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<v Speaker 1>For decades, people have disappeared in the woods without a trace.

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<v Speaker 1>Some blame wild animals, others whisper of creatures the world

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<v Speaker 1>refuses to believe in. But those who have survived they

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<v Speaker 1>know the truth. Welcome to Backwoods Bigfoot Stories, where we

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<v Speaker 1>share real encounters with the things lurking in the darkness bigfoot,

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<v Speaker 1>dog man UFOs, and creatures that defy explanation. Some make

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<v Speaker 1>it out, others aren't so lucky. Are you ready, because

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<v Speaker 1>once you hear these stories, you'll never walk in the

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<v Speaker 1>woods alone again. So grab your flashlight, stay close, and

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<v Speaker 1>remember some things in the woods don't want to be found.

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<v Speaker 1>Hit that follow or subscribe button, turn on auto downloads,

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<v Speaker 1>and let's head off into the woods if you dare.

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<v Speaker 1>There's something I've learned, after nearly four decades of doing this,

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<v Speaker 1>after all the interviews, the field research, the late nights,

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<v Speaker 1>sitting in places most people wouldn't go in broad daylight,

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<v Speaker 1>I've learned that the stories that stick with you, the

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<v Speaker 1>ones that burrow in and won't let go, They aren't

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<v Speaker 1>the dramatic ones. They aren't the stories where somebody saw

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<v Speaker 1>something for half a second through the trees and went

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<v Speaker 1>home with a good campfire tale. No, the ones that

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<v Speaker 1>keep me up at night are the quiet ones, the

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<v Speaker 1>slow ones, the encounters where something took its time, where

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<v Speaker 1>it watched, where it made a decision about whether or

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<v Speaker 1>not to let you leave. That's what you're about to hear.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been collecting accounts like these for a long time.

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<v Speaker 1>People send them to me, They call, they write long

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<v Speaker 1>emails at two in the morning because they can't sleep,

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<v Speaker 1>and they've never told anyone the full story. And I

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<v Speaker 1>can always tell the difference between someone who's embellishing and

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<v Speaker 1>someone who's still shaking people. In these accounts, they're still shaking,

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<v Speaker 1>some of them decades later. What I've put together here

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<v Speaker 1>are five encounters, five separate people, five different parts of

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<v Speaker 1>this country, five different decades, and every single one of

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<v Speaker 1>them shares something in common. Not the details. The details

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<v Speaker 1>are all different. What they share is the aftermath. Every

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<v Speaker 1>one of these people changed the way they lived because

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<v Speaker 1>of what happened to them. They stopped going to places

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<v Speaker 1>they'd gone their whole lives. They gave up hobbies they'd

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<v Speaker 1>built their identities around. They rearranged their entire relationship with

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<v Speaker 1>the outdoors because something out there showed them in no

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<v Speaker 1>uncertain terms that they were not at the top of

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<v Speaker 1>the food chain. I'm not going to tell you what

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<v Speaker 1>to believe. That's never been what this show is about.

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<v Speaker 1>What I am going to tell you is that these

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<v Speaker 1>people believe it, and after you hear what they went through,

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<v Speaker 1>I think you'll understand why.

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<v Speaker 2>Now.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of these came to me directly emails. Mostly one

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<v Speaker 1>of them came secondhand from a nephew telling me about

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<v Speaker 1>his uncle. I've changed some minor details to protect privacy,

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<v Speaker 1>but the core of every account is exactly as it

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<v Speaker 1>was shared with me. First names only, locations are as

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<v Speaker 1>specific as the witnesses were comfortable with. And I want

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<v Speaker 1>to say this upfront because it matters. None of these

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<v Speaker 1>people came to me looking for attention. Most of them

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<v Speaker 1>specifically asked me not to use their last names. A

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<v Speaker 1>couple of them took months to even agree to let

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<v Speaker 1>me share their stories at all. These aren't people chasing

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<v Speaker 1>cliques or trying to sell a book. These are people

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<v Speaker 1>who went through something they can't explain, and they've been

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<v Speaker 1>carrying it alone for a long time. Our first account

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<v Speaker 1>comes from a man named Dale, out of sequem Washington.

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<v Speaker 1>Dale grew up hunting the Olympic Peninsula. He'd been in

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<v Speaker 1>those mountains his entire life, and one morning in the

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<v Speaker 1>fall of nineteen seventy eight, everything changed in about thirty seconds.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Dale, Brian. My daughter listens to your show and

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<v Speaker 1>she's been after me about it for months. She says,

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<v Speaker 1>I need to get it out of my system. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't think that's possible, but I told her i'd try

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<v Speaker 1>so here I am. My name's Dale. I'm seventy one now.

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<v Speaker 1>I live in Sequem, Washington, and I've been here most

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<v Speaker 1>of my life. I grew up hunting these mountains. My

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<v Speaker 1>father taught me. His father taught him. That's just what

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<v Speaker 1>you did out here. I started tagging along when I

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<v Speaker 1>was eight years old, and by the time I was sixteen,

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<v Speaker 1>I was going out on my own. I knew those woods.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not saying that to sound tough. I'm saying it

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<v Speaker 1>because I need you to understand that what happened to

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<v Speaker 1>me in October of nineteen seventy eight wasn't the result

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<v Speaker 1>of some greenhorn wandering into the timber and getting spooked

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<v Speaker 1>by a bear. I was twenty three. It was the

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<v Speaker 1>second week of October ELK season, I'd gone out alone,

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<v Speaker 1>which wasn't unusual for me. I preferred it actually. I

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<v Speaker 1>was hunting a drainage off the Do's wallops, up above

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<v Speaker 1>a creek bottom where I'd seen sign earlier that week.

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<v Speaker 1>There'd been fresh row ubs on the alders and some

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<v Speaker 1>good tracks in the mud along the water. I figured

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<v Speaker 1>i'd get up into a good spot before light and wait.

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<v Speaker 1>I drove in before dawn, parked at a pull off

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<v Speaker 1>i'd used a dozen times, grabbed my rifle, my pack,

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<v Speaker 1>and a thermos, and started hiking in. It was cold,

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<v Speaker 1>low forties, maybe fog sitting in the valley like it

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<v Speaker 1>always does that time of year. You couldn't see more

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<v Speaker 1>than forty or fifty yards in front of you, and

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<v Speaker 1>even that was fuzzy.

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<v Speaker 2>I remember thinking.

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<v Speaker 1>It was going to be one of those mornings where

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<v Speaker 1>you just sit there and listen because the visibility wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>going to do you any favors. I got up to

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<v Speaker 1>my spot about an hour before first light. It was

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<v Speaker 1>a little bench above the creek with some big furs

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<v Speaker 1>behind me and a good view down into the drainage.

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<v Speaker 1>I sat down against a tree, settled in and poured

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<v Speaker 1>a cup of coffee. Everything was quiet, normal quiet, the

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<v Speaker 1>kind where you hear the creek and the drip off

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<v Speaker 1>the branches and nothing else. I sat there for maybe

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<v Speaker 1>forty five minutes. The sky started getting gray, just barely.

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<v Speaker 1>You know that moment where it's not really daylight yet,

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<v Speaker 1>but you can start to make things out, Trees take shape,

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<v Speaker 1>you can see the ground. That's where I was when

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<v Speaker 1>I heard something moving below me.

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<v Speaker 2>It was heavy.

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<v Speaker 1>That was the first thing I noticed. Not a deer,

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<v Speaker 1>not even an elk. I've heard elk moving through brush

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<v Speaker 1>a thousand times. They cracked through it, they snapped things.

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<v Speaker 1>This was different. Whatever was down there was pushing through

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<v Speaker 1>thick stuff, and it sounded like it was doing it slowly, deliberately,

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<v Speaker 1>like it was trying not to make noise, but couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>avoid it because of how big it was. I put

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<v Speaker 1>my coffee down and brought the rifle up across my knees.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't alarmed, not yet. I figured it might be

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<v Speaker 1>a bear. We've got black bears all through that country,

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<v Speaker 1>and they'll move through the bottoms early in the morning.

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<v Speaker 1>I just sat there, watching the fog, waiting for whatever

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<v Speaker 1>it was to come into view. And then the smell

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<v Speaker 1>hit me. I've cleaned more elk and deer than I

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<v Speaker 1>could ever count. I've been around dead animals in various

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<v Speaker 1>states of decay. I've smelled bear dens. This wasn't any

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<v Speaker 1>of that. It was something else entirely. It was sharp, organic,

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<v Speaker 1>almost chemical, like if you took the worst body odor

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<v Speaker 1>you've ever encountered and mixed it with wet dog and

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<v Speaker 1>rotten vegetation. It was so strong my eyes watered. I

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<v Speaker 1>remember pulling my collar up over my nose. That's how

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<v Speaker 1>bad it was. Whatever was down there had stopped moving.

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<v Speaker 1>I couldn't hear it anymore, but the smell was getting stronger,

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<v Speaker 1>which told me it hadn't left. It was close, and

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<v Speaker 1>it was still. Then the fog shifted just enough and

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<v Speaker 1>I saw it. It was standing at the base of

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<v Speaker 1>the slope, maybe sixty yards below me, partially behind a

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<v Speaker 1>big hemlock. At first I thought I was looking at

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<v Speaker 1>a man. My first, honest to God thought was that

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<v Speaker 1>some other hunter had come in on the same drainage

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<v Speaker 1>and was standing there in a dark coat. Because the

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<v Speaker 1>shape was upright, two legs, two arms, shoulders, but the

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<v Speaker 1>proportions were way off for a person. I could see

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<v Speaker 1>that even through the fog. The shoulders were too wide,

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<v Speaker 1>way too wide, and the arms hung too far down,

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<v Speaker 1>They hung almost to the knees. The whole body was

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<v Speaker 1>thick in a way that a human body isn't. Not fat,

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<v Speaker 1>not muscular in the way you'd think of a bodybuilder,

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<v Speaker 1>just dense, packed, like every part of it was built

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<v Speaker 1>heavier than it had any right to be. The way

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<v Speaker 1>it stood was wrong too. A man standing still in

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<v Speaker 1>the cold shifts his weight, he moves, he adjusts. This

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<v Speaker 1>thing was rooted, absolutely motionless from the waist down. The

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<v Speaker 1>stillness of it was unnatural. It was the kind of

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<v Speaker 1>stillness that takes effort, or that comes naturally to something

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<v Speaker 1>that's used to standing still for a very long time,

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<v Speaker 1>waiting watching. It was covered in hair, dark brown, almost black,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was matted in places, clumped, wet looking. The

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<v Speaker 1>hair on the shoulders was longer than on the arms.

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<v Speaker 1>It didn't look like fur, not the way a bear's

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<v Speaker 1>coat looks, uniform and groomed. This was more like the

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<v Speaker 1>hair on a neglected animal, uneven, patchy in some spots,

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<v Speaker 1>thick in others. I couldn't see the face clearly, not

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<v Speaker 1>at that distance, not in that fog, but I could

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<v Speaker 1>see the head, and the head is what made my

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<v Speaker 1>hand start shaking, because it wasn't round, it wasn't shaped.

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<v Speaker 2>Like a bear's head.

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<v Speaker 1>It came up to a slight point, like the top

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<v Speaker 1>of the skull was ridged, and the head sat right

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<v Speaker 1>on the shoulders. There was no neck, or if there was,

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<v Speaker 1>it was so thick and short that it just blended

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<v Speaker 1>into the shoulders like they were one piece. I sat

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<v Speaker 1>there with the rifle across my knees and I didn't move.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't breathe. I'm not exaggerating when I tell you

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<v Speaker 1>that my body wouldn't respond. It was like everything below

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<v Speaker 1>my neck just locked up. I've never felt anything like it.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been in tight spots. I've had close calls in

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<v Speaker 1>the woods. I fell off a cliff face when I

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<v Speaker 1>was nineteen and broke my collar bone, but nothing has

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<v Speaker 1>ever produced the kind of fear I felt in that moment.

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<v Speaker 1>It was primal. That's the only word for it. Something

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<v Speaker 1>in my brain was screaming at me to be still,

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<v Speaker 1>be invisible, don't let it know you're here. It turned

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<v Speaker 1>its head, not toward me, off to the left, and

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<v Speaker 1>when it turned I saw the profile of the face.

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<v Speaker 1>The jaw was massive, just enormous. It jutted forward, not

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<v Speaker 1>like an ape exactly, but close. The brow was heavy

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<v Speaker 1>and sloped, and the skin on the face, the parts

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<v Speaker 1>that weren't covered in hair, was gray, not dark gray,

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<v Speaker 1>not pale, just gray, like old concrete, like something that

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<v Speaker 1>hadn't seen sun in its life. It stood there for

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<v Speaker 1>maybe ten more seconds. I don't know. Time didn't work right.

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<v Speaker 1>It could have been thirty seconds, or it could have

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<v Speaker 1>been five. Then it turned and walked into the fog

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<v Speaker 1>and the brush, and it was gone, just like that.

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<v Speaker 1>No hurry, no sound at all this time, it just

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<v Speaker 1>walked away and disappeared. I didn't move for another twenty minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not proud of that. I sat there with my

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<v Speaker 1>rifle in my lap, and I shook. My legs were shaking,

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<v Speaker 1>my hands were shaking. My jaw was clenched so tight

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<v Speaker 1>that when I finally forced myself to relax, my teeth ached.

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<v Speaker 1>When I finally stood up, I didn't go down the slope.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't track it. I turned around and walked straight

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<v Speaker 1>back to my truck. I didn't run, but I wanted to.

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<v Speaker 1>Every cell in my body wanted to. I kept looking

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<v Speaker 1>over my shoulder the whole way back. I'd take ten

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<v Speaker 1>It took me twice as long to hike out as

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<v Speaker 1>and sat there with the engine running and my hands

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<v Speaker 1>tree line. I kept expecting to see it again. Every

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<v Speaker 1>shadow between the firs looked like shoulders, Every dark stump

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<v Speaker 1>looked like something crouching. I sat there for at least

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<v Speaker 1>my wife what happened. I didn't tell my father, I

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<v Speaker 1>and I told everyone I was done hunting. My dad

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<v Speaker 1>thought I'd lost my mind. My buddies gave me grief

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<v Speaker 1>about it for years. I let them. I wasn't going

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<v Speaker 1>to explain myself because I knew how it would sound.

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<v Speaker 1>I knew exactly how it would sound. I didn't go

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<v Speaker 1>back into those woods for twenty six years. Twenty six years, Brian,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not talking about that specific drainage. I mean any woods.

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<v Speaker 1>camping trips with my kids. My wife would want to

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<v Speaker 1>enjoy it anymore. I let her think that. The truth is,

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<v Speaker 1>I was afraid, a twenty three year old man who'd

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<v Speaker 1>spent his whole life in the mountains, and I was

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<v Speaker 1>afraid to go back because I'd seen something standing in

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<v Speaker 1>that fog that should not have been there, something that

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't a bear, wasn't a man, wasn't anything I could

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<v Speaker 1>make sense of then, and honestly I still can't. I

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<v Speaker 1>finally went on a walk in the woods again when

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<v Speaker 1>my granddaughter was four. She wanted to go on a

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<v Speaker 1>nature walk. She was tugging on my hand and I

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<v Speaker 1>did it for her. But I'll tell you this, it

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't peaceful, it wasn't fun. I spent the whole time

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<v Speaker 1>watching the trees, listening. My granddaughter was pointing at birds

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<v Speaker 1>and picking up rocks, and I was scanning the timber

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<v Speaker 1>like I was on patrol. I'm seventy one years old,

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<v Speaker 1>and I still don't like being in the woods after dark.

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<v Speaker 1>I've had a good life, raised two kids, had a career,

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<v Speaker 1>built a house with my own hands. But there's this

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<v Speaker 1>one thing sitting in the back of everything, this one

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<v Speaker 1>morning in nineteen seventy eight that I've never been able

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<v Speaker 1>to put down. I've tried, Lord knows, I've tried. I've

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<v Speaker 1>told myself it was a bear on its hind legs.

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<v Speaker 1>I've told myself the fog was playing tricks. But I

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<v Speaker 1>know what I saw. I saw a face. I saw

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<v Speaker 1>a gray skin and a jaw that could have crushed

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<v Speaker 1>a fence post. I saw something that looked almost human

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<v Speaker 1>but wasn't. And the way it moved when it left, unhurried, casual,

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<v Speaker 1>like it had somewhere to be, and I was beneath

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<v Speaker 1>its Notice, that's the part that haunts me most. It

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't afraid of me, not even a little bit. Whatever

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<v Speaker 1>I saw that morning was real, it was solid, it

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<v Speaker 1>was alive, and it was something that made me, a

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<v Speaker 1>man who grew up in those mountains, feel like prey.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what you do with that, but my

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<v Speaker 1>daughter wanted me to tell somebody, so I'm telling you Dale.

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<v Speaker 1>Stay tuned for more Backwoods Bigfoot stories. We'll be back

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<v Speaker 1>after these messages. Twenty six years. That's how long Dale

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<v Speaker 1>stayed out of the woods. A man who grew up

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<v Speaker 1>in those mountains, who learned to hunt before he could drive,

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<v Speaker 1>and one encounter took all of it away from him.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not somebody telling a story for fun. That's somebody

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<v Speaker 1>describing a wound. Our next account takes us across the

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<v Speaker 1>country to the mountains of West Virginia. A woman named

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<v Speaker 1>Karen was twenty four years old in nineteen ninety three,

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<v Speaker 1>camped alone on a trail she'd hiked dozens of times.

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<v Speaker 1>What happened to her that night and what she saw

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<v Speaker 1>the next morning ended her relationship with the outdoors permanently.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's Karen Brian. I'm writing this because my therapist told

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<v Speaker 1>me it might help. I know that probably sounds dramatic,

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<v Speaker 1>but I've been dealing with this for over thirty years

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm tired of it living only in my head.

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<v Speaker 1>I found your show about six months ago and listen

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<v Speaker 1>to most of your episodes in about two weeks. Some

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<v Speaker 1>of them scared me so badly I had to turn

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<v Speaker 1>them off and come back the next day. But I

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<v Speaker 1>kept coming back because these people were describing things I recognized,

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<v Speaker 1>not the exact same thing, but the feeling, the way

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<v Speaker 1>it sits in your chest afterward, the way you can't

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<v Speaker 1>explain it to anyone without feeling like you're losing credibility.

