Speaker 1: Enogy cancelgeigsage, cansage. It's not sorryenogyag.
Speaker 2: Everyone loves to talk about letting go, but no one
Speaker 2: talks about those seasons where letting go would actually be detrimental,
Speaker 2: seasons where letting go isn't the answer. Holding on for
Speaker 2: dear life is the answer. Sometimes letting go would also
Speaker 2: mean self abandonment. Yeah, I'm bringing out the psychological therapy words.
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna throw them out later anyway and probably
Speaker 2: scream the F word. But it's fine. We can always
Speaker 2: start on our best butting But seriously, everyone that I've
Speaker 2: been talking to, including myself, hello, is going through something
Speaker 2: or another. This is not the season to let go.
Speaker 2: This is the season to lock in, baby little duckies. Okay,
Speaker 2: listen to me. We are in December. We are in December.
Speaker 2: The Year of the Snake is almost over. The Year
Speaker 2: of the Snake, of the shedding, of the letting go,
Speaker 2: of the saying goodbye, the revolving door, of the burning
Speaker 2: away karma. It's almost over. We have a couple of weeks,
Speaker 2: literally only a couple of weeks, and then we are
Speaker 2: going into the year of the fire horse momentum. It's
Speaker 2: a year of one new beginnings. It's a ten year,
Speaker 2: it's a one year, depending on how you break it down.
Speaker 2: Either way, it's new beginnings in co creation with the divine,
Speaker 2: new projects, a clean slate, new energy. Right now, we
Speaker 2: are at a threshold. We are at a portal. This
Speaker 2: is where you hold the hell on. I don't care
Speaker 2: if you're holding on by the skin of your teeth.
Speaker 2: You hold on moving into the air of the fire horse.
Speaker 2: We are being supported with fast energy. You want to
Speaker 2: make sure that you're giving yourself the best chance at
Speaker 2: starting again in twenty twenty six. And how are you
Speaker 2: gonna do that? I'm gonna tell you what's up? Positive bitches,
Speaker 2: how are you doing today? If you're hearing this episode,
Speaker 2: then you are meant to be here. So keep listening
Speaker 2: on a Bitch's Positive Podcast. Sometimes we are gonna laugh,
Speaker 2: other towns, Baby, we're gonna cry, but we will always
Speaker 2: walk away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self that
Speaker 2: is Babe in true connection with herself himself, human self.
Speaker 2: I don't care if you think you're an alien, you
Speaker 2: probably are. I want you here if you want to
Speaker 2: take back your power. Okay, on this podcast, we unbecome
Speaker 2: who we are not, so we can fully step into
Speaker 2: exactly who we came here to be. Now it is
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Speaker 2: to the light. You will discover hitting gifts you didn't
Speaker 2: even know that you were holding on to, and so
Speaker 2: much more. But without further ado, let's get into today's podcast. First,
Speaker 2: I need to talk about the distinction between holding on
Speaker 2: and clinging. Clinging comes from fear your lower self, a
Speaker 2: disregulated nervous system. If I lose this, I'm going to
Speaker 2: lose myself. Damn. How many of us have had ego
Speaker 2: deaths because we create our identity based on our external
Speaker 2: circumstance and environment rather than an internal decision. I'll say
Speaker 2: that again. How many of us have created self concepts,
Speaker 2: identities that have everything to do with what's going on
Speaker 2: outside of us and nothing to do with who we
Speaker 2: actually are. Raise your hand if you're a victim of yourself.
Speaker 2: Oh oh, awkward, Yes, I am raising my hand. I
Speaker 2: recently was thinking about when I was twelve years old.
Speaker 2: I had an ego death. When I was twelve yup
Speaker 2: in middle school. I remember being so stressed out because
Speaker 2: I went to a small Catholic school and there was
Speaker 2: only so many girls and my friend group. I loved them,
Speaker 2: but it was high stress. Every day someone was fighting
Speaker 2: with someone and I could just see the red sea
Speaker 2: happening in my friend group. I could see how we
Speaker 2: were really splitting into two separate groups, and I did
Speaker 2: not like it. You know, me you know I love attachment.
