Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, everything probably says no as far as like, uh,
Speaker 1: just what's going on right now?
Speaker 2: And thank god.
Speaker 1: I mean I'd like emailed three times to make sure
Speaker 1: that there was testing going on, and.
Speaker 2: It's just been weird. You know.
Speaker 1: I've taken this very serious and whatever. And I'm a
Speaker 1: podcaster as well, so number one, it was kind of
Speaker 1: like shit, man, no masks doing this.
Speaker 2: This is kind of crazy. Fuck it, let's do it,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 1: And then the next thing, uh, with someone with your
Speaker 1: career and your fan base and everything. I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm so intrigued. I was like, I hope she asked
Speaker 1: me like you know what I'm saying, like how many
Speaker 1: fingers have been in my ass? I'm just choking. I
Speaker 1: was just I was really genuinely interested. I was like, Yo,
Speaker 1: what the fuck is she gonna ask me? So I
Speaker 1: told my agent and I told my my producer. I
Speaker 1: was like, yo, fuck it right, It's like yeah, fuck it.
Speaker 1: It's like wear a mask if you feel uncomfortable.
Speaker 3: But no, yeah, I like that mentality for sure for me.
Speaker 3: You know, obviously you just never know, and I you know,
Speaker 3: men doing season two, I really you know, with the pandemic,
Speaker 3: we took everything really serious. We had to shut down
Speaker 3: season one earlier than we liked, but we had, you know,
Speaker 3: obviously had to you know, conform to everything. But I
Speaker 3: was like, I'd rather everyone just test and everyone be
Speaker 3: safe and just do it just because the dynamic of
Speaker 3: what my show really is about is we may not
Speaker 3: know each other, but I want us to get to
Speaker 3: know each other and my fans to know us in
Speaker 3: a different light and things like that as well. So
Speaker 3: it's like, I feel sure, I'm fairly very honored. So
Speaker 3: thank you for being out there and being you know,
Speaker 3: just being candid, because I feel like it's you just
Speaker 3: never know. Sometimes the taboo, I think, like Alexis Texas
Speaker 3: makes people run away sometimes, but it's not that bad.
Speaker 1: No, Look, we can literally talk about anything from lollipops
Speaker 1: to cars.
Speaker 2: Like I feel like I'm.
Speaker 3: You want to get down crazy, you want to get
Speaker 3: like I feel like I'm being like pressured.
Speaker 2: I feel like, no, no, no, not at all, not.
Speaker 3: Pressured in a sensor I can't handle. I'm just saying
Speaker 3: with anything, but I'm just saying as far as like
Speaker 3: I feel like you want you want to I feel
Speaker 3: like there's some things that you just want to talk about.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry if I put that narrative out there right
Speaker 1: before the cameras turned on. What I'm getting at is
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm well versed in ready to talk
Speaker 1: about whatever.
Speaker 3: So I'm game, you're down for whatever? Yeah, all right,
Speaker 3: Well I'm excited because we have lots of different parts.
Speaker 3: We're going to talk about you a little bit more.
Speaker 3: Let's introduce yourself. Let's talk about the fun I thinks
Speaker 3: you have going on. You have a podcast that's current
Speaker 3: right now, talk to us us about that, all right?
Speaker 1: So yeah, obviously I've been a jeweler for fifteen years
Speaker 1: now and change.
Speaker 2: I've had a very successful career.
Speaker 1: I've had accolades in the jewelry game that that don't
Speaker 1: even exist with other people if you see like an
Speaker 1: Instagram jeweler and whatever.
Speaker 2: It's kind of like I just got.
Speaker 1: To a certain point where I didn't hit a ceiling,
Speaker 1: but I realized how big Instagram jewelers can get, and
Speaker 1: I never was that person. And I said, look, man,
Speaker 1: I'm about to brand myself because my name itself is
Speaker 1: a name brand. And you know, I've been in over
Speaker 1: forty fifty songs, number one hit songs and things that
Speaker 1: I said, Look, it's time to trademark my name and
Speaker 1: go bigger than what I'm doing. We walk away from
Speaker 1: the Joey brand that exists. I'm gonna do jewelry, but
Speaker 1: I want to venture on and and extend the Ben
Speaker 1: Balller legacy. So you know, I have a cannabis company
Speaker 1: called ben Bald did the Strain, playing off the words
Speaker 1: Ben bar did the Chain. I had a cannabis vight
Speaker 1: pen line that was doing really well. But the only
Speaker 1: problem is I have two other partners. They're being in
Speaker 1: their own worlds, and I think all three of us
Speaker 1: had kind of adopted this project and it ended up
Speaker 1: being an adopted child. So at a certain point we
Speaker 1: all were too busy. And then the pandemic happened parts
Speaker 1: coming from China. That was a fucking nightmare. So that
Speaker 1: dissolved actually in the last sixty days. I have a
Speaker 1: huge contract with MLB Baseball, so thank god they don't
Speaker 1: care about what I do, you know what I mean, Like,
Speaker 1: they definitely care about certain things that I say, Like
Speaker 1: I'll say a lot of shit right and of course
Speaker 1: with me too, and just a bunch of different things
Speaker 1: just be way more you can't be angelized play anymore,
Speaker 1: right if you even know who that is. I had
Speaker 1: when I had my show and I signed off my agency,
Speaker 1: they deleted thirty two thousand tweets of mine.
Speaker 2: I was like, you deleted thirty two.
Speaker 1: Like you know what I'm saying, Like, I can't tell
Speaker 1: you how many times I threaten people's lives. I said,
Speaker 1: I'm God, I found out where you live, come to
Speaker 1: your house. I'm fucking your shit up, and I got
Speaker 1: bail money. After I get out, I'm fucking you up again.
Speaker 1: Put my finger in you ass, hold the hold nine
Speaker 1: and punch you in the mouth. All that crazy shit,
Speaker 1: and like I wanted to kill people. Then I was like,
Speaker 1: all right, I got a chill because I'm trying to
Speaker 1: brow the brand. So I have an NFL endorsement with Snickers.
Speaker 1: I have a Major League Baseball endorsement with Tops doing
Speaker 1: baseball cards. And the crazy thing about it is, in
Speaker 1: twenty twenty, in the pandemic, I've made eight figures in
Speaker 1: baseball cards. Like I'm like, fucking mind blown, you know,
Speaker 1: not from jewelry, which is what you would think, and
Speaker 1: or cannabis. And it just took a whole different direction
Speaker 1: to my brand to where I wasn't ready for it,
Speaker 1: but because I've been in a lot of situations, I
Speaker 1: was like, let me put the seat built on a
Speaker 1: little tighter, and this ride this bitch, you know, and
Speaker 1: so here I am now, So I pretty much now.
Speaker 1: It's like I think, truly the definition is everyone knows
Speaker 1: me as a jeweler. Some people were marry when I
Speaker 1: was music business because I was a successful, successful DJ
Speaker 1: and a executive, But truly the title will be entrepreneur exactly.
Speaker 3: I feel like that's why. It's just like there's not
Speaker 3: that the talent is endless, Like especially being in the
Speaker 3: business for so long and having the connections with everyone
Speaker 3: that you have, it's just like only natural that it
Speaker 3: fits in with even just your brand and who you
Speaker 3: are as a person. Like just I'm sure you know
Speaker 3: the Major League Baseball thing, whatever, didn't like you know
Speaker 3: that it would ever be a thing until sure it
Speaker 3: was a hobby or something that kind of fell into
Speaker 3: your lap or something like that that was kind of
Speaker 3: just happened because it's supposed to happen organically.
Speaker 1: I just feel like in anything I do in life, right,
Speaker 1: if I'm going to be a trash ban. I want
Speaker 1: to be the president of trashman, well, the best trash
Speaker 1: man in the world. When I jumped into this baseball
Speaker 1: card thing, it's like I collected cards thirty years ago,
Speaker 1: right when I was a teenager, and you know, it's
Speaker 1: a whole different world and it's such a like it's
Speaker 1: such an American thing. I was like, I don't really
Speaker 1: know too much about this. They were kind of reluctant
Speaker 1: because of my behavior. Plus I only cannabis, but just
Speaker 1: people were kind of like, like, I don't know about this, dude.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And you speak your mind too much sometimes, I
Speaker 3: think because you don't have like a boundary because you're
Speaker 3: either your own boss. Sometimes I feel like people don't
Speaker 3: know how to take us because I fall on that
Speaker 3: same boat and other avenues. It's like, if you speak
Speaker 3: too much, in my sense, it's I'm adiva. But if
Speaker 3: I speak over too much, you know, then I'm a
Speaker 3: you know, it's just like your level of you gotta
Speaker 3: know your worth. You know what I mean that you're
Speaker 3: showing there and you know you're good at what it
Speaker 3: is because that's just what it is. There's no there's
Speaker 3: no going back, right.
Speaker 1: Some people go to work and they just goll like,
Speaker 1: hey man, when is it five o'clock? Like, all right, cool,
Speaker 1: four fifty nine, four to fifty. They're ready to be
Speaker 1: out the door right with me. You know, I jumped
Speaker 1: into the baseball car game, had no idea, and I
Speaker 1: was like, fuck this. You know I'm about to like,
Speaker 1: if I was important, I'd be like, yo, listen, why
Speaker 1: the fuck would I want to be fucking you know
Speaker 1: this amateur dude like I'm trying to be Peter North.
Speaker 2: You feel me like, oh.
Speaker 1: My god, and you know, and and so I've taken
Speaker 1: that with everything that I've done and even parenting.
Speaker 2: And you know, I guess the only thing I mean,
Speaker 2: should I wish it? I was.
Speaker 1: I don't say I'm just saying I could be a
Speaker 1: better husband, but I'm just so busy. So I really
Speaker 1: try to focus it anytime we can get.
Speaker 3: Yourself thin because there's just a lot of stuff going on, yeah,
Speaker 3: for sure, but that's why there's always room for improvement.
Speaker 3: So if you know that knowledgeably outside and you're thinking it,
Speaker 3: you already know the answer to that, right. That's why
Speaker 3: that big smileing you're afraid, well.
