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Speaker 1: unbecome who we are not so we can fully step
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Speaker 1: not here on this planet to be average. You did
Speaker 1: not come all the way down from whatever you incarnated
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Speaker 1: is not for everyone, hence why there's not billions of
Speaker 1: people listening to it. This podcasts are for those souls
Speaker 1: who are meant to do big things. If you are
Speaker 1: hearing this message, not only are you meant to be here,
Speaker 1: but you're meant to do big things. And that means
Speaker 1: you're not meant to be like everybody else. You're not
Speaker 1: meant to have average results. You're not meant to live
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Speaker 1: you ever feel lonely? Yes, sometimes you're going to experience loneliness,
Speaker 1: And that is really what I want to discuss today.
Speaker 1: When you choose your destiny, you choose the path less traveled. Okay,
Speaker 1: cue the loneliness. It might come in. It might come in.
Speaker 1: Stepping into your destiny often means stepping away from everything
Speaker 1: that's familiar and comfortable and habitual in your current reality,
Speaker 1: and therefore it can feel somewhat isolating when you leave
Speaker 1: behind certain habits, people, places. Your brain, You're eg goic
Speaker 1: mind is gonna crave that familiarity. It's gonna want to
Speaker 1: go back. The thing about familiarity is just because something's
Speaker 1: familiar to you doesn't mean it's good for you. Your
Speaker 1: brain is gonna tell you go back to binge eating,
Speaker 1: go back to binge drinking, not because it's good for you,
Speaker 1: but because it's familiar. You're stronger than what is familiar
Speaker 1: to you. And this is your energetic invitation to step
Speaker 1: away from what you've known so you can become everything
Speaker 1: you've ever wanted to be. Your mind will create familiarity,
Speaker 1: but your soul creates your destiny. Your soul creates fulfillment.
Speaker 1: Your soul, before you ever came to planet Earth, knew
Speaker 1: exactly what it wanted to do while on this planet,
Speaker 1: and that is where your soul is trying to drag you. Now,
Speaker 1: your ego might want to stay, and so you might
Speaker 1: feel like you're having this inner world war. My soul
Speaker 1: wants to move forward, It wants growth, but my ego
Speaker 1: wants to stay the same.
Speaker 2: Which avatar are you going to choose? You have free will?
Speaker 1: Are you going to choose free will to devolve? Or
Speaker 1: do you want to choose your destiny? I feel that
Speaker 1: loneliness is a very small price to pay for reaching
Speaker 1: your destiny.
Speaker 2: You might have to step onto that path that not
Speaker 2: many people are on, so.
Speaker 1: It might not be filled with other human beings. It
Speaker 1: might feel a little isolating, a little lonely. But is
Speaker 1: that really that high of a price to pay for
Speaker 1: attracting everything you've ever wanted for fulfilling your soul's destiny?
Speaker 1: Is that that high a price to pay? This feeling
Speaker 1: of loneliness that you might be experiencing is temporary, and
Speaker 1: it's the bridge to your destiny. What are you going
Speaker 1: to choose? I have been choosing my destiny, and this
Speaker 1: means more discipline, more meditation. It means being hyper aware
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Speaker 1: Without further ado, let's get into today's episode. About eight
Speaker 1: months ago, I had a therapy session and my therapist
Speaker 1: looked at me dead in the eyes and he said, CC,
Speaker 1: no matter how much you would have explained yourself to
Speaker 1: your ex. No matter how many parts of yourself you
Speaker 1: would have shown your ex, he would have never been
Speaker 1: able to fully see you, nor digest who you are.
Speaker 1: He would never have been able to really understand all
Speaker 1: the parts of you. And that made me want to
Speaker 1: dig a hole into planet Earth and never leave again. However,
Speaker 1: it put a lot of perspective on loneliness for me,
Speaker 1: so let's talk about it. Being lonely in a relationship
Speaker 1: is so much worse than being alone and feeling lonely
Speaker 1: while you're in a transition phase building yourself up to greatness.
