WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.480 --> 00:00:06.639 Yeah, you know, everything probably says no as far as like, uh, 2 00:00:06.960 --> 00:00:08.480 just what's going on right now? 3 00:00:09.000 --> 00:00:09.919 And thank god. 4 00:00:10.519 --> 00:00:12.759 I mean I'd like emailed three times to make sure 5 00:00:12.800 --> 00:00:15.000 that there was testing going on, and. 6 00:00:16.359 --> 00:00:17.440 It's just been weird. You know. 7 00:00:17.480 --> 00:00:19.399 I've taken this very serious and whatever. And I'm a 8 00:00:19.399 --> 00:00:22.440 podcaster as well, so number one, it was kind of 9 00:00:22.440 --> 00:00:24.079 like shit, man, no masks doing this. 10 00:00:24.079 --> 00:00:26.519 This is kind of crazy. Fuck it, let's do it, 11 00:00:27.679 --> 00:00:27.920 you know. 12 00:00:28.120 --> 00:00:31.399 And then the next thing, uh, with someone with your 13 00:00:31.399 --> 00:00:35.920 career and your fan base and everything. I was like, 14 00:00:36.000 --> 00:00:38.759 I'm so intrigued. I was like, I hope she asked 15 00:00:38.759 --> 00:00:40.719 me like you know what I'm saying, like how many 16 00:00:40.759 --> 00:00:42.640 fingers have been in my ass? I'm just choking. I 17 00:00:42.719 --> 00:00:45.000 was just I was really genuinely interested. I was like, Yo, 18 00:00:45.039 --> 00:00:46.759 what the fuck is she gonna ask me? So I 19 00:00:46.799 --> 00:00:48.679 told my agent and I told my my producer. I 20 00:00:48.719 --> 00:00:51.960 was like, yo, fuck it right, It's like yeah, fuck it. 21 00:00:51.960 --> 00:00:54.119 It's like wear a mask if you feel uncomfortable. 22 00:00:53.640 --> 00:00:56.200 But no, yeah, I like that mentality for sure for me. 23 00:00:56.280 --> 00:00:59.119 You know, obviously you just never know, and I you know, 24 00:00:59.560 --> 00:01:02.600 men doing season two, I really you know, with the pandemic, 25 00:01:02.640 --> 00:01:04.280 we took everything really serious. We had to shut down 26 00:01:04.280 --> 00:01:06.400 season one earlier than we liked, but we had, you know, 27 00:01:06.400 --> 00:01:08.480 obviously had to you know, conform to everything. But I 28 00:01:08.599 --> 00:01:10.959 was like, I'd rather everyone just test and everyone be 29 00:01:11.040 --> 00:01:13.120 safe and just do it just because the dynamic of 30 00:01:13.159 --> 00:01:15.319 what my show really is about is we may not 31 00:01:15.400 --> 00:01:17.159 know each other, but I want us to get to 32 00:01:17.200 --> 00:01:19.120 know each other and my fans to know us in 33 00:01:19.159 --> 00:01:20.879 a different light and things like that as well. So 34 00:01:20.879 --> 00:01:22.920 it's like, I feel sure, I'm fairly very honored. So 35 00:01:23.000 --> 00:01:25.599 thank you for being out there and being you know, 36 00:01:25.680 --> 00:01:27.400 just being candid, because I feel like it's you just 37 00:01:27.439 --> 00:01:29.920 never know. Sometimes the taboo, I think, like Alexis Texas 38 00:01:29.959 --> 00:01:32.239 makes people run away sometimes, but it's not that bad. 39 00:01:32.840 --> 00:01:35.920 No, Look, we can literally talk about anything from lollipops 40 00:01:35.920 --> 00:01:36.359 to cars. 41 00:01:36.400 --> 00:01:37.840 Like I feel like I'm. 42 00:01:37.959 --> 00:01:39.680 You want to get down crazy, you want to get 43 00:01:39.719 --> 00:01:41.400 like I feel like I'm being like pressured. 44 00:01:41.439 --> 00:01:43.599 I feel like, no, no, no, not at all, not. 45 00:01:43.480 --> 00:01:45.640 Pressured in a sensor I can't handle. I'm just saying 46 00:01:45.719 --> 00:01:47.480 with anything, but I'm just saying as far as like 47 00:01:47.920 --> 00:01:49.599 I feel like you want you want to I feel 48 00:01:49.599 --> 00:01:51.599 like there's some things that you just want to talk about. 49 00:01:52.560 --> 00:01:54.840 I'm sorry if I put that narrative out there right 50 00:01:54.959 --> 00:01:57.480 before the cameras turned on. What I'm getting at is 51 00:01:58.799 --> 00:02:00.480 I feel like I'm well versed in ready to talk 52 00:02:00.480 --> 00:02:01.079 about whatever. 