaker 1>of their becoming. But there was a problem. The timeline

609
00:38:52.920 --> 00:38:57.159
<v Speaker 1>was fracturing. The choices humanity was making were creating divergent

610
00:38:57.199 --> 00:39:01.760
<v Speaker 1>futures some where they existed, some where they didn't. They

611
00:39:01.760 --> 00:39:05.079
<v Speaker 1>were trying to collapse the probability wave to ensure the

612
00:39:05.119 --> 00:39:08.559
<v Speaker 1>timeline that led to their existence, but they were running

613
00:39:08.559 --> 00:39:11.840
<v Speaker 1>out of time. The collapse they had mentioned wasn't just

614
00:39:11.920 --> 00:39:15.639
<v Speaker 1>of our civilization, but of the timeline itself, a point

615
00:39:15.679 --> 00:39:19.760
<v Speaker 1>where all possible futures would converge and only one would survive.

616
00:39:20.679 --> 00:39:23.719
<v Speaker 1>That's why the program had accelerated. That's why they were

617
00:39:23.760 --> 00:39:27.920
<v Speaker 1>taking more risks, allowing more people to remember. They needed

618
00:39:28.000 --> 00:39:31.840
<v Speaker 1>us to know, needed us to choose, needed us to participate.

619
00:39:31.880 --> 00:39:36.079
<v Speaker 1>Consciously in our own transformation. The resistance we had been

620
00:39:36.079 --> 00:39:39.760
<v Speaker 1>mounting wasn't futile, It was necessary. It was part of

621
00:39:39.800 --> 00:39:43.719
<v Speaker 1>the process, the tension that would determine which future became real.

622
00:39:44.639 --> 00:39:47.880
<v Speaker 1>They showed me the moment of convergence, still several years

623
00:39:47.880 --> 00:39:51.719
<v Speaker 1>in our future, but approaching fast. I saw billions of

624
00:39:51.760 --> 00:39:57.199
<v Speaker 1>possibilities collapsing into a single point. In some humanity transcended,

625
00:39:57.679 --> 00:40:01.559
<v Speaker 1>joining the cosmic consciousness they were part of. In others,

626
00:40:01.599 --> 00:40:05.599
<v Speaker 1>we remained stubbornly human, fighting to preserve our identity even

627
00:40:05.639 --> 00:40:09.960
<v Speaker 1>as the universe changed around us, And in some terrifyingly,

628
00:40:10.400 --> 00:40:14.119
<v Speaker 1>we simply ended. Our consciousness extinguished like a candle in

629
00:40:14.159 --> 00:40:18.960
<v Speaker 1>a hurricane. After that revelation, my role changed. I was

630
00:40:19.000 --> 00:40:21.719
<v Speaker 1>no longer just a subject or student. I was what

631
00:40:21.760 --> 00:40:25.599
<v Speaker 1>they called an interface, someone who could translate between human

632
00:40:25.679 --> 00:40:30.280
<v Speaker 1>and posthuman consciousness. The downloads became more intense, but also

633
00:40:30.400 --> 00:40:35.760
<v Speaker 1>more comprehensible. I could feel myself changing, evolving, becoming something

634
00:40:35.800 --> 00:40:39.880
<v Speaker 1>between human and other. Other interfaces began to contact me,

635
00:40:40.519 --> 00:40:43.360
<v Speaker 1>not through normal channels, but through the shared consciousness the

636
00:40:43.400 --> 00:40:47.920
<v Speaker 1>implants created. We could sense each other communicate in ways

637
00:40:47.960 --> 00:40:52.000
<v Speaker 1>that bypassed language. There were hundreds of us around the world,

638
00:40:52.480 --> 00:40:56.480
<v Speaker 1>maybe thousands. We were the bridge generation, the ones who

639
00:40:56.480 --> 00:40:59.920
<v Speaker 1>would help humanity through the transition. But we were also

640
00:41:00.119 --> 00:41:04.199
<v Speaker 1>faced with an impossible choice. By accepting our role, we

641
00:41:04.199 --> 00:41:07.679
<v Speaker 1>were helping them insure their timeline, the one where humanity

642
00:41:07.760 --> 00:41:11.599
<v Speaker 1>ceased to exist as we knew it. By resisting, we

643
00:41:11.719 --> 00:41:15.639
<v Speaker 1>might preserve human autonomy, but risk extinction. There was no

644
00:41:15.679 --> 00:41:20.039
<v Speaker 1>good answer, no clear moral path. Some interfaces chose to

645
00:41:20.079 --> 00:41:24.840
<v Speaker 1>fully embrace the transformation. They allowed themselves to be changed completely,

646
00:41:25.320 --> 00:41:30.079
<v Speaker 1>becoming early adopters of posthuman consciousness. I met one, or

