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Speaker 1: Welcome back to Nikki after Dark, your favorite late night

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escape into filthy, the forbidden, and oh so real. I'm

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your host, Nikki, and tonight we're diving deep. Here are

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some teasers of what you'll hear later in the show.

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A twenty two year old brat gets the trip of

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a lifetime to Rome, except her sugar mama blinds her

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with blackout contact lenses the entire five days as a

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brutal punishment. Then we hear from my wife, who discovered

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her husband is a secret twink. She now pegs him

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nightly while telling him all about the mascular men she

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flirts with that bars and he begs for every detail.

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And a desperate lesbian finally lets herself be a unicorn.

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Hunted by a dominant couple. She ends up ball gagged,

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folded in half, and taking her dom's boyfriend raw, all

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just to please her. You don't want to miss these confessions.

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Before we get into tonight's stories, I have a question

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from a listener named Curious Switch in Seattle. They wrote,

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I'm a switch who's been the same partner for six years. Lately,

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I've been fantasizing about bringing a third into our bed,

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but I'm terrified it will change everything. How do you

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know when it's the right time to open up your

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relationship and how do you protect what you already have?

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How about you, audience, what's the best way you've opened

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up a long term relationship without breaking it? If you've

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stayed monogamous, what's the one fantasy you've kept locked away

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because you're scared to bring it up. Bringing someone new

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into any relationship can be intimidating, even for the most

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prepared couples. I say try it. Member Communicate, communicate, communicates,

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and even when it gets time and something doesn't feel

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right or one of you's nervous, it's okay to say pause,

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never forget that. You know what time it is. It's

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time for tonight's riddle. This one is a bit different.

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Here we go a girl meets a fascinating man at

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her mother's funeral and falls in love. She never gets

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his contact in an info and a few days later,

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her sister dies. Suspected murderer who killed the sister. And

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I'll let you think about that while you listen, and

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I'll give you the answer at the very end of

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our show. You know what time it is, It's time

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to sit back, relax. Let's have a whiskey with some

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filthy cherries, of course, and explore some erotic fantasies from

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people just like you and me. Dear Nikki, I'm a

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thirty five year old switch who's been quietly burning up

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inside for you years. A few years back, I took

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one of those big kink tests. In my top three

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were exactly what I already suspected switch sub and a

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healthy dose of brat. The submissive side of me doesn't

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crave slaps, spit, or degradation. I want to be softly

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and firmly owned. I ache for a partner who decides

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the wind, the wear, and exactly how he'll make me,

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leaving me no choice but to melt and obey. Or

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the sweet version him murmuring, be the good little girl

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for me, and I'll reward you so well that melts

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me faster than anything rough ever could. Then there's the

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dominant me. God. I love learning every single button my

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partner has. I want to tease and edge him until

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he's shaking, begging me to let him come. I want

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to be worshiped his mouth and his hands all over

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me while his cock throbs desperately dying to be inside me.

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Sometimes I fantasize about making him sit and watch while

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I play with myself or another woman, and he's not

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allowed to touch a single thing until I say so.

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My hottest reoccurring fantasy is a threesome where we trade control.

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He tells me exactly how to touch, tease her until

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she's writhing and begging. Then I hand her over to

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him and watch her drive him wild, hands and mouths

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everywhere except as cock, until he's the one bleeding to

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come the problem. My boyfriend took the same test. His

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number one result was dom Number two was straight up vanilla.

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He's got all that dominant energy locked away, and no

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matter how gently or boldly I try, he won't step

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outside vanilla. I love him, but I'm starting to feel

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like half of me is starving in the bedroom. I

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don't know whether to keep pushing, find a new way

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to open the conversation, or except that this part of

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me might stay mostly fantasy. Any advice signed your secretly

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soaked switchy siren. Well, Hello, you two better like coming

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in than never? How you guys doing tonight? Oh? Then

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there's caged Hello, mister Brandon. Hello, John, Oh, that's okay.

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Losing track of time. That happens for the best of us.

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I almost did. I was making some notes for tomorrow

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and I looked up. I was like, oh, fuck, so

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it's perfectly okay to my author, since these gorgeous gentlemen

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sideswipe me made me blush. Have you ever tried framing

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it as a gift to him, like letting him practice

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his dombside in small, low pressure scenes you design together.

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Sometimes when we hear the word dom mistress, any kind

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of that word, they're not seeing what you and I crave.

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The gentler side, And sometimes gentler can be more firmer

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than just being a firm hand, you know, someone telling

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you just to be a good girl and I'll reward

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you later. Absolutely can for me be more pressure to

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actually be the good girl instead of when someone's heavy

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handed and go I'm not interested and just kind of

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chuckle and laugh at him because it's not going to

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do anything for me. So I say, let him really

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see it, Maybe go to a month or two, introduce

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him to other types of the control kink that you

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guys are looking for. For my listeners, what's worked for

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you when your partner's kink level didn't match with yours,

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and would you be open to the ethical, non monogamy

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or kink friendly play parties if Ryan stays vanilla forever?

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Or is that a hard line? And for everyone listening,

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what's your favorite softm or edging dynamic? Drop your confessions

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below or you can always eat mail them to me

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at Nikki and I kick a why at deerniky dot com,

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or anonymously through the website at deerniki dot com under

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the confession stab don't forget. We are on Discord Monday

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through Saturday, eight pm Central Standard Time. I did say Saturday,

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not Friday. Right Monday through Saturday. Guys, Dear Nikki, I'm

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a guy in my early thirties and I still jerk

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off thinking about what happened during my long hospital stay

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last year. I had a favorite nurse, let's call her Leila.

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She was five eight thick and all the right places,

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with huge tits and juicy thighs, a big brown ass,

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full sleeve tattoos, pierced nipples that constantly poked through her

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scrubtop like they were begging for attention. One afternoon, when

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she asked how long it had been since I had

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a proper shower. When I told her almost three months,

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she grinned and said, we're fixing that today. A couple

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hours later, she returned to towels, wash claws, and a

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big basin of warm water. All right, lose the clothes,

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she ordered, with a wicked little smirk. I tried to protest.

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I was already nervous. I'd get hard, but she wasn't

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having it. Shorts off, Come on. I stripped down to

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nothing and lay there under the sheets, heart pounding. Leylah

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chatted casually about her day, gossiping about other nurses and

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her weekend plans while she washed my arms, chest, and stomach.

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Then she skipped my groin, spread my legs, and started

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on my thighs. Every time she leaned over, I could

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see that fat ass straining against her scrubs. I was

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losing the battle. My cock was already half hard and twitching.

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Then she noticed her eyes flicked down back to mine

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with a knowing smile. Gotta clean everything, she said softly.

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She soaked up fresh cloth, wrapped her fingers around on

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mine now fully hard cock, like she was holding it

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four an job, and pulled it to the side while

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she gently scrubbed my balls with the other hand. The warm,

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slippery sensation was insane. Precumb was leaking all over the head.

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She took her time washing my shaft, stroking slowly with

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the cloth, still taking talking like nothing filthy was happening.

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When she finally finished, she sat down in the chair

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beside the bed instead of leaving. It's my break, mind

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if I hang out. I was still raw, hard and

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completely exposed. She told me not to cover up, just

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let air dry while it talk. So I laid their

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naked cock throbbing and leaking while we made small chalk.

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I tried not to stare at her hard nipples. Before

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she left, she patted my thigh, gave me that smirk again,

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and said she'd be busy for a while. The second

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the door click shut, I started stroking furiously, replying every second,

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especially the way she gripped my dick. I pictured her

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climbing on top those big tits in my face, riding me.

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I was right on the edge when the door suddenly

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opened again. Laylah walked back in. Forgot my pen, she

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said casually. She looked straight at my cock, just as

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I started coming hard ropes, shooting all over my stomach.

