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Thank you so much for joining us today. 10 00:01:13,840 --> 00:01:17,000 We've got an epic show ahead, but just remember, if 11 00:01:17,040 --> 00:01:19,920 any of you have experiences you'd like to share, I'd 12 00:01:19,959 --> 00:01:22,920 love to hear from you. You can either email me 13 00:01:22,959 --> 00:01:26,680 at Paranormal Portal radio at gmail dot com or head 14 00:01:26,719 --> 00:01:31,120 over to Paranormalportal dot net and scroll down and find 15 00:01:31,120 --> 00:01:34,239 the button that says interview me, and that'll allow you 16 00:01:34,319 --> 00:01:37,599 to look at the calendar of possible times and dates 17 00:01:37,840 --> 00:01:40,519 and find a date that works for you. Love to 18 00:01:40,560 --> 00:02:09,599 hear your stories, so definitely get in touch with me. 19 00:02:30,159 --> 00:02:30,599 Speaker 3: Music. 20 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:11,919 Speaker 2: Hey everybody, welcome to the Paranormal Portal. I'm your host, 21 00:03:11,960 --> 00:03:15,280 Brent Thomas and absolutely thrilled to be here with you. 22 00:03:15,360 --> 00:03:19,439 Once again discussed in the incredible worlds and realms of 23 00:03:19,479 --> 00:03:23,840 the Paranormal, and we've got an exceptional show lined up 24 00:03:23,879 --> 00:03:26,360 for you guys today. This is kind of a topic 25 00:03:26,439 --> 00:03:30,319 that we've we referenced through the ages, but we've never 26 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:34,759 really had a wholesome and holistic kind of discussion about 27 00:03:34,759 --> 00:03:37,879 the topic. And I'm speaking about the fay and our 28 00:03:37,919 --> 00:03:43,240 guest today is an experiencer of many different phenomena, but 29 00:03:43,759 --> 00:03:49,080 she is pretty well well attuned and aware of the 30 00:03:49,120 --> 00:03:51,039 realm of the face. So we're going to get into 31 00:03:51,120 --> 00:03:54,159 the fae today. Ladies and gentlemen, The world of fairies 32 00:03:54,199 --> 00:04:00,000 comes alive on this episode, So buckle up, we're going in. Hey, Deborah, 33 00:04:00,000 --> 00:04:01,560 welcome to the show. Thanks for coming on. 34 00:04:02,439 --> 00:04:04,520 Speaker 3: Hi, thank you so much for having me. I'm really 35 00:04:04,560 --> 00:04:05,479 excited to be here. 36 00:04:05,960 --> 00:04:09,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, it's wonderful to have you here. And certainly this 37 00:04:09,039 --> 00:04:11,240 is a topic. As you and I were talking beforehand, 38 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:15,039 it's for our Western ideals and stuff. The whole idea 39 00:04:15,080 --> 00:04:23,120 of fay and fairies and stuff is kids, cartoons, fables, tales, legends. 40 00:04:23,279 --> 00:04:26,959 But in cultures around the world, this is really a 41 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:31,120 part of or has been, at least historically a part 42 00:04:31,160 --> 00:04:34,279 of their worldview, and so I know for a lot 43 00:04:34,279 --> 00:04:37,079 of people in America. So we're going to talk about fairies. 44 00:04:37,240 --> 00:04:42,800 But this is a topic that's been around for millennia, 45 00:04:42,839 --> 00:04:45,319 and it's one that we don't get the chance to 46 00:04:45,360 --> 00:04:48,000 talk about very much. So I really appreciate you coming 47 00:04:48,040 --> 00:04:50,319 forward and willing to be on the show to discuss it, 48 00:04:50,360 --> 00:04:54,120 because I got a million questions myself, and I'm sure 49 00:04:54,120 --> 00:04:57,519 our listeners will. We'll be piping in with comments with 50 00:04:57,600 --> 00:05:01,600 more than that through after it posts. How did this 51 00:05:01,720 --> 00:05:05,120 all start for you? How does one just get in 52 00:05:05,240 --> 00:05:08,879 touch or in contact or have an awareness of the fae. 53 00:05:09,040 --> 00:05:11,399 Was this something that's just been a part of your 54 00:05:11,399 --> 00:05:14,439 whole life or was there an event that happened? What happened? 55 00:05:15,399 --> 00:05:18,800 Speaker 3: Well, it hasn't really been part of my whole life. 56 00:05:19,639 --> 00:05:22,160 I've always been interested in the paranormal, and I've had, 57 00:05:22,240 --> 00:05:25,600 as you said, a lot of different experiences. I'm going 58 00:05:25,680 --> 00:05:30,759 to go back to twenty fourteen. Twenty fourteen, and I 59 00:05:30,800 --> 00:05:33,519 don't really know if this was preparing me for what 60 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:37,079 was to come, or if this was actually the fay 61 00:05:37,439 --> 00:05:41,120 or not. But I woke up and I was in 62 00:05:41,439 --> 00:05:45,079 another place. I was no longer in my bedroom and 63 00:05:45,120 --> 00:05:47,839 I was in this I was just lying on this 64 00:05:48,639 --> 00:05:50,079 I don't know if it was a bed or if 65 00:05:50,079 --> 00:05:53,680 it was just this block, but I was lying on 66 00:05:53,720 --> 00:05:56,240 this block and there were all of these light beings 67 00:05:56,480 --> 00:06:00,560 around me, and they were very very tall, and I 68 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:03,439 couldn't really make out faces, but they had their hands 69 00:06:03,480 --> 00:06:07,399 on me, and there was light going into my body 70 00:06:07,519 --> 00:06:10,639 and light coming out of my body, and it was 71 00:06:10,759 --> 00:06:13,519 kind of like a paralysis where I couldn't move, but 72 00:06:13,600 --> 00:06:18,000 I felt very peaceful, so it wasn't something that was frightening. 73 00:06:19,600 --> 00:06:22,480 I don't really know how long that went on because 74 00:06:22,759 --> 00:06:27,839 time just didn't really matter. And after that, I, you know, 75 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:31,680 I woke up the next morning. I don't I didn't 76 00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:34,800 have any dreams or anything. Woke up the next morning 77 00:06:34,879 --> 00:06:37,199 and was like, Wow, you won't believe what happened to me. 78 00:06:39,240 --> 00:06:44,040 So that happened, and I kind of filed it in 79 00:06:44,120 --> 00:06:47,160 the back of my mind. I mean, I've had this experience. Wow. 80 00:06:47,279 --> 00:06:50,600 I don't really know who these people were, what they 81 00:06:50,639 --> 00:06:55,120 were or anything, but they helped me and I felt 82 00:06:55,160 --> 00:06:58,199 like it was a healing or you know, some type 83 00:06:58,240 --> 00:07:01,959 of communication. But I didn't really get anything out of 84 00:07:02,000 --> 00:07:05,639 it except for just this intense feeling of peace. Then 85 00:07:06,480 --> 00:07:13,839 in twenty nineteen, twenty twenty, when Covid hit I, a 86 00:07:14,279 --> 00:07:19,199 friend of mine she had this shop where she did 87 00:07:19,199 --> 00:07:23,319 guided meditations and she had this amazing Egyptian chair and 88 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:26,560 it was made out of copper tubing and it had 89 00:07:27,519 --> 00:07:30,279 crystals in it and it was just really interesting. And 90 00:07:30,319 --> 00:07:33,399 I said, hey, I've never really meditated before, but I 91 00:07:33,439 --> 00:07:36,399 would like to go try out this Egyptian chair. So 92 00:07:36,439 --> 00:07:39,920 we tried out this Egyptian chair and there were some 93 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:42,639 things that came through, a lot of different things that 94 00:07:42,720 --> 00:07:45,639 came through, but one of the main things came at 95 00:07:45,639 --> 00:07:48,480 the end, and it was one of those light beings 96 00:07:48,879 --> 00:07:52,399 came to me, but this time I could see him 97 00:07:52,879 --> 00:07:56,199 and he told me that his name was Uriel, and 98 00:07:56,240 --> 00:07:58,600 he said that I belonged to him and that he 99 00:07:58,639 --> 00:08:02,360 would be with me always, and so that was very 100 00:08:02,399 --> 00:08:05,879 interesting to me, and I automatically took it as that 101 00:08:05,959 --> 00:08:09,959 he was an angel. And so so since that time, 102 00:08:10,079 --> 00:08:14,680 I've had a connection to archangel Uriel because that's who 103 00:08:14,720 --> 00:08:18,839 I believe this is, and he has told me that 104 00:08:18,839 --> 00:08:25,439 that's who he is. So then let's fast forward a well, actually, 105 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:29,839 let me tell you that Also at that same time, 106 00:08:30,160 --> 00:08:34,679 I wrote a book, and during that time I was 107 00:08:34,840 --> 00:08:39,440 writing that book, it was like people were telling me 108 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:42,519 their stories. It didn't actually have to do with the Fay, 109 00:08:43,240 --> 00:08:46,279 but it ended up being a paranormal book that I 110 00:08:46,600 --> 00:08:52,360 that I'm working on, still preparing for it to be published, 111 00:08:52,519 --> 00:08:57,200 and hopefully that will happen in the near future. And 112 00:08:57,279 --> 00:09:00,799 it has it has vampires and werewolves and all sorts 113 00:09:00,799 --> 00:09:06,159 of fun things and a little bit about my experiences. Yeah. 114 00:09:06,480 --> 00:09:09,960 But so to take it a little further, a couple 115 00:09:10,080 --> 00:09:15,279 years later, I am doing another meditation with my friend, 116 00:09:15,600 --> 00:09:19,679 a guided meditation, and this is an angel meditation, and 117 00:09:20,159 --> 00:09:26,120 Uriel came back and he told me a little bit 118 00:09:26,120 --> 00:09:30,279 about myself and he said, you are part of the 119 00:09:30,279 --> 00:09:36,360 fairy realm. You are descended from me and from the Fay. 120 00:09:36,639 --> 00:09:42,360 And I was like, okay, this is really interesting. And 121 00:09:42,399 --> 00:09:47,799 he told me that there was someone in fairy who 122 00:09:47,919 --> 00:09:50,919 I had a deep connection to in a past life 123 00:09:51,519 --> 00:09:56,559 and this individual was trapped in a crystal, which sounds 124 00:09:56,799 --> 00:10:01,600 really odd. And at this time this was all very 125 00:10:03,639 --> 00:10:07,399 While I had different experiences with the paranormal, this was 126 00:10:08,039 --> 00:10:12,159 very mind blowing to me because it was like, Okay, 127 00:10:12,279 --> 00:10:16,120 is this real? Am I losing my mind? Are these 128 00:10:16,480 --> 00:10:22,639 people really? Are these entities really speaking to me? And 129 00:10:22,919 --> 00:10:27,679 after that meditation, I kind of went on this quest 130 00:10:27,919 --> 00:10:33,039 to find out everything I could about the Fay and 131 00:10:33,159 --> 00:10:39,639 to try and find out who they were, why Uriel 132 00:10:39,720 --> 00:10:44,039 had come to me and told me this, and you 133 00:10:44,080 --> 00:10:47,679 know what part did this play in my life? And 134 00:10:47,759 --> 00:10:52,000 so since that time, it's been kind of this learning journey. 