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Once again discussed in the incredible worlds and realms of
the Paranormal, and we've got an exceptional show lined up
for you guys today. This is kind of a topic
that we've we referenced through the ages, but we've never
really had a wholesome and holistic kind of discussion about
the topic. And I'm speaking about the fay and our
guest today is an experiencer of many different phenomena, but
she is pretty well well attuned and aware of the
realm of the face. So we're going to get into
the fae today. Ladies and gentlemen, The world of fairies
comes alive on this episode, So buckle up, we're going in. Hey, Deborah,
welcome to the show. Thanks for coming on.
Speaker 3: Hi, thank you so much for having me. I'm really
excited to be here.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's wonderful to have you here. And certainly this
is a topic. As you and I were talking beforehand,
it's for our Western ideals and stuff. The whole idea
of fay and fairies and stuff is kids, cartoons, fables, tales, legends.
But in cultures around the world, this is really a
part of or has been, at least historically a part
of their worldview, and so I know for a lot
of people in America. So we're going to talk about fairies.
But this is a topic that's been around for millennia,
and it's one that we don't get the chance to
talk about very much. So I really appreciate you coming
forward and willing to be on the show to discuss it,
because I got a million questions myself, and I'm sure
our listeners will. We'll be piping in with comments with
more than that through after it posts. How did this
all start for you? How does one just get in
touch or in contact or have an awareness of the fae.
Was this something that's just been a part of your
whole life or was there an event that happened? What happened?
Speaker 3: Well, it hasn't really been part of my whole life.
I've always been interested in the paranormal, and I've had,
as you said, a lot of different experiences. I'm going
to go back to twenty fourteen. Twenty fourteen, and I
don't really know if this was preparing me for what
was to come, or if this was actually the fay
or not. But I woke up and I was in
another place. I was no longer in my bedroom and
I was in this I was just lying on this
I don't know if it was a bed or if
it was just this block, but I was lying on
this block and there were all of these light beings
around me, and they were very very tall, and I
couldn't really make out faces, but they had their hands
on me, and there was light going into my body
and light coming out of my body, and it was
kind of like a paralysis where I couldn't move, but
I felt very peaceful, so it wasn't something that was frightening.
I don't really know how long that went on because
time just didn't really matter. And after that, I, you know,
I woke up the next morning. I don't I didn't
have any dreams or anything. Woke up the next morning
and was like, Wow, you won't believe what happened to me.
So that happened, and I kind of filed it in
the back of my mind. I mean, I've had this experience. Wow.
I don't really know who these people were, what they
were or anything, but they helped me and I felt
like it was a healing or you know, some type
of communication. But I didn't really get anything out of
it except for just this intense feeling of peace. Then
in twenty nineteen, twenty twenty, when Covid hit I, a
friend of mine she had this shop where she did
guided meditations and she had this amazing Egyptian chair and
it was made out of copper tubing and it had
crystals in it and it was just really interesting. And
I said, hey, I've never really meditated before, but I
would like to go try out this Egyptian chair. So
we tried out this Egyptian chair and there were some
things that came through, a lot of different things that
came through, but one of the main things came at
the end, and it was one of those light beings
came to me, but this time I could see him
and he told me that his name was Uriel, and
he said that I belonged to him and that he
would be with me always, and so that was very
interesting to me, and I automatically took it as that
he was an angel. And so so since that time,
I've had a connection to archangel Uriel because that's who
I believe this is, and he has told me that
that's who he is. So then let's fast forward a well, actually,
let me tell you that Also at that same time,
I wrote a book, and during that time I was
writing that book, it was like people were telling me
their stories. It didn't actually have to do with the Fay,
but it ended up being a paranormal book that I
that I'm working on, still preparing for it to be published,
and hopefully that will happen in the near future. And
it has it has vampires and werewolves and all sorts
of fun things and a little bit about my experiences. Yeah.
But so to take it a little further, a couple
years later, I am doing another meditation with my friend,
a guided meditation, and this is an angel meditation, and
Uriel came back and he told me a little bit
about myself and he said, you are part of the
fairy realm. You are descended from me and from the Fay.
And I was like, okay, this is really interesting. And
he told me that there was someone in fairy who
I had a deep connection to in a past life
and this individual was trapped in a crystal, which sounds
really odd. And at this time this was all very
While I had different experiences with the paranormal, this was
very mind blowing to me because it was like, Okay,
is this real? Am I losing my mind? Are these
people really? Are these entities really speaking to me? And
after that meditation, I kind of went on this quest
to find out everything I could about the Fay and
to try and find out who they were, why Uriel
had come to me and told me this, and you
know what part did this play in my life? And
so since that time, it's been kind of this learning journey.