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<v Speaker 1>My name's Karen. I'm fifty seven. I live in Virginia now,

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<v Speaker 1>but I grew up in Elkins, West Virginia, right on

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<v Speaker 1>the edge of the Monongahela National Forest. My family wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>what you'd call out doorsy, but you didn't have to be.

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<v Speaker 1>The forest was just there. You'd drive ten minutes in

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<v Speaker 1>any direction and you were in it. I started hiking

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<v Speaker 1>in college. I went to Davis and Elkins, so I

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<v Speaker 1>was right there and it became my thing.

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<v Speaker 2>It was how I dealt with stress.

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<v Speaker 1>I'd load up a pack and head out on one

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<v Speaker 1>of the trails for a few hours. Sometimes i'd go

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<v Speaker 1>for a full weekend. In September of nineteen ninety three,

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<v Speaker 1>I was twenty four, I'd graduated and was working at

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<v Speaker 1>a physical therapy clinic in town. I decided to do

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<v Speaker 1>a solo overnight on a trail i'd done several times before.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a loop that took you up into some

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<v Speaker 1>older timber, across a couple of ridges, and back down

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<v Speaker 1>along a creek. Nothing crazy, maybe twelve miles total. I'd

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<v Speaker 1>always felt safe on it. I hiked in on a

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<v Speaker 1>Saturday morning and set up camp in a spot I liked,

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<v Speaker 1>a flat area back in some hard woods, about thirty

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<v Speaker 1>yards off the trail. I spent the afternoon reading and

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<v Speaker 1>walking around, had a fire that night, ate dinner. Everything

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<v Speaker 1>was completely normal. I woke up at around two in

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<v Speaker 1>the morning, and I don't know why. I wasn't cold,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't have to use the bathroom. My eyes just

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<v Speaker 1>opened and I was immediately wide awake, which is unusual

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<v Speaker 1>for me. I'm a heavy sleeper, always have been. But

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<v Speaker 1>I was awake, like someone had flipped a switch. The

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<v Speaker 1>first thing I noticed was the silence. And I know

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<v Speaker 1>people say that all the time in the stories, so

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<v Speaker 1>let me be specific. The creek I was camped near

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<v Speaker 1>was still running. I could hear that, but there were

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<v Speaker 1>no insects, no frogs, nothing in the underbrush, nothing in

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<v Speaker 1>the canopy. It was September and West Virginia, Bryant. The

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<v Speaker 1>woods at night in September are loud, crickets, katie DIDs,

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<v Speaker 1>tree frogs, all of it, that constant chorus that you

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<v Speaker 1>stop hearing after a while because it's just background noise.

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<v Speaker 1>It was gone, all of it. It was like someone

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<v Speaker 1>had muted every living thing within a quarter mile. I

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<v Speaker 1>lay there in my sleeping bag and I listened. My

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<v Speaker 1>heart was beating hard, and I didn't know why yet.

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<v Speaker 1>I just had this overwhelming feeling that something was wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>Not vague, not gradual. It was instant and absolute, like

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<v Speaker 1>my body knew something my brain hadn't.

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<v Speaker 2>Caught up to. Then I heard breathing, not mine.

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<v Speaker 1>Outside the tent, close, so close that at first I

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<v Speaker 1>thought an animal was pressed right up against the rainfly.

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<v Speaker 1>It was deep, slow breathing in and out, and I

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<v Speaker 1>could hear a slight wheeze on the exhale, like air

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<v Speaker 1>passing through a restricted space. It was rhythmic, patient, There

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<v Speaker 1>was no urgency in it. Whatever was out there wasn't winded,

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't stressed. It was just standing there, breathing like it

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<v Speaker 1>had all the time in the world. And the smell

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<v Speaker 1>came with it, thick, sour like body odor and rotting

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<v Speaker 1>leaves and something else underneath, something animal that I couldn't place.

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<v Speaker 1>It came through the tent fabric. It was inside with me.

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<v Speaker 1>I was breathing it. I stopped breathing myself. I put

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<v Speaker 1>my hand over my mouth because I was terrified it

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<v Speaker 1>could hear me. I lay there, completely rigid, staring up

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<v Speaker 1>at the inside of the tent, and I listened to

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<v Speaker 1>that breathing for what felt like forever. My whole body

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<v Speaker 1>was locked up, every muscle tight. I could feel my

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<v Speaker 1>pulse in my throat, my wrists, behind my eyes. Then

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<v Speaker 1>something touched the tent, not bumped.

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<v Speaker 2>It touched it. I watched the fabric press.

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<v Speaker 1>Inward near the top, on the side closest to my head, slowly,

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<v Speaker 1>like a hand pressing against it. From the outside. The

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<v Speaker 1>shape of it was clear against the nylon. It was

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<v Speaker 1>a hand, a huge hand, fingers spread wide. It pressed

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<v Speaker 1>in far enough that the fabric was almost touching my face,

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<v Speaker 1>and I could feel the heat coming off of whatever

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<v Speaker 1>was on the other side. That's the detail that gets

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<v Speaker 1>me the most even now. The heat, whatever was touching

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<v Speaker 1>my tent was radiating warmth through the nylon, like standing

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<v Speaker 1>next to a wood stove. It was alive. It was

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<v Speaker 1>right there, inches from my face. With nothing but a

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<v Speaker 1>thin sheet of nylon between us. Then the hand moved.

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<v Speaker 1>It slid downward along the wall slowly. I could hear

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<v Speaker 1>the fabric whispering under the pressure, like something feeling the

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<v Speaker 1>shape of what it had found, not trying to get in,

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<v Speaker 1>not tearing at it.

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<v Speaker 2>Just exploring.

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<v Speaker 1>That realization hit me in real time, and it made

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<v Speaker 1>everything worse, because it meant this thing was curious. It

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<v Speaker 1>meant it was thinking. I didn't scream, I didn't move,

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<v Speaker 1>I just lay there. The hand pulled away, the fabric

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<v Speaker 1>settled back into place. I heard movement outside, not footsteps exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>more like a shuffling, a shifting of weight, than nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>Silence again. I don't know how long I waited, an hour, maybe,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe longer. Eventually the insects started up again, slowly, at first,

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<v Speaker 1>a cricket here, a frog there. The woods came back

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<v Speaker 1>to life, and I took that as a sign that

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<v Speaker 1>whatever had been out there was gone. I waited until

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<v Speaker 1>gray light, and then I got out of the tent.

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<v Speaker 1>I won't pretend I wasn't shaking, because I was. My

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<v Speaker 1>hands were trembling so badly I could barely work the zipper.

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<v Speaker 1>I stepped outside and looked around, and everything looked normal, trees, leaves,

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<v Speaker 1>morning fog, nothing out of place except the ground. About

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<v Speaker 1>five feet from my tent. There were impressions in the

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<v Speaker 1>leaf litter, two of them, side by side, where something

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<v Speaker 1>had been standing, and they were enormous. Not prints exactly,

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<v Speaker 1>not in the way you'd see in mud, but compressions,

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<v Speaker 1>like something incredibly heavy had stood in that one spot

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<v Speaker 1>for a long time and packed the leaves and dirt

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<v Speaker 1>down under its weight. I packed up faster than I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever packed in my life. I stuffed everything into my bag,

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<v Speaker 1>without organizing it, without folding anything. I was on the

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<v Speaker 1>trail within ten minutes. I made it about a quarter mile.

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<v Speaker 2>Before I saw it.

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<v Speaker 1>It was off to my right, up slope, maybe eighty

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<v Speaker 1>yards away, standing between two trees watching me. I stopped walking.

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<v Speaker 1>My feet just stopped, like my legs decided independently of

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<v Speaker 1>the rest of me that this was as far as

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<v Speaker 1>we were going. It was tall, very tall. I'm five

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<v Speaker 1>six and I'm used to men being taller than me,

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<v Speaker 1>but this was a different scale. It was easily seven feet,

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<v Speaker 1>probably more. It was hard to judge from that distance,

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<v Speaker 1>and at that angle uphill the build was what got me.

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<v Speaker 2>It looked like a.

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<v Speaker 1>Man, but a man who'd been scaled up and thickened

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<v Speaker 1>in every dimension. The chest was barrel shaped, the stomach wide,

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<v Speaker 1>the legs like tree trunks. There was no definition the

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<v Speaker 1>way a human body has definition, no visible waiste, no tapering.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just massive, from shoulders to hips. It was

416
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<v Speaker 1>covered in reddish brown hair, not long, flowing hair, short

417
00:23:44.519 --> 00:23:47.839
<v Speaker 1>and dense, like the coat on a chow. It covered

418
00:23:47.880 --> 00:23:49.079
<v Speaker 1>everything except the face.

419
00:23:49.880 --> 00:23:50.680
<v Speaker 2>The face is what I.

420
00:23:50.640 --> 00:23:55.079
<v Speaker 1>Can't get away from. It was broad, flat, The nose

421
00:23:55.240 --> 00:23:58.039
<v Speaker 1>was wide and pushed in, not like an ape's nose,

422
00:23:58.519 --> 00:24:00.920
<v Speaker 1>more like a man's nose that had been broken badly

423
00:24:00.960 --> 00:24:04.519
<v Speaker 1>and never set right. The mouth was a thin line,

424
00:24:04.720 --> 00:24:07.200
<v Speaker 1>no lips to speak of, just to slit.

425
00:24:08.079 --> 00:24:09.480
<v Speaker 2>But the eyes are what held me.

426
00:24:10.160 --> 00:24:14.799
<v Speaker 1>They were dark, very dark, set deep under that heavy brow,

427
00:24:15.519 --> 00:24:18.160
<v Speaker 1>and they were looking right at me, not through me,

428
00:24:19.119 --> 00:24:23.319
<v Speaker 1>at me. There was something behind those eyes. I don't

429
00:24:23.319 --> 00:24:26.920
<v Speaker 1>mean intelligence exactly, though I think there was intelligence there.

430
00:24:27.480 --> 00:24:32.240
<v Speaker 1>I mean awareness, recognition. It knew what I was, It

431
00:24:32.359 --> 00:24:35.559
<v Speaker 1>understood what it was looking at. We stared at each

432
00:24:35.559 --> 00:24:39.759
<v Speaker 1>other for probably fifteen seconds, maybe twenty, and in those

433
00:24:39.759 --> 00:24:43.400
<v Speaker 1>seconds I felt something I've never felt before or since.

434
00:24:44.119 --> 00:24:48.799
<v Speaker 1>I felt observed, not watched, observed, the way a person

435
00:24:48.839 --> 00:24:53.400
<v Speaker 1>looks at something they're studying. It wasn't aggressive, it wasn't curious,

436
00:24:53.440 --> 00:24:56.279
<v Speaker 1>the way a dog is curious. It was something else,

437
00:24:57.039 --> 00:25:00.599
<v Speaker 1>something deliberate, something that made me feel very, very small,

438
00:25:00.680 --> 00:25:04.920
<v Speaker 1>and very exposed. Then it turned, It turned away from

439
00:25:05.000 --> 00:25:08.160
<v Speaker 1>me and walked uphill into the timber, and it moved

440
00:25:08.200 --> 00:25:11.720
<v Speaker 1>with a fluidity that didn't match its size. Nothing that

441
00:25:11.799 --> 00:25:15.079
<v Speaker 1>big should move that smoothly. It was like watching a

442
00:25:15.119 --> 00:25:18.839
<v Speaker 1>shadow slide between the trees, three or four strides, and

443
00:25:18.880 --> 00:25:20.880
<v Speaker 1>it was out of sight, and the only proof it

444
00:25:20.920 --> 00:25:23.680
<v Speaker 1>had been there was the faint sound of brush snapping

445
00:25:23.759 --> 00:25:27.160
<v Speaker 1>higher on the ridge. I ran, I'm not going to

446
00:25:27.240 --> 00:25:29.519
<v Speaker 1>dress it up. I ran the rest of the way

447
00:25:29.559 --> 00:25:32.799
<v Speaker 1>back to my car. I fell twice, cut my knee

448
00:25:32.839 --> 00:25:35.680
<v Speaker 1>open on a rock the second time. I didn't stop.

449
00:25:36.359 --> 00:25:38.240
<v Speaker 1>I threw my pack in the trunk and drove home,

450
00:25:38.319 --> 00:25:40.839
<v Speaker 1>doing seventy on roads that were meant for forty five.

451
00:25:41.599 --> 00:25:43.759
<v Speaker 1>When I got home, I sat in the shower for

452
00:25:43.839 --> 00:25:46.640
<v Speaker 1>over an hour. I scrubbed my arms and hands like

453
00:25:46.640 --> 00:25:48.799
<v Speaker 1>I was trying to wash something off me that wouldn't

454
00:25:48.799 --> 00:25:49.240
<v Speaker 1>come off.

455
00:25:49.880 --> 00:25:50.440
<v Speaker 2>I cried.

456
00:25:51.000 --> 00:25:54.359
<v Speaker 1>I cried hard, not because I was hurt, because I

457
00:25:54.400 --> 00:25:57.400
<v Speaker 1>was so relieved to be inside four walls, and because

458
00:25:57.440 --> 00:25:59.440
<v Speaker 1>I knew deep down that I'd never feel the same

459
00:25:59.480 --> 00:26:03.000
<v Speaker 1>way about being outside again. I didn't tell anyone what

460
00:26:03.119 --> 00:26:06.640
<v Speaker 1>happened for almost five years. The first person I told

461
00:26:06.720 --> 00:26:09.119
<v Speaker 1>was a boyfriend, who laughed at me, and that was

462
00:26:09.160 --> 00:26:13.039
<v Speaker 1>the last time I mentioned it for another decade. After that,

463
00:26:13.480 --> 00:26:16.400
<v Speaker 1>I learned to keep it to myself. You learn quickly

464
00:26:16.400 --> 00:26:19.240
<v Speaker 1>who you can talk to about something like this. The

465
00:26:19.319 --> 00:26:22.960
<v Speaker 1>answer for most of my life has been nobody. I

466
00:26:22.960 --> 00:26:26.839
<v Speaker 1>haven't camped, since I haven't hiked alone, since I live

467
00:26:26.839 --> 00:26:30.160
<v Speaker 1>in Northern Virginia, now near the suburbs, and even here,

468
00:26:30.200 --> 00:26:32.720
<v Speaker 1>when I drive past a tree line at dusk, my

469
00:26:32.799 --> 00:26:35.000
<v Speaker 1>hands tightened on the steering wheel and something in my

470
00:26:35.160 --> 00:26:36.119
<v Speaker 1>chest constricts.

471
00:26:36.799 --> 00:26:37.319
<v Speaker 2>I hate that.

472
00:26:38.000 --> 00:26:39.960
<v Speaker 1>I hate that something took the woods away from me.

473
00:26:40.839 --> 00:26:43.640
<v Speaker 1>Hiking was my piece. It was the thing that kept

474
00:26:43.640 --> 00:26:46.440
<v Speaker 1>me balanced. It was where I went when the rest

475
00:26:46.440 --> 00:26:49.559
<v Speaker 1>of the world felt like too much. And one night

476
00:26:49.599 --> 00:26:53.440
<v Speaker 1>in September of ninety three, that was over, just like that,

477
00:26:54.319 --> 00:26:57.640
<v Speaker 1>one encounter, one face looking at me through the trees,

478
00:26:58.359 --> 00:27:00.640
<v Speaker 1>and a piece of who I was got left behind

479
00:27:00.680 --> 00:27:04.119
<v Speaker 1>on that ridge in West Virginia, my therapist says, writing

480
00:27:04.160 --> 00:27:06.960
<v Speaker 1>this might give me some closure. I don't know about that,

481
00:27:07.400 --> 00:27:09.839
<v Speaker 1>but I do know that it happened. It was real.

482
00:27:10.440 --> 00:27:12.680
<v Speaker 1>It's the most real thing that's ever happened to me,

483
00:27:13.160 --> 00:27:16.240
<v Speaker 1>and I've spent thirty years wishing it wasn't. Thank you

484
00:27:16.279 --> 00:27:19.519
<v Speaker 1>for giving people a place to say these things, Karen,

485
00:27:20.039 --> 00:27:21.799
<v Speaker 1>I want you to think about that for a second

486
00:27:22.240 --> 00:27:25.119
<v Speaker 1>before we move on to the next email. The hand

487
00:27:25.160 --> 00:27:28.559
<v Speaker 1>on the tent, the heat coming through the nylon, and

488
00:27:28.599 --> 00:27:31.400
<v Speaker 1>then seeing it the next morning, standing in the trees,

489
00:27:31.720 --> 00:27:35.920
<v Speaker 1>watching her with a look she describes as observation, not aggression,

490
00:27:36.480 --> 00:27:41.279
<v Speaker 1>not curiosity. Observation. That word keeps coming back to me.

491
00:27:42.279 --> 00:27:45.039
<v Speaker 1>Karen didn't describe something that was startled by a hiker.

492
00:27:45.640 --> 00:27:49.039
<v Speaker 1>She described something that seemed to be studying one. Our

493
00:27:49.079 --> 00:27:52.839
<v Speaker 1>third account comes from southeast Ohio. A man named Brent

494
00:27:52.920 --> 00:27:55.680
<v Speaker 1>and his buddy Cody were riding four wheelers on the

495
00:27:55.680 --> 00:27:59.160
<v Speaker 1>OHV Trails in the Wayne National Forest in the fall

496
00:27:59.200 --> 00:28:02.200
<v Speaker 1>of two thousand nine nineteen. They heard something in the

497
00:28:02.240 --> 00:28:05.720
<v Speaker 1>timber that didn't belong. They kept riding, and when they

498
00:28:05.720 --> 00:28:08.319
<v Speaker 1>came back the way they'd come the trail wasn't the

499
00:28:08.319 --> 00:28:12.519
<v Speaker 1>same trail anymore. Here's Brent. My name's Brent, and I

500
00:28:12.559 --> 00:28:16.720
<v Speaker 1>live outside Athens, Ohio. I'm thirty nine. I run heavy

501
00:28:16.720 --> 00:28:20.000
<v Speaker 1>equipment for a road construction outfit out of Lancaster, and

502
00:28:20.039 --> 00:28:22.039
<v Speaker 1>I've been riding the trails down here in the Wayne

503
00:28:22.079 --> 00:28:25.039
<v Speaker 1>since I was old enough to operate a machine. My

504
00:28:25.119 --> 00:28:27.319
<v Speaker 1>dad put me on a three wheeler when I was eleven,

505
00:28:27.640 --> 00:28:30.480
<v Speaker 1>and I've never been off one since. I tell you that,

506
00:28:30.559 --> 00:28:33.519
<v Speaker 1>so you understand the woods aren't a foreign place to me.