Speaker 2: You know that about me. I wanted my group to
Speaker 2: stay intact, and I saw that it was not. And
Speaker 2: this really caused me to have an ego death because
Speaker 2: I started thinking, well, who am I if I'm not
Speaker 2: part of this friend group? Who am I if I
Speaker 2: am not involved in this specific person's life? Who am
Speaker 2: I outside of this friend group? If they played sports,
Speaker 2: I played sports. I hated sports. I hated basketball. And
Speaker 2: there I was running up a hill. Literally, I'm not
Speaker 2: referring to that song up a hill, Nan, no stranger
Speaker 2: things I think. Anyway, I didn't like any of that.
Speaker 2: I didn't like it, but I did it all. I
Speaker 2: was in sports camp, lacrosse camp. I got so good.
Speaker 2: I was placed on a lacrosse travel team because I'm
Speaker 2: a Capricorn probably, but anyway, I would do all these
Speaker 2: sports because I didn't want to have this ego death
Speaker 2: of letting go of this friend group. And that was
Speaker 2: something that stemmed from even earlier than that. Childhood. We
Speaker 2: learned who to be based on the caregiver. We crave
Speaker 2: love from the most. That's how we create our identity.
Speaker 2: Oh mom wants me to be the good girl. I'm
Speaker 2: the good girl. Oh my friends want me to be sporty.
Speaker 2: I'm sporty. But then we become so hyper vigilant of
Speaker 2: our environment. We become so sensitive to the people and
Speaker 2: the environments and the circumstance outside of ourselves because that
Speaker 2: is the only way we know who we are. That
Speaker 2: is the only way we have any identity. Who are we?
Speaker 2: Without the friend group, without the city, without the boyfriend,
Speaker 2: without the family member. What happens when your physical reality
Speaker 2: changes and you are attached to that circumstance to give
Speaker 2: you an identity? That is us clinging. So if you're
Speaker 2: doing that, perhaps let go. Perhaps let go and you
Speaker 2: can work one on one with me. I offer something
Speaker 2: called the self concept tune up, where we literally create
Speaker 2: an identity from the inside out. If you are clinging
Speaker 2: to your external environment because it's what is giving you
Speaker 2: an identity, you are going to feel stressed out. Why
Speaker 2: do we become so stressed out when things are starting
Speaker 2: to change but we're not ready to change with them.
Speaker 2: It's because that thing has been giving us an identity.
Speaker 2: And if that thing goes, Oh, no ego death, go death,
Speaker 2: que ego death at twelve years old, that is so
Speaker 2: different than holding on, persevering, sticking it out well when
Speaker 2: the going gets tough, Yeah, we gotta get tougher. Sometimes
Speaker 2: I want to talk about how to anchor and focus
Speaker 2: when you're in a difficult season and you just need
Speaker 2: to get through it. Holding on isn't clinging. It's not
Speaker 2: coming from fear. It's not you trying to control, because
Speaker 2: if this thing leaves, then you have an ego death.
Speaker 2: Holding on comes from I know this is temporary. I
Speaker 2: just have to keep going. It comes from regulated presence.
Speaker 2: It comes from even if this is hard, I'm still
Speaker 2: here with me and beyond that, God is with me,
Speaker 2: because in unknown seasons we still have a known God.
Speaker 2: Holding on sometimes is the bridge that gets us to
Speaker 2: our next quantum leap. Holding on is the golden ticket
Speaker 2: to that highest vibrational timeline. You can get there from here,
Speaker 2: but it may require holding on. Hard seasons make harder individuals,
Speaker 2: sometimes in the best way possible, sometimes not so much.
Speaker 2: When you go through trauma after trauma after trauma as
Speaker 2: a child, that will really really disregulate you. We are
Speaker 2: not meant to go through that. I had my eradology
Speaker 2: read today where if you want to actually look him up,
Speaker 2: he was amazing. I posted about him today. His instagram
Speaker 2: is called Green Health and Wellness. He reads your eyes
Speaker 2: because eyes are not just the window to the soul,
Speaker 2: they're also the window to your body. Quinton, who was
Speaker 2: doing my eradology, literally showed me the stress rings around
Speaker 2: my eyes and he says this comes from trauma when
Speaker 2: you're younger, trauma and heart season after his heart season.