53 00:02:01.159 --> 00:02:05.560 So I'm game, you're down for whatever? Yeah, all right, 54 00:02:07.079 --> 00:02:09.199 Well I'm excited because we have lots of different parts. 55 00:02:09.199 --> 00:02:10.879 We're going to talk about you a little bit more. 56 00:02:11.360 --> 00:02:14.120 Let's introduce yourself. Let's talk about the fun I thinks 57 00:02:14.120 --> 00:02:15.800 you have going on. You have a podcast that's current 58 00:02:15.879 --> 00:02:18.000 right now, talk to us us about that, all right? 59 00:02:18.039 --> 00:02:20.879 So yeah, obviously I've been a jeweler for fifteen years 60 00:02:20.919 --> 00:02:22.800 now and change. 61 00:02:22.960 --> 00:02:24.479 I've had a very successful career. 62 00:02:27.199 --> 00:02:29.360 I've had accolades in the jewelry game that that don't 63 00:02:29.400 --> 00:02:31.919 even exist with other people if you see like an 64 00:02:31.960 --> 00:02:33.080 Instagram jeweler and whatever. 65 00:02:33.120 --> 00:02:34.719 It's kind of like I just got. 66 00:02:34.560 --> 00:02:36.319 To a certain point where I didn't hit a ceiling, 67 00:02:37.439 --> 00:02:40.280 but I realized how big Instagram jewelers can get, and 68 00:02:40.319 --> 00:02:43.319 I never was that person. And I said, look, man, 69 00:02:43.360 --> 00:02:45.599 I'm about to brand myself because my name itself is 70 00:02:45.599 --> 00:02:48.479 a name brand. And you know, I've been in over 71 00:02:48.560 --> 00:02:51.840 forty fifty songs, number one hit songs and things that 72 00:02:51.919 --> 00:02:53.719 I said, Look, it's time to trademark my name and 73 00:02:53.759 --> 00:02:56.199 go bigger than what I'm doing. We walk away from 74 00:02:56.199 --> 00:03:00.240 the Joey brand that exists. I'm gonna do jewelry, but 75 00:03:00.800 --> 00:03:03.000 I want to venture on and and extend the Ben 76 00:03:03.039 --> 00:03:05.599 Balller legacy. So you know, I have a cannabis company 77 00:03:05.599 --> 00:03:08.039 called ben Bald did the Strain, playing off the words 78 00:03:08.039 --> 00:03:11.280 Ben bar did the Chain. I had a cannabis vight 79 00:03:11.319 --> 00:03:13.319 pen line that was doing really well. But the only 80 00:03:13.319 --> 00:03:15.800 problem is I have two other partners. They're being in 81 00:03:15.840 --> 00:03:17.520 their own worlds, and I think all three of us 82 00:03:18.039 --> 00:03:20.680 had kind of adopted this project and it ended up 83 00:03:20.719 --> 00:03:23.560 being an adopted child. So at a certain point we 84 00:03:23.759 --> 00:03:26.560 all were too busy. And then the pandemic happened parts 85 00:03:26.599 --> 00:03:29.039 coming from China. That was a fucking nightmare. So that 86 00:03:29.120 --> 00:03:34.520 dissolved actually in the last sixty days. I have a 87 00:03:34.639 --> 00:03:38.919 huge contract with MLB Baseball, so thank god they don't 88 00:03:38.919 --> 00:03:40.400 care about what I do, you know what I mean, Like, 89 00:03:40.439 --> 00:03:42.400 they definitely care about certain things that I say, Like 90 00:03:42.439 --> 00:03:44.719 I'll say a lot of shit right and of course 91 00:03:45.520 --> 00:03:47.520 with me too, and just a bunch of different things 92 00:03:47.560 --> 00:03:49.400 just be way more you can't be angelized play anymore, 93 00:03:49.439 --> 00:03:52.639 right if you even know who that is. I had 94 00:03:52.680 --> 00:03:55.400 when I had my show and I signed off my agency, 95 00:03:55.280 --> 00:03:57.759 they deleted thirty two thousand tweets of mine. 96 00:03:57.879 --> 00:03:59.479 I was like, you deleted thirty two. 97 00:03:59.400 --> 00:04:01.960 Like you know what I'm saying, Like, I can't tell 98 00:04:02.000 --> 00:04:04.159 you how many times I threaten people's lives. I said, 99 00:04:04.159 --> 00:04:05.879 I'm God, I found out where you live, come to 100 00:04:05.879 --> 00:04:07.280 your house. I'm fucking your shit up, and I got 101 00:04:07.280 --> 00:04:09.479 bail money. After I get out, I'm fucking you up again. 