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Speaker 1: Creativity is an addiction unplugged because we will always say

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yes to creativity, totally uncut because we all make mistakes,

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so turn it into a tool. This is arrow unplugged.

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I don't remember my parents being the type of people

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that stood with open arms by way of teaching tomorrow's

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decision makers. For instance, Like I am an instructor, I

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love to help lead people, and I really don't remember

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my parents being that type of person. Now. Mom loved

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to keep her views next to her heart, and Dad

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was all about one way, his way, but to share

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it with others like them moving through their early years

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of a career. I really don't recall witnessing something like this,

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that moment of sharing. Now, that doesn't mean that they

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weren't loving, because oh my god, yes they were. They

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were full of that emotion, especially with their grandchildren. Yet yet,

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will the grandchildren be available as much as Mom and

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Dad were during their early years opening their home to

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one in all? Does that get passed down as a

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family tradition or is a loving caring heart what we

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feel in the moment? What has to happen for any

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person to be in a place of sharing where my

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parents just being their generation in an age where caring

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about the community was giving the dude on the corner

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a buck. Hey zerol. This is the daily mess, a

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chronological walk through an everyday world. I am a daily writer,

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and things like this really do fill up my heart.

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I want to know how people get into that mindset

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of being sharers. They share things, they give things away.

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What has to happen for that to happen? This is

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the daily Mess. I found it to be very difficult

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to defrag yesterday. Writing usually comes to me in a

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free form thought pattern. The river flows onto the page

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and words rise on this blizzard white canvas. Defragging is

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asking questions, yet the interviewer yesterday failed to show up.

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Therefore any and all thoughts are gone. That's how I

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feel about being a writer. If you don't put it

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on paper, it won't be waiting for you the next day.

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We've talked about this a lot. Writing is not an

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easy task. Although I don't believe in writer's block, the

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availability of presence is part of living a mindful lifestyle.

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Being grateful is just one step, and so many people

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take that step and then decide, ugh, it's not part

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of my journey awareness involves so many connections and releases,

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such as the heart, the giving heart, the sharer, the

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one that places themselves in a moment where it's about

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teaching the future decision makers. Being aware is taking a

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page like I'm doing now and saying, what gives dude,

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why weren't you able to defrag yesterday? Being aware is

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a truth that you have to face, and so many

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people don't like that because they see it as a wall.

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You mean, oh, I got a answer to myself. Lame excuses.

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We use them every single day. I can't come up

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with an excuse as to why there was no defragging.

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My standards are very high. I have to live up

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to my expectation. When I don't show up, then all

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departments inside my head and heart and body are infected.

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I'm only asking questions. The answers will come or they won't,

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and when they won't, we're going to talk about it.

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That's what defragging is, and that's one of the reasons

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why I wrote about my parents. I don't remember many

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parents being the type of people that stood with open

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arms by way of teaching tomorrow's decision makers. They were

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loving to their family, But I didn't see them give

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outside the four walls of the home. How is it

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passed down? How did I become an instructor a leader

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if I wasn't receiving it outside the home from them

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or seeing it to be inspired or motivated by? How

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did it happen? That's why I like to write. And

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when it doesn't happen, like yesterday with a DFRAG journal,

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now you're asking the question are you being your parents

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because you didn't share today? You didn't share. I'm Maril

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and that's the daily mess.