507
00:28:34.160 --> 00:28:36.880
<v Speaker 1>I'm not a city guy who got turned around. I

508
00:28:36.960 --> 00:28:39.880
<v Speaker 1>know these hollers and these ridges. I know what's supposed

509
00:28:39.920 --> 00:28:42.480
<v Speaker 1>to be in them, and I know what isn't. My

510
00:28:42.559 --> 00:28:45.079
<v Speaker 1>wife told me to write you. She listens to your

511
00:28:45.079 --> 00:28:47.799
<v Speaker 1>show on her commute. She says I'm different on the

512
00:28:47.880 --> 00:28:51.160
<v Speaker 1>days I think about it, and she's right I am.

513
00:28:51.319 --> 00:28:53.599
<v Speaker 1>So I figured i'd put it down once and be

514
00:28:53.680 --> 00:28:58.440
<v Speaker 1>done with it. October twenty nineteen, Cody and I had

515
00:28:58.480 --> 00:29:01.440
<v Speaker 1>taken a Saturday to ride. We'd done the Monday Creek

516
00:29:01.480 --> 00:29:04.839
<v Speaker 1>system probably forty times between us, but we wanted to

517
00:29:04.839 --> 00:29:07.880
<v Speaker 1>put a long day in before the weather turned. The

518
00:29:08.000 --> 00:29:11.839
<v Speaker 1>leaves were already mostly off the ridges. The understory was open.

519
00:29:12.519 --> 00:29:14.720
<v Speaker 1>You could see two hundred yards into the timber in

520
00:29:14.759 --> 00:29:18.400
<v Speaker 1>places where you couldn't see twenty in July. That's important.

521
00:29:18.839 --> 00:29:21.880
<v Speaker 1>I want you to picture that the woods were stripped down.

522
00:29:22.319 --> 00:29:25.559
<v Speaker 1>There wasn't much hiding anything. We left the trailhead a

523
00:29:25.559 --> 00:29:29.079
<v Speaker 1>little after nine in the morning. Cody was on his Polaris.

524
00:29:29.279 --> 00:29:31.200
<v Speaker 1>I was on a Honda Foreman that I've owned for

525
00:29:31.240 --> 00:29:34.640
<v Speaker 1>twelve years. We'd packed lunches and water, and we figured

526
00:29:34.640 --> 00:29:37.400
<v Speaker 1>we'd be out till four or five o'clock. No reason

527
00:29:37.440 --> 00:29:40.480
<v Speaker 1>to hurry, just a long, easy day in the woods.

528
00:29:41.519 --> 00:29:44.279
<v Speaker 1>The first part of the morning was uneventful. We rode

529
00:29:44.319 --> 00:29:47.039
<v Speaker 1>the lower loops, stopped at the overlook above the creek,

530
00:29:47.519 --> 00:29:52.240
<v Speaker 1>ate a granola bar. Each joked around normal Saturday. The

531
00:29:52.279 --> 00:29:54.680
<v Speaker 1>only thing I noticed, and didn't think anything of at

532
00:29:54.680 --> 00:29:57.599
<v Speaker 1>the time, was that we weren't seeing deer. The wain

533
00:29:57.720 --> 00:29:59.960
<v Speaker 1>is thick with them. You can't ride a full more

534
00:30:00.000 --> 00:30:02.319
<v Speaker 1>morning without bumping at least four or five out of

535
00:30:02.319 --> 00:30:06.160
<v Speaker 1>the brush. We hadn't seen one, hadn't seen a turkey either,

536
00:30:06.640 --> 00:30:09.200
<v Speaker 1>hadn't even heard a squirrel cutting on a hickory, And

537
00:30:09.240 --> 00:30:11.920
<v Speaker 1>that time of year. You should be hearing them constantly.

538
00:30:12.160 --> 00:30:15.720
<v Speaker 1>Stay tuned for more Backwoods Bigfoot stories. We'll be back

539
00:30:15.759 --> 00:30:20.839
<v Speaker 1>after these messages. Around eleven thirty, we worked our way

540
00:30:20.880 --> 00:30:22.920
<v Speaker 1>up to a section of trail I'll call the Spur

541
00:30:23.519 --> 00:30:25.720
<v Speaker 1>because I don't want to put the actual name out there.

542
00:30:26.480 --> 00:30:29.039
<v Speaker 1>It's a narrow two track that runs along the spine

543
00:30:29.119 --> 00:30:31.720
<v Speaker 1>of a ridge for about three miles before it dead

544
00:30:31.839 --> 00:30:33.480
<v Speaker 1>ends at an old logging clearing.

545
00:30:34.200 --> 00:30:35.400
<v Speaker 2>Locals know it.

546
00:30:35.400 --> 00:30:37.839
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't seem much traffic because the dead end isn't

547
00:30:37.839 --> 00:30:40.720
<v Speaker 1>worth the ride for most people. We liked it because

548
00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:42.880
<v Speaker 1>it was quiet and the views off the south side

549
00:30:42.880 --> 00:30:45.759
<v Speaker 1>were good. We rowed the Spur out to the clearing,

550
00:30:46.240 --> 00:30:50.200
<v Speaker 1>took a break, drank some water. The clearing itself sits

551
00:30:50.240 --> 00:30:53.200
<v Speaker 1>in a little saddle between two knobs, with timber on

552
00:30:53.279 --> 00:30:55.799
<v Speaker 1>three sides and a clear cut on the fourth that's

553
00:30:55.839 --> 00:30:58.960
<v Speaker 1>grown back into thick brush. It's the kind of place

554
00:30:59.000 --> 00:31:01.480
<v Speaker 1>where you can hear for a long way because you're

555
00:31:01.559 --> 00:31:03.920
<v Speaker 1>up high and the wind moves through it pretty good.

556
00:31:04.799 --> 00:31:07.119
<v Speaker 1>Cody was the one who heard it first. He was

557
00:31:07.160 --> 00:31:09.440
<v Speaker 1>sitting on his machine eating a sandwich and he held

558
00:31:09.519 --> 00:31:12.240
<v Speaker 1>up his hand. I was about to ask what was

559
00:31:12.359 --> 00:31:15.319
<v Speaker 1>up when I heard it too. It came from the

560
00:31:15.359 --> 00:31:18.440
<v Speaker 1>timber on the north side of the clearing, up the slope,

561
00:31:18.839 --> 00:31:23.079
<v Speaker 1>maybe three four hundred yards, a long, drawn out call.

562
00:31:23.960 --> 00:31:26.279
<v Speaker 1>I want to be careful describing it, because I've spent

563
00:31:26.359 --> 00:31:28.440
<v Speaker 1>a lot of time over the last six years trying

564
00:31:28.480 --> 00:31:30.720
<v Speaker 1>to put words to it, and none of them are right.

565
00:31:31.559 --> 00:31:33.480
<v Speaker 1>The closest I can get is to say it was

566
00:31:33.519 --> 00:31:37.640
<v Speaker 1>a whoop, not a coyote, not an owl, not anything

567
00:31:37.680 --> 00:31:41.039
<v Speaker 1>I'd ever heard in those woods before. It started low,

568
00:31:41.400 --> 00:31:44.559
<v Speaker 1>climbed in pitch, held for maybe three seconds, and then

569
00:31:44.640 --> 00:31:48.680
<v Speaker 1>dropped off. The volume was crazy loud. It carried through

570
00:31:48.720 --> 00:31:50.480
<v Speaker 1>the trees in a way that could have only come

571
00:31:50.519 --> 00:31:52.480
<v Speaker 1>out of something that had a chest the size of

572
00:31:52.519 --> 00:31:55.359
<v Speaker 1>a barrel. Cody and I just looked at each other.

573
00:31:55.960 --> 00:31:58.359
<v Speaker 1>Neither one of us said a word for about ten seconds.

574
00:31:58.920 --> 00:32:02.160
<v Speaker 1>Then he said the hell was that? I told him

575
00:32:02.200 --> 00:32:06.440
<v Speaker 1>I didn't know. We sat there, we listened. After maybe

576
00:32:06.519 --> 00:32:10.480
<v Speaker 1>a minute, there was a second one, same direction, but closer.

577
00:32:11.119 --> 00:32:15.119
<v Speaker 1>It had moved, and this one was answered faintly from

578
00:32:15.200 --> 00:32:19.559
<v Speaker 1>the south side of the clearing behind us, a different voice,

579
00:32:19.720 --> 00:32:24.000
<v Speaker 1>lower in pitch, shorter like a response. I'm going to

580
00:32:24.039 --> 00:32:27.240
<v Speaker 1>be straight with you. The hair on my arms went up.

581
00:32:27.400 --> 00:32:30.039
<v Speaker 1>I had this sudden, very physical feeling that we were

582
00:32:30.039 --> 00:32:32.599
<v Speaker 1>standing in the middle of something, that something on the

583
00:32:32.680 --> 00:32:35.960
<v Speaker 1>ridge was talking, and something across the saddle was answering,

584
00:32:36.359 --> 00:32:38.240
<v Speaker 1>and we were sitting in the gap between the two

585
00:32:38.279 --> 00:32:41.039
<v Speaker 1>of them. Cody must have felt the same thing, because

586
00:32:41.039 --> 00:32:42.799
<v Speaker 1>he stood up and put his sandwich back in the

587
00:32:42.799 --> 00:32:44.000
<v Speaker 1>bag without finishing it.

588
00:32:44.599 --> 00:32:48.279
<v Speaker 2>He said, let's go. Just like that, let's go.

589
00:32:49.359 --> 00:32:51.440
<v Speaker 1>We mounted up and started back down the spur the

590
00:32:51.519 --> 00:32:54.799
<v Speaker 1>way we'd come. I want to point out, because this matters,

591
00:32:55.160 --> 00:32:57.680
<v Speaker 1>that we'd ridden out the spur maybe forty minutes before,

592
00:32:58.319 --> 00:33:01.000
<v Speaker 1>we'd been on it the whole way. We knew exactly

593
00:33:01.039 --> 00:33:03.279
<v Speaker 1>what was on that trail because we'd just driven through it.

594
00:33:03.880 --> 00:33:05.880
<v Speaker 1>We were maybe a mile back down the spur when

595
00:33:05.920 --> 00:33:08.920
<v Speaker 1>we came around a bend and Cody, who was in front,

596
00:33:09.200 --> 00:33:12.119
<v Speaker 1>locked his brakes up. I almost ran into the back

597
00:33:12.160 --> 00:33:14.839
<v Speaker 1>of his machine. There was a tree across the trail,

598
00:33:15.480 --> 00:33:19.559
<v Speaker 1>not a small one, a red oak, probably twelve fourteen

599
00:33:19.599 --> 00:33:22.599
<v Speaker 1>inches at the base, laying directly across the two track

600
00:33:22.640 --> 00:33:24.720
<v Speaker 1>at a point where the trail was hemmed in on

601
00:33:24.759 --> 00:33:28.079
<v Speaker 1>both sides by thick brush. There was no way around

602
00:33:28.079 --> 00:33:30.400
<v Speaker 1>it on a machine, you'd have to either move it

603
00:33:30.680 --> 00:33:33.839
<v Speaker 1>or turn around. Cody looked back at me and he said,

604
00:33:34.279 --> 00:33:38.599
<v Speaker 1>that wasn't here. I said, no, it wasn't. We sat

605
00:33:38.640 --> 00:33:41.880
<v Speaker 1>there on our machines for a few seconds, idling, just

606
00:33:41.920 --> 00:33:44.440
<v Speaker 1>staring at it. I think we were both trying to

607
00:33:44.480 --> 00:33:48.039
<v Speaker 1>come up with an explanation that made sense. A tree falls.

608
00:33:48.599 --> 00:33:51.160
<v Speaker 1>Trees fall in the woods all the time. Maybe a

609
00:33:51.200 --> 00:33:53.920
<v Speaker 1>gust of wind. Maybe it was rotted at the base

610
00:33:53.960 --> 00:33:56.519
<v Speaker 1>and we hadn't noticed it on the way out. I

611
00:33:56.559 --> 00:33:59.839
<v Speaker 1>shut my machine off and got off. Cody did the same.

612
00:34:00.559 --> 00:34:02.920
<v Speaker 1>We walked up to the tree. The first thing I

613
00:34:03.000 --> 00:34:05.880
<v Speaker 1>noticed was that the leaves were still green, or what

614
00:34:06.000 --> 00:34:08.960
<v Speaker 1>passed for green that late in October. They were the

615
00:34:09.039 --> 00:34:10.119
<v Speaker 1>dried red brown of.

616
00:34:10.119 --> 00:34:10.960
<v Speaker 2>An oak and fall.

617
00:34:11.480 --> 00:34:14.320
<v Speaker 1>But they were still attached, and they were still pliable.

618
00:34:15.039 --> 00:34:17.199
<v Speaker 1>This wasn't a tree that had been laying anywhere for

619
00:34:17.239 --> 00:34:21.320
<v Speaker 1>any length of time. It had been alive recently. I

620
00:34:21.360 --> 00:34:23.920
<v Speaker 1>looked at the base. This is the part where I

621
00:34:23.920 --> 00:34:26.760
<v Speaker 1>felt something turn over in my stomach. There was no

622
00:34:26.880 --> 00:34:31.119
<v Speaker 1>root ball. The trunk just ended. It wasn't sawed, it

623
00:34:31.199 --> 00:34:34.280
<v Speaker 1>wasn't chainsawed, It wasn't broken at the base, the way

624
00:34:34.280 --> 00:34:36.559
<v Speaker 1>a tree breaks when it falls in a storm.

625
00:34:36.840 --> 00:34:37.880
<v Speaker 2>It was twisted off.

626
00:34:38.559 --> 00:34:40.880
<v Speaker 1>The end of the trunk was a mess of splintered fiber,

627
00:34:41.360 --> 00:34:43.639
<v Speaker 1>like somebody had grabbed it and wrenched it back and

628
00:34:43.679 --> 00:34:46.639
<v Speaker 1>forth until it came apart, and there was no root

629
00:34:46.679 --> 00:34:50.400
<v Speaker 1>system attached. The tree had been somewhere else, and it

630
00:34:50.440 --> 00:34:53.280
<v Speaker 1>had been carried or dragged and laid across the trail.

631
00:34:54.119 --> 00:34:57.000
<v Speaker 1>I looked down. There were drag marks in the dirt,

632
00:34:57.559 --> 00:34:59.880
<v Speaker 1>two parallel grooves where the trunk had been pulled to

633
00:35:00.000 --> 00:35:03.079
<v Speaker 1>across the surface of the trail and set down. The

634
00:35:03.119 --> 00:35:05.559
<v Speaker 1>marks came from the brush on the uphill side and

635
00:35:05.599 --> 00:35:08.800
<v Speaker 1>stopped exactly where the tree was laying. I stood up

636
00:35:08.840 --> 00:35:12.039
<v Speaker 1>and I said, Cody, look at this. He came around

637
00:35:12.079 --> 00:35:14.320
<v Speaker 1>to where I was standing. He looked at the base,

638
00:35:14.960 --> 00:35:17.880
<v Speaker 1>He looked at the drag marks. He didn't say anything.

639
00:35:18.519 --> 00:35:20.760
<v Speaker 1>He just turned his head slowly and looked at the

640
00:35:20.760 --> 00:35:22.159
<v Speaker 1>brush on the uphill.

641
00:35:21.800 --> 00:35:22.559
<v Speaker 2>Side of the trail.

642
00:35:23.280 --> 00:35:26.440
<v Speaker 1>And I turned and looked too, and we both stood there,

643
00:35:26.760 --> 00:35:30.559
<v Speaker 1>side by side, staring into the timber. I didn't see

644
00:35:30.559 --> 00:35:34.159
<v Speaker 1>anything at first. The understory was open, the trees were

645
00:35:34.159 --> 00:35:37.800
<v Speaker 1>mostly bare. I was looking for a person. I think

646
00:35:37.840 --> 00:35:39.639
<v Speaker 1>part of my brain was still trying to sell me

647
00:35:39.679 --> 00:35:42.639
<v Speaker 1>on the idea that somebody had done this, some kid

648
00:35:42.679 --> 00:35:45.800
<v Speaker 1>playing a prank some old time, or mad about the trail.

649
00:35:46.440 --> 00:35:49.079
<v Speaker 1>I was looking for a man. What I saw was

650
00:35:49.119 --> 00:35:52.400
<v Speaker 1>not a man. It was standing about thirty yards uphill

651
00:35:52.719 --> 00:35:55.760
<v Speaker 1>behind the trunk of a big white oak. Most of

652
00:35:55.800 --> 00:35:58.159
<v Speaker 1>it was hidden by the trunk, but I could see

653
00:35:58.159 --> 00:36:00.639
<v Speaker 1>the shape of one shoulder and the side of a head.

654
00:36:01.480 --> 00:36:03.559
<v Speaker 1>The shoulder was at a height that didn't make sense

655
00:36:03.599 --> 00:36:06.440
<v Speaker 1>to me. I tried to estimate it later, and I

656
00:36:06.519 --> 00:36:09.880
<v Speaker 1>keep coming back to seven and a half feet maybe more.

657
00:36:10.840 --> 00:36:13.280
<v Speaker 1>The white oak it was standing behind was a mature

658
00:36:13.320 --> 00:36:16.760
<v Speaker 1>tree three feet through at chest height, and the shoulder

659
00:36:16.760 --> 00:36:19.039
<v Speaker 1>I was looking at was clearly above the point where

660
00:36:19.079 --> 00:36:21.159
<v Speaker 1>the first major branch came off that oak.

