Speaker 1: You deserve all of it.
Speaker 2: Thank you, Thank you for coming on the couch, and
Speaker 2: I want to be so excited for having on here.
Speaker 2: I always love having females here, getting to know people
Speaker 2: a little bit more, intimately, a little bit more. What
Speaker 2: you're doing out in the world right now, there's so
Speaker 2: many things that have changed, so many things that are
Speaker 2: like opening back up. So it's like a fun and
Speaker 2: exciting time. So I want to get.
Speaker 1: To know Crave time. It's really crazy.
Speaker 2: How so what have you been up to Tell us
Speaker 2: a little bit about yourself? What do you have going
Speaker 2: on currently?
Speaker 3: Well right now, I well, clearly I'm on the Only
Speaker 3: Fans wife like everybody else, of course, But besides that,
Speaker 3: I am doing a bus conversion, okay, which is quite interesting.
Speaker 1: So out the realm, is this.
Speaker 2: Something that you've always wanted to do, and now because
Speaker 2: of only fans, you know, situations that I guess financially independent,
Speaker 2: making your dreams come true?
Speaker 3: Yes, I've I've always been a follower of like the
Speaker 3: tiny house nation and all that type of thing and
Speaker 3: living off the grid and really you know, taking ourselves
Speaker 3: back from the government. So yeah, I've always wanted to
Speaker 3: build my own Okay, bus, sustainable living city, that process, like,
Speaker 3: how did you you know you got successful on OnlyFans?
Speaker 1: Yes, you are popping it, you're getting it.
Speaker 3: I I've been in the industry for oh what eighteen
Speaker 3: years now, eighteen years, So I did all the mansions
Speaker 3: and all the things that we first do when we
Speaker 3: get into the industry, of course, because we're excited.
Speaker 1: We're porn stars, so you know, we're brand new. Like,
Speaker 1: so I did all.
Speaker 3: That, and when I retired, I kind of scaled it
Speaker 3: back a little bit. And then during quarantine there was
Speaker 3: nothing to do but look at stuff on the internet.
Speaker 3: So I got into the tiny house thing and I
Speaker 3: was like, you know what, I want to build a bus. Okay,
Speaker 3: I want to try building a bus. Nice so today.
Speaker 1: It's summer day. Thing is possible. That's what I like.
Speaker 2: It's like, you know, no matter what where we start from,
Speaker 2: when are all these things. I think that's like what
Speaker 2: leads us to like the right like where we're supposed
Speaker 2: to do that things excite you because when you talk
Speaker 2: about that, you like light up, and so it's like
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, It's like it's funny because
Speaker 2: it's like it's laughable, but it's cool because to me,
Speaker 2: I think, like, that's what a passion. It's like it's
Speaker 2: like I started following this motivational person and it's just
Speaker 2: like it's discovering like the artists within.
Speaker 1: Yeahs that make me happy again.
Speaker 2: That was like those childlike things that like, it's just
Speaker 2: fun because because of the financial independence that we've had,
Speaker 2: because of the careers that we've made for ourselves, it's
Speaker 2: like now we can kind of sit back a little
Speaker 2: and be like hobbies, like what you want, like get
Speaker 2: back to the exciting moments again, which is shameful in
Speaker 2: the sense and it takes us that long to realize
Speaker 2: those things because we should, you know, elevate. But at
Speaker 2: least we are aware now and we're enjoying that those times.
Speaker 2: So that's that's fun. Like again, I wouldn't think of
Speaker 2: those but I see those tiny things all this stuff too,
Speaker 2: So it's like, so, what what's the process to that?
Speaker 1: Like, and is it just for you? Is it for
Speaker 1: monetary things? Are you going to rent it out? Like
Speaker 1: what's going on?
Speaker 3: Okay, I give away the secret hopefully nobody, but it
Speaker 3: is going to be an only fans bus, okay, So
Speaker 3: it will be a studio on wheels so like, but yes,
Speaker 3: but an actual bank bus I believe kind of they
Speaker 3: left the bus as it is, it was just a
Speaker 3: regular bus with seats. This is an actual photo studio wheels, all.
Speaker 1: Right, So you're gaminal thing.
Speaker 3: Yeah, going to be insane velvet couches, TVs that fold
Speaker 3: out out the walls, all kinds of crazy stuff that
Speaker 3: you would never expect on a bus though. But it's
Speaker 3: also going to be a sustainable way to live, you
Speaker 3: know what I mean, Like you can rent it out,
Speaker 3: you can't sleep in it. It will have a bathroom
Speaker 3: and we'll have a kitchen, and we'll have running water,
Speaker 3: so all the things that you would have in a
Speaker 3: tiny apartment, but also a photoo student.
Speaker 1: Is it going to be only for like content creators
Speaker 1: or it'll be on Airbnb? Yeah? I love what I idea, Like.
Speaker 2: Honestly, I love like when you're a female, you're an entrepreneur,
Speaker 2: you like, you know, you've made your name for yourself
Speaker 2: through the business, and you know you're doing something that
Speaker 2: excites you and that's great.
Speaker 1: Like you know, I've never heard that before. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: then that's why I do get unique about it.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I wanted to do something different, and honestly, I
Speaker 3: felt like it's cool.
Speaker 1: Yeah. I left tons of porn in the world, of course,
Speaker 1: but I wanted to leave something else. Okay, you know
Speaker 1: what I mean.
Speaker 3: I wanted to be able to say that I created
Speaker 3: something else. So hopefully one bus will turn into a
Speaker 3: tiny village. Yeah, in due time, so we'll see how
Speaker 3: that goes.
Speaker 1: I'm a believer. I always talk about it here at
Speaker 1: private Talk.
Speaker 2: I'm a manifestor when you meet it out there and
Speaker 2: it can happen, and then nothing holds us back unless
Speaker 2: it's ourselves. So you're going to start with one bus too,
Speaker 2: but you know, and their village will come growl yeahfully.
Speaker 3: And hopefully next time you'll get invited to the village. Yeah,
Speaker 3: you can do this from the village. Hey, I like
Speaker 3: that is literally just for us for sure.
Speaker 2: I love that we're taking you know, private talk on
Speaker 2: the on the road too, so I know that could
Speaker 2: be a good opportunity.
Speaker 1: To be a part of the village. So I okay,
Speaker 1: let me put you on. I love the synergy. I'm
Speaker 1: all for it.
Speaker 2: So you say, you know, so you started with the
Speaker 2: porn business. Yeah, and then from you know how long
Speaker 2: were you in the industry, Oh god, I.
Speaker 1: Want to say about ten years.
Speaker 2: So then from the porn business and you went to
Speaker 2: I retired completely, Okay, I literally retired completely because before
Speaker 2: I was in the porn business, I did the future dance.
Speaker 1: I traveled all over.
Speaker 3: The place, so they kind of ran hand in hand.
Speaker 3: I was here in California, I was stationed in California
Speaker 3: when I was in the industry. And then one day
Speaker 3: I woke up when I'm vacation to New York and
Speaker 3: it was exactly just the vibe that they showed us
Speaker 3: out there versus us as being out here to me
Speaker 3: was epic. We'll talk and so I kind of stayed.
Speaker 1: And I never came home.
Speaker 2: Did you stay for just because the busines uppertanity? Do
Speaker 2: you find a boolly out there that made you stay
Speaker 2: a little longer?
Speaker 1: What did I found a boo out there? In the
Speaker 1: Because the East.
Speaker 2: Coast, like I you know, get what you say, it's like,
Speaker 2: you know, the love they show, it's because here West Coast,
Speaker 2: it's like it's.
Speaker 1: Almost we're too spoiled.
Speaker 2: And I say we only because I am I don't
Speaker 2: know what you call it a transplant, because I you know,
Speaker 2: I came in when I was twenty one.
Speaker 1: I'm thirty seven now, so I've been here for.
Speaker 2: My adult life, but I wasn't used to what any
Speaker 2: of that meant, and then also becoming a Lexis Texas.
Speaker 1: Being here, I it's.
Speaker 2: Like you see celebrities, you see yeah, you know, everybody's
Speaker 2: somebody here exactly. And then when in the East Coast
Speaker 2: and like you know, New York, Miami where my top sponsors,
Speaker 2: like hey, it's always hey, ma, and then it's aggressive,
Speaker 2: so it's like, you know, it's kind of attractive, like
Speaker 2: you know, I can shut down a lot of people,
Speaker 2: but you know, the right swag.
Speaker 1: You might you might get it. So New York did
Speaker 1: that for you. It wasn't even a man. The swag
Speaker 1: in New York is.
Speaker 3: New York me because to me and New York porn
Speaker 3: stars were always pedestaled.
Speaker 1: With the celebrities.
Speaker 3: Okay, we're here, like you said, we're kind of just
Speaker 3: out there, you know what I mean. They love us,
Speaker 3: but they love us from a distance, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean? Out there and everyone Yeah, yeah, they're like
Speaker 3: we have the dark celebrities.
Speaker 1: That's what I call us, the dark side of celebrities.
Speaker 1: You know, there is a lot of.
Speaker 2: Truth to that, you know, and I feel like it's
Speaker 2: it's kind of crazy because it's like, you know so
Speaker 2: many people that you're like friends that you can actually
Speaker 2: not justs acquaintances and you can act friends and then
Speaker 2: but you also just understand game.
Speaker 1: So you're just like, you know what, I can't even
Speaker 1: be mad at you.
Speaker 3: So yeah, yeah, because sometimes I get to be your
Speaker 3: friend outside and sometimes you pretend like you don't know me.
Speaker 2: Well, I've never really friends with those people that act
Speaker 2: like that is very for very long.
Speaker 1: But I'm just like, Okay, I see you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, And that's why when you cut off the people
Speaker 2: that are just want to be around you for a
Speaker 2: lot of things.
Speaker 1: But I get it.
Speaker 3: But yeah, now the older I got, the more I
Speaker 3: learned to cut those people off.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it became buried in New York. Got your heart?
Speaker 1: What did you go out in New York doing?
Speaker 2: Because there's not a lot of porn shooting out in porn,
Speaker 2: you know, in New York, there's underground things. I mean,
Speaker 2: there was all kinds of things that are like you.
Speaker 3: Know, they have underground parties. And I did a lot
Speaker 3: of features. That was the one good thing about New York.
Speaker 3: Like I said, I was booked at clubs like every night. Yeah,
Speaker 3: as like the headliner. Yeah, like they do that for
Speaker 3: you in New York. They'll put your name on the flyer.
Speaker 3: They don't have a problem billboard.
Speaker 2: It's not even a fly exactly, and they treat you
Speaker 2: like my goddess, like you know what I mean, from
Speaker 2: start to finish.
Speaker 1: But you know, I also feel like and I don't
Speaker 1: know now, well now I.
Speaker 2: Hear that it's very different and even from the from
Speaker 2: the featured dance for ten years, so at the end
Speaker 2: of it, there wasn't always the great grand gestures and
Speaker 2: that you need those all the time, because that's something
Speaker 2: the point. But it's also a point where it's like
Speaker 2: people forget that we're our livelihoods, we're leaving our homes,
Speaker 2: we're getting to travel, there's other expenses, there's all these
Speaker 2: things where it's that you take for granted that like
Speaker 2: you live down the street, and I don't.
Speaker 1: Like, I don't yeah New York. Well, actually I'm not
Speaker 1: even just gonna say New York.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna say our industry in general, or that industry,
Speaker 3: the feature dancing and all that type of stuff. I
Speaker 3: feel like it dwindled with society, Like the more that
Speaker 3: we went into recession, the more that they started to
Speaker 3: cheat us or not pedestal us as what yeah, I
Speaker 3: was used to and what you were probably used to
Speaker 3: when ten years ago, fifteen years ago, when we were
Speaker 3: you know, the new young ones, like the new young
Speaker 3: ones right now are not getting what we got.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, and that's why, Like it's again when we
Speaker 2: talk about gratefulness and humbleness and these things like whatever,
Speaker 2: it's like it's because not that we didn't take away
Speaker 2: from the hardrok that we do and did, but it's
Speaker 2: just that it's just a different time.
Speaker 1: So I backed it, But I also would walk I
Speaker 1: would I wouldn't do it, yet I wouldn't do it.
