WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.360 --> 00:00:02.279 All right, private talk. 2 00:00:02.319 --> 00:00:04.879 We are back and we are about to play Truth 3 00:00:04.919 --> 00:00:07.599 with Texas Patreon. I hope you are ready with Truth 4 00:00:07.639 --> 00:00:10.480 the Texas. I've got these sexy ladies on the couch. 5 00:00:10.599 --> 00:00:12.919 And the way this is gonna go is we have 6 00:00:13.000 --> 00:00:16.039 four cards. Each ace is a different type of question. 7 00:00:16.239 --> 00:00:18.559 Each suit is a different type of question. I guess I. 8 00:00:18.559 --> 00:00:21.760 Should say we're gonna go through every single card in 9 00:00:21.760 --> 00:00:24.000 the deck and get to know you a little bit 10 00:00:24.039 --> 00:00:27.199 more intimately. Where since there's two of you, we're gonna 11 00:00:27.280 --> 00:00:29.879 have one of you pick first, and then you're gonna 12 00:00:30.000 --> 00:00:31.839 answer the question, and then the next person will answer 13 00:00:31.839 --> 00:00:32.640 the question as well. 14 00:00:34.439 --> 00:00:35.079 Are you ready? 15 00:00:35.479 --> 00:00:36.079 Let's do it? 16 00:00:37.439 --> 00:00:40.799 Let's do it, all right, Caitlin, you go first? 17 00:00:43.719 --> 00:00:51.359 ASA clubs is a kinky question, the best kind bondage 18 00:00:51.439 --> 00:00:51.960 Yes or no? 19 00:00:52.240 --> 00:00:54.039 Yes, very much so bondage. 20 00:00:54.079 --> 00:00:57.359 I want to be tied up and yes, I. 21 00:00:57.439 --> 00:00:59.000 Love shooting bondage scenes. 22 00:01:00.200 --> 00:01:01.600 Skill. You're most proud of. 23 00:01:03.159 --> 00:01:04.680 My blowjob abilities? 24 00:01:05.239 --> 00:01:07.719 What's so great about your blow job abilities? Everybody says that, 25 00:01:07.840 --> 00:01:08.439 are you sloppy? 26 00:01:08.560 --> 00:01:09.560 I'm very sappy. 27 00:01:09.920 --> 00:01:10.480 Gag on it. 28 00:01:10.480 --> 00:01:12.079 What's going on with Kaitlin? 29 00:01:12.159 --> 00:01:14.000 I don't tap out? And I liked I like to 30 00:01:14.000 --> 00:01:14.799 be face fucked. 31 00:01:15.640 --> 00:01:16.319 I love it. 32 00:01:16.439 --> 00:01:19.319 Yeah, listen, I am the original throw. 33 00:01:20.239 --> 00:01:22.640 I am the throat go I feel like everybody's like 34 00:01:22.680 --> 00:01:25.480 I'm deep throat queen. Like unless you can make at 35 00:01:25.599 --> 00:01:28.200 least twelve inches disappear down your throat. 36 00:01:28.040 --> 00:01:28.480 What have you? 37 00:01:28.920 --> 00:01:32.280 Throat deep through? Objects are just dicks? I wish I 38 00:01:32.319 --> 00:01:33.079 had something. 39 00:01:32.879 --> 00:01:34.280 Like an object. 40 00:01:34.480 --> 00:01:36.959 Oh my gosh, I went on a radio thing and 41 00:01:36.959 --> 00:01:39.359 I deep throated like a whole, big, like green onion thing. 42 00:01:39.400 --> 00:01:41.239 I just shoved the whole thing down my throat. 43 00:01:41.599 --> 00:01:42.200 No gag. 44 00:01:42.879 --> 00:01:44.400 Now I can just shove anything. 45 00:01:44.560 --> 00:01:46.519 This is the rare reason why your husband is still 46 00:01:46.560 --> 00:01:47.239 here today. 47 00:01:47.519 --> 00:01:53.000 You found out for the who honestly, No, yeah, that's 48 00:01:53.040 --> 00:01:55.959 always been like something that I've been very proud of, Like. 49 00:01:55.959 --> 00:01:58.760 I am just because you can swallow, it makes you 50 00:01:58.799 --> 00:02:02.400 the throat goat or what? What is the criteria for 51 00:02:02.519 --> 00:02:06.000 yourself that makes you qualified to say? Because that's a 52 00:02:06.040 --> 00:02:08.520 big title, the throat goat status. 