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<v Speaker 1>You'll be away five seventeen.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you want to report a UFO hanging in?

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<v Speaker 3>We don't want to report every thirty one.

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<v Speaker 4>Do you wish to report a.

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<v Speaker 2>UFO over hey, we want to one of those.

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<v Speaker 3>Data areas thirty one.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you wish to find a report of any kind

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<v Speaker 2>of it? I wouldn't know what kind of reports clouds,

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<v Speaker 2>time areas thirty one me neither there. See if it

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<v Speaker 2>was anybody above us to pass us, Like thirty seconds ago,

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<v Speaker 2>we were sending one top of golf negative, okay, off

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<v Speaker 2>fi the UFO. Yeah, it's murder ten nine o'clock. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>I'll passed over, I go. I don't know what it was,

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<v Speaker 2>but it's from at least to three thousand feet above us. See,

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<v Speaker 2>I passed right over the top of us ninety one one.

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<v Speaker 2>You just called both to be be four.

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<v Speaker 4>They're after staying the airplanes.

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<v Speaker 5>He is.

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<v Speaker 2>To God on an unidentified object, every liberty or call

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<v Speaker 2>or calm on an unidentified flying object.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to UFO Chronicles, a place where people share their

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<v Speaker 1>experiences of the strange and unexplained. If you've had an encounter,

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<v Speaker 1>I would like to be on the show. You can

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<v Speaker 1>email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com.

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<v Speaker 6>Hello everyone, and welcome to this show. How are you

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<v Speaker 6>all doing. I'm Nick Hunter and this is the UFO

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<v Speaker 6>Chronicles podcast. In this episode, we meet Kelly, calling from

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<v Speaker 6>the state of Maryland, share her lifetime of encounters, from

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<v Speaker 6>childhood visions of translucent beings with hollow eyes to a

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<v Speaker 6>glowing football shaped light in the night sky that seemed

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<v Speaker 6>to know it was being watched. Along the way came

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<v Speaker 6>haunted apartments, weegi boards, and the moment she discovered the

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<v Speaker 6>book Communion and realized she wasn't alone in what she

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<v Speaker 6>had seen. These are stories of faith, fear, and persistence,

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<v Speaker 6>woven through decades of strange experiences that blur the lines

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<v Speaker 6>between spirits, aliens, and something far stranger. Kelly is up next,

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<v Speaker 6>but first, if you enjoyed the show and you would

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<v Speaker 6>Head on over to patreon dot com forward slash UFO

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<v Speaker 6>Chronicles podcast. You can also find a link in the

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<v Speaker 6>description of this episode. Any help is very much appreciated.

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<v Speaker 6>Now on with the show. Kelly, Welcome to the podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Hi, Thank you.

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<v Speaker 5>It is great to have you with us today and

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<v Speaker 5>you're calling from the state of Maryland in the US.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I'm actually I spent most of my life in

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<v Speaker 3>New York, New York City, and I grew up in Pennsylvania.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was in New York City for thirty five

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<v Speaker 3>years and I've been Maryland for a month, not very long.

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<v Speaker 5>That's not long at all. And do you like it?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, miss, a completely different animal, as they say, but

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<v Speaker 3>still you know, just as people. There's people here and

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<v Speaker 3>that's they have people everywhere and ghosts.

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<v Speaker 5>Ah that you're certainly right there. Wonderful. Okay, Now, Kelly,

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<v Speaker 5>you have some experiences you're going to be sharing of us.

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<v Speaker 5>Would you like to start at the beginning, please, ma'am.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes. What I did was I made a list of

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<v Speaker 3>some things that were important to me that happened and

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<v Speaker 3>they were basically different times in my life. So I

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<v Speaker 3>was born in nineteen sixty three, and so that just

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<v Speaker 3>gives you a timeline of when these things would have happened.

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<v Speaker 3>And so you know, I hesitate. I'm self editing because

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<v Speaker 3>I don't want to offend people, because I just have

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<v Speaker 3>my experiences and so my life, my philosophy in life

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<v Speaker 3>is kind of based on my experiences. It's not based

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<v Speaker 3>on anything. Like an example would be when I was four,

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<v Speaker 3>a man I think I was at some sort of

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<v Speaker 3>Bible school, like my parents dropped us off as like

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<v Speaker 3>a babysitting service, and this man came up to me

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<v Speaker 3>and he I think he was trying to present the

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<v Speaker 3>gospel to a four year old, and he said, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>if you're ever afraid or you need anything, you can

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<v Speaker 3>call on Jesus like that, right, And I was four,

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<v Speaker 3>So I was like, Okay, I got it. But then

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<v Speaker 3>like they also told me there was a Santa Claus

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<v Speaker 3>and an Easter Bunny and you know things like that.

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<v Speaker 3>So I mean, you could have told me anything really right,

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<v Speaker 3>But I decided to check it out one time and

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<v Speaker 3>it worked. The idea is that it became like my

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<v Speaker 3>And I don't know that many Christians would acknowledge me

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<v Speaker 3>as a Christian, but I think that my experience is

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<v Speaker 3>that I believe in Jesus. But what happens is I

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<v Speaker 3>realized when I was preparing for this that I have

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<v Speaker 3>a whole timeline of experiences where Jesus just sort of

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<v Speaker 3>showed up or helped or whatever like whatever. Jesus. I

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<v Speaker 3>believe Jesus was an actual person, but I think that

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<v Speaker 3>he had a very paranormal existence. And I started reading

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<v Speaker 3>the Bible, and the Bible is very paranormal, right. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean you can't even open it anywhere just randomly and

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<v Speaker 3>not find some crazy paranormal reference, right, And so people

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<v Speaker 3>ask the question, you know, are we alone? But I

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<v Speaker 3>think many ancient texts, like even there's a man called

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<v Speaker 3>Finkl and he works for the British Museum and he's

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<v Speaker 3>the head of the Cuneiform collection, and he's been translating them, right,

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<v Speaker 3>he reads corneiform, and he has something like nine hundred

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<v Speaker 3>tablets and they're all what he calls exorcism tablets. And apparently,

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<v Speaker 3>like at some time in the distant past, people had

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<v Speaker 3>problems with the paranormal, like with spirits bothering them, and

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<v Speaker 3>so they would go to a shaman or a priest

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<v Speaker 3>or someone, and then they would write like a recipe

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<v Speaker 3>or prescription on how to get rid of the spirit.

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<v Speaker 3>And so these tablets were the prescription that these was

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<v Speaker 3>written for these people, and then they would bury it

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<v Speaker 3>under their home and that's why their excavators are finding

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<v Speaker 3>these tablets is because they've been intentionally buried. It's a

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<v Speaker 3>great book. It's called The History of Ghosts, Doctor Irving

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<v Speaker 3>Finkel with an fi NK. I think it's L. E. L. Finkl.

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<v Speaker 3>And I actually purchased this book because on Facebook in

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<v Speaker 3>twenty twenty, Irving Finkel promised that he was going to

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<v Speaker 3>read a ghost story on Halloween from his book, and

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<v Speaker 3>he did. He read one of the excerpts from the book,

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<v Speaker 3>and I just thought, oh, I have to have this book.

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<v Speaker 3>So these tablets are six, like between three and six

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<v Speaker 3>thousand years old. I mean I might be misquoting that,

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<v Speaker 3>but they're very old tablets, and they predate the Bible,

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<v Speaker 3>they predate you know, lots of other and I haven't

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<v Speaker 3>just read the Bible. But when I was in college,

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<v Speaker 3>I was an art major, so I had the freedom

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<v Speaker 3>to do research, right, and so something I'll just share

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<v Speaker 3>because this was kind of the foundation. It became like

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<v Speaker 3>the foundation of my life was when I was nine.

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<v Speaker 3>And again this lets you know I wasn't a traditional

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<v Speaker 3>Christian by any stretch of the word. But when I

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<v Speaker 3>was eight, my grandmother passed away and so when I

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<v Speaker 3>was shortly after that, she was buried on my birthday.

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<v Speaker 3>So shortly after that, I was nine, and I had

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<v Speaker 3>this experience where I woke up. It was nighttime, obviously,

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<v Speaker 3>and my parents were not awake, so the house was

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<v Speaker 3>dark and it was quiet, and so I was going

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<v Speaker 3>to just go back to sleep, and everything was kind

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<v Speaker 3>of fuzzy, like the darkness was kind of fuzzy, and

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<v Speaker 3>I thought maybe it was my eyes, right, So I

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<v Speaker 3>was kind of rubbing my eyes, thinking that I just

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<v Speaker 3>wanted to clear my eyes and then go back to sleep.

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<v Speaker 3>Except at some point I started to notice in the

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<v Speaker 3>fuzziness of the room there was like movement, and I

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<v Speaker 3>remember thinking, like, what is this? What? What is this?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm awake and I don't understand what this is. And I,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, grew up in a time period where we

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<v Speaker 3>had my Favorite Martian and Bewitched and Scooby Doo, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>so so I understood that weird things, you know, there

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<v Speaker 3>were references in my culture to weird things, but I

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<v Speaker 3>had never seen anything like what I was seeing. So

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<v Speaker 3>they were kind of transparent and they looked like they

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<v Speaker 3>were made up of the light of light particles. The

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<v Speaker 3>fuzziness seemed like it was just light particles, and then

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<v Speaker 3>as they came into focus, I realized I had no

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<v Speaker 3>vocabulary for what I was looking at. And they had

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<v Speaker 3>large dark eyes that, in my understanding were just hollow sockets,

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<v Speaker 3>like just darkness, like hollow darkness, and they seemed to

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<v Speaker 3>be discussing something, and I don't know. Someone said to

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<v Speaker 3>me once maybe it was telepathy, but I understood that

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<v Speaker 3>they were discussing me like there. Whatever they were, whatever

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<v Speaker 3>it was being discussed, it had something to do with me.

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<v Speaker 3>And the reason I'm telling you this is because this

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<v Speaker 3>experience became like a foundation for me trying to figure

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<v Speaker 3>out what's going on here and how does this fit

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<v Speaker 3>into reality. So I remember being afraid, and I remember

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<v Speaker 3>closing my eyes thinking it would disappear. I remember putting

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<v Speaker 3>the blankets over my head, like all the typical things

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<v Speaker 3>that you know that I did. And then I remember

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<v Speaker 3>calling out to my parents and they didn't respond, and

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<v Speaker 3>I remember thinking, Okay, I'm on my own here, so

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<v Speaker 3>I don't understand what's going on. So I called on

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<v Speaker 3>Jesus and they didn't leave immediately, but I could tell

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<v Speaker 3>that the conversation was ending, like whatever whatever they were

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<v Speaker 3>discussing was coming to an end, and one of them

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<v Speaker 3>came over to me, and I think it made the

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<v Speaker 3>motion of like kissing me good night and tucking in

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<v Speaker 3>my blankets and then going back to the group, and

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<v Speaker 3>then the whole thing disappeared. So I'm thinking I was

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<v Speaker 3>trying to make sense of this, and all I could

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<v Speaker 3>think of was, well, maybe that's what you look like

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<v Speaker 3>when you die. And maybe the one that came over

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<v Speaker 3>and kissed me good night was my grandmother, because that's

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<v Speaker 3>something she would have done. And so the next day,

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<v Speaker 3>when I was helping my mother with a project and

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<v Speaker 3>I remembered this what happened, and I told her, I said, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>I think Grandma visited me last night. And I expected,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, an adult to say something along the lines

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<v Speaker 3>of oh, you were probably dreaming, but instead my mother

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<v Speaker 3>was very supportive and said, oh, we heard you, like

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<v Speaker 3>when I called for them, they heard me. She said,

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<v Speaker 3>we were hoping you would just go back to sleep,

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<v Speaker 3>like you were having a bad dream. And so then

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<v Speaker 3>when I explained it that way, using the paradigm that

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<v Speaker 3>you know it was my grandmother visiting me, my mother said,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, she was a very interesting person, and she

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<v Speaker 3>basically said, someday, we can talk about it when you're older.

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<v Speaker 3>But it was nine and I needed answers. So apparently

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<v Speaker 3>my grandmother was very much into the occult or what

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<v Speaker 3>people would call the occult, but it was also combined

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<v Speaker 3>with her Christianity. So so for her it was like

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<v Speaker 3>she had a Oiji board and tarot cards and a

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<v Speaker 3>crystal ball and she would do readings for people and

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<v Speaker 3>it was all a part of her culture, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>it wasn't I don't think it was seen as anything

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<v Speaker 3>negative or wrong. And so after this I had an

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<v Speaker 3>opportunity to play with her Wigi board. It's not a game,

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<v Speaker 3>and so I didn't encourage people to do that, but

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<v Speaker 3>I mean they can. I mean, I don't know. For me,

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<v Speaker 3>it was an opportunity where I was communicating with something

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<v Speaker 3>in the spirit, realm, right that I was getting answers

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<v Speaker 3>to questions that I didn't I was spelling words I

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<v Speaker 3>didn't even know how to spell, you know, So it

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<v Speaker 3>was very genuine, like I wasn't moving the plan set myself,

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<v Speaker 3>the idea is that I didn't understand that these two

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<v Speaker 3>to me that they were connected until many years later,

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<v Speaker 3>and it is possible that they were connected. But whatever,

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<v Speaker 3>I communicated with new things about both sides of my family.

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<v Speaker 3>So I've been trying to piece the puzzle together. And

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<v Speaker 3>him as, wait this, they're talking about the Divine Council.

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<v Speaker 3>What's the divine council, you know? And so he wrote

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<v Speaker 3>research on the spirit realm, on supernatural and he wrote

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<v Speaker 3>a shorter version of The Unseen Realm, which is very

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<v Speaker 3>different directions. In my background, and so, I've actually seen

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<v Speaker 3>multiple incarnations of what I would call aliens, like what

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<v Speaker 3>people call grays, and I've seen them in different periods

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<v Speaker 3>of my life. And so the reason I'm saying that

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<v Speaker 3>like basically looking for an explanation for what I had seen,

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<v Speaker 3>and I wasn't finding anything. Like I was, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>of people that I wasn't finding any answers. And also

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<v Speaker 3>whenever I would share that experience with other people, I

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<v Speaker 3>would just sort of get a blank look. And I

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<v Speaker 3>even was told to get therapy, which I did, and

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<v Speaker 3>the therapist basically would accuse me of like wasting their

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<v Speaker 3>you know, which I wasn't interested in any of those things.

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<v Speaker 3>I just wanted to know, like what was that? What

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<v Speaker 3>did I see when I was nine? Right, So it's

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<v Speaker 3>a long story, but I did make it timeline of

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<v Speaker 3>how things happened. But the idea is that in college,

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<v Speaker 3>while I was doing all this research, I didn't really

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<v Speaker 3>with a guy who eventually acknowledged to me that he

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<v Speaker 3>was an atheist. He didn't believe in the paranormal, He

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<v Speaker 3>didn't believe in my experiences. He didn't believe in anything

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<v Speaker 3>really except people, you know, and socialism. And so I

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<v Speaker 3>started to pray because I realized that my relationship with

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<v Speaker 3>perspectives on life and I had become a young socialist

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<v Speaker 3>and many of the members of our party get really

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<v Speaker 3>angry when I would mention anything about the paranormal, like

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<v Speaker 3>it was just such a to them, it was such

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<v Speaker 3>a departure from their mission, you know. But it was

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<v Speaker 3>still my bottom line, like I needed to know, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>what was that and like, what were those beings that

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<v Speaker 3>I saw in my room when I was nine. So

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<v Speaker 3>the idea is that this boyfriend and I were in

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<v Speaker 3>the process of reevaluating our relationship and one evening one night,

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<v Speaker 3>leaving the art studio and we were walking home and

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<v Speaker 3>was a small football shaped light in the sky and

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<v Speaker 3>it looked like as if you were shining a flashlight

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<v Speaker 3>or a search beam up into the sky what it

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<v Speaker 3>would look like if it hit a cloud, and it

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<v Speaker 3>made like a little football shape light, but there wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>Like I looked down at the ground looking for a searchlight,

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<v Speaker 3>and there didn't seem to be a source, Like, there

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<v Speaker 3>didn't seem to be a light source. So when I

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<v Speaker 3>look back up at this little football shaped light in

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<v Speaker 3>the sky, I also realized there were no clouds. And

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<v Speaker 3>as I looked at it, I had this really strong

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<v Speaker 3>feeling like it knew that I saw it. And then

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<v Speaker 3>it did a flip and it disappeared. So in my mind,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking, well, that was strange, you know, And then

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<v Speaker 3>my boyfriend said to me, did you see that? And

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<v Speaker 3>I said yes, And then he said, did it feel

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<v Speaker 3>like it knew you saw it like that? And I thought, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>like that's weird, right, But we never spoke about it again.

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<v Speaker 3>Like to him, it was just, oh wow, it's just

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<v Speaker 3>a weird thing that happened, and he believed that there's

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<v Speaker 3>an explanation. Even today he would say, you know, well,

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<v Speaker 3>there has to be an explanation. But to me, it

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<v Speaker 3>was very strange and it very had an impact because

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<v Speaker 3>I thought, how could it, looking at a small light

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<v Speaker 3>in the sky make us both have the same feeling

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<v Speaker 3>that it knew we saw it, you know what I mean, Like,

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<v Speaker 3>that's very strange, right. So to me, it was strange.

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<v Speaker 3>To him, it was just a blip basically. So one

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<v Speaker 3>day we were walking to a party and he said

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<v Speaker 3>to me, what if we buy a Wigi board. He said,

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<v Speaker 3>if we can make the Wuigi board work, he said,

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<v Speaker 3>maybe I could understand your experiences, and so I agreed.

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<v Speaker 3>I said, okay, let's buy a Wigi board, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>And we're on our way to a party and it's

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<v Speaker 3>or whatever it was, and we found his door outside

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<v Speaker 3>his door, leaning against a wall was a Wichi board

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<v Speaker 3>in a box, and my friend said, you know, oh look,

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<v Speaker 3>you know so and so has a wiki board. We

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<v Speaker 3>don't have to buy one. And I said, oh great,

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm thinking that is great because I didn't really

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<v Speaker 3>didn't want to buy one. So we took it into

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<v Speaker 3>the party and we're, you know, having conversations, we're chatting

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<v Speaker 3>with everyone and we're drinking beer, and all of a sudden,

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<v Speaker 3>my ex my boyfriend said, let's try the Wiji board.

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<v Speaker 3>And I said, okay. And I'm a little leery because

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<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking, well, we've been drinking beer. Maybe it's not

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<v Speaker 3>a good idea. But I'm kind of silently praying like, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>let's hope this is a good thing. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 3>not a bad thing. And so it didn't work. Like

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<v Speaker 3>long story short, it did not work, and so my

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<v Speaker 3>boyfriend said, that's okay, said at least we tried. And

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<v Speaker 3>then he said to our friend, he said, what do

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<v Speaker 3>you want me to do with your Ouiji board? And

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<v Speaker 3>he said, oh, that's not mine. You brought that. He said, no,

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<v Speaker 3>it's not ours. It was leaning against the wall outside

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<v Speaker 3>your door. When we got here, and he said, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>you better put it back. Someone will be looking for it.

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<v Speaker 3>So my boyfriend put the wigi board back in the box,

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<v Speaker 3>opened the door, leaned it back against the wall outside

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<v Speaker 3>the door. There was no one in the hallway. He

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<v Speaker 3>closed the door, we said good night. We opened the

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<v Speaker 3>door to leave, and the Oigi board was gone. So

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<v Speaker 3>the idea is another strange thing happened. And I mean

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<v Speaker 3>to me it was strange, like I mean, I just

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<v Speaker 3>kept saying, well, where did it go? And he insisted, well,

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<v Speaker 3>someone must have came and taken it, but there was

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<v Speaker 3>no time for anyone to take it, and there were

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<v Speaker 3>no people living in the surrounding apartments. So to me,

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<v Speaker 3>was just again, it was just something that had an

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<v Speaker 3>explanation that we just didn't have. So I started wondering, like,

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<v Speaker 3>why to me is it strange? To him, it's just

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<v Speaker 3>nothing really, And it just seems like that's how life is,

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<v Speaker 3>because I have many of my experiences I was with

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<v Speaker 3>other people, but to me it was there was something

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<v Speaker 3>strange about it, and to them it was just well,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, it just is what it is. I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>and you know, like the microwave would turn on by itself,

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<v Speaker 3>or lights would turn off and on, or just we

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<v Speaker 3>would hear each other call each other's voices, and my

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<v Speaker 3>friends would just sort of ignore or pretend that it

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<v Speaker 3>didn't happen, and then later on acknowledge that it happened,

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<v Speaker 3>but they would just say, well, we just don't acknowledge

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<v Speaker 3>those things, like it was like a personal choice of

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<v Speaker 3>theirs to just not acknowledge when strange things would happen.

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<v Speaker 3>And I started to understand that many people had their

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<v Speaker 3>own philosophies on these subjects, you know, and sometimes they

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<v Speaker 3>were connected to some religion or some church or you know.

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<v Speaker 3>But for me, it still didn't answer my questions because

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<v Speaker 3>not have I didn't have a vocabulary for them. Actually

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<v Speaker 3>until I was twenty four. I think I was twenty

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<v Speaker 3>four and I was in graduate school. I had gotten

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<v Speaker 3>involved with a witch coven. One of my professors was

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<v Speaker 3>the head of a witch coven, and she had heard

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<v Speaker 3>me telling some of my experiences with some other students,

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<v Speaker 3>and she said, oh, Kelly, you just have a gift

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<v Speaker 3>and you just need some mentoring, and so she invited

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<v Speaker 3>me to join this group, which reminded me very much

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<v Speaker 3>of like going to a Bible study, except they used

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<v Speaker 3>other books and some of them actually brought Bibles to

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<v Speaker 3>the meetings. But the idea is, I guess that in

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<v Speaker 3>the New Testament, there's the Holy Spirit is a part

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<v Speaker 3>of I guess what Jesus did, and the Holy Spirit

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<v Speaker 3>gives people gifts, and one of the gifts is discerning

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<v Speaker 3>of spirits. I had never heard of that, and so

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<v Speaker 3>here I was in this sort of witch coven and

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<v Speaker 3>they were explaining this to me, and she said that

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<v Speaker 3>I had the gift of discerning spirits and that she

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<v Speaker 3>would help me with it. And meanwhile, like strange things

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<v Speaker 3>started happening in people's homes on campus, in our studios.

