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<v Speaker 1>You're watching brand new faces. I'm your host, Matt, and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm joined tonight again by a very special guest. You

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<v Speaker 1>knew her formally as Rosie, but she's come back on

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<v Speaker 1>the show today as Vixen, which we will get into.

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<v Speaker 1>Head over to her only fans and sign up over there. Vixen,

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<v Speaker 1>thank you so much for coming on with me tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>Probablys so glad to be here.

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<v Speaker 1>Now. Look, last time we talked, you were the term

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<v Speaker 1>is green. I guess, like so new at something. It's

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<v Speaker 1>a stupid term. I don't even understand it. You were

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<v Speaker 1>so new at this last time, you were like firecracker,

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<v Speaker 1>you were like, oh my god, you know you're you're

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<v Speaker 1>with somebody, and you were kind of getting into what

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<v Speaker 1>do you call it? The hot wifing lifestyle? What do

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<v Speaker 1>you refer to it all?

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<v Speaker 2>Really so then it kind of goes into the name

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<v Speaker 2>with the stag vixen relationship that we have. So technically, yes,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a form of hot wife ethical non monogamy. That's

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<v Speaker 2>best way I can describe it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, okay, And last time we talked you, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if you were scheduling your first outside of marriage

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<v Speaker 1>quote unquote partner, or if you had already had it. Honestly,

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<v Speaker 1>I should have went back and listened. That would have

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<v Speaker 1>been responsible of me. I didn't. I just looked at

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<v Speaker 1>your pictures instead.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you know what, it's a good thing I did.

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<v Speaker 1>You did? Okay? Where were you?

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<v Speaker 2>Because I was?

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<v Speaker 1>I was?

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<v Speaker 2>I knew you might ask these questions, be.

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<v Speaker 1>Prepared for the same jokes coming flying at you as

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<v Speaker 1>last time. Just so you know, I'm a hack with

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<v Speaker 1>no actual talent.

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<v Speaker 2>I would want nothing less.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, So where were we last time?

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<v Speaker 2>I believe if I remember right, I was just about

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<v Speaker 2>to start my first.

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<v Speaker 1>Meet, okay, And is that what you refer to it

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<v Speaker 1>as a meat?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, at that time, that's what I did. Is

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<v Speaker 2>I called it a meat. Now it's different because I

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<v Speaker 2>have a little bit of a different dynamic going on, sure,

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<v Speaker 2>and different things happening by the time. That's what I

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<v Speaker 2>called it. I mean buck session.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, that's a little more blunt, for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Definitely I like it, though, I enjoy it. Let me so,

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<v Speaker 1>let me ask if you can take your mind back

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<v Speaker 1>to that first meet going into that what kind of

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<v Speaker 1>emotions were you feeling. Was it excite? Was it purely excitement?

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<v Speaker 1>Was it purely fear? And you just kind of overcame it, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>talk me through how you were feeling, if you can

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<v Speaker 1>put yourself back in that space.

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<v Speaker 2>So I actually we talk about this. My husband and

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<v Speaker 2>I still talk about this. I wouldn't say regularly, but

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<v Speaker 2>it still comes up because we laugh about it because

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<v Speaker 2>of the way that my approach is way different now.

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<v Speaker 2>But I was very just like nervous, Like there was

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<v Speaker 2>nothing more than just like nervous. I mean, it was

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<v Speaker 2>a very strange mix of horny and nervous, which I

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<v Speaker 2>had never experienced before. Like I remember like driving to

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<v Speaker 2>go meet this guy. I was like a white knuckling

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<v Speaker 2>fucking the wheel. I was like, okay, I can do this, Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>I can do this. But then like it was like

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<v Speaker 2>as soon as I stepped into the room, like it

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<v Speaker 2>was gone, Like it just kind of like washed away,

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<v Speaker 2>and it helped. I was very specific with that partner

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<v Speaker 2>and thinking out of that partner. Fun fact, he actually

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<v Speaker 2>drove four hours to come meet me. Wow, out of state.

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<v Speaker 1>That's impressive. And he didn't fly though. I would think

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<v Speaker 1>a guy wanting to meet you would want to be

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<v Speaker 1>in first class so it can really keep himself prepped

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<v Speaker 1>up real good. You know.

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<v Speaker 2>It was very last minute, Like literally we matched on tender.

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<v Speaker 2>We talked for two days and he was and I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, you know what, I fuck with you and

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<v Speaker 2>he was like I really like you. And I was

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<v Speaker 2>like okay. I was like, so when do you want

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<v Speaker 2>to meet He was like, I don't have to work tomorrow.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was like, do you want to come up?

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<v Speaker 2>And he was like sure, and then he was like,

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<v Speaker 2>by the way, it's four hours. I was like, oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god. I should remember like checking in with him,

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm like, are you okay? Are you good? And

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<v Speaker 2>he like when he got back to like where he was,

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<v Speaker 2>probably he was like worth it. He said I would

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<v Speaker 2>do it again. In fact, he did message me again.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, we got a lot to walk through there, right.

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<v Speaker 1>Did you have any fear he wasn't going to show up?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? Yeah, because the guy I actually did have a

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<v Speaker 2>guy before him that didn't show up. He got a

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<v Speaker 2>little he was new to the non monogament lifestyle, and

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<v Speaker 2>he got and then he got a little nervous and

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<v Speaker 2>he like backed out last minute, and then he tried

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<v Speaker 2>to add me on one of my social media's I

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<v Speaker 2>don't remember which one. Like two months later, you try

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<v Speaker 2>to apologize and was like, no, fuck you?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh did Did the guy that you eventually did meet

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<v Speaker 1>up with did he give you any fear? Like did

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<v Speaker 1>he relay anything to you? Like I'm just glad you're

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<v Speaker 1>not too Nigeria people that were gonna hit me in

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<v Speaker 1>the head with a crowbar and steal my money? Like

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<v Speaker 1>did he you know, like did he think oh I

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<v Speaker 1>thought this was a scam too, And then I walk

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<v Speaker 1>in and you're fucking.

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<v Speaker 2>Here yeah, it was pretty much what it was. He

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<v Speaker 2>was like, I was like, I was honestly only half believing,

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<v Speaker 2>and he was like, we did. We did call though,

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<v Speaker 2>to be fair, like we called just for a few

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<v Speaker 2>minutes to check out each other. He wasn't a huge

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<v Speaker 2>dam of calling, and so we at least did not

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<v Speaker 2>each other. Was real, but it was just kind of

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<v Speaker 2>like when he got there, he was like, okay, I'm here.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, So you go into that room right now,

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<v Speaker 1>your this your situation at the time wasn't like your

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<v Speaker 1>husband would watch or be involved or anything, right, He

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<v Speaker 1>was just purely recounting after the fact. Yes, okay, so

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<v Speaker 1>you go into that room with this guy. Was it

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<v Speaker 1>a hotel, motel something like that?

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<v Speaker 2>It was a hotel? Yeah, okay, all.

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<v Speaker 1>Right, what's the first move? Is it? Like I assume

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know, but I assume it's hard to like

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<v Speaker 1>build physical chemistry quickly or maybe I'm wrong, set me straight.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, it depends on you know, how I'm connecting,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, with the person then in the room, But

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<v Speaker 2>which I learned eventually. I really honestly just got lucky

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<v Speaker 2>with that guy. I was thinking, like I just knew

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<v Speaker 2>what I just knew what I wanted and I got it.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess he was very like one of the things

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<v Speaker 2>that I've always been funny about is like We're going

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<v Speaker 2>to sit down and talk for a minute, like just

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<v Speaker 2>talk like boundaries, like where we move are mentally at

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<v Speaker 2>the moment, like what we are and aren't into, like

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<v Speaker 2>just recapping and everything we've already probably talked over. And

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<v Speaker 2>so I think that helped with it, and like it

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<v Speaker 2>was just we both agreed, like start off with light

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<v Speaker 2>for play, not think crazy. He has to start just

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<v Speaker 2>turned out of hes hot as buck and I have

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<v Speaker 2>select brain when I get horny sometimes and select brain worked.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, what were the parameters and the rules at the

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<v Speaker 1>time in terms of what you you and your husband

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<v Speaker 1>agreed upon, like you don't want to do this, We're

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<v Speaker 1>not doing this, but this is acceptable, and you know

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<v Speaker 1>everything else what with the lines.

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<v Speaker 2>So everything was basically everything was recorded, Like there wasn't

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<v Speaker 2>any scene that was not recorded. I just had to

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<v Speaker 2>be honest with my husband about you know what I

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<v Speaker 2>thought of it afterwards, Uh, everything was okay, but handholding,

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<v Speaker 2>and that was both him and I agreed on. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know why I'm really there's just a different type

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<v Speaker 2>of intimate favor of handholding for me, probably the little

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<v Speaker 2>pism in me.

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<v Speaker 1>It's okay, fine, So I was ripping you and making

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<v Speaker 1>fun of you for the handholding thing. But can I

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<v Speaker 1>tell you my first question? Were you allowed to kiss?