Speaker 1: Feeling lonely while surrounded by family and friends who don't
Speaker 1: understand you is so much worse than experiencing loneliness because
Speaker 1: you're in a season of isolation transitioning your vibration. Let's
Speaker 1: put some respect on loneliness for a minute. Being lonely
Speaker 1: because you're building something, because you're focused on feeding your
Speaker 1: energy into your empire, learning, growing, becoming better is so
Speaker 1: different than being or feeling alone while surrounded by people.
Speaker 1: When you feel lonely and you're surrounded by people or
Speaker 1: in a relationship, that loneliness it ain't going away because
Speaker 1: you're surrounded by the wrong people, but feeling temporary loneliness
Speaker 1: because you're in a season, trying to build something that's
Speaker 1: not going to last forever, that has an in sight,
Speaker 1: and that is just delayed gratification. You're doing something, so
Speaker 1: you might not feel one hundred percent fulfilled with the
Speaker 1: people around you twenty four to seven while you're building something.
Speaker 1: It's called a season. It will end, and it's different.
Speaker 1: It is different, and that is the price to pay
Speaker 1: when you want to build something and be above average.
Speaker 1: I believe as human beings we don't have something called
Speaker 1: original sin that doesn't resonate with me. I do believe, however,
Speaker 1: we have something called original loneliness. Come on this journey
Speaker 1: with me.
Speaker 2: Okay, we go from.
Speaker 1: Being one with everything. Our soul is completely connected with God.
Speaker 1: There is no illusion of separation caused by the egoic mind,
Speaker 1: and we feel connected to everything at all times. That
Speaker 1: tree is me and I am that tree. I am
Speaker 1: you and you are me. We have an understanding because
Speaker 1: we're not limited by our three D cents. Is that
Speaker 1: puts us under an illusion every veil of separateness. However,
Speaker 1: then our.
Speaker 2: Soul decides, you know what I have an idea.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna incarnate. Yeah, I'm gonna incarnate as a human being.
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna choose the mother beat Boop bop you,
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna be pushed through that woman's vessel and
Speaker 1: I'm gonna PLoP out a human being. When we are born,
Speaker 1: we are born in a human body. We are now
Speaker 1: limited by our senses. Now I can't really tell that
Speaker 1: you are me and I am you. I can't tell
Speaker 1: that I'm divinely connected to all things because my eyes
Speaker 1: and the way I feel things and the way I
Speaker 1: hear things, it feels like everything is separate. Everything down
Speaker 1: to its smallest atom is just vibrating particles, its energy,
Speaker 1: and everything is actually entangled, even if you can't perceive
Speaker 1: it as such. We can't perceive what the nature of
Speaker 1: reality actually is. We are limited. So what happens is
Speaker 1: we forget. We forget that we're connected to everything, and
Speaker 1: therefore we start to feel lonely, we start to feel isolated,
Speaker 1: we start to feel separated. But that is why meditation
Speaker 1: is so important, because when you plug back into meditation,
Speaker 1: you forget the illusion of reality, of three D reality,
Speaker 1: and you remember the truth of being divinely connected to
Speaker 1: all and everything. I call loneliness the original wound because
Speaker 1: I think it's very prevalent in society and in human beings.
Speaker 1: A lot of us feel loneliness at some point in
Speaker 1: our life. Maybe we feel misunderstood, maybe we're going through
Speaker 1: a season where we're building something different. But I think
Speaker 1: every single human being on this planet could say at
Speaker 1: some point in time they have experienced the feeling of loneliness.
Speaker 1: You are not alone in your loneliness.
Speaker 2: Ironic, but you're not.
Speaker 1: And you can take a break from feeling this loneliness
Speaker 1: by tapping into meditation, connecting to your spirit guides. There's
Speaker 1: a million and one meditations to connect to your spirit guides.
Speaker 1: I think it's important that we compare loneliness in transition
Speaker 1: versus lonely in the wrong places with the wrong people.
Speaker 1: The loneliness of being misaligned in the wrong relationship that
Speaker 1: is going to erode you from the inside out because
Speaker 1: you're going to constantly be questioning yourself. I had a beautiful,
Speaker 1: loving relationship, but I did feel alone in a lot
Speaker 1: of circumstances because I felt alone in how I viewed
Speaker 1: the world. And only recently have I realized what I
Speaker 1: really want in a relationship is someone who sees the
Speaker 1: world in a similar way that I do, because that
Speaker 1: would allow me to feel a little bit less lonely. Oh,
Speaker 1: someone understands me. It's not just being looked at, but
Speaker 1: being seen and understood. That's a different level of intimacy.
