WEBVTT 1 00:00:00.640 --> 00:00:02.160 Hi, Hi, how are you. 2 00:00:02.439 --> 00:00:04.240 I'm doing really good because I'm by you now. 3 00:00:04.679 --> 00:00:05.120 I like it. 4 00:00:05.160 --> 00:00:07.599 You're talking to me dirty already, this is my language. 5 00:00:07.919 --> 00:00:10.800 So you said that we met previously before in Texas 6 00:00:10.839 --> 00:00:13.160 a little bar. I did not remember. You're such a 7 00:00:13.160 --> 00:00:16.480 beautiful lady, So talk to us about this first experience. 8 00:00:16.519 --> 00:00:18.719 I want to know from your side, what were you 9 00:00:18.760 --> 00:00:21.239 doing in this bar in Texas? So did I inspire 10 00:00:21.280 --> 00:00:23.559 you to get into the business. You, I mean, you 11 00:00:23.600 --> 00:00:25.280 came in, you did a lot of great things and 12 00:00:25.320 --> 00:00:27.359 a short amount of time, people you know, say your 13 00:00:27.399 --> 00:00:29.600 name still to this day, you took a little hiatus. 14 00:00:29.760 --> 00:00:31.600 Now you're back in the game. So I want to 15 00:00:31.640 --> 00:00:32.280 know all about it. 16 00:00:32.600 --> 00:00:35.280 So whenever I met you, I was eighteen and I 17 00:00:35.320 --> 00:00:38.840 was in college. I was wrestling at a Baptist university, 18 00:00:38.880 --> 00:00:41.679 but I wasn't like competing, so I would travel back 19 00:00:41.759 --> 00:00:43.520 home to Dallas and work at a club. 20 00:00:44.079 --> 00:00:46.000 And there was this convention. 21 00:00:46.600 --> 00:00:50.039 It was, uh, what is it ex r CEO Okay 22 00:00:50.079 --> 00:00:52.799 where they do miss Exotica Okay, Exotica Convention. 23 00:00:52.920 --> 00:00:55.200 Yeah, yeah, yeah, anyway, I was that the first year 24 00:00:55.479 --> 00:00:56.000 I did it. 25 00:00:56.119 --> 00:00:58.200 Yeah, I got like there was all kind of lashback 26 00:00:58.200 --> 00:00:58.560 about it. 27 00:00:58.840 --> 00:01:00.560 So many protests tests. 28 00:01:00.719 --> 00:01:02.719 You know, everything's bigger in Texas, but they you know, 29 00:01:02.759 --> 00:01:04.879 can make a lot of noise, and yes, unfortunate reasons. 30 00:01:04.879 --> 00:01:07.640 Sometimes that's whame is Texas had to take this Texas 31 00:01:07.640 --> 00:01:08.879 booty elsewhere. 32 00:01:09.159 --> 00:01:09.480 Dude. 33 00:01:09.519 --> 00:01:12.879 That that convention, I actually ended up winning Miss Exotica, 34 00:01:13.120 --> 00:01:15.280 and I was put into the finals round as like 35 00:01:15.319 --> 00:01:17.319 a joke by like some of the girls. I didn't 36 00:01:17.359 --> 00:01:20.719 even do the whole thing and I was not in industry, 37 00:01:20.959 --> 00:01:22.079 and I just did it and I was like, oh, 38 00:01:22.079 --> 00:01:23.280 I can totally do it, and they're like, oh, you 39 00:01:23.280 --> 00:01:25.040 think you can do it? Okay, well come on. And 40 00:01:25.040 --> 00:01:28.000 then I crowd served and then I won. And then 41 00:01:28.040 --> 00:01:29.879 afterwards we were hosting the party and that's where I 42 00:01:29.879 --> 00:01:31.439 met you, and like you were in a section. There 43 00:01:31.480 --> 00:01:35.040 was a lot of people there, like Ron Jeremy was there. 44 00:01:35.239 --> 00:01:38.120 There was like that girl with black hair super long. 45 00:01:38.159 --> 00:01:39.840 I can't remember her name, but I was like, oh 46 00:01:39.840 --> 00:01:42.400 my god, look at how sexy and cool they are. 47 00:01:43.640 --> 00:01:46.920 But yeah, that's how long after that and that and 48 00:01:47.000 --> 00:01:49.159 those encounters, do you want to Miss Exotica? So you 49 00:01:49.359 --> 00:01:51.760 kind of were familiar with the adult industry, did you 50 00:01:51.920 --> 00:01:54.640 immediately after that decide like where can I fit in? 51 00:01:54.680 --> 00:01:56.959 Do you start doing content? Did you reach out to companies? 