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<v Speaker 1>The Bible almost never gives you an exact number. It

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<v Speaker 1>says forty days, twelve tribes, five thousand, fed round numbers, symbols, estimates.

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<v Speaker 1>So when the Gospel of John suddenly records that the

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<v Speaker 1>disciples caught exactly one hundred and fifty three fish on

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<v Speaker 1>the Sea of Galilee, something is off. Scholars have been

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<v Speaker 1>arguing about this for two thousand years. What nobody knew

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<v Speaker 1>is that one hundred and fifty three connects ancient Greek mathematics,

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<v Speaker 1>a Hebrew prophecy from Ezekiel, sacred geometry, and a broken

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<v Speaker 1>fisherman named Simon Peter to a breakfast on a beach

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<v Speaker 1>that rewrote his entire life. To understand why one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>and fifty three matters, you first have to understand the

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<v Speaker 1>morning it happened, because the context is not background noise.

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<v Speaker 1>The context is the entire point. If you had been

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<v Speaker 1>standing on the northern shore of the Sea of Galilee

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<v Speaker 1>sometime around thirty three a d just before dawn, you

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<v Speaker 1>would have seen something strange. A small fishing boat, maybe

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<v Speaker 1>twenty five feet long, riding low in the water, about

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred yards from shore. Inside the boat, a group

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<v Speaker 1>of men working through the night, hauling nets, checking ropes,

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<v Speaker 1>scanning the dark surface of the water for any sign

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<v Speaker 1>of movement beneath it. These were not weekend hobbyists out

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<v Speaker 1>for a relaxing afternoon. Simon Peter Thomas called Didymus Nathaniel

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<v Speaker 1>from Kana in Galilee. The sons of Zebedee, James and John,

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<v Speaker 1>and two other unnamed disciples were Korea fishermen. They had

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<v Speaker 1>grown up on this lake. They knew where the Tilapia

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<v Speaker 1>schooled near the rocky shallows at Tabga. They knew the

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<v Speaker 1>sardine patterns along the northern inlets near Capernium. They knew

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<v Speaker 1>the rhythms of the water the way a farmer knows soilill.

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<v Speaker 1>And yet all night long they caught absolutely nothing. Now

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<v Speaker 1>Here is the part that makes this scene so impossibly

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<v Speaker 1>loaded with meaning. These men had already seen the risen

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus twice. They had watched him appear behind locked doors

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<v Speaker 1>in Jerusalem only days before. They had seen the wounds

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<v Speaker 1>in his hands and his side. They had heard Thomas,

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<v Speaker 1>the skeptic, the one who refused to believe without physical proof,

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<v Speaker 1>fall to his knees and cry out, my Lord and

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<v Speaker 1>my God. They had been told that they were being

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<v Speaker 1>sent into the world the same way the Father had

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<v Speaker 1>sent the son, commissioned, empowered, given a mission that would

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<v Speaker 1>reshape the course of human history. And yet here they

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<v Speaker 1>were back on the water, back in the dark, doing

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<v Speaker 1>the one thing they used to do before any of

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<v Speaker 1>this started, fishing for sardine on the Sea of Tiberius.

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<v Speaker 1>Peter had said to the others, simply, I am going fishing,

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<v Speaker 1>and they had followed him, just like the old days,

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<v Speaker 1>before the miracles, before the sermons on hillsides, and the

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<v Speaker 1>walking on water and the raising of the dead, just

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<v Speaker 1>men and nets and a boat in the dark. Think

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<v Speaker 1>about what that means for a second. Peter, the man

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus renamed from Simon, the man Jesus called the rock

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<v Speaker 1>on which he would build his church, the man who

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<v Speaker 1>was supposed to lead the apostles, establish congregations, preach to nations,

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<v Speaker 1>become the foundation of a movement that would eventually reach

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<v Speaker 1>every continent on earth. That man had gone back to

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<v Speaker 1>his old job. He had seen the resurrection with his

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<v Speaker 1>own eyes, and his response was to pick up a

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<v Speaker 1>fishing net and row out into the dark. Why because

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<v Speaker 1>the last real conversation Peter had with Jesus before the

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<v Speaker 1>crucifixion ended in the worst night of his entire life.

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<v Speaker 1>And to understand the one hundred and fifty three fish,

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<v Speaker 1>you have to understand that night first. It happened in

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<v Speaker 1>the courtyard of the High Priest's house in Jerusalem, on

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<v Speaker 1>the night Jesus was arrested. The temple guards had come

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<v Speaker 1>to the garden of Gethsemone with torches and weapons. Judas

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<v Speaker 1>had betrayed Jesus with a kiss. The disciples had scattered

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<v Speaker 1>into the darkness, but Peter followed at a distance. He

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<v Speaker 1>could not bring himself to abandon Jesus completely, but he

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<v Speaker 1>could not bring himself to stand with him either, so

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<v Speaker 1>he hovered at the edge, caught between loyalty and self preservation.

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<v Speaker 1>In the courtyard there was a charcoal fire. The servants

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<v Speaker 1>and guards were warming themselves around it, and Peter sat

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<v Speaker 1>among them, trying to blend in, trying to stay close

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<v Speaker 1>enough to hear what was happening inside without being noticed.

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<v Speaker 1>And then a servant girl looked at him by the

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<v Speaker 1>firelight and said, you were with him too, weren't you?

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<v Speaker 1>You were with the Galilean And Peter said no. He

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<v Speaker 1>looked her in the face and said, I do not

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<v Speaker 1>know what you were talking about. He moved away from

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<v Speaker 1>the fire toward the gateway, but someone else recognized him.

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<v Speaker 1>This man was with Jesus of Nazareth, and again Peter

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<v Speaker 1>denied it. He swore an oath, I do not know

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<v Speaker 1>the man. And then about an hour later another person

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<v Speaker 1>pressed him, surely you are one of them. Your Galilean

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<v Speaker 1>accent gives you away, And this time Peter began to

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<v Speaker 1>curse and swear violently, I do not know the man.

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<v Speaker 1>Three times by a charcoal fire in the cold, and

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<v Speaker 1>then the rooster crowed, just as Jesus said predicted hours

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<v Speaker 1>earlier at the Last Supper. Before the rooster crows, you

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<v Speaker 1>will deny me three times. And the Gospel of Luke

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<v Speaker 1>adds one devastating detail that the other gospels leave out.

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<v Speaker 1>At the exact moment the rooster crowed across the courtyard

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<v Speaker 1>through the crowd of guards and servants, Jesus turned and

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<v Speaker 1>looked directly at Peter. Their eyes met, and Peter went

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<v Speaker 1>outside and wept bitterly. That was it. That was the

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<v Speaker 1>last real moment between Peter and Jesus before the cross.

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<v Speaker 1>Not a heroic stand, not a declaration of faith, a

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<v Speaker 1>betrayal followed by a look that Peter would carry in

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<v Speaker 1>his chest like a piece of broken glass for the

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<v Speaker 1>rest of his life, and the guilt of that moment

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<v Speaker 1>was still there, still burning. On the morning we are

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<v Speaker 1>talking about, Peter did not feel like an apostle. He

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<v Speaker 1>did not feel like a rock. He did not feel

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<v Speaker 1>like the leader of anything. He felt like a coward

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<v Speaker 1>who had abandoned the person he loved most in the

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<v Speaker 1>world at the moment it mattered most. So he went

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<v Speaker 1>back to the only identity he had left, the only

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<v Speaker 1>version of himself that did not hurt to think about.

