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Speaker 2: For good warning, this podcast is designed to take you
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Speaker 1: Hello and welcome, come back to the I can show.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna open us up with a little something different today.
Speaker 1: It is Saturday, May second. Hopefully I can get this
Speaker 1: posted by tonight or tomorrow, but it is officially May,
Speaker 1: and that means it's Mother's Day month, and we got
Speaker 1: some stuff we can talk about with that, just real quick.
Speaker 1: But the last few days heading into May, and I
Speaker 1: know you guys are gonna say, wow, this is really
Speaker 1: unlike you, but it has to be said. I was
Speaker 1: and still am just feeling on fucking edge. Every little
Speaker 1: thing was pissing me off, and every little thing was
Speaker 1: just setting me into a fucking nervous breakdown. And that's
Speaker 1: actually not really like me because having a seven month
Speaker 1: old baby who's just learning to stand and getting into
Speaker 1: stuff and putting himself in dire jeopardy every thirty seconds.
Speaker 1: You would think, you know, I'd be losing my cool,
Speaker 1: but I'm not. These last few days though, it's not
Speaker 1: even him, it's everything, everything I touch it. It's like, why
Speaker 1: the fuck was this designed this way? I fucking hate it.
Speaker 1: I'm throwing it away, like the TV remote anything. Everything
Speaker 1: was pissing me off, and I'd be scrolling, scrolling, scrolling
Speaker 1: on all the social medias and this post popped up
Speaker 1: and I was like, ah, wait a second. And I'm
Speaker 1: not one to get on board with the astrologies or
Speaker 1: the retrofuge or the venus backwards, but this got my eye.
Speaker 1: Just wanted to share it with you. It says full
Speaker 1: moon in Scorpio May first through the second. This one
Speaker 1: goes deep. Do you guys feel it? And it says
Speaker 1: every year around this time we meet one of the
Speaker 1: most intense full moons of the year.
Speaker 2: And you can.
Speaker 1: Probably feel it already, Emotions rising, old wounds getting triggered.
Speaker 2: I hate that word.
Speaker 1: Reactions stronger than usual. This is not just another full moon.
Speaker 1: This is full moon in Scorpio. We can't go deeper
Speaker 1: than that. And it says, what is this full moon about?
Speaker 1: Scorpio is ruled by transformation, depth and truth. It brings
Speaker 1: up what we usually avoid, hidden emotions, jealousy, control, possessiveness,
Speaker 1: past wounds, trauma, resentment, grudges, power dynamics, endings, letting go, life, death,
Speaker 1: rebirth cycles. This is the sign that says, look at
Speaker 1: what's uncomfortable, because that's where the truth is full. Moons illuminate,
Speaker 1: and so I'm not one to put blue marangu taint
Speaker 1: rub on or any of that stuff. You know this
Speaker 1: about me, but there are certain aspects of spirituality that
Speaker 1: I of course agree with, always have. I don't know
Speaker 1: what the moon is, but I do know that it
Speaker 1: has an emotional influence on human beings. And as a woman,
Speaker 1: your cycle is supposed to line up with the moon
Speaker 1: and shit like that.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 1: Mine's never been right. Maybe the moon doesn't like me,
Speaker 1: or maybe I've been pharmaceutically damaged, probably the latter, Thank
Speaker 1: you guard to sell, among other things. But yeah, I
Speaker 1: just was wondering if anybody else was feeling a little
Speaker 1: bit on edge emotions messed up big time, And it
Speaker 1: can't only be me, because obviously whoever made that post
Speaker 1: is probably feeling some intense emotions as well. But yeah,
Speaker 1: hopefully this subside because this is not a type of
Speaker 1: attitude to want to be in for long, I can
Speaker 1: tell you that. But we got a lot of fun
Speaker 1: stuff to talk about today. It is the month of
Speaker 1: Mother's Day, and because I post erratically, I don't know
Speaker 1: if I'm going to get to say Happy Mother's Stay
Speaker 1: right on the day, so I just wanted to say
Speaker 1: it now. By the time this rolls out for the
Speaker 1: free feed, it'll probably be closer to Mother's Day. So
Speaker 1: all you ladies out there, mothers who listen to the show,
Speaker 1: Happy Mother's Stay. This is my first Mother's Day as
Speaker 1: an actual mother, and it's the first Mother's Day I
Speaker 1: feel like I'm actually going to get to enjoy. Because
Speaker 1: for those of you who are longtime listeners, you already
Speaker 1: know this. But my mom passed away in twenty seventeen,
Speaker 1: and we were best friends. She was my soulmate, if
Speaker 1: you will. We were thinkett thieves, best friends, ride or die,
Speaker 1: and she passed away and I could never enjoy Mother's
Speaker 1: Day after that. It was a source of some real
Speaker 1: suffering every time it ran around. But this year's different.
Speaker 1: This year I get to claim it as my own,
Speaker 1: and while I wish she was here and I know
Speaker 1: that she is looking out for me and my baby,
Speaker 1: I get to enjoy it as being a mother myself,
Speaker 1: which is really cool. I feel like I should buy
Speaker 1: myself a present. You know, the most toxic saying on earth,
Speaker 1: go treat yourself. But I might just do that. It
Speaker 1: is a cause for celebration, especially all you single moms
Speaker 1: out there. I see you, I fucking see you, and.
Speaker 2: Happy Mother's Day.
Speaker 1: It did occur to me though, as I was thinking about,
Speaker 1: Oh Mother's Day, and you know, I can't wait till
Speaker 1: my baby's older and he can comprehend it.
Speaker 2: Maybe he'll make me.
Speaker 1: A little craft out of a styrofoam cup or something
Speaker 1: that's the sweetest thing ever, some little homemade craft for
Speaker 1: Mother's Day. I'll cherish it and keep it forever. I
Speaker 1: used to do stuff like that, But it occurred to
Speaker 1: me how many things I did as a kid just.
Speaker 2: To make my mom happy.
Speaker 1: And I hope I don't do that with my own son,
Speaker 1: but inevitably it'll probably happen, because if he's anything like me,
Speaker 1: I just wanted to make my mom happy at all costs.
Speaker 1: Here's an example, I was a full blown adult when
Speaker 1: I realized that I don't have to eat the peel
Speaker 1: of a baked potato just because I'm having a baked potato.
