1 00:00:01,960 --> 00:00:06,440 Speaker 1: Hello, lovers, Welcome back to another steamy episode a Dear 2 00:00:06,519 --> 00:00:10,839 Niggie where we deep dive into your fantasies, confessions, and 3 00:00:10,919 --> 00:00:14,599 those burning questions about love, lust and everything in between. 4 00:00:15,359 --> 00:00:19,480 I'm your host, Nikki, and today we've got some tantalizing 5 00:00:19,559 --> 00:00:24,800 tales that explore desire, vulnerability, and the thrill of the unexpected. 6 00:00:25,640 --> 00:00:29,120 Let's kick off a few teasers to wet that appetite. 7 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:33,880 A devoted husband wrestles with his sharing his wildess fantasies 8 00:00:33,880 --> 00:00:37,119 with his beloved wife while opening up to lead to 9 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:41,640 ecstasy or awkwardness. A camp trip turns into a night 10 00:00:41,799 --> 00:00:45,880 of uninhibited passion when a young woman finds herself at 11 00:00:45,880 --> 00:00:50,560 the center of attention of three eager companions, and a 12 00:00:50,759 --> 00:00:55,479 birthday surprise unfolds into an intimate spectacle where friends become 13 00:00:55,560 --> 00:01:00,240 participants in a fantasy of watching and being watched. Stick 14 00:01:00,280 --> 00:01:05,680 around because we're unpacking this and so so much more. 15 00:01:07,079 --> 00:01:10,680 Are you ready to spice things up? Here's a sneak 16 00:01:10,840 --> 00:01:14,480 peink of the steamy audio content a waiting for you 17 00:01:14,560 --> 00:01:18,519 on Patreon. The one in my ass came first, hip snapping, 18 00:01:18,680 --> 00:01:21,799 flooding me with the heat that leaked out around him 19 00:01:21,799 --> 00:01:25,719 in thick pulses. The second followed, grinding deep and spilling 20 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:29,840 so hard I felt every jet against my cervix. The 21 00:01:29,879 --> 00:01:32,959 man in my mouth pulled out just to come across 22 00:01:33,000 --> 00:01:36,439 my face in long, hot stripes that mixed with tears 23 00:01:36,519 --> 00:01:40,519 and spit and honey. Join now for add free access 24 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:45,200 to the Wednesday Show, an exclusive Friday episode packed with 25 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:50,640 erotic role play and pleasurable audio experience. Treat yourself to 26 00:01:50,799 --> 00:01:56,519 something naughty. You deserve it. Join Patreon today and indulge 27 00:01:56,519 --> 00:02:00,319 in your fantasies. If you're new here, well, come to 28 00:02:00,359 --> 00:02:04,040 my show, where people can share their deepest sexual secrets 29 00:02:04,120 --> 00:02:08,479 in fantasies anonymously. Each week, I read out letters and 30 00:02:08,520 --> 00:02:12,719 emails from listeners who have bravely shared their intimate experiences 31 00:02:12,719 --> 00:02:15,319 with me. The show is a safe space for people 32 00:02:15,360 --> 00:02:19,479 to confess their hidden desires and encounters, free from judgment 33 00:02:19,719 --> 00:02:24,280 or repercussions. By sharing these stories, we're creating a community 34 00:02:24,599 --> 00:02:29,319 that acknowledges and accepts the diversity of human experience. If 35 00:02:29,360 --> 00:02:32,199 you're looking for a place to explore your own desires 36 00:02:32,599 --> 00:02:36,680 or simply listen to other experiences, you're in the right place. 37 00:02:37,479 --> 00:02:41,840 Tune in for some raw, honest, unapologetic accounts of the 38 00:02:41,960 --> 00:02:46,360 human intimacy and connections. If you have a secret story 39 00:02:46,439 --> 00:02:49,199 or experience you've been dying to share, now's your chance. 40 00:02:49,800 --> 00:02:53,120 You can write to me directly at Nikki and Ikky 41 00:02:53,599 --> 00:02:57,360 at dear Niki dot com, or submit your confession anonymously 42 00:02:57,919 --> 00:03:01,800 at dear Nikki dot com under the convey stab. Perhaps 43 00:03:01,879 --> 00:03:04,639 you have an erotic fantasy that's been burning inside you, 44 00:03:05,360 --> 00:03:08,199 or maybe you just want to say hello, whatever it is, 45 00:03:08,319 --> 00:03:11,159 I really want to hear from you. And just remember, 46 00:03:11,319 --> 00:03:14,599 if you decide to write in for confessions, questions, or 47 00:03:15,199 --> 00:03:19,000 anything else, you certify the following are true. You are 48 00:03:19,039 --> 00:03:21,840 the sole creator of the submission. You're eighteen years of 49 00:03:21,879 --> 00:03:25,159 age or older legally able to write. Submit erootic or 50 00:03:25,199 --> 00:03:32,479 pornographic material. Stories including bestiality, incest, incest fantasies, underage role play, rape, sex, 51 00:03:32,680 --> 00:03:36,800 rape fantasies, or other non consensual content or racial slurs 52 00:03:37,000 --> 00:03:39,800 will not be aired. We reserve the right to change 53 00:03:39,879 --> 00:03:44,599 names or other identifiable information, and you're releasing all rights 54 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:47,599 to your creation. If you enjoyed the show, please leave 55 00:03:47,680 --> 00:03:50,960 a review on your favorite podcast platform. It helps us 56 00:03:51,000 --> 00:03:54,360 grow and reach much sex bloord of Minds like yourself. 57 00:03:55,039 --> 00:03:58,479 Connect with us on social media Twitter, Instagram and Facebook 58 00:03:58,520 --> 00:04:00,360 and stay up to date and be part of our 59 00:04:00,560 --> 00:04:04,879 vibrant community. Also check out our partnership pages for exclusive 60 00:04:04,919 --> 00:04:08,080 discounts and learn about the amazing businesses I work with. 61 00:04:08,840 --> 00:04:12,560 And now it's time for our Dear Nikki Advice segment. 