135 00:10:53,360 --> 00:10:56,960 I do have clear audience. They do talk to me 136 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:02,240 sometimes just I can just be having a conversation like 137 00:11:02,240 --> 00:11:05,200 we're having right now, and they'll just I'll just hear 138 00:11:05,240 --> 00:11:08,679 them talking to me. And the interesting thing is is 139 00:11:08,679 --> 00:11:12,480 that I recognize their voices, like they have different voices 140 00:11:12,559 --> 00:11:15,799 when they talk to me. There's very distinct male voices, 141 00:11:15,919 --> 00:11:21,000 there's very distinct female voices, and I can I can 142 00:11:21,080 --> 00:11:24,120 typically tell who they are. And then every once in 143 00:11:24,159 --> 00:11:26,159 a while there's a there's a new voice that pops 144 00:11:26,240 --> 00:11:30,519 up and I'll be like, oh, hey, who are you now? 145 00:11:30,559 --> 00:11:33,360 Speaker 2: When you when you had that initial experience of falling 146 00:11:33,360 --> 00:11:36,200 asleep and finding yourself in this on this block and 147 00:11:36,200 --> 00:11:41,080 surrounded by all these beings of light, was it your interpretation? Well? 148 00:11:41,120 --> 00:11:43,799 Maybe not at that time, I'm sure, but did you 149 00:11:44,720 --> 00:11:47,399 did you come to an understanding that these light beings 150 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:51,159 were the Fae or were they angels? 151 00:11:51,799 --> 00:11:57,600 Speaker 3: I believe they were angels, Okay, I've had conversations with 152 00:11:57,720 --> 00:12:01,639 other people who say they might be extra terrestrial. I've 153 00:12:01,679 --> 00:12:05,759 heard of people who have had extraterrestrial experiences very similar 154 00:12:05,799 --> 00:12:10,879 to that. But I feel like when we're talking about this, 155 00:12:11,360 --> 00:12:14,639 and in some of the research that I've done, also, 156 00:12:17,039 --> 00:12:23,120 angels and the Fay are very connected. Now, maybe not 157 00:12:23,440 --> 00:12:28,240 angelic beings that are still connected to Heaven and to God, 158 00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:34,159 but there is a lot of legend that says that 159 00:12:34,399 --> 00:12:39,440 the fallen angels, that many of them either joined the 160 00:12:39,480 --> 00:12:43,840 Fay or the Fay could actually be the fallen angels. 161 00:12:44,399 --> 00:12:47,879 I don't know how much I buy into that one 162 00:12:47,960 --> 00:12:53,399 hundred percent, but I do have a very different idea 163 00:12:53,679 --> 00:12:58,559 about fallen angels. In then, a lot of people, a 164 00:12:58,559 --> 00:13:02,240 lot of people automatically believe that a fallen angel is 165 00:13:02,279 --> 00:13:06,600 a demon or a demonic entity, and I don't necessarily 166 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:10,320 believe that, and so I can I can see that 167 00:13:10,320 --> 00:13:12,879 that there is a possibility that fallen angels and the 168 00:13:12,919 --> 00:13:17,000 Fay are one and the same, and the Theay are dangerous. 169 00:13:17,080 --> 00:13:21,320 I mean, they're not. They're not. They're not you know, 170 00:13:21,799 --> 00:13:27,519 pretty little pixie fairies flowers, you knows. 171 00:13:27,960 --> 00:13:30,399 Speaker 2: Well, that kind of brings me to my next question. 172 00:13:30,480 --> 00:13:34,000 And certainly to think that they're they're potentially falling fallen 173 00:13:34,000 --> 00:13:36,639 angels or whatever that's that seems to be a pretty 174 00:13:36,679 --> 00:13:42,519 cautionary statement, I mean to me, because regardless of you know, 175 00:13:42,799 --> 00:13:47,679 your definition, that certainly seems like, for whatever reason, these 176 00:13:47,720 --> 00:13:52,639 celestial beings fell out of the divine lights and in it, 177 00:13:52,799 --> 00:13:55,840 if they became the Fay or you know, demons, or 178 00:13:56,279 --> 00:13:58,360 are subdued in a pit somewhere, or any any of 179 00:13:58,399 --> 00:14:05,279 the other traditional explanations, I mean, it suggests that there's 180 00:14:05,320 --> 00:14:09,080 a nefariousness to it, at least through our culture and 181 00:14:09,360 --> 00:14:11,200 our religious understandings. 182 00:14:11,840 --> 00:14:16,759 Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, yeah, And you know, I mean there's there's 183 00:14:16,799 --> 00:14:19,480 all different and I could definitely see and I'm not 184 00:14:19,519 --> 00:14:22,240 saying that all fair fallen angels, okay, but I could 185 00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:29,720 definitely see where the Fay would would possibly welcome in 186 00:14:29,799 --> 00:14:33,440 some fallen angels. And you have to remember that there's 187 00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:36,919 all different types of Fay, and so you have you 188 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:40,559 have dark fay, and you have light Faye. And you 189 00:14:40,600 --> 00:14:45,919 know your dark Fay could be just as bad, if 190 00:14:45,960 --> 00:14:49,080 not worse than demons. 191 00:14:50,559 --> 00:14:54,120 Speaker 2: Yikes, that's a creepy thought. I don't know, because whenever 192 00:14:54,200 --> 00:14:56,159 you think of like what is the what is the 193 00:14:56,639 --> 00:15:00,919 ultimate darkness on this plane, you always think, well, demons 194 00:15:01,080 --> 00:15:04,559 because they were part of the angelic host and probably 195 00:15:04,600 --> 00:15:09,639 are you know, as old as time and have profound ability, 196 00:15:09,879 --> 00:15:12,720 and so that seems very scary. But then to consider 197 00:15:12,759 --> 00:15:15,879 that they're Fay that are more dangerous than that, that's 198 00:15:16,000 --> 00:15:17,600 that's absolutely terrifying, honestly. 199 00:15:18,679 --> 00:15:23,240 Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why I think that, like, I approach the 200 00:15:23,279 --> 00:15:29,080 Fay with caution, and I'm very happy to be welcomed 201 00:15:29,200 --> 00:15:34,279 into their world and to be a part of them. 202 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:38,480 But I also feel that that there has to be 203 00:15:38,679 --> 00:15:42,840 a warning to people. Don't don't go out and look 204 00:15:43,279 --> 00:15:45,720 for a fairy mound so you can join them, because 205 00:15:45,759 --> 00:15:50,120 you may not be right what happens with you? I mean, 206 00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:52,679 And if you look at the legends of the Fay, 207 00:15:54,480 --> 00:15:58,440 you know, we have we have a Hollywood version of 208 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:01,639 the Fay, right, And I do believe that they're probably 209 00:16:01,679 --> 00:16:05,399 the most beautiful people. Like if you were to see 210 00:16:05,399 --> 00:16:08,000 a Fay walking down the street, you would think that 211 00:16:08,039 --> 00:16:11,039 they were probably the most beautiful being that you've ever seen. 212 00:16:12,320 --> 00:16:15,639 But I also think that that there's dangers with them. 213 00:16:15,679 --> 00:16:21,519 I mean, we have the stories of changelings where they 214 00:16:21,559 --> 00:16:25,960 would come and, you know, steal a woman's baby and 215 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:29,399 replace it with a fay baby and take the human 216 00:16:29,440 --> 00:16:32,840 baby back to the fairy realm, and the legends are 217 00:16:32,919 --> 00:16:36,120 that what they do with the humans that they take 218 00:16:36,159 --> 00:16:40,039 to the fairy realm are typically that they're they're you know, 219 00:16:40,159 --> 00:16:44,200 held there as they're probably enslaved, you know, they use 220 00:16:44,279 --> 00:16:46,679 them to do the work for them, or you know, 221 00:16:47,799 --> 00:16:51,559 there's there's a lot of stories like that. 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That's that's the 256 00:19:44,920 --> 00:19:50,400 kind of the weird part. So based on our our 257 00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:55,440 I guess Hollywood understanding, fay are usually depicted at these 258 00:19:55,920 --> 00:19:59,960 diminutive little creatures with like dragonfly wings or butterfly wings, 259 00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:04,200 and they fly around and play with flowers and sing 260 00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:09,640 and dance and and lure people into the pail realm 261 00:20:09,839 --> 00:20:12,640 a lot of times. But is that is that at 262 00:20:12,680 --> 00:20:16,079 all accurates to your experience with them, to what what 263 00:20:16,119 --> 00:20:18,559 you've depicted them looking like or what you perceived them. 264 00:20:19,359 --> 00:20:22,640 Speaker 3: So before before we started this interview, you asked me 265 00:20:22,720 --> 00:20:24,400 about Titania and Oberon. 266 00:20:24,759 --> 00:20:27,480 Speaker 2: Yes, yes, legend royalty. 267 00:20:28,200 --> 00:20:31,920 Speaker 3: Yes, And Titania and Oberon are the king and Queen 268 00:20:32,039 --> 00:20:36,640 of the Summer Court. So if you if you want 269 00:20:36,720 --> 00:20:42,559 to think about the the slitting fairies who flit around 270 00:20:42,640 --> 00:20:47,240 and smell flowers and and run through the forest and 271 00:20:47,440 --> 00:20:52,839 dance and and have make merriment, I guess you could say, sure, 272 00:20:53,160 --> 00:20:57,160 what would be your summer fae. Okay, they're very much 273 00:20:57,599 --> 00:21:08,680 like that. The the females are very I guess they 274 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:12,559 just they flit around, you know. They they like to 275 00:21:12,599 --> 00:21:18,160 be happy and no, no, okay, So there are small fairies. 