Speaker 1: And energy cancer.
Speaker 2: I'm so high Sage cansage. It's not sorry and energy.
Speaker 3: If you're looking for a podcast to give you hope,
Speaker 3: we should probably click off this episode. What's that positive? Bitches?
Speaker 3: Do I have something in my teeth? Oh my god?
Speaker 3: Things couldn't get worse? So well, ignore that today's guest
Speaker 3: is a box of Kleenex tissues, because all I seem
Speaker 3: to do is cry. I had the flu last week,
Speaker 3: and let's just say, the ascension symptoms are doing the
Speaker 3: damn thing. I do believe that when our body gets sick,
Speaker 3: it's because it's upgrading a host of different things. However,
Speaker 3: I still feel a bit under the weather. So no,
Speaker 3: I don't have the energy to even try to put
Speaker 3: makeup on my face right now. I'm in a big
Speaker 3: old Grand T shirt and I'm loving that for me
Speaker 3: right now. And I also, oh, here's the big part
Speaker 3: of the podcast. I don't feel that hopeful this week.
Speaker 3: I just don't. Okay, I don't feel like being hopeful.
Speaker 3: I'm always so positive. This podcast is literally called that
Speaker 3: bitch is Positive. Well, guess what this week? This bitch
Speaker 3: is nihilistic. Okay, she is nihilistic. I've had like twelve
Speaker 3: existential crisis sees in the past week and a half.
Speaker 3: I do believe Wuthering Heights has caused that. I was
Speaker 3: watching the damn movie and then these channel messages started
Speaker 3: coming through. I had a karate chop them away. They
Speaker 3: were coming at me fast, and I realized for this collective,
Speaker 3: but I'm included in it. So I say, we we
Speaker 3: have been looking for our yellow person, okay, and yet
Speaker 3: all if we've been getting is orange people. We've been
Speaker 3: having orange connections, orange conversations, and I'm just using random
Speaker 3: colors because this is how it came through. We have
Speaker 3: been in orange places, and all we want is the
Speaker 3: damn yellow. We want the yellow connection, the yellow conversation,
Speaker 3: our yellow person, the person that feels like we've known
Speaker 3: them for lifetimes. And I'm gonna start crying. I can
Speaker 3: already feel it. This podcast has no point. Okay, this
Speaker 3: is a nihilistic episode. It has no point besides me talking.
Speaker 3: There might be some codes in here that elevate your consciousness.
Speaker 3: I don't know. I have no idea what's about to happen.
Speaker 3: I'm just showing up because last week when I did it,
Speaker 3: some people yelled at me, meaning you guys, the positive bitches.
Speaker 3: I don't work for anyone but God. Anyway, I've realized
Speaker 3: in my life, in collective's life, that we have been
Speaker 3: looking for our yellow and every time we date someone
Speaker 3: or have a friendship and we realize, uh, they're just orange.
Speaker 3: They are just orange. It's so disappointing. It's so disappointing.
Speaker 3: I asked you, guys, what do you want to hear
Speaker 3: on this week's podcast? And there was something that I'm
Speaker 3: gonna cry. There's something that caught my eye. It was
Speaker 3: how to find excitement to live. I don't want dopamine
Speaker 3: from food people's stuff. I try a lot of new things,
Speaker 3: but everything feels so shallow and boring and I don't
Speaker 3: recognize me. Welcome to the party. Do you like it here?
Speaker 3: Do you like being self aware? Is it fun for you?
Speaker 3: It's a lot of fun for me. I don't actually
Speaker 3: wish this, but I will say it would be so
Speaker 3: much easier for us if we could just be in
Speaker 3: a cow and date Dave from the freaking hall down
Speaker 3: the whatever. I don't know what I'm saying here. You
Speaker 3: know what I'm saying, though, It would be so much
Speaker 3: easier if we could settle for orange connections and an
Speaker 3: orange life and orange relationships. But we just know that's
Speaker 3: not our destined frequency. It's not where we're meant to be.
