WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.280 --> 00:00:04.839 Baby, I'm a gamesteratu. It takes a little tangle. You 2 00:00:04.919 --> 00:00:06.599 don't want to mess with me. 3 00:00:06.599 --> 00:00:09.960 Mess with me, baby, I'm a gangstat. 4 00:00:12.439 --> 00:00:16.440 Oh baby, you're a game statue. 5 00:00:23.800 --> 00:00:26.800 For the warners, this podcast is designed to take you 6 00:00:26.839 --> 00:00:29.839 outside of your comfort zone and make you question reality 7 00:00:30.239 --> 00:00:39.640 Listening Discretion is a vibe the fellas. 8 00:00:41.600 --> 00:00:44.079 This ain't my first time at the rodeos. 9 00:00:52.920 --> 00:00:54.560 M h. 10 00:00:59.320 --> 00:00:59.799 M hmmm. 11 00:01:02.600 --> 00:01:11.560 Hello and welcome back to the show everybody. So today 12 00:01:11.640 --> 00:01:17.799 I'm recording It's Saturday, February fourteenth, and that means yes, 13 00:01:18.159 --> 00:01:29.599 it's Valentine's Day everyone. So, who who is the lucky 14 00:01:29.640 --> 00:01:41.879 winner of the Little Sweetheart Valentine's Day giveaway? Well, drum 15 00:01:41.959 --> 00:01:47.239 roll please, the winner is. 16 00:01:51.079 --> 00:01:54.400 Michelle. Thank you, Michelle. 17 00:01:55.000 --> 00:01:59.400 I have emailed you and I sent you a message 18 00:01:59.400 --> 00:02:04.079 on Patreon on with the link where you can claim 19 00:02:04.480 --> 00:02:09.800 your six months of Patreon on me because you my 20 00:02:09.879 --> 00:02:14.879 little Sweethet. She seems to be from the UK or 21 00:02:14.960 --> 00:02:17.919 something like that. The email was a little weird. Check 22 00:02:18.000 --> 00:02:20.800 your junk mail if you don't see it in there, 23 00:02:22.400 --> 00:02:27.319 and also check your messages on Patreon. Room two three seven. 24 00:02:27.400 --> 00:02:36.639 Michelle winner winner Chicken Dinterer, You are the lucky winner 25 00:02:37.520 --> 00:02:43.639 of the Little Sweethets Valentine's Day giveaway. Congratulations, Thank you. 26 00:02:43.919 --> 00:02:48.080 There will be other giveaways in the future, so if 27 00:02:48.120 --> 00:02:51.439 you remain a member of Room two three seven, the 28 00:02:51.520 --> 00:02:54.800 longer you remember, the more chances you have at winning 29 00:02:54.879 --> 00:02:58.759 future giveaways, because I'll put your name in twice. So 30 00:03:02.240 --> 00:03:05.479 I got the part two for you of what could 31 00:03:05.479 --> 00:03:09.599 be a woman going through a psychotic break or some 32 00:03:09.639 --> 00:03:12.039 of the most dramatic shit I've ever heard in my life. 33 00:03:13.800 --> 00:03:15.960 Sra Survivor. Her name is Lindsay. 34 00:03:16.039 --> 00:03:18.639 We heard the first half of her story last time. 35 00:03:18.639 --> 00:03:21.199 We're gonna hear the second half of the story today. 36 00:03:22.039 --> 00:03:25.080 I'm gonna grab my cheetos. It's some interesting shit I 37 00:03:25.080 --> 00:03:27.560 already got. It's Valentine's Day, so this is all right. 38 00:03:28.680 --> 00:03:32.199 I got my bottle of wine thanks to my husband 39 00:03:43.400 --> 00:03:49.800 Stella rosa peach out of the bottle, been in the 40 00:03:49.840 --> 00:03:55.719 fridge all night, nice and chilled, delicioso. Happy Valentine's Day. 41 00:03:56.120 --> 00:03:59.400 Love all of you, guys, all of you, every single 42 00:03:59.400 --> 00:04:03.479 one of my lists is my little sweetheart. But unfortunately 43 00:04:03.639 --> 00:04:07.439 there can be only one winner for the giveaway. But 44 00:04:07.520 --> 00:04:10.759 I love all of you the same, Okay, Mama loves 45 00:04:10.800 --> 00:04:16.800 all her children equally. But you know, I was thinking 46 00:04:16.879 --> 00:04:20.560 about because we've been talking a lot about ritualism in 47 00:04:20.600 --> 00:04:24.680 the last couple episodes. You know, satanic ritualism. 