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amazing tonight.

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Speaker 1: I love what you're wearing a sandwich. Oh my god,

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we're all I have an angry clows.

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Speaker 3: That is life.

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Speaker 1: But that's hard, like unless it's like an NBA team

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my guest today spent twenty years as a VP in finance.

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In twenty twenty four, she walked away from a successful,

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some might say safe career into the unknown world of

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adult entertainment. But she will tell you that this isn't

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a career pivot story. It's about a woman who spent

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decades holding everything together through a brutal custody battle, years

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of harassment, and a marriage that left her sexually repressed,

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and who finally gave herself permission to find out who

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she actually is. Let's welcome Taylor Vixon.

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Speaker 2: Hello, thanks for having me.

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Speaker 4: Of course, thanks for coming. All right, let's start from

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the beginning. Okay, you spent over twenty years as a

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VP level executive in finance before entering the adult industry

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in twenty twenty four.

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Speaker 1: What makes you decide to take such a drastic leap.

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Speaker 3: Well, my current husband and I ran the lastyle. We've

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been married ten years now, so not the ex husband

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that you spoke of, but so we were in the lifestyle.

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I think a lot of people in the industry kind

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of started with that. It definitely opened up my eyes

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sexually to a lot of things. It made me more

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comfort with my body, with being you know, I discovered

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being like kind of an exhibitionist. So obviously you kind

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of have to be to be in this industry. So

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when everybody was doing the OnlyFans craze, I guess you

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could say during during COVID, when it went crazy and

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everybody's making tons of money. Everybody was in the lifestyle

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was doing that as well, and so we'd be hosting

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a fool party because I used to host lifestyle events.

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I'm like, where the hell did everybody go. They're all

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in the freaking rooms filming content for OnlyFans, and I'm like, like,

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we would film our own experiences like our own, but

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we could never use it because we didn't have people's

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names or IDs or anything like that, so we would

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just film it for our own fun. And I'm like,

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I'm missing the boat here, right, but I couldn't do

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it because of my job, Like we had the company.

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The last company I worked for was basically run by

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a bunch of Mormons, and so OnlyFans was definitely. I mean,

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most companies have clauses against being they consider this another job, right,

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So even in OnlyFans, most companies have clauses. But there

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was morality clauses and things like that, so that wasn't

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even a thought in my mind. I mean, I didn't

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even show my boobs on Facebook, or i mean even

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just showing my face on our Facebook swinger groups and

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stuff was you know, it was always something that worried me.

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So but I kind of figured I was missing the

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boat and I said. Finally, I was just like, screw it, Like,

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I'm not getting any younger. I'm not going to just

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miss this. This is fun for me. I really enjoyed it,

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and so I started OnlyFans and my company found out

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about it like a month later.

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Speaker 1: How do they Okay?

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Speaker 4: So I want to get to that story, but before

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we get there, I just want to talk about the

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transition from like the first one that you first were

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you know, sexually repressed, to to becoming a swinger. So like,

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what was the first time that you went to a

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swinger party? And do you think it was every anything

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that you did? You ever imagine yourself doing something like that?

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Oh my god, absolutely not. I am the most, and

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I still have problems with it now.

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Speaker 2: I am the most.

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Speaker 3: I get very embarrassed in public, especially in what we

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call vanilla situations, so like a vanilla bar, So take

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me out of the lifestyle, take me out of you know, porn.

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Right if I walk into a bar, like, I don't

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want to do anything that's like even karaoke is so embarrassing.

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Speaker 1: Oh I won't do it. I mean so absolutely yeah,

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Speaker 3: It's awful and so like I mean, I thought even

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before the lifestyle. So my husband we just started talking

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about fantasies. And I didn't even know what fantasies were.

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to have fantasies in my previous marriage, wasn't allowed to

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have sex toys, wasn't a lot. I mean, I used

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an electronic toothbrush as like a little vibrator, like how

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sad is I was awful, But I just that was

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just what I thought was normal. I thought, maybe, you know,

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I just didn't I didn't win the girls, like the

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ladies at the golf club, didn't talk about you know

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that kind of stuff, right, you just didn't. So I thought, honestly,

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I thought swinger parties were like eyes wide shut. I

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thought it was like everybody's in their robes, and you know,

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you go to this party and then all of a sudden,

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everybody kind of gets more scantily clad, and then there's

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an orgy in the middle of the floor. And I

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mean some are like that, but I mean that wasn't

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really reality. But we went to our first swinger I

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guess it was like a club. There was a club

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in Austin and we went there called collettes, and we

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just were so nervous, and so we went up to

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the room where you could basically just have sex, and

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we're like, okay, well there's no one here, like we

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just didn't talk to anybody, so like, maybe we'll just

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have sex just us.

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Speaker 2: And so we started having sex.

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Speaker 1: And there was this.

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Speaker 3: Very large lady at the end of the at the

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end of the curtains, like peering in looking like she

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was about to dive on top of them. It was

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a little traumatizing, but we did realize that we liked

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people watching.

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Speaker 2: I realized I like that.

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Speaker 3: And then from there, I guess we just kind of

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like poor, I mean, just dove in head first.

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Speaker 2: Before you know it, I was hosting.

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Speaker 3: We were flying all around the country hosting takeovers and

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things like that.

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Speaker 2: It was so much fun.

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Speaker 1: Wow.

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Speaker 4: And then how did you guys navigate your relationship around this?

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have open communication because you kind of have to. People

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have different boundary, rease, different rules. What was your deal?

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Speaker 2: You know, it was?

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Speaker 1: It was hard.

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Speaker 3: I mean I think everybody in any relationship has, you know,

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like you said, communication issues or problems that come aarrived

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in a normal relationship. But having other sexual partners in

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your milial relationship is hard, I mean, and because every

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little thing we'd experience, every little guy coming up and

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just grabbing my boobs out of nowhere, or you know,

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little things like when you're having sex, like you know,

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how often do you look at your partner?

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Speaker 2: How often do you look at what the person that you're.

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Speaker 3: With, like, well, I watch what he's doing, do am

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my end of what I'm doing? And it's like this

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perfect balance, and there's a lot of stuff that comes up,

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and you just try to talk through stuff and try

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to say, okay, this bothered me. Of course you you

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put alcohol in the middle of that, and sometimes things happen,

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so you know, but we're we're definitely stronger for it.

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Speaker 2: It forces you to be communicative, all right.

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Speaker 4: So you're in the swinger lifestyle and you know you've

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got this job and you've decided that you really want

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to like get on this. So was it were you

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in actually just thinking that you wanted to start in

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only fans? Did you have dreams of doing studio work eventually,

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or was it only like personal content platforms to begin.

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Speaker 3: I didn't even really watch a lot of porn, so

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I was thinking only I mean, I knew porn was

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out there, but I wasn't even thinking is that something

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that I would do? So I was just thinking only

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fans because it was like, Oh, everybody's making a ton

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of money. This will be fun. It's the same stuff

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I'm already doing, you know, let's go for it. And

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then a friend had asked me that was also in

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the industry. He said, well, are you going to do

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mainstream too? You should just get an agent and see

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what comes up. And I was like, Okay, why not?

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Speaker 1: M M. And it was just like you decided to

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say fuck it.

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Speaker 4: But I feel like there must have been more than

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just like the idea that you were missing out.

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Speaker 1: Were you really like feeling stifled at your job or

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did you love it?

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Speaker 3: Like?

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Speaker 1: Were you were you sad when you left?

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Speaker 2: I loved what I did. I loved finance.

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Speaker 3: I source capital for companies, I work with startups, I

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work with credit challenge companies.

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Speaker 2: I loved what I did. I really did.

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Speaker 3: I will say though, it was right when I quit

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was a time for the interest rates were really high

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and really crazy, and it made doing what I did

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very hard. As we all know, with interest rates, it

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makes doing a lot of things hard. And so there

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was a couple of really frustrating deals. I worked on,

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very large transactions, like one hundred million dollar transactions, And

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there was a couple deals that I worked on that

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were so lengthy and so long and didn't come to

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fruition at the end, and it was so frustrating. And

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that just was kind of like I put all my

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eggs in one basket and I just it was emotionally draining.

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maybe there's something else out there for me.

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Speaker 4: Do you feel kind of like you didn't have that

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much control over the end result? And that was frustrating.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, absolutely none.

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Speaker 3: And it was like the hard I've had jobs before

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where it was like the harder you work, the longer

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hours you work, the more money you make. Right, because

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I could just close deals, close deals, and this was

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more just strategic, and it was really hard when stuff

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didn't happen the way and you had no control over whatsoever.

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Speaker 2: And it was like literally.

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Speaker 3: Contracts were in hand and stuff got pull less minute

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were like no. So I mean that was it's emotionally,

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like when you're counting on something that I shouldn't have

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before it actually happened. I mean lesson learned, but it

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really takes like the wind out of your sails.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, all right, So what happened when the company found out?

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, it's such a crazy story.

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Speaker 3: So the company was based up in the Northeast, up

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and we had like a thing in Boston and we

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had met this So I was doing swinger stuff at

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this time, right, and so I barely just started the

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only fans. This was back like February twenty twenty four,

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and so we had met a guy, like a really

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good looking guy on one of the one of the

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swinger sites, and I decided I was going to meet

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up with him at the one of the evenings that

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I had free, and I was gonna film it and

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basically FaceTime my husband so he could like film it,

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like like we thought that would be really fun, just

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for fun, Like I mean, I wasn't planning on using

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it for my only fans.

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Speaker 2: I was like, this is just gonna be fun.