102 00:04:10.240 --> 00:04:11.680 Put my finger in you ass, hold the hold nine 103 00:04:11.680 --> 00:04:13.639 and punch you in the mouth. All that crazy shit, 104 00:04:13.680 --> 00:04:15.800 and like I wanted to kill people. Then I was like, 105 00:04:15.840 --> 00:04:17.600 all right, I got a chill because I'm trying to 106 00:04:17.600 --> 00:04:20.120 brow the brand. So I have an NFL endorsement with Snickers. 107 00:04:20.639 --> 00:04:23.040 I have a Major League Baseball endorsement with Tops doing 108 00:04:23.079 --> 00:04:27.439 baseball cards. And the crazy thing about it is, in 109 00:04:27.560 --> 00:04:32.279 twenty twenty, in the pandemic, I've made eight figures in 110 00:04:32.360 --> 00:04:36.040 baseball cards. Like I'm like, fucking mind blown, you know, 111 00:04:36.120 --> 00:04:38.720 not from jewelry, which is what you would think, and 112 00:04:39.079 --> 00:04:43.360 or cannabis. And it just took a whole different direction 113 00:04:43.480 --> 00:04:45.480 to my brand to where I wasn't ready for it, 114 00:04:45.759 --> 00:04:48.319 but because I've been in a lot of situations, I 115 00:04:48.360 --> 00:04:49.600 was like, let me put the seat built on a 116 00:04:49.639 --> 00:04:52.240 little tighter, and this ride this bitch, you know, and 117 00:04:52.600 --> 00:04:54.759 so here I am now, So I pretty much now. 118 00:04:54.759 --> 00:04:57.399 It's like I think, truly the definition is everyone knows 119 00:04:57.439 --> 00:04:59.839 me as a jeweler. Some people were marry when I 120 00:04:59.839 --> 00:05:02.560 was music business because I was a successful, successful DJ 121 00:05:03.199 --> 00:05:09.360 and a executive, But truly the title will be entrepreneur exactly. 122 00:05:09.399 --> 00:05:10.959 I feel like that's why. It's just like there's not 123 00:05:11.040 --> 00:05:13.000 that the talent is endless, Like especially being in the 124 00:05:13.000 --> 00:05:15.680 business for so long and having the connections with everyone 125 00:05:15.680 --> 00:05:17.360 that you have, it's just like only natural that it 126 00:05:17.399 --> 00:05:19.480 fits in with even just your brand and who you 127 00:05:19.519 --> 00:05:21.879 are as a person. Like just I'm sure you know 128 00:05:21.920 --> 00:05:24.800 the Major League Baseball thing, whatever, didn't like you know 129 00:05:24.839 --> 00:05:27.040 that it would ever be a thing until sure it 130 00:05:27.079 --> 00:05:28.920 was a hobby or something that kind of fell into 131 00:05:28.959 --> 00:05:30.639 your lap or something like that that was kind of 132 00:05:30.720 --> 00:05:33.839 just happened because it's supposed to happen organically. 133 00:05:34.399 --> 00:05:37.040 I just feel like in anything I do in life, right, 134 00:05:38.000 --> 00:05:41.879 if I'm going to be a trash ban. I want 135 00:05:41.879 --> 00:05:43.399 to be the president of trashman, well, the best trash 136 00:05:43.439 --> 00:05:45.639 man in the world. When I jumped into this baseball 137 00:05:45.680 --> 00:05:48.759 card thing, it's like I collected cards thirty years ago, 138 00:05:48.839 --> 00:05:53.319 right when I was a teenager, and you know, it's 139 00:05:53.360 --> 00:05:56.079 a whole different world and it's such a like it's 140 00:05:56.079 --> 00:05:59.120 such an American thing. I was like, I don't really 141 00:05:59.160 --> 00:06:01.439 know too much about this. They were kind of reluctant 142 00:06:01.439 --> 00:06:03.319 because of my behavior. Plus I only cannabis, but just 143 00:06:03.360 --> 00:06:05.199 people were kind of like, like, I don't know about this, dude. 144 00:06:06.040 --> 00:06:08.120 Yeah, And you speak your mind too much sometimes, I 145 00:06:08.120 --> 00:06:10.240 think because you don't have like a boundary because you're 146 00:06:10.279 --> 00:06:12.600 either your own boss. Sometimes I feel like people don't 147 00:06:12.600 --> 00:06:14.240 know how to take us because I fall on that 148 00:06:14.279 --> 00:06:16.959 same boat and other avenues. It's like, if you speak 149 00:06:16.959 --> 00:06:19.160 too much, in my sense, it's I'm adiva. But if 150 00:06:19.160 --> 00:06:20.680 I speak over too much, you know, then I'm a 151 00:06:20.959 --> 00:06:23.040 you know, it's just like your level of you gotta 152 00:06:23.079 --> 00:06:24.720 know your worth. You know what I mean that you're 153 00:06:24.720 --> 00:06:26.360 showing there and you know you're good at what it 154 00:06:26.439 --> 00:06:29.160 is because that's just what it is. There's no there's 155 00:06:29.160 --> 00:06:30.240 no going back, right. 