I do have clear audience. They do talk to me
sometimes just I can just be having a conversation like
we're having right now, and they'll just I'll just hear
them talking to me. And the interesting thing is is
that I recognize their voices, like they have different voices
when they talk to me. There's very distinct male voices,
there's very distinct female voices, and I can I can
typically tell who they are. And then every once in
a while there's a there's a new voice that pops
up and I'll be like, oh, hey, who are you now?
Speaker 2: When you when you had that initial experience of falling
asleep and finding yourself in this on this block and
surrounded by all these beings of light, was it your interpretation? Well?
Maybe not at that time, I'm sure, but did you
did you come to an understanding that these light beings
were the Fae or were they angels?
Speaker 3: I believe they were angels, Okay, I've had conversations with
other people who say they might be extra terrestrial. I've
heard of people who have had extraterrestrial experiences very similar
to that. But I feel like when we're talking about this,
and in some of the research that I've done, also,
angels and the Fay are very connected. Now, maybe not
angelic beings that are still connected to Heaven and to God,
but there is a lot of legend that says that
the fallen angels, that many of them either joined the
Fay or the Fay could actually be the fallen angels.
I don't know how much I buy into that one
hundred percent, but I do have a very different idea
about fallen angels. In then, a lot of people, a
lot of people automatically believe that a fallen angel is
a demon or a demonic entity, and I don't necessarily
believe that, and so I can I can see that
that there is a possibility that fallen angels and the
Fay are one and the same, and the Theay are dangerous.
I mean, they're not. They're not. They're not you know,
pretty little pixie fairies flowers, you knows.
Speaker 2: Well, that kind of brings me to my next question.
And certainly to think that they're they're potentially falling fallen
angels or whatever that's that seems to be a pretty
cautionary statement, I mean to me, because regardless of you know,
your definition, that certainly seems like, for whatever reason, these
celestial beings fell out of the divine lights and in it,
if they became the Fay or you know, demons, or
are subdued in a pit somewhere, or any any of
the other traditional explanations, I mean, it suggests that there's
a nefariousness to it, at least through our culture and
our religious understandings.
Speaker 3: Yes, yeah, yeah, And you know, I mean there's there's
all different and I could definitely see and I'm not
saying that all fair fallen angels, okay, but I could
definitely see where the Fay would would possibly welcome in
some fallen angels. And you have to remember that there's
all different types of Fay, and so you have you
have dark fay, and you have light Faye. And you
know your dark Fay could be just as bad, if
not worse than demons.
Speaker 2: Yikes, that's a creepy thought. I don't know, because whenever
you think of like what is the what is the
ultimate darkness on this plane, you always think, well, demons
because they were part of the angelic host and probably
are you know, as old as time and have profound ability,
and so that seems very scary. But then to consider
that they're Fay that are more dangerous than that, that's
that's absolutely terrifying, honestly.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's why I think that, like, I approach the
Fay with caution, and I'm very happy to be welcomed
into their world and to be a part of them.
But I also feel that that there has to be
a warning to people. Don't don't go out and look
for a fairy mound so you can join them, because
you may not be right what happens with you? I mean,
And if you look at the legends of the Fay,
you know, we have we have a Hollywood version of
the Fay, right, And I do believe that they're probably
the most beautiful people. Like if you were to see
a Fay walking down the street, you would think that
they were probably the most beautiful being that you've ever seen.
But I also think that that there's dangers with them.
I mean, we have the stories of changelings where they
would come and, you know, steal a woman's baby and
replace it with a fay baby and take the human
baby back to the fairy realm, and the legends are
that what they do with the humans that they take
to the fairy realm are typically that they're they're you know,
held there as they're probably enslaved, you know, they use
them to do the work for them, or you know,
there's there's a lot of stories like that. I don't
really know how true those are, but I think that
when you are approaching any type of other worldly being,
you should do so with caution.
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I guess Hollywood understanding, fay are usually depicted at these
diminutive little creatures with like dragonfly wings or butterfly wings,
and they fly around and play with flowers and sing
and dance and and lure people into the pail realm
a lot of times. But is that is that at
all accurates to your experience with them, to what what
you've depicted them looking like or what you perceived them.
Speaker 3: So before before we started this interview, you asked me
about Titania and Oberon.
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, legend royalty.
Speaker 3: Yes, And Titania and Oberon are the king and Queen
of the Summer Court. So if you if you want
to think about the the slitting fairies who flit around
and smell flowers and and run through the forest and
dance and and have make merriment, I guess you could say, sure,
what would be your summer fae. Okay, they're very much
like that. The the females are very I guess they
just they flit around, you know. They they like to
be happy and no, no, okay, So there are small fairies.
