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<v Speaker 1>Who in their own mind the saad go into a

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<v Speaker 1>museum was a fun tripe idea. I don't think I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever been so bored walking around somewhere in my life.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll look over there, these are the acient bones of

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<v Speaker 1>the hoo. Gives a a sour as a rare find.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, sure, if we were all a bunch of

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<v Speaker 1>easy roads, this might be slightly interesting. But come on,

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<v Speaker 1>who actually enjoyed themselves to day?

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<v Speaker 2>Now?

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<v Speaker 1>Did I think of it? I think I saw them

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<v Speaker 1>going round with the little mule book and a smile

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<v Speaker 1>that seems very feeling for them. They probably have facts

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<v Speaker 1>about all the fossils in that book. As much of

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<v Speaker 1>a nerd as they are, it is quite amusing to

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<v Speaker 1>see them going around with that little nut book everywhere.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like they're fascinated by everything. Man, I'm exhausted, being

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<v Speaker 1>hilarious and just generally amazing to sit out of me sometimes.

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<v Speaker 1>Of course I never admit it. I'm very humble. It

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<v Speaker 1>is just a plain fact though I just could have

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<v Speaker 1>put my back down. And when it was there on

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<v Speaker 1>the desk, Oh my god, it's a person. Am I

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<v Speaker 1>feeling to they? You someone? We're a second it's not

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<v Speaker 1>just any person. That's my favorite nerd.

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<v Speaker 2>They are.

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<v Speaker 1>They're alive, right, not saying oh they're breathing sleep at

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<v Speaker 1>a desk. Can't say I'm surprised with all those studying

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<v Speaker 1>you too. Jeez, they must have been really tired. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think I've ever seen some one sleep in such

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<v Speaker 1>an uncomfortable position. Their neck is really gonna hit them

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<v Speaker 1>to morrow. Oh well, it's not like it's my neck. Plus,

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<v Speaker 1>if they're asleep there, it means I get a bed

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<v Speaker 1>all to myself. Ah Ah, yep, this is alive, massive

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<v Speaker 1>bed all to myself. Better next time, lusair. Not that

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<v Speaker 1>you can hear me anyway, You do look particularly uncomfortable

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<v Speaker 1>over there, I Minham. I don't care how comfortable you

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<v Speaker 1>are here. Oka. Okay, if I i'll do the good

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<v Speaker 1>person thing, I should probably save your work first, So

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just gonna lift your head a little bit. Okay. Wait,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, you've fallen asleep on your keyboard. This

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<v Speaker 1>is twelve pages of just random letters. I'll just leave

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<v Speaker 1>that for tomorrow. So I just need to figure out

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<v Speaker 1>how to transport you from the desk to the bed. Dad.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't particularly want to drop you if I was

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<v Speaker 1>to carry you. But it's either that or I drag

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<v Speaker 1>you across the floor carrying it is I guess? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>this is not so bad. Who would have thought I'd

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<v Speaker 1>a better one carrying you to bed? Hey, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even know why I'm doing it. You must be really

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<v Speaker 1>tired to stay asleep through all of this. Why what's

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<v Speaker 1>got you so exhausted? I'm not sure why I'm asking

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<v Speaker 1>you If you're not gonna respond anyway, I should just

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<v Speaker 1>go and clear up your desk. The the stuff looks

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<v Speaker 1>complex like her word level. You really are something else?

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<v Speaker 1>Huh okay, there should be everything in a reasonable state now, ah, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I got the floor again. Oh well, I yes, it's

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<v Speaker 1>better than disturbing your very much needed sleep. Wow the yes, yes, coffee.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so gonna wake up with a sore everything tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh well, as long as they are confee noways I

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<v Speaker 1>think of it. The petty is pretty big, be enough

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<v Speaker 1>for two people. I'm not sure if I could manage

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<v Speaker 1>to stick in there, though I've already pushed my leg

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<v Speaker 1>by carrying them. I don't know if I want to

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<v Speaker 1>tape the fit again. No, well, I'm too tired of

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<v Speaker 1>the irrationally anyway. Now, as long as they stay there

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<v Speaker 1>and I stay here, we should be fine.

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<v Speaker 2>Dad.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I'm asleep, definitely.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh oh what.

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<v Speaker 1>You you've been awaken this whole time? Should so lovely

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<v Speaker 1>sling in there in it? Wait, if you were asleep,

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<v Speaker 1>why didn't you say so? I carried you because I

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<v Speaker 1>told you were asleep. You wanted to see what I do?

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<v Speaker 1>And what am I some kind of silence experiment to you?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, and what suspicion has been confirmed for you? Huh?

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<v Speaker 1>I care about you and what gave you that idea?

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<v Speaker 1>I do not loser? Yeah, okay, okay, I get it.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't need to with all of that. Maybe I

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<v Speaker 1>care like a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>Shut up.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have a crush on you when you actually

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<v Speaker 1>drive me insane. I'm not admitting anything because I do

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<v Speaker 1>not have a crush on you. My cheeks are getting red.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure up there? Not loser? Okay, okay, maybe just maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I like you a little bit? Okay? Happy? Now, Well

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<v Speaker 1>your a little sleeping plan worked? What now, I well

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<v Speaker 1>that was certainly unexpected. Well no, I never said it,

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<v Speaker 1>and unlike it did I? Kah, shut up? You really

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<v Speaker 1>do get in your own head.

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<v Speaker 4>Huh?

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<v Speaker 1>So does this mean I can stay in the big bed? Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean if you insist, you can lay on me

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<v Speaker 1>if you want to, just if you want to do Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>shut up, I'm not flustered. Can you just close your

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<v Speaker 1>eyes and sleep already? A good night, loser? Huh? And

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<v Speaker 1>what's that babe? Okay? Do you want me to go

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<v Speaker 1>with you?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>If you need anything, just text me. I'll be here.

