1 00:00:13,960 --> 00:00:16,440 Speaker 1: Hello you guys, Welcome back to another episode of the 2 00:00:16,440 --> 00:00:19,519 Hawtrel Energy Podcast. I'm your host, Kaylee, and this is 3 00:00:19,559 --> 00:00:22,199 your weekly reminder that it's a new day, a new week, 4 00:00:22,280 --> 00:00:24,440 a new mindset, and another day for you to become 5 00:00:24,519 --> 00:00:28,199 the Howtral energy you want to attract. Hello you guys, 6 00:00:28,199 --> 00:00:32,960 Welcome back to another episode. Life has been very busy. 7 00:00:32,840 --> 00:00:34,280 Speaker 2: Like so so busy. 8 00:00:34,479 --> 00:00:37,600 Speaker 1: I cannot believe how much has happened these past two weeks. 9 00:00:37,640 --> 00:00:39,759 Speaker 2: Just from not even recording an episode, I. 10 00:00:39,679 --> 00:00:42,920 Speaker 1: Feel like I'm feeling a little burnt out, not gonna lie, 11 00:00:43,079 --> 00:00:46,320 but obviously I'm just like trying to take one step 12 00:00:46,359 --> 00:00:48,880 at a time and like obviously realize how grateful I 13 00:00:48,920 --> 00:00:51,759 am for everything that has happened these past two weeks, 14 00:00:51,759 --> 00:00:55,039 but also just like kind of take a step back 15 00:00:55,119 --> 00:00:57,920 and like, yeah, just like make other things kind of 16 00:00:57,920 --> 00:01:01,960 a priority. But I am back this week. I'm so 17 00:01:02,000 --> 00:01:04,239 sorry that I did not record an episode last week. 18 00:01:04,359 --> 00:01:06,799 If you listened to the episode before this, then you 19 00:01:06,799 --> 00:01:09,359 will know that I took last week off because it 20 00:01:09,480 --> 00:01:13,840 was my husband's thirtieth birthday and I decided to spend 21 00:01:13,840 --> 00:01:16,319 the week just kind of like prepping things for our 22 00:01:16,640 --> 00:01:19,799 trip this weekend. We were in Toronto this past weekend, 23 00:01:19,920 --> 00:01:24,079 and I surprised him with a trip to Toronto with 24 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:28,079 Jay's tickets for the home opener and just honestly like 25 00:01:28,120 --> 00:01:29,359 a little weekend trip him and I. 26 00:01:29,920 --> 00:01:31,920 Speaker 2: And he was so surprised. 27 00:01:31,959 --> 00:01:34,920 Speaker 1: He was so grateful, and he just really really appreciated 28 00:01:34,959 --> 00:01:38,200 the nice gesture that I did for his thirtieth I 29 00:01:38,239 --> 00:01:40,599 of course wanted to go full out, just because obviously 30 00:01:40,640 --> 00:01:43,599 turning thirty is such a big deal. And my husband's 31 00:01:43,599 --> 00:01:46,599 that kind of person where he never wants the attention 32 00:01:46,799 --> 00:01:49,000 to be around him, Like he's always like, no, I 33 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:51,040 don't want anything, or I don't want to party. 34 00:01:51,159 --> 00:01:51,840 Speaker 2: I don't you know. 35 00:01:52,040 --> 00:01:53,439 Speaker 1: He's like kind of also got a little bit of 36 00:01:53,439 --> 00:01:57,000 social anxiety, which is so fine, and he's like, you know, 37 00:01:57,079 --> 00:01:59,040 I just don't really want a big party, Like I 38 00:01:59,079 --> 00:02:02,719 just kind of want something, you know, that's more his vibe. 39 00:02:02,719 --> 00:02:04,439 Like he said, I just want something that I love 40 00:02:04,519 --> 00:02:05,719 and that will make me happy. 41 00:02:05,760 --> 00:02:06,519 Speaker 2: And I'm like, okay. 42 00:02:06,760 --> 00:02:09,280 Speaker 1: This is where I did my deep digging and research 43 00:02:09,319 --> 00:02:11,120 and found out that the Blue Jays had their home 44 00:02:11,159 --> 00:02:12,039 opener the. 45 00:02:11,960 --> 00:02:14,039 Speaker 2: Weekend of his birthday, which is so wild. 46 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:18,800 Speaker 1: So I immediately bought home opener tickets and he was 47 00:02:19,520 --> 00:02:22,280 so happy when we were there, like he's like, this 48 00:02:22,360 --> 00:02:24,800 is such a dream. And obviously the Jays did so 49 00:02:24,919 --> 00:02:28,840 well last year making it to the World Series, and yeah, 50 00:02:28,879 --> 00:02:30,080 he just like has such a. 51 00:02:30,080 --> 00:02:31,840 Speaker 2: Huge love for the sport. 52 00:02:31,919 --> 00:02:33,680 Speaker 1: He's been a Jays fan for years, Like this is 53 00:02:33,680 --> 00:02:36,000 not something he just jumped on last year. Like he's 54 00:02:36,039 --> 00:02:39,800 been loving the Jays since he was like a teenager. 55 00:02:39,919 --> 00:02:41,319 I think another thing that just kind of plays a 56 00:02:41,400 --> 00:02:43,759 huge factor into that is that Zach had a very 57 00:02:43,759 --> 00:02:47,919 close relationship with his grandma, who recently actually passed away 58 00:02:48,039 --> 00:02:50,560 this pass ball and his grandma and him would watch 59 00:02:50,680 --> 00:02:53,400 the Blue Jays games together. Sometimes he would go over, 60 00:02:53,800 --> 00:02:55,360 you know, she would cook us dinner and they would 61 00:02:55,400 --> 00:02:56,639 watch the Jay's game together. 62 00:02:56,639 --> 00:02:59,039 Speaker 2: So it's just kind of like a special bond. When 63 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:00,360 he was sixteen and his. 64 00:03:00,280 --> 00:03:02,800 Speaker 1: Grandma took him and his brother to see his first 65 00:03:03,159 --> 00:03:05,400 Jays game in person. So he just has a very 66 00:03:05,439 --> 00:03:08,319 close bond to like the Jays. And since his grandma's passing, 67 00:03:08,360 --> 00:03:10,400 I feel like he's made it a bigger priority to 68 00:03:11,080 --> 00:03:14,240 at ten more games and watch every single game because 69 00:03:14,319 --> 00:03:17,159 like that's something that he had with his. 70 00:03:17,159 --> 00:03:19,560 Speaker 2: Grandma, like a little relationship that they had with that. 71 00:03:20,039 --> 00:03:22,280 Speaker 1: So I think this game was just like really special 72 00:03:22,360 --> 00:03:24,560 in that sense as well, not even just about like 73 00:03:24,599 --> 00:03:27,240 his birthday, but like you know, just being at the 74 00:03:27,240 --> 00:03:29,840 home opener and like having that opportunity, I think just 75 00:03:29,879 --> 00:03:32,759 meant so much to him, and I'm so grateful that 76 00:03:32,800 --> 00:03:34,199 I was able to do that with him. I think 77 00:03:34,199 --> 00:03:37,439 that was just such a fun weekend, and I love 78 00:03:37,479 --> 00:03:40,639 the Jays. I think it's such a fun activity to do. 79 00:03:40,719 --> 00:03:42,960 If you live in Toronto, or even if you live 80 00:03:43,719 --> 00:03:47,319 in a city that has MLB games, I highly recommend 81 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:50,120 going to a baseball game. They're so entertaining and I 82 00:03:50,159 --> 00:03:52,159 don't know, I have really grown to love the sport. 83 00:03:52,280 --> 00:03:54,240 Speaker 2: I think in the beginning, when I. 84 00:03:54,199 --> 00:03:56,759 Speaker 1: First started dating my husband, I thought it was boring 85 00:03:56,919 --> 00:03:59,879 and I had no interest in really watching theme. But 86 00:04:00,199 --> 00:04:03,319 now I actually really enjoy it and I understand it. 87 00:04:03,439 --> 00:04:07,039 And I've played with Zach, you know, baseball throughout the 88 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:10,960 years because he's grown up to play the sport and he. 89 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:11,879 Speaker 2: Just really loves the sport. 90 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:13,479 Speaker 1: So I just am grateful that I was able to 91 00:04:13,479 --> 00:04:15,919 do that with him for his thirtieth birthday. So that's 92 00:04:15,919 --> 00:04:18,360 what kind of happened this past weekend. Being in Toronto 93 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:20,600 was so fun. I always love seeing the Toronto girls. 94 00:04:20,639 --> 00:04:22,839 I met so many of you guys on the street, 95 00:04:23,079 --> 00:04:26,040 in shops at the hotel, Like, it was so fun 96 00:04:26,120 --> 00:04:27,720 just to meet so many of you, and you guys 97 00:04:27,759 --> 00:04:29,959 come up to me and say hi. So I always 98 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:32,639 appreciate when you guys say something to me. It means 99 00:04:32,759 --> 00:04:34,920 the world to me. So not only did we have 100 00:04:35,319 --> 00:04:38,560 Toronto this weekend for Zach's birthday, but I also had 101 00:04:39,079 --> 00:04:41,680 a house appointment that we got to go through and 102 00:04:41,720 --> 00:04:44,560 walk through our entire house for the very first time, 103 00:04:45,079 --> 00:04:48,879 which was such a surreal feeling seeing things come to life. 104 00:04:49,879 --> 00:04:52,040 Speaker 2: You know, there's been so many design updates. 105 00:04:51,600 --> 00:04:55,680 Speaker 1: With like the archways and the electrical and the plumbing 106 00:04:55,759 --> 00:04:58,879 and just kind of seeing the house fully framed and anyways. 