Speaker 2: Know that that O g cush joint got a little smiler,
Speaker 2: but yeah.
Speaker 3: You know, right, it's a little you know, a mixture,
Speaker 3: you know, right, all right, So if you could sum
Speaker 3: up twenty twenty in two words, what would it be?
Speaker 2: Fuck you? I mean we're.
Speaker 1: Honestly, uh, that would be like the first thing I think,
Speaker 1: and then the second thing I think is stupid people,
Speaker 1: you know, and then maybe third be either I don't know,
Speaker 1: Donald Trump or COVID nineteen. It's like, you know, it's
Speaker 1: a it's it's I have so many different opinions, and
Speaker 1: there's so many sides now, you know, it's like it
Speaker 1: was either left or it was right, but now the
Speaker 1: middle is so crazy. And then you got like people
Speaker 1: from fucking not even left to right. They're just who
Speaker 1: never they didn't even know where the fuck they are. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, So it's it's it's it's been an interesting year.
Speaker 3: It definitely has. I'm definitely excited for it to be over.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, but I feel like nothing's gonna change really,
Speaker 3: you know, for a little while, but hopeful for you know, I.
Speaker 1: Think it's gonna I think we start kicking into gear
Speaker 1: maybe around March April.
Speaker 3: Do you think so that early?
Speaker 1: I think, well, by April, everyone who wants to take
Speaker 1: the vaccine can at least those people will at least
Speaker 1: have a little bit of sense of security or sense
Speaker 1: of whether it's false to other people whatever they want
Speaker 1: to think Again, I guess that's why I said, if
Speaker 1: they want to, they could have it by then, right,
Speaker 1: So at least then you know, they have a twelve
Speaker 1: hour window to none necessarily jump into a fucking an
Speaker 1: entire COVID fucking you know party. But I mean they
Speaker 1: you know, it's it's it's a step in the right
Speaker 1: direction at least to try to get to her immunity,
Speaker 1: you know, because if you had COVID, you're anybody's only
Speaker 1: good for two or three months.
Speaker 2: It's like, how much fucking around can you do?
Speaker 1: The bottom line is, man, people just haven't taken it
Speaker 1: serious enough. Some people have and it's like, look, man,
Speaker 1: it's not about you, dick fuck and I'm the most
Speaker 1: selfish cocksucker you know in the world.
Speaker 2: It's not about you. It's about it's about this person's
Speaker 2: friends grandmother, Like, why the fuck do I care?
Speaker 1: Because you're not realizing you affect her. It affects the friend.
Speaker 1: The friend gets the Grandma sick. So at the end
Speaker 1: of the day, look are shit so fucked up as
Speaker 1: it is now no one gives a fuck. Atlanta's wild,
Speaker 1: Florida's wild. Texas is pretty wild, but like you know,
Speaker 1: people here don't give a fuck either.
Speaker 3: So it's like, yeah, I mean, but.
Speaker 2: I mean we're not. The nightclubs are open, strip clubs
Speaker 2: are open, full blown as if it never existed in that,
Speaker 2: you know, in Florida. So I'm just.
Speaker 1: You know, I don't know, man, it's it's it's it
Speaker 1: bums me out of course, like you know, And I
Speaker 1: think people have a misconception because I've made money this
Speaker 1: year that it's not driving me. Ou yeah, I'm going crazy,
Speaker 1: like I got three kids in zoom class, like I
Speaker 1: sitting in the house, you know, and not getting the
Speaker 1: vitamin D that you need or being just being out.
Speaker 3: Like last yeah that too.
Speaker 1: I was on one hundred twenty two flights last year.
Speaker 1: That's fucking two flights a week. Like I was on
Speaker 1: a flight. I was everywhere and then to be to
Speaker 1: stay put. It's, uh, I don't know, man, it's fucked up.
Speaker 1: I had a lot of thoughts, so I think I
Speaker 1: think about my past and damn I fucked up there.
Speaker 1: Damn fucked with this all right? Well, you know, and
Speaker 1: just smoking weed and staying home. It's like, you know,
Speaker 1: it's a trip.
Speaker 3: I feel like myself included I you know, I was.
Speaker 3: I was every day or every weekend on the road.
Speaker 3: I was dancing a different strip club. And it gets
Speaker 3: to that point where the same thing. It's like, you
Speaker 3: didn't have you have time to deal with life and
Speaker 3: like that, but you didn't have time to deal with
Speaker 3: what was internalizing. So the more that I sat home,
Speaker 3: you dealt with stuff that I was like, Man, I
Speaker 3: didn't even know that bothered me anymore. Fuck where did
Speaker 3: this come from? Or whatever? Because it's just so much
Speaker 3: you never and you kind of like let go of
Speaker 3: kind of not the you know, obviously work and what
Speaker 3: we do is our passion and how we like make
Speaker 3: our artistics, you know, selves come out. But it's like,
Speaker 3: where does that line draw from where you're really giving
Speaker 3: into yourself and giving back to you is where they
Speaker 3: say it's self care. It's not just going to get
Speaker 3: a massage and doing you know, a facial or something
Speaker 3: like that. It's about doing the work and actually healing
Speaker 3: and being a better person and every day if it's
Speaker 3: like acknowledging the time or the lack of like what
Speaker 3: fuel you put back into yourself or any of those.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean you articulated that way better than I did.
Speaker 1: But but that was what I was trying to say.
Speaker 1: I mean, really, you know, like there's I've had anxiety
Speaker 1: throughout it, you know. And I do think about that
Speaker 1: often because the easiest way to misinterpret anybody is through
Speaker 1: a caption, through a tweet, something like I could be
Speaker 1: we tweet each other, right, and let's just say, for instance,
Speaker 1: a lot of people might not know me that follow you, right,
Speaker 1: and I'm like, fuck you.
Speaker 2: All I could write is f U c K space
Speaker 2: wyle you Right.
Speaker 1: They're like, why the fuck is that guy saying fuck you?
Speaker 1: You don't know what context it's saying and everything. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, it's just the Internet's crazy, you know. I'm
Speaker 1: just like, motherfucker, I'm talking to my friend. I don't
Speaker 1: follow like people I never met before, Like I'm not
Speaker 1: I'm not me, no no offense. I'm just saying like
Speaker 1: I kind of you know, I've been around a long time.
Speaker 1: I could have been had ten million followers if I
Speaker 1: wanted to suck everyone's diack and kiss asked this whatever
Speaker 1: just I just did in my way and and and
Speaker 1: what I'm getting at is I had seen like all
Speaker 1: these arguments and the turmoil and the fucking civil unrests
Speaker 1: and everything. You're just like, damn, man, I'm guilty of
Speaker 1: this too.
Speaker 2: Man. I need to be a better person. I need
Speaker 2: to go this and do this, and and I'm working
Speaker 2: on it. It's a work in progress.
Speaker 3: That's all we can really do. You know, as people
Speaker 3: is learn and like acknowledge what it is, and then
Speaker 3: you know, change it for what's the better for ourselves,
Speaker 3: because you know, everybody's different. Nobody knows exact hold of
Speaker 3: what we're really supposed to do. It's like what works
Speaker 3: for you in your life and for me is like
Speaker 3: to each his zone is what I live by, as
Speaker 3: long as what works for me and what worked for you.
Speaker 3: But we're all some weight were fused together. And you know,
Speaker 3: if it's if people that we know that are two
Speaker 3: degrees of separation, and you just the understanding of being
Speaker 3: an entrepreneur and being in a world that people may
Speaker 3: judge you a little bit more, or things like that
Speaker 3: just off the top without actually knowing you, it's just
Speaker 3: you come to a common ground. So I feel like
Speaker 3: that's you know, with that being said, like the industry
Speaker 3: you being kind of take it all as it is,
Speaker 3: Like whatever I was going to ask you, what is
Speaker 3: your kind of part? Like how many how close in
Speaker 3: the industry right now? Have you been into you? Have
Speaker 3: you dated girls? Have you had relationships? World you have?
Speaker 3: What is your connection with the porn industry at all?
Speaker 2: Damn? This is some funny shit. Man.
Speaker 1: I did a show like seven years ago and like
Speaker 1: they like ask you, and I think nobody ever got
Speaker 1: to one hundred. They've asked like every celebrity ever and
Speaker 1: that you know, people tap out after three, right. I
Speaker 1: remember like the fourth question, the like Nameles celebrities slept
Speaker 1: when I was like, I can't do it.
Speaker 2: I just had I was like I lost.
Speaker 3: The truth.
Speaker 1: No, what I'm what I'm getting at is, uh, let's
Speaker 1: see where did it start?
Speaker 3: Like were you just like a fan of did you?
Speaker 3: Obviously you said that you have a connection with Jules Jordan.
Speaker 3: He's a close friend of yours.
Speaker 2: I'll break it down.
Speaker 1: So I think as a young kid, I mean I
Speaker 1: grew up in you know, I mean I was born
Speaker 1: in the early seventies, right, so you know it started
Speaker 1: seeing my dad's Playboy magazine and then you're like, all right,
Speaker 1: Playboy like a right cool. Then you see Penhouse, You're like, okay,
Speaker 1: now you're seeing like internal vagina, you know whatever. Playboy's
Speaker 1: kind of like a little glamorous rite.
Speaker 3: Whatever, graduating to parts that you were coming out.
Speaker 1: And then there was a there was a magazine called
Speaker 1: we oh u I and I was like, oh, this
Speaker 1: is like now the penis insidey.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh shit, so.
Speaker 1: I think and when I say my dad, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: My stepdaddy passed away, like right around twelve. I started
Speaker 1: watching these movies and he had him. I was like,
Speaker 1: he didn't know I fucking found them. So he'd leave
Speaker 1: to work and I go watch some shits. I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, and like I'm trying to think of
Speaker 1: anybody that might have been relevant, that's drawn Jeremy or something.
Speaker 2: Right, but like there was like Christy Canyons and people
Speaker 2: like that, right, like legends and VHS days, VHS Days heavy,
Speaker 2: and then fuck, I feel so terrible.
Speaker 1: One of my college she actually played I played sports
Speaker 1: in college, right, won't even get into that because that's
Speaker 1: like what I don't want to talk about.