661
00:36:21.960 --> 00:36:23.719
<v Speaker 2>The hair was a dark reddish.

662
00:36:23.440 --> 00:36:28.360
<v Speaker 1>Brown, not black reddish like an Irish setter, but darker

663
00:36:28.760 --> 00:36:33.079
<v Speaker 1>and thicker. The shoulder was massive. It looked padded with muscle.

664
00:36:33.840 --> 00:36:35.920
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't see the face clearly because the head was

665
00:36:35.920 --> 00:36:38.599
<v Speaker 1>angled away, but I could see the back curve of

666
00:36:38.639 --> 00:36:42.599
<v Speaker 1>the skull. The crown rose to a point, not sharp,

667
00:36:42.960 --> 00:36:45.639
<v Speaker 1>but sloped like the top of the head came up

668
00:36:45.719 --> 00:36:47.599
<v Speaker 1>higher in the back than it did in the front.

669
00:36:48.400 --> 00:36:50.840
<v Speaker 1>Cody saw it at the same time I did. He

670
00:36:50.880 --> 00:36:54.960
<v Speaker 1>took a step back, not a run, a step like

671
00:36:55.039 --> 00:36:58.119
<v Speaker 1>his legs weren't quite working yet. The thing knew we'd

672
00:36:58.119 --> 00:37:01.679
<v Speaker 1>seen it. I could feel that there's a difference between

673
00:37:01.719 --> 00:37:04.719
<v Speaker 1>watching something that doesn't know you're there and watching something

674
00:37:04.760 --> 00:37:08.559
<v Speaker 1>that knows you're watching it back, the shoulder shifted, the

675
00:37:08.599 --> 00:37:12.360
<v Speaker 1>head turned, It stepped out from behind the oak. It

676
00:37:12.400 --> 00:37:18.239
<v Speaker 1>came out, slow, deliberate, one step, then another. It cleared

677
00:37:18.280 --> 00:37:20.639
<v Speaker 1>the trunk and stood in full view, and there was

678
00:37:20.679 --> 00:37:23.119
<v Speaker 1>no longer any question about what we were looking at.

679
00:37:23.920 --> 00:37:26.800
<v Speaker 1>It was a body shaped roughly like a man. The

680
00:37:26.880 --> 00:37:29.960
<v Speaker 1>chest was deep, the shoulders were so wide they didn't

681
00:37:29.960 --> 00:37:33.559
<v Speaker 1>look proportional. The arms hung past the hips and ended

682
00:37:33.599 --> 00:37:36.639
<v Speaker 1>in hands that were dark and heavy looking. The legs

683
00:37:36.639 --> 00:37:40.480
<v Speaker 1>were thick, the thighs especially, They were the thighs of

684
00:37:40.480 --> 00:37:43.559
<v Speaker 1>an animal built for climbing, for moving up these ridges

685
00:37:43.599 --> 00:37:46.599
<v Speaker 1>in ways no person could. The face is what I

686
00:37:46.639 --> 00:37:48.480
<v Speaker 1>want to describe, but I'm not sure I can do

687
00:37:48.519 --> 00:37:51.400
<v Speaker 1>it justice. I only had a few seconds to look

688
00:37:51.440 --> 00:37:54.760
<v Speaker 1>at it. The skin was a deep gray brown, the

689
00:37:54.760 --> 00:37:55.800
<v Speaker 1>color of wet creak.

690
00:37:55.880 --> 00:37:56.960
<v Speaker 2>Stone.

691
00:37:57.000 --> 00:37:59.719
<v Speaker 1>There wasn't much hair on the face itself, mostly around

692
00:37:59.760 --> 00:38:03.000
<v Speaker 1>the and along the brow. The brow stuck out like

693
00:38:03.039 --> 00:38:06.679
<v Speaker 1>a shelf. The eyes underneath were set deep and they

694
00:38:06.679 --> 00:38:09.960
<v Speaker 1>were dark, and they were locked on us. The nose

695
00:38:10.079 --> 00:38:13.000
<v Speaker 1>was wide and flat. The mouth was closed, and it

696
00:38:13.039 --> 00:38:16.400
<v Speaker 1>was a long, lipless line. It took one more step

697
00:38:16.440 --> 00:38:19.800
<v Speaker 1>toward us, and then it screamed. I want to talk

698
00:38:19.800 --> 00:38:21.239
<v Speaker 1>about that scream.

699
00:38:21.480 --> 00:38:22.320
<v Speaker 2>It opened its.

700
00:38:22.119 --> 00:38:24.639
<v Speaker 1>Mouth and what came out was the loudest sound I've

701
00:38:24.679 --> 00:38:28.639
<v Speaker 1>ever heard in my life, including jackhammers and dynamite charges

702
00:38:28.840 --> 00:38:32.039
<v Speaker 1>and diesel engines six feet from my face. It was

703
00:38:32.079 --> 00:38:34.920
<v Speaker 1>a scream the way a person screams, but scaled up,

704
00:38:35.639 --> 00:38:37.719
<v Speaker 1>scaled up in a way that shouldn't be possible from

705
00:38:37.719 --> 00:38:41.400
<v Speaker 1>a living throat. It started high and it stayed high,

706
00:38:41.719 --> 00:38:43.440
<v Speaker 1>and it went on for what felt like five or

707
00:38:43.480 --> 00:38:47.599
<v Speaker 1>six seconds without a breath. The trees vibrated. I felt

708
00:38:47.639 --> 00:38:50.039
<v Speaker 1>it in my teeth, I felt it in the bones

709
00:38:50.039 --> 00:38:53.199
<v Speaker 1>of my chest. There was rage in it. I don't

710
00:38:53.239 --> 00:38:55.840
<v Speaker 1>know how else to say that. There was rage and

711
00:38:55.880 --> 00:38:58.079
<v Speaker 1>there was warning, and there was nothing about it that

712
00:38:58.199 --> 00:39:01.840
<v Speaker 1>was confused about what it wanted. It wanted us gone.

713
00:39:02.000 --> 00:39:04.360
<v Speaker 1>Cody and I didn't talk about what to do. We

714
00:39:04.400 --> 00:39:07.079
<v Speaker 1>didn't have to. We were on our machines and we

715
00:39:07.119 --> 00:39:09.719
<v Speaker 1>had them started before the sound had finished echoing off

716
00:39:09.760 --> 00:39:13.119
<v Speaker 1>the opposite ridge. The tree was still across the trail.

717
00:39:13.679 --> 00:39:17.199
<v Speaker 1>We didn't move it. There was no time. Cody yanked

718
00:39:17.199 --> 00:39:19.960
<v Speaker 1>his Polaris into reverse and backed up about twenty feet,

719
00:39:20.280 --> 00:39:22.400
<v Speaker 1>then cut the wheel hard and shoved it down into

720
00:39:22.440 --> 00:39:25.039
<v Speaker 1>the brush off the lower side of the trail. I

721
00:39:25.119 --> 00:39:28.480
<v Speaker 1>followed him. We bush whacked our machines down the slope

722
00:39:28.599 --> 00:39:31.280
<v Speaker 1>through saplings and briar for probably one hundred and fifty

723
00:39:31.360 --> 00:39:34.119
<v Speaker 1>yards before we caught a deer trail running parallel to

724
00:39:34.159 --> 00:39:34.519
<v Speaker 1>the spur.

725
00:39:35.400 --> 00:39:37.480
<v Speaker 2>We took the deer trail. I don't know how we

726
00:39:37.519 --> 00:39:39.039
<v Speaker 2>didn't roll those four wheelers.

727
00:39:39.639 --> 00:39:42.639
<v Speaker 1>The slope was steep and the ground was loose. I

728
00:39:42.679 --> 00:39:45.320
<v Speaker 1>remember bouncing off a rock with my front tires hard

729
00:39:45.440 --> 00:39:48.480
<v Speaker 1>enough that I came up off the seat. I remember

730
00:39:48.480 --> 00:39:51.360
<v Speaker 1>Cody's machine throwing leaves and dirt in a rooster tail

731
00:39:51.400 --> 00:39:54.320
<v Speaker 1>in front of me. I remember my throttle hand being

732
00:39:54.400 --> 00:39:57.400
<v Speaker 1>so tight I couldn't feel my fingers. We didn't stop

733
00:39:57.480 --> 00:40:00.360
<v Speaker 1>until we hit the main loop three miles down, and

734
00:40:00.400 --> 00:40:03.360
<v Speaker 1>we didn't stop there for long. We hammered straight for

735
00:40:03.440 --> 00:40:06.679
<v Speaker 1>the trailhead. When we got back to my truck, Cody

736
00:40:06.719 --> 00:40:09.039
<v Speaker 1>got off his machine and walked into the gravel parking

737
00:40:09.079 --> 00:40:11.559
<v Speaker 1>lot and bent over with his hands on his knees.

738
00:40:12.239 --> 00:40:14.800
<v Speaker 1>He stayed like that for a minute. I sat on

739
00:40:14.880 --> 00:40:17.840
<v Speaker 1>my Honda and stared at the tree line behind the trailhead,

740
00:40:18.039 --> 00:40:21.079
<v Speaker 1>and I couldn't bring myself to dismount. I sat on

741
00:40:21.119 --> 00:40:23.679
<v Speaker 1>that machine for probably five minutes before I could make

742
00:40:23.679 --> 00:40:26.880
<v Speaker 1>my legs work to get off it. We loaded the

743
00:40:26.880 --> 00:40:30.119
<v Speaker 1>four wheelers onto the trailer in silence. Cody helped me

744
00:40:30.159 --> 00:40:33.800
<v Speaker 1>strap them down. Neither of us said a word. When

745
00:40:33.840 --> 00:40:35.679
<v Speaker 1>we were done, he got in the passenger seat of

746
00:40:35.719 --> 00:40:37.840
<v Speaker 1>my truck and shut the door, and I got in

747
00:40:37.880 --> 00:40:40.800
<v Speaker 1>the driver's seat and I started the engine and we

748
00:40:40.920 --> 00:40:44.760
<v Speaker 1>left about ten minutes down the road. Cody said that

749
00:40:44.800 --> 00:40:47.760
<v Speaker 1>thing was real. I said yeah. He said, what do

750
00:40:47.840 --> 00:40:50.559
<v Speaker 1>we do? I said, I don't know. I don't know

751
00:40:50.599 --> 00:40:53.880
<v Speaker 1>what we do. We didn't tell anybody, not at first.

752
00:40:54.159 --> 00:40:56.840
<v Speaker 1>I didn't tell my wife for almost a week. When

753
00:40:56.840 --> 00:40:59.880
<v Speaker 1>I finally did, I told her the short version. I said,

754
00:40:59.880 --> 00:41:02.119
<v Speaker 1>we saw something in the woods on the spur, and

755
00:41:02.159 --> 00:41:04.559
<v Speaker 1>it's scared us. Pretty bad, and I'd rather not get

756
00:41:04.559 --> 00:41:08.280
<v Speaker 1>into specifics. She didn't push. That's one of the things

757
00:41:08.280 --> 00:41:11.639
<v Speaker 1>I love about her. She knows when to wait. I

758
00:41:11.679 --> 00:41:14.119
<v Speaker 1>told her the long version. A few months later, on

759
00:41:14.159 --> 00:41:17.000
<v Speaker 1>a winter night when I couldn't sleep, I sat on

760
00:41:17.000 --> 00:41:18.440
<v Speaker 1>the edge of the bed and I told her the

761
00:41:18.480 --> 00:41:21.320
<v Speaker 1>whole thing. She didn't say a word the whole time.

762
00:41:22.119 --> 00:41:24.239
<v Speaker 1>When I was done, she just put her hand on

763
00:41:24.320 --> 00:41:26.800
<v Speaker 1>my back and held it there. Cody and I have

764
00:41:26.840 --> 00:41:30.119
<v Speaker 1>talked about it maybe four times in six years, always

765
00:41:30.159 --> 00:41:33.079
<v Speaker 1>when nobody else is around. We've never been able to

766
00:41:33.079 --> 00:41:36.119
<v Speaker 1>come up with anything new to say about it. It happened,

767
00:41:36.519 --> 00:41:39.760
<v Speaker 1>it was real. We saw what we saw. There's nothing

768
00:41:39.840 --> 00:41:43.400
<v Speaker 1>else to add. I still ride. I won't ride the Spur,

769
00:41:44.039 --> 00:41:46.960
<v Speaker 1>I won't ride alone. I won't ride after about two

770
00:41:46.960 --> 00:41:49.719
<v Speaker 1>in the afternoon in the fall. Those are the rules

771
00:41:49.760 --> 00:41:52.960
<v Speaker 1>I live by now, and I don't bend them. Cody

772
00:41:53.000 --> 00:41:55.519
<v Speaker 1>won't ride the Waine at all anymore. He goes up

773
00:41:55.519 --> 00:41:57.559
<v Speaker 1>to Michigan with his brother in law a couple times

774
00:41:57.559 --> 00:42:00.199
<v Speaker 1>a year and rides up there. He says he can't

775
00:42:00.199 --> 00:42:03.199
<v Speaker 1>be in those Ohio hollers anymore. He says they feel

776
00:42:03.199 --> 00:42:06.480
<v Speaker 1>different to him now. I understand what he means, even

777
00:42:06.519 --> 00:42:08.360
<v Speaker 1>though I haven't been able to leave them the way

778
00:42:08.400 --> 00:42:11.920
<v Speaker 1>he has. The thing I think about most isn't the scream,

779
00:42:12.400 --> 00:42:14.679
<v Speaker 1>even though the scream was the worst part in the moment.

780
00:42:15.559 --> 00:42:19.760
<v Speaker 1>The thing I think about is the tree. Somebody, something

781
00:42:20.280 --> 00:42:22.760
<v Speaker 1>picked up a fourteen inch oak and carried it across

782
00:42:22.800 --> 00:42:24.719
<v Speaker 1>a trail to put it where we'd have to stop.

783
00:42:25.480 --> 00:42:28.000
<v Speaker 2>That wasn't a random act. That was a plan.

784
00:42:28.960 --> 00:42:31.519
<v Speaker 1>Whatever it was, it knew we were coming back down

785
00:42:31.559 --> 00:42:34.400
<v Speaker 1>that spur, and it set a trap, and it waited

786
00:42:34.440 --> 00:42:36.280
<v Speaker 1>for us to be on foot in the middle of it.

787
00:42:37.039 --> 00:42:39.280
<v Speaker 1>The only thing that saved us, I think, is that

788
00:42:39.320 --> 00:42:42.440
<v Speaker 1>we saw it before we'd started moving the tree. If

789
00:42:42.440 --> 00:42:45.280
<v Speaker 1>we'd had our backs turned working on lifting that trunk,

790
00:42:45.719 --> 00:42:48.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what would have happened. I don't let

791
00:42:48.239 --> 00:42:51.159
<v Speaker 1>myself think about it for long. Nothing good comes from

792
00:42:51.239 --> 00:42:54.480
<v Speaker 1>running that scenario out. I'm not a believer in things.

793
00:42:54.960 --> 00:42:57.199
<v Speaker 1>I want you to understand that I don't go in

794
00:42:57.239 --> 00:42:59.719
<v Speaker 1>for any of this. But I can't argue with my

795
00:42:59.760 --> 00:43:01.400
<v Speaker 1>own and I can't argue.

796
00:43:01.199 --> 00:43:02.039
<v Speaker 2>With Cody's eyes.

797
00:43:02.440 --> 00:43:04.679
<v Speaker 1>And we both saw the same thing at the same time,

798
00:43:04.760 --> 00:43:08.519
<v Speaker 1>in broad daylight in October in southeast Ohio. So whatever

799
00:43:08.559 --> 00:43:12.400
<v Speaker 1>it is, it's there, it's been there, and it's smarter

800
00:43:12.480 --> 00:43:15.280
<v Speaker 1>than people give it credit for. That's what I needed

801
00:43:15.280 --> 00:43:17.639
<v Speaker 1>to say. Thank you for letting me get it out.

802
00:43:18.639 --> 00:43:20.880
<v Speaker 1>Our fourth account didn't come from the person who had

803
00:43:20.880 --> 00:43:24.760
<v Speaker 1>the encounter. It came from his granddaughter, a woman named Caitlin,

804
00:43:25.039 --> 00:43:28.039
<v Speaker 1>who's telling me about something that happened to her grandfather Cal.

805
00:43:28.360 --> 00:43:31.480
<v Speaker 1>In the fall of nineteen seventy two. Cal was a

806
00:43:31.519 --> 00:43:34.519
<v Speaker 1>trapper in northern Wisconsin. He went to check his line

807
00:43:34.559 --> 00:43:37.960
<v Speaker 1>one cold morning and found something waiting for him. Cal

808
00:43:38.039 --> 00:43:41.239
<v Speaker 1>told this story exactly twice in his life, and Caitlin

809
00:43:41.320 --> 00:43:43.440
<v Speaker 1>is the last person alive who heard it from his

810
00:43:43.480 --> 00:43:47.000
<v Speaker 1>own mouth. Here's Caitlyn. I want to be upfront that

811
00:43:47.079 --> 00:43:50.039
<v Speaker 1>this didn't happen to me. This happened to my grandfather

812
00:43:50.159 --> 00:43:54.360
<v Speaker 1>Cal in nineteen seventy two in northern Wisconsin. He told

813
00:43:54.360 --> 00:43:58.159
<v Speaker 1>this story exactly twice, once to my grandmother the night

814
00:43:58.199 --> 00:44:01.400
<v Speaker 1>had happened, and once to me when I was nineteen

815
00:44:01.480 --> 00:44:04.079
<v Speaker 1>and helping him split firewood the summer before he had

816
00:44:04.119 --> 00:44:07.360
<v Speaker 1>his first stroke. He passed in two thousand and four.

817
00:44:08.360 --> 00:44:11.039
<v Speaker 1>I should tell you about that summer afternoon because the

818
00:44:11.039 --> 00:44:14.840
<v Speaker 1>way he told it matters. It was July two thousand.