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<v Speaker 1>He went fishing, the same thing he had been doing

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<v Speaker 1>on the very first day. Jesus found him three years earlier,

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<v Speaker 1>standing in this same lake, washing his nets, as if

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<v Speaker 1>the calling had never happened, as if he could rowe

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<v Speaker 1>backward through time and become the person he was before

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<v Speaker 1>he ever heard that voice say follow me. And he

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<v Speaker 1>could not even catch a fish. That is the emotional

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<v Speaker 1>set up of John chapter twenty one. A group of exhausted, confused,

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<v Speaker 1>grieving men pulling up empty nets in the dark, haunted

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<v Speaker 1>by what they had done, paralyzed by what they were

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to become. And then, as the sky began to

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<v Speaker 1>lighten over the eastern hills of the Golan Heights, a

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<v Speaker 1>figure appeared on the shore line. The text says they

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<v Speaker 1>did not recognize him at first, just a silhouette against

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<v Speaker 1>the gray dawn. He called out to them across the water, children,

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<v Speaker 1>do you have any fish? They answered no. And then

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<v Speaker 1>the stranger on the shore said something that made no

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<v Speaker 1>logical sense to a group of professional fishermen who had

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<v Speaker 1>been working the water all night. Cast the net on

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<v Speaker 1>the right side of the boat, and you will find

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<v Speaker 1>some the right side. In ancient Jewish tradition, the right

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<v Speaker 1>hand was the hand of power, favor, and blessing. When

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<v Speaker 1>Jacob blessed his grandsons, he placed his right hand on

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<v Speaker 1>the head of the one who would receive the greater inheritance.

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<v Speaker 1>The righteous stand at God's right hand, the condemned stand

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<v Speaker 1>at the left. In a fishing boat on the Sea

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<v Speaker 1>of Galilee, the instruction to cast the net on the

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<v Speaker 1>right side may have sounded like ordinary advice, but to

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<v Speaker 1>anyone steeped in the symbolism of scripture, it carried a

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<v Speaker 1>second meaning. Cast your net toward blessing, cast it toward

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<v Speaker 1>the side of God's favor, and watch what happens. They

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<v Speaker 1>had been fishing all night, They had tried everything they knew,

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<v Speaker 1>they had nothing to show for it. But something about

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<v Speaker 1>that voice made them obey. Without argument. They threw the

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<v Speaker 1>net to the right side of the boat, and immediately

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<v Speaker 1>the net filled with fish, so many fish, so suddenly

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<v Speaker 1>that the net went taut and the boat listed, and

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<v Speaker 1>the muscles in their arms strained, and they could not

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<v Speaker 1>haul it back aboard. John, the disciple Jesus loved, the

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<v Speaker 1>one who had leaned again against his chest at the

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<v Speaker 1>last supper, turned to Peter and said four words that

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<v Speaker 1>changed the entire morning. It is the Lord. John recognized

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<v Speaker 1>it first because he had seen this before. Years earlier,

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<v Speaker 1>on this same lake, Jesus had told Peter and the

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<v Speaker 1>others to cast their nets after a fruitless night, and

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<v Speaker 1>the catch had been so enormous that it nearly sank

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<v Speaker 1>two boats. That was the miracle that started everything, The

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<v Speaker 1>miracle that made Peter fall to his knees and say,

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<v Speaker 1>depart from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man.

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<v Speaker 1>The miracle that made Jesus say, do not be afraid

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<v Speaker 1>from now on you will be catching men. And Peter

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<v Speaker 1>had left everything to follow him. Now it was happening again,

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<v Speaker 1>the same lake, the same empty night, the same impossible catch,

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<v Speaker 1>as if Jesus were saying, I called you once and

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<v Speaker 1>you came. I am calling you again. And Peter, hearing

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<v Speaker 1>those words, did something beautiful and irrational and perfectly in character.

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<v Speaker 1>He did not wait for the boat to reach shore.

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<v Speaker 1>He was stripped down for work, wearing only his undergarment.

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<v Speaker 1>He threw on his outer cloak and hurled himself into

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<v Speaker 1>the water, swimming and stumbling through the shallow surf, half

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<v Speaker 1>drowning in his own clothes, racing toward the figure on

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<v Speaker 1>the beach, like a man who had been holding his

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<v Speaker 1>breath for weeks and could finally finally exhale. Whatever fear

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<v Speaker 1>he had, whatever shame, whatever voice in his head was

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<v Speaker 1>telling him he had lost the right to approach Jesus,

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<v Speaker 1>he ignored it. He just went. The other disciples followed

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<v Speaker 1>in the boat, dragging the enormous net of fish behind them.

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<v Speaker 1>They were only about a hundred yards from shore. When

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<v Speaker 1>they reached the beach, they found something they did not expect.

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus had already built a fire. He was grilling fish

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<v Speaker 1>and bread on the coals. Breakfast was ready. He was

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<v Speaker 1>not pacing the shoreline looking angry. He was not preparing

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<v Speaker 1>a lecture. He was cooking. And here is a detail

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<v Speaker 1>that most readers walk right past without realizing what they

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<v Speaker 1>are looking at. The Greek word John uses for the

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<v Speaker 1>fire on this beach is Anthrucian. It means a fire

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<v Speaker 1>of charcoal, a specific type of fire, and this word

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<v Speaker 1>appears in the entire New Testament exactly twice, once here

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<v Speaker 1>on the beach of the Sea of Galilee, at the

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<v Speaker 1>moment of Peter's restoration, and once before in John chapter eighteen,

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<v Speaker 1>in the courtyard of the High Priest, where Peter denied

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<v Speaker 1>Jesus three times beside a charcoal fire that is not

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<v Speaker 1>an accident. John was an old man when he wrote

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<v Speaker 1>this gospel, probably the last surviving apostle writing from Ephesus,

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<v Speaker 1>decades after the events he described. He chose his words

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<v Speaker 1>with extraordinary care, and he deliberately used the same rare

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<v Speaker 1>Greek word to connect these two scenes like the front

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<v Speaker 1>and back covers of a book, the fire of Peter's

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<v Speaker 1>greatest failure and the fire of his restoration Jesus was

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<v Speaker 1>not just cooking breakfast. He was recreating the exact sensory

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<v Speaker 1>setting of Peter's worst moment, the smell of charcoal, the

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<v Speaker 1>warmth of coals, the gray light of early morning, so

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<v Speaker 1>that he could redeem it. He was building a new

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<v Speaker 1>memory on top of an old wound. And then came

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<v Speaker 1>the conversation that makes grown men cry. Jesus looked at

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<v Speaker 1>Peter and asked, Simon, son of John, do you love me?

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<v Speaker 1>More than these noticed that he did not call him Peter.

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<v Speaker 1>He called him Simon, his old name, his name from

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<v Speaker 1>before the calling, as if to say, I am meeting

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<v Speaker 1>you where you are, not where you think you should be.

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<v Speaker 1>Peter answered yes. Jesus said, feed my lambs. He asked again, Simon,

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<v Speaker 1>Three confessions by a charcoal fire, Jesus was not punishing him,

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<v Speaker 1>He was not interrogating him. He was suturing the wound.

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<v Speaker 1>He was giving Peter the ants to overwrite the worst

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<v Speaker 1>spoken in the abstract, but forgiveness enacted, felt, lived through

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<v Speaker 1>in the body, in the smell of smoke, in the

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<v Speaker 1>sound of a voice asking a question, you get to

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<v Speaker 1>answer differently this time. And there is a detail buried

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<v Speaker 1>in the original Greek that most English translations flatten. The

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<v Speaker 1>first two times Jesus asked the question, he used the

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<v Speaker 1>Greek word agapao. It is the word for unconditional, self

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<v Speaker 1>sacrificing love, the highest kind. But Peter each time answered

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<v Speaker 1>with a different word, pileo, the word for deep affection,

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<v Speaker 1>can actually deliver. Peter was not reaching for the highest shelf.