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<v Speaker 3>People were blaming me for it because I was the

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<v Speaker 3>one who initially was talking about these things. I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>know what to tell people like I was just as

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<v Speaker 3>baffled as they were. And I was in a grocery

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<v Speaker 3>store with a new boyfriend and he said to me,

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<v Speaker 3>you've seen? And as I looked to respond to him,

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<v Speaker 3>things that I had seen when I was nine, and

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<v Speaker 3>it was the book Communion by Whitley Striever. That was

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<v Speaker 3>the first time that I had a vocabulary, that I

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<v Speaker 3>had an understanding that someone else had seen what I

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<v Speaker 3>had seen. And then it turned out that other people

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<v Speaker 3>had seen them too. Once we had something like a

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<v Speaker 3>expressing that they had seen these They're called grays the

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<v Speaker 3>grays as well, and so we bought the book. We

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<v Speaker 3>read the book, and then things started happening from the

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<v Speaker 3>book to us. And that's whenever he broke up with me,

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<v Speaker 3>because again for some reason, people were blaming me for

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<v Speaker 3>these things happening. So long story short. Now that I

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<v Speaker 3>had a vocabulary, I started doing what research I could,

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<v Speaker 3>and I moved to New York City. And while I

418
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<v Speaker 3>was in New York City, there was something called the

419
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<v Speaker 3>Theosophy Society, and I think Whitley Strieber would speak there

420
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<v Speaker 3>periodically and for a short period of time. I think

421
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<v Speaker 3>he was Catholic, and he was associating what he saw

422
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<v Speaker 3>with the spirit realm, and then I think he has

423
00:23:45.000 --> 00:23:49.119
<v Speaker 3>since departed from that. And so the idea is that

424
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<v Speaker 3>I called on Jesus and they left. So that was

425
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<v Speaker 3>my sort of base note of like, well why did

426
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<v Speaker 3>they leave? You know what I mean, like what did

427
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<v Speaker 3>that have to do with Jesus? And so I spent

428
00:24:00.720 --> 00:24:03.319
<v Speaker 3>thirty five years in New York City, and I moved

429
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<v Speaker 3>probably fourteen times, and at least five of those apartments

430
00:24:06.880 --> 00:24:09.319
<v Speaker 3>were haunted. And every time I lived in a haunted apartment,

431
00:24:10.319 --> 00:24:12.759
<v Speaker 3>I would have strange experiences, but I would call on

432
00:24:12.880 --> 00:24:16.039
<v Speaker 3>Jesus and then the experiences would end. And then at

433
00:24:16.039 --> 00:24:19.079
<v Speaker 3>some point I got baptized, and once I was baptized,

434
00:24:19.440 --> 00:24:21.640
<v Speaker 3>things from the spirit realm were no longer able to

435
00:24:21.640 --> 00:24:25.319
<v Speaker 3>touch me physically. It created some kind of line in

436
00:24:25.359 --> 00:24:29.039
<v Speaker 3>the sand, you know, or barrier. But the idea is

437
00:24:29.319 --> 00:24:32.680
<v Speaker 3>that I still have I can still discern the presence

438
00:24:33.079 --> 00:24:37.000
<v Speaker 3>of things. And when I was in twenty nineteen, I

439
00:24:37.039 --> 00:24:40.079
<v Speaker 3>was living in a haunted apartment and it was interesting

440
00:24:40.160 --> 00:24:42.759
<v Speaker 3>because I would hear things and then I would ask

441
00:24:42.799 --> 00:24:45.279
<v Speaker 3>the neighbors about them, and then the neighbors would say,

442
00:24:45.920 --> 00:24:48.359
<v Speaker 3>you shouldn't be hearing that because that person doesn't live

443
00:24:48.359 --> 00:24:51.559
<v Speaker 3>here anymore. You know, or they would imply that maybe

444
00:24:51.559 --> 00:24:55.039
<v Speaker 3>the person had passed away. And in that apartment, I

445
00:24:55.079 --> 00:24:58.720
<v Speaker 3>also saw what I would call a Nordic white and

446
00:24:59.200 --> 00:25:01.359
<v Speaker 3>it wasn't able to touch me, Like at some point

447
00:25:01.440 --> 00:25:02.920
<v Speaker 3>it seemed like it tried to touch me and it

448
00:25:02.960 --> 00:25:06.079
<v Speaker 3>wasn't able to And so I kind of assume that

449
00:25:06.200 --> 00:25:09.119
<v Speaker 3>all these things are in the spirit realm. I don't

450
00:25:09.160 --> 00:25:13.759
<v Speaker 3>have words for everything, but Michael Heizer explains that in

451
00:25:13.799 --> 00:25:18.640
<v Speaker 3>Genesis six angels apparently mated with humans and they created

452
00:25:18.640 --> 00:25:23.640
<v Speaker 3>a hybrid, and the hybrids when they died, their souls

453
00:25:23.720 --> 00:25:27.200
<v Speaker 3>were stuck, like they can't go to shoal or wherever

454
00:25:27.319 --> 00:25:30.119
<v Speaker 3>souls go. In the Bible, and according to the Book

455
00:25:30.119 --> 00:25:34.920
<v Speaker 3>of Noah, which predates the Bible that the people read today,

456
00:25:35.559 --> 00:25:41.039
<v Speaker 3>these spirits were harassing and influencing the behavior of the humans.

457
00:25:41.480 --> 00:25:44.720
<v Speaker 3>And so Noah was basically asking God, like, what do

458
00:25:44.759 --> 00:25:47.680
<v Speaker 3>I do about that? What can I do about that?

459
00:25:48.160 --> 00:25:50.759
<v Speaker 3>And God said, well, just give the people a code

460
00:25:50.759 --> 00:25:54.440
<v Speaker 3>of conduct, and the code of conduct will create a

461
00:25:54.480 --> 00:25:58.799
<v Speaker 3>barrier between them and these spirits. And so there are

462
00:25:58.799 --> 00:26:03.720
<v Speaker 3>other cultures that refer to this, the Hammurabi code, which

463
00:26:03.759 --> 00:26:08.079
<v Speaker 3>predates I think the Ten Commandments, Noah's Seven Commandments predate

464
00:26:08.119 --> 00:26:11.000
<v Speaker 3>the Ten Commandments, and there are other cultures that they

465
00:26:11.039 --> 00:26:14.119
<v Speaker 3>have found, and so it makes me wonder if they

466
00:26:14.119 --> 00:26:18.240
<v Speaker 3>weren't addressing the same issues, like maybe the spirit realm.

467
00:26:18.640 --> 00:26:21.720
<v Speaker 3>I know that I have Muslim friends and Hindu friends

468
00:26:21.960 --> 00:26:25.039
<v Speaker 3>who refer to them as jin. So. I was living

469
00:26:25.119 --> 00:26:28.799
<v Speaker 3>in an apartment once and the landlady decided that she

470
00:26:28.920 --> 00:26:31.599
<v Speaker 3>wanted to do some work on the apartment while I

471
00:26:31.680 --> 00:26:34.440
<v Speaker 3>was still living there, and so she hired some men

472
00:26:34.480 --> 00:26:37.160
<v Speaker 3>to come in and do drywall. And they were at

473
00:26:37.200 --> 00:26:39.759
<v Speaker 3>one end of the apartment doing drywall, and I was

474
00:26:39.799 --> 00:26:42.319
<v Speaker 3>at the other end of the apartment just hanging out.

475
00:26:43.039 --> 00:26:44.920
<v Speaker 3>They came to me and said, you know, Kelly, were

476
00:26:44.960 --> 00:26:48.599
<v Speaker 3>going to lunch and we'll be back in an hour.

477
00:26:48.680 --> 00:26:52.440
<v Speaker 3>I said, you know, no problem. So they were back

478
00:26:52.480 --> 00:26:54.200
<v Speaker 3>in an hour and then they came to me and

479
00:26:54.240 --> 00:26:57.839
<v Speaker 3>they said, Kelly, we have a question, and we're not angry,

480
00:26:57.880 --> 00:26:59.960
<v Speaker 3>but we'd just like to know why you did them.

481
00:27:00.119 --> 00:27:02.359
<v Speaker 3>And I said, what did I do? And they went

482
00:27:02.440 --> 00:27:04.039
<v Speaker 3>into the room where they had put up all this

483
00:27:04.119 --> 00:27:06.920
<v Speaker 3>brand new drywall, and there was a blue crayon. There

484
00:27:06.920 --> 00:27:10.880
<v Speaker 3>were two blue crayon lines that ran parallel the whole

485
00:27:10.920 --> 00:27:15.240
<v Speaker 3>way around the just three inches down from the ceiling

486
00:27:15.559 --> 00:27:18.279
<v Speaker 3>and three inches out from the wall, the whole way

487
00:27:18.279 --> 00:27:22.720
<v Speaker 3>around the top of the wall. And they said, you know,

488
00:27:23.240 --> 00:27:25.799
<v Speaker 3>we were just curious why you did that. And I said, oh, well,

489
00:27:25.839 --> 00:27:28.920
<v Speaker 3>first of all, I'm short, I can't reach, and for

490
00:27:28.960 --> 00:27:30.759
<v Speaker 3>me to do that, I would have needed a ladder

491
00:27:31.279 --> 00:27:33.160
<v Speaker 3>and it would have taken forever for me to move

492
00:27:33.200 --> 00:27:35.200
<v Speaker 3>the ladder and go the whole way around the room,

493
00:27:35.240 --> 00:27:38.440
<v Speaker 3>because it was a very large room. And they said, well,

494
00:27:38.480 --> 00:27:39.960
<v Speaker 3>how did it get there? And I said, and I

495
00:27:40.000 --> 00:27:41.519
<v Speaker 3>didn't know what to say, so I just said, well,

496
00:27:41.519 --> 00:27:44.720
<v Speaker 3>do you believe in ghosts? And I said this apartment

497
00:27:44.759 --> 00:27:48.480
<v Speaker 3>is haunted and they kind of laughed. But then they

498
00:27:48.480 --> 00:27:51.240
<v Speaker 3>said you mean gin because they were from India, and

499
00:27:51.279 --> 00:27:53.559
<v Speaker 3>I said yeah. And then we started chatting about it,

500
00:27:53.599 --> 00:27:56.160
<v Speaker 3>and they started telling these stories and I told them stories.

501
00:27:56.480 --> 00:27:58.480
<v Speaker 3>And then we went back to the room where I

502
00:27:58.480 --> 00:28:01.720
<v Speaker 3>had just been and there was blue crayon scribbled all

503
00:28:01.759 --> 00:28:04.759
<v Speaker 3>over the wall. So I show, you know, kind of

504
00:28:04.839 --> 00:28:06.920
<v Speaker 3>laughed at it. But at the same time, there's always

505
00:28:06.960 --> 00:28:09.920
<v Speaker 3>this feeling of like, oh, this is very strange. So

506
00:28:10.680 --> 00:28:14.799
<v Speaker 3>that was that apartment before we moved into that apartment.

507
00:28:14.880 --> 00:28:17.720
<v Speaker 3>We found out that there was somebody making a film

508
00:28:17.759 --> 00:28:20.680
<v Speaker 3>about something that had happened in the apartment, So we

509
00:28:20.799 --> 00:28:24.200
<v Speaker 3>never did find out what exactly it was. It might

510
00:28:24.200 --> 00:28:27.079
<v Speaker 3>have been something violent, but the idea is that no

511
00:28:27.079 --> 00:28:29.759
<v Speaker 3>one in the neighborhood would ever tell us what happened.

512
00:28:29.839 --> 00:28:33.799
<v Speaker 3>We just lived there for six years and just lived

513
00:28:33.839 --> 00:28:37.359
<v Speaker 3>with whatever the craziness. Nothing was ever to my knowledge,

514
00:28:37.400 --> 00:28:41.559
<v Speaker 3>nothing was ever malicious. But I did notice that my

515
00:28:41.599 --> 00:28:45.480
<v Speaker 3>friends would argue. They would have terrible arguments and violent

516
00:28:45.640 --> 00:28:48.640
<v Speaker 3>sometimes where they would throw things at each other and scream.

517
00:28:48.839 --> 00:28:52.160
<v Speaker 3>After we moved out, they never or at least they've

518
00:28:52.200 --> 00:28:54.400
<v Speaker 3>told me they'd never fought like that. Again, they were

519
00:28:54.440 --> 00:28:57.519
<v Speaker 3>a married couple. So the idea is that I think

520
00:28:57.559 --> 00:29:02.519
<v Speaker 3>that sometimes spirits can people negatively. When I moved out

521
00:29:02.519 --> 00:29:05.519
<v Speaker 3>of that apartment, I moved into an apartment in Hell's Kitchen,

522
00:29:05.680 --> 00:29:09.359
<v Speaker 3>New York City with two guys that were friends of mine,

523
00:29:09.839 --> 00:29:13.559
<v Speaker 3>and again we would have these horrendous fights, like arguments

524
00:29:13.559 --> 00:29:15.960
<v Speaker 3>over dumb things where we'd be screaming at each other.

525
00:29:16.480 --> 00:29:19.440
<v Speaker 3>And then I moved out, but we had invisible dogs

526
00:29:19.680 --> 00:29:22.000
<v Speaker 3>and then But what was interesting is, you know, we

527
00:29:22.039 --> 00:29:24.799
<v Speaker 3>would all have the same impression of what was happening

528
00:29:24.799 --> 00:29:27.240
<v Speaker 3>in the spirit realm. So like there were invisible dogs

529
00:29:27.240 --> 00:29:30.359
<v Speaker 3>that would chase each other around the apartment and we

530
00:29:30.400 --> 00:29:33.519
<v Speaker 3>would hear them. And then there was an older woman,

531
00:29:34.000 --> 00:29:37.480
<v Speaker 3>an angry man, and a younger young man like a

532
00:29:37.519 --> 00:29:40.799
<v Speaker 3>younger man. And so for three different people to have

533
00:29:40.880 --> 00:29:45.119
<v Speaker 3>three different impressions of the exact same thing, you know,

534
00:29:45.319 --> 00:29:47.680
<v Speaker 3>it's kind of interesting to me. And again, you know,

535
00:29:47.720 --> 00:29:50.839
<v Speaker 3>you can keep looking for answers. But I moved out

536
00:29:50.880 --> 00:29:53.440
<v Speaker 3>of that apartment because I didn't like the way we

537
00:29:53.440 --> 00:29:56.359
<v Speaker 3>were behaving, Like I just felt like it was creating

538
00:29:56.480 --> 00:29:59.640
<v Speaker 3>a negative there was something negative going on there. And

539
00:29:59.720 --> 00:30:03.000
<v Speaker 3>I I did read a few years later a book

540
00:30:03.039 --> 00:30:06.160
<v Speaker 3>called Haunted New York, and that apartment was listed in

541
00:30:06.799 --> 00:30:09.960
<v Speaker 3>the book. And then a few years ago I googled

542
00:30:09.960 --> 00:30:15.440
<v Speaker 3>the address and somebody actually had a blog hashtag my

543
00:30:15.480 --> 00:30:20.720
<v Speaker 3>apartment is haunted. And so, I mean, it wasn't just us,

544
00:30:20.799 --> 00:30:23.200
<v Speaker 3>you know, It is the point of my sharing that

545
00:30:23.359 --> 00:30:25.759
<v Speaker 3>is that it wasn't just It wasn't just me, and

546
00:30:25.799 --> 00:30:29.400
<v Speaker 3>it wasn't just them. So at some point I had

547
00:30:29.400 --> 00:30:32.759
<v Speaker 3>a friend that passed away, and I didn't know that

548
00:30:32.799 --> 00:30:35.519
<v Speaker 3>he passed away until you know a day later. But

549
00:30:35.599 --> 00:30:37.880
<v Speaker 3>what happened was at the time that he would have

550
00:30:37.960 --> 00:30:40.680
<v Speaker 3>passed away, I had an experience where I woke up

551
00:30:40.720 --> 00:30:43.759
<v Speaker 3>and there was somebody walking around in my room in

552
00:30:43.839 --> 00:30:48.160
<v Speaker 3>hard sold shoes and it was a male and they

553
00:30:48.200 --> 00:30:52.559
<v Speaker 3>were making like a sound, like a deep sound, and

554
00:30:53.359 --> 00:30:55.200
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know what that was, like I was. I

555
00:30:55.319 --> 00:30:58.359
<v Speaker 3>just was petrified. I thought, who was in my room?

556
00:30:58.440 --> 00:31:00.000
<v Speaker 3>Like why is somebody in my room? And I didn't

557
00:31:00.160 --> 00:31:03.480
<v Speaker 3>even think to pray. I just thought, somebody's in my room,

558
00:31:03.599 --> 00:31:05.559
<v Speaker 3>and I don't know why they're here, and I don't

559
00:31:05.599 --> 00:31:07.960
<v Speaker 3>know if I should let them know I'm here. And

560
00:31:08.000 --> 00:31:10.839
<v Speaker 3>then as it started to get daylight out and I

561
00:31:10.880 --> 00:31:14.480
<v Speaker 3>heard the footsteps retreat over like over to where there

562
00:31:14.559 --> 00:31:18.119
<v Speaker 3>was like a closet area, I realized that I wasn't

563
00:31:18.119 --> 00:31:21.000
<v Speaker 3>sure if there was an actual person, and so I

564
00:31:21.039 --> 00:31:23.200
<v Speaker 3>had my roommates come in and we all looked around

565
00:31:23.240 --> 00:31:25.440
<v Speaker 3>and we couldn't find anyone. Then it was later that

566
00:31:25.559 --> 00:31:27.799
<v Speaker 3>day that I found out that my friend had passed away.

567
00:31:28.279 --> 00:31:30.480
<v Speaker 3>And one of the things about my friend. Two of

568
00:31:30.480 --> 00:31:33.119
<v Speaker 3>the things was he was a baritone like he's saying,

569
00:31:33.400 --> 00:31:36.440
<v Speaker 3>and he never wore sneakers you would call them trainers,

570
00:31:36.480 --> 00:31:40.279
<v Speaker 3>I think, but he always wore hard sold shoes, and

571
00:31:40.359 --> 00:31:43.759
<v Speaker 3>so that became like my next, Wow, what is that?

572
00:31:44.079 --> 00:31:46.480
<v Speaker 3>How does that work? Like? Was that really him? Or

573
00:31:46.640 --> 00:31:50.359
<v Speaker 3>was it you know, something else, like something imitating him?

574
00:31:50.640 --> 00:31:51.559
<v Speaker 3>Or I have no idea.

575
00:32:00.480 --> 00:32:03.400
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576
00:32:03.960 --> 00:32:07.440
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577
00:32:07.519 --> 00:32:11.400
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578
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579
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<v Speaker 3>So I've been piecing this puzzle together and sometimes I

590
00:33:00.119 --> 00:33:02.480
<v Speaker 3>think I know what's going on. But then I'll hear

591
00:33:02.519 --> 00:33:05.519
<v Speaker 3>someone else share their story and I'll think, oh, maybe

592
00:33:05.599 --> 00:33:08.519
<v Speaker 3>you know, maybe that's what's going on, you know. So

593
00:33:08.960 --> 00:33:11.079
<v Speaker 3>I do know that the Fincal Book and the Heiser

594
00:33:11.160 --> 00:33:13.880
<v Speaker 3>Book were two books that really helped me out a lot,

595
00:33:14.000 --> 00:33:19.079
<v Speaker 3>because they seem to use ancient doctrines, like ancient documents

596
00:33:19.079 --> 00:33:23.279
<v Speaker 3>to confirm that we do live, we are not alone,

597
00:33:23.319 --> 00:33:27.519
<v Speaker 3>like there is a parallel universe of some type going on.

598
00:33:28.000 --> 00:33:31.400
<v Speaker 3>Like the Bible says that human beings are made in

599
00:33:31.440 --> 00:33:34.279
<v Speaker 3>God's image, and we're a flesh, We're a tent. The

600
00:33:34.319 --> 00:33:37.359
<v Speaker 3>Paul refers to it as a tent that houses our

601
00:33:37.480 --> 00:33:41.160
<v Speaker 3>spirit and our soul. And then if you choose, you

602
00:33:41.279 --> 00:33:44.279
<v Speaker 3>can ask Jesus to give you his spirit to live

603
00:33:44.319 --> 00:33:47.839
<v Speaker 3>with you, and so his spirit aligns with our spirit,

604
00:33:48.400 --> 00:33:54.319
<v Speaker 3>and then we become like Jesus, who is like super supernatural.

605
00:33:54.960 --> 00:33:58.400
<v Speaker 3>I mean, like there's this that he definitely was different.

606
00:33:58.720 --> 00:34:01.480
<v Speaker 3>There was something different about him. And according to what

607
00:34:01.519 --> 00:34:05.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm reading, is that he offers that to other people

608
00:34:05.519 --> 00:34:07.960
<v Speaker 3>who if they want that, they can be like him.

609
00:34:09.000 --> 00:34:12.239
<v Speaker 3>And I think that's kind of very supernatural, Like I

610
00:34:12.239 --> 00:34:16.440
<v Speaker 3>don't think that's a religious philosophy. I think that's an experiential,

611
00:34:17.159 --> 00:34:22.800
<v Speaker 3>supernatural thing that happens, and I think it confirms again

612
00:34:22.880 --> 00:34:26.880
<v Speaker 3>that we're not alone, and that the Bible also talks

613
00:34:26.880 --> 00:34:30.920
<v Speaker 3>about angels and different types of angels and principalities and

614
00:34:31.360 --> 00:34:34.039
<v Speaker 3>you know, just all sorts of things that we have.

615
00:34:34.360 --> 00:34:36.599
<v Speaker 3>I think we don't have a lot of information about.

616
00:34:36.880 --> 00:34:39.840
<v Speaker 5>The Bible is just full of paranormal experiences.

617
00:34:40.199 --> 00:34:42.320
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and so I don't look at it as a religion.

618
00:34:42.920 --> 00:34:45.920
<v Speaker 3>I look at it as answering a lot of my

619
00:34:46.000 --> 00:34:51.440
<v Speaker 3>questions and also as a paranormal It's like a rules

620
00:34:51.440 --> 00:34:53.559
<v Speaker 3>of engagement. I think they call it, like when you're

621
00:34:53.559 --> 00:34:56.079
<v Speaker 3>in the military and they give you a rules of

622
00:34:56.119 --> 00:34:59.639
<v Speaker 3>engagement when you're going When we were going into Afghanistan,

623
00:35:00.159 --> 00:35:03.239
<v Speaker 3>our military were given like a rule of a list

624
00:35:03.280 --> 00:35:06.360
<v Speaker 3>of rules. Here's how you engage with the people. And

625
00:35:06.440 --> 00:35:08.719
<v Speaker 3>so I think that the Bible is the rules of

626
00:35:08.760 --> 00:35:13.920
<v Speaker 3>engagement for the paranormal realm basically. And so I read Geronimo.