Speaker 3: And when I was channeling, what I heard is every
Speaker 3: time you release someone, it's not even that orange person
Speaker 3: that you care about, that you want back, that you
Speaker 3: wish it would have worked out with. You're mourning the
Speaker 3: fact that they are not your yellow person. Every time
Speaker 3: you said bye to Bob or Steve or Karen wasn't
Speaker 3: really about them. You were just upset that they were
Speaker 3: freaking orange. And all you want is a yellow person,
Speaker 3: a yellow connection. The disappointment of it all is just
Speaker 3: a lot. Sometimes I still know that yellow eggs for me,
Speaker 3: and I know it exists for you. So even when
Speaker 3: I'm nihilistic af I still have like a little bit
Speaker 3: of hope. You can take the girl out of Florida
Speaker 3: because I'm in New York right now, but you can't
Speaker 3: take the hope out of the girl, even when she
Speaker 3: wants to be a nihilist. Apparently I have really taken
Speaker 3: out anything that has brought me joy, like my codependent relationships. Goodbye,
Speaker 3: no thank you. I want to break the generational curse
Speaker 3: on my family. I don't want to become it. I
Speaker 3: have completely gone off coffee, but I do have good news.
Speaker 3: I am allowed to start mushroom coffee or mushroom macha
Speaker 3: now on this cleanse, at the phase I'm at so
Speaker 3: cool vibes, I have completely unplugged from any binging issue
Speaker 3: that I've ever had, And like, I know what this
Speaker 3: person is saying. I feel like right now I'm just
Speaker 3: a bleak bitch and it is what it is. I
Speaker 3: feel everything so deeply, and I'm feeling this deeply right now.
Speaker 3: And what I don't feel like doing is putting on
Speaker 3: makeup and like being that version of myself because that's
Speaker 3: not how I feel right now, and I just don't
Speaker 3: care to feel fake about it. So this is life again.
Speaker 3: If you're still watching, I didn't even I told you
Speaker 3: to click off shit. I think I still have hope.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry. I still believe in something. That's who we are,
Speaker 3: can we if you have found this random video on YouTube,
Speaker 3: this is just who we are. We're that of the
Speaker 3: builders of the ant. My cousin just sent me something today.
Speaker 3: She said something about bamboo. She said, bamboo gets watered
Speaker 3: for three years and nothing happens. Then it grows ninety
Speaker 3: feet in six weeks. Those three years weren't wasted. They
Speaker 3: were the foundation that made growth possible. I know that
Speaker 3: we are the builders, and so it is going to
Speaker 3: be dark Knight of the Soul, after dark Knight of
Speaker 3: the Soul, after existential crisis. I mean, I remember my
Speaker 3: first existential crisis. I didn't know what to call it,
Speaker 3: but I remember I was sitting I think it was
Speaker 3: in the backseat and we were in front of like
Speaker 3: Dunkin Donuts or something CBS, and I remember literally questioningly,
Speaker 3: what is all of this for and what's the point
Speaker 3: of any of this? And logically I know, but I
Speaker 3: think sometimes you go through that revolving door so many
Speaker 3: times that you're just so tired. And that's definitely why
Speaker 3: my body made itself sick to just rest. It was
Speaker 3: like Christas, stop stop going out, stop seeing people, stop
Speaker 3: doing everything. You need to chill. I think this is
Speaker 3: really BEU full moment in my life because I get
Speaker 3: to reevaluate everything. I get to say what actually is
Speaker 3: bringing me joy and what is it? Who do I
Speaker 3: want to keep around and who do I not. So
Speaker 3: if you're having an existential crisis. What a time to
Speaker 3: be alive. Honestly, we get to reevalguate and one of
Speaker 3: my favorite things about myself, I'm gonna hype myself up
Speaker 3: for a moment. I don't stay stuck. I don't. I
Speaker 3: see so many people in my family in codependent relationships.
Speaker 3: They're not even happy, They're literally miserable. They want to
Speaker 3: escape them. And I did that. I did that. I
Speaker 3: was in a seven year relationship and I ended that.
Speaker 3: And then I listened to Ray's new album How She's
Speaker 3: Been Loved Before nighting Gale Lane the song oh Oh Gosh.
Speaker 3: I listened to it and I started crying on the
Speaker 3: plane because I miss what that felt like to be
Speaker 3: so loved by someone. But they're not my yellow so
Speaker 3: like it doesn't even matter because I don't want them.
Speaker 3: I just miss that feeling. And I think it's important
Speaker 3: to recognize that sometimes we think we miss someone, but
Speaker 3: we don't actually miss them. We miss what they were
Speaker 3: able to make us feel. Maybe we even miss parts
Speaker 3: of the connection, but if we were to go back,
Speaker 3: we wouldn't actually be happy. And we need to remember
Speaker 3: that I really love love, and I love being in
Speaker 3: a relationship with the right person. The wrong person will
Speaker 3: make you ugly, and I've been that ugly version of myself.