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<v Speaker 1>They've been gone for a while. I'm gonna go find them. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be right back. Hey, LoVa, are you in there?

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<v Speaker 3>Babe?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you crying in there? Please send me? And I

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<v Speaker 1>want to make sure you're okay. Hey, it's okay, it's okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here, honey, I'm here. What happened?

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<v Speaker 2>Kah?

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<v Speaker 1>No, you don't need to talk about it right now.

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<v Speaker 1>If you don't want to, I will just sit here

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<v Speaker 1>and hold you for as long as you need. I've

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<v Speaker 1>got you, honey. Yeah, of course we could go outside.

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<v Speaker 1>We didn't bring your noise canceling headphones today, but I

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<v Speaker 1>have your earplugs. Do you want them? They might not

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<v Speaker 1>do much, but then at least block out some of

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<v Speaker 1>the noise. Do they help at all. I'm glad that

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<v Speaker 1>he'll be, even if it's just a little bit. Come on,

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<v Speaker 1>let's get you somewhere quiet. It's sucky, baby, I've got you.

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<v Speaker 1>Is this a barah? Honey, I'm glad. Come sit with

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<v Speaker 1>me and let's just enjoy the quiet. Are you ready

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about what's send you into the shutdown?

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<v Speaker 2>Now?

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<v Speaker 1>You don't have to if you don't want to. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>never force you to talk about anything you're either not

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<v Speaker 1>ready to talk about or that you just don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about. You can just sit out here until

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<v Speaker 1>you're ready to talk. You can see a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>stars tonight. There are also a couple of constellations. Yeah, look,

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<v Speaker 1>little dipperries right there, and Theirs Saurians built Leary is

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<v Speaker 1>right there, which means Sickness and Quillia are right there.

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<v Speaker 1>They are amazing, just like you. Of course, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>it a love every started mix up. These constellations are

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<v Speaker 1>unique and beautiful, just like every part of you is

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<v Speaker 1>unique and beautiful. The way your eyes lit up when

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<v Speaker 1>I come home from work, or when your conrans about

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<v Speaker 1>your special interests, the way you get all flustered when

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<v Speaker 1>I compliment you. Of course, if you're ready to talk

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<v Speaker 1>or listen. I get that it was crowded and music

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<v Speaker 1>was really loud. You were almost talking at the same time,

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<v Speaker 1>and you knew Tube maybe three people there. From everything

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<v Speaker 1>you just told me, I can understand why you got

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<v Speaker 1>overwhelmed overstimulated, right, I can understand why you got over stimulated. Baby.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't you dare say that. Do you really think I'm

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<v Speaker 1>only with you here because I feel bad for you? Now, Sweetheart,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have to love you. I get to love

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<v Speaker 1>you every day. I wake up and get to love you.

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<v Speaker 1>Every night. I go to bed knowing I'm sleeping next

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<v Speaker 1>to the person I get to love. I love you

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<v Speaker 1>because I want to love you, not because I feel

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<v Speaker 1>bad for you. Yes, even with your autism, and even

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<v Speaker 1>if you didn't have autism. I want to love you

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<v Speaker 1>need less or more because I don't think I could

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<v Speaker 1>love you more than I do right now. Now. You're

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<v Speaker 1>not gonna call a nuber to take you home, babe.

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<v Speaker 1>If you want to go home, I'll take you. If

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna go home, I don't want to be here,

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<v Speaker 1>so stay out here. I'm gonna get our jackets until Chase.

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<v Speaker 1>We're going to head out okay, okay, I love you.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be right back. Hey, Chace, Yeah, I've got to

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<v Speaker 1>get up early in the morning for work, so we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna head out. Yeah, see you later, Chase.

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<v Speaker 2>H m hmmm.

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<v Speaker 1>And here's your check, sweet Art, Are you ready to

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<v Speaker 1>go now? Okay, let's go.

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<v Speaker 2>M h m hm.

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<v Speaker 1>You will change into something more comfortable and I'll go

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<v Speaker 1>grab a few things for you.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, okay, h.

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<v Speaker 1>H you're comfortable in those speedis. Come sit down. I've

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<v Speaker 1>got a couple of safe foods for you. Alf you

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<v Speaker 1>you're feted, always sign your book of course, I'll say

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<v Speaker 1>it's a sweetheart. We can just sit here as long

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<v Speaker 1>as you like. Can I ask you something? Do you

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<v Speaker 1>ever feel the need to mask around me? Can I

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<v Speaker 1>ask why bebe? You don't ever need to mask around me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not like the people you grew up with. You

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<v Speaker 1>don't ever have to hide who you are around me. Yes, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>I love the real version of you, not a version

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<v Speaker 1>you think you have to be. I promise baby, if

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<v Speaker 1>you ever feel like you have to mask a romy,

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<v Speaker 1>that just means I did something wrong and there's something

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<v Speaker 1>I need to work on. I love you, two, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>I love every part of you. Maybe where are you, baby?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm back. Are you helps me? Have I lost something again? Maybe?

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<v Speaker 2>Ah?

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<v Speaker 1>Not in the bedroom either, probably using the bathroom. Then

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<v Speaker 1>all right, what's going on? What are they doing in

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<v Speaker 1>there for so long? Baby? Are you in there? Please

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<v Speaker 1>answer me?

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<v Speaker 2>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>You're not answering that either means you're not in there

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<v Speaker 1>or something's gone wrong. I'm going to try and open

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<v Speaker 1>the door. All right, locked, so you are in sight.

