WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.280 --> 00:00:13.919 And enogy s canct so High Ecstasy, cancert coma, It's 2 00:00:14.160 --> 00:00:20.920 not sorry, and enogy, what's up? Positive bitches? How are 3 00:00:21.000 --> 00:00:23.519 we doing today? If you were hearing this episode, then 4 00:00:23.559 --> 00:00:26.320 you were meant to be here, So keep listening on 5 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:31.320 that Bitch's Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh. Other times, 6 00:00:31.480 --> 00:00:34.560 baby Girl, we're gonna cry, but we will always walk 7 00:00:34.560 --> 00:00:39.840 away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self. That is 8 00:00:39.960 --> 00:00:43.880 Babe in true connection with herself. On this podcast, we 9 00:00:44.119 --> 00:00:46.200 unbecome who we are not so we can fully step 10 00:00:46.240 --> 00:00:51.479 into exactly who we came here to bebe. You are 11 00:00:51.679 --> 00:00:56.840 not here on this planet to be average. You did 12 00:00:56.960 --> 00:01:01.320 not come all the way down from whatever you incarnated 13 00:01:01.439 --> 00:01:07.879 from two planet Earth to be average. Now, this podcast 14 00:01:08.719 --> 00:01:11.760 is not for everyone, hence why there's not billions of 15 00:01:11.920 --> 00:01:16.439 people listening to it. This podcasts are for those souls 16 00:01:16.799 --> 00:01:20.439 who are meant to do big things. If you are 17 00:01:20.560 --> 00:01:23.159 hearing this message, not only are you meant to be here, 18 00:01:23.480 --> 00:01:27.560 but you're meant to do big things. And that means 19 00:01:27.920 --> 00:01:30.560 you're not meant to be like everybody else. You're not 20 00:01:30.799 --> 00:01:33.959 meant to have average results. You're not meant to live 21 00:01:34.040 --> 00:01:37.280 an average life. And you know this hence why you 22 00:01:37.519 --> 00:01:42.400 want more. If you want to lead the masses, if 23 00:01:42.439 --> 00:01:46.879 you want to lead humanity, you can't be like the masses. 24 00:01:47.000 --> 00:01:52.400 You can't be like everyone else. A leader is distinct 25 00:01:52.840 --> 00:01:55.760 and that is why they are the leader. They make 26 00:01:55.879 --> 00:02:01.319 other people feel something, They inspire those around them. They 27 00:02:01.359 --> 00:02:03.719 are not like other people. That is why you are 28 00:02:03.799 --> 00:02:07.640 not like other people. And your differences what makes you 29 00:02:07.920 --> 00:02:11.159 unique and stands out, is not a negative thing. Those 30 00:02:11.319 --> 00:02:15.080 qualities are what makes you a leader. And that's why 31 00:02:15.159 --> 00:02:17.280 you've always felt a little bit out of place, a 32 00:02:17.520 --> 00:02:22.439 little bit against the grain. That is your strength. Will 33 00:02:22.479 --> 00:02:26.680 you ever feel lonely? Yes, sometimes you're going to experience loneliness, 34 00:02:27.000 --> 00:02:29.520 And that is really what I want to discuss today. 35 00:02:30.159 --> 00:02:35.319 When you choose your destiny, you choose the path less traveled. Okay, 36 00:02:35.800 --> 00:02:39.520 cue the loneliness. It might come in. It might come in. 37 00:02:40.479 --> 00:02:45.400 Stepping into your destiny often means stepping away from everything 38 00:02:45.439 --> 00:02:51.240 that's familiar and comfortable and habitual in your current reality, 39 00:02:51.319 --> 00:02:55.479 and therefore it can feel somewhat isolating when you leave 40 00:02:55.560 --> 00:03:00.479 behind certain habits, people, places. Your brain, You're eg goic 41 00:03:00.639 --> 00:03:04.560 mind is gonna crave that familiarity. It's gonna want to 42 00:03:04.639 --> 00:03:08.599 go back. The thing about familiarity is just