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Instead of acting shocked, she just smiled and said that

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didn't take long at all, before turning and leaving, like

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she hadn't just watched me explode. I still get rock

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hard thinking about the best bath of my life signed

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your horny hospital patient. Okay, who wants to go to

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the hospital and have a bath? Or a proper bath?

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I should say, I'm telling you, I know I was gonna.

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Brandon kind of tucked out for a second before I

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could say, Hey, Brandon, was did you get a bath

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like this? Oh? For my author, the mix of professional

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care and teasing is such a classic power play fantasy,

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the I'm just doing my job while driving you crazy.

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Here's the thing when I think of all my calls,

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and of course this wasn't hands on, so it doesn't

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honestly compare, but it kind of does. Missile scenario. I

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can't tell you how many people just called image of

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a just talk and I would kind of like she did, occasionally,

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oh well, I can't have that there. We better do

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something about that. And then we would talk about normal

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stuff that's going on, you know, in life world, what

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we thought, and occasionally just you know, watching reach down

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and struck it just right. Yeah, that was always one

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of my hottest calls. I don't know why it didn't

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fit the normal rhythm of things, but that was really

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hot for my listeners. Have you ever had or fantasized

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about a nonny nurse doctor scenario and what made it

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so hot? And if you have it now, you probably

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will be after this and my horny patient? Did Leila

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see again after that? Or was that the only time

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she pushed the boundaries? I'm kind of thinking it wasn't

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you know? And listeners, would you want to play the

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noughty nurse or patient in the scene like this? And

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how would you tease him even more? Drop your confessions

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below and follow the show links for more information. Do

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you think you could hold out? Yeah? Me neither, though

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I did like the way she did that. I mean,

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you know, well, we gotta clean everything. That's pretty hot.

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Dear Nikki, I'm a twenty three year old girl from

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a very strict religious family. I've become a total church

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or the more forbidden it feels, the oner I get.

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My parents are hardcore believers, and I guess that's why

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their daughter turned out to be such a sneaky little slut.

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My best friend, who comes from a super conservative Christian home,

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once sucked off the past or sun right before Wednesday

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night choir practice. Our whole friend group is secretly filthy

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like that every Sunday. I sit in the very back

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pew so no one notices. While the pastor preaches about

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the sins of the flesh and warns the congregation about temptation.

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I've crossed my legs tight and my fingers secretly circling.

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It's my swollen clit, soaked clit under my modest little skirt.

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The contrast makes me throb. Sometimes the sermon hits so

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perfectly that I have to slip out of the bathroom

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halfway through the service, just a rub one out in

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the stall, biting my lips so I don't moan too loud.

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I know I could get caught anytime, but honestly, part

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of me wants it. I fantasize about the pastor himself

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walking in on me, his eyes darkening when he sees

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me with my hand between my thighs. I just know

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a holy man like him is packing something huge under

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those robes. I thought of him choking me with one

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hand while he bends me over the church bathroom sink

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and punishes me for being such a wicked little sinner.

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Makes me trip. I'm soaked right now just typing this.

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You're blushing back. Pew Bret. Blasphemy mixed with the risk

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of getting caught. I usually don't like any of these

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like this, but this is kind of hot though. Somebody

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told me once, and you can look this up. Actually,

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it happened in Louisiana where two doms got arrested for

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actually having sex. I think you'll look it up, and

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I don't remember who they were, but they were two

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doms that bent over the a pastor over the pulpit,

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and we're doing very dirty things with them. They were

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filming like a sex scene in the church. I'm pretty sure.

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It's been a long time since I heard the story,

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so please look it up. Don't quote me in any

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of that, but that's a very good kind of gist

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of what happened. So that's a big no no for me.

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But this for some reason, not that I would do

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it or have, but it's kind of hot for a reason.

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Questions have you ever played with yourself or done more

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in a church, mosque, temple, or during any kind of service?

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And how risky did it get and my church? Or

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have you ever pursed it further? Like flashing under your

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skirt or wearing something naughty beneath your good girl outfit.

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Would you actually want the pastor to catch you? Or

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is it hotter as a pure fantasy? And everyone, how

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do you combine religious roleplay with real life settings? Favorite

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center gets punished by a holy man? Seen ideas? Maybe

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drop your own confessions down below, or you can email

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them to me at Nikki in Ikky at dearniki dot com,

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anonymously through the website at dearniki dot com under the

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confession stab, and again over on our discord channel Monday

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through Saturday, eight pm Central Standard Time. Dear Nikki, I'm

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a thirty four year old guy who had just had

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the most mind blowing doctor's visit of my life. My

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regular physician was out, so I saw doctor Sophia, an

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incredibly attractive woman in her late thirties with a curvy figure,

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long dark hair usually pinned up, and a calm, confident

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way about her that instantly made me nervous in the

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best way. She needed to do a prostrate exam. I

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dropped my pants bent over the table and tried to

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stay relaxed as she put on gloves and looped her finger.

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The moment her slick finger slid inside me and found

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my prostate, her other hand reached underneath, wrapped around my

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already hard cock, and started stroking me with slow, firm strokes.

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I gasp. It was completely unexpected, but fuck it felt incredible.

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She didn't say a word about it, just kept rubbing

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my prostate in gentle circles while her hand pumped me faster.

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Within two minutes, I was shaking, telling her I was

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about to come. That's when she pulled a finger out,

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spun me round onto my back, dropped her knees, took

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my throbbing cock straight into her warm, wet mouth. At

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the same time, she slid two fingers back into my

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ass and massaged my prostrate harder. The combination was insane,

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her lips sliding up and down my shaft, tongues swirling

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around the head while she pressed and stroked that magic spot.

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Sign me I've never felt anything like it. The orgasm

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hit like a freight train, deep waves rolling through my

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entire body, not just my cock. I exploded down her throat,

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groaning loud enough that I worried someone in the hallway

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might hear. She swallowed every drop like me clean, then

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stood up, peeled off her gloves, and said, with a

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perfectly professional smile, your prostate feels perfectly healthy. The exam

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was a complete success. She even waind as she handed

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me a tissue to clean up. I can't stop replaying it.

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I'm already fantasizing about my next appointment and hoping she

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finds something that needs more of a thorough check signed

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your thoroughly milked patient. Prostate play combined with oral is

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next level. I have never done prostate play. Have you

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ever had it? You, Dawn? There's something about doctors like

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I'm kind of in the one of mine. I'm I've

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kind of I don't know, he's yeah, that's all gonna say,

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because I think he's a listener. I know one of

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his staff is, so I'm gonna be really really, really

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really careful or fine listeners. Have you ever had or

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given a happy ending during a medical exam, real or fantasy.

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What's the hottest version you've managed? That one was really hot.

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I don't know if I could managed anyone that's a

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little hotter than that. But that yeah, and my author

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did anything feel off or too risky in the moment?

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Or was the spurs element part of what made it

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so hot? Would you want her to go even further

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next time writing you while her fingers your prostate? Maybe?

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I don't know if I could orgasm, though, I would

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always a re afraid like the nurse would pop in

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that that would be my thing. And by the way,

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you missed a really hot one, Husker, oh boss was yeah,

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just say I'm distracted. Listen for those that will listen later,

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Huscar listens to who at work and from my author

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and anyone else. How do you feel about medical role

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play mixed with domination and submission? Doctor patients scenes are classic?

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What twist would you add? I'm blushing and really horny

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so today, well I was because I'm recording way ahead,

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because I have a lot going on the next couple

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of months, and I needed to have an orgasm, right yeaus,

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I'll think this is funny. So by the way, he

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goes to be proud of me, I edged myself for

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ten minutes. I made it a whole ten minutes, and

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that is about eight minutes longer than what I normally

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have and I knew that that was probably gonna be

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my only orgasm today because I was so pent up.

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So I kid you not as soon as I come.

