Speaker 1: Cancel high canclage. It's not sorry.
Speaker 2: What's up? Positive bitches? How are we doing today?
Speaker 3: If you're hearing this episode, then you are meant to
Speaker 3: be here, So keep listening on that Bitch Is Positive podcast.
Speaker 3: Sometimes we will laugh. Other times, baby Girl, We're gonna cry,
Speaker 3: but we will always walk away feeling our most empowered
Speaker 3: positive bitch self. That is Babe in true connection with herself.
Speaker 3: On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so
Speaker 3: we can fully step into exactly who we came here
Speaker 3: to be. Today, we're going to be discussing dating apps.
Speaker 3: I recently posted about getting off dating apps, and I've
Speaker 3: gotten so many responses of you beautiful positive bitches wanting
Speaker 3: me to describe and put into words what's actually going
Speaker 3: on in the subtle, energetic field.
Speaker 2: So that is what we're going to do.
Speaker 3: I'm also going to be discussing false idols, because I
Speaker 3: think that really ties in with dating apps. We're going
Speaker 3: to be talking about attracting love, divine timing, and so
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Speaker 3: the sky, because that would be too boring. Oh my god,
Speaker 3: So what do we have going on? Well, starting on
Speaker 3: November twenty fifth, we have mercury retrograde. Let's just take
Speaker 3: a moment to have the astrological weather report. Can we
Speaker 3: if that's okay with you?
Speaker 2: Thank you?
Speaker 3: So till December fifteenth, we have mercury in retrograde. What
Speaker 3: does that actually mean? It's just an optical illusion where
Speaker 3: mercury appears to move backward in its orbit, and it
Speaker 3: happens three to four times a year. What is the
Speaker 3: mean for us? Of course it affects us as above
Speaker 3: so below the law of correspondence. What happens during mercury
Speaker 3: retrograde is it's a really amazing time to reflect. And
Speaker 3: that's why we're reflecting today. This is what we're meant
Speaker 3: to be doing during a mercury retrograde. It appears that
Speaker 3: things from our past tend to pop back up. Patterns, habits, people, exes,
Speaker 3: things that we need to reconsider, reanalyze and decide. How
Speaker 3: do I want to move forward with this? Did I
Speaker 3: make the best decision I could have made for myself
Speaker 3: at that time? And how do I want to show
Speaker 3: up now? How do I want to show up? I
Speaker 3: want to show up as her ha ha, I am
Speaker 3: pointing to my book. If you can't see, if you're
Speaker 3: not watching on YouTube, A lot of people just love
Speaker 3: to fear monger during a mercury retrograde. I personally love
Speaker 3: mercury retrogrades because every time one of them happens, I
Speaker 3: happen to have an amazing transformation. Why because I know
Speaker 3: how to use that energy and transmute it to my advantage. Again,
Speaker 3: this is why you want to take the Art of
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Speaker 2: How to do this too.
Speaker 3: It's just a boost of energy, and it's allowing you
Speaker 3: to clean the slate, to refocus, to reenergize, and to
Speaker 3: re examine how you're showing up in the world. It's
Speaker 3: a beautiful time to be alive. Do not be afraid
Speaker 3: of it. Use the energy to really get clear about
Speaker 3: how you want to move forward in dating, in relationships,
Speaker 3: in your home life, in your career. How are you
Speaker 3: feeling with what you've built thus far this year, and
Speaker 3: how do you want to move forward in twenty twenty five.
Speaker 3: It's actually the perfect time for mercury retrograde, right at
Speaker 3: the end of the year, so we can re examine, reanalyze,
Speaker 3: and then refocus our energy in a way that's going
Speaker 3: to work for us rather than deplete us. So how beautiful,
Speaker 3: as per usual, everything is working out for us and
Speaker 3: not happening to us.
Speaker 2: Ooh, it's a good day to be alive.
Speaker 3: Okay, let's really get into today's episode now. I've had
Speaker 3: so many people reach out to me regarding dating apps
Speaker 3: saying the exact same thing that I was saying, that
Speaker 3: it's pretty.
Speaker 2: Much soul crushing. Oops, we after.
Speaker 3: Owned and then we found out that it's soul crushing.
Speaker 3: The more you know, Welcome to my channel. I do
Speaker 3: just want to say disclaimer. My ex that I was
Speaker 3: with for seven years, I met on a dating app.
Speaker 3: So many people meet on dating apps and get married
Speaker 3: and they're beautiful and they work out. I have people
Speaker 3: in my family who've met on dating apps and they've
Speaker 3: met amazing people. Dating apps can and do work for people.