because something's 43 00:03:08.680 --> 00:03:12.280 familiar to you doesn't mean it's good for you. Your 44 00:03:12.360 --> 00:03:15.240 brain is gonna tell you go back to binge eating, 45 00:03:15.400 --> 00:03:19.199 go back to binge drinking, not because it's good for you, 46 00:03:19.479 --> 00:03:23.719 but because it's familiar. You're stronger than what is familiar 47 00:03:23.879 --> 00:03:27.560 to you. And this is your energetic invitation to step 48 00:03:27.680 --> 00:03:30.159 away from what you've known so you can become everything 49 00:03:30.199 --> 00:03:34.319 you've ever wanted to be. Your mind will create familiarity, 50 00:03:34.439 --> 00:03:39.639 but your soul creates your destiny. Your soul creates fulfillment. 51 00:03:40.039 --> 00:03:42.840 Your soul, before you ever came to planet Earth, knew 52 00:03:42.919 --> 00:03:45.800 exactly what it wanted to do while on this planet, 53 00:03:46.080 --> 00:03:49.479 and that is where your soul is trying to drag you. Now, 54 00:03:49.560 --> 00:03:51.919 your ego might want to stay, and so you might 55 00:03:52.000 --> 00:03:55.560 feel like you're having this inner world war. My soul 56 00:03:55.719 --> 00:03:58.240 wants to move forward, It wants growth, but my ego 57 00:03:58.319 --> 00:03:59.439 wants to stay the same. 58 00:03:59.800 --> 00:04:04.639 Which avatar are you going to choose? You have free will? 59 00:04:05.199 --> 00:04:08.280 Are you going to choose free will to devolve? Or 60 00:04:08.479 --> 00:04:12.400 do you want to choose your destiny? I feel that 61 00:04:12.560 --> 00:04:17.199 loneliness is a very small price to pay for reaching 62 00:04:17.240 --> 00:04:17.879 your destiny. 63 00:04:18.439 --> 00:04:21.360 You might have to step onto that path that not 64 00:04:21.519 --> 00:04:23.079 many people are on, so. 65 00:04:23.240 --> 00:04:26.480 It might not be filled with other human beings. It 66 00:04:26.560 --> 00:04:29.160 might feel a little isolating, a little lonely. But is 67 00:04:29.240 --> 00:04:32.639 that really that high of a price to pay for 68 00:04:32.920 --> 00:04:38.279 attracting everything you've ever wanted for fulfilling your soul's destiny? 69 00:04:38.920 --> 00:04:42.759 Is that that high a price to pay? This feeling 70 00:04:42.879 --> 00:04:47.399 of loneliness that you might be experiencing is temporary, and 71 00:04:47.560 --> 00:04:52.600 it's the bridge to your destiny. What are you going 72 00:04:52.959 --> 00:04:58.399 to choose? I have been choosing my destiny, and this 73 00:04:58.680 --> 00:05:03.680 means more discipline, more meditation. It means being hyper aware 74 00:05:03.839 --> 00:05:06.639 of the things I'm putting into my body. 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About eight 125 00:08:11.480 --> 00:08:14.120 months ago, I had a therapy session and my therapist 126 00:08:14.240 --> 00:08:17.680 looked at me dead in the eyes and he said, CC, 127 00:08:19.160 --> 00:08:21.439 no matter how much you would have explained yourself to 128 00:08:21.560 --> 00:08:25.199 your ex. No matter how many parts of yourself you 129 00:08:25.199 --> 00:08:27.959 would have shown your ex, he would have never been 130 00:08:28.040 --> 00:08:31.680 able to fully see you, nor digest who you are. 131 00:08:32.759 --> 00:08:37.000 He would never have been able to really understand all 132 00:08:37.039 --> 00:08:41.399 the parts of you. And that made me want to 133 00:08:41.440 --> 00:08:45.000 dig a hole into planet Earth and never leave again. However, 134 00:08:45.879 --> 00:08:49.879 it put a lot of perspective on loneliness for me, 135 00:08:50.720 --> 00:08:54.919 so let's talk about it. Being lonely in a relationship 136 00:08:55.399 --> 00:09:01.120 is so much worse than being alone and feeling lonely 137 00:09:01.519 --> 00:09:05.080 while you're in a transition phase building yourself up to greatness. 