Speaker 2: Because only because I know better and not because they're
Speaker 2: doing anything wrong. It's just I've done it, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. And then I'm always I'm a big
Speaker 2: advocate of.
Speaker 1: It's like why beat some like why be the dead horse?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? Like I've been there, done that.
Speaker 2: I wanted to be the best at everything that I
Speaker 2: do and we check nowork No, it's next, Yeah, private
Speaker 2: talk after dark, private talk all the time that do
Speaker 2: you know what I mean? So it's like it's you
Speaker 2: just you know graduate, it's what you're supposed to do
Speaker 2: is continue to elevate and move forward.
Speaker 1: That is very, very true. So what's new going on
Speaker 1: in your life currently?
Speaker 3: Honestly, I'm just kind of enjoying life besides only fans.
Speaker 2: So okay, let me back up, because that's how I
Speaker 2: wanted to go into. So New York took you for
Speaker 2: a little bit, but then you didn't do porn for
Speaker 2: quite some time, and then only fans came back. So
Speaker 2: what made you decide to do the jump of going
Speaker 2: back into an industry that you left, not because you
Speaker 2: had any faults from it, but because you decided.
Speaker 1: Something was next.
Speaker 2: What made you jump back into an OnlyFans type of
Speaker 2: situation for yourself?
Speaker 3: Honestly, I started with only fans just because I was
Speaker 3: in the house and I was bored.
Speaker 1: I was under quarantine.
Speaker 3: I lived by myself, so it was like, Okay, I'm
Speaker 3: in the house, I'm bored.
Speaker 1: What do you do. Oh, let's start only fans, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean.
Speaker 3: Let's do a billion solos by yourself because you can't
Speaker 3: go outside anyway.
Speaker 1: So it started off like that.
Speaker 2: But you still didn't have like at that point, even
Speaker 2: though there was a year period of like fucking yourself
Speaker 2: on camera and obviously those things, it's by yourself because
Speaker 2: it's clip videos, you know what I mean. It's not
Speaker 2: like a cam to cam thing. You just were just
Speaker 2: like fuck it.
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, I love it. But I I'm saying it's.
Speaker 2: Like, but sometimes it's a disconnect because even myself, I
Speaker 2: haven't shop porn in six years.
Speaker 1: I do solos.
Speaker 2: But for me to say fuck it and just start
Speaker 2: fucking a dude, not that I can't and I don't
Speaker 2: fuck dudes, but for me, there's a certain point of
Speaker 2: like why do I need to I started?
Speaker 3: I want to say that I started, and I still do.
Speaker 3: I only funck dudes that I like on your only vans, Yes, okay,
Speaker 3: fu dudes that I would fuck because I want to
Speaker 3: fuck that dude, and I just tell them like, yo,
Speaker 3: you wanna fuck?
Speaker 1: Do you pay this dude? Or do they know they're
Speaker 1: going on the only van? Do they have only fans
Speaker 1: or they're like can you be my agent?
Speaker 3: And simon, I have a few people on only Fans
Speaker 3: that I like.
Speaker 2: How you adres in those titties, like, I guess the situation, girl,
Speaker 2: what do you tell me the truth?
Speaker 3: I have a few people on only fans that if
Speaker 3: they knew who they were, we would be sitting here
Speaker 3: with TMZ the shade room, uh in everybody else.
Speaker 1: But are we already? Yeah, we actually are talk after
Speaker 1: dark eye. Yea, I am worthy to be right. I
Speaker 1: don't know, I'm saying, yeah we would. Yeah, yeah, it
Speaker 1: would be bad. It would be bad. Like so some of.
Speaker 3: Them are some of them have only that hair flip,
Speaker 3: some of them have only fans.
Speaker 1: But yeah, no, oh, all right.
Speaker 2: So you started doing the solo videos you saw like,
Speaker 2: did you just already know that your fan base was
Speaker 2: gonna just start buying him?
Speaker 1: Or were you just like, let me just try it.
Speaker 1: I was just bored, Okay, I was bored.
Speaker 3: I was at the place where it wasn't really financial,
Speaker 3: it was more something.
Speaker 2: Did you have a regular job at the time, No, okay,
Speaker 2: I haven't you know, I've never worked a rubber job,
Speaker 2: okay in my whole life.
Speaker 1: I'm forty two days, so I mean, I mean, I
Speaker 1: don't know.
Speaker 2: I don't think they're a bad thing for sure, Like
Speaker 2: I've had one, like the last time I had when
Speaker 2: I was like sixteen seventeen, does that count? I mean,
Speaker 2: I think, I mean you said ever, so yeah, Like
Speaker 2: I just know the feeling of having to do on
Speaker 2: a time thing and then being an entrepreneur and being
Speaker 2: my own business person.
Speaker 1: So I just know I don't want to set schedule.
Speaker 3: Now.
Speaker 2: If I own a business and I needed to be
Speaker 2: there for nine to five because I needed to cover
Speaker 2: a shift, I'm there.
Speaker 1: Yeah, But I just don't I can.
Speaker 2: I just don't feel like the direction of where I've
Speaker 2: I've placed myself on my life and the blessings that
Speaker 2: I've have because of the career I've had, I don't
Speaker 2: want to.
Speaker 3: I just.
Speaker 1: I think I just want to try it to see
Speaker 1: if I could do.
Speaker 2: But if you've never done it, you should done it,
Speaker 2: because I think again, because it takes nothing away from
Speaker 2: it and what I love about it. It is hard work,
Speaker 2: and the people that do it, I think are you know,
Speaker 2: are respectable, great human beings because that's how they survive.
Speaker 2: They have two three plus jobs, and I think that
Speaker 2: that is amazing. I've just didn't choose that route, and
Speaker 2: I don't have kids either, so it's you know, it's me.
Speaker 1: So I've chosen the life. That's why I say I'm
Speaker 1: blessed on that in the aspect.
Speaker 2: But if you've never I think it is definitely even
Speaker 2: and not to take away from it. To experiment and experience,
Speaker 2: just the experience to see what that feels like, you know,
Speaker 2: and do it to something that you like that you benefit,
Speaker 2: if it's nails or if it's fucking tanning, or a
Speaker 2: food place or whatever the situation is, so that you
Speaker 2: get a little kickback, or a clothing store you want
Speaker 2: to go to, or one.
Speaker 3: Of the ground's fun Let you know what, I'm going
Speaker 3: to see how long I last at the Nike store.
Speaker 1: I'll film and produce. You know, Yes, isn't going to
Speaker 1: be the experience. How long I last at a male
Speaker 1: but driven Yeah.
Speaker 2: Established, But you also have there has to be requirements
Speaker 2: because you have to actually try, because you can't actually
Speaker 2: do it. Yeah, Like you can't just go in there
Speaker 2: and be like, fuck this job, I want this job.
Speaker 2: Like if they tell you that I for hour, you know,
Speaker 2: for one hour, and you're like, man, I'm gonna take
Speaker 2: the trash out, fuck you and your trash, Like you
Speaker 2: know you can't do that. But no, all right, because
Speaker 2: that's that's not fair. So it has to be a
Speaker 2: thing where either at least it has to do a
Speaker 2: minimum of.
Speaker 1: Like five days or like okay two two, okay too?
Speaker 1: Do they train you at these things? Do you know? Okay,
Speaker 1: train with the Key store. They do, train you with
Speaker 1: the MICI store.
Speaker 2: Okay, horrible. I'm sorry out there for Nike CEO. Please
Speaker 2: contact me at private talk.
Speaker 1: We train you.
Speaker 2: I online shop. I don't go after you know what
Speaker 2: I mean, cove it. I really don't go into stores.
Speaker 2: But that doesn't forgive me. Were don't figure it out? Okay,
Speaker 2: let me get this together.
Speaker 1: I'm going to produce this. I'm so down.
Speaker 2: But no, but that has to have requirements because I
Speaker 2: feel like you could do it. The experience would be
Speaker 2: really cool, and I think that it shows the versatility
Speaker 2: of yourself because you can do anything you want to
Speaker 2: put your mind to. It's just the fact of do
Speaker 2: you want to? And that's why I mean is I've
Speaker 2: done it, and I've had to sustain my life from
Speaker 2: doing it. I paid myself in college, I bought my
Speaker 2: first car. I did all these things like nobody gave me.
Speaker 2: I didn't come from money. I gave from nothing like
Speaker 2: I did everything that for me. So that's why I
Speaker 2: say now is I did.
Speaker 1: That and I don't want to do that, and i'm more.
Speaker 2: But I can do that if God forbid something happen
Speaker 2: and you need it and I needed to, Yeah, sign
Speaker 2: me up.
Speaker 1: It won't be from it.
Speaker 2: Maybe nine o'clock because I wake up at six o'clock nowadays.
Speaker 2: I don't know if any thing after thirty five, but I
Speaker 2: just maybe not.
Speaker 1: If I would do great for me.
Speaker 3: I think that would be a cool show though porn
Speaker 3: starts getting regular jobs.
Speaker 1: But I feel like it would have.
Speaker 3: To be in male driven establishments like someplace where.
Speaker 2: But why mail driven places because it'd be more comical,
Speaker 2: Like what kind of content you're trying to get because
Speaker 2: we're just trying to get us fired right away.
Speaker 3: We're gonna get fired right We're getting fired in like
Speaker 3: the first hour I succeed.
Speaker 1: This draw money. You want to last more than okay,
Speaker 1: more than two day, three hours? You can't you really
Speaker 1: think that? Okay?
Speaker 2: First, okay, first of all, the first time someone asked
Speaker 2: me to clean a bathroom trash, I'm not over And
Speaker 2: again I'm not I'm not beneath it, but I'm not
Speaker 2: doing full luck or trash.
Speaker 1: I'll take my own. I will sell some ship outs
Speaker 1: and shoes though I'm definitely a great self. Sure you
Speaker 1: don't want to buy these.
Speaker 2: If you buy them, you're gonna get a lot of
Speaker 2: husbands divorced or I mean, like, why are you buying
Speaker 2: shoes from her?
Speaker 1: Why did you buy so many shoes today? How many
Speaker 1: times have you had somebody tell you, you know what? You
Speaker 1: broke up my relationship and I got a lot you
Speaker 1: had flipped me again. I'm noticing patterns reflex. Well, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know that part.
Speaker 2: Private Talk after Dark Patreon episode. I hope you're loving
Speaker 2: that she has no gag reflex because we're learning new things.
Speaker 2: I don't think it's new to you, but it's new
Speaker 2: to me, and I'm loving been here Monday.
Speaker 1: It's giving us all the tea, all the love. So
Speaker 1: is that what it's like?
Speaker 2: Is that what you one of those trades that of
Speaker 2: someone was like oh yeah, no, girl, I'm sure.
Speaker 1: Yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah yeah. They never go away.
Speaker 2: So it's like like a superhead, but it's a different situation.
Speaker 2: I get it down here, So I don't know, you're
Speaker 2: gotta be excited.
Speaker 1: You like second Dick. I love second Dick about hours
Speaker 1: the devil bro I am not I love second Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: but doesn't make it doesn't make you wet though, Yes, okay,
Speaker 1: so that means you really love it.
Speaker 3: I love second okay, but I'm I don't know. I'm
Speaker 3: competitive when it comes to so.
Speaker 1: You might have like someone on the other side and
Speaker 1: be like, I'm gonna suck this stick more than you.
Speaker 3: Oh no, no, no, I I want to have you
Speaker 3: ever done that a soul? Like if I, if I
Speaker 3: focus on you and I like you, it's over.
Speaker 1: Like it's how many souls have you snatched? How many?
Speaker 1: If you could guess on the meter of snatched souls? Hmmm,
Speaker 1: where's my button?
Speaker 4: They changed.
Speaker 1: The booy? You should have bought the boo. I wasn't
Speaker 1: trying to boo. I wanted to soul snatcher? How many
Speaker 1: souls have you snatched?
Speaker 5: That?
Speaker 1: Are you know still calling honey? I'm still I'm still.
Speaker 6: Sleeping with something.
Speaker 1: Okay. There's there's a couple of questions. And they have wives, girlfriends, families.
Speaker 1: They know that that they're sleeping with you.