107 00:04:58,879 --> 00:05:01,040 It was just like such an excited walk through. And 108 00:05:01,560 --> 00:05:04,759 we actually have our house set up to be drywalled 109 00:05:04,839 --> 00:05:07,600 in like a week or two, which is wild that 110 00:05:07,600 --> 00:05:08,879 they're already getting to that point. 111 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:11,040 Speaker 2: So things are moving fast. 112 00:05:11,279 --> 00:05:13,720 Speaker 1: And we technically move into our new place in like 113 00:05:13,879 --> 00:05:17,759 four months, which is so wild. So we're very excited 114 00:05:17,920 --> 00:05:21,079 to yeah be in that new place and I feel 115 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:25,199 like my mind has definitely been really focusing on house stuff, 116 00:05:25,279 --> 00:05:28,360 but also birthday party stuff, because if you guys know 117 00:05:28,480 --> 00:05:31,160 my birthdays this weekend, i am turning thirty. Zach and 118 00:05:31,199 --> 00:05:34,680 I are eleven days apart, we're both aries, and I'm 119 00:05:34,720 --> 00:05:37,519 having a big thirtieth birthday party this weekend, and I'm 120 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:41,279 so freaking excited about it, And so I really wanted 121 00:05:41,279 --> 00:05:44,680 to make this episode about me, kind of chatting about 122 00:05:44,800 --> 00:05:47,399 things that I've learned throughout my twenties. It hasn't really 123 00:05:47,399 --> 00:05:50,519 soaked in yet that I'm turning thirty in like four days, 124 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:53,560 and I'm very excited to turn thirty. 125 00:05:53,600 --> 00:05:55,000 Speaker 2: Like, I am very, very excited, but. 126 00:05:54,920 --> 00:05:56,480 Speaker 1: I also feel like there's a part of me where 127 00:05:56,959 --> 00:06:00,519 it's kind of sad and scary to like know that 128 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:03,560 I'm leaving my twenties, because, you know, even though your 129 00:06:03,560 --> 00:06:07,639 twenties are such a interesting time in your life, like, 130 00:06:07,680 --> 00:06:10,879 I feel like my twenties was really a rollercoaster of 131 00:06:11,040 --> 00:06:14,160 everything in terms of like figuring out my career, figuring 132 00:06:14,199 --> 00:06:18,000 out my shit, you know, just like different things that 133 00:06:18,079 --> 00:06:20,279 happened for so many different reasons, and I'm you know, 134 00:06:20,439 --> 00:06:23,279 very grateful for the things that did happen in my life. 135 00:06:23,439 --> 00:06:26,040 And I got married in my twenties, I got engaged, 136 00:06:26,040 --> 00:06:27,839 I got a dog, I got a house, I bought 137 00:06:27,879 --> 00:06:32,279 my first house. Like so much excitement and like beginnings 138 00:06:32,600 --> 00:06:35,519 happened in my twenties, and I think, you know, I 139 00:06:35,560 --> 00:06:38,120 feel like it was such a special time in my life, 140 00:06:38,199 --> 00:06:41,279 and I feel so grateful for the opportunities that I had. 141 00:06:41,920 --> 00:06:43,279 Speaker 2: But I know there's going to be. 142 00:06:43,279 --> 00:06:46,639 Speaker 1: Even more opportunities and more excitement and new beginnings in 143 00:06:46,680 --> 00:06:48,639 my thirties as well. So I think it's just a 144 00:06:48,680 --> 00:06:52,800 bittersweet feeling. And I just like still can't believe that 145 00:06:53,319 --> 00:06:56,279 I'm entering this decade, Like where has the time gone. 146 00:06:56,319 --> 00:06:58,839 So I'm really excited to celebrate my birthday this weekend. 147 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:01,519 My birthdays on the fourth, which is actually on the Saturday, 148 00:07:01,600 --> 00:07:04,319 so I'm having the party the Saturday night. It's also 149 00:07:04,399 --> 00:07:07,480 Easter weekend, which it just so happened that my birthday 150 00:07:07,480 --> 00:07:10,800 fell on Easter this year, but that's okay. So I'm 151 00:07:10,800 --> 00:07:13,360 really excited for you guys to see the photos and 152 00:07:13,399 --> 00:07:14,160 the videos. 153 00:07:14,240 --> 00:07:15,199 Speaker 2: I did a whole theme. 154 00:07:15,480 --> 00:07:18,839 Speaker 1: I went full out with decorations, and we hired a 155 00:07:18,879 --> 00:07:21,560 live band, and anyway, it's going to be so fun, 156 00:07:21,639 --> 00:07:23,839 So make sure to follow me on Instagram and TikTok 157 00:07:24,240 --> 00:07:27,720 if you want to see the party come to life. 158 00:07:27,839 --> 00:07:31,120 So I wrote out a few lessons that I personally 159 00:07:31,120 --> 00:07:34,959 feel like it really hit me in my twenties and 160 00:07:35,399 --> 00:07:38,079 things that I've learned throughout the way, and I just 161 00:07:38,160 --> 00:07:42,439 kind of wanted to share some like real life experiences 162 00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:46,439 that happened in my twenties that I learned from or 163 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:49,360 things that just kind of like opened my eyes about 164 00:07:49,360 --> 00:07:53,439 certain situations and knowing that that's okay that those things happened. 165 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:56,120 And I feel like throughout these past ten years in 166 00:07:56,160 --> 00:07:59,439 the beginning, there's obviously like a different journey in my 167 00:07:59,600 --> 00:08:02,319 early twenties versus my late twenties. And I feel like 168 00:08:03,199 --> 00:08:06,279 probably these last four years, like from twenty six to 169 00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:10,000 twenty nine, I would say I've learned a lot more. 170 00:08:10,560 --> 00:08:12,680 Speaker 2: Than I did in the beginning of my twenties. 171 00:08:12,800 --> 00:08:14,279 Speaker 1: And I feel like in the beginning of my twenties, 172 00:08:14,319 --> 00:08:16,639 I was really trying to figure out my life. And 173 00:08:16,680 --> 00:08:19,800 I think that's very normal, and some people figure out 174 00:08:19,800 --> 00:08:22,279 their life in their later twenties. It really just depends 175 00:08:22,279 --> 00:08:24,399 on the person. But kind of just wanted to share 176 00:08:24,480 --> 00:08:28,240 my story and the lessons that I've learned throughout these 177 00:08:28,279 --> 00:08:32,279 past ten years. In my early twenties, I was in college. 178 00:08:32,840 --> 00:08:38,919 I got my marketing degree and was really focused on business, 179 00:08:38,960 --> 00:08:42,240 and I at that point had no idea what I 180 00:08:42,279 --> 00:08:43,519 was going to do with my life. Like I know 181 00:08:43,720 --> 00:08:46,600 for a fact, I had no idea what my job 182 00:08:46,679 --> 00:08:48,080 was going to be. I had no idea what my 183 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:50,799 career path was going to be. All I knew is 184 00:08:50,799 --> 00:08:53,360 that I loved marketing and I loved being in the 185 00:08:54,080 --> 00:08:56,360 business side of things, but I didn't know. 186 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:58,200 Speaker 2: Like what kind of business side. Right. 187 00:08:58,240 --> 00:09:00,879 Speaker 1: Of course, there's like so many job positions that you 188 00:09:00,879 --> 00:09:03,799 can get in the business field, obviously specifically in the 189 00:09:03,840 --> 00:09:06,600 marketing as well. There's like different positions in the marketing 190 00:09:06,679 --> 00:09:09,039 field that you could do. So I felt like after 191 00:09:09,159 --> 00:09:14,720 college I was very lost in the sense where I didn't. 192 00:09:14,399 --> 00:09:16,759 Speaker 2: Really know what I wanted to do with my life. 193 00:09:17,000 --> 00:09:20,600 Speaker 1: And I remember the first job that I ever got 194 00:09:21,039 --> 00:09:24,799 was a serving job back in the day, and this 195 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:28,399 was like before college, and then I worked at Michael 196 00:09:28,440 --> 00:09:30,120 Corer's during my college days. 197 00:09:30,159 --> 00:09:31,480 Speaker 2: They were very big then. 198 00:09:31,559 --> 00:09:33,840 Speaker 1: So for me, like that job was so cool, Like 199 00:09:33,879 --> 00:09:35,799 I was so happy I had that job, but I 200 00:09:35,879 --> 00:09:37,679 knew it wasn't my forever job, Like I knew that 201 00:09:37,759 --> 00:09:40,240 wasn't like my future plans. 202 00:09:40,879 --> 00:09:42,039 Speaker 2: And then once I. 203 00:09:42,039 --> 00:09:45,120 Speaker 1: Was done college, I ended up working for my dad's 204 00:09:45,120 --> 00:09:48,200 company because again I didn't really know what I wanted 205 00:09:48,200 --> 00:09:49,519 to do with my life, so I thought that was 206 00:09:49,559 --> 00:09:51,600 the best place to start, and my dad was giving 207 00:09:51,639 --> 00:09:54,840 me the opportunity of trying out different positions. So at 208 00:09:54,840 --> 00:09:57,519 one point I was a buyer, so I was helping 209 00:09:57,639 --> 00:10:00,480 purchase things for the store, and then I I decided 210 00:10:00,480 --> 00:10:03,080 to go down the marketing side and help the marketing 211 00:10:03,120 --> 00:10:07,279 team where I was helping with visuals and social media posts. 