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Excuse me while I brag on Matt Reese for just
one moment. You know, here, we are getting into the
thick of football season, right. I think by week four
we can say we're started getting into the thick of
it here. And what Matt has done at bTB, especially
if you're a Bills fan, is create just a fun,
friendly atmosphere with fantastic food, great specials, drink specials like
Kevin got a bucket of beer, and.
Speaker 2: It's just a fun place.
Speaker 1: And every time the Bills score a touchdown, and they
scored a zillion points on Monday night, I think they
just scored another one. He gets up in place the
shout song and you see people dancing around and it's
just a fun atmosphere. And look, even if you're not
a Bills fan, Matt's a Dallas fan, go and watch
the Dallas fan and commiserate with Matt. I think they're
going to turn this around. By the way, we're still
early in the season, but there's over fifty TVs. The
food is fantastic, from the share to the entrees to
just handheld. They've got it all and it's just the
perfect place for football for brunch on Sunday. Why not
go to brunch on Sunday where you can get buy one,
get one Mimosa's and Bloody Mary's and then stick around
for football and see what I'm talking about bTB Woodfire
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mix in some vodka.
Speaker 1: We call it a podcast from the Mac of All
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Speaker 2: It's Billified, the Bill Moran Podcast. Well, hello and welcome.
Speaker 1: Thanks for getting your pot on. Thank you for telling
a friend. That's how we spread the word about the pirates.
When we grow little by little, incremental growth. That's a
real thing.
Speaker 2: I will.
Speaker 1: I'm excited because this sort of just kind of came together.
A friend reached out and then it just sort of
kind of came together. I haven't talked to Toby Hewitt,
Toby Cooper Hewitt in a number of gosh, I think
it's been years, right, Yeah. And Toby is an author,
she's been a teacher, She's written a book called simple gifts,
Living in Spirited Life a memoir. And I used to
have Toby on with me on the radio and we
would do speed readings.
Speaker 2: Because you are.
Speaker 3: Psychic medium.
Speaker 1: Psychic medium, Yeah, I was gonna say clairvoyant. I didn't
know what they're going to pick a word? Can I
ask a question about psychic medium because I think that
a lot of times people And I don't know if
this is true or not. This is just my interpretation.
But let's say we go and we get a reading
from somebody. Do you believe that someone can actually tell
the future or is it just that we can read
the vibration of the.
Speaker 2: Or not we I'm not I shouldn't use the pronoun we.
Speaker 1: But you can read the vibration of the person, and
if the vibration of the person stays the same, then
therefore this is what's going to happen. But if they
leave there and go that's not what I want. I
didn't like what I heard. They can change their vibration
and therefore that doesn't happen.
Speaker 2: And then people go, she's full of shit.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I happened to.
Speaker 1: Do you see what I'm saying? And I but can
you really so? I don't know that anybody can actually
tell you the future. They can just tell you the
path that you're on. Would that be more accurate? Or
am I way overstepping by saying something like that.
Speaker 3: There are a lot of different elements to it. But
and as you know, I used a tarot card just
clear my mind, just on the radio. But when I
give a reading to somebody, I give them the feeling
that I'm getting from them about what their path is,
because we all have a path that we have decided
on before we came here. Yeah, and so it's kind
of like looking back and looking at their pathwork.
Speaker 2: Okay, move a little closer to that. I don't know
why your mic is a little soft, but see, okay,
how's that much better? There we go, all right?
Speaker 1: So, because I I remember thinking at one point, and
I don't know why I had these thoughts as because
they thought, boy, you put your stock in that, and
they and people would leave a reading or talking to
someone and they'd almost be angry and they would be
pissed off and they'd be like, well, and I would think, well,
hang on a second, I'm not sure that anybody can
tell you the thing, but they can read your vibration.
All of life is vibration. Everything is vibration. Everything's vibrating,
everything is everything. And the way to think about it
is you can either. And I have become a person
will always say go for the better feeling thought. I
feel like the real work in life is not that
we can get into the grind and the body and
all that stuff, but the real work in life is
feeling good.
Speaker 2: Yes, easier said than done.
Speaker 1: And I would say to my kids all the time,
especially one of them, go for the better feeling thought.
I've stopped saying that so much because you know, to me,
it's the equivalent of telling.
Speaker 2: Somebody, well, just be positive.
Speaker 1: And you can't just be positive, but you can come
up the emotional scale.
Speaker 3: I wrote a book, if I can remember the name
of it. It has to do with pathwork. I was
going to open up a whole coaching business about helping
people find their paths. But the problem with pathwork is
it's not all daisies and roses and cute little animals.
The things that you planned before you came here to
this life were supposed to also include challenges so that
you grew in this life. You're not supposed to just
be sitting here.
Speaker 1: Well, I always think that, you know, people think this
is this is the this will be a weird one.
Speaker 2: This podcast is going to be a weird.
Speaker 1: One, and it may be one that you if you
listen to the whole thing, maybe you'll take some real
wisdom from it.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 3: I hope so.
Speaker 1: But I do think that you you choose to come, yes,
and you choose to come and mix it up, and
contrast is the greatest thing.
Speaker 2: Yes, know what you want, know what you don't want,
and that changes sort of throughout life.
Speaker 1: Yes, I would think that sometimes it's like you're riding
in a car and for a while that car is great,
and then your family expands and you need a bigger car,
and there's nothing wrong with that car.
Speaker 2: It was the same thing. Now.
Speaker 1: I have done the thing where I've even equated that
to relationships and people along the way, and people got
very offended what I said things like that, But just
to simplify it that sometimes, yeah, you've taken this as
far as it can go, and that'll be sort.
Speaker 3: Of that people drop by the wayside sometimes with me,
and I'm okay with that. I mean, once in a
while I go huh. Really, I want to that person
to stick around, but that's not what the pathwork was
supposed to be. And so it's sort of hard to
explain because sometimes you have weird, bad things happening and
you can't quite wrap your head around that. You put
that in front of yourself, so you would learn at
that moment, I don't talk about the negative things. I
don't talk about negative It's not something that I do.
I know other people do sometimes, but I don't. And
so when people come to me for a reading, well,
first let me say most people come to me to
talk to dead people, which they hate being called dead
people because they're not dead. But so I talk to
people on the other side and if they get if
that other side tells me something, I will share it.