Speaker 3: They in themselves are not bad nor good. It's just
Speaker 3: a tool. And I do believe that the divine if
Speaker 3: it's the right season at the right time, and your
Speaker 3: person is ready and you're ready, I do believe the
Speaker 3: dating apps is a tool that the divine will use
Speaker 3: to connect you and your person.
Speaker 2: They are not bad.
Speaker 3: However, this season of my life is not resonant with
Speaker 3: the dating apps, and that is what I want to
Speaker 3: talk about with you. I actually don't think I'll ever
Speaker 3: go on a dating app. Ever, again, I don't want
Speaker 3: to use that as a bridge to connect with my
Speaker 3: person because of all the things that.
Speaker 2: It comes with.
Speaker 3: Just because I'm talking about dating apps and I'm saying
Speaker 3: I don't want to use them doesn't mean you should
Speaker 3: just delete your dating apps. You need to learn to
Speaker 3: trust your own body's wisdom. You hear me speak, you
Speaker 3: take it with a grain of salt. You hear me speak.
Speaker 3: It either resonates with you or it does not. I
Speaker 3: am not the ruler of your life. You are, so
Speaker 3: you need to feel into your body. Does this feel
Speaker 3: constrictive or does it feel like I am able to expand?
Speaker 3: You gotta start to listen to your body and what
Speaker 3: it's telling you, because your body is sending you messages.
Speaker 3: Twenty four seven. What I found with the dating apps
Speaker 3: is it simply was not an equal, energetic exchange, and
Speaker 3: a lot of it did not feel genuine. I literally
Speaker 3: had a man straight up tell me, this is a
Speaker 3: man also who is not dumb.
Speaker 2: He is in therapy.
Speaker 3: He understands a lot of the psychology behind dating apps
Speaker 3: and himself and the world at large. He told me
Speaker 3: to my face that at this point he was using
Speaker 3: dating apps just for validation, for ego hits, for a
Speaker 3: boost of dopamine. And to me, that feels too flimsy.
Speaker 3: It does not feel like a solid foundation.
Speaker 2: I'm kind of shocked. Anyone's even why are you telling
Speaker 2: me this?
Speaker 3: I will say I have an effect on people where
Speaker 3: they just spill all their secrets.
Speaker 2: But uh yeah, I was.
Speaker 3: Like, that's a weird thing to tell me, as I'm
Speaker 3: someone you've met through the dating apps.
Speaker 2: But okay, I'll ride, I'll drop it down, Thank you
Speaker 2: so much.
Speaker 3: Anyway, Uh, I think that the dating apps allow a
Speaker 3: lot of men and women and I'm sure to bounce
Speaker 3: from one person to another and just get cheap dopamine.
Speaker 3: Cheap dopamine, cheap dopamine. Oh, this person liked me dopamine. Oh,
Speaker 3: this person liked me dopamine. And I think that blocks
Speaker 3: us from forming genuine connections because the dating apps are
Speaker 3: becoming a video game, it's becoming Instagram, it's becoming just
Speaker 3: dopamine hit after dopamine hit, and instead of people forging true, real, deep,
Speaker 3: genuine connections, they are getting addicted to the dopamine hit.
Speaker 2: And that is not allowing.
Speaker 3: For flourishing to happen in a lot of these circumstances.
Speaker 3: I started to just feel grossed out from all of this.
Speaker 3: I started to feel grossed out because I could feel
Speaker 3: the intention from the person across from me, and it
Speaker 3: did not feel genuine. From my perspective, what I was
Speaker 3: experiencing is for a lot of these men, it was
Speaker 3: a dopamine hit for them, and then for me it
Speaker 3: was simply a distraction.
Speaker 2: Oh, I don't feel like doing this.
Speaker 3: I can just go talk to someone that's easier, that's
Speaker 3: easier than me figuring out X, Y and Z. I
Speaker 3: started to feel that there were so many conversations I
Speaker 3: was having with these men, and a lot of them
Speaker 3: weren't really leading anywhere, and I could just feel they
Speaker 3: weren't right for me. So then I would be saying
Speaker 3: to myself, what am I even doing? Because I know
Speaker 3: this person is just not it. And because so many
Speaker 3: of these conversations were building up, I started to feel
Speaker 3: like there was little energetic cords all pulling on me
Speaker 3: from my neck, from my back, from my lower back,
Speaker 3: and I started to feel really depleted. I could feel
Speaker 3: these parasitic energies just ripping my energy away from me,
Speaker 3: and there was no return on investment because the conversation
Speaker 3: wasn't actually going anywhere, and what they were replying was
Speaker 3: not fulfilling at all. It was more like asking questions
Speaker 3: or being curious, but it was not an equal energetic exchange.
