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<v Speaker 1>Hi, Welcome to Dear Nikki. My name is Nikki. And

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<v Speaker 1>on today's show, a guy shares how his innocent girlfriends

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<v Speaker 1>stumbled upon his secret porn collection and decided to make

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<v Speaker 1>one of his wildest fantasies come true on his birthday.

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<v Speaker 1>A woman confesses the real scandalous way she met her husband,

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<v Speaker 1>evolving her best friend, a drunken car ride and zero regrets.

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<v Speaker 1>And a listener recounts a forbidden hookup that left her

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<v Speaker 1>craving more, but with a tricky question about what comes next, that,

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<v Speaker 1>and so so much more. Are you ready to spice

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<v Speaker 1>things up? Here's a sneak pink of the steamy audio

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<v Speaker 1>content a waiting for you on Patreon. The one in

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<v Speaker 1>my ass came first, hip snapping, flooding me with the

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<v Speaker 1>heat that leaked out around him in thick pulses. The

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<v Speaker 1>second followed, grinding deep and spilling so hard I've felt

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<v Speaker 1>every jet against my servix. The man in my mouth

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<v Speaker 1>pulled out just to come across my face in long,

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<v Speaker 1>hot stripes that mixed with tears and spit and honey.

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<v Speaker 1>Join now for ad free access to the Wednesday show

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<v Speaker 1>and an exclusive Friday episode packed with erotic roll play

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<v Speaker 1>If you're new here, welcome to my show, where people

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<v Speaker 1>can share their deepest sexual secrets in fantasies anonymously. Each week,

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<v Speaker 1>I read out letters and emails from listeners who have

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<v Speaker 1>bravely shared their intimate experiences with me. The show is

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<v Speaker 1>still digging out of the snow? Definitely not digging I'm

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<v Speaker 1>dug out. I am in this central so I got

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<v Speaker 1>the early part of it and it was out of

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<v Speaker 1>here by Saturday afternoon, sorry Sunday afternoon. So everything's fine here.

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<v Speaker 1>Still a little cold, got my big blankie, my tea.

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<v Speaker 1>If you guys are in the Discord chat room, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I've got my tea sitting over here, got my water.

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<v Speaker 1>We're good to go. So before we kick things off Discord,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're not there really missing out. Sometimes I do

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<v Speaker 1>pop in. We'll have do an ask, dear Nikki. It

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<v Speaker 1>happens randomly. One thing I am doing that pops into

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<v Speaker 1>those that can pop in the chat. I've been offering

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<v Speaker 1>them to write or give me a direction of what

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<v Speaker 1>they would like to hear for erotic audio, randomly picked.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's kind of one of those people that I

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<v Speaker 1>just randomly picked somebody you can ask in the chat room.

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<v Speaker 1>There's three I think that I've done it for so far,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's just something new. I kind of feel I

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<v Speaker 1>needed a little shake things up, and at least I

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<v Speaker 1>know that in the group, you know the people that

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<v Speaker 1>are there. You know, even in general chat. If I

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<v Speaker 1>was to pick somebody out because I did it one

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<v Speaker 1>time that they're getting what they like, So come on

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<v Speaker 1>over and join us on Discord. And by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>we're doing a live show this Saturday, eight pm Central

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<v Speaker 1>Standard time. Do your own math time zone math as

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<v Speaker 1>I call it, and figure out what time it is.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to try to record it. I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>test out later today with somebody to see if I

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<v Speaker 1>can at least record it. Don't know what's gonna involve yet,

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<v Speaker 1>Probably similar to a show, but a little more questions

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<v Speaker 1>and answer, so it'll be interesting to see how the

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<v Speaker 1>question answer like I do in between stories that I

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<v Speaker 1>can read those that would be that'd be interesting. So

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<v Speaker 1>we're kind of just gonna throw it against the wall,

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<v Speaker 1>kind of like I started out. Just throw it against

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<v Speaker 1>the wall and see what goes there. But right now

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<v Speaker 1>it's going to be closely like a show. I expected

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<v Speaker 1>to go anywhere between an hour to an hour and

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<v Speaker 1>a half depending on how many people show up. And

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<v Speaker 1>we'll see you there. I really hope to really do

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<v Speaker 1>see you there. Link is in the show notes at

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<v Speaker 1>the end of the show. So we had question come

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<v Speaker 1>in from well, story in a confession come in from

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<v Speaker 1>a previous episode. This one is reckless and dripping with

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<v Speaker 1>that delicious guilt. We all pretend that we don't crave.

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<v Speaker 1>Dear Nikki moved into this tiny town near the base

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<v Speaker 1>a couple years back, and let's just say the locals

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<v Speaker 1>are friendly. My hobby travels a lot for work, so

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<v Speaker 1>I've been the one handling all the honeydew runs to

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<v Speaker 1>the hardware store. The owner, let's call him Hank, is

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<v Speaker 1>a rugged silver fox dive who always lingers a little

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<v Speaker 1>too long when he helps. He find screws the hardware

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<v Speaker 1>kind mostly last week, I went in from some paint samples,

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<v Speaker 1>wearing nothing but a sun dressed sandals, no bra, no

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<v Speaker 1>panties because why not. Feeling the hanging corners, me in

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<v Speaker 1>the back aisle helping reach something high, and his hand

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<v Speaker 1>accidentally brushes my thigh. I don't move away. The next

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<v Speaker 1>thing I know, he's got me backed against the shelves,

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<v Speaker 1>fingers teasing me under my dress while whispering how he's

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<v Speaker 1>been dreaming about this since the first time I walked in,

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<v Speaker 1>I was soaked. In seconds, we slip into the little

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<v Speaker 1>storage room, door locked, thank god, and he drops to

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<v Speaker 1>his knees like a man on a mission. Tongue everywhere,

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<v Speaker 1>make me bite my lips so hard to stay quiet,

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<v Speaker 1>that he stands, bends me over a stack of boxes,

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<v Speaker 1>and slides in, slow, then hard. I came twice before

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<v Speaker 1>he filled me up, growling about how tight I felt.

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<v Speaker 1>I walked out, looking flushed, paint swatches in hand, like

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<v Speaker 1>nothing happened. How he gets home that night, smells sex

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<v Speaker 1>on me, and we recreate it on the kitchen counter

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<v Speaker 1>while I spill every day in till now, I'm wondering

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<v Speaker 1>should I go back for more supplies this weekend? Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>bring home a surprise souvenir like Hank's number or something

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<v Speaker 1>stick hear. What's your take, Nikki? Am I playing with fire?