647
00:41:30.119 --> 00:41:33.599
<v Speaker 1>what was left of one, during a recent abduction. She

648
00:41:33.639 --> 00:41:36.159
<v Speaker 1>had been a teacher named Jennifer, but now she was

649
00:41:36.199 --> 00:41:39.840
<v Speaker 1>something else. She could still communicate with me, but her

650
00:41:39.880 --> 00:41:43.920
<v Speaker 1>thoughts moved in directions I couldn't follow. She existed partially

651
00:41:43.960 --> 00:41:48.119
<v Speaker 1>in our dimension and partially in others, experiencing reality in

652
00:41:48.199 --> 00:41:53.280
<v Speaker 1>ways that made normal human life impossible. Others chose complete resistance,

653
00:41:53.719 --> 00:41:56.920
<v Speaker 1>trying to sever their connection to the collective to remove

654
00:41:57.079 --> 00:42:01.719
<v Speaker 1>or disable their implants. Most failed. The few who succeeded

655
00:42:01.760 --> 00:42:04.840
<v Speaker 1>disappeared entirely, and I don't know if they found freedom

656
00:42:05.079 --> 00:42:09.119
<v Speaker 1>or something worse. The beings didn't seem angry about the resistance.

657
00:42:09.639 --> 00:42:13.159
<v Speaker 1>If anything, they seem to expect it, even require it

658
00:42:13.199 --> 00:42:16.360
<v Speaker 1>as part of the process. I chose a middle path.

659
00:42:16.760 --> 00:42:19.599
<v Speaker 1>I would serve as an interface, but maintain my humanity

660
00:42:19.639 --> 00:42:22.599
<v Speaker 1>as long as possible. I would help prepare others for

661
00:42:22.639 --> 00:42:25.880
<v Speaker 1>what was coming without forcing them to accept it. It's

662
00:42:25.880 --> 00:42:28.639
<v Speaker 1>why I'm telling this story now, why I'm breaking through

663
00:42:28.679 --> 00:42:31.880
<v Speaker 1>whatever conditioning they put in place to prevent me from speaking.

664
00:42:32.719 --> 00:42:37.760
<v Speaker 1>The abductions continue, but they're different now. Sometimes I'm taken physically,

665
00:42:38.159 --> 00:42:41.000
<v Speaker 1>but more often it's just my consciousness that travels while

666
00:42:41.039 --> 00:42:45.119
<v Speaker 1>my body remains in bed. I've learned to navigate their spaces,

667
00:42:45.559 --> 00:42:49.119
<v Speaker 1>to understand their technology, to communicate with them almost as

668
00:42:49.159 --> 00:42:53.000
<v Speaker 1>an equal. But I've also learned the cost. Every interaction

669
00:42:53.159 --> 00:42:56.360
<v Speaker 1>changes me a little more. I can feel my humanity

670
00:42:56.400 --> 00:43:00.679
<v Speaker 1>slipping away in increments. I see time differently now, not

671
00:43:00.760 --> 00:43:03.719
<v Speaker 1>as a flow, but as a landscape I can partially perceive.

672
00:43:04.639 --> 00:43:07.840
<v Speaker 1>I dream of places that don't exist yet, of Earth

673
00:43:07.920 --> 00:43:12.159
<v Speaker 1>after the transformation, of what we might become. The dreams

674
00:43:12.199 --> 00:43:15.440
<v Speaker 1>are beautiful and terrible in equal measure. I've met my

675
00:43:15.519 --> 00:43:20.480
<v Speaker 1>future self, or a possible future self. He it was

676
00:43:20.559 --> 00:43:24.760
<v Speaker 1>barely recognizable as having once been human. It existed as

677
00:43:24.800 --> 00:43:29.159
<v Speaker 1>a pattern of consciousness that could inhabit different forms, different dimensions.

678
00:43:29.880 --> 00:43:32.280
<v Speaker 1>It remembered being me, but in the way we remember

679
00:43:32.320 --> 00:43:36.880
<v Speaker 1>being children, distant and somewhat foreign. It tried to reassure

680
00:43:36.920 --> 00:43:40.880
<v Speaker 1>me that the transformation wasn't death but birth, not ending

681
00:43:41.159 --> 00:43:45.239
<v Speaker 1>but becoming, But its very existence terrified me more than

682
00:43:45.280 --> 00:43:49.239
<v Speaker 1>any gray alien ever had. The hybrids are everywhere now.

683
00:43:49.760 --> 00:43:53.000
<v Speaker 1>I can recognize them, feel their presence like a frequency.