52 00:01:57.159 --> 00:01:58.040 Well, there was this. 53 00:01:58.000 --> 00:02:01.000 Guy who had introduced me to this guy that owns 54 00:02:01.120 --> 00:02:04.359 FTV girls, and at first, like I was like, no, 55 00:02:04.519 --> 00:02:06.680 I don't want to do anything. And then I was like, Okay, 56 00:02:06.760 --> 00:02:10.319 if it's just by myself, you know, I'll do it. 57 00:02:10.560 --> 00:02:12.639 And then I went and shot with him and he pays, 58 00:02:12.719 --> 00:02:15.120 like I think he pays more than a lot of people. 59 00:02:14.960 --> 00:02:17.199 Who pay, so like I was like, oh wow, like 60 00:02:17.280 --> 00:02:18.680 this is gonna be lit right. 61 00:02:19.159 --> 00:02:23.560 So eventually I left my college dorm room, I left 62 00:02:23.599 --> 00:02:25.759 my car, and I just went to California and I 63 00:02:25.800 --> 00:02:27.120 like never came back. 64 00:02:27.159 --> 00:02:29.120 So is it still there? Where's your car? 65 00:02:29.120 --> 00:02:30.319 Where's my family? 66 00:02:30.439 --> 00:02:33.039 Ended up driving back to my college and like towing 67 00:02:33.080 --> 00:02:35.039 it because I was like letting my roommate use it 68 00:02:35.199 --> 00:02:38.120 and she like wasn't changing the oil or anything. So 69 00:02:38.159 --> 00:02:40.680 she said, like one day it just like started smoking 70 00:02:40.680 --> 00:02:42.000 and just like didn't work. So I think it was 71 00:02:42.039 --> 00:02:44.680 like a water pump or something. Okay, but they got 72 00:02:44.680 --> 00:02:45.080 it for me. 73 00:02:45.479 --> 00:02:47.719 So basically you're like fuck all this other shit, I'm 74 00:02:47.759 --> 00:02:49.319 leaving it behind and we're not looking back. 75 00:02:49.400 --> 00:02:51.639 We're gonna go to La. 76 00:02:51.560 --> 00:02:55.120 Yeah, very very much so, and then like I was 77 00:02:55.199 --> 00:02:57.759 just doing solos and then I did a few girl girls, 78 00:02:57.960 --> 00:03:00.479 and then I did the boy girls and then I 79 00:03:00.520 --> 00:03:03.599 did the gang Bang and then it was like, Okay, 80 00:03:03.960 --> 00:03:06.199 maybe I should chill out and like take a break 81 00:03:06.199 --> 00:03:08.639 because I think I was doing a lot of stuff 82 00:03:08.639 --> 00:03:11.400 at once because like the agency I was with at 83 00:03:11.439 --> 00:03:14.719 the time, uh, he would just book you every day, 84 00:03:14.960 --> 00:03:16.840 you know, like there wasn't really time to like check 85 00:03:16.879 --> 00:03:19.360 in with yourself like mentally, Like I wasn't doing that 86 00:03:19.400 --> 00:03:21.680 at eighteen, and I didn't have like support to do that. 87 00:03:22.159 --> 00:03:23.960 So I think it kind of just like weighed on 88 00:03:24.000 --> 00:03:27.039 me too much. So like whenever I got into the 89 00:03:27.080 --> 00:03:28.840 situation I was in, I was just like I gotta 90 00:03:28.879 --> 00:03:30.360 go back home. So I went back to Texas. 91 00:03:30.400 --> 00:03:30.919 When you say a. 92 00:03:30.919 --> 00:03:32.599 Situation that you got in, it is it just because 93 00:03:32.639 --> 00:03:36.000 you you know, everything happened so fast fast and you 94 00:03:36.000 --> 00:03:38.360 felt like you couldn't control what was going on, or 95 00:03:38.400 --> 00:03:40.560 did something actually happen to make you be like, right, 96 00:03:40.560 --> 00:03:41.400 me take a step back. 97 00:03:41.479 --> 00:03:43.240 Let me do this, because you know a lot of people. 98 00:03:43.000 --> 00:03:46.120 Don't understand that, you know, even though you know you're 99 00:03:46.159 --> 00:03:48.080 you're eighteen, you don't know. And I always used to 100 00:03:48.080 --> 00:03:49.560 say I got I joined when I was twenty one, 101 00:03:49.800 --> 00:03:52.560 But I feel like even then you you kind of 102 00:03:52.560 --> 00:03:54.479 have your head on your shoulders to a point, but 103 00:03:54.520 --> 00:03:56.719 not really you're checking it. But eighteen is very young. 