276 00:21:19,079 --> 00:21:22,200 When I talk about the fairies, I should should basically 277 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:27,119 say that I'm talking about the she s h I 278 00:21:27,279 --> 00:21:30,119 d t h e is how it's spelled, and it's 279 00:21:30,119 --> 00:21:34,240 a Gaelic word, and they're called the sheet. And they 280 00:21:34,440 --> 00:21:38,640 are like us. I mean they they're probably taller than us, 281 00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:42,720 but they look like us, okay, and they're human size, 282 00:21:42,960 --> 00:21:47,960 and they they live in that realm. And but there 283 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:50,519 are small fairies as well. I mean there's brownies and 284 00:21:50,559 --> 00:21:51,599 pixies and. 285 00:21:51,839 --> 00:21:55,160 Speaker 2: Okay, so they're they're all a part of the same realm, 286 00:21:55,319 --> 00:22:00,440 so to speak. Okay, gotcha, gotcha? Does that include likes? 287 00:22:00,519 --> 00:22:05,039 And you know, even though like the claims of goblins 288 00:22:05,079 --> 00:22:06,640 and such, would that be part of the faith? 289 00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:09,640 Speaker 3: Yes, okay, yeah, would be part of the fairy realm. 290 00:22:09,720 --> 00:22:10,440 Speaker 2: Yeah. Interesting. 291 00:22:10,559 --> 00:22:13,279 Speaker 3: There's different types of fay. So, like I said, I'm 292 00:22:13,319 --> 00:22:16,079 talking about the she, which are the high fay. Okay, 293 00:22:17,279 --> 00:22:22,359 there's also elves, and elves are fay as well. One 294 00:22:22,359 --> 00:22:27,440 of the interesting things that was a message that I 295 00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:34,119 received at one point was in I woke up from 296 00:22:34,119 --> 00:22:36,319 a dream and I was hearing this in my head. 297 00:22:36,559 --> 00:22:40,119 And when I dream, I astro travel, and so I 298 00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:43,319 believe I was somewhere else. But as I awoke in 299 00:22:43,359 --> 00:22:46,799 the morning, I heard it's very important for you to 300 00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:52,359 understand that you are Fay. You are not an elf. 301 00:22:53,119 --> 00:22:53,799 You are Fay. 302 00:22:54,440 --> 00:22:58,480 Speaker 2: To you there saying this to you, Okay, yes, So it. 303 00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:02,759 Speaker 3: Was interesting because it was something that that was I 304 00:23:02,799 --> 00:23:07,480 didn't actually at the time understand that elves and fay 305 00:23:08,160 --> 00:23:13,519 were not interchangeable. Okay, that they are. The elves are 306 00:23:13,559 --> 00:23:16,880 a part of that realm, but they're not They're not 307 00:23:17,039 --> 00:23:19,200 the same as as the high Fay. 308 00:23:20,039 --> 00:23:22,079 Speaker 2: So what do you do with information like that? Like 309 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:28,319 you you're a fae? I mean, are human beings fay 310 00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,559 or is this something specific to you? 311 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:37,880 Speaker 3: So I believe that there are fay in this realm, 312 00:23:39,480 --> 00:23:42,680 and I what I what I believe and as I 313 00:23:42,799 --> 00:23:50,160 understand this is that my first incarnation. So I did 314 00:23:50,240 --> 00:23:55,160 pass life regression, okay, And I didn't actually, prior to 315 00:23:55,480 --> 00:24:00,559 twenty twenty believe in past lives. I didn't believe that 316 00:24:00,599 --> 00:24:04,200 past lives exist. I believe that that maybe you could 317 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:08,599 have ancestral memories of a past life, but it wasn't 318 00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:10,839 your life, that it was an ancestor's life. 319 00:24:11,599 --> 00:24:11,880 Speaker 2: Okay. 320 00:24:11,960 --> 00:24:16,400 Speaker 3: After having gone through the past few years and the 321 00:24:16,519 --> 00:24:21,960 experiences that I've had and doing actual past life regression hypnotherapy, 322 00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:26,960 I believe that past lives are real and my first 323 00:24:26,960 --> 00:24:33,920 incarnation was a high phae and that I am a 324 00:24:34,119 --> 00:24:40,680 child of Uriel and a child of Queen Made or Mad. 325 00:24:41,279 --> 00:24:45,319 People call her both ways. She is the Queen of 326 00:24:45,359 --> 00:24:50,960 the Winter Court, but she is also a herbalist and 327 00:24:51,240 --> 00:25:01,880 am she's she's a a healer, She's Fascina and she's wonderful. 328 00:25:03,559 --> 00:25:10,559 It's interesting because when I when I first went to Faye, 329 00:25:11,240 --> 00:25:15,079 I had a book that I bought called Fairy Magic, 330 00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:20,039 and it's it's a pretty deep and intense book. It 331 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:24,359 talks about necromancy and all kinds of things that I'm 332 00:25:24,400 --> 00:25:28,960 not willing to try. But I but I did do 333 00:25:29,119 --> 00:25:34,359 this meditation to go to Faye. And when I got there, 334 00:25:35,119 --> 00:25:39,799 there was a white horse with red eyes, and the 335 00:25:39,839 --> 00:25:43,640 horse knelt down and I climbed on its back, and 336 00:25:43,759 --> 00:25:48,039 Titanya came to me, and I thought, oh, good, like 337 00:25:48,160 --> 00:25:50,480 this is cool. I didn't know who I was. I 338 00:25:50,519 --> 00:25:53,400 didn't know that I was tied to Queen Mab at 339 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:56,759 the time, and so I was like, oh, I know 340 00:25:56,799 --> 00:25:59,319 who this is. This is Titanya. She's the queen of 341 00:25:59,359 --> 00:26:02,799 the Fay. She she's a summer fairy. This is great. 342 00:26:03,279 --> 00:26:06,400 And I was going with her. And then all of 343 00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:09,480 a sudden, if you could imagine like a dark portal 344 00:26:09,559 --> 00:26:13,079 opening up, and I'm going through this dark portal and 345 00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:16,519 I'm with this woman who was beautiful, but she was 346 00:26:16,759 --> 00:26:19,720 she had I mean think think maybe snow white but 347 00:26:19,839 --> 00:26:26,319 older and a little more scary. But she was gorgeous. 348 00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:29,119 But I mean her skin fair, fair in her hair 349 00:26:29,480 --> 00:26:32,400 long and black and you know, red lips. And I 350 00:26:32,559 --> 00:26:35,960 was like, oh my gosh, who's taken me? Well, at 351 00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:38,319 the time, I had no idea that this was that 352 00:26:38,400 --> 00:26:41,440 this was the woman who in my first incarnation was 353 00:26:41,440 --> 00:26:49,160 my mother. And that started the relationship. And I didn't 354 00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:53,680 know for a while, Like I didn't know for about 355 00:26:54,279 --> 00:26:58,079 probably six to eight months that she kept coming to 356 00:26:58,119 --> 00:27:01,960 me and she would It was interesting because she was 357 00:27:02,039 --> 00:27:07,359 the most open to me. Like one night I went 358 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:10,680 to bed with stomach cramps, and I was laying in 359 00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:13,240 bed and then I heard, you know, I heard this 360 00:27:13,400 --> 00:27:18,640 voice saying you should try rose hips and you know, 361 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:22,960 and listing these different herbs. And I grabbed my phone 362 00:27:22,960 --> 00:27:25,240 and I opened my notes in my phone and I 363 00:27:25,279 --> 00:27:28,079 typed down these herbs and then I went I just 364 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:29,440 kind of put it in the back of my mind 365 00:27:29,480 --> 00:27:32,039 and went sleep. And the next morning and I opened 366 00:27:32,079 --> 00:27:34,000 up the notes and I typed it in my computer 367 00:27:34,119 --> 00:27:35,880 and was like, what are these herbs good for? And 368 00:27:35,920 --> 00:27:38,240 it was like, these herbs are good for stomach cramps. 369 00:27:38,319 --> 00:27:41,680 And I had no idea, and I was like, wow, 370 00:27:41,759 --> 00:27:45,839 this is amazing. Like she's giving me like healing tips. 371 00:27:46,079 --> 00:27:52,799 And that's continued. That has continued. So I haven't really 372 00:27:52,839 --> 00:27:54,920 answered your question. I kind of went in a circle. 373 00:27:55,000 --> 00:27:58,000 Let me get to a solid answer for you. First 374 00:27:58,039 --> 00:28:06,400 incarnation one hundred percent Fay. Something happened in that lifetime 375 00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:13,880 and I left the fairy realm and I it was 376 00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:17,240 not willingly, but I was taken out of the fairy 377 00:28:17,279 --> 00:28:20,240 realm and I was brought to the human realm. And 378 00:28:20,279 --> 00:28:25,160 once that happened, I became I was still Fay, but 379 00:28:25,279 --> 00:28:28,519 I aged and then I was able then I died, 380 00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:34,240 and so then I've had other incarnations and now here 381 00:28:34,279 --> 00:28:40,599 I am in this time, in this age, and I 382 00:28:40,759 --> 00:28:44,759 have been told that I am descended from fairy blood. 383 00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:50,440 Now so there's no there's no question that fairies mate 384 00:28:50,519 --> 00:28:57,799 with humans. I mean that that's been going on for centuries. Yeah, 385 00:28:57,880 --> 00:28:59,960 oh yeah, you weren't aware of that. 386 00:29:01,119 --> 00:29:03,319 Speaker 2: I mean there's a lot of this. I'm not aware 387 00:29:03,359 --> 00:29:06,480 of that. Again from my western point of view, I just 388 00:29:06,519 --> 00:29:08,079 don't know a lot of the culture. 