819
00:44:15.760 --> 00:44:18.840
<v Speaker 1>We were splitting cordwood out behind his shed, working through

820
00:44:18.840 --> 00:44:21.760
<v Speaker 1>a pile of red oak rounds he'd had delivered. He'd

821
00:44:21.800 --> 00:44:25.119
<v Speaker 1>been quiet most of the afternoon. My grandfather wasn't a

822
00:44:25.199 --> 00:44:28.800
<v Speaker 1>chatty man under any circumstances, but that day he was

823
00:44:28.880 --> 00:44:32.480
<v Speaker 1>quieter than usual. I was wedging a knot apart when

824
00:44:32.480 --> 00:44:35.880
<v Speaker 1>he set his maul down and said, Katie, you remember

825
00:44:35.920 --> 00:44:38.880
<v Speaker 1>the trap line up off the Bois Brulee. I want

826
00:44:38.880 --> 00:44:41.840
<v Speaker 1>to tell you something about that. I sat down on

827
00:44:41.880 --> 00:44:45.519
<v Speaker 1>a round and listened. He told it slow, no drama,

828
00:44:46.199 --> 00:44:47.119
<v Speaker 1>just the facts.

829
00:44:46.800 --> 00:44:48.159
<v Speaker 2>As he remembered them.

830
00:44:48.440 --> 00:44:51.360
<v Speaker 1>He kept his hands busy the whole time, peeling bark

831
00:44:51.400 --> 00:44:54.360
<v Speaker 1>off a piece of kindling with his thumbnail. The bark

832
00:44:54.480 --> 00:44:57.159
<v Speaker 1>was coming up in long, thin strips, and he just

833
00:44:57.239 --> 00:45:00.239
<v Speaker 1>kept pealing while he talked. Stay tuned for more back

834
00:45:00.320 --> 00:45:05.760
<v Speaker 1>Woods Bigfoot stories. We'll be back after these messages. By

835
00:45:05.760 --> 00:45:08.199
<v Speaker 1>the time he was finished, the kindling was bare and

836
00:45:08.280 --> 00:45:11.880
<v Speaker 1>his lap was full of bark. My grandfather was a trapper.

837
00:45:12.280 --> 00:45:14.880
<v Speaker 1>He worked at timber jobs through the warm months and

838
00:45:15.000 --> 00:45:17.800
<v Speaker 1>ran a winter trap line from late October through March.

839
00:45:18.599 --> 00:45:21.239
<v Speaker 1>He grew up in northern Wisconsin, and he never lived

840
00:45:21.280 --> 00:45:24.000
<v Speaker 1>more than thirty miles from where he was born. He

841
00:45:24.119 --> 00:45:27.400
<v Speaker 1>wasn't a big man, five eight maybe one hundred and

842
00:45:27.400 --> 00:45:30.840
<v Speaker 1>seventy pounds, but he was wiry the way old farmers

843
00:45:30.840 --> 00:45:35.239
<v Speaker 1>are wiry, hands like leather, four arms, ropy with veins.

844
00:45:35.960 --> 00:45:37.920
<v Speaker 1>He could work a peevy for ten hours and not

845
00:45:38.000 --> 00:45:41.400
<v Speaker 1>complain about his back the way younger men did. And

846
00:45:41.440 --> 00:45:45.000
<v Speaker 1>he wasn't superstitious. He didn't go to church. He didn't

847
00:45:45.000 --> 00:45:49.679
<v Speaker 1>believe in ghosts. He thought UFO stories were nonsense. If

848
00:45:49.760 --> 00:45:52.280
<v Speaker 1>you'd asked him in nineteen seventy one whether there were

849
00:45:52.320 --> 00:45:55.920
<v Speaker 1>any animals in the Wisconsin woods that science hadn't named yet,

850
00:45:56.400 --> 00:45:59.199
<v Speaker 1>he'd have looked at you like you were simple. In

851
00:45:59.239 --> 00:46:01.559
<v Speaker 1>October of sex seventy two, he was running a long

852
00:46:01.639 --> 00:46:04.519
<v Speaker 1>trap line through some state forest land north of the

853
00:46:04.559 --> 00:46:08.760
<v Speaker 1>Boisbrule River, mostly Fisher and Martin. That year he had

854
00:46:08.800 --> 00:46:12.280
<v Speaker 1>about thirty sets distributed across maybe twelve miles of country,

855
00:46:12.599 --> 00:46:14.840
<v Speaker 1>and he checked them on snow shoes once the snow

856
00:46:14.880 --> 00:46:17.800
<v Speaker 1>got deep. But in late October he was still using

857
00:46:17.960 --> 00:46:21.880
<v Speaker 1>just his boots and a small pack. The morning this happened,

858
00:46:22.039 --> 00:46:25.320
<v Speaker 1>he'd left his cabin around four thirty. The plan was

859
00:46:25.360 --> 00:46:27.559
<v Speaker 1>to walk the southern half of the line that day

860
00:46:27.880 --> 00:46:30.840
<v Speaker 1>and the northern half the next. It was still full

861
00:46:30.960 --> 00:46:33.840
<v Speaker 1>dark when he started. He had a kerosene lantern and

862
00:46:33.840 --> 00:46:36.360
<v Speaker 1>his rifle and the leather sack he carried his sets in.

863
00:46:37.199 --> 00:46:39.440
<v Speaker 1>He was about a mile in when the sky started

864
00:46:39.480 --> 00:46:41.599
<v Speaker 1>to gray, and that's when he came up on the

865
00:46:41.599 --> 00:46:44.480
<v Speaker 1>first set. I want to describe what he told me

866
00:46:44.519 --> 00:46:48.119
<v Speaker 1>here because it's the part that bothered him most. The

867
00:46:48.159 --> 00:46:50.639
<v Speaker 1>set was a fissure set. He built it on a

868
00:46:50.679 --> 00:46:54.000
<v Speaker 1>dead fall, maybe forty yards off a narrow creek. The

869
00:46:54.039 --> 00:46:56.199
<v Speaker 1>way you build it, you wedge the trap into a

870
00:46:56.280 --> 00:46:58.239
<v Speaker 1>notch in the log and you set bait above it,

871
00:46:58.559 --> 00:47:01.159
<v Speaker 1>so the fissure has to come up from load to investigate.

872
00:47:01.639 --> 00:47:04.280
<v Speaker 1>It's a careful kind of trap. It takes a while

873
00:47:04.320 --> 00:47:06.960
<v Speaker 1>to build. Right when he walked up to it, the

874
00:47:07.000 --> 00:47:11.400
<v Speaker 1>trap was gone, not sprung, not bent, not torn off.

875
00:47:11.400 --> 00:47:15.320
<v Speaker 1>The chain just gone. The chain was still attached to

876
00:47:15.360 --> 00:47:18.400
<v Speaker 1>the dead fall. The wire stake holding the chain was

877
00:47:18.440 --> 00:47:20.880
<v Speaker 1>still in the ground, but where the trap should have

878
00:47:20.880 --> 00:47:23.199
<v Speaker 1>been at the end of that chain, there was nothing.

879
00:47:23.880 --> 00:47:26.639
<v Speaker 1>The chain was lying limp in the leaves. He told

880
00:47:26.679 --> 00:47:29.199
<v Speaker 1>me he stood there with his lantern up, just looking.

881
00:47:29.960 --> 00:47:32.840
<v Speaker 1>A bear can ruin a set, but a bear breaks things.

882
00:47:33.440 --> 00:47:36.639
<v Speaker 1>They tear at the wood, they twist the chain, they

883
00:47:36.719 --> 00:47:40.239
<v Speaker 1>leave fur, and they leave tracks. There was none of that.

884
00:47:41.159 --> 00:47:44.159
<v Speaker 1>The dead fall was untouched. The bait was still there,

885
00:47:44.639 --> 00:47:48.079
<v Speaker 1>dried and unchewed. The chain had been disconnected from the

886
00:47:48.119 --> 00:47:51.760
<v Speaker 1>trap cleanly. He walked the area. He couldn't find the

887
00:47:51.760 --> 00:47:54.400
<v Speaker 1>trap anywhere on the ground. So he stood there in

888
00:47:54.440 --> 00:47:57.199
<v Speaker 1>the gray light, and he looked up, and about thirty

889
00:47:57.199 --> 00:48:00.159
<v Speaker 1>feet away, on a low branch of a hemlock, the

890
00:48:00.199 --> 00:48:04.280
<v Speaker 1>trap was hanging, just hanging there, suspended on a branch,

891
00:48:04.320 --> 00:48:07.079
<v Speaker 1>maybe ten feet off the ground. He told me he

892
00:48:07.119 --> 00:48:10.639
<v Speaker 1>had no explanation for it, none. He said it was

893
00:48:10.679 --> 00:48:13.480
<v Speaker 1>the kind of thing that if he told anyone, they'd

894
00:48:13.480 --> 00:48:16.840
<v Speaker 1>have called him a liar. So he didn't tell anyone.

895
00:48:16.920 --> 00:48:19.519
<v Speaker 1>He took the trap down with a long stick, packed

896
00:48:19.519 --> 00:48:21.960
<v Speaker 1>it back into his sack, and kept walking the line.

897
00:48:22.800 --> 00:48:25.079
<v Speaker 1>The next set, two miles up the line, was a

898
00:48:25.119 --> 00:48:28.280
<v Speaker 1>Martin cubby. A cubby is a small wooden box you

899
00:48:28.360 --> 00:48:31.159
<v Speaker 1>build to enclose the trap so birds don't get caught

900
00:48:31.159 --> 00:48:34.679
<v Speaker 1>in it. He'd built that particular cubby about three weeks before.

901
00:48:35.480 --> 00:48:37.840
<v Speaker 1>When he walked up to it, the cubby was still there,

902
00:48:38.400 --> 00:48:41.239
<v Speaker 1>but it had been turned around. He stopped and looked

903
00:48:41.280 --> 00:48:43.800
<v Speaker 1>at it for a long time. The cubby was a

904
00:48:43.840 --> 00:48:47.039
<v Speaker 1>foot and a half square made of cedar boards nailed

905
00:48:47.039 --> 00:48:49.800
<v Speaker 1>to the side of a maple about waist high. He'd

906
00:48:49.840 --> 00:48:54.400
<v Speaker 1>nailed it himself, and someone or something had pried it

907
00:48:54.440 --> 00:48:57.239
<v Speaker 1>off the tree, turned it one hundred and eighty degrees

908
00:48:57.760 --> 00:49:01.960
<v Speaker 1>and renailed it. The trap was still set, the bait

909
00:49:02.039 --> 00:49:04.760
<v Speaker 1>was still in place, but the opening of the cubby

910
00:49:04.880 --> 00:49:07.840
<v Speaker 1>was now facing the tree, which meant nothing could ever

911
00:49:07.880 --> 00:49:10.639
<v Speaker 1>get into it. The cubby had been disabled in a

912
00:49:10.639 --> 00:49:13.480
<v Speaker 1>way that took thought, in a way that took fingers,

913
00:49:14.079 --> 00:49:17.239
<v Speaker 1>in a way that took tools or hands strong enough

914
00:49:17.280 --> 00:49:20.320
<v Speaker 1>to be tools. He told me his stomach went cold.

915
00:49:20.840 --> 00:49:23.079
<v Speaker 1>He told me he stood there for probably ten minutes,

916
00:49:23.440 --> 00:49:27.239
<v Speaker 1>just trying to talk himself into a rational explanation. Maybe

917
00:49:27.280 --> 00:49:29.960
<v Speaker 1>a person had done it, Maybe somebody from a nearby

918
00:49:30.000 --> 00:49:32.800
<v Speaker 1>camp had a problem with trappers and was harassing him.

919
00:49:33.119 --> 00:49:36.119
<v Speaker 1>Except there were no camps nearby. He was on state

920
00:49:36.159 --> 00:49:39.880
<v Speaker 1>forest land and country that almost nobody used. He hadn't

921
00:49:39.880 --> 00:49:41.920
<v Speaker 1>seen another human footprint in those woods.

922
00:49:41.920 --> 00:49:42.719
<v Speaker 2>In two seasons.

923
00:49:43.440 --> 00:49:45.360
<v Speaker 1>He sat down on a stump and he did something

924
00:49:45.400 --> 00:49:48.519
<v Speaker 1>he'd never done in twenty years of running trap lines.

925
00:49:49.199 --> 00:49:49.800
<v Speaker 2>He prayed.

926
00:49:50.360 --> 00:49:52.559
<v Speaker 1>He told me he hadn't prayed since his confirmation when

927
00:49:52.599 --> 00:49:54.880
<v Speaker 1>he was a kid. But he sat on that stump

928
00:49:54.920 --> 00:49:57.559
<v Speaker 1>in the half light, and he said something quiet and short,

929
00:49:57.840 --> 00:50:01.079
<v Speaker 1>and then he got up and started walking again. The

930
00:50:01.119 --> 00:50:03.159
<v Speaker 1>third set is the one I want to tell you about.

931
00:50:03.639 --> 00:50:05.920
<v Speaker 1>The third set was about a half mile further up

932
00:50:05.960 --> 00:50:08.800
<v Speaker 1>the line, in a flat spot where a small spring

933
00:50:08.880 --> 00:50:12.440
<v Speaker 1>fed into a tamarack swamp. He'd put a foothold trap

934
00:50:12.480 --> 00:50:14.880
<v Speaker 1>there for an otter. He had a piece of dried

935
00:50:14.920 --> 00:50:17.280
<v Speaker 1>fish for bait, and the trap was set in the

936
00:50:17.320 --> 00:50:20.280
<v Speaker 1>shallow water at the edge of the spring. When he

937
00:50:20.320 --> 00:50:22.559
<v Speaker 1>walked up, the trap was sprung but empty.

938
00:50:23.159 --> 00:50:23.880
<v Speaker 2>That was normal.

939
00:50:24.480 --> 00:50:26.960
<v Speaker 1>Otters can be hard to catch. But on the bank

940
00:50:27.000 --> 00:50:29.960
<v Speaker 1>above the trap, on the moss, there was a deer,

941
00:50:30.679 --> 00:50:34.559
<v Speaker 1>a white tailed deer, not full grown, maybe a button

942
00:50:34.599 --> 00:50:37.960
<v Speaker 1>buck or a yearling dough. It was lying on its side.

943
00:50:38.559 --> 00:50:41.559
<v Speaker 1>Its body had been arranged, the legs had been folded

944
00:50:41.639 --> 00:50:43.639
<v Speaker 1>under it, the way a deer folds its legs when

945
00:50:43.679 --> 00:50:47.239
<v Speaker 1>it beds down. The head was upright balanced on the neck,

946
00:50:47.320 --> 00:50:49.440
<v Speaker 1>like the deer was alive and looking at the trap.

947
00:50:50.199 --> 00:50:53.519
<v Speaker 1>There was no blood. The deer was intact, no wounds,

948
00:50:53.559 --> 00:50:58.199
<v Speaker 1>he could see, no torn flesh, just dead and placed

949
00:50:58.199 --> 00:51:01.360
<v Speaker 1>there like someone had said up to watch the trap.

950
00:51:01.960 --> 00:51:04.239
<v Speaker 1>He told me he just stood there. He said, his

951
00:51:04.320 --> 00:51:07.079
<v Speaker 1>ears started ringing, and he had this feeling all over

952
00:51:07.079 --> 00:51:09.400
<v Speaker 1>his skin, like he was being looked at from every

953
00:51:09.440 --> 00:51:12.360
<v Speaker 1>direction at once. He said, he couldn't move for what

954
00:51:12.440 --> 00:51:15.519
<v Speaker 1>felt like a long time, and then he heard a knock.

955
00:51:16.239 --> 00:51:19.599
<v Speaker 1>It came from the Tamarack swamp north of it, a

956
00:51:19.719 --> 00:51:23.159
<v Speaker 1>solid wood on wood sound, like someone striking a tree

957
00:51:23.199 --> 00:51:28.039
<v Speaker 1>trunk with a piece of hardwood, slow, deliberate. One knock,

958
00:51:28.719 --> 00:51:32.000
<v Speaker 1>then a pause of maybe ten seconds. Then another knock

959
00:51:32.280 --> 00:51:35.840
<v Speaker 1>from a different direction east of him this time, then

960
00:51:35.880 --> 00:51:41.880
<v Speaker 1>ten seconds, then another from due south behind him. Three knocks,

961
00:51:42.400 --> 00:51:46.079
<v Speaker 1>three positions. He told me he understood the moment he

962
00:51:46.079 --> 00:51:49.519
<v Speaker 1>heard the third one, that he was inside something, inside

963
00:51:49.559 --> 00:51:52.760
<v Speaker 1>a circle, inside a perimeter that had been drawn around

964
00:51:52.840 --> 00:51:56.239
<v Speaker 1>him by things he couldn't see. He didn't run, He

965
00:51:56.320 --> 00:52:00.000
<v Speaker 1>told me that specifically. I didn't run because I did

966
00:52:00.000 --> 00:52:02.880
<v Speaker 1>didn't want them to know I was scared. He turned

967
00:52:02.880 --> 00:52:07.039
<v Speaker 1>and he started walking back the way he'd come, slow, steady,

968
00:52:07.719 --> 00:52:11.440
<v Speaker 1>lantern up rifle in his other hand. He told me

969
00:52:11.480 --> 00:52:13.360
<v Speaker 1>that he made it about one hundred yards back down

970
00:52:13.440 --> 00:52:17.360
<v Speaker 1>the trail, and that's when he saw one, just one,

971
00:52:17.400 --> 00:52:20.079
<v Speaker 1>standing on a low rise above the trail, in the

972
00:52:20.079 --> 00:52:24.400
<v Speaker 1>gray dawn, between two big white pines. He said it

973
00:52:24.440 --> 00:52:27.440
<v Speaker 1>was tall. He gave me a number. He said a

974
00:52:27.440 --> 00:52:29.840
<v Speaker 1>head and a half taller than him, which would put

975
00:52:29.840 --> 00:52:32.679
<v Speaker 1>it close to seven and a half feet. But unlike

976
00:52:32.719 --> 00:52:36.239
<v Speaker 1>what people usually describe, this one was not bulky. It

977
00:52:36.280 --> 00:52:40.719
<v Speaker 1>was lean. He kept using that word, lean, like a

978
00:52:40.719 --> 00:52:45.400
<v Speaker 1>man who'd been starved. Long armed, long legged. The body

979
00:52:45.480 --> 00:52:48.280
<v Speaker 1>was covered in coarse hair that was mostly gray, with

980
00:52:48.360 --> 00:52:51.480
<v Speaker 1>darker patches around the shoulders and the head. The hair

981
00:52:51.559 --> 00:52:53.760
<v Speaker 1>was short on the chest and longer on the limbs,

982
00:52:54.239 --> 00:52:55.280
<v Speaker 1>almost like fringe.