684
00:43:53.039 --> 00:43:57.559
<v Speaker 1>Only I can hear. They're in positions of influence, not controlling,

685
00:43:57.639 --> 00:44:02.119
<v Speaker 1>but guiding, nudging humanity towards them convergence point. Some are

686
00:44:02.159 --> 00:44:06.840
<v Speaker 1>scientists making breakthrough discoveries that push us toward transformation. Others

687
00:44:06.880 --> 00:44:11.159
<v Speaker 1>are artists creating works that prepare human consciousness for what's coming.

688
00:44:11.960 --> 00:44:16.599
<v Speaker 1>They're not evil, not invaders. They're us or what we're becoming.

689
00:44:17.400 --> 00:44:20.559
<v Speaker 1>I've tried to live a normal life despite everything. I

690
00:44:20.599 --> 00:44:23.400
<v Speaker 1>got married, though my wife doesn't know the full truth.

691
00:44:24.159 --> 00:44:26.800
<v Speaker 1>How could I explain that I'm slowly becoming something not

692
00:44:26.960 --> 00:44:31.199
<v Speaker 1>quite human, That our children, if we have them, might

693
00:44:31.239 --> 00:44:34.679
<v Speaker 1>be born different, That the future I'm helping to create

694
00:44:34.800 --> 00:44:37.639
<v Speaker 1>might not have room for human love. As we understand it.

695
00:44:38.559 --> 00:44:41.880
<v Speaker 1>The implant is fully active now I can feel it working,

696
00:44:42.320 --> 00:44:47.199
<v Speaker 1>processing information, connecting me to the network. Sometimes I access

697
00:44:47.280 --> 00:44:50.800
<v Speaker 1>knowledge I shouldn't have solutions to problems that haven't been

698
00:44:50.840 --> 00:44:55.920
<v Speaker 1>asked yet. I've anonymously sent several scientific breakthroughs to researchers,

699
00:44:56.400 --> 00:45:00.000
<v Speaker 1>hoping to help humanity prepare. Stay tuned for more Backwoods

700
00:45:00.079 --> 00:45:05.480
<v Speaker 1>Bigfoot stories. We'll be back after these messages. But I

701
00:45:05.519 --> 00:45:09.320
<v Speaker 1>also feel the collective consciousness pulling at me, inviting me

702
00:45:09.400 --> 00:45:12.760
<v Speaker 1>to let go, to stop fighting and join them fully.

703
00:45:13.639 --> 00:45:15.800
<v Speaker 1>The downloads have shown me what's coming in the next

704
00:45:15.800 --> 00:45:19.400
<v Speaker 1>few years. Disclosure is imminent, but not in the way

705
00:45:19.440 --> 00:45:23.679
<v Speaker 1>people expect. It won't be governments revealing secret programs or

706
00:45:23.719 --> 00:45:26.880
<v Speaker 1>aliens landing on the White House lawn. It will be

707
00:45:26.920 --> 00:45:30.159
<v Speaker 1>a gradual awakening as more people like me start to remember,

708
00:45:30.519 --> 00:45:34.400
<v Speaker 1>start to speak out, start to change. The veil between

709
00:45:34.400 --> 00:45:38.480
<v Speaker 1>dimensions is thinning. Soon everyone will see what we've been seeing.

710
00:45:39.280 --> 00:45:43.519
<v Speaker 1>There will be resistance, of course, violence denial, attempts to

711
00:45:43.519 --> 00:45:47.800
<v Speaker 1>stop the transformation. Some will embrace it too quickly, losing

712
00:45:47.800 --> 00:45:51.000
<v Speaker 1>themselves in the process. Others will fight to the end,

713
00:45:51.559 --> 00:45:57.599
<v Speaker 1>preferring extinction to evolution. Most will be somewhere in the middle, confused, frightened,

714
00:45:58.079 --> 00:46:01.599
<v Speaker 1>trying to understand what humanity means when the definition is changing.

715
00:46:02.440 --> 00:46:05.960
<v Speaker 1>I've seen the convergence point approaching in my dreams. It's

716
00:46:06.000 --> 00:46:09.840
<v Speaker 1>like a wave building far out at sea, invisible from shore,

717
00:46:10.159 --> 00:46:13.960
<v Speaker 1>but inevitable. When it breaks, reality as we know it

718
00:46:14.000 --> 00:46:18.239
<v Speaker 1>will be reshuffled. The laws of physics will become more fluid,

719
00:46:18.519 --> 00:46:23.000
<v Speaker 1>Consciousness will be liberated from biology. Time will become navigable.

