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<v Speaker 1>M hm yes, oh yeah, come right on in. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>sit down there for me. Love. No, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>You're not in any trouble. How come every time you

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<v Speaker 1>come in here you are saying that you are going

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<v Speaker 1>to be in the worst trouble of your life. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just something I've wondered. Now. I was going over our

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<v Speaker 1>Q four performance and looking at it in comparison to

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<v Speaker 1>our que projections. Well, you know that we don't follow

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<v Speaker 1>the traditional calendar when it comes to such. Yeah, exactly. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so particularly in terms of your department. Well, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>know you're not the department head, and there's no need

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<v Speaker 1>to rub it in. I've been trying to get you

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<v Speaker 1>to be the department head for how long. You're so

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<v Speaker 1>thunderheaded about it, aren't you? Anyways? Okay, So back to

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<v Speaker 1>what I was saying, mister thunderheaded, when it comes to

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<v Speaker 1>your performance, you can. I just sadly we're not seeing

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<v Speaker 1>a reason appoint us upper management in continuing to have

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<v Speaker 1>your department open. It doesn't seem to be needed. Other

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<v Speaker 1>departments can easily pick up the few things that are

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<v Speaker 1>essential from your department, but other things are superfluous. In

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<v Speaker 1>this time of most companies scaling down and everything. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just something we have to look at. Fired. No, why

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<v Speaker 1>would we ever fire you. No, you're one of the

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<v Speaker 1>hardest workers out there. In fact, all the essential things

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<v Speaker 1>that we need done or well, honestly, you're the one

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<v Speaker 1>carrying that slack, aren't you. Exactly just why we could

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<v Speaker 1>never get rid of you, wouldn't even dream of it.

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<v Speaker 1>So what I'm proposing is to move you to actual

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<v Speaker 1>upper management. We have a position open now. It's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of why I delayed having this talk and even looking

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<v Speaker 1>over these reports, even though my boss has been really

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<v Speaker 1>breathing down my neck about it. I think it's time

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<v Speaker 1>that you move on up and you become directly underneath me. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>it would mean you're you'd be reporting to me, and well,

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<v Speaker 1>I would like you to do very thorough investigations when

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<v Speaker 1>you submit your reports. You know, I'm just saying, I

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<v Speaker 1>think it's your time to climb the corporate ladder, and well,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, me, being a lizard girl suction cup fingers,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm very good at climbing and I'd love to show

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<v Speaker 1>you your way up. I'd love to see what you

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<v Speaker 1>get up to, if you know what I mean. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>huh uh. Yeah, No, you're getting a promotion. Yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 1>exactly the point I wanted you to take there. Absolutely,

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<v Speaker 1>you're getting a promotion. So with this promotion, it means

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<v Speaker 1>that you will need an office. But unfortunately there's no Well, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>you're going to be replacing of the senior management, but

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<v Speaker 1>he's still here for a few months. He'll be showing

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<v Speaker 1>you the ropes and tying up loose ends and whatnot,

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<v Speaker 1>handing a counsel to you. But I'm going to have

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<v Speaker 1>a desk put into this office that you can be

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<v Speaker 1>right next to me. Mm hmm. Well, yes, it would

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<v Speaker 1>make sense for you to be right next to him too,

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<v Speaker 1>but I just wouldn't be able to keep a good

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<v Speaker 1>eye on you. You're ma. You know he came from

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<v Speaker 1>me being you're not direct boss, but your most senior member.

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<v Speaker 1>I got to be the one who interviewed you. I

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<v Speaker 1>was the one who made the ultimate decision to hire you,

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<v Speaker 1>and I've been the one who's kept a watchful eye

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<v Speaker 1>on you. You're not catching anything that I'm saying. What

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<v Speaker 1>you see my when it comes to the corporate life,

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<v Speaker 1>I would love for you to scale me. You know, Yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I am a lizard, I have scales. I'm just saying

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm not as cold blooded as I may seem.

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<v Speaker 1>I could absolutely help you get nice and warmed up

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<v Speaker 1>with your natural body heat. I'm saying I want to

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<v Speaker 1>lay on top of you like one of my warming pads,

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<v Speaker 1>and I would love to actulutely rock climb up your well.