212 00:10:07,080 --> 00:10:07,799 Speaker 2: And all that. 213 00:10:08,000 --> 00:10:10,639 Speaker 1: And then after that I went down the project management 214 00:10:10,679 --> 00:10:13,559 route where I was essentially managing projects of them building 215 00:10:13,639 --> 00:10:16,279 stores across Canada. So I really kind of jumped around, 216 00:10:16,320 --> 00:10:18,480 not really knowing what I was going to do. I 217 00:10:18,519 --> 00:10:20,919 remember in this point in my life, I was very 218 00:10:21,080 --> 00:10:23,000 lost in the sense where I felt like I didn't 219 00:10:23,039 --> 00:10:26,080 like anything, Like I really did not love any position 220 00:10:26,159 --> 00:10:29,600 that I did. I felt like an office job just 221 00:10:29,639 --> 00:10:32,600 wasn't for me. I felt like it wasn't something that 222 00:10:32,679 --> 00:10:35,399 I was really passionate about. It wasn't something that you know, 223 00:10:35,960 --> 00:10:37,360 made me feel good showing up to. 224 00:10:37,360 --> 00:10:39,720 Speaker 2: Work every single day. And I feel like when you 225 00:10:39,759 --> 00:10:40,720 love your job. 226 00:10:40,639 --> 00:10:43,600 Speaker 1: You're very motivated, You're very driven, and like you want 227 00:10:43,639 --> 00:10:46,279 to do better at it because you love it so much. 228 00:10:46,279 --> 00:10:48,279 And I just felt like every position that I did 229 00:10:48,320 --> 00:10:50,559 with that company, nothing was serving me. 230 00:10:50,639 --> 00:10:53,279 Speaker 2: Like I could just tell that my body was not 231 00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:55,399 wanting this, you know what I mean. 232 00:10:55,399 --> 00:10:57,080 Speaker 1: It was almost like trying to push it away, where 233 00:10:57,080 --> 00:10:59,279 it's like this isn't for you, Like you need to 234 00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:01,440 figure out something else. Like felt like there was just 235 00:11:01,480 --> 00:11:04,000 like signs that things weren't working out for me in 236 00:11:04,039 --> 00:11:06,519 that type of position. So I felt like I had 237 00:11:06,559 --> 00:11:08,639 to do something different and that I had to make 238 00:11:08,679 --> 00:11:11,159 a change. And this is where my social media and 239 00:11:11,279 --> 00:11:15,519 influencer journey kind of started. When you know, my job 240 00:11:15,639 --> 00:11:18,000 kind of took a step back with COVID and I 241 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:20,879 couldn't really do much, which I think, honestly was like 242 00:11:21,399 --> 00:11:24,320 a sign in a sense where it's like I couldn't 243 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:26,759 do the job that was happening, so I had to 244 00:11:26,759 --> 00:11:29,679 do something else and take action. And I felt like 245 00:11:30,039 --> 00:11:33,080 influencing was my calling, Like I felt like that was something. 246 00:11:32,759 --> 00:11:34,519 Speaker 2: That I loved so so much. 247 00:11:34,559 --> 00:11:38,120 Speaker 1: And I've always been into following YouTubers and instagrammers, and 248 00:11:38,159 --> 00:11:40,559 I just never thought it would be something for me. 249 00:11:41,200 --> 00:11:44,080 But at that time, that's when they released reels and 250 00:11:44,200 --> 00:11:45,360 TikTok videos, and then. 251 00:11:45,279 --> 00:11:47,559 Speaker 2: That's when I started to start sharing my life. 252 00:11:48,080 --> 00:11:50,360 Speaker 1: And I don't know, this confidence kind of just like 253 00:11:50,759 --> 00:11:52,840 came out of nowhere too, because I look back at 254 00:11:52,840 --> 00:11:55,639 like my early twenties. I tried to film a YouTube 255 00:11:55,679 --> 00:11:58,480 video when I was twenty one, okay, yeah crazy. 256 00:11:58,840 --> 00:11:59,840 Speaker 2: Zach and I were in Paris. 257 00:11:59,840 --> 00:12:01,840 Speaker 1: I tried to film a YouTube blog and I remember 258 00:12:01,919 --> 00:12:04,759 filming one video and I watched the video back and 259 00:12:04,799 --> 00:12:07,080 I literally deleted it and I said to Zach, I 260 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:09,440 will never be doing that again. Like I was so embarrassed. 261 00:12:09,840 --> 00:12:12,440 I had no confidence in myself. I was like critiquing 262 00:12:12,519 --> 00:12:14,840 everything on my face. I thought I looked ugly, Like 263 00:12:14,879 --> 00:12:18,639 I was just like so beyond hard on myself. And 264 00:12:18,679 --> 00:12:20,799 when I was twenty five, I don't know what happened. 265 00:12:20,840 --> 00:12:23,840 I feel like my confidence just completely shifted. I almost 266 00:12:23,879 --> 00:12:25,879 like had the mindset of where I didn't really care 267 00:12:25,919 --> 00:12:28,039 what people thought of me. I think I just like 268 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:31,399 really wanted to be an influencer. That nothing mattered to me. 269 00:12:31,440 --> 00:12:33,360 I didn't care what people said about me online. I 270 00:12:33,440 --> 00:12:36,320 really just like went straight into it and was like, 271 00:12:36,519 --> 00:12:37,679 I'm just going to do this for myself. 272 00:12:37,679 --> 00:12:40,000 Speaker 2: If things work out, great, if things don't, then it 273 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:40,600 is what it is. 274 00:12:41,000 --> 00:12:43,159 Speaker 1: And so obviously things ended up working out, and that's 275 00:12:43,159 --> 00:12:45,759 when I started to feel like, oh, this is for me, 276 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:47,120 Like this is my passion. 277 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:48,799 Speaker 2: I love it. I'm driven, I'm. 278 00:12:48,679 --> 00:12:51,639 Speaker 1: Motivated, I'm consistent, like I constantly want to show up, 279 00:12:51,679 --> 00:12:53,799 I constantly want to be online. I feel comfortable with 280 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:56,759 sharing my life and it's just something that I always 281 00:12:57,039 --> 00:12:57,639 have enjoyed. 282 00:12:58,000 --> 00:12:59,759 Speaker 2: And so that's kind of how I. 283 00:12:59,679 --> 00:13:01,799 Speaker 1: Figure out like what I wanted to do was really 284 00:13:01,840 --> 00:13:03,799 going through the journey of trying different things, and then 285 00:13:03,799 --> 00:13:07,000 once I found my passion, that's when things started to 286 00:13:07,000 --> 00:13:09,159 become successful and things started to work out, and that's 287 00:13:09,200 --> 00:13:11,960 when I'm like, Okay, this is my calling. Like I 288 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:14,639 am driven, I am motivated. I want this so badly 289 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:16,320 that I want to make this my full time thing. 290 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:18,600 And so that kind of goes with the first lesson, 291 00:13:18,720 --> 00:13:21,600 which is your first job is not your forever path. 292 00:13:21,919 --> 00:13:23,799 So if you're in your early twenties, if you're just 293 00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:25,679 getting out of college, and you think, oh, I need 294 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:27,399 to figure out my career path as soon as I'm 295 00:13:27,399 --> 00:13:28,000 out of school. 296 00:13:28,399 --> 00:13:29,919 Speaker 2: That is not the case whatsoever. 297 00:13:30,080 --> 00:13:32,120 Speaker 1: It took me five to six years to figure out 298 00:13:32,159 --> 00:13:34,480 what I wanted to do with my life and what 299 00:13:34,639 --> 00:13:38,200 my career path was, and that it's important to know 300 00:13:38,279 --> 00:13:39,399 that everybody's. 301 00:13:38,960 --> 00:13:39,759 Speaker 2: Journey is different. 302 00:13:40,039 --> 00:13:42,080 Speaker 1: You might be in your late twenties and still not 303 00:13:42,159 --> 00:13:44,440 knowing what you wanted to do, but I think they'll 304 00:13:44,480 --> 00:13:47,720 be signs and there'll be reasons for you to understand 305 00:13:47,799 --> 00:13:51,240 what is worth putting your energy towards and what is 306 00:13:51,279 --> 00:13:54,039 your calling. And so that's kind of like something that 307 00:13:54,039 --> 00:13:57,000 I've learned that, you know, what I thought was going 308 00:13:57,080 --> 00:13:59,000 to be my favorite thing wasn't. And I'm happy that 309 00:13:59,039 --> 00:14:01,759 I trusted my own guys and went through with something 310 00:14:01,799 --> 00:14:05,080 completely different and becoming my own boss and doing my 311 00:14:05,120 --> 00:14:08,960 own thing and leaving my dad's company and doing something 312 00:14:09,000 --> 00:14:11,919 that I was extremely passionate about that I thought would 313 00:14:12,240 --> 00:14:15,399 be the best thing for myself and my husband and 314 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:18,600 I and anyways, it's just like something that I think 315 00:14:18,639 --> 00:14:21,720 everyone should really trust their own gut. And that's another 316 00:14:21,840 --> 00:14:26,200 lesson that I've learned is really trusting myself and no 317 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:29,360 one else. My parents weren't really supportive at the time. 318 00:14:29,360 --> 00:14:31,799 I think they didn't really understand it, which is so fair. 319 00:14:32,279 --> 00:14:35,360 But I felt like I could take this into my 320 00:14:35,399 --> 00:14:37,600 own hands and like really figure out a career for 321 00:14:37,679 --> 00:14:40,240 myself by doing this, and so I. 322 00:14:40,200 --> 00:14:41,120 Speaker 2: Trusted my own gut. 323 00:14:41,120 --> 00:14:45,000 Speaker 1: I trusted everything in my power to take this responsibility on. 324 00:14:45,679 --> 00:14:48,360 And here we are now doing it full time for 325 00:14:48,399 --> 00:14:51,720 four or five years now, and I'm feeling so incredibly. 