Speaker 2: Are you contractually obligated of these fifteen year old relations.
Speaker 1: No, so you just be a free agent. Are you
Speaker 1: in the league right now? Or are you being drafted?
Speaker 1: What team are you being drafted for? Mode five? Free agent?
Speaker 3: Hold on, hey, wucking salary? Are looking for me outside
Speaker 3: of summer? So but let y'all know that way back up,
Speaker 3: Why did you say that if they looking for me
Speaker 3: on the outside all summer?
Speaker 1: We outside Patreon private talk after dark.
Speaker 2: I hope you reflecting loving this uncensored, unfiltered monet because
Speaker 2: she said, if you're looking for her, she's out here
Speaker 2: talk girl summer.
Speaker 1: I feel like they talk girl life for you. Girl.
Speaker 2: I'm getting energy that you have a very fiery sexual energy,
Speaker 2: which is not a bad thing. Please don't take it
Speaker 2: that way at all. But you just seem like a
Speaker 2: very fiery vixen that she just said. I feel like
Speaker 2: you break a lot of hearts.
Speaker 1: I do. You leave a lot of.
Speaker 2: Like trails behind of things that maybe you want to
Speaker 2: be on purpose, maybe not on sometimes, but you do
Speaker 2: things calculatedly.
Speaker 1: What is your sign? Cancer? Okay? Yeah, telling I don't know.
Speaker 2: Much about cancer, but I know I fucked when in
Speaker 2: Mexico one time it didn't work out.
Speaker 1: It was like a three months. It was are.
Speaker 2: No.
Speaker 1: I said, I fucked one in Mexico. One in Mexico. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that didn't tell Why are you trying Mexican? I'm from Texas.
Speaker 1: First of all, what I said was, let's just kidding.
Speaker 1: I fucked a cancer. He was a cancer sign. That's
Speaker 1: was like, let me be patient with these words. I'm like,
Speaker 1: hold up a minute.
Speaker 2: In Mexico, it was like a two minute month relationship
Speaker 2: after that.
Speaker 1: But I don't so I don't know much about your son,
Speaker 1: is what I'm saying. Any of that.
Speaker 2: But I'm saying just because for me, I'm an EmPATH
Speaker 2: and I feel like that's the energy that get from
Speaker 2: you that I possessed. It is a very you're very
Speaker 2: vixen type of character, Like you want to eat men alive.
Speaker 1: Maybe women. I was gonna say, maybe women the same time.
Speaker 1: I take a bad bitch all day. Have you been
Speaker 1: in a relationship with a woman, Oh yeah, several.
Speaker 3: What's the longest term relationship relationship with a woman and
Speaker 3: a man at the same time.
Speaker 1: My women to do my men, so we can all
Speaker 1: do it together.
Speaker 2: So you like Polly and you like being the alpha
Speaker 2: and the Polly. Yes, So you like to just be
Speaker 2: the dictator of the dick and the p Yeah. Okay, see, yeah,
Speaker 2: I can see why I never along with the cancer
Speaker 2: because I'm in control for myself. And I mean sexually,
Speaker 2: not friend wise, because sexually, I can be submissive to
Speaker 2: an alpha like man, I want my man to be
Speaker 2: a man, but I don't. But I need my man
Speaker 2: to be alpha enough to let me be alpha and
Speaker 2: myself and my sexuality and like if that means bringing
Speaker 2: another woman and me having because I want that, then
Speaker 2: that's what I want, you know what I mean?
Speaker 1: And vice versa. Obviously every man's gonna fun, but I
Speaker 1: have to be dominant to a woman and that's how
Speaker 1: I am.
Speaker 2: Like I can have a girl tossing me around, like
Speaker 2: I don't think it could happen.
Speaker 1: I'm too big of aspening to me. Yea shop.
Speaker 2: And what's funny is I've had someone and only because
Speaker 2: it's a scene. They asked me. They were just like
Speaker 2: can I s trap you? And I'm like sure, I
Speaker 2: know what I was gonna do. But it wasn't anything
Speaker 2: sexual to me, but it was because it was her scene, a.
Speaker 1: Scene, but it was such the.
Speaker 2: Like she was like this big and I'm like like
Speaker 2: twice her size.
Speaker 1: But for her, she.
Speaker 2: Wanted the dominant, so it was sexual and nothing. But
Speaker 2: for me, it did nothing to me because I don't
Speaker 2: sub to women. Yeah yeah, so it's really weird.
Speaker 3: I can be fucked with a strap on and I'm
Speaker 3: still gonna be dominant. So while I've done a strap
Speaker 3: lots of strap on scenes, but while they're doing me
Speaker 3: with the strap on, I have to fuck back. I
Speaker 3: have to I have to hold your hips, I have
Speaker 3: to tell you how to stroke.
Speaker 1: I am just I can't do it.
Speaker 2: But I've never strapped anybody in my personal life. In
Speaker 2: my personal life, in scenes, yes, and I'm definitely dominating, but.
Speaker 1: In my personal life, I didn't.
Speaker 2: Now but am I It just seems like like, oh wait,
Speaker 2: hold on, flashback.
Speaker 1: I don't know.
Speaker 2: I think I've ever talked about this story.
Speaker 1: So I did strap on.
Speaker 2: Oh, I wore a strap on in a VIP and
Speaker 2: a strip club in Florida because it was it was
Speaker 2: these strippers like fantasy for me to fuck them with
Speaker 2: a strap on.
Speaker 1: So I think I fucked like.
Speaker 2: Three of them films and I definitely annihilated all of them,
Speaker 2: but it was because I was strapping them like I
Speaker 2: said annihilated, like I.
Speaker 1: Wish I had a dig for one day and then
Speaker 1: I'd give it back.
Speaker 3: Because my question is that wasn't like sexually empowering for you,
Speaker 3: but that was that was one thousand percent.
Speaker 2: But that's not an ideal situation. Yeah, not for me, well,
Speaker 2: because I don't like to like I could do with
Speaker 2: like a bitch, but I can't do it with like
Speaker 2: four bitches. And then I'm like trying to fuck them all,
Speaker 2: Like this is a lot of head, like a lot
Speaker 2: of mental got going on there now, because like it
Speaker 2: literally it was like right place, right time. I was
Speaker 2: all for it because they were all into me. I
Speaker 2: was there, I was hosting, it was the thing. We
Speaker 2: were all drinking, having a great time. It was great.
Speaker 2: They had a fucking thing a blood of ironically they
Speaker 2: had it while I was there. And then I was
Speaker 2: like I was so drunk that I was like fuck it, yeah,
Speaker 2: and it was a great time.
Speaker 1: Can't let but every day it's just a lot I
Speaker 1: could go home and do that and I don't think
Speaker 1: that well, I don't know.
Speaker 2: I mean I could do anything, obviously, but I'm just
Speaker 2: saying for me sexually to be turned on if I
Speaker 2: like you just hold the bitch to come over and be like, hey,
Speaker 2: I'm be.
Speaker 1: Wearing a strap on you, but ever be ready for me.
Speaker 1: I just don't know if I could do it the
Speaker 1: straight face. Last. When I put this strap on, I laugh.
Speaker 2: With uncomfortable situations. I think that's why, and not because
Speaker 2: it doesn't turn me off. But it's just because it's
Speaker 2: silly to billy.
Speaker 1: But you know what I mean. But it feels good,
Speaker 1: but it's just like silly for me.
Speaker 3: When I put the strap on on, I think I'm
Speaker 3: more aroused by the power than I am by the
Speaker 3: actual sexual ad.
Speaker 1: Do you feel like you really have a dick? Yes?
Speaker 3: Okay, it's really funny because when I put even when
Speaker 3: I put it on in the scene, you'll see me
Speaker 3: stroking it like I have a dick, Like I forget
Speaker 3: that this is not my dick.
Speaker 1: Should have been been born with a dick. What's your
Speaker 1: dick's name? I don't know. You don't have one dick?
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, I name my dick. I'm gonna go
Speaker 1: look at my strap on and name it.
Speaker 2: Girl, it's over here telling me like, girl, you haven't
Speaker 2: strapped anybody.
Speaker 1: Girl, you don't even have a name for it.
Speaker 3: I just know as soon as I put it on,
Speaker 3: I just know the first thing I ex it's a
Speaker 3: superpower here like a cape.
Speaker 1: But it's like you're.
Speaker 3: Yes, the first thing I'm gonna here in my head
Speaker 3: is I'm a fuck the ship out this bitch.
Speaker 1: That's the first thing I head.
Speaker 2: Have you ever fucked the ship out of a dude
Speaker 2: with the strap bun once?
Speaker 1: How was that for you?
Speaker 5: Yea?
Speaker 1: It brings back memories high tell us. I'm not gonna oh,
Speaker 1: that's such a hard one because in half of it
Speaker 1: I liked it. In half of it it was empowering, okay,
Speaker 1: But in the.
Speaker 3: Other house something happened like men and I like you,
Speaker 3: manly man, I'm like you.
Speaker 1: I love an alpha.
Speaker 3: I love a man that can walk in the room
Speaker 3: and not open his mouth and still draw attention to
Speaker 3: himself hot.
Speaker 1: That's how.
Speaker 2: But the person that you were fucking in is asked,
Speaker 2: did you were you turned on the other way like
Speaker 2: where like it was like your man or was it
Speaker 2: just somebody? Because for me it's like, I'm too like
Speaker 2: I could never do that to a personal partner. And
Speaker 2: I also teeter because I was asked to do it
Speaker 2: like that.
Speaker 1: I was like, oh no, because I.
Speaker 2: Didn't want to lose respect for men. And I don't
Speaker 2: say that in a negative way, but as how I
Speaker 2: see men who I'm fucking sexually that I'm going to
Speaker 2: open up a door that I don't know if I
Speaker 2: want to go down. So for me, I just didn't
Speaker 2: do it. I don't know if.
Speaker 1: I would like it. I don't know.
Speaker 2: Anything for me is I just didn't want to tap
Speaker 2: in me. It's because for me, that's not who I see.
Speaker 2: My partner is allowing me to do.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it wasn't my partner, thank god, because I'm like you,
Speaker 3: I couldn't do it.
Speaker 1: But then how? But then that's why I asked the question.
Speaker 2: It's like where you say halfway you enjoyed it, Well,
Speaker 2: why psychologically did it change?
Speaker 1: Because now you're like, wait, what am I doing? But
Speaker 1: why do I like it?
Speaker 2: It was no, because if I don't like you, I'll
Speaker 2: dog the funk out you.
Speaker 1: I don't care. But that's what I mean.
Speaker 2: Yeah, if you like them. If I don't like you, don't,
Speaker 2: I don't. That's what I'm saying. So it wasn't my
Speaker 2: man that I'm like, fuck you like.
Speaker 3: So I think it was because with me, I thought
Speaker 3: that man was an alpha m and I was like, Okay,
Speaker 3: he's hot, he's gonna you know what I mean.
Speaker 1: But then when I did it, I'm like, oh, you're
Speaker 1: not You're not it. Yeah, you're not it.
Speaker 3: It would have been nice if you wear it, because
Speaker 3: you're fine as fuck, but you ain't it.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 3: So yeah, yeah, it was the enjoyment of the power
Speaker 3: you felt or he felt cheated.
Speaker 1: Yes, yes, yes I did. And I've come across that way.
Speaker 1: I know you and I see you. Okay, it's been
Speaker 1: like that lately though, with a new generation of men
Speaker 1: out there.
Speaker 2: Okay, let's talk about that. How is your dating life?
Speaker 2: So because of like, okay, someone you even in the
Speaker 2: industry for many moons ago doesn't matter.
Speaker 1: But you still get labeled as, oh you did.
Speaker 2: Porn ones, whatever you danced, ever you're dancing, whatever, all
Speaker 2: these things.
Speaker 1: How is your dating life? Does it affect that? Is it?
Speaker 1: You have a dating life? Are you with somebody? What
Speaker 1: is your current situation? I that's a good question. Are
Speaker 1: you in a situationship? Girl?
Speaker 3: I don't know if we're still in a situationship maybe maybe,
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 1: I haven't talked. I haven't talked to him in a while.