138 00:09:05.960 --> 00:09:09.679 Feeling lonely while surrounded by family and friends who don't 139 00:09:09.759 --> 00:09:14.240 understand you is so much worse than experiencing loneliness because 140 00:09:14.279 --> 00:09:19.840 you're in a season of isolation transitioning your vibration. Let's 141 00:09:19.960 --> 00:09:25.000 put some respect on loneliness for a minute. Being lonely 142 00:09:25.240 --> 00:09:29.879 because you're building something, because you're focused on feeding your 143 00:09:30.039 --> 00:09:36.240 energy into your empire, learning, growing, becoming better is so 144 00:09:37.759 --> 00:09:42.600 different than being or feeling alone while surrounded by people. 145 00:09:44.080 --> 00:09:46.559 When you feel lonely and you're surrounded by people or 146 00:09:46.639 --> 00:09:49.840 in a relationship, that loneliness it ain't going away because 147 00:09:49.840 --> 00:09:54.000 you're surrounded by the wrong people, but feeling temporary loneliness 148 00:09:54.039 --> 00:09:57.000 because you're in a season, trying to build something that's 149 00:09:57.039 --> 00:10:00.919 not going to last forever, that has an in sight, 150 00:10:01.480 --> 00:10:06.240 and that is just delayed gratification. You're doing something, so 151 00:10:06.440 --> 00:10:09.120 you might not feel one hundred percent fulfilled with the 152 00:10:09.159 --> 00:10:12.080 people around you twenty four to seven while you're building something. 153 00:10:12.440 --> 00:10:16.159 It's called a season. It will end, and it's different. 154 00:10:16.639 --> 00:10:19.600 It is different, and that is the price to pay 155 00:10:20.000 --> 00:10:24.000 when you want to build something and be above average. 156 00:10:24.440 --> 00:10:26.519 I believe as human beings we don't have something called 157 00:10:26.559 --> 00:10:30.279 original sin that doesn't resonate with me. I do believe, however, 158 00:10:30.720 --> 00:10:34.480 we have something called original loneliness. Come on this journey 159 00:10:34.559 --> 00:10:34.720 with me. 160 00:10:34.840 --> 00:10:37.000 Okay, we go from. 161 00:10:36.919 --> 00:10:42.399 Being one with everything. Our soul is completely connected with God. 162 00:10:42.960 --> 00:10:46.759 There is no illusion of separation caused by the egoic mind, 163 00:10:47.399 --> 00:10:52.360 and we feel connected to everything at all times. That 164 00:10:52.559 --> 00:10:54.399 tree is me and I am that tree. I am 165 00:10:54.480 --> 00:10:57.480 you and you are me. We have an understanding because 166 00:10:57.480 --> 00:11:00.440 we're not limited by our three D cents. Is that 167 00:11:00.600 --> 00:11:05.279 puts us under an illusion every veil of separateness. However, 168 00:11:05.919 --> 00:11:06.399 then our. 169 00:11:06.360 --> 00:11:09.279 Soul decides, you know what I have an idea. 170 00:11:09.799 --> 00:11:13.799 I'm gonna incarnate. Yeah, I'm gonna incarnate as a human being. 171 00:11:14.159 --> 00:11:16.639 So I'm gonna choose the mother beat Boop bop you, 172 00:11:17.440 --> 00:11:20.879 and I'm gonna be pushed through that woman's vessel and 173 00:11:20.919 --> 00:11:24.320 I'm gonna PLoP out a human being. When we are born, 174 00:11:24.960 --> 00:11:27.759 we are born in a human body. We are now 175 00:11:28.000 --> 00:11:32.240 limited by our senses. Now I can't really tell that 176 00:11:32.320 --> 00:11:34.440 you are me and I am you. I can't tell 177 00:11:34.480 --> 00:11:36.919 that I'm divinely connected to all things because my eyes 178 00:11:37.039 --> 00:11:39.240 and the way I feel things and the way I 179 00:11:39.320 --> 00:11:44.600 hear things, it feels like everything is separate. Everything