Speaker 3: So what I started to do was call my energy
Speaker 3: back to me more than I usually do. I want
Speaker 3: to recommend that you call your energy back to you
Speaker 3: every single day. The same way you brush your teeth
Speaker 3: every day, eat every day, drink every day. You need
Speaker 3: to be calling your power back to you every single day.
Speaker 3: I was using the dating apps and then having clients,
Speaker 3: and then talking to my friends and family. There were
Speaker 3: so much of my energy going out. I needed to
Speaker 3: call it back. When you're at work, when you're talking
Speaker 3: to people on dating apps, even if you're not talking
Speaker 3: to people on dating apps, it's imperative you say, I
Speaker 3: lovingly and peacefully call all of my power back to
Speaker 3: me now. And I want to invite you to take
Speaker 3: this up a notch and don't just call your power
Speaker 3: back from people.
Speaker 2: In this timeline. What about that time that you were
Speaker 2: in Salem.
Speaker 3: Maybe you got to call your power back from that
Speaker 3: lifetime or the time you were in Ireland, or the
Speaker 3: time that you were wherever you were. We've had so
Speaker 3: many lifetimes that were much more barbarok than the one
Speaker 3: we're currently having. Call your power back to you across
Speaker 3: space and time. So what you're gonna say is I
Speaker 3: lovingly and peacefully call all of my power back to
Speaker 3: me now across all space and time. You can also
Speaker 3: word this as I lovinglye and peacefully call all of
Speaker 3: my power back from every dimension, every timeline, and every
Speaker 3: person period. I wanted to shift my focus in this season,
Speaker 3: and I didn't like how it felt that anyone could
Speaker 3: just swipe on me. It felt like they could have
Speaker 3: access to me. I have no idea who these people are,
Speaker 3: and they can just have access to me. I don't
Speaker 3: think so that doesn't really work for me. And even
Speaker 3: though I would have to swipe right back on them
Speaker 3: or accept them back, I didn't even like the thought
Speaker 3: that they thought they had access to me twenty four
Speaker 3: to seven. I'm not on demand's surface. I wanted to
Speaker 3: reprioritize my worth and my value, and I.
Speaker 2: Really do believe in courtship.
Speaker 3: If you want me in your life and you're a
Speaker 3: man and you want to be my partner, Okay, prove it,
Speaker 3: Like I don't know what else to tell you. Create
Speaker 3: a safe space for me to walk through, and maybe
Speaker 3: I will. But I think that so many of us
Speaker 3: are just accepting bare minimum text messages. It's actually not
Speaker 3: requiring the masculine collective to shift upwards. And I think
Speaker 3: it's about time that we all collectively raise our standard.
Speaker 3: I am not willing to accept the bare minimum. I
Speaker 3: will not accept mediocre. It is boring to me, It
Speaker 3: is uninteresting to me, and it's just it's a turnoff
Speaker 3: and there's nothing I can do about that.
Speaker 2: It is what it is.
Speaker 3: And I feel like the dating apps make it so
Speaker 3: that a lot of people can do the bare minimum
Speaker 3: and still get their dopamine hit or still get connection
Speaker 3: to me. And that's not what I'm willing to offer
Speaker 3: during this season or ever again. If you want to
Speaker 3: speak to me, if you want to know me, you're
Speaker 3: gonna have to figure out a way to do that,
Speaker 3: and it's not gonna be through a dating app. And
Speaker 3: I don't think that just swiping on me should grant
Speaker 3: you access to speaking to me. I don't I think
Speaker 3: that a lot of us allow this to unfold in
Speaker 3: our life because we have false idols. And I don't
Speaker 3: think that's a good way to live, because then that
Speaker 3: false idol becomes your north star and your perception of
Speaker 3: self becomes very distorted, and then you do things you
Speaker 3: normally wouldn't do because you're chasing a false idol, and
Speaker 3: that causes you to collect negative karma and it might f.
Speaker 2: Up your life. Let me explain, when you.
Speaker 3: Idolize Brad or a Chad or a relationship over God,
Speaker 3: you end up acting out of character. Well, I'll just
Speaker 3: sleep with him because I idolize him and I just
Speaker 3: meet him him. It's him, He's my specific person.
Speaker 2: Stop it.