389 00:29:08,319 --> 00:29:14,200 Speaker 3: So they do, and they you know, there's half human 390 00:29:14,359 --> 00:29:19,960 half fairy children in this realm. It's it's in a 391 00:29:19,960 --> 00:29:25,559 lot of the Irish and Scottish mythology and folklore. I 392 00:29:25,559 --> 00:29:29,839 actually have a friend over in Ireland who I met 393 00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:35,480 through this through my research, who actually has a half human, 394 00:29:35,599 --> 00:29:36,720 half fairy child. 395 00:29:37,759 --> 00:29:43,799 Speaker 2: Huh. Yeah, it's it's an It's an incredible series of 396 00:29:44,279 --> 00:29:47,880 claims and and I'm not meaning to cast us persons 397 00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:51,359 or anything, but how do you quantify this in terms 398 00:29:51,359 --> 00:29:54,799 of how do you come to terms with these possibilities 399 00:29:54,839 --> 00:29:58,279 and and what does it mean for you as a 400 00:29:58,319 --> 00:30:01,079 person that you know exists in the here and now? 401 00:30:01,519 --> 00:30:04,920 How does this affect your life or or what what 402 00:30:05,039 --> 00:30:07,880 metamorphosis has happened as a result of this knowledge. 403 00:30:09,759 --> 00:30:16,400 Speaker 3: Well, so it isn't easy to quantify, but that isn't 404 00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:24,519 to deal with. It's something And there's been many questions 405 00:30:24,759 --> 00:30:27,920 that I've had and you know, am I You know, 406 00:30:27,960 --> 00:30:29,799 one of the biggest questions is am I crazy? 407 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:30,440 Speaker 2: You know? 408 00:30:31,759 --> 00:30:35,720 Speaker 3: You know I'm hearing voices they're telling me these things. 409 00:30:35,880 --> 00:30:37,599 Is there something wrong with me? 410 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:38,480 Speaker 2: Right? 411 00:30:39,720 --> 00:30:43,039 Speaker 3: And it's been a question that's come up. I don't 412 00:30:43,240 --> 00:30:48,240 believe that there is. I see a counselor. I've asked 413 00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:51,319 the counselor. The counselor says, no, you don't because I 414 00:30:51,359 --> 00:30:54,599 was like, do I have schizophrenia? And she's like no, 415 00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,599 He's like, no, you don't have any signs of that. 416 00:30:58,039 --> 00:31:01,119 You know. Uh, there's a lot of people who who 417 00:31:01,119 --> 00:31:04,200 are clear audience. I don't hear voices all the time. Sure, 418 00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:06,960 I don't, you know, it's it's not. In fact, I 419 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:11,559 can go months without any contact with them at all, 420 00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:17,319 months and it does get kind of depressing because it's like, oh, 421 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:20,000 don't they love me anymore? Where are they? They're not 422 00:31:20,079 --> 00:31:24,400 talking to me? And then all of a sudden, you know, 423 00:31:24,640 --> 00:31:32,440 I'll just start getting information downloaded into my brain. What 424 00:31:32,599 --> 00:31:37,839 I have done with this is I've researched so I 425 00:31:37,880 --> 00:31:41,440 can learn more, and a lot of the research has 426 00:31:41,599 --> 00:31:49,000 led me to believe that that this is real. When 427 00:31:49,160 --> 00:31:53,960 I did the past life regression hypnotherapy, that kind of 428 00:31:54,039 --> 00:31:58,480 solidified all of it for me because I did I 429 00:31:58,519 --> 00:32:05,759 did three sessions of hypnotherapy and the fay did not 430 00:32:06,039 --> 00:32:11,160 come up at all. There was nothing fairy that came 431 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:14,680 up there. There was a life that looked like it 432 00:32:14,759 --> 00:32:18,519 was somewhere in the Middle East. There was a life 433 00:32:18,839 --> 00:32:25,680 that was in in England there, you know. So these 434 00:32:25,680 --> 00:32:28,880 were things that and I actually was able to go 435 00:32:29,519 --> 00:32:34,359 and find locations online. The Internet's a great thing because 436 00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,279 like years ago, we would have to travel somewhere to 437 00:32:37,279 --> 00:32:40,799 to basically verify that that these places that you're seeing 438 00:32:41,319 --> 00:32:44,920 in regression are real. But I actually was able to 439 00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:50,200 go online and find this building that came up in 440 00:32:50,279 --> 00:32:52,759 a past life regression, and I was like, oh, my gosh, 441 00:32:52,759 --> 00:32:56,039 there it is. That's that's the building, and and it 442 00:32:56,079 --> 00:32:59,119 was tied to the name that I was given in 443 00:32:59,119 --> 00:33:02,079 in the past life for Russian and it was somewhere 444 00:33:02,079 --> 00:33:05,480 I'd never been, something I would have never known, so 445 00:33:05,640 --> 00:33:12,039 it was really very interesting. But the one that stood 446 00:33:12,079 --> 00:33:16,759 out the most to me was when I was I 447 00:33:17,039 --> 00:33:23,279 was this girl in the mountains and I was waiting 448 00:33:23,359 --> 00:33:25,519 for a boy to come meet me. And it was 449 00:33:25,640 --> 00:33:28,880 nighttime and this boy came and he met me and 450 00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:30,960 he said, I want to take you somewhere. I want 451 00:33:31,000 --> 00:33:33,599 to show you something. And I'm thinking to myself, I 452 00:33:33,599 --> 00:33:35,880 probably shouldn't be going into the mountains with this boy, 453 00:33:35,920 --> 00:33:38,440 but I did. And he had the picnic laid out 454 00:33:39,119 --> 00:33:41,799 and he said, he said, I you need to eat 455 00:33:41,839 --> 00:33:43,759 because you're going to need your energy. And I was 456 00:33:43,799 --> 00:33:48,759 like okay, And so we had this bread and cheese 457 00:33:49,079 --> 00:33:54,920 and this fairy wine that was amazing. And then he said, okay, 458 00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:57,039 well now you need to we need to go further. 459 00:33:57,240 --> 00:34:00,920 And so we went further into this in this range 460 00:34:00,960 --> 00:34:03,039 and we came out to this clearing and there were 461 00:34:03,039 --> 00:34:06,640 these people and they were in a circle around this big, 462 00:34:06,720 --> 00:34:10,079 huge bonfire and they were they were circling the fire 463 00:34:10,119 --> 00:34:12,800 and they were saying mercaba and I had no idea 464 00:34:12,880 --> 00:34:16,280 what mercaba was. I didn't know what that was. And 465 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,159 I stood there and they were just saying it over 466 00:34:19,199 --> 00:34:21,480 and over again, and I was like what is happening? 467 00:34:22,199 --> 00:34:27,960 And then Titanya walked out of the fire and she 468 00:34:28,159 --> 00:34:30,119 came to me and she said, come with me, and 469 00:34:30,159 --> 00:34:34,960 she took my hand and she took me into the fire. 470 00:34:35,360 --> 00:34:38,320 And when we went through the fire, we came out 471 00:34:38,400 --> 00:34:41,280 on the other side, and we were in this kind 472 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:46,119 of old village, if you could imagine, like this old 473 00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:51,199 British village with the cobblestone streets and the you know, 474 00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:55,320 there's no no cars, but there's kind of forests, and 475 00:34:55,360 --> 00:34:59,159 there's this rock house that she takes me to and 476 00:35:00,079 --> 00:35:06,119 she takes me in, and she, the woman with the 477 00:35:06,159 --> 00:35:09,840 black hair, who I now know is Queen Mav comes 478 00:35:09,920 --> 00:35:12,239 out of the back of the house and meets us 479 00:35:12,280 --> 00:35:14,719 in this room which is like a big kitchen with 480 00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:18,159 this big wooden table, and there's a fire in the corner. 481 00:35:18,239 --> 00:35:23,639 And and to Tanya looks at her and says, woman, 482 00:35:23,760 --> 00:35:25,800 this is your charge. And then she looks at me 483 00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:28,760 and she says, child, this is your mother. And that's 484 00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:32,480 when it all clicked, and I was like, oh, okay, 485 00:35:32,639 --> 00:35:35,719 you know, and so and it all kind of fell 486 00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:42,639 into place. And in past life regression, they move you forward, 487 00:35:43,599 --> 00:35:47,360 and so I was moved forward through that regression and 488 00:35:48,199 --> 00:35:52,639 ended up married to the boy who I had met 489 00:35:52,679 --> 00:35:56,280 in the forest, who was to Tanya and Oberon's son. 490 00:35:57,199 --> 00:36:01,480 And then and then we moved forward from there, and 491 00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:06,840 there was a there was a war that was being fought, 492 00:36:07,119 --> 00:36:11,760 and he sent me away to the human world with 493 00:36:12,280 --> 00:36:15,559 his best friend. And that's how I came to be 494 00:36:15,679 --> 00:36:17,880 in the human world and didn't want to be. And 495 00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:21,880 so that I think that for me solidified everything, because 496 00:36:22,599 --> 00:36:25,840 it wasn't None of that information was anything that I 497 00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:30,079 had had before. I mean, I knew who these fairies were, 498 00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:34,159 and I knew I didn't really know who he was, 499 00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:39,480 but I didn't. It solidified everything, you know, and it 500 00:36:39,559 --> 00:36:42,559 was like, oh gosh, you know, maybe this is real, 501 00:36:42,639 --> 00:37:09,360 Maybe this is true. This was my life once. And 502 00:37:09,440 --> 00:37:12,679 so from there, I think you just you can take 503 00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:15,199 it and you just have to live your life the 504 00:37:15,199 --> 00:37:19,519 way it is. I mean, I I'm writing books. I 505 00:37:19,519 --> 00:37:22,719 have another book that is about the Fay that is 506 00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:28,440 not ready to be published. I'm working my regular jobs 507 00:37:28,679 --> 00:37:33,840 and I do have a small small business where I 508 00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:35,960 make jewelry. 