104 00:03:56.759 --> 00:03:59.479 You're just coming out of high school. My first A 105 00:04:00.039 --> 00:04:02.199 visions or you know, sometimes you don't know what's right. 106 00:04:02.919 --> 00:04:06.000 First Avian, I think was what really probably started shaking 107 00:04:06.080 --> 00:04:08.960 my like trajectory of where it was going, because like 108 00:04:09.120 --> 00:04:11.120 I had got into it with a couple of the 109 00:04:11.159 --> 00:04:14.759 girls because like I felt like nurturing. I was trying 110 00:04:14.800 --> 00:04:16.959 to protect them, but it got took and as like controlling, 111 00:04:17.040 --> 00:04:18.879 like I flushed some people's stuff because I. 112 00:04:18.839 --> 00:04:23.120 Was afraid like that they would be like drugs. Yeah okay, And. 113 00:04:23.120 --> 00:04:26.000 My agent didn't really like protect me in that situation, 114 00:04:26.079 --> 00:04:29.480 so like everybody was like just pushed me aside. And 115 00:04:29.480 --> 00:04:32.439 then I got involved with an adult performer who kind 116 00:04:32.439 --> 00:04:36.120 of like manipulated me and like really did abuse me. 117 00:04:36.160 --> 00:04:37.680 He like went to jail for one hundred and eighty 118 00:04:37.720 --> 00:04:41.480 six days because he got me pretty good. But after 119 00:04:41.519 --> 00:04:44.800 that situation happened, I kind of got scared, Like I 120 00:04:44.920 --> 00:04:48.120 was scared to like do anything in the industry. Like 121 00:04:48.160 --> 00:04:50.279 I was like shooting for Penthouse. I was going to 122 00:04:50.319 --> 00:04:53.879 have a Penthouse pet. And I was actually in the 123 00:04:53.879 --> 00:04:56.040 middle of like my last set of photos and the 124 00:04:56.360 --> 00:04:58.439 assistant told me that he had got out of jail 125 00:04:58.959 --> 00:05:01.000 and I had to leave cause I went into a panic, 126 00:05:01.079 --> 00:05:03.480 so like it started like affecting my work, you know. 127 00:05:03.519 --> 00:05:05.240 And then I was like, Okay, I don't feel good, 128 00:05:05.240 --> 00:05:08.480 so let me like do Molly and like all these things. 129 00:05:09.079 --> 00:05:11.879 And I just kind of like really like lost myself, 130 00:05:12.000 --> 00:05:14.439 like in general, like I was like, who even am I? 131 00:05:14.519 --> 00:05:15.560 Like I was the girl. 132 00:05:15.319 --> 00:05:17.959 Who like wouldn't even smoke weed, Like I wouldn't like 133 00:05:19.079 --> 00:05:21.000 do anything the Bible says not to do type of thing, 134 00:05:21.040 --> 00:05:22.879 you know, Okay, but then it kind of went like 135 00:05:22.920 --> 00:05:27.639 from nothing to everything, and I was like, huh. 136 00:05:26.720 --> 00:05:29.000 So, I mean, I appreciate you for sharing your story. 137 00:05:29.040 --> 00:05:30.759 I'm sorry that, you know, things like that happen. I 138 00:05:30.759 --> 00:05:32.560 think that again with the whole age thing. I think 139 00:05:32.600 --> 00:05:36.040 sometimes people unfortunately there's you know, also predators in our 140 00:05:36.079 --> 00:05:38.600 business that take advantage of the young girls as far 141 00:05:38.639 --> 00:05:41.920 as the manipulation of you may not know what you're saying, 142 00:05:41.959 --> 00:05:45.000 yes too. Yeah, just wanted people please, and sometimes we 143 00:05:45.040 --> 00:05:47.120 don't know what that is. But I also commend you 144 00:05:47.199 --> 00:05:49.959 for taking yourself out of the situation because a lot 145 00:05:49.959 --> 00:05:52.360 of people still just continuously do it, yeah and don't 146 00:05:52.360 --> 00:05:54.879 have an outlet. So like taking that break. So within 147 00:05:54.959 --> 00:05:56.839 that break time, what did you do to kind of 148 00:05:57.160 --> 00:05:59.279 get yourself back on track and gets yourself in a 149 00:05:59.319 --> 00:06:01.720 good space that you're you know, making this huge comeback 150 00:06:01.720 --> 00:06:03.120 and doing the business again. 