Speaker 2: When we're younger, it definitely can cause disase in the body,
Speaker 2: can cause us to become avoidant or overly attached. But
Speaker 2: as an adult, I have to say, hard seasons make
Speaker 2: you a harder, more pristine, more clear vessel. My biggest
Speaker 2: breakdowns were my breakthroughs, my hardest breakups. We're the thing
Speaker 2: that catapulted me into a spiritual awakening, into writing the book,
Speaker 2: into finding myself. Hard seasons can collapse people into flight, freeze,
Speaker 2: or a piece, but they can also teach you how
Speaker 2: to lock in. They can also teach you how to
Speaker 2: get even more focused. Pressure makes diamonds. We know this.
Speaker 2: Resistance builds muscle. If you are going through it, yeah,
Speaker 2: you might have a second where you're fighting, fighting, freezing
Speaker 2: or appeasing that urge to quit, to ghost, to burn
Speaker 2: it down or spiritually bypass. That can just be our
Speaker 2: nervous system being completely burnt out. Okay, so take a breath,
Speaker 2: sit down, take a break, watch a movie. I just
Speaker 2: watched the movie I Origins. Highly recommend that it was
Speaker 2: so good. Not everything that feels unbearable is meant to
Speaker 2: just be escaped. It's not. It's not take a break
Speaker 2: when you need to. But some things are meant to
Speaker 2: be met slowly. Some things are meant for you to
Speaker 2: walk through, even if you have to go a little
Speaker 2: bit slower, even if you have to be at your
Speaker 2: own pace, even if you have to take rest every
Speaker 2: other stop, you still have to keep going. I was
Speaker 2: talking to one of my clients today and she's going
Speaker 2: through something very difficult, and she's such a beautiful soul
Speaker 2: and human and I told her, look, you have to
Speaker 2: keep going or you can roll over and die. But
Speaker 2: you can't roll over and die. The world is gonna
Speaker 2: keep turning with or without us. We can't roll over
Speaker 2: and die. We can roll over and take a second
Speaker 2: to breathe. We can roll over and take a second
Speaker 2: to rest. Some of us are exhausted, some of our
Speaker 2: nervous systems are caput. Okay, so take a second, take
Speaker 2: a breath. Everything's fine. But initiations often don't feel magical.
Speaker 2: Initiations often don't feel good. Initiations often feel like terrible,
Speaker 2: terrible shit, shitty mix shitterson. That's what initiation feels like. Heartbreak,
Speaker 2: nervous system crashing out. I'm gonna lose all of my
Speaker 2: shit in one second if anything goes wrong, that's an issue. Welcome, Hi,
Speaker 2: I'm shaking your hand. Welcome to initiation. That is what
Speaker 2: this is. Initiations do not feel good because you are
Speaker 2: being initiated into a new version of yourself, new abilities,
Speaker 2: new talents, new gifts, and yeah, it's gonna take training.
Speaker 2: The soul doesn't rush. Your ego is definitely gonna want you.
Speaker 2: Your ego is gonna want to give up. Your ego
Speaker 2: is gonna want to just say I'm gonna escape. I
Speaker 2: want to get I want to get out of this.
Speaker 2: I don't want to handle this, I don't want to
Speaker 2: do this. Your ego is gonna say, you know, I
Speaker 2: should just really walk out of this season. No, no, no,
Speaker 2: there are things to let go of. And again, we've
Speaker 2: been doing that all year. We've been doing that all year.
Speaker 2: We are letting go of things we think we have
Speaker 2: to cling to out of our ego, out of fear.
Speaker 2: We are holding on to our revision. We are holding
Speaker 2: on to our faith, we are holding on to our desires.
Speaker 2: And sometimes that means walking through sticky season. Sometimes that
Speaker 2: means going through something that we really don't want to
Speaker 2: go through. Sometimes that means being initiated into a situation
Speaker 2: that feels like shit and wanting to rush through it.