When I talk about the fairies, I should should basically
say that I'm talking about the she s h I
d t h e is how it's spelled, and it's
a Gaelic word, and they're called the sheet. And they
are like us. I mean they they're probably taller than us,
but they look like us, okay, and they're human size,
and they they live in that realm. And but there
are small fairies as well. I mean there's brownies and
pixies and.
Speaker 2: Okay, so they're they're all a part of the same realm,
so to speak. Okay, gotcha, gotcha? Does that include likes?
And you know, even though like the claims of goblins
and such, would that be part of the faith?
Speaker 3: Yes, okay, yeah, would be part of the fairy realm.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Interesting.
Speaker 3: There's different types of fay. So, like I said, I'm
talking about the she, which are the high fay. Okay,
there's also elves, and elves are fay as well. One
of the interesting things that was a message that I
received at one point was in I woke up from
a dream and I was hearing this in my head.
And when I dream, I astro travel, and so I
believe I was somewhere else. But as I awoke in
the morning, I heard it's very important for you to
understand that you are Fay. You are not an elf.
You are Fay.
Speaker 2: To you there saying this to you, Okay, yes, So it.
Speaker 3: Was interesting because it was something that that was I
didn't actually at the time understand that elves and fay
were not interchangeable. Okay, that they are. The elves are
a part of that realm, but they're not They're not
the same as as the high Fay.
Speaker 2: So what do you do with information like that? Like
you you're a fae? I mean, are human beings fay
or is this something specific to you?
Speaker 3: So I believe that there are fay in this realm,
and I what I what I believe and as I
understand this is that my first incarnation. So I did
pass life regression, okay, And I didn't actually, prior to
twenty twenty believe in past lives. I didn't believe that
past lives exist. I believe that that maybe you could
have ancestral memories of a past life, but it wasn't
your life, that it was an ancestor's life.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: After having gone through the past few years and the
experiences that I've had and doing actual past life regression hypnotherapy,
I believe that past lives are real and my first
incarnation was a high phae and that I am a
child of Uriel and a child of Queen Made or Mad.
People call her both ways. She is the Queen of
the Winter Court, but she is also a herbalist and
am she's she's a a healer, She's Fascina and she's wonderful.
It's interesting because when I when I first went to Faye,
I had a book that I bought called Fairy Magic,
and it's it's a pretty deep and intense book. It
talks about necromancy and all kinds of things that I'm
not willing to try. But I but I did do
this meditation to go to Faye. And when I got there,
there was a white horse with red eyes, and the
horse knelt down and I climbed on its back, and
Titanya came to me, and I thought, oh, good, like
this is cool. I didn't know who I was. I
didn't know that I was tied to Queen Mab at
the time, and so I was like, oh, I know
who this is. This is Titanya. She's the queen of
the Fay. She she's a summer fairy. This is great.
And I was going with her. And then all of
a sudden, if you could imagine like a dark portal
opening up, and I'm going through this dark portal and
I'm with this woman who was beautiful, but she was
she had I mean think think maybe snow white but
older and a little more scary. But she was gorgeous.
But I mean her skin fair, fair in her hair
long and black and you know, red lips. And I
was like, oh my gosh, who's taken me? Well, at
the time, I had no idea that this was that
this was the woman who in my first incarnation was
my mother. And that started the relationship. And I didn't
know for a while, Like I didn't know for about
probably six to eight months that she kept coming to
me and she would It was interesting because she was
the most open to me. Like one night I went
to bed with stomach cramps, and I was laying in
bed and then I heard, you know, I heard this
voice saying you should try rose hips and you know,
and listing these different herbs. And I grabbed my phone
and I opened my notes in my phone and I
typed down these herbs and then I went I just
kind of put it in the back of my mind
and went sleep. And the next morning and I opened
up the notes and I typed it in my computer
and was like, what are these herbs good for? And
it was like, these herbs are good for stomach cramps.
And I had no idea, and I was like, wow,
this is amazing. Like she's giving me like healing tips.
And that's continued. That has continued. So I haven't really
answered your question. I kind of went in a circle.
Let me get to a solid answer for you. First
incarnation one hundred percent Fay. Something happened in that lifetime
and I left the fairy realm and I it was
not willingly, but I was taken out of the fairy
realm and I was brought to the human realm. And
once that happened, I became I was still Fay, but
I aged and then I was able then I died,
and so then I've had other incarnations and now here
I am in this time, in this age, and I
have been told that I am descended from fairy blood.