326 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:54,480 Speaker 2: Grateful to take that risk and follow my own gut. 327 00:14:54,519 --> 00:14:57,759 Speaker 1: Another thing I've learned through my twenties is that not 328 00:14:57,799 --> 00:14:59,600 all friendships are mental ass forever. 329 00:15:00,080 --> 00:15:02,639 Speaker 2: You will outgrow people and they will outgrow you. 330 00:15:02,960 --> 00:15:05,279 Speaker 1: I have had some friends who have stayed by my 331 00:15:05,399 --> 00:15:07,919 side since day one. I have like my go to 332 00:15:08,039 --> 00:15:10,879 girls that I played sports with, that I grew up with, 333 00:15:11,080 --> 00:15:13,320 and you know, we've been friends since then and we 334 00:15:13,360 --> 00:15:15,159 still have a really good friendship now. 335 00:15:15,240 --> 00:15:17,200 Speaker 2: But I've also had friends. 336 00:15:16,799 --> 00:15:19,120 Speaker 1: Where they were like my ride or dies, like I 337 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:22,039 was seeing them almost every single night, we were doing 338 00:15:22,080 --> 00:15:25,360 things together, like my girls, right, and now we don't 339 00:15:25,360 --> 00:15:28,720 even talk, we don't even you know, have the same passions, 340 00:15:29,480 --> 00:15:33,519 you know, very different people like just different likes, different interests, 341 00:15:33,519 --> 00:15:37,440 like just a lot of differences. And I feel like 342 00:15:37,480 --> 00:15:40,440 that's okay to understand that you're going to outgrow people 343 00:15:40,559 --> 00:15:44,200 and that it's okay to let that go, even though 344 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:46,360 it is hard. I've definitely had a few friendships where 345 00:15:46,480 --> 00:15:48,919 the breakup was hard. I think, you know, it's never 346 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:53,200 easy letting that friendship go, especially when it is someone 347 00:15:53,200 --> 00:15:56,039 that you are so close to. But I think you 348 00:15:56,120 --> 00:16:00,720 have to realize that it's worth being with people who 349 00:16:01,279 --> 00:16:04,279 support you and who want to see you and who 350 00:16:04,320 --> 00:16:05,279 want to show up. 351 00:16:05,159 --> 00:16:07,240 Speaker 2: And who have the same interest with you. 352 00:16:07,279 --> 00:16:09,960 Speaker 1: Like I remember I was trying to force a friendship 353 00:16:10,039 --> 00:16:12,000 when I did have like a friendship breakup at the time, 354 00:16:12,039 --> 00:16:15,240 I was almost trying to like force us to continue 355 00:16:15,240 --> 00:16:18,320 being friends. And I remember when we were forcing like 356 00:16:18,360 --> 00:16:21,000 hangouts and like doing things, I was not enjoying the 357 00:16:21,000 --> 00:16:23,639 time that we were doing because like we just were 358 00:16:23,720 --> 00:16:27,360 so different, Like we had such different passions, such different 359 00:16:27,480 --> 00:16:29,879 almost like different beliefs in a sense, Like I just 360 00:16:29,919 --> 00:16:33,440 felt like we were not aligning on anything. And that's 361 00:16:33,440 --> 00:16:34,960 when I kind of realized that I'm like, why am 362 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,480 I forcing something that shouldn't be forced, Like when you're 363 00:16:37,519 --> 00:16:38,919 in a friendship, it should be natural. 364 00:16:38,960 --> 00:16:39,879 Speaker 2: You should be having. 365 00:16:39,679 --> 00:16:42,159 Speaker 1: Fun, you should be enjoying spending time with them. Like, 366 00:16:42,480 --> 00:16:45,399 if you're not enjoying spending time with that one person, 367 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:49,159 you almost have to like mentally realize that that friendship 368 00:16:49,200 --> 00:16:50,440 is no longer serving you and. 369 00:16:50,399 --> 00:16:52,440 Speaker 2: That it's not meant to continue. 370 00:16:52,799 --> 00:16:54,639 Speaker 1: And I know that's like hard to grasp and hard 371 00:16:54,639 --> 00:16:56,919 to understand, but I do think there is a reason 372 00:16:57,080 --> 00:17:01,200 for that, and that the right people will show up 373 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:04,000 and the right people will be by your side, and 374 00:17:04,039 --> 00:17:07,079 you'll realize that, oh, I'm meant to be with this person, 375 00:17:07,119 --> 00:17:08,920 like I'm meant to have a friendship with this person, 376 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:11,200 Like it feels good, it feels entertaining, Like you want 377 00:17:11,240 --> 00:17:13,559 to surround yourself with people that actually bring out the 378 00:17:13,559 --> 00:17:16,559 best side of you. Right, So I think that's definitely 379 00:17:16,559 --> 00:17:19,920 something that's difficult in your twenties, is the friendship breakups 380 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:23,240 and just like not really understanding why you're outgrowing these 381 00:17:23,240 --> 00:17:23,960 certain people. 382 00:17:24,519 --> 00:17:27,160 Speaker 2: But we're all human, we all grow up. 383 00:17:27,039 --> 00:17:31,119 Speaker 1: To be a specific person and sometimes it's different, and 384 00:17:31,640 --> 00:17:34,000 that's okay. Like know that there is going to be 385 00:17:34,079 --> 00:17:36,519 the right people by your side and that it will 386 00:17:36,559 --> 00:17:38,720 feel so natural, and it will feel so good and 387 00:17:38,759 --> 00:17:42,279 you'll enjoy the company. And I think also when you 388 00:17:42,319 --> 00:17:44,920 get into your later twenties, you actually realize that your 389 00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:48,559 smaller group of friends is better than a big group 390 00:17:48,559 --> 00:17:50,920 of friends, Like you want to keep you know, the 391 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:53,599 close ones to you and understand that it's okay to 392 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:55,279 have a small group of friends and not need like 393 00:17:55,319 --> 00:17:56,400 twenty five girlfriends. 394 00:17:56,599 --> 00:17:57,519 Speaker 2: I do have a. 395 00:17:57,440 --> 00:18:00,759 Speaker 1: Big group of girls, but I would say that I 396 00:18:00,799 --> 00:18:03,839 am closer to like a specific four to five girls 397 00:18:03,839 --> 00:18:06,799 that I consider my best best friends. As you get older, 398 00:18:06,839 --> 00:18:10,400 you realize how busy life is, and you know, I 399 00:18:10,440 --> 00:18:12,039 don't have kids yet, but I know as soon as 400 00:18:12,039 --> 00:18:13,799 I have kids, it's going to be even harder to 401 00:18:13,920 --> 00:18:16,759 like make those efforts of seeing your friends and showing 402 00:18:16,839 --> 00:18:19,000 up and also realizing that there's going to be friends 403 00:18:19,000 --> 00:18:21,680 for different reasons. Like I feel like in my early twenties, 404 00:18:21,720 --> 00:18:23,119 I felt like had my go to girls and that 405 00:18:23,240 --> 00:18:24,960 was it, whereas like now I feel like I have 406 00:18:25,039 --> 00:18:27,279 so many friends for so many different reasons. I have 407 00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:30,440 friends from my sports, I have friends from you know, 408 00:18:30,519 --> 00:18:34,079 my pilates classes. I have my friends from my childhood, 409 00:18:34,119 --> 00:18:37,160 Like there's so many different reasons for different friendships and 410 00:18:37,559 --> 00:18:39,799 that's okay, and that's so normal, and I think that's 411 00:18:39,799 --> 00:18:42,880 so great to have friends for different reasons. And I hope, 412 00:18:42,920 --> 00:18:45,160 you know, when I'm a new mom, maybe you'll have 413 00:18:45,240 --> 00:18:47,799 new mom friends and I'll meet them through you know, 414 00:18:47,920 --> 00:18:50,440 some tip of music class or swim lessons or whatever. 415 00:18:50,519 --> 00:18:52,599 Speaker 2: Right, so you'll have friends in different groups. 416 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:55,000 Speaker 1: And I think that's super healthy, and I think that's 417 00:18:55,480 --> 00:18:57,920 so great to have different types of friendships. 418 00:18:58,039 --> 00:18:59,440 Speaker 2: But yeah, that's kind of like. 419 00:18:59,480 --> 00:19:01,960 Speaker 1: What I've learned about friendships throughout my twenties is just 420 00:19:02,000 --> 00:19:05,599 knowing that people will outgrow you, and that not everything 421 00:19:05,640 --> 00:19:08,359 is meant to last forever, and that you will be 422 00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:10,720 with the right people and you'll realize who the right 423 00:19:10,759 --> 00:19:13,599 people are as you get older. Another lesson I've learned 424 00:19:13,599 --> 00:19:16,720 is the right people will make life easier, not harder. 