627
00:35:14.119 --> 00:35:19.039
<v Speaker 3>Geronimo was one of the last tribal leaders to give

628
00:35:19.079 --> 00:35:22.639
<v Speaker 3>in to the white occupation, like you know, whenever I

629
00:35:22.679 --> 00:35:26.800
<v Speaker 3>guess the US was forming and they were trying to

630
00:35:27.239 --> 00:35:31.039
<v Speaker 3>accommodate the tribal people, but they were also kind of

631
00:35:31.239 --> 00:35:33.280
<v Speaker 3>they were trying to accommodate, it seemed that way, but

632
00:35:33.320 --> 00:35:35.719
<v Speaker 3>they were also trying to just take over, you know,

633
00:35:36.039 --> 00:35:39.239
<v Speaker 3>and put them into reservations. But I think I read

634
00:35:39.639 --> 00:35:46.159
<v Speaker 3>Geronimo's his biography, I guess autobiography, and he had paranormal experiences,

635
00:35:46.639 --> 00:35:50.039
<v Speaker 3>and he had tribe members who had what he would

636
00:35:50.119 --> 00:35:53.440
<v Speaker 3>call a near death experience where they left their bodies

637
00:35:53.480 --> 00:35:57.199
<v Speaker 3>and they went somewhere and then they came back. And

638
00:35:57.639 --> 00:36:01.280
<v Speaker 3>he discussed that with our military. And he also said

639
00:36:01.320 --> 00:36:05.920
<v Speaker 3>that he believed that the concept of forgiveness is more

640
00:36:06.639 --> 00:36:10.360
<v Speaker 3>was more appealing to him than the concept of revenge.

641
00:36:10.920 --> 00:36:14.400
<v Speaker 3>And he said the apache way was revenge, and he

642
00:36:14.440 --> 00:36:16.559
<v Speaker 3>said the only thing he had to show for were

643
00:36:16.679 --> 00:36:20.679
<v Speaker 3>three dead. He basically was always at war with the Mexicans,

644
00:36:21.199 --> 00:36:24.320
<v Speaker 3>and so he was constantly getting revenge, and then they

645
00:36:24.320 --> 00:36:27.239
<v Speaker 3>were getting revenge on him, and so he lost I

646
00:36:27.239 --> 00:36:31.199
<v Speaker 3>think three wives and three sets of children to that lifestyle.

647
00:36:31.320 --> 00:36:34.159
<v Speaker 3>By the time he, I guess, I don't know what

648
00:36:34.280 --> 00:36:38.159
<v Speaker 3>to call it, I guess retired and consented to live

649
00:36:38.199 --> 00:36:42.239
<v Speaker 3>on the reservation. So the idea is that he was warrior,

650
00:36:42.920 --> 00:36:47.159
<v Speaker 3>but he came to this understanding that forgiveness was a

651
00:36:47.159 --> 00:36:51.480
<v Speaker 3>better way. And so there's a man that I met

652
00:36:51.519 --> 00:36:55.800
<v Speaker 3>who was a gang member in the nineteen fifties, and

653
00:36:56.000 --> 00:36:59.599
<v Speaker 3>apparently he was so violent. He was such a violent

654
00:36:59.639 --> 00:37:03.440
<v Speaker 3>person that I met other people who said that if

655
00:37:03.440 --> 00:37:05.880
<v Speaker 3>you were in a movie theater, like if you paid

656
00:37:05.880 --> 00:37:09.079
<v Speaker 3>to go see a movie and Nicki came in with

657
00:37:09.119 --> 00:37:12.880
<v Speaker 3>his friends, you didn't stay. Like They literally said, you

658
00:37:12.880 --> 00:37:15.239
<v Speaker 3>didn't want to be in the dark in a room

659
00:37:15.440 --> 00:37:19.079
<v Speaker 3>with Nicki Kruz because he was just he was a

660
00:37:19.119 --> 00:37:22.880
<v Speaker 3>loose cannon basically, and he was very angry. And so

661
00:37:22.960 --> 00:37:27.159
<v Speaker 3>what happened. He was living this lifestyle in Brooklyn, New York,

662
00:37:27.480 --> 00:37:30.639
<v Speaker 3>and this pastor went into his neighborhood and was basically

663
00:37:30.719 --> 00:37:34.039
<v Speaker 3>preaching Jesus, and Nicki made fun of the man, like

664
00:37:34.079 --> 00:37:37.199
<v Speaker 3>he just thought, let's just be as But he had

665
00:37:37.239 --> 00:37:40.119
<v Speaker 3>an encounter with Jesus that he said was very real

666
00:37:40.880 --> 00:37:43.840
<v Speaker 3>and it changed his perspective, and he said he came

667
00:37:43.880 --> 00:37:47.920
<v Speaker 3>to understand himself that forgiveness was a better way of life,

668
00:37:48.079 --> 00:37:51.760
<v Speaker 3>like whereas before his life was all about survival and

669
00:37:52.519 --> 00:37:57.400
<v Speaker 3>revenge basically. And so I read one of Nicky's books,

670
00:37:57.480 --> 00:38:01.320
<v Speaker 3>and I remember thinking, like, this is supernatural, Like this

671
00:38:01.400 --> 00:38:06.880
<v Speaker 3>isn't like an intellectual thing. Like he didn't intellectually say, oh,

672
00:38:06.920 --> 00:38:10.559
<v Speaker 3>that preacher's right, you know, and I'm going to join

673
00:38:10.599 --> 00:38:13.320
<v Speaker 3>his team. If anything, he just thought the preacher was

674
00:38:13.400 --> 00:38:19.960
<v Speaker 3>crazy and he wasn't interested in aligning himself with this guy.

675
00:38:20.039 --> 00:38:23.480
<v Speaker 3>But then he had this paranormal experience that changed the

676
00:38:23.519 --> 00:38:29.079
<v Speaker 3>way he saw life. And now he travels around the

677
00:38:29.079 --> 00:38:33.360
<v Speaker 3>world like basically sharing that with other like gang members

678
00:38:33.480 --> 00:38:38.400
<v Speaker 3>or people, and he's experienced what they call exorcism, where

679
00:38:38.440 --> 00:38:43.280
<v Speaker 3>he's watched people change when I guess spirits left them.

680
00:38:43.800 --> 00:38:47.920
<v Speaker 3>And I in New York City had a few encounters

681
00:38:48.000 --> 00:38:52.000
<v Speaker 3>where people admitted to me they were demon possessed. And

682
00:38:52.800 --> 00:38:54.719
<v Speaker 3>what's interesting is I can tell the story, but I

683
00:38:54.760 --> 00:38:58.440
<v Speaker 3>can also I can take screenshots of texts where these

684
00:38:58.440 --> 00:39:00.800
<v Speaker 3>people have basically said to me, oh, yeah, I have

685
00:39:00.920 --> 00:39:04.679
<v Speaker 3>this spirit that I invited in and they helped me

686
00:39:04.920 --> 00:39:08.400
<v Speaker 3>with my life. But sometimes they're very abusive. And so

687
00:39:08.559 --> 00:39:10.360
<v Speaker 3>this one man that I met, he said, how can

688
00:39:10.400 --> 00:39:13.519
<v Speaker 3>I get them to stop being abusive? And it reminded

689
00:39:13.519 --> 00:39:15.800
<v Speaker 3>me of an interview I saw with Whitley Strieber where

690
00:39:15.800 --> 00:39:18.559
<v Speaker 3>he said the same thing. He I guess at one

691
00:39:18.599 --> 00:39:22.599
<v Speaker 3>point turned to Catholicism as an answer, like looking for answers,

692
00:39:23.159 --> 00:39:28.519
<v Speaker 3>but realized that these aliens that had visited him were

693
00:39:28.559 --> 00:39:31.280
<v Speaker 3>also living inside of him, and they were helping him,

694
00:39:31.360 --> 00:39:34.280
<v Speaker 3>like to write his books and make money, and which

695
00:39:34.320 --> 00:39:36.119
<v Speaker 3>is a great, you know, good a good thing for

696
00:39:36.199 --> 00:39:39.360
<v Speaker 3>him and also his wife. And so what happened was

697
00:39:39.840 --> 00:39:41.760
<v Speaker 3>I guess at some point, I don't know if it

698
00:39:41.800 --> 00:39:45.480
<v Speaker 3>was in twenty twenty, but they had become abusive, and

699
00:39:45.559 --> 00:39:48.960
<v Speaker 3>so he had to leave his home in California and

700
00:39:49.000 --> 00:39:52.199
<v Speaker 3>go live in the UK for a short period of

701
00:39:52.199 --> 00:39:54.840
<v Speaker 3>time to get away. And so I don't know, like

702
00:39:55.039 --> 00:39:58.679
<v Speaker 3>if they can't travel. I watched something called I can't

703
00:39:58.719 --> 00:40:01.159
<v Speaker 3>remember what it's called now. It was a TV series

704
00:40:01.440 --> 00:40:06.320
<v Speaker 3>Stranger Things, and they talked about something called the hive mind.

705
00:40:07.320 --> 00:40:09.800
<v Speaker 3>And it makes me wonder if spirits in the spirit

706
00:40:09.840 --> 00:40:12.960
<v Speaker 3>realm don't have a hive mind, because when I was

707
00:40:13.079 --> 00:40:16.119
<v Speaker 3>when I saw what I call the grays, they were

708
00:40:16.159 --> 00:40:20.880
<v Speaker 3>communicating telepathically with me. I mean I understood things that

709
00:40:21.000 --> 00:40:24.039
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know wouldn't have known. I mean, if they

710
00:40:24.039 --> 00:40:26.119
<v Speaker 3>had told me, I would have I don't know like,

711
00:40:26.239 --> 00:40:27.920
<v Speaker 3>I don't think I could have figured it out just

712
00:40:27.960 --> 00:40:31.840
<v Speaker 3>by watching their hand movements. I think I understood things

713
00:40:31.880 --> 00:40:34.559
<v Speaker 3>because there was some sort of telepathy going on. And

714
00:40:34.599 --> 00:40:38.760
<v Speaker 3>so the idea behind the hive mind is that spirits

715
00:40:39.440 --> 00:40:45.239
<v Speaker 3>maybe collectively can communicate through shared mind experiences. I don't know,

716
00:40:45.320 --> 00:40:48.000
<v Speaker 3>it's just something recently that I heard and then I

717
00:40:48.000 --> 00:40:50.880
<v Speaker 3>saw it on Stranger Things. But the idea is that

718
00:40:51.199 --> 00:40:54.199
<v Speaker 3>in twenty twenty, a guy I met who lived in

719
00:40:54.239 --> 00:40:56.960
<v Speaker 3>West Virginia and I lived in New York, had heard

720
00:40:57.000 --> 00:41:00.599
<v Speaker 3>me talk about the paranormal. He called me because he

721
00:41:00.679 --> 00:41:02.880
<v Speaker 3>was he was looking for a girlfriend and he wanted

722
00:41:02.920 --> 00:41:05.480
<v Speaker 3>me to go on vacation with him, and I thought, well,

723
00:41:05.480 --> 00:41:08.639
<v Speaker 3>that's that's a kind of a commitment for a first date.

724
00:41:09.480 --> 00:41:12.360
<v Speaker 3>So I was trying to do the I Love Lucy

725
00:41:12.440 --> 00:41:13.880
<v Speaker 3>thing where I was like, how can I get out

726
00:41:13.920 --> 00:41:16.840
<v Speaker 3>of this? And so I started to share with him

727
00:41:16.920 --> 00:41:20.599
<v Speaker 3>some stories, like you know, about seeing the aliens or

728
00:41:20.760 --> 00:41:23.440
<v Speaker 3>some of the haunted houses that I lived in, and

729
00:41:23.480 --> 00:41:26.199
<v Speaker 3>some of the other experiences. He said, Oh, I don't

730
00:41:26.199 --> 00:41:28.599
<v Speaker 3>have a problem with the paranormal, he said, but I

731
00:41:28.639 --> 00:41:31.519
<v Speaker 3>just can't talk about it because I have three PhDs.

732
00:41:32.039 --> 00:41:35.159
<v Speaker 3>And he said my and my job. You know, people

733
00:41:35.199 --> 00:41:38.199
<v Speaker 3>would not respect me if they thought that I, you know,

734
00:41:38.360 --> 00:41:40.679
<v Speaker 3>similar to what you had shared with me earlier. And

735
00:41:40.719 --> 00:41:42.719
<v Speaker 3>so I said to him that I think that they're

736
00:41:42.719 --> 00:41:45.440
<v Speaker 3>all related to the spirit realm, and he said that

737
00:41:45.480 --> 00:41:47.760
<v Speaker 3>he did not agree, which you know, is fine. I mean,

738
00:41:47.800 --> 00:41:50.039
<v Speaker 3>no one has to agree with me. But as we

739
00:41:50.039 --> 00:41:52.639
<v Speaker 3>were hanging up the phone, I just prayed and I said, well, Jesus,

740
00:41:52.719 --> 00:41:55.519
<v Speaker 3>you'll have to show him because I can't. You know,

741
00:41:55.559 --> 00:41:58.039
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, and maybe I'm wrong, like maybe I

742
00:41:58.119 --> 00:41:59.800
<v Speaker 3>need to be shown. So I say hung up with

743
00:42:00.519 --> 00:42:03.320
<v Speaker 3>I went to sleep, and around three in the morning

744
00:42:03.480 --> 00:42:06.559
<v Speaker 3>I woke up and there was like something walking through

745
00:42:06.599 --> 00:42:09.519
<v Speaker 3>my room and it was dragging. It sounded like claws

746
00:42:09.920 --> 00:42:12.719
<v Speaker 3>dragging on the ground. And my third first thought was

747
00:42:12.760 --> 00:42:15.920
<v Speaker 3>I was just my roommate with her slippers. But then

748
00:42:16.199 --> 00:42:18.920
<v Speaker 3>something leaned in in the darkness and growled at me,

749
00:42:19.320 --> 00:42:22.400
<v Speaker 3>like near my face, and I thought, oh, it's something

750
00:42:22.440 --> 00:42:25.920
<v Speaker 3>in the spirit realm and it's posturing. And so I

751
00:42:26.000 --> 00:42:27.960
<v Speaker 3>just went back to sleep, not thinking about it. And

752
00:42:27.960 --> 00:42:30.239
<v Speaker 3>then the next morning he texted me and he said, oh, no,

753
00:42:30.320 --> 00:42:32.480
<v Speaker 3>we need to speak, and we need to talk. And

754
00:42:32.559 --> 00:42:34.719
<v Speaker 3>it turned out that he had it what he thought

755
00:42:34.760 --> 00:42:38.719
<v Speaker 3>was a dream, and in the dream, these aliens showed up.

756
00:42:38.960 --> 00:42:42.360
<v Speaker 3>At first, he thought they were examining him, like as

757
00:42:42.400 --> 00:42:45.920
<v Speaker 3>a specimen, and he was kind of like happy about it,

758
00:42:45.960 --> 00:42:47.760
<v Speaker 3>like he thought, oh, this is cool. They think I'm

759
00:42:48.159 --> 00:42:52.639
<v Speaker 3>worthy of examining. But then they started doing painful, torturing

760
00:42:52.760 --> 00:42:55.079
<v Speaker 3>type things and they were laughing, and he said, at

761
00:42:55.079 --> 00:42:58.079
<v Speaker 3>one point when he couldn't fight back, he thought, oh,

762
00:42:58.079 --> 00:43:00.639
<v Speaker 3>they're torturing me, like there, this is not good, and

763
00:43:00.679 --> 00:43:04.199
<v Speaker 3>this is a very negative experience, and he was kind

764
00:43:04.199 --> 00:43:06.760
<v Speaker 3>of traumatized. And then he said the next morning when

765
00:43:06.800 --> 00:43:09.880
<v Speaker 3>he woke up was when he texted me, and that

766
00:43:10.039 --> 00:43:12.760
<v Speaker 3>was before he realized that he had cuts and bruises

767
00:43:13.159 --> 00:43:16.360
<v Speaker 3>everywhere on his body, that they had been examining him,

768
00:43:16.519 --> 00:43:19.559
<v Speaker 3>and that his pajamas were on the other side of

769
00:43:19.559 --> 00:43:22.440
<v Speaker 3>the room in a place where he wouldn't have put

770
00:43:22.440 --> 00:43:24.760
<v Speaker 3>his pajamas for any reason. So he was kind of

771
00:43:24.760 --> 00:43:27.480
<v Speaker 3>in a panic, and his interest in me kind of

772
00:43:27.480 --> 00:43:30.679
<v Speaker 3>waned as well. All of a sudden. It was kind

773
00:43:30.719 --> 00:43:33.920
<v Speaker 3>of like again blaming me maybe for this happening. But

774
00:43:34.039 --> 00:43:36.039
<v Speaker 3>I explained to him, you know, I said, it's up

775
00:43:36.079 --> 00:43:39.559
<v Speaker 3>to you. How you perceive it and what vocabulary you

776
00:43:39.679 --> 00:43:42.639
<v Speaker 3>choose to go with. But I say, I go with Jesus,

777
00:43:42.719 --> 00:43:44.639
<v Speaker 3>like I just choose Jesus. I mean, that's just my

778
00:43:45.760 --> 00:43:49.679
<v Speaker 3>go to. And so he got baptized, but until he

779
00:43:49.719 --> 00:43:53.320
<v Speaker 3>got baptized, these spirits were attacking him. So he had

780
00:43:53.360 --> 00:43:57.039
<v Speaker 3>black eyes, he had a concussion. He sent me photos

781
00:43:57.039 --> 00:44:00.000
<v Speaker 3>of all these things, and then they started messing up

782
00:44:00.039 --> 00:44:03.199
<v Speaker 3>around with electronics. It's a longer story, but he was

783
00:44:03.239 --> 00:44:05.920
<v Speaker 3>living in a hotel because of his job. He was

784
00:44:05.960 --> 00:44:09.480
<v Speaker 3>working on location, and it turned out all the other

785
00:44:09.599 --> 00:44:12.920
<v Speaker 3>guys living in the hotel were having similar experiences and

786
00:44:12.960 --> 00:44:15.320
<v Speaker 3>one of them had a dream and he said to

787
00:44:15.400 --> 00:44:17.840
<v Speaker 3>my friend, he said, I had a dream last night,

788
00:44:17.960 --> 00:44:19.639
<v Speaker 3>and he said, you were in it, and he said,

789
00:44:20.000 --> 00:44:22.679
<v Speaker 3>this demon walked up to me, and the demon said,

790
00:44:22.719 --> 00:44:25.440
<v Speaker 3>we're not here for you, meaning the man with the dream.

791
00:44:25.760 --> 00:44:27.719
<v Speaker 3>He said, we're here for him, and they pointed at

792
00:44:27.719 --> 00:44:29.920
<v Speaker 3>my friend and then he said to my friend, does

793
00:44:29.960 --> 00:44:32.719
<v Speaker 3>that dream mean anything to you? And my friend said,

794
00:44:32.760 --> 00:44:34.880
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know what to say. He said, because I didn't.

795
00:44:35.000 --> 00:44:37.280
<v Speaker 3>He said, I didn't want to acknowledge it, because again

796
00:44:37.320 --> 00:44:39.960
<v Speaker 3>he's like the head of the team. Thought he would

797
00:44:40.000 --> 00:44:42.280
<v Speaker 3>lose respect. And then it turned out that all of

798
00:44:42.320 --> 00:44:45.519
<v Speaker 3>them were having these experiences and they decided to do

799
00:44:45.559 --> 00:44:48.480
<v Speaker 3>an exorcism on the hotel. My friend said that we

800
00:44:48.559 --> 00:44:53.719
<v Speaker 3>all got bibles and these the Hindu people that owned

801
00:44:53.760 --> 00:44:57.719
<v Speaker 3>the hotel were involved as well, and so according to him,

802
00:44:57.840 --> 00:45:00.639
<v Speaker 3>everything stopped after that. But I know, I mean, I

803
00:45:00.760 --> 00:45:03.760
<v Speaker 3>have to go back to the hotel and ask the owners.

804
00:45:04.079 --> 00:45:07.280
<v Speaker 3>You know how things are now. But my understanding is

805
00:45:07.360 --> 00:45:10.000
<v Speaker 3>Jesus said, if you clean a house and you don't

806
00:45:10.039 --> 00:45:14.800
<v Speaker 3>put up barriers, then whatever you may leave will come back,

807
00:45:14.920 --> 00:45:16.960
<v Speaker 3>and they'll just it'll be worse because they'll bring more

808
00:45:16.960 --> 00:45:19.960
<v Speaker 3>of their friends. I've had. I've met people who do

809
00:45:20.079 --> 00:45:24.599
<v Speaker 3>astral projection, mostly out of boredom. But my one friend

810
00:45:24.679 --> 00:45:27.039
<v Speaker 3>was astro projecting once and a voice came up to

811
00:45:27.119 --> 00:45:30.760
<v Speaker 3>him and said him, I'm homeless and I'm dead. Can

812
00:45:30.800 --> 00:45:33.519
<v Speaker 3>you help me? And he basically the voice wanted to

813
00:45:33.519 --> 00:45:36.039
<v Speaker 3>come home with him, like to his body, and my

814
00:45:36.159 --> 00:45:39.639
<v Speaker 3>friend said, I didn't want that, obviously, so he just

815
00:45:39.679 --> 00:45:41.400
<v Speaker 3>said I went back in and he told me he

816
00:45:41.400 --> 00:45:45.000
<v Speaker 3>hasn't astral projected since. But the idea is that that's

817
00:45:45.000 --> 00:45:47.719
<v Speaker 3>a part of life too, you know, I mean, these

818
00:45:47.760 --> 00:45:52.159
<v Speaker 3>are all parts of our consciousness and our existence. Right.

819
00:45:52.440 --> 00:45:54.800
<v Speaker 3>I have friends that have had near death experiences. I

820
00:45:54.800 --> 00:45:57.559
<v Speaker 3>know four different people. Three of them I was related

821
00:45:57.559 --> 00:46:01.199
<v Speaker 3>to who had near death experience. Is my one great

822
00:46:01.280 --> 00:46:04.440
<v Speaker 3>uncle had three of them, you know, I mean, is

823
00:46:04.440 --> 00:46:06.719
<v Speaker 3>it a dream or is it real? Or is it

824
00:46:07.079 --> 00:46:10.480
<v Speaker 3>connected to the supernatural stuff in the Bible and all

825
00:46:10.480 --> 00:46:14.679
<v Speaker 3>these other texts. I don't know, but I do have peace,

826
00:46:14.800 --> 00:46:16.880
<v Speaker 3>and that's the best part, like for me, like I

827
00:46:17.320 --> 00:46:19.639
<v Speaker 3>sleep like a baby, and like even the house I'm

828
00:46:19.679 --> 00:46:22.679
<v Speaker 3>in right now has some spiritual issues. And I did

829
00:46:22.719 --> 00:46:26.320
<v Speaker 3>see a very updated version of what I would call gray,

830
00:46:26.880 --> 00:46:29.639
<v Speaker 3>but they seem to get upgraded, Like from what I

831
00:46:29.679 --> 00:46:32.760
<v Speaker 3>initially saw that was transparent, the next thing I saw

832
00:46:32.920 --> 00:46:35.719
<v Speaker 3>was a white being, and then the one I saw

833
00:46:35.800 --> 00:46:40.519
<v Speaker 3>recently looked more had more details, like a grasshopper, almost

834
00:46:40.559 --> 00:46:43.639
<v Speaker 3>like a very large grasshopper kind of I don't even

835
00:46:43.719 --> 00:46:45.960
<v Speaker 3>know how to describe it. But are you familiar with

836
00:46:46.000 --> 00:46:49.079
<v Speaker 3>the artist Geiger or Geeker g I g e Er.