But I had been giving readings that included future, and
recently they just turned bad. I did not like it
at all, and I got through this whole thing. I
talked to this woman on zoom, which was really hard
because she was with her daughter and the camera was
set up between them, so all I saw was the
space between them. It was so I don't read body language.
But I came up and I said, well, the person
you want to talk to on the other side is
whatever her name his name was, And she said, oh,
my god, yes, exactly, that's who I want to talk to.
And so, you know, we all three of us had
four of us, had a conversation, very lovely, and we
didn't really talk about future. I think I got off
track there, but you don't. I didn't talk about future.
But when the woman's husband came home and she told
him all this, she goes, well, it was just a
bunch of garbage and it was nothing, and you should
not possibly talk to this person again or give her
any money, et cetera, et cetera. And so I recorded
the whole thing on the zoom hammer thing. I took
it down immediately because I didn't want any trouble from
this man. And I don't understand why she and she
did tell me, well, I told him you talked to
so and so, and he just didn't buy it. And
I'm like, well, there's a lot of people in the
world that are not going to believe it. I can
tell you dozens and dozens of readings I've given where
if I don't get the readers the person's name on
the other side, I stopped the reading. I need to
know who I'm talking to, what their name is, maybe
what weird thing they were into? My best story? Can
I tell my best story?
Speaker 2: On that one?
Speaker 3: I was giving a reading to a man and his daughter,
and the man's wife her her mother had passed, and
you know, I was telling them whatever she was telling me.
I think her name was Cindy. Cindy was telling me.
I did get her name to begin with, so I
knew that I was talking to the right person. And
I said, okay. At one point said Cindy is telling
me that I need to ask you the words she
gave you last night that she will make me say,
and and I'm like, okay, fine, no one has ever
tested me like this before. But let's see what happens.
And I just looked at them and I said yellow,
which is what she said. And the man, who was
a little hefty and the folding chair he was in,
went back like three feet wow, because yellow was the
word Cindy had picked out for me to say.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's weird. It's it's a weird thing.
Speaker 1: It's like, I don't know, we live in such a
see it tasted touch it world that and what's become
a I feel like, almost a buzzword, and I love.
There's a commercial and I might, I might. I think
it's for an insurance company, Progressive, and it's just telling
you to put your boat in your house and everything
under one umbrella policy. And it's a guy standing in
this space and he's and he goes. The woman Progressive
says something along the lines of you should get everything
under one umbrella so you can keep coming back here,
and he goes, yeah, before it becomes too popular. And
then he turns around and there's this girl with a
selfie stick and she goes, you know, she's like, hey, fam,
I'm just out here manifesting abundance and by blayh and
I go a manifestation has become the buzzword because we
want we want to manifest, we want to manifest, and
I think.
Speaker 2: Like you do, you can, it's all possible.
Speaker 1: But you've got to stop this this You got to
stop being in reality, which sounds counterintuitive and stupid, but
it's My point is that where you are right now,
if it's not where you want to be, you can't
get to where you want to be from here, but
you can get a little bit closer. And part of
that is staying somewhat in a I I'll use the
word positive mindset, but just focusing on the things that
are going well. Don't focus on the things that are
going bad. Just focus on what's going well, and then
you can eventually get there and all of a sudden
you're It's like being in the zone. If you're an
athlete and you're in the zone, that's where the good
stuff comes. That's where the good stuff's there. It's when
you're in the bad mood and you're hiding and you're
whatever that the ship comes and it feels like a
ship storm.
Speaker 3: Well, you said open, but I had opened before. I
had it before you said, And I was like being
in the zone.
Speaker 2: Open, zone, be open.
Speaker 3: To everything, you know, don't follow the badge stuff that
doesn't feel good. Right, But that triggered another memory. So
I was telling you how I met Gary here in
twenty fifteen, your partner, right, my partner, he's gonna kill
me for seconds, but anyway, and I went down the
following Saturday to Waterloo to see to me see him. Yeah,
and I and I got lost on the way and
then I found myself and then I pulled onto the
property and I there was like a knoll, and the
car went up the knoll and I breaked. I've never
I just stopped, like dead stop because what was in
front of me was exactly what I had envisioned my
whole life, every single part of it, from the house
to the river to the everything was exactly that place
that I had always envisioned as the place I would
end up. And there I was. So it was. I
didn't manifest that because I didn't think about it constantly.
I didn't do you.
Speaker 2: Know, fam, hey, fam hey, Well you know.
Speaker 3: What it was. I was going to I was about
to before I went on Plenty of Fish. I was
going to make an altar to try to find my
new love. And didn't think that was such a great idea,
so I said, okay, I will I will not do that,
and I ended up with this beautiful, beautiful vision board
because I do believe in vision boards. I believe that
spirit and you and your guide all sit down and
you get a bunch of magazines or whatever, and you
cut out what you feel you need to cut out
and the words, and you make a vision board and
you put it somewhere where you see it all the time.
You don't spend your time meditating on it. It just
pulls in that energy and everything that is on my
vision board, which I look at every single morning and
every single night. I'm gonna start it's gonna happen. I'm
gonna start crying. Is happening because I didn't say this part.
I didn't know when spirit said I had to come
and see you.
Speaker 2: Yeah that.
Speaker 3: They're saying, yes, you did. You just didn't admit it
to yourself. But it's you that I was going to
be doing this with you right now.
Speaker 4: Ye.
Speaker 2: That that was if you have a message for me
or something.
Speaker 3: No, no message right now. We'll see what happened.
Speaker 1: When when like when you were told to come see me,
was there a message to give?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: Yeah, you to me? You said, oh, let's do have
a podcast, and I was like, okay, let's do a podcast.
But the thing in the law room left right hand corner, Yeah,
is a woman with dark hair which I used to
have dark hair, sitting exactly like this in front of
a microphone. What image in my vision board?
Speaker 2: In your vision board?
Speaker 3: Yeah, everything that's on the vision board is either happened
or in process of happening. Yeah, And I mean I
have the podcast that I already did, Mystic Musings with
Toby Hewitt. I have I think one hundred and three podcasts.
Speaker 1: People should go listen to that because they're short, they're
very short. I would call them bite size.
Speaker 3: Right, oh, very bite sized time fifteen.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and that's perfect, and it's nice. You get in
your car and it's some positivity. It's a little different.