Speaker 2: But this girl played on the water.
Speaker 1: Polo team at my college, so you know you're playing collegiate,
Speaker 1: you're obviously gone to an elite level of sports. I
Speaker 1: can't remember her fucking name, but she ended up doing porn.
Speaker 1: And the crazy thing was, I was like, WHOA. So
Speaker 1: I dated a chick who was a stripper and the
Speaker 1: girl was featured as a dancer there and I was like,
Speaker 1: I fucking know her. You know, there's no social media,
Speaker 1: there's no nothing, none like that at all. So I
Speaker 1: was like, man, about to talk to this crazy shit
Speaker 1: to this girl boom And when she saw me, she
Speaker 1: was like yo, And I was like, and I didn't
Speaker 1: judge it.
Speaker 3: I've been that girl and you're like, oh fuck, I yeah,
Speaker 3: and you can't get out of it because.
Speaker 2: Oh no, for sure. And so like, you know, just
Speaker 2: being out.
Speaker 1: And I think as I got more popular, like I
Speaker 1: wouldn't say, like, you know, but like there's girls who've
Speaker 1: done whole movies and become like celebrities or did like
Speaker 1: you know whatever. There's sex tapes and shit, and I
Speaker 1: just think as as uh as I got more popular,
Speaker 1: I began to meet a few more people and then
Speaker 1: like I wouldn't say dated, I mean, I mean I
Speaker 1: slept with a few point stars and like one I
Speaker 1: was like all right, man, yeah, man, you like and
Speaker 1: this is my opinion, so you guys want to get
Speaker 1: mad at anything.
Speaker 2: It was just strict.
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah, you're fucked up, like you're fucked
Speaker 1: up in the head, and you know, like, man, like
Speaker 1: you don't need to be doing drugs.
Speaker 2: You're like, damn, this is crazy.
Speaker 3: But were you trying to go like the say of
Speaker 3: a hoole route or like you were just being straight
Speaker 3: up her face like no, you're fucked up, you need help,
Speaker 3: and you were just.
Speaker 2: No, No, I didn't.
Speaker 1: I wish I did it. I just kind of like yeah.
Speaker 1: I just was like I just realized, like this was
Speaker 1: she's just so fucked up. And I wasn't that much
Speaker 1: of a free lover. I felt like you know what
Speaker 1: I mean, Like it was just a weird thing and
Speaker 1: I was like yo. And plus on top of that,
Speaker 1: I was like, yo, this is this just ain't gonna
Speaker 1: work out. And then I dated a chick that was like.
Speaker 2: She was actually really sweet, she was really cool.
Speaker 1: She hadn't done a bunch of porn, but she did
Speaker 1: a porn and she ended up being on like a
Speaker 1: TV show because it because of it and boom, and
Speaker 1: I didn't really think much about it. And then that
Speaker 1: was like I don't know what it was, just something
Speaker 1: just was off. I think even the sex was just off,
Speaker 1: which is the craziest thing in the world, Like and
Speaker 1: an off?
Speaker 3: And what way was it because you you in your
Speaker 3: mind knew because she did porn or was it just
Speaker 3: something that you just chem like your chemistry was just off?
Speaker 1: Like it was just had to be the chemistry, because look,
Speaker 1: I would see this girl take a fucking nine ten
Speaker 1: inch pieces and asked she dpd know what I'm saying
Speaker 1: is I'm like, okay, fuck me because I didn't really
Speaker 1: know a bud.
Speaker 2: The man was like who.
Speaker 3: And we know the porn star's name. I don't want
Speaker 3: are you sure we can love to know who it is?
Speaker 3: All this built up like it's almost like.
Speaker 2: I just I'll tell you all camera. I just can't.
Speaker 1: I feel bad, like I don't want to fucking my
Speaker 1: buck but going on. No, what I'm getting at is
Speaker 1: like we would have sex, and like I was at
Speaker 1: my boy Benji Madden from a good Charlotte and I'm
Speaker 1: at his house and we had been dating.
Speaker 2: I was like, fuck this. We go in the bathroom
Speaker 2: start fucking and I just can't.
Speaker 1: There's multiple times where we had sex and I couldn't come,
Speaker 1: meaning I was hard if he was right, but something
Speaker 1: up here was blocking it, if you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: Because does that happen often?
Speaker 1: No, I want to come, like you know what I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm the king of ten second, I'm like I'm done,
Speaker 1: can't ever again, but like master, yeah, no, I mean,
Speaker 1: I'm just I mean when I want to be obviously,
Speaker 1: but like.
Speaker 2: It was just weird. It was like I don't know
Speaker 2: what the fuck it was, but I just couldn't. It couldn't.
Speaker 1: I couldn't click, like chemistry couldn't click. And so I
Speaker 1: think she got like a complex about it because she'd
Speaker 1: hit her like now, the fucking crazy thing is one
Speaker 1: of my boys. I don't know what the fuck his
Speaker 1: poor name is, but his name is John Johnny and
Speaker 1: he has like a bald head. He's a motorcycle rider.
Speaker 1: He's done enough movie. I've seen him in RANDM little
Speaker 1: things here and there. But he was in my crew
Speaker 1: and he's.
Speaker 2: Like, yo, man, she's hit me up about you, blah blah,
Speaker 2: and I was like, oh, fuck, I'll give it.
Speaker 3: Fuck.
Speaker 1: But I had this obsession with this because there's like
Speaker 1: very few Asian girls in the business, and I was
Speaker 1: like really attracted to fucking Tara Patrick. I was a
Speaker 1: huge fan of hers, and I'd see her out randomly,
Speaker 1: like one of my boys he dated her, and then
Speaker 1: one of my boys dated her and married her, right,
Speaker 1: so like it was a trip. I got to meet
Speaker 1: her and stuff, and then she did.
Speaker 2: I could talk about this girl.
Speaker 1: At least she did a show on Playboy TV, I
Speaker 1: think with another girl, and that girl I data is
Speaker 1: Crystal Knight. If you know who that is, I don't
Speaker 1: Tara Patrick. Crystal Knight did their thing like night Calls
Speaker 1: of the fuck it was.
Speaker 3: I know Tara patter Trick. I've done a couple of
Speaker 3: like signing stuff with her, but I don't know Kristin.
Speaker 3: I have to look it up after this, you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was like this, this is way way back
Speaker 2: in the day.
Speaker 3: I like that.
Speaker 1: So but I met you know, I met I met Jewels,
Speaker 1: I met you know, I know a lot of people, well,
Speaker 1: not a lot, but I know people porn hut, people
Speaker 1: are close with me arias like my girl, and I
Speaker 1: can't say I watch a lot of porn today, but
Speaker 1: but it was something that I was ashamed of for
Speaker 1: so long, and it's kind of like super accepted now.
Speaker 2: So what's kind of funny, you know, but why do.
Speaker 3: You feel like you were ashamed of? Because I feel
Speaker 3: like I feel like definitely more now it's more accepted
Speaker 3: because it's like I feel like mainstream kind of made
Speaker 3: it accepted for people to be like is more like
Speaker 3: we're Before we'd have like softcore and like hardcore movies.
Speaker 3: Well now it's like basically any like mainstream movies, a
Speaker 3: heart of a softcore type of like scene kind of movies.
Speaker 3: So I feel like it just more and more sexuality
Speaker 3: just was more open from you know, different kinds of
Speaker 3: all kinds of things.
Speaker 1: So well, I mean, okay, I know that sounds absolutely crazy, right,
Speaker 1: but I grew up in a very strict household. My
Speaker 1: real father was a professor and also administrative church, so like,
Speaker 1: you know, it's crazy my mom super strict whatever else.
Speaker 1: I don't know if she knew my stepdad had those
Speaker 1: movies or I assume I have no fucking clue because
Speaker 1: we see.
Speaker 2: My mom, She's like not about that life at all.
Speaker 1: But you know, it was just something we didn't talk
Speaker 1: about and talking about my brother and talking about I said,
Speaker 1: no nobody you know, so my friends knew, but like
Speaker 1: it was also awkward thing, like yo, man, you see
Speaker 1: this and this, it's like you know, like it's just something.
Speaker 2: It was just I just felt like it was a
Speaker 2: private thing.
Speaker 3: You weren't like trading porn with your friends.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, I wasn't.
Speaker 3: That was you weren't watching porn with your friends either.
Speaker 1: I remember in college, I don't even know if you're gonna
Speaker 1: go there, but actually I hope you hope you do
Speaker 1: go there there, No hope you go there with with
Speaker 1: with like a crazy thing. But like I remember in college,
Speaker 1: I was going to join a frat and I walk
Speaker 1: into a room and all these there's like five guys
Speaker 1: watching a porno and I'm like, bro, like, how do fun?
Speaker 1: What I'm getting at is if your dick gets hard
Speaker 1: and there's othering but dudes in the room, it's just
Speaker 1: kind of like I was.
Speaker 3: Like, okay, so earlier a question and that's what a pause. Sorry, story,
Speaker 3: but with all their dicks hard.
Speaker 2: I have no idea.
Speaker 3: The other guys that talked about the story was like
Speaker 3: they were just watching it and they didn't know what
Speaker 3: to do because they were at that in between stage
Speaker 3: of like sexuality kind of thing where it's like what
Speaker 3: do you do with the kind of whatever. I don't know,
Speaker 3: but for me, I found it weird with guys, multiple
Speaker 3: guys in a room, just like in a circle jerking
Speaker 3: type of situation. That's how do you get like completely off.
Speaker 1: Look, it's more like it has to be like just
Speaker 1: solo in the house, preferably in the basement or you know,
Speaker 1: or like the private room, the.
Speaker 3: Under the covers.
Speaker 2: You want, like, nah, man, it's gotta be I want
Speaker 2: the motherfucker to be in HD now, you know, Like now,
Speaker 2: it's like.
Speaker 3: Crazy, it's four K before and when I was shooting,
Speaker 3: I didn't even shoot in four K, but I was shooting.
Speaker 3: I guess HD was when it first was the whole thing,
Speaker 3: and I was like, man, I feel like it's very
Speaker 3: like personal, like you see everything, but it's like you're
Speaker 3: actually there.