Speaker 1: That was something my mom wanted me to do when
Speaker 1: I was little, and I did it just to make
Speaker 1: her happy. But I gagged that bitch down. Okay, we
Speaker 1: used to roll through Wendy's. All the other kids are
Speaker 1: getting chicken nuggets, little cheese, burger ketchup. Only No, my
Speaker 1: mom would get us cheddar bacon sometimes, and I didn't
Speaker 1: enjoy this as a kid, cheddar broccoli, baked potato at Wendy's.
Speaker 1: As an adult, I met people who didn't even know
Speaker 1: the baked potato option was a thing at Wendy's because
Speaker 1: their mom was getting chicken nuggets, their mom was getting
Speaker 1: French fries.
Speaker 2: Not my mom.
Speaker 1: No, We'd roll up at the Windy's, get a cheddar
Speaker 1: bacon loaded baked potato, and asided chili. That was my
Speaker 1: Wendy's experience until I was an a dope. Okay, I
Speaker 1: didn't even know Wendy's had other things. Anytime anybody said
Speaker 1: you want something from Wendy's, I'd be like, I really
Speaker 1: don't want a baked potato right now? That just does
Speaker 1: not sound good. It is the middle of summer, it's
Speaker 1: a thousand degrees outside. I really don't want chili or
Speaker 1: a baked potato. But she would say, I'd get done
Speaker 1: eating all the guts right, all the deliciousness of the
Speaker 1: synthetic gas plastic as melted cheese and baco bits or
Speaker 1: whatever they put on the Wendy's baked potato, little sour
Speaker 1: cream that had a horrible after flavor, and you know,
Speaker 1: I'd get to the end and I'd be looking at
Speaker 1: her like, is she gonna say it? Oh God, please,
Speaker 1: Maybe this time she won't say it. And she would
Speaker 1: every time she'd say, you better eat that peel. That's
Speaker 1: where all the nutrients is. And I'd say, Mom, you know,
Speaker 1: I really don't want to eat the peel, and she said,
Speaker 1: that's where all the new treance is. You're gonna eat
Speaker 1: that peel. So I'd sit there, I'd choke that shit down,
Speaker 1: I'd gag it down, I'd cut that bitch up. She'd say,
Speaker 1: when you're older, you learn you just cut the peel
Speaker 1: up as you eat the potatoes, so that way you
Speaker 1: don't have to just sit there and eat a peel,
Speaker 1: and I would every time dodge the peel until the
Speaker 1: very end. I thought I was the only one, though,
Speaker 1: who did stuff like that to make their mom happy.
Speaker 1: And then as an adult you realize like, oh, I
Speaker 1: don't have to eat the peel if I don't want to.
Speaker 1: And guess what, I don't want to. And when I
Speaker 1: make mashed potatoes, I grind those fucking peels up in
Speaker 1: the garbage disposal after I'm thoroughly peeling all the skin off.
Speaker 2: Of that bitch.
Speaker 1: And yeah, maybe it's loaded with nutrients. I take liver supplements.
Speaker 2: I'm good.
Speaker 1: I don't need to eat the potato beeal. But my
Speaker 1: first husband, God, my life sucks. My first husband also
Speaker 1: did this. When I caught him one day, we went
Speaker 1: through the drive through somewhere fast food place, McDonald's or
Speaker 1: Taco Bell, whatever, and he ordered his food with a
Speaker 1: sprite and he was sitting there eating his food and
Speaker 1: he took a big sip of the sprite and he
Speaker 1: was like ugh, And I said, oh, is it flat?
Speaker 1: He goes, No, I just don't really like sprite. And
Speaker 1: I said, why did you get they have other stuff
Speaker 1: other stuffed in sprite? Why did you get spray if
Speaker 1: you don't like it?
Speaker 4: Oh?
Speaker 1: You know, my dad, every time we would go through
Speaker 1: the drive through, he always got me a spread. He
Speaker 1: never even asked. He just always would order me a
Speaker 1: sprite with whatever. And I said, you know, as an adult,
Speaker 1: you can order the roupyr, the coke, the pepsi, whatever.
Speaker 1: You don't have to get the sprite. And he thought
Speaker 1: about it for a second and he was like, I
Speaker 1: just you know, I don't know. I just when they
Speaker 1: asked what I want to drink, I just say sprite.
Speaker 1: It just comes out subconscious programming. Our parents do it
Speaker 1: to us, the government does it to us. School systems
Speaker 1: do it to us. We grow up with a system
Speaker 1: of indoctrination from one way or the other, even from
Speaker 1: people we love. And I'm here to tell you, as
Speaker 1: an adult, it's time to step back, take inventory of
Speaker 1: your life. Are their habits that you, yes, you do
Speaker 1: on a daily basis or every now and again, that
Speaker 1: you actually don't know where it comes from?
Speaker 2: How did I find out I don't have.
Speaker 1: To eat the pela the potato even though I'm sitting
Speaker 1: there grown ass Because I went to Wendy's with one
Speaker 1: of my friends and I was like, I'm going to
Speaker 1: run to the bathroom really quick. Can you just order
Speaker 1: for me? And she was like, yeah, what do you want?
Speaker 1: And I said cheddar bacon, baked potato, and aside of
Speaker 1: the chili, and she said, oh really, oh okay, well yeah,
Speaker 1: all right. She got something delicious like some kind of
Speaker 1: strawberry walnut salad and she got a frosty and fries.
Speaker 1: Probably canceled out the salad, but whatever. And she was
Speaker 1: sitting there eating a delicious meal right in front of me.
Speaker 1: I had this potato and I started choking this fucking
Speaker 1: peel down.
Speaker 2: She was like, that's really gross. Why do you do that?
Speaker 2: And I was like, that's where.
Speaker 1: All the neutrae in the peel and she was like, well,
Speaker 1: if you don't like it, why are you? And it
Speaker 1: just like things that we do, we don't even notice
Speaker 1: that we do, like eat the fucking peel of a
Speaker 1: potato when you don't want it, order a sprite when
Speaker 1: you hate sprite. But I'm so grateful for my mom.
Speaker 1: You guys, she was the funnest, coolest mom of all time.
Speaker 1: Potato peel be damned. She I mean, we used to
Speaker 1: make homemade pizzas like from scratch. She got this little
Speaker 1: chef boyardy pizza maker kit It was the funnest Friday
Speaker 1: night you've ever spent. We'd watch scary movies all night
Speaker 1: and she would light these little candles all over the house.
Speaker 2: It was just cozy.