53 00:02:09.719 --> 00:02:11.520 I like to do this move where I'll put the 54 00:02:11.560 --> 00:02:13.319 whole thing down my throat and I you know how 55 00:02:13.360 --> 00:02:15.520 you can like pulse your pussy a little bit. I 56 00:02:15.560 --> 00:02:17.520 can pulsate my throat with a dick all the way 57 00:02:17.560 --> 00:02:19.479 down there and squeeze it a little bit, and I 58 00:02:19.560 --> 00:02:21.080 lick the balls and try to suck them in at 59 00:02:21.120 --> 00:02:23.919 the same time. Will ever just vacuum it all in there? 60 00:02:23.960 --> 00:02:24.599 Like, I know. 61 00:02:24.680 --> 00:02:26.680 Nipples are hard on your getting wet right now. 62 00:02:26.759 --> 00:02:29.080 I know That's one thing I'm at. That's one thing 63 00:02:29.080 --> 00:02:30.000 I'm real good at. 64 00:02:30.759 --> 00:02:32.960 I tak it back line would be the tightness of 65 00:02:33.000 --> 00:02:33.639 my vagina. 66 00:02:34.919 --> 00:02:38.879 She got scared of that throat throat I can't tell 67 00:02:39.759 --> 00:02:44.400 and I could do it. I like it. So it's 68 00:02:44.479 --> 00:02:45.879 like the key goals are going on. 69 00:02:46.080 --> 00:02:48.319 Yes, very much, so I've heard I've got a very 70 00:02:48.400 --> 00:02:49.039 type vagina. 71 00:02:50.319 --> 00:02:52.800 Have you ever been in an orgy? 72 00:02:53.360 --> 00:02:53.639 Yes? 73 00:02:54.280 --> 00:02:56.360 For personal or for work? 74 00:02:57.639 --> 00:03:04.520 Just personally. I still have not done You know that 75 00:03:04.800 --> 00:03:07.639 I've never done an orgy professionally. I've only done it. 76 00:03:07.680 --> 00:03:09.960 How do you have an orgy personally? Can you please 77 00:03:10.000 --> 00:03:10.719 walk me through that? 78 00:03:11.280 --> 00:03:14.680 It just like did you club You're like meet me 79 00:03:14.719 --> 00:03:17.120 at this fucking room, or did you like know all 80 00:03:17.159 --> 00:03:19.280 the people that you were like with, or like, how 81 00:03:19.280 --> 00:03:20.000 did that happen? 82 00:03:20.120 --> 00:03:22.439 I knew all the people I was with, and you're 83 00:03:22.479 --> 00:03:23.039 like ended up. 84 00:03:23.039 --> 00:03:23.800 We were in Vegas. 85 00:03:24.199 --> 00:03:26.560 I wasn't living there, but we were in Vegas. Next thing, 86 00:03:26.599 --> 00:03:29.000 I know, there's like, you know, ten of us in 87 00:03:29.039 --> 00:03:32.000 my hands like halfway and my friend's boyfriend's ass in 88 00:03:32.080 --> 00:03:33.520 my whoa. 89 00:03:33.840 --> 00:03:34.840 I didn't see that coming. 90 00:03:36.280 --> 00:03:37.719 And you know we all did our thing. 91 00:03:37.800 --> 00:03:40.560 Everyone got off, and then you know we're. 92 00:03:40.080 --> 00:03:43.520 Talking about speaking here patriot hold on? 93 00:03:44.840 --> 00:03:48.280 How hold I got a lot of questions, But first, 94 00:03:49.120 --> 00:03:52.840 how did you know that your boyfriend your girlfriend's boyfriend 95 00:03:52.919 --> 00:03:55.000 wanted a fist in his asity asked for it? 96 00:03:55.120 --> 00:03:58.599 Or did you she lead your fist there? Because like 97 00:04:00.319 --> 00:04:03.120 an advance level my hand. 98 00:04:03.439 --> 00:04:06.639 Okay, it's enough to be a but I'm saying is like, 99 00:04:06.680 --> 00:04:10.000 that's like a that's not something that most people would 100 00:04:10.039 --> 00:04:11.639 be like discuss me. 101 00:04:11.919 --> 00:04:12.560 So how'd you know? 102 00:04:12.800 --> 00:04:12.919 So? 103 00:04:13.039 --> 00:04:16.040 I was just finessing and I'm not even that person. 104 00:04:16.120 --> 00:04:19.319 I was just finessing's asshole, all right. 