151 00:06:03.279 --> 00:06:06.600 So honestly, it was a long journey, but I think 152 00:06:06.759 --> 00:06:10.160 being surrounded by a good group of people is really 153 00:06:10.160 --> 00:06:12.480 important because I think I was surrounded by people who 154 00:06:12.639 --> 00:06:15.360 just didn't have respect for me, and they didn't have 155 00:06:15.399 --> 00:06:18.040 respect for what I was doing, right, So I kind 156 00:06:18.079 --> 00:06:20.600 of lost respect for myself and I thought that it 157 00:06:20.720 --> 00:06:23.120 was bad type of thing. Like I was even going 158 00:06:23.120 --> 00:06:25.439 on like Christian talk show to try and like be 159 00:06:25.560 --> 00:06:28.879 like no, look I'm good, like you can let me be. Like, 160 00:06:29.120 --> 00:06:30.920 you know, I had to have instances where I got 161 00:06:30.959 --> 00:06:33.680 fired from jobs and all of these things because you 162 00:06:33.920 --> 00:06:38.079 did porn, yes, okay, yeah, and got treated differently. I 163 00:06:38.079 --> 00:06:41.839 would get sexually assaulted like by my employees, employers, you. 164 00:06:41.759 --> 00:06:45.000 Know what I mean, And it was just really weird. 165 00:06:45.000 --> 00:06:46.800 And then when I met my husband. 166 00:06:47.319 --> 00:06:50.680 He was just kind of like he didn't care about 167 00:06:50.720 --> 00:06:53.399 those things, you know, like he he empowers me to 168 00:06:53.399 --> 00:06:56.600 do stuff, and he saw like how many fake profiles 169 00:06:56.600 --> 00:06:59.199 there were of me, and he was just like, you 170 00:06:59.240 --> 00:07:01.160 don't really have to do, you know, like, and I 171 00:07:01.199 --> 00:07:04.079 was like, I don't type of thing, you know. So 172 00:07:04.120 --> 00:07:07.600 I think just getting new boundaries and seeing like, Okay, 173 00:07:07.600 --> 00:07:09.279 this is what I want to do, and I am 174 00:07:09.360 --> 00:07:11.240 in control and I don't have an agent anymore. 175 00:07:11.519 --> 00:07:12.639 So it's like I can set my. 176 00:07:12.600 --> 00:07:15.040 Schedule and I can choose what roles I want to 177 00:07:15.040 --> 00:07:17.680 play and I know what questions to ask now, So 178 00:07:17.720 --> 00:07:20.720 that way, I'm not like playing into porn that I don't. 179 00:07:20.560 --> 00:07:23.360 Really think is conscious for me, you know what I mean. 180 00:07:23.399 --> 00:07:25.240 So I feel like that's been really cool because now 181 00:07:25.240 --> 00:07:27.480 I feel like happy, Like in the industry, I feel 182 00:07:27.560 --> 00:07:29.600 proud of what the work I'm. 183 00:07:29.439 --> 00:07:31.600 Doing and like who I'm working with, and. 184 00:07:31.480 --> 00:07:33.279 I feel like that's really important, you know, being a 185 00:07:33.279 --> 00:07:36.040 performer myself at you know, coming in and seeing how 186 00:07:36.120 --> 00:07:38.680 the businesses and seeing how that all navigates, is that 187 00:07:38.720 --> 00:07:40.519 you really have to My biggest thing is like, do 188 00:07:40.600 --> 00:07:41.720 what do you feel good about? 189 00:07:42.000 --> 00:07:44.360 Do what makes for your brand. Nobody needs you know. 190 00:07:44.319 --> 00:07:47.920 Every individual content creator, performer, We all are in our 191 00:07:47.959 --> 00:07:49.759 own lane. We have you know, all these different you 192 00:07:49.800 --> 00:07:53.079 know platforms now from OnlyFans, porn, have all these other 193 00:07:53.120 --> 00:07:55.079 things that you don't have to be like someone else. 194 00:07:55.079 --> 00:07:57.040 You don't have to mimic you know, my career doesn't 195 00:07:57.240 --> 00:07:58.959 look like yours. Yours doesn't look like mine, But that 196 00:07:59.000 --> 00:08:01.199 doesn't mean that it's bad. I find your own lane 197 00:08:01.240 --> 00:08:02.680 and make what that makes. 