156 00:06:30.639 --> 00:06:32.360 Some people go to work and they just goll like, 157 00:06:32.399 --> 00:06:34.639 hey man, when is it five o'clock? Like, all right, cool, 158 00:06:34.759 --> 00:06:36.720 four fifty nine, four to fifty. They're ready to be 159 00:06:36.759 --> 00:06:39.959 out the door right with me. You know, I jumped 160 00:06:39.959 --> 00:06:42.160 into the baseball car game, had no idea, and I 161 00:06:42.199 --> 00:06:44.120 was like, fuck this. You know I'm about to like, 162 00:06:44.160 --> 00:06:45.639 if I was important, I'd be like, yo, listen, why 163 00:06:45.680 --> 00:06:47.879 the fuck would I want to be fucking you know 164 00:06:47.959 --> 00:06:50.079 this amateur dude like I'm trying to be Peter North. 165 00:06:50.120 --> 00:06:51.279 You feel me like, oh. 166 00:06:51.079 --> 00:06:54.279 My god, and you know, and and so I've taken 167 00:06:54.360 --> 00:06:58.240 that with everything that I've done and even parenting. 168 00:06:58.319 --> 00:07:00.199 And you know, I guess the only thing I mean, 169 00:07:00.199 --> 00:07:01.079 should I wish it? I was. 170 00:07:02.439 --> 00:07:04.360 I don't say I'm just saying I could be a 171 00:07:04.360 --> 00:07:07.279 better husband, but I'm just so busy. So I really 172 00:07:07.279 --> 00:07:08.639 try to focus it anytime we can get. 173 00:07:08.519 --> 00:07:10.800 Yourself thin because there's just a lot of stuff going on, yeah, 174 00:07:10.800 --> 00:07:13.920 for sure, but that's why there's always room for improvement. 175 00:07:14.000 --> 00:07:16.360 So if you know that knowledgeably outside and you're thinking it, 176 00:07:16.360 --> 00:07:18.560 you already know the answer to that, right. That's why 177 00:07:18.560 --> 00:07:20.279 that big smileing you're afraid, well. 178 00:07:20.160 --> 00:07:22.959 Know that that O g cush joint got a little smiler, 179 00:07:23.000 --> 00:07:23.560 but yeah. 180 00:07:23.680 --> 00:07:25.439 You know, right, it's a little you know, a mixture, 181 00:07:25.480 --> 00:07:28.279 you know, right, all right, So if you could sum 182 00:07:28.360 --> 00:07:30.480 up twenty twenty in two words, what would it be? 183 00:07:32.439 --> 00:07:35.199 Fuck you? I mean we're. 184 00:07:44.480 --> 00:07:48.959 Honestly, uh, that would be like the first thing I think, 185 00:07:49.000 --> 00:07:52.160 and then the second thing I think is stupid people, 186 00:07:53.040 --> 00:07:55.199 you know, and then maybe third be either I don't know, 187 00:07:55.279 --> 00:07:58.120 Donald Trump or COVID nineteen. It's like, you know, it's 188 00:07:58.120 --> 00:08:01.279 a it's it's I have so many different opinions, and 189 00:08:01.279 --> 00:08:05.879 there's so many sides now, you know, it's like it 190 00:08:05.920 --> 00:08:07.720 was either left or it was right, but now the 191 00:08:07.720 --> 00:08:10.279 middle is so crazy. And then you got like people 192 00:08:10.279 --> 00:08:12.360 from fucking not even left to right. They're just who 193 00:08:12.399 --> 00:08:14.399 never they didn't even know where the fuck they are. Yeah, 194 00:08:14.439 --> 00:08:16.879 you know, So it's it's it's it's been an interesting year. 195 00:08:17.279 --> 00:08:20.600 It definitely has. I'm definitely excited for it to be over. 196 00:08:20.920 --> 00:08:23.160 Oh yeah, but I feel like nothing's gonna change really, 197 00:08:23.360 --> 00:08:27.279 you know, for a little while, but hopeful for you know, I. 198 00:08:27.480 --> 00:08:30.319 Think it's gonna I think we start kicking into gear 199 00:08:30.360 --> 00:08:31.839 maybe around March April. 