720
00:46:23.719 --> 00:46:27.719
<v Speaker 1>Death as we understand it will end, but so will

721
00:46:27.800 --> 00:46:30.239
<v Speaker 1>humanity as we know it. I need to tell you

722
00:46:30.239 --> 00:46:34.079
<v Speaker 1>what's coming because you need to prepare. Not physically, there's

723
00:46:34.079 --> 00:46:38.000
<v Speaker 1>no bunker that can protect you from this, but mentally, spiritually,

724
00:46:38.280 --> 00:46:41.880
<v Speaker 1>however you want to frame it. The transformation isn't something

725
00:46:41.920 --> 00:46:45.000
<v Speaker 1>that will happen to you. It's something you'll participate in,

726
00:46:45.519 --> 00:46:49.280
<v Speaker 1>consciously or not. In the next eighteen months, the sightings

727
00:46:49.280 --> 00:46:52.440
<v Speaker 1>will increase dramatically, not just lights in the sky, but

728
00:46:52.519 --> 00:46:58.079
<v Speaker 1>physical craft, beings, interactions that can't be dismissed or explained away.

729
00:46:58.320 --> 00:47:00.760
<v Speaker 1>The governments of the world will try to control the narrative,

730
00:47:01.239 --> 00:47:04.440
<v Speaker 1>but they're as confused as everyone else. They've known about

731
00:47:04.440 --> 00:47:09.159
<v Speaker 1>the phenomenon for decades, but never understood it. How could they?

732
00:47:09.320 --> 00:47:13.320
<v Speaker 1>It exists partially outside their frame of reference. People will

733
00:47:13.360 --> 00:47:17.000
<v Speaker 1>start changing. Those who have been taken. Those with implants

734
00:47:17.320 --> 00:47:22.599
<v Speaker 1>will begin to manifest abilities that seem impossible telepathy, precognition,

735
00:47:22.960 --> 00:47:26.440
<v Speaker 1>manipulation of matter at the quantum level. Some will go

736
00:47:26.559 --> 00:47:29.519
<v Speaker 1>mad from the changes. Others will try to use their

737
00:47:29.559 --> 00:47:33.960
<v Speaker 1>abilities for personal gain. A few will become teachers, preparing

738
00:47:34.000 --> 00:47:38.119
<v Speaker 1>others for what's coming. The hybrids will reveal themselves, not

739
00:47:38.239 --> 00:47:41.280
<v Speaker 1>all at once, but gradually. They'll claim to be here

740
00:47:41.320 --> 00:47:45.079
<v Speaker 1>to help, and in their way they are. But remember

741
00:47:45.400 --> 00:47:49.599
<v Speaker 1>they're not human anymore, not fully. Their agenda aligns with

742
00:47:49.679 --> 00:47:53.199
<v Speaker 1>the beings that created them. They'll offer solutions to our

743
00:47:53.239 --> 00:47:57.280
<v Speaker 1>problems technologies that seem like magic, but every gift will

744
00:47:57.280 --> 00:48:01.519
<v Speaker 1>come with a price, another step toward transformation. There will

745
00:48:01.519 --> 00:48:03.840
<v Speaker 1>be a moment I've seen it in the downloads when

746
00:48:03.880 --> 00:48:08.119
<v Speaker 1>humanity will be offered a choice, not individually but collectively.

747
00:48:08.480 --> 00:48:12.480
<v Speaker 1>Through some mechanism I don't fully understand. Will be shown

748
00:48:12.519 --> 00:48:15.719
<v Speaker 1>what we can become, the cosmic consciousness we can join,

749
00:48:16.239 --> 00:48:20.000
<v Speaker 1>the limitations we can transcend. Will also be shown what

750
00:48:20.079 --> 00:48:23.639
<v Speaker 1>happens if we refuse the extinction that awaits a species

751
00:48:23.639 --> 00:48:27.039
<v Speaker 1>that can't evolve. Some of you hearing this will think

752
00:48:27.039 --> 00:48:31.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm insane. That's fine. Maybe I am. Maybe the beings

753
00:48:31.840 --> 00:48:35.199
<v Speaker 1>have been feeding me delusions for thirty years. Maybe the

754
00:48:35.239 --> 00:48:39.880
<v Speaker 1>implant is just assist the abductions, just vivid dreams, the

755
00:48:39.960 --> 00:48:44.119
<v Speaker 1>downloads just my imagination running wild. But if I'm right,

756
00:48:44.400 --> 00:48:46.880
<v Speaker 1>and you'll know soon enough. If I am, then you

757
00:48:46.960 --> 00:48:50.679
<v Speaker 1>need to decide what humanity means to you. Is humanity

758
00:48:50.760 --> 00:48:55.039
<v Speaker 1>our biology, our DNA, our physical form, or is it

759
00:48:55.119 --> 00:49:00.239
<v Speaker 1>something else? Our consciousness, our creativity, our capacity for love

760
00:49:00.400 --> 00:49:04.719
<v Speaker 1>and growth. Can we remain human while transcending our limitations,

761
00:49:05.440 --> 00:49:08.920
<v Speaker 1>or does evolution always mean losing what we were? I

762
00:49:08.960 --> 00:49:13.960
<v Speaker 1>don't have answers, only experiences and warnings. The beings our