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm going I'm right back in the second grade

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<v Speaker 1>with you where it's like, oh you held his hand, gross?

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<v Speaker 1>But were you allowed to kiss or was that something

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<v Speaker 1>off the table too?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes? I was. I was, well, it was like left

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<v Speaker 2>up to me. It was just kind of like a

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<v Speaker 2>way you're comfortable or not? And I was like, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>give it a try. I quickly stopped enjoying gissing. There

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<v Speaker 2>are people that I was meeting up with because half

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<v Speaker 2>of them couldn't kiss right, and I hated it.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so do you lay that law out or do

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<v Speaker 1>you try it and then see and then if it

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<v Speaker 1>sucks you go, yeah, we're good with that. We're fine.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh that is actually the one I just can't take

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<v Speaker 2>myself to lay down the law on. So if they're

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<v Speaker 2>bad at kissing, I just kind of avoid their face.

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<v Speaker 1>Do we see do we at least see I avoid

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<v Speaker 1>their face? Do we at least see the irony, just

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit from the outside where you go. Look, buddy,

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<v Speaker 1>I need you to be balls deep inside of me.

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<v Speaker 1>But don't put that fucking face anywhere near me. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>not near this face, do we see that's a little

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<v Speaker 1>iron I'm not my.

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<v Speaker 2>Fault that some of them are better at using their

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<v Speaker 2>dicks and their lips and their tongue.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, No, not your fault at all. No, by the way,

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<v Speaker 1>that's always been a problem of mind, except it's just everything,

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<v Speaker 1>like nothing I use works. Everything's a broken toolbox on me.

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<v Speaker 1>So you know, let me ask you. Uh so that

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<v Speaker 1>first time goes well, then I assume.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, that would that worked very well.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you go back to your husband. How do you

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<v Speaker 1>relay Do you let me ask you? Do you relay

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<v Speaker 1>this to him during sex, like getting him worked up?

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<v Speaker 1>Or do you just tell him like around the kitchen table,

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<v Speaker 1>like you're eating macaroni cheese and then you're like yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>And then he fucked me and.

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<v Speaker 2>No, he was very ready to have a piece of

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<v Speaker 2>me when I got home, So it was like in

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<v Speaker 2>immediately like as he was like undressing me, like I

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<v Speaker 2>had to start telling everything. It was really funny because

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<v Speaker 2>I was really shy. I was really shy about talking

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<v Speaker 2>about it, and so I'm just kind of look sad there.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, oh yeah, and I'm like I just

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<v Speaker 2>hated him the phone. I like, let him watch the videos.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me tell again, bless his heart. He's a good man.

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<v Speaker 1>He's giving you you know this that you're enjoying and whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But I am fully on his side. If he had

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<v Speaker 1>been angry, he probably wasn't. But if you came home

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<v Speaker 1>and you're like, I don't really want to talk about it,

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<v Speaker 1>that's not the deal. No being shy.

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<v Speaker 2>There was. There was no like I don't want to

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<v Speaker 2>talk about it that that was not what happened. I

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<v Speaker 2>Like I just wasn't very descriptive I put it. I

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<v Speaker 2>made it very clear, you know, that was our agreement,

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<v Speaker 2>and so I did I would never ever do that,

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<v Speaker 2>but I was very just like a, yeah, so this,

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<v Speaker 2>this and this happened, and I like wouldn't describe like

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<v Speaker 1>I would just be like, yeah, so okay, so you

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<v Speaker 1>do that the first time? Does he love the experience,

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<v Speaker 2>Thing, you know, No, he really liked it. I was

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<v Speaker 2>also so you know, I'm pretty sure we talked about

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<v Speaker 2>last time. You know, he was my first and only

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<v Speaker 2>and then I got married and that was that. For

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<v Speaker 2>a while, it was always just him, and so I

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<v Speaker 2>think like there was a lot of like that, like

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<v Speaker 2>what just happened afterwards? It was overall I think between

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<v Speaker 2>the book, who was though, like we were ready to try.

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<v Speaker 1>Again, okay throughout the process and and again, I hope

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<v Speaker 1>this isn't too personal. If it is, if I'm digging

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<v Speaker 1>into your emotions too much or anything, just ye, we'll

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<v Speaker 1>move on from that. But did you ever feel like

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<v Speaker 1>because of the way you were raised, because the way

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<v Speaker 1>general society is and this and that you talked about

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<v Speaker 1>the stigma, did you feel like, oh god, I'm cheating

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<v Speaker 1>at all, even though you'd been given permission, you were

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<v Speaker 1>told that also, sorry I can throw my hands at

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<v Speaker 1>the camera. I'm not even Italian. But did you at

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<v Speaker 1>all feel like, oh, I kind of just cheated. And

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<v Speaker 1>if you did, at what point did you feel that

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<v Speaker 1>was it when the sex commenced, was it when you

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<v Speaker 1>were done afterwards? Or maybe you didn't feel it at all?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh No, No, I definitely felt it, usually like the

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<v Speaker 2>day after, like when I would have time to really

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<v Speaker 2>like ponder and like think on it. And then there

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<v Speaker 2>was something about when like my issue when I would

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<v Speaker 2>try to talk to him about it is like that

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<v Speaker 2>is when those thoughts would come, was when I was

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<v Speaker 2>out loud saying what I did, like just I guess

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<v Speaker 2>how wrong it sounded. Sure, And I think that caused

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of anxiety and may with it. And like

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<v Speaker 2>we had a period where like I stopped where I

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<v Speaker 2>was just like okay, like I think this is it

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<v Speaker 2>for now, like we can approach it a different time.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's when I started exploring women.

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<v Speaker 1>We're gonna, yeah, we're gonna delve into that. It's it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's funny, but it's also it makes me sad that

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<v Speaker 1>the human condition is that where you go like this

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<v Speaker 1>person is giving you permission. It would be like if

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<v Speaker 1>I said, punch me in the fucking face, please, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>begging you punch me in the face, and you were like,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if I could punt now. Look, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not questioning you. I know I think you could beat

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<v Speaker 1>the shit out of me, but because I'm kind of

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<v Speaker 1>a pussy anyway, but uh, it's it's like, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>feel I feel bad punching in. I don't want to

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<v Speaker 1>recount this or go through it. So I totally understand

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<v Speaker 1>what you mean. And that's what's so amazing about human

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<v Speaker 1>beings is the different dynamics different relationships have, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>whether it just be sexual or not sexual. I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's very very sweet, honestly and adorable. The handholding thing

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<v Speaker 1>you said, like, I'll rip you for it, but I

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<v Speaker 1>think that is uh, that's like and the outside world

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<v Speaker 1>won't get this. That's love whether you realize not you,

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<v Speaker 1>but the general public realizes it or not. That is

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<v Speaker 1>love where you're like, no, this is my boundary because

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<v Speaker 1>the sex thing is the sex thing, but this rate

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<v Speaker 1>here means something emotional to me, and I have to

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<v Speaker 1>commend you. I think that's very sweet.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I think it's I think it's important for people,

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<v Speaker 2>especially now that I've been in this community for a while.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's so important to have certain boundaries who

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<v Speaker 2>keep the sex and feelings, you know, completely separated. That's

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<v Speaker 2>not what people are going for. Sometimes that is what

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<v Speaker 2>people are going for. And if that's what you know,

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<v Speaker 2>great for them. But like, oh, there are a lot

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<v Speaker 2>of couples I've seen I myself have seen a couple

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<v Speaker 2>of couples crash and burn because they go into it

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<v Speaker 2>and they're not expressing those boundaries or they're not following

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<v Speaker 2>this boundaries enough, and then it just kind of all

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<v Speaker 2>falls apart because it goes from sex into oh you're

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<v Speaker 2>a little too friendly for this, or oh you're doing

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<v Speaker 2>this too much.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just that sure, sure, all right, you got into chicks.

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<v Speaker 1>I have a pretty good memory when people say something

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<v Speaker 1>that's very funny, and I believe the term was aggressively heterosexual.

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<v Speaker 1>Right if I knew this was coming, you had to

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<v Speaker 1>know this is coming. That would be like if I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, I'm not into dudes and I showed up

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<v Speaker 1>on the webcam with a cock in my mouth, like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, hey, I said that for a long time.

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<v Speaker 1>Aggressively heterosexual no more, I assume.

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<v Speaker 2>Not aggressively that yeah, definitely definitely not. I'll put it

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<v Speaker 2>to you this way, I can definitely puck a woman.

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<v Speaker 2>I definitely could still never romantically be with a woman.

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<v Speaker 1>You don't want to hold their hands, I understand.

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<v Speaker 2>Actually put in fact, the girlfriend that I had up

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<v Speaker 2>until recently, I actually, you know we didn't hold hands.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, no, you know, a lover, she's just see you now,

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<v Speaker 1>chick your hooking up with? All right? So how does

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<v Speaker 1>this happen? Because I would have guessed, no way, this

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<v Speaker 1>isn't happening, and this girl might take a whole bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of dicks and have her husband. But I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>there's going to be a chick involved anywhere. That's wrong.