837
00:46:49.320 --> 00:46:52.079
<v Speaker 5>Oh, yeah, he did the design for the Aliens for

838
00:46:52.119 --> 00:46:52.599
<v Speaker 5>the movies.

839
00:46:53.159 --> 00:46:56.039
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, So I wonder like his designs, like I wonder

840
00:46:56.079 --> 00:47:01.159
<v Speaker 3>if they are inspired by the spirit realm inspiring him,

841
00:47:01.639 --> 00:47:04.000
<v Speaker 3>and he's not aware of it, you know what I mean,

842
00:47:04.280 --> 00:47:07.760
<v Speaker 3>Like he might think that he's making these things up,

843
00:47:07.960 --> 00:47:11.519
<v Speaker 3>but they could be inspired and he might not even

844
00:47:11.559 --> 00:47:14.559
<v Speaker 3>know it. Because the last thing I saw spiritually here

845
00:47:14.599 --> 00:47:18.519
<v Speaker 3>in the house reminded me of one of his characters,

846
00:47:18.639 --> 00:47:20.320
<v Speaker 3>you know, like as opposed to what I had seen

847
00:47:20.639 --> 00:47:23.800
<v Speaker 3>when I was nine that was more primitive like it was,

848
00:47:23.840 --> 00:47:26.599
<v Speaker 3>and I did some drawings. It's not easy to draw

849
00:47:26.639 --> 00:47:30.239
<v Speaker 3>what you see because there's just so much more to

850
00:47:30.280 --> 00:47:33.840
<v Speaker 3>the experience. It's not just like for me the first

851
00:47:33.840 --> 00:47:36.199
<v Speaker 3>time I had the experience, it was more about the

852
00:47:36.280 --> 00:47:40.320
<v Speaker 3>atmosphere in my room had changed, and then these beings

853
00:47:40.360 --> 00:47:43.039
<v Speaker 3>were in the atmosphere kind of like an old television

854
00:47:43.039 --> 00:47:45.880
<v Speaker 3>set that was out of focus kind of thing. But

855
00:47:45.920 --> 00:47:49.559
<v Speaker 3>then when I saw one in twenty nineteen, again I

856
00:47:49.599 --> 00:47:53.239
<v Speaker 3>was living in a hunted apartment, it was more opaque

857
00:47:53.480 --> 00:47:55.920
<v Speaker 3>and it was white, and it was tall, and it

858
00:47:56.000 --> 00:47:58.599
<v Speaker 3>reached out kind of I think it was going to

859
00:47:58.599 --> 00:48:01.400
<v Speaker 3>touch me, but then it just sort of of disappeared

860
00:48:01.519 --> 00:48:04.519
<v Speaker 3>or exploded or something, you know, and so, and I

861
00:48:04.599 --> 00:48:07.320
<v Speaker 3>have not had anything touch me since I've been baptized.

862
00:48:07.719 --> 00:48:09.559
<v Speaker 3>I was also living in a house where a man

863
00:48:09.960 --> 00:48:14.199
<v Speaker 3>was practicing something called Strega, which is Italian witchcraft, and

864
00:48:14.280 --> 00:48:17.679
<v Speaker 3>so there always seems to be some kind of interact,

865
00:48:17.719 --> 00:48:21.679
<v Speaker 3>someone interacting with the with the paranormal. When I experience

866
00:48:21.800 --> 00:48:25.440
<v Speaker 3>things like my grandmother or you know, because I don't,

867
00:48:25.519 --> 00:48:29.400
<v Speaker 3>I don't think I and like I don't call on

868
00:48:29.480 --> 00:48:32.159
<v Speaker 3>things or try to contact anything because it's just not

869
00:48:32.320 --> 00:48:35.360
<v Speaker 3>I don't think it's fruitful for me, like it would

870
00:48:35.440 --> 00:48:37.519
<v Speaker 3>just be I don't know, like I don't, I don't

871
00:48:37.599 --> 00:48:39.920
<v Speaker 3>have a hard time trusting people, and then to have

872
00:48:40.000 --> 00:48:42.519
<v Speaker 3>to trust spirits on top of that, I also was

873
00:48:42.559 --> 00:48:46.519
<v Speaker 3>diagnosed with autism, and I joined an autism community, and

874
00:48:46.559 --> 00:48:50.440
<v Speaker 3>I realized many people on the autism spectrum have these experiences,

875
00:48:51.000 --> 00:48:54.280
<v Speaker 3>and many of them won't talk about it. Like I've

876
00:48:54.280 --> 00:48:58.280
<v Speaker 3>been researching freemasonry. I have friends who are Freemason and

877
00:48:58.320 --> 00:49:01.239
<v Speaker 3>they openly admit to me that they have spirit guides,

878
00:49:01.400 --> 00:49:03.679
<v Speaker 3>like it's a part of the process when you become

879
00:49:03.679 --> 00:49:06.920
<v Speaker 3>a Freemason is that you're offered the option to have

880
00:49:06.960 --> 00:49:10.639
<v Speaker 3>a spirit guide. And the native of people, the tribes

881
00:49:10.760 --> 00:49:12.880
<v Speaker 3>they like, I guess they like to be called tribal people.

882
00:49:13.159 --> 00:49:17.199
<v Speaker 3>But I watched a series of documentaries. In twenty twenty two,

883
00:49:17.320 --> 00:49:20.960
<v Speaker 3>a man went around interviewing all the tribes like just

884
00:49:21.079 --> 00:49:23.239
<v Speaker 3>you know, chatting with them, and the one thing they

885
00:49:23.280 --> 00:49:25.360
<v Speaker 3>all seem to have in common is that there's an

886
00:49:25.440 --> 00:49:29.519
<v Speaker 3>uptick in the paranormal and I forget which if it

887
00:49:29.599 --> 00:49:33.760
<v Speaker 3>was the Navajo nation. They said that the that the

888
00:49:33.800 --> 00:49:37.119
<v Speaker 3>Anasazi have been provoked is the way they said it,

889
00:49:37.480 --> 00:49:41.639
<v Speaker 3>and that they actually outlawed the practice of spirit guides

890
00:49:42.159 --> 00:49:45.440
<v Speaker 3>because what they discovered was that people with spirit guides

891
00:49:45.639 --> 00:49:50.320
<v Speaker 3>they made great warriors in battle, but then eventually the

892
00:49:50.360 --> 00:49:54.440
<v Speaker 3>guides turned on the tribe. And so the idea is

893
00:49:54.480 --> 00:49:58.599
<v Speaker 3>that spirit guides or the skin walkers, or that's another

894
00:49:58.639 --> 00:50:01.559
<v Speaker 3>I guess another term is they turned on the tribe,

895
00:50:02.199 --> 00:50:06.199
<v Speaker 3>and so the tribal peoples outlawed that practice, and so

896
00:50:06.320 --> 00:50:11.960
<v Speaker 3>many of them are blaming non native people are using

897
00:50:12.280 --> 00:50:17.159
<v Speaker 3>LSD to interact with the spirits, and they believe that

898
00:50:17.159 --> 00:50:21.760
<v Speaker 3>that's what's causing this disturbance in the spirit realm, and

899
00:50:22.199 --> 00:50:25.199
<v Speaker 3>they're not necessarily they don't promote it, like they're not

900
00:50:25.719 --> 00:50:28.559
<v Speaker 3>happy about it. And so I do know friends that

901
00:50:28.639 --> 00:50:34.440
<v Speaker 3>take ayahuasca, and I have had friends on LSD who

902
00:50:34.480 --> 00:50:38.000
<v Speaker 3>have seen like had group hallucinations. When I was in

903
00:50:38.039 --> 00:50:40.119
<v Speaker 3>graduate school, I think I mentioned that I was part

904
00:50:40.119 --> 00:50:43.000
<v Speaker 3>of a witch coven and one night I lived on

905
00:50:43.039 --> 00:50:45.800
<v Speaker 3>a lake, and one night a bunch of undergrads had

906
00:50:45.840 --> 00:50:48.800
<v Speaker 3>taken LSD together and they came up to the lake,

907
00:50:49.079 --> 00:50:51.159
<v Speaker 3>like just to hang out and look at the full moon.

908
00:50:51.519 --> 00:50:54.320
<v Speaker 3>But they all collectively saw something rise up out of

909
00:50:54.360 --> 00:50:59.119
<v Speaker 3>the water and it swooped down at them, which made

910
00:50:59.159 --> 00:51:01.559
<v Speaker 3>them all realize that they were not It was not

911
00:51:01.599 --> 00:51:04.960
<v Speaker 3>a hallucination. They were all seeing this thing swoop down

912
00:51:05.000 --> 00:51:07.440
<v Speaker 3>at them. And so they came to my house where

913
00:51:07.440 --> 00:51:08.920
<v Speaker 3>I was living, and they were knocking on the door

914
00:51:08.960 --> 00:51:11.400
<v Speaker 3>at three in the morning, and they also knew that

915
00:51:11.440 --> 00:51:14.440
<v Speaker 3>I would understand. And the idea was when I shared

916
00:51:14.440 --> 00:51:17.760
<v Speaker 3>that story in class the next day, my professor, who

917
00:51:18.039 --> 00:51:20.599
<v Speaker 3>was the head of the witch coven, said, oh, they

918
00:51:20.639 --> 00:51:23.719
<v Speaker 3>saw the demon of the lake. And she said it

919
00:51:23.800 --> 00:51:26.800
<v Speaker 3>very matter of factly, you know, it wasn't And to

920
00:51:26.840 --> 00:51:29.440
<v Speaker 3>her it was amusing because she just thought it was

921
00:51:29.480 --> 00:51:34.360
<v Speaker 3>amusing that these undergrads, you know, kind of accidentally interacted

922
00:51:34.400 --> 00:51:36.599
<v Speaker 3>with this demon that lived in the lake. And they

923
00:51:36.639 --> 00:51:38.760
<v Speaker 3>all described the same thing. They all said it had,

924
00:51:38.840 --> 00:51:41.239
<v Speaker 3>you know, red eyes, it had a green head, it

925
00:51:41.280 --> 00:51:44.719
<v Speaker 3>had wings of tail. They used different terms one set

926
00:51:44.760 --> 00:51:47.039
<v Speaker 3>a dragon, one set of beasts, you know, like they

927
00:51:47.039 --> 00:51:51.880
<v Speaker 3>had different descriptive words or they had different I guess vocabulary,

928
00:51:52.119 --> 00:51:54.440
<v Speaker 3>but they all used the same descriptive words when it

929
00:51:54.480 --> 00:51:58.800
<v Speaker 3>came to coloring and size. And so I've had a

930
00:51:58.920 --> 00:52:02.239
<v Speaker 3>very long, strange trip. I mean, I'm sixty two, so

931
00:52:02.320 --> 00:52:04.239
<v Speaker 3>I know I'm a little older than you are. That

932
00:52:04.320 --> 00:52:07.679
<v Speaker 3>the idea is, I believe that you had experiences and

933
00:52:07.760 --> 00:52:12.039
<v Speaker 3>something that I've found very helpful is interacting with other people.

934
00:52:12.199 --> 00:52:15.599
<v Speaker 3>Like there are zoom group, you know, meetups, and then

935
00:52:15.920 --> 00:52:18.400
<v Speaker 3>on Facebook, I belong to something called peer and Normal

936
00:52:18.920 --> 00:52:23.559
<v Speaker 3>and it's peer peer like your peers, and it's a normal,

937
00:52:23.639 --> 00:52:27.760
<v Speaker 3>so it's paranormal. People have experiences that get together and

938
00:52:27.800 --> 00:52:31.159
<v Speaker 3>share things on Facebook page, and I think I think

939
00:52:31.159 --> 00:52:34.559
<v Speaker 3>it's just helpful move fun. I believe also has support

940
00:52:34.599 --> 00:52:38.000
<v Speaker 3>groups that they you know, I haven't found any specifically

941
00:52:38.079 --> 00:52:41.880
<v Speaker 3>for people who maybe believe in Jesus. But I've been

942
00:52:42.199 --> 00:52:45.119
<v Speaker 3>kind of rejected by the church crowd, which I think

943
00:52:45.199 --> 00:52:47.559
<v Speaker 3>is just ignorance on their part, like they just or

944
00:52:47.639 --> 00:52:50.920
<v Speaker 3>fear like because I think a lot of Christians that

945
00:52:50.960 --> 00:52:55.000
<v Speaker 3>I've met are are taught that they shouldn't interact with

946
00:52:55.280 --> 00:52:58.119
<v Speaker 3>spiritual things. But the idea is that Jesus wants to

947
00:52:58.119 --> 00:53:01.679
<v Speaker 3>interact with us spiritually, so like, if he's giving his

948
00:53:01.719 --> 00:53:05.639
<v Speaker 3>Holy Spirit to me, that's a spiritual interaction. And if

949
00:53:05.679 --> 00:53:08.599
<v Speaker 3>I'm communicating with him, as it says in John fourteen

950
00:53:09.360 --> 00:53:13.360
<v Speaker 3>and also in Isaiah eleven, he's communicating with me. And

951
00:53:13.440 --> 00:53:17.000
<v Speaker 3>so I've had these really great experiences where in twenty twenty,

952
00:53:17.280 --> 00:53:19.760
<v Speaker 3>I was walking in Times Square and there was a

953
00:53:19.800 --> 00:53:22.519
<v Speaker 3>young man walking next to me, and Jesus said, this

954
00:53:22.559 --> 00:53:24.920
<v Speaker 3>sounds crazy when I say that, but he said, you know,

955
00:53:25.000 --> 00:53:27.840
<v Speaker 3>speak to that young man. And I remember thinking, oh, no,

956
00:53:27.880 --> 00:53:30.320
<v Speaker 3>he's going to think I'm creepy because I'm old, you know.

957
00:53:30.360 --> 00:53:32.119
<v Speaker 3>I didn't want to speak to him. And then he

958
00:53:32.159 --> 00:53:35.000
<v Speaker 3>started speaking with me, and I thought, okay, here we go.

959
00:53:35.119 --> 00:53:38.079
<v Speaker 3>Let's see where this goes. So I asked him, I said,

960
00:53:38.079 --> 00:53:40.599
<v Speaker 3>do you believe in God? And he said he wasn't

961
00:53:40.679 --> 00:53:43.039
<v Speaker 3>sure that he was kind of thinking about it, but

962
00:53:43.079 --> 00:53:44.559
<v Speaker 3>he wasn't sure. And then I said, well, do you

963
00:53:44.639 --> 00:53:47.559
<v Speaker 3>believe in aliens? And he said, oh my god, why

964
00:53:47.559 --> 00:53:50.519
<v Speaker 3>did you ask me that? And I just said I

965
00:53:50.559 --> 00:53:53.079
<v Speaker 3>think Jesus wanted me to ask you that, and he said,

966
00:53:53.199 --> 00:53:54.760
<v Speaker 3>can I tell you a story? And so for an

967
00:53:54.800 --> 00:53:56.559
<v Speaker 3>hour and a half he told me how he grew

968
00:53:56.639 --> 00:53:59.440
<v Speaker 3>up in Brooklyn and when he was nine, he had

969
00:53:59.440 --> 00:54:01.920
<v Speaker 3>this experience. And he's not the first person to tell

970
00:54:01.960 --> 00:54:04.679
<v Speaker 3>me this, but in the nineteen nineties that would have

971
00:54:04.719 --> 00:54:07.599
<v Speaker 3>been when this happened. He woke up and his room

972
00:54:07.760 --> 00:54:10.920
<v Speaker 3>was light like daylight, and he thought it was the

973
00:54:10.960 --> 00:54:13.039
<v Speaker 3>next day, so he got up and when he looked

974
00:54:13.039 --> 00:54:15.119
<v Speaker 3>out the window, it was dark. But he didn't remember

975
00:54:15.159 --> 00:54:18.320
<v Speaker 3>anything after that, and then he started having these experiences

976
00:54:18.360 --> 00:54:21.079
<v Speaker 3>where he started seeing these beings with big eyes like

977
00:54:21.159 --> 00:54:24.519
<v Speaker 3>I saw. And he told his parents and they took

978
00:54:24.559 --> 00:54:27.800
<v Speaker 3>him to a psychiatrist, and the psychiatrist put him on medication,

979
00:54:28.360 --> 00:54:31.719
<v Speaker 3>and he said the medication ruined his life, basically, And

980
00:54:31.920 --> 00:54:34.480
<v Speaker 3>he said, from age eleven to sixteen, he was on

981
00:54:34.559 --> 00:54:37.880
<v Speaker 3>medication and he hated it. So he eventually left home

982
00:54:38.280 --> 00:54:41.039
<v Speaker 3>and started living in the streets and he became gotten

983
00:54:41.119 --> 00:54:44.239
<v Speaker 3>addicted to street drugs. And when I met him in

984
00:54:44.280 --> 00:54:47.400
<v Speaker 3>twenty twenty, he was twenty eight and he was eight

985
00:54:47.440 --> 00:54:51.639
<v Speaker 3>months sober. And I'm having this discussion with him, telling

986
00:54:51.760 --> 00:54:54.360
<v Speaker 3>him that I saw them too, right, I just didn't

987
00:54:54.440 --> 00:54:57.000
<v Speaker 3>end up on drugs. And I said that I just

988
00:54:57.039 --> 00:55:00.679
<v Speaker 3>call on Jesus and they go away. And he said,

989
00:55:00.840 --> 00:55:03.039
<v Speaker 3>you know, my aunt tried to tell me that I

990
00:55:03.079 --> 00:55:06.360
<v Speaker 3>could call on Jesus, but my parents didn't believe in that,

991
00:55:06.519 --> 00:55:09.320
<v Speaker 3>so they believed in drugs. And he said, I think

992
00:55:09.360 --> 00:55:12.440
<v Speaker 3>you just gave me my life back, like he like,

993
00:55:12.599 --> 00:55:15.440
<v Speaker 3>and then this is so crazy. But like a year later,

994
00:55:16.119 --> 00:55:18.000
<v Speaker 3>I met someone. I was telling them what I just

995
00:55:18.039 --> 00:55:20.480
<v Speaker 3>told you, and they said, Kelly, I know that guy,

996
00:55:20.679 --> 00:55:23.320
<v Speaker 3>and they knew they knew his name, and it turned

997
00:55:23.360 --> 00:55:25.880
<v Speaker 3>out they lived in his building. He lived in their building,

998
00:55:26.199 --> 00:55:28.920
<v Speaker 3>and he said, he tells everyone that story about meeting you,

999
00:55:29.639 --> 00:55:32.079
<v Speaker 3>and he's doing great, and like he's he's you know,

1000
00:55:32.239 --> 00:55:35.360
<v Speaker 3>he's working and had a construction job where he was

1001
00:55:35.400 --> 00:55:37.960
<v Speaker 3>working with unions, which is a very good thing. But

1002
00:55:38.039 --> 00:55:41.199
<v Speaker 3>the idea is that people, if they don't have a

1003
00:55:41.280 --> 00:55:44.960
<v Speaker 3>vocabulary and they don't know what they're experiencing, it can

1004
00:55:45.039 --> 00:55:48.840
<v Speaker 3>lead to all sorts of very negative experiences. Right, And

1005
00:55:49.119 --> 00:55:51.719
<v Speaker 3>that's one of the reasons I decided I want to

1006
00:55:51.760 --> 00:55:54.199
<v Speaker 3>be more vocal, especially in twenty twenty. Like I just

1007
00:55:54.599 --> 00:55:57.360
<v Speaker 3>there was so much negative things going on in New

1008
00:55:57.440 --> 00:56:00.280
<v Speaker 3>York City. That one man tried to take my back

1009
00:56:00.320 --> 00:56:02.440
<v Speaker 3>He tried to steal my backpack, tried to take it

1010
00:56:02.440 --> 00:56:04.800
<v Speaker 3>from me. I said that I don't have any money.

1011
00:56:04.920 --> 00:56:07.639
<v Speaker 3>I said, but I can pray for you. And that

1012
00:56:07.760 --> 00:56:10.320
<v Speaker 3>like opened up the conversation. And then I shared with

1013
00:56:10.400 --> 00:56:12.639
<v Speaker 3>him how I saw Aliens, you know, when I was

1014
00:56:12.679 --> 00:56:14.800
<v Speaker 3>a kid. And then he shared a story with me.

1015
00:56:15.039 --> 00:56:17.360
<v Speaker 3>And here's a man who went from he was going

1016
00:56:17.400 --> 00:56:21.320
<v Speaker 3>to steal my backpack to telling me his own experience,

1017
00:56:21.559 --> 00:56:23.719
<v Speaker 3>like his own life experience. And so you know, there's

1018
00:56:23.719 --> 00:56:26.760
<v Speaker 3>a lot of damaged people that are damaged because they

1019
00:56:26.760 --> 00:56:31.480
<v Speaker 3>don't have the proper perspective, right, I mean, to process

1020
00:56:32.400 --> 00:56:36.960
<v Speaker 3>their experiences in a positive way. I've met people from Argentina.

1021
00:56:37.199 --> 00:56:41.920
<v Speaker 3>I've met people from Bangladesh. I've met Muslims. I've met

1022
00:56:41.960 --> 00:56:45.559
<v Speaker 3>all people from different religions. I lived on East ninety

1023
00:56:45.639 --> 00:56:48.800
<v Speaker 3>nine Street in Harlem. I met so many people. I

1024
00:56:48.800 --> 00:56:50.599
<v Speaker 3>would sit on my stoop and read the Bible and

1025
00:56:50.599 --> 00:56:52.599
<v Speaker 3>people would just stop and chat with me and tell

1026
00:56:52.639 --> 00:56:54.880
<v Speaker 3>me their stories, and then I would I would share

1027
00:56:55.000 --> 00:56:59.119
<v Speaker 3>my experiences. And there's just so many people having these experiences.

1028
00:56:59.440 --> 00:57:02.920
<v Speaker 3>I mean, York City, East Harlem, you know, and like,

1029
00:57:03.400 --> 00:57:06.079
<v Speaker 3>I think it's one of those things where it's an untapped,

1030
00:57:06.880 --> 00:57:10.880
<v Speaker 3>an untapped story base. You know, you could probably just

1031
00:57:10.920 --> 00:57:13.679
<v Speaker 3>walk down the street and speak with anyone and they're

1032
00:57:13.719 --> 00:57:17.239
<v Speaker 3>going to give you something. Maybe this is a support group.