48 00:04:25.600 --> 00:04:33.000 Obviously, hello be holes for days. But there is a. 49 00:04:33.000 --> 00:04:39.879 Part of me that recognizes my own ritualism, and everybody 50 00:04:40.000 --> 00:04:45.639 is guilty of it to some degree. Ritualism not saying 51 00:04:45.759 --> 00:04:48.639 like in a negative or dark way, or that you 52 00:04:48.680 --> 00:04:51.360 guys like chopping up babies and eating big chunks out 53 00:04:51.360 --> 00:04:52.959 of them and then raping the pieces. 54 00:04:53.120 --> 00:04:56.439 Not that kind of ritualism. 55 00:04:56.680 --> 00:05:00.600 Ritualism in the way, And maybe it's because I'm an 56 00:05:00.639 --> 00:05:06.480 OCD person in the way that I do certain. 57 00:05:06.199 --> 00:05:11.600 Things almost on a consistent. 58 00:05:11.079 --> 00:05:15.759 Daily basis, and maybe not even on a daily basis, 59 00:05:15.800 --> 00:05:22.920 but when the occasion arises, ritualism occurs almost daily. So 60 00:05:23.120 --> 00:05:28.639 for me examples, and I'm not talking about habits or 61 00:05:28.959 --> 00:05:32.519 daily routines, I'm talking about ritualism. 62 00:05:33.000 --> 00:05:34.399 Tell me I'm crazy. 63 00:05:34.439 --> 00:05:37.879 But am I the only person on earth who likes 64 00:05:38.000 --> 00:05:43.439 to eat certain things when they watch certain things? Like? 65 00:05:43.600 --> 00:05:48.759 For me, ritualism not like brushing your teeth or washing 66 00:05:48.759 --> 00:05:50.560 your ass, which I hope you do every day. 67 00:05:51.240 --> 00:05:53.800 I hope you do, but not judging. 68 00:05:54.000 --> 00:05:56.879 If you know you're in every other day shower person, 69 00:05:57.439 --> 00:06:01.920 I wouldn't be with yet, but that's another episode. I 70 00:06:01.920 --> 00:06:04.800 hope you do brush your teeth every day, though, because 71 00:06:04.879 --> 00:06:08.759 periodontal disease is some real shit and it's disgusting. 72 00:06:09.959 --> 00:06:10.600 Ah. 73 00:06:11.600 --> 00:06:19.759 So I'll crack open a couple bags of ramen, get 74 00:06:19.800 --> 00:06:23.319 my water going, put a couple of little eggs in there, 75 00:06:23.560 --> 00:06:28.160 give it a stir. Got the whole ramen situation going. 76 00:06:28.360 --> 00:06:34.560 I have my ramen recipe down to a science. Not 77 00:06:34.720 --> 00:06:39.240 too much water, okay, enough to make it a little 78 00:06:39.279 --> 00:06:42.759 soupy and blend in with the eggs. You don't want 79 00:06:42.759 --> 00:06:46.560 it too dry. Where your fucking seasoning packet looks like, 80 00:06:47.600 --> 00:06:50.160 you know, cheeto dust on the top of your noodles. 81 00:06:50.199 --> 00:06:54.079 You don't want that. You want to broth. You want 82 00:06:54.079 --> 00:06:57.160 a rolling boil. I cook my ramen on the stove, 83 00:06:58.279 --> 00:07:02.399 very classy, very dim, or we be using pots and 84 00:07:02.439 --> 00:07:07.959 pans up in this bitch. No microwaves. The texture of 85 00:07:08.079 --> 00:07:13.879 the noodle matters. So we have our ramen cooked in 86 00:07:13.959 --> 00:07:19.079 a pot on the stove, perfect water to seasoning packet ratio, 87 00:07:19.480 --> 00:07:27.240 couple eggs, and then I watch Sister Wives or Bridgerton, 88 00:07:27.439 --> 00:07:30.600 which Hello, new season and new season of love is 89 00:07:30.680 --> 00:07:34.680 blind love That shit this season is annoying me though, 90 00:07:35.360 --> 00:07:39.759 And I'm from Ohio. These people need a grammar lesson. 91 00:07:39.879 --> 00:07:42.519 They need to somebody needs to sit down and say, 92 00:07:43.040 --> 00:07:44.360 you sound like shit. 93 00:07:44.879 --> 00:07:46.120 Stop talking like this. 94 00:07:46.839 --> 00:07:51.480 No wonder you're single at forty Have you heard yourself speak? 95 00:07:52.639 --> 00:07:57.279 So I sit down with my ramen and I'll watch 96 00:07:57.759 --> 00:08:02.519 Sister Wives or Bridgerton and specific. 97 00:08:01.920 --> 00:08:04.360 Shows or movies go with the ramen. 98 00:08:05.160 --> 00:08:10.759 Specific shows and movies, go with pizza. 99 00:08:11.360 --> 00:08:13.040 Specific shows and. 100 00:08:13.160 --> 00:08:17.279 Movies, go with cheesy gordyd De currnch from Taco Bell. 101 00:08:18.560 --> 00:08:22.160 It's just ritualism. 