Speaker 2: But honestly, we have to eliminate the need, the urge
Speaker 2: to rush, and we gotta walk. We have to be slow.
Speaker 2: I always think of Jesus. Jesus doesn't run wildly, he
Speaker 2: doesn't rush. When you think of Jesus, you think of
Speaker 2: an ascended master, you think of a yogi. They're slow.
Speaker 2: Those people walk slow. They're not rushing. Oh my god,
Speaker 2: I gotta get here. And then they're no. They go slow,
Speaker 2: They take their time to listen, to feel. Divine timing
Speaker 2: is gonna invite you, it's gonna ask you, It might
Speaker 2: even pressure you. Can you stay present without reassurance? Can
Speaker 2: you stay in this moment without knowing every single other
Speaker 2: dot that needs to be connected? Can you stay present?
Speaker 2: Can you stay here. Can you stay in your body
Speaker 2: without knowing everything? Or are you going to try to
Speaker 2: rush this? I mean, WWJD, what would Jesus do? Jesus
Speaker 2: would not be rushing through the season. There is a
Speaker 2: book the Elimination of Hurry. Perhaps we need to invite
Speaker 2: that into our life right now. Perhaps we need to
Speaker 2: eliminate the hurry, the running like a chicken without a head,
Speaker 2: so we can actually hear ourselves and understand the golden
Speaker 2: nuggets in this initiation season. Faith is not believing things
Speaker 2: will work out. Faith is staying open and even when
Speaker 2: you don't know if they will, because on this podcast,
Speaker 2: we know, if it's not them, it's someone better. If
Speaker 2: it's not this, it's something better. If it's not this season,
Speaker 2: it's because it's gonna be in a better one when
Speaker 2: better things are aligned for us. There is such a
Speaker 2: hurry noss around the holiday season. There is so much chaos,
Speaker 2: and that's exactly what the matrix wants. Don't focus on
Speaker 2: what's important, your loved ones, your well being, self care. Instead,
Speaker 2: rush rush R no no. In this season, when we
Speaker 2: aren't sure how things are gonna work out, we aren't
Speaker 2: even sure if they're gonna work out. But really we
Speaker 2: know they are going to because we're positive. Bitchess, we
Speaker 2: are eliminating hurry. We are slowing down, but we are
Speaker 2: not giving up. We are not letting go of our faith.
Speaker 2: We are not letting go of our vision. We are
Speaker 2: not letting go of our desires. We might be neutralizing that,
Speaker 2: we might be opening ourselves up. And what do I
Speaker 2: mean about that? Que the law of substitution. If you
Speaker 2: are to tell me, Ceci, I need Brad to be
Speaker 2: the man I marry. I need it to be Brad.
Speaker 2: That is you clinging. That's not you holding on. Be
Speaker 2: so for real. That is you clinging, not you holding on.
Speaker 2: Clinging is trying to force our will over thy will.
Speaker 2: How fun I've tried it. It was terrible. I would
Speaker 2: never recommend it. It was the worst thing I've ever done.
Speaker 2: And I'm so happy I don't do it anymore. Now.
Speaker 2: What I do is not cling. So I let go
Speaker 2: of three D circumstance, but I hold on to my vision.
Speaker 2: And I say to myself, I know the type of
Speaker 2: man that I want. A man in his masculine, a
Speaker 2: man who is awake to his own attachment system, a
Speaker 2: man who knows how to create physical abundance. A man
Speaker 2: who has a relationship with God, a man that is healthy,
Speaker 2: a man who has a head on his shoulders. Hello,
Speaker 2: where are YEA? Where are ye? Anyway? I'm not going
Speaker 2: to scream up my future husband right now and ask
Speaker 2: him where he is a million times. I am instead
Speaker 2: going to get back into this episode here. I am
Speaker 2: reeling myself back in. Ha ha. I don't get stuck
Speaker 2: on a specific person. Brad has to be my husband.