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<v Speaker 1>But Bobby, why aren't you saying anything? I'm worring myself

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<v Speaker 1>sick here? Maybe please open the door. I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>come to ten. If you don't open it, I will

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<v Speaker 1>break it down. I need to know you're all right. One, two, three, four, five, six,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean it byby seven eight? Baby, Oh my god.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, all right, let me just grab the first

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<v Speaker 1>sake it. It's all right, baby, it's alright. I'm here now,

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<v Speaker 1>I've got you. I'm here. You're not alone. Let's just

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<v Speaker 1>get this cleaned up first. Yeah, since I get infected,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, aloft, this might sing a little. I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>it's all right. I know it hurts, but it'll be

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<v Speaker 1>over soon. You're doing so well, baby. Okay, here we

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<v Speaker 1>go let's wrap this up. Done, the bulieding stopped. Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>how long have you been in here like this? There's

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<v Speaker 1>blood everywhere? A while? All right? Do you want to

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<v Speaker 1>get out of here? Maybe go lay down in our room?

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<v Speaker 1>Come on, I'll help you up. No, no, don't worry

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<v Speaker 1>about the mess. I'll sort that out later. Right now,

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<v Speaker 1>I just want you safe. That's all that matters to me. Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>what are you a polarizing for?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 1>Don't, please don't. None of this is your fault, never

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<v Speaker 1>a poised to be for sot like this. Baby, Look

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<v Speaker 1>at me. You're not a failure. You're not brooking beyond repair.

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<v Speaker 1>You're hurting, and it's heart I know it is. And

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<v Speaker 1>I'm so bloody sorry. I wish I could do more.

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<v Speaker 1>I I take every else of your pain if I could.

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<v Speaker 1>It shouldn't be like this. You shouldn't have to go

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<v Speaker 1>to this salone. I'm sorry I wasn't here sooner, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here now, all right, I'm here, Come here. It's

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<v Speaker 1>all right, baby, you're safe. I know you're on the pink.

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<v Speaker 1>Stop and it will laugh. I don't know exactly when,

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't know how, but he promised you part

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<v Speaker 1>this will come they will. You don't deserve this. You

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<v Speaker 1>are the kindest sy soul. I know you deserve all

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<v Speaker 1>the good is wor I can offer, not this. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>you've had to carry so much. Hey, can I ask

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<v Speaker 1>you something? Next time you feel like this? Will you

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<v Speaker 1>call me? I'm not going to make you promise not

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<v Speaker 1>to hurt yourself. That's not fair. But I just want

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<v Speaker 1>you to call me. I just want you to call me. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>No matter where I am, no matter what time it is,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll come running Today. I head overtime at work, but

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<v Speaker 1>you're a thousand times more important than any job. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sorry it wasn't home sooner.

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<v Speaker 3>I am so.

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<v Speaker 1>Sorry. Baby. I'd rather plame me than yourself. I can

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<v Speaker 1>take it, I promise you, so. Will you promise to

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<v Speaker 1>call me next time? Yeah? Think you of It is

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<v Speaker 1>my job, you know, to care for you, to comfort you,

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<v Speaker 1>to be here when you need me. That's not some grandchester.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the pare minimum you deserve. No, it doesn't have

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<v Speaker 1>to apply the other way because I'm not going through

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<v Speaker 1>what you are. You are not a pardon. You could

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<v Speaker 1>never be a pardon to me, meaning you you being

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<v Speaker 1>in my life is the best thing has ever happened

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<v Speaker 1>to me. I'm the luckiest man alive to have someone

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<v Speaker 1>as brilliant as you. Two love me. I mean everyy word.

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<v Speaker 1>I love you. I love you so much. No, don't

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<v Speaker 1>say that. Please, don't ever see the world will be

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<v Speaker 1>better off without you. It wouldn't. I wouldn't. I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>know how to live if no, I would not find

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<v Speaker 1>some one better because there is an anyone better than you.

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<v Speaker 1>There is only you. You wouldn't do that, would you?

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<v Speaker 1>You will leave it behind like that? Promise me, baby,

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<v Speaker 1>Promise me half Thank you?

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<v Speaker 2>Baby.

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's aught to ask, but thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>Hell of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Would you like to call for a bit? Yeah, come on,

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<v Speaker 1>then ask your coffee. I missed this. It's been a while,

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<v Speaker 1>hasn't it. I'm usually up late working. I'm sorry about

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<v Speaker 1>that too. I'll make more time for you. I promise.

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<v Speaker 2>You.

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<v Speaker 1>Know it hurts realizing it didn't not sooner. I was

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<v Speaker 1>too busy to distract it to blind. Maybe you are

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<v Speaker 1>good hiding it, yep, but still I should have seen it.

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<v Speaker 1>Can I ask you for one more?

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<v Speaker 3>Promise?

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<v Speaker 1>Promise me you'll talk to me about the good stuff

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<v Speaker 1>and the bad, even if it's just something small. Tell

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<v Speaker 1>me please, I wanted to get this better again. I

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<v Speaker 1>know he's starting talking about his things, but boiling it

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<v Speaker 1>up it only makes it worse. I told you already

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<v Speaker 1>you will never be a person to me, I promise.

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<v Speaker 1>Well now it's your turn. Thanks love, m you're tired, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>of course you can sleep? Will pull sleep like this septight,

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<v Speaker 1>my love? You mean the absolute world to me. Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>we need to talk about this. You're hiding away in

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<v Speaker 1>this dark little cave. You're gonna end up with a

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<v Speaker 1>vitamin D deficiency this rate, yeah, I get it. Your

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<v Speaker 1>bet is confie. But how long do you plan on

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<v Speaker 1>staying here? As long as you can?