105 00:04:21.319 --> 00:04:23.720 I noticed that his dick was getting harder and harder, 106 00:04:23.759 --> 00:04:26.000 and like the more fingers I put in there, harder 107 00:04:26.040 --> 00:04:28.160 it got What his girlfriend think about it was she 108 00:04:28.360 --> 00:04:29.519 was fucking someone. 109 00:04:29.639 --> 00:04:31.040 She wasn't even know. 110 00:04:31.800 --> 00:04:34.040 She said that she did look over once and she's like, 111 00:04:34.079 --> 00:04:36.879 your hand was in his ass and he was loving it. 112 00:04:37.399 --> 00:04:38.600 How do you look someone in the eye. 113 00:04:38.639 --> 00:04:41.399 After that, I'd be really questionable about our friendship and 114 00:04:41.439 --> 00:04:44.560 be like, hey, homie, I could never fuck my friends. 115 00:04:44.759 --> 00:04:46.399 That's the funny thing with me is most because I 116 00:04:46.759 --> 00:04:47.160 don't fuck. 117 00:04:47.519 --> 00:04:50.000 That was her, dude, But I don't fuck like my 118 00:04:50.040 --> 00:04:52.000 personal guy friends, like if you're my guy friend. 119 00:04:52.120 --> 00:04:52.639 But that wasn't. 120 00:04:53.560 --> 00:04:58.079 It was my friend's boyfriend. So it was. And it 121 00:04:58.199 --> 00:05:00.519 happened one time, and I still we still don't know 122 00:05:00.560 --> 00:05:03.160 how all of us decided that this was a good idea. 123 00:05:03.319 --> 00:05:03.600 Just fell. 124 00:05:03.759 --> 00:05:06.079 No one got hurt, everyone had a great time, got hurt. 125 00:05:06.079 --> 00:05:06.639 I hope not. 126 00:05:10.160 --> 00:05:13.519 Have you ever fisted someone prior to that, though I 127 00:05:13.720 --> 00:05:14.639 fisted a vagina? 128 00:05:14.839 --> 00:05:16.000 No would you. 129 00:05:16.160 --> 00:05:19.480 I'm I'm so careful down it. Like I said, I 130 00:05:19.480 --> 00:05:21.000 don't even get named nails. 131 00:05:21.560 --> 00:05:24.079 It doesn't mean it's a bad thing. It one sounds bad. 132 00:05:24.160 --> 00:05:26.000 You just have like the same little technique you had 133 00:05:26.000 --> 00:05:28.160 for that man's asshole. You do it for the girls 134 00:05:28.160 --> 00:05:29.519 pussy and you twist your hand. 135 00:05:29.639 --> 00:05:31.199 People like it. I'm just saying, but that's the same. 136 00:05:31.199 --> 00:05:33.519 But it's like, why I even brought attention to it 137 00:05:33.560 --> 00:05:36.519 is because it's not a lot of people would just 138 00:05:36.600 --> 00:05:37.879 do it, and then you're saying you don't know how 139 00:05:37.879 --> 00:05:39.639 it happened, and you're like it all before you knew 140 00:05:39.680 --> 00:05:41.279 it my hands and then my friend's asshole. 141 00:05:43.120 --> 00:05:44.680 It was one of those times where it's like, you 142 00:05:44.720 --> 00:05:46.279 don't know how have you got in this situation? 143 00:05:46.600 --> 00:05:48.639 Has ever anyone been in your asshole like that? 144 00:05:48.920 --> 00:05:51.439 No, so I'm I have not. I've done anal, but 145 00:05:51.639 --> 00:05:54.800 it wasn't with any of these porn dicks. I'm terrified. 146 00:05:55.120 --> 00:05:58.560 I'm excited, and it will happen eventually, but I've done 147 00:05:58.600 --> 00:06:00.920 it a couple of times and they were boyfriends with 148 00:06:01.120 --> 00:06:02.560 you know, boyfriend penises. 149 00:06:02.759 --> 00:06:02.920 Boy. 150 00:06:03.040 --> 00:06:04.319 Is there any advice you could give her? 151 00:06:05.160 --> 00:06:08.079 Oh, stretch if you stretch girl like that? 152 00:06:08.439 --> 00:06:10.639 If you this is what I do before at anal scene, 153 00:06:10.680 --> 00:06:13.759 Like I will take adoldo into the bathroom and like, 154 00:06:13.839 --> 00:06:16.319 you know how like when you're putting it in, it 155 00:06:16.439 --> 00:06:18.519 hurts like that one spot, but you have to relaxing 156 00:06:18.600 --> 00:06:20.839 it past there. I feel like you have to work 157 00:06:20.879 --> 00:06:23.839 the dildo in by yourself in the bathroom first, and 158 00:06:23.879 --> 00:06:25.560 then you're kind of opened up for a little bit, 159 00:06:25.639 --> 00:06:27.680 and then you can go to the guy and you're 160 00:06:27.759 --> 00:06:28.920 kind of already ready. 