Speaker 1: Loneliness because you're in a misaligned relationship that's not gonna
Speaker 1: go anywhere, that will be prolonged. That's tough get out
Speaker 1: of there. But loneliness because you're gonna season of growth
Speaker 1: because you're working towards something that you've been wanting since.
Speaker 2: You were a child.
Speaker 1: That's temporary, that's gonna go away, that is for now,
Speaker 1: not forever. Being lonely while figuring yourself out, I find
Speaker 1: is empowering because it's it's a bridge. It's just a bridge,
Speaker 1: and it's leading you to a more aligned place. You
Speaker 1: might feel lonely now because you didn't yet set up
Speaker 1: the business, but once you set up the business, you're
Speaker 1: gonna have all these clients. You're gonna have all these
Speaker 1: people coming to you, and you're not gonna feel so alone.
Speaker 1: You might feel lonely as you stop binge drinking with
Speaker 1: your friends.
Speaker 2: But as you do more trails and learn about spiritual.
Speaker 1: Teach, you'll find your community.
Speaker 2: But you have to change before your community can find you.
Speaker 1: When this student is ready, the teacher will appear. When
Speaker 1: you shift, your community will find you. If you're dating
Speaker 1: and you're feeling lonely, or you're in a misaligned relationship
Speaker 1: and you're feeling lonely, I encourage you to unplug from
Speaker 1: people who can't see you, can't understand you. They might
Speaker 1: be lovely, there might be nothing bad about them, but
Speaker 1: they just might not be your person. They just might
Speaker 1: not be in rite vibrational alignment with you. We don't
Speaker 1: need to demonize someone just because they're not your person.
Speaker 1: That's a waste of time and doesn't actually make sense.
Speaker 1: While you're lonely, The funny thing is your spirit team
Speaker 1: is waiting to connect with you, jumping behind the veils,
Speaker 1: trying to connect with you, sending you signs, and you're
Speaker 1: going about your day not even realizing, not even noticing,
Speaker 1: and they're are just behind the veil. Hey, look at us,
Speaker 1: We're waiting for you. Can you connect to us, get
Speaker 1: into meditation. We want to talk to you. We've been
Speaker 1: waiting to connect to you since you were born before
Speaker 1: you were even born, and you are entertaining nonchalant men
Speaker 1: who don't give you the time of day. We want
Speaker 1: to talk to you.
Speaker 2: I invite you.
Speaker 1: If you are lonely, connect to your divine team. They're
Speaker 1: waiting to talk to you.
Speaker 2: You got ancestors from the Middle Ages who are.
Speaker 1: Like, hello, Hello, we're trying to activate the bloodline. Can
Speaker 1: you tap in? They have things to say, they want
Speaker 1: to talk to you, and you're hearing this because they're
Speaker 1: encouraging me to encourage you. Acknowledge the transition phase, acknowledge
Speaker 1: the misaligned relationships, and then take action. Will you please
Speaker 1: thank you? I fully admit the transition phase, taking the
Speaker 1: road less travel, the in between of who you used
Speaker 1: to be but not yet who you are destined to be. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's awkward.
Speaker 1: You're kind of dangling a little bit like a Christmas ornament.
Speaker 1: It can feel isolating because you're in the unknown territory
Speaker 1: of life.
Speaker 2: Hello.
Speaker 1: I think when we start seeing this as a death
Speaker 1: sentence instead of a life sentence, it becomes on fun.
Speaker 2: And I really think fun is our divine right.
Speaker 1: I want you to start looking at Earth like it's
Speaker 1: a vacation. When you go on vacation, you're you're laid back.
Speaker 1: Whatever happens happens. I'm gonna go hang out at the beach.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go get some sun. I'm gonna have a
Speaker 1: smoothie and take a walk by this palm tree. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna go on an adventure. What's going to happen next?