509 00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:37,559 Speaker 2: I do. 510 00:37:38,960 --> 00:37:43,760 Speaker 3: I take and I do some lapidary work with crystals, 511 00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:47,440 and that's very much a part of I think the 512 00:37:47,519 --> 00:37:49,880 fay side that I didn't know I had that woke 513 00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:55,079 up this love for for minerals and rocks that come 514 00:37:55,119 --> 00:37:57,440 from the earth, and this love of the earth. And 515 00:37:58,280 --> 00:38:02,519 I use those to ground myself and I make jewelry 516 00:38:02,559 --> 00:38:05,599 out of them, and I sell my jewelry. And then 517 00:38:05,760 --> 00:38:11,840 I also make bombs with bees wax. And May gave 518 00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:17,440 me these recipes. She One is called fairy site bomb, 519 00:38:17,559 --> 00:38:21,599 one is called fairy protection bomb, and one is called 520 00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:25,800 fairy relief bomb. And the site bomb is supposed to 521 00:38:25,800 --> 00:38:30,199 be an ancient recipe for fairy sight. The other one 522 00:38:30,239 --> 00:38:34,159 is supposed to be a recipe for protection, like to 523 00:38:34,199 --> 00:38:37,880 protect you from any harm or evil entities that would 524 00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:41,679 be coming for you, or anyone who means harm to you. 525 00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:46,559 And then the relief bomb is one to help with 526 00:38:46,639 --> 00:38:51,400 like maybe arthritic pains or things like that. And so 527 00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:56,679 I've made those and then and then the other interesting 528 00:38:56,719 --> 00:38:59,119 thing was just a couple of weeks ago, maybe like 529 00:38:59,159 --> 00:39:02,079 a month and a half ago, I got a message 530 00:39:02,079 --> 00:39:03,440 from her and she said, I want you to make 531 00:39:03,519 --> 00:39:05,920 fairy dream bomb. And I was like, okay, well tell 532 00:39:05,960 --> 00:39:09,559 me how, And so she gave me these herbs of 533 00:39:09,599 --> 00:39:13,239 how to make it, and I wrote them down and 534 00:39:13,280 --> 00:39:16,920 then I went to buy them, and then I thought, 535 00:39:16,920 --> 00:39:19,079 you know, I probably should look online and make sure 536 00:39:19,119 --> 00:39:22,480 that these things can't be like that they can be 537 00:39:22,559 --> 00:39:25,519 mixed together safely, you know, because I hadn't done the research, 538 00:39:25,519 --> 00:39:27,320 and I thought, I need to make sure that I'm 539 00:39:27,320 --> 00:39:30,000 not going to poison anyone or something. And when I 540 00:39:30,079 --> 00:39:32,800 looked it up, it was fascinating because I'm looking it 541 00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:36,320 up and it's saying that everything that she listed for 542 00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:40,159 me were things that you would put together for like 543 00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:46,039 a dream, like for lucid dreaming and sleep and things 544 00:39:46,079 --> 00:39:47,920 like that. And I was like, oh my gosh, like 545 00:39:48,159 --> 00:39:54,000 I had no idea. So so yeah, yeah, so I 546 00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:58,400 haven't finished it yet. I've Actually it's what I do 547 00:39:58,480 --> 00:40:00,960 is I take the herbs and I put them in 548 00:40:01,519 --> 00:40:05,440 fractionated fraction and I can never say that word fractionated 549 00:40:05,599 --> 00:40:09,320 coconut oil. And then I let them seep for three 550 00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:12,159 weeks and then I mix them with the bees mix. 551 00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,840 You drain the herbs out and then you mix the 552 00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:16,920 oil with the bees wax and let it hearten and 553 00:40:17,480 --> 00:40:21,199 they've turned out really good. And yeah, so that's that's 554 00:40:21,280 --> 00:40:27,239 kind of my my connection to the realm. I I 555 00:40:27,280 --> 00:40:30,760 feel like they would like me to be an ambassador 556 00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:34,599 to share information, and I feel that a lot of 557 00:40:34,599 --> 00:40:37,719 what I've read has had to do with you know, 558 00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:44,320 they're very interested in keeping the earth clean of you 559 00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,760 know there they love nature. I mean even your dark 560 00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:51,880 fay love nature, and they're very interested in in keeping 561 00:40:51,920 --> 00:40:54,840 it clean and healthy and all that. 562 00:40:55,159 --> 00:40:58,639 Speaker 2: What what is what is the as you understand it? 563 00:40:58,679 --> 00:41:02,840 What is the role of the fae in in the world? 564 00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:07,760 I mean, are they are they also a utilitarian type 565 00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:12,159 of being that serves a purpose like maybe natural balance 566 00:41:12,239 --> 00:41:15,400 or something. Or are they just their own people doing 567 00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:16,880 their own thing, kind of like we are. 568 00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:21,880 Speaker 3: I do think that in some instances they do serve 569 00:41:21,920 --> 00:41:31,920 a higher purpose of protecting various locations and keeping keeping sights, 570 00:41:32,679 --> 00:41:42,440 keeping different parts of nature clean. There's stories actually of 571 00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:50,559 of different places in the British Isles where where people 572 00:41:50,599 --> 00:41:55,559 have gone in to like develop and they've cut down 573 00:41:55,599 --> 00:42:00,400 trees and they things, and then they they leave their 574 00:42:00,440 --> 00:42:02,960 equipment overnight and they come back the next morning and 575 00:42:03,000 --> 00:42:06,599 their equipment is destroyed, right, And a lot of it 576 00:42:06,679 --> 00:42:09,480 goes to that, oh the fairies did this. You know, 577 00:42:09,599 --> 00:42:13,119 the fairies are mad that you're that you're developing this. 578 00:42:13,119 --> 00:42:16,400 This is sacred. You're not supposed to be here. And 579 00:42:16,480 --> 00:42:19,440 so I think that I think that they I think 580 00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:24,519 that they come to our world as messengers two to 581 00:42:24,639 --> 00:42:28,280 keep to keep nature, and to keep the earth clean 582 00:42:28,519 --> 00:42:31,800 and safe. But I also feel like they also come 583 00:42:31,840 --> 00:42:36,280 here because they're curious about us. I think they want 584 00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:40,119 I think they're curious about us. I think that I 585 00:42:40,119 --> 00:42:42,719 think they want to know who we are. I think 586 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:47,079 they like to watch us. I have been visited by 587 00:42:47,159 --> 00:42:51,800 one fairy. It was a very interesting experience. 588 00:42:52,280 --> 00:42:54,760 Speaker 2: This is another Lucid dreams. 589 00:42:55,719 --> 00:43:00,559 Speaker 3: This was in this realm okay in three d Okay. 590 00:43:02,119 --> 00:43:06,320 I was in Taos, New Mexico. I was in a 591 00:43:06,320 --> 00:43:12,159 bed and breakfast that was that bordered the forest, and 592 00:43:14,079 --> 00:43:17,519 I was there was a we were in a little 593 00:43:18,199 --> 00:43:21,519 like a mother in law house, and then there was 594 00:43:21,559 --> 00:43:25,440 a there was a big house next to next to us, 595 00:43:25,599 --> 00:43:29,599 and it was an airbnb actually, and so so we 596 00:43:29,599 --> 00:43:33,159 were in the mother in law house and it was 597 00:43:33,199 --> 00:43:36,360 the middle of the night and I heard these noises 598 00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:40,079 outside and I was like, huh, I wonder what this is. 599 00:43:40,599 --> 00:43:44,039 And I I opened my eyes and there was a 600 00:43:44,039 --> 00:43:47,719 big window and I saw these lights kind of like 601 00:43:47,960 --> 00:43:55,159 floating outside. My first thought was, oh, this is someone 602 00:43:55,199 --> 00:43:58,840 with their cell phone and there probably got here late 603 00:43:58,960 --> 00:44:02,559 and they're going to house, the other house, the big house. 604 00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:12,159 And I heard like it sounded like wheels rolling across rocks, 605 00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:15,719 and there were rocks outside, and so like maybe someone 606 00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:19,880 dragging a wagon across these rocks. And I'm seeing these 607 00:44:20,000 --> 00:44:23,320 lights slit outside, and I'm at first I'm like, what 608 00:44:23,519 --> 00:44:25,760 is this? And then I thought, Okay, I'm going to 609 00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:28,719 just close my eyes and try to go back to sleep. 