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<v Speaker 1>He was being honest about where he stood. And the

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<v Speaker 1>third time something shifted. Jesus did not ask with agapaw again.

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<v Speaker 1>He came down. He used phileo, Peter's word as if

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<v Speaker 1>to say, I am not asking you to be perfect.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you love me? Yes? Lord? Feed my lambs. Do

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<v Speaker 1>love me? Lord? You know everything? You know that I

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<v Speaker 1>love you? Feed my sheep. Three questions to undo, three denials,

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<v Speaker 1>a charcoal fire to heal, a charcoal fire, a full

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<v Speaker 1>net to replace an empty one, and a restored man

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<v Speaker 1>standing on a beach at dawn, being told that his

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<v Speaker 1>failure did not disqualify him, that his calling was still intact,

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<v Speaker 1>that his story was not over. And this is the scene,

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<v Speaker 1>this specific scene in which the one hundred and fifty

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<v Speaker 1>three fish appear. This is not a random fishing trip

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<v Speaker 1>mentioned in passing between other events. This is the emotional

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<v Speaker 1>and theological climax of the Fourth Gospel, a scene about failure, forgiveness, shame, restoration, identity,

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<v Speaker 1>and calling. And somewhere woven into the fabric of this scene,

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<v Speaker 1>like a golden thread through dark cloth, is a precise

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<v Speaker 1>count of fish that the author considered important enough to

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<v Speaker 1>preserve for all time. Simon Peter climbed aboard and dragged

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<v Speaker 1>the net ashore. It was full of large fish, one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three, and though there were so many,

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<v Speaker 1>the net was not torn. So What does one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>and fifty three mean, and why in a gospel that

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<v Speaker 1>normally deals in poetry and metaphor and symbolism, did John

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<v Speaker 1>suddenly write down an exact number. The most straightforward answer

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<v Speaker 1>is the one many modern scholars give. John wrote it

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<v Speaker 1>down because it happened. Peter counted the fish. Fishermen always

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<v Speaker 1>count their catch. It is one of the oldest habits

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<v Speaker 1>of the trade. You pull the net ashore, you sought

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<v Speaker 1>them by size, you count them for division. The number

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<v Speaker 1>was one hundred and fifty three, and John, who was there,

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<v Speaker 1>who saw the fish, who probably helped count them, recorded

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<v Speaker 1>the detail. Because eye witnesses remember oddly specific things, the

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<v Speaker 1>number of steps to the upper room, the color of

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<v Speaker 1>the sky at daybreak. The exact count. Nobody invents one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three. If you were making it up,

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<v Speaker 1>you would say about a hundred and fifty or more

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<v Speaker 1>fish than they could hold. The sheer unroundness of the

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<v Speaker 1>number is, in its own way, a fingerprint of authenticity.

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<v Speaker 1>There is a scholar named Raymond Brown, one of the

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<v Speaker 1>most respected New Testament scholars of the twentieth century, who

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<v Speaker 1>spent years studying the number, and in a moment of

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<v Speaker 1>academic honesty that is genuinely funny. He admitted that he

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<v Speaker 1>once had a dream in which he met the beloved

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<v Speaker 1>Disciple and asked him why one hundred and fifty three,

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<v Speaker 1>and the disciple answered, because that is how many there were.

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<v Speaker 1>Brown woke up thinking that might actually be the best

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<v Speaker 1>answer anyone had ever given. But the early Church fathers

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<v Speaker 1>were not satisfied with simplicity. And when you start digging

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<v Speaker 1>into what they found, you understand why scholars have been

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<v Speaker 1>circling this number like moths around a flame for twenty centuries.

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<v Speaker 1>The first major theological interpretation came from Jerome. If you

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<v Speaker 1>do not recognize that name, you need to. Jerome was

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<v Speaker 1>born around three forty seven a d. He was raised

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<v Speaker 1>in Strident, educated in Rome, and spent much of his

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<v Speaker 1>adult life in a cave in Bethlehem, surrounded by manuscripts.

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<v Speaker 1>He learned Hebrew from Jewish rabbis. He mastered Greek, Aramaic,

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<v Speaker 1>and Latin. He translated the entire Bible into Latin, creating

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<v Speaker 1>the Vulgate, the standard Bible of the Western Church for

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<v Speaker 1>over a thousand years. Jerome was not a casual reader

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<v Speaker 1>of scripture. He was arguably the most linguistically gifted biblical

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<v Speaker 1>scholar the ancient world ever produced. When Jerome looked at

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<v Speaker 1>the one hundred and fifty three fish, he connected them

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<v Speaker 1>to a prophecy in the Old Testament that reframes the

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<v Speaker 1>entire miracle. Ezekiel chapter forty seven, one of the most

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<v Speaker 1>vivid and strange prophetic visions in all of Scripture. In

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<v Speaker 1>this passage, the prophet Ezekiel is sported in a vision

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<v Speaker 1>to the Restored Temple, and from the threshold of that

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<v Speaker 1>temple he sees a river of living water flowing eastward.

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<v Speaker 1>An angelic guide leads Ezekiel into the water. First it

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<v Speaker 1>reaches his ankles, then his knees, then his waste, and

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<v Speaker 1>then the river becomes a torrent so deep and so

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<v Speaker 1>powerful that no one can cross it. And this river

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<v Speaker 1>flows east through the desert of the Araba, down through

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<v Speaker 1>the Rift Valley, until it reaches the Dead Sea. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>the Dead Sea sits at the lowest point on the

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<v Speaker 1>Nothing lives in it, no fish, no plants, no algae.

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<v Speaker 1>It is by every biological measure dead, and that is

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<v Speaker 1>precisely the point of Ezekiel's prophecy, because when the living

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<v Speaker 1>water from the temple reaches the dead sea, the impossible happens.

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<v Speaker 1>The salt water becomes fresh, and the sea that could

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<v Speaker 1>sustain no life at all begins teeming with fish. Ezekiel

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<v Speaker 1>records this, fishermen will stand beside it, from Engeddi to Eneglame.

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<v Speaker 1>There will be a place for the spreading of nets.

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<v Speaker 1>Their fish will be, according to their kinds, like the

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<v Speaker 1>fish of the great sea, very many. Jerome saw a

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<v Speaker 1>direct line from Ezekiel forty seven to John twenty one. Jesus,

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<v Speaker 1>who called himself the source of living water in John

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<v Speaker 1>chapter seven, was standing on the shore of a sea

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<v Speaker 1>his disciples. The fishermen were spreading their nets, and the

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<v Speaker 1>massive catch of fish represented the nations of the world

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<v Speaker 1>being gathered into the Kingdom of God, the dead sea

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<v Speaker 1>of humanity brought to life by the living water of

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<v Speaker 1>the Gospel. And Jerome added one crucial detail. He cited

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<v Speaker 1>the ancient Greek zoological tradition, claiming that naturalists of the

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<v Speaker 1>ancient world had cataloged one hundred and fifty three distinct

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<v Speaker 1>species of fish in the known seas. If that was true,

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<v Speaker 1>then the miraculous catch was not just a large number

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<v Speaker 1>of fish, it was one of every kind, a complete

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<v Speaker 1>set the entire created world, every nation and people and language,

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<v Speaker 1>gathered into a single net, and the net held. Modern

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<v Speaker 1>scholars have debated whether ancient zoologists actually listed exactly one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three species. The surviving works of the

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<v Speaker 1>Greek naturalist Opian do not confirm that precise number, and

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<v Speaker 1>Jerome may have been drawing on a tradition that has

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<v Speaker 1>since been lost to history, but the theological architecture of

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<v Speaker 1>his argument is staggering. Regardless of the zoology, Rome saw

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<v Speaker 1>in one hundred and fifty three a symbol of universality

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<v Speaker 1>and completeness, a god whose reach extends to every corner

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<v Speaker 1>of creation, missing nothing, leaving no species of human experience

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<v Speaker 1>outside the net of mercy. And if that were the

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<v Speaker 1>only layer, this number would already deserve a video. But

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<v Speaker 1>what comes next made people sit up in their chairs.