Now so there's no there's no question that fairies mate
with humans. I mean that that's been going on for centuries. Yeah,
oh yeah, you weren't aware of that.
Speaker 2: I mean there's a lot of this. I'm not aware
of that. Again from my western point of view, I just
don't know a lot of the culture.
Speaker 3: So they do, and they you know, there's half human
half fairy children in this realm. It's it's in a
lot of the Irish and Scottish mythology and folklore. I
actually have a friend over in Ireland who I met
through this through my research, who actually has a half human,
half fairy child.
Speaker 2: Huh. Yeah, it's it's an It's an incredible series of
claims and and I'm not meaning to cast us persons
or anything, but how do you quantify this in terms
of how do you come to terms with these possibilities
and and what does it mean for you as a
person that you know exists in the here and now?
How does this affect your life or or what what
metamorphosis has happened as a result of this knowledge.
Speaker 3: Well, so it isn't easy to quantify, but that isn't
to deal with. It's something And there's been many questions
that I've had and you know, am I You know,
one of the biggest questions is am I crazy?
Speaker 2: You know?
Speaker 3: You know I'm hearing voices they're telling me these things.
Is there something wrong with me?
Speaker 2: Right?
Speaker 3: And it's been a question that's come up. I don't
believe that there is. I see a counselor. I've asked
the counselor. The counselor says, no, you don't because I
was like, do I have schizophrenia? And she's like no,
He's like, no, you don't have any signs of that.
You know. Uh, there's a lot of people who who
are clear audience. I don't hear voices all the time. Sure,
I don't, you know, it's it's not. In fact, I
can go months without any contact with them at all,
months and it does get kind of depressing because it's like, oh,
don't they love me anymore? Where are they? They're not
talking to me? And then all of a sudden, you know,
I'll just start getting information downloaded into my brain. What
I have done with this is I've researched so I
can learn more, and a lot of the research has
led me to believe that that this is real. When
I did the past life regression hypnotherapy, that kind of
solidified all of it for me because I did I
did three sessions of hypnotherapy and the fay did not
come up at all. There was nothing fairy that came
up there. There was a life that looked like it
was somewhere in the Middle East. There was a life
that was in in England there, you know. So these
were things that and I actually was able to go
and find locations online. The Internet's a great thing because
like years ago, we would have to travel somewhere to
to basically verify that that these places that you're seeing
in regression are real. But I actually was able to
go online and find this building that came up in
a past life regression, and I was like, oh, my gosh,
there it is. That's that's the building, and and it
was tied to the name that I was given in
in the past life for Russian and it was somewhere
I'd never been, something I would have never known, so
it was really very interesting. But the one that stood
out the most to me was when I was I
was this girl in the mountains and I was waiting
for a boy to come meet me. And it was
nighttime and this boy came and he met me and
he said, I want to take you somewhere. I want
to show you something. And I'm thinking to myself, I
probably shouldn't be going into the mountains with this boy,
but I did. And he had the picnic laid out
and he said, he said, I you need to eat
because you're going to need your energy. And I was
like okay, And so we had this bread and cheese
and this fairy wine that was amazing. And then he said, okay,
well now you need to we need to go further.
And so we went further into this in this range
and we came out to this clearing and there were
these people and they were in a circle around this big,
huge bonfire and they were they were circling the fire
and they were saying mercaba and I had no idea
what mercaba was. I didn't know what that was. And
I stood there and they were just saying it over
and over again, and I was like what is happening?
And then Titanya walked out of the fire and she
came to me and she said, come with me, and
she took my hand and she took me into the fire.
And when we went through the fire, we came out
on the other side, and we were in this kind
of old village, if you could imagine, like this old
British village with the cobblestone streets and the you know,
there's no no cars, but there's kind of forests, and
there's this rock house that she takes me to and
she takes me in, and she, the woman with the
black hair, who I now know is Queen Mav comes
out of the back of the house and meets us
in this room which is like a big kitchen with
this big wooden table, and there's a fire in the corner.
And and to Tanya looks at her and says, woman,
this is your charge. And then she looks at me
and she says, child, this is your mother. And that's
when it all clicked, and I was like, oh, okay,
you know, and so and it all kind of fell
into place. And in past life regression, they move you forward,
and so I was moved forward through that regression and
ended up married to the boy who I had met
in the forest, who was to Tanya and Oberon's son.