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<v Speaker 1>Or is this the kind of spice that keeps things

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<v Speaker 1>sizzling at home? And be honest? Would you stink back

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<v Speaker 1>for a round? Two? Flirty and soaked in Illinois? Well? Hello,

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<v Speaker 1>flirty and soaked? Oh gosh, small towns are risk. You

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<v Speaker 1>know this is? You know me? Although I find this

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<v Speaker 1>extremely hot, I think if you would have said that

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<v Speaker 1>I found him a town over or two towns over,

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<v Speaker 1>I'd be all for this. But as horny as I

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<v Speaker 1>am right now, I'm still all for it if that

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<v Speaker 1>makes sense. So if you're asking me now now, not

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<v Speaker 1>after I go relieve myself after the show, then the

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<v Speaker 1>answer is yeah, definitely, I would go back. Small towns

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<v Speaker 1>are a risk. The cookie in the back room, Hubby

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<v Speaker 1>loving the sloppy seconds. It's giving off Mike in the

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<v Speaker 1>hot wife energy. But with your delicious twist, You're not

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<v Speaker 1>alone craving that thrill. Plenty of us for the just

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<v Speaker 1>one more time is a temptation, and I probably would

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<v Speaker 1>snink back for Roun four and five two. Just say

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<v Speaker 1>it to you. If the fire feels this good, and

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<v Speaker 1>Hubby's on board and clearly turned on by the stories,

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<v Speaker 1>why not fan the flames a little snink back, grab

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<v Speaker 1>what you quote unquote need and report back with every

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<v Speaker 1>filthy detail. I bet it'll lead to another epic night

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<v Speaker 1>at home. Just play safe, keep communicating, but yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go ahead and put it out there. I'll be

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<v Speaker 1>right there with you plotting round two or more. And guys,

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<v Speaker 1>have you ever had a quick errand que unquote to

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<v Speaker 1>turn into a fool forbidden quickie at a hardware store,

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<v Speaker 1>coffee shop or wherever? Did you tell your partner and

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<v Speaker 1>turn it into a fuel for hotter sex at home

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<v Speaker 1>or keep it naughty for your little little secret. You

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<v Speaker 1>know the drill. This is very curious. I think it

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<v Speaker 1>might be up my alley. What about you and were

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<v Speaker 1>your delicious ears. Here's our naughty rental that sounds completely filthy,

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<v Speaker 1>but you know it's really clean. We have to have

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<v Speaker 1>one clean thing on the show, right. You pull me,

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<v Speaker 1>you push me, you squeeze me tight. I make a

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<v Speaker 1>loud noise when I'm really happy, and I love it

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<v Speaker 1>when you finish me off quickly. What am I? And

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<v Speaker 1>of course the answer is right after the episode. You

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<v Speaker 1>know what time it is. It's time to sit back,

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<v Speaker 1>relax leuts, have a whiskey with some filthy cherries, of course,

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<v Speaker 1>and explore some erotic fantasies from people just like you

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<v Speaker 1>and me. Dearniki. I'll open by saying that twenty five

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<v Speaker 1>years ago, I watched a lot of porn. Well, I

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<v Speaker 1>still watch a lot of porn, but I did as

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<v Speaker 1>well back then. It was in the early days of

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<v Speaker 1>the internet porn, when finding the right clips took some effort,

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<v Speaker 1>and the porn hubs of the world hadn't yet taken off.

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<v Speaker 1>As your listeners might remember. That meant that there was

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of smaller specialty sites and forums, and a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of clip sharing was done via download media files

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<v Speaker 1>instead of the streaming ones of today. So I had

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<v Speaker 1>a little library of files on my computer sorted in

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<v Speaker 1>different categories, the most prominent one being facials, a fetish

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<v Speaker 1>I still actively pursued today, decades later. But those were

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<v Speaker 1>my innocent ears, and at that time I had a

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<v Speaker 1>very innocent girlfriend named Natalie, a slender, pretty girl with

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<v Speaker 1>a somewhat nerdy look because of her glasses. Don't get

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<v Speaker 1>me wrong, we were both horny teenagers and we fucked

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<v Speaker 1>a lot. She had a great sexual energy and appetite,

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<v Speaker 1>and she still stands out to me as the most

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<v Speaker 1>orgasment girl I've slept with. She would always come as

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<v Speaker 1>soon as I went balls deep in her when we

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<v Speaker 1>had sex. But she had never watched porn and had

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<v Speaker 1>very little concept of what existed on the internet, and

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<v Speaker 1>thus in my dirty mind, and at the time, I

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<v Speaker 1>was so thankful just to have found a cute girl

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<v Speaker 1>who wanted to have sex with me, that I was

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<v Speaker 1>too afraid to push her away. And if I pushed

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<v Speaker 1>her boundaries, well, as you might have guessed from the

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<v Speaker 1>build up, she found my porn folder one day. She

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<v Speaker 1>had borrowed my computer for schoolwork, and while I thought

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<v Speaker 1>I was pretty sneaky where I hid my porn, I

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<v Speaker 1>had underestimated how computer savvy she was, and maybe how

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<v Speaker 1>determined she was to find what she was looking for.

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<v Speaker 1>I had left her alone for a short while and

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<v Speaker 1>each other in my bed, but then again, that's how

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<v Speaker 1>thing in the video you don't expect me to ever

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<v Speaker 1>Nellie had come over late, and her cheeky attitude left

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<v Speaker 1>treat I started kissing her and intioning our normal for

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<v Speaker 1>To day is your birthday, so Jess, let it bit

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<v Speaker 1>and then she started stroking my cock while on her

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<v Speaker 1>with her nipples through her lingerie with other hand. I

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<v Speaker 1>Are you ready to get the best blow job you've

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<v Speaker 1>ever had? She didn't wait for me to answer before

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<v Speaker 1>starting to suck my cock with great enthusiasm. We often

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<v Speaker 1>of the best blow job ever. Maybe she would even

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<v Speaker 1>swallow my gum. As my thoughts were racing towards and

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<v Speaker 1>how she would celebrate my climax, My cock was following suit.