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<v Speaker 1>When did that change?

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<v Speaker 2>So the luh? So basically last November, I had had

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<v Speaker 2>a friend that I had had a little bit of

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<v Speaker 2>an experience with but we're not going to talk about

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<v Speaker 2>just because that's prior to nice. But I had a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit of experience with that person. It didn't go

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<v Speaker 2>all the way, and I just kind of pondered it

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<v Speaker 2>for a long time afterwards, Like I just I pondered it.

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<v Speaker 2>And part of the reason that I had stopped fucking

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<v Speaker 2>guys for a while was because I was tired of

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<v Speaker 2>the flake is and how hard it was to get

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<v Speaker 2>to meet ups do to our schedule and what the

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<v Speaker 2>guy's schedule would be like and stuff. So I was like, well,

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<v Speaker 2>it will be way easier there's a woman around, because

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<v Speaker 2>my husband can see a woman and it will be awkward.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, I'm just try those. I'm like. I

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<v Speaker 2>talked to him about it for about a week and

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<v Speaker 2>I really thought about it. And I had known I

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<v Speaker 2>had experienced attraction women, and I was like, okay, let

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<v Speaker 2>me let me just second try it, let me give

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<v Speaker 2>it a chance. And I and on a few dating apps,

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<v Speaker 2>and I had a specific things I was looking for,

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<v Speaker 2>and just so happens, one of the ones I found

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<v Speaker 2>worked out really well. Her and I have very similar personalities.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, Uh is she fully by or lesbian

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<v Speaker 1>or Okay? So she's had she's experienced, she's a new

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<v Speaker 1>girl coming into this.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well she's she's been with like a couple of girls,

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<v Speaker 2>so it wasn't at least that experience. And she was

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<v Speaker 2>a hot wife as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, is she a content creator at all? Or no?

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<v Speaker 2>No, she did, I mean she didn't help me make content,

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<v Speaker 2>but no, she's no content creator.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, So what is that like? I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>let's go back to the anxiety and fear. I just

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<v Speaker 1>pitched to you about a dude, uh, the first time

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<v Speaker 1>with a first time with this check, we'll put it

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<v Speaker 1>that way. What is that like?

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<v Speaker 2>Actually, it wasn't nearly as bad because I, uh, with women,

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<v Speaker 2>I have learned I'm naturally more dominant. Okay, so I

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<v Speaker 2>could be in a more controlled space and as well

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<v Speaker 2>if she came to my house for the first time,

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<v Speaker 2>like I cooked for her and like I planned out

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<v Speaker 2>like a sweet little sexy night for us, like it was.

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<v Speaker 2>It was, it was good, and I made a very

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<v Speaker 2>good first suppression with her. Let's say the lease.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, how did you? I mean, how did

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<v Speaker 1>you make a good impression? You just made good food

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<v Speaker 1>or like you know, you went down on her at

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<v Speaker 1>the table.

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<v Speaker 2>Of course I did make your food. No, I mean

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<v Speaker 2>we definitely at this time. I had this like huge

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<v Speaker 2>circular bath up and I did fuck her in that left.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, let me ask just for clarity on that you

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<v Speaker 1>fucked her? How do two chicks in your definition fuck?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, was this just hand stuff? You go down

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<v Speaker 1>on her?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you fingering and eating out. We do use a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of toys. We tried to strap up on once,

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<v Speaker 2>but we both started laughing, so that was a no go.

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<v Speaker 1>One time, I was laying on my stomach and my

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<v Speaker 1>wife just jumped on my back to like joke, and

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<v Speaker 1>she starts thrust in on me. And she was doing

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<v Speaker 1>it for like a minute and a half. She's like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, don't your thigh is hurt when you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing this like this? How do you do this? I'm like, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm a dude. Okay. I give you a minute and

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<v Speaker 1>a half of pure pleasure and you take it and

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<v Speaker 1>live with it. Okay, don't worry about my pain and

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<v Speaker 1>I have to go through.

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<v Speaker 2>That's valid.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh? Okay, what do you what is the definition you

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<v Speaker 1>referred to your relationship as? What is it non something?

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<v Speaker 2>What is ethical non monogamy?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay? Now has that swung the other way at all?

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<v Speaker 1>Or is your ethical non monogamy? Your husband just wants

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<v Speaker 1>you with other people? Has uh? Has he experienced anyone

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<v Speaker 1>else in this?

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<v Speaker 2>He? We all? So we all actually me her and

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<v Speaker 2>him would do three somes and I would do three

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<v Speaker 2>sos with her and her husband.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>And he did talk to a girl for a while

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<v Speaker 2>and have some fun with her. I mean he's into it.

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<v Speaker 2>He just he claims one woman is enough is enough

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<v Speaker 2>pressure for him.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, And that always sounds like a lie from

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<v Speaker 1>the outside, like a dude trying to make a chick happy.

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<v Speaker 1>And it's not like I've interviewed. I've interviewed so many

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<v Speaker 1>hot wife porn stars over the last few months, just

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<v Speaker 1>big name girls do mainstream and I always ask, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>is your hut? And the girls always go like I

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<v Speaker 1>tell them, like, go go fuck someone else. I'll bring

422
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<v Speaker 1>you someone. I'll do this. And the guy's just like, no,

423
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<v Speaker 1>you know what, I just like to watch you get

424
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<v Speaker 1>fucked and then fuck yah afterwards or whatever it is.

425
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<v Speaker 1>You know.

426
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<v Speaker 2>So yes, I like I offered for him one time.

427
00:23:28.319 --> 00:23:29.960
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I mean, don't you just I was like,

428
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<v Speaker 2>I feel bad. I was like, how going to fucking

429
00:23:32.480 --> 00:23:35.519
<v Speaker 2>so many people when you're doing nothing. I'm like, go

430
00:23:35.519 --> 00:23:39.240
<v Speaker 2>go fuck somebody, go download Tinder. I don't know. When

431
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<v Speaker 2>he was like I'm good.

432
00:23:43.720 --> 00:23:47.759
<v Speaker 1>I was like, okay, okay, now did you have to

433
00:23:47.960 --> 00:23:50.079
<v Speaker 1>now you had all But again, the same thing I

434
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<v Speaker 1>just said, where in the different dynamics of relationships, these

435
00:23:54.240 --> 00:23:57.880
<v Speaker 1>porn star girls are out there doing crazy shit sometimes

436
00:23:57.880 --> 00:24:00.279
<v Speaker 1>and the husbands just enjoying it. They don't need a lot.

437
00:24:00.920 --> 00:24:05.279
<v Speaker 1>Did you have any anxiety over that? You had already been,

438
00:24:05.880 --> 00:24:09.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, hooking up with other guys and this and that,

439
00:24:09.039 --> 00:24:11.400
<v Speaker 1>But did you have any like, am I gonna get

440
00:24:11.480 --> 00:24:14.039
<v Speaker 1>jealous if I see him with a girl? You think

441
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<v Speaker 1>in your head like, Okay, before I see it, I

442
00:24:16.599 --> 00:24:18.880
<v Speaker 1>can process it. I can be like, yes, I've got

443
00:24:18.920 --> 00:24:22.359
<v Speaker 1>my scorecard over here, and let's add some to his

444
00:24:22.559 --> 00:24:25.039
<v Speaker 1>and it'll all be great. But did you have any

445
00:24:25.119 --> 00:24:28.240
<v Speaker 1>like anxiety like what if this motherfucker smiles too hard

446
00:24:28.400 --> 00:24:30.440
<v Speaker 1>and I have to be mad at him for the

447
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<v Speaker 1>rest of my life?

448
00:24:32.680 --> 00:24:37.400
<v Speaker 2>You know? There, there definitely was that worry and that

449
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<v Speaker 2>thought process involved. I'm not even gonna lie you. It

450
00:24:40.759 --> 00:24:46.160
<v Speaker 2>was definitely without a doubt there, And I mean it

451
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<v Speaker 2>was the way that I was for a while after

452
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<v Speaker 2>we opened up, Like it started with, it was just me,

453
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<v Speaker 2>like only I would go out, and I was the

454
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<v Speaker 2>agreement because I told him if I saw him with

455
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<v Speaker 2>another woman, I couldn't trust myself to not rip one

456
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<v Speaker 2>of their head off. I was like, that's not happening,

457
00:25:02.559 --> 00:25:07.079
<v Speaker 2>so we'll wait, and eventually I realized that I liked

458
00:25:07.119 --> 00:25:09.720
<v Speaker 2>it better if it was like a girl. I personally

459
00:25:09.880 --> 00:25:13.839
<v Speaker 2>knew the whole like random girl thing. I don't know,

460
00:25:14.000 --> 00:25:15.480
<v Speaker 2>just still doesn't release it right with me.

461
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<v Speaker 1>You know why? Because I think in that scenario and

462
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<v Speaker 1>I'm not trying to get in your head here. Yeah,

463
00:25:22.640 --> 00:25:24.359
<v Speaker 1>I'll try and get in other places on you, but

464
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<v Speaker 1>not your head. Just kidding, that was a joke. Uh.