1033
00:57:17.440 --> 00:57:21.079
<v Speaker 3>Like maybe I've been binging on your podcasts and I

1034
00:57:21.119 --> 00:57:23.920
<v Speaker 3>still haven't heard them all. And I'm familiar with many

1035
00:57:24.000 --> 00:57:29.440
<v Speaker 3>of the Pennsylvania locations that people have shared, and in Pennsylvania,

1036
00:57:29.519 --> 00:57:32.639
<v Speaker 3>I've had experiences. I really believe that the house they

1037
00:57:32.679 --> 00:57:36.280
<v Speaker 3>grew up in is in a skinwalker territory because many

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<v Speaker 3>of my friends that I grew up with have stories

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<v Speaker 3>they won't tell them. I've seen a bigfoot probably, I

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00:57:42.119 --> 00:57:44.360
<v Speaker 3>mean I didn't know that that's what it was, but

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00:57:44.440 --> 00:57:48.079
<v Speaker 3>apparently seeing a large monkey walking around the woods behind

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00:57:48.119 --> 00:57:52.239
<v Speaker 3>our house counts as a bigfoot. And I remember other

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00:57:52.280 --> 00:57:55.880
<v Speaker 3>stories of people out driving and they'll say they saw

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00:57:55.920 --> 00:57:58.000
<v Speaker 3>something cross the road and it looked like a human.

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<v Speaker 3>And like, the more I tell stories, the more I

1046
00:58:00.719 --> 00:58:03.639
<v Speaker 3>hear stories, like the more people share, and it just

1047
00:58:03.760 --> 00:58:07.760
<v Speaker 3>validates the reality that these things are all interconnected in

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<v Speaker 3>some way.

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<v Speaker 3>And it's one of those things too. Where I met

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00:59:10.400 --> 00:59:13.280
<v Speaker 3>some Muslim men who were doing an outreach in the

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00:59:13.320 --> 00:59:16.039
<v Speaker 3>neighborhood where I was living, and they were handing out Korans,

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00:59:16.079 --> 00:59:18.880
<v Speaker 3>and I had read the Koran many years ago, so

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00:59:19.000 --> 00:59:21.920
<v Speaker 3>I stopped to chat with them and I shared my

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00:59:22.000 --> 00:59:24.760
<v Speaker 3>experience with them, and they had both had the same

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00:59:24.840 --> 00:59:28.599
<v Speaker 3>experience where they had seen these beings with large, you know,

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00:59:28.679 --> 00:59:32.000
<v Speaker 3>dark eyes and long, skinny arms. And they said that

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00:59:32.360 --> 00:59:35.000
<v Speaker 3>the one guy actually left the Catholic Church and became

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00:59:35.039 --> 00:59:38.800
<v Speaker 3>a Muslim because the emon or whoever was departed. I

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00:59:38.840 --> 00:59:43.199
<v Speaker 3>think he said emon I acknowledged at least acknowledged his experience,

1071
00:59:43.760 --> 00:59:47.159
<v Speaker 3>and he said, they you know, he still sees these beings,

1072
00:59:47.199 --> 00:59:51.639
<v Speaker 3>but he said that just the acknowledgement that he wasn't crazy.

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00:59:51.920 --> 00:59:55.000
<v Speaker 3>And like I've been in churches that would literally say, oh,

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00:59:55.039 --> 00:59:58.639
<v Speaker 3>Satan isn't real, Like it's just a metaphor, you know,

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00:59:59.079 --> 01:00:03.880
<v Speaker 3>And like my word satan really just means accuser. And

1076
01:00:03.920 --> 01:00:08.159
<v Speaker 3>like Jesus referred to spirit beings as deceivers, and so

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01:00:08.239 --> 01:00:12.440
<v Speaker 3>the idea is that it's not They're not all deceivers.

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01:00:12.480 --> 01:00:16.920
<v Speaker 3>They're not all Satan's because there's also Cherubim and Seraphim

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01:00:17.320 --> 01:00:19.679
<v Speaker 3>and all these other things. And I actually after my

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01:00:19.719 --> 01:00:23.239
<v Speaker 3>father passed away, I had two experiences where I saw

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01:00:23.320 --> 01:00:25.679
<v Speaker 3>what may or may not have been angels. I mean,

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01:00:25.719 --> 01:00:27.960
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, because I kind of feel like things

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01:00:28.000 --> 01:00:30.960
<v Speaker 3>in the spirit realm have this ability to cloak, like

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01:00:31.079 --> 01:00:34.000
<v Speaker 3>they can appear how however they want to appear. And

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<v Speaker 3>the reason I say that is because this house I'm

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<v Speaker 3>living in right now, I've seen I saw a cat,

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01:00:39.320 --> 01:00:42.039
<v Speaker 3>and I have three cats. There's three cats living here

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01:00:42.039 --> 01:00:44.400
<v Speaker 3>with me. I know what they look like. This fourth

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01:00:44.440 --> 01:00:47.639
<v Speaker 3>cat showed up one day it was terrorizing one of

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01:00:47.679 --> 01:00:50.679
<v Speaker 3>the other cats and there isn't and we don't have

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01:00:50.719 --> 01:00:52.800
<v Speaker 3>a cat. It looks like that, And then the other

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01:00:52.880 --> 01:00:55.199
<v Speaker 3>two where it's kind of sitting wide eyed, you know,

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01:00:55.239 --> 01:00:58.400
<v Speaker 3>like wondering, and I know that sometimes something chases will

1094
01:00:58.480 --> 01:01:01.079
<v Speaker 3>chase a cat and there's nothing behind me, or like

1095
01:01:01.119 --> 01:01:04.760
<v Speaker 3>I said, I saw what I believe was a Geiger alien.

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01:01:05.239 --> 01:01:07.880
<v Speaker 3>And then when I first came to this house like

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01:01:08.000 --> 01:01:11.480
<v Speaker 3>twenty years ago to visit, every night when everyone would

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01:01:11.519 --> 01:01:13.960
<v Speaker 3>go to sleep, would go to bed. After everyone went

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01:01:14.000 --> 01:01:16.840
<v Speaker 3>to bed, we would hear somebody go back down the stairs.

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<v Speaker 3>And at first I thought it was just one of

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01:01:18.840 --> 01:01:21.840
<v Speaker 3>the other people going back down the stairs, until at

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<v Speaker 3>breakfast one day somebody said do you hear that too?

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<v Speaker 3>I And then I said, oh, I hear it too,

1104
01:01:27.400 --> 01:01:29.440
<v Speaker 3>And I said, that's not you going that's not you

1105
01:01:29.480 --> 01:01:32.079
<v Speaker 3>guys going back down the stairs. I said no. And

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01:01:32.119 --> 01:01:35.039
<v Speaker 3>then the smoke detectors would do this thing where they

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01:01:35.039 --> 01:01:39.760
<v Speaker 3>would chirp in like a sequence, and I said, well,

1108
01:01:39.760 --> 01:01:41.800
<v Speaker 3>you just need to change the batteries and they said, oh,

1109
01:01:41.800 --> 01:01:45.079
<v Speaker 3>they're brand new batteries, and three of them are brand

1110
01:01:45.079 --> 01:01:48.559
<v Speaker 3>new smoke detectors, but they just do this chirping thing

1111
01:01:48.599 --> 01:01:51.559
<v Speaker 3>where they'll like chirp in like a harmony or something.

1112
01:01:51.760 --> 01:01:55.519
<v Speaker 3>So the idea is that whatever's in this house does

1113
01:01:55.599 --> 01:01:59.400
<v Speaker 3>things like there's an old dresser in the living room.

1114
01:01:59.559 --> 01:02:01.960
<v Speaker 3>It's probably will be over one hundred years old, and

1115
01:02:02.000 --> 01:02:04.400
<v Speaker 3>the drawers kind of stick. But sometimes when I go

1116
01:02:04.480 --> 01:02:07.760
<v Speaker 3>down stairs in the morning, the drawers are open, and

1117
01:02:07.800 --> 01:02:09.920
<v Speaker 3>so I know, the cats can't open them because they're

1118
01:02:10.480 --> 01:02:12.119
<v Speaker 3>they stick. You know, you have to kind of work

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01:02:12.119 --> 01:02:14.760
<v Speaker 3>at them to get them open. Little things like that,

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01:02:15.000 --> 01:02:18.000
<v Speaker 3>you know. And so I don't know. I assume it's

1121
01:02:18.079 --> 01:02:22.599
<v Speaker 3>just one spirit, but who knows, Like maybe there's others

1122
01:02:22.679 --> 01:02:25.320
<v Speaker 3>or maybe they invite others to come in, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, Like that's the kind of the the

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01:02:28.800 --> 01:02:32.679
<v Speaker 3>unknown factor is there's no way to pin them down

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<v Speaker 3>and say, oh, yeah, that's what that was, or you know.

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01:02:36.480 --> 01:02:39.000
<v Speaker 3>But at the same time, I took comfort in the

1127
01:02:39.039 --> 01:02:43.079
<v Speaker 3>idea that the Bible says that people will have discernment

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01:02:43.119 --> 01:02:45.599
<v Speaker 3>of spirits, like it's a gift, you know, So it's

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01:02:45.639 --> 01:02:49.320
<v Speaker 3>not something to be ashamed of, and it's something that

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<v Speaker 3>like any gift, you know, you can receive it and

1131
01:02:51.760 --> 01:02:55.000
<v Speaker 3>then you can work with it, I guess, or develop it,

1132
01:02:55.320 --> 01:02:57.599
<v Speaker 3>which is what I mean. I could use her name.

1133
01:02:57.679 --> 01:03:00.320
<v Speaker 3>She passed away recently, but excuse me. Donna was the

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01:03:00.320 --> 01:03:02.840
<v Speaker 3>head of this group, and she basically said that we

1135
01:03:02.880 --> 01:03:07.440
<v Speaker 3>could cultivate, you know, or mentor each other or grow.

1136
01:03:07.559 --> 01:03:10.599
<v Speaker 3>And I thought that makes a lot of sense. That

1137
01:03:10.639 --> 01:03:13.440
<v Speaker 3>makes more sense than saying it's not real or just

1138
01:03:13.480 --> 01:03:16.039
<v Speaker 3>pretending that it's not real. And I have so many

1139
01:03:16.119 --> 01:03:18.719
<v Speaker 3>stories and I started writing them because I have a

1140
01:03:18.719 --> 01:03:22.679
<v Speaker 3>friend who's an atheist, and I guess it was twenty eighteen.

1141
01:03:23.119 --> 01:03:25.400
<v Speaker 3>He said to me, I know that what you believe

1142
01:03:25.719 --> 01:03:28.079
<v Speaker 3>is sort of like Christianity. He'said, could you write about

1143
01:03:28.159 --> 01:03:32.159
<v Speaker 3>it for me? Because I'm becoming very hateful towards Christians

1144
01:03:32.760 --> 01:03:35.079
<v Speaker 3>And he said, I don't hate you. And so I

1145
01:03:35.119 --> 01:03:37.920
<v Speaker 3>started sharing my stories with him, and he said that

1146
01:03:37.960 --> 01:03:41.039
<v Speaker 3>he's becoming a hopeful agnostic and that he was no

1147
01:03:41.079 --> 01:03:44.480
<v Speaker 3>longer angry. But the idea is that once I started writing,

1148
01:03:44.559 --> 01:03:48.679
<v Speaker 3>I filled I think four or five composition notebooks with

1149
01:03:48.760 --> 01:03:52.559
<v Speaker 3>long hand writing. And I didn't realize I had so

1150
01:03:52.599 --> 01:03:55.920
<v Speaker 3>many experiences and it was very I've had dreams that

1151
01:03:56.000 --> 01:04:01.440
<v Speaker 3>come true. I guess they call that prophetic dreams. I mean,

1152
01:04:01.440 --> 01:04:05.719
<v Speaker 3>it's just like Bigfoot. I guess I've seen little toarlely lights,

1153
01:04:05.760 --> 01:04:08.719
<v Speaker 3>just all kinds of just things. On one time, I'm

1154
01:04:08.760 --> 01:04:10.880
<v Speaker 3>home visiting my parents and I saw these little towirly

1155
01:04:11.000 --> 01:04:13.320
<v Speaker 3>lights in the backyard. And then it turned out on

1156
01:04:13.400 --> 01:04:17.119
<v Speaker 3>coast to coast that all over Pennsylvania people were reporting

1157
01:04:17.199 --> 01:04:20.239
<v Speaker 3>seeing these little towirly lights and on the news they

1158
01:04:20.239 --> 01:04:25.440
<v Speaker 3>were saying that it was lunar moths hatching. But I

1159
01:04:25.440 --> 01:04:27.559
<v Speaker 3>didn't see a body and I didn't see wings, like

1160
01:04:27.599 --> 01:04:29.840
<v Speaker 3>I just saw this. It just looked like a little light,

1161
01:04:30.400 --> 01:04:32.719
<v Speaker 3>like like a flashlight in the dark, you know, without

1162
01:04:32.920 --> 01:04:37.000
<v Speaker 3>the flashlight, like just the tip of the flashlight, like

1163
01:04:37.079 --> 01:04:41.000
<v Speaker 3>swirling around in the in the darkness. And so I

1164
01:04:41.079 --> 01:04:44.480
<v Speaker 3>don't know what that was, but it's interesting, you know.

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01:04:44.719 --> 01:04:46.800
<v Speaker 3>I just I mean for me, I just pray, I

1166
01:04:46.960 --> 01:04:49.760
<v Speaker 3>just because I guess it's like my go to is

1167
01:04:50.480 --> 01:04:53.199
<v Speaker 3>Jesus said, test all spirits. Basically, I think Jesus said

1168
01:04:53.239 --> 01:04:55.159
<v Speaker 3>it or Pulse said it. But the idea is that

1169
01:04:55.199 --> 01:04:59.360
<v Speaker 3>you test them because you don't want something negative, you know,

1170
01:04:59.400 --> 01:05:02.880
<v Speaker 3>like my friend had where they had bruises and cuts

1171
01:05:02.920 --> 01:05:07.119
<v Speaker 3>and they were torturing him. Obviously, my solution for that

1172
01:05:07.119 --> 01:05:08.880
<v Speaker 3>would have been I would have called on Jesus, but

1173
01:05:08.960 --> 01:05:11.320
<v Speaker 3>he didn't know that. So and then eventually he got

1174
01:05:11.320 --> 01:05:14.519
<v Speaker 3>baptized and they stopped being able to touch him, which

1175
01:05:14.559 --> 01:05:16.719
<v Speaker 3>for some reason drew a line draws a line in

1176
01:05:16.760 --> 01:05:21.320
<v Speaker 3>the sand. Maybe for some people, I don't know. Like again,

1177
01:05:21.440 --> 01:05:25.599
<v Speaker 3>I'm just sharing my experience because maybe someone will have

1178
01:05:25.639 --> 01:05:28.880
<v Speaker 3>another experience. I know one of your first podcasts there

1179
01:05:28.960 --> 01:05:33.719
<v Speaker 3>was a tribal woman sharing her experiences and she was

1180
01:05:33.760 --> 01:05:35.880
<v Speaker 3>talking about healing. And one time I fell off of

1181
01:05:35.920 --> 01:05:38.679
<v Speaker 3>a porch and I heard a loud snap and I

1182
01:05:38.679 --> 01:05:41.800
<v Speaker 3>had pain shoot up through my leg, and I knew

1183
01:05:41.840 --> 01:05:44.039
<v Speaker 3>I was in trouble, Like I knew that I did

1184
01:05:44.079 --> 01:05:46.639
<v Speaker 3>some damage on my foot, and I at the time

1185
01:05:46.719 --> 01:05:49.800
<v Speaker 3>had been praying about something else, and I just put

1186
01:05:49.800 --> 01:05:52.199
<v Speaker 3>my hands around my foot and I said, God, this

1187
01:05:52.239 --> 01:05:54.280
<v Speaker 3>can't happen. I have all these things I have to do,

1188
01:05:54.280 --> 01:05:56.639
<v Speaker 3>I'm supposed to start a new job tomorrow, I don't

1189
01:05:56.639 --> 01:05:59.920
<v Speaker 3>have insurance. And I just started saying all these reasons

1190
01:06:00.000 --> 01:06:02.639
<v Speaker 3>why this was a bad idea, and all the pain left.

1191
01:06:02.760 --> 01:06:05.239
<v Speaker 3>It just left my foot completely. My leg, my leg,

1192
01:06:05.280 --> 01:06:08.559
<v Speaker 3>my foot were fine. And I thought, oh wow. And

1193
01:06:08.880 --> 01:06:11.039
<v Speaker 3>I remember saying like, did you just heal me? And

1194
01:06:11.280 --> 01:06:13.679
<v Speaker 3>like I said that to God at the time, I

1195
01:06:13.760 --> 01:06:16.480
<v Speaker 3>just thought God, and I said, I guess. And so

1196
01:06:17.079 --> 01:06:20.119
<v Speaker 3>I was wearing long pants with socks and a shoe,

1197
01:06:20.760 --> 01:06:24.039
<v Speaker 3>and I didn't actually see my foot. And so later

1198
01:06:24.119 --> 01:06:26.400
<v Speaker 3>on that day someone called me and they said, hey,

1199
01:06:26.480 --> 01:06:29.039
<v Speaker 3>let's go out tonight. And I took a shower, and

1200
01:06:29.079 --> 01:06:31.360
<v Speaker 3>I put on like summer clothes, like a little pair

1201
01:06:31.400 --> 01:06:34.559
<v Speaker 3>of sandals and a denim skirt. And I never paid

1202
01:06:34.559 --> 01:06:36.920
<v Speaker 3>attention to my foot because it didn't hurt anymore. I'd

1203
01:06:36.960 --> 01:06:39.559
<v Speaker 3>forgotten that i'd fallen off the porch. And when we

1204
01:06:39.599 --> 01:06:42.280
<v Speaker 3>got to the bar, this guy who was standing at

1205
01:06:42.280 --> 01:06:43.880
<v Speaker 3>the bar came running over to me and he said,

1206
01:06:43.920 --> 01:06:45.639
<v Speaker 3>oh my god, what did you do to your foot?

1207
01:06:46.199 --> 01:06:48.519
<v Speaker 3>And I looked down in my ankle and my foot

1208
01:06:48.559 --> 01:06:52.599
<v Speaker 3>were all purple, black, blue, red, like every color bruising

1209
01:06:52.639 --> 01:06:55.079
<v Speaker 3>it could imagine. And I said, oh, I fell off

1210
01:06:55.079 --> 01:06:58.000
<v Speaker 3>the porch today. I forgot about that. And I'm wiggling

1211
01:06:58.000 --> 01:07:00.480
<v Speaker 3>my foot around, you know, And I said, but I prayed,

1212
01:07:00.519 --> 01:07:03.320
<v Speaker 3>and it's okay, and I'm showing this guy that my

1213
01:07:03.360 --> 01:07:05.719
<v Speaker 3>foot's okay, and he starts screaming at me. He said,

1214
01:07:05.760 --> 01:07:08.000
<v Speaker 3>stop doing that. Stop doing that. Your foot is broken.

1215
01:07:08.440 --> 01:07:10.159
<v Speaker 3>He said, your foot is broken. I just spent an

1216
01:07:10.280 --> 01:07:13.840
<v Speaker 3>entire semester studying bruises and your foot is broken. Please

1217
01:07:13.880 --> 01:07:16.000
<v Speaker 3>stop doing that. You need to see a doctor. And

1218
01:07:16.079 --> 01:07:18.280
<v Speaker 3>he would not leave me alone until I promised that

1219
01:07:18.320 --> 01:07:21.079
<v Speaker 3>I would see a doctor. But he was so convinced

1220
01:07:21.440 --> 01:07:24.920
<v Speaker 3>that I was in big trouble because of all the bruising,

1221
01:07:25.480 --> 01:07:28.360
<v Speaker 3>and the bruising lasted for about six weeks. Like everywhere

1222
01:07:28.360 --> 01:07:30.599
<v Speaker 3>I went, people would ask me, well, what did you

1223
01:07:30.639 --> 01:07:32.920
<v Speaker 3>do to your foot? But my foot was fine, like

1224
01:07:33.000 --> 01:07:34.639
<v Speaker 3>I was. I mean, as far as I was concerned,

1225
01:07:34.639 --> 01:07:38.280
<v Speaker 3>it was healed. That was fine, and I wasn't impeded

1226
01:07:38.320 --> 01:07:41.079
<v Speaker 3>in any way. But everywhere I went people saw the

1227
01:07:41.119 --> 01:07:43.599
<v Speaker 3>bruising and they would ask me what I did, and

1228
01:07:43.679 --> 01:07:46.400
<v Speaker 3>I would explain, you know, to tell the story. So

1229
01:07:46.519 --> 01:07:50.239
<v Speaker 3>the idea is that I do. I believe in miracles,

1230
01:07:50.360 --> 01:07:53.159
<v Speaker 3>I guess you could say, and I experienced them. But

1231
01:07:53.239 --> 01:07:56.119
<v Speaker 3>at the same time, I can't put it in a box,

1232
01:07:56.280 --> 01:07:58.719
<v Speaker 3>and like I can't put it in a bottle and

1233
01:07:58.800 --> 01:08:01.280
<v Speaker 3>sell it like sell it to people. But the idea

1234
01:08:01.480 --> 01:08:03.719
<v Speaker 3>is that I guess I can share my experiences and

1235
01:08:03.840 --> 01:08:06.840
<v Speaker 3>encourage people. Jesus said, if you seek, you will find,

1236
01:08:07.119 --> 01:08:10.840
<v Speaker 3>and so I think that's probably good advice because I mean,

1237
01:08:11.480 --> 01:08:14.880
<v Speaker 3>in theory, I found him. But at the same time,

1238
01:08:15.039 --> 01:08:18.680
<v Speaker 3>other people might find what they're looking for too, So

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<v Speaker 3>you know, I mean, you can't argue truth, I think, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And where there's peace, I think there's truth. And something

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01:08:26.640 --> 01:08:29.439
<v Speaker 3>that I just am so thankful for is the peace aspect,

1242
01:08:29.560 --> 01:08:32.079
<v Speaker 3>because like there was a time when I was afraid

1243
01:08:32.079 --> 01:08:33.840
<v Speaker 3>to go to sleep. There was a time when any

1244
01:08:33.840 --> 01:08:36.520
<v Speaker 3>time someone died, I was afraid they were going to

1245
01:08:36.520 --> 01:08:39.239
<v Speaker 3>show up in my room and or just you know,

1246
01:08:39.279 --> 01:08:41.920
<v Speaker 3>I was afraid to move into an apartment where there

1247
01:08:41.960 --> 01:08:44.960
<v Speaker 3>was going to be you know, paranormal things. The apartment

1248
01:08:45.000 --> 01:08:47.640
<v Speaker 3>I lived in in Hell's Kitchen was probably the most

1249
01:08:47.760 --> 01:08:51.920
<v Speaker 3>violent experience, and it was the most haunted. And like

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01:08:51.960 --> 01:08:54.680
<v Speaker 3>the other two guys I lived with, they wouldn't even

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01:08:54.720 --> 01:08:57.319
<v Speaker 3>speak to me when I moved out because they were

1252
01:08:57.319 --> 01:09:00.239
<v Speaker 3>hoping that I was going to do an exorcism. Yes,

1253
01:09:00.359 --> 01:09:02.159
<v Speaker 3>like they had gone to a priest and the priest

1254
01:09:02.159 --> 01:09:05.600
<v Speaker 3>gave them the phone number of a psychiatrist and some

1255
01:09:05.720 --> 01:09:10.479
<v Speaker 3>holy water, and this apartment was needed more than a

1256
01:09:10.520 --> 01:09:14.039
<v Speaker 3>psychiatrist in Holy Water. Like, I don't even know if

1257
01:09:14.079 --> 01:09:16.119
<v Speaker 3>I think the building was torn down. I'm not sure.