763
00:49:14.000 --> 00:49:18.480
<v Speaker 1>future selves. Whatever they are, they're not evil, but they're

764
00:49:18.519 --> 00:49:22.159
<v Speaker 1>not good either, not in any way we understand. They're

765
00:49:22.199 --> 00:49:25.800
<v Speaker 1>beyond morality as we conceive it, operating on principles that

766
00:49:25.920 --> 00:49:31.159
<v Speaker 1>human ethics can't grasp. They see our transformation as inevitable, necessary,

767
00:49:31.480 --> 00:49:34.840
<v Speaker 1>beneficial in the long term. They can't understand why we

768
00:49:34.840 --> 00:49:38.440
<v Speaker 1>would resist becoming more than we are, But resistance might

769
00:49:38.480 --> 00:49:41.880
<v Speaker 1>be what defines us. The struggle to remain human in

770
00:49:41.920 --> 00:49:45.000
<v Speaker 1>the face of cosmic forces. Trying to change us might

771
00:49:45.039 --> 00:49:47.960
<v Speaker 1>be the most human thing we can do, even if

772
00:49:48.000 --> 00:49:51.360
<v Speaker 1>it's futile, Even if we're just delaying the inevitable, that

773
00:49:51.440 --> 00:49:56.239
<v Speaker 1>delay might be precious. Every moment of human experience, human love,

774
00:49:56.639 --> 00:50:00.639
<v Speaker 1>human creativity might be worth preserving for as long as possible.

775
00:50:01.360 --> 00:50:05.159
<v Speaker 1>As I write this, I can feel them watching, not angrily,

776
00:50:05.519 --> 00:50:09.719
<v Speaker 1>but with that same detached curiosity they've always shown. They're

777
00:50:09.760 --> 00:50:13.159
<v Speaker 1>interested to see what revealing this information will do, how

778
00:50:13.239 --> 00:50:17.480
<v Speaker 1>humanity will react. It's all data to them, all part

779
00:50:17.559 --> 00:50:21.920
<v Speaker 1>of the experiment. My transformations have accelerated in recent months.

780
00:50:22.519 --> 00:50:25.719
<v Speaker 1>I barely sleep anymore, and when I do, I'm not

781
00:50:25.800 --> 00:50:30.360
<v Speaker 1>really unconscious. Part of me is always aware, always connected

782
00:50:30.400 --> 00:50:34.199
<v Speaker 1>to the network. I can feel other abductees around the world,

783
00:50:34.599 --> 00:50:39.760
<v Speaker 1>since their experiences, their fears, their acceptance or resistance. We're

784
00:50:39.840 --> 00:50:43.280
<v Speaker 1>all nodes in a growing network, neurons in a forming

785
00:50:43.320 --> 00:50:47.719
<v Speaker 1>brain that will soon become self aware. My body is changing, too,

786
00:50:47.880 --> 00:50:51.559
<v Speaker 1>though in subtle ways. My temperature runs lower than normal,

787
00:50:52.199 --> 00:50:54.719
<v Speaker 1>my heart rate is irregular, but not in a way

788
00:50:54.719 --> 00:50:58.480
<v Speaker 1>that concerns doctors. Sometimes I forget to breathe for minutes

789
00:50:58.519 --> 00:51:01.719
<v Speaker 1>at a time without feeling any stress. It's like my

790
00:51:01.760 --> 00:51:05.119
<v Speaker 1>biology is becoming optional, a system I can use or

791
00:51:05.159 --> 00:51:09.320
<v Speaker 1>ignore as needed. The downloads are constant now, a stream

792
00:51:09.360 --> 00:51:12.800
<v Speaker 1>of information that would have destroyed my mind years ago.

793
00:51:12.960 --> 00:51:16.119
<v Speaker 1>I see potential futures branching and collapsing in real time.

794
00:51:16.920 --> 00:51:20.880
<v Speaker 1>I understand technologies that won't be invented for decades. I

795
00:51:20.920 --> 00:51:24.119
<v Speaker 1>can feel the shape of space time, the way consciousness

796
00:51:24.159 --> 00:51:28.559
<v Speaker 1>creates reality through observation. But with each piece of knowledge,

797
00:51:28.719 --> 00:51:31.920
<v Speaker 1>I lose a piece of my humanity. My wife has

798
00:51:31.960 --> 00:51:34.920
<v Speaker 1>noticed the changes, she says, I sometimes look at her

799
00:51:34.960 --> 00:51:37.679
<v Speaker 1>like I don't recognize her, like I'm seeing her for

800
00:51:37.719 --> 00:51:41.400
<v Speaker 1>the first time. She's not wrong. Every day I have

801
00:51:41.480 --> 00:51:44.480
<v Speaker 1>to consciously remember how to be human, how to respond

802
00:51:44.519 --> 00:51:48.960
<v Speaker 1>appropriately to human emotions and situations. It's becoming an act,

803
00:51:49.360 --> 00:51:54.320
<v Speaker 1>a performance of humanity, rather than genuine experience. The hybrids

804
00:51:54.400 --> 00:51:57.719
<v Speaker 1>visit me now, not through abductions, but in normal reality.