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Speaker 3: And that was actually the very first experience that I

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of town, right, And I wasn't even doing mainstream porn

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at the time, so this was like very new for us.

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something like work hard, Play Hard, but I didn't post

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the guy in it or something, but I tagged and

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it was under my Taylor Vixen because I just started

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the Instagram.

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Speaker 2: And I think that's how they found out.

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Speaker 3: Because I think because you tagged the hotel, yeah as

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Taylor Vixen, right, So I think someone from my work,

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because it's all they're all based in Boston. I think

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they looked in like Encore, who's this? Wait, that's not

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who's that? Oh wait what who's this person?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: So I think like that was kind of stupid of me,

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but I think that's how to been on they found out, Yeah,

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because it was too quick and it was too close

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after that.

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Speaker 1: So what happened? Did you get a call? Did you

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get an email?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: No, they they told me to come into the office

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and so I was sitting there and honestly, all it

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was was because I was new important at the time.

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It was just the fact that I had an OnlyFans

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and because I had averag that was back when you

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could advertise, you know, on your links on Instagram, Like

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I was advertising my only fans, and so they were

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just like, you can't work here at the company and

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have an only fan. So, you know, basically at that point,

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I chose, like in that moment right there, like I

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decided I was going to quit.

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Speaker 4: So they gave you a choice. They were willing to

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keep you on if you quit the only fans, Yes, okay,

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but you you had made your mind up.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, And I think it was it was definitely in

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the heat of the moment.

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Speaker 3: But I was so angry at that point because I just,

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I don't know, I just felt like there was there

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had been some stuff that had happened recently at that

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company with people and fraternization and stuff happening in the office.

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And I was like, you've got to be kidding me.

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And I was like, I'm not even doing anything. But

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so I was just like at that point, I was

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kind of on my my high horse, and I was like,

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you know, yeah.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah.

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Speaker 4: So you came from a world where image and reputation,

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where everything you know, banking, finance, corporate hierarchies. How did

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you manage the psychological shift of going from protecting your

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professional image in such like a rigorous way to like

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really putting yourself out there in the way that you do.

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Speaker 1: Now.

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Speaker 2: Oh my gosh, it's hard.

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Speaker 3: And you know, now we can't put as much on

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Instagram anymore, so we have to be very careful. But yeah,

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I mean, image was everything, and it still is to

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an extent. But now it's really hard for me because

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people say, oh, all publicity is good publicity. I'm like,

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I still hard for me to wrap my head around

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because like there has been some scenes before where you know,

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I posted to some Instagram. I mean, just the haters

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come out. I mean, the haters come out in full

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force about anything. It's really hard. You have to have

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a really thick skin. And so that's I think that's

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hard in this industry in general, because there's always going

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to be haters out there. It's definitely made me a

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lot stronger because I don't really worry so much. I mean, I,

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oh my god, I get all the time people think

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I'm a man. I swear to god, I don't get it, Like,

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oh my gosh, all the time, all the time Instagram,

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Like who's that man, who's that man like drag queen.

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I'm like, I don't get it, but okay, you know,

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I don't know.

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Speaker 2: So that's that's kind of hard. That's kind of hard

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to deal with.

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Speaker 3: But I mean, you know, I try to just be

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who I am, and that's the hard part because I'm

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a very humble person. I'm not and that's the hard

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part about being this industry is you got to be

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you can't be humble. You got to be like out

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there and put yourself out there. And so that's been

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really challenging. But I just try to I just try

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to be me.

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Speaker 4: I feel like you're kind of like the same as me,

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where you didn't grow up you know, we both were

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this were like the same age, and we didn't grow

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up in a world with cell phones. So like it's

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very difficult for me to like take selfies on a

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regular basis or like film myself when I'm out somewhere.

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Like I just look at some people and they've they're

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like filming their whole day on Snapchat like all the time,

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and I just can't.

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Speaker 1: It doesn't even occur to me.

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Speaker 4: Same and then when I do, it does occur to me,

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I feel stupid.

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Speaker 1: I am who who cares that I'm eating fish right now?

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Speaker 3: You know what I mean, it's one hundred percent for me,

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about eight well forgetting, forgetting, yeah, and not wanting to

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feel stupid. Yeah, I mean I look at like TikTok

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all the time and I'm like, oh that's cute, or

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I'll going to Instagram and I'll save safe same like,

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oh that's cute.

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Speaker 2: I can do that, and then I go.

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Speaker 3: We come from we come from an age where you

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don't want to cop Copying someone is bad. So it's

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really hard for us because we didn't grow up like

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that to wrap our head around copying's okay, maybe you

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put your own personal spin on it, but that's this

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whole generation and it's really hard for me to grasp.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 4: No, I mean I remember in high school it was like,

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you know, that pressure to not like copy the popular

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kid or like start you know. I mean, do you

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remember like the day when you would wear like, I

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don't know, you know, a band T shirt and somebody

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would like a costume be like what songs do you know?

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, like that only happened to us. Yeah,

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you know, Like I.

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Speaker 4: Remember I was actually surprised surprise. I was really into

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punk when I was in high school. I was so

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I had like Black Flagged, Kennedy's and Fugazi and people

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be like how many, Like my best friend would.

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Speaker 1: Be like, how many Black Flag songs?

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Speaker 2: Do you know?

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Speaker 1: Like milling them right now.

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Speaker 4: It was just because the idea of pretending to be

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somebody that you weren't was so the idea of selling

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out right was.

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Speaker 3: Now that all we are is somebody Like it's so crazy.

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I didn't even think about that. Yeah, it's it's hard

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for me, but I do and just taking the time

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to do it. And then part of the problem is

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the technology. It's like like my sixteen year old she

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could film like a TikTok in five seconds, and I'm like,

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I'll do something and I'm like I'm loading it into

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cap cut and trying to edit.

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Speaker 2: She's like, why are you doing that.

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Speaker 3: I'm like, I don't know how to do it with

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like the where you film it with the little thing.

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Speaker 2: She's like, I can teach you. Mom. I'm like, okay, I.

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Speaker 1: Know tech talk is a little bit complicated. I agree.

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I struggled with it too.

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Speaker 4: Sometimes let's talk about your who you were before you

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became Taylor Vixon. You said that you grew up like

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very sexual repressed. What does that mean for you and like,

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how has the freedom that you find now like changed

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your life?

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Speaker 3: Well, it was mainly like I wasn't sexually repressed really

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like when I was in like high school college. It

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just became in this particular ten year marriage that I had,

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and it was someone that was very insecure. I you know,

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I was every time I was on a because I

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worked a lot and I traveled a lot for work,

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and so every time I was out of town, I

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was apparently I was cheating, which I never did in

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my life. I I was always accused of stuff, always,

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and I'm just like, you know, five minutes extra at dinner,

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I must be cheating or something. And it was just

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and I was in a very male dominated industry, which

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made it hard. I was going to you know, construction

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expos and things like that. And don't get wrong, the

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opportunity was there. These guys were These guys were like assholes,

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you know. I mean, for the most part, a lot

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of them were very you know, they had a little

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bit of money and they just wanted to flund it around.

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But just mainly like with the toys. You know, I

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just got to a point where I didn't even have fans.

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I didn't even know what fantasies were. Like, it was

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just I just kind of lived in this shell, you know,

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you'd have your sex every now and then, and like

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that was it. Like that was my life, and I

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was just like I just thought that was normal.

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Speaker 2: I did.

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Speaker 3: I had no idea because no one had ever asked

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me about having fantasies or things like that. So it

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was just, you know, my fantasies were paying off my

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credit card debt.

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Speaker 2: You know.

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Speaker 1: I still love those fantasies.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, well me too.

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Speaker 4: You mentioned that he also sent personal photos to your

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family and called your workplace to try and damage you.

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Speaker 1: I'm assuming this is after you got into the industry.

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Speaker 3: No, actually was just the swinger stuff, so my husband, well,

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and after the industry, because some of this stuff happened

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after I dig in the industry. But like, yeah, so

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like I think we went one time, we went on

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chatter bait, just like fun or whatever, and once you

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go like that particular site has a really hard time

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because like people put it out everywhere, and so like

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I had all kinds of like from my Facebook page.

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We were in swinger groups. They like infiltrated everything. They

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spent hours and hours him and the wife's printing out

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photos and like putting them on my parents' door stuff.

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Because we were going through custody battles at the time

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and they were just trying to alienate me from my family.

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They thought, oh, if we can convince basically the family

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that she's an awful person and she's a whore, that

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she's doing all these things. And I mean I got

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accused of having crazy swinger parties at the house.

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Speaker 1: Drugs.

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Speaker 3: I mean, I've done more drug tests and that for

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a few parts of that stint, it was awful.

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Speaker 2: It was awful. It was I just.

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Speaker 3: Couldn't believe that someone would do this. Of course, after

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ten years, I walked away this little custody so.

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Speaker 1: I was gonna as then nuts.

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Speaker 3: But most of the shit, I mean, most of this

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ship came out that it was it was lies, and

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you know, someone shows their true colors. That just takes

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long enough.

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Speaker 4: It's also heartbreaking to you know, because it's not only

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like telling wise about you, but trying to keep you

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away from your.

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Speaker 3: Absolutely absolutely, which I mean no, I mean, like, no

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amount of money was.

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Speaker 1: My dead body? Would you take my daughter for me?

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Exactly exactly?

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Speaker 2: And you know, I know.

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Speaker 3: The sad thing was is at the end of the day,

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I was like, if you could just be normal, just

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be normal, be normal. No, I'm a good mom and

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you know, but it was crazy, Like, I mean, she

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she knows everything I do.