610 00:44:28,760 --> 00:44:31,719 This is nothing. Just don't pay attention to it. It's 611 00:44:31,840 --> 00:44:35,800 just people arriving to stay in the other house, you know. 612 00:44:36,239 --> 00:44:39,679 And I closed my eyes and I fall back asleep, 613 00:44:39,880 --> 00:44:43,320 and then I don't know how long after it it was, 614 00:44:43,679 --> 00:44:51,559 but I felt someone take my hand and I thought 615 00:44:51,559 --> 00:44:54,440 it was my husband, but it was on the wrong 616 00:44:54,519 --> 00:44:56,880 side because he was on the other side of me. 617 00:44:56,920 --> 00:45:00,559 And I felt that this person take my hand and 618 00:45:00,599 --> 00:45:04,920 they were like, if you can imagine a doctor taking 619 00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:08,159 your hand and like feeling your hand and looking at 620 00:45:08,199 --> 00:45:11,000 your fingers and looking at all aspects of your hand 621 00:45:11,039 --> 00:45:14,000 and touching your hand in that way like like they're 622 00:45:14,159 --> 00:45:17,639 giving you an examination. Of your hand and your tendons 623 00:45:17,679 --> 00:45:20,360 in your hand and that type of thing, and I thought, 624 00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:23,679 this is I woke up and I opened my eyes 625 00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:28,960 and there was a fairy, a male fairy, and he 626 00:45:29,039 --> 00:45:32,400 had his hand, he had he had my hand in 627 00:45:32,440 --> 00:45:36,960 his and he he was examining my hand. And I 628 00:45:39,239 --> 00:45:42,719 didn't say anything. I was like, I didn't even know 629 00:45:42,960 --> 00:45:48,920 what to think. He had black hair and big black eyes, 630 00:45:49,039 --> 00:45:51,599 like eyes that were almost too big for his face. 631 00:45:53,599 --> 00:45:56,880 But he was definitely looked human like. He didn't look 632 00:45:56,960 --> 00:46:01,000 like an alien like. It wasn't like a gray alien 633 00:46:01,079 --> 00:46:03,199 with big with big black eyes. I mean, he had 634 00:46:03,199 --> 00:46:06,440 a human face, but his eyes were really big. And 635 00:46:06,480 --> 00:46:10,119 he was beautiful. I mean he was really beautiful in 636 00:46:10,159 --> 00:46:13,320 an otherworldly sort of way. And he was very thin, 637 00:46:14,679 --> 00:46:21,480 thin face, thin nose, very fine featured. And I just 638 00:46:21,719 --> 00:46:25,679 stared at him for a while and then I I 639 00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:28,320 squeezed my eyes shut and I opened my eyes again, 640 00:46:28,360 --> 00:46:30,679 and he was gone, wow. 641 00:46:30,760 --> 00:46:34,079 Speaker 2: Well you could feel the touch like you were feeling, oh. 642 00:46:34,079 --> 00:46:35,840 Speaker 3: Yeah, touch about the touch? 643 00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:38,480 Speaker 2: How tall? How tall would you suggest? 644 00:46:38,519 --> 00:46:41,880 Speaker 3: He was probably about six foot six foot two maybe. 645 00:46:41,639 --> 00:46:45,280 Speaker 2: Oh so, pretty really good sized. Okay, yeah, so he 646 00:46:45,400 --> 00:46:47,679 just happened to become aware of you and probably wanted 647 00:46:47,679 --> 00:46:51,280 to make his presence known. Was that your take? Okay? 648 00:46:51,360 --> 00:46:54,400 Speaker 3: So so at the time I had no idea what 649 00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:57,480 was happening. Like I of course, I told my husband 650 00:46:57,559 --> 00:47:00,400 the next day and he was like wow, he was like, 651 00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:03,480 that was the fae and I was like, yeah, it was. 652 00:47:03,679 --> 00:47:05,119 And he was like, well, you know, we're close to 653 00:47:05,159 --> 00:47:07,840 the forest, and I was like, yeah, it's true, because 654 00:47:07,880 --> 00:47:10,000 I mean, you know they do. You will find like 655 00:47:11,039 --> 00:47:16,480 entrances and exits to fairy in the forest and you know, 656 00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:20,960 so I was just like wow. So I just kind 657 00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:22,840 of asked and I put it out there and I 658 00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:25,920 was like, who was that? Like what was he something? 659 00:47:26,039 --> 00:47:30,119 To me? Was he someone? And that the word cousin 660 00:47:30,360 --> 00:47:32,480 came in my head and so I thought, oh, I 661 00:47:32,559 --> 00:47:35,599 have this cousin. That's you know, that makes sense. Like 662 00:47:36,199 --> 00:47:39,480 and you know, the thing is is even if I 663 00:47:39,599 --> 00:47:42,199 was a fairy, you know, in my first incarnation and 664 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:46,639 it was two thousand, three thousand years ago, that doesn't 665 00:47:46,679 --> 00:47:52,159 mean anything in fairy time, like you know, like there's 666 00:47:52,199 --> 00:47:55,239 still going to be around the same fairies that were 667 00:47:55,280 --> 00:47:57,039 there when I was there. You know, they may have 668 00:47:57,079 --> 00:47:59,440 grown older, but they're still going to be there according 669 00:47:59,480 --> 00:48:04,199 to legend folklore, and also according to teachings that I've 670 00:48:04,360 --> 00:48:08,159 read that the other types of information that they've given 671 00:48:08,360 --> 00:48:14,480 to other people as well. So I just was like, oh, yeah, 672 00:48:14,559 --> 00:48:17,800 so I guess I met my fairy cousin and this 673 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:23,320 is exciting and all this. And then about two months later, 674 00:48:23,599 --> 00:48:27,880 and back in my house, and I was hearing a 675 00:48:28,000 --> 00:48:30,280 noise in the front of my house. And I have 676 00:48:30,400 --> 00:48:33,000 a hallway that you go down and then there's like 677 00:48:33,480 --> 00:48:37,320 the room opens up and then you can see directly 678 00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:42,599 into my kitchen. And I got out of bed and 679 00:48:42,639 --> 00:48:46,119 I walked down the hall and I noticed there was 680 00:48:46,159 --> 00:48:50,400 a light on in the kitchen and I and I 681 00:48:50,480 --> 00:48:53,239 kept walking and I looked and there was a girl 682 00:48:54,159 --> 00:48:57,400 standing in my kitchen and she was dressed in jeans 683 00:48:57,440 --> 00:49:00,719 and a flannel shirt, and she had blonde braids, long 684 00:49:00,760 --> 00:49:04,320 blonde braids, and she had my refrigerator door open, and 685 00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:07,440 she just kind of looked at me. And I instantly thought, 686 00:49:07,559 --> 00:49:12,000 I thought, oh, my god, my son has a girl 687 00:49:12,119 --> 00:49:14,079 in the house in the middle of the night, you know. 688 00:49:14,159 --> 00:49:17,400 And I'm thinking, I'm thinking I'm gonna give it to him. 689 00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:21,079 I cannot believe this. This is like, oh my god, 690 00:49:21,119 --> 00:49:23,400 because he's not like that. But I thought to myself, 691 00:49:23,599 --> 00:49:26,119 you know, he's usually follows the rules. But I thought, 692 00:49:26,119 --> 00:49:30,280 what in the world is happening here? Yeah, and then 693 00:49:30,320 --> 00:49:32,840 my I have a sliding glass door. And the sliding 694 00:49:32,840 --> 00:49:38,360 glass door opened up, and the Faye from Taos walked in. Oh, 695 00:49:38,760 --> 00:49:44,400 and I said you, and he says yes, and I 696 00:49:44,440 --> 00:49:48,719 was like okay. And then he says she's one of 697 00:49:48,760 --> 00:49:52,039 yours and she wanted to meet you. And then I 698 00:49:52,159 --> 00:49:59,159 was like oh wow, and so I and then I 699 00:49:59,239 --> 00:50:02,880 remember us sitting on the couch and then I don't 700 00:50:02,880 --> 00:50:05,119 remember anything after that, and I woke up the next 701 00:50:05,119 --> 00:50:05,920 morning in my bed. 702 00:50:06,599 --> 00:50:07,039 Speaker 2: Wow. 703 00:50:08,000 --> 00:50:10,239 Speaker 3: But that was a real like, it wasn't a dream. 704 00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:13,440 It was a real thing that happened. 705 00:50:14,079 --> 00:50:18,599 Speaker 2: Have you thought about trying like regression hypnosis to see 706 00:50:18,599 --> 00:50:21,360 what you missed and that or do you think that 707 00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:23,400 what are you feeling? 708 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:27,360 Speaker 3: I haven't actually thought about that. That's a really good suggestion. 709 00:50:27,760 --> 00:50:31,599 Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, it just seems like, if this indeed happened, 710 00:50:31,639 --> 00:50:35,840 that's it's a marvelous opportunity to examine what happened, What 711 00:50:35,920 --> 00:50:38,480 was the interplay, what did they have to say, and 712 00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:40,519 you know what could be gleaned from that, Not that 713 00:50:40,599 --> 00:50:43,199 it's for everybody to know, but it'd be neat that 714 00:50:43,280 --> 00:50:44,519 you at least knew, you know. 715 00:50:44,800 --> 00:50:48,719 Speaker 3: Right right, yeah, right, well, And it had been revealed 716 00:50:48,760 --> 00:50:55,599 to me before this that I had two children that 717 00:50:55,679 --> 00:51:00,320 were fairy children from that first incarnation and that they 718 00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:05,239 were still in fairy So for me, I believe that 719 00:51:05,360 --> 00:51:07,840 he meant that was my daughter. I don't know, but 720 00:51:08,039 --> 00:51:13,599 it seems likely, you know, but it would be very 721 00:51:13,639 --> 00:51:18,639 interesting to find out. I did do more asking questions, 722 00:51:18,679 --> 00:51:21,199 you know, who is this, Why is he coming to me? 723 00:51:21,800 --> 00:51:27,679 Who is he? And that's when Mav told me that 724 00:51:27,800 --> 00:51:32,280 he was my brother. And so he apparently is my brother, 725 00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:37,880 a half brother, but he's her son, okay, and he 726 00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:43,400 was curious to know me. And I have been told 727 00:51:43,559 --> 00:51:49,119 that I probably shouldn't welcome him in because she is 728 00:51:50,039 --> 00:51:54,280 MAVs Dark Fay and he is dark Fay. But I 729 00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:57,880 feel a connection that I don't want to lose, so 730 00:51:58,760 --> 00:52:03,639 I do call to him periodically, and you know, just 731 00:52:03,679 --> 00:52:07,480 to kind of, hey, what's happening with you, you know, 732 00:52:07,679 --> 00:52:08,599 and that type of thing. 