62 00:04:13,280 --> 00:04:15,719 This one comes from a listener who's been holding back 63 00:04:15,719 --> 00:04:20,360 as desires. Let's check it out. Dear Nikki. Well, to 64 00:04:20,399 --> 00:04:22,920 start off, I've been listening to your podcast for quite 65 00:04:22,920 --> 00:04:25,680 some time now. I'm not sure if you'll read this, 66 00:04:26,120 --> 00:04:29,120 but my fantasies are typical. I'm married. I have a 67 00:04:29,199 --> 00:04:32,399 chubby wife who I love and adore, and I want 68 00:04:32,399 --> 00:04:37,160 to experience everything with her, including BDSM role playing, and 69 00:04:37,240 --> 00:04:40,199 I would love just to see her get fucked by 70 00:04:40,199 --> 00:04:43,879 another man or woman. The problem that I'm having is 71 00:04:43,920 --> 00:04:46,839 I don't know how to express my sexual desires with her. 72 00:04:47,480 --> 00:04:50,720 She tells me about her fantasies and her desires, and 73 00:04:50,800 --> 00:04:53,920 I do my best to fulfill them, but her desires 74 00:04:53,920 --> 00:04:57,800 and fantasies don't really meet my fantasies, if that makes sense. 75 00:04:58,519 --> 00:05:00,360 I don't want to tell her my desires and make 76 00:05:00,399 --> 00:05:04,279 things awkward. So my question to you is how do 77 00:05:04,399 --> 00:05:10,120 I go about trying to express myself? Joseph, Hello, Joseph, 78 00:05:11,279 --> 00:05:15,519 how are you? You know? This is it's hard, but 79 00:05:15,600 --> 00:05:19,800 I guess it's kind of sad in a way that 80 00:05:20,920 --> 00:05:24,439 unless hers is quite simple, you know, to big buck 81 00:05:24,480 --> 00:05:26,560 this way or that way or whatnot, you know, and 82 00:05:26,600 --> 00:05:31,279 maybe that's the key there. But I'm wondering what's holding 83 00:05:31,279 --> 00:05:34,680 you back? You know, And it is a very big deal. 84 00:05:35,480 --> 00:05:40,319 Communication is the bedrock of any great relationship in great 85 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:44,319 sex life, but it can feel scary when fantasies don't 86 00:05:44,319 --> 00:05:48,920 align perfectly. My advice if you're this nervous, like I said, 87 00:05:48,959 --> 00:05:51,079 I would try the car thing where you know, you're 88 00:05:51,199 --> 00:05:53,600 out of the house, out of the the realm, because 89 00:05:53,600 --> 00:05:56,160 this does feel really, really shaky and scary for you. 90 00:05:56,319 --> 00:05:58,959 So it sounds like you're kind of afraid of rejection 91 00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:01,519 or whatnot. So I would do it in a first, 92 00:06:01,560 --> 00:06:07,199 a neutral environment, and start small and build trust. Maybe 93 00:06:07,240 --> 00:06:10,759 share a lighter fantasy first, like role playing over a 94 00:06:10,759 --> 00:06:15,199 glass of wine, not while driving. Frame it's something exciting 95 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:18,600 to explore together, not quite a critique of what you 96 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:23,120 have you statements like I've been thinking about trying this. 97 00:06:23,800 --> 00:06:26,360 It turns me on to imagine us in it. And 98 00:06:26,480 --> 00:06:31,439 remember her responses might surprise you. I mean, think about 99 00:06:31,480 --> 00:06:34,680 what it took for her to tell you. You never know, 100 00:06:34,800 --> 00:06:37,360 she could be just as nervous as you. She could 101 00:06:37,360 --> 00:06:41,439 be more open than you think. If it feels too daunting, 102 00:06:42,800 --> 00:06:46,800 you can consider a couple's workshop, or you know, listening 103 00:06:46,800 --> 00:06:50,480 to more podcasts like myself. But you know, if you're 104 00:06:50,519 --> 00:06:53,199 ready to make that leap, I know a big thing 105 00:06:53,240 --> 00:06:57,959 for me is cars driving. It really does have give 106 00:06:58,000 --> 00:07:04,399 you that catholic confessional feel because you can focus, you 107 00:07:04,439 --> 00:07:07,319 don't have to look directly and feel like you're interrogating 108 00:07:07,800 --> 00:07:10,680 or putting them on the spot, and they don't feel interrogated, 109 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:15,160 So it really lose it removes that element that's always 110 00:07:15,199 --> 00:07:19,040 a perfect solution for me. But your mileage may fairy. 111 00:07:19,240 --> 00:07:21,879 What do you think, listeners? Have you ever held back 112 00:07:21,920 --> 00:07:24,279 on a sharing a fantasy with your partner and what 113 00:07:24,399 --> 00:07:27,360 finally gave you the courage to open up? And how 114 00:07:27,360 --> 00:07:31,199 do you handle it when your desire doesn't perfectly match? 115 00:07:31,879 --> 00:07:35,720 Do you compromise, explore separately, or find a middle ground? 