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Speaker 4: So I was gonna ask if I mean you said

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she's sixteen sixteen, Yeah, yeah, so I at this stage

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she's probably parted out well.

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Speaker 3: Unfortunately, during an early part when she was like nine,

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so kind of mid she got sat down and showed

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all the photos of me.

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Speaker 2: So that's where things really took a.

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Speaker 3: Turn and are wow yeah, oh yeah, it was crazy.

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We had CPS involved and oh my god, yeah crazy.

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Speaker 2: It was awful.

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Speaker 3: So unfortunately I didn't really she didn't know what I

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did obviously prior to that, because all we were doing

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was swinger stuff at the time, and we would just

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go travel and my parents. She'd stay with my parents

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and we just go away for comes to you like

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anybody does. Yeah, I mean, we kept it completely separate.

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She had no idea and so unfortunately I was forced

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to talk to her about stuff very early on.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, and how did she take it?

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Speaker 3: Well, she took it Okay, she was too young, but

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like later when she was like I would say, like

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early teens.

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Speaker 2: At first it was really cool.

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Speaker 3: She thought it was cool because like kids that age

479
00:20:24,039 --> 00:20:25,640
are like, oh, how many followers do you have? Oh

480
00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:27,920
my mom has one hundred thousand fower two hundred three

481
00:20:28,000 --> 00:20:28,400
hundred ths.

482
00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:29,119
Speaker 1: She's like, oh cool.

483
00:20:29,440 --> 00:20:34,119
Speaker 3: But the minute one kid opens their mouth and says, oh,

484
00:20:34,160 --> 00:20:37,200
when you can have OnlyFans just yeah, because kids are nasty.

485
00:20:37,319 --> 00:20:40,799
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that's when things start to get a little like.

486
00:20:41,000 --> 00:20:42,880
Speaker 3: So you go where one day it might not be

487
00:20:42,920 --> 00:20:45,440
cool because someone might have said something to her, and

488
00:20:45,440 --> 00:20:47,519
then it goes back to being cool again because someone's like,

489
00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:49,440
oh my god, your mom has a lot of followers

490
00:20:49,519 --> 00:20:50,200
or something like that.

491
00:20:50,400 --> 00:20:50,720
Speaker 1: Yeah.

492
00:20:51,519 --> 00:20:54,480
Speaker 2: I can never navigating teenagers is just challenging.

493
00:20:54,640 --> 00:20:55,240
Speaker 1: I can't wait.

494
00:20:57,119 --> 00:21:00,880
Speaker 2: She definitely believes like, you stand up for who you are. You.

495
00:21:00,880 --> 00:21:03,680
Speaker 3: You know, she knows that these kids these days, they

496
00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:07,400
know the pressures that society, how they look at adults,

497
00:21:07,799 --> 00:21:10,559
they know the sexualization of every single thing. I mean,

498
00:21:10,559 --> 00:21:13,279
that's that's the way they've been raised. Yeah, So she

499
00:21:13,319 --> 00:21:15,680
definitely understands that because it's shoved in your face twenty

500
00:21:15,680 --> 00:21:18,240
four hours a day on Instagram and TikTok.

501
00:21:17,799 --> 00:21:21,440
Speaker 4: And how do you manage being a mom and doing

502
00:21:21,440 --> 00:21:25,799
this work like practically, like when you like when you're

503
00:21:25,799 --> 00:21:28,559
out of town, like right now, is she with your husband?

504
00:21:28,599 --> 00:21:30,319
Speaker 1: Does she stay with like your family? Like how do you?

505
00:21:31,119 --> 00:21:35,480
Speaker 4: And I'm assuming she knows what you're going to go do? Yeah, yeah,

506
00:21:35,599 --> 00:21:37,680
she asked you how work was. Are there like certain

507
00:21:37,680 --> 00:21:39,240
because I know that like for me, there were certain

508
00:21:39,279 --> 00:21:41,519
things that my parents shared with me, you know, because

509
00:21:41,759 --> 00:21:43,000
my parents were pornographers.

510
00:21:43,119 --> 00:21:43,759
Speaker 2: Yeah.

511
00:21:43,799 --> 00:21:46,640
Speaker 4: I remember my mom did is shoot for a penthouse,

512
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:50,000
I think in Cabo, and she's got this beautiful shot

513
00:21:50,119 --> 00:21:52,960
of this girl and it was like the shape of

514
00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:56,079
her body echoed the mountains in the background and it

515
00:21:56,119 --> 00:21:57,039
was on the edge of a boat.

516
00:21:57,279 --> 00:21:57,720
Speaker 2: That was great.

517
00:21:57,720 --> 00:21:59,680
Speaker 4: And I remember her like taking the magazine and like

518
00:21:59,720 --> 00:22:02,880
trying to cover the nude parts but like really wanting

519
00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:04,599
to show me. I was like a teenager I think

520
00:22:04,599 --> 00:22:06,160
at the time, and she's like, look at this. You

521
00:22:06,160 --> 00:22:08,119
can't look at the rest of the magazine, but look

522
00:22:08,160 --> 00:22:08,920
at this page.

523
00:22:08,960 --> 00:22:10,279
Speaker 1: And I was like, that's great, mom.

524
00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:13,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean she knows, like I mean, obviously I

525
00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,599
don't talk to her, she knows what I'm going at

526
00:22:14,720 --> 00:22:16,440
on for shoe and things like that. I mean, the

527
00:22:16,440 --> 00:22:21,039
travels hard. She's my husband's there, thank god. And she

528
00:22:21,200 --> 00:22:23,039
used to, you know, stay with my parents. My parents

529
00:22:23,079 --> 00:22:25,519
live in Texas, but you know we're in Vegas now.

530
00:22:25,599 --> 00:22:28,440
But yeah, I mean she's sixteen now, she's pretty pretty

531
00:22:28,480 --> 00:22:32,920
self sufficient. She's she's got friends as well, so she's

532
00:22:32,920 --> 00:22:34,799
always she's always taken care of. I mean, I swear

533
00:22:34,839 --> 00:22:36,160
when I'm there, I feel like she all she doesn't

534
00:22:36,160 --> 00:22:38,519
stay in a room the whole time, so it's like like, come.

535
00:22:38,319 --> 00:22:39,200
Speaker 1: Down, be present.

536
00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:41,559
Speaker 4: And I know, I try to remind myself of that

537
00:22:41,599 --> 00:22:44,839
because my daughter's super attached to me, and like guilt

538
00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:47,359
trips that shit out of me when I like, oh yeah,

539
00:22:47,359 --> 00:22:50,839
if I even go out for a night like with friends,

540
00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:52,559
or even if I go to like I try to

541
00:22:52,559 --> 00:22:54,519
go to like an a meeting like a few times

542
00:22:54,519 --> 00:22:55,640
a month, and she.

543
00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:57,880
Speaker 1: Just gives me the biggest guilt trip and.

544
00:22:57,759 --> 00:23:00,759
Speaker 4: She's just like, you won't be here to enjoy Harry Potter,

545
00:23:00,839 --> 00:23:03,400
But mommy love you, and I'm like, I love you too,

546
00:23:03,519 --> 00:23:06,039
but like I need to do something. I need to

547
00:23:06,039 --> 00:23:08,799
have time for myself sometimes. Yeah, she's like, I give

548
00:23:08,839 --> 00:23:09,680
you plenty of time.

549
00:23:09,720 --> 00:23:10,119
Speaker 1: Tears.

550
00:23:10,359 --> 00:23:12,880
Speaker 4: Oh my gosh, I gave you two days in the

551
00:23:12,960 --> 00:23:13,640
last six months.

552
00:23:13,640 --> 00:23:14,279
Speaker 1: That's all you get.

553
00:23:14,319 --> 00:23:16,279
Speaker 2: It's such a cute age, though, I know so.

554
00:23:16,559 --> 00:23:18,160
Speaker 4: And I try to That's why I try to, like

555
00:23:18,160 --> 00:23:19,559
and that's why I don't go to like a lot

556
00:23:19,559 --> 00:23:21,240
of events. I don't go to a lot of parties

557
00:23:21,240 --> 00:23:25,720
because I realized that, like that is fleeting, and there

558
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:26,519
will come a time.

559
00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:27,920
Speaker 1: That she's sixteen and she will stay in her room

560
00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:29,039
the whole time and she won't want talk to me.

561
00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:30,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, and when she does, like all of a sudden,

562
00:23:30,759 --> 00:23:32,680
her arm around jaelping in the kitchen, it's like, Mom,

563
00:23:32,960 --> 00:23:33,720
I'm like, what do you want?

564
00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:36,880
Speaker 2: Seriously? I mean, and I know, and she does want.

565
00:23:36,680 --> 00:23:37,759
Speaker 1: Something every time.

566
00:23:38,039 --> 00:23:40,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm like, you can't just come give

567
00:23:40,799 --> 00:23:41,599
your mama hug.

568
00:23:42,079 --> 00:23:42,599
Speaker 1: Yeah.

569
00:23:42,640 --> 00:23:44,839
Speaker 4: But it'll come full circle when she's a I mean,

570
00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:47,240
you know, I'm I don't know your relationship with your

571
00:23:47,240 --> 00:23:49,599
parents was like. But once I got older, I kind

572
00:23:49,599 --> 00:23:51,920
of realized what it was like to try to raise

573
00:23:52,079 --> 00:23:53,480
a family and what it was like to be a mom.

574
00:23:53,519 --> 00:23:56,680
Speaker 2: And I was like it's hard. Yeah, it's hard. It's hard.