Speaker 2: I say no, it's either Brad or someone better. I
Speaker 2: let go of the specific person, but I hold on
Speaker 2: to my vision. It has to be this because this
Speaker 2: is what I truly desire. It has to be this
Speaker 2: feeling of safety, of security. That's what I hold on to.
Speaker 2: So sometimes we have to neutralize the specifics of the
Speaker 2: three D and tune back into what is my heart
Speaker 2: telling me? What is my heart telling me? What is
Speaker 2: my heart telling me? The law of substitution is always
Speaker 2: at place. So if it's not them and you let go,
Speaker 2: you release, but you hold onto your vision, your idea,
Speaker 2: your concept, your desire. The universe immediately will send out
Speaker 2: a replacement. It's like when you pick one grape that's moldy.
Speaker 2: You're like, hey, oh, you throw it away, But then
Speaker 2: you go back to the vine and you pick a
Speaker 2: new one. That is how the law of substitution works.
Speaker 2: But you have to loosen up your grip enough that
Speaker 2: you allow in that highest vibrational match to actually come
Speaker 2: on into your reality. So many people right now that
Speaker 2: I'm talking to hell, even myself, we get so obsessed
Speaker 2: with what we see in the three D. It has
Speaker 2: to be this building, this house, this position, this partner.
Speaker 2: We don't leave any room for the divine to do
Speaker 2: its thing. And when you give up, the first thing
Speaker 2: you're giving up actually is resistance, and funny enough, that
Speaker 2: is when everything falls into place. Why is it that
Speaker 2: when so many people say, as soon as I stopped
Speaker 2: obsessing over finding my husband, he walked into my life
Speaker 2: Because you gave up resistance. You didn't forget you wanted
Speaker 2: a partner. You didn't act so detached and so avoidant
Speaker 2: that you forgot you wanted love. No, let your grip loosen.
Speaker 2: You held on to what you desired. You held on
Speaker 2: through that season. You kept moving forward, you kept waking up,
Speaker 2: you kept going to work, you kept working out, you
Speaker 2: kept focusing on yourself and your health and your wellness.
Speaker 2: You held on and you kept moving forward. We have
Speaker 2: to keep walking, baby, even if you got a crawl,
Speaker 2: just keep moving forward. I don't care if you cry
Speaker 2: yourself a whole entire river of tears, and row row, row, row,
Speaker 2: row your freaking boat to the next season. I don't
Speaker 2: care what you have to do to get there. But
Speaker 2: you must keep going. You must keep going. There have
Speaker 2: been so many times where I was so tired. I
Speaker 2: wanted to stop posting. I didn't want to make a podcast.
Speaker 2: I didn't want to write another sentence in my book.
Speaker 2: I just wanted to give up on men. There have
Speaker 2: been so many times where I wanted to quit the waiting,
Speaker 2: quit my vision, quit on God, quit being the strong one.
Speaker 2: But no, but no, why would I do that. That
Speaker 2: is what the devil would want. And the devil mm
Speaker 2: mmm mmm mmm mmmm. The devil is no friend of mine.
Speaker 2: I put the devil in his place, and I said,
Speaker 2: not today, not today. I didn't hold on because I
Speaker 2: was confident it was going to work out. I didn't
Speaker 2: hold on because I had always faith that it was
Speaker 2: going to work out. I didn't hold on because I
Speaker 2: knew everything was fine and dandy. I held on because
Speaker 2: there was something in me that refused to give up
Speaker 2: on me. I spent way too much of my reality
Speaker 2: abandoning myself for other people. I spent way too much
Speaker 2: of my reality abandoning my own wants and desires and
Speaker 2: just doing what the crowd wanted me to do, whether
Speaker 2: it's playing basketball or playing lacrosse, because I created an
Speaker 2: identity outside of myself instead of deciding who I was
Speaker 2: and being rooted in my own divinity. I held on
Speaker 2: because I refused to do what maybe most of the
Speaker 2: people in my life have done, which is either betray
Speaker 2: or abandon me, or give up on me, or just
Speaker 2: not hear me or see me. I'm not gonna do
Speaker 2: that to me. This is personal. This is personal. Your
Speaker 2: life is your very own revolution. Your life is your
Speaker 2: very own reclamation. You can't give up. You can't give up.