198 00:08:02.519 --> 00:08:04.199 Is for you. I absolutely agree with that. 199 00:08:04.360 --> 00:08:06.639 So what kind of scenes are you doing now now 200 00:08:06.639 --> 00:08:08.439 that you're you know, in full control, you took your 201 00:08:08.480 --> 00:08:11.079 narrative back. Are you doing Are you working with everybody 202 00:08:11.120 --> 00:08:13.639 every company? Are you only doing stuff for your only fans? 203 00:08:14.000 --> 00:08:16.519 So I'm actually I'm down to do mainstream. 204 00:08:16.720 --> 00:08:19.079 I'm just working with like companies that I'm familiar with 205 00:08:19.160 --> 00:08:21.800 or directors that I've worked with before. I mean, I 206 00:08:21.839 --> 00:08:24.199 think I'd be interested to work with new companies as 207 00:08:24.240 --> 00:08:27.399 well as long as I see like the content they're. 208 00:08:27.240 --> 00:08:29.560 Making is like what I'm in line with? 209 00:08:29.680 --> 00:08:31.680 So what explain us to that? What is what are 210 00:08:31.720 --> 00:08:33.639 you in line with? Are you just doing like typical 211 00:08:33.720 --> 00:08:34.279 boy girl? 212 00:08:34.360 --> 00:08:35.440 Are you not or did you do. 213 00:08:35.480 --> 00:08:36.279 Like rougher scenes? 214 00:08:36.320 --> 00:08:36.759 Like what is? 215 00:08:36.840 --> 00:08:38.080 What is works for you? 216 00:08:38.120 --> 00:08:41.799 So I'm doing Girl Girl. I have some pov boy 217 00:08:41.840 --> 00:08:44.399 Girl on my only fans, but that's just with my husband. 218 00:08:45.480 --> 00:08:47.919 But other than that, it's just Girl Girl and solo. 219 00:08:48.799 --> 00:08:50.320 But I also do like a lot of fetish, so 220 00:08:50.360 --> 00:08:52.440 I like bondage and stuff like that. 221 00:08:52.679 --> 00:08:53.240 I can do that. 222 00:08:53.799 --> 00:08:55.159 But do you have any fetishes? 223 00:08:55.200 --> 00:08:57.879 What is fetisher? See, that's the thing. 224 00:08:58.200 --> 00:09:01.360 I think my fetishes are probably just like trying all 225 00:09:01.399 --> 00:09:03.840 of them, okay, Like I don't know much, Like I 226 00:09:03.879 --> 00:09:06.840 didn't really know much about fetishes until I got into industry. 227 00:09:07.279 --> 00:09:09.279 And I think, like when I'm on set, like doing 228 00:09:09.279 --> 00:09:11.440 some of the solo stuff, that's when I'm like, I 229 00:09:11.440 --> 00:09:13.960 think I might actually like like this. Maybe I should 230 00:09:14.000 --> 00:09:16.240 try this in an intimate setting because it's different when 231 00:09:16.240 --> 00:09:18.480 you're on set for sure, you know what I mean. 232 00:09:18.519 --> 00:09:21.159 So I think i'd love to be I think I 233 00:09:21.279 --> 00:09:24.080 like the being like constrained down, okay, to where I 234 00:09:24.120 --> 00:09:25.960 can't move, Okay, so you gotta be tied up. You 235 00:09:25.960 --> 00:09:28.720 want to like tied up compression. Like I even like 236 00:09:28.759 --> 00:09:30.559 that latex sheet thing that I saw. 237 00:09:30.679 --> 00:09:32.600 I don't know what that is, but I'm curious about it. 238 00:09:32.639 --> 00:09:34.120 Let's talk about it. Latex sheet. 239 00:09:34.240 --> 00:09:36.240 So I saw like this girl like lay on the ground. 240 00:09:36.279 --> 00:09:41.799 I'm freezing here and something about that. But the sheet's 241 00:09:41.919 --> 00:09:44.759 like flat, right, and it stucks the ground and then 242 00:09:44.759 --> 00:09:46.399 the girl gets under and they lift it like this 243 00:09:46.759 --> 00:09:49.279 and it completely kind of like vacuum seals you down 244 00:09:49.519 --> 00:09:50.240 to the ground. 245 00:09:50.720 --> 00:09:52.559 I would freak out in panic. I feel like it 246 00:09:52.600 --> 00:09:53.600 would feel so good. 247 00:09:53.600 --> 00:09:54.679 Have you ever had a body wrap? 248 00:09:55.279 --> 00:09:56.879 Yeah? I couldn't stand in there for very long. 249 00:09:57.080 --> 00:09:57.240 Oh. 250 00:09:57.279 --> 00:09:59.440 I don't like not being in control. That's one of 251 00:09:59.480 --> 00:10:00.559 my sea I don't. 252 00:10:00.639 --> 00:10:03.360 But I think if it was somebody that I trusted, 253 00:10:03.679 --> 00:10:04.600 I think I might. 