102 00:08:24.079 --> 00:08:26.519 Like I get a little jumpy when I have a 103 00:08:26.600 --> 00:08:29.839 day off. The baby's in a good mood and I 104 00:08:29.839 --> 00:08:35.399 can just sit there and cook my ramen, leisurely, sit down, 105 00:08:36.279 --> 00:08:42.120 eat my ramen, watch my show. This is ritualism into 106 00:08:42.159 --> 00:08:47.559 some degree. Everyone on earth is guilty of it. And 107 00:08:47.679 --> 00:08:55.360 so when I introduce these topics to people about Satanic ritualism, 108 00:08:55.879 --> 00:09:00.799 what they're doing to kids, what they're you know, what 109 00:09:00.919 --> 00:09:05.799 they be up to, it's like it boggles the mind. 110 00:09:05.879 --> 00:09:11.600 And it's outside the reaches of anything that could possibly 111 00:09:11.679 --> 00:09:12.200 be real. 112 00:09:14.679 --> 00:09:16.879 Maybe not for you guys, because you know what the 113 00:09:16.879 --> 00:09:17.480 fuck is up. 114 00:09:17.519 --> 00:09:23.960 But if I'm trying to branch outside of my audience 115 00:09:24.159 --> 00:09:27.240 and maybe reach some people who haven't heard about this shit, 116 00:09:28.840 --> 00:09:35.080 it's like it started at some point in ancient fucking times. Okay, 117 00:09:35.679 --> 00:09:41.919 this isn't a new ritual. It's been added upon, it's 118 00:09:42.000 --> 00:09:48.480 been altered, it's been I think, maybe progressively worse. I 119 00:09:48.519 --> 00:09:52.399 think that's how it's we're all guilty of ritualism. I 120 00:09:52.440 --> 00:09:54.919 don't know why it's so crazy for people to think 121 00:09:54.960 --> 00:09:58.000 that ritualism on a grand. 122 00:09:57.799 --> 00:10:01.399 Scale could exist. But it's like. 123 00:10:02.879 --> 00:10:08.240 When they induct these people in let's say, politicians, celebrities, whoever. 124 00:10:08.360 --> 00:10:13.720 Maybe they came in as like someone who had a conscience, 125 00:10:13.919 --> 00:10:17.120 maybe was even a decent person, and they dipped their 126 00:10:17.200 --> 00:10:21.600 toe in the water of whatever this ritualism is, and 127 00:10:21.679 --> 00:10:24.519 it was like, all right, they do that a couple times, 128 00:10:24.559 --> 00:10:27.720 they get in the habit of being okay with doing it, 129 00:10:27.759 --> 00:10:30.600 and then they do a little more, do a little more, 130 00:10:30.720 --> 00:10:34.919 do a little more, until you're crucifying seven year olds 131 00:10:34.919 --> 00:10:40.320 in a church, flaying their skin back and taking big 132 00:10:40.399 --> 00:10:43.960 chunks out of the parts. This I mean it just 133 00:10:44.080 --> 00:10:48.600 to me, if they've been at this since ancient times. 134 00:10:48.960 --> 00:10:54.440 I can only imagine that, like hearing this lady on 135 00:10:54.519 --> 00:10:59.320 this interview the first part, in this second part, there 136 00:10:59.320 --> 00:11:03.759 are times when even I, yes, I cosmic peach, I'm 137 00:11:03.759 --> 00:11:09.759 supposed to be this open minded beacon of conspiratorial, fucked 138 00:11:09.840 --> 00:11:17.080 up shit bee holes, even I tend to get a 139 00:11:17.159 --> 00:11:21.919 little skeptical when I hear certain things. It's like, Wow, 140 00:11:22.519 --> 00:11:27.600 is this person mentally okay? Or is this really going on? 141 00:11:28.639 --> 00:11:31.639 And for me, I'm gonna go with. 142 00:11:34.360 --> 00:11:35.279 Sixty forty. 