425 00:19:17,000 --> 00:19:20,960 Speaker 2: This is so freaking true. I felt like my. 426 00:19:20,880 --> 00:19:23,000 Speaker 1: Life got better when the toxic friendships kind of got 427 00:19:23,039 --> 00:19:24,759 out of my life. I started to create kind of 428 00:19:24,759 --> 00:19:28,680 like a smaller circle for myself. I felt like, I, 429 00:19:28,680 --> 00:19:30,799 I don't know, just like saw life in a different 430 00:19:30,839 --> 00:19:34,200 way when I started to put myself first and surrounding 431 00:19:34,240 --> 00:19:37,640 myself with people who I actually enjoy spending time with. 432 00:19:37,720 --> 00:19:39,279 It's just like really important to like cut out the 433 00:19:39,319 --> 00:19:42,839 toxic people and not feel like you need to continuously 434 00:19:42,880 --> 00:19:46,039 have them in your life and know that the good 435 00:19:46,200 --> 00:19:48,240 energy and the good people in your life are. 436 00:19:48,119 --> 00:19:50,480 Speaker 2: Going to give you that good energy that you want. 437 00:19:50,559 --> 00:19:53,799 Speaker 1: Right, So I think it's important too, really just like 438 00:19:53,880 --> 00:19:57,400 cut ends with people who don't bring that positive aspect 439 00:19:57,440 --> 00:19:59,759 that you want in your life, and that your life 440 00:19:59,799 --> 00:20:02,839 will get better when you are with the right people 441 00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:04,920 and it will get easier to You could also think 442 00:20:04,960 --> 00:20:06,960 of like a toxic boyfriend, Like if you feel like 443 00:20:07,000 --> 00:20:10,400 you're not like seeing that future or you're not seeing 444 00:20:10,839 --> 00:20:13,359 you know, that progress that you wanted in your life, 445 00:20:13,359 --> 00:20:15,559 and maybe there's something that's holding you back, and that 446 00:20:15,599 --> 00:20:18,039 could be because you might be with someone that might 447 00:20:18,079 --> 00:20:20,480 not be the right fit for you. And so I 448 00:20:20,480 --> 00:20:22,839 feel like when you find your person, everything just feels 449 00:20:22,960 --> 00:20:26,279 right and the path feels right, the growth feels right, 450 00:20:26,440 --> 00:20:30,160 and you're all in alignment with your future goals. And 451 00:20:30,519 --> 00:20:33,839 I think it's such an important factor of like, when 452 00:20:33,880 --> 00:20:36,440 you are looking for your person and your boyfriend or 453 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:39,920 your partner, it's important to have someone that is growing 454 00:20:39,960 --> 00:20:42,519 with you and making life easier as well. 455 00:20:43,880 --> 00:20:45,279 Speaker 2: So yeah, I just thought I. 456 00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:47,039 Speaker 1: Would throw that in there as well, because it's not 457 00:20:47,119 --> 00:20:49,599 just about like the people you surround yourself with when 458 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:52,000 it comes to friends, but it's also like the spouse 459 00:20:52,039 --> 00:20:54,440 that you decide to choose and marry, and that partner 460 00:20:54,480 --> 00:20:56,359 that you want to be with is definitely going to 461 00:20:56,400 --> 00:20:58,839 help you in your life as well and. 462 00:20:58,799 --> 00:21:00,480 Speaker 2: Just make everything so much esier. 463 00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:02,799 Speaker 1: Another lesson I've learned is that you don't need to 464 00:21:02,799 --> 00:21:04,799 have your life all figured out in your twenties. 465 00:21:04,839 --> 00:21:07,359 Speaker 2: Most people are figuring it out as they go. 466 00:21:07,559 --> 00:21:10,000 Speaker 1: This is kind of similar to the whole job thing, 467 00:21:10,240 --> 00:21:13,920 like know that your job will come and you will 468 00:21:14,000 --> 00:21:16,160 know when it does come to you at. 469 00:21:16,039 --> 00:21:16,720 Speaker 2: The right time. 470 00:21:16,880 --> 00:21:18,759 Speaker 1: And another thing that's kind of made me realize, where, 471 00:21:19,160 --> 00:21:21,640 you know, I'm trying to figure life out still and 472 00:21:21,799 --> 00:21:23,440 figure out like where it's going to go. 473 00:21:23,519 --> 00:21:25,480 Speaker 2: Is my whole like prepping for pregnancy. 474 00:21:25,519 --> 00:21:29,759 Speaker 1: I've always had this massive fear of getting pregnant, and 475 00:21:30,079 --> 00:21:31,720 I kind of came to the realization that I just 476 00:21:31,759 --> 00:21:33,640 need to do it in my own timeline and not 477 00:21:33,720 --> 00:21:36,920 force anything because I feel like some people just jump 478 00:21:37,000 --> 00:21:38,720 right into it, which is so fine if you feel 479 00:21:38,799 --> 00:21:42,240 ready to do. So that's great, but I have never 480 00:21:42,319 --> 00:21:45,480 felt ready until now, Like I have not had that 481 00:21:45,519 --> 00:21:48,240 feeling where I'm like, oh, like I want to have 482 00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:49,799 a baby so badly. Like I feel like I know 483 00:21:49,839 --> 00:21:52,799 some girlfriends of mine personally who are like born to 484 00:21:52,799 --> 00:21:54,759 be a mother, Like they just like they felt the 485 00:21:54,839 --> 00:21:58,240 drive to have a kid immediately, which is so amazing 486 00:21:58,319 --> 00:22:01,000 and so cool. And sometimes I'm like, I wish I 487 00:22:01,039 --> 00:22:03,480 had that drive of like wanting to become a mom 488 00:22:03,559 --> 00:22:05,720 or have that instant feeling of knowing when that was 489 00:22:05,759 --> 00:22:09,599 going to be. And I'd realized that, like everyone's timeline 490 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:12,920 is different and that, you know, my feeling of like 491 00:22:13,319 --> 00:22:16,480 wanting that just is taking longer, and my feeling of 492 00:22:16,519 --> 00:22:19,240 like wanting motherhood and like wanting to become pregnant is 493 00:22:19,319 --> 00:22:22,039 just coming at a later time for me. And that's okay, 494 00:22:23,119 --> 00:22:25,440 And yeah, I've just kind of accepted that, and I'm 495 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:29,000 just trying to also find ways, like how can I 496 00:22:29,119 --> 00:22:32,160 grow myself in a way where I feel mentally ready 497 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:34,599 to take on this part of my life. 498 00:22:34,680 --> 00:22:36,880 Speaker 2: So it's okay to not have it figured it out. 499 00:22:37,119 --> 00:22:38,839 Speaker 1: I still don't have it figured out, and I'm still 500 00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:42,599 trying to figure it out, but you know, life will 501 00:22:42,599 --> 00:22:44,920 go on and you will learn and you will figure 502 00:22:44,920 --> 00:22:48,880 out that you will eventually like feel this urge of 503 00:22:48,960 --> 00:22:51,319 like knowing when you're ready to take on a newly 504 00:22:51,480 --> 00:22:52,880 of faith or a new journey. 505 00:22:53,400 --> 00:22:54,799 Speaker 2: And I just really. 506 00:22:54,559 --> 00:22:58,519 Speaker 1: Always believe in signs and just kind of like always 507 00:22:58,599 --> 00:23:00,839 again going back to trusting your guy of knowing when 508 00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:03,880 things feel right. So I'm a firm believer in that. 509 00:23:03,960 --> 00:23:05,799 And for me, that's like how I feel like I 510 00:23:05,839 --> 00:23:10,240 really try and navigate my life and my goals in life, 511 00:23:11,039 --> 00:23:13,440 and it's just something that I've always kind of done 512 00:23:13,480 --> 00:23:14,079 for myself. 513 00:23:14,279 --> 00:23:16,240 Speaker 2: This lesson is probably the first lesson that. 514 00:23:16,200 --> 00:23:20,319 Speaker 1: I've learned, honestly this specific year of being twenty nine, 515 00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:24,559 and that is rest is also something that we consider productive. 516 00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:28,680 And I think rest is something that I've made a 517 00:23:28,880 --> 00:23:33,160 huge commitment for myself this year because I've always been 518 00:23:33,160 --> 00:23:35,160 that kind of person that loves to be go, go go. 519 00:23:35,319 --> 00:23:36,960 I feel like I'm always like on the go, wanting 520 00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:40,200 to do things like keeping myself busy, and as soon 521 00:23:40,240 --> 00:23:42,319 as I got my back injury and as soon as 522 00:23:42,359 --> 00:23:44,279 I felt like I put too much on my plate 523 00:23:44,319 --> 00:23:47,839 when it came to like work, buying a house, you know, 524 00:23:48,359 --> 00:23:50,799 getting married, Like so many things happened in such a 525 00:23:50,839 --> 00:23:54,920 short period of time that I felt like my body 526 00:23:55,000 --> 00:23:57,440 was telling me, you need to take a step back 527 00:23:57,640 --> 00:24:00,000 and you need to rest. Like the fact you're injuring yourself, 528 00:24:00,079 --> 00:24:02,400 the fact you're not listening to your body. You need 529 00:24:02,440 --> 00:24:04,720 to find ways to relax, and you need to understand 530 00:24:04,799 --> 00:24:07,720 that it's important to rest and it's important to take 531 00:24:07,759 --> 00:24:10,960 breaks because if you don't take those breaks, then. 532 00:24:11,000 --> 00:24:12,279 Speaker 2: Like bad things are going to happen. 