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<v Speaker 1>From what I'm looking at from here, you're mountain. I

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<v Speaker 1>would love nothing more than to have well. I would

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<v Speaker 1>love to be the peak. But I really don't mind

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<v Speaker 1>if you press it deep into my valley. I have

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<v Speaker 1>wanted you for the longest time, and I've been trying

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<v Speaker 1>to get you to go on a date with me

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<v Speaker 1>outside of here, but you never seem to pick up

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<v Speaker 1>any of my hints or cues. So this is me

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<v Speaker 1>just directly telling you, Yes, you're what I mean. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>me wanting nothing more than to tear your clothes off

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<v Speaker 1>every lunch time has a minor amount to me picking

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<v Speaker 1>you over someone else. But honestly, you're the guy for

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<v Speaker 1>the job. You already understand the company, so we don't

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<v Speaker 1>have to train you on any of our inner processes.

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<v Speaker 1>We already have you now all of our clients and

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<v Speaker 1>they love you. You already do a stellar job with

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<v Speaker 1>everything that you touch, and I'm just saying that there's

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<v Speaker 1>one more thing I would like for you to touch.

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<v Speaker 1>And oh yeah, office romances can get messy, but I

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<v Speaker 1>think we're both adults nuts to make sure we can

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<v Speaker 1>keep our bedroom activities outside of the office activities, though

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<v Speaker 1>those can be pretty hot too. It's m I'm just saying, no, stop,

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<v Speaker 1>don't push me away. I can tell you wanting this too.

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<v Speaker 1>I see the way you look at my assets, and

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<v Speaker 1>I understand that you definitely want to be one of

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<v Speaker 1>the people who acquire them. Now look at this. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not publicly traded stock. I would rather be privately owned,

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<v Speaker 1>if you know what I mean. Or rather, I would

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<v Speaker 1>rather privately own an exquisite asset such as yourself. All

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<v Speaker 1>of this business talk has got me rather worked up.

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<v Speaker 1>Can we please move on to something a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>more interesting? Yeah? Interesting? All right? So go ahead tell

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<v Speaker 1>me more. Tell me more about how you think that

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<v Speaker 1>it was nepotism that got you here, and it's nepotism

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<v Speaker 1>that makes the world go around. So I don't one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred percent understand why you're particularly upset with this, but

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<v Speaker 1>go ahead, Well, yeah, well, no, you earned everything that

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<v Speaker 1>you got, and I would like for you to earn

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<v Speaker 1>quite a bit more, if you know what I mean, Well,

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<v Speaker 1>not here, but back at home. M okay, I tell

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<v Speaker 1>you what will define exactly what happens at home versus

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<v Speaker 1>what happens here. We'll have completely different protocols for how

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<v Speaker 1>we handle these things, and we'll just well, this is

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<v Speaker 1>assuming that we go beyond the first date or you know,

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<v Speaker 1>first netflix and chill. You know, maybe it's just gonna

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<v Speaker 1>be a wild, passionate night. Who knows. But a very

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<v Speaker 1>important and warming rock that I got to lay upon

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<v Speaker 1>told me that this is the life that we have now,

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<v Speaker 1>and if there's something that we have to pay for later,

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<v Speaker 1>pay for it later. Enjoy the here and the now.

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<v Speaker 1>Come on, I want you to a kuna all over

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<v Speaker 1>my matatas. If you know what I mean, you're so

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<v Speaker 1>o plevious. I would like for you to all over

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<v Speaker 1>my right here those right there, Yeah, I get a

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<v Speaker 1>good grip there you go, all right? M hmm. Well, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a reason why I called you in right before lunch. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go lock that door. Then I'm going to Well,

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<v Speaker 1>you can choose if you continue sitting in that chair

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<v Speaker 1>that is one of my more favorite chairs. Would be

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<v Speaker 1>ashamed to see it crumble and fall. Huh no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>we both know. I'm the one that's from Texas. But

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna be the cowboy today. I'm very glad to

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<v Speaker 1>see you come around to my way of thinking. No no, no, no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>no no no. That is for me I while are

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<v Speaker 1>at work, these windows are not it's soundproof, and there's

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<v Speaker 1>no sense in us both in the fire today. There

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<v Speaker 1>no no, no, no, no, no no. Wow. No, that's bigger

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<v Speaker 1>than a banana, way bigger than ooh hey, guys, is

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<v Speaker 1>Zena Alexander here? Wow? Okay, so back to the daily grind.