575
00:23:57,160 --> 00:24:02,000
Speaker 4: Taylor, you decided to do scenes. Tell me about your

576
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:04,039
first scene. Did you get an agent first or did

577
00:24:04,079 --> 00:24:05,160
you book your own scene first.

578
00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:07,519
Speaker 3: I did get an agent. I was out in Florida,

579
00:24:07,599 --> 00:24:10,480
so I was living in Orlando. So I got an

580
00:24:10,519 --> 00:24:13,480
agent and it was like a Florida agent. So he

581
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:16,799
one of those, one of those. So I did one

582
00:24:16,799 --> 00:24:19,079
of the I did the Hot Mills fuck, which I

583
00:24:19,160 --> 00:24:20,759
think a lot of people do for their first they

584
00:24:20,799 --> 00:24:22,519
do firsts, right, So.

585
00:24:22,279 --> 00:24:24,359
Speaker 1: There's there's certain brands that are very much about like

586
00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:24,920
New Talent.

587
00:24:25,200 --> 00:24:27,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was actually a really good experience. They were

588
00:24:27,599 --> 00:24:29,960
great to work with. I mean they're known. They kind

589
00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:34,200
of handhold you. I just remember like they do very

590
00:24:34,240 --> 00:24:37,079
natural makeups. I was like, you know, I was like

591
00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:39,599
I felt like I was just like the lights were

592
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:42,240
so bright and but it was a great title with

593
00:24:42,279 --> 00:24:46,519
Tyler Nixon. He was a sweetheart, so lovely seen.

594
00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:47,279
Speaker 1: Him in such a long time.

595
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:49,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's I worked with him a lot back in

596
00:24:49,559 --> 00:24:49,799
the time.

597
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:52,119
Speaker 3: Yeah, he just he just put me everywhere I needed

598
00:24:52,119 --> 00:24:54,200
to go, and so it was a great day. Everything

599
00:24:54,279 --> 00:24:56,480
was just went super smooth. The only thing that was

600
00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,640
so funny was that. I guess they film and like

601
00:24:59,759 --> 00:25:02,440
kind of like a condo type place like an Arizona

602
00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,680
like a condo building or apartment condo building or something

603
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:08,559
like a high rise type thing. And I'm very very loud,

604
00:25:09,160 --> 00:25:12,079
and I was very loud, and they basically kept telling

605
00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:15,079
me to I'm like, we're filling a porn here, like

606
00:25:15,400 --> 00:25:17,440
maybe we'll at the right place, maybe put some so

607
00:25:17,599 --> 00:25:19,559
I guess the episode is called I'm a Screamer or

608
00:25:19,599 --> 00:25:20,200
something like that.

609
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:24,519
Speaker 4: I've had that issue where I've had to shoot in

610
00:25:24,599 --> 00:25:29,119
locations where the neighbors could hear or we're in a backyard,

611
00:25:29,119 --> 00:25:31,920
and I've had to like ask people to like to

612
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:34,559
get down, and it's difficult because it's like you don't

613
00:25:34,559 --> 00:25:36,400
want to take away from the intensity of the scene,

614
00:25:36,519 --> 00:25:38,799
but we also don't want the cops called true.

615
00:25:39,119 --> 00:25:39,920
Speaker 2: True. Yeah not.

616
00:25:40,000 --> 00:25:41,680
Speaker 3: There are so many places that I don't really think

617
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:44,480
there's anywhere that's you're really technically allowed, you know, for

618
00:25:44,559 --> 00:25:45,759
the hoas.

619
00:25:45,319 --> 00:25:48,599
Speaker 2: And homeowners and airbnbs and all that, you know, hotels.

620
00:25:49,039 --> 00:25:51,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's tricky ask for forgiveness, not permission.

621
00:25:52,680 --> 00:25:55,240
Speaker 4: I mean you can get like basically like getting a

622
00:25:55,279 --> 00:25:58,480
film permit, there's a lot of things built around that

623
00:25:58,720 --> 00:25:59,920
to protect the neighbors.

624
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:00,599
Speaker 2: Gotcha.

625
00:26:00,720 --> 00:26:03,119
Speaker 4: So like there's a lot of like conditions where you

626
00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:06,079
can't obstruct streets, you can't take all the parking, you

627
00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:09,359
can't like disturb the neighbors, like all that.

628
00:26:09,319 --> 00:26:09,799
Speaker 1: Kind of stuff.

629
00:26:09,839 --> 00:26:10,359
Speaker 2: So gotcha.

630
00:26:10,480 --> 00:26:12,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, so even if you get a permit, it's actually

631
00:26:12,440 --> 00:26:15,599
more like you can't even more.

632
00:26:15,599 --> 00:26:17,400
Speaker 2: So, yeah, I got youa it makes sense.

633
00:26:17,440 --> 00:26:20,359
Speaker 4: Okay, So you did that first scene and how did

634
00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:21,279
you feel about it.

635
00:26:21,200 --> 00:26:21,880
Speaker 1: After it was done?

636
00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:22,519
Speaker 2: I loved it.

637
00:26:22,519 --> 00:26:25,599
Speaker 3: It was so cool, Like to me, I'd never you know,

638
00:26:25,640 --> 00:26:27,720
even though I had started only fans and stuff like,

639
00:26:27,759 --> 00:26:29,880
it wasn't the same as like being It was so

640
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:32,599
weird though, because before that scene came out, even with

641
00:26:32,640 --> 00:26:34,640
only I never even had showed my boobs on Twitter.

642
00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:37,079
Speaker 2: And then all of a sudden like whoa, yeah spread.

643
00:26:37,119 --> 00:26:39,759
Speaker 1: I was like, course, wow, because they put it everywhere.

644
00:26:39,839 --> 00:26:42,680
Speaker 2: They put it everywhere, and I was like, here we go. Yeah.

645
00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:44,200
Speaker 3: I was like, and they get it out fast because

646
00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,519
they want that first one to be out before you

647
00:26:46,519 --> 00:26:48,799
start doing other stuff. And so and I think I

648
00:26:48,799 --> 00:26:50,440
think you even have to agree to something like that,

649
00:26:50,519 --> 00:26:52,119
Like I don't real they want that to be your

650
00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,759
first scene that's released, but that makes sense. I can't remember,

651
00:26:54,759 --> 00:26:57,799
but yeah, so it was like, holy crap. I was like,

652
00:26:57,839 --> 00:27:00,119
here we go, and then after that it was it's

653
00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:04,640
just it's just fun. Filling in Miami. Outside isn't fun,

654
00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:10,000
but you know, hair everywhere and are you glased xpis Miami? Yeah,

655
00:27:10,079 --> 00:27:10,599
I am too.

656
00:27:10,680 --> 00:27:13,319
Speaker 1: You are awesome. It's my first time there. Super cool.

657
00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 4: I'll be doing like pool side and interviews and the

658
00:27:15,119 --> 00:27:16,400
red carpet and all that kind of stuff.

659
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:18,680
Speaker 3: So yes, at the new hotel this year. So interesting

660
00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:21,160
to see about the Sycamore. Well, I haven't ever been,

661
00:27:21,640 --> 00:27:23,200
so this will be my first experience.

662
00:27:23,559 --> 00:27:25,319
Speaker 1: I know. That's what everyone keeps telling me.

663
00:27:25,559 --> 00:27:28,119
Speaker 3: It's so bring anything you could possibly bring to keep

664
00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:28,720
yourself cool.

665
00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:31,039
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've heard cold towels.

666
00:27:31,279 --> 00:27:33,200
Speaker 3: I was actually thinking about even getting one of those

667
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:35,839
little cold like those things that are like electronic.

668
00:27:36,000 --> 00:27:37,119
Speaker 2: It's that hot. Wow.

669
00:27:37,279 --> 00:27:39,119
Speaker 4: I mean when I would shoot outside in hot weather,

670
00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:41,559
I had those special cooling towels. Yeah, and I would

671
00:27:41,559 --> 00:27:43,559
pack them in ice and stuff.

672
00:27:43,640 --> 00:27:49,039
Speaker 3: But yeah, can't wait wait, I'd be wearing my hair up.

673
00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:50,279
Speaker 1: Yeah. Same.

674
00:27:50,640 --> 00:27:52,759
Speaker 4: So you actually got a v and most performer of

675
00:27:52,759 --> 00:27:54,839
the your nomination in your first year, is that right?

676
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:55,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, it was.

677
00:27:55,359 --> 00:27:59,079
Speaker 3: Technically it was my second year, so my first year,

678
00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:01,359
this was my second. This one that just happened in

679
00:28:01,440 --> 00:28:05,279
January my first year, I got nominated for the MILF

680
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,519
Fan Award, which was really cool because I mean at

681
00:28:08,519 --> 00:28:10,839
that point I'd only been in the industry for like

682
00:28:10,880 --> 00:28:13,079
three months or four months, So that was amazing because

683
00:28:13,079 --> 00:28:16,000
the fan awards are sometimes people like downplay them, but

684
00:28:16,039 --> 00:28:18,200
it was really cool just to be nominated for that.

685
00:28:18,279 --> 00:28:22,079
And then this year I got nominated for the actual

686
00:28:22,119 --> 00:28:25,480
I guess call it the Critics Critics AVN MILK for

687
00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:27,119
Former of the Year, So that was amazing. I mean,

688
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:29,599
it was such an honor to be up there with

689
00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:32,079
those ladies that have been in the industry for a very,

690
00:28:32,240 --> 00:28:32,839
very long time.