116 00:07:36,439 --> 00:07:39,480 You can always email me at NIGGI and Ikky at 117 00:07:39,519 --> 00:07:43,399 Dearniggi dot com or on the website on dearniggy dot 118 00:07:43,399 --> 00:07:46,399 com under the confessions tab, or you can even explore 119 00:07:46,439 --> 00:07:49,959 our Discord channel. The link is below in the show notes, 120 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:53,000 so you can always DM me there and join our 121 00:07:53,000 --> 00:07:57,079 private community in live shows at night alight. Before we 122 00:07:57,160 --> 00:08:02,000 dive into our stories, here's a riddle to I'm soft 123 00:08:02,399 --> 00:08:05,319 and wet and I often en up in your mouth 124 00:08:06,199 --> 00:08:10,959 when am I? And as always, the answer is at 125 00:08:10,959 --> 00:08:13,560 the end of the show. You know what time it is. 126 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:19,000 It's time to sit back, relax. Let's have a whiskey 127 00:08:19,639 --> 00:08:23,600 with some filthy cherries, of course, and explore some moronic 128 00:08:23,680 --> 00:08:28,360 fantasies from people just like you and me. Dear Nikki, 129 00:08:29,120 --> 00:08:31,680 what I'm going to tell you about what happened a 130 00:08:31,720 --> 00:08:34,919 while ago. To keep it simple, I was a girl 131 00:08:34,919 --> 00:08:37,120 who had a lot of problems with guys who guess 132 00:08:37,440 --> 00:08:40,000 are my type. I tend to let them use me 133 00:08:40,519 --> 00:08:43,159 and what I'm writing about help me understand how much 134 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:46,120 I actually like it in a lot of ways. It 135 00:08:46,200 --> 00:08:49,519 was a fun experience, but it does highlights how easily 136 00:08:49,559 --> 00:08:53,399 suggestible I am around men, which led to bigger problems 137 00:08:53,399 --> 00:08:57,120 as I got older. So one year ago I went 138 00:08:57,200 --> 00:08:59,559 camping with two of my closest friends at the time. 139 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:03,360 They both had boyfriends in the same friend group, and 140 00:09:03,519 --> 00:09:07,039 they were dragging me along, telling me to try to 141 00:09:07,120 --> 00:09:09,720 hook up with one of the other guys. I had 142 00:09:09,759 --> 00:09:12,559 nothing better to do that week end, and I couldn't 143 00:09:12,600 --> 00:09:15,519 stand to be at home. There were five guys there 144 00:09:15,519 --> 00:09:18,840 in total. Becca and Kelsie had taken the best of 145 00:09:18,919 --> 00:09:22,559 the lot. I wasn't physically attracted to either of the 146 00:09:22,639 --> 00:09:27,200 three eyes. They were overweight and lewed. I wasn't going 147 00:09:27,240 --> 00:09:30,480 to just fuck one because Rebecca and Kelsey wanted me to. 148 00:09:31,360 --> 00:09:33,799 I was pessed, but as the night went on I 149 00:09:33,879 --> 00:09:37,080 had more beer, they started to wend me over enough 150 00:09:37,360 --> 00:09:39,600 for me to let down my guard and have a 151 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:43,240 little fun with them. They were genuinely friendly, but very 152 00:09:43,320 --> 00:09:46,679 rough around the edges. At one point, we were all 153 00:09:46,720 --> 00:09:50,200 sitting round the fire. Kelsie and Becca were on their 154 00:09:50,240 --> 00:09:54,200 boyfriend's laps. I first noticed that Kelsey's boyfriend had his 155 00:09:54,320 --> 00:09:58,080 hands up under her jacket. He was being subtle, but 156 00:09:58,159 --> 00:10:00,919 he was deftly touching her tits while we all sat 157 00:10:00,919 --> 00:10:03,879 around the fire. I nearly blurted it out in front 158 00:10:03,879 --> 00:10:07,399 of everyone, thinking it was hilarious that they thought they 159 00:10:07,399 --> 00:10:11,000 could hide it instead. I turned to look at Becca 160 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:13,200 to see if she was aware of what was happening. 161 00:10:13,879 --> 00:10:16,919 I couldn't catch her gaze, and that's when I noticed 162 00:10:17,159 --> 00:10:21,879 her boyfriend's hand underneath her jacket between her legs. She 163 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:24,919 was rocking back and forth on his hand. I knew 164 00:10:25,080 --> 00:10:29,519 they had been uncharacteristically silent. Normally they won't shut up. 165 00:10:30,120 --> 00:10:33,600 That continued for maybe an hour. The three boys were 166 00:10:33,639 --> 00:10:36,639 talking and I sat there awkwardly as my two friends 167 00:10:36,919 --> 00:10:40,799 were getting fondled by their boyfriends. But at a certain point, 168 00:10:40,840 --> 00:10:44,200 the other three realized what was happening too, and one 169 00:10:44,200 --> 00:10:47,480 of the guys called it out. Everyone had a good laugh. 170 00:10:48,279 --> 00:10:52,320 Instead of being embarrassed, Kelsey and Becca's boyfriends got more 171 00:10:52,320 --> 00:10:56,720 bold after they were recognized. It was like they wanted 172 00:10:56,759 --> 00:10:59,440 to show off to their friends. It progressed to the 173 00:10:59,480 --> 00:11:02,000 point where Ekcca was sitting with her legs spread open 174 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:05,000 and the guy's lap while he rubbed her pussy over 175 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:08,639 her jeans. At the same time, Kelsey's boyfriend had his 176 00:11:08,720 --> 00:11:13,320 hands underneath her pants. She was clearly having troubles staying quiet. 177 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:17,799 The conversation died out completely as all five guys were 178 00:11:17,840 --> 00:11:21,279 focused on my friends. The sexual tension around the fire 179 00:11:21,440 --> 00:11:25,039 was intense and I had no clue what was about 180 00:11:25,080 --> 00:11:28,440 to happen. Kelsey decided it was too much when her 181 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:31,720 guy unzipped her jeans and put his hand between her legs. 182 00:11:32,320 --> 00:11:35,159 She got up, re zipped her jeans and went to 183 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:39,120 the tent without saying anything, and he followed. Then the 184 00:11:39,159 --> 00:11:43,440 other two left as well into another tent. This left 185 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:48,200 me by myself with three horny, drunk guys. I was 186 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:51,720 severely buzzed at this point and had little turned on too. 187 00:11:52,639 --> 00:11:55,320 The silence broken when one of them asked me if 188 00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:57,639 I wanted to sit on their lap. Then the three 189 00:11:57,679 --> 00:12:00,799 of them started bantering over whose lap I would sit on, 190 00:12:01,600 --> 00:12:04,720 saying they would have a battle royale for the privilege. 