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<v Speaker 2>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>Not exactly the picture of good health, is it? Have

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<v Speaker 1>you even had breakfast?

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<v Speaker 3>You have?

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<v Speaker 2>Really?

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<v Speaker 1>Well? I suppose I made your favorite for no reason?

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<v Speaker 2>Then?

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<v Speaker 1>Ah, that got your attention. And if I come in here,

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<v Speaker 1>you go all right? Maybe eating in your pet is

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<v Speaker 1>an ideal, but it's better than not eating at all

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<v Speaker 1>in it. So you're gonna tell me what's going on?

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<v Speaker 2>No?

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<v Speaker 1>Why not?

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe?

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<v Speaker 1>Because if you actually tell me, I might be able

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<v Speaker 1>to help or just be here for you. Nothing I

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<v Speaker 1>can do. Come on, try me, I swear You're not

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<v Speaker 1>a bother. You couldn't be, even that time you didn'tnder

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<v Speaker 1>the dishes. Oh there is a reason for that as well. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm genuinely confused. Can you tell me properly what's

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<v Speaker 1>going on? You think I won't understand why? Hugh? Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I won't get it exactly not the way you do.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not leaving it, but that doesn't mean I won't try. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>and I won't judge, promise.

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<v Speaker 2>No.

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<v Speaker 1>Look at this room. It's a complete tip and you

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<v Speaker 1>know how much that normally winds me up. But I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not judging you for it. I swear I only brought

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<v Speaker 1>it up as an example, not a heavy go really depression. Shit,

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<v Speaker 1>I am sorry. I had no idea. How long has

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<v Speaker 1>this been going on? Bloody? Held that long? Is there

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<v Speaker 1>anything I can do? Anything at all? Well for a starter,

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<v Speaker 1>s don't mind turning up in here unless you've got

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<v Speaker 1>something dodgy hire under the bed I should know about. No, Seriously,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not a word than I like cleaning. It helps

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<v Speaker 1>me clear my head. You know I did clean my

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<v Speaker 1>room like three times a month. Be obsessive, I know,

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<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I get it. You don't have the energy

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<v Speaker 1>for that, and that's all right. I can go for

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<v Speaker 1>you too. Do the dishes. No, I don't mind. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe know the dishes so much, but it's not like

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<v Speaker 1>you ever leave a massive pile anyway. I just wash

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<v Speaker 1>yours with mine. Simple Why am I doing this because

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<v Speaker 1>I care about you? Why? Because you're my mate, or

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<v Speaker 1>at least I think of you as of one. I

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<v Speaker 1>kind of hope you feel the same. You do good. Honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I was getting a bit nervous there, thought maybe I'd

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<v Speaker 1>made it weird waste. What do you mean that you

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<v Speaker 1>don't think you deserve to be cared about? Why would

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<v Speaker 1>you think that? No one does I do. I'll care

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<v Speaker 1>about you no matter what, because you deserve it. You

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<v Speaker 1>deserve all of any kindness and all that sort of stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>even if it doesn't feel like it. Every one deserves that.

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<v Speaker 1>It's basic human stuff. Yeah, even if you were a

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<v Speaker 1>terrible person, which you are not, I would still care

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<v Speaker 1>about you. Yeah, you are stuck with me, mate, Nothing

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<v Speaker 1>you can do about it. How's the food? By the way,

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<v Speaker 1>I tried my best swear down. Really you're not just

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<v Speaker 1>saying that to be polite? All right? Fair enough? Sorry,

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<v Speaker 1>I've got a few trust issues. Alummit, Trusting people is

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<v Speaker 1>in my strong suit, even you. Maybe I'll make an exception.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think you were a reason to lie to me,

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<v Speaker 1>nor about this, so I'll trust you.

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<v Speaker 3>Deal.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, I'm no expert on depression, but I've heard that

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<v Speaker 1>staying in a dark room all day just makes it worse.

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<v Speaker 1>I know you don't want to get out of bed.

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<v Speaker 1>It's safe, it's warm, it feels like the only place

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<v Speaker 1>you can breeze. But hear me out, how about we

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<v Speaker 1>go for a walk, just once a day for a week.

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<v Speaker 1>I know sounds like a lot, but the weather is

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<v Speaker 1>meant to be nice, not too hot nor the cold,

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<v Speaker 1>just right. And if it doesn't help even a little bit,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll stop. Promise I won't drug you around for miles.

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<v Speaker 1>Just a little straw for me. Yeah, if you say yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I'll shut up. Promise brilliant?

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<v Speaker 3>All right?

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<v Speaker 1>I see you have finished your foot Do you want

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<v Speaker 1>me to leave your room?

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<v Speaker 2>Now?

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<v Speaker 1>I know you're probably n ackerd No, you want me

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<v Speaker 1>to stay? All right? I can do that, not talking.

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<v Speaker 1>Just sit here we see while you drift off. Bloody

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<v Speaker 1>hell has sounded creepy as anything. Caudo, Yeah, why not.

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<v Speaker 1>M h.

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<v Speaker 2>M hm m.

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<v Speaker 1>School over. I'll be a big spoon. Yeah, this is nice.

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<v Speaker 1>Go ahead, you can fall asleep like this. I promise

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<v Speaker 1>I'll go anywhere, I'll stay. We can up together. Nope,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have any work today. I'm all yours. Even

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<v Speaker 1>if I enough. Steve is aboard after I won't care.

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<v Speaker 1>This is horses sleep tight roomy hmm. And where did

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<v Speaker 1>they go? Must be in a bathroom? Oh thank god,

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<v Speaker 1>that's won't you am?