Speaker 3: Just because your ego sees someone and then once some
Speaker 3: does not mean that that person is best for you,
Speaker 3: does not mean they're best for your highest good. And
Speaker 3: it does not mean they'll be able to see you,
Speaker 3: value you, nurture you, give you an equal energetic exchange.
Speaker 3: We don't know it all, and so many of us
Speaker 3: are saying Brad is my specific person, and then we're
Speaker 3: acting in accordance to that, We are idolizing Brad or
Speaker 3: a relationship with Brad, and then we're giving up so
Speaker 3: much of ourselves for nothing. We're allowing them to do
Speaker 3: the bare minimum and accepting it anyway because we have
Speaker 3: gotten our signals mixed up. We are putting Brad on
Speaker 3: the pedestal instead of seeking the kingdom first.
Speaker 2: Oh no, no, no, no, no, no no.
Speaker 3: You have to understand that Divinity knows better.
Speaker 2: Our ceiling is God's floor.
Speaker 3: What if just go on the journey with me for
Speaker 3: one minute. What if you don't know who is the
Speaker 3: best match for you? What if there's someone better and
Speaker 3: you're blocking yourself because you keep telling yourself that Brad
Speaker 3: is your a specific person.
Speaker 2: And Bread sucks. Brad sucks. Think about it. I don't know,
Speaker 2: think about it.
Speaker 3: When you idolize a relationship or Brad, you make that
Speaker 3: your God, and now you're acting in accordance to that,
Speaker 3: and you're willing to collect the negative karma. You're willing
Speaker 3: to do things you don't actually want to do. You're
Speaker 3: willing to give up too much of yourself because you're
Speaker 3: thinking that you're God and you're getting your signals crossed.
Speaker 2: Take a deep breath.
Speaker 3: When we think we need a person, we will act
Speaker 3: all types of crazy to get them, and we abandon ourselves.
Speaker 3: We forget about our own divinity, we forget about our
Speaker 3: connection with God, and then we get into a relationship
Speaker 3: and realize, damn, this is not even what I thought
Speaker 3: it was gonna be. Of course it's not because you
Speaker 3: are thinking with your mind instead of trusting and surrendering
Speaker 3: to God or feeling it out with your heart. If
Speaker 3: you think someone might be your person, I want you
Speaker 3: to at least say to yourself, Okay, God, give me
Speaker 3: this person or someone better this or something better this
Speaker 3: or something better. You need to leave leeway for what
Speaker 3: is for your highest good to come in. I personally
Speaker 3: like to say, God, just give me whatever is under
Speaker 3: my divine right, because I don't want to collect negative karma.
Speaker 3: And I might think something's for me and then I
Speaker 3: would manifest it and I didn't even get what I
Speaker 3: thought it was going to give me. It was just
Speaker 3: a waste of time. So now I say, no, God,
Speaker 3: give me whatever is under my divine right. Give me
Speaker 3: what's going to be for my highest good.
Speaker 2: You know better than I. You can see more than
Speaker 2: I can see. Think about it.
Speaker 3: You with your pets. I don't give my dog chocolate
Speaker 3: because I know that's gonna hurt my dog. My dog
Speaker 3: gets mad at me because he wants the damn chocolate.
Speaker 2: But I know more than him.
Speaker 3: I have a higher level of consciousness than my dog.
Speaker 3: Max God has a higher level of consciousness than we
Speaker 3: do as human beings. So why don't we trust that
Speaker 3: instead of our own limited perception. I truly believe that
Speaker 3: getting off of these apps have allowed me to remove
Speaker 3: all those energetic cords. I feel so much freer, so
Speaker 3: much more strengdered to my reality and what's meant to
Speaker 3: happen in my life. I feel overall so much better.
Speaker 3: Instead of spending my time and energy and focus talking
Speaker 3: to random people who most likely didn't even deserve an
Speaker 3: energetic exchange from me, I'm pouring into myself. Well, now
Speaker 3: I have extra time to do the face mask, to
Speaker 3: clean out my closet, to get to the tailor. I
Speaker 3: have all this extra time to pour into me, and
Speaker 3: I feel oh so much better from it. This is
Speaker 3: an energetic invitation for you to use the mercury retrograde
Speaker 3: and reflect, reanalyze.
Speaker 2: How do I want to move forward?
Speaker 3: How are the dating apps affecting me? How do I
Speaker 3: feel when I'm on the dating apps?
Speaker 2: Am I getting a good return? Turn on investment.