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<v Speaker 1>I am getting close, I warned her and added it

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<v Speaker 1>with a hopeful voice. Can I come in your mouth,

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<v Speaker 1>not tonight, she replied, and got off of me. My

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<v Speaker 1>initial disappointment hardly registered before she continued, I know I

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<v Speaker 1>said I wouldn't let you, but today, since it's your birthday,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought i'd let you finish like in one of

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<v Speaker 1>had thought. Initially, I couldn't believe this was coming from

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<v Speaker 1>my normally demure, innocent girlfriend, but I wasn't about to

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<v Speaker 1>pass up the opportunity. I pushed her over on her

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<v Speaker 1>back and positioned myself across her so I could stroke

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<v Speaker 1>myself while playing with her tits. She reached for the

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<v Speaker 1>need these for protection, she grinned. I was still a

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<v Speaker 1>bit unsure that she would actually follow through with this,

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<v Speaker 1>Is it okay I sit on you like this? As

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<v Speaker 1>she moaned soft in reply, I noticed that her hand

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<v Speaker 1>had found its way down to my black silk pandies

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<v Speaker 1>and that she was now softly circling our clip. Embolded

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<v Speaker 1>by this sight, I had to ask her, have you

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<v Speaker 1>ever thought about that video you saw? Did you maybe

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<v Speaker 1>even think about it was a little hot? She looked

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<v Speaker 1>up with a dreamy expression. Well maybe. At first I

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<v Speaker 1>thought it was a little much and a little disgusting,

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<v Speaker 1>But after a while I thought it was hot thinking

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<v Speaker 1>about you looking and jerking off. So I've actually watched

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<v Speaker 1>it again a few times while you were out of

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<v Speaker 1>the room since then. Hearing your talk like this almost

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<v Speaker 1>put me over the edge, as I was still slowly

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<v Speaker 1>stroking myself in front of her face, my cock slicked

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<v Speaker 1>with spit from the bro job and an increasingly amount

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<v Speaker 1>of pre Come. So what do you want to do

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<v Speaker 1>to me now, babe? I asked, moving closer, increasing my pace.

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<v Speaker 1>You know that thing, she said, hesitating, while obviously increasing

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<v Speaker 1>the pace of her own handiwork as well. One thing

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<v Speaker 1>I want to hear you say it, I pressed. I

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<v Speaker 1>want you to I want you to jerk off and

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<v Speaker 1>come on me. Where do you want me to come?

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<v Speaker 1>I want you to come on me. I want you

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<v Speaker 1>to come on my face. She almost spit out the

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<v Speaker 1>last word, clearly struggling against her shy nature while being

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<v Speaker 1>pushed deep into sex space by orgasm that was clearly

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<v Speaker 1>rolling through her slender body. My mind went blank, and

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<v Speaker 1>I started coming all over her in thick white spurts.

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<v Speaker 1>Some of them went over her head and onto the

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<v Speaker 1>pillow in her hair, but most of it connected across

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<v Speaker 1>her pretty face, hap open mouth, across her cheeks, and

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<v Speaker 1>onto her glasses. On her own initiative, she raised her

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<v Speaker 1>head and took my pulsing cock in her mouth, sucking

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<v Speaker 1>me dry remaining drops. After that, we both collapsed and

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<v Speaker 1>lay there, still saying not anything, as she was playfully

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<v Speaker 1>started scooping my cum off her face with fingers. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>that was the best birthday present I'd ever had, I

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<v Speaker 1>told her, with the conviction. But do I have to

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<v Speaker 1>wait another year before we do it again? Maybe not,

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<v Speaker 1>she replied, But maybe you could also show me what

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<v Speaker 1>other videos you have on your computer, And of course

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<v Speaker 1>I did, Ethan, Hello, Ethan, how are you? That was

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<v Speaker 1>really hot. I'm actually still not shy in the sex

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<v Speaker 1>department by any means, But I don't know, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how to describe myself. You know, I do blush

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<v Speaker 1>a lot, like a lot, a lot a lot. Even

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<v Speaker 1>though I'm really open to a lot of things, it

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<v Speaker 1>still makes me so I still kind of have that

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<v Speaker 1>whole nerdy, shy girl part of me that's never really

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<v Speaker 1>went away. I liked that I fell in love with

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<v Speaker 1>her myself, I absolutely did. I love the fact that

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<v Speaker 1>she stumbled across your stash and she took the initiation

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<v Speaker 1>of no matter how un she took the time to

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<v Speaker 1>really look into herself and say, how can I do

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<v Speaker 1>this for him? Which is so much me. I really

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<v Speaker 1>like to know what turns my partner on, what makes them,

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<v Speaker 1>what makes them sexually happy? What can I do to

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<v Speaker 1>make something happen in real time? You know, if they're

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<v Speaker 1>ready to put the toothpaste out of the tube kind

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<v Speaker 1>of thing. The build up the birthday surprise, her putting

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<v Speaker 1>her glasses on for quote unquote protection. I think she

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<v Speaker 1>was still going with a nerdy like library. Look. I

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<v Speaker 1>love the simple discovery turned into such an intimate, explosive

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<v Speaker 1>moment for you both, Ethan. I have a question after

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<v Speaker 1>the first facial, did you and Natalie dive deeper into

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<v Speaker 1>your porn collection together or did it open the door

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<v Speaker 1>to more adventures. I like the thought that not everybody

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<v Speaker 1>connects through porn. They don't. I know, I only use

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<v Speaker 1>it occasionally if I need to quit little get off.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm one of those women. I think. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if I'm few or not that I cannot flip. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I can a little bit flip into what I need

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<v Speaker 1>to do to get off. I usually have to watch

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<v Speaker 1>something to stimulate me, and I do not watch. I

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<v Speaker 1>go search and I want a video. It's over twenty minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>but I don't. I like fast forward, take the little slider, go,

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<v Speaker 1>let's get to the good stuff. So I don't necessarily

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<v Speaker 1>watch porn with my partner, but if it was something

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<v Speaker 1>that turned us both on for investigative research for kinky

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<v Speaker 1>stuff later, I absolutely would. But that's me. Have you

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<v Speaker 1>ever had a partner's secret kink revealed unexpectedly and did

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<v Speaker 1>it bring you closer or spark something new in your

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<v Speaker 1>own sex life? You know the drill. I want to

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<v Speaker 1>hear about it. Dear Nikki, I am Naomi thirty something

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<v Speaker 1>here in the UK. I love, love, love your podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you so much for the naughty thoughts and the

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<v Speaker 1>tingles you and your listeners have given me. My experience

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<v Speaker 1>can be classified as how I really met my husband

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<v Speaker 1>to most my friends and anyone that asked the question,

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<v Speaker 1>how did you meet your husband. I tell them it

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<v Speaker 1>was through a mutual friend and leave it there. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>I might add a tiny detail, but I never actually

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<v Speaker 1>the truth. So here's the truth. I know you won't

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<v Speaker 1>judge me for it, and I hope it makes you smile.