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<v Speaker 2>I to sleep?

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<v Speaker 1>Wait? What are they doing in there? But it sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like crying. Maybe they're sick. I I should check on them.

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<v Speaker 1>Shit definitely is like they're crying. Babe. Maybe are you

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<v Speaker 1>all right? Maybe you know some fine? Something happened? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you sick?

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<v Speaker 3>What is it?

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe?

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<v Speaker 1>Please answer me? I know you're not okay, it sounds

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<v Speaker 1>like you're crying. Can I can I come in?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, hey, I'm sorry. I they read do something wrong

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<v Speaker 1>that I up said you somehow? I'm sorry? Can we

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<v Speaker 1>talk about it? Work things out?

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<v Speaker 2>What did I do? Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>It's on me then what I said? Why not show

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<v Speaker 1>me to commun there with you? Why I don't understand

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<v Speaker 1>you don't want me to find out? How to find out.

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<v Speaker 1>What are you hurt or sick? What's wrong? Why? I

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<v Speaker 1>don't Jesus people, you're shaking and smiling. Oh god, do

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<v Speaker 1>you have a fever? Here, let me feel your forehead. No,

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<v Speaker 1>you're so cold and climby. They you just threw up. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're not sicken, nor whats the matter?

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<v Speaker 3>How good?

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<v Speaker 2>Baby?

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<v Speaker 1>Breathe? Can you breathe? Do you need to call in ambulance?

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<v Speaker 2>Fuck?

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<v Speaker 1>What what do you do?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, no amulance.

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<v Speaker 2>He holds to the.

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<v Speaker 1>Card and I'll hold you here. What do you mean

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<v Speaker 1>you're ongoing?

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<v Speaker 3>Baby?

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<v Speaker 1>You can't breeze. You have to do the hospital. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you mean it's all in your head? I

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<v Speaker 1>can clearly see that something is Oh Jesus, be very

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<v Speaker 1>having a pack attack. No, no, no, no, no, baby, it's

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be okay, fuck, what do you do?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you do?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, baby, I'm gonna sit down right here on the floor. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>Now see between my legs, your back against my dress. Okay, yeah,

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00:43:32.719 --> 00:43:36.960
<v Speaker 1>there you go, press up against me. Now just focus

422
00:43:37.000 --> 00:43:41.800
<v Speaker 1>on my breathing and try to match my pace. Okay,

423
00:43:42.440 --> 00:43:58.400
<v Speaker 1>depressed in and out? Wow, it's gonna be Okay, baby,

424
00:43:58.679 --> 00:44:02.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm here. I'm right here with you. Just focus on

425
00:44:02.760 --> 00:44:07.760
<v Speaker 1>my breethy, nothing else, nothing else, mothers exp me and

426
00:44:07.960 --> 00:44:14.320
<v Speaker 1>you trust me a new baby? Can you can? I

427
00:44:14.320 --> 00:44:21.239
<v Speaker 1>feel your heart beat? Your heart is piling so hard,

428
00:44:22.000 --> 00:44:25.400
<v Speaker 1>and try to relax. Baby, keep breathing. I promise you're

429
00:44:25.440 --> 00:44:28.960
<v Speaker 1>safe right now. You're always safe and miss me hard.

430
00:44:29.480 --> 00:44:35.360
<v Speaker 1>I love you, I love you so much. You're safe

431
00:44:36.000 --> 00:44:41.000
<v Speaker 1>if it's gonna be okay. You're doing so well baby,

432
00:44:41.440 --> 00:44:42.400
<v Speaker 1>and I'll pass on.

433
00:44:42.599 --> 00:44:43.239
<v Speaker 3>I promise.

434
00:44:43.840 --> 00:44:46.639
<v Speaker 1>Then you can crawl up in my arms the bed

435
00:44:46.800 --> 00:44:49.639
<v Speaker 1>and we can drift off back to sleep or don't know,

436
00:44:49.679 --> 00:44:52.760
<v Speaker 1>something to watch or whatever you want, whatever makes you

437
00:44:52.800 --> 00:44:58.440
<v Speaker 1>feel good. Okay, No, no, baby, don't be sorry. You

438
00:44:58.519 --> 00:44:59.800
<v Speaker 1>have nothing to be sorry for.

439
00:45:00.639 --> 00:45:01.440
<v Speaker 3>You're perfect.

440
00:45:05.079 --> 00:45:07.400
<v Speaker 1>It's okay. I have to talk about it right now.

441
00:45:07.880 --> 00:45:10.800
<v Speaker 1>We can talk about it later and you're more relaxed

442
00:45:10.800 --> 00:45:16.920
<v Speaker 1>and comfortable. Okay, you're breathing a lot better, are you're

443
00:45:16.920 --> 00:45:22.159
<v Speaker 1>feeling a listen a little bit better now? You feel

444
00:45:22.199 --> 00:45:23.760
<v Speaker 1>a bit more calm. Good?

445
00:45:27.079 --> 00:45:31.719
<v Speaker 3>God, you scared me so bad. Sorry.