Speaker 3: I realized, if I want to get different results, if
Speaker 3: I want to feel like I'm aligning with my person,
Speaker 3: the person, the top dog, you know, I gotta try
Speaker 3: a different strategy. The definition of crazy is doing the
Speaker 3: same thing and expecting a different result. If I keep
Speaker 3: doing the same thing, being on this dating app and
Speaker 3: expecting a different result, okay, that's a little psychotic.
Speaker 2: So what I'm doing is I'm changing my strategy. I'm
Speaker 2: gonna try something different.
Speaker 3: I said to God, Look, I tried it my way,
Speaker 3: I'm gonna try it your way.
Speaker 1: Now.
Speaker 3: Maybe I need to just lean into this season.
Speaker 2: Which what have you called me out for? Which is
Speaker 2: so funny.
Speaker 3: I love you beautiful positive bitches so much because I
Speaker 3: was posting about last week's podcast and one of you said, well, Ceci,
Speaker 3: you did say this season was meant for you to
Speaker 3: fall in love with the process of creation, not fall
Speaker 3: in love with a man.
Speaker 2: And I was like, damn, girl, call me out when
Speaker 2: I need to be called out. And I told know that.
Speaker 3: But when you're in a relationship for seven years and
Speaker 3: you get out of one, you're kind of just like, nah,
Speaker 3: I want to try every flavor everywhere, Like I want
Speaker 3: to know everyone, I date everything. So I just wanted
Speaker 3: to go out there and have my fun and have
Speaker 3: my experiences. And now I'm entering into a slower season,
Speaker 3: much more of a hermit mode. I am just resting
Speaker 3: and digesting all of my experiences to understand, okay, and
Speaker 3: how do I want to move forward? Life has been good,
Speaker 3: but I want it to be freaking fantastic.
Speaker 2: How do I want to move forward?
Speaker 3: And that's what mercury retrograde is inviting us to do,
Speaker 3: to reflect, to reprogram, to restrategize. So my new strategy
Speaker 3: is just completely surrendering to God. I'm not going to
Speaker 3: walk by sight. I'm going to walk by faith. I
Speaker 3: understand that my ceiling is God's floor. As a lover girl,
Speaker 3: it's been hard for me to desenter love from my life.
Speaker 3: But then I realized I'm not decentering love. I'm experiencing
Speaker 3: love in different forms. I'm experiencing the love of self,
Speaker 3: the love of the divine, the love of creation instead
Speaker 3: of just the love of a man. And it brought
Speaker 3: me back to my inner teenager because it's so funny.
Speaker 3: When I was in high school, I did not want
Speaker 3: a relationship at all. I did not care. I cared
Speaker 3: about getting into a good college. I loved playing tennis,
Speaker 3: I was on varsity tennis. I loved cake boxing. I
Speaker 3: was so fed with hobbies and.
Speaker 2: Learning and activities. I didn't care about a relationship at all.
Speaker 3: And I forgot that version of me because after being
Speaker 3: in a relationship for so long, that was a huge
Speaker 3: part of my life. When I got out of it,
Speaker 3: I was like, Okay, well, who's going to fulfill that
Speaker 3: role now? It just reminded me that I wasn't always
Speaker 3: that person who felt like they needed a relationship, and
Speaker 3: I forgot.
Speaker 2: I forgot what that felt like.
Speaker 3: And now that I've reinstated my hobbies and re calibrated
Speaker 3: my own energy and self and refocused, I'm like, WHOA,
Speaker 3: My life is so awesome when I pour into myself
Speaker 3: rather than these random people on a dating app. I
Speaker 3: love how I feel when I pour into myself so
Speaker 3: much more, replenished, so much more, just straightened out energetically.
Speaker 2: Wow, this feels so good. I recently saw Wicked.
Speaker 3: It unlocked something within me of remembrance of what I
Speaker 3: truly wanted as a child, which is to create, to
Speaker 3: help others, heal.
Speaker 2: And to have a mass effect on this planet.
Speaker 3: And I just took a second to think of my
Speaker 3: inner child, and I wanted to update her on what
Speaker 3: I've been doing. If there is anything that you've wanted
Speaker 3: since you were a child that you now have, I
Speaker 3: want you to imagine your inner child within your mind's
Speaker 3: eye and imagine telling her or him, Hey, we did it.
Speaker 3: I've known how much you've wanted this forever, and look,
Speaker 3: I did.
Speaker 2: It as your adult self. You had the dream and
Speaker 2: I did it, and now we have this.