161 00:06:29.000 --> 00:06:31.439 That's why I always use glass toys for me and 162 00:06:31.519 --> 00:06:32.079 my ass is the. 163 00:06:32.079 --> 00:06:33.439 Only way I liked is because I felt like it 164 00:06:33.480 --> 00:06:35.959 opened me up more where I could like really stretch 165 00:06:36.040 --> 00:06:37.920 myself and like no, and then. 166 00:06:37.879 --> 00:06:38.800 No, I was ready. 167 00:06:38.959 --> 00:06:41.160 I have total respect. And I watched the. 168 00:06:41.160 --> 00:06:41.879 Movie and I don't did. 169 00:06:42.000 --> 00:06:46.079 I probably did less than ten anal scenes in my 170 00:06:46.160 --> 00:06:50.240 whole cly. Yes, I was never someone that was very anally, like, 171 00:06:50.360 --> 00:06:52.560 oh my god, put it in my ass, But because 172 00:06:52.560 --> 00:06:54.240 I have a big ass, everyone was like, hey. 173 00:06:54.040 --> 00:06:56.000 Put the biggest dick in your ass, and I was 174 00:06:56.040 --> 00:06:57.360 like no. 175 00:06:57.480 --> 00:07:00.040 But my ex husband was the performer, and so I 176 00:07:00.040 --> 00:07:02.199 I was lucky enough to do my first anal with 177 00:07:02.279 --> 00:07:05.279 him and we had fucked obviously, so it was like 178 00:07:05.399 --> 00:07:07.439 it's what warmed me up into the things. And then 179 00:07:07.480 --> 00:07:09.680 we got divorced and I worked with two other people 180 00:07:09.720 --> 00:07:12.720 after that. But yeah, I've done like less than ten scenes. 181 00:07:13.279 --> 00:07:15.920 Elegant Angel, you have all of them, I think, except for. 182 00:07:15.959 --> 00:07:16.480 Jewel, I know. 183 00:07:17.319 --> 00:07:17.399 No. 184 00:07:17.680 --> 00:07:21.399 Actually, Jules loved me so much that he did a 185 00:07:21.519 --> 00:07:24.560 scene for Elegant Angel in my movie Coming Back. But 186 00:07:24.639 --> 00:07:27.600 when it turns and he never works for anybody the 187 00:07:27.639 --> 00:07:31.720 other company, but he wanted to affect this ass and 188 00:07:31.759 --> 00:07:32.839 it was on that balcony too. 189 00:07:33.319 --> 00:07:36.759 That's the scene you should watch. I should. Girl probably have. 190 00:07:36.800 --> 00:07:39.639 A video upstairs on DVD, but who has DVD plays anymore? 191 00:07:39.639 --> 00:07:40.519 I'm not even sure if that. 192 00:07:40.399 --> 00:07:44.000 Exists, I will go find a DVD player to watch it. 193 00:07:48.360 --> 00:07:51.279 I've seen that balcony in person, like just thinking about it. 194 00:07:51.319 --> 00:07:51.959 Oh my god. 195 00:07:53.120 --> 00:07:59.120 Shower sex or car sex. I like car sex, like both. 196 00:08:00.160 --> 00:08:00.959 I don't like it. 197 00:08:01.079 --> 00:08:02.839 I think it looks hot when everyone's wet, but I 198 00:08:02.839 --> 00:08:05.480 feel like something with water ruins the moisture. 199 00:08:05.040 --> 00:08:05.839 Like fy. 200 00:08:06.639 --> 00:08:08.839 Yeah, I'm not really about it, but like car sex 201 00:08:08.920 --> 00:08:11.000 of like, the thrill of getting caught is hot. 202 00:08:11.360 --> 00:08:14.360 I just had this conversation yesterday about shower sex with 203 00:08:14.399 --> 00:08:18.199 my friend is crazy. She said she If the shower 204 00:08:18.279 --> 00:08:22.120 is too small, it's really uncomfortable. But if there's plenty 205 00:08:22.120 --> 00:08:25.720 of room, I think it's great. No mess. But I 206 00:08:25.759 --> 00:08:26.199 do like them. 207 00:08:26.199 --> 00:08:27.759 I'm not trying to stand when I have sex. I 208 00:08:27.839 --> 00:08:28.800 want to be like waid Back. 209 00:08:29.319 --> 00:08:35.799 She won't be a queen like any fetishes. 