Speaker 1: That means a while. How long is a while? It's
Speaker 1: like a month? And you don't know if you're no.
Speaker 1: He does disappearing acts. I don't know what that is about.
Speaker 2: That's called ghosting, and we don't allow that type of
Speaker 2: energy back into our vagina. Oh my god, he's such
Speaker 2: a good case. Yeah, but when it's around, so awesome
Speaker 2: when he's around, How awesome is that?
Speaker 1: Oh? The whole basketball? How many gifts? What gotcha to
Speaker 1: get somebody? West coast or east coast? West coast? Are
Speaker 1: we back in Colorado? Away? Or was that what? North Carolina?
Speaker 1: The Carolina? New York. But he's not in New York.
Speaker 1: But yeah, okay, East Coast, so like maybe the Knicks. No,
Speaker 1: you're so cute. You know, people do this to me
Speaker 1: all the time. I'm not telling she said.
Speaker 2: I was cute, so that probably meant I was right
Speaker 2: on the head of things where you know, she does
Speaker 2: like to give heads ladies and gentlemen.
Speaker 1: I know you don't.
Speaker 2: Drink, but okay, okay, sorry, does this bother you if
Speaker 2: I okay, just asking being.
Speaker 1: Polite to my guests.
Speaker 2: Being polite all right, so you won't tell me what
Speaker 2: team I'm okay with them.
Speaker 1: Yeah, we all have that privacy.
Speaker 2: But who would you say it was your first celebrity
Speaker 2: crush growing up? Did you have one that it was
Speaker 2: like stuck out in your mind?
Speaker 1: Celebrity crush? The first?
Speaker 7: Oh Jesus, the magazine with him where I'm butt naked
Speaker 7: on his lap.
Speaker 1: That was bad. We were young, It was horrid, bad
Speaker 1: each other. Why met each other? We should have met
Speaker 1: each other. And he was just energy, just was he
Speaker 1: was just a asshole.
Speaker 3: No, he just was not for that photo shoot at
Speaker 3: that time. He was just like, no, this is a
Speaker 3: note for me, which I understood. I did feel kind
Speaker 3: of uncomfortable, but naked on some douth loud.
Speaker 2: He was was upset that he were being naked, that
Speaker 2: he was booked for that.
Speaker 1: I don't think any of us at that time, we
Speaker 1: were all so young.
Speaker 3: I don't think any of us understood what Fish and
Speaker 3: Grits magazine was.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know if I remember that magazine,
Speaker 1: Fish and Grits.
Speaker 3: It was a magazine where artists were with porn stars.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, what year did you start porn?
Speaker 2: Like you keep saying that, like it's very similar, Like
Speaker 2: I know we were like I don't know when you started.
Speaker 2: I never met you and the industry, I need to
Speaker 2: know your name, but what years did.
Speaker 1: You were you in the business or even like SWO
Speaker 1: thousand one?
Speaker 2: Okay, so mine was two thousand and six, two thousand
Speaker 2: and seven and the two thousand and six two thousand
Speaker 2: and seven, so like the only one that I think
Speaker 2: magazine I ever knew of, and it wasn't even like
Speaker 2: we a porn charts with affiliated with anyone because they
Speaker 2: didn't like that was when like, oh we don't know them.
Speaker 1: Was was Show Magazine. I did Show Magazine, and then
Speaker 1: that was.
Speaker 2: The only like real like mainstream at the time that
Speaker 2: was like that. And then like then then there was
Speaker 2: the other ones that were like adult ones, but you
Speaker 2: know that you did, but that was like the only
Speaker 2: thing that was.
Speaker 1: Like you could see at the gas station or whatever,
Speaker 1: look like. So fish and Grits kind of ran.
Speaker 3: Kind of mainstream at that time because I had artists,
Speaker 3: ye may, but was it like but was it.
Speaker 2: Like that they like did articles about like an interview
Speaker 2: or was it just pictures?
Speaker 3: No, they did they did full throttle interview and because
Speaker 3: like show you just it was just pictures of us
Speaker 3: and oil. No, yeah it was. It was actual full interviews.
Speaker 3: It had advertisements and everything, but they had butt naked
Speaker 3: girls with actual major artists at that time.
Speaker 1: Was that the only one, uh like she that you
Speaker 1: got booked with them? Yeah? No, actually I did. Method
Speaker 1: man was years later.
Speaker 2: When was that any more less awkward or was it
Speaker 2: still naked on a lap situation still too?
Speaker 3: No, it was it was way less awkward, way less
Speaker 3: awkward because you're older.
Speaker 2: It because individual or because you just at that time
Speaker 2: you just knew what it was.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I knew what it was.
Speaker 3: I think at the time when like I said, when
Speaker 3: me and Game did it, we were young.
Speaker 1: He was new, I was new.
Speaker 2: We were attracted to him, and you were like, oh,
Speaker 2: he's fine, I got I gotta put my pussy laps
Speaker 2: and you're like, is it gonna touch it?
Speaker 1: It's not okay? But was it really not okay?
Speaker 2: Had you done any importanceines since then or at that time?
Speaker 1: I think I only did two?
Speaker 3: Okay, I had did too, and they kind of threw
Speaker 3: me in the world. When like I went from that
Speaker 3: to like the mix show music conference when Little John
Speaker 3: was taking all the porn stars out.
Speaker 1: Of town with him when he first came out with
Speaker 1: his tape.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, we used to be outside with them.
Speaker 3: So yeah, that's when all the artists were coming out
Speaker 3: with pornos like so.
Speaker 1: Like sex vhs.
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, they were definitely coming out with those, like
Speaker 3: I think everybody had one at that time. So yeah,
Speaker 3: you would have to kind of mix with them.
Speaker 2: Who's the craziest celebrity that came at you that you're
Speaker 2: just like.
Speaker 1: Oh and you turned down? I think we can tell
Speaker 1: that story. No, you can't talk. I'm like, I don't know.
Speaker 3: I wish I could, but yeah, him, can we know
Speaker 3: what genre is at it's rare?
Speaker 1: Can we tell the story at least? Okay?
Speaker 3: So and it was recently? Now mind you let me
Speaker 3: just put it out there. I am getting ready to
Speaker 3: turn forty two years old.
Speaker 1: And you look beautiful. You don't look a day.
Speaker 3: I only attract, for some reason, people between the ages
Speaker 3: of eighteen and twenty five.
Speaker 1: I don't get it. I don't get it, Like it's
Speaker 1: we want to know.
Speaker 2: You want to know why, because I feel like you
Speaker 2: have for people like that. This it should be a
Speaker 2: toxic thing, is because they have mommy problems and they
Speaker 2: want to they want me and they want you to
Speaker 2: tell them what to do because they're not they're man,
Speaker 2: but they want to be total to do in other ways.
Speaker 1: That's why that sense. Yeah, I'm gonna tell you that
Speaker 1: right now. Well, so that's what I attract, But that
Speaker 1: doesn't turn you on. So no, I love low boys.
Speaker 2: You love them for the submitment, to make them be
Speaker 2: submiss it, but you don't love them because I make
Speaker 2: s y'all pussy wet.
Speaker 1: I'm about to come out with a video called Surviving.
Speaker 2: Will they divine this surviving one?
Speaker 1: Jesus, I could survive. I can read you. I love you.
Speaker 2: But what you do is brilliant is because you are
Speaker 2: so authentically such a like you exude like sexiness. And
Speaker 2: one thing I think, like in the industry, like with myself,
Speaker 2: I struggled through a certain point, which people think it's crazy,
Speaker 2: is like I didn't feel sexy at certain times and
Speaker 2: it was after I had already been Alexis, Texas. It
Speaker 2: was like the you know in between them, like do
Speaker 2: you feel sexy? But the thing is is what I
Speaker 2: love is like certain people you just get sex and
Speaker 2: you get sexuality, and it's not just like fucking, it's
Speaker 2: just the whole incumbents of that. And I feel like
Speaker 2: that that's what you embody. So I feel like it's
Speaker 2: also a teaching lesson because as we speak about like
Speaker 2: the dating world now and like how different it is
Speaker 2: and who cares if we fucking did porn and stuck
Speaker 2: a dick ten years ago, twenty years who the fuck
Speaker 2: it is?
Speaker 3: Is?
Speaker 2: Everyone were created through sex and we should be more
Speaker 2: educated on it.
Speaker 1: So the more is.
Speaker 2: Them surviving you is surviving women who as dominant as yourself.
Speaker 2: That I think is a great and brilliant way to
Speaker 2: use your brand, not only but to educate people. Is
Speaker 2: because some people just don't know. And it's sometimes it's
Speaker 2: we don't If you don't ask a question, you're not
Speaker 2: gonna know what.
Speaker 1: The answer is.
Speaker 2: And maybe it's because you don't want to know what
Speaker 2: that is. But sometimes it's the insightfulness of it can
Speaker 2: get you a long way. There's now dating with all
Speaker 2: these men out there, it's very like there's no They
Speaker 2: don't put the time and energy to anything because everything's
Speaker 2: been given to them. We have social media, everything's at
Speaker 2: the tip of our fingers. That it's like now now, now, now,
Speaker 2: now dating apps, Oh you don't like me? Okay, next
Speaker 2: real will you don't?
Speaker 1: You know what I mean? So for now, it's like
Speaker 1: it's really teaching people about people again.
Speaker 2: And even why I love my show is like it's about,
Speaker 2: you know, connecting, Like we were obviously aligned in the
Speaker 2: business that we've done, and we have the same beliefs
Speaker 2: on some level we would have never been in the business,
Speaker 2: and so you know, there's you know, synergy to all
Speaker 2: those things. Of your message isn't the same as mine,
Speaker 2: vice versa, but there's a lot of relatedness that I
Speaker 2: learned so much from you just saying that those things.
Speaker 2: Is because it's powerful to live in that truthful femininity
Speaker 2: and like really being divided as because men need to
Speaker 2: know what's up and they don't. And but you know why, though,
Speaker 2: is because a lot of women's for so long have
Speaker 2: been inferior because we were told you're a bitch here this
Speaker 2: it's a negative way. And I think for me, it's
Speaker 2: not what you say, it's how you say it, and
Speaker 2: it's how you deliver the message.
Speaker 1: It's because the.
Speaker 2: Meaning behind it is a lot more and it goes
Speaker 2: for both you know, female to male too. There's a
Speaker 2: lot of things about men that you know that we
Speaker 2: would as women relate and understand more if they be
Speaker 2: communicy or be communicative about those feelings and emotions.
Speaker 1: But it's like allowing yourself to be vulnerable. Oh.
Speaker 3: I was having a conversation recently on Clubhouse about that,
Speaker 3: about walking into every situation that you go into with
Speaker 3: transparency for sure, straight transparent. This is who I am,
Speaker 3: this is what you get, this is how it's.
Speaker 1: Going to be for me.
Speaker 2: It's like at this point or just I'm just I
Speaker 2: have enough time to waste, Like oh god, yeah, I'm good.
Speaker 1: I've been marry divorced.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we're either we're not doing it.
Speaker 1: It's not a choice. What is your craziest fan interaction?
Speaker 1: Do you have one? You definitely have one of sugar.
Speaker 1: I gotta chuck now. My Besty giggled like, oh, I
Speaker 1: know one. Poor you go through so much, but that's support.
Speaker 1: It's the community we keep around us and keeps the same. Yeah. Yeah,
Speaker 1: she goes through so much. I feel bad for her. Oh,
Speaker 1: you are more than welcome to get another shot. You
Speaker 1: deserve it best.
Speaker 3: Oh my craziest fan interaction Oh goodness, gracious.
Speaker 1: Great balls of fire.
Speaker 3: Many they so predatorial outside.
Speaker 2: Let's hear about it, talk about it. We're at private
Speaker 2: talk after dark. We are enjoying your interview so much.
Speaker 1: You want to hear about it.
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, let's talk about it, because I also feel
Speaker 2: like too. This is the power of like communication. Is
Speaker 2: maybe someone out there maybe see you sometime and they
Speaker 2: will now know how to approach you. Because if this
Speaker 2: is what the negative part, we need to learn how
Speaker 2: to have our fans be like, what is the right
Speaker 2: approachable ways? Because sometimes they think like, oh, let me
Speaker 2: just try. No, sometimes it's like again, we have boundaries.