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<v Speaker 1>Going back over ten years ago, I was good friends

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<v Speaker 1>with Sophie. We met in college and lived close by,

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<v Speaker 1>did everything two good friends can do. She was always

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<v Speaker 1>into long term relationships with boys and far more sensible

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<v Speaker 1>than me, where I was a bit more free, shall

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<v Speaker 1>we say. My morals were not the best and I

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<v Speaker 1>hardly ever stayed with anyone for long. So Sophie was

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<v Speaker 1>in a relationship with a lovely man called Nathan. They'd

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<v Speaker 1>been together for almost a year, and she had basically

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<v Speaker 1>moved in with him. They were very close and annoyingly

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<v Speaker 1>cute together. The only problem being that as I fancied

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<v Speaker 1>him so much, I really did, he just seemed to

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<v Speaker 1>tick so many boxes for me. I was always seemed

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<v Speaker 1>to want what I can't have. I can be a

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<v Speaker 1>big flirt and I'm not always good at hiding my

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<v Speaker 1>thoughts about others. So were there many times we would

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<v Speaker 1>go out as group friends, and with him there, I

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<v Speaker 1>would always have my naughty thoughts and be cheeky flirt.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't anything that obvious, but thinking back, it must

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<v Speaker 1>have been. I'm not sure I am all that subtle.

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<v Speaker 1>One such night was after a drinks party at a

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<v Speaker 1>rather fancy works promotional event. As Sophie was a big

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<v Speaker 1>part of she had invited Nathan and myself along to

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<v Speaker 1>boost the numbers. There were lots of free bubbies, cocktails

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<v Speaker 1>and it was a really good night out with a

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<v Speaker 1>going to turn it down. Poor Sophie was staying professional

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<v Speaker 1>and looking after the other guest. She couldn't drink, so

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<v Speaker 1>I had volunteered to be our designated driver for that night,

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<v Speaker 1>which left me alone with Nathan quite a lot. We

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<v Speaker 1>became drinking partners in crime, seeing who could bag the

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<v Speaker 1>most free drinks as we walked around the venue, having

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<v Speaker 1>a laugh and joke. We stayed to the very end

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<v Speaker 1>and had a good night. I grabbed a bottle of

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<v Speaker 1>champagne on my way out the door for no other

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<v Speaker 1>reason than I could. I was in a very fun mood.

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<v Speaker 1>Sophie had offered to drop someone else off on the

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<v Speaker 1>leaving myself and Nathan in the back of the car.

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<v Speaker 1>From the moment we set off, I was in full

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<v Speaker 1>up and down his leg, grinning at him from the

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00:25:12.359 --> 00:25:16.720
<v Speaker 1>safety of the darkness, knowing she couldn't see. Oh, Nikki,

418
00:25:17.119 --> 00:25:21.200
<v Speaker 1>I was shocking. I admit it. I did every cliche

419
00:25:21.319 --> 00:25:25.119
<v Speaker 1>flirt you can imagine, from touching a thigh, sucking the

420
00:25:25.160 --> 00:25:29.119
<v Speaker 1>top of the bottle suggestively. I even sat back, raising

421
00:25:29.160 --> 00:25:32.519
<v Speaker 1>my dress just enough to show my pennies to him.

422
00:25:32.880 --> 00:25:36.839
<v Speaker 1>My cleavage was on full display. I traced my fingers

423
00:25:37.119 --> 00:25:40.960
<v Speaker 1>over my exposed skin. I was far from subtle, and

424
00:25:41.079 --> 00:25:44.920
<v Speaker 1>got worse the more he squirmed. At one point, I

425
00:25:44.960 --> 00:25:47.799
<v Speaker 1>put my hand over his crotch and almost squealed when

426
00:25:47.839 --> 00:25:51.119
<v Speaker 1>I felt he was hard. My head was spinning. She

427
00:25:51.240 --> 00:25:54.759
<v Speaker 1>was driving along, making small talk before dropping off her

428
00:25:54.799 --> 00:25:58.799
<v Speaker 1>Colligue at his home. I remember behaving more at this point,

429
00:25:59.200 --> 00:26:01.599
<v Speaker 1>but I still blew kisses to him and glanced at

430
00:26:01.599 --> 00:26:04.599
<v Speaker 1>his balge as he tried to pretend it wasn't there.

431
00:26:05.400 --> 00:26:07.920
<v Speaker 1>So he hadn't spoke much for the remainder of the journey,

432
00:26:08.160 --> 00:26:11.039
<v Speaker 1>and when she got to my house she just said, thanks,

433
00:26:11.200 --> 00:26:13.640
<v Speaker 1>you can go now. I was barely out of the

434
00:26:13.680 --> 00:26:16.839
<v Speaker 1>car before they drove off. No surprise. I woke up

435
00:26:16.880 --> 00:26:21.400
<v Speaker 1>the next morning with a Grade A hangover. I felt awful.

436
00:26:22.039 --> 00:26:24.400
<v Speaker 1>Then there was the moment when I think back to

437
00:26:24.440 --> 00:26:27.480
<v Speaker 1>how I behaved and what happened. I really didn't worry

438
00:26:27.480 --> 00:26:30.359
<v Speaker 1>too much about it until I saw my phone so

439
00:26:30.599 --> 00:26:34.000
<v Speaker 1>many text messages from Sophie accusing me of all kinds

440
00:26:34.000 --> 00:26:37.720
<v Speaker 1>of things, asking did I think she was blind? Calling

441
00:26:37.759 --> 00:26:42.079
<v Speaker 1>me every name you could think of, slut, bitch, fat, cow, tart,

442
00:26:42.799 --> 00:26:46.160
<v Speaker 1>you can get the idea much worse too. There must

443
00:26:46.200 --> 00:26:48.759
<v Speaker 1>have been twenty messages from her, too many for me

444
00:26:48.799 --> 00:26:51.839
<v Speaker 1>to read, and just one from Nathan telling me to

445
00:26:51.920 --> 00:26:55.759
<v Speaker 1>apologize for her. Okay, so at this point I did

446
00:26:55.799 --> 00:26:58.400
<v Speaker 1>feel bad. I tried to call her, text her anything

447
00:26:58.440 --> 00:27:01.359
<v Speaker 1>to say sorry, blame me, et cetera, but there was

448
00:27:01.400 --> 00:27:05.839
<v Speaker 1>no reply to anything, no blue ticks. Only option left

449
00:27:06.000 --> 00:27:09.200
<v Speaker 1>was to see her face to face, whatever a bruce

450
00:27:09.319 --> 00:27:11.920
<v Speaker 1>she had to throw at me. I threw on something

451
00:27:11.960 --> 00:27:14.319
<v Speaker 1>casual and drove to their house and nervelessly knocked on

452
00:27:14.359 --> 00:27:17.440
<v Speaker 1>the door. After a short delay, Nathan opened the door,

453
00:27:17.559 --> 00:27:20.039
<v Speaker 1>looking like a mess in jogging pants and a T shirt,

454
00:27:20.599 --> 00:27:24.559
<v Speaker 1>clearly not much sleep. The first thing he says, you're late.