143 00:11:35.399 --> 00:11:38.519 Sixty percent of me wants to say it's happening and 144 00:11:38.519 --> 00:11:40.600 it's really going on, and forty percent of me wants 145 00:11:40.600 --> 00:11:44.279 to say, maybe this person's mentally not okay, and maybe 146 00:11:44.279 --> 00:11:50.240 they're not mentally okay because they have in horrific trauma 147 00:11:50.399 --> 00:11:55.120 and they're remembering things in an elaborated way than what 148 00:11:55.240 --> 00:11:58.960 they really were, or something like that. I know that 149 00:11:59.000 --> 00:12:02.519 they programm people with like Disney fantasies in their mind, 150 00:12:02.639 --> 00:12:05.000 and they make them watch Star Trek and do all 151 00:12:05.080 --> 00:12:09.679 kinds of stuff, and it's very fantastical. And when they 152 00:12:09.720 --> 00:12:14.200 remember back through memory regression or however, they get through 153 00:12:14.279 --> 00:12:17.200 the trauma and crack the mind open to release all 154 00:12:17.200 --> 00:12:21.279 these memories. Maybe sometimes they come out a little wonky 155 00:12:22.320 --> 00:12:26.799 and the person is just telling as honestly as they 156 00:12:26.879 --> 00:12:32.840 can what they remember. But so for this second half, 157 00:12:33.039 --> 00:12:35.720 I mean, we're gonna go through it together, We're gonna 158 00:12:35.720 --> 00:12:38.240 talk about it together, but just keep an open mind. 159 00:12:39.440 --> 00:12:45.120 We'll roll through the most important parts and yeah, just 160 00:12:45.480 --> 00:12:53.559 uh think, think objectively as you can, and whether it 161 00:12:53.600 --> 00:12:55.879 resonates with you or not is a big thing for 162 00:12:55.960 --> 00:12:59.480 me to Sometimes I'll hear someone speaking and I'll be like. 163 00:13:02.759 --> 00:13:07.080 I don't know about that one. And then sometimes I hear. 164 00:13:08.440 --> 00:13:13.600 SRA survivors like the Fiona Barnett I believe was her 165 00:13:13.639 --> 00:13:15.080 last name from Australia. 166 00:13:15.240 --> 00:13:16.519 She gave me the chills. 167 00:13:16.720 --> 00:13:22.080 I wanted to throw up after hearing her testimony. It 168 00:13:22.159 --> 00:13:27.320 gave me what my husband would call constaia or diapatient. 169 00:13:29.080 --> 00:13:32.440 Like I'd sit on the toilet, I would feel like 170 00:13:32.480 --> 00:13:36.639 I was gonna have diarrhea, and then it's like, not diarrhea, 171 00:13:36.679 --> 00:13:40.759 it's like some solid materials coming out but at a fast. 172 00:13:40.480 --> 00:13:42.840 Speed with a little soup mixed in. 173 00:13:44.279 --> 00:13:50.559 And that's what it did to my digestile system after 174 00:13:50.600 --> 00:13:53.600 hearing that testimony. If it if it gave you the 175 00:13:53.679 --> 00:13:57.080 DIA patient or the constaia. I do apologize for that. 176 00:13:57.639 --> 00:13:59.960 I hope you were not at work when that when 177 00:14:00.159 --> 00:14:05.960 down or in a public place, because that's embarrassing. 178 00:14:06.639 --> 00:14:07.759 That's just embarrassing. 179 00:14:08.519 --> 00:14:10.919 Let me take another swig here before we get started, 180 00:14:11.960 --> 00:14:13.519 and maybe I'll grab my cheetos. 181 00:14:18.279 --> 00:14:21.399 I love having these little watch parties with you guys. 182 00:14:23.440 --> 00:14:27.759 Where else can you share in the uh excitement of 183 00:14:27.879 --> 00:14:33.480 satanic ritual abuse with anybody else? So I'm gonna share 184 00:14:33.519 --> 00:14:39.279 my screen here Sharon, Sharon sharing. 185 00:14:38.960 --> 00:14:40.919 This and the sharing of the sound. 186 00:14:41.000 --> 00:14:49.200 Okay, let's get this show on the road, all right, Yes, 187 00:14:50.720 --> 00:14:52.799 he's gonna say, yeah, my friend lindsay this is a 188 00:14:52.840 --> 00:14:56.799 part to you, daddy. Yeah yeah, Okay, let's get to 189 00:14:56.840 --> 00:14:58.200 the biscuits and gravy here. 190 00:15:00.159 --> 00:15:06.559 Round two on her extraordinary testimony. We left off the 191 00:15:06.600 --> 00:15:09.279 last time she was here with a bit of a cliffhanger, 192 00:15:10.200 --> 00:15:12.360 not something that those of you that have been following 193 00:15:12.360 --> 00:15:17.440 this podcast are unaccustomed to. We love cliffhangers here at 194 00:15:17.440 --> 00:15:20.039 Discovery Truth. Lindsey, welcome back. 195 00:15:20.240 --> 00:15:21.440 Thank you for having me. 196 00:15:21.840 --> 00:15:25.759 The last time you were here, we talked through a 197 00:15:25.799 --> 00:15:30.600 whole number of fascinating aspects of your story. You