Speaker 2: We're still females. We're still like you know, it's a
Speaker 2: very broaden horizon out there. Sometimes it can be entitating
Speaker 2: for females. As much as we love our fans, so
Speaker 2: give us an insightful.
Speaker 1: Okay, story, let's see her. Let us know how they
Speaker 1: need to talk to you.
Speaker 3: Miss Oh, I'll just do some recent ones. I left
Speaker 3: the hospital the other night. This is predatorials.
Speaker 1: Hell. I left the hospital the other night. I get
Speaker 1: in the uber. Were you a patient in the hospital, yes,
Speaker 1: I was where you dehydrated?
Speaker 3: Yes, I was Okay, how'd you know that? I know,
Speaker 3: pr let's yes, that was very very dehydrated.
Speaker 1: I almost had he stroked the other day. That was fun.
Speaker 1: And here in La Yes, it's for you in the valley.
Speaker 1: He climbed the damn Hollywood Hill because BE'STI over here
Speaker 1: thought it was a great idea.
Speaker 2: It was the last time you climbed a hill.
Speaker 1: Do the little thing again?
Speaker 5: Would climb a hill? That's that kind of hill?
Speaker 2: Okay, but what time you're doing at one o'clock when
Speaker 2: it was the hottest time of the day three o'clock.
Speaker 1: Oh my goodness.
Speaker 3: Yeah, we almost die now, I think you have my number.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you called me for sure you did. Do not
Speaker 2: you hike it like nine to ten am. Anything after
Speaker 2: that at the summer hours, you will die up there.
Speaker 2: You see those helicopters. There's reasons.
Speaker 1: Don't be that like, yeah, I got he struck. That
Speaker 1: was fun. I'm still recovering from heat stroke.
Speaker 2: I wish I had an IVY for your Hopefully we
Speaker 2: will be sponsored by an IVY company. I hope you're
Speaker 2: listening out there.
Speaker 1: Please please bring ideas. Go stand at the bottom of
Speaker 1: the hill. It's a lot of crazy motherfuckers down there. Okay,
Speaker 1: so let's still hear this story. Okay.
Speaker 3: So I'm leaving the hospital and I get in the
Speaker 3: uber and the uber driver seems really nice, like, okay, cool, half,
Speaker 3: I'm half alive at this point, dozing in and out,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. It's like five o'clock in
Speaker 3: the morning, which back home is three hours away, so.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm out of it. And he proceeds. He scared
Speaker 1: the holy shit out of me. He's going in his
Speaker 1: center council.
Speaker 3: And he's pulling out these rifts, cuffs and leather binds.
Speaker 1: And straights, not saying anything. No, he's not talking. He's
Speaker 1: strapping up his leather band around his waist and dad strappar.
Speaker 3: No, it was like some weird like leather thing. And
Speaker 3: then he puts his knife in there, and I'll say
Speaker 3: to myself, I'm half awake. I'm gonna die right now.
Speaker 1: It's over jumping out the goddamn car. Nine one one
Speaker 1: is already in your phone, so you.
Speaker 3: Know you travel, bro, Yes, you are right nine as
Speaker 3: in my phone. Okay, sharing your location with your Oh no,
Speaker 3: I do twenty four hours all the time because I
Speaker 3: have I haven't. She's almost had to come get me
Speaker 3: from being kidnapped.
Speaker 1: I believe it, poor bestie. So yeah, he's killers ore.
Speaker 1: He's putting all all this stuff. And then he goes
Speaker 1: back in there and he pulls out a like a
Speaker 1: dog collar and puts on.
Speaker 3: The shock collar or like he wanted as yeah, the
Speaker 3: fuck this spike dog collar.
Speaker 1: And then he puts like thirty silver chains on. Do
Speaker 1: you have a special kind of uber? I don't know
Speaker 1: about it. Can't uber sections like you san poor? Is
Speaker 1: this uber pool or uber? I can keep fifty shade's
Speaker 1: and gray uber.
Speaker 3: He puts like fifty chains on, and then he looks
Speaker 3: you're not asking any question, like I would be upset
Speaker 3: at this point.
Speaker 1: I don't even know what to ask. And then he's
Speaker 1: a lock at me.
Speaker 3: He's like so, yeah, you're beautiful, like oh, thank you,
Speaker 3: and he's and he's like, yeah, I'm gonna play my
Speaker 3: album right now.
Speaker 1: Now we're gonna do forty five minutes to his album.
Speaker 1: And he's singing he's got all his chains law and
Speaker 1: he's pumping in the air like wait, what kind of
Speaker 1: music was this? Like scar like what kind of like
Speaker 1: what what's not hip hop? And it ain't chain in
Speaker 1: some ship rap rock music.
Speaker 3: It's like if you went into let Me let hold
Speaker 3: on you, you were probably dancing along and so he
Speaker 3: was going more.
Speaker 1: You were like, yeah, baby, that ship. I'm the half
Speaker 1: of thought. I'm like, oh my god, you're so good. Yeah,
Speaker 1: please hurry up. The fact that he knew that.
Speaker 3: He picked you up from the hospital is the problem
Speaker 3: that I have with this whole fucking Serendian quite over right.
Speaker 1: What the hell was like?
Speaker 3: Was it?
Speaker 1: Was it an suv? Yes? Did he like get out
Speaker 1: of the car like dance and do so? Thank god?
Speaker 1: Well no, I don't think that is it.
Speaker 3: But it got me to the hotel and he gave
Speaker 3: me my phone his phone number, and asked me if
Speaker 3: I could promote his album, and yeah, that was fun
Speaker 3: forty five minutes.
Speaker 1: Okay, I know this guy's album by heart. Can you
Speaker 1: sing about fifty seconds? Thirty second?
Speaker 7: No?
Speaker 2: Can you show us a dance that really turned you on?
Speaker 2: I know your pussy was wet stripping when you went driving,
Speaker 2: and he's like, titties popping, teddy popping live need to
Speaker 2: seem more, bouncing more bouncing this.
Speaker 1: His dx like he was definitely a rocker. I will
Speaker 1: say that, would you have wrote it.
Speaker 2: No, was it because of the chains or because it
Speaker 2: was that early he was trying to promote his album?
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was the promotion of isn't that dedication though
Speaker 3: your man's out there hustling his album on the street?
Speaker 6: Girl?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Why why the fifty silver chase? Not id the chains?
Speaker 1: And you were said, no, it was the album he's
Speaker 1: been exaggerating. I was scared, Like, first of all, I
Speaker 1: was scared from the belt and the knife. The chains
Speaker 1: was an extra added thick.
Speaker 3: Into the next top because I've never seen anybody pull.
Speaker 1: There with this thick. They were little. Were they Bengals?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 1: They were like the rope chase. What's his Instagram? Because
Speaker 1: I know he gave you that fucking ship, Like, Okay,
Speaker 1: we're at the end of the interview. I'm going to
Speaker 1: her so she can post it. I definitely want to
Speaker 1: see what's happened, because I know you're not the first
Speaker 1: one he's won this for. So he's on that page
Speaker 1: with the outfit with the chase. He's gotta be you've
Speaker 1: got my phone, We've got to find this first. It's
Speaker 1: gotta be epic. Yeah, and it just goes like that.
Speaker 3: That's how my life goes. I go to the Verizon
Speaker 3: store and this guy is so cute. You're really cute, dude.
Speaker 1: If you see this, I don't mean this in a
Speaker 1: bad way. You tried and it was so genuine. I
Speaker 1: go to the Verizon store. I love how you change
Speaker 1: your voice tone. He's twenty one. Oh, this is why
Speaker 1: we get this WASTEO. He's in Tampa. You're in Tampa
Speaker 1: telling a story about you.
Speaker 2: You should feel, you should feel special. Motherfucker's Patreon. We're
Speaker 2: listening to you at the Zark right now. All right,
Speaker 2: Tampa Verizon store.
Speaker 1: Let's go. He's fixing my phone. I leave my phone
Speaker 1: with him for like two hours. He's definitely got all
Speaker 1: your nudes.
Speaker 2: He's fix jerking off to your nudes for sure, all
Speaker 2: your holy fans content, all of it done, just done.
Speaker 1: I leave, I go get a massage, I go do
Speaker 1: all this other stuff. I come back and he's like,
Speaker 1: you know, here's your phone back. You're so pretty. You
Speaker 1: know I would love to talk to you. Of course,
Speaker 1: And this is the kicker.
Speaker 3: Now, most of the time a guy tells you he
Speaker 3: will love to talk to you. Can I get your
Speaker 3: phone number?
Speaker 6: Girl?
Speaker 3: Oh, but I don't have to ask for your phone
Speaker 3: number because I work at the Verizon store.
Speaker 1: Have a good day, mama, La la la la la.
Speaker 1: I'm walking down him. I'm gonna go back to my room.
Speaker 1: Ding Ding who's texting me? One? Picture? Two? Picture?
Speaker 2: Three?
Speaker 1: Pictures were a picture? Were they new?
Speaker 3: I know?
Speaker 1: They were all in him with a fish bitch. No,
Speaker 1: that's how he wanted to lock down. The pussy was
Speaker 1: a fish picture. It was cute, though, You're so cute.
Speaker 1: One day I will come back to Tampa and go fishing.
Speaker 1: I'm going to Nile fishing with him. I am why
Speaker 1: I'm gonna send you all the pictures. Why because I'm
Speaker 1: gonna he was sweet and he's only twenty one. Who
Speaker 1: are you trying to convince you are me? Because I
Speaker 1: really feel like it was kute. It was cute. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but we're talking about tragic fan stories, and this is
Speaker 1: what was.
Speaker 3: Don't send the girl from the don't go in her phone.
Speaker 3: This is the second time with Verizon. This is the
Speaker 3: second time at least this guy sent me fishing pictures
Speaker 3: when I first got my phone, when I first signed
Speaker 3: up for my phone plan at Verizon.
Speaker 1: An hour later, I got twenty.
Speaker 3: Two Dick pics and a video of him smashing some
Speaker 3: girl from the back.
Speaker 1: Did that make your pussy wa No? Did you feel offended?
Speaker 1: I did? Did you feel violated?
Speaker 6: Yes?
Speaker 1: I just phone? So what did you do? Got oh?
Speaker 1: I think he got fired? Why are you upset about it?
Speaker 1: First of all, it because I'm a cancer.
Speaker 2: I don't know what the fuck that means. But what
Speaker 2: I also try is the only cancer I knew he
Speaker 2: was toxic. I think he and his girlfriend that he
Speaker 2: led that he never had and I don't really fucking
Speaker 2: know anyway. That's in my only experience, not toun you,
Speaker 2: But I'm just saying, first of all, I could understand
Speaker 2: for the like being empathetic because of the job thing,
Speaker 2: and we all need jobs, but it's also still not okay.
Speaker 1: You're a female. He doesn't know your situation.
Speaker 2: You could be married, you could not be you could
Speaker 2: be whatever the situation. That's not okay, and that's a
Speaker 2: violation of you and their trust for that store and
Speaker 2: that company. So that's why they're protecting their integrity to
Speaker 2: do that, because that's not okay. The same ways I
Speaker 2: feel that, you know, I mean as being like a
Speaker 2: single female, It's like there's just certain boundaries that we
Speaker 2: have to like take and if you wouldn't have done that, sir,
Speaker 2: then that wouldn't have happened. Yeah, you're gonna know next time,
Speaker 2: you're not gonna fucking do that, because it's just not okay.
Speaker 2: It's not like you intentionally wanted to get him fired.
Speaker 2: You just were Also you felt violated it because also
Speaker 2: he just had your whole phone, when he could track you,
Speaker 2: he could.
Speaker 1: Do all kinds of shit. Bitch, I wait, I watch
Speaker 1: Dateline way too much.
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm like, I'm gonna be trusting nobody, and I'm like,
Speaker 2: you always be like, and my family is from New York, Okay,
Speaker 2: we're from the Bronx and we don't play that game.
Speaker 2: So it's like, but you just always be mindful of
Speaker 2: your surroundings. But also too is I'm very like I
Speaker 2: sometimes can be naive because I want to think the
Speaker 2: best of everybody, and I always give people that first depression.