Speaker 1: As an adult woman, you find out how important a
Speaker 1: skill it is to be able to make a home cozy,
Speaker 1: like what your mom used to do for you. Maybe
Speaker 1: your mom didn't do that, and I'm so fucking sorry
Speaker 1: that you didn't grow up in a cozy home.
Speaker 2: It is my mission in life as.
Speaker 1: An adult female, to make whatever space I'm living in
Speaker 1: as cozy as I possibly can, because it's just, you know,
Speaker 1: you catch a whiff of something, it takes you straight
Speaker 1: back in your mind to a memory and coziness and
Speaker 1: like warm scented candles and all these things. They take
Speaker 1: me straight back to a sweeter time, and I hope
Speaker 1: to create that for my child.
Speaker 2: We're not doing. There's this whole thing that started at
Speaker 2: some point.
Speaker 1: I think I was in like high school, because my
Speaker 1: sister bought a new house and I noticed how horrific
Speaker 1: it was. They started painting everything white. Everything's white, the
Speaker 1: kitchen's white, with white cabinets and white tiles on the
Speaker 1: floor and no carpeting, and everything is just white, white bathrooms.
Speaker 1: You go to order kids toys now, if the if
Speaker 1: they can make it white, they will, or gray or
Speaker 1: gray's or some form. They've like, they've like sucked color
Speaker 1: all the cars at some point they were just like,
Speaker 1: we don't make cars with color anymore. You get gray, black, white,
Speaker 1: or some form of beige. That's what you get. And
Speaker 1: if you look at any establishment, everything's bricked white, gray, beige, black.
Speaker 1: They've literally sucked color out of life. I don't know
Speaker 1: if anybody else has noticed that, but as you can
Speaker 1: tell from my lovely home in the background, fuck that nonsense.
Speaker 1: I don't know who the fuck wants to fucking live
Speaker 1: and how that looks like a dentist's office, but not me.
Speaker 1: And if I were ever to find a man who
Speaker 1: would accept me as I am, and what I'm going
Speaker 1: for is somebody who's stable, established wants to buy a
Speaker 1: bitch of house and take care of her kid.
Speaker 2: I'm not saying it's possible.
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, if you know there was Robin Williams
Speaker 1: showed up as the genie in his dead ass corpse
Speaker 1: form in my living room and said, you can get
Speaker 1: three wishes. First wish, rich guy who's mentally stable, halfway attractive,
Speaker 1: wants to buy a bitch a house and take care
Speaker 1: of his kid. Maybe his family's got money and they
Speaker 1: trickled some down to him. I don't know, maybe they
Speaker 1: died left him a fortune. I would look for a
Speaker 1: house with some type of oak cabinetry, maybe some carp
Speaker 1: We could replace it if it's gross, but carpets.
Speaker 2: I got a kid.
Speaker 1: I don't need him running around banging his knees up
Speaker 1: on everything. You know.
Speaker 2: I would like.
Speaker 1: Nice warm tones in the home. We're not going for
Speaker 1: graye We're not going for beige, white, or black or
Speaker 1: anything like that. I like a nice, toasty, cozy home,
Speaker 1: and that's what I would be looking for. I know
Speaker 1: a lot of women. I see it with Joanna Gaines
Speaker 1: or whatever name is the Magnolia home that all these
Speaker 1: women the dream home looks like a dentist's office. To me,
Speaker 1: gray marble, white cabinet tree.
Speaker 2: Who the fuck wants that?
Speaker 1: That looks ugly?
Speaker 2: I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: And if you have that in your home, we can
Speaker 1: still be friends and just disagree, you know, we can
Speaker 1: have a different path if you will, But anyways, I
Speaker 1: just want to get that out of my system real quick.
Speaker 1: Maybe it's this full moon that's got me impassioned, but
Speaker 1: it's something else I've been thinking about because of the
Speaker 1: topic we're going to be going over today. I wanted
Speaker 1: to be two things when I was a child. Anytime
Speaker 1: a teacher would ask, I would only give one of
Speaker 1: these two answers. An archaeologist because I wanted to dig
Speaker 1: up mommies in Egypt specifically, or a mortician. I wanted
Speaker 1: to cut up dead bodies, embalm them, put makeup on them,
Speaker 1: put a little hair piece on I don't know what
Speaker 1: they do, and work at a funeral home. And with
Speaker 1: the amount of SRA survivors I've discovered who say most
Speaker 1: funeral homes and churches are wrapped up in this shit,
Speaker 1: it just I would it would not be something that
Speaker 1: would be on my radar as an adult. I'll tell
Speaker 1: you that right now. I went to hair school, so
Speaker 1: it doesn't matter. Okay, I'm trailer trash over here. But
Speaker 1: I had dreamed as a child, because they tell you
Speaker 1: can be anything with limits. I wanted to be an
Speaker 1: archaeologist or a mortician, and I think it's just because
Speaker 1: I have a dark sense of humor. I wanted to
Speaker 1: dressed up dead bodies, cut them up. I have a
Speaker 1: morbid fascination obviously look at the kind of stuff that
Speaker 1: we talk about. But they're like, when you really think
Speaker 1: about the funeral home, most of the time, it's shit
Speaker 1: that stays in families. It's like a generational thing, and
Speaker 1: then the sun grows up and he goes to school
Speaker 1: and then he becomes the funeral director or the mortician,
Speaker 1: and the shit is generational and stays in families. That's
Speaker 1: why when you look at a lot of funeral homes,
Speaker 1: it's like William's family funeral home or you know, fill
Speaker 1: in the blank family funeral home. And it might be
Speaker 1: by design that there are not a lot of outsiders
Speaker 1: welcomed into family run funeral homes. And I actually looked
Speaker 1: into what it would be for me to get a
Speaker 1: funeral director's license with schooling you'd have to go through,
Speaker 1: what training you'd have to have, and I was like, hmm,
Speaker 1: I'm not about that action because it said even after
Speaker 1: you go through all that becoming a funeral director and
Speaker 1: taking all the training and the embalming and all the
Speaker 1: the likelihood of you finding an open position is slim
Speaker 1: to none.
Speaker 2: That's what it said.
Speaker 1: Because a lot of funeral homes don't really welcome in outsiders.