200 00:08:33.600 --> 00:08:34.679 Do you think so that early? 201 00:08:34.879 --> 00:08:38.720 I think, well, by April, everyone who wants to take 202 00:08:38.720 --> 00:08:44.080 the vaccine can at least those people will at least 203 00:08:44.200 --> 00:08:47.960 have a little bit of sense of security or sense 204 00:08:48.000 --> 00:08:50.720 of whether it's false to other people whatever they want 205 00:08:50.720 --> 00:08:53.399 to think Again, I guess that's why I said, if 206 00:08:53.440 --> 00:08:55.240 they want to, they could have it by then, right, 207 00:08:55.639 --> 00:08:58.600 So at least then you know, they have a twelve 208 00:08:58.639 --> 00:09:01.519 hour window to none necessarily jump into a fucking an 209 00:09:01.639 --> 00:09:04.240 entire COVID fucking you know party. But I mean they 210 00:09:04.639 --> 00:09:07.200 you know, it's it's it's a step in the right 211 00:09:07.200 --> 00:09:09.919 direction at least to try to get to her immunity, 212 00:09:10.000 --> 00:09:13.399 you know, because if you had COVID, you're anybody's only 213 00:09:13.399 --> 00:09:14.320 good for two or three months. 214 00:09:14.320 --> 00:09:15.960 It's like, how much fucking around can you do? 215 00:09:16.240 --> 00:09:18.559 The bottom line is, man, people just haven't taken it 216 00:09:18.639 --> 00:09:21.480 serious enough. Some people have and it's like, look, man, 217 00:09:22.440 --> 00:09:25.440 it's not about you, dick fuck and I'm the most 218 00:09:25.480 --> 00:09:27.159 selfish cocksucker you know in the world. 219 00:09:27.840 --> 00:09:32.559 It's not about you. It's about it's about this person's 220 00:09:32.600 --> 00:09:35.840 friends grandmother, Like, why the fuck do I care? 221 00:09:36.000 --> 00:09:38.840 Because you're not realizing you affect her. It affects the friend. 222 00:09:39.159 --> 00:09:42.720 The friend gets the Grandma sick. So at the end 223 00:09:42.720 --> 00:09:45.159 of the day, look are shit so fucked up as 224 00:09:45.200 --> 00:09:48.159 it is now no one gives a fuck. Atlanta's wild, 225 00:09:48.159 --> 00:09:51.679 Florida's wild. Texas is pretty wild, but like you know, 226 00:09:51.679 --> 00:09:52.919 people here don't give a fuck either. 227 00:09:52.919 --> 00:09:55.600 So it's like, yeah, I mean, but. 228 00:09:55.559 --> 00:09:57.679 I mean we're not. The nightclubs are open, strip clubs 229 00:09:57.679 --> 00:09:59.840 are open, full blown as if it never existed in that, 230 00:10:00.519 --> 00:10:01.799 you know, in Florida. So I'm just. 231 00:10:03.799 --> 00:10:05.559 You know, I don't know, man, it's it's it's it 232 00:10:05.600 --> 00:10:08.399 bums me out of course, like you know, And I 233 00:10:08.440 --> 00:10:10.919 think people have a misconception because I've made money this 234 00:10:11.000 --> 00:10:13.799 year that it's not driving me. Ou yeah, I'm going crazy, 235 00:10:13.879 --> 00:10:17.080 like I got three kids in zoom class, like I 236 00:10:17.159 --> 00:10:20.120 sitting in the house, you know, and not getting the 237 00:10:20.200 --> 00:10:22.440 vitamin D that you need or being just being out. 238 00:10:22.279 --> 00:10:24.879 Like last yeah that too. 239 00:10:25.200 --> 00:10:27.240 I was on one hundred twenty two flights last year. 240 00:10:27.679 --> 00:10:29.360 That's fucking two flights a week. Like I was on 241 00:10:29.399 --> 00:10:32.080 a flight. I was everywhere and then to be to 242 00:10:32.120 --> 00:10:37.720 stay put. It's, uh, I don't know, man, it's fucked up. 243 00:10:37.759 --> 00:10:38.840 I had a lot of thoughts, so I think I 244 00:10:38.840 --> 00:10:41.360 think about my past and damn I fucked up there. 