691
00:28:32,920 --> 00:28:35,039
Speaker 2: So I am very humbled.

692
00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:37,519
Speaker 4: Is that a goal that you work towards or do

693
00:28:37,559 --> 00:28:39,599
you not believe awards are important?

694
00:28:39,759 --> 00:28:41,160
Speaker 2: I think all awards are important.

695
00:28:41,319 --> 00:28:43,960
Speaker 3: I've just always been one of those people that I

696
00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:47,000
don't expect something because I don't want to be disappointed.

697
00:28:47,119 --> 00:28:50,920
So I mean, anything that comes my way is definitely exciting,

698
00:28:51,279 --> 00:28:53,880
but I don't I definitely never expect anything, just because

699
00:28:54,119 --> 00:28:57,319
I mean there's so many factors involved with all that too,

700
00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:58,880
so you just you never know.

701
00:28:59,160 --> 00:29:02,200
Speaker 2: I mean I don't know, but yeah, I mean it's

702
00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:03,200
of course it's important.

703
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:06,359
Speaker 3: I mean everybody wants to be recognized in any way,

704
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:09,480
shape or form, whether it's likes on your post, whether

705
00:29:09,519 --> 00:29:13,039
it's number of followers. So I mean anything that anybody

706
00:29:13,079 --> 00:29:16,480
recognizing something positive, even a comment on a scene, like

707
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:19,000
that's the coolest thing. Is like when the fans will

708
00:29:19,039 --> 00:29:21,359
post like a scene and typically they post it before

709
00:29:21,359 --> 00:29:22,960
I even know it's coming out, and they're like, oh,

710
00:29:23,359 --> 00:29:25,680
this particular scene is really hot. I mean I just

711
00:29:25,759 --> 00:29:28,519
love that stuff. I mean that to me is really important.

712
00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:30,160
What do you think is one of the best scenes

713
00:29:30,200 --> 00:29:35,759
you've done? My new Milfi scene I really loved that

714
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:39,200
is fairly new with Dan Damage and Hollywood Cash. That

715
00:29:39,279 --> 00:29:41,960
was my first threesome on scene, so that was a

716
00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:43,880
really good one. They do such a good job in production.

717
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:49,359
So trying to think. Let me see, I just did

718
00:29:49,359 --> 00:29:51,119
a scene for Naughty America with Brian Droller that was

719
00:29:51,160 --> 00:29:53,279
really good. I just got like sopping wet in the

720
00:29:53,319 --> 00:29:54,319
shower and that was fun.

721
00:29:54,480 --> 00:29:54,680
Speaker 4: Yeah.

722
00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:58,000
Speaker 3: I like to do stuff that's like not on the bed,

723
00:29:58,119 --> 00:30:00,119
so anything that's not on the bed. I love to

724
00:30:00,160 --> 00:30:03,160
get creative in the kitchen and just do stuff where

725
00:30:03,200 --> 00:30:06,240
you have to get I just shot a scene for

726
00:30:06,319 --> 00:30:08,640
Not America for Trophy Wives. It's going to be really

727
00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:10,880
hot with Aaron Jones, and we were like on top

728
00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:13,319
of the counters and it.

729
00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 1: Was all over the place.

730
00:30:14,039 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 4: I remember. So when I used to direct for a

731
00:30:15,759 --> 00:30:18,440
Digital Playground, they went through this phase where they were

732
00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:21,440
like so sick of like bedroom scenes that they literally

733
00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:24,000
had this rule where I could not choot.

734
00:30:23,720 --> 00:30:25,039
Speaker 1: A scene like in a bedroom.

735
00:30:25,519 --> 00:30:26,359
Speaker 2: I love that, Like I.

736
00:30:26,400 --> 00:30:27,880
Speaker 1: Wasn't you love that?

737
00:30:28,039 --> 00:30:30,279
Speaker 4: A lot of people I worked with did not love

738
00:30:30,319 --> 00:30:33,519
that because kitchen counters are not comfortable.

739
00:30:33,640 --> 00:30:35,759
Speaker 2: Well, and even in the shower when I did that, like.

740
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:37,680
Speaker 1: The shower is my biggest nightmare.

741
00:30:37,680 --> 00:30:39,759
Speaker 3: It's hot because you didn't get the reflections the mirror,

742
00:30:40,759 --> 00:30:42,960
but like you might slip and crack your head open.

743
00:30:43,279 --> 00:30:44,960
Speaker 2: I know, I was like pressed up again.

744
00:30:45,559 --> 00:30:48,000
Speaker 1: Shower scenes give me so much anxiety.

745
00:30:48,039 --> 00:30:49,559
Speaker 3: It's like, you don't really have to get wet. I'm like,

746
00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:51,640
aren't we doing a shower scene? She's like, you don't

747
00:30:51,640 --> 00:30:54,440
mind getting wet. I'm like, listen, I don't have anything

748
00:30:54,440 --> 00:30:56,119
to do after this, Like I gotta go home and

749
00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,440
like wash my hair anyway, So that is totally fine. Well,

750
00:30:59,319 --> 00:31:03,000
probably shouldn't said that because I was literally like, I

751
00:31:03,000 --> 00:31:05,039
mean I looked at myself in the mirror afterwards and

752
00:31:05,079 --> 00:31:08,039
I was like, oh my, don't worry.

753
00:31:08,079 --> 00:31:09,200
Speaker 2: People love that, and I was like.

754
00:31:09,519 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, they do, they do, But yeah, I get it.

755
00:31:13,200 --> 00:31:15,519
What do people get wrong about the adult industry?

756
00:31:15,640 --> 00:31:20,480
Speaker 3: Oh gosh, you know, I think mainstream society, you know,

757
00:31:21,119 --> 00:31:25,000
we are all normal people trying to put food on

758
00:31:25,039 --> 00:31:28,359
the table for our families. We've all got normal lives

759
00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:29,559
outside of the industry.

760
00:31:30,880 --> 00:31:32,839
Speaker 2: I think that that's it sucks.

761
00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:35,759
Speaker 3: I mean, they think everybody thinks that we are, you know,

762
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:41,640
crackhoors with washed up strippers with daddy issues. And you know,

763
00:31:41,799 --> 00:31:43,799
there probably are a few nothing wrong with that.

764
00:31:43,960 --> 00:31:47,319
Speaker 4: There's a few of those in every industry in the world.

765
00:31:47,440 --> 00:31:49,160
Speaker 3: You know, most of us are here because we choose

766
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:52,079
to be here. We absolutely love what we do and

767
00:31:52,119 --> 00:31:54,839
we choose to be here and we're living life and

768
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:56,920
we're having fun, and this is what we choose is

769
00:31:56,920 --> 00:31:57,559
our profession.

770
00:31:57,680 --> 00:31:58,920
Speaker 2: And you know, I.

771
00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:02,319
Speaker 3: Think I would say at least ninety percent of the

772
00:32:02,319 --> 00:32:06,559
adult industry is probably those people that we're here.

773
00:32:06,400 --> 00:32:08,559
Speaker 4: Because we love it, I think, especially now that you

774
00:32:08,599 --> 00:32:12,039
know people have so much like control over their careers

775
00:32:12,079 --> 00:32:13,079
and their content and stuff like that.

776
00:32:13,160 --> 00:32:17,160
Speaker 3: Absolutely, yeah, I mean, and it's it's just insane that

777
00:32:17,480 --> 00:32:20,960
mainstream society has such a stigma on just sex in general,

778
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:23,519
and we choose to live in a world that is

779
00:32:23,559 --> 00:32:25,319
more open minded about many things.

780
00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:28,920
Speaker 4: So it's interesting because the same financial system that you

781
00:32:29,039 --> 00:32:32,200
worked in decades for is also one of the biggest

782
00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:37,240
obstacles that adult creators face, right debanking, payment process or discrimination.

783
00:32:38,599 --> 00:32:40,359
So how does it feel looking at that world like

784
00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:41,480
now from this other side?

785
00:32:42,519 --> 00:32:44,400
Speaker 2: It sucks? It absolutely sucks.

786
00:32:44,480 --> 00:32:47,400
Speaker 4: Do you understand like some of the reasoning behind some

787
00:32:47,480 --> 00:32:50,680
of the choices that these financial institutions make having worked

788
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:52,400
in that world, you know, where as opposed to like

789
00:32:52,680 --> 00:32:54,359
a lot of creators sometimes be like, I don't know

790
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:55,279
why they do this.

791
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,079
Speaker 2: Like yeah, you know why?

792
00:32:57,880 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, they do it Primarily the finance because the banks

793
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:09,599
have different regulations for at risk for risky industries, So firearms, cannabis, sex,

794
00:33:10,680 --> 00:33:14,160
every industry is like that, they've got to hold funds

795
00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:16,680
for certain longer periods of time before they pay, like

796
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:18,960
the credit crud processors to pay. So it's all about

797
00:33:19,559 --> 00:33:22,440
It's all about their pocketbook, That's what it's about. Things

798
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:25,119
like chargebacks because of the chargebacks, because of that kind

799
00:33:25,119 --> 00:33:28,720
of stuff, and because the industry is such changing regulations

800
00:33:29,440 --> 00:33:32,599
and potentials for lawsuits and things like that the banks

801
00:33:32,799 --> 00:33:36,359
have and there's a lot of cash stuff involved and

802
00:33:36,359 --> 00:33:39,039
everybody thinks, oh, adult leads to other things that are legal,

803
00:33:39,119 --> 00:33:43,039
and so there's all that stigma associated with it. And

804
00:33:43,079 --> 00:33:46,599
while I get it, it's more I think at a

805
00:33:46,680 --> 00:33:49,559
higher level, it's not the it's not the bank's laws.