465
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<v Speaker 1>The thing is, it's like, you know, the emotional want

466
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<v Speaker 1>of the people you would be setting him up with.

467
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<v Speaker 1>You understand, Marie over here has a husband that she

468
00:25:41.880 --> 00:25:44.599
<v Speaker 1>really likes and they sign up, but she's never gonna

469
00:25:45.079 --> 00:25:47.599
<v Speaker 1>try and steal your husband from you. Some chick on

470
00:25:47.759 --> 00:25:51.720
<v Speaker 1>Tinder would maybe possibly could, you know, And it doesn't

471
00:25:51.759 --> 00:25:54.359
<v Speaker 1>sound like your husband's that tight. But as humans we

472
00:25:54.400 --> 00:25:56.079
<v Speaker 1>have it in our head like I don't fucking know,

473
00:25:56.200 --> 00:25:58.599
<v Speaker 1>I don't know this bitch. What is she gonna try?

474
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<v Speaker 2>It is something similar to that in which he doesn't

475
00:26:02.960 --> 00:26:04.640
<v Speaker 2>complain it's worked out so far.

476
00:26:04.960 --> 00:26:08.119
<v Speaker 1>Sure, go ahead and.

477
00:26:11.240 --> 00:26:13.240
<v Speaker 2>Lost words there present.

478
00:26:14.400 --> 00:26:16.599
<v Speaker 1>You didn't lose them. I kind of like shook them

479
00:26:16.640 --> 00:26:19.880
<v Speaker 1>out of you with my terrible interruption. I apologize.

480
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<v Speaker 2>It happens to be honest. You can just go along

481
00:26:23.680 --> 00:26:24.440
<v Speaker 2>because I forgot.

482
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<v Speaker 1>I don't remember either where I was. Oh, okay, so

483
00:26:28.440 --> 00:26:31.920
<v Speaker 1>in my mind, okay, I'm counting here you were at

484
00:26:32.160 --> 00:26:35.000
<v Speaker 1>husband not included. And also I'm the same way. I

485
00:26:35.039 --> 00:26:38.720
<v Speaker 1>met my wife at twenty and she was nineteen, and

486
00:26:39.079 --> 00:26:42.359
<v Speaker 1>I had had one long term high school girlfriend before that.

487
00:26:43.359 --> 00:26:45.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm not ashamed of him. And my body counts too,

488
00:26:46.279 --> 00:26:48.680
<v Speaker 1>like you know, and I love my wife and I

489
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<v Speaker 1>don't want to stretch it out or you know, include

490
00:26:52.640 --> 00:26:57.279
<v Speaker 1>anyone else or blah blah blah. But I don't put

491
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<v Speaker 1>any blame. I don't not blame anyone who wants to

492
00:27:01.240 --> 00:27:04.000
<v Speaker 1>have the You get one chance at life, man, So

493
00:27:04.319 --> 00:27:08.119
<v Speaker 1>as long as you're happy with your partner, I truthfully,

494
00:27:08.119 --> 00:27:10.480
<v Speaker 1>as long as there's no kids or dogs involved, like,

495
00:27:10.559 --> 00:27:14.839
<v Speaker 1>I'm fine with it. Do whatever the fuck you want. Okay,

496
00:27:15.200 --> 00:27:17.960
<v Speaker 1>in my mind, your count and I know this isn't

497
00:27:17.960 --> 00:27:21.279
<v Speaker 1>in order. Is a husband over here? One guy and

498
00:27:21.319 --> 00:27:24.960
<v Speaker 1>one girl? What is the actual number? Now? Do we

499
00:27:25.119 --> 00:27:28.359
<v Speaker 1>have a count or have we have? We lost count?

500
00:27:28.400 --> 00:27:34.680
<v Speaker 1>I'm hoping please. You can't hear her laughing because zoom

501
00:27:34.720 --> 00:27:36.880
<v Speaker 1>cuts it off, but she has been laughing. She's not

502
00:27:37.000 --> 00:27:39.240
<v Speaker 1>just looking at me if you're only listening, which, by

503
00:27:39.279 --> 00:27:41.279
<v Speaker 1>the way, you shouldn't be listening, you should be watching this.

504
00:27:41.319 --> 00:27:43.240
<v Speaker 1>And then after you watch this, you head over to

505
00:27:43.279 --> 00:27:47.000
<v Speaker 1>a Twitter at Monster Underscore Baby or her only fans

506
00:27:47.039 --> 00:27:50.160
<v Speaker 1>at Monster Underscore Baby switch out the O and the

507
00:27:50.160 --> 00:27:53.400
<v Speaker 1>A with an X links in the episode description as always,

508
00:27:53.720 --> 00:27:58.440
<v Speaker 1>where are we at now with partners? Maybe not even

509
00:27:58.480 --> 00:28:02.440
<v Speaker 1>exact number, but have we been experimenting? Have we you know?

510
00:28:03.319 --> 00:28:05.920
<v Speaker 1>Or was it that one guy and we called it quits?

511
00:28:06.519 --> 00:28:09.039
<v Speaker 2>Give me one second. I can probably count for you.

512
00:28:09.319 --> 00:28:11.720
<v Speaker 1>She needs a calculator, folks, which is turning me on

513
00:28:11.920 --> 00:28:12.359
<v Speaker 1>right now.

514
00:28:14.720 --> 00:28:21.960
<v Speaker 2>Okay, let's see, I'm not counting two of these guys.

515
00:28:22.000 --> 00:28:23.920
<v Speaker 2>So they fucked me for thirty seconds.

516
00:28:23.559 --> 00:28:25.960
<v Speaker 1>In high gotta count them? God, account him? Got account

517
00:28:26.000 --> 00:28:30.160
<v Speaker 1>him for thirty seconds. Okay, if your husband fucked a

518
00:28:30.240 --> 00:28:32.200
<v Speaker 1>girl at work but it was only for thirty seconds,

519
00:28:32.240 --> 00:28:34.920
<v Speaker 1>would you count that? And you didn't give approval and

520
00:28:34.960 --> 00:28:37.680
<v Speaker 1>you hated this bitch too from the holiday party last year?

521
00:28:38.480 --> 00:28:42.799
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't count, though, right, doesn't count. That's different, doesn't

522
00:28:42.839 --> 00:28:47.359
<v Speaker 1>count though right, No, it's totally cool. Please count the

523
00:28:47.519 --> 00:28:48.880
<v Speaker 1>Please count the two guys.

524
00:28:49.559 --> 00:28:55.079
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, they did it ten now.

525
00:28:55.359 --> 00:28:58.519
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, double digits. That's solid. Have all of

526
00:28:58.559 --> 00:29:02.039
<v Speaker 1>them been through dating apps? Have some been through Twitter

527
00:29:02.200 --> 00:29:03.079
<v Speaker 1>or anything like that?

528
00:29:05.240 --> 00:29:08.000
<v Speaker 2>One Lisper read it and that was the last time

529
00:29:08.039 --> 00:29:09.440
<v Speaker 2>I ever got a guy off Reddit.

530
00:29:11.720 --> 00:29:15.359
<v Speaker 1>You apparently don't know the uh the stereotype of guys

531
00:29:15.400 --> 00:29:18.000
<v Speaker 1>on Reddit. I'm surprised this guy had a dick man.

532
00:29:19.480 --> 00:29:22.480
<v Speaker 1>Uh oh. By the way, all my listeners on Reddit,

533
00:29:22.519 --> 00:29:24.400
<v Speaker 1>I'm not talking about you. I'm talking about the losers,

534
00:29:24.480 --> 00:29:30.839
<v Speaker 1>not the cool guys like us. So why was that bad?

535
00:29:32.599 --> 00:29:36.359
<v Speaker 2>He dropped me? What you mean he dropped you like

536
00:29:36.559 --> 00:29:39.799
<v Speaker 2>he wanted to fuck me against the wall and he

537
00:29:39.880 --> 00:29:42.720
<v Speaker 2>picked me up. I'm not that heavy. I'm a five

538
00:29:42.720 --> 00:29:47.200
<v Speaker 2>to one and one hundred and thirty pounds. I'm really

539
00:29:47.240 --> 00:29:49.440
<v Speaker 2>not that heavy, mind you. He claimed to do jiu jitsu,

540
00:29:49.880 --> 00:29:53.079
<v Speaker 2>and he fucking picked me up and just beckon, oh

541
00:29:53.119 --> 00:29:55.279
<v Speaker 2>my god, dropped me? Yeah?

542
00:29:55.559 --> 00:29:55.880
<v Speaker 1>Did that?

543
00:29:56.200 --> 00:29:59.599
<v Speaker 2>I laughed very fast, And then he tried messaging me

544
00:29:59.720 --> 00:30:05.839
<v Speaker 2>again a week or so later, asking if I fuctioned again? Yeah?