Speaker 3: I don't want to go back to that one hundred percent. No,
Speaker 3: I don't want to go back to that. But I
Speaker 3: just love love, and I do, and I don't want
Speaker 3: to be like how everyone else has been, where they
Speaker 3: deny what they want to other people because they don't
Speaker 3: have it. I think so many celebrities do that. I
Speaker 3: know Taylor Swift at one point said she didn't even
Speaker 3: want marriage in a song even and said that she
Speaker 3: would say she didn't want it, but of course she did.
Speaker 3: And I say, of course, because most women do. And
Speaker 3: if that offends you, I don't care. You need to
Speaker 3: seek help.
Speaker 1: Then.
Speaker 3: I have broken out of codependent relationships even though I
Speaker 3: was comfortable and in love, because I know I have
Speaker 3: to be a disciple of the vision that God has
Speaker 3: given me. And I broke out of binge eating because
Speaker 3: I know that wasn't good for my body. And the
Speaker 3: type of body that God has put on my heart
Speaker 3: does not binge. It's healthy. It knows how to be
Speaker 3: nutrient dense. And I broke out of even living in
Speaker 3: New York to go to Florida to be in a
Speaker 3: new place, like I will not say where, I'm not happy.
Speaker 3: And I think for me, I've changed so much mind, body, spirit, soul,
Speaker 3: working with energy coaches and all these different things, and
Speaker 3: I'm way more peaceful now than ever and happier than ever.
Speaker 3: But I still have this feeling disappointment, and I think
Speaker 3: that it's just there's nothing to say about it. Sorry,
Speaker 3: Like that's just it. I'm just sharing my thoughts. I
Speaker 3: don't have a teaching moment. In my past. I would
Speaker 3: bypass my emotions and intellectualize them and try to just
Speaker 3: find a silver lining. And I don't really want to
Speaker 3: do that anymore because it's kind of boring. It's like
Speaker 3: psychological coffee. You're just always pumping yourself up with a
Speaker 3: caffeinated thought to get you through the day. And I
Speaker 3: don't want to live on caffeated thoughts. I want.
Speaker 1: To just be.
Speaker 3: And even when I got the flu, there was this
Speaker 3: part of me that was just so happy to do nothing.
Speaker 3: I was so happy to just sit there and watch
Speaker 3: movies and shows. It's very interesting to be on a
Speaker 3: different path than everyone around you and having to show
Speaker 3: up for everyone as they hit those life milestones, whether
Speaker 3: it's I don't know, marriage, baby, engagement. There's so many
Speaker 3: parties for like, do you know what I mean? One
Speaker 3: time I was at a wedding and I had to
Speaker 3: excuse myself and go to the bathroom, and I just cried.
Speaker 3: Not because I wanted marriage in that moment, I was
Speaker 3: disgusted by how matrixy it all felt, how fake it
Speaker 3: all felt. I'm like, why the hell am I even here?
Speaker 3: What is anyone doing here? What is this even about?
Speaker 3: I can't help that, that's how my brain operates. But
Speaker 3: I love the person who got married, and I'm so
Speaker 3: happy for her and him, and I hope. I really
Speaker 3: do believe they're in love, and I really do believe
Speaker 3: they'll have a beautiful marriage. But the whole celebration of
Speaker 3: it all, maybe want to cry because it felt fake.
Speaker 3: I have this picture when I was little and I
Speaker 3: was on Santa Claus's lap and I was hysterically crying.
Speaker 3: My face is beat red. I look miserable in the photo,
Speaker 3: and it's so symbolic of how I feel about things lately.
Speaker 3: And maybe it's the I don't know war and Iran,
Speaker 3: or maybe it's how weird everyone is now I don't
Speaker 3: know what it is. Maybe it's just everything. Maybe it's me,
Speaker 3: am I the corporate of my own life. Damn it.
Speaker 3: But I didn't think a dark Knight of the soul
Speaker 3: could go any deeper. I've had like seventeen million of them.