Speaker 1: I'm gonna eat some good food. When you go on vacation,
Speaker 1: you enjoy yourself. You set the intention to enjoy yourself. Baby,
Speaker 1: Earth is your vacation. You are in this world, but
Speaker 1: you are not of it. When you start seeing the
Speaker 1: loneliness as a forever thing, you freak yourself out. When
Speaker 1: you start seeing life as a death sentence, you start
Speaker 1: freaking yourself out. This is a vacation. Find enjoyment where
Speaker 1: you can, even when you're in a loneliness era, even
Speaker 1: when you're in an isolation season, it's here for some reason.
Speaker 1: Figure it out, unwrap the present, look inside. What is
Speaker 1: a gift to you? Find out? Please thank you. Loneliness
Speaker 1: is a sign of growth. Loneliness is a bridge to
Speaker 1: your next season. You were never promised that every single
Speaker 1: season of your life was gonna be rainbows and butterflies.
Speaker 1: No one ever said that, and if they did, guess what,
Speaker 1: They're a liar.
Speaker 2: Sorry people, lie.
Speaker 1: I won't not every season is going to be a
Speaker 1: peak season. You'll have peaks, you will have valleys, you
Speaker 1: will have neutral seasons. There's gonna be many different seasons.
Speaker 1: It's the flavors of life. If everything was always the
Speaker 1: same in a constant you would be bored. Imagine having
Speaker 1: to wear the same thing every day, eat same thing
Speaker 1: every day, do the same exact routine every single day.
Speaker 1: You would get bored. We want routine for safety, but
Speaker 1: if it's exactly the same, we get bored, and then
Speaker 1: we'd become angry at life. We need change. So even
Speaker 1: if you're in a loneliness season, things are changing, Things
Speaker 1: are aligning, things are transitioning. I have been changing my
Speaker 1: routine recently. I've been waking up if you can't believe it,
Speaker 1: before the sun rises, oh who am I? And I've
Speaker 1: been going to a really early workout class early for
Speaker 1: me anyway. And I've been sitting in meditation longer. And
Speaker 1: another thing I did was I stopped drinking. That wasn't
Speaker 1: really intentional, but it was just something that happened. One
Speaker 1: friend told me they stopped drinking. Then another friend told
Speaker 1: me they don't really like to drink. And then I
Speaker 1: was dating someone who was sober, not for any other reason,
Speaker 1: but they just didn't want to do it anymore. And
Speaker 1: I was starting to notice a pattern. And as human beings,
Speaker 1: it's our responsibility to look around our reality and decode it.
Speaker 1: Look at the patterns, figure it out, decode the angel numbers,
Speaker 1: the signs God speaks to people, Hello, wake up.
Speaker 2: And I started to see a theme.
Speaker 1: And then the last time I did have alcohol was Halloween,
Speaker 1: and I just felt lucky.
Speaker 2: Afterwards, I just my body hurt.
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's because I'm getting older or
Speaker 1: what it is, but I just didn't feel good and
Speaker 1: I said to myself, I need a break. So I
Speaker 1: took four weeks off from drinking, and I started to
Speaker 1: feel okay. At first, I felt amazing, and then I
Speaker 1: started to feel a little isolated because when I stopped drinking,
Speaker 1: I simultaneously stopped going out and doing things.
Speaker 2: I was so tired I needed rest.
Speaker 1: But then at week four, it was Thanksgiving Eve and
Speaker 1: my friends are inviting me out. I said to myself,
Speaker 1: I'm just gonna go and I'm not gonna drink. I'll
Speaker 1: drive myself and I won't drink. I had one of
Speaker 1: the best nights of my life, completely sober. I stayed
Speaker 1: out till four am, four am sober. Turns out, I
Speaker 1: talk even more when I'm sober, and that is why
Speaker 1: my voice is so raspy. Then I went out that
Speaker 1: Friday as well, again stayed out late. I'm not partying crazy,
Speaker 1: I'm having conversations, but I'm just out late. And again
Speaker 1: such an amazing night. And then Saturday, Okay, I did overkill.
Speaker 2: Three nights in one week is overkilled for me.