And then and then we moved forward from there, and
there was a there was a war that was being fought,
and he sent me away to the human world with
his best friend. And that's how I came to be
in the human world and didn't want to be. And
so that I think that for me solidified everything, because
it wasn't None of that information was anything that I
had had before. I mean, I knew who these fairies were,
and I knew I didn't really know who he was,
but I didn't. It solidified everything, you know, and it
was like, oh gosh, you know, maybe this is real,
Maybe this is true. This was my life once. And
so from there, I think you just you can take
it and you just have to live your life the
way it is. I mean, I I'm writing books. I
have another book that is about the Fay that is
not ready to be published. I'm working my regular jobs
and I do have a small small business where I
make jewelry.
Speaker 2: I do.
Speaker 3: I take and I do some lapidary work with crystals,
and that's very much a part of I think the
fay side that I didn't know I had that woke
up this love for for minerals and rocks that come
from the earth, and this love of the earth. And
I use those to ground myself and I make jewelry
out of them, and I sell my jewelry. And then
I also make bombs with bees wax. And May gave
me these recipes. She One is called fairy site bomb,
one is called fairy protection bomb, and one is called
fairy relief bomb. And the site bomb is supposed to
be an ancient recipe for fairy sight. The other one
is supposed to be a recipe for protection, like to
protect you from any harm or evil entities that would
be coming for you, or anyone who means harm to you.
And then the relief bomb is one to help with
like maybe arthritic pains or things like that. And so
I've made those and then and then the other interesting
thing was just a couple of weeks ago, maybe like
a month and a half ago, I got a message
from her and she said, I want you to make
fairy dream bomb. And I was like, okay, well tell
me how, And so she gave me these herbs of
how to make it, and I wrote them down and
then I went to buy them, and then I thought,
you know, I probably should look online and make sure
that these things can't be like that they can be
mixed together safely, you know, because I hadn't done the research,
and I thought, I need to make sure that I'm
not going to poison anyone or something. And when I
looked it up, it was fascinating because I'm looking it
up and it's saying that everything that she listed for
me were things that you would put together for like
a dream, like for lucid dreaming and sleep and things
like that. And I was like, oh my gosh, like
I had no idea. So so yeah, yeah, so I
haven't finished it yet. I've Actually it's what I do
is I take the herbs and I put them in
fractionated fraction and I can never say that word fractionated
coconut oil. And then I let them seep for three
weeks and then I mix them with the bees mix.
You drain the herbs out and then you mix the
oil with the bees wax and let it hearten and
they've turned out really good. And yeah, so that's that's
kind of my my connection to the realm. I I
feel like they would like me to be an ambassador
to share information, and I feel that a lot of
what I've read has had to do with you know,
they're very interested in keeping the earth clean of you
know there they love nature. I mean even your dark
fay love nature, and they're very interested in in keeping
it clean and healthy and all that.
Speaker 2: What what is what is the as you understand it?
What is the role of the fae in in the world?
I mean, are they are they also a utilitarian type
of being that serves a purpose like maybe natural balance
or something. Or are they just their own people doing
their own thing, kind of like we are.
Speaker 3: I do think that in some instances they do serve
a higher purpose of protecting various locations and keeping keeping sights,
keeping different parts of nature clean. There's stories actually of
of different places in the British Isles where where people
have gone in to like develop and they've cut down
trees and they things, and then they they leave their
equipment overnight and they come back the next morning and
their equipment is destroyed, right, And a lot of it
goes to that, oh the fairies did this. You know,
the fairies are mad that you're that you're developing this.
This is sacred. You're not supposed to be here. And
so I think that I think that they I think
that they come to our world as messengers two to
keep to keep nature, and to keep the earth clean
and safe. But I also feel like they also come
here because they're curious about us. I think they want
I think they're curious about us. I think that I
think they want to know who we are. I think
they like to watch us. I have been visited by
one fairy. It was a very interesting experience.
Speaker 2: This is another Lucid dreams.
Speaker 3: This was in this realm okay in three d Okay.
I was in Taos, New Mexico. I was in a
bed and breakfast that was that bordered the forest, and
I was there was a we were in a little
like a mother in law house, and then there was
a there was a big house next to next to us,
and it was an airbnb actually, and so so we
were in the mother in law house and it was
the middle of the night and I heard these noises
outside and I was like, huh, I wonder what this is.
And I I opened my eyes and there was a
big window and I saw these lights kind of like
floating outside. My first thought was, oh, this is someone
with their cell phone and there probably got here late
and they're going to house, the other house, the big house.
And I heard like it sounded like wheels rolling across rocks,
and there were rocks outside, and so like maybe someone
dragging a wagon across these rocks. And I'm seeing these
lights slit outside, and I'm at first I'm like, what
is this? And then I thought, Okay, I'm going to
just close my eyes and try to go back to sleep.