806
00:33:49,960 --> 00:33:52,279
It's the laws that are we set and give to

807
00:33:52,319 --> 00:33:54,920
the banks that they have to do with regards to holding.

808
00:33:54,680 --> 00:33:56,920
Speaker 2: Funds and things like that. So it sucks. Yeah, I

809
00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:58,319
mean it's affected me for sure.

810
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:01,720
Speaker 3: I mean I just even walking with a legitimate business

811
00:34:01,759 --> 00:34:04,279
and trying to get a bank account is next ti impossible.

812
00:34:04,559 --> 00:34:06,920
Speaker 1: Let's talk a little bit about your OnlyFans.

813
00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:11,679
Speaker 4: What has been like the most interesting uh interaction that

814
00:34:11,679 --> 00:34:14,239
you've had with a fan, whether like positive or negative.

815
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:17,280
Speaker 3: Most of my fan interactions have been great. I don't

816
00:34:17,320 --> 00:34:19,519
really tolerate a whole heck of a lot. So once

817
00:34:19,519 --> 00:34:23,000
someone starts getting The one thing I hate though, is

818
00:34:23,039 --> 00:34:26,360
like when guys try to try to start being like

819
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:29,280
like like guys be dominating, so like I don't like

820
00:34:29,280 --> 00:34:31,639
people to take call me daddy, Like that's like the

821
00:34:31,679 --> 00:34:33,800
big turn off for me. So I'm like, you gotta

822
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:35,880
earn that, baby. So I mean like that kind of shit.

823
00:34:36,440 --> 00:34:37,639
I've had some weird requests.

824
00:34:37,639 --> 00:34:39,800
Speaker 4: My favorite are like when guys come in and they're

825
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:43,000
like take it, bitch, and I'm like, I'll take your

826
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:45,360
fucking tip before you call me that. Like you know

827
00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:46,840
what I mean that they just don't want to spend

828
00:34:46,840 --> 00:34:49,039
any money, but then they want to talk a certain

829
00:34:49,039 --> 00:34:49,719
way to you, like.

830
00:34:49,679 --> 00:34:50,400
Speaker 2: I'm the same way.

831
00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:53,760
Speaker 3: I had a I had a really weird request one

832
00:34:53,840 --> 00:34:56,760
time for a custom video and I actually had to

833
00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:59,480
go research this to do it. And I had to

834
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:03,000
go research all of the symptoms of like a heart attack,

835
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:04,559
and so I had to go through my whole day.

836
00:35:04,679 --> 00:35:06,599
Speaker 1: So wait, hold on, they wanted you to fake having

837
00:35:06,639 --> 00:35:07,159
heart attack?

838
00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:09,880
Speaker 3: Okay, Yeah, So I basically had to go through from

839
00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:13,159
getting up to going to work, what I do, like

840
00:35:13,360 --> 00:35:16,400
working out, like having lunch, what I did throughout my

841
00:35:16,400 --> 00:35:19,519
whole day. He wanted me to kind of start to

842
00:35:19,559 --> 00:35:22,840
have these heart attack symptoms come on and like get

843
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:25,239
through the day, and then at the end of the day,

844
00:35:25,760 --> 00:35:28,079
he wanted someone to find He wanted me to actually

845
00:35:28,079 --> 00:35:30,559
have the heart attack, and then he wanted someone to

846
00:35:30,599 --> 00:35:33,079
walk in the room and find me and then use

847
00:35:33,119 --> 00:35:37,280
like a defibrillator to resuscitate me. Huhm or not whatever.

848
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:38,079
Speaker 2: It was my choice.

849
00:35:38,079 --> 00:35:40,079
Speaker 1: Oh, it was your choice whether or not you survived.

850
00:35:40,199 --> 00:35:40,719
Speaker 2: Yeah.

851
00:35:41,199 --> 00:35:42,679
Speaker 1: Interesting, So my.

852
00:35:42,679 --> 00:35:43,880
Speaker 2: Thought, Okay, so here's the crazy thing.

853
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:46,440
Speaker 4: I felt like, you have to survive because otherwise you're

854
00:35:46,480 --> 00:35:48,079
technically faking like a snuff film.

855
00:35:48,360 --> 00:35:48,559
Speaker 1: Yeah.

856
00:35:48,599 --> 00:35:51,639
Speaker 3: Well, he was a heart surgeon too, so I'm thinking

857
00:35:51,679 --> 00:35:53,920
to myself, like, okay, you're going in for a triple

858
00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:56,159
bypass right, and you're laying on the table and he

859
00:35:56,280 --> 00:35:58,159
like gets all his stuff on. He walks over and

860
00:35:58,199 --> 00:35:59,320
he's like, hold on a minute.

861
00:35:59,320 --> 00:36:03,760
Speaker 4: He's like, well, I know, I'm a little bit concerned

862
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:06,000
that a heart surgeon is turned on by the idea

863
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,519
of saying having a heart attack. Seriously, I don't ever

864
00:36:08,599 --> 00:36:10,039
want that guy to operate on me.

865
00:36:10,480 --> 00:36:13,239
Speaker 3: It was it was crazy because my my husband actually

866
00:36:13,719 --> 00:36:15,559
I was like he could hear me in the room,

867
00:36:15,679 --> 00:36:17,840
like doing the heart attack thing, and I was like, babe,

868
00:36:17,880 --> 00:36:19,199
come in here, and like I need you to do

869
00:36:19,239 --> 00:36:20,840
that because we didn't have He's like just fake, like

870
00:36:20,880 --> 00:36:22,880
you have the paddles or whatever. So I was like,

871
00:36:23,119 --> 00:36:24,800
I was like, okay, he heard me like hit the

872
00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:26,519
floor and he walks and he's like, oh fuck no.

873
00:36:27,119 --> 00:36:30,000
He's like huh, Like you know, he has a lot

874
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:31,280
of people in his life that passed away.

875
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:32,559
Speaker 2: He's like that was too real for me. He's like,

876
00:36:32,559 --> 00:36:34,159
I wouldn't do it. I had to like find someone

877
00:36:34,199 --> 00:36:36,840
to help me. He's like, I'm not doing this.

878
00:36:39,159 --> 00:36:40,280
Speaker 1: That is so wild.

879
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:43,039
Speaker 4: Yeah, what does a fan attachment look like when it

880
00:36:43,079 --> 00:36:45,400
goes too far? And how do you handle that without

881
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:47,800
burning the relationship down? Like do you ever get guys

882
00:36:47,840 --> 00:36:50,559
that like want to take it a step further beyond

883
00:36:50,599 --> 00:36:51,519
like where you're comfortable.

884
00:36:51,679 --> 00:36:54,679
Speaker 3: Yeah, and all the time sometimes I try to state

885
00:36:54,719 --> 00:36:58,199
my boundaries like really early. But yeah, I mean, definitely

886
00:36:58,239 --> 00:37:01,920
the relation people think you're in a real relationship, I

887
00:37:01,960 --> 00:37:04,880
mean the fantasy. I try to keep it fantasy, you know.

888
00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,440
I try to make sure that I look for like

889
00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:10,760
little indications of like certain things, and then I try

890
00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:12,679
to always steer it back to the to the fantasy.

891
00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:15,679
Speaker 4: I mean, cause that's that's what it is, right. I mean, yeah,

892
00:37:15,920 --> 00:37:18,360
I feel like most guys get that send bigger tips.

893
00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:22,199
But there's definitely some people I think who are looking

894
00:37:22,199 --> 00:37:25,760
for like an actual companion, and it's There was this

895
00:37:25,800 --> 00:37:28,360
one guy that used to, you know, initially like tried

896
00:37:28,400 --> 00:37:30,440
to have a real relationship with me, and I was like,

897
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:32,320
this is like not happening, Like I tried to be

898
00:37:32,400 --> 00:37:34,000
very clear about that, but then he would go and

899
00:37:34,039 --> 00:37:36,679
get like catfish by all these other girls on OnlyFans

900
00:37:36,679 --> 00:37:38,280
and he'd come and he'd tell me like, oh, I

901
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:39,079
met someone.

902
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:39,960
Speaker 1: She's the one.

903
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:41,920
Speaker 4: I just have to send her this money because her

904
00:37:41,920 --> 00:37:44,440
mom's in the hospital. Oh my god, I'm going to

905
00:37:44,519 --> 00:37:47,679
move in with her. And I'd be like this is

906
00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:49,719
not real, like I'm telling you right now, and he

907
00:37:49,719 --> 00:37:52,280
wouldn't listen to me. Sure enough that would fall through,

908
00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,480
she'd take his money. Then he'd find someone else, and

909
00:37:54,519 --> 00:37:55,880
it was like it got to a point where I'm

910
00:37:55,920 --> 00:37:56,599
just like I give.

911
00:37:56,480 --> 00:37:58,199
Speaker 2: Up, Like it might as well be me taking your money.

912
00:37:58,360 --> 00:38:00,440
Speaker 4: I know, but you know what I mean, Like he

913
00:38:00,679 --> 00:38:04,519
just he really didn't want like he didn't want to

914
00:38:04,559 --> 00:38:10,039
believe that, you know, he wasn't destined for a you know,

915
00:38:10,119 --> 00:38:12,199
future with this twenty year old girl. The guy was

916
00:38:12,239 --> 00:38:14,840
like sixty five, and I was like, can you just

917
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:16,440
can you meet someone your own age?

918
00:38:16,719 --> 00:38:16,920
Speaker 1: Yeah?