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I'm laying there and I know I can't take a nap,

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but I'm having all the feels and everything. And the

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song that pops into my head is that I can

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see clearly now now the rain is gone, I could

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see all obstacles in my way. I'm like, Wow, what

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a song to have pop in your head right after

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an orgasm. So I thought you guys might like to

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hear that. Yes, I'm that quirky dear Nikki. I'm nineteen

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and brand new to sharing my dirty secrets. But I

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had to tell you what happened about my first Brazilian wax.

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I booked an appointment with a professional waxing lady, let's

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call her Sarah. She was in her late twenties, confident

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and had no nonsense vibe that made me nervous and

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excited at the same time. I stripped off my panties,

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lay back on the table, and spread my legs wide

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like she instructed. At first, it was awkward, then the

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pain hit. Every rip of the wax made me gasp.

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And flench. But right after each pull, Lena would rub

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a sore skin with her warm hands to soothe it.

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When she got close to my clit, those soothing strokes

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started feeling way too good. My pussy got so wet

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I could feel myself dripping onto the paper sheet. The

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mix of sharp pain in her firm rubbing had me

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throbbing and horny as well. She definitely noticed. By the

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time she was waxing my sensitive lips, I was soaked

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and breathing heavy air. When she finished that last strip,

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she looked up at me with this little smile and

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said she was going to apply some cooling lotions so

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the skin wouldn't burn. She started rubbing it in, then

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let her fingers slowly drift to my swollen clit and

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began circling it. I knew it wasn't part of the service,

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but it felt so fucking good. I just moan and

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let her. She asked if I liked it. I could

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barely whisper yes. Then she peeled up her gloves, slid

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one finger deep inside my tripping pussy, pulled it out,

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licked my juices right off while staring in my eyes.

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That was it. She pushed two fingers back in, curling

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them perfectly against my g spot while her thumb rubbed

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my clit. I was moaning loud enough that I'm glad

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the room was sound proof. I begged her to go faster,

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and she did, pumping hard, rubbing my clit in tight

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circles until I exploded. My whole body shook, legs, trembling,

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a full body orgasm that left me breathless and soaked.

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After I came down, she giggled softly and admitted that

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waxing me made her horny too. Seeing how wet I got,

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pushed her over the edge. I gave her my number

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and told her to text me any time so I

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could return the favor. I left the salan smooth, satisfied,

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already fantasizing about our next appointment. Signed your freshly waxed

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and greedy little slut. So when they wax you anywhere

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like legs, eyebrows, what the stuff that ladies get that

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makes human go out right? It is? It's like they'll

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wax you and then they'll put their hand like right there.

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I've never been rubbed, but they'll put the hand there

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to help the stinging and the worst part about getting

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waxed down below is right where you sit. You know,

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you can naturally sit down you have hair there. It's

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it's the hardest parts. First couple of times that it

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gets waxed, it hurts. And the lotion when she said

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it's normally not, I'm like, I always get you know, finipill,

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which is the lotion that helps it and grown hairs

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and stuff like that. And that's the stuff I told

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you about. When you put it on, it's got like

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this makes you feel minty fresh, like every time when

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I get it done and I have Fenompill put on me.

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You know the commercial I think of the Old York

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Peppermint patty commercial where they go when they talk about

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how they're skiing through the snow. That's how I feel

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like my pussy it feels when I get done. It's

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a it's a cooling lotion, but it feels quite sexy actually,

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but I can kind of yeah, so yeah, finipil. It

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starts with the F F I N I PI L

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I believe. Remind me. I'll look it up and I'll

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put it in the notes. The pain and pleasure combo

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during waxing is such an intense sex sensory mix, and

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it really is. I can see why it pushed her

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over the edge. I've never came or but now that

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I was reading this, I kind of got to admit

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that it's very arousing in a way to be that

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exposed to a stranger. If you think about it, that

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is someone that you don't have any kind of relationship with,

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that you're going in and exposing your most private parts too.

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I mean you're spread and wide, you know, holding your ass,

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cheeks open, pussy open, and leg thighs, and you're just

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you're all in that stuff. I'm always afraid. I always

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take a nice shower and scrub everything before I go in.

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And for my author, did she ever text you? Did

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you get to return her favor yet? And would you

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let her go further next time? Maybe toys bassitting little

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girl on girl session, maybe looking your pussing maybe and

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everyone else? How do you feel about same sex spontaneous

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sex encounters like this hot, power, dynamic or too risky?

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Drop your answers below or follow the show notes for

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more information. I don't know if I could have done

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it though, like in the where I go in the

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spot that I go get it done? You want to

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watch it that session, I would want to watch yeah. Mine.

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We talk about everything and anything, but I can't. Like

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I said, I can't really say that I do, and

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I can't really say that I don't. So I think

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i've It's been a while since I re waxed. Was

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that way I need to go? Dear Nikki, I'm a

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thirty one year old submissive woman completely addicted to hypnosis

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and mental domination. My daddy owns my mind in the

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ways I never thought possible. He can make me come

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instantly just by saying the word come in that low,

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commanding voice. It's like a trigger straight to my core.

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Every time I hear it, I'm instantly on the edge,

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dripping and desperate. But I'm not allowed to tip over

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without his explicit permission. We've been playing with denial for

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a while, but two months ago he decided to push

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it hard. No touching my clip, no penetration, nothing. Because

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we were in a long distance right now, it was

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easy for him to enforce. Physically, my hole stayed empty,

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but mentally he used me every single day. He'd hypnotized me,

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buck every hole in my mind, make me edge for

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hours while I thanked him for using me. His pleasure

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became only my pleasure. I rewired. I don't deserve your orgasms,

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only he does. My throbbing, neglected clit is lucky if

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it ever feels air against it. Being this pathetic, constantly

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pent up for him makes me so happy. Yesterday, he

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finally let me touch, just ten to fifteen seconds, that's all.

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The second my fingers brushed my swollen clit, I was shattered.

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My whole body started convulsing. I made sounds I've never

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heard myself make before, broken, whimbering, animalistic moans. The orgasm

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hit like a tsunami. It felt like every thought, every

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bit of tension, every denied day, poured out of my

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pussy and wan long, endless wave. I came so hard

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I went completely blank, My mind went empty. I was happily,

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blissfully broken. It took me forever to come back down.

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I was floating, drooling, barely able to speak during aftercare.

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My clit kept pulsing for hours afterward, still begging. Even

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after that mine melting release. I've never felt anything else

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so intense in my life. Now I can think about

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as the next time he denies me longer, harder, and deeper.

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I want him to break me over and over until

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my brain shrinks to nothing but his voice and control,

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until the only pleasure I know is serving him. Signed

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your hypno broken denial slut again. I don't think I

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could do the whole denial thing. I think i'd fingeley

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just get but didn't. I think about it deeper, and

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I've such when I'm with somebody, I like to do

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stuff for their pleasure. I don't like disappointment in my

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sexual life, displeasing him, So maybe I could, but I

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think eventually i'd get so pent up. I think I would.

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I would, I'll be honest, and then I'd have to

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be spanked, and I really hate being spanked. That mix

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of long term denial plus this pinosis in one tiny

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touch creating a full body meltdown, Wow, and that psychological control,

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it really is everything if you can let them have that.

470
00:30:25,519 --> 00:30:28,160
For my listeners, have you ever been denied for weeks

471
00:30:28,279 --> 00:30:31,000
or months? And what was the orgasm like when you

472
00:30:31,039 --> 00:30:35,160
were finally allowed in my denial slut? How long do

473
00:30:35,240 --> 00:30:38,720
you want the next denial period to be? Has he

474
00:30:38,759 --> 00:30:42,200
ever combined the hypnosis with ruined orgasms or hand free

475
00:30:42,279 --> 00:30:47,519
triggers and would you ever go permanent denial? Only coming

476
00:30:47,559 --> 00:30:52,319
from his voice, I have had an orgasm without touching,

477
00:30:52,880 --> 00:30:57,920
not with him there doing a voice, but me remembering

478
00:30:58,759 --> 00:31:02,359
like the moment and the way things were said in

479
00:31:02,400 --> 00:31:05,680
the whole conversation, like today when I was getting off.