This is nothing. Just don't pay attention to it. It's
just people arriving to stay in the other house, you know.
And I closed my eyes and I fall back asleep,
and then I don't know how long after it it was,
but I felt someone take my hand and I thought
it was my husband, but it was on the wrong
side because he was on the other side of me.
And I felt that this person take my hand and
they were like, if you can imagine a doctor taking
your hand and like feeling your hand and looking at
your fingers and looking at all aspects of your hand
and touching your hand in that way like like they're
giving you an examination. Of your hand and your tendons
in your hand and that type of thing, and I thought,
this is I woke up and I opened my eyes
and there was a fairy, a male fairy, and he
had his hand, he had he had my hand in
his and he he was examining my hand. And I
didn't say anything. I was like, I didn't even know
what to think. He had black hair and big black eyes,
like eyes that were almost too big for his face.
But he was definitely looked human like. He didn't look
like an alien like. It wasn't like a gray alien
with big with big black eyes. I mean, he had
a human face, but his eyes were really big. And
he was beautiful. I mean he was really beautiful in
an otherworldly sort of way. And he was very thin,
thin face, thin nose, very fine featured. And I just
stared at him for a while and then I I
squeezed my eyes shut and I opened my eyes again,
and he was gone, wow.
Speaker 2: Well you could feel the touch like you were feeling, oh.
Speaker 3: Yeah, touch about the touch?
Speaker 2: How tall? How tall would you suggest?
Speaker 3: He was probably about six foot six foot two maybe.
Speaker 2: Oh so, pretty really good sized. Okay, yeah, so he
just happened to become aware of you and probably wanted
to make his presence known. Was that your take? Okay?
Speaker 3: So so at the time I had no idea what
was happening. Like I of course, I told my husband
the next day and he was like wow, he was like,
that was the fae and I was like, yeah, it was.
And he was like, well, you know, we're close to
the forest, and I was like, yeah, it's true, because
I mean, you know they do. You will find like
entrances and exits to fairy in the forest and you know,
so I was just like wow. So I just kind
of asked and I put it out there and I
was like, who was that? Like what was he something?
To me? Was he someone? And that the word cousin
came in my head and so I thought, oh, I
have this cousin. That's you know, that makes sense. Like
and you know, the thing is is even if I
was a fairy, you know, in my first incarnation and
it was two thousand, three thousand years ago, that doesn't
mean anything in fairy time, like you know, like there's
still going to be around the same fairies that were
there when I was there. You know, they may have
grown older, but they're still going to be there according
to legend folklore, and also according to teachings that I've
read that the other types of information that they've given
to other people as well. So I just was like, oh, yeah,
so I guess I met my fairy cousin and this
is exciting and all this. And then about two months later,
and back in my house, and I was hearing a
noise in the front of my house. And I have
a hallway that you go down and then there's like
the room opens up and then you can see directly
into my kitchen. And I got out of bed and
I walked down the hall and I noticed there was
a light on in the kitchen and I and I
kept walking and I looked and there was a girl
standing in my kitchen and she was dressed in jeans
and a flannel shirt, and she had blonde braids, long
blonde braids, and she had my refrigerator door open, and
she just kind of looked at me. And I instantly thought,
I thought, oh, my god, my son has a girl
in the house in the middle of the night, you know.
And I'm thinking, I'm thinking I'm gonna give it to him.
I cannot believe this. This is like, oh my god,
because he's not like that. But I thought to myself,
you know, he's usually follows the rules. But I thought,
what in the world is happening here? Yeah, and then
my I have a sliding glass door. And the sliding
glass door opened up, and the Faye from Taos walked in. Oh,
and I said you, and he says yes, and I
was like okay. And then he says she's one of
yours and she wanted to meet you. And then I
was like oh wow, and so I and then I
remember us sitting on the couch and then I don't
remember anything after that, and I woke up the next
morning in my bed.
Speaker 2: Wow.
Speaker 3: But that was a real like, it wasn't a dream.
It was a real thing that happened.
Speaker 2: Have you thought about trying like regression hypnosis to see
what you missed and that or do you think that
what are you feeling?
Speaker 3: I haven't actually thought about that. That's a really good suggestion.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean, it just seems like, if this indeed happened,
that's it's a marvelous opportunity to examine what happened, What
was the interplay, what did they have to say, and
you know what could be gleaned from that, Not that
it's for everybody to know, but it'd be neat that
you at least knew, you know.
Speaker 3: Right right, yeah, right, well, And it had been revealed
to me before this that I had two children that
were fairy children from that first incarnation and that they
were still in fairy So for me, I believe that
he meant that was my daughter. I don't know, but
it seems likely, you know, but it would be very
interesting to find out. I did do more asking questions,
you know, who is this, Why is he coming to me?