245 00:10:41.440 --> 00:10:43.720 Damn fucked with this all right? Well, you know, and 246 00:10:43.840 --> 00:10:46.519 just smoking weed and staying home. It's like, you know, 247 00:10:46.559 --> 00:10:47.080 it's a trip. 248 00:10:47.320 --> 00:10:49.720 I feel like myself included I you know, I was. 249 00:10:51.120 --> 00:10:53.360 I was every day or every weekend on the road. 250 00:10:53.360 --> 00:10:55.679 I was dancing a different strip club. And it gets 251 00:10:55.679 --> 00:10:57.799 to that point where the same thing. It's like, you 252 00:10:57.840 --> 00:10:59.879 didn't have you have time to deal with life and 253 00:11:00.200 --> 00:11:01.919 like that, but you didn't have time to deal with 254 00:11:02.039 --> 00:11:04.080 what was internalizing. So the more that I sat home, 255 00:11:04.120 --> 00:11:05.759 you dealt with stuff that I was like, Man, I 256 00:11:05.799 --> 00:11:08.919 didn't even know that bothered me anymore. Fuck where did 257 00:11:08.919 --> 00:11:10.600 this come from? Or whatever? Because it's just so much 258 00:11:10.639 --> 00:11:12.480 you never and you kind of like let go of 259 00:11:12.559 --> 00:11:15.039 kind of not the you know, obviously work and what 260 00:11:15.120 --> 00:11:16.919 we do is our passion and how we like make 261 00:11:16.919 --> 00:11:19.279 our artistics, you know, selves come out. But it's like, 262 00:11:19.799 --> 00:11:22.080 where does that line draw from where you're really giving 263 00:11:22.120 --> 00:11:24.080 into yourself and giving back to you is where they 264 00:11:24.080 --> 00:11:25.879 say it's self care. It's not just going to get 265 00:11:25.919 --> 00:11:27.679 a massage and doing you know, a facial or something 266 00:11:27.720 --> 00:11:29.879 like that. It's about doing the work and actually healing 267 00:11:30.320 --> 00:11:32.200 and being a better person and every day if it's 268 00:11:32.200 --> 00:11:36.080 like acknowledging the time or the lack of like what 269 00:11:36.159 --> 00:11:38.080 fuel you put back into yourself or any of those. 270 00:11:38.559 --> 00:11:40.639 Yeah, I mean you articulated that way better than I did. 271 00:11:41.039 --> 00:11:42.720 But but that was what I was trying to say. 272 00:11:42.799 --> 00:11:45.519 I mean, really, you know, like there's I've had anxiety 273 00:11:45.519 --> 00:11:49.399 throughout it, you know. And I do think about that 274 00:11:49.440 --> 00:11:55.120 often because the easiest way to misinterpret anybody is through 275 00:11:55.120 --> 00:11:59.799 a caption, through a tweet, something like I could be 276 00:12:00.240 --> 00:12:02.360 we tweet each other, right, and let's just say, for instance, 277 00:12:02.879 --> 00:12:05.039 a lot of people might not know me that follow you, right, 278 00:12:05.679 --> 00:12:06.519 and I'm like, fuck you. 279 00:12:07.840 --> 00:12:10.159 All I could write is f U c K space 280 00:12:10.240 --> 00:12:10.919 wyle you Right. 281 00:12:11.279 --> 00:12:13.200 They're like, why the fuck is that guy saying fuck you? 282 00:12:13.200 --> 00:12:15.279 You don't know what context it's saying and everything. Yeah, 283 00:12:15.519 --> 00:12:18.240 you know, it's just the Internet's crazy, you know. I'm 284 00:12:18.240 --> 00:12:20.759 just like, motherfucker, I'm talking to my friend. I don't 285 00:12:20.759 --> 00:12:22.679 follow like people I never met before, Like I'm not 286 00:12:22.879 --> 00:12:24.720 I'm not me, no no offense. I'm just saying like 287 00:12:24.759 --> 00:12:26.960 I kind of you know, I've been around a long time. 288 00:12:27.000 --> 00:12:28.840 I could have been had ten million followers if I 289 00:12:28.879 --> 00:12:30.679 wanted to suck everyone's diack and kiss asked this whatever 290 00:12:30.759 --> 00:12:32.799 just I just did in my way and and and 291 00:12:32.840 --> 00:12:37.360 what I'm getting at is I had seen like all 292 00:12:37.360 --> 00:12:40.480 these arguments and the turmoil and the fucking civil unrests 293 00:12:40.480 --> 00:12:44.440 and everything. You're just like, damn, man, I'm guilty of 294 00:12:44.440 --> 00:12:44.759 this too. 295 00:12:44.799 --> 00:12:46.720 Man. I need to be a better person. I need 296 00:12:46.759 --> 00:12:48.960 to go this and do this, and and I'm working 297 00:12:49.000 --> 00:12:50.440 on it. It's a work in progress. 