533 00:24:12,519 --> 00:24:15,519 Speaker 1: Right, And so, going back to the back injury, I 534 00:24:15,599 --> 00:24:18,640 overdid it and I'm learning now that I shouldn't have 535 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:22,720 done that, And so I have taken almost two to 536 00:24:22,759 --> 00:24:27,039 three months off working out completely, and that was really 537 00:24:27,119 --> 00:24:30,279 really tough on me mentally. Eventually I found some type 538 00:24:30,319 --> 00:24:33,160 of routine for myself that worked, and I'm still trying 539 00:24:33,160 --> 00:24:35,599 to figure out a routine for myself. Like I've gone 540 00:24:35,599 --> 00:24:37,519 from working out five to six times a week to 541 00:24:37,640 --> 00:24:40,680 like three times a week if I'm lucky, and I've 542 00:24:40,720 --> 00:24:44,119 realized that that's okay, and that slowing down has actually 543 00:24:44,119 --> 00:24:45,400 benefited me so much. 544 00:24:45,599 --> 00:24:47,519 Speaker 2: I am feeling so good from. 545 00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:50,640 Speaker 1: Taking the break and understanding what my body actually needs 546 00:24:51,039 --> 00:24:53,799 some people, you know, need the five times a week 547 00:24:53,839 --> 00:24:56,480 and others don't write and never say never. I don't 548 00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:58,079 know a five years from now I'll be able to 549 00:24:58,079 --> 00:24:59,240 do four to five times a week. 550 00:24:59,279 --> 00:25:00,000 Speaker 2: Again, I have no way. 551 00:25:00,359 --> 00:25:03,839 Speaker 1: But right now my calling is to slow down and 552 00:25:03,920 --> 00:25:06,640 to work out a little bit less and that's okay. 553 00:25:06,680 --> 00:25:08,799 And I'm realizing that my body just needs the rest 554 00:25:08,880 --> 00:25:12,279 right now, and I'm enjoying that, and I'm understanding that 555 00:25:12,400 --> 00:25:17,079 it's so so important to just like really rest and 556 00:25:17,559 --> 00:25:20,000 like realize how important it is for yourself to just 557 00:25:20,039 --> 00:25:23,559 like relax, chill and not stress. I've also tried to 558 00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:27,440 really take on meditation, I've really been trying to get 559 00:25:27,480 --> 00:25:31,720 into yoga, just trying to find ways to relax my body, 560 00:25:32,039 --> 00:25:35,559 going to the spaw War, booking massages like once again, 561 00:25:35,640 --> 00:25:39,440 just really trying to make rest a priority and really 562 00:25:39,480 --> 00:25:42,160 just slowing down my life, which I think is so 563 00:25:42,160 --> 00:25:44,720 so important. Eventually, I'll realize that I feel like in 564 00:25:44,759 --> 00:25:47,119 your late twenties that it's important for life to slow 565 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:51,119 down a bit, and yeah, just something that I've learned 566 00:25:51,759 --> 00:25:54,640 now and not something that I learned in my early twenties. 567 00:25:54,920 --> 00:25:58,599 Another lesson is you can start over. Multiple times, and 568 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:00,519 you can do everything right and still you'll not get 569 00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:01,920 the outcome that you wanted. 570 00:26:02,119 --> 00:26:02,759 Speaker 2: I've had so. 571 00:26:02,759 --> 00:26:05,440 Speaker 1: Many moments in my life where you know, some things 572 00:26:05,480 --> 00:26:09,759 have failed, or there's been things where I, you know, 573 00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:12,839 want to try again or do something different and they 574 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:16,200 just don't work out. I feel like failure is a 575 00:26:16,240 --> 00:26:19,559 source of motivation for myself. I see failure as Okay, 576 00:26:19,599 --> 00:26:22,000 what can I do better? How can I improve? What 577 00:26:22,039 --> 00:26:25,000 can I do different? And I always look back at 578 00:26:25,000 --> 00:26:27,519 those moments in my life where I, did, you know, 579 00:26:27,599 --> 00:26:30,839 try so hard for something and I didn't succeed, But 580 00:26:30,920 --> 00:26:34,279 I never stopped, like, I never stopped believing in myself. 581 00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:38,480 I always used things that I've failed in my life 582 00:26:38,559 --> 00:26:39,960 as a source of motivation. 583 00:26:40,319 --> 00:26:43,440 Speaker 2: So I always think there's something that can be improved on. 584 00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:45,720 Speaker 1: I always think there's something that we can, you know, 585 00:26:46,039 --> 00:26:50,480 push ourselves to do better at. And sometimes it's okay 586 00:26:50,599 --> 00:26:54,480 to do something multiple times in order to get things right. 587 00:26:54,680 --> 00:26:57,680 So that's definitely something that I've learned and something that 588 00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:00,319 I feel like has been throughout my entire twenties. Is 589 00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:03,039 just kind of going through this rollercoaster of like seeing 590 00:27:03,079 --> 00:27:05,519 failure but using it as my source of motivation to 591 00:27:05,599 --> 00:27:08,839 like get myself back up and seeing the success that 592 00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:09,480 it turns. 593 00:27:09,240 --> 00:27:10,119 Speaker 2: Out to be eventually. 594 00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:14,039 Speaker 1: Right, So just know that it's okay to go on 595 00:27:14,079 --> 00:27:17,039 your own timeline and that you can do it again 596 00:27:17,279 --> 00:27:20,599 if you failed, and that there's no one stopping you 597 00:27:20,799 --> 00:27:23,839 right like you do what you think is best for yourself. 598 00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:28,119 And yeah, that's just something that I wanted to chat about. 599 00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:31,160 Another lesson is no one is thinking about you as 600 00:27:31,240 --> 00:27:36,799 much as you think. This is such an important lesson 601 00:27:36,839 --> 00:27:40,279 to learn because I have been a chronic overthinker for 602 00:27:40,640 --> 00:27:43,599 my entire life. Essentially, like I feel like something goes 603 00:27:43,599 --> 00:27:45,680 wrong in a conversation that I've had with someone and 604 00:27:45,720 --> 00:27:46,599 I start overthinking. 605 00:27:46,599 --> 00:27:48,000 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my god, I shouldn't have said that. 606 00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:51,440 Speaker 1: Like I'm thinking so much into this one conversation that 607 00:27:51,480 --> 00:27:53,279 I had with a friend when I'm telling you right 608 00:27:53,319 --> 00:27:56,440 now that one person probably isn't thinking about that conversation. 609 00:27:56,480 --> 00:27:59,559 They probably literally didn't even think twice of it. And 610 00:27:59,680 --> 00:28:01,839 so so this is something that I feel like I'm 611 00:28:01,839 --> 00:28:03,319 still working on. I think that's something that a lot 612 00:28:03,319 --> 00:28:06,119 of people can work on. Is just like not overthinking 613 00:28:06,279 --> 00:28:09,440 and thinking too much of it, but you are really 614 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:13,160 the only person that cares so much, Like everybody cares 615 00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:16,720 about themselves, right like, not everyone's going to over care 616 00:28:16,759 --> 00:28:19,400 about something that you said to them or something that 617 00:28:19,839 --> 00:28:22,200 you thought may have impacted the relationship or whatever. 618 00:28:22,240 --> 00:28:24,799 Speaker 2: Right like, you are thinking about it so much. 619 00:28:24,599 --> 00:28:29,160 Speaker 1: More than that person is, and yeah, just don't overthink, 620 00:28:29,319 --> 00:28:31,680 don't overstress. I'm still working on it, and I'm not 621 00:28:31,720 --> 00:28:33,359 going to say I'm perfect at it right now, but 622 00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:37,960 definitely something that I am. I'm definitely an overthinker and 623 00:28:38,039 --> 00:28:41,240 I'm just constantly trying to improve that for myself, and 624 00:28:41,279 --> 00:28:44,200 that is something that I'm still working on and that's okay. 625 00:28:44,279 --> 00:28:47,920 Another one is being uncomfortable usually means you're growing, and 626 00:28:47,960 --> 00:28:50,440 that is something that I'm definitely going through right now. 627 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:55,440 I have been very uncomfortable these past few months going 628 00:28:55,440 --> 00:28:58,160 into this year because I feel like there's been a 629 00:28:58,200 --> 00:28:59,119 lot of change. 