733 00:52:08,800 --> 00:52:11,840 Speaker 2: Does he reach out back that you're getting response at 734 00:52:11,840 --> 00:52:12,880 that point like. 735 00:52:13,000 --> 00:52:18,639 Speaker 3: Sometimes sometimes he does yeah, and it's it's never informational. 736 00:52:18,960 --> 00:52:23,119 It's more just a just a hey, you know, I 737 00:52:23,239 --> 00:52:27,360 was thinking about you, you know, what's happening with you? 738 00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:34,920 And that type of thing. Informational. Most of the informational 739 00:52:35,440 --> 00:52:38,280 items come from Maye in the in the form of 740 00:52:39,239 --> 00:52:40,639 healing type. 741 00:52:41,119 --> 00:52:45,480 Speaker 2: Okay, you know now to address the elephant in the room, 742 00:52:45,519 --> 00:52:49,119 you had mentioned your husband and of course this must 743 00:52:49,159 --> 00:52:52,599 have been an incredible journey for him, just to probably 744 00:52:52,599 --> 00:52:56,239 wrap us around. Has he been really supportive and accepting 745 00:52:56,239 --> 00:52:58,800 of this or what? Was this quite a journey for 746 00:52:58,880 --> 00:52:59,280 him too. 747 00:53:00,400 --> 00:53:04,960 Speaker 3: I think that he's been pretty accepting of it. He 748 00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:10,880 is he is a reiki master, and he he also 749 00:53:11,000 --> 00:53:17,039 has had some of his own experiences. He has different 750 00:53:17,079 --> 00:53:23,400 stories to tell. I know that he is the one 751 00:53:23,440 --> 00:53:27,320 who brought me to this realm. He was best friends 752 00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:34,559 with with Titanya and Oberon's son, and I've I haven't 753 00:53:34,599 --> 00:53:38,199 really shared that story with him because I don't know 754 00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:42,960 how he would feel about that, But I have shared 755 00:53:43,000 --> 00:53:47,280 with him that he was there in Fairy and he 756 00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:52,119 he doesn't he doesn't accept that he's Fay, so I 757 00:53:52,159 --> 00:53:55,039 don't and I don't know for sure. Whether he is Fae, 758 00:53:55,119 --> 00:54:01,480 I don't know, if he's something else. He he tends 759 00:54:01,519 --> 00:54:04,440 to be more on the feeling of that he's more 760 00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:10,079 of a celestial being, and so I don't, Yeah, that's 761 00:54:10,440 --> 00:54:11,840 his that's kind of his thing. 762 00:54:12,599 --> 00:54:15,400 Speaker 2: So with all that you've discussed and all that we've 763 00:54:15,440 --> 00:54:17,800 gone over, of course there's going to be some people 764 00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:20,000 are like, Ah, I don't know what to think about this. 765 00:54:20,400 --> 00:54:22,400 What do you how what do you say to the 766 00:54:22,440 --> 00:54:25,960 skeptically minded people that might hear your story? What could 767 00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:28,960 you say to them or what would you like to 768 00:54:29,000 --> 00:54:31,760 share with them? 769 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:35,599 Speaker 3: Well, I mean, it is hard to believe. It's very 770 00:54:35,679 --> 00:54:41,639 hard to believe, Yeah, And I think that really you 771 00:54:41,760 --> 00:54:45,639 either have to experience it yourself or you have to 772 00:54:47,079 --> 00:54:53,559 at least have a belief that there's something more out 773 00:54:53,559 --> 00:54:58,880 there that's that we're not the only ones you know 774 00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:03,239 of this earth. And I do believe that the Fay 775 00:55:03,239 --> 00:55:05,239 are of this earth, but I believe that they're of 776 00:55:05,280 --> 00:55:07,599 a different dimension, and I believe that there's a lot 777 00:55:07,639 --> 00:55:11,239 of different dimensions. Sure, I think people are becoming more 778 00:55:11,280 --> 00:55:15,239 and more open to things like this, but I also 779 00:55:15,320 --> 00:55:18,639 feel that there's a lot of people that are not. 780 00:55:19,480 --> 00:55:24,599 And for me, it's it's something that I choose to believe, 781 00:55:25,239 --> 00:55:27,960 and if you don't believe it, I'm not going to 782 00:55:28,239 --> 00:55:32,639 feel angry or hurt or upset with you for it, 783 00:55:32,679 --> 00:55:35,320 because you have the right to believe what you want 784 00:55:35,360 --> 00:55:40,639 to believe. I believe it's real. I've actually told I've 785 00:55:40,679 --> 00:55:45,199 actually told my parents and they they kind of laugh 786 00:55:45,280 --> 00:55:47,599 it off, but I just say, I tell them, I'll 787 00:55:47,599 --> 00:55:50,159 say I'm a fairy, you know, and they're like, okay, whatever, 788 00:55:51,199 --> 00:55:53,719 And I tell my mom. I'll tell my mom, I'm 789 00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:56,360 saying you're a fairy too, and she's like, oh, okay. 790 00:55:56,840 --> 00:55:59,639 And she has rh negative blood, which is kind of 791 00:55:59,679 --> 00:56:03,199 funny because neither of her parents had rich negative blood. 792 00:56:03,239 --> 00:56:05,039 So I'm like, hey, you may be a changeling and 793 00:56:05,079 --> 00:56:10,440 she doesn't like that at all. But it's more of 794 00:56:10,519 --> 00:56:16,239 a kind of a lighthearted sort of joking with them. 795 00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:19,760 But they do know that I that I believe it, 796 00:56:21,960 --> 00:56:23,519 and I don't know how they feel about it. 797 00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:26,800 Speaker 2: At what point in time in this journey for you 798 00:56:27,360 --> 00:56:30,519 did you decide to start sharing it with your loved ones. 799 00:56:33,400 --> 00:56:36,920 Speaker 3: About a year ago with my mom, I mean, I 800 00:56:37,000 --> 00:56:42,880 shared it with my husband quite soon, and I was 801 00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:47,039 lucky because I had a very I had a friend 802 00:56:47,559 --> 00:56:51,360 who came into my life right around the time that 803 00:56:51,519 --> 00:56:58,039 all of this started happening. And she is also and 804 00:56:58,119 --> 00:57:05,079 this is something that that was interesting because when I 805 00:57:05,199 --> 00:57:12,000 was telling her about the Mercaba, the fire and the 806 00:57:12,039 --> 00:57:17,000 people saying Mercaba, and she said I was there, and 807 00:57:17,039 --> 00:57:20,159 I was like what, And so she started explaining things 808 00:57:20,199 --> 00:57:24,079 to me that she wouldn't know because I hadn't told 809 00:57:24,079 --> 00:57:28,280 her already, and so she actually was there. And then 810 00:57:28,960 --> 00:57:34,760 and then the battle that happened where I left, we 811 00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:38,559 both independently, and she she was part of that. We 812 00:57:38,599 --> 00:57:44,199 both independently found a location online and showed it to 813 00:57:44,280 --> 00:57:46,559 each other and we're like it was the same place, 814 00:57:46,800 --> 00:57:51,039 and we're like, wow, that looks the same. And so 815 00:57:51,119 --> 00:57:54,559 I had this friend who helped me to accept a 816 00:57:54,559 --> 00:57:57,280 lot of this and to come to terms with it. 817 00:57:59,480 --> 00:58:01,519 And I guess I have a very open minded counselor 818 00:58:01,559 --> 00:58:08,400 who who talks about this one thing. Also, it's there's 819 00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:11,400 just like little things that happen. So I'm gonna put 820 00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:13,920 my hand here and show you. But so and I 821 00:58:14,000 --> 00:58:17,239 know that that people can't see. But in this in 822 00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:20,280 this past life regression, there was a there was this 823 00:58:20,320 --> 00:58:22,840 thing where I was touching my thumb to my fingers 824 00:58:22,880 --> 00:58:25,960 and counting and just going back and forth, back and forth, 825 00:58:25,960 --> 00:58:33,800 back and forth. And I actually was in a metaphysical 826 00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:37,119 store talking to a woman who I've known for years, 827 00:58:37,599 --> 00:58:40,400 and she started doing the same thing with her fingers 828 00:58:40,599 --> 00:58:43,639 and she was touching her her thumb to her fingers 829 00:58:43,679 --> 00:58:45,960 in a rhythm, and I said, what are you doing? 830 00:58:46,840 --> 00:58:51,559 And she says, I'm doing the merca Ba breath exercise. 831 00:58:51,880 --> 00:58:54,440 And I said what And she says, it's the merka 832 00:58:54,519 --> 00:58:58,119 but breath exercise. And I was like, what is that 833 00:58:59,079 --> 00:59:01,639 and she says, she says, well, you know, I have 834 00:59:01,719 --> 00:59:03,559 this book about it, and you can take this book 835 00:59:03,559 --> 00:59:06,119 and you can read the book. And she says I 836 00:59:06,239 --> 00:59:08,360 was trained in it. And she says it's a breathing 837 00:59:08,440 --> 00:59:12,679 exercise and it puts you into like a meditative trance. 