298 00:12:50.559 --> 00:12:52.200 That's all we can really do. You know, as people 299 00:12:52.279 --> 00:12:54.840 is learn and like acknowledge what it is, and then 300 00:12:54.960 --> 00:12:56.919 you know, change it for what's the better for ourselves, 301 00:12:56.960 --> 00:13:00.360 because you know, everybody's different. Nobody knows exact hold of 302 00:13:00.360 --> 00:13:02.399 what we're really supposed to do. It's like what works 303 00:13:02.399 --> 00:13:04.000 for you in your life and for me is like 304 00:13:04.200 --> 00:13:05.919 to each his zone is what I live by, as 305 00:13:05.960 --> 00:13:07.960 long as what works for me and what worked for you. 306 00:13:08.039 --> 00:13:11.000 But we're all some weight were fused together. And you know, 307 00:13:11.039 --> 00:13:12.960 if it's if people that we know that are two 308 00:13:12.960 --> 00:13:15.679 degrees of separation, and you just the understanding of being 309 00:13:15.679 --> 00:13:17.799 an entrepreneur and being in a world that people may 310 00:13:17.879 --> 00:13:20.000 judge you a little bit more, or things like that 311 00:13:20.080 --> 00:13:23.000 just off the top without actually knowing you, it's just 312 00:13:23.080 --> 00:13:25.399 you come to a common ground. So I feel like 313 00:13:25.440 --> 00:13:27.799 that's you know, with that being said, like the industry 314 00:13:27.919 --> 00:13:30.279 you being kind of take it all as it is, 315 00:13:30.320 --> 00:13:32.440 Like whatever I was going to ask you, what is 316 00:13:32.480 --> 00:13:34.600 your kind of part? Like how many how close in 317 00:13:34.600 --> 00:13:36.919 the industry right now? Have you been into you? Have 318 00:13:37.000 --> 00:13:40.399 you dated girls? Have you had relationships? World you have? 319 00:13:40.679 --> 00:13:44.919 What is your connection with the porn industry at all? 320 00:13:49.240 --> 00:13:52.120 Damn? This is some funny shit. Man. 321 00:13:52.480 --> 00:13:54.519 I did a show like seven years ago and like 322 00:13:54.559 --> 00:13:57.120 they like ask you, and I think nobody ever got 323 00:13:57.159 --> 00:13:59.600 to one hundred. They've asked like every celebrity ever and 324 00:13:59.639 --> 00:14:01.799 that you know, people tap out after three, right. I 325 00:14:01.799 --> 00:14:04.080 remember like the fourth question, the like Nameles celebrities slept 326 00:14:04.080 --> 00:14:04.840 when I was like, I can't do it. 327 00:14:04.919 --> 00:14:06.840 I just had I was like I lost. 328 00:14:08.720 --> 00:14:09.200 The truth. 329 00:14:10.480 --> 00:14:12.399 No, what I'm what I'm getting at is, uh, let's 330 00:14:12.399 --> 00:14:15.519 see where did it start? 331 00:14:16.639 --> 00:14:18.840 Like were you just like a fan of did you? 332 00:14:18.879 --> 00:14:21.279 Obviously you said that you have a connection with Jules Jordan. 333 00:14:21.399 --> 00:14:22.559 He's a close friend of yours. 334 00:14:23.879 --> 00:14:24.559 I'll break it down. 335 00:14:24.600 --> 00:14:29.159 So I think as a young kid, I mean I 336 00:14:29.159 --> 00:14:30.399 grew up in you know, I mean I was born 337 00:14:30.559 --> 00:14:34.320 in the early seventies, right, so you know it started 338 00:14:34.360 --> 00:14:38.679 seeing my dad's Playboy magazine and then you're like, all right, 339 00:14:38.720 --> 00:14:41.840 Playboy like a right cool. Then you see Penhouse, You're like, okay, 340 00:14:41.879 --> 00:14:45.799 now you're seeing like internal vagina, you know whatever. Playboy's 341 00:14:45.840 --> 00:14:47.399 kind of like a little glamorous rite. 342 00:14:47.320 --> 00:14:49.559 Whatever, graduating to parts that you were coming out. 343 00:14:49.879 --> 00:14:51.759 And then there was a there was a magazine called 344 00:14:51.840 --> 00:14:53.879 we oh u I and I was like, oh, this 345 00:14:54.039 --> 00:14:55.759 is like now the penis insidey. 346 00:14:56.000 --> 00:14:57.600 I was like, oh shit, so. 347 00:14:57.679 --> 00:15:00.399 I think and when I say my dad, I'm sorry. 