455
00:27:24.960 --> 00:27:27.880
<v Speaker 1>She's moved out. I followed him in and tried to

456
00:27:27.880 --> 00:27:30.880
<v Speaker 1>say it'll be okay, she'll come around, but he was

457
00:27:30.920 --> 00:27:34.640
<v Speaker 1>adamant that she was raging. She knows we flirt. She's

458
00:27:34.640 --> 00:27:38.720
<v Speaker 1>had enough. I was dumb struck and said sorry to him,

459
00:27:38.759 --> 00:27:40.680
<v Speaker 1>not sure what I could say to make it better,

460
00:27:41.440 --> 00:27:44.240
<v Speaker 1>so I suggested it takes two to tango, and I

461
00:27:44.319 --> 00:27:47.839
<v Speaker 1>can't be entirely to blame. He sewered her, agreed, and

462
00:27:47.960 --> 00:27:50.920
<v Speaker 1>that it was partly right. I told him I was

463
00:27:51.039 --> 00:27:54.119
<v Speaker 1>more than partly right. When he got hard in the

464
00:27:54.119 --> 00:27:57.160
<v Speaker 1>back of the car the previous night, he went mad,

465
00:27:57.200 --> 00:28:00.839
<v Speaker 1>saying how bad I was, how it isn't funny. I agreed,

466
00:28:00.920 --> 00:28:03.640
<v Speaker 1>hiding my smile and offered to hug him. The poor

467
00:28:03.680 --> 00:28:06.599
<v Speaker 1>man was a complete emotional mess. I pulled him into

468
00:28:06.640 --> 00:28:09.279
<v Speaker 1>a hug and held him close, whispering that she will

469
00:28:09.279 --> 00:28:12.960
<v Speaker 1>get over it. I needn't have bothered saying that, because

470
00:28:12.960 --> 00:28:15.839
<v Speaker 1>I suddenly felt him get hard again. I stepped back

471
00:28:15.880 --> 00:28:18.960
<v Speaker 1>and looked. This time it was very obvious in those

472
00:28:19.000 --> 00:28:22.519
<v Speaker 1>loose jogging pants. I had to laugh, staring as he

473
00:28:22.559 --> 00:28:25.680
<v Speaker 1>tried his best to cover up. I just melted there

474
00:28:25.720 --> 00:28:28.519
<v Speaker 1>and then and moved his hands away. I reached down

475
00:28:28.559 --> 00:28:31.000
<v Speaker 1>to feel his bolge, kissing him full on the lips.

476
00:28:31.759 --> 00:28:33.920
<v Speaker 1>There was no effort to stop the kiss or my

477
00:28:34.000 --> 00:28:37.359
<v Speaker 1>hands on him. I wanted him there and then, and

478
00:28:37.440 --> 00:28:40.119
<v Speaker 1>I told him this fact. I was soon on my

479
00:28:40.200 --> 00:28:42.960
<v Speaker 1>knees in his kitchen, his clock in my mouth as

480
00:28:42.960 --> 00:28:44.680
<v Speaker 1>I looked up at him to see the look of

481
00:28:44.799 --> 00:28:49.519
<v Speaker 1>pure excitement and confusion that was really happening. We didn't

482
00:28:49.519 --> 00:28:52.440
<v Speaker 1>make up stairs. The desperation was too much for both

483
00:28:52.440 --> 00:28:55.279
<v Speaker 1>of us. I bent over the kitchen table, pushed my

484
00:28:55.359 --> 00:28:58.039
<v Speaker 1>panties to one side before guiding him into me behind.

485
00:28:58.720 --> 00:29:01.680
<v Speaker 1>We fucked over that table, tits bouncing with each thrust.

486
00:29:02.240 --> 00:29:05.279
<v Speaker 1>Neither of us lasted more than five minutes at most.

487
00:29:05.920 --> 00:29:08.920
<v Speaker 1>I came so much, a real sense of relief and pleasure.

488
00:29:09.559 --> 00:29:11.799
<v Speaker 1>He didn't last a second after he realized that it

489
00:29:11.799 --> 00:29:15.000
<v Speaker 1>had already came. I felt him push in more as

490
00:29:15.000 --> 00:29:18.359
<v Speaker 1>he shot loads spurted into me. I fucking loved it,

491
00:29:18.880 --> 00:29:22.279
<v Speaker 1>using all my muscles to milk his cock of every

492
00:29:22.480 --> 00:29:26.079
<v Speaker 1>last drop, squeezing him until I eventually he went soft

493
00:29:26.440 --> 00:29:29.359
<v Speaker 1>and pulled out, both of us out of breath as

494
00:29:29.400 --> 00:29:32.279
<v Speaker 1>our juices ran down my legs, leaving a very sexy,

495
00:29:32.720 --> 00:29:36.200
<v Speaker 1>wet mass leaking out. I turned and kissed him again,

496
00:29:36.720 --> 00:29:39.039
<v Speaker 1>none of us daring to talk about what just happened.

497
00:29:39.759 --> 00:29:42.400
<v Speaker 1>I finally asked him if he regretted it. He said no,

498
00:29:43.000 --> 00:29:45.680
<v Speaker 1>and I said the same, And it wasn't long before

499
00:29:45.720 --> 00:29:49.759
<v Speaker 1>we were doing it again, this time slower, more considered.

500
00:29:50.480 --> 00:29:53.960
<v Speaker 1>We have it really or mostly stopped our sex lives

501
00:29:53.960 --> 00:29:57.160
<v Speaker 1>since that moment and the ten years we've been together.