Speaker 1: Too much, too much DC. She's an extreme individual and
Speaker 1: she does extreme things. I did go out Saturday again,
Speaker 1: and then I had that was exactly four weeks of
Speaker 1: no drinking. And I had one espresso martini only because
Speaker 1: they couldn't make it without the martini part. I don't
Speaker 1: know how to explain that. But I didn't finish it.
Speaker 1: I had a couple of SIPs just because I honestly
Speaker 1: wanted some coffee, and then that was it. But now
Speaker 1: you know, I said to myself, I I didn't really
Speaker 1: want to drink, and then I just was like I'll
Speaker 1: just see how long I go. And now I think
Speaker 1: I'm gonna make it more intentional that I might just
Speaker 1: stop drinking altogether. I know what kind of life I want,
Speaker 1: and I really don't think that version of me drinks ever.
Speaker 1: Maybe for a holiday, if even that. But then I'm like,
Speaker 1: why would I even drink for a holiday so I
Speaker 1: can poison myself? I started to just think, what am
Speaker 1: I drinking for?
Speaker 2: What's the point of this? What is the point of this?
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know what the point of
Speaker 1: alcohol is. And then I thought about it and I
Speaker 1: was like, Okay, why do people drink? I used to
Speaker 1: say I would drink to make other people more interesting,
Speaker 1: And then I said to myself, that's a problem. If
Speaker 1: I need a drink alcohol to make the people I'm
Speaker 1: talking to more interesting, I need to change who I'm
Speaker 1: speaking to because that's a problem. I have to poison
Speaker 1: myself so I find someone interesting.
Speaker 2: That's a problem.
Speaker 1: So I changed who I was hanging out with. I
Speaker 1: spoke to different people. Next time, I ask, Okay, what
Speaker 1: other reasons do people drink for? They drink because they're
Speaker 1: not comfortable in their skin. They drink because they need
Speaker 1: a permission slip to be authentic, to act out, to dance.
Speaker 1: I don't need that. I went out completely sober. I
Speaker 1: was dancing, I was chatting, I was talking. I'll go
Speaker 1: up to anyone. I don't care. I don't need alcohol
Speaker 1: to give me a permission slip to be myself. I
Speaker 1: don't care. I don't care what any mere mortal thinks
Speaker 1: to me. I'm here for an audience of one, and
Speaker 1: that is God. If you want to judge me have fun,
Speaker 1: I'll take that energy and transmute it into hotness, wealth
Speaker 1: and health. I don't care. You're just gonna get negative karma.
Speaker 2: What does that have to do with me?
Speaker 1: Anyway? I don't think poisoning myself is a good enough
Speaker 1: reason for me to talk to people who I don't
Speaker 1: find interesting. I don't think I need it as a
Speaker 1: permission slip to be myself. And it tastes disgusting to me.
Speaker 1: I've never liked to do it. No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: I like it and my TEENI because the espresso part.
Speaker 1: What did I notice? WHOA I made better connections. I'm
Speaker 1: now aligning with people who I've been wanting to align
Speaker 1: with so much better because I'm more clear headed, and
Speaker 1: the alcohol isn't shifting my vibration. I'm aligning with better
Speaker 1: potential partners. I've noticed that I'm having better conversations with
Speaker 1: better people, I actually have interests in, and I'm able
Speaker 1: to remember my whole entire night. I wasn't sure how
Speaker 1: going out and not drinking was going to affect me,
Speaker 1: and that's why I didn't for three weeks.
Speaker 2: But the fourth week, I was like, efit, I'm just
Speaker 2: gonna see what happens.
Speaker 1: And it was. I had so much fun. It was amazing.
Speaker 1: It was so amazing.
Speaker 2: I really recommend just giving it a try.
Speaker 1: I now feel even more confident in myself that I
Speaker 1: can go out and I don't need a crutch of
Speaker 1: alcohol in order to be myself or talk to people
Speaker 1: or have fun. I don't need it. I have everything
Speaker 1: I need already within me. I feel more powerful, more confident.