545
00:30:05.839 --> 00:30:10.480
<v Speaker 1>Wait, wait, wait, so that killed the whole thing. Yes, yeah,

546
00:30:10.519 --> 00:30:13.039
<v Speaker 1>I assume it would. But I'm just thinking, you know,

547
00:30:13.200 --> 00:30:17.079
<v Speaker 1>as as a guy, I would be so humiliated by that,

548
00:30:17.400 --> 00:30:21.039
<v Speaker 1>so I understand if he if he also was having

549
00:30:21.079 --> 00:30:23.799
<v Speaker 1>trouble after that as well. Maybe he wasn't. I don't know.

550
00:30:24.039 --> 00:30:26.759
<v Speaker 1>Maybe he loved it. People and Reddit are creepy sometimes.

551
00:30:27.200 --> 00:30:29.960
<v Speaker 2>He also I felt kind of bad when I walked in.

552
00:30:30.519 --> 00:30:33.480
<v Speaker 2>He was like shaking like a leaf. Like I literally

553
00:30:33.640 --> 00:30:35.920
<v Speaker 2>was like, you don't have to be nervous, and he

554
00:30:36.000 --> 00:30:41.759
<v Speaker 2>was like, but I am, And I was like, it's okay.

555
00:30:42.599 --> 00:30:44.640
<v Speaker 1>I told you. He was just thrilled. You weren't someone

556
00:30:44.839 --> 00:30:47.160
<v Speaker 1>a dude with a crowbar and a ski mask ready

557
00:30:47.200 --> 00:30:50.160
<v Speaker 1>to cave his head in, all right, give me your

558
00:30:50.200 --> 00:30:54.079
<v Speaker 1>fucking money crack. Instead, he's got some hot girl that

559
00:30:54.200 --> 00:30:55.720
<v Speaker 1>is going to drop on her ass.

560
00:30:56.480 --> 00:31:02.920
<v Speaker 2>I will say. After that though, on tender, I put, yeah,

561
00:31:03.039 --> 00:31:05.799
<v Speaker 2>you get an A plus if you think you can

562
00:31:05.880 --> 00:31:11.359
<v Speaker 2>pick me up, Just just so it was out there.

563
00:31:11.480 --> 00:31:13.559
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right, that's fair? Was he.

564
00:31:15.200 --> 00:31:15.440
<v Speaker 2>Was it?

565
00:31:15.559 --> 00:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>Did you slip or were when you looked at the

566
00:31:18.000 --> 00:31:19.720
<v Speaker 1>guy where you're like, I don't think he could pick

567
00:31:19.799 --> 00:31:20.160
<v Speaker 1>me up?

568
00:31:23.279 --> 00:31:25.720
<v Speaker 2>No, no, And I'm not gonna lie. When I looked

569
00:31:25.759 --> 00:31:27.720
<v Speaker 2>at him, I was like kind of questioning it. But

570
00:31:27.759 --> 00:31:31.079
<v Speaker 2>he's so wor up and down he could and I would, Okay.

571
00:31:31.480 --> 00:31:34.319
<v Speaker 1>Did you look at him afterwards and go you couldn't, motherfucker?

572
00:31:35.160 --> 00:31:37.359
<v Speaker 2>But I really kind of wanted to, but I'm a

573
00:31:37.359 --> 00:31:39.200
<v Speaker 2>little too nice for that, so I just kind of

574
00:31:39.240 --> 00:31:41.079
<v Speaker 2>looked at the ground really sadly.

575
00:31:43.319 --> 00:31:46.880
<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you, vixen, uh, has there been anything

576
00:31:46.880 --> 00:31:49.519
<v Speaker 1>you've tried that maybe you thought you weren't gonna be

577
00:31:49.720 --> 00:31:52.839
<v Speaker 1>interested in before getting into this, any kind of kink

578
00:31:52.920 --> 00:31:56.279
<v Speaker 1>or fetish or anything besides the other gender as we discussed,

579
00:31:56.599 --> 00:31:59.559
<v Speaker 1>But is there anything that maybe a guy out there

580
00:31:59.640 --> 00:32:02.480
<v Speaker 1>introduce us to you and then did you have any

581
00:32:02.480 --> 00:32:05.640
<v Speaker 1>interest in bringing that back home maybe and being like, oh,

582
00:32:05.839 --> 00:32:09.039
<v Speaker 1>try this to your husband or maybe we could do this.

583
00:32:09.319 --> 00:32:15.119
<v Speaker 1>Has there been any new experiences for you?

584
00:32:15.119 --> 00:32:22.640
<v Speaker 2>No? Actually, I mean pretty much. My husband and I

585
00:32:22.720 --> 00:32:26.960
<v Speaker 2>are very explorative people on our own, so it would

586
00:32:27.000 --> 00:32:31.079
<v Speaker 2>honestly be pretty hard. I'm also into some pretty crazy

587
00:32:31.119 --> 00:32:35.480
<v Speaker 2>stuff already, so it'd be pretty hard to like explore

588
00:32:35.799 --> 00:32:38.960
<v Speaker 2>and go out and find something new or been something

589
00:32:39.000 --> 00:32:41.920
<v Speaker 2>that I would personally feel as a morally wrong.

590
00:32:42.400 --> 00:32:48.839
<v Speaker 1>Sure, Okay, okay, all right, has there been Okay, this

591
00:32:49.000 --> 00:32:51.359
<v Speaker 1>is a negative, and I don't mean it to be.

592
00:32:51.680 --> 00:32:55.480
<v Speaker 1>I'll try and add a joke in there too that

593
00:32:55.720 --> 00:32:58.400
<v Speaker 1>has there been any guys who have tried to push

594
00:32:58.680 --> 00:33:01.480
<v Speaker 1>boundaries on you that you that you were like, now,

595
00:33:01.559 --> 00:33:04.880
<v Speaker 1>I said, I'm not holding your hands. See this the joke. Uh,

596
00:33:05.000 --> 00:33:07.039
<v Speaker 1>has there been anyone that's been like, you know, went

597
00:33:07.079 --> 00:33:09.319
<v Speaker 1>a little too far and you had to be like no, no, no, no,

598
00:33:09.319 --> 00:33:10.880
<v Speaker 1>when to stick to what we're doing.

599
00:33:14.799 --> 00:33:18.759
<v Speaker 2>There was one guy. He didn't try to hold my hand,

600
00:33:19.960 --> 00:33:22.799
<v Speaker 2>but he did keep getting me head for like an

601
00:33:22.920 --> 00:33:26.160
<v Speaker 2>hour straight, which you would think could be heaven, but

602
00:33:26.200 --> 00:33:26.960
<v Speaker 2>it's really not.

603
00:33:27.599 --> 00:33:29.839
<v Speaker 1>Really was he bad at it?

604
00:33:30.680 --> 00:33:37.240
<v Speaker 2>I it was okay. I was like. The issue though,

605
00:33:37.440 --> 00:33:40.880
<v Speaker 2>is like and mind you, I'm somebody who likes to

606
00:33:40.920 --> 00:33:46.240
<v Speaker 2>be overstimulated. I enjoy going multiple rounds, I enjoy being used,

607
00:33:47.599 --> 00:33:49.880
<v Speaker 2>but I don't want a tongue on my clip for

608
00:33:50.000 --> 00:33:55.480
<v Speaker 2>an hour straight. I that's that's not over stimulation. That's

609
00:33:55.519 --> 00:33:56.079
<v Speaker 2>just crazy.

610
00:33:59.079 --> 00:34:01.559
<v Speaker 1>What did you get bored at some point or did

611
00:34:01.599 --> 00:34:02.880
<v Speaker 1>you like what is? Yeah?

612
00:34:02.920 --> 00:34:05.519
<v Speaker 2>I got so bored. I got so bored, like I

613
00:34:06.000 --> 00:34:10.239
<v Speaker 2>just and he his personality was kind of a mid too.

614
00:34:10.320 --> 00:34:13.039
<v Speaker 2>He was one of the ones that he literally and

615
00:34:13.119 --> 00:34:16.239
<v Speaker 2>I like, you know, everybody that I met, I made

616
00:34:16.280 --> 00:34:18.400
<v Speaker 2>it very clear, like I was there for Condon, like

617
00:34:18.440 --> 00:34:23.239
<v Speaker 2>I wanted con to get done. He didn't want his

618
00:34:23.320 --> 00:34:26.760
<v Speaker 2>face in, so I really couldn't get anything of what

619
00:34:26.840 --> 00:34:28.920
<v Speaker 2>he did do for an hour street and then he

620
00:34:29.000 --> 00:34:32.559
<v Speaker 2>fucked me for like actually five minutes, but he took

621
00:34:32.639 --> 00:34:36.039
<v Speaker 2>like very small ten to fifteen second clips that were

622
00:34:36.159 --> 00:34:41.400
<v Speaker 2>half blurry when he did fuck me, And he didn't

623
00:34:41.400 --> 00:34:42.320
<v Speaker 2>even fuck me good.

624
00:34:42.559 --> 00:34:46.199
<v Speaker 1>So, oh, if you're listening right now, sir, maybe dial

625
00:34:46.280 --> 00:34:53.119
<v Speaker 1>back some of the pussy eating please, Yeah, was he trying?