Speaker 3: But I think the deeper you go, the more isolating
Speaker 3: it is. And I just look at people and I
Speaker 3: still don't want to be that. I don't think ignorance
Speaker 3: is bliss. I rather be me. I rather know, I
Speaker 3: rather take the road less traveled. I rather do what
Speaker 3: my mission is and my divine assignment is. But I
Speaker 3: think when you're on this type of path, which if
Speaker 3: you're listening, you're on this type of path where your
Speaker 3: life is going to look different, whether it's your career
Speaker 3: or your love life or everything, you are meant to
Speaker 3: be used as an instrument of the divine. What I
Speaker 3: would love is to find those moments of pleasure. Again,
Speaker 3: I'm so against hedonism where you're all about pleasure all
Speaker 3: the time, because I really know what my life is
Speaker 3: supposed to look like and what yours is going to
Speaker 3: look like. But I do think I would love some
Speaker 3: pleasure enjoy right now, like I really would, maybe it's
Speaker 3: the no coffee. Maybe it's the abstinence, the no alcohol,
Speaker 3: the no cookies, no cakes, no nothing. Maybe it's the
Speaker 3: strict cleanse that I'm on. Maybe I'm going too far
Speaker 3: in one direction, one end of the spectrum, and I'm
Speaker 3: wanting to polarize now, But I just feel like I
Speaker 3: need a metaphor cigarette or something to be like for
Speaker 3: a damn minute, and you know, to be honest, I
Speaker 3: was looking at my vision board the other day and
Speaker 3: even that kind of felt new matrixy, like what And
Speaker 3: I think while I've had the flu and I all
Speaker 3: I could do is rest, there was this beautiful feeling
Speaker 3: that I really loved. And it was that feeling of surrender.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna work out and I'm just gonna let
Speaker 3: my body do its thing. I'm not gonna take any
Speaker 3: clients and I'm just gonna allow life to do its
Speaker 3: thing right now. I'm gonna take my herbs and I'm
Speaker 3: gonna let my body heal and everything's gonna be fine.
Speaker 3: And then when I look at my vision board again,
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh, like, I don't really feel like envisioning
Speaker 3: all this and I don't really feel like feeding this
Speaker 3: with energy, and I kind of just want God to
Speaker 3: do the damn thing. And there's so much peace in that.
Speaker 3: I think some of us get too wrapped up in
Speaker 3: manifestation that yes we do have co control. Yes it's
Speaker 3: important to feed your energy to that which you do want,
Speaker 3: but sometimes it's so nice to just take a back
Speaker 3: seat and say, you know what, I surrender God, just
Speaker 3: do it for me. And that's I think that's where
Speaker 3: I am right now. And this won't be every season.
Speaker 3: This is just my current season. And I do feel
Speaker 3: quite existential, and I do feel a little bit nihilistic,
Speaker 3: and I do feel not hopeless. Hopeless isn't the right word.
Speaker 3: It's like I'm seeing the world so clearly and it's
Speaker 3: making me disgusted. Like I can feel so clearly that
Speaker 3: it's making me disgusted. That's what I'm feeling. I still
Speaker 3: love hope for us and me, and I still believe
Speaker 3: in yellow. I'm always gonna believe. I don't care if
Speaker 3: I'm fifty. Okay, you will see me on YouTube, you
Speaker 3: will hear me on Spotify or Apple podcasts wherever you listen.
Speaker 3: By the way, don't forget. Please give this a thumbs
Speaker 3: up like a subscribe so we can grow this damn thing.
Speaker 3: I would always be like this, I promise, but this
Speaker 3: week I am. I rather go to sleep every single
Speaker 3: night by myself and have peace in my heart that
Speaker 3: I'm not laying down next to an orange person, then
Speaker 3: give up on believing in yellow. I rather be alone
Speaker 3: than giving up on believing in yellow. I rather be
Speaker 3: in this season right now, sad and still believe in
Speaker 3: a yellow person. I'd rather give all of my energy
Speaker 3: to my business than give up belief on a yellow person.
Speaker 3: I refuse to settle into orange connections. These people who
Speaker 3: just you know what. I was thinking about this the
Speaker 3: other day because it came through, and I don't think
Speaker 3: it's politically correct. I'm nihilistic right now, so I don't care,
Speaker 3: but I really do know. It doesn't matter. If I
Speaker 3: couldn't see and I couldn't hear, I would never be
Speaker 3: satisfied with orange. It doesn't matter if I couldn't smell,
Speaker 3: I wouldn't be satisfied with orange. And you know why
Speaker 3: that kind of came through. This lady was walking with
Speaker 3: I don't know her husband, man, person, animal, whatever that
Speaker 3: thing is, and she was giving me the dirtiest look
Speaker 3: as I was walking past her, and I just it's like,
Speaker 3: I don't This is not a self generated thought. This
Speaker 3: is what I heard.