We're in a world where there seems to be a
lot of discontent and I think that that that's kind
of a nice thing.
Speaker 2: It's positive. It was it called.
Speaker 3: Positive Musings, Yeah, Mystic Music, Mystics Music, Miss Musings with
Toby Hewitt. Yeah, and it's it's on the podcast places whatever.
The iTunes thing is Apple and I think it's still
Spotify and all of those others. And it's also on
my Facebook channel, which I guess if you look for
Toby Hewitt you'll find it, or it also has Mystic
Musings Mystic Musings, yeah, because it's all musings. It's all beautiful.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: When did you learn that you had we'll call it
a gift that you could get messages from people.
Speaker 3: When I was about three four years old, I had
an experience that I lived in Schenectady at the time, okay,
and I had a sandbox in the backyard. Well, I
had had this thing happen right before that, which I
call the lightning and brightening, where everything in the backyard
turned very very bright, like the grease. Everything became like
squishy bright, just beautifully bright. And this the pine needles
in the pine trees started making this tinkling sound, and
everything became golden. And I thought, okay, I didn't think
because I was three years old.
Speaker 4: You know.
Speaker 3: And I later found out what that stuff is. It's
called the chicaina, and that is the female spirit of
the god okay, the goddess whatever, that's this female god spirit. Anyway,
So I had I had a sandbox, and one day
I went into my backyard and there was a man,
an old man, dapper, very dapper old man, sitting on
the edge of my sandbox. And I was taught and
I were to talk to strangers. So I ran and
got my mother. There was only one gate in and
out of the backyard. I said, mo, there's somebody in
my backyard, in our backyard. So she came out. There
was nobody there and she by this time, she knew
that I was different. She didn't like different at all.
She wanted normal. But so afterwards I thought, well, he
couldn't have climbed over the fence, he couldn't have passed us.
And then I let it go away. And then a
little time after that, so still three or four years old,
there were a bunch of light beings that came into
my bedroom and that's when they introduced me to Roger,
who is my spirit guide, my dear friend. And we
used to live in Dover, England in eighteen hundreds and
we were involved in psychic phenomenon spirituality, which was I mean,
you know, the whole spiritual movement was blossoming and the
Golden Non and William Butler, Yates and Crowley, all these
people anyway, so we knew them, and so yeah, and
I guess we decided that I would incarnate this time
and he would stay on the other side help and
he has. He's been a great help. And I'm really
definitely sure he's the one that said, no, I don't
care if it's raining, you're gonna still go to Fairport.
So because he would take care of me, I know
that if he's here, then I just don't have to
worry about anything. He's always here, right.
Speaker 2: I know that this stuff to people the go, this
is nutty, bizarre or whatever.
Speaker 1: Have you experienced that with people in your own life?
Have you sort of had trouble with people where you
don't communicate because of this stuff?
Speaker 3: My father was a scienti and there was my mother.
But and my siblings were my siblings, and they all
think I'm just.
Speaker 2: That shit crazy batchit crazy, batcha crazy, actually crazy. And
do they worry about you being batchick?
Speaker 1: And when you say batshit crazy, do they think you
should be on medicine or institutional life?
Speaker 2: The book already, No, I haven't.
Speaker 3: When I was in for Donia, I went to school
as a music major in for Donia. That was that
was a mistake because I hated the piano. Sorry to
all the pianos, and sorry I hadn't waste of money.
I called it was a music. What I called it
eighty eight ways to screw up? And so well this
goes this ties everything together now. So I had gone
to lily Dale, which is a wonderful spiritualist community forty
three miles or so southwest of Buffalo, New York. Which
I think is a wonderful place to visit. And I
had my first reading. Okay, and at that time, the
woman Gladys Dechard she's passed now, gave me a reading
that was for three years. It was she did do forecasts,
she was able to do the future. She was amazing. Yeah,
never had a reading like that ago.
Speaker 2: But only three years.
Speaker 3: Well she only went three years because I don't know why. Yeah,
because by that point the story would have ended there.
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I don't know. I'm sorry, I'm going back.
Can I interrupt for a moment of forgive me back
to the book. I always just wonder, can they see
the future or is it the path you're on? And
you get confirmation of this is the right path of
the wrong path by your vibration.
Speaker 3: Well possibly this woman took my ring, which is called psychometry,
and held it and she told me that I was
about to meet this wonderful man blonde hair, blue eyes,
and I was going to meet him at the beginning
of February, and we were going to be engaged by
May third, and then this was going to happen, and
that was going to happen, and there was going to
be breakups and this and that and the other thing,
and all of which happened. I mean, it was horrendous,
but we loved each other dearly and we got married
and then and in the middle of all this, I
went back and saw her and she said, you know,
you don't have to follow that path, and I said,
but I have to know whether you were right.
Speaker 2: Oh, well, that's your choice.
Speaker 3: It was my choice. And so we got married and
like ten weeks later he left. But but he passed
away a couple.
Speaker 2: What ten weeks and you scared the guy off badly,
you know, it was ten weeks and he went, I
can't fucking handle this bitch.
Speaker 3: He was just like me.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: He actually did a plexiglass pyramid with a ball with
a ping pong ball suspended. Uh, And that was to
get me to do psycho telekinesis and I could make
it move, so that was fine. We always were doing weird,
weird We did curly and photography in the bathroom. I mean,
we were really weird people. But he was also very
young and immature. So anyway, a few years ago he
passed away, and I think I told you earlier. I
like to go and find out, well, are people still
alive or are they passed over? Because sometimes I can
hear people. But so he had passed away, and and
and then he started talking to me. Yeah he had
before that found my address when I was teaching at
MCC and he had written he had apologized for everything.
I mean, he was so remorseful, and I believe him.
He just didn't you know, he had mental issues and
all this other stuff. But I think we did love
each other very deeply. And then probably a few months ago,
we decided that we were going to write a book together. Okay,
And so he's on the other side. I'm on this side.
And when he gave.
Speaker 1: You, you realize saying that to people, they're going to go,
what the fuck with this?
Speaker 2: Bet? She's bet you're crazy.
Speaker 3: Crazy.
Speaker 2: Families absolutely got it.