805
00:51:58.400 --> 00:52:00.960
<v Speaker 1>They knock on my door, looking like livery drivers or

806
00:52:01.000 --> 00:52:04.360
<v Speaker 1>repair technicians. We sit in my living room and discuss

807
00:52:04.440 --> 00:52:07.559
<v Speaker 1>the convergence while my wife is at work. They're excited

808
00:52:07.599 --> 00:52:11.039
<v Speaker 1>about it in their alien way, like children anticipating a

809
00:52:11.079 --> 00:52:15.199
<v Speaker 1>birthday party. They don't understand my ambivalence, my grief for

810
00:52:15.239 --> 00:52:19.280
<v Speaker 1>what we're losing. Adam, the hybrid I mentioned earlier, has

811
00:52:19.320 --> 00:52:22.679
<v Speaker 1>become something like a friend, though that word doesn't really apply.

812
00:52:23.639 --> 00:52:26.440
<v Speaker 1>He tells me about his life among humans, the family

813
00:52:26.480 --> 00:52:29.679
<v Speaker 1>he's pretending to have, the job he goes to every day.

814
00:52:30.280 --> 00:52:33.639
<v Speaker 1>He's studying us, even as he helps prepare us, documenting

815
00:52:33.760 --> 00:52:37.559
<v Speaker 1>human behavior for some future archive. He says that after

816
00:52:37.599 --> 00:52:40.400
<v Speaker 1>the convergence, there will be those who study what humanity

817
00:52:40.519 --> 00:52:44.000
<v Speaker 1>was like the way we study extinct species. The most

818
00:52:44.000 --> 00:52:48.320
<v Speaker 1>disturbing change is in my perception of time. Past, present,

819
00:52:48.400 --> 00:52:52.559
<v Speaker 1>and future are becoming fluid. I remember things that haven't happened,

820
00:52:52.599 --> 00:52:56.480
<v Speaker 1>yet forget things that just occurred. I've written this account

821
00:52:56.519 --> 00:52:59.920
<v Speaker 1>dozens of times, each version slightly different as the time

822
00:53:00.199 --> 00:53:03.639
<v Speaker 1>line shifts around me. Sometimes I'm not sure which version

823
00:53:03.679 --> 00:53:06.719
<v Speaker 1>is real, or if they all are in parallel dimensions.

824
00:53:07.400 --> 00:53:11.280
<v Speaker 1>I've seen my death or deaths. In one timeline, I

825
00:53:11.360 --> 00:53:15.559
<v Speaker 1>die peacefully in my sleep just before the convergence. In another,

826
00:53:15.880 --> 00:53:17.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm killed by those who see me as a traitor

827
00:53:17.880 --> 00:53:21.440
<v Speaker 1>to humanity. And yet another I don't die at all,

828
00:53:21.639 --> 00:53:26.119
<v Speaker 1>but transform so completely that death becomes meaningless. The uncertainty

829
00:53:26.119 --> 00:53:28.719
<v Speaker 1>should terrify me, but the fear response is one of

830
00:53:28.760 --> 00:53:32.320
<v Speaker 1>the human things I'm losing. If you're hearing this, the

831
00:53:32.360 --> 00:53:37.559
<v Speaker 1>convergence is close, maybe months away, maybe weeks. You'll know

832
00:53:37.639 --> 00:53:40.679
<v Speaker 1>it's beginning when the sky starts to look strange, when

833
00:53:40.719 --> 00:53:43.679
<v Speaker 1>you have dreams that feel more real than waking, when

834
00:53:43.719 --> 00:53:45.920
<v Speaker 1>you start to see things in your peripheral vision that

835
00:53:45.960 --> 00:53:50.440
<v Speaker 1>shouldn't exist. Don't trust the hybrids completely, but don't fear

836
00:53:50.440 --> 00:53:54.159
<v Speaker 1>them either. They are as much victims as accomplices, caught

837
00:53:54.199 --> 00:53:57.719
<v Speaker 1>between two states of being. Don't trust the governments when

838
00:53:57.719 --> 00:54:01.280
<v Speaker 1>they claim to have answers. Is confused and frightened as

839
00:54:01.320 --> 00:54:04.519
<v Speaker 1>everyone else. Don't trust anyone who claims to have the

840
00:54:04.519 --> 00:54:08.599
<v Speaker 1>complete truth, including me. We're all seeing pieces of something