480
00:31:07,599 --> 00:31:11,319
There's a phrase now that in my head that I'll

481
00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:15,680
never forget, and it's are you sure? It was something

482
00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:18,079
that we said at the time and the way he

483
00:31:18,160 --> 00:31:21,279
said it, and it always will push me over the

484
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:23,799
edge because it just reminds me of a certain time.

485
00:31:24,440 --> 00:31:27,039
And then since you some of you weren't here when

486
00:31:27,039 --> 00:31:29,920
I said it, And then when you stop coming eventually

487
00:31:29,920 --> 00:31:33,440
and come down, you start hearing the song. I can

488
00:31:33,480 --> 00:31:36,160
see clearly now that the rain is gone. I kid

489
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:38,480
you not, that song was in my head and for

490
00:31:38,680 --> 00:31:43,200
everyone listening. How deep into mental domination hypnosis have you gone?

491
00:31:43,799 --> 00:31:48,279
What are your favorite trigger words or denial rituals? Drop

492
00:31:48,319 --> 00:31:52,880
your confessions below? Am I sure? What? Never mind? What?

493
00:31:54,079 --> 00:32:01,440
I'm confused? You can't leave me like this? And Brandon,

494
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:04,759
when'd you mean my seven weeks? Uh? Seven weeks you

495
00:32:04,759 --> 00:32:11,200
were denied? Oh? I would be a crazy bitch, I

496
00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:15,680
think I there's sometimes I think I'm sure stuff, and

497
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,920
then I think of later going well maybe, and it

498
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:27,079
changes the whole thing. You know, I could see that,

499
00:32:28,039 --> 00:32:31,960
Like it's kind of like maybe like giving something up, right,

500
00:32:32,039 --> 00:32:33,880
like if you're cutting stuff out for a diet, the

501
00:32:33,920 --> 00:32:37,039
first couple of days or weeks could be really rough,

502
00:32:37,119 --> 00:32:40,799
especially like if you're giving up carbs or coffee or chocolate,

503
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:44,119
anything like that, and then once you get over that hump,

504
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:47,599
it's like riding a bike. I just don't know if

505
00:32:47,640 --> 00:32:50,759
I could. And it's funny because I mean, once you

506
00:32:50,759 --> 00:32:56,880
think about it, it's kind of like when you're it's

507
00:32:56,960 --> 00:32:58,599
kind of like sometimes you may not have sex for

508
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:01,319
quite a while and orgasms for just because you're going

509
00:33:01,359 --> 00:33:03,240
on through life and you have it came like in

510
00:33:03,279 --> 00:33:06,440
a week or two, and then you'll have sex and come.

511
00:33:06,960 --> 00:33:10,279
But then like once somebody puts like a timeline and

512
00:33:10,440 --> 00:33:14,000
it's a chore like something you have to do, then

513
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:18,519
it becomes a mental challenge. So that's what I'm saying.

514
00:33:18,559 --> 00:33:20,519
It's not like I haven't ever been maybe two or

515
00:33:20,559 --> 00:33:23,599
three weeks with that one without really realizing it. That's

516
00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:26,000
probably why. I mean, I had one the other night,

517
00:33:26,079 --> 00:33:27,559
So I don't know, why I really need a hard

518
00:33:27,599 --> 00:33:31,200
one today. But it was what it is. But I

519
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,880
don't know if I could if it was given as

520
00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:38,799
a lesson or you know, a chore. I guess I

521
00:33:38,799 --> 00:33:41,759
can't think of any of were but chure. Dear Nikki.

522
00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:44,839
I'm twenty six and last night I finally stepped into

523
00:33:44,839 --> 00:33:47,559
the scene. For the very first time, I met someone

524
00:33:47,599 --> 00:33:51,640
online who seemed experienced and safe. After weeks of chatting,

525
00:33:51,680 --> 00:33:54,440
I agreed to go to their place. I was nervous,

526
00:33:55,000 --> 00:33:59,519
wreck driving over, heart pounding, palm sweaty, But the second

527
00:33:59,559 --> 00:34:02,799
I walked and I saw there sat up, a mix

528
00:34:02,839 --> 00:34:07,480
of fear and excitement made me instantly wet. They started slow.

529
00:34:08,039 --> 00:34:10,480
They had me stripped down to my panties, then guide

530
00:34:10,519 --> 00:34:13,599
me on to my bed. The rope was soft but sturdy.

531
00:34:14,199 --> 00:34:17,159
They didn't tie me too tight, thank god, but the

532
00:34:17,199 --> 00:34:20,519
feeling of being slowly bound, especially when they spent so

533
00:34:20,639 --> 00:34:24,920
much time on my ankles and feet, was surprisingly intense.

534
00:34:25,639 --> 00:34:29,519
Every loop and not made me blush like crazy. I

535
00:34:29,639 --> 00:34:33,440
kept giggling nervously, but couldn't wipe this her huge stupid

536
00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:37,119
grind off my face. Being that helpless, even in a

537
00:34:37,239 --> 00:34:42,239
light tie felt electric. My whole body was tingling and

538
00:34:42,360 --> 00:34:46,320
I was dripping before they'd even done anything else. We

539
00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:49,480
didn't go super deep. It was more about the sensation

540
00:34:49,679 --> 00:34:52,639
and trust through the heavy pain. But it was perfect

541
00:34:52,639 --> 00:34:57,159
for my first time. I felt safe, seen and ridiculously

542
00:34:57,239 --> 00:35:00,760
turned on the entire time. The next time, I'm definitely

543
00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:04,840
bringing back snacks for the aftercare, A bright red safe

544
00:35:04,880 --> 00:35:08,960
work I can actually remember under pressure and maybe even

545
00:35:09,119 --> 00:35:11,920
asking them to tie me a little more than just

546
00:35:12,000 --> 00:35:15,679
my ankles. I can't believe I waited this long. The

547
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:21,800
scene already feels like home signed your blushing newbie rope Bunny.

548
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:26,679
I love being tied. It is one of those that

549
00:35:27,639 --> 00:35:32,760
really makes my world stop and my mind stop because

550
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:36,480
I'm always my mind's always going. And that was one

551
00:35:36,480 --> 00:35:38,519
thing when I mean, we didn't do ropes, we had

552
00:35:38,559 --> 00:35:42,840
selt ties, and that was really hot for me. I

553
00:35:42,840 --> 00:35:48,440
would like to invest in the four point you know

554
00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,280
you can put under your bed for the for the

555
00:35:50,559 --> 00:35:52,960
strains and stuff I've wandered. I've always wanted one of

556
00:35:53,000 --> 00:35:57,159
those You've always wondered about that type of game. It

557
00:35:57,159 --> 00:36:01,079
it really especially if you if somebody has anxiety or

558
00:36:01,119 --> 00:36:04,960
their minds always racing, because I mean, they may have

559
00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:07,360
a little bit of one, but I didn't. I found

560
00:36:07,360 --> 00:36:10,400
that being controlled in that way, and it was probably

561
00:36:10,400 --> 00:36:15,159
because I was with someone explicitly trusted that my whole

562
00:36:15,159 --> 00:36:17,639
mind shut down. It was like a xanak or a

563
00:36:17,639 --> 00:36:20,119
glass of wine. For me, it really was. And then

564
00:36:20,159 --> 00:36:23,519
you had the sensations of then you add all the

565
00:36:23,599 --> 00:36:26,760
sex toys with it, and you know, the blindfold. It

566
00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:29,480
just makes your body come alive in a good way

567
00:36:30,000 --> 00:36:34,519
where if like if the person maybe can't orgasm because

568
00:36:34,519 --> 00:36:37,599
of AC and D, taking away some of those plus

569
00:36:37,639 --> 00:36:44,880
being bound really can heighten the experience exactly. One thing

570
00:36:44,920 --> 00:36:48,400
I would I'd like to do is there's one in

571
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:50,639
Saint Louis. There's probably one all over the world, right

572
00:36:51,679 --> 00:36:55,239
There's places that will do shabari classes and help your

573
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:58,559
partner take it to the next level in a safe environment.