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<v Speaker 1>Around the same time as Jerome, across North Africa, another

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<v Speaker 1>intellectual giant was studying the same number through a completely

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<v Speaker 1>different lens. Augustine of Hippo born three fifty four, a

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<v Speaker 1>d converted after years of philosophical searching, eventually became the

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<v Speaker 1>Bishop of Hippo Regius in modern day Algeria, and arguably

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<v Speaker 1>the most influential Christian thinker outside the Apostles themselves. His

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<v Speaker 1>writings shaped Western theology, philosophy, and political theory for the

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<v Speaker 1>next fifteen centuries. Augustine was not interested in fish species.

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<v Speaker 1>He was interested in numbers, and what he noticed has

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<v Speaker 1>been echoing through scholarship for sixteen hundred years. One hundred

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<v Speaker 1>fifty three is a triangular number that means if you

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<v Speaker 1>add every whole number from one to seventeen, one plus

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<v Speaker 1>two plus three plus four all the way up to seventeen,

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<v Speaker 1>the total is exactly one hundred and fifty three. If

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<v Speaker 1>you arranged one hundred fifty three dots on a page,

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<v Speaker 1>one on the first row, two on the second, three

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<v Speaker 1>on the third, continuing through to seventeen, they would form

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<v Speaker 1>a perfect equilateral triangle seventeen rows one hundred fifty three points,

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<v Speaker 1>a flawless geometric shape. In the ancient world, this was

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<v Speaker 1>not trivia. Triangular numbers were considered sacred the Pythagoreans, the

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<v Speaker 1>Greek philosophical and mathematical school founded by Pythagoras in the

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<v Speaker 1>sixth century BC, revered triangular numbers as expressions of divine order.

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<v Speaker 1>Their central symbol, the Tetractys, was itself a triangular arrangement

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<v Speaker 1>of ten dots. Initiates swore their most sacred oaths by it,

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<v Speaker 1>by him who handed down to our generation the Tetractys

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<v Speaker 1>the source and root of everlasting nature. For the Pythagoreans,

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<v Speaker 1>numbers were not just counting tools. They were the architecture

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<v Speaker 1>of reality, and a triangular number was a number that

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<v Speaker 1>had achieved its perfect geometric form. Augustine then looked at

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<v Speaker 1>the base of the triangle seventeen and broke it down further.

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<v Speaker 1>Ten plus seven Ten the number of the commandments God

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<v Speaker 1>the number of the gifts of the Holy Spirit. The

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<v Speaker 1>number of creation since God rested on the seventh Day,

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<v Speaker 1>the number of completeness and perfection in the Jewish symbolic vocabulary,

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<v Speaker 1>appearing more than seven hundred times across the Hebrew Bible,

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<v Speaker 1>so one hundred and fifty three, as the triangulation of

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<v Speaker 1>seventeen encoded, the total union of law and Grace, the

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<v Speaker 1>Ten Commandments and the Sevenfold Spirit, Moses and the Holy Spirit,

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<v Speaker 1>the Old Covenant and the New encoded in a single number,

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<v Speaker 1>caught in a single net. And there is more. The

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<v Speaker 1>fifth century theologian Cyril of Alexandria offered yet another reading.

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<v Speaker 1>He broke one hundred and fifty three into three components,

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred representing the fullness of the Gentile nations, fifty

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<v Speaker 1>representing the faithful remnant of Israel, and three representing the

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<v Speaker 1>Holy Trinity, Father, Son, and Spirit, the complete gathering of

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<v Speaker 1>all peoples, Jewish and Gentile, held together in the embrace

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<v Speaker 1>of the Triune God. Three theologians, three frameworks, all pointing

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<v Speaker 1>toward the same conclusion, completeness, totality, everyone in the net.

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<v Speaker 1>If you are finding this as deep as I think

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<v Speaker 1>this every single week. But we are not done with

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<v Speaker 1>the mathematics, not even close. One hundred and fifty three

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<v Speaker 1>is a narcissistic number. Some call it an armstrong number.

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<v Speaker 1>Here is what that means. Take each of its three

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<v Speaker 1>das digits separately one five, three, Now cube each one.

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<v Speaker 1>One cubed is one, five cubed is one hundred and

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<v Speaker 1>twenty five, Three cubed is twenty seven. Add the cubes together.

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<v Speaker 1>One plus one hundred and twenty five plus twenty seven

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<v Speaker 1>equals one hundred and fifty three. The number reconstructs itself

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<v Speaker 1>from its own parts. It is self referential, self generating.

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<v Speaker 1>You break it apart, and it puts itself back together.

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<v Speaker 1>That is not a typo, by the way, and it

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<v Speaker 1>gets stranger. Still. Take any multiple of three. Pick one

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<v Speaker 1>at random twelve, twenty seven, three hundred and sixty nine,

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't matter. Cube each digit and add the results.

415
00:29:52.359 --> 00:29:55.440
<v Speaker 1>If the answer is not yet one hundred and fifty three,

416
00:29:56.160 --> 00:29:59.960
<v Speaker 1>take the new number and repeat the process. Cube the digit,

417
00:30:00.759 --> 00:30:06.279
<v Speaker 1>add the cubes, keep going. Every multiple of three in existence,

418
00:30:06.759 --> 00:30:10.000
<v Speaker 1>no matter how large, no matter how far away it seems,

419
00:30:10.359 --> 00:30:13.440
<v Speaker 1>will eventually arrive at one hundred and fifty three. Through

420
00:30:13.480 --> 00:30:18.839
<v Speaker 1>this process. It is a mathematical fixed point, a destination.

421
00:30:19.920 --> 00:30:23.200
<v Speaker 1>Every number that carries the signature of three, the trinity,

422
00:30:23.640 --> 00:30:27.480
<v Speaker 1>the triune God eventually finds its way to one hundred

423
00:30:27.519 --> 00:30:30.759
<v Speaker 1>and fifty three. The way streams find their way to

424
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<v Speaker 1>the sea. Ancient mathematicians did not use our modern terminology,

425
00:30:36.279 --> 00:30:40.000
<v Speaker 1>but they recognized when a number behaved in unusual ways.

426
00:30:40.640 --> 00:30:43.279
<v Speaker 1>And in a world where numbers were believed to reflect

427
00:30:43.359 --> 00:30:46.880
<v Speaker 1>the hidden structure of the divine, a number that generates

428
00:30:46.920 --> 00:30:50.920
<v Speaker 1>itself from its own pieces and draws all related numbers

429
00:30:50.960 --> 00:30:55.640
<v Speaker 1>toward itself would have been regarded as extraordinary. A number

430
00:30:55.680 --> 00:30:59.920
<v Speaker 1>with a gravitational center a numerical signature of something much

431
00:31:00.000 --> 00:31:04.480
<v Speaker 1>which larger than itself. But Augustine and Jerome were working

432
00:31:04.519 --> 00:31:08.799
<v Speaker 1>within the Christian tradition. The connection that reaches back before

433
00:31:08.880 --> 00:31:13.759
<v Speaker 1>Christianity even existed involves not one, but two figures from

434
00:31:13.799 --> 00:31:19.519
<v Speaker 1>the ancient Greek world. The first is Pythagoras himself. There

435
00:31:19.599 --> 00:31:23.720
<v Speaker 1>is an ancient tradition preserved by the third century biographer