talked 198 00:15:30.600 --> 00:15:36.360 about artificial wombs, you talked about elements of your background 199 00:15:36.639 --> 00:15:42.159 as having been subjected to satanic ritual abuse, government projects, 200 00:15:43.360 --> 00:15:47.480 and one of the fascinating aspects that you mentioned towards 201 00:15:47.519 --> 00:15:50.200 the end of that. And by the way, for those 202 00:15:50.240 --> 00:15:53.559 that haven't already heard part one, you need to listen 203 00:15:53.600 --> 00:15:56.840 to part one like now and then come back to 204 00:15:56.840 --> 00:15:59.639 part two. But we're gonna pick up right where we 205 00:15:59.679 --> 00:16:02.360 left off, which is which which is on the subject 206 00:16:02.480 --> 00:16:07.080 of being a targeted individual. And and you said that, look, 207 00:16:07.360 --> 00:16:12.720 I had technology embedded into me when I was in 208 00:16:12.799 --> 00:16:19.360 an artificial room, and and that technology had implications. In fact, 209 00:16:19.519 --> 00:16:24.639 you went through Morgellons among other things. Yes, so let's 210 00:16:25.240 --> 00:16:31.039 talk about the inception of the physiological attack on your 211 00:16:31.080 --> 00:16:35.240 life and and and the various things that you went 212 00:16:35.320 --> 00:16:37.840 through and how you believe that was connected to technology. 213 00:16:39.159 --> 00:16:44.240 So it started, my help just really started going downhill. 214 00:16:44.799 --> 00:16:47.840 I was always a very healthy person. I barely ever 215 00:16:47.840 --> 00:16:48.759 even got headaches. 216 00:16:49.440 --> 00:16:55.960 And how a very healthy person, aside from all the 217 00:16:56.080 --> 00:16:58.960 crack I used to do, Like we didn't just learn 218 00:16:59.000 --> 00:17:01.200 about that in the fucking episode. 219 00:17:01.519 --> 00:17:04.920 Anyways, old were you when the health started to. 220 00:17:04.880 --> 00:17:07.039 Go downhill in my early thirties. 221 00:17:07.200 --> 00:17:09.960 It was early thirties, so you were already married, already 222 00:17:09.960 --> 00:17:10.960 had some children. Yeah. 223 00:17:11.319 --> 00:17:12.000 Yeah. 224 00:17:12.039 --> 00:17:16.240 And you know, in our last episode we talked about 225 00:17:16.240 --> 00:17:19.440 how they were targeting you, Yes, trying to get you 226 00:17:19.519 --> 00:17:23.400 to make a move. Yes, you overrode that, yes, and 227 00:17:23.440 --> 00:17:25.000 then here in your early thirties. 228 00:17:25.319 --> 00:17:29.359 Now this starts, yeah, okay, and when. So from the 229 00:17:30.039 --> 00:17:35.799 targeting until when in the technology, it was like within 230 00:17:35.880 --> 00:17:37.119 the same year. 231 00:17:38.240 --> 00:17:39.720 So it was very quick. 232 00:17:39.759 --> 00:17:42.559 When I didn't go back and leave and go back 233 00:17:42.640 --> 00:17:45.400 to Reno like they wanted me to, it was bam, well, 234 00:17:45.440 --> 00:17:48.200 this is the next thing that we've got up our 235 00:17:48.240 --> 00:17:51.759 slave that we're going to do. So my health really 236 00:17:51.759 --> 00:17:52.680 started going downhill. 237 00:17:52.720 --> 00:17:56.200 First. It started with I would get real. 238 00:17:56.079 --> 00:17:59.880 Achy and I would feel like not kind of under 239 00:18:00.359 --> 00:18:02.200 my skin on my shoulder, and I always felt like 240 00:18:02.200 --> 00:18:05.880 there was something there like that needed to come out, 241 00:18:06.799 --> 00:18:07.400 and I. 242 00:18:07.359 --> 00:18:09.640 Would even feel wet. I have West looking like is 243 00:18:09.640 --> 00:18:10.279 there something there? 