Speaker 2: No, it's crazy.
Speaker 1: I mean I've watched like some of the stuff now,
Speaker 1: but yeah, you know, I mean it just was That's
Speaker 1: just the awkward thing.
Speaker 2: So like I never really.
Speaker 1: Discussed porn like that and never discussed it with other
Speaker 1: people like that. It wasn't until recently because uh, social
Speaker 1: media whatever. And I don't know why, but porn hum
Speaker 1: followed me for a long time, and finally I was like,
Speaker 1: oh shit, they followed me.
Speaker 2: So I like the young Boom, Like they gave me.
Speaker 3: Like, you know, every a lifetime pass.
Speaker 1: They gave me the lifetime pass, they gave me the
Speaker 1: you know they give special. Yeah, they gave me like
Speaker 1: the little ugly sweater special, gave me the hoodies and
Speaker 1: things and whatever.
Speaker 2: And then it's kind of like.
Speaker 3: For an award there, you know, the awards coming up.
Speaker 1: I know, you know what the funny thing is. I
Speaker 1: know Aria is mad at me. She's invited me like
Speaker 1: two or three times to sit like in front boom
Speaker 1: kind of. But like again, my wife is pretty conservative,
Speaker 1: so like, you know it, I don't want to bump
Speaker 1: her out because she worked so hard. It's such a
Speaker 1: great mom, so like that part of.
Speaker 3: It didn't invite her with you. I mean, that's like
Speaker 3: a raunchy situation. It's very even, it's very you know
Speaker 3: what I mean, Like I went last year was the
Speaker 3: first time that I was a part of their show,
Speaker 3: and I went and it was I mean, it was
Speaker 3: very entertaining.
Speaker 2: Was it the one at the Blasco? It was like
Speaker 2: right up the street right here at the Blasco. Did
Speaker 2: Lenna the plug that she win the celebrity thing? Was
Speaker 2: that the year before? Okay, anyways, my wife is just
Speaker 2: she just yeah, it's not her thing.
Speaker 3: Which you guys aren't watching porn together. It's a so
Speaker 3: low situation.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't think she really watches por I don't
Speaker 2: think she. I mean, I can't. I don't think she's
Speaker 2: even watched porn probably in ten years.
Speaker 3: I think her porn search would be if she did.
Speaker 1: Something like Channing Tatum looking type of dude, like the whole.
Speaker 3: Magic Mic experience, So hello guys or solo guys. Yeah, definitely,
Speaker 3: and look at people sometimes it's like Girl Girl will
Speaker 3: get them off. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I think I think she'd watch Girl Girl too, do
Speaker 1: you know what I mean?
Speaker 2: I think she'd watch that.
Speaker 1: Everything else she's not watching, like fucking gang bangs and
Speaker 1: cocaane and everything she's not watching, like you know, black
Speaker 1: raw or fucking black.
Speaker 3: She's not. I think she was not going like deep
Speaker 3: dark off the path, nah, man, she would just I
Speaker 3: think she's doing light sensual, like.
Speaker 1: Not light sensual. I'm just saying, like some Channing Tatum
Speaker 1: type of dude. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Do you do you give her the chantating special?
Speaker 2: No? I don't.
Speaker 3: You've never given her a lapdownce.
Speaker 2: No, that's not really my style. There's no I'm a
Speaker 2: little two gangster for that one. But I'm not. I
Speaker 2: don't really Yeah, no, that's not no, not at all.
Speaker 3: Okay, so what is your porn search since you have
Speaker 3: lifetime porn Hub access.
Speaker 2: Well, it's funny.
Speaker 1: I started liking, uh, the verified amateurs, the girls who
Speaker 1: are doing it.
Speaker 3: The verified amateurs, like I.
Speaker 1: Don't know how to pronounce her, like fia ura f
Speaker 1: I a m u r r I think or something,
Speaker 1: and like there's this other chick and like but like
Speaker 1: I know this is gonna sound really terrible or maybe
Speaker 1: it's not what I talk about. What I think it'd
Speaker 1: probably be mostly milf search milf, busty milf.
Speaker 3: What excites you about busty milk?
Speaker 2: I don't know, man. It was like just watching my
Speaker 2: friend's hot mom, this is your whole thing. That's I'm
Speaker 2: a tit guy, Like I am asking, but I'm a
Speaker 2: tick guy.
Speaker 3: First, you've never watched any of my movies, then at.
Speaker 1: All, I don't want I don't watch a lot of porn.
Speaker 1: So I tried to watch one of movies yesterday. Porn
Speaker 1: Hub's fucking down. I didn't know that.
Speaker 3: It is because of the whole credit card and MasterCard or.
Speaker 1: Credit card is okay, yeah, because I was dming with
Speaker 1: fucking it, but she was. Anyways, I tried to so
Speaker 1: then I went to like random ship, and I don't
Speaker 1: want to get a bunch of fucking viruses in my
Speaker 1: fucking computer.
Speaker 2: So I was like all right, and then I did.
Speaker 3: Like old school viruses, and then I.
Speaker 1: Went to X videos and I googled dream and then
Speaker 1: there looked like a bunch of shit that was older,
Speaker 1: and I was like, man, bro like, and it just
Speaker 1: became like a thing that my son started crying, my
Speaker 1: daughter start crying.
Speaker 2: So I was like, okay, boom, but uh dad, life
Speaker 2: kicked in and the yeah, you know, like I mean,
Speaker 2: they're not being bros. What the fuck is it that
Speaker 2: network that does my friend's hot mom. Is it anyways?
Speaker 2: I don't know what it is, but but yeah, I
Speaker 2: just that's like.
Speaker 3: I haven't, no, I didn't.
Speaker 1: I saw this chick on Vine when Vine was around,
Speaker 1: and I was like, yo, who the fuck is this
Speaker 1: Ava Adams or some shit and yeah, and I was like, yo,
Speaker 1: I love this chick and like, so I watched some
Speaker 1: of her movies. Is it Peter Jansen or Jensen Peter Petta?
Speaker 1: I don't know, but there's like I.
Speaker 3: Didn't work with a lot of big boob girls because
Speaker 3: I have a big booty. So it was just like
Speaker 3: a different lanes but obviously in the same industry you
Speaker 3: like see each other's.
Speaker 1: Path, but like the girls with big booties, like I couldn't,
Speaker 1: Like I see then again now now she's in the
Speaker 1: DM and be like fuck you you're a bitch and
Speaker 1: blah blah.
Speaker 2: Like I couldn't watch Sarah Jay. I just couldn't.
Speaker 3: Why because she was a friend or she was like it's.
Speaker 2: Just hard to I just couldn't. I just want to
Speaker 2: look at her. I just didn't. I don't know. It
Speaker 2: just wasn't. It just wasn't. It just wasn't. It wasn't
Speaker 2: my type. Of like I don't know, Like.
Speaker 3: So you're not a bender over type of dude, Like
Speaker 3: you're like you want to see her face and fuck
Speaker 3: her and you can.
Speaker 2: Still have asked. I mean, what's that girl's name?
Speaker 4: Fuck?
Speaker 1: Man, I know you have you have picture with her?
Speaker 1: Kendra Lust. I love that chick.
Speaker 2: No you don't.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, she's older, boobs like brown hair like.
Speaker 2: And she has she has she has a booty.
Speaker 3: Yeah, she does have a body. She has like a
Speaker 3: muscle booty. I feel like she's very like a bodybuilder.
Speaker 1: And then even for like the joke when I think
Speaker 1: of like total bimbo blonde, just fucking ridiculous. And of
Speaker 1: course this is what you do, not wrong with just
Speaker 1: saying this is of course the entertainment. So like that
Speaker 1: chick Nicolette.
Speaker 2: Cha her name?
Speaker 3: Yes, are you no, she's she's been on. She's definitely
Speaker 3: have the huge fake boobs and plants and everything. So
Speaker 3: do you subscribe to her only fans?
Speaker 2: No? I don't really, like, are you.
Speaker 3: Loyal to pornhab because you have this pornhub like life.
Speaker 2: I just feel like it's like fuck it, why not
Speaker 2: like OnlyFans? I haven't.
Speaker 1: I mean, look, I support anyonean who wants to only
Speaker 1: fans go out there and get your fucking money. Go
Speaker 1: ahead and get your paper, fuck that, go and do
Speaker 1: your thing, you know, Like yeah, I mean you know,
Speaker 1: like I'm not mad at any girl who does only
Speaker 1: fans whatever. I just haven't had the chance to kind
Speaker 1: of go out there and like I rather how about this,
Speaker 1: I rather just cash app somebody, like if they're like
Speaker 1: and you know, they need that, Like I'm not gonna
Speaker 1: just there's no reason for it, like you know, and
Speaker 1: again I'm not against it at all.
Speaker 3: I have no because like, but is it because you
Speaker 3: get no satisfaction like sexually and you can just watch
Speaker 3: a clip off porn hub or like why.
Speaker 2: Like the home I don't know.
Speaker 1: I mean so if you watch OnlyFans, are there girls
Speaker 1: fucking on only fans?
Speaker 3: There are? Okay, there's And that's the thing is like
Speaker 3: with only fans is it's very different nowadays you have
Speaker 3: different Every girl is more. It's basically like everybody's personal website, right,
Speaker 3: So it's not it's like with pornhub is very more
Speaker 3: all over the place. You could type in something as
Speaker 3: big titties fake.
Speaker 2: Oh you can on OnlyFans, No, That's what.
Speaker 3: I'm saying is that's the only thing that's this difference.
Speaker 3: So it's like more generalized.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm just like you just you don't even care.
Speaker 3: Who the girl is at this point. You're just like
Speaker 3: jerking out to jerk.
Speaker 2: Another thing too, is I guess i'd have to make
Speaker 2: a fake account or something. Do you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: Because like if they I don't know, Like I don't
Speaker 1: want some chick like hey, Man's dude, Man Batherer's on
Speaker 1: my fucking thing and boom.
Speaker 3: I feel like you don't have to put like your name.