down 180 00:11:44.720 --> 00:11:48.399 to its smallest atom is just vibrating particles, its energy, 181 00:11:49.120 --> 00:11:53.000 and everything is actually entangled, even if you can't perceive 182 00:11:53.080 --> 00:11:58.639 it as such. We can't perceive what the nature of 183 00:11:58.799 --> 00:12:05.679 reality actually is. We are limited. So what happens is 184 00:12:05.960 --> 00:12:09.600 we forget. We forget that we're connected to everything, and 185 00:12:09.720 --> 00:12:13.159 therefore we start to feel lonely, we start to feel isolated, 186 00:12:13.399 --> 00:12:17.559 we start to feel separated. But that is why meditation 187 00:12:17.759 --> 00:12:21.039 is so important, because when you plug back into meditation, 188 00:12:21.360 --> 00:12:24.759 you forget the illusion of reality, of three D reality, 189 00:12:24.840 --> 00:12:27.799 and you remember the truth of being divinely connected to 190 00:12:27.960 --> 00:12:32.639 all and everything. I call loneliness the original wound because 191 00:12:32.679 --> 00:12:37.279 I think it's very prevalent in society and in human beings. 192 00:12:37.679 --> 00:12:40.559 A lot of us feel loneliness at some point in 193 00:12:40.639 --> 00:12:43.759 our life. Maybe we feel misunderstood, maybe we're going through 194 00:12:43.799 --> 00:12:46.720 a season where we're building something different. But I think 195 00:12:46.879 --> 00:12:49.720 every single human being on this planet could say at 196 00:12:49.799 --> 00:12:55.879 some point in time they have experienced the feeling of loneliness. 197 00:12:57.159 --> 00:12:58.919 You are not alone in your loneliness. 198 00:13:00.120 --> 00:13:01.960 Ironic, but you're not. 199 00:13:03.000 --> 00:13:06.120 And you can take a break from feeling this loneliness 200 00:13:06.519 --> 00:13:10.159 by tapping into meditation, connecting to your spirit guides. There's 201 00:13:10.200 --> 00:13:13.879 a million and one meditations to connect to your spirit guides. 202 00:13:15.840 --> 00:13:19.039 I think it's important that we compare loneliness in transition 203 00:13:19.200 --> 00:13:21.440 versus lonely in the wrong places with the wrong people. 204 00:13:22.120 --> 00:13:27.080 The loneliness of being misaligned in the wrong relationship that 205 00:13:27.720 --> 00:13:30.919 is going to erode you from the inside out because 206 00:13:30.919 --> 00:13:35.200 you're going to constantly be questioning yourself. I had a beautiful, 207 00:13:35.279 --> 00:13:38.320 loving relationship, but I did feel alone in a lot 208 00:13:39.000 --> 00:13:42.440 of circumstances because I felt alone in how I viewed 209 00:13:42.480 --> 00:13:46.120 the world. And only recently have I realized what I 210 00:13:46.240 --> 00:13:49.519 really want in a relationship is someone who sees the 211 00:13:49.639 --> 00:13:53.279 world in a similar way that I do, because that 212 00:13:53.639 --> 00:13:56.360 would allow me to feel a little bit less lonely. Oh, 213 00:13:56.480 --> 00:13:59.519 someone understands me. It's not just being looked at, but 214 00:13:59.639 --> 00:14:03.159 being seen and understood. That's a different level of intimacy. 215 00:14:04.080 --> 00:14:09.360 Loneliness because you're in a misaligned relationship that's not gonna 216 00:14:09.399 --> 00:14:14.000 go anywhere, that will be prolonged. That's tough get out 217 00:14:14.039 --> 00:14:17.720 of there. But loneliness because you're gonna season of growth 218 00:14:18.039 --> 00:14:20.840 because you're working towards something that you've been wanting since. 219 00:14:20.639 --> 00:14:21.279 You were a child. 