254 00:10:04.559 --> 00:10:06.039 And that like that feeling for sure. 255 00:10:06.080 --> 00:10:08.200 I think the safety space, especially when you're doing fetish 256 00:10:08.200 --> 00:10:10.679 type work, I feel like it's really important to not 257 00:10:10.759 --> 00:10:12.919 be educated on what you're doing, because nobody can just 258 00:10:12.919 --> 00:10:14.919 put a latex shoot and you not know what they're 259 00:10:14.919 --> 00:10:16.480 doing right, you can die and suffocate. 260 00:10:17.600 --> 00:10:19.559 I think those I'm like, do we really? 261 00:10:19.639 --> 00:10:20.960 I got a lot of ass I don't know if 262 00:10:21.000 --> 00:10:23.559 the latex is really going to cover sh up what 263 00:10:23.759 --> 00:10:26.200 is going on here? I'm gonna suffocate myself in latex? 264 00:10:26.679 --> 00:10:30.159 Not really? I like that, So what or what you said? 265 00:10:30.200 --> 00:10:31.759 You shot a lot of content here, you're not here 266 00:10:31.799 --> 00:10:34.320 in AVN. You're not shooting or signing for a company, 267 00:10:34.320 --> 00:10:36.039 but you're doing your own content. What kind of what 268 00:10:36.159 --> 00:10:38.159 girls have you worked with? And who are you looking 269 00:10:38.200 --> 00:10:38.679 to work for? 270 00:10:39.600 --> 00:10:42.399 I have worked with so many phenomenal girls since I've 271 00:10:42.440 --> 00:10:46.240 been back. A couple I've been like Kylie Rockett, Nicole Doshi, 272 00:10:46.399 --> 00:10:52.480 yes please, slim thick Vic and I've worked with Gianna Dior. 273 00:10:52.240 --> 00:10:55.279 Since I've been back, and who else? I think that's 274 00:10:55.279 --> 00:10:55.679 about it. 275 00:10:55.720 --> 00:10:57.799 Since oh no, I did my only fans stuff that 276 00:10:57.840 --> 00:10:59.279 was the mainstream some for my only fans. 277 00:10:59.320 --> 00:11:00.039 I've worked with kin. 278 00:11:00.240 --> 00:11:04.440 Love in Nina North and I also have a three 279 00:11:04.480 --> 00:11:07.240 way with me Kinzy and Nina on there two nice 280 00:11:07.440 --> 00:11:10.039 and so I've just been dabbling in I don't think 281 00:11:10.039 --> 00:11:12.960 I've only done like eight scenes back, but a lot 282 00:11:13.000 --> 00:11:15.559 of solo bondage I've been doing for e FN concepts. 283 00:11:15.759 --> 00:11:18.080 Okay, I see the bondage route is kind of like 284 00:11:18.120 --> 00:11:20.679 what feels comfortable for you? Yeah, you say that and 285 00:11:20.720 --> 00:11:22.159 you kind of light up about it. So I feel 286 00:11:22.159 --> 00:11:23.919 like for me again, it's you know, being a performer 287 00:11:24.000 --> 00:11:26.600 is I've always been a highly sexual person. I think 288 00:11:26.679 --> 00:11:29.320 sex is amazing. Obviously I got made a great career 289 00:11:29.360 --> 00:11:31.159 out of it. But if you don't enjoy it, you 290 00:11:31.159 --> 00:11:33.200 can tell when you light up about certain things from 291 00:11:33.240 --> 00:11:35.840 fetishes to just scenes or even doing your only fans 292 00:11:35.919 --> 00:11:37.559 what you can see that you really care and have 293 00:11:37.600 --> 00:11:39.679 passion behind it. And I think that that's what the 294 00:11:39.720 --> 00:11:42.240 great stuff for your fans to kind of see who 295 00:11:42.279 --> 00:11:44.279 you really are, and especially how you're saying that you 296 00:11:44.320 --> 00:11:45.879 may not have done the scenes that you would have 297 00:11:46.120 --> 00:11:48.399 agreed to before, but now you're doing stuff. 298 00:11:48.159 --> 00:11:49.879 That you love, and I think that's really cool. 299 00:11:49.960 --> 00:11:52.000 And not to say that I didn't enjoy the stuff 300 00:11:52.000 --> 00:11:54.159 that I did, but there was only a few scenes. 