502
00:29:57.559 --> 00:30:01.200
<v Speaker 1>We've been married seven years in counting. She did send

503
00:30:01.440 --> 00:30:04.039
<v Speaker 1>Nathan a message a few months later, something about him

504
00:30:04.079 --> 00:30:07.839
<v Speaker 1>getting what he wanted. After all. We didn't reply. I

505
00:30:07.920 --> 00:30:11.559
<v Speaker 1>never heard from Sophie again. She's married now, so this

506
00:30:11.680 --> 00:30:13.799
<v Speaker 1>does have a happy ending in more ways than one.

507
00:30:14.599 --> 00:30:16.680
<v Speaker 1>Suffice to say, we didn't get an invite to her

508
00:30:16.759 --> 00:30:20.119
<v Speaker 1>wedding or her to ours. I lost a friend but

509
00:30:20.160 --> 00:30:23.480
<v Speaker 1>gained a husband. You can see now why we don't

510
00:30:23.519 --> 00:30:27.119
<v Speaker 1>exactly tell the truth to others when they ask. I

511
00:30:27.119 --> 00:30:29.720
<v Speaker 1>would say my morals have improved, but Nathan knows me

512
00:30:29.759 --> 00:30:32.400
<v Speaker 1>too well to agree to that. I'm not quite as

513
00:30:32.440 --> 00:30:34.799
<v Speaker 1>bad as I once was. But if there are any

514
00:30:34.839 --> 00:30:38.599
<v Speaker 1>women listening with sexy husband, it's probably best to keep

515
00:30:38.640 --> 00:30:44.440
<v Speaker 1>me at safe distance. Lol. Love you loads, Naomi, I

516
00:30:44.480 --> 00:30:45.480
<v Speaker 1>love you too, Naomi.

517
00:30:46.480 --> 00:30:49.680
<v Speaker 2>You're right, I don't judge because we all have very

518
00:30:49.720 --> 00:30:55.799
<v Speaker 2>pretty glittery skeletons in our closet and I have some too,

519
00:30:56.519 --> 00:31:01.480
<v Speaker 2>I really do. And are we all proud of some

520
00:31:01.519 --> 00:31:03.799
<v Speaker 2>of the things we've achieved the way we've achieved them,

521
00:31:03.839 --> 00:31:09.119
<v Speaker 2>regardless if it's because of sex, drugs, or rock and roll. Kidding, No,

522
00:31:10.319 --> 00:31:13.559
<v Speaker 2>here's the thing that's some I can maybe help you

523
00:31:13.599 --> 00:31:15.720
<v Speaker 2>with this. And it took me in hot minute. I

524
00:31:15.759 --> 00:31:17.920
<v Speaker 2>had to stop wanting to get a drink of hot tea.

525
00:31:19.000 --> 00:31:23.559
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes karma, whatever we want to call it, has a

526
00:31:23.599 --> 00:31:27.079
<v Speaker 2>way of removing people or placing people in our lives

527
00:31:27.119 --> 00:31:31.000
<v Speaker 2>that are meant for us. And sometimes those people can

528
00:31:31.039 --> 00:31:35.279
<v Speaker 2>come in messy events, like maybe you're with somebody else

529
00:31:35.319 --> 00:31:40.240
<v Speaker 2>on vacation and you're drinking five martinis and they are

530
00:31:40.319 --> 00:31:44.400
<v Speaker 2>wishing somebody else is there instead of you, or the

531
00:31:44.440 --> 00:31:48.240
<v Speaker 2>fact they wish they were there with you and going

532
00:31:48.279 --> 00:31:54.319
<v Speaker 2>NonStop about that person. And while you're drinking said five martinis,

533
00:31:55.160 --> 00:31:58.680
<v Speaker 2>you happen to meet a chap a very English chop

534
00:31:59.680 --> 00:32:04.279
<v Speaker 2>and you're drinking more martinis and talking. And I couldn't

535
00:32:04.319 --> 00:32:08.319
<v Speaker 2>oops tell you what those conversations were with that old chap,

536
00:32:08.960 --> 00:32:12.920
<v Speaker 2>but I will tell you this. I'm not so innocent either.

537
00:32:13.680 --> 00:32:17.039
<v Speaker 2>And that night, in my brave, good god, I'm confessing

538
00:32:17.039 --> 00:32:21.799
<v Speaker 2>a gazillion here, Nami, it's your fault. And that night,

539
00:32:21.880 --> 00:32:26.880
<v Speaker 2>in that moment after he was asleep, I never do this, people,

540
00:32:27.279 --> 00:32:30.119
<v Speaker 2>I do not send nudes. He did not get a

541
00:32:30.200 --> 00:32:32.920
<v Speaker 2>nude as you think, but he did get a down

542
00:32:33.000 --> 00:32:38.000
<v Speaker 2>shot of my tits in a very lacy camusol what

543
00:32:38.119 --> 00:32:41.920
<v Speaker 2>I did not know doing time zone math here, Okay,

544
00:32:42.359 --> 00:32:46.000
<v Speaker 2>I woke up the next morning to nice nibble, well

545
00:32:46.680 --> 00:32:50.440
<v Speaker 2>nipple was strategically placed where my lace was pushing it up.

546
00:32:50.920 --> 00:32:54.640
<v Speaker 2>Flirting with him that night has been very, very well

547
00:32:55.000 --> 00:32:57.200
<v Speaker 2>sexy and it is still sexy to this day.

548
00:32:57.720 --> 00:33:02.039
<v Speaker 1>I'm whispering that part, so we all have skeletons. As

549
00:33:02.079 --> 00:33:08.119
<v Speaker 1>you can see, he's not my husband. But anyway, Naomi

550
00:33:09.640 --> 00:33:12.720
<v Speaker 1>from I fell in love with the story from the

551
00:33:12.759 --> 00:33:16.559
<v Speaker 1>back seat teasing to that kitchen table finale. Talk about

552
00:33:16.559 --> 00:33:19.359
<v Speaker 1>turning a hangover into a husband. By the way, lots

553
00:33:19.359 --> 00:33:21.720
<v Speaker 1>of water in Thailand all and then go to bed

554
00:33:21.799 --> 00:33:26.440
<v Speaker 1>and your grade a hangover is hardly anything. Just a

555
00:33:26.480 --> 00:33:29.680
<v Speaker 1>little advice to me. I really do have to admire

556
00:33:29.680 --> 00:33:32.559
<v Speaker 1>the no holds barred honesty because I am that way.