Speaker 3: Well, we're going to answer the question about the psychiatric
here in a minute, because well, Roger's helping me remember
things that you've said. But anyway, he said to me,
and I don't wish I had I do wish I
had it here. But it was so beautiful, he said,
I was conscious the entire time, my spirit was leaving
my body, and I felt it detached. It was a
little bit better than that. But it was just so
it was just so perfect and so beautiful, and I
was like, okay, that's how the book begins. And so
I haven't had time. We haven't had time to change.
You know. We's got kids and everything. But yeah, we're
going to work on that. Boss he has kids on
this plane. He has children. Bob has children here, so
he has to visit his children too, so he can't
just spend all his time with me. You know, we
have lives even here or on the other side. So
I can feel the people listening to me going.
Speaker 2: This is great, though, this is this is fantastic because
there's something to all this.
Speaker 1: Yes, I can't I argue with I don't argue, but
we have somebody on the podcast who is a devout Christian,
really really and I always say this about religion, the
Ten Commandments, if we all just follow that, it'd be
pretty good, nice, nice place to live. Yeah, people will
get along, we do all that. I have no problem
with the religion. Here's what I don't like. I feel
like religion is controlling. I feel like the message has
been misinterpreted and sometimes on purpose. And I think that
that Jesus was a great teacher. And if I say that,
people could get highly offended because well, he did this,
he did it. But I'm saying I feel like the
message was you are christ Like and if you can
clear your mind, you can do absolutely anything you want.
Speaker 2: You have all the power.
Speaker 1: And I always say to people like, one of the biggest,
most moving things that happened to me this year was
the eclipse. And I know it was cloudy, and I
know people got pissed and it was ruined. And why
did we, Oh, Rochester, we had a sunny day and
then the day of the eclipse, it's cloudy, and then
we had a snunny day right after that, And what's
the story.
Speaker 2: And I said, here's what.
Speaker 1: I took from it, Toby, And you tell me if
I'm wrong, Okay, I took from it that there's all
this stuff that's happening and you have no control over it,
and you don't need to. We don't truck anything into
this planet. Everything we need is right here, right, Everything
you need is right here. And I don't worry about
the sun rising or the sun setting. I don't go
out and crank up the sun. And you know what
I'm saying, I don't do any of that stuff. Everything
you need is here. Everything you need to be supported
in this life is here. There is such a thing
as unconditional love. You can call it the universe, call
it spirit, call it whatever, call it God, the unconditional love,
and you will be unconditionally loved so much that whatever
you believe will be So if you believe that life
is a grind and a struggle, you will be supported
and loved unconditionally to the point that it's not going
to interfere with that, if that's what you want to believe.
And really a belief is just a thought you think
over and over. So if you can change the thought
and realize that if you put a little energy and
focus into things that you love to do and be
happy and feel good, everything gets better. You know, you
could have three things going shitty and one going great,
focus on the one that's going great, other three shitty
things rise have one going bad and three going great.
Focus on the shitty thing. Everything falls apart. So there
is a little bit of stuff to this, And I
know that it sounds weird, but if you look back,
even at Einstein or Tesla, they kind of knew this
shit and they tried to tell you, and nobody wanted
to listen.
Speaker 3: Nobody listened my by bye because obviously it was going
to be cloudy, nobody. Do you think it was going
to be slident? But uh, for me, it wasn't the
idea of the eclipse itself. It was what happens during
the eclipse. That was the magic. It was when it
went silent, yeah, and the birds went yeah, and everybody
went silent and it and just listening. There's not that
level of silence doesn't exist, no, except when that happens,
I mean in nature. So to me, that was just
the mystical, magical, wonderful part of the whole. Unfortunately, we
had campers because we have a what's it called a
RV No no, no, we have a marina with boats
and everything, and they were visiting and they were making
noise and I was like, I walked over and I
never do that. You will not be quiet, Like that's
what we're going to do. We're gonna be quiet and
enjoy this. So yeah, that that that was my story there.
But when it comes to what we were talking about before, oh,
crazy people. And by the way, we're talking about people
that go and I have a friend who's about to
go in for psychiatric care, and which.
Speaker 1: I don't want to make light of it anyway, I
certain no no.
Speaker 3: No, no no, But anyway, the problem with mental mental
hospitals and psychiatric places is that people who hear voices
are often put in them, but well, nobody ever asks
if nobody ever takes the time to find out whether
the voice is saying something that is actually pertinent or
it's really there. Is there really a voice or is
it just in your head? And if it's just in
your head, is it still something that isn't psychiatric based
but spiritually based? And I think there's a lot of
people in psychiatric hospitals that have nothing wrong with them
except that they're psychic.
Speaker 1: Yeah you do, but you believe that, like they're just
tuned in and tending very very bright.
Speaker 3: They're very like I'm you know, I can listen to
I can listen to to uh, Roger, He's talking at
the same time I'm thinking. So it makes it hard.
Sometimes I can listen to Roger and he doesn't sound
like you or me talking right now, but it's definitely words.
There's like whole sentences and thoughts and see I told
you to come here today. Yes, okay and edited again.
Uh oh, the psychic part of the whole thing. So
we were in for Dounia. Bob and me and a
couple of other people were working in a paranormal group
at the college, and we got into our heads to invite.
We had a school called them the Normal School the
Normal Schools of the precursors for the State University of
New York system, and they were teached schools for teaching
women to teach. And it had a really big bad
fire which killed six girls and a janitor and back
like in the early like nineteen one hundred or something,
and people had heard voices, I heard heard choir. I mean,
there's a lot of weird stuff going on in that building.
Because these were ghosts, which are different than spirit. Ghosts
are portions of a spirit that are sort of left
behind because either it was a tragic thing that they
passed five or whatever. They definitely didn't keep with the
rest of their spirits. So they're like a memory, they're
like an imprint, and sometimes they just don't want to leave.
That doesn't happen too often. People normally know they should go.
But anyway, so this this building was definitely haunted. And
have you ever heard of the Amityville Horror? Yeah, okay,
So the people that worked on that were Edwon Lorraine Warren,
and so we're crazy. So we called them and said,
you want to come and see something really interesting, more
interesting than amity don't can say that. So Ed Lorraine
came and we became really good friends. And because this
is going to sound egatistical, but it's sort of like
they chose me to go with the photographer and everything
else because they could see that I was the one
most open to the vibrations.
Speaker 2: But these are all dead people. You're talking about ghosts.
Speaker 3: Okay, ghosts people would, but the bodies were dead.
Speaker 2: The people who.