220 00:14:22.039 --> 00:14:26.120 That's temporary, that's gonna go away, that is for now, 221 00:14:26.360 --> 00:14:31.399 not forever. Being lonely while figuring yourself out, I find 222 00:14:31.600 --> 00:14:38.240 is empowering because it's it's a bridge. It's just a bridge, 223 00:14:38.960 --> 00:14:42.799 and it's leading you to a more aligned place. You 224 00:14:42.960 --> 00:14:46.120 might feel lonely now because you didn't yet set up 225 00:14:46.159 --> 00:14:48.080 the business, but once you set up the business, you're 226 00:14:48.080 --> 00:14:49.919 gonna have all these clients. You're gonna have all these 227 00:14:49.960 --> 00:14:52.600 people coming to you, and you're not gonna feel so alone. 228 00:14:52.840 --> 00:14:55.440 You might feel lonely as you stop binge drinking with 229 00:14:55.519 --> 00:14:56.039 your friends. 230 00:14:56.240 --> 00:14:59.559 But as you do more trails and learn about spiritual. 231 00:14:59.679 --> 00:15:01.840 Teach, you'll find your community. 232 00:15:02.679 --> 00:15:05.960 But you have to change before your community can find you. 233 00:15:06.639 --> 00:15:09.639 When this student is ready, the teacher will appear. When 234 00:15:09.720 --> 00:15:14.000 you shift, your community will find you. If you're dating 235 00:15:14.360 --> 00:15:17.159 and you're feeling lonely, or you're in a misaligned relationship 236 00:15:17.279 --> 00:15:22.039 and you're feeling lonely, I encourage you to unplug from 237 00:15:22.120 --> 00:15:25.320 people who can't see you, can't understand you. They might 238 00:15:25.399 --> 00:15:29.720 be lovely, there might be nothing bad about them, but 239 00:15:29.879 --> 00:15:33.480 they just might not be your person. They just might 240 00:15:33.600 --> 00:15:36.960 not be in rite vibrational alignment with you. We don't 241 00:15:37.000 --> 00:15:39.799 need to demonize someone just because they're not your person. 242 00:15:40.720 --> 00:15:42.960 That's a waste of time and doesn't actually make sense. 243 00:15:44.440 --> 00:15:48.039 While you're lonely, The funny thing is your spirit team 244 00:15:48.360 --> 00:15:53.639 is waiting to connect with you, jumping behind the veils, 245 00:15:53.759 --> 00:15:56.320 trying to connect with you, sending you signs, and you're 246 00:15:56.360 --> 00:15:59.279 going about your day not even realizing, not even noticing, 247 00:15:59.559 --> 00:16:02.200 and they're are just behind the veil. Hey, look at us, 248 00:16:02.279 --> 00:16:04.679 We're waiting for you. Can you connect to us, get 249 00:16:04.720 --> 00:16:07.600 into meditation. We want to talk to you. We've been 250 00:16:07.639 --> 00:16:09.559 waiting to connect to you since you were born before 251 00:16:09.639 --> 00:16:12.039 you were even born, and you are entertaining nonchalant men 252 00:16:12.039 --> 00:16:13.519 who don't give you the time of day. We want 253 00:16:13.559 --> 00:16:14.000 to talk to you. 254 00:16:15.960 --> 00:16:17.120 I invite you. 255 00:16:17.639 --> 00:16:20.879 If you are lonely, connect to your divine team. They're 256 00:16:21.000 --> 00:16:21.879 waiting to talk to you. 257 00:16:21.960 --> 00:16:24.080 You got ancestors from the Middle Ages who are. 258 00:16:24.000 --> 00:16:29.320 Like, hello, Hello, we're trying to activate the bloodline. Can 259 00:16:29.440 --> 00:16:33.200 you tap in? They have things to say, they want 260 00:16:33.240 --> 00:16:36.120 to talk to you, and you're hearing this because they're 261 00:16:36.279 --> 00:16:42.240 encouraging me to encourage you. Acknowledge the transition phase, acknowledge 262 00:16:42.279 --> 00:16:46.000 the misaligned relationships, and then take action. Will you please 263 00:16:46.080 --> 00:16:51.200 thank you? I fully admit the transition phase, taking the 264 00:16:51.320 --> 00:16:55.159 road less travel, the in between of who you used 265 00:16:55.200 --> 00:17:00.000 to be but not yet who you are destined to be. Yeah. 266 00:17:00.039 --> 00:17:00.840 Yeah, it's awkward. 