Speaker 1: It's like family business. And if you look at a
Speaker 1: lot of churches, it's also there are some that are
Speaker 1: grassroots that just anybody can become a member and start
Speaker 1: fucking They got t shirts and shit. But if you
Speaker 1: look at the big weird churches like the Cathedral, ass bitches,
Speaker 1: a lot of those are family. And I'm not talking
Speaker 1: about Catholics, because you know that's they got their whole
Speaker 1: altar boys situation and they love outsiders coming in because anyways,
Speaker 1: I'm talking about these churches you pass, the First Church
Speaker 1: of the Christian Scientist Jesus and the First Church of
Speaker 1: the Nazareni Savior and whatever. A lot of the times
Speaker 1: it's families that have for generations like could they grow
Speaker 1: up and then they take over and then they get
Speaker 1: old and fucking die and then they're and so you
Speaker 1: gotta think to yourself, it has to be extremely easy
Speaker 1: for these rituals to take place. And because these families
Speaker 1: know about each other and for generations have worked with
Speaker 1: each other. So you hear about stuff and you're like, well, wow, wow,
Speaker 1: fucking how are they getting away with Like they just
Speaker 1: go to church, random churches and they got the stuff,
Speaker 1: funeral homes and all they know each other. There's connections there, okay.
Speaker 1: And I know bt K buying torture kill Dennis Rader
Speaker 1: whatever the fuck his name was, he was like a
Speaker 1: deacon or something in the church. I mean, they look
Speaker 1: sometimes for these psychos to be part of this stuff,
Speaker 1: and it's a club. They all know each other. They
Speaker 1: go to out back steakhouse together and you think they're
Speaker 1: normal and you see him and you're.
Speaker 2: Like, oh, Pastor Tom and his.
Speaker 1: Family they're at Ruby Tuesday and they're eating croutons together. Listen,
Speaker 1: I don't care if Pastor Tom takes his family out
Speaker 1: to Ruby Tuesday and eats croutons together, they enjoy a
Speaker 1: little salad bar action.
Speaker 2: I don't give a fuck.
Speaker 1: These people look normal and then you find out it's
Speaker 1: anything but behind the scenes. But before we get into
Speaker 1: our topic today, it's an SA race survivor.
Speaker 4: I know.
Speaker 1: I said I'd take a break, but I can't. This
Speaker 1: stuff is fascinating to me. I don't know, you know
Speaker 1: not all of you said it, but maybe some of
Speaker 1: you are getting tired of it. But I just am
Speaker 1: not tired of it. It's just some of these stories
Speaker 1: boggle my mind and fill in a lot of blanks
Speaker 1: for me. But before we get right to the biscuit
Speaker 1: and gravy, maybe I should. Maybe That's what I'll do
Speaker 1: for Mother's there. I've really been craving a good biscuit
Speaker 1: and gravy. I just take the time and make myself
Speaker 1: a biscuit and gravy. I could go to a restaurant,
Speaker 1: but I prefer homemade. Okay, we ain't doing McDonald's drive
Speaker 1: through biscuit and gravy up in this bitch we be
Speaker 1: getting out bags of bisquick over here. But without further ado,
Speaker 1: let's get to today's apothe carry cornter. Maybe there's something
Speaker 1: in here to deal with how bitchy I've been with
Speaker 1: this full moon coming on, it feels like my period's
Speaker 1: coming on too. What a deadly compination. Oh boy, let's
Speaker 1: see here, got any cramps, Got any tank cramps? That
Speaker 1: sounds horrible. That sounds like it would be very un
Speaker 1: comfortable right in the middle of your day, and you
Speaker 1: just get a tank cramp. Come on, how do you
Speaker 1: explain that to somebody? Got step aside for a second.
Speaker 1: My taint's cramped. All right, let's just go ooh, herbal
Speaker 1: self blessing wash. All right, let's see no dong or
Speaker 1: anything in this. This sounds pretty easy. A cleansing herbal
Speaker 1: wash to promote self love, clarity, and spiritual renewal. This
Speaker 1: might go good with the full moon that's coming on.
Speaker 1: This ritual wash is perfect for creating a sacred space,
Speaker 1: grounding your energy and fostering a deep connection to your
Speaker 1: inter self. I would reckon them in this for the taint,
Speaker 1: to be honest with you, because if you put it
Speaker 1: on the taint, you're definitely gonna get to know yourself.
Speaker 1: And that's that's like straight to the dome. I would
Speaker 1: say it's the equivalent putting herbal self blessing wash on
Speaker 1: your taint. And I will do this because I need
Speaker 1: some help. I got problems up in here. It says
Speaker 1: to put this in your bath water. If it's going
Speaker 1: in your bathwater, it's definitely on the taint, So taint approve.
Speaker 1: Half cup dried lavender flowers, half cup dried rose petals,
Speaker 1: half cup sorry, fourth cup dried can do La kl
Speaker 1: and Dola flowers, a fourth a cup of epsom salts,
Speaker 1: one table spoon rose water and a few drops of
Speaker 1: rose sandal wood and frankinsense. Swore the herbs in the
Speaker 1: water or use it in massage oil to infuse and
Speaker 1: cleanse your spirit. All right, Well, that's great to know,
Speaker 1: and that's going to do it for today's apothe carry corner.
Speaker 1: So I found a little video for us, and there
Speaker 1: doesn't seem to be an interviewer speaking, although I do
Speaker 1: believe there is one, and they've just edited themselves out
Speaker 1: to where it's only her answers in succession, which thank
Speaker 1: you because some of these and I hate to shit
Speaker 1: on fellow podcasters, but it's like, be quiet, shut up.
Speaker 2: And so.
Speaker 1: And it's like if I hear Tony Merkle tell the
Speaker 1: fucking dog man story one, it's like, Tony, we know.
Speaker 1: And if anybody has listened to your show at all,
Speaker 1: they fucking know, and they have heard this shit. We know.
Speaker 1: It's almost like, if he has a mixer or a soundboard,
Speaker 1: he should just record himself saying that story and put
Speaker 1: it on there so when it comes time to say
Speaker 1: he can just press the button and he's got it
Speaker 1: ready to go. Just a little short snippet of him saying,
Speaker 1: the dog mans, so let it go, let it go.
Speaker 1: We don't want dog manmo. So I just don't be
Speaker 1: liking some people's interview styles. But that's okay, because today
Speaker 1: it is a succession of answers from a woman. Let
Speaker 1: me pull this bitch up. I've done forgot her name.
Speaker 1: She's old and this stuff happened to her back in
Speaker 1: the day. You know this ain't no spring chicken we're
Speaker 1: gonna be listening to today. She looked like she's in
Speaker 1: her sixties or seventies, and obviously this occurred some time ago.