983
00:52:56.039 --> 00:52:56.519
<v Speaker 2>The face.

984
00:52:57.480 --> 00:52:59.800
<v Speaker 1>He didn't look at the face long, but he gave

985
00:52:59.840 --> 00:53:04.079
<v Speaker 1>me what he saw. The skin was light, almost ash colored,

986
00:53:04.400 --> 00:53:07.280
<v Speaker 1>around the eyes and the mouth, but it darkened along

987
00:53:07.320 --> 00:53:11.280
<v Speaker 1>the cheekbones and the jaw. The features were narrow, not

988
00:53:11.440 --> 00:53:15.360
<v Speaker 1>the broad, heavy face you usually hear about. A narrower jaw,

989
00:53:15.679 --> 00:53:19.920
<v Speaker 1>sharper cheekbones, a longer nose. He said it looked older

990
00:53:19.920 --> 00:53:23.320
<v Speaker 1>than it should have, like a sick man, looks like

991
00:53:23.400 --> 00:53:26.400
<v Speaker 1>the bones were too close to the skin. The eyes

992
00:53:26.400 --> 00:53:30.599
<v Speaker 1>were the color of dirty ice, pale gray, not reflective

993
00:53:30.639 --> 00:53:34.280
<v Speaker 1>in the lantern light, just pale. It was looking down

994
00:53:34.360 --> 00:53:38.559
<v Speaker 1>at him. It wasn't moving, it wasn't breathing fast, It

995
00:53:38.599 --> 00:53:41.800
<v Speaker 1>wasn't doing anything except standing there between those two pines

996
00:53:42.039 --> 00:53:44.440
<v Speaker 1>and watching him, with its hands at its sides and

997
00:53:44.480 --> 00:53:47.599
<v Speaker 1>its mouth slightly open. He said, the worst part was

998
00:53:47.599 --> 00:53:51.880
<v Speaker 1>that it didn't seem dangerous. It seemed tired. It seemed annoyed,

999
00:53:52.280 --> 00:53:55.880
<v Speaker 1>the way some accounts describe. But underneath the annoyance there

1000
00:53:55.920 --> 00:54:00.360
<v Speaker 1>was something else, something that looked, to my grandfather almost

1001
00:54:00.400 --> 00:54:04.760
<v Speaker 1>like sadness. He said, he had the strangest, most unwelcome thought.

1002
00:54:05.280 --> 00:54:08.519
<v Speaker 1>He thought, this thing has problems of its own, and

1003
00:54:08.559 --> 00:54:11.360
<v Speaker 1>whatever those problems are, I'm one more On top of

1004
00:54:11.360 --> 00:54:15.599
<v Speaker 1>the pile. He kept walking, he didn't stop. He kept

1005
00:54:15.599 --> 00:54:17.280
<v Speaker 1>his eyes on it as long as he could, and

1006
00:54:17.320 --> 00:54:20.000
<v Speaker 1>then the trail bent and the pines were behind him

1007
00:54:20.119 --> 00:54:22.800
<v Speaker 1>and he was out of its sight. He pulled five

1008
00:54:22.880 --> 00:54:25.639
<v Speaker 1>more traps off the line that day. He didn't even

1009
00:54:25.639 --> 00:54:28.199
<v Speaker 1>take the time to coil the chains. He just yanked

1010
00:54:28.199 --> 00:54:30.440
<v Speaker 1>the steaks and threw them in his sack and kept moving.

1011
00:54:31.159 --> 00:54:34.039
<v Speaker 1>He left twenty traps in the woods. He never went

1012
00:54:34.119 --> 00:54:37.400
<v Speaker 1>back for them. He never trapped that drainage again, not

1013
00:54:37.480 --> 00:54:41.920
<v Speaker 1>in seventy three, not in seventy four, not ever. He

1014
00:54:42.000 --> 00:54:44.760
<v Speaker 1>told my grandmother that night. He sat at her kitchen

1015
00:54:44.800 --> 00:54:47.480
<v Speaker 1>table and told her exactly what I'm telling you, And

1016
00:54:47.519 --> 00:54:49.760
<v Speaker 1>he said one thing to her that he repeated to

1017
00:54:49.800 --> 00:54:54.199
<v Speaker 1>me twenty eight years later. He said, Lilah, there's something

1018
00:54:54.239 --> 00:54:57.239
<v Speaker 1>living in those tamaracks that I do not understand, and

1019
00:54:57.280 --> 00:54:59.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm never going to walk into that swamp again.

1020
00:55:00.199 --> 00:55:01.000
<v Speaker 2>She believed him.

1021
00:55:01.599 --> 00:55:04.039
<v Speaker 1>She told me years after he died that she could

1022
00:55:04.079 --> 00:55:07.199
<v Speaker 1>see it in his face. She said, my grandfather had

1023
00:55:07.199 --> 00:55:09.800
<v Speaker 1>come back from the Pacific in nineteen forty six with

1024
00:55:09.920 --> 00:55:12.239
<v Speaker 1>shrapnel in his hip and a look in his eye

1025
00:55:12.280 --> 00:55:15.199
<v Speaker 1>that she'd never seen before. And the only other time

1026
00:55:15.239 --> 00:55:17.639
<v Speaker 1>in her life she'd seen that look was the night

1027
00:55:17.719 --> 00:55:19.840
<v Speaker 1>he came home from the Bois Brute and told her

1028
00:55:19.840 --> 00:55:23.000
<v Speaker 1>about the deer on the moss. He kept trapping for

1029
00:55:23.039 --> 00:55:26.920
<v Speaker 1>another fifteen years. He just moved his line east into

1030
00:55:27.000 --> 00:55:30.320
<v Speaker 1>different country. He never explained to his customers why he

1031
00:55:30.320 --> 00:55:34.199
<v Speaker 1>stopped getting Fisher and Martin out of the Bois Brutal drainage.

1032
00:55:34.280 --> 00:55:37.360
<v Speaker 1>He just changed his territory and that was that. I

1033
00:55:37.440 --> 00:55:40.599
<v Speaker 1>asked him that afternoon in two thousand why he was

1034
00:55:40.639 --> 00:55:43.320
<v Speaker 1>telling me. He looked at me for a long time.

1035
00:55:44.039 --> 00:55:47.199
<v Speaker 1>He had these pale blue eyes and they were filmed

1036
00:55:47.199 --> 00:55:51.119
<v Speaker 1>over with cataracts. At the end, he said, Katie, I'm

1037
00:55:51.119 --> 00:55:53.480
<v Speaker 1>not going to be around forever, and I want one

1038
00:55:53.519 --> 00:55:55.920
<v Speaker 1>person in this family to know what happened up there,

1039
00:55:56.639 --> 00:55:59.119
<v Speaker 1>so you know I'm not crazy. So when you read

1040
00:55:59.119 --> 00:56:01.079
<v Speaker 1>about something like this in a book or hear about

1041
00:56:01.079 --> 00:56:04.159
<v Speaker 1>it on the radio, you don't dismiss it. You think

1042
00:56:04.159 --> 00:56:06.880
<v Speaker 1>about your grandfather standing on that trail in the dawn light,

1043
00:56:07.199 --> 00:56:10.559
<v Speaker 1>and you remember he went back to splitting wood. We

1044
00:56:10.599 --> 00:56:13.760
<v Speaker 1>didn't talk about it again. He died four years later,

1045
00:56:14.119 --> 00:56:18.239
<v Speaker 1>peacefully in his sleep. My grandmother passed a few years later.

1046
00:56:18.880 --> 00:56:20.559
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to send this to you because I think

1047
00:56:20.599 --> 00:56:23.760
<v Speaker 1>cal would have appreciated what you're doing. He wasn't a

1048
00:56:23.760 --> 00:56:26.880
<v Speaker 1>man who needed his story believed by everybody. He just

1049
00:56:27.000 --> 00:56:31.360
<v Speaker 1>needed it told once somewhere by somebody before all of

1050
00:56:31.440 --> 00:56:35.000
<v Speaker 1>us who knew him are gone too. Thank you for listening,

1051
00:56:35.639 --> 00:56:39.280
<v Speaker 1>Caitlin the deer on the moss, the trap hanging in

1052
00:56:39.320 --> 00:56:43.920
<v Speaker 1>the hemlock, the cubby pried off and renailed backwards. Those

1053
00:56:43.960 --> 00:56:46.800
<v Speaker 1>details have a kind of intelligence behind them. It's hard

1054
00:56:46.800 --> 00:56:50.159
<v Speaker 1>to file under the heading of unknown ape. They suggest

1055
00:56:50.199 --> 00:56:53.360
<v Speaker 1>something I'm not sure I have the vocabulary for a

1056
00:56:53.360 --> 00:56:57.719
<v Speaker 1>behavior that's neither animal nor human, but is also not random.

1057
00:56:58.119 --> 00:57:00.440
<v Speaker 1>Cal stood in those woods at dawn and was shown

1058
00:57:00.519 --> 00:57:03.519
<v Speaker 1>in a sequence that something in there had the patience

1059
00:57:03.559 --> 00:57:06.079
<v Speaker 1>and the dexterity to alter his sets in ways that

1060
00:57:06.159 --> 00:57:09.199
<v Speaker 1>required reasoning. And then it let him see one of

1061
00:57:09.239 --> 00:57:15.159
<v Speaker 1>its own, lean, gray, tired looking standing between two pines.

1062
00:57:15.800 --> 00:57:18.840
<v Speaker 1>And then it let him walk out. Our fifth and

1063
00:57:18.880 --> 00:57:22.920
<v Speaker 1>final account comes from northern California. A woman named Marisol

1064
00:57:23.079 --> 00:57:26.119
<v Speaker 1>was thirty three years old in twenty fifteen, working as

1065
00:57:26.159 --> 00:57:31.519
<v Speaker 1>a freelance photographer specializing in remote landscape and astrophotography. She

1066
00:57:31.679 --> 00:57:34.440
<v Speaker 1>was on a solo overnight trip into the Trinity Alps

1067
00:57:34.480 --> 00:57:36.920
<v Speaker 1>wilderness when she set up her camp at a small

1068
00:57:36.960 --> 00:57:40.280
<v Speaker 1>alpine lake and saw something across the water that she's

1069
00:57:40.280 --> 00:57:43.920
<v Speaker 1>been carrying ever since. The way she describes the encounter,

1070
00:57:44.280 --> 00:57:47.159
<v Speaker 1>particularly what she saw through her zoom lens, is one

1071
00:57:47.199 --> 00:57:49.679
<v Speaker 1>of the more haunting accounts I've received in some time.

1072
00:57:50.519 --> 00:57:53.960
<v Speaker 1>Here's Marisol. I'm going to send this and probably regret it.

1073
00:57:54.719 --> 00:57:57.039
<v Speaker 1>I've started writing this four times in the last three

1074
00:57:57.119 --> 00:58:01.719
<v Speaker 1>years and deleted it four times forty three Now. The

1075
00:58:01.840 --> 00:58:03.800
<v Speaker 1>encounter I want to tell you about happened when I

1076
00:58:03.880 --> 00:58:06.639
<v Speaker 1>was thirty three. I don't talk about it in person

1077
00:58:07.079 --> 00:58:10.079
<v Speaker 1>because I can't talk about it in person. The one

1078
00:58:10.079 --> 00:58:12.920
<v Speaker 1>time I tried, I got about two sentences in before

1079
00:58:12.960 --> 00:58:15.920
<v Speaker 1>my throat closed up and I had to leave the room.

1080
00:58:16.119 --> 00:58:18.320
<v Speaker 1>So an email is the only way it's ever going

1081
00:58:18.360 --> 00:58:20.119
<v Speaker 1>to get out of my head and into the world.

1082
00:58:20.719 --> 00:58:21.559
<v Speaker 2>Take it or leave it.

1083
00:58:22.079 --> 00:58:25.760
<v Speaker 1>My name is Marsol. I live in Ashland, Oregon. In

1084
00:58:25.840 --> 00:58:29.440
<v Speaker 1>twenty fifteen, I was a working photographer specializing in landscape

1085
00:58:29.480 --> 00:58:33.480
<v Speaker 1>and astrophotography. I made my living shooting for outdoor brands

1086
00:58:33.519 --> 00:58:36.760
<v Speaker 1>and for a couple of regional publications, and I supplemented

1087
00:58:36.760 --> 00:58:40.800
<v Speaker 1>that with print sales. The work was mostly remote. I'd

1088
00:58:40.840 --> 00:58:43.760
<v Speaker 1>hike into alpine lakes and granite basins and stay for

1089
00:58:43.800 --> 00:58:46.599
<v Speaker 1>one or two nights, shoot at night and at dawn,

1090
00:58:46.920 --> 00:58:49.519
<v Speaker 1>and pack out. I want to be clear that I

1091
00:58:49.599 --> 00:58:52.039
<v Speaker 1>was not new to this. I had ten years of

1092
00:58:52.039 --> 00:58:55.400
<v Speaker 1>solo backcountry experience. By then, I knew how to pick

1093
00:58:55.400 --> 00:58:58.599
<v Speaker 1>a camp site. I knew how to handle bears. I'd

1094
00:58:58.639 --> 00:59:01.159
<v Speaker 1>been charged by a cow l once and stayed calm

1095
00:59:01.280 --> 00:59:03.440
<v Speaker 1>enough to back out without losing any of my gear.

1096
00:59:04.159 --> 00:59:07.239
<v Speaker 1>I was capable. I want that on the record because

1097
00:59:07.239 --> 00:59:09.119
<v Speaker 1>what I'm about to describe is going to make me

1098
00:59:09.199 --> 00:59:11.960
<v Speaker 1>sound like I panicked. And the reason it matters that

1099
00:59:12.000 --> 00:59:14.400
<v Speaker 1>I panicked is because I'm not someone who panics in

1100
00:59:14.440 --> 00:59:18.239
<v Speaker 1>the woods. In late August of twenty fifteen, I went

1101
00:59:18.280 --> 00:59:21.960
<v Speaker 1>into the Trinity Alps Wilderness in northern California for an overnight.

1102
00:59:22.800 --> 00:59:25.280
<v Speaker 1>There's a small lake there I'd been to twice before.

1103
00:59:26.000 --> 00:59:30.000
<v Speaker 1>It sits at maybe seven thousand feet in a granite cirque,

1104
00:59:30.079 --> 00:59:32.440
<v Speaker 1>and from the right angle you can shoot the Milky Way,

1105
00:59:32.639 --> 00:59:34.920
<v Speaker 1>arching directly over the ridge to the south.

1106
00:59:35.840 --> 00:59:37.400
<v Speaker 2>The hike in is about six.

1107
00:59:37.239 --> 00:59:40.159
<v Speaker 1>Miles, all of it on a maintained trail, except for

1108
00:59:40.199 --> 00:59:43.599
<v Speaker 1>the last quarter mile, which is a use trail through Tallus.

1109
00:59:44.360 --> 00:59:47.320
<v Speaker 1>I left the trailhead around two in the afternoon. I

1110
00:59:47.320 --> 00:59:49.159
<v Speaker 1>wanted to get to the lake by five so I

1111
00:59:49.159 --> 00:59:52.239
<v Speaker 1>could set up camp, eat dinner, and have everything ready

1112
00:59:52.280 --> 00:59:57.039
<v Speaker 1>before the stars came out. The hike in was uneventful, hot, dry,

1113
00:59:57.159 --> 01:00:01.159
<v Speaker 1>normal late summer conditions. I passed two backpackers heading out

1114
01:00:01.199 --> 01:00:03.760
<v Speaker 1>on the lower section and didn't see another soul above

1115
01:00:03.760 --> 01:00:04.519
<v Speaker 1>the trail junction.

1116
01:00:04.760 --> 01:00:05.920
<v Speaker 2>Stay tuned for more.

1117
01:00:05.760 --> 01:00:09.360
<v Speaker 1>Backwoods big Foot stories. We'll be back after these messages.

1118
01:00:11.679 --> 01:00:13.840
<v Speaker 1>I got to the lake right around five point fifteen.

1119
01:00:14.679 --> 01:00:17.599
<v Speaker 1>The light was that long, gold late afternoon light that

1120
01:00:17.639 --> 01:00:21.480
<v Speaker 1>photographers love, raking across the granite and lighting up the

1121
01:00:21.519 --> 01:00:24.800
<v Speaker 1>eastern wall of the cirque. I dropped my pack at

1122
01:00:24.840 --> 01:00:27.440
<v Speaker 1>my usual site, a flat spot in the lee of

1123
01:00:27.480 --> 01:00:29.960
<v Speaker 1>a boulder, about thirty feet from the water on the

1124
01:00:29.960 --> 01:00:33.119
<v Speaker 1>west side of the lake. The lake itself is small,

1125
01:00:33.639 --> 01:00:37.039
<v Speaker 1>maybe two hundred yards across at the widest point. The

1126
01:00:37.079 --> 01:00:39.760
<v Speaker 1>east shore is talus, and the south end has a

1127
01:00:39.840 --> 01:00:43.239
<v Speaker 1>narrow grassy meadow that runs up into a notch. The

1128
01:00:43.280 --> 01:00:46.920
<v Speaker 1>water is glacier clear. You can see rocks twenty feet down.

1129
01:00:47.679 --> 01:00:50.920
<v Speaker 1>I set my tent up, I filtered water, I got

1130
01:00:50.960 --> 01:00:54.239
<v Speaker 1>dinner started, just a freeze dried meal and a jet boil.

1131
01:00:55.079 --> 01:00:57.320
<v Speaker 1>The whole time I was working, I had a feeling.

1132
01:00:58.000 --> 01:00:59.639
<v Speaker 1>I didn't feel watched exactly.

1133
01:01:00.159 --> 01:01:01.119
<v Speaker 2>I felt accompanied.