436
00:31:23.759 --> 00:31:28.519
<v Speaker 1>Porphyry that Pythagoras once encountered a group of fishermen hauling

437
00:31:28.559 --> 00:31:31.839
<v Speaker 1>in their nets on the coast of Italy. Before the

438
00:31:31.880 --> 00:31:35.440
<v Speaker 1>net was pulled ashore, Pythagoras told the fishermen he could

439
00:31:35.440 --> 00:31:38.880
<v Speaker 1>predict the exact number of fish in the catch. The

440
00:31:38.920 --> 00:31:44.839
<v Speaker 1>fishermen were skeptical. Pythagoras gave his number, they counted he

441
00:31:45.000 --> 00:31:48.839
<v Speaker 1>was right. The ancient sources do not all agree on

442
00:31:48.960 --> 00:31:53.000
<v Speaker 1>what the number was, but several later commentators connected the

443
00:31:53.079 --> 00:31:56.920
<v Speaker 1>story directly to one hundred and fifty three, the number

444
00:31:56.960 --> 00:32:00.680
<v Speaker 1>the Pythagoreans already knew as the measure of the fish

445
00:32:01.079 --> 00:32:06.319
<v Speaker 1>because of its role in sacred geometry. Whether the connection

446
00:32:06.519 --> 00:32:10.400
<v Speaker 1>is historically air tight or a later embellishment, the fact

447
00:32:10.480 --> 00:32:13.960
<v Speaker 1>remains that one hundred and fifty three was already a

448
00:32:14.039 --> 00:32:19.240
<v Speaker 1>number associated with miraculous fish catches in the Greek intellectual world,

449
00:32:19.599 --> 00:32:23.880
<v Speaker 1>centuries before the Gospel of John was written, and that

450
00:32:24.000 --> 00:32:30.920
<v Speaker 1>leads us to Pythagoras's greatest successor, Archimedes of Syracuse born

451
00:32:31.279 --> 00:32:35.440
<v Speaker 1>around two eighty seven BC, Widely regarded as one of

452
00:32:35.480 --> 00:32:40.759
<v Speaker 1>the three greatest mathematicians in human history, alongside Newton and Gauss.

453
00:32:41.440 --> 00:32:45.839
<v Speaker 1>He calculated pie, He discovered the laws of buoyancy and

454
00:32:45.920 --> 00:32:50.119
<v Speaker 1>the principles of the lever. He designed siege engines that

455
00:32:50.279 --> 00:32:53.599
<v Speaker 1>held off the Roman army at Syracuse, and in a

456
00:32:53.640 --> 00:32:58.559
<v Speaker 1>foundational work called Measurement of a Circle, Archimedes needed to

457
00:32:58.640 --> 00:33:03.000
<v Speaker 1>express the square root of three as a fraction. The

458
00:33:03.039 --> 00:33:07.000
<v Speaker 1>best approximation he could find, using the smallest possible whole

459
00:33:07.119 --> 00:33:10.519
<v Speaker 1>numbers was two hundred and sixty five to one hundred

460
00:33:10.559 --> 00:33:14.279
<v Speaker 1>and fifty three. The square root of three does not

461
00:33:14.400 --> 00:33:17.799
<v Speaker 1>sound like something that should matter to a conversation about

462
00:33:17.839 --> 00:33:21.839
<v Speaker 1>the Bible, but in the ancient world this ratio was

463
00:33:21.920 --> 00:33:26.200
<v Speaker 1>considered one of the fundamental constants of the universe. The

464
00:33:26.200 --> 00:33:29.680
<v Speaker 1>square root of three is the governing ratio of the

465
00:33:29.720 --> 00:33:35.559
<v Speaker 1>equilateral triangle. It defines the exact relationship between a triangle's

466
00:33:35.599 --> 00:33:39.720
<v Speaker 1>side length and its height, and in the philosophical tradition

467
00:33:39.839 --> 00:33:44.720
<v Speaker 1>of the Pythagoreans, the equilateral triangle, with its three equal

468
00:33:44.839 --> 00:33:48.319
<v Speaker 1>sides and three equal angles, was one of the most

469
00:33:48.400 --> 00:33:52.920
<v Speaker 1>perfect expressions of harmony and balance in nature. But the

470
00:33:53.000 --> 00:33:57.480
<v Speaker 1>square root of three is also the controlling ratio inside

471
00:33:57.519 --> 00:34:01.559
<v Speaker 1>a specific geometric shape that is far more important to

472
00:34:01.599 --> 00:34:06.319
<v Speaker 1>this story than any triangle. It is called the vesica PICIs.

473
00:34:07.000 --> 00:34:10.880
<v Speaker 1>To make this shape, imagine two circles of equal size

474
00:34:11.360 --> 00:34:15.079
<v Speaker 1>overlapping so that the outer edge of each circle passes

475
00:34:15.119 --> 00:34:18.960
<v Speaker 1>through the exact center of the other. The almond shaped

476
00:34:19.000 --> 00:34:22.800
<v Speaker 1>region where the two circles overlap is the vesica pissis,

477
00:34:23.360 --> 00:34:26.000
<v Speaker 1>and the ratio of its height to its width is

478
00:34:26.079 --> 00:34:30.400
<v Speaker 1>the square root of three, which, according to Archimedes is

479
00:34:30.519 --> 00:34:34.079
<v Speaker 1>best expressed as two hundred and sixty five over one

480
00:34:34.199 --> 00:34:39.280
<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three. The name vesica pissis is Latin.

481
00:34:39.920 --> 00:34:44.000
<v Speaker 1>It translates to bladder of the fish. And if you

482
00:34:44.039 --> 00:34:48.320
<v Speaker 1>see the shape, you instantly understand why it looks like

483
00:34:48.360 --> 00:34:52.559
<v Speaker 1>a fish, exactly like the fish symbol that early Christians

484
00:34:52.599 --> 00:34:56.280
<v Speaker 1>began scratching into the walls of catacombs and into the

485
00:34:56.360 --> 00:35:00.599
<v Speaker 1>dust of Roman roads to secretly identify one another during

486
00:35:00.639 --> 00:35:05.559
<v Speaker 1>the persecutions. The ichthys the fish of Christ and the

487
00:35:05.639 --> 00:35:10.280
<v Speaker 1>geometric ratio that defines this shape. The formula that literally

488
00:35:10.360 --> 00:35:13.880
<v Speaker 1>creates the fish symbol has one hundred and fifty three

489
00:35:14.360 --> 00:35:19.039
<v Speaker 1>as its denominator. Archimedes worked out this ratio two and

490
00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:23.320
<v Speaker 1>a half centuries before Jesus was born. John recorded the

491
00:35:23.440 --> 00:35:27.880
<v Speaker 1>number one hundred and fifty three decades after the resurrection.

492
00:35:28.800 --> 00:35:32.920
<v Speaker 1>Neither could have been consciously coordinating with the other, and

493
00:35:33.039 --> 00:35:36.960
<v Speaker 1>yet the number sits at the intersection of Greek mathematical

494
00:35:37.000 --> 00:35:42.159
<v Speaker 1>tradition and Christian sacred narrative, like a hinge connecting two

495
00:35:42.199 --> 00:35:46.840
<v Speaker 1>completely different doors that happened to open into the same room.

496
00:35:47.400 --> 00:35:50.800
<v Speaker 1>Was John aware of the Pythagorean resonance of this number.

497
00:35:51.320 --> 00:35:56.480
<v Speaker 1>This is where scholars genuinely disagree, and both sides deserve respect.

498
00:35:57.079 --> 00:36:00.679
<v Speaker 1>But the Gospel of John is not as simple fishman's memoir.