Speaker 2: But when you feel something in that gut thing, and
Speaker 2: your gut was to say, sir, this is not okay.
Speaker 1: Yeah it was not okay, sir. What is your biggest
Speaker 1: strength hmmmm? Besides eating ice? I love ice. My strength
Speaker 1: that is a good question.
Speaker 6: Your bunn again, maybe, uh, I.
Speaker 1: Don't. I live with no judgment, Like I don't judge people.
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm not one of those people that like kind
Speaker 3: of follow the beaten path, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: Like just because somebody else doesn't like you, until you
Speaker 3: prove to me who you are as a person, I'm
Speaker 3: gonna see you.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna see you regardless, you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna take the time to see you. And I
Speaker 3: feel like because of Instagram and all the social media,
Speaker 3: we don't do that for each other anymore. We don't
Speaker 3: have those interactions, and we tend to just judge people
Speaker 3: because of what social media told us, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean, or because of what we see on Instagram,
Speaker 3: or because.
Speaker 1: What we see exactly what we think we see. Because
Speaker 1: a lot of we you and I both know a
Speaker 1: lot of that is phony.
Speaker 3: And I tend to take the time to really try
Speaker 3: to get to know people, so I try to see
Speaker 3: you for who you are. And I don't think that's
Speaker 3: that's not out there a lot anymore. It's not a
Speaker 3: lot of people like that.
Speaker 1: What would you say is your biggest weakness? Ooh, I'm clingy? Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm clinky, But.
Speaker 2: You talk about being so business minded, you have you know,
Speaker 2: you're teaching people how to survive you.
Speaker 1: How do you put those two things? Like is it
Speaker 1: I think that's just part of I don't want to
Speaker 1: say it's part of being a can. I was gonna say,
Speaker 1: I even have this cancer, Cardigan. We're really emotional. I'm
Speaker 1: so think. But let me let me food for thought.
Speaker 1: How about you exchange the.
Speaker 2: Word with being the cancer is that's how you are
Speaker 2: because you are an emotional It's because I think that
Speaker 2: some cancers may identify the same thing. Is like there
Speaker 2: are certain things I'm like, oh, I'm true and true gemini.
Speaker 2: But I think it's also when you become aware of
Speaker 2: like if you're a cancer or not, I think you
Speaker 2: genuinely that's the type of person you are. Oh no,
Speaker 2: So when you take that part of ways, it's like
Speaker 2: you're yeah, but you're giving an excuse to why you are.
Speaker 2: You just are who that is and that's okay, and
Speaker 2: you find your truth within what that means for you.
Speaker 2: But don't, baby, because it's a cancer. You just are
Speaker 2: an emotional person and that's why you also are a
Speaker 2: strong woman and why you've built. The platform that you
Speaker 2: have is because you are an emotional so you have
Speaker 2: a lot of guarded walls up that don't let things in.
Speaker 2: So those things are to be like the counterpart of
Speaker 2: there's always a different, you know, perspective.
Speaker 1: Perspective. Yeah, very true.
Speaker 3: And I'm clingy. I think my biggest weakness is the
Speaker 3: clingy thing. Because being clingy, I think I push people away.
Speaker 3: Also at the same time, because I move too fast. Okay, yeah,
Speaker 3: I jump on things just like instantly, and I need
Speaker 3: to learn to take my time. And I'm very trusting,
Speaker 3: very very trusting, and that puts me in situations. But
Speaker 3: do you think that that's a bad thing though, I
Speaker 3: think that I should take the time to get to
Speaker 3: know people a little bit better before I just jump
Speaker 3: off the boat. Okay, because I'll jump off the boat
Speaker 3: with no life wrap, no nothing, no no air bags,
Speaker 3: no nothing to solve the boat.
Speaker 1: Whoo, I'm out of here.
Speaker 2: What's unique about conversations like this is that, you know,
Speaker 2: we always talk about all these things, and.
Speaker 1: Like, you know, we're the only people that really genuinely
Speaker 1: know ourselves.
Speaker 2: The deepest is you already figured out and know exactly
Speaker 2: what you want, and you've told us right here at
Speaker 2: private talk after dark.
Speaker 1: It's just you living to what you're actually saying. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's my problem, you know.
Speaker 2: I know, but I think that that's maybe not Again
Speaker 2: the words of problem that's not a problem is just
Speaker 2: you're going to learn to do better, exactly, and putting
Speaker 2: yourself in just being aware though is a big step
Speaker 2: to just even knowing that that's a big step. It's
Speaker 2: just there's so much morety that you can even obtain
Speaker 2: because like it's limiting yourself because that's a piece that's
Speaker 2: like so much more.
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's very true. Do you have any daily rituals
Speaker 1: that you abide by?
Speaker 5: I do.
Speaker 1: I try to, and sometimes I'm a little off. I
Speaker 1: don't do it every day.
Speaker 3: I try to get up into yoga every morning if
Speaker 3: I can, if I'm in the right place, And I
Speaker 3: try to meditate, like I try to really sit down
Speaker 3: and do my breathing and everything.
Speaker 1: The older I've got health has starting.
Speaker 3: To become more aware to me, Like I'm starting to
Speaker 3: see the health issues that I have and because of that,
Speaker 3: things have been shaky. So I've had to stop eating meat.
Speaker 3: I've had to I don't drink or smoke.
Speaker 1: So that was never like a thing for me, and
Speaker 1: I think just because I'm scared.
Speaker 3: I'm a control freak, so I feel like I wouldn't
Speaker 3: be able to control the situation.
Speaker 1: If I did do that.
Speaker 3: But yeah, like every morning it's been yoga, it's been meditation,
Speaker 3: and now it's working out because you know, I know
Speaker 3: that it's just a body and movement is always a
Speaker 3: good thing.
Speaker 1: So for sure, the biggest life lesson that you've learned, ooh,
Speaker 1: biguess life lesson that I've learned, Uh, probably the same thing.
Speaker 1: Just learn to take care of your health exactly, take
Speaker 1: care of myself health, and.
Speaker 3: Not to just be so trusting, not to just you know,
Speaker 3: just go for it the minute I meet you, Okay,
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, try to take my time
Speaker 3: and get to know a person. Because I've put myself
Speaker 3: in so many bad situations, especially with relationships with men.
Speaker 1: I tend to like, I just want to give you.
Speaker 3: Everything on the first day, and that you get hurt
Speaker 3: that way, you really do, and I've been hurt because
Speaker 3: of that. So I'm learning to kind of just you know,
Speaker 3: scale it back a little bit, like, Okay, uh, maybe
Speaker 3: we're not gonna.
Speaker 1: Go home right now.
Speaker 2: I think it's also the awareness of knowing that sometimes
Speaker 2: when we don't deal with certain things is what we
Speaker 2: attract that we don't realize it's not healthy. Is because
Speaker 2: I don't think that the right person or whatever that
Speaker 2: wants to be into your life, you could maybe still
Speaker 2: go home and not be sexual, or not be whatever,
Speaker 2: or just be there for the time.
Speaker 1: But it's also sometimes when we don't.
Speaker 2: Look at the bigger picture sometimes because we just live
Speaker 2: surfacely sometimes to survive.
Speaker 1: It's like fight or flight.
Speaker 2: We don't think about the internal where it's like we're
Speaker 2: almost doing it to ourselves. And until we learn that lesson,
Speaker 2: it comes back and back into our life. And unfortunately
Speaker 2: sometimes it's the men that we choose, or you know
Speaker 2: what I mean.
Speaker 1: And so it's like, but you.
Speaker 2: Shouldn't love less you shouldn't be any lesser than who
Speaker 2: you are as a beautiful soul that you are sitting
Speaker 2: right here, because I guess, like I said earlier, is
Speaker 2: like you exude this passionate, fiery word person that like
Speaker 2: it may be too much for someone, but it's enough
Speaker 2: for the right person. So it's like, you know, don't
Speaker 2: pick yours like yes, we all get hurt and you
Speaker 2: shift the way you think, but you know you don't
Speaker 2: change the way you love.
Speaker 1: That's very, very true.
Speaker 3: It's funny that you said that, because I have that
Speaker 3: on my shoulder. I rather love and lost than never
Speaker 3: loved it all. Fact, and I've had that since I
Speaker 3: was young, So I do believe that.
Speaker 1: Like you know, I'm havn't given up.
Speaker 3: I will try again, and I know you're just trying
Speaker 3: again with a different type of man.
Speaker 1: One thousand. I'm right there with you. I'm single.
Speaker 2: I've been divorced for eight years. I've been single from
Speaker 2: any relationship for three years. Dating is not easy. I
Speaker 2: feel like I thought I wanted to date a lot
Speaker 2: sooner than I was really ready for. But until I
Speaker 2: really did the work for myself, this last year year
Speaker 2: and a half was I was like, oh, this is
Speaker 2: what like how.
Speaker 1: This is how adults do things. Oh this isn't just
Speaker 1: you know.
Speaker 2: I mean so I seeing a different perspective of the
Speaker 2: men you invite, or the women that you invite, or
Speaker 2: just the environments that.
Speaker 1: You invite that you want to be around, of whom
Speaker 1: should be in your life.
Speaker 2: And that's when those things make connections when we don't
Speaker 2: even realize it.
Speaker 1: So it's like easier said than done. But you know,
Speaker 1: as long as we one day at a time, we're
Speaker 1: get Yeah, I'm getting there. I'm right there with you.
Speaker 2: All Right, We're gonna take a little bit of a
Speaker 2: break and then we're gonna get back to my favorite
Speaker 2: part and play Truth with Texas. Hey, alright, alright, alright,
Speaker 2: we are back Private Talk after Dark. We have Monday
Speaker 2: Divine on the couch still, and we are gonna get
Speaker 2: with Truth with Texas, my favorite game.
Speaker 1: I hope you guys are enjoying it here on Patreon
Speaker 1: with us.
Speaker 2: I know you are new to the channel, but you
Speaker 2: will always love Private Talk after Dark.
Speaker 1: So are you ready?
Speaker 2: You've got four cards. Each one is an ace. Each
Speaker 2: suit is a different type of questions kinky, naughty, romantic.
Speaker 1: And spicy. We're gonna go through all of them and
Speaker 1: see how naughty, kinky, and spicy you are. Missona, so
Speaker 1: excited about this. Alright, first card.
Speaker 2: As a diamond, This is spicy question Private Talk after Dark.
Speaker 2: Let's see how spicy she really is? What is the
Speaker 2: most embarrassing sexual thing that's ever happened to you can
Speaker 2: be either to you or can be with your partner,
Speaker 2: like whatever situation is happening. Was the most embarrassing sexual
Speaker 2: encounter that has happened?
Speaker 1: Could you be at work?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: I was on set doing a threesome and the girl
Speaker 1: was doing anal and oh boy, she's shit on you. Yeah,
Speaker 1: all over my chest. That was not fun. That was enough. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that was not fun. Did you ever work with a
Speaker 1: girl again?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 1: Would you like to say her name on Camra? No?
Speaker 1: I don't even remember her name. That's what's really bad.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I really don't remember that girl's name.
Speaker 1: I remember what she looks like kind of, but I'll
Speaker 1: remember her name. There was a lot of people there
Speaker 1: that day. The longest time you've ever gone without sex?
Speaker 1: Six months? Six months? Falling asleep during sex? Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: quite a few times. Have you ever had someone falling
Speaker 1: asleep having sex with you?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: What was that?
Speaker 3: He was like really drunk, his dick inside was eating No,
Speaker 3: his dick was inside of me and I was riding
Speaker 3: him and he was sleep.
Speaker 1: Did you still keep writing? Oh yeah, did you come? Yes?
Speaker 1: Good girl? I don't think he did, but I yeah,
Speaker 1: that's really rad. Wait, but that was.
Speaker 6: You?
Speaker 1: Guys? I swear I didn't do that. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: Oh my god. No, No, he liked it. His dick
Speaker 1: was hard. But you got me here, and that we're
Speaker 1: not supposed to talk about. Worry, Anthony. We're gonna cut
Speaker 1: all that out because that is not appropriate.