191 00:12:05,480 --> 00:12:08,080 I laughed it off and said I would respect the 192 00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:12,039 outcome of the battle. From there, I remember accepting lots 193 00:12:12,039 --> 00:12:15,960 of drinks and getting sloppy drunk. I remember we could 194 00:12:15,960 --> 00:12:20,360 hear Kelsey and Becca getting fucked for a couple hours. 195 00:12:20,879 --> 00:12:24,240 Kelsey moaned quite loudly, as it was impossible to ignore. 196 00:12:25,039 --> 00:12:27,279 Every time we heard a moan, one of the guys 197 00:12:27,320 --> 00:12:29,799 would do their best to mimic the sound in an 198 00:12:29,879 --> 00:12:34,240 obnoxious way. It was hilarious at the time. At one 199 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:37,200 point I decided to play along with the joke. When 200 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:39,240 one of the guys motioned to me on his lap 201 00:12:39,399 --> 00:12:42,240 and spread my legs like Kelsey had done. Then I 202 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:45,080 let out a fake moan and the guy's roared laughing. 203 00:12:45,759 --> 00:12:47,799 We had fun with it for a while before they 204 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:52,000 all decided to turn Now. I had a dilemma because 205 00:12:52,039 --> 00:12:55,519 the two tints we bought were occupied by couples who 206 00:12:55,559 --> 00:12:59,000 had been fucking for hours. For all I knew they 207 00:12:59,039 --> 00:13:01,960 still were at it. The only other option was to 208 00:13:01,960 --> 00:13:05,440 squeeze into the tin that already was overflowing with other guise. 209 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:08,879 I remembered announcing to them that I had no choice 210 00:13:09,039 --> 00:13:13,440 but to sleep with them. As I unceremoniously dropped my 211 00:13:13,519 --> 00:13:16,559 sleeping pad in between two of them and crawled in, 212 00:13:17,440 --> 00:13:20,080 none of them objected. I was pressed between the two 213 00:13:20,120 --> 00:13:23,519 of them. I don't think anyone had an inch of space. 214 00:13:24,320 --> 00:13:26,480 I took a pillow from somewhere and took off my 215 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:30,200 pants from the sleeping bag, curled up and closed my eyes. 216 00:13:30,919 --> 00:13:33,600 The fire was out, the lights were off, and I 217 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:37,120 couldn't see a fucking thing, but I know there were 218 00:13:37,200 --> 00:13:41,000 multiple hands on me right away. One rested on my hip, 219 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:45,000 another on my shoulder. I thought it was fairly innocent, 220 00:13:45,679 --> 00:13:49,600 after all, there was no room, an incidental touching would 221 00:13:49,600 --> 00:13:53,320 be impossible to avoid. There was dead silence in the tent. 222 00:13:54,000 --> 00:13:57,200 I was completely engulfed up to my nose in a 223 00:13:57,279 --> 00:14:00,440 sleeping pad, and whoever had his hand the my hip 224 00:14:00,919 --> 00:14:04,879 pulled me tight to him. My back pressed against him. 225 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:07,679 He kept a scrip on my hip when we stayed 226 00:14:07,720 --> 00:14:11,919 slowly humping me through two sleeping bags. It was a 227 00:14:11,919 --> 00:14:15,159 pretty weird feeling. I wouldn't have said anything because it 228 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:18,360 didn't want to leave the tint, and it wasn't big 229 00:14:18,440 --> 00:14:22,440 enough deal to start a conversation over. Then someone spoke up, 230 00:14:23,320 --> 00:14:27,440 are you just going to sleep fully clothed? I giggled, no, 231 00:14:28,039 --> 00:14:31,240 my pants are off. Then someone pulled my sleeping bag 232 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:34,759 down and ran their hand along my bare leg. She's 233 00:14:34,799 --> 00:14:37,679 telling the truth. Now. I felt a few different sets 234 00:14:37,720 --> 00:14:40,320 of hands on my legs, and some of them wandered 235 00:14:40,320 --> 00:14:44,600 toward my panties. This was the tipping point. I could 236 00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:46,480 make a scene of it and leave for the night, 237 00:14:47,279 --> 00:14:50,360 or I could try to have fun with it. I 238 00:14:50,440 --> 00:14:53,840 chose fun spreading my legs for them. They took the 239 00:14:54,000 --> 00:14:57,519 hint and I felt their touch become more aggressive. The 240 00:14:57,559 --> 00:15:00,399 guy laying behind me sat up and pulled my shirt 241 00:15:00,440 --> 00:15:03,279 over my head. Another set of hands and clipped my 242 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:06,399 braw Their hands were wandering all over my body. Now 243 00:15:06,919 --> 00:15:10,120 someone was licking a nibble. My panties were off next 244 00:15:10,200 --> 00:15:15,039 and replaced by a tongue. But someone interjected, let's fuck her, 245 00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:18,279 and so they did. They put me in doggie with 246 00:15:18,320 --> 00:15:20,320 one guy in front of me and the other behind. 