Speaker 1: From the Amityville Horror they came, they were passed though
they were here.
Speaker 3: They were the psyche. Yet they were the psyche. They
were the paranormal investigators. They also worked off, sorry, they
also worked.
Speaker 2: On So these are real people.
Speaker 1: These are real people that we can see and I
could touch them and hug them.
Speaker 2: Yeah, good huggers.
Speaker 3: And they actually did some stuff with that other one,
the exorcist thing, which is why I say, never ever,
ever ever touch Aluigi board. It's not worth the effort
come see a psychic anyway, So we went through the
whole building, and the nice thing to do when you
do a paranormal investigation is to release the ghosts, okay,
and so to tell them that they are now no
longer ghosts, they're no longer spirits or people. They are
they gotta go. Oh there was a janitor too when
we were in there, and he said to one group member,
I see you are here, and it's like clear as
I'm talking to you. So all this stuff was happening,
and we released them. But we hadn't looked any information
up before we did the investigation. So we went I
went to the Historical Society and every person picture the
story had been in the papers and everything else. Their
pictures were exactly what they looked like as ghosts in
the Okay you see what I'm saying. So it you know,
it gave me yeah, okay, confirmation. Well yeah, but the
unfortunate part of all this is that I wrote a
piece about it and it got picked up by the
Dunkirk Observer and then it got picked up I think
by the DNC in Rochester and my mother saw it.
Oh yeah, and so she said if you expect to
come back into this house, you have to go to
the psychiatrist. Okay, So she took me to her choice
of psychiatrists.
Speaker 2: So you're a college student, I'm a college student. I
think it was ninety under the roof.
Speaker 3: Still well still yeah, well, you know, a bad seat.
I fell in love with a guy in college anyway,
and I was crazy, you know that shit crazy. So
so I went to see the psychiatrist and he said,
you know, do you do you see ghosts? And I
said yeah. And he said you know, do they talk
to you? And I said yeah. And and so he
put me on this little blue pill that was supposed
to sort of tamp all that awareness down in me
and killed every emotion I had everything. So for three
weeks I felt literally nothing. And Roger said, okay, we're
done with this program.
Speaker 2: What was the what was do you remember the medicine?
Speaker 3: It was a blue triangle. I remember that. I won't
I don't take anything that's blue. An it wouldn't take anything.
Don't give me a tick tag with But yeah, it
was a very bad situation. And and I just went
back to Fredonia. I just said, you know, screw it,
I'm not going to stay here. So I went back
there and the rest of the predictions whatever played out,
and then I had to move home because I had
nowhere else to go. And then I went to Brockport
and became an English major twice over, and then went
to Brooklyn College and became an MFA and studied with
Alan Ginsburg. Okay, that's only for the nerds in the audience, goes,
who knows who Allen Ginsburg is? He was like one
of the original beat poets of the fifties and he
was a whack job.
Speaker 1: Okay, So but then what happens with the family with
mom when you stopped taking it? So do you tell
her yourself? No, of course not.
Speaker 2: But does she.
Speaker 3: I think that the span of time between that and
when Bob left me was enough that they had to
take pity on me and let me come back, and
so that's what they did. And then I'm getting fed
stories that I should say. So I'm kind of listening
to him and talking about Okay. So so Roger says,
we'll tell him about Johnny Hart and I'm like, okay. So,
while I'm still in for Dounia, I get this terrible
stomach ache and I'm telling Bob takes me to the
hospital to see what they can do, what the heck
it is, and I uh. They put me in the
emergency room, but it was like it had a screen
between us, so they could have two people at the
same time. It's Dunkirk Hospital, Come on, people, and nothing
against Dunkirk Hospital. I'm sure they're a lovely, lovely place. Now.
So I'm lying there and suddenly there's a big commotion
and they roll in this guy with the only thing
I saw was his knee, which looked like a forty
five degree angle had been taken out of it, and
they're draining his lune hungs onto my side of the curtain,
at which point they thought, oh, there's somebody else here,
so they rolled they took me out, and I sat
in the lobby and they brought him back, brought him
through the lobby and then the waiting room and to
take him to the hospital in Buffalo. They didn't make
it that far and they took brought him back and covered.
So this was very emotional to me, and I looked
him up the next day. I found out that his
name was Johnny Hart, John E. Hart. He was nineteen,
which is my age. He had been hit by a
He was right walking along the side of the road
and he got hit by a drunk driver, and so
it was just it was not a good moment. I
ween it was a good moment because I knew that
I had sent him energy when he left, but I
was like, I felt so bad. Then I get home
because my father came to get me to have more
tests done to find out what the heck's wrong with
his you know, that shit crazy daughter. But and I'm
lying in my bedroom and the dog is on the
other side of the closed door, and suddenly the dog
starts baying and I kind of wake up, and there
is a gelatinous gray cloud that is forming at the
end of my bed, and I can hear him say,
it's me, It's John. I'm okay. But I wanted to
stop before I left and let you know I'm okay.
It dissipated. Yeah, And that's one of the that's the
one I feel so like strongly because it was so
beautiful that somebody would think to stop and say something
to me, you.
Speaker 1: Know, that's but the the uh but you say that
to people, yeah, and they go that shit crazy.
Speaker 3: Normally I don't pillar or cereal, damn it.
Speaker 2: Put it in some peanut butter and run at the
bottom of her throat like you do a dog. Get
that fucking telling her that's what they do.
Speaker 3: That's what they that's what they do.
Speaker 2: Do you think.
Speaker 3: No, I've had so much confirmation in my life of
what I do between the readings that I give when
I give a presentation. We were talking about giving speeches.
I want to go back to giving speeches. Well, people
want me to go back and give speeches about, you know,
what my life is like and what they can do,
how they can learn, and and at the end of
the end, I give a few readings and I nail them.
I mean, it's not like you know, because I just
don't go. I see when we go to lily DALEESO
times when my kids were little and we would sit
there and listen to the people. The old ladies give
readings from the front of the auditorium and it would
be useless. And we came up with we see you
have a mother, Yeah, she's older than you, right, And
that's the kind of level that these people gave. And
I said, I never want to do that. I never
ever want to give that if I can't come up
with something really if I don't come up with something
really specific in the first ten minutes, I'm not charging anybody.
I don't care. I don't want to talk. If you couldn't, well,
sometimes they get like, I don't know why people don't
bring people when they're coming to talk to a medium
and not ask their people on the other side to come.