Speaker 3: You could just put like an email thing or is
Speaker 3: it all your emails?
Speaker 2: Ben Baller, No, not that I'm saying.
Speaker 1: Like I a friend of mine was like, Yo, I'm
Speaker 1: fucking signing up fuck this boom. She's a mom. I
Speaker 1: don't know if you know she is Sarah Stage.
Speaker 2: I don't so Sarah's Yo. She's a big model Instagram. Boom.
Speaker 1: She has probably four or five million followers. Husband's a
Speaker 1: good friend of mine. She was a joined and I
Speaker 1: was like, you know, what, is it weird?
Speaker 2: If I fuck this?
Speaker 1: My boy like it's weird, and plus my wife knows
Speaker 1: it is this weird? I was thinking about it, so
Speaker 1: I go on boom and the easiest way to link
Speaker 1: it is through your Twitter, and I'm like, no, he'll
Speaker 1: know my Twitter's.
Speaker 3: Like let's see, yeah, because then you're just like, I
Speaker 3: get your supporting, but you don't want to.
Speaker 1: Support because then people are kind of like, all right,
Speaker 1: well yeah, you know they see it and so like
Speaker 1: and again I don't care, like I want nobody think like,
Speaker 1: but I don't want anybody thinking I'm dming and you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying and trying to get like boom.
Speaker 2: So no, no, I'm cool. Porn humb is cood.
Speaker 3: So you're just about again, no personal interaction. You've got
Speaker 3: your wife. That's all you need. Yeah, the personal DM
Speaker 3: and her box and that's all. But pornhab search is
Speaker 3: for you. Yes, So you're okay with the whole. You know,
Speaker 3: you dated a porn girl at one point and all
Speaker 3: these things. What's the craziest sexual story you've ever had
Speaker 3: with your porn star.
Speaker 2: Girlfriend with her, I don't think it's the craziest. I
Speaker 2: think other girls have been crazy.
Speaker 3: Okay, well, then let's give those because that definitely wasn't that. See.
Speaker 3: I feel like the porn star and girls sometimes loses
Speaker 3: they lose that part of themselves when they start dating somebody,
Speaker 3: right then they start not being like less freaky, depending
Speaker 3: on like your level of relationship.
Speaker 2: I don't know, Like I think.
Speaker 1: When I got my first when I when I became
Speaker 1: a millionaire for the first time, so was sixteen years ago.
Speaker 1: I was engaged to get married and I was engaged
Speaker 1: with supermodel. How fucked up is that?
Speaker 2: Right? So she's in Paris.
Speaker 1: Oh, she's in Germany doing a campaign out there, and
Speaker 1: we talk on the phone and there's my Space was
Speaker 1: around there.
Speaker 2: I think Friendster was too.
Speaker 1: And every night she'd call me right around midnight because
Speaker 1: it'd be or like around eleven am because it'd be
Speaker 1: eight am her time. And I was asked Little John
Speaker 1: asked me to be a creating Asian gangster in his video.
Speaker 2: So I was like, oh shit, hell yeah, abnna do
Speaker 2: this video? Boom?
Speaker 1: So I pull up in my at the time se
Speaker 1: forty five, I was like, that was there's no Rolls
Speaker 1: Royce Ghost back then.
Speaker 2: That was like the hottest car. I pulled up to
Speaker 2: the video.
Speaker 1: I played this motorcycle gangster. It's Asians Boom and there's
Speaker 1: tons of crooks.
Speaker 2: No, I've been in a bunch.
Speaker 1: Of videos, been a ton of music videos, but this
Speaker 1: was like different because I had a little bit of
Speaker 1: cloud at this point. Like I was who I was
Speaker 1: before I had social media. So I was ben balled before,
Speaker 1: you know, at ben Baller. But Little John's like, yo,
Speaker 1: you gotta be in this video. It's like all right,
Speaker 1: cool boom. Next thing, you know, there's like tons of girls,
Speaker 1: like bad chicks. I was like, oh my god, this
Speaker 1: is crazy. And so he had after party and I
Speaker 1: was like, all right, fuck it, you know, like yeah,
Speaker 1: let's let's let's let's kick it and let's all hang out.
Speaker 3: And these were like your thirty days.
Speaker 2: This was the first time I tried viagra.
Speaker 3: Oh, first time, and I was like several times.
Speaker 1: And I had to literally asked the dude. I said, hey,
Speaker 1: let me ask you a question.
Speaker 4: Man.
Speaker 1: He had this thing called crunk crunk juice. If you're
Speaker 1: a seen and you drink and it had yohem be
Speaker 1: in it. You know what that is, right?
Speaker 3: I don't.
Speaker 1: So that's the thing that's in the fucking in those
Speaker 1: pills that make it hard. Yeah, and it like the
Speaker 1: girth in the whole nine right, So I was like,
Speaker 1: all right, cool, So I took a viagra. I took that,
Speaker 1: and I remember I asked the dude. I was just like, hey, bro,
Speaker 1: hold on, hold on, so you're trying to tell me.
Speaker 1: You're trying to tell me I can bust a nut.
Speaker 1: And then like I'm good to go. And he's like, bro,
Speaker 1: you're gonna bust your nut and you want to go
Speaker 1: fuck again? Round two is good?
Speaker 3: And I was like immediately, like you're not even not
Speaker 3: going a down period. You're staying hard.
Speaker 1: But the thing is, I've never ever had that kind
Speaker 1: and me and my the small girl, we had good.
Speaker 3: Sex and what I think you can really do.
Speaker 1: I mean, but it was a different level because again,
Speaker 1: like you know, like there is no round two like
Speaker 1: with me, like you know, that was like this doesn't
Speaker 1: make sense, right because if you're not taking that and
Speaker 1: you come and I don't give a fuck if you're eighteen,
Speaker 1: I mean, it's gonna take a little bit time for
Speaker 1: you to try to regurgitate yourself back to you know
Speaker 1: what I mean to really Okay, Well, hey.
Speaker 3: You're just you just need a little break. It's okay,
Speaker 3: everybody needs a little break sometimes.
Speaker 1: Then God bless them. But yeah, man, so you know,
Speaker 1: it was just a crazy night to where.
Speaker 2: It was a lot of smashing.
Speaker 3: How many times did you come?
Speaker 2: Five?
Speaker 3: Is that the most times you've ever come in one
Speaker 3: five girls?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Five times five girls. It was pretty crazy.
Speaker 3: You made eat or you came for each individual girl. Yeah,
Speaker 3: so that was the most people you've ever been with in.
Speaker 2: A two hour span, yeah, or in a night.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry, yeah, oh all right, I'm like putting these
Speaker 3: I'm like being an investigator backwards. I'm like, so, but
Speaker 3: were these girls all in the room at the same time?
Speaker 3: So was it an orgy situation or.
Speaker 1: Were you No, it was like it was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I was like walking back out to the party.
Speaker 2: Boom it's on. Yeah, walk back out. Boom it was on, boom,
Speaker 2: walk back out, it was on.
Speaker 3: Did you did you have these already planned things or
Speaker 3: it was just a spontaneous moments spontaneous they all fucking
Speaker 3: are like sucking in like each thing.
Speaker 2: Or was it different the first time and the last time.
Speaker 3: This is a crazy story.
Speaker 2: Yeah, the first time.
Speaker 1: In the last time, I remember like the second time,
Speaker 1: I didn't even kissed. That was like listen, bitch, like
Speaker 1: I was like, look, you need to get the fuck
Speaker 1: over here and shut the fuck up.
Speaker 3: And it was just like we're like bend over situation.
Speaker 2: Yeah, we were just so all of us were so
Speaker 2: fucked up, you know.
Speaker 3: It was just they're fucking in front of people.
Speaker 2: No, that was where. Now the crazy thing was.
Speaker 1: I opened the door and my boy was all right,
Speaker 1: fuck it. So look, my boy, is what happened. My
Speaker 1: boy's fucking this chick. And she was a chick that
Speaker 1: I liked, and so he's like, he's like, man, bro,
Speaker 1: He's like, bro, I don't even trip.
Speaker 2: He's like, you know, like he's like, you want.
Speaker 3: To have something?
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I was like, all right, So I walked
Speaker 2: in the room. Never happened before. Boom, But this is
Speaker 2: all when.
Speaker 3: You're on this pil thing or drink.
Speaker 2: I'm on Viagrant and yeah the thing and I've been smoking.
Speaker 3: Weeding, but your dick is hard still. So you like,
Speaker 3: because before, if it was not any of those things,
Speaker 3: you would be like second guess it, Like if maybe not, let's.
Speaker 2: Just say let's okay, let's just say right now, as
Speaker 2: my testosterone is very low, if I come, I didn't
Speaker 2: want to look at another I'll punch someone in the
Speaker 2: fa I don't want to look at anybody like I'm done,
Speaker 2: Like I'm just.
Speaker 3: Like sharing the pussy.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm just done.
Speaker 1: So I'm attempting to do a fucking threesome. But yeah,
Speaker 1: that's my first time ever, even this experience of my
Speaker 1: entire life.
Speaker 2: I've had the reasons before.
Speaker 1: And as soon as my leg, my naked leg, touched
Speaker 1: his leg, I was like, no, no, this is not
Speaker 1: having boo, took my ship back on, got the fuck
Speaker 1: out the room. I was probably the most shot I've had.
Speaker 1: I've been shot before twice. I've been in gang shit,
Speaker 1: I've had guns pulled out me, I've gotten physical fights.
Speaker 2: That was probably the most scared I've ever been in.
Speaker 1: My entire leg though, that motherfucking hairy ass leg touched
Speaker 1: my leg and I was.
Speaker 2: That was it for me.
Speaker 3: It was the hairy leg for me.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was the hairy leg for me. And I
Speaker 2: was like yo, and it was.
Speaker 1: And the funny thing was I've been still to this day.
Speaker 1: I look at dude funny like, I was like, bro, man,
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, So is that.
Speaker 3: The only dude or only person or only sharing experience
Speaker 3: with the leg a girl. Yeah, at the times it
Speaker 3: was just two girls in you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm boring man. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Are you like a threeesome type of person or you
Speaker 3: just like a one person?