301 00:11:54.200 --> 00:11:56.639 Like I don't really get into like the sibling and 302 00:11:56.679 --> 00:11:58.840 the parent thing just because like I've had stuff in 303 00:11:58.879 --> 00:12:02.840 my life happen, but I wouldn't like every everything that 304 00:12:02.840 --> 00:12:04.200 that would be cool. But I don't think I could 305 00:12:04.200 --> 00:12:05.960 even do like the stepmom thing anymore. 306 00:12:06.080 --> 00:12:07.440 Like I just feel like I don't. 307 00:12:07.279 --> 00:12:08.879 Want to play and do or I played a stepmom, 308 00:12:08.919 --> 00:12:09.639 You look way too young? 309 00:12:09.759 --> 00:12:11.840 No, I played it. I always play the daughters. 310 00:12:11.879 --> 00:12:14.679 Okay, okay, I always pay daughter I'm not getting in 311 00:12:14.679 --> 00:12:15.200 the correlations. 312 00:12:15.440 --> 00:12:17.279 But like whenever I was in Maine, like at the beginning, 313 00:12:17.320 --> 00:12:19.120 I just feel like I always got played. I always 314 00:12:19.159 --> 00:12:21.039 had to be like super little, and it just made 315 00:12:21.080 --> 00:12:22.960 me feel weird, Like I was just like I'm not 316 00:12:23.000 --> 00:12:24.960 really into this, Like I want to feel sexy, like 317 00:12:25.000 --> 00:12:27.440 I want to be like a goddess, Like I don't 318 00:12:27.440 --> 00:12:29.679 want to be wearing these things. 319 00:12:29.679 --> 00:12:31.600 You know what I mean? Thank you? So are you? 320 00:12:32.120 --> 00:12:34.759 But now working with like Blessica House. 321 00:12:34.799 --> 00:12:35.720 Have you ever worked with them? 322 00:12:35.840 --> 00:12:38.000 I have not, but I've heard about them. I know 323 00:12:38.039 --> 00:12:40.039 that they're very female like driven. 324 00:12:40.440 --> 00:12:42.639 You know Jackie Saint James, she kind of like Leeds. 325 00:12:42.679 --> 00:12:44.360 You do whatever you want. 326 00:12:44.879 --> 00:12:46.399 You get to lead your own scene. They don't cut, 327 00:12:46.399 --> 00:12:48.320 they don't do anything. They just the first time you 328 00:12:48.320 --> 00:12:49.399 see your partner. 329 00:12:49.159 --> 00:12:49.840 Is right there. 330 00:12:49.919 --> 00:12:50.200 Yeah. 331 00:12:50.240 --> 00:12:50.799 I love that. 332 00:12:50.799 --> 00:12:52.720 That's kind of how I directed myself. It was like 333 00:12:52.799 --> 00:12:55.320 for me being a performer, you kind of see that 334 00:12:55.399 --> 00:12:57.399 you don't like it, honestly, where there are to be 335 00:12:57.440 --> 00:12:59.679 in a sexual act, tell me what we need and 336 00:12:59.720 --> 00:13:01.639 let me like make the magic happen, because I feel 337 00:13:01.639 --> 00:13:03.279 like chemistry is a lot of things. I feel it's 338 00:13:03.320 --> 00:13:06.080 because we're doing sex work. It doesn't mean that I 339 00:13:06.120 --> 00:13:08.240 want to date this person, but in that forty five 340 00:13:08.240 --> 00:13:10.039 minutes to an hour, you're gonna think that that's my man. 341 00:13:10.120 --> 00:13:11.240 And the chemistry has to be. 342 00:13:11.200 --> 00:13:14.519 Real because if you get overdirected, Oh I hate that. 343 00:13:14.799 --> 00:13:18.000 I'm literally sure you have somewhat of the control thing 344 00:13:18.039 --> 00:13:18.480 with you too. 345 00:13:18.480 --> 00:13:19.960 You're like, I don't like to be told about to do. 346 00:13:20.240 --> 00:13:22.759 Absolutely not. I think I had super strict parents, did you. 347 00:13:23.159 --> 00:13:26.720 I did not have a super their military family. 348 00:13:26.799 --> 00:13:29.279 Yeah, so they have like their own rules about certain things. 349 00:13:29.440 --> 00:13:33.000 Yes, I feel like I can't say super strict. 