210 00:08:37.000 --> 00:08:37.440 I want. 211 00:08:37.519 --> 00:08:39.799 I really do want to do it. I want to 212 00:08:39.799 --> 00:08:43.720 get fucked by multiple men. Okay, I've never done that, 213 00:08:44.159 --> 00:08:45.120 all right, yeah. 214 00:08:45.120 --> 00:08:46.000 How many would be your? 215 00:08:46.120 --> 00:08:46.200 Like? 216 00:08:46.840 --> 00:08:47.200 Cap. 217 00:08:47.759 --> 00:08:50.559 I want to start with three, three and see how 218 00:08:50.600 --> 00:08:51.799 I can how that works. 219 00:08:51.879 --> 00:08:54.559 And if you like five, five is a good number. 220 00:08:54.600 --> 00:08:57.000 Five is a good number because then you got one waiting. 221 00:08:57.480 --> 00:09:00.080 When you're busy with one Wednesday something else, you get. 222 00:09:00.639 --> 00:09:02.279 Gosh, you don't have all three of my money at 223 00:09:02.279 --> 00:09:02.759 the same time. 224 00:09:03.279 --> 00:09:03.759 Air tight. 225 00:09:05.679 --> 00:09:08.279 I have a fetish of just like I've never done it, 226 00:09:08.320 --> 00:09:10.200 but I want like a whole train ran on me. 227 00:09:10.240 --> 00:09:13.360 Like I'm not talking five, I'm talking like fifty. Like 228 00:09:13.519 --> 00:09:15.679 I don't know if I would like it in your life. 229 00:09:15.519 --> 00:09:18.639 Bring the carbon wants to bring them out. 230 00:09:18.799 --> 00:09:20.600 I just think it'd be so hot to just like 231 00:09:21.159 --> 00:09:24.200 guys just taking their turns, like just using me like 232 00:09:24.240 --> 00:09:25.399 that is like what I get off to. 233 00:09:25.519 --> 00:09:26.720 They want where would they come? 234 00:09:27.240 --> 00:09:28.639 I don't care, where would they come? 235 00:09:28.679 --> 00:09:32.360 Oh my god, Like in my fantasy, Like in my fantasy, 236 00:09:32.399 --> 00:09:34.679 they're all just like coming in me and then like 237 00:09:34.759 --> 00:09:35.559 one after the other. 238 00:09:35.639 --> 00:09:37.399 But in real life I would be way too scared 239 00:09:37.440 --> 00:09:37.720 to do that. 240 00:09:37.799 --> 00:09:39.159 But that's like my fans boundary. 241 00:09:40.120 --> 00:09:42.360 Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry, that's the no no. 242 00:09:42.679 --> 00:09:46.440 But in my fantasy, I'm just like filled up dude 243 00:09:46.440 --> 00:09:48.759 after dude, Like that's what gets me off for sure. 244 00:09:49.759 --> 00:09:51.320 Okay, I like that for you. 245 00:09:57.360 --> 00:10:02.039 Have you ever been too kinky of a part for someone? 246 00:10:02.600 --> 00:10:06.879 Yes? Well, And I think it's just that I feel 247 00:10:06.919 --> 00:10:09.559 like sometimes I'm like a man, and I feel like 248 00:10:09.600 --> 00:10:11.600 a lot of us import we have really high sex 249 00:10:11.679 --> 00:10:14.200 drives that are more like higher. 250 00:10:13.919 --> 00:10:15.759 Than But what makes you feel like a man because 251 00:10:15.799 --> 00:10:18.360 you have a high sex drive? Yeah, the fact that 252 00:10:18.440 --> 00:10:19.200 I don't get. 253 00:10:19.480 --> 00:10:23.000 Not that obviously, like I feel like off top meeting me. 254 00:10:23.080 --> 00:10:25.039 It's a little bit intimidation factor and knowing who I 255 00:10:25.080 --> 00:10:27.480 am or whatever, but I don't get masculine. I me like, 256 00:10:27.519 --> 00:10:30.879 I get that you're very highly into what you like sexually, 257 00:10:31.320 --> 00:10:34.720 but I feel like I wouldn't be scared of you said, 258 00:10:34.720 --> 00:10:36.639 I'd be more turned on sexually. 