Speaker 2: Ye?
Speaker 3: It's just like it was.
Speaker 1: Just like a thing for you know, like like like
Speaker 1: I don't know who doesn't want two girls giving them head?
Speaker 2: You know what I mean?
Speaker 3: Like that's I mean, I'm not opposed to it, but
Speaker 3: I've also been important. So it's different, different strokes for
Speaker 3: different folks. But some people can't handle it, like over
Speaker 3: Like it's like sensory overload. Sometimes I feel like some
Speaker 3: people would like it, but some people can't like do it.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 1: A couple of times I had done it, I was
Speaker 1: in a relationship, and I think these girls were really upset,
Speaker 1: Like you know what I mean, like.
Speaker 3: Those situations where like one was feeling it more than
Speaker 3: the other.
Speaker 2: No, it was just like you didn't have to fuck her?
Speaker 2: Fuck you want me to do?
Speaker 3: So were they like like fucking each other and then
Speaker 3: you were like just there.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like whatever it was like.
Speaker 1: But I'm just saying, like what was I supposed to do?
Speaker 1: Just give my dick sucked and kissed the girl? I
Speaker 1: didn't understand, like I didn't know the rule.
Speaker 3: See that's see that's where I feel like too, I've
Speaker 3: had this conversation with people. I was like, how do
Speaker 3: you know unless you actually have the conversation before and
Speaker 3: it's not in the moment what the boundary levels are. Yeah,
Speaker 3: I'm doing like one of the that's free for all.
Speaker 3: Like it's like to me, like, once we've said this
Speaker 3: and we're already game, like who just stops ahead?
Speaker 2: Right, I mean right right right.
Speaker 3: I don't know, but that's I mean, that's just what
Speaker 3: for me is like, so could you have if you
Speaker 3: could have one or the other, what would it be,
Speaker 3: meaning just head or just.
Speaker 2: Sex today or in general overall, like in general.
Speaker 3: Overall because this obviously this conversation is like post your
Speaker 3: wife because this is like you know, crazier stories or whatever.
Speaker 3: And I know obviously you have crazy times with your wife,
Speaker 3: but it's just a different mindset and sexuality like things.
Speaker 1: So I don't know, man, I just like I love
Speaker 1: getting I love getting head, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: I love the eye contact and all that, and I
Speaker 1: love like so you.
Speaker 3: Couldn't ever give away like get away, like if you
Speaker 3: had a choice and just have sex and just have head.
Speaker 1: You'd have to have sex, man, I don't know, it's tough.
Speaker 1: I think I'd want to have head instead.
Speaker 2: That's it, I mean, But at the same time, like selfish,
Speaker 2: So you're saying that, So there's I.
Speaker 3: Think I'd pick either one, I'd picked both.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so then I mean I'd picked both then obviously
Speaker 2: if I could, I know what.
Speaker 3: I'm giving one of the other. I'm saying myself. You
Speaker 3: know I can't. Have you been telling me this? You know?
Speaker 1: My no what I'm what I'm saying is just something
Speaker 1: like about like I just always love getting head. But
Speaker 1: at the same time, who only gets head?
Speaker 2: Do you know? Like you kiss, you do this, whatever,
Speaker 2: and then then there's sex.
Speaker 3: But has there ever been a situation where you, like,
Speaker 3: never didn't want a girl to give you head? Because
Speaker 3: I've had some guys to be like I don't like it.
Speaker 3: I'm like, who are you? What? Yeah? I not ever,
Speaker 3: what do you think that's about?
Speaker 2: As? I have no fun?
Speaker 3: I need help Ben help me? What does that mean?
Speaker 2: I have no idea?
Speaker 1: I have girls ask me all the time, like, kay,
Speaker 1: what does it mean when a guy comes in one second?
Speaker 2: Every time? Like thirty times now that's me.
Speaker 3: It doesn't bother me as much.
Speaker 2: But that's weird if someone doesn't want you to give
Speaker 2: him head. Yeah, I don't know, but.
Speaker 3: Some guys, I feel like there's only been like two
Speaker 3: or three maybe in my life, but I've said, like
Speaker 3: they just don't like it. But who doesn't like that?
Speaker 2: Is That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Because I've hurt and I feel like I can't say
Speaker 3: who doesn't like that because that's me being like by
Speaker 3: someone's side. But I feel like I've had ninety percent
Speaker 3: more of men be like the same way. I love
Speaker 3: heads so much that I wouldn't want to not have
Speaker 3: that involved.
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's just weird, that's all weirdos. Yeah fuck him.
Speaker 3: Thank god I don't have sex with anymore. So how
Speaker 3: many partners do you think that you've had at this
Speaker 3: total time in your life?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 4: Man, I feel like you were freaky Dicky back in
Speaker 4: the day, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: I mean you.
Speaker 3: Live in LA and like, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: it gets one of those things and like it's like
Speaker 3: you've been you've been around, You've been in these streets,
Speaker 3: bend ballair. Yeah, you know, not in bad way, but
Speaker 3: the thing.
Speaker 1: Is like, you know, no, and the funny thing is
Speaker 1: ready for this, Yeah, ready for this. I would say
Speaker 1: nine to nine point percent of the time I had
Speaker 1: sex with condoms on.
Speaker 3: That's smart, that's and I've always been so and that's good,
Speaker 3: even like drunk fucked up whatever.
Speaker 1: Real shift, even the drunkest fucking things in the entire world. Boom, yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean I would have to be in a couple
Speaker 1: hundreds at least.
Speaker 3: So did you always stay ready with the condom always
Speaker 3: in your pocket?
Speaker 2: Always?
Speaker 3: How do you know how many to bring? Two to three?
Speaker 1: I just bring one. Sometimes sometimes I had in my car,
Speaker 1: so it was like, all right, let me go to
Speaker 1: the car.
Speaker 2: Boom. You know, It's just it is what it is.
Speaker 3: What is one of your fetishes that you would say,
Speaker 3: do you have any?
Speaker 2: Not? Really? I mean I love like.
Speaker 3: You don't like feet, you don't like I don't know,
Speaker 3: but holds anal sex armpit licking.
Speaker 2: Noah, no, really weird like that. You know. I'm not
Speaker 2: just like a girl in black stockings.
Speaker 3: And I like my girls to dress up for you
Speaker 3: not they don't have to.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying I love blackstockings. I love you know, pumps, stilettos,
Speaker 1: and I just like coming in the mouth or facials,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: That's really I don't really have the a fetish.
Speaker 3: I can't really like coming in the mouth of facials.
Speaker 3: That could be a fetish.
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, I guess that.
Speaker 3: I just I feel like you just seem like painting
Speaker 3: a picture. So it's like more artistic, like kind of
Speaker 3: like you're a visual person.
Speaker 2: You had a visually I'm a designer.
Speaker 3: Yes, that's I'm saying, that's what your sexual language is.
Speaker 3: You want her to like dress up and do the
Speaker 3: whole like pantyhose doc.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean some chick has to be way back.
Speaker 1: It's like, oh, do you want to get a foot job?
Speaker 1: And I was like, fuck, is it foot?
Speaker 2: No, I'm good.
Speaker 3: So you've never gotten a foot job? No, see, I'm
Speaker 3: a foot person. I'm a foot fetish. I like foot jobs,
Speaker 3: Like it's not something that I do all the time,
Speaker 3: but you know I do have a friend that really
Speaker 3: likes to do them. Yeah.
Speaker 2: No, I'm good. I just wasn't. That just was nothing
Speaker 2: like I was like, I'm not trying to get athletes, dick.
Speaker 2: Like I was like, hold on, man, like, how do
Speaker 2: you get athletes. I'm joking, like athletes' foot, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. I'm just joking.
Speaker 3: I'm kidding, I know, but maybe you can't knock it
Speaker 3: till you try it. Maybe there's something out there you
Speaker 3: just never try.
Speaker 2: Man, I'm telling you, I'm so washed up now. It
Speaker 2: just it's like.
Speaker 3: Where publicly is the craziest place you've ever had?
Speaker 1: Sucks in a Chinese restaurant in the fucking kitchen while
Speaker 1: they're open during business in the kitchen, in the fucking
Speaker 1: kitchen in North Hollywood, California, at a Chinese restaurant. It
Speaker 1: was like two three o'clock where it was like off
Speaker 1: hours whatever, but this motherfucking restaurant was open.
Speaker 2: I don't know what the fuck was gone.
Speaker 3: Did they see you?
Speaker 2: Nobody? I don't. I don't think so.
Speaker 3: You don't think so, no one, no one Like you
Speaker 3: didn't get an eye when you were like looking by.
Speaker 2: This, But I mean I was like, yeah, I was
Speaker 2: ready were I don't know. It was just a weird
Speaker 2: fucking thing. I don't no idea what it.
Speaker 3: Just happened spontaneously. You're just like you want me.
Speaker 2: We're messed around boon battles.
Speaker 3: I was like, fuck this, that's more hot though, I yah,
Speaker 3: you're trying to get.
Speaker 2: It was intense. It was intense for sure, Private Talk.
Speaker 3: I hope you're liking this episode. I feel like we're
Speaker 3: getting really intimate by mister Ben Baller. I hope it's
Speaker 3: not too much because we're about to get a little
Speaker 3: bit more spicier. We're about to do Truth with Texas.
Speaker 3: We're gonna take a little break and Truth with Texas
Speaker 3: is coming up. All right, Private Talk, we are back,
Speaker 3: and I hope you're liking. Make sure you subscribe to
Speaker 3: this episode because it's been a lot of fun and
Speaker 3: I know there's some gems that we've never heard before,
Speaker 3: which I'm excited about to have the privilege of having
Speaker 3: been Baller on the Private Talk couch, getting a little
Speaker 3: bit more intimate, because you know, if anything twenty twenty
Speaker 3: is learned is why the fuck not? You know, I'm
Speaker 3: probably the first person who's actually ever asked you these questions,
Speaker 3: so I feel privileged that you've answered them honestly, and
Speaker 3: hopefully they're not too crazy. We might get a little
Speaker 3: bit more crazier, Ben Baller, Are you ready?
