Speaker 1: Not may.
Speaker 2: Heavens a love I have. It's been a very long
Speaker 2: time since someone called me a not mayor. No, no, no,
Speaker 2: it's me. I'm here, baby, I'm here because well, you've
Speaker 2: been calling for me every night. You just sit there
Speaker 2: while you're dreaming, and I have to watch you as
Speaker 2: you talk and turn and sit there writhing in that bed,
Speaker 2: calling out my name. But not in a way that
Speaker 2: I would like you to be calling out my name,
Speaker 2: mind you. But yeah, So I decided that to night
Speaker 2: was the night I had to make myself known, baby,
Speaker 2: my love, my island. I need for you to do
Speaker 2: one thing for me. There, you can go move some
Speaker 2: of that hair out of your face. Now, don't just
Speaker 2: lay there what Oh yeah, you might be finding it
Speaker 2: rather difficult to move. Before I shook you awake, I
Speaker 2: injected you with the paralysis agent. It's not a big deal.
Speaker 3: It's what s S.
Speaker 2: I know it's really difficult for you to talk right now. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I've been creeping in through your window over there.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: The second lock was really difficult to get off.
Speaker 1: Kudo's on that one.
Speaker 2: But you didn't exactly arm your security every night when
Speaker 2: it mattered, I went ahead and made a ghost phone
Speaker 2: so that I can always disable it if I have
Speaker 2: to it. You got out of that habit rather quickly.
Speaker 2: You're not really good whenever your routines are changed. So
Speaker 2: all I have to do to make my job easier
Speaker 2: is make it to where I'm calling some stuff at
Speaker 2: your job and make it to where they're going to
Speaker 2: keep you late.
Speaker 3: What.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I found out who's your who's your employer's
Speaker 2: biggest plan? Oh yep, exactly. And I found some people
Speaker 2: that worked there and became friends. And I've made some
Speaker 2: very lucrative suggestions for them and told them exactly who
Speaker 2: should be handling that account, which means I've been kind
Speaker 2: of shadow puppeting your life last couple of months. Oh
Speaker 2: that look, baby, I know what that look means.
Speaker 1: I know what that look means. I know what that
Speaker 1: look means.
Speaker 4: I don't want to have another fight I love I
Speaker 4: don't want to have another fight that.
Speaker 1: I am tired tired of you.
Speaker 2: Not understanding exactly how much I love you. And Baby,
Speaker 2: I love you. I love you. I love you so much.
Speaker 2: I'm the only one who's ever loved you.
Speaker 5: I'm the only one who overwhelmed one of the girls
Speaker 5: putting in this kind of part to make sure you
Speaker 5: know exactly how important you watch to them.
Speaker 2: So just calm down. Instead of me just watching you
Speaker 2: sleep every night, instead of me just being your keeper,
Speaker 2: how about I'm we do something else, you know, how
Speaker 2: about we do something really really good.
Speaker 6: And neglecting this side of your face, haven't I no,
Speaker 6: I know, baby, and she said, the other side of
Speaker 6: the one side of the bed, but I can. I'm
Speaker 6: just crawling underneath the sheets and just sit here and
Speaker 6: cuddle you. Make you feel safe again. You haven't felt
Speaker 6: safe in a very long time.
Speaker 1: That's why you've been.
Speaker 2: Having those not marrors thinking about me, and I know
Speaker 2: you're thinking about the last time that we were together.
Speaker 1: You know, we have that really big fight.
Speaker 2: I lost control. I'm telling you that these last couple
Speaker 2: of months, I've been doing a really good job of
Speaker 2: getting back in control. In fact, by being able to
Speaker 2: know what you're doing at work, by having people there,
Speaker 2: and by getting access to all the cameras that you
Speaker 2: put up around the house, I always know what you're doing,
Speaker 2: and I feel great. I'm not as paranoid as I
Speaker 2: used to be. Ever since I put the GPS tracker
Speaker 2: on your car, and I have that GPS tracker on
Speaker 2: your phone because again ghost phone, I can download and
Speaker 2: I can see all the message. Just come in and
Speaker 2: I can listen into every call. I'm there with you
Speaker 2: every moment, every moment. And when I learned your sleep patterns,
Speaker 2: I could come inside and watch you sleep and just
Speaker 2: kind of nap while you're napping, and then when you
Speaker 2: start stirring, comfort you back to sleep. Because I know
Speaker 2: what I did to you last time.