838 00:59:12,679 --> 00:59:16,199 And I was like okay, and she says why and 839 00:59:16,280 --> 00:59:18,320 I said, well, I did a past life regression and 840 00:59:18,360 --> 00:59:20,639 I was doing that in my past life regression. And 841 00:59:20,679 --> 00:59:23,639 I've never seen anybody do that, I said. And then 842 00:59:23,719 --> 00:59:27,239 when I went to this fire, there were these people 843 00:59:27,400 --> 00:59:30,519 chanting merkaba and you just said Merkaba and she was 844 00:59:30,599 --> 00:59:34,159 like mm hm. And so I've been lucky that I've 845 00:59:34,159 --> 00:59:36,599 had these people along the way who have helped me 846 00:59:36,719 --> 00:59:39,400 to come to terms with things and little things like 847 00:59:39,480 --> 00:59:43,559 that that kind of solidify for it for you, like, oh, 848 00:59:44,199 --> 00:59:47,199 like this is not this is real. This isn't something 849 00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:50,800 that my mind is just making up. These are real 850 00:59:50,920 --> 00:59:53,920 things that people do that I didn't know about, and 851 00:59:54,000 --> 00:59:56,599 I wouldn't have known about if I hadn't seen her 852 00:59:56,639 --> 00:59:59,599 do that. And so for people who don't believe, there's 853 01:00:00,360 --> 01:00:04,119 there's always things that you know that can happen to 854 01:00:04,159 --> 01:00:09,000 you that will open your eyes and maybe make you believe. 855 01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:12,800 And if you don't, then maybe it's just not your time. 856 01:00:13,039 --> 01:00:18,239 Speaker 2: And and that's okay, sure, Now, is this is this 857 01:00:19,000 --> 01:00:22,480 ability to communicate or to meditate and come to this place? 858 01:00:22,599 --> 01:00:25,760 Is this something that you teach or is this just 859 01:00:25,840 --> 01:00:26,880 your own system? 860 01:00:27,320 --> 01:00:33,840 Speaker 3: Okay? So I actually have actually have started doing I've 861 01:00:33,880 --> 01:00:38,239 done two sessions of fairy meditations. 862 01:00:38,519 --> 01:00:38,880 Speaker 2: Okay. 863 01:00:39,199 --> 01:00:43,920 Speaker 3: I my friend in Ireland, I asked her for some 864 01:00:44,079 --> 01:00:49,840 guidance and she she gave me some guidance and I 865 01:00:49,960 --> 01:00:54,280 used it and then they gave me the fairies gave 866 01:00:54,280 --> 01:00:57,920 me a meditation to share with people. They also gave 867 01:00:58,000 --> 01:01:02,280 me the warnings to with people too, you know that 868 01:01:02,280 --> 01:01:07,840 that you really need to understand what you're getting yourself into. 869 01:01:09,159 --> 01:01:12,559 And part of this, like I give regular offerings to 870 01:01:12,639 --> 01:01:16,360 the fairies. I'll probably go out and give one tomorrow 871 01:01:16,559 --> 01:01:22,480 because it's the it's the equinox. I usually do it 872 01:01:22,599 --> 01:01:27,360 on those their their high holidays follow like the Celtic 873 01:01:27,559 --> 01:01:34,519 calendar and so. But but if you tell a fairy 874 01:01:34,559 --> 01:01:36,320 you're going to do something, you have to follow through. 875 01:01:37,039 --> 01:01:41,079 So before we do this meditation, I tell them, you know, 876 01:01:41,119 --> 01:01:43,239 I tell them if if you actually meet a fairy, 877 01:01:43,760 --> 01:01:46,559 if they actually come to you, and if you ask 878 01:01:46,679 --> 01:01:49,519 them to share information with you, if you tell them 879 01:01:49,559 --> 01:01:51,599 you're going to do something for them, you better do 880 01:01:51,679 --> 01:01:54,840 it because if you don't, then you may not like 881 01:01:54,880 --> 01:01:58,159 what happens, right, And you know, and and one of 882 01:01:58,159 --> 01:02:01,480 the big things that we also do is, you know, 883 01:02:02,360 --> 01:02:05,840 we ask them to not follow us back. So if 884 01:02:05,960 --> 01:02:11,400 we're going on this meditation to the fairy realm, we 885 01:02:11,559 --> 01:02:15,159 ask them to not follow us back here. They need 886 01:02:15,199 --> 01:02:19,519 to stay where they are because that's something else you 887 01:02:19,559 --> 01:02:22,920 don't want, is you don't want a I don't want 888 01:02:22,920 --> 01:02:24,920 to use the word rogue fairy, but I think it's 889 01:02:24,960 --> 01:02:27,400 a good definition of it. You don't want this rogue 890 01:02:27,440 --> 01:02:31,280 fairy to follow you back here and start harassing you 891 01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:34,360 or your family. I think that they have a lot 892 01:02:34,400 --> 01:02:38,760 of information. They do have magic, they have you know, 893 01:02:39,400 --> 01:02:42,599 they have information to share with us, and I think 894 01:02:42,679 --> 01:02:45,840 they willingly want to share it with us because they 895 01:02:45,920 --> 01:02:50,960 want there to be a relationship and they want there 896 01:02:51,000 --> 01:02:56,440 to be a link between our realms. But I also 897 01:02:56,559 --> 01:03:03,960 feel that you have to you have to go to 898 01:03:04,079 --> 01:03:06,480 them with with caution. 899 01:03:07,159 --> 01:03:10,199 Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I would think I would think it came. 900 01:03:10,159 --> 01:03:13,159 Speaker 3: To me without me asking for it, you know, I 901 01:03:13,159 --> 01:03:16,000 mean I never asked for this. I didn't. I didn't 902 01:03:16,079 --> 01:03:19,719 ask to be told that I was a fairy. I didn't. 903 01:03:19,760 --> 01:03:23,000 I wasn't. Even, to be perfectly honest with you, my 904 01:03:23,519 --> 01:03:32,559 knowledge of fairy was watching Fate the Winks Saga on Netflix, sure, 905 01:03:32,800 --> 01:03:37,800 and that was and reading a few books about the fay, 906 01:03:37,880 --> 01:03:42,000 like fiction novels, like fantasy fiction novels, and that was 907 01:03:42,239 --> 01:03:46,039 that was it. And then to have this information come 908 01:03:46,079 --> 01:03:50,599 through it was like wow, pretty overwhelming. 909 01:03:51,639 --> 01:03:54,880 Speaker 2: So as we're getting to the end here, how can 910 01:03:54,920 --> 01:03:57,079 people get in touch with you if they have questions 911 01:03:57,199 --> 01:04:01,920 or are requesting more information your assistance. Is there any 912 01:04:01,960 --> 01:04:04,079 way that they can stay in touch with what you're doing. 913 01:04:04,480 --> 01:04:07,719 Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely. So I have an email that I would 914 01:04:07,920 --> 01:04:11,800 love for them to reach out, and I also would 915 01:04:11,840 --> 01:04:14,000 love for them to reach out if they've had experiences, 916 01:04:14,079 --> 01:04:17,079 because I think that we can grow and learn from 917 01:04:17,239 --> 01:04:20,960 each other's experiences and each other's knowledge, because I feel 918 01:04:20,960 --> 01:04:27,599 like we get different messages depending on which fairy we're 919 01:04:27,599 --> 01:04:32,760 connected to, and we're getting different information depending on that. 920 01:04:34,000 --> 01:04:39,639 But my email is the Lost Ferry, and fairy is 921 01:04:39,679 --> 01:04:46,039 spelled f A e r y seventy two at gmail 922 01:04:46,079 --> 01:04:50,480 dot com. So the Lost Fairy seventy two at gmail 923 01:04:50,679 --> 01:04:51,639 dot com. 924 01:04:51,679 --> 01:04:54,440 Speaker 2: Awesome. Well, I tell you it's been a it's been 925 01:04:54,480 --> 01:04:59,960 an incredible discussion. I've I've just amazed at what you're 926 01:05:00,119 --> 01:05:04,159 talking about. I will tell you that, you know, it's 927 01:05:04,960 --> 01:05:08,119 hard to wrap a head around, but we have this 928 01:05:08,239 --> 01:05:12,360 Western sensibilities, in this Western idea, and these are very 929 01:05:12,519 --> 01:05:17,119 esoteric ideas, but I think it's it's fascinating and I 930 01:05:17,599 --> 01:05:20,039 really appreciate you coming on and sharing all of this 931 01:05:20,159 --> 01:05:23,679 because it's opened my eyes up to some new possibilities 932 01:05:23,719 --> 01:05:27,360 and some things to explore, I guess myself. So thank 933 01:05:27,360 --> 01:05:29,440 you for doing this. This has been really wonderful. 934 01:05:30,119 --> 01:05:34,119 Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for giving me the opportunity 935 01:05:34,159 --> 01:05:37,239 to share my story. Was a little hesitant because, like 936 01:05:37,280 --> 01:05:41,559 you said, a lot of people don't believe. But it's okay, 937 01:05:41,639 --> 01:05:47,599 Like I'm okay with that, and I've been told that 938 01:05:47,639 --> 01:05:50,480 I have to speak my truth, so I'm trying to 939 01:05:50,480 --> 01:05:53,000 do that, and I thank you for the opportunity. 940 01:05:53,280 --> 01:05:56,480 Speaker 2: Oh it's my pleasure. Yeah. We are a culture of 941 01:05:56,559 --> 01:06:01,039 stories and experience experiences and they're they're only become really 942 01:06:01,119 --> 01:06:03,480 valuable when we share them. So I appreciate you doing that. 943 01:06:04,119 --> 01:06:06,280 And yeah, we'll be talking. Thank you so much. 944 01:06:06,960 --> 01:06:07,920 Speaker 3: Definitely, thank you. 945 01:06:31,599 --> 01:06:33,519 Speaker 2: All right, everybody, that's going to wrap it up for 946 01:06:33,639 --> 01:06:35,800 us today. So I hope you guys enjoyed the show, 947 01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:38,280 and thank you again so much for all your love 948 01:06:38,320 --> 01:06:41,880 and support. 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But anyway, thank you 959 01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:21,199 so much for the love and support you'all. Take care 960 01:07:21,239 --> 01:07:23,519 and remember we love you all. Be good, be kind, 961 01:07:23,639 --> 01:07:26,559 be nice, take care of each other, help each other out, 962 01:07:27,000 --> 01:07:28,960 find the magic and every day, and remember to laugh 963 01:07:29,000 --> 01:07:51,320 as much as you can until next time. 964 01:08:21,239 --> 01:09:43,560 Speaker 1: That's marketing is hard, but I'll tell you a little secret. 965 01:09:43,640 --> 01:09:45,399 Speaker 2: It doesn't have to be. Let me point something out. 966 01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:47,920 Speaker 1: You're listening to a podcast right now, and it's great. 967 01:09:48,079 --> 01:09:50,039 Speaker 2: You love the host, you seek it out and download it. 968 01:09:50,039 --> 01:09:52,760 Speaker 1: You listen to it while driving, working out, cooking, even 969 01:09:52,760 --> 01:09:56,319 going to the bathroom. 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