348 00:15:00.399 --> 00:15:06.000 My stepdaddy passed away, like right around twelve. I started 349 00:15:06.039 --> 00:15:07.759 watching these movies and he had him. I was like, 350 00:15:07.799 --> 00:15:09.679 he didn't know I fucking found them. So he'd leave 351 00:15:09.720 --> 00:15:11.240 to work and I go watch some shits. I'm like, 352 00:15:11.279 --> 00:15:13.279 oh my god, and like I'm trying to think of 353 00:15:13.279 --> 00:15:15.879 anybody that might have been relevant, that's drawn Jeremy or something. 354 00:15:15.960 --> 00:15:20.039 Right, but like there was like Christy Canyons and people 355 00:15:20.159 --> 00:15:25.519 like that, right, like legends and VHS days, VHS Days heavy, 356 00:15:25.960 --> 00:15:30.159 and then fuck, I feel so terrible. 357 00:15:31.240 --> 00:15:34.600 One of my college she actually played I played sports 358 00:15:34.600 --> 00:15:38.519 in college, right, won't even get into that because that's 359 00:15:38.519 --> 00:15:39.840 like what I don't want to talk about. 360 00:15:40.039 --> 00:15:42.360 But this girl played on the water. 361 00:15:42.159 --> 00:15:44.279 Polo team at my college, so you know you're playing collegiate, 362 00:15:44.320 --> 00:15:46.840 you're obviously gone to an elite level of sports. I 363 00:15:46.919 --> 00:15:50.320 can't remember her fucking name, but she ended up doing porn. 364 00:15:51.200 --> 00:15:53.600 And the crazy thing was, I was like, WHOA. So 365 00:15:54.240 --> 00:15:56.679 I dated a chick who was a stripper and the 366 00:15:56.759 --> 00:15:59.000 girl was featured as a dancer there and I was like, 367 00:15:59.039 --> 00:16:01.120 I fucking know her. You know, there's no social media, 368 00:16:01.159 --> 00:16:03.240 there's no nothing, none like that at all. So I 369 00:16:03.279 --> 00:16:04.840 was like, man, about to talk to this crazy shit 370 00:16:04.879 --> 00:16:07.120 to this girl boom And when she saw me, she 371 00:16:07.240 --> 00:16:08.919 was like yo, And I was like, and I didn't 372 00:16:09.000 --> 00:16:09.360 judge it. 373 00:16:09.639 --> 00:16:12.879 I've been that girl and you're like, oh fuck, I yeah, 374 00:16:12.879 --> 00:16:14.600 and you can't get out of it because. 375 00:16:14.720 --> 00:16:17.480 Oh no, for sure. And so like, you know, just 376 00:16:17.519 --> 00:16:17.919 being out. 377 00:16:17.960 --> 00:16:21.120 And I think as I got more popular, like I 378 00:16:21.120 --> 00:16:23.279 wouldn't say, like, you know, but like there's girls who've 379 00:16:23.279 --> 00:16:25.480 done whole movies and become like celebrities or did like 380 00:16:25.600 --> 00:16:29.080 you know whatever. There's sex tapes and shit, and I 381 00:16:29.120 --> 00:16:32.519 just think as as uh as I got more popular, 382 00:16:32.919 --> 00:16:35.120 I began to meet a few more people and then 383 00:16:35.200 --> 00:16:37.480 like I wouldn't say dated, I mean, I mean I 384 00:16:37.480 --> 00:16:42.080 slept with a few point stars and like one I 385 00:16:42.200 --> 00:16:45.200 was like all right, man, yeah, man, you like and 386 00:16:45.600 --> 00:16:47.200 this is my opinion, so you guys want to get 387 00:16:47.240 --> 00:16:48.080 mad at anything. 388 00:16:48.120 --> 00:16:48.759 It was just strict. 389 00:16:49.159 --> 00:16:50.879 I was like, yeah, you're fucked up, like you're fucked 390 00:16:50.919 --> 00:16:52.960 up in the head, and you know, like, man, like 391 00:16:53.039 --> 00:16:54.039 you don't need to be doing drugs. 392 00:16:54.120 --> 00:16:55.240 You're like, damn, this is crazy. 393 00:16:55.519 --> 00:16:57.000 But were you trying to go like the say of 394 00:16:57.000 --> 00:16:59.559 a hoole route or like you were just being straight 395 00:16:59.639 --> 00:17:02.320 up her face like no, you're fucked up, you need help, 396 00:17:02.320 --> 00:17:03.039 and you were just. 397 00:17:03.039 --> 00:17:03.759 No, No, I didn't. 398 00:17:03.799 --> 00:17:05.839 I wish I did it. I just kind of like yeah. 399 00:17:05.839 --> 00:17:08.680 I just was like I just realized, like this was 400 00:17:09.319 --> 00:17:12.279 she's just so fucked up. And I wasn't that much 401 00:17:12.319 --> 00:17:14.160