499
00:36:01.400 --> 00:36:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Its opening lines in the beginning was the logos, and

500
00:36:06.000 --> 00:36:10.199
<v Speaker 1>the logos was with God, and the logos was God

501
00:36:10.880 --> 00:36:15.599
<v Speaker 1>use a concept drawn directly from Greek philosophy. John was

502
00:36:15.639 --> 00:36:19.639
<v Speaker 1>writing for an audience that included Greek educated readers who

503
00:36:19.639 --> 00:36:24.760
<v Speaker 1>would have recognized mathematical symbolism. And for that audience, one

504
00:36:24.840 --> 00:36:27.679
<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three was not just a fish count.

505
00:36:28.320 --> 00:36:32.840
<v Speaker 1>It was a number already loaded with sacred connotation. But

506
00:36:33.000 --> 00:36:36.960
<v Speaker 1>the connection that makes scholars actually lose sleep comes from

507
00:36:37.039 --> 00:36:42.199
<v Speaker 1>neither mathematics nor zoology. It comes from the Hebrew language itself.

508
00:36:42.760 --> 00:36:47.079
<v Speaker 1>Remember Jerome's reference to Ezekiel forty seven, the vision of

509
00:36:47.119 --> 00:36:51.480
<v Speaker 1>fishermen spreading their nets from Engedi to Eneglame by the

510
00:36:51.480 --> 00:36:55.639
<v Speaker 1>shores of the restored Dead Sea. In the nineteen fifties,

511
00:36:56.039 --> 00:37:01.039
<v Speaker 1>a Cambridge scholar named J. A. Emerton published a paper

512
00:37:01.159 --> 00:37:04.840
<v Speaker 1>in the Journal of Theological Studies that sent a quiet

513
00:37:05.000 --> 00:37:10.480
<v Speaker 1>earthquake through biblical scholarship. Emerton noticed something about those two

514
00:37:10.559 --> 00:37:15.280
<v Speaker 1>place names that had apparently been overlooked for centuries. In

515
00:37:15.400 --> 00:37:19.599
<v Speaker 1>ancient Hebrew, every letter doubles as a number. A lef

516
00:37:19.880 --> 00:37:25.239
<v Speaker 1>is one, bet is two, gimmel is three. This system

517
00:37:25.280 --> 00:37:30.280
<v Speaker 1>extends through the entire alphabet, with later letters representing larger values.

518
00:37:30.880 --> 00:37:36.000
<v Speaker 1>Yod is ten, kof is one hundred. Calculating the numerical

519
00:37:36.079 --> 00:37:38.840
<v Speaker 1>value of a Hebrew word by adding up the values

520
00:37:38.840 --> 00:37:42.400
<v Speaker 1>of its letters is called gematria, and it was not

521
00:37:42.559 --> 00:37:46.599
<v Speaker 1>some obscure occult practice. It was a standard feature of

522
00:37:46.679 --> 00:37:51.920
<v Speaker 1>Jewish intellectual life. Rabbis used it routinely in their commentary

523
00:37:51.920 --> 00:37:56.199
<v Speaker 1>on the Torah. You can find gematria in the Talmud,

524
00:37:56.519 --> 00:38:00.320
<v Speaker 1>in the Midrash, in the Dead Sea scrolls, even in

525
00:38:00.400 --> 00:38:04.840
<v Speaker 1>secular life. Roman era graffiti found on the walls of

526
00:38:04.880 --> 00:38:09.239
<v Speaker 1>Pompeii includes the phrase I love the girl whose name

527
00:38:09.599 --> 00:38:14.079
<v Speaker 1>is five hundred and forty five. Gematria was simply how

528
00:38:14.079 --> 00:38:19.159
<v Speaker 1>the ancient world understood the relationship between language and number.

529
00:38:19.800 --> 00:38:24.039
<v Speaker 1>They were two sides of the same coin. Emeerton applied

530
00:38:24.119 --> 00:38:28.000
<v Speaker 1>standard gematria to the two place names in Ezekiel's fishing

531
00:38:28.039 --> 00:38:33.719
<v Speaker 1>prophecy Ngedi means spring of Gedi strip off n, which

532
00:38:33.760 --> 00:38:37.800
<v Speaker 1>simply means spring or fountain. And calculate the value of

533
00:38:37.840 --> 00:38:46.679
<v Speaker 1>gedi three letters Gimel equals three, Dalette equals four, Yod

534
00:38:47.119 --> 00:38:55.679
<v Speaker 1>equals ten. Three plus four plus ten equals seventeen seventeen

535
00:38:56.559 --> 00:39:00.800
<v Speaker 1>the base of the triangle. Enegleame means spring of egglame.

536
00:39:01.239 --> 00:39:05.320
<v Speaker 1>Strip off the prefix and calculate egglame. Five letters Ayen

537
00:39:05.440 --> 00:39:11.360
<v Speaker 1>equals seventy, Gimmel equals three, Lumd equals thirty, Yod equals ten,

538
00:39:11.880 --> 00:39:16.639
<v Speaker 1>mem equals forty. Seventy plus three plus thirty plus ten

539
00:39:16.679 --> 00:39:21.000
<v Speaker 1>plus forty equals one hundred and fifty three one hundred

540
00:39:21.039 --> 00:39:25.920
<v Speaker 1>and fifty three the sum of the triangle. The two

541
00:39:25.960 --> 00:39:30.559
<v Speaker 1>place names in Ezekiel's fishing prophecy, when decoded through standard

542
00:39:30.639 --> 00:39:35.480
<v Speaker 1>mainstream Hebrew gematria, produce the exact pair of numbers that

543
00:39:35.599 --> 00:39:40.679
<v Speaker 1>define the seventeenth triangular number written into the Hebrew text

544
00:39:40.960 --> 00:39:44.719
<v Speaker 1>of the Old Testament hundreds of years before the Gospel

545
00:39:44.760 --> 00:39:49.480
<v Speaker 1>of John existed. I mean, think about that for a second.

546
00:39:50.239 --> 00:39:53.400
<v Speaker 1>These are the real numerical values of the real Hebrew

547
00:39:53.440 --> 00:39:57.840
<v Speaker 1>consonants in specific place names in a specific Old Testament

548
00:39:57.880 --> 00:40:02.320
<v Speaker 1>prophecy about fisherman's rereading nets beside a sea that has

549
00:40:02.360 --> 00:40:06.679
<v Speaker 1>been miraculously brought to life by living water flowing from

550
00:40:06.719 --> 00:40:11.239
<v Speaker 1>the Temple of God, and those values correspond exactly to

551
00:40:11.320 --> 00:40:15.079
<v Speaker 1>the number John recorded in his Gospel caught when the

552
00:40:15.079 --> 00:40:20.039
<v Speaker 1>disciples obeyed the risen Jesus, who called himself the source

553
00:40:20.079 --> 00:40:23.239
<v Speaker 1>of living water, standing on the shore of the Sea

554
00:40:23.320 --> 00:40:27.639
<v Speaker 1>of Galilee. This is where things stopped being funny. Take

555
00:40:27.679 --> 00:40:30.239
<v Speaker 1>a step back and look at what we have so far.