Speaker 1: I feel like my skin looks better. I just feel
Speaker 1: better in my cell. I thought maybe I would feel
Speaker 1: isolated if everyone else is drunk and I'm not, but honestly,
Speaker 1: I felt like I could just see people for who
Speaker 1: they were, and I was actually able to align with
Speaker 1: the people who weren't drinking. As much, and that's actually
Speaker 1: who I do want to talk to. I don't want
Speaker 1: to talk to the alcoholics lab at the bar. Sorry,
Speaker 1: I'm not interested in you. If you have to escape
Speaker 1: reality like that, I am not interested because I don't
Speaker 1: escape reality. I create my reality. And that's the type
Speaker 1: of people I want to align with while I'm on
Speaker 1: this planet. I think it's the most beautiful time of
Speaker 1: the year to really reanalyze, especially we're in a mercury
Speaker 1: retrograde right now, how you want to move forward. My
Speaker 1: habit of waiting to like one pm to work out,
Speaker 1: I don't want to do that anymore. That's why I'm
Speaker 1: waking up before the sun is even out now and
Speaker 1: I'm going to workout classes that motivate me and I
Speaker 1: feel amazing in them. I'm not going to be doing shots.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to be drinking every single weekend. I'm
Speaker 1: not going to be having as much alcohol as I've
Speaker 1: had before. I might just stop drinking altogether. I haven't
Speaker 1: created an exact structure just yet. I was afraid that
Speaker 1: maybe you'd feel isolating to go out and not be
Speaker 1: doing what everyone else was doing. But I actually just
Speaker 1: feel more aligned. I feel more like myself. I feel
Speaker 1: more excited for life because I'm becoming the person I've
Speaker 1: always wanted to be. We need to see being different
Speaker 1: than everyone else as a positive thing. I don't want
Speaker 1: to be like everyone else. I don't want to have
Speaker 1: what everyone else has. I want to create my own
Speaker 1: path on this planet. And I now see even if
Speaker 1: I feel a little isolated because by the way, the
Speaker 1: other day, oh Thanksgiving. This is the first Thanksgiving in
Speaker 1: about seven years that I didn't have a partner, and
Speaker 1: I was thinking to myself, well, this is different, this
Speaker 1: is different, and I had a little wave of either
Speaker 1: loneliness or sadness or mourning what my other holidays were like.
Speaker 1: And it was a moment. It was a moment. I
Speaker 1: don't even have the exact words for it, but it
Speaker 1: was sadness in a way. But at the same time,
Speaker 1: I'm so thankful and I want to cry because I'm
Speaker 1: just so thankful to God for getting me through everything,
Speaker 1: and for Jesus and my spirit.
Speaker 2: Team and the Blessed Mother and myself.
Speaker 1: I really am because all of this is so worth
Speaker 1: it for the life that I'm creating. I too feel
Speaker 1: sometimes isolated or a wave of loneliness or ooh, I'm
Speaker 1: not connecting to the masses of human beings. It's worth
Speaker 1: it because I didn't come here to do that. I
Speaker 1: came here to create what CC wants, her life, her path,
Speaker 1: her reality. And you know, drinking alcohol so I find
Speaker 1: people more interesting is not worth it to me anymore.
Speaker 1: Having a crutch because everyone else is doing it is
Speaker 1: not worth it for me anymore. Being in misaligned relationships
Speaker 1: is not worth it for me anymore. Nothing is worth
Speaker 1: me not being me. What's the point of that? There
Speaker 1: is none. And I'm excited because I now feel more
Speaker 1: confident than ever to fully step into my destiny, my
Speaker 1: power and what I've came here to create, and my
Speaker 1: intention is that with me sharing this, you also feel
Speaker 1: inspired to do the same, to do the maybe hard thing,
Speaker 1: to do the different thing, to do the authentic thing.
Speaker 1: Drinking a bunch of stuff is just not authentic to me.
Speaker 1: Putting poison in my body like that is not authentic
Speaker 1: to me. It's just not I think some questions we.
Speaker 2: Want to ask ourselves is who do I want to become?
Speaker 1: And what kind of environment does that version of me
Speaker 1: exist within? How can I create that environment? What habits
Speaker 1: do I have to change? What friendships need to shift
Speaker 1: in or out? Who do I have to be in
Speaker 1: order to attract the timeline that I want to exist within.
Speaker 2: I know that having a bunch of shots.