Speaker 3: Update your inner child on the things that you've wanted
Speaker 3: for so long, Update them on what you can celebrate together.
Speaker 3: Update them, bring them along on the journey. And when
Speaker 3: I told my inner child, look, we built up this
Speaker 3: following and we're helping people step into their power. We're
Speaker 3: helping them heal. And we get to do it by
Speaker 3: creating videos. We get to do it by using our creativity,
Speaker 3: creating courses, creating workbooks, writing, We get to do it
Speaker 3: even through music. We're doing exactly what you wanted to do. Look, Look, look, look,
Speaker 3: And I just felt this gratitude for my inner child,
Speaker 3: for myself, and for God for guiding me along the process.
Speaker 3: This is a really powerful way to do inner child work,
Speaker 3: to feel a deep sense of gratitude, which is a
Speaker 3: high frequency attitude, and to replenish your own energy.
Speaker 2: You're not in this alone.
Speaker 3: You have an inner child that has desires and dreams
Speaker 3: and wants, and they're with you every step of the way.
Speaker 3: They're cheering you on every step of the way. Do
Speaker 3: not forget about them. And when you get something, create something,
Speaker 3: earn something that you've wanted since you were a child,
Speaker 3: update your inner child.
Speaker 2: Tell them look at what I did. Look we did it,
Speaker 2: we did it. Celebrate with them.
Speaker 3: I find it very disheartening because a lot of people,
Speaker 3: I think will look at me and they can see
Speaker 3: me with their physical eyes, but they probably don't understand me.
Speaker 3: And I found that really disheartening. Growing up, I felt
Speaker 3: very misunderstood. But now I get to say, well, my
Speaker 3: inner child understands me, she sees me, she knows me
Speaker 3: in all of my life, in all of my glory,
Speaker 3: and you know who else does the divine And knowing
Speaker 3: that God can perceive me exact exactly how I am,
Speaker 3: my powerful self, my wild woman's self, my witchy self,
Speaker 3: my true self. Knowing that God can see all that
Speaker 3: and times where I'm devolving and not choosing the best
Speaker 3: pattern or habit or person. Knowing God can see all
Speaker 3: that and really can just see me brings me peace.
Speaker 3: I rest into the Divine. I know the Divine is
Speaker 3: cradling me, loving me, nurturing me back to life. If
Speaker 3: you feel misunderstood, if you don't feel acknowledged, if you
Speaker 3: don't feel valued or seen or heard or understood, look
Speaker 3: to the divine. Because the Divine knew you before you
Speaker 3: were ever on planet Earth. The Divine intended for you
Speaker 3: to have this incarnation, and the Divine knows you don't
Speaker 3: feel alone in this You're not. It's important that you
Speaker 3: connect the dots to your divinity because that will be
Speaker 3: the thing that floats you into your next season. If
Speaker 3: I didn't have my relationship to God, if I didn't
Speaker 3: build that with my spirit team, with my inner child,
Speaker 3: I would feel very isolated and very alone right now.
Speaker 3: But because I put those things into place, I know
Speaker 3: there's a greater picture. I know there's a greater story,
Speaker 3: and I know that this is.
Speaker 2: Not in ending but a new beginning.
Speaker 3: And it's four four four on the clock. We are
Speaker 3: giving ourselves stability. We are reintroducing stability into our life
Speaker 3: in a new way, and I'm uncovering a new definition
Speaker 3: of love. I am love embodied. I am God energy
Speaker 3: in a human being, and God is love. So I
Speaker 3: am love and I never lack love because I embody it.
Speaker 3: I simply am love, and so are you. I'm trying
Speaker 3: really hard in this season therefore to say no to
Speaker 3: people I just know or not in alignment with me.
Speaker 3: And I usually would just go out for the experience
Speaker 3: to have a.
Speaker 2: Conversation, and that was cool for the season.
Speaker 3: But now I'm saying no more because I need to
Speaker 3: just bathe in my own energy right now. And oh ooh, okay, okay,
Speaker 3: don't tell anyone this because it doesn't really align with
Speaker 3: this part of the podcast.
Speaker 2: But I okay.
Speaker 3: I might have said yes to one person on a
Speaker 3: date because he said he's bringing me to this castle
Speaker 3: that is really pretty and really historic and there's so
Speaker 3: much energy there and it's known to be haunted. Don't
Speaker 3: tell anyone this is the secret part of the podcast.
Speaker 3: Just a racist from your conscious mind and your subconscious
Speaker 3: mind and your oric field and pretend.