Who is he? And that's when Mav told me that
he was my brother. And so he apparently is my brother,
a half brother, but he's her son, okay, and he
was curious to know me. And I have been told
that I probably shouldn't welcome him in because she is
MAVs Dark Fay and he is dark Fay. But I
feel a connection that I don't want to lose, so
I do call to him periodically, and you know, just
to kind of, hey, what's happening with you, you know,
and that type of thing.
Speaker 2: Does he reach out back that you're getting response at
that point like.
Speaker 3: Sometimes sometimes he does yeah, and it's it's never informational.
It's more just a just a hey, you know, I
was thinking about you, you know, what's happening with you?
And that type of thing. Informational. Most of the informational
items come from Maye in the in the form of
healing type.
Speaker 2: Okay, you know now to address the elephant in the room,
you had mentioned your husband and of course this must
have been an incredible journey for him, just to probably
wrap us around. Has he been really supportive and accepting
of this or what? Was this quite a journey for
him too.
Speaker 3: I think that he's been pretty accepting of it. He
is he is a reiki master, and he he also
has had some of his own experiences. He has different
stories to tell. I know that he is the one
who brought me to this realm. He was best friends
with with Titanya and Oberon's son, and I've I haven't
really shared that story with him because I don't know
how he would feel about that, But I have shared
with him that he was there in Fairy and he
he doesn't he doesn't accept that he's Fay, so I
don't and I don't know for sure. Whether he is Fae,
I don't know, if he's something else. He he tends
to be more on the feeling of that he's more
of a celestial being, and so I don't, Yeah, that's
his that's kind of his thing.
Speaker 2: So with all that you've discussed and all that we've
gone over, of course there's going to be some people
are like, Ah, I don't know what to think about this.
What do you how what do you say to the
skeptically minded people that might hear your story? What could
you say to them or what would you like to
share with them?
Speaker 3: Well, I mean, it is hard to believe. It's very
hard to believe, Yeah, And I think that really you
either have to experience it yourself or you have to
at least have a belief that there's something more out
there that's that we're not the only ones you know
of this earth. And I do believe that the Fay
are of this earth, but I believe that they're of
a different dimension, and I believe that there's a lot
of different dimensions. Sure, I think people are becoming more
and more open to things like this, but I also
feel that there's a lot of people that are not.
And for me, it's it's something that I choose to believe,
and if you don't believe it, I'm not going to
feel angry or hurt or upset with you for it,
because you have the right to believe what you want
to believe. I believe it's real. I've actually told I've
actually told my parents and they they kind of laugh
it off, but I just say, I tell them, I'll
say I'm a fairy, you know, and they're like, okay, whatever,
And I tell my mom. I'll tell my mom, I'm
saying you're a fairy too, and she's like, oh, okay.
And she has rh negative blood, which is kind of
funny because neither of her parents had rich negative blood.
So I'm like, hey, you may be a changeling and
she doesn't like that at all. But it's more of
a kind of a lighthearted sort of joking with them.
But they do know that I that I believe it,
and I don't know how they feel about it.
Speaker 2: At what point in time in this journey for you
did you decide to start sharing it with your loved ones.
Speaker 3: About a year ago with my mom, I mean, I
shared it with my husband quite soon, and I was
lucky because I had a very I had a friend
who came into my life right around the time that
all of this started happening. And she is also and
this is something that that was interesting because when I
was telling her about the Mercaba, the fire and the
people saying Mercaba, and she said I was there, and
I was like what, And so she started explaining things
to me that she wouldn't know because I hadn't told
her already, and so she actually was there. And then
and then the battle that happened where I left, we
both independently, and she she was part of that. We
both independently found a location online and showed it to
each other and we're like it was the same place,
and we're like, wow, that looks the same. And so
I had this friend who helped me to accept a
lot of this and to come to terms with it.
And I guess I have a very open minded counselor
who who talks about this one thing. Also, it's there's
just like little things that happen. So I'm gonna put
my hand here and show you. But so and I
know that that people can't see. But in this in
this past life regression, there was a there was this
thing where I was touching my thumb to my fingers
and counting and just going back and forth, back and forth,
back and forth. And I actually was in a metaphysical
store talking to a woman who I've known for years,
and she started doing the same thing with her fingers
and she was touching her her thumb to her fingers
in a rhythm, and I said, what are you doing?
And she says, I'm doing the merca Ba breath exercise.