1258
01:09:16.199 --> 01:09:18.399
<v Speaker 3>It's hard to tell in New York City, And I

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01:09:18.600 --> 01:09:21.439
<v Speaker 3>often thought of like sending a letter to that address

1260
01:09:21.479 --> 01:09:24.479
<v Speaker 3>and just saying, hey, is your apartment still haunted? You know,

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01:09:24.880 --> 01:09:27.359
<v Speaker 3>or like what kind of what's going on there? But

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01:09:27.640 --> 01:09:29.960
<v Speaker 3>I have a friend who's an exorcist, like he does

1263
01:09:30.359 --> 01:09:35.359
<v Speaker 3>home exorcisms, and I actually met him through Chris Lutz,

1264
01:09:35.520 --> 01:09:38.319
<v Speaker 3>who lived in the Amityville Horror House. What's kind of

1265
01:09:38.319 --> 01:09:42.239
<v Speaker 3>fascinating about that is that the Amityville Horror happened in

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01:09:42.319 --> 01:09:46.520
<v Speaker 3>nineteen seventy four. My experience was in nineteen seventy two,

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01:09:47.199 --> 01:09:50.239
<v Speaker 3>and then in I think nineteen seventy seven is when

1268
01:09:50.760 --> 01:09:54.760
<v Speaker 3>Son of Sam happened. And then there was a third thing.

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01:09:55.159 --> 01:09:58.359
<v Speaker 3>And it's almost like they could all be connected, like

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01:09:58.399 --> 01:10:01.199
<v Speaker 3>they might all be related in in some way or another.

1271
01:10:02.000 --> 01:10:06.000
<v Speaker 3>Because according to Chris, and that's his story tell not mine,

1272
01:10:06.279 --> 01:10:12.479
<v Speaker 3>his father was actively seeking paranormal experiences, and according to

1273
01:10:13.199 --> 01:10:17.239
<v Speaker 3>the Dafayo Ron d FAO, he actually knew mister Lutts

1274
01:10:17.279 --> 01:10:20.079
<v Speaker 3>and they had partied together in the Bronx, which is

1275
01:10:20.119 --> 01:10:24.199
<v Speaker 3>where the son of Sam claimed that he would participated

1276
01:10:24.279 --> 01:10:28.479
<v Speaker 3>in the occult activities that led to his murdering people.

1277
01:10:28.560 --> 01:10:31.319
<v Speaker 3>I mean, it could all be related, even in that respect,

1278
01:10:31.399 --> 01:10:35.319
<v Speaker 3>and that's why I think I just pray for everyone,

1279
01:10:35.399 --> 01:10:38.359
<v Speaker 3>because you really never know what people are going through,

1280
01:10:38.520 --> 01:10:40.199
<v Speaker 3>like you just I mean, how many times I was

1281
01:10:40.239 --> 01:10:44.520
<v Speaker 3>almost mugged in New York City and praying stopped. I've

1282
01:10:44.520 --> 01:10:47.840
<v Speaker 3>never officially been mugged, but almost. I mean a man

1283
01:10:47.960 --> 01:10:50.319
<v Speaker 3>held me up once with a broken beer bottle and

1284
01:10:50.520 --> 01:10:53.199
<v Speaker 3>I just told him I don't have any money, and

1285
01:10:53.239 --> 01:10:55.159
<v Speaker 3>then he ended up walking me to the subway and

1286
01:10:55.199 --> 01:10:58.359
<v Speaker 3>telling me to get home safe. So I mean, I

1287
01:10:58.439 --> 01:11:02.119
<v Speaker 3>definitely think that the spirit run influences us in ways

1288
01:11:02.159 --> 01:11:05.439
<v Speaker 3>that we're maybe not aware. I guess that's for everyone

1289
01:11:05.680 --> 01:11:09.039
<v Speaker 3>else to figure out, maybe and decide. But at the

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01:11:09.039 --> 01:11:12.399
<v Speaker 3>same time, I think support groups are probably have been

1291
01:11:12.520 --> 01:11:16.079
<v Speaker 3>really helpful to me, like just having the freedom to

1292
01:11:16.199 --> 01:11:19.119
<v Speaker 3>share and speak just like this, like this was really

1293
01:11:19.159 --> 01:11:22.880
<v Speaker 3>fascinating that you allowed me to do this. I'm looking

1294
01:11:22.920 --> 01:11:26.039
<v Speaker 3>forward to listening to as many of your podcasts as

1295
01:11:26.039 --> 01:11:28.880
<v Speaker 3>I possibly can. I mean, I could be probably binging

1296
01:11:29.000 --> 01:11:31.520
<v Speaker 3>on them for the next year and still not hear

1297
01:11:31.600 --> 01:11:35.079
<v Speaker 3>them all. I can through so many, there is a lot, Kelly.

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01:11:35.119 --> 01:11:35.520
<v Speaker 6>Indeed.

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01:11:35.640 --> 01:11:38.760
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, well, I think what I'm getting from you is

1300
01:11:38.960 --> 01:11:41.600
<v Speaker 5>that you know, you have this this aura around you,

1301
01:11:41.880 --> 01:11:45.399
<v Speaker 5>whether that's to do with the paranormal or the Christian side,

1302
01:11:45.520 --> 01:11:49.279
<v Speaker 5>but you radiate something. I understand why people tracked to

1303
01:11:49.319 --> 01:11:49.800
<v Speaker 5>your energy.

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01:11:49.880 --> 01:11:54.039
<v Speaker 3>Kelly. Oh. I mean, I've actually had people come up

1305
01:11:54.039 --> 01:11:56.920
<v Speaker 3>to me and say, you know, you're glowing. And I remember,

1306
01:11:57.079 --> 01:11:59.359
<v Speaker 3>like the first time it happened, I thought, what you like,

1307
01:11:59.359 --> 01:12:02.079
<v Speaker 3>what are you talking about? And then someone explained it.

1308
01:12:02.119 --> 01:12:05.119
<v Speaker 3>But I think what it is, Maybe it's like Jesus said,

1309
01:12:05.159 --> 01:12:08.439
<v Speaker 3>I give you my peace, And I think that maybe

1310
01:12:08.560 --> 01:12:11.279
<v Speaker 3>I had people say to me, everyone else looks so

1311
01:12:11.359 --> 01:12:14.880
<v Speaker 3>stressed out, and you look like you're at rest, you're peaceful,

1312
01:12:14.920 --> 01:12:17.720
<v Speaker 3>what's up? You know? And one time a man came

1313
01:12:17.800 --> 01:12:19.479
<v Speaker 3>up to me when I first moved to New York

1314
01:12:19.520 --> 01:12:21.880
<v Speaker 3>City and he said, do you mind if I ask

1315
01:12:21.920 --> 01:12:24.840
<v Speaker 3>you a question? And I said no, obviously, right, you know,

1316
01:12:25.199 --> 01:12:27.520
<v Speaker 3>and he said, I've been trying to curse you, and

1317
01:12:27.560 --> 01:12:30.119
<v Speaker 3>my curses won't land. He said, can you tell me why?

1318
01:12:30.880 --> 01:12:33.880
<v Speaker 3>And like a normal person would have probably been offended,

1319
01:12:34.000 --> 01:12:36.760
<v Speaker 3>or thought that was like too weird, right, But he

1320
01:12:36.840 --> 01:12:38.880
<v Speaker 3>was dressed normal, like he was just you know, like

1321
01:12:38.920 --> 01:12:41.520
<v Speaker 3>he wasn't dressed like a crazy homeless person or something.

1322
01:12:41.880 --> 01:12:44.960
<v Speaker 3>And I understood that my grandmother had that sort of

1323
01:12:45.039 --> 01:12:48.039
<v Speaker 3>occupation where people not that she would curse people, but

1324
01:12:48.119 --> 01:12:50.800
<v Speaker 3>they would pay her to take curses off of them

1325
01:12:51.399 --> 01:12:53.520
<v Speaker 3>because someone else had put a curse on them. And

1326
01:12:53.560 --> 01:12:56.039
<v Speaker 3>so I understood the concept. And I also understood that

1327
01:12:56.079 --> 01:12:58.840
<v Speaker 3>this man. I understood why he would have cursed me

1328
01:12:59.399 --> 01:13:02.800
<v Speaker 3>because I was outsider coming into New York City, you know,

1329
01:13:03.039 --> 01:13:07.119
<v Speaker 3>and I've met priests that are in Santaria who like

1330
01:13:07.319 --> 01:13:10.920
<v Speaker 3>this one. John Ramirez claims that someone offered him ten

1331
01:13:10.960 --> 01:13:14.000
<v Speaker 3>thousand dollars to put a curse on a coworker, and

1332
01:13:14.079 --> 01:13:18.119
<v Speaker 3>so I believe that this man was being genuine. So

1333
01:13:18.479 --> 01:13:20.760
<v Speaker 3>I didn't know how to answer his question. But I

1334
01:13:20.800 --> 01:13:23.079
<v Speaker 3>basically said, I said, is it Jesus? I said, I

1335
01:13:23.079 --> 01:13:26.520
<v Speaker 3>love Jesus. I said maybe maybe I'm protected by Jesus.

1336
01:13:26.880 --> 01:13:29.199
<v Speaker 3>And he just didn't have an answer, like he just

1337
01:13:29.199 --> 01:13:32.640
<v Speaker 3>seemed completely baffled that he wasn't able to curse me.

1338
01:13:33.039 --> 01:13:36.439
<v Speaker 3>And another time, two other times, actually people tried to

1339
01:13:36.479 --> 01:13:40.720
<v Speaker 3>read my palm, and they weren't able to like and like.

1340
01:13:40.760 --> 01:13:44.039
<v Speaker 3>The one guy was very well known. He was a

1341
01:13:44.119 --> 01:13:46.800
<v Speaker 3>very well known palm reader and he had just come

1342
01:13:46.840 --> 01:13:49.800
<v Speaker 3>from being on like the Today Show or something, and

1343
01:13:50.000 --> 01:13:52.159
<v Speaker 3>he was shopping in the store where I was shopping,

1344
01:13:52.640 --> 01:13:54.880
<v Speaker 3>and he said, I'd like to do a reading on you,

1345
01:13:55.079 --> 01:13:56.800
<v Speaker 3>because you know, I'm sure you don't want to work

1346
01:13:56.840 --> 01:14:00.199
<v Speaker 3>in a bookstore the rest of your life. And I said, okay,

1347
01:14:00.319 --> 01:14:02.359
<v Speaker 3>you know, I agreed. I mean I didn't know. I

1348
01:14:02.399 --> 01:14:04.920
<v Speaker 3>didn't understand the time. And he said, you know, people

1349
01:14:05.000 --> 01:14:07.039
<v Speaker 3>pay me a lot of money for these readings, and

1350
01:14:07.079 --> 01:14:08.960
<v Speaker 3>I said, oh. He said, I'm going to do it

1351
01:14:09.000 --> 01:14:11.680
<v Speaker 3>for free. And I said, okay, that's great. You know,

1352
01:14:11.880 --> 01:14:14.000
<v Speaker 3>like maybe he'll tell me, you know, I should be

1353
01:14:14.000 --> 01:14:17.119
<v Speaker 3>a brain surgeon, not working in a bookstore. And he

1354
01:14:17.239 --> 01:14:20.079
<v Speaker 3>wasn't able to read my poem and he was baffled.

1355
01:14:20.079 --> 01:14:22.479
<v Speaker 3>He said, can you tell me why? But I said,

1356
01:14:22.520 --> 01:14:24.319
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I said, is it Jesus? I said,

1357
01:14:24.359 --> 01:14:26.680
<v Speaker 3>I read the Bible and I love Jesus. I said,

1358
01:14:26.680 --> 01:14:29.359
<v Speaker 3>I don't go to church. I don't really understand Christianity

1359
01:14:29.560 --> 01:14:31.840
<v Speaker 3>because I honestly, I will be honest with you. I

1360
01:14:32.359 --> 01:14:35.960
<v Speaker 3>don't think that the Christianity, what we call Christianity, is

1361
01:14:36.000 --> 01:14:40.479
<v Speaker 3>what Jesus intended. I think it's what was created by

1362
01:14:40.520 --> 01:14:44.560
<v Speaker 3>people in government that were trying to control the Jesus movement,

1363
01:14:44.720 --> 01:14:47.880
<v Speaker 3>like they were basically trying to take control of it,

1364
01:14:47.960 --> 01:14:50.840
<v Speaker 3>like before it got out of hand. I think especially

1365
01:14:50.920 --> 01:14:57.439
<v Speaker 3>Constantine was afraid of Christianity because it was apparently like wildfire,

1366
01:14:57.760 --> 01:15:01.840
<v Speaker 3>it was running through the Roman legion. And like archaeologists,

1367
01:15:01.880 --> 01:15:04.680
<v Speaker 3>there's someone called the naked archaeologist. He's one of my

1368
01:15:04.760 --> 01:15:09.520
<v Speaker 3>favorite archaeologists. But he did it. He went to Hadrian's Wall,

1369
01:15:09.680 --> 01:15:11.920
<v Speaker 3>i I think in Scotland, and then he went all over

1370
01:15:12.000 --> 01:15:16.439
<v Speaker 3>Europe and they discovered evidence that Roman soldiers were practicing

1371
01:15:16.520 --> 01:15:20.880
<v Speaker 3>Christianity before it was legal, because early as ninety, like

1372
01:15:20.920 --> 01:15:24.920
<v Speaker 3>the year ninety, you know, ninety, Common Era, and so

1373
01:15:25.039 --> 01:15:29.119
<v Speaker 3>the idea is that there was there was something spiritual

1374
01:15:29.159 --> 01:15:34.640
<v Speaker 3>going on that wasn't a religion. And then when I

1375
01:15:34.640 --> 01:15:40.159
<v Speaker 3>guess Constantine's father, Constantius and his mother became Christian he

1376
01:15:40.560 --> 01:15:44.840
<v Speaker 3>felt compelled to legalize it for their sake. And then

1377
01:15:45.119 --> 01:15:48.039
<v Speaker 3>after legalizing it, he felt like he needed to control

1378
01:15:48.079 --> 01:15:51.960
<v Speaker 3>it because they have letters that were written by early

1379
01:15:52.279 --> 01:15:56.000
<v Speaker 3>church leaders who said, well, if I can't, if I

1380
01:15:56.039 --> 01:15:59.760
<v Speaker 3>can't celebrate Winter Solstice, I'm not going to be a Christian.

1381
01:16:00.199 --> 01:16:02.359
<v Speaker 3>And so they said, well, you can celebrate, just call

1382
01:16:02.399 --> 01:16:05.439
<v Speaker 3>it Christmas, like call it like you know, just say

1383
01:16:05.560 --> 01:16:09.319
<v Speaker 3>you're celebrating Jesus. But you can continue to practice your

1384
01:16:09.399 --> 01:16:13.119
<v Speaker 3>pagan you know whatever. And so, like, the word Lent

1385
01:16:14.000 --> 01:16:17.119
<v Speaker 3>actually is just German and it means spring, and the

1386
01:16:17.199 --> 01:16:22.199
<v Speaker 3>Germane people prior to Christianity worship nature, so Lent was

1387
01:16:22.239 --> 01:16:27.239
<v Speaker 3>actually their spring worship. And so eventually it was like, well,

1388
01:16:27.319 --> 01:16:29.119
<v Speaker 3>can't you just tweak it a little bit and make

1389
01:16:29.159 --> 01:16:32.199
<v Speaker 3>it about Jesus, you know. And so basically like all

1390
01:16:32.239 --> 01:16:36.720
<v Speaker 3>these pagan holidays tweaked and they don't have any biblical basis,

1391
01:16:36.920 --> 01:16:38.800
<v Speaker 3>and that I think that's what was confusing to me

1392
01:16:38.840 --> 01:16:42.279
<v Speaker 3>as a child, is well, where is this in the Bible?

1393
01:16:42.600 --> 01:16:46.560
<v Speaker 3>You know, because there's a passage where it says that

1394
01:16:46.680 --> 01:16:50.520
<v Speaker 3>Jesus was twelve and he goes to the temple for

1395
01:16:50.760 --> 01:16:55.800
<v Speaker 3>Passover and he ends up staying behind to discuss Torah

1396
01:16:56.000 --> 01:16:59.720
<v Speaker 3>with the rabbis. Well, when a young Jewish boy turns thirteen,

1397
01:17:00.399 --> 01:17:05.119
<v Speaker 3>he is allowed to discuss Torah with the rabbis, and

1398
01:17:05.199 --> 01:17:09.199
<v Speaker 3>so obviously Jesus turned thirteen during Passover, or he wouldn't

1399
01:17:09.199 --> 01:17:12.119
<v Speaker 3>have been able to discuss Torah with the rabbis. So

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01:17:12.159 --> 01:17:14.520
<v Speaker 3>the idea is that, like, all the answers are in

1401
01:17:14.560 --> 01:17:17.840
<v Speaker 3>the Bible if you look for them, but all these

1402
01:17:18.079 --> 01:17:21.560
<v Speaker 3>traditions and holidays are not in the Bible. Even if

1403
01:17:21.600 --> 01:17:23.319
<v Speaker 3>you look for them, you're not going to find them.

1404
01:17:23.560 --> 01:17:25.479
<v Speaker 3>So it was confusing to me as a child. I

1405
01:17:25.520 --> 01:17:28.800
<v Speaker 3>didn't understand there was a disconnect. And so once I

1406
01:17:28.880 --> 01:17:32.680
<v Speaker 3>started exploring the Jewish Jesus, it's like the Bible took

1407
01:17:32.720 --> 01:17:38.199
<v Speaker 3>on a whole new meaning. And then also the paranormal Jesus.

1408
01:17:38.319 --> 01:17:43.600
<v Speaker 3>Once I embraced that and started reading the Bible, Heiser

1409
01:17:43.640 --> 01:17:46.479
<v Speaker 3>calls it a paranormal lens, like you put on a

1410
01:17:46.520 --> 01:17:50.720
<v Speaker 3>pair of glasses that allow you to read the Bible

1411
01:17:50.760 --> 01:17:54.560
<v Speaker 3>from a paranormal perspective. It's a completely different book, Like

1412
01:17:54.600 --> 01:17:58.479
<v Speaker 3>it's not about religion at all, and it's really fun,

1413
01:17:58.520 --> 01:18:02.680
<v Speaker 3>and like the Jewish people are practicing religion because they

1414
01:18:02.720 --> 01:18:05.800
<v Speaker 3>haven't discovered Jesus yet. But I go to a Messianic

1415
01:18:05.840 --> 01:18:10.760
<v Speaker 3>congregation where there are Jewish believers and they they love

1416
01:18:11.039 --> 01:18:14.359
<v Speaker 3>Jesus so much, and it's like it's so cool because

1417
01:18:14.359 --> 01:18:18.960
<v Speaker 3>they'll say, there's nothing more Jewish than loving Messiah, you know,

1418
01:18:19.239 --> 01:18:23.079
<v Speaker 3>machiak Jesus. And like the idea is that many Christians

1419
01:18:23.119 --> 01:18:26.600
<v Speaker 3>don't even know that the word Christ means Messiah, like

1420
01:18:26.680 --> 01:18:29.520
<v Speaker 3>that it's not Jesus's name, it's actually his job description.

1421
01:18:30.119 --> 01:18:33.800
<v Speaker 3>So I mean, I think it's because of the disconnect.

1422
01:18:34.119 --> 01:18:37.720
<v Speaker 3>That's what that happens, you know. And so I just pray,

1423
01:18:38.399 --> 01:18:40.479
<v Speaker 3>like I mean, I just I hope. I don't know.

1424
01:18:40.560 --> 01:18:45.199
<v Speaker 3>My hope is that God is merciful and he forgives ignorance,

1425
01:18:45.399 --> 01:18:47.079
<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean, because if people don't know,

1426
01:18:47.800 --> 01:18:50.319
<v Speaker 3>I mean, Jesus knows. I think Jesus basically said, I

1427
01:18:50.720 --> 01:18:53.279
<v Speaker 3>know my sheep, know my voice, and I know my people.

1428
01:18:54.000 --> 01:18:56.920
<v Speaker 3>And it's not about religion. I think it's you know,

1429
01:18:57.039 --> 01:19:00.439
<v Speaker 3>and like where there's love, you know, when someone has

1430
01:19:00.520 --> 01:19:03.840
<v Speaker 3>genuine love. I think Jesus is love, and I think

1431
01:19:03.840 --> 01:19:08.279
<v Speaker 3>that that's related, that's connected, like you know, So I

1432
01:19:08.359 --> 01:19:10.640
<v Speaker 3>don't I can't personally say I know what love is.

1433
01:19:10.760 --> 01:19:13.199
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I know what it isn't and I've had

1434
01:19:13.239 --> 01:19:16.960
<v Speaker 3>some you know, crazy experiences with humans. But at the

1435
01:19:17.000 --> 01:19:20.239
<v Speaker 3>same time, maybe those experiences happened also because of the

1436
01:19:20.239 --> 01:19:23.960
<v Speaker 3>spirit influence, you know, or people didn't know they were

1437
01:19:24.000 --> 01:19:27.479
<v Speaker 3>being influenced. I'm not sure, but my but again, you know,

1438
01:19:27.520 --> 01:19:30.119
<v Speaker 3>it's oppressed. I'm in progress. Does that make sense? Like

1439
01:19:30.199 --> 01:19:32.720
<v Speaker 3>I'm I think Dolly Parton would say, I'm a seeker,

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01:19:33.880 --> 01:19:37.760
<v Speaker 3>I'm seeking, I'm finding and product is the piece that

1441
01:19:37.960 --> 01:19:40.680
<v Speaker 3>comes with that. And I think that's I don't always

1442
01:19:40.760 --> 01:19:44.079
<v Speaker 3>have it, but it does happen, and it's it's probably

1443
01:19:44.159 --> 01:19:46.680
<v Speaker 3>my favorite thing. I don't know if that makes sense.

1444
01:19:47.319 --> 01:19:49.840
<v Speaker 5>I think all of us are on a journey, all

1445
01:19:49.880 --> 01:19:51.720
<v Speaker 5>of us are a work in progress.

1446
01:19:52.239 --> 01:19:55.399
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely, yeah, right, and then we and we'll come together

1447
01:19:55.479 --> 01:19:57.000
<v Speaker 3>to compare notes sort of.

1448
01:19:57.399 --> 01:20:00.600
<v Speaker 5>Maybe that's it. Yeah, compare notes, but don't argue over

1449
01:20:00.640 --> 01:20:03.279
<v Speaker 5>those notes. That's I think that's the biggest problem these days.