1134
01:01:01.639 --> 01:01:04.199
<v Speaker 1>That's the only word I can come up with like

1135
01:01:04.239 --> 01:01:06.639
<v Speaker 1>there was somebody else in the cirque with me, but

1136
01:01:06.639 --> 01:01:09.440
<v Speaker 1>they weren't paying attention to me. They were just there

1137
01:01:09.800 --> 01:01:14.360
<v Speaker 1>doing something else, and I was peripheral. The feeling wasn't threatening.

1138
01:01:14.719 --> 01:01:17.960
<v Speaker 1>It was unsettling because of how mundane it was, like

1139
01:01:18.000 --> 01:01:20.000
<v Speaker 1>when you walk into a coffee shop and there's one

1140
01:01:20.000 --> 01:01:23.599
<v Speaker 1>other person at a table reading. You're not alone, but

1141
01:01:23.679 --> 01:01:27.639
<v Speaker 1>you're not really not alone either. I put my dinner

1142
01:01:27.679 --> 01:01:30.320
<v Speaker 1>aside to rehydrate, and I walked over to the lake

1143
01:01:30.360 --> 01:01:32.880
<v Speaker 1>to dip my hat in the water. It was hot,

1144
01:01:33.440 --> 01:01:36.079
<v Speaker 1>I was sweating from the hike. I knelt down at

1145
01:01:36.119 --> 01:01:38.360
<v Speaker 1>the shore and pushed my hat under, and as I

1146
01:01:38.440 --> 01:01:41.480
<v Speaker 1>was lifting it back out, I caught a smell. I've

1147
01:01:41.519 --> 01:01:43.880
<v Speaker 1>read accounts of this, and I know the standard description

1148
01:01:44.639 --> 01:01:48.880
<v Speaker 1>wet garbage, rotten meat, locker room stink. That's not what

1149
01:01:48.960 --> 01:01:52.559
<v Speaker 1>I smelled. What I smelled was a wet animal, heavy,

1150
01:01:53.159 --> 01:01:56.280
<v Speaker 1>like a barn that hasn't been mucked out. Underneath the

1151
01:01:56.280 --> 01:02:00.480
<v Speaker 1>wet animal smelled, there was something sweeter, almost fruity, like

1152
01:02:00.519 --> 01:02:02.559
<v Speaker 1>the smell that comes off a bear that's been eating

1153
01:02:02.599 --> 01:02:06.400
<v Speaker 1>berries for a month. It wasn't bad exactly, It was

1154
01:02:06.480 --> 01:02:12.119
<v Speaker 1>just intensely organic, intensely alive. I've smelled bears before. This

1155
01:02:12.280 --> 01:02:15.679
<v Speaker 1>was not a bear. The bass note was different, heavier,

1156
01:02:16.239 --> 01:02:17.079
<v Speaker 1>more musk in it.

1157
01:02:17.880 --> 01:02:18.519
<v Speaker 2>I stood up.

1158
01:02:19.079 --> 01:02:21.840
<v Speaker 1>The smell was coming from across the lake. There was

1159
01:02:21.880 --> 01:02:24.760
<v Speaker 1>a faint breeze blowing east to west from the Talis

1160
01:02:24.840 --> 01:02:27.760
<v Speaker 1>side toward me, and it was carrying the smell directly

1161
01:02:27.800 --> 01:02:31.400
<v Speaker 1>across the water. I looked across the lake. I didn't

1162
01:02:31.440 --> 01:02:34.639
<v Speaker 1>see anything at first. The talus on the east shore

1163
01:02:34.800 --> 01:02:37.920
<v Speaker 1>is broken granite the size of refrigerators, with a few

1164
01:02:37.960 --> 01:02:41.760
<v Speaker 1>twisted white bark pines growing out of cracks. The light

1165
01:02:41.840 --> 01:02:44.840
<v Speaker 1>was still good, but the eastern wall was now in shadow,

1166
01:02:45.280 --> 01:02:48.719
<v Speaker 1>which made the talus dark. Then I heard a rock move.

1167
01:02:49.519 --> 01:02:52.239
<v Speaker 1>If you've spent any time in alpine country, you know

1168
01:02:52.280 --> 01:02:56.320
<v Speaker 1>what a moving rock sounds like. Talis settles all the time,

1169
01:02:56.719 --> 01:03:00.599
<v Speaker 1>especially with temperature changes. But this wasn't a set of rock.

1170
01:03:01.039 --> 01:03:04.800
<v Speaker 1>This was a rock being displaced. A heavy, wet thunk,

1171
01:03:05.039 --> 01:03:07.880
<v Speaker 1>followed by a smaller clatter as something else shifted into

1172
01:03:07.880 --> 01:03:12.880
<v Speaker 1>the gap. Then a silence, then another displacement twenty feet

1173
01:03:12.920 --> 01:03:16.400
<v Speaker 1>to the right of the first one, then another. Whatever

1174
01:03:16.519 --> 01:03:18.719
<v Speaker 1>was moving over there was working its way along the

1175
01:03:18.800 --> 01:03:21.719
<v Speaker 1>talus toward the south end of the lake. I went

1176
01:03:21.760 --> 01:03:24.320
<v Speaker 1>back to my pack and got my camera out. I

1177
01:03:24.360 --> 01:03:26.760
<v Speaker 1>had my long zoom on it from earlier in the day,

1178
01:03:27.280 --> 01:03:30.440
<v Speaker 1>a seventy to two hundred. It's not a wild life

1179
01:03:30.480 --> 01:03:33.239
<v Speaker 1>lens by any stretch, but it gets you closer than

1180
01:03:33.239 --> 01:03:36.480
<v Speaker 1>your eyes do. I crouched behind the boulder and brought

1181
01:03:36.480 --> 01:03:39.400
<v Speaker 1>the camera up and looked across the lake. The first

1182
01:03:39.400 --> 01:03:41.559
<v Speaker 1>thing I saw was that the smell had a source.

1183
01:03:42.280 --> 01:03:44.639
<v Speaker 1>There was a depression of bent grass near the south

1184
01:03:44.719 --> 01:03:47.639
<v Speaker 1>end of the lake, right at the shoreline where something

1185
01:03:47.679 --> 01:03:50.960
<v Speaker 1>had been lying down. The grass was still moving back

1186
01:03:51.000 --> 01:03:53.880
<v Speaker 1>into shape. Whatever had been there had stood up and

1187
01:03:53.920 --> 01:03:57.840
<v Speaker 1>walked off recently. The depression was maybe seven feet long

1188
01:03:57.880 --> 01:04:02.159
<v Speaker 1>and three or four feet wide. Long body, a heavy body,

1189
01:04:02.880 --> 01:04:05.960
<v Speaker 1>something that had been resting on its side. I tracked

1190
01:04:06.000 --> 01:04:09.079
<v Speaker 1>the camera north along the talus where the rocks had

1191
01:04:09.119 --> 01:04:11.960
<v Speaker 1>been moving, and I saw it. It was at the

1192
01:04:12.079 --> 01:04:14.639
<v Speaker 1>edge of the talus, just where the rocks meet the

1193
01:04:14.719 --> 01:04:17.840
<v Speaker 1>strip of grass that runs along the lake shore. It

1194
01:04:17.840 --> 01:04:19.800
<v Speaker 1>had come down out of the rocks and was kneeling

1195
01:04:19.840 --> 01:04:25.159
<v Speaker 1>at the water, not standing, kneeling on both knees with

1196
01:04:25.280 --> 01:04:28.239
<v Speaker 1>its back to me. The first thing that registered was

1197
01:04:28.280 --> 01:04:32.280
<v Speaker 1>the size. Even kneeling, it was tall. The shoulders were

1198
01:04:32.360 --> 01:04:35.639
<v Speaker 1>as wide as I am tall. The torso was massive,

1199
01:04:36.079 --> 01:04:40.119
<v Speaker 1>V shaped, narrowing slightly at the hips. The arms were

1200
01:04:40.159 --> 01:04:43.880
<v Speaker 1>longer than a human's Proportionally. When it reached toward the water,

1201
01:04:44.159 --> 01:04:46.320
<v Speaker 1>the hand traveled further than it should have for a

1202
01:04:46.320 --> 01:04:47.920
<v Speaker 1>body that size.

1203
01:04:47.960 --> 01:04:48.880
<v Speaker 2>It was very dark.

1204
01:04:49.440 --> 01:04:52.000
<v Speaker 1>The hair was nearly black, but with a brown undertone

1205
01:04:52.039 --> 01:04:54.800
<v Speaker 1>where the light caught it. It was thick across the

1206
01:04:54.840 --> 01:05:00.880
<v Speaker 1>back and shoulders, and it lay flat, not fluffy, not matted, flat,

1207
01:05:01.719 --> 01:05:05.079
<v Speaker 1>almost groomed looking. There was a kind of mane along

1208
01:05:05.119 --> 01:05:06.960
<v Speaker 1>the upper back that came up to the base of

1209
01:05:07.000 --> 01:05:09.920
<v Speaker 1>the skull, where it joined a dense crest of hair

1210
01:05:10.039 --> 01:05:12.960
<v Speaker 1>on the head. It cupped its hand into the water

1211
01:05:13.079 --> 01:05:16.000
<v Speaker 1>and brought the water up to its mouth. I saw

1212
01:05:16.000 --> 01:05:19.880
<v Speaker 1>this clearly. It used its palm like a bowl, the

1213
01:05:19.920 --> 01:05:23.079
<v Speaker 1>fingers curled up to hold the water in. It drank

1214
01:05:23.119 --> 01:05:25.960
<v Speaker 1>from its own hand, not like a dog or a

1215
01:05:26.039 --> 01:05:30.800
<v Speaker 1>cat or a deer, not lapping, cupping the way a

1216
01:05:30.840 --> 01:05:33.000
<v Speaker 1>person would drink from a stream if they didn't have

1217
01:05:33.039 --> 01:05:37.000
<v Speaker 1>a cup. It did this three times. There was no rush,

1218
01:05:37.400 --> 01:05:41.599
<v Speaker 1>no watchfulness. It was relaxed. It was hydrating after a

1219
01:05:41.639 --> 01:05:44.440
<v Speaker 1>hot afternoon, the same as I had been twenty minutes

1220
01:05:44.480 --> 01:05:47.119
<v Speaker 1>earlier on the other side of the lake. Then it

1221
01:05:47.199 --> 01:05:50.400
<v Speaker 1>lifted its head and turned. It turned its head, only

1222
01:05:50.920 --> 01:05:54.360
<v Speaker 1>not its body, and it looked across the lake, and

1223
01:05:54.440 --> 01:05:57.719
<v Speaker 1>it saw me. The lens was on it. I was

1224
01:05:57.760 --> 01:06:01.039
<v Speaker 1>looking through the eyepiece, and in that moment I was

1225
01:06:01.079 --> 01:06:03.320
<v Speaker 1>looking at a face that filled most of my frame

1226
01:06:03.599 --> 01:06:06.480
<v Speaker 1>at two hundred millimeters across two hundred yards of water.

1227
01:06:07.360 --> 01:06:10.039
<v Speaker 1>The face was dark, not the same dark as the

1228
01:06:10.079 --> 01:06:14.599
<v Speaker 1>body hair, but darker, almost black around the eyes and mouth,

1229
01:06:15.000 --> 01:06:17.800
<v Speaker 1>with the hair receding slightly from the brow ridge so

1230
01:06:17.880 --> 01:06:21.079
<v Speaker 1>I could see the skin clearly. The brow ridge was

1231
01:06:21.119 --> 01:06:25.440
<v Speaker 1>heavy pronounced. It cast a shadow over the eyes from above.

1232
01:06:26.320 --> 01:06:29.360
<v Speaker 1>The cheeks were flat and broad. The nose was wide

1233
01:06:29.440 --> 01:06:33.480
<v Speaker 1>and short, very pushed in, the nostrils opening forward instead

1234
01:06:33.519 --> 01:06:37.480
<v Speaker 1>of downward. The mouth was a thin line. The jaw

1235
01:06:37.559 --> 01:06:39.920
<v Speaker 1>was square and heavy, but unlike a lot of the

1236
01:06:39.920 --> 01:06:44.039
<v Speaker 1>accounts I've read, this one had a chin, a small one,

1237
01:06:44.440 --> 01:06:47.280
<v Speaker 1>but a chin a definite point at the bottom of

1238
01:06:47.280 --> 01:06:51.119
<v Speaker 1>the jaw. The eyes were brown, like a person's eyes.

1239
01:06:51.760 --> 01:06:55.679
<v Speaker 1>They didn't reflect anything, they didn't glow. They were small,

1240
01:06:56.079 --> 01:06:59.400
<v Speaker 1>set deep, but they were intelligent. I want to be

1241
01:06:59.519 --> 01:07:02.159
<v Speaker 1>very clear about what I mean by that. I'm not

1242
01:07:02.159 --> 01:07:05.559
<v Speaker 1>saying they were thoughtful or conscious or whatever else people

1243
01:07:05.599 --> 01:07:08.440
<v Speaker 1>say when they want to elevate an animal. I'm saying

1244
01:07:08.440 --> 01:07:11.400
<v Speaker 1>that when they locked onto mine, through two hundred yards

1245
01:07:11.400 --> 01:07:14.559
<v Speaker 1>of distance and a camera lens, they saw me. They

1246
01:07:14.639 --> 01:07:18.360
<v Speaker 1>registered a person, not a shape, not a moving thing,

1247
01:07:19.039 --> 01:07:21.519
<v Speaker 1>a person, And in the time it took me to

1248
01:07:21.639 --> 01:07:25.159
<v Speaker 1>draw a breath, they had assessed me, decided what I was,

1249
01:07:25.639 --> 01:07:28.360
<v Speaker 1>and decided what to do about me. It just looked

1250
01:07:28.400 --> 01:07:32.639
<v Speaker 1>at me for about ten seconds. It didn't stand, it

1251
01:07:32.679 --> 01:07:36.639
<v Speaker 1>didn't snarl, it didn't run. It just held my eyes

1252
01:07:36.679 --> 01:07:39.480
<v Speaker 1>through the lens. And while it was looking at me,

1253
01:07:39.880 --> 01:07:42.920
<v Speaker 1>the muscles around its mouth shifted. The corners of the

1254
01:07:42.960 --> 01:07:47.400
<v Speaker 1>mouth moved very slightly downward. The brow furrowed. It was

1255
01:07:47.440 --> 01:07:51.239
<v Speaker 1>a frown, a subtle one, the same frown a person

1256
01:07:51.280 --> 01:07:53.679
<v Speaker 1>makes when they realized the line they'd been waiting in

1257
01:07:54.039 --> 01:07:56.760
<v Speaker 1>just got longer because somebody cut in front of them,

1258
01:07:57.119 --> 01:08:01.119
<v Speaker 1>an expression of mild, weary displeasure. Then it stood up.

1259
01:08:01.880 --> 01:08:04.320
<v Speaker 1>I've seen a lot of animals stand up over the years.

1260
01:08:04.840 --> 01:08:09.360
<v Speaker 1>Black bears, elk, moose, mountain goats, None of them stand

1261
01:08:09.440 --> 01:08:12.159
<v Speaker 1>up like this thing did. It went from a kneeling

1262
01:08:12.239 --> 01:08:16.159
<v Speaker 1>position to fully upright in one motion. There was no rocking,

1263
01:08:16.680 --> 01:08:20.119
<v Speaker 1>no leverage, no use of the hands for support. It

1264
01:08:20.239 --> 01:08:24.119
<v Speaker 1>just stood like its legs had hydraulics in them. The

1265
01:08:24.199 --> 01:08:26.680
<v Speaker 1>transition was so smooth that for a second my brain

1266
01:08:26.720 --> 01:08:30.319
<v Speaker 1>couldn't process it as movement. It was just shorter, and

1267
01:08:30.359 --> 01:08:34.800
<v Speaker 1>then it was tall. Standing it was massive. I'm guessing

1268
01:08:34.880 --> 01:08:38.079
<v Speaker 1>eight feet maybe a touch more. The shoulders had to

1269
01:08:38.079 --> 01:08:41.199
<v Speaker 1>be four feet wide. The arms hung past the knees.

1270
01:08:41.840 --> 01:08:44.199
<v Speaker 1>The hands were the size of dinner plates, with thick,

1271
01:08:44.199 --> 01:08:47.680
<v Speaker 1>blunt fingers. There was no neck to speak of. The

1272
01:08:47.720 --> 01:08:50.680
<v Speaker 1>head sat directly on the shoulders. It looked at me

1273
01:08:50.720 --> 01:08:54.039
<v Speaker 1>for a few more seconds while standing. The frown stayed.

1274
01:08:54.560 --> 01:08:58.720
<v Speaker 1>Then it turned very slowly and walked into the talus.

1275
01:08:59.359 --> 01:09:02.119
<v Speaker 1>The walk is the the other thing I have to describe.

1276
01:09:02.199 --> 01:09:05.960
<v Speaker 1>It was bipedal, but the gate was unusual. The legs

1277
01:09:05.960 --> 01:09:09.760
<v Speaker 1>were slightly bent at the knees the entire time, Even midstride,

1278
01:09:10.560 --> 01:09:12.840
<v Speaker 1>the hips swung in a way that human hips don't.

1279
01:09:13.720 --> 01:09:16.000
<v Speaker 1>There was a kind of gliding quality to the motion,

1280
01:09:16.600 --> 01:09:20.159
<v Speaker 1>but underneath the gliding there was incredible weight. I could

1281
01:09:20.159 --> 01:09:24.760
<v Speaker 1>hear the talis shifting under each step, big deep wet thunks,

1282
01:09:25.319 --> 01:09:27.760
<v Speaker 1>the same sound I'd heard earlier when I first noticed

1283
01:09:27.800 --> 01:09:33.039
<v Speaker 1>the rocks moving. Each step was deliberate placed. It wasn't running,

1284
01:09:33.439 --> 01:09:36.239
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't even hurrying. It was moving the way a

1285
01:09:36.239 --> 01:09:39.279
<v Speaker 1>person moves when they're done with an interaction, and walking

1286
01:09:39.359 --> 01:09:42.920
<v Speaker 1>away from it. It went up into the talus, it

1287
01:09:42.920 --> 01:09:46.119
<v Speaker 1>picked its way through the rocks. I watched it through

1288
01:09:46.119 --> 01:09:48.840
<v Speaker 1>the lens until it crested the talis field and went

1289
01:09:48.880 --> 01:09:52.199
<v Speaker 1>over a small ridge into the next basin. The whole

1290
01:09:52.239 --> 01:09:55.520
<v Speaker 1>departure took maybe ninety seconds. I watched all of it,

1291
01:09:56.079 --> 01:09:59.199
<v Speaker 1>and then it was gone. I lowered the camera. My

1292
01:09:59.279 --> 01:10:02.840
<v Speaker 1>hands were shaking, my ears were ringing. The smell was

1293
01:10:02.880 --> 01:10:04.920
<v Speaker 1>still in the air, but it was already getting fainter

1294
01:10:05.000 --> 01:10:07.800
<v Speaker 1>as the breeze pulled it east. I was alone at

1295
01:10:07.800 --> 01:10:11.479
<v Speaker 1>the lake again. I didn't sleep. I packed up my camp.