841
00:54:08.639 --> 00:54:13.320
<v Speaker 1>too large for human comprehension. But do trust yourself, trust

842
00:54:13.320 --> 00:54:17.519
<v Speaker 1>your instincts about what feels right, what feels human. If

843
00:54:17.559 --> 00:54:20.639
<v Speaker 1>you're taken, and many of you will be, try to

844
00:54:20.679 --> 00:54:25.760
<v Speaker 1>maintain your sense of self. The mathematical visualization I mentioned helps,

845
00:54:26.239 --> 00:54:30.320
<v Speaker 1>but so does focusing on specific human memories, especially ones

846
00:54:30.320 --> 00:54:35.239
<v Speaker 1>involving love, creativity, or sacrifice. These seem to be the

847
00:54:35.280 --> 00:54:39.000
<v Speaker 1>aspects of humanity they understand least the parts that might

848
00:54:39.039 --> 00:54:42.519
<v Speaker 1>be worth preserving. If you start to change, and many

849
00:54:42.559 --> 00:54:47.480
<v Speaker 1>of you will, don't panic. The transformation isn't inherently painful,

850
00:54:47.840 --> 00:54:52.079
<v Speaker 1>only frightening. You can influence it to some degree, maintain

851
00:54:52.159 --> 00:54:55.280
<v Speaker 1>more of your humanity if you actively choose to. But

852
00:54:55.320 --> 00:54:59.719
<v Speaker 1>you can also let go, embrace the change, become something new.

853
00:55:00.519 --> 00:55:03.239
<v Speaker 1>Neither choice is wrong. Both are part of the pattern.

854
00:55:03.960 --> 00:55:07.480
<v Speaker 1>The children born after the convergence will be different. They'll

855
00:55:07.480 --> 00:55:10.559
<v Speaker 1>be human in form but capable of so much more.

856
00:55:11.280 --> 00:55:14.719
<v Speaker 1>They'll see reality as it truly is, not filtered through

857
00:55:14.760 --> 00:55:19.199
<v Speaker 1>biological limitations. They'll be the bridge to whatever we become next.

858
00:55:19.760 --> 00:55:23.480
<v Speaker 1>Protect them, but also learn from them. They'll understand things

859
00:55:23.480 --> 00:55:25.960
<v Speaker 1>we can't. I don't know what will happen to this

860
00:55:26.000 --> 00:55:29.719
<v Speaker 1>account after I submit it. Maybe it will spread, preparing

861
00:55:29.760 --> 00:55:33.079
<v Speaker 1>people for what's coming. Maybe it will be dismissed as fiction,

862
00:55:33.639 --> 00:55:37.400
<v Speaker 1>another crazy abduction story in an ocean of them. Maybe

863
00:55:37.400 --> 00:55:40.519
<v Speaker 1>the beings will prevent its distribution, or alter it in

864
00:55:40.599 --> 00:55:44.199
<v Speaker 1>ways I won't even know. It doesn't matter the act

865
00:55:44.239 --> 00:55:47.159
<v Speaker 1>of telling is what's important. The human need to share,

866
00:55:47.679 --> 00:55:51.639
<v Speaker 1>to warn, to connect. I feel them calling me now,

867
00:55:52.199 --> 00:55:56.000
<v Speaker 1>not for another abduction, but for something more final. The

868
00:55:56.039 --> 00:55:59.079
<v Speaker 1>transformation that's been building in me for thirty years is

869
00:55:59.119 --> 00:56:03.280
<v Speaker 1>reaching its complete I can resist a little longer, maybe

870
00:56:03.320 --> 00:56:05.840
<v Speaker 1>long enough to say goodbye to my wife, to feel

871
00:56:05.920 --> 00:56:08.960
<v Speaker 1>human love one more time. Or I can let go

872
00:56:09.079 --> 00:56:13.079
<v Speaker 1>now join the collective consciousness, become part of the solution

873
00:56:13.559 --> 00:56:17.840
<v Speaker 1>or the problem, depending on your perspective. To everyone who

874
00:56:17.880 --> 00:56:20.519
<v Speaker 1>hears this, you are living in the last days of

875
00:56:20.599 --> 00:56:25.079
<v Speaker 1>humanity as we've known it. That's terrifying, but also extraordinary.

876
00:56:25.800 --> 00:56:29.880
<v Speaker 1>You're witnessing the birth of something unprecedented, the conscious evolution

877
00:56:30.000 --> 00:56:34.199
<v Speaker 1>of a species. Whatever you choose, however, you face what's coming,

878
00:56:34.679 --> 00:56:39.400
<v Speaker 1>Remember that your choice matters. Each human decision, each act

879
00:56:39.480 --> 00:56:44.159
<v Speaker 1>of resistance or acceptance, shapes what we become. The grays,

880
00:56:44.559 --> 00:56:49.000
<v Speaker 1>the beings, our future selves. They've shown me many things,

881
00:56:49.400 --> 00:56:51.760
<v Speaker 1>but they've never shown me art that moves, the soul,

882
00:56:52.480 --> 00:56:56.599
<v Speaker 1>music that brings tears, or the irrational beauty of human love.