It's a waste of my time. But sometimes I get lucky,
Like one woman, she sat down and she said, and
she was going to try to be a little stoic,
and I just sat down and goes, Tim's here, and
she burst into tears because that's the exact person she
wanted to talk to. Because after a while, when you
have enough empiric evidence, yeah, what do you do? What
the heck do you do?
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, I've also been a believer in what
other people's think of you is none of your business,
which again is easier said than done, because you don't
want to get caught up in the in the drama
of it, because it takes you off course, and it
takes you off whatever your path is. I certainly you
know if this is if you get the messages and things.
Speaker 2: I think everybody's got.
Speaker 1: A little bit of this in them, and I think
a lot of times, you know, we can call it intuition,
but you're being guided in some way and protected in
a way, and you know, and then people go, well,
why does all this bad stuff happen in parts of
the world and how come this? And I can never
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Speaker 4: I am one region can be.
Speaker 2: You love this song.
Speaker 3: I love it.
Speaker 2: I'm just really listened to the words.
Speaker 4: It depends in ending on frown the blank page before
you open up the dirty window, the sun loom, and may.
Speaker 2: The worst that you cannot find, rage.
Speaker 4: Or something ever distance of close you can almost taste
to release your innimition, feel the rain on yours. No
one else can feel it for your.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, what I was gonna ask is that everything
that happens to you is your fault. Would you agree
with that or disagree with that? Like everything, even the
things that we think are like bad, that that there's
really no assertion nobody's doing anything to you in some
way whatever has happened, even if if you look upon
it as a negative thing, that in some way you
did something in your vibration that that caused this to happen.
I find somewhat comfort in that. I don't know if
most people would, because what the fuck are you saying it?
But I sometimes think like you had a hand in something,
your vibration, something that you did. You're on some odd thing,
and maybe it's a way for you to try to
fix the way you think, the way you operate. I
don't know, do you do you agree with that or
you disagree with that?
Speaker 3: I think does.
Speaker 1: Roger disagree with that? I don't mean that to be funny.
I mean that's that sounds crazy.
Speaker 3: Maybe I'm well, I came here, it's the how do
I put this? It's pathwork. It's all pathwork. When you're born, Okay,
before you're born, there's a little power that goes on
and you talk about what you want to learn on
the other side, which is a side, and then you're born,
and for the first year or so, you're kind of
between times because you can remember who you were, you
can remember what you're supposed to be doing. But then
you have to learn about moving and words and all
sorts of stuff, and that just takes it all away
from you. Because the minute you start learning the physical
world stuff, the spiritual world just you know, goes away
a little bit. But then there are those of us
who are really weird. What was the question, Oh, so
while we're on the other side, we make all these
plans that we're going to go through everything that I
went through with Bob, it was I opened myself up
to that experience because I know that was an experience
that I didn't really have before, and I wanted to
add it to the repertoire. And then you just, how
do I put this. It's not that you bring negativity
towards you. It's just that this situation fulfills the need
for that experience that you need to learn from. Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah,
So it's not like.
Speaker 2: An experience that you need to learn from.
Speaker 3: Learn from this that others need to learn from. By
your experience of it. Thank you, that was a little extra.
Speaker 1: So do you ever think that, because I always go,
but do you ever get it wrong? Here's what I believe.
I believe you never get it wrong and you never
get it done. That everything has happened that no matter
what it was. And we can look at it in
the in the reality world of well, that was a
mistake or that was bad, or this was wrong, or
this was that. But but if you step back, you go, well,
none of it, nothing serious going on to a certain degree,
and you never get it necessarily wrong. You just learn
from the contrast of it, and you never get it done,
and you're the greatest thing is like, I believe that
life has no meaning other than the meaning you apply
to it.
Speaker 3: What do you think of that, Well, it depends on
how you define life.
Speaker 2: Well, this life, this life, this life, physical life, has
no meaning.
Speaker 3: This physical life.
Speaker 2: But the meaning you give it, Yeah, is not it?
Speaker 3: The other side is it? This is the illusion. We
are on this side to gain experiences, knowledge, whatever, to
take back to the other side. The other side is
the real side. This is not this is the illusions side.
And people get wrapped up in that because.
Speaker 2: Well see, because this is all we can see, taste,
or touch.
Speaker 1: And this is what what Toby's saying is is a
very metaphysical, uh, philosophy that a lot of people have,
that there is no time, that it's all happened, that
everything's happening at once, and any memory you have is
looking at the now from a different perspective, and that
that it's all done. And you know, and uh, it
sounds weird. But sometimes if you if you kind of go, well,
that sounds fucked up, and you guys are batshit crazy.
But if you sort of let go and let things be,
you're how how often are you better off? Think of
the relief you have when let's say you're strapped for
money and a check shows up in your mailbox and
then all of a sudden you're like, oh, and everything
feels better, your food tastes better, and.
Speaker 2: Every right, it's just easier.
Speaker 1: Just you gotta find that ease and flow in this
life because it doesn't.
Speaker 2: Need to be a struggle. It wasn't meant to be
a struggle.
Speaker 1: You weren't meant by way, I have to say this too,
You're not meant to sacrifice. There isn't a god that
you need to sacrifice for or be things.
Speaker 2: That's not loving, that's not loving, that's not what that is, you.
Speaker 1: Know, way you need to sacrifice forward, you know, suffer
and all that there isn't that that is all complete
and utter bullshit that you have been taught and shove
down your throat and it's wrong and it's the wrong
way to live.
Speaker 2: And it was it was never the message. It was
never right.
Speaker 1: And maybe you think I'm bad, shit crazy too, but
thank you for listening.
Speaker 3: That's why we're friends. But sometimes the struggle is the lesson.
So let's look at this from another way, Like right now,
I'm going back into training to be fit, okay, because
fit is better than not fit. Yes, And also if
I'm standing up on the stage, I don't want people
looking at an extra role. I want them to be
looking at me and the spirit around me. So you know,
is it a struggle. Yeah, sometimes it is to get
up and get on the rolling machine. But it ends
up well, I think, and we bring it upon ourselves
as a lesson because there is nothing about this side.