574
00:36:59,079 --> 00:37:01,159
So if they wanted to low new ties and stuff

575
00:37:01,199 --> 00:37:03,440
like that or new ways to do it, you can

576
00:37:03,519 --> 00:37:06,840
take like a class and stuff. So I think that

577
00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:10,639
would be a very hot date, kind of like some

578
00:37:10,679 --> 00:37:15,639
people take cooking classes, This would be a cooking class

579
00:37:15,719 --> 00:37:21,039
level intimacy for me. Okay, blushing rope Bunny, That first

580
00:37:21,159 --> 00:37:24,960
session of mixed nerves, giggles and pure thrill was really hot.

581
00:37:25,559 --> 00:37:29,760
The ankle focus oddly adorable, intimate, but I think I'd

582
00:37:29,880 --> 00:37:33,280
like to have my hands done as well. For my listeners,

583
00:37:33,599 --> 00:37:38,400
what was your very first BDSM experience? Like? Did you laugh, cry,

584
00:37:38,760 --> 00:37:41,840
float or all three? I didn't laugh or cry. I

585
00:37:42,239 --> 00:37:47,119
actually probably floated. And for my author, did anything surprise

586
00:37:47,159 --> 00:37:51,320
you the most? Any specific sensations the rope, the vulnerability,

587
00:37:51,400 --> 00:37:54,920
d the eye contact that really got you. Are you

588
00:37:54,960 --> 00:37:59,599
hoping for a more intense rope session, impact or something else?

589
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:03,960
And for anybody let's listening, any advice for newbies on

590
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:08,840
their second session, the favorite easy first time ties or activities.

591
00:38:09,559 --> 00:38:13,280
Drop your own first time stories below. I love hearing

592
00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:17,239
how people get hooked on really anything. You can always

593
00:38:17,280 --> 00:38:19,039
send them to me at Nikki and I k k

594
00:38:19,239 --> 00:38:22,880
y aunt Dearniki dot com anonymously through the website at

595
00:38:22,960 --> 00:38:26,280
Dearnegie dot com under the Confession's tab, and don't forget.

596
00:38:26,519 --> 00:38:29,840
We are on Discord Monday through Saturday, eight p m

597
00:38:30,000 --> 00:38:33,880
Central Standard Time. Dear Nikki, I'm a thirty four year

598
00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:37,239
old lesbian who never thought I'd let myself be unicorm hunted,

599
00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:42,559
but last weekend. I did exactly that. It was one

600
00:38:42,559 --> 00:38:46,119
of the best decisions I've ever made. I'd only recently

601
00:38:46,119 --> 00:38:49,320
figured out I was gray after years of feeling lost

602
00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:53,039
about my sexuality. So when the stunning Dom and her

603
00:38:53,079 --> 00:38:56,519
boyfriend matched with me on Tinder, it made it very

604
00:38:56,559 --> 00:39:00,280
clear they wanted a lesbian plaything for the night. Something

605
00:39:00,320 --> 00:39:04,159
in me just surrendered. I let them take me home.

606
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:08,760
She is everything, beautiful, plump, curvy in all the right places,

607
00:39:09,199 --> 00:39:12,239
with a laugh that makes my stomach flutter and a

608
00:39:12,320 --> 00:39:16,199
sadistic streak that makes me sweat. I would do anything

609
00:39:16,239 --> 00:39:19,800
for her. She owns me mind, body, and soul. She

610
00:39:19,920 --> 00:39:25,119
started by sliding a fat, light red silicon ballgag between

611
00:39:25,119 --> 00:39:29,599
my lips. It tasted new and plasticky, stretching my jaw

612
00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:32,800
in the most delicious way. While I drooled around it.

613
00:39:33,000 --> 00:39:36,000
She locked my ankles into the spreader bar, spreading me

614
00:39:36,039 --> 00:39:40,159
wide and helpless. Then she nodded to him. Her boyfriend

615
00:39:40,159 --> 00:39:42,920
folded me in half on the bed, knees to my chest,

616
00:39:43,320 --> 00:39:47,320
and pushed his bare cock it deep in my dripping pussy.

617
00:39:48,039 --> 00:39:51,559
I was soaked for her, not him. Every thrust made

618
00:39:51,559 --> 00:39:54,320
me moan around the gag while she leaned in close,

619
00:39:54,840 --> 00:39:58,599
stroking my hair and whispering I love watching your pretty

620
00:39:58,639 --> 00:40:02,400
lesbian cut get fucked by a man. The pride in

621
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:05,599
her voice made me clinch around him even harder. I'm

622
00:40:05,639 --> 00:40:07,800
on the pill because she told me to be. She

623
00:40:07,920 --> 00:40:10,000
wanted to watch his come leak out of me later,

624
00:40:10,719 --> 00:40:13,360
and I live to please her. While he pounded me,

625
00:40:13,559 --> 00:40:16,199
she kept praising me, telling me how good I was

626
00:40:16,199 --> 00:40:19,320
being for her. Later, she plans to fist me while

627
00:40:19,320 --> 00:40:22,360
he chokes me, pushing me until I tap out from

628
00:40:22,360 --> 00:40:25,320
the pain and pleasure. I had no idea how sex

629
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:28,920
could feel this intense. I'm fearal for her. I'd let

630
00:40:28,920 --> 00:40:32,039
them do anything to keep me that proud look in

631
00:40:32,079 --> 00:40:38,519
her eyes, Your desperate lesbian unicorn. The power of wanting

632
00:40:38,559 --> 00:40:41,360
to please your partner, even if it's a domb or not.

633
00:40:42,719 --> 00:40:46,199
I love that because that's something I can understand, because

634
00:40:46,920 --> 00:40:49,719
I do. I'm a pleaser when it comes to sex.

635
00:40:49,800 --> 00:40:53,519
I can come just from sucking your cock in not

636
00:40:53,559 --> 00:40:57,119
doing any for myself, not even touching my clitter tents.

637
00:40:57,559 --> 00:41:03,039
It's something I find I'm very blessed with and for

638
00:41:03,079 --> 00:41:06,440
my listeners. Have you ever been a unicorn for a couple?

639
00:41:06,800 --> 00:41:08,960
Or my couples or men out there. Have you ever

640
00:41:09,039 --> 00:41:12,360
looked for a unicorn? Was it the hot fantasy you

641
00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:15,920
hoped for? Or did it get complicated? And what's the

642
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:19,079
hottest I did it for her? A moment that you've

643
00:41:19,119 --> 00:41:24,360
had in kink or sex? Drop your confessions below. I'm

644
00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:29,280
definitely very wet. Why don't you come find out, Dear Nikki.

645
00:41:29,599 --> 00:41:32,440
I'm a thirty year old wife who's finally ready to

646
00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:36,239
confess the delicious secret at my heart of a ten

647
00:41:36,320 --> 00:41:40,760
year old marriage. My husband is a total twink, even

648
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:42,679
if the rest of the world doesn't know it yet.