And I said what And she says, it's the merka
but breath exercise. And I was like, what is that
and she says, she says, well, you know, I have
this book about it, and you can take this book
and you can read the book. And she says I
was trained in it. And she says it's a breathing
exercise and it puts you into like a meditative trance.
And I was like okay, and she says why and
I said, well, I did a past life regression and
I was doing that in my past life regression. And
I've never seen anybody do that, I said. And then
when I went to this fire, there were these people
chanting merkaba and you just said Merkaba and she was
like mm hm. And so I've been lucky that I've
had these people along the way who have helped me
to come to terms with things and little things like
that that kind of solidify for it for you, like, oh,
like this is not this is real. This isn't something
that my mind is just making up. These are real
things that people do that I didn't know about, and
I wouldn't have known about if I hadn't seen her
do that. And so for people who don't believe, there's
there's always things that you know that can happen to
you that will open your eyes and maybe make you believe.
And if you don't, then maybe it's just not your time.
Speaker 2: And and that's okay, sure, Now, is this is this
ability to communicate or to meditate and come to this place?
Is this something that you teach or is this just
your own system?
Speaker 3: Okay? So I actually have actually have started doing I've
done two sessions of fairy meditations.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: I my friend in Ireland, I asked her for some
guidance and she she gave me some guidance and I
used it and then they gave me the fairies gave
me a meditation to share with people. They also gave
me the warnings to with people too, you know that
that you really need to understand what you're getting yourself into.
And part of this, like I give regular offerings to
the fairies. I'll probably go out and give one tomorrow
because it's the it's the equinox. I usually do it
on those their their high holidays follow like the Celtic
calendar and so. But but if you tell a fairy
you're going to do something, you have to follow through.
So before we do this meditation, I tell them, you know,
I tell them if if you actually meet a fairy,
if they actually come to you, and if you ask
them to share information with you, if you tell them
you're going to do something for them, you better do
it because if you don't, then you may not like
what happens, right, And you know, and and one of
the big things that we also do is, you know,
we ask them to not follow us back. So if
we're going on this meditation to the fairy realm, we
ask them to not follow us back here. They need
to stay where they are because that's something else you
don't want, is you don't want a I don't want
to use the word rogue fairy, but I think it's
a good definition of it. You don't want this rogue
fairy to follow you back here and start harassing you
or your family. I think that they have a lot
of information. They do have magic, they have you know,
they have information to share with us, and I think
they willingly want to share it with us because they
want there to be a relationship and they want there
to be a link between our realms. But I also
feel that you have to you have to go to
them with with caution.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, I would think I would think it came.
Speaker 3: To me without me asking for it, you know, I
mean I never asked for this. I didn't. I didn't
ask to be told that I was a fairy. I didn't.
I wasn't. Even, to be perfectly honest with you, my
knowledge of fairy was watching Fate the Winks Saga on Netflix, sure,
and that was and reading a few books about the fay,
like fiction novels, like fantasy fiction novels, and that was
that was it. And then to have this information come
through it was like wow, pretty overwhelming.
Speaker 2: So as we're getting to the end here, how can
people get in touch with you if they have questions
or are requesting more information your assistance. Is there any
way that they can stay in touch with what you're doing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, definitely. So I have an email that I would
love for them to reach out, and I also would
love for them to reach out if they've had experiences,
because I think that we can grow and learn from
each other's experiences and each other's knowledge, because I feel
like we get different messages depending on which fairy we're
connected to, and we're getting different information depending on that.
But my email is the Lost Ferry, and fairy is
spelled f A e r y seventy two at gmail
dot com. So the Lost Fairy seventy two at gmail
dot com.
Speaker 2: Awesome. Well, I tell you it's been a it's been
an incredible discussion. I've I've just amazed at what you're
talking about. I will tell you that, you know, it's
hard to wrap a head around, but we have this
Western sensibilities, in this Western idea, and these are very
esoteric ideas, but I think it's it's fascinating and I
really appreciate you coming on and sharing all of this
because it's opened my eyes up to some new possibilities
and some things to explore, I guess myself. So thank
you for doing this. This has been really wonderful.
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much for giving me the opportunity
to share my story. Was a little hesitant because, like
you said, a lot of people don't believe. But it's okay,
Like I'm okay with that, and I've been told that
I have to speak my truth, so I'm trying to
do that, and I thank you for the opportunity.
Speaker 2: Oh it's my pleasure. Yeah. We are a culture of
stories and experience experiences and they're they're only become really
valuable when we share them. So I appreciate you doing that.
And yeah, we'll be talking. Thank you so much.
Speaker 3: Definitely, thank you.
Speaker 2: All right, everybody, that's going to wrap it up for
us today. So I hope you guys enjoyed the show,
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