557
00:33:32.839 --> 00:33:34.519
<v Speaker 1>I don't know how else to be, not black and

558
00:33:34.559 --> 00:33:36.920
<v Speaker 1>white and honest. But I have a question for you,

559
00:33:37.680 --> 00:33:40.640
<v Speaker 1>looking back now after ten years together, do you ever

560
00:33:40.839 --> 00:33:43.960
<v Speaker 1>laugh about that wild morning? I mean, what is going

561
00:33:44.000 --> 00:33:46.440
<v Speaker 1>on through our heads over there? Or is it still

562
00:33:46.480 --> 00:33:50.920
<v Speaker 1>your little secret thrill? I know where I am today

563
00:33:51.119 --> 00:33:56.119
<v Speaker 1>with a soap with a sexually chop. It is still

564
00:33:56.119 --> 00:33:58.720
<v Speaker 1>a thrill to this day. And I still will fight

565
00:33:58.759 --> 00:34:01.839
<v Speaker 1>with him about the facts that that was not a

566
00:34:01.960 --> 00:34:05.839
<v Speaker 1>purposeful nipple shot because it was only showing like the

567
00:34:05.839 --> 00:34:07.920
<v Speaker 1>front part of it, so in a whole nipple shot.

568
00:34:07.960 --> 00:34:09.079
<v Speaker 1>If I was a will to send him a freaking

569
00:34:09.159 --> 00:34:11.159
<v Speaker 1>nipple shot, it was wally, a whole breast on forward

570
00:34:11.239 --> 00:34:15.159
<v Speaker 1>nipple shot, not a peek down the valley. And I

571
00:34:15.199 --> 00:34:19.880
<v Speaker 1>was just trying to give him a downside here. Have

572
00:34:20.079 --> 00:34:23.960
<v Speaker 1>you ever pursued someone you shouldn't have, maybe a friend's

573
00:34:23.960 --> 00:34:27.320
<v Speaker 1>partner or an off limits crush, and did it lead

574
00:34:27.400 --> 00:34:31.679
<v Speaker 1>to regret or like Naomi, to something lasting This is

575
00:34:31.719 --> 00:34:33.599
<v Speaker 1>a very juicy one to ponder, but I am in

576
00:34:33.719 --> 00:34:38.360
<v Speaker 1>Naomi's camp. It's turned into something a little spicy and lasting.

577
00:34:39.199 --> 00:34:42.360
<v Speaker 1>Dear Nikki. I've listened to your show from Monstow, curled

578
00:34:42.400 --> 00:34:45.440
<v Speaker 1>up under the covers with my headphones in, heart racing

579
00:34:45.559 --> 00:34:48.639
<v Speaker 1>every time you read one of these confessions. I never

580
00:34:48.760 --> 00:34:51.880
<v Speaker 1>thought i'd be one riding in, but here I am

581
00:34:52.400 --> 00:34:56.239
<v Speaker 1>anonymous and shaking because I can't keep this inside anymore.

582
00:34:57.000 --> 00:35:00.320
<v Speaker 1>It happened three weeks ago. We've known each other since college,

583
00:35:00.480 --> 00:35:04.840
<v Speaker 1>old friends, nothing more, or so I told myself. He's married,

584
00:35:05.119 --> 00:35:09.079
<v Speaker 1>I'm married. Different people, different lives, but the same small

585
00:35:09.119 --> 00:35:13.239
<v Speaker 1>town where everyone pretends everything's fine. We ran into each

586
00:35:13.280 --> 00:35:16.519
<v Speaker 1>other at a quiet bar after a work event. One

587
00:35:16.559 --> 00:35:19.719
<v Speaker 1>drink turned into two and shots, then his hand on

588
00:35:19.800 --> 00:35:22.920
<v Speaker 1>my thigh under the table, like it belonged there. We

589
00:35:23.000 --> 00:35:25.920
<v Speaker 1>didn't make it far, his car in a shadowed corner

590
00:35:26.000 --> 00:35:28.880
<v Speaker 1>of the lot. The second door shut, and it was

591
00:35:29.000 --> 00:35:31.280
<v Speaker 1>like a dam broke. He kissed me like he had

592
00:35:31.280 --> 00:35:35.519
<v Speaker 1>been starving for it, deep, hungry teeth and tongue and

593
00:35:35.639 --> 00:35:39.480
<v Speaker 1>that low groan I still hear in my dreams. My

594
00:35:39.599 --> 00:35:42.199
<v Speaker 1>dress was up around my waist before I could think.

595
00:35:42.639 --> 00:35:45.400
<v Speaker 1>He pinned my wrist above my head with one hand,

596
00:35:45.559 --> 00:35:48.679
<v Speaker 1>then the other, sliding between my legs, fingers, finding me

597
00:35:48.800 --> 00:35:52.679
<v Speaker 1>already dripping for him. You've wanted this for years, haven't you,

598
00:35:53.239 --> 00:35:56.840
<v Speaker 1>he whispered against my neck. I couldn't even lie, just

599
00:35:56.960 --> 00:35:59.679
<v Speaker 1>moaned yes, as he pushed inside me, slow at first,

600
00:36:00.119 --> 00:36:04.679
<v Speaker 1>than hard, relentless, the car rocking with every thrust. I

601
00:36:04.719 --> 00:36:07.920
<v Speaker 1>came so hard I saw stars clinching around him while

602
00:36:07.960 --> 00:36:11.800
<v Speaker 1>he growled my name like a prayer. He followed right after,

603
00:36:12.079 --> 00:36:16.599
<v Speaker 1>filling me up, both of us trembling, sweating, laughing breathlessly

604
00:36:16.800 --> 00:36:19.960
<v Speaker 1>at an after glow, like teenagers who just got away

605
00:36:20.000 --> 00:36:24.400
<v Speaker 1>with something huge. Since then, I can't stop, I reply

606
00:36:24.519 --> 00:36:27.880
<v Speaker 1>it constantly, the way he bit my shoulder, how his

607
00:36:28.039 --> 00:36:31.920
<v Speaker 1>cock felt stretching me, The filthy things he said he'd

608
00:36:31.920 --> 00:36:36.639
<v Speaker 1>do next time we met. At the worst moments, folding laundry,

609
00:36:36.880 --> 00:36:40.320
<v Speaker 1>driving to the pickup groceries, sitting across from my husband

610
00:36:40.320 --> 00:36:43.400
<v Speaker 1>at dinner. I squeezed my thighs together and imagine his

611
00:36:43.519 --> 00:36:48.199
<v Speaker 1>mouth on me, slower, teasing, until I beg but he's married.