626
00:34:53.199 --> 00:34:56.760
<v Speaker 1>Do you think was he trying to like prove to

627
00:34:56.800 --> 00:34:59.920
<v Speaker 1>you I'm a good fuck or was that what he enjoyed?

628
00:35:00.159 --> 00:35:03.119
<v Speaker 1>Because I'll be honest with you, I like I always

629
00:35:03.239 --> 00:35:07.639
<v Speaker 1>check first, but I love not having my dick touched,

630
00:35:07.639 --> 00:35:10.800
<v Speaker 1>if that makes sense. I like watching my wife get

631
00:35:10.800 --> 00:35:13.960
<v Speaker 1>excited and when and then when she's all like huh,

632
00:35:14.400 --> 00:35:17.000
<v Speaker 1>that's my time, that's when I jump in and I'm like,

633
00:35:17.199 --> 00:35:19.159
<v Speaker 1>now I don't have to make it come with my dick.

634
00:35:19.239 --> 00:35:21.760
<v Speaker 1>I just did it everywhere else. You're good, so don't

635
00:35:21.760 --> 00:35:25.760
<v Speaker 1>complain in a minute and a half, But what do

636
00:35:25.840 --> 00:35:28.280
<v Speaker 1>you think his deal was with that? I could see

637
00:35:28.320 --> 00:35:30.880
<v Speaker 1>myself being like I got to prove him real good.

638
00:35:31.239 --> 00:35:45.000
<v Speaker 1>But I think I would take the cues at least.

639
00:35:39.679 --> 00:35:41.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I mean, I guess he did give

640
00:35:41.400 --> 00:35:43.880
<v Speaker 2>me a fair warning, because he did. He did tell

641
00:35:43.920 --> 00:35:47.119
<v Speaker 2>me he really liked eating pussy. But every time he

642
00:35:47.199 --> 00:35:51.440
<v Speaker 2>said that, I also was like, haha, yeah, but don't forget.

643
00:35:51.519 --> 00:35:52.639
<v Speaker 2>We gotta do is.

644
00:35:52.519 --> 00:35:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Haha when at the end I did not have.

645
00:35:56.920 --> 00:36:01.559
<v Speaker 2>My boundary set. Is hard at the time, though, and

646
00:36:01.599 --> 00:36:03.800
<v Speaker 2>it was definitely a learning experience, and he was one

647
00:36:03.840 --> 00:36:06.800
<v Speaker 2>of my biggest learning experiences. And then he didn't pay

648
00:36:06.840 --> 00:36:08.679
<v Speaker 2>me for the half of the hotel that he owed

649
00:36:08.719 --> 00:36:12.960
<v Speaker 2>me for. So if you're listening now, i'd really like

650
00:36:13.000 --> 00:36:14.320
<v Speaker 2>my forty dollars back.

651
00:36:15.639 --> 00:36:18.480
<v Speaker 1>By the way, eighty bucks for a hotel. That's pretty solid.

652
00:36:18.519 --> 00:36:21.639
<v Speaker 2>Actually, yeah, it's not bad. Maria.

653
00:36:22.079 --> 00:36:26.280
<v Speaker 1>Let me ask you, have you ever what do you

654
00:36:26.320 --> 00:36:28.320
<v Speaker 1>do with the hotel? Do you just leave after what

655
00:36:28.360 --> 00:36:30.800
<v Speaker 1>you're done, don't even check out or anything.

656
00:36:31.119 --> 00:36:33.199
<v Speaker 2>Usually get the guys to get the hotel and do

657
00:36:33.320 --> 00:36:35.119
<v Speaker 2>the walk of shame if I can help it, But

658
00:36:35.239 --> 00:36:37.679
<v Speaker 2>sometimes I'll do it. Sometimes they're nice enough to do

659
00:36:37.719 --> 00:36:40.239
<v Speaker 2>the walk of shame with me, you know what, they're

660
00:36:40.239 --> 00:36:41.719
<v Speaker 2>the real ones that I still talk to.

661
00:36:42.519 --> 00:36:47.000
<v Speaker 1>Well, that's nice. It's nice you're making friends. I okay,

662
00:36:47.159 --> 00:36:50.159
<v Speaker 1>have you ever thought about experimenting with this? And do

663
00:36:50.280 --> 00:36:54.159
<v Speaker 1>you think your husband might be interested in this? You

664
00:36:54.199 --> 00:36:57.360
<v Speaker 1>guys get the hotel room, you do your thing with

665
00:36:57.440 --> 00:37:01.639
<v Speaker 1>another guy, and then your husband comes in afterwards in

666
00:37:01.719 --> 00:37:02.519
<v Speaker 1>the same bed.

667
00:37:03.719 --> 00:37:04.400
<v Speaker 2>That's happened.

668
00:37:04.559 --> 00:37:06.679
<v Speaker 1>Oh okay, okay, all right. That's what I was wondering,

669
00:37:06.719 --> 00:37:10.239
<v Speaker 1>because if you're really into it, and especially like you said,

670
00:37:10.280 --> 00:37:12.199
<v Speaker 1>like he really wanted to get into it as soon

671
00:37:12.239 --> 00:37:15.360
<v Speaker 1>as you came home, I would think like being at

672
00:37:15.360 --> 00:37:17.920
<v Speaker 1>the quote unquote scene of the crime type of thing

673
00:37:18.000 --> 00:37:21.000
<v Speaker 1>would get you really excited. Did he did he like that?

674
00:37:21.199 --> 00:37:23.079
<v Speaker 1>Did he think it was weird at all? Was there

675
00:37:23.079 --> 00:37:25.519
<v Speaker 1>bugs in the hotel room at all? That freaked him out?

676
00:37:25.559 --> 00:37:27.519
<v Speaker 1>And he couldn't get a hard one because I've been there?

677
00:37:32.599 --> 00:37:40.679
<v Speaker 2>Uh no bugs, Thankfully. We were very, very into it.

678
00:37:42.679 --> 00:37:46.440
<v Speaker 2>He definitely definitely enjoyed it. I mean, he has been

679
00:37:46.480 --> 00:37:49.280
<v Speaker 2>the one that's been the most confident in everything so far.

680
00:37:49.440 --> 00:37:55.480
<v Speaker 1>Honestly, let me who has Do you have a clear

681
00:37:55.679 --> 00:37:59.679
<v Speaker 1>number one in not including your husband in guys you've

682
00:37:59.679 --> 00:38:03.199
<v Speaker 1>been with where you're like, you either go back to

683
00:38:03.280 --> 00:38:05.840
<v Speaker 1>him constantly, you either can't get back to him for

684
00:38:05.880 --> 00:38:08.960
<v Speaker 1>some reason, like he's not interested anymore, it's too long

685
00:38:09.000 --> 00:38:10.199
<v Speaker 1>of a trave whatever it.

686
00:38:10.159 --> 00:38:17.719
<v Speaker 2>Is I actually is. I we just just recently actually

687
00:38:17.760 --> 00:38:20.960
<v Speaker 2>break things off, just du because our schedules just kept

688
00:38:21.039 --> 00:38:28.360
<v Speaker 2>not working. But there's one run actually around this time

689
00:38:28.880 --> 00:38:32.320
<v Speaker 2>last year, met up with for the first time, and

690
00:38:32.440 --> 00:38:35.280
<v Speaker 2>we tried. We kept trying to get together, and kept

691
00:38:35.280 --> 00:38:37.840
<v Speaker 2>trying to get together and kept trying, and nothing ever

692
00:38:37.960 --> 00:38:40.519
<v Speaker 2>worked out. For whatever reason, we were right there and

693
00:38:41.360 --> 00:38:45.559
<v Speaker 2>he just we just finally decided to go our separate ways.

694
00:38:45.599 --> 00:38:48.000
<v Speaker 2>But I just ended up going to find a new one.

695
00:38:48.119 --> 00:38:49.159
<v Speaker 2>So it doesn't even matter.

696
00:38:49.800 --> 00:38:52.320
<v Speaker 1>Well it doesn't matter. But let me ask that guy

697
00:38:52.440 --> 00:38:54.400
<v Speaker 1>what made him so special?

698
00:38:55.360 --> 00:38:58.199
<v Speaker 2>He fucked so good. He like he knew the right way.

699
00:38:58.280 --> 00:39:00.679
<v Speaker 2>When I'm like looking for a guy, I as a

700
00:39:00.719 --> 00:39:03.400
<v Speaker 2>switch like. I enjoy some men, don't get me wrong,

701
00:39:03.840 --> 00:39:06.400
<v Speaker 2>But if I'm going to have somebody that's constantly like

702
00:39:06.480 --> 00:39:09.199
<v Speaker 2>going to be fucking le or especially for like recording,

703
00:39:09.920 --> 00:39:14.000
<v Speaker 2>usually I prefer dominant men. And he knew how to

704
00:39:14.159 --> 00:39:17.360
<v Speaker 2>be dominant, not even just with his words, just the

705
00:39:17.400 --> 00:39:19.920
<v Speaker 2>way that he carried himself, which are very much appreciated.