It's not really this side, this aspect that has anything
to do other than learning nothing. There's nothing. Everything you
go through is, and that the world goes through, which
is the part I have the hardest time with. But
everything is a lesson, and sometimes the lesson has to
keep being repeated because new people enter the stage and
decide that they need to mess it up more, and
so the struggle becomes more pronounced and slightly more angular
and more uncomfortable. But so now then, what are we doing?
We are here as observers. It's not us that are struggling.
It is other people who are struggling, and we're observing
their struggle. And at that point you just have to
send a lot of love to a lot of people
you don't like, let me give you and just send
a lot.
Speaker 1: Of Well, here's what I in this physical and I
feel like it's exactly what you're saying. I think the
harder you push against something, the more you get of it.
And the reason is law of attraction. And you start thinking, thinking, thinking,
and you hold on to it. And if you think
of the things that we talk about, the war on
the war on drugs, the war on this, have we
ever solved the drug problem?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: And man has been trying to get inebriated, probably to
feel more spiritual from the time they came on the planet. Right,
But every time there's something pushed against, you know, whether
it be we have an election coming up, pushing against somebody,
pushing against a candidate, there's always that there's resistance anger, Right,
you get more of it, It gets bigger and comes
back and bigger and bigger because that's what you're thinking of.
You know, you have a problem if you if it's
lack of something, lack of love, lack of money, lack
of whatever you think that way, you get more of
that lack. Yes, because the universe doesn't know one way
or the other. It has no it's neutral, it's neutral.
Whatever you're thinking, you get more of. And so whatever
you're pushing against and you're fighting. And that's why I
don't like words like when I hear people saying things like, uh,
they're battling cancer. They're no, they're living with cancer, because
that's a better word. And I know that again, maybe
it's batshit crazy. That's what I'm gonna call this episode,
batshit crazy good.
Speaker 3: I want to be known by that, not the peace
love check or anything.
Speaker 2: I mean. But my point is that that.
Speaker 1: When the words have meaning and you and the meaning
is the meaning you apply to it. So when we
apply fight, who doesn't know what that means? And how
does it make you feel?
Speaker 2: Right?
Speaker 1: We're fighting, and you know, I got a battle against
this and I got a blah blah blah. That was
my entire life. My entire life was that way, and
it never felt great. Once you could get you'll get
to where you want to be by putting in the
grind and doing the stuff. But you could make it
a whole lot easier if you just kind of went,
I'm going to do this and I'm going to enjoy it.
It's a journey, and I chose to be here, and
I'm chose to be on this journey and I'm going
to do it well. And anything that's coming your way
somehow you had a hand in it. And believe me,
I've had a lot of ugly shit happened to me.
And I want to say, well, that wasn't my fault,
it's their fault, but it's not.
Speaker 2: It's your fault.
Speaker 1: But it's also fault. Well not say not fault, but
maybe it's a redirection. You need to be over here.
This is the path.
Speaker 2: Exactly, This is the path.
Speaker 3: So when we start this is something I was going
to say earlier. So when we release all the negativity,
because we are in charge of the negativity and the positivity,
when we release the negativity and allow it to flow
away from us, we create a space of the positive
flowing towards us. Yes, that's so matter how bad it seems,
just I hate this time. I just let it go.
Speaker 2: But let it go, let it go.
Speaker 1: We've had we've had children's songs, let it go, let
it go, let it go. It's been said in the
you know, people say let go and let God. I'm
just saying that the universe is going to support you.
God is going to support you if you want to
believe that. That's a more palpable word for you. Uh, palatable
is what I was thinking of your taste, but palpable
was what I can taste. Palatable would be Yes, I'm thanking.
It's wonderful, but a more palatable word. If it's God,
it's going to support you in whatever you believe, because
there is unconditional love, which I don't think humans are
capable of, but unconditionally Yeah. And you want to know something,
I think that sometimes when we have people who have
mental disabilities or a word that is not very popular anymore,
is retardation and people get you.
Speaker 2: Know, they don't want to. But why would I have
someone like that in my.
Speaker 1: Life Because they're the closest thing to conditional love and
you need to know about it, right, And even that
maybe sound fucking batshit crazy to you, No, it is
that I'm just these are the things that I'm seeing
and I'm realizing as I get older and further on
this journey. Is I go, you have a lot of
control here, and it's all your choice, and it all
starts up here, and it's all the vibration you're putting out.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I know somebody who has some severe I think
there's severe mental issues, mental and emotional issues, perfectly lovely
human being, et cetera. But you don't know at what
moment they are experiencing the reality differently than you are. Yeah,
And it's taken me a long time to realize that
there's nothing I did, there's nothing I can do, and
this person is just in this other cell of reality
at this moment and it's not part of my experience
except to release any negativity I might have towards that
moment in that person's life, Right, Yeah.
Speaker 1: I and again, look, all this stuff may sound a
little crazy to you, but think of yourself. When you're
feeling great, things start to go great for you. When
you're feeling negative, you get more of it. Wake up
in the morning and stub your toe and you know,
say a curse word and start thinking God damn it.
By the next thing you know, you're spilling hot coffee
and on yourself and you're screeching on your brakes as
you bump into the person in front of you, or
take it as a oh, I'm on the wrong thing here,
and that may sound crazy to you, but you bump
your toe and you go, oh, all right, I got it,
I'm gonna and then all that other shit doesn't happen.
I'm just saying there are ways to change your vibration,
your state, your yes, yes you can.
Speaker 2: Look, there are teachers who say this stuff all the time.
Speaker 1: I think Dan, who's on the podcast, will quote Tony Robbins.
I'm not a but but but same things. Change your state,
change your status with Dan will say, and I'll go, yeah,
same thing, change your mind, change your vibration.
Speaker 3: I used to have a problem for well, no, I
had a problem for a while because I lived in
a community where it was all God all the time, and.
Speaker 1: But I can't with like this vengeful, angry God that
was gonna punish you and look down on you, and
if you're gonna go blind, if you masturbated, and if
you'd stole a cookie from the cookie jar, and you
did all this stuff and you had to go to
confess to some guy on the other side of a
screen who wore a robe. Great people, I'm sure some
of them not so much. We learned over the years,
But don't tell me that they had to go back
and laugh their fucking asses off at the things people confessed.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what I mean, Like, you didn't need
to do that. No, you didn't need to do that
as much. Point.
Speaker 3: But the point is, and you're hearing this from an
English professor. Words, all words have some meaning, yes, and
you have to pick you try to pick the best word.