259 00:10:36.240 --> 00:10:38.200 Than be like, oh, what does bitch gonna do out 260 00:10:38.200 --> 00:10:38.440 of her? 261 00:10:38.440 --> 00:10:38.480 Like? 262 00:10:38.519 --> 00:10:39.399 What's she gonna do to me? 263 00:10:39.559 --> 00:10:41.480 Maybe it's just the guys that I'm dating because they're 264 00:10:41.879 --> 00:10:43.240 so emotional about their sex. 265 00:10:43.480 --> 00:10:47.000 I'm mad. I want to we don't know how. I 266 00:10:47.039 --> 00:10:47.799 want to fuck all. 267 00:10:47.720 --> 00:10:49.120 The time, and I feel like when I have in 268 00:10:49.159 --> 00:10:52.600 relationships overclubed. 269 00:10:53.720 --> 00:10:55.120 Problem, So i. 270 00:10:55.000 --> 00:10:58.159 Feel like I'm missing out and it sucks. I want 271 00:10:58.159 --> 00:11:00.480 to fuck when I'm sad, mad, happy, whatever. 272 00:11:00.639 --> 00:11:03.039 So you're wanting a fuck and they're like not now, 273 00:11:03.639 --> 00:11:05.840 and you're like, because they're upset with this is why 274 00:11:05.879 --> 00:11:06.320 you cheat? 275 00:11:06.399 --> 00:11:07.360 Oh exactly. 276 00:11:07.679 --> 00:11:09.559 And it's like that makes. 277 00:11:09.360 --> 00:11:14.759 Sense, but okay, off topic of things, just because I'm doctor Texas, 278 00:11:14.799 --> 00:11:17.120 no PhD, but I'm doctor Texas. 279 00:11:17.360 --> 00:11:20.480 But you really want to know why this happens? Right, Yes, it's. 280 00:11:20.320 --> 00:11:25.399 Because when we don't really know or work on ourselves 281 00:11:25.440 --> 00:11:28.240 to know what we want, we keep attracting the same 282 00:11:28.320 --> 00:11:31.000 partner over and over and over again until we learn 283 00:11:31.080 --> 00:11:31.600 that lesson. 284 00:11:32.039 --> 00:11:34.440 You clearly haven't learned the lesson, learned it this less 285 00:11:34.519 --> 00:11:37.159 but it's well, we'll see, we can have it. We 286 00:11:37.200 --> 00:11:39.399 can have a party, you know what I mean. 287 00:11:39.440 --> 00:11:42.399 But that's the thing is like because as women were like, oh, 288 00:11:42.440 --> 00:11:43.759 you know, you can control things, you can. 289 00:11:43.639 --> 00:11:44.480 Do whatever, blah blah blah. 290 00:11:44.480 --> 00:11:47.840 But unless you really know and like almost simp to 291 00:11:47.879 --> 00:11:50.000 the point where like you're listing what you need from 292 00:11:50.000 --> 00:11:52.559 a partner, and for you, it's like now sexually you're 293 00:11:52.600 --> 00:11:55.120 in this whole other like realm where you really need. 294 00:11:55.000 --> 00:11:56.799 To like like. 295 00:11:56.279 --> 00:11:58.960 Like solidify what you need and want from a partner 296 00:11:59.279 --> 00:12:01.840 so you can find a situation like hers, like in 297 00:12:01.960 --> 00:12:04.240 her situation like her clearly does it. Yeah, I've heard 298 00:12:04.279 --> 00:12:06.320 a lot of people say like, oh, my man likes 299 00:12:06.480 --> 00:12:09.080 I fuck whatever, But I don't believe them. I believe 300 00:12:09.159 --> 00:12:11.279 what you're saying whatever because of like your journey, of 301 00:12:11.320 --> 00:12:14.240 what you've said. It's believable because you're honest and you're 302 00:12:14.240 --> 00:12:15.799 in those things. But the thing is is like once 303 00:12:15.840 --> 00:12:18.480 you find, like when we deal with scraps because someone's 304 00:12:18.480 --> 00:12:21.639 giving attentions right now, we limit our blessings because there's 305 00:12:21.679 --> 00:12:24.000 someone else out there that doesn't let you limit anything. 