Speaker 2: All right.
Speaker 1: Her name is Mary Knight. I don't know if that's
Speaker 1: a pseudonym. Her last name is spelled like kay n Ight.
Speaker 1: Sounds like it could be. And the title of the
Speaker 1: video was her family made her participate in their scary
Speaker 1: rituals Mary Knight's story.
Speaker 2: So I'm just.
Speaker 1: Gonna it's a little disjointed because she just starts saying stuff,
Speaker 1: but it's it's really cool. I just gave you that
Speaker 1: little intro, so you know what the fuck we were getting
Speaker 1: ourselves into. And I in my opinion thinks she's almost
Speaker 1: talked herself out of thinking she went through what she
Speaker 1: went through like some really scary stuff, because she'll be like, well,
Speaker 1: I mean, I thought I was stabbing babies and the coorate,
Speaker 1: but it could have just been like a doll or something.
Speaker 1: And they told me I was drinking baby's blood, but
Speaker 1: it could have just been mountain dew code red or something.
Speaker 1: And they told me I ate a chunk on my
Speaker 1: sister's thigh, but it could have just been a little greasy,
Speaker 1: jerky bite. Like Now, bitch, you've been through some stuff,
Speaker 1: and it's okay that it was scary and weird and
Speaker 1: terrifying and horrific. It's okay to admit that. But I
Speaker 1: think she's got herself convinced that it didn't even never happen.
Speaker 1: But let me shut up and let's get right to
Speaker 1: the biscuit and the gravy. Hang on just a moment,
Speaker 1: and here we go.
Speaker 3: My name is Mary Knight. I'm a survivor of ritualistic
Speaker 3: child abuse, child sex traffic incests, and other extreme forms
Speaker 3: of child abuse. I did have a rendu's childhood, which
Speaker 3: included I was used in tel pornography I was also
Speaker 3: sex trafficked by being taken to motel rooms of men,
Speaker 3: by being sold to in my front yard of my
Speaker 3: childhood home, close to my swing set, I actually saw
Speaker 3: men hand money to my mother. It was a group
Speaker 3: of men, and I was sexually assaulted. This happened throughout
Speaker 3: my childhood, including my teenage years. I remember being brought
Speaker 3: to hotel rooms of men as a teenager.
Speaker 4: Some of my.
Speaker 3: Abuse could be considered satanic ritual abuse. I know that's
Speaker 3: a controversial term. My definition of satanic ritual abuse is
Speaker 3: that it is extreme abuse, physical and sexual, and that
Speaker 3: it involves multiple perpetrators and wore.
Speaker 4: Multiple child victims, which mine did. My earliest memory is of.
Speaker 3: Being sexually abused abused by my father. I was also
Speaker 3: sexually abused by my mother. I was sexually abused by
Speaker 3: other family members, grandparents, and one thing that I would
Speaker 3: consider satanic ritual abuses, I was put in a coffin.
Speaker 3: I was put in a coffin with my sister's body.
Speaker 3: She died when she was eleven and I was nine.
Speaker 3: What I remember about it is that even though her
Speaker 3: body had been mutilated and I'd had to watch and
Speaker 3: participate in that which I also would consider satanic abuse.
Speaker 3: When I was put in the coffin with her body,
Speaker 3: I was glad to get to be close to her.
Speaker 3: I knew, you know, I wouldn't. It was the last
Speaker 3: time I could be close to her, and I remember
Speaker 3: touching her hair. And one reason I know it's true
Speaker 3: is if I were writing a story, if I were
Speaker 3: making up a story about a child being put in
Speaker 3: a coffin, I would never think that the child would
Speaker 3: be happy to be close to the corpse. But I
Speaker 3: didn't consider it a corpse. I considered it my sister's body,
Speaker 3: and I like to get to touch her hair one
Speaker 3: last time. My parents led a complete double life, and
Speaker 3: they went to church three times a week. I was
Speaker 3: well dressed at school. There were no bruises where they
Speaker 3: would have been detected. I didn't remember my abuse except
Speaker 3: for all it was going on, so I couldn't report
Speaker 3: it to anyone because I when it was going on,
Speaker 3: I was around abusers, and I didn't remember it otherwise,
Speaker 3: even as a child. Some people with recovered memories remembered
Speaker 3: their abuse up to a certain age. No mine was
Speaker 3: just while I was being abused. I remembered it otherwise
Speaker 3: I wasn't aware of it. That enabled me to make
Speaker 3: good grades, because you know, I didn't think about my
Speaker 3: abuse when I was at school. I was always afraid
Speaker 3: of my parents, and I didn't know whine, but I
Speaker 3: couldn't ever say I was afraid of my parents. So
Speaker 3: my sister died of cancer. She died of brain cancer.
Speaker 3: I know she died of the illness because I saw
Speaker 3: her in the hospital. My parents did not murder my sister.
Speaker 3: I know for sure my parents didn't murder my sister.
Speaker 3: What happened after she died, I think is that the
Speaker 3: funeral home picked up her body, which is usual pick
Speaker 3: up the body from the hospital. But what's unusual is
Speaker 3: they brought it to my childhood church and in the
Speaker 3: middle of the night or in the very early hours
Speaker 3: of the morning I was. I was brought to my
Speaker 3: childhood church and outside, and that's where my sister's body
Speaker 3: was mutilated with a knife. The knife was placed in
Speaker 3: my hand, and abusers do that to make the child
Speaker 3: feel responsible for the abuse.
Speaker 4: That was a really hard memory for.
Speaker 3: Me because I couldn't imagine how did anyone get me
Speaker 3: to stab my sister with a knife, even though she
Speaker 3: was deceased, but when I finally remembered it, it was
Speaker 3: actually very simple. My father said do it, and I
Speaker 3: did it. I knew that he had to do what
Speaker 3: my father said, and that really explains a lot of
Speaker 3: what they were able to do to me throughout my life.
Speaker 3: Was I was told to do it, and I did.