556
00:40:31.239 --> 00:40:35.119
<v Speaker 1>Jerome found one hundred and fifty three species of fish,

557
00:40:35.519 --> 00:40:40.760
<v Speaker 1>and a prophecy in Ezekiel about fishermen spreading nets. Augustine

558
00:40:40.800 --> 00:40:46.360
<v Speaker 1>found a triangular number encoding law and grace. Cyril found

559
00:40:46.360 --> 00:40:51.519
<v Speaker 1>the trinity holding together jew and Gentile. The Pythagoreans found

560
00:40:51.519 --> 00:40:55.559
<v Speaker 1>the measure of the fish in sacred geometry, Archimedes found

561
00:40:55.599 --> 00:40:59.199
<v Speaker 1>it in the square root of three, and now Emerton

562
00:40:59.280 --> 00:41:02.880
<v Speaker 1>found it in the Hebrew consonants of the very place

563
00:41:03.079 --> 00:41:08.239
<v Speaker 1>names Ezekiel chose for his fishing prophecy. Each discovery was

564
00:41:08.280 --> 00:41:13.239
<v Speaker 1>made independently in a different century, using a different method

565
00:41:13.639 --> 00:41:17.079
<v Speaker 1>in a different language, and they all converge on the

566
00:41:17.079 --> 00:41:24.800
<v Speaker 1>same number. That is not how coincidence works. Coincidence scatters

567
00:41:25.559 --> 00:41:30.400
<v Speaker 1>whatever this is, it gathers because you can dismiss any

568
00:41:30.440 --> 00:41:33.559
<v Speaker 1>one of these connections on its own. You can say

569
00:41:33.639 --> 00:41:38.400
<v Speaker 1>Jerome was speculating about fish species. You can say Augustine

570
00:41:38.480 --> 00:41:42.559
<v Speaker 1>was playing mathematical games. You can say the Vesica Pissis

571
00:41:42.679 --> 00:41:46.480
<v Speaker 1>link is a coincidence. You can call the gematria of

572
00:41:46.559 --> 00:41:51.199
<v Speaker 1>Engadi and eneglame cherry picking. But when you stack them together,

573
00:41:51.679 --> 00:41:55.119
<v Speaker 1>when you see the same number surfacing in different languages,

574
00:41:55.559 --> 00:42:01.519
<v Speaker 1>through different mathematical systems, in texts written centuries a part

575
00:42:02.079 --> 00:42:06.119
<v Speaker 1>by people who could not possibly have coordinated with each other,

576
00:42:06.639 --> 00:42:11.000
<v Speaker 1>the responsible thing to do is not dismiss it. It

577
00:42:11.079 --> 00:42:13.559
<v Speaker 1>is to sit with the weight of it and ask

578
00:42:13.760 --> 00:42:17.400
<v Speaker 1>what it means. There is one more thread worth pulling,

579
00:42:17.840 --> 00:42:22.920
<v Speaker 1>and it involves the most famous symbol in Christianity, the Icthys,

580
00:42:23.519 --> 00:42:27.800
<v Speaker 1>the fish, the Greek word for fish that early believers

581
00:42:27.920 --> 00:42:32.599
<v Speaker 1>used as a secret acronym during the Roman persecutions. Es

582
00:42:32.679 --> 00:42:40.239
<v Speaker 1>Sucristos Teo Huios Sota Jesus Christ, Son of God Savior.

583
00:42:41.039 --> 00:42:46.679
<v Speaker 1>The first letter of each word spells Ichthys fish. Some

584
00:42:46.880 --> 00:42:50.400
<v Speaker 1>scholars have observed that if you apply a reverse gematria

585
00:42:50.519 --> 00:42:54.320
<v Speaker 1>to the first three letters of Ichthys, assigning value one

586
00:42:54.400 --> 00:42:58.000
<v Speaker 1>to the last letter, of the Greek alphabet, and working backward,

587
00:42:58.599 --> 00:43:02.639
<v Speaker 1>the letters Iota, Chai, and theta add up to one

588
00:43:02.719 --> 00:43:06.840
<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three. The abbreviation for the Phish symbol,

589
00:43:07.280 --> 00:43:12.559
<v Speaker 1>decoded through an alternative Greek numerical system, produces the Phish number.

590
00:43:13.199 --> 00:43:16.360
<v Speaker 1>In Hebrew, the place name in the Phishing prophecy of

591
00:43:16.400 --> 00:43:20.519
<v Speaker 1>Ezekiel gives you one hundred and fifty three. In Greek,

592
00:43:20.880 --> 00:43:24.199
<v Speaker 1>the abbreviation for the symbol of Christ gives you one

593
00:43:24.280 --> 00:43:29.960
<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three. Two languages, two systems, one number,

594
00:43:30.559 --> 00:43:37.400
<v Speaker 1>always connected to Phish, always connected to Christ. Now full honesty.

595
00:43:38.159 --> 00:43:43.199
<v Speaker 1>Not every scholar considers the reverse Greek gemetria convincing. Some

596
00:43:43.320 --> 00:43:46.880
<v Speaker 1>call it speculative, and the broader debate about how much

597
00:43:46.920 --> 00:43:51.239
<v Speaker 1>of this John consciously intended is real with serious people

598
00:43:51.440 --> 00:43:55.239
<v Speaker 1>on both sides. The question of whether a first century

599
00:43:55.280 --> 00:43:59.719
<v Speaker 1>author embedded multiple layers of mathematical symbolism in a narrative

600
00:43:59.760 --> 00:44:04.400
<v Speaker 1>of a breakfast on the beach is genuinely open. Maybe

601
00:44:04.440 --> 00:44:09.199
<v Speaker 1>he did, Maybe Providence did the embedding for him. Maybe

602
00:44:09.239 --> 00:44:13.519
<v Speaker 1>the convergence of meaning is itself the point. But here

603
00:44:13.639 --> 00:44:16.800
<v Speaker 1>is what I cannot get past. It is not any

604
00:44:16.880 --> 00:44:21.159
<v Speaker 1>single thread alone. It is the convergence of all of them.

605
00:44:21.599 --> 00:44:26.960
<v Speaker 1>The triangular number encoding law and grace, the narcissistic number

606
00:44:27.000 --> 00:44:31.079
<v Speaker 1>that reconstructs itself from its own parts, the measure of

607
00:44:31.119 --> 00:44:35.360
<v Speaker 1>the fish in the sacred geometry of Archimedes, the gematria

608
00:44:35.480 --> 00:44:39.880
<v Speaker 1>of egglame in the fishing prophecy of Ezekiel, the ancient

609
00:44:40.039 --> 00:44:45.039
<v Speaker 1>zoological catalog of all fish species, the mathematical signature of

610
00:44:45.079 --> 00:44:48.920
<v Speaker 1>the ichthys, and the precise number of fish pulled from

611
00:44:48.960 --> 00:44:51.400
<v Speaker 1>the sea on a morning that was never really about

612
00:44:51.440 --> 00:44:54.400
<v Speaker 1>fish at all, but about a broken man being put

613
00:44:54.440 --> 00:44:57.880
<v Speaker 1>back together by the only one who could. You would

614
00:44:57.880 --> 00:45:01.800
<v Speaker 1>think someone would have noticed all of this sooner. Nobody did.

615
00:45:02.360 --> 00:45:06.440
<v Speaker 1>The full picture only emerged when scholars from different centuries

616
00:45:06.480 --> 00:45:10.960
<v Speaker 1>and different disciplines started laying their findings side by side.

617
00:45:11.360 --> 00:45:15.440
<v Speaker 1>But the number kept echoing through history even before anyone

618
00:45:15.559 --> 00:45:20.000
<v Speaker 1>fully understood why. In the fourth century, the desert monk

619
00:45:20.239 --> 00:45:24.880
<v Speaker 1>Evagrius Ponticus wrote a work on prayer containing exactly one

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<v Speaker 1>hundred and fifty three chapters, deliberately structuring his text around

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<v Speaker 1>the number from John twenty one. In fifteen twelve, John

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<v Speaker 1>Collet founded Saint Paul's School in London, to educate exactly

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<v Speaker 1>one hundred and fifty three poor men's children, again as

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<v Speaker 1>a direct reference to the miraculous catch. Something about this

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<v Speaker 1>number kept pulling people back century after century, as if

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<v Speaker 1>it contained a gravity they could feel but not fully explain.