649
00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:46,960
He's been with another man, but he's completely addicted to asplay,

650
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:51,639
graves domination and loves slipping into something soft and finnaminon

651
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:55,039
when we're done. It took us years to get comfortable

652
00:41:55,119 --> 00:41:58,119
enough to explore the side of him, but now we're

653
00:41:58,119 --> 00:42:01,559
all in. Almost every I bit him over and fuck

654
00:42:01,639 --> 00:42:04,239
him deep with my strap on. He moans like a

655
00:42:04,280 --> 00:42:08,559
desperate little slut the entire time, pushing back onto every thrust,

656
00:42:09,039 --> 00:42:12,679
begging me to go harder. He can't get enough. I've

657
00:42:12,719 --> 00:42:16,159
started going out to bars by myself, flirting with big

658
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:20,320
masculine men just to make him jealous. When I come home,

659
00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:23,079
I tell him every detail, how they looked at me,

660
00:42:23,400 --> 00:42:26,400
what they said, how their hands felt as they touched

661
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:30,159
my waist. While I'm buried inside him with the cock,

662
00:42:31,199 --> 00:42:34,480
he gets so turned on he can barely speak. I'm

663
00:42:34,519 --> 00:42:38,159
a smaller woling, but pegging him makes me feel powerful

664
00:42:38,360 --> 00:42:41,960
in a way nothing else ever has. Sliding in that

665
00:42:42,079 --> 00:42:45,800
thick dildo in his tight ass, watching him tremble and whimper,

666
00:42:46,199 --> 00:42:50,000
calling him my pretty little boy turns me on more

667
00:42:50,039 --> 00:42:53,760
than anything we've ever done. I love the control. I

668
00:42:53,800 --> 00:42:57,320
love how submissive and small he feels under me well,

669
00:42:57,360 --> 00:43:00,800
still figuring out how to open we want to. He

670
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,440
keeps bagging me to go further, to bring a real

671
00:43:03,480 --> 00:43:06,920
man home one day so he can watch. I don't

672
00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:09,800
know where we'll end up, but right now we're both

673
00:43:09,880 --> 00:43:14,519
loving every filthy step of the journey. Signed your strap

674
00:43:14,559 --> 00:43:18,519
on queen and proud hat wife to a twink I

675
00:43:18,519 --> 00:43:23,280
would love to bring if this was our thing. You know,

676
00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:29,159
there's something about watching and giving your partner that ultimate

677
00:43:29,199 --> 00:43:32,400
fantasy that they want to need and desire. There's something

678
00:43:32,400 --> 00:43:36,159
about making him happy in that way that just makes

679
00:43:36,199 --> 00:43:40,039
me wet. I love the evolution of this, you know,

680
00:43:40,079 --> 00:43:44,440
from their vanilla marriage to full unpegging plus cuckold teasing

681
00:43:45,679 --> 00:43:49,760
the empowerment of feeling dominating him. It really does sound

682
00:43:49,800 --> 00:43:53,679
intoxicating because this is the type of domination that I like,

683
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:59,440
you know, the slow sensual. Like I said, sometimes slow

684
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:02,639
and sentual can be just as strong or even more

685
00:44:02,679 --> 00:44:07,599
demanding than someone that's stronger and more forceful. In for

686
00:44:07,760 --> 00:44:11,719
my listeners, have you ever explored pegging or feminization in

687
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:15,280
a long term relationship? Did it bring you closer or

688
00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:18,880
create challenges? And what was your favorite way to tease

689
00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:22,519
or dominate the semess of husband From my author and

690
00:44:22,679 --> 00:44:25,800
husbands and subs, what turned you on the most about

691
00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:30,440
being small and used? Drop your confessions below. You can

692
00:44:30,519 --> 00:44:34,440
always find the links in the show notes. Dear Nikki,

693
00:44:34,920 --> 00:44:37,239
I'm a thirty two year old guy who's been craving

694
00:44:37,320 --> 00:44:41,400
deeper humiliation from my dom for months. She just got

695
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:44,199
back from a week long work trip. The second she

696
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:46,840
walked through the door, she gave me that wicked little

697
00:44:46,880 --> 00:44:51,039
smile I love and said, on your knees, you're cleaning

698
00:44:51,079 --> 00:44:55,000
the house, entire house today. I wasn't ready for how

699
00:44:55,079 --> 00:44:58,079
ridiculous I look or how insanely turned on I get.

700
00:44:58,840 --> 00:45:00,679
She made me stripped down to just a pair of

701
00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:04,639
pink panties, then handing me a laundry basket overflowing with clothes.

702
00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:07,440
I had to drag it across the floor and all floors,

703
00:45:08,119 --> 00:45:11,159
crawling from room to room like a pathetic little housepat

704
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:15,559
Every trind I tried to reach up to dust or

705
00:45:15,559 --> 00:45:18,679
wipe something, she pushed my head back down with her

706
00:45:18,679 --> 00:45:23,119
foot and laugh. God, her laugh. The mix of amusement

707
00:45:23,239 --> 00:45:26,199
and pure dominance made my cock throb against the lace.

708
00:45:26,239 --> 00:45:30,840
The whole time I was sweating, struggling, cheeks burning with embarrassment,

709
00:45:31,159 --> 00:45:34,159
while she sat on the couch, sipping wine and occasionally

710
00:45:34,199 --> 00:45:37,800
snapping pictures of me. The worst and the best part

711
00:45:37,840 --> 00:45:40,719
of scrubbing the bathroom floor I had to keep my

712
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:44,719
ass up high while I worked, panties wedged between my cheeks,

713
00:45:45,119 --> 00:45:49,000
Knowing exactly how exposed and silly I look. She stood

714
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:52,159
in the doorway the entire time, giggling every time I

715
00:45:52,239 --> 00:45:55,440
lost my balance or whimpered from how sore my knees

716
00:45:55,480 --> 00:45:59,440
were getting. I've never felt more humiliated, and I've never

717
00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:03,119
been harder in my life. We're already planning the next

718
00:46:03,239 --> 00:46:08,960
round more extreme, more degrading, more public risk elements. I

719
00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:12,320
want her to make me feel even smaller, even more pathetic.

720
00:46:12,960 --> 00:46:17,840
I can't stop thinking about it, Your pathetic kneeling house boy.

721
00:46:18,960 --> 00:46:22,199
I like this. So my question is, like, when you're

722
00:46:22,239 --> 00:46:25,480
really cleaning and you want her to kind of test

723
00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:28,800
on being a bad boy waters, did you reach up?

724
00:46:28,960 --> 00:46:31,159
I mean, because I'm guessing you had to stand on

725
00:46:31,159 --> 00:46:34,239
all fours, so when you dusted was the like, no

726
00:46:34,519 --> 00:46:37,800
boy down on all fours kind of thing. Her laughter

727
00:46:38,119 --> 00:46:39,840
definitely was a mind fuck for you, though, I gotta

728
00:46:39,840 --> 00:46:43,760
give you that. And for anyone that's listening, have you

729
00:46:43,800 --> 00:46:46,599
ever been made to do domestic chores while in a

730
00:46:46,719 --> 00:46:52,000
humiliating way? What task pushed your embarrassment the hardest? And

731
00:46:52,880 --> 00:46:56,199
for anyone that's listening, what's your favorite way to humiliate

732
00:46:56,239 --> 00:46:59,920
a sub during everyday task? And subs, what chores turn

733
00:47:00,079 --> 00:47:03,480
you on the most when it's turned into kink? Drop

734
00:47:03,519 --> 00:47:10,639
your confessions below All duty calls again, Bye Brandon, Bye John,

735
00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:19,079
Hello Husker, it's just you and I. Well, you do

736
00:47:19,199 --> 00:47:22,159
have the twenty four seven subs, so there very well

737
00:47:22,199 --> 00:47:27,039
could be a twenty four to seven, you know, dom

738
00:47:27,119 --> 00:47:30,960
as well. I'm sure that in some ways they're thinking

739
00:47:31,000 --> 00:47:35,840
about something about their relationship. I mean, not maybe twenty

740
00:47:35,840 --> 00:47:38,239
four to seven. I mean maybe if we think about

741
00:47:38,239 --> 00:47:40,719
it as like, how many times do we think about

742
00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:45,039
our relationships during the day. Not quite twenty four to seven,

743
00:47:45,119 --> 00:47:46,920
but you know when there pauses in the day for

744
00:47:47,000 --> 00:47:50,000
a moment, we do think about it. I'm sure. So

745
00:47:50,079 --> 00:47:53,960
it depends on what type of relationship they have. Some

746
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:56,280
people don't want to be in that twenty four seb

747
00:47:56,280 --> 00:47:59,639
but I couldn't imagine being a twenty four sub. I couldn't.