1450
01:20:03.319 --> 01:20:06.479
<v Speaker 5>We're too busy, consumed with you know, just trying to

1451
01:20:06.479 --> 01:20:08.680
<v Speaker 5>get by in this world. And I know it's saying

1452
01:20:08.680 --> 01:20:10.600
<v Speaker 5>about it being divided. I mean this, I don't think

1453
01:20:10.600 --> 01:20:13.560
<v Speaker 5>this world has ever been more divided than it is now.

1454
01:20:13.960 --> 01:20:18.560
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, I agree, yes, And as a middle child,

1455
01:20:18.720 --> 01:20:23.520
<v Speaker 3>I tend to seek to find a common ground to

1456
01:20:23.560 --> 01:20:27.319
<v Speaker 3>bring people together as opposed to I don't promote the division.

1457
01:20:27.920 --> 01:20:30.159
<v Speaker 3>I think the Bible would say there are fruitful things

1458
01:20:30.199 --> 01:20:32.199
<v Speaker 3>and then there are things that don't produce good fruit.

1459
01:20:32.279 --> 01:20:34.239
<v Speaker 3>Like you want to produce. You want to seek things

1460
01:20:34.239 --> 01:20:38.000
<v Speaker 3>that produce good fruit and that negative fruit. Yeah, I don't.

1461
01:20:38.159 --> 01:20:40.479
<v Speaker 3>I don't see the benefit. But I like what you said.

1462
01:20:40.560 --> 01:20:43.159
<v Speaker 3>I like what you said about we don't argue the notes. Yeah,

1463
01:20:43.159 --> 01:20:45.119
<v Speaker 3>I'm not here to argue with people. I mean, I'm

1464
01:20:45.119 --> 01:20:47.560
<v Speaker 3>here to share my experiences and also to learn from

1465
01:20:47.600 --> 01:20:51.840
<v Speaker 3>other people's experiences. Because again I don't. I can't take

1466
01:20:51.880 --> 01:20:54.560
<v Speaker 3>one hundred percent credit for anything. I can't take any

1467
01:20:54.600 --> 01:20:58.159
<v Speaker 3>credit because the idea is that I listen to other

1468
01:20:58.199 --> 01:21:00.199
<v Speaker 3>people and I say, oh yeah, like that.

1469
01:21:00.680 --> 01:21:01.560
<v Speaker 5>I have my.

1470
01:21:01.560 --> 01:21:06.119
<v Speaker 3>Experiences that I've held onto all these years, and then

1471
01:21:06.239 --> 01:21:10.199
<v Speaker 3>I've strung them together to make a tapestry sort of

1472
01:21:10.319 --> 01:21:13.439
<v Speaker 3>that makes sense to me. But then I'll learn something

1473
01:21:13.479 --> 01:21:16.279
<v Speaker 3>from someone else and I'll realize, oh yeah, like I

1474
01:21:16.399 --> 01:21:18.800
<v Speaker 3>never met I never made the connection between the Ouiji

1475
01:21:18.880 --> 01:21:23.720
<v Speaker 3>board and the seeing the aliens until I don't even

1476
01:21:23.800 --> 01:21:27.640
<v Speaker 3>remember when that brought it together. But the idea is

1477
01:21:27.680 --> 01:21:30.840
<v Speaker 3>that whatever I communicated with did know things about both

1478
01:21:30.840 --> 01:21:34.600
<v Speaker 3>sides of my family, and my father's great grandfather was

1479
01:21:34.640 --> 01:21:37.800
<v Speaker 3>an Amish. You know, the Amish people in the United States,

1480
01:21:38.079 --> 01:21:42.079
<v Speaker 3>they separate themselves, they live, they drive around in buggies

1481
01:21:42.119 --> 01:21:46.520
<v Speaker 3>with horses, and they don't have electricity. And he was Amish,

1482
01:21:46.560 --> 01:21:49.479
<v Speaker 3>my father's great grandfather, and he was a shaman and

1483
01:21:49.520 --> 01:21:52.439
<v Speaker 3>he practiced Amish witchcraft. And a lot of people don't

1484
01:21:52.479 --> 01:21:55.399
<v Speaker 3>realize that the Amish have a form of witchcraft. And

1485
01:21:55.439 --> 01:22:01.279
<v Speaker 3>I think all cultures eventually that embraced Christianity also carried

1486
01:22:01.359 --> 01:22:06.840
<v Speaker 3>their pagan witchcraft into their Christianity and incorporated it. Like

1487
01:22:06.920 --> 01:22:10.560
<v Speaker 3>I just think that that was just a natural element

1488
01:22:11.119 --> 01:22:13.880
<v Speaker 3>because it's a religion, and it's a melting pot, you know,

1489
01:22:14.079 --> 01:22:18.640
<v Speaker 3>and people were bringing with it into the throwing into

1490
01:22:18.640 --> 01:22:22.960
<v Speaker 3>the pot whatever worked, you know. And so that's why

1491
01:22:23.039 --> 01:22:25.520
<v Speaker 3>I hesitate to say that Jesus is a religion, because

1492
01:22:26.239 --> 01:22:30.039
<v Speaker 3>there's no I have no traditions. I just I just

1493
01:22:30.119 --> 01:22:33.279
<v Speaker 3>speak to Jesus, like you know, when I pray, or

1494
01:22:33.319 --> 01:22:37.119
<v Speaker 3>when I'm confused, or I just I needed a job

1495
01:22:37.159 --> 01:22:40.079
<v Speaker 3>in nineteen ninety eight and I was walking on Ninth

1496
01:22:40.119 --> 01:22:42.720
<v Speaker 3>Avenue and I just said, God, what am I going

1497
01:22:42.800 --> 01:22:45.159
<v Speaker 3>to do? I need a job and a man walking

1498
01:22:45.199 --> 01:22:47.760
<v Speaker 3>towards me recognized me from the bookstore that I had

1499
01:22:47.800 --> 01:22:50.680
<v Speaker 3>worked in a year before, and he said, Kelly, are

1500
01:22:50.680 --> 01:22:53.479
<v Speaker 3>you working And I said no, and he said, come

1501
01:22:53.520 --> 01:22:57.279
<v Speaker 3>work with me, and like that was my job interview

1502
01:22:57.920 --> 01:23:01.119
<v Speaker 3>and it lasted. That job lasted for twenty two years.

1503
01:23:01.279 --> 01:23:04.840
<v Speaker 3>So the idea is that I was proactive in the

1504
01:23:04.880 --> 01:23:08.399
<v Speaker 3>sense that I was praying. I just would call Jesus

1505
01:23:08.520 --> 01:23:11.800
<v Speaker 3>God because I didn't know that his name was Jesus.

1506
01:23:12.000 --> 01:23:14.640
<v Speaker 3>I mean, Jesus literally says I am the Father. I

1507
01:23:14.760 --> 01:23:17.520
<v Speaker 3>and the Father are one. If you've seen me, you've

1508
01:23:17.520 --> 01:23:23.159
<v Speaker 3>seen the Father. So in the Bible, Jesus is God.

1509
01:23:23.560 --> 01:23:25.880
<v Speaker 3>But he said, but my desire is that you will

1510
01:23:25.920 --> 01:23:28.680
<v Speaker 3>be like us, like you will be one with us

1511
01:23:28.720 --> 01:23:31.039
<v Speaker 3>the way we are one. And so that's through the

1512
01:23:31.039 --> 01:23:34.359
<v Speaker 3>Holy Spirit. And so once I read that, it just

1513
01:23:34.520 --> 01:23:36.600
<v Speaker 3>kind of clicked, like it made a lot of sense.

1514
01:23:36.640 --> 01:23:41.000
<v Speaker 3>It's John fourteen through John seventeen where Jesus discusses that,

1515
01:23:41.520 --> 01:23:45.720
<v Speaker 3>and it's just made a huge difference in the way

1516
01:23:45.760 --> 01:23:49.119
<v Speaker 3>I approach life and people. But the idea is, again,

1517
01:23:49.399 --> 01:23:53.479
<v Speaker 3>you know, it's proactive in the sense that I have

1518
01:23:53.600 --> 01:23:55.560
<v Speaker 3>I guess, the faith of a child and just like

1519
01:23:55.640 --> 01:23:58.199
<v Speaker 3>when I was four and the man said, you're ever

1520
01:23:58.239 --> 01:24:02.279
<v Speaker 3>afraid or you need anything? Called it Jesus. I was like, okay.

1521
01:24:02.359 --> 01:24:05.079
<v Speaker 3>And I have no idea who that man was. I

1522
01:24:05.119 --> 01:24:07.960
<v Speaker 3>don't even have an inkling of what church it was.

1523
01:24:08.039 --> 01:24:11.039
<v Speaker 3>But the idea is, it's not what the church taught.

1524
01:24:11.239 --> 01:24:14.399
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I didn't learn that in church. Just that

1525
01:24:14.520 --> 01:24:19.399
<v Speaker 3>man presented that to me and it clicked. It connected.

1526
01:24:20.119 --> 01:24:22.199
<v Speaker 3>It's made in my life a whole lot more fun.

1527
01:24:22.720 --> 01:24:24.720
<v Speaker 3>I mean I still had a lot of I think

1528
01:24:24.760 --> 01:24:29.560
<v Speaker 3>everyone has trauma, everyone has growing pains, as you call it,

1529
01:24:29.960 --> 01:24:32.760
<v Speaker 3>I guess they could be called that, but and not everyone.

1530
01:24:33.119 --> 01:24:35.760
<v Speaker 3>I mean, life isn't roses. I mean Jesus calls it

1531
01:24:35.800 --> 01:24:39.399
<v Speaker 3>a broken world, and that he actually refers to the

1532
01:24:39.479 --> 01:24:42.880
<v Speaker 3>god of this world as Satan, as as someone who

1533
01:24:42.960 --> 01:24:45.640
<v Speaker 3>hates us. So the idea is that we're living in

1534
01:24:45.960 --> 01:24:49.319
<v Speaker 3>enemy territory. We're not taught that, but that's what the

1535
01:24:49.319 --> 01:24:52.479
<v Speaker 3>Bible says, and so it's we should expect that things

1536
01:24:52.520 --> 01:24:55.520
<v Speaker 3>are going to be broken because that's what happened, Like

1537
01:24:55.560 --> 01:24:59.840
<v Speaker 3>that's just the nature of the flesh. But then whenever

1538
01:25:00.079 --> 01:25:04.199
<v Speaker 3>incorporate the spirit into the flash, it becomes a new

1539
01:25:04.199 --> 01:25:08.079
<v Speaker 3>ballgame like something completely different. I think that's the message

1540
01:25:08.119 --> 01:25:11.119
<v Speaker 3>that Jesus was trying to get across the people. Yeah,

1541
01:25:11.399 --> 01:25:16.279
<v Speaker 3>I hope I'm not misrepresenting Jesus. But I also call

1542
01:25:16.359 --> 01:25:19.239
<v Speaker 3>him Yeshua, like ever since I was baptized for some reason,

1543
01:25:19.960 --> 01:25:22.479
<v Speaker 3>like whenever I would pray or something, I would say Yeshua.

1544
01:25:22.920 --> 01:25:25.560
<v Speaker 3>And then I realized that Yeshua is Jesus in Hebrew,

1545
01:25:25.920 --> 01:25:28.640
<v Speaker 3>and it actually means safe place. Like if you go

1546
01:25:28.720 --> 01:25:32.199
<v Speaker 3>to Israel and you see the word Yeshua, that's a

1547
01:25:32.279 --> 01:25:34.319
<v Speaker 3>safe place where you can go, Like if there's a

1548
01:25:34.359 --> 01:25:37.840
<v Speaker 3>shooting or a bombing or something, there's like a shelter there.

1549
01:25:38.159 --> 01:25:40.960
<v Speaker 3>I think it's the Hebrew word for shelter basically. But

1550
01:25:41.079 --> 01:25:45.800
<v Speaker 3>the idea is that there's also violent things going on

1551
01:25:46.000 --> 01:25:48.079
<v Speaker 3>in this world. I mean I saw it in New

1552
01:25:48.159 --> 01:25:51.479
<v Speaker 3>York City. There was a man who built a bomb

1553
01:25:51.560 --> 01:25:53.920
<v Speaker 3>car and he parked it outside of where I worked,

1554
01:25:54.560 --> 01:25:56.720
<v Speaker 3>and it was scheduled to go off at six pm,

1555
01:25:56.800 --> 01:25:59.880
<v Speaker 3>which is why we would be punching out. We would

1556
01:26:00.159 --> 01:26:02.760
<v Speaker 3>quite be in the street at that point, but it

1557
01:26:02.800 --> 01:26:05.720
<v Speaker 3>didn't go off, and street vendor who had been in

1558
01:26:05.760 --> 01:26:10.319
<v Speaker 3>the military, recognized something strange about this car, and he

1559
01:26:10.399 --> 01:26:14.640
<v Speaker 3>notified the police and then they brought in a bomb squad.

1560
01:26:14.680 --> 01:26:17.640
<v Speaker 3>Ever since nine to eleven, I guess we have bomb squads,

1561
01:26:17.760 --> 01:26:21.079
<v Speaker 3>and so what happened was they dismantled it and no

1562
01:26:21.119 --> 01:26:23.760
<v Speaker 3>one was injured, and they were able to catch the

1563
01:26:23.840 --> 01:26:27.119
<v Speaker 3>man because my company that I worked for had security

1564
01:26:27.119 --> 01:26:30.560
<v Speaker 3>cameras in the street and they actually caught him getting

1565
01:26:30.560 --> 01:26:33.079
<v Speaker 3>out of the car, changing his clothes and walking through

1566
01:26:33.119 --> 01:26:35.479
<v Speaker 3>one of our alleys. I mean, I pray for him

1567
01:26:35.560 --> 01:26:39.560
<v Speaker 3>because I think that that was his reality was, you know,

1568
01:26:39.640 --> 01:26:43.000
<v Speaker 3>that for some reason he wanted to build this bomb

1569
01:26:43.079 --> 01:26:45.520
<v Speaker 3>car and set it off in Times Square, And so

1570
01:26:46.039 --> 01:26:49.199
<v Speaker 3>for whatever reason was, that's his reality. And now I

1571
01:26:49.279 --> 01:26:51.800
<v Speaker 3>pray for him that he gets a new reality because

1572
01:26:51.840 --> 01:26:55.119
<v Speaker 3>I don't think that's a healthy reality. Whenever you want

1573
01:26:55.159 --> 01:26:58.840
<v Speaker 3>to hurt people, there are situations where people do change

1574
01:26:58.880 --> 01:27:02.720
<v Speaker 3>their mind, you know, And maybe Jesus has something to

1575
01:27:02.760 --> 01:27:06.239
<v Speaker 3>do with that, like maybe, like Geronimo said, he referred

1576
01:27:06.279 --> 01:27:09.800
<v Speaker 3>to Jesus as Chief Jesus, which I thought was very

1577
01:27:09.800 --> 01:27:13.399
<v Speaker 3>cool because he put Jesus into the vernacular that he

1578
01:27:13.520 --> 01:27:18.159
<v Speaker 3>was raised in that he understood and he understood that

1579
01:27:18.239 --> 01:27:22.439
<v Speaker 3>Jesus's message was forgiveness, not revenge, like he broke it down,

1580
01:27:22.680 --> 01:27:25.199
<v Speaker 3>and I just I have a lot of respect for that.

1581
01:27:25.800 --> 01:27:28.039
<v Speaker 3>So I hope there is a heaven, and I hope

1582
01:27:28.039 --> 01:27:30.840
<v Speaker 3>that I get to meet like millions of people like

1583
01:27:30.920 --> 01:27:35.399
<v Speaker 3>all throughout history and just hear their stories, or that

1584
01:27:35.479 --> 01:27:37.720
<v Speaker 3>there's a library where I get to read everybody. I

1585
01:27:37.760 --> 01:27:43.680
<v Speaker 3>could spend eternity reading people's biographies, like I love hearing

1586
01:27:43.760 --> 01:27:46.760
<v Speaker 3>other people's stories, their experiences, and.

1587
01:27:47.039 --> 01:27:49.439
<v Speaker 5>It's wonderful, and I think that's how we learn. I

1588
01:27:49.439 --> 01:27:52.119
<v Speaker 5>think that's how we develop and grow. The reason why

1589
01:27:52.159 --> 01:27:55.199
<v Speaker 5>this show works is is because it's just simply people

1590
01:27:55.279 --> 01:27:58.560
<v Speaker 5>sharing their experiences. Not all of us agree, but the

1591
01:27:58.640 --> 01:28:01.079
<v Speaker 5>one thing that's important is, you know, we all listen.

1592
01:28:01.199 --> 01:28:03.960
<v Speaker 5>We all listen to each other, you know, because everyone

1593
01:28:03.960 --> 01:28:06.399
<v Speaker 5>has these little pieces of the puzzle and they don't

1594
01:28:06.439 --> 01:28:09.359
<v Speaker 5>always fit sometimes and we sit there and we can

1595
01:28:09.439 --> 01:28:12.000
<v Speaker 5>just keep on turning that puzzle piece and you know

1596
01:28:12.039 --> 01:28:15.279
<v Speaker 5>it will eventually fit, but we need the other pieces.

1597
01:28:15.560 --> 01:28:18.439
<v Speaker 5>We're all on this path, and the people are also

1598
01:28:18.720 --> 01:28:21.520
<v Speaker 5>on different paths sometimes. I like what you said about reality,

1599
01:28:21.680 --> 01:28:24.000
<v Speaker 5>that guy's reality. That's a good way of saying it.

1600
01:28:24.159 --> 01:28:28.039
<v Speaker 5>People are in different realities, not always good places. Hopefully

1601
01:28:28.119 --> 01:28:30.920
<v Speaker 5>sometime in the future the direction they should be going.

1602
01:28:31.279 --> 01:28:34.640
<v Speaker 3>Yes, yes, a product productive and like again, you know,

1603
01:28:34.840 --> 01:28:38.520
<v Speaker 3>I don't know that everyone is responsible for their perspective,

1604
01:28:38.680 --> 01:28:43.199
<v Speaker 3>you know, because like we're born into situations. I mean,

1605
01:28:43.239 --> 01:28:46.840
<v Speaker 3>and again this is departure from what people call Christianity.

1606
01:28:47.199 --> 01:28:49.600
<v Speaker 3>But the idea is that, I mean, we have free will,

1607
01:28:49.680 --> 01:28:52.439
<v Speaker 3>but at the same time, we are not free of

1608
01:28:52.479 --> 01:28:55.960
<v Speaker 3>our circumstances. It has to be sorted out. I mean,

1609
01:28:56.000 --> 01:28:59.239
<v Speaker 3>I believe that Jesus can do things supernaturally. I mean,

1610
01:28:59.239 --> 01:29:02.079
<v Speaker 3>I've heard story where people have they call it being

1611
01:29:02.119 --> 01:29:06.439
<v Speaker 3>delivered supernaturally from whatever. But the idea is, like you said,

1612
01:29:06.560 --> 01:29:09.399
<v Speaker 3>like we listen to each other and we yes, and

1613
01:29:09.439 --> 01:29:11.359
<v Speaker 3>like I'm not. I mean, I love as One of

1614
01:29:11.439 --> 01:29:14.560
<v Speaker 3>the things I love is just listening to each podcast

1615
01:29:14.560 --> 01:29:17.880
<v Speaker 3>and just listening to the person explaining how they got

1616
01:29:17.920 --> 01:29:19.800
<v Speaker 3>to where they are and what they believe and what

1617
01:29:19.840 --> 01:29:23.399
<v Speaker 3>they their experiences taught them and their pieces of the puzzle.

1618
01:29:23.479 --> 01:29:27.159
<v Speaker 3>And I love the analogy of turning the piece because

1619
01:29:27.159 --> 01:29:31.840
<v Speaker 3>it's true, like I love jigsaw puzzles. There's always that

1620
01:29:32.239 --> 01:29:35.239
<v Speaker 3>moment where oh wow, that's where that piece goes, Like

1621
01:29:35.319 --> 01:29:38.439
<v Speaker 3>you'll have that one strange piece that just doesn't seem

1622
01:29:38.479 --> 01:29:40.720
<v Speaker 3>to go with the puzzle at all, and then all

1623
01:29:40.720 --> 01:29:43.439
<v Speaker 3>of a sudden, it, oh, that's where it goes, and

1624
01:29:43.479 --> 01:29:46.439
<v Speaker 3>it's so exciting and yeah, and that's and that's what

1625
01:29:46.520 --> 01:29:48.920
<v Speaker 3>I get out of your out of listening to your show,

1626
01:29:49.000 --> 01:29:52.439
<v Speaker 3>and because it's like become an obsession of mine where

1627
01:29:52.600 --> 01:29:56.880
<v Speaker 3>I will binge on your podcasts and then I take

1628
01:29:56.880 --> 01:30:00.079
<v Speaker 3>a break and I'll go I've been watching I like

1629
01:30:00.279 --> 01:30:04.800
<v Speaker 3>archaeology documentaries, but then I also like watching about Skinwalker,

1630
01:30:05.000 --> 01:30:08.840
<v Speaker 3>like the Skinwalker Ranch. And then there's a bigfoot I

1631
01:30:08.880 --> 01:30:12.920
<v Speaker 3>call it Sasquatch Watch, but it's called something else. You know.

1632
01:30:13.359 --> 01:30:16.840
<v Speaker 3>You know, they're rabbit holes that are just really fascinating

1633
01:30:16.960 --> 01:30:20.600
<v Speaker 3>to go down. I like to jokingly tell people I'm

1634
01:30:20.640 --> 01:30:26.199
<v Speaker 3>getting my masters from YouTube University because it's like you're learning,

1635
01:30:26.439 --> 01:30:30.039
<v Speaker 3>like I mean, you're learning from all these people's experiences,

1636
01:30:30.079 --> 01:30:33.399
<v Speaker 3>and we wouldn't have that, We wouldn't have that ability

1637
01:30:33.479 --> 01:30:37.279
<v Speaker 3>if we didn't have the internet, you know, to connect everyone. Yeah,

1638
01:30:37.399 --> 01:30:40.039
<v Speaker 3>I mean the sixties and the seventies were fun too,

1639
01:30:40.199 --> 01:30:44.000
<v Speaker 3>but this is like a completely different ball game. It's

1640
01:30:44.039 --> 01:30:44.880
<v Speaker 3>really fun.

1641
01:30:44.960 --> 01:30:46.600
<v Speaker 5>A strange new world isn't it.