919
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:17,159
Speaker 2: I mean.

920
00:38:17,199 --> 00:38:19,000
Speaker 3: And here's the problem though, a lot of the ones

921
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:22,599
that are are clearly married right are in relationships, are

922
00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:25,519
living in the fantasy and it's really hard. It's like,

923
00:38:25,559 --> 00:38:27,760
wait a minute, You're they're wanting you to be like

924
00:38:27,840 --> 00:38:30,119
exclusive with that, like and I'm like, wait a minute,

925
00:38:30,119 --> 00:38:31,239
but you're married or what?

926
00:38:31,440 --> 00:38:34,360
Speaker 2: Is just the hardest thing. It's so odd to me sometimes.

927
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:36,960
Speaker 3: But you know, we deal in fantasy, so as long

928
00:38:37,000 --> 00:38:38,760
as you try to keep it in that fantasy lane.

929
00:38:39,159 --> 00:38:41,599
But it's the ones that I get the most.

930
00:38:41,639 --> 00:38:42,119
Speaker 2: I used to have.

931
00:38:42,280 --> 00:38:44,360
Speaker 3: I used to have a free page and I finally

932
00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:46,119
just had I pretty much have shut that down. I

933
00:38:46,199 --> 00:38:49,599
just use my main Taylor Vixen only fans because hey,

934
00:38:50,159 --> 00:38:52,800
hey hey, it's like I look back and it's or

935
00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:54,320
it's like I have a couple of guys.

936
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:55,719
Speaker 2: It's like they send me the same photo.

937
00:38:56,079 --> 00:38:58,360
Speaker 3: They send me the same photo every day for like

938
00:38:58,639 --> 00:39:01,280
six months, this every single day, and I'm like, finally

939
00:39:01,519 --> 00:39:03,559
you sent me the same like at least use a

940
00:39:03,559 --> 00:39:06,079
different photover something. But it's just like I just try

941
00:39:06,079 --> 00:39:09,400
to get everybody over to my subscription page because so

942
00:39:09,440 --> 00:39:11,119
they're going to get the most attention anyway.

943
00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:13,079
Speaker 4: Well, generally, the people that are willing to pay for

944
00:39:13,119 --> 00:39:16,800
subscription are the people that are honestly more worth to

945
00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:20,760
like have that like relationship with, because otherwise it's funny

946
00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,480
how people treat you a lot better when they're getting

947
00:39:22,519 --> 00:39:23,079
you money.

948
00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:23,679
Speaker 2: Yeah.

949
00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 3: Well, and I've heard too that the people on the

950
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:28,320
free pages, even if you like if you put something

951
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:31,159
on your wall, like if you have a free page,

952
00:39:31,199 --> 00:39:32,559
because you're a lot to put stuff on your wall

953
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that someone can download, like for twenty bucks. Yeah, people

954
00:39:35,320 --> 00:39:38,719
are very it's very easy to pirate that. So they said,

955
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:40,960
you're better off just doing a subscription because at least

956
00:39:40,960 --> 00:39:42,960
people are paying for the subscription and you can't put

957
00:39:42,960 --> 00:39:43,880
stuff on the wall that way.

958
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Speaker 2: You have to DM or.

959
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Speaker 4: Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. I mean so that kind

960
00:39:48,199 --> 00:39:50,199
of takes me back to what you were talking about with,

961
00:39:50,400 --> 00:39:54,440
you know, mean nasty comments that you would get. How

962
00:39:54,480 --> 00:39:58,960
do you like separate yourself from the trolls on the internet,

963
00:39:58,960 --> 00:40:01,239
Like how do you handle your men health in an

964
00:40:01,239 --> 00:40:04,760
industry where people attack you every single day.

965
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Speaker 3: It's so hard. It's so hard stay grounded. I mean

966
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I just tried to, Like I said, I just try

967
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to be me, but it is so hard. Like I

968
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did a I did a collab one time with this

969
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cute guy, this young guy out in Florida had a

970
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lot of followers, but he was doing he was starting

971
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to he was a straight guy, but he was starting

972
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to do a lot of gay stuff on his only fans.

973
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And at the time this kind of wasn't happening, but

974
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then it kind of did.

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Speaker 2: Like right at that point where we did a little collabor.

976
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Speaker 1: Was he shooting scenes with other men or he was like.

977
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Speaker 3: Yeah, And I think just I think he was mainly

978
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doing only fans. He wasn't even mainstream, but he had

979
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a big following, like on TikTok Instagram.

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Speaker 4: I mean, this is the thing, Like, if you're a

981
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guy who's got an only fans and you're doing well,

982
00:40:48,960 --> 00:40:52,079
the majority of your audience, they're not women, right, They're

983
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just not.

984
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Speaker 3: But let me tell you, you think people on Instagram are mean?

985
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Gay male fans of gay performers are awful, awful, this

986
00:41:05,119 --> 00:41:08,280
crusty bitch or pussy looks like a raisin.

987
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:11,079
Speaker 2: And I mean they were just they were like they

988
00:41:11,079 --> 00:41:12,920
were like, who is this old hag?

989
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Speaker 3: I mean it was awful. It was truly awful. And

990
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I think one night, I think I just sat there

991
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and cried. I was like, oh my god, oh my god,

992
00:41:19,880 --> 00:41:22,199
I said, I said, I do never again. Well, I

993
00:41:22,239 --> 00:41:25,480
do collab with somebody who's at least not sharing the

994
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same fan base as me, just because I feel like,

995
00:41:28,519 --> 00:41:30,119
you know, you do collabs because you're trying to get

996
00:41:30,119 --> 00:41:32,440
your name out. You're trying to cross promote, and you

997
00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:35,719
want to promote to someone like if I want their fans.

998
00:41:35,480 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 2: To be my fans, my fans to be their fans.

999
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:39,000
I feel like we didn't have that.

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Speaker 1: Cross Yeah, that makes sense.

1001
00:41:42,159 --> 00:41:44,280
Speaker 3: And the girls that liked him were like young, cute girls,

1002
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:46,199
like they're not gonna subscribe to my only fans either.

1003
00:41:46,280 --> 00:41:46,519
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1004
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:49,559
Speaker 3: Yeah, but it was awful. It's awful. People are so

1005
00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:52,679
mean and there's so many trolls out there. You just

1006
00:41:52,840 --> 00:41:54,840
your skin just gets thicker every day.

1007
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,039
Speaker 1: But you could do what I do and not read

1008
00:41:57,119 --> 00:41:57,760
the comments.

1009
00:41:57,880 --> 00:42:00,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't read the comment comments.

1010
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Speaker 1: You can say what you want. I'll give a ship

1011
00:42:02,719 --> 00:42:03,920
because I don't read them.

1012
00:42:04,440 --> 00:42:05,840
Speaker 3: But then people get mad if you don't read the

1013
00:42:06,039 --> 00:42:07,880
So I try to like as much stuff. I try

1014
00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:09,960
to comment back, but it's like, all of a sudden,

1015
00:42:09,960 --> 00:42:10,480
you be like, m.

1016
00:42:11,199 --> 00:42:12,960
Speaker 2: Why did I do this today? You know, depending on

1017
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:13,840
what your mood is for the day.

1018
00:42:14,039 --> 00:42:15,719
Speaker 1: Are reading the comments? Are my only fans?

1019
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:16,079
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1020
00:42:16,199 --> 00:42:19,559
Speaker 3: Yeah, of course, not anywhere else. Yeah, Instagram and Twitter

1021
00:42:19,559 --> 00:42:21,840
are Twitter is actually pretty good. Twitter is a lot

1022
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of fans and industry people.

1023
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Speaker 1: Yeah, you're right. Do you read all the comments on

1024
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:26,280
Twitter and they're lovely?

1025
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:26,679
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1026
00:42:26,800 --> 00:42:29,400
Speaker 4: Actually, everyone's super nice to me on Twitter, And for

1027
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:33,480
the most part, I don't. YouTube is where Yeah, YouTube

1028
00:42:33,519 --> 00:42:36,119
is wearing a lot of the most amount of hate

1029
00:42:36,159 --> 00:42:38,960
is on YouTube. Yeah, because the way the algorithm works,

1030
00:42:39,159 --> 00:42:42,360
people are getting they get my podcasts in their feed,

1031
00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:45,719
but they're not necessarily looking for it, and so they're

1032
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:46,119
a good thing.

1033
00:42:46,480 --> 00:42:47,199
Speaker 1: It's a good thing.

1034
00:42:47,320 --> 00:42:49,719
Speaker 4: But sometimes you get the people who like are very

1035
00:42:49,760 --> 00:42:54,119
anti the industry and they come in and like, but at.

1036
00:42:54,079 --> 00:42:55,000
Speaker 2: Least they're talking about it.

1037
00:42:56,960 --> 00:43:00,679
Speaker 4: It's that all promotion, all of publicities good of Is

1038
00:43:00,679 --> 00:43:02,280
there anyone in the industry that you look up to

1039
00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:03,400
or who inspires you?

1040
00:43:03,519 --> 00:43:04,880
Speaker 2: Oh, gosh, well besides you.

1041
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:08,079
Speaker 1: Oh, I knew you were gonna say that.

1042
00:43:09,000 --> 00:43:12,679
Speaker 3: You know, honestly, all all of the people that are

1043
00:43:12,679 --> 00:43:16,159
in this industry and have longevity males and females. You know,

1044
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:20,199
on the guy's side, you've got you know, Mick Blue

1045
00:43:20,239 --> 00:43:24,519
and Kieran Lee and Mani Ferrara, those males that have

1046
00:43:24,559 --> 00:43:26,440
been in the industry, you know, Zach Wilde, been this

1047
00:43:26,519 --> 00:43:28,800
in a long time, that are just doing really well

1048
00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:30,800
and have stayed and because they all know how hard

1049
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:32,320
it's for guys in this industry.