1296
01:10:12.079 --> 01:10:14.319
<v Speaker 1>I left my freeze dried dinner sitting in the jet

1297
01:10:14.359 --> 01:10:17.960
<v Speaker 1>boil untouched. I broke down my tent and shoved it

1298
01:10:17.960 --> 01:10:21.000
<v Speaker 1>into my pack without rolling it. I got my headlamp

1299
01:10:21.359 --> 01:10:23.159
<v Speaker 1>and at six point twenty in the evening, with the

1300
01:10:23.159 --> 01:10:25.880
<v Speaker 1>sun about to go behind the western ridge, I started

1301
01:10:25.920 --> 01:10:28.960
<v Speaker 1>hiking out. I hiked the six miles back to the

1302
01:10:28.960 --> 01:10:32.159
<v Speaker 1>trailhead in the dark. I tripped at least four times

1303
01:10:32.159 --> 01:10:35.680
<v Speaker 1>on the Talis section. I scraped both palms on the granite.

1304
01:10:36.119 --> 01:10:38.680
<v Speaker 1>I didn't stop. I made it back to my car

1305
01:10:38.800 --> 01:10:40.720
<v Speaker 1>around ten thirty at night, and I sat in the

1306
01:10:40.800 --> 01:10:43.279
<v Speaker 1>driver's seat with the doors locked and the engine running,

1307
01:10:43.279 --> 01:10:46.039
<v Speaker 1>and I cried for about half an hour. Then I

1308
01:10:46.119 --> 01:10:48.680
<v Speaker 1>drove the four hours home to Ashland, and I got

1309
01:10:48.680 --> 01:10:50.359
<v Speaker 1>home at four in the morning, and I got into

1310
01:10:50.359 --> 01:10:52.840
<v Speaker 1>bed with my clothes on, and lay there until the

1311
01:10:52.880 --> 01:10:56.520
<v Speaker 1>sun came up. I never reviewed the photographs I had

1312
01:10:56.520 --> 01:10:59.239
<v Speaker 1>been shooting all afternoon up to the lake. There were

1313
01:10:59.239 --> 01:11:02.159
<v Speaker 1>probably forty the exposures on the card, none of which

1314
01:11:02.159 --> 01:11:05.199
<v Speaker 1>I'd seen yet. I never put the card in my computer.

1315
01:11:05.880 --> 01:11:07.560
<v Speaker 1>I sat on it for two months, and then I

1316
01:11:07.600 --> 01:11:11.159
<v Speaker 1>formatted the card without ever looking at the images. I

1317
01:11:11.239 --> 01:11:14.039
<v Speaker 1>know that sounds insane. I know that anyone who's into

1318
01:11:14.039 --> 01:11:17.600
<v Speaker 1>bigfoot research would tell me I just destroyed evidence. But

1319
01:11:17.680 --> 01:11:19.520
<v Speaker 1>I want to tell you why I did it. I

1320
01:11:19.600 --> 01:11:21.680
<v Speaker 1>knew that if I looked at those photographs and there

1321
01:11:21.720 --> 01:11:24.279
<v Speaker 1>was nothing on the card from across the lake. I

1322
01:11:24.279 --> 01:11:27.239
<v Speaker 1>would start to doubt myself. I would start to wonder

1323
01:11:27.239 --> 01:11:30.359
<v Speaker 1>if I'd hallucinated it, and I would torment myself for

1324
01:11:30.399 --> 01:11:32.720
<v Speaker 1>the rest of my life trying to figure out what

1325
01:11:32.840 --> 01:11:35.560
<v Speaker 1>really happened. And I knew that if I looked at

1326
01:11:35.600 --> 01:11:38.279
<v Speaker 1>the card and there was something on it, my life

1327
01:11:38.279 --> 01:11:40.439
<v Speaker 1>was going to change in ways I didn't want it

1328
01:11:40.479 --> 01:11:43.680
<v Speaker 1>to change. I would have to do something with the image.

1329
01:11:43.840 --> 01:11:46.199
<v Speaker 1>I would have to share it, or hide it or

1330
01:11:46.239 --> 01:11:49.119
<v Speaker 1>destroy it. I would have to make decisions about something

1331
01:11:49.159 --> 01:11:52.039
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't ready to make decisions about. And I knew,

1332
01:11:52.279 --> 01:11:55.439
<v Speaker 1>sitting in my apartment looking at that little SD card

1333
01:11:55.800 --> 01:11:58.840
<v Speaker 1>that whichever it was, I didn't want to know, so

1334
01:11:58.960 --> 01:12:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I formatted it. I haven't done astraphotography since. I haven't

1335
01:12:02.920 --> 01:12:06.800
<v Speaker 1>done remote backcountry photography of any kind. Since I sold

1336
01:12:06.840 --> 01:12:09.479
<v Speaker 1>the long zoom lens. I sold the tent i'd been

1337
01:12:09.600 --> 01:12:12.800
<v Speaker 1>using that night. I switched to studio work and product

1338
01:12:12.840 --> 01:12:16.840
<v Speaker 1>photography and food photography. I shoot in cities now I

1339
01:12:16.880 --> 01:12:20.439
<v Speaker 1>shoot indoors. The view from my apartment window is of

1340
01:12:20.439 --> 01:12:23.119
<v Speaker 1>a parking lot and a fence, and I prefer it

1341
01:12:23.159 --> 01:12:26.640
<v Speaker 1>that way. People in my professional life ask me sometimes

1342
01:12:26.680 --> 01:12:29.840
<v Speaker 1>why I stopped doing wilderness work. It was my whole

1343
01:12:29.840 --> 01:12:33.000
<v Speaker 1>brand for years. I tell them I burned out. I

1344
01:12:33.039 --> 01:12:34.640
<v Speaker 1>tell them I got tired of the travel.

1345
01:12:35.399 --> 01:12:36.399
<v Speaker 2>None of that is true.

1346
01:12:36.760 --> 01:12:38.520
<v Speaker 1>The truth is that I was at a small lake

1347
01:12:38.560 --> 01:12:42.359
<v Speaker 1>in northern California in late August of twenty fifteen, and

1348
01:12:42.399 --> 01:12:45.119
<v Speaker 1>I watched something cut water in its hand and drink

1349
01:12:45.640 --> 01:12:47.560
<v Speaker 1>and then look across at me with a face like

1350
01:12:47.600 --> 01:12:49.000
<v Speaker 1>a tired man who'd.

1351
01:12:48.720 --> 01:12:49.680
<v Speaker 2>Just been interrupted.

1352
01:12:50.119 --> 01:12:51.800
<v Speaker 1>And I have not been able to put a camera

1353
01:12:51.880 --> 01:12:55.319
<v Speaker 1>up to my eye in a wild place since because

1354
01:12:55.319 --> 01:12:57.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm afraid of what might be at the other end

1355
01:12:57.119 --> 01:13:00.239
<v Speaker 1>of the frame. I don't know what it was. I'm

1356
01:13:00.279 --> 01:13:02.560
<v Speaker 1>not telling you it was a bigfoot. I'm not telling

1357
01:13:02.640 --> 01:13:05.000
<v Speaker 1>you it was a sasquatch. I don't know what those

1358
01:13:05.039 --> 01:13:07.359
<v Speaker 1>things are. I don't know if they're real in the

1359
01:13:07.359 --> 01:13:10.079
<v Speaker 1>way that deer are real. I'm telling you what I

1360
01:13:10.119 --> 01:13:12.840
<v Speaker 1>saw and what I smelled, and what it looked like

1361
01:13:13.239 --> 01:13:15.960
<v Speaker 1>and what it did. You can put whatever name you

1362
01:13:16.000 --> 01:13:18.479
<v Speaker 1>want on it. The detail I keep coming back to

1363
01:13:18.680 --> 01:13:21.279
<v Speaker 1>is the chin, that little point at the bottom of

1364
01:13:21.359 --> 01:13:24.720
<v Speaker 1>the jaw. Almost none of the descriptions I've read mentioned

1365
01:13:24.720 --> 01:13:27.760
<v Speaker 1>a chin. They all talk about heavy jaws, and almost

1366
01:13:27.800 --> 01:13:31.199
<v Speaker 1>no chin. This one had a chin. I saw it,

1367
01:13:31.800 --> 01:13:35.399
<v Speaker 1>and I remember thinking in the moment, that's a person's feature.

1368
01:13:35.920 --> 01:13:38.800
<v Speaker 1>That's a feature you see in human faces. And then

1369
01:13:38.840 --> 01:13:41.199
<v Speaker 1>I thought, no, that's a feature you see in some

1370
01:13:41.319 --> 01:13:46.199
<v Speaker 1>human faces, some not all. Whatever I was looking at

1371
01:13:46.399 --> 01:13:49.000
<v Speaker 1>it was different from what other people have seen. It

1372
01:13:49.119 --> 01:13:52.920
<v Speaker 1>was its own thing. It was an individual, and somehow

1373
01:13:52.960 --> 01:13:55.479
<v Speaker 1>that thought, that understanding that I was looking at an

1374
01:13:55.479 --> 01:13:59.600
<v Speaker 1>individual rather than a category, was the most disorienting part

1375
01:13:59.640 --> 01:14:02.560
<v Speaker 1>of the whole encounter. I thought I was alone at

1376
01:14:02.600 --> 01:14:06.800
<v Speaker 1>that lake. I wasn't. I'd been peripheral to whatever it

1377
01:14:06.880 --> 01:14:09.439
<v Speaker 1>had been doing, and it had been peripheral to me.

1378
01:14:10.199 --> 01:14:12.560
<v Speaker 1>And we had each been working through our late afternoon

1379
01:14:12.560 --> 01:14:14.840
<v Speaker 1>when the wind shifted and we had to acknowledge each

1380
01:14:14.880 --> 01:14:18.560
<v Speaker 1>other for ninety seconds, and then it walked away, and

1381
01:14:18.600 --> 01:14:21.520
<v Speaker 1>then I walked away, and we have both gone on

1382
01:14:21.720 --> 01:14:24.439
<v Speaker 1>with the rest of our lives in our own corners

1383
01:14:24.439 --> 01:14:27.319
<v Speaker 1>of the same continent. And only I have ever told

1384
01:14:27.359 --> 01:14:32.239
<v Speaker 1>anyone I'm telling you now, so somebody else knows Marisol

1385
01:14:32.760 --> 01:14:35.960
<v Speaker 1>the chin. I want to start there because I think

1386
01:14:36.000 --> 01:14:39.039
<v Speaker 1>Marisol put her finger on something the wider research community

1387
01:14:39.319 --> 01:14:44.720
<v Speaker 1>has not adequately reckoned with variation. The accounts I've collected

1388
01:14:44.720 --> 01:14:47.920
<v Speaker 1>over almost forty years describe a range of physical features

1389
01:14:47.920 --> 01:14:52.159
<v Speaker 1>that aren't uniform. Some are reddish, some are gray, some

1390
01:14:52.279 --> 01:14:55.880
<v Speaker 1>are nearly black. Some have heavy jaws and almost no chin.

1391
01:14:56.720 --> 01:14:59.920
<v Speaker 1>Some have what witnesses describe as more human like features.

1392
01:15:00.720 --> 01:15:03.439
<v Speaker 1>We talk about the species in singular, like we're talking

1393
01:15:03.479 --> 01:15:08.199
<v Speaker 1>about one animal, But these accounts describe individuals. Faces that

1394
01:15:08.239 --> 01:15:11.159
<v Speaker 1>are different from one another, bodies that are different from

1395
01:15:11.199 --> 01:15:14.840
<v Speaker 1>one another, behaviors that are different from one another. If

1396
01:15:14.880 --> 01:15:17.680
<v Speaker 1>these things are real, and I believe they are, then

1397
01:15:17.680 --> 01:15:20.720
<v Speaker 1>we're not looking at a single template repeated. We're looking

1398
01:15:20.720 --> 01:15:26.239
<v Speaker 1>at a population with variation, with family resemblance with individuals.

1399
01:15:26.760 --> 01:15:29.880
<v Speaker 1>That's a big claim. I'm not making it lightly, but

1400
01:15:30.000 --> 01:15:34.159
<v Speaker 1>you can't ignore five people, five different places across this country.

1401
01:15:34.720 --> 01:15:36.960
<v Speaker 1>None of them know each other, none of them were

1402
01:15:37.000 --> 01:15:40.520
<v Speaker 1>looking for this, none of them wanted it, and every

1403
01:15:40.520 --> 01:15:43.399
<v Speaker 1>single one of them describes something that if you line

1404
01:15:43.439 --> 01:15:46.880
<v Speaker 1>the accounts up side by side, share certain qualities that

1405
01:15:46.920 --> 01:15:51.159
<v Speaker 1>are hard to explain away. The size, the build, the

1406
01:15:51.199 --> 01:15:55.239
<v Speaker 1>way it moved, the intelligence behind the eyes, the smell,

1407
01:15:56.079 --> 01:15:58.760
<v Speaker 1>and that feeling, the one they all describe in their

1408
01:15:58.800 --> 01:16:01.680
<v Speaker 1>own way of being in the presence of something that

1409
01:16:01.800 --> 01:16:05.000
<v Speaker 1>understood exactly what they were and made a choice about

1410
01:16:05.000 --> 01:16:07.960
<v Speaker 1>what to do with that information. That's the part that

1411
01:16:08.000 --> 01:16:12.199
<v Speaker 1>gets me, the choice. These weren't accounts of something charging

1412
01:16:12.279 --> 01:16:15.439
<v Speaker 1>out of the brush and attacking. These were encounters where

1413
01:16:15.479 --> 01:16:18.880
<v Speaker 1>something looked at a human being, considered them, and either

1414
01:16:18.920 --> 01:16:21.119
<v Speaker 1>walked away or stood there long enough to make its

1415
01:16:21.119 --> 01:16:25.640
<v Speaker 1>presence known. That speaks to something. I don't know exactly

1416
01:16:25.680 --> 01:16:28.319
<v Speaker 1>what it speaks to, but it's not the behavior of

1417
01:16:28.359 --> 01:16:32.199
<v Speaker 1>a mindless animal. It's the behavior of something that's aware,

1418
01:16:32.840 --> 01:16:36.840
<v Speaker 1>something that has boundaries, something that on these particular nights

1419
01:16:36.840 --> 01:16:40.119
<v Speaker 1>and mornings, decided to let these particular people walk away

1420
01:16:40.439 --> 01:16:42.880
<v Speaker 1>with a story they'd carry for the rest of their lives.

1421
01:16:43.800 --> 01:16:46.479
<v Speaker 1>These are the accounts that sit with me, the ones

1422
01:16:46.520 --> 01:16:49.079
<v Speaker 1>where the aftermath tells you everything you need to know

1423
01:16:49.119 --> 01:16:52.199
<v Speaker 1>about the encounter itself. You don't have to believe what

1424
01:16:52.239 --> 01:16:55.119
<v Speaker 1>these people saw, You don't have to accept any of it.

1425
01:16:55.680 --> 01:16:58.000
<v Speaker 1>But what you can't do, what I don't think any

1426
01:16:58.079 --> 01:17:01.000
<v Speaker 1>honest person can do, is listen to the way these

1427
01:17:01.039 --> 01:17:04.359
<v Speaker 1>five people describe the way their lives changed and walk

1428
01:17:04.399 --> 01:17:08.239
<v Speaker 1>away thinking they're making it up. There's a cost to

1429
01:17:08.319 --> 01:17:12.359
<v Speaker 1>these experiences a real, measurable cost, and you can hear

1430
01:17:12.399 --> 01:17:15.560
<v Speaker 1>it in every word. If you've had an experience like these,

1431
01:17:15.920 --> 01:17:18.039
<v Speaker 1>if you've been carrying something and you've never had a

1432
01:17:18.039 --> 01:17:20.399
<v Speaker 1>place to put it down, I want you to know

1433
01:17:20.439 --> 01:17:23.279
<v Speaker 1>that this is that place. You can reach me through

1434
01:17:23.279 --> 01:17:28.640
<v Speaker 1>the website or at my email Brian. That's an at

1435
01:17:28.680 --> 01:17:33.520
<v Speaker 1>Paranormalworldproductions dot com, first names only if you want as

1436
01:17:33.560 --> 01:17:36.640
<v Speaker 1>much or as little detail as you're comfortable sharing. And

1437
01:17:36.720 --> 01:17:39.439
<v Speaker 1>I promise you whatever you send me, it won't be

1438
01:17:39.520 --> 01:17:43.239
<v Speaker 1>met with laughter, it won't be met with skepticism. It'll

1439
01:17:43.239 --> 01:17:45.760
<v Speaker 1>be met with the respect it deserves. Because I know

1440
01:17:45.840 --> 01:17:49.039
<v Speaker 1>what it costs to tell these stories. I've been in

1441
01:17:49.039 --> 01:17:52.760
<v Speaker 1>this field long enough to know. Until next time, stay

1442
01:17:52.800 --> 01:17:55.079
<v Speaker 1>safe out there. And if you're in the woods and

1443
01:17:55.119 --> 01:17:58.159
<v Speaker 1>something in your body tells you to pay attention, pay attention.

1444
01:17:58.920 --> 01:20:00.720
<v Speaker 1>These five people will tell you why don't do