Speaker 6: I was so scary.
Speaker 2: I know that it replays in your mind. It's a
Speaker 2: memory that your brain can't get out of.
Speaker 6: But it's all right.
Speaker 2: Look, I don't have any knives, I don't have any rope.
Speaker 2: There's no chains. The only thing that's you know, I
Speaker 2: had to use it so we can have this discussion,
Speaker 2: so you could hear my side, so you could baby,
Speaker 2: so you could understand. I'm just stand my side, baby you.
Speaker 2: I never ever want to be without him. I never
Speaker 2: ever want to have you feel alone, have you feel
Speaker 2: well without me, cause you're everything to me. Maybe you're
Speaker 2: absolutely everything to me. You alone make my heart beat
Speaker 2: without you, those those couple of days without you when.
Speaker 1: I was in at jail, cell you know.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I guess I should tell you about that too.
Speaker 2: I did escape, and it's okay. Like I got one
Speaker 2: of the guards to believe that I wasn't who I
Speaker 2: said I was, and he felt so bad. He's really
Speaker 2: big on false imprisonment. And I was able to just
Speaker 2: sit there and play on that for a few days
Speaker 2: until I was able to get the slip. And they
Speaker 2: haven't been able to find me because already resourceful the
Speaker 2: things I've done, And honestly, they didn't give me a
Speaker 2: step big of a threat then, because I was able
Speaker 2: to hide all of the well what they called weapons.
Speaker 2: I was not going to use these weapons. I wasn't
Speaker 2: gonna use them to hurt you, but to help control
Speaker 2: the situation. They were instruments.
Speaker 1: Of control, non weapons.
Speaker 2: Maybe I want us to work. For us to work,
Speaker 2: you're gonna have to understand that I have the best
Speaker 2: interest for you at heart. You're so sweet, You're so nice.
Speaker 2: You forgive people you shouldn't be forgiving.
Speaker 1: You don't like confrontation.
Speaker 2: I've got you.
Speaker 5: I can.
Speaker 2: I will confront whoever. I will absolutely make anyone who
Speaker 2: thinks that they can talk to you any kind of
Speaker 2: way ruth a day and then I can have that
Speaker 2: nice offf touch it now, make sure you're on. But
Speaker 2: that also means I have to keep you away from
Speaker 2: all of those girls, all of those girls who you
Speaker 2: don't even see it.
Speaker 7: That's the problem.
Speaker 2: You don't even see it, that they're staring at you.
Speaker 1: You don't understand that.
Speaker 4: These girls they want you, they want to be around you,
Speaker 4: if they want to touch it, they want to love you.
Speaker 4: They want what I have, and quite frankly, they can't
Speaker 4: have it because your mind.
Speaker 2: You're sorry, I'm told to you I don't and it's true.
Speaker 2: I'm still working. I'm still working on I'm still working
Speaker 2: on managing my emotions and making sure that control. I
Speaker 2: have to remember control of something. It's important, but it's
Speaker 2: something I've got to get a better handle on.
Speaker 1: I've gotta.
Speaker 2: And you've always been so not controlling impact.
Speaker 6: You like it.
Speaker 2: You told me you like it. You want someone in
Speaker 2: your life who understands, who understands you, understands that you
Speaker 2: really like your video games. I love your video games too.
Speaker 2: I love playing them with you. I love Poppin' Zombie Hens,
Speaker 2: I love FPS games. Hunting down someone. It really gets
Speaker 2: my primal track and it makes me feel a little
Speaker 2: fairal you love your manga Hunted too. Manga's so much fun,
Speaker 2: so much fun. I love reading Torough It with you.
Speaker 2: I love watching anime with you so much. I love
Speaker 2: your choice and music I love I love playing Magic
Speaker 2: the Gathering.
Speaker 1: I absolutely love our comic book nights, whenever we go
Speaker 1: out and we said to play D and D.