Speaker 3: I don't know if the funeral home owner was in
Speaker 3: on it, but the employee definitely was. After the instant
Speaker 3: and before the funeral I was made to have with
Speaker 3: the employee from the funeral home. I've tried to find
Speaker 3: out like I can. I found out who the owner
Speaker 3: of the funeral home is, and I wasn't able to
Speaker 3: talk to him, even though the receptionist said she'd passed
Speaker 3: a message alone. He's now retired. But I don't know
Speaker 3: if he was in on it anyway, because on the
Speaker 3: I have research to some so the death certificate has
Speaker 3: the person's name who was there at the time the
Speaker 3: funeral was officiated, but that could be a completely different
Speaker 3: person than the person who handle the body prior to
Speaker 3: it being put in the coffin, so it was a
Speaker 3: close casket funeral. I will say after that happened, one
Speaker 3: thing I know that happened more often was my father
Speaker 3: would come would have sex with me at night.
Speaker 4: Another horrible memory though.
Speaker 3: Is because my sister and I were in the same room,
Speaker 3: is before she died, my father going to my sister's bad.
Speaker 4: I mean, both are just horrible.
Speaker 3: So one of the ways I was abused, and this
Speaker 3: is common in Satanic ritual abeus.
Speaker 1: Was see, this is how fucked up this shit is.
Speaker 1: Can you imagine sitting there with little brain cancer suffering
Speaker 1: like that and your daddy coming in and raping on
Speaker 1: you with your little brain cancer.
Speaker 2: I just can't.
Speaker 1: My stomach is fucking sick, you guys.
Speaker 2: I just had to say that.
Speaker 3: By me being made to witness other children being abused.
Speaker 3: And one of the incidences that is without question satanic
Speaker 3: ritual abuse is I was told to bow down to Satan.
Speaker 3: Now I didn't want to do that, but I was
Speaker 3: convinced that if I didn't do it, there was a
Speaker 3: baby there who would be killed. So I did it,
Speaker 3: and I remember regaining that memory. I remember God just
Speaker 3: saying to me, you didn't do anything wrong, Mary, You
Speaker 3: did nothing wrong. You did nothing wrong, And I know
Speaker 3: I didn't do anything wrong. And as an adult, if
Speaker 3: I were in a situation where a child's life was threatened,
Speaker 3: I would do absolutely anything to avoid the child being harmed.
Speaker 3: One thing that commonly happens with Satanic ritual abuse is
Speaker 3: that children are put in coffins. And what I know
Speaker 3: I'd say this about Satanic ritual abuse is we know
Speaker 3: what happens because there's so many survivors like myself, But
Speaker 3: when we start trying to speak out.
Speaker 4: Were made to appear crazy.
Speaker 3: And so most people are not willing to speak out
Speaker 3: about it. I know people who come to me and
Speaker 3: tell me disclosed to me who I'm in, like I'm in,
Speaker 3: I'm on Facebook with them. They don't disclose to anyone else.
Speaker 4: One was a minister.
Speaker 3: She said she didn't think her church could handle it,
Speaker 3: and she did go public about insist and she did
Speaker 3: go public about being a survivor of child sex trafficking.
Speaker 3: But she has not gone public about being a survivor
Speaker 3: of Satanic ritual abuse. And so did anyone question that
Speaker 3: with my parents? Well, no, but there were people who
Speaker 3: knew about it. There were other people at my childhood
Speaker 3: church who knew about it. There were other people and
Speaker 3: my childhood church who did similar things. For example, I
Speaker 3: was sexually abused by multiple adults on church property.
Speaker 4: Because there were other church.
Speaker 3: Leaders, including my father, my parents were highly respected at church. Now,
Speaker 3: not everyone at the church abused children, but my parents
Speaker 3: weren't the only ones, so it was easy to hide.
Speaker 3: I don't know that there were multiple employees at the
Speaker 3: funeral home who were in on it, but I know
Speaker 3: there was one employee. And it just stands to reason
Speaker 3: that the owner of a funeral home has to have
Speaker 3: employees that can't be available twenty four hours a day.
Speaker 3: No person could do that. But I've heard from other
Speaker 3: survivors of satanic ritual abuse things that happened inside funeral homes.
Speaker 3: And you know, after the incident I told about, I
Speaker 3: was taken to the funeral home and more things happened
Speaker 3: to me there, including communion was desecrated. I was told
Speaker 3: I needed to eat a part of my sister's body
Speaker 3: and drink her blood.
Speaker 4: I know I was.
Speaker 3: I was tricked because not too many years ago I
Speaker 3: regained a more full memory of that, and it was
Speaker 3: a communion way for place in my mouth. It took
Speaker 3: me a long time to remember the taste of it,
Speaker 3: but it definitely wasn't my sister's body. It was the
Speaker 3: kind of communion way for that is commonly used by
Speaker 3: Episcopal Church and Methodist Church, and.
Speaker 4: Not the kind of communion. It's not what we used
Speaker 4: at my childhood church.
Speaker 3: So I think they were trying to mess with me
Speaker 3: to horror, they would make it to where it was
Speaker 3: difficult for me to be a member of any church.
Speaker 4: But they didn't do it. I still like taking communion.
Speaker 1: It's okay, Mary, if you ate a sliver of your
Speaker 1: sister's christy ass diye meat, Okay. I know. Maybe they
Speaker 1: did just give a communion wafer christ checks, as I
Speaker 1: like to call it, looks like a little cereal. They
Speaker 1: gave her a little christ nil a wafer. I don't know,
Speaker 1: but I know that they beat. If you listen to
Speaker 1: Fiona Barnett, they really do be making kids eat, other
Speaker 1: kids stab other kids do stuff like this. So maybe
Speaker 1: they did just give her a little nil a wafer.
Speaker 1: Well christ Check, But nine times out of ten she
Speaker 1: probably a phase of her sister's krusty little thigh.
Speaker 2: But back to the story, it's.
Speaker 3: A beautiful Christian ceremony. And my views about Christianity have
Speaker 3: changed and become more liberal, but I still really treasurer
Speaker 3: taking communion. No one besides me, I mean, I have
Speaker 3: not heard anyone else say my sister's body was mutilated.
Speaker 3: I do have siblings. They inherited my parents' estate, which
Speaker 3: was a multimillion dollar estate. I was disinherited. I don't
Speaker 3: want to have my sister's body at zoom. She's still
Speaker 3: my sister. I don't want to do that. If I
Speaker 3: did try to do it, I don't think i'd be
Speaker 3: able to because, like I say, a brother of mine
Speaker 3: is executor of this state. So I don't think I
Speaker 3: could even if I tried. But the other thing I
Speaker 3: thought of is how much trickery is you? Because what
Speaker 3: happened at the church, when I know it was my
Speaker 3: sister's body with soft tissue damage, you wouldn't You couldn't
Speaker 3: tell that from exuming the body. And then what happened
Speaker 3: at the funeral home when they said they crushed her
Speaker 3: skull with a hammer.