244 00:18:10.359 --> 00:18:10.559 Is it? 245 00:18:10.720 --> 00:18:12.759 Like? Is there something that's got to come out? And 246 00:18:12.759 --> 00:18:17.079 He's like, no, I don't see anything. But I started 247 00:18:17.119 --> 00:18:21.880 getting spots on my skin as well. 248 00:18:20.480 --> 00:18:22.000 And they wouldn't heal. 249 00:18:22.480 --> 00:18:24.599 It started on my face I got a couple, so 250 00:18:24.680 --> 00:18:26.119 I went to the doctor. I was like, I don't 251 00:18:26.119 --> 00:18:28.799 know what this is, like, it won't heal, so of 252 00:18:28.799 --> 00:18:32.519 course she wanted to do labs and then she's like, well, 253 00:18:32.559 --> 00:18:35.759 we'll go We'll send you to a dermatologist. The first 254 00:18:35.759 --> 00:18:38.440 one they said, you know, it was an artificial or 255 00:18:38.559 --> 00:18:41.559 superficial skin cancer on my face. They just burned it off, 256 00:18:43.839 --> 00:18:45.960 but then it came back. They had to burn it 257 00:18:46.000 --> 00:18:52.480 off again. And then I started feeling movement inside. 258 00:18:52.000 --> 00:18:54.920 Of like my back, by my spine. 259 00:18:55.599 --> 00:18:59.440 It felt like things were like wiggling like around by 260 00:18:59.480 --> 00:19:02.759 my spy in my back, like floating around and moving. 261 00:19:04.160 --> 00:19:05.839 And I would tell Wes like I feel like there's 262 00:19:05.839 --> 00:19:09.799 something in my back, but there was no explanation for it. 263 00:19:09.839 --> 00:19:12.000 So I just kind of dealt with it and got 264 00:19:12.039 --> 00:19:18.599 over it. And then I started getting more source on 265 00:19:19.079 --> 00:19:23.200 my arms. I started off kind of slow, but they 266 00:19:23.200 --> 00:19:26.119 wouldn't heal. No matter what I put on them, it 267 00:19:26.240 --> 00:19:31.119 just would not heal. So my doctor again sent me 268 00:19:31.200 --> 00:19:37.240 back to the dermatologists. They started doing biopsies on them, 269 00:19:37.319 --> 00:19:42.359 the punch biopsies. Every single one would come back as 270 00:19:42.400 --> 00:19:49.279 an unknown specimen or unidentified. So it was getting very 271 00:19:49.319 --> 00:19:51.799 discouraging because I did not know what was going on 272 00:19:54.119 --> 00:19:56.759 and there was no answers. I started having issue in 273 00:19:56.759 --> 00:19:57.480 my gallbladder. 274 00:19:59.599 --> 00:20:03.559 I had to go. I got rushed to the emergency room. 275 00:20:04.880 --> 00:20:07.200 So they could check my gallbladder because I felt like 276 00:20:07.240 --> 00:20:09.240 it was like going too rupture. 277 00:20:08.920 --> 00:20:09.440 If it did. 278 00:20:11.279 --> 00:20:13.720 Of course, they didn't have the machine to do an 279 00:20:13.799 --> 00:20:16.599 ultrasound on it, which I am thankful for that because 280 00:20:16.640 --> 00:20:18.319 I do believe they would have taken it, and at 281 00:20:18.319 --> 00:20:21.000 this point I'm thankful that they did not take it. 282 00:20:21.400 --> 00:20:24.880 So but I told the nurse not to give me 283 00:20:25.000 --> 00:20:28.440 any type of medication because I do not do well 284 00:20:28.480 --> 00:20:29.559 with pain medication. 285 00:20:29.759 --> 00:20:31.799 It makes me very sick. She did it. 286 00:20:31.759 --> 00:20:37.000 Anyways, and so that was my experience starting right then 287 00:20:37.039 --> 00:20:42.799 and there with the medical system. So she did it anyways. 288 00:20:42.960 --> 00:20:47.559 I left feeling worse than when I got there. So 289 00:20:47.640 --> 00:20:53.960 it just continued to get worse. It was that it 290 00:20:54.039 --> 00:20:56.440 was I would have problems with like my kidneys, hurting, 291 00:20:57.839 --> 00:20:59.119 massive migraines. 292 00:20:59.319 --> 00:21:01.200 I was hurt, getting really bad migraines. 293 00:21:02.119 --> 00:21:04.839 It was getting to the point where I was sick 294 00:21:04.880 --> 00:21:09.279 more than I was healthy. My mother in law started 295 00:21:09.319 --> 00:21:13.759 getting mad because we were missing family things because I 296 00:21:13.920 --> 00:21:19.839 was sick again to where she thought I was faking it. Also, 297 00:21:19.920 --> 00:21:23.559 like my problems with my ovaries, like everything, like if 298 00:21:23.599 --> 00:21:26.440 every system of my body was starting to give me 299 00:21:26.559 --> 00:21:30.599 some type of an issue, and then the source continued. 