247 00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:24,679 I fucked and sucked like that for ages. The first 248 00:15:24,720 --> 00:15:27,360 guy who was in me said he didn't want to 249 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:29,639 come in me, and they rotated so he could have 250 00:15:29,679 --> 00:15:33,000 his dick suck and come on my face. A larger 251 00:15:33,039 --> 00:15:35,840 cock replaced him in my mouth. This guy was more 252 00:15:35,840 --> 00:15:39,039 aggressive and kept forcing himself into my throat and making 253 00:15:39,080 --> 00:15:43,000 me gag. Eventually, the second guy that fucked me switched 254 00:15:43,039 --> 00:15:45,879 for the same reason as the first. He wanted to 255 00:15:45,919 --> 00:15:49,440 come on me, not in me. Up to this point, 256 00:15:49,519 --> 00:15:52,360 I was still highly aware of what was happening and 257 00:15:52,600 --> 00:15:56,000 very much in control of myself. The third guy changed 258 00:15:56,039 --> 00:15:59,240 that he was so thick and fucked me rough the 259 00:15:59,279 --> 00:16:02,120 way I liked it. He pulled my hair and slapped 260 00:16:02,120 --> 00:16:04,600 my ass hard while he fucked me hard and fast. 261 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:09,960 I was moaning completely uninhibited now. When an orgasm finally 262 00:16:10,120 --> 00:16:13,480 washed over my body, I collapsed from my position and 263 00:16:13,559 --> 00:16:16,320 he flipped me on my back just kept pounding my 264 00:16:16,399 --> 00:16:19,480 swollen pussy. He kept going like that until a second 265 00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:23,200 orgasm washed over me, at which point he slowed his 266 00:16:23,320 --> 00:16:26,519 thrusting and let out a grunt as he filled me 267 00:16:26,559 --> 00:16:31,759 with cum. I was completely spent, fucked to exhaustion, come covered, 268 00:16:32,039 --> 00:16:35,440 and come filled. I just lay there, soaking in their 269 00:16:35,519 --> 00:16:38,759 comb and owed my own juices. I had thought it 270 00:16:38,879 --> 00:16:41,919 was over time for sleep, but it was only just 271 00:16:41,960 --> 00:16:45,039 the beginning. Some one climbed on to me for round two. 272 00:16:45,679 --> 00:16:48,840 I was completely overwhelmed. He made me come a third 273 00:16:48,840 --> 00:16:51,759 time on his cock before he emptied another load on 274 00:16:51,840 --> 00:16:54,559 my tents. I don't know how long this went on, 275 00:16:54,919 --> 00:16:57,919 but at least one or two of the guys must 276 00:16:57,919 --> 00:17:00,960 have went for round three. Each time I was given 277 00:17:01,000 --> 00:17:03,799 another load of come to wear, usually on my face. 278 00:17:04,480 --> 00:17:08,720 When they were satisfied, I passed into sleep almost immediately. 279 00:17:10,000 --> 00:17:12,519 I woke up feeling like a trash can. My mouth 280 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:15,440 was dry and sore, my pussy was sore and swollen, 281 00:17:15,839 --> 00:17:19,359 my clothes reeked of smoke. I could hardly walk. I 282 00:17:19,400 --> 00:17:22,079 never did find my panties the worst of it all. 283 00:17:22,160 --> 00:17:23,960 The dry had come on my face and in my hair. 284 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:28,359 My head pounded. Nobody was up, so I got out, 285 00:17:28,640 --> 00:17:32,079 fully nude, with my clothes bundles in my arms. I 286 00:17:32,160 --> 00:17:34,960 quickly dressed and rooted around the camp site for water 287 00:17:35,039 --> 00:17:38,160 to drink and clean myself up, but couldn't find anything. 288 00:17:38,799 --> 00:17:41,119 There was no way I was waiting around for anyone 289 00:17:41,119 --> 00:17:44,160 else to see me in that state, so I walked 290 00:17:44,160 --> 00:17:47,920 home by myself. Kelsey and Becca heard what happened and 291 00:17:48,000 --> 00:17:50,640 shamed me pretty hard for it. By the end of 292 00:17:50,680 --> 00:17:53,000 the year, they were both broken up with their boyfriends, 293 00:17:53,279 --> 00:17:56,160 and I never saw any of those guys again, and 294 00:17:56,240 --> 00:17:59,000 I never forgot the freedom I felt with them, just 295 00:17:59,079 --> 00:18:03,039 losing myself in being used for pleasure while getting my 296 00:18:03,039 --> 00:18:10,279 own pleasure too. Brook. Whoo, that sounds like a very sexy, 297 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:17,160 sexy camping trip, and I'm very happy that it sounds 298 00:18:17,200 --> 00:18:20,319 like it really released something in you, like you found 299 00:18:20,359 --> 00:18:24,519 a different side of yourself. You know, I'm sorry for 300 00:18:24,559 --> 00:18:28,079 the shame and your friends. But that's called jealousy. Sorry, 301 00:18:28,160 --> 00:18:35,000 it is someone that can't just overlook that. That's jealousy. 