Speaker 1: I heard.
Speaker 3: If I was deaf and blind, your person still wouldn't
Speaker 3: satisfy me. I'm not saying it's correct to say, and
Speaker 3: I'm not saying it's nice. I'm saying it's true. It's true.
Speaker 3: I don't want that thing that's next to you. Okay,
Speaker 3: crazy person over there, It's my turn to be crazy, okay.
Speaker 3: And I don't want orange out of any part of
Speaker 3: my life. And that's why I refuse to give up.
Speaker 3: I think I'm coming back online with the hope right now.
Speaker 3: This is what it is. This is what it is.
Speaker 3: I would rather work every day of my life striving
Speaker 3: to get to yellow then live in orange. I rather
Speaker 3: have no evidence of yellow but have hope in my
Speaker 3: heart that it exists than be an orange. I rather
Speaker 3: work so hard till I'm crying and bleeding and sweating
Speaker 3: towards yellow, then to settle with orange. And again, this
Speaker 3: is just a metaphor, this is just how it came through.
Speaker 3: We are meant to live in yellow, and I'm not
Speaker 3: gonna stop till I get it. So if I have
Speaker 3: to go through a freaking season where I'm nihilistic and
Speaker 3: having an existential crisis, then I'll do it. And if
Speaker 3: I have to cry, then I'll do it. If I
Speaker 3: have to have Kleenex as my guests, and then I'll
Speaker 3: do it. I don't care if you want to knock
Speaker 3: me down, I will get back up. Am I alive?
Speaker 3: Am I breathing? Then I'm gonna keep going. I'm going
Speaker 3: towards Yellow. And that's why I'm gonna show up even
Speaker 3: though I still low key have the flu, and I'm
Speaker 3: still gonna show up without makeup, and I'm gonna show
Speaker 3: up in a raggedy T shirt because yellow exists. And
Speaker 3: I'm not stopping till I get it. Why Because I
Speaker 3: owe it to myself. You owe it to yourself. We
Speaker 3: owe it to ourselves. And sometimes we just have to
Speaker 3: remember I did not come all the way down to
Speaker 3: planet Earth, incarnate here to miss out on what I
Speaker 3: came for, which is yellow. If you're living, if you're breathing,
Speaker 3: get back up. The world is gonna keep turning. You
Speaker 3: have to keep breathing. Let's go, let's go. You gotta
Speaker 3: get back up. So even in these emotions Yeah, they're there,
Speaker 3: and yes, i will cry, and I'm not gonna give
Speaker 3: myself a caffeinated thought of It's fine. No, I'm not
Speaker 3: doing that. That pisces me off. It's what people call
Speaker 3: toxic positivity. To me, it's just annoying. So if I'm
Speaker 3: feeling down, screw it. I'll watch to Withering Heights again
Speaker 3: and I'll watch it a third time. I will do
Speaker 3: what I have to do. But I'm gonna keep going,
Speaker 3: and please, please keep going. You can't give up because
Speaker 3: I know that it gets hard. That's why I'm showing
Speaker 3: up like this. It's dude, I'm a human too. Hello,
Speaker 3: Can anyone hear me in this void of the internet.
Speaker 3: I'm a human too. If I'm not giving up, where
Speaker 3: do you get off getting up?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 3: No, If I'm not giving up, you're not giving up either.
Speaker 3: Because we're in the trenches together. And if I'm gonna
Speaker 3: keep going and I'm gonna keep going towards my yellow,
Speaker 3: then you have to too. Let's make a promise to
Speaker 3: each other. I promise to show up for you on
Speaker 3: this podcast. I promise to show up for you on
Speaker 3: TikTok on Instagram. You gotta promise me too. You gotta
Speaker 3: promise me that you're gonna keep going. I need you too.
Speaker 3: I need you to because you signed up to come
Speaker 3: to Blanet Earth to play your part, to share your light.
Speaker 3: You can't give up. I need you here, the planet
Speaker 3: needs you here. You have to keep going, and so
Speaker 3: do I. So we're gonna let the feelings be there.
Speaker 3: We're gonna acknowledge them. We're not gonna run from them.
Speaker 3: We're not gonna binge. Put the oreos down, put them down.