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<v Speaker 1>And this brings us to what I believe is the

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<v Speaker 1>deepest layer, not mathematical, not linguistic, human Because John did

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<v Speaker 1>not write his Gospel for number theorists. He did not

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<v Speaker 1>write it for Gematria enthusiasts or people who get excited

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<v Speaker 1>about Pythagorean geometry. He wrote it for real people, living

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<v Speaker 1>real lives, people who were exhausted, people who had failed,

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<v Speaker 1>people who had denied the thing they believed in most

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<v Speaker 1>and did not know if they could come back from it.

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<v Speaker 1>People who had gone back to the only thing they

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<v Speaker 1>used to be good at and found that even that

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<v Speaker 1>did not work anymore. Look at this scene one final time,

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<v Speaker 1>not through the lens of numbers, but through the lens

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<v Speaker 1>of what it felt like to actually be there. Its

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<v Speaker 1>early morning on the Sea of Galilee. The sky is

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<v Speaker 1>going from black to gray. You have been on the

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<v Speaker 1>water since dark, and your hands roar from the nets,

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<v Speaker 1>your shoulders ache, your eyes sting, with salt and exhaustion.

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<v Speaker 1>The hills of Galilee are black outlines against a sky

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<v Speaker 1>that does not care how tired you are. Somewhere on

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<v Speaker 1>the shore, a dog is barking. The water slaps against

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<v Speaker 1>the hull in a rhythm that has become unbearable because

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<v Speaker 1>it is the rhythm of failure. Pull nothing, pull nothing,

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<v Speaker 1>pull nothing, and the net is empty again. You went

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<v Speaker 1>back to the one thing you thought defined you before

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<v Speaker 1>everything changed, and it turns out you cannot even do

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<v Speaker 1>that anymore. The water gives you nothing, the net holds nothing.

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<v Speaker 1>You are nothing. And then a voice from the shore

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<v Speaker 1>tells you to try again. Cast it one more time

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<v Speaker 1>on the right side, And something in your gut, some

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<v Speaker 1>instinct you cannot name, some echo of a voice you

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<v Speaker 1>heard years ago beside this same lake, makes you listen,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe because you have nothing left to lose, Maybe because

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<v Speaker 1>underneath all the shame and exhaustion you recognize who is speaking.

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<v Speaker 1>And the net fills. It fills so fast and so

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<v Speaker 1>completely that the boat tilts, and the rope's strain, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, before anyone says a word, who is standing

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<v Speaker 1>on that beach. You drag the net to shore and

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<v Speaker 1>count one hundred and fifty three, every one of them large,

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<v Speaker 1>and the net is not torn. That last detail is

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<v Speaker 1>doing more work than any other sentence in the passage.

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<v Speaker 1>And to see why, you have to remember the first

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<v Speaker 1>miraculous catch back in Luke chapter five, when Jesus first

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<v Speaker 1>called Peter. The catch was so massive that the nets

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<v Speaker 1>began to break. Luke uses the Greek word dierrecetto the

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<v Speaker 1>nets were tearing apart. Peter had to call a second

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<v Speaker 1>boat just to keep from losing everything. But here in

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<v Speaker 1>John twenty one, with a catch just as large, John

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<v Speaker 1>makes a point of recording the opposite, The net was

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<v Speaker 1>not torn. The Greek word is eskisti. It did not split,

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<v Speaker 1>it did not rupture, it held. That is not a

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<v Speaker 1>casual observation, that is a theological statement, because in the

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<v Speaker 1>ancient churches reading of this miracle, the net represents the

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<v Speaker 1>community of faith, the gathering of every nation and every kind,

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<v Speaker 1>exactly as Ezekiel prophesied, every species of fish, every type

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<v Speaker 1>of person, pulled from the depths by fishermen who had

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<v Speaker 1>been called to become fishers of men. The first net

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<v Speaker 1>before the cross broke under the weight, the second net

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<v Speaker 1>after the resurrection held, and the message embedded in that

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<v Speaker 1>contrast is a promise. What God builds after the Cross

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<v Speaker 1>is stronger than what came before. The net will hold,

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<v Speaker 1>it will not tear under the weight, It will not

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<v Speaker 1>rip apart from the diversity of what it carries. It

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<v Speaker 1>is strong enough for everything and everyone that enters it.

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<v Speaker 1>And then Jesus invites you to sit down. He has

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<v Speaker 1>already prepared the meal. He is not angry, he is

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<v Speaker 1>not disappointed. He has fish on the fire and bread

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<v Speaker 1>warming on the coals, and he says, simply come and

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<v Speaker 1>eat and over that meal in the same setting as

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<v Speaker 1>your worst memory, he gives you a chance to speak

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<v Speaker 1>the words your heart has been screaming for weeks. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you love me, feed my sheep? Do you love me?

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<v Speaker 1>Tend my sheep? Do you love me? Feed my sheep?

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<v Speaker 1>Three questions to replace, three denials, a charcoal fire to redeem,

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<v Speaker 1>a charcoal fire, a full net to overwrite an empty one,

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<v Speaker 1>and a number woven into all of it, one hundred

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<v Speaker 1>and fifty three carrying the mathematical d NA of completeness,

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<v Speaker 1>the prophetic fingerprint of Ezekiel, the geometric signature of the

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<v Speaker 1>fish of Christ, and the promise that the God who

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<v Speaker 1>embedded order into the laws of mathematics is the same

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<v Speaker 1>God who shows up on a cold beach at dawn

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<v Speaker 1>to cook breakfast for a man who thought he was finished.

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<v Speaker 1>That is what one hundred and fifty three means, all

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<v Speaker 1>of it at once, the math and the mercy, the

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<v Speaker 1>geometry and the grace, the code and the kindness. A

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<v Speaker 1>God who speaks in the language of triangular numbers to

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<v Speaker 1>the minds of scholars, and in the language of grilled

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<v Speaker 1>fish and quiet questions to the hearts of fishermen who

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<v Speaker 1>have failed. And maybe that is the real code hidden

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<v Speaker 1>in this number, not a secret to unlock, but a

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<v Speaker 1>pattern to recognize the pattern of a God who refuses

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<v Speaker 1>to let the final chapter be written by your worst moment,

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<v Speaker 1>who plant seeds in the Old Testament that bloom in

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<v Speaker 1>the New who hides mathematical precision inside a breakfast invitation,

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<v Speaker 1>and who asks only one question, the same question, three

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<v Speaker 1>times until you are finally ready to hear it. The

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<v Speaker 1>real question this passage asks is not a math problem.

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<v Speaker 1>It is the same question Jesus asked Peter two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>years ago. With charcoal smoke drifting through the cool morning

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<v Speaker 1>air and the sun rising over the hills of Galilee.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you love me? That is not a theological exam,

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<v Speaker 1>That is not a test you can pass or fail.

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<v Speaker 1>That is an invitation, and it is being asked right

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<v Speaker 1>now of you, wherever you are, whatever empty net you

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<v Speaker 1>have been hauling through dark water, whatever charcoal fire still

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<v Speaker 1>haunts your memory. Peter's answer was not eloquent. He did

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<v Speaker 1>not cite Archimedes, he did not explain Gematria, he did

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<v Speaker 1>not calculate triangular numbers. He just told the truth. Lord,

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<v Speaker 1>you know everything, You know that I love you, and

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<v Speaker 1>that was enough. It always has been. If this video

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<v Speaker 1>showed you something in scripture you had never noticed before, subscribe.

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<v Speaker 1>We go deep into mysteries like this every week, and

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<v Speaker 1>what we are about to uncover in the Book of

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