Speaker 2: Fuck it? I'll be real ch you how about this.
Speaker 2: I'll probably never do a show like this ever again.
Speaker 2: So that's cool.
Speaker 3: I hope that's not in a bad way.
Speaker 1: No, I'm talking about so that gives you more exclusivity,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, unless I come back.
Speaker 3: Well, see, there we go. I like that, but then
Speaker 3: answer a way better. I would definitely have you come
Speaker 3: back on the couch. So here we go. We're gonna
Speaker 3: give four cards. We're gonna do all of them, and
Speaker 3: each Ace is a different suit, which just means a
Speaker 3: little bit more eracier.
Speaker 2: Of a question.
Speaker 3: Okay, let's see what we get first. Ace, All right,
Speaker 3: Ace of Spades. So the Spades is a naughty question,
Speaker 3: which I feel like our whole interviews have been a
Speaker 3: little bit naughty because I wasn't honestly even expecting it
Speaker 3: to get as naughty, but I felt because you were
Speaker 3: so game, I needed to like honor Alexis Texas in
Speaker 3: true fashion and get naughty with Ben Baller. So right,
Speaker 3: naughty questions? Do you like watching your partner masturbate?
Speaker 2: It don't do anything for me?
Speaker 3: Does nothing for you? Yeah, so either fucking or doing
Speaker 3: it solo masturbating too something else.
Speaker 2: Like me? Yes? Yeah, yeah, no, But I'm not really
Speaker 2: like it, like seeing any girl play with yourself. It's
Speaker 2: just never been my thing.
Speaker 3: Never, So you're never watching girl girl porn at all. Yeah, No,
Speaker 3: that's nothing for you.
Speaker 1: I mean it's I mean, I wouldn't mind it. I
Speaker 1: just it's just I'm not going like I don't. My
Speaker 1: time is very precious now, so I'm not searching for that.
Speaker 3: Time is money, baby, And if you're not subscribed to
Speaker 3: Hiss non only fan, then you can get in. Okay.
Speaker 3: So have you ever had a head while driving?
Speaker 2: Yeah all the time. No, all the time, but I
Speaker 2: mean it's it's been a long time, but yeah I
Speaker 2: have fifty fifty Yeah.
Speaker 3: All right, let's get to the next one. That was
Speaker 3: That wasn't too bad? No ace of clubs. All right.
Speaker 3: So it's a kinky question. Okay, have you ever been
Speaker 3: caught going so loo someone walked in on you while
Speaker 3: you're masturbating, either watching porn maybe just astimitting yourself.
Speaker 1: Oh I'm sorry, Okay, I was thinking I just want
Speaker 1: to walk down sex. No, you know what I think
Speaker 1: I want to say. My dad walked in when I
Speaker 1: was in the bathroom jacking off like like circle like
Speaker 1: nineteen eighty.
Speaker 3: Six circa nineteen eighty.
Speaker 2: Yeah, this is a long fucking time ago.
Speaker 3: So what like kind of things do you jerk off
Speaker 3: in the shower? It's just all ahead game.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you just think about like just random shit.
Speaker 3: I was thinking about, like, came in, but how do
Speaker 3: you in the shower?
Speaker 2: Did?
Speaker 3: He was like interrupting you in the shower?
Speaker 2: I was taking a piss, I was bake taking. I
Speaker 2: was fake taking a piss, and somehow he opened the
Speaker 2: door and now I forget and he was like, he
Speaker 2: was like, what are you doing in here? For so long?
Speaker 2: I was.
Speaker 3: I was like shocked, So are you like jerking off
Speaker 3: in the toilet?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Is that what guys do? No?
Speaker 2: But it was like in that house, like, you know, world,
Speaker 2: I don't really.
Speaker 3: How many times have you jerked off in a toilet?
Speaker 2: Is that?
Speaker 3: I've never even knew that guy's jerk off like that.
Speaker 3: Maybe I never thought about it, like a hundred one
Speaker 3: hundred toilets.
Speaker 2: Fuck? Maybe I guess.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I just honestly, and that's kind of weird because
Speaker 3: I've been important, but I don't know. I would never
Speaker 3: have thought that that guy's matter. I think just because
Speaker 3: it was just like easy cleanup. But that's why I
Speaker 3: said shower maybe right.
Speaker 1: Shower is not like anything where I say I was
Speaker 1: doing a lot just saying it was it's easy clean
Speaker 1: up and uh over the toilet it's yeah, not just that.
Speaker 1: And it was like like, yeah, there's I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't know, like it's it's also uh inconspicuous, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean, Like people aren't really like thinking.
Speaker 3: But if you're in the bathroom for how long does
Speaker 3: it take you to like that? That goes back to
Speaker 3: your whole quokie situation.
Speaker 1: You're like, no, no, no, I wish I could be
Speaker 1: quick when I'm fucking jerking off shit.
Speaker 2: It's fucked up.
Speaker 3: So how long you're in the bathroom?
Speaker 2: I don't know. It feels like forever, five, ten minutes,
Speaker 2: twenty minutes.
Speaker 3: Yeah, see, I feel like I'm not like a quick comer.
Speaker 3: That sounds weird for a girl, but like I don't know,
Speaker 3: like I would be in the same situation, but like
Speaker 3: I yeah, like I need I need some time when
Speaker 3: people will be like, hey, are you okay in there?
Speaker 3: Like are you like what's the situation? So that's why
Speaker 3: it would be like I don't know, Yeah, like I've
Speaker 3: like I feel like I'm more of a thrill secret
Speaker 3: type person, Like I'd rather just like do it outside.
Speaker 3: And I hope you know, yeah, maybe somebody comes around.
Speaker 2: Maybe I was low key.
Speaker 3: Who maybe you thought you were low key. It's like
Speaker 3: one of those things when you like, nobody knows that
Speaker 3: I'm smoked a blunt, but I did. Here we go,
Speaker 3: all right, diamonds, this is spicy. You're like, fuck, they're
Speaker 3: all fucking spicy. Al right, spicy. Most uncomfortable place you've
Speaker 3: ever had sex?
Speaker 2: I know there was somewherehere. I was tucking. It was
Speaker 2: driving me crazy. I'm trying to think, you.
Speaker 3: Know, you can do it. Fuck, this helps, this helps
Speaker 3: the private talk. I hope that you are loving this episode.
Speaker 3: We're about to find out what this most uncomfortable place
Speaker 3: that he's ever had sex. I'm curious, you know what.
Speaker 2: I know that sounds so so stupid, but in uh
Speaker 2: oh god, and.
Speaker 3: You better give it to me.
Speaker 2: In my Ferrari.
Speaker 1: Man, it was just it's it's not an easy car
Speaker 1: to like like was it just head or fucking it
Speaker 1: was everything, but the doors were closed, do you know
Speaker 1: what I mean? And like we were like pulled over
Speaker 1: on the side of the road. So it's like very tight,
Speaker 1: very difficult, very not like whatever. And it was just
Speaker 1: like and I'm real meticulous.
Speaker 3: About my car, like you know, it was the first
Speaker 3: and last time did that.
Speaker 2: It was probably maybe done like once or twice. Yeah,
Speaker 2: it was. It was uncomfortable as a motherfucker, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean, Like there was really no.
Speaker 3: Really in the moment. It was hot.
Speaker 2: Oh, it was great. It was fucking fantastic.
Speaker 3: It's like adrenaline, for sure. A romantic? Would you consider
Speaker 3: yourself a romantic? You know what?
Speaker 1: My wife definitely thinks, like sometimes I'm not, but definitely,
Speaker 1: you know, in my mind, I think I definitely. I
Speaker 1: think for a long time I was a hopeless romantic.
Speaker 2: And she's so funny. It's like the first three years
Speaker 2: of my marriage, he was so great and no, just
Speaker 2: not you don't do shit, and it's like, damn I
Speaker 2: need to but no, your romance her, Yeah, I'd like
Speaker 2: to think I am.
Speaker 3: Okay, hmmm, did you ever have a crush on a teacher?
Speaker 2: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Tell us about her? What did she teach? What grade
Speaker 3: was this?
Speaker 2: Fourth grade?
Speaker 3: Let's take it back. We're going back private talk with
Speaker 3: Ben Baller fourth grade teacher.
Speaker 1: She used to help me out. She used to put
Speaker 1: her head her chin right here while she helped me write.
Speaker 1: And I remember she'd wear like like a V cut
Speaker 1: dress and I saw, you know, I would see like
Speaker 1: the cleavage. And then one day, you know, the like
Speaker 1: like you have a like a shelving like library and
Speaker 1: you have to use the stairs to grab the top
Speaker 1: shelf books. She was on the stair and I remember
Speaker 1: I looked up and she had like this shining like
Speaker 1: sears bra, but it was like sexy as I was
Speaker 1: a goddamn I'm just saying, I don't know. It was
Speaker 1: just like it was like a like a cheap, very
Speaker 1: shiny bra, and that ship just turned me the funck on.
Speaker 2: It was crazy.
Speaker 3: And then that's the first time you felt that, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2: Started getting a little warm down there and everything.
Speaker 3: But at that point, were you already like masturbating or no,
Speaker 3: it was now I was a masturbating. Was it was
Speaker 3: you were starting to like the affection of like yeah.
Speaker 2: And then started every other time I feel like I
Speaker 2: just maybe seen movie. There's this TV show on Hulu
Speaker 2: now called The Teacher. Have you seen that Teacher?
Speaker 3: I've seen all these billboards holy shit.
Speaker 2: That look. I don't even think Kate Marrow is sexy.
Speaker 2: That motherfucking show.
Speaker 1: She was your teacher, she would get beat the fuck up.
Speaker 1: She is like, wow, that show is I'm gonna lie
Speaker 1: to you, that show is lit.
Speaker 3: So do you think that it was all just your advances?
Speaker 3: So if you're a teacher at that time that you
Speaker 3: saw the glimpse and she would have advanced, you would
Speaker 3: have like made it happen.
Speaker 2: I mean in fourth grade, I doubt it, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean?
Speaker 3: Like, how I don't know what this teacher setting is
Speaker 3: reference at? How old is he? Uh?