446
00:45:31.800 --> 00:45:34.440
<v Speaker 1>I should not talk about this right now. I don't

447
00:45:34.440 --> 00:45:37.239
<v Speaker 1>want to upset you anymore, but you're scaring me. I

448
00:45:37.280 --> 00:45:41.440
<v Speaker 1>thought swels bring me wrong, and I like medically speaking,

449
00:45:41.480 --> 00:45:43.800
<v Speaker 1>you couldn't breathe and I could see how you were

450
00:45:43.840 --> 00:45:47.159
<v Speaker 1>strolling in to preason. I thought I thought you were

451
00:45:47.199 --> 00:45:53.360
<v Speaker 1>gonna die. I thought I lose you. Sorry, Sorry, it's

452
00:45:53.400 --> 00:45:57.519
<v Speaker 1>all right now that matters. Now you're okay, You're more

453
00:45:57.559 --> 00:46:04.199
<v Speaker 1>calm and you can breathe now. Yeah, we can only

454
00:46:04.280 --> 00:46:06.920
<v Speaker 1>lead back down in ped now here. We make it

455
00:46:07.039 --> 00:46:20.559
<v Speaker 1>up and then I'll help you. Do you want me

456
00:46:20.639 --> 00:46:22.320
<v Speaker 1>to spoon your.

457
00:46:24.039 --> 00:46:24.280
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

458
00:46:24.360 --> 00:46:28.079
<v Speaker 1>Of course you can face me. Yeah, just girl up

459
00:46:28.119 --> 00:46:34.719
<v Speaker 1>into me like that and I'll hold you tight. You

460
00:46:35.000 --> 00:46:36.039
<v Speaker 1>sure your feel better?

461
00:46:36.119 --> 00:46:36.360
<v Speaker 2>Beep?

462
00:46:36.800 --> 00:46:39.440
<v Speaker 1>You don't just do me that? So I don't worry,

463
00:46:39.519 --> 00:46:42.639
<v Speaker 1>right because I want you to be honest with me.

464
00:46:43.199 --> 00:46:45.320
<v Speaker 1>I want you to open up to me more. I

465
00:46:45.440 --> 00:46:48.559
<v Speaker 1>don't know exactly how you're feeling and what you're thinking,

466
00:46:48.599 --> 00:46:52.360
<v Speaker 1>no matter how bad it is, not immediately or anything.

467
00:46:52.400 --> 00:46:55.679
<v Speaker 1>You can wait, I can wait. I just need you

468
00:46:55.719 --> 00:46:59.079
<v Speaker 1>to understand that I'm here for you and all of you.

469
00:47:00.000 --> 00:47:02.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't know that you always hear from me. We're

470
00:47:02.840 --> 00:47:03.199
<v Speaker 1>a team.

471
00:47:03.280 --> 00:47:03.639
<v Speaker 2>You know.

472
00:47:08.559 --> 00:47:13.639
<v Speaker 1>You're scared. Do you want to tell me? Why leave you?

473
00:47:14.199 --> 00:47:15.199
<v Speaker 1>Why would I leave you?

474
00:47:15.199 --> 00:47:15.360
<v Speaker 2>Why?

475
00:47:15.360 --> 00:47:16.840
<v Speaker 1>I wish you think that.

476
00:47:19.480 --> 00:47:20.920
<v Speaker 3>Big you're screwed up?

477
00:47:21.639 --> 00:47:28.360
<v Speaker 1>Why you're talking about you're not screwed up? You said

478
00:47:28.360 --> 00:47:31.079
<v Speaker 1>that in a pattern more earlier, and you don't want

479
00:47:31.079 --> 00:47:32.960
<v Speaker 1>me to find out. Do you want to tell me

480
00:47:33.400 --> 00:47:33.880
<v Speaker 1>about that?

481
00:47:34.159 --> 00:47:38.440
<v Speaker 2>Something? Is? You mean?

482
00:47:38.519 --> 00:47:46.199
<v Speaker 1>Recently? Your MENORALIALI has been bad basically your wife, so

483
00:47:46.559 --> 00:47:49.400
<v Speaker 1>you never told me about I know this before. I

484
00:47:49.440 --> 00:47:52.239
<v Speaker 1>don't want me to know that you have panic attacks.

485
00:47:53.559 --> 00:47:54.320
<v Speaker 2>And depression.

486
00:47:57.360 --> 00:47:59.719
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I had no idea. We've been together for a

487
00:47:59.760 --> 00:48:04.679
<v Speaker 1>while and I never would have guessed. I I'm sorry

488
00:48:04.719 --> 00:48:11.119
<v Speaker 1>that you feel like you couldn't tell me anything. Well,

489
00:48:11.159 --> 00:48:13.679
<v Speaker 1>I feel like it's partially my fault, but if you insisted,

490
00:48:13.840 --> 00:48:19.320
<v Speaker 1>isn't I get it. The depression makes you feel like

491
00:48:19.360 --> 00:48:22.199
<v Speaker 1>a person, so you wanted to hide it. But it's sweet.

492
00:48:22.320 --> 00:48:25.119
<v Speaker 1>You don't have to hide anything from me, nothing about

493
00:48:25.159 --> 00:48:27.320
<v Speaker 1>you or anything. It would never make me feel like

494
00:48:28.039 --> 00:48:31.719
<v Speaker 1>you're a burden. Nothing would ever stop me from loving you,

495
00:48:32.159 --> 00:48:34.119
<v Speaker 1>and I want to be there for you. I want

496
00:48:34.639 --> 00:48:38.480
<v Speaker 1>to help you when you're feel the press stored insis.

497
00:48:38.639 --> 00:48:44.760
<v Speaker 1>I don't want you to suffer, especially not alone. Please

498
00:48:44.880 --> 00:48:49.000
<v Speaker 1>believe me. Everything I'm saying is true, and it might

499
00:48:49.039 --> 00:48:52.239
<v Speaker 1>be scariest for us to open up all but promise

500
00:48:52.440 --> 00:48:55.320
<v Speaker 1>I'll catch you every time before I love you.

501
00:48:58.239 --> 00:48:58.719
<v Speaker 2>It's okay.