Speaker 2: I love all the nerdy, deplicious things that you're into
Speaker 2: and love them because I'm into to. You're the perfect
Speaker 2: person for me. You're into all the things that I
Speaker 2: absolutely love and endure it.
Speaker 3: And that is where I have to protect you.
Speaker 5: I have to keep you close.
Speaker 2: I have to keep it by me. I have to
Speaker 2: know what you're doing. And I'm just saying the two
Speaker 2: of us could take over the world. You're so smart,
Speaker 2: so incredibly smart, your brain, your creativity, just everything, their
Speaker 2: hopes and your dreams.
Speaker 1: I can help you make them some truth.
Speaker 2: But you have got to understand as a process. You know,
Speaker 2: I have to feel secure because if there's so many
Speaker 2: people who've left you, you don't want to leave to you,
Speaker 2: you don't want to leave. No, you can't, babe, Okay,
Speaker 2: I'm sorry. I'm getting I'm getting all work deaf just
Speaker 2: because you can't talk to me. What means you get
Speaker 2: you're mumbling where you can, You're trying.
Speaker 1: See.
Speaker 2: Look, you even put that kind of effort into our relationship, baby,
Speaker 2: you see you're you want to be here, you know what. Look,
Speaker 2: just to move your lips twice, just twitch them if
Speaker 2: you if you want, you still want me right? You
Speaker 2: still want me right you it's because no, it's because
Speaker 2: it's the anesthetic. You can't It's because I had anesthetistic slightly.
Speaker 2: It's because it's because you're having a hard time movie
Speaker 2: and you're not. You can't concentrate me.
Speaker 1: That's right, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
Speaker 2: It doesn't make me angry.
Speaker 1: It doesn't make me angry, it doesn't make me.
Speaker 4: Want to Oh oh baby, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1: I didn't mean.
Speaker 3: It's got so mad.
Speaker 1: I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry. I know it was your shoulder. I'm meant
Speaker 2: to hit the pillow, but your shoulder was right there.
Speaker 2: It's hard to see it not. I just.
Speaker 1: It's hard to see it not.
Speaker 2: And I love you, and I just get really worked up,
Speaker 2: especially when you can't answer back. But I knew that
Speaker 2: if I just woke you up, you'd start screaming and
Speaker 2: then the cops would you called and we couldn't talk
Speaker 2: this through. I know you want you know what, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna You're not going into work tomorrow.
Speaker 3: I'm gonna I'm gonna message it.
Speaker 2: We'll just wait. We'll just sit here and like beside you,
Speaker 2: and we'll wait until anesthesia begins to wear off.
Speaker 3: And then are you gonna just you know, be here,
Speaker 3: just sit here and rep you and love on you
Speaker 3: until you can start talking again.
Speaker 2: What are you looking at? Oh? That's one of my
Speaker 2: other needles, just in case, you know, you get a
Speaker 2: lancy and I'll just help cam you now here. How
Speaker 2: about I put on so yeah, what should we put on?
Speaker 2: You know what? It's been a really long time since
Speaker 2: we watched Tell of a Bus together. We watched a
Speaker 2: couple of episodes. We'll see how you feel the darling.
Speaker 6: I love you.
Speaker 2: Hey, guys, seen Alexander here inspiration for this audio. I've
Speaker 2: never hit a partner intentionally. There was a time when
Speaker 2: I was actually in a scuffle with a girl and.
Speaker 1: At the time boyfriend. But now x went and grabbed
Speaker 1: me from behind. I didn't know who it was, and
Speaker 1: I just swung great big time apologized for that. Not
Speaker 1: okay whatsoever with you.
Speaker 2: Know that kind of those kinds of actions, but there was.
Speaker 1: I do not do this anymore. I am not proud
Speaker 1: of this. I do not condone this behavior.
Speaker 2: But there was a point in my life when I
Speaker 2: absolutely went to an ex that we'd broken up with.
Speaker 7: And went in through his winter and he sat there
Speaker 7: watching me and woke up, crawled in bed with him
Speaker 7: when he woke up, us beside him, and we actually
Speaker 7: talked through quite a few things. And I know that
Speaker 7: sounds really creepy without knowing more of our dynamic.