Speaker 2: You have to hold on. This is not a dead end.
Speaker 2: You might be in a waiting season, in a reset season,
Speaker 2: in a season where your body needs rest. You might
Speaker 2: be under divine pressure. But that's what it is. Divine pressure.
Speaker 2: It's the catalyst. It's initiation. You're not behind. Your light
Speaker 2: is being condensed so you could be laser focused and
Speaker 2: move through this season. And if you're dealing with a
Speaker 2: lot of difficult emotions, you probably know what I'm gonna say.
Speaker 2: Get my Art of Alchemy course. Let that course guide
Speaker 2: you on how to shift your emotions into your fuel,
Speaker 2: your pain in your power. I've already been there, I
Speaker 2: know how to get out what often feels like this
Speaker 2: stagnation is an invitation for integration. So learn how to
Speaker 2: integrate with the Art of Alchemy, learn how to take
Speaker 2: that pain into power. And if you're still listening, and
Speaker 2: and if you're still here, you know you are powerful enough.
Speaker 2: You know you are meant for more. You know you
Speaker 2: can't just let go, even if your ego wants to,
Speaker 2: even if your inner child is freaking out, even if
Speaker 2: your nervous system is tired, you are still listening because
Speaker 2: you know, like you know, like you know, you have
Speaker 2: the power to get through this, and you know, like
Speaker 2: you know, like you know, you have to keep going
Speaker 2: and you can't give up on yourself, and you cannot
Speaker 2: abandon yourself when you need yourself the most. You know
Speaker 2: how it feels to be abandoned. You know how it
Speaker 2: feels to be betrayed. You know how it feels for
Speaker 2: people to misunderstand you. You cannot give up on you
Speaker 2: like other people have. You cannot let go of this desire,
Speaker 2: of this dream like other people just let you go
Speaker 2: like you're a piece of trash. Okay, they didn't have
Speaker 2: eyes to see that was evident.
Speaker 1: But you do.
Speaker 2: You do, and that's why you have to hold on
Speaker 2: to yourself, to your vision, to your dream. Maybe even
Speaker 2: hug yourself if you need to. Our own touch lowers,
Speaker 2: our cortisol Okay, you don't need to figure everything out
Speaker 2: right now, You don't need to have all the answers,
Speaker 2: but you have to stay with yourself. You have to
Speaker 2: stay present. Hold on not to the outcome, not to
Speaker 2: the outcome, not to the specific person, not to the
Speaker 2: ex You have to let go of, hold on to
Speaker 2: your breath, your body, your becoming. You are blooming. You
Speaker 2: are blooming. You are blooming. Tis the season of holding on,
Speaker 2: Tis the season of blooming. Tis the season of waiting.
Speaker 2: Why don't we just romanticize the waiting period? It is
Speaker 2: kind of flirty and cute and fun and he he,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, If you think about it,
Speaker 2: when you first start dating someone. That's when it's the
Speaker 2: most flirty and interesting and fun. Right now, you're in
Speaker 2: a flirting phase with your reality. You're not really sure. Ooh,
Speaker 2: is my reality gonna kiss me today? Ooh? Is my
Speaker 2: reality gonna throw a plot twist at me today? Ooh?
Speaker 2: How is my reality going to respond to me today?
Speaker 2: Is my reality gonna text me first in the morning?
Speaker 2: I don't know. This is kind of fun and flirty,
Speaker 2: This is kind of enjoyable. We can do this, We
Speaker 2: can hold on, we can romanticize this. Look, you may
Speaker 2: never have this much romantic time with your reality ever again.
Speaker 2: One day, you're gonna have so much certainty. You're gonna
Speaker 2: know your husband, You're gonna know your home, you're gonna
Speaker 2: know your city, you're gonna know your job, you're gonna
Speaker 2: know your kids, You're gonna know your this and your va.