Speaker 2: Like none of this is happening right now. But I
Speaker 2: just had to tell you because I can't keep a secrety.
Speaker 3: Okay, anyway, I'm totally like decentering love from my life
Speaker 3: right now.
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna take a quick sip of my coffee
Speaker 2: so I can refocus. But who cares.
Speaker 3: That's just like one little night, that doesn't mean anything.
Speaker 2: Who cares.
Speaker 3: I'm focused on myself and it's a castle with history,
Speaker 3: and what if I see a ghost there?
Speaker 2: Like I need to tell you guys about that.
Speaker 3: I am not rationalizing. I am just speaking facts. And
Speaker 3: now I'm gonna transition into another subject because I don't
Speaker 3: know how to get out of this. If you're listening
Speaker 3: to this episode and this podcast, you're probably in a
Speaker 3: line with a similar season that I'm in, hence why
Speaker 3: you're here. And right now I feel like I'm about
Speaker 3: to birth a new version of myself. And I've been
Speaker 3: refocusing on longer meditations daily and really being disciplined with that.
Speaker 2: Energetic excellence is.
Speaker 3: At the number one slot in my life right now.
Speaker 3: It is a priority. And when you are physically pregnant,
Speaker 3: you slow down. You start to get into this nesting
Speaker 3: season of wanting to make sure that your house is ready,
Speaker 3: and that's what I'm doing. I am making sure my
Speaker 3: emotional body is ready for this person I'm becoming. I
Speaker 3: am making sure that my physical vessel is ready. That's
Speaker 3: why I'm taking a break from alcohol. That's why I've
Speaker 3: taken a break from meat. I'm really cleansing out, detoxing
Speaker 3: my system. I'm using castor oil almost every single night
Speaker 3: to detoxify my liver, and I'm preparing my mental body.
Speaker 3: I'm reading the books, understanding the material, and then I'm
Speaker 3: going into meditation to prepare my spirit and my soul
Speaker 3: to understand past lifetimes and to understand this one and
Speaker 3: understand how I have to bridge my past with my
Speaker 3: current lifetime and what lessons need to be bestowed upon
Speaker 3: me and then shared with you. In this season where
Speaker 3: I feel like I'm preparing myself to give birth, some
Speaker 3: of it is painful because I don't feel resonant with
Speaker 3: who I used to be yet again. I mean, this
Speaker 3: process is crazy because every time you transition, well.
Speaker 2: You're gonna transition again and then again and then again.
Speaker 3: And a lot of us think it's birth and then death, death, death, death,
Speaker 3: but really it's birth and then death and then rebirth
Speaker 3: and death and rebirth and death and rebirth and death.
Speaker 3: And I have gone through a season over the summer
Speaker 3: and in early fall of going out and being out,
Speaker 3: and now I'm letting that version of myself die because
Speaker 3: I just don't resonate with her anymore. And I'll have
Speaker 3: a little funeral by Signora do doing other things now
Speaker 3: and I'm focusing on birthing this new version of me,
Speaker 3: and that requires me to change up my routine. Something
Speaker 3: really interesting that my spirit team does when they want
Speaker 3: to get a message to me is they will interrupt
Speaker 3: whatever it is I'm doing. If I'm in my closet,
Speaker 3: they'll throw a shoe off my shelf. I know that
Speaker 3: sounds a bit spooky.
Speaker 2: It is what it is. That's what they do. I'm
Speaker 2: not lying.
Speaker 3: I don't know what to tell you, So they'll throw
Speaker 3: a shoe off my shelf and I'm like ooh, And
Speaker 3: then I'll get a divine message because they're breaking my focus,
Speaker 3: so I open up to the present moment. If I'm
Speaker 3: in my room, they'll open my door, so I break
Speaker 3: from whatever I'm thinking about and I open up to
Speaker 3: the present moment, and that allows me to receive the
Speaker 3: message in they're trying to break me from routine so
Speaker 3: I can actually hear them and open up to the
Speaker 3: present moment. What I've learned from them doing that to
Speaker 3: me is okay. If I want to break out of
Speaker 3: this self concept or break out of this timeline, I
Speaker 3: need to interrupt my routine, just like they interrupt my
Speaker 3: routine to give me a message. So instead of me
Speaker 3: going out Friday Saturday, instead of me being more social,
Speaker 3: I'm interrupting that routine.
Speaker 2: When you change what you do, you change.
Speaker 3: The energy you embody and you broadcast, and that brings
Speaker 3: about a new timeline. I really invite you to not
Speaker 3: let yourself get distracted either. When the right person and
Speaker 3: the right relationship comes in, it's not going to feel
Speaker 3: like a parasitic energy.