302 00:18:36,640 --> 00:18:38,680 I mean they were about to fucking public too so, 303 00:18:39,319 --> 00:18:42,759 and they were letting their boyfriends do whatever things. Sounds 304 00:18:42,799 --> 00:18:44,480 like they have a bit of I want to be 305 00:18:44,599 --> 00:18:48,799 the centered center of attentionent itis. I would say, I 306 00:18:48,799 --> 00:18:50,480 don't want you to focus on the shame of this 307 00:18:50,880 --> 00:18:54,079 from your friends, they're gone in the past, but also 308 00:18:54,440 --> 00:18:57,960 that unforgettable sense of freedom of surrender. I want you 309 00:18:58,039 --> 00:19:01,279 to focus on that it's wrong in a reel and 310 00:19:01,319 --> 00:19:04,920 it's you. But I have a question, Brook. Has this 311 00:19:05,039 --> 00:19:09,359 experience shaped your boundaries and relationships since? Did it help 312 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:13,920 you embrace your suggestibility or did you work to change it? 313 00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:17,880 And have you ever had this experience again? And to 314 00:19:18,000 --> 00:19:21,119 my listeners, have you ever found yourself in a group 315 00:19:21,200 --> 00:19:25,680 dynamic where the line between fun and overwhelm blurred? What 316 00:19:25,839 --> 00:19:30,000 pulled you through it? Or what's the most unexpected place 317 00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:33,880 you've let go and just embraced the moment. You know 318 00:19:33,920 --> 00:19:36,799 how to reach me at Dearniki dot com under the 319 00:19:36,839 --> 00:19:40,839 Confession stab and you can always email me at Nikki 320 00:19:40,920 --> 00:19:46,240 at Nikky at Dearniki dot com. Dear Niki, I have 321 00:19:46,319 --> 00:19:50,279 surprise for you. Amanda whispered this morning, her lips tracing 322 00:19:50,319 --> 00:19:52,400 the shell of me ear as I lay half asleep. 323 00:19:53,200 --> 00:19:56,799 Her hands slid down my stomach, her touch instantly vanishing 324 00:19:57,200 --> 00:20:01,480 any remnants of sleep. A big one. I'd roll over, 325 00:20:01,599 --> 00:20:06,000 pulling her on top. Yeah, like last year's surprise. She'd laughed, 326 00:20:06,480 --> 00:20:09,960 her throat throaty, knowing the sound always made my blood 327 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:15,279 heat better. We're having guests tonight, Chris and Jennifer. I 328 00:20:15,359 --> 00:20:18,440 knew them, of course, are best friends, the other half 329 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:22,599 of our favorite couple. We've shared countless dinners, vacations and secrets. 330 00:20:23,200 --> 00:20:25,680 We'd even joked, after a few too many bottles of 331 00:20:25,720 --> 00:20:33,640 wine about possibilities. Okay, I'd said, curiosity piqued, They're going 332 00:20:33,720 --> 00:20:36,680 to help me give you a gift. Her eyes had 333 00:20:36,759 --> 00:20:40,880 darkened with primal hunger that I'd never seen before, a 334 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:44,720 look that promised a complete unraveling. We're going to watch 335 00:20:45,559 --> 00:20:50,720 watch what Her smile was wicked, A beautiful thing, you'll see. 336 00:20:50,839 --> 00:20:55,319 The evening had started normally enough, dinner, exquisite wine, easy laughter, 337 00:20:55,799 --> 00:20:59,160 but the air was thick with an unspoken tension, A 338 00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:01,640 current of anticy. It's a patient that crackled between our 339 00:21:01,680 --> 00:21:05,799 four of us. Looks that lasted a second too long, 340 00:21:06,519 --> 00:21:10,799 casual touches lingered. It was Jennifer who finally broke the pretense. 341 00:21:11,519 --> 00:21:15,680 She set her wineglass down in a decisive clink. Okay, 342 00:21:16,039 --> 00:21:20,000 I can't stand the suspense anymore, Amanda, are we doing 343 00:21:20,000 --> 00:21:24,240 this or what? Amanda stoock up took my hand and 344 00:21:24,359 --> 00:21:28,000 led me to our bedroom. Chris and Jennifer followed. Their 345 00:21:28,039 --> 00:21:32,039 presence not an instruction, but an essential part of the ritual. 346 00:21:32,680 --> 00:21:36,680 The large, low lit room felt like a stage. Amanda 347 00:21:36,720 --> 00:21:39,160 turned to me, her expression a mix of love and 348 00:21:39,240 --> 00:21:44,480 sheer adulterated lust. Happy birthday, my love. For years, you've 349 00:21:44,519 --> 00:21:48,000 whispered your deepest fantasy to me in the dark. Tonight 350 00:21:48,240 --> 00:21:52,240 we make it real. We want to watch. Chris is 351 00:21:52,279 --> 00:21:55,039 going to fuck you, and Jennifer and I are going 352 00:21:55,119 --> 00:22:00,000 to enjoy the show. My jaws went slack. The fantasy, 353 00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:03,680 my secret, shameful desire laid bare in front of our 354 00:22:03,720 --> 00:22:07,920 closest friends. I looked at Chris, a tall, powerful built 355 00:22:07,960 --> 00:22:12,799 man I trusted implicitly. He didn't leer or joke, He 356 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:18,440 just looked at me. With a respectful smoldering intensely, and 357 00:22:18,559 --> 00:22:22,039 gave a single slow nod. Only if you want to, 358 00:22:22,759 --> 00:22:27,839 he said, voice quiet, affirm this is your show. The consent, 359 00:22:28,119 --> 00:22:35,240 so clearly stated, was the final key and unlocked everything. Yes, God, Yes. 360 00:22:36,039 --> 00:22:39,799 Amanda and Jennifer settled into the large armchair in the corner, 361 00:22:40,440 --> 00:22:44,839 a tap low of gorgeous eager voyeurs. Amanda's hand was 362 00:22:44,880 --> 00:22:48,359 already slipping under the hem of Jennifer's dress. They were 363 00:22:48,400 --> 00:22:51,680 here for their own pleasure too. Chris guided me to 364 00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:55,240 the bed with a surprising tenderness. He produced a bottle 365 00:22:55,319 --> 00:22:58,880 of slick cool lub, warming it between his fingers with 366 00:22:58,960 --> 00:23:02,839 a practiced ease that was strangely comforting. His hands were 367 00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:05,519 strong as he helped me onto my hands and knees, 368 00:23:06,039 --> 00:23:10,400 positioning me with careful deliberation. He took his time, so 369 00:23:10,960 --> 00:23:16,680 much time preparing me, his fingers slick, impatient, stretching me slowly, 370 00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:22,039 coaxing my body to accept what was coming. Breathe, he murmured, 371 00:23:22,440 --> 00:23:29,000 his thumb rubbing soothing circles on my lower back. Just breathe. 