Speaker 4: I mean was total mutilation.
Speaker 3: But I don't know what was my sister's body.
Speaker 4: I mean, if my husband was murdered.
Speaker 3: Today and they started doing all this torture of me
Speaker 3: and saying that this was my husband's skull that they
Speaker 3: were crushing with. I don't know that I think they
Speaker 3: could trick me today. You know, I'm sixty seven years old.
Speaker 3: I think they could trick me today because I would
Speaker 3: be in such an emotional state of of what was
Speaker 3: happening to my husband's body that I think they could
Speaker 3: still trick me. So was it really her body or
Speaker 3: was it someone else's body? And this is what Satanic
Speaker 3: which will abuse survivors do. I mean sometimes they use
Speaker 3: an a the mole's body and say it's a person's body.
Speaker 4: And this is another.
Speaker 3: Incident I do want to talk about because I would
Speaker 3: say this is one of the ones that I would
Speaker 3: say with Satanic ritual or could be considered Satanic ritual.
Speaker 3: I do not know that my parents were worshiping Satan.
Speaker 3: I absolutely don't know that. They never said they worshiped Satan.
Speaker 3: They said they were Christians and they went to church
Speaker 3: three times a week. But what they did was they
Speaker 3: said that they were using fetuses, and you know which
Speaker 3: I would have considered babies. I was four or five,
Speaker 3: and I had to stand there while they sacrificed them
Speaker 3: on this like an altar, and they were at the
Speaker 3: top of the hill. I was at the bottom of
Speaker 3: the hill. But I don't know that those were human.
Speaker 3: I mean, I don't even know. How hard is it
Speaker 3: to trick a four or five year old and I
Speaker 3: was standing some distance away. What I remember clearly is
Speaker 3: that my feet hurt.
Speaker 4: I remember that I was wearing.
Speaker 3: Satellites borts, which are hard leather shoes. That's the kind
Speaker 3: of shoes kids wore at that age. And I remember
Speaker 3: my feet hurting so bad that I would try to
Speaker 3: stand different and then I would try to it would
Speaker 3: stand on the side of my shoe and different things
Speaker 3: because it was so hard to stand for so long.
Speaker 3: Now how long was I standing there, I don't know.
Speaker 3: I was four or five years old. It could have
Speaker 3: been it could have been fifteen minutes. That could seem
Speaker 3: like a long time. They just used trickery so much
Speaker 3: and then people report this happened to me.
Speaker 4: And they're not believed.
Speaker 3: Well, yeah, that's why they trick you. I know I
Speaker 3: was raped once by someone wearing a police uniform. I
Speaker 3: really don't think it was a police officer, but that
Speaker 3: got me afraid of the police, and I didn't remember
Speaker 3: that until well, I remembered. I started remembering abuse at
Speaker 3: age thirty seven. But yeah, that's when I remembered. And
Speaker 3: I really I don't think I have been sexually assaulted
Speaker 3: ever by a police officer.
Speaker 2: And you want to know why, I know this bitch
Speaker 2: is legit.
Speaker 1: This woman, excuse me, she's convinced herself it didn't happen.
Speaker 1: It was so horrible, so horrific, so horrendous. She's convinced
Speaker 1: herself it didn't happen. That's how I know she's legit.
Speaker 1: Not like some of these looney tunes that come out
Speaker 1: and say about the Blue Avials and the pleadeals and
Speaker 1: the going to Disney in their mind and stuff, which
Speaker 1: some of that could be true.
Speaker 2: She's convinced her self it didn't happen the way it did.
Speaker 2: That's how I know it really did.
Speaker 3: Anyways, I'm yeah, I'm now able to be less afraid,
Speaker 3: But I mean i'd be afraid if I saw a
Speaker 3: police officer and I was going below the speed limit,
Speaker 3: I would still be afraid, and I was slow down,
Speaker 3: so it wasn't a rational thing. My worst memory is
Speaker 3: the one of my sister's body being mutilated. But if
Speaker 3: I were going to tell you some of my other memories,
Speaker 3: you would be surprised. They weren't my worst memories. So
Speaker 3: before that happened to me, One thing that happened, and
Speaker 3: I tell about it in my memoir. At age six,
Speaker 3: men came to my house, to my childhood home, and
Speaker 3: my father.
Speaker 4: Took eight millimeter footage of it. My mother took the
Speaker 4: money from the men.
Speaker 3: I remember my mom being on the porch and being
Speaker 3: hand cash by each of the men, and then I
Speaker 3: was a rope was put around my neck and the
Speaker 3: other end of the rope was tied to a tree.
Speaker 3: My sister and I had witnessed our kittens being killed
Speaker 3: by hanging, so I knew what happened if they dropped me,
Speaker 3: and each man abused me and then would hand me
Speaker 3: to the next man. And I remember, I mean just
Speaker 3: I was really badly hurt, and I I remember one
Speaker 3: of the men telling my dad, you went too far.
Speaker 3: She's gonna die. And I heard that and I hoped
Speaker 3: I would die. I mean, it was but I looked
Speaker 3: over to my mother for comfort, and she just looked
Speaker 3: at me like I was an insect. I mean, she
Speaker 3: just looked at me like I was nothing. And that's
Speaker 3: when I that is when I wanted to die wasn't
Speaker 3: after the physical abuse. It was that emotional abuse that
Speaker 3: my mother just looked at me like I was nothing.
Speaker 4: But that's when I.
Speaker 3: Looked up and I saw what I like to believe
Speaker 3: was God. Some people would say it was a near
Speaker 3: death experience, and it could have been. I was really
Speaker 3: badly hurt, and you know, some people would say it
Speaker 3: was just the sun moving between the clouds or whatever.
Speaker 3: But I felt a connection with God and that connection
Speaker 3: has helped me through my life. So yeah, so that
Speaker 3: inctant had happened. And then my mother brought me in
Speaker 3: after I was so badly hurt by the group of.
Speaker 1: Men, and.
Speaker 3: She bathed me, she put she put me in bed
Speaker 3: with clean sheets on it, and you know, I thought
Speaker 3: things were better, and then she sexually abused me.
Speaker 4: I mean, you know.
Speaker 3: It was that was obviously a long and horrible abuse
Speaker 3: that included emotional, physical, and sexual and I was six.