502
00:48:58.760 --> 00:49:00.840
<v Speaker 1>You'll cry if you need to keep holding you and

503
00:49:00.960 --> 00:49:03.440
<v Speaker 1>you can lead it all out on my trest.

504
00:49:05.639 --> 00:49:08.039
<v Speaker 2>There you go and horror up your back.

505
00:49:14.440 --> 00:49:16.960
<v Speaker 1>Of course, maybe you don't have to think me. I

506
00:49:17.119 --> 00:49:20.679
<v Speaker 1>do all this for you anytime, and I know you

507
00:49:20.840 --> 00:49:26.360
<v Speaker 1>do the same for me. Well, of course you don't

508
00:49:26.400 --> 00:49:29.880
<v Speaker 1>mean too a sweetheart, I really want a panic attack.

509
00:49:30.239 --> 00:49:36.760
<v Speaker 1>Don't worry. You're perfect. Okay, you don't have to talk

510
00:49:36.800 --> 00:49:41.159
<v Speaker 1>about it if you don't want to, you do, okay.

511
00:49:41.239 --> 00:49:44.639
<v Speaker 1>Maybe I'm wears And don't you dare say or think

512
00:49:44.719 --> 00:49:46.320
<v Speaker 1>that it's stupid, because it's not.

513
00:49:49.920 --> 00:49:50.199
<v Speaker 2>Okay.

514
00:49:50.320 --> 00:49:53.599
<v Speaker 1>So it wasn't remaining that triggered it. I happened sometimes

515
00:49:56.039 --> 00:49:57.800
<v Speaker 1>so you couldn't fall asleep. But you didn't mean to

516
00:49:57.840 --> 00:50:00.239
<v Speaker 1>wake me up. But then you started to word thinking

517
00:50:00.320 --> 00:50:03.119
<v Speaker 1>and panicking. Why didn't you want to wake me up?

518
00:50:03.239 --> 00:50:05.280
<v Speaker 1>You could have looked me up before the panica I

519
00:50:05.400 --> 00:50:08.519
<v Speaker 1>really kicked in, he said, because you thought you'd be

520
00:50:08.559 --> 00:50:12.679
<v Speaker 1>a baron. You didn't want to be knowing about the

521
00:50:12.719 --> 00:50:14.840
<v Speaker 1>depression and anxiety because you want it to be the

522
00:50:14.920 --> 00:50:17.760
<v Speaker 1>perfect point for me did you really think that just

523
00:50:17.840 --> 00:50:21.039
<v Speaker 1>because you suffer from melent I help that I want

524
00:50:21.079 --> 00:50:27.400
<v Speaker 1>to want you. You really think I'm that shallow? Sorry? Sorry,

525
00:50:28.599 --> 00:50:31.880
<v Speaker 1>and not just your bringing in Russia. But maybe please

526
00:50:32.000 --> 00:50:34.960
<v Speaker 1>believe me when I say that you're perfect just the

527
00:50:35.039 --> 00:50:37.639
<v Speaker 1>way you are, even though you have to deal with

528
00:50:37.760 --> 00:50:41.440
<v Speaker 1>depression and anxiety, it doesn't make you any less amazing.

529
00:50:41.920 --> 00:50:43.920
<v Speaker 1>I you're the best thing that's ever happened to me.

530
00:50:44.519 --> 00:50:50.039
<v Speaker 1>I love you so much, of course, I mean it.

531
00:50:53.360 --> 00:50:55.679
<v Speaker 1>I see that when you're look in your eyes you

532
00:50:55.760 --> 00:50:56.800
<v Speaker 1>want to really kiss.

533
00:51:06.360 --> 00:51:06.519
<v Speaker 2>There.

534
00:51:06.599 --> 00:51:08.360
<v Speaker 1>You are feeling better.

535
00:51:10.719 --> 00:51:10.960
<v Speaker 2>Good.

536
00:51:11.400 --> 00:51:12.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm glad.

537
00:51:14.480 --> 00:51:16.920
<v Speaker 1>When you tell me more about everything when you're feeling better,

538
00:51:17.119 --> 00:51:23.679
<v Speaker 1>I want to know it all, everything about you. Yeah,

539
00:51:23.760 --> 00:51:26.559
<v Speaker 1>we can just keep calling for now until we fall

540
00:51:26.639 --> 00:51:29.559
<v Speaker 1>back to sleep, but promise me you'll wake me after

541
00:51:29.639 --> 00:51:32.880
<v Speaker 1>you can't sleep. I love you.

542
00:51:34.719 --> 00:51:35.360
<v Speaker 3>You're perfect.

543
00:51:37.159 --> 00:51:50.519
<v Speaker 1>Hey, what's up? You're still working again? Maybe this has

544
00:51:50.599 --> 00:52:00.960
<v Speaker 1>been going on for quite a while. I know, I

545
00:52:01.159 --> 00:52:02.559
<v Speaker 1>know it's your polls.

546
00:52:02.800 --> 00:52:03.400
<v Speaker 2>This is that.

547
00:52:05.159 --> 00:52:09.159
<v Speaker 1>Just finish that up right now. I'll go take a shower,

548
00:52:09.360 --> 00:52:14.960
<v Speaker 1>and after that i'll come here, and whether you've finished

549
00:52:15.119 --> 00:52:18.320
<v Speaker 1>or not, and whether you like it or not, we'll

550
00:52:18.360 --> 00:52:31.760
<v Speaker 1>go sleep or right, I'll leave now, bear puck those

551
00:52:31.840 --> 00:52:42.920
<v Speaker 1>things up. Hey, I finished showering, and it seems like

552
00:52:43.360 --> 00:52:58.280
<v Speaker 1>you're too busy. Let's go to sleep now, No, let's

553
00:52:58.320 --> 00:53:06.320
<v Speaker 1>go to sleep now. Your work and wait, there're still tomorrow.