372 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:32,680 The memory of preparation, thad, heated, snapping me back to 373 00:23:32,720 --> 00:23:37,599 the present, to the overwhelming. Now he was moving a slow, 374 00:23:38,119 --> 00:23:42,240 deliberate withdrawal that made me gasp at the loss of fullness, 375 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:47,200 followed by a smooth, relentless push that stole my breath 376 00:23:47,400 --> 00:23:52,079 all over again. Each thrust was a masterclass in control, 377 00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:56,960 a building rhythm that was both punishing and perfect. I 378 00:23:57,039 --> 00:23:59,960 dropped my forehead to the sheets, A low moan ripped 379 00:24:00,039 --> 00:24:04,240 from my throat. The sensations were a whirlwind, the firm 380 00:24:04,279 --> 00:24:07,920 grip of his hands on my hips, the slick, hot 381 00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:11,519 slide of him inside me, the delicious friction that was 382 00:24:11,559 --> 00:24:17,759 starting to spark a fire deep in my gut. Oh fuck, chriss, 383 00:24:18,640 --> 00:24:21,640 I choked out the where it's muffled by my betting 384 00:24:22,400 --> 00:24:26,079 from the chair, I heard soft, shared moan. I forced 385 00:24:26,079 --> 00:24:29,559 my eyes open, turning my head to look. The sight 386 00:24:29,759 --> 00:24:32,519 was nearly enough to make me come undone on the spot. 387 00:24:33,519 --> 00:24:39,240 Amanda and Jennifer were tangled passionate mess. Amanda's dress was 388 00:24:39,279 --> 00:24:43,599 open and Jennifer's mouth was on her breast, sucking deeply, 389 00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:48,160 while Amanda's head was thrown back in ecstasy. Jennifer's hand 390 00:24:48,240 --> 00:24:51,839 was working frantically between her own legs, her eyes locked 391 00:24:51,839 --> 00:24:56,920 on me, on us, watching every movement, every expression of 392 00:24:56,960 --> 00:25:00,759 pleasure strained on my face. They were getting off on this. 393 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:05,559 The acknowledge scent a shocking, powerful jolt of arousal straight 394 00:25:05,599 --> 00:25:09,559 through me. Chris's pace began to quicken, his thrusts, losing 395 00:25:09,599 --> 00:25:14,160 a fraction of their precision, gaining raw power. The sound 396 00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:18,400 of our body's meeting skin, slapping against skin filled the 397 00:25:18,480 --> 00:25:22,359 room and lewed percussion of sympathy to our moans. You 398 00:25:22,519 --> 00:25:27,400 feel incredible, He growled his own control, fraying. One hand 399 00:25:27,480 --> 00:25:30,519 left my hip and staked around my waist, his fingers 400 00:25:30,559 --> 00:25:34,240 finding my cock, which achingly hard and dripping into the sheets. 401 00:25:34,920 --> 00:25:37,000 He began to stroke me in time with his thrust, 402 00:25:37,559 --> 00:25:42,799 a perfect, devastating counter rhythm. Pleasure erupted, a dual sighted 403 00:25:42,880 --> 00:25:47,200 onslaught of shorts circuited my brain. There were no more thought, 404 00:25:47,599 --> 00:25:51,880 only feeling the deep internal massage of his cock, the firm, 405 00:25:51,960 --> 00:25:55,720 slick friction of his hand. It was too much, It 406 00:25:55,839 --> 00:25:59,720 was everything. My eyes squeezed shut as a coil tight 407 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:04,440 and electric began to spiral uncontrollably in my core. I 408 00:26:04,559 --> 00:26:09,160 was babbling nonsense words and please, begging for release, begging 409 00:26:09,200 --> 00:26:13,519 for it never to end. That's it. Amanda purred from 410 00:26:13,519 --> 00:26:17,480 across the room, her voice thick with her own pleasure. 411 00:26:18,240 --> 00:26:23,480 Let go come for us. Chris's rhythm became frantic, piston like, 412 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:27,000 and I knew he was close. His grip tightened on me, 413 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:30,559 his breathing ragged roar in my ear. You're gonna come 414 00:26:30,599 --> 00:26:34,279 for them, he gritted out, his voice, strained, You're going 415 00:26:34,359 --> 00:26:38,440 to give them their own show. The coil snapped, white 416 00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:43,680 hot ecstasy exploded through me, blinding and absolute. My body 417 00:26:43,720 --> 00:26:48,359 sees back arching as I came in, hot pulsing streaks 418 00:26:48,920 --> 00:26:52,640 over his hand and the rumbled sheets beneath me. A raw, 419 00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:55,480 gout old cry was torn from my lungs. I sound, 420 00:26:55,480 --> 00:26:59,079 I didn't even own recognize the intense clitching of my 421 00:26:59,160 --> 00:27:04,079 own orgas, and triggered his with a final, deep, grinding thrust. 