Speaker 2: Oh, you mean that that dude, That dude's eighteen, he's
Speaker 2: he's a senior in high school.
Speaker 3: I don't know that. I haven't seen it yet yet.
Speaker 2: You have to watch this show.
Speaker 3: I honestly, I've been like driving past all the things
Speaker 3: that I was like, man, it's like one of those things.
Speaker 3: It's like drawing you in and I'm like, right, you
Speaker 3: gotta watch the show.
Speaker 2: It's good. It's good. If I was like I lost
Speaker 2: my virginity when I was twelve, so and then I didn't.
Speaker 3: See pastigly or was it because or like there was a.
Speaker 2: Chick in my building.
Speaker 1: I was sleeping with the kids in the building and
Speaker 1: she was like fuck it. She was fifteen, and she's like,
Speaker 1: you have to fuck me.
Speaker 2: I was like, well, I don't fuck you whatever, and
Speaker 2: that was like I didn't know what the fuck was
Speaker 2: going on. I was like, yo, I think I have
Speaker 2: to pee, and the next thing and I bustled out.
Speaker 2: I was like, oh shit, that's what it is. And
Speaker 2: I was like, damn why. She looked like Elmer's glue,
Speaker 2: Like what the fuck? Yeah?
Speaker 1: So, uh, I don't think like until like I was
Speaker 1: like fifteen, sixteen, I started actually having sex again.
Speaker 2: So like if I was like fifteen and a teachersh
Speaker 2: crazy crazy? Are you crazy? I want to fucking crap.
Speaker 3: Which, hey, sometimes you know, imaginations go crazy. You just
Speaker 3: never you never know.
Speaker 2: Man, that's that's that's like a dreammind Like that would
Speaker 2: be like that. I mean, I'm not going to school
Speaker 2: fucking soon. I'm fucking forty seven years old.
Speaker 1: I mean no, yeah, that would be that would be
Speaker 1: a cool little that would be a little cool little
Speaker 1: like back to the future, go back and do that,
Speaker 1: like I would love to.
Speaker 3: So what you say with all that is what would
Speaker 3: be like your idea of fantasy.
Speaker 2: I mean, I don't know. Teacher was in, you know,
Speaker 2: in class and I got in trouble and she kept
Speaker 2: me up after school and.
Speaker 3: Then she was like, has to have big boobs because
Speaker 3: you know, yeah, you know, and.
Speaker 2: Then I mean, fuck, there's really not much takes off
Speaker 2: her shirt and it's on.
Speaker 3: I like it. The teacher. The teacher thing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's it.
Speaker 3: Probably maybe influenced because of the whole series thing coming up,
Speaker 3: but you know, I'll take it here at private talk?
Speaker 3: Is there anything that you would like to ask me?
Speaker 3: Since you know I've been You've been so candid with
Speaker 3: me with Private Talk, I'm going to give you.
Speaker 2: You know how funny I do this on my show.
Speaker 2: I actually, uh don't have a question, but I'm going
Speaker 2: to think of something that I think, Uh, have you
Speaker 2: ever participated in a gang bang?
Speaker 3: Before?
Speaker 2: I have? Okay, I have? How many guys was that?
Speaker 3: Man? It's funny that you asked this because I feel
Speaker 3: like I just recently talked about this, but it's like
Speaker 3: one of those things that like you block at well,
Speaker 3: that sounds horrible and then we hold on other pause.
Speaker 3: How many people are in a gang bang? Okay? I
Speaker 3: think it was for people, but I can't confirm or
Speaker 3: deny that yet, so I say that it to say this,
Speaker 3: it just wasn't set up the way that I wanted
Speaker 3: it to But because because I'm a performer and I
Speaker 3: was in the industry, it was something that I signed
Speaker 3: up for and I knowingly knew what I was doing,
Speaker 3: but it wasn't the people that I wanted it to be.
Speaker 3: So therefore I said at the time, I was into
Speaker 3: it obviously, but now for the it's been like years,
Speaker 3: I've blocked it out, so I couldn't tell you exactly.
Speaker 3: That's why I was like reference, I don't remember. But yeah,
Speaker 3: so for me, and this is why I would like
Speaker 3: say it cautiously. It's like it's not something that I
Speaker 3: think is a bad thing in the right way. I've
Speaker 3: always had a fantasy that I wanted to outlive, but
Speaker 3: it didn't get properly produced the right way. I feel
Speaker 3: like that's sometimes why it's like I don't get to
Speaker 3: do some things I want to do is because of
Speaker 3: those things. But now that I produced my own things,
Speaker 3: I could if I wanted to. I just don't porn anymore.
Speaker 3: But yeah, it was just I always had the idea
Speaker 3: like fantasy of like having a gang thing in a
Speaker 3: way of like what a gang bang in like a way.
Speaker 2: Of like a a gay man. I was like, what
Speaker 2: the fuck are you talking about?
Speaker 3: I'm mumble sometimes all right, but no gay a gang
Speaker 3: bang is like so I used to strip and dance
Speaker 3: in like all over the world. So like, I've never
Speaker 3: fucked a fan. I've never did anything like that. So
Speaker 3: in my mind, my fantasy was to fuck all the
Speaker 3: hot fans that I've seen out in the world that
Speaker 3: I've never fucked, and fucked them in my mind obviously
Speaker 3: and fulfill that fantasy. And so there were certain guys
Speaker 3: that I wanted in the industry and I never did. Okay, no,
Speaker 3: well I didn't know that they would. They were fans
Speaker 3: at the time. That's the thing with like dating now
Speaker 3: that I found out, like you don't ever know of
Speaker 3: like what it is people like, but other situation is conversation.
Speaker 3: But at the time, no, I never did. So it
Speaker 3: wasn't someone that was going to all these states and
Speaker 3: fucking my fans whatever. There was people that I saw
Speaker 3: that I would possibly do that with. So in my mind,
Speaker 3: that's the fantasy that I wanted to fulfill. So the
Speaker 3: men that I wanted to that were in the industry
Speaker 3: were not available at that time because it was done
Speaker 3: so quickly, the movie right and it needed to be
Speaker 3: produced at such times, so it had to be rearranged.
Speaker 3: But yes, I did like The Gang Bang at that
Speaker 3: time it was just but at this point in time,
Speaker 3: it's been so long, I don't I.
Speaker 2: Mean, do you remember it was a DP at all
Speaker 2: or nothing was.
Speaker 3: Piece It was just a gaming I mean, I obviously
Speaker 3: I know the scene. I'm just saying as far as
Speaker 3: like performers or how many people were involved.
Speaker 2: So outside of I'm saying, like, so outside of filming.
Speaker 3: You've never read well life no, like That's wife also
Speaker 3: is like Alexis Texas is a persona of what I've
Speaker 3: got to out like live and be a part in
Speaker 3: How could I put that? Alexis Texas is like a
Speaker 3: persona of the sexual part of who I am. For
Speaker 3: sure I get to outlive those things. And so for me,
Speaker 3: like organically it's happened in every situation and seeing that
Speaker 3: I've wanted to do the way I've wanted to and
Speaker 3: kind of dictate that through my career.
Speaker 1: So if you don't want because because I was thinking
Speaker 1: while you were talking, and I was just curious because
Speaker 1: now this is actually an actual question I was curious about.
Speaker 1: I couldn't think of one too quick enough and want
Speaker 1: to be spontaneous. But so, if you don't mind, do
Speaker 1: you while you were in the business, did you ever
Speaker 1: date anyone serious?
Speaker 2: I did.
Speaker 3: I was married to somebody in the business. Oh okay,
Speaker 3: he was well, I mean I married a performer, okay,
Speaker 3: and so we dated for two years, so then we
Speaker 3: got married. But yes, so far was married for three years.
Speaker 1: Okay, And like he's fucking all the girls and you're
Speaker 1: fucking all the dudes on camera. Yes, yes, yes, I'm
Speaker 1: just saying though, like it didn't it didn't fuck you
Speaker 1: up at all, Like didn't make it no.
Speaker 3: Because for me, it's like again, it's situation. The same
Speaker 3: way is like when people come in in the industry
Speaker 3: and like they date girls that are in they knowingly
Speaker 3: know that they're performers, but then they're okay with it
Speaker 3: in the beginning, but then when they start to have
Speaker 3: feelings for them, they want to change what they're doing
Speaker 3: in their job and all these things. But you're not
Speaker 3: paying anybody's bills because this is what I chose in
Speaker 3: my profession to do. So the same thing is like
Speaker 3: it's it's very you know, different in that dynamic of
Speaker 3: where you want to kind of lie in a relationship.
Speaker 2: Right hey man, hey shit.
Speaker 3: So with us, because we knew what we were already
Speaker 3: into and like what we signed up for is we
Speaker 3: had our we were very communicative about what we wanted
Speaker 3: in our relationship and what we thought about work. So
Speaker 3: it was like we were very honest of what we
Speaker 3: did on camera, but we didn't do anything off camera
Speaker 3: with anything unless it was with each other. So for me,
Speaker 3: because that's how I guess in some way I could
Speaker 3: control it or no, it's like it's only a physical thing.
Speaker 3: It's not an emotional thing.
Speaker 2: Okay, hey man, you know some people could turn it off,
Speaker 2: so they can't. I get it.
Speaker 3: The same way people cheat and go home to their
Speaker 3: wife and it's like people like go and say like
Speaker 3: I'm in love but I'm doing this, but you're still
Speaker 3: going to keep doing this, or like with their girlfriends
Speaker 3: and have multiple girlfriends. It's just people think of things
Speaker 3: in their mindset. It's tomato, tomrow. Everybody thinks of it
Speaker 3: works for me, it doesn't work for you. But you know,
Speaker 3: as time goes on, people evolve and like right now,
Speaker 3: like where I'm at, it's like that's what with me
Speaker 3: being young in my twenties. Now I'm in a different
Speaker 3: situation where I'm not in the business. I don't shoot,
Speaker 3: so now my mindset is different as far as what
Speaker 3: I need and want from a relationship, as far as
Speaker 3: like a partner.
Speaker 2: Wise, right,