267 00:17:01.240 --> 00:17:03.919 You're kind of dangling a little bit like a Christmas ornament. 268 00:17:05.240 --> 00:17:09.079 It can feel isolating because you're in the unknown territory 269 00:17:09.240 --> 00:17:10.039 of life. 270 00:17:10.160 --> 00:17:10.440 Hello. 271 00:17:12.440 --> 00:17:16.039 I think when we start seeing this as a death 272 00:17:16.160 --> 00:17:21.400 sentence instead of a life sentence, it becomes on fun. 273 00:17:21.240 --> 00:17:24.119 And I really think fun is our divine right. 274 00:17:24.440 --> 00:17:26.559 I want you to start looking at Earth like it's 275 00:17:26.559 --> 00:17:31.079 a vacation. When you go on vacation, you're you're laid back. 276 00:17:31.160 --> 00:17:33.920 Whatever happens happens. I'm gonna go hang out at the beach. 277 00:17:34.279 --> 00:17:36.839 I'm gonna go get some sun. I'm gonna have a 278 00:17:37.960 --> 00:17:42.000 smoothie and take a walk by this palm tree. I'm 279 00:17:42.039 --> 00:17:44.480 gonna go on an adventure. What's going to happen next? 280 00:17:44.519 --> 00:17:47.680 I'm gonna eat some good food. When you go on vacation, 281 00:17:48.720 --> 00:17:53.240 you enjoy yourself. You set the intention to enjoy yourself. Baby, 282 00:17:53.599 --> 00:17:56.720 Earth is your vacation. You are in this world, but 283 00:17:56.799 --> 00:17:58.759 you are not of it. When you start seeing the 284 00:17:58.880 --> 00:18:02.440 loneliness as a forever thing, you freak yourself out. When 285 00:18:02.480 --> 00:18:04.920 you start seeing life as a death sentence, you start 286 00:18:04.960 --> 00:18:09.599 freaking yourself out. This is a vacation. Find enjoyment where 287 00:18:09.640 --> 00:18:12.720 you can, even when you're in a loneliness era, even 288 00:18:12.759 --> 00:18:16.599 when you're in an isolation season, it's here for some reason. 289 00:18:17.160 --> 00:18:22.240 Figure it out, unwrap the present, look inside. What is 290 00:18:22.279 --> 00:18:27.039 a gift to you? Find out? Please thank you. Loneliness 291 00:18:27.160 --> 00:18:30.559 is a sign of growth. Loneliness is a bridge to 292 00:18:30.720 --> 00:18:34.880 your next season. You were never promised that every single 293 00:18:34.920 --> 00:18:37.440 season of your life was gonna be rainbows and butterflies. 294 00:18:37.599 --> 00:18:39.759 No one ever said that, and if they did, guess what, 295 00:18:39.880 --> 00:18:40.480 They're a liar. 296 00:18:40.799 --> 00:18:41.839 Sorry people, lie. 297 00:18:42.160 --> 00:18:45.119 I won't not every season is going to be a 298 00:18:45.240 --> 00:18:48.400 peak season. You'll have peaks, you will have valleys, you 299 00:18:48.440 --> 00:18:51.839 will have neutral seasons. There's gonna be many different seasons. 300 00:18:51.920 --> 00:18:55.000 It's the flavors of life. If everything was always the 301 00:18:55.079 --> 00:18:58.480 same in a constant you would be bored. Imagine having 302 00:18:58.519 --> 00:19:00.480 to wear the same thing every day, eat same thing 303 00:19:00.519 --> 00:19:03.440 every day, do the same exact routine every single day. 304 00:19:03.680 --> 00:19:06.799 You would get bored. We want routine for safety, but 305 00:19:06.880 --> 00:19:09.480 if it's exactly the same, we get bored, and then 306 00:19:09.519 --> 00:19:13.799 we'd become angry at life. We need change. So even 307 00:19:13.839 --> 00:19:17.319 if you're in a loneliness season, things are changing, Things 308 00:19:17.359 --> 00:19:23.200 are aligning, things are transitioning. I have been changing my 309 00:19:23.759 --> 00:19:27.680 routine recently. I've been waking up if you can't believe it, 310 00:19:27.839 --> 00:19:31.920 before the sun rises, oh who am I? And