Speaker 1: And drinking the amount I was, even though it's probably
Speaker 1: nothing to most people, to me, it was just too much.
Speaker 2: But that is not in alignment with my highest good.
Speaker 1: It's the same way like eating three bags of oreos
Speaker 1: is not in alignment with my highest good, so I
Speaker 1: don't do it. Hanging around people who disrespect me is
Speaker 1: in alignment with my highest good, so I don't do it.
Speaker 1: I don't engage with behaviors that I know aren't good
Speaker 1: for me, and I have power to expel those things
Speaker 1: from my life. So do you.
Speaker 2: What would the highest version of.
Speaker 1: You do in a moment of loneliness?
Speaker 2: What did I do?
Speaker 1: I honored it. I said that's okay, because I know
Speaker 1: this is temporary. I know this is the price to
Speaker 1: pay for me to work on my frequency so I
Speaker 1: can align with that next highest timeline. I know this
Speaker 1: is the bridge to my destiny. This isn't forever, this
Speaker 1: is a moment in time. I'm gonna move past this,
Speaker 1: and I have evidence in my reality of attracting better people,
Speaker 1: of having better conversations, of feeling better and healthier. I
Speaker 1: can see my face changing, my body changing, my heart changing,
Speaker 1: my energy changing, my results changing. So I'm gonna cling
Speaker 1: on to that, not what is familiar. I'm going to
Speaker 1: cling on to my destiny, not what is familiar. And
Speaker 1: Billie Eilish has a song talking about how she can't
Speaker 1: wait to meet her future self and she's falling in
Speaker 1: love with her future self. And that's exactly what I
Speaker 1: hope for all of us, an affirmation that I really
Speaker 1: love is this loneliness is my transformation in progress. This
Speaker 1: loneliness is my transformation in progress. That loneliness is a
Speaker 1: sign that you're on the right path, going in the
Speaker 1: right direction, and you will be rewarded for it.
Speaker 2: Fortune favors the bold.
Speaker 1: And by the way, isolation is meant to be a season,
Speaker 1: not your whole entire life. So when you do feel
Speaker 1: like you've had enough alone time, call a friend, go
Speaker 1: out to dinner, have a FaceTime date with someone, do something.
Speaker 1: After my three weeks of being isolated, I then on
Speaker 1: the fourth week went out. I didn't drink that Wednesday
Speaker 1: or that Friday, but I still went out just to
Speaker 1: see people, to talk to people, because I started to
Speaker 1: feel myself getting into a negative mindset. Because we are
Speaker 1: social beings, God will use a season of isolation to
Speaker 1: prepare you, to give you space to analyze how do
Speaker 1: I want to move forward. He will give you this
Speaker 1: time and this space to readjust and realign you to
Speaker 1: your next highest timeline.
Speaker 2: But the devil also will try.
Speaker 1: To invoke isolation seasons to manipulate you and get into
Speaker 1: your own head.
Speaker 2: So when you start to feel like this isolation.
Speaker 1: Season is lasting too long it is, get out of it.
Speaker 1: You're done with it, Move forward, move on, You've had
Speaker 1: enough time in it. I started to feel negative energy
Speaker 1: starting to infiltrate my org field, and I said, uh,
Speaker 1: oh okay, my isolation season is over. It was three weeks.
Speaker 2: Maybe we'll have another one in two weeks.
Speaker 1: It doesn't matter. Right now, I need to go out
Speaker 1: and see people, because the devil will try to get
Speaker 1: into your head and we'll try to manipulate you to
Speaker 1: stay alone. This energy will tell you that being alone
Speaker 1: is your safety, and that's not true. You are powerful enough,
Speaker 1: You are strong enough to walk into these social circles.
Speaker 1: You are great enough, pretty enough, healed enough, intelligent enough.
Speaker 1: You can do it.
Speaker 2: Get out there when you feel like you've had enough.
Speaker 2: I love you so much.
Speaker 1: I hope this episode resonated with you. Remember that the
Speaker 1: right people and opportunities can only find you once you
Speaker 1: find you the sparkle and me as always honored the
Speaker 1: sparkle in you, and I will see you in the
Speaker 1: next one. Who Energy A kinsas Swi Kinsers s Met mh.