630 00:28:59,559 --> 00:29:03,200 Speaker 2: Obviously, the thought of moving has definitely hit me. 631 00:29:03,960 --> 00:29:05,920 Speaker 1: You know, moving into a new house I'm really really 632 00:29:05,960 --> 00:29:08,680 excited for, but I also know that it's leaving something 633 00:29:08,759 --> 00:29:12,519 behind and this house here, we've built so many amazing 634 00:29:12,559 --> 00:29:16,599 memories with you know, be engaged, getting Freddie, being married. 635 00:29:17,559 --> 00:29:19,039 You know, I don't know there's just like so many 636 00:29:19,799 --> 00:29:23,960 amazing things about this house that I'm very like emotional 637 00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:27,960 about thinking about it because it just means so much 638 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:29,759 to us. It's our first house that we ever bought, 639 00:29:30,039 --> 00:29:31,799 and I know it's going to be really really hard 640 00:29:31,839 --> 00:29:36,240 to leave, but I know that it's important to move 641 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:38,759 on to the next. Another one has been obviously, like 642 00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:42,160 understanding that I'm turning thirty and that I'm leaving my 643 00:29:42,279 --> 00:29:44,279 twenties kind of something that's. 644 00:29:44,039 --> 00:29:46,200 Speaker 2: Been hard to understand and grasp. 645 00:29:47,079 --> 00:29:50,440 Speaker 1: But I know thirties are going to be the best 646 00:29:50,720 --> 00:29:55,200 years yet and something that I'm trying to really look 647 00:29:55,279 --> 00:30:00,319 forward to and see that excitement. And then also just 648 00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:03,559 like the uncomfortable thought of like again starting a family 649 00:30:03,599 --> 00:30:05,960 and all that, Like I'm scared because I know my 650 00:30:06,039 --> 00:30:08,079 life is going to change a lot. I am a 651 00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:11,799 very work driven individual that really does love my job, 652 00:30:12,359 --> 00:30:16,480 but you know, taking home responsibility obviously of like raising 653 00:30:16,519 --> 00:30:19,400 a child is definitely scary, but also something that I've 654 00:30:19,440 --> 00:30:21,880 always wanted. I've always wanted to be a mom, I've 655 00:30:21,880 --> 00:30:25,400 always wanted to have a family with Zach, and so 656 00:30:25,759 --> 00:30:28,720 I know this is my calling and something that I 657 00:30:28,799 --> 00:30:31,680 just need to build the courage of doing even though 658 00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:35,160 I am terrified, I am excited. So something that I've 659 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:38,880 definitely like, you know, have grown a lot in honestly, 660 00:30:38,920 --> 00:30:40,799 within this past year, this has been like something that 661 00:30:40,799 --> 00:30:44,000 I've been really working towards and I finally feel you know, 662 00:30:44,279 --> 00:30:46,519 ready and excited and anyway, it's just something that I 663 00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,519 kind of wanted to open up about because I feel like, yeah, 664 00:30:49,519 --> 00:30:54,279 it's something that's always really hard when you're like uncomfortable 665 00:30:54,279 --> 00:30:56,759 with change and you're uncomfortable with things that are new, 666 00:30:57,000 --> 00:31:00,200 and that just means that you are growing. And that's 667 00:31:00,200 --> 00:31:03,839 something that I've really learned these past few years, and 668 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:07,319 I'm trying to see growth as an exciting thing as well, 669 00:31:07,480 --> 00:31:12,160 not something to be scared of, but excitement and you know, again, 670 00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:14,319 better things just come as. 671 00:31:14,119 --> 00:31:16,000 Speaker 2: You continue to make changes. 672 00:31:16,160 --> 00:31:20,200 Speaker 1: Another one is the way you talk to yourself actually matters. 673 00:31:20,319 --> 00:31:23,759 And you guys know that I have pushed positive self 674 00:31:23,799 --> 00:31:27,319 talk so much and that when you bring negative energy 675 00:31:27,319 --> 00:31:29,960 to yourself, it's going to create negative vibes in general. 676 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:31,200 Speaker 2: Like it's just the reality. 677 00:31:31,680 --> 00:31:34,400 Speaker 1: So it's so important to not be so hard on 678 00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:38,000 yourself and realize that the way you talk to yourself 679 00:31:38,119 --> 00:31:40,519 really does make a huge impact in yourself and your 680 00:31:40,519 --> 00:31:44,200 mental health, and why it's so important to just speak 681 00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,599 so highly about yourself. And that kind of goes into 682 00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:50,160 the next lesson, which is ignoring your mental health doesn't 683 00:31:50,160 --> 00:31:54,960 make it go away. Mental health is so crucial. If 684 00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:57,359 I think about me in my early twenties, I know 685 00:31:57,519 --> 00:32:00,279 for a fact I did not give two shits about 686 00:32:00,319 --> 00:32:03,480 my mental health. Now it's something that I literally make 687 00:32:03,480 --> 00:32:05,680 the biggest priority ever. If I'm feeling anxious and I'm 688 00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:08,279 feeling like I'm overstressed or I need to take a 689 00:32:08,319 --> 00:32:11,039 step back, like I fully will put work to the 690 00:32:11,079 --> 00:32:14,359 side and focus on my mental health over anything else. 691 00:32:14,440 --> 00:32:17,240 Like that, to me is the biggest priority. And so 692 00:32:17,839 --> 00:32:20,640 you realize that as you get older. But your mental 693 00:32:20,640 --> 00:32:23,839 health is so crucial and it plays such a huge 694 00:32:23,839 --> 00:32:27,920 impact in your life, in your career, in anything really, 695 00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:31,839 So definitely like making your mental health a huge priority 696 00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:35,599 is something that I will always always stress about and 697 00:32:35,799 --> 00:32:38,200 will always tell you that you always need to make 698 00:32:38,200 --> 00:32:39,920 that first over. 699 00:32:39,799 --> 00:32:40,960 Speaker 2: Anything else in life. 700 00:32:41,000 --> 00:32:44,279 Speaker 1: And then the last lesson that I've learned is you 701 00:32:44,319 --> 00:32:47,599 don't get your early twenties back, so stop waiting to live. 702 00:32:47,759 --> 00:32:50,920 I personally tried to make my entire twenties, the years 703 00:32:51,039 --> 00:32:54,359 of travel. I knew that traveling was such an important 704 00:32:54,359 --> 00:32:57,680 thing in my life, and I have been to so 705 00:32:57,839 --> 00:33:00,720 many incredible places and I don't regret any of it. 706 00:33:00,839 --> 00:33:04,039 Spending my money on travel is truly the best thing ever. 707 00:33:04,480 --> 00:33:07,519 Speaker 2: I feel like social media has definitely painted the. 708 00:33:07,519 --> 00:33:10,839 Speaker 1: Picture of like everybody needs a burke in, everybody needs 709 00:33:10,839 --> 00:33:13,799 a YSL handbag, everybody needs you know, designer handbag, blah 710 00:33:13,799 --> 00:33:15,759 bah blah. Like if I could tell you to spend 711 00:33:15,799 --> 00:33:17,519 your money on one thing, it would not be that, 712 00:33:17,759 --> 00:33:22,279 it would be travel as much as you can. That 713 00:33:22,559 --> 00:33:26,319 is what I think is worth every single penny. I 714 00:33:26,319 --> 00:33:30,599 can hope. I hope my thirties are just as much 715 00:33:30,880 --> 00:33:33,200 of a travel year for me. I hope I can 716 00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:36,359 bring my kids to places and continue to do those 717 00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:39,000 amazing things as a family. Like I don't ever want 718 00:33:39,039 --> 00:33:41,720 to stop traveling, but I just want to say that, 719 00:33:41,799 --> 00:33:44,319 like travel now as much as you can, because it 720 00:33:44,759 --> 00:33:47,079 really is the best when it's in your twenties. I 721 00:33:47,119 --> 00:33:50,759 can think of so many amazing memories of just like 722 00:33:51,039 --> 00:33:53,720 traveling all of Europe with my husband, and like doing 723 00:33:53,720 --> 00:33:57,000 so many fun things together, traveling with my sister, like, 724 00:33:57,359 --> 00:33:59,079 I don't know, I don't regret any of it, and 725 00:33:59,119 --> 00:34:02,200 I