I've 311 00:19:31.960 --> 00:19:34.319 been going to a really early workout class early for 312 00:19:34.480 --> 00:19:38.680 me anyway. And I've been sitting in meditation longer. And 313 00:19:38.799 --> 00:19:45.920 another thing I did was I stopped drinking. That wasn't 314 00:19:46.000 --> 00:19:50.720 really intentional, but it was just something that happened. One 315 00:19:50.799 --> 00:19:53.039 friend told me they stopped drinking. Then another friend told 316 00:19:53.079 --> 00:19:54.559 me they don't really like to drink. And then I 317 00:19:54.640 --> 00:19:57.599 was dating someone who was sober, not for any other reason, 318 00:19:57.680 --> 00:20:00.279 but they just didn't want to do it anymore. And 319 00:20:00.640 --> 00:20:03.920 I was starting to notice a pattern. And as human beings, 320 00:20:04.039 --> 00:20:08.920 it's our responsibility to look around our reality and decode it. 321 00:20:09.160 --> 00:20:12.400 Look at the patterns, figure it out, decode the angel numbers, 322 00:20:12.440 --> 00:20:15.200 the signs God speaks to people, Hello, wake up. 323 00:20:15.680 --> 00:20:17.279 And I started to see a theme. 324 00:20:17.480 --> 00:20:20.319 And then the last time I did have alcohol was Halloween, 325 00:20:21.039 --> 00:20:22.759 and I just felt lucky. 326 00:20:22.920 --> 00:20:25.400 Afterwards, I just my body hurt. 327 00:20:26.240 --> 00:20:27.799 I don't know if it's because I'm getting older or 328 00:20:27.839 --> 00:20:30.480 what it is, but I just didn't feel good and 329 00:20:30.640 --> 00:20:32.440 I said to myself, I need a break. So I 330 00:20:32.480 --> 00:20:37.599 took four weeks off from drinking, and I started to 331 00:20:37.720 --> 00:20:42.200 feel okay. At first, I felt amazing, and then I 332 00:20:42.279 --> 00:20:45.160 started to feel a little isolated because when I stopped drinking, 333 00:20:45.279 --> 00:20:48.000 I simultaneously stopped going out and doing things. 334 00:20:48.279 --> 00:20:49.799 I was so tired I needed rest. 335 00:20:50.599 --> 00:20:54.559 But then at week four, it was Thanksgiving Eve and 336 00:20:55.240 --> 00:20:58.319 my friends are inviting me out. I said to myself, 337 00:20:58.480 --> 00:21:01.759 I'm just gonna go and I'm not gonna drink. I'll 338 00:21:01.839 --> 00:21:04.279 drive myself and I won't drink. I had one of 339 00:21:04.319 --> 00:21:06.799 the best nights of my life, completely sober. I stayed 340 00:21:06.799 --> 00:21:11.240 out till four am, four am sober. Turns out, I 341 00:21:11.400 --> 00:21:14.000 talk even more when I'm sober, and that is why 342 00:21:14.119 --> 00:21:16.400 my voice is so raspy. Then I went out that 343 00:21:16.519 --> 00:21:20.400 Friday as well, again stayed out late. I'm not partying crazy, 344 00:21:20.400 --> 00:21:23.200 I'm having conversations, but I'm just out late. And again 345 00:21:23.599 --> 00:21:27.000 such an amazing night. And then Saturday, Okay, I did overkill. 346 00:21:27.119 --> 00:21:29.119 Three nights in one week is overkilled for me. 347 00:21:29.680 --> 00:21:34.039 Too much, too much DC. She's an extreme individual and 348 00:21:34.160 --> 00:21:37.160 she does extreme things. I did go out Saturday again, 349 00:21:37.319 --> 00:21:39.519 and then I had that was exactly four weeks of 350 00:21:39.599 --> 00:21:42.799 no drinking. And I had one espresso martini only because 351 00:21:42.839 --> 00:21:46.599 they couldn't make it without the martini part. I don't 352 00:21:46.759 --> 00:21:50.240 know how to explain that. But I didn't finish it. 353 00:21:50.279 --> 00:21:52.359 I had a couple of SIPs just because I honestly 354 00:21:52.400 --> 00:21:56.920 wanted some coffee, and then that was it. But now 355 00:21:57.759 --> 00:21:59.559 you know, I said to myself, I I