612
00:36:48.679 --> 00:36:52.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm married. We haven't texted since that night, radio silence,

613
00:36:53.440 --> 00:36:56.239
<v Speaker 1>probably both terrified of what happens if we admit we

614
00:36:56.320 --> 00:37:00.719
<v Speaker 1>want more? Do I reach out risk the explosion? Or

615
00:37:00.719 --> 00:37:05.079
<v Speaker 1>do I lock away this pretend one reckless fuck was enough.

616
00:37:05.880 --> 00:37:08.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what comes next, thinky, I just know

617
00:37:08.639 --> 00:37:11.639
<v Speaker 1>I ache for him in ways I didn't know where possible.

618
00:37:12.400 --> 00:37:15.719
<v Speaker 1>Reading this out loud on your show, God, even thinking

619
00:37:15.760 --> 00:37:19.559
<v Speaker 1>about a thousand hearing it makes me throb. Tell me

620
00:37:19.599 --> 00:37:21.800
<v Speaker 1>I'm not alone in this mess. Tell me what I

621
00:37:21.800 --> 00:37:29.599
<v Speaker 1>should do. Craving more? Anonymous Missouri, OI, Hello, Anonymous of Missouri.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you make the weather? Okay? I'm wondering how much

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<v Speaker 1>snow you've got compared to me. You're not alone, No,

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely not. I don't think we would be reading confession

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<v Speaker 1>upon confession if you're alone at all in any of this.

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<v Speaker 1>I think a craving is a craving, and just that

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<v Speaker 1>do you want more? Do you want another? Is it?

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<v Speaker 1>You know, your cup of tea kind of thing. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know where that came from reading her profession out loud,

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<v Speaker 1>just now I felt every pulse and that ache right

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<v Speaker 1>along with you. The way you described him pinning your wrist,

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<v Speaker 1>that first slow thrusting turning frantic in the way you're

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<v Speaker 1>still clenching around the memory weeks later. That kind of

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<v Speaker 1>heat doesn't just fade, It simmers, It builds and demands attention.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I said, you're not alone in the mess. You're

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<v Speaker 1>a very good company. And here on the show, I

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<v Speaker 1>think if I was in your shoes, I would reach

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<v Speaker 1>out once, not anything sexual, just a hello and you know, hey,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and maybe something that you've talked about in

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<v Speaker 1>the bar before the sexual stuff. I wouldn't bring up

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<v Speaker 1>the sexual stuff just to kind of feel the waters out.

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<v Speaker 1>If he does not reply, then it's a no for

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<v Speaker 1>him and leave it at that, And it might take

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<v Speaker 1>him longer. Remember it might take him a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>to answer, a little bit to think about it that

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<v Speaker 1>if he wants to continue this, so give him grace

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<v Speaker 1>as well. I will say this though, the silence since

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<v Speaker 1>the hookup, it's fear keeping you both quiet or are

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<v Speaker 1>you testing whether the craving will burn itself out? If

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<v Speaker 1>you could have one more night with him, no consequences,

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<v Speaker 1>no fallout, just pure indulgence. What's the one thing you'd

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<v Speaker 1>beg him to do differently this time? Something he didn't

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<v Speaker 1>quite get to the last round. Affairs like this stolen,

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<v Speaker 1>electric forbidden hit different because they remind us how a

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<v Speaker 1>live desire can feel when it's risky, But they also

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<v Speaker 1>leave us dangling on that razor edge between craving more

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<v Speaker 1>and fearing the wrack edge. Have you ever been in

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<v Speaker 1>a situation where one illicit night left you obsessed replaying

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<v Speaker 1>it endlessly, but the married status on both sides made

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<v Speaker 1>the next time feel impossible. Did you reach out anyway

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<v Speaker 1>or did you force yourself to let it die? And

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<v Speaker 1>looking back, do you regret the silence or are you

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<v Speaker 1>grateful you protected what you already had? Drop your thoughts

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<v Speaker 1>in comments and you know to dear Niggi at Niggi

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<v Speaker 1>dearniggi dot com. You can always email me them, or

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<v Speaker 1>you can go over to our handy dandy discord channel

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<v Speaker 1>and let us know how you really feel. I think

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<v Speaker 1>this is a perfect place to stop for the day.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's reflect on today's confessions. Ethan reminds us how vulnerability,

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<v Speaker 1>like sharing a hidden fetish, can ignite passion and deep connections,

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<v Speaker 1>turning innocent into unforgettable. Naomi Tale shows us that sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>the messiest start leads to the strongest bonds, but it

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<v Speaker 1>also highlights the cost of crossing lines what we can

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<v Speaker 1>take from them. Communication and consistent are the key, and

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<v Speaker 1>exploring desires and true compatibility often shines through chaos. Food

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<v Speaker 1>for thought.

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<v Speaker 3>Ask yourself, what's one secret fantas or forbidden attraction you've

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<v Speaker 3>kept hidden and could sharing it safely bring more excitement

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<v Speaker 3>to your life? And now for our favorite part or

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<v Speaker 3>one at least mine your answer to your middle What

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<v Speaker 3>gets pulled, pushed, squeezed tight, makes a loud noise when

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<v Speaker 3>it's really happy, and loves when you finish it off

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<v Speaker 3>quickly and catch up.

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<v Speaker 1>Bottle again comes lainly queen. But I love you guys enough,

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<v Speaker 1>I know where your mind was. If you have sent

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<v Speaker 1>me a confession in the last couple of weeks. Please now,

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<v Speaker 1>it's probably not gonna air until like February, mid February,

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<v Speaker 1>almost to middle March, where that far out. So just

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<v Speaker 1>keep that in mind. You've sent it like a week

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<v Speaker 1>or two, it's going to probably appear within that time range.

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<v Speaker 1>But again, I really do appreciate your patience. Ending closing, Hello, lover,

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<v Speaker 1>what Ethan's birthday surprise? Tonight? I'll slip into something sexy lacy,

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<v Speaker 1>kneel before you and let you paint my face just

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<v Speaker 1>like that first time. I'll even wear my glasses for

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<v Speaker 1>you for protection. Of course, you want to meet me

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<v Speaker 1>in the bedroom, I really want to know. And until

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<v Speaker 1>next time, ladies and gentlemen, have a fucking fabulous week.