706
00:39:20.199 --> 00:39:22.280
<v Speaker 2>He's very good at men handling, which is like a

707
00:39:22.360 --> 00:39:26.480
<v Speaker 2>huge thing for me. And you know there's guys that

708
00:39:26.559 --> 00:39:29.360
<v Speaker 2>can have like bigger dicks and not know how to fuck.

709
00:39:30.199 --> 00:39:35.440
<v Speaker 2>I've experienced it. Sure he had a bigger dick and

710
00:39:35.480 --> 00:39:39.119
<v Speaker 2>he knew how to fuck. Okay, And I like the space.

711
00:39:39.519 --> 00:39:41.519
<v Speaker 2>He wouldn't he wouldn't let me show his space on camera.

712
00:39:41.599 --> 00:39:42.679
<v Speaker 2>But I really like his face.

713
00:39:44.199 --> 00:39:47.079
<v Speaker 1>Se there's something kind of sweet about that too. You're like, Oh,

714
00:39:47.159 --> 00:39:49.800
<v Speaker 1>you have a really handsome face and a giant dick.

715
00:39:49.960 --> 00:39:51.400
<v Speaker 1>Let's get our schedules together.

716
00:39:52.559 --> 00:39:55.599
<v Speaker 2>That was about that. That was about our conversation.

717
00:39:55.840 --> 00:39:59.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, what's a giant dick? Like? Is it? I mean, no,

718
00:39:59.480 --> 00:40:01.639
<v Speaker 1>I use the word giant. You didn't, but it was

719
00:40:01.719 --> 00:40:04.800
<v Speaker 1>it big? Is it the big? Is it the longest one?

720
00:40:05.280 --> 00:40:05.480
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

721
00:40:05.719 --> 00:40:08.320
<v Speaker 1>Well, let me ask you take your husband out of

722
00:40:08.360 --> 00:40:11.840
<v Speaker 1>the equation, because you're I'm sure a wonderful wife, and

723
00:40:11.880 --> 00:40:14.400
<v Speaker 1>but we'll be like, my husband's the best dick ever,

724
00:40:14.639 --> 00:40:16.440
<v Speaker 1>which is what I would say about my wife too,

725
00:40:16.559 --> 00:40:20.199
<v Speaker 1>even if all the other stuff was better. But take

726
00:40:20.239 --> 00:40:23.360
<v Speaker 1>the husband out of the equation. What made this guy's

727
00:40:23.599 --> 00:40:26.119
<v Speaker 1>dick the best one you worked with? Aside from him

728
00:40:26.119 --> 00:40:27.880
<v Speaker 1>being able to fuck? It was it was it the

729
00:40:27.920 --> 00:40:30.440
<v Speaker 1>longest you've ever had. Was it the thickest you've ever had?

730
00:40:30.519 --> 00:40:33.519
<v Speaker 1>Or was it a reasonable size that it fit just

731
00:40:33.599 --> 00:40:34.119
<v Speaker 1>right for you?

732
00:40:35.079 --> 00:40:38.119
<v Speaker 2>No, it was just a good size and the way

733
00:40:38.159 --> 00:40:42.480
<v Speaker 2>that it curved up just right, it just it fit

734
00:40:42.599 --> 00:40:45.320
<v Speaker 2>perfectly in me, I guess. And it hit that spot

735
00:40:45.480 --> 00:40:49.119
<v Speaker 2>like every time and most angles. I was able to

736
00:40:49.280 --> 00:40:52.000
<v Speaker 2>read it like doggy. It was actually kind of so

737
00:40:52.159 --> 00:40:53.920
<v Speaker 2>big that I kind of did have to ask him

738
00:40:53.960 --> 00:40:57.239
<v Speaker 2>to back off a little because it's so long and

739
00:40:57.360 --> 00:41:00.679
<v Speaker 2>I'm a small person and I can't take bag big dick.

740
00:41:00.960 --> 00:41:04.360
<v Speaker 1>Apparently I've never heard that from any woman ever. But

741
00:41:04.760 --> 00:41:08.480
<v Speaker 1>that's okay, Uh, that's that's that's me. That's my own

742
00:41:08.519 --> 00:41:13.639
<v Speaker 1>personal problems. I'll talk about with my shrink. Okay, all right,

743
00:41:13.679 --> 00:41:17.360
<v Speaker 1>we're actually we're at time just about so we're gonna

744
00:41:17.360 --> 00:41:21.519
<v Speaker 1>wrap this one up soon. Let's get into a little

745
00:41:21.559 --> 00:41:26.199
<v Speaker 1>bit more on content. So going forward, how is your

746
00:41:26.840 --> 00:41:30.719
<v Speaker 1>only fans? By the way at Monster Underscore Baby switch

747
00:41:30.760 --> 00:41:33.039
<v Speaker 1>out the O and the A with an X link

748
00:41:33.079 --> 00:41:37.079
<v Speaker 1>in the episode description. How has your content evolved at all?

749
00:41:37.199 --> 00:41:39.840
<v Speaker 1>Has it evolved? Do you treat your only fans like

750
00:41:39.880 --> 00:41:44.800
<v Speaker 1>a career? Career? Now, what's give me an update on

751
00:41:44.840 --> 00:41:45.480
<v Speaker 1>what you're doing.

752
00:41:46.960 --> 00:41:49.679
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm still very much not treating it like a career.

753
00:41:49.719 --> 00:41:53.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm treating it for fun. But I do like to

754
00:41:53.079 --> 00:41:56.280
<v Speaker 2>keep a schedule, and I do enjoy the money it

755
00:41:56.320 --> 00:42:01.320
<v Speaker 2>does bring because it's my spending money, so I do

756
00:42:01.639 --> 00:42:05.360
<v Speaker 2>I do at least keep things up. I still have

757
00:42:05.400 --> 00:42:08.000
<v Speaker 2>no intentions of ever being like a giant porn star

758
00:42:08.079 --> 00:42:11.159
<v Speaker 2>or anything ever has been my intentions. I don't think

759
00:42:11.199 --> 00:42:17.360
<v Speaker 2>that it ever will be. But I camera quality, like

760
00:42:17.440 --> 00:42:20.599
<v Speaker 2>the quality of my content has gotten better, especially a

761
00:42:20.599 --> 00:42:22.840
<v Speaker 2>long and more experience, so I've had the more of

762
00:42:22.880 --> 00:42:25.440
<v Speaker 2>ben able to talk to other creators and bounce ideas

763
00:42:25.440 --> 00:42:31.079
<v Speaker 2>off of other creators. I would feel that just the

764
00:42:31.239 --> 00:42:33.719
<v Speaker 2>vibe that I bring with mind content in general has

765
00:42:33.840 --> 00:42:36.960
<v Speaker 2>very much shifted into a place that I prefer more.

766
00:42:37.400 --> 00:42:41.079
<v Speaker 1>And what is that, I don't know.

767
00:42:41.119 --> 00:42:43.280
<v Speaker 2>I just feel like, you know, it's along with you know,

768
00:42:43.320 --> 00:42:45.840
<v Speaker 2>the kind of like the name change shift. Almost like

769
00:42:46.679 --> 00:42:52.679
<v Speaker 2>I was, you know, sweep and fun and wild and

770
00:42:52.920 --> 00:42:58.239
<v Speaker 2>here now I'm just sexy. I'm sultry. I'm just here

771
00:42:58.280 --> 00:43:01.119
<v Speaker 2>to be a slut and that's okay.

772
00:43:01.239 --> 00:43:04.519
<v Speaker 1>So why did we do the name change? Was it

773
00:43:04.639 --> 00:43:07.880
<v Speaker 1>just a preference thing was it? Literally, like like you

774
00:43:08.159 --> 00:43:11.960
<v Speaker 1>changed your name to change because your personality changed along

775
00:43:12.000 --> 00:43:14.920
<v Speaker 1>with it. Like I am not that I have a

776
00:43:14.920 --> 00:43:19.480
<v Speaker 1>problem Rosie. Here's what I will say. Vixen is a

777
00:43:19.480 --> 00:43:22.280
<v Speaker 1>good name for you. But I do see a lot

778
00:43:22.320 --> 00:43:25.440
<v Speaker 1>of vixens. That's okay, you'll stand out, you're your own self.

779
00:43:26.239 --> 00:43:29.960
<v Speaker 1>Rosie I thought was kind of like cute and like

780
00:43:30.360 --> 00:43:34.760
<v Speaker 1>country a little bit. And you got this redhead Rosie.

781
00:43:34.840 --> 00:43:37.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh blah blah blah. I like them both, don't get

782
00:43:37.039 --> 00:43:41.639
<v Speaker 1>me wrong. Why did you decide to change it? I just.