Speaker 3: I will never know how often I was abused in rituals.
Speaker 3: I will never know how often the incest happened, because
Speaker 3: thankfully I don't have all my memories. I don't ever
Speaker 3: want to remember everything. It's just too hard. And I
Speaker 3: believe my memories come from God and they come to
Speaker 3: me as needed. I have memories when it would be
Speaker 3: helpful to me in my healing, or when it would
Speaker 3: be helpful to another person in their healing.
Speaker 4: Recovery. Memories is really hard.
Speaker 3: I mean, it's emotional, it's really tough. I had hypnosis,
Speaker 3: which but it's not the kind of hypnosis like you
Speaker 3: see on TV. The hypnotist. The psychologists who hypnotize me
Speaker 3: just got me in a relaxed date. I didn't even
Speaker 3: realize I was hypnotized because I knew I could get
Speaker 3: out of it at any time. I knew I could
Speaker 3: stop any moment I wanted to. My ex husband came
Speaker 3: to my first session of hypnosis because we just want
Speaker 3: to make sure she wasn't telling me what to believe.
Speaker 3: But she wasn't, and so then after that, rather than
Speaker 3: him take time off work, it was just better for
Speaker 3: me to just bring a tape recorder.
Speaker 4: So that's why I have the tapes.
Speaker 3: I just wanted, you know, just to know and be
Speaker 3: able to prove that she didn't lead ask leading questions,
Speaker 3: and she absolutely did not ask leading questions. I've transcribed
Speaker 3: those tapes.
Speaker 4: There is more known about.
Speaker 3: Ritualistic abuse, and that's because people there's agencies now offering
Speaker 3: services to child sex trafficking survivors. I didn't know I
Speaker 3: was a child sex trafficking survivor. I knew my father
Speaker 3: took pornography of me, but I didn't know that counted
Speaker 3: as child sex trafficking because he was my father. I
Speaker 3: didn't learn that I was a survivor of child sex
Speaker 3: trafficking until after, until I was well, until after I
Speaker 3: had done all the filming for my am I crazy
Speaker 3: my journey to determine if my memories are true, and
Speaker 3: I was looking for a fiscal sponsor. Someone suggested a
Speaker 3: sex trafficking organization and I'm like.
Speaker 4: Yeah, but I'm not a survivor.
Speaker 3: And I know so many other survivors of child sex
Speaker 3: trafficking who did not realize, and adults who were trafficked,
Speaker 3: like by their boyfriend, who didn't realize it was trafficking.
Speaker 3: So now that that's being recognized, there is a percentage
Speaker 3: of child sex trafficking survivors who are also survivors of
Speaker 3: ritualistic abuse. I personally think every survivor of ritualistic abuse
Speaker 3: I have ever talked to is most likely a survivor
Speaker 3: of child sex trafficking.
Speaker 4: You know, they were sold, the.
Speaker 3: Money probably exchanged hands or something of value, and that
Speaker 3: something of value may have been access to other you know,
Speaker 3: child victims. I mean, my parents would trade with other
Speaker 3: people and things like that. So that still child sex
Speaker 3: trafficking is whenever anything of value is exchanged for the
Speaker 3: child's innocence.
Speaker 4: So I was.
Speaker 3: Contacted by a sex trafficking organization and they said when
Speaker 3: they knew, they know I'm a survivor, and they know
Speaker 3: I am willing to I'm also a professional. I'm a
Speaker 3: licensed independent clinical social worker.
Speaker 4: I can do training.
Speaker 3: So they asked me to do training because they are
Speaker 3: getting so many of their clients report ritualistic abuse. I mean,
Speaker 3: it's being so common. And one thing they wanted to
Speaker 3: know a really good agency. One thing they want to
Speaker 3: know is should we put this on our initial intake form?
Speaker 3: And I said, I don't think so, because they're not
Speaker 3: going to tell you right away anyway. People aren't going
Speaker 3: to say that until they know that they'll be believed.
Speaker 3: We're so you know, in the media, in so many ways,
Speaker 3: we're disbelieved, and so I think it's good that you
Speaker 3: know they come in as Chile sex trafficking survivors, and
Speaker 3: then they get services, and then they're willing to disclose.
Speaker 3: So I really want to be a voice about the
Speaker 3: Satanic ritual abuse. Just publish my memoir in November.
Speaker 4: My Life Now.
Speaker 3: Essays by a Chile sex trafficking survivor. I'm really proud
Speaker 3: of it. I worked on it for years. The longest
Speaker 3: essay is how I healed. People asked me like, how
Speaker 3: did you heal? I I used to have bidromyalgia, I
Speaker 3: used to be basically disabled with chronic pain, and I'm
Speaker 3: healthy now.
Speaker 4: So I wrote out all so.
Speaker 3: Many different suggestions. I wrote out so many things, very
Speaker 3: specific things that helped me heal.
Speaker 1: And so that was Mary Knight's test Simonti and the
Speaker 1: reason why slrray survivors this is why I think it's
Speaker 1: important to sift through these interviews.
Speaker 2: The reason why they are.
Speaker 1: So disbelieved is because they have skated out some absolute
Speaker 1: lunatics mixed in with some people who have actually suffered,
Speaker 1: and it's hard to sift the true stories from the unbelievable, bizarre,
Speaker 1: most likely faked stories. Not that the ones that are
Speaker 1: actors are necessarily lying. I think a lot of this
Speaker 1: if they say, could be based in truth, but we
Speaker 1: know that they mix this shit up, so it confuses us,
Speaker 1: and it also makes us not believe that people like Mary,
Speaker 1: who probably really did go through some horrific shit. But anyways,
Speaker 1: what did you think? Your thoughts, feelings, pensions? I got
Speaker 1: a shout out that I want to talk about on
Speaker 1: the next episode. Hopefully I don't forget, but yeah, if
Speaker 1: you're getting this before Mother's Day, After Mother's Day, Happy
Speaker 1: Mothers Day, Thanks for listening, thanks for being born, thanks
Speaker 1: for being here, thanks for being awesome mothers, and I
Speaker 1: love you. Don't eat a piece of your sister's crusty
Speaker 1: brain cancer riddled SRA abuse corpse doesn't sound like a
Speaker 1: good time time. Do use the apothecary corner suggestion if
Speaker 1: you feel like you are about to rage fast, take
Speaker 1: care of yourselves and I will catch you on the
Speaker 1: next one.
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