748
00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:05,360
I don't. It's not for me. But there's no way

749
00:48:06,119 --> 00:48:08,159
and I don't think I can even have a twenty

750
00:48:08,440 --> 00:48:13,039
you know all the time kinky sex, like dominating sex

751
00:48:13,079 --> 00:48:16,280
all the time. There's times that I want vanilla And

752
00:48:16,280 --> 00:48:20,519
now I always wonder this, susker, when if someone is

753
00:48:21,440 --> 00:48:24,960
in the kink lifestyle or a dom lifestyle is and

754
00:48:25,039 --> 00:48:27,480
they're doing all these other things with other toys, when

755
00:48:27,519 --> 00:48:31,679
they have vanilla sax, is that kinky for them? You know?

756
00:48:31,760 --> 00:48:34,559
Like when they slow it down or mean, do they

757
00:48:34,599 --> 00:48:39,559
always have to use something or you know, because yeah,

758
00:48:39,960 --> 00:48:41,840
I mean there's times that I want a little bit

759
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:44,920
of bite with my sex, but not all the time.

760
00:48:46,039 --> 00:48:50,960
Maybe maybe not. You know, well, all of our doms

761
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:55,960
are I A today and we usually have two in

762
00:48:56,039 --> 00:48:58,480
the chat that this would be a great question for

763
00:48:58,599 --> 00:49:03,000
to be. I know, yeah, what the fuck? Uh? You

764
00:49:03,039 --> 00:49:06,760
know we have read and then we have Captain are

765
00:49:07,159 --> 00:49:10,119
from what I understand, our two doms and they are

766
00:49:10,239 --> 00:49:15,000
Mia at the moment. So Red usually shows up tomorrow

767
00:49:15,679 --> 00:49:19,800
or Saturday, and I don't know Captain will be back.

768
00:49:19,840 --> 00:49:21,519
I know that he's working a lot this week, so

769
00:49:22,119 --> 00:49:24,039
he might be in mya till Monday. But if we

770
00:49:24,079 --> 00:49:26,320
want to shove that question, we can, or I can

771
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:29,400
ask it out tomorrow and see what he says to

772
00:49:29,400 --> 00:49:33,000
your Nikki. I'll never forget the trip that was supposed

773
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:35,840
to be my dream vacation to Rome. A couple of

774
00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:39,199
months into my arrangement with my sugar mommy, she had

775
00:49:39,199 --> 00:49:41,679
a business there and surprise me with tickets so I

776
00:49:41,719 --> 00:49:44,920
could finally see the ancient ruins I've been obsessed with

777
00:49:45,239 --> 00:49:48,719
since I was a kid. I was beyond excited. When

778
00:49:48,760 --> 00:49:51,320
I arrihyved at her place. Before the flight, she handed

779
00:49:51,360 --> 00:49:54,400
me a pair of blackout contact lenses. I thought it

780
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:57,760
was just a little fun little game. We walked about

781
00:49:57,800 --> 00:49:59,920
how hot it would be for her to leave me

782
00:50:00,039 --> 00:50:04,039
around completely blind. She slipped in, took my hand, and

783
00:50:04,079 --> 00:50:09,480
guided me through the entire journey car, airport, plane, all

784
00:50:09,559 --> 00:50:12,440
the way to the luxury hotel in Rome. I was

785
00:50:12,480 --> 00:50:16,320
completely out of mercy, blind the whole time. She took

786
00:50:16,320 --> 00:50:19,880
me to a fancy restaurant still blinded, ordered me and

787
00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:24,039
feeded me while I sat there, helpless and dripping. When

788
00:50:24,039 --> 00:50:26,440
she finally got back to the suite, she'd let me

789
00:50:26,480 --> 00:50:30,559
take out the lenses. My eyes adjusted slowly. I started

790
00:50:30,599 --> 00:50:32,639
asking about the city so I could plan my sight

791
00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:36,440
seeing the next day. That's when she dropped the punishment.

792
00:50:37,320 --> 00:50:39,800
She told me I'd been too bratty a few weeks earlier,

793
00:50:40,199 --> 00:50:43,679
and this is my consequences. I would spend the entire

794
00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:46,760
five days in Rome, either locked in the hotel suite

795
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:53,320
or wearing blackout lenses. Again. No colisseum, no pantheon, no ruins,

796
00:50:54,239 --> 00:50:59,039
just inside our room. In the occasional blinded dinner every morning,

797
00:50:59,079 --> 00:51:01,920
she tied me spread eagled to the bed, blindfolded me,

798
00:51:02,119 --> 00:51:05,119
and left a wan vibrator humming un low between my

799
00:51:05,239 --> 00:51:08,440
legs while she went to her meetings. I woke up

800
00:51:08,480 --> 00:51:12,800
aching and soaked every single day. When she returned, she

801
00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:15,960
fed me breakfast while I was still bound, then used

802
00:51:16,000 --> 00:51:19,400
me however she wanted, sometimes keeping me blind the whole time.

803
00:51:20,159 --> 00:51:24,320
At night, she edged me mercilessly before finally letting me come,

804
00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:27,719
reminding me that good girls who behave get to see

805
00:51:27,719 --> 00:51:33,480
the city, bratty little pets don't. It was devastatingly disappointing,

806
00:51:33,920 --> 00:51:36,079
but it was also the hottest thing anyone has ever

807
00:51:36,119 --> 00:51:39,400
done to me. The total loss of control, the denial

808
00:51:39,440 --> 00:51:43,039
of something I really wanted badly, the concert reminder that

809
00:51:43,119 --> 00:51:47,000
my pleasure and freedom belonged to her left me needier

810
00:51:47,039 --> 00:51:50,000
than I've ever been. When we finally flew back to

811
00:51:50,079 --> 00:51:52,840
Norway and she let me take the lenses out for good,

812
00:51:53,559 --> 00:51:56,239
I confessed how painfully hot the whole punishment had been.

813
00:51:57,000 --> 00:52:01,039
That night. I was the most obedient little pet she'd

814
00:52:01,079 --> 00:52:03,920
ever seen. She promised she'd take me back to Rome

815
00:52:03,960 --> 00:52:08,519
one day for real, this time signed you're blindfolded and

816
00:52:08,599 --> 00:52:13,880
denied Rome, brat I actually found this hot. I don't

817
00:52:13,920 --> 00:52:20,840
know why. I'm just saying, could you imagine going a

818
00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:23,800
place that you've never gone before? I think I would

819
00:52:23,840 --> 00:52:27,199
have had my shit in check. I'm just saying, knowing

820
00:52:27,239 --> 00:52:30,440
that my dom is taking me the ruins where I've

821
00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:32,760
always wanted to go, I would be like, do you

822
00:52:32,800 --> 00:52:35,880
need your shoes shined? How about some hot cocoa? Went

823
00:52:35,960 --> 00:52:39,239
after right before dinner? You know, I want the fuck.

824
00:52:39,360 --> 00:52:43,199
I'd have been on my so best behavior, and especially

825
00:52:43,280 --> 00:52:46,760
after that, I definitely would be I'd be like, it's

826
00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:48,559
been a couple of months before we're about to go.