300 00:21:32.359 --> 00:21:33.839 They ended up putting. 301 00:21:33.519 --> 00:21:39.200 Me on chemo for skin cancer. I did not have 302 00:21:40.559 --> 00:21:46.599 the doctor that I first seen. She ended up actually quitting. 303 00:21:47.519 --> 00:21:51.400 She wasn't there anymore. And at first when that was happening, 304 00:21:51.480 --> 00:21:54.119 I was like, really, what, You're just going to quit 305 00:21:54.160 --> 00:21:56.599 when you're like, you're supposed to be helping me. But 306 00:21:56.720 --> 00:22:01.079 now I know it's her conscience got to her because 307 00:22:01.559 --> 00:22:05.799 they knew exactly what were in those skin samples that 308 00:22:05.839 --> 00:22:09.160 they were getting that kept coming up as an unidentified 309 00:22:10.240 --> 00:22:11.000 Can I ask you a. 310 00:22:11.039 --> 00:22:13.960 Question before you continue the story? Have you ever had 311 00:22:14.160 --> 00:22:19.000 challenges with requesting your personal medical records? 312 00:22:19.839 --> 00:22:21.680 I actually have never tried it. 313 00:22:22.039 --> 00:22:24.559 Oh, but we did one time have to get them 314 00:22:24.559 --> 00:22:27.519 transferred from because all of it is on the military base. 315 00:22:28.839 --> 00:22:33.160 But I've never tried to actually get them from the 316 00:22:33.519 --> 00:22:37.400 civilian hospitals, like from Reno or now. My dad was 317 00:22:37.440 --> 00:22:41.880 easily able to access and get certain things stuff for me. Oh, 318 00:22:41.960 --> 00:22:44.400 but it's stuff that I never he just did it 319 00:22:44.400 --> 00:22:45.559 for me instead. 320 00:22:45.240 --> 00:22:46.039 Of me doing it. 321 00:22:46.680 --> 00:22:47.960 Okay, back to your story. 322 00:22:48.440 --> 00:22:52.799 So so I knew that her conscience got to her, 323 00:22:53.440 --> 00:22:56.279 and because even at one point she suggested giving me 324 00:22:56.359 --> 00:23:03.799 like an anti parasitic cream as well, and. 325 00:23:02.359 --> 00:23:03.799 And I was like, what does she talk you like? 326 00:23:03.839 --> 00:23:04.039 To me? 327 00:23:04.079 --> 00:23:05.680 It was just weird, Like I was just like, what 328 00:23:05.720 --> 00:23:11.480 is she talking about? So I did the chemo continued 329 00:23:11.599 --> 00:23:16.000 to just get worse, more sores. The chemo in and 330 00:23:16.039 --> 00:23:19.559 of itself was really starting to break down my immune 331 00:23:19.599 --> 00:23:23.400 system even more that itself almost killed me. 332 00:23:24.039 --> 00:23:28.720 I knew I had to quit taking it. And then. 333 00:23:30.319 --> 00:23:34.160 After got off of the chemo, I ended up getting 334 00:23:34.440 --> 00:23:39.240 so eulidis in one of the spots where I was 335 00:23:39.279 --> 00:23:44.839 putting the chemo on the open wounds. So I go 336 00:23:44.960 --> 00:23:48.480 into the hospital the day after Christmas because I had 337 00:23:48.519 --> 00:23:51.920 a huge I looked like the the what the hump 338 00:23:52.000 --> 00:23:55.240 back of Notre Dame like it. It was huge on the 339 00:23:55.240 --> 00:23:57.720 back of my neck and it was so painful, but 340 00:23:57.759 --> 00:24:00.680 I had to push through and I have very high 341 00:24:00.680 --> 00:24:05.759 pain tolerance, so I was able to push through the 342 00:24:05.799 --> 00:24:08.720 pain of that until the next day. 343 00:24:09.440 --> 00:24:12.039 The doctor it was on post he was. 344 00:24:12.000 --> 00:24:13.880 Really mad that it got that far when I told 345 00:24:13.920 --> 00:24:17.640 him about everything, and I had just previously seen the 346 00:24:18.200 --> 00:24:21.680 dermatologists the day before, and he didn't care about what 347 00:24:21.720 --> 00:24:24.720 was going on. So he made a referral for me 348 00:24:24.880 --> 00:24:29.000 to go see the dermatologist on Post and I was 349 00:24:29.240 --> 00:24:31.920 so excited. I felt like I was gonna actually finally 350 00:24:31.960 --> 00:24:38.119 get somewhere some type of help. I go into see 351 00:24:38.880 --> 00:24:44.000 the dermatologists. Now I have my whole, like my arms 352 00:24:44.039 --> 00:24:48.279 covered in these huge sores and I have the scars 353 00:24:48.319 --> 00:24:52.880 all over from it. I walk in, she sees me, 354 00:24:53.359 --> 00:24:55.400 looks at me and says, you're doing this to yourself. 