1642
01:30:46.920 --> 01:30:49.800
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, absolutely, this is funny. But when I was in

1643
01:30:49.800 --> 01:30:54.159
<v Speaker 3>grad school, I acquired two kats, a mother and a son,

1644
01:30:54.720 --> 01:30:57.000
<v Speaker 3>and every night when I went to bed, the son

1645
01:30:57.039 --> 01:31:00.119
<v Speaker 3>would wrap himself around my head on the pillow, and

1646
01:31:00.359 --> 01:31:02.960
<v Speaker 3>the mother would sleep on top of my feet. So

1647
01:31:03.039 --> 01:31:05.359
<v Speaker 3>every night I knew where they were. And I was

1648
01:31:05.399 --> 01:31:07.600
<v Speaker 3>explaining that to somebody once and they said, oh, that's

1649
01:31:07.640 --> 01:31:11.359
<v Speaker 3>how witches sleep, Like when a witch has cats, they

1650
01:31:11.359 --> 01:31:14.479
<v Speaker 3>protect her head and they protect her feet. And I thought, oh,

1651
01:31:14.520 --> 01:31:16.640
<v Speaker 3>that's interesting because I had gotten involved with this like

1652
01:31:16.680 --> 01:31:20.399
<v Speaker 3>witch coven kind of thing. Right, these cats don't sleep, so,

1653
01:31:20.520 --> 01:31:23.359
<v Speaker 3>like i've I can't allow them in the room when

1654
01:31:23.359 --> 01:31:25.199
<v Speaker 3>it's time to go to bed because they will fight.

1655
01:31:25.760 --> 01:31:28.399
<v Speaker 3>They will keep me awake all night long. They'll scream,

1656
01:31:28.479 --> 01:31:30.920
<v Speaker 3>they'll crawl under the covers, they'll get out of the covers,

1657
01:31:31.399 --> 01:31:33.880
<v Speaker 3>and it just seems like I don't know how to

1658
01:31:33.920 --> 01:31:36.239
<v Speaker 3>get them to sleep. But maybe because my other cats

1659
01:31:36.239 --> 01:31:39.920
<v Speaker 3>were outdoor, like they would go outside and like they

1660
01:31:39.920 --> 01:31:42.239
<v Speaker 3>basically while I was at work, they ran around and

1661
01:31:42.239 --> 01:31:45.079
<v Speaker 3>when I got home, they could they knew the sound

1662
01:31:45.119 --> 01:31:47.800
<v Speaker 3>of my keys going in the lock, and as soon

1663
01:31:47.800 --> 01:31:49.439
<v Speaker 3>as I put the key in the lock. They just

1664
01:31:49.479 --> 01:31:54.079
<v Speaker 3>came out of nowhere and they were home, and so

1665
01:31:54.199 --> 01:31:57.000
<v Speaker 3>they were tired by the time it was, you know, bedtime,

1666
01:31:57.119 --> 01:31:59.279
<v Speaker 3>that they would sleep through the night with me. That

1667
01:31:59.399 --> 01:32:01.920
<v Speaker 3>even when we had like a we were reading the

1668
01:32:02.000 --> 01:32:05.880
<v Speaker 3>Communion book by Whitley's Streeber and my boyfriend was staying over.

1669
01:32:05.960 --> 01:32:09.520
<v Speaker 3>He actually stopped staying at my apartment, and because of

1670
01:32:09.640 --> 01:32:11.920
<v Speaker 3>the paranormal things that were going on there, it was

1671
01:32:12.039 --> 01:32:16.279
<v Speaker 3>freaking everyone out, but it was so anyway. So I'm

1672
01:32:16.520 --> 01:32:19.840
<v Speaker 3>I crawl into bed and I feel something crawl over me,

1673
01:32:20.359 --> 01:32:22.199
<v Speaker 3>and I'm thinking it's one of the cats. But then

1674
01:32:22.239 --> 01:32:24.079
<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking, no, I know where they are. They're on

1675
01:32:24.199 --> 01:32:26.760
<v Speaker 3>my head and on my feet. He said, out, did

1676
01:32:26.800 --> 01:32:29.279
<v Speaker 3>you just bite me? I said, why would I bite you?

1677
01:32:29.960 --> 01:32:32.439
<v Speaker 3>He said, something just bit me or pinched me or

1678
01:32:32.520 --> 01:32:35.720
<v Speaker 3>something turned on the light and there was nothing there.

1679
01:32:36.159 --> 01:32:39.960
<v Speaker 3>But apparently in the Whitley Strieber's account, they would take

1680
01:32:40.000 --> 01:32:44.239
<v Speaker 3>blood samples from his fingertips, and so I guess my

1681
01:32:44.640 --> 01:32:47.079
<v Speaker 3>boyfriend at the time thought that maybe they had taken

1682
01:32:47.119 --> 01:32:49.760
<v Speaker 3>a bood sample or something, and then he kind of

1683
01:32:50.399 --> 01:32:52.880
<v Speaker 3>we broke up after that, but he stopped staying at

1684
01:32:52.960 --> 01:32:57.319
<v Speaker 3>my place basically because the paranormal things were just freaking

1685
01:32:57.399 --> 01:33:00.520
<v Speaker 3>him out. But I have so many stores from that

1686
01:33:00.640 --> 01:33:04.239
<v Speaker 3>time period. But the idea is that I laugh now.

1687
01:33:04.439 --> 01:33:07.840
<v Speaker 3>But it's the same year that Beetlejuice came out, and

1688
01:33:08.039 --> 01:33:11.279
<v Speaker 3>so we were all going through all this craziness on campus.

1689
01:33:11.680 --> 01:33:14.359
<v Speaker 3>And then one of my classmates went to see Beetlejuice,

1690
01:33:14.800 --> 01:33:16.720
<v Speaker 3>and he came into school the next day and he said,

1691
01:33:16.760 --> 01:33:19.159
<v Speaker 3>you guys, you have to see this movie. He said,

1692
01:33:19.199 --> 01:33:21.479
<v Speaker 3>I think it. I think it explains what's going on,

1693
01:33:21.720 --> 01:33:24.520
<v Speaker 3>like why we're having all these crazy experiences. And then

1694
01:33:24.720 --> 01:33:26.840
<v Speaker 3>the whole class we went to see Beetle Juice, like

1695
01:33:26.880 --> 01:33:28.720
<v Speaker 3>three nights in a row, and we were like, oh

1696
01:33:28.760 --> 01:33:31.720
<v Speaker 3>my god, this is we have a Beetle Juice because

1697
01:33:31.800 --> 01:33:35.079
<v Speaker 3>it was crazy. Like the the building where our studios

1698
01:33:35.279 --> 01:33:37.760
<v Speaker 3>were it was an old army barracks from like the

1699
01:33:37.880 --> 01:33:40.520
<v Speaker 3>nineteen twenties, so it was made of wood, you know,

1700
01:33:41.159 --> 01:33:43.960
<v Speaker 3>and so we would be in our studios working and

1701
01:33:44.680 --> 01:33:47.079
<v Speaker 3>we would hear one of the fire doors on either

1702
01:33:47.119 --> 01:33:49.319
<v Speaker 3>side of the building, either end of the building open

1703
01:33:49.720 --> 01:33:52.520
<v Speaker 3>and then slam closed, and then we would hear stomp,

1704
01:33:52.600 --> 01:33:55.840
<v Speaker 3>stump stomp, like somebody came in right, but there was

1705
01:33:55.920 --> 01:33:59.600
<v Speaker 3>no one there, and it would they would the footsteps

1706
01:33:59.600 --> 01:34:02.359
<v Speaker 3>would up at different places, so it wasn't like a memory,

1707
01:34:02.760 --> 01:34:06.079
<v Speaker 3>you know people say that sometimes buildings have memory. This

1708
01:34:06.279 --> 01:34:09.239
<v Speaker 3>was an actual entity that was stomping through the building

1709
01:34:09.760 --> 01:34:12.800
<v Speaker 3>and sometimes it would pull the fire alarm and then

1710
01:34:13.159 --> 01:34:15.640
<v Speaker 3>the fire company would show up, like the fire trucks

1711
01:34:15.640 --> 01:34:17.279
<v Speaker 3>and he would say where's the fire and would say

1712
01:34:17.600 --> 01:34:19.640
<v Speaker 3>there's no fire, but we have a ghost and it

1713
01:34:19.680 --> 01:34:22.079
<v Speaker 3>would be like, you know, you can be arrested for that,

1714
01:34:22.239 --> 01:34:24.800
<v Speaker 3>and we're like no, no, really, seriously, there's we didn't

1715
01:34:24.880 --> 01:34:28.560
<v Speaker 3>pull the alarm. So they eventually had to disconnect the

1716
01:34:28.760 --> 01:34:33.000
<v Speaker 3>fire alarm because this ghost, whatever kept the sentity, kept

1717
01:34:33.039 --> 01:34:35.399
<v Speaker 3>pulling the fire alarm. So if we had a fire,

1718
01:34:35.479 --> 01:34:37.840
<v Speaker 3>we were told you have to call the fire company

1719
01:34:37.880 --> 01:34:40.840
<v Speaker 3>in person because you can't. We can't keep running here

1720
01:34:40.880 --> 01:34:44.159
<v Speaker 3>every time this thing pulls the fire alarm. And then

1721
01:34:44.920 --> 01:34:49.239
<v Speaker 3>whatever it was was destroying people's artwork, like leaving fist

1722
01:34:49.319 --> 01:34:53.520
<v Speaker 3>marks in wet clay, big giant fist marks in wet clay,

1723
01:34:54.000 --> 01:34:58.359
<v Speaker 3>and then smashing pottery and just crazy things like that.

1724
01:34:58.560 --> 01:35:01.119
<v Speaker 3>And I actually dropped out of grad school kind of

1725
01:35:01.159 --> 01:35:03.920
<v Speaker 3>as a result because I really thought I was losing

1726
01:35:04.000 --> 01:35:08.439
<v Speaker 3>my mind, like I just I remembered thinking I don't understand,

1727
01:35:09.399 --> 01:35:12.359
<v Speaker 3>and like, within four months, my whole life was completely

1728
01:35:13.039 --> 01:35:17.000
<v Speaker 3>upheaval because as a long story, but I lost my job,

1729
01:35:17.640 --> 01:35:20.520
<v Speaker 3>I lost my boyfriend, I dropped out of school. And

1730
01:35:20.720 --> 01:35:23.680
<v Speaker 3>that's when a pastor from my parents' church sent me

1731
01:35:23.760 --> 01:35:26.560
<v Speaker 3>a letter and he said he was a new pastor.

1732
01:35:27.079 --> 01:35:30.439
<v Speaker 3>He was young, and he understood spiritual warfare. And the

1733
01:35:30.560 --> 01:35:33.239
<v Speaker 3>letter said, dear Kelly, I'm a pastor at your parents' church.

1734
01:35:33.560 --> 01:35:35.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm just sending letters to all the students, and you're

1735
01:35:35.640 --> 01:35:38.279
<v Speaker 3>a student, and I just wanted to let you know

1736
01:35:38.279 --> 01:35:40.439
<v Speaker 3>if you have any questions and give me a call.

1737
01:35:41.159 --> 01:35:44.159
<v Speaker 3>I'm thinking, do I have questions? I have so many

1738
01:35:44.239 --> 01:35:47.039
<v Speaker 3>questions right now? And so I called him at four

1739
01:35:47.039 --> 01:35:50.399
<v Speaker 3>o'clock in the afternoon, which was prime time when you

1740
01:35:50.479 --> 01:35:53.399
<v Speaker 3>pay three dollars a minute or whatever. And I thought,

1741
01:35:53.439 --> 01:35:55.600
<v Speaker 3>I'll just be on the phone for ten minutes tops,

1742
01:35:55.680 --> 01:35:57.880
<v Speaker 3>because as soon as I tell him what's going on

1743
01:35:57.960 --> 01:35:59.439
<v Speaker 3>in my life, he's going to hang up on me.

1744
01:36:00.079 --> 01:36:02.800
<v Speaker 3>You'll think I'm crazy. And we were on the phone

1745
01:36:02.840 --> 01:36:07.000
<v Speaker 3>for four hours, and this man explained spiritual warfare to

1746
01:36:07.119 --> 01:36:10.520
<v Speaker 3>me which I had never heard of, and I thought, like,

1747
01:36:10.720 --> 01:36:12.279
<v Speaker 3>this is crazy. And then at the end of the

1748
01:36:12.359 --> 01:36:15.479
<v Speaker 3>call four hours later, he said, what is your biggest

1749
01:36:15.600 --> 01:36:19.399
<v Speaker 3>fear right now? And I said, my biggest fear right

1750
01:36:19.439 --> 01:36:20.920
<v Speaker 3>now is how am I going to pay for this

1751
01:36:21.039 --> 01:36:23.880
<v Speaker 3>phone call? Because we've been on the phone for four

1752
01:36:23.960 --> 01:36:26.680
<v Speaker 3>hours and it's like three dollars a minute or something.

1753
01:36:27.359 --> 01:36:30.039
<v Speaker 3>And he said, don't worry about the phone call. And

1754
01:36:30.159 --> 01:36:31.680
<v Speaker 3>I said, are you going to pay it? And he

1755
01:36:31.760 --> 01:36:34.159
<v Speaker 3>said no, He said, just don't worry about it. And

1756
01:36:34.279 --> 01:36:37.279
<v Speaker 3>I said, okay, you know, and I hung up the phone,

1757
01:36:37.680 --> 01:36:40.159
<v Speaker 3>and the phone call never showed up on my phone

1758
01:36:40.199 --> 01:36:43.840
<v Speaker 3>bill ever, and like even when I moved a month

1759
01:36:43.920 --> 01:36:46.840
<v Speaker 3>later and I disconnected the line, no one ever called

1760
01:36:46.920 --> 01:36:49.600
<v Speaker 3>me and said, you owe us, you know, three million

1761
01:36:49.720 --> 01:36:52.159
<v Speaker 3>dollars for that phone call, and no one or no

1762
01:36:52.239 --> 01:36:54.720
<v Speaker 3>one ever called to confirm that it was a you know,

1763
01:36:54.960 --> 01:36:57.319
<v Speaker 3>was that a mistake or I mean, no one ever

1764
01:36:57.560 --> 01:37:00.800
<v Speaker 3>addressed the phone call whatsoever. So so that was kind

1765
01:37:00.840 --> 01:37:04.439
<v Speaker 3>of my introduction to I guess miracles in the sense

1766
01:37:04.560 --> 01:37:07.279
<v Speaker 3>that God can do crazy stuff. I don't know. But

1767
01:37:07.359 --> 01:37:10.520
<v Speaker 3>then I started having my own experiences, like we had

1768
01:37:10.520 --> 01:37:13.439
<v Speaker 3>blood manifestations, I mean, there's so many things that happened

1769
01:37:13.479 --> 01:37:16.520
<v Speaker 3>after that. But the idea is that's when I started

1770
01:37:16.560 --> 01:37:21.520
<v Speaker 3>connecting those dots, like connecting the dots to the Bible,

1771
01:37:22.680 --> 01:37:26.279
<v Speaker 3>but not necessarily religion, because the religion is the part

1772
01:37:26.359 --> 01:37:29.079
<v Speaker 3>that rejected me. But it was the Bible that had

1773
01:37:29.840 --> 01:37:31.800
<v Speaker 3>I started to see answers in there. And that was

1774
01:37:31.800 --> 01:37:33.720
<v Speaker 3>when I moved to New York City and I started

1775
01:37:34.199 --> 01:37:38.079
<v Speaker 3>reading the Bible from a paranormal perspective and also a

1776
01:37:38.159 --> 01:37:42.359
<v Speaker 3>Jewish perspective, and I just started learning things that I

1777
01:37:42.479 --> 01:37:44.640
<v Speaker 3>didn't know before, and it was really cool. I think

1778
01:37:44.720 --> 01:37:48.640
<v Speaker 3>that's helped me a lot. And also they don't reject

1779
01:37:48.720 --> 01:37:52.680
<v Speaker 3>my experiences, which was really helpful too, because it's damaging

1780
01:37:52.840 --> 01:37:55.079
<v Speaker 3>to a person when you cancel them. Have you ever

1781
01:37:55.159 --> 01:37:57.199
<v Speaker 3>heard of the book A Beautiful Mind. I think it

1782
01:37:57.279 --> 01:37:59.520
<v Speaker 3>was made to a film. So the idea is a

1783
01:37:59.600 --> 01:38:03.279
<v Speaker 3>disman was schizophrenic, but he was also brilliant, so he

1784
01:38:03.399 --> 01:38:07.720
<v Speaker 3>was like a brilliant professor or scientist. He just died recently,

1785
01:38:07.840 --> 01:38:11.560
<v Speaker 3>but he lived in New Jersey. But he was schizophrenic

1786
01:38:11.640 --> 01:38:15.439
<v Speaker 3>and he heard voices. My understanding is that after the

1787
01:38:15.520 --> 01:38:18.600
<v Speaker 3>film was made, he was introduced to the concept that

1788
01:38:18.720 --> 01:38:22.439
<v Speaker 3>the voices were actually real, that he wasn't hallucinating them,

1789
01:38:22.920 --> 01:38:24.920
<v Speaker 3>and that they were actually demons. And I think he

1790
01:38:25.039 --> 01:38:27.640
<v Speaker 3>was Jewish, so I think this was introduced to him,

1791
01:38:28.159 --> 01:38:32.880
<v Speaker 3>and he, in his later years understood, oh, I'm not crazy,

1792
01:38:33.079 --> 01:38:39.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm just experiencing something paranormal, and so he stopped taking

1793
01:38:39.359 --> 01:38:44.319
<v Speaker 3>medication and he apparently functioned. He functioned well without the medication.

1794
01:38:44.840 --> 01:38:48.199
<v Speaker 3>I think that medication helps some people, especially if they're violent,

1795
01:38:48.680 --> 01:38:52.560
<v Speaker 3>any kind of violence involved. But I think that sometimes

1796
01:38:52.640 --> 01:38:57.039
<v Speaker 3>the medications create new problems. I don't know. I think

1797
01:38:57.159 --> 01:39:01.800
<v Speaker 3>that there's a book I read by a psychiatrist who

1798
01:39:02.000 --> 01:39:04.880
<v Speaker 3>works in New York City and he uses exorcism in

1799
01:39:05.039 --> 01:39:10.039
<v Speaker 3>his practice, and his name is James Gallagher. And then

1800
01:39:10.399 --> 01:39:14.199
<v Speaker 3>there's another man called m. Scott Peck who wrote a

1801
01:39:14.239 --> 01:39:17.159
<v Speaker 3>book that was famous called The Road Less Traveled. I

1802
01:39:17.279 --> 01:39:20.600
<v Speaker 3>had no idea that M. Scott Peck also was a

1803
01:39:20.680 --> 01:39:24.560
<v Speaker 3>doctor who used exorcism in his practice. So these are

1804
01:39:24.640 --> 01:39:28.279
<v Speaker 3>things that are not mainstream, like it's not something that's

1805
01:39:28.319 --> 01:39:31.880
<v Speaker 3>talked about regularly. But I also I met a man

1806
01:39:32.319 --> 01:39:35.359
<v Speaker 3>who was a chaplain in the military, and he wrote

1807
01:39:35.399 --> 01:39:39.439
<v Speaker 3>a book called wen Demon's Surface, and it's about his

1808
01:39:39.800 --> 01:39:44.399
<v Speaker 3>thirty years as a military chaplain helping people who have

1809
01:39:45.159 --> 01:39:49.720
<v Speaker 3>spiritual issues. And that was really fascinating to me because

1810
01:39:49.760 --> 01:39:55.920
<v Speaker 3>he again traces isorism like back into the ancient culture,

1811
01:39:56.199 --> 01:40:00.199
<v Speaker 3>like Jesus did exorcism, but apparently like ancient cultures it

1812
01:40:00.319 --> 01:40:03.239
<v Speaker 3>as well, just like Irving Finkel. You know, the book

1813
01:40:03.279 --> 01:40:08.079
<v Speaker 3>that his research dates predates the Bible by thousands of years,

1814
01:40:08.479 --> 01:40:12.399
<v Speaker 3>so you know, it's it's old, and it's I think

1815
01:40:12.399 --> 01:40:16.239
<v Speaker 3>it's information that's been forgotten during the age of Enlightenment.

1816
01:40:16.439 --> 01:40:19.239
<v Speaker 3>We I think we left a lot of things. I

1817
01:40:19.279 --> 01:40:22.239
<v Speaker 3>don't know we turned off the lights, but I don't know.

1818
01:40:23.199 --> 01:40:24.039
<v Speaker 3>I agree with you.

1819
01:40:24.159 --> 01:40:28.239
<v Speaker 5>There wonderful stuff, Kelly. So many interesting experiences.

1820
01:40:28.720 --> 01:40:30.600
<v Speaker 3>Oh, thank you, And well it was fun. I mean

1821
01:40:30.600 --> 01:40:33.760
<v Speaker 3>I've never I've never. I mean I've shared some of

1822
01:40:33.840 --> 01:40:38.119
<v Speaker 3>my experiences with people right just fishing to hear their stories,

1823
01:40:38.520 --> 01:40:41.640
<v Speaker 3>but I've never I don't think I've ever shared so

1824
01:40:41.760 --> 01:40:43.840
<v Speaker 3>many in one sitting. That's kind of fun.

1825
01:40:43.960 --> 01:40:47.119
<v Speaker 5>Thank you, Kelly. I really appreciate you coming on sharing

1826
01:40:47.159 --> 01:40:48.119
<v Speaker 5>all that for our listeners.

1827
01:40:48.520 --> 01:40:51.399
<v Speaker 3>Oh, thank you. It was fun. Thank you so much.

1828
01:40:51.520 --> 01:40:56.880
<v Speaker 3>You're fantastic. I think you provide the freedom. Thank you.

1829
01:40:57.680 --> 01:41:00.479
<v Speaker 5>It was wonderful to meet you, Kelly. Okay, please keep

1830
01:41:00.560 --> 01:41:02.760
<v Speaker 5>in contact and we will speak soon.

1831
01:41:03.039 --> 01:41:04.079
<v Speaker 3>Very good, Thank you.

1832
01:41:04.439 --> 01:41:07.199
<v Speaker 6>Take care bye for now, Kelly. Well, that is all

1833
01:41:07.279 --> 01:41:10.600
<v Speaker 6>for this episode. Keep updated and connected with the show

1834
01:41:10.720 --> 01:41:14.159
<v Speaker 6>on x, Facebook and Instagram. And if you have an

1835
01:41:14.279 --> 01:41:16.840
<v Speaker 6>encounter that you'd like to share on the podcast, you

1836
01:41:16.960 --> 01:41:21.199
<v Speaker 6>can email me at UFO Chronicles at gmail dot com,

1837
01:41:21.720 --> 01:41:23.960
<v Speaker 6>or you can reach out to me via the contact

1838
01:41:24.039 --> 01:41:28.800
<v Speaker 6>page on my website UFO Chronicles podcast dot com. A

1839
01:41:28.920 --> 01:41:31.600
<v Speaker 6>big thank you to Kelly for sharing tonight, and thank

1840
01:41:31.640 --> 01:41:34.680
<v Speaker 6>you all for listening. I will be back next week.

1841
01:41:35.079 --> 01:41:38.359
<v Speaker 6>Till then, stay safe and keep watching the Skies.

1842
01:41:38.840 --> 01:41:39.319
<v Speaker 5>Goodbye
