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<v Speaker 1>It's September twenty sixth, and that means it's time fear

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<v Speaker 1>daily fuck on fucket list Friday. What's on your fucket List?

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<v Speaker 1>The air in our bedroom is thick with anticipation. The

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<v Speaker 1>only light comes from a single, low wattage lamp in

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<v Speaker 1>the corner, casting long, dancing shadows on the walls. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in the plush velvet armchair by the window, a

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<v Speaker 1>class of deep dark red wine in my hand. On

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<v Speaker 1>the edge of our bed. Sitting side by side are

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<v Speaker 1>my loving husband, David and the beautiful woman we've invited

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<v Speaker 1>into our home, an artist named Mary. The entire scene

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<v Speaker 1>is a tableau of my own creation, my deepest, most

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<v Speaker 1>secret fantasy brought to life, the one I was most

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<v Speaker 1>terrified and most excited to share with David. And David,

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<v Speaker 1>in his infinite, tr rusting love for me, had agreed

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<v Speaker 1>and we had chosen Mary together. I take a slow

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<v Speaker 1>sip of my wine. My eyes mean David's over the

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<v Speaker 1>rim of the glass. He looks nervous, but his gaze

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<v Speaker 1>is steady, waiting for his instructions, for my permission. The

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<v Speaker 1>rules are simple. The rules are simple. My voice is

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<v Speaker 1>a low, even command that cuts through the silence. You

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<v Speaker 1>will not kiss on the mouth, You will not look

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<v Speaker 1>at her, you will not acknowledge her. You will look

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<v Speaker 1>at me, or you will close your eyes, and you

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<v Speaker 1>will not, for one second forget who you're doing this for.

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<v Speaker 1>Mary's lips curve into a knowing smile. David just nods,

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<v Speaker 1>his eyes full of a love and a trust that

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<v Speaker 1>makes my heart ache. My fantasy, my script, my stage.

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<v Speaker 1>And as they turn to each other and David closes

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<v Speaker 1>his eyes, I decide it is time for the curtain

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<v Speaker 1>to rise. I am ready to experience my fantasy. Mary.

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<v Speaker 1>She looks at me, take off your dress. She stands

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<v Speaker 1>and lets the thin silk slip from her shoulders. David's

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<v Speaker 1>eyes are on her, but then they flick back to me,

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<v Speaker 1>seeking my approval. She is beautiful. You may enjoy her body.

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<v Speaker 1>He looks at her, his eyes looking her up and down.

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<v Speaker 1>I see the lust in his eyes, and it makes

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<v Speaker 1>me wet. Worship her as she deserves to be worshiped.

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<v Speaker 1>The Fancas he comes to life in front of me,

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<v Speaker 1>I watches his hands and mouth worship her body, re

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<v Speaker 1>enacting as script that I have pleaded in my mind

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<v Speaker 1>a thousand times He's a beautiful, devoted actor, and she

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<v Speaker 1>is his willing co star. A strange, thrilling cocktail of

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<v Speaker 1>emotion swirls inside me. There's a sharp, possessive pang of jealousy,

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<v Speaker 1>so intense it takes my breathway. But it's quickly followed

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<v Speaker 1>by a wave of something else, a deep, profound joy

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<v Speaker 1>at seeing my husband, the man I love, experiencing such

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<v Speaker 1>pleasure my own arouse what was a roaring fire. My

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<v Speaker 1>hand slips down between my legs, my fingers finding the wet,

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<v Speaker 1>aching heat between my folds. I'm the silent, watchful god

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<v Speaker 1>of this universe, masturbating to a reality I have created.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm in complete control, and I'm completely surrendering to the

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<v Speaker 1>act of watching Mary lay on the bed. As she

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<v Speaker 1>does so, David looks over at me. David, you're to

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<v Speaker 1>fuck her. He climbs on top of her and, with

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<v Speaker 1>no hesitation, enters her his earlier devotion, his tongue pressing

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<v Speaker 1>into her and sucking his hands, stroking. Although I stroke

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<v Speaker 1>myself and watched, we're all preparation for this moment. I

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<v Speaker 1>watch as his raises and lowers, the sound of their bodies,

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<v Speaker 1>the slick slap of skin on skin is both a

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<v Speaker 1>betrayal and a gift. James's eyes find mine in the

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<v Speaker 1>dim light, and they never leave. He's fucking her, but

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<v Speaker 1>he's making love to me. He watches my face as

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<v Speaker 1>I watch him, my own hand moving faster, my breath

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<v Speaker 1>coming in ragged gasps that match theirs. I see the

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<v Speaker 1>moment his control begins to shatter. I see the bliss

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<v Speaker 1>on Mary's face as she meets his rhythm. I'm an observer,

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<v Speaker 1>a participant, a director, and a vessel, all at once.

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<v Speaker 1>As they race toward their climax, I race toward my own.

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<v Speaker 1>The three of us come together. It is my fantasy

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<v Speaker 1>come real. Their shared cries of release are the triitter

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<v Speaker 1>for my own. My orgasm of silent, violent convulsion in

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<v Speaker 1>the lonely chair, my body shuddering as I watch my fantasy,

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<v Speaker 1>my perfect, beautiful and emotional fantasy, reach its stunning conclusion.

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<v Speaker 1>The moment he's finished, David pulls out of Mary and

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<v Speaker 1>comes directly to me, kneeling at my chair. He doesn't

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<v Speaker 1>say a word, just buries his face in my lab

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<v Speaker 1>his body still trembling. I stroke his hair, my own

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<v Speaker 1>body humming with the aftershocks of my release. To feel

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<v Speaker 1>in control, I had to give him away, and in

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<v Speaker 1>watching him with another woman, I had never felt more

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<v Speaker 1>loved or more completely his