350 00:13:33.039 --> 00:13:33.559 I don't know that. 351 00:13:33.600 --> 00:13:36.600 The structure just sometimes is lacking of So it could 352 00:13:36.600 --> 00:13:37.600 be both ways that you can. 353 00:13:37.879 --> 00:13:40.080 Yeah, mine was very confusing because my dad was like 354 00:13:40.159 --> 00:13:42.879 super strict sometimes, but then we'll let me do like 355 00:13:43.840 --> 00:13:45.720 crazy shit like drink with my friends or something. 356 00:13:45.799 --> 00:13:47.120 Yeah, you know, and I'd be like, oh, wait, what 357 00:13:47.799 --> 00:13:51.080 for sure? Describe something that's exciting in your life right now? 358 00:13:51.440 --> 00:13:52.759 Exciting my life right now? 359 00:13:53.759 --> 00:13:56.440 I have two daughters, so I am like just living 360 00:13:56.480 --> 00:13:57.600 up being a mom and a wife. 361 00:13:57.639 --> 00:13:59.039 I just got married in September. 362 00:13:59.120 --> 00:13:59.840 Congratulations. 363 00:14:00.120 --> 00:14:03.559 My personal life, I am really just enjoying that. But 364 00:14:03.679 --> 00:14:07.000 business wise, I am having so much fun, just like 365 00:14:07.480 --> 00:14:10.759 continuing to create ideas and scenarios of scenes like I 366 00:14:10.799 --> 00:14:14.600 shot with Nicol Doshi and another girl DEENI and we 367 00:14:14.679 --> 00:14:17.000 had like this basically did like a cuckhold, like I 368 00:14:17.120 --> 00:14:19.639 was the girlfriend tied up, and like you know, thinking 369 00:14:19.639 --> 00:14:23.120 of fun ideas like that and getting to do those 370 00:14:23.559 --> 00:14:26.159 is really fun. That's the most fun because now it's 371 00:14:26.240 --> 00:14:28.039 like I kind of have like a budget to play with, 372 00:14:28.360 --> 00:14:30.639 so I can actually build sets and do things that 373 00:14:31.159 --> 00:14:33.799 I've wanted to do but I necessarily didn't have like 374 00:14:33.960 --> 00:14:36.440 the ability to because I wasn't knowledgeable in it. 375 00:14:36.480 --> 00:14:39.200 You know, for sure, have you ever had I know 376 00:14:39.240 --> 00:14:41.320 that you know you how many scenes did you actually. 377 00:14:41.080 --> 00:14:42.840 Do while you were like ninety eight? 378 00:14:42.960 --> 00:14:46.600 Okay, so in that time did you have any crazy 379 00:14:46.639 --> 00:14:49.240 fan interaction? You know, we are at an Avian event sometimes, 380 00:14:49.240 --> 00:14:51.519 like you said, your first av and sometimes it'd be crazy. 381 00:14:51.759 --> 00:14:53.960 You have long lines, people are trying to follow you 382 00:14:54.000 --> 00:14:56.200 doing this. Have you ever had something crazy happen with 383 00:14:56.240 --> 00:14:56.799 you and a fan? 384 00:14:57.159 --> 00:14:57.720 Yeah? 385 00:14:58.200 --> 00:15:01.399 So totally. Actually it's crazy because Texas, like. 386 00:15:01.399 --> 00:15:03.200 Well yesterday and I was kidding. 387 00:15:02.879 --> 00:15:05.759 Dude, Texas is a place that's not really cool for 388 00:15:05.799 --> 00:15:09.039 sex workers. Like, they don't really protect you. But I 389 00:15:09.200 --> 00:15:12.440 had a really bad incident actually, so let's. 390 00:15:12.200 --> 00:15:13.000 Just start the story. 391 00:15:13.559 --> 00:15:16.679 It was three incidents before the main incident. I had 392 00:15:16.720 --> 00:15:20.720 saw this guy working in the apartment complex on air conditioners, 393 00:15:21.320 --> 00:15:23.960 so I assuming, you know, working for the apartments. 394 00:15:24.000 --> 00:15:26.600 And then the next time he came knock on my door, 395 00:15:27.320 --> 00:15:27.960 is there a leak? 396 00:15:28.039 --> 00:15:31.240 And I was like, no, there's no leak, and he left. 397 00:15:31.320 --> 00:15:34.000 Right next time I seen him, like at the I 398 00:15:34.039 --> 00:15:36.720 was swimming with my daughter in the pool and. 399 00:15:36.759 --> 00:15:38.679 He's at the gate looking. 400 00:15:39.080 --> 00:15:41.519 I was like, what the fuck, you know, the immediate 401 00:15:41.559 --> 00:15:42.000