827
00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:51,119
I'm gonna be the best bit you could ever seen,

828
00:52:51,599 --> 00:52:55,960
just saying I don't know, but this is a powerful

829
00:52:55,960 --> 00:52:59,519
mind fuck. I I kind of feel a little sad

830
00:52:59,559 --> 00:53:04,159
for her. It is messed up, but I don't know

831
00:53:04,199 --> 00:53:08,440
why I find it interesting and intriguing. I don't I cry.

832
00:53:08,920 --> 00:53:11,440
Maybe it's because I, you know, I got to see

833
00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:14,760
what some of my stuff in the UK, and I'm thinking,

834
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:18,239
what would I have done if somebody put blind blinded

835
00:53:18,519 --> 00:53:23,360
contacts in my eyes and I couldn't have seen the ruins, uh,

836
00:53:23,599 --> 00:53:26,800
you know, Stonehenge and stuff. I think I would have cried,

837
00:53:27,840 --> 00:53:31,440
Oh my gosh. Yeah. But what I do find hot

838
00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:35,239
about this is the blindfolded Dinners or the blinded Dinners

839
00:53:35,719 --> 00:53:38,800
that found it sounded hot to me. I don't know why,

840
00:53:38,840 --> 00:53:40,760
but I think that's the part of found hot. I

841
00:53:40,800 --> 00:53:44,239
know that's the part of found hot. And for my listeners,

842
00:53:45,239 --> 00:53:48,920
what's the hottest denial punishment you've ever given or received?

843
00:53:49,880 --> 00:53:55,960
Drop your confessions below. I'm squirming just thinking about blinded

844
00:53:56,079 --> 00:54:02,119
and been fed too. Yeah, exactly. Maybe if it was Detroit.

845
00:54:02,599 --> 00:54:05,760
Nothing gets Detroit if you lived there, nothing against it.

846
00:54:06,119 --> 00:54:07,719
So I do think it'd be kind of cool to

847
00:54:08,480 --> 00:54:10,480
I've watched too much Grand Tour where they went in

848
00:54:10,719 --> 00:54:15,519
and they did the noise test in Detroit. There's some

849
00:54:15,559 --> 00:54:18,159
parts of Detroit I would want to see, but I'll

850
00:54:18,159 --> 00:54:20,239
watch it on the internet. I think that's enough said.

851
00:54:23,000 --> 00:54:27,960
This was a very delicious episode comparedly yesterday. I handled

852
00:54:27,960 --> 00:54:32,000
this one quite okay. I think. From a sugar mommy

853
00:54:32,039 --> 00:54:35,239
who turned a dream roam trip into five days of

854
00:54:35,280 --> 00:54:39,280
total sensory denial, we learned that sometimes the hottest punishment

855
00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:42,639
is taking away exactly what we want the most. The

856
00:54:42,679 --> 00:54:48,320
power exchange can be devastatingly erotic. From the life dominating

857
00:54:48,360 --> 00:54:52,119
her secret tweak husband, we saw how embracing your partner's

858
00:54:52,159 --> 00:54:55,920
hidden desires canon lock a whole new level of heat

859
00:54:56,320 --> 00:55:00,000
and empowerment and a long marriage, and from our brain

860
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:05,079
abe Lesbian Unicorn, we are reminded that surrendering completely to

861
00:55:05,119 --> 00:55:08,800
the right person, even when it pushes every boundary, can

862
00:55:08,920 --> 00:55:13,400
feel like finally coming home to yourself. Kink isn't just

863
00:55:13,440 --> 00:55:17,920
about the acts. It's about trust, communication and discovering parts

864
00:55:17,920 --> 00:55:22,599
of yourself you didn't know existed. Okay, it's time for

865
00:55:22,639 --> 00:55:24,440
you renal. And I know you weren't here when I

866
00:55:24,480 --> 00:55:26,920
read it, so I'll definitely read it twice because it's long.

867
00:55:27,960 --> 00:55:30,840
A girl meets a fascinating man at her mother's funeral

868
00:55:31,000 --> 00:55:34,800
and falls in love. She never gets his contact info.

869
00:55:35,000 --> 00:55:39,239
A few days later, her sister dies, suspected murderer who

870
00:55:39,559 --> 00:55:43,960
killed the sister. One more time, a girl meets a

871
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:46,760
fascinating man at her mother's funeral and falls in love.

872
00:55:47,480 --> 00:55:50,800
She never gets his contact info. A few days later,

873
00:55:51,239 --> 00:55:56,280
her sister dies, suspected murderer who killed the sister. The

874
00:55:56,320 --> 00:55:59,559
girl herself killed her sister. She hoped another family death

875
00:55:59,559 --> 00:56:02,400
would bring the man back to the funeral. It was

876
00:56:02,480 --> 00:56:05,400
gonna say your brother. Actually, when I first read it,

877
00:56:05,400 --> 00:56:07,559
that was my first clue, And I'm like, is this

878
00:56:07,760 --> 00:56:13,039
of those unsaid said things math equations that if you

879
00:56:13,039 --> 00:56:16,840
have twenty five pine apples and twelve apples, how many

880
00:56:16,880 --> 00:56:23,400
oranges do you have? You know? Oh goodness, all right,

881
00:56:25,800 --> 00:56:29,079
I ate those two. It's time for your naughty tucking.

882
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:32,159
I couldn't focus on the spreadsheet in front of me.

883
00:56:32,880 --> 00:56:37,119
My pulse was already racing because I knew he was here, sir,

884
00:56:37,920 --> 00:56:41,880
my delicious secret, sprawled out on my couch like he

885
00:56:41,920 --> 00:56:45,320
owned the place. He'd let himself in quietly while I

886
00:56:45,360 --> 00:56:48,199
was on a morning call. The cocky smirk on his

887
00:56:48,280 --> 00:56:52,480
face when I glanced up and saw him, tall, broad shouldered,

888
00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:56,599
wearing that fitted black shirt that hugged every ridge of muscle.

889
00:56:57,280 --> 00:57:00,480
He kicked off his shoes, scrolling on his phone, but

890
00:57:00,559 --> 00:57:04,199
his eyes kept drifting to me a dark promise. My

891
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:07,400
brake hits at ten fifteen. The second I closed my

892
00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:10,800
laptop led, he was on me. He pulled me onto

893
00:57:10,880 --> 00:57:13,960
his lap, strong hands sliding up my thighs, under my

894
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:18,280
pencil skirt. Miss this tight little pussy, he murmured against

895
00:57:18,280 --> 00:57:24,199
my neck, teeth grazing over sensitive skin. Oh wait, you

896
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were not a Patreon member yet. If you were, you'd

897
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898
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minutes delicious tuck in audio where my soft voice whispers

899
00:57:39,920 --> 00:57:43,159
all the filthy things you've been dying to hear at night.

900
00:57:44,199 --> 00:57:47,320
Just imagine me tucking you in like that, And that's

901
00:57:47,559 --> 00:57:51,400
just one of the perks. So tell me. You gotta

902
00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:55,280
slip behind the velvet rope with me, or keep missing out.

903
00:57:56,199 --> 00:58:00,000
Go on over to patreon dot com poards last year

904
00:58:00,119 --> 00:58:03,800
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905
00:58:05,199 --> 00:58:08,599
Thank you again for spending your night with me. If

906
00:58:08,639 --> 00:58:14,360
these stories made you throb ache, blush, or make you

907
00:58:14,440 --> 00:58:18,239
subscribe and leave a review, send your confessions to the

908
00:58:18,320 --> 00:58:22,079
usual place at Nikki and Ikky at deerniky dot com,

909
00:58:22,119 --> 00:58:24,840
anonymously through the website at deerniky dot com under the

910
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911
00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:34,119
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912
00:58:34,239 --> 00:58:39,039
I might read them the next time. Stay philthy, stay safe,

913
00:58:39,639 --> 00:58:44,800
and I'll see you in the dark. Good night, my loves,