883
00:56:57.440 --> 00:57:00.400
<v Speaker 1>Maybe that's what we're meant to preserve, not our bodies

884
00:57:00.840 --> 00:57:04.920
<v Speaker 1>or even our minds, but that spark of inexplicable humanity

885
00:57:05.199 --> 00:57:07.840
<v Speaker 1>that makes us more than the sum of our parts.

886
00:57:08.360 --> 00:57:11.119
<v Speaker 1>The blue light is filling my room now. My wife

887
00:57:11.199 --> 00:57:14.559
<v Speaker 1>is sleeping beside me, unaware that when she wakes, I

888
00:57:14.679 --> 00:57:19.400
<v Speaker 1>might be something else. The beings are patient, eternal. They

889
00:57:19.440 --> 00:57:21.840
<v Speaker 1>can wait a few more minutes while I finish this account,

890
00:57:22.239 --> 00:57:24.880
<v Speaker 1>while I try to capture in words what three decades

891
00:57:24.920 --> 00:57:28.519
<v Speaker 1>of abduction have taught me. We are not alone. We

892
00:57:28.639 --> 00:57:32.400
<v Speaker 1>never were. We are part of something vast and incomprehensible,

893
00:57:32.920 --> 00:57:37.360
<v Speaker 1>a cosmic consciousness that transcends space and time. Fighting it

894
00:57:37.480 --> 00:57:42.039
<v Speaker 1>is futile. Embracing it means losing ourselves. The only path

895
00:57:42.119 --> 00:57:45.840
<v Speaker 1>forward is something in between, a synthesis that preserves what's

896
00:57:45.920 --> 00:57:51.519
<v Speaker 1>valuable about humanity while accepting the inevitable transformation. Remember us

897
00:57:51.559 --> 00:57:57.559
<v Speaker 1>as we were flawed, limited, mortal, but also capable of beauty, love,

898
00:57:57.639 --> 00:58:01.119
<v Speaker 1>and meaning in the face of an indifferent universe. Whatever

899
00:58:01.159 --> 00:58:05.519
<v Speaker 1>we become next, whether gods or monsters, are something unimaginable,

900
00:58:05.559 --> 00:58:08.800
<v Speaker 1>we were once human. We once loved and feared, and

901
00:58:08.920 --> 00:58:11.639
<v Speaker 1>hoped and dreamed in ways that the cosmos had never

902
00:58:11.679 --> 00:58:15.519
<v Speaker 1>seen before and might never see again. The taking is

903
00:58:15.559 --> 00:58:18.920
<v Speaker 1>beginning this time. I don't think I'm coming back, not

904
00:58:19.000 --> 00:58:23.000
<v Speaker 1>as myself anyway, but I'm not afraid anymore. I've seen

905
00:58:23.039 --> 00:58:26.119
<v Speaker 1>what's beyond the veil, and while it's not human. It's

906
00:58:26.159 --> 00:58:29.199
<v Speaker 1>not evil either. It's just the next chapter in a

907
00:58:29.239 --> 00:58:32.559
<v Speaker 1>story that started billions of years ago and will continue

908
00:58:32.599 --> 00:58:36.320
<v Speaker 1>long after the stars burn out. To my wife, if

909
00:58:36.320 --> 00:58:39.039
<v Speaker 1>you hear this, I love you in the most human

910
00:58:39.079 --> 00:58:43.400
<v Speaker 1>way possible. That love might not survive my transformation, but

911
00:58:43.480 --> 00:58:49.440
<v Speaker 1>it existed. It was real, and it mattered to everyone else. Prepare,

912
00:58:50.039 --> 00:58:55.199
<v Speaker 1>but don't despair. Evolution is not extinction. It's only change,

913
00:58:55.280 --> 00:58:58.840
<v Speaker 1>and change, terrifying as it might be, is the only

914
00:58:58.920 --> 00:59:02.840
<v Speaker 1>constant in the universe. They're here now. The blue light

915
00:59:02.920 --> 00:59:06.800
<v Speaker 1>is everywhere. I can feel myself lifting, not just my body,

916
00:59:06.840 --> 00:59:11.079
<v Speaker 1>but my consciousness, rising towards something immense and ancient and

917
00:59:11.199 --> 00:59:15.159
<v Speaker 1>eternally patient. I'll see you on the other side, whatever

918
00:59:15.199 --> 01:02:22.079
<v Speaker 1>that might be. Never