1050
00:43:31,880 --> 00:43:33,440
Speaker 2: For multiple reasons, right.

1051
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:36,719
Speaker 3: And then on the female side, kinder lust A, Lexus Fox,

1052
00:43:38,920 --> 00:43:44,079
Penny Barber, all My Mills, you know, Riggan Fox, Chase Sites,

1053
00:43:44,119 --> 00:43:47,840
all the ladies that are just kicking ass and have

1054
00:43:47,920 --> 00:43:50,519
been in the industry for let's say ten plus years

1055
00:43:50,800 --> 00:43:53,960
and that have navigated through families and other careers and

1056
00:43:54,119 --> 00:43:57,679
kids and are still rocking it and are still trying to,

1057
00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:02,000
you know, do everything they can to stay relevant and

1058
00:44:02,039 --> 00:44:05,360
stay beautiful and keep up with the new technologies and

1059
00:44:05,400 --> 00:44:08,559
the tiktoks and the.

1060
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:08,599
Speaker 2: More power to them, you know.

1061
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:14,920
Speaker 3: I mean, that's or, as Brittany Andrews calls it, tiki tukies.

1062
00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:16,159
Speaker 1: You guys say that she does.

1063
00:44:16,239 --> 00:44:16,519
Speaker 2: She does.

1064
00:44:17,239 --> 00:44:19,920
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, I mean anybody with longevity in this industry,

1065
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:23,199
and you know obviously the producers and directors too, I

1066
00:44:23,239 --> 00:44:26,599
mean we all take a lot of shit. It's I mean,

1067
00:44:26,639 --> 00:44:29,280
I know how much I've experienced, and I've been industry.

1068
00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:30,599
Speaker 2: I've barely seen the industry.

1069
00:44:30,760 --> 00:44:33,119
Speaker 3: Well, I've seen the industry change a lot, even in

1070
00:44:33,159 --> 00:44:35,119
two years that I've been in it. Not even I

1071
00:44:35,159 --> 00:44:38,519
can't imagine what you've seen ten years, fifteen years. It's

1072
00:44:38,599 --> 00:44:41,840
changing and evolving and going from this to that. Yeah,

1073
00:44:41,920 --> 00:44:43,679
I mean, I would have loved to have been around

1074
00:44:43,760 --> 00:44:46,119
in like the nineties day like because that's when I

1075
00:44:46,159 --> 00:44:47,000
actually did used to.

1076
00:44:46,920 --> 00:44:48,840
Speaker 2: Watch porn like The Pirates and all that, like the

1077
00:44:48,960 --> 00:44:49,920
Jesse j Yeah.

1078
00:44:50,039 --> 00:44:53,480
Speaker 4: I loved like around and I went to the premiere

1079
00:44:53,639 --> 00:44:55,760
he did. Yeah, I went to the movie premiere at

1080
00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:56,679
the Orpheus Theater.

1081
00:44:56,960 --> 00:44:57,360
Speaker 2: No way.

1082
00:44:57,480 --> 00:45:00,559
Speaker 4: It was actually really funny because like you would think,

1083
00:45:00,599 --> 00:45:02,239
so it was like there's like five it's like seats

1084
00:45:02,280 --> 00:45:04,320
five hundred people, right, Like the whole industry came. It

1085
00:45:04,480 --> 00:45:06,280
was like a big deal, and there's the red carpet

1086
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:07,360
and all this kind of stuff because it was like

1087
00:45:07,360 --> 00:45:10,159
the highest budget. It was the most expensive porn movie

1088
00:45:10,159 --> 00:45:11,039
ever made at the time.

1089
00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:11,639
Speaker 1: Wow.

1090
00:45:11,840 --> 00:45:13,800
Speaker 4: Yeah, And it was funny because you know, we all

1091
00:45:13,800 --> 00:45:16,760
go in there and everyone's dressed to the nines. But like,

1092
00:45:16,880 --> 00:45:18,719
I gotta tell you, it doesn't matter how long you've

1093
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:22,880
been in the industry, watching a porn movie with the

1094
00:45:22,920 --> 00:45:25,800
five hundred other people is awkward, Like you don't matter

1095
00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:28,760
who you are. Like we would get to the sex

1096
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:32,360
parts and like we all work in porn, but it

1097
00:45:32,400 --> 00:45:33,480
was just everyone would.

1098
00:45:33,280 --> 00:45:34,639
Speaker 1: Be like it was just weird.

1099
00:45:34,760 --> 00:45:38,400
Speaker 4: It felt weird, Like I think for me, you know,

1100
00:45:38,679 --> 00:45:41,239
because obviously, like no one's going to masturbate in the theater,

1101
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:45,519
right and generally when people watch porn, they don't usually

1102
00:45:45,559 --> 00:45:46,480
watch that's.

1103
00:45:46,159 --> 00:45:48,679
Speaker 2: What you know, where you go to the theater to

1104
00:45:48,719 --> 00:45:49,800
watch it even still.

1105
00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:53,760
Speaker 4: Yeah yeah yeah yeah, but usually like you know, those

1106
00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:55,960
were few and far between, or they were like peep

1107
00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:59,800
shows you had your own room or whatever. Yeah, but yeah,

1108
00:46:00,119 --> 00:46:02,119
it was like and for me, like, if I don't

1109
00:46:02,159 --> 00:46:04,320
have a camera between me and like what's going on?

1110
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:07,280
If I'm not like but on something actively that I'm doing,

1111
00:46:08,039 --> 00:46:10,039
it's it is kind of weird.

1112
00:46:10,880 --> 00:46:11,719
Speaker 1: And it was weird.

1113
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:14,280
Speaker 3: It was that, Yeah, because that was back in the

1114
00:46:14,360 --> 00:46:17,800
day of DVDs, the DVD Yeah, right, so you would

1115
00:46:17,800 --> 00:46:20,440
go buy a DVD and watch it at home with you.

1116
00:46:20,679 --> 00:46:23,639
Speaker 4: They had it, they had the PG version at Blockbuster.

1117
00:46:23,920 --> 00:46:25,840
No way you could rent pirates at Blockbuster.

1118
00:46:26,440 --> 00:46:28,079
Speaker 3: I swear to God, God, I remember walking through a

1119
00:46:28,079 --> 00:46:30,480
Blockbuster store. Yeah, those the good old days.

1120
00:46:30,519 --> 00:46:32,000
Speaker 1: There's like so many people watching this wing. What the

1121
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:32,840
fuck is Blockbuster?

1122
00:46:33,239 --> 00:46:37,639
Speaker 4: I know they're like once upon a type people Netflix

1123
00:46:37,679 --> 00:46:38,159
didn't exist.

1124
00:46:38,239 --> 00:46:40,519
Speaker 2: Only see it in movies now I know, I know,

1125
00:46:40,800 --> 00:46:41,159
my God.

1126
00:46:42,199 --> 00:46:44,239
Speaker 4: All right, well, Taylor, thank you so much for coming on,

1127
00:46:44,519 --> 00:46:46,760
Thanks for having me, and we of course we've got

1128
00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:49,360
the bonus Q and A for my Patreon members.

1129
00:46:49,440 --> 00:46:51,280
Speaker 1: A lot of people sending questions for you.

1130
00:46:51,079 --> 00:46:54,159
Speaker 4: You thought you've got a significant amount of famils out there.

1131
00:46:54,320 --> 00:46:57,159
Thanks guys, But for now, can you tell everyone where

1132
00:46:57,199 --> 00:46:58,039
they can find you online?

1133
00:46:58,280 --> 00:47:01,840
Speaker 2: Yeah? Most of my social media is just at Taylor Vixen.

1134
00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:07,599
Speaker 3: Make sure you use two x's Instagram, Twitter OnlyFans, TikTok YouTube.

1135
00:47:07,639 --> 00:47:09,559
Speaker 1: I'm gonna try to start doing more stuff with my YouTube.

1136
00:47:09,639 --> 00:47:13,280
Speaker 3: She's inspiring me over here, and then Taylor Vixon dot com.

1137
00:47:13,320 --> 00:47:15,199
It's a work in progress, but most of my links

1138
00:47:15,239 --> 00:47:17,079
are there as well, so.

1139
00:47:16,519 --> 00:47:18,760
Speaker 4: Thanks and you guys of course can find me at

1140
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:21,960
Holly Randall on Instagram and on Twitter. Join my Patreon

1141
00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:26,719
at patreon dot com. Slash Holly Randall Unfiltered to access

1142
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:30,400
these live streams that will actually sit and live on

1143
00:47:30,440 --> 00:47:33,159
the platform afterwards, so if you don't catch the actual

1144
00:47:33,159 --> 00:47:35,960
live stream, you can always go back and watch it later. Also,

1145
00:47:36,039 --> 00:47:37,599
the bonus Q and a's like the one that we're

1146
00:47:37,599 --> 00:47:40,400
about to do, and so much more. And once again,

1147
00:47:40,480 --> 00:47:43,960
big thank you to strip chat for sponsoring the episode.

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And for those of you who are watching on Stripchat,

1149
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I hope you enjoyed the show and I think that's

1150
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all I got. Go to Holly links dot com for

1151
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access to all of my platforms.

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Speaker 1: Thank you guys so much. See you next time, PLA