554
00:53:07.239 --> 00:53:11.760
<v Speaker 1>It's been three weeks since we have this argument. Can't

555
00:53:11.800 --> 00:53:16.960
<v Speaker 1>you think? Can't you think of yourself first? You tire

556
00:53:17.000 --> 00:53:31.199
<v Speaker 1>yourself out, sweetheart. I want to sleep with you in

557
00:53:31.360 --> 00:53:35.199
<v Speaker 1>my arms and wake up again to see you there.

558
00:53:36.719 --> 00:53:39.760
<v Speaker 1>I want it when I wake up and the first

559
00:53:39.840 --> 00:53:43.360
<v Speaker 1>thing I hold is you. The first thing I feel

560
00:53:43.480 --> 00:53:55.360
<v Speaker 1>is you. You don't have to apologize, baby, just leave

561
00:53:55.400 --> 00:53:59.480
<v Speaker 1>with me this time, all right. You've overworked yourself again.

562
00:54:10.159 --> 00:54:10.519
<v Speaker 2>Just not that.

563
00:54:10.599 --> 00:54:19.159
<v Speaker 1>I'm proud of you, all right, you don't have to

564
00:54:19.239 --> 00:54:22.280
<v Speaker 1>worry about it. You spend so much time in your

565
00:54:22.320 --> 00:54:25.960
<v Speaker 1>work that you don't even get to sleep or eat.

566
00:54:27.440 --> 00:54:31.320
<v Speaker 1>I don't like it, baby, Please save yourself from that.

567
00:54:32.480 --> 00:54:37.280
<v Speaker 1>Don't drawn yourself in all of that paperwork. Everything you

568
00:54:37.400 --> 00:54:41.039
<v Speaker 1>did you did amazing. I'm sure that your work has

569
00:54:41.119 --> 00:54:45.639
<v Speaker 1>been appreciated, and if not, then that's your sign that

570
00:54:46.639 --> 00:54:49.559
<v Speaker 1>you should take things slow things And what's really noticing?

571
00:54:50.559 --> 00:54:50.760
<v Speaker 2>Right?

572
00:54:56.800 --> 00:55:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? You agree? Right now? Why don't we relax. Let's

573
00:55:07.480 --> 00:55:25.679
<v Speaker 1>go to bed. This is relaxing, right, the best. Never

574
00:55:25.800 --> 00:55:34.960
<v Speaker 1>been so comfortable and warm now that you're here, come here.

575
00:55:38.760 --> 00:55:42.480
<v Speaker 1>I just miss you so much from the bed here,

576
00:55:43.320 --> 00:55:46.000
<v Speaker 1>Come on on my chest. And it's been a while

577
00:55:46.159 --> 00:56:03.480
<v Speaker 1>and you've missed it already. It feels comfortable, right. Hear

578
00:56:03.559 --> 00:56:15.880
<v Speaker 1>those heartbits, they are all for you. You miss me

579
00:56:16.039 --> 00:56:20.320
<v Speaker 1>in my arms. I miss you more having you in

580
00:56:20.519 --> 00:56:33.199
<v Speaker 1>my arms, which is the same. Now, why don't you

581
00:56:33.320 --> 00:56:38.760
<v Speaker 1>relax and just sleep for the night. Okay, I'll believe

582
00:56:38.760 --> 00:56:41.440
<v Speaker 1>with your hair and ramble to you until you fall asleep.

583
00:56:42.480 --> 00:57:03.199
<v Speaker 1>How's that sound? Your hair is really soft? Did you

584
00:57:03.320 --> 00:57:16.119
<v Speaker 1>use conditioner? Baby? I am so proud of you, just

585
00:57:16.199 --> 00:57:19.119
<v Speaker 1>so you know you can fall asleep knowing that you

586
00:57:19.320 --> 00:57:24.840
<v Speaker 1>appreciate it and that your hard work and efforts are

587
00:57:25.000 --> 00:57:35.320
<v Speaker 1>all seen. Nashush, let me continue. Everything about you is

588
00:57:35.599 --> 00:57:40.360
<v Speaker 1>just amazing to me. The way you talk, especially the

589
00:57:40.400 --> 00:57:43.000
<v Speaker 1>way you laugh, the way you light up the room

590
00:57:43.639 --> 00:57:47.400
<v Speaker 1>whenever you enter it. Have you even seen my face

591
00:57:47.480 --> 00:57:49.920
<v Speaker 1>light up when I see you after such a tiring day?

592
00:57:54.519 --> 00:57:55.280
<v Speaker 2>Yeah? You do.

593
00:57:56.519 --> 00:57:59.440
<v Speaker 1>That's how much happy you make me without actually seeing it.

594
00:58:05.679 --> 00:58:13.039
<v Speaker 1>I love you, baby, You're the best to me. You're

595
00:58:13.079 --> 00:58:22.159
<v Speaker 1>ready to fall asleep. Oh look, you already are gautious,

596
00:58:22.239 --> 00:58:31.000
<v Speaker 1>so horrible. I hope you see well tonight, baby, sleep.

597
00:58:30.800 --> 00:59:48.880
<v Speaker 4>Tight, fun, fun, fun.

598
00:59:56.840 --> 01:06:01.400
<v Speaker 2>Fun suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus.

599
01:03:10.960 --> 01:04:54.679
<v Speaker 5>Questions, question, future questions, question A question, question, questions, usu

600
01:05:04.800 --> 01:06:18.480
<v Speaker 5>AT questions, must questions, questions FUT

601
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<v Speaker 2>Question