422 00:27:04,559 --> 00:27:08,240 He buried himself to the hilt and stilled. A low 423 00:27:08,480 --> 00:27:12,119 animal groan erupted from his chest as he found his 424 00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:17,119 release inside me. Hot pulse of it, final shocking wave 425 00:27:17,160 --> 00:27:20,160 of sensation. For a long moment, there was only the 426 00:27:20,200 --> 00:27:24,000 sound of our heavy, ragged breathing. I collapsed on the bed, 427 00:27:24,400 --> 00:27:30,319 completely spent, feeling boneless and utterly exposed. Chris carefully pulled out, 428 00:27:30,640 --> 00:27:34,559 and the sudden emptiness was its own profound sensation. He 429 00:27:34,640 --> 00:27:38,799 gently rolled me on to my side, his touch surprisingly affectionate. 430 00:27:39,599 --> 00:27:42,960 I kept my eyes closed, drowning in the aftershocks. The 431 00:27:43,079 --> 00:27:50,079 room was silent, then the rustling of clothing. George, George, 432 00:27:50,400 --> 00:27:59,599 was there more to this? I'm just saying, Darcy's like, uh, hello, George. 433 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,200 You can't do that. That's not nice. You know the rules. 434 00:28:04,960 --> 00:28:08,839 You broke the rules. Finish this because I kind of 435 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:10,599 want to know what the rest happen. You can't leave 436 00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:13,319 the ladies out, saying, I'm thinking that I know where 437 00:28:13,359 --> 00:28:17,920 that's going. Trust and consent here. I'm loving it. The 438 00:28:18,000 --> 00:28:22,240 voyeuristic thrill with the ladies. It's a beautiful example of 439 00:28:22,319 --> 00:28:26,759 turning a whispered fantasy into reality with care. And for 440 00:28:26,799 --> 00:28:30,039 those sitting on the fence, you know on how to 441 00:28:30,079 --> 00:28:33,920 give it to your partner. This is the way they've 442 00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:37,039 put it out there. I think this. If they're sitting 443 00:28:37,079 --> 00:28:40,000 on the fence and they're not sure the person receiving, 444 00:28:40,039 --> 00:28:42,599 I should say they want it, but they don't know 445 00:28:42,599 --> 00:28:44,920 how to pull it. Sometimes it does take one of 446 00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:47,960 us that are in charge to pull that trigger, and 447 00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:51,519 this is exactly if my partner wanted to do something 448 00:28:51,759 --> 00:28:56,000 exactly what I would do. What was the aftermath like 449 00:28:56,079 --> 00:28:58,960 for your relationships with Chris and Jennifer? Did it bring 450 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:02,799 you all closer or create a new dynamic? And how 451 00:29:02,839 --> 00:29:06,960 did you process that unraveling feeling afterward? I'm betting you 452 00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:09,559 were on cloud nine for at least a hot minute, 453 00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:13,960 right And to those listening, have you ever involved friends 454 00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:16,880 in your intimate life? What made it work or what 455 00:29:17,079 --> 00:29:21,400 would you warn others about? Or what's a fantasy that 456 00:29:21,440 --> 00:29:25,039 you've shared that surprised you when it became real? You 457 00:29:25,079 --> 00:29:26,720 know how to get a hold of me, right, of 458 00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:30,720 course you do. You're here all right, lovers. As we 459 00:29:30,759 --> 00:29:33,960 wrap up this episode, let's reflect on what we've heard 460 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:37,839 from today. From Joseph's question, we learned that the power 461 00:29:37,880 --> 00:29:42,359 of vulnerability in communication. Holding back might feel safe, but 462 00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:47,119 sharing desires can deepen intimacy if done with empathy and timing. 463 00:29:47,720 --> 00:29:51,960 Brookstail reminds us that exploration can reveal hidden parts of ourselves, 464 00:29:52,359 --> 00:29:56,279 but it's crucial to navigate consent and aftercare, especially in 465 00:29:56,319 --> 00:30:01,400 a group settings, to avoid regret. And Birthday Adventure shows 466 00:30:01,440 --> 00:30:04,599 us how trust and clear boundaries can turn a fantasy 467 00:30:04,759 --> 00:30:10,000 into bonding experience, emphasizing that pleasure thrives on mutual respect. 468 00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:15,119 Oh and your riddle, I'm soft and wet and I 469 00:30:15,160 --> 00:30:19,279 often end up in your mouth. What am I? It's candy? 470 00:30:19,319 --> 00:30:23,559 Of course you're dirty or yet I know. I kind 471 00:30:23,559 --> 00:30:25,480 of thought that one was dirty too, but I loved it. 472 00:30:25,680 --> 00:30:31,920 What about you? Ending closing? Hello, lover, why don't we 473 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:36,519 go explore each other with trusted friends like in that 474 00:30:36,559 --> 00:30:41,160 birthday surprise? Maybe something different? I have scuple in mind. 475 00:30:42,039 --> 00:30:46,240 May two couples? What do you think I really want 476 00:30:46,240 --> 00:30:52,559 to know? And until next time, ladies and gentlemen, keep 477 00:30:52,599 --> 00:30:57,680 those confessions coming and remember on your desires. This is 478 00:30:57,799 --> 00:30:59,359 Nicky signing off