355 00:24:57.559 --> 00:25:00.039 And at that moment, I didn't even sit down. I 356 00:25:00.039 --> 00:25:03.319 didn't even have a chance to sit down. And I 357 00:25:03.400 --> 00:25:06.480 knew right then and there what she was doing. She 358 00:25:06.599 --> 00:25:08.960 was trying to get me put in to the psych 359 00:25:08.960 --> 00:25:11.720 word that I was harming myself. 360 00:25:13.200 --> 00:25:14.880 Oh my gosh. 361 00:25:14.920 --> 00:25:16.839 And I was like, I'm not going back to another 362 00:25:16.880 --> 00:25:20.359 mental institution. I mean, I didn't even say anything to her. 363 00:25:20.359 --> 00:25:22.480 I just walked in and that's what she said to me. 364 00:25:23.680 --> 00:25:25.960 And it was right then and there, I walked. 365 00:25:25.680 --> 00:25:26.519 Out in tears. 366 00:25:26.799 --> 00:25:29.480 I was so mad, so upset, and just like felt 367 00:25:29.519 --> 00:25:31.480 like I had no hope like this was just how 368 00:25:31.480 --> 00:25:34.839 it was going to be for me. And I told 369 00:25:35.000 --> 00:25:36.759 I told Wes, I said, I'm just gonna do it 370 00:25:36.880 --> 00:25:39.799 God's way. And it's so funny because I didn't know 371 00:25:39.960 --> 00:25:43.400 any of this stuff, you know, I just would say 372 00:25:43.519 --> 00:25:45.920 these things that I didn't even know, and I would 373 00:25:45.960 --> 00:25:48.880 just do it. And so I started looking into like 374 00:25:48.920 --> 00:25:52.759 the natural, like healing for stuff. It went into me 375 00:25:52.880 --> 00:25:59.119 thinking that I had food allergies or I needed to 376 00:25:59.160 --> 00:26:02.400 do a detail or cleanses. But everything I would do 377 00:26:02.480 --> 00:26:05.200 it just like everything got worse. It just kept getting worse. 378 00:26:05.279 --> 00:26:09.759 Nothing got better. I was always in so much pain, 379 00:26:12.000 --> 00:26:13.799 and I felt bad because I could barely spend time 380 00:26:13.839 --> 00:26:17.799 with my children. And then I started having things coming 381 00:26:17.880 --> 00:26:21.720 out of my skin, out of the holes. And even 382 00:26:21.799 --> 00:26:26.200 at this time, my dosage of adderall kept getting upped, 383 00:26:26.960 --> 00:26:30.720 and even a booster dose during the day. And it 384 00:26:30.920 --> 00:26:33.880 seemed like now, when I sit and think about it, 385 00:26:33.960 --> 00:26:38.160 the adderall with the technology. 386 00:26:37.599 --> 00:26:38.000 It was. 387 00:26:39.519 --> 00:26:41.759 It was like building upon each other with it, like 388 00:26:41.880 --> 00:26:43.480 it was working together. 389 00:26:44.599 --> 00:26:53.319 And wow, that's so interesting. I mean, you ex experienced 390 00:26:53.319 --> 00:27:00.359 it as though they were working together. Okay, I'm gonna 391 00:27:00.400 --> 00:27:03.680 leave that alone. Just continue. 392 00:27:04.039 --> 00:27:08.160 And so it was like my body was starting to purge, 393 00:27:08.559 --> 00:27:12.720 trying to purge the technology, which I know that there 394 00:27:12.759 --> 00:27:15.880 are some people that that doesn't happen with them, but 395 00:27:16.039 --> 00:27:18.640 at that point I didn't even know what was going 396 00:27:18.680 --> 00:27:21.039 on or what I had, or that it was even 397 00:27:21.039 --> 00:27:25.799 a possibility to have technology in the body. So I 398 00:27:25.839 --> 00:27:33.480 started having what looked like little aridescent like or metallic 399 00:27:34.119 --> 00:27:37.759 colored wires that looked like coming up out of my skin, 400 00:27:37.839 --> 00:27:41.599 like fibers, And so I would go and show West 401 00:27:41.599 --> 00:27:44.000