783
00:43:43.199 --> 00:43:45.199
<v Speaker 2>I kind of wasn't a fan of the way of

784
00:43:45.239 --> 00:43:47.719
<v Speaker 2>the Rosie name, like the type of people the Rosy

785
00:43:47.800 --> 00:43:50.920
<v Speaker 2>name seem to bring around, which seems ironic, but really,

786
00:43:50.960 --> 00:43:54.320
<v Speaker 2>like my fans, the types of fans that I get

787
00:43:54.480 --> 00:44:01.280
<v Speaker 2>has changed because the personality that I held and everything

788
00:44:01.360 --> 00:44:03.760
<v Speaker 2>with the Rosie, because I guess I was the more

789
00:44:03.840 --> 00:44:08.199
<v Speaker 2>fun and sweet, brought some very disturbing individuals. But ever

790
00:44:08.239 --> 00:44:12.360
<v Speaker 2>since I've just been vixim Like I just get usually

791
00:44:12.440 --> 00:44:15.880
<v Speaker 2>with fairly calm guys. I don't I mean, I still

792
00:44:15.880 --> 00:44:20.159
<v Speaker 2>get very kinky guys, but because it's so put out

793
00:44:20.199 --> 00:44:23.519
<v Speaker 2>there now of what I'm there for and the mood

794
00:44:23.559 --> 00:44:26.039
<v Speaker 2>that I said, because I feel like I'm just being

795
00:44:26.039 --> 00:44:28.519
<v Speaker 2>so much more prominent in the mood that I'm setting

796
00:44:29.559 --> 00:44:33.239
<v Speaker 2>for my business. I guess for lack of better words,

797
00:44:34.840 --> 00:44:37.440
<v Speaker 2>and I mean it's worked.

798
00:44:37.679 --> 00:44:41.159
<v Speaker 1>Sure. What kind of guys were you getting? Where? They creeps? Like?

799
00:44:41.519 --> 00:44:44.599
<v Speaker 2>Yes, I really, I don't want to elaborate more, but

800
00:44:44.639 --> 00:44:45.719
<v Speaker 2>they were creeps.

801
00:44:46.679 --> 00:44:50.320
<v Speaker 1>Okay. I assume with the name like Rosie. Okay, all right,

802
00:44:51.320 --> 00:44:54.360
<v Speaker 1>they either want it either act younger than you are

803
00:44:54.719 --> 00:44:59.639
<v Speaker 1>or like the robot from the Jetsons.

804
00:44:59.039 --> 00:45:00.519
<v Speaker 2>They wanted me that I younger.

805
00:45:00.840 --> 00:45:02.840
<v Speaker 1>Okay, yeah, well was how old are you now?

806
00:45:03.920 --> 00:45:04.760
<v Speaker 2>I'm twenty one?

807
00:45:05.159 --> 00:45:09.400
<v Speaker 1>Younger, Well, that would push you into a illegal category. Okay,

808
00:45:09.519 --> 00:45:14.480
<v Speaker 1>I understand that. I think, right, that's what they want. Yes, okay,

809
00:45:14.519 --> 00:45:16.960
<v Speaker 1>we don't have to laborate anymore. My former partner on

810
00:45:17.000 --> 00:45:21.440
<v Speaker 1>my comedy show, his wife is on OnlyFans, and some

811
00:45:21.519 --> 00:45:23.400
<v Speaker 1>of the requests he got when she first went on

812
00:45:24.079 --> 00:45:27.800
<v Speaker 1>was like do a JOI video for me and just

813
00:45:27.880 --> 00:45:30.960
<v Speaker 1>keep saying that you're fourteen years old, and it's like, hey, dude,

814
00:45:31.039 --> 00:45:34.079
<v Speaker 1>go to the fucking hell and maybe prison first, Like

815
00:45:34.400 --> 00:45:36.880
<v Speaker 1>what are you doing and why would you get who's

816
00:45:36.920 --> 00:45:39.039
<v Speaker 1>even comfortable requesting that.

817
00:45:39.360 --> 00:45:46.039
<v Speaker 2>You know, I wish that was the worst thing that

818
00:45:46.239 --> 00:45:47.119
<v Speaker 2>I've heard.

819
00:45:46.880 --> 00:45:50.159
<v Speaker 1>But I ate dinner earlier. So let's just you know,

820
00:45:50.320 --> 00:45:51.800
<v Speaker 1>we'll leave it at that. I don't want to throw

821
00:45:51.880 --> 00:45:52.440
<v Speaker 1>up on your own.

822
00:45:52.559 --> 00:45:55.719
<v Speaker 2>I had no interest in recounting my tales. Anyways, it's okay,

823
00:45:55.920 --> 00:45:57.119
<v Speaker 2>fair enough, m.

824
00:45:59.400 --> 00:46:02.400
<v Speaker 1>Two more questions, and it actually kind of surrounds going

825
00:46:02.440 --> 00:46:06.480
<v Speaker 1>back to what we said before. Have there been any

826
00:46:06.719 --> 00:46:09.519
<v Speaker 1>multiple guy situations that you've been involved in?

827
00:46:10.360 --> 00:46:13.639
<v Speaker 2>No, I got so close. But but this new fuck

828
00:46:13.719 --> 00:46:16.480
<v Speaker 2>buddy that I've got, this new content partner that has

829
00:46:16.559 --> 00:46:21.960
<v Speaker 2>come running my way, is open to that and hasn't

830
00:46:22.239 --> 00:46:24.440
<v Speaker 2>done it with two guys. He has done with two women,

831
00:46:24.519 --> 00:46:26.400
<v Speaker 2>but he hasn't done with two guys. But he's very

832
00:46:26.559 --> 00:46:30.119
<v Speaker 2>very open to it. So there is a big hope

833
00:46:30.119 --> 00:46:31.039
<v Speaker 2>for that in the future.

834
00:46:31.519 --> 00:46:34.719
<v Speaker 1>Okay, and are you excited for that as well?

835
00:46:35.639 --> 00:46:35.960
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

836
00:46:36.519 --> 00:46:37.519
<v Speaker 1>Okay, all right?

837
00:46:38.000 --> 00:46:38.239
<v Speaker 2>Is that?

838
00:46:38.400 --> 00:46:42.559
<v Speaker 1>Okay? Now you say you get him and another guy, right,

839
00:46:42.719 --> 00:46:47.199
<v Speaker 1>and you really like it, like really enjoy the attention

840
00:46:47.559 --> 00:46:50.800
<v Speaker 1>and this and that, and then he goes, hey, I

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<v Speaker 1>got two more buddies.

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<v Speaker 2>That It sounds like a lot.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a but this is important. You're gonna want these

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<v Speaker 1>experiences when you get old. Okay, you're gonna want to

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<v Speaker 1>look back at your grandkids and say, Grandma got gang

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<v Speaker 1>banged one time in an eighty dollars motel room, and the.

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<v Speaker 2>Guys, I'm not telling my grandkids that.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, the way society is crumbling, like, they'll be looking

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<v Speaker 1>for gasoline and bullets on the street anyway, so like

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<v Speaker 1>you'll be able to recount those stories and it won't

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<v Speaker 1>be so weird.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's diabolical work.

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<v Speaker 1>That's society. I can't change it. Look at who am I,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm nobody. That's how it's gonna work. And they're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>need entertaining stories because there'll be no more electricity so

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<v Speaker 1>they can't watch TV. So you gather them up and

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<v Speaker 1>you go come here like Grandma Vix and tell you

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<v Speaker 1>all about the time she took four dudes into a

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<v Speaker 1>hotel room.

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<v Speaker 2>I really hope not.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll be honest with you. I kind of hope. So

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<v Speaker 1>I think that'll be cute and fun and they'll be

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<v Speaker 1>like Grandma, that's so great. They'll be wearing like a

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<v Speaker 1>neckless of ears from people they killed out on the

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<v Speaker 1>streets because society is crumbled and we have no electricity.

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<v Speaker 1>It's mad Max is what I'm picturing. Speechless, folks, I've

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<v Speaker 1>left her speechless. Ladies and gentlemen, my guest tonight, Vixen

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<v Speaker 1>formally Rosie. Go check out her first that's my suggestion

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<v Speaker 1>to you. Go check out her first interview, either audio

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<v Speaker 1>or video. They're both up completely free. Check out her

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<v Speaker 1>first stuff, and then watch this one. I probably shouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>tell you at the end of the episode to do that,

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<v Speaker 1>but regardless, if you have watched this one already, go

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<v Speaker 1>watch her first one and see how much she's grown.

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<v Speaker 1>And not that you were bad at all before, but

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<v Speaker 1>you've matured. It feels like it feels like you know

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<v Speaker 1>what you want. More, feels like you're more.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm way funnier too.

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<v Speaker 1>Are you?

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<v Speaker 2>I like to think? So?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, well, I'll be the judge of that. I'm the

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<v Speaker 1>one that was making the Mad Max jokes about your grandchildren. Umm,

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<v Speaker 1>go ahead, no, fair enough. You can find her on

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<v Speaker 1>Twitter and only fans, same user name on both, which

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<v Speaker 1>I fucking love at Monster Underscore Baby switch out the

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<v Speaker 1>O and the A with an X, so it's m

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<v Speaker 1>x N S T E R Underscore B x b Y,

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<v Speaker 1>Twitter and only fans. Vixen, thank you so much for

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<v Speaker 1>coming on with me tonight.