306 00:12:24.080 --> 00:12:27.320 That's what's been happening to me. I keep going after scraps. 307 00:12:27.879 --> 00:12:30.320 We ain't for those scraps. We want that, but like. 308 00:12:32.600 --> 00:12:35.159 Those relationships are getting short and short. Instead of spending 309 00:12:35.200 --> 00:12:38.320 a year, two years real good and that's the last 310 00:12:38.360 --> 00:12:40.960 one lasted three months. And that's what I could. 311 00:12:41.039 --> 00:12:42.960 Also, I'm going to face my life where we've had 312 00:12:43.039 --> 00:12:46.840 practice dating. We practice until somebody is going to come 313 00:12:46.879 --> 00:12:48.159 to the table and bring all the things that you 314 00:12:48.200 --> 00:12:48.600 need to bring. 315 00:12:48.639 --> 00:12:49.759 Because I myself too is. 316 00:12:49.720 --> 00:12:52.360 I didn't I wanted to dape or I thought I did, 317 00:12:52.360 --> 00:12:54.879 but I didn't know what I wanted. And until I 318 00:12:54.960 --> 00:12:58.720 really listed the things that I really wanted from just someone, 319 00:12:58.840 --> 00:13:02.120 not a particular person in a body. 320 00:13:01.840 --> 00:13:03.639 But just in general as a partner. 321 00:13:04.000 --> 00:13:06.639 Did I really start to notice off the bat, Okay, 322 00:13:06.720 --> 00:13:08.799 I'm hanging out with somebody, all right, this isn't for me. 323 00:13:09.080 --> 00:13:09.960 I'm not tolerating this. 324 00:13:10.039 --> 00:13:12.519 Like I said, I was married. I've been divorced for 325 00:13:12.600 --> 00:13:14.320 eight years. It was my choice to get out of 326 00:13:14.399 --> 00:13:16.519 that marriage. I loved being married, but I was married 327 00:13:16.559 --> 00:13:17.279 to the wrong person. 328 00:13:17.519 --> 00:13:17.759 For me. 329 00:13:17.840 --> 00:13:20.200 It's about the intention of how you move forward and 330 00:13:20.240 --> 00:13:22.679 what you put in your life that is beneficial to you, 331 00:13:22.799 --> 00:13:25.639 not only just in like relationship wise, but work wise. 332 00:13:25.679 --> 00:13:27.559 Because if this is what you truly want to do 333 00:13:27.600 --> 00:13:30.320 and you just started a year ago, there's so much 334 00:13:30.360 --> 00:13:32.440 more for you to do and be out there if 335 00:13:32.480 --> 00:13:35.279 you want to and find someone that could be a 336 00:13:35.279 --> 00:13:36.919 part of that journey. And if not, you can do 337 00:13:36.960 --> 00:13:40.279 it by yourself. What regardless, But as far as like women, 338 00:13:40.360 --> 00:13:42.919 we want people to we want someone to share things with, 339 00:13:43.000 --> 00:13:44.120 we want someone. 340 00:13:43.799 --> 00:13:45.919 To enjoy those things with as well. 341 00:13:46.120 --> 00:13:47.960 But we have to put that same energy out there 342 00:13:48.000 --> 00:13:49.919 that we're giving out because if not, we get the 343 00:13:49.919 --> 00:13:52.159 same energy that we don't realize that we're giving and 344 00:13:52.200 --> 00:13:53.759 then we're like, oh, fuck you again. 345 00:13:54.039 --> 00:13:55.000 I learned you. 346 00:13:55.120 --> 00:13:59.759 Yeah, but I definitely repeating, repeating my past. But this, 347 00:14:00.120 --> 00:14:02.879 like I said, this last one only lasted three months 348 00:14:02.879 --> 00:14:07.000 and he was so horrible that I know exactly what 349 00:14:07.039 --> 00:14:10.120 I want. And I hear stories like hers of successful 350 00:14:10.120 --> 00:14:14.360 relationships where a guy does truly love you for exactly 351 00:14:14.399 --> 00:14:16.559 who you are. And I am not going to settle. 352 00:14:16.720 --> 00:14:20.120 Don't settle, girl, private Talk, we do not settle. 