Speaker 2: You may never have this much variety in your life
Speaker 2: ever again. And we're not gonna call it uncertainty. We're
Speaker 2: gonna call it variety. You may never have this many
Speaker 2: different flavors to choose from ever again. Shouldn't we have
Speaker 2: fun while we can? What about that? What if we said, Wow,
Speaker 2: I really don't know what's going to happen today? But
Speaker 2: how exciting is that? Cause one day I might have
Speaker 2: to know it all. I might know everything that's going
Speaker 2: to happen, and that would actually kind of be boring.
Speaker 2: When I went to Catholic school and I had to
Speaker 2: wear a uniform every day, yeah I had a lot
Speaker 2: of certainty, but that uniform was boring. There was no
Speaker 2: place to get creative or get flirty with my outfits.
Speaker 2: I knew what I was gonna wear and that was it.
Speaker 2: That was it. Now I get to choose, ooh, what
Speaker 2: do I want to put on my body today? What
Speaker 2: is calling out to me today? What new style can
Speaker 2: I put together today? Let's see this variety as a
Speaker 2: flirting a honeymoon stage with our reality. The fun, the chase,
Speaker 2: not us chasing our reality or the people in it,
Speaker 2: but the chase of our reality trying to get to us.
Speaker 2: Because energy always manifests first, your three D reality is delayed,
Speaker 2: so your reality is chasing you, is trying to romance you,
Speaker 2: is trying to court you. So let it be. In
Speaker 2: this season. We already got really good at letting go,
Speaker 2: and maybe we're still having some stragglers that we got
Speaker 2: to let go of. But this is the season of
Speaker 2: holding on and again, what are we holding on to?
Speaker 2: Our values, our desires, our dream our vision. We're holding on,
Speaker 2: but we're giving up on the little three D circumstances
Speaker 2: just so the Divine has enough room to give us
Speaker 2: exactly what we want. So maybe we say this or
Speaker 2: something better, this or something better. I don't know what's happening,
Speaker 2: but I know what's happening for my highest good. I
Speaker 2: don't really understand this, but I do understand that it's
Speaker 2: happening for my highest good. I don't really know what's
Speaker 2: going on, but I have a known God, and that's
Speaker 2: what I need. When we give up on all these
Speaker 2: little stress points, we give up resistance and we get
Speaker 2: what it is. We truly want, what we truly desire
Speaker 2: in our heart of our hearts, in our hearts. Now
Speaker 2: our ceiling is God's floor. So even if we don't
Speaker 2: know what's best for us, don't worry. The Divine does.
Speaker 2: I love you positive bitches, so so much. This is
Speaker 2: the holiday season of holding on to our desires, our hopes,
Speaker 2: our dreams. There is going to be a moment in
Speaker 2: your life when you look around at your reality at
Speaker 2: your relationship, at your home, at your career, at your family,
Speaker 2: at your closet, at your skin, at your hair, at
Speaker 2: your body, and you are going to realize that you
Speaker 2: are living your vision board, that you are living your
Speaker 2: vision board. And I just got confirmation with a text
Speaker 2: message the divine saying, uh huh, yes, SuRie. It might
Speaker 2: not be on your exact skin schedule, but it's on
Speaker 2: divine timing. It might not be in the exact season
Speaker 2: that you thought, but you're gaining momentum. There are golden
Speaker 2: nuggets medicine in every season, and the way to get
Speaker 2: that medicine and not have to repeat the season is
Speaker 2: to be present. So hold on to yourself, hold on
Speaker 2: to this moment, hold on to the present. You are
Speaker 2: right where you are meant to be. One day at
Speaker 2: a time, one step at a time, all is well,
Speaker 2: All will be well. If you want one on one
Speaker 2: services with me, gm me on Instagram to find out more. Again,
Speaker 2: a perfect gift for yourself or a loved one is
Speaker 2: show up as Her. Also the magnetizing mugs, or a
Speaker 2: course the Art of Alchemy shadow Alchemy, or if you're
Speaker 2: going through a breakup, the twenty one Day Breakup Globe Challenge.
Speaker 2: I love you so much, and as always, the sparkle
Speaker 2: in me honors and adores the sparkle in you.
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