Speaker 3: We're not gonna binge, put the bottle down. We're not
Speaker 3: gonna drink. No, we're not. We're gonna face this shit
Speaker 3: in the face, face to face with our own shit.
Speaker 3: What's up, bitch, Welcome, Welcome to the fun house. This
Speaker 3: is how we play it, so fun. We're gonna look
Speaker 3: our life in the face and if it's not going
Speaker 3: the way we want, we're gonna audit. We're going to
Speaker 3: reclaim our parts of self. We're gonna rengle ourselves. We're
Speaker 3: gonna keep going. We're gonna try again. But we, however,
Speaker 3: are not giving up. That is not in our nature.
Speaker 3: If you give up now, you will resent yourself for
Speaker 3: the rest of your life. You will resent yourself for
Speaker 3: the rest of your life. If you have any inkling
Speaker 3: within you that you're in the wrong relationship, get out.
Speaker 3: I was in a seven year one. I'm fine. I'm fine.
Speaker 3: As I cry about being existential on the on the internet,
Speaker 3: I'm fine. No, But seriously, there's not one day in
Speaker 3: my life that I haven't regret about that. It was
Speaker 3: the best thing I ever did for myself. If you
Speaker 3: have an inkling that you're at the wrong job, that
Speaker 3: you're in the wrong city, that you're in the wrong place,
Speaker 3: you have to get out. And yes, it's going to
Speaker 3: be hard. I'm not gonna lie to you. Why would
Speaker 3: I do that. Yeah, Yeah, it's gonna be hard. You're
Speaker 3: gonna have to make new friends, new connections, new relationships.
Speaker 3: You're gonna have to go through surface level mumbo jumbo.
Speaker 3: You're gonna have to be alone. You're gonna have to
Speaker 3: work on yourself. You're gonna have to look at yourself.
Speaker 3: You're gonna have to transcend your shadows. You're gonna have
Speaker 3: to do all of that, and it's gonna be worth
Speaker 3: it because you will get to your yellow I want
Speaker 3: to read you something someone recently took my Shadow Alchemy course,
Speaker 3: and this is what they wrote. Hello. I just wanted
Speaker 3: to say that I finally got around to be getting
Speaker 3: the Art of Alchemy course. I'm on part four where
Speaker 3: you show how to do the shamanic shaking. I am shook.
Speaker 3: I can't believe what happens. I legit felt like I
Speaker 3: was having an emotional exorcism. I don't know how I
Speaker 3: ended up on the floor. It's not in tears and
Speaker 3: spit coming out of my face and shaking and shrieking.
Speaker 3: WTF Lol, welcome to the funhouse. Like I said, I
Speaker 3: scared the shit out of my cat and potentially my
Speaker 3: neighbors because that shit was loud. Anyways, just want to
Speaker 3: say that I legit didn't even know what was where
Speaker 3: that was gonna go, but it went well. It's terrifying,
Speaker 3: but it was good. Thank you for putting this together.
Speaker 3: It's worth every cent, if only for this one part
Speaker 3: of the course. You gotta do this, admit, you gotta
Speaker 3: do this the Art of Alchemy. I will teach you
Speaker 3: how to take these emotions and do something with them.
Speaker 3: How do you think? I have courses and work books
Speaker 3: and a literal published book and mugs and a podcast
Speaker 3: and tiktoking it. What do you think I do you
Speaker 3: think I just sit in this all day? No, I
Speaker 3: allow myself to feel it, and then I use those
Speaker 3: emotions to build up my life because I'm an ultra
Speaker 3: sensitive bitch and that works for me because I use
Speaker 3: that energy to create. And you're gonna do the same thing.
Speaker 3: I love you so much. Get the art of alchemy, course,
Speaker 3: reclaim your power. If you're looking for one on one guidance,
Speaker 3: I am, if you can believe it, an intuitive channel,
Speaker 3: a reiki practitioner, life and energy coach. And I don't
Speaker 3: always cry on the internet. Only when the winds are
Speaker 3: blowing in the right direction, and today they are so.
Speaker 3: Like I said, we're making a vow to each other.
Speaker 3: We're not giving up getting our yellow existence. And I
Speaker 3: will be on that frontier with you, holding your hand,
Speaker 3: showing you that it's possible. Tissue cheers to becoming our
Speaker 3: yellow version of ourselves. I will see you in the
Speaker 3: next one.
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