Speaker 1: If you knew our dynamic, you'd understand why he never
Speaker 1: even called the cops. But the relationship was completely over,
Speaker 1: but I was unable to let go, and I'm very
Speaker 1: happy now that.
Speaker 6: I was med.
Speaker 1: I did have that conversation, and actually he will tell
Speaker 1: you the same thing too.
Speaker 2: In fact, before I recorded this audio, I did actually
Speaker 2: call him.
Speaker 1: And get his permission, and he said the same thing too.
Speaker 1: While he would have he wasn't answering his phone. He wasn't.
Speaker 1: I showed up knocked a couple of times. He wasn't answering.
Speaker 1: He agreed that the conversation.
Speaker 2: Needed to happen, but that doesn't excuse my behavior of
Speaker 2: forcing it to happen in the way that it did happen. Yeah,
Speaker 2: that was the reasonhy I didn't call the cops because
Speaker 2: he wasn't any danger and a lot of the emotions
Speaker 2: I felt I was channeled through this character. And then
Speaker 2: when I saw this imagery, because I use AI generations
Speaker 2: based off on my own face and SIMS render, this
Speaker 2: was based off of a SIMS render that I did,
Speaker 2: I was like, Okay, this is perfect, Like this actually
Speaker 2: benefits one of the stories I've been thinking aboulitarying for
Speaker 2: a while. I want to say a huge thank you
Speaker 2: to everyone who has been signing up a Patreon this
Speaker 2: is crazy.
Speaker 1: Thank you for all of the support.
Speaker 2: I will be doing some Patreon only streams on the
Speaker 2: server coming.
Speaker 1: Up in the next month. This past month has just
Speaker 1: been a.
Speaker 2: Lot of personal stuff that happened, and also really working
Speaker 2: and getting the book.
Speaker 1: A lot of people have been asking about the book.
Speaker 1: It is not dead in the water.
Speaker 2: I am still having some formatting issues, but we are
Speaker 2: going to get it out.
Speaker 1: I know it seems like service at this point. At
Speaker 1: this point, it's like, just.
Speaker 2: Drop the damn book, Sena, and I'm this close.
Speaker 1: And I will also be dropping.
Speaker 2: It on Patreon and digital form for everyone who are
Speaker 2: silver aimed above. You will be getting a copy on
Speaker 2: digital form. You don't have to poke it on Amazon,
Speaker 2: but I don't know. I'm thank you, guys. It means
Speaker 2: a lot that people are asking about it because sometimes
Speaker 2: you guys are excited about it, and I know you're
Speaker 2: not trying to put more pressure on me. You're just
Speaker 2: excited about my work, and that's the way I'm taking it.
Speaker 1: You're excited about my work. It is a huge, sweet
Speaker 1: thing that you guys are doing.
Speaker 2: And I also want to formally announce because this is
Speaker 2: actually getting more traction and I actually understand better how
Speaker 2: to get it out than this book. I'm starting making
Speaker 2: visual novels based off of my character. So super excited
Speaker 2: about that. I talked about it in a premiere in
Speaker 2: for another video, but now I'm.
Speaker 1: Officially willing to announce it. I will start live streaming
Speaker 1: the creation of its see too.
Speaker 2: I'm super stoked about that, and people who want to
Speaker 2: donate towards getting some original art done for it.
Speaker 1: Because Steam has a with AI.
Speaker 2: I believe you can use AI images, but like they're
Speaker 2: moving away from it. I don't know, but either way,
Speaker 2: I do want to start supporting artists because I have
Speaker 2: been using a lot of AI and I'm in a
Speaker 2: position where I can now. So I'll have some different incentives.
Speaker 2: If you guys want to name characters and you help
Speaker 2: me get the money to be able to create the
Speaker 2: or if you donate rather if you donate to you
Speaker 2: shouldn't get the money zena, you know English. If you
Speaker 2: would like to donate towards the creation of the visual
Speaker 2: novel and help me get the original art done by
Speaker 2: an artist, then awesome.
Speaker 1: That makes me really happy. I'll make sure to.
Speaker 2: Let you guys name the mobs of other incentives as well.
Speaker 2: I'm really considering putting up a Kickstarter for this, so
Speaker 2: this will be exciting. I love you, guys, and I
Speaker 2: will see you in the next video work.