I'm a poet. When I'm writing poetry, I'm trying for
the best word to give the experience i'm having to
the person who's going to read the poem. And since
most of my poetry is esoteric, you can figure that
out for yourself. I want them to have a higher
level of experience. But when it comes to the word God,
it's so loaded. Yes, and so I will use it
because it's a communication tool. But I call that entity,
that energy, the creative spirit who created all of us
in and through the energy of love. And I talk
to the universe, and so it's the universe I'm talking
to because I don't. I mean, it's a big universe
and you should be able to call it something. So
I called the universe the universe. I call Roger Roger.
And then Nacoma, Oh, we haven't mentioned her. Nakoma came
to me when we were talking about doing reiki, and
I said, oh, I'm good, and I learned crystal healing
and I do all these sorts of modalities of healing.
And suddenly it became aware of another guide, a woman,
Indigenous woman. I don't know what tribe. I thinks sort
of probably not a whole or something, but anyway, and
I said, how do I know that you are? I mean,
I had enough proof that Roger was, but how do
I know that you are? And she said, I'm going
to give you a gift, and when you see the gift,
you will know it's from me. So we went to
a variety of antique stores, et cetera, and I kept
my eyes open and I just kept looking and thinking,
you know, what on earth would this woman be showing me?
And when I saw it, I broke into tears because
I knew it exactly was I wish. I'll show you
a picture of it sometime. And it is Sedona Rock
with a hole in the middle of it, and on
the Sedona Rock is a kachina who I believe is
a warrior kachina, which I would be fighting, you know,
disease and everything. And it was a blue healinga. I
was like, you couldn't have given me a better present.
Oh my gosh, it is so cool, And so I
was very I have that every day near me, and
it is so what she gave me as a commitment,
as a confirmation that she's with me.
Speaker 1: Talk a little more, that's all right, I just don't
want to. I'm going to have to wrap this up
because we're doing it earlier in the day and I
have I've got to get a fourteen year old from school.
Speaker 2: But that's all right.
Speaker 1: But I I find all this stuff kind of pretty fascinating.
Speaker 2: And I.
Speaker 1: Know that there's always the again, what's the proof, where's
the proof, Where's this? Where's the that? And I'm just
saying to people, you kind of know you have an
intuition and inner guide and inner right, you're inner being,
you're inter being, and when you're in a bad mood,
you're not in sync and that should be. Your emotions
are your indicator of how you're doing. That's your GPS.
Speaker 3: That's your GPS.
Speaker 1: And if you can get back to feeling better, everything
will go better. And if you often truly believe that
everything will always work out for you, it always works
out for you. And I think that that's an important
message that people need to hear well and over.
Speaker 3: That's kind of like waking up this morning and oh,
last night, I looked at my mail and you hadn't
responded yesterday morning like you said you would. Yes, I know,
and I was like, oh damn. And then last night
you said, oh, eleven o'clock, he is good. So then
it was pouring and I didn't want to drive all
the way from Waterloo to Hear and then I was told, no,
you have to go. And then I was told you're
going to do a podcast and here we are.
Speaker 1: Well, I think this is great, you have to go
Simple Gifts is the book. You can get that through
your website.
Speaker 3: No, no, you could get that on Amazon on Amazon.
Speaker 1: So when Amazon look for Simple Gifts of Living a
Spirited Life, it's a memoir by Toby Hewitt. Yes, and
then you can hear the podcast, which I.
Speaker 3: The podcast is. It's all three things. The kindle, the
paperback and the audio are on the same thing. Simple
Gifts Living a Spirited Life a memoir. Now be careful.
There's also a Simple Gifts Meditations from Spirit that's a
totally different book. But this one tells you how I
lived my life and how I can help you to
live a more spiritual, intuitive life.
Speaker 1: Okay, and then thank you, I would say, and you'll
do and you do readings for people.
Speaker 3: I do readings. My website should be back up, I
hope in the next week or two. And you just
look for Toby Hewitt com and I and you can.
You can. You can write to me at Hewitt dot
Toby at gmail dot com uh for reading, or you
can contact me if you would like to have a
really cool presentation for the Halloween season or anytime during
the year. So, because I love doing those I love
helping people that way.
Speaker 2: Who's here?
Speaker 3: Who's here?
Speaker 1: Now?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Is there anybody here?
Speaker 3: Well, okay, talk to anyone here that you want to
talk to me. I don't know about that. There is,
as I may have said earlier, and now I realized
why you cut me off. There is the word sister
did enter into it. And there is a woman here
in a nun's habit. So I don't know if there's
somebody in your family or somebody who would have presented
themselves to you in that way, much older than you
could have been in a totally different lifetime. But I
think it was somebody who is much older than you
and probably passed before you were in really eighteens, but
somebody who had an effect on you, whether it was
it was direct or it was through somebody else that
you knew. But she's just coming in here, and she's
alvery pleased with how things are going for you, which
may seem a little weird, but she's going to continue
to look after you. She may even, oh that's an
interesting thought. She may even be one of your guides.
And so I'm going to leave that one with you.
There's also somebody who is had a more rustic life
was living in an area that probably shouldn't have been rustic,
but it was. There was a lot of woods, a
lot of moisture around. I don't know what that means.
And wore suspenders a person who wore suspenders, but it
was a kid. It was almost like a you know,
Huckleberry Finn kind of human being that you knew. And
that person has also been hanging around with you because
he unfortunately passed early through an accident. But those are
the only people I'm seeing right now other than my people. Okay,
there's a lot of lighting.
Speaker 2: There's a lot of light here. There's a lot of
light here. That is true.
Speaker 1: Well, Toby, it was great to see you, and I
love this. I think it's been kind of fun and
I'm sure.
Speaker 2: I won't call it batshit crazy, but I I find
that funny.
Speaker 1: Just that because when we don't agree or don't understand,
it must be wrong. And always be a little more
open and try to try to listen a little bit.
Speaker 3: Try to stay open and aware because there's always someone
trying to communicate with you, and normally it's a very
positive message and you don't want to miss it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you don't want to.
Speaker 1: Miss it all For Toby Hewitt, I am Bill Moran.
Simple Gifts, Living a Spirited Life, a memoir by Toby Hewitt.
Speaker 2: Get it at Amazon and the podcasting and the.
Speaker 3: Name is Dibusing with Toby Hewett.
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