Speaker 2: You're not going to.
Speaker 3: Be worrying about what are we You're not going to
Speaker 3: feel all this anxiety. It will feel like peace because
Speaker 3: it was sent by God.
Speaker 2: And when we're trying.
Speaker 3: To make something happen, because we are obsessed with the
Speaker 3: dating apps or are trying to meet people, and everything
Speaker 3: we do is just to get them to notice us,
Speaker 3: you're sending out desperate energy. You block not only them
Speaker 3: from being attracted to you, but the right person for
Speaker 3: you because you're idolizing them, You're making them a false
Speaker 3: idol instead of you keeping your connection to God. And
Speaker 3: I just keep telling myself, seek Ye Kingdom first, and
Speaker 3: everything else will be there. I enjoy spending time in
Speaker 3: meditation more than hanging out with men right now, to
Speaker 3: be honest, I get so much from a meditative state,
Speaker 3: so much insight, so much wisdom. I get to see
Speaker 3: so many lifetimes. That's where I want to be. That's
Speaker 3: where I feel good right now, and so that's where
Speaker 3: I'm going to be.
Speaker 2: Will that be forever?
Speaker 3: No, I'm sure there's going to come a time where
Speaker 3: I'm so in love with someone that I'm going to
Speaker 3: want to also spend time with them. But right now,
Speaker 3: I'm going to lean into the season that I'm currently
Speaker 3: in because that is how you gain the lessons from it.
Speaker 3: That's how you get the medicine from it, and it's
Speaker 3: what prepares you for the next season. I really think
Speaker 3: we are where we are because that is where we're
Speaker 3: meant to be. And if you try to only focus
Speaker 3: on what is to come rather than where you are,
Speaker 3: you miss out on the medicine, you miss out on
Speaker 3: the juice, You miss out on the lessons, and I
Speaker 3: want to be a living example of.
Speaker 2: What I preach.
Speaker 3: I always tell you, don't get frustrated where you are,
Speaker 3: enjoy the season, and I'm learning how to enjoy this season. Now.
Speaker 3: I enjoyed the season on the dating apps. It was
Speaker 3: fun for the moment. I enjoyed going out every single weekend.
Speaker 3: It was fun for the moment. And now I'm really
Speaker 3: enjoying taking my baths. I'm really enjoying meditating, I'm really
Speaker 3: enjoying reading. I'm really enjoying discovering new spiritual gifts that
Speaker 3: are being unlocked within me. And I'm discovering this new
Speaker 3: discipline and this heightened sense of intuition that I didn't
Speaker 3: even know I had.
Speaker 2: And it's so enjoyable and it's.
Speaker 3: So amazing, And I have to reiterate, there's gonna be
Speaker 3: a season in your life where you will never maybe
Speaker 3: have this much time and freedom.
Speaker 2: Please use it while you have it.
Speaker 3: Instead of me trying to rush into this next season
Speaker 3: where I do have that relationship or whatever it may
Speaker 3: be that I'm doing.
Speaker 2: Who knows, God knows.
Speaker 3: I am enjoying where I'm at And what if we
Speaker 3: just let it be what if we just make the
Speaker 3: best of the season that we're in because it's where
Speaker 3: we're at, control the controllables, and make the best of
Speaker 3: everything else. I want to invite you to not only
Speaker 3: make the best of this season, to not only find
Speaker 3: pleasure where you can, to not only let things be,
Speaker 3: to not only surrender, but remember you're inner child and
Speaker 3: her dreams or his dreams. What did they want to
Speaker 3: do in this lifetime?
Speaker 2: And are you doing it?
Speaker 3: And if not, how can you start to do it?
Speaker 3: Do you have to sign up for a course or
Speaker 3: a class or do you have.
Speaker 2: To learn a new way of being?
Speaker 3: What do I need to do so you can start
Speaker 3: encoding that into your reality. I'm not going to try
Speaker 3: to rush into this next season. I'm going to enjoy
Speaker 3: where I'm at, and I would love for you to
Speaker 3: enjoy where you're at, and we can do this together,
Speaker 3: hand in hand and at the right time, in the
Speaker 3: right moment, all will happen. I think your desires in
Speaker 3: your heart is God's promises to you, and that's why
Speaker 3: they're there, so you'll get.
Speaker 2: What you want.
Speaker 3: But trust the timing, trust the season. Anything else is
Speaker 3: just going to frustrate you and it's a waste of
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