353 00:14:20.159 --> 00:14:22.519 I hope you guys are enjoying this episode of Private 354 00:14:22.519 --> 00:14:25.279 Talk after dark here on Patriot. I know I'm loving 355 00:14:25.279 --> 00:14:27.480 getting to know these girls a little bit more. But 356 00:14:27.600 --> 00:14:29.759 now we're going to get to the next card. Carmen, 357 00:14:29.960 --> 00:14:32.320 are you ready to pick? I know we're not in 358 00:14:32.399 --> 00:14:38.480 Las Vegas like heire you so much. You know, ooh 359 00:14:39.960 --> 00:14:41.120 it's romantic. 360 00:14:42.200 --> 00:14:43.840 Do you consider yourself a romantic? 361 00:14:44.840 --> 00:14:48.200 I used to be, and I actually have hopeless romantic 362 00:14:48.240 --> 00:14:50.440 tattoo don't here, but that does not apply to me anymore. 363 00:14:50.480 --> 00:14:53.000 I feel like I wanted the romance so much when 364 00:14:53.039 --> 00:14:55.080 I was going after guys who treated me like shit. 365 00:14:55.159 --> 00:14:56.679 Did you have a Cinderella complex? 366 00:14:58.159 --> 00:15:00.600 It's like that fairy tale that when we kids were 367 00:15:00.799 --> 00:15:03.480 definitively that kind of thing, Like what do you mean 368 00:15:03.519 --> 00:15:03.879 by that? 369 00:15:04.120 --> 00:15:07.519 I feel like I just was going after guys who 370 00:15:07.840 --> 00:15:10.480 didn't want, like, didn't treat me right, So I was 371 00:15:10.559 --> 00:15:12.759 wanting them to love me so bad that. 372 00:15:12.679 --> 00:15:14.879 I was like or seeking valance. 373 00:15:15.039 --> 00:15:18.120 Yeah, and now that like in my relationship, I'm definitely 374 00:15:18.399 --> 00:15:21.559 not the one that sounds bad but loves more, if 375 00:15:21.600 --> 00:15:23.759 that makes sense. Like, I definitely know he loves me 376 00:15:24.080 --> 00:15:25.960 so much more than I love him, so I'm kind 377 00:15:26.000 --> 00:15:28.639 of more. He comes to me with like this puppy 378 00:15:28.679 --> 00:15:30.519 dogg love all the time, and I'm more so not 379 00:15:30.720 --> 00:15:34.279 like the romantic one anymore, but you receive it. Yeah, 380 00:15:34.279 --> 00:15:35.799 I received the love I feel like. 381 00:15:35.919 --> 00:15:38.159 I mean, you have this. 382 00:15:38.080 --> 00:15:41.159 Disgusted look on your face, like a romance but you're 383 00:15:41.240 --> 00:15:43.600 married and you know all these things where it's like 384 00:15:43.840 --> 00:15:47.360 I could understand from where that part stifledness or whatever. 385 00:15:47.440 --> 00:15:51.159 But it's also like you still deserve romance and you 386 00:15:51.240 --> 00:15:53.039 still I say, someone's giving it to you. 387 00:15:53.080 --> 00:15:54.159 Whatever, But it's just like. 388 00:15:56.000 --> 00:15:58.799 Maybe lessing the walls of like what had happened in 389 00:15:58.840 --> 00:16:01.279 the past and doesn't to find you in any way, 390 00:16:01.360 --> 00:16:02.919 but it's like moving forward and if you have a 391 00:16:02.960 --> 00:16:05.360 healthy love, then it's okay to give that back. 392 00:16:05.480 --> 00:16:08.600 There, there's something definitely there, like you're saying, because I 393 00:16:08.759 --> 00:16:10.799 wanted the love so bad when I'm like chasing it, 394 00:16:10.960 --> 00:16:12.360 but then when all send it's in front of me, 395 00:16:12.399 --> 00:16:13.799 now I'm like, well, now I don't know what to 396 00:16:13.840 --> 00:16:14.679 do with all this love. 397 00:16:14.759 --> 00:16:15.559 It's almost like that. 398 00:16:15.600 --> 00:16:17.879 So there's definitely something there, like you're saying, of like, 399 00:16:18.720 --> 00:16:19.919 what do I do with it now that. 400 00:16:19.879 --> 00:16:23.240 I have it? Yeah, it goes deep. 401 00:16:23.759 --> 00:16:28.279