didn't really 356 00:21:59.559 --> 00:22:01.200 want to drink, and then I just was like I'll 357 00:22:01.240 --> 00:22:03.200 just see how long I go. And now I think 358 00:22:03.200 --> 00:22:06.279 I'm gonna make it more intentional that I might just 359 00:22:06.400 --> 00:22:10.079 stop drinking altogether. I know what kind of life I want, 360 00:22:10.720 --> 00:22:16.000 and I really don't think that version of me drinks ever. 361 00:22:17.480 --> 00:22:20.119 Maybe for a holiday, if even that. But then I'm like, 362 00:22:20.480 --> 00:22:22.200 why would I even drink for a holiday so I 363 00:22:22.240 --> 00:22:24.839 can poison myself? I started to just think, what am 364 00:22:24.880 --> 00:22:25.440 I drinking for? 365 00:22:25.599 --> 00:22:27.720 What's the point of this? What is the point of this? 366 00:22:28.880 --> 00:22:31.319 I don't know. I don't know what the point of 367 00:22:31.319 --> 00:22:33.720 alcohol is. And then I thought about it and I 368 00:22:33.839 --> 00:22:36.400 was like, Okay, why do people drink? I used to 369 00:22:36.440 --> 00:22:38.519 say I would drink to make other people more interesting, 370 00:22:38.839 --> 00:22:41.759 And then I said to myself, that's a problem. If 371 00:22:41.839 --> 00:22:44.799 I need a drink alcohol to make the people I'm 372 00:22:44.880 --> 00:22:47.559 talking to more interesting, I need to change who I'm 373 00:22:47.720 --> 00:22:51.319 speaking to because that's a problem. I have to poison 374 00:22:51.440 --> 00:22:53.079 myself so I find someone interesting. 375 00:22:53.519 --> 00:22:54.559 That's a problem. 376 00:22:55.960 --> 00:22:58.039 So I changed who I was hanging out with. I 377 00:22:58.119 --> 00:23:00.960 spoke to different people. Next time, I ask, Okay, what 378 00:23:01.119 --> 00:23:04.319 other reasons do people drink for? They drink because they're 379 00:23:04.359 --> 00:23:06.720 not comfortable in their skin. They drink because they need 380 00:23:07.079 --> 00:23:10.039 a permission slip to be authentic, to act out, to dance. 381 00:23:10.440 --> 00:23:13.240 I don't need that. I went out completely sober. I 382 00:23:13.359 --> 00:23:15.319 was dancing, I was chatting, I was talking. I'll go 383 00:23:15.400 --> 00:23:18.480 up to anyone. I don't care. I don't need alcohol 384 00:23:18.559 --> 00:23:20.839 to give me a permission slip to be myself. I 385 00:23:21.000 --> 00:23:24.039 don't care. I don't care what any mere mortal thinks 386 00:23:24.079 --> 00:23:27.359 to me. I'm here for an audience of one, and 387 00:23:27.519 --> 00:23:30.400 that is God. If you want to judge me have fun, 388 00:23:30.640 --> 00:23:33.720 I'll take that energy and transmute it into hotness, wealth 389 00:23:33.880 --> 00:23:37.240 and health. I don't care. You're just gonna get negative karma. 390 00:23:37.319 --> 00:23:38.279 What does that have to do with me? 391 00:23:39.720 --> 00:23:44.920 Anyway? I don't think poisoning myself is a good enough 392 00:23:45.039 --> 00:23:47.759 reason for me to talk to people who I don't 393 00:23:47.799 --> 00:23:49.920 find interesting. I don't think I need it as a 394 00:23:49.960 --> 00:23:55.079 permission slip to be myself. And it tastes disgusting to me. 395 00:23:55.359 --> 00:23:58.039 I've never liked to do it. No, no, no, no, 396 00:23:59.319 --> 00:24:02.319 I like it and my TEENI because the espresso part. 397 00:24:02.599 --> 00:24:07.640 What did I notice? WHOA I made better connections. I'm 398 00:24:07.720 --> 00:24:10.839 now aligning with people who I've been wanting to align 399 00:24:10.960 --> 00:24:15.839 with so much better because I'm more clear headed, and 400 00:24:15.920 --> 00:24:19.799 the alcohol isn't shifting my vibration. I'm aligning with better 401 00:24:20.440 --> 00:24:25.359