think it's so important and so crucial to just 726 00:34:02,680 --> 00:34:06,200 do that and really make that a huge priority. So 727 00:34:06,839 --> 00:34:10,079 I always think about, oh, what was my favorite memory of, 728 00:34:10,280 --> 00:34:12,559 you know, when I was twenty six, or when I 729 00:34:12,599 --> 00:34:14,320 always say a trip, like I always think of a 730 00:34:14,360 --> 00:34:17,800 trip that brings back so many fun memories, and I 731 00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:20,239 truly think that's, like, yeah, one of my favorite parts 732 00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:22,159 of just like what I did in my twenties. So 733 00:34:22,199 --> 00:34:24,440 those are all the lessons I feel like I've learned 734 00:34:24,719 --> 00:34:28,639 throughout these past ten years of my twenties. But now 735 00:34:28,679 --> 00:34:30,280 I want to talk about things that I'm taking into 736 00:34:30,280 --> 00:34:32,800 my thirties, and there's still kind of lessons I guess 737 00:34:32,800 --> 00:34:35,519 in a way, but one of them being I stopped 738 00:34:35,639 --> 00:34:37,679 saying yes to things that I didn't. 739 00:34:37,480 --> 00:34:39,760 Speaker 2: Want to go to. So if the girls are going 740 00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:41,480 out to a bar, I don't want to go to 741 00:34:41,519 --> 00:34:43,199 a bar. So if I don't want to go to 742 00:34:43,239 --> 00:34:44,440 a bar, why am I saying yes? 743 00:34:45,039 --> 00:34:49,239 Speaker 1: I say no to things that I don't want to do, 744 00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:52,000 and I feel okay with saying no to those things. 745 00:34:52,079 --> 00:34:53,960 I used to feel so forced to say yes to 746 00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:55,639 do things because I'm like, oh, I'm gonna have fomo, 747 00:34:55,719 --> 00:34:58,679 I'm gonna miss out whatever. Well, if I would rather 748 00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:00,480 be in my bed, or if I you'd rather just 749 00:35:00,559 --> 00:35:02,880 chill at my house, why am I forcing myself to 750 00:35:02,880 --> 00:35:07,320 go out? So just really always tell yourself like, is 751 00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:10,239 this worth going to? Is this something I actually want 752 00:35:10,280 --> 00:35:13,559 to do? Is there any benefit out of doing this? No, 753 00:35:14,000 --> 00:35:16,159 So don't force something that you don't want to do. 754 00:35:16,280 --> 00:35:19,760 Realize that it's okay to protect your piece. It's okay 755 00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:22,639 to stay home and not force yourself to do something 756 00:35:22,679 --> 00:35:23,559 that you don't want to do. 757 00:35:23,679 --> 00:35:24,400 Speaker 2: If you don't want to. 758 00:35:24,400 --> 00:35:26,719 Speaker 1: Travel with someone, or you don't want to spend your 759 00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:30,039 money on something. Again, it's okay to say no and 760 00:35:30,119 --> 00:35:32,280 not do it. You have to do what you think 761 00:35:32,360 --> 00:35:35,119 is best for yourself. The simple things in life are 762 00:35:35,119 --> 00:35:37,360 truly just the best. And I think you also just 763 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:40,599 realize how important those simple things that you do on 764 00:35:40,639 --> 00:35:42,960 a day to day basis. Another one is I stop 765 00:35:43,039 --> 00:35:46,840 chasing people who aren't choosing me. Again, going back to friendships, 766 00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:49,079 be with the people that you actually want to surround 767 00:35:49,079 --> 00:35:52,400 yourself with. Let's not continue to be with someone that's 768 00:35:52,400 --> 00:35:55,880 bringing toxic energy into our life. Another one is trusting 769 00:35:55,880 --> 00:35:58,000 your own gut. That is probably the biggest thing that 770 00:35:58,000 --> 00:36:01,239 I could take away from this is always trusting yourself 771 00:36:01,480 --> 00:36:03,760 and no one else. And then the last one is 772 00:36:03,840 --> 00:36:06,920 focusing more on the present instead of constantly. 773 00:36:06,480 --> 00:36:08,199 Speaker 2: Chasing the next thing. 774 00:36:08,559 --> 00:36:11,599 Speaker 1: It's so important to just really focus on the goals 775 00:36:11,599 --> 00:36:14,320 that you want to achieve for yourself in this present 776 00:36:14,440 --> 00:36:18,800 time first overthinking about those big goals that you want 777 00:36:18,800 --> 00:36:22,000 in life and like years from now. It's important just 778 00:36:22,039 --> 00:36:24,280 to take one step at a time because eventually you'll 779 00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:26,559 get to that big goal that you want years to come, 780 00:36:26,639 --> 00:36:29,079 but let's just focus on the present and focus on 781 00:36:29,159 --> 00:36:31,079 things that we can currently do in our life. 782 00:36:31,159 --> 00:36:32,840 Speaker 2: So that's kind of all. 783 00:36:32,679 --> 00:36:34,519 Speaker 1: The things I really wanted to talk about in my 784 00:36:34,599 --> 00:36:38,039 twenties and going into my thirties. I feel like my 785 00:36:38,079 --> 00:36:41,639 twenties was definitely a rollercoaster. It was definitely years that 786 00:36:41,760 --> 00:36:44,599 I was just trying to figure out my life. Obviously, 787 00:36:44,639 --> 00:36:47,360 like I started off with not knowing what I was 788 00:36:47,400 --> 00:36:50,599 going to do, and I'm ending off my twenties with 789 00:36:50,880 --> 00:36:54,000 figuring my shit out and you know, being married and 790 00:36:54,639 --> 00:36:56,239 seeing the success that has. 791 00:36:56,159 --> 00:36:57,239 Speaker 2: Happened with my career. 792 00:36:57,519 --> 00:37:02,320 Speaker 1: It truly has been such credible ten years, and I'm 793 00:37:02,440 --> 00:37:07,000 so beyond grateful for all the opportunities and amazing memories 794 00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:09,719 that I've created in my twenties. And I know my 795 00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:13,400 thirties are going to be about choosing what actually matters. 796 00:37:13,639 --> 00:37:17,000 Thirties are going to be the year that I just 797 00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:19,920 you know, might still be figuring some stuff out. 798 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:21,519 Speaker 2: I hope it's just a year that I. 799 00:37:21,519 --> 00:37:24,480 Speaker 1: Focus on the little things, the simple things, the things 800 00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:27,159 that bring me so much joy. And yeah, i just 801 00:37:27,199 --> 00:37:28,920 think my thirties are really going to be the year 802 00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:32,480 that I love the most, to be honest, and I'm 803 00:37:32,519 --> 00:37:36,920 so excited for the new chapters, the new opportunities, and 804 00:37:37,119 --> 00:37:40,679 the new excitement that will be brought into my life. 805 00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:44,519 Speaker 2: So that is today's episode. I hope you guys enjoyed it. 806 00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:47,519 Speaker 1: I really wanted to just chat with you guys about 807 00:37:47,880 --> 00:37:50,760 my journey, and for anyone that's currently in their twenties 808 00:37:51,079 --> 00:37:55,320 or in their thirties, like comment down below something that 809 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:59,159 you may have learned throughout your life and it might 810 00:37:59,239 --> 00:38:01,199 just create some inspiration for all of us. 811 00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:03,119 Speaker 2: But I'm so grateful for. 812 00:38:03,039 --> 00:38:06,119 Speaker 1: This community, and I'm so grateful for you guys being here, 813 00:38:06,159 --> 00:38:08,719 So thank you so much for always tuning in and 814 00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:11,719 listening to the episode. So I love you guys. Also 815 00:38:11,840 --> 00:38:14,440 much thank you guys for listening. If you're new, definitely 816 00:38:14,440 --> 00:38:16,800 make sure to follow at the Hawkrow Energy Instagram page. 817 00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:20,679 You can also follow me Kaylee I Am on Instagram, TikTok, 818 00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:24,280 and YouTube. Make sure to follow along because birthday content 819 00:38:24,400 --> 00:38:26,920 is coming obviously with me turning thirty this weekend. It's 820 00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:29,000 going to be so fun and I cannot wait to 821 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:30,000 share everything. 822 00:38:29,679 --> 00:38:31,679 Speaker 2: With you guys. So love you guys all so much. 823 00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:33,599 Thanks for listening, and I will see you guys in 824 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:42,199 next week's episode.