Speaker 2: No, I I swear it was consensual, But that sounds
Speaker 2: like I'm condoning you as fucking me.
Speaker 1: Whoa good question question? Oh no, I that guys. That answer,
Speaker 1: We're back.
Speaker 2: That was the best question I've ever heard in my life.
Speaker 2: But not really because I didn't want to answer. But
Speaker 2: who are your top porn stars?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 1: Right now? Or before? Both?
Speaker 2: I'm curious to know before you got into port, like,
Speaker 2: did you have any people that you looked up to
Speaker 2: getting into porn?
Speaker 1: Or were you just a sexual person that didn't matter?
Speaker 1: You didn't have any I didn't. I think I was
Speaker 1: just a sexual person. It didn't matter.
Speaker 2: You didn't have any people you like? Yeah, okay, So
Speaker 2: now who are your faves? I feel like you're just
Speaker 2: you're just trying to be two gangster, So you don't
Speaker 2: really know. You don't really want to tell me I
Speaker 2: looked up to nobody.
Speaker 1: I'm just that bitch. Just what I think you no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: because there was no influence into the port you remember,
Speaker 1: like back then there was no No, I don't.
Speaker 2: Bitch you said two thousand and one. Two thousand and
Speaker 2: seven is a long time, and I to fuck you.
Speaker 6: No.
Speaker 1: I know I spoke, we but I don't know. Two
Speaker 1: thousand and one, I was in high school. I was
Speaker 1: trying to go to prom. I went to all four years,
Speaker 1: really four years prom. I never even went to one.
Speaker 2: I regret it every moment because it was just a
Speaker 2: waste of money. But every boy likes me. Well you know, yeah,
Speaker 2: maybe I worked in the program. Sorry, I know y'all
Speaker 2: are watching.
Speaker 1: God, I was such a slut. I didn't go to prom.
Speaker 1: But how could you not go to prom? Because I
Speaker 1: fucked my college tutor instead? Your college who tutor? Oh
Speaker 1: but you were in high school? Yeah, I was way too.
Speaker 1: You had a college tutor. Yeah, I probably shouldn't have
Speaker 1: been boning at him. You were a really bad man, dude,
Speaker 1: we're this is a big breakthrough here. Sure a bad guy.
Speaker 1: You never know what happens here at Truth of Texas.
Speaker 1: But you know what, Patret, I'm giving you what, give
Speaker 1: me what you want? Oh, Okay, let me see. I
Speaker 1: knew when I first got in I really really like
Speaker 1: lescens and still okay, he was one of my Did
Speaker 1: you fuck him? Oh yeah a lot? Okay, was it good,
Speaker 1: dick or was it what you thought it was?
Speaker 5: No?
Speaker 2: Yeah, awesome.
Speaker 1: Now I would say say, favorite person. Is there anyone
Speaker 1: you want to fuck now that you haven't? No, I'm
Speaker 1: probably running through all the grades. Are you so fucking
Speaker 1: him now?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: You're doing some scenes on the only fucking guys that
Speaker 1: you would fuck him out of rules? That's all I know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, I know them.
Speaker 5: Now.
Speaker 1: Look, I pay attention. I pay attention like a real one,
Speaker 1: like a little rule. It's okay, it's called boundaries, right,
Speaker 1: I have really good boundaries. Let me see the seer
Speaker 1: little D all the new ones. Okay, who's little D?
Speaker 1: Does he have a little D?
Speaker 3: No, he's got a really big dis Then what I
Speaker 3: fucked him on the day he turned twenty one?
Speaker 1: And I am forty? How old is he? He's still
Speaker 1: twenty one? Was just like yesterday too, Jesus, we're just
Speaker 1: putting outside right now. Yeah, he's like twenty two on
Speaker 1: the day of his birthday. So is it is it good?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, he's like awesome. You still fuck him. I
Speaker 1: haven't in a while, but but you would don't. Oh
Speaker 1: hell yeah, Snow they don't talk too much. I get
Speaker 1: in to like twenty two year old, like seems like
Speaker 1: a lot of work, like little boy sometimes to do
Speaker 1: what to theay crime, they're cute. They're all like yell
Speaker 1: at them and they're telling them puppies.
Speaker 3: Get to reub on them and tell them someone, Okay,
Speaker 3: you're so cute, I'm gonna feed you.
Speaker 1: What do you feed them? Take them? You know, you
Speaker 1: take them to eat? Oh so you like to be
Speaker 1: that mama. Okay, this I told you. I told you
Speaker 1: they have mommy fetishes and you have here like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna feed you. You change any of their diapers too? Motherfucker?
Speaker 1: What are you doing them? Really? I don't know what
Speaker 1: it is with me and young dudes.
Speaker 6: I have a young guy fetish.
Speaker 5: I do.
Speaker 1: I just don't. And I think, but do you have
Speaker 1: any younger siblings? Mmmmm yeah, I have a little brother,
Speaker 1: Like I have a little brother who's twenty five.
Speaker 2: The thought of anything that's like close to that, I'm
Speaker 2: like disgust me.
Speaker 1: Like they are twenty four.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no for me, Like men don't have dix until
Speaker 2: I fuck you, Okay, so like they're dickless until then,
Speaker 2: so that I'm just like until I fuck you, then
Speaker 2: I know what you're dicking.
Speaker 1: I'm a whole predator then, because I know you just
Speaker 1: know what you like. Nineteen to twenty.
Speaker 2: Nine, nineteen, that's okay. What's the youngest guy? Well, I
Speaker 2: think I can only say.
Speaker 8: Going away, it's horrible, right, don't ask that question. It
Speaker 8: would be like, oh my god, it's a predator.
Speaker 1: I swear, I'm not like, who's the oldest guy you've
Speaker 1: had sex with? Eighty two?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Okay? Was he in a wheelchair? Nobody does have pancreatic cancer? Okay,
Speaker 1: now he didn't bang, but I don't know. I was
Speaker 1: just thinking, like how mobile you'ld be? Like the hesitation
Speaker 1: was like what's he up? And around? Like what was doing.
Speaker 2: Was giving his You're gonna buy the tape of How
Speaker 2: to Survive Monet's not hold the tape?
Speaker 1: Like do you have like a like a like a
Speaker 1: patent move that everyone knows, like, oh, that's Monais. They
Speaker 1: always the throat goat? So is that your nickname? By
Speaker 1: multiple people? You have a shirt that says it, No,
Speaker 1: I should get one. I'm gonna make you one. I'm
Speaker 1: I'm so excited about the shirt. Throat goat.
Speaker 2: That's what they call coming to Private Talk the throat
Speaker 2: goat money Vine.
Speaker 1: Yes, she is private talk Patreon, you have the throat
Speaker 1: goat here. I hope you know that this is a privilege.
Speaker 1: This is an honor that she has had a lot
Speaker 1: of things in her throat and they call her the goat.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I need that for my own when
Speaker 1: I walk in a room. You know, I am a
Speaker 1: host of a lot of things. It's just like this
Speaker 1: beautiful show that I have. I'll need that.
Speaker 2: Language, you know. Okay, next card. Yeah, we learned a
Speaker 2: lot in that worst card.
Speaker 1: Okay, Card number two. Ace of Hearts is a romantic question.
Speaker 1: Oh would you consider yourself a romantic? Very much?
Speaker 2: What's the most romantic thing that someone has done for you?
Speaker 2: Are you the one who does the romantic things?
Speaker 1: I've had people to do the romantic things for me.
Speaker 1: What is the romantic you need your button? I'm happy
Speaker 1: I found it. Most romantic things someone's done for me.
Speaker 1: Those big titties just get a lot of rewards. I know,
Speaker 1: they do. I know it's hot and moist in here,
Speaker 1: but I need to keep you on your toes bonech
Speaker 1: rub touch of love them is Miss Texas making you
Speaker 1: blush O your nip will love me. I can see it.
Speaker 5: Oh god.
Speaker 1: This is a stumping question because I ask a lot
Speaker 1: of good questions like yes you, Oh my goodness.
Speaker 3: I've had a lot of things people would consider romantic
Speaker 3: that are like out the norm.
Speaker 1: Like well, what was Okay?
Speaker 2: I get that, but what is to you the biggest
Speaker 2: one that stood out to you in your mind like
Speaker 2: that you were just like, yeah, you've had all these
Speaker 2: grandiose so things, but what's the one that if it
Speaker 2: was just like even it was something simple because it
Speaker 2: was meant more because of the thought.
Speaker 1: What is something that stands out to you as romantic?
Speaker 1: Um the fact that to be dirty?
Speaker 6: I know it is, No, it's not.
Speaker 1: He's really sweet. He would wake up every morning and
Speaker 1: make sure he found me a muffin, no matter like,
Speaker 1: what do you mean found you a muffin?
Speaker 3: Because we were always in a different hotel in a
Speaker 3: different city, So no matter what time he had to
Speaker 3: go to practice, he would always wake up in the
Speaker 3: morning with.
Speaker 1: His NBA and we can't know his name, okay name,
Speaker 1: but yeah, he would wake up every morning and make
Speaker 1: sure that he like sweet.
Speaker 3: He knew exactly what what kind of muffin, blueberry muffin,
Speaker 3: and he always knew that never had that throw go.
Speaker 1: It was the sweetest thing ever. That's what happens when
Speaker 1: you're the throat goat. He was young, so it was like,
Speaker 1: you know, the young ones to do that. The young ones,
Speaker 1: I will say, well, not all of them. I would
Speaker 1: take that back.
Speaker 2: There's some young ones that are like the very bad,
Speaker 2: not just a genuine but I think it's like it
Speaker 2: depends on really how their race or what they're like
Speaker 2: see what what love is is, because it's like how
Speaker 2: they either they make the thing of like the R
Speaker 2: and B love or like you're like it's a slow
Speaker 2: love where it's like people pay attention to what you're
Speaker 2: like really saying with intention of like you may have
Speaker 2: just said at once, but you knew every time that
Speaker 2: he would go get it, which is more thoughtful in
Speaker 2: those types of things where it's like it really is
Speaker 2: a telling of how you were raised to show what.
Speaker 3: Love is exactly, I would say, I got to go
Speaker 3: through the past two and a half years knowing that
Speaker 3: I was really loved, Okay, like really really loved and
Speaker 3: that was awesome.
Speaker 1: I like thought, for you cut or uncut? What down there? Bitch?
Speaker 1: Where do you think his.
Speaker 6: Leg?
Speaker 1: Not his third leg?
Speaker 3: It depends on how big it is, cause it can
Speaker 3: be if it's fifteen twelve to fifteen inches.
Speaker 1: You're fucking fifteen inch dicks. Yeah, I love fifteen inches.
Speaker 1: Do you have like like I would say at the moment,
Speaker 1: or do you have a fucking ruler? Do you know
Speaker 1: they're fifteen? I think fifteen is a very accurate number
Speaker 1: and very big number, a kind of mighty. He might
Speaker 1: not be fifteen. He might be like this is his sure?
Speaker 1: Is this fifteen? From my wrist to my this? You
Speaker 1: want to see the video? Yeah?
Speaker 3: I do?
Speaker 2: But but for my like, but is this fifteen? Like
Speaker 2: what are you saying fifteen? We would have to don't
Speaker 2: get it.
Speaker 1: Twister, because I'm little, So but how do you know
Speaker 1: it's fifteen? He told you? Well, yeah, they claim, you know,
Speaker 1: they claim is it's probably not a ful f But
Speaker 1: do you probably like twelve? Okay, probably like twelve? And
Speaker 1: I'm curious because I have but it's a big ass twelve.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna show you it's it's when we went to
Speaker 1: the airport, they stopped him because they thought he had
Speaker 1: something in his pocket. Who touched it? The security they
Speaker 1: had to touch his dick, not necessarily touch it, but
Speaker 1: they definitely don't even little while. I've gotten groped by
Speaker 1: like and I feel like they do it on purpose.
Speaker 1: I got groped by someone that knew me though and
Speaker 1: sleep me and you too. Yeah, no, yeah, they know us.
Speaker 2: There's a time and place in the morning.
Speaker 1: And like you know what it is, like, yeah, no,
Speaker 1: they're groping. Yeah, they're groping you on purpose.