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<v Speaker 1>It's super excited. I recorded like five videos in the

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<v Speaker 1>same day, so it's weird doing outros when you haven't

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<v Speaker 1>had anything happen the day before. It's kind of cool,

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<v Speaker 1>but I will say, oh, inspiration, I haven't an inspiration

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<v Speaker 1>inspiration for this video. I I wasn't senior management. I

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<v Speaker 1>guess would I be the owner? I hired someone to

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<v Speaker 1>do some webwork for me, and we just had an

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<v Speaker 1>incredible chemistry. We were amazing. It's kind of a combination

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<v Speaker 1>of two because I also dated someone that I met

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<v Speaker 1>while working on a project and then we started working

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<v Speaker 1>really close together, Like they weren't on the project, but

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<v Speaker 1>they came on because because we got along together really well,

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<v Speaker 1>so I kind of mixed and matched those two. Never

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<v Speaker 1>actually got to do the deed with either of them,

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<v Speaker 1>but Wickedly Wickedly had a huge crush on the first

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<v Speaker 1>one and kept hitting on them and getting more and

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<v Speaker 1>more direct to where even when I was like, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>but I need you to understand I like you, they

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<v Speaker 1>still weren't getting it. Even with that, which was adorable.

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<v Speaker 1>Oblivia's can be really really sweet and endearing, like there's

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<v Speaker 1>something nice about wutting someone who's still that innocent running

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<v Speaker 1>around the world. And then with the other part, they

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<v Speaker 1>were actually the one that asked me out, which caught

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<v Speaker 1>me way off guard because I just I'm never prepared

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<v Speaker 1>for that, and I do go after people that I

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<v Speaker 1>get interested in, but it's also really hard to get

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<v Speaker 1>me interested in anyone because I'm usually just mired in

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<v Speaker 1>a ton of projects and I know it's not healthy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm working on in therapy, no advice needed, but I

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<v Speaker 1>tend to just take on more and more and more projects,

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<v Speaker 1>so I can kind of disassociate. That's does anyone else

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<v Speaker 1>do that? The way I disassociate from things is I

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<v Speaker 1>can play video games to a point, but I find

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<v Speaker 1>creating a project, even if I don't think it's going

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<v Speaker 1>to work out, really helps me be able to just

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<v Speaker 1>forget about the things that are going on around me.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's kind of the way that I disassociate. Is

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<v Speaker 1>it healthy? Probably not, And I guess I'm keeping up

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<v Speaker 1>with the whole I'm super hump Day audios by making

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<v Speaker 1>this one exceptionally flirty. It's pretty lude, not the most lude,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's up there. I want to say thank you

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<v Speaker 1>to everybody who has been supporting me in my book.

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<v Speaker 1>My book is still coming out. The person that is

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<v Speaker 1>formatting it is just taking a little bit longer. The

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<v Speaker 1>holiday's hit and got a wonky, but I do have

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<v Speaker 1>my VTuber model done and I will be this weekend.

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<v Speaker 1>We will be continuing D and D again. We'll be

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<v Speaker 1>onto our fourth session. We even have a theme song.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're a country fan, and though I've been told

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<v Speaker 1>by Prism it's not country, it's not country, but country

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<v Speaker 1>adjacent fan. There's a song called last Night I absolutely

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<v Speaker 1>love Last night is amazing and we READD the lyrics

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<v Speaker 1>to match our our D and D campaign where I'm

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<v Speaker 1>a super bratty bard. Who wouldn't think that the Bard

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<v Speaker 1>would be super bratty? Oh my god. Anyways, guys, I

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<v Speaker 1>want to appreciate. I want to show appreciation for everybody

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<v Speaker 1>who's been super supportive. I know I keep saying that

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<v Speaker 1>a Patreon drops coming, but one is absolutely coming tonight.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'm going to get back on that daily grind

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<v Speaker 1>Why because I legit love you know, I'm happy when

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<v Speaker 1>daily content's coming out. It doesn't burn me out, it

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't upset me. Other things in life will get to

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<v Speaker 1>me and then I lose time. And I learned that

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<v Speaker 1>I disassociate and it's a disassociation that makes me lose

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<v Speaker 1>track of time and then losing track of time, but

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<v Speaker 1>I don't get things done that I've been wanting to

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<v Speaker 1>get done. So I am absolutely going to be more

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<v Speaker 1>mindful of the things that take up my time. Am

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<v Speaker 1>I doing it because I want to do it? Am

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<v Speaker 1>I disassociating? Is it serving me? And honestly, just am

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<v Speaker 1>I happy? That is really the arc that zena and

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<v Speaker 1>is on right now. Is it making me happy? Is

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<v Speaker 1>it serving me? And is it taking away from other

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<v Speaker 1>people know of it? Yeah, then it it's not for me.

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<v Speaker 1>If yes, then then if you have it gets to

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<v Speaker 1>stay around anyways. I love you guys and buy