Speaker 2: I'm like I used to sometimes like because you also
Speaker 2: have to be like careful because you are flying. It's
Speaker 2: too whatever. I was like, Oh, I charge people for
Speaker 2: touching me, you know that, right, Like, let's just keep
Speaker 2: my hands where it's like you're touching my petsy big.
Speaker 1: You start telling people you have to pay to pat
Speaker 1: me down? No, you just be like, you know, I'd
Speaker 1: be charging pefore that. You know, yes, even security at
Speaker 1: the club. What club? Why are they patting you down?
Speaker 1: You've been to security, I've been to what clubs?
Speaker 6: Are you going to the females in New York.
Speaker 1: Wait, I've literally touched my breast on purpose and been like, Yo,
Speaker 1: you're so hot. Oh I've had that too. I have
Speaker 1: people that I was like, look, I got a whole
Speaker 1: lot of stuff. We can't be coming in here. Yeah,
Speaker 1: like no, like you cannot be doing this. Don't be
Speaker 1: touching me like that. Definitely don't be touching mommy.
Speaker 2: Really, big dick, I'm gonna see it. Okay, what's the
Speaker 2: longest ideal sex session for you?
Speaker 1: Six hours? Six hours? How many times are you climbing?
Speaker 3: Singer?
Speaker 1: And no are there?
Speaker 3: Hopefully they're climaxing like four to five times, and hopefully
Speaker 3: I'm climaxing like six.
Speaker 1: You seem very how is it? That's light work?
Speaker 2: You seem very calculated the business minded in that situation.
Speaker 1: I did two and a half hours, three hours yesterday.
Speaker 1: That's a long time. Poor baby. He was like, I
Speaker 1: thought we were shooting a scene. Did you just torture him?
Speaker 7: Basically?
Speaker 1: How do you torture these men? I am the fucking
Speaker 1: soul snatcher. Oh, it's just the throat goat. Yeah, and
Speaker 1: I'm ful slatcher.
Speaker 2: No, I'm just really does the soul snatcher involve like
Speaker 2: fucking two and making the soul snatch.
Speaker 1: Okay, oh no, yeah, I thought it was only because
Speaker 1: of the throat goats. I'm on my prime and I'm
Speaker 1: in my zone. I'm fucking you. But are you doing
Speaker 1: that because you want to collect men into your little like? Maybe? Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's why I look this way of forty two. There's
Speaker 1: a word to say that. But the devil is alive
Speaker 1: over here. It's like you have this fs like collect
Speaker 1: all these people collecting. It's like collect it.
Speaker 3: He's definitely a porn star and he's definitely gonna call me,
Speaker 3: and he definitely says ship as a porn He's.
Speaker 1: A porn star. What's his name? What's his name? Tell us? No,
Speaker 1: I worked with Slim yesterday, Slim Polk. Oh so Slim
Speaker 1: is the one. He's gonna get it for you, isn't
Speaker 1: it fun? You're gonna do it again? Off camera?
Speaker 2: Maybe those eyes may be working with somebody, baby boo,
Speaker 2: but I can see all up and that ship.
Speaker 1: You're gonna fuck the shut of him? Not probably, baby?
Speaker 1: All right, it's a kinky question, and I know you're
Speaker 1: asked as fuck are you? Oh yeah, let's watch this video,
Speaker 1: so she can. You ain't gonna make me do ship.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna watch the show. I don't know, maybe like
Speaker 1: thirteen is it playing? Oh there you go.
Speaker 2: That's not fifteen s and I thought it'd be way thicker.
Speaker 2: It's not small, guys, but I definitely get how follow you.
Speaker 1: Girl? You you fucked a lot that dick because you're
Speaker 1: all about.
Speaker 6: A lot.
Speaker 1: Well, I mean not that day, but like that session.
Speaker 1: Your face is red because you're doing you were to work.
Speaker 2: That's a lot, bitch, that's a lot of work. Okay,
Speaker 2: first of all, I don't even know. Okay, he's he's thick,
Speaker 2: but you think twelve too. You need to measure it
Speaker 2: to tell us for sure, because you know.
Speaker 3: Where he put all the water bottles on the table
Speaker 3: and he knocked them all over with his dick.
Speaker 2: Like this this I need to call somewhere and I'd
Speaker 2: be like, can you please measure your dick? Because if
Speaker 2: this is fifteen to you Jesus Christ.
Speaker 1: I don't have to bring him back here. Conaman mcconaughman,
Speaker 1: does that mean he's that's his poor name?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: How long has it been important him?
Speaker 6: Wow?
Speaker 1: I just feel okay?
Speaker 2: So for me, like not for nothing, like he maybe mcconaughman,
Speaker 2: whatever the fuck his name is, mister whatever, but I
Speaker 2: don't know him. But it's like I've been important for
Speaker 2: a long time too, So it's fun funny to see
Speaker 2: like the people that you miss within the times, cause
Speaker 2: it's like sometimes there was bigger conventions now like that
Speaker 2: there was before, like even like time gap for us,
Speaker 2: like two thousand and one to two thousand and six
Speaker 2: and seven. Really for me, it's two thousand and seven
Speaker 2: when I really started. There was a big difference of
Speaker 2: from signings and events social media.
Speaker 1: Like you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: But it's like you guys do obviously did the group
Speaker 2: just as much as work as I didn't, you know
Speaker 2: what I mean. Doesn't take it away from It's just
Speaker 2: I don't know the names cause I never watched porn
Speaker 2: prior to Yeah, it never was just like you said too,
Speaker 2: It's like you didn't have somebody that you looked at.
Speaker 2: It was just like I was just always sexual. I
Speaker 2: was just like I wanna fuck and I was at scorn. Okay,
Speaker 2: See I got into it from it was just random,
Speaker 2: like I met someone and they thought it was like
Speaker 2: a situation, like I thought it was what was the
Speaker 2: thing eliminate thing at the time, and they were doing
Speaker 2: like a reality type porn and I was like, they
Speaker 2: like came in into the bar this kind of situation
Speaker 2: and it led into that because he didn't call me,
Speaker 2: and I was like, oh, so, I guess she didn't
Speaker 2: want me to this porn anyways, and he's like, I
Speaker 2: never thought you would, and then drove back to where
Speaker 2: I was.
Speaker 1: YadA YadA, long story short, and I'm here. But so
Speaker 1: it's just like one of those things.
Speaker 2: Just it's different and funny, how like we're still relevant
Speaker 2: in our own lanes of being in the adult industry
Speaker 2: and being able to be successful women and doing our thing.
Speaker 1: And I think it's a beautiful thing to see. Finally
Speaker 1: that I take this long, but I'm glad that I
Speaker 1: had a couch and a fun conversation. We've got this one.
Speaker 1: Kinky woke up to someone you didn't know their name?
Speaker 1: Oh God, look up to a few people don't remember
Speaker 1: their name?
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, I have done that and then seen them
Speaker 3: in the club and been like, God, what's their name?
Speaker 1: Most number of times you've had sex in a day? Twelve?
Speaker 1: Ever had a partner too? Kinky for you.
Speaker 2: No describe what an orgasm feels like? How would we
Speaker 2: how do we survive Moday's orgasm?
Speaker 3: Before I tell you it's like you for You're going
Speaker 3: to feel like you and you're just gonna be trying
Speaker 3: to figure out, like what is happening right now?
Speaker 1: Like why do I feel it?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Like why do I feel this life? All right? Last
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Speaker 1: Spit spits, lots of it, lots of it makes an orgasm?
Speaker 1: Oh got a million times? Can you tell us what
Speaker 1: it sounds like? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah, right there, m money just came. Guys, oral set
Speaker 2: sloppy or clean? Misstroatgoes sloppy?
Speaker 1: Who was that clean? Ooral size? You want to clean?
Speaker 1: Oral size? Eat your posting right now?
Speaker 3: Would it be Queen?
Speaker 1: I mean that's on you, vam. I mean you you
Speaker 1: were clean.
Speaker 2: I would never see you in my mouth. I don't
Speaker 2: know if I have enough spit, but I'll try it.
Speaker 2: I smoke weed, they get caught mob. I'll have you
Speaker 2: ever hooked up with a friend's sibling.
Speaker 1: A friend's sibling. Yeah, probably, I hooked up with a
Speaker 1: friend's dad.
Speaker 4: How was that?
Speaker 1: Did they Did they call you and then I did
Speaker 1: it dad?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Did they call him again?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Did they know about each other?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah, definitely. They were like a room away from each other.
Speaker 1: You did it simultaneously? I wish I did. Oh God,
Speaker 1: I should. You're a bad called them and do that?
Speaker 1: Do you think they'd be down?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Is that weird? Did their dicks look alike?
Speaker 3: Oh?
Speaker 1: Their dicks do look alike? So why fucked too? If
Speaker 1: we just have the same dick and two different bodies,
Speaker 1: I don't know how that ended up happening. But yeah,
Speaker 1: you're right the same?
Speaker 3: Did I did sisters? I did twins at the same time,
Speaker 3: twin sisters?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 1: Did they fuck each other?
Speaker 4: Now?
Speaker 1: Just sucked up? How does that world? They kind of
Speaker 1: just did you? You orchestrated the thing? For sure? I
Speaker 1: saw your horse come out and just what It wouldn't
Speaker 1: even be right if I orchestrated.
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 5: Was there?
Speaker 1: Pussy is the same? They were identical twins?
Speaker 2: Yeah, but does that mean everything's ident' Yeah? I've never
Speaker 2: seen two identical people's private partners.
Speaker 6: So I don't know.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I mean it looks exactly like yeah, is
Speaker 1: that weird? Yeah a little bit. It's it's like, okay,
Speaker 1: you of course. And then I had sisters fuck me
Speaker 1: with a strap on one.
Speaker 3: They weren't identical, they were just sisters like a DP
Speaker 3: or like simultaneous simultaneously like I rolled one's face and
Speaker 3: another one sucked.
Speaker 1: But they didn't touch each other. Is this all for
Speaker 1: like fun times or is this like paid pleasure? Paid
Speaker 1: pleasure and fun times?
Speaker 2: Okay, I'm like this is how do you look? My
Speaker 2: day's like how do you come up? And where do
Speaker 2: you find these friends?
Speaker 1: You just have to be like, hey, you want to
Speaker 1: come over, you get to the fuck like I did.
Speaker 3: Two brothers and yeah I was fucking one and another
Speaker 3: one just came in the room and went to dicky
Speaker 3: out and I was like, okay, cool, you're hot to fucking.
Speaker 1: That happened sometimes, he said, some time, maybe on a Wednesday.
Speaker 2: I mean, so when I think about it, because I'm
Speaker 2: a visual visual person, like I'm gonna post because I
Speaker 2: obviously there's that one.
Speaker 1: Not your boyfriend doesn't matter, so it's like a hot situation.
Speaker 1: But I'm just like theoretically, it's a lot. It's a
Speaker 1: little dirty. It's not the part of thinking about But
Speaker 1: that's great. Oh that's great. You guys switch o interesting. Yeah,
Speaker 1: have you ever come swapped all the time?
Speaker 2: That's why we're screening to mouth sweet, this is why
Speaker 2: you're motherfucking dirty as I possibly can.
Speaker 6: What do I do with you?
Speaker 5: You?
Speaker 1: I don't even want to say to that. I feel
Speaker 1: I don't even get cumbed myself right now. I'm just
Speaker 1: don't you know until I you know, wait, I comb myself.
Speaker 1: I'm not sad and fucked up. Don't get fucked up.
Speaker 1: I'm not actively suck getting suck no, no, not dick
Speaker 1: is hard to find out there.
Speaker 2: It's like for me, i'm a very I'm just in
Speaker 2: a different space in my life or like you know,
Speaker 2: I've done porn, I've done whenever only fans. I only
Speaker 2: do myself. But I'm more like a demisexual type of person.
Speaker 2: So it's like I have to be mind stimulated to
Speaker 2: make my pussy wet. I am kinky and whatever, and
Speaker 2: I'll do the dirtiest ship when I'm into